Fubar Blog Posts 4

Introduction
I thought I would share my three most personal poems in here just to let others learn more of the real me. To The Lady At peace with the Raven Quiet strength and a clear eye Falling into a night cloud Smiling at the goddess riding by Breathe in a deep breath Feel your skin tingle with mystery As your mind begins to float In and out of not so recent history I see you, my Lady of the Night I see you in the air that moves about me I see your approval of my decisions In the laughter on the wings With a smile of peace and devotion I send my essence up in smoke To the Lady of the Ravens As her blessing I invoke (kinda my life's theme poem...untitled) If tears are to be my water If pain is to be my bread I will partake of both of these No sustenance in death If weariness is to be my constant friend If endless battles are to be my lot If anguish is to be my life-long teacher I shall well learn the lessons taught I shall sit and learn at flame-k

Who Wants To Be A Play Thing?
Yes, I like to have my fun. I don't want any strings, not gonna be someones puppet. Gonna be me, and have fun. Can you handle it, or just think you can, or cry about it. I do what I do, and thats the way it is, don't like it? I don't care, be gone, plenty more to choose from. Oh, you think I am a girl with attitude, well, I know what I can do and know who to do it with, lets see what ya got.

Suckage And Ct Stress Release
There was once a time when I would have shuddered at the thought of even logging on to CT while at work. However, with the failure of my hard drive on my pc at home last month, I couldn't resist jumping on a few times a day at work just to see how everyone was doing. When the IT police didn't come pounding on my door, I began to grow more bold. Now, here I sit, like many others, spending half of my work day chatting with friends, answering messages, and reading comments. I try not to go to my profile page because there might be naked pics there, and likewise with actually visiting my friend's profiles... which isn't much fun. But it's still a great stress release to be on here and check out the stuff that I feel I won't get into too much trouble for looking at if I'm caught. The suckage is that my work software is web based and incredibly slow. CT only makes it slower. So it's a double edged sword. I spend work time on CT and then, even when I'm not being a naughty girl, C

If You Have Been Following This....you Will Be Happy To Know...
I went to a dr appt today with another dr in a neighboring town and it went GREAT!! This dr actually listened to me and cared what I had to say. He took a urine and blood sample to check for infection, white cell count and HCG levels to make sure there is no infection and to see that my HCG levels are still dropping. He ordered an ultrasound for Monday morning to make sure there is no retained tissue as well. I will know the results of my blood draw tomorrow and I will get the results of my ultrasound probably later on the day that I have it. I am soooo relieved that finally someone listened to me and didnt just tell me to wait it out and be patient. I actually think I might have found a new dr in fact. :)

Have You Ever Really Been In Love?
I have and I lost her. I now know what it is like to have really loved someone and the extreme pain that goes along with losing her. To know without a doubt that you will live the rest of your life with that person in every other thought. I also know that is has nothing to do with anything you can relate to. It has nothing to do with her looks, though she was gorgeous, That is not the reason. It is a feeling that is deeper than anything our little minds can grasp. I have so much swirling around in my head about this topic I am going to write it in parts. The story starts a year ago at a dog park. The second i saw her I knew i wanted her in my life. So I did research to find out who she was and planned my dog park trips to be there at the same time she was. As I got to know her I find that she is an alcoholic. I was warned by her that I didn't want any part of her. Not true.. cause i knew the love of my life was in there too. well here is what I wrote when she left: A little le

A Soldiers Eye!
A tear drops from a young girls eye as her daddy says goodbye He wipes her cheek kissing her head and says baby pleaase dont cry where will you go how long will you be there are you leaving me forever I dont know where or how long ill be gone but leaving you i will never Why must you leave can i come with you i promise I will be good Im leaving for freedom and ill be back id take you if i could Why dont you cry are you going to miss me will you take me in your heart I have to be strong and I always miss you when ever where apart A tear drop from a soldiers eye as his daughter says goodbye She wipes his cheeck and kisses his nose and says ill be proud but please dont die jw

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Dear Baby,
Dear Baby You were wished for, wanted, and loved. Though I never held you, I loved you with a deep love. You died before you were born and our eyes never met. I miss that I never got to see your face or hold your little hands, or nurse you close to my heart. I miss not feeling your movements and if it weren’t for the pain, it would be as if you were never there. But I felt your presence, my dear little boy. And I weep as I write this in honor of you. I’ve had many dreams; dreams of what you look like and how happy you are in heaven. And although your smile was never seen, you have made a profound impact in our lives. You have changed us in ways we never imagined. You have made us want to go to heaven, because I now see that it is the only place where true happiness dwells. We didn’t see your first steps or hear your first word, but your spirit echoes in our lives everyday. Because of you I am a better mother, because of you I’m a better wife. With great grief comes great ch

In Memory Of My Dad
Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there; I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sun on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there; I did not die. I will forever miss this man, and will look forward to the time we can see each other again. I love and miss you much pop

Blah Blah B;ah
blah blah blah Current mood: bored I once knew this guy, we kinda grew up together. His whole life, starting with his first girlfriend, he has been looking for "true" love. Never did he fall into a "players"category, never hunting women as prey, as notches in a bedpost, but always with the purpose of bonding and binding. Understandably enough, as a teen, that proves to be a difficult task. Women are not looking for that kind of thing anymore. He has always been one of the "good" men, the one TV women say they can't find. Once he found this girl, she was a pretty girl, but wreckless none-the-less but he too, at this time was going through a wreckless stage of existence so therefore it seemed to fit. It seemed that happiness had found him finally. She treated him like he longed for.....till Cptn. Morgan stepped in and started taking over her. See..turns out this girl was bi-polar, bi-sexual and a nympho. She had managed to subside all these things on her own long enough to get

Repost Repost Repost
That is all I see on the damn bulletin board!!! Are there really any originals??? Besides me of course ladies.... :) btw, I love the ladies to be happy, and since most of ya can not be with me personally, and your loss I understand, buy something for yourself... It is a GREAT soap called POWER BAR and made by a company called GRASS ROOTS and sold at Kohls... The lather is amazing, like me!! Down to even a sliver of the soap bar and still lathers better then any soap I have ever used... Smells good like me also... A tad pricey for soap -- 7-8.00 a bar butt very much worth it... And as I just told one of my honeys in an email.... THINK OF ME each time ya use it!! ( now OFF on this genius switch....) the Cat....

Ugh
UGh I was talking (chatting) with someone .. and some girl comes in.. a known hottie in a room.. and she mentions how she has a fucking cam.. and off they went.. I was ignored for someone with gorgeous hot looks.. I have never felt so insulted and Gods, it hurts.. Just because she taller.. bigger breasted.. and all.. UGH.. someone shoot me now!!!! I sometimes.. No correction.. I all the time hate being me!!!!

Part Eighteen
Cat had only just managed to get Sir's pants zipped back up when he forcefully pushed her up. Startled, she turned around to find Sir glaring at her. A look of confusion crossed her face as he angrily grabbed her by the arm and began dragging her toward the kitchen. Cat was completely bewildered by his apparent anger as she bounced from person to person as he waded through the crowd. She could honestly not think of anything she had done wrong. She replayed the entire evening over in her mind as they reached the swinging metal kitchen door. The kitchen seemed to be even more crowded than the ballroom.....waiters, cooks, bus boys, all scrambled at full speed, hardly taking notice of the spectacle Cat was sure she and Sir were making. When they reached the back of the kitchen Sir turned her and pushed her against the wall putting his face inches from hers. "Apparently I have left you to your own devices too long. I would have thought you would know better than to open

Let Me Cum Inside!!!!
When we finally met I looked you over and was more than pleased to see you look just as fine then your picture, but even better in person...You hugged me real tight and gave me a long tongue kiss...I felt like I was ready to melt. You asked me what I wanted to do..I looked at you and said "I wanna do you" You was like "Shyt hell muthafukin yeah let's go" So we went inside the telly we reserved together over the internet which was lovely. As soon as we closed the door you turned me around and started kissing me and I was taking off your pants wanting to feel what I've been dying to feel since I seen your picture online. You took off my summer dress which revealed me with no panties on. You put me against the wall and placed my thigh around your shoulder as you kneeled down to lick and suck on my clit. I immediantely came all over your face from you tongue phuckin' me. After I came from your tongue 4 straight times ...I wanted to taste you so I pulled down your boxer briefs and pu

Penis Breath
Penis breath, a lover's dread, Is what you get when you give head. Unpleasant as it tends to be, Be grateful that he doesn't pee. It's times like this, you wonder why You bothered reaching for his fly. But it's too late, can't be a tease, Accept the facts, get on your knees. You know you've got a job to do, So open wide and shove it through, Lick the tip then take it all. Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl. Slide up and down, use your tongue. And feel the precum start to run, Your jaw it aches, your neck is numb, So when the hell's he gonna cum? Just, when you can't take anymore, You hear your lover's mighty roar. And when he hits that real high note, You feel it oozing down your throat. Salty, fishy, sticky stuff, Okay already, that's enough. Let's switch you say, before you gag, And what revenge, you're on the rag

Fyi
For those who have messaged me! I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 3 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!

Lmao..convo With My Sis
A convo with my sis LOL ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: yeah well..i'm getting surgery on my face x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: =/ ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: so I think ur life is goin a lil better than mine lol x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: nope x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: i have rob x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: id rather be cracked in the face with a mallet ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: LMFAO ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: can I please put that in a blog? LOL

I Am Unlucky With Girls
Hi my friends I am not good with expressing my feeling on a paper, forgive my english, but i feel i have too today. I had 3 women i loved for real in my life. The first girl i fall inlove was 12 years ago, i was young so was she. We were together for one year and then my best friend had sweet talk to her and get her. He left her one month later. She wanted me back but it was too late, i wasn't inlove with her anymore. The second woman was a few months ago, after so many years of lonelyness, i fall inlove with her ( I think I never told her that). She was the one who revive some feelings that i thought were dead in me. But after so many years being alone I didn't know how to proceed with her, how to take care of a girl, i messed up, and I lost her. I can say that i have still feelings for her even today, i am not going to lie about this... Today we are only friends and give comments once in a while, but it's true that i would have prefer to have her as my girlfriend than my

How I Lost The Weight
I have been receiving a lot of messages asking how I'm losing so much weight so I decided to make a blog addressing it. First let me just say how awesome it is that you want to improve yourself! Exercise is very important when losing weight but what is even more important is your diet. When it comes to losing weight 80% of it is what you're eating. My diet consists of turkey, fish, chicken, fruits and vegetables. I cut out almost all carbs. No pasta, no bread. Oatmeal is a good source of carbs without it affecting negatively on your diet. It's always important to eat consistantly throughout the day. 5 or 6 small meals is most ideal. Also, I have been taking green tea pills and hoodia as supplements that help also, they are natural. I also drink protein shakes for those in between meal snacks. I work out 3 days a week doing cardio, weight training, and yoga. The initial weight I lost, I was working out at a club called Curves (for women only, found all over the world.) They have

:(
ugh. in the last 3 days, every time i sleep, i've been dreaming. really really odd, fucked up dreams. when i wake up, my head is throbbing...and i feel like i havent slept at all. it is not fun. and i really dont feel so good because of it.

The Mirror See'z All
i slide my armz around you, opening your shirt as i kiss and bite down your neck "oh my" is all that escapsez your lipz i cup your titz my thumbz swirling over your nipplez you moan softly "mmmmm... i love it" i move you infront of a mirror, my teeth scraping over your sholderz as your body pressez back against mine "damn, baby, damn" i run a hand up your spine, grabbing your hair, pushing you forward, your face pressed against the glass, as my free hand openz your pantz, easing them off your hipz " god you're making me wet already.........." i grab your hipz, dropping to my kneez, dragging my touge along the crack of your ass, flicking and swirling it over your tight hole "damn i'm going cum hard" i moan softly into you ass, as my fingerz rub along your pussy lipz, spreading them wide, as the tipz of my fingerz roll along your clit "oh my.... my ........ my" i plunge my tounge deep into your tight ass, your hipz rocking hard between my tou

Love 1
What is love,Love is a word that get passed around.Most people say it but don’t mean it.But love is more then a word.Love is a feeling that can’t be describeNo one can tell you how you feelIf someone is in love they just knowSo love is a feeling, and when you love someoneYou should let them knowCause tomorrow might be to lateSo I telling you this now, I love youAlways have, andAlways will

Why Am I Here?
HI all!! I hope this finds u well. xxxoo to you! I have had an abundance of love, compliments, craziness, weirdness,...the list can go on and on! I just want to clarify somethings about me and why I am here. I am single and living the dream in northern california! I am happy, successful, honest, and I embrace life to the fullest. I am here for entertainment purposes. If I meet some cool people along the way great. If not thats ok too, I have a full life. I am not interested in drama,disrespectful language,being your verbal punching bag, nor am I here for cyber sex, phone sex, or interested in watching someone masterbate on cam. If that is what you are looking for pass my page on by!! There are many women on cherry tap! I am a fitness finatic! I playball four nights a week and am at the gym almost every day. I believe in a healthy lifestyle, balance is a priority in my life. I have lived long enough to know what I want in life, if it's not a fit for me I don't want it in my l

Before Dinner Snack *erotic*
At a dinner made for 2 sitting side by side; I have a white dress on with no panties, just the way you like. I feel your hand start to R I D E up and down my inner thigh T R Y I N G to get a feel yet, I remain calm. Our waiter comes to take our order and I thought you'd move your hand but no, instead you go up even farther towards my pussy lips that you know are yours. In my mind I can feel your tongue as you get a taste of my sweet nectar juice, H O T SWEET J U I C E. I feel it start to flow out A S your fingers start to glide in and out of my pussy. I hear you say out loud that you have to run to the bathroom, and in the corner of my eye I see you wink at me; it's then that I know you wish for my company. So I wipe my mouth with my napkin and take

Family List
So, it appears I have room for 20 ppl on my Family list, 5 of wich i KNOW are staying. the other fifteen spots are available to the first 15 ppl to read and comment to this. Because it appears a bulletin is read, feelings expressed and thats it. SOOO, If you are one of the lucky 15, you will read and comment this. thanx guys. Have a great day Jamie

Easiest 1-week Blast Contest Ever?
I'm new here, so maybe this isn't the easiest contest ever, but it's still pretty easy...no commenting, just creativity. Do you know of someone whose life would be helped by a 1-week blast on this site? Could be yourself, could be someone you know. If so, send me a message explaining the particulars and I will select one lucky winner on Feb 13, in time for Valentine's day and give them said blast at no cost to them. Decision will be based on sincerity, need, rationale, and so forth, and will be subjective. Flattery and bribery are not required, but prolly wouldn't hurt :)

Road Trip,part 2©
WOW! Now that was fun. What a way to end the day. Start off driving through the hill country and finishing it off naked in the middle of nowhere. The sun was beginning to drop in the west and the wind was picking up. Slowly removing ourselves from each other was almost painful. Slowly I withdrew from her and got off the bike. Extending a hand and helping her off as well as allowing her to get her legs again. Reluctanly we got dressed and back on the bike. As we slowly glided along the road the only sound was the rumble of the bike and the wind whistling by our ears. The temprature was slowly dropping and it was getting cold. She snuggled in tighter as we drove along. After what seemed to take forever we made it back to the hotel. We both wanted to get inside and wash the dirt off. Tossing my jacket in the chair the warmth of the room was welcoming. She brushed by me to the heater and turned it on full blast. Hugging herself,her hands rubbing her goosed bumped arms as she tri

A Couple Issues Since Our Maintenance, Blasts And Broken Photos.
hey folks, since our move the other night, 2 main problems have come up: a) the blasts which were done on the first of the month between midnight and 8pm aren't working as they should-- we're in the process of fixing them one by one rite now. if you made a blast or a gift blast during that time, and it's working funky, that's why. they should all be fixed today. b) if you're seeing a bunch of broken photos, or very slow loading pages, it's because your isp still has our old IP addresses cached. during our maintenance we changed all our IP addresses. some service providers ignore internet standards for caching/saving this information, and you're feeling the effects. the ISP doing this should refresh the information, which will fix the broken images and slow loading pages, any time now... -mike

Cold Sweat
I tossed and turned all night, a cold sweat upon my brow, just thinking of the things we said, I hope to forget somehow, every word we spoke in anger, still ringing in my ears, how they do haunt me, they follow me through the years, ripping at my soul, I still remember well your tears, how could I have walked away? how could I have been so blind? I close my eyes in the darkness, but your face is always crystal clear, I've drank, I've drugged,I've tryed it all, just to chase your memory away, but your still locked deep inside me, I know you will always be, so I awake again this morning, a cold sweat upon my brow, and drink my shot of courage, I'll get through another day some how... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Good Morning Sunshines!
Its 7 Am and once again i have not yet been to sleep. Oye. Im watching fever pitch with anthony. Its cute. My ass is kinda numb though. And we just played one hour of pool and i got my ass whiped. It was like woah amounts of sucky. My eyes are sore :( Im not in a pissy mood anymore woohoo! My laptop keeps freezing which is annoying the shit out of me, but ill get it fixed later tonight. w00t. Anthony is so sexy i swear it, when i look at him, i just smile, like weeee. Cause hes precious. And i adore him. I havent been this happy truly in a very long time. But i am with him. I can honestly sit back and say i love him. He means a lot to me, and hes so precious, and my future ♥ Hes what i care about most. Since he came into my life, ive truly just been on top of life most days, i mean i can still be a moody bitch and stuff but for the most part im happy. We have a lot of things to worry about but as long as hes by myside im good ♥ I loves him

Wrap A Belt Around My Neck
(If you read it, comment- even if you think it's drivel!!!!) I hate V-day. No it's not because I'm a bitter single woman pinning for love and an idea of romance that's unrealistic even by Hollywood standards... I haven't been single on V-day since I was 12. No, the reason I hate it is because it's bullshit. It's another excuse to buy things. Sure, dress it up as "celebration of love" but if you're really in love- you celebrate it everyday... not with gifts... but with gestures, touches, messages, conversations and time spent. Not money spent. My idea of a great V-day celebration- wild kinky sex... where your man throws you down on the bed, bends you over- on your knees, fucks you from behind while a belt is wrapped around your neck. Yeah, and that's exactly how I spent the day. Thankfully the scratches and bruise from the belt buckle were easy enough to hide with a little makeup! I dunno about all the other women in the world who need flowers, candy, or chocolate- but you wa

Does Anyone Read These Things?
Does anyone actually read these things? If your eyes have brought you this far perhaps my hours on CT have not been completely wasted and I have met someone who truly seeks to have a better understanding of who I am,and that thought alone leaves me with a smile…thank you. “Mundis Ex Igne Factus Est”…The world is made of fire…Life is born of struggle and striving, true joy and understanding do not come from comfort and safety; they come from epiphany, enlightenment born in exhaustion (and not exhaustion for its own sake). Safety and comfort are mortal dangers to the soul. No good “painting” or monumental moment ever came easily to me; the good, the great ones were always battles. Fighting is a way to feel, the ultimate eruption of emotion unparalleld—to fight is a way to force something to happen. When I fight I know something has happened. How many days of your life pass by that you could take or leave when nothing really happened? The fight is promised moments committed to memo

Bomb Squad Changes To Targets
hi guys i have decided to change again the way we target after the last to night first ask your self this or you been fair to all the links and are you getting confused as to how many u put on this and on that one well here it is from sunday i wll be releasing only one target for bombing and this target i would expect to be at least 20000 comments up in a day so when its taken down and the next target is put up it will also be up t least 20000 comments guys this way as we do one by one the each one we have done will be safe in the lead if its lead is in danger then i will release a special urgent rapid response , so please visit my profile as this is where you will find the target link damien and mel leave a comment so i no you have read this tks

Prayers Needed
Just watched the news a good friend of mine was celebrating his 50th birthday lastnight and was leaving a bar. As he crossed the street 2 cars where drag racing and both hit him neither stopped! He is in critical condition... A witness said his skull was protruding out of his forehead..so it is bad..please keep him in ur prayers...ty...kisses

How My Miracle Came About.
Well today marks two years from when the most amazing thing happened to me. I thought I would share...(this is rather long, and may not be worth it to some) It was March 13th and at the time my ex and I live in Michigan City, Indiana. I was getting really excited because on the 15th we had a planned C-section. We had so many ultrasounds and so many long drives to Indianapolis (3 hours south of us,where they have the best equipment and doctors). We also had so many hospital stays because at this time we knew something was wrong with our son but not to what extent. So I was happy to know our boy would be here in 2 days. So, March 13th comes, my ex at the time worked nights so before he went to bed we had went to McDonalds where they f*cked up my chicken sandwich (I still blame them for him coming early! Poor kid just wanted a crispy chicken, extra mayo!!). So we get home I eat and I lay down with my ex. about 3pm I wake up and have to pee so bad.. so I waddle my happy butt to the bath

I Hope You Are Proud (poem)
I Hope you are proud of yourself…….. I was there, through the pain, through the tears, I was there to listen, and walk you through your fears. I was there, to be your friend, nothing more I was there, after he beat you badly and slammed your head in the door I was there, when you had enough When you could take no more I was there to make sure you were able to leave To stand by your side while he threatened you But to make sure he could hit you no more As days and weeks went by, I was there as a friend, to hold you when you cry Then one day I realized you deserved more And I was there, so that you got it for sure Plans were made, the night was to be fun You called me earlier, but said you had to run. “I call you back, you said in a rush..” You never did, and that wasn’t cool. You fucked the only friend who really cared, But now who’s the fool. So next time your hurting, beaten And with a black eye, Whom will you call, to listen to you cry. I

*angel~baby*®™
OMFG..im SUCH a dumbass... *ANGEL~BABY*®™ did the sweetest thing for me..She bought me a blast...And me..being the dummie i am..Went and deleted it by accident... We are trying to get it back!.. I HOPE WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Best Thing Ever In Life Is....
I remember when my father used to get this in the mail when I was a kid. It would take me forever to read that damn paragraph on the front, but to be honest we really looked at it for the gruesome pics on the cover! Enjoy! Best Thing Ever!

Anonymous Haters
Okay, I completely realise and accept that I am not the most gorgeous chick on the Earth. I'm not trying to be. I am who I am, take it or leave it. I don't think I am ugly, just not drop dead gorgeous i.e. Adriana Lima. She's is fucking smoking and even though I am not a lesbian, oh hell yeah I would so do her. Anyway, moving forward... I feel really special right now. You know you are special when people take time out of their lives to hate you. Someone out there hates me and it is a secret hate crush! Secret society, secret society! Yayyyy! Me! Listen, if you are my secret hater, I just want to thank you for all of the attention you are paying to me. I feel so important right now and I have you to thank for this moment of joy I am experiencing. Every freaking time you anonymously show me how much you care it makes my nipples hard. Ohhhh next time I might even cream for you. I feel a little bad for you that you don't have the balls to just tell me straight up that you are i

We Ve Got Tonight
If I had just one wish, one dream come true, it wouldn't be wasted, I would wish only for you, you here in my arms, making love, in a warm, light summer nights rain, one night thats unending, no hurt and no pain, no future,no past, all I would wish for, to hold you at last, if I had but one wish, I know what it would be, just to hear you, softly saying to me, We've Got Tonight..

I'm Staring A Referral Program
Referral Program This is my own shopping site. I am going to start a referral system that will help you and I earn money! Click the link to read more about it, and please consider taking this great opportunity! Please Repost for all to see! Thanks, Jen & Zachary

Balance
Balance Between the man I am and the man I want to be. There is a thin line I must ride like a rail. For the results you see are not just mine alone. People are watching, of that fact I am well aware. Some are friends with fingers crossed saying prayers for me. While others watch with bated breath waiting for me to fail. To them I say , I fear you not for I am not your silly clone. I choose fatherhood and friendship my heart is to big not to care. I AM provider, teacher, brother, and friend. I LONG to be giver, taker, sharer, and even lover to some special woman. I see a magic foundation one with four strong corners. With such a foundation of stone would I then dare to leap at a chance. Will there be a day I don’t live in fear my heart will rend? Will there be a lady at the center accepting me as her man? And what of those pushing me to fail, must I always defend my boarders? Like a shining knight ready to fight with my armor and my la

Repost Of "mens Behavior" For The Ladies. Its Long, But Explains Alot
How to understand men better The very first question that may come to mind is, what qaulifies me to write this, what makes me such an expert? Well, first and foremost, im a guy.....and if a man is judged by how much he masturbates, i would be the uber man. Second, i have been young, and stupid, i know all the games, and tricks, and ploys that men use to thier advantage when it comes to women. Third, having been a man my whole life, i know exactly how men think, and they react to certain women and situations. Now, you might also be wondering why i would be so willing to divuldge such information to you, and break the secret code of men. Well, there are a couple of reasons for this as well. First, i cant tell you how many women have come to me to tell me about thier asshole boyfriend, or thier abusive husband or vice versa, all of which could have been avoided had they understood men better, or knew how and why men act the way they do. Second, i think that most men on this planet

Okay Y'all ....about Me & My Pictures
Y'all may b saying to yourselves I hate Fakes!! Or I wanna see your naked pictures. First off I do not have ne, and if that is what u want go to a dayum porn site.. NOW.... Let me explain myself. As most of y'all know I represent 9 Lingerie manufacturers. Including TOP OF THE LINE ones like Shirley of Hollywood. Fredricks, and Elegant Moments too along with sex toys and stuff like that. I have been in the sex business ( in one form or the other as an exotic dancer or a model) since I was 18 yrs old. Yes I am older ( u r only as old as ya feel & act) but I still have a lotta sexxxxiness about me and the things I do. With age comes MATURITY!!! Not like the immature BOYS on here, that do not know how to treat a lady. I appreciate y'all MEN. The pictures in my about me album r me taken over the many years of my life. The other lingerie pics r NOT. I never said they were! I use some of their pictures on here cux the woman on here like to see what I have from the manufacture

Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im Sure Not Many Will Answer
why is it that guys always want a skinny girl? why is it that guys only want to take out skinny girls? why is it that to a guy a big girl is only good for being a friend? why is that guys tend to stay away from big girls? why is that if your boys don't think shes dateable you won't date a girl? why is that guys always want to play with big girls emotions? why they can't see the good in a big girl? why cant they see the person not the size? why can't they just be up front? why can't they just say what they mean and mean what they say? I KONW ,BECAUSE THEY SCARED THAT THEY JUST MIGHT FALL IN LOVE WITH A BIG GIRL AND THEY WILL WOULD REALLY LIKE HER,BUT THIER BOYS WON'T SO THEY GOT TO KEEP YOU AROUND FOR THERE SAKE BUT NOT TO CLOSE FOR THERE FRIENDS SAKE. (IF YOU AGREE OR DISAGREE LET ME KNOW BUT I DON'T THICK TO MANY PEOPLE WILL DISSAGREE)

Thank You For Your Time...you're Dismissed
Wheee!! It must be buy one get one free hater week on the Tap!! Goes to show that some people still need parental supervision to click a button and go online. First is a tale of a a 23 year old freshmeant (I know right...) random who hit my shout to make sure she told me how ugly I was. Now, I'm not a fan of talkin about folk's mother but she caught me having a moment and my reponse was "Ty, so's ur mother"...she didn't like that. After she called me a "dyke" (what that has to do with me being ugly is beyond me) I laughed because I know I'm strickly dickly but since obviously she didn't I told her that her sister was good and to kiss that bitch for me....ha ha ha ha ha. Just when I thought I was having more fun than I could handle, she let's me know she has a job..blah blah, I told that bitch that workin a corner is her job and she still had 8 hours left before she could bring me the dollar she owes me....lmmfao!!! I know, I could have...should have blocked and ignored an

Why Am I Afraid Of The Word L.o.v.e?
Why am I afraid of the word L.O.V.E? It is so simple to say…. But so hard to do for me…. Maybe it isn't love that's hard it's trusting… Trusting my thoughts…. Trusting my desires…. Trusting my hopes…. Trusting my dreams… Trusting my heart…. Equals my love… Why can't I love you? I don't love me enough to love you with all my heart… Why give you half… When you deserve it all…. The emptiness I feel…. You fill it up… Why can't you have it all? I'm afraid I'm going to hurt your heart…. I just want the best for you…. Sometime I feel like I'm the one for you… Other times I need to stay away from your feelings… Can I mature into the man you need…. Give me your thoughts… Give me your desires… Give me your hopes… Give me your dreams… Give me your heart…. That's love I can't be afraid of … I need faith… If you can add all that together and get love…. Why can't I…?

Lmao @achilles
THIS IS A PERSONAL DEDICATION TO THE MAN WHO TRIED TO MAKE THE VIC MEMBERS BOYCOTT THE SITE AND TO THE MAN THAT TRIED THE RED X BOYCOTT AND TO THE MAN WHO TOLD THE WHOLE SITE HE WAS GONNA GET ME BOOTED AND ONCE AGAIN TO THE MAN THAT CANT KEEP A REAL TIME NEVER MIND AN ONLINE WIFE ONCE AGAIN HE SO FOLKS PLEASE SEND HIM A SYMPATHY CARD HES MORE PATHETIC THAN MR RUSH EVER WAS SO HERE YA GO A PERSONAL MESSAGE FROM THE ONE THEY CALL FAT SONNY HEY MOTHER FUCKER IM STILL HERE AND AS FAR AS YOU GO EVERYONE SHOULD SEND A SYMPATHY CARD TO THIS LOOSER HES THE QUEEN OF ALL BOYCOTTS THAT FAIL Achilles@ CherryTAP AND SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE HIS MAN CARD AWAY CAUSE HE AINT NOTHING BUT A BITCH THIS SONGS FOR YOU THERE BUDDY Beck Lyrics

Walls Up & Doors Slammed Closed...
*You don't want to give all of you...I'm not giving all of me* *You hurt me... I will want to hurt you back* *You drive me away...I will stay away* *You hold secrets...than so will I* *You want to condem me...then I will you* *You need more than one...then so will I* *You can not can give... I will not be open to recieve* *You want to leave....I will watch* *You need to prove... so shall I* *You need to take.... I will stop giving* *You need to hide me... I will stay hidden* *You want to play games... I will not play* *You want to place blame...I will take it* *You lie.... and I will watch & listen* *You want to break my soul...YOU WILL NEVER BREAK IT...!!!! * 05/09/2007 JR 11:16am --Once again, I write for not just myself but for others around me. I write on not just my pain but my friends and family's pain also. ---Side bar...While I want my writings to touch people, I do not wish to upset ANYONE in my life...those around it or i

The Devil, Incarnate And Misspelled
Yesterday I had an interesting exchange with some KISS-obsessed, spiteful little devil named Deamon: He first complained about not being able to shout at me, then left a comment asking if I would 'hoo with him. I said no, and the following conversation ensued via c-mail. DEAMON: i was just asking that is all it's up to you if you want me to have it SUGAR: I very rarely share it... Why do you ask for it? What did you want to say? DEAMON: that's fine SUGAR: Bah. What's this? You want to chat, but you have nothing to say? DEAMON: well what would like to talk about lol [Sugar pauses, wonders what kind of laugh that must have been] SUGAR: Word salad. I like word salad. DEAMON: well i guess you are married do you have any kids SUGAR: Apparently you don't read photo captions. I'm divorced, no kids. DEAMON: where are you from SUGAR: My mother's twat. DEAMON: wtf is that about can i see yours SUGAR: I came from my mother's twat. And no, you can't see mine. DEAMON

If
If if........if i could stop you from walking out of my life would you would you run into my arms crush your head into my chest and unleash a swell of tears that would quench my thirst for you. if........if i could promise you my heart forever and a day would you allow me into bear your soul to me and let me devour you until my hunger was sated. if.......if i could make every dream come true would u cherish me, adore me be the rising moon to my setting sun if........if i could make it all possible would you give me the chance to make your heart beat in rhythm with mine, slowly passionately until the ending of time. if.......if i had to strength to say this all to you would you simply just give me the chance to be in love with you.

I Have Been Really Sick (sorry 4 My Absence)
Hi to all my family, friends and fans sorry it has been a while since i have been on but i have been really sick. I spent 6 hrs last night in the emergency ward of my local hospital suffering from chest and abdomen pains (which i still have) and after many tests and machines it has been discovered that i am suffering from a condition that for all intents and purposes has swollen my heart (its not fatal or anything) to almost twice its size and is making it very difficult to breath and hurts like hell. There is nothing to do for it besides pain killers, anti inflamatories and to let it run its course. I had my fiance with me last night while i got the news of this annoyance (she was very distraught and upset) i do promise that i will still be around and a friend fan and family member to all of u, i just have to get over this problem The nurses and doctors at the hospital nick named me Phar Lap last night and had a lot of fun picking on me and telling my fiance that she was ve

New Album Gallery And View Image Page On The Way!
i just wanted to give everyone a heads-up: this afternoon, or maybe tomorrow morning, we're going to turn on a new album gallery page (when you're looking at other peoples galleries) and also a new page that shows the main/large photos. they look a lot different, but we tried to make them much more functional and intuitive. for example, you'll see more previous/next thumbnails instead of one of each. you'll also be able to navigate into different albums from the fullsize image page instead of going back to the gallery listing each time. we've also tried to move the main photo up higher on the page, so you don't have to scroll down as much to get an idea what it is. stay tuned.... :-) EDIT: the new pages are live! i just realized we forgot to include the 'link to photo' option on the new page. have no fear, it'll be back tomorrow. EDIT #2: the link to photo option is back on each image page. werd! -mike

Time To Rant!!
You ever feel like a hamster? You know if you have ever had a hamster and it runs in one direction and if you pull it back it goes the same way everytime? Maybe its because thier brains are so incredibly small. Anyhow I feel like that hamster. Because no matter HOW many times I ask my friends to either like me for me and be happy, someone has to comment about my damn pics looking alike. Well they are all of me. It bothers me because the mentality is that I am hiding something. I already told you all I am not skinny and I even posted pictures to show that. However since my pics all have very very few rates (like 10) Most of you do not look at them all but feel the need to ridicule me about them. I take my pics at the angles i do because that it what I AM HAPPY With. I don't take them to please anyone but me. If I don't like a pic it doesn't go up. I am very self conscious and low self esteem. If you do not like my pictures don't bother insulting them. And while I got your attentio

Found This Picture In A Box
My Mom was so beautiful and loving. I guess you would have qualified me as a Mama's boy, until I became a rebelious teen (read asshole)! Anyway, I just want to share this picture with you, my friends! Thank you for stopping by and commenting, Carlos

Contest Wahoo Candies Lets Do It
OK BOUT TIME I WANNA DO A CONTEST HERE AND HERE IS THE THING U NEED TO LET ME KNOW SO I CAN AD YOUR PIC FOR THE SWEETEST CANDY I WILL HAVE UR PIC IN A FOLDER IT WILL BE CLOSED TILL THE DAY AND TIME IT OPENS UP*STILL WORKING ON IT* AND U AND FRIENDS RATE AND BOMB YA PIC 1 ST PLACE 7 DAY LAST 2 PLACE 3 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE 1 DAY LAST OMG COME ON WHO WANTS A BLAST........... LET ME KNOW CANT WIN IT IF UR NOT IN IT ...LOLLY WHO IS MY SWEETEST CANDY???... ♥ ok guys more setails i want to hold the contest on may 31 till june 9th the one with the most pic comments wins i will send a blog out saying contest is open sense most of us are on duffrent times but i want it io open up at 4 pm est time. good luck to my candies. hurry and let me know if ur in it.

My Poetry
Friday, April 20, 2007 I AM NOTHING Current mood: relieved I AM NOTHING NOT EVEN A PIECE OF DIRT ON UR SHOE I AM NOTHING DID I EVER MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? I AM NOTHING THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER I AM NOTHING THEN YOU LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER I AM NOTHING THE PAIN I FEEL INSIDE I AM NOTHING CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY? I AM NOTHING EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE YOUR FACE I AM NOTHING THE TIMES WE SHARED IN THIS PLACE I AM NOTHING YOU ARE EMBEDDED IN MY MIND I AM NOTHING YOU LEFT ME LIKE I WAS A CRIME I AM NOTHING WHAT WE WERE IS NOW A THING OF THE PAST I AM NOTHINGMY MIND IS FREE AT LAST I AM NOTHING WHEN I THINK OF WHAT WE HAD I AM NOTHING ALL THE GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD I AM NOTHING JUST REMEMBER YOU WERE NEVER HATED I AM NOTHING OUR TIME TOGETHER WAS NEVER WASTED I AM NOTHING THIS IS MY LETTER GOODBYE I AM NOTHING HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE LIFE 7:25 PM - 5 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, February 11, 2007

For The Females On Cherrytap...
Hi ladies, CT SingleWhiteMale seeks SingleWhite(or Black)Female in Connecticut... I am a single white male in New Haven Connecticut. I was born july 3rd, 1975. I am looking for an older sexxy BBW to date. If you’re interested then please reply to this message and feel free to ask me anything. I do hope to hear from you soon. RSVP, -sean- fseanb

Our Family
This Blog will be continually updated as members are confirming that they are staying with our family. Please check often and make sure you are there.. If you are not, submit a comment after you have placed Honorable Society of Wolves at the end of your name so that we might know your intentions are true. Wolferz Wolferz ~Elder Druid Wolf -- An Honorable Wolf - Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Theresa BGD's Yummy~Alpha Female ~ Honorable Society of Wolves~Joker's Mistress :)~L.U.V. Club Co Fd TAKEN@ CherryTAP Ang ~*ANG*~ ~Honorable Society of Wolves~ @ CherryTAP Kim MysteryofDragons ~LRL~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Teresa drusdragon ~.L.R.L.~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Dana darkangel696930@ CherryTAP Raven CT Fiancee of Juggalette4Life~ 'Ðîñ]¬[ Raven Lonewolf~Ka-tet of Forty and Five~Honorable Society of Wolves' Owner of the Magic and the Dark Tower Lounge@ CherryTAP Pete Pokerpete13~OFFICIAL L.U.V CLUB FOUNDER~@ CherryTAP Dawn

My Poetry
THE GATE BY:SPENCE sitting here trapped in this bubble seems like my every breath is trouble i try to escape this feeling and be free but all my fears dreams come crashing down on top of me like heavy walls of hate did these feelings i help to create is it all my fault all my feelings and dreams locked away in a vault why do i keep running from all these things i need why do i let my heart cry and bleed my soul it cries it needs to be free from this prison i been in living this life i call a lie in sin not hearing u calling me from within LORD u always been calling but instead of running to u im steady falling deeper in the net i have became my own worse threat heart pounding fast with regret the things u have done for every 1 ur life for me on that tree i been so selfish i was blind to see thinking i could handle everything on my own ur wisdom i have always known i hope its not to late i hope i havnt missed my chance to go through the gate

Things I Wanna Try/do In My Lifetime!!!
Category: Blogging I have no idea what a blog is....I guess I am going to save some of my useful/use less 411 here. Yes, I said, "MY". My piece of paper. It is torn, wrinkled, can barely read it. I can't find it when I am looking 4 it. I am sick of finding it. Here goes my blog, blog, blog, blog, blog::::: Things I wanna try/do in my lifetime: 1. SkyDive 2. Write an/educational fun kids book (with my daughter). 3. Take Kayla to a Dude Ranch/Resort. 4. Shoot a real gun @ a range. 5. Shoot a riffle. 6. Bunjee Jump 7. Take a Trapezee class. 8. Sledding on a block of ice . 9. Sledding on a sandhill. 10. Ride a Segway. 11. Be in a Rap Music Video in a Bikini. 12. Visit the Playboy Mansion & of course say, "Hi" to old man Heff. 13. Be in a commercial or a small part in a movie. 14. Own/design my own clothing business. 15. Go to Italy. 16. Own a summer home. Has to be a HOT place on a beach. 17. Teach my daughter to ride a Harley.

The Real Me....if Your Curious
Marlene 'SINBAD''s Blurbs About me: WELL,WHERE DO I START,FIRST AND FOREMOST,I AM A DEDICATED SINGLE MOTHER TO MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE OF MY LIFE AND THAT IS TO MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER "HA'ANE LEI" WITHOUT HER I AM NO ONE. SHE BRINGS THE BEAUTY AND THE STRENGHT THAT I HAVE INSIDE OF ME OUT. I MAY BE A SCORPIO,BUT,I HAVE A PURE HEART OF GOLD. I LIVE LIFE TO FULLEST LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW,I DO NOT DEPEND ON ANYONE LET ALONE A MAN TO DO MY BIDDING IN LIFE. I'M A PERSON THAT TAKES EVERY HUMAN BEING'S FEELINGS TO HEART,BUT,I'M ALSO A PERSON THAT FEELS THAT IF YOU ARE HOLDING ME BACK "DAMN IF YOU DO OR DAMN IF YOU DON'T". I HAVE A POWERFUL SENSE OF HUMOR AND I ENJOY A GREAT LAUGH,I LOVE LISTENING TO PEOPLE TALK,IT TELLS ME ALOT ABOUT THE INDIVIDUAL WITHOUT ASKING ALOT OF QUESTIONS. I LOVE TO READ A GREAT NOVEL(V.C.ANDREWS),I ENJOY LISTENING TO MUSIC(OLD SCHOOL,REGGAE). I ALSO ENJOY A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE WITH OLD FRIENDS AND ENJOY MAKING NEW FRIENDS. FAMILY IS A BIG PLUS IN MY LIFE WITHO

My Male Friends
YA KNOW. I THINK ABOUT THIS ALOT! I REALLY VALUE MY CLOSE MALE FRIENDS ON HERE. YOU ALWAYS SHOW SUCH GREAT DEAL OF RESPECT AND THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. HOWEVER.....I WISH THE REST OF THE MEN ON HERE COULD LEARN FROM MY GOOD FRIENDS. AND STOP WITH THE WEBCAM CRAP, AND SHOW ME PICS., ETC. SO, I JUST WANTED TO THANK MY MALE FRIENDS FOR BEING THE BEST! AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! LOVE YA MEAN IT!

News
I just had a friend of mine send me this. A friend of his in Iraq had sent it to him. I hope that others will enjoy it as much as I do. Subject: News from Iraq From A Chaplain In Iraq "I recently attended a showing of "Superman 3" here at LSA Anaconda. We have a large auditorium we use for movies as well as memorial services and other large gatherings. As is the custom back in the States, we stood and snapped to attention when the National Anthem began before the main feature. All was going as planned until about three-quarters of the way through the National Anthem the music stopped. Now, what would happen if this occurred with 1,000 18-22 year-olds back in the States? I imagine there would be hoots, catcalls, laughter, a few rude comments, and everyone would sit down and call for a movie. Of course, that is, if they had stood for the National Anthem in the first place. Here, the 1,000 Soldiers continued to stand at attention, eyes fixed forward. The music star

Friends Come And Go
ok i just have to get this off my chest and so everyone knows... i dont care how much u think its going to hurt me or whatever but please dont lie to me and tell me that ur a friend. If there is one thing in this world that I cant stand it is that. I dont care how bad or about anything for that matter but just dont freaking lie to me. Im an adult here and I sure the hell am not going to tell u what i think u wanna hear. If you say something or do something and I confront u on it then be a freaking adult about it and tell me the truth... dont make up some bull shit story just so I wont get upset or pissed cause that is what gets me pissed. and if ur reading this ur prob thinking wow someone pissed her off and yeh someone did and when its someone that I talk to alot not just online but on the phone as well and then when they lie to me over the freaking phone it just pisses me off. ok i had to get that off my chest... so thanks for reading this.. lol and if u ever think i need to know som

I Have Some News For You!
Well, I am very very very happy to announce that my husband and I are expecting again! It has been an absolute rollercoaster the past two to three years. We have wanted a second child soooo bad! After 14 months of trying,charting and fertility drugs I finally got pregnant last year, only to lose my baby at 7 weeks. This was in June of 2006. This time we weren't even trying so it came as a complete surprise! A great surprise, but a surprise none-the-less. I am high risk right now. I am only 6 and a half weeks along and I'm very scared. If you guys could pray or just send some positive thoughts my way, I would greatly appreciate it. I go in every week to the doctor for bloodwork and ultrasounds until they get me into my second tri-mester. Once I am there, I think I can finally stop holding my breath and become a little more attached and excited. Anyways, I know that a lot of you have been wondering why I haven't been on near as much and this is the reason. I just wanted to

Worried, Scared And Confused
So last night while I was at work I get a text message from my baby sister telling me she needs to talk to me and to call her in the morning when I get off. So I call her this morning and she tells me that our mother found a lump in her breast and kept it secrect for a few months. She finally went to the doctor and they took some blood and are running tests. The doctor said he didnt think it was a swollen lymp node because if it was it would have went down in size, so I feel like he is leaning towards cancer. Now, I don't have a very good relationship with my mother. Hell, i dont have ANY kind of relationship with my mother. She watched as my father beat the hell out of me and my siblings. She sat and watched my father break my nose when I was 12 andtold me not to get blood on the carpet! She also knew my father was sexually abusing me but refused to do anything about it, saying I was making it up. I honestly dont know how to feel. I'm kinda numb, if that makes any sense at all.

Woohoo!!!! We Did It..thank You
www.hostdrjack.com Wow we did it..Thank you to everyone that helped me get the 18,000 comments for my 30 day blast. Im greatful to each of you for helping me.If i can help you just let me know. There are so many to thank and wont even begin to mention names..I love my Family, Friends,and my bombing family. Thanks for sticking with me until the very end. Thanks for all the bulletins, reposts and comments not one went by unnoticed:) Much Love...

Now I Understand Why The Trouble Started Look At This!
NOW IT BECOMING CLEAR WHY THIS BULLCRAP WAS INVENTED! THEY WANT A STASH CLUB AND THEY WANT MY MEMBERS! WELL YOU GOT ONE THING RIGHT THESE ARE THE BEST PEOPLE IN HERE! AND THEY DO ROCK! CAN,T BLAME YOU GIRLIE,S I WOULD WANT TO STEAL THEM TOO IF I WAS THAT KIND OF PERSON.... YOU HAVE TRIED TO RUIN ME AND STEAL MY MEMBERS BUT MY TRUE FRIENDS WILL SEE THROUGH THIS LOL CHECK THIS OUT AND FOR ALL OF YOU WHOM THEY EMAILED AND SENT THEIR LIES TOO HAVE A GOOD LAUGH AND FOR THE ONES WHO BELIEVE THIS CRAP YOU NEED TO JOIN THEM!!subject: NEW STASH CLUB STARTING post date: 2007-07-20 11:23:45 views: 1 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Carla and myself are starting a new stash club. We will be calling it the C & T Stash Club. If you are interested, let me or Carla know. The only rules to the club are: 1. Have fun with it! 2. If you are asked to help people level, and you are online, please try and help, because your turn to level will come. Now, as far as your primary pic,

Mental Health Line
Mental Health Line Hello, and welcome to the Mental Health Hotline. If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. If you are codependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you what number to press. If you are a manic depressive, it does not matter which number you press, no one will answer. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you have a nervous disorder, please fiddle with the * key until a representative comes on the line. If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth and mother's maiden name. If you have post traumatic stress disorder, slowly and careful

Time For A New
I attempted this once before but someowhere in my 350 cmails there are name Ideas. So im sorry we are going to do it a different way.If you have an idea for a suggestion for out level up team please post on my blog. To those that know me as a true person know that Im not a me person and now im seeing booboo sent me. I'm only one person on this team. This is a team effort one person cant do it alone and if it wasnt for each of you we couldnt do it. So im asking you all to think of a new which we can use to represent us. At last i say many may thank you for all the love you share. I kinda thought being a God Mother might slow things down for me and get kinda boring but i dont even have time to read my mail not sure if thats good or bad. And sleep well thats another thing. So please comment on this blog with your ideas..To make this fun and to get you all thinking.Im going to make it a rates contest.And the winner will get a yacht..

Ok
I've been thinking during this contest with a lot of interesting comments mostly saying it's fun to read your guys conversations if it would be a good thing to do a leveling group with some of the old mummers, the comments are less controlled and every week we choose a random fubar user that is in need of help, i.e. a lower level person or someone we know very well, and we just spend a week on one picture commenting and joking around and if a really bad mumm shows up we can bash freely just don't attack anyone. Who would be interested in this?

Custom Hostnames For Profiles!
hey folks, just wanted to give everyone a heads-up: if you've setup a custom url/keyword (ie: mine is 'babyjesus' which creates http://fubar.com/babyjesus and my email address babyjesus@fubar.com), you can now link or direct people to your fubar.com profile by using the link http://NAME.fubar.com .. for example, mine would be http://babyjesus.fubar.com .. when someone goes there, it loads up my public profile. click here to create your keyword if you haven't already.. werd! -mike

Just Thinking..
I've been trying to be a "good girl" in the sense of not sleeping with anyone unless I'm dating them. But fuck...I'm horny..and i am not interested in anyone that lives near me. What am i too do? Go fuck some random guy.. or just suffer with /deal with masturbating?. I love cock,I miss cock... But I'm not a whore,so I'm screwed right...(and apparently not literately).lol

Read This To Find Out The True Reason Why I Quit Statics Klub X Treme
as many of you know i have been on workers comp for almost 2 years now thats why i have been on fubar all day everyday . but i need to get my life in order . i have been a dumbass usin the lounge as an excuse not get the things done that i have to like take care of shit around my house , ive been usin bein on air an excuse not to go get a job . just because i have a back injury doesnt meen i can find a job . im 30 and i need to worry about my life . im not gettin any younger and if i dont do it now i never will . im sorry if this hurts people that was not my intention at all . this was also the reason why ibroke up with irishgodess . for once i need to worry about me and not anyone else . im sorry chrissy but this is something i have to do . i will still be on fubar but def not as much . i know i will prob loose some friends because of this but you know what if i loose you as a friend then that just tells me you were not a friend to begin with and fuck off im better off without you aro

~* Ive Never Asked For Much ... But I Need Your Help Now Please *~
~* Ive Never Asked For Much ... But I Need Your Help Now Please *~ Ok guys. Anyone here that knows me knows that I never ask for much of anything at all from anyone. I hate to feel like im a burden to my friends and family. Yet now Im asking for help. I went and signed up for a happy hour give a way. Ive been wanting one forever but ya im to poor to afford one!! LOL. Anyways what it boils down to is I need 50,000 comments to get this Happy Hour. So please could you spare some time to drop in and leave me some love? Al you have to do is click the link below and you will go to the pic I need bombed. I cant offer expensive gifts for anyone that helps. I will offer my help back to you should you ever need me for anything though. Thank you and much love to you all. ~* With Love and Appreciation ... *~ Pain Is My Passion (repost of original by 'Pain Is My Passion™ ~ Diamond of GC ~ *Creator of LDC* ~ Syndicate Family ~ * DOP Owner *~' on '2007-07-29 01:40:47')

Marq's Philosophies To Live By
(This Blog Scrolls) l really enjoy reading philosophy, & making up my own too. Here are some sayings by a wide range of sources. From Arealius to Nietche #1. Never take anything for granted... Cause you really dont know what you had til it's gone! #2. If You have assumed a character beyond your own strength you have played both a poor figure in that and neglected one with in your powers. #3. People look at me and laugh cause I'm different. I look at them and laugh cause they are all the same. #4. If you would pursue philosophy, your first task is to throw away conciet. For you cant begin to learn what you have conceit that u already know. #5. If you seek truth, you do not seek to gain victory by every possible means : but once you have found truth, You need not fear of being defeated. #6. What foolish talk is this? How can I any longer lay claim to right principles, if I am not content with what I am? but I am all a

Sugarslist
GOOD NEWS: I found a place to live. BAD NEWS: I have to get rid of about half of the shit I own. GOOD NEWS: You can buy some crap from me! Just kidding. Unless, of course, you want to buy my beloved lawnmower and you promise to take good care of it. Quite sadly, my new place lacks a lawn. In exchange, it has amazing sky-lights, a great view, exposed duct-work, a roof-top terrace, and free high-speed internet. Ooh. And the living room has a polished concrete floor. The building used to be a factory. Now it'll be home sweet home. Well, home sweet SMALL home. I currently live in a three-bedroom house with a full basement. Just me, the pretty, and lots and lots of space. The new apartment has one bedroom. Thus, I need to downsize. Because I don't want to deal with random people calling me at all hours and demanding to see the crap I want to sell, I think I'm going to have a yard sale. Does anyone have any ideas on how to have a successful yard sale? (Oth

Whyi Heart Firemen
Why I ♥ Firemen It’s no secret. I’m a sucker for firemen. I love them. I can’t get enough of them. I’d say daily though, I’m asked why I love firemen and if I could possibly love other uniformed men. I generally give no explanation at all about loving other uniforms and why my preference is for firemen except to say that they’re hot but the reality is there are so many other reasons why I love firemen and frankly there are a couple of reasons why I don’t have the same fascination for other uniformed men. Instead of recreating the wheel with explanations, I thought I would go ahead and define for everyone why firemen and more over why not other types of uniformed men. Please see below: Cops: You’re pricks. You know you’re pricks. You may look good in black but once the vest comes off you’re suddenly not as studly as first impressions would give. Navy: You’re gay. You spend six months out of the year on a boat with limited amounts of pussy. What other conclusio

To All Beautiful Bbw'z!!
To all my Beautiful BBW'Z I felt that u all needed ta hear my wordz, Cuz i think that u are tha most Bautiful woman n Tha World, yr Beautiful from head ta Toe, Beautiful nside & out wht u have ta offer a man iz priceless, so if u ever think that yr not pretty enough or u need ta drop a few poundz remember my wordz when i say yr Beautiful just tha way u r, cuz there rreal men out here(Like myself) that LOVEZ a woman wit meat on her bonez. So my Lovely woman dont change change shit be Loved 4 tha woman that u r cuz yr Beautiful, smart, Funny, and a all round package 4 only tha worthyest of men, so stay sexc & Beautiful...BedroomGangsta!!

Ummmm.... I Dunno
Friday, August 10th 2007......As I sit here bored completely out of my mind, listening to some tunes and drinking a timmies, it gives me alot of time to think....Unfortunately for me, my thinking consist of bad things that are happening or have happend in my life.... 1)A failed marriage: Just over 8 years ago on November 9th, I repeated some vows that I didn't follow up on...broken promises is what should have been in the vows....Any regrets?.....plenty, but too many to list. 2)Holding a Job: In the past year i have had 7 jobs...none of which i was happy with, so I ended up quitting or something happend that prevented me from working there...Become a Bum and live off mom and dad? Ughhhh see you on Jerry Springer. 3)Relationships: After my failed marriage i dated 1 woman for roughly 5 months...Fell madly in love with her and got dumped on MSN messenger. Now I'm single, and have been for over 8 months...Lonely?...Yes I am :( 4)My Son: Corey Mason Devaul...age 10, came down at

Got My Feelings A Little Hurt
I just want to vent for a minute. I know this an online thing and I really shouldn't care what people here think. But, that's besides the point. I have a pic of me in a bikini-like top and very short skirt (which was not how I was dressed all night anyhow) and some guy decided to leave me a comment that I won't repeat here, but basically said that I need to lose weight. Ouch. I'm not skinny, nor do I want to be. But I don't think I'm fat! Yeah, I do have a little "excess baggage" thanks to my 4-year-old. No matter what I've tried, my belly doesn't want to change, lol. So I've made peace with it. But for some stranger to come tell me that, yeah... my feelings were hurt. He just said I needed to have a sense of humor about it. So, just, wow. Most everyone here has been so kind, but this one little thing got me feeling kind of bad. Anyways, I just had to get that out. Love you all! Muah! xoxo Joy

Right Or Wrong...here They Are...& True
Okay peeps time to comment...that means all of you...including you Chris...lol Nine Words Women Use... 1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. "Five minutes" is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about "nothing". (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements

My Passion
Shadows dance across the wall as soft music plays in the background. Slowly I lead you into the bathroom. You are curious as to what exactly I am up to, but not reluctant to follow my lead. The bathroom is dimmly lit by candles with fresh incense burning creating a sensual but inviting setting. A bottle of wine, two glasses, a small cup of dark chocolate, and a bowl of fresh strawberries sit next to a nice bubble bath with rose pettles floating atop. You smile bashfully as you ask me" You did all of this for me?" I look you in the eyes with my infamous smirk and reply, " This is only the beginning." I lean in close to you staring deeply into your eyes and run my hands through your hair. I softly grasp the small of your neck and pull you closer to me . A shiver runs through our bodies as our lips meet. Slowly an dgently I begin to nibble on your lips with my own, occasionly brushing them lightly with my tongue. Our hands begin to fondle each other's clothing in a desperate attempt to re

Ranting.......possible Nsfw So Beware....
Beware of language that is in this blog... and of misspellings that I could care less about! This is not to anyone on here at all *well but one person*....it is to a friend of ours that Used us and is a ....well you will see. You wanna fuck with me? You wanna fuck with what is mine and treat me like shit? You wanna lie, decete and be an ugly no good SOB...be my fucking guest, but don't ever ask me for a damn thing! Don't even come at me thinking that you will EVER in a million fucking years have a shoulder to cry on here! Don't ask my family or friends for shit EVER NEVER again! You think you are God's gift to people? Where do you get off? Who do you think you are? GET THIS YOU NO GOOD SOB....you are less than nothing to anyone in my life, on my friends list or in my family's life. You can take you playing games, lying, stealing asses some where else cuz I fucking don't need the drama or shit in my life and I KNOW that there are several people out there that feel the

With Love For All
Well, bittersweet, yes, life is and has been...a long tough summer for me..as most know, i buried both my Daddy and my Mom, 6 weeks apart...in order to care for them both and through the three months of illness, death, celebration of life and another death, i had to sell my motorcycle to continue flying back and forth to California; it was the most worthy of causes and i am grateful i had it to give...i am beginning, just beginning the "healing" process...hard to explain, but...it's time for me to stand up, put my big girl panties on and step forward..i've been raising my kids for seven years now, alone..hell, i haven't had a date in i don't know when, let alone an ole' man..i counted, knew my folks were there, i was not alone..i remind myself that i am not alone now, i have my beautiful girls, i have the memories off Daddy and Mom..i used to turn this damn computer on and leave it on, and so many of you reached out to me to help me through this process, and that has and does mean so m

Why Is That?
Why Is That? Why is it that people can come in your life get to know you grow to have strong feelings for you but then run away when things get deep? This is something I been vacillating for weeks. Now I think I know what it is it is the facts that they may not be able to have what they want when they want it but when the opportunity presents it self they are no longer thought of or considered. Now is this faith or just how things are? Tell me I want to know because if this is how love grows I don’t want to know. Why it is that people want you but don’t fight to keep you but do all the things in the world to push you away? All I can say there is times you wish you stayed or just walked away. This is one of those times I just feel so confused full of emotions for so many reasons and have no way of letting them out or expressing them to let people know what they are all about. Why is it I feel pain and just want to hide my tears in the rain and let them

The Real Me
if anyone is interested in learning about the person behind the name DEAD ANGEL ill post it he but i need to know ppl r really interested. please messeg or comment me and let me know. thank u. i'm a 33 year old male who was born with a disability called cerebral palsy. at age 5 i was diagnosed with it do to my enability to walk. thier r different types of cerebral palsy. there's low case/ataxiea1, moderate/mild ataxiea2, which i have. severe/ataxiea3. in my case, i can walk now but i use a crutch. othe ways it effects my body, it makes my muscles constantly tense. it also effects my fine motor skills as in sloy typing, holding/picking up small objects etc. i wasn't going to write this because i want ppl to like me for me, not pity me. i decided to write it cause i figure if im going to add u to my friends list i might as well tell u who ur friends with. thank u in advance for taking time to read this. DEAD ANGEL

Lets All Treat Each Other With Some Common Courtisies
In todays fast paced world we often lose sight of old fashioned but yet still important aspects of todays modern world.When entering a supermarket,resraunt or where ever,would it hurt to stop and open the door for that ederly person or couple,how about the mother with her arms full and struggling to keep everything as it should be? How about in the check out line,rushing to get in front of someone you cut them off and nearly spin them in circles,thats just plain rude,disrespectful and un neccessary,where's the fire?I will stop and pick something up from the floor a disadvantaged person has dropped,whether thier hands are full,children in tow or physically disadvantaged. NOW another pet peeve of mine.Road Warriors! Tailgating,cutting them off,speeding at ungodly and wholley unsafe speeds.Would it be wiser just to start out a little bit earlier rather than risk life and limb of everyone around you?Even if you do get where you are going a little bit late? It's a whole lot better than

Why?
Someone please tell me why there are so many on this site that are petty? Why are there so many on this site that feel that it is ok to act like you are doing them some grave injustice because you only want them as a friend? Why do some get so angry that they start to get nasty? Then you have the haters that act like you are doing something wrong because you look good. They sit there and down rate your pics and profile, then you ask them why and they say because they hate stuck up bitches.... Funny I have never talked to these people and have never seen them until they come to my page... I have not now nor have I ever presented myself as anything other than who I am. I have never been stuck up. I always try and be nice to everyone. Still I get these people. One of these had me so pissed off that I am seriously thinking of saying the hell with fubar all together and delete my profile. This is getting crazy.

My Fu Rules & Guidelines
Read the scroll box below before adding me! It contains a password in it you will need to include in the friend request, I do this to make sure you have read my profile & you have some idea about me & how I conduct myself. Here is a link to the blog with the same info in case you cant see this scroll box well My Fu Rules & Guide lines ^^Click^^ My Fu Rules & Guide lines I. Pertaining to Friend Request: Take a look at how many I have, If I accepted all of my request, I would have thousands, therefore I am selective. What is it that I look at when deciding to accept or not? They MUST possess an approved salute! Have they read my profile and included muh password? (It is in this box, but I'll Know if you have nt read my profile completely.) Do we share common Interest & Taste? Are they intelligent with something meaningful to contribute? & If I'd like to get to know them further. What is their persona? How do they present themselves? If you are a beggar, a s

Superhero Vs Supervillain...who Are You?
SuperHero Vs SuperVillain...How are you?Your results:You are Supergirl Lean, muscular and feminine. Honest and a defender of the innocent. Supergirl 53% Wonder Woman 53% Spider-Man 50% Robin 43% Batman 40% Green Lantern 40% Catwoman 40% The Flash 35% Superman 30% Hulk 25% Iron Man 20%Lean, muscular and feminine. Honest and a defender of the innocent. Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz... Your results:You are Dark Phoenix Dark Phoenix A prime example of emotional extremes: Passion and fury incarnate. 26% Poison Ivy 15% Juggernaut 14% Mystique 14% The Joker 13% Catwoman 12% Lex Luthor 8% Dr. Doom 8%

Off Work
till monday then I work 3 to 11 monday through friday with weekends off...the only reason I am on the computer is I am at my sister Heathers right now lol...I miss talking to my friends on here and on the phone...been so busy at work but that is a good thing...I love you guys!!!

Tired Of The Drama!!!!
Ok I am going to be doing a mass deletion on my friends list and here is why..I am so tired of opening my page and seeing a bulletin board of nothing but drama! People need to grow up!! Its the fucking internet. Should you care what someone else on another pc who u will never meet thinks about you? No you shouldnt! You only have to do what makes yourself happy fuck everyone else. Ive noticed lately there are alot of drama starters, hypocrits, and homophobes on this site! I dont want no part of any of it. So therefor I am doing a mass deletiion and only keeping those who i know are on here for friends not drama. If u dont like what i said just delete me now and will save me the time of deleting u later. Im not here for popularity like alot are!

Can I Kiss You????
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

For Members Who Didn't Make It To The Meeting
It was brought up at the meeting bout some of the family not rating back we understand you may not be on alot but when u are on please check that bartab and see if family visited you And then again if you do not want to rate them please Just let us know you don't want to be in the family i know being in this family you have recieved alot of love and i am wanting you to try to be fair and part of the family I noticed at the meeting there was a good amount of joiners and it was great.. To every one that did join the meeting and your name is not princess toni or rebel babe ,Lady white wolf please don't come at me with any gripes or complaints our family will be working on the ones for the members who came and expressed their minds Lady white wolf and night wolf please step up in rating and uploading babygurl your awesome at blogs and bulletines but please rate family hun Sixstrings please communicate back and rate come visit and drop some comments we want you to be part of the family as

My Yearly Physical
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight, and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated And it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and Sure enough, I felt better immediately. I never knew Eating right could be so easy.

Ty Sooo Much I Need Ur Vote
can u vote for me in a sexi tatt contest plz click the link below and rate and comment bomb my sexi tatt pic as much as u can till ur fingers hurt pleeeeessee!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=517698&albumid=539337&i=818829382# i need the help of my friends! i wanna win so hook me up plz!! love to all u weather u do or don't but please do!lol holla at cha gurl---dawn

Just Call Me Sweetie....
so i'm kickin' it, hangin w/ friends, enjoying my evening. YssuP brought up one of my primary photos, so I switch to it, a photo of myself and some porn whore, in Vegas - 30 mins later, i get "hi sweetie" in my shoutbox. ray4573: hi sweetie ->HoeHunter ...: hey baby ray4573: hows your evening ->HoeHunter ...: *sigh* boring - need a drink, maybe a nice gift "Ray" instantly buys me a drink - "here's to you sweetie" the convo continues... ray4573: love to share a bottle with you ->HoeHunter ...: doubt i could manage a bottle ->HoeHunter ...: so ray ->HoeHunter ...: can i call you ray? ray4573: yes ->HoeHunter ...: well, ray...do you call all the guys SWEETIE, or just the good lookin ones? ray4573: my mystake ->HoeHunter ...: so i'm not sweetie no more? ray4573: no way in hell ->HoeHunter ...: ya really know how ta hurt a guy's feelins, Ray ->HoeHunter ...: next time, read the info, or at least a profile, ok, ray? ->HoeHunter ...: have fun ray ->

Dumb...
..so last nite I signed on here, looked around, hung out in a lounge for a few, did a few things and actually went to bed early. It feels good to wake up @ like 9am for a change. Anwyays, this song was in my head last nite up until I fell asleep, dunno why but it was. I guess its' back to getting ready for whatever today and maybe I'll spend a little less time here from now on. My eyes don't burn this morning, my head doesn't hurt and my body doesn't ache which is a good thing for once. Just some random thoughts after some of the stuff I experienced yesterday... * If I do send an anon gift, it's to someone close to me, very sappy or sexual and I ususally tell them shortly thereafter* * I love it when people show they care, best if by being themselves, the more the better, it's all about the little things * * Apathy is worse than anger * * Hate is a strong word, but distrust feels worse * * It's inevitable that people change, it's how we handle it that define who we are * * B

Comments Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright everyone.....I really need your help. I need to get 15,000 comments in a month. That's it, if I do that, I get a 1 month VIP....and believe me - I will certainly be visiting all of you with it because I know there are lots of pics and stuff I have not rated.....I answer the calls for help when sent out, and now I am asking all of you - my friends, family, and DSC Crew to visit the link below and comment - even a few help! A BIG lovin thank you to all who have visited so far and left comments....YOU ROCK!

Ok So I'm New And I Goofed...
Ok So I just signed up for Fubar this morning after listening to my friend txrose having ever so much fun on here. Well I goofed up. I rated my very first person ever on here a 1! I had no idea it was such a bad thing! The person (whom I have no idea who he is other than just some random guy on here) posted a comment on my page thingy here and cursed me out! I mean come on! I'm brand new! What? You've never goofed on something? Especially when you're new at it and don't know the ropes yet? He called me names and was just a yucky person. I blocked him because when I tried to go back and apologize he wouldn't even let me. My question is: Is this what I can expect from the people on here?

Times Makin Changes
There comes a time in everyones life where you just have to say "FUCK IT"...well that time has come for me. Its time for me to make some changes in my life and move on. Its been an experience for sure spending this time on fubar/CT. Ive met ALOT of really cool people on here, many diversified personalities, had tons of laffs and shed a few tears in the process but it was for the most part ALL GOOD.I dont think i will forget a single minute ive spent with any one of you from sharing daily user comments to joking , laughing and sharing days events or just bullshitting in the shout box.Each one of you has added something special in my life and for that I am truly grateful.Im not going to delete my profile so that hopefully you will keep me on your list and maybe think of me from time to time. You ALL are very special in your own way...take care god bless and PEACE OUT. !!!SNIPER!!! A.K.A Chas Goober Dork Fuckwitt Dumb Ass

Open Door Nsfw
Something new I thought I would add. I cannot recall when I wrote it, I think a few years ago. Anyways, enjoy, and please I love feedback, could care less about the points or the rates on my blog but I love your feed back. Oh and be fore warned this gets a bit sexually graphic, so if you are easily offended please consider not reading further. *************************************************** He was lying in a room, high ceilings, and a thick carpet. Circumstances unknown to him at the time had brought him here, and his friend was most kind to give him a place to crash for the night. They had been friends for some time after all, and he had spent many a night there in the past. This night was different however. He could hear her moans in the next room. Her boyfriend had been out of town for the weekend, and she was surely alone. He shifted to the other shoulder, apparently she had forgotten hospitality, and failed to provide him with a pillow. The moans of self pleasure

Wtf ???
The Mumm I just posted got pulled and I got this: (The one saying I off to Egypt) A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. Anyone know why or how this can happen? You seen the problems one person is having with a staker and they are still on Fubar? I'm confussed.

Remote Pleasure Bullet
All I can say is wow! I really can't wait to get out and try out this new toy more. :) I just got it in the mail from Adam and Eve and I'm already in love with it. Personally I love the idea of not knowing who is holding the remote and watching me as I get the sensation of the toy going off deep inside of me. It would be a lot of fun to try this out at a crowded party. Guys, if you have a woman that's even a tiny bit adventurous I seriously recomend getting this for when you go out to dinner or a party.

I Won!!!!
For Four grueling hours last night I was in a poker tournament with 2000 people from around the world.It was an elimination tournament and the winner won entry into 2nd round tournament.(winner of 2nd round gets to go to Australlia to play in live tournament in January) WOO HOO >>>>>I WON!!! Just wanted to share that with my friends !

R U Truely My Friend?
Friends, On this FUBAR thing I have obtained over 100 so called friends. I would hope that all of you were truely frinds, but, let's get real here. A lot of you are just rate hounds and self centered. All I really want is true honest to goodness friends.It is actually my fault for letting it get way out of hand. Now I can only think of one way to solve this problem. I try to get to as many people as I can but it always falls way short and feelings get hurt. So...If we do not talk to at least once a week and/or send messages and/or leave comments...I am not gonna keep you on my list of friends. Only the ones that do talk...comment and message with me will stay on my friends list. I am not being an A..h.le...just being realistic. I am sure a lot of you feel the same way at times. Too many to keep track of. It is not a popularity game for me. Which type are you gonna be? Up to you!!!!!This the only way I know to be fair to the ones that do care. I am sorry. Leave a commen

Guys!! Read This And Take Notes Lol
1. Don't ever lie to us, we always find out. 2. We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening. 3. Don't say you understand when you don't. 4. Girls are petty, get over it. 5. You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like. 6. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook. 7. If you talk about having a big dick, we know you don't. 8. Size does matter. 9. We don't like it when you act like Mr Big; we like it when you are Mr. Big. 10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys. 11. No matter what you say, your ex girlfriend is a hoe. 12. It's good to be sensitive, sometimes. 13. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize. 14. Be spontaneous, dinner and a movie won't always cut it. 15. We are self-conscious by nature, we can't help it. 16. We are drama queens. 17. Fashion police do exist. 18. Don't ask us to give head; if yo

Lol Ok Next!
can we tell i'm bored???? if you HAD to change ONE thing about me, whether it's physical or personality... what would it be?? i don't wanna hear "nothing you're perfect" bullshit, i wanna know ... if it was ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY to change one thing... what would you change??? ~Sin

Sigh
*sigh* I dont know what to do. I might just leave fubar.. though this has been such a safety zone and comfort for me since I have been on here.. now it doesnt seem soo. Soo friggen close to godfather I thought this would be such a great highlight and all I feel is dread... Everyone seems mad at me or upset.. I apologize to all my friends for not seeming to be there. One in particular. He knows who he is, never meant to hurt him or make him feel unimportant. I just can't seem to make anyone happy.. I try and try, to do as much as I can.. and it never seems enough I might be starting that babysitting job on wedsenday and I'm sooooo scared. Just one more thing after the other... I'm soo scared, so so scared... what the hell is wrong with me.. why can't i make anyone happy

How Do You Fix A Child's Pain Please Tell Me Please
You know we all realize in life that we made some really bad choice. Some we can get over, and some we cant because we hurt ourselves while making them. The ones that are the toughest are the ones we make that hurt others. We all have done it.. choose a path that hurt someone we cared about. As we get older we see these hurts and realize what a price we paid at the expense of others. It could be little things like hurting your parents as you grow up, betraying a friendship that can never be healed, But the most damaging choice, the most cruel thing you can do in life is walk out on a child life. Yes there are all different and at the time best for you choices but the ones who get hurt are the children. I raised 3 children alone, (not alone I had my family that has been there for them) but a FATHER is the one thing I could never give them, I brought my children up with Respect, Honor, and Grace. And anyone of them will treat you the way adults should be treated, I gave them all that wa

Dessert©
Garlic, Basil, Oregano, Summer Savory, Marjoram, Crushed Red Pepper, Parsley, Rosemary, and Thyme. No it's not a Simon and Garfunkle song. Well it is, but not this time. I love cooking, REAL cooking. Doing everything from scratch, nothing from a jar or can. Italian or Cajun cooking are a couple of my passions. So a dinner date where I get to do the cooking and we get to do the eating, and we're each others dessert....mouth watering. Getting back from the market, I got myself in gear. A lot to do with very little time to get it done. Cooking Italian is simple but oh so time consuming, the way I cook anyhow. Starting with cold pressed extra virgin Olive oil, meaning fresh from the tree to the olive press. It has the best flavor. Placing all the spices into my food processor then placing them into the pan before adding just a touch of the oil over a low heat. Doing this brings the full flavors alive. Awaking their hidden secrets, bringing them together in a symphony of flavor. S

My Friends Are So Wonderful
I wanted to come and say thank you so very much to all of my friends and family, here on Fubar. All the love and concern you have shown for me and my family is just so overwhelming to me. I have never felt this much love towards me in my life, and I am just so astonished. I hope that I told each and every one of you thank you for all the messages and gifts I have recieved ever since I have been on here. If I have not then please forgive me, and that is why I am writing this for you. Each and every one of you will forever have a special place deep in my heart. My life has forever been changed by all of you and I will be a much better person for having met, and gotten to know all of you. Thank you all, and please know that I have nothing but love for each and everyone of you. I hope you know that I will be here for anyone who needs a friend. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on, or an ear to listen to you, please know that I have both for you. I want to show you all the love that

I Am A Fuyearold!
Yep, it will be one year on tomorrow that I have been here. I joined at the insistence of my Friend from yahoo, Pebbles,aka Matt's Girl. I guess the 500 points were needed ;) Shot at 2007-07-26 I just wanted to thank my friends on here for being here and putting up with me. Special Mention to.... Redbeccaz, for putting up with my butt, Love Ya Sis, in many many ways you have been more of a real sister than my own blood sister. To Tew Dope, Thanks for all the laughs, and that sweet morph of me! To Fuzzy Bunny, I would have loved to taste the cookies but I assure you the Ants Loved them! To Teresa, your comments on my page let me know someone remembers me daily, Thank You, sorry I never have the time to reply in kind. To My Buddy Nasa Fan/ Jason /Eagle, you are a great dude! I am proud of you for coming out of that fake shell you had, that took courage bro, Thanks for sharing all that Nasa Space program info that were it not for you I would never be able to

Applications Accepted???
Im single. I just wanted to see the comments i would get from this. I guess im goin international for my prince charming!! hehe i just wanna explore who is out there and where my prince is at. Maybe he is not in las vegas, maybe i have been lookin in all the wrong places. not that the internet is any better but hey i heard people got married off this shit. hehe well just to all you single guys i would like to say whats up and u should hit me up cause you never know we could be meant for each other~~ lol, but really!!

U Know Wot Else I Fucking Hate
when u spend good money to go see a movie and some fucking asshole cant shut the fuck up....fuck i feel like reaching over and shoving my fist down ur fucking throat...u wonder y people stare at u its not coz they like u its coz they want u to shut the fuck up but are too polite to say it....SO SHUT THE FUCK UP....let me enjoy my movie.

I'm Fake Now!!
SO out of no where some guy messages me and says i want people to rate me but i dont rate people which is bullshit cause i have a lot of people who will tell u i do...no i dont get around to everyone on my list but if they drop me a message and ask me to help them out i am more then willing to...soo he told me i need to go back to myspace because via him i am phony... "Gunner: your not wanted here your a phony so go say hi to tom at myspace" Then he goes onto say that i dont rate him back and he rates me which might be true doesn't mean i saw him rate me...and then says he also has tried to talk to me...and if he read my page he would know i dont always get everyones messages...soo now via him i think im too good for him "Gunner: i guess you think your to good for me but you dont see me begging 4 rates" All i have to say about that is any of you who actually know me and talk to me know i don't think i'm too good for anyone on here. If i'm around and get ur message i try to atl

Friends
Friends come and go and some stick with you through ewverything. The ones that stick with you are the true friends.The ones who think they need to play with your emotions and life aren't. I've been played sooo many times it funny but it's all over now.For those who have played me and think they are playing me well you have another thing coming. This girl is done with that and i think you know who you are. I don't change for anybody Iam who I am and if you don't like it you can go screw yourselves.I don't need you and for those who are true friends I love you to death and thank you for being there for me. I am tired of being hurt and used all I want is to make new friends and even though most of us live a distance from each other maybe one day meet. I want to thank all my true friends and for my new family I Love you.

Craptastic! :o
I decided to stay home today because I'm hurting and extremely tired didn't sleep well. But I had to run to defiance to drop off payment for a bill and I wanted to get my FMLA papers to Doc office so they can get them fill out and I can turn them in. So I did that.. .. and wouldn't you know on my way home out in the country on the highway I get a flat fookin tired. I stand there.. look at the shredded tire.. think about crying then assess the situation.. so OK I'm not changing the tire on the highway leaning down an embankment.. so I wait till nothing is comming back up several yard and back onto a side road back a little ways from the Stop sign. Proceed to get out the jack n other paraphernalia needed to change a flat. Am in the process of letting down the spare tire from under the truck with a truck turns onto the side road I look up for a second as it passes and a man probably about my age is driving it.. I start to proceed with letting down the tire again when I realize the man

He Died Today
Thank you all for your prayers. Uncle Clarence passed away this morning at 10 a.m. in NJ. Please pray for my Mom (his sister) and his wife and family. THANK YOU for all of your prayers - you guys are the best.... Patty

Kristan Smiths, 'any Pic You Want' Contest
whats up people! :D:D sorry its been a while since ive posted...ive been working 6 day weeks, and i had to help my friend move on sunday. i felt so bad, cause she didnt have much help, so...man am i tired tho!!! i really feel my age after all that heavy lifting...its hell getting old! :D 8-p i havent had the chance yet to thank all the wonderful friends i have for helping me to win, kristans smiths contest!!!! it was any pic i wanted, and i won by about 13,000 points...wow! THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a million thank yous to all...i love you guys! it is so nice to have such cool people as friends :) i definitely feel blessed. ok so here it is...a train of beautiful fubar women who you guys should go love on. these girls are cool chicks, and they helped me a great deal :D Kristan Smith@ fubar ♥♥LipsOfanAngel♥♥Are U My Fan Yet?@ fubar Shan Shan@ fubar IbeAbadGirl@ fubar Cristilee™~True Friends Bomb Squad~@ fubar and no

In The Next Several Days
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list

Can Someone Please Explain To Me...
Why on god's green earth would someone spend 100 USD to host a happy hour??? I suppose if ego in real life depends on how internet popular you are, it SORT OF makes sense... The blasts range from 6 or 7 bucks to 50 bucks...OK, I wouldn't spend my own money on a blast, but if someone wants to spend that money on me, so be it. It's their 6 bucks wasted, not mine. Does the fact that you're a godfather online make you feel more secure in yourself in the real world? I seen someone who's reached godfather after only a few months. Do you pee? Eat? Sleep? I don't mind this site. It's not my favorite, but it's not a bad way to pass the time. Half the time I leave my page up when I go to do random shit. Sometimes, I'll go to the I'm bored part and rate pics. I accidentally rated a person a 9 (my mouse sucks sometimes) and they posted a bulletin notifying people that I am a downrater...Are you serious?? Get over yourself! I certainly wouldn't mind a lower rating now and then.

Clutzzzy Much 8-p
I just feel down our steps :/ Left to go pick Jordan up from school to bring home before dentist appointment and yeah.. just feel right down them :O Now needless to say.. I'm hurting a bit. And I noticed when I turn my head or refocus on something I feel all most light headed :/

Green
simple words ring through my head. "what color babygirl" a simple "green" escapes my lips with another kiss of the whip then a pause i know She is close. her scent filling the air around me. then her touch across the redden flesh sending shivers up my spine. simple words ring through my head "what color babygirl" a simple "green" passes my lips with another kiss of the whip the smoothness ran across my skin sending me further and further into the clouds a pause feeling like hours then another crack of the whip feeling the heat radiate from my bare bottom. simple words ring through my head. "what color babygirl" a simple "green" passes my lips as a stream of cold runs across my skin leaving me breathless. ice leaving trails of water along my skin the restrains pull a moan passes my lips floating hi through the clouds Her words ring through my head "good girl" the restrains are removed i slip off riding the wave of ecstasy inspired by the poem "A secne"

Questions That Haunt Me
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra"

Thunderous Elevator
Another favorite story. For those of you who have not had a chance to read through my blog before and read any of my previous erotic stories... here is a favorite. Thunderous Elevator Ride By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just checked into my hotel and am about to go up the elevator to my room and I am standing in the lobby waiting for those stainless steel faced doors to open. The bell rings with each floor it stops at as I wait for it open for me. A long flight to Vancouver from Montreal and all I want to do is get undressed, take a shower and get into bed. I have a very busy schedule booked for tomorrow. I look at my watch and it is 10:35 PM. It is late and all I hear in the lobby is a phone ringing way off in the distance at the registration desk and of course that soft piano music being piped in all over the hotel. The full-length windows that line the lobby show my reflection staring out into the late night darkness. I can see some flashing of lightning of

The Elevator
The Elevator By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 The elevator door closes and behind me is a very handsome man that I noticed as I entered. He is wearing a very expensive looking suit with an attaché case in his right hand leaning up against the wall. He smiles at me as I enter the elevator and I press the button for the floor below the button he pushed. We have many floors to go yet. I stand there in the middle of the floor and we began our ascent to our destination. I can smell the scent of his cologne as it wafts over my shoulder. Very manly and extremely seductive was the scent from his cologne. It made my mind wander with the allure from his scent. I hear the tap of his attaché case as he sets it on the floor behind me and off to his side. Suddenly, I feel his arm slowly reach around my waist and give me a slight tug backwards and I can feel his body press up against my back. I gasped for a second but never say a word. Against my ass I can feel the stiffness of his

Sex Test
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you ha

17 Loooong Years
Well as of this weekend I finally told my wife that I had had enough, and that I no longer loved her and that i felt we should get a divorce. That was not an easy thing after 17 years, 12 of which have been hell for me, i am finally going to be free. My kids are going to be upset but I agree with alot of my friends here now that it will be better for them to have me be happy than miserable. I feel kinda relieved in a way now that I know its going to happen. But im thinking i will need all of my friends here in the months to come. You have all been there for me up to this point and I want to say thank you to all of you and to a few very special ones a very big hug and thank u. wow i ramble don't i?

A Thanksgiving Story........
This Thanksgiving is going to be one of the most memorable for me, ever. Back in May, I received a phone call from my dad that he was taking my mom to the emergency room, she was throwing up and was unable to eat (had not eaten well for days, actually). As we sat a while, I noticed that she was actually throwing up blood (I know, gross huh?) After being in the hospital a few days, we found out that mom's cancer was out of remission for the 4th time. She had alrady survived breast, cervical and uterine cancer along with lymphoma. This time, she had stomach cancer and was diagnosed late in stage 4. At that time, her prognosis was only a life expectancy of about 3-5 weeks according to the doctors. She had also contracted a blood infection from the feeding liquid they were giving her through her IV's. Things did not look good at all. My dad and I began taking turns staying with her at night, he'd stay one and I'd stay the next while my Aunt took the day "shift". Mom didn'

Prayers
Dear friends and family, Prayers needs right away We have a real close friend Michelle, who’s daughter Alyssa a 2yr old beautiful little angel was severely burnt in a house fire The baby was trapped in her bedroom when a volunteer firefighter found her She was found lying on a bed in a smoke-filled room, "badly burned, but still breathing.” What we know right now is that it does not look good for Alyssa she is so badly burnt Please I ask of you to keep Alyssa her mommy and the rest of her family in your prayers Click here to go to the Charleston Daily News Artical

Viewing Nsfw Pics
In order to see my NSFW pics men must buy me a blast. I don't have any rules as far as what kind of blast get how many days or whatever. Just buy a blast or a VIP and you can see em as long as you want. Women just ask and I'll probably let you see :) But make sure you ask via a shout or a message because I rarely read the comments here.

A Little About Me.
Well I am sorry, but I am done with men. I thought I was strong, but I am wrong. I am meant to be alone, So Cassie aka Angel is just here for friends. My heart can only take so much!!! Friendship is all I can offer. I have never lied and I have no reason to start now. I have been hurt and played to many times. My walls are now to high to be broken down. The door is open for friends though anytime! Anything else and you will only find trap doors. (taken from a friend)

Friends And Family
Hi all! Well, it's getting near that time again! Time to go through my list find out who are true friends. For those of you who keep in contact with me, you ARE a true friend and I love you all! For those, who, by the way, will probably not read this blog, are not true friends, please read the "about me" section in my profile. My list is becoming unmanageable again in that I can't get through the entire list to send comments to my true friends. Sooooooooo, if you want to stay as a friend, please read it and if you want, make the decision to stay on the list by doing what it asks, or make the decision to either delete yourself or allow me to do it! Thanks for your time!

Big Daddy Nick
My broken heart has finally seen the light about a man here that goes by the man named.. Big Daddy Nick. Ladies if he is in your list.. be very very careful. He is the BIGGEST player in Fubar..He tells you want you want to hear.. chases you.. tells you he is interested and that he wants you..then when you start telling him you have feelings for him.. he starts pushing you away.. for months Nick told me he wanted me.. even told me he loved me..and all that stuff..See, I own a lounge here and he was my promoter.. the so called promoting he was doing.. he was spending it with another girl in her lounge.. telling her the same things he was telling me. A few of his friends and I have been talking.. one is his real offline ex.. she is so hurt by him.. and told me that he is still married.. He never got a divorce. He was telling me how she cheated him 19 times.. and all these lies.. how she was keeping him from his kids.. which was a lie. He sees his kids whenever he likes.. and his w

Single
I figure this will be the easiest way to try to explain since my shoutbox is out of control and the online status doesn't give much room. All I did was update my relationship status on my profile since it didn't used to show up. I received a lot of shouts from people thinking I just ended a relationship. I ended a 10 yr. relationship in March so I've been single for awhile now. Not for lack of options but by choice. After 10yrs. of being in one its nice to do my own thing. Until someone comes along and sweeps me off my feet (which I am in no hurry for) I will remain single ;-)

The Drop Off...
So I was talking to a guy I know and he said, "You know... I was just thinking. You have a really cute face and a great personality...but if you..." And I was like, "Don't say it." And he was like, "If you just lost weight, you would be so hot." He goes on-- "You know, it's almost like a waste. You're so pretty and such a great person--but because of your weight you won't get as many guys checking you out. As superficial as that sounds. You're initially attractive. But then, it's like after awhile--it's like... I don't know... You just realize that... I was like, "That I have flaws?" He was like, "Yeah. I know that sounds really mean but its true." So I told myself I wouldn't cry. I told myself--but here I am tears burning my eyes, writing this fucking blog because I don't know what else to do. Why? I mean, I know I have flaws. I'm open about it. I can write you a list of what they are. I'm overweight, I know. And he may even be right. Maybe if I lost weight I would be

This Is Random..lol.
..found this on the boards and thought I'd share... Pretty Cool Stretch your brainThis is not a test - just a phenomenon. All readings are explained.Let's play with some words.What do you see?In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter). It's all very physiological too, beca use it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil). Now, what do you see?You may not see it at first, but the white spaces read the word optical, the blue landscape reads the word illusion. Look again! Can you see why this painting is called an optical illusion?What do you see here?This one is quite tricky!The word TEACH reflects as LEARN.Last one.What do you see?You probably read the word ME in brown, but.......when you look through ME you will see YOU!Do you need to look again? Test Your BrainThis is really cool. The second one is amazing so please read all the way though.

Please Define...
This topic came up the other night when the boys and I were playin poker(yeah the boys come to my house for the guys night out!! lol) Dewan was talkin about how he LOVES a thick woman. Then it started.. all hell broke loose!! J came back with somethin like, "Hell naw!! I don't want a fat girl!!" OMG and it went on from there... there were six of them... arguin over definitions!! I was crackin up!! Then I had to feed myself to the wolves... I stood up wearin my normal poker attire(boxers and a wife beater) and said, "Well what am I?!?" You shoulda seen the looks on their faces! It was one of those, "did she REALLY just ask that?!"looks! Of course Dewan opens his mouth first.. "Baby you sexy as hell!!!" Then the rest chimed in... pretty much the same answer. Then the bomb came... when Cam said, "Ya know, not ALL black men want fat girls!" I started laughin. (Cam and I dated for a few months back when I was 220). The looks on the guys faces when he said that was PRICELESS!! (Oh

Taboo
Ok guess your not getting it .I dont want you to rate it .I want to know what you think is TABOO .So please tell me what do you think is TABOO..So come on everyone lets hear it .. I want to know what do you think is taboo..So lets hear it .. So please dont rate this anymore ,just tell me what you think is TABOO ....

Own This Sexi Man Right Here Hes Hottt One Week !!!!
This man will be yours for one week have fun and bid ur hearts out dont let this hott man go easy :D lets show him some love ladies he will be yours for one week here is what he has to offer to the higgest bidder Heres what he will do...Own Him for one Week! 1. Rate all pics 2. Rate all stash 3. Added to family for a week 4. Change name to "owned By" for week 5. Cam for an hour No NSFW 6. Personal Phone Call 7. Crush For a Week 8. Fan and Friend For Life! Bids can be in fubucks big pimping gifts vips and or blast all fubucks paid to me and other items go to him he is not urs until paid for so lets have fun :D hes a hott one will go fast closeing at 9 pm tonight unless bidding not good cause of time will leave open till 9 am so lets do this!!!!!

Is This A Good Idea?..
..hmm I'm thinking after the holidays about hosting a contest to give away at least one million fubucks and maybe a blast or something. I've never hosted a contest and have no friggin clue on what the parameters are for amount of comments per prize or any of that. Is this a good idea or no? Would anyone even enter? LOL. All I know is that it would be allowed for anyone level 25 and under and that pic rates would be 5 points and comments one. I dunno. lol. Just being random. Message me or something with any input. I dunno how to do any of it. lol.

N.a.p Lounge
Tsisquo'ga ¢¾Native American Queen¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar ARE YOU LOOKING FOR A NICE PLACE TO GO MEET NEW AND EXCITING PEOPLE ? WELL LOOK NO MORE HERE WE ARE ! NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IS THE MOST LOVING NATIVE AMERICAN FAMILY ON FUBAR COME TO OUR LOUNGE AND FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF WE ARE DRAMA FRE

Until........
One kiss, one touch... these are the things I long for. the miles between us conspire to prevent me from making them become reality no matter the distance, i will come to you. there is no reason that stands to keep us apart. there is only love for you in my heart the first moment that i get to touch your face, i will never forget. a soft caress of your skin reveals to me your beauty within. until i get to see you, my mind goes in circles, trying to make sense of how strong is this thing. i know on your finger, belongs a ring

Drama
Ok, you all know that I have not been on that much lately due to my work schedule for I am working many hours. Now I have learned that in the last 2 or 3 weeks there have been a lot of drama over some contests that were going on and my family wound up in the middle of it. Now, all of you out there in Fubar land that know me know that I myself or this family does not stand for drama. I will not have it or be associated with it. Now I know that you can't please every one all the time, some one is always going to disagree with what you do and that can not be helped and I am sorry for that but that is were COMMUNICATION comes in. For with out it you have nothing. "Now please don’t any one think that this is meant towards you for it is not!!" For I am not casting blame to anyone for I don't know and at this time don't care. It is over and can not be changed so lets move on from here. We are all adults on here and I know I don't want my time, what little I have, to be screwed up worrying if

Ramblings In My Heart
Before I start I will warn you, that this may not make sence. As most of you know Steven has been ill in hospital, some know the extend of illness, some dont. We were at the hospital today and after talking to the doctor, he pulled my ex wife to one side and had a talk to us. He tiold us we have got to stop hiding our emotions and dont been afraid to tell people how you feel and the full extend of stevens illness. Steven has Stage 4 Seminoma Testicular cancer. Stage 4 means that it has spread to other other organs, at present it has effected Stevens Lungs, Kidneys and brain. He had brain surgery 6 weeks ago to remove cancerous tumors from the brain, at the time we were told it would give him at least another year or 2 onto his life, unfortunetly the tumors have returned again causing him to have seizures, which are a lot worse than when he first had them before the surgery, each one lasting approx 30 mins, and has left him paralised in his right arm and today he started to lose m

Train Encounter, Part 1 (rated M For "my Virgin Eyes!!) View With Caution
It was a gorgeous Saturday morning. I was not too happy about having to work today but I had a presentation that I needed to finish for a meeting on Monday. I had no choice. Reluctantly, I showered, but decided to skip shaving. Not like anyone will be at the office to notice anyway. I got dressed in my suit & tie, grabbed my brief case and coffee and headed out the door. I hailed a cab half-heartedly, and told the driver to take me to the train station. . As I stepped onto the platform awaiting my train, I caught a glimpse of a beautiful woman I’d never seen before, reading a book as she sat on one of the benches. Her hair was a beautiful red, long and curly. The mild spring breeze gently tossed her locks about her face and her fingers brushed it aside and she turned and for a moment, her eyes captured my stare. I smiled nervously and opened my newspaper, not noticing I was holding it upside down. She let out a giggle and went back to her book. Embarrassment got the best of me as I

#1 Fu Tabloid First Edition
Welcome to the One n Only, (for now since we know how the fu works) FU TABLOID!! So.. lets start with the celebs on fubar, this weeks top members are. with close running behind, We all know this. with n easy click, to "top" but I just felt this was an easier way to show, all. Let's move on to the Fu lounges, the #1 lounge on fubar, (in my personal opinion the top lounges may have the most people in it but also carries the most drama, but hey don't let my opinions sway you.. go find out for yourself) Snake eyes radio.. feel free click the banners if you wanna go to the top lounges.. the second lounge is The play pen Ok. i dont know about you but naming a lounge that is supposed to have an adult club feel, "The playpen" just makes me think of kiddie jail, hence the pic.. but. don't take me wrong the atsmophere in there is wonderful, dont believe me? go check it out.! The #3 lounge. has to be, Go there. If you have a dispute to settle, Need

Heartbroken And Pissed
On December 7th 2007 I met the most incredible man on fubar. He was kind, funny, a romantic. He was everything I was looking for in a man. Someone I could really see myself falling for. As a matter of fact i did fall for him. We talked pretty much day and night either on the computer or over the phone. I told him things that I had never told anyone before. Everything was going great. He sent me flowers and even bought Christmas gifts for me and my children. He was supposed to be here Febuary 2nd to spend a week with me and my children. We even started to talk a lil about me moving to be with him. I was in a fairy tale. MY fairy tale! The last time i had talked to this man was on December 23rd I thought it was due to the fact that he was in the army and in Kuwait. So i patiently waited for him to come home on January 2nd. The 2nd rolled around and i still hadn't heard from him. NO big deal I will wait a couple more days. Finally on January 8th I see he has come online. I write him to as

My Special Nsfw Pics
If you want to see my special NSFW pics just donate 30,000 fubucks and I'll make you a family member for life. From what I've seen that beats out what some other women are offering on here. Plus, when my GF's get their memberships started you will have a 1 week pass into their special NSFW pics as well, and if you want to keep access to their pics same deal, 30,000 fubucks for life time family. Message me if you are up for it.

I've Had Enough! I'm Leaving!
This is getting absolutely ridiculous! I am tired of being put under a microscope or being called a liar! I once had one of the most drama-free pages on here, now as I try to get it back to the way it once was, I am getting buried once more with stress I don't need! Doesn't anyone understand I just went through 2 brain surgeries, two years on and off of chemo and radiation, had several friends taken from me and from this world and now have to deal with a heart condition as a result because I have undergone so much in the past two or three years? You know what? It doesn't really matter! I AM LEAVING!!! I most likely won't even wait for the VIP to expire! I AM SICK OF THIS!!! People tell me they hate drama, yet they choose to give me more of it! Well, enough's enough! If you wanna talk to me on the outside, great! I will leave you my info - just let me know! If not, then I'll see ya around!

Hey Family
I'm considering leaving the family.My reasons for this is 1. some if not most have found new sites to be on 2. i tried the site and cant seem to understand it and i'm not liking it 3. this family doesn't act like they care anymore 1. no love being shown 2.people not on as much as before 4. i'm tired of trying to get close to people and then poof their gone I understand we all have lives to live but we should have a little condsideration for the people we asked to be family and say hi at least once a week.Ihave some friends on here who show more love than the family. so if it comes to me leaving i wish the family all the best and hope that you all can come back together like we once were. i also want to thank you all for helping me through all the hard times

Crisis Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
I'd love to hang out with you all, but you're all way over there and NOT HERE!!!!!!! I'm having a real crisis. Life is getting very dull and/or irritating. I need friends locally. I can't afford to travel lately. I don't know how to meet friends, maybe I'm weird or something. YOU TELL ME. hmmmmmmmmmm??????? Or maybe everyone is scared of eachother for no apparent reason. Well, this is my local progress list so far: (had to make it a pic file or it wouldn't pass spam filter) *It's like I can't even meet FRIENDS anymore locally. (some below, are just suggestions) Malls: People look too busy to pull them aside for a "HEY YOU, YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'D WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME, IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN" and get stares and weird looks as they're suddenly mastering walking backwards. Plus nothing there but a bunch of teenies anyways. Restaurant trick: Slip the waitress a $10 or $20 so that she purposely can't find me a seat. Ask her to either ask if I can be seated with a

01-22-08 (luv'n Friends)
I hope this finds you well on this TUESDAY, All is good on my side of the screen! I guess I'm feeling -sappy- today ... Happens even to straight men too! You can blame it on my sister being here I guess? But I get to missing my friends & family That I don't see as often as I should. My poor sister's been 'home' twice in 30 years - so she's astound From NOT seeing the family. She seeing 'family' who were kids when she left - Who are now parents ... of kids the age of how she remembers them! (the parent/family member) (you know what I mean?) It always makes me think how fast life goes bye. So - Me, I'm glad I'm not drinking - I'd being drunk dialing old friends & family lol

A Lonely Road (straight)
A Lonely Road (Straight) It was an early spring day, when Jenny decided to skip work and take a long drive in the country. She had been really busy at work lately and felt she deserved a day to herself. A few months back, she had bought a convertible, she was eager to put the top down for a relaxing day of driving some back roads. All she had known for the last 8 months, was just the freeway and downtown traffic. She puts on shorts and a sleeveless top and tennis shoes, then headed out the door. At the edge of the city, she stopped off to fill up and grab a map. Once she was about 50 miles out of the city, she took the next exit she came to. The map said it was a scenic highway for about 60 miles or so. She pulled over and put the top down, tucking the map under the other seat belt, so it would not blow out of the car. Being a weekday, there was little to no traffic that far out of town, at least compared to what she has dealt with these last months. She has bee

Her Day Off (straight)
Her Day Off (Straight) I see you in the kitchen, early one morning, at the stove. I walk up behind you quietly, gently lifting your hair from your neck, slowing kissing my way around your neck. I continue kissing and nuzzling your tender neck, as I work up to your ear lobes, lightly sucking on each one. I slowly wrap big strong arms all the way around you. I pull you firmly back against my chest. Then I work my way back down your neck to your shoulders. I place my hands on your shoulders gently turn you around, to where we are facing each other. I now GRAB you and pull you close to me, as I began kissing you firmly and passionately, your lips to mine. Next, I take you by the hand, leading you into the living room. I walk you to the couch sitting down, as I pull you into my lap. I once again wrap my arms around your Beauty body and we sit there endlessly caressing and kissing each other, as if nothing else in the world could ever stop us. I have you move and lay on

Might Be Time, For A New Gym (bi-guys)
Might Be Time to Look for a New GYM (Bi-Guys) Last Tuesday, I stopped off at the gym near my office, after work. There were only a few people there, that evening. I moved between different equipment, getting the heart rate up and the sweat rolling. After an hour or so, I figured it was time for a shower and the long drive home. I was rinsing off, when a guy I had seen there a few times walked in. I just nodded, like guys do, went on rinsing off. When he dropped his towel and stepped under the water, my jaw dropped, as I caught a glimpse of his rod at FULL attention. I quickly looked away, as not to have him see the look on my face. After a few minutes, I had to sneak another peak. When I looked around he was stroking away, embarrassed he turned away apologizing, saying workouts always get him going. I told him not to worry, no one else was there. Like it did not bother me, WHEW. I got my nerve up and told him he had an impressive tool. He

Body Scan
OK SO I WENT FOR MY BODY SCAN TODAY AFTER MY 10 DAY PERIOD OR RADIOIODINE THERAPY. IT ALL LOOKS GOOD SO FAR SO I GET TO TAKE MY THYROID SUPPLEMENT YAY!!! THIS IS GREAT NEWS TO ME AND THE CANCER IS NOT SPREAD THROUGHTOUT MY BODY EITHER!!!

An American Soldier.
He puts on his uniform and laces up his boots, another young soldier prepares to join his troops. He doesn't do it for the glory, and it's certainly not for the pay, he fights for freedom, come what may. There's no draft, they're all volunteers, they know the dangers, still they show no fear. Though there will be a lot to lose, there will be a lot to gain, he sees others misfortune, and he feels their pain. Wherever theres a conflict, wherever theres a need, an American soldier serves with pride, the last of a dying breed.

Im Finally Back!!!!
IM FINALLY BACK!!! If you are really a friend, I am pretty sure you noticed I have been gone for a while well a personal tragedy has happen to me, I am writing this just so you can know what happen, I do not want anyone to start acting different with me, because if you do, I am sure you know I will simply tell you to fuck off, I hate fake people and will always speak my mind…though it sometimes gets me into trouble… I am me I won’t change for anyone or under any circumstance… well here goes... On April 16, 2007 my stove exploded, at the time I was watching my niece an nephew and when I heard the explosion I got them out of the apartment and then I went back for my dogs but the front door was too hot and I couldn’t see anything from the smoke, I pushed the door open anyway using my arm and now have a burn on my arm, …I don’t think it’s too bad but the paramedic said it was … I still chose not to go to the hospital and took care of it my self (defiant ‘til the end…) and it seems to be ge

Erotic Story
We were having verizon come out to hook up that fiber optic stuff…hubby thinks it’ll be better than the dsl we have now. So being the good little housewife, I am sitting home waiting for the guy to show up. They give you a window of 5 hours…so I had to find some way to entertain myself while waiting for this guy. I opted for playing on cam on the internet. So as time went by and I weeded thru many idiots, I finally found a good friend I had played with before. He was always incredible with the things he said to me, getting me wet before I ever touched myself. So we were playing, talking, & my toys were out, when I heard a knock on the front door. Of course, the guy would come now. I went to the door, answered it, and let this (unexpectedly) hot guy in. He was in a uniform of sorts, white shirt, izod type, with the verizon emblem on his chest, and the fabric of the shirt stretched over his chest muscles, showing a pierced nipple, which peaked my interest even further. I led him down

For My Child & Yours...
Autism/Asperger's Picture Train Help Spread Awareness One Person At A Time! Please Copy One Of These Picture Below & Put On Your Profile!!! Heya! My Name is Krystal (EchoAngel). I have an 9 year old son named Jaren. I don't have to tell you that he is my life. My son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome AKA High Functioning Autism at 3 years old. He isn't stupid, actually quite the opposite, he is brilliant. He has faced a lot of challenges including delayed social skills, facial & vocal cues and body language cues were also some things that were hard for him to catch on. Fortunately, Jaren was diagnosed early and had an advantage that many children didn't. He is overcoming all obstacles one by one. Now he has also learned that everyone has things about themselves that they want to change and in time and with hard work, we all can do anything, not just children with extra challenges. He is learning what his strengths and weaknesses are. His speech skills are years ahead a

Presidental Elections And The Internet...
I was just thinking about something that intrigued me. How much has the popularity of the Internet changed the election process over the years? At age 32, I've only experienced six presidents in my time on this Earth: Ford, Carter, Regan, Bush Sr., Clinton, and Bush Jr. I've taken some time to analyze the elections of each of these presidents. When I was born in 1975, global media and the near-instant broadcast of information had been well-established (television media is often mentioned as a major reason Kennedy was elected in the 1960s). Ford became president after Nixon's impeachment, and global media was already a key element in the election process. I'm really going to start with the first president I remember, however: Ronald Regan (I was too young to remember either Ford or Carter, and thus cannot speak with any authority on their campaigns). 1980: Ronald Regan was formerly an actor, so naturally had great screen presence and public speaking abilities. He spoke

02-03-08 (super Sad)
Feb. 03, 2006 Hello sports fans? I'm excited and bothered at the same time - Knowing this is the last game of the season ... Kinda takes away from the "Whole" event for me. I mean - I don't really care much about either team. So I had to buy into a poll just to perk a little interest for me. Funny thing: When I say buy in ... It's just fubucks Did anybody else figure out that if you put the 50,000 on both teams ... That the worst you can lose is 25,000? Compared to 50,000 I'd say that's the way to go ... But I didn't have enough for both. so ...

Final Standings: J-roxxx Hottest Mummer On Fubar Contest
hi :D hope everyone is having a great week so far. first of all i want to thank everyone who entered my first contest. it was truly a pleasure. also my great friends here who have supported me throughout :) you know who you are ;) here are the final standing. :) congratulations! you guys worked so hard...thank you :) first place - pebblesinaz (3114 votes) second place - misterfeet (2903 votes) third place - ez 2 fu (1340 votes) fourth place - the bully (1217 votes) fifth place - prettygreeneyes (594 votes) sixth place - kristen victoria (515 votes) In case you forgot what the prizes are...Here you go again :D ****ALL CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A PRIZE!!**** -Everyone who enters will receive a fubar trophy! -All who get over 50 rates will also receive, what i am going to call...getting you shitfaced! :D -Any who receive over 100 rates will be given a platinum cherry! -6th place will receive 50,000 fu-bucks! -5th place will receive 100,000 fu-bucks

Officers!!git-r-done Rebel Bomb Squad
OK HERE ARE THE OFFICERS FOR THE BOMB SQUAD AND THERE ARE 3 MORE TO COME. HEAD OF AND LEADER OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD PLEASE WELCOME =tamster92574~HEAD OF GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD~`@ fubar NOW LONG TIME MEMBER PLEASE WELCOME YOUR NEW MEDIATOR angel eyes "Fu wife to footballeye88 " ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar PLEASE GO AND INTRODUCE YOUR SELF AND LETS GET THIS FAMILY BACK TO WERE WE USED TO BE I THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR TIME IN THIS MATTER SO LETS GIT-R-DONE THE RIGHT WAY HITMAN6

Slow Night
Damn stalkers. Yeah you got it, he didn't show last night. You can't even count on a stalker when he is just a dream. Oh well. Right now guess I'll start thinking about tonight. I'm going to hear a friend's band practice, then we're going to a rave. The guy who invited me has been know to use a little something, or violence to get in my panties. He has a gf now so I don't......truth is you never know what he'll pull. I can't count on what he'll do (or any of his friends). Guess what I need to think about is what I'm wearing. I could wear a belly shirt and jean short. Yes, guys every every short shorts. -or- A very short short black mini, with black spandix belly shirt, and thigh high tights. What do you think? Which one would cause you force me to take everything you have? Luv you all Tara

Me As A Soldier
I know its my choice not asking if i should because I am going to go back in ten years done ten to go... But in my pictures. is me in my army greens. I want a comment from all my friends on a yes or no if i should if i should go back in. and a comment here.

Men Who Will Not Go On Other Mens Pages
I know this is not new but this has got to be the silliest thing I have ever heard of. Some men are offended when another man views their page why? And the men who refuse to go to another mans page because they say they do not want the man to think they are gay. What a line of crap. There is beautiful art work on alot of mens pages and in their pics. All the men that cop this attitude are missing out on the beauty. Also they are not showing how manly they are it shows weakness to me. I loose some respect for every man that has told me this. I gain more respect for a man that is confident in him self who will see the beauty of another mans page. Most women have no problem with viewing another womans page. The ones of us that do are more rounded in life and have more confidence in our selves. Anna

Projectplaylist By Skull
from your "my account" page chose the "my playlist option> > > then select the playlist you wish to upload to fubar> > > then chose the generate code option> > > then chose option E> > > you will now have to select the same playlist that u wish to upload again> > > from here u will chose ur options then click "get code"> > > that will bring u to the code page... from here u will right click and select "select all" then right click again and select "cut"> > > now ur done with project playlist ... from here on out u will be working with fubar> > from ur home page on fubar select edit profile> > > clect the music tab and right click and paste tehe code from progect playlist.. then fill out the bouncer check at the bottom and save > > > once u have completed all these steps u are complete.. enjoy ur music

My Docs Apt Today
For my friends that are concerned about my health and what the doctor said today.... The doctor said...I have full blown cervical cancer now.. and I was diagnosed with diabetes.. What is the worst part.. I can't afford the medications the doctor prescribed to me.. That is an update on what's going on.. Thank you for my friends that have stuck by me through all this.. I love you all Cassie

I Am Just Me
I am just me By: Deborah Boyd I look into the mirror And what do I see Nothing but a reflection Of Who I am to me. I am nothing special Not no beauty queen Just women of natural beauty To me is all it seems I am a woman of many things I laugh, I cry I even ponder on the whys And when I sit and ask these things I often wonder what they mean I am not vain, nor selfish too. I am a woman of many virtues So take me as I am And who I’ll never be For the woman I am inside of me I am Just me.

Boobie Frikenbutt
I stole this from Mrs. Robinson hope she don't mind! This is too funny... Don't forget to post your "new" name below in a comment. 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first name: a = snickle b = doombah c = goober d = cheesy e = crusty f = greasy g = dumbo h = farcus i = dorky j = doofus k = funky l = boobie m = sleezy n = sloopy o = fluffy p = stinky q = slimy r = dorfus s = snooty t = tootsie u = dipsy v = sneezy w = liver x = skippy y = dinky z = zippy 2. Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of your new last name: a = dippin b = feather c = batty d = burger e = chicken f = barffy g = lizard h = waffle i = farkle j = monkey k = flippin l = fricken m = bubble n = rhino o = potty p = hamster q = buckle r = gizzard s = lickin t = snickle u = chuckle v = pickle w = hubble x = dingle y = gorilla z = girdle 3. Use the third letter of your last name to determine th

Love
When Two Hearts Become One. There Is Nothing That Love Can Not Conquer. It Is One Of Our Most Sacrite Gifts That Should Never Be Under Estimated. Two Souls That Become One Is More Power Then Any God Or Demon Can Ever Give You. So Love The One Your With Unconditionally To The End.

The Darkness
Consumed by darkness in a world of full of many options and opinions circling about, being confused not knowing what step is right or wrong. Confessions upon the darkness your pondering if a choice to fall forth to the light growing attachment to something not ment to happen or is it the choice to fall deeper into the darkness making the best choice of them all making life visible to your mind and heart After years fade by the darkness starts to blend your life as if it was all a dream world but is more of a spark of purity tying lost souls of imperfection to a matter of dull mindless insanity. Troting upon the lost souls if imperfection your own life appears in the eyes who were forgotten or not to be known to a world that glims without a trace of existing knowledge, meanless until now, so stop hiding about and take advantage of all that is known to you now or let ot go before the end of time consumes all

Don't Call Me Baby..
anjugenius: what a go on baby ->anjugenius: baby? ->anjugenius: do i have a binky in my mouth? ->anjugenius: am i wearing a diaper? ->anjugenius: Don't call me baby... you should have known better that will never do... you know i don't belong to you..You know that i am not your baby i belong to me so DONT CALL ME BABY.... GAWD...

Trivia 4 Of 10
Ok this one will sit for a while. These are items you can buy at any hardware store. "1" costs .50 cents "12" costs $1 and "144" costs $1.50. What are they? Good Luck with this one. See you in the mumms :p

That Bastard!!!
Sometimes I amuse myself by going back and reading old blogs I've done. This is one from my myspace account. Saturday, March 31, 2007 VIP Suite infiltrated!!!! Current mood: perturbed Category: Parties and Nightlife Ok, so here's the deal. I'm lying in the V.I.P. suite at K. Lew's house. (Yes, I have my own bedroom at the location of our afterbar parties, I'm that damn special!) Trying to sleep. I'm drunk, I need my rest to recoup for Saturday night. (Let's face it, I'll be going out again.) Do you think I'm allowed to sleep? HELL NO!!! Why? I'll tell you why. Because I have some drunk fucker who decides to lay in bed next to me, (on top of the covers where as I am underneath them) and DRAPES HIMSELF ON ME!!! Now I like to sleep on my belly. It's just the way I roll. Imagine said drunk fucker trying to rub my back, and put his hands underneath the blankets to get a better "grasp" on things. Mainly my ass I'm sure. Unacceptable. So after he moves his body close

I Am Selling Out... Super Sensitive +bauer+
One would think that with all the blogging I do that I get tons of hate mail... I really don't. What I do get though are shitty blog comments, blogs written about a subject I covered, or one about how big of an asshole I am. Due to my "fubar celebrity status", I am, of course, totally insecure and they affect me deeply. I got to thinking... What kind of blog would make these +Bauer+ haters like me? Well... for one day, I am going to give it to them. Here is the +Bauer+ that you ladies really should know and love! layout for my page,and blog. The Blog: "Why I am Single" I'm picky. The problem with women today is that they don't know how to be treated. I was shopping with my friend, Cindy, and she was telling me about how her boyfriend doesn't ever go shopping with her. What is wrong with this neanderthal? How could he not want to spend every waking moment with this beautiful creature? Then we got back to my apartment and after we snacked on this wonderful spinac

My Family!!!!! :d
I'd like to introduce you to my family! Each one is special to me in their own unique way! I love every single one of them and I'd like to thank them for being my family and friends. Please check them out and send them love. They are all wonderful!!! Make sure to Add/Fan/Rate all of them if you haven't already!! Tell them syn sent ya! :D ckymwn@ fubar ~♥ Miss Vee ♥~ Fu-Mistress to NYHA + ~*syn™*~ Owned by Cherry Eater@ fubar Ryawolf™ *Fu-Owned By Syn* (new music coming soon!!!)@ fubar ~(= Tre =)~@ fubar Fishinrod..Owned By Aussie Angel@ fubar

Reflections
Reflections By: Deborah Boyd I sit here and think Of that day With special fond memories No one can take away I awoke that day To find my life changed No longer alone No longer afraid You were just a baby So innocent and pure I knew in my heart That this was the cure As days turned to months And months turned to years Before long I knew it I had nothing to fear I brought you up strong With morals and such Respect for others With Intelligence as much And now the time comes To let yourself go To venture the world For all its glories to show But as you do Just remember one thing You’re here in my heart Amongst other things I’m there if you need me I’m there if you don’t You always have a home to come to No matter how much So go my little one Venture the world as you dare For I know in my heart There is nothing to fear.

Paybacks A Bitch
Paybacks a Bitch By: Deborah Boyd The day started normal Not a care in the world Till someone started picking on me Then it was on for sure There is such a word called Karma these Days What comes around Goes Around Its all in fair play So remember what you do Remember what you say Do onto others If you want done to you For life’s little Karma Is a payback to stay A vicious life cycle Till you’re dying day.

You'll Love This One
While flying down the road yesterday (10 mph over the speed limit) A woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over and walked up to her car with that classic patronizing smirk and asked "What's your hurry ?" She said, " I'm late for work." "Oh yeah! " said the cop, " And exactly what do you do?" She replied, "I'm a rectum stretcher." "A what?," A rectum stretcher? and exactly what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, work my way up to two, then three, then four, then five, Then I work side to side until I can get both hands in then slowly but surely stretch until its about 6ft. wide." "And just what do you do with a six foot asshole? asked the cop. The lady replied , " You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge." Traffic ticket :$95 Court costs: $45 The look on the cops face : Priceless.

Week 2
Welcome back everyone to week 2! First of all I want to say congradulations to Chevy for the week 1 win. You now have the option of sitting out this week, or trying to get another bye week. WEEK 2 IS OPEN TO THE PUBLIC LIKE LAST WEEK. THE SCORING HAS CHANGED A LITTLE THIS WEEK DUE TO OTHERS NOT THINKING LAST WEEK WAS FAIR. YOU GUYS ROCKED LAST WEEKEND AND I AM COMMING TO YOU FOR MORE HELP. I HAVE UPDATED MY BLOG PLEASE READ. THANKS. I NEED EVERYONES HELP AGAIN THIS WEEKEND!! LETS WIN THIS THING!! I WANNA SHARE MY MILLION FU-BUCKS WITH YOU GUYS!!!! I WILL GIVE A BIG-PIMPIN GIFT TO THE 1 PERSON THAT HELPS ME THE MOST THIS WEEK, REPOSTING MY BULLETINS AND HELPING GET PEOPLE TO MY PICTURE. JUST HAVE THE PERSON YOU REFERED TO MY PIC LEAVE IT IN THE COMMENT ON MY PIC. REMEMBER NO BOMBING PLEASE. THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THATS HELPED OUT!! I DID WIN THE FIRST WEEK AND I OWE IT ALL TO YOU GUYS!! LETS WIN THIS SO WE CAN HAVE A HUGE PARTY WITH MY MILLION FU-BUCKS!! I

Pitbull Mafia Please Read
Hey Pitbull's as most of you have seen Steph nor D are on today!! Not sure what is up but beings I am the manager I am asking you all to listen up and follow where I ask you to be until Steph and or D come back on and say otherwise.. Stargazer is done!!!! Tom is done w00t keep moving along gang you all are doing a kick ass job right now!!! Niecee is done!!! Mandy needs 12,395 for her bling packs I will post another blog tomorrow morning if I don't hear from Steph and D by 10 am central time..

My Poem
Ok I use to write poems and this one is my fav. poem so if you like it plz comment if ya dont then dont comment ok. Life ____ Where there is Life There is Death Where there is Death There is sandness Where there is sadness There is Hope Where there us Hope There is ME!

When Is Your Bithday???
When is your birthday so we can show you... "Dylon's Diva Mafia" some serious birthday luv!!!! I would love to have all the divas bdays, so that we can show each one you MAD BDAY love. Please send me a private message or leave it here...Thanks so MUCH. PEASE AND LOVE...MsMaine AKA The WiseGal

Just A Lil Thought
Life without sex might be safer but it would be unbearably dull. It is the sex instinct which makes women seem beautiful, which they are once in a blue moon, and men seem wise and brave, which they never are at all. Throttle it, denaturalize it, take it away, and human existence would be reduced to the prosaic, laborious, boresome, imbecile level of life in an anthill. Sex is more than an act of pleasure, its' the ability to be able to feel so close to a person, so connected, so comfortable that it's almost breathtaking to the point you feel you can't take it. And at this moment you're a part of them.. and isn't that most the wonderful gift you can give or receive.... i think it is..

This Is What Happen In Sallisaw Late Last Night By This Guy
he the guy that freakin made my niece,my daughter , n her friend take their clothes off to play with them n he 20 yr old dont give a crap about nothing n please be careful he from sallisaw oklahoma yes he got caught doing it making them do it if it wasnt for us going there it would of been worst

Bad November - Track 1 - Masquerade
This is the first chapter of a story I wrote. I hope to get chapter 2 posted in a week. If you like this story please comment. Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involed sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Masquerade - This is the masquerade/

Not Good News
Well today my stepmom was taken to the hospital with a possible stroke. Shes been having problems for three weeks and on easter her mouth was slightly drawn. I guess she has proceeded to get worse since then. People had thought she had been drinking. Her speech was slurred and shes falling alot. Dad went home from work and took her to the E-room. They did a few test and found an inch long lesion on her brain stem. Tomorrow they are doing more tests on her. Im not sure if a neurosurgeon has been called yet or not but Im sure there will be one called soon. Right now they have her resting comfortably in a room and are giving her pain meds so she can get some rest. Ill update has I find out more. update: Most of you know that my stepmom was taken to the hospital yesterday. well today after more tests they found a hard spot and liquid above the lesion on her brain stem. They also found nodules on her lungs. They dont know at this point if its cancer or not or where it started. They al

Lateness
late by like 2 months... been since BEFORE valentines day... 6 negative tests.. going nuts... TIRED.. FINALLY found out where can get a blood test... gonna go do that by next wed. Just want to know for sure... BLAH (not talkative today if you can't tell)

Name That Tune Lol
Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and I question where to go And I don't know what I'm tapping into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose There's nothing else to find There's nothing in the world That can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with

2300 Miles?
Yes, I am Moving 2300 miles, and basically, I am doin a total rebuild of my life, Are you with me or not, Get back to me. Those who have commented on this by the time I get online AFTER my move will be kept, those who didn't, I am sure we could have had a good friendship, But Alas, neither of us were willing to attempt one, No hard feelings, just time for me to move on.

About Atlanta
So you want to know about The City of Atlanta? Someone recently asked about the City that I live, so I figured I would share a bit about the history, not to mention the views this city has to offer. Here is our City in a nutshell, We are home of the Georgia Bulldogs Football Team- which here, your either a Bulldog fan as I am, Or a Georgia Tech Fan, which you better NOT BE--**giggles** Or if you like Basketball, you would always be in the side of the Hawks, Lose, or lose...as wins are rare--OK OK just a joke sheesh guys. And always Doing the Tomahawk Chop...Ooooo O Ooooooo for those Braves! We are the Peach State which is why so many refer to the women as Either a Southern Belle Or a Good ole Ga Peach! YA'll know it's true too :-) And the City Of Atlanta is amazing at night But during the day, the roads are hectic with traffic and Congestion. A great get a way, to relax and have a picnic in the city would be at Piedmont Park

Believe What U Want
Alot of people are saying that i did some things on here, that I did NOT do! I have tried explaining to my supposed "friends" that I thought i had on here. But even they choose to not believe me. Thats fine.. I am not gonna argue with anybody anymore over this issue! i have done nothing wrong! If you really want to believe I could or would do those types of things that is ur perogative. Please delete me then and don't speak to me. Have a good night!

What A Friend Means To Me!
A friend defined by Webster's is: Someone on terms of affection and regard for another who is neither relative nor lover. Someone who freely supports and helps out of good will. An acquaintance. Well I do agree with most of it but not all. I feel an acquaintance. Is not necessarily a friend. A friend proves themselves in many ways an acquaintances does not. Throughout ones life they meet lots of people. Some of which they can build a special bond with and share a mutual understanding. Others though they may be friendly with are not consider as friends. These to me are acquaintances. So what a friend means to me is: Someone that shows you respect and honesty. A person that you can count on during good times and bad to stay by your side. A person you enjoy spending your time with and look forward to being with. Someone you can confide in and who takes the time to get to know you as a person. Will not judge you by your shortcomings. But, assist you and support you

Warning!!!! Block This Man Now!!! Pedophile Alert!!!!
Ok... you would think after being on this site for over a year.. I would learn my lesson about being nice to "strangers" ; but I got suckered again. So.. here is the story. I log on this afternoon , and in my shout box there are several shouts. I start replying to them, and two or three of then happen to be from people offering me some fu-buks. One dude in particular, daddy101, offers me 1500 fubucks. Let me state that upon seeing his profile pis i was a bit leery of him,, and i should have trusted my woman's intuition and started screenshotting our convo right there. But i ignored the red flags and continued to talk to him. He seemed nice enough and more than willing to part with his fubucks.. so I was like.. hay.. what the hell? He does the transfer and I start to head to his page to rate add fan him etc.. to repay him for his kindness when my browser freezes. I had to reload FF and when i got back he was back in the shoutbox begging me to add him. I apologized and explained

Area-51 Comments
Leave me comments about my lounge- If you havent been to my lounge yet come and check us out! Just click the link below! If you have been to my lounge leave your comment below as a reply to this blog thanx to all!

Bully Bouncers
Well seems I ruffled some feathers with my video blog, Guess they can dish it out but they sure cant take it when they get a verble ass whoopin, Had a bouncer come to me this morning and leave me a message which were several convos back and forth which were screen shot. I would suppose since this bouncer hates sonny with a passion and has gone even as far to flag sonnys pics because he was screwing with Lacey it would be my assumption that Suckburg went crying to the bouncer when he seen the video now mind you Fat Gummy and Suckburg Fired the first shot by making a salute and Suckburg Posting it in his lounge. And the bouncer had the balls to send me a message with a subgect RE: TOS Violations / Blog and then flag my default pic that so many of us use giving the Bird. See some of these bouncers get told a story by Lying worthless human beings and automaticly assume the other is guilty when in fact they posted stuff in the general Public and opened up something that he helped

Power & Pride...poem
Power & Pride... {A slaves thoughts} I bring my soul to you, lay it at your feet. Hear my mind, hear my heart, Never doubt I need u this much. I give all to you with simple trust, to know no other as such, let no other inside my soul...only you. craving each word that falls from your lips, guiding me, showing me, It's all in your touch. Your words are those I life by, the goal to please u in my heart, taking what you give & never holding back. To take the pain with pleasure, to find subspace with your touch, listening to your words, Obeying without question with perfect trust. Give to eachother, need pleading for all, growing, completing Desire given to just one. Bound to you with all that I, with all that I can give, to face you with a clear mind, to know your love. I submit completely, your Power over me has no limits, no words of denial in my mind. The pride I carry, shall show you all I am, I will falter, but always be there in th

Riddle Me This....
A guy lives on the 75th floor of an apartment building. Every morning he gets up and goes to work and takes the elevator to the lobby. When he comes home he takes the elevator to the 20th floor and walks the rest of the way. WHY?

Join The Hotest Foam/bubble Party On The Fu!!
THATS RIGHT DOIN IT JUST LIKE THEY ARE IN VEGAS AND HOLLYWOOD OUR VERY OWN FOAM AND BUBBLE PARTY! WELCOME TO THE FU-BLOCK FOAM AND BUBBLES PARTY!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN THE PARTY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS 1)HAVE A SALUTE 2)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY HOSTS TELL THEM YOU ARE JOING THE PARY 3)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERSTELLING YOU ARE JOIN THE PARTY $IF YOU ARE ALREADY A FAN AND RATED AND ADDED SOMEONE THEN JUST LEAVE THE M A PROFLIE COMMENT SAYING YOUR JOING THE BUBBLE AND FOAM PARTY! JUST THAT EASY THEN YOU PRIV MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE FINNISHED ADDING ALL AND YOU WILL BE ADDED AS A MEAMBER OF THE HOTTEST PARTY ON THE FU XOXOX THE HOSTS OF THIS PARTY INCLUDE ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS@ fubar CLOWNIN WILL BE TAKIN IDS AT THE DOOR CLOWNIN*OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY@ fubar BIG POPPA WILL BE THE BOUNCER SO NO FUNNY BUSS.GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN. BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs

I'm Tired Of You
I'm tired of you How do you respond to that? Family is supposed to have your back But no matter how far I back track I can't justify her saying those words to me. From my brother...maybe cuz since he was a baby he's been in my shadow following in my foosteps and when he didn't, it was deemed failure? just cuz he didn't follow in my success? Shit...years down the road and I'm still struggling Consumed by all this mess Stressing over what is to some... Life's simple tests and it's so hard to do my best when I'm still focused on regrets. So it seems that I have gone astray, I'm off the path and lost the way... I'm not the picture perfect son but am i supposed to act it out? is this a play? Let's check the reviews... Brother says "I'm ashamed that he's my kin and even worse...he don't act black and when I stepped out in mess and in the streets that damned fool didn't have my back" There's obvious resentment just cuz I picked a different path but in th

Luvlee
OK, so here's a little background on this chick. All the sudden I noticed that she started hitting me up with 1's. So, since I'm kinda in a shitty mood, I decided to hit her back with them, just because I was bored.... This is the resulting conversation... Luvlee: I'm pretty new so that is the first BBW mum I have seen ->Luvlee: those mumms sucks. ->Luvlee: And I'm tired of the BBW/thick mumms... and it was sarcasm, because th Luvlee: Then i apologize ->Luvlee: was using a fake default of one of the most skinny, yet hideous people I've ever seen in my life.... sarcasm.... LOVE IT! ->Luvlee: LMMFAO... the comment was sarcasm, when the mumm was active, and I Luvlee: http:... ->Luvlee: If you just looked at it, give me a link. Luvlee: IT is on top mumms Luvlee: I just looked at it several times , not sure when it was posted but I know the comment was from you. ->Luvlee: Ummm... what comment? From today? I haven't mummed all day. Luvlee: THICK*

Bewbies!!!
Here's the deal.. I've been working my butt off trying to rate and bomb for fubucks so that I can save for spotlight. I've been doing pretty well, and I've also had some awesome donations from some awesome people, but I'm still a good way away from getting spotlight. Well, a very good friend of mine told me to offer cleavage salutes for people who donated a certain amount (can't you see that this person is a pervert LOL) so thats what I'm gonna do! Here's what you get: -Send me 25,000 fubucks for a SFW salute with anything you want it to say! -Send me 75,000 for a SFW salute on my skin with anything you want it to say! -Send me 100,000 for a cleavage salute with anything you want it to say! **If you want to send more, please feel free to! Name your price! NO NSFW SALUTES!** I'm also willing to work for fubucks! I will rate or bomb wherever you need me to, for a REASONABLE price. Please, no low-blow offers or you will be ignored. Abby♥Normal@ fubar

Where I'm At...
Yesterday I had a real bad day but I realized alot of things. The most important thing being that I lack alot of things inside myself that makes me very vulnerable to being hurt. Who is to blame for the hurt? I am. I lack self esteem and confidence. I rely on others to fill my up instead of doing it myself. I have been letting others fill up my bucket that has a hole and it stays full for awhile until all the water leaks out. In order for the bucket to stay full I need to fix the hole not keep pouring more into it. I have no idea if anyone but me understands that. I lack alot of things and i need to change that which means I need to step away from the computer more and fix myself and even find myself again. I keep running when things get scary. Fear consumes me so I think that if I run from everything that scares me, It will solve things. When in fact running is making things worse. I am letting fear of things run my life. I need to face my fears and insecurities and not let them rule

Mon 04-28-08 (flutterby)
Monday, April 28, 2008 Like a butterfly - I emerge from the cocoon that was last week, Reborn ready to stretch my wings! Let the world, at least this week Know I'm ready to face it once again! I'm once again ready, after my hibernation and setbacks - I'm ready to: "Get my World On" If I take baby steps I'll never get anywhere ... I'm jumping right out and spreading the wings - Lets just hope they take sail! So - My new sights are set and I hope This finds you with all yours attainable too! I started to grease a few wheels & I'm not talking about the lawn mowers either ... But I'll take from these last few downfalls around me - the ONE thing I seen and witnessed, Is if you don't try - it may not pan out ... BUT will any of it matter after your gone? A lot of sayings come to mind about not trying: "Nothing to fear, but fe

Cheese? Orly?
My youngest son is listening to a CD of nursery rhymes (my ears are bleeding!!) and one song made me think. Yes, I know. Shut up. Why does the cheese stand alone? Is it super stinky or something? I thought everybody liked cheese. Why is it standing alone? :( Poor gouda.

Stolen From Sam, Via Stacie
A is for age: 29, will be 30 in Novemeber. B is for beer of choice: GUINESSr C is for career right now: I don't have one. D is for your dog's name? No DOg Of My OWn E is for essential item you use everyday Clothes F is for favorite TV show at the moment? Dexter G is for favorite game? Mind Games?...Ya'RLY! H is for Home town: Born in St Paul, MN I is for instruments you play: I wanna play the DIG! J is for favorite juice: Pear K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: Anyone who harms my circle L is for last place you ate: Ho(pizza hut) M is for marriage: Eventually, YES N is for your full name: James Robert Hill J.R. O is for overnight hospital stays: yes P is for people you were with today: My Love, and the family Q is for quote: "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me a

Massive Fail At Life...
OK... so I lost my job as a case manager about six weeks ago. That I understood. With school and all of the personal issues I had going on, as well as having one of the largest caseloads in the area, I knew that I was overwhelmed at that position. I probably should've quit it long ago and looked for something a little less stressful, but I didn't. So, I've been unemployed for about 6 weeks now, and had interviewed at a gas station chain. I went for orientation today. It had been said several times throughout the day that it was an evaluation period for both US and THEM, and about 40 percent of the people don't make it through training. Well, with an hour left of the training, I was pulled aside and told that they didn't think it was a good match and that employment was being terminated and I was free to go home. WTF? I'm not even worthy of working in a gas station? I've NEVER not had a job since I was 14 fucking years old, until now, but now I'm suddenly unemploya

Giveaway
I'm going to host a comment contest,this is my first one, anyone that would like to enter pls private message me and let me know... What is going to be given away you ask... One month VIP or 7 day blast-6,000 comments Bling pack or 3 day blast-4,000 comments 1 day blast 3,000 comments What do you need to do??? You need to send me a link to your pic you want used in it...It's going to start Saturday at 9am fubar time...The first person to reach their goal wins...Just private message me when you've reached the comments for the prize you're going for...Thank you You may want to check out my other blog about the bling packs...

Caption It | Vol.2 | 004
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.

That's What Happens
WELL, YOU THING SOMEONE IS TRYING TO GAIN HIS TRUST BACK WITH ME, THEN YOU FIND A SEPERATE MYSPACE PAGE WHERE HE IS SEEING HIS EX BEHIND MY BACK I THINK I'M ABOUT READY TO BECOME A FULL BLOWN LESBIAN, BUT PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE, MALE OR FEMALE CAN HURT JUST US JUST AS BAD... BYE BYE MYSPACE AND CRAIG CAN ONLY DREAM OF WHAT HE THREW AWAY... YAY, SINGLE AGAIN!!!! GOODY BYE LOSER AND GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD SHIT... LEAVE ME LUV TODAY, K? I NEED IT

Name That Tune Round 13!!
Name that tune! Band and song title! First to comment gets 5k FuBucks! I will be playing this game all day so watch for my blogs in your bartabs! If you know the answer but don't want the bucks pls comment but don't give the answer so somebody can win the bucks! well I used to wake the mornin before the rooster crowed searchin for soda bottles to get my self some dough brought em down to the corner down to the country store cash em in and give my money to a man named "blank" old "blank" was a black man with white curly hair when he had a fifth of wine he did not have a care he used to own and old dobro used to play across his knee I'd give old "blank" my money he play all day for me (chorus)goes here :P he looked to be 60 maybe I was 10 momma used to whoop me but I'd go see him again I'd clap my hands, stomp my feet tryin to keep in time well he'd play me a song or 2 then take another drink of wine (chorus)goes here :P on the day old "blank" died

Sat 05-10-08 (mom's Lessons)
Saturday, May 10, 2008 Happy Weekend My Friend! Hope all is well on your side of the screen today. Me? I'm just a glowing ... Oh, wait ... it's my WORDS that happen to be glowing, I'm just G R O W I N G ! (out of idea's for blogs) So I resorted to just making this all flashy in attempts to distract you from my lack of substance and useful meaning. Other words, I've got writers block! So I guess I'll get out of writing ... And hopefully get YOU writing and reply to my ...

Font Alts...blog Stolen From Emanon (since I Lost My Own From Old Profile) But His Is Better Anyways
SIZECODEwordSIZES1 2 3 4 5 6 7COLORSCODEwordsRED YELLOW ORANGE MagentaBLUE PURPLE PINK GRAY GREENwordsFor specific colors use the code above and heres the site with the color exact codeCOLOR TABLEFONT MODsCODEwordsYOU CAN TRY ANY FONT YOU WANT HERES EXAMPLES OF A FEWPLAYBILL GEORGIA ARIAL CHILLER GARAMOND ANDYIMPACT COURIERMODERN GIGInormal garamondnormal garamond boldnormal garamondboldnormal garamondbold in boldBlackadder ITCBlackadder ITCb733-decopristinaImprint MT ShadowMARQUEEALL MARQUEE CODES HERENORMAL Currently working on.. ------------------------------------------------

Lost For Words
Good Afternoon all.. I want too thank each and every one of you for all the love you showed too me yesterday. Some of you was on my page all day long and rating your hearts out. To every leveler,friend, new friend that showed me love during my Happy Hour im greatful for all your help too try too get me closer to leveling. A thank you isnt good enough for me. I wish i could personally thank you all face too face for all you do for me. Im a very emotional person and I told some friends last night I think if I do another Happy Hour I need too go away from the computer while its going on. I have so many wonderful friends on here and too each and everyone of you ill always be here for you as you have been for me.. Thank you all for your continued support in helping me along the way and helping many others. There is never enough thank yous too be said. Much love and respect too all. On a side note too levelers I was so busy trying too return mail I forgot too post a

Meet My My New Own3r
That's right I've been PWN3D!!! And she's a Freak In fact she' a Super Freak I don't know what she has planned for me but I bet it's all good. Go show her some love, she's a real sweety and tell her I sent ya. Freak ~*~ Pwned by Alice in Wonderland ~*~@ fubar ^^^CLICK TO LOVE FREAK^^^ Thanks!!! ~GABE~ PWN3D by FREAK@ fubar

Fubucks Auction
New Auction! So many people can't afford to do real cash bids! So this Auction will be strictly Fu~Bucks! The Entry will B 50k Fubucks Your bidders will NOT have 2 f/r/a It will open on May 20th @ noon Close on May 27th @ noon Any suggestions or questions, please private message me Nyha No Drama! We are all adults, lets conduct ourselves accordingly Each person has the right to refuse a bidder There will b NO drama!!! I got the idea from: Beauty and the Mess

Stolen From Kristy
The Unasked Questions 70 Questions Guaranteed You've Never Answered... Would you kill your neighbor? I dunno about kill, but hurt. Their kid is annoying. Whats one word that describes your last fight? Stupid What were you doing ten minutes ago? Watching TV What's the last movie you saw? Juno (Hey, I answered this question on another survey...) What did your last text message say? Soon Who have you talked to most today? Scott Do you carve pumpkins every year? No Color of your shirt? I'm not wearing a shirt I'm always... bitchy Who's on speed dial 2? Randy, I think Whats your favorite season? Spring How are you feeling right now? Annoyed, pissed off, hurt, depressed What did you do this weekend? worked How many times have you moved? several What is the last thing you touched? the mouse & keyboard Would you do anything for someone else? Depends who they are Have you ever been called a punk? yep Was yesterday better t

Tag Giveaway/contest (taking Entries)
I am holding my first ever giveaway/contest. There will be two parts of this giveaway/contest. First Part Send me a link to a picture you want me to put up for you to bomb. This will be 10 tags per every 500 comments. Rates will count as 2 comments. Send me a message when you have reached the 500 comments. If you want more than 10 tags as these can be awesome surprises for a friend too so you can share then comment more I will do 2 tags per 100 comments, but a limit of 500 comments has to be done first! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now for the second part of this contest. If you want in send me the link to the picture you want me to add. This will be a contest for the one with the most number of rates and comments contest. Rates will count as 2 comments. The prizes for this part of the contest will be as follows: First Prize 20 tags, 100,000 fubucks and a bling of my choice. Second Prize 15 tags, 50,000 fubucks and a bl

Sleep
Crystal gave me this idea. She blogged about a song that helps her sleep. For myself, any music helps me sleep. At the moment I'm listening to Metallica for said purpose :P And I'm a damn heavy sleeper, slept through a bomb going off at the bottom of my street some years ago. Anyways, point of this is, is there any weird things that help you guys sleep?

~ The Big 'o' ~
~The Big 'O' ~ ~TASTE: In my experience, one of the main reasons that partners avoid female oral sex is due to a percieved or even experienced poor taste. While it is true that women run the range from pleasant (tasty!) to sour or uric tasting, there are easy steps to ensure that your partner will be tasting her sweetest. First and most obviously, a good vigorous shower will do much to neutralize the taste of your partner. In fact, oral sex in the shower, while not a favorite method of mine, has a completely neutral taste if you stick to the upper regions of your partner's sex. If your partner has not showered recently, or has physically exerted herself recently, her taste will be much stronger. This, however, can be a good thing! Secondly, foreplay will improve upon both the taste and the experience in general if your can get her juices flowing. I have never found an extremely aroused, wet woman to taste unpleasant. Quite the contrary! ~FOREPLAY:

Type A
Have you ever met those annoying fast paced overachievers that are overly cheery and nice, but once something goes a lil off, they freak out and turn into gorgons? I fuckin HATE people with Type A personalities. I used to student teach and carpool with this old hag that was also going for a degree in education. She was super organized and hyper, and talked non stop in an annoying cuntish voice. Once she lost a flier (!), a fuckin flier, and was almost in tears. I asked her waht was wrong, and she said that she has never lost ANYTHING in her life. I said that I lose stuff all the time, and she proceeded to tell me that this was me, but she is different. CUNTS!

Pete's Pet Peeves - Vol 1
One thing that ticks me off is when you haven't talked to someone in a while they say something like "Hi Stranger!" To this, I usually reply something smart ass along the lines of "What you have amnesia and don't remember me?" Saying that to me, is like a passive aggressive way of saying "Why haven't we talked" and like its putting the onus on me. My thinking on not talking with someone is that if they wanted to talk, they could always say "Hi" themselves. Its not up to me to know that you want to talk to me. I'll be the first one to admit I am easily distracted, and not very good about keeping in touch with people, but telling me its my fault is shirking your half of the responsibility and probably going to make me less likely to want to say anything in the future if I am just going to get a guilt trip about it. This isn't directed at anyone, just one of my pet peeves.

Pain
Pain I'm in pain, from my head to my feet. The pain is in my chest, in my heart in my bones, my back, my arms, and my legs, but its not just physical pain, its emotional pain. I feel more alone every day and I'm haunted by LCpl ray and all the little kids, it is all so heavy on my heart that it brakes my soul. Sometimes I wonder if its just me, am I the only one that feels this way? I hope I am, because I would not wish this agony on anyone. Why is it that I have been made to suffer this way? Why dose my life have to be so hellish everyday? There is only so much a man can take before it becomes too much, before he cant take the pain one more day, but what can I do? I am dieing, but not fast enough. Because I fought a war for the Marines on my left, and on my right I sacrificed my body to save there's, so they could make it home. I guess this is the price I pay for doing the right thing… I hope that counts for something when I'm dead, and gone because it doesn't seem to now. I

Oh Yeah
I am starting to work on hubby's beer bottle collection shelves for the kitchen (right now the said collection is sittin everywhere in there-table, floor, sink), but not sure which brackets would be the most secure to hold a 100+ beer bottles. Any advice would be appreciated ;p

Pimp Out ( Just Cause I Can Lol )
> Calling My Family & Friends.... I Am Calling out to all of you to drop by some of my closest friends pages and rate them i know it must be alot to ask you to stop by page's of people you do not know but come on and show them some fu-love it is not alot to ask so please stop byt these profile page's and rate and fan if you want 2 This Is My Baby Girl I Love Her To Death The¢¾Cheshire¢¾Cat@ fubar This Is My Sister Show her mad love JaimersSquat@ fubar This is my bro show him mad love to DJ~Dark_Warrior ~&~ dj manager @FOC Radio~SensualSeductions & r/l b/f of jaimerssquat@ fubar Thank you all for your help

For Those Who Care Or Are Mildy Curious:)
yes nova(part of me hates you) are together. i visited him in houston over the holiday weekend after knowing each other over the phone and through yahoo for a couple months. we spent a wonderful 4 days together and are very happy. this is a real relationship not a fubar bullshit online abberation. it just happens that we met this way. we both (like most ppl) have very different online personas or at least are viewed in certain ways. the most important thing to us is that we happy and content with each other and could not be more compatible (surprising?) so i do hope yuo all wish us well as we both have friends on here that we truely value. the only reason we kept things secret is because this site is pure drama and we did not want to say anything until we met in person. we are currently working on alleviating the distance so who knows what the future holds.

What To Do
WHY IS IT WHEN YOU STAND UP AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR RESPONSIBILITY, THEY STILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE BULLSHIT. I STOOD UP AND AM TAKING CARE OF MY DAUGHTER LIKE A REAL MAN IS SUPPOSE TO DO, BUT YET I STILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH CONSTANT BULLSHIT. A FEMALE IS QUICK TO NOT LET THEIR CHILD SEE THEIR FATHER WHEN HE AINT DOING NOTING AND I DONT SEE NOTHING WRONG WIT THAT. BUT WHEN IT COMES TO A FATHER WHO IS THERE, I PAY MY FUCKING CHILD SUPPORT, FRESH 2 DEATH EVERY DAY, WAS WITH ME EVERY WEEKEND BEFORE ME AND HER MAMA HAD A FUCKED UP TALK. I HAVE NOT SEEN MY DAUGHTER IN ALMOST 3 MONTHS AND THAT SHIT IS KILLIN ME. SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO STAY DA WEEKEND WIT ME AND ONCE AGAIN SHE CHANGES HER MIND JUST TO PISS ME. FUCKED UP THING IS I'M SO USE TO IT, THAT IT DONT EVEN BOTHER ME NOMORE. I KNOW THATS FUCKED UP TO SAY BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS. SO MY QUESTION IS WHAT TO DO? BECAUSE LAST TIME WE HAD THIS CONVERSATION, LONG STORY SHORT IT WAS NOT A PRETTY FUCKIN SITE. DA FUCKING COURTS ROUND HERE IS DESIGNED FO

Sentimental
I was looking through my drawer with old papers, and found a letter from my late Grandma to me she sent for my b-day about a month before she passed away. It was crinkled up and tucked away with useless garbage. I had no idea that I even kept it. I am so jealous of people that make all these family keepsakes, frame little concert stubs, and keep sentimental post cards. I wish I was like that, but I don't do any of it. I prefer to keep everything in my mind, and my severe disorganization skills prevent me from holding on to things permanently. Recently I found a whole buncha fabric hankies I used to collect when I was a little kid ( I swear there's a booger on one of them :( , which I now gently put away to look on with nostalgia. And I found my plaid shirt from my vodka incident when I was 13yo, with a vomit stain still intact inside a pocket.

Running The Autobahn Is Not As Fun As Driving It
Ahh... the Autobahn! It's a wonderful road to drive if you like going fast. It is not, however, the greatest route to drive if you're hauling a Little Tykes plastic house in the bed of your truck. So there I was bringing home a plastic house I bought from a friend. I had a deep freezer in the bed of the truck as well holding the house in place. I frequently checked the rear view mirror to check how the load was doing. All of a sudden the house begins to tip some from the wind. (The whole time my buddy is following me in his car since it's his deep freezer I'm transporting for him.) Then the damn roof of the house and 2 walls go flying out of my truck. AHHHHHH!!!!! NO!!!!!!! I quickly flip on my hazards and pull over on the 12 inch shoulder that probably wasn't even a shoulder to begin with. I jump outta the truck and go running back to the house in the middle of the road. Now picture a pregnant woman running up the autobahn, holding her belly and a cigarette hanging out of her mouth

Let It Die
We had fire in our eyes In the beginning I Never felt so alive In the beginning you You blame me but It's not fair when you say that I didn't try I just don't want to hear it anymore I swear I never meant to let it die I just don't care about you anymore It's not fair when you say that I didn't try I just don't care about you anymore We had time on our side In the beginning we We had nothing to hide In the beginning you You blame me but It's not fair when you say that I didn't try I just don't want to hear it anymore I swear I never meant to let it die I just don't care about you anymore It's not fair when you say that I didn't try I just don't care about you anymore You say that I didn't try You say that I didn't try You say that I didn't try I swear I never meant to let it die I just don't care about you anymore It's not fair when you say that

Gimme A High 5
Yes, gimme 5! Just 5! That's all I am asking for. Click this pic here. Now comment 5 times. Easy, simple and fun. Help this little redhead, country girl win this contest. PLEEEEEEEZE You'll get a special comment from me for helping too :D After you leave the comments on the contest page , send me a message that you gave me a HIGH 5 and I will get your special comment to you As Soon As Possible. :)

Life
life is a gift theres nothing worth missing out of. what makes life a gift you might ask. well it starts with family.. then comes friends the ones to be there to pick you up when you fall to be there shining bright like a star in the darkest of nights. to be there as a flame to warm you up in the coldest of days. thats what makes it worth all living for.

Immature
Reading some cun't mumm about men being immature, I came to a conclusion that I hate serious people...esp serious women for some reason. While my mental capacity is of a full grown fox, I have estimated my mental age to be roughly stuck at 12 years. I laugh at nonsense words, make fangs out of pasta,laugh at people, use really inappropriate language, and make dead baby jokes. If someone doesn't like it, they can go fuck themselves, since I'm not about to change. Occasionally I'll get some cuntish stare at a bar or other public place, but then my glare stops them in their tracks. Immaturity rules, and I'm proud to say I am one of the most immature people you could meet.

Asleep - The Smiths
Asleep - The Smiths Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep Im tired and i I want to go to bed Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep And then leave me alone Dont try to wake me in the morning cause I will be gone Dont feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I will feel so glad to go Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep I dont want to wake up On my own anymore Sing to me Sing to me I dont want to wake up On my own anymore Dont feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I really want to go There is another world There is a better world Well, there must be Well, there must be Well, there must be Well, there must be Well ... Bye bye Bye bye Bye ...

My Survey
I'm FUCKIN BORED< THERE On Your Toes SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey What is your -MIDDLE- Name? Grigorievna (meaning belongs to Greg in Russian) How old do you feel? 12 Where would you like to live? Scotland Cats or Dogs? Cats Vacation Atmosphere? Rainy day in Scottish highlands Baths or Showers? showers What is the sickest thing youve ever found in your food? a pube What movie moment really makes you squirm? blah blah blah Describe your mother. an assexual crazy scientist nerd with a PhD that picks mushrooms Describe your father. an engineering genius pimp Siblings? nope, step sister Tell me an interesting story from your past. I was chased by mafia peoples If anyone could kill you...who would you want it to be? my vagina Forget how you want to die, how do you want to live? my vagina You spot a spider beginning to spin its web....what do you do? leave it alone How do you feel about bats? like em Speaking of bats...ever been in a cave? yes Pick a noise y

User #476584 = Fake Fungirl
This is an easy one, so I won't be too dramatic This user: Is a big fat fake. Joined 2006 with 15 pics and no salute. At least try and get a better default. If you or anyone you know buys this a blast, please tell them. They truly rank among the most mindless people on Fubar. Here's "it's" page, go say hi..lol Fungirl! blast to see my NSFW pics@ fubar And of course I'd like to thank once again those who stay positive about reality around here, you are what really matters. Hope everyone has a good week, thanks for reading, rating, and of course telling your friends to stop by and check it out, it is what it is. It's the truth Peace.

Auctioning Off A Flying Monkey Bling!
How many fubucks would you pay for a FLYING MONKEY BLING? You know it gives good points... Im auctioning it off here in my blog because I no longer am I VIP and I can't upload photos to my albums. So please post what you are bidding as a comment in this blog...thank you! I will be taking bids until 9 p.m. central time.... TONIGHT!

Shadow Levelers Ids
I am pleased too announce that Frozen Mystical Dreams is making the whole team new Leveler Ids. She is working on one for everyone.. All members need too rate all of them. It takes alot of time too make these. Show her the love for putting the time in too doing these for all of us. The best part is you dont have too order on she is just making them for all. Please show her lotsa love and thank her for the work and the time she is putting into this for each of us. Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz@ fubar

06-21-08 Staturday (quitting)
June 21, 2008 ust in case you didn't know - it's: "Plant Your Pickle Day"! No really ... The longest day of the year once was concidered that, err ummm -or- maybe my old gal pal of mine was just giving me a hint that went right =whoosh=over my head? There's only a few of my good friends that I've NEVER forgot their birthday and Sandy is one, she turned 60 today. So, even though I haven't seen much of her these last few years (since I quit drinking) I realized it was her birthday as soon as I wrote the date down first time & called Her immediately to wish her well & stuff.

Hello My Fubar Friends!!!
My friend Thomas and my curiosity brought me here and Fubar was an extremely different experience for me...challanging as well but I think I can say I was lucky to meet a few wonderful people here which I value very much! I have learned quite a lot too... smiling, how to make nice graphics as well... I sent roses to some of you to THANK YOU for being Special and show you how much I appreciated you! I really do and... please, never change!!! I am leaving Fubar for a few different reasons which I would rather not to talk about... Thomas convinced me to leave my page as it is in case I decide to come back...so I will...you will just not see me around unless...I come here to...just check on you, wink! and leave my foor print on your page! Thank You kindly for your warm words and good bye gifts...I was really touched/moved by that! My Best Wishes to you all...success with your plans, love and happiness! ALWAYS!

A Little Pu$$y With An Ax To Grind
Today some jackass little bitch decided to take out her deficiencies as a human being on me by stealing my pic(s), claiming to be me and posting a mumm saying that i'm gay. I'm not gay but if i was, that'd be okay with me. This is her link if you wanna check her out; http://www.fubar.com/user/1960637 If she has contacted you and said derogatory things about/to you, i apologize. Just now i was told that the profile has been deleted. I'm sure she'll have another up & running shortly. Assholes seldom take time off from being assholes.

How Do You Like This Spread?!!
I was watching the news today and the Heinz company pulled this Mayo ad in the UK after receiving 200...yes 200 complaints. Do you think this ad should have been pulled and do you think an ad like this would be successful in the States?? Let me hear what you think..........

Took Long Enough
But I finally got all the "bagheads" deleted from my friends list. It took me almost an hour. One of the bouncers gave me the link to delete them and all I had to do was plug in the member number. I knew I didn't have 270 some odd friends. And the stupid bagheads didn't show up in the view all friends where you can delete people. I guess it's my OCD or anal retentiveness, but I'm excited that I got my friends list cleared out and organized. :) All in all, I think I deleted somewhere around 900 friends and a lot of them were deleted accounts.

Bye Bye Mary...
i love you mary, my other mother, that i should have gone and spent more time with lately.... but she was so great, and she's telling me from heaven to suck it up, have a glass of wine and be happy... i love you mary, i'll miss you

Pics....
To my friendship circle family....I would like to make pics for all of you in group to use as comments,etc.Especially those of you that have just joined or come back and I hadn't gotten a chance to make any for you yet.Please leave me your favorite things and colors here so I can refer back to this.If you would also like ur pics on them please send me the pics you want me to use in a mail message.I will send the finished pics in a mail message cause I am maxed out on my pics.Thank you and I hope you will all love your pics.

In Physical Pain..
woke up this morning... picked up my head a lil to the right to see what time it was and got this really sharp pain in my neck all the way to my shoulder..down my arm just a lil bit. since than haven't been able to move my neck to the right. every time i move it the wrong way..i get that sharp agonizing pain. it was really bad at first but now it's not as bad. i can move it lil by lil to the right. still get that pain. it hurts but i'm dealing with it. tryin to make it where i can move my head freely. i know don't over due it..might do something worse. no worries i'm being careful. and handling the pain. no pain no gain. right. i mean if i don't i might as well stay this way. also taking some tylenol(sp?) yea idk what that's doing. lol can't see a doctor till 2 days. and by than it might be gone. so i'm jus dealing with it. just letting ya'll know since i haven't been on today till now. been laying down all day. it sucks just laying there. if i sleep to much i get headach

Kiss My A$$
to all leveling groups u can kiss my a$$ if i have ne of u r on my friends list im bumping u off wats the point of being a leveling group if u wont help ppl level unless there 100k or less wats the f__king point if ur going to be a leveling group get off ur ass and help ppl level and not just at 100k or less do it when there 300k or more thats when they need the help is when its the hardest to kill points hell i even offer to pay for help but my fubux arnt good enuff so to end this off im just going to say ur no help to ne one on fubar so u might as well get the f__k walking and find something eles ur better at then that cuz ur not a leveling group ur just a pain in the a$$ if ur going to looka t this at least rate the s_o_b plz and leave ur thoughts ty

Hi , I'm Back .
Wanted to say hi to everyone and say thanks for not forgetting me . I have been off line for a while now . I have alot of things that have changed since I was last on. I have moved and am now living in Texas. I have moved out here to start a new life .We all need a new start every now and than and this is it for me . I hope everything is well for all of you . Thank you again for not forgetting about me .Have a great day . Tom

Hello Everyone!
I am writing this to tell you all that with my contest up and running, and the bar tab just flying by, I will probably miss some of the rates you leave me. I am not doing this intentionally, it's just that there are so many people comment bombing, it is next to impossible to keep up. Sooooooooo, if you have rated any of my things, and I have missed you, PLEASE let me know so I can return the "love" you left me. Hopefully, the contest will end in a week or so and things will get back to some normalcy. Thank you and I hope you understand!

I Am Fed Up!!!!!!!!
What Norman/Norma/Tigger/Dixie Posted about the Diamond Vault: and this is my response: here's something else for you to post on your acct as a blog or whatever. you were sent the invite to the lounge by mistake, as sweet did not know that you were asked not to come back. you came in and left one of your many saved little comments. you had an attitude, you were banned. stop acting as if you have been wronged, or you are an injured or innocent party in all of this, norman. why dont you post a blog or a picture of something showing the trouble you caused with jaime and myself. even better, why dont you show everyone how you fooled an innocent man into believing that you were a woman and duping him into fu marriage. the time for games is over. leave the diamond vault and its members well enough alone, and you will be left alone by them. If anyone has anything they wish to add, please feel free to do so in the comments.

.........flippin Shame
so i reactivate w/ the army reserves and stuff right!! good times good times! they order my acu's (army uniform slang)!.....that was in march when i first reported and all that stuff i mean...........i cut off all my facial hair ( i miss my beard sighnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn)! any ways now its july ....and guess what? they just finaly sent my damn acu pants. i mean seriously what the hell i didn't get my top or my name tag or unit crest or anything just my damn pants!OOGA BOOGA (just one time) so anyways my first pt test i took in march i did like 40 push ups, 35 sit ups and like ran a 23 min 2 mile .......epic failure right there and i was 230 lbs w/ my body fat like 25%. i was a fat ass july comes around ....i did like ....65 push ups, 60 sit ups and dismantled 6 1/2 mins off my damn run. i still suck at the run but damn 6 1/2 mins in a 4 month span.....NOT BAD NOT BAD AT ALL.....and now im 205 lbs........AND NOT THAT FAT ...lil beer gut but ya know ladies like the beer gut ....

I'm So Smart!
I've been battling with Apple and my ISP here in GA over this "connection reset by peer" nonsense. Well I've gone to a few places by my apartment that I know have free wifi, but I still couldn't download the updates. Then today it dawns on me THE PUBLIC LIBRARY! So I go on my TomTom to find then nearest pulbic library and it's about 8 or 9 minutes away, not bad. But I call them first to make sure they have wifi. The lady was so nice on the phone and told me the whole building is wifi. So I got in my truck and headed that way. When I got here I was flabbergasted, the place looks like the Taj Mahal of libraries. I kid you not, this library looks beautiful. It's three stories and everything is state of the art. Well I found a nice desk in the magazine room and sat down. I got out my lovely MacBook and turned it on. It recognized the public wifi and I was connected. I went to the internet and it was lightning fast. Then I crossed my fingers and went to software updates. The system found th

Missing U....
I'm missing you like crazy, Sometimes i think I'm going mad. I simply can't stop thinking of the special times we had. Each moment lasts an hour, Each hour turns into days. The clock is ticking slowly, Just because you went away. I need you here beside me, I just want to see your face. To feel your precious heartbeat, And be lost in your embrace. I gaze out of the window, And look up at the moon. I play the waiting Game, Wishing you would be here soon. They say good things come to those who wait, Well I only hope it's true. For I can't bare the emptiness, That comes from missing you! More mushy stuff from me to u! If u have ever cared for sum 1 u cant be with for 1 reason or anutha im sure u will understand this one...

Post Your Midget!
Get YOUR midget from the top toolbar, where it says "MY"... click on the line for MIDGET, copy the text in the text box (click copy to clipboard) and paste into the comment box (Control V). THANKS!!

Damn Kiss :p
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My best mate once stabbed me in the hand with a pen 2. I used to be a bully to certain people at school, but only when they deserved it 3. I weigh over 14st (195+pounds) 4. Am 6ft tall or there abouts 5. I used to eat a shit load of chocolate everyday, including more than 5 twix's and 3 milky ways on some occasions 6. I did a paper round everyday for three years, sometimes two on the same day. 7. I'm surprisingly fast for someone my size, especially when I have a reason to run. 8. I make random monkey noises most days (nutcase) 9. My self esteem is pretty low 10. My dad died last year (most of the people I talk to on her

Black Bubbles
So I have developed a theory at last... Do the black bubbles mean that someone has logged out, but left their status the same?... It's either that or no one will answer me as to why they have a black bubble... which is also possible.

Playlist Thingy
You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step). Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! And so is looking at my other blogs. So here's my top 10: 1) When you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath you take (metal- addicted saving abel) 2) Your friends they stand around they watch you crumble As you falter down to the ground (SBS-far behind by candlebox) 3) Beauty over wisdom to fit in with this time ( 4) Another night gone and I know there will be another way I'm leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye 5) but I know as they hammered those nails into your beautiful hands 6) If

Sorry I Can't Help My Spankers
Sorry I can't help my spankers and friends im going back to the Medical Center for more tests thay need to run on me .. I hade a head stroke this week .. I love all my fu- friends & my spankers xoxoxo scotty

Erotica
My pussy just can't take any more. I can feel blood pulsing through my arteries, rushing down between my legs. The urgency of orgasm makes my mind go blank. I can no longer think. My throbbing clit is the focus of my universe. "Uhhng... ooohh! Oh yes, yes yes YES!!" My whimperings are the only connection between my brain and the rest of the world. I'm conscious of my own voice... wishing it could be louder, scream out full force. Sometimes I think the louder I can be, the better my orgasm is. I dip my fingers into my slit, drawing out more of my delicious juices to lubricate my clitoris. My left middle finger draws imaginary circles around my clit, occasionally sliding down to play with my engorged inner lips. I pinch some of that delectable flesh between my finger and thumb. This is one of my favorite tricks because it pulls on my clit. The feeling is indirect but so very arousing. My right hand plays with the nipple clamps that have become some of my most beloved toys. My ni

Funny
My friends brother posted this on his MySpace Bulletin...He's funnier than hell/well at least I think so :P Anyway, if you have my same sense of humor then this is worth a read/laugh :D Date: Jul 24, 2008 8:36 PM Subject: I'm not gay. I just like weiners. Body: 1) Do you have a dirty mind? no, i have a dirty butt 2) Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? yeah...sex with a girl. that's icky!! 3) What do you look forward to most in the upcoming months? sex with dudes 4) Who are you thinking about right NOW? Rico...he's got the right touch. 5) Who is the last male(s) you rode in a car with? well...I rode Bobby Lite IN a car....that count? 6) Who is the last person to make you laugh? When? Myself like 10 min ago...I got out of the shower and saw myself naked. what a hoot. 7) Have you ever been stalked? I prefer to do the stalking 8) Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35? by the time i'm 35 th

Sytycd Part...whatever Part It Is.
So here comes another tedious TV blog. Yay! My vacation made me miss two episodes so I'll only address them in short having watched them on Tivo. Having Comfort come back was not something that made me happy but I guess people get hurt so whatever. I thought for sure she would just make a quick exit and then be followed the next week by Kherington. I got the order mixed up which was somewhat shocking but either way, the remaining three girls are deserving to be the final three and that's what's important. On the guy side I really thought Gev was improving and that Mark would be the next to go but it wasn't a huge shock that Gev got the boot. What happened the next week though was beyond shocking. Will was easily the most talented dancer on the show. He was making other extremely talented dancers look bad at times just because he was that good. But since it's a voting show I guess a lot of people figured he didn't need the votes as much as others and somehow he lost and now he's

Son Of A Female Dog
I'm on my way home this evening, passing a side road where a car was turning out of and this asswipe hit me. I was going to pull over but when I looked in the rear view they were speeding off. I pulled a u-ie (ewe-ie, yooey, u-ey... whatever, none of them are looking right, I'm not sure I've ever had to spell that before) and chassed them. There were a couple cars between us but finally I caught up to them at a stop light only to have them turn left, running the red light. I was able to keep my eye on them for a while but ran into another stop light behind a line of traffic and lost them for good. I was able to flag down a police officer (they are so hypocritical, prostitution is illegal but you should have seen how fast he stopped when I flashed him my bewbiez). At that point I got out of my car and together we checked out the damage. It's not that bad, it can be buffed out, but that's not the point. It's the principle of the matter. Whatever the reason causing him to take of

Paint Chips
Recently I found an amazing livejournal blog where people from Russia that were born between 76 and 82 share their recollections of various trends, habits, styles, slang words, etc that were "in" in the 80s and 90s Russia. It brought back so many memories that I almost lost, including a couple of really disturbing ones: I remember when we just discovered that there was such thing as gum, we started doing something completely repulsive: chewing concrete tar. I remember being 7 years old with my friends, peeling off little bits of fresh concrete off the ground, and chewing them like gum.. Same was done with a window sealant, that was white, thus more resembling gum. We also tried to make Russian gum resemble American colored one, and colored strips of gum with markers or mixed it with shavings from colored pencils. When some lucky kid had gum, that gum was passed around between 6 or 7 kids, from mouth to mouth. (yuckk) I guess this explains a lot about me ;p

Lounge Spammers
Ok, so it started out with this guy up my ass about some lounge thing... As always, bottom to top. ->Kybassman-...: Meh, a friend made the pic for me, I thought it was cute. I'm using it as my default as a thanks to him, but nice job at assessing how I am and stuff. Kybassman-...: and begging people to look at your boobs. figured you would like the attention ->Kybassman-...: language?..here, how about i speak a few words your lounge members woudl understand and profess a desire to see. BESTIALITY.....Necrophilia...Dendrophilia.....4 way mexican gang bangs..Bukakke?...any of these sound familiar to you or your homies? Kybassman-...: lol well your language shows your lack of intelligence so you could not hold a coverstaionwith us anwyays ->Kybassman-...: I've gotten the same fucking message four times in three days. I've told all the others to fuck off, I'll tell the same to you. ->Kybassman-...: you wouldnthappen to be a size 14, would you? Kybassman-...: lol

Last Day And I Am So Close!
Today is the last day of the auction! Drew is offering a bonus to the one with the most rates!! I wouldn't be trying so hard if I wasn't fu poor. :( I love to give gifts to friends and am sometimes generous beyond my fu means...lol I am currently behind the leader by only 11 rates! Please pass this on to your friends! I appreciate it!! Thank you lovely people!

Am I An Addict?
That word truly says it all! I am an addict! I am addicted to this man and all that he does! Go love up my new sexy owner and I will send some love back to you! Rate all his pics and stash (which isn't very much) When your done send me a Pm to recieve the goods! The first 5 to Pm me will also get some bling to go along with it!! Trust me he is a friend you won't regret having! ÇåÐêñ ... ÇðllårêÐ §låvê †ð MåÐåm Kïrïwill make you squirm Brought to you by his sexy slave... Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ Your Future Ex Gf Much Love from Kiri!

Caught
She stands naked, feet comfortably apart so her legs don't touch. Waiting. He usually starts sex standing up, so he can handle her all around. And so she is there. Vulnerable. Waiting. Coming from behind her, he slides one hand down and around to her belly, the other upward to the breast. His handling is sure and firm. He pulls her closer and kisses the nape of her neck, and she has a sense of being taken by the man despite first offering herself. His handling is gentle, reverent. It is always how he begins sex and one of the best ways he romances her. She watches as he worships her, turning to face her and lowering himself to his knees to smell and kiss her belly. Now running lips lightly over the downy hairs of her belly, a hand on her inner thigh, she is teased with the possibility that he will service her more thoroughly. He squeezes her thigh, reminding her of his presence, and begins to rub her leg. He is attentive, feeling the tension in her body, deciding if she needs it

Rating Revolution Plz Read And Comment !
It has been brought to my attention that we are having sum issues with ppl trying to add members from our roll call but cant cause they are blocked. So you need to check the roll call and make sure you have everyone F/A/R! If you have anyone one of them on you ignore list you need to remove them. Because of there is anyone that has problems with another member or on their ignore list and refuses to unblock them .. you will be asked to leave the crew. If there is 2 ppl that can't get along with each other than they will be removed from the family. This is not High School! Please comment to let us know that you have read and understood this blog.. On each friend request make sure you place joining the rating revolution. Thats a must please!! Thanx!!! Brought to you by EnchantinRose~LadyPhoenix~Co~Founder~Rating Revolution ~DemonCrew~PhattyGirls@ fubar

Snake Eyes Radio Cam Action!
TO GO ON CAM IN OUR LOUNGE YOU MUST KNOW THE FOLLOWING: FIRST YOU NEED TO BE APPROVED by STAFF! YOU MUST ALSO READ & SIGN CAM RULES To be on TV! in SNAKE EYES LOUNGE AFTER BEING APROVED BY STAFF ALL MEMBERS MUST READ AND SIGN CAM RULES!! (Click the Tv to see Cam rules)

Mugging #2
Again this one happened when I was 13/14 ish. On my way home from school was pushed into someone's front garden by 5 or so older kids. Tossed 'em 50p (all I had anyway) so I could get outta there. Best part of this story though is just before I got home I came across a couple of other kids I knew. I told 'em what just happened and one of 'em started laughing. I just flipped, grabbed his head and slammed his face into my knee three times. Felt better after that :D

I'm A Stalker Roflmao Ok
If any one has used ( Bored?) its under fun & games link. So if you have used bored you will notice you rate a picture it moves to the next one in Fubar using a random order or something. And if you have rated a picture before they still come up with that said. I've been get a lot of paranoid people thinking I'm stalking them because I cross their page and not rate or any thing, lol, I guess I could down rate there picture let them know I'm not just staling then rate it up the next time ROFLMAO. And for the ones that have me blocked for this lol your loss all I was doing is what most beg for on here rating. So are they A. Paranoid or B. I'm a Stalker

School Supplies
Ugh. Schools supply nothing anymore. I'm not even allowed to label the supplies I buy my son because they all just go in a big pot for everyone to use. Not only that, I have to buy more than my son would ever use because the broke asses can't take 10$ out of their big dollar clothes shopping spree(cuz haven't you noticed the welfare folks always seem to be wearing expensive brands?). I'm super annoyed. I can't even buy my son fun folders because anyone could use them. I had to buy gender neutral colors. I think I may look into private school. It shouldn't be my responsibility to make up for others just because I'm not poor enough to be on the reduced lunch program.

Who Wants Me?
Wahoo check me out guys!!! This is Jonlees Video salute I had made for him.. You all like it? Is there anyone else that would like their own personal video salute like this? Let me tell you how Jonlee got me to make him one of these.. I have a folder call The Video Salute folder in my pictures..anyone who rates and comments each one of those pictures all the way to the end will win their own personal salute like this one.. If you want to try and to that which is going to be very hard.. Not to many guys were able to finish all of it then plz you must let me know.. Ok just hit me a shout and say your going for the salute.. Now thats easy enough right? So lets get on this and see how many you guys can finish this time.. ha ha wont be easy..

What Freudian Stage Are You In?
You Are in the Anal Stage of Development According to Dr. Freud, you are stuck in the anal stage of development. If your parents didn't discipline you enough as a young child, you may be messy, reckless, and defiant. If your parents disciplined you too severely as a young child, you may be uptight, stingy, and passive aggressive. No matter where you fall, you are likely to have a few problems with authority. What Freudian Stage Are You In?

Please Pray For My Dad
Im not a religious person by no means but please pray for my dad hes in critical condition at the hospital here in Joetown im here in the waiting room waiting to hear something back about him and Im really hoping that u will keep him in ur thoughts and prayers. He's a great dad and wonderful grandfather. Him and I may have not got along well while I was growing up but as I got older and had my own children I came to respect him more. They dont know what quite happened yet cept he had a massive heart attack they dont know what triggered it. My mom called and told me to go to his house that he was dead. I went over and the ambulance was there i walked in to find my dad in the floor they were trying to revive him but was not getting any response they took him to the ambulance and worked on him there for about twenty minutes brought him out here to the er where they finally got a pulse they had to give him drugs to keep it going and had been breathing for him. The Doctor came out and said

Random Acts Of Awesome!
I was having trouble with my car today. the thingy (technical term if you didn't know) that triggers the break lights when you hit the brakes was stuck in the on position. This drained my battery. I was 2 hours late to work and I had no idea when I was going to get it fixed. I ran into one of the the maintenance guys and asked them if he could just disconnect the battery so it would die again. I gave him my key and went to help the poor girl left at the desk alone all morning. 5 hours later, one of the guys ( didn't even know his name, it's Jaun) came in gave me keys and said Your car is fixed. He wouldn't take money and barely even let me say thank you before he ran out of the lobby. All I can say is... Awesome!

Update #2
I haven't been online this week because I have been spending time with my mother. We have been going to doctors all week. Yesterday was the 2nd cardiologist appointment. They were doing a heart cath on her and she suffered Angina while having it. They rushed her to the hospital for an emergency stint in her artery. They ended up ballooning another artery as well. She is fine this morning. Her surgery had to be put off because of this procedure, but without this her heart wouldn't have survived surgery. It's now set for 3 weeks from now, barring any complications. She will be leaving the hospital this afternoon to go stay with my sister. Once surgery is over she will be coming home with me. I've missed everyone. *Hugs*

For Andi!!!!!!!!!
The Mamas and the Papas California Dreaming All the leaves are brown All the leaves are brown And the sky is grey And the sky is grey I've been for a walk I've been for a walk On a winter's day On a winter's day I'd be safe and warm I'd be safe and warm If I was in L.A. > If I was in L.A. California dreaming California dreaming On such a winter's day Stopped into a church I passed along the way Well, I got down on my knees Got down on my knees And I pretend to pray I pretend to pray You know the preacher likes the cold Preacher likes the cold He knows I'm gonna stay Knows I'm gonna stay California dreaming California dreaming On such a winter's day All the leaves are brown All the leaves are brown And the sky is grey And the sky is grey I've been for a walk I've been for a walk On a winter's day On a winter's day If I didn't tell her If I didn't tell her I could leave today I could leave today C

I'm Healing
Many of you know that I was in a serious car accident earlier this week. It is very apparent that i had a guardian angel with me at the time. The car was totalled and I had to be removed with the jaws of life. Miraculously I sustained no broken bones or serious injury. I am just bruised and banged up pretty good, and very sore right now! I want to thank everyone for their support and good wishes for a speedy recovery. At this time I can only sit at the computer for short periods, and most of that time is spent chatting. I promise to resume rating as soon as I am able. I love all of you!!!! Thank you from the bottom of my heart, kathy

We Had Fun At The Fu County Fair...
Come Visit The Fu County Fair... Who doesn't love the county fair?? Cotton Candy, Carmel Apples, popcorn, rides... having fun with your friends... Visit the Folder Linked Below and rate the pics 10 or better and recieve a pass to the Fu county fair... Message me after you have rated the folder and u will recieve a tag that you attended the fu county fair... Anyone attending the fu county fair will be entered into a drawing to recieve a bling pack. Okie doke here's the train list... It's not in any particular order so please don't be offended... Please A/F/R{add/fan/rate} everybody... make some new friends and have fun… Carnie@ fubar ♡Suga Love Dj @ The Body Shop☆♡@ fubar ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~FU~SLAVE TO MASTER P♥~SHADOW LEVELER~♥~CLUB UNITED~♥~SJEWSP♥@ fubar ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar ~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar the girl next door~

Hmmmmm
"Be fearless and pure; never waver in your determination or your dedication to the spiritual life. Give freely. Be self-controlled, sincere, truthful, loving, and full of the desire to serve... Learn to be detached and to take joy in renunciation. Do not get angry or harm any living creature, but be compassionate and gentle; show good will to all. Cultivate vigor, patience, will, purity; avoid malice and pride. Then, you will achieve your destiny." ~ Krishna from The Bhagavad Gita I am so full of anxiety today!! Worried sbout $, My Kids...etc...nothing unique I know. We all have the same worries. Well have a great day. I am off to fill my soul with good things...xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Fake Friends
I'm so fucking pissed off this morning. One of my friends is so fake I want to knock her the fuck out. She comes around when she wants to, but if she's going through a hard time I'm just suppose to jump when she asks....FUCK HER!!!!! I'm just so fucking pissed I had to vent to my blog.

New Diet
Are you always looking for a new diet. Trouble is that you either don't get enough to eat(starvation diet), any variation(liquid diet) or go broke(all-meat diet). So, people either cheat or quit after 3 days. Now-the new Toddler Miracle Diet. Most two-year olds are trim. Now the formula to their success is here for all. Consult your doctor before starting this diet, otherwise you may be seeing him afterward. Good Luck! DAY 1 Breakfast: A scrambled egg, piece of toast with grape jelly. Eat 2 bites of egg, using your fingers; dump rest on the floor. Take 1 bite of toast, then smear the jelly over your face & clothes. Lunch: 4 crayons(any color), a handful of potato chips & a glass of milk(3 sips only; spill the rest). Dinner: A dry stick, 2 pennies & a nickel, 4 sips of flat Sprite. Bedtime snack: Throw toast on kitchen floor. DAY 2 Breakfast: Pick up & eat stale toast from kitchen floor. Drink 1/2 bottle of vanilla extract or 1 vial of vegetable dye. Lunch: 1/2 tube of Pul

Cuz Mel Loves These :p
You Are Occasionally a Narcissist While you have healthy self esteem, you're really not that full of yourself. Compared to most people, you're quite humble! Though occasionally, you can't help and reflect on how great you are. There's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself - as long as you don't let it go to your head! Are You a Narcissist?

My Umbrella Color
What Your Black Umbrella Says About You When faced with adversity, you respond with authority. You don't let problems faze you. You are naturally powerful and commanding. People look to you to take charge. You are elegant and classy. You know how to always say and do the right thing. While you stand out, you also fit it. You thrive in a variety of situations. On a rainy day: you carry on as normal - a little bad weather isn't going to get in your way! The Umbrella Test

How Boyish Or Girlish Are You?
You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Mumms
So i felt like going through the MUMMs one day and i came a crossed this one... busterxxoo Online (i'm kind ofa biotch 2day!WARNING!) United States HELPFUL NEIGHBORS OR NOT! created @ 09/8/2008 11:49 am mum expired. [EVERYONE] i have neighbors--like we all do-- somehow, i got involved in assisting them day and nite and they ringy ding (that means call me)... i cook for them..i take them everywhere... HOWEVER, i want to work my own business and that takes hours of dedicated time. i adore them, should i say..HEY.. i'll be here at such and such and hour to start your dinners--clean your house...shoot the shit... and you can have a few quality hours OR...LET THEM DOMINATE MY EVERY MOMENT... i love them... its hard to say NO to people you love... call it &say times avail 85.8% (145 votes) they rule I LOVE THEM? 14.2% (24 votes) 169 votes 480 views 44 comments To me it sounds like she is complaining... and if you read the MUMM it never states that these neighbors are

I Was Wondering..
We all know this site has some crazy ass people on it. Weither they start their conversation with "nice boobs" or "wanna see my cock," or they create 50 accounts to harrass the shit outta ya after you say no to seeing your NSFW pics. I was just curious what my friends think of me? Am I truly a nice guy or a fake crazy ass perv? Spill your beans and don't hold back. I want to know.

Tool Sober
Thanks TOOL for this popping into my head...my all time favorite TOOL song :) Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take. Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come. Jesus, wont you fucking whistle. something but the past and done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. Mother mary, wont you whisper. something but the past is done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I

Dylan/tattoo
"ALL THE TRUTH IN THE WORLD ADDS UP TO ONE BIG LIE" - BOB DYLAN i love this quote...i want to get it as a tattoo. i thought about an arm band, but that seems so cliche to me. so i was thinking on my foot. starting at the toes and going up to my ankle. what do you guys think?? i want to get a tat in honor of bob dylan, most of you already know why. someone mentioned a portrait tat, but i really don't like those, and it really wouldn't fit with any of my other tats. yes i know my rosary doesn't fit either. at one time it had meaning to me, still kinda does. the artist did a shity job on it though, and i'm pissed. yes i saw his work, and even talked to other people he's tatted before. he actually is really good. idk why he just didn't do good on mine. so i'm either gonna get it fixed somehow or covered or just remove it when i have the money.

Hello To All
I like for you all to check the rollcall and tell me if you on it or not i want to make sure all the members i have are on it and up to date on it. And please dont forget out DOD for today is lil angel show her some luz. I hope the rest of you are doing well thank you for your time EnchantinRose

Blame Seamus
Questions --- (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? I think so, I don't remember who's in there anymore (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Whenever (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? yeah :/ Only once from drinking though (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? you mean people pay for that kinda thing? 8-p (5) Shower or bath while having sex? shower... baths wash away the lubrication and make friction :/ (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? *gigglesn0rtz* Agressive (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? Of course (8) Love or Money? Yes, please (9) Credit cards or cash? Cash, I don't like debt (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? Yep (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? Depends (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? bank of the Huron River (13) Would you shave your entire body (including you

What Kind Of Drinking Woman Are You?
You Are a White Wine Woman Breezy and casual, you know how to have fun when you're drinking. And even though you can kick back with a few drinks, you never let things get out of hand. Alcohol is not a social lubricant for you... it just enhances your already sparkling personality. You prefer to date a man who is optimistic, friendly, and funny. What Kind of Drinking Woman Are You?

I Dont Know What To Do Anymore
My husband and I have been split up for about 5 months now after being together for 7 years. I found out about a month and a half ago that he has been living with another woman for about 3 and 1/2 months now. When she found out about me she pushed for him to file for divorce so we met up and signed papers. He insisted on being the one to go turn them in to the court for whatever reason (normally he would have left something like that up to me). Well when I call the court to make sure everything was turned in and right they say he turned in everything but the page that was signed and notarized (the most important paper) and a paper that only he had to fill out. Tell me he didn't do that on purpose! Well now he won't talk to me and he avoids me at all cost even when I am trying to sign new papers. I don't understand what is going on. He is the one that left and said he wanted a divorce so despite the fact that I still love him with all my heart I have tried to just get it over with. I ha

Do You Need To Get A Life?
Your score is: 40 What does your score mean? You usually don’t let life pass you by but you’re also not one to seize every single opportunity life has to offer. One needs a sense of stability as well as exhilaration. You enjoy trying new things and experiencing life to the fullest, but you’re also content lying low every now and then to enjoy some downtime. Granted, life has a lot to offer and you want to conquer as much of it as you can – you just don’t want to do it all in one weekend. Keep in mind however, that if you find yourself cooped up in your house telling your cat about a funny joke you heard that day, you may need to step out a bit more and find some human contact. Pronto! http://www.queendom.com/queendom_tests/transfer?req=MXw5NTh8MzM5MDI4NHwwfDE=&refempt=1

My Mammogram - Feel Your Boobies!
For those who did not know, I had a Mammogram done recently that detected something "dense and nodular" in my left breast. I had to get another Mammogram to look more into it to see if it might be cancer, then an Ultrasound for another look. The tech examined the scans and measured a dark hole appearing spot I too saw on the screen (a scary sight), plus whatever else she did to get the images the doctors needed for a better diagnosis. This scared the hell out of me while waiting almost a week (twice)for the results. I worried, I cried and I also wondered what I would do if I had cancer..... Well the results came in today and I just wanted to let all the wonderful people who encouraged me to stay strong and positive and to keep my head up, that they were here to support me.... I DO NOT HAVE BREAST CANCER!!!! My nurse said the mammo results was negative and that the dark appearing spot was a benign fatty cyst! THANK YOU EVERYONE! YOU ALL ARE A BLESSING and I AM SO VERY

My Friends
HEY MY DEARS. JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO REALLY THANK MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. MY ACCOUNT WAS DELETED ON SEPTEMBER 5TH SO I HAD TO START ALL OVER. I HAD OVER 900 PICS AND LOST THEM ALL...WORKIN ON MORE! :D HAD OVER 1000 FRIENDS THAT I WAS TOO LAZY TO DELETE. SO THANK YOU FUBAR FOR THAT. LOL. ANYWAYS, I KNOW IT MIGHT SEEM LIKE IVE BEEN ALL ABOUT LEVELIN LATELY BUT I WAS ALMOST LEVEL 23 WHEN I WAS DELETED SO I WAS TRYIN TO GET BACK THERE. IM OVER IT THOUGH. YOU GUYS REALLY ARE AWESOME. ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT IT TOOK ME 4 MONTHS TO GET WHERE I AM TODAY ON HERE. AND MY FRIENDS LIST IS AWESOME. YOU GUYS ACTUALLY TALK TO ME....BOUT SOMETHING MORE THAN GETTIN WITH ME. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU. BIG HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL OF YOU!

Witches Train
Theres a new train on Fubar!!! To join this witches train, rate the pics in the folder, starting with the link below. Once you have rated the pics, go to my blog titled Silver Wheel and R/F/A ALL members. If you have someone already added, rerate them if you haven’t and leave a comment on their page saying your joining the Silver Wheel Train. Once you have finished, send Natural_Witch or MysticFaerie a message that your done and Mystic will make you a tag with your nic on it. This is meant to be a fun ride for witches and friends of witches so NO DRAMA. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! ~Natural_Witch~ *Owned by LarryB*Co-Owner of Club United*Steelers Mafia* No Fan No Add*@ fubar ~MysticFaerie~@ fubar ~*~sugarNspice~*~Bad Girl~*~Dirty Diamond Crew~*~ Fu Angel ~*~Owner of Devilishly Delicious*@ fubar Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Captain ~ Fu Owned by Steve!@ fubar mickirj03@ fubar earthdaughter*Fu- Bomber *~ R/L/G/F 2

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmkay
So I came in today to blow some fubucks :) and cancel my VIP it expires whenever. I like coming in every now and then to visit..but really not much visiting gets done. this happens. my lists stay as they are..I won't be deleting anyone or anything..but maybe pictures or something. We all know my moods come and go, but this site just isn't so much fun for me. I have met all the idiot local men I care to...and for those of you local gals out there I can only wish you better luck. Most have my yahoo or my myspace...or most recently that other site full of mummers :) Funny though I haven't really ever been included in those delightful mummers posters ever posted on this site. Those who have been around for the last two years know I have been there all along...but really its just a HUGE oversite..maybe because I'm short or invisible or my BOOBS aren't exceptional LOL...knot the case I know. haha! Anyways you can find me if you really need me...but I know only a handful will. Thats ok

To My Friend, My Son, My Dog.
For the last 4 1/2 years little pal, you have been so loyal, so much of a constant, that life without you will never be the same. I was closer to you my lil Dingo than I have been to most people in this world, closer than I cared to get to most people anyway. I woke this morning, only 24 hours after your passing, tears from my eyes, loneliness in my heart, I slept without you to guard over me, but I wouldnt call it sleep. In hope that I will be satisfied , I will build you the most beautiful tomb, I hope the articles I buried with you are things you would have wanted to take into the afterlife with you. Little guy be sure and find my Father and Grand Father and Aunt Judy up there lil man, they will care for you till I get to join you again my lil friend, You can never be replaced and your passing was so sudden. As you lay dying in my arms yesterday )ct 1st 2008, I wondered what I would do without you, and so far I still wonder.. the house was so lonely without you , it always will be,

Closure
I trusted him. I believed him. I made excuses for him. No not abusive but a long distance relationship. Well if you can call it that looking back. I respected him and kept things quiet for the most part told my friends about us no one we had in common. He said it was cause he didn't want anyone to know his private life. I wanted to believe that but I now wonder how many others did he have believing him, believing they were special to him. He would make promises but not follow through then say that he didn't want me questioning his honesty because that was the most important thing to him. He just had a lot going on. I wasn't a FU girl friend that was never what I wanted yet it turned into all I was. I guess he wanted to see how much he could get from me. I kept giving, not things but emotions something I hold very close and almost never give out. I can't believe I fell for that I would tell anyone they are a fool. But I guess I'm so desperate to believe someone cou

Personality
What's Your Personality Like?Friendly.You are friendly and easy to get along with. You treat people with respect and how they should be treated. You never let your friends down, and you never make promises that you aren't willing to keep.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

It Has To Get Better
So I'm sure some people have noticed my "this year got worse" status. The reason for that? I lost my job today. Yep. I was fired. I had been put on final warning months ago for my attendance and it was going to be a month to month basis with no set end date for the warning. Which means you can't have any unschedule absences (ugh okay my spelling sucks but give me a break it's been a long afternoon). That means they need 24 hour notice of you being off. Well there was one day I left early from being sick. My boss calls me in..."you do realize that's an occurence". Um...wtf!? Since when? Oh an occurence is basically when you call off and they don't have that 24 hour approval. Mind you they cut us slack of allowing 5 before we start getting in trouble for it. I was like no. Since I've worked there it always took 5 leave-early's or come in lates to equal one occurence. I mean why should being an hour late count the same as not being there the entire day, right??? This wa

Week 5 Standings
Wow this week really made a difference for you guys :D Good job on all your picks. The leaders as follows: 1st Place Kelly with 49-74 2nd Place It's Just Me with 47-74 3rd Place Drill, Vix, and Papi with 44-74 4th Place Red Alert, Superman, Texi, and JP with 43-74 5th Place Spanky with 41-74 6th Place Tom and I with 40-74 7th and 8th Place Manny and Buff with 38-74 Will with 36-74 Scores of 35 or lower.. gotta study up guys and make sure you get your picks in! ;) Alchy with 35 Carrie with 34 Texi and McLovin with 33 Porch with 31 DFresh with 27 Patches and RadioX with 25 TZR with 23 Rich and Bonz with 22 Crow with 9 (first week) Good luck next week guys.. going to be more tough games. Pick wisely :)

A Little Change To The Dod For Next Coupla Weekends!!
For the next 3 weeks we will only be doing the DOD on monday through friday....The reason for this is we are going to open the next three weekends for rate days for the leaders. The reason for this is because there have been a couple instances where the current DOD picks one of the crew leaders or owner for DOD and I have to deny it because of the rules. I feel really bad and I dont want anybody to feel like they are cheated so the schedule for the next few weekends are as follows...... Saturday October 11th....Enchanted Rose (Founder) Sunday October 12th.....Mz Attitude(crew leader) Saturday October 18th....Wizard(enforcer/ tagmaker) Sunday October 19th....Evil Angel(crew leader) Saturday October 25th....Shadow Bomber Zman(crew leader) Sunday October 26th....Zorack(crew leader) We need to have a special day set aside for these people because they are the ones that make this family run so good!! They work hard and deserve lots of love!!! Even Wizard ...Even though he

Holy Fucking Shit!!!
Now I'm blocked from leaving comments...for some unknown reason. WTF? I SB every bouncer online, and none of them fucking answer me. This is pure and unadulterated horse-shit. Why the fuck are my comments taken away? I don't need this fucking abuse. This is bullshit, this site is bullshit, and everything here is bullshit FUCK YOU FUCK YOU and FUCK YOU

Ridiculous
Okay, fubar has officially gotten ridiculous. You've got to be fuckin' kidding me. A pony for 1000 credits. Oh, and while I'm at it. I'm pissed the Auto-11s went from 20 credits to 35 credits. I'm never going to get one now. I fuckin' hate fubar and it's commerciality now. This place used to be fun. Now it's all about making the owners money and that's it. /end rant

2 Years Gone
Joined: October 1, 2006 Cannot believe I've been on this site for that long, seems that time has just flown past. The good has always outweighed the bad for me though and I have had good friends since almost the first moment and up to now. None of which I will ever forget. Sad as it may seem, I fit in better with people here than outside of here, but it's better than fitting in nowhere. So thank you all for allowing me to be me, and for putting up with it.

Death?
So I was browsing mydeathspace.com, and I was amazed how many young people died from drug OD. That made me feel so...indifferent. It really pisses me off that there are young people that die of horrible diseases, accidents, etc. Something that is totally out of their control. And then you have complete fucking morons, thinking that they are invincible and can get instant gratification from the garbage they have injected/snorted/other shit. I feel pity for their parents, but am glad the world is ridden of yet another fucktard. People that die cause of their own stupidity had it comin.

Suck At Life
Ok so in my lil bitty life I have always done everything right.. saved money always paid my bills early and so on.. anyways so now trying to apply for an apartment I am denied because I have no rental history yet a perfect credit score.. UGH FUCK.. You know if I was a single mom to 20 kids with different daddies waisting my fucking life away I would not have these issues.. but since im a responsible fucking adult I get screwed.. BLAGH

And So The Lord Said......
........so shall it be done. I've officially dropped "the freak" from my name. It was time to put the freak to bed (dont worry he still resides there, lol). Anyways, call me matt or matty or whatever cute nickname ya got for me now, my name is matt (obviously) so let go with my new flow lol. hi everyone :)

What Color Is Your Kiss?
Your Kiss is Pink For you, kissing is pure happiness... simple as that. You definitely get a little blissed out from kissing, even if you're a bit shy about it. You won't kiss just anyone. Your kisses are special! Young at heart, you still get very excited the first time you kiss someone. Kissing Type: Generous People See Your Kisses as: Sweet You Kiss Best With: A Black Kisser Stay away from: An Orange Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

Joyful Girl
"Joyful Girl" i do it for the joy it brings because i'm a joyful girl because the world owes me nothing and we owe each other the world i do it because it's the least i can do i do it because i learned it from you i do it just because i want to because I want to everything i do is judged and they mostly get it wrong but oh well 'cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged and the woman who lives there can tell the truth from the stuff that they say and she looks me in the eye and says would you prefer the easy way? no, well o.k. then don't cry and i wonder if everything i do i do instead of something i want to do more the question fills my head i know that there's no grand plan here this is just the way it goes and when everything else seems unclear i guess at least i know i do it for the joy it brings... -Ani DiFranco happy hour hugs for any who comment :)

Anal
So, I was inspired by a mumm made earlier about gettin pregnant from anal "Can you get pregnant from anal sex? It's unlikely -- the anus is not connected to the female reproductive tract in any way. However, under certain conditions, pregnancy could occur. It's possible for semen to drip from the anus into the vagina, which would allow the sperm to travel up the vaginal cavity and possibly fertilize an egg." How sucky it would be to know that you were born cause your dad was stuffing your mom in the ass, and it leaked out. Just the concept of it...