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What Guys Ought To Know Bout Women
FINE this is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS A woman is t

Amanda
We're asking everyone to give us a hand for a great friend. She is always there for helping as a Shadow Leveler and now she needs our help. She's an awesome person and in a giveaway for a 3 month VIP and she needs your help! Please click the link and help her out! Thanks! This bully brought to you with love from her fellow angels: ~Farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Yeahmon's Angels!~R/L wife of Passionman71@ fubar Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} Owned by YEAHMON, Owner of Yeahmon, Blueeyes, Farscapecat & Amanda@ fubar (repost of original by '~Farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Yeahmon's Angels!~R/L wife of Passionman71' on '2008-09-10 07:24:55')

Im Off To Bed ...
Nothing fancy .... My fingers hurt ... eyes are blurry .... I've got permagrin plastered to my face. Hell, I'm Tapped out. THANK YOU Everyone. I have had a HELL of a KICK ASS day. It's gonna take me weeks, if not months to return all the love. Rest assured, I will. From the inital rush of actually WINNING the Spotlight (I'm NOT going into details there .. UGH!) to the CRAZINESS of my page going BERSERK, Culminating in an EXCELLENT dinner with my kids for my Birthday. Looks like I've gained 176 new friends (Not too shabby for not having bewbs !!) .. I will rate and fan in the coming days, I have 316 pending messages .... GIVE ME TIME !!! LOL, and numerous photo comments. Im off to bed .... Thank you all, again. Goodnight.

1991
As I boarded the plane in my own thoughts and on the lips of the others around me there was one unified thought. It's not done. Why can't we finish the job. Sigh, we'll be back. Well before the thoughts of 9-11 there were many of us that already knew it was not a matter of if but when we would be returning to Iraq. Now as the troops reductions have begun the slow deliberate draw down as things stabilize it all threatens to come tumbling down as one of the candidates says get out, get out now. Will these soldiers to forever have to choke down that angry lump in their throat, feel somehow to blame for something that they could have finished but instead they have grown old and useless for the fight. Now having to watch as others again are kept from finishing a job you should have finished. Getting on a plane will they have the same thoughts, will the same words come from their lips..... It's not done. Why can't we finish the job. Sigh, we'll be back. Ðð

My Computer Went Capooie
I am currently using my buddies computer, my motherboard shot on my computer... It costs $298 plus tax to buy a new tower @ Wal-Mart... I either have to wait til december, in hopes I get a check from ssi for my son.. or wait til january til taxes... or hop on the fu and ask for donations!!! :D I can still check my fubar stuff at my friends house, so please message me if you need my home address to donate to my computer fund... it would be greatly appreciated!

Comfortable-john Mayer
I just remembered that time at the market Snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart And rode down Aisle five You looked behind you To smile back at me Crashed into a rack full of magazines They asked us If we could leave Can't remember What went wrong last September Though I'm sure you'd remind me If you had to Our love was Comfortable And so broken in I sleep with this new girl I'm still getting used to My friends all approve Saying she's gonna be good for you They throw me High fives She says the Bible is all that she reads And prefers that I not use profanity Your mouth was So dirty Life of the party And she swears that she's artsy But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane [live version] But you could distinguish Me from Jack Johnson Our love was Comfortable And so broken in She's perfect So flawless Or so they say She thinks I can't see The smile that she's faking And Poses for pictures That aren't being taken

Feels Like Rain- John Hiatt
Down here the river meets the sea And in the sticky heat I feel ya' open up to me Love comes out of nowhere baby, like a hurricane And it feels like rain Underneath the stars lying next to you Wondering who you are baby How do you do? When the clouds blow in across the moon And the wind howls out your name Feels like rain We'll never make that bridge tonight Across lake Ponchartrain Feel like rain Batten down the hatches But keep your heart out on your sleeve A little bit of stormy weather, that's no cause for us to leave Just stay here baby, in my arms Let it wash away the pain Feels like rain Feels like rain - John Hiatt

For The Office/work
40 things you'd love to say at work 1 I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2 I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3 How about never? Is never good for you? 4 I see you've set aside this special time to publicly humiliate yourself. 5 I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6 Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7 I'm out of my mind at the moment, but feel free to leave a message. 8 I don't work here - I'm a consultant. 9 It sounds like English, but I don't understand a damn word you're saying. 10 Ahhh. I see the Fuck-up fairy has visited us again. 11 I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12 You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13 I have plenty of talent and vision - I just don't give a damn. 14 I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15 I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had abou

Wow, What Do You Know
holy shit, my very first Blog. hmmm, what to talk about??? well, the economy fucking sucks, politics are still filled with more criminal than my grandmother's pies are with cherrys, and the cost of gas can suck my balls until my dick becomes inverted. when did it become that the less you make the more you have to fucking pay??? hmm, lets see, and why is it that you can walk into the department of family's and children services, and if you make too little they can turn you away from helping, but any friggin bumb aff the street can walk in and have three jobs, by himself no kids, and get all the help he wants. i absolutely love what America has turned into. (sarcasm) i am up to my eye balls with petriotism but for some damn reason, a military man can get out and because of all the political B.S. that is going on and the economy, he can't find a better job than working at fucking Wal-Mart, and making barely enough to keep food on the table. my Patriotism is not for this damn country but t

Why
It's all happening so fast. Seems like just the other day I found out my daughter was sick and now she is in the hospital with a major infection. They dont know if she is going to make it. Now I am on a flight not knowing what will happen. Hoping I will get there in time!Please every keep us in your thoughts.

Celibacy On Strike
CELIBACY ON STRIKE Category: Writing and Poetry Drip.. Drip…. Drop ….. Listening to The lusts of Water dripping from you Makes me want to be the water too dripping from you Wanting to shower you Drip.. Drip…. Drop ….. With completion of mystery Mediation of curiousity Solitudes of fantasy Together with your earth No manure is needed There has been enough shit here When it begins to rain Drip.. Drip…. Drop the Droughts end when The 2 components blossomed to Participate in a romance hydrating a dry coordinate to make it past the Rendevous point of extreme Emptiness That time that was never dreamed of Just imagining The excess of Cream sticking to you I want for you to absorb me with Drip.. Drip…. Drop with Sponged affections To Explore me & This erection of interest Don't ignore the facts The perfection of the Outlines of you and I In shadows of nudity The candlelight is our clothing With the night peaking through the blinds To Be

Can You Help Me Win???
im in a contest for most points comments = 5 rates = 3 Please Help Me? repost too THANX! All Summer Long - Kid Rock (repost of original by '})i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ®' on '2008-09-10 20:00:27')

What About Me?!?!?!?
It's not easy being me.. I know everyone feels this way and I'm not alone, but it's NOT easy being me! It's hard for me because I'm constantly told I'm the greatest Mom, funniest person, the best friend, so dependable and someone that will take care of everyone! I'm EXPECTED to be everything to everyone but no one understands how hard that truly is!!! To be always be THAT one person everyone counts on. I'm not.. a rock, superwoman, super-Mom or super-nurse- I am just a woman! I know people love me but it's because how I take care of them. Will anyone ever love me for me and not the nurse, funny person or being just Mom? I'm so busy taking care of everyone else and everything else no one knows or has time to know how I feel. Yes I cry alone at times. I'm the most popular person in every room yet at times the loneliest one too. Maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will do for them! BUT will anyone just care about me for me?! exerpt & thx to MW I concur.

One Wish
I had just one wish That I was allowed to make It would be as simple as this I would wish away your pain The pain that haunts you in your sleep And brings you tears when you're awake One wish to set you free One wish for sweet dreams sake For your past to never haunt you No more fear when you close your eyes Peaceful nights would be renewed A new hope when you arise So until that day comes When all wishes will come true I'll keep making this one Until my days on earth are through

A Brand New Start
My dearest and long missed friends, I am finally back from my travels, trials and working through certain tribulations back home (for now) touching base with new technology. Yes, I finally gave in to Vista and a new laptop after more power surges in the lightning capital fried my tower and the storms of Fay, Gustav and Ike wreak more havoc on humanity and the coast. So much has transpired, and I don't want to bore anyone with too many details of my endeavors but I wanted to thank all who have stopped by to show love and will catch up as soon as I can. I am limiting my computer time so please bear with me while I continue to live outside the box and update all I need in order to get my new toy working the way I want to and attempt to recover material from the old and transfer to the new. For all those who's Birthday's have transpired in my absence, A Very Happy Belated and celebrate each and every day in love and light... I have missed many terribly and hope is well. Send

Beauty For Ashes
Today I was riding in a car and we passed a mound of dirt that was full of trash. The trash was poking out all over. It was about 20 feet high, like a little hill. But growing on top of the mound was a large bunch of sunflowers, big giant yellow happy blossoms. Part of Isaiah 61:3 says: "to give unto them beauty for ashes". That scripture came to my mind as we drove past the mound. I thought I would take a picture of it when we passed it on the way back, but I just forgot. Maybe I'll go back there. I said to my husband "Did you see those sunflowers on top of that trash heap? It reminds me of that scripture....." And then he said, "Well, ashes can be like fertilizer." Hmmm, that made me think. Maybe, we go through difficult years, trying times, downright hell, so that beauty can come out of our lives. Maybe if it wasn't for the ashes, we wouldn't produce the beauty. Yes I'm going to go back and take that picture.

Saw The Specialist Today...
Ok, just got home from the orthopedic specialist. Once again, I have managed to stump the drs. Dr isn’t sure why it’s a problem, BUT apparently the tendons in my shoulder have all stretched out and that’s why my arm keeps falling out of socket. Dr doesn’t want to do surgery at this point because the cons outweigh the pros. At this point, I am going to have to start physical therapy twice a week for at least 4 weeks and go from there. Hopefully, this will help. Dr is hoping that the PT will strengthen the muscles enough to compensate for the stretched out tendons. Wish me luck, because I REALLY REALLY don’t want to have surgery! I’ll keep you all updated on everything. Thanks for all your support.

I Don't Care-apocalyptica W/adam Gontier
Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it and deal with it Yeah deal with it You try to break me, You wanna break me... bit by bit, That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care (nothing can care about, nothing can care about) (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me) If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care If

Womens B J Etiquette
BLOW JOB ETIQUETTE ( BY A WOMAN )PT1 JOKE 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw; it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get' it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue balls" might have worked on high school girls - if your that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair

In A Different Time
To hold you one more time To kiss your lips and say you're mine To feel your heart with mine Beating as in one time If in a different time We could know such happiness In a different life We could conquer all sadness To ask you to be mine On bended knee with perfect rhyme Take your hand in mine And meld your soul with mine If in a different time We could know such happiness In a different life We could conquer all sadness It will never be All I want and all I dream I will ne'er be free Of this gift you've given me If in a different time We could know such happiness In a different life We could conquer all sadness

Strawberry Ice Cream
When I was a child When I was a child Strawberry Ice cream Was made with a pound Of sugar and real Strawberries When I was a child The clothes hung On a line outside to dry And smelled of mom’s Twenty-mule team When I was a child Strength of Character was One can of spinach Away When I was a child My hero was A masked man Who carried guns and Had an indigent Indian as a friend When I was a child Sexual awakenings Were defined by A magazine centerfold And a right hand When I was a child Women were to Be bare foot, Pregnant and unhappy Now that I am a man I struggle to cast Off my childish ways But strawberry Ice Cream Still is my favorite poet

How Much I Love You
you are you my mind every day and you are in my dream very night I love you so much more then words can tell You are women of my dreams I have been looking for all my life every time I talk with you. You make feel so wonderful like am am teen ager again you make so happy found you before I meet you I was so down now am so happy I found you I love you with all my soul you are my heart and soul I know you don't have be lonely anymore thank you for loving me like you do

Always Something There To Remind Me - Naked Eyes
Always Something There to Remind Mewords and music by Burt Bacharach and Hal Davidperformed by Naked Eyes I walk along the city streets you used to walk along with me, and every step I take reminds me of just how we used to be. Well, how can I forget you, girl? When there is always something there to remind me. always something there to remind me. As shadows fall, I pass a small cafe where we would dance at night. And I can't help recalling how it how it felt to kiss and hold you tight Well, how can I forget you, girl? When there is always something there to remind me. always something there to remind me. I was born to love her, and I'll never be free. You'll always be a part of me. If you should find you miss the sweet and tender love we used to share. Just go back to the places where we used to go, and I'll be there Well, how can I forget you, girl? When there is always something there to remind me. always something there to remind me. I was born to love her, and

Iced Earth - Brainwashed
Artist: Iced Earth Title: Brainwashed Album: Burnt Offerings Song Length: 5:22 Written By; Music: Schaffer,Shawver,Abell Lyrics: Barlow Lyrics: And so we begin with another sin The earth's enslaved with hypocrites They lay their heads to rest at night Say a little prayer and all is right Christ it's nothing personal You've got to see They twist and turn your words For their own needs They're brainwashed puppets The almighty crutch Cowards of reality And their dying love Living life in total lies Judging others Believe that I say or burn in hell Bow down your head You won't feel so bad Do as I say or burn in hell Close your eyes, look deep inside Master of the ignorant Master of the lies Judgment day is close at hand Generate that blasphemy Master of the damned Lies Now behind your reflection Lies the one who knows the truth Your conscience will condemn you On judgment day you'll lose It seems very odd to me How you

She Will Be Missed By Many.....
mom passed this morning @ 930 am eastern time....the family was there and she went peacfully and without pain. i knew it was the end when her breathing was rough from 6am till then. we all sad our goodbye's and she left us to go where shes needed next. i'll always miss you mom..... and i'll never 4get the last conversation we had.... where i told u that i loved you..and u answered " i love you 2". rp steve

Beggin To Level
Ya know i see all kinds of people beggin for help to level, bling, VIP and all that/ Some are in contests ect..........., Now i know that im not the most beautiful woman in the world, nor am I sexy, but i really dont think i look that bad,(i know what i look like) Im a big woman...........thats how it is, i dont put myself out there with nekkid pics, or tit shots or coochie shots ect. not that im saying there is anything wrong with that if that is what one wants to do. hell i look as much as others............. But hell fire I BEG, I ASK (FOR BLING, AND OTHER STUFF TOO), I RATE, FAN, ADD AND DO ALL I CAN TO HELP ONE LEVEL OR WHATEVER. ive done just what ive seen others do............is it so wrong for me to want some of the fu love too??? if im wrong please someone tell me....................

Lady Darkness
i feel your cold embrace as you envelope me in icy hugs i touch your dark passion as you embrace me in your silent icy grip your lips are like the a chilling fog touching my soul your hands are like icicles as they caress my thoughts your breath is like an icy blast that makes my very being shiver your touch freezes my heart in mid beat your eyes return a blank empty stare your kiss sends ice down my spine your heart is dark and lifeless why have you chosen me to turn to stone ? Jeff Brown August 23 , 2004

:)
Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So if you give her crap, you will receive more stuff than any one human being can handle

I Dont Know
Friends are something that you cant let go when you have them. Me? Ive lost more then my share of friends. I really hope i find some here that will stick with me till the end. So for now im all alone in this crazy world waiting for someone to change my luck

Metallica - One
Another one of my favourite songs. Has one of my favourite ever solos Artist - Metallica Track - One Album - ...And Justice For All Album Cover: Song Length - 7:24 Metallica bought the rights to Johnny Got His Gun so they would be able to use it exclusively for the video for "One". Video: Lyrics: I Can't Remember Anything Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream this Terrible Silence Stops Me Now That the War Is Through with Me I'm Waking up I Can Not See That There's Not Much Left of Me Nothing Is Real but Pain Now Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me Back in the Womb its Much Too Real in Pumps Life That I must Feel but Can't Look Forward to Reveal Look to the Time When I'll Live Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me Just like a Wartime Novelty Tied to Machines That Make Me Be Cut this Life off from Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me Now the Wor

Fyi For All My Friends
i will be going offline in 7 days in preparation i will be going though friends list to see if i can get into friends profiles when i cant i will be removing that peeps from friends list. then in 7 day i will lock down profile to friends only no more additions after that cause i wont be here to do any adding friends

What Ever Happeed To Independence Day
What ever happened to INDEPENDENCE DAY (repost) It's summer time, just before Memorial Day and just before Independence Day. Funny how it is that Memorial Day has turned into propaganda week. Independence Day has become the fourth of July. The meaning has been ripped from it. Ask any average Joe on the street what we are celebrating on July 4th. I'm sure you will get a myriad of answers. It is Independence Day. It is the date that the document beginning our great nation was signed by our forefathers. Remeber when you control the language you control the minds. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security..... .... This is the essence of the Declaration we celebrate every summer. When in a long train of abuses and usurpations…. What fits in to this categ

I Scream Conspiracy
I scream conspiracy (repost) here again why? I scream conspiracy. You scream paranoid. I raise questions based on the facts you have presented. You change the facts. The word conspiracy is now so synonymous with lunatic, paranoid and crazy. So much so that the slightest hint at the fact that there maybe a conspiracy has the one who hinted scrambling to maintain his reputation. Be it a professor or priest, a politician or citizen, those who hint at conspiracy are written off. The louder they scream the more they are dismissed. Qui bono? The Establishment. Those that raise the valid questions are bracketed in with those whose claims are obviously fabrication in order to discount and dismiss their views. In the case of unpopular viewpoints, it becomes a way to diminish them. Wonder why the 9-11 Truth movement doesn't get more air time in the main stream media? Because they are simply a group of conspiracy theorists, right? Could it be because they want to know with out a doubt what

Willing Suspension Of Disbelief
I'm sitting here watching a debunking of conspiracy theories on the history channel. Watching yet another attempt to control the minds of the American people. They are attacking the non issues when it comes tot the conspiracy. The straw man attacks on the truth movment continue. That is neither here not there. The american people have engaged in a willing suspension of disbelief on one fo the most tragic days in history. That itself is enough to infuriate me. After watching the history channel "documentary" I have yet to be more disgusted more apalled. The issues that are raised are simply discarded. The evidence of anywrong doing on the Governments is not adressed. The terms they use. Are as bias as the documentary it's self. The "Conspiracy Theory" is presented first with impassioned speeches after the facts were discussed and personal attack leveled against those who publically support thier beliefs . These views or impassioned speeches were then countered by "Experts". No creden

Friends Or Lovers
We traveled the world on separate paths stealing glances between the trees and sharing moments from afar Though our voices could call out in comfort our hands could never touch and no matter how dear or true our hearts might have been they could never beat as one As we moved along two lives in parallel we swapped stories on quiet nights and bared ourselves like never before we marched forward pushing through tragedy and triumph with a constant eye to the path beyond aching for what awaited through the howling trees Though we picked up fellow travelers and bonded with other souls the face beyond the trees haunted us both But as two lives in parallel doomed never to meet we made our own happiness and found our own dreams while waiting for the two paths to meet Yet, even as we wished on every star for our roads to intersect we knew we could be in the arms of another unable to share the desired embrace Still, no cruel twist of fate could keep our two soul

Poem
i want to know what it is like to be held in ur arms at all times K Cole: and have u holding my hands K Cole: and my heart K Cole: have you ever felt the feeling of love? K Cole: making it pull at your heart strings K Cole: wanting to be near them all the time K Cole: having the knowledge of the things you want to do to them to make them happy all the time never sure if it's enough hoping they fall more in love with u everyday and scared it will never mean the same to them that it does to u having ur heart broken by this person is worse than losing ur best friend never sure when and if it will ever end and if it does will it crush u more than a building of steel with all its jagged edges peircing ur heart making u scream y yet again u understand though that u are not meant to be happy in this world where love is never understood until it breaks ur heart and u land flat on ur face ok so now u have a peice of my

Disaster Relief Mode This Weekend
Attending the Texas Victim Services' Association conference this week to further enrich my skills that I do on the domestic violence crisis lines and through victim services at the police department, a call for action has been placed for volunteers for disaster relief teams here in Austin, Texas, because Ike is heading to Texas -- the question is whether it is heading now more towards Port Lavaca or Galveston. Galveston already has mandatory evacuations in place since yesterday, I think. Austin is generally unscathed by hurricanes because we are so far inland, but they are predicting that this might be like Hurricane Carla of the 1960's era and Austin may still have the effects of a cat 2 heading through Austin -- even as it heads through land. UT has rescheduled the UT - ARK game that was scheduled on Saturday to September 27th in efforts to keep as many folks off of the roads travelling to here for the game. Of course, all disaster planning may not be needed because we al

In Memory Of 9/11 Victims "we Never Forget"
In Memory Of The Victims Of The 9/11/2001 Terrorist Attack May It Be - Enya Before I say anything I want you guys to see this! I was Very Surprised when I found this Video of a Beer Company being so respectful to the 9/11 Terrorist Attack please enjoy! Seven years ago the most catastrophic terrorist attack to ever happen in the U.S. occurred. Today; my man and I, put our thoughts together to commemorate this TRAGEDY and to REMEMBER all of the men, women, and children who lost there lives on that TERRIBLE morning. Many of us remember the POLICE OFFICERS and FIRE FIGHTERS who lost their lives, but we SHOULD NEVER FORGET the people in the planes and the buildings who also died. September 11, 2001 was a day of TRAGEDY, not only for those living in the U.S., but also for Americans and their children living outside the country. As a daughter of a Sargent in the U.S Air Force who was born on a Military base in Panama, I am connected to this TR

What Now?
The ninth month brought the end to many, The eleventh was a day of testing Nine one one a call for help from any It left no time of resting. True warriors dressed in red suits Navy blue or yellow They called in all the recruits to rescue ailing fellow. What senselss acts of violence Rain down on us today what path will cross with terror and cause us great dismay? This is the world our children face. Their lives are being molded. The acts of hate, time won't erase, Like a shroud it has enfolded. What can we say? What can we do? As time whirls swiftly by Let love be instilled with a family view So our values never die. May God Be With You and Your Families as We Remember 9/11/2001 by Ray 2003

9-11
The ninth month brought the end to many, The eleventh was a day of testing Nine one one a call for help from any It left no time of resting. True warriors dressed in red suits Navy blue or yellow They called in all the recruits to rescue ailing fellow. What senselss acts of violence Rain down on us today what path will cross with terror and cause us great dismay? This is the world our children face. Their lives are being molded. The acts of hate, time won't erase, Like a shroud it has enfolded. What can we say? What can we do? As time whirls swiftly by Let love be instilled with a family view So our values never die. May God Be With You and Your Families as We Remember 9/11/2001

Ramblings
IVE DECIDED TO GIVE BLOGGING ANOTHER TRY. I HAVENT DONE ONE IN AWHILE. IM HAVING A REALY HARD TIME THE LAST 3 WEEKS IN REAL LIFE. IVE BEEN SICK ON AND OFF,AND IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND A JOB, AND HAVENT HAD ANY LUCK. I KNOW SOME OF MY CLOE FRIENDS HAVE NOTISED A CHANGE IN ME AND IM VERY SORRY FOR THAT. I LOVE YOU ALL AND I USUALY TALK TO YALL ABOUT EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE,BUT I HAVE MY TIMES WHERE I KEEP STUFF BOTTLED UP INSIDE ME TILL IT EXPLODES AI GUESS THATS WHAT IT IS GOING TO DO SOON IF I DONT GET IT OFF MY CHEST. I KNOW I CAN BE A GREAT GUY AND EVERYONE LIKES ME AND EVERYTHING,BUT IM HUMAN I HAVE MY FAULTS AND 1 OF THEM IS IM A HUGE FLIRT. MOST OF YOU THAT KNOW ME KNOW THATS THE TRUTH. I KNOW I DO THINGS AT TIMES THAT HURT THE 1`S I LOVE AND IM VERY SORRY FOR THAT,BUT ITS JUST ME. IM NOT TRYIN TO HURT ANYONE AND WOULD NEVER PURPOSLY HURT ANYONE,BUT IT JUST HAPPENS. IM SORRY TO NY AND EVERYONE THAT IVE HURT JUST REMBER I LOVE ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY!

*crosses Fingers*
September 11, 2008 Tarot reading for summer: Love Touchstone Career Love: The Devil Touchstone: The Sun Career: The Pope The rays of the Sun and the Devil's flames are bringing plenty of heat your way today, dear summer. There's passion in the air. It's a time of intense feelings, passionate declarations, and tender and sensual encounters. There's not a cloud in the sky to darken these moments of love and intimacy that you'll be sharing with your loved ones. So enjoy it while you can! In your professional life, this is a day of great euphoria. The Sun and the Pope together inspire you to sparkle. Whatever you might want to do will seem possible. Success, luck, happiness – even a promotion – what else could you want? You have only to stretch out your hand to enjoy the fruits of your patience and your labor. Congratulations!

Good Bye My Awsome Friends
i have to leave the internet they are shutting it off i tryed too sell my computer so they wouldnt but anyway it was nice knowing you all you are awsome people and im going to miss you

Rates And Comments
Ok everyone im in a contest and i would really really love to win this. I have helped many people and i would love some help. so please come by and help, everything would be appreciated. Thank you in advance 20k for sticky please contact me once done :) I am willing to give 5k and a personal SFW salute for everyone who rates and give me 100 comments on that picture :) So please come by and rate and comment me :)

Eye Contact
Do you think there is anything really behind eye contact ... what would you think if every time you and someone locked eyes you . your self got a feeling ... the feeling is kinda like a worm burst in you chest .. sooo with that feeling you get and the other person keep locking eyes with you ... what you think that can meen Please try to help me understand ... and help me out if you can =) thank you Princess

9-11
Of the nearly 3,000 losses at the World Trade Center 343 Firefighters of the FDNY died, 23 police officers of the Port Authority and 37 men and women of the New York Police Department. More than ten percent of the casualties were First Responders who saved countless others on their ascendency to death. Let's all take a moment to remember the heroic efforts of that day

Hurricane Info Guide
Florida Office Procedures Concerning Hurricane Office Closings Hurricane Category #1 No excuse for being late. Leave earlier to give extra time to avoid fallen trees and limbs. Hurricane Category #2 Due to the horizontal rain, you may wear jeans. Hurricane Category #3 Whereas most of the area will be flooded, we suggest you avoid wearing open toe sandals when coming to work. canoes will be provided to get to the building safely without getting wet. Hurricane Category #4 More than likely there will be no electricity. Given that, we will have manual typewriters available to all staff members. Please take extra caution and wear waterproof make-up of Category 4 or above. Hurricane Category #5 Velcro will be provided to keep you attached to your chairs when the windows blow out. For those that survive, we will have chocolate cake at 3:00 p.m. in the break room. Have A Nice Day!

American Airlines Flight 77
AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77 American Airlines Flight 77, from Washington to Los Angeles, crashed into the Pentagon with 64 people aboard. CREW Charles Burlingame of Herndon, Virginia, was the plane's captain. He is survived by a wife, a daughter and a grandson. He had more than 20 years of experience flying with American Airlines and was a former U.S. Navy pilot. David Charlebois, who lived in Washington's Dupont Circle neighborhood, was the first officer on the flight. "He was handsome and happy and very centered," his neighbor Travis White, told The Washington Post. "His life was the kind of life I wanted to have some day." Michele Heidenberger of Chevy Chase, Maryland, was a flight attendant for 30 years. She left behind a husband, a pilot, and a daughter and son. Flight attendant Jennifer Lewis, 38, of Culpeper, Virginia, was the wife of flight attendant Kenneth Lewis. Flight attendant Kenneth Lewis, 49, of Culpeper, Virginia, wa

D'oh
i hurt a friend today. i wish i didn't but i did. i'm an idiot and a screw up. i feel like shit cuz they didn't deserve to be hurt and i'm shocked at myself for doing so. all i can do is hope they can forgive and we can at least stay friends. guess i'll have to see.

Xxx
we carelessly climb into bed not one, two, but all three sexually seductive thoughts fill my head this dream just can not be her tongue flutters your lips my hands caress her breast sliding slowly to her hips my heart pounds in my chest my fingers flutter her lips her back arches and hips rise inward my throbbing cock slips you softly start to moan and sigh she turns to look at me then ravishly licks your cunt i close my eyes so nothing i can see she seductively lets out a grunt her juices start to flow feelin warmer around my cock she begs for me to go slow i keep pounding it like a rock

My Kinkiness
You Are 65% Kinky You are a very kinky person. You are completely open minded about sexuality. You're up for something different from time to time, and you don't have many hang ups. And while you're not into everything, you don't judge people who are. You figure that anything between consenting adults is fair game! Are You Kinky?

Haven't Done This In A While....
But I thought it might be kinda fun for us to help one another since we don't have a bombing target. It's also a great way to get to know one another. I've got about 4 people listed below who need help leveling. Are you game in helping them? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 28K To Level greeneyes proud Member of the Confederate bombers family...@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 12K To Level Josh ~Member Of THE CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF CT ~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 22K To Level Georgie Girl@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 37K To Level newt53@ fubar

Behold The Terrible Effects Of Too Much Caffeine
come and listen to my story 'bout a boy named ted a poor college student, barely kept himself fed then one day he was talkin' to a recruiter said "son, you'll make big money workin' on computers" terminals that is vax systems beowulf clusters well the next thing you know, ole ted's a millionaire kin folk said "ted, move away from there" said "californy is the place you wanna be" so he loaded up his truck and moved to the valley silicone that is intel nec well now it's time to say goodbye to ted and all his cash he liquidated and fled the country when the market crashed all his venture capital investors found out that they'd been screwed it seems that ted's accounting scheme was a little skewed embezzlement that is insider trading artificial margins y'all call the feds now, ya hear

The Male Anatomy
The Penis requests a promotion and a raise for the following reasons: Has to work hard Has to work at great depths Has to work upside down Has no ventilation or air conditioned environment at work Has to work in a high humidity environment Has to work at high temperatures Does not get weekends and holidays off Does not get time off after extra hours of work Has a hazardous work environment that often causes professional sickness Request denied for the following reasons: Does not work 8 hours in a row Does not answer immediately to all requests After a short activity period, falls asleep at work Shows no fidelity to the workplace Retires too early Does not work at all unless pushed from behind Does not leave the workplace clean after finishing work Sometimes leaves work, too early

Gone For A While
hi to all my friends, after tomorrow i will not be on fubar or the internet for a while . my internet is being shut off i have more important thigs to take care of right now...not sure how long i will be off but i wanted to let the leveling families i am in know so you wouldnt wonder why i wasnt helping with anything. thank you andrea

Fort Minor - Kenji
As close to rap as i'll get but this is a seriously awesome song. Lyrics in the video, but read text below even if you don't listen. Taken from wikipedia: "Kenji" is a song off the album The Rising Tied by Fort Minor. The song features clips from an interview with the father and aunt of lead singer Mike Shinoda and tells the vivid story of the life of Mike's family before, during and after World War II including their internment at Manzanar. The title is of reference to Shinoda's middle name. The lyrics of the song tell of how a man "Kenji" was a Japanese immigrant just before the World War II started, and how when the war started all the Japanese were moved over to camps, where they lived in fair conditions, but when they moved back how they were subjected to racial discrimination, at the end of the song Shinoda speaks of how Kenji is fictional, but he was just a cover name for the people that such events actually fell upon.

Thinkin
i've been sitting here a lot recently just thinking things over, a lot of the time its the same things again and again, but then there are a lot of other things i think about too. like, why? why do things happen the way they do? why cant things be different? and why does wishing on a star never work? why do people say things when they dont mean them? and why do things happen that you really wish wouldn't and things that you really wish would, don't? i dont know the answer to those questions, but, i sure wish i did i sit and think about all the things that are happening in my life and i wonder if things will ever be the way i want them to be, i think of all the good times i've had and think of all the bad, the bad really seem to outweigh the good but i know i should be thankful for all the good things and really truly i am. life isn't perfect, it never will be, i guess we just have to make the best of it and hope that some day all our dreams and hopes will come true. its

Special Today!!! Pet Peeves!!!
and i will take full credit for being the occasional (C)See (U)You (N)Next (T)Tuesday i said: um...yeah...i caught your blast know what would really be hot? if you spelled they're properly! best wishes XOXOX

Ike Blows
IKE is blowing this way. Weathermen suck. After Katrina and Rita every fucking hurricane is the worse thing to come to the US. Fuck hurricanes are bad. Katrina and Rita sucked. My heart goes out to everyone who has had to go through that. We've had hurricanes since the beginning of time........and its not just to Gulf. Hurricanes cause damage all over. Some how after Katrina and Rita hurricanes are the "KILL ALL STORM", the stupid weather people cause fear and panic when a bird takes a piss in the wind off the coast of Africa. Funny thing is after weeks and weeks of reporting how dangerous a storm is, the dumb asses go and STAND OUT IN IT. How FUCKING STUPID CAN YOU BE? One dumb ass during Gustas stood out in a parking lot in Southern Louisiana as the eye of the storm came a shore. The anchor from her safe studio chair asked this loser, that the winds seemed to be stronger. He replied, yes, "but we have move out into the parking lot to be more exposed." HELLO DUMB A

Dreaming
I use to lay there wondering where you were, how it would feel to kiss those lips all in a blurr. Tossing and turning with so many thoughts in my head, all the days of our past would be swirling with so many lessons to be said. I dwelt in those past glory days of our love for so long but was only holding on to words from radio love songs I fantasies about coming home and taking you back into my arms forever but only realize that this love might be never Perhaps I still had a lesson to learn or too maybe it wasnt as clear how much my love was for you Either way I was alone even though I had endured the walls even though all i had wanted was to be in your arms once all falls I used to lay there on my floor wondering where did I go wrong, how i could recapture what I thought my heart had belong Many stars were wish on through out the years Many of nights did i have to fight back the tears

Help Me
Im just bored so I thought I'd blog a little bit. I would MuMM but Im being greedy with my fubucks. I have a laptop but damned if I can get the internet hooked up to it(BTW my bf bought it a month or so ago and gave it to me, and I dont have the manual yet). I called Comcast since they disconnected the original router on the the desktop here, but them bitches basically said it not their problem, I am REALLY a computer dummy, so I have no idea what to do. Are wireless internet cards good? Im thinking about doing that, psshhh I really dont have a clue HELP ME PLEASE!!!!! Thanks ♥

Emptiness Within
All alone in this world of mine, so empty and cold. I feel my soul slip away as the coldness takes over everything I am or ever was. The chills begin to take over my heart making it hard as stone. The wall around my heart no one can climb to get over, it is so strong that I myself can not bring it down. It feels as though my world is not what it seems and that it is crashing down in front of me and there is nothing I can do about it. Everything I have cared for, everyone I have loved has left me behind, behind in this dark cold forest that I can not find my way out of, one where the trees and creatures haunt me like a prey. Like I am just something for them to feed on, something that cannot protect itself. My world is nothing of what it seems, my world is taunting me and breaking me down little by little, feeling by feeling. Soon there will be nothing left of this world of mine.

Gone
i'm goin to be gone for awhile and i dont know when i will be back on here b/c i will have no comp./internet. but i have a friend that i will keep in contract with and i will tell him whats goin on and he will tell some of you that want to know whats goin on with me and my baby. i will miss bein on here and talkin to some of you that i stay in contract with. wish me the best of luck with my baby. i'm goin to be in temp. place for awhile until one of the apt. open up so i can move in and get things takin care of plus i will get some help on what i need for myself and my baby. the person that goin to tell u whats goin on when i'm not on here is my #1 top friend on my list. he will give some inforamtion on whats goin on to only the ppl that need to know. later alll and take care everybody

Beauty For Strength
These are just some musings, I could be right, I could be wrong. You often here the question "What do women want?" Well I think the answer is strength. How does it work between men and women? How is it supposed to work? What do men have? Men are physically stronger, they have something like 50 times the level of testosterone that women do. Testosterone is what builds muscle, that's why athletes pump themselves full of it, steroids. Men never have to carry a child, they are never that physically vulnerable. What do women have? Women have beauty. Their bodies are soft, they are smaller, and they carry babies which makes them vulnerable. They need help to get through that, someone basically to do the hunting and fishing. So men want the beauty of women, their sexual acceptance. But once a woman gives that, she becomes vulnerable and dependent on his strength. Maybe that's why some women give up on their beauty, because they can't feel the man's strength. If

Life
My computer is still down. Not sure how soon I will get it up running. Hopefully within a week or 2. I been extremely busy lately ..and have not really been having withdrawals. I would still miss..not being on here once in a while..but I have realiazed that I don't need to be on here as much as I use to be. Lately just feel like I am sitting here..waiting for someone to say hi. Why waste my time? Anyways.. I do miss a few good friends on here. I been working more lately.. bringing in the money! Got my youngest birthday Sunday..he turns 8. Thats pretty much all thats been going on with me. Also fact..I am starting to watch tv more now..instead of being on here. LOL. I will see you all later..when My computer is up running. Right now.. I am using my friends computer. Just came on to let everyone know whats going on..and to return some of the love and comments I have gotten. hugs nikki

Libra - September 12, 2008
Libra - September 12, 2008 Today there is an opportunity to use your voice exactly for the purpose it was made - seduction. You have a chance to take your sugar honey out to dinner alone, and somewhere very romantic. Then, using the power of intimate conversation, you can bring about the kind of changes and transformations in the relationship you have long wished for. mmmmm phone sex anyone? hehe

Pixie Dust?
Let's head out with Tinkerbell! First rate my Tinkerbell folder.Click on the picture below. Second you must rate/fan/add everyone already out and about with Tinkerbell! If you are already friends with that person,check to see if you can re-rate them and leave them a comment saying "Pixie Dust?" or "Out with Tinkerbell." If you are making a new friend,leave a comment in the friends request letting them know your "Heading out with Tinkerbell" When you recieve a friend request DO NOT just accept it - you must rate/fan and comment back! NO DRAMA AND NO CHEATING!YOU WILL BE REMOVED! I will make you a Thank tag.. Your hostess.. ~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar ~Rebelicious DixieAngel~ Head Enforcer @ Lucious Desire's@ fubar ◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ PROMOTER AND HEAD GREETER FOR CLUB MIXTURE ◊@ fubar Slave2Fantasy/Aka/Erotica/AKA/Keeper of Trains see blog~Tat _man73~R/L G/F@ fubar tat_man73~sl

A Last Farwell, Atleast I Hope Not
Its 10:15 am Friday the 12th Im sitting right in the Path of Hurricane Ike.. I dont know if this will the end of days for me..But I wanted to Say Hi & Thank you to all my Wonderfull friends.. Today could be my last day as you never know when its your time.. Im sheltering in place in a Overbuilt home & were stocked up with supplys... Take a second & think of all the Folks from Texas...as we have thought of you.. Best wishes & God bless.. Mark Hudson... President of the B-list..

Fuck Some Guys
dude i know every women knows this but some men suck not all just some i mean your nice to them you give them what they want you dont give them what they want they still dont talk to you after that its like thanks for telling me you know if you were to have told me i would have been fine with it you know this is why i give up on relationships maybe one day ill be back to them but hell im young i dont need to be in one. so anyways i just felt like saying what i needed to say

The Shoe Man
We shouldn't be so judgemental. You don't know the journey of the person next to you. They might be there just for you. To test you, to teach you a lesson. Or it could just be a stranger needing a kind word. ____________________________________________________ This touched me. I showered and shaved....... I adjusted my tie. I got there and sat......... In a pew just in time. Bowing my head in prayer......As I closed my eyes. I saw the shoe of the man next to me..... Touching my own. I sighed. With plenty of room on either side...... I thought, 'Why must our soles touch?' It bothered me, his shoe touching mine... But it didn't bother him much. A prayer began: 'Our Father'...... I thought, 'This man with the shoes, has no pride. They're dusty, worn, and scratched. Even worse, there are holes on the side!' 'Thank You for blessings,' the prayer went on. The shoe man said ... ............ A quiet 'Amen.' I tried to focus on the prayer....

Pain Meds And My Job.
So, me being the dumb ass that I am have gotten myself into one hell of a pickle. I had a minor accident at work and got popped with U/A. The results came back that I was possitive for opiates, no surprise there to those who know me... Anyway, I won't be fired but I may have to attend drug and alcohol classes for a week before being allowed to return to work. Having been clean and sober for one week now and thinking clearly, I honestly believe that this turn of events is for the best. I was at the point where I was taking as many as twenty vicodin/percocet at one time. And thats way bad! Way, way bad! I am most greatful that I still maintain my good standing at the foundry and will be allowed to continue working for Atlas. At any rate. I guess the point is that nothing is worth losing a good job over, NOTHING!!!! And did I mention that those little pills are spendy? For reals! I'm glad that it's over now. I can focus on what's really important to me and get on with things. Here's to fo

Donate A Free Mammogram (it Costs Nothing)
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Thanks ! Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' -- for free (pink window in the middle). This does not cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate a mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ AGAIN... PLEASE ASK 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 FRIENDS. Thanks.

Hurry And Bid
Ok Fu'z Wanna Own SomeOne Here Iz Ur Chance!! They All Have Some Great Offerz!! Auction Runz For A Week!! Ends Thursday September 18th!!! Wht R U Waiting For??? HuRRy Go!! ..Bid.. ..Bid.. ..Bid.. ..MiSS HoNeY PiE..AkA..ToRi.. ..♥Sé×ÿ♥69♥KiSS♥..AkA..TriCia..

A New Format
From now on, my blogs will be on a more personal note, with names and things that you won't recognize. I tried to be general on here, and entertain, but nobody reads my crap anyway, so I'll just write them on here, and copy and paste them to a site where I actually have people read them. I did a small experiment, and posted the same blog on both sites, and the results were overwhelming. I'm wasting my time blogging on here lol. So if you're confused by something I wrote, or don't get a reference, because you actually read some of my crap, feel free to ask, and i will explain.

To My True Friends
To my true friends im deleting my account on sunday and if you are my true friend you will ask how we can still talk but if not ask and i will tell you how..im sick of the shit on here and im trying to change my life and have a good life with my family. i will post some pics of my wedding on herer if you want to see them but on sunday it will be deleted im sorry missy

What's In A Word?? (lol This Is Too Funny)
An Alabama preacher said to his congregation, "Someone in this congregation has spread a rumor that I belong to the Ku Klux Klan. This is a horrible lie and one which a Christian community cannot tolerate. I am embarrassed and do not intend to accept this. Now, I want the party who did this to stand and ask forgiveness from God and this Christian Family." No one moved. The preacher continued, "Do you have the nerve to face me and admit this is a falsehood? Remember, you will be forgiven and in your heart you will feel glory. Now stand and confess your transgression. " Again all was quiet. Then slowly, a drop dead gorgeous blonde with a body that would stop traffic rose from the third pew. Her head was bowed and her voice quivered as she spoke, "Reverend there has been a terrible misunderstanding. I never said you were a member of the Ku Klux Klan. I simply told a couple of my friends that you were a wizard under the sheets." The preacher fell to his kn

The Now
No yesterdays are ever wasted for those who give themselves today. --Brendan Francis We often find ourselves yearning for tomorrow. We get carried away thinking about the next day's big game or camping trip. We find ourselves daydreaming about how much fun we'll have with friends or what animals we'll see in the park. The next day comes and perhaps the excitement about the game diminishes because our friends can't make it or the camping trip is cancelled because of bad weather. We feel cheated and begin regretting the missed opportunities of yesterday. When we find ourselves concentrating only on tomorrow, we need to stop and look around. We'll begin to notice the joke a friend is telling, or the bird flying overhead. We will begin appreciating the joys of the moment. When we live in the moment, we have no expectations about the next moment, and without expectations, we can't be disappointed, only surprised. What is delightful about this moment right now?

Purposeful Determination
Purposeful determination What is the difference between desperation and determination? The difference comes from having a positive, meaningful direction. The energy of desperation is wasted on self-pity and negativity. That can lead to destructive behavior, which only makes the sense of desperation worse. Yet by choosing a positive orientation, you can always transform the self-defeating energy of your desperation into solid, potent determination. By applying that energy toward a positive purpose, you can make great and valuable improvements in your world. If you become dismayed, discouraged or even desperate, recognize that there's a positive opportunity. For it signals that you are ready and willing to be genuinely determined. And when determination fuels your actions, those actions bring real results. Persistence, effectiveness and power flow naturally and solidly from purposeful determination. Just one step away from desperation is the energy of determination. Take t

Dancer For Friday Night
i need one gurl 21 or older slim build who would like to dance on cam friday nights from 9pm eastern to 12am 250 fu bucks weekly pay out contact me if you want the job requires you to have a cam

Relationships/poetry
A poem for my special guy! I hope you like it! My Winged Lover. By Cassie Hester lie with me, my winged lover and gather all my tears whisper with me darling and promises in my ears tell the moon your honor and the sun all of your lies kiss me once my winged lover to forever close my eyes

Students Place Flags To Remember Lives Lost
Students Place Flags to Remember Lives Lost Thu September 11, 2008 - FALLS CHURCH, Va. marshall high school • september • Students at Marshall High School in Falls Church decided to plant a garden of American flags in remembrance of the lives lost during the September 11 terrorist attack seven years ago. From a distance it looks like a garden, but the flags that adorn the front of George C. Marshall High School are a sign of reverence and hope. Marshall senior Matthew Martz had the idea for the project, and wanted the act of placing a flag for each life lost to make people stop and think of the horrific events of that day and the men and women who gave their lives to help others. "I believe no one should forget about 9/11 and what happened that day," Matthew said. And students did just that by planting 2977 American flags in front of the school. Eventually the entire school became involved. Even the principal was impressed by the

Lessons Learned After Hurrican Gustav
~Lessons Learned After Gustav ~ 1. No matter how many times you flick the switch, lights don't work without electricity. 2. Vienna sausages only appear on the food pyramid during hurricane season. 3. Gas mileage is recalculated based on miles per fume. 4. Lovebugs do not disappear in 80mph wind gusts. 5. Disasters can cancel one LSU football game but there will be even bigger casualties if we cancel two. 6. Despite protests, kids can re-live their parents' youth when there were only 3 tv channels! 7. Cats are even more irritating without power. 8. Baton Rouge without traffic lights resembles Mexico City, Rome, Los Angeles and New York City all rolled into a single snarl. 9. A 7 lb bag of ice will chill 6-12 oz beers to a drinkable temperature in 11 minutes, and still keep a 14 lb. turkey frozen for 8 more hours... 10. There are/were a lot of really big trees around here! 11. Just because you're 18 doesn't mean you can stay out as la

Movies Of Note For 2009
X-Men Origins: Wolverine (Hugh Jackman, Liev Schreiber, Ryan Reynolds -- 'nuff said) He's Just Not That Into You (You've read the book, now see the movie!) Friday the 13th (Because the other 25 movies just didn't cover it) Terminator Salvation (Don't ya just love repetition?) Land of the Lost (some things just shouldn't be found) The A-Team (Why come up with an original plot when you can just recycle an old TV show?) Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (... or an old cartoon for that matter) Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Them Weasley twins have gotten pretty darn hot since they've growed up!) Piranha 3-D (Because everyone knows there are Amazonian Piranha lurking under Lake Havasu in Arizona) G.I. Joe: Rise of Cobra (Again with the old cartoons!) Final Destination 4 (If its the Final Destination, why are there 4 of them?) A Nightmare on Elm Street (Again 25 ...... in this installment, Freddy comes over to borrow a cup of sugar) Astro Boy (A

This Fit Me To A Tee
The Great Bear is found on every continent and comes in many sizes and colors. The bear is revered on every continent, especially North America where the indigenous people who believe it was once human and Great Mystery lives in the spirit of bear. Many American Indian tribes have bear clans and bear ceremonies. Bear people use herbs and other plants in healing. Bear medicine is powerful and without peer among the animal people. The bear is a guide to the river of meaning. BEAR MEDICINE * Bear is spirit keeper of the West, the place of darkness, maturity and good harvest. From this place, Grandfather Bear gives strength, introspection and knowledge. * Bears are active during the night and day. This symbolizes its connection with solar energy, that of strength and power, and lunar energy, that of intuition. It enhances and teaches those with this totem how to develop both within themselves. * Grandfather Bear is a solitary dweller a

Those Born 1930-1979
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and

Initiating The Coworkers....
For the past few weeks, I've been trying to get together a band of locals to charter a sailboat for a week next spring. Knowing my real life friends, we're talking pirate re-enactors, renaissance faire junkies, and living-history specializing historians. As I'm ultimately looking for a crew of six (myself included) to charter from one of the various rental locations along the Chesapeake to Virginia Beach and back for a week (a reasonably easy sail, even if we go 20-30 miles offshore to do it), I want a few experienced people, and to round out the crew with a bunch of bluebloods (I grew up on sailboats, so I'm all good for the experienced crew). This week, one of my big-bosses started posturing with me regarding the local renaissance festival. He announced up and down that he'd have the most authentic pirate outfit there during pirate weekend (he was upset when he found out that he couldn't wear his two 16th century pistols (while historically accurate - and his are real vintage

I Am At A Total Loss!!
I have had a bit of crush on a certain woman, she is amazing in every wich way, athletic, head strong, smart, sexy...the whole package. but she seems to not know how to pick out a guy. and when ever I ask her out she says I'm not her type....whatever the fuck that means, I have saved her ass on a few occasions....anyway's. She called me saying that she was stuck at a bar in downtown long beach, so I went to give her a ride, but to my surprise there was a huge fight in the middle of the bar and she was stuck in a corner with her BOYFRIEND cowering in fear BEHIND her. I went through the middle of the brawl taking and giving a few punches of my own in self defense. Got her and her looser boyfriend out of the fight and the bar without them BOTH getting hurt, they were untouched the whole way through. The side of my face and shoulder are still sore because of the stool I ran through as some guy was swinging it at me. i used myself as a human shield to protect her and her BOYFRIEND duc

Stalker Alert! Block Immediately~!
THIS THING WILL FIRST STALK YOU WITH HER PRIMARY PROFILE, THEN SHE WILL SEND HER FRIENDS TO STALK YOU, AND WHEN SHE RUNS OUT OF PEOPLE TO STALK YOU... SHE USES HER FAKE PROFILES TO STALK YOU! Italian Irish Princess "Mi non troverete mai un'altra donna!"@ fubar

Bad Manners
I was informed by one of my freinds to watch out for falcongtho. She had a conversation with him where he was out and out rude. His profile (I went to it) is offensive to weomen in general. I thought you should know

Update On Doc
Hi everyone Doc wanted everyone to know that he's doing fine.However doesn't have any electricity, he will be back as soon as he is able. watch his blog for hurrican Ike updates. He sends his lovve to his Angels and all of his friends. thanks Mare

Hop On My Birthday Train!!
Sunday, September 14th is MY birthday! Help me celebrate by rating my salute picture folder. Leave a comment on last picture saying you rated them all. Start with this picture: Here are the riders helping me celebrate my um 39th(?) birthday! Leave them all a comment; if you need to F/A/R them, please do so, if they need a re-rate, hit them up!Woot! Of course, you can't forget me: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Captain ~ Fu Owned by Steve!@ fubar (wife is running my page for me)@ fubar ~Blueroses~ Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

Down With Love And Toss Me With It
Someone dig a fucking hole and let me jump in already. I'm sick of love. It has done nothing but cause me pain time and time again. I'm sick of it. And yes the holiday I wished would just go away is Valentines day. Just a fucking reminder that oh by the way you're alone and the universe wishes to say fuck you. I hate love so much it's not even funny. I keep trying to resist it but somehow it always seduces me back only to stab me in the back flip me of and say FUCK YOU!!!! HAHAHA. So it's a choice between feeling hollow inside or dead inside. Only with love and the deadening feeling that follows, you get a fucking weight to drag around. How nice. another fuck you thanks to love. Love and me are like Lewis Black's joke about candy corn. We both get altimers or something and try the thing we despise to just say oh fuck you again GOD DAMN IT. Since I seem to not be able to live without love and I can't seem to find anyone to give it to me the way I need it, do me a fa

Master's Slut
Dinner was excellent, the wine just right. The hotel room was very nicely appointed. But it was against the wall that he held her. Her dress pulled up so her legs easily wrapped around his waist. His left hand supported her butt. His right hand caressed her face and her hair as their lips kissed delicately yet deeply. Their tongues became familiar with one another. He dropped her legs to the ground. "Remove your dress" he said. She slid it to the floor evealing her sensual white bra and thong panties. She knew she must wear white. It made him feel that she was his innocent virgin. He examined her body with his fingertips and eyes. Touching it often and checking it closely. He slid her panties aside to confirm her pussy was smoothly shaved. Anything less then hairless perfection would mean punishment. A slap to the buttocks or a twisting of her tit was just a few of his many manners of control. "Face the wall and spread your legs" he said. She assumed the convict positio

Control
Control To desire to please To be protected To trust entirely To “be” submissive Total acceptance Total giving Total responsibility To “be” dominant To give freely Of one’s free will To care enough To share completely Is it control Or real freedom To “be” Without Judgment Poet

Are There Really Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

Too Damn Funny
Ralph came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Ralph. Ralph was stunned. "I'm dead? No I can't be I've got too much too live for. Send me back! St. Peter said, I'm sorry, but theres only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken. Ralph was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. 'So you're the new hen, huh? Hows your first day here? 'Not bad, replied Ralph the hen, but I have this strange feeling inside like I'm gonna explode! 'Your ovulating,' explained the rooster. 'Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before? 'Never,' said Ralph. Well, just relax and let it happen,' says the rooster. 'It's no big deal. Ralph did, and a few uncomfortable seconds later, out popped an egg! Ralph was ove

For My Friend Tonie
PM/>Sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume.You roll your eyes as a baby cries.He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet.You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting.You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded.You see only what the media wants you to see.He sees the broken bodies lying around him.You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.He does e

Funny....
...myself and Ruby are getting a chuckle out of something right now. Its great to be able to share a joke with someone... a joke that pretty much just happened. :D Instead of being angry, i'm giggling.... Thank you Norma Jean!

Edge To Prove
i speak of two edges one that i lost and that of another that is pushed the one that is pushed is the most dangerous of which you can go over does one cause the other known of the losses is what that pushes the other not talkin of lovers lost even as i speak is that can be the cause of canst the lost loves cause the lost of the edge which canst push the edge while a love speaks of unconditional love forever even as i experienced steel clad steel was not as stainless i knew clad steel was not but made me think of others the other loves are not so ironclad i thinks while speaks of always be there what is of strings or no strings what of that with words of love or without wanting demonstration of love such is love to hurt never wanting love but the demonstration demonstration is proof stroke per stroke proof is the release if that is all i can get then give me the release better to be filled with love then feel

Let It Rain
I don't mind when the rain falls down It washes my tears away And I don't mind the thunder's roar It drowns what I cannot say I don't care if it's cold and wet My heart has, has run dry If it floods away my dreams Then I don't have, don't have to try So let all the rain fall down And the skies turn to grey Let all the rain fall down And hide this darkened day Let all the rain fall down There's nothing left to say So let all the rain fall down Now that you've gone away Overcast skies and dark storm clouds It's all OK; I don't mind No forecast of sun for my heart I'll go on with no sunshine So let all the rain fall down And the skies turn to grey Let all the rain fall down And hide this darkened day Let all the rain fall down There's nothing left to say So let all the rain fall down Now that you've gone away

To Each Their Own
Love, a thousand, thousand voices, From night to dawn, from dawn to night, Have cried the passion of their choices To orb your name and keep it bright. --William Rose Benet We are each in the midst of unique lives, and our choices are based on our own experiences, so it's only natural that they all be different. One of us may choose to go to jail for protesting nuclear weapons; another may choose to pray for peace. Both are working for the same goal. It is a sign of our love to respect others' right to choose for themselves, even to make choices we may not agree with. Perhaps a brother or sister likes music we hate, or a son or daughter wants to wear an unusual style of clothing. How often do we, in the name of love, try to force our choices on others? When we give the gift of letting loved ones choose what is right for them, it strengthens our ability to choose what is right for us. Whose choices can I honor today, even if I disagree?

My Next Fight
Indiana Cage Fighting Seymour Fight Series 1 (3 Consecutive Weeks Multiple Thousands of Dollars given away) Title's on tha line. When: November 8th, 15th, 22nd Where: National Guard Armory 1925 1st Ave. Seymour Indiana

9-11
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he ca lled as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answer

Faith, Science, And Communication
Well kids, It is I, yet again, here to dance on your foreheads and tantalize your brain. First lets start off with Faith. Yes, that all-important feeling of belief in something, anything that gives us hope.For some, its religion. The belief in a higher power, something that can do things for us and keep us safe, if only in our minds. The reason I bring this up is the LHC. Alot of people, are up in arms about the consequences it could have on religion and faith, as well as science itself. For me, science is a religion. It has its basics tennets, and its own verifiable beliefs. But, no one all powerful being controls anything in science. It is all a system of facts that provide a logical explanation for why things are, the way they are. But, i also have faith in people. Yes, im a sucker for believing in the goodness of the human race. Some woudl say that is a fault, others would call it naive and immature. But its what i believe. Change is constant in this ever-changing world. That i

The Fire We Make
Closed eyes, soft lips, wet ones too. To taste your essence warms my blood with fire. I run my tongue through your world. You shake with joy, like on a warm sunny day taking in the natural wonders. A smile come to your face, can't stop moving. You fall like water, I drink until there is no more. I play with your fire til we are one, sharing in each others joy. swimming in that pool filled with sex and love, never gonna let go. Calm sea upturned into violent squalls. I hold you til we sleep.

Old Pictures
I was digging around looking for a certain picture in some boxes of old photos. Found some interesting stuff in there. Does anyone want me to post pictures of me running around an international airport in a full ballerina outfit, tutu included, looking for my clothes? Fun story associated with the incident that I'll expand on if anyone says "show 'em to me."

After Effects Of September 11th
Seven years later, we're still feeling the effects. Do you know what they are? Seven years ago. September 11th, 2001. You may have been at work, at school, or at home. No matter where you were that day, you know what happened. And you'll probably never forget it. No one will, especially the people in New York. Firefighters, volunteers, people who worked in and around the World Trade Centers, and people just passing by. The death toll from that day is 2,752; or so most of you think. But that number is growing slightly as these years go by and is going to continue to rise. The firefighters and anyone working in or around Ground Zero on that day, and months afterwards, are still being affected. Do you remember seeing pictures of the giant smoke cloud rising? Ever wonder what exactly it was? Well, it contained 2,500 different substances, among those being glass, construction debris, fibers, cellulose, asbestos, lead, and even mercury. The people who worked anywhere near that cloud took

Rejection Letters
So, when you go to a job interview and they don't hire you they send you a rejection letter. Its a clear ending. You get over and move on to the next job interview. I propose we do the same thing with dating. Dear "would have been potential boyfriend," Thank you for the fabulous evening. I truly appreciate your time and consideration in this search for people to have in your life. While I feel we share many things in common and have similar goals, I also have found there are more qualified candidates. I wish you luck and success in your future dates. You truly are amazing, and deserve someone who can meet your needs. Your friend, Amber :) Oh yes.. someday we will be able to be this refreshingly honest.

88 Precepts
88 PRECEPTS By David Lane (P.O.W) “We must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children. Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the earth.” Before we start I would like to say that until the White race realizes that there is only one source from which we can ascertain lasting truths, there will never be peace or stability on this earth. In the immutable Laws of Nature are the keys to life, order, and understanding. The words of men, even those which some consider “inspired” are subject to the translations, vocabulary, additions, subtractions, and distortions of fallible mortals. Therefore, ever writing or influence, ancient or modern, must be strained through the test of conformity to Natural Law. The White Peoples of the earth must collectively understand that they are equally subject to the iron-hard Laws of Nature with every other creature of the Universe, or they will not secure peace, safety, nor even their existence. The wo

Update On Doc#3
hey everyone talked to Doc about 3pm my time.He said to let everyone know that he was ok.and that he may not have electricity for two weeks, but was hoping wouldn't take that long. sends his love to the angels and all his friends. hope to see everyone soon thanks Mare

Going Away For A While
I just attended my best friends funeral today. And seeing him in thatcasket made me realize how short and precious life is. So, I'm packing up and moving myself and my 3 year old to live with my Uncle on the Cherokee Reservation. I need to get away from technology and get back in touch with nature. I will return once my body and spirit are again one. So, to my fubar friends; take care of one another. Vigilante

Dinner For 12 Sept 08
For dinner last night I made a dish from my childhood. It is SIMMERED LION'S HEAD. No, it doesn't have any lion meat in it, rather the final dish should resemble a lion head (in an artsy fartsy way.) It is also a dish served on high occasions, as it contains enough meat to peasant feed a family for a week. It has relatively few ingrediants and should be enjoyed for the richness and simplity of the dish. SIMMERED LION'S HEAD 2 lbs ground pork 1 T rice wine or dry sherry 1/2 t salt 1/2 t msg 1 T sugar 1 T minced green onion 1 T minced ginger 1 egg 2 T corn starch Combine the above with the pork and mix well. My Mom would tell you to mix in one direction only, don't ask why, just do it! If the meat is lean add up to 3 T water. Now make a slurry of the following: 2 T soy 1 T corn starch 2 T water Divide the meat into 8 equal portions and form into meatballs, big meatballs. Then, coat the meatball with the slurry. This will give the meatballs color. Now fry them

Iced Earth - I Died For You
Supremely sad song, off of their Dark Saga album I can't believe this now This isn't what I planned I lived and died and now I just can't understand With all the love I feel I could never leave her No matter what the cost My soul's the price to see her [Chorus] Oh how I love you The pain won't go away Oh when I need you You're always so far away I cry for you Leaving myself to blame I died for you I gave up everything The pain was just too much When I finally saw her She's happy and in love In love with my best friend What makes it hurt so bad Is that I love them both And they will never know For love I sold my soul [Repeat Chorus]

Web I
As we all know, school pretty much sucks. Either the subject is boring or the professor is a moron. At the moment I happen to be in the latter though can't seem to do wrong. I love the class subject. Always wanted to learn Web Design and now I get to. Doing good so far, and oddly enough, I would have to fail every assignment from now til the end of the class to get anything less than an A overall. Anyone know of any good resources for web design? templates or explanations? Hit me up anytime if you do.

Where Were You? It's Never Too Late To Remember...
It was nearly 24 hours to the minute my sister Mary left my house on her way to California. Just 48 hours prior she was loading her truck in Brooklyn, New York for the cross country trek. I had turned on the t.v. while making a fresh pot of coffee, thinking, man, I already miss her and she's only been gone a day! Then something made me pay attention to the television screen... I thought for a brief moment, is this the anniversary of the first Trade Center bombings? I mean, seriously, I didn't think for a second this could be happening on live television right before my very eyes! Then, it dawned on me, that this WAS a very much REAL event and I immediately awakened my husband to relay this horrible news and watch the horrific sights unfold, staring in disbelief. Every second that went by my heart ached that much more. I couldn't help but feel a sigh of relief in knowing my sister was no longer a resident of that city. Had she waited just a day or two, she could have

Social Distortion...
Some days I detest being the Guinea pig amongst a society of Lemmings. I liken it to social torture, being held in a cage designated for scientific experiments when all I want to do is run in abundance, with all the others, right off that cliff! It's days, like today, I feel that way and wonder why it is and how often I am misconstrued. I sincerely believe my attempts at an education, in the field of study I've always wanted to be in, has made me realize I'm nothing more than what I'm perceived to be. First impressions are crucial in a variety of situations. Unfortunately, I have a tendency to "bomb" them all. Giving little, taking little, trust not and want not therefore there is no disappointment...but... I am most certainly always disappointed. Mostly with myself because of my seemingly inability to adjust. In the end I'm almost always who I don't want to be and inadvertently, eventually, I'm perceived to be the exact opposite of what is real. Only a select

My Personality
Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...ESFJ-The Provider Providers, a subgroup of the Guardians, take it upon themselves to arrange for the health and welfare of those in their care, as well as being quite sociable. Wherever they go, Providers take up the role of social contributor, happily giving their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, that traditions are supported and developed, and that social functions are a success. Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them rather self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Because of this Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and will work most effectively when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the service they give to others. This is not to say that Providers are afraid to express their own emotional reactions. T

You're No One You're Nothing, You're Dead To Me!
Fucked up how feelings that were so strong can be taken and shaken, ripped to pieces and turned into so much hate and over something so small. To lose someone who was so dear but then to suddenly not even cae anymore and to completely turn and walk away from them and never look back. And all over one thing that was said. But then again when soeone who meant so much to you tells your you're now dead to you I gues it's bound to happen. All cause my loneliness got to me and things I realized that made me question it all and before I could explain myself and my best friend having to tel her what happened becaue he was on the spot. There was so much more to it than what he told her and she took what he told her and ent with that and instead of trying to talk to me about, she gives me nothing but hate and tells me far as she's concerned I'm dead to her. The biggest thing is my little brother. I am more of a father to him than I am a brother and I am the only father figure he has a

This Is Your Last Warning.
I have a boyfriend. My future husband. I am with him to the end, we are committed. I put up the sexy pictures because on the RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE,RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE ,RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE occasions i feel sexy, i feel like hearing other people's opinions. I want to share, because I want to model. that is god's honest truth. it is NOT, i repeat, NOT because i'm a harlot. i am a woman loyal to the bitter end. the ONLY other person i would have, aside from my Phillip, is Gerard Butler, and that isn't gonna happen anyway. The disgusting, vulgar comments make me SICK. I'm not a fucking sex toy for you, I

My R/l Family Members
to all my friends on fubar. past, present and future. can u please stop by my families profiles and show them some mad fubar luv. they are really great ppl. My mother ~spoiled brat~@ fubar My Step-Dad: reload@ fubar My sister: erikab0824@ fubar plz click the links and start spreading the fubar love. tyvm

Is It Wrong?
I tend to have a lot of alone time these days. Sometimes my mind gets to wandering and I thought about a few songs I wanted to have played at my eulogy. Is that a bad thing? Here are the songs (possibly in this order): Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here Smashing Pumpkins - Soma Faith No More - Zombie Eaters Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise Chris Daughtry - Home Here are the meanings: The Pink Floyd song reminds me of my life sometimes. There are many days when I feel like I'm a lost soul swimming in a fish bowl year after year. Soma's chorus reminds me of how I feel sometimes. Even in a room of people extending everything I have... I still feel all by myself... as I've always felt. Zombie Eaters is basically a song for my mother who I never really felt wanted me in the first place. Mayonaise just reminds me of me. Home pretty much says it all. If I'm on my way out... I'm going back to where I came from. Sorry for the babble. Just thought I'd look to the blogs

Will It Ever Be The Same
I sit here crying wondering why it has all changed........I don't know how to feel....what to think or to say.....My heart hurts ....i'm alone n scared....What happened to the good ol days when we had all the fun in the world the bestest friends ever who fell in love you'd think that would be perfect....but it's not it hurts when it all changes............it didn't get better it got worse nothing seems to matter anymore...Maybe it's me maybe I'm crazy or destined to be alone I just don't know anymore... my heart is weak What happened along the way to change this ove so much.....maybe it was better left unsaid to save a friendship i hold so dear to my heart.... I just don't know

Please Do
Apparently i am to be seen and not heard so feel free to look at any of my pictures i will rate you if you rate me but i am no longer aloud to speak if you call me you will get my vm sorry all...til further notice

Something To Look At.....
U will never know, How ugly I feel inside. To just sit here one day, And lay down and cry. When some people call me mean names, It seems like I don't care. But really, The feelings of hurt are always there. People say that I am not ugly, And that I am wrong. But it's hard to agree, After so long. U will never know the feelings, That have been here for years. These feelings, That have caused most of my tears. U will never know the feeling, Of not being loved. To sit there and cry, To be yelled at and shoved. I want you, To just be there for me. Because this will take a while, For me to be free. To be free from the feeling inside of me, The feeling of being ugly. Please, I know u will never know, But understand I won't let it show. Beneath my smiles, laughter and cheers, There is a person inside that fears. Of being lonely and not having anybody.

Something My Best Friend Wrote For Me..i Love You Girl!
you are always there for me! my friend is hurting and therefore i am too-see she's been hurt alot recently and i am always there for her as she is for me-forgive me if this blog is an angry one because well i am-you see she came to me and told me about this scenario of a great guy wanting to meet her-he even put a counter on his page till he met her!! she told me she thought this would be like the rest and was a bit skeptical at first but when i heard all that he did i told her to believe both in people and in love-of course she listened to me being her best friend but what the hell do i know-once again she is hurting-if only i had let her be she wouldnt be hurting-i guess i shouldnt have believed in it myself-i thought this would be different a man who would help her build her heart back to what i remembered it to be-a man who would help her with her blueprint and the renovating of the cracks in her heart-i thought he would help mend those with some plaster and make a new and bett

Your Words...........................
I showed you love in every single way, I loved you more and more each and everyday. Your all I thought about every single night, Even though all we did was forever fight. I loved when you gave me those hugs and kisses and held me so tight, I felt so high, I felt just right. You told me you loved me and we'd always be together, And you always said you'd be there forever. I sit and write of my pain inside, Sit and cry over the heart that died, From pain so deep that it made my heart bleed, From words so sharp that tears succeed, Your doubt was a sword that plunged in my heart, And your words the cuts that tore it apart...

*clears Throat*
havent done THIS in a while. but im bored. and fucking hungry enough to eat the ass end of a rhino....shoulda had you get me three of these things. lol little joke. maybe youll get it. but i am starving. and i seriously DO NOT feel as though i am now 28. i mean, not one bit. aside from the fact that i need a little more recovery time from boozin or what have you. fuck.

History Of The Middle Finger..
Well, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Before the Battle of Agincourtin 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say, the difficult consonant cluster at the beginni

Being A Prick For Prick’s Sake
Since none of you pricks fully welcomed me back.. I'll save you the trouble.."Welcome back oh great one" My how some shit never changes! I see most are still here and the neigh sayers and people who claim I was a fraud and still wasting their meaningless lives here in the high school forum that is Fubar. Anyways, I decided after much time away, I needed to come back and set some shit straight and piss off some of you fine folks... Fasten your seat belts ladies and gents, the asshole is back! Over the weekend I was out-and-about for the first time in dog's age. I took a temporary leave of absence from my self imposed hermit phase and wound up driving home on Friday evening at two in the morning. Haven't seen that part of the day outside my lonely apartment in years yet as early as just three years ago, it was the norm for me. My have times changed! Anyway, I was seconds away from home when I remembered what was lacking in my abode's refrigerator. That would be fo

Zodiak Bombers Island Girl Is In A Contest!
Calling all Zodiak Bombers/Levelers -- and everyone else! Island Girl is in the BREAST CANCER AWARENESS CONTEST starting tonight at midnight (9/14/08) and going through Midnight 9/30/08. Please stop by and bomb her -- she's up for a 30 day blast! Whomever has the most comments/rates by midnight on the 30th wins! Show her some love - and she'll show it right back! Lets all band together and do this.

Waterfalls
There in the cascade I found my tranquilty and my mind was able to drift into a sweet serenity where I found your eyes staring back at me piercing my heart through just mere memory This elysian field held my pleasure attentiveness as you crossed your legs from left to righteousness I find myself sensually endearing their smooth touch and encompasing the nights we once had to clutch A state of elated bliss with just one kiss with eyes closed its no longer something i miss There in that elusive moment I hope to recapture I've boarded the enterprise of an extacy so pure

Illnesses And Food That Help
As most know I am a cancer fighter, and extremely into fitness and health, so I am going to share some new information with you all. This some may already know, but what do you really know about the foods that you eat and love??? 1. Almonds and other nuts (eat them with skins in tact) Superpowers: building muscles, and fighting food cravings Fight against: Obesity, heart disease, muscle loss, cancer eat as much as 2 handfuls a day. If you eat about 2 ounces (bout 24) almonds each day, it suppresses your appetite especially if you wash them down with water.... For a quick popcorn alternative, spray a handful of almonds with a nonstick cooking spray and bake them at 400 degrees F for 5 to 10 minutes... take them out of the oven and sprinkle them with either a brown sugar and cinnamon mix or cayenne pepper and thyme. 2. Beans and other Legumes (including soybeans, chickenpeas, pinto beans, navy beans, kidney beans, lima beans) Superpowers: Building musc

9 14 08
In My life I haven't met a woman that has taken me so strongly. Kate is beautiful, smart, and the strongest woman I have ever met. What she does to me I can't explain, but I can only say it's Heavenly. From the moment we met I knew our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious. Thus she has become the star in my life which brings me light in this dark world and warmth always. My precious I love you. She is my baby always. Love Keith PS..Show her some love, she deserves it!!!!!!!! Here is the link please go show the love to her she deserves . KeithღKate ~ Founder/Co-Owners of Club United and ELITE@ fubar This message brought to you by Club United Home Page See Blog To Join!!!@ fubar

Only Time Can Tell....
Love... Why does it hurt? Maybe because we love too much and too deep that sometimes we forget to keep a little for ourselves...sad but true. How do you walk away from someone you love when a portion of your heart is longing to stay…when you lose someone you love, you invariably lose an important part of yourself. Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream. There are many lessons in life that only time can teach us, like how much we love someone. It's nearly impossible to know that, until we spend our days without them. And then there are those lessons that we can learn only through the beating of our heart, and through feeling such strong emotions that we can barely breathe. Then finally, the essence of time and the power of our hearts crossing paths, and the only knowledge we’re left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps us from letting go. No, it's never the embracing, or the kisses. Not the laughter or the tears, only ti

Updating To 2 Days Left
updating to 2 days left i will be going offline in 2 days in preparation i will be going though friends list to see if i can get into friends profiles when i cant i will be removing that peeps from friends list. then in 2 day i will lock down profile to friends only no more additions after that cause i wont be here to do any adding friends for those who set salutes only member you wont see this profile soon cuz you have been removed already ERROR: sorry, this member has chosen to only make their profile available to members who have posted a salute i'm gone in 2 days . but i dont know if can say bye to you cuz this salute thing ... bu bye

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with great sadness and a heavy heart that i inform you. i am no longer collared to Daddy McSpanks and Twisted Goddess. this does NOT mean that i am on the market. They are both wonderful people. and will forever be in my heart. I will forever and always be Their princess. even though i may not be physically collared to Them, my heart soul and spirit is and always will be. the past year and 4 months of my life have been amazing. i've learned a lot about life and who/what i am, and i have Them to thank for it. to my Mama Bear and Daddy: i Love You both with everything in me. and wish You both the best in life. love always Your princess

Out Of The Contest
BECAUSE HE HAD ONE NSFW PIC IN THERE. HE MARKED IT PRIVATE. IT WASNT WORTH MAKING MY FRIENDS GO THROUGH ALL THAT BS TO HELP ME WIN A 30 DAY BLAST. HE COULD HAVE JUST DELETED IT AND LET THE CONTEST GO ON AS IT WAS.. BUT I AM SURE HE IS PLAYING FAVORITES. TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HELPED ME. THANK U AND I AM SORRY..JUST DIDNT THINK IT WAS RIGHT THAT U HAD TO BECOME HIS FRIEND TO COMMENT BOMB ME..IM TRUELY SORRY ABOUT THIS HUGS VICKIE

Unknown Soldier-breaking Benjamin
Borderline, Dead inside. I don't mind, Falling to pieces. Count me in, Violent, Let's begin. Feeding the sickness. How do I simplify, Dislocate, The enemy is on the way. [Chorus] Show me what it's like To dream in black and white, So I can leave this world tonight. Full of fear, Everclear. I'll be here, Fighting forever. Curious, Venemous, You'll find me Climbing to heaven. Never mind, Turn back time. You'll be fine, I will get left behind. [Chorus] Show me what it's like to Dream in black and white, So I can leave this world tonight. Holding on too tight. Breathe the breath of life, So I can leave this world behind. It only hurts just once. They're only broken bones. Hide the hate inside. [Chorus] Show me what it's like to Dream in black and white, So I can leave this world tonight. Holding on too tight. Breathe the breath of life, So I can leave this world behind.

Black Hole
By She & Him Black Hole - She & Him My eyes are so bleary I guess I'm young but i feel so weary I've tried to express it But I think its all a bore Its at the heart of me, A very part of me Speak slowly, I can't hear you My mind keeps spinning closer and closer to the rain on the roof, And the rain in my head, and the things that you said People take it further ahead And it just gets so foggy It's nowhere in here And its everywhere else that I don't wanna be, But I'm stuck here getting misty over you I'm alone on a bicycle for two. Speak slowly, I can't hear you My mind keeps spinning closer and closer to the rain on the roof, and the rain in my head, and the things that you said People take it further ahead And it just gets so foggy It's nowhere in here And its everywhere else that I don't wanna be, But I'm stuck here getting misty over you I'm alone on a bicycle for two.

Chaotic And ~bratt~ Will Be Gone
LOL SHOW US LOVE TILL WE GET BACK ,WE WILL TRY TO POP ON IF WE CAN BUT A FEW FRIENDS ARE TAKING CARE OF OUR ACCT..TY We will be on and off Fu and comp till after the 17th and it's too slow to rerate profiles or pics cause takes a long time to load pages from here,, Not a lot of bombing till the 17th of nov. And if we don't talk right away bare with us,This comp we am using is slower than a turtle lol.But am gonna try to pop on to say hi anyway till we get back home..Love ya's and bare with us!!! ~Bratt~&*Chaotic Princess* ~Bratt~ ♥~BRATT~♥@ fubar *Chaotic Princess* ♀Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$♀♥ ♀FuWifey 2 k®ï§†ÌÑã♀♥@ fubar

Go Big Orange
I might live in the land of the Purple, Green, and Gold, but my blood runs pure orange!! In Tennessee we take our football team, The Vols, seriously! It's not a football team, it's a religon... and for some that is SO true! GO BIG ORANGE!!

Torturing Myself Through Literature?
As previously mentioned the books I've been reading lately have been getting to me. Worse now that I've breeze through 3 books since my last blog about them (minus the weekend because I have to game sometime). Starting the fourth - almost unwilling after I wake up. I'm sincerely hate the type of thoughts & feelings this fucking series brings out in me. It's ridiculous. Deep down there's a hopeless romantic with a weird horror twist who desperately wants to get out. Usually reading helps me sleep, but it's almost 4 pm and I've been awake for 24 hours with no sign of unconsciousness in my near future. The only possible way I think I could slip myself into a "dead-to-the-world" state is completely mindless sex to remind me of who I am and exactly what my situation is in life. Unfortunately my husband is passed out and the thought of masturbation just wouldn't be enough. I'd want to feel a warm (even if not really moving or responding) body under me. Although a willing body would be super

10 Foods For A Super Body, Satisfy Cravings, Fight Stress, Build Immunity
Recipes for the Mind, Body, Soul, Fitness, and Health!! Facts of Life: Stick to the List and watch the definition happen: Eat 6 small meals a day Eat lean protein and complex carbohydrates at every meal Lean protein can come from lean poultry, fish, egg whites, soy beans, legumes, lebtils, and limited nuts (remember we are going for defined abs) 2 handfuls a day is suffice Complex Carbohydrates come from fresh fruits and vegetables and whole grains Drink plenty of water everyday at least 3 liters almost a gallon avoid all processed refined and chemically charged foods avoid sugars except for naturally occuring sugars in fruits avoid trans and saturated fats avoid sodas and juices since they contain loads of sugars,either real or fake (I just cant seem to follow this one well) Limit treats to once per week rather than an entire day.. What to eat before you workout??? Eat complex carbs for energey before a workout and lean proteins afterwar

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Let Me Introduce You To The Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 9-15-08 Tulsa's Angel Here Is A Bit About Her Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Tulsa's Angel ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Barbara Jean / Barb / Bobbie / Mom / My favorite: Grandma Birthday: September 14th Zodiac Sign: Virgo Hair Color: Blonde Eye Color: Blue/Green Tattoos: None Piercings: Ears *Favorites* Color: Red / Black Season: Fall Day Of Week: Sunday Animal: Love them all! Flower: Red rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Of course! Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Definitely! Smiled For No Reason?: Always! Sat On Your Rooftop?: Even jumped from one to the other! *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: FUBAR! a/k/a computer Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Eww Summer 0R Winter?: Summer baby! CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CDs XBox 0R PS2?: Neither RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: New York style! Your

Sweet Dreams Of You Into The Night
Lying my head upon my pillow My body is weak in need of rest Yet my thoughts of you are strong I close my eyes with my hand I reach Out for the soul that will haunt my night Like a moth drawn to a flame Desiring the pleasure of your touch The pleasure of touching you Long into the night my love Giving as well as receiving What we both offer and want Can you feel me as much as I feel you ? My soft hands sensually stroking exploring Every muscle , every corner, every line Of your body leaving nothing untouched. The soft caress of my lips My warm breath following the same path As where my hands have been. I hear your familiar voice Whisper my name like no one else can Caressing me deeper then any touch could Urging me to continue on With this erotic flight I feel the hardness of my nipples protruding against the silk teddy Which has ridden up my thighs I gasp feeling a cool breeze As the silk garment is lifted Up and over my head Now rest

Mercenary - Lost Reality
Song Title - Lost Reality Album - Hours That Remain Artist - Mercenary Song Length - 8:02 Video: Lyrics: And thus you speak to me With your divided tongue all tangled up In lies In lies You try to explain to me That your silent cry and that weakest whisper Is real Surreal Interlocked reality Fail to find the answer to my questions And to see this innerline I'll drown myself to be alive Fall My innerline Beneath normality Reveal the right way and I'll dream To be alive Embrace what's left behind Forgive my sense of lost reality So now I crawl to you With my divided soul distorted and In pain Deranged I scream to come back to you To see what's real I'll sell myself To you To you Nothingless reality Still my desperate hunger End the questions But to be this innerline I drown myself to free my mind I choose to fight this dream And drift into my lost reality Forgive my sense of dream I'll meet you in my lost reality Be

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Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from So Brittle Sometimes I look up just to see/ If baby you’re looking for me/ Then I sigh a little cause my heart is feeling so brittle Track 9 Usually being in my boyfriend’s arms makes me feel safe and secure and I have no problems sleeping. However, I had trouble sleeping and if I did fall sleep I woke up half

Fuck You
Title: Fuck You By: Shawn Foreman Fuck you Fuck you now And fuck you then Fuck you For what could have been Fuck you Again and again Fuck you For the flowers I bought Fuck you For what I got Fuck you For leading me on Fuck you That was wrong Fuck you I don't need Fuck you I hope you bleed Fuck you Fuck you, indeed Fuck you Lets proceed Fuck you, You stupid trick Fuck you, You make me sick Fuck you, You fucking bitch Fuck you, Suck my dick Fuck you Just forget Fuck you That we ever met Fuck you For what I get Fuck you And all your shit Fuck you I'm fucking done Fuck you This is no fun Fuck you It's just begun Fuck you There is no sun Fuck you Only dark Fuck you Falling apart And Fuck you For breaking my heart

Old Cards And Letters
I used to have a few old cards and letters from ex's that I kept in my night table drawer. They are gone now, and I don't know what happened to them. Whenever I can't find stuff I immediately think my husband threw it out. He always says no he didn't but, well, I don't believe that. Just every once in a blue moon I would like to look at those letters. Because its just nice to have. I had a French boyfriend once that wrote me wonderful cards and letters from France, postmarked Paris. He lived and worked on Reunion Island, and he wanted me to move there, but I just didn't want to go there. I felt that was a bit much to ask. I'm sorry Phillipe, but the letters were great! I guess its just nice to have a romantic reminder of someone you were but are no longer. But then your husband gets a hold of them, and they're history.

Diane
My husband had an aunt named Diane. Diane was from Massachusetts, but somehow she married a guy from Americus, Georgia. She moved there to Americus and they had a daughter. Strangely, I wound up living in Americus because I worked with Habitat for Humanity, which has their headquarters there. I am from New York City and I never realized I was a Yankee until I went to Americus. Diane would have lived in Americus in the 1960's. When I found out about her, I often though it must have been hard for a Yankee woman from Massachusetts to settle in Americus. Especially in the 60's. Well, what happened to Diane was this: one day, she was driving from Americus to Albany, the big town, and she was hit head on by a car full of teenagers. She was killed, but her daughter was thrown from the car and lived. I got married in Americus, and when my husband's family came down there, they talked about how the last time they were there was for Diane's funeral. Its just strange that

Jst One Day Left
wow its gone so fastjst yesterday i announce i'm gone in 7now it is one day leftsunshine i dont know if you ever see this no way can i communicate wit you i hold no malice toward youbut i have been rating and commenting you since you were looking for your sisterwhen you were still in pilipinastoo many things change on this site and not for the better each change seems to bring more hatas fubar is no longer the friendly place it was when it was cherry tap/cherry lost bu byetangina mo fubar

Going Once ... Going Twice.... Gone... Auction Time Come Get Them:)
HEY HEY HEY!!! It's that time... COME ONE COME ALL... COME AND OWN THESE FABULOUS PEOPLE!!! They have lots to offer and are totally HOT.. Auction is open from NOW - Thursday at noon EST. DON'T MISS OUT!! DaKidGotSwagga WHATTHEHELL ELEKTRA ARMY ANGEL SHADOW KNIGHT KELLS

Post It Notes
My mother is a strong willed,loving,talented and can be honest to the point of bring someone to tears,kind of woman. I love her to death! I live with my sister helping take care of our mom. Over the years she has become ill and fragile and also a little forgetful. OK,she is a lot forgetful! I can tell her I am going outside and she will completely freak out and forget where I am and the onslaught of phone calls start to my sister. Speed dial is a great thing...unless your my sister. We decided to leave her post it notes with the date,time and message next to her bed so she would see them. this however didn't work so well since her freaking lap dog from hell likes to take them off the table and go bury them! I am not allowed to the dog as sh loves it very much. I think we are going to move on to a dry erase board. It will go on the wall,away from the damn dog. I bet he likes the taste of the dry erase markers too!

Women
Okay maybe I am a moron. Maybe I am a clutz but I can not figure women out at all. I fell in love tryed giving her everything I was but it didnt seem like enough. Now she is sayin its over and while I support her desicion I dont wanna. Can anyone out there tell me why it all falls apart. I am non violent and a loving and caring person. It just didnt seem like enough for her.

What A Wonderful World :(
23 Indonesians dead in crush for cash handout 1 day ago JAKARTA, Indonesia (AP) - Residents of a town in eastern Indonesia surged forward to receive $4.25 in handouts from a wealthy family, crushing to death 23 people, officials said. The handouts were part of charity events marking the Islamic fasting month of Ramadan in the town of Pasuran, about 500 miles east of the capital, said local police chief Harry Sitompul. Television footage showed women screaming as they were pushed into a fence by the crowd outside a home in Pasuran. At least 23 people were killed and at least 8 others were in critical condition, Sitompul said. Charity events are common during Ramadan, when most of Indonesia's 235 million people fast during daylight hours. However, crowd control is problematic and deaths have occurred at similar events in the past. "There was no coordination with police during the handout," said mayor Aminurohman, who like many Indonesians goes by a single name.

Tea Cup
I'm A Little Tea Cup.... Love this story or not, you will not be able to have tea in a tea cup again without thinking of this. There was a couple who took a trip to England to sh op in a beautiful antique store to celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary. They both liked antiques and pottery, and especially teacups. Spotting an exceptional cup, they asked 'May we see that? We've never seen a cup quite so beautiful.' As the lady handed it to them, suddenly the teacup spoke, 'You don't understand. I have not always been a teacup. There was a time when I was just a lump of red clay. My master took me and rolled me pounded and patted me over and over and I yelled out, 'Don't do that.' 'I don't like it!' 'Let me alone,' but he only smiled, and gently said; 'Not yet!' Then WHAM! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly I was spun around and around and around. 'Stop it! I'm getting so dizzy! I'm going to be sick!', I s

Hello Muse
Written by some one near and dear! This is a great poem that hits deep down!!! Hello Muse Down the road there might be rose petals in a hot bath And candles glowing round the edge There might be bodies in the warm sun There might be bluebirds hiding in a hedge Down the road there might be cosy fires And dark brown stout in glasses And misty blue moons in the air And eyes the color of molasses Down the road there might be satisfaction And dreams that finally come true There might be some time Some time to spend with you But right now there is only a road To stare down And hold out a thumb and wonder If you'll ever make it to the next town Down the road there could be danger You never know what's round the bend It could be the oasis you're looking for Or the road could suddenly end Maybe the road won't take you To where you want to go You want to get there quickly But you find your moving slow And sometimes on the road you see a spot Wher

Iris
Great Line from City of Angel's and is the begining of a video for Iris. Seth from City of Angels said "I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it." Great Video

First Knight
He thundered across my dreams as if on a white stead... but he needed no such horse... for his words were the bearers of his presence. He came to me as if he were a conquering King, who had every right to take as he so wished… yet when he touched my soul, my mind, my heart it was my gentle and loving First Knight. He seduced what he wished from me as if I had no will.. for truth, he quenched a thirst I long had not admitted, a need I dared not whisper aloud. Yet somehow this tower of strength and prowess saw and knew my innermost secret… and had the velvet touch of an angel that drew it from me. What now? Shall I retreat.. for surely this one who knows me as I am shall not stay for long… then where shall I be? But nay… tis true that darkness follows sunshine… and with it comes our demons to be dealt… but to deny this dream… this vision… this passion… ahhhhh, that would truly be the worst nightmare of all. So, come my First Knight… you are invited and welcomed into my dreams, my lif

Work Sucks!!!
this is the 3rd week in a row that my main job has given me less than 10hrs for a week... what do i do... tell them to fuck off or stick it out?? part of me tell me to tell them to fuck off.... i don't get any hours and its not worth my time anymore.... the manager that i work with is an ass hole... he talks down to me like i am a little kid.... it not what he says it how he says it... and the GM keeps hiring new people and that is taking even more of my hours... me and another co-worker have done the math.. right away with 4 manangers and one full time associate they take 144 hrs right away.. that leaves 60 to 70 hrs to divide between 7 assoicates... it worked out to be 15hrs... hell i didnt even get that!!! and the other part is telling me to stay... i have met some really great customers there that could help me with my wedding planning later on down the road... and i am about to start school back (online classes) plus i do have a great morning jon (honeybaked ham doing caterings)

Wtf?
You know, some people on here just really amaze me. For the most part, if someone takes the time to check me out I'll do the same. I'll go through their pics, look at what they have stashed. Get a new friend along with way...cool. But these *#&^&@ that DEMAND I do the same? Um, let me put this nicely, WHO THE F*** ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO?! I mean, seriously!

Kicking And Screaming!
Wow, this is the first blog in a long time that hasn't been in the form of lyrics that I've written. Today I'm mad. At myself. Basically, I've been having a little girl tantrum because I felt I haven't been getting the attention I wanted from the person I wanted it from, and I acted like a jerk. Insecurity's got the best of me (wait, I think those are part of some new lyrics I'm working on), and I'm acting stupid. Someone who means a whole lot to me is seeing a very ugly side of me for no sensible reason whatsoever. Have you ever been so frustrated trying to get close to someone and in the process you actually cause the reverse to happen and you drive them away? That's where I'm going. The place I never wanted to go. I am trying to put things in perspective because I feel like I am acting childish and insecure. Part of me is, I guess. I don't want to be that girl, and it is not at all part of the woman that I am today. Even at my age, I'm so torn sometimes abo

Dad Update 9 15 08
I want to thank all my Fu-Friends for being so concerned about my Dad. They no longer think he has a Brain infection. He has a build up of carbon dixioide. He is suppose to sleep with a CPAP and has not been doing so the past 2 months. So he will be going home in a few days or so. They have put him on a BIPAP-S. He sounds much better. I don't know bout his jerks and tremmors yet. They were still occuring yesterday. We will have to wait and see. Thanks again for all your prayers and the much needed laughs. XXOO to ALL DUH :-)

Becuz An Angel Cared
Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears Resolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappears As autumn's cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advance Stealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chance A frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to see The warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask reality On hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary To glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibility Eyes closed, perceptions peeked, it hovers beyond my reach A whispered supplication, alone, these barriers I cannot breach A gent

Fubar's Diamond Girls
Fubar's Diamond Girls this is for both male and female rate atleast 50 of these pictures, you can rate all if you like http://fubar.com/images.php?u=229107&albumid=106562 then r/f/a all members then send a PM marked Diamond Girls to TotallyHugeObsessedMCFanatic4life Owner: ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar Co-Owner VolfiremaninPa L.U.V. Club Co-Founder, Honorable Society of Wolves Family Member@ fubar Manager: DJ_Irish_Prince D.S.C. 4 Life@ fubar Girls: ?JEN?@ fubar

~ My Tomb ~
Alone again in the darkness of my room, in misery i wait until it turns into my tomb. Night after night i wonder where you go, I stare out the windows cuz i just dont know. I gave you a rose one day, and you held it to your heart, and promised to all that is holy in life, that we would never part. But here i sit alone again, and the walls are closing in, you have the nerve to wear my ring but not to tell me where youve been. The pain i feel within my heart is caused by only you, i know your in the arms of another, while i sit here with nothing to do. Alone again in the darkness of my room, it wont be long now before it turns into my tomb. I cannot live much longer while you continue to play with my soul its inevitable, that death will come, for misery is taking its toll. I should have seen this coming, when i sensed you didnt care, but i held on hoping, and praying, now its just to hard to bare. Its getting hard to breathe now, too d

Need Help Please Rate And Comment For First Vip Given By Ny Friend Liz
Help MommaDuck Win a VIP from one of our members...Liz.She only needs 6,000 comments in all (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-09-16 19:52:56')

Our Family-friend And Leader Birthday Is Comin Up
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction ALL DSC- FAMILY AND FRIENDS LETS ALL PULL TOGETHER AND TRY TO MAKE GARY GODFATHER BEFORE HIS BIRTHDAY GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar BIRTHDAY WISHES BROUGHT TO YOU BY $Dj' BABY BOY${D.S.C } PU$$YCAT*PLAYMATE P!MP@ fubar "INFARRED"~~~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~@ fubar Thats Gangsta - Bun B feat Sean Kingston

Up 4 Sale
Hello all my beautiful fu-friends just letting you all know that i am in my first auction:D Come on by and leave a bid and become my fu-owner i promise i will make a very good fu-slave;) here is the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2060552&albumid=1217430&i=942233387&idx=0

Madonna Mia, Oscar Wilde
A LILY-GIRL, not made for this world's pain, With brown, soft hair close braided by her ears, And longing eyes half veiled by slumberous tears Like bluest water seen through mists of rain: Pale cheeks whereon no love hath left its stain, Red underlip drawn in for fear of love, And white throat, whiter than the silvered dove, Through whose wan marble creeps one purple vein. Yet, though my lips shall praise her without cease, Even to kiss her feet I am not bold, Being o'ershadowed by the wings of awe. Like Dante, when he stood with Beatrice Beneath the flaming Lion's breast, and saw The seventh Crystal, and the Stair of Gold.

The Change Begins
When I thought the world looked the bleakest...I got this great new chance to make a life for my children and I...without the help of outside people thinking I am just a charity case....shame on them..they should have known I can and would do something worth while one day..when the opportunity I needed or desired came into view. It is a shame that a few of the people I so dearly cherished and loved ...cannot share this with me, only I realize the departed ones have not the choice of participating in the wonderful career I will have...and my childen will benefit from...and the best is I will be helping others ...families...to make a change and get the life they so dearly deserve...without going through some of the mistakes I have made while getting where I am now...BUT i wish the ones that did have a choice would have had a litttle more faith and perserveance to hang it out..the loss is a shame ...not to me maybe BUT....

Wat Up Ladies You Don't Want To Miss This One Hot Damn
AH UMMMM OMG AH YA!!! Okay well there you go.. Enough already said right there.. OFF THE CHARTZZZZ Dear Lord.. Hook him up ladies this one is no joke wow.. and for you men who are confortable in your own skins go at it.. Its Fubar anything goes.. Plus its about points if we all don't help each other we wont go no where and that gets really boring.. So lets give love.. You know I'm going to be all over his page.. ha ha yep... Hes a newbie and my refural so love him up .... click anyone of these pics.. They all will take you to his page.. This pimp out was brought to you today by me Mizz Shady.. love me up some to guys!!! 18 more mill to go.. damn !!!

How To Make Love..?
I have never been one to be a great cook but i do know my way around a kitchen thanks to my mom but here is a different twist to cooking in the kitchen HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town. Now who wa

Bf Application...lol
Name Whats your birthday/age Height Hair color Eye color Piercings/Tats If no, do you want any? Do you drink? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? What is your best quality? What kind of music do you like? Do you like kids/want any of your own? How do you feel about marriage? Where do you work? Do you go to school? what is your living situation? Do you prefer cats, dogs, or other pets? What do you like to do in your free time? What do you think is my best quality? Are you Spontaneous? Are you afraid of commitment? Are you romantic or affectionate? What's your idea of a good first date? What movies/TV shows do you like? Have you ever cheated? Why did your last relationship fail? Do you like to dance? What do you look for in a girl? Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Are you honest? Do you enjoy sarcasm? How do you feel about religion? How do you feel about politics? Whats your worst

The Midwife
My first birth was very long and not very fun. It was so not fun that I got it into my head that it was all the pitocin's fault. Pitocin is a drug they pump you with to keep your contractions going and it is not a very pleasant drug. "They" just give it to you because they want to go home for dinner I think. It gives you un-naturally strong and continuous contractions, and it can actually exhaust your uterine muscles so that they don't work properly anymore and I decided I was going to try to do the next birth without it. So I looked for a doctor that would respect my wish not to use pitocin. I found a doctor who "worked" with a midwife. Turns out it was really the midwife who did all the "work", but anyway. I told the midwife I wanted to try and do the birth without the pitocin and the epidural, BUT, BUT, if I couldn't handle it I wanted the painkillers. She seemed agreeable to that and I was like, ok, good. So I go into labor. I got to the hospital at 5 am. They c

Polar Bears 'could Become Extinct' Because Of Melting Ice, Scientists Claim
By Louise Gray Last Updated: 12:01am BST 15/09/2008 Polar bears and other rare species are in danger of dying out, scientists fear, as latest figures show the Artic sea ice is at record lows. A polar bear hunting Polar bears are suffering due to a loss of habitat. Scientists from the World Wildlife Fund, who are recording the ice cover over the North Pole, said less ice is predicted in the Arctic this year than in any other. # Green Polar bears puzzle zoo visitors in Japan Experts say this not only means a loss of habitat to species like polar bears and loss of livelihood for indigenous peoples but could speed up global warming as water absorbs heat rather than reflecting the sun's rays back into space. Dr Martin Sommerkorn, senior climate change advisor at WWF International's Arctic Programme, said: "We are expecting confirmation of 2008 being either the lowest or the second-lowest year in terms of summer ice coverage. advertisement "This means two years in

Going Home
I AM SO TIRED OF BS & DRAMA. I HAVE BEEN IN SEVERAL DIFFERENT LOUNGES IN THE PAST YEAR AND ALL OF THEM PROMISE NO DRAMA...BUT ITS ALWAYS THERE..THE MOST RECENT CAME FROM SOMEWHERE I NEVER EXPECTED IT TO...THEREFORE I WILL NO LONGER DJ ON A REGULAR BASIS OR CARRY A LOUNGE NAME IN MY TITLE..I'M GOING HOME TO MY DBC AND STAYING THERE...IF YOU ARE TRULY MY FRIEND U'LL UNDERSTAND...IF YOU DONT I GUESS YOU NEVER WERE...^5 333333/44444 TO MY FELLOW DBCmc MEMBERS..MADD LUVV TO ALL:p:p

If Men Wrote Advice Columns...
This is hysterical, it's just something I found. IF MEN WROTE ADVICE COLUMNS ... Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A : Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him A : Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow him to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day: then cook him a nice meal.

Seriously Though.
Georgia's Finest is one of the raddest people on Fubar. She'd love to get the spotlight and I think we should see her there. Don't you? Georgia's Finest((Fu-owned by Timothy))@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Send her your fubucks, because seriously, how many e-drinks can ya buy? =] PLEASE REPOST!!!! Per§ia, ETid, FuGF of Ruby Cairo & xXSedative Death DemonxX ? CounterB!tch to Trancy@ fubar Blueprints For Future Homes - Norma Jean

What Religion Do You Fit In With?
You fit in with:Taoism 80% spiritual.0% reason-oriented. Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life. Take This Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Work
Work - Jimmy Eat World If you only once would let me Only just one time Then be happy with the consequence With whatever's gonna happen tonight Don't think we're not serious When's it ever not The love we make is give and it's take I'm game to play along All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh All the best DJs are saving Their slowest song for last When the dance is through Its me and you Come on would it really be so bad The things we think might be the same But I won't fight for more Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve Count on that for sure All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time You want to take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time Yeah - We still have time oh oh (ahhhhhhhh) oh oh (ahhhhhhhh) oh oh (ahhhhhhhh) oh oh (ahhhhhhhh) Can't say I was never wrong But som

Just A Thank You
WHATS UP FU FRIENDS....LET ME FIRST TAKE THE CHANCE TO SAY AGAIN....I LOVE YOU ALL....I HAVE AMAZING FRIENDS....SO IF YOU DONT KNOW...YOU BEST RECOGNIZE....I HAVE THE SEXIEST CHICKS ON FUBAR AS MY GIRLS....HAHAHA..NOT TO MENTION THE SEXIEST OF ALL AS MY FU G/F....SO SHOW DUSTY LOTS OF LOVE...SHE IS AN AMAZING PERSON WITH A GREAT HEART....SHE IS MY SOULMATE...HELL CHECK OUT EACH OTHER ALL...FOR REAL...ALL OF YOU ARE AWESOME IN SOME WAY....ITS WHY U R ON MY PAGE....LESS THAN A MONTH WITH THIS ACCOUNT AND IM AN ASSASIN....HOW CRAZY IS THAT???? AND HEY I WENT FROM PIMP TO ASSASIN IN ONE DAY.....LOOK AT THAT DEDICATION....AMAZING....TRUELY....AND IM SO GREATFUL FOR ALL OF YOU...FOR THE LOVE YOU SHOW...EVEN JUST A COMMENT HERE OR THERE TO SAY HI....THATS PRETTY FUCKIN SWEET....SO I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH....SO THIS ONE IS ALL FOR YOU GUYS....ALL OF YOU...THANK YOU FROM THE JADED ONE...MUCH LOVE....REMEMBER LOVE EACH OTHER...HONOR EACH OTHER...RESPECT EACH OTHER....AND DAMN IT BE LOYAL

Waiting
I sit here day after day. Waiting to hear from you. Every minute that I don't is a dagger through my heart. I love you so much and my world revolves around you. The distance between us is slowly killing me. If only time would speed up and you would finally be in my arms. No more waiting or counting the days and minutes till I hold you.

Where She Belongs
Where she belongs I sit here and wonder, just how did she do it? cause as if by magic ... it just all went away the sadness had set in, it's weight like an anvil but it only took her smile to lighten my days... I'm pretty damn sure that she knows how I'm falling It's not like I hide it... if you know me you know so much in common, theres no wonder I love her but I don't wanna jinx it, so I'll take this one slow first thing in the morning, my thoughts are about her then all thru the day...thru both IM's and texts I let her know my heart, is hers for the taking and I don't even want to start thinking about sex a beauty so intense, it renders men stupid a smile like an angel... this vision so rare I can hardly believe, that this is my woamn to walk holding her hand, O how they will stare she tells me that she too, is falling hard for me that she too is nervous, the feelings so strong I 'm hoping that t

O' So Sweet
O’ So Sweet The burning passion reflected in her eyes A mirror to his own desire Cupping her soft firm breast in the palm of his hands Stroking his thumbs across their rosy buds They harden so beautifully to his gentle touch A pair of candy kisses to melt against his lips O’ so sweet taste to savory all night to Sucklin on them like a starving man Her body going wild, Such sweet pleasure Listen to her passion sighs Igniting a burning flame The feel of her soft silky skin Cupping her cozy nest Stroking her warm wet rose petal within O’ so sweet Her love juices ready for him Standing proud and erect He bathes his cock in her wet heat All consuming fire Raising her hips urging him deeper O’ so sweet he fills her completely Ecstasy spreads its wings They soar climbing higher through the burning fire of love and passion Together they reached the ultimate goal O’ so sweet climax © Venus Jody Dickey

Profile Picture
I want to change my profile picture.. I am having trouble deceiding what one I want to use. Any suggestions??? If you want to help me deciede what one..Leave a comment on the picture you like the best in my default folder or any other. Tired of seeing same picture and I am sure everyone else is also..lol Just have no clue what one to pick..... All love will be returned...

Age Advice
An enormously wealthy 65-year-old man falls in love with a young woman in her twenties and is contemplating a proposal. "Do you think she'd marry me if I tell her I'm 45?" he asked a friend. "Your chances are better," said the friend, "if you tell her you're 90."

New Crew
to all u sexy ladies i am starting a new crew called daddys sexy angels feel free to join i will keep u drunk buy u random gifts and me and my friend daddy long stroke 2 will put the links to ur pages on ours and promote the crap outta u lol just hit me up thanx alot_daddy_long

Chiefs Message
Dear Members, Robin our Founder is having computer issues at the moment and will be away for a short time till then please direct all member related buss. to me until I hear back from her. We are also in need of a Graphics person that would be willing to assist in the making of new tags and main graphics for the page please also contact me concerning this. As many of you have seen we have been awarded the VIP we will be issuing 11's to those members that helped on the contest. Stay tuned more good things are about to come your way in Native Pride. Thanks, Miracle Monkey Chief Native American Pride (Dave)

Lets Dance.
Let's Do a dance A Dance to death Death of romance Romance and love Love of another Another never to hold To hold never more Nevermore to dance The dance of romance It's time to dance again To find the right partner For the tango of love We start with a step n a twirl Pain travels up you leg As a few feet are stepped on It's nothing personal that's just the way it goes Around an around we go Tired of going through partners But sooner or latter I'll find the one An the dance will end With a passionate kiss.

Writing And Poetry
From the depths of the hollows, The darkness creeps in. With the light cast away, I don't know where to begin. Too much to say, The story's untold. I try to speak out Before the shadows take hold. Desperate to escape The penetration of night, Lost and tired Of the continuous fight. Frantic to be heard, I scream out loud. As I claw my way out Of the deafening shroud. I lose my center. My frustration grows. But the only reply, Is the chilling echoes. Too much to lose, Blindly I grope. In the infinite search, For the ray of hope.

'sometimes A Song Finds You
when you need it to find you.' My friend always tells me that the music I listen to makes her depressed; that it's sad, a downer. But the thing is.. I don't think of my music as depressing. It's the opposite really. It comforts me. It tells me that it's okay to feel sad or scared or alone and that I'm NOT alone in how I feel and that it's part of being alive. It's like a rainy day. A rainy day makes most people sad. You're stuck inside. It's all gloomy. No sunny walk in the park going on.. but I have to say I love a rainy day. It's just an excuse to stay inside and drink hot chocolate. Hang out in my room or read a book or just have a day to be alone. I don't know what that says about me.. just because I find comfort in silence and a little sadness. I don't think that makes me a morose person. I'm just more comfortable in that place.

Writing And Poetry
We drove as though it would sustain the night, Like the highway that stretched before us, right into eternity. With no direction. No purpose. Only knowing we'd know when we arrived. We fell into silent rhythm of the passing street signs. A hypnotic trance, As we watched the neon blur streak through the dark And the road unravel in twists and turns. We blindly followed, With unwavering faith that we'd reach our destination, With unyielding freedom of nowhere to go. We were empowered. We had defied reality, In our vessel that traveled away from place and time, Away from expectations and restrictions. The thrill of escape pushed us further, Until the hypnotic hush fell over us permanently, And serenity was found: Our final destination, Uncovered through the journey of the open road.

How To View My Nsfw Pictures
I have uploaded some NSFW photos of myself. I have a lot more to add and will also add some video's later. If you want to see my pictures the first person that get's me a VIP will be added to my family and left there forever. I will also allow access to my folder for 15,000 fubucks and that will get you into my family for a month. I have lots of pictures to add and need a vip for the space to do it. I will be posting more later on other ways you can see my pictures and videos. Kisses

Another Auction...lol
Ok, I guess I'm crazy but then I'm sure everyone already know that... I have joined another auction. I love to spoil people and make new friends... please check it out.... {{{HUGS N KISSES}}} Here is the link:

Owen People
Am done bid and owning people who i don't know or good friends or done me right. Out of 19 people i have own 4 people have keep there word on rates and coments. Them 4 i bid on again. I am tried of wasting money and not getting shit. I am tired people promiesing me they will spoil me as there owner. Everyone say that don't. So i contue get acution to get fu buck but am now offical done owning people. I wast of time and money.

Help "thewolfpack" 2 Godmother! Tysm
Please help "THEWOLFPACK" to Godmother she only needs 145,519 Points, so lets get this done :) ty in advance to those who help! THEWOLFPACK@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by the one and only...... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" *DSC*@ fubar

Why
ok i met someone that i really want to get to know and she wants to get to know me so my question is why is it when you tell someone else u give them the option to date why do they have to get upset and end the friendship is it wrong for the 1st time in my life for me to be happy and have what i want helppppppppppppppppp

Cindie
"Mother" is such a simple word, But to me there’s meaning seldom heard. For everything I am today, My mother’s love showed me the way. I’ll love my mother all my days, For enriching my life in so many ways. She set me straight and then set me free, And that’s what the word "mother" means to me. Thanks for being a wonderful mother, Mom! SHOW THIS LADY SOME FU LOVE SHE DESERVES IT!

Friends Without A Cause
Friends without a cause Yesterday, as I was comfortably lying on my bed and reading the book Into the Wild I came about something. I had to choose a quote from the twenty painful pages I had to read from my English 1000 class. The quote that stood out to me was actually a quote from a different book. Chris McCandless highlighted the quote from his book and was found after his death. It read, “I wanted movement and not a calm course of existence. I wanted excitement and danger and the chance to sacrifice myself for my love. I felt in myself a superabundance of energy which found no outlet in our quiet life.” –Tolstoy, “Family Happiness” As soon as I read it I couldn’t help myself but to read the quote over and over, swallowing each word every time I read it. I wanted to know what it meant, every sentence, every phrase. It reminded me home and the people I’ve left behind. I miss them dearly. I knew that coming here to further my education was a sacrifice I had to make for them

Im Back
i am djin once again in diablos den. its been almost a year since i broadcasted last and unless you dj you have NO idea how good it feels to be back. fer those who used to come in would love to see yall back fer those who havent come on in and take a look around. we would love to meet you!

News
This is just too funny not to share...The county I live in just made the big time,and was featured on the Tonight Show. It seems some guy called our local sheriffs department saying someone broke into his house and stole $1900.00 worth of sex toys. I can't even imagine how many drawers it took to hold them all...lmao.and can you imagine being the officer that took the call? I bet he's still laughing .Anyway, just thought I'd share that and give all of you a laugh for the day,lol...Stop in and say hi..hippy

Lovely Girl
to say there a lovely girl that is true, to say your sexy that is a gift, to say you stink becuase i look differnt, what matters is what you think hun, if you dont want to talk then dont, dont live your life because someone told you had too look like that, just live life because you love yourself, no matter what your true friends will always be thier, your good friends will come and go, your fake friends will just go... love ya,, and you all know who im talking about. bedrock

Didnt Last Too Long......
you said that u would always be here u said that u would stay by my side u swore to me forever and that u would leave me never not until the day that u die... that I was all u ever wanted all u ever needed, now tell me that i am wrong... that forever sure didnt last too long...

Inspire Me
My favourite quotes... You can't do anything about the length of your life, but you can do something about its width and depth. Shira Tehrani Remember, Ginger Rogers did everything Fred Astaire did, but backwards and in high heels. Faith Whittlesey To live for results would be to sentence myself to continuous frustration. My only sure reward is in my actions and not from them. Hugh Prather The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing. Albert Einstein People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the

September
Do you remember, the 21st night of September Love was changing the minds Pretender, while chasing the clouds away Our hearts were ringing In the key that our souls were singing > As we danced in the night, Remember how the stars stole the night away Ba de ya - say do you remember Ba de ya - dancing in September Ba de ya- never was a cloudy day My thoughts are with you Holding hands with your heart to see you Only blue talk and love, Remember how we knew love was here to say Now December, found the love that we shared in September Only blue talk and love, Remember the love we share today Ba de ya - say do you remember Ba de ya - dancing in September Ba de ya- never was a cloudy day Ba de ya - say do you remember Ba de ya - dancing in September Ba de ya- golden dreams were shiny days

Vip
why is it that people want others to buy their VIP status? Why do dumb ass men pay for it too?? I don't get it, have some independence and buy your own! Come on does it cost that much really? If you answer is yes than get your cheap broke ass off the site! You don't belong here. OK sorry for ranting I guess I just don't get that.

Its Funny How We.....
its funny look at life , we look at it with happiness ,through tears,through pain,through death... we get by with live everyday with eating, drinking,sleeping,talking,cheating,liying,fighting,the essenctials of life itself, but where never ready for whats instore, we say we are but r u really? do u wake up everyday knowing u can walk out ur house and get shoot are u ready to die r u ready to face ur fears,are u ready knowing ur heart can give out on u in seconds are u ready, you sit here and ask wtf are u talking bout..i guess it has to do with the fact in the last yr i have died 5 times from heart failure same with friends and famliy if i dont quit smoking im fucked,today im sitting here telling and asking u r u ready...i live my life one day at a time cuz its all i have its all i got. i mean yeah im ready to die im not afraid of death if u are then sumthing is wrng with u cuz weather u like it or not death is goming u dont know when and u dont know how .. i still have pr

... Concerned; Does Anyone Know What Has Become
of someone who had a profile (now deleted) by name of Tina (Skeeter)? I believe she was (not something she made a secret of, I'm sure enough of - at least the fact of it?...) pretty seriously ill. (I don't mean what became of her profile- I know she deleted it- but how she's doing, sort of thing, to the extent that such information can be passed along if only in a message or so...)

For Kicks And Giggles
I. Sexual acts a. intercourse b. oral sex c. anal sex d. other... (yes the most frightening 'other' catagory) II. Genatalia and Other Body Parts a. male gentalia b. female genatalia c. mammaries d. I'm logging Fluids here too III. Other needed terms a. good adjectives to use b. good verbs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I.Sexual Acts: A. Intercourse: Sexual Intercourse: a medical and scientific term, not very good for describing the lustful or loving act, mainly only used for concieving child, in a NON-sexual way. Sex: bland, unoriginal, and who wants unoriginal? Fornication: is this the bible? is it? cause if it's not, why is this word even here? Fucking: blunt, to the point, not very original, but it suffices. Sha-Boink-ee: If i ever see someone with this word used as sex in their story, i will contemplate suicide. Bumping Uglies: if they are 'uglies' why are they being mentioned anyway... Getting Booty: Not a

The House Of Horror
ENTER MY HOUSE OF *HORROR RATE ALL PICS IN FOLDER *THEN CONTINUE ON F/R/A ALL THE VICTIMS THAT SURVIVED MY HOUSE OF HORROR LEAVE THEM A COMMENT THAT YOU HAVE ENTERED "THE HOUSE OF HORROR" OR PUT IT IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST *PM ME WHEN DONE *I WILL ADD AND MAKE A TAG FOR YOU GOOD LUCK AND SEE ON THE OTHER SIDE!

Please Read :) Ty
Ok i know longer have my VIP here.. So please forgive me if you dont see your name in it, Sher will remember all of you and still rate and what-ever like i always do .. Thank , big hugs to all family n friends:) Sherry

Goodbuy
Good day and good by I thought I would drop my friends a note to explain why I am no longer around. Just so you know I am not ignoring you all. The primary reason is the fact work is calling me away again. I doubt I will have either the time or the ability for the next year or so to be coming on FURBAR. But I will have to be truthful and say that a 2nd reason is motivating me. FUBAR has changed since I first came here (anyone remember cherry lol) the attitude of fun and adult conversation has been replaced by “high school” drama games, and self-righteous attitude. Frankly my life has drama enough. So I will shortly bid FUBAR goodbye. I would like to send my thanks to the true friends that I have made here, and if you want to here from me you have my e mail address (the ones that wanted it). I wish you happiness and all the best. I may one day find myself back here, but for now, at the end of next week I will be gone.

Ac/dc And The Bucket List
I have been an AC/DC fan since I was 14...I love them and know absolutely everything about them! They are the ultimate rock band and since I was born and raised in alaska I never got the chance to be a groupie and follow them around...none who is anyone ever goes to Alaska! lol Anyway,since I have never seen them in concert they are the #1 on my Bucket List....things to do before I die! Anyway they have a new album coming out on October 20th and they are going on tour in North America in October as well. I want to see them in San Antonio on December 14th! I would give anything to see them! But wouldn't you know it....I think it's karma and I did something evil in another life..cause I am completely broke and tickets go on sale on Saturday. It really sucks that I may not be able to go cause this will probably be the last concert they ever do...maybe if I start turning tricks or panhandling on the side of the road...maybe I will become an exotic dancer just long enough to get the mon

Bulletin By Shawnda
Hey Come help pepsiman get back to where he was.... new profile fresh start.... Please R/F/A..... xoxo Pepsimannc69@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღ* ஐ*ღ~Naughtia*~2nd Alarm Hotties*~Owner of Dago~Fu-Married To Big Sexy**ღ*' on '2008-09-18 13:37:31')

Update On Tx
words are by Bob Barr's campaign manager: Just moments ago, Bob Barr and our campaign manager, Russ Verney, stood on the steps of the Supreme Court of Texas to rally a crowd of supporters and answer questions from the media. Today, we filed an emergency stay to prevent the Texas Secretary of State from printing ballots until after our case was decided. For a quick recap, earlier this week we filed a lawsuit to remove both John McCain and Barack Obama from the Texas ballot. Texas election code §192.031 requires that the "written certification" of the "party's nominees" be delivered "before 5 p.m. of the 70th day before election day" and both candidates missed that deadline. When this story first broke, the New York Times , took a jab at us saying that if our campaign prevailed in Texas, the action may, "thoroughly alarm foreign investors." This morning, political pundits beholden to the status quo got a bit more serious. In a scathing hit piece published by CQ Politics,

#1
1. What is your occupation right now? sex therapist to a local rock star 2. What color are your socks right now? socks?what socks... am I supposed to be dressed too!? :O 3. What are you listening to right now? droll dripping off of my chin hitting the floor as I masturbate to your picture LOL 4. What was the last thing that you ate? is dick a food? lol 5. Can you drive a stick shift? better than your last gf can 6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? well , we didn't exactly 'speak' , is moaning considered talkin ? lol 7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? no I just use him for sex 8. How old are you today? old enough to know what I want, young enough to still get it and wise enough to know what to do with it. 9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? running, u know like when those ppl run from the cops, that's a sport right? lol 10. What is your favorite drink? anything that doesn't have cyanide in it.

Quote
I was watching a movie earlier today and there was a quote from it "love, like grief, fades after time". Is this true? Does love fade over time if you are away from your loved one? Or does it just lay dormant, struggling for breath, waiting to burn as brightly as it used to?

Struggling To Survive
I have hit rock bottom!! Am currently homeless and jobless, struggling to keep a roof over my kids heads each night. When your world crashes , it crashes hard. As you may or may not know have several health issues, which make getting thru each day hard enough as it is. But recently lost my job due to those health issues the next day lost the place where i was staying. Moved up to my mom's but could only stay there for 2 weeks, due to the rules of where she lives. So my children and myself moved into the womens she,lter here, so I could get assistance getting back on my feet. I followed all their rules, reported all my medications prescribed by my doctors, turned my meds into them, went to them to request my meds when it was time to take them. Went to the pain specialist for my chronic pain, who adjusted my pain medication to see if something else would work better. So I got the prescription filled, took it to the staff reported the change and turned in the bottle of pills. 2 days later

Just My Thoughts....
I am in no way perfect lol just look at my pic. I just HATE it when people don't do anything BUT lie. Why is it that they don't want people to know them for them? Are they afraid? Are they just playing games with us? I wish I knew....

Lifehouse ~ Storm
from my beautiful baby shannon ♥ how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I wil

Heart Trouble The Words That Scare
Ok so I am sure most have seen the pics I posted about my trip to the ER in August. I did that not for pitty but as a public reminder to myself that I cant deny health issues and think that will make them go away. I went to my Heart Dr. yesterday as a follow up from the ER visit I have elected to have this surgery as a cure for my "not all uncommon heart issue" On October 28 this year I will be having surgery to burn the extra wiring in my heart that causes me to pass out have tightness in my chest and in August led me to stop breathing for a short while. I am confident that the Dr. that is doing the surgery is very informed just a bit scared and nervous of the "worst case scenarios such as ending up with a pacemaker or bleeding in my brain that will cause a stroke. Should I at 34 with two small children be too concerned or is it good that I also decided to start going back to the gym to hopefully give my heart a some much needed cardio I am sure all will end up ok I

Everyone Can Be Happy Now....
Dave and I broke up! That's what everyone wanted, so that's what everyone got. Yes, I had it planned to break up with him if things didn't get better by the 1st but not the way he did it. The way he broke up with me is the little bitch's way!!! Everyone kept saying I can do better, I deserve better. Well guess what- I loved him and wanted to be with him. Why else do you think he treated me like shit and I stayed? But its over now and everyone can be happy. Just wanted to let everyone know that. And maybe its time for the real me to come back. The one who don't give a damn who gets hurt by me or anyone else. I used to never care if I hurt people, part of the reason I am called a evil bitch, but itll go back to that. And I think my dark side really does need to come back out. Nobody will ever hurt me again! Much Wicked Love

Life's Changes
Your life is one way for a long time then all of a sudden one morning you wake up and the person you vowed to spend the rest of your life with doesn't want you anymore. So you have to readjust your life to take care of this whole new world that you know nothing about. You never had to experience it on your own and it's hard to get adjusted to. No matter what you feel like you are alone even if you are with friends and family and you wonder if you will ever find your soul mate cause the one you thought was it wanted you dead just so he could get rid of you for another woman. I know how this is cause I have been going through this for months now and I don't want to get back with my ex but i worry that I will never find anyone else to make me that happy that is as serious about it as I am. I feel that I am not good enough for anyone and that no one will ever love me for who I am just use me for what they can get and that be that. How do you adjust to being alone I mean i enjoy my freedom

Racism
Unto the the heavens, and under the Sky; we are all but one family. I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality.... I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word.

Why Am I Crazy About Blogs?
It is a universal & applicable form of media that anyone that wants to make a name for themselves can do just that. 1. There is money in it. 2. I enjoy doing it. 3. The resource of topics are endless. I believe in it, that it has longevity and it will last. 4.This a form of writing as well as authoring. 5. We all have things that we do well that can be shared to educate others @ no expense. 6. What is capable is dependent on those involved in the matter. I hope I open a door to some communication about real life experiences that can impact individuals it was designed for. If I wanted to become a furniture builder and someone in the blog network with videos and some written instruction or tips that help me reach my goal. Now I ask how much did I spend on watching a video or reading a blog, only time;effort and willingness to learn. There is so much more I want to share but time won't permit me.

My Next Night Out At A Strip Club
My husband and I are getting more excited about our next visit to a strip club in Oregon. We are trying now to decide which club within the Portland are will be visiting. We are hoping to go sometime within the next few weeks. But, our work schedule and a night when our son will be spending the night with a friend will need to happen for the night out to take place. We have such a complicated life here. I am buying a new outfit to wear for this night too. It is going to be a white sequence tank top with a pair of white pants and heels. My husband told me the other day while having breakfast out what he has in mind for our night out. And I have agreed to it. He wants me to go into the club first. He will then follow me into the club several minutes later. He wants it to appear that we are both going to the club as solos and NOT as a couple. He wants me to go find a table by myself and he will then sit at a different table and just watch what happens. H

Mine :p
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I've got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

09/19/08 - Pink Floyd - Welcome To Machine (help Me With My Cat Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Welcome to the Machine - Pink Floyd LYRICS BELOW Welcome my son, welcome to the machine Where have you been? It's alright, we know where you've been You've been in the pipeline, filling in time Provided with toys and Scouting for Boys You bought a guitar to punish your ma You didn't like school And you know you're nobody's fool So welcome to the machine. Welcome my son, welcome to the machine What did you dream? It's alright, we told you what to dream You dreamed of a big star He played a mean guitar He always ate in the Steak Bar Loved to drive in his Jaguar So welcome to the machine.

My Religion
People have been bugging me to finally write this down so here goes. None of the religions out there are working for me, so I have decided to start my own. Feel free to convert, since you are getting in on the ground floor, you have to bring your own pillows. Basis of faith: This is simple, to join you have to already be familiar with some theology. Everyone has to bring their holy book and we start from there. Our faith is in the blind men and the elephant vein. (See previous blogs for full description)We are all praying to the same God, but our limited, human minds can only see one portion of the totality that is God. Hopefully, together we can get a better picture. This is not just a One God theory, but SAME God theory. Why is it on the news whenever they talk about the leader of Israel they use the word “prime minister’? That is an English word, I doubt they use the same word over there. It is because they are translating the word into something the viewer can understand. T

Want To See My Nsfw Pics??
All you need to do is send me a PP of what your gift was after getting me 10,000 fupoints. I am looking for a HH, blast, or a VIP. Who wants to help a girl out? Please give me comments I love them.

Top Ten Pickup Lines For Use On International Talk Like A Pirate Day
10 . Avast, me proud beauty! Wanna know why my Roger is so Jolly? 9. Have ya ever met a man with a real yardarm? 8. Come on up and see me urchins. 7. Yes, that is a hornpipe in my pocket and I am happy to see you. 6. I'd love to drop anchor in your lagoon. 5. Pardon me, but would ya mind if fired me cannon through your porthole? 4. How'd you like to scrape the barnacles off of me rudder? 3. Ya know, darlin’, I’m 97 percent chum free. 2. Well blow me down? And the number one pickup line for use on International Talk Like a Pirate Day is … 1. Prepare to be boarded. Bonus pickup lines (when the ones above don't work, as they often won't) They don’t call me Long John because my head is so big. You’re drinking a Salty Dog? How’d you like to try the real thing? Wanna shiver me timbers? I’ve sailed the seven seas, and you’re the sleekest schooner I’ve ever sighted. Brwaack! Polly want a cracker? … Oh, wait. That’s for Talk Like a PARROT Day. Th

Movie Soundtrack
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1) Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2) Put it on shuffle 3) Press play 4) For every question, type the song that's playing 5) When you go to a new question, press the next button 6) Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: Seether - Fuck me like you hate me Wake Up: Mariah Carey - Touch my Body First Day At School: Rehab - Just walk away Falling In Love: Paramore - Misery Business Fight Song: Creed - My Own Prison Breaking up: Saving Jane - Girl Next Door Prom: Coheed & Cambria - Wake Up Life: Oasis - Champagne Supernova Mental Breakdown: Alanis Morrisette - You Oughta Know (this made me laugh) Driving: The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony Flashback: Gavin DeGraw - I'm in love with a Girl Getting back together: Stevie Wonder - I just called to say I love you Wedding: Taylor Swift - Should've Said No B

My Musical Life (being A Sheep)
Was bored, sue me IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1) Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2) Put it on shuffle 3) Press play 4) For every question, type the song that's playing 5) When you go to a new question, press the next button 6) Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: A Gift Or A Curse - Iced Earth Wake Up: Zero Chance - Soundgarden First Day At School: A Modern Myth - 30 Seconds To Mars Falling In Love: Majesty - Blind Guardian Fight Song: Overkill - Motorhead Breaking up: Texas Strut - Gary Moore Prom: Why I Sing The Blues -B.B. King Life: Burden In My Hand - Soundgarden Mental Breakdown: Harvester Of Sorrow - Metallica Driving: Forever - Stratovarius Flashback: Traveler In Time - Blind Guardian Getting back together: No Need To Explain - Lacuna Coil Wedding: Gambler's Blues (That is awesome, LMAO) Birth of Child: Fall

How Innocent Are You?
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? I'm married, so of course not... (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Whenever it's available (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? oh, hell ya (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? buddy, could you spare a dime? (5) Shower or bath while having sex? you betcha (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? depends on what I can get away with (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? I don't do the L word (8) Love or Money? I have my own money...and don't do the L word (9) Credit cards or cash? plastic, except when it's an illegal purchase (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? my husband is my best friend and Dave is my best buddy

Honestly?!?!?!
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? ***ummmmm yes yes yes (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? ***anywhere & everywhere! (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? ***Yup didn't want to mess up my van (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? *** Nope never for money (5) Shower or bath while having sex? *** shower, unless its a hottub or jacuzzi (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? *** bite me please!!!! (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? ***by love do you actually me lust??? (8) Love or Money? ***Love.... no one actually has money do they?? (9) Credit cards or cash? **** cash if possible, (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? ***always have had a best fri

Survey From Seamus
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? I do have sex with my number 1 (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? whenever (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? yup (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? nope and I never would (5) Shower or bath while having sex? shower (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? aggressive (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? All my friends are loved by me (8) Love or Money? both.....please (9) Credit cards or cash? cash (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? i have a couple of those (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? both (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? in a moonwalk (13) Would you shave your entire body (

The Head
its the day of the special olympics 50m freestlye swimming race. in lane one there is a guy with no arms in lane two there is a guy with no legs in lane 3 there is just a head the gun goes off and they all take the plunge, the guy with no arms takes the lead closely followed by the guy with no legs, the head just plunges to the bottom of the pool and stays there. its the end of the race and the guy with no legs has pipped the guy with no arms to the win. the stewards then realise about the head still sitting at the bottom of the pool so they fish him out "what happened?" asks the head's trainer while the head sits there spluttering and coughing up water "SIX MONTHS! SIX FUCKING MONTHS to learn how to swim with my ears and some BASTARD! puts a swimming cap on me!"

Mom
Naomi Juanita Dadisman Naomi Juanita Dadisman, age 87, born in Grafton, WV on December 8, 1920, passed away Saturday, September 13, 2008 at home in the arms of her loving husband, Solen to whom she was married to July 26, 1939 for 69 years. Preceded in death by their infant daughter, Nedra Sue in 1948; her parents, Russell and Bessie Butcher; brother, Russell (Bud); two sisters, Loretta Jones and Bonnie Jean Miller. Survived by husband, Solen; two daughters, Donna (Emory) Covington and Tammy Dadisman; four sons, Sonny (Pat), Jerrold (Rhonda), Paul (Jean) and David; 22 grandchildren; 32 great grandchildren and one great great grandchild. She was a member of the Silver Park Church of Christ, Alliance, Ohio. She loved being a housewife and mother. She enjoyed the time she spent at the family cabin, she called her playhouse on "Sweetwater" (Buchannon River). She collected owls and humming birds and doing crossword puzzles. In memory of her life, there will be an open house at the home f

Busy Busy
I have been extremely busy with the kids and their activities so I have not been on as much as I would like lately. When I do make it on sometimes it is only long enough to burn my 11's and other times I am here for a little bit. I will be back on more normally as soon as we figure out a better way of getting the kids where they need to be. To all Demon Crew, Rating Revolution, and Shadow Levelers members I apologize for my absence but I will make up for it as soon as I can.

Photographers And Models.
SHOOT: OPEN FETISH STYLE SHOOT in exclusive private location . For those Photographers and Models looking to expand portfolio with a unique niche look. RSVP only! NO WALK INS We are EXPECTING (with current interest) the following numbers for the event 10 photographers (No walk ins) 4 models DATE: 9th November, 2008 COST: $200 per photographer. (from novice to expert are welcomed) Free for female models *** Genuine Males Models looking for solo photo portfolio updates are welcome to apply *** Pay cash on entry TIME: 10am - 3pm. Complimentary food and refreshments provided. Models and MUA's will be there at 10am Models arriving late (please try not to) will need to have their makeup done before they arrive. LOCATION: Green Point (near Gosford). Must RSVP to receive address and information. PREMISES & EQUIPMENT: The Central Coasts premiere equipped dungeon. This is a great opportunity for novice and/or professional photographers and model

Funny As Fuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To the citizens of the United States of America from Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II In light of your failure in recent years to nominate competent candidates for President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective immediately. Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II will resume monarchical duties over all states, commonwealths, and territories (except Kansas, which she does not fancy). Your new Prime Minister, Gordon Brown, will appoint a Governor for America without the need for further elections. Congress and the Senate will be disbanded. A questionnaire may be circulated next year to determine whether any of you noticed. To aid in the transition to a British Crown Dependency, the following rules are introduced with immediate effect: (You should look up 'revocation' in the Oxford English Dictionary.) 1. Then look up aluminum, and check the pronunciation guide.You will be

Texas Rangers
A man, having applied to join the Texas Rangers , is being interviewed. The Chief says, 'Your qualifications are first-class but there is one test that you must pass before I can recruit you.' Sliding a small bag across the desk, he continues, 'Take this gun with 13 bullets, and go out and shoot six illegal immigrants, six Obama delegates and a rabbit.' The man asks, 'Why the rabbit?' 'Fantastic attitude!' says the Chief, 'When can you start?'

Stephanie Lynn's 100+100 Contest (closed)
Hey There! I need some help from my friends. I'm in Stephanie Lynn's Contest. I only need a one rate and one comment from my friends. I am going to shoot for 250 rates. If you are not on her friends list now you will need to get on it that's the only way you can help me with this. It is only open to the ones that is on her friends list. So don't forget to add/fan/rate her if your not in her friends list. :) FOR ONE DAY ONLY Contest will be open Monday 9/22 from 9 AM Fubar time to Tuesday 9/23 at 9 AM Fubar time Link to my picture please come & rate my picture also if you can please leave a comment or two. :)

Happiness
When you think in your life that you are unhappy....think again. Let me tell you I said I was unhappy for many months. I hurt the one I loved and cared about very much. I realize now I wasnt unhappy at all. Just was scared of getting closer. I didnt want to get hurt. Well now I know. I am unhappy now cause I do not have him. We will work through this and I promise you this....I will never say I am unhappy again. Or take the man I love for granted. I love him so very much.

Boyfriend
So.. Im not here to hook up, to meet random people or to just hang out and kick it. I simply entertain myself and pass the time. Sure I would love to bump into a great man that I could create a friendship/relationship with but the chances of that happening on here are slim to none. What I like in a man... In looks. I tend to like. Dark hair. Full lips. White Meat. Strong defined Jawbone. Dimples. Hair on chest. Nice hands. I need. Chemistry. Friendship. Someone who knows who they are. Wants, not Needs me. Cant stand. Critical. Overbearing. Manipulative. Dip. Gamers. I can add to this list at anytime ;) This was written strictly for fun..

Jesus Facking Christ.
Ok so my sister Becky had a baby girl this morning making my like 13th niece/nephew. Then I found out that apparently my other sister Rachel just had CPS come take away her children. Apparently she tried to dodge a cab fee and was arrested. They decided to investigate her and tested her positive for crack So my one niece is with the dad's mom and the other three kids are in foster home's and I am not allowed to visit. Ugh. What a fackingtabulous day.

Julie
Over the last months Julie has been telling me that she wanted me to stay here because she loved me and didn't want to lose me from her life completely. Well she lied... She is moving out of here and in with someone, don't know who, she won't tell me. She sent a text at 11 pm after she thought I would be in bed and told me she "isn't coming home". That was it... So I called her and she told me she is going to move and that she would leave her stuff her til I could go. Whatever... I am through with it all. Goodbye to those that I talk to on here I probably won't be back except to get my pictures.

Help Me Help A Friend
My friend Jennifer is a comment bombing contest that runs through until Tuesday 29th. Any and all help will be appreciated. She will help you out if you ever need it. And so will I. Bomb her good please.

Live, Laugh & Love
LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE MEAN OR HATEFUL SO KISS SLOWLY LAUGH INSANILY LOVE TRULY AND FORGIVE QUICKLY People come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, nor will you know that you are to learn something until AFTER it has happened. But when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment they will affect your life in a profound way and sometimes things happen to you that may seem painful and unfair at first but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power, or heart. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, lost moments of happiness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul without these tests your life is a straight flat road to no where. Lea

The Giraffe
The Giraffe The giraffe is a graceful animal in spite of its ungainly appearance. Its most recognizable features are its long thin legs and its slender long neck. Its neck, supported by seven greatly elongated vertebrae is very strong. Giraffes are often seen wrapping their necks around each other to test their strength. The giraffe only requires between two to four hours of sleep a day. When sleeping they kneel down with their neck and head wrapped around them resting it in the crock of their leg. Some legends claim that the "sleep time" of the giraffe is connected to ancient Eastern cultures. The giraffes incredible flexibility allows it to take on positions similar to yoga therapies in which the body is twisted and contorted while in a meditative state. This coupled with its kneeled sleep position made many believe that it was actually praying instead of sleeping. When it awoke and stood up its great height would invoke feelings from fear to respect. The giraffes stre

Tickle Me Elmo
Subject: Tickle Me Elmo Your laugh for today! There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo Toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle MeElmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pileup. At the end of the line stood Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's.She had a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watc

Old Biker Sex
An old biker couple was out for a Sunday drive in the pick-up as they came up on this old tavern some 50 miles from home, a place that they use to frequent while out on the bike. Both weathered from many years in the sun, their hair still long and totally white and still wearing boots, Harley tees and blue jeans. As they went into the tavern and sat up to the old bar, the husband leans over and asks his wife of many years, "Darlin' do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." "Yes," she says, "I remember it well. That was the first time. We were both drunk and your finger was the only thing that was hard.” "Ok," he says, "That's enough about that, but how about we take a stroll down memory lane. We can do it again for old time's sake?" "Bulldog, your an old devil, that sounds crazy at our age, but a good idea" she said. An off duty pig was sitting across the bar

Ramdom Poem
your are shinny and i debris such a comparison between you and me! your are shinny and i debris your life is full and mine is empty there is no middle for you and me! your are shinny and i debris i am searching and you arent i see, some day i hope to be as happy as the! your are shinny and i debris my hope is strong i hope you see for my lust for love will always be! your are shiny and i debris i may be dirty that you can see, but a million years of trying and you will see! you are shiny and i am debris your luster for life i can see, but the still is something missing between you and me! your are shinny and i debris as i lay in my debris the world keep putting shit on me! your are shinny and i debris your all happy the world can see as i lay here in misery! your are shinny and i debris the years have passes as we see your luster is fading in to me your are shinny and i debris for each passing day you will see,they come to search for you and me! your a

Show Big Daddy Alot Of Love On His Birthday Today Please
Eeverybody come show big daddy alot of love to his page.Today is his birthday.He is 33 years old.So leave him alot of love to him please.He a best friend of mine on here.Rate,fan,add him if you want too.Give him a bling or a gift,ect....Here's his pic link to his page.....*~Sexybitch~* aka Krystina...... BIG DADDY~ GIT ~R~DONE BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Do You Want A 25 Bling Pack
I AM DOING A COMP FOR A 25 BLING PACK. THIS WILL LAST FOR 1 WEEK & THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN. ONCE I HAVE ENOUGH IN THE COMP I WILL LET THE ENTRIES KNOW WHEN THE START DATE & TIME IS. IF YOU WISH TO ENTER PLEASE PM ME WITH THE LINK PICTURE YOU WANT ME TO USE. LETS HAVE SOME FUN & NO DRAMA WITH THIS ONE. TO START THIS I MUST HAVE AT LEAST 10 ENTRIES. SO COME ON I KNOW YOU LIKE YOUR BLING GIVING & RECEIVING. ****Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original****@ fubar LUV DI AKA PiNkLaDy xx

Revisited
The sleeping giant awakens to the sound of heartbeats embracing Kissing the light of an angel's breath wrapped tightly around my soul No escaping fates unyielding fire or the faith it inspires Sliding into home, safe, far away from the devils bite Just an enchanted poptart away from total comfort Rinsing away the tears of history, revealing the present Slave to the darkness, now decisively free Thoughts recognized dreams diminished Forced to leave, but not without a fight A fight that was never an end to itself but only a means to an end Love wills the strong to be just that Separated from carbon creation but not from the inevitable Fated souls that cannot be faded... We Hold onto that which is balance True love never asks why or why not Forgotten but never lost... We convene at the expense of darkness and love until lights end jskins

Fu Anniversary/happy Hour
Well so far I've fallen short of making my goal of becoming a Godmother by my first Fu Anniversary... so tomorrow I am going to use the Happy Hour generously bestowed upon me by one of my best Fu Friends (you know who you are!)but I think it's pretty impossible to cover 2 Million points in a day!!! But hey if you are around at 5PM Easatern Standard Time (2 Pacific Time) stop by and do what you can...Bling would be greatly appreciated! I need all the help I can get from all of my friends!!! At the very least--drinks are on me! And thank you all so much for being my friends and fans over the past year!!! Much love, Caly AKA Surfer_Girl

For Those Of You Who Commented My Blog
im sorry yall but for yall who commented on my blogs im not being able to see any of yalls comments so i promise you im not ignoring your reply if any i just dont know what you have posted i dont know whats wrong. i wish i did cause i am interested in what you said maybe you'll send me a messege too about it. i would really appreciate it, take care

De Maine Man Rocks My World!!!
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Lmao
You Are a Total Brainiac You're amazingly brilliant. Some would even say genius. You're curious, thoughtful, analytical, and confident. You take on difficult subjects because you want to... not because you have to. No field of knowledge is too complicated or intimidating for you. You've got the brains to do anything you want. It's possible you end up doing everything you want. Are You a Brainiac?

As I Write
As I write this my heart is aching with pain and I think maybe I will never be able to write again. We used to spend every moment together. Now you simply disappear. At first I would get angry. Now I only feel a painful hurt. Last night I gave you a gift but you did not even take the time to look at it there was a deep burning hurt my heart. Again tonight you said you would be right back and never returned. I can understand once or twice but not every night. I will never let the hurt show on my face. Maybe only a single tear drop falling down my cheek will betray my feelings, give you a glimpse, a shadow, or a trace of my true thoughts. I want to smile as I look up at the sky. I want to watch the moon brighten the night. I want to watch the clouds pass above making whimsical designs. I want the stars to guide me and I want wings to lift me and let me fly. Right now I suffocate when I try to breathe. These chains you have bound upon me will not release my body. I am sad becaus

My Lover
My Lover by BlueWolf51 © The center of her pleasure that's where I long to be, For whatever pleases my lover will surely pleasure me. Gazing into my lovers eyes, they burn with passions fire, I long to be the star of her dreams, the object of her desire. As I kiss and lick my lovers flesh and partake of sensual delight, To feel her wrath upon my lips, How could this not be right? To be the center of her pleasure that's all I want to be, for if it pleases my lover, then it surely pleases me........ Sept.19.08

Would I Have Been A Good Wife In The 1930s?
You Would Make an Okay 1930's Wife You have some of the attributes of an ideal 1930's wife... but you probably didn't intend it to be that way. You don't buy into retro gender roles, though you do embrace your femininity at times. A 1930's man may find you passable, but you probably wouldn't want anything to do with him. Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?

Yupp Poem
"COME AND FIND ME" Searing pains running through this ever so cold and lonely heart of mine, I feel as if i shall only perish yet an old man all aone in this life, constantly and slowly derriating away. I sit and do nothing but spin out these here words of my poery every day, just wishing and dreaming i was with my love instaed. Having not a single thing around me but open air. poem "COME AND FIND ME" Searing pains running through this ever so cold and lonely heart of mine, I feel as if i shall only perish yet an old man all aone in this life, constantly and slowly derriating away. I sit and do nothing but spin out these here words of my poery every day, just wishing and dreaming i was with my love instaed. Having not a single thing around me but open air. Hearing the train whistle blaring in the background, I do sit and ponder whether or not i should go and just ride the rails.Getiing away and traveling the countryside, running from my pains. Gu

It's Alive!
IT'S ALIVE!! PENNYWISE IS LOOKING FOR YOU!! 1.Please rate Rebelicious DixieAngel's,Pennywise folder. Leave a comment on the last picture. Start with this one. 2.Now fan/rate/add everyone on the list. If you are already friends with someone..check to see if you can re-rate them and send them a comment..."Pennywise is looking for you!" or something like that! 3.When new people join the train DO NOT just accept the friend request. You MUST fan/add/rate/comment back. 4.No Cheating!If you do not do as you are asked,you will be removed from the train. Private message TexasAngel after you have rated the folder and added everyone on the train. I will add you and make you this Thank you tag! Who's hiding from Pennywise? The lady that brought Pennywise to you! 1.~Rebelicious DixieAngel~ Greeter @ Good Ol' Boys and Gals~ Head Enforcer @ Lucious Desire@ fubar The Hostess 2.~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~@ fubar One's on the run!

Alone In Darkness
the night falls as if slain by the sun, entwined are we. the understanding for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, swept away by a velvet ebon nothingness. all hope must surely perish. your love no more. how could you cause such hurt? angels surround us, crying, we have lost our way.

What You Have Done
what have you done to me? a smothering indistinctness of darkness as emotions shudder. once we drank of bliss, hand in hand and innocent, but your thirst died. a painful cloud of bitterness - emotions follow death, follow pain, love taken away. in a storm of sorrow, I still love you.

I Want To Be This Guy...
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

You're In Every Breath I Breathe
You're In Every Breath I Breathe You're in every breath I breathe You're the sunshine in my day And the moonlight at night If it's only a cloud of fantasy I'd gladly float away In your arms forever in the twilight On a blanket of stars we'll find ecstasy What mere words can not say But I know it feels so right You're in every breath I breathe Don't know when this all began What I feel in my heart is real If I'm living in fantasy land Why can I feel Your kisses the touch of your hand Such pleasures, such thrills Hungry passion of a man Honey is it a dream or is real Don't know when this all began Should I let you go Fly away into the twilight Not wanting to return to reality The lonely cold world below Be no dancing in your moonlight No glorious sunlight to caress me Honey I really need to know Are you caressed by my sunlight ? If you close your eyes can you see me Do I feel real , I love to know Which way I should t

Sunday Pimpout For Mini Mike:-)
SUNDAY is pimpout Mike day!- he's been stuck at Fu-King for far too long! So lets all send his alert box crazy and bomb him to Godfather! Mini~Mike™@ fubar This pimpout was brought to you by ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[real life] partner of~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~@ fubar

Doc And The Internet
Hey Everyone; Just a real quick note on Doc G. He has power now but still no phone line for the internet. They told him it would be October 5th or 6th before the phone line would be fixed. He is looking into going a different route, so that he can get back to all of us. He misses everyone and sends his love to his angels and his all friends. thanks Mare

What I Want... Is She Out There???
Ok so ppl keep asking me what i want in a woman. And I'll admit, it has got me wandering, what is it that i want in a companion, and what is important to me. So, I am going to attempt to put the things i want in a companion into words, and this will more than likely change over time, but you have to start somewhere right? So here it goes: I want someone that when i get home late at night is up waiting for me. Someone that cares how my day is. I want someone that isnt afraid to go out to a bar once in a while with me. Someone that can keep up with me, but yet knows when it is time to call it quits. I want someone that is smart, but classy, girlish, but likes to get dirty, strong, but lets me open the jars once in a while. I want someone i can share things with, personal things. Someone that shares my beliefs, my religion, someone that can help me learn and that will learn from me. I want someone that is willing to know about my past, but be able to look past my mistakes

The Fu Asylum
The FU Asylum You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my folder of Visual Ques To Tell You About Me to receive your personal FU Asylum tag (and you'll know why I was committed lol). Start with this one... Those who have been committed so far... ♊aGEM4life♊ HersheyK Dee75 Carnie Slave2Fantasy tat_man73 ~Metal Baby~ RevMichelle Goofy Girl

Grrrrrr
right i'm not adding anyone right now,i had some pix flagged NSFW about 7 in one day so i changed all but 2 of my albums to friends only. Well i added some new people today and one of my pix got flagged,i have asked a very nice bouncer to look at it for me and are waiting to see what they think. So thats it no more adding people to my list for now anyway !!!!

Oh Joy, I'm In A Great Mood For This... :p
There are some things in life that should be made into laws, or at least rules. Here are a few that I can think of off the top of my head: 1) If you say you're going to do something, then fucking DO it. And don't get cranky when you get called on your bullshit if you don't do it. 2) Brownies NEVER have nuts in them. Nuts in brownies is blasphemy. Brownies are too good to be ruined by fucking putting nuts in them. 3) Same with cookies and ice cream. 4) If you're going to be annoying, at least do us a favour and be naked. If you should not be naked, then shut up anyway. 5) Stop being so goddamned emo. It sucks, and it's fucking annoying as all fuckin get out. No, not everything bad in life happens to you. There is worse shit happening to a lot more people than you can ever imagine. 6) If you plan on starting a rumour, have some facts to back them up. Otherwise shut the fuck up. It only makes you look like if you had two clues you would be on the floor playing with them.

Steel
Today I heard steel in your voice. I felt it in the air. Today Steel ran through my veins and threatened to harden me. Today I noticed that the rose you gave to me was not the only rose in the world. I saw that there are more, and that what we have is not the only gardener that grows them. Today I needed you, and you were not there. Today I noticed that it is my fault. Today I saw that sleep brings not rest, but sorrow. Today, I will not only remember the steel I heard and saw. I will feel it.

Far Away Love
as i am saying good night at the end of the day and you are not here but many miles away my heart is so empty and so lonely inside as i wipe away a tear i am trying to hide. i close my eyes and try to go to sleep but with the sadness inside i begin to weep suddenly i remember what you once said to me just meet me in the stars waiting for you i will be. when distance tends to keep us apart remember i still hold you near in my heart when the night together cant be ours just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. meet me in the stars i'll be waiting there for you with a bottle of wine and glasses for two just close your eyes and there you will see waiting in the stars just for you i will be.

Ike
for those that havent seen me. ike kicked our ass. didnt have power for 8 days and some home damage. we were lucky, there were alot of people worse off than us. pictures from the storm and damage will come soon.

Dirty Dirty Dirty Whores.
man. last night was my buddys bachelor party. one dude was like i know a couple strippers. one dipped out as soon as we got home. AFTER something went on in the back with my buddys old man....yeah, fucked up. the other one thought it would be swell to eat a kaleidoscope, or cornucopia rather, of pills. so shes passing out. dances for the bachelor a little bit. oh...her grill.......HOLY CHRIST ON A CROSS. her teeth were gray. her gums were a darker shade of that. it was FUCKED UP. this chick is probably just a walking disease. but my buddy had fun and thats what matters. still though. those teeth.... shit will haunt me for a LONG time.

Hi, How Are You Doing?
Hi,How are you doing? This is a problem ive been having since ive worked at target, im sure any of you who have ever worked Retail especilly as a cashire can relate.... I greet all my guests when they come to my check lane, i say Hi how are you doing today? like any normal person would....but i dont always get the normal polite responce of im doing good, im great, how are you? or something along those lines..... here are some of the responces i get on a daily basis when i greet people who come to my check stand... 1.. they just ignor me.... 2. IM FROM OREGON (and shove there licence in my face) (get this one alot) or TAX EXEMPT! 3. they try to speak spanish to me and when they reilize i dont speak spanish they get mad. 4. be quiet im on the phone! 5. GRRRRR (yes some one has accully growled at me when i greeted them) 6. No i dont want to open a target card (im required to ask when it prompts me to when they are paying) 7. i want this much on this gi

Plz Send Your Prayers And Thaughts
Many people know her,and I have been asked byher husband to relaya very sad message WET KITTY~ FANTASIA HEAD GREETER~ Wet Kitty was hospitalized in Florida 11 days ago, she was stricken by a Staff infection which moved into a condition known as Sepsis.At this point in time she is in ICU, the doctors are saying that her body is failing. Her kidneys stopped working a few days ago, as did her liver. Her brain is receiving no oxygen. After consulting with Wet Kitties Mom, the decision has been made to remove her from life support. Please leave your respects for Wet Kitty on her page, she will be missed by all who know her. Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

Deep Desires
I didn't know it from the first time I set eyes on you but as time went by there was nothing else so true Lost was I in your gaze and found was I in your touch this love grew more each day that we clutch Even though we were later seperated by miles I never let go of your dazzling smiles I held them close to my heart as time stood still while we were apart Through the abscence of your hand holding mine my dreams always flared like a big sign Willingly looking past the misery of the day knowing my fingers would flow through your hairs sway It was the worst of times and it was the best of them as I held every moment we spent like a precious gem Ever the while knowing you might never cross my path again but I would hold onto the truth of those moments till the end

George Takei Marries Longtime Partner
In this image released by The Rafu Shimpo, a bagpiper leads Brad Altman, second left, and actor George Takei from their wedding at the National Center for the Preservation of Democracy to a reception at the Japanese American National Museum, in the Little Tokyo section of Los Angeles, Sunday, Sept. 14, 2008. Behind Takei are fellow 'Star Trek' actors Walter Koenig, partially obscured, and Nichelle Nicols. (AP Photo/The Rafu Shimpo, Mikey Hirano Culross

Dream Lover
she wakes every morning with a smile on her face she felt his love in her sleep dreamed of his embrace. although shes never met his body his heart she does feel anytime she has loved before he has never felt so real there is no explanation for it not one has she loved before has never felt so real not one has she yet found but oh the feeling she gets when he is around although it may end tomorrow the memory will not fade for in her heart a life long friend she feels she has made she hopes it will last forever she prays that they do meet she dreams of the day her online love sweeps her off her feet.

Is This Love?
Is This Love? They say that love comes from the heart, It’s a feeling you never forget, But right behind love is the word hate and with both you often regret! When you find true love you feel it in your gut, Its like a knot that keeps twisting and turning, wanting to be around that person Always that feeling of yearning. It puts a smile on your face makes you dance on the clouds makes you feel things you never thought you‘d feel But sooner or later on down the line is when you know if this love was for real. Is he still talking to you like he does to his friends or is he short, quick and right to the point? Does he still make you laugh like he does with his friends or does he make you feel all out of joint? If he tries to control you and gives you that look and says he knows how you feel. If you hurt all the time and just want to cry than you know that the love was not real. Shelly- Written by my sister Sandy, I love ya' sis your awesome!!

My Turmoil......my Vent....screaming Out
I'm sitting here on the floor, propped up against a wall watching as yet another day without you passes and with it a piece of my heart! With every passing day without you the more lost I becme and the more alone I feel.... I hear your words in my head, I feel your touch in my dreams yet when I wake there is nothing there... I go through the motions of my day, not really there, not really living.... Sometimes I feel like I'm on the outside looking in at my life as it goes on... Where are the dreams you promised? Where is the love that was meant for me? Where is the man who promised to be the father to my kids who have never known what it felt like to have a father? You missed my birthday last year and all i've heard this year is how you were not going to miss this one. But the truth is that you probably will miss it...I've stood behind you thru many obstacles, and i'm still here. But I

Just Words
I drive past the trees and admire the colors changing. Then when I park I hear the crunch of the death under my shoes. What started as a pretty site, turned to something that reminds me of the past. I see wild turkeys, squirrels, and deer in the fields. Only to see the carcasses on the side of the road, taken for reasons unknown. What started as a pretty site, turned to something that reminds me of the past. I give a dollar or two to a homeless person. Only later to see them lined up outside of a mission waiting for a meal or a warm bed. What started as a moment of gratefulness, turned to something that reminds me of my past. Life has given me much to be thankful for, lessons learned and mistakes to be made. It's when I forget about the past is when the moments of here and now are less meaningful. Remembering that the death of something is the fuel to power the future of another. Be it a decaying leaf to fertilize the ground or the carcass of dead wildlife fe

Cuz I'm Checkin' Stupid Guys Who Do..
I'm about fed up with men period. Especially men on here. Do not ask me if I want to see your penis, if I want to I will go look at your nsfw pics on my own. Do not tell me you wish you were at my home with me because I wouldn't let you step in my got damn door. I'm not like other women. I refuse to parade men in an out of my kids lives. The men who get to meet my kids mean something to me, and are ones that are friends for the long haul otherwise I wouldnt let them in their lives. I do not want to hear how I make your dick hard, and how you wish you could pound it in me. Knowing my luck you couldnt last long enough to get me off. Trust me, it takes alot to get my kitty purrin' and it aint YOU buddy. I dont want to tell you what I'm wearing. Let me clue you in, it's nothing sexy that's for sure. I'm a mother of 4. I am not parading around in a thong and bra 24/7 jackass. Either you motherfuckers start coming at me CORRECT or you get off my page. I am not going to

Now I Know What Homicide Sounds Like
+ Friday. A 19 year-old and his girl, walking by my house. The dude got pumped full of lead four times, his girl got hit in the legs. Right outside my house...we heard the gunfire and hit the floor. I can't get the sounds of her blood-curdling screams and moans of pain out of my head. He was silent. The guy died at the hospital, the girl made it. I remember the assailants yelling "I got him!!" when they ran back to the waiting get-away car. First 48 dudes knocked on our door for interviews and some leads...we didn't answer. I feel bad for not helping, but the fear of being fingered as a snitch trumps that. Besides, we know NOTHING. Right now there's a beautiful altar constructed in Dude's honor on our fence. I wonder, will the poor kid haunt my sidewalk now? Maybe I should perform a Ceremony of Rest. Any Wiccan reading this, please tell me something, a spell I can do perhaps..... +

I Want To Love You
I WANT TO LOVE YOU The way that I love you can never be explain, When I am away from you there is always pain. When I think about you it sends a strange feeling slowly down my back, It’s like you took my heart and gave it an attack. To start beating and to give it lives back. To you alone I give thanks to, For you love me and I love you. I want to love you like there is no tomorrow, To take away all your pains and sorrow. I want to love you like there was no yesterday, And there is no one that is going to stand in my way. I want to love you like the is no next week, I never what to stop and miss a beat. What am I saying that I want to love you for? I am already and willing to walk through that door. What I am saying is this my love. I am going to love you like all the above…………

Your Love For Me
YOUR LOVE FOR ME You ask me if I love how much you love me, Let me see if that I can answer that so that you can see. You tell me that you have never loved someone this way before, All I had to do was walk through that door. What it is about be me, I can’t see. But, the question wasn’t about me it was about you, I can tell you that, And it would be a true fact. Your love for me is strong, And you have waited so many years for me to come along. I now that I have and I am here, You want to treasure and keep the love for me dear. But still that didn’t answer your question. I am the first person that you want to see each day, You would fight to the end to get it that way. I am the last person you want to be with at night, So, you can be safe in my arms so tight. When I am sad your that someone, That wants to be by my side to make me glad. When I can’t be around, You’re not looking at the ground. Because it’s in your heart that you know I can be found.

I Am Here And My Heart Is Gone
I AM HERE AND MY HEART IS GONE I am torn in to, Don’t know what to do. Here I am all broken hearted, It all happened the day that we parted. Not knowing that I would feel this way, After all these years and still this day. The feelings that I have for you just will not go away. I know that you have gone your way, No, matter what I write in these poems you’re gone and that is where you’ll stay. My heart is truly yours; you had it since that first day. I may go my own way, But, somehow I am not there to stay. It is you that my heart longs for, Hope that someday in my dreams that you will walk through that door. You are the only on the has that key, I am still in love with you as you can see.

Fucking Motherfuckers
Ok, have anyone ever noticed how people drive in large traffic? Some people actually start honking at the person in front of them as if the person can move there car any faster! Some fuckers actually think they have the right to get in front of u at walmart because their kid is waiting in front of u, as if the kid is saving their spot! Some fuckers think it is okay to cut you off when you are getting in line to get gas, maybe you are angled wrong and have to straighten your car out and they just rush in! And the worst motherfuckers of all the one who actually think that you give a flying rats ass about their problems, as if you do not have enough bullshit hanging over your own head! I am just kidding everyone is just fine in my book............LMFAO!!!!!!!

Detachable Penis-king Missile
I woke up this morning with a bad hangover and my penis was missing again. This happens all hte time; it's detachable. This comes in handy a lot of the time; I can leave it home when I thnk it's gonna get me in trouble, or I can rent it out when I don't need it. But now and then I go to a party, get drunk, and the next morning, I can't, for the life of me, remember what I did with it. First I looked around my apartment, and I couldn't find it, so I called up the place hwere the party was, they hadn't seen it either. I asked them to check the medicine cabinet , 'ccause for some reason, I leave it there sometimes, but no this time. So I told them if it pops up to let me know. I called a few people who were at the party, but they were no help either. I was starting to get desperate I really don't like being without my penis for too long. It makes me feel like less of a man, and I really hate having to sit down every time I take a leak. After a few hours of searching the house, and ca

I Am A Real Friend If You Doubt It Try Me?
Many on fubar want points fubucks and I am not against that just when that becomes the only thing that matters. people matter not things. The sooner you realize that the better off you will be and a lot more mature than you were. I am for knowledge;understanding just plain progression in the most positive form no matter for what long as it helps people and humanity to move forward and not backward, we have enough of that going on as it is. I see people in the cliques as some people may see it, not all of them are bad and one day soon I will have my own and will run it the way I feel is just.

Pooh's Corner Train
imikimi - Customize Your World JUST CLICK THIS PIC AND RATE THE ENTIRE FOLDER AND LEAVE COMMENT ON LAST PIC SAYING U RATED ALL THEN R/F/A ALL MEMBERS, ONES U ALREADY HAVE AS FRIENDS LEAVE COMMENT ABOUT WINNIE THE POOH OR HIS FRIENDS WHEN DONE R/F/A EVERYONE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME SAYING YOU DID AND A TAG WITH BE MADE FOR YOU, ADD UR PROFILE LINK TO LIST AND REPOST START WITH THIS PIC HOSTESS: POOH'S CORNER (WWS LEVELER) FU~OWNED BY DJ CHEVY POOH'S CORNER (WWS LEVELER)& fu~owned by DJ Chevy@ fubar CO HOSTESS: DJ dj~{wws leveler}~@ fubar RIDERS NCGIRL ŊČĢĬŘĻŨŞÅ@ fubar Vitamin De vitamin de~ get your daily dose::fu~owner of ~SazzyGal~:: DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel**@ fubar The girl next door the girl next door* FU BAD GIRL *~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~

Come On And Help Us Stop Child Abuse
Help Stop Child Abuse If you want to end this tragedy please join in this to show your support. Just R/F/A everyone and if you have them then rerate and leave them a comment "Stopping Child Abuse". After you do that then let Soulja Gurl know after you have rated her folder to recieve a tag.Once you have R/F/A added everyone you will be added to the bulletin Start with this picture first: Tag imikimi - Customize Your World Soulja Gurl Soulja Gurl )@ fubar Tigerprincess Tigerprincess@ fubar (repost of original by 'Tigerprincess~Owner of Love Shack~25 to life~' on '2008-09-22 11:03:18')

One Month Vip And Blingy Package Contest
I Will Be Holding A Contest And I Am Looking For Dedicated Contestants That Want To Participate In This Contest! There Will Be One Winner And He Or She Will Take It All! The First To Reach 60,000 Comments Will Win A (1) One Month V.I.P, (1) One Blingy Pack And (1) One 3 Day Blast! There Is No Time Limit To This Contest! I Currently Have 8 Interested Contestants, I Am Looking For At Least 7 More Intersted Individuals! Rules There Will Be No Cheating Of Any Kind Whatsoever! Meaning I Will Not Tolerate Scripting! Nor The Use Of Fake Accounts! Meaning All That Help A Contestant Should Have An Approved Salute And BE Level 5 Or Higher! Anyone Getting The Help Of Someone Under Level 5 Or The Help From Someone Without A Salute Will Be Warned One Time And Then Will Be Removed From The Contest! No Excuses Will Be Excepted! I Want This Contest To Be Fair And Free Of All The Drama! If You Are Interested In Participating In This Contest Please Send Me A Private Message! I Do Not Nor Wi

Together
I look at your eyes. You look at mine. I place my hand on your heart. You place your ands on mine. Our breathing is eratic. We start matching our breaths till that match our hearts begin to beat together I increase my breathing Deeper, A tad quicker you join mine As we do this, Our passion grows. We start to join. The rivers inside start to boil, the undercurrents strong with passion. I place my hand behind your neck, and bring your lips to mine

The Beginning Of Something Wonderfull Again...
So him and I went to court today and he dropped it. For those of you who dont know he had an injunction on me...Long story for another blog. So after court we got together with our son and spent some quality time. We went to a park. We shared a kiss that was so passionate. We even made the birds jealouse...hehe. The park bence never had so much attention. We talked about EVERYTHING that has happened in the last 4 weeks. We were meant to be together, and the way we are so happy with each other it feels nothing can keep us apart. The rest of the sh*t will be dropped on Friday so we can finally move on wh our lives. I cant wait to be a family again. We have so uch missed time together because we listened to other people. Who didnt ever want us happy anyways. Now there is NOTHING that will take us apart. That is a promise.

Fuck It.
Now that I've got your attention let's see if I can keep it! I have been looking for a relationship,friendship first of course for quite some time now, meaning something real.If I should meet somebody, click with them, and they are good to me; I'll be down for that person for life. I don't want any bullshit hassle and I don't think anybody else does either.I was keeping my options for a possible relationship open for either a male or female. I am a bisexual female and I am very sweet. I have long dark multi-colored hair (my roots are showing heh) hazel/green eyes, I am 5'2" and about 145 lbs...I know body wise I'm not a super model. Meh who would want somebody that may be pretty to look at but has no thought process beyond her makeup? I have a great sense of humor, sometimes dark and sarcastic. I enjoy studying human behavior (people watching mostly. I am a light geek,I love my computer.I love to sing I love rap, slow jams,industrial, and lowrider oldies out of everything I lis

Baby Sister
So my baby sister is in the Army. She's a 29 yr old single mother of two precious lil boys. She's had to sign over custody of both boys to my parents because she's being shipped off to Iraq. She'll be gone for 13 months (at least) and we're hoping she comes home safe. She's a dedicated mother, a best friend a sister could have and I miss her terribly. She's asked if I could get a band of people together to send her and her platoon care packages while they're in the desert. I know I'll be sending her things she needs, but I will not be able to send things for everyone. If you'd seriously like to contribute and would like a way to support our troops, please do let me know. I know each and every one of them will appreciate anything they receive. Send me a private message and I will get you the information. Thanks!

Slow Dancing
Today will mark my 11 months with my sexy Canadian Bobby. I had one fabulous weekend, and it got me thinking. So, is romance alive and well? As far as I am concerned, HELL YEAH!!! its alive. See, i figured that I would die a spinster. I know I am not all that, but I have personality out the wazzu!!! For all those non-believers that you can find love here on the net, I found my Bobby on a dating site. It all started with one little word, Ridgeway. Whats so special bout that? Well, I was born in Ridgway Pa. I never knew that there was a Ridgeway Canada. I thought it was cool, so I sent Toxic as he was called a message. A cute little babble bout the coinsidence. He thought it was cute as well, he responded. ( he had a few other women contact him, he didnt answer.) And from there sparks flew. 6months after the first note, he surprised me and showed up at my door step, Holy Crap was all I could get outta my mouth, nice eh? Its been pure bliss ever since, and I have met my b

Sexy Eyes Contest Open
Hey All!! K, Well As Promised Here Is The Info On The "Sexy Eyes" Contest... Below Is My Pic For The Contest...Check Me Out And Then Do Me The Favore And Pleasure Of Your Rates To Help Me Win!! All Love WILL Be Returned...Just Msg Me When You Have Helped Me Out!! SO WHAT DO YOU THINK...ARE MY EYES SEXY ENOUGH?! Click The Link Provided To Get To My Pic to Vote. And Once Again Thanx For All The Luv And Support!! [ fubar.com photo: 2361896511 ]

Table Of 15
omg 20 minutes before close 6 people walk in so im like shit oh well i get them set up and they tell me there are 6 more coming. the cook who barely speaks english let alone can read it haha is freaking out the other waitress at about the same time has a table of 8 come in so needless to say we were an hour late getting out of there and the huge mess hahaha wow what a nght

Life
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow

General Fubar Question And Answer Links
It's been a while...and with the new site changes, I thought it would be a great time to put out the FUBAR support blogs.Some new nifty site features and links...and some new information as well.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The following links below will take you to blogs that can better help you around the site. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For Salute Submission and verification Step by Step: Click here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For Site navigation: Click here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For Lounge Tutorials/CSS (Cascading Style Sheet) Coding: Click Here!For The Basic Breakdown of Lounge Coding: Click Here~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~For how to add Skins to your Profile: Click Here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~To get to the Fubar Vault: Click Here!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~To report an Underaged User: Click Here!~~~~

What Do I Look Like?! *by Me*
What do i look like? Do i have the word whore on me? When you look in my eyes... Do you see slut written then why do you treat me as so I am a woman A goddess I am not a piece of meat i am not here to entertain i am not here for ur pleassure i a human with a beating heart a broken one yes... But it still beats the same as yours...

Tequilla And Salt
~Tequila and Salt~ This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1.) There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2.) At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3.) The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be Just like YOU!! 4.) A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5.) Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6.) You mean the world to someone. 7.) You are SPECIAL and UNIQUE. 8.) Someone that you don't even know EXSISTS Loves You!! 9.) When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10.) When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11.) Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. *So......... If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, includ

A Love Unspoken
What of a love unspoken? Is it weaker without a name? Does this love deserve to exist without a title because I dare not share its name Does that make me cruel and cold to deny the world of my salvation because I chose to let it grow People tend to choke that which they do not understand Why shouldnt I be weary and withhold this love from MAN What of a love unspoken no one ever knows But this is a love that lasts and in secrecy it grows

Sometimes......
Sometimes I just want to smack some people upside the head. They sit there and tell you how much money they don't have and then turn right around and go out to dinner to eat. WTF? Or they are feeling really bad one day and go to work and wake up the next morning and feel better but say ya know I think it might come back so I think I will stay home and go to the doctor ( this person has no insurance and doesnt get paid time off from work). Yeah makes complete sense to me. You justr do that so when you get paid again next week you can tell me how much more money you dont have! Then same person has gotten a new dog, keep in mind she already has 6 cats and she doesnt have time to train the damn dog and its peeing and pooping all over the damn house and the house stinks to high heaven. She has fleas in the house from the animals and wont do anything about it. She has 3 kids, are the animals more important than her kids? Seriously? I just dont get peoples priorities. It doesnt make se

Mending A Broken Heart
The Three Stages of Mending a Broken Heart by: Dorothy Thompson You’ve been dumped. Short of throwing yourself off the nearest bridge, you resort to hiding in your bed for days, comforted only by the fact that at least you have a year’s supply of Moonpies by your bedside and your answering machine is on the alert in the hopeful case that your once loved one might call and beg to have you back. Only, that call never comes and that box of Moonpies? It’s a constant reminder that the emptier it gets, the more bloated you are. But, you don’t care. You wish the earth would open you up and swallow you whole. Sound familiar? Cases like this happens everyday. Falling in love has its risks and you’ve just experienced it first hand. You want your life back but don’t know the first thing about how to get out of that black cloud that hovers over you, or even finding the energy to do it. What do you do? Acknowledge the fact that you have to go through three different stages durin

Grown Ass Men
I've come to realize the men on here that are OVER 30 play this retarded game. They clearly see that I have an NSFW folder thats FAMILY ONLY. So what do they do? The shout or message me asking me whats in the folder. Call me crazy but I think its kind of obvious... Then when you tell them they ask if they can see. We all know that my answer is going to be no. If I wanted every perverted old guy on here looking at them I would've set the folder to either public or friends only. I'd at least like the few I give access to the photos to have a few brain cells. Can someone please tell me why GROWN ASS MEN feel the need to play stupid.....

This Is So Cute .. Lol
This was written by a black gentleman in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor and creativity!!! When I born, I black, when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black, when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black. You white folks.... when you born, you pink, when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red , when you cold, you blue , when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple , and when you die, you gray . So who you callin' colored folks ???

This One Is Real Smart. Oh Yeah.
Bottom up. [erica]..t...: i dont care who you are. ur nothing to me. ->[erica]..t...: amazing how you'd talk smack to the second in command of the lounge. [erica]..t...: stupid im talking to him right now on yahoo. ->[erica]..t...: congratulations. screencapped. and sent to john. [erica]..t...: actually i was in there last nite.and i was the first worker there befre u u stupid bitch. so stfu

We Are Getting Rid Of...
.....Our computer cause we have to sell it to be able to pay rent and eat, we will be getting rid of the internet here in a few days. Its been a nice run but when faced with the decision to surf the internet and fuck around on fubar, and paying the rent or eating, we have no choice. Our boy has to eat and this machine is the only way for us to make any money. I wont be deleting my account on here but I wont be on very often at all, not enough to be in auctions or repost anything or do anything of that nature on here anymore. There is absolutely nothing that can change this so please...no talking me out of it. Thanks guys, have fun, catch ya on the flipside.

Are Guys Really That Stupid
I met this guy off here, I really liked him. I tried to see him more, but I was apparently like a f friend...so now he wants to see me now, It's been since March, and now he's tryin to tell me he isn't a player. If that's so, then why are your nudes up for everyone to see? Do u think I'm that stupid? NEXT