Fubar Blog Posts 4

Rules Of The South
"Rules of the South" are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the

Death
Hurt Pain Jealousy A stroll down the street As magical as it seems a path opened up Confused as i walked upon your door step You welcome me with a smile You ask me to come in, i proceed You offer me a seat, i sit Conversation is born You offer me a drink, i accept We exchange jokes, we laugh Comfort, painless, relaxed Muscles are weak, taste is dull Body is numb, vision becomes blurred You stand up before me Place your hand over my face i fall back, you transform You wear black, eyes that glow Scythe appears in your hand Vision is void like a fading hallway Sleep, Sleep now, Sleep well

Sterling Rose - Thursdays @ Ten
Sterling blinked as the woman left. Babies? She'd been paired with a man she didn't know and she was expected to care for a baby doll with him as if it were a real child? What the fuck? Her blue eyes shifted over the women, all exotic beauties compared to her plain Jane American bred self. She shifted uncomfortably beside them, feeling a bit out of place with her blonde hair and pale skin. Somehow she felt under dressed as well in a pair of faded denim jeans that clung to her slender body and a soft blue fitted blouse. Her blonde hair was straightened and fell down around her shoulders in shimmering strands. On her feet were a pair of silver ballet flats. In all, she looked very ordinary. In her opinion anyway. She gnawed on her lower lip and let her eyes wander over to the men. Which one was William? She had no idea and the woman hadn't introduced them at all, just said who would be paired with whom. Of course, she had noticed her name was on the door of her room... But was t

4 Totally Random Poems
"Watching my breath in the air My hands been numb forawhile Why do I stay out here I just want my thoughts freeze Freeze and be no more No more making me crash Letting them slip frozen to the ground Just staying still in time No more thinking of you No more being hurt No more hearing its thru Just loose myself in the coldness Watch the steam disapper into the night Hopeing its the last of you But knowing I be back for you once again" "I write my love to you Yet when I talk to you I cant say how I feel But I know you want to be freinds Thats ok i'll just wait By your side I will As long as it takes My love will never leave The love I have for you will be there Standing at your side I will be your freind Till the time is right Then I will be yours No one elses For my love is yours To hold and keep" "My love was ment for you And only for you Now look where you are You abused it Now im gone You want me back? Theres no way Not after you gone and di

Ms.lonewolf And Beerdrinkerfromhells Daughter
Ms.Lonewolf and BeerDrinkerFromHell have a daughter who needs our help. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers tonight and until she makes a full recovery. I don't ask for much, but those of you know me well know that I do ask for things that are important. Nothing is more important to me than the life of a Child. Your Daughter is in our Prayers My Friends. Ms.Lonewolf and BeerdrinkerfromHells Daughter

A Special Guy I Want
As you walk past me I see the guy I like The guy of my dreams And the guy I’ll never call my own I spill my heart out at you And tell you how much i care but i still see my self Loving a man that’s taken Its okay I'll live I won't cry You’re just a guy The guy that’s always on my mind day in and out,cant stop thinking of what could be,But wont never happen hey but i guess i could always wish. for that special guy i want.

A Repost.. Those Were The Days..yahoo First Love.
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] While I was reviewing my page , I came across to my previous blogs, those first attempts of writing blogs, when I was very new here in 360, and haven’t much friends on my list then, and found this one , unique and funny, so I decided to post it again , and add some more to that oh! whew! wow!....it seems to be a broken heart week".........oh yahoo! what have you done? cupids here in yahoo seems to be very naughty..... lol..making everybody fall in love, then, just leaving them...oh,internet relationship, is so complicated, exciting, and distracting too...i received some comments from last blogs from men who believes that we women also break their hearts... well i didn't say that we don't, we do break hearts too, that's true....... but i read so many women falling in love here then the men they just disappeared without goodbye... hey men! be man enough to at least say goodbye, so women will not hope and keep waiting for you". you know .... yahoo is

Cows Taking Revenge
Good Morning World. I am back north again. Out of the Ya’ll capital of the south. No more grits. No more having to show Florida Voters how to open their ballets. No more Gator dodging. No More hustle and bustle traffic. Oh and I heard also that Florida Brahmas are now taking up issue with tourists. Oh yeah! I am not sure how it happened however word or Moo has spread all the way from Colorado. It's supposed to be the Other Way Around: On the South Boulder (Colo.) Creek Trail in January, as a woman was standing beside her bicycle, a cow wandered by and tipped her over (and then stepped on her legs before meandering off). So beware. You may be in danger if you get to close to those Florida cows. Sort of like Mad Cow Revenge. I also dug up this little ditty off the net as well. Way over in Athens, not Georgia but in Athens, Greece in December students rioting (triggered by a police officer's shooting of an unarmed 15-year-old boy), was so intensive that the police department quickly r

Hand Print
Hand print Today I found a hand print upon the asphalt on which I walked, I couldn’t help but wonder about the hand that marked it. Was it the hand of a growing teen about to discover what life was about? Or was it from a child whose eyes held nothing but innocence and joy? As I walked I began to think about what was left there at my feet, Such a small simple thing too many and often over looked. Though this hand print stayed with me as I crawled into bed that night, There was something about the way it stood out in the dark. Within my subconscious this hand print again appeared like a beacon within a dream, Though within my dream it held a simple word within its palm. “Trust” Such a pimple word placed in the palm and held by such a simple little hand, Yet what a big meaning to put your life in someone else’s hands. Within the dream I stood there to ponder what this could have meant, Trust wasn’t something that was easily given from one who had been so wronged. A

Seeing Is Believing...
He closes his eyes each night to a shower of blood The screams inside his mind torment him As the sun sets on his day he fears the dreams He sits and often wonders What events have brought this torture to him He awakens each morning before the dawn Smells and tastes the blood of the night before Hes wasted his days with such questions Begged salvation from the sky and dirt There is no point in going any further Close his eyes against the rage of his end Shock him into waking Push him to the edge and beyond He needs this end to see a new beginning The things that brought him joy are now his pain In his mind a whisper becomes a scream Deep in the eye reality fades just like a dream He sees this creature he has become He was born for dying...

Since Bartabs Go Too Fast...
For all those that have seen...yes I am leaving Fubar. Since it seems that most of my friends don't see it because of their bar tabs...I am making this blog. I am leaving at roughly 12 noon CST today...barring internet issues or a really good excuse to stay. If you wish to stay in contact with me...either message me or sb me a messenger name or email. Please, no spam or flaming on this...MMFWCL and have a good day.

My Son
Ok, so I'm not good at the blog thing work with me LOL! This is for my friends that know me mostly but read away hehe. My son Brandon who is 11 yrs old was entereted in an art contest back in December...they had 700 entries from local kids from schools here in town, out of that they chose 100 to be on an art disply at the college, ok out of those they c ONE to be Best of Show...who do you think that was??? Thats right...MY BOY!!! He won $250 which he used to get him a Nintendo DS & some games. He was honored at a big fancy dinner yesterday and they auctioned his painting off & it got $250! Everyone has asked him if he drew this from looking at a picture & he didn't...he just thought it up & did it lol. We've never been on or around a farm so hes got great imagination & they said it was all the details that won it for him! I'm so proud of him! Anyway, stupid I guess but I just wanted to share with those of you that know me or him or care lol. I will be putting up pictures late

Watch Out For This Member, She's Nothing But Trouble
· Julieag33 "FU-... just checked you out! 1 hr ago Anyone that knows me, knows I wouldn't even make a blog like this, but this so called woman, has caused so much drama and problems between me and Dale, she lives in KY, 4 kids, but lives on the net, causing problems in my life and god knows who elses, in my opinion she needs to get a fukin life, get off the pc spend time with her kids and clean her house, she defines the term "white trash" I have several screen shots of her stalking my page, several emails from her lieing etc...its really disgusting, for her being 33, having 4 kids, but lives on a website stalking me, just proves she needs to seek sum mental help, I'm the nicest person, but if this person lived close to me, I'd have to kick her azz sideways lol I've been on fubar almost 3 yrs now and this b!tch has been the worst, whats funny is she is a newer member, no salute, makes one wonder......I am a good judge of character and just looking at her pics, she looks ill and lik

Change In Maritial Status
Just to let you know and if you dont care that is perfectly fine with me. Mrs. Chrome and I have decided to try and give this thing one more go round. We figure 10 years is too long to just sit and waste because of some hardships etc. Those of you close enough to know the details will get filled in on more as soon as possible. I appreciate all the wonderful friends I have made that have helped me through these difficult past months and hope you will continue to be there for the great ones I see ahead. And another thing... Dont fret your lovable, fun, flirty, professional pervert will not change as that is who I was married and single and Mrs. Chrome knows all about my crazy freakiness... Why ya think she married me in the first place... I tip my hat and glass to all who take the time to read this and hope to include you in the great times to come... Thanks...

Boredom
What brings out the worst in you? Whores What's a fact about the last person who texted you? I love him, so much! How many friends do you have that don't smoke? prob like 1 lol The last time you fell down the stairs,where were they leading to? umm the ground lol damn muscle relaxers When's the last time you vacuumed your room? DAmn.. I dont remember lol Where were you last night? his house¢¾ then my house =( First person to text you today? my love Do you like funny people or serious people? both What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping Honestly, whats on your mind right now? him What do you think your numbe̴

.superhuman.
Weak I had been crying and crying for weeks How'd I survive when I could barely speak? Barely eat, on my knees But that's the moment you came to me I don't know what your love has done to me Think I'm invincible I see through the me I used to be You changed my whole life Don't know what you're doing To me with your love I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me A superhuman heart beats in me Nothing can stop me here with you Superhuman I feel so superhuman Superhuman I feel so superhuman Superhuman Strong Since I been flying and righting the wrongs Feels almost like I had it all along I can see tomorrow Where every problem is gone because I flew everywhere with love inside of me It's unbelievable to see How love can set me free You changed my whole life Don't know what you're doing To me with your love I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me A superhuman heart beats in me Nothing can stop me here with you Superhuman I feel s

Why?
You took my love gentle in your hands like a buttterfly Then you plucked one of my wongs laughing as I flopped upon the ground The love that we shared was a beautiful thing It brightened my life as I began to sing It took so long to feel as I did Our time together so little eac day we shared Would've brought us closer if we dared Oh, how I longed to be with you each day To let our hearts mingle as they may I know you have your ideas and I have mine Together they could intertwine We weren't together very long But now I know you're truly gone

The Trial Of The Fool (prologue)
(Before I begin my prologue, so yes, this would infact be a preprologue [or in the truest sence a preamble] please allow a brief explanation of self. Hitherto my musings here have been poetry and a few short works. The Faceless is indeed one of these short works but was written very stream of consciousness, hence its original presentation in pieces. This process is neither easier nor harder, bertter or worse, its just the "process" by which I most frequent write these days. There is rarely if ever any editing, except maybe to correct typos, later. This is going to be a play. I may do some early prewrites or write it here and then correct later, editing. So if you are following this you may want to check back here and there and PLEASE point out any mistakes or incongruities you find.) The Trial of the Fool: Prologue (Wearing a long cloak and face covering hood)Narrator: "My darling ladies and esteemed gentlemen, before the lights are raised completely allow me to set th

**if You Love Me (as A Friend Or More) You'll Read The Whole Thing.
**If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... 1COURT ORDER!!! You are

In The Shade
(Written 12-9-99) In the Shade ------------------ Unexpected-Retrospective Thoughts in motion-Deep Emotion Carried over-Makes you sober Pay attention-What you mention Heart is Racing-Always facing Inner Demons-Mental Screaming Wicked phases-Peril Phrases Touches wild-Become mild In the shade-The rawness fades Having qualms-Love is embalmed The fire's strewn-The flesh consumed Lights put out-With thickest doubt Just a story-Without glory Trance is broken-All awoken Pain extracted-Sense exacted Apart, complete-A toiling feat Severed fully-Gazing dully Ever after-Create laughter Hide the miles-With a smile

Magentic Poetry
I wrote these two poems using magnetic poetry. 5/12/02 * * * * * * We bring over ecstatic night in slow drinking Let night take this empty love from you Give up agony and embrace joy from solitary places 6/6/04 * * * * * Say yes to my burn Take my fire between your hands Sweat and grind until your pink turns black Pleasure will be a salve for the hottest of pain Sizzling the summer night away, a flaming ache will consume your soul While the world becomes an ember in our wake Unsure as the sea Disbelievers will evaporate into nothingness The heat of our love turning all else to ashes and dust Hot, red beauty will be all that remains A delicious taste of more to come

Love, Emotions, And Visa Vie
7/30/03 Stylealindrome Poetry * * * * * * * * * * * * Love Begins and Ends Heaven and Hell Hateful becomes Beautiful Determined and Hot Passion, Blood Boiling New and Different, Shared pain Given and Received, Truly felt Emotions Felt truly, Received and Given Pain shared, Different and New Boiling Blood, Passion, Hot and Determined Beautiful becomes Hateful Hell and Heaven Ends and Begins Love

News, In Its Most Random Of Forms
Ken Calls Me All The Time From Over The Road. He Listens To Satellite Radio, And Always Hears The Most Random Stories. Today's weird story is of Dartman. Who The Eff Is Dartman? Turns out he is some goofy businessman in New York City who likes to take darts and shoot them at the asses of women walking around the Big Apple. Imagine the setup. Some hot Bettie in a Calvin Klein suit is on her cell, drinking her $5 latte, walking to the office and BAM! She suddenly feels two inches of metal in her booty! I KNOW it SHOULDN'T be funny, but it IS! ) Or maybe its just my flu meds talking. You can decide for yourself. Dartman was caught, and his charged with a misdemeanor for his crimes, btw. So Ladies, if you're ever in to NYC, protect your booty, cuz Dartman Roams Free!

Plz Help My Friend In Need
ATTENTION FRIENDS & FAMILY. AND MEMBERS OF FUBAR. A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINE IS IN NEED. SHE NEEDS OUR HELP SHE IS IN TWO CONTEST. CAN YOU PLEASE GO HELP HER. ONE CONTEST IS THE ONE I AM GIVING. ASK HER FOR THE LINK TO THE OTHER. I WOULD VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT. SHE IS TALKING OF LEAVING FUBAR. AND I WILL HATE TO SEE HER LEAVE WITHOUT KNOWING THAT WE CARE. IF YOU DONT WANT TO DO IT FOR HER CAN PLZ DO IT FOR ME. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. AND I WOULD HATE TO LOOSE A SWEET FRIEND LIKE HER. PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE. HERE IS HER LINK: ktown crazy moma owned by juicyfruit69undertaker@sweetwaters@ fubar THANK YOU VERY MUCH, JUICYFRUIT69

One Free Family Spot Available
OK so here is the Deal.... The 1st Person to Rate 1400 Pictures on my Friends Profile http://www.fubar.com/user/2441551 Will be allowed into my Family for my FU LIFE... and be assured I will ask her to verify. btw she has AUTO 11's on so go level up on her more to come.... on how to join my Family

I'm Sorry Or Am I?
Sometimes I feel like such a complicated person. People don't seem to understand why I do and say the things I do. Especially when I get down. Its a normal occurrence for me and people constantly try to push the matter not grasping that if you push it I will further draw myself in. I go into shutdown mode and will refuse to talk at all. Some view it as me being a bitch. I just have my walls built to high. Very few people have ever been able to break them down and almost all those people ended up breaking me. It's just me defense mechanism. Take me as I am or move on. On another note. I am so tired of being people's friends when its convenient for them. If you really give a damn about someone you wouldn't be that way. / rant

Fix My Heart
Some days i just want to quit drop my love life, fed up that's it tired of being used and mentally abused It always ends the same starts with that mind game i tell myself things "things aren't fine" Just can't get rejection out of my mind Don't know how to fix my heart sometimes i just need to break up and have a re-start i always have things i want to say but end up just walk'n away What i really want is you to stay Why can't i just express how i feel my heart is here for you to take and steal I want to be swept off my feet someone who won't make me feel that same defeat.

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"perception"
JUST WONDERING...HOW DO WE REALLY VIEW PEOPLE? IS IT BY WHAT THEY POSSESS MATERIALLY, WHO WE WANT THEM TO BE,OR IS IT BY THE TRUE ESSENCE OF THIER SOUL. GRANTED MANY ARE OF A DARK SELFISH EVIL NATURE. BUT...COULD WE BE MISSING OUT ON A BLESSED SOUL IN OUR LIFE BY BEING SO SHALLOW! MAY WE ALWAYS GAZE UPON THE INNER BEAUTY OF A SOUL AS OPPOSED TO THE EXTERIOR APPERANCE.

What I Am Searching For In A Mate
I am not real sure why I am posting this on here lol...but I thought I would just in case anyone is interested.... The things I am looking for in a woman: Someone who not only wants to talk to me each day, but looks forward to it. Doesn't view it as a chore, or necessity, but rather a pleasure. Someone that will call when they don't feel well because hearing my voice makes them feel better. Someone that will hold my hand when we are old and grey and love me just as much as the day they fell in love with me. Someone that will accept me for who I am and not what I have. A person that will accept my faults and embrace those things they find endearing about me. Someone that can agree to disagree when common ground is unachievable. We all know that there will be times when two people just cannot agree on something. I want the person that at the end of the discussion will hug me and tell me, "I love you anyways." A person that will lay down on the hood of a car with me and

Finding Yourself!!!
It is amazing how many people I see and notice who use there words or bodies to express them self. I mean don't get me wrong this is how people are able to identify who they are and so others can do the same. I am just amazed about how many people use these things to get the things they really want most out of life. I guess the point of this blog is to let people know it is alrite to be yourself and not be afraid to be that person, but just dont do it for the wrong reasons. Finding yourself is a very hard thing to do there are alot of things we go through to identify who we are. Some are good things and some are bad and alot of times both are done my mistake or stubburness. Learn from these things take in all the bad with the good but dont let life and the need for more ever change who you really are because then you are holding yourself back. And do always be on guard to protect yourself, but it is alrite to let others in to earn ur trust. Remember sweet words are wounderful at that m

Miss Independent
I just wonder sometimes what guys are thinking when they date a woman that just doesnt have a life and is now planted up their butt 24/7 because they are so needy and clingy they need to know everything their man is doing when they are or arent around. I like my men- distant with a life and hobbies and interests outside of me and mine. Miss Independent Lyrics Yeah yeah, yeah yeah Yeah yeah, yeah yeah Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah ooh it's somethin' about Just somethin about the way she move I cant figure it out there's somethin about her said ooh its somethin about kinda woman that want you but dont need you hey i cant figure it out there's something about her cause she walk like a boss talk like a boss manicured nails to set the pedicure off shes fly effortlessly and she move like a boss do what a boss do she got me thinkin about getting involved thats the kinda girl i need oh she got her own thing thats why i love her miss independent wont you com

Sent To Me By A Friend..a True Must Read For Bdsm
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Quote
"You sat and watched and I nearly destroyed myself. Never had I felt so betrayed that you would sacrifice my life for no more than comfort. And now your love means nothing to me. You are a coward, the antithesis of a friend." Enough said... .:*:.Ellen.:*:.

The Prayer Song
WORDS WE SHOULD ALL TRY TO LIVE BY, AND ONES THAT I HOLD VERY DEAR AND SACRED!!< Prayer Song Words and Music by Robby Romero and Bobby Neuwirth great spirit, grant me vision that i may not go wrong and find myself in prison of things i have not done teach me the secret that i might see fill my heart with compassion to love my enemy mother earth will feed our hunger father sky will love her well make me worthy of this vision that no human tongue could ever tell the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred waters flow to the sea the eagle flies high as any mountain oh great spirit keep us free give me strength to learn the lesson make me wise to understand what it takes to walk in beauty as i learn to walk this sacred land the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred waters flow to the sea the eagle flies high as any mountain oh great spirit keep us free the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred wat

Choice
Stolen from another Fu-ber but I loved it so much.! Choice is the ONLY thing in life we truly have control of! DUCKS OR EAGLES: No one can make you serve customers well. That's because great service is a choice. Harvey Mackay, tells a wonderful story about a cab driver that proved this point. He was waiting in line for a ride at the airport. When a cab pulled up, the first thing Harvey noticed was that the taxi was polished to a bright shine. Smartly dressed in a white shirt, black tie, and freshly pressed black slacks, the cab driver jumped out and rounded the car to open the back passenger door for Harvey . He handed my friend a laminated card and said: 'I'm Wally, your driver. While I'm loading your bags in the trunk I'd like you to read my mission statement.' Taken aback, Harvey read the card. It said: Wally's Mission Statement: To get my customers to their destination in the quickest, safest and cheapest way possible in a friendly environment. This ble

A Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

Scorpio ...haha
Nice EXTREMELY sexy --this one is debatable Intelligent Energetic. Predict future --ha ha ha! Most erotic. Freak in bed. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want --ha ha ha ..this one is too funny! Sexy. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Jealous. Demanding --who moi? Aggressive --perhaps sometimes

Unbroken
Poem from William Ernest Henley...Invictus in latin means unbroken Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul.

"an Intimate Soulmate"
THOSE WHO HAVE THE EYE'S TO SEE SHALL SURELY PERCIEVE THE INDEPTH UNDERSTANDING. TO FIND SUCH A JOY IN THIS LIFE OF MATERIALISM AND A WORLD FULL OF DARKNESS IS TO TRUELY SEE THE LIGHT OF LIFE, TO ENCOUNTER THIS SPECAIL OTHER HALF OF OURSELVE'S IS A BLISSFUL BLESSING INDEED!!! THE FOUNDATIONS OF HELL CAN'T EVEN SHAKE IT. SADLY...THIS IS A VERY RARE ENCOUNTER THAT EVER OCCURE'S. I REALLY WONDER DEEP IN MY SOUL...IS THERE ANOTHER (GELPHLING) OUT THERE? BUT OF COURSE...THE QUESTION IS...WHERE AND WHO? WE ALL SHOULD ASK OURSELVE'S THIS VERY QUESTION. YOU ASK YOURSELVE'S...WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HE TALKING ABOUT. THE ANSWER...SOMETHING NOT OF THIS WORLD NOR CREATED IN OR OF THIS WORLD...YET,CAN AND DOES EXIST IN THIS WORLD. PERCIEVING THAT MANY AND I DO MEAN MANY PERCIEVE NOT WHAT I AM REFERRING TO. I SUGGEST...TRUELY SEARCH YOUR SOUL,THE CLARITY OF UNDERSTANDING DWELLS WITHIN... TO EXPOUND OPENLY WOULD BE REVEALING INSIGHT THAT SOME WOULD USE TO DECIEVE OTHERS, TO MIS-LEAD AND BRING HAR

Love; As I See It
Love, as defined by wikipedia-- "is a constellation of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness. The meaning of love varies relative to context. Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships. Love can also be construed as Platonic love, religious love, familial love, and, more casually, great affection for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, to include activities and foods. This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity." As I am writing this, I have not looked up the definition to love just yet; as I am wasting time on the airplane; drinking chardonnay in First Class, writing my thoughts into blogs again. But I am almost pretty sure that my own thoughts on the “

New Management And Owner Line Up
ALL These People must be Added for FULL Membership Just Click They're Pics Below Colonel = Co-Owner Chaotic Dream = Co-Owner Jenny = Colonel's Assistant MS Carolina = Head CEO Italian Irish Princess = Co-CEO Delicato Fiore = Co-CEO Beautifully Chaotic = Head Recruiter Jessica~Rayanne = Recruiter & Promoter VIBES = Promoter PANTYSHOTZ = Promoter MYLF = Majority Member Queen Of Hearts = Majority Member "Colonel" Fu- Owned By Chaotic Dream~Founder Of Fubars "MOST" Finest@ fubar ღ Chaotic ☠ Dream ღ *Co-Owner* Fubar's*MOST*Finest*@ fubar MsCarolina(CEO of Fubars "MOST" Finest)@ fubar ~Jenny~ F*M*F*@ fubar ☠Italian Irish Princess™☠...~*CO-CEO of Fubar's MOST Finest*~@ fubar ♠ Delicato Fiore♠ CoCEO Fubar's MOST Finest ♠@ fubar ♥♫♪ BEAUTIFULLY CHAOTIC~~FUBAR'S LIL KITTEN~~FUBARS*MOST*FINEST*♥ @ fubar ☠Jessica~Rayanne ☠Fubars "MOST"Finest☠

Alcohol For Tonight...
Well... I had a choice of 3 Coronas (bottles), an 18 pack of Miller Light (bottles), or a half full half gallon of Jim Beam. I chose the Miller Light, because 3 Coronas just isn't enough and I don't wanna change up midway through the evening. And I'm gonna save the Beam for this weekend. Yes, this is a pointless blog, but I have to start somewhere right?

Dear Lord
Lord Jesus Thank you for letting me live to see another day. Thank you for the blessings that you have giving me and about to give me in the future. Thank you for being by my side though all these years. Without you, I would've been a whole lot worst. Please forgive me for any sin that I've committed or anything I've done wrong. Please forgive me if I've ever been negative in any kind of way. Please cleanse me with your blood and make me a new creature. Please forgive me if I haven't been listening to you or your word. I'm not perfect or never will be perfect. Please make me a better person, dear Lord Just get rid of the old me, because right now, I need your help and guidance. I know that I'm not right and did stuff that I shouldn't have done and said things that I shouldn't have said, dear Lord, and I want my relationship with you to be a lot strong and better. I wanna get right with you, Lord. I know I've payed attention to the wrong people and i

Dear Nobody In Paticular,
I sat down with a pen in hand to type you a letter, excuse the typewriter. I dont live where I used to because I moved to where I live now. When you come to see me you can ask anybody where I live, because nobody knows. I'm sorry we live so far together, I wish we were closer apart. We are having more weather this year than last year. My Aunt Nellie died and is doing fine, And I hope you are doing the same. She was on the road to recovery, but the doctor gave up on her when she died. I started to Cedar Grove to see you and I saw a sign that said "This takes you to Cedar Grove", I sat on it for 3 hrs. but it wouldn't move. I'm sending you a coat by mail, I cut the buttons off to make it lighter, their in the pockets. If you don't get this letter, let me know and I'll send it to you. The neighbors baby swallowed a pin, so they fed it a pin coushin and everything is fine. Did you hear about your uncles accident, he had his eyes on a seat and someone sat on

Sins And Scars
Creeping like seeping sewage through my brain, I am in danger of the fall into the shadow call that has left reticulated scars of my sin etched for all to see upon my skin. Never the victor, never to win. Yet I must refrain from the distain of my insane self and I sit in feign acceptence again and again through the passage of the days.

Leanane Sidhe
She came to me in leather With hellhounds at her heels A courtesan of death pure sexual appeal There was Evil in her heart Death lived in her eyes her fangs were molten moonlite She held me mesmerized Her kiss was hot Psychotic Her passion burning me Her teeth were sweet Erotic as they tore into me And so I lost my soul To the pleasures of the night forever bound to darkness no more to drink the light

I Want To Know U
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of Fubar and if not why don't we? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesimist or Optimist attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with m

Love And Relationships
Over the years, I've become pretty good at introspection, honestly examining myself and critiquing my actions and my life. Lately I've been thinking a lot about my relationships and love. What I've found isn't very nice or encouraging. Looking back over the years what I've discovered is that I have the ability to evoke many good emotions from the women in my life, friendship, pleasure, desire, lust. But the one emotion I don't bring out is love. Oh sure, I've been told "I love you" but what I've discovered is that with one notable exception, I'm in their lives for other reasons. I fill some need in their lives other than love, a shoulder to cry on, a sympathetic ear, some one to vent to, an escape, whatever. I know this sounds like so much self pity, but really, it's not. I just have to view my relationships in a different context. I have stop expecting love and just accept things as they are, to fill my life with friends and expect nothing more.

Blah..
.. Watching the news. Just see another motorcyclist is dead. Driving stupid and running from cops, he went over the overpass and crashed and fell off the bridge. Dead. My reaction,.. i don't give a fuck at all. Most of the people on street bikes, not talking Harleys,.. these guys drive like total assholes. You can be doing 80 on the highway, and they zoom by you as if you are doing 25 mph. Last week I am coming home from work. Emergency crew and police all over the highway. To no surprise, another bike accident. I slowly drive by to see someone pressing their fists against the guys chest who is laying in the road, his bike totaled a few hundred feet ahead. My reaction: Tough shit asshole. I care more about the dead raccoon on the side of the road before I do these motorcyclists assholes that drive as such. Should I feel bad?

Never Judge A Cover By Its Book
Or should that be never cover a Judge with a book? Ok, I guess started watching American Idol. Oh my Gosh I can’t stand Tatiana Del Toro. That chick needs to go! She is a spoiled brat who should have never gotten a second chance. I decided to forgo the auditions and wait until the Hollywood competition before I started watching Idol. I mean come on they could make a series that would last for 6 months on tapings of terrible singers. One could get better singing out of any nightclub in the big city on Karaoke night. I believe on her first audition someone asked her if she was Italian and I am thinking it was because of her name or her accent. But as I hear it she answered it with not a yes or a no but told them where she was from Puerto Rico. Well I would ask it again, just because you are from Puerto Rico doesn’t mean you’re Puerto Rican does it? Never assume someone can answer their own questions or understand your meanings. However my hope is that she gets the five toe boot tonight!

Politics
Stimulous Package, I am so fed up right now with the Republican party, if John McCain had won the election and the Democrats help up a packege they would be seen as unamerican. Now i hear the Republicans saying that we are spemding to much, I am like WTF they are ok spending 80billion dollars every quarter on a un warrented un needed war, but not spending it on Americans. That just pisses me off. I have no problem fighting in Afganistan, but Iraq was a useless war, we have killed more Iraqi's than Saddam Huesein, and he really was a threat an assasination would have been alot eisier, im sure we could have funded some group to do it, lets say Black Water. Some one needs to call these people on what they are trying to do, they are hoping Presiden Obama will fail, this way they can try and reclaim the Presidency in 4 years. I hope every American see's right through this and ousts even more Republicans next election.

My Weakness
Weakness comes over me when I see the darkness in your face. I want to reach out, hold you and take away the shadows in your life. But I see her there waiting for you, closer than I , to catch you as you're falling, to be the warmth and the light when your world leaves you in the cold and dark. So I step back in my own shadows and wait now for my own glimmer of light.

Some Ppl
Forgiven Buzz Meter: 80% - hammered Level: Fubarlord (21) Gender: Male, 46 Location: United States Status: (Online) ->Forgiven: UM...NO...SORRY THAT MEMEBER DOENST ALLOW YOU TO INTERACT...FOR THE FOLLOWING: 1. YOUR A CREEP...2. YOUR NEEDY...OR 3. INSISTINGI CALL YOU...YOU CANT TELL ME WAT TO DO AND I DONT WANNA Forgiven: and I am Dave by the way Forgiven: so do that for me? Forgiven: tell you what 214-478-7915 call me and hide your number ok and we'll go from there ->Forgiven: idk im im abit shy even on the phone can i know you more firsst? and in a bit i gotta go to the store for my moms bday shes dedelicious Forgiven: i added you so you can see Forgiven: so what ya say can we talk? Forgiven: i have pics of them here in my private file if you wanna see ->Forgiven: cute Forgiven: actually my daughter turns 9 on the 25th Forgiven: awwww thats sweet ->Forgiven: my son turns 9 on valentines day Forgiven: 12 and 9 Forgiven: i have 2

A Poem A Wrote For A Man Who Doesn't Love Me
My unbreakable hope of dying with you upon my heart Living with your tender sweet kisses even when we are apart Dreaming of a long lived fantasy come true, where age is only a factor for fine wine And the envy of neighbors for our undying love- Divine A whisper of love, a kiss of fate, a hug of hope, my eternal soul mate With reality so sweet I find my nights lacking sleep I love you my darling My greatest defeat Yay its great to spend yet another valentines day heartbroken.

Tortuous Cravings
And then I woke up from this nightmare again. Tortuous cravings of my mind and body. Feeling defeated and unfulfilled. Knowing the answer to the question having incomplete and wrong solutions But everywhere I look, evidence is strong I keep hoping & searching for an answer that is so personally unique to me. Everything that I want, need, and crave I sit alone staring at the silent walls. Enclosed in the arms of the most fragile existence Constant reminders of my heart's desires teasing me. Thoughts come and go as I search the inner depths of my being. After all, knowing one's self is the answer for some. The slow beat of my heart A reminder of my singular existence? Yet, so much proof keeps my soul alive Life races on and waits for no one. A bomb and its fuse is limited. Where do I look next? Selfishly I pray for relief of loneliness. I yearn for validation of my desires. Oh how I crave for what I have yet to experience. Will I discov

Auto 11 Giveaway With A Bonus!! Now Closed!
I'm giving away another Auto 11 Bling to some lucky VIRGIN!! PLEASE read the rules carefully and follow them EXACTLY!! This giveaway will be a NOMINATION ONLY contest. Meaning, to enter you must be nominating a virgin. You CANNOT nominate yourself. Even if you are a virgin, you must find a friend to nominate you. You do not need to rate or comment anything! Just send me the PROFILE LINK of the person you are nominating in a PRIVATE MESSAGE ONLY, no shouts. Do NOT just send the persons user number. The thumbnail link must be in the message. Remember the person you nominate MUST be an Auto 11 VIRGIN!! And you may nominate more than 1 virgin, but please send separate entries for every virgin you nominate. Limit 5 virgins per person. Then at 6:30 pm pst, tomorrow night(2/12/09), I will put all names in a hat and draw 1. That virgin will win an Auto 11 Bling and the person that nominated them will win a $20 bling pack!! How freakin awesome is that?? You BOTH win!!

Wrapped Around His Cock
He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me to my knees. I was staring at his cock that had to be at least 8 inches long. I slowly stroked his cock with my hand. Pumping him. I opened my mouth and slowly engulfed his cock. Now this was the first time I had ever had a cock in my mouth and I loved it. He must have loved it too. He had both hands on my head shoving his meat deep in my throat. I fondled his balls as he fucked my face. I knew he was getting close to cumming. His nuts were swelling. He pulled out of my throat and held his cock head in my mouth. Then the first wave of cum hit the back of my throat. At first I gagged. Then I started swallowing as fast as I could. Pumping his cock in and out of my mouth. When I had sucked the last little bit of nectar from his deflating cock I pulled him out and started wiping my face with his cock. He pulled me to my feet and we locked into a deep kiss. I had never frenched anyone before. He was trying to pull my tongue out my mouth b

In My Dreams Is Running Auto-11's!!! Plz Rate!!!
Happy 2 year Fu Anniversary In my dreams…or yours? For 2 years this wonderful woman has been quietly sneaking onto the pages of Fu’s rating their pics, stash, and leaving daily love. Now is the time to return some of the love she has so unselfishly shown over the years. Please take a few minutes of your time to show her you’re glad she’s a part of our Fu-World. If you’re lucky like me, maybe you’re already a part of HER world! She is running Auto 11’s to celebrate… go celebrate with her! In my dreams...or yours? AUTO 11’s ON!!! This bully brought to you with much love from: ~Dusty~ Have a great day!

He Is Talentless
Ok this is a stupid blog but im goin to write it anyway ... Keanu Reeves, in my opinion has no talent. Regardless of movies hes a stupid surfer like guy in all his movies. I find all of his movies to be lame an stupid. Yet sumehow he keeps making movies, WHY? WHY i ask do ppl keep watching his movies? Hes as bad an actor as Jean Claude Van Damm or Chuck Norris.. That brings up another question why are they still showin reruns of walker texas ranger lmao ok im done now

Do It :d
Im curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to re-post this, answering the questions themselves . . . . . . . . (1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with? lol def! n they know it 2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night or all of them? morning is the best!! afternoon is for quickies only lol (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? no (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? no just for pleasure (5) Shower or bath while having sex!!!! shower def infront of a huge mirror lol (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? aggressive (7) Do you like someone in your friends list? more than just like (8) Love or Money? both! (9) Credit card or cash? i do better with cash (10) Have you ever wanted a best girl friend. i almost had one. me n girls as friends really dont work. mayb cuz i am not so girly. idk (11) Camping or a 5 star hote

Badhabitz Lounge
Badhabitz Lounge is #1 in my books. They are some of the coolest people that hang out there. We are crazy, unpredictable, friendly, funny, personable, but very lovable. We can say , do, be what we need to , without anyone downing us for it. We start out as strangers , turn friends , and end as the best famiily. If your looking for a place to hang and enjoy your time on Fubar Ome visit this lounge and meet some of the greatest people to inter your life. Stop in say hi and talk to us. We will most likely turn out to be the (HABIT) you need. Lots of Love To My Habitz Family SexyTexy

R.i.p Jeremy Lusk For Those In So Cal......
FRIENDS, WE HAVE ALL HEARD THE STORY ABOUT JEREMY LUSK'S ACCIDENT. FUNERAL SERVICES WILL HE HELD ON MONDAY FEBUARY 16TH. 1PM ALL ARE WELCOME! REVIVAL CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP CHURCH 29220 SCOTT ROAD, MENIFEE ,CA 92584 ALSO A TRUST FUND HAS BEEN SET UP, IN JEREMY'S MEMORY. THE JEREMY LUSK TRUST FUND ATHLETERECOVERYFUND. COM REST IN PIECE JEREMY.

What's In My Head Right Now
ok... how's this.... why can't you like get mad at someone and like cut off they're heads and they could be like cute lil star fish and they're limbs can like grow back... so no one goes to jail? or like WHY can't people just be COOL.. and NOT go all psycho on you? like why do u feel i OWE it to you to talk to you? I don't talk to my own parents why would i talk to you... people always think i'm SHY.. wtf... i just dont LIKE you.... why do people say i'll never hurt you... and do JUST that.. why not be honest... "there IS a chance that i might fuck up your whole day eventually dude" ummm why do men just stare at me and NOT talk to me? wth is THAT shit? why do women STILL wear bike shorts out in public?? seriously... calm it down there SKID ROW... why don't ppl comb theyre hair anymore? and wtf is with everyone caling me mami??? it creeps me out when someone has body odor why do they always wanna get all up in my personal space bubble? when someone spells someth

Infatuation Vs. Love
I’m sure some of you are really sick of being confused about this subject. I know get a little annoyed. so here’s a little something i looked up and thought I should write about b'cuz there’s nothing to do. And I’m drunk and getting ready for vacation. So here it goes... why people don’t know the difference between infatuation and true love. My faded edited definition!!! Infatuation Vs. love True love is when one cares about someone else's well being as much as one cares about one's own. Making someone else happy is certainly important, and yet one's own happiness in addition to that and as a result of that is whats genuinely is true. True love stands together in equality and balance to what is honest, true and caring and not only about romantic love. It is a kindness of heart, soul, and mind. True love can be defined and is also a given, known and made when two people "share" in it. Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts and minds to decide.

How To...
Alot of people have been asking me how they can be in my family. Well here is the list of how... 1)Buy me a VIP (That way I can add more pics, so you win too) 2)Buy me a Bling Pack (12 credit gets you a regualr family add, 25+ gets you into the pics NOONE sees) 3)Bling me with one of the Limited Edition bling 4)Buy me a Happy Hour 5)Bling me with whatever the 100 credit bling of the day is. lol (That will get you into the SPECIAL pics as well) 6)Pay me 1,000,000 fu bucks. 7)Buy me a Pony! hehehe I hope that answers your questions. I know the price my seem steep, but I think you will find that its WELL worth the price of admission. He He... and if you don't think its fair, well there's always internet porn... hehehehe. Kisses Baby Gurl

Hai Guyz!
Hello there. For some reason you're reading this I'm not really sure why. Anyways - I'm bored and frustrated. That would be why I crawled back to Fubar. My new site is being slow about changing my model name from "Frankie Chemical" to "Tiffany Twisted" so I have another night off. Kind of nice to be back in such a crazy dramatic place though. I love me some chaos. Also just wanted to say hello to everyone (those of you who knew before and all of you who didn't). Hope everyone has a bitchin' Thursday. I, on the other hand, will be waiting for my new name to kick in so I can rock out on cam once more. -Sybil

Savatage- Believe
This is my favorite song from one of my favorite bands. It's the closing track from Savatage's "Streets: a Rock Opera" this song is so unbelievably profound "So after all those one night stands, You've ended up with heart in hand A child alone, On your own; Retreating Regretful for the things you're not And all the things you haven't got Without a Home, A heart of stone Lies bleeding And for all the roads you followed And for all you did not find And for all the dreams you had to leave behind I am the Way, I am the Light I am the Dark inside the Night I hear your hopes I feel your dreams And in the dark i hear your screams Don't turn away just take my hand And when you make your Final stand I'll be right there I'll never leave And all I ask of you is Believe Your childhood eyes were so intense, While bartering your innocence For bits of string The Grown-up wings you needed But when you had to add them up You found that they were not enou

Hospital
We're at the hospital. We'll be here a while. She seems to have a case of spontaneous pneumonia. Her right lung is full of fluid and its putting pressure on 7 of her ribs. Shes on a breathing machine now with full oxygen pumping. Shes doing better then yesterday, but working really hard to breath. We're at a hospital we've never been at. Its not bad at all. I've got my own little tv/computer that hangs off the ceiling, hince why I'm able to get on the internets. I'll be on off and on since there isn't anything I can do here. My trip with Jeff has been post poned, obviously. We're shooting for Tuesday. If she keeps getting better, its highly likely. Our dog was also hit by a car. Well, Jeff's dog technically. He had his skull crushed. He managed to survive. They took him to the vet and it was decided to put him down because they were pretty sure if they operated, he still wouldn't survive. Kind of goes along with the skull crushing. It has not been my day. I've got a friend that might b

I Was A Dreamer Before You Let Me Down
BOY WE HAD A REAL GOOD TIME AND I WISH YOU THE BEST ON YOUR WAY. I NEVER THOUGHT WE WOULD FALL OUT OF PLACE. I HAVE SOMETHING THAT I LOVE, BUT MY FRIENDS KEEP TELLING ME THAT SOMETHINGS WRONG, THAT I MISS SOMEONE, THERE'S NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY. BUT I WISH YOU NEVER LOOKED AT ME THAT WAY. WE HAVEN'T TALKED IN DAYS AND MAN IT'S SO OVERDUE. IT'S COLD OUTSIDE BUT BETWEEN US IT'S WORSE. THE WORLD HAS SLOWED DOWN BUT MY HEART BEATS FAST RIGHT NOW, I KNOW THIS IS THE PART WHERE THE END STARTS. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER, I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE STRONGER. BUT ALL WE DO IS LINGER. I DON'T WANT TO TRY NOW. ALL THATS LEFT IS GOODBYE NOW. JUST TO FIND A WAY TO TELL YOU THAT I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE.

Happy Thursday
well.. we had one bad windstorm lastnight. Have to say it was one of the scariest moments in my life. I know they were calling for tornados in cities near us..but felt like we were having one here also. I was rather shocked though when I went to town today..to find not much damage. I seen a little bit..but not what I figured there would be. We were out of electric for 13hrs though. I got weighed in today..and lost 3 more pounds. A total of 9.8 in two weeks..woo hoo. Anyways.. hope you all have a great day..I am going to go take a nap. Didn't sleep to well lastnight.

Sometimes... I Feel So Alone
Sometime I Feel So Alone Have you ever felt alone in a crowd? Friends all laughing and having fun? People shouting 'cause the music's loud? And here you are by yourself... the only one? Sometimes, I feel all alone like that. All I hear is the quiet in my heart. It doesn't matter where I'm at I feel so alone since we're apart. Laughter is but an echo of your voice I no longer hear Music is a roar of what used to be a melody The shouting lets me know that you're not near And the quiet deep inside brings an emptiness to me. Sometimes... I feel so alone and lost. I wonder if I'll ever find myself again. I know I once was happy But I can't remember when.

Humor At My Expense
Have you ever had one of those days where no matter how hard you try, you just can’t seem to keep your eyeballs open? Well, that’s the kind of day I’m having. So, in an effort to not become one with my keyboard at work, I’m listening to live Metallica. The Chicago January 27th show to be exact. The show where the a$$hole not only fell on my head but later proceeded to kick me in it. Ah…drunk *&!#(@ that think you wanna hold them up as they body surf. Anyhoo…so I’m thrashing about my lil’ cube here when I suddenly burst out laughing. No, my last good nerve didn’t finally snap. I had been trying to remember what song was playing when my head got thudded. Yeah…it was BROKEN BEATEN & SCARRED! Ahhhh...only me, I swear!

A Sick Day Turned Out Great!!
God must have had a plan for me. The entire time I have worked for my company I have never taken a sick day. Last week, prior to my Son leaving for Basic training, he was sicker than a dog, even as I dropped him off on Monday, he was still sick. Well, as it turns out, he was kind enough to leave me a going away present. Yesterday however is when it started to get worse. I got home from work, took my temp and I had one. Thought my face and forehead felt a little warm. Anyway, I went to bed early, slept like crap, got up early and headed to work. When I got to work, I apologized to the boss in the event I get anyone sick since I had a fever yesterday. He then said "then why are you at work?" I was like because I was scheduled. You see, I am hard headed, I do not call out for anything. My Boss, made me go home. Who was I to argue. The BEST surprise EVER!!! I have been talking to my Son on and off today. He got his Cell Phone back as he is flying to his final destination of Fort Sill,

I Have Changed I Say This To Cudagirl33
i have changed and i need you to relize that and i truly do love you remember when we meet there you were standing in pennys in your mr.clean pjs you were so cute i can not tell you enough that i really have changed michelle if we get back together i will get a second job to help i will do all the house work and littally kiss your ass just drop you drawers and bend over and i will pucker up and gladly do it i will rub you feet draw your baths and paint you nails you can even mess with my hair like you ust to with the mouse and hair bands god i miss that.i miss us so much i am so lonely and depressed.i miss us as a family and with the recent events thathave developed you need to think about that and how we really need to be united right now for izzy well being.

Are You Dirty Minded
It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears

Love In All Its Form
Love sees Love is blind but very conditional, When limits appear they remain subliminal, We test the heart of our lover as if permissible, Only to discover that love isn’t blissful, Love is magic, a cute dove in a hat trick, Spontaneously drafted at the same time sporadic, We become confused by the magician with his illusive gadgets, As the same to lovers with words emphatic, Love is a memory to those who wait, Wait too long and love turns to hate, In other situations it turns to haste, Hurray and fix things before your love is waste! But wait, what is love? Some say it’s sent from above, To give us peace when times are tough, Then where is love when I shed my blood? It seems to hide when I scream and cry, Maybe love isn’t strong enough to defeat my pride, Or could love be keen as a thief in the night? A sly perfectionist lurking in the shadows like a spy, Waiting for the right moment to strike with no explanations, Softening ones heart, redeeming its

Be Hppybubbles Valentine
My Valentine - Martina McBride Have u ever wanted to be HppyBubbles Valentine??? Well NOW is ur Chance!!! She is turning on her FU-OWNED until Saturday...The person who owns her when she turns it back off on Saturday will be her VALENTINE YOU WILL BE HER CRUSH!! YOU WILL BE IN HER NAME!! YOU WILL BE IN HER STATUS MESSAGE!! AND YOU WILL GET ALL OF HER ANGEL PIMP OUTS!! So go now and FU OWN HER... She has tons of GREAT/SEXY pics!!! Click the pic below to go fu-own her!!! HppyBubbles™@ fubar PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO U BY: VAsFynest VAs FyNeSt~HEAD GREETER @Club Flava~fu Owned by the sexy Johnny@ fubar

Just A Note To My Friends
Just wanted to thank everyone for there prayers cause they worked! I got my test results back today & even though the twins r still bruised & sore they R cancer free! the tumor was benign!!!!!! So I just wanted to say thank u to all of u for ur thoughts & prayers < I love U... "Sunshine"

Intimidation At Its Finest
There is a boy (he thinks hes a man) in my 496 class that hates me. And the only reason he hates me is cause he can't intimidate me. I won't take his shit and always put him in his place. He thinks he knows so much about this area cause hes lived here for awhile but he had no idea that I have lived here my whole life an this land is bred into my soul. Today in class we got into a stare down and I would not be the first to look away as that is a sure sign of weakness. He looked away first and got pissed after that everytime I asked the professor a question he would stare at me and I would stare right back. I had that look of you don't scare me and I am not afraid to take the back of my hand and put it across your bitch ass face. I guess I was just kinda looking for a fight and he took up the offer. He couldn't make me back down and it pissed him off. This boy has woman issues too. He hates them and sees them as inferior but no man is gonna make me feel like that, especially some hic

A Friend Like You
You are one of the best friends that i've ever had for the past nine years your know everything about me, my secrets, my lies, my faults,my trumphs, my joys and my fears you know me inside and out like the back of your hand i've never been as honest with anyone as i have been with you when i was weak, you were strong when i was stumbled, you led the way when i was blind, you could see when i silent, you spoke when i was needed advice, you where there when i needed a shoulder to cry on, you were there when i needed someone to cheer me up, you were there when i needed a friend the most, you were there you're always been able to bring a smile to my face and makeme laugh through thick and thin,you're always been there for me whenever i'm with you,i have a good time it seems like you always understand my feeling and identify with my thoughts when i first meet you, i thought we'd be friends for life but now, something had happened i still dont understand it, really all ikn

I'm Going For A Walk....
I'm going for a walk Not the after dinner kind I'm gonna use my hands And I'm gonna use my mind And who the hell are you to tell me what to do? You can't even tie your own haggard shoes Your closet is a mess, and your backyard's falling down And I have no grand ideas or intentions of sticking around So I'm going for a walk Not the after dinner kind I'm gonna use my hands And I'm gonna use my mind I'm gonna build a world Independent and exempt All alone I'll be an empire With no mortgage and no rent And I don't need to live in your stinking zoo You can't even feed the animals donated to you Your storage sheds are ramshackled, flies decorate the walls And you expect me to die here in this shit-filled tiny stall? And I know you're watching everything I do Call me threat to your children call me socially unglued Call me master of insanity, unable to relate Call me lazy, bane, and filthy Call me monstrous reprobate I'm going for a walk And there's nothing

Smiling Eyes
subject: Smiling Eyes post date: 2007-09-16 06:54:56 views: 21 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This was the first song I wrote with my old band Punk Band, "Five Finger Discount." I composed the lyrics around the melody, written by my friend Stan, who was the guitar player. We met in high school, and were both members of the short-lived poetry club. I was 18 and high on idealism and romance, so I ask for your forgiveness in advance. Admittedly, this song is NOT very "punk rock" but the band faithfully played it in every set. Smiling Eyes ------------- I'm walking out beneath the trees The sun is shining through the leaves It's one of those days to go outside It just feels good to be alive I'm going away with my friends I'm going to see the one I love I'm headed out happy and free 'Cause I know that he's waiting for me Chorus ------- He's the one for me Straight from a dream He's the only one I'll ever need Yeah the one foe me He's the one for me Oh,

Ass Lose On Fubr Woman Beware
This loser was on mama's YIM the othday begging her to go back to him after my sister say's he went to visit mom and treated her like shit. Then he get's back home and on fubar and start's to mess with another woman.Even fu married the other woman. Mama say's Lord Wolf was on YIM a few day's ago saying how much he love's her and want's her back.How he want's to spend the rest of his life eith her.BUT I found out he was NOT getting fu divorced and this poor girl he's with now know's nothing of all his using crap. To you Lord Wolf I say thumb's DOWN!!! Too bad for you Lord Wolf because mama is fu marrying and real life marrying tg1492.Their fu marriage is going to be Valentine's night,HA!!

Limbo
Waiting, pining, listless, Caught between passion and despair, Ensnared once more into this trap, Yearning, burning, churning, To escape, To stretch out, To spread these wings, To fly, To soar, To sail, Into the warm embrace of freedom, The sweet refrain of tenderness, Shaking off the chains of uncertainty, Trading them for a blanket, Warm and true, Embodied in the fiber, That is you, Let your threads spin and enthrall, Take my hand, Take me with you, And let us explore this thing, This sublime eternity, This dimension called love.

Moms Home
Shes so happy, n dammint so am i. a house is just a building without a mom. shes what makes it a home is what makes it home. shes weak tired, give out. but her memory is better. so i'm closing the shop a week to get everything just right fer her., but being home is the best medcine fer her. she just hates the wheelchair, cause she cant put no preasure on the slightley fractured foot. but shes on the mend, n tougher than nails. just stubborn, yalll all know that. time will heal her up. so all the sisters r here, n they all been on my ass to take a nap, i stayed up in there with mom all nite n just slept in the chair. so i anit gonna fuss lol. just need a bout a 2 hr powernap. i'll keep in touch as best i can folks n up to date. ty to everyone again, for yer concerns n prayers n bless u all.

Virtual Passing
Digital veracity, Streams of bits abound, Moving silently, Edging within the corners of my mind, Gliding across a sheer plain of raw data, Grinding effortlessly, this electronic shadow of my soul, Misplaced files, tattered bread crumbs of memory, Await the cyber-ant army, They muster and devour, wiping plain the digital landscape. Reboot.

Idealist Healer
The most sensitive of the Idealists is the Healer (INFP). While their list of jobs may echo that of other Idealists, they are more drawn to express their own unique vision of the world that all other types, so their work cannot help but be unique. They interpret their visions in the world of music, art, entertainment, or dance. As a professor or teacher, counselor or social worker, they often unlock the mysteries of life for those they encounter. In business they are drawn to organizational development and human resources careers. They may have a religious calling or seek work as a librarian. Their careers need to be in alignment with their personal values. Says Kay, “I chose health education so I could touch the lives of others to help them make better choices about their lives. I know I’ve done some good.” All Idealists seek to have a life of meaning, to help themselves and others grow to be the best that they can be. They do not want to be a copycat of someone else, but want to b

Reapers All Jacked Up Train
Reaper's All Jacked Up Happy Hour Train The Rules: 1. Stop by Reapers's page, rate the Button folder of pics... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Happy Hour Train Tag Folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Swampfoxsport's Happy Hour Train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or below you on the train... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will get a thank you tag made for you if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You

Random Love Poem
You are my love Holding onto your hand Keeping you close to me Let me show you how much I love you For you mean the world to me You are my baby I love you dearly I never want to let you go I love you with all of my heart I want to make you happy I will do anything to make you smile Make you laugh when you’re down Let me kiss that spot on your neck Feel you shiver against me as I do Whisper my love into your ear You mean so very much to me I love you I never want to leave you I will take you to a quiet place Take you in the rain Anywhere you want to go I will take you I will do anything for you I love you that much I love you for who you are My baby… I love you

My Loves, My Valentines
I wake up in the mornings, stubble to the coffee maker and look over to the computer screen and smile.....nice to be able to say hello each day to some of the sweetest people I have had the pleasure of not meeting..lol... Just a wish to you all, a Happy Valentines Day, (my favorite). I have the greatest family and friends in real life but there are a choice few I have chatted with here that I will never forget.. Should we have the opportunity to meet...Let's not let it slip away....Let's do it.. Charlene

Sooo, Why Should I Rate You?
Hmmm, let's see? Rate a lot of friends? - Check People rate you back - Che... errr, wait a sec - Tooltip Views: 43 so far today, 48 yesterday. Photo Views: 0 so far today, 6 yesterday. Edit: to be fair A couple people have rated my Profile but no one has rated any of my pics... · ASIANHOTTIE™ CL... rated you an '11'! · °*★ωικιĐ Øηε★*° rated you a '10'! · ~Sweet~N~Sexxay... rated you a '10'! · DrunkWhore rated you a '10'! · William's Demesne rated you a '10'!

Take This Marilyn Manson Quiz
1) When was Marilyn Manson's birthday? a) May 19, 1971 b) January 5, 1969 c) August 14, 1968 2) Where was Marilyn Manson born? a) British Columbia, Canada b) Canton, Ohio c) Marshville, North Carolina 3) What was Marilyn Manson's first Album called? a) Eat Me, Drink Me b) Marilyn Manson c) Protrait of an American Family 4) Marilyn Manson`s song "Personel Jesus" was on which Album? a) The Golden Age of Grotesque b) Holy Wood c) Lest We Forget 5) What song contains the lyrics "We're all stars now in the dope show"? a) The Dope Show b) Disposable Teens c) Tainted Love I already took this and passed it with flying colors ..... now its your turn!!

I Believe
I believe ~ that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.   I believe ~ that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.   I believe - ...that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.   I believe ~ that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.   I believe ~ that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.   I believe - ...that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.   I believe - ...that you can keep going long after you think you can't.  I believe ~ that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.   I believe ~ that either you control your attitude or it controls you.  R

This Mornings Dream
In this mornings dream i had a recollection in the dream about a previous dream. It seemed like I was in a bar or restaurant,or a pub of some kind.... and what i can gather I got in an altercation with some blond beach kid and slugged him right in the temple. the memory of the fight came back to me as this big Cherokee dude with long hair shakes my hand. this guy must have been 6'4" and built like a brick house, and says "I shouldnt let you in here after what you did." Then he doesnt let go of my hand and takes his other hand and slow motions a punch to my temple, as if to remind me of the incident hes referring to. Im trying to figure out, in curiosity, if i had slugged some punk in a previous dream, or if this is a figment of this dream. i feels as if i remember the other dream, but if you asked me yesterday i wouldnt have had any recollection of it. its an interesting idea to ponder...

Climbing Trees...
Climbing trees…. When I was a kid, I used to love climbing trees. I’d get home from school, run in the front door and out the back door, dropping my school stuff along the way. As I burst out the back door you could see the look of anticipation on my face…there it was…my favorite tree…beckoning me forward invitingly. As I reached the tree, I barely slowed down as I scrambled up it. Ahhh! Such a peaceful beautiful place I thought…and it’s all mine…well…except for the birds that didn’t fly away. I would sit there for hours just observing everything around me…the sights…the sounds…the feel of the wind…as far as I was concerned, I was as close to heaven as one could get. I climbed that tree so much that it had permanent wear marks from my feet. That tree wasn’t the only one I climbed. There were countless others that had been conquered by me. I loved a challenge and would spend days conspiring as to the best way up and down the adversary in front of me…could I actually make it

Knock, Knock - Who Is There
My first Pantera concert - I was told by those that had experienced it before that I WOULD BE EATEN ALIVE. Ummm... nope. I had a face visit me in a dream the other night. It was not exactly human, not exactly animal. It was just watching me. Making itself known. It was not a vegetarian. More of an omnivore. It would take the fruit from the tree, or it would bring down prey. I am not prey. So, I watched in return. I am not a fruit either. I am just opening the aperture. All I can do is to use the powers of perception that I already possess to assess what comes in to focus. The question that I wonder as I wander is whether what I am seeing is a reflection of myself, or whether it is something entirely outside of myself. Then I go back to my studies of finite energy and the collective unconscious and I have to decide whether - in these dream plane visits from entities - is there really anything that is not ultimately a part of myself, just as I am a part of everything. I ha

The Broken Chain
"We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, and though we cannot see you, you are always by our side. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again."............. I read this at my dads funeral....

I Hate Today..... Just My Thoughts ....
Well as I sit here on Valentines Day a day when most people are happy and in love ... I'm crying not because someone dosen't love me or because I didn't get flowers or candy.... but because on this day a year ago my father was layin in a hospital bed in our basement ... dying.... this would be his last Valentines Day. I just remember him looking at my mother and telling her for the last time he loved her..... see he hadn't talked for awhile b4 that .... but I went out and bought my mother candy and a card just like I had done every year b4 this one. My mom read the card and started to cry as she held my dads hand he turned and looked at my mom with the prettiest blue eyes i had ever seen on him and whispered to her .... I love u .... 4 days later he was gone. So when u tell someone u love them today .... mean it... it might not come around again....

Iq Vs Eq
Everyone knows that IQ is a measure of intelligence. The strange thing is that "intelligence" is not very well defined. I tend to think of it as the raw "data processing power" a person has, although I know thats a gross oversimplification. There is also the concept of EQ, emotional quotient. Also known as emotional intelligence. This is generally emotional self regulation, discipline, persistence, being able to recognise and respond appropriately to various emotional states in others, etc. Obviously, a high IQ combined with a high EQ will produce a real winner. But, which one is more important? Or are they both equally important? Or does it depend on what the persons goals are?

Walking Away
Awake for the first time my eyes do see. What this life has given to me . Standing by the road a bag at my side. Beaten and alone but knowing i tried. Not afraid or even in a state of confusion. I wait for another day filled with illussion. No tears do i shed or sweat do I break. For in my mind this is my own mistake. Travel I will with no where to go. Not in a hurry so taking it slow. My mind does remember the boy I once saw. With out a clue that life has a flaw. So onward I go across this great land. With only a bag in my hand.

Until We Meet But Its Not That Simple
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Just My Thoughts
I lay alone at night listnin to the wind out side and jus wishin for once i had some one to hold me nice and close and tight, for its been so long that i don nohow or wut it feels like to hav affection or love or n e of the above, Its said that every 1 has a soul mate but i don hav a soul.Most of my life is and has felt like 1 big dark hole, Wit no escape to be heard or seen and really wonder at times why is my life or jus life like it cos its so horrible and mean.I miss so many things that others take for granted . My dad who left this earth 9 yrs ago n evan me mum although we never got along.Allya c with ur eyes is a dumb tree that in memory is planted.I misss the smile i once had but that was another life time ago and now hav learned jus to let it go.Life goes on as well as sorrow and pain and hurt as its all part of learningm M to raise my kids to never giv up.For the path in life i hav led and at times were out of my control this is wut ive tried tellin em so.The hand that life ha

Memoirs Of A Military Wife’s Worst Nightmare
As the day of my husband’s death creeps up on me, I can’t help but to remember all the good times we had together. The bad times we had, don’t even matter anymore. I remember that day all too well, it’s a memory that just keeps replaying in my head. It was on February 16, 2005; around eight o’clock at night. I was sitting in the living room, watching tv, checking my email and eating Doritos. There was a knock at my door, I thought it was my one neighbor again. They were always getting into a fight and she would come to me to talk about it. So, I went to answer the door, ready to hear about their fight. As I opened the door, I froze at what I was seeing. There was a preacher and another guy accompanying him in their dress blues, and all I said is “you’ve got the wrong house!”. I froze, they asked if I was Mrs. Pusateri, and I just nodded my head. Unable to say anything, I knew exactly why they were at my door. They walked me to the living room and sat me down. The preacher said, “ Mrs.

Thinking.......
maybe i need to become an asshole...... they seem to get attention...... hell they get the women..... Ive been the good guy most of my life...... and it hasnt gotten me jack shit. The ONE day out of the year when im feeling lonelier than normal...... and I get almost nothing except some passing acknowledgment i exist. Im sick of my phone calls not getting returned, I dont care if you are sick, fucking busy or whatever...... its NO EXCUSE WHAT SO EVER! Pick up a goddamn phone and SAY ur busy...... or sick...... or just fucking admit you dont want to talk to me. I can deal with it if people would just be a little fucking honest about shit....... you hurt me more being passive. Thanks for not participating in my life despite several invitations. Maybe i need to tell you to go fuck yourself to get some attention, would ya like that? cuz I am soooo on the verge of telling you all that! Now there are certain people who KNOW this isnt meant for them...... so dont get

Yet Another Reason Not To...
...FUCK with my family... Yesterday/early this morning my "sister" called me distressed and on the verge of tears b/c of some bitch that she once called her friend. BEST friend even. Telling me she got into a big fight w her and they're no longer friends. She explained to me the shenanigans that this girl used to do. Now get this scenario...her friend has a b/f, and lives with him. She hasn't seen my sister in 2 weeks but has not seen her b/f in 4 days. When my sister calls out to her for help, to just be there for her and comfort her in this time of enourmous stress, that bitch pretty much tells my friend fuck you in your neck, I'm gonna go get fucked by my b/f. All the while, my sister has dropped so much just to be there for this girl. Now, the reason I call her my "sister" is b/c we have a relationship that surpasses one of best friendship. And for her to be calling me crying, it's enough to piss me off. What's more about this chick, is that she's had a b/f for 8 months

My Life
It's really been a rough road for me since May 28, 2004 the day I graduated high school. There I was working at a fast food joint called Zaxby's (a fast food chicken joint started in Athens GA.) I was making $6.50 an hour and doing my best to pay my bills (insurance, cell phone, and helping dad pay the mortage on the old house since he was unemployed). I was hardly had any money to go to a four year college or a decent two year. So then at the time I was like hey I know alot about cars why not be an auto technician right? (turns into a dead end career later on). Anyways I listened to the rep. for Gwinnett Tech back in high school and was like "hey sounds like a good career and good money." Well in Septemeber of 2004 I attended the program and took the classes but no auto dealership wanted to hire me for the co-operative part of the program. Finally in 2005 I got into my first auto dealership Bill Heard Chevrolet as an oil changer. It was good at first but the job was about two hours aw

Love Is
Love is An adventure A journey A destination A story Love is Every word you say Sounds beautiful Every thing you does Is wonderful Every smile Is sweet like honey Love is Irresistible desired Endless forgiveness Insane obsession Crazily dramatic Love is Risking everything Going all the way to find it Stretching limits To make it eternity Love is So many things I'll never finish Writing it There is always something more to add That's what love is Never ending If you find it

Alone --- Poem
Its so cold and quiet out Quite peaceful yet real dishearting Alot of time to think to ones self Looking over the past Thinking about the present Dreading the future I lay here all alone No one to spend my nights with To curl up next to I am glad for my boy He does keep me sane And for all my freinds who are there for me Just really wish to have more in life A girl to make me laugh and smile Hold my hand and make a jolt run thru me I just feel so alone at times Truely missing that one feeling Maybe I am meant to be alone To help others out in life But I am really happy for my family and freinds I do love you all Be safe and be happy Dont get too far down like me

Poetry
Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve. Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve. alo

Autos For A Couple Of Days
She's young. She oh so hot and OMG what a great....... Now that I got your attention. Ms. Angel is young and hot and could use your help. Shes running AUTO's for a few days. Go by and show her some love. ♦H◊®nY♦ÅnGe£♦© »D.S.C.«@ fubar

Could
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've always hear But the one still lives here in my world That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken heart

Criminal Life!!
Sorrow hearted (Scars and strife) (verse #1) Living my life amongst battle scars and strife, Illegally paid so forget the stars and stripes, Just let me have my women and the occasional bar fight, A bag of “get me right” and a bottle of Henny on ice, It’s just enough to keep me chasing the spot light, It’s just enough to keep them chasing my car lights, Cop lights don’t mix well when you’re going through hard times, So push the pedal to the metal and ignore the stop signs, It’s a one way street when you’re riding with criminals, A hundred miles per hour, as you glance out the windows, Life flashes by until it becomes subliminal, All of a sudden, it doesn’t seem so critical, It’s more habitual - and less intentional, It’s more substantial for the courts judicial, But not beneficial - to ones residuals, After a while, a life of crime becomes despicable. (verse #2) I got my mind on money as if money could touch you, A hundred dollar bills if you want me to come t

Family Illness
I will be gone for an undetermined time. I plan on taking my laptop but my time will be limited, if I am able to be on at all. I have no idea how it will work out. My laptop has issues right now and I am waiting on a recovery disk. So please understand. If you pray please do. Thank you very much. ~Jen~

Whats Wrong With Working At Wal-mart?
In an era where we are really short on low wage jobs, I am sick and tired of everyone bitching and moaning about people working at Wal-mart. The people that work there would rather be working than unemployed. This article by Charles Platt was brought to my attention. Charles Platt is a journalist, computer programmer and author of over 40 fiction and nonfiction books and was a senior writer at Wired magazine. The following is a portion of what Mr. Platt wrote: LIFE AT WALMART "How did I move from being a senior writer at Wired magazine to an entry-level position in a company that is reviled by almost all living journalists? It started when I read Nickel and Dimed, in which Atlantic contributor Barbara Ehrenreich denounces the exploitation of minimum-wage workers in America. Somehow her book didn’t ring true to me, and I wondered to what extent a preconceived agenda might have biased her reporting. Hence my application for a job at the nearest Wal-Mart. Getting in was not

David Ruffin
Somewhere there should be for all the world to see A statue of a fool made of stone The image of a man who let love slip through his hands And then just let him stand there all alone And there on his face a gold tear should be placed To honor the million tears he's cried And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know Concealed is a broken heart inside So build a statue and oh build it high So that all can see Then inscribe the world's greatest fool And name it after me

I...need...
Love (Me for all time) Hate (What has been) Close (The door is open) Open (A heart so true) Trust (Fall back) Loss (Kept from me) Gain (Such as I may never know) Leech (Taking what I am) Save (Heal me) Fault (None but mine) Belong (Now or never) Gone (Why?) Touch (Let me feel) Kiss (Need me) Why (Simple) Feel (Please)

Wtf
Just read this...I couldn't believe my eyes. "Sorry, size 24 is not the new 12. Stop thinking that's attractive. All the brainwashing you try to do to fool everyone (and really let's admit it's actually to brainwash yourself) isn't working. You're just fat. Men are visual creatures. It's biological. Sorry but that's the way it is. Call us shallow." Why, after reading that, do I feel like I've lost valuable time I'll never get back? I honestly do not feel like most men feel this way...but the fact that even one does? Sad.

Jaded Bunny
(The goal for 2009 is to do the Easter Egg Hunt the way it should be done - I will either find the energy or fake it; either way THERE WILL BE HIDDEN EGGS!!! - Amen...) Tuesday, April 18, 2006 There's something to be said for being the "baby" of a family four children with huge gaps of time in between the births - your mother is a worn out wreck of life's ups and downs, and she's been the Easter Bunny for way too long. I've been the Easter Bunny for 26 years. I did a great job of hippity hopping along the bunny trail for 25 years. This year was different. The easter eggs were painted, the tables for the family feast gaily decorated. So far, so good. Night time came, exhaustion set in. I went to bed with the eggs unhidden, the family tradition of the Easter morning Easter Egg hunt unprepared. My husband woke me up at 3:00 a.m. - "Honey, we need to hide the eggs." I mumble through drool and bad breath "Thas ohkay, I do *slight snore, startle back awake* laaeer." Longer sno

Baguazhang
Today I was lucky enough to get to try out an art called baguazhang. Bagua for short. One of the Chinese internal martial arts. It translates as "eight trigram palm". Eight trigrams refer to the 8 combinations of broken and single lines from the I Ching (Book of Changes). Putting aside the philosophical basis of the art, it has a reputation for being very effective. Chairman Mao's personal bodyguards were all bagua fighters. Other similar arts are Tai Chi and Hsing I. Also, Systema (a Russian art). Anyone else interested in these arts?

Evil
These streets have been derogated, Now I've found myself drifting into decadence. I see some of you are already getting aggravated, This ill ridden trash in the ambiance. Some are already feeling arrhythmia, But you will get no help, I'm not charitable. You seem to forever be in hysteria, The feeling of animosity is understandable. The puddles are steadily filling, At the moment there seems to be no end. This surely means the blood is spilling, Don't cry to me I'm truly not your friend. I often look to the sky, Hoping I'll see your magnanimous god. Seeing nothing I think it must be a lie, Do you think this to be odd? I am very iniquitous in my mind. Some say I have a tendency of being inhumane. This is something not very hard to find, I think I am a king without a main.

For What, But To Live, For Who...but To Die...
funny...sad really.... that i can forgive you... for having stopped loving me... but i can never forgive myself.... for having ever begun.... nor can i forgive myself... for being the one... who gave you the door...

In A Tingle.
Aren't I lucky ??? from: Majesty (Naughty) Sweden subject: Again..... received: 02/15/2009 05:48 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Now im here again... I cant tell you how much i love you and youre pics... Mmmmm.... I must say this one more time... You are hot and glorious.... You have it all!!! Hope to have you in my arms ;o) Kissing youre groin... Hihihi...

And For This We Live....
and for this we live... he was so young when he found his true love she was a woman to his boyhood charm she lived for the moment and him for a lifetime not knowing she would end it with a sentence so long. he fell into love when she beckoned he came for him this was it, for her twas the same.. they settled to live as one til beyond and settle it was like the dust on a pond. he lived and he loved as she did as well a child came to be and the clouds... they did swell... a momentum was building within and without...unknowing he lived...his lovelife gone out. as the years they did pass love in a coma a life long grown stale and still unaware by chance he stumbled and fell into love doomed as it was his eyes they were opened and a glimmer of light shone from above. the galaxie came to him out of the blue receptive he was, he knew what to do the signs they were there this love no compare it was written they both saw destined they gave in to desires

After Dark
WE HAVE THE SONGS YOU WANT TO HEAR, THE PEOPLE YOU NEED TO KNOW, AND THE CONVERSATIONS YOU HAVE BEEN MISSING. TIRED OF THE DRAMA? SICK OF THE BULLSH*T? JUST WANT A PLACE TO KICK IT WITH GOOD PEOPLE? THEN FOLLOW THE LINK INTO THE AFTER DARK, WHERE YOUR VOICE DOES GET HEARD! IF YOU ARE STILL READING THIS, YOU HAVEN'T FOLLOWED THE LINK YET, AND THEREFORE HAVEN'T FOLLOWED DIRECTIONS, MEANING YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON FAR TOO MUCH FUN...

And The Award Goes To...
vince 6969 for being the douche bag of the day! I'm going to post this conversation, and keep in mind that this dude had sent me a request not even 10 minutes prior to this conversation. I had never, ever spoken to him before in my life. After this conversation, he blocked me. lmao ->vince 6969: you're pissed cause I won't meet you after talking to you for 5 minutes? haha whatever! vince 6969: wut ever then shorty peace im out and u r to ->vince 6969: HAHA I'm not giving you my address vince 6969: wut is your address im in york pa right now ->vince 6969: I just told you I have to be up for work at 5am! vince 6969: can i come tonight ->vince 6969: nothing vince 6969: and wut do u mean i think so ->vince 6969: you wanna see me? you come to me vince 6969: so wut about next weekend ->vince 6969: maybe you think so vince 6969: cuz im fine and ikm the shit ->vince 6969: I have only ever met 1 person off of Fubar, and I knew him for MONTHS before I even considered going to s

"without A Seconds Thought"
Twilight, I have literally seen over a million of them and they are never the same, Each and every one is different in it own way. The colors, The lighting, the clouds,or lack of them. Each one is different. I stay as long as I can, I Like to see how long I can last, Until I feel my skin burning..then I retreat as fast as my Immortal muscles will allow me, Deep into mother earth where it's safe. The one thing that can kill me is the one thing I miss the most. the sun. Jus one full minute in the sun can end my existence forever. Actually the sun cant kill me because I (Died) a long long long time ago. I am what they like to call undead these days. a Vampire if we must use that terminolgy. and yes I do drink the blood of the living, tho I seldom Kill. We are not all the vicious killers U see in the movies and all those Anne Rice novels, I met her once, She is a wonderful woman. Tho I Like to play with the sunrise I have no death wish, I do not wish to cease to be, anytime soon. I

The Package(i've Met A Few Online Like This)
Clever got me this far Then tricky got me in Eye on what i'm after I don't need another friend Smile and drop the cliche 'Till you think I'm listening I take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again Peripheral on the package Don't care to settle in Time to feed the monster I don't need another friend Comfort is a mystery Crawling out of my own skin Just give me what I came for, then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get just what I need Lie to get what I crave Lie and smile to get what's mine Eye on what i'm after I don't need another friend Nod and watch your lips move If you need me to pretend Because clever got me this far Then tricky got me in I'll take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get what I need now Lie to get what I'm craving Lie and smile to get what's mine Give this to me Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Mine, mine, m

Auto 11's On For Friends!!!
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Fuck The Girlfriend With The Mouth
I feel a tad bit guilty over all the nasty things my friends said but at the same time I wont own their words and I have to think about the long term effects of your actions. I don't need to kiss your ass this was my family first and I had every right to be upset with the situation and you know this otherwise you wouldn't still have your claws out. Forcing no contact what-so-ever is extremely childish and for what reason to benefit who, you only right? And to you the other half who is allowing all this for whatever reason.. talk about who the fuck are you, funny how someone can completely change who they are for another. This thing that your letting get out of control will take over your entire life, and I will not have my son caught up in it. If the two of you cant even allow me to send a damn picture of Tessa, when he is raising your children then your pretty petty. I sent no personal message with that, NOTHING. I swear to god I thought you had a heart and would like to se

For Those Wondering Abot Cinn
for those wondering abot cinn even though she looks awful she is in good spirits.. strength of her will is showin she is trouble remembering names but she remembers faces she is easily exhausted but told she is getting stronger ere day wish she can come home new york is a long way to go but i went to new york last weekend i am glad i did i stayed all night saturday night while she slept i hate see her in pain she is fighting pain in her sleep i know she will come back strong my love goes out to her and i count da days i see her agen

Ch-ch-changes.
For a while there, my life was an insane asylum. My home was in constant turmoil and I was at a loss as to what to do. I didn't have anyone to talk to, really. At least not someone who could understand and offer useful advice. These last few weeks have been such a change. Tranquility has reigned in my house...my NEW house. As I've been unpacking, decorating, meeting new neighbors, marveling at the fact that my kids haven't been at each others' throats, hitting yard sales for things that I need [I found an almost new dining room table and chairs that perfectly matches my other furniture for $75!!!], planning a yard sale of my own, gaining a greatly needed extra income, and generally keeping busy with a multitude of chores...I've also found time to get to know my children again. Across the street from the new house is a large park with basketball courts, a heated pool, and spa, volleyball court, and picnic area. And it's sort of become a home away from home. I've sort of lamented

Death Of Coaster, Rise Of Nightmist
On July 14, 2008 Coaster was slain by his then vampire bride to be. Coaster was named after his demeaner, happy go lucky coasting thru life, well loved by many. Coaster endured lies treachery and deciet, then was starved to death for 2 weeks by the nurishment that only his vampire bride could of given. Prior to this all coasters protectors were driven from his side by the jealous vampire who didnt trust herself and took it out on coaster. Coasters last act bfore death was to slay his vampire bride as well. As he lay dying all the dogs and cur who were kept at bay by coasters protectors which were no longer there, came in droves to devour coasters flesh. One friend fought them off even using his powers to inflict insanity upon one of the cur, and dragged coasters body to a sacred hiding place. A deal was struck that the restless spirit of coaster could return to the world of man, but not in the same form. Thus Nightmist was born. Like the Crow, Nightmist is not the undead but a

Just A Biker ...if You Rip, Repost It Plz
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers

What The Fuck?
What the fuck is the deal on here lately? No one wants to talk or rate or anything anymore. I'm not even exaggerating, I can sit on here for hours and hours and rate, comment, fan, and admire hundreds of people and maybe one will even look at my profile, let alone rate me or anything. Blasts have also become useless and a complete waste of money. I posted a blast saturday morning, so far it has over 75,000 views, yet maybe 3 people have even checked me out. Like what the hell is the deal, i remember my first blast i had so many rates and comments i couldn't even keep up with them. Maybe i have progressively gotten more hideous and no one can stomach the thought of talking to or rating me... Is this site just dead or what? I have noticed though that this place has become a damn sausage fest, maybe that has something to do with it. Go look at the new members, 80% are horny single guys now, another 10% are fake profiles, with the fake pics of super hot girls, that try to take you to

*figuratively Speaking,i Don't Care
I'm having troubles with trying to get by. It sucks when I fucking wish I would die. Fuck the present,fuck the future. I'm living in the past,a life you can see through. I'm 26 and have amounted to shit. With all these failures I might as well quit. It's kind of pathetic,to not care about yourself. To treat your life as another book on the shelf. To treat yourself like a lost cause. It's better to just pack up,and move on. But I'm sure you've been here before. Shrug it all off and think nothing more. That's the difference between you and me. You always give up,I never let things be. My life is like a twenty car pile up. A car for each mistake. A smile you cannot fake. A ride you can't get off of. A drug you can't down. A habit you can't kick. Face it..my life is a train wreck. A circus. I'm the casualty..I'm the freak show. Just sit back,and enjoy.

Stolen From Curviliciousbbw Bulletin! Must Read
A Dog Named Faith This is a story about a dog who was born on Christmas Eve in 2002. He was born with 3 legs - 2 healthy hind legs and 1 abnormal front leg which needed to be amputated. He of course could not walk when he was born. Even his mother did not want him. He was rejected and scorned. By curvaliciousbbw at 2009-02-16 His first owner also did not think that he could survive. Therefore, he was thinking of putting him to sleep.. At this time, his present owner Jude Stringfellow came into his life and wanted to take care of him. She was determined to teach and train this dog to walk by himself. She thought, all we need is a little faith. In the beginning, she put Faith on a surf board to let him feel the movements of the water. Later she used peanut butter on a spoon as a lure and to reward him for standing up and jumping around. Even the other dogs at home helped to encourage him to walk. Amazingly, after only 6 months, like a miracle, Faith learned to bala

Surprised, Shocked And Completely Confused.
My bf and I are just about to reach our 1 year anniversary in March, and I have been happier with him than I have been with the 2 exes of mine COMBINED. He is my best friend. I know all the intimate details of his life, well most of them. And he knows everything I've been through too, at least all the major details. There have been a few major people/events in my life with a lot of little filler stuff in between. Many things I don't remember, except on occasion when I'm stoned or with old friends do I remember the fluffy little details of my past. It's probably better that most things in the past stay RIGHT there...in the past. I am going through trauma therapy right now to deal with those old demons so that my bf and I can move forward with a HEALTHY version of me. I'm also seeing doctors for my chronic pain issues and trying to better my physical well-being as well. After spending a wonderful Valentine's Day evening on the town with some drinks with friends and karaoke, and sleeping

Motley Crue With Hinder And Theory Of A Deadman
This was one hell of a night. My friend Heather and her daughter came over and we took a cab to the Metro Centre. we got down there and those damn cabs are so small that i almost fell and didn't make it in my chair. We saw a bunch of picketers who were anti Motley Crue because of the Devil stuff that the band associates it songs with. We had to wait in line they opened the doors at 5:30 and we had to check our bags for weapons and other things. They would not allow cameras in there which sucked. So soon as we got there i saw my friend Shelly , who is in my SCI support group, up at the souvenir stand. I bought some motley crue pins and stickers and a awesome Saints of Los Angeles T-Shirt , it was 40 dollars but worth it, i was hoping to find a Theory of a Deadman T-Shirt but none i liked. So then Heather and her Daughter found me and then we headed to our seats. I stopped at Paninos got a mini pizza bread sandwich and a pop. We got to our seats as the first band "THE LAST VEGAS"

Come One Come All
My top 2 through 6 friends all have autos running. I cant say witch one to go rate cause they are all good woman. I've rated all of them before and they all returned the love I gave in the own ways. Just pick one and show some made love. Milk & Honey ☺♥ Fu Owned By Puddy ♥@ fubar ~ღ~kinky wild kat~ღ~ fan me please@ fubar ☆Serendipity☆ ~ღ Dangerღus Curves ღ~ Owned by The Looney Abraxas (:@ fubar ♦H◊®nY♦ÅnGe£♦© Proudly Sponsored By ~*Archaic Angel™*~@ fubar ~*Fan Me~*Tinkergirl101*~Owned By Dark Defender & Tony Proud~@ fubar

February
So it took a couple weeks to get over the "you make me wanna cry blues" boys are silly and I am sillier to let them bother me so! I am sick. Yucky, snotty girl...missing her daily quota of knottiness. haha! So I wanted to let you know I am alive. I am still primarily off the fu. I do miss you all so very much!! If any of you have written blogs that you think I should read please email me a link so I can go check them out when I check my mail That is the first thing I do when I sign in yanno! Ok...thats it. LOL Alana

Panasonic
When the main Panasonic headquarters in Japan acquired the rights to Woody Woodpecker for their "Internet Guide" to the company's website, they came up with a slogan to bring attention to him. On the eve of the campaign launch, it was cancelled indefinately. The reason: on that night, an english speaking company member spoke up on the translation into english, which was, "Touch Woody, the Internet Pecker."

Goin To State Baby!!
tate bound! Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Feb 16, 2009 Missouri Class 4? No sweat. Wrestling in the state’s largest class for the first time, Lebanon placed fifth in the 13-team meet and will send its largest class of state qualifiers in 12 seasons to Columbia. Six Yellowjackets qualified for the state tournament at the District 3 meet on Saturday in Jefferson City. Justin Britt (285 pounds), Trevor Byrd (215), Zach Drinkall (189), Austin Brawner (145), Tyler Zimemrman (140) and Kyle Hansen (125) placed in the top four and will compete at the state meet on Thursday in Columbia. “We went to seed meetings thinking we would get three or four (state qualified),” Roark said. “We pulled off six, and we could have had a couple more.” Lebanon last sent as many as six wrestlers to state in 1996. The Yellowjackets had a total of 31 state qualifiers in a four-year span from 1992-1993 to 1995-1996, including nine in 1994, and eight in both 1995 and 1996. Justin

My Pics
OK SEXY FRIENDS.. IM LETTING U KNOW I GOT ONE MORE FULL DAY... B4 I GO INTO KNEE SURGERY.. SO PICS WELL BE DELAYED FOR A BIT UNTIL I HEAL.. SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME.. AND STILL RATE ALL THE PICS I HAVE HERE NOW.. I LUV ALL OF MY SEX FRIENDS... MUAH.. AND KEEP ME IN UR PRAYERS.. PLZ

Men And Women (a Friend Wrote This)
Many people have questioned preference my in women. Wondering what is it that like, what catches my eye and what turns me on. Well although that sounds like a easy answer, its not. It is as perplex as understanding how the pyramids were constructed. I am attracted to several things depending on the woman. There is nothing more attractive than confidence, personality and intelligence. A woman with a strong mind is a great thing. And even greater than that is a woman with a strong mind and nice curves. Some people may say that looks is not everything and physical attraction is superficial. I say; maybe thats right for what motivates them. But as for me, I have to have a woman that is pleasing to my eye. I want to be attractive to that woman when she is sleep, when she is just waking up and on her worst day. Now that doesn't mean she has to be what america has deemed as being pretty but she has to be what I like. It's not just about the size of her backsi

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 2-16-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 2-16-09 Dj_Lette Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Amanda/Dj_Lette Birthday: 05/18/84 Zodiac Sign: Taurus Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: None at the moment Piercings: Yes *Favorites* Color: Hot Pink Season: Fall Day Of Week: Friday Animal: Eagle Flower: Lily of the Valley *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yeppers Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yeppers Smiled For No Reason?: Yeppers Sat On Your Rooftop?: Yeppers *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: IPoD XBox 0R PS2?: PS2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Sausage,Mushroom,Onion,&Xtra Cheese Your Fears?: Losing the people I love most in my life Your Weakness?: Sexy Women/Men Do

Super Bowl Seat
A Steeler fan had 50 yard line tickets for the Super Bowl. As he sits down, a man comes down and asked the man if anyone is sitting in the seat next to him. "No", he said, "the seat is empty". "This is incredible", said the man. "Who in their right mind would have a seat like this for the Super Bowl, the biggest sport event in the world, and not use it?" Somberly, the man says, "Well...the seat actually belongs to me. I was supposed to come here with my wife, but she passed away. This is the first Super Bowl we have not been together since we got married in 1967. " "Oh I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. But couldn't you find someone else - a friend or relative or even a neighbor to take the seat?" The man shakes his head, "No. They're all at the funeral. "

More Words Of A Madman
I am sitting in my own blasphemes, Looking at all of my catastrophes. I don't want to keep on sinning, However I have to keep on living. You see to live is evil, And evil is people. People are sinners. Yet people are believers. I accept if I'm wrong I shall burn, I merely sit here and wait for my turn. I preach out my lesson, yet none of you learn. I have given up on you it seems. You can't give up your silly dreams. I'll murder your mind if you'd give me a chance. For talking to me may just be your final dance. I wish to give you all my mind. But the message none seem to find. Maybe it isn't them who are lost, Maybe my victory is Perice, at to great a cost? I have chosen my fate. it is all to late. I'm going to end this all. I have finally started to......FALL!

Why Am I Still Single?
This blog will pin-point why I hate relationships and I think it is nothing more than a big source of un-needed drama. I am now 28, and I do own my own home. I pay my own bills and I try to be everything that I could be to everyone that I consider my friend. But the funny thing is that I simply cannot be anything more than friends with anyone. I am either too young, or I don't have a car,or any number of vast other reasons. I am always being told that I am a wonderful friend and that I am very special to someone. But it hurts to sit and watch EVERYONE ELSE getting into relationships and being able to hold someone close at night. To be able to see that my heart will always feel this empty no matter how hard I try. I have some of the worlds most wonderful friends and I will risk nothing to lose those friendships. All I am saying is that I want to simply have someone in my heart and in my life who will be just as special to me as I am to them in a romantic sence. I am not just about se

Just Thoughts
I can write better than anybody who can write faster, and I can write faster than anybody who can write better,Something attempted, something done, Has earned a nights repose.The mind has exactly the same power as the hands: not merely to grasp the world, but to change it. If the human mind was simple enough to understand, we'd be too simple to understand it.The big majority of Americans, who are comparatively well off, have developed an ability to have enclaves of people living in the greatest misery without almost noticing them.And He feels so incredibly weak when he has ferociously quarreled against them since his genuine years and has lost. His hopes for a better understanding dissipate as he grows older, and his mind grows less eager to reach a verdict. Having no sense of direction, he roams here, looking above, asking futile questions, even though the answers may be feared. Good by nature, he has learned his survival skills, which will lead him into the real world, and will somed

My History
i dont normaly talk about my child hood but it explains alot about me and who i am and why im the way i am. this will be a bit hard for me but i guese take a deep breathe and get it over w and i swear to god none of you better feel sorry for me. i was born in californis my mom was in the airforce and so i was always at a baby sitters. all my babysitters were physicaly abusive according to my mom the only thing i remember from that early inmy life is when i was four i was at a babysitters and she was curling my hair. she took a knife out and told me that if i didnt gfet in my moms room shed kill me. so i ran but my mom had locked her door. she took me by the hair and sat down and said well your going to well you guys can get the picture i was forced to give her oral. my mom says she took me to therapy and they said i was to young id never remember well i did. my mom was pghysicaly and emotionaly as well as verbally abusive pretty much my whole life as well as her partners. ive h

Does This Remind You Of Anyone - Faceless Friends
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus

My New Favorite Pass Time...
The History of Bellydance Bellydance, also known as the dance of the people, reflects the basic life experiences common to all. Born to celebrate Mother Earth, Bellydance, with a long and colorful history, originated as a fertility ritual dance. 2300 years after Enheduanna wrote about the patriarchal religions developing and conquering the matriarch based religions, Bellydance and sexuality were no longer considered sacred or spiritual, but evil. As the Ottoman Empire reigned, female gypsy dancers were hired to entertain the women living in the harems – this continued the original legacy of women dancing exclusively for women. At the end of Ottoman Empire, Turkey became a republic, religious limitations were lifted and women were allowed to once again entertain and dance for men. The European painters discovered Middle-Eastern dance in the 18th Century, introducing it to the West, and giving it its name Bellydance because of their fascination with the exposed belly. Bel

Only In America....
….No wonder the rest of the world thinks we're nuts Best lawyer/insurance story of the year, decade, and possibly the century. This took place in Charlotte North Carolina. A lawyer purchased a box of very rare and expensive cigars, then insured them against, among other things, fire. Within a month, having smoked his entire stockpile of these great cigars, the lawyer filed a claim against the insurance company. In his claim, the lawyer stated the cigars were lost 'in a series of small fires.' The insurance company refused to pay, citing the obvious reason, that the man had consumed the cigars in the normal fashion. The lawyer sued and WON! Delivering the ruling, the judge agreed with the insurance company that the claim was frivolous. The judge stated nevertheless, that the lawyer held a policy from the company, in which it had warranted that the cigars were insurable and also guaranteed that it would insure them against fire, without defining what i

A Real Man!
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus

My Pictures! Please Read!!!
OK...I'm VERY HAPPY with JDHUNT. I left it up to him on what I do with my pictures...he and I decided to close my NSFW. I don't care if that pisses you off! If you get me a VIP, 7 Day Blast or bling pack you can see them still, but otherwise they're set to ONLY ME and JD. I DO still have some sexy pics in the me folder and more of me. ALSO! Don't expect me to cam for you. Don't even ask. I will get on cam but you won't see anything. From now on I will ONLY DO SFW salutes too! If I have made you a NSFW salute in the past they're still on my page just set to only me. I know a lot of you will be mad about this but oh well! I'm NOT A PIECE OF MEAT!!!! XOXO

Mmmm
Well sweet melting mercy, you all know how to make a MarshaMallow feel welcome. There is so much to see, I can't can't keep up!! LOL I will figure it out eventually so please bear with me. Till then drink up, and get the campfire burning, cause this Mallow is about to get get Toasted!!Cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Things First
OK so lets get a few things straight now I am back Unlike before I am not here to level up, help others level up or be a fake friend - any one that has purely added me for that reason GTFA. I have come back purely cos I am still a cripple and any comments you wanna make about that - bring it on I seriously dont give a FEK what you say about me, the way I look at it, while you are stabbing me in the back you are leaving others alone. I aint gonna be on here as often as I was, cos I have other sites and also other things to do in life than sit on pc all day Ok if you are sure you understand all this - crack on and let the party begin.

Brilliant Hilarity
Hell explained by a chemistry student The following is an actual question given on a Washington State University chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the wor

No Reservations. No Apologies. No Excuses.
--I wrote this in 2005 and after finding it again, I think it still applies today.-- I’m tired. I’m tired of doing the dance. You know the dance. You do it too. Maybe not everyday, but you do it. It’s that peacock strut, that censored voice from your mouth, and that filtered mirror image of yourself. Truth, it seems, is a scarce commodity nowadays. Society has diluted individuality and the media has weakened self-identity. Can anyone, in such a place, genuinely know themselves? Sadly, I think not. There are too many voices…too many images…too many demands. Obviously, like drones, whether consciously or not, we flock to conform in the hope that in our conformity to society’s “perfection” (This is a word to describe an unattainable concept. There is NO SUCH THING. Never let anyone tell you any differently.) we will be accepted; we will be loved. And there it is, like a smack in the face, that word: love. No longer are we just animals striving for the favor of a mate to reprod

Yeah. . .
Oh, my, god. Becky, look at her butt. It is so big. *scoff* She looks like, one of those rap guys' girlfriends. But, you know, who understands those rap guys? *scoff* They only talk to her, because, she looks like a total prostitute, 'kay? I mean, her butt, is just so big. I can't believe it's just so round, it's like, out there, I mean - gross. Look! She's just so ... black! [Sir Mix-a-Lot] I like big butts and I can not lie You other brothers can't deny That when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist And a round thing in your face You get sprung, wanna pull out your tough 'Cause you notice that butt was stuffed Deep in the jeans she's wearing I'm hooked and I can't stop staring Oh baby, I wanna get with you And take your picture My homeboys tried to warn me But that butt you got makes me so horny Ooh, Rump-o'-smooth-skin You say you wanna get in my Benz? Well, use me, use me 'Cause you ain't that average groupie I've seen them dancin' To hell with rom

Just A Few Things About Me~
Just a LiL Bit About Me... ~For Those Who Keep Calling Me A Dyke~ (LMFAO) ask a few of my friends..Im SO NOT a Dyke... ~Im a HUGE Tomboy (country girl) ~Born in the city, but LOVE the country ~I race quads & take my truck muddin ALOT ~Im comfortable in my jeans & hoodies ~BUT...I will wear a skirt or dress ONCE In A WHILE..( I even gots nice legs...LMAO) ~ I LOVE country music ~YES...I do know how to fix things, like a John Deere tractor or a truck ~ Im SINGLE...and plan on staying that way (at least til someone can actually PROVE to me that not all guys are the same) ~ Yes...I do have a life...I always forget to log out of this damn site ~ NO...I DO NOT want to see ur cock on cam... ( IF I want cock..I can get it ) ~SOO.... Just because I like to race quads, fix a traactor or my truck, do not dress in skirts or dresses all the time, and love country music... This DOES NOT constitute me being a DYKE... I like cock WAY

Seperate Ways
Lyrics to Separate Ways by Teddy Thompson Come rolling into town unaware Of the power that you have over me And what am I to do With hello how are you Nothing’s ever said that should be And I don’t care about you If you don’t care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I’m turning into me, not you I can change my mind not my blood And not all who love are blind Some of us are just too kind We forgive too much And never speak our minds And I don’t care about you If you don’t care about me We can go our separate ways If you want to The ties of love are strong But they can be undone And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I’m giving up on you And I’ll turn my heart to something new And we’ll go our separate ways If you want to I stood out in the rain Holding my breath Waiting for you You never came You broke my heart You b

Dream Theater: The Ministry Of Lost Souls
this is a song from Dream theater's new album "Systematic Chaos" i found it pretty interesting, so i though what the hell, why not post it "The water's edge Is where she waits Lost soul still wandering Meant to die But she's stuck not crossing over The other side Is where he waits His spirit reaching out Meant to save But she's too scared To take his hand Living in a world without you Drowning in the past Is living in no world at all So now i call on you Remember me, I gave you life You would not take it Your suffering Was all in vain It's almost over now Don't turn your back on Paradise Feeling scared She's prepared To give up everything She can't stand To feel like half of her is fading He will choose The only way To rid her of her pain Take her soul now The decision has been made Living in a world without love A burden to my soul Is living in a worthless world So i will call on you Remember me I gave you life You would no

Friends Talk Dont They??
This subject has probably come up before but i missed it. I'm not the type to just add people for points. I enjoy meeting new peeps online to chat. So any of my friends that read this or anyone else n FU land if you don't talk then delete me from friends or just don't add me and take up space.

Corpus...
My soul erased I won't resist Erratic mind Poison embraced A dying God-man Full of pain Suffer eternally Burn internally Suckle from disease Corpus Christi Forgivness sought Beg to serve Punish me Can't take this Want your touch Sick psychosis I'm the bad one The good one The sick one The smile A tooth that bites A vein that bleeds Cuts like a knife I hide because I see I see whats inside me I am so much I hate I could care less Born dying each new day My image burns away Psychopathic ways Questioning my reason I'm losing the race Losing face Excuse what you see Can't find the door Life and lies on trial Beat me with the verdict Smash my spine Hate me Pull my wings away Let me go I wanna slip I am the snake The tongue that takes Burn me with the sun Blow me away

Let Me Rest...
I always hear you saying "It'll be ok" I've sacrificed so much in your name I take all the blame From suffering comes the wisdom of ages How can you tell me this will end? Whos to say that I want it to? Maybe I like the dark I have to see where I went wrong I have lived the best I can Does this make me less? I will let this go when I'm done I hope I can't find where to leave this behind I feel I need to suffer I need this weight crushing me I deserve this hell I've made What I've done I cannot forgive There is no end to my road Try all you like Say what makes you feel better You may change the world you can't change me The daylight may bow to your whim I refuse to even try I've spent my time with you It was so hard to make you smile I hammered at that old stone face I wasn't even able to make a scratch The only smile I saw was when you spoke his name Get out of my head Just leave me alone here How

The Tallie Monster !
> > > > > > Fat Sonny's got a little challenge for everyone. This gal is about 523k away from leveling. So you know the usual drill...rate her, fan her, add her. Then get to rating her pics and helping her along to level. Every little bit helps. Don't forget to rate the little bit of stash she has. > > tallie monster@ fubar > > > > > >

Blocked
Little button on a screen Push the button and the person is gone You blocked me once a long time ago I should have realize the first block is the last I would never block you I could not Over and over you hit that button I gave you everything I had Now I can't reach you because of the block How is it that you can love someone more Than anyone else and then block them?

Left Out
My replacement showed up again I watch as you cavort with her You play with her Give her the gifts you used to give me I cry But I realize it says something And what it says I don't want to explain to you I just want to go away At any moment you have the power to let me in But You lie and let me hang out in the cold You seem relieved She will be better I'm sure She's there Maybe you need her more Enjoy her more, she's fun She's pretty, she's lonely Maybe she needs you too Who am I to stand in the way?

The Hardest Part
The hardest part about joining a new online community is trying to be sexy in a community full of very sexy people. It is hard. No wait, it is close to impossible. So if you people can read this, give me some suggestions on how a guy like me can take some sexy pictures. I need fans too after all.

Stripper Poem Lol
Stripping When I take it off I feel so free I love that everyone is watching me. It feels so good to be this way I enjoy doing this everyday. I do it for money, I do it for me, This kind of work unleashes me. Oh how I feel so free I get pleasure from doing this Nothing I have done could ever best it. I am better then the rest in my line of work A stripper I am come take a look

Thoughts
People who are bored with nothing to do find themselves reflecting on their own personal flaws and imperfections and turn in desperation to some type of comfort. In this instance, it is projection. This occurs when people take something they don't like about themselves or something that they have done wrong and project it onto another person: "Look--look LOOK! Over there! They're doing this! oooh! I mean, I am, too, but look at them!!!" It is a convenient way to avoid admitting that you. hate. yourself. But, I'll tell you now that if you choose--and, yes, it is a choice--not to love yourself, then you can not love anybody else. Period. Another thing worth noting is that at night, when you lie awake waiting for sleep, you are left with nothing to think about but what you've done to either help or harm your fellow man. It is absolutely wrong to take out your personal disgust with yourself on other people. Deal with your own problems, and just leave the oth

Facebook's New Terms Of Service
NEW YORK - In an about-face following a torrent of online protests, Facebook is backing off a change in its user policies while it figures how best to resolve questions like who controls the information shared on the social networking site. The site, which boasts 175 million users from around the world, had quietly updated its terms of use — its governing document — a couple of weeks ago. The changes sparked an uproar after popular consumer rights advocacy blog Consumerist.com pointed them out Sunday, in a post titled "Facebook's New Terms Of Service: 'We Can Do Anything We Want With Your Content. Forever.'"

What Happened To Good Ole Fashioned Rating And Helping
Ya know seriously Ive been round fubar since it was cherrytap an all the rest of the names that they have come up with what ever happened to just plain good ole fashioned rating ppl and helping others out? I think its all become to much about what ppl get can get and what ppl will pay for an auto 11 or bling packs or whatever it might be it really sucks to be on a sight for so long and to have known so many to come an go and have the ones you always helped in the past for you....dont know if it is worth it anymore...

Stupid Poem Lol Board
Potatoes Potatoes are so round They come out of the ground Also they are brown. I love them mashed They are eaten by every class They are fun to bake, deep fry, and eat There is nothing in the world that they can’t beat. Potatoes are my friends. Lol stupid ass poem right.

Barney Song/ Poem
Killing Barney You love me I hate you I will beat you with my shoe. Your nose is broke This is a joke Barney is so fucking dumb It is funny to laugh at his stupid ass song You still love me Even after I beat you with my shoe How do I get rid of you I’ve got a uber awesome idea to fix that But first I’ll need my baseball bat Now I am going to put on a really kick ass hat. You love me I hate you too The shoe didn’t fix you So now lets see if my lovely little bat will do the trick Oh my god you are such a fucking prick Lol this is so much fun.  Guess I’ll go and get my gun Now it’s time you die you purple bastard Now hold still so I can feed you to the buzzard He loved me I killed him Now I am at the end It was so much fun to do this I will have to do it again But first I have to get paid by Satan

Workout Diary-day Five
Workout Diary, Day Five Weekends suck for my diet goals. I work all weekend long, from early in the morning until it's dark out, and I have to stand up for the better part of 8 or 9 hours. Working out is about the LAST thing on my mind when I get done. During the week has been equally challenging. The gym I am a member of has several locations, and alternates males/female days. The gym near my house is Tues/Thurs/Sat for lady days, and the gym near my work is Mon/Weds/Fri. They are both closed on Sunday now, which eliminates that day altogether. For instance, if I work a 2-9 on Monday, I would have to drive to the other side of town, work out, come back home, get ready for work, then go back across town again. Its a waste of time and gas. I could shower at the gym, but then I would have to haul a change of clothes, which would be wrinkled and smell like the gym when I leave, and all my shower stuff too. Blah. So my workouts have been limited to Tuesday and Thursday,

Peace And Whales Come In Pods
“Wars and terrorist attacks will always make headlines, but it’s remarkable how many of the world’s 6.7 billion people now live in peace. In recent decades, despite the growth in population, the number of war casualties around the world has declined, according to the Human Security Report Project from Canada’s Simon Fraser University. And despite a new fear of terrorism following 9/11, terrorist casualties have been declining in recent years. In some earlier generations, a quarter of the male population died violent deaths. Over the past century, even counting the world wars, a person’s chance of dying from war or violent civil strife was less than 2 percent, according to John Mueller, a professor of political science at Ohio State University. That means that the scourge of war is now comparable to the statistical risk of driving a car in the United States.” Point two of this month’s Reader’s Digest article, “It’s A Wonderful Life” makes a point to me that I don’t have to wor

Take Two.
Echos of whispers in the moonlight. A dream that's over before it's begun. A film made in brilliant technicolor; now faded to black and white. Flickering scenes of fulfillment. The flash of a smile in the wind. Sweet echos of whispers in the moonlight. An era that's come to an end.

Bitchlist
I hate stupid ppl. I hate racism. I hate people who hate obama. I hate people who berate other people. I hate sneezing. I hate being single. I hate relationships. i hate commercials I hate LOVE I am fulla hate right now. I need something good in my life, when will i get a freakin break? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Sorry readers, I am just venting.

When It Rains It Pours, It Pours It Rains Insanely
subject:When it rains it pours, it pours it rains insanely post date:2007-11-17 12:04:37 views: 24 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Ah, the joys and woes of home ownership. As a Realtor, and a lady with big dreams, buying my first house this year was such an exciting endeavor...to begin with anyways! Having a place of my own to decorate, enjoy, and do as I please in was a dream come true, and helped to solidify some knowledge as a Buyer and an Agent. Not to mention the whole emotional security of a personal retreat from all the entropy of daily life! However, if I had had a crystal ball, I might have thought twice about this purchase. I must subconsciously be asking the Universe for shit on a platter, cuz that is what I keep getting! Since I have bought this place, my BF has had trouble getting paid in his new career, the Real Estate market went super soft in my area, my Mother passed away, and every other month, there is a new expensive repair I had not anticipated (this month

Stop Light Ciggy
subject:Stop Light Ciggy post date:2007-10-24 20:46:04 views: 13 comments: 1 ratings: 0 For those if you who know me, you know that I am what you would call a "social smoker" ie, I usually only smoke cigarettes if/when I am imbibing spirits with a few good friends. On and off lately though, I am have been known to have a smoke here and there. I know they are awful for me, and I know the risks, but ah, sometimes it just helps me to relax. Today, I had one while I was driving in Rush Hour traffic, a first for me. The day has been a bit hectic,(crazy drivers aside) and I just felt like having one. Since I don't smoke often, I usually get what I like to refer to as "fluffy head" as mild "high" if you will, from the nicotine and chemicals. And you know what? Thanks to stated fluffy head, I found that I was relaxed and mellow, even drove the speed limit, without being annoyed that three people cut me off on the way to my destination. This does not by any means

True Idiots Of 2008!! A Must Read!!
Just in case you need to feel good about yourself today. . . Number One Idiot of 2008 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter in to the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. Number Two Idiot of 2008 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming toward them. I

I Wanna Be Close Enough...
I have kept my distance Dependent on my own... A superficial witness the Love I touch and go... Could it be for my own protection I have only gone half way.. Could it be my fear of rejection I drove your love away... Don't get to close It's hard to stay afloat when you try Protecting yourself I find it hurts the most when you try You're not close enough Crowded room of people I pretend to know... I'd rather be a stranger I choose to walk alone... Could it be living on the outside It is much more than I can take... Honestly I would reach for affection Yet it only slips away... I wanna be close enough...

Why Not To Talk With People Outside Of Their Own Mumm...
Why not to talk with people outside of their own mumm... post date:2007-09-07 14:58:52 views: 29 comments: 3 ratings: 0 So this afternoon I am waiting for a client call, browsing mumms to kill time, and I come across one where the mummer asks if he should stay online, or write a new chapter to his book. I tell him "Damn you man, write! Don't let your talent go to waste!" He shouts me in the box "How did you know I was a writer?" (DING!-First clue this guy is a numskull) "You put in in your mumm..." I say back... He then proceeds to tells me some story about how his you can google his screen name...or whatever, and that people look for his work and have found him on FUBAR this way. And he invites me to read his poetry. I love to see the work of my peers, so, against my better judgment perhaps, I begin to read his work. And I rate his blog a "10" while I am chatting and reading... He had his blog set up how I used to have mine set up...all poems in one blog..

No Comment...
~Why...~ I sit on my bed, knuckles bleeding... the wall beside presents a hole but my hand isnt pain.. my heart is.... 4th time in eleven years... and i always ask.. why? Why do i always fall for it? each time hurts worse... and each time i question... what happened?? ~What I Wouldn't Give...~ Oh what I wouldn't give... to know what to do to know how to do to see you smile to get the courage to lock our eyes to tell the truth to touch your fair skin to hold your gorgeous body to tell my love to feel our lips together; our tongues entwined Oh what I wouldn't give... To love you forever true...

Sinking
He walks a path Covered in shadows Risen fog blurring No turning from the way Careful steps upon ice Blackness looming outward Unsure of each step Fallen angels plummet Rising demon laughter Blood drips from eyes Along his alabaster features To fall ever further Into the spiral of his mind Sinking into this oblivion He soars to his end Pushed from the edge

Fate Rules Life
i have wanted to write this for a long time. many will think i am just rambling on,some will learn from it. fate rules life itself in everything you do. no matter how big or small whatever you do affects everyone. people think that they choose what they do for them. but fate has made you choose. your life is planned out you can not change it. you can alter it but you will end up where fate wants you to be. you may choose a different road but it will always take you to where you are destine to be. you are on a journey to a destination and you can make choices on how you go but never change the end. examples of this is the movie Mr. destiny. he wished he would have caught the ball that would have made him famous instead he was trudging through life feeling miserable. he got his chance and was famous and rich. he thought it would just change his life but it changed everyone. at the end he ended up where he was destine to be. he could not change where he ended up just the roads he took. an

Birthday Clock- Excellent!
Here is one most everyone will enjoy! This is interesting! Check it out! Click on 'Birthday Calculator.' It tells you how many hours and how many seconds you have been alive on this earth and when you were probably conceived. After you've finished reading the info, click again, and see what the moon looked like the night you were born. Who says our time clocks aren't ticking... Enjoy. Birthday Calculator

Ticks:)
everytime you take a sip in this smoky atmosphere you press that bottle to your lips and i wish i was your beer and in the small there of your back your jeans are playing peek a boo id like to see the other half of your butterfly tattoo hey that gives me an idea lets get out of this bar and drive out into the country and find a place to park cause id like to see you out in the moonlight id like to kiss you way back in the sticks id like to walk you through a field of wildflowers and id like to check you for ticks i know the perfect little path out in these woods i used to hunt dont worry babe ive got your back and ive also got your front id hate to waste a night like this ill keep you safe you wait and see the only thing allowed to crawl all over you when we get there is me you know every guy in here tonight would like to take you home but ive got way more class than them and that aint what i want cause id like to see yo

Good Friend
~ Roni ~ Enforcer/Greeter@Devil's Rejects ~ HeadEnforcer@The HideAway ~ Fu-Owned by Dj Florida@ fubar Miss who lol ....I have perfect aim@ fubar *Ms. Confident*@ fubar ♥ƤÍɱpƹţŦƹ♥ *owened*& h.c.g@anarchy@ fubar ~♥ MRS.TRULO ♥~ Head Greeter @ The Players Club@ fubar

Got To Love It.........right?
THIS LOVELY THING CALLED THE INTERNET.......GOT TO LOVE IT RIGHT? YOU CAN BE ANYONE YOU WANT, PLAY ANY ROLE YOU CHOOSE. YET WHEN YOU TRY AND BE REAL IT NEVER SEEMS TO WORK. SO WHY DOES ONE BOTHER? WHY NOT JUST PLAY THE GAMES LIKE ALL THE REST. FOR ONE ITS NOT THEM AND TWO ITS NOT REAL TO THEM. YOU CAN TAKE THIS GAME TO ANY LEVEL YOU WANT, WITH THINKING NO ONE WILL EVER GET HURT.....BUT YOU FORGET ONE THING.....SOMEONE ALWAYS DOES. WHEN YOU TRY AND BE HONEST ABOUT YOURSELF AND WHAT YOU ARE....IT ALWAYS TURNS AND BITES YOU IN THE ASS. WHEN YOU DONT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT AND SPEAK LATER IN TIME IT ALWAYS BITES YOU IN THE ASS. SO WHERE IS THE WIN WIN HERE? THERES NOT ONE! THERES ONLY LOOSE LOOSE. YOU BE HONEST WITH PEOPLE AND THEY DONT SEE IT THEY SHUT YOU OUT AND CLOSE THEMSELVES OFF. YOU LIE AND THEY THRIVE ON IT? WHATS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE? AGAIN ITS THE GAME.....PLAY IT RIGHT YOU GET ANYTHING YOU WANT. PLAY IT WRONG AND YOU GET NOTHING.SO DO I PLAY THE GAME AND TURN INTO THE REST? O

Forever.....more Ramblings
In your arms to be held so tight All of my nightmares vanish into the night I long for the warmth of your touch tonight To be held in the moonlit gaze of your eyes To feel the touch of your hand on my face I long for your breath on my neck tonight If for only one more night With you forever in my dreams Together we can make those dreams be as one In my thoughts all day long And in the night into my dreams To be held in your gaze All the pain just fades away But my love for you grows stronger each day That forever in your arms I will stay

Non-entity
It always pisses me off when someone asks me "What's your favorite band"... I answer "NIN" or "Nine Inch Nails"... ...and 98.7% of the time, I get the following reply: "Hell yeah, fuck you like an ANIMAL" which is usually followed by some "high-five" or chest-pounding kind of reaction... *sigh* I fell in love with Nine Inch Nails due to the simplistic piano strokes... ...all the other instruments usually revolve around THAT tempo... "NIN: The Fragile" and "NIN: GHOSTS" in my book are probably the most significant albums since the 70s, but I'm hardly a music snob... Here's Trent Reznor, performing "Non-Entity" which he wrote days after Hurricane Katrina hit his studio...

Dragon's
Dragons are usually thought to have wings and breathe fire. They also are said to have scales and claws. Some also have horns. Almost always they are said to be venomous. Some dragons may have two or more heads. They may also have more than one tail. They may have two, four or even more legs; however, most are known to have four legs. Dragons are said to eat things such as rats, birds, snakes, bats, or even humans, especially children. Dragons are very intelligent creatures. They live in remote areas, far away from humans, in places that are dark, damp and secluded, such as caves. Dragons were first thought of as creatures who lived in water. Later they became associated with fire. Sea serpents may have been the first dragons, and may be the reason for this association. Almost all dragon stories portray the dragon as the villain from whom the hero must protect the city or the princess. But some dragons can take on the form of the protector. The biggest differences in dragons u

The Enemy
Our common enemy is anythin' that impeeds our growth. We are ALL alike in this manner. This is our common bond as humans. The most glarin' of these fuckers is "easy". The quest for the "easier, softer way" has become a plague across this once great nation. It has been fostered by laziness, weeded in religion, woven into politics, and ultimately been hallowed upon the shoulders of the majority, who TELL you..."it's okay". Some among us had better quickly take up arms, or our great society, will no doubt begin it's backslide, to a degree of which we have never witnessed. Do you still make dinner for your family? Or has Stoffer's offered you a more "time efficient" method? What are you gonna do with ALL this fuckin' "time" you've saved anyway? Maybe get on the computer & order some shit you don't really need...so you can clean your shower with "no mess & no scrubbin' in half the time???...so you can AVOID the hassle of goin' 2 the mall. Cause God knows that just sucks up TOO much

Hoorraaaaaayyy Doing Happy Dance Ones Again
Gone through medical tests with flying colours. A full morning and some afternoon of bloodgiving and testing, ct scan, mri scan, exercises, breathing tests....all came out well. Clean bill of health is on my way. Lets see if i can stay like this until next hospital time...in 6 months.

On My Knees Again
BUT it is for a good cause.....I promise! ok, so I really want to get spotlight soon. NOT for myself but for breast cancer survivors! Survivors go through so much and unless you have gone through the chemo, radiation, surgeries, all the procedures....you have NO clue what it truly means to be a survivor. Women are looked at for our outward beauty....but really deep down it is the inside beauty that outshines everything. Our strong wills to be beautiful in the world's eyes.....being a survivor means several things.....one - you probably were bald at one point from chemo.....two - your body is disfigured in one way or another either by a lumpectomy or a mastectomy. And after a battle with breast cancer...we don't feel beautiful anymore. We don't feel attractive....Either way unless you are a woman and went through or are going through breast cancer you have no idea what goes on for a woman! I want a day of honor and support for all breast cancer survivors here on the fu.....once

Can't You See?
Gonna take a freight train, down at the station, Lord I don't care where it goes. Gonna climb a mountain, the highest mountain, Lord And jump off, nobody gonna know. Can't you see? Oh, can't you see What that woman, Lord She been doin' to me? Can't you see? Can't you see What that woman, been doin' to me? I'm gonna find me a hole in the wall, I’m gonna crawl inside and die. Call my lady now, a mean old woman, Lord Never told me goodbye. Can't you see? Oh, can't you see, What that woman, lord, she been doin' to me? Can't you see? Can't you see, What that woman, lord, she been doin' to me? Gonna buy a ticket now, as far as I can, Ain't a-never comin' back Ride me a south-bound, All the way to Georgia now, Til that train it run out of track Can't you see? Oh, can't you see, What that woman, lord, she been doin' to me? Can't you see? Can't you see, What that woman, she been doin' to me, oh lord? Can't you see, oh, can't you see, What that woman, lord,

Just 10 Things Period
you have to post a blog with 10 weird things ,facts about you and then you have to send it to 5 friends and telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog..i think thats it..if not go ask purr ..lol 1.. I hate to write blogs 2..I hate it when friend or should I say so called friends trap you into things (like this) 3..I love to be a mean and hateful bitch 4..I love sex 5..I love to try new things 6..Most people love me when they hang out with me 7..Im all about me..lol..lol 8..I just want to have fun 9..I dont have many friends cuz i choose not too 10..I am glad this is over purr..thank you very much

♥falling In Love ♥
When you think of your past love, you may view it is as a failure But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy Even if their happiness means that you’re not part of it Love strives in hurting If you don’t get hurt you don’t learn how to love Love doesn’t hurt all the time, though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow Don’t find love, let love find you That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall You just fall The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else One who can love us even more than we can love ourselves On falling out of love take some time to heal and

Tony411...do You Know Him?
What we are doing is giving a fantastic man credit where credit is due. Tony411 has gone out of his way to help his closest friends in every way possible. He is the sweetest, most caring man on Fubar, and an amazing friend. Click the picture to go to Tony's Page!!! Take a few minutes out of your busy day, and stop by his page and fan, rate, add, bling, or even crush him. If anyone on this site deserves it he does!! This unbelievable man is so close to Prophet that it would be appreciated if you would rate him hard and see if we can get him there!!! When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.- Helen Keller

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try

Weiner
This message is brought to you by Oscar Myer. Because we all wish we could be one. Well work is getting better. Think we only hit about 100 calls in queue. Which is pretty good. They want average handle time down to 12 minutes. And for this quater I have mine down to 11 minutes. But my acw is too much. Oh well you win some you lose Some. Gio and I went to work out last night mainly did cardio. Since my arm is still hurting from trying to donate plasma. That was painful experience. Shoulda remebered that my veins are tricky. The nurse said they kept hiding. Oh well got a bruised up -junkie looking- arm and 20 bucks

Never Alone..
May the angels protect you Trouble neglect you And heaven accept you when its time to go home May you always have plenty Your glass never empty And know in your belly You¹re never alone May your tears come from laughing You find friends worth having With every year passing They mean more than gold May you win but stay humble Smile more than grumble And know when you stumble You're never alone Never alone!!! Never alone!!! I'll be in every beat of your heart When you face the unknown Wherever you fly It isn't goodbye My love will follow you, stay with you Baby you're never alone I have to be honest As much as I want it I’m not gonna promise the cold winds won't blow So when hard times have found you And your fears surround you Wrap my love around you You're never alone My love will follow you, stay with you BABY YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!!!! (this is a beautiful song called NEVER ALONE by Jim Brickman & featuring Lady Antebellum)...

Ive Been Tagged
Instructions......(I was tagged by Rainbow stomps) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a huge flirt. 2. I have a weiner dog that is old as dirt but is cool as hell. 3. I drink coffee by the gallon. 4. My ear is looks funny because I was shot in it (I mean really, who gets shot in the ear?). 5. I love to drive 6. I am a huge fan of beer 7. I lived in Canada for 7 years when I was a kid. 8. I am a mason. 9. Im a huge history geek. 10. I love trisket crackers.

Todays Screwing Lol
well lets see today i renewed my vip due to the fact that i got a new debit card and so the numbers were diffrent so i had to change it all up onn here so i wouldnt get charged with a non fund fee or some shit . but anyways i renewed the hubbys first and i noticed it made his leveling points go down so i wrote my points down before i renewed mine and well i had 2,701,652 to go and after i renewed it it showed i had 2,748,160 to go a diffrence of 46,508 what the hell why did it add to my points to go and not take away from it so i guess basicly i got screwed and it didnt even feel good lol so take screen shots offten so u have proof that you had whatever lol so have a blessed day

Shuffle
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? I Want to Fuck You HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Good Directions WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Ms. New Booty (lmao) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? She Ain't Right WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? All She Wrote WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Monkey Wrench WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Where's the Love? (:/) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? When I'm Gone WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? I Hate Everything About You WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? When You're Gone WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? These Days WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? War Pigs WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? What Do Ya Think About Th

I Was Tagged!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I get sick when i see dead fish. 2. I don't like cabinet doors left open. 3. I have been a hairdresser for 10 years 4. I have 6 cats. 2 more and i officially a cat lady..lol 5. I don't like romance movies. 6. the oldest guy i dated was 49, when i was 22. 7. Japanasee food is my favorite. 8. I can get drunk off of 3 beers. 9. I didn't meet my father till i was 31 years old. 10. I never lived out of the state of Ga. southernsweet99, Miss Thang, Who's your Daddy, Nicholas, ~kk~

Can We Recapture
In every heart there is regret But they soon repair and don't forget The deepest songs that life then fears Through the pain Through the years These are the thoughts that I conceal Though my eyes can't hide the way I feel There are no Angels at my side I am weak I am tired I am afraid of what I see When my world is safe What I dream I do not shed a single tear When I sleep You are here Can we recapture The life we knew??

Cannibalism Of The Uglies
The other night I was up late playing Requiem, slaughtering hideous hordes of bloody monsters and I had a profound realism enter my mind. If the monsters were in fact cute and cuddly little animals, I'd not be sent to slaughter them, but instead to protect them. This realization came at the sake of the natural society in which we live, where we protect the cute animals and eat the ugly animals. Seems logical. Of course I couldn't stop there, and my sleep deprived mind slowly came to a new resolution on the basis of my realization. The resolution is simple, we as humans should eat ugly people. Now, this sounds crazy, but consider it a moment and you may find it's not so insane. The cannibalism of ugly people would not only solve population control, free up more jobs for the economy, and reduce stereotypes, but would also solve world hunger. I challenge you to come up with a viable reason why we should not eat ugly people. Please comment below with your reasoning, and pro

Auto 11's
NEXT WEEKEND I WILL BE RUNNING AUTO'S 2 DAYS IN A ROW TO TRY AND LEVEL UP TO ORACLE. WILL BE DOING RANDOM BLING AND BIG PIMPIN GIFTS TO HEAVY RATERS THAT WANT TO STOP BY AND NOT ONLY HELP ME LEVEL UP BUT TO HELP YOU LEVEL UP. PLUS FU'S IT WILL BE GIVING YOU FREE 11'S. SO DON'T FORGET TO STOP ON BY AND SHOW A KITTY SOME FU LUV NEXT WEEKEND. WILL KEEP YA FU'S UPDATED WHEN IT COMES CLOSER TO WHEN I ACTIVATE THEM

Tag You Are It
Instructions......(I was tagged by Imkindofabigdeal) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am 75% Irish. 2. I dont give a damn. 3. I can roll my own joints. 4. I used to be a cheerleader for the girls volleyball team at my high school. 5. I have five beautiful boys. 6. I am a sucker for redheads. 7. My favorite color is green. 8. I attacked a cat when I was 14 with a can of WD40 and a lighter. 9. My dad gave me a half of a hit of acid at a Pink Floyd concert when I was 7. 10. I could eat pizza 24/7!!!!

Dumb Fux
this is a s/b convo I had with a chick named Stemy Hot Mistress.... it starts at the bottom and finishes at the top ->stemyhotmi...: oh, actually I just figured you misspelled STEAMY at first but thanks for clearing that up stemyhotmi...: lol I like stems but I don' have the legs ->stemyhotmi...: do you like stems or have stem like legs? stemyhotmi...: its just a name that is all ->stemyhotmi...: what does "Stemy" in your name mean?

My New About Me Section
is it too much? IF THIS PISSES YOU OFF IM GLAD BECAUSE THAT JUST MEANS YOU WONT FIT IN WITH ME AND MY FRIENDS AND I DONT WANT YOU AROUND THEN............... FIRST OF ALL HAVE A SALUTE OR I WONT TALK TO YOU....I WILL NOT ADD YOU IF YOU LOOK LIKE A SLUT IN YOUR PROFILE PICTURE IF YOUR TITS ARE HANGING OUT OR YOU ARE DOING OTHER SLUTTY STUFF THEN YOU MIGHT AS WELL JUST SEND ME A PIC OF YOUR TITS BECAUSE THATS WHY YOU WANT TO ADD ME SO YOU CAN GET POINTS AND LET PEOPLE SEE THEM OTHERWISE JUST BE YOURSELF...I DONT LIKE WHORES AND JUST BECAUSE I AM A GUY DOESNT MEAN I WANNA SEE YOU NAKED....YES I HAVE KOK PIX...NO YOU CANT SEE THEM...YOU HAVE TO EARN THAT RIGHT...I WILL NOT ADD YOU JUST SO YOU CAN HAVE POINTS...I WILL NOT ADD YOU IF YOU SEND A BLANK REQUEST....THAT INCLUDES JUST SENDING A SMILEY FACE ALSO...I WANNA KNOW WHY I SHOULD ADD YOU AND IF I BELIEVE ITS A GOOD ENOUGH REASON THEN I WILL...DO NOT SEND MORE THAN 1 REQUEST BECAUSE IF I DENIED THE FIRST ONE IT WAS FOR A REASON..

Tag
let's see, 10 random things about me. 1. I work hard, and I have worked hard my whole life. No one has ever handed my anything. 2. I enjoy classic cars. I really enjoy finding cars that have character, that have reached the point where they can't be restored, and just poking around trying to find some history. 3. Music- if it has a beat and good lyrics, I will listen to it. There isn't much I can't stand. 4. I can't stand liars. I have had some of the best lies told to me by some of the best liars out there, so don't think you can step up. 5. I live my life by my rules. I am not broken, don't think you have to try to fix me. 6. Drugs. I don't use them. I have enough problems. 7. Cats & dogs. I have two cats that I absolutely love. I'd have a dog, but I am gone 14 hours a day, and it wouldn't be fair to the dog. 8. NSFW. I am. I am neither political, or correct, either. It just doesn't exist in my world. 9. If I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't bother.

Here Lol
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. My favorite color is YELLOW! 2. Yes my boobs are real. Been big chested my whole life lol. 3. I sleep in a wife beater and panties every night! 4. My longest relationship was 12 years!! oh GOD 5. I ALWAYS WRITE IN CAPS BUT SINCE THIS IS A RANDOM BLOG I HAD TO SWITCH IT UP. 6. I have long ass fucking hair, blue eyes, and freckles for all you non 20 20 people lol. 7. I love being a MOTHER! 8. My favorite number is 6. 9. I love to sleep on the outside but...for my Marko I'll make an exception! I love you! 10. I love to kiss and cuddle most of all but...( lets not forget tossing salad) lmfaoooooooooooooo Marko Deejay Dryan Long Legz Kozmo

Tag I'm It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm 30 Years old and have 2 boys, ages 6 and 5. 2. Hard for me to trust people period because for some reason people like to listen to what others have to say about me (who don't know me) instead of getting to know me themselves. Sad... 3. I had a baby in high school and he passed away at age 4 in 2000 while I was deployed overseas. That moment in time is what made me cherish being a woman and a mother. 4. I'm half Irish and half Puerto Rican 5. I write poetry and sing. 6. I lost a brother in the first World Trade Center on 9/11. 7. I'm a lady in the streets and the opposite in the sheets, but still can't seem to find a true lo

Damn, He Got Me Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 10. I'm ichthyophobic (majorly afraid of fish), and I'm not even sure why. Fish touching me makes me spaz, and even just the thought of it makes me cringe a little. I can barely stand going into ponds/lakes/rivers/ocean/etc. Not to mention I'm still afraid of the dark and my mattresses sit on the floor because I'm still afraid that someone could be hiding under my bed. 9. I'm a sectional eater. I can't stand for my food to touch, and I'll eat one thing at a time on my plate. Sometimes I'll pick around at it, but the majority of the time, that's a big thing for me. 8. I'm allergic to OFF! bug spray. No other brand. Just O

Tag Im It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am 47 years old 2. Divorced with no kids just a dog 3. Worked in Law Enforcement for 15 years 4. Received the Medal of Valor last Nov. 5. I love movies and am a total junkie 6. Never was one to tell so much about myself 7. Love being in Indiana 8. Love my peace and quiet when I get it 9. Keep my friend list short with good people 10. Wants to find the one person that makes my life complete If you have read this then you should do your own blog with 10 facts or weird things about yourself and tag 10 friends including me

You Been Tagged... Or Its From Me So Slap
It was givin to me by some creepy dude names Into the Void HAHAHA! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I am a huge metal head/ punk chick... But Im not afraid to admit I love Neil Diamond lol 2: My left eye twitches when Mudvayne's Death Blooms is played (Swear its happend more than once less than 5 times) 3: I want to one day have the pleasure of screwing Rob Halford or George Michael... I know BOTH Gay but I like the challenge LMFAO 4: With that said Above... I guess you can add Glenn Danzig there too 5: My first concert was when I was 11 and it was David Bowie 6: I am a bartender who specializes in making caffienated beverages LOL (yeah

I Was Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a habbit of making a beats on my chest 2. I text like Crazy 3. At times I can be an order freak I like things to have it's certain place and if it's out of place I know 4. I crack my knuckles 5. When I play the drums I get into the music and make faces lol it's something I can't help at times lol 6. I clack my teeth at times not all the time 7. I love the color blue everything I have is almost blue lol 8. I can be a neat freak at times 9. I love to make people laugh 10. I've been told I am too positive I Tag...Honey Bee, Domestic Goddess, and Ti Ti

Forgiveness
It keeps pounding in my head, everytime I lay in bed.. It's a memory of you and me- the things we've said or did. I begin to think, and my heart wants to sink. When I was with you, I felt something so true. Now, I say.. what I am going to do?? I see when you walk on by, feels like I could cry. And tears build up in my eyes, I still have feelings I can't deny. Hoping you'd forgive me tonight, and hold me tight. Wishing you'd tell me "everything's gonna be alright." Nothing ever feels right. I know I can't let go. I still love you so. I keep wishing we'd be together, where it's us again. That we'd last forever and ever!!!

Tagged - Damn Trixy
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. At secondary school, I used to eat 5 twix' everyday for lunch. 2. I hate these things 3. I find it hard to think of anything interesting about myself, let alone 10 things 4. I can read and have music playing at the same time. 5. On a few occasions have read a book completely in a few hours 6. I'm pretty much completely brain dead most of the time. 7. I use laughter as a defence mechanism, I don't like to be serious. 8. Despise organised religion, and especially those who try to push it on you 9. People who cannot see past their own way of thinking give me murderous thoughts 10. Trixy sucks for making me do this. (tech

Tagged Again... Twice In One Night!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am going to kick Zombielover's ass for tagging me when he knew Damn good and well that Kloverlynn already had... beware my dear!! 2. I love books!! I love to read!! I will read most anything and have read so many books that I can't remember them all! I gave away 15 boxes of books before moving to New Orleans in 2007 and I gave away another 6 or 8 boxes of books last fall. 3. I HATE shoes!! I hate wearing them and would probably go barefoot more often than not if I could get away with it! Sometimes I even take my shoes off to drive... LOL 4. I have faced my one, true ~ deepest, darkest fear and have come out of

This Is For A Great Cause....please Help
This is my very dear and sweet friend, she is trying to get fu-bucks for a spotlight, but not for her, for breast cancer awareness, she is a survivor and still fighting it, so please send her what you can to help this awesome cause, I sent her what I had left I can at least ask my friends to do something. ~sinfullydelicious~@ fubar

Lyrics - Sevendust Ft Daughtry - The Past
Beneath the water that's falling from my eyes lays a soul I've left behind the edge of sorrow was reached but now I'm fine I've filled the hole I had inside I'll pray it doesn't scream my name so I light a flame and let it breathe the air that kills the shame I'm up I'm down like a rollercoaster racing through my life I've erased the past again a risky morning I feel like I'm alive I can't believe I've made it through this time the edge of sorrow I lived in for some time (lived in for some time) has left the hole I have inside The burden is I try my hate was the last thing I ever felt or thought I could escape I'm up I'm down like a rollercoaster racing through my life I've erased the past again [x2] You let me in then broke me down the difference is this time around I will not let you see me try I'm up I'm down like a rollercoaster racing through my life I've erased the past again [x2] Erased the past

Fly Over;
AMEN to this. This is outstanding.. Luke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must Have stung quite a bit. The complaint: 'Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base: Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A.M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet. Imagine our good fortune! Do the Tom Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up call, or were they trying to impress the cashiers at Mervyns early bird special?

Make Him Prophet
Bill only needs 693,000 to get to Prophet. If we all rate him we can get him there in one day. So can you be kind enough to take time away from rating all these others that have auto 11's and help a GREAT friend and person out PLEASE!!!!! Fubar sure isn't the same anymore. It gets harder n harder to get ANYONE to help ANYONE level anymore, unless you have a HH, Auto 11's on or Blings to give out. I really think it would be great for everyone to take a break here n there from all that and do things like we use to and have fun doing it. What do you think??? Please send him a private message letting him know you helped so he can return the love. Thank you to all of those who help make this happen. Your friend, Hrtofgold Click on pic below to go to Bill's profile NON Prophet B!LL@ fubar

Great, Just Great.
i LOVE waking up 2-3 hours BEFORE my alarm goes off for work! it's really my FAVORITE thing in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD. shyeah right... thanks roomie for texting rick at 2:30 AM to tell him that there's a warrent out for his arrest and the cops are looking for him. make us worry and not fall back asleep. (even tho i TIRED to) then thanks jamey for talking loudly to him cause he got up. really honestly, i don't like sleeping, and i'm not a super mega bitch when i don't get my sleep...

Tag From Ninja ;)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have a freckle on my upper lip 2) I have the ability to lick my own boob 3) I unfortunately crack my knuckles; and my toe knuckles crack no matter how many times I crack them 4) I don't do random sex; I unfortunately am a hopeless romantic and get emotionally attached it sucks... 5) When Im nervous I have to play with my hair... I know its ditzy; but its who I am... 6) The worst piercing I have ever done was my cartlidges; I had both done and they hurt a year later so I took them out... they hurt worse than my tattoo... 7) My favorite animal is a white siberian tiger and I want to get one as a pet..

Rant Of Understanding.... (1-09)
I would never hold someone, back from going after what they want. Because I have been: pushed down, held back, turned down and halted. Stopped, misguided, and redirected. Pulled over, held on to, let go of. Uninspired, underestimated, and over stimulated. Talked down to, let down, teased, and guilted. Burdened with responsibility and given up my identity. Run over, overlooked, appeased. Broken, bruised, unappreciated, and disrespected. Every word coming from someone who LOVEd me. So go for it, do what you want, and say what you will. Knowing in the end, someone cares for you still.

Angry And Yet Hopefull
Never in life have I been a vindictive person usually just let stuff roll right off my back and chalk it up to a lesson learned and a mistake I won't let happen again. Going through divorce is really testing me . I have two constants in my life right now first I love my children , and second I truly love a man that came into my life at a time I least expected it . So many things are out wieghing my constants that some days I am so over whelmed and fighting off anger and being miserable . The soon to be X husband swore he would never take the kids away from me , but hell he swore his vows too and fucked them all up one by one . Hard to trust anyone after being with someone 16 years watching your youth fly by and over time hating yourself more and more . Being a firm believer that no matter what you are going through someone else is going through something a bit worse I find myself sitting here pushing on and pushing foward. The kids have been sick and on "his days" have been left for me

10 Radom Things About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) the only thing i have ever feared is falling off a horse, again....i was like 3 the first time and ive never got on another one. 2)lost more friends to murder then years i have been on this earth 3)i have this thing for COCO by channel, if a 178 year old women with 1 eye and green lip hair, with 9 black teeth that shot out at me and hit me in the eye as she said hello, wore it....id have to go buy a razor, some dentures and mouthwash for her.....cause im gunna try and hit that....lmao the one eye thing i think i could look past...see i have some depth in me...pardon the pun 4)sometimes the stuff that

Walk For A Cure - Ms
My father passed away on April 26, 2007. He was diagnosed with MS when i was in Jr. High. Every day I miss him and every day I wish there was a cure. He's no longer here to fight, but I am. For the past 8 years I have been participating in the MS walk for a cure. I was robbed of a father too young. He lost who he was because of this illness. I am fighting for a cure so that no other children will have to say this. CLICK HERE TO DONATE!!! please donate. even if its $5. You will be doing so much more than you can imagine. Also if you could please repost this link in your own notes section I will totally buy you a drink or take that $5 i would pay for a drink and donate it to the walk. If you know someone in the south burbs that has been effected by MS, there is a support group available. The head of it is the nicest woman i've ever known. The group welcomes new members with open arms and hearts and have more compassion than any group of people i've met. They have a common interest they a

I'm Sorry
Im sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you. I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4 am when your new man hit you and dropped you o

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a lunatic 2. I'm only scared of myself 3. I KEEP trying to figure out women 4. I eat jalapeno peppers whole 5. I would love to "settle down" 6. I have hard-core authority issues. 7. My favorite drink is Red Bull and cherry vodka 8.

Comments
All my friends know that I send daily comments and I get enough positive response to continue this effort but occassionaly I get a rogue message from a so-called friend telling me to stop sending them crap and then they block me... Not everyone likes the comments and I can certainly understand that but they simply need to tell me thank you but they don't like the daily comments. I guess politness is a fading quality on the FU these days. If you don't like the daily comments, all I ask is be polite in letting me know and if you don't want to be my friend anymore, again let me know politely

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm honest 2. I attract idiots 3. I hate Fubar, but find myself on it daily. 4. I wish I kept up with the gym everyday becuz..I need to 5. I love to sky dive! 6. I'm a great friend!!! 7. I was prom queen..found out it's ghey! 8. I dig dorks!! we rawk!!! 9. Favourite drink is takillya baby! 10. I want to be a friggen rawk star!!!

Taggage
1. I didn't know what real love was until I had kids 2. There is only one man in the world I would trust with my life. He's also the only man I believe truly loves me, even though he's never said it out loud. 3. If I could spend the rest of my life cooking and having sex, I'd die with a smile. 4. If I had to forsake one of the above for the other, I'd want to kill myself. 5. I am not addicted to chocolate...despite being female. 6. Although I love girly things (makeup, nail polish, etc.) I consider myself low maintenance and take less time to get ready than most men I know. 7. I have pulled a transmission from a car in a junk yard. I even got my hair in the mud. Yay me. 8. I know how to change my own oil. I also know where to find eye candy in my town to do it for me. 9. I can install and remove snow chains...and am very glad I live where I no longer have to use those skills. 10. I AM addicted to caffeine, sex, chewy candy (Dots if ya got em), and quite

This One Will Piss Hardcore Religious People Off
How do we know? How do we know where we go When we die To heaven, to hell, or somewhere in between? How do we know there is life after death? God, Devil, angels, demons How do we know they are actually there? Faith ha that’s a laugh People are afraid of things they do not know Some say, say it ain’t so Well sorry but it is. People make up shit to explain away the things they don’t know It has been this way since the beginning of time How did we start a big bang and life appeared Or did some asshole say oh I am board today lets create life. I think I will create this being called man. A silly little animal that worships things in order to get through life Ha that’s a laugh the sun as a god A god of love and a god of war How about the god of life and the god of death. Man didn’t know how to explain these things so he made up gods He took anything he couldn’t explain and put god of in front of it In doing this he was able to turn his cheek An ignorant cheek i

To The Left
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When Is It Wrong To Judge?
In today's society we are constantly hearing about how wrong it is to judge anyone for anything. But when is it actually wrong to judge someone? I believe the confusion comes in two types of judging another person. Those being: (1) Judging a person for who they are and/or what they believe and... (2) Judging a person to condemn them for who they are and/or what they beleive The first type is a type of judgment that we all do pretty much everyday of our lives. It is quite impossible to get to know anyone without judging them for who they are. It is also necessary to judge a person's character in order to protect ourselves from being hurt in some way. As you read this blog, or any of my other ones, you judge my character and my writing as you read. It is simply an innate action that we all have. It is also one that I do not see as being wrong in any way. You will actually judge my opinion, and therefore me as you read this!!! The second type of judgment, and the one I view

Tag Ur It.... *lol*
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Fact: My name is Michelle 2. The boondocks is my fav cartoon 3. Imma freak to the 10th power *lol* 4. I dont like the colors pink or purple *lol* 5. I love scary movies 6. I dont like the woods *lol* 7. IM ON A DIET 8. Id like to go back to school and finishing my nursing one day 9. I dont like big crowds much 10. Whut i desire most is to be married and have someone love me as much as i love them I tag: FELICIA ITALIAN BITCH MY MILKSHAKE PURPLE DRAGON LUSCIOUS DIVA

Tagged
1.I was thrown outta cub scouts on the 2nd day 2. I like to dance to 80's music 3 I cant turn down a friend in need & feel Compelled to help. 4. I like to hang with my daughter & we listen to alot of the same music.. 5.Chick flicks dont bother me & Im man enough to admitt I might cry. 6.. some of my friends live in the Computer..lmao 7..Im a Sweet natured person & I dont do conflicts with women well 8..I love with my entire being when Im passionette with someone.. 9...I cant walk away from a Conflict,if the guy hits a Woman 10..I am who I am & wont back down when Im right Im Taggin.. Year of the Dragon Catch me if you can..Cass Soda...VP..b-list Chas..Treasurer of the b-list Snake Oil.. Miss Priss sinfully deliious Blood sugar baby

Tag... You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love to have fun, and I try to make it happen wherever I go and whatever I'm doing 2. I really am a big flirt 3. I really do know how to ski - when I was younger I almost made the US Ski Team 4. I don't lie (a shocker on here, I know) 5. I was an excellent pole-vaulter in high school 6. I've launched 4 different TV stations in 3 different states (and I'm exhausted! LOL) 7. I can recite The Breakfast Club from beginning to end and give every line, sigh and pause. 8. I'm one of those "jack of all trades, master of none" types 9. I love baseball and haven't missed a home opener for the Brewers in 16 years (#17 is Apr

My Husband ... 2.20.09
My husband is getting better and better with each day following his brain stem stroke on Thanksgiving. Nobody that sees him can believe just a few months ago he had the stroke. He is nearly 100% now. Today we hear that his boss who is only 35 years old had a mild heart attack on Tuesday. He then had a stent put in on Wednesday. Not surprised ... his boss is a very stressed type A personality .. . he should change is lifestyle. I bet he will when he gets back to work in two weeks. Now they have something in common. My husband also had a heart attack 5 years ago followed by a quadruple bypass surgery. My husband is still fighting with himself to heal faster than he is naturally. His psycholist tells him not to be so tough on himself. He also tells him that it is amazing that he has progressed so far after having a stroke since most people never progress at all. He is getting better noticeably between his visits every week.

Yotd Made Me Do This. She's Such A Brat Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Pffffftttttt..10 random crap things about me. 1. I'm the asshole in the left lane with my cruise set at 75. And I'm not moving either, I'm already going faster then the speed limit. 2. Women with dark hair and blue eyes make me melt. 3. Been involved in music since I was 6; performing, and composing, but can't dance. 4. Get annoyed beyond description at people that make right turns from the left turn lane. 5. I lose it totally at the thought of coffee with no half and half. 6. Laugh at people that are scared of spiders, then jump to the roof at the sight of a earwig. 7. Cannot tolerate stupidity or ignora

Walk Softly On This Heart Of Mine
You say your sorry once again, dear You want me to take you back once more You say you need a helping hand, dear Well, that's what you told me once before Chorus: Walk softly on this heart of mine, love Don't treat it mean and so unkind Let it rest in peace and quiet, love Walk softly on this heart of mine Walk on I know someday you'll find a new love I'll feel your heart has turned to stone But please, let me down real easy Cause loneliness moves in as you move on Chorus Walk softly on this heart of mine Walk softly on this heart of mine Walk softly on this heart of mine

Landing In London
I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down And all I could think about was monday And maybe I'll be back around If this keeps me away much longer I don't know what I will do You've got to understand it's a hard life That I'm going through And when the night falls in around me I don't think I'll make it through I'll use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you Well L.A is getting kinda crazy And New York is getting kinda cold I keep my head from getting lazy I just can't wait to get back home And all these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up When it's all too much to bear And when the night falls in around me I don't think I'll make it through I'll use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you And all these days I spend away I'll make up for this I swear I need your love to hold me up When it'

Help Me My Fu Friends!
~Bratt~ needs Just 1 rate,so come on and leave 1 rate!!!!Please rate this photo for her. thanx=) vvvvvvvvvvv RATE THIS PIC VVVVVVVVV ^^^^^^^^^^^^ RATE THIS PIC^^^^^^^^^ (repost of original by '¢¾~BRATT~¢¾Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*&FuOwned by*BIGDADDY4LIFE*&FuOwned by~BigDaddySpa' on '2009-02-19 20:49:12') (repost of original by 'BIGDADDY4LIFE AKA BIG PIMPIN VMV-- ~Bratts~FuDaddy OWNED BY Sabriel ~Barefoot Goddess' on '2009-02-20 11:02:32') (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*&FuOwned by*BIGDADDY4LIFE*&FuOwned by~BigDaddySpa' on '2009-02-20 13:37:03')

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I really am 43 years old 2. I love chocolate in the middle of the night. 3. I'm a masochist I love some pain THUS the reason i have so many tattoos and piercings 4. Am planning on getting 3 more piercings and another tattoo in July 5. When I get up in the morning I have a cup of coffee and a smoke 6. I love SEX and have a very high libido and generally its the men that can't keep up with me. 7. YES i really do smoke weed. 8. Yes i am married and play around (with permission) 9. I'm a swinger and bi-sexual 10. I'm a grandmother of a 4year old. I AM TAGGING... ANGIE, PARKER20, LORENZO, JOHN, SEXXYBEAST, 20

Homes For Homeless Veterans
Former addict gives homeless veterans a second chance Go To This Link To Watch The Video... http://www.cnn.com/2009/US/02/19/heroes.roy.foster/index.html#cnnSTCVideo PALM BEACH, Florida (CNN) -- Following a faint trail through a dense patch of woods in Florida's Palm Beach County, Roy Foster is a man on a mission. Roy Foster's facility, Stand Down House, has helped about 900 male veterans since 2000. Roy Foster's facility, Stand Down House, has helped about 900 male veterans since 2000. Click to view previous image 1 of 2 Click to view next image Foster, 53, is searching for homeless veterans -- and he knows where to look. Whether in a vacant lot behind a supermarket or a small clearing off the highway, homeless vets aren't that hard to find: One in three homeless adults has served in the military, and more than 150,000 veterans nationwide are homeless on any given night, according to the Veterans Administration. Working with the sheriff's homeless outreach unit,

Bumed Thought I Was Gona Race
The car was on the trailer ready to go was headed out the door and dad calls and says he dosent want to go tonight we will take it tomarrow night he is my mecanic my good luck charm and my best friend so wi will race the chalenger tomarrow lets hope for a 9sec or less qtr mile!!!

What Every Girl Wants
every girls dream Current mood: flirty 1. Getting kissed in the pouring rain 2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall 3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world 4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs 5. Have that moment where you just gaze into eachother's eyes 6. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about 7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away. 8. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window 9. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better 10. A guy who tells you you make his day better, just for being you 11. A guy who squeezes your hand 12. A guy that says he loves you and means it 13. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance 14. A guy who is loyal 15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it. 16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead. 17. A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against 18. A guy that will never judge

Things From A Guys Point Of View
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us when no one's watching.

My Deepest Apologies
I would like to take this time and write this blog to apologize to everyone that i have ever hurt, lied to and pissed off. My sincerest apologizes. i know a lot of the time i can be selfish and narrow minded. I admit i jump the gun quite often and this is not a good thing. So in order for me to keep the friends i have and once had i need to be more open minded and less judgmental. I don't expect the friends i once had to come running back, but to just let them know that i am sorry for the wrong i said and did and hope for their forgiveness. Thank you for taking the time in reading this.

Doh, I Got Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Ten odd things about me….. 1. I LOVE the water and own nine boats, kayaks, and floats 2. I am originally from Oregon 3. I spell the alphabet with my tongue every time 4. I shave 3 times a week 5. I enjoy my research in reproductive physiology and I got just the experiment for you 6. I am working on making a goat version of the incredible hulk\ 7. I actually enjoy yard work 8. I would rather make a great meal than pay to go out, especially Italian 9. My parents are homeless…. But cruising on a boat around Central America and the Caribbean 10. I love rum You’re Tagged Suckers……. Iris T

A Tale Of 2 Relationships...
Actually it's a tale of 2 songs describing 2 relationships (an old and a new) by one band off of the same album. Let it be known that Rock and Roll is not dead and that Mike Ness is a master wordsmith. Of course if you're not into him or Social D that's not really any of my concern now is it? The Old 'Ball and Chain' by Social Distortion Well it's been ten years and a thousand tears And look at the mess I'm in A broken nose and a broken heart An empty bottle of gin Well I sit and I pray In my broken down Chevrolet While I'm singin' to myself There's got to be another way Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain Well I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away, take away Take away this ball and chain Well I've searched and I've searched To find the perfect life A brand new car and a brand new suit I even got me a little wife But wherever I have gone I was sure to find

Why???
MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com February 15, 2008 at around 2 am my brother John as most of you know was in a tragent car accident and died on impact. Because of a drunk driver and my brother's decision to get in a vehicle with him it ended his life. I'm not sure how to deal with any of this. I wake up every morning tired wore out wondering whose next to go in my life. I try not to think that way but thats all that goes thru my head. I'm not sure how to handle this. A little over a year ago I lost a friend Tina and thought wow no one has ever died so close to me before. But then it happend...My own brother...gone. I thought losing Tina was bad it still is and the worst part Michael pointed out to me was exactly a year and one month later to the day I lost my brother. Is this some sick cozmic joke? Is God having fun with this?? It makes me sick just thinking about it. I dont understand anything anymore. Life doesn't make any sense people dont make sense nothing jus

You're All Secretly Point Whores...
And you know its true :p XeeePoooo has her Auto 11's on. She's really far from leveling, but with some help Im sure we can knock that number down a bit and at least get her a lil closer. She has less than 200pix up so it wouldnt take all day to do, plus she's a pretty good person and friend, so help her out if you can, please? :D XEEEPOOOO~KnOcKeR of HeAdS~@ fubar Spanks!

Long Distance Relationships
So Far So far away you live from me It’s a hard thing for others to see So far away I long to talk to you everyday Your voice I have yet to hear But still I hold you very dear Unlike other girls you don’t live nearby In order for us to be together one of us would have to fly My liking of you and your liking of me The thought of you coming has me running around with glee The distance between us is vast and wide All the separates us is a plane ride We talk almost everyday Until it’s time to hit the hay Talking is grand but seeing you would be oh so much better So far away are you and I But that won’t stop us for you see I like you and you like me Soon we will be together You will see That distance can’t stop me from seeing you.

Survey 3
Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name: Hangover In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence? Nope...sniff sniff sniff...lol... What were you doing at ten last night? Watchin the tele an talkin shit....lol.. What was the last thing you drank? Water Who was the last person you hugged? I don't remember..... Did you have a dream last night? Maybe... How many piercings do you have? Currently 3 previously 5 If you could have something right now, what would it be? A sexy woman...lol....oh this asked something...hmmmmm....a new job..lol.. Have you ever had a panic attack? Naw Have your parents ever smoked pot? Nope...lol... Want someone back in your life? Hell the fuck no!!

You All Might Want To Check Back On This One
No Drama Queens Please@ fubar I think this guy needs to be blocked i'm waiting for his reply if he calls me a cunt then yep he'll be the same looser in yet another profile trying to get us chicks of fubar on cam to get freaky deaky and unless its earning my ass 2.99 a minute im not doing jack. well if jacks hot i might do him but that's only if hes hot.. Ill get back to the blog in a few.. You all may want to check back.. if this is the same guy as im thinking hes a real ass and very abusive to woman.. he loves to call chicks that turn him down cunts.. omg hes such trash.. Check back and ill let you know.. ok hes not responding to me now. so i can not say for sure if this is the same guy.. but there is a guy that's starts the shout conversation with .. I have a question for you ok... that's how he always starts then he says do you have yahoo or msn and if you say no. omg all hell breaks loose.. Ill keep this here for a bit longer just in case.. My reply was what let me guess

Tagged - 10 Random Things!
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird things, random facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you must choose at least 5 people to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment on their profile that says "Tag, you're it!", and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the same person that tagged you. 1. I am legally blind in my left eye. Have been since birth but no one noticed until I started running into walls as a toddler. 2. I'm a twin and to this day my BROTHER and I still get asked if we're identical! 3. I was bit by a blind dog when I was 11 years old still have the scar on my leg to prove it. 4. I was in the ARMY for two whole weeks when I was 19 years old. 5. I'm half Mexican, my mother is from Chihuahua, Mexico and I speak fluent Spanish (especially with enough Tequila in me). 6. I once dated a guy named Michael Yockey, had I married him my name would have been (drum roll please) Terri Yockey. 7. I was

Wicked Poetry On Amazon!
Hey, my poetic books on Amazon.Com are entitled: 1.) Werewolf Slut 2.) About Britney Spears and male genitalia--an anthropological treatise 3.) Sean Hannity's theocracy; plus, Virgin Mary LIVES! Check out these luscious rhymes spawned to entertain your soul on Amazon.Com under the fine name Mark David King. Too, coming soon: Barack Obama, Do Cyborgs Dream Of Robotic Sheep? An American Poem Sincerely, Mark

To Damn Funny
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw yo

"mother.. Listen"
listen to me for what i have to say might make you cry for now is the time for us to grow up and say hello or goodbye you and i have been at sorts for some time now maybe just maybe we'll become to an understanding if we only knew how friendship to me is more valuable in life than being enemies dont get me wrong, i dont want to become a friend wanna be tomorrow is another day for you and i hopefully today we wont be saying goodbye *dedicated to my mom* by shana 98'

Hold Me For Awhile
just hold me,just be with me,just stay with me hold my hand and listen to me,just stay with me for a while,Open Up Your Heart and Let the Words Flow inspires the heart and touches the soul,I love the way,You hold me tight,Won't let me go, All through the night,Your bodys strength,Keeps me safe,I'll never forget,How you taste.I lay here at night,Thinking of you,And how you caress my body,The way you do.When I shake ans shiver, Your always there,To hold me tight,Like a teddy bear.I love the way,You look at me,It makes me happy,Just to see,The way you look,Drives me wild, I know it's love,And it will last awhile.I love the way,You cherish me,And show me respect,Like a man should be.I am no longer afraid,To tell you this.So take my heart,And give me a kiss.I only say this,Because I love you so,Please hold me close to your heart,And don't let me go. Rodney (Rhino) Hold me for swhile - Rednex - Rodney

For A Friend...
Guarded by Monkeys - Cracker You are so beautiful You should be hid deep in the jungle On some forgotten island I heard about you I got your PGP key I write you letters every day CHORUS: You are so beautiful You should be guarded by monkeys You are so beautiful REPEAT CHORUS I have invented 51 daylights This does not seem to impress you You are so beautiful Sublime and classified I can't stop thinking about you REPEAT CHORUS x2 - break - REPEAT CHORUS You are so beautiful You should be hid deep in the jungle You are so beautiful REPEAT CHORUS x2 You are so beautiful You are so beautiful

Hillbilly Gangsta Rap
LEFT BRILLO'S FEELIN FINE, BORROWED THE TECH 9 TWO CLIPS LOADED GIVIN ME PEACE OF MIND I-75 THE ONLY ROAD AHEAD COLD WINTER NIGHT, JUST GETTIN RIGHT COUNTING OUR LOSSES AND SAYING A PRAYER FOR THE COULDA BEEN DEAD LIPS BLISTERED N CHAPPED, EYES PEELED BACK FUELING UP ON PERCS N CRACK N A HALF A PACK OF ROBBIE'S MARLBORO REDS THESE BUSTERS KEEP SPITTING THEIR LIES ALWAYS SOMETHING, ALWAYS ANOTHER ALIBI WONDER WHATS GOING THRU THEIR FUKIN HEADS JUST SITTING TIGHT, COOLING DOWN THE PIPE CHASING THE WIND NO MATTER THE PRICE KNOW THE FERRYMAN GETS HIS PENNIES IN THE END RUNNING OUT OF LUCK, WISHING FOR A BLUNT LISTENING TO THIS RAMBLING GIMPED UP CHUMP STAYING JUST A STEP AHEAD OF THE FEDS 2-21-09

Doing The Mardi Gras Mambo
DOING THE MARDI GRAS MAMBO TRAIN RULES 1) NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! 2) RATES THE PICS IN MY MARDI GRAS MAMBO FOLDER (THERE ARE ONLY 50) START HERE 3) ADD, RATE, FAN ALL RIDERS. IF THEY ARE ALREADY ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST LEAVE A COMMENT STATING DOING THE MARDI GRAS MAMBO OR MARDI GRAS MAMBO 4) PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ONCE YOU'VE COMPLETED THE TRAIN SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG AND ADD YOU TO THE BLOG/BULLY

30 Days In The Hole
dont take long for a girl to realize i am s wreck fuck drikin tokin son of a bitch. i never ment to show no sign of heaven, been trying all my life to burn them gates down. raise hell, kill this pain with more pain and drink and toke and pop and kill myself everyday. fuck this world

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you aight, here we go! 1. My real name is Naté... I was named after the perfume Jean Naté. Its pronounced Natay or Nuh-tay if u say that fast. 2. Its no secret at all that I love boobies of all sizes.. Luv suckin em too! LOL! 3. I have a bad habit of spitting. Men, I know u hate to see a women spit, but this bitch spits! I got something stuck, im clearin that shit and spittin it out! 4. I skipped my Senior Prom to go camping instead. 5. I HATE seafood!!! The furthest I go with seafood is a can of tuna and that gets a lil fishy sometimes. 5. Family and close friends are a very important part of my life. I am very traditional

True Success, An Immeasurable Tangible….
As my final days in Afghanistan rapidly approach, I have taken some considerable time to think about the good, the bad, and of course, the ugly during my tenure here. I want to begin by thanking the readers out there who are taking some time from their hectic schedule to indulge themselves in something that may seem distant. I want to begin by saying that every move we, as a country, military force, what have you, make here in Afghanistan, will impact us back in the States, maybe not tomorrow, but definitely down the line. I’m an avid believer that how we conduct ourselves here is a reflection of our country, and we need to take all of our actions with that thought being considered. That being said I believe that my tenure here, albeit a short one, was a success. Many folks believe that success is measured by wealth accumulated, number of cars and pieces of property owned, but in my opinion the true meaning of success is touching lives. Whether one touches one life, or thousands, the

Feelings
I've hidden my thoughts away, But it seems the unveiling is today. I just may have to leave you in dismay, Possible I may have to blow you away. It seems you all walk in fear, when you see me clearly don't even come near. I don't want to have to rip out your mandible, My hate isn't something that you can handle. I have a thought I'll devour your soul, After blood spills I look to the moon. I can't help that I feel I need to howl, They don't understand they are dealing with a loon. Killing everything I love I only have hate, Seeing you fall from above makes me debate. Whether there is only lies, it's starting to attract flies. Now at the close of this I am weak and weary, I don't know how to look close enough with my vision. I asked you to look clearly, But I've made my decision an incision. END

Kancerous
My thoughts are dangerous. I told you this is contagious. this feeling of my heart aching. I can feel it slowly breaking. So now I sit broken heart and crazy glue. With nothing on my mind just thinking of you. I don't have a thought other then love, except hate, and I know there is no black dove. So to close this thing. I think I'll have to present a ring. Making sure this isn't just a fling. That this is truly more than nothing. It's something that makes me speak. Makes me wish my outlook wasn't bleak. I shall not even make a peek. I won't ever let my tongue speak.

*i Love You* (simple Prose)
Beware these words For, if the emotion is genuine when spoken and that feeling is returned, You will be blessed to be bind in joy and ecstasy to come Beware this phrase For, if the aim is deception in order to steal one’s virtue and that affection is vapid or empty You will be cursed with the pain from the illicit lust sought and received Beware this statement For, no matter the desire in your soul or the ambition seething in your flesh, You will be changed no matter the time or season These words are only three, but, they wield power regardless So, take care when used RWS

Tagged By Sweet ♥ Judy
Youve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My eyes change colors...they're mostly hazel but at times turn to a very deep green. 2. I am an only child. 3. August 9th will begin the start of my 16th year working for the same local government office! 4. My ride is a Ford pickup truck. 5. One of my favorite all time cars is Eleanor out of Gone in Sixty Seconds. 6. I have a deep passion for music and actually want to purchase another clarinet and pick up where I left off about 16 years ago. 7. I am a huge animal lover! 8. Every week or two, my coworkers and myself take in a puppy or two for a day at our office and are sometimes su

Hurting
Heartache may be brought on by the disappearance of a commitment from a loved one, loss of communication, loss of companionship, loss of a dream, death, divorce and rejection of love to name a few.... When your heart of compassion feels like turning to a heart of stone there are things we can do. Remember that if your heartache is NOTcaused by a death of a loved one, you are still experiencing grief. There is no amount of knowledge that can prepare you for that kind of emotional unleashed lava!. . Try to examine what is really broken in your heart. What does a person take from your heart when you believe they are never coming back or they have changed the rules of the playing field? Does it tamper or rob you of your spirit, your pride, your perception of life, your family, and/or your expectations for the future? Does it rob you of your self-worth? Whatever it does – it hurts. Know that you can't escape from the pain. It is an emotional laceration. If it were a phy

My Hearts Yearnin N Pining
do u ever feel like you are shadow in the life u live , like maybe everyone wouldnt even notice if u werent even there? i know my gurls luv me and they are the one constant thing in my life that keeps me going but i dont really have nothing else. i have a husband who says he luvs me but never shows it he is alwasy at work or gettin called into work or when he is home is surfin for men, all i wish for is some affection and attention after a long draining day of endless noise and tantrums of little ones , i really feel like he could care less if i was here or not the only time he seems to notice me is when i am in bed sleeping with him. i gave up my job at starbucks where i was in process of promotion for his job so we could move here i left friends and family have sacrificed everything so that i can just cator to his needs 24 7 and get nothing in return? i feel so hollow a ghost in my own home, the computer is my abyss my escape my world i can create and manipulate how i want i need luv

Are You Sure
can you resist opening up my profile ask yourself why you do it im not the sexiest woman around im not the funniest but time after time you see the lil sign saying i did this or that and your curiousity gets you you find your mouse clicking on me you cant stop it now think of this im just here being me what would happen to your curiousity if i turned my attention to you and came after you with the full onslaught i can carry behind my words could you resist me then am i gonna do this ill never tell anticipation is half the fun the other half is when you see it is you im after remember this well im being tame this is just a tip of me can you handle the full impact of me think bout it once i do cross that line i will pin you to your sit with what i am capable of the librarian look .. you want to know more of me then ask why hide and peek at my profile im right here strong men and women appeal to me i dont wanna risk breaking you t

Blow Those Words Out The Back Of Your Head
I'm tired of all the lies. Tired of putting in all the effort and never seeing a damn thing in return. Do I look like a fool to you? Don't give me your excuses; I need results. I know what I am and what I have to offer. Don't mistake my kindness and gentle words as naivete or weakness. Don't play games with me. I've seen and heard most everything. That being said, if your only intentions are to try and make a fool of me, save it for someone else.

A Lil Some Some
I didn't write this, E.E. Cummings did, but I love it!! I carry your heart with me I carry it in my heart I am never without it Anywhere I go, you go my dear And whatever is done only by me is your doing my darling I fear no fate for you are my fate my sweet I want no world for beautiful you are my world my true Here is the deepest secret no one knows Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of the tree called life which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide is the wonder that keeps the stars apart I carry your heart I carry it in my heart

Dc Girls With Auto 11's On
In need of some points? These DC ladies have 11's on...love em up...have a great Sunday xoxoxo HppyBubbles™ Dangerous Curves Member ♥@ fubar ~Ånge£Eyes~ ღஐღDangerღusCurvesMemberღஐღ@ fubar Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ@ fubar ஐ♥Savannah♥ஐDangerous Curves Girl♥ஐ@ fubar ♔Ya HighNeSS♔*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ* R/L WiFeY to DoNTSLiP@ fubar **Miss Redhead225**Dangerous Curves~@ fubar

Guess
laying on the floor on my stomach i gaze into your big brown eyes seeing how much you love me all that unconditional love you have for me sensing my moods if im sad you give me comfort with snuggles if im sick you give me warmth and understanding if im in a playful mood your ready in a moments notice all of your devotion to me touches me deeply as i smile at you now looking into your eyes i catch a glimpse of movement before you strike that lil wiggle of your tail before you lick my face my dog has done it again making me squeal like a lil girl again

Thank You Birthday
thank you all for all the rates on my auto 11's and all the gifts and bling, i will be returning the love this week that i have not already returned. if you get auto 11's and need help give me a shout and i am there for you !!! Thank you all !!

Delicate Rose ....
they say a woman is like a delicate rose open each petal gently feeling the moisture on your fingertips making you want to seek the moisture even more diving deeper for that sweet nectar being gentle at first getting rougher , driven my desire but never damaging the delicate petals descending deep into the very core of the bud the delicate fragrance reaches your nose of the hot house beauty deeper you go driven by desire for the fragrance tasting the moisture a woman may be a delicate rose but what is a man but someone consumed by that rose

Single Male
SINGLE MALE I'M BEGINNING TO THINK THIS IS A MYTH RIGHT UP THERE WITH THEY YETI AND LOCH NESS MONSTER HAVEN'T FOUND ONE YET AND I HAVE LOOKED ALLOVER FOR THIS RARE BREED I 'M READY TO POST A SITE FOR THIS ELUSIVE MALE OR AT LEAST A 1-800-HOT-MALE ALL FEMALES WAITING FOR CALLS NO LEADS WILL BE LEFT UN TURNED THE REWARDS WOULD BE ABUNDANT YOU LAUGH ..... THEN COME TO A LADIES NIGHT AT BAR WHEN ITS 75 FEMALES TO 3 MEN THEN YOU CAN LAUGH UNTIL THEN I AM GONNA TRACK THIS CREATURE OF MYTH, LEGEND OR FOLK LORE AN WHEN I HAVE HIM IN MY GRASP I AM GONNA MOUNT HIS ASSSSSSSSSSS UNTIL THEN I OWN STOCK IN BATTERY COMPANY ...

Confused!!!
Okay so I met this great guy 2 months ago! We have been chillen and calling each other everyday! His actions show that he is interested in me ... but he don't tell me he is! When I am around him I get lost for words, we talk about everything else besides what is goin on in our heads! We have both been burned before in relationships ... I don't want things to change between us but at the same time I want more! I am the only girl that he has done anything with in a couple of years ... he's really respectful of me too! I kno he cares because I have been goin through some shit lately and he's always there tryin to get me to do the right thing! And when there is a medical problem he worries about me! There is more if your interested in wanting to kno to help me then message me! But my question is: How do I talk to him about how I feel with out makin things awkward between us?! And how can I tell he's really interested in me?!

People
well i'm going to tart by saying, i have met somr really cool people on fubar. so here i go, i wake up every morning and put my pants on one leg at a time just like every other breathing person, on the planet. i have payed way to much attention to peoples profiles, that i have checked out, to fan, or ask for a add. what i have discovered, is that some people think they are above everyone else.me being a good ol southern boy, i ws raised with manners, and respect, we are all the same, we come in different shapes and size's. i'm sure that all the people who have such nasty words,and disrespect for others all started out on the bottom, and had to work thier way up through the ranks, and now that they have thier high rankings, they have become better than others. when i say this it doesn't apply to all high ranking people, like i said i have met some great people on here. so with that being said, i'm going to say something to all the assholes,dicks dickheads bitches, and cunts, FUCK

What Did I Do Wrong??
i want to know what is wrong with me... why do men cheat on me? i am totally open sexually (as long as i'm not forced into it) i'm a clean girl. i keep my stuff in order. i cook, i clean, i work and pay bills, i bake... i even do windows... but for some reason... no matter what i do... i get cheated on... i would go lesbian, but i think women are worse... they know what men do that pisses women off, and yet they do it anyway... i only want him to take his part of responsibility in the relationship and be with ME... not push me into messing around or anything like that... just me... if i get a wild hair and want to play... then yeah i'll share... i'll share more if i'm comfortable in my relationship, and don't feel like i'll lose him if i do... seriously... wtf??

Mind The Beast
wrap my mind in madness wrapped my heart in darkness my dreams have become my unknown silenced my dreams of unwanted beings I have sight but never been shown my soul is shaky, my head heavy I continue to walk alone noone beside me, noone to guide me home i call to the night who now is my only friend ask for a way to help me around this troubled bend to show me the way to the shining light where it is warm, and wonderously bright it is cold here in the shadows i want to be laid in the warm meadows where my body and soul at one be at peace but cant be done if my mind is the beast