Fubar Blog Posts 4

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night, And I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eye, And I learned that sometimes things hurt, But it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared And I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked ... And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw When you thought I wasn't looking.

This Is To All My True Friends.. You Are The Best!!!!
God must have known there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of little things In order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage to make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish.... lasting.... true, And so God answered the heart's great need with Cherished Friends.... like you!! You will always be cherished in my heart.

To Midnight
To Midnight by LateNiteFantasy© 10 to Midnight A Twinkle In your eyes A song in your words... You can’t believe how alive I feel How desperate for my life I am You’ll never know the sheer unadulterated pleasure of a simple drawn breath just a hug just a touch just a kiss burning type of lies and joy pleasing internet images, wanting... afraid... hoping. Faceless, vacant of soul & truth but still in need, like any person. I want her She wants you Praying Dreaming Need Wanting to fly... Looking in the darkness of night Despite the curtain of night You share the same twinkling stars You both see the galaxies twinkling stars galaxies Formation – all yours’. Hers’ & yours’. Maybe you’ll meet her one day, Running embraces, passionate kisses, Making love till the sun sets and starts Maybe the words & images will transcend fear, into truth... hope and maybe love But for now you have the stars. Wind blowing signifies a kiss, A shooting star a wish

Divorce
I had the pleasure(or misfortune) To have to sit through and provide security for divorce court. I find it amazing that people that once professed undying love for each other ripping at each others throats. I can understand it is difficult to decide who gets what. But I have seen people fighting over who gets ownership of the dog, and if visitation is allowed. I am not saying who is at fault the male or the female. I think the worse part of it is when the kids become bargaining chips in the divorce. Hearing "You aren't gonna see the kids if you don't pay" or " I am not gonna pay cause I don't get to see my kids." I think at times there should be a test given before marriages are allowed or before you have kids. Just remember we are all the same and treat each other with respect and kindness

Here Is My Favorite
Fate of the chance When walking through the garden one day I meandered past the tree of life when I became enamored by the most divine dark Rose that nature ever fashioned. So astounding was the Rose that I was robbed of speech and breath. I fell onto my knees and stared until my eyes did hurt. The poor dark rose had suffered lack of proper care, resulting in an inert outer shell. I took great care removing petals scarred from winter’s callous touch. I was amazed to see inside the tantalizing pink, dew covered flower open fore my eyes. A sight so wondrous cannot pass without adverse effects for those perhaps unlucky, perhaps most opportune of all. I knelt, bereft of voice, devoid of breath, and blind; the Rose, its beauty now replenished, took great pity on this wretched soul of mine. Perhaps it was the wind, perhaps it was celestial intervention, maybe Earth itself began to shake; you may believe whatever you decide but as I felt the Rose incline in my direc

Updates On The Potty Training Of My Daughter.
Hey peeps, I know that this isn't something that everyone wants to know but I'm a poud mommy and love to share good news. Just here recently I have been potty training my daughter. It has been 3 days now and she has been peeing in the potty like a pro well just his evening she poop in the potty and I am so happy. She finally is gettng the hang of the whole potty thing. I am so proud of my daughter!!!! Sorry I just had to share the news. Later

Show Your Colors
Yippie Hurray! It's finally football season! If you would like to show your support for your team, I am your woman! For just 3k in fubucks I can make you an awesome display pic for your fubar page. Below are some samples of what I have done but am not limited to.... If you are interested please fupal me 3k and your fave team and I will prepare your cool NFL team pic. And if you don't like football, I can make any sports team of your choice.

So Tired
i'm on some randumb street on the east coast with Ruby at the helm. speaking of helms, the concert hall we were in earlier had an interesting prow mounted on the wall. i, for a second, considered trying to hide it in my purse and sneak it out. those of you who know what a prow is, without looking it up, should get a chuckle out of that. =]

I Dont Care Anymore
IF YOU KNOW ME THEN YOU MIGHT UNDERSTAND I JUST DONT PUT UP WITHA LOT OF SHIT AND WHY SHOULD I IM NOT FRUCKN SUPERMAN LIKE ANYONE CARES ANY WAYS BUT JSUT TO LET YALL KNWO IM TAKINA BREAK FROM HERE FOR AWHILE AND IF YOU KNOW HOW TO GET AHOLD OF ME THEN TRY I MIGHT ANSWER THEN AGAIN I MIGHT NOT BUT THATS FOR ME TO DESIDE NOT U AND IF YOU HAVE ANY ? JUST ASK AND I MIGHT ANSWER THEN AGAIN I MIGHT NOT BUT EVERY1 TAHT IS IN ME FAMILY LIST LOVVE YA ALL BUT IM NOT HERE FOR ABIT HAVE TO DO SOME SELF WORK AND NO1 CAN HELP ME BUT ME AND THATS HOW IT WIL STAY SO LATER FUBAR IM BACK OUT AND NOT READIN THAT MAIL OR EMAIL

Bad Idea To Sass Master.........
She knew she was in trouble before her hand reached from the door to the house. Her stomach quivered thinking of the tone in His voice when He had reprimanded her for her insolence. What had she been thinking to have been so lippy to Him? She felt dread roll in her belly at the thought of what would come. Thank God, He hadn't told her to cook. She would have been hard pressed to focus enough to do more than burn the meal... and that wouldn't have boded well for the color of her ass. Not that her ass would be any other color than red before the evening was over. She hung up her coat and headed to the room to prepare as He had ordered. She took off her suit and hung it neatly on a hanger. She rolled her neck from side to side as if to relieve the tension building there. She sat demurely on the chair as she slid off her heels. Next came her thigh highs. She slipped her heels back on as He had been very specific about her clothing. She unhooked her bra, massaging the tender undersides o

Morning Sickness.
Holy crap it sucks...its been getting worse. Cant eat anything without it coming back up. The other day I didnt even have time to open my eyes before I got sick. Hopefully in 2 weeks...it will end.

Shadow Levelers Want You! I Just Joined The Family!
Do you like to help others make it to the next level by rating stash,,,,pictures and blogs?? Also meet new and good friends in the process. If you do then we have the perfect home and family for you. We have been helping other for almost 2 years now to make it to the next level. We help all levels from Freshmeat to Oracle. We are a drama free family that has very few rules and enjoy having fun!! If the above sounds likes what you like. Then please send a private message to the link below. SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar

Clicks
So i am kinda venting a little but i kinda want some feed back if you can please... so in the short time that i have been on here i have notice the majority of people all have there "CLICKS" why tho whats the point? I mean even though its the internet and all why cant everyone just talk to everyone why does it have to be so hard to talk to people.. half the time when u try to talk to someone they dont talk back. So what does it take toget someone to talk to you? Do you have to be stunningly gorgeous? Is it the way you dress?? Do you have to say the right thing, is there a secret code that needs to be said or something? i know were all different and all but i mean some people dont have social skills(i myself need work) so talking to people and learning is what life is all about right whether it be online or in real life but someone has to start somewhere. there are alot of good people on here that try to help out many to lvl up where is the returned love? i know its just the inte

Yay Im Home!!!!! :d
Hey yall :P well Ive been gone for a month, I was in Alabama all of July (yikes) Me and my daughter went and stayed with my brother and fiance (they both work together out of town). Let me tell you, those people are SOOOO different, I was in southern Alabama, almost at the Florida line and let me tell ya, it was like a different country!!!! This one guy asked me where I was from and I told him Atlanta, and he said, "I like your accent" LMFAO!!!! But I just wanted to let you all know that I have missed ya bunches, so if you were wondering where the hell I have been, now ya know! I hope everyone is having a great weekend and has a good week!! Take care, ~Alexis

Darkness An Light
Through the darkness an light we will be friends for llife no matter the arguments an the fights we stay true for life no matter when or where you know ill allways be there no matter love or like we will allways be true through the darkness an light by cleon

Fragility
Have you ever needed someone To take the fragile pieces of your heart And wrap careful hands Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own? Someone who can pull you close, When you're feeling so alone Who speaks not a word, But knows how to touch you In that one special place That lets you know you are still alive? Someone who can look into your eyes And see past the darkness That has come to cloud your soul, Someone who finds that one spark of caring, Who nutures it back to life... The one special someone Who can wrap around you with his body And give your soul a hug, Then your heart ease....

My Text To The Kids 8-10-08
i dont think i ever say it enough, but, today i heard a song that made me think of yall....and i wanted both of you to know im proud of who yall are becoming and are right now...i know im grumpy alot but i am proud of you two....i love you....both of you so much....and everyday b4 i sleep i think of you and wish you a good night...praying that your days are always as happy as they have been since yall have come back down...so this is my loving reminder...that daddy is always thinking of how proud he is that you two will be my legacy..for right now you two are my life...my love for life...my everythings...i love you two...just wanted you to know...i love you

Blah
In these moments, I feel given in to insecurity. As though the past mocks and lets the future die. In these moments I am without the warmth of her company. Lost in the doubt of her return. In these moments I am gone. Away from comfort conditioned into isolation. In this shame I await for the pain of this new memory. In this shame I am left in my own resolve waiting for her answer. In my shame I stand. I am right I always am. In my own damn self pity I will keep company with every wing of every angel I have given flight from every kiss I gave her. And I will lay her, unmoving in a bed of these wings. Simplistic irony. Or my own stubbornness to realize I am always right.

J Is For Juggacunt
It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............Jones 2. 4 letter word......................Jump 3. Vehicle: ..........................Jeep 4. City / Neighborhood: ..............Jasper 5. Boy Name: .........................James 6. Girl Name: ........................Jamie 7. Occupation: .......................Juggler 8. Something you wear:................Jumpsuit (lol) 9. Food: ...........................Jumping beans 10. Found in a bathroom:............Janitor (haha) 11. Reason for Being Late...........Jail :[ 12. Something you shout.............Jesus Christ! 13. Animal:..........................jackrabbit 14

It Never Fails....
I swear no matter how many times you state it on your profile or in how many ways you say it - there is always some asshat surprised that you don't want to fuck him and his wife. Please read from the bottom up as it is a shoutbox convo: ->Heart~Brok...: There is no need for you to have an interest in me - I am married. As foryour apology - FINE.... but maybe next time you will actually read someone's priofile before propositioning them Heart~Brok...: As I said. An error in my judgement. I do appologize. But truthfully you are wrong for saying the things you do about me. I did not view you as a cum dumpster. I was displaying an interest. I thought you could be an adult and if your not interested just over look it or simply say I am not into that and I would have oppologized right away. So for what it is worth I am sorry! ->Heart~Brok...: that's just it - i could give a shit less about your life - you don't even know me as a person but you think i look good to you so you hit me u

Yahoo
Ok...I'm not sure what part isn't clear on my profile about my yahoo messenger but this is stupid. I don't give that out. What is so hard to understand about that? If you want to talk to me on yahoo, you have to get to know me here first. I'm not going to give out my id to someone I have just met. So once again...you are not going to get my id by adding me as a friend and then asking if I have yahoo within 10 seconds of adding me. It's just not gonna happen. My yahoo is for my friends and family that I know and trust.

Hosting My First Auction
COME ONE COME ALL TO THE SICKEST AUCTION EVER!!! HOSTED BY THE ONE... THE ONLY ZOMBIE QUEEN!!! SO CLICK THE PICS TO BID AND LET THE DEBAUCHERY BEGIN!!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER THIS AUCTION PLEASE SEND ZOMBIE QUEEN A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH A LINK TO A PICTURE AND A $20,000 ENTRY FEE Zombie Queen☆DJ @ SER☆MANAGER/DJ @ THE BASEMENT@ fubar THIS HAS BEEN ANOTHER PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT FROM THE SEXY LITTLE DEAD CH

Family List # 1
HERE ARE THE LINKS TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY PLEASE BE SURE THAT YOU VISIT EVERYONES PAGE AND RATE THEIR PAGE FAN THEM AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND LETS SHOW EVERYONE WHAT *NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE* IS ALL ABOUT WE ARE GROWING BY THE DAY AND THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN . A REMINDER TO PLEASE READ THE FAMILY RULES EVERYTHING THERE IS A MUST IF YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU CAN HANDLE IT THEN THEIR WILL BE NO NEED TO MOVE FORWARD . misticbreeze member Native American Pride @ fubar Blueeyedbadgrl@ fubar browneyes@ fubar N.A.P~ blueeyed cherokee princess~N.A.P@ fubar Φ†í§ღ - N.A.P. and BLS Arkansas Chapter member@ fubar »-(¯`v´¯)-» slavedolphin »-(¯`v´¯)-» ~"babygirl" ~ Proud Member Of ~ N.A.P. ~ Spankers ~@ fubar angelwingz25~ N.A.P Family~Fu_Angel~ Mi

Family Heads
Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar FAMILY HEADS TO ANYONE THAT WANTS TO JOIN OUR FAMILY YOU CAN LEAVE A MESSAGE IN THE MAIL TO EITHER MYSELF , THE CO-FOUNDER AND CHIEF , THE ELDER OR THE SPIRITMOTHER ONE OF US WILL BE ABLE TO HELP YOU . HERE ARE THE LINKS TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY PLEASE BE SURE THAT YOU VISIT EVERYONES PAGE AND RATE THEIR PAGE FAN THEM AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND LETS SHOW EVERYONE WHAT *NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE* IS ALL ABOUT WE ARE GROWING BY THE DAY AND THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN . A REMINDER TO PLEASE READ THE FAMILY RULES EVERYTHING THERE IS A MUST IF YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU CAN HANDLE IT THEN THEIR WILL BE NO NEED TO MOVE FORWARD . TO OVERSEE THE WHOLE FAMILY KEEPING UP WITH WHAT EVERYONE IS DOING AND MAKE FINALE DECISIONS. ♥Cherokee God Mama♥Founder Of Native American Pride♥Owner of Club F.A.R. *@ fubar HEAD OF ALL IN THE FAMILY ALONG SIDE MYSELF AND FINAL DECISION MAKER Chief Do

It's Like This. ((ranting))
First off: I am going into the United States Marine Corps, I leave for boot camp in October, and if you have something negative to say to me about it thanks for more inspiration because i WILL prove you wrong. I am so fucking tired of everyone saying that just because I'm pretty I'm not going to be able to handle it or im going to get raped. That just because I like getting my nails done and i'm girly that I shouldnt be a soldier. Keep your opinions to yourselves cause quite frankily---i dont give a fuck what you have to say so save your breath for someone who does. When I get out i would love nothing more than to shake your hand look you in the eyes and say "fuck you for doubting me." GET SOME OORAH Second thing: Fellas, I know i'm "hot" i know i'm "sexy" and "fine" but if you can't think of anything to say to me that doesnt go along those lines please refrain from speakin---im not interested. Finally: If i'm upset and I tell you i don't want to talk about it DROP it. It's my b

Being In Love For First Time
Is being in love for the first time so hard ? I think so because i am at that point where all my emotions are running all over the place .. At first i was ok i had my feelings and emotions in check but the deeper i fell in love the more i wanted to be with him .. Some people are fortunate to have had the chance of falling in love and some not so lucky .. But if you ever find the kind of love that makes you smile all the time from a thought , a laugh when you remember something funny about what he or she said or when you just fall asleep on the phone with each other .. then you would know that they are the one to have a life with .

???????
I don't understand why in my life nothing ever goes right.I am 20 and married, was happily married until another guy made me realize i could have what I crave. I don't know how to handle this emotion. This overwhelming emotion of wanting and needing something I have never had , only gotten a taste of. In my mind I am in a room that is forever spinning and I can't slow it down enough to even think straight. I love my husband and want to be with him but yet i have this emotion that is overtaking me.

The Beginning Not The End
I want to go back go back to when it was all smiles. All happiness and no tears, no fights. When all we did was laugh and giggle, when all we do now is cry and yell. Screaming at the top of our lungs and slamming doors as loud as we can. I want the beginning not the end. Take me back there so we can show each other we care again.

What I Want In A Man
I Want A Man Who Can Smoke With Me And Still Have An Intelligent Conversation With.One Who Can Make Love To But Also Fuck Me Crazy. I Need A Man To Hold Me At Night And Make Me Warm, Its Hard 2 Find A Man. Especially One Who Will Say With All Ur Flaws And Downfalls I Love You For You. I Honestly Think No Man Has The Testicular Fortitude To Handle My Mind And Body. See Im An Intelligent, Cool, Hood Smart, Decent Lookin Girl .At Times My Additude Will Show U The Dominate Bitch In Me But I Can Also Be The Most Sweet And Caring Person. I Wish I Could Find A Man Who Could Hold Me Down.... The Search Is On! I Need An Intelligent, Good Lookin, Smart Man Who Is Also Cool To Chill With.

Cindragon Is Up For Sale!!!
Hello, everyone! I am in an auction, but with a twist! Bling pack bids only! That's right, I am pimping myself for some bling bling! Some of what I am offering is printed on this pic, but more is offered, click the pic to check it out, and make your bid! More can be negotiated for larger bling packs! 70-pack or larger gets half of the bling during HH!! CinDragon Please don't forget to F/A/R the auction host while you are there! INKMAN876@ fubar

Read Be4 You Ask...
I would like to thanks all my friend for all the fu-love you have shown me since I have joined here on fubar, You guys rock.I have managed to meet some really nice people, and of course some not so nice, But thats life on the net. I do try to answer everyone who talks to me or leaves me a message,So please don't think I am ingoring you because I am not.I promise I will return the love as soon as I can. I have run into alot of people coming to my page saying rude and uncalled for things to me,And just so you know I won't put up with it, you will be blocked,I am not about talking nasty, or webcamming,or showing nude pictures.What I add to my page and photo folders is all I am willing to share, And I hope I can get some respect for that.I am not about showing my ass for some stupid fu-bucks..lol (How slutty) But hey if thats your thing, more power to ya. when you come to my page this all I ask of you: 1. Show me the same respect you would show your mother. 2. Don

For A Certain Someone...he Knows Who He Is...
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Back From Connecticut...
So I was in CT this weekend at the USA Dart Classic. The majority of the top shooters in the US were there. That of course means I got my ass kicked pretty bad. I can play darts very well. When I am on my game I am certainly top 50 in the nation. What sucks for me is when I get to these competitions my nerves turn me into jelly. Just need to figure out how the hell I can overcome this. I'll be at 5 more tournaments before the end of the year. DC, Annapolis, Denver, San Francisco and Myrtle Beach. Hopefully I'll get my act together before then.. Hmm... What a boring blog.

Cheack This Out,lol,100% True
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird shit. You can carry shit, hav

Before I Was A Mom...
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my he

Paul Newman - Dying
Paul Newman has finished chemotherapy and has told his family he wants to die at home. It was reported Friday that Newman, 83, had only weeks to live and had returned home to his wife, Joanne Woodward. The Oscar-winning actor was pictured being pushed from a New York cancer hospital in a wheelchair. "Paul didn't want to die in the hospital," a source said. "Joanne and his daughters are beside themselves with grief." The source, described as a close family friend, said that the star had spent the past few weeks getting his affairs in order. It was claimed that some of Newman's actions had caused tension among of his children. "He gave a prized car — a Ferrari with his racing number, 82, on it — to a long-time pal," the friend said. "The sudden move angered his children. It's especially hard for them to come to grips with what's going on. Newman married Woodward in 1958 and the couple have three daughters. He also has two daughters from his first marriage to Jackie W

The Death Of Bernie Mac And Isaac Hayes
Before he passed away Sunday, soul-music great Isaac Hayes sat down with Steppin' Out magazine and, ironically enough, addressed the question of how he'd like people to remember him. "As someone who used his talent for the benefit of mankind," he explained. "And as someone who made this world a more pleasant place to live. "I'm a civil rights fighter and an advocate of literacy and I'm very generous with my time. I care about people. I watch TV and I see kids without parents and I cry. It touches me. "I've been through the whole gambit of survival. My mother died when I was a baby and I've seen all kinds of stuff. So I have a sensitivity toward children. So wherever I can do something to make it a better situation, I pursue that. I know that one man can't save the world, but I'll do whatever I can." Hayes died at his home in Memphis at age 65. Sadly, the famed crooner recently finished shooting the movie 'Soul Men,' along with comic Bernie Mac, who also just passed away Sa

Why I'm Not Happy For My B-day!
This is the reason why I am not happy with my b-day is because on the 13th of August my daughter of only 2 weeks died because her mother didn't want to take care of her and I was at work! I blame myself for not being there and making sure that everything was ok. I was at work but I still should have made sure that the child was ok! That is why my b-day is not a happy one this year! I'm hoping that someone can change my mind but so far that hasn't happened! Anyways there you go! If you would like you can always message me or send a comment!

Para El Hombre Que Me Ama Y Que Yo Adoro.
Love is The Greatest Feeling,Love is what i feel for u,each and every day ,Love is like a smile ,Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong,I love You with my heart, my body and my soul, I love that I keep loving,Like a love I cant control ,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have poured my entire soul into You,Right from the very start.

Fans Friends & Family
I wanted to take the time to thank everyone on my friends & family list that has fanned me back and rated me back. If for whatever reason I have not fanned you and you are on my friends list please email me and I will be sure to fan u back. My fan of section is WRONG...ever since Fubars "power outage" this section was reset to 0 although I am still a fan of ALL I was before this incident. I have noticed a lot of people that will accept my friends request but seem to be hesitant to fan. I am not like some of these other Fubarians. I will not fan u and remove being a fan of u unless U remove me or have not fanned me back. **** Thank U for reading this *STGiggles* ****AGAIN I WILL FAN U IF U HAVE FANNED ME, IF I FIND OUT U FANNED ME TO GET ME TO FAN U AND HAVE SINCE UNFANNED ME I WILL DO THE SAME. I WON'T NECCESARRILY REMOVE U FROM MY FRIENDS LIST THOUGH. I HAVE FOUND SEVERAL FRIENDS ALREADY THAT HAVE STOPPED BEING A FAN OF ME SO I HAVE DONE THE SAME. I DO WHAT I CAN TO RETURN LOVE

I Predict This Will End Badly.
the two youngins over here are using an air mattress as a slide. i've told them to stop but they don't feel like listening to me. so as i watch them i see that they've decided to prop it up against the coach, climb to the top, and slide down. btw the door is pretty much right in front of their little makeshift slide. I'm waiting for one of them to fly into it.

Ty Tommy
How 2 Eat BUBBLE GUM TACOS *or Everything U Need 2 Know About Cunnilingus Eating panty pudding can B1 of the most wonderful things U can do 4 a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential 2 give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake U in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex R always in demand. If U gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of UR league, may overlook UR other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse 2 talk more about her flower. The cootchie is a mystery 2 most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only 4 special occasions and then quickly put back N2 hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. 4 something so complex you'd think there would B instructions, or a map, or a help icon. How many times have U pla

Need Some Help
Ok I've been on a movie kick the last few weeks and I'm starting to draw blanks on some good movies to get. So leave me a comment with either your favorite movie or ones you really like. Thanks everyone!

I Shall Remain Calm.......
FYI, for those that might want to know, I am without my laptop. This comes to you from the teens computer - I usually have to engage in a fight to the death to use this thing, lol. Not to mention the keyboard sticks like nobodies business.... Heather, my Web/Computer Diva, says my laptop either needs a new fan, needs a new battery, or, worst case scenario, I need a new motherboard. That translates to needing a new laptop, I guess! Wish me luck! I will only be online minimally, checking messages and emails. I'm having Fubar withdrawal, lol, amongst other things! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all my family/friends/fans! I miss you all terribly, lol. Later! Muahzzz!

Just Letting You Guys Know..
We really would like you guys to read our profile b4 sending a request.. On a wkly basis we go through our friends list and delete ppl that we don't hear from.. we are a lil behind on showing you all luv do to the fact we've been busy..so I (MASTER DEE'S slave) will be going to everyone's pg and leaving you comments.. and will try to do this daily if not every other day or whenever I am able to get to ur pg.. We usually give ppl about a wk to at least say hi.. we understand your all busy.. but in all honesty we are HERE to make friends.. not see how many friends we can collect.. but other than that.. we'll try our best to leave or return the luv you show us! Sincerely, herMASTERonly

Moved About Me For A While
So most of the stuff on here was old so I figured why not update. Though it's not like anyone will read this far as it is since I'm a guy lol. I'm 21, born in Puente Alto, Santiago(Chile) and adopted at 6wks. Lived in Texas all my life and in the past few years seen a great deal of it traveling from Southwest of Houston to Austin, Waco, Dallas, Spring, Beaumont, Port Arthur, San Antonio and so many places in between. For the time being I'm in school to be a mobile installer(car audio) which is taking up ALOT of my time right now. The school goes beyond just mobile installs to custom box building, carpeting/vinyling, tuning ports as well as full systems, box design, custom interiors, alams etc. As far as this places goes I've made some really good friends here and some not so good ones too but c'est la vie. I was here once before as you can see in my salutes but quit for personal reasons and now am back. As of June I will have been here 2 years give or take. Well that's about all

Omg She's Covered In Shit!!!
While the adults in the scenerio were carying on their ghetto soap opera, their children were growing up. My grandmother's kids: April, Tracy, Fred, Teresa, Eddie, Brenda (my mother), Little Jackie, Freda, and Frida; were Growing up with my grandfathers kids: Michael, Donnie Jr (my father), Nijea, Nicole, and and Nichelle. My grandmother, due to her affair, was disfellowshiped from the kingdom hall, and with my brutal grandfather gone, Grama Jackies kids, were able to spent much more time with Grampa lamb's kids. As grandma jackie was too consumed with her personal drama to teach her daughters the "birds and the beas" her youngest teenaged daughters, unaware of what a period even ment, Brenda (14) and Teresa (15), both became pregnant. And while it was a shame that the righteous sister jackie's teenaged daughters were pregnant, the bigger shame was that the father of one of her daughters children, was the son of "the love of her life" My mother, had been a track star, an A

Make A Wish
Make a wish, place it in your heart, anything you want, everything you want, do you have it? Good, now believe it can come true, you never know when the next miracles gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true, But if you believe its right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possiblity of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing your wishing for, the world is full of magic, you just have to believe in it, so make your wish, Do you have it? Good, now believe in it with all your heart. Believe it can come true, even if it hurts, you never know it'll come true, all you have to do is try

This One Better
There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM The next day at 8:45 AM, there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor, and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a hugh bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as she cuts a little piece to th

Fetish Vocab 2
HUMILIATION Activities which cause the submissive to feel shame, embarrassment, or degradation. Varies widely from person to person. Possibly psychologically explosive.. MASTER A term for a male dominant. Often used as a term of address, such as "Master Tom". It is often considered somewhat rude to address a man by this term without being first given permission to do so. MASTER-slave RELATIONSHIP An ongoing SM relationship in which the slave is submissive to a male dominant. MONDAY MORNING REBOUND SYNDROME Feelings of remorse, disgust, fear, and so forth that sometimes emerge hours or days after a person willingly, and often lustily, takes part in SM play. MUMMIFICATION Immobilizing bondage, usally done by wrapping the submissive in many coils of materials such as plastic wrap, or by placing the submissive in a body bag designed for this purpose. NOVICE A person just beginning to learn about and explore SM. Often treated with special kindness and attention by the more exper

Cool Things To Do
Each weekend, I get my extreme happiness. Thats when my little sweetheart, the 4 1/2 year old who has my heart, comes and spends time with me and shows me what love is all about... So I try to take her each weekend to do something different, something that either reminds me of cool stuff I did as a kid, or something new to create a new wonderful memory and experience for her.. One weekend, we did a midnight McNugget picnic on my balcony and watched fireflies...(the pics are on my profile)... another weekend, we made Jiffy Pop...i know, an ancient invention to some, but it was so awesome to watch when I was a kid, and she loved it too. Although she did ask why we couldnt just put it in the microwave... and another weekend i took her to the sprinkler park out here. Its like a playground, but its made out of water spraying and spouting things. Its really cool... I would like some new ideas... what are some of the cool things you used to do as a kid, or if you have kids,

Wish Upon A Star....
For months we've been together and i know its not a game Trying to act like distance doesnt hurt as i hold my head down in shame Ignoring what was inside of me i gave my heart to you To cherish and treasure it with all you say and do But a thousand kisses will never be Enough to satisfy my craving hearts plea Tommorrow will be the day I love you more Than today or yesterday or ever before Deeper and deeper my feelings go My head is spinning too and fro Yet slowly my desire turns to rage My heart feels as though its within a cage You are so close yet so oh so far away I want to love u and make you happy forever and a day I've cried and wished so many times that i was there Yet life is hard as hell and its so damn unfair All I can do is wish and try to patiently wait Until we meet again as I believe thats Gods fate Until that day comes again and u gently kiss my face I'll long to feel your arms around me for that is my safe place I've wished upon a

Life's Got A Meaning
I'm the voice inside your room I'm the mind that bends the spoon I'm the toe that dips into water of life I'm the hand that combs your hair I'm the touch that takes you there Then in your heart's despair I'm gone As there's a new day that has come Dance in the light till the summer's done Life's got a meaning It's healing The pain you are feeling inside I'm the sun that's in your sky I'm the star that's burning bright I'm the strength that gives you the reason to fight I'm the blood that fills your heart I'm the hand which hails the start Then in your heart's despair I'm gone. Life's got a meaning It's healing The pain you are feeling inside

Daily Painting
If you are like me, you wake up every morning and you have an image in your head of how you expect your day to unfold. For the sake of this blog we will call it the "daily painting". The thing is, the daily painting rarely turns out exactly like it looks when I open my eyes in the a.m. . Not to worry. Things happen to EVERYONE. Not just you. Not just me. As special as we are, we can rest assured that our next door neighbor is having a similar day and if not today it will be similar tomorrow. That is just life. There have been days in Birmingham that I thought I was going to have an amazing day but by lunch time I was ready to go back to bed and start over. lol But I'm still here. :) You don't lose when you fall down. You lose when you don't get back up. Let's look at some facts y'all: People are going to cut you off in traffic. So what? People are going to turn in front of you without a blinker. So what? People are going to disagree with your cool ideas. So what? Peop

Red Hatters
Last night, my Red Hat friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill.She called the guy back, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us,my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his butt,grabbed the eighty bucks,and left!!!

I'm Only A Tree!
I'm Only A Tree Halloween, Halloween in this do you believe? That only on Halloween we will be deceived? Yes this is true for deception is the golden rule. Dress up in makeup that we think is cool. Do you dare not to stare at a provoked ghost in a tree? As you make jokes while you are out smoking your weed? Kidding around and tumbling down. While you are having fun far away from town. Come over here and sit by my side. I will take care of you and your messed up pride. I’m only a tree rapped up only in me. So come over here and tell me what you believe. You’re out by yourself on a night like this. Wondering around and you’re full of mischief. Kicking cans and throwing stones at cars. While running in and out of bars.

Fast Times At Lincoln Elementary
my mother and i returned to Fort Wayne. Just in time for me to begin kindergarten. The First day of classes. they had us all sit down outside of the hallway for our grades. I knew that i should have started kindergarden the year before, so i walked down the first grade hall and sat with the other kids. After the teachers came to call out the names of the kids in their individual classes, i was the only one left in the hallway. The teachers checked and rechecked their rosters looking for my name, they asked me at least 10 times what my name was and what grade i was in, and i replied each time "My name's quay, and i'm in first grade" One of the teachers walked me to the principals office, trying to find the right place for the lost little girl. As i sat in the lobby watching the receptionist look through the paperwork for "Quay Bowen", my uncle Corey, who was in the second grade came in to the office to get his asthma medication. When he saw me, he chuckeled, "Wow Quay-ana your fir

Hh #1
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO CT GIRL SHE'S THE OWNER OF THE FAMOUS FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD. SHE HELPS EVERYONE ON THE FU AND TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE MORE SHE'S HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR ON THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 18TH AT 9PM ET/6PM FU-TIME. SO SAVE UP YOUR 11'S AND YOUR BLINGS & SHOW THIS HOTTIE ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU'VE GOT. IT WILL BE RETURNED BY HER SO REMEMBER THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 18TH AT 9PM ET/ 6PM FU-TIME. SHE'S WORTH ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOW HER. CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO BE SENT TO HER PAGE AND GET READY TO SHOW HER THE LOVE

Masters Toy............
I answer my phone and I hear, "Come to me, my pet. I feel the need for release." The time is set and I prepare for our meeting by showering and powdering all the major areas. I arrive at the appointed time. I ring the bell. You answer the door wearing a pair of sweats and a T-shirt. You stand back and invite me in. I walk past you saying softly, "Hello Sir, I am here to please you". I hear you shut and latch the door and then I hear you say "Turn around slut". I turn to face you and I see you have already dropped your pants and that your cock is standing rigid from your body in full glory. You point to the floor and I fall to my knees in front of you. I automatically place you in my mouth only to have you pull away and wrap your fingers in my hair pulling my head backwards. I look up at you only to see your hand falling toward my face. I have no time to react before I feel the blow to my cheek and hear you say, "Did I tell you to touch me yet slut? You will not touch till t

............update On ......blah!!
so.......i know you all didn't care where i was, BUT IMMA TELL YOU ANYWAYS! first off i would like to say .......OOGA BOOGA!now. i git home saturday night thinkin imma be able to drunk mumm and hit on womens and stuff, WRONG! stupid verizon fios modem fried out on me! so i had to wait a couple days for it to come it (no fuicide here sorry) then sunday. i enter this 25 dolla poker tourney with a bunch of rookies thinkin imma just house this thing and be all happy about it. did i win? HELL NO! got my lunch handed to me. it isn't the fact that i played like crap its the fact that i couldn't even catch an s.t.d if i really wanted to. my cards were that bad.(probally a sign from god!) so after all that my mom finally takes the 400 dollar gift card i get her for best buy and gets a wii (thats after them idiots told me that they didn't have any for 6 months) .....so i score super mario galaxy, that wii sports and games thing, the zelda game, and lego star wars for lil pimpin(should

Guitar Hero Addict
I am a Guitar Hero Addict, The first time I ever played it was at Walmart, they were letting people have a go at it before they bought, and my god was i hooked, The summer I bought my cell phones from best buy and they gave me a 150 dollar back, And I bought guitar hero 2 :) in a month i was on begining expert. Woot!! Woot!! I always played it no matter what, I was a college student and i didnt give a rats ass, I played GH and texted, went online ate while I was playing, ADDICT!!!! But when I got my bf in March it all change a bit, cuz it was GH or him and Obviously I chose him, My birthday is on April and you know what he does, fuel the addiction he gets me GH3 for the xbox360 he got me months before x_x I can play almost every song except The Dragonforce song, through the fire and flames sigh damn song, its long and your hands get tired from the strumming and finger work, God damn i swear, its a goal for me to get through, I told many of my friends if i manage to finish that song on

Poker Run
It's time for something a little different on FU, It's time for a .... 1.You will make 5 stops and comment bomb 1 pic leaving 500 comments on a pic labeled "POKER RUN" located in their default album. At the completion of commenting you will private message the owner of the album letting them know you are done { Hint label your comments 1~500} So they can verify that you have completed the task,and give you your next stop. Once all 5 stops have been made private message me to pick your cards numbered 1~52. The one with the best POKER h

Stina's Wisdom For Today.
Which just made me laugh so hard I snorted: "It makes no sense, I don't get the Olympics. Why is it that we pay these players millions of dollars to play for our team here and then they can play against us in the Olympics with their native country. Fucking rejects."

Here Comes The Bride (mumm Story)
I couldn't believe my BRAIN NINJA, PIXIE & CUBBY were to finally Wed. They had all the bridesmaids: JENUHPHUR, MARCIE, KAREN, NATALIE, TERI & SHERRY. The groomsmen were: MATT, VEGASTONY, MAJIK, MARKOS, SCHAD & BLUDGEON. They are going to Wed at ARKHAM chapel in IDAHO by REV KISMA JOHNSON at SUNSETLOVERA with a reception to follow at Club KAOS. Music is going to be by a DJ named SEAMUS BUFFALO & a band called NAKED ROCKERs. Of course they are going to FEED US HAMMIE, MACARONI & KIWI. For dessert we will have CUPPYCAKEs & SUGAR COOKIEs. Open bar is sponsored by the grooms dad MISTERFEET with WHISKEYROCK, TECATE, MS MOJITOS & RUMDUMB free for everyone. Rumor has it he got her a SILVER DIAMOND from IllUSIONs The guest list included FUBARS "A" list: MYSHEL, BLONDIE, EVILASH, ZENA, NAUGHTYGIRL HOLLIE, MS ANGELINA, MONICA THE GREAT, SHUGAR DADDY, CHEF JAY, JAMITO, SENILE COOT, STEPHYMARIE, LOUANN, J-ROXX, TOMMY, DARRICK, LOCUST, JAMES J, JOHN SMITH JR, MOO MOO, MEL, AUSSIE TEACHER & CHI

Fu-angels Team # 4
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ Tsisquo'ga ?Native American Queen? ~ Club F.A.R. ~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Secretary~*~Force~3~Bombers~* Karena2001 ~~@~~FORCE 3 BOMBERS~~@~~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)

Broke Dreams - Track 4 - Only Fools Rush In
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Fools Rush In Not sure where I was going/ Not sure if you knew where to lead/ Woke up before the disaster/ Now I wish I was dead/ Only fools rush in Track 4 – Fools Rush In The conversation with my parents lasted for hours. After both sides talked all we could about the topic we were emotionally drained. Yet th

To Carlo (bluetasseract)
Carlo, I'm sorry I didn't write you. You have no idea how horrible I feel, but please believe that I missed you while you were deployed. The few times I stopped by Fubar I always made sure to comment your page, your pictures, and was very territorial of being the only one who would show up on your "gifted from" bar. Yes indeed I had all that time while you were gone to write to your Fubar and apologize, but I waited because I wanted to tell you in person. Now you've blocked me and I'm trying so hard to apologize. So Carlo, please accept my apology, I mean it from the very bottom of my heart. You are a good friend, and one that I don't want to lose. ~Candy~

My First Blog, Aww..
I'm never going to have anything too relevant to say (So look away now while you can!) It's 3:15 am Iowa time... I woke up and ate a couple of my chocolate chip cookies...I always crave sweet stuff in the middle of the night and I know I shouldn't be eating shit like that but whatever...I'm trying to gain a little weight so it won't kill me...Then I got on here but it looks like no one I know is on right now...Guess I'll make new friends right? Well some good news for me... I'm going to Las Vegas in >gasp< 9 days! Oh yeah I'm counting them down now, I may even start packing more stuff for it...what the hell, you know... Maybe i'll try going to sleep again for a little bit... but I'll still be online, so drop by...maybe i'll wake up!

I'm So Excited
Well if any of my friends have been wondering where I have been then here it is lol. I am getting major dental work done so that I will have my first beautiful smile to show u all. those of u who really know me understand how much this means to me to have a ROCKIN SMILE lol. So anyway i will be checking in here n there with u all but till i get my dentures in they r removing all the teeth in my mouth n i'm in a lot of pain but it will all be worth it so stay in touch for the new photos I will be adding with me showing off my awsome smile that I have never had

Welcome To The Knife
HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO DIE MAYBE THE TIME IS RIGHT. I KNOW IT FEELS RIGHT TO ME. ITS THAT TIME TO SIT AND THINK LONG AND HARD. WOULD YOU MISS ME IF I WAS GONE? WOULD LIFE GO ON. IM LOOKING FOR THE HEAVENS PLEASE GOD TAKE ME FROM THIS FIREY SEA OF PAIN. DELIVER ME TO A HIGHER PLAIN PLEASE GOD TAKE THIS LIFE FROM ME AGAIN. HELP ME REMEMBER WHY IT IS THAT I LIVE AND WHY IT IS THAT I WANT TO DIE. TAKE A LOOK AROUND YOU AND LET THE DARKNESS SEEP IN LET THE DARKNESS SUROUND YOU AS YOUR PULLED INTO THE ABISS. FEEL THE HATE TAKE OVER YOUR BODY AND MIND THE EMPTYNESS DEEP INSIDE. WE ARE TOUGHT TO LIVE AND YET I STILL WANT TO DIE. WHAT IS IT TO FEEL ALIVE ALL THIS PAIN INSIDE. WELL YOU COULD TAKE IT ALL BACK I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS LIFE I NEVER ASKED FOR ANY OF THIS AND YET IT IS THE FOCUS OF MY LIFE WELCOME TO THE KNIFE BY SONNIE

Welcome To My Own Hell
ONE MORE LOOK DEEP INTO THE DARKNESS OF MY MIND ONLY TO FIND ANOTHER RELM. TOTAL CHAOS ITS ME AGAINST ME IN A BATTLE THAT CANT BE WON. THIS PLACE I SEE IN MY MIND THE DARKEST PLACE ID EVER FIND. RIVERS OF BLOOD RUN DEEP THROUGH THE CITYS OF TORMENT. SCREAMING TREES BURN TO THE GROWND AS THERE ASHS ARE CARIED AWAY BY A WARM WIND. TURNNING THE BLACKEND SKY TO A PAIL SHADE OF GRAY ARMAGEDDON THE END IS DRAWING NEAR. THE SCREAMMING COMES TO AN END AS THIS PLACE BECOMES INGOLFED INTO THE HATERED THAT IS ME. THE ONLY SOUNDS NOW ARE THE WINDS AS THEY BECOME MORE POWERFUL. FUELED BY MY HATE FOR LIFE. LIGHTNING PEAKS ITS WAY THROUGH THE CLOWDS OF ASH LIKE MISSILES PIERCING ANYTHING IN ITS PATH. A LOUD RORE FROM THE HEAVENS A LOOSING BATTLE AS THE SKY IS SWALLOWED UP BY THE DARKNESS ONCE AGAIN. I THINK TO MYSELF AM I DOOMED TO WALK UPON THIS WORLD FOR INTERNITY. AM I DOOMED TO BE ALONE. WELCOME TO MY OWN HELL BY SONNIE

Satisfaction,....good For The Soul.........
Laying naked, face up across the bed....arms tied taught above my head, feet spread out and anchored to the footboard, I listen to an old song on the radio by Bob Marley and the Wailers.... Satisfy My Soul. "Oh, please don't you rock my boat Because I don't want my boat to be rocking... Oh, I like it like this So, keep it like this. You should know by now... I like it like this. Satisfy my soul.... Satisfy my soul. Every little action has a reaction. Can't you see what you've done for me. I'm happy inside. You've gone and satisfied my soul!" I love the rhythm of that song...yet the words are not stating what I want.The last thing I need is my boat steady....I beg for it to be rocked. In fact, I want a stormy ride! I dont need to "keep it like this." I am ready for the action and the reactions....I am happy when we are together. And as far as my soul goes....well, it will be tested tonight according to you. You are not in the room, yet I

Reference Links
Below is a list of blog links. They will aid you in learning more about the site and its guidelines. As well, there are blogs that will help you code skins, bulletins, download fonts etc. Please repost this so that members have a chance to read it as well. REFERRING FRIENDS...correctly http://fubar.com/blog/60737/816804 How To Properly Verify Your Email http://fubar.com/blog/60737 NSFW: repost of Scrappers Blogs http://fubar.com/blog/60737/249509 NSFW Flagging Abuse and Guidelines http://fubar.com/blog/60737/257665 Important FuBar Links :=) http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324245 Salute Submission and Verification..Step by Step http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324210 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://fubar.com/blog/60737/482649 Clickable Pics http://fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How To Make Basic Skins http://fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://fubar.com/blog/60

Help Knidred_spirit
HELP KINDRED_SPIRIT GODFATHER ********** Kindred_spirit needs help to get to godfather, This awesome man is always there to help others in anyway he can, So come on lets return the love and get him to where he wants to be. He is 1,701,099 to Godfather! ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~@ fubar Pimp out Bully Brought to You By Summer~Owner~Of~The~Insane~Levelers~Brit~Bomber~4~Sarge's~Badgirls~ Fu~Owned~By~Wombling~Tracy@ fubar

Private Hotel Party Chapter 2
Chapter 2 – Packing for the Party copyright 2008 Ms. Cleavage After leaving Gordon in the bathroom holding his stiff erection I went back into the bedroom. I stood before the mirror going over the orgasm I had moments ago while looking at myself in the mirror on our sliding closet door. Admiring my trimmed patch of pubic hair in the mirror I patted myself across my chest, my breasts and shoulders. I then patted the towel across my tummy and then draped the towel like a cape across my shoulders and pulled the towel back and forth to grab all the droplets of water that beaded on my skin. Wrapping the large towel around my waist I tucked in one end of the towel into the waistband I created so that it stayed so that it fell draped around me like a skirt. There before the mirror I stood with a towel skirt and topless as if I should almost appeared that I begin some hula dance before a room full of men. With both hands I pulled my red hair back behind my head and admired the sha

Another Poem
Sound of fury drowned within the thunder The lightning strikes, magnifacant wonders The rain pours down, like shimmering tear drops Surrounded by the sounds of natures song The leaves begin to dance As the breeze swiftly moves through Carrying the whispers Of natures small miracles The moon rises high Against the midnight sky A beautiful sight To amaze the mind

Several In This Post
Oh lovely child, what do you see... What makes you cry, to be set free! Oh lovely child, why do you not play... Wasting youth, to daydream all day! Oh lovely child, such sweet inner beauty... The essence of innocence, within your grasp! Oh lovely child, why for all the sadness... Like a wilted rose, faultering in the wind! Oh lovely child, why do you not dance and play... With the other children, this summers day! ---------------------- The scent of spring filled me As I woke from my sleep Smiling from my pillow At the sun that is shining in Birds flying high Singing lovely songs A wonderfull spring day A warm wind finally blows Oh what I wouldn't give To be part of the winds That flow within the clouds And through the blooming flowers Oh what I wouldn't give To fly as high as those birds To spread my wings and soar upon An old trees birch Oh what I wouldn't give To just be inside spring itself The season that brings joy and birth The season o

Undefined Nothingness...
I search for words to express myself but they all seem meaningless, sometimes my emotion so great that describing it is almost impossible. My mind wonders from one thought to the next without even allowing myself to ponder one from the other..they become distorted and confusing until i unconciously question every direction i may take. I often wonder if what i say is even understandable, if anyone out there can even connect to the emptiness in which i feel. I know that we all feel similar things from time to time but we all have that nothing inside of us..that one specific hole thats filled with moments and memories of situations that have changed us..the un-named powerless concoction of life that lingers. This is the one thing we keep locked up and hidden away from society..from the people we love..and sometimes even from oursleves. Im speaking about that raw, untouched and unmasked definition of what we fear the most and that is fear itself. Ive allowed so many things to be decided be

[so, I Had This Dream...]
Alright, in the span of about 30 minutes, I had this ellaborate dream where I was living in gross pointe michigan (did I mention the scenery and housing was gorgeous? ... okay because it was, and in great detail, but not that important) which I've only heard about, and been to once. Anyway, for lunch I would always grab a couple sandwiches, and about six cherry mashes (I hate cherry mash...well, not really, but I prefer other candies) and I'd go to this fairly popular spot that overlooked the lake, and I figured, the only reason I did that was because I was hoping... someone would come over and join me. *big sigh* For some reason, I could picture myself doing that in my old age. In fact I wondered if this WAS a dream about my old age, but later I walked by a mirror, I was still young, my hair looked great (so I was older, and using rogaine :P), and I was dating a teacher. But she was terifically shy, like, it took me about a month to get her on one date, anyway, we were headed to

Masterpiece Conspiracy
Masterpiece Conspiracy - P.O.D. Evil eyes behind their smiles You swallow it up when sincerity lies Lock me up, label me ?°dangerous?+ files Fear of the unknown, so scared of my style Alert the press and address the states of emergency We the crew you love to hate First mistake, you were never ready Dance with the dead, better be ten times more deadly This is me, I'm always the same Virus in the system, crash the mainframe Uprise, now fall in line Roll with the pack or get left behind [chorus:] "It's a Masterpiece Conspiracy" I'd rather hear it from you than be lied to Call it what it is like the heathens do Red lights of betrayal, deceived again Exposed by the light, true colors ascend Take down the regime, break the trend Bumrushed by your peers and your so-called friends Keep your people tight, watch your enemies close Trust what you know, soon enough they'll choke Where were you when we started this thing? You weren't around, this

Condemned - Mandi Perkins
I’m in love I am happy It’s the most stable I’ve ever been It’s not you That’s lacking It’s just the way I’ve always been I feel the trust in your eyes Chorus: But I’m condemned An empty building There is nothing here for you I’m condemned I have no feelings I’ll only hurt you Stay away I don’t deserve you I am ruthless, Wicked bitch A shiny girl, pretty, a perfect lie I’m alone I am waiting I am Bleeding for you, but I cant cry I feel the trust in your arms Chorus: But I’m condemned An empty building There is nothing here for you I’m condemned I have no feelings I don’t deserve you Stay away I’ll only hurt you Bridge: You were warned You saw the signs I told you A 1000 times Did you think you could change me? Chorus: Cause I’m condemned An empty building There is nothing here for you I’m condemned I have no feelings I don’t deserv

She's A What ????
I'm In A Contest The Most Comment's To Get A Bling Package I Also Need Rates The One With The Most Rates Will Also Receiev A Extra Bling Pack So Could You Please Go Rate Thie Picture And Leave A Few Comment's Brought To You By :

Made By Freya :)
Hey I am sure you know the Beautiful Cali Rain! Well she needs our help she only needs 29k to become an insider. So if you have a few minutes swing by her page n drop her some love. Spank ya and repost if you don't mind :-) Cali Rain@ fubar

Every Day Signs..
i was just sitting out on the front porch w lilones...and a neighborhad a cable man walking back and forth from his van to the neighbors house....and the is a plant that attracts buttrflies.. the cable man didnt even NOTICE the butterflies like the kids and i seen... is life that busy that most dont notice these little signes???

Cum To The Psycho's Playhouse For A 3 Day Birthday Bash
Psycho Army Man & Andilee Presenting: Lucky_The _Bitch & BigB Birthday Bash We are having the bash from, Thursday thru Saturday!!!24/7 Drinks flowingThere will beNaked Sexy WomenNaked Hot Men "> ">

Fluff And Thrust
1 Man, Naked 1 Woman, Naked 1 jar Marshmallow fluff 1. Lie face up on the bed. 2. Liberally apply marshmallow fluff to breasts, concentrating on cleavage. 3. Have man straddle your waist and place penis between breast. 4. Hold breast together with hands, allowing only enough room for man's penis. 5. Have man move penis in and out of cleavage. 6. As man THRUSTS, lift head and try to remove marshmallow fluff from penis. 7. Apply additional fluff as needed. 8. Repeat 5 through 7 until orgasm or desired consistency of arrousal.

For My Little Girl Mihkala Koren Rip Baby Girl 8-14-94 To 9-2-94
Josh Groban - To Where You Are Who can say for certain Maybe you're still here I feel you all around me Your memories so clear Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak You're still an inspiration Can it be(?) That you are mine Forever love And you are watching over me from up above Fly me up to where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile to know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are Are you gently sleeping Here inside my dream And isn't faith believing All power can't be seen As my heart holds you Just one beat away I cherish all you gave me everyday 'Cause you are mine Forever love Watching me from up above And I believe That angels breathe And that love will live on and never leave Fly me up To where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile To know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are I know you're

Will Update Again Later
I don't have much time to write tonight, but after my doctors appt tomorrow I will update everyone. It isn't anything too serious, just problems I have had on and off for a couple years that have finally resurfaced worse than ever. Thanks for all the well wishes, I will post more tomorrow!

Bulletin Done For (™иosferatu™eldέ®-£ØЯĐ™Đrãculã™£ØЯĐ £ε§†Ά†™)
Well I've done it again m'lady's and m'lord's, I have seen many different clubs on fubar like 2nd alarm hotties and demon house ladies but I've come up with my own idea.This is gonna be for all you women out there who have a dark side and love the Gothic lifestyle. Here's how it works. It's really simple I need 30 women to enter into this lovely dark club. This is gonna be The Dark Dream Girls....Contact me or Stormy from the links below.She will be the other owner of this with me. Also she and I will be putting your pics in our albums. Any woman with a picture of themselves all gothed out or showing there true inner darkness can enter this dark club of dreamz. So all you lovely Gothic ladies out there please send either of us a message and let us know your interested and that's all you have to do....™иosferatu™Eldέ®-£ØЯĐ™Đrãculã™£ØЯĐ £ε§†Ά†™@ fubarSTORMY_420_BYTCH~~OWNER*DA DAWG POUND*~~@ fubarHope you all enjoy The New Dark Dream Girlz

Choice Theory
A couple of semesters ago I had to take a class for my Major called "Choice Theory". Mind you that my idea about this class was less than to be desired but once the semester moved on I learned alot and opefully pass the idea around for other to think about. Choice Theory is an idea (a very true and insiteful idea) that was written by William Glasser,M.D. A psychiatrist that has been known world wide. In his book "Choice Theory" Dr. Glasser states; "for all practical purposes, we choose everything we do, including the misery we feel". Which means that all we can get from other people is the information that they give - it is how we act upon that information is what we choose. What I am saying is if you don't like something about yourself then only you can make up your mind to change it. It can be done. And if you are interested in reading this book then it is called "Choice Theory" by William Glasser M.D. What I wrote here is only a portion of what the book is abou

Myasthenia Gravis--what Is It?
What is Myasthenia Gravis (MG)? Myasthenia Gravis comes from the Greek and Latin words meaning "grave muscular weakness." The most common form of MG is a chronic autoimmune neuromuscular disorder that is characterized by fluctuating weakness of the voluntary muscle groups. The prevalence of MG in the United States is estimated to be about 20/100,000 population. However, MG is probably under diagnosed and the prevalence may be higher. Myasthenia Gravis occurs in all races, both genders, and at any age. MG is not thought to be directly inherited nor is it contagious. It does occasionally occur in more than one member of the same family. The voluntary muscles of the entire body are controlled by nerve impulses that arise in the brain. These nerve impulses travel down the nerves to the place where the nerves meet the muscle fibers. Nerve fibers do not actually connect with muscle fibers. There is a space between the nerve ending and muscle fiber; this space is called the neuromus

Are You In Sacto? Can You Sing?
My band has found itself without a vocalist, and are struggling to find a new one that matches our style and personality. So. i think I'll throw it out here on Fubar and see if anyone here is interested. What're we looking for? Well... We're influenced by/have similar style to a wide range of groups... 36crazyfists, Tool, 10 Years, Deftones, Coheed & Cambria, etc. We have experience gigging at a variety of venue types and recording in a pro studio. We put a lot of emphasis on writing fun and interesting material, and refining it til it works right. What we're looking for from YOU: Be 18+. Must have own transportation. Must have an income. We're not treating this like a business (yet), but we will be recording again down the line, and merch is always a plus. Must have a PA system. Must be drama-free, and willing to not take things so seriously. Must realize that the band is important, but not everything in life. We all have careers, families, and things going on i

To My Wife
i hope you see this i need to tell u u will always have a big part of my hart and my love.i have to learn to live without you.im doing better each day i get alittle stronger.i do acept that it is over with us this is the hardest thing iv done in my life and my hope is that someday you and i can be close friends wish u all the best and hope u found what was missing in your life that i was unale to give you all i want is u to be happy i hope to find someone with your thurst for life thats one of your best qualitys.and i am sorry for any pain or trouble i caused thruo all this. thankyou for the 8years we had together ifeel im a better person knwoing you friends always kris ps hope to find a woman with your butt lol

Private Hotel Party Chapter 3
Chapter 3 – Driving North copyright 2008 Ms. Cleavage With all our clothing and the toys packed away I put on a short pleated plaid skirt and a thin white T-shirt. The bra I am wearing is one of those very thin almost nude-like T-shirt bras to hug my ample and full breasts yet allow the nipples be pert and poke through the material of the shirt. Under my skirt I will not wear any panties. I couldn’t wait until I was able to show Gordon that I was not covered below while we were driving. I felt so excited walking out of the house and getting into the car in the near sunset glow that covered the entire neighborhood. As Gordon came through the front door with our overnight bag in his hand I could only imagine his nude body on top of me later this evening. And who knows who else may be lying on top of me too. It was a warm evening as we headed north up the freeway to our hotel. I could feel some moistness form deep inside of me again. Of course the conversation turned to

#9 Down....
well, I have had 9 radiation treatments.....and it is catching up to me. I am feeling blah these days. My right breast feels like it is sunburned and it is tender. Lately I am more tired than usual and I find myself snapping at the least little things around here (home). So for that reason I try to keep to myself. Luckily the kids will go back to school next week so that helps out a lot. I will have a few hours by myself to rest and relax.....I need all rest I can get. Please feel free to buzz me in the SB and if I am online I will chat...I miss chatting with my friends. I know you all understand though. You are a great group of friends....I wouldn't trade any of you!!!!!!! ~~smooches~~

Me
well i have been on fubar for a couple of months and all seems to be good . i met a couple of nice pepole on here and i now would consider me to b an expert on fubar lol. I am not leveling fat enough so if anyone has ways i can do it fater please leave me a line thank you TIM

Our Marriage
On Monday, 08/11/08 at 8pm I did something that changed my life forever. I got married to the man I know call my husband. I loved him before we got married and I love him now. I am so so so so very happy. He makes me so so so so happy. This isn't a fubar wedding, this is the real thing. Pictures posted soon. to all of my fubar family, friends, and fans... thank you and God Bless You all!

New Homies!
One more time I'm writing this blog so all my new friends can get a quick glance of me and the shoutbox. I try my best to talk to everyone who hits me up. Sometimes it goes as fast as a slot machine and I can't get to everyone. I'm not ignoring you, I swear. I'm really a friendly person and I like talking to everyone. Messages are usually the way to go with me. lol xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Vacation
im going away in september, but i am still tryign to figure out where to go... any body got any sugestions? cheapish suggestions?? i was gonna go to vegas but when i go to vegas i spend a lot of money lol.... so i am trying to think of alternate vacation spots.. so please lemme know your thoughts. so far i looked up, new orleans, nashville, orlando, chicago, myrtle beach, virginia beach, las vegas.... miami, san francisco, la, seattle, and atlanta lol... my first choice is new orleans, its cheap and sounds fun and i've never been... but what do you guys think???

Warped Tour
I went to warped yesterday, I had so much fun, the worst part is i forgot my camera in the car no worries my friend had a camera phone so i'll post the pics as a blog well thats if i can. All i can say it was so much fun, i was tired, hungry, sleepy, and hearing loss, but fuck it was much much fun, I got to see Rise Against, Cobra Starship, Gym Class Hero's, Academy is, Katy Perry, Ludo, Oserkaband or something, Motion City Soundtrack, damn was it fun, i almost crowd serf buy little me was too scared, and almost got into a mosh pit with these giant guys scary SCARY!!! There was a lot of emo's there, most people know that i dont like emo people, the very definition of it, if your emo ur lame! thats that. A friend of mine want to see a band and in the back they were doing their emo mosh dance moves or whatever i was like wtf? thats fucking lame mosh right u pussy motherfuckers. well I was there from 11 to 9 at night crazy huh? i went home so tired, and starving but still awake to go on f

Just A Show
Sweet taste of my tears sweep over my tongue. With my mouth i recall the words i have sung. Cold blade of comfort rips deep in my skin. This game that's my life I know I can't win. Just how much can one mind take? Before its maimed and starts to break? So full of cluster and thoughts of the past. Enraged with the hate of things that don't last. Tired of questioning if ever I cared. Everything is drained no sanity left spared. So why cant' I conquer these demons inside? When will my smile decide not to hide? I refuse to give up for once I was whole. As rage takes over my mind and my soul. I can not let go of all that I know. Did you know that the laughter was all just a show?

James Hoyt American Hero
(CNN) -- James Hoyt delivered mail in rural Iowa for more than 30 years. Yet Hoyt had long kept a secret from most of those who knew him best: He was one of the four U.S. soldiers to first see Germany's Buchenwald concentration camp. Hoyt died Monday at his home in Oxford, Iowa, a town of about 700 people where he had lived his entire life. He was 83. His funeral was Thursday at St. Mary's Catholic Church in Oxford, with about 100 people in attendance. The Rev. Edmond Dunn officiated and recalled time he spent with Hoyt and his wife. "I used to go over to have lunch with Doris and Jim, and I would sit across from Jim at the kitchen table and think, 'Before me is a true American hero,' " he said. Hoyt had rarely spoken about that day in 1945, but he recently opened up to a journalist. "There were thousands of bodies piled high. I saw hearts that had been taken from live people in medical experiments," Hoyt told author Stephen Bloom in a soon-to-be-published book called "T

What Do U Say?
What do you say to a guy that you find attractive? How do you express yourself to him? Those are that questions that I find most difficult to answer...Because...I don't know what to say! I get all tongue tied, then I say something stupid, and then I look like an idiot. I want to say something original and not a copy cat of some saying that has been used over and over again. I hope that he doesn't think that I act like a dork or anything.... love, Susan

Us Passport
GREAT NEWS!! On August 10th I recieved my 1st US Passport. Now, that puts me one step closer to my UK tour next month.. I plan on being in the UK 4 up 2 10 days..plus...if U want some great photos..& just wanna have some fun..contact my UK manager..Grant & U 2 talk..xo xoox Lily

Vip.. Vip...vip
HELLO EVERYBODY BIG POPPA HERE I HAVE A FRIEND GOING FOR A VIP IM OFFERING A BLING FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS SO COME HELP MY GOOD FRIEND NEECEE GET THIS VIP TY BIG POPPA SO COME ON AND BOMB AWAY !!! SHE NEEDS 1,000 COMMENTS SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN DONE TY POPPA !! ALL BLINGS ARE DONE TY EVERYONE FOR HELPING POPPA !!!

You
"you left me bleeding with the words you spoke now i'm reeling with the pain i want to provoke condemed hatred stranggled voice through asphyxiated throat in my eyes everything just died crucified, hollow inside the disgust i held it engulfs this fire inside forever smuthered in twilight i want you dead no excuses no regrets everyone dies tonight i see you with fear in your eyes as the beast you created comes into sight a hulking monstrosity howling in the night nowhere to hide no place for the hunted your voice is silent as blood fills your mouth"

Tattoo Train
TATTOO TRAIN You do not have to have a tattoo in order to join this train. First, rate the tattoo train folder. There are only 50 pictures so it won't take you long. Leave a comment on the last picture in the folder so that I know that you rated all 50 of the pictures. Start with this picture. Second, r/f/a all the members on the bulletin so that you can get a tattoo with us!!! If they are already on your friends list leave them a comment like "tattooed and loving it" or "I want a tattoo" or just "joining the tattoo train". When you've finished rating the tattoo train pictures and adding everybody on the bulletin private message Vitamin de~ so you can be added to the bulletin and get your tattoo tag.

Fake Friends Vs. Real Friends
FAKE FRIENDS/REAL FRIENDS: FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. / Mrs. REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: Never see you cry REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile REAL FRIENDS: Are for life FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this REAL FRIENDS: Will send

I Remember When I Used To Love This Site
basically......this site is retarded, i hate it and i dont use it anymore it sucks lol. BUT i have met some really decent and cool ppl on here so if anyone wants to add me to myspace or yahoo messenger to stay in touch let me know. and i'll send u my information.

Special Friendship To All My Friends On Fubar
> > You have beautiful eyes and a wonderful smile, very sensual, alive, passionate. The warmth and passion I see in them are very evident. You might ask how I can tell these things. Well, as one who is a an old fashioned romantic and writer of petry, I make a practice of being able to study pictures and details around me. With you, it is quite evident that you are a very beautiful lady inside. I can tell this by by your appearance and mannerisms in the pictures. At the same time, you are a very attractive lady on the outside, with a very sweet appearance. I really think that you have the gift of a very special heart to offer someone, either a soulmate or a good friend. As for me, i would very much like to accept it as a special friend first. Friendship is always the first stepping stone towards a relationship. Relationships take many small steps. It is my belief that these steps are best completed with mutual consent. I hope that you agree so far with me, as I would very much like to s

Barber Shop
Holy FLUFFY THE RHINO, I am stuck in TARARIFFIC & late for my appointment with my Barber, a SENILE COOT named SEAMUSBUFFALO (think is real name is ART). This guy goes MENTAL & is probably the ONE & ONLY PHYSCO barber in GEORGIA PEACH who goes into a RAGE when your late. I was late by like 3 minutes & he RAPSNAP at me(FIESTY fucker). I was joined at CUBBY's Trim shop by a few homies: a FITFREAK IN WUDEGOD, MATT, SCHAD (he's on ANTIDEPRESSANTS), MAJIK, JOHN SMITH JR (still drinking WHISKEY A GO GO), LONGHAIR RANDY, DARRICK, & SDAZTEC. We were shooting the shit with the barbers VEGASTONY & MANNISHBOY MARKOS when this SWEETEST SINNER of a MYLF named JENUHPHUR walked in looking for her puppy "MOO MOO". She had some AMAZING TA TA's and a SILLYAZZ & boy was she NAUGHTY. We never found her dog but we would have looked for TENNESSE TIGERS & PURPLE GOTS for this ANGEL of a SEXYMOMMA. But she left (probably to get her BOUNCY KITTY waxed) Well up next and I asked the barber to SPKIECOON my h

Angel
I'm alone Yeah, I don't know if I can face the night I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you I want your love - Let's break the walls between us Don't make it tough - I'll put away my pride Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light [Chorus:] Baby You're my angel Come and save me tonight You're my angel Come and make it all right Don't know what I'm gonna do About this feeling inside Yes it's true - Loneliness took me for a ride Without your love - I'm nothing but a begger Without your love - a dog without a bone What can I do I'm sleeping in this bed alone [Chorus] Come and save me tonight You're the reason I live You're the reason I die You're the reason I give When I break down and cry Don't need no reason why Baby , Baby [Chorus] You're my angel Come and save me tonight you're my angel Come and take me allright Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight, C

Fangs Of Pleasure
Fangs of pleasure fangs of pain whose to say what is there to gain drinking the source of the pleasure still bringing my power to fullfill what i give to her is power beyond site as she gives me earthly delight in this night i feed to survive if only to feel once again alive

Statues
why is it that it always seams that people are looking for statues for them to please rippled chests and little brains and knowing that all it brings is pain where in the darkness there are people like me that walk the earth eternally to bring nightly delights that some cant stand we are no different then the statues bland a little darker, a bit unsure not as rippled but thoughts of pure rose as black as night marks our paths to nightly pleasure and ghostly deaths

Away From Fu
Starting on August 25 for maybe one month, I will be working away from my office at a client's location and will not have access to Fubar except maybe at nights because of their filter system. I am not ignoring anyone and will respond to any messages and comments as best as I can.

Profile Of An Intp
Everything, and more, that you ever might want to know about what makes me, me... It is actually VERY accurate. A description of the INTP Personality Type by Paul James Original version: April 5, 1999 revised and published on the web: March 12, 2000 INTP is one of the 16 personality types defined in the Myers Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). I will assume that visitors to this page already have a basic knowledge of the MBTI system for I wish to concentrate on describing the INTP type as best I can. The descriptions below are based on personal experience combined with knowledge derived from other MBTI sources and I hope that other INTPs and non-INTPs alike may find some of this material illuminating. This page may be updated and expanded when appropriate. For a general introduction and overview of MBTI temperament analysis, visit Robert Winer's excellent resource at Gesher. INTPs are about 1% of the general population, making this one of the rarest of types. The bas

*~*got 2 New Job*~*
Oh y'all bare with me cause I am not going to be on here as much as I usually am.....I am working 2 jobs now and I am going to be very busy. Please leave me some luv on the days that I cant get on here and I will return the favor when I get a chance to get on here!! Thanx for understanding!!! I love you all!!!

Awakening
Have you been sent here to save me from myself? free me of this prison of mediocrity? You force me to want more... Crave more... Demand more... A touch means nothing if it does not move my soul A kiss is empty if it doesn't burn me within My acceptance of ordinary, no longer an option You have stirred all that I have allowed to settle And I am rejuvinated I can no longer allow anything less than burning passion... raw emotion... My desire is to be swallowed whole not merely pecked at To be engulfed by the flames not just feel the heat Thank you for the awakening for my very core sings I am reborn in your light and live again for extremes

Rules
LOUNGE RULES FOR 1. THIS IS A COUPLES ONLY LOUNGE 2. OUT AND OUT SEX WILL GET YOU EJCETED AND BANNED 3. ALL COUPLES MUST JOIN TOGEATHER 4. NO LINK DROPING 5.SHOW STAFF AND OWNER RESPECT 6. HAVE FUN AND ENJOY THE LOUNGE ***CLICK THE LINK TO REJOIN THE LOUNGE***

Can I Get A Freakin Bone
I am so freakin happy to do what you want...oh and please be sure to shit on me when you're through with my services. It doesn't matter that I am a mother of a 2 yr old she-devil, a student working towards bettering herself for my family and working 2 flippin jobs, no please ask me to do something for YOU.. I'm all ears... You may ask.. WTF? And my reply is simple.... people expect way to much from others and not enough from themselves.... get OFF the couch and stop watching the idiot box long enough to realize that your life is the way it is b/c you made dumb ass decisions and left all of the grunt work up to someone else.... Geez calm down crazy lady.. I say no.... in fact piss off if that is all you have to say to me... For those who know me I'm sure you saw this coming... my top has now popped... run for the hills!!!

How Wonts Some Bling!!!
http://fubar.com/user/506188 ok this girl need 50,00 comments on her pic... she is giving bling every time you rate her pic 200 times... to get to her pic click on the url public profile an scroll down to the pic that says 50,000 comments click on it! then comment her pic 200 times an she will bling you in happy hour!!! i have done it twice! she wants it done b4 the 23 cuz that is her birthday! please help my friend :)

Moving On
I am moving on reaching toward my hopes and dreams It has taken me far too long to reach this place, it seems My fears may try to hold me back To try and block my way But with courage and faith in my heart I will get there come what may The road will be a long one, And it may be rocky, too But when I reach this place in time, My dreams could all shine through I am coming nearer to my goals And my excitement grows The plans I have made will soon be real Along with the destiny I chose Though I have been tossed and turned in life's storms I will surely see a brighter dawn I'm no longer held back by my fears I'm finally....Moving On

Really Findout Your Friends True Colors
WELL, I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH A PERSON FOR A VERY LONG TIME. HE WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO ME. HE WOULD CALL AND CHECK ON ME. EVEN OFFERED TO HELP ME GET A JOB. WELL I THOUGHT WE WERE REALLY LIKE FAMILY. I TRUSTED HIM WITH MY LIFE. JUST LIKE A SISTER WOULD TRUST HER BROTHER. JUST TO FIND OUT THAT HE WAS A FAKE AND A LIAR. HE COULDN'T EVEN TALK TO ME AND LET ME KNOW IF I DID ANYTHING WRONG. HE JUST BLOCKED ME OFF HIS PAGE. SOME MAN THAT IS. AT LEAST IF I WOULD OF HAD A PROBLEM I WOULD OF AT LEAST TALK ABOUT IT WITH HIM. SORRY I'M JUST HURT AND PISSED OFF. THATS WHY I LEFTED CLUB UNITED. I HATE BACK STABBERS AND FAKES. NOTHING AGAINST MY TRUE FRIENDS, I WILL BE THERE FOR YA'LL IF YA'LL NEED HELP LEVELING OR ANYTHING JUST LET ME KNOW..HUGS TO MY REAL FRIENDS..

Happy Endings...
I obviously didn't perish in a plane crash this past week! Although, I confess to having the thought of killing "Terri, the Tour Guide" sitting behind me on the plane, who, so obnoxiously shouted out every single landmark she knew (oh, and she knew them all!)during our final decent into Spokane, Washington. I was too engrossed in the book I was reading to even muster up the energy and tell her to shut up, let alone, able to turn around in my seat, due to the limited personal space allowed when ginorous obese women sit, or rather, squish in next to me. Thank gawd for Happy Endings. It's the title of the book I was reading. Get your mind outa the gutter! If you go by the content of the book though, your mind is right where it should be! I havn't read anything funny in a very long time. So, to say the least, this book ammused me to no end! It was the perfect distraction for my adversion to flying. The author of the book is comedian Jimmy Norton. Now, if you easily of

To My Love.........
Dear Love, > > I will help you up when you stumble. > > I will cheer when you secede > and I will encourage when there is doubt. > > I promise to never wipe away your tears, > Because within every tear is strength, > wisdom and courage. > > These are the things I promise you always > and forever, as long as there is love > in this world and breath in my lungs. > > I am here for you. > > > Always, > Jeremy P. Lincicum

Reason, Season Or Lifetime
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an

I Totally Need You: In Love Or Codependent?
When does a relationship move from love to codependence, and how can you tell the difference? Alone. I couldn’t stand the feeling. For the past month I had spent every night with my girlfriend—every night, that is, but this one. The bed seemed desperate without her. As if the gap left by her needed to be filled, that anything would do. Piles of pillows, stuffed animals, nothing worked. I tried stretching over the whole thing, thinking that maybe if my body could make the bed seem smaller, then the hole left by her being away would be too. It didn’t work. Being without her scared me. She was only away on vacation, and I had every reason to trust her. Yet the space that she had come to fill in my life had grown so much that I didn’t know what to do when she was gone. I did things before her, but what were they? Watch TV? Read? Nothing seemed attractive unless she was there. I had never been this way before. I was always the independent one, the one who didn’t need people or a relat

As You Whisper In My Ear
As You Whisper In My Ear by BlueWolf 51 © Comforted by your thoughts Those times I felt lonely Wishing you could be here As you whispered if only I savored your sweet words Listening to what you say As you expressed your love So near yet so far away Every time I hear your voice In a loving sensual tone Its like miles no longer exist Texting on the phone While embracing every word I even wiped away a tear It feels like your next to me As you whisper in my ear.... 08/16/2008

Cum Check It Out You Know You Want To
can anyone help this guy out he is in a comment contest and her needs to get 20K comments to get a bling pack and he is almost done but could use somemore help if you want to help click the pic below and thank you if you help

I Love You!
I Love You. Three simple words. They hold so much meaning, But yet somehow seem absurd. I love you, For the person you are. I love you, For they way you care. I love you, Because you are always there. I love you, Because you are sexy to me. I love you, Because you are beautiful. I love you, Because I am in love with you, Never seems to happen to me. Is it because it is to deep? Or just because most don’t know, That you can love someone without being in love with them. I love you without being in love, Always seems to be the love that ends. Just one time, Let me hear one of them say, I Am In Love With You!

Ppl And Fubar
wow some ppl on here seriously take fubar way 2 damn seriously if half the ppl on here that put so much effort into fubar put that much effort into their marriages,friendships,jobs,relationships they wouldnt have anything to bitch and moan about and their love one would not be wanting to leave them and their employer would not be wanting to fire them and their friend(s) wouldnt want to be walking away from them FUBAR IS FAKE HELLO!!!!!!!! WAKE THE FUCK UP!!! This is what makes up most of fubar no lie either Fakes.... Cheaters... Liars... Adulterers.... Murders.... Rapests.... Druggies.... Inmates.... Sex Offenders.... Drop Outs..... Abusers... Sex Addicts..... Cam Whores...... Thieves..... And at the very bottom of that list you have ppl that are Honest... Sincere... Faithful... Dependable... Real Friend.... Lover.... Compassionate... Open.... REAL........ and the lists go on and on and on do you seriously want to make fubar tha

Under 45k To Level Come On Lets Get Her
UNDER 45K TO LEVEL AND THAT IS NOTHING FOR US UPPER LEVELS SO COME ON YOU GUYS LETS GET ON IT.. SHES NOT ONLINE RIGHT NOW SO HOW COOL WOULD IT BE IF SHE LOGS ON TO SEE SUCH A SURPRISE.. WAY COOL.. WE NEED A LOT OF PEOPLE AND YOU DONT HAVE TO SPEND ALL DAY EITHER. JUST RATE A FEW THINGS THATS ALL IT TAKES... THANK YOU ALL LETS LEVEL HER.. ~Rebel Lady™~Co-Founder ~ CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of FUBAR™~~Fu-Owner of The Watcher~~ NO SALUTE - NO ADD~~@ fubar

Eagles - Waiting In The Weeds
It's coming on the end of August. Another summer's promise almost gone. And thought I heard some wise men say that every dog will have his day, He never mentioned that these dog days get so long. I don't know when I realized the dream was over. Well, there was no particular hour, no given day. You know it didn't go down in flames, There was no final scene, no frozen frame, I just watched it slowly fade away. And I've been waiting in the weeds, Waiting for my time to come around again. And hope is floating on the breeze, Carrying my soul high up above the ground. And I've been keeping to myself, Knowing that the seasons are slowly changing. Even know you're with somebody else, He'll never love you like I do. I've been biding time with the crows and sparrows, While peacocks prance and strut up on the stage. If finding love is just a dance, proximity and chance, You will excuse me if I skip the masquerade. And I've been waiting in the weeds, Waiting for the d

M Is For...
It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............M.... 2. 4 letter word......................Moon 3. Vehicle: ..........................Mustang 4. City / Neighborhood: ..............Minneapolis 5. Boy Name: .........................Malachai. 6. Girl Name: ........................Molly. 7. Occupation: ....................... Milkman 8. Something you wear:................ Makeup. 9. Food: .............................Monkey bread. 10. Found in a bathroom:...........Mold. 11. Reason for Being Late...........Missed a bus. 12. Something you shout..............MEANIE!!!!! 13. Animal:..........................Monkey.

Missing In Action
Yeah, that's where I've been. I apologize for my scarcity here, but life has been so damn busy I've barely had time to breathe. For quite some time, I was out of work, and so a job search took up the majority of my time. I finally found one, and I've been there for about three months now. I work a lot of extra hours, but I am determined to make a good showing and impression at this place. School continues for me, I'm slowly but surely finishing my degree. Someday, that sheepskin will be mine. The coolest news by far is that I have begun writing for a television show! It's just a local show, but I like it. It's called Wolfman Mac's Nightmare Sinema, and it's a return to the days when local television hosts showed cheesy horror films and did goofy sketches. I've only been working on it for two weeks, but I have two scripts completed, and the first one shoots this coming week. On the kinky side, well, I'm sad to say nothing has happened. No writing, no playing, nothing

B-day Bully By Yumalicious
Yum is a wonderful person and a great friend for making this. Please be nice to her for this. She is a person that gives of herself without any expectation of gratuity other than a Thank You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Have You Hugged Your Carebear Today!?Happy Birthday To YouHappy Birthday To You!Happy Birthday To CareBear!Happy Birthday To YOU!!!!!!! Why dont you stop by and wish him a Happy Birthday!CareBear ™@ fubarBirthday Wishes From♡¥ümª£¡©ïºü§♡@ fubar > > > > > > > > >

*~*the Dream*~*
So tonite has been a long, very sad night, one of which I never want to be forced to repeat. I attempted to run away from this freakin night by goin to sleep...Sleep is often my method of escape..However tonight it didn't work so well for my escape... **As she closed her eyes she drifted into a land that always welcomes her with open arms. A world where anything is possible, and all can come true. As reality slipped away she found herself alone, in a dark room. She fumbled around trying to find a light, but to no avail. So she slowly eased her way around the room using her hands as her eyes. Nothing was familiar, this place was new to her. Confused she continued to walk, carefully, until she found a door handle. Easily she wrapped her hand around it and turned slowly. The light poured into the room as she pulled the door open. As she stepped outside the room she realized she was in a house, a large house. She was on what appeared to be the second floor, and she could

I Need Advice From Chicks Only Please!
i need advice on which way does sex feel better, missionary or girl on top, or even doggystyle, i want to know so i can give my girl multiple orgasms. please feel free to comment on this and i take critisism very positively. thanx, biglou69

Heavenly Love
Poem4 More love is in my heart than any heaven-- Angels, God, and saints--can ever hold. Though we're apart, I have you in my garden, Touching you as Time turns into gold. How could our love long last, to darkness driven, Except we conjure up our own dear Eden, With pleasures far more fierce than dreams foretold

Angels
IT is a heartache to loose someone that you loved so much.But you know how hard it is to think that they are in a better place not living with the wars and the hatetred and the violence I lost 2 kids an i know that they are in a better place an i know that they are looking down on me to make me feel better know that they don't have to deal with the rascial slurs or the hatred or any of the crap that the world is dishinf out right now IN loveing memory of my kids

Too Much Emo Drama
am watching a movie knowing the outcome i still get caught up in the emotional plot am i too sensitive to feel the emotion in just story not even this is not true story my tears roll when hero is dying when i know the hero survives why my boyfriends want to take me to the tearjerkers am i all over them

Weekends On The Fu
Well, after today, until the first weekend of November, I won't be on fubar, during the weekend during the day. I'll only be on in the early morning and late evenings. The Maryland renaissance festival starts next Saturday and runs until the 3rd weekend of October and the following weekend I'll be going to TX for the Texas renaissance festival. I absolutely love faire. I love dressing up (as can be seen in my faire pics) i love the people, the music, the atmosphere. It's my social life. So just wanted to let you know incase you dont see my online during the day for the next 10 weekends.

My Sympathetic Side.....
So...i was talking to some random person on here....and for some reason i keep attracting the weirdest people...like...really fuckin weird. But anywho....it seems like theres alot of whiney ass people out there .....now i can understand the whole "poor me" spouts if they were drunk but im pretty sure this guy was sober.....So we're talkin.....about what i dont exactly remember...and then he starts saying how much his life sucks and how he trys so hard to get woman to sleep with him and it just dont happen....and small his penis is and how his momma didnt hug him hard enough(or too hard..apparently)..So yeah it was just one big Bitch-fest....and i was kinda drunk so all my fingers could manage to type was" uh huh"....and "damn dude that sux"....I really am shocked there are people in the world in their late 30's and still act like theyre on their mom's tit still...Its really really sad, and a waste of a good ballsack and what little testosterone he had left....i hope this dude either

Persia Needs Your Love!
PERSIA HAS BEEN WANTING TO GET THE SPOTLIGHT FOR MONTHS NOW! WON'T YOU HELP HER OUT? SHE IS FREAKIN' ADORABLE, HOW CAN YOU SAY "NO" TO HER? CLICK HER LINK BELOW TO RATE,FAN,ADD HER! DONATE FU-BUCKS, OR GIVE HER BLING. LETS GET HER THERE! Per¡×ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ¢¾ CounterB!tch to Trancy ¡Ú@ fubar

F*ck It
This weekend I gave the Philly area an audition, a chance to show me that there is any real reason for me to stay around here. In true Philadelphia fashion, it failed with flying colors. I'm going to move, hopefully soon. People will suddenly say "Oh dude, why are you leaving? OMG We should totally hang out before you go!" But they're missing the point. I don't feel like I belong here or at least in this situation. I wish people would just cut the crap and be normal. Just stop lying, stop being shady or hiding behind something that isn't you and just be yourself. And people wonder why I have trust issues...

What Do You Think?honestly?
"The Trust Issue" Why is this trust issue so dramatic? The public in general won't trust an individual like themselves but will trust a professional, some professionals don't have our best inetrest at heart. I ask who has are best intrest at heart? We might be better off trusting ourselves than a professional cause he knows the rules better than we do, let us change that. Let us change the rules or either learn the rules. We can blazee the trail as a new begining for citizens/consumers/investors. Invest in people like our selves, build trusts don't tear them down. We all have had debts and bills thatwe can't afford so, are we tired enough to make a change for the better that benefits you and me. Companies are selfish but they don't start off that way. Really, I think the rules need to change. No matter what game you play you are bound by the rules, even those you create. So we consumers should start thinking about what would be in our best interest and something that benefits us all.

Becoming Godmother!
A HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Thank you to all who have helped me make it to godmother! Special Thank you to my friend Vern..known as Lonewolf...and Also special Thank you to Club United! You all rock! Lots of hugsssss coming your way! Also, wanted to let everyone know..I will be gone next 2 to 3 days..camping. Its our before school mini vacation!

My Sister
I come from a very close family. On Christmas 2003 I went to pick her up to take her to the bid family get together. When I got there the door was a jar I know her husband of three years would never go but I was soon to find out why. As I approached the kitchen I heard a whimpering coming from the kitchen closet. Its was locked I shouted “who in there” all I heard was crying and “ I am sorry I wont do it again”. I broke the door open to find my sister 9 months pregnant beaten to a pulp stripped of every stitch of clothe on her. I asked, “ Who did this” she said her husband because she wasn’t a good wife. So I gathered all her belongings and took her to my house. I was in the finishing process of building a new house next to a female counselor and she agreed to counsel my sister. I turns out he had been raping her with and beating her with a baseball bat every day or their 3 year marriage. So I took her in and she is still receiving counseling. She still feels guilty of being a “b

My Private Part Died
MY PRIVATE PART DIED An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong, 'Yes, Nurse Tracy ,' said Mr. Wallace. 'My Private Part died today, and I am very sad.' Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, 'Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my condolences.' The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas. He met Nurse Tracy. 'Mr. Wallace,' she said, 'You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas.' 'But, Nurse Tracy I can't,' replied Mr. Wallace. 'I told you yesterday that my Private Part died. ' Yes ,' said Nurse Tracy , 'you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?' (You've gotta love this ....) 'Well,' he replied, 'Today is the viewing.'

Another Ignored Blog Post
Ok everyone, I seriously need to get my ass in gear if I am ever going to become a Disciple. I am seriously beginning to think I am not good enough for this site. It seems the only time I actually get a couple of people that normally wouldn't rate my pics, is if I give away fu-bucks. I will offer 10,000 fu bucks to anyone who rates any of my folders that have 100 photos in them. If you are going to rate the pictures ~ Leave me a message after you finish. Kapeesh?

As Told To Me ~adonis
mmm one of my faverate fantasies i got is haveing a girl shave my pubic hair and i shave hers by candle light and then haveing the girl grab me by my swollen shaved cock and lead me to the bedroom not letting go of my rigid cock till after she lies me down on the bed and she then sits on my face facing my feet and starts to grind her clit aginst my lips and into my mouth and after awhile she lies down across my body and starts rub het nipples of her breasts on my cock and she starts to lick my sack and move my balls up from were there lieing and lets them drop with her tounge back to were they were and after dozen times of thise then she raps her mouth side ways around my shaft and starts to move up and down slowly till she reaches the head of my cock and starts to lick the swollen head like a lollipop till a thick spurt of precum shoots onto her lips them she takes my cock into her mouth and starts deep throughting me as far and as fast as she can take it wiht as much suction as she c

First Day
For Arkansas children tomorrow is the first day of school. My oldest is entering sixth grade, my youngest should be entering pre-school but I procrastinated so he's still in daycare. The sixth grader is a skaterat. There is no other classification to put him in. He cares for nothing but skateboarding. He isn't completely obsessed yet but he's heading there at an alarming rate. He's a boy, I get that, he doesn't want to bathe or brush his teeth, I get that, he could care less if his clothes are clean, I can even get that. What I cannot wrap my head around is having to blow dry and straighten my 11 year old SON'S hair the day before school starts. His hair is longer than mine and it and his skateboard are all he exists for. I started teachng him how to do his hair today. Tricks for keeping the frizz out, ways to ensure you get it stick straight, and how to get his hair to lay down around his double crown. Did I mention this is my SON? I am only doing this because the

Its Jst Me
ha ha i'm there again you see the level of buzz on my font pg tats me o got there tonite moms not botherin me tonite so i got drunk ha ha i'm there again yea i'm level 60% buzzed alreally no one botherin me tonite even the bitch leave me alone tonote so i got drunk

" Ya Are Invited To My Fu-wedding "
YA ALL ARE INVITED TO THE FU-WEDDING OF ROB & KELLY TO BE HELD ON AUGUST 22nd AT 5:30 CST !!! KELLY & I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YA STOP BY !!! TY HOPE TO SEE YA THERE !!! WE LOVE EVERYONE OF YA AS OUR OWN FAMILY !!! SO PLEASE COME & JOIN US ON OUR VERY OWN SPECIAL DAY !!!

Two Special People Written By Me For A Friend
> > Two special people lying cuddled on the rug > > Her in a cotton tank top with bikini panties > > Him with a cotton t-shirt and tight shorts > > Both feeling each other through clothing > > Kisses and lipps parting with passion > > Intwined in a lovers knot > > Warmth and passion flowing into bodies > > > > He can feel her hotness and wetness > > She can feel his hardness and throbbing > > Her breasts so firm and hard > > Both moaning and breathing heavily > > Both wanting and needing each other > > Barely able to contain themselves > > Clothes now coming off > > > > His tongue tasting her sweetness below > > Her mouth treating his hardness with passion > > The moans and breathing much harder > > Both near explosions like bright fireworks > > Soon, unable to contain themselves > > Her on top of him now > > Moving up and down on his hardness > > Hips and bodies moving in rythm with each other > > Passionate and deep kisses in concert > > With their love mak

My Flight Home...
was not particularly horrendous. It consisted of yet another full, packed like sardines, plane ride into Boise, ID and on to Reno, NV, then again to L.A. but I, of course, got off in Reno. I made the decision to drink on this flight. It's four dollars for a fucking cup of alcohol! All I had was a 20 and a 10 dollar bill so I oppted for the ten. Suzi the stewardess took my order then gave me a glass of white wine after I had asked for red. Whatever, I'm sure her vicoden had something to do with her inability to decifer my wine choice. I decided to just take what I got seeing as I was stuck sitting next to a couple non english speaking housekeepers. I'm sure they took one look at me and thought I was the most "latin looking" of the group, therefore, safe to sit by. (I can't tell you how much this annoys me and how frequent it occurs...)They talked to me only in spanish towhich I responded with only a confused look. It was a mutualy understood uncomfortable ride for al

Karma And My Honesty.
It's funny. I met my ex-wife online. And of all the people I find interesting, she's ONLINE! After only a year of having to go through hell and back (not including being deployed), I have realized that Karma or "The Golden Rule" is a bitch. I have never been so humbled and open-eyed than now. You preach of honesty and yet you lie to me. You preach of values and morals and ethics, yet you have none. You tell me what you want and EVEN when I tell you that's not what I'm looking for, I still come chasing after it. My entire life has been one of servitude and slavery. I am now going to live for ME. I have tried to be nice. I have tried to explain myself in the best manner possible. I don't know how much more clear I need to be. maybe transparent. Maybe seeing right through me will help you understand. I will end up being looked upon as shallow, vein and self indulgent. If that's the case, fine. I DESERVE IT. I have done nothing in my life for ME, and now is my time. It

Motley Crue!! Hellz Yeah!!!
THIS IS MY BOY BURN. THERES THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE. I LOVE THIS MAN.. LOYAL MOFO AND HE HAS MY BACK... TALKIN' GOOD PEOPLE.. HELP HIM OUT PLZ PLZ PLZ JUST THINK IF THIS WAS YOU HOW BAD YOU WOULD WANT THIS TO HAPPEN.. DO SOMETHING NICE FOR SOME ONE OKAY.. PLZ TY TY... CLICK HERE FOR HIS FUBAR PAGE.... We have entered a contest to win: An opening slot on Motley Crue's 2009 US tour $25,000 Cash $20,000 in new gear from Gibson Management from 10th st. entertainment A Record Deal from Eleven Seven Music Please go to www.makerockhistory.com -Click join now -Click I want to sign up as a Fan -Fill in your info -Click start voting (u will have to go to your email to confirm) -Click Artist -Type in Unseen Vision under search bands -Click Unseen Vision icon & vote for this artist It Is VERY important that you sign on DAILY to vote!!!! Feel free to use many email accounts!!! Please forward this on to EVERYONE you know!!

Women Stop Ur Bitchin!! Lol
OK , I KEEP SEEING THESE WOMEN WITH THEIR TITS HANGIN ALL OUT FOR ALL TO SEE N SHIT THEN YA HEAR THEM COMPLAIN ABOUT THE MEN THAT JUST STARE AT THEIR TITS........ WELL, EHEM, HELLOOOOOOO DORKETTES!!...... QUIT PUTTIN THEM OUT THERE AND MAYBE, JUST MAYBEEEEEEE THOSE MEN *WILL* FIND YOUR EYES INSTEAD OF YOUR TITS!! DUHHHHHHHHHH : HERE'S YOUR SIGN! : LMAOOO!!

Fetish Auction!!
I am a part of the naughty fetish auction! Place your bids at a chance to own me for a month! Here is what you would be bidding for: -All pics and stash rated during happy hour! -Add to top friends and family for a month (access to all NSFW piics) -Add to my name for a month -SFW salute of owners choice (NSFW for VIP or blast) -Conversation on yahoo with cam (NSFW for VIP or blast) ***For 3+day blast and one month vip i will add - Extra NSFW or SFW salute of winners choice -a photo shoot (to be discussed with winner) - Your midget will be featured on my page for a month Also open for request so take a chance and bid! You know you wanna!CLICK ON THE PIC TO BID!

Not Happy Vaction
I supose to go on vaction tomrrow. It supose to happy time and great vaction right. Its not bc one person i love is leaveing me. I am going to be loseing gf so am going to be worried the hole time wheter or not got my love when i get home or not. I love her to death. So guse Y go on vaction then? my heart is bleeding right now. So when come might be deleting my account. Let know want me to stay or not.

Through My Eyes
If you could see through my eyes Maybe then you would realize Why I feel the way I do About everything about you From the way you smile To your indelable style From the way you look at me To the way you set my heart free Your beauty you couldn't deny If you could see yourself through my eyes

Just Because
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Some one who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the Sacred RED ROSE. May we all be loved so much. I hope you know that you are a true friend.

Judgement By Breast Size?
More times then not...here and elsewhere...it's all about breast size and how big they are and how women with bigger ones are better or how if a woman doesn't have big breasts, they're not worth the time. I hate these viewpoints a lot. Sometimes, if someone is a breast cancer survivor, they may have had a masectomy and two....are they any less of a person because of it? Some women are A cups and are extremely wonderful people...are they any less of a person because of it? Most times do you look to find the person inside and see the heart, soul, and mind of the person or is it because you can't get that close (get the point here) that it makes it easier for you? If breasts truly made the person, then a majority of the porn stars in the world would be the best women on Earth. So next time you see a woman, try to see the person inside and realize the wonders they behold....and get past what you can or can't see outside. Breasts don't make the woman, the woman that has them, big or small,

An Exercize In Writing Something "happy" For A Change....
scratch that, let me start smaller, how about "An exercize in writing something more sincere" i sit and i smoke i smoke and i write a stuffed toy dog hangs, by his head, most of his feet missing and his neck strung out like a slinky on a "chicken wire" fence in what they use to call the Atrium a neighbor across the street is screaming "Oh My God, OH MY gOD!" half dressed in his living room pacing. a black cat friend of mine peers over my shoulder apparently the only one interested in anything i ever write what i usually perceive as quite miserable surroundings in the heat of the noon day sun, seems quiet and peaceful this evening a breeze rattles leaves in the trees as a cool gust sweeps over me. i like to spend hours on the roof on nights like tonight not much light for writing, but comfortable peace and silence with exception of some neighbors. like the sort of silence where visions ideas and dreams trans

Tina Hh
One of the HOTTEST girls on Fubar is trying to Godfather!!!! My girl has HAPPY HOUR Tuesday, August 19 @ 9 pm PST... ¤ Tina ¤ Club Fantasia's Uber Hot Ninja ¤ MILF ¤ Club Fantasia Staff ¤ Kel's RL Wife¤@ fubar Go show her some mad love and lets get this girl to Godfather! This pimp out is brought to you by: ¤ Ðå £ó££iÞóÞ Þriñçe§§ ¤ §iñfúll¥ Iññóçeñt ¤@ fubar

Caption This 3
IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN!!! ~YUPP CAPTION THIS III~ THE RULES... ROUND ONE THREE DAYS TO ENTER A CAPTION. YOU MUST!!!! RATE, COMMENT THE PIC, AND SEND THE CAPTION TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE!! THERE WILL BE 5 JUDGES! THEY WILL JUDGE ON A SCALE OF 1-10 1= BOOO 10= LMAO! The Judges: FU-KING~JAK@ fubar fullsailnate@ fubar ~Tom~@ fubar Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar and myself THE TOP 10 GO ON TO ROUND 2 ROUND TWO WILL BE BOMBING! RATE= 3PTS. COMMENTS= 1 THE PRIZES HAVE BEEN UPPED THIS TIME AS I WANT TO DISCIPLE!!!! WILL BE THREE PLACES PAID THIS TIME! 1ST. 30 DAY BLAST OR 70 CREDIT BLING PACK MIN. 21,000 COMMENTS 2ND. 1 MONTH VIP OR 25 CREDIT BLING PACK OR A 7 DAY BLAST MIN. 16,500 COMMENTS 3RD. 3 DAY BLAST OR 12 CREDIT BLING PACK AND 100K MIN. 11,500 COMMENTS ROUND TWO WILL LAST 10 DAYS!! OK NOW FOR YOUR PIC..... CLICK AND CAPTION THIS!!!! WITH OODLES OF LOVE, SHELL

Birthday Present
Help Andy get his dream birthday present by visiting: http://www.emilianatorrini.com/ right there on the homepage is a drawing for a signed album by Andy's favorite singer. It takes maybe 30 seconds to fill out, yet has a chance to gain Andy a lifetime of smiles. Please consider helping me win this as I ADORE and WORSHIP Emiliana practically. Thank you, Andy

Naughty Poetry
PULL MY HAIRBITE MY NECKKISS MY LIPSWITH MORE THAN JUST A PECKSPANK MEMAKE ME YOUR OWNTHE DEEPER YOU GOTHE LOUDER I MOANSO COME ON BABYAND GET YA SOMEDIRRTYS GONNA SHOW YOU SOME REAL FUNJUST THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE YOU ALL SOMETHING FUN TO READ FOR A CHANGE... NOTHING ABOUT HITTING UP ANY PAGE... OR OWNING ANYBODY.... JUST ENJOY IT AND PASS IT ON!!DȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD** PrOmOtEr 4 EuPhOrIa

Prayer Request!
Need to send special prayer request for two angels, Sunshine and GeminiDolly who are both feeling the effects of TS Fay. Send prayers and angel love not only for our dear angels but all the people being affected by TS Fay.

It Didn't Happen...
Well It didn't happen... I had wanted to Godfather for my birthday and it's just not gonna happen... 2 hours left and over 1 mil to go. It's kinda disapointing. My Vip expires tomorrow as well... maybe I need to take a fu break I just don't know...

Lost
I have lost my passion Lost to me is the passion of the heart Lost to me is the passion of the mind Lost to me is the passion of the soul Lost to me is all passion I am passionless I am devoid of heart I am devoid of mind I am devoid of soul All I am is an empty void Search as I might I can not find a heart I can not find a mind I can not find a soul I just wander from place to place Yet I know nothing of where I am I was not always thus Once I had a well spring of feelings But now I have none I have lost my passion

For Angie
A lady that I love has cancer And that something I just can't stand She is so wonderful, kind and sweet But this cancer is tearing her apart It makes my heart ache to see my love Fighting this terrible fight Yet she keeps a smile on her face She is stronger than I could ever be I love her more than she could ever know And I will fight this fight by her side - Me

Ditto
words are words, sometimes they mean things, sometimes they dont, sometimes they are happy, sometimes they are damaging to you soul, i lost my soul, i lost my will, i lost the only thing that meant something, all because of a word, sometimes we grow up, sometimes we don't, how childish are you, to treat someone like that, time for me to, like me for who i am,. not what others think.. bedrock

Take It Home
Take It Home - The White Tie Affair Come on baby take it home people are starting to stare and they're turning off all of the lights we've been putting on a show all ni-i-i-ight boys will be boys take it home take it home cause i can't take anymore it's your touch it's your taste it's your dress on the floor take it home take it home cause i've been waiting all night for you and this is what i'm gonna do ice ice melt your heart baby girl the time you've got rush rush for that touch just one taste can't get enough (x2) baby put your key in the door cause this party's getting way to loud and the neighbors can't take anymore and they're so for you let's give them an encore boys will be boys take it home take it home cause i can't take anymore it's your touch it's your taste it's your dress on the floor take it home take it home cause i've been waiting all night for you and this is what i'm gonna do ice ice melt your heart baby girl the ti

I Continue To Hope
I prove myself over and over I'm not them You prove yourself over and over You're not them Why do we keep this struggle alive? Why do we fear our pasts? Why is it we close ourselves off to each other? I want our walls to not exist But it's not what I want that matters But rather what WE can handle. I love you, I am IN love with you You love me, you are not IN love with me You won't allow yourself to be. It hurts me to no end, But what can I do? My thoughts scream LET ME IN My heart aches to be held by yours But we are so different. I pray that I can hold onto the hope That things will get better One day.... Maybe one day

Creeps, Losers And Nuts
The bad thing about putting yourself on the Internet is that it is full of stalkers, creeps, pedophiles and losers....take this guy for instance- http://fubar.com/user/2086021 Sends me a sexually suggestive message and expects me to respond in a nice way to him. When I tell him to get lost, he starts harrassing me, when I ban him he makes new profiles and returns. I finally had to put my profile on friends only to keep this psycho away from me. Oh well I guess I got the last laugh, lol. Ladies beware of this one he is really a nut job!

Red, White, & True
The fabric of our Flag is more than ever meets the eye. It wraps our very heart with love, and cloaks us when we die. Money will buy a replica, to fly upon a pole; but the real flag cannot be bought. It's earned with our soul. There's nothing like the feeling we share with our fellowman, as it guards our freedom given us by God's own hand. It's what makes a Mother weep even though she bursts with pride, a wife and children filled with dread, a Father's tears he cannot hide. The world can't understand it. They're not as blessed as we. America is not just a place -- it's an idea that keeps us free. The cost is more than worth it. That's what we believe is true. We give our young again and then Freedom is their gift to me and you. I may not have much left, but what I have I'll give to see this Flag continue to fly over this great country where we live.

'i May Not Make It Back But I'll Make Sure Someone Never Forgets Me'
Good morning luvs! Hope everyone's day started out lovely lol. I'm sure i'll have something clever to talk about later. I just have to get in a full phone call with Ruby lol.

Sick Humor!! I Love It!!!
A cruise on the Pacific goes all wrong , the ship sinks, and there are only 3 Survivors; Bob, Tom and Debbie. They manage to swim to a small island and they live there for a couple of years doing what's natural for men and women to do. After several years of casual sex, all the time, Debbie felt absolutely horrible about what she was doing. She felt having sex with both Bob and Tom was so immoral and bad that she killed herself. It was tragic, but Bob and Tom managed to get through it. After a while, Bob and Tom resistance to nature urgings waned, and the inevitable happened Well, a couple more years went by and Bob and Tom began to feel absolutely horrible about what they were doing. So they buried Debbie

Calling 911 When You're Old
HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE. George Phillips of Meridian , Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked 'Is someone in your house?' and he said 'no'. Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, 'Okay,' hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. 'Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them.' Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars r

Thinking About???
i'm a funny guy, sick and twisted what ever you need me to be. i'm naughty, horny, a supper fide sexual beast. i'm honest, speak the truth, have a voice no one wants to hear. i'm a loser, a wacked out drunk, i can't remember the name of the last woman i was with. i'm a man, not sure if thats a good thing or not, i don't know what i have till its gone. i'm an asshole, mysterious, a sleep in the nude kind of don't touch me helpless boy. i'm a poet, a lyricist, a sarcastic prick, who do you need and want, but you will never let me get close to you. i'm trying so fucking hard to be what you want me to be, and i'm slipping through the cracks of my past where i'm doomed for one thousand years longing for your touch, can you save me? oh can you save me? tonight!

Clown Haters
I have found out there are alot of clown haters on fubar. This is for the haters on fubar i'm sick and tired of yall give the juggalo's shit. i know people hate and are afriad of things they don't know. Everybody knows i'm a juggalo 4 life. I'm gonna be down with the clown til i'm dead in the ground. All i got to say for the haters is if yall hate juggalo's stay the fuck away. we don't want to hear yall's shit. we aint no fucking cult or santanic. we are family!!! so for the haters i got a video for u to see listin closely. and for the family much clown luv.

Who Drew Is
Honestly 2nd time here on fubar. Not into games just want to chat with nice people online. I am not looking for sex or whatever but if it comes up then fine but not a requirement. Mostly I'm on yahoo @ drewg91108@yahoo.com. So feel free to get to know me, the real me. Just because I work out and may be atractive to some, doesn't mean I'm not smart or deep and sensitive.

I Need Help Making A Bully
I want to start my own train but I need help making a custom bully for it. I know how to edit existing bullys but don't know how to create on from scratch. If there is anyone that could help me, I'd greatly appreciate it. Thanks in advance

Leveling Up
HEY IT'S ME AGAIN....THIS LEVELING GAME IS FUN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT KILLS ME?....PEOPLE THAT HAVE LIKE THOUSANDS TO GO (299K) OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND THEY ASK FOR HELP ALL THE TIME LIKE THEY CAN'T DO IT BY THEMSELVES....DON'T GET ME WRONG I ASK FOR HELP BUT ONLY WHEN I GET DOWN TO 10K OR LESS...I'M IN THIS GAME TO BEAT MY HUSBAND (VIPERIDES) AND I THINK IT'S SO FUNNY CAUSE HE ASK FOR HELP ALL THE TIME JUST SO I CAN'T CATCH UP WITH HIM...SO FOR ALL OF YOU OUT THERE THAT OUR FRIENDS WITH THE BOTH OF US NOW YOU KNOW WHY HE ASK FOR SO MUCH HELP...DON'T LET HIM FOOL YOU...LMAO....HE'S GONNA KILL ME WHEN HE SEES THIS YALL...BUT BY ALL MEANS HELP HIM, IT DOESN'T BOTHER ME...HE HAS HIS WAY OF LEVELING AND I HAVE MINE...LMAO...GOOD LUCK BABY...REMEMBER I DO LOVE YOU...ROFLMAO

Hmmm I Wonder What Life Without Sex Would Be Like?
Callin all PlayMates, Pimps & anyone else willing to help!! DJ Baby Boy is in a giveaway. He needs 20,000 comments so any & all help is appreciated. Come show this sexy pimp some love & help him through this giveaway!! Just click the pic and bomb away!! Pimped by the one n only ¤Ła$Ŧ ♠oƒ Å♠ D¥in ßŖΞΞd¤ Pimp Godde$$ of the Pu$$yCat PlayMates@ fubar

After Work Surprise
Finally home, looking forward to seeing her smiling face greeting you at the door. You walk up to the door, open it and come inside. Looking around wondering where she is. Usually she meets you , this time house is very quiet. Looking in the kitchen, not there. Living room, nope nothing. Finally walk into the bedroom a lil bummed, just figuring you'll get a shower and relax till she gets home. As you walk into the bedroom , you still not aware of anything unusual. Out of nowhere you hear " Hey baby " Looking up a bit startled, the image in front of you seems to be even more of a shock. There in front of you is not only the woman you love but another very lovely, curvy dark haired woman. They are both naked, lying side by side. their hands slowly caressing each others bodies and smiling at you. The brunette is very pale, bright blue eyes, soft pink lips. Her hair a mass of dark curls flowing over ivory skin. Full breasts with soft pink nipples, slim waist an

The Who-baba O'riley
The Who-Baba O'riley Out here in the fields I fight for my meals I get my back into my living I don't need to fight To prove I'm right I don't need to be forgiven Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Don't cry Don't raise your eye It's only teenage wasteland Sally ,take my hand Travel south crossland Put out the fire Don't look past my shoulder The exodus is here The happy ones are near Let's get together Before we get much older Teenage wasteland It's only teenage wasteland Teenage wasteland Oh, oh Teenage wasteland They're all wasted!

College Finally:)
I finally have gotten enrolled in my colege classes that I had to put on hold in the summer as my husband had knee replacement surgery.I start my first internet class on September 8th. Will not be on fubar as much but will try to check and messages or comments people might have left me each weekend.If anyone really needs to get into contact with me for whatever reason my email address is goddessfantasia69@yahoo.com. Am excited about getting started on my Veterinary Technology degree..Have been working with animals for a long time...Time to go to school and get the title that goes with my job..Love my fubar friends..but most of all love the hotties and the Chief...Later all:)

Aww Poor Little Man
ok so i have a new stalker , he got his wittle feelings hurt in a mumm and now he is going down my friends list insulting everyone and saying it is from me, as i have been informed by most my friends they know better and are just blocking his lame attempt to make people mad at me , for all of my friends you know this is my only account and i will always use my picture so if you get the little messages from retribution comes you can take it for what it is worth , a crybaby that cant handle things straight forward he has to run to others and insult them

Med Student Plotted Sex Slave "family"
This is exactly the kind of shit that people see about the bdsm lifestyle and form their opinions assuming that we are all this way. I'm posting this to show that yes these sick bastards are out there but we are NOT all like this. I'm also posting this as a warning to those who tend to get in over their heads with people without taking the time to get to know them. http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/years/2008/0819081family1.html

Follow The Rules If You Drunk Dial Me...geez
Ok, I seem to be getting bunches of drunk dialin calls..now i've been as guilty as the next (Sry Sean) but I found this, who the hell knew there were rules on this!!!! Finally, someone put it writing!!! (Try to read this when your sober, then come back to it when your drunk so you remember what you read!) 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you dont remember it, it didnt happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom Im in McDonalds & theyre playing our song. I love you” 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesnt want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright… if you are prepared to read what you

Stupid People
I swear people just don't have any common sense! I'm at work. I have an armful of folders that need to be file. I stroll into the file room and TRIP on a folder that's in the middle of the floor! Hello! What kind of freakin' idiot leaves file folders in the middle of the aisle!? So, I send out a nasty email about this to get a reply...Sorry. That was me. I'll try to be more careful. Be more careful?! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!

Hottie Pimp Out
LET'S SHOW THESE LADIES LOTS OF LOVE. I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THEM ALL LEVEL. THEY ARE ALL FRIENDS OF MINE AND HAVE SHOWN NOTHING BUT CARING THEY HAVE ALL HELPED ME OUT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER AND I AM JUST TRYING TO PAY THEM BACK. SO PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF FUBAR LOVE. IF THEY ARE NOT FRIENDS WITH YOU THEY SHOULD BE SO A/F/R THEM, SEND THEM SOME BLING, JUST PLEASE SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE. PHOENIX NEEDS 11,650,000 POINTS TO MAKE ORACLE ~Phoenix~@ fubar FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ NEEDS 675,000 TO FU-QUEEN Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz IS The Promoter & VIP Member OF CWP! & Keith67 Owns Me & I OWN ***TIM***@ fubar BKRBABE777 NEEDS 1,450,000 TO MAKE GOD MOTHER ~ BkrBabe777 ~@ fubar LIL MISS INNOCENT NEEDS 126,000 TO FUBERLORD *~*Lil MiSs InNoCeNt.*~*@ fubar SPOILEDBABYGIRL NEEDS 315,000 TO HENCHMAN "Spoiledbabygirl"military supporter, fubomber , promoter for forbidden, owner of sexy savior@ fubar VODKAGURL NEEDS 5,405,000 TO DISCIPLE VODKAGURL (s

Live For Today
You live for today like there is no tomorrow u live for tomorrow like there is no today u live ur life like its the end of time because u always want to capture the last moments u may have so if u love someone love them like there is no tomorrow becuase it ma not be so live like tomorrow never comes and live like today doesnt exist and love hard like u have never loved because u might miss out on someone special. The Poet aka Kyle

Soul Mates?!?!?
The Perfect Man "The perfect guy would be, he could be anywhere in the world but he chooses to be by her side because life is better with her by his side." Do you ever think that maybe the perfect man is always missing and never to be found? I do. Sometimes I think that the perfect man is a myth, a tale that mothers told their daughters so that they could dream of the perfect prince. When in reality, the perfect man would never truly exist. I mean sure...some women are lucky in love and lucky to have that perfect one for them. So sure there are Perfect Men out there, perfect for the one that he is with. I think that maybe, that when we have yet to be born the perfect one, your soul mate lets say, was chosen for you. If this soul mate was chosen then they do exist. Twin flames, the other half of your soul, the one that was meant to make you the happiest you will ever know, is out there, but where? Could he/she be your neighbor, a friend, or the stranger that you met the other day?

Yim Id
seems like my old yim id has been hacked..i cant get in it and i cant reset the password..oh joy... so if u wanna know about my new id let me know. i lost all the ids...so even if u were in my list i cant remember all :(

Always Such Drama
i submitted this to poetry.com some months back i have continually received awards and accolades but is it a scam or should i buy the plaques of the awards this was not one of my best poems while i made it rhyme i had lost the rhythm which both makes it a good poem always such drama its hard to see that i cried the bitterness can subside i can not believe that this can be happening at i am too obsessive you want to be too possessive the girl can not get her breath then it is to be her death but you just make a story you can not have the glory if you smudge the lady you are so mean and shady the heart i feel was my own all i want to do was to go home to hide my face in shame and you it was nothing but a game

This Week
So far this week I've gotten sick... with my charity bike race on sunday so I will be out of shape for it. On top of that it seems like I have a "provoke me" sign on my back that all kinds of people are listening to. Only 7 more days of work then I can take a vacation...

Heads Up-- Big Change To Fubar Today.... (repost From Baby J's Blog)
...repost from Baby J's Blog anyone who's been reading my blogs knows that i've been doing a lot of (crazy?) stuff the last few weeks.. removing the requirements to level, adding salute filters to your profile, etc. in order to help fight off the spammers/scammers who're trying to infest our nice little watering hole, i've been forced to enable something that i've tried to avoid: email verification to post comments, send private message, send shouts, or have html displayed in your profile area. most other sites require you to verify your email address before they even activate your account. i always try to give people the benefit of the doubt, and try to keep the site as open as possible... but the spammers/scammers have been abusing it and this is one of the most effective ways to make it harder on them. if you don't know if you've verified your email addres, or if you need to verify it, please go to your profile settings page. under your email address you'll either fi

I Need To Know
Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back be honest!! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:

Demented Dreams
I walked to my room. I turned on the light. Yes it stung as the bulb flickered and finally came on. I reached for the towel I had left there earlier and wiped off my face and hands. I just sat on the bed and sighed. Agian, it happened I thought for a moment, the last time almost killed me. What could I do? I knew i had to get rid of it, but where? Last time i found a spot to bury it...this time it would be much harder to get rid of it with out anyone noticing. I sighed again and started to walk to the shower. Everytime the lights go out...i still wonder why they come. Always the screams and scratches then the lights go out and i am confronted again. The door bell rings....Damn

Let Me Fly
i'm tired of this world so weak so cold someone please let me go i'm drownding here under this water let me swim up for air so that i may breathe no more ties to keep me under so now i can let out my wings let me fly away from the pain the hurt and the fears let me go some where else so i can no longer hear hear all the vioce telling me the way it sould be the way i sould feel the way i sould start to be let me fly and be as free as all else are aloud to be let me fly let me be so that maybe one day i can be me let me fly so i may be happy no sorrow no pain no loss let me fly let me be so that one day i can find my love my what i was ment to be keep ur ties keep ur straps its time to let me go to find me again so vioces go away i do to wish to stay my life is my life and i sould have a say i do have every say time for me to leave you all behind and time to fly to find this life of mine

100th Birthday
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she would write notes when she needed to communicate. After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right. A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left. Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, and then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up. A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, 'Hi, Grandma, you're looking good ! How are they treating you?' Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew...... . . . . 'Bastards won't let me fart.'

Buried Alive
I lie here, insects crawlingg on my skin and in my hair Above the ground I hear the growl of the midnight air I am here in a dark, damp, confined place Tightly imprisoned, my body this box embraced I cannot feel myself breathing, I cannot see a thing I sharp piercing in my chest as my heart starts to stings I attempt to scream, not a sound can be released Will I spend eternity here, never finding peace What did I do to find myself all alone I can hear a crow chipping at a gravestone I want to weap, I cannot shed a tear Am I dreaming, or am I really here The rage of this world swallowed me whole I met with Death, it was my life he stole dla

Nature Shot
I entered a contest to see If I could win for best Nature Shot Please if you get a chance go and vote on it for me. Prize umm I don't know but it really doesn't matter to me right now. Just the thought of winning it would be nice, Oh actually I believe the contest prize is for a new Digital Carmera and a 50.00 donation to my favorite charity. So come on and vote on my picture please!! Give me a 10 for Best Nature Photo

3rd And Hopefully Last Blog Today
I kinda feel bad today for Dylan. He was up til midnight. He had a lot of homework for it being the first day, but there was no reason for him to be doing it that long. He could have been done around 8, but he was complaining and arguing, and just not doing what he should have been. I got to the point where I told him "I don't care how long it takes you, you are staying up until it's finished, school work comes first. If you would stop complaining and do it, you'd be done already" That was around 8, and well obviously he didn't listen to me, and he was up til midnight. Now I feel bad and like a shitty mom, cause I know he's tired at school right now. Hopefully it's a lesson learned, and he'll do his homework with no complaints from now on. But I still feel bad.

Am I Just Wrong Or A Sick Puppy?
I have been married now for 25 years and have 2 wonderful children, (1)16yr/ (1)13yr... the "spark or fire" if you will has left the marriage and I find myself trying to re-light it, but get no response or gallons of water dumped on me. She, my wife, seems mad as hell about something or even nothing all the time and has been this way for about 5 years now. I have confrontations, and I like touching and being touched.... but if I try that with her she will find something to get mad about and yell at me because my shoe is tied wrong... I find myself looking for friends and pictures of same out here on the web where I can fwwl like spmeone loves me or cares enough about me to make me feel better.... So .. with that said,... am I wrong or just one sick puppy?

Keeping It Together...
Well over the last few weeks times have been real hard..I hurt myself..slipped a disk in my back and have been off of work for a week..then on top of that they are gonna cut my hours..so financially we are struggling.. Relationship wise..we are also struggling to keep things afloat ..we're both so frustrated and stressed and we seem to take that out on one another not always intentionally but thats how things seem to go.. Personally I am falling apart..worrying about everything ...and accomplishing nothing...I am realizing now that I am very insecure..whether it has to do with my weight I really am not sure..but ever since my bf and I started coming to this site all I do is stress about every girl that bats an eye in his direction..I see that he is a good looking guy..that he's a charmer..but why must girls push that limit..flirting is one thing...saying things like to bad you have a gf..or to bad your taken are NOT OKAY...saying how much you fuck my bf's brains out is NOT OKAY.

Missing You
I miss you grandpa!! James Michael Shultz November 21, 1925 - August 21, 2007 May the road rise up to meet you, May the wind be always at your back, May the sun shine warm upon your face, The rains fall soft upon your fields, And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of His Hand.

Stubborn Women Will Never Learn.
Yesterday i had a crappy day with some females idiot,and i accepted my B.f.f. Back,but now i don't know.Okay this love crap shit is begging to be annoying,no matter what i do i will always get upset over dumb shit,and they will be making the same shit that upset me in the first place.Why the fuck do they do that thou.First she says she loves me,then she pulls the same shit all over again.what i wanna know is this how do you love someone if that person is married to someone else.Arrrgghh!! fuck it's yesterday all over again.I think i just want to be alone and just be a single nice guy,and not deal with shit thou.i am quiting being on my computer,so i am not deleting myself anymore,i will just not be here,and spent my life in bed feeling hurt.Oh before you go posting that i am a lazy ass,let me tell you fuck you i am disable and i have no legs to walk,i live my life in a damn wheelchair,an i don't want pity from no idiot.Well thank you and sorry for being a dick.

Team 1 Fu-angels , Texas Angel Just Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

Interracial Dating & Couples
Do you think it is okay for people to date outside there race? For me I could care less but for others they may be disowned by their family by doing so!?! I think people should realize that this is the a new day & age and race nor cultural differences sould matter!! All people should love one another no matter what color you skin is!! Tell me your thoughts on this subject??

Errrr
why does the bus drop my son off on the next street over when they drive right by the house? his bookbag weighs like 40 pounds, is it that hard to drop him off closer when you already drive right past it? and no it's not cause of other kids, there aren't any he rides with by us!

Pain
Pain, Pain is good for all of us. It lets you know you are still alive It lets you know you have feelings It lets you know you did it right It lets you know it is working It lets you know it was worth it It lets you know you cared It lets you know you are human Pain is good for any of us

Lvling With Help
First of all, I'd like to thank the kind people on here who just helped me to level, just holla and I'll help you anytime you want. This excitement was however overshadowed by somebody who obviously finds it hard to come to terms with rejection much more than I do. Whilst on my journey to lvl, I went into the 'new stash' to have a look around. I stumbled upon an unimaginative ludite who had some kind of chain mail post. Now my understanding of the stash system is, if you like what you see, you give it a green thumbs up, and if not you give it a red thumbs down. IMO, this kind of trite crap that roams the net these days is little more than bs at it's lowest form. So naturally I give my own opinion on the stash by giving it a red thumbs down. 'hey you fucken asked what I thought, if you don't wanna know, then don't ask, K :-)' anyhoo, the next thing I know is that this fuckwit is rating me a '1' on a few of my pics, not really a problem, I get there quick, I get there slow, i

Laughter Train
If you can make me laugh you can make me do anything! To get on this train r/f/a all members. Let them know that you are joining the laughter train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "i love to laugh" or "make me laugh" and don't forget to re-rate them. And again my number one rule... NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a comment. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends...let them know you're joining the laughter train. Rate this laughter folder and you'll get a laughter tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let Vitamin de~ know that you finished. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you've finished the train to be added....and rate the picture folder for your special laughter tag.

Without You
Harry Nilsson - Without You - Harry Nilsson No, I can't forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that's just the way the story goes You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows Yes, it shows No, I can't forget tomorrow When I think of all my sorrow When I had you there but then I let you go And now it's only fair that I should let you know What you should know I can't live if living is without you I can't live, I can't give any more I can't live if living is without you I can't give, I can't give any more No, I can't forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that's just the way the story goes You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows Yes, it shows I can't live if living is without you I can't live, I can't give anymore I can't live if living is without you I can't live, I can't give anymore

Lost In Thoughts
Have you ever had those days when your just sitting around your house and all you can think about is the one your with? Or even at work or with your other friends. I do it all the time. Everyday when I wake up hes usually the first thing I think about and the last thing when I go to bed at night. Throughout the whole day I have moments when I just smile and I realize that its him on my mind. But then the hard part kicks in... I don't really see him. But when I do its bliss. I'm the happiest girl alive. It's been awhile since I've seen him last and it kills me. I feel like I'm in high school all over again with him. As korny as it sounds and I know I'm killing your eyes by having ya'll read this, lol.. But even though it hasn't been that long I can't help it. I'm not used to such niceness and someone being so sweet. Someone making feel like I'm wanted and needed. I love it!!!! And the best part about it is that I know its not going anywhere for awhile. When I call and h

*~love Me, For Me~*
PLEASE LISTEN TO WHAT, I HAVE TO SAY... LOVE ME, FOR ME. NOT WHO YOU, WANT ME TO BE. I AM WHO I AM, THERE IS NO CHANGING THAT. I HAVE MY FAULTS, WE ALL DO. SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST, LOVE ME, FOR ME. AND NOT WHO YOU, WANT ME TO BE. I AM THE ONE, WHO LOVES YOU, FOR YOU. I AM THE ONE WHO IS THERE, TO CATCH YOU, IF YOU FALL. I AM THE ONE, WHO WILL NEVER TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED. I AM THE ONE, WHO GAVE UP EVERYTHING, TO BE WITH YOU. I AM THE ONE, WHO IS YOUR LOVER, FRIEND, AND SOUL MATE. I AM YOUR OTHER HALF. I SHOULD BE THE ONE TO MAKE YOU WHOLE. SO WHY CAN'T YOU, LOVE ME, FOR ME. AND NOT WHO YOU, WANT ME YO BE... WRITTEN BY:WENDY K. SELLARS

Whatever...
being on my own isn't new, but why? every once in a while does it have to slap you in the face just to remind. i'm mad at my "friends" here who besides tweak and slack almost all day every day do some fun shit... tonight they took one of their boats out on the ocean to go tubing and wake boarding... i hope their nuts suck up inside from the cold and noone gets a good ride! PFFFFFT! FAWKERS

*~my Fav Poem I Have Ever Written~* Trapped*~
TRAPPED, IN A LIFE I DID NOT CHOOSE. EVEN THOUGH, IT WAS OF MY OWN MAKING. I DO NOT FEEL THIS WAS THE LIFE MEANT FOR ME. OH HOW LORD, CAN THIS BE? THAT I HAVE TRAPPED MY SELF. IN MY OWN MISOURY. TRAPPED, IN A BODY, FAR FROM MY CHOOSING. EVEN THOUGHT, IT IS OF MY OWN MAKING. I DO NOT FEEL, THIS IS THA BODY MENT FOR ME. OH HOW LORD, CAN THIS BE? THAT I HAVE CREATED A PRISON, JUST FOR ME... TRAPPED, IN A PLACE, WHERE JUDGEMENT IS GIVEN. FOR EVERY WRONG WE HAVE EVER COMMITED. AGAIN, THIS IS OF MY OWN MAKING. FOR ALL THA THINGS I HAVE DONE WRONG. THAT I'M NOW BEING JUDGED FOR. I KNEW THEY WERE WRONG, AND DONE THEM ANYWAY. OH HOW LORD, CAN THIS BE? THAT I HAVE TRAPPED MY SELF, IN THIS ETERNAL DAMATION. TRAPPED, AND I CAN NOT BE FREED. BY A MERE MORTAL HAND. SO PLEASE LORD, LEND ME YOUR HAND, AND SET MY SOULD FREE... OF ALL THESE TRAPS, I HAVE MADE JUST FOR ME.... WRITTEN BY:WENDY K. SELLARS

A Funny Joke!
Why you shouldn't take your husband shopping. Take note: BANNED FROM WALMART........... This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women--she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2 .. July 2: Set all the

Over Time
OH HUSBAND; DEAR HUSBAND PLEASE DON'T BE A FOOL, WORKING THIS OVERTIME IS WASTING YOUR TOOL. FOR BETTER IT IS TO BE POOR ALL YOUR LIFE ,THAN TO BRING A SOFT PETER HOME TO YOUR WIFE. I USED TO BE HAPPY AS YOUR LITTLE QUEEN,BUT NOW EVERY NIGHT YOU'RE NO WHERE TO BE SEEN. YOU COME HOME FROM WORK JUST ABLE TO CREEP,I FELT LIKE SCREWING, BUT YOU WANT TO SLEEP, EACH EVENING DEAR HUSBAND YOU CRAWL INTO BED YOUR INTENSIONS ARE GOOD BUT YOUR PETER IS DEAD. I PLAY WITH YOUR PECKER ALL WRINKLED AND DRY,I GET SO DAMN MAD I COULD LAY DOWN AND CRY.SO I'LL FIND ME A MAN WHO WORKS EIGHT HOURS A DAY, SO WHILE YOU'RE ON O.T. WE'LL PROCEDE TO MAKE HAY. FOR IN THIS WHOLE WORLD THERES ONLY ONE SIN FOR WHICH THERE IS NO PARDON AND NEVER HAS BEEN, AND THATS FOR A MAN TO BE SO FOOLISH AND MEAN, TO GIVE UP HIS FUCKING TO RUN A MACHINE.

Come Bid On Me , Show Me You Want Me
OK Guess what the one and only DJ Tazman is goin up for auction . Now who wants me . show me you want me . im offering fu owned for 2 weeks , rate pix 10s durin hh , ill make you a couple morph pix , plus i will add you to my yahoo if you would like . i just might toss in something else if the price is right .Just click the pic to go to the auction page . so come show me how much you want me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Billy's Coming Home...
Hey there everyone, Hope as is well for everyone and that everyone has had an awesome summer so far... I know I sure have missed you guys and gals since I have been away... Have good news to share, Billy is Leaving Iraq on Sept. 18th to come home... This tour has had it's ups and downs that's for sure... I am including his bulletin from myspace... get the chance and have myspace, please stop by his page and tell him hello and that his Mama sent you... http://www.myspace.com/loser1_l1 well this deployment is coming to an end. What a freaking deployment!!! this was suppsoed to be the easiest and turned out to be the worst. I came with one company as the comm cheif and a SGT, and now i leave with a diffent company as a regular radio operator and a CPL. but i met tons of new friends, a few new enemies, and gret opportunities for when i get out to the USMC. I played a good amount of poker, learned alot, and appreciate a little bit more. I lost my best friend and the one i

Feelings
Into the darkness I search for my love, but like a firefly that sparks its beauty, I see for only a moment. I wander, hoping, looking....There it is, I see its spark I run hoping to catch its and to hold it and to embrace the sweetness to my heart, but to my avail it is just the firefly dancing in the night just out of my reach....

Sometimes-candlebox
I wipe the night from my eyes Block out the sunny day and I hide Everything's falling down around us I'm just missing the rain I'm happier now today Don't let me down Don't let me go A change of seasons inside her mind In time I'll decide In time I'll decide to move on We change directions, we watch the tides And we borrow too much We form restrictions and we form lines And we separate you from me Sometimes, sometimes we carry more weight than we own Oh but sometimes sometimes goes on Night takes the light by the hand Tunes out the boring day and cries out loud Everyone's hanging on, hanging on my words It kills the thrill in being divine But she's happier now today Don't let her down Don't let her go There are no reasons there are no lies We just bleed together That's how we realize We change directions we watch the tides And we borrow too much We from restrictions and we form lines We separate you from me Sometimes sometimes we carry more weight than we

Me & My Grandfather
As I Said In My "About Me" Section. I was born and raised in Minnesota. And My Grandfather (Elmer Kaufman), Who left me a Year ago Aug 27th, 2007, pretty much raised me and taught me alot about the "farm" life and so much more. Elmer Kaufman My Grandfather always protrayed himself as a Very Intelligent man and strong willed. He always had Control on anything Business wise. By the time he went to 8th Grade the teachers literally kicked him out of school with a signed diploma, because he knew way more then the teacher did LOL. He never showed anyone his weak side. He always always was bitching about something lol. That's what I always called it. He was a very intimidating man. But He also had a Heart of Gold when needed. When it came to business he took control. But around the Holidays he would invite those that didn't have a place to go for the holidays back to his house to eat. And Sometimes he would have a Gift for them. Didn't matter what it was, My grandfather always came up

Stupid Ext Cab
i'm done, i've had it, the damn thing is going up for sale i've had issues with my ext cab for a while ... its been down over a year now and i've dumped about a grand into it and i still haven't got it going again. we had it started but it wouldnt idle right ... its on my last nerve and i'm ready to torch it and be done with it ... does anyone want this thing? give me a price and i'll think it over, i'm just tired of messing with it. here's some info in it: its a 1998 Chevy Silverado, ext cab short bed, 5.7 Vortec 350 (V8), automatic tranny, 2 wheel drive, leather, power everything, 3rd door, bucket seats with console, tinted windows, chrome bed rails, new chrome step bars, chrome gas door, locking gas cap, tailgate lock, drop in bedliner, striaght pipe dual exhaust, rear tires are nearly new, and it's wired for a sound system. it does have some issues ... not starting is the main thing but it also has the big dent on the driverside door and ext cab section ... here's some

#1 Blog (not That Good) Lol
Ummm yea so this is my first blog here on fubar. Can you tell? Well maybe once i become a God Mother and look back on this blog I'll have something better than this (whatever this is) to blog on. So what do ppl really blog about how much their life sucks or what....well im not even going to get into how much mines sucks because that would just be a lil selfish...I hate shellfish as matter of fact interesting fact about me #1)I don't eat seafood,including tuna from the can or crab or anything from the sea...jut in case you were wondering, or in case you wanted to take me on a hott date someday...If we end up at a seafood restaurant I'll slap you just for not reading this blog.. and if your a woman and wouldn't take me on a hott date then don't worry about it..lol I know it's kinda hard to understand me b/c i hate using periods and that grammar stuff :) so i know many ppl will read this and not know what the hell i was talking about ...but it's all good because this is my fi

Deeper
He poured it in her ear, the idea of him on top, slowing time down to enter her, convincing her that everything would stay between them, with his back to the air and her bottom on the mattress, their motions surrounded by the smell of love and fabric softener. She wanted him behind her, a position of trust, tossing aside suspicions of what he might do behind her back and how easily he could hide who else he might be thinking of. But he did not want to look over her shoulder, he wanted to be in her eyes, moving his hips in slow clock- wise rotation, making the cold stone expression on her face crumble. She'd been wearing her countenance that way since the first day they met, after one lover refused to stay inside her and another was so indecisive, she was forced to mount the problem and dominate. But no more. And she cried because he did everything he said he would do to her but when he was finished, he did not leave.

My Good Friends Niece
My friend called me today because her 11 year old niece is in pediatric intensive care with third degree burns on 17% of her body (hands, legs and backside). She got hot grease knocked over onto her while in the care of her father....I am asking for prayers for her please if you are able to!!!!!

Caption This Three Round Two Rules
THE RULES.... 1. NO DRAMA!! 2. NO CHEATING!! 3. SELF PROMOTING AND BOMBING A MUST! 4.MIN. COMMENTS FOR EACH PRIZE LEVEL... 1ST NEEDS @LEAST 21,000 COMMENTS 2ND NEED @LEAST 16,500 COMMENTS 3RD NEEDS @LEAST 11,500 COMMENTS YOU HAVE 10 DAYS FROM SUNDAY @ 11 AM TO WED. SEPT 3 @ 11AM THE TOP THREE FINISHERS WIN ... FIRST IS : 30 DAY BLAST OR 70 CREDIT BLING PACK SECOND IS: 1 MONTH VIP OR 25 CREDIT BLING PACK OR A 7 DAY BLAST THIRD IS: 3 DAY BLAST OR 12 CREDIT BLING PACK AND 100K AND A BONUS PERSON WITH MOST RATES RECEIVES A 10 CREDIT BLING FROM ME!! ANY QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO SHOUT ME~ THANKS AGAIN SHELLY~

Pray For My Granddaughter !!
Today my heart got shattered I was awoke by the phone a call telling me that my 2nd oldest Granddaughter had been hit by a Toyota Pick up that ran a stop sign !! She has a 50 50 chance of surviving this her brain is fine, but the rest of her body is all broke up !! My God she is only 11 years old she's a baby Cheyanne is a beautiful Blond haired blue eyed girl with a heart of gold !! What is wrong with people why are they running stop signs & hitting OUR children OUR grandchildren !! Do they not know what a STOP sign is for she was crossing the street she was suppose to be safe crossing a cross walk !! I am so angry this beautiful girl is lying in the hospital fighting for her life, because of some MORON who didn't take the time to STOP at a STOP SIGN !!! I'm sorry I am just so angry that I could lose another Grandbaby I don't want to lose another one !!! PLEASE PLEASE Pray for her to get better !! Her name is Cheyanne Winter Dawn Please Keep Her In Your Prayers Please !! Tha

Need Your Help Please
I WANT EVERY MONTH OF THE YEAR TO BE BUBBLY, AND YOU CAN MAKE THAT HAPPEN! IM HAVING A BUBBLES CALENDER CONTEST! THIS IS A RATES ONLY CONTEST WITH WINNERS TO HAVE AT LEAST 100 RATES. PERSON WITH MOST RATES AT END OF CONTEST WINS CHOICE OF WHAT MONTH THEY CHOOSE TO BE HIGHLIGHTED ON MY PROFILE IN A CALENDER! YOU WILL ALSO BE THE COVER. i need a 100 rates to be on this calendar. appreciate anyone that can help me please.let u know when she puts me on it heres the link . i am way behind. getting a late start on this one

Saddle Up To Find The Cure
So tomorrow is the Saddle Up to Find the Cure (for Breast Cancer) horse show. Im really nervous. I have not gotten nearly as much time on Buck as i would like hes not even neck reigned yet. wont back up with me on his back. Im really scared im going to go there and make a complete ass out of my self. I know im there for the cuase but it would also be nice to place well in the classes im in. Work really put a dent in Bucks training so did starting out with Classy. So i dont know what im going to do. I have great shirts great tack and a not so well trained horse. I know i know i know just go and have fun, but how much fun are you going to have if your embarrassed cuase your horse is not doing well.

Fu-owed/slave???
I want to be owned! Do u want a Slave? The things i can offer u,"Owned by" in my name for a month, link to ur profile on my profile, 11's during HH on all ur pix everyday until the jobs done, Stash rates on everything u got stashed! A Bling once a week, To keep ur drunk up, Make u a SFW or NSFW salute and pix made by me,To promote my closest of friends to shower u with just as much love as possible, if u think of something i did not feel free to post it here! i want spoiled, don't u? xoxo waitin to hear from u!!! Now let's start the bidding!!! BeeBee

Im Deafened By My Own Silence
Today I woke up and could not utter a word. It was not because I could not speak it was mearly because when I opened my mouth to speak nothing would allow itself to come out. I have been sitting here in the silence for a while. I do not understand the silence. Is it just because I have nothing to say. Is it because I am afraid of what I might say if any sound comes out of me. I know that my life is not my own anymore. I started to change some time ago. I let peices of me go and pushed them out of my way, because they didnt fit in my life. Who I was, was pushed out of the way as well. But I didnt notice I was doing was I forgot to replace the things I was getting rid of with new things. And so now I have left myself an empty shell. I am afraid I don't know who I am any more or what I will become in the future because of this all. All I know is all of this is what pushed me into complete silence. Will I ever get my heart back so my voice will follow it, because as i

An Illustration
No, not on my lower back... Across my shoulders. I've always wanted one, but couldn't find anything I remotely liked... until this. what do you think? it's either this or a simple bow & arrow on my right shoulder. comments welcome.

What Ever Happend To...
just leaving a friend a comment saying hey how are you, hope you have a good weekend, then they respond...now insted of typing a comment all i get are worthless pictures that say have a good weekend or whatever! if you intend to be my friend on here or at all i expect to hear from YOU once in a while, just just get a lame ass picture in my comments telling me have a good day and or weekend! Kinda thought friends liked talking to one another and such, soo when did this change to where people dont even have the decency to say Hi how are you doing today? but insted leave a dumbass picture in your comments! I think 90% of you fuckers on here really have no clue as to what a Friend is! ps: this donesnt pertain to the ones who accully do talk to me and have left me some cool pics in my comments... PATHETIC! ok im done

Simply Sinful =]
i'm going to call it a night guys, but can you all do me a quick favor? (I swear I'll stop asking for stuff after this lol) Could you just help out Sara in this contest? Remember rating that picture and leaving her comments helps you get points too! Contest link

Help Me (for Any1 Knowing How)
O.K , i recently signed up with a co. known as earthlink ;i'm s'posed to have Wireless" acess to the web but i'm no expert at setting up the equipment correctly on my laptop(I.B.M )I have the following items: a router,aD-link wireless notebook adapter,1 linkseys usb speed booster,and an earthlink modem w/3 adapters . I'm unsure exactly what a dsl line looks like so how do i set everything up? Also this is s'posedly wireless connectivity so why the hell do i have all these cables & cords? I won't be able to carry my system around portably & acess the web if everything has to be plugged in2 dc outlets so how is this wireless?

Stuckup People
yeah i figureed it would get this way for me just like it did in yahoo at first people would talk to me all the time every day then they start talkin to me 5 days a week then from 5 days a week went to 4 days a week then 3 days a week then 2 days a week then 1 day a week then it becomes no talk at all and its getting the same way on here just like it is on yahoo and to this day its still like that on yahoo noone ever wants to talk to me they would rather be talkin to other guys rather then talkin to me its like everyone looses interest in me or something which thats basicly what it comes out to when they have people to talk to on there list and there online they will talk to there other friends which comes out to be they will talk to everyone else but me im sick and tired of being the one who is everyone elses sloppy second but enough of this bull if you all want to comment please do i would like to hear from the stuckup and the non stuckup people on here some are not stuckup but yet s

Cock Rock!!!
One of my fave things, is sleazy 80's hairspray rock and roll. I can't get enough of it, and i don't know why. Anywho, I have compiled a list of great rock bands, all trashy and fun, that if you haven't heard (as if), you should check out... also known as... if you want great keg party music, see below... in no particular order: Motley Crue Guns N Roses (GnFnR!) Poison Cinderella Quiet Riot Nitro (not very well known but F'N amazing) Ratt W.A.S.P. Def Leppard Faster Pussycat AC/DC Judas Priest LA Guns The Darkness (I know they're not 80's) Dangerous Toys Whitesnake Kix Aerosmith (old) Rose Tattoo Journey Foreigner Warlock Grim Reaper The Bulletboys Skid Row Joan Jett & The Blackhearts Extreme (yes, I said Extreme) Ted Nugent Ozzy Osbourne Venom Mercyful Fate Twisted Sister KISS Alice Cooper Motorhead Iggy & The Stooges Van Halen (NOT Van Hagar! LOL) Hanoi Rocks The Rolling Stones Shotgun Messiah Steve Vai (mostly Sex & Religion album) The Bac

The Closet Opens
The Closet Opens As I sit in the dawn of the light, Your memory slowly drifts back to me. The times we shared, The happiness and tears. I still do not know, Why you let me go. I guess, It is something that will always haunt me. When you sneak in, Like the smoke seeping through the key hole. My heart becomes heavy and filled with pain. I start to think about what might have been. Then I begin to wonder, If you ever think of me at all. Knowing deep inside myself, I never cross your mind. Then I see reality again. Clear you from my head. My heart begins to lift and shine again. Knowing that is how it was suppose to be. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Do You Know
Do you know how much I love you? Can you feel it in your heart? I really want to tell you But I don't know where to start. I love your eyes, your kisses I love your gentle touch I love the way you hold my hand I love these things so very much. I love the way you say my name I love your warm embrace I promise to always love you And keep a smile upon your face. I love it when we make love The passion that I see I can feel it in my heart That you truly do love me.

I'm A Survivor
I'M A SURVIVOR A WOMAN THAT'S BEEN THROUGH MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW, A DAUGHTER THAT HAS THE ABILITY TO STAND ON MY OWN, A MOTHER THAT TEACHES BETTER THEN I WAS SHOWN, A SISTER THAT STOOD TALL AND TOOK THE BLAME EVEN WHEN I WASN'T IN THE WRONG, I'M A SURVIVOR, A BLESSED CHILD THAT GIVES UP SOMETIMES BUT PULLS IT TOGETHER BECAUSE THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS BE TOLD, I'M WELL PUT TOGETHER, CREATED WITH THAT SPECIAL TOUCH AND A FIRM HOLD, CREATED WITH LOVE FROM THE ONE THAT BREATHE LIFE INTO YOUR NOSE, I'M A SURVIVOR, ONE WHO MAKES SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING BECAUSE I WASN'T BORN WITH SILVER AND GOLD, I'M COMPASSIONATE AND MEAN AT THE SAME TIME, BUT THANK GOD FOR BEING MY ONLY JUDGE BECAUSE HE IS THE ONE WHO MAPPED OUT MY MIND. I HAVE A STORY TO TELL AND IN TIME WILL TELL IT BUT RIGHT NOW I'M A SURVIVOR AND WANT TO TAKE IT ONE STEP AT A TIME.

Diana Special Thanks
I would like to thank everybody who helped me to Godmother!I can't make a list cuz u were all great!Many thanks again!Love u all! Diana ~ÐiAnA~ ( NO FAN-NO ADD)@ fubar this bully brought to you by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

Waiting
Its sparkle blinked as desired On a summer night A clean refreshing breeze held me tight as I questioned celestial prominence and why we have come to be only in past tense There stood no lone reason jusst mindful reminders of how we were one Unpredictable with laughter and precise wtih liveliness its so wasy toi see why I was taken by her loveliness Beauty has its way of holdiing you Even more so when its genuinely true So sincere was her heart that time begs fo its part Each day I wonder to myself with eyes staring at heavens wealth Waiting for the stars to declare when I'll once again have that feeling to share

Just Another Day
I don't need it to be saturday or sunday Cause my weekend began with your first array with my heart beating for the first time with your smile being the last thing I wanted to see Only you and Me in true love reality without the t.v. show You'll be the one in my arms laughing the years like water falls calls in the halls of echo our flammable sources they lust to what we have more than caresses when its all said and done The truth is I love your kisses I love the way you blush when we talk The truth is I love your minds creativeness I love the way you make me feel like a man Should of know the way you walked up to me beneath your breathe was my desires A woman with more sense than all of the worlds capital so everyday I await your call Just to hear your voice to past into the light transpired by unequivacal beauty

To The Break Of Dawn
Tracing the edge of insanity you might think of this But I want to feel the trueness of her kiss The brillance of her smile early in the morning and the radiance of her thoughts in full swing Living fast , breathing slow there is much I don't know writing only my hearts desires she inspires me every which way and never tires Like rain she pours me my fill and see me for all that is god's will She say's " I Love You " and I know nothing more to be true Enough mirrors reflect days where it was understated never half stepping since our days where intiated dialated pupils captured her beauty with first glance and chance has given us a love worthy of a dance Following only the scripts of our hearts we find today as it was when spring starts One hopeless dream is now everflowing forever tending even in not knowing I use to think it would take an eternity but the truth is I don't remember the old me For all I know now is that of acceptance Sweat pants , tee shirts

I Don't Believe In Love
On fear of annoying everyone, here's another song, lol. This song by no way reflects any of my feelings (at this time anyways) before anyone asks. I awoke on impact Under surveillance from the camera eye Searching high and low The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in

Hey Yall
this is my frist blog so let see how thing works. so far i really like fubar. its really intresting. learning alot from people. i learned more about myself thanks to a special friend. he knows who he is and i thank him everyday of my life. words cant discribe how thankful i am to have found him. but in a way he found me...the real me. all i can say right now is he brought a better me out in the open and i love him for that and i always will. nothing will change that for sure. i will end with this he will always be an important part of my life and i dont plan on thiongs changing for us unless it bringing us closer. love you my dearest friend.

Searching My Soul
Living a dream Places that I've seen It's nothing without you Searching my soul Don't know if you know I'm nothing without you Remember when we We were young and free Innocent virtue Searching my soul Little that I know I'm nothing without you The storm is calling I miss the sunrise on your face The rain is falling Since you left without a trace The storm is falling It's all the seasons in one day You here me calling Long to feel your warm embrace

Bear Necessities
The Bear Necessities You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment (trust me it won't kill ya! lol). When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my folder of teddy/tatty bears to receive your personal Bear Necessities tag. Start with this one... The riders... ♥aGEM4life♥@ fubar HersheyK@ fubar Tappinit =FuBaron and loyal servant to Her Highness, Linda@ fubar Dee75@ fubar ♥Windy♥~Member of Stiletto Girls~&~Club United~Thunder & Lightning@ fubar ~Carrie~@ fubar

Fear
U know why I hate relationships, because I'm always afraid something will come along and ruin them. Seems to always happen no matter what I do. It seems as soon as I get to the point of smooth sailing, it all goes wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm destined to be alone. It sure seems like it.

Club Frat Family Members Need Help Please
All in here need 7000 comment to win a one month VIP ************************************************ ************************************************** ************************************************ Thanks Mychele :D :D :D

Feeling Kinda Stupid
I am feeling stupid I jumped into something With my eyes shut. I thought not with one head But instead with another. To all those I offended I humbly ask For forgiveness. I do not expect none. I am so stupid.

G~spot Levelers Family
G-SPOT LEVELERS FAMILY™©~ EXCELLENTLUV™©~PROMOTER of HOT SPOT~CONFEDERATE BOMBER~OWNER of G~SPOT LEVELERS ™©~ FAN/RATE EACH 1 & THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE. WhiteAngel SWEET SEXY LATINA♥ PsychoKittn ~*SEXY*RED*~*G-spot leveler*~ MEMBE

Im Beter... That Was Quick
yeah!!! im single again. this time no young girls. need someone who is more mature. someone who can go to the bar. im starting to feel beter now and when i get drunk again all will be forgotten. p.s. o yeah on a good note. i weighed myself the other day and i weighed 212 pounds i havent weighed that much in years.

Toilet Cleaning
How to wash a toilet... This is simply too much of a time saver not to share with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him/her while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off.

Gotta Try!
For those of you that know me, you're aware I've been off work for the past two months due to problems with my left knee due to osteoarthritis. The results of that arthritis are a detached kneecap, a torn tendon or two, swelling in the entire leg that's been chronic for two months now. I've started injections of a chicken based product to try to reduce friction in the knee. It hurts a fair amount, but there seems to be about a 30% chance I'll have some improvement in the knee, but more likely I won't see any change at all. When meeting with my primary care doctor, he discussed having the lapband surgery done to lose weight. Over the past 20 years, I've gained 80 pounds... Mostly since I lost my therapist position, had to start working in retail to have some sort of income, and my feet and legs couldn't handle the stresses of working the sales floor for 40 hours a week and trying to maintain a program of distance walking and running. That sort of surgery scares me, so I nee

Caa3 - Update
The power of prayer. Heard from my friend this morning. She had gone to her Doctor for the test results. He was puzzled and can't explain how her throat is healing, but it is. This is so Great. She has to go for a scope in 6 months, but so far so good. Thank all of you who continues to pray for everyone here. She also told me to thank all of you for your prayers. Let's keep them up for together with God's help we can do miracles. I also want to thank all of you for your time and prayers. It is you love and compassion that makes a difference. Doc

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT Naughty Application

Reo Speedwagon Keep On Loving You Lyrics For A Special Lady On Here
You shouldve seen by the look in my eyes, baby There was somethin missin You shouldve known by the tone of my voice, maybe But you didnt listen You played dead But you never bled Instead you lay still in the grass All coiled up and hissin And though I know all about those men Still I dont remember Cause it was us baby, way before then And were still together And I meant, every word I said When I said that I love you I meant That I love you forever And Im gonna keep on lovin you Cause its the only thing I wanna do I dont wanna sleep I just wanna keep on lovin you (solo) And I meant every word I said When I said that I love you I meant That I love you forever

Fun Fun. =]
G'day luvies. =] haha so yesterday i was at my friends house. her son for his bday wound up getting one of those Nerf rapid fire dart guns. Needless to say she, i and, another friend spent most of the time playing with it. I've got to get one of those... i think it would be a good way to keep children in line when they are misbehaving :p

Annoyed
Listen people, I am very glad to have the add, rates and fans... I am actually grateful. However, I am not going to strip on cam for you, I will prolly decline to even speak when you are professing to be horny and erect and wanting to cum right now. I don't cyber, so I don't see the point. Now, I know you are going to comment on the NSFW pics. They are fairly tame I think and well about as racy as I will get. Have some decorum please, I like polite and chivalrous men.

Dont Be Mstaken
OK SO THIS IS NOT MY FIRST TIME ON FU, I WAS ON HERE ABOUT A MONTH BUT IT KINDA CAUSED TOO MUCH FOR ME, COS YOU SEE I GOT A BROKEN LEG AND UP UNTIL TODAY AINT BEEN OUT OF BED PLUS IT ALSO KINDA RESULTED IN SOCIAL DRAMA WHICH IS NOW SORTED. OK SO WHILE MAIN PART OF BEING ON HERE IS TO GET POINTS ETC, PLEASE DONT ONLY RATE AND FAN ETC TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AND IF ANY OF MY OLD FRIENDS FROM BEFORE WANNA ADD ME = ITS THE REAL ME AND I CAN PROVE IT LMAO SALUTE PICTURE WILL BE DONE IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!! SO LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED.

3outta4 Or 4outta5?
3outta4? Sorry, shuold've explained what that meant. It was just the number of nights out partying I had for my birthday...Wednesday, Friday and Saturday...3 out of 4! Although I'm being hassled to make it 4outta5 by a tasty young fella who wants to have some drinkies tonight too! I haven't said no as such yet but must admit that I'm struggling now to maintain the pace! It's alright burning the candle at both ends when your 22 but when you're (newly) 37, excessive and prolonged spells drinking, dancing and having sex catches up with you! The slutty little lacy black dress last night got me the results that I was hoping for after the disappointment of Friday night. I'll post some pics of me out in it before I got too steamin'...Anyway, Birthday girl never bought a drink all night because there was always a willing bloke hovering and wanting to look after me. I clubbed it until 3am, got fucked in a nightclub cubicle (of the ladies!) by one guy before heading back to the home of

Nsfw Poet
I bring the things you don't want to hear got a full klip now release your fear. Words are spoken needs no stroken my ego I let go so instead let shit flow all that good grhyme I'm smokin. take you on a trip and never leave yo house I need money fuck a spouse some got it twisted thinking I aint handling thangs you must be smoking your own product shut the fuck up, get off the pot. lazi azz folks don't get nuthin that's wastin time and money makes no cents can't be fun!!!

New Boat
Well, I guess I'm back on. I lost my boat during Fay's travel through here. Well, I didn't actually lose it, it got pretty swamped and was half sunk at the dock. It was actually less expensive to buy a new boat than to salvage the old one. Less expensive up front. So, I had to go to Jacksonville to buy the new one and sail it back home. That's where I've been the last few days. Hope all my friends have been well!

Disturbed Interview
Interview with Disturbed 7/12/08 Shoreline Amphitheater, Mountainview, CA The standard definintion of surreal, is... Sur*re*al–adjective 1. of, pertaining to, or characteristic of surrealism; surrealistic. 2. having the disorienting, hallucinatory quality of a dream; unreal; fantastic My definition of surreal, standing in a small dressing room with the four members of Disturbed, Dan Donegan, John Moyer, Mike Wengren and David Draiman, while David uses the word surreal to describe their trip to Kuwait to play for the troops. I was backstage at Shoreline waiting to present the band with dog tags as a thank you from myself on behalf of the troops...can you imagine how large the card would have been otherwise?! The interview was unscheduled, but I was there, the band was there and my trusty little recorder was there, so their manager Jason thought, since we were all there...why not? I decided to make this my follow up interview to Dan and David's March 3rd discus

Online Friends
Every once in a while, someone contacts you while you are online & you hit it off, right from the start. This person becomes your best friend, and then, for one reason or another, with a click of a button, they are gone, and you never hear from them again. It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. How was I to know That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. Ones needs are met, Some with regret. Some with

Just For Today
JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life w/o the use of drugs. JUST FOR TODAY i will have the faith in someone in N.A. friends who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. JUST FOR TODAY i will have a program. i will try to follow it to the best of my ability. JUST FOR TODAY through N.A. i will try to get a better perspective on my life. JUST FOR TODAY i will be unafriad, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. SO LONG AS I FOLLOW THAT WAY, I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR! if u know somw who suffers from drugs pls keep this going, it could save there life it saved mine.

My Mission
Ok today while I was in church, (yeah i do attend church sometimes), the pastor was talking about missions in life, and the paths in life that our mission takes us or perhaps our calling in life. Now, I believe that one of my missions was to teach pre-school, now ok done that one. But as I sat in church he was also talking about the paths in life we all take, and the paths that we take are paths that God has chosen for us. My kids are almost grown and out of the house (16 and 19). As most of you know, Im dating a wonderful man who has 3 small kids of his own that he is rasing basically on his own. He and I have discussed me moving to be with him and his kids as soon as my youngest turns 18. I believe that this is the path or mission that God is planning for me. Im not a very religious person by far, but this sermon really made me think today about the paths or missions that Im about to take. I was somewhat freaked out about this whole thing. I even had some doubts in my head about movi

Sunday ... The Day After Going To The Strip Club
Last night my husband and I traveled down to Salem, Oregon and went to the Stars Cabaret at exit 256 just off Interstate 5. Here is their web site " http://starscabaret.com/index " WOW... I had so much fun ... it was just great. My husband and I had never been to a strip club before together. I had been to one way back when I was 19 or 20 with some girlfriends but never with a guy before and it was so nice and entertaining. Check out my picture in my default gallery that my husband took of me in our hotel room before we went to the club. The dancers were paying far more attention to me than to my husband while we were giving them $1 bills while sitting along side of their stage areas. Be sure to read my erotic story folder in this blog soon for I am going to write up the story of our evening at Stars very soon. My husband and I had so much fun we plan to do this more often and just explore the strip clubs of the Pacific Northwest and rate them. Stars is HOT so if you

Ghengis Khan
It is not sufficient that I succeed - all others must fail. With Heaven's aid I have conquered for you a huge empire. But my life was too short to achieve the conquest of the world. That task is left for you. I am the punishment of God...If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you. The greatest happiness is to scatter your enemy, to drive him before you, to see his cities reduced to ashes, to see those who love him shrouded in tears, and to gather into your bosom his wives and daughters. If my body dies, let my body die, but do not let my country die.

Broken Dreams - Track 6 - Talk To Me
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Talk to Me Baby talk to me/ Tell me what you’re feeling/ Tell me if I’m wasting time/ Tell me if my body is fine/ Tell me girl what I need to do/ Let me making you mine Track 6 Sunday morning I slept in while spread out on my bed. These types of mornings in a regular sized bed were impossible in England becau

What Role Do You Play?
You Are the Guru You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate. You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped. You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you. You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone. You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem. Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like. What Role Do You Play?

What Kind Of Tea Are You?
You Are Green Tea You are a well balanced person. You don't have many highs or lows in your life. You enjoy bursts of creative energy and productivity. But you also enjoy your downtime. You are insightful and philosophical. You don't take much personally. You are at peace with who you are. You don't have an inflated sense of self. What Kind of Tea Are You?

Make Me Fuking!
I'm almost at fuKing, and I need help leveling! For each 100 11's that are given, I will give 25k. For each 100 10's that are given, I will give 15k. Don't have 100 11's you say? That's fine because for each 11 that is given, I will give 275 fubux. Do you have bling? I'll buy that too. Just message me and we'll talk ;D The only thing I ask is that before you rate, Private Message me to let me know you're starting! Then.. RATE AWAY! Come on guys, show me the love!! Click the picture!

Attacked And Assulted
August 24th 2007 7:27pm, As I left my house to go for a evening walk after dinner, there was a tan/gold dog running around outside my house. I kept an eye on the dog to make sure it doesn’t get near me. As I walked further away from my house the dog started trying to attack me. I skid my feet across the wet ground to scare it away but the dog kept getting closer. I yelled at it and the girl who was trying to get the dog “get that damn dog on a leash” the girl said “it’s not my dog!” as I replied “I don’t care if it is your dog or not get the damn dog on a leash!!” at that point the dog again tried to bite me within inches of my legs. A black man came charging out from the duplex where the dog stayed and started yelling at me cussing taking off his green plaid jacket and coming closer. I begin saying “I’m not going to fight you all I want is to go for my walk” that man yelling “are you threatening my daughter?!” my reply was “no I told her she needs that dog on a leash!” and he as

A Bitter Star
Stayed up all night because I missed the setting sun Through the haze of tears To find where love began To fade and to falter You know that you Have never needed a hero You sail too high Like a lost angel’s echo Sighing in the wind Last night I saw a bitter star Fall from your eyes Leaving another scar Tracing paths of fate With no promises To chase the pain away Can’t you see all mirrors Play the same twisted games Freezing the little moments To show your soul’s grief Framed for all eyes to see Then the weight comes crushing down Burying your once bright face Deep into biting, hardened ground Humiliation tastes fresh to broken dreams The ingrained grime feels as dirty as it seems Last night I saw a bitter star Fall from your eyes Leaving another scar Tracing paths of fate With no promises To chase the pain away And I can never catch that moment again Last night

Burn, Burn, Burn...
when that fire is hot when the flames ignite I see your face shown through that fire light trying to cross a bridge that is no longer there just like an old cliche towhich I'm fully aware "never burn your bridges" even if you no longer care "for you just might need them" in times of despare but I say I know all your bullshit so, what are you to say... tell me to try again but just not today... what a waste of my time why don't you just go back where you came from for this I do know I don't need you to tell me you're there when your not so back away from my bridge before it's too hot. burning you sad burning me mad burn burn burn before I've been had...

Whooop!
Getting a new TAT Saturday!!! Getting rid of of the memories of my ex and having his name taken off my body and progressing into the future! Thinking about a wings of fire with my Philips name to replace the old.. Honestly people if this marriage does not work.. I'm going back to women.. LOL

8/24/08 - Auction Results @ Texas Music Mania
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Let It Rain
I WISH IT WOULD RAIN The Temptations Sunshine, blue skies, please go away My girl has found another and gone away With her with my future, my life is filled with gloom So day after day, I stay locked up in my room I know to you it might sound strange > But I wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) 'Cause so badly I wanna go outside (such a lovely day) But everyone knows that a man ain't supposed to cry I gotta cry 'cause cryin' is such a pain, oh yeah People, this hurt I feel inside words can never explain I just wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Rain, rain, rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Day in, day out, my tear-stained face is pressed against the window pane I search the skies desperately for rain 'Cause raindrops will hide my teardrops And no one will ever know That I'm cryin', cryin' when I go outside To the world outside, my tears I refuse to explain Oh, I wish it would rain (Oh ho

You Both Just Have To Want It Bad Enough
WOW THIS IS SO DEEP..THIS FITS SO MUCH ON SO MANY LEVELS... WORST NIGHTMARE THIS SUMMER.. JUST WOW.. IF TWO PEOPLE WANT IT BAD ENOUGH I BELIEVE YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ANYTHING.. BOTH PEOPLE JUST HAVE TO WANT IT. It's not over, it's not over, it's never over Unless you let it take you It's not over, it's not over, it's not over Unless you let it break you It's not over My tears run down like razorblades And no, I'm not the one to blame It's you ' or is it me? And all the words we never say Come out and now we're all ashamed And there's no sense in playing games When you've done all you can do But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? We had the chance to make it Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over I wish that I could take it back But it's over I lose myself in all these fights I lose my sense of wrong and right I cry, I cry It's shaking from the pain that's in my head I just wanna crawl into my bed And throw away the life I led

A Few Reasons Why I Love You
The way you give me a kiss first thing every morning. The way you look at me with those deep brown eyes yearning. The way anytime you have a problem its Mommy who is superman. The I can always count on you to be my little man. The things you've taught me about life at age two. The things you've said without knowing what to do. Throughout time the reasons will grow into memories and the list will grow too. Remember, these are only a FEW of the reasons I love you.

One More Time For The Cause!
DevilGirl and Persia are trying for the spotlight. Bling them, send fu bucks, any little bit will help. Do Not send them to me, send them to DevilGirl and Persia,transfer fees are steep. DevilGirl & Persia@ fubar I would love to see these two get the spotlight.Show them lots of love. ~FAT SONNY~ (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-08-21 12:56:29') (repost of original by 'DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper~ Owned by Stitch and Cherry Princess' on '2008-08-21 13:03:12') (repost of original by 'President Lincoln©~Owner of Vigilante®™©~Sonnys Uncle~no salute=no add' on '2008-08-21 14:09:26') (repost of original by 'DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper~ Owned by Stitch and Cherry Princess' on '2008-08-22 22:29:53') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-08-22 22:48:15') (repost of original by '*~Alice in Wonderland~* PWND by Donna, ☠piercedmama☠ & DarkLilAngel' on '2008-08-22 23:48:33') (repost of original by 'Per§ia, ETid, BTf, Fu

Life
life is what you make it,you can be depressed,or rich,or poor,no matter who you are there is alay some one worse off then you.the time has come to realy look at my life i do not know what will happen in the furture but i do know how i want it to be.i dont want to be alone for the rest of my life but i cant seem to find someone.so i guess i will be alone case life does not always go the way we planed.no one can change who i am nor will they.i can only offer my heart.

Starting A New Yahoo Group
I just started a new yahoo group for those who may be living in the Pacific Northwest and enjoy going to strip clubs. If you meet the qualifications check it out here. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/pnw_strippers/

Hard 2 Handle Is In An Auction!
Short and to the point... I am up for auction! Auction starts Sunday, August 24th @ 7pm EST & runs through Saturday August 30th @ 11pm EST Check out the pic below to see what I am offering. (To get to the auction, just click through the picture below.) Minimum bid is 50,000 fubucks.Even if you don't want to bid on me, PLEASE stop by and rate the pic. Th

Pleading My Case
I'm not the man I know you deserve You could do better, or you could do worse The choice is yours...and yours alone Can you accept what you've been shown If you can't, I understand But if you do, then take my hand Let me love you till my last breath Until the day my heart forever rests

How I Made The Acquaintance Of The Little Prince
So I lived my life alone, without anyone that I could really talk to, until I had an accident with my plane in the Desert of Sahara, six years ago. Something was broken in my engine. And as I had with me neither a mechanic nor any passengers, I set myself to attempt the difficult repairs all alone. It was a question of life or death for me: I had scarcely enough drinking water to last a week. The first night, then, I went to sleep on the sand, a thousand miles from any human habitation. I was more isolated than a shipwrecked sailor on a raft in the middle of the ocean. Thus you can imagine my amazement, at sunrise, when I was awakened by an odd little voice. It said: "If you please, draw me a sheep!" "What!" "Draw me a sheep!" I jumped to my feet, completely thunderstruck. I blinked my eyes hard. I looked carefully all around me. And I saw a most extraordinary small person, who stood there examining me with great seriousness. Here you may see the best potrait that, later

I Am Responsible For My Rose
It was then that the fox appeared. "Good morning," said the fox. "Good morning," the little prince responded politely, although when he turned around he saw nothing. "I am right here," the voice said, "under the apple tree." " Who are you?" asked the little prince, and added, "You are very pretty to look at." "I am a fox," said the fox. "Come and play with me," proposed the little prince. "I am so unhappy." "I cannot play with you," the fox said. "I am not tamed." "Ah! Please excuse me," said the little prince. But, after some thought, he added: "What does that mean, 'tame'?" "You do not live here," said the fox. "What is it that you are looking for?" "I am looking for men," said the little prince. "What does that mean, 'tame'?" "Men," said the fox. "They have guns, and they hunt. It is very disturbing. They also raise chickens. These are their only interests. Are you looking for chickens?" "No," said the little prince. "I am looking for friends.

Rediscovering Heritage
For the past few months i have been slipping away from my native american heritage. I was ashamed of this so i have been rediscovering my heritage, i am 1/2 Cherokee indian and am once again am very proud of it. It took a vision the other night to bring me back into the native world, but it worked.

You
My bestfriend,my shinning star, My guiding light,my beating heart. My bleeding soul,you seem so far apart. My tender touch,My sobering kiss, My loving hand,to which i miss. My crying shoulder,My smiling face, My warm caress,My warm embrace. My silky blanket,My bouncy bed, My loving fingers,As you stroke my head. My fluffy cloud,My bright blue sky My guardian angel,which never dies. My shining sun.My cup of tea But theres one thing missing,and thats your arms wrapped around me.

Olympics
Olympic Comments Here are the top nine comments made by NBC sports commentators during the last Summer Olympics that they would like to take back: 1. Weightlifting commentator: "This is Gregoriava from Bulgaria. I saw her snatch this morning during her warm up and it was amazing." 2. Dressage commentator: "This is really a lovely horse and I speak from personal experience since I once mounted her mother." 3. Paul Hamm, Gymnast: "I owe a lot to my parents, especially my mother and father." 4. Boxing Analyst: "Sure there have been injuries, and even some deaths in boxing, but none of them really that serious." 5. Softball announcer: "If history repeats itself, I should think we can expect the same thing again." 6. Basketball analyst: "He dribbles a lot and the opposition doesn't like it. In fact you can see it all over their faces." 7. At the rowing medal ceremony: "Ah, isn't that nice, the wife of the IOC president is hugging the cox of the British crew." 8.

I Don't Know What To Do
Ok so there is this person that I am totally crushing on. THe sad thing is that he lives on the other side of the states from me. The possibility of us ever becoming something is not looking so good. We have talked and so forth and I really like him. He has feelings as well which sucks. I hate to see him in such turmoil and know he is going through a lot. A part of me wants to be there to pick up the pieces but I know that it is not my job and also can't be done right now which sucks even worse. If I am nothing more than a mere fantasy, a hope of something that he really wants and needs in a relationship and we become amazing friends than I guess I have lost nothing. If I walk away and it is too hard to talk to him and vise versa than I have lost something very special. I don't want to pull away, that is not my style. HE is very special and holds a special place in my life. I guess all it can be is a fantasy and the images of him haunt me every day. I could be cleaning the house and al

Money Well Spent...
Well, I hope so anyway... I just had a tattoo artist look at my arm, and we worked out a way to repair what the other douchebag did... At the bargain price of probably around $800 to $1000. Heh...My life just gets fucking better every day! AND... He says it wont look quite right as just a half sleeve...so guess what?? FULL SLEEVE...zoinks!

The Day I Spoke To U
God, Why is it that I go through so much pain? I feel brokenhearted especially in the rain . . . You watch me from above and you know that I'm in love . . . You also know that I can't live without her and that my soul will never doubt her . . . You know everything about her 'cause on Sundays she speaks to you . . . You hear everything she says and you know that it is true . . . She is not a liar and especially not to you . . . When she leaves this world alone, I know she'll be an Angel in Heaven standing next to you . . . If I asked you for something, it would be to take care of her . . . I know that it's right 'cause that's what you're supposed to do . . . She prays to you to take care of me . . . I know that you'll agree 'cause you see what I see . . . All I want to be is everything she wants me to be . . . Jason Lee Rainey Copyright ©2008 Jason Lee Rainey

Pleasure & Pain
I've Experienced The Pleasure And Also The Pain... When I'm Right Next To U It Feels So Good... But As I Sit Home So Alone The Pain Of Lonliness Sets In... I Wish I Had U With Me Always In The Physical Form... U Are Always In My Heart That Is The Emotional Part... When I Get Up In The Morning I Think About U From The Start... It Would Be Even Better If I Woke Up Next To U In Bed... As I Write This U Are The Only Thing In My Head... I Can't Help But Wonder If U Think About Me When Ur Alone... Or If Ur Just Sitting There Right By The Phone... Waiting For Me To Call Because My Voice Brings The Pleasure... That's The Same That Goes For Me... When We Hang Up That Pain Comes Back To Be... Jason Lee Rainey Copyright ©2008 Jason Lee Rainey

Finally Found You
The love of my life was sitting almost next to me. . . I never thought that it could be her. . . But everyday I went to work, I couldn't wait to see her. . . And now my search is over. . . I finally found the one. . . My best friend and my lover. . . We both trust one another. . . There is nothing more to say. . . Your special in every way. . . You are the true love of my life. . . And soon you'll be my wife. . . I've searched long & hard to find the one. . . I'm so glad that I Finally Found You my love. . . Jason L Rainey Copyright ©2008 Jason L Rainey

A Little Retirement Info...
A point to ponder, for those of us with 20/20 hindsight!!!!!! Here's a little retirement info for you: If you had purchased $1,000.00 of Delta Air Lines stock one year ago you would have $49.00 left. With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1,000.00. With WorldCom, you would have had less than $5.00 left. But,if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer one year ago, drank all of the beer,then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle.

Goodnight Mother
Goodnight Mother > > > > > > > > We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned > on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet > and put the cat in the backyard. > > > > My wife phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived > and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we had put out in > the yard scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the > house alone all night because she always tries to eat the bird.. My wife > goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs > upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. > > > > Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house > will be empty for the night, so she explains to the taxi driver that I will > be out soon. 'He's just going upstairs to say goodnight to my mother.' > > > > A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as > w

A Billion.. What Is It?
This is too true to be funny. The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of it's releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain... let's take a look at New Orleans ... It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division. Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D) is presently askingCongressfor 250 BILLION DOLLARS to rebuild New Orleans. Interesting number... what does it me

Pain
I sit here looking back at a time when my heart was so full of love n happiness. A time when it was so full of light. I look at my heart now so empty n dark. So cold n alone. I think back to a time when u filled it to over filling. A time when all i ever wanted n need was ur love. Then i see u walk away. I see u take all the love n light with u. I am left with an empty shell. A place that is dark n cold. A place filled with hurt n pain. Filled with shattered pieces. I sit here looking at whats left of my heart. I finally get the courage up to stand up and slowly walk to the door of my heart. I stand looking back in to the darkness, I feel the lump in my throaght grow and the tears sting my eyes. I slowly open the door to my heart and walk threw it. I turn slowly and place my hand on the door and push it closed ever so softly. The tears streaming down my face. I slowly walk away from my heart never to open the door again. T

Give Him What He Deserves
This is my newest owner Sexy Baby Blue Eyes. He is one of the sweetest, most giving guys on Fubar. He maxes his rates daily and bombs people's contests yet he doesnt get the love he deserves. So everyone go by and show him TONS of love. ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©*****CAPTAIN of the Confederate Bombe@ fubar

Two Days Of Normality!
After the blatant excess of the weekend, I managed to stay in last night (Sunday) even though there was cock on offer! I was quite proud of myself actually in that I successfully declined a sesh although it was purely fatigue that kept me down. The aforementioned seeing-to has been deferred until later this week so I'll keep you informed. I've also had a really nice chilled out day today. Got up late, bit of brekkie at a local restaurant, took my youngest son to the Wacky Warehouse (U.S. readers - Google it! I'm sure you've got bigger and better versions!) then (GET THIS!) decided to try and mow the lawn! I did about a quarter then the bloody mower conked out so my kind neighbour, Dick, (honestly!) popped over and did some stuff with spark plugs or something and got it going again. See, I do often lead a quite normal and mundane life! Oooh, I've finally managed to install Yahoo Messenger tonight so if any of my buddies on here fancy a chat in more kind of real time, drop me

Well Come To This
As many might know i have bipolar they classified it as bipolar 1 and 2 so actually a 3,well today i was staying with my mother her boyfriends mother wanted me to pay rent even though they pay her already but wanted money from me which i don't have. So in my lost mind set i left packed all my belongings and went to my wife's,I moved out couple months and with bipolar i afraid with my kids.I have a real great wife/friend she tries so hard to be my friend I just can't see anything anymore i have so many racing thoughts and can't stop. All i want to be happy and now seems i have lost that. If you know me you know i am a nice guy i try to be everyone's friend,put my personal things aside and care for other people. i really just want to be happy in life well i guess that isn't gonna happen:( I just wish i could go back in my mind and fine peace. But there is no peace in my mind it's all over the place nothing is what it seems to me anymore. If people new how my mind works th

Ankylosis Spondylitis
There are so many hereditary debilitating diseases that most people are not aware. My brother died last November from another one...Ankylosis Spondylitis. It's very rare...both parents must have it genetically to be passed to a child and even in the rare case both parents carry it, it's still extremely rare for it to be passed on. Like MHE it attacks a person from the inside out. It dissolves away all the connective tissues that hold bones together and keep joint bones from rubbing together which causes extreme amounts of pain. After a while it causes the bones to start fusing together which severely inhibits movement and causes intense pain. Eventually the person dies from this disease. This disease usually lies dormant in a person until something in the aging process triggers it out of dormancy. Before my brother, the earliest case of onset was 55 years of age and the youngest after him was 65 years of age. The doctors believe that some or a mixture of some o

Got Robbed
well this afternoon while i was gone apparently someone got into my cashbox n took almost 80 bucks. pretty damn sure i know who but hes either not come home yet or hiding, knows i'm lookin fer him. if it anit him there one of two meth addicts nearbye who i havent ruled out. dont worry i got my temper in check. but this is bullshit. luckly i keep all my guns and the ones i'm workin on in the house. just shows u cant let yer grade down one minute. was stupid of me leaving it here in my trailer, but i was only gone fer alittle. still was stupid of me

Prisoner
Cowered in the corner of this cement room Shadows lerking, spreding their doom Darkness surrounds me, imprisoning me I see a light , but i cannot be free I cover my face, i will not show my fear Screaming inside, only myself i hear I wonder if the world out there even cares All alone here with no other life to share I will waste away in this chamber My soul will wonder, to this place it will linger

Untitled # 1
i found a few books from back when i begain high school i believe..im no brilliant writer but felt like posting some of this stuff that i wrote way back then.. if u dont understand it its alright lol... Ever feel the instance of things being frozen in time Every frame of our lives,passes slowly by Every day another dream dies, Another person cries,as there song fades away, This is our story,and we cant change our fate, Blood,Sweat, and Tears are given, Before each prolonged date, Ever remember, The days when things seems to go so slow Like behind every black cloud, Never appeard that rainbow Just another black cloud Ever feel..likethe whole world was against you, Things just never looked any better, Some times you never win the battle and not always will the clouds be grey but hear outward,tones outspoken, be lost for our ownsake that if every word is verbably spoken then youve never felt anything at all....

Let's Make It Funky!!!!!!
COME JOIN IN ON THE FUN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS: 1)RATE THE CHA CHA FOLDER 2)JUST KEEP GOING RATE/FAN/ADD ALL THE MEMBERS BELOW IF THEY ARE ALREADY YOUR FRIEND JUST LEAVE THEM A COMMENT "DOIN THE CHA CHA SLIDE" 3) WHEN YOU ARE DONE MESSAGE ME SO I CAN ADD YOU ON TO THE LIST INDEPENDENT TAGS ARE NOW ADVISED SUGGESTIVE TAG 4)NO DRAMA JUST HAVE FUN! ~THE DREAM TEAM~@ fubar

Leaving.
I leave to see Jeff again from the 10th till the 18th. He bought my tickets again. $466. Autumn is going with me this time again. I'm excited. Its my birthday present. Autumns sick right now. Shes full of infection. Shes taking it well though and is in a peppy mood. I'm fucking exhausted so I'm off to bed. Night everyone. www.bellorinna.blogspot.com

Just A Poem
as i stumble through this miserable life looking for something to sustain my empty soul i see a beautiful light beconing me towards it as i gather my strength and start towards that light i feel a passion that i have not felt in years and it warms my heart when i reach that light i see that it becomes the beautiful people that i call my family and in this i am safe and wanted and..... loved

Pic Your Favorite Car Of Mine..i Put Up A Few Pic's!
Just wanted to get a feel for what car you guys liked the most out of the photos of some of the cars I have or have had. THIS ONE IS FOR YOU GUYS! lol They were all custom done by myself and a good friend Dustin..he's on here too under Warranty Voider....(shameless plug) lol So peek in my folder (rate them too please) and let me know what is your favorite if any......Thanks for viewing! Shannon

Uncle!
Ooooo! Jeff called me to tell me his sister's water broke. Now shes got a maximum of 8 hours to pop that baby out the natural way. I'm all excited. I hope everything goes fine. I'm really scared of a stillbirth. But now Jeff is an uncle! Or at least, really close to it.

Wow, They Are Starting Early Today
I wish I had saved the first part of this. He sent me a shout when I was offline last night then proceeded to call me a "bitch" because I guess he was expecting me to be sitting there waiting for him. Never talked to this guy before in my life. I just love these people that feel the need to start $h!t but then can't defend themselves once you challenge them. Never enter a battle of wits unarmed! Start at the bottom: ->popeye1346: Wow aren't you just the sparkling conversationalist. Was my question too hard for you? Should I use smaller words? ->popeye1346: if that is true, why did you bother to send me a shout in the first place? popeye1346: u too fat and rotten anyway!lmao ->popeye1346: none of your business popeye1346: wass ur msn o yahoo? ->popeye1346: I'm not your "mommy" popeye1346: take it easy mommy!lmfao ->popeye1346: Didn't sound like you were just kidding. It sounded like you were another one of those rude assholes that gets all bent out of shape