Fubar Blog Posts 4

The First Time
The first time............. I opened the door and I see my dreams come true in one look in your eyes. My heart is beading so fast and my legs shake knowing that I will be making love to you for the first time. I take your hand and lead you down the hall to my bedroom. We just stare at each other for a few moments taking in what we are seeing. Looking at your face I can’t believe your really here in front of me. How I have waited for this moment. You take my face into your hands so softly and look into my eyes then bring your mouth to mine. You’re lips so soft brushing against my lips. You kiss me so sweetly and I just fall in your arms, my body melting to your touch. You part my lips with your tongue and find mind. Now you kiss me deeply and passionately, wrapping your arms around me. I push my body harder against you wanting you so close to me. You slowly take my shirt off, then my bra. You step back looking at my breast, then bring your hands to me to touch them gently and p

A Poem I Wrote When I Was In Iraq Last Year.
Here we are forever it may seem Hoping to awake from a really bad dream We came here to help those in despair To show them peace and that we really care Our purpose for being here will at times be lost By the pain and suffering and all it’s cost Freedom has a price that can only be paid By the sacrifices and bloodshed many have made Our loved ones back home continue to try Supporting us unselfishly without asking why It’s a war for oil that some people have said Bring home the troops before more are dead Politics and mistakes are what others may feel Thinking it would be easy and not a big ordeal A few say too many lives have needlessly been slain But we can’t let their deaths be made in vain Abandoning now will fill us full of regret For not really taking care of the overall threat This isn’t easy and that we can all see We must do this though, it has to be No one else will stand up for this fight Unless we come in with all of our might For those who still feel t

Lets Get It Together * Git-r-done Family *
OK HERE I GO ON MY SOAP BOX .. FAMILY MEMBERS LETS PLEASE ALL GET IT TOGETHER AND FINISH THESE CONTESTS WE ARE IN BEFORE WE START OFF ANOTHER ONE .. WE ALL NEED TO GET TOGETHER WITH OUR FAMILY LEADERS AND GET ORGANIZED .. THANK YOU FOR LISTENING , LETS GO GIT-R-DONE THE DEVILISH DEVIL

Spaghetti
A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he would pay her a large sum of money if she would go to Italyto secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italyto raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for child support payments to begin. One day, about 8 months later, he came home to his confused wife. His wife said, "Honey, you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it," he said. The wife handed him the card and watched as her husband read the card, turned white and collapsed. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with

I'm An Evil Bitch.
As you all know I was CT married to a great guy! I had some issues with how fast the whole relationship was progressing and I told him about them. In which he did back off. Well in all my confusion in what's going on outside of my "cyber" life I decided that maybe a relationship wasn't what I currently needed. Especially on the thought that he might be a rebound relationship. I chose to end the relationship before he got any deeper involved and hurt. Mind you we have only known each other 18 days at this point and have never met. This was a total phone and internet relationship. So now I find myself being accused of ripping his heart out and leaving it lying there and backing him out the door and slamming it on him. I just want to say in my defense that I'm not the evil bitch i'm being made out to be. I just need time for me to figure out what's best for me and currently it's not a relationship with this man. I do care about him very much as a friend, but at th

Cajun
You Know You're a Cajun When . . . Your last name isn't pronounced the way it's spelled. No matter where else you go in the world, you are always disappointed in the food. You get up in the morning and start cooking a pot of rice before you give any thought to what you'll fix for dinner. Your baby's first words are "long beads." You ask, "How dey running?" and "Are dey fat?" but you're inquiring about seafood quality. When a hurricane is imminent, you have a lot more faith in Nash Roberts than Super Doppler 6000. Nothing shocks you, period, ever. Not politics, hurricanes, red lights, parking tickets, the Saints, Mardi Gras. Your "one martini lunch" becomes a "five Bloody Mary afternoon" and you keep your job. You're walking with a plastic cup of beer. When it starts to rain, you cover your beer instead of your head. Your idea of health food is a baked potato instead of fries with your fried seafood platter. You call tomato sauce "red gravy." You k

My Bike Wreck
I had a racing bike wreck I am in a wheelchair now. Well May 11, 1997 at 22 years old. I had the bike wreck. I bought a racing bike on Tuesday put another front end on it and put lights and all on it. Friday I took it to the drag strip. Sunday on Mothers day I had the wreck because some one pull out in front of me in Ford Explorer and I hit the back coner for it and tolded them out and my bike at over 100 miles ahour. Their was a statetrooper right their eating and he said I was doing over 100. I was in a choma for 6 1/2 weeks. but mom said I was still in it for along time. I am very lucky to be here because I died twice. Motorcycles are real danagerous because people pull out in front of you all the time. And I can`t walk im in a wheelchair. But what put me in chair was a A autery had to be fix and they closed it off for 30 mins and when they dopened it back it had killed my legs. I didn`t break my back. Richie

First Impressions
Whats that you thinkin bout boy - - What you got on your mind... Are those thoughts about me - - That I see in your eyes... If Im reading correctly - - And I think that I am.... You want me to come closer - - And give you my hand... So then you can take it - - and lead me inside.... We can block out the world - - and make love all night... I could get lost in your kisses - - and melt with your touch... My body would tremble - - With the flick of your tongue... Id cum all in your mouth - - Mmmm.. multipule times... Sit up - Push you back - - And climb on for a ride... Id be bouncin my ass - - While you grippin my hips... Have you rollin you're eyes - - And bitin your lips.. Drop it down on you hard - - you got this pussy so wet... I feel you bout to explode - - But hold up - baby not yet... Keep you held tight inside me - - as I turn it around... So you can look at this ass - - While I make it bounce... Then you'd get up behind me - - Push

A Spiritual Love
A Spiritual Love “We have to treat people like we want to be treated and not like we've been mistreated. “ There is no higher joy than giving without asking anything in return, especially when we give unconditional love. Selfishness divides us and we claim superiority over one another in the name of love. Why we have problems loving is because we make love too restrictive. It has too many rules, regulations and expectations. Spiritual love is not about tradition and sentiment. Spiritual love is about truth, trust, acceptance and a willing faith. It’s about seeing God through another person and allowing God to love us through another person. Love can escape the restrictive boxes in which we contain it. I can’t complete the picture for someone else. I’m not that strong or Godly. The purpose of relationship is not to have another person complete you; but to have another with whom you might share your completeness.

I Figured It Out (read This)
This is dealing with my previous blog about how big a pain in the ass emails are to delete. You say there is no way to mass delete, I say there is I figured it out. Hold "shift" click the bottom email then while holding shift click the top email then hit delete. This works I deleted 90 emails in like 30 seconds. Tell me how this works for you.

Diatant Poem
Distant poem... How can these memories leave me, when your touches are all I can feel? How can all this be just be dreaming, when the taste is so vividly real? Tell me how can the pain ever slacken, if the distance just won't let it heal? Or am I just alone in this prison where time sets itself on it's heels? What makes a man leave such a treasure, the one thing that he holds so dear? And walk freely into these environs where, no one can really come near. Then look back on what he is leaving, and shed not a few heartfelt tears. What words can I find to be spoken, when you're too far away now to hear? Please tether those feelings of anger, thoughts saying that "I've let you down". Remember those times when you saw me, brighten so just from hearing your sound. Please hear past my poor words so failing to convey all the love you've brought round. Just look closely and see these emotions, naked now as the eyes of a clown. How quickly the st

You Are Worthy
You are worthy You are worthy of the best in life. It's not because anyone tells you so or gives you permission to be, but because you know deep down that you are. You have every reason to feel great about the good and valuable things you have done. You have the ability to expand on that goodness, on that value, on your own special gifts. Where you are is a very good place to be. For you are in a position to truly make a difference by expressing and fulfilling your most deeply held values and dreams. Certainly things are not perfect, and your world is filled with difficult challenges. Yet there is real treasure hidden within those challenges, for you have what it takes to move successfully through them. You know how great it feels to accomplish something positive and meaningful. Listen to that feeling, for it connects you to your purpose and your ability to do great things. Whatever you can imagine, you are worthy of reaching. Choose to make everything in your li

A Vent I Made To A Mumm Lol
If You Seen Something Happening In Your Medical System That Was Not Showing Fair Equal Treatment To All.. Would You Bring It To The Publics Attention? Ok To Be Less Vague :P (http://cherrytap.com/blog/82633/382720) After Loosing 140 Lbs I Have Been Wanting To Have Surgery To Help Complete My Goal Of Loosing The Weight And Remove The Extra Skin That Has Been Causing Some Medical Problems. I've Been Told That It Is Considered Cosmetic And The Surgery Is Approximately $36,000. However, They Will Cover The Surgery For Another Woman That Hasn't Lost Any Weight On Her Own. The Surgery For Her Would Be To Lipo, Breast Reduction, And Tummy Tuck Etc. She Told The Doctor That Her Back Hurts So Bad She Cant Get Off The Couch Without Help. But She Self Admitted Hasn't Tried To Lose Any Weight On Her Own. Says She Doesn't Like To Exercise. What would you do? Yes I am so frustrated.. I don't feel ill towards her. I am glad she is getting help. I am so very glad for her :D Just frstrate

(vote) Tell Me What U Think......
KK SO HERES THE THANG THIS BITCH IS TALKIN SHIT ABOUT ME TELLIN HER FRIENDS THAT HER BFS X GF IS UGLY!! ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS IM NOT STUCK UP AND KNOWS I DONT THINK I LOOK GOOD BUT WHEN IT COMES TO HER I LOOK BETTER THAN HER!! SO TELL ME WHAT U THINK MINE HERS

Dead Beat Dad's
Ya know, I'm a pretty laid back guy. Read my profile. I look at life just like I write in my profile. Always up, always laughing, always 1/2 full. The one thing that does, however, change this mood more than anything is dead beat Dads. As a man, with three wonderful kids, and an ex-wife that left me for someone else, I'm at a point in my life where I had to come to some terms with some pretty challenging issues that not only questioned my beliefs, but my spirit as well. I want to post this for those guys that think that they got "burned" or that their ex-wife is a worthless bitch. You know something, she pretty much thinks of you the same way? Life happens sometimes. Shit gets in the way. No matter what happened to you, face it, the courts are going to side in her favor, and you're pretty much going to get screwed in the whole custody and child support thing. Unless you have a ton of money, and you can expend your children's emotions over a big, long, nasty custody and support

To My Friends And Family
i am so sorry that i have not been communicating with anyone, but i guess im being punnished for something, i cant leave profile or pic. comments. if anyone has been thru this please help me out.send it to me thru my mail. still having problems with the shout box. love you all bob.

Myspace Is The New Fubar
So I have become disenchated with this website as you all know. When it was Lost Cherry I was on here all the time, bought blasts, met people, cared about points, all of it. Then CherryTap and NSFW stuff came along, I dealt with that. Did a little bitching but went along. I deleted my naughty pics, made separate folders for the things other people deemed naughty and basically conformed. I got a boyfriend and didn't come around much for awhile. I'd pop in once in awhile when things were tough. Even recently thought about buying another blast or becoming a VIC again. Today I login after probably a couple of weeks to find out that they have marked my entire T-Shirt folder NSFW. I was stunned, I get the rules about you have to have your head in the picture, but are you freaking kidding me?? A close-up of a Jolt Cola t-shirt is Naughty?? Not to mention they changed the name to Fubar which is RETARDED. Don't worry I'm not deleting or going away forever. I do promise

An Aussie Asshole
for all of you who missed it it rather amusing -- thx to the help of JD, Ben Dover, Boo Boo & few others he got PWND LMFAO!!! soo the story goes i wrote that bulletin that is sticky at present and he comments who gives a fuck, and i said well u must or u wouldnt of commented so this is from then on .......... oh what fun it was LOL!!!!

For Japp
A friend of mine is in the hospital so could you guys all say a prayer for her and her family. I'm gonna do what I can to go see her this weekend so ill post an update when i find out how shes doing and let u all know. Thanks so much!

My New Outlook On Fubar
I have recently came to the conclusion we all have the right to speak our minds and be heard but while doing so we have to respect others at the same time........this might not be a completely new concept but it is one that i guess is just hitting harder now than it has before......i have had a few friends hurt tonight and it is because of drama about someone on the net(some of you know who i speak of others don't)........the point is that he is constantly having to watch his ass now because of what he says on here and blocks people at site because of something they have in their name......i really wanted to speak my mind on this guys blogs but i was told no and i respect that...it is his place to be king of his world and not let those enter and speak unless he wants........but either way i just want to say i don't hate anyone on this site(ok maybe a few people) but that is because they have personally attacked me.......and can we all just remember this......this might be life but this

Why I'm Cranky Today
I apologize if I have been crankier than usual to some of you today and/or a bit spacy. On top of the usual kid junk I'm having to deal with: Last night I chipped part of the back of one of my teeth so that hurts like heck. My son broke my TV this morning and I can't afford to fix it or get a new one. About 5 minutes ago I discovered something happened with the aerator on my sons fish tank so his 4th birthday present, his gold fish, is dead. On payday, we discovered the check was cut in half and I have checks bouncing so I'm stressed about that. I'm sorry, I don't mean to take it out on anybody. PS. Oh and my son took the fish out of the tank himself to "make him swim" and then was crying about his poor fishy.

See What Happens When I Walk And Talk At The Same Time?
Okay, so here's the story.... I dropped my car off for repairs today. It was SUPPOSED to be done when I got out of work, and wasn't. A friend of mine gave me a ride home, and said call me later when it is ready and I will bring you to pick it up. Well, me being me, didnt want to BOTHER anyone....so I waited to see if I could catch a ride from my son, who of course, never came home.... The repair shop is less than a mile from my house, so I figure, God gave me two feet...sure, it's dark, but I will talk on the phone with my "Bro" and it will be fine. Right..... As I am walking, (and talking) I trip....over a DEAD CAT...which my bro (of course) finds hilarious! I start gagging, he is laughing, and my ride arrives at the same time. I hang up with my bro, and go with my ride to pick up my vehicle. He asks..."Whats so funny?" so I tell him. And he says, "Oh my God, my cat is missing!" at which point, I feel very bad! Except, he must be related to my bro, because he waits

Block This Idiot! Uggghhh
So this person was on my friends list, fan and we had exchanged a few comments but they flipped, ripped a pic that Boricua God Daddy made me and proceeded to rate then adjust my damn ratings...wtf? Confused fuck...I just got tired of the games and blocked them which is what you should do. · just72 re-rated your photo a '10' from a '9'! 55 sec ago · just72 re-rated your photo a '9' from a '8'! 58 sec ago · just72 re-rated your photo a '8' from a '7'! 1 min ago · just72 re-rated your photo a '7' from a '5'! 1 min ago · just72 re-rated your photo a '5' from a '4'! 1 min ago just72@ fubar

Wow Cruel Cruel World!
OMG MY AUNTY JUST RANG the one who had mouth cancer (if u didnt know it was in this blog 2007-03-05 http://fubar.com/blog/21223/253941) && she has breast cancer and has to go into hospital tomorrow THIS WORLD IS SOO CRUEL!!! :(

About Me
happily separated for all the right reasons...heading for divorce...father of two boys...my youngest I raised on my own since he was 4 months old...he is now 18...intelligent...funny...sarcastic...know who I am and where I am going in life...I have no time for fakes or liars...refers to myself as a bad boy with a great heart...I am positive happy person who looks to the future not the past...die hard leafs fan...I have a cat...I am poolshark and love going to the beach...I learned a long time ago no one can make you happy...true happiness comes from inside me...I hate dating...work in an automotive plant long crazy hours...I drive a saturn 5 speed...I have more fun then should be legally allowed...I know how to enjoy life...I don't let things get me down...I stay positive even through the bad times in my life...I like the person I have become...would not change anything in my life...I am always growing as a person and accept change in my life...I don't like planning things because lif

Young Guys
society places alot of pressure on us to do what is acceptable. I have been single now for 2 years and the majority of men I have dated have been younger. I find they have less baggage and are more open to adventure in n out of the bedroom. There has to be a rule of limitations though. I had the i cant date anyone younger than my children rule and it is still there but shaky...my present friend with benefits is two months older than my son....should I feel guilty

Goodbye Dallas
So it was a long, hard depressing day for me. My dog Dallas who I have had close to 11 yrs is not doing well. Hes gotten very old, and when we adopted him he was about 5 yrs of age. So he is at least going on 16 yrs old now. I woke up this morning, and saw him just laying there looking so helpless, he was so lathargic, his nose was warm & dry..I knew it was about that time. Cause the passed 3-4 months hes been going down hill with Arthritis in his hips..He is part shepard-lab-hound dog..and the vet told me it is very common in those breeds to have arthris and hip problems. It got to the point where we bring him out to go releive himself he cant squat to do his duty. And not to long ago earlier tonight, he was laying there, and I heard a wimper, I walked over and went pee right where he was laying. I lost it. So we call the vet and he tells us to bring him in tomorrow to be put down...and why couldnt I bring him now???!! Cause it was closing time. Sooo its ok, to let my dog s

Angela Kara Swartout (miller)
I write this now with heavy heart To all that knew Angie / Isis she was a very loving caring friend and someone that would do everything in the world for anyone that asked. I am proud and honored to call her friend and soo much more..... the following are excerts from conversations over the last couple of days - On August 12th her husband (Lloyd Swartout - AKA Osiris "IPT & PITAH") beat her to death She tried on numerous occassions to enlist the assistance of the State of Indiana, to be turned away because he was one of the "good ol boy's" went drinking with the local police and all...... Aug 12, 2007 11:28pm Angie: he slammed my head into the table then later threw me to the ground hit me several times and kicked me in the back cause he saw me talking on fubar and then in gmail Aug 13, 2007 11:33 AM just feel like somehing is very wrong me: where? you have been hit with more and more stress and I wish you would see the Dr. get checked out to make sure he did

He Would Have Been 6
AUGUST 15, 2007.. WOULD HAVE HAVE BEEN MY SONS BIRTHDAY.. HE WOULD HAVE BEEN 6 YEARS OLD AND STARTING FIRST GRADE IN SEPTEMBER.. SO THIS BIRTHDAY REALLY HITS ME HARD.. GOODNITE MY SWEET BOY.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. ZACHARY DREW AUGUST 15, 2001- OCT 19, 2003.. THIS POEM IS FOR HIM.. HE LOVED THE STARS AND THIS POEM SEEMED APPROPRIATE TO MARK HIS BIRTHDAY TRIBUTE.. AND HE MAY BE GONE FROM THIS WORLD BUT HE IS NOT GONE.. HE LIVES ON.. JUST NOT HERE WITH ME.. HE MAKES HIS PRESENCE KNOWN IN SO MANY WAYS AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL **BRIGHT STAR** The sky has a bright star, Brighter then all the others by far. I can see it night or day, I know it's you, showing me my way. Helping me travel through my grief, It doesn't matter what others say, it IS you that's my belief. Keep shining bright for me my son, Until my time on earth is done. Then you can meet me at heavens door, and I will hold you in my arms once more. The sky has a bright star, Brighter then all the others by

Smart Stuff
"A time comes in your life when you finally get it"…. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awkening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Chraming and you are not cinderella and that in the real world there arent always fairy tale endings(or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not

My Friends.
Sometimes we walk through life, Not even knowing where to go, Without a destination, or knowing why, Or with what kind of purpose... We go through life, looking for something, Though we don`t know what it is. Suddenly along the way, we meet wonderful people, "Those" who will change our lifes, in a way or another, "Those" who will be there for us, to guide us in our Way, "those" who will make life easier, just lending a Hand, or a comforting shoulder to lean on... Those people, who will always find a way to make us Laugh, even when we see the world falling apart at our feet. They will stand beside us, and will always be Willing to cheer us up... "Those" are the ones I call real friends... And YOU are definitely one of them... Thanks for being with me . YOU were just what I was looking for, I`m glad I found you... I count on you; I hope you count on me.... From now on... I CALL YOU FRIEND........................................

Rules For Members
We Welcome New Members Wankan-Tanka Clan ! The Rules Are Simple: Bring your individuality – There is room in our family for people of ideas and ideals. Enjoy meeting new people, chat, form friendships and have fun! Voice your opinions, and make suggestions as there is always room for improvement to make us better and stronger! Please read and reply/repost bulletins of the clan. Please fan/friend and rate members profiles. NO DRAMA – THIS IS A FRIENDLY SITE ! Respect your clan members during contests by helping them before others. Try to rate family members to help them level up. If you have problems, please let us help you resolve them before deciding to quit, our door is always open. Please try to attend all family functions once we have a lounge. This Rule has been voted in by Founders and Tribal Council Any Member of wtc can not join the archangel family founded by sixtyninemunch and dust_me_pink if u wish to join pleas

Spokenword(video Blog) : Injustice By Marq
Injustice Impenetrable, impregnable, An armor-clad rebel. At war with injustice, For these scales are not level. Governmental minions, collapse in ranks, Left disheveled. By a lone Norse soldier, Welding truth as my weapon. For, Michael Jackson is a pedophile, Guilty indicts this neo pagan. An O.J. is a killer; The juice went bad, he’s not worth saving Their innocents was bought, leaving victims distraught, all left in Shambles from atrocity, the hypocrisy, of this system But, I wonder… why Scott Peterson couldn’t escape you Oh, I that’s right he didn’t have enough money To fill his lawyers tummies & pack their pots full of honey An some of you watched this & chuckle at the dummies Just a comic strip, being played out like Sunday funnies But me, I fume, boil & grow numb see To watch the rabid rabbits rip up the remorseful bunnies They are real people, constantly watched on a monthly Basis to deface us in the eyes of our community So we must cleave through th

Lame
Im soo tired of people get'n pissed off cause i have private pix and dont wanna show em to every single guy that wants to see them...that's why they are private HELLO that is why we are given the option to have private pix. If you can't take the time to be my friend then why would i show you my pix? Or jeeze at least take the time to rate and look at my normal pix. If u did u would know that there are a couple nsfw's in there. And apparently now im stuck up cause i dont want every single person on fubar to see my good...yeah ok thats lame...SO do all the girls on here get harassed about their private pix..i'd really love to know. I mean really if u wanted to see tits that bad you know they have FREE porno sites you can check out im sure a MUCH better rack then mine! GRRRRRRRRRR

Delete Page Or Not?!?!
ok question of the day?!? lol so im thinking bout deleting my account today...and some of u who dont know me r wondering y...well im sick of men cumin to this website(women too) who claim they r single not married etc...and try to go a lil further than jus conversation...but in the long run individuals do get caught up and get hurt..and then u get their betta half cumin to ur page and asking questions like y u on my mans page and y u leaving him gifts and so on....for one if u one of the people leave that bullshit and drama off my page...im really not feelin it and quite frankly im tired of dealing wit it...so what im saying if u fake as fuck and u been lying to me get the fuck off my page i dont want and dont need the drama i got my own shit to deal wit...so should i stay or go?!?

What Do You Think? Why?????
How do i sound, What do you think? why? why not? I like hiking and camping. I love to dance. I like to cuddle. I have blue eyes and brown is lonish hair. I wear glasses. I am 5'8. born july 3rd 1975. I like long walks in the warm moon light and long drives to no place or anyplace on a warm day. I like fishing. I love long hair on women. The things that make me happy are: my photography, warm sunny days, good food (steak dinners, ect), holding the hand of someone I love/like and or just cuddling, the warmth of the sun, laughing, watching ER, when the NY Yankees win, the sound of birds, hugs, the smell of fresh mowed grass, driving down a country road on a nice day not knowing where it goes and not needing to get right back to where I came from, and seeing a smile ;-) , just to name a few happy things.... *** Wouldn’t it be amazing to have a best friend that you can have great intimacy with, and a great sex life with? *** I am looking for some one that can be my friend and who underst

Breakfast
As I stir from a well rested sleep, I feel you kiss my forehead softly, I smile. Your hand is gently rubbing my chest as we lay and snuggle for a few minutes before I hope out of bed and start the coffee making. When I return I pull back the blankets to climb back in and find you with your fingers gently massaging yourself, I swell instantly to my full potential as I watch. As I continue watching, your erotic scent fills my nose and I find myself slowly stroking my engorged manhood. After a few minutes of this I whisper in your ear, “Would you like a hand with that.” Your response is not a single word, but you grab a fistful of my hair and push my face between your legs. The scent of your flower is more inviting than any plant found anywhere in the world, and it tastes of the sweetest honey. With a sly smile I look up and say, “I could eat this for breakfast every morning.” As I drag my tongue from the top of your swelling petals to the bottom and then slide it in to find the center

Dont F*#% With Me
Seriously, boys. Stop fucking with me. I am fucking sick of all the goddamn bullshit I have to put up with. My last blog addressed all the losers trying to look at me naked, get me to talk dirty, whatever. This blog is for the uys who are supposed to be my friends. And the ones who acted all sweet at first, and them BAM! They're starting in on the dirty talk all of a fucking sudden. 1. If you have a girlfriend or wife, TELL ME UP FRONT. I fucking hate, hate, HATE getting into something with a taken man. We can be friends, but come on. Stop fucking lying to me. 2. If you're trying to get with me, don't act like I'm the only one you want if I'm not. Really, boys. It's easy. Don't say I am the only one you want if you're really also trying to get someone else's attention. Even just online, THAT'S FUCKING LAME. 3. I don't want a commitment. So stop fucking trying to push one on to me. My fucking god!!! I will NOT be your girlfriend. Date me and all that good shit, but you WILL

Contest Best Smile!
Click the picture!!! Please Vote and Comment on my Picture for the Best Smile Contest! This is by ratings!!! Comment bombing will be used for tie breaking!!! Everything counts! I will be posting a bulletin or two to promote the contest...it would be greatly appreciated if everyone reposts... The contest ends Monday Sept. 10 at midnight EST... Thanks!!! Will try and return the favors! xoxox Click the picture!!!!!

Yep Still Pregnant 8-26-07
WELL THEY JUST KEEP ON STOPING MY LABOR. IM SOOO TIRED OF IT. EVERYTIME I GO INTO LABOR THEY STOP IT! THOSE DARN SHOTS ARENT VERY NICE EITHER. LAST TIME IT HAPPENED WAS ON LAST WEDNESDAY. THEY TOLD ME THEY HAD TO STOP IT UNTILL I AM 37 WEEKS, SO NOW I AM 37 WEEKS, AND NO CONTRACTIONS. IT SUCKS. I THINK THE MEDS ARE STILL WORKING. HOPEFULLY THEY WILL WEAR OFF SOON. MY KNEES AND ANKLES FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GONNA BREAK AND EVERYTIME I TAKE A STEP I GOT A SHARP PAIN BEHIND MY BELLY BUTTON. NOT TO MENTION SHE STICKS HER KNEES OUT AND IT HURTS ALOT. I WISH SOMEONE WOULD HAVE TOLD ME PREGNANCY WAS GONNA BE THIS BAD. AS FOR CRAVINGS ITS APPLE PIE! I LOVE ME SOME APPLE PIE WITH ICECREAM... AND OLIVE GARDEN MMMMMM LOL MY NEXT APPOINTMENT IS ON THIS COMING UP WED, HOPEFULLY I WILL HAVE HER BEFORE THEN THO. IM ALREADY DIALATED TO A 2 AND 60% EFFACED. WISH ME LUCK LOL

Write My Song
INK STAINS MY FINGERS AS THE PEN TAKES CONTROL THOUGHTS BARELY REGISTERED FLOW FORTH FROM MY SOUL WORDS WRITE THEMSELVES ON EACH NEW PAGE EAGER TO BE RECORDED FREE FROM THEIR CAGE I TRY TO WALK AWAY PUT DOWN THAT PEN BUT THE INK BECKONS ME TIME AND AGAIN PHRASES SPILL OUT IN FRONT OF ME URGENT AND DEMANDING ESCAPING WITH GLEE

Footsteps Of Honor...!!!
Footsteps of Honor Current mood: optimistic Category: Writing and Poetry Hope you like it..;) I hear the songs of the Whispering Wind. I feel their chants brushing against my cheek. I taste their rhythm in the words I speak in song, And take in its lessons to balance in flow, leaving my foot steps behind in harmony. I hear the dance of the rain making its way, dancing on the roof tops of our Mother Earth. I feel her gift of cleansing, and feel my spirit growing. My spirit soars with life flowing through in veins. leaving my foot steps behind in Honor. And if I should happen to fall behind, I will take all my reminders in hand, and place them in heart. I would plant another seed of growth, and take in all that needs to be. Leaving my foot steps behind with self respect. Knowing that I am always two steps ahead.

Pierced
So Addicted I am addicted to being pierced. I have had my nose, hood, tongue, (right ear) helix & lobe, (left ear) lobe and now industrial. I took my nose piercing out a very long time ago and my hood piercing as well. (here we go again…) lol I got an Industrial last night. I am so proud of myself. It hurt like a son of a bitch, but I didn’t even make a face. Damn straight I’m a hard ass… hahaha!!! When all is said and done I will have my industrial, tragus, rook & lobe done on my left ear and my helix, tragus, rook & lobe on my right.

Hrmm
she walks in the door, to see his shirt by the door, she picks it up just to walk two feet and find a bra, she kicks it off to the side walks a little further and finds his pants, she starts to cry as she walks further in the house she can smell them, the aroma has taken over her once peacefull house, the noises seem louder in her head, then they really are,, she sits down and holds her head, the walls are pounding, she cant take it anymore, she stands up and goes to the closet, pulls out her box, and runs to the room... opens the door, and in thier dismay face down a barrel of a .45 .... does she pull the trigger?

Starting A Contest Sept. 5----
Starting a contest Sept. 5 to help promote my webstore-the winner will get a chanceto be a modeland have her own poster at my store, as well as receiving a percentage of the profits! The one who gets the most comments wins! http://www.cafepress.com/jonnywadd2

Mushroom, Bacon, Chicken Casserole...
Mushroom, Bacon, Chicken Casserole Okay, to give a little more variety of things to eat in the next couple of weeks, here this wonderful Southwest Texas traditionally inspired dish (with a little variation of my own): 1) Mix in big stew pot until well mixed and heated --2 cans mushroom soup (also add water as per instructions on can; you will need this extra liquid when adding the corn tortillas later) 1 can rotel tomatoes with cilantro 1 big hand full of snow peas 5 stalks celery diced up 1 jar mild salsa 1 bag grilled chicken strips, hand broken in to bite size chunks (24 oz)** Season to taste (usually use garlic & Mrs Dash's garlic and herb & salt and pepper) 2) Take from heat and add and stir in small torn pieces of corn tortillas. 3) Pour into casserole dish; lay bacon strips on top; top with taco cheese; bake in oven for 19-32 mins. @some type of temp. 4) Ready to serve an army! j/k... It is a hefty amount that goes into a very large casserole dish. ** If

I'm Just Sad Today
Let me begin with R.I.P. to my friend Eldrena Jones, who passed away at around 1am last night...als R.I.P. to Bryan Williamson, another great friend of mine, who was shot and killed early yesterday morning....both of them were 27 years old......

Hot Sex!!!!
Now that i have your attention, i'll be on cam tomorrow afternoon, probably around 1 or 2 to start. those of you that know where to find me, awesome ... those of you that don't know where to find me... i'll be on alt.com (you can view cams with a standard account, no credit card or payment is needed) from your home page after you create the account go to view webams go to couples (man & woman) then look through the cams for sinamynlee although i'm listed under couples, my boyfriend will NOT be in the show so please don't ask. if you need more info, reply in a comment here and i'll check them and answer in the comments in case anyone has the same questions.

This Guy..stay Away From
ggguy4u heres why: qguy4u: shit thats ture ur also a fuckin whore ur married with all those pics online plus i saved them im going to make my own profile for 1 thing im not married and im here to meet people and have fun thats it. so if you people are smart delete his sorry ass..cause i wouldnt let him see my pics..thats why he will turn on you.

Taking A Break
Im going to be taking a time out from Fubar for a short while, I will still be checking message but thats it, I wont be around to leave comments etc. If I only had one life I would live it with you If I only had a dollar Id half it with you If I only had one drink I would buy two straws If I had only one meal Id share it with you If I only had a minute left Id spend it with You © Dave Emmerson

What A Friend Of Mine Bought Yesterday.
It's the "Knight Mfg SR-25 308win Mk 11 Mod 0 with suppressor Harris bipod and Leupold MK4 Mil-Dot Sniper Scope and he paid $8000.00 for it. When I saw it.. I drooled.. it is a beautiful weapon and the stats on it are amazing.. Plus, he told me when he went to get it appraised.. he would have to get a paper route to pay for it. LOL

I'm Here For You
I'm here for you, To make you smile. When you're feeling down, To walk that last mile. I'm here for you, To ease your pain. And dry your tears, When they fall like rain. I'm here for you, When you need me. To stand beside you, And I always will be. I'm here for you, When you need a friend, To tell your troubles to, And I'm here till the end.

My Long Lost Sister
I am looking for a girls name Kelly Ann Mitchell and Kimmie Ann Mitchell sister born to Michael Mitchel and Linda Vitallie in New Jersey on Nov. 21 1977 and Nov. 19 0r 20 1978. They have a brother name Tony and sister Angela. If you happen to know these people will you please contact me. This is very important for me to find them for my dad. He has been looking for them sent they where 5 and now we are tring once again by use of the internet. So if you know them or if you are them please contact me. On my space my yahoo is firefly_n_hell@yahoo.com or lizardlady28@hotmail.com. I am getting married in a week and I would love to have them here. Please help me!!!!!!!

I Wish I Were A Cucumber (poem)
I WISH I WERE A CUCUMBER I wish I were a cucumber Like the ones in her refrigerator The ones she chills Before she peels To give herself orgasmic thrills I'd watch the carrots cry As they get pushed aside They're not as big as I And they don't satisfy Celery never had a chance They don't get a second glance They'll never make it down her pants But I would . . . If I were a cucumber

New Update
Ok I got more news and unfortunately its not good..After they got her awake they found she has no use to the right side of her face .She cant even close her eye. They dont know how much is permanant and only time will tell...so please everyone still pray for her!

Read This If Your On My List
ok to everyone on my list i am married and i am not going anywhere and if u dont like please remove from your list ..i am only on fubar too have fun and make friends ..so please stop running your mouths and assuming things when u dont have a fucking clue ...thank you and to all those who choice to stay friends hugs and kisses i love you all

So Confused
so i have been going through shit with myself and i don't get whats wrong. OK I HEAR WOMEN SAY THEY WANT THIS AND THEY WANT THAT. I DATED A FEMAL WHO SAID I WAS TOO PERFECT AND DIDN'T WANT TO MESS IT UP SO SHE LEFT. THE ONLY FEMALES I FEEL I CAN DATE ARE HOOD RATS THAT HAVE NO GOALS. WELL ACCEPT HAVING THE NEW BABY DADDY AND HIS CHILD SUPPORT CHECK. why can't i have a woman i think is a real dime. here goes my run down *i have a big ass heart *i'm very affectionate *i love kids *very open minded *strong sex drive *loves romance *ex army football player and soldier *college education *love life and faith in God *poet and dancer and rapper *don't smoke or drink *loves his momma...hahahah i'm not a baller. i struggle, and live check to check. i'm not a thug and get grossed out by the thought of hitting a woman. so what is wrong with me besid my finacial shit

How I Found Out I Liked Girls (aka Twincest)
Me and my twin sister Stephanie joined the cheerleading squad our freshman year of highschool. That also meant we had to be at school early a lot, so in order to save time we started taking showers together in the morning. It wasn't a big deal, nothing sexual, and we were closer than non twin sisters anyway. Eventually we started washing each others backs and if we were in a playful mood we slapped each others butts and giggled. I didn't realize it at the time but we were flirting. One morning before my mom left for work she stopped by the bathroom to let us know that school had been canceled for the day. We were so excited that we spanked each others butts, jumped up and down laughing and gave each other pecks on the lips. We had just gotten in the shower so we decided to finish. We could take our time but we still soaped each other up. When Steph finished with my back she spun me around and rubbed her soapy hands on my breasts. I gave her a peck, and another until they l

Update
Hey everyone. I am so sorry that I have not been able to be in contact with anyone lately. There are issues right now that I am taking care of and hopefully soon I will be back up and running. Right now I am back in Wilkes Barre for a few days I recieved a phone call last night in regards to my father. He is not doing well at all. His kidneys have shut down he is no longer eating. They sent a priest in yesterday evening to read his last rights. So it is only a matter of time. Thank you to everyone who continues to keep my family and I in their thoughts and prayers. It helps knowing that there are people out there who care. I miss you all and hope that things are well. Hugs and luvs to all of you. Missy

Poem
dancing dreams in vain withheld in silent fame whisper one last time crying out faintly with pain. the night air softly tames there's no way out tonight, passionate visions lead the way into an endless and violent plight. your love burns and heats the night but fades like tears in vain a restless and lonely heart which lies seeping from the strain. theres a fire burnin' under me the heat gets in your eyes and the passion is deep inside of me- it cries it screams it flies. streaking my heart,the games you play, your love,it rolls on by depleted in a single desire, it flashes then fades away,into the Autumn sky. your love burns and heats the night but fades like tears in vain a restless and lonely heart which lies seeping from the strain your love burns and heats the night but fades like tears in vain and all thats left inside of me are weak memories and pain.

Here's The Deal
I have watched nothing change on my page for weeks...I don't expect everyone to visit with me daily but i do expect a modicom of contact. I understand busy schedules and life outside the computer...I know I am terrible with comments for most of you as I generally only respond to those posting them to myself...but if you have nothing to say to me or have no time for me even when I send messages asking how you are etc...then please send me a clue so I can set you free from my high expectations of what a friend should be. I am tired of feeling like no one cares. Its silly I am sure as I am silly as they come. But my skin is bare. So stay or bail but let me know either way. p.s. if you have posted anything including just a shout in the last 10 days you are excluded from this as you have made an effort to communicate. thanks!

Bot Old List ~ Page 2 Of 3
Best Of British To find out more about the group then please click here to go to the blog :D You are to rate, fan and add everyone on page 1 first then move on to this page :D 101 madredhead Brits on Tour@ fubar 102 The English Gent . {B*O*T}@ fubar 103 peterm*~Brits on Tour~*@ fubar 104 jake brits on tour@ fubar 105 scarywaltzer, Brits On Tour@ fubar 106 lil_lady_vamp(BRITS ON TOUR)@ fubar 107 tocky ~brits on tour~@ fubar 108 Mittac ***BRITS ON TOUR & NAUGHTY NORTHERNERS***@ fubar 109 ClassyFever 2nd Manager DHR(Perv Crew Butt Slapper) aka DJ Shadow B.O.T.

This Made Me Proud
My brother-inlaw is in the Army and was able to come home for a week to see his son be born lastweek. Well he had to be at the airport yesterday to fly back. He was bummed because he doesnt get to see his son grow up for awhile and was drinking a drink at the bar. This lady came up to him and starting asking him all these questions since he was in his uniform. He got on the plane and the flight attendant came up and said can you come with me. He though damn what did I do now. Well they brought him to first class and the lady at the bar gave him her first class seat and she flew in his coach seat. Then the pilot came across the intercom and said they have a US Army soldier on board and we wanna thank him for his service. THe whole plan applauded. He was so touched he started to cry because he was having such a tough time not being with his son and this brought his spirits up. When I found out it gave me chills because it is so awesome when our nation shows respect and doesnt forget our

Friendship
Friendship is based on honesty and trust. Friendship is being able to help when help is needed. Friendship is being able to tell one another the truth even though it may hurt. Friendship is being able to just hang out and have a good time. Friendship is knowing when something is wrong without anything being said. Friendship is both good times and bad times. The one thing that friendship is not and that is lieing because your afraid to tell the truth. I will always be your friend and will always be here to help you and make you smile when you are sad, I will never lie to you to spare your feelings, because lieing always leads to more hurt. I hope you feel the same way and value our friendship as much as I do. I will always be your friend, the question is will you always be my friend.

Ok So I Want New Pics And I Need Some Ideas
OK SO IM GETTING BORED WITH MY PICS I LIKE TO ADD NEW ONES AS OFTEN AS I CAN TO SEE HOW I CHANGE BUT IM BORED WITH THE SAME TYPES OF PICS POSES AND CLOTHS ECT SO IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEA OR REQUESTS PLEASE LET ME KNOW IM TRYING TO GET AS MANY PICS UP IN THE NEXT 2 DAYS AS POSSIBLE SO THE SOONER THE BETER PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS WHAT YOU THINK MUAH LOVE ALL OF YOU

On Dragon Wings (poem)
To float on a dragon's wing Is a very special gift indeed One given very rarely as well To feel the purest of joys The greatest of Freedom Only one can imagine The wind in your hair The sun on your face Above the world away from all troubles Gliding among the clouds Seeing the world from a Dragon's view Feeling alight as a feather Having no ties to the ground Or the problems of the World That now lays far below What joyous feelings one experiences When given the change to be a flight Upon the powerful beatings of Dragon Wings A flight as ever in the skies Upon the mighty back of a Dragon As their powerful wings beat the air What a joyous gift and experience One is given with this Upon the Mighty Dragon Wings wrote 9/24/2007

Define,me...
Ok,my friends and family this should be easy for you..Define "shake" There,are many that have written about their lifes influence,their friends and even their loves..Many,have asked me"who are you,shake"? Now,you have a chance to answer that question..Think,you can? There,among you that have gotten that close to be able to answer that Question.. I,am many or just one person..This,is yours to choose.. I,have left many comments on your stashs..Rated you high..Not,because I seek anything in return..I,have read your blogs,watched your videos..You,have given me insight to your thoughts and feelings..Not,many would ever let that happen in life beyond this computer..Think,about it,think about what Ive left you in your stashs..Then,one day you will read a comment that will make you laugh,then the thought process begins..Who,is shake?

Death In The Family
As all of you know I try to say hi to all my friends everyday.... Today has been a very mixed emotion al day. I have just been told that someone close ...who has been batteling cancer for some time has just passed away.So to all the friends i didnt manage to say hey to today ... justso ya know i am still thinking of ya and I hope you have a great Wed. Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

She Needs Help
this poor girl needs help.she has become such a point whore she made a bet she is losing.she bet she could level before someone else who is far more attractive then her.she is losing miserably.if she loses the bet she has to delete her account.the other girl is not very atrtractive but she doesnt look like a meth addict like our lovely *~J~*.so if you can spend an hour or 2 commenting and rating her it would really help this poor point whore out! *~J~*@ fubar thank you for your time!

*new* Interviews
i went to this job fair the other day and didnt really see anything i liked but i still put my resume out there..so today i wake upto a phone number i have never seen and i got an interview for tuesday at CMC impact metals. so i hang up and go pee and then my phone rings again and i have another interview on monday at GLI pool products...im so happy... hopefully one of these will come through and i can start working again..im going insane sitting at home......well thats enough of me ranting and raving...laters

Fakes On Fubar Have Got 2 Go!
Sign by Dealighted - Sign by Dealighted - FAKES ON FUBAR ARE BECOMING A REAL PROBLEM!I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DON'T GIVE PEOPLE A TIME LIMIT ON POSTING A SALUTE!IN MY ALL HONESTY I THINK IF A PERSON IS ON FUBAR AND CREATES AN ACCOUNT THEY SHOULD GIVE YOU A TIME LIMIT OF 1 MONTH 2 POST A SALUTE!A MONTH IS ENOUGH TIME TO GO BUY A DISPOSABLE CAMERA OR BORROW A CAMERA FROM A FRIEND!IN DOING THIS YOU WILL BE ABLE TO ELIMINATE ALL THE PIC STEALERS AND FAKE DOWNRATERS!WE ALL KNOW THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE WHO LIKE 2 CREATE FAKE ACCOUNTS JUST 2 DOWN RATE OR HARRASS PEOPLE WITH!TODAY A FRIEND OF MINE CAME TO ME AND TOLD ME A YOUNG LADY WAS STEAL THEIR PICS AND POSTING THEM ON THERE PAGE PRETENDING 2 BE THEM AND THEY FEAL VIOLATED AND DISRESPECTED! SO HERE IS THE FAKE THAT LIKES TO STEAL WOMENS PICS AND PRETEND TO BE THEM... shelly@ fubar PERSONALLY I THINK ITS SAD THAT SHE WOULD GO THIS FAR TO STEAL SOMEONES NUDES PICS AND ACT LIKE ITS ALL GOOD.SHE IS EVEN TELLING PEOPLE THEY REAL

Poetry ~ I, Master *part Ii* By Marq
To & inspired by my former slave I, Master *Part II My heart aches from these needs Longing to touch... taste, & feed Your essence beckons... set it free This desire to own... it's the Master in me Soft yet firm...That's My duality Two Old souls met in serendipity But, such is karma... it is the way of things Earned from past trails, this... our reward it seems You complete me, soothing primal desires An I'll keep you warm by my Dominant fire I revel in your service & bask in your submission My sweet slave fulfills her Sir's amibitons Hence, I guide us to Bliss... Love, Lust, & Pleasure A Divine Exchange beyond, most minds' measure For even to me... its hard to conceive So how could another fathom or believe All the ways we suit and sate each other A bless'ed union bound by the trust in one another And by the knowledge that none could replace the void that we fill, in that once empty space It Dwells down deep, few can understand When the role of a

:)
This is my sweet Jimmy!! :) ♥ Jim~D.S.C.~FB hubby to Mystefyi~@ fubar I could never forget these wounderful friends of mine ever! RECONDOC _DSC_ Loving MY Jada!!! eXtreme X (resident comedian){ Security guilty pleasures lounge}@ fubar ~!~ BobbyT645 ~!~ TAKEN ~!~@ fubar Boycott Wal-Mart@ fubar Jables@ fubar Gary-Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction Owner@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar Tim ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DirtySouthCrew~Jamies FB Hubby~@ fubar Dirty Beast of the D.S.C.@ fubar Gandalf122872 ~D.S.C.~

How To Tell A Girl You Love Her.
There's this girl that I'm totally in love with. I've been thinking about ways to tell her I love her. Here are a few of my ideas - 1. Take her to a really romantic setting in the woods in late evening. Pull a candle out and some wine. Light the candle next to a log and sit down near a pretty flowing creek with fur trees and the fresh smell of fallen pine needles. Smile and look her in the eyes and ask her if she's cold. Girls love it when you're romantic and caring like that. So she'll probably say yes. If she says yes, put your arm around her and everything is cute and cuddly and blissful. However, if she says no, grab a tree trunk and knock her into the icy creek. Let her float down the current a little then pull her out by her hair and ask, "How about now?" And she'll probably say yes. Of course she'll say yes. Girls are very predictable like that. Then offer her your jacket and tell her you're only giving it to her to silence the annoying teeth chatter. If she gets hissy, push

Omg!! Not Again!! You Cant Be Serious?!!
haha...yes i am very serious! i have joined kristan smiths, 'any picture you want' photo contest! i know, i know...it wasnt that long ago that i won her first contest :) i dont know, theres just something about that girl...grrrr :D:D anyways, the contest goes until the 19th of october. :) i am trying to win a 7 day blast, so please help if you can! every rate is 5 points and every comment is worth 1 point. bombing is encouraged! :D:D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!!(rate and comment) also...please look for and re-post my bulletin if you will :)http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=546343607 love you guys!! oh ya...ive decided that if i win this contest i will buy myself another month vip :D just fyi lol :D

Why Do U Hurt Me??
I AM SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER I'M SUPPOSE TO BE UR PRIDE YOUR JOY SO WHY DO U HURT ME I'LL NEVER KNOW YOU SAID U LOVED ME IS IT TRUE?? IF YOU LOVE ME WHY DO I FEEL SO BLUE?? I AM SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER I'M SUPPOSE TO BE UR PRIDE UR JOY SO WHY DO YOU HURT ME I'LL NEVER KNOW IT'S NOT UR FAULT IT'S ALL ON ME SO WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE AND JUST LET ME BE. SOMEONE LOVES ME THIS I KNOW BUT I AM BROKEN I AM NOT WHOLE I AM SUPPODSE TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER I AM SUPPOSE TO BE UR PRIDE UR JOY SO WHY DO YOU HURT ME I'LL NEVER KNOW SO MUCH ANGER SO MUCH PAIN IS WHAT I FEEL SO MUCH SORROW IT FEELS LIKE IT WILL RAIN I AM USUALLY SO STONG SO WHERE OH WHERE DID I GO WRONG I AM SUPOOSE TO BE UR DAUGHTER 1 AM SUPPOSE TO BE UR PRIDE UR JOY SO WHY DO U HURT ME THIS I'LL NEVER EVER KNOW I SEARCH FOR A WAY OUT BUT ALL I HAVE IS SELF DOUBT WHY U HURT ME SO I WILL NEVER KNOW DO U FEEL MY HURT DO YOU FEEL MY PAIN?? YOU ARE SELFISH AND THINK

An Angel Cries......
The Night the Angels Cried.... At Birth the Doctors said they would try... but she is too weak and the drugs from the womb..she is too high... we are sorry for your loss but this infant child will surely die. The parents young and foolish knew no better and said good bye. They left that baby girl on a snowy night to die. It wasn't long before an Angel came from above to take the child not yet a day old that had never known Love. Safe and Warm for the first time in the Angels embrace they made their way to Heavens Gates. You can not imagine the Angels surprise...for at Heavens very gate..this infant child was denied. "Why Dear Lord, why won't you let her in? She is but an infant...she has committed no Sin. Surely there is room here and in your Heart...we all knew sure was coming from the start..." Then the Angel bowed his head and cried as he listened to the fate of this infant child. We knew of her arrival... This is true but you must take her back to the

$ Broke Ribs!
I normally do not post blogs, but I decided tonight I would so that everyone would know what was going on. As you all know I am a deputy, and had to work the past 2 nights. First night was so boring, I was praying for something to do. Little did I know what the next night would bring my way..Ha Ha! The second night started as normal..nice and slow. We gained a female, who was drunk and juiced up on some drugs...what kind, we have no idea....So anyway, I escorted her to a nice private cell, and she decided she did not want to be in that nice cozy cell. She threw her laundry basket down, screamed some obscenities at me, and charged me. She threw a punch, and I caught it with my right hand. I got her in a head lock and took her to the ground. Lets face it, where the head goes, the body will follow! Ha! As we went to the ground, I hit my left side on a stainless steel toilet. Yeah I know, how funny is that! LOL! We fought for 5 minutes before anyone every knew a 10-24 (FIGHT) was go

Ok Lol
Can someone explain this to me please. Im 30 years old and sick and I want my mommy!!!!!! WTF.... I feel like an idiot but yes i want my mommy to make it all better. lol i think the freaking flu is setting in... yucky

Poem: What My Husband Will Get From Me
Though I have always said, I dont need a third to know how stupid the first two were for me. But if all is how Im about to describe. I think if marriage becomes an option for me. Here is what would happen if you/we were married. Each morning bonner wouldnt be just cause you need to pee. If your good to me, each morning youd wake up with breakfast & coffee. & Even make time for a quickie. At lunch you'd find notes that would only leave you lusting for me. You'd come home to fresh home made cooking. If you come home dirty. I'll strip you down while we are knecking. Id join you in the shower scrub you up then either bend over with one legg up. Or Just do those things to you, those things that pleases you. Those things that make you tremble in the knees, cause you. Let me do as I please to you. You eventually take time to wine & dine me. We see a movie, then off to some chinese. We get a booth. Im in a skirt. Your in a suit. We're looking/lu

Girls Or Grown Women
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.

Happiness Is?
i think I've come to realize that all i may need in life could potentially be an emo boy, bottles and bottles of jameson, rock music, & Cigarettes and I'll be all set. Oh and some corn fields. ~~~~> *smirks at Elizabitch & Ruby*

Shower Continues
[From Part 1]: … The towel around my head drops to the floor and my long damp red hair showers out around me. I reach around and pull your head and engorged cock against me as we continue to kiss. I shiver against you, hoping this will never end, wanting to feel you deep inside me again, very soon. I know that will happen. [PART 2 BEGINS] The clean scent of our bodies excites us. You take me by the hand and with the rest of my towels falling to the floor you lead me to the foot of my oversized bed. Our kisses become ever more passionate, our tongues pushing in and out of each other’s mouths. I reach to stroke your hard cock, my fingers sliding smoothly through the pre-cum dripping from the thickly swollen end. I drop down on the bed and quickly take your manhood into my warm, wet mouth. I lean forward, sucking you all the way, pressing my lips down until the head of your cock hits the back of my throat. So big, so hard! I swallow your clean wet cock into my throat. You rock, y

Separated Why??
Ok, so anyone that I've talked to on here now knows that I split up with my husband of 9 years last week. Anyone that knows us as a couple are extremely shocked because there was no signs to anyone that anything was wrong. I'm one of those people that would rather try to talk things out and try to fix things on my own before blabbing my problems to everyone. If I need help fixing something, then I ask, if not, I'll do it myself. Plus, I have enough respect for my husband that I'd rather confront him with the issue instead of going behind his back. It is a team effort right! Unfortunately, what people don't know is my hubby suffers from a 'Passive Aggressive' personality type. Which pretty much means he's miserable all the time! Trying to get him to smile is like pulling teeth! Everything in his life is negative even though most would say he has the world. I've spent 9 years trying to get him to at least notice me. Every girl needs attention and I'm not ask for much and I need

Because Some Asswipe..
Alrighty.. since some dick weed decided that he would be a stalker and rip my pics, and now threaten to post them everywhere, I'm going to make my NSFW pics for family only. Merry Christmas!

"bring Sexy Back" Pic. Contest!
Bringing Sexy Back Contest Has Started Vote For The Hot Bodies NOW!!! Person who brings the most sexy back with the most comments wins!!! The Contestants are: Kristan Smith http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=3630799636# Half Moon Babe http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=2584068068 NENOO~ http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=1647477637 Cutze16 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=433188991 RockStar172 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=3246663843 TOXiC http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=110688822 DJ Minou http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=1774289973 ~CJ~ http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251&albumid=637274&i=4288598362 ~FoxyLady1977~ http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=917251

Toot-toot Tuesday
Chugga-Chugga ... choo-choo! 8-p Ahhhh, The Tuesday Train :) I've enjoyed this concept thus far, I feel as though my fu-friends are great ... And I want you all to meet each other - and THATS why the "Tuesday Train" was started. I'd like to hear from some past train passingers: Did the train actually introduce you to anyone that you've stayed in contact with? -or- Did you feel as though you were tied up on the E-tracks in front of it ... Waiting for your hero that NEVER came to the recue??? *smirks* With all my new friends ... you may be wondering: WTF ? So I'll post part of my So, What is with this: -adding this today- Q:

Thankful For My Life
THIS PAST SUNDAY STARTED OUT AS A NORMAL DAY I LEFT MY HOUSE WITH MY BEST FRIEND MARINA AND WE DID MORNING ERRANDS BEFORE WE PICKED UP HER OLDEST DAUGHTER. WE HAD A GREAT TIME AS ALWAYS. BUT THAT DAY WAS SPECIAL CUZ IT WAS MY ROOMMATES BIRTHDAY. WE PLANNED A SURPRISE PARTY AND EVERYTHIN. I ONLY HAD LIKE 2 AND A HALF HOURS OF SLEEP BUT I WASN'T DRIVING SO IT WAS ALL COOLCUZ I COULD SLEEP. (I NEVER DRIVE LOL) SO WE PICKED UP HER DAUGHTER AND CONTINUED ON WITH OUR THINGS WE HAD TO DO. BY THE TIME WE GOT TO THE PARTY IT WAS ALMOST GONNA START AND WE HAD A GREAT TIME WITH LOTS OF FOOD AND EVEN HULA (TRADITIONAL HAWAIIAN DANCE) IT WAS REALLY NICE AND MY ROOMMATE WAS SO SHOCKED I'LL NEVER FORGET THE LOOK ON HIS FACE LOL...(U KINDA HAD TO BE THERE) WHO KNEW THAT ON OUR WAY BACK LIVES WOULD CHANGE FOREVER?? I WAS SUPPOSE TO LEAVE THE PARTY WITH MY ROOMMATE BUT I DECIDED TO GO WITH MARINA CUZ I WANTED TO KEEP HER COMPANY FOR THE RIDE TO DROP OFF HER DAUGHTER (WHO DANCED AT THE PARTY) S

What Did I Do?
This letter was left for me on my MSN page. I have been getting letters from this person for awhile now and I have no idea why. I do not know who this person is or what I did to them to make them so mad at me. I try to be nice to people and I have always thought I treated people nicely. This one really hurt me though. I just wish I knew who this person was so I could find out what I did to them. I really didn't think I was that bad of a person. I thought I always treated people good and tried to make them feel loved, I just don't know what to do anymore. Here is what they wrote: I see you are still around. I don’t know why you think that anyone cares about you or how you feel. You are just a waste of human flesh and we are tired of hearing about your problems and how much pain you are in. If things are so bad just do everyone a favor and kill yourself. You will always be alone, and obviously no one wants to be with you. Just do the world a favor and disappear or die!!! No woma

Sad Day For Me Today :(
Just wanted to let everyone know why I haven't been on here today. We got a new puppy on Saturday. He was doing real good until yesterday. Then he wouldn't eat or drink anything. I tried anything and everything I could think of, but he wouldn't touch a thing. So, this morning I called the Vet and they said to come on in. When I went to the carrier to get him, he couldn't hardly stand up this morning. Went to the Vet they said they thought he had Parvo. So they did a test and sure enough, he did! I was heartbroken!! They gave me an estimate on the cost of care through Friday. I about fainted, almost $400!! The Vet said they had a blood test they could do to get a better idea of his odds. Well while they were running the blood test, he stopped moving and whinning. I called for the Vet and she came and took him away to check him. Came back and said his heart was about to give out. So, we decided with the Vet's help that the best thing to do would be to go ahead and put him to sleep. I di

Just The Beginning Of My List (thank You All)
This train is to say thank you so very much too all my wonderful friends!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! You ladies kick so much ass and have been the greatest blessings in my life! All of you have been so supportive and wonderful during my dark times and thru my good times! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!! And a Special Thank You to the My Lovely Wiccan Embrace!! Dear Heart You Amaze Me! Wiccan Embrace@ fubar lilmidnite~FunUnleashed's Cherrished Submissive One~~~@ fubar XONascarKittyXO@ fubar ♥Dj SilkyDarkness♥~Abyss Radio~@ fubar DJ~SILK~S~E~X~Y ♒ S & S RADIO ♒{Øwñè®}~ ✌Head plunnder Bunny✌@ fubar MysBehaven2nite "Fubar Wife of The Batman@ fubar Proud Mary@ fubar mickeygirl@ fubar HorseAngel@ fubar drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~WSC~RL Wife to Will~@ fubar

Update On My Cleaning Of List Here
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list Update for today.. Wednesday~~~~~ Im out of Friend requests for the day. I will pick back up where i left off tomorrow. going to do some cleaning in my stash now. thanks for being understanding of my cleaning today. kisses Thursday update~~~~ today I got thru to fan# 14041 in that area. I did start at the end yesterday with readding. I will start again tomorrow

Ppiv
"If I just lay here..would you lie with me..and just forget the world?" Ok woe is fuckin me! Here goes yet another rant from the woman in search of herself... I have hit a stumbling block..a slight obstacle in this path of mine. Communication..its a beautiful thing. I so wish to have an open exchange with the one person I want to make a place for in my world. There is a catch, and it is a major catch..I have no idea where I stand with this person. I am so out of my element here. I admit this with no shame. I have been so removed from any possible emotional entanglements that this is a bog I am finding myself in. I am trying to stay above the rapidly shifting ground i find myself in..and i can feel the forces weighing me down so that each step feels as if I have run a marathon to get to that point. I am not one to hold back, when a thought crosses my mind I follow it..and I have been known to say the craziest most unexpected things. It is one of my many flaws I am *a frayed* A l

Daddys Hands
I was 16 when my dad passed away, he had cancer and in the end it was everywhere in his body. Every cell every area head to toe dad was filled with tumors inside and outside. He died at home, my Mom was the first in our province to nurse a terminal cancer patient at home, she fought tooth and nail for that. Recently my mom found tucked in one of Dad's many book a letter addressed to me. Was an amazing gift after all these years!! Even if I did bawl like a child. I have decided to share it, I may be somewhat biased but I find such wisdom and strength in his words, and it left me with such awe to be reminded how he died with so much dignity. My Dad was a very religious man, and that is very evident in this letter, I am not looking for a debate on if he was right or wrong. Or opinions on if his faith was misguided, I simply felt moved to share this. Dear Helen... Well your Dad knows his time her on earth is very short, how long I do not know. It is like a string it can be any leng

Satisfying Relationship
Please help me to understand. Why it is that I can never find a woman that can satisfy me? I mean sure I can always find women that satisfy part of me, and I have to find other people to satisfy the parts of me that a women can't. I can find women that satisfy me in bed, and I can find women that satisfy me mentally, But I can never seem to find a female that can satisfy me all the way. I always feel like I'm cutting part of myself off to be with someone. I have to keep part of myself hidden, because the person I am with can't or won't accept everything their is to me. I mean I know I am a very strong minded, passionate, intellectual, open minded person. And I also know what I want and who I am. So why can't I find a satisfying relationship?

Re-updated: I'm Highly Displeased (understatement)
UPDATED AGAIN to include the latest correspondence. Finster Baby's timely intervention has allowed me to stay, no thanks to TPTB, so now the issue has morphed a bit to OTHER offensive content found on this site: To: support@fubar.com Reply-To: dear fubar support, actually, i've already read every word of that and all other official documents on the site...i did that when i started, because i am a reader, and i like to know where i am. I totally get that you can do whatever you want, and i concede your right to do so. you've chosen inflexibility and illogic, which for all i know may be a wonderful way to run a business. since my online friend stepped in and de-nipple-ized the photo in question, i won't have to pick up my toys and leave this place. one last important question: am i correct to infer from your non-response that we'll be able to get rid of all of those Confederate Flag pictures instead of just marking them NSFW (under 5.d.i. of the TOS, they can't be posted

Life On The Right Track? .. Lol
..I think I'm addicted to these things..lol Your Life is 69% Off Track If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life. It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right. Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.Are You Living The Wrong Life?

Pissed Off
Well Today Me And Jim Went To The Store. Came Back And There Was A Note From His So Called Ex On The Couch. I Got The Pleasure Of Meeting Her Yesterday And Let Me Tell You Not A Pretty Site To See. I Almost Puked. Well She Leaves This Note Telling Him That He Better Not Have Miss Missy In Her Bed. Which Has Been Here For 2 Years Shes An EX Right. Well Im Pissed Right Now Plus She Wants To Have A Discussion With Him. She Uses Him And His Household To Get Money From The State Which I Think Is Totally Wrong. But He Puts Up With It. Am I Wrong For Getting Pissed Off?

Nsfw For Swear Words :o
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I feel like I fell in a huge hole. Or dug myself into it. A bit of both? Either way I feel like I'm not doing anything but clawing at the mud and keep falling back in. GRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Morning Appointment
"Damn!" I hate tardiness more than anything, and the clock had just struck 10:05. Ooh, that bastard was going to pay. He was one of my favorites too. I heard his knock on the door, but I would let him knock a few more minutes to punish him a bit for being late. I heard him beg long enough, and reluctantly opened the door. "Thank you so much and I'm..." "Shutup, and you're fucking late!" I growled at him, not meeting his eyes. I wanted him to feel like a dog. All part of the session... "What can I do to.." "Lick my shoe. Bitch." I was still growling at him, angry about his insolence, and envisioning sinking the heel in his back. I planned it as I watched him run his tongue over my stilleto. When I felt he had tongue shined my shoe sufficiently, I turned to sink a heel in his back. I ordered him to remove the shoe, take off my stockings, one garter and then the other, and then remove my panties. His eyebrow raised, because I hadn't thought him

The Tongue....
the "tongue" primary i have created for myself is from a TV program called "Little Britain" - it's a great show, in my opinion, and i'd reccomend it to anyone. The laugh track is the only flaw, as it is in many programs, but that's a bit of a tradeoff for the brilliant, unafraid and unreal comedy, all done by 2 gifted, twisted chaps - Matt Lucas and David Walliams...They portray a deviant collection of "britains" in each episode, and one reoccuring favourite of mine, is "Anne"...in a nutshell, a mental patient, her peculiar schreeching and devilishly odd behaviour is a riot, hurts to laugh at times, in my experiences.so, yeah, the TONGUE...from season 3, a spot on live telly, anne does a knock up job of her/his version of Celiene Dion...and out comes the licking looney ...i've stuck a clip on my youtube, to broaden the minds of you inquisitive lot, and following that, is a 9 min compilation of "anne's" antics, from several episodes...take a sec, and give it a go.i've also included a li

End Of October...finally..and Some Thoughts....
.....thank god that's over. What a month it's been this October of 2007. I dunno which part to start with the real life part of the fu part. Dunno really. Let's just blah @ it all... ..for those who know, October for the past well, as long as I can remember, has been a disaster. You name it. It goes wrong. You name the life-changing event. Done. So this one well, yeah pretty much followed suit with the rest. It started off bright and early on October 1st with me getting this new job at this lovley prison-esque financial institution, then being sick for most of the first two weeks of the month kinda made for a miserable start. But then, ok, whatever. Let's try to flip script midway through, realize that what you're doing isn't working and try a new, kinder, happier approach. Yup, that really worked out well, rofl. As the nicer and more tolerant I was about certain people and things, the worse things got and eventually well, people wound up leaving and lying altogether and another mons

=new Boyfriend=
i'm watchin SUPERBAD, minding my own, smokin a fattie, and i check my fu-see some asshat is in my shoutbox raggin the shit outta me - and without any provocation whatso ever from me..... *I LOVE MY WIFEY*@ fubar ****read bottom to top, as per fu-gheyness**** ->HoeHunter ...: they in yer mouth ->HoeHunter ...: you got balls dude ->HoeHunter ...: lol ->HoeHunter ...: me? ->HoeHunter ...: wait...who is bugging you? *I LOVE MY...: Ok, obvious you are loving this. I have to get to bed anyways. Don't trip, go bug someone else. ->HoeHunter ...: lol ->HoeHunter ...: pardon the pun ->HoeHunter ...: cat got ya tongue ->HoeHunter ...: whats wrong? ->HoeHunter ...: lol *I LOVE MY...: Ok, stupid misunderstanding apparently. Once again, let it go!!! ->HoeHunter ...: in RIALTO anyways ->HoeHunter ...: well ->HoeHunter ...: you are the coolest mawfucker on the planet ->HoeHunter ...: two large outbursts...trying to slag a stranger - yer the

This Guy Is A Total @ssh0le!
I always ask when downrated but he rated me a one and I would never do that. This is what he had to say and U will see toward the end I got a lil hateful but for those who know me Im nothing like that. I just thought U should know about him so that if he comes to ur page U might want to watch out. Thank you for reading. ~hugs and kisses~ ~* Akuma Neko Demon Cat from Hades *~©@ fubar

Wicked!!!
My sister sends me an email about a video game commercial she saw last night during south park. If i was able to stay awake (i swear i must be getting old) i would've been able to see it. Anyway we both agree that he looks VERY Prince of Persia. Check it out: Assassin's Creed

About The Haters Here On Fu!
Its funny how a site thats supposed to be set up for everybody to have a good time getting to know one another and socialize, can have so many people on here that get off on starting a bunch of bulls@#% on others peoples pages, inparticularly the "woman" on here, with people trying to tell them what they should and shouldn't have on their page or in their photo albums, when on some real rap all that is is jealousy and spite cause they either got turned down, rejected, hate all the attention someone else gets all that simple minded dumbs%&#*!!! They can monitor whats "NSFW" pics, but not monitor these simple ass haters on here that have some of the most beautiful and cool woman on the site wanting to delete their profiles, thats crazy!!!

He Wished Me Death.
I was just attacked in my shoutbox.. Everyone pleaseeeeeee look at my viewers at a name "angelogabriel" He said this to me... angelogabr...: i need to delete u ....u look fake and u have devil symbols on your profile u r stupid and nasty die bitch Why do people have to be this way? Wishing people death? :( :(

Fake People
well ya know i came here from myspace because of the smoke and mirros people running in the shadows i realy like fubar because you can see whats going on. i realy dont like liars and dont lie i may omit but if you ask i will tell everthing about me is on my page or pics and music all i can say is im real and proud of it. my page is a no drama zone so please leave it else where.

I'm Tired..
I'm so tired.. and frustrated. I can't find a doctor that will help me. My primary says the Rhuemy, my Rhuemy says.. the primary. I called the psychologist office to get an appointment with the counselor lady I had seen before... can't get in till JANUARY .. FUK.. I'm about ready to drive into a ditch.. I shit you not I'm going to end up in the nut house oh yeah.. and the psych office person said.. maybe you can have your primary doc put you off! FUUUUUUUUUKKKKK

Ugh! Whats Happeneing For Me At The Moment!
Well all the past couple days have sucked bad for me. Two nights ago on Wednesday night, I was carried out of my house on a backboard/ I fell down 25 steps of stairs in my home. I was paralyzed for about 3 hours after it happened but luckily got my feeling back in my legs. Last night, I spent another night in the ER. The pain going from my tailbone that I broke all the way up to the base of my skull in my spine. After going to the doctor again today and the doctor looking at all my X-rays again, I find out that I have 4 broken ribs and the rest on my right side are bruised badly with hairline fractures. Also, fractured my hip which cannot be casted because of where it is so will need to do some physical therapy on top of it all. And because of my Lupus, it is going to take a whole lot longer for me to heal than others would. GREAT HUH! NOT! Anyways, my tailbone is broken, my hip fractured, 4 broke ribs and hairline fractures amongst a lot of bruising, eventua

Update...
Well...its been a week today since my boyfriend of 2 years has moved out. (if you dont know what happened read my 2 prior blogs titled comming to a end and continued)...Its been kinda nice having time to myself but it gets pretty fucking lonely. I dont have to many real life friends due to the fact that my ex wouldnt let me go out without him and most of my friends didnt like him so when we DID go out together they wouldnt come. I've been having really fucked up dreams about my ex and the chick he left me for. Id walk into my apt and the bitch would be sitting on my bed so i'd knock her out and tell her to get the hell out of my house. I've had these dreams 5 days out of the last 7. Is that normal?...I guess i do miss him. 2 years is a pretty long time for me. Well..im going to be moving home with my mom is january *YIPPY*..blahh...So i can get back on my feet again..That asshole really messed me up good!..Im rediculously far in debt (im taking him to court btw...he might be able

Men
WHY IS IT THAT SOME MEN COME ON HERE AND THINK THEY CAN TALK TO WOMEN ANY WAY THEY WANT . I DONT APPERICATE IT .MAYBE IM A LITTLE PRUDEISH BUT I THINK THEY SHOULD ATLEAST SAY HI IM WHOM EVER .BEFORE THEY START TO ASK YOU IF YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM .I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PLACE WERE YOU CAN MEET NEW FRIENDS . IVE BEEN LUCKY THAT MY FRIENDS DONT DO THAT.ITS JUST A FEW MEN THAT IVE NEVER TALKED TO .SO THANX TO ALL MY FRIENDS. WHO HAVE RESPECT FOR ME I THANK ALL OF YOU . DARLEE

A Little Fyi
Ok i need to let you all know that any day now i may be going offline for who knows how long.I have listed my laptop for sale. As hard as it is to tell anyone this, i dont have a choice right now. i need the money for my kids's christmas. My kids come first and i want to make sure they have a good christmas so that means giving up my pc. In which i am more than happy to do so just to put a smile on their face christmas morning! So i will be leaving if i can get it sold....I will miss all of you but i will say bye to everyone before i go. Love all my friends! update: I got 2 offers on my pc today so will be offline within the next few days

What's Your Sign??i'm Scorpio
V • I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. L • I • B • R • A: The sex machine Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most

Only 300 To Go To Be In 2nd Place!!!!!
i only need 300 comments to be in 2nd place and 2450 to be in first place so if all really want to help me here is the chance to do so!! i will make yall salutes for 50 or more comments! PLZ HELP ME!!! CLICK PIC BELOW!!

Watch Her Tears
Watching her eyes, a little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him... 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitiv

Ideas??
I have fuBucks: 3,739,010 The spotlite is WAY out of my league. I dont have the means to HH my way up the points I wanna have a contest to give away my fubucks. any ideas? suggestions? or hell.. gimme a good reason WHY you should get em even!

I Wont Be Here Starting On Dec 6th
WELL THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO FINALLY HAVE SURGERY... SO THIS ISN'T A GOOD BYE IT'S ILL BE BACK IN A FEW WEEKS TO A MONTH...BUT, I WILL BE BACK... SOME OF YOU KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BEHIND THIS SURGERY AND SOME DON'T JUST SAY I WILL FINALLY BE PAIN FREE..7 LONG ASS YEARS AND I FINALLY FOUND A DOCTOR WHO BELIEVED THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG..(NO I'M STILL GOING TO BE INSANE)...I WILL TRY AND HURRY BACK TO SAY HELLO TO YOU MY FRIENDS..AND I AM PRAYING IT WILL BE BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS...BUT IF I'M NOT HERE I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON..BE WELL AND HAPPY EVERYONE..YOU ALL MEAN SOMETHING TO ME... TAKE CARE AND LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES.... DONNA

Something To Think About....
THIS GUY MAKES A GOOD POINT This was written by a construction worker in Fort MacMurray...he sure makes a lot of sense to me! Read on... I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to earn that pay check, I work on a rig site for a Fort Mac construction project, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them ... ? Please understand - I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sit on their arse drinking beer and smoking dope, and plain not trying to help themselves. Could you imagine how much money the states would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ...

More Thoughts
I have noticed alot the past few years all the retail chains are bringing out christmas stuff earlier and earlier... That really gets to me.. What ever happened to doing the tree on Thanksgiving night or withina efw days after thanksgiving.. Heck even Halloween wasn't over and some storeshad Christmas things out and ready for display. Has America become so lame that all anyone can worry about is the almigty dollar?? For a country so set on "tradition" it sure has gone to hell in a hand basket. SOciety in my opinion has put too much pressure on ppl and the rich seem to stay rich and the poor remain poor because the rich are willing to pay outragous prices for something they could get at the local walmart for half the price, and just as good of quality. I think we should go back about 10---15 years and celebrate each holiday till that hoiliday is over, not over look and skip them.... Who knows... maybe I am wrong but I just wanted to get my thoughts out.....comments wel

Rhyming Poem
I use a mask to beautify myself I drink from a silver flask to disguise myself I watch the telly to satisfy myself I rub my belly to educate myself I play with government money to empower myself I killed to be funny to do it myself All by myself one trillion bodies under the largest shelf flushed down the potty swimming with a shark boars and hogs got slaughtered the facts left in the dark of all things alloted All by myself said the government

My Advice To Women Out There...
Ok as you can see, I have a lot of lady friends on my FUBAR account. I also get a lot of them emailing me once in a while asking for relationship advice. Because of this I have taken the top 5 of my most common asked questions and post the answers here. I hope this helps a lot of people out there. 1. Doug, I have a problem. My husband/boyfriend never watches what I like on television. He just sits there and watches football and wrestling. What should I do? I get this question a lot believe it or not. Let me set things straight right now. It's obvious your husband/boyfriend is madly in love with you. He doesn't watch your girly chick flicks like "Gilmore Girls" or any other one because it just reminds him of how much he loves you. Once he thinks of that he starts thinking of how much it would hurt if he ever lost you. When that happens he may start to cry. And all men know if you see him crying you may cry. And we don't want you to cry. So as you can see watching f

How Sad......
This is still pissing me off, last night i got woken up to my naighbor getting the crap beat up out of her by her husband, at first i thought that they were just arguing till i hear her begging him to stop. i ran out of my apartment and straight upstairs, banged on her door, ranged her doorbell and no one answered, not til i was yelling out her name, then about 5 minutes later, she finally opened the door...i asked her if she was alright, and her answer was, why wouldn't she be? I looked at her and told her that i heard everything that was going on, and her tears just came like a storm, now her drunk husband stayed in the bedroom, i told her to get her stuff, get her kids ready and she should leave then he yelled at her to close the door and get her ass in the room, thats when i had enough of that, i pulled her to the side, ran inside, grabbed him by the neck and took him to the living room, he didnt fight back all that well because he was piss drunk. What i really dont get was, she s

May I Kiss You!
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

I've Made A Decision!
WHEN I POST A PICTURE, I SEE WHO RUNS OVER TO IT. THERE ARE 20 PEOPLE AND 9 RATES. THANK YOU. SO BECAUSE OF THIS, (I feel like your taking advantage of me) I AM MAKEING MY PICS FOR FAMILY ONLY. I AM NOT SORRY. YOU ALL SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER FRIEND

Dirty Bitch Crew T-shirts
OK GUYS, SCONEE AND I ARE ANNOUNCING THAT WE ARE HAVING T-SHIRTS MADE FOR THE DIRTY BITCH CREW AND THE DIRTY BASTARDS...........SCONEE IS CURRENTLY WORKING ON A LOGO FOR EACH CREW. SO KEEP IN MIND........IF YOU WANT A SHIRT REPLY TO THIS BLOG OR SCONEES THE SIZE AND YOUR CREW NAME AS WE KNOW YOU.............THERE WILL BE CHARGES FOR THE MAKING OF THE SHIRT BUT SCONEE IS PAYING FOR THE SHIRTS, ALL WE NEED IS YOUR SIZE AND NAME TO CONFIRM THAT YOU ARE INTERESTED IN HAVING ONE MADE....... THE FRONT WILL SAY EITHER "DIRTY BITCH CREW" OR "DIRTY BITCH LOVIN BASTARD CREW" WITH THE LOGO ON THE UPPER LEFT CORNER AND YOUR NAME UNDER THE LOGO HEADS UP GUYS THIS IS GROWING EVERYDAY SO WE WANT TO MAKE IT OFFICIAL CAUSE WE DIG THE FUCK OUTTA EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. AND REMEMBER DIRTY BITCHES RESPOND TO THIS BLOG AND DIRTY BASTARDS REPSOND TO SCONEES BLOG. MMMMMMMMMMUAH LOVE YOU ALL. LUMINA

Friends
YOU HAVE TO LAUGH SOMETIMES... YOU COME HERE THINKING WOW, I GET TO MAKE LOTS OF NEW FRIENDS AND LEARN ABOUT NEW AND EXCITING THINGS, SHARE EXPERIENCES WITH PEOPLE AND LISTEN TO THEIRS... THEN IT HITS YOU, WHEN THAT FIRST PERSON MESSAGES YOU AND SAYS " HEY ASSHOLE YOU GONNA RATE ME? " IT BECOMES LESS AND LESS FUN, AND MORE OF A POPULARITY CONTEST... IT WOULDNT BE SO BAD IF SOME PEOPLE WOULD JUST SAY HI.. WELL HERE YA GO... HELLO EVERYONE, IM GREG, AND ILL TALK TO YOU WHEN EVER YA WANT.. AND YA DONT HAVE TA RATE A SINGLE PICTURE, BLOG, MUMM, OR EVEN SEND ME A SEX ON THE BEACH... KISSES AND HUGS

When It Rains....
Driving home tonight, I entered the Garden State Parkway. I looked down and my friend Julie was calling me. I am in this special group of people who have a design for living. She happens to be extremely instumental in my sobriety. So when I saw she was calling at 6:19PM on a Monday night, I had a feeling something was not right. Julie got on the phone and explained to me that my friend, Barbara passed away today at 5:20PM. Barbara was a 50 year old woman who had come so far in her recovery in life. She faced adversity. Her daughter was a Handicapped Adult that she helped take care of in a private group home. Barbara had been diagnosed with Cancer this March. It was in her liver. Recently they had found that she had it in her Brain. When she passed this evening she passed peacefully. The Lord took her home. I spent the last few hours meeting with my Women. These Women have been thru thick and thin together. We call ourselves "The Goonies". A group of Women you would never put

Only A Man Would Do This
OK, it's a bit long, but it's worth it! ONLY A GUY WOULD DO THIS. Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. This was submitted by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket Taser" for their anniversary. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back

Fu Bucks
It is becomming quite apparent that there is alot of drama that goes on on here. I figure once my VIP runns out I will give some lucky person all my FU Bucks and delete my account. I have met some wonderful people on here, AND TO MY TRUE FRIENDS, YOU KNOW HOW TO REACH ME!!

If You Dont Like It...too Bad
Ok look I am tired of people talkin shit because they have something against thick women...I am very happy with myself and I dont want to change anything about me. If u dont like how I look then stay the hell off my page. Maybe its jealousy thats got u twisted but most men/women seem to like my curvey thickness...right guys and girls? so if u have a problem then just stay off my page and get a life!

I'm Sad Here Is Why. Ty
just to let you all know why i am not on much. my parents are both very sick. my mother is going to a nursing home u can read my other blogs about her to find out why. her brain waves are even slower now with the dimencia . that means its setting in quicker than we thoutht. i can't imagine the day that my own mother looks at me and does not know who i am. my father is in the last stage of copd and his lungs are starting to fade fast. i will be going to stay with him tonight and he will be moving in with my sister and I soon. he is unable to take care of himself so we will take care of him the last 6months to a year that we have left with him. my heart is breaking and im sad and crying alot please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. ty to all the real ppl out there for ur understanding. my pc is also still broke so im on my sisters right now.

As I Sit Here
i'm sitting here, snowed in totally bored, chatting with some friends of mine, wishin' i had something to do. i think a lot on days like this. not much else to do. i'm pretty lucky actually, i'm self employed and self suffiencent. I have my own place, my own car, and i'm going to school to get my degrees for a better job. It's kinda nice being independant,, doing what i want, when i want,with whomever i want. but being independant has it's draw backs. relationships are hard because guys want a strong independant woman,, but not too strong. they still need to feel needed and depended on. well,, i guess i don't do that for them.:) i've gotten so use to doing everything on my own and depending on NO ONE but myself, that when someone wants to do something nice for me i don't really know how to take it.and the thing about it is,, i'm not really even looking for a serious relationship. more like a tight friendship. a best friend even. i'm not looking for someone to be up my ass all the time,

I Havent Been On Since Late Monday Due To
Tha bad Ice Storm we had here. Its been really bad. My lights started to flicker early Monday then gradually stayed of longer and longer periods. The House got really cold after a couple hours so the kids and I stayed in my bed for all of Moday and most of Tuesday. Tuesday I went outside to see how bad it was and huge tree limbs were all over my yard and in the streets. Powerlines were everywhere. My bird bath, bird feeder and the kids swingset is done. The tree limbs continued to fall while I was out there and had to run to stay away from being hit. Very dangerous situation to be in. I ended up take the car to my exs house since he doesnt have huge trees everywhere. I drove the van instead. Tuesday 90% of Saint Joseph had no lights, and it gradually got better just slow since its still snowing off and on Just got my lights on about an hour or so ago but had to get online to let everyone know Im okay lots of damage but nothing I cant repair. U all were in my thoughts and I missed yal

Crazy Train....
You hear My voice….”Take off your clothes” You have been here before… you know to do as you are told. You slowly undress…. neatly folding each garment, then placing them on the only shelf you see. A pretty girl enters the room …and blindfolds you… you are alone again… naked…. A chilled breeze brushes across your skin. Raising every little hair on your body…. You wait… You hear someone enter the room. you feel cuffs being placed on each wrist… then each ankle… You are lead into another room… pushed against a cross…. One arm lifted up then fastened into place above your head…. Then the next. Your ankles are then locked down. The blindfold is removed.. the room is pitch black. You are alone… You wait in the dark It’s quiet…. Very quiet…. So quiet you can hear your heart racing.. A strobe light fills the darkness and your senses… flashing so quickly that your eyes cannot focus. You think there is someone else in the room now… but you are not sure. You wait… You think you fe

People And Garbage
How often do you let other people’s nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day? However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly he/she can get back her focus on what’s important. Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here’s what happened. …… I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car’s back end by just inches! The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was friendly

Me
I was born April 26,1966.The oldest of four girls.Never knew my dad but was raised by my step dad. I remember i used to sit out in my back yard,stare up at the moon and sing to my Mr. Right.I felt in my heart he could hear me and maybe still does...maybe. I was the type that liked to play in the woods and build forts.My mom would always have to call me in not send me out.I was a cowgirl from day one.Every little girl loves horses and i'm no different. I went thru school fairly simply..the type that never studied much.I was in band,flag corp and R.O.T.C. I met my ex husdand in jr,high.It was love at first site.We got married when i was 16 and him 18.After graduation we had our family started.I absolutely worshipped the ground he walked on.I did everything in my power to keep our little family together. He was quite the ladies man.He managed to sleep with 18 women in our 21 years of marriage one of which was my sister.I forgave him for all of them.In my mind sex isn't what made a mar

Show Paradise Some Love
The Lovely and Sexy Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl Show her some love Please click her picture and leave her comments. If she wins I will give away 100,000 Fu-bucks to one of her friends Also if you leave her 100 comments I will pay you 5,000 Fubucks Let me know when your done this so I can pay you

I Will Never Forget You
I Never Will Forget You My head lays on my pillow; the room is dark and damp. (-- if I could only see your face, though I know that I can't) I try to close my eyes and sleep, but your face haunts my dreams. (I feel like I've been torn apart... I'm broken at the seams.) I toss and turn; I'm restless. I know I will not sleep; (I know that I still think of you. Do you still think of me?) My eyes now face the darkness; the demon's haunting our lives. (It seems we had it all and more; Why did you leave me? Why?) It seems the clock ticks slowly, and yet our love went by so fast. (Just where did I go wrong in this, to make this love not last?) I sit up smooth, but slowly; I grip my sheets in my bare hands. (Why did you have to leave me here? I just don't understand...) It seems the night is quiet as I stand by my dark window. (You left with not a word to say; why did you have to go?) The crickets dance like autumn. The night is lit like June. (I'

Sarge's Bad Girl Rules
Sarge's Bad Girl Rules This Is What You Need To Do To Be Added To Sarge's Bad Girls 1.Have A Salute Pic 2.Fan,Rate & Add Me (When Sending A Friend Request... Let Me Know You Want To Be Added To Sarge's Bad Girls 3.Read & Rate All Bad Girls Blogs 4.Fan,Rate & Add Others In The Pimpout 5.Just Help Me & Others In The Pimpout By Rating Stash,Blogs & Pics 6.Always Fan Rate All New Bad Girls 7.Repost All Bulletins About Sarge's Bad Girls

Things That Chap My Ass!
There are a few things on this site that really gets on my nerves...and both have to do with women and their thinking that all guys are shallow and all we care about seeing you naked. There is a such thing as a man befriendng a woman just for the simple matter of being "friends"...which leads me to my first gripe....Why is it you feel the need to use a pic as your display pic that clearly isn't you....if you're using it to attract guys that are looking for centerfolds then clearly they are not the men for you....be yourself....post pics of yourself....it will surpise you on how many visitors you get....MY second gripe...though i request friendship with many ppl....dont expect me to pay to see your pics...not through a blast...an happy hour..or whatever the case may be.....all you are doing is putting a pricetag on your morals....how far do you go with that....$5 for a bj in the alley after leaving the club....dont shake your head it is the same thing...you want guys to pay for what you

Fubar Robbed Me
its pretty sad when Fubar askes you to refer people to join and when you do they rob you account and reset you to 0. Last night I went to bed with 1,4xx,xxx fubucks and just as many points with 23 invites sent and 19 joined. Today I wake up and have 0 fubucks, 0 points and 23 invites and none joined!!!!!!!!!!! MOst of my invites have salutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then when I ask I get no response other than I need to email fubar support. I am about out of here.. this is BS!!

Fubar_baby_pool
EmilyIMAX and BrokenCondom are hosting a Fubar Baby Pool for the date, time, weight, length and gender of the baby we are expecting. This contest will run through January 31, 2008. EmilyIMAX™@ fubar BrokenCondom™@ fubar We are expecting a girl on March 6, 2008. The ultrasound is about 90% positive. There will be 6 prizes: 1. Closest to the exact date wins 50,000 fubucks* 2. Closest to the exact time wins 50,000 fubucks* 3. Closest to the exact weight wins 50,000 fubucks* 4. Closest to the exact length wins 50,000 fubucks* 5. Closest to all 4 combined wins 200,000 fubucks* 6. Closest to all 4 combined plus the error in the ultrasound of having a boy wins 7 day blast or 1 month VIP ~ The pool costs 500 fubucks to enter, to either EmilyIMAX or BrokenCondom. ~ Each guess is 500 fubucks, up to 5 guesses per person. Any additional guesses will be removed as will any names that are not recognized. ~ Upon sending your fubucks to either EmilyIMAX or Brokencondom

Sooo
So I posted a mumm yesterday about haters and some people seemed to be pretty upset about it. Not too sure why but they were. So I am going to put my views here... Life is too short for all the hate that we have going on in this world. I believe that we shouldnt waste our time hating on others when we can put that energy towards something more positive. I mean don't get me wrong I can handle people hating on me. I am a strong woman and I love myself for who I am. You can call me fat, stupid, or whatever you want...I can take it! However some cant. I used to be one of those people. But then I forced myself to be strong. And every other person out there can do the same. If there is something that you dont like about urself...change it. You are the only one that can. For example after I had my son I was a whoping 260 lbs. and I hated it. So I did something about it. I have lost almost 100lbs since then and I feel great. Now most of you didnt know that about me but its true. So let me e

My Daughter Was Born
As many of you know, me and my wife Jess have been expecting. As of last night, Our little bundle of joy arrived, precisely at 11:55pm 1/18/07. EmmaLee Jean Siney 6lbs 14oz 20 1/2 inches long. For those of you who are my close friends and requested to see pictures... here you go.. i will be posting more later.. :) Nik aka Dj Redd

Instant Relationships!
I don't doubt that love connections can be made online! I met a boyfriend I spent 3 years with online and we are still great friends to this day. BUT, if you think you can chat with someone online for a couple days and call it a relationship THEN DON'T BOTHER WRITING ME. I will not change my relationship status for anyone until there is a relationship. I recently had a mild internet stalker. Nothing too creepy but wayyyy overboard and he decided TODAY that he was "in a relationship" with someone else. Now, all I can say is I feel sorry for the girl! HOW CREEPY! From one day pasting love songs and shit to me which I politely ignored to the next telling me to "sit down, he had news" to umm let me know that he was in a relationship. WTF? DUDE HAS SOME SERIOUS ISSUES! RED FLAGS A WAVIN' DARLING! And you better hope you come to your senses. Flattery and attention can be nice sometimes but don't get blind sinded. You could end up with a pediphile or dead in a ditch som

In Memory Of My Dad . Love You
I know this has been passed around alot but I got this today which was something that I guess was meant for me to see since today was the day my Dad passed 8 years ago . Please let remember those that are ill and the ones we have lost . Please copy and paste the link below . Thank you . Http://www.simpletruths.com/a.aspx?MO=dash&t=2

Tiny Bubbles©
Cool to the lips. It's crisp, clean appearance can mesmerize. Tiny spheres dance throughout, each an explosion of flavor on the palet. To sit and watch them dance upwards, leaving small trails behind, their leaving making new designs behind, never repeating. It seems so strange that if the soil is just right, the weather oh so perfect, the rain fall in proper amount, the juice of the fruit aged to perfection, stored at a temperature with no variance, locked in the dark for years. I find it funny that is was a Franciscan monk that came up with the idea and the process that is still used today. We are all familiar with his name, in fact, his name sake is probably the most famous where this product is concerned. Friar Dom Perignon, is credited with inventing the process for making champagne. Since then Love and romance have never been the same. Something about the smell of country cooking that makes your mouth water. The unique, yet familiar smells can bring back the most vivid of

Thank You
I just want to thank all my friends,for not forgetting my birthday.Friends come and go,but you can really see the ones that stick around.Again thank you for for all the gifts and comments....DAMMM YOU GUYS RAWKKKKKKKKKKK!!!*hugsssssssss to the ladies and ^5555 to the men.

Expository Writing ~ A Priceless Legacy
This was my first exam in Expository Writing / Eng 140 The topic was if you had to make a time capsule that would be opened in 100 hundred years, What 3 items would you put into it and why? I choose shit that is in my safety deposit box. Family tree, heirlooms, and Pictures etc for my family.(Children's children) Hence the name, "A priceless Legacy". I got a 98!:D w00t A Priceless Legacy By Marq Hall All too often, people seem to dismiss or forget about their past. It can be very easy to do with the hustle and bustle of life flying by around you. I think it is important to know the answers to questions such as: "Who were my ancestors?" and "Where did I come from?” We should want to know about our heritage and lineage. I, being quite proud of mine, would like to pass on as much of my family history as possible. It is common for pictures, documents, and keepsakes to be lost or misplaced over time. Hence, I have decided to make a time capsule for my future relatives. It i

Scavenger Hunt Is On!!!!
MY HAPPY HOUR SCAVENGER HUNT!!! Copy and paste into a private message and complete while searching for the answers in a 2nd window. Please be sure while you are looking for answers to rate the things that can be rated. The 1st person to complete it correctly will WIN $100,000 fubucks. The 2nd person to complete it correctly will WIN $50,000 fubucks. The 3rd person to complete it correctly will WIN $25,000 fubucks. Don't give up. Someone may rush through it and send it back incomplete or incorrect! I will post a bulletin when I have received 3 back complete and correct! Don't forget to RATE along the way! If you have found all the answers but didn't bother to rate while looking...you will be disqualified. 1. So, when I took my daughter to Build a Bear I made an official "Fu Mascot". What is his name? 2. On our recent trip to California we went to Disneyland and California Adventure. Only one of these photos has a caption. What is the photo of? 3.

What Is Reality Anyway?
I sit here today pondering the question...What is Reality Anyway? I know that I have been told that I need to get a "Reality Check" on several occasions, but my question always remains. "What is Reality really?" I would love to "Check it out" as they say, but if I do not think my reality may be the same as theirs, how would I check out what they want. The dictionary describes reality as: 1. The quality or state of being actual or true. 2. A person, entity, or event that is actual. 3. The totality of all things possessing actuality, existence, or essence. 4. That which exists objectively and in fact, 5. Philos: The sum of all that is real. absolute, and unchangeable. As I read what I have just written I realize much of my life has not been focused on reality but yet a fictitious imitation of what I wished reality could be, and instead of changing my reality I created something else to live in other than reality too afraid to face and deal with reality

The Magic Bus / Passenger List On Board Now
The New Owner & Driver / The Magic Bus ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar blythebecky My Part-Time Driver of the magic bus@ fubar The Old Owner And Driver Soul / The Magic Bus ~§øü£~@ fubar All The Old Passengers 1 2.♦Èvî∫ Àñgë∫™♦ †Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш†@ fubar 3. 4.Soul Searcher Spirit Warrior Leveler@ fubar 5.~RescueDiva~@ fubar 6.Military Supporter{~Owner of Military Family Bombers~}~The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew~@ fubar 7.LaUgHiNgGiRl {fu-Owned by Steve ~*~Club F.A.R. ~*~ @ fubar 8.monna *Sisters 4 Life*@ fubar 9.~sassybrat~Rider of the Love Machine*fu-angels*fu-bratz

My Advice Column
Here are the rules. 1. This isn't the MuMMs. I'm not making up your mind, I'm giving you advice. 2. Leave all names out. It's un-needed information. 3. I don't have a degree. If I can't answer or I don't feel comfortable answering, I won't answer. 4. There will be no bashing of another member of Fubar. 5. There will be no NSFW questions. 6. By submitting a question through my in box, you agree to allow me to post it in a blog. I will, however, leave your name out of the submission. 7. For your own privacy, don't post your questions in comments. 8. If the question does not comply with these rules, it will not be answered. So if you need help with anything in your life, lemme know. It doesn't matter who you are, whether I know you or not. I will not share that you asked for help

Tag You're It !
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I fly RC planes in competition. 2.) I work for Ma Bell ... in a dept where you really, REALLY don't want to piss me off. 3.) I hold a record for tying 16 cherry stems with my tongue in 24 seconds. 4.) I am a member of the Mile High Club. 5.) I am a published author. 6.) I don't like liver~~but love pate ... Go figure. 7.) I am a classically trained chef. 8.) The biggest fish I ever caught was a 46# King Salmon 9.) I don't like salmon .. To date, I have prepared over 1.2 tons of that crap ! 10.) I swim to stay in shape. ThruADiffEye, MysticDreams, SexyAngelFreakyLoca, TheresaakaTheMortician, Mels2Kool

Idiotic.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- at random, I will scream into the face of people I dont know at parties, just to upset them. 2- I have an obsession with puppets. 3- I have seen every hugh grant movie, for one reason or another. 4 - I quote Goodfellas WAY too much. 5 - I quote Boondock Saints almost as much 6- I refuse to buy tissues 7 - Every time Ive ever used a self checkout line, I've stolen something, by accident or on purpose 8 - I am a self proclaim pacifist, but love to fight. 9 - I am socks. 10 - I eat way too many crackers My picks Hollie Fathead Mother(is this his third one?) You Did What... Little Miss Vixen

Freaking Tag!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1-I love Vampire Movies 2- I laugh at everything! 3- I am addicted to people 4 - I love simple things 5 - I hate telling things about myself! 6- I am overly protective sometime 7 - I love my job 8 - I buy forks every time I go shopping (yeah thats weird) 9 - I hate when people tag me for dumb surveys 10 - I hate when people are mean for no reason I am gonna tag Ibepokin Jackson Daisy RoadRage mailbroad

Studio 54 Lounge.
I've been spammed by this fucking lounge more times than I can count. Today I went into the lounge, asked them if it was really fucking necessary then left. 'Rising Star' TIFFANY (you know, the classy chick who's pole dancing on her default) felt the need to justify what her lounge members do in my shouts. This ISN'T MySpace. One of the main reasons I like this site over other sites I've been in is the general LACK of spamming. These arsehole spammers are doing their best to change that though. I don't know about you guys, but if I get one more piece of MySpace-esque spam in my shouts or profile comments by ANY lounge 'promoters', I'm reporting the fuckers. Here's the shoutbox convo: (read from bottom up) ->Rev: just to stop disrespectful people from spamming ? ->Rev: why should i stop people i haven't 'met' yet from contacting me ->Rev: why should i? ->Rev: if it happens again, i'm gonna be a prick about it and report it ->Rev: no, you're not - there's an in

Restart??
Well I been thinking alot and fubar has just changed sooo much and I'm just been overwhelemed by everything lately on here and in my life. I need a change.. I have over 9,000 friends, how many fans.. I finally made Godfather.. and yes willing to just start over. I want to show that I'm not just some point whore. I want to go back and start fresh and not overload myself and be able to talk to everyone and just enjoy being on here. Thats whats upsets me the most.. its not as fun as it use to be. I'm really thinking about doing it.. what do you guys think!? If I do start over let me know if you still want to be my friend. I will copy your profile link so I can find your butts again hahaa. I just think I need to refresh and start over. Don't want to be stressed coming on here anymore. This was my one place of comfort.. now it doesnt seem so anymore *sigh*

I Dare You
i know better than some the meanness of some people. And yet, i still want to trust. i want to so badly that i ache sometimes for the want of it. and still people continue to prove my mistrust a necessity. not everyone, mind you. i do have a few friends who have proven their honesty. but why are there so few? and what about love? is there not one person in this world and in my own life to whom i can give my heart and have them treat me as one deserving? Do i not deserve such? Perhaps i don't. perhaps i am one who people instinctively know in their hearts that i am not more than a passing diversion and they will tire of me soon, so treat me accordingly. i know deeper than this that i MUST have SOME redeeming qualities somewhere. Somwhere out there, there must be at least one who would hold me in enough regard to be honest with me and to whom i can trust my heart and not have it fed back to me broken and salted with pain. maybe i'm being overly dramatic. in fact i know i

Men's Choice
Hey guys, I have to go to hear Mark's band practice tonight. If you remember that is where I got in trouble in the first place. Now I need your advice, should I wear (1) my sixth grade cheerleader outfit which is extremely tight on me, and my crotches sticks out under the skirt, and the top ends just under my tits, or (2) cotton shorts that tie up the side, with belly shirt. Which is it guys 1 or 2? I have to know by 5.. luv u Tara

Hes Mine Now
So yeah i know its kinda fast but yeah hes my man now and im so happy..hes all i can think of every song that i hear..the image of his smiling face pops out in my mind, i love him yes darn the only thing i hate is that hes so far away from me i lived somewhere in asia and hes in north america ( i guess.. wheres ny?!) i wanted to be able to kiss him, touch him, and love him but i cant..im hoping someday i can get to do ol of this for real, not in dreams..not in my imagination but the real me and him standing together kissing.. my hands wrap around his neck and his around my waist then ill look into his eyes tell him how he makes me feel

Greco Roman Wrestling
A lot of people have troubles admitting that they are gay, and they have even more troubles trying to find someone to do it with that will have the same issue and that would allow both of them indulge in guiltless act of homosexual contact. And that is where the "sport" of Greco Roman Wrestling comes in. Sure, you can find another "in-closet" guy through craigslist and invite him home for dinner of fine wine and sausage, risking getting dismembered and stuffed inside a fridge, or blackmailed. But why bother, when you can just join a GRW team where you can have an array of built men in skin tight outfits to pick from who would gladly wrap themselves around your slathered in oil body and stick their heads where the sun don't shine too often. And when you are done with this activity, you can then take a hot shower together in the locker room while sharing the excitement of all those "touchdowns".

I'm Going To Disneyland!!!!
Who *hasn't* always wanted to say that?!?!?! Well, there's a conference coming up in March at the Disneyland Hotel. I have such an awesome job that I'm being sent :) I have 2 days of seminars, a day off, and then a day of expo... and come back in the middle of friday. Plus I get to spend a week not being in the office ;) Looking forward to seeing more of that nice warm Cali sunshine after the bleak winter here in MI...

Nsfw Poem....lol...i Was Bored
Good God Almighty! I did declare, as she showed pics without underware! On my screen theres a scratch and stink, shouldn't that thing be a casual pink? Maybe it would not look so bad if it had more hair, looking with conviction knowing I'll never go in there. Why show nasty pics of your thing?, knowing thats no place for a ding-a-ling! So delete those pics and do it quick, save anyone else from feeling this sick. Now grab a toilet brush and scub with care, wash away anything that might have died in there! Next time why dont you try and chat, before scaring them off by showing them that :P

Oh No You Didn't
last month, the Director of Sales at my hotel in which I am a night auditor, gave me a huge stack of reports that she neglected on doing, pleading me to do them for her. So I did, being the sweet nicey that I am. Any thank yous or plain simple acknowledgement of me spending 4 hrs to fix the shit for her? nopes. Today i come in for my 11 hr shift, thanks to the fuckin meeting, and find a note TELLIN me to do more reports for her. i got a lil red in the face, and told the main boss that its her job. He replied that she is busy, and i have 6 hours to do nothin on my hands. I said that I don't care and am always willing to help, and don't mind doing that for her AT ALL, but i didnt like not being acknowledged for helping her out AND then demanded to help her again. wtf/ He said he'll talk to her. yah, right

Nsfw Pic's
WTF IS EVERY ONE SO PISSED OFF THEY HAVE TO REPORT EVERY DANG PICTURE I PUT UP , NOW MOST OF MY PIC'S ARE NOT AND I REPEAT ARE NOT NSFW!!!! GET OVER IT AND GET OVER YOURSELVE'S. WHAT'S WRONG WITH SHOWING ALITTLE SKIN? ATLEAST IM NOT SHOWING MY TIT'S,OR MY SNATCH, THAT I COULD UNDERSTAND BUT DAMN GET OFF MY BACK ABOUT THESE PICTURES OF MINE I DON'T GO AROUND REPORTING ALOT OF PICTURES THAT PEOPLE POST, BUT I WILL NOW

Important - Real
This is a dick head !!! there are many found and not far they are all around in fu-bar they come in disguises in shapes and sizes some have testicles others have Breasticles they talk there shit and show their tits In fu-bar they are not far they commonly attack when you turn your back haters and down-raters misandrist and misogenist don't forget the misanthrope who is beyond all hope Beware they are everywhere Warn your Friends so they are aware!! for the sake of all good fu-barians copy this repost and save us all

Catfight! No Pulling Hair!
It's a Race for GODMOTHER! BLONDE vs. BRUNETTE! Cute vs. Sexy! Curvy and Fluffy vs. Rock Hard Abs! Fu has never seen anything like this before! ~PebblesinAZ~OwN3d by EMANON~Rate, FAN, then ADD! XOXO@ fubar VS. J-Roxx¢¾X(the evil twin)@ fubar It's a CAT FIGHT for GODMOTHER! Place Your Bets! (Which is going to be more like a Pot for the Winner!) You can call it a Wager or Donation! Leave the amount you are putting up in the blog we each post and let's see how this turns out! xoxo MEOW

Just A Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old ones to those th

Grease Monkey
I have the important job of office support staff and occasionally covering for the receptionist when she goes on breaks and to lunch. The receptionist does some things that really gross me out. I don't disrespect her as a person but I'm sure everyone has pet peeves about the people they work with. She eats potato chips all day and has to brush her seat off during the changing of the guards when she's ready to go on break. There have been multiple times that I have touched the desk and ended up with crumbs all over my hand. She also uses Vaseline as hand moisturizer. When I go to use the mouse or the phone these items are well lubed as a result of potato chip grease and petroleum jelly. Gross, right? Well, a new situation has risen. She has sparatically littered the mouse pad with enough crumbs to form build up inside the mouse. Now while dragging the mouse across the pad a slight scratching noise is audible and definitely detectable while using it. IT DRIVES ME NUTS! It

Maldita123 This One Is Building As You Read It :p
Maldita123: no i dont sorry ->Maldita123: i'll hook you up with free access for a week too ->Maldita123: can i show you my cam too i lvoe having someone watch me get dirty too Maldita123: I do anything ya want, you're the director. lol except animals. ->Maldita123: oooh define dirty Maldita123: wanna see me naked and play dirty on my cam? Maldita123: wanna have fun with me? ->Maldita123: hi Maldita123: hi

New Auction: A Little Different This Time Around
I'm thinking of doing something a little different for the next auction I host. I'm thinking of doing a silent auction where all bids would be sent to me by private message instead of posted as comments that way you would have to bid the max you'd be willing to pay to own the person but that would also mean everyone would have to offer the most they'd be willing to offer up front to try to get the best bids possible. So if I do decide to host one leave me a comment here this will be for guys and girls this time! I will contact you if I decide to host it! It would only last for 3 days instead of the usual week and if I do decide to do it, it will start on Wednesday 3/12/08 at 12:01 am central time. and run until 12:01am Saturday 3/15/08

Vip-blast Contest
Just a reminder to folks. Today @ 8EST/5PST starts my contest. It's from sunday to wednesday this week, ends wednesday 8EST/5PST. The contest is for the first person to reach 8k comments by the end time, will win either a 7 day blast or a 1 month VIP. Winners choice. Not to late to enter. Email me if interested. Good luck to all! http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=896545

Krystal Burgers
So on the way back from Georgia visiting Shawn's Family .. I said let's go to Krystal Burgers..Yea so I stillllllllllllll have that damn krystal burger taste in my mouth. I am Nauseous and not feeling well all over the dayum Krystal Burger. UGH :( .... I AM BOYCOTTING KRYSTAL BURGERS AND PUTTING THEM INTO THE SAME CATEGORY AS WHITE CASTLE'S

Arghhhhh
Why the fuck do cocksuckers have to check in at 3am WHILE I'm doin my auditing?!! WTF! AND ask if we charge per hour. No, this is not a Motel 6, and quit makin out with your 2 dollar whore in front of me, this is not a Snoop Dog video. And dont take a wad of cash out of your pants, I'm not touching that shit. Why, oh why didn't I lie as always, and say we are sold out. WTFF!!! i hope whoever snagged my last 3 cigs burns in hell forever.

Time To Go..
I ENJOYED BEING PART OF THE DIVAS,ALL OF YOU WERE GREAT,THE ONES THAT TALKED TO ME. WISH THE GROUP WAS A LITTLE CLOSER TO EACH OTHER.IF THINGS GET BETTER I'D LOVE TO COME BACK. BUT RIGHT NOW I HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON WITH KIDS AND PAIN THAT IM NOT ON AS MUCH AS ID LIKE TO BE.. WOULD LOVE TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THOSE THAT STILL WANT TO.. YOU ARE GREAT PEOPLE. LOVE YA ALL!! &hearts~BRATT~♥

Happy Easter To The Best Of The Best
I would like to first start off by saying Happy Easter. Now To my Blog: By a poll on the forums of Snakebite Radios Forum Page I have changed my Screen Name back to Jokers Wild the vote was 15 - Jokers Wild & 1 - Earthquake (Thx Bartab) Snake Bite Radio homepage is making some major upgrades soon so go often and check it out. I appreciate all the support everyone has given me through my health issues and all the support for the Internet Radio Station. I have always said we are a good, compassionate group. try weeding out the loosers and Drama Lamas. Dont let anyone get to you and change the way you are. We all realy dont want or need the negitivity I have learned through Trial and error to just walk away click the block button when it comes to stupidity as well as the ones that repost it. To repost it is to agree with the poster. So when I came back to FUBAR I locked down my profile as stated in some of my other blogs, They want to add me they have to send me a mess

Alice In Wonderland
*~Alice in Wonderland~* I R PWND by FREAK!@ fubar Alice was nice enough to sell herself for a VIP for me. I've shouted to Alice maybe twice, and she hardly knows me from Adam, but she deserves more than my crappy blogs that nobody reads! But she's been nothing but good, and helps others, so go show her some LOVE!!!

03-26-08 (services)
March 26, 2008 Happy Hump Day ... Well, my eldest daughter made it back from Miami in one piece ... She did what I expected & hoped for: Had fun & got crazy and tried her best! She didn't get the spot in the TV show, but got some offers for modeling gigs (she's done many good paying gigs) but nothing as far as national/international "Big" Ads or famous shoots. She's considering moving south to pursue more chances at work Being she gets good paying jobs here ... but, they come sporadic & unsteady. We'll see ... I'd like for her to succeed at whatever she'd wants to chase, but I selfishly prefer she stay closer to home while Ella's so young? Just like her others decisions - She'll have to live & learn ... I'll always be here to

15 Things To Do At Wal-mart
15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares..... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows whe

I Just Want Someone To Love Me
Wahoo this is me Mizz Shady.. For all of you that have someone for the contest then hit me a shout.. I DONT READ MY EMAIL.. EMAIL SUCKSSSSS I DO NOT READ IT... LOL WOW OKAY YOU MUST GIVE ME A SHOUT... I will then enter them into the contest and notify everyone when it starts... I really want the most sexiest ladies.. Not the nicest or funnest but the sexiest.. Now guys Bring them on....

Grandma
Well if you read my status this morning then you know that my grandma passed away. She left this harsh world around 12:30am. It was very peaceful, and she went in her sleep. She can finally be at ease and rejoin my grandpa, who passed away 22 years ago. She will always be remembered as the strongest woman I have ever know and will be forever missed. I love you Grandma, and I will see you in heaven, hold down the fort and save me a front row seat. Frances L. Ewers 7/18/1933 - 3/6/2008

Bids
Apparently i wasn't clear on the bidding process. A Happy Hour does NOT trump all bids... The total amount of money all together being spent is the high bid. For Instance, if someone bids 3 month VIP worth $50.00 and a 30 day blast worth $50.00 and a 1 day blast worth $7.50, that is a higher bid than a Happy Hour worth $100.00. If this is not clear, then please, ask me a question...there is too much confusion.... ALSO, please don't conversate in the comments...its making it difficult to find the bids.

Dedicated - One Sweet Day
I had a friend I was on and off friends with as growing up. We re-established a friendship, when we were about 14/15, thanks to our parents. He was a really good friend of mine, nothing more (although I always thought he had a crush on me). I was in our small hometown pageant and he escorted me. He also took my to my last homecoming I would attend. At 17, and on Easter morning, Michael was found dead in his bedroom. He had been in some trouble with some speeding tickets hiding them from his parents and had also been battling depression. For whatever reason, the pressure was too much and he ended his life the eve of Easter, ironically. To this day, I still carry him with. I have pictures from our homecoming together, still. The following year, I went to that pageant again, and sang this song (something I could actually do once upon a time). This April marks 14 yrs we've been without Michael. RIP. ♥ Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say And now it's too late to hold

Land Of Confusion
I must have dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They're moving into the street Now, did you read the news today? They say the danger has gone away But I can see the fire's still alight They're burning into the night There's too many men, too many people Making too many problems And there's not much love to go around Can't you see this is a land of confusion? This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To make it a place worth living in Oh, superman, where are you now? When everything's gone wrong somehow? The men of steel, these men of power Are losing control by the hour This is the time, this is the place So we look for the future But there's not much love to go around Tell me why this is a land of confusion This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To make it a place worth living in

Bleh.
Why is it that when someone offers us what we've always thought we were looking for in life it scares the hell out of us? Is it because we really didnt want that or is it because if we achieve that we have nothing to hope for?

Dammit!
I was trying to have some fun, but this asshole didn't want to play along... oh well *sigh* You know the routine... bottom to top. misterak25...: no problem.. block and bye ->misterak25...: I don't have either and can't download them on this computer. misterak25...: it is allways a pleasure to talk with a female that knows her place... you can contact me now via yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de for a conversation about that theme ->misterak25...: I don't need a big cage. I like to climb in my dog's cage now, and that fits just fine. misterak25...: i think a collar would be enough for now... but you can also get a cage when you find one that fits.. ->misterak25...: I might make good slave girl material. Do I get a cage? misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to

7 Random Things About Me
Ok this could be fun, if people are willing to participate..by way of comments! Ok here goes I wanna know 7 random things about you that I don't already know, and to make this fair, I will post 7 random things about me that not all of you know! 1. I am easily guilted (I know not a word)in to doing things. 2. I am ambidextrous. 3. I can still put my feet over my head :) kinkay! 4. I prefer baths to showers. ewww gross huh? 5. I am really shy. (you think I am lying lol NO I am shy) 6. I quit drinking alcohol because I was starting to do really bad stuff when drunk, such as go around asking total strangers the size of their penis. 7. My feelings are very easily hurt!

I Ask U This As A Friend
imikimi - Customize Your World Well as most of i know i found out my son has autism! Well thats something lil to what news i have gotten today! So my son had a docs appt at 930 this morning! So on my way there thinking nothing more then that! Well we noticed my son was haveing memory loss his brains stuck on March 5th 2008 @his birthday party so each day he wakes up he reliveing that day! As he doesnt know anything that happen on any date but that one! So doc say he has short term memory lost meanin he has a brain tumer or something blockin his brain from memoring anything! So he told me i didnt feed him yesterday but he was takein out to eat and to the park but doesnt know anything! He keeps tellin me today is his birthday ! ! So i ask my self were i went wrong is it something i did as not bein a great mother? But i have done my hardest to take care of my children and in times like this i feel were did i go wrong! Did i miss the signs what was it? So i ask everyone keep my son in ur

You, Tell Me.
Working on the next installment of Mad World, and due to the subject matter, it's making me kind of tired. But I feel the need to be creative. So, I ask you, Give me an idea. Any idea. Let me see if I can face the challenge. Throw one at me. Give me a song to write something to. Give me an idea. Hell, Give me something basic and tell me to work from there, whatever. But get me out of this funk created by the fuckin thing that is SUPPOSED to be the outlet of my rage. If alot reply, I'm going to pick the one I like best. If only one replies, I'm just gonna delete it and wait for a better one. J/K. (ornot)

Seductive Kiss
I wld crawl to u like a purring kitty n run my right hand up ur shirt lightly touching ur skin as I move my body closer to u I wld kiss ur lips lightly w a nibble....while im kissing u my right hand wanders to ur pants n I tease u by pulling u closer to me by ur pants were I can feel ur manhood throbbing mmmmmmmm.....then I wld slowly un fasten ur pants n un zip them while my other hand is playing w ur hair ....I pull ur top off n i kiss ur lips n wonder down ur chest softly kissin n flickin my toungue when I get to ur belly button i take my hands on the rim of ur pants n pull them down lifting over ur hardness mmmmmmmmm then i work my tongue around it teasing till u are litterally throbbing n precum comes out........then I slip ur huge cock n my mouth tasting u like a lollipop looking up at u seductivly w my big brown eyes

Only 1.5 Million To Go.....
Ya, still not a Godfather. But thanks to Sherry i have a Happy Hour tomorrow night. She is really to sweet. :D Since i had such a busy day. And since i've been asked why not Cubby comments today. I thought i'd leave everyone my daily Cubby Comment here.. Nener nener... Be well everyone. :D

Goat Feed
1) Where is the person you like right now? i dont LIKE anybody 2) Last time you consumed alcohol? karaoke night, wasnt it? 3) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Listening to mini hobbits scream at the dog 4) What were you doing 30 minutes ago? HAH...Being Fed! 6) How do you feel about the person who texted you last? its a slight blur, because i havent GOTTEN a text in ahwile 7) Have you ever been around someone who was high? on which substance? Pick one 8) Do you like your life as of now? Best its been, ever, bar none 9) Last thing you purchased? Ky and Mentos 10) Have you ever drank with your number one? My #1 is me...It'd kind of be hard to drink without me. (LOL..me too) 11) Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? Home. A REAL Home...and absolutely fantastic 12) Three words to explain why you last threw up? Anxiety, Pain...necessity 13) How's your heart lately? A Flutter with teh love!

Train List
Get on the After Hours Train.. There are a couple rules to board the train:: 1. Must Fan, Rate, and Friend (ADD AFTERHOURS TRAIN IN THE SUBJECT OF FRIEND REQUEST) all people on the train...(if you dont do this you will be removed) 2. When you are done fra everyone on the train, you must go into After Hours Lounge and become a member. 3. Once you have done that (contact \"DA\"REAL\"McLovin {Owned by *§èX¥_£î£_ßµg*}-{¦@£TéR HóüR$ GrééTéR\" to be added when done). You will be added to the Lounge List so people can add, fan and friend you also. 4. If you like lvling and meeting new people then grab your ticket to board the train. 5. Having fun is most important. So enjoy meeting new people and besure to check out After Hours Lounge Where the drinks are always cold. The Train riders DA\"REAL\"McLovin {Owned by *§èX¥_£î£_ßµg*}-{¦@£TéR HóüR$ GrééTéR PeachyKeenJellyB© HeadGreeter@ After hours AkA Fu-Ku DJ ~SkItTlEs~*Owned And Desired by MYSTIK~D

All Vips This One Is For You
VIP'S OF FUBAR!! Is it possible to donate your 11's today to someone who was a level 16 before his account was deleted.. I know what kind of request I am asking here.. 100 11's or until all his pics are rated... Is almost a kick in the stumic.. They are like gold yes I'm well aware of this.. I'm asking for one day not a week or a month.. We could have him up there again fast if we can just do this one things for today.. Hey never know it might make you feel good to do something nice for someone you dont even know.. I think it would be a very kind thing to do.. The guy is getting all 100 of my 11's or until his pics runs out which ever is first. I would like to know whos with me on this if anyone at all? If you are with me plz let me know also wait for happy hour you dont want to waist points like these.. tracker@ fubar

Feeling Bad
Sorry if i've upset anyone or ignored anyone the past couple days. I've just been feeling kinda down and out and had a stupid feeling that I wasn't appreciated. So if i've pissed anyone off - I deeply apologize. I loves all my friends..... I can tell you what I do, I can tell you how I feel, I can share my perspectives, On the things I think are real. But actions don't define me, Nor do goals which I aspire. Such dreams are not distinctions, I'm not measured by desire. If I say what I believe, Would you know the real me? If I shared such convictions, Would that really make you see? You can't define your essence, Using words like an or a. Indefinite articles Haven't anything to say. Who you are can't be described By what you think, say or do. Your soul has no need of masks, It's the purest part of you. I am greater than my parts, I'm more than my works could be. If you ask me who I am, I will tell you I'm just me.

This Is Me Mizz Shady! I'm A 2nd Alarm Hottie And Proud Of It.
I WANT YOU TO WANT ME! Just click the pic and it will take you to my profile.. AKA MIZZ SHADY I WANT YOU TO WANT ME. OH YES THAT IS VERY TRUE BUT I WANT YOU ALSO JUST THE SAME. IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE PART OF FUBARS HOTTEST OF ALL HOTTIES THEN HIT ME UP.. WE ARE THE ELITE ONE OF ITS KIND FUBARS HOTTEST OF ALL HOTTIES....... THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES DON'T LET OTHERS TELL YOU WHAT YOU ARE AND DON'T EVER 2ND GUESS YOURSELF.. HOTNESS IS SO MUCH MORE THEN WHAT A WOMAN HAS ON THE OUTSIDE. HOTNESS IS ATTITUDE, SELF CONFIDENCE, POSE, STYLE, PHYSIQUE, SEXINESS, AND KNOWING WHO YOU ARE. I BELIEVE EVERYONE HAS ALL THIS AND MORE. YOU JUST HAVE TO KNOW IT.. HIT ME A SHOUT AND WE WILL TALK.. A GROUP OF VERY TALENTED, BEAUTIFUL, SEXY, MOST CONFIDENT WOMEN ALL IN ONE PLACE. WE SUPPORT, WATCH OVER, PROTECT, HONOR, OFFER ADVICE, KINDNESS WITH AN OPEN HEART, AND LOVE TO EACH OTHER. WE ARE A GROUP OF ELEGANCE THAT NO OTHER CAN EVEN TRY AND COMPARE TO. FUBAR ELITE 2ND.

Thank You Everyone
> > This Bulliten goes out to all the people who without presidence or prejudice came to my aid. My Fuking level account got hacked on the night of april 21 at about 2 am and everything was deleted from it....within 2 hours my friends that were online Banded together and made a plea on my behalf. I created a new account and the response was OVERWHELMING to say the least. For 15 hours straight my page got hit by many people..some old friends and some now new friends. The amount of dedication from several families including mine" RISING STARS" and many independant users at one point had me in tears. The Generousity, kindness and relentless bombing helped me travel from New FU to Rock star in 17 hours. THIS HAS TO BE SOME KIND OF FUBAR RECORD !!! thats 20 levels in less than a day. I am Leaving at 330 am for a Turkey Hunt in Ohio for 2 weeks, but rest assured when I get back each and every one of you will get 110% in return for your hard work and effort. I can not

Help Me Get Spotlight, Please!
Alright, as most of you know, a lot of my friends have had the spotlight. Now, it's MY turn! I'm going to need a lot of help, but it can be done! My friends are awesome and I'm sure I can get it! I'm not asking for a hand-out, although I won't stop you from donating lol, but I will WORK for fu-bucks! I will rate pics, rate stash, comment bomb.. whatever you need done! Also, if you don't have fu-bucks to spare, you can help me out by rating my stuff! You know that I always return the love! :) Please help me! Every little bit helps; no amount is too small or not enough! I will make a thank you bulletin and blog when all is said and done! Abby♥Normal@ fubar

Give Her Your Fu-bucks!
HAVING A SEIZURE YET? LOL GOOD - QUICK - CLICK ON MEL'S PIC AND GO RATE HER AND GIVE HER FU-BUCKS!!! SHE WANTS THE SPOTLIGHT!!!!!! HELP HER OUT!!! Mel@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: ~*syn™*~@ fubar

Beauty Of Sisterhood
I found this pick... it brought to mind all of my kindred sisters who have started to share with me the wisdon and love as i willingly share with them... caty the ghost Lady victoria Lady spirit wolf Light and Dark wolf grey bella wind whitler willow scarlet witch blue eyes and more...thank u all for being my sisters

Tell Me About It Stud
this is for the shout box romeos - Just because you see our picture scroll by does not make us your baby - a woman on fubar does not automatically mean she is looking to see you yank your goods on cam - yes we CAN tell when the picture of the six pack is not yours - your opening line should never be along the lines of I want to lick you all over.... unless you actually really do that in real life and get to walk away still able to make babies - when we do not reply to your shout it means we do not want to talk to you not that we are shy - taking time to rate all our folders and comment on pictures is creepy not a turn on - just because you are desperate does not mean we are - what we are wearing ... our boob size... and the last time we had sex is not really any of your business - we are not actually sitting here waiting to meet you ...and you have not made our dreams come true by sending us your yahoo name - and last but not least silence to yo

Callin' The Wolfpack!!!
I have tried to be the nice guy and end a few situations peacefully, but my efforts to keep the peace have gone up in smoke. Some people are hell-bent on trying to hurt others and being drama queens. I have learned that if you kick a wolf while he is down, you better beware of the rest of the pack! I have had enough of this, and with my health being the big question mark, I have decided to turn the wolfpack loose and let them run wild, and I'll wash my hands of the whole ordeal. What people are gonna do at this point will be their responsibility - I will no longer try to take responsibility for the actions other people choose to inflict because someone chose to hurt me or someone else! Now as of today, I have tried to resolve my conflicts with this one particular person, but she has taken my efforts for a peaceful resolution and not only thrown them back in my face, she has tried to trample me by going to people and trying to ruin my reputation with lies and manipulations. She

Papi's Happy Hour!! :d
WHO IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR??? That's right! One of our favorite bouncers is having a Happy Hour on Saturday, May 3 at 6pm Fu-time, 7pm Mountain Time, 8pm Central Time, and 9pm Eastern Time! Make sure to show him LOTS of love for everything he does for us!!! :D Big Papi Smurf@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by: ~*syn™*~

Uhhh Ok
· new friend request from 'shawnbizkit' received! · shawnbizkit re-rated you a '10' from a '4'! · shawnbizkit re-rated you a '4' from a '5'! · shawnbizkit re-rated you a '5' from a '10'! · shawnbizkit rated you a '10'! Bi-polar? Skitzo? OCD?

Better Taste
Hey everyone, It's Friday and I'm skippin class. About the through on a bikini and spend about 6 hours around our pool. Well last nights dream stalker was better then Wednesday nights. Last night he watched the "Quicktimes" again this time only watching the best of the best. MMMMM it was fucking hot watching my eyes roll back in my head, my little body naked, chained spread eagle, me jerking on cuffs so hard the bit into my wrists and ankles, being pounded like he's trying to kill me. Hard I resist, fight, and stuggle - tighter my pussy grabs his dick hard he fucks me. The look of animal lust in his eyes. The grawl that escapes my panties and ball gagged mouth. Is nothing but pure animal. Daring him to fuck me harder. Daring him to hurt me all he can. The sounds of my screams as my little as is rammed violently. No time to adjust. No mercy. Fucked for the pleasure he gets from my pain. Last night he picked the best of the best. Even some of me drugged, chained to th

Warning!
I'm pmsing. Just so you know. I'm not cranky or bitchy, just tired. That tired can turn into cranky and bitchy at the drop of a hat. I apologize in advance for biting heads off, ripping new assholes, or otherwise creating new orifices. Just don't fuck with me today, we'll be golden.

:-(
I just want to let my all my friends know that that I’m having a tough time, And its not that I don’t care and I will try to return all your love, But I can not promise that I will... I will get though this and be stronger when this week is over, Just didn’t want you all thinking id turned into a moody old cow… For those that don’t know November the 6th last year my Ex died aged 42. This week marks two special dates the 4th that was our wedding day and the 7th that was his birthday The first we all knew was when the police came round. It hit my girls and me hard as he wasn’t ill we had split but we was still good friends, just couldn’t live together. we shared looking after of our girls and still did lots of things together. I know I’m not alone in this and many of you have lost a loved one. but I have to be there for my girl’s to help them though. so I hope you will understand if I’m not there to answer the shout box and return mail straight away

Heartbroken
So I started talking to an ex again. We were getting along great and everything was going fine. Last night we spent the night together. I won't go into details, but it was very nice. Then today we were talking about hanging out again tonight. Well out of nowhere he said he wouldn't be able to hang out again, as in ever. He later told me that he got some life changing news today that he says keeps us from seeing each other. He refuses to tell me what it is. All he told me was that is wasn't disease related or life threatening. The only thing that comes to mind is that he has knocked someone up. I know it's been a long time since he's had sex, so I don't know if that's it, but maybe it is. I'm just so confused. I was letting myself fall for him all over again then I get slapped in the face like this. I really wish I knew what was wrong with me. I'm 22 years old and I've never had a real boyfriend. I guess I should say I've never been in a relationship. I don't know what I'm doing wron

Bad News
It has been about 2 years now since my granfather was diagnosed with cancer and given only 6 months left. Just the thought of the C word at his age is terrifying, not to mention the fact that hes so stubborn that by the time he actually said something was wrong and he was in pain, it had already spread to 3 other areas than where it had started. I love my grandfather. He was the rock when I was a kid, he was stubborn, bullheaded, and also the most amazing man you will ever meet. He was in the Navy in WWII as a PT Boat Captain, the youngest person on the boat and the captain lol. After that served in the Korean war. This is a local newspaper artice that was written on him a couple years ago, outlining his military service. Its a pretty interesting read.Click here for Article After leaving the military he worked for Southern Bell (now called Bellsouth) for 41 years, I was about 3 or 4 and at his retirement party. After that hes done volunteer work with the courts, as a mediator and as a

I'm Like Actually Sad
so i was dating this girl, casually at first. then it was getting better and better, so we decided to be exclusive. and yesterday i lost my new job and, and today she dumped me, because "i swear its not because you lost your job. but there are too many similarities between this and my ex husband." and it was only a couple weeks that we were 'exclusive' but i feel like im in hell, and my insides are burning, and i cant sleep, and im just not hungry. and i feel like all life is shit.

More U.s. Kids On Anti-psychotic Drugs
American children take anti-psychotic medicines at about six times the rate of children in the United Kingdom, according to a comparison based on a new U.K. study. Does it mean U.S. kids are being over-treated? Or that U.K. children are being under-treated? Experts say that's almost beside the point, because use is rising on both sides of the Atlantic. And with scant long-term safety data, it's likely the drugs are being over-prescribed for both U.S. and U.K. children, research suggests. Among the most commonly used drugs were those to treat autism and hyperactivity. In the U.K. study, anti-psychotics were prescribed for 595 children at a rate of less than four per 10,000 children in 1992. By 2005, 2,917 children were prescribed the drugs at a rate of seven per 10,000 -- a near-doubling, said lead author Fariz Rani, a researcher at the University of London's pharmacy school. The study is being released Monday in the May edition of the journal Pediatrics. By contras

I Love You Guys Lets Do It Again
I KNOW THIS WONT LEVEL ME BUT MY GOD YOU GUYS HELP ME GET A LITTLE CLOSER PLZ... THESE UPPER LEVELS SUCK HARD!!!!! 3 MILL TO GO GUYS HELP THAT GO DOWN TO JUST 2 MILL. CAN WE PLZ OH GOD DON'T MAKE ME BEG. IT'S NOT PRETTY... SCRATCH THE 11:00 PART TODAY ITS 10:00 AM AND I WANT LOADS OF LOVE.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO EVERY MOTHER ON EARTH.. THERES NO MORE OF A HARDER JOB THEN OURS OR ONE THATS MORE REWARDING ALSO..

A Few Minutes With You
A Few Minutes With You. Wherever you are, whatever you do, I always like talking to you; I'm different on different days, And so are you; so you surely see, There are so many ways That I like talking to you. Just a few words, now and then, But they make my whole world spin, I'm glad just to know that you're around, So I wake up every day again. Whenever you're gone, I feel sad, But I keep the faith so it's not too bad. I love the time you spend with me, You're always perfect company, It's nice when you can stay a while, But it's good when you just leave me a smile. However you feel, whatever you do, I like to get a few minutes with you. Sometimes you're up, sometimes I'm down, Sometimes it's the other way around, It's so sweet when we're both happy, But I know that it can't always be. When I can help, and sometimes when I can't, I still want a few minutes with you. If they tore the whole world apart, And made it all over from the start,

Thanks
This blog goes out to most (not all) of the people that I have helped in the past.. THANKS FOR NOTHING! I have worked my butt off to help people level, win contests and give aways, whatever the case was, and I can count on ONE hand how many have helped me in return. Frankly, I'm tired of it. I'm done helping people who don't appreciate it. To the few that DO appreciate me, thank you. I know you guys are always the first ones there to help me with whatever I need, even if it's just someone to talk to. I'm also tired of people adding me for points. So, over the next few days, I will be clearing out my list to only those that make an attempt to talk to me. If you don't, you're gone. And don't even try to come to me and ask me "why was I deleted", because then chances are I will block you. I'm tired of the stupid games. I know, it's only the internet, but at least have some respect. We're all SUPPOSED to be adults, yet most still act like 2 year olds. I know, a few of my CLOS

R/l Stuff!! Please Help
FIRST I WANT TO SAY THANKS SOOOO MUCH TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN VOTING DAILY... YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!! THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME AND I TRULY APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE VOTE.. LOTS OF LOVE & HUGS TO YOU!! This means SOOOO MUCH that I am willing to pay you... ~*THIS IS R/L STUFF HERE*~ **we are currently in second place** QUALIFICATION ROUND... MAY 15TH--JUNE 20TH **during this time** i will give you $1000 fu-bucks per vote... i will bling you for your first vote (1000 pts + 1000 fubuck YOU ARE ABLE TO VOTE ONE TIME PER DAY!! Click on the bottom of the player and vote.. once you vote message me and I will send you $1000 fu-bucks... **i will bling you as often as i can** PLUS... EVERY 40th vote (from fubar) will receive a 3 day blast ~OR~ bling pack so be sure to message me once you have voted ~~MY FRIENDS KICK ASS~~ I know we can get this record deal.. with a little help from you **THANKS IN ADVANCE** ~~MUCH LOVE~~

Chicken Shit Hypocrit
This gal with a profile name of Kr8zy really pissed me off with her childishness and her hypocrisy to such an extinct I really felt like I had to write about this one! So basically we had started to chat and what is funny about the whole thing is that when we first started chatting she went on and on telling me about what a great friend she was to her friends on here.... but in any event we did chat a whole lot one evening and yes, our conversation got VERY mutually sexual too, but that wasn't all it was, at first it was just regular talk, but none the less, that one night it did turn very sexual too! So anyway, after that, for many days I would try shouting her when I saw her on line and was active just to say hi.... nothing sexual what so ever just making attempts at saying hi. Well, after many days in a row of trying to say hi when I knew she was active and on line, and her never answering my shouts, I finally told her in the shout box that since it was clear she just was goin

Brain Teasers
Give these a shot if you would like: If you have a boat that can carry no more than 200 pounds and you have a man who weight 200 lbs and two women that way 100 pounds each, how do you get all three to the other side of the lake? Estimating a distance of 720 miles between Pittsburg and Chicago: If a train leaves Chicago at 3:00 heading west traveling at a rate of speed of 60 miles per hour, and an another train leaves Pittsburg heading to Chicago at 4:00 pm traveling at a rate of 90 mph, at what time will the trains pass? If you have two coins totaling fifty five cents, and one of the coins is not a fifty cent piece, what are the two coins? Which weighs more a pint of water or a pound of water? If a clock moving from 12:00 am to 3:00 am moves 90 degrees, how many degrees does the clock move in an entire day. Two girls are born to the same father, in the same place, on the same day, at the same time, in the same month, in the same year and yet they're not twins. How

Mon 05-19-08 (wet)
Monday, May 19. 2008 Welcome back, I hope your weekend was a good one - not a total loss & your plans werent ... ummm "Rained Out" I tossed that out there ... I have all these 'wet' graphics and I'd hate to come off like a 'Total Dip' (Ugh) So ... My weekend? -uneventful- Unless chasing a mouse counts as an event. It was funny watching my wiener dog & cat though. I used to have TWO wieners (Male & Female) and my male WAS the mouser of the house ... he-he He'd see a mouse and pounce quicker than any cat! Even weeks befored he passed away, He'd get excited and snatch up a mouse so quic

Why Do Bad Things Happen To Good People???
the tears are finally flowing non stop... my mind is so not at ease. the news comes that my dad is in the hospital & I finally cry. he has been through so much in the past 6 years... 1st a heart attack, then a triple bypass, then a stoke, then depression, then my parents new house at the beach burns down, due to the neighbors carelessness.... but he is tough. we are tough... i am tough... we will get through this, i just know I WILL! after all he endured .... he still took me & the boys fishing every summer, he still went on the rides at the boardwalk, he still went to the arcade & endured the long dings & dongs & kids pushing him to get to the next game, he still racked the most points at skeeball, he still kicked my butt in tennis, he still helped build the biggest, bested castles & sculptures in the sand... he still flew the kite the highest & dug for worms! he still played on the floor with the kids for hours, and endured the gamecube games to make them happy! he gives

The Heat And Why It Sucks Hairy Pieballs
It's May. MAY! And the weather is already so hot that I wake up sweaty. What happened to the days of us having more rain than Seattle? I liked those days. In fact, more of those days would be fantastic. Who can I contact in Seattle to toss a couple of those rainstorms our way? Because if the weather is already this insufferable in May, I don't want to think of how effing hellish the weather will be in August. It's not conduscive to restful sleep. I can't sleep at night. Last night I got 4 hours. Tossing and turning, rolling over to find a cool spot. Getting up to get the spray bottle to drench myself in mist so I'm cool enough to sleep. And then realizing it's already 5:45 am. So I apologize for any rambling, hissy fits, or flat out tantrums thrown today, as a result. I'm not excusing it. I will be as sweet as I normally am, but if I happen to fling myself to the floor and start pounding my fists and hollering. Just ignore that. ♥

Whats Happining And Up Coming
Currently we have been working on Teresa\'s contest and she has a great lead! And we want to keep it that way this contest ends May 28th @ 6pm cst..so let\'s keep doing what we been doin a helluva job thanks everyone Teresa Next upcoming event will start one day this week maybe in the next couple of days,just as soon as I get enough entries.This is one of our Officers as well Aimee the bitch you love to hate and we want to do her just as proud. Aimee So let\'s keep up the good work we have been doing already and show FYUBAR and the rest of these who\'s the BEST!

Culture Shock
As some of you know I've moved to Germany. Many things here are a bit different from in the states. Since I've been here I've realized that many many Americans are a bit uptight when it comes to certain things. I, myself, am one of those Americans (I guess) and I never realized it until a couple days ago. ~Side note~ I'm not one to be easily offended and I'm pretty laid back and go with the flow. I go to this toy store called Rodu Kinderland that one of my coworkers tells me about so I can look at things for Aidan's birthday. I pull into the parking lot and find a spot. As I'm walking to Rodu I have to pass a couple other stores in the little strip mall. I look at the first store and it's a dollar store of sorts. I window shop for a second and begin my journey again to Rodu. There is one other store between Rodu and the dollar store. I walk past the store in the middle and read the sign... "MEGA-X Erotic Outlet". (As you know most Adult stores in the states have windows that ar

War Injuries
Some people have been asking what happened to me in the war, so I wanted to list it all here. * I tore my left knee dragging a wounded Marine to safety under fire, so I cant run anymore, and it hurts to walk or stand for too long. * I had washout from night vision goggles on a night operation that is causing to to slowly lose my sight and maybe go blind in time. * I have PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) like most combat vets, I cant sleep at night or interact in a public setting very well, I cant live a normal life now that I suffer from this. its nothing anyone should have to live with. * I have Gulf War Syndrome, witch is like agent orange to Vietnam vets. its from chemical exposure and depleted uranium rounds, It has caused me the most physical pain of all, It has caused nerve damage that makes it feel like I am on fire from the inside out. it make random stabbing pains over my body and causes respiratory and heard degeneration. * I also have damage to the me

Youtube Coding Alterations
Heres a normal Video off of youtube here is the code untampered with value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en">src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"> This code makes the video autoplay all you have to do is put &autoplay=1 to the 2nd URL within the code such as this value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en">src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wZDK3c1CL7w&hl=en&autoplay=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"> >>

The Meaning Of True Friends
Friends come in many sizes in our lives. some may only hang around for a week or a few days. Some may even be around for many years. But a true friend is always there when you need them. As you are there when they need you. Weather its just an ear to listen to them or to just be there when they are suffering a hardship. To share your good news with. But a friend would never intentionally hurt you with words or by threats. Friends are there when you want someone to talk to, no matter what time of the day or night it is. A friend would never betray the trust you put in them. But we all know that one person we though of as a friend that has done this to us at least once during that friendship. Some of those that have been betrayed by a friend. Can never forgive that friend. Yet, others do give their friend many chances to prove that it will never happen again. But is yet again decieved over and over again. What would you say to a friend that you considered a true friend? Wo

Caressing Your Words
Caressing Your Words by LateNiteFantasy© How do you know me I asked you once more You’re fulfilling my heart With the words I adore The tingles on my spine Each time you appear I hope each tomorrow You will whisper my ear With words embracing Wrapped in affections Intimate love displays Our heart connections Caressing your words Sweet gifted and true An inlaid passion stays So enchanting are you

Return To Sender
I just got out of a meeting where supposedly technical people were talking about sending e-mail without addresses... I actually had to walk through a demonstration using postal mail on how that cannot actually work.

Off Line
Wanted to take a chance and say hi to everyone . I'm sorry I have not been around much lately. Just having $$ problems and can only get online here and there . I'm doing ok . I do miss everyone. I will try to get back as soon as possible . Thank you to everyone that has not forgotten about me . Have a great weekend and please take care. Thanks again, Tom

One Sick Dog
Be warned this WILL be LONG! First off special hugs and hellos to those I've missed while I've been away. As far as the Biggest loser update, im NOT going to win lol bhut im still at 15 pounds lost so thats whats important. Now on to the reason for this blog. My precious Heidi dog- heres a pic... Some history first. When Billy and I first started dating occasionally he would bring Heidi over for his 3-4 day sleepovers :) I immediately fell in love with her. I always thought poodles were not very attractive breed but when she licks your face and looks at you with those big eyes how can you not melt? She actually belonged to Billy's grandmother whom he lived with that breeds poodles.When Billy moved here permanently, Heidi became so despondent and pouty that his Mamaw(its a southern term :P) called and said come get her. We joke constantly about how Heidi is really MY dog as she follows me EVERYWHERE. I cant even go the bathroom without her scratching on and pushing the door o

Myspace
xoxo Hey! Are you on my myspace yet? Why not? I have been there a lot more these days! Plus I am getting into blogging there a lot more. Like real shit not just the pimpouts like the Fu. Click a pic and go to my page! Add me and subscribe to my blogs! That way you don't miss a post. {{Hugz}} Miranda

Jesus? Meet Bubbles.
It's been a long week. Chaotic, sleepless and full of sloppy puppy kisses. I finally picked up Enza last Sunday. She is so sweet, so soft and full of energy....the way I used to be....before she moved in. When we got home, I introduced her to her new surroundings. Cooch eyed her suspiciously, sniffed her, looked at me, then walked away. I think she felt intimidated by the bouncy little puppy. She stayed in her little corner of the family room all day. With her back to me and ignoring my every call. She no longer loved me. I did my best not to take away Cooch's stature on the family totem pole. I left her food and water dish in the usual spot and placed Enza's on the opposite side of the kitchen. I didn't want either of them fighting over food. I thought it was a good idea, until Cooch would walk past Enza's meal and stop to nosh on it before she traveled the rest of the length of the kitchen to her own dish. I would try to walk Enza on the leash. She would do

Tuesday 06-03-08 (fans)
____ Tuesday June 03, 2008 elcome, happy to see you as always. Keep coming back and I'll take it YOU are a FAN of my blogs ... Truth be known, the more you return the bigger fan I become of YOURS! oo bad Stars that we are fans of never seem to appreciate their fans. s I look at the 'fan' I bought only two summers ago sitting in a corner that I found doesn't work any longer Reminds ME that fans are not forever You probably better enjoy and appreciate them, because they're not going "to be there" forever? Yet STARS of different things are indifferent. So while thinking of a subject for today's blog - I happened to start thinking about the people, places & things that I USED to be a fan of - That either I grew wary of or

My Final Goodbye To Everyone....
Well I guess this is it. My very first Happy Hour was a great success and I would like to thank everyone. I have met many great people on here and i will miss you all. Some of you do know where to find me so we will be in touch. I will try to answer everyones questions on here or it will take me a month to get through all your emails... Oren and I have had nothing but physico bitches since we started dating then fu married... well you can ignore, block then , but there is so many fakes account they just keep coming back..the last straw was somehow my home number got out (no one gets my phone number). As of today Oren and I had our numbers changed to unlisted and we made new emails... and now it's time to move on to the next chapter of our lives..... for those of you interested , Oren will be transferring to a company here, but still doing long haul. He decided this was better for my daughter, that way she will still see her dad and won't be uprooted from what she knows. Plus he

Thursday 06-05-08 (true Colors)
______ Thursday, June 05, 2008 eah! You're BACK! As always I'm happy to see YOU return for more of my colorfilled? fun? I was hoping my smiles & rainbows didn't scare you away - It being a bit much. Cant help it -seriously- I cant It's just me and my

I Got Em Pierced!!
ive been wanting to get my nipples pierced for nearly 2 yrs now and yesterday i finally decided to just go and do it... ouchhhhhhhh... the pain wasnt to bad on the first one but the second was the worst pain everrrrr but i do recommend it if ur thinking of doing it cuz its so darn sexy and so well worth the few seconds of pain.. i love em.. lol u should see em :D

For The Men
Ok so last week I posted a blog about rules when looking for a relationship. Now this is for those men who try to hook up with woman and have no luck. (yes ladies I am giving out some of our secrets.) So to start this off I will start with an experiance I had this weekend. I went to a small get together and there was a guy there that immendiately started hitting on me the moment I got there. Now at first he came off kinda sweet, but then about 5 min after we started talking, he thought it was appropriate to grab my ass (1st mistake), Then I proceeded to mingle with the other people there and noticed him sitting next to one of my friends trying to hook up with her (2nd mistake) Then told me that I needed to come down to his house the next day to see him (3rd mistake) after that 3rd strike I let him know that he had no chance in hell to even get my number and here is why. 1st mistake: Do not touch a woman inappropriately. It will only make her uncomfortable around you and it only p

I'm An Idiot
Been talking to a new girl from eHarmony in CA where i'm moving...as if that site hasn't brought me anything but misery. like twice a day on the phone. she is kinda religious, she likes to get her nails done. besides that, i dunno, seems nice. I'm a glutton for punishment. if i get stupid again you have my permission to exterminate me.

Out Of Town
well the company i work for is sending us out of town agian.. my bosses son has a laptop that i can keep in touch with on here. but this sucks. third time in 2 months they have done this to our rig. we have to stay for 12 days then come home for 4. anybody gonna miss me ?

Facepalm
I was cursed. Or something. I mean, how else do I explain why I have to deal with such an oafish, dumbass as paralegal? Boss/mom has been out with the tomato flu and hasn't gone to court at all this week. She decided yesterday that she would handle today's hearing and tomorrow's hearing, but would need someone to bring her the files for said hearings. I asked paralegal to take them to attorney, he could leave early to beat traffic and she would pay for his gas there and back. I told him to leave by 3:30 to avoid the major traffic. He doesn't leave until 4:00 and of course gets stuck in traffic. Not a big deal since she doesn't actually need them until this morning. That was yesterday. I come into work this morning, and what's the first thing paralegal asks? Whether attorney is planning to make the appearance this morning. Because he forgot to take her the file for THIS morning's hearing. The whole reason for his leaving early yesterday. I tell him to call her immedi

Not Sure If I Should Post This
I’m so tired on being alone, every time I think I find someone I can truly be happy with I just get hurt or it falls through… Along with the physical pain from the war, and the mental pain from the war, it just pushes me over the edge. I think about killing myself a lot, and I found a new way today that will work well I think. I’m not asking for help, I’m not asking for you to feel sorry for me. I’m just venting my sadness, and pain. I really have nothing to live for, and no hope of getting better. Even if I found someone I could love, they wouldn’t love me for long, or they would just use me like all the others. I cant do this much longer. I’m sorry. I don’t know what to say anymore, I’m one of the nicest guys and I try to make other peoples life's better even as my own falls apart around me, I give and give and never ask for much if anything, but to what end? I think I will have to do it my self, god don’t seem to care enough to end my suffering.

Omg Look What They Did
I AM A MEMBER OF THE MOST AWESOME FAMILY ON FUBAR THEY GOT 65K COMMENTS IN LESS THAN A WEEK!!!!!! ALL THESE GUYS HELPED ME WIN A HAPPY HOUR SHOW THEM SOME LUV The Spankers Club@ fubar !Starry!@ fubar ღ Ððµßlê Ð ² §håÐðw Lêvêlêr &ღ Wï£ê¥ †ð §þåzz@ fubar Vanessa's Pwoned Tata's show him love-Member of Spankers@ fubar PUMPKIN BUTT~FU-WIFEY TO LEIF~*R/L TAKEN BY LEIF*~OWNED BY LEIF~*OWNED BY DARTH*MNG Pain N Pleasure@ fubar

Feeling Lost And Behind
I just can't stress enough how wonderful you guys are. You totally rock! I'm feeling rather overwhelmed at the moment, trying to return fumail and gifts and love. OMG! I shall never get caught up. If you haven't received your thank you, don't fret. I'm getting to you. :) I did amazingly well in my HH today. You guys again... ROCK! There is no other word for it. I've scored about half a million points today in my HH alone. That is because of you guys! YOU did it!!! I have received so much birthday loving... cakes! We should most definitely have a party. I received enough cake and beverages to feed all of fubar!!!! Oh stars! What a day! It's been absolutely amazing. As far as my HH goes? Well, I've had about 4 so far. I think today was number 5. But, it could have been 4. Anyway, I've never seen my bartab go that fast, even when I have actions set to "everything." It truly has been amazing. I hope you can feel the love I have for each of you. You all hold a piece of my heart. S

Texas
Well I made it! It was a long ride especially with a baby with me but I am here! It's hott (prolly jus cuz I am here now....I mean there is no way Texas was this hot before I got here...lol) I mean it hasn't even been a full 48 hours yet but so far its great! Meet some of the neighbors and their kids. They are great and Alex likes the kids. We have 4 dogs and a cat here(cat is in hiding lol) so gotta get the baby used to it so he with stop chases them lol. Also I have a Bf now (YAY!) :D. My Master of Desires! I love you. I was started to worry I might lose him but not anymore. I love ya babe! Again to all my other friends I miss ya and hugz n kisses to you all. Muahz!! Don't forget me... Love, Kiri

You Need Fu Bucks
Do you need Fu Bucks?? I have them will trade 100 comments for 10,000 Fu Bucks i am in a contest and need all the help i can get ... If You Every Wanted One of the Best People On Your List You Need To Meet Jami So Go Show Her Some Luv and Help Her Win This ConTest

Hellcats Hitlist 9/29
HELLCATS HITLIST I DO AN AUTO 11 BLOG! MAIL ME IF YOU ARE HAVING AUTO'S ON! MY BLOG IS #8 ON FUBAR. THANKS TO ALL YOU FU'S! HELLCATS HITLIST JUST A REMINDER! THIS IS ALWAYS KEPT IN MY BLOG TO REFER TO, AS WELL AS OTHER INFO. PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE OF YOUR TIME AND STOP BY THE BLOG THIS IS KEPT IN AND RATE IT. I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT! THANKS! CLICK THIS LINK TO GO THERE. IN A CONTEST,GIVEAWAY,AUCTION? HOLDING A CONTEST,GIVEAWAY, OR AUCTION?? ALWAYS FEEL FREE TO MAIL ME YOUR LINK! PLEASE REPOST, ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE ASKED TO BE ON THIS LIST. THANK YOU TO MAIL ME YOUR CONTEST PAGE LINKS CLICK HERE TEXAS HELLCAT@ fubar CHECK OUT SOME BLOGS ON FUBAR! ATTENTION ALL MILITARY PERSONNEL PAST AND PRESENT ATTENTION ALL MILITARY FAMILY AND SUPPORTERS!! JOIN THE "WE SUPPORT YOU" M

Sexy Baldman Calendar Contest
I am in a Sexy Bald Man Calendar Contest any help will be greatly appreciated bombing my picture Copy this link and go to Jades page.... Please Fan, Rate, And Add her before you go to the picture files for the contest is under private... Once she adds you go to her Sexy Bald Man Calendar Contest and look for Vegas Cowboy... Thank you all my wonderful friends http://fubar.com/user/170972

The End Or The Beginning?
For those of you that really care enough to read this, Kyle and I seperated yesterday. I was the one that left him. We both had faults that probably could have been worked out, but I just made a snap decision. I still love him with everything I have and then some. Maybe in time there will be a future, but right now I just don't know. I guess I can only hope for the best. To be honest, I don't know if I'll be ok. I can't sleep, can't eat.. I know, it all goes with being depressed, but I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life. I can't change what has already happened, but I can try to change what happens in the future. We have talked and maybe, just maybe there may be an "us" again. Kyle - If you read this, please know that I love you very much. I hope that maybe we can try again, but if not, I want you to be happy. If you decide to move on and find someone else, I wish nothing but the best of luck to you. I will always love you no matter what happens. I don't even know wh

Blah
soooooooooo yea some of you i told personally (if you were one of those that means you are a VIP in my fulife) some of you probly saw in the bar tab, that i changed my status to "in a relationship" yea yea, i know, i know.....i was the poster child for staying single. oh well when you met someone special stuff changes. well part of the reason i'm writting this blog is to let everyone know that nothing is changing. i'm still the same ol' anarchy! another reason i'm writing this is cause i had a few people delete me off myspace when i changed my status. if you wanna delete me cause i have a boyfriend now so be it. i don't need a bunch of fake friends.

Xhmh Radio In Print
ok guys ........ dj slay here. incase you didn't know, YES xhmhradio WILL be printed in a northern cali magazine. july 8th will be the release date for the magazine. we will be getting interviews and promos from up and coming new bands. 1st up will be kataklysm. dj evil berry and i will be going to san antonio on july the 4th for the interview and show. thank everyone that has helped and come along for the ride. you know how we do it at the X. we look forward to seeing you all in the X and also look forward to seeing new faces. fubar feel free to come check us out. THE ONLY lounge on fubar to get printed up and have the promo's from metal bands like ours. we've worked hard to support fu so FUBAR SHOW THE LOVE BACK. so for you REAL metal heads check it out. ONLY at the X !!!! dj slay

Boring Boring Blah Blah Blah
My mom got in touch with her HS friend from Russia that moved to Canada. They were talking for a while, on the phone and over the emails. So we recently planned to drive to Canada (where we almost moved to Montreal instead of the US) to stay with her. Well, all over sudden she disappeared for a while, and just contacted my mom a coupla days ago. Turns out her only son killed himself recently from a bipolar disorder. I mean, how awfully sad and awkward it must be to hear something like that. It was terrible to hear my best friend tell me her mom died, but I was helping out her mom the previous day, so I felt that coming. So that kinda made the day pretty unpleasant. She also got into another fight with her sister; they are like day and night-looks wise and personality. THey have falling outs every year, but I think they are gonna cut off the relationship all together pretty soon. Which is sad, because I like my lil cousins. She is a nutjob and I hope she doesn't turn her sons

Peanut Butter And Jelly
I just ate two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. I feel like a fatass. But I haven't eaten all day. Damn they were so good. I have an odd love for pb&j sandwiches. I even have a certain way that I eat them. Mmmm and I had a caffeine free diet dr. pepper to wash it down. I think I'm just going to ramble a bit. I'm going to see Wall-E tonight after this doofus gets his tires fixed. This kid texts me today saying he has two flat tires. How does that happen? He must have some shitty luck. He doesn't get off work till 6 then he has to get them fixed. Ugh. I better get to see Wall-E, damnit! I emailed the director of my fellowship program about this stupid form I have to fill out. I don't see why the government has to make things so difficult. Why can't I just submit my certification verification and send them my money. Instead I have to go through this 10 page form to fill out useless information over and over. OH!!! Does anyone know what to claim on your tax forms so they will o

Update On Surgery
As most of my close good friends know, I lost my implants right after Thanksgiving last year. In fact I went into the hospital the Monday after Thanksgiving with the doctor wanting to do surgery that afternoon but I was to dehydrated to do it. They pumped fluids into me all night and I had surgery the next morning. I lost my right implant and alot of breast tissue. no it was not cancer. A milk gland stopped up then got infected and then Abcess after abcess, the size of the implant kept the infection hide until it was really horrible and all inside my chest, it was to the point of causing me heart problems. The doctor told me if I had waiting another day to come in I would have been dead. The implants was floating in the infection and alot of other gross things I won't mention, but anyway, they removed the implant and alot of tissue, and it left a massive hole. I was on a wound vac for months and I had a second surgery in Feb. They had to open it back up and debred it. Put me back on th

Happy Canada Day!
Well for those of you who don't know, I became a US Citizen in December of 2007, I was Canadian. Born and raised like everyone else in Canada just outside of Toronto, Ontario and living there until i met my wife and moved down to NY. So normally i'd be bugging BabyJ about the fact he doesn't have a Canadian Flag for sale or trying to get outta work today.. it's just another day. To all those Celebrating, don't forget your are commies and have a Blue or Ex on me!

Chapstick Elves
So in the last 2 months I have purchased 4 tubes of chapstick and for some reason they all end up missing. I have come to the conclusion that like underpants gnomes and sock trolls, there are also chapstick elves. So I am trying to think of a way to catch their little hands in the act, but can't figure out how. I could set up the videocamera and hope to catch them that way, or I could cleverly devise a trap and catch the little bastards in a mouse trap or something? Plus I need a really yummy flavor that they would like to have so I am thinking maybe something fruity like watermelon or strawberry to draw them in. I'm going to catch the little bastards.

The Rules!
Want some Goodies!! So it's simple...As most know My old account had thousands of friends and fans and was almost a Godfather...In an attempt to get back there this is what I will try... Refer your friends to me! I will have a blog to keep track of all this and you can check at anytime to see how many referals you have and who they were. To get a referal they must rate me a 10 or higher Fan me and send a request that says your name... Its gotta be your screen name so I know exactly who sent them. Ok so what do you get? $1000 fubucks per referal! Once you hit 10 you get an extra $5000 fubucks! Once you hit 20...you get a perm. blog pimpout and bully. Get 30 and then you get an extra &20,000 fubucks! once you pass 30 you get $2000 per friends request! With extra bonuses to be thrown in as well! How easy is this! make a blog or a bully and repost it a few times and get paid for it! Anybody on my friends list can play! Saving for a spotlight?

Stupid Amy
I hate when I make a stupid joke on here and someone takes it the wrong way. Well this goes for the internet in general. It's hard to convey jokes sometimes. Or anything you type/say in general. So many times things are taken out of context because you can't communicate with tone, inflection, body language, etc. Well I made a new friend earlier and he seemed pretty cool. Then I had to go and be a dope and make a stupid joke. Well I'm pretty sure it pissed him off. He said it was cool when I explained the situation, but I could tell he was lying. Oh well. Chalk another one up to Amy sticks her foot in her mouth. -sigh-

Thanks A Lot Guys!
So I seriously NEVER accept friend requests anymore...but I did just once today and then this is what lands in my shoutbox... Bob (The L...: My bad on the invite, just disregard it, just now noticed you have many of the mumm basher's as friends, that just won't work for me... sorry to have bothered you darlin!

Omg
you know i try too talk to every friend but sometimes i get busy with my daughter and i step away from my computer if your going to get upset or mad then please take your self off my list ty i dont nee no drauma i have enough with my ex,for my new friends i will get to rate you when i get cught up you all are awsome

Avenging Angel
You know how to read it folks :D Blockz0red!!!!! Just when I was going to tell him he was the latest addition to my blog too. Avening_Angel: lmfao....................are you serious?!...............shut the fuck up cumbdunt ->Avening_Angel: Um.... it wouldn't have been an issue if you had simply said sorry and went about your merry little way. I tell people when I'm unconfortable with something so maybe some men will realize that decent women don't enjoy being called sexy, or baby or whatever else you fags use that you "think" is a compliment. Avening_Angel: why must you have to make a bigass issue over it Avening_Angel: you take it as a compliment or something.......iguess fuck...idk and idc ->Avening_Angel: Because I told you something that made me uncomfortable? Avening_Angel: uuuhhhh.................you!! ->Avening_Angel: Now who's over reacting? Avening_Angel: yeah whatever................thanks for the fucking rating BYE!!!!!!!!!!! ->Avening_Angel

So Very Pissed!
ok my friends . . . little background . . . my son's father never took it upon himself to help raise our son, especially in the last 8 years. i moved out of state, but always made him aware of school vacations and functions. he didn't even come to his high school graduation OR bother to help with his college expenses. Jon was a wonderful kid and becoming a great young man - without the help of his father! so now that i've lost him, his dad offered "help" with anything i needed - yeah, right! i knew better than to expect anything, but whatever ya know. i don't fight with the guy and i gave up on asking him to help do anything for Jon many, many years back (when i couldn't get him to pay $30 for half of a sports physical 16 years ago!). so anyway . . . tonight i find out that this jerk was given approx $1500 to send to me to help with any expenses - back in April! he claims he hasn't been given anything yet and he knows that the money is supposed to go towards a memorial that i

For The Misinformed Ones
Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). Today, 1 in 150 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Autism was first identified in 1943 by Dr. Leo Kanner of Johns Hopkins Hospital. At the same time, a German scientist, Dr. Hans Asperger, described a milder form of the disorder that is now known as Asperger Syndrome (read more). These two disorders are listed in the DSM IV (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental

Some Things My Perfect Woman Is
My Perfect Woman I seeks as a Master/Dom Perfect a word people claim is not possible but let me write what Perfect is to me as best i can To me she is a woman has the passion of the angels battle for good , the fire and desire intense as the deepest of hell , She is a lady of class and grace as the queen ,but a slut like who can never be filed and need to be taken, She has a mind of steel as sharp as the crack of a whip, it has limits to no end .She can be dominate but chose to show this by being submisive ,She is full of power but choose when to show it and also give it to me so that I strengthen from her, She can on the world and anything it may bring but yet wishes to submit and share with me the rod ahead and work as one both gaining strength and power She knows by any act of submit is not a lose of power but of true power and faith she gives willing to me so we both shall grow , She requires ,needs,yearns for me to also protect,guide respect and to charge not because

Just Ranting, Sorry
Hi everyone that reads this . Just wanted to say hi to evryone and wish everyone a great night. Just needed to blow off some steam. I luv ya all but I'm so over this re -rating of profiles . The pics I don't mind . That was one of Baby J's best ideas . but the profile re rating is just plain stupid . Hell we have (100 / 11's ) and when the profiles get re set there go all of the 11's for the day . WTF. And if I'm not mistaken I thought the profiles were being re set like the pics. Hell it's been twice this week so far. And now if we want we can buy an extra (100/ 11's ) What the F**K. Sorry for the rant . Hope everyone is doing well and having a great weekend . Thanks , Tom

All Members
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"dear Kara..."
Dear Kara, I guess we first noticed something was "different" when you were still inside your mothers tummy. Nothing too out of the ordinary, just little things, you know? You didn't like loud noises, nor did you like to sit still, lol. I would hold your momma's stomach, and tell you that I was right there, and that nothing would ever hurt you. Little did I know that the enemy had already slipped underneath my tight radar. An evil beast had already attacked my precious Angel, as I slept, and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. I had failed to keep you safe, and didn't even realize it, yet... During delivery, you were not a happy camper. I'm not sure what was upsetting you, but before you entered this world, and soon after, I could tell that something just wasn't right. "She looks great!" the doctor told your mother and me, so we took you home as the proudest parents in the city! You were so beautiful, I wanted to take you everywhere I went, and just show the world "wh

12 Days After.
I was in a bad car wreck on the night of July 18th...was in hospital 21 days..broken Jaw, broken nose and many teeth knocked out...various cuts and bruises. My jaw will be wired for 4 more weeks at least then some other things will have to be done. Yes I WAS wearing my seatbelt..if i had not been i probably would not be sitting here right now. SEATBELTS CAN SAVE YOUR LIFE, PLEASE USE IT EVEN IF YOU ARE IN THE BACK SEAT!! My house burned too as you all know..I feel like god whats next? I started to put pics up of whats left of the Jeep but decided not to... I don't want to be reminded of it. As for salutes- they are certainly not a priority and I doubt I will be showing my face on here anytime soon since it was my face that took all the damage. All my real friends know I am me and they are the ppl who will be reading this so thats good enough. Hope you are all well.

Request Line
WANTING TO HEAR A SPECIFIC SONG? WANTING TO PLACE A DEDICATION? JUST LEAVE US A COMMENT HERE AND YOU WILL GET IT IF I CAN FIND IT! THIS WILL BE CHECKED EVERY 15 MINUTES *BUT* ONLY WHEN WE ARE DJING FOR THE RADIO! OR YOU CAN GET ME ON YAHOO MESSENGER BY CLICKING BELOW: THANK YA MUCH! :) Rev./DJ Cooter™ HEAD DJ OF WICKED WOLFE RADIO!

To Delete Or Not To....
Over the past few months I've seen what I like and what I don't care for within these shallow walls of this site...am I leaving ummm nope...will any of you be leaving my friends list ...that is a definite. It's becoming funny reading people that beg for their rates, want re-rated, want fanned, added or blinged...ohh wait before you think I'm talking about you or a specific person hold up and read I didn't specialize one given person and actually there are quite a few. I will say I've asked for a lil help but I always try to return the love and if I don't please tell me so I can. I make mistakes too but usually I pick up on those that show me the love. Yes, to those I do speak English and pretty well too. I spell it out and tell people how it is or isn't. When I've posted Mumm's or Blogs I usually post something in my away message or bulletin it....people told me to do so and I have. if you fail to read it and idlely ignore it ...that isn't my fault it becomes yours for failing to

.....some Questions??
...........i need some anwsers about this damn site! maybe you all can help me out real quick here we go ! 1).......how come my snap drive thingie don't work? 2) .......why can't i see bare boobies in mumms? i mean shit the best part of the mumm in some cases! 3) ......why in the hell does every chick on here who has a kid call themselfs a m.i.l.f when they clearly aren't? 4).....how come the chicks that are pushing 250 easy call themselfs bbws? 5)........with out turn tables....why the fuck do internte dj's call themselfs internet dj's? 6)....... why are the majority of stupid people from ohio? 7) ....... why do some people beg people for stuff ie, rate, fan, add, blasts, bling packs, blah blah blah and so on? 8) ........what is the big obsession with painting your face and running around calling yourself a damn juggalo? icp really isn't that cool! 9).........why do all the girls want to play whores to get attention? (thanks tutti!) 10)...........

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Today's Quote We can never live in the past as if it were our true home…. And it is a good thing that God draws this veil over the past even without our asking. In so doing, He allows us to live today for tomorrow with just the few memories we need of what was. -Karl Barth

All Or Nothing * Live Your Dreams*
Live Your Dreams - Save The Last Dance "All Or Nothing" It's the chance of life, get ready, set, fly high. Above the fear of your mind, go for it. It's hit or miss, too late for you to quit. You gotta show 'em how bad you really want this, so... Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem. You gotta work to get the green, on your hopes you must lean From your fears, you have to wean yourself. It's all or nothing, give your everything... Are what you believe, you got to bring the dreams. Set the pace, competitions take the lead. This is it, all eyes on you. So stay on point and prove, that you deserve whats long overdue. Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem. You gotta work to get the green, on your hopes you must lean From your fears, you have to wean yourself. It's all or nothing, give your everything... My heart is still recovering, From the heartbreak of another kind, I'm still drying my tears. Getting over my own fears in my life.

Please Help
hi all. i'm in a contest and need your help. pretty please? Click this pic and bomb it with comments, and i'll reward in some way if you leave a lot. 100 comments = fubucks. 300 comments = bling 500 comments = naked pic xoxo Annette

Chicken Liver Pate
I know what you're saying, you hate liver. You had it as a kid or an adult and you hated it, and you never want to eat it again. Well, I'm here to tell you that most people just don't know how to cook liver properly, and you're missing out. 1 small or medium onion 1 tub chicken livers 2 or 3 tbs butter 1 or 2 eggs, hard boiled salt & pepper Dice the onion and saute until dark golden brown. And I mean brown. I know you think you've overcooked it, but you haven't. Remove from skillet, and saute the livers until they're fully cooked, which means no pink. It may be liver, but it's still chicken. Cook that shit good! Mash livers with onion, butter, and eggs until it's all pasty. You can use a fork or a potato masher. I just throw the whole mess into a food processor because I'm lazy. Season to taste.

Sbs
From: ¢¾ t@ylor ¢¾ Date: Jul 27, 2008 4:22 PM />From: ~JUAN~ [DELGADILLO]Date: Jul 27, 2008 12:29 AMTurn your sound on... :(YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her

Charles Manson
Did I kill anyone? Charles Manson From the world of darkness I did loose demons and devils in the power of scorpions to torment. Charles Manson Getting up every day and going through this again and again is hard. Charles Manson How old am I? I'm as old as my mother told me. How's that? Charles Manson I ain't got no magical powers and mystical trips and all that kind of crap. It's kind of silly. Charles Manson I can't dislike you, but I will say this to you: you haven't got long before you are all going to kill yourselves, because you are all crazy. And you can project it back at me, but I am only what lives inside each and every one of you. Charles Manson I can't judge any of you. I have no malice against you and no ribbons for you. But I think that it is high time that you all start looking at yourselves, and judging the lie that you live in. Charles Manson I have killed no one and I have ordered no one to be killed. Charles Manson I have X'd myself fro

Pulse Of The Maggots
Pulse Of The Maggots lyrics This is the year where hope fails you The test subjects run the experiments And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate But cohesing is posssible if we strive Theres no reason, theres no lesson No time like the present, telling you right now What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose Except your soul...who's with us! I fight for the unconventional My right, and its unconditional I can only, be as real as i can The disadvantage is I never knew the plan This isn't the way just to be a martyr I cant, walk alone any longer I fight, for the ones who can't fight And if I lose, at least I tried We, we are the new diabolic We, we are the bitter bucolic If I have to give my life you can have it We, we are the pulse of the maggots I won't, be the inconsequential I won't, be the wasted potential I can make it, as severe as I can Until you realize You'll never take a stand It isn't, just a one-sided version We've dealt,

Stolen From Crystal, Again
01: Name two facts about the last person who you called? Name was Caed, he's a mate 02: It's 4 in the morning, and your phone rings.....and? erm...i'd answer it 03: What is your favorite alcoholic drink? cider 04: Where was your default picture taken? this room 05: Do you watch The Hills? Never heard of it 06: What do you currently hear right now? Thorn by Blind Guardian (and me typing) 07: What do you think your number 1 is doing right now? Watching tv, I dunno 08: What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed? Me, asleep 09: Who would be the first person to know if you got pregnant?? Some scientists, 'cause that'd be freaky 10: What's the last thing you ate? plain chocolate coated hobnob 11: Can you sleep in jeans? don't own a pair of jeans 12: What is something you just don’t understand? organised religion 13: Where were you on July 4th, 2008 ? how should I remember 14: Who was the last person you were in a car with? not been

Thank You
Thank you to all my friends here on fu bar. I have had a very hard year so far and I don't think I would have made it with out my friends here on Fu Bar. Never did I think I would meet some of the nicest people in the world on this kinda of a web site. First off the gang at Howl at the Moon have been my therapy over the last few weeks. Been through some very rocky and depressed times with my divorce and it's just going to get worse. So thank you to all at Howl at the Moon you guys have been wonderful with out even realizing it. You all have made me laugh and smile and it has meant so much to me. They say laughter helps heal and I believe it. You never know who your going to meet on a site like this but I feel very blessed with everyone I have meet on here. Those of you who know me and whats going on in my life thank you from the bottom of my heart. I would not be able to be as strong as I have been if it wasn't for all of you.I can't explain or show how much every single one of y

Loneliness
Loneliness - Mercenary The one that makes me stronger Still pulls me under Leaves me on my knees The one That makes my heart beat Still makes my soul bleed Bleeding piece by piece You see I am your destination Where you always want to be A heartfelt emotion Cast aside and then I feel Lonely We are not alone Only Nothing to atone Someday I hope I hear you whisper Always, always I do, now we've come this far Never make mistakes As long as loneliness awakes The one Simply completes me Still don't believe me Even though I know The one Is still under my skin Still makes my mind spin And turns me upside down And still our lives passes by Day after day, we never speak Sometimes we start to wonder why? But then we're going back to sleep And then we fall to pieces We are lost in loneliness Close your eyes, believe this We are one, one Lonely We are alone Only Nothing to atrone Someday I hope I hear you whisper Always, always I do, no

Indian Spiced Pilaf
I made this last night, cause I didn't feel like buying a lot of groceries for it. You can add chicken to it and make it a full meal, but I just felt like having the rice alone. 2 1/2 c. water or stock 1 1/2 c. basmati rice 1 onion, diced pinch ground cloves 1/2 tsp. turmeric 1 tsp. cinnamon 1 tsp. ground ginger 2 tbs. oil salt & pepper 1 bay leaf 6 cardamom pods Heat oil in large skillet that can be covered over med-high heat. Once oil is hot, turn down to medium, and add cloves, turmeric, cinnamon, bay leaf, and cardamom. Cook about 2 minutes, stirring frequently. Add onion and ginger. Cook until onion is soft. Add rice, and cook stirring until it's coated in oil. Season with salt and pepper, and add stock or water all at once. Bring stock or water to a boil before using. Turn heat to low, cover, and simmer for 15 mins.

New Direction
Hey Hotties, I wanted to take sometime to let all of you know that we are in the process of making some changes to the (once biggest and best known group on LC, CT and now Fubar) I have taken on a new position, that requires me to be gone alot more and with that I had to appoint Flirt as my "Chief of Operations". Along with this change I have agreed to allow her and the SR staff to make some changes also. This includes but not limited to the following. 1. New Prospects Shall be requited and voted on Bi-weekly 2. New Team Chiefs 3. Able to appoint new officers 4. Design & Create a new promotions campaign Girls, Many of you have been with us a long time and its my wish that you stay with, however I asked that everyone that has been here over 8 months, to stop in and see Carrie and asked if there is anything you can help with. I will be doing my best to be on at some point daily and doing what I do, however unless you are in the “Charter “ your impute is needed and re

Fubucks For Your 11s. :d
I won't be able to get on here as much as I used to. I'm taking grad classes, I'm teaching an undergrad class, and I work at a local high school. I am a very busy girl. But I'd still like to level someday. Since I have a ton of fubucks just lying around, I figured I'd offer them to anyone willing to give me their 11s for the day. I'm offering 15K for 100 11s given during a HH. So you'll make a total of 20K fubucks off the deal. Just private message me and we'll work everything out. Thanks for the help. ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar

Stolen From Your Mom
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show? What kind of phone do you have? What is something you do a lot? Whats your favorite character? Whats your favorite dessert? Whats your favorite non alcoholic drink? Whats your favorite alcoholic drink?

The Do-re-mi's Of Personality
33 % enjoys reflective and complex music 54 % enjoys edgy and aggressive music 33% enjoys fun and simple music 56 % enjoys energetic and upbeat music Reflective & Complex People high on this dimension tend to enjoy Classical, Blues, Jazz, and Folk music. On the Reflective & Complex Dimension you fell in the 33 percentile. This score is quite low. 33 % Based on your responses, you scored below average on the reflective and complex music-preference dimension. Research in our laboratory indicates that people low on this dimension, like you, often have the following characteristics: People with low scores on the reflective and complex music-preference dimension tend to be traditional, physically active, and prefer the straightforward to the complex. In addition, they're also socially dominant and, compared to high scores on this dimension, don't place much value on the fine arts. When not watching their favorite sitcoms, they enjoy watching comedy movies, action movies, mu

Status Part 2... The Update
THE GAME... "THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GEENER ON THE OTHER SIDE" SOME REALLY DO THINK THIS WAY...... "BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE" SOME SAY THEY ARE THIS WAY OR THAT IT SHOULD BE THIS WAY..... REALITY: BOTH STATEMENTS PEOPLE SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY HAVE UNLESS THEY KNOW IT ISN'T FOR THEM... IN THAT CASE LET IT GO. THE GRASS DOES LOOK GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE BUT OFTEN TIMES YOU GET THERE AND IS IS DEAD AND IN IT'S PLACE LIES WEEDS. SO WHAT DO WE DO THEN? DO WE TAKE THAT CHANCE AND GO SEE IF IT IS IN FACT GREENER OR JUST GO WITH THE SECOND STATEMENT AND BE HAPPY WITH WHAT WE HAVE? NEITHER! BE OPEN AND HONEST.... I HAVE FOUND THAT BEING OPEN AND HONEST GETS ME ABSOLUTELY NOTHING... BUT!!!!! BY ME BEING OPEN AND HONEST I FIND OUT IT IS NOTHING ALOT FASTER THEN IF I PLAYED THE MIND GAMES THAT SO MANY GIRLS PLAY AND GET EVERYTHING BY PLAYING IT... SURE THEY HAVE LOTS OF GUYS CALLING THEM 5 TIMES WHILE THERE IS A GIRL SITTING RIGHT THERE NEXT TO THEM..

Pete's Pet Peeves - Vol 3
The ATM Rare is the ATM that gives out denominations of anything other than a 20, yet most of them when you want to make a withdrawal (fast cash non withstanding) make you go through the motions of typing out the full amount. I want $80 so its 8-0-0-0. Why? Its not like I can type in $82.18 or $80.08 (Which by the way looks like boob on a calculator, yeah I know you you did that too 55378008 4 life!) so why must I go through the motions of typing out 4 digits? I understand its necessary for deposits or transfers, those could be any amount, but if you aren't giving it to me, then why ask? Oh and don't even get me started on drive up ATMs that have Braille on them. Those blind bastards in such a hurry that they don't have time to get out of their cars and go inside? Lazy blind people always looking for a short cut. Oooh look at me, I have never seen a sunset or my love's face. Hogwash!

People Who Type In Stupid Ghetto Shorthand
Is "to" that much harder to type than "2," I understand that from the standpoint of effort it is 200% of the work but really? It's two fucking letters! People are both retarded and lazy and this kind of shit enrages me. *end rant*

Oh Gawd Baby Daddy Drama.
My daughters dad has recently come back into her life, after 29 years. He want's to be a part of her life. She wanted to look him up, she left him a voice mail,, and damn if he didn't call back. I'm so conflicted over this, I left him almost 30 years ago, he was wanting me to have an abortion, and I refused. Now I have my Lexi, who will turn 29 Sat Sept 6th. WE have exchanged some emails, and he has talked with Lex on the phone, but now he want's to talk to me and explain things. I'm not sure what I should do! Part of me wants to tell him off, the other part wants me to give him a chance to explain him self. So my dilema is WTF do I do?????????

What If.....
I have started this blog several times over the past few days but I can never seem to figure how to start & what to say. I think it's because I have so many different emotions inside me right now that they are all trying to take over one another. On Tuesday this week, a guy went on a shooting spree in Alger. This small little town is very close to where I live & also on my mail route. This animal killed 6 people & wounded 4 because he was mad at his mom. That in iself is tragic...I knew 2 of the people killed. I can't help being relived that the day before was a holiday(2 days worth of mail...takes longer to do) because I woulda been there at the same time that this happened. I could have been #7. The realization of this has made me reevaluate my life...I do know that I will never deliver the mail there again without thinking of those poor innocent people that had the lives taken by a madman.

Ivy
I have a friend with a very sick daughter. Ivy is in a great deal of pain most of the time and has a poor quality of life due to the nature of her disease. There is medication that can give her a good chance at a normal life but she has been denied the opportunity to take it. A petition has been started to try and get Ivy the medicine she needs, with more information about the illness and the medication. Please sign it HERE

Please Read On Changing Major Stash And Mumm Changes Coming Soon
http://fubar.com/blog/9/873991 from Mikes page ouch don't want to see this happen, sometimes change is good but....... Major Stash and MUMM changes coming soon hey everyone, STASH: in the next week or 2 i'll be moving the Stash to some new equipment. instead of trying to get all the old stuff onto the new gear, we're just going to start fresh. once we move to the new equipment, the old stash entries will be gone forever. if you have anything important in your Stash that you'd like to keep, go into your stash, edit the entry, cut & paste it and mail it to yourself. when the new stash is live, you can then cut & paste the old items into the new stash and you'll be set. in addition to running on new equipment, i'm going to tweak some of the settings on the Stash's so that we can add more features to it later. one of these changes will be reducing the number of total stash entries you can have on your account. it will be a small number, probably around 15 to 25. the idea i

In Case You Haven't Already...
She's pretty much the most awesome person I know I want her on the top of my screen for an hour Go rate this picture and make it so...or else!!! ****If you rate it message me and I'll give you 5k in FuBucks**** This idle threat brought to you by: Miss Licks

Leaving For Ny
I just wanted to let everyone know whats going on. Tonight I wont be on that much due to the fact of getting ready to move to NY. I've made alot of good friends here and in a short time found the best leveling family I've ever come to meet. I wanted to inform everyone that I have no idea how often I will be on the computer once I'm in NY so it might be a while before you all hear from me. I wanted to thank all of my true friends on here the very select few that I was able to sit down and talk with for hours on end and really get to know and have been there for me in ways that sometimes my own blood family hasnt. Again this aint goodbye just a I'll see ya when I see ya. Thanks everyone for being there for me

My Sis Lost Her Husband Today
Please pass this on..... September 17th, 2008 My Sis, Blackwidows Husband has been critically ill & in the hospital for over 3 months.. Today he lost his battle from complecations of Pancretitis Please pray for my sis and her family.. and please keep them near your hearts as they pass through this most sorrowful time. ღ DJ Black Widow ღ Owner Of The Sanctum Lounge ~ DJ Manager for The Sanctum ~@ fubar This evening we lost someone very special to us Someone we all loved in so many ways a person who brought so much joy and happiness each and every day. "We will forever have our memories to remind us of your love and knowing you are always there watching from above. " Sis, Just always know were here and that our thoughts are with you and we'll be there for you. Our memories will last forever Please stop by her page and show her your love and support.

Grrrrrrrrr
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE FINALLY GOT OUR POWER RESTORED LATE THIS AFTERNOON TODAY...AN ENTIRE WEEK WITHOUT IT SUCKED BIG TIME...DURING THIS TIME MY YOUNGEST WAS IN THE HOSPITAL WITH ASTHMATIC BRONCHITIS, HE'S OUT AND DOING BETTER NOW...JUST WANTED TO LET THE ONES THAT READ MY BLOGS KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON...HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL AND TY FOR THE LOVE LEFT ON MY PAGE DURING MY ABSENCE... ok Tina asked me to write a blog lettin y'all know her electric is out until prolly sunday :( :( ,,, oh this is mysticfaerie,,anyway im prayin shes back before that, but she just wanted y'all to know why she hasnt been on. Thank you Myst for posting this for me...I'm only going to be on for a few, using generator power right now and have other things that are a bit more important to be using it for SAYS HUBBY :@ lol...Just wanted to let yuns all know I love ya and can't wait to get back...Sorry that I've not been returning comments but this should explain why...Muahzzzzzzzzzzz n Stufffffffffff

Pinups & Studds Code Of Conduct
Since there have been a few mishaps, it seems I need to write a few guide lines for the pinups & Studds to follow and how to conduct themselves. The success of Cell Block 69 depends not only on the competence of its dj's and staff, but also upon its reputation for honesty, integrity, and lack of bias in conducting its affairs. This Code of Conduct identifies basic policy and standards concerning ethical conduct and provides guidance in several areas of specific concern. Each Pinup & Studd of Cell Block 69 is expected to adhere to these standards of conduct. 1. CB69 requires candor and honesty from individuals with the title 'Pinup'& 'Studd'. 2. Members of the Pinups, Studds, and staff may be privy to confidential information in the course of their daily fubar work. This information may relate to, among others, members, other lounges, past staff, pinups, current staff, and owners. All Pinup & Studd members must safeguard confidential information. This includes ensuring t

Fuckin Reef
My fuckin clown fish keep knocking down my hammer coral. They are really pissing me off. Almost every morning the coral is in the sand or knocked out of place. Needless to say the coral is very unhappy with this treatment. I really need to get some coral epoxy but till then it is driving me nuts. I just spent an hour trying to wedge the coral into a place where it couldn't be moved. No success, I just put it on the sand on a piece of rock...fuck it! Time to drink!

I'm So Excited
I just can't hide it! I'm going to my first ever NFL game tomorrow. I don't even care that it's a Falcons game. I don't care about the Falcons or the Chiefs. I just know that I only paid $20 for a roundtrip charter bus ride and the ticket. I'm going with the football team of the high school that I work at. I think other athletes are going as well. I know some parents and coaches are going too. I can't wait. I've been an NFL fan since I was knee high to a grasshopper, but I've never had the money or time to go to a game. I lived in Charlotte when they started the Panthers organization. I've been to the stadium for other events, but never a game. Oh man! I can't wait!! Last year I got to go to my first MLB game and this year my first NFL game. I've been to two other MLB games, but I was in diapers so I don't remember it. I've got the battery to my digital camera charging now. I'm going out to get some dessert and stop at the ATM to get some money for concessions. Now I just

~attn: Ldc *important Info*
An Owner in our family is in need of our prayers and well wishes. Her father is having difficult medical problem at this time. She needs our family's support. Plz go show her our support for her in her time of need. shaniqua™~Owner of LDC~@ fubar

Wtf Did I Expect ???
Have you ever found yourself wondering WTF just happened ?? Found yourself somewhere you didn't expect to be ?? Lived your life for one thing and been side swiped by another ?? Focussing on where you should be going and wound up somewhere else ?? I have. I think it is because I thought that if I undertook certain actions in certain situations I was in, the situation and people involved would react accordingly. Expectation is a bitch. I kicked her ass to the curb. For my sake and others'. Now I live my life doing what is right for me and dealing with what comes from that. Sometimes the things we seek come from the sources we least know and least expect it to come from. I no longer dismiss what another may have to offer, for the very thing we need often comes to us disguised. The only reason I can think of is for us to determine just how much we need it and what lengths we are prepared to go to in order to obtain it. Life is one big test. The test is to se

Umm... Hrm.
So there's this cute, cute girl that just recently my writers' group. She's a very pretty half-asian girl who I have to admit I've been kinda crushing on since she joined. Anyway, this morning I'm chatting with her on AIM. After a bit of talking, I ask her what she's doing today. Here's the conversation that ensued... Her: Oh, it's ok I'm about to go do a photoshoot (what??) with a friend You? Me: what?? lol what kind of photoshoot? Her: Um, that's privileged information :D Me: haha. I see... and what would one have to do to become so privileged? Her: Be the photographer :) Me: Well I am pretty handy with a camera ;) Her: haha This is a professionaL! Me: Hmm, no room for extremely talented and devilishly handsome amateurs, then? Her: :) Me haha. I don't mean to bug you about it. But my curiosity is piqued! Are you the photographer or the photographee? Her: The photographee I'll be back in 10 Me: I see. I suddenly feel I should b

6 Sex Mistakes Men Make By Webmd
6 Sex Mistakes Men Make " This is a WedMD feature. I would like to share this to all. A very informative article for both men and women. Happy reading!" Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Sex Mistake No.1: You Know What She Wants Men often make assumptions about wh

Sorry Had To Repost This....damn Dont You Just Luv Fu-skanks,lol
post date:Shoutbox Dez: so your saying you wouldnt fuck me cuz id totally be up for it gawd your so hott ->Dez: wat naugthies ->Dez: and just cause i have a comment like that, doesnt mean i dont have 1 Dez: well if you did you wouldnt be putting those little comments under your pic there would you ->Dez: thats none of ur business and how do u know i dont have a gf ->Dez: have nice day Dez: hmmm. sounds good. and why dont you have a gf? Dez: heck maybe even do a blog Dez: o really ->Dez: by posting this convo in the mumms Dez: o really and how is that ->Dez: im gonna show u a good time alright... Dez: uh, dont you know how to show a girl a good time? ->Dez: nothing Dez: o really. i get nervous when it comes to talking about that. atleast brining it up.lol. you can make millions of things tingle. so what would you want to make tingle? ->Dez: yeah . im the man, and u obviously dont come across as shy 2 me Dez: hehehe. im a little shy. arnt you the man

Poem
I wish I knew who you are, staring right back at me. I wish I knew how you feel, what you think, what you like I wish I was there for you, When you needed me the most All those feeling arise when I look in your eyes- Darkened like midnight sky I wish you knew who I am, Staring right back at you. I wish you knew how I feel, What I think, what I like. I wish you were there for me, When I needed you the most. How I hated to feel, to know that you're real- That you are exactly like me I throw my fist at you, And listen to the sound. Million pieces of your face Falling to the ground Million eyes are watching, Staring at me off the floor; Mirror reflection, my only connection With my real self

Muck Raking Lying Bitch
""I certainly do think the world of you so I am going to tell you this from my heart and my true Witch. Look deep inside yourself, as deep as you can, push away the pain, the bad things that have happened to you in your life and all the memories that have haunted you. See you for who you really are and touch that person and bring her back to life. I see your picture and I feel pain and tears from my eyes are being shed. Take some time for yourself. I don't reach out to many here but you stand out. Find your way back to you."" I woke up to this message this morning. This person I trust. I didnt think alot of it at first given the state of my *popularity* in the mumms the past few days. I'm not one to be bullied or run off but I do believe they're right. All the people that have talked shit about me can kiss my ass. Truth is I know who I am. I know what I do in this world that makes a difference. Sitting here trying to make others feel and look like shit all day is somet

Don't Believe Everything You Hear
For those who don't know already, at the time I created this blog, I was no longer a bouncer. It was been brought to my attention that there are some rumors floating around that I lost that bouncer position due to the whole thing that happened with the racists and white pride profile deletions. FOR THE RECORD, Losing my position as bouncer had nothing to do with that in any way, shape or form. If it did, don't you think I'd have been deleted too? It's true that I had a couple of people on my friends list that had their beliefs that are considered questionable to say the least. But I do not condone nor tolerate racism or racist activity from anyone. Those that were on my friends list, they had never made a racist remark in my presence. If they had, they would have been deleted from my friends list and blocked immediately. I don't judge people by their race, color, creed, beliefs (religious or otherwise) or sexual preference. That's not my place or my way. As long as they show the same r

Animal Deeds
Animal Rescue Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals..It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com Click Here

What Number Are You?
You Are 8: The Challenger You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges. You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up. You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times. Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself. At Your Best: You are heroic, courageous, and ready to change the rules of the world. A true leader and inspiration. At Your Worst: You intimidate, fight, or threaten to get your way. And you won't back down. Your Fixation: Lust Your Primary Fear: Being harmed or controlled Your Primary Desire: To be independent and self sufficient Other Number 8's: Donald Trump, Courtney Love, Pablo Picasso, Fidel Castro, and Rosie O'Donnell. What Number Are You?

Rest In Peace ,aunt Jeannette. I Will Miss You .
Just wanted to let everyone know that my Great Aunt Jeannette, passed away late last night . I'm going to flying back home this afternoon. Thank you all for your prayers . Updated 10/14/2008 , Tuesday.... I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all your cards and prayers . ..... Tom ..

Perfection...
This song just is perfect for me right now... Alice In Chains--Nutshell We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight And yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh... My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find And yet I find Repeating in my head If I cant be my own Id feel better dead Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh...

A Short Message
I just want to say a great big thank you to all of you that have continued to leave luv whether it be messages, gifts, comments or making me pictures I do appreciate it all......you are my true friends! I'm sure one day I will be back on Fu a little more often than I am at the moment, many a time I have tht about deleting my profile but i'm not going to do it, i know i will live to regret it if i do! Hugs Lisa x x x x

Yeah...i'm Still Bitchin
The Mindset Of The Majority On FUBAR Yep...I think I figured out how it works. I never claimed to be an artist but I think this gets the point across... I Wanna Talk About Me - Toby Keith

Updates For Sunday
We have alot of members joining right now. We are getting up close to 90 members!! I went thru the homepage family list and removed everybody out except for the founder, myself, leaders, enforcer/tagmaker, greeter, and the two battling for the recruiter job!! The reason I did this is because you cant put 90 members into 50 family slots. I want everybody to feel equal and dont want anybodt saying hey why am I not in the family list. All the others are in the friends list!! Also with all the members we have I can only send the blog links to so many people!! So do your best to check the homepage regularly, and watch for new entries. Just because you are not getting any shoutbox links does not mean we are not leveling. I cant send the links to everybody!! I know alot of you depend on me sending you the shoutbox link, you will need to start just checking the homepage or watch your bartab!! Also I will put in status...Leveling See blog when leveling Last thing...we have alot

Last One.
You Act Like You Are 29 Years Old You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. What Age Do You Act?

Evilness
Heading to bed... but stole this off of a page.. thought it was cute. Night all. You Are 46% Evil You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You?

Birthday
I know I thanked everyone individually, but I just wanted to put down how much it meant to me to come online and see the amount of messages it had. Just really made my day. So anyways, thank you all again, I know great peoples.

Ironic
You know what's ironic? I lie a lot..a hell of a lot. For a while there it was almost to the point where I would call myself a pathological liar. I'm working on it though...the ironic part: the one person I have never ever told a single lie to, won't talk to me because they don't believe something I told them. I find that ironic, don't you?

Fo' Shizzle...
Wow. Women are just as bad as men. I was talking to a girl on another site, we were getting along good. She lives near me. Had mentioned maybe meeting some night because she was new to the area, and then out popped that "are you bi or curious?" question! Ugh! Cant even just be friends with chicks anymore...

Wow
hot picture of a girl gamer: comment that was so so....wrong: October 14, 2008 @ 9:09 am wow thats alsom as hell your smokeing hot have an xbox360 your hafe naked and playing games now im rely good at a lot of games being a gamer to i mean i go every wares with my psp but if i was thare with you and trying to play any video game with you and your hafe or full naked id lose for shore "alsom"??? are you kidding me right now?

How Pathetic...
seriously, it is just that the guys are this pathetic or do they actually get responses from women with this retarded bs? These are samples from my myspace inbox just since the 19th... No Subject Body: Hi there, my name is Billy Ray. I'm new to the area and am looking for a lover in VA. They say this is the state for all that. Anyway, hit me up and I might take a drive out to B.F.E Subject: hello dear Body: How are you ?l hope all is fine. my name is DAVID ESSIEN,l am from UK.l am a student in UK and l will like to meet and know more about you. l was just passing thru the site then l saw your profile so l decided to talk to you.l need a caring and loving woman to be my wife.l will like you to come to chat with me on my yahoo messanger: (removed email addy)l am expecting you to come to chat with me so to know each other fine and better. DAVID ESSIEN. Hi :) Body: How are you : No Subject Body: So you seem like your an intresting person. I'm

Be There!!!
Time to get out from behind the computer screens and show yourself!!!!!!! OK here is the scoop.... DJ BARTAB (@ Excalibur) and I were thinking of planning a simple FUBAR REAL LIVE MEET & GREET Party/Gathering at the DAVE & BUSTERS on Delaware Ave, Philadelphia, PA on or 10/29/08 @ 7pm till whenever. This is a BYOM (Bring Your Own Money) Real drinks cost real money ... FUBUCKS don't work here...LOL. Ladies, I am sure that you will not have a problem having a drink bought for you, will be plenty of people willing to buy a round. We ask if you go, you bring your salute picture with you for fun and so the staff can direct you to our group. My salute picture will prolly be on the dart board..lol Should DJBARTAB and I waste out time Planning this? was the big question...MUMM Answer YES if we should continue trying to set thing up, AND you will attend or Answer NO, if we should NOT bother wasting our time, and you would NOT go any way. Your response will determin h

I Loved Her
wed. night i lost my granmda to a swift illness. she had just turned 89. she was not your typical old lady. she lived alone, mowed her lawn,traveled,drove around in her red sports car:) we all thought she would make it to 100 at least. she was stubborn and feisty and the ceenterpiece of the family. when i was young (and still today) i never felt i belonged anywhere. i always felt like an outcast, and as a child this can be devastaing. but she had special ways to make me feel cherished, loved and important to her. this is something even my own mother does not do. we hung around and she helped me when each of my children were first born. she taught me gardening, cooking, and independence. she told me family secrets that were kept from me, like that my father had abused me as a baby. i loved her for her honesty. she was uneducated by modern standards but her wisdom was profound. she was writing a book about her towns history and recently had spoken at historical society meet

Briana's Orgy
You are sitting in your dark car parked in front of a rather big house in a nice development. You are nervous like you've never been for a party before, but then again this isn't your regular party like you've been to many times before. Sure there will be drinking and lots of fun, but the reason whole reason for this party is for you to have your first experience with an orgy. When I called you a few weeks ago you thought I was joking and when it seemed that it was more serious you wondered what you had got yourself into. Sure you had watched plenty of porn and talked to people that had done this sort of thing before, heck, you've even thought about it when you were alone at night. But sitting here in your car, in the sluttiest outfit you own, thinking about walking to a house knowing that you were going to have sex with not just one but many men has you a bit shaky. A deep breath and you are out of your car. You wobble a bit on the 4" strappy stiletto heels and the cool night air fee

Oh, Sceeeered (dead Man Walkin)
To you know who: Nice job trying to intimidate me and that other person with pointless threats and digging for personal info about us. I know you'll be reading this shit, so fuck off. And no, I'm not scared.

Why I'm Here
WHY I'M HERE I'm here so you don't have to be I'm here cause you don't wanna be I'm here because I wanna be, I asked to I'm here to do my part, for these people, this country, for my brothers and sisters I'm here so hopefully your kids and mine won't ever have to see or be involved with war I'm here so you can see their 1st steps, hear their 1st words, be there for that ballgame and 1st day of school, that b-day, Christmas etc. I'm here to serve my country and defend its freedoms and liberties I'm here so you can protest and be disrespectful I'm here for those who have come before me, paid the ultimate sacrifice and for those who are to come I'm here for those who can't I'm here cause I feel an obligation deep inside me that if I am able to serve I should and will til I can't I'm here for the families who have lost loved ones in wars and conflicts I'm here for those 18 and 19 year old early 20's men and women you consider kids who are far from home protecting you willingl

Dad Update 10 31 08/ Divorce :-)
Hey All! Just had to share the good news! Dad went to his Ortho. Dr. yesterday and they released him to go back to work. His ankle is still healing BUT He is doing much better. He only needs a cane to walk with now. He has Physical Therapy 2x's a week for at least 3 more weeks could be longer. I will however still be going to his house once every two weeks to pay off my divorce loan. Dad gave me the money to get my divorce. If I waited till I had the money I'd never get one. LOL. Tony has really messed things up. He has been with a co-worker for over a year and I just found out for sure on the 17th. That is the day he left to take her to Ft. Lauderdale FL for "OUR" weeks vacation. Dad and I jumped thru hoops to get all his Dr.Appt.s moved till this week so I could be off with him. Well he left that Friday. Was the 4th week in a row that he found a reason or picked a fight to leave and go somewhere. Well he was only getting some of his clothes! No Way! I made em' get ALL of his clothes

It's Halloween
So it's Halloween and I'm stuck at work. I would rather be performing the traditional Halloween festivities... eating candy corn and watching the Invader Zim Halloween Spectacular of Spooky Doom on DVD.

Miss Anthrope
So I got into a heated argument with my friend. It started off when I mentioned my hopes for a complete market crash, with chaos and dysfunction ensued. Why? Because only a true disaster of a global scale would test a human spirit, weed off the garbage from true matter, take humans off their pedestals. Kinda like slash and burn of humanity, if you will. Starting all over. I have been observing people ever since I was a little child, trying to find their motives to do things they do, what drives people to be the way they are. People really sicken me nowadays. It is a world of entitled, elitist creatures that have been sheltered in their cocoons from the moment they were spawned. A world of hardened, callous thugs that use less than desirable living conditions as an excuse not only to be completely apathetic to the plight of their fellow individuals, most of the times stranded in a same boat, but also to take away what little those people have. A world of righteous pricks

In A Photo Contest
in a photo contest need to be the first one to hit 60,000 comments no scripting plz or i will be diqualified here is the link everyone plz show some love http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1878921&albumid=1296331&i=2403526683 have a wonderful day everyone and thanks alot

What Does Your Favorite Candy Say About You?
What Your Love of Butterfinger Says About You You are a smooth character. Your charm is legendary. You're the type of person who could get away with almost anything. People don't know much about you, except that you're complicated. You also tend to be flaky. You can't be trusted to always follow through, but people still crave your company. What Does Your Favorite Candy Say About You?