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DemigodZera's blog: "Babble on!"

created on 06/23/2008  |  http://fubar.com/babble-on/b225595

I do what I do...

I do alot of things... most are good I think , there is alot of bad, and some real bad, and some ugly and awful and some funny and some delightful.. I do what I do and I dont know why, are these tricks I learned or just how I am wired, I may never know... but I do what I do , and thats how it goes.

Someday

Someday everything will go my way. Someday things will all be ok. Someday I wont need to blog. Someday someone will love me hard and strong. Someday I wont have to hold it all together. Someday someone will come along and make it all better. Someday I wont struggle to survive. Someday Ill have someone by my side. Someday wasn't here today. Someday tomorrow will be my lucky day. Someday things just wont be so hard. Someday Ill have someone that noone can tear us apart. Someday will be one day and one day wont be too far. Someday Ill reach my destination as someone steals my heart. I hope someday comes for all of you out there, somehow someway we all deserve a Someday! A poem I have written in hopes that we all have it better....someday.

Walking Away

You can cry But don't cry for me I can't take it no more That's the way it must be You can't lie You're way back in Back into my heart I won't let it be broken again I took a tumble I started to stumble That's when I fell Into a love A thought came from above I was under your spell The things that mattered Were broken and shattered One by one I was so sad But now I'm glad It's over and done There's just one more thing That I want to say I truly loved you But now I'm walking away I put no one above you That's why I'm walking away

Im over this business..

All the name calling, all the accusations.. not being able to make small talk with some of my oldest friends, finger pointing, snide remarks, people looking at me with raised eyebrows so to speak.. its all a bunch of crap.. I havent done anything to anyone and unless they arent minding their own business there is no reason for them to look at me like im some kinda hustler or criminal.. People who KNOW ME, know im pretty basically a nice and kind person who likes to make jokes and have a good time at noones expense.. apparently those people are few.. they also know im gentle and caring.. for people in general unless i think their a P.O.S. and trust me a butt load of them are and I wont refrain from pointing them out either..If you deem me untrustworthy, or malicious or flat out a false being to start with, feel very very free to push the button up there that says "BLOCK" .. its a very handy dandy button and your using it instead of peering at me with a knowingless pair of selfrightious eyes would greatly help me sort out the type of people who plainly arent good enough to be in my life online or otherwise and certainly, by all means wont have the oppritunity made available to them.. Alright then , good day.

New Trouble

Always trouble huh.. used to that I assure you.. I fight so hard for everything, so competitive that I simply refuse to lose.. at anything.. doesnt matter what.. if I take on something, I will achieve my goals...but maybe not this time.. I got a problem i Know i cant beat.. its gunna be a rough one, tears and all.. broken hearts and bad days to come.. all because I cant make somethings with anything but my bare hands.. I cant do magic.. im just a simpleton, and things arent simple.. just a grain of sand, fallen from the hour glass.. money.. one of the worlds biggest troubles.. I never had problems with it before. Time to battle!

Todays trouble!

How is one supposed to react, feel or deal with yourself when a person you try so hard for, mistreats you, fails to oblige you in any way and does things seemingly almost just to hurt you?
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