For the last 4 1/2 years little pal, you have been so loyal, so much of a constant, that life without you will never be the same. I was closer to you my lil Dingo than I have been to most people in this world, closer than I cared to get to most people anyway. I woke this morning, only 24 hours after your passing, tears from my eyes, loneliness in my heart, I slept without you to guard over me, but I wouldnt call it sleep. In hope that I will be satisfied , I will build you the most beautiful tomb, I hope the articles I buried with you are things you would have wanted to take into the afterlife with you. Little guy be sure and find my Father and Grand Father and Aunt Judy up there lil man, they will care for you till I get to join you again my lil friend, You can never be replaced and your passing was so sudden. As you lay dying in my arms yesterday )ct 1st 2008, I wondered what I would do without you, and so far I still wonder.. the house was so lonely without you , it always will be, I might try and keep your son, but I just hope he loves me as much as you did, I havent decided wether to have another little person like you as a friend again ever, but if I do try and find a friend of the canine nature again it would have to be him.He has your feature and acts the same as you even at his young age, but I dont know if he is capable of loving me the way you did, I dont know if he will guard me in my sleep like you or keep strangers at bay the way you always did. Youll never know what you meant to me and Ill always carry your memory with me and tell Tales of your glorious deeds. I miss you and wish you could return to me, but I know your in a better place, with endless amount of food and water and my family passed will care for you just as much as me cause they know... I love you Boulreguard.