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I Wish I Could Understand
I wish I could understand Body: After all these years I wonder why I let it fall apart like I did. "Things fall apart," I say, and wonder why people don't hold on just a little bit tighter. After it's broke it's useless to fix. The crazy glue may hold fast, But the hairline cracks still show, a reminder of the fall, constant and nagging. And so I wonder why I would have let it come to this, knowing there is no repairing the jagged edges. "Things fall apart," I say, and I suppose there is nothing one can do about it. I turned my head and your wisdom Was wasted on me. Not everything falls apart. Not everyone lets go – only me, seeing no reason to hold on, finding no will to prevent it, let things progress this far. "Things fall apart," I say to the guy behind the bar. He gives me a look that says, "I know", And refills my drink one more time.

P.j. Bailey, Festus
Ask not of me, love, what is love? Ask what is good of God above- Ask of the great sun what is light- Ask what is darkness of the night- * * * * * * Ask what is sweetness of thy kiss- Ask of thyself what beaty is.

Updates
hey guys i am writting this to give you all updates about the baby. I went to the dr on tuesday and the baby has a strong heart beat and is moving alot. it hurts when the baby hurts but that is to be expected they tell me. My back is the one that is going to suffer the most at the end but it will be worth it i guess. in case you all did not know i have a torn disc in my back they can not fix it. I am told that if they try to fix it it may paralise me so i said just leave it i will do other things to deal with the pain. but back to the baby. the ultra sound tecnation said that she was 98% sure it was going to be a girl so we picked out the name HAILIE ISABELLE HICKS.

Muahahahaha
I love the people who block me because i said no they can't see my private pictures..muahaha like it hurts me that they blocked me. Although the downrating after saying no kinda sucks..oh well! Hope everyone is having a humorous night like me! I ♥ you all!!

The Friendliest Skies
The flight was made longer by the fact that a week had passed without any release. As close as I may feel to my sister, she is a very light sleeper. She would have heard even the change in my breathing in that little guestroom we shared at my parents' house. To make matters worse, the rest of the family had the entire visit scheduled to the last minute. Ten minutes in the shower was barely enough time to soap up, much less...anything else. Luckily, my flight home was far from fully booked. I found myself seated in the last row of the aircraft. The row to the side and a few in front were completely empty. The cabin lights dimmed after take off. I slid a blanket over myself to hide what the near darkness might not. The tender flesh between my legs quivered as I slowly trailed one finger across. I could feel how damp the digit became with even that bare touch. Suppressing a sigh, I slid it beneath one leg band. I was aching to penetrate myself, but wanted to make sure th

Nsfw Pics
ok people, I seem to be having a real problem with someone tagging all my stuff NSFW... and its in my funny stuff folder or its a pic that im not showing any skin at all. someone is trying to get me kicked off here, and if you know who it is please let me know. it is really starting to PISS ME OFF!!!! and yes I got rid of the boyfriend.

Simple Things
another sunny day in the beautiful switzerland... i have been sending my resume to other places, keep fingers crossed to see if they call me back! i'm thinking seriously that i need to do this things: - start looking for appartments closer to zürich (the own zürich is way too expensive lol, better to stay closer and appart of this, it's probably that i find jobs in zürich or zug or bern) - my sister insists in a new webcam, cause my good one i left to her, and i only took the puppy spy webcam... is way too cute BUT it has low quality - mp3 or cellphone? i should make a mumm of that one, cause i would like to have my mp3, but actually my cellphone is a bit old, and yes i can upload it few but not more than like 5,6 songs lol not enough memory... and i don't want to put money for an old type of memory for this cellphone, cause i know i want a new one, or maybe i should get an mp3 player? - keep the job search. absolutelly. my dear friends keep your fingers crossed for me, caus

True Love
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where

Tenshi No Hiniku (angel Of Irony)
Dark Mistress embrace me with shrouded wings, Lay me against your skin of thorns. Mother, know me as thy first born, Prick these eyes so that I might see. My soul lies serrated, all hope dashed Wounded by truths twine edged blade Vagabond, Wanderer, I long to rest these weary bones My serenity lies burnt and ashed Some say that I am a Zombie, Mustered to serve with melancholy zeal. From beginning to end My mother, For you you I will bleed, My Dark Angel of Irony.

I'm Giving Away Some Of My Music For Free, So Do Check It Out And Tell Me What You Think.
I just wanted to announce that I'm now giving away some of my music for free at Virb.com/mattsearles, so check it out and tell me what you think.. I'll likely be giving more of my stuff away in the near future.. Hope you like it... It's def some out there stuff.... idk how fubar handles html, so just in case the above didn't work.. just click copy past this into your browser: virb.com/mattsearles

Hidding In Plain Site
i live throgh a pc i fined you get hurt less but i was wrong i think of it as a game most the time but when you fine one that makes you feel more then you ever should its hard to disiffer between reality an make belaeve you want to beleave so much that what is said is true you begin to beleave it an then you get that lost pain that makes no sence that do they realy want me , do they say the same things to every one or is it true that they want you an only you an then the hole thing begins to eat at you they rember your name but do they know your fav color or fav flower what you realy want

Today,,,,,,,
Today....I lost my brother. Fourty seven years old.....two years and 6 months after his own 21 year old son and my beloved nephew was killed in an accident. My pain is immeasurable. I've lost the ability to think and function. I've spent the last 3 days at his bedside...praying for a miracle that was never to come....and watching the last breaths of his life. Now I'm lost in a sea of anger, confusion, grief, sadness and denial. Words usually come easy....but now, I can't find them.

Hey Guess What?
I'm back.. after 2 weeks of family drama I've returned. I'm also suffering from what I believe is the plague. Some people call it the flu or a really bad cold.. I'm calling it the walking death. ahhhh well..

Chimera Synopsis
It starts as a series of bizarre and brutal murders in the small town of Bellerophon. First the local Moon shiner Zeke's disembodied head was found and what's left of his remains appeared to be eaten by a large lion. A lion print is found at the scene. Next to fall is local hunter Jack Reynolds and his old hunting dog Bo is the next to fall. Following up on the clues leads local Sheriff Milo Johnson to a strange research company called Mythigon. The head of Mythigon is a strange British Scientist named Doctor Ethan Loki, once a professor of Mythology at Oxford. His past is shrouded in mystery. Milo and his well-endowed deputy put the pieces of the puzzle together and learns that what killed those people couldn't possibly exist, a Chimera. But as the army soldiers sent to recapture it find out that is myth given flesh is more powerful then they could possibly imagine. A blast blows off the Chimera's head and a second later the head re-grows. What madness gives him that power? Wh

Right In Two
these are the lyrics from a song "Right In Two" from a band named tool..i have a couple of their songs on my profile. Its not hard to understand the meaning behind it..but when u hear the song it is almost impossible to understand the lyrics due to the music and effects over Maynard's (the lead singers') voice. It is an unbelievable song, made by unbelievable REAL musicians... which if ur like me.. ur arent't used to seeing in "music" these days. In any event..download/buy this album and support real music please... Right In Two Angels on the sideline, Puzzled and amused. Why did Father give these humans free will? Now they're all confused. Don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around? Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys Where there's one you're bound to divide it Right in two Angels on the sideline, Baffled and confused. Father blessed them all with reason, And this is what they choose? Monkey killing monkey killing monkey

Liquid Fire
Why is it when I drink I get meloncholy and cold, but mostly cold...lol I had forgotten how great it felt to burn. The smell of flesh and hair burning instantly under the heat from the molten metal of my lighter. My arm, but only the left one, is awash with the scars of years of self multilation and torment. I knew with my last gf that I was modifying my behavior when I gave up the act of masochism, but I replaced it with a love of erotic strangulation. Now I am free to be myself again. I have to be careful though, don't want the corporate fatheads to realize their beloved general manager has a dark side when he isn't at work. *evil smirk* -Robert

R.i.p. Jeremy (our Guardian Angel)
Richard Jeremy Spires Commercial Diver CARROLLTON, Ga. - Mr. Richard (Jeremy) Spires, 27, entered into rest Wednesday, October 10, 2007 at the Tanner Medical Center. Memorial services will be held Sunday, October, 14 2007 at 2:00 P.M. in Calvary Baptist Church with Dr. Wayne Hunsucker officiating. Interment will follow in Hillcrest Memorial Park. Jeremy was a native of Augusta, Georgia and a Certified Commerical Diver. He was a member of Calvary Baptist Church where he taught Sunday School. He was well loved by the community and a friend to everyone he met. Jeremy has large extended family in the area including aunts, uncles, cousins, and adopted brothers and sisters as well as many friends. Survivors include his parents, Richard Eugene Spires of Charlotte, NC and Mary Hillman Williams of Beaufort, SC; maternal grandparents, Mary and Preston B. Hillman, Sr. of Augusta; paternal grandparents, Paul and Jennie Hankinson of Aiken, SC; daughter, Jasmine Nicole Spires of North Augusta, S

I'm Going To Be A Grandma
LOL, Just letting everyone know that I just found out this weekend that I'm going to be a grandmother! I'm pretty excited about it. LOL not sure, what to expect but I'm actually looking forward to it. Just hope my ex-husband doesn't try to give me a hard time about it. I think that is about the only thing that I dread. I don't think he has much room to say anything because he hasn't been around for most of our daughters life, she is soon to be 18 and was planning on getting married to her boyfriend when she turned 18 anyways. He is a good guy and she could is not in a bad situation, she is happy and they get along great. I've always been there for her no matter what decisions she makes. This is no different although I did tell her that it was her responsibility to tell her dad that he is going to be a grandfather, that It was not my place. She has just been worried that he will start giving me a hard time and bad mouthing me. LMAO , I told her now worries hun. That is what the OFF but

To My Freinds
hi all hope you are well . as itleaves me . it is spring hear .which i love life is good life is bad. we have to have both .to get though the pain we grow stronger everyday just rember never let anyone make you cry real freinds or partners wont. so be happy with you thats all that matters you .got to go to work take care lyn .

Friends To Friends.
I had some free time, so what did I do? I checked the computer to see if I'd heard from you. I used to walk out to a box to retrieve mail But I'd rather get it instantly than wait on the snail... Checking my email is always fun I usually get a joke or greeting from someone. I feel so connected because on the other end I know I've discovered a newfound friend. When I've had a hard day and need to share Here I can find a friend who will listen and care. And to this friend I hope I let know That I am always there for them also. Isn't it a strange kind of bond we form? It isn't exactly like the "norm". But where is it written, face to face we have to be For you to be a very good friend to me? That little joke, or not, or even just a simple "Hi" Could be like a ray of sunshine from the sky. So, my online-pals, this is dedicated to you For all the smile you have made anew. May our friendship continue to grow and the warmth we feel continue

To All Of My Wonderful Friends!!
I just wanted to tell all of you THANK YOU!!! I have the most awesome friends in the whole world!! You all have NOOOO idea how special you have made my birthday!! I never dreamed I would get so many fantastic birthday wishes!!! I love you all & I hope that when it is your birthday,it is as off the hook as you have all made mine!!!! I LOVE Y'ALL!!!! & if ANY of Y'all are gonna be at the Dirt Track World Championship...LOOK ME UP!!!! Ya can't miss me redneck ass!!!!! lolol Loves ~ReD~

Tears
I sit here letting the tears wash down over my face because I no longer exist to the one that said he would help me. I sit here in tears because the one that is suppose to be here for me when I have questions or am confused no longer sees me. I sit here in tears because to him I no longer matter and it has begun to turn my heart to stone once more. I sit here in tears because I know that nothing I do will meet his approval, and that no matter how hard I try I am always wrong. I sit here with tears washing over my face because I let myself love him only to have him reject that love and use it against me.

Phone Fun
As I listened to his voice my body quivered. He had me so wet. I could feel my pussy aching just talking with him for the five minutes we've been on the phone. I wanted release and I knew he wanted it too. I just didn't know how to bring it up. We'd never met in person, but had got to know each other really well since we talked almost every night. He'd gotten my phone number from a friend of ours. Anyways, where was I? Oh yeah, my pussy. That man's voice melted me every time I heard or even thought about it. In the past I'd just wait until we got off of the phone before I 'took care' of the aching. I'd grab my toy and play his voice in my head making myself cum hard. Tonight was different. I wanted him to hear me get off, but was a little shy at being the first to bring it up and he was probably holding back for fear of hurting my feelings. So, I decided to try and play while on the phone, and hide it from him. I started rubbing my tits and to my surprise my nipples were like lit

" What I Feel About The Word Love "
TO LOVE A PERSON IS , WITH YOUR HEART , BODY , MIND , SOUL , YOUR EVERYTHING . NOT TO CHANGE EITHER OR TO EXCEPT EACH OTHER AS THEY ARE , TO LOVE THEM FOR WHOM THEY ARE , WHAT THEY ARE . NOT TO CHANGE THEM , BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER , THROUGH THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES , TO HOLD THE ONE YOU LOVE UP , AND PICK THEM UP WHEN THEY FALL, NEVER LEAVING THEIR SIDE , NEVER FAILING THEM , TRYING TO FIX WHAT EVER HAPPENED , NEVER NOT GOIN TO BED ANGRY , TO ALWAYS TALK AND MAKE IT RIGHT . GOD , LOVE ACHES , MAKES YOU FEEL SICK TO YOUR STOMACH , YOU CAN NOT EAT , CAN NOT SLEEP , ALWAYS ON YOUR MIND 24/7 . WANTING TO HOLD AND NEVER LET IT GO , WANTING EVERYTHING WITH THAT PERSON . TO SHARE FEELINGS IDEA'S GROWING OLD TOGETHER , JUST BEING WITH THE GUY OR GIRL YOU LOVE . NEVER TO LEAVE THEIR SIDE MY HEART , MY SOUL , MY BODY , MIND , ALL BELONGS TO YOU , YOU KNOW 24/7 OF YOU WITH ME , YOUR BABYDOLL FOREVER CHERIE AKA BREW

Angels Of Mercy
ANGELS OF MERCY You know that living isn’t easy And sometimes dying ain’t so bad; Whenever life gets crazy You can lose everything you had. When your loving comes to nothing And you feel it never can, And all your inner strength is gone for good You’re just a shadow of a man ANGELS OF MERCY WINGS OF GOLD I NEED SOMEONE LOOKING OUT FOR ME I NEED SOMETHING TO HOLD They say that angels have no substance, They’re just a figment of the mind; That’s why a man can love an angel They’re always honest, true, and kind. So if you don’t believe in nothing Then maybe nothing’s what you need A fantasy can get you over When real life just won’t do the deed. [Repeat CHORUS to fade] Copyright 2004 Peter Sherman All rights reserved.

Stories
I walked into the department store just like another day, browsing through until something caught my attention. I was walking around when I suddenly realized I was in the lingerie department.I became immediately embarrassed for it was a small town and everybody knew everyones business. I quickly scanned the immediate area to see if anyone had noticed me and to my relief it appeared no one was around. After all it was quite late and the store wasn't going to be open much longer. This was the best time to shop, you felt like you had the store to yourself. I started to leave the area when a little black nightie caught my eye. I walked over and looked it over and then took it between my fingers and felt how soft and silky it was. It was the prettiest and sexiest nightie I had ever seen. I just had to try it on. I prayed that my size would be there and to my surprise it was! I took it to the back of the store where the fitting rooms are located and picked the furthest room from the entrance

Happy Birthday Part 3 Of 3
Part 3 of 3 still pushing. i can hear her moaning *uh uh, oh yea, uh*. she tries to say somethin, but i cant hear her weak voice because she is out of breath. she starts to orgasm and is yelling now. i am very close to mine now; too... i can feel it.... i lay down on my back and she gets on top of me, strattling my crotch. i say im about to cum as she slides on my long rod. i scream out *oh yea, give it to me!* my cock feels like its on fire! so close.... very close now.... i let out a final gasp and cum all over in her wet, hott cave. we are both breathing very loudly.. her hard breathing is a major turn on. she lifts her body up a little bit and takes my cock out of her pussy. she bends down and kisses me, hiding my breathing.... i reach my hands up and play with her nipples again, enjoying every minute of it... she collapses on my chest and i grip her in my arms. she falls to my side and now we are chest to chest; my arms around her back, massaging it, thighs and ass; we are both

What Can I Say Ty So Much I Love You Sis
WOW LIBERTY , GOD IM SO LOST FOR WORDS AND COULDN'T SEE WHAT I WANTED SO I GOT THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE LIKE A SISTER AS ARE AFEW OTHERS , WOW DAMN CHERIE IS LOST FOR WORDS TY TY HUGS CHERIE TY FOR THE GIFT . Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Delays
Well, my move has been postponed for a week because the apartment will not be completed on time. No big deal, I was running behind on my packing anyway. And now I don't have to rearrange everyones' schedules to move me. so, it's all good. I still hate moving, though...

Whats Turns Me On/off
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: ON Is shorter than you: off Wears braces: off wears a grill: OFF Dresses Preppy: On Dresses Ghetto: On Dresses Gothic: On Has blue eyes: ON Has green eyes: DC Has hazel eyes: Dc Brown eyes: dc Drinks alcohol: Dc Wears glasses: On Plays sports: ON!!! Call you to say hi: ON Compliments you: ON good dancer : ON!!!! Wears jewelery: DC Smiles when you walk in the room: ON Has brown hair: dc Has Black hair: DC Has blonde hair: dc Has red hair: DC Makeup: lol Can make you laugh at any given momentN Loyal: On Laid back: ON (NO ONE WHATS AN UPTIGHT GUY) Plays guitar:On Plays drums: ON Sings: On he's buff: off He can draw: on Easily jealous: Off Doesn't eat meat: DC does drugs: OFF is bi: GROSS, OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! has a t

Virus Threat
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point presentation ' Life is Beautiful' If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, and delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will a ppear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.' Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroyin it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner'. PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And

Purgatory Days
Feeling mired in morning, I slide downtown, in search of celluloid dreams, but at 10:59, the previews are re-run, the feature’s half?class, and they charge an area-tax on your munchies On State Street the show's much more thrilling: street salesmen compete for new customers slum hustlers dangle 18-karat gold lines the last endangered specie claims "Jesus Saves" Midday els run in slow motion when they come, full of gangs of old ladies wearing last rite attire, and winos whispering sweet nothings into brown paper bags a box jams "I, I, I, I'm gonna miss you" Lena's is jumping by mid?afternoon 2?ton Bertha bumps hips with all comers Slim Greer sips suds on his trips to the john Mr. Drummond and his seeing?eye dog bet on the Cubs Get to the crib place your letter on the table decide to read it when I find time stretched on a pillow bored as death dishes are d

And Before This Rabbit-fan Hares Off To Sleep
piece of music listened to far too often in the last few days (and recommended) would have to be the 2nd symphony of _Rutland Boughton_ (British, 1878-1960), nicknamed (the symphony, not the composer) "Deirdre, a Celtic Symphony", probably originally a ballet score or possibly incidental music for the play "Deirdre of the Sorrows" (even more likely!!) by J. M. Synge. (Havergal Brian, another favorite British 20th-century semi-modern of mine, also wrote music for that play but, running into copyright troubles, collected what would have been the some of incidental music- the overture, I think, a substantial, strange and interesting work- into what turned into his 6th symphony, instead.) The "Deirdre" symphony - I should get back to this since I have things to do tomorrow. It's eerie how it takes digressions, divagations, paths aside... but ... ... gets where it's going... and ... the more I hear it? The more I hear that it was never in any doubt that it was going there. That there was

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Tequila...
Never play a drinking game where u have to take a shot when someone says your name. this never ends in good results :P yeah no song no nothing fun in this blog, point blank period, if and when someone says hey lets play a game, u take a shot every time someone says ur name...don't do it, there's more than just one person behind it o.O hahaha you fawkers love me, don't look at me like that! Goodnight sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite, those fucks have cooties like whoa! 8-P

I Give Up
Well this is it I give up. I am leaving Fubar. as of one week from today I will be deleting my account unless I start getting some points. In the last 3 weeks I have only gotten around 300 pts, which tells me I am either too old,or too ugly to keep pace. I have spent hours rating photos and stashes but only a couple have even bothered to rate me back so I can take a hint. To those who are my friends here I will miss you. You can keep in touch via Yahoo Messenger my SN is bigjack6ft5 ... email bigjack6ft5@yahoo.com drop me a line if you wish. Good bye and God Bless Jack

Almost 2 Weeks!
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 13 days, 7 minutes and 54 seconds (13 days). I've not smoked 260 death sticks, and saved $45.54. I've saved 21 hours and 40 minutes of my life.

My Wish - Part 1
Please feel free to leave any comments or suggestions about my writing. ~ Peering through windows, I could see light, warmth and happiness of others. It was so fascinating. People hanging decorations up, talking laughing singing. It was nice to see people together at Christmas time. Sometimes I would stand for so long; engaged, I hadn’t realised that the people inside; the happy, joyful people were staring at me. There was one time I stared so long, drifting into my own world with their happiness, the owner had come out and shooed me away. * One cold December evening, I had finished my paper round. I was making my way back home. It seemed like forever, trekking home in the rain and wind. By the time I had got to the front door. My whole face, hands and feet felt like a block of ice. They were so cold when warm air hit, it stung. Fumbling for my keys in my pockets; using all my finger muscle I managed to find them and open the door. The rush of warm air hit me as

"right Field"
ADAM SANDLER LYRICS [Russel: Shouting] "Come on Robert! Pitch it in there, baby! We're behind you here in right field! One down! Two to go! Hum it now! Yeah! Show 'em the magic! This chump can't hit!" [Whispering to himself] "Please God, don't help him hit it to me. Anywhere but to right field. Please God, I bet you." [Shouting] "Come on now! No batter! No batter! Big whiffer! Big whiffer!" [Whispering] "Oh please, don't let him hit it to me. My God, not to me." [Shouting] "Steam it baby! Steam it!" [Whispering] "Oh God no, Oh God no, Oh God no, Oh God no." [Ball is hit] [Russel: Shouting] "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" [Whispering] "Oh good! It's not to me." [Shouting] "Good catch, Steven! Nice glove! You da man! Two away now! Lookin' good! We're all looking good out here! Come on Robert! This lump of crap can't hit!" [Whiserping] "Oh God, he's a leftie! A big leftie! Total power to hit it. He's gonna pile it right to me and there's nothing I can do to stop him."

Thoughts
Isn't it interesting how things periodically change; people you thought would be in your life forever, the ones you couldn't ever imagine being able to live without gradually are replaced? People change, styles... change, && maybe over time even hearts change. 'They' always say that love, taste, thoughts, desires are all a choice, a concious decision that you can choice to make. And i guess it's just supposed to be that simple. It's one of those things you never truely understand until one day you wake up and you just sort of know it's time to just let go, and you too unaware give in to the "choice" theory. That morning you wake up in a calm and rational state, you assemble perfect attire, and it just so happens to be the perfect weather so you walk out of the house start the car drop the top pick the perfect song and as you start your drive along with sun and hair in your face.... you let go. It's funny, strange rather, how hearts too can change. It happened to me recently

Love Is Blind
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see Everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear."

Withhout Love
Life without love is like a tree without blossom or friut,inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to beunderstood by some one who really cares, when a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the word the heart is the place where we live our passion

Fuckin Weird.....
Had this great camera, a Sony Cybershot W5 I received as a gift for doing rep work for Sony. But apparent, it and all the rechargeable batteries I've accumulated for it, all died at the same time. In the same week, I discovered that about 90% of my slides in the crawlspace were all fucked up by heat..... Ooookay? I'm not sure if someone's trying to tell me something or not, but they can stick their message up their ass. I'm gettin another digi camera when I can afford it. Can't help it, I love photography. One day I want to do an abstract monochrome project with the female body. You know, lots of intersecting lines and curves. Maybe a couple girls with tattoos? I've always had a great artistic love of the female body. I really wanted to get some fall pics with all the colors but it doesn't look like I'll be doing that. Oh well... BTW, I've loaded some of my photography at my myspace page, which is in my profile here.

How To Give A Cat A Pill
How To Give A Cat A Pill 1. Pick up cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from behind sofa. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom, and throw soggy Pill away. 4. Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm, holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten. 5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse from garden. 6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front and rear paws. Ignore low growls emitted by cat. Get spouse to hold Head firmly with one hand while forcing wood

A Guy On Fubar
i met this guy on fubar. he seemed like he wasnt like the rest of the men i have met.he told me he wasnt on here. just to hook up.and that he wasnt a player like most the men on here.so we talked and got to know each other.so one thing lead to another.and he came to see me.well i guess you all know were that lead.so he leaves and doesnt come back on for two day's. so he tells me how guilty he feels about what we had done.but than i see someone else put comments on hes page. wishing it was friday.well wouldnt you know thats one of hes free day's .hmmmm like im stupid and dont know what he is doing.i just wonder how many more he's done this to.i feel so bad right now.and you know he cant even talk to me about it. what a man huh. everybody makes mistakes and i guess i made a big one

In Dream's!
In dream' i see her face. Awake now the thought i can't replace. In dream's she is there. I awake and she's not here. In dream's i feel her caress. I awake my heart in distress. In dream's i hear her call. Awake my hope's fall. In dream's she is home. Then i awake to find myself alone.

Long Way To Go
I love it when they try to get intimate Even though they know I really ain't into it (You're not into it?) I'm not into it I already know the game and I've been through it See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath You wanna step to me? Said you gotta long way 2 go (Rock wit me now) [Pre-Hook:] You claim that you're so hot And you say you got skills in the bedroom You try to flirt when you're so not Had a chance you still never come through You say you wanna come and see me Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh) I'ma tell you why you can't Said you gotta long way 2 go Say you wanna love me? [Hook:] Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go Don't know howda act, bettah fall back It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me? Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way [Verse 2:

Poetry
why do i feel the way i do mad at the world all day through everydays the same trouble expressing my pain i think im goin insane fighting and yelling its not me got me wanderin who i used to be who is this under the skin where has this person been i rally wanna run away and just get through this stupid day when i get home ill sleep it away try to wake up not so grey why cant things be done the easy way better people...make better days just when you think its figured out your whole world flips upside down headaches that wont go away at work or at play they come everyday im like a walking time bomb ready to explode when will i, i dont even know i just wanna know why inside i feel like ive died if i had one wish it would be to somehow set my soul free and find the true inner me by. heather dattoli

A Little More Conversation
It's refreshing to talk to someone who actually has an opinion and a point of view that you can share... I get tired of all the "hi, what's up?" questions, you know? All the "what are you doing, how's it going, what are you up to?" bullshit questions that they aren't even interested in hearing the answer to... I mean, most guys I've talked to online want to turn everything I say into something sexual. I like flirting, hell I love it, but flirting isn't always talking about sex. It's about making each other laugh and being a little provocative, not sleazy. It's about getting a good vibe off the person and making a connection.

Getting To Know Me Better Peeps
No relationships for me, I don’t think I’m physically capable to have my heart taken out again and then peed on and dropped in a jar of sulfuric acid, then ever so "gently" shoved back into my chest...On a lighter side, point is, I'm in all probability cooler then you and more intelligent, if you don’t concur that’s totally fine, that’s why its YOUR opinion, it's entirely fine in this day and age to be wrong. Besides, you almost certainly have been stung by a “jealousfish” at the beach and that’s the explanation for your detestable condition of hating, you need to eat a peanut butter and jealous sandwich cool whip and chill.. I am a freaking lunatic when it comes to partying and having fun. I love the outdoors and the indoors, I can be spontaneous or scheduling. I honestly don’t care what people think and I have NEVER followed the pack… the pack can lick my A**! You can follow me or just be a lunchbox because, well I pretty much rock. I

The Return Of The Monkey Man!!!!!
Ok so now that the fiasco with Phoenixxx Radio and the removal of me as a co-owner is over, I have returned. What happened was possibly best for the station.... By the way, anyone know what happened? Their lounge here is gone and their +chat room on the site seems to be dead.... Good thing removing me was for the best huh? Anyway, I am back on.... what is it this time.... Fubar? Seems like the perfect name LOL. Hopefully this time the name sticks. When I joined is was Lost Cherry. Then one day it was Cherry Tap. Now it is Fubar.... Is that some kind of play on where it's members where during the name change LOL. Anyway, I am back on and am toying with the idea of possibly starting my OWN station. No co-owners, fully funded by me, so no one can remove me as an owner for the betterment of the station (Again if it was for the better, please someone tell me where they are now). Love peace and chicken grease, The Evil Monkey King

45 Things Girls Want But Wont Ask For
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentlema

Stay By Sugarland
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

It's Been A Crappy Month
It's been a crappy month and looks like this will extend to another month. I just had a realisation: there is no such thing as stupid questions, only stupid people!!!! *GROWLS* Add me to the equation too: took me close to THREE years (it will be three this coming March 2008) to understand the company i work for comprises of idiots (nearly three quaters of them). i'm starting to question my "sound" judgment of people! *LOL* Not only that, i have lost my perfectly non-existent social life, am stressed as hell, been binging on chocolate hence have gained weight (my weighing scale broke last nite the moment i stepped on it - that's TOTALLY bad!) *then sighs* ah well, back to the grind!

Life
As if I dont have enough problems with my marriage.. etc. We just had another freakin kick in the ass. Hubby called up to tell me the lovely news that hes getting a nice Christmas gift from his boss. The fucker decided he doesn't want the spouses included in on the insurance. There fore.. I will have to pay for insurance through work. Which working for hospital..its good insurance..but its also costly. I am not sure how much it will be for just one member..who works part time. I am about to blow up at his boss in general anyways. Each year..it just keeps getting worst and worst. He comes home pissier and pissier. I told him I think its time for a new job..but hes getting paid good now. Just all of this crap plus our own personal issues makes life sucky around here. Not sure how much more I can take. Hubby said, now we got to figure out what to do about this. I told him just kill me off. LOL. He just might.. so in case you all don't see me around... just letting ya know..

Tennisgirl1978 Vip Giveaway
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*jealousy Is A Motha Fucka*
It's a shame I have to be at work so early because I should be at the hospital. My friend Ryan was hit by a truck about 2 hours ago. Not on accident either. Some friends of mine were hanging out in their neighborhood just shootin the shit and stuff. And someone decided to take something in their own hands and were gunning for someone else when Ryan pushed them out of the way and took the hit himself. Ryan flew up onto the hood of the truck and cracked the windshield with his forhead. The driver then slammed on his brakes to throw Ryan off and then gunned it and ran over him. Ryan then tried to stand up to give chase and immediately fell to the ground. My brother is at the hospital now and Ryan's been in X-ray for about half an hour. They said he was conscious in the ambulance and everything so hopefully he'll be ok. He's a tough guy I just didn't know he was this tough.

14 Stories
Love is the answer, To a question worth knowing. Like the world's weather, Around us it's snowing. But do you understand, What it's like to feel Death. To have Him stand over you, To feel His frozen breath. *Sometimes I just wanna launch myself, Out a window, 14 stories up. With a wire cable 'round my throat, *My blood dripping into a cup. And the satisfaction that I feel, To finally rid my mind. See, it wasn't for the world, It was to see what I could find. And what I've found is fascinating, Do you know what Death can do? All the shit you read in books, Is chronically far from true. * - - * I won't be able to hear you much longer, Cos the more you speak, the less I listen. Do you understand how I feel? And down below the sidewalk glistens. You've pushed and pushed, I've finally left. I've finally gone, Without a cleft. I've finally gone, You've got your way. I've finally jumped, But I'm done, cos I've had my say.

Too All Those Missing Someone
I watch my Mom sometimes. My Dad died 9 years ago. This time of year is rough for her sometimes. Tomorrow would have been their 51st wedding anniversary. I miss my Dad too. He always made me laugh. I never wanted people to say that I looked like him growing up. Honestly, I do. I realy have his eyes. lol I got his sense of humor too. I will never forget my Dad saying I love you to me on his hospital bed. It was at that momment that I knew that he was gonna die. The funny thing is that I love to think about him now. 9 years later and I am still telling his stories. lol My dad is the classic legend to several boys and girls. The favorite of my neice is the Christmas tree incident. I was playing with the train around the tree with her while Mom was at the store. The train got stuck on the track and I had to climb under the tree. My neice accidentally tipped it over on me. My Dad was rushing out the door, because he said Mom wasn't blaming him for this one and the tree

Traverse.
Vast was the wasteland laid out before me as it had always been. A quick stop along the way well over it was time once again to move on. Grabbing my baggage I smiled hesitantly afraid to admit I might have lost my mind somewhere back around Albuquerque. There was a cold wind from the south this evening and the ever so slight smell in the air of rain. When it rains it pours. Without any other option I moved onward into the night. Silent. The cold sensation of being solitary swept over me once again as my eyes stared forward following the obscured path to my destination. Days perhaps weeks or was it years I had traveled this road and weary I am. Perhaps someday rewarded with the journeys end I shall find peace, but alas not today. A stranger ahead as there have been many. To take away my solitude and betray the silence with stories and tales of adventure, glory, suffering and pain that had driven them into the wasteland I call home. A stranger perhaps but treated as any other

Those 10 Things In A Man
These are 10 things that I decided that I want in a man . . . These aren’t the only 10 things but these ones are pretty damn important I think. I’m not sure why or where these came to me but well they did . . . So enjoy!!!!!!!! 1. A man who wants to be with me more than he wants to fuck my friends . . . I know damn good and well my friends are gorgeous but that doesn’t mean I want to hear it from you all the time. 2. A man who is going to be open minded enough to listen to anything I have to say . . . I’m not saying you have to agree with me just listen to what I have to say. 3. A man who isn’t going to judge me by my past whether it be things I have done or the things I have not done . . . Realize that my past is mine and not yours and it is what has made me who I am. 4. A man who I can freely be myself with without fear of what he will say or think . . . If I have to pretend to be something that I am not then I am never going to be happy. 5. A man who understan

New Idea On War
New Direction for the war on terrorists. "Send Prior Service Vets over 60 " I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. (You can't be older than 42 to join the military.) They've got the whole thing backwards. Instead of sending 18-year-olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35. For starters: Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy. Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. "My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry!" We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for a while. An 18-year-old doesn't even like to get up before 10 a.m. Old guys alw

The Bruisers-these Two Boots Of Mine
These two boots of mine have brought me a long way Through rain and sunshine, Through badlands and better days Well I've seen a thousand faces, and I'll see a thousand more This life is a long journey- And it's not over that's for sure So just remember when you're lying With your back against the floor And someone yells surrender But you want to fight more Just remember that feeling Gonna keep you alive Get you over hurdles and through struggles in your life So life throws you a curve and you don't know if you'll survive You withdraw from yourself; your luck has taken a dive You think to yourself, Could this really be the end You try to find your faith, But it's gone like a lost friend So just remember when you're lying With your back against the floor And someone yells surrender But you want to fight more Just remember that feeling Gonna keep you alive Get you over hurdles and through struggles in your life

Hold Me Close
Hold me close and don't let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don't let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone

Why Are They All Liars?
Okay so i met this guy n here,nascar19712003,his name is matt and hes 36.well as u all know im only 21.The words he said to me decided i would take the chance.Boy was that a mistake. I live in St.Louis missouri and he lives in Bloomington,illnois,about 200 miles and 3 hours apart.Well i took my 70$ paycheck and went up there.Drove all the way up there and surpirsed him.Anyways i got there,everything was cool.He kept telling me he loved me,wanted to marry me and have kids with me.he even cried after he said we "made love" what a load of shit!Anyways next day i go home,and we get on here and he says he doesnt think its going to work out then just starts raggin on me!YAy...so why do men lie?I swear his dick was only about 4 inches long HARD!When it was soft it went back inside itself i am not even playing.So yeah im looking for a REAL MAN not theses fucking lil boys!

O Shyt Yea...real Talk Is Back
Yea aight i'm back wit this real talk shyt....well on this site n e ways...i think this needs to be addressed...see i've been off this site for awhile mainly cuz this joint gettin soft...what i mean by that is...everything and almost everybody on here now is bout money...it use to be fun meetin different ppl and all that ol good shyt...but now folks can't even say hi back when u talk to em...like what tha fuck is up wit that..i can see if you not online or somethin..and then i'll be like aight they'll get at me when they get on sometime..but most of yall be online tho..like why tha fuck you on my friend list then..you can easily delete me..so do me a favor..how bout you get ya head out ya ass...did you ever think that a person could just come with a casual conversation n e more....say hi how ya been what ya day like...none of that? Don't everbody wanna see T and A all tha time...pfft i'm lyin lmao but still folks don't try to focus on that tho seriously...speakin of that...i seen a lot

Where To Begin
I really friggin hate how people constantly mistake my kindness as weaknes...I am nearly to the point where I am just going to stop being the nice person that everyone has known me as...And why is it, since I am in a ranty mood tonight, that men feel like they can trapse into my life like Scott did in September...get me all wrapped up with sweet nothings, then rip my heart out of my chest and smash it with their foot? Men suck. Sorry guys.

Love Don't Live Here Anymore
You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore When you lived inside of me There was nothing I could conceive That you wouldn't do for me Trouble seemed so far away You changed that right away, baby You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore Love don't live here anymore Just emptiness and memories Of what we had before You went away Found another place to stay, another home You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore In the windmills of my eyes Everyone can see the loneliness inside me Why'd ya have to go away Don't you know I miss you so and need your love You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore

Small Vacation
Ok all!!! I need a drama break. I am going to take a break from Fubar for a while. If you need me I will be around Yahoo (if you have that) but not much. I will check my yahoo email but not be on to chat. I am not leaving just need a break for a while. HUGGSSS to my friends!!!

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight

Poem
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Now

Letter From Santa
I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer serve the States of Georgia, Florida, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Mississippi, Texas, and Arkansas and West Virginia on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was renegotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. As part of the new and better contract I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with your local replacement, who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. His side of the family is from the South Pole. He shares my goal of delivering toys to all the good boys and girls; However, there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of the Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." 2. Instead

I Know Who I Am
THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 ) I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17 ) I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth ( Matt.5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant ( Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God( Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by Go (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 ) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph.

Me!!!!!!!!!!!
SO we all have seen them hell i have posted some of them. The surveys where you tell thing about that are supposed some sort of secret or, something that keeps you separate from the rest well y'all here is the real me! No im not going to go into the my past and give you all my life story im just gonan bust me out right now I am a man first and foremost i think like one act like one and well am on. Thanks to my 7 months in the sand box I have minor PTSD, tends to come out more when im driving or insanely stressed out. I cannot stand Stupid people, or people that have absolutely no desire to better themselves or to move above what they used to be. Self improvement is key in my life at any cost. I have trust issues been burned a few too many times to trust anyone outright. My general belief is that everyeon has an alterior motive, wether they believe it, think it or not. I love my animals and my religion and my army they are foremost in my life and i would do anythign for t

Anyone Want A Morph?
I WANNA BE A ROCKSTAR I want to level up. I need points. I would like to make you a morph and in exchange you can give me points by hitting my pics. I have like over 500 so it's pretty easy to find some to hit. I will help you if you help me.

Christmas Time.....i Guess?
Well hello Fu-Friends it is I again with another entry in this awful thing I call a "blog". It is 12:52 am on Sunday December 23rd and Christmas is almost upon us. Growing up I had fond memories of Christmas, too having two weeks of school off, playing in the snow and Christmas Eve night watching the local news and hearing the "Santa Report" to find out where the jolly fat man with my presents was. Now as a 27 year old man I can still see the joy in the faces of kids when they hear or see Santa but it no longer has that appeal to me. I still believe in Santa....actually just the concept of Santa the spirit of giving and receiving. I know that Christmas is a Christian holiday but my family never really celebrated it as such and I am glad of that because I think it would have ruined my memories of this joyous time of the year having to remember that this was the time when Jesus was born...(supposedly). Well when or if I ever get married I know my kids will celebrate Christma

Whats Left
whats done is done you cant undo another love you had to screw your fucked up face and screwed up head i pray to the heavens for you to be dead a bloody mess on someones hands another body washed in the sands a played out game you didnt play well i hope for you an eternal hell a damnation upon you to fall a torn soul forever you will crawl excuse after excuse and lie after lie break me down you did try im tall and stronger and standing still you meant nothing just a passs the time thr

Please Forgive Me
I feel i owe my friends an apology for the last few days I really havent been showing much love to anyone. I have been trying to post a few comments here and there but to be honest is has been very hard for me to be in the holiday spirit. My grandmother passed away Christmas eve and it has really taken a toll on me. Yes I have been on here but not really all here if you understand that. Please know that I love ya all and just bare with me as I am still not fully here. I do hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas and you will all have a very Happy and Safe New Year. Love ya all Liberated Spice P.S. Thank you to the few that knew what has been going on with me for the support that you have given me.

Sarge's Bad Girl Rules
Sarge's Bad Girl Rules This Is What You Need To Do To Be Added To Sarge's Bad Girls 1.Have A Salute Pic 2.Fan,Rate & Add Me (When Sending A Friend Request... Let Me Know You Want To Be Added To Sarge's Bad Girls 3.Read & Rate All Bad Girls Blogs 4.Fan,Rate & Add Others In The Pimpout 5.Just Help Me & Others In The Pimpout By Rating Stash,Blogs & Pics 6.Always Fan Rate All New Bad Girls 7.Repost All Bulletins About Sarge's Bad Girls

Many People Will Walk In And Out Of Your Life, But Only True Friends Will Leave Footprints In Your Heart
Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT - Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you, or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins and extended family all ble

Lies
There are just too many Times that people Have tried to look inside of me Wondering what I think of you And I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I've Held on when I needed to push away Afraid to say what was on my mind Afraid to say what I need to say Too many Things that you've said about me When I'm not around You think having the upper hand Means you've got to keep putting me down But I've had too many stand-offs with you It's just about as much as I can stand Just wait until the upper hand Is mine So many people like me Put so much trust in all your lies So concerned with what you think To just say what we feel inside So many people like me Walk on eggshells all day long All I know is that all I want Is to feel like I'm not stepped on There are so many things you say That make me feel like you've crossed the line What goes up will surely fall And I'm counting down the time 'Cause I've had so many stand-offs with you It's about as much a

General Stuff...
Things in General that we do not want to deal with but we do just cause because of Whom We Are. Why Do things and or People have to change in a Relationship.? The 4 Big Things that We need to make things go Right.... 1.)Trust, First and Close 2.)Honesty, Telling the Truth is Good 3.)Friendship, This is good because u always have to beable to talk outside of relationship 4.)Conversation, If U cant talk after sharing everything else, U should not be Together I (myself) have been in the dating scene and Married Scene for 15 yrs, And have 2 Beauitful Children whom I love with all my Heart. And if they were not here I dont think that I would really excist any other way else. I had my Daughter at 22 and my Son at 27. The Man Whom Came into My Life While I waz Pregnant with my Son Is a Great Man. I really dont get how Men are in Life. They Tell Us that they are looking 4 the Ideal Woman and when they come Across her, That is all they Do Look Across and walk away, But If th

Life
Words to live by when you seem to have nothing !) Every person you meet may seem better off but you have no clue what’s wrong on the inside of him or her or around him or her so treat him or her like family even if they wrong you. 2) What you do have in life is precious and should be loved no matter what even when the world has you against the wall love what you have in your life for you may never have it again. 3) If you seem unable to escape the darkness that surrounds you embrace it and use it to your advantage for in times of strife you can use it to help others with their problems. 4) Time on this rock is very short don’t waste it with what ifs do what you can and do it in love hold what you can and hold it in love and know out there your making a difference even if you cant see it you are. 5) You may think the world hates you but in truth its fear any one who has ever said I hate you means to say I fear you but wont admit it to themselves. 6) Know when to back

God Bless Them
TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE SERVED MY COUNTRY Current mood: grateful Category: Writing and Poetry THE LETTER TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN, IF YOU ARE READING THIS LETTER I GUESS IT GOT OVER THERE I WAS SURE HOPING YOUD GETTER ITS SENT WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND CARE. NOW I PRAY FOR YOU GODS SPEED THAT HE WILL KEEP YOU SAFE AND FULFILL YOUR EVERY NEED WITH THE DAWNING OF EACH NEW DAY. IM JUST AN ORDINARY MAN YOU SEE A HUSBAND AND A FATHER AND YOUR OVER THERE FIGHTING I BELIEVE FOR MY WIFE, MY SON, AND MY DAUGHTER. THEY DONT EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME AND YOU WOULDNT KNOW EM IF YOU SEEN EM BUT STILL JUST THE SAME YOUR WILLING TO DIE TO PROTECT THERE FREEDOM. YES SIR HONOR,GLORY,AND PRIDE ARE JUST A FEW QUALITIES YOU DISPLAY IM GREATFUL FOR THOSE WHO HAVE FOUGHT AND DIED FOR ALL OF US HERE IN THE U.S.A YOUVE PROBABLY LOST FRIENDS OVER THERE WHO HAVE GIVEN THIER LIVES FOR THE U.S.A AND BACK HOME WE ARE WELL AWARE WE THINK GOD FOR

An Introduction
hi i am norm i am 42 i write poetry and make art and collect music i currently live in orange county california i am divorced currently my life is a bit messy and fairly depressing so in all honesty i am that poor bastard at the end of the bar with a bottle of scotch a glass and tears my heart is broken (not by my ex-wife mind you) my mother has stage 4 bone cancer i am currently unemployed and staying on a friends couch if you want to buy me a drink i prefer 18 year old macallan single malt scotch on the rocks i hope everybody is having a better time right now than me

Downward Spiral Is Not Me
Downward Spiral Is Not Me Current mood: blank Category: Writing and Poetry Maybe I was wrong, Maybe you were wrong, Maybe it doesn't really matter. It's too late to place the blame, We ruined everything Maybe I was first Maybe you were first Maybe it doesn't really matter What we've got is an ending We must face. This is the hardest part. _______________________________ I was so afraid of us And now I know why You are dangerous Trying to keep up with you But you ran as I Learned what to make of us You are contagious. ________________________________ I am so afraid to move forward All the mistakes I made surround me So I run away I cannot face What I am throwing away It's just as well you could always tell When I was hollow I never asked for this, happy just to breathe But now what I've done here means nothing to me I look inside and I feel so small I am never good enough to become what you already are So I run away I cannot face Wha

All I Have
I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you by my side, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Close my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I have for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in my future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all I have, To hear you say the words I so need to hear, The words that would heal my lonely heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And to look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I woul

The Quilt Holes
As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles; an angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that is our life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in every day life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My angel was sewing the ragged pieces of cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally the time came when each

Happily Ever After(poem By ~king~)
I've found a soulmate in youA love that I know is trueA one in a million findYou're in my thoughts all the timeI cannot even describeWhat I feel for you inside It's a love that runs so deepI dream of you when I sleepOf our very first sweet kissAll day it's you that I missAs I wait to hear you speakEvery day of the weekAnd long for that summer dayWhen you arrive here to stayWe'll share our love and laughterHappily ever after

About Facebook.....
I've had an account on there for a while.... I truly rarely ever get on it. More and more I wonder about the stuff that site is allowing. It worries me..... I go on there and I see all these programs people send me to try out and put on my page. Now I know programs are good for us and can also be used for bad. To me for people I don't know who they are or let alone know anything about them in the first place to know as little about me as possible. That site just seems to want access to who I am and all sorts of bs.... more than anything with the programs people create and want me to install. I saw a friend of mine on there she had her xbox live gamer score thing like I do on here. But unlike on here... facebook doesn't allow you to post html code like you do with myspace. So I can't display my gamer score unless I give access to some punk I know nothing about except he created the program and it will only allow me to use it if I accept the fact that he can be allowed acc

Here I Be!
Well, here I am, on yet another site for meeting people and shit. I don't know why I join these all the time, clearly I am bored or thinking maybe I can make a connection with someone. I think I ended up here mostly because Cinco mentioned the place. I 'work' as a DJ over at akaradio.com . Nice place, I enjoy it, get to release some stress sharing muzak and all that rot! Check it out sometime. I babble a lot, I worship coffee, and I clearly like to join these kinds of sites. Maybe I should post the pic of me dressed up as a fairy.. that'll be funny. I need new pics I guess. Maybe once I start the working out thing I'll post somethin new. I do not even know what I am talkin about anymore, just the brain spewing out words. So how are you?

Things Are Picking Up!
Well we were all pretty lax about bookings over the holidays (nothing better than spending time with loved ones...oh and family too). So the first of the year started off a bit slow for us. But things are picking up nicely now. In fact we just picked up Thursday nights at RG's again as the Selle Brothers decided to take a little time off to learn new material. So we'll be playing there starting next Thursday (Jan. 24th) through the end of February. Speaking of February it's our biggest month yet. We've got RG's on Thursdays, we're playing the Grand Opening of Bass Pro Shop in Independence (2-nights) and we've got Timbercreek Bar & Grill in Louisburg, KS and Jersey's. In all it's only 9 shows, but the pay is really great. So I can't complain. There is one week that will be BUSY as hell though. The week of February 16th (saturday) to Februar 23rd (saturday...yeah that's a week and a day...so sue me! lol). That week we play Saturday the 16th at Timbercreek Bar & Grill from 8pm to

Sorry Everybody
i haven`t been on here lately because i work nights and fall asleep during the day the only time i can be on here is saturday and sunday but if you want to talk to me leave a message on friday and i will send you one the next day please no crazy emails cause i hate those thing

Please Dad.............
To everyone that knows what i am going thou with my dad this is what i have sent him in the mail... still nothing. i have not seen nor talked to him in a few years sence Aug 11 2003 the day my mother died. i just dont know what to do. As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching the ball to Dad's surprise. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard wa

What's Next?
As if my life and my health can't get any worse! Yesterday afternoon, I had collapsed after having migraine headaches for more than a week. I called the doctor and moved my appointment from Friday to today. I had several tests run on me and got the results earlier this afternoon, and I am still in disbelief! A seizure! What else can go wrong? I swear to God, I am getting sick of this! I have not felt like this in a long time, and I swore to myself a long time ago I never would feel this way again, but I just think for mercy's sake, take me out of this world...end my suffering! I hate feeling like this! What's the point? Why keep fighting? I may never be the same as I once was, so is it really worth even trying sometimes? I know it's insane to say such things...I am just so lost right now...I want to be able to have peace - peace of mind, peace in life...is that even possible or is it just a pipe-dream? I want a life again, but this is not a life - this is a prison!

One To All
Why when one thing goes wrong does it all go wrong? First is starts with your family always putting you down. Then moves onto work where you don’t get enough hours as is and they want to hire more people, then back to home where you get yelled at for everything everyone else does wrong. On top of that you cant find the right guy or girl and you lose your friends cuz you don’t have enough time to spend with them. Also to put the major topping on the cake your sisters fiancé decides to up and leave her while she is at boot camp. doesn’t tell anyone he is leaving and leaves her two kids alone unattended. The worst part about that is he left with her best friend to live with her. He leaves a not like a pussy saying he is leaving to go to his grandmas when he doesn’t have a grandma around. And the skank has taken my sisters boyfriend before and was happy about it my sister forgave her and she did it again. All the while getting calls while at work and getting yelled at due to h

A Trip To Hell
I am caught off guard by this sudden rage A burning desire to kill, to hate, to cause pain I feel my thoughts becoming more irrational My mind being clouded but my vision clear I know what I want to do, what I want accomplished I'm going to have to take matters into my own hands Again I have been failed by those who say they love me That's what this feeling is like I can no longer trust the words That so blatantly and carelessly comes from their mouths You have let me down for the last time You will raise my hopes no more NO longer will I smile because you "think" Anger sets in changing my very appearance Similar to Dr Jekyll - Mr. Hyde I turn into this hideous beast capable of carnage Anarchy becomes my weapon Mayhem is my slogan The Abyss is my domain Evil becomes my name One should never trifle with human emotions They are powerful mechanisms that drive the human flesh That powers the human mind One wrong move, one fatal mistake proves deadly Even with the mo

So Confused
I am trying to build a playlist to put up in my stash and all and I am trying to do it from music on my computer I have been to project playlist and did what it said there as far as signing up now it is finding out the rest. I have had a couple people tell me to change to html not sure what that is since I am a newbie and trying hard to learn this in a short period of time any other help would be greatly taken. Also all the music I have on the CPU is taken from CD's does that matter?

Some Pages!!!
Some of the pages I visit that I want to fan and rate on make my computer freeze, so if you've had a vist but no fan or rate is cause baby it's cold in here(lol). Really, some of the content just rocks but raises so much hell with my poor ole tired emachine that It might seem like I'm being rude.

Can't Wait
I cannot wait for February 2nd. I'm goin to see ya dead homie Blaze live at the Norva in Noroflk, VA. So anybody goin look for me and say wuddup! the majority of my time will probably be spent upstairs on the left balcony right next to the stage. But I will also be grabbing a drink or 2 at the bar and I will beo utside alot smoking. So yea, hit me up!

Untitled (but Will Probably Be Known As F.u.)
Chill...they're just lyrics. No sympathy comments, please :P (Untitled) I've had just about enough Been silent for too long Never did a single thing to hurt you But somehow I'm the one who's wrong I've put up with your hateful words and still kept my spirit strong The whole time you claimed I was pushing you, it was you who pushed me all along Offered you friendship, an ear and a hand You spit so much hate maybe it's time I spoke in words you understand: F**k you--for making me feel like less F**k you for spreading your unhappiness I'm not the one to blame for all the $#!+ you f**ked up and don't know how to remedy F**k me--for giving a $#!+ about you F**k me for caring just a little bit about you I listened to you while you lied to hide whatever it is you didn't want me to see F**k this--I don't deserve this F**k this--I'm not wicked and worthless F**k you for thinking you know all about me when you don't ha

The Storm
The Storm The roar of the thunder; The flicker of the lightning. Dark emotions put us under. Good and evil always fighting ! Light and dark! Day and night! Danger hits it's mark. Over the horizon,it shines so bright; Violent waves crash into the rocks. Hurricane's, tornadoes, Come hell or high water! Mother nature's angry with her father. Soon there will be nothing left. With violent strikes she lashes out, Feeling her, as she shifts. Showing no sign of compassion, as she shouts. She has now taken her deadly course; Winning the struggle with great force! Valarie A. Laboy aka Sapphire Jewel Copyright © 2006

Rude, Uncouth, Uncivilized People With Iq's Lower Than A Snails That Make Snap Judgements About The People That Post Mumms
To all you people out there that responded negatively to my mumm: Did I strike a nerve so hard that you had to personally attack me by calling me ugly, or even a senior citizen (which by the way, I am nowhere close to being)? I think you people that posted those kinds of replies need some lessons in abusive communications and learn how to communicate appropriately! Maybe in addition, you should check the person's profile before calling them the c-word, a senior citizen, or even ugly. Your words all hang over your heads in the scope of eternity, and I pity you.

Mudvayne
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Meet The Spartans
This had to be the dumbest movie I had ever seen. I did have high hopes for it. All of the previews I saw looked funny, unfortunatly those were the only funny parts. By the time I saw the movie I was numb to them. Over all the movie quality was awful, the story line sucked, and even for a so called comedy, it was the worse acting I ever saw. On a personal note, had Kevin Sorbo's acting career really fallen to this point, to do a movie such as this? I mean, my god even he sucked. I do not recommend this movie for viewing at all, unless you're looking for a reason to kill yourself but can bring yourself to do it. This movie will do it for you. The thing I couldn't belive is the people who cam to see this movie. I know the movie was rated PG-13, it should have been Rated R for it's sever sexual content. I am far from being a homophobe, but for kids as young as 4 this movie is highly inappropriate. There's a lot of potty humor, gay jokes, and damn near full nudity. Oh

My Heart
here my heart sits, waiting for you to accept what it has to offer will you take what it feels and hold it near or will you throw it away it just wants to love you like no one else can what it feels for you i can not stop i have tried and tried over and over again but it tells me it belongs to you that it where it wants to be in with your heart beating as one so here sits my heart waiting for you will you accept it or will you throw it away it tells me it does not want another only the one it has has chosen for me so here sits my heart waiting for you.

A Poem By Me Kinda Sad
so much happened we need to go our seperate ways we cant go back now ill always love you no lie about that we were never a match made in heaven seems like it was a match made in hell we've had so many fights that would break our hearts we did have our good times but the bad always followed and lately thats all it seems im a bitch ur a stubborn asshole as i write this im slowly dying inside didnt want things to happen like this but they did theres nothing we can do now my love will always be with u but i cant we need time of our own so many things got in the way u found a way out i couldnt i was stuck so this was my solution to get out im sry but this is the way it has to be

The Kiss...
The kiss Written By ME As I look down, My vision locks upon your, Beautiful majestic brown eyes, Everything else fades away, Into one big blur. All I can see are those, Big brown eyes, Looking back at me. I lean forward, Getting close, Soo close, I can feel your breath, Upon my cheek. I pause, For just a brief moment, Just to sense your lips, Drawing closer to mine. I move in closer and closer, Until my lips caress your, Rose petal lips, Ever soo softly. We pull away, To move closer together, Our breath deepening. Our lips open more and more, As if they were awaiting permission, Permission for our tongues, To say, Yes to a dance. We pull away, To move closer and closer, Our tongues and lips, Dancing together, Caressing each other, Holding each other, Becoming more and more, Passionate with each, Embrace. Our lips, Our bodies, Our souls, Melting together, To become one… With every kiss, We share, I lose a small, Piece

I Fuking Hated Tag..
YOU CAN ALL BLAME A Turd From A Whore AKA Wikid One FOR THIS. -_- Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have an unhealthy fascination with midgets. 2. I move a lot because it's all I've ever known and I don't think I could handle living the rest of my life in one place. 3. I ♥ string cheese & dr pepper more than your little brother loves dirt and wormies. 4. I get annoyed very easily. 5. Feet truly disgust me, even a babies feet. 6. I only have a handful of people that I consider my true friends. 7. I absolutely hate driving, it scares me, if I could have someone drive me around like driving miss daisy I definitely would. 8. I love attention

Help Me And ~thcknluvit~ Become Godfather/godmother
i got myself yet another slave :p and shes so close to becoming godfather just like i am so we decided to host HH's together. the HH's will be at 12:00 and 1:00 on wednesday so please stop by and help us both become godfather (godmother) ~hunter~owner of~Thcknluvit~-DSC -Leveling Lover@ fubar ~♥~Thcknluvit~♥~Fu-Owned By Hunter & BigFknDaddy~♥~@ fubar

Haha God Is Good
Alice Grayson was to bake a cake for the Baptist Church Ladies' Group in Tuscaloosa, but forgot to do it until the last minute. She remembered the morning of the bake sale and after rummaging through cabinets, found an angel food cake mix and quickly made it while drying her hair, dressing, and helping her son pack for Scout camp. When Alice took the cake from the oven, the center had dropped flat and the cake was horribly disfigured. She thought, "Oh dear, there is not time to bake another cake." This cake was important to Alice because she did so want to fit in at her new church and in her new community of friends. So, being inventive, she looked around the house for something to build up the center of the cake. Alice found it in the bathroom -- a cardboard roll from the toilet paper. She plunked it in and covered it with icing. Not only did the finished product look beautiful, it looked perfect. Before she left the house to drop the cake by the church and head f

You Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I smoke way to much 2) I have 1 tatoo but plaining on more 3) I fight fires for free 4) I get told i flirt way to much 5) I really can't think of anything else that is strange about me. So I quess I i am just a boring kinda person.. I am tagging: Taryn John Merci Walt Terri

Bmw Wtf?
When we bought our 06 BMW we noticed that there was terrible road noise and a vibration in the wheel. I called the dealership and they said dont worry about it. They told me that it was the run flat tiers and that is what they do. OK I thought to myself, you spend all that cash and you get a loud ass car? My other BMW didnt have that problem! So I go to wash my BMW and I see that the tires in the front are worn completely out on the outside edges. I call the dealership and they tell me it is the alignment and that I must have hit something. I was to bring it in and pay $400 for the alignment and another 300 bucks per tire. I said WTF are you talking about. I never hit chit in my car and you mean to tell me a car with only 16k miles on it has a major problem like this? They were very rude to me to say the least. Funny how you walk into a BMW dealership all Tattooed up and they look at you like you dont belong but none of those pussies have the heart to test me. Anyway I take the c

Unforgettable
Natalie Cole's Unforgettable! (Duet with the late, great Nat King Cole) From The Album Unforgettable...With Love Words & Music by Irving Gordon; Bourne Co., ASCAP Unforgettable, that’s what you are Unforgettable, though near or far Like a song of love that clings to me How the thought of you does things to me Never before has someone been more Unforgettable, in every way And forevermore, (And forevermore) That’s how you’ll stay, (That’s how you’ll stay) That’s why darling its incredible That someone so unforgettable Thinks that I am unforgettable too (Musical Interlude) No, never before has someone been more Ooh Unforgettable, (Unforgettable) In every way, (In every way) And forevermore, (And forevermore) That’s how you’ll stay, (That’s how you’ll stay) That’s why darling its incredible That someone so unforgettable Thinks that I am unforgettable too

Dumbass
You're so conceited, you're such an ass. I could keep going, but I might sound brass. Oh well, what the hell, you're nothing more then a lower class. You can tell a person by the company they keep, and even better if the creep leads them around like sheep. A user, a controller, a manipulator, do you even know who you are? You are a complete fucking idiot, an imbecile, a moron! I'm glad you think you're happy, I'm glad you think you're free. As you live the same life, why can't you let things be? Accept things as they are, people as well. And as for the past, don't sit and dwell.

Election
Since this is a Presidential election year, there is a high interest in voting. My question is how do you choose which candidate to vote for whether President, Governor, Senator, etc? Do you base your vote on party, issues, or is it more superficial like their hair or if he/she goes on a certain talk show? Do you even vote at all? Do you vote in your state's primary?

Friends
Since You're My Friend. 1. when you are sad - i will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry idiot who made you that way. 2. when you are blue - i will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. when you smile - i know you got laid. 4. when you are worried - i will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be. 5. when your confused - i will use little words. 6. when your sick - stay the hell away from me till your better. 7. when you fall - i will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 8. this is my oath . . . i pledge it to the end. "why?" you may ask? cause your my friend!

Mexican Jumping Beans
Mexican Jumping Beans 1 small green pepper or mild New Mexico chili, diced (or any mild chili will do) 1 small onion, diced 1 teaspoon minced garlic, or 2-3 fresh cloves 1 teaspoon olive oil 1-2 cans of red kidney beans, drained 1 cup water 2 T. chili powder or taco seasoning (may adjust to taste) mexican blend cheese for topping Sautee the onion, pepper and garlic in a small sauce pan. Add the kidney beans, water and seasoning and simmer on low-medium until it has cooked down and the sauce is thick (about 10 minutes). Serve topped with a sprinkle of Mexican blend shredded cheese.

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought

The Mexican
Tonight I was playing video games in the truck stop and I kept hearing someone making noises that sounded like they were having their own one person party. I turned to look and saw a little chubby Mexican guy playing the free machine. He was hooping it up every time that his little game character did anything, including dieing. I kind of shook my head and chuckled. That's when he noticed me laughing and decided to talk to me. Long story short, in his broken English, he gave his life story to me over dinner. He had only recently became a citizen in the US. He worked 41 years of his adult life to be here legally. He told me of his struggles in Mexico, and the things he and his family had gone through to do things the right way. Some of the stories he told brought tears to my eyes. To sum it all up, and not bore you to tears, the man made me take a minute to be thankful for the life I have. I think we should all meet someone like Alejandro at least once in our life just to remind us

Special Charecters
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A Little Bit About Me
I just thought I'd explain the reason I use a wheelchair and crutches to some of you who might be wondering about that. I was born with a birth defect called Spina Bifida. It's a neural tube defect where the extreme lower part of my spine didn't fuse correctly. This means that the vertibrates didn't close up all the way and in x rays you can see part of my spine. This caused nerve damage in my lower body. My legs and feet are particularly effected. Evenththough I have a birth defect that causes some damage in my body, I am very independant and can do pretty much everything anyone else can do, with the exception of things like full contact sports, mountain climbing, and a few ohter things. That's it for now, please feel free to message me with any other questions.

Just Curious...
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... let's play "friends w/ benefits" It doesnt matter if they are taken, married, or single. You will be shocked who will reply! The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Race To 1 Million Fu-$$$
The Race to 1 Million Fu-$$ This is a race for all to enter. The first entry to get 50.000 comments on their picture will win 1 Million fu-bucks!!!!! There will only be 1 winner!!all others will receive gifts aswell if there is a tie and 2 people have the same amount of comments,then i will check the timerange to see on what time the winning comment was left. second place in will get a blast if you like to enter then send me a message and include the picture you want entered. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar please don't comment in bulletins or on my shoutbox please respect my wishes. The Race to 1 Million fu-$$ has been brought to you by ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar

Two Oceans Aquarium
Two Oceans Aquarium: A Window on the Oceans of South Africa The southern tip of the African continent is the meeting place of two mighty and bountiful oceans, the Indian and the Atlantic. The Two Oceans Aquarium on the V&A Waterfront, Cape Town is ideally positioned to showcase the incredible diversity of marine life found in these two oceans. The Aquarium is one of the top tourist attractions in Cape Town and over 3000 living sea animals, including sharks, fishes, seals, turtles and penguins can be seen in this spectacular underwater nature reserve. Aquarium Exhibits The Two Oceans Aquarium showcases life from the mighty Indian and Atlantic Oceans. Over 3,000 living animals can be seen in this marine kaleidoscope. This is where the two oceans meet! See the Aquarium from a fish eye view. Excellent diving conditions, great visibility and guaranteed shark sightings! .

March 2008 Awareness
Below you will find all of the National Observances for Awareness for the Month of March. Please check out the websites and learn more about something. It never hurts to educate yourself on subjects you aren't familiar with. March 2008 1 - 31 National Brain Injury Awareness Month Brain Injury Association of America 8201 Greensboro Drive, Suite 611 McLean, VA 22102 (703) 761-0750 (703) 761-0755 Fax info@biausa.org www.biausa.org External Links Disclaimer Logo Materials available Contact: Communications Coordinator 1 - 31 National Colorectal Cancer Awareness Month Cancer Research and Prevention Foundation 1600 Duke Street, Suite 500 Alexandria, VA 22314 (800) 227-2732 (877) 35-COLON (352-6566) Materials Ordering (703) 886-4413 Fax jasmine@preventcancer.org www.preventcancer.org/colorectal External Links Disclaimer Logo Materials available Contact: Jasmine Greenamyer 1 - 31 National Endometriosis Awareness Month Endometriosis Research Center W

Insane Ramblings Of A Moron
have you looked in the mirror today? have you ever wondered, what do i do now and where do i go from here? i looked into my mirror and i seen something i never wanted to see. i seen a black hole sucking me in to its eternal nothingness, what a way to go ay? whats the meaning of feeling absolutly nothing? does it ever go away? if it does, when? can't you see i'm lost with out you? can't you see i'm nothing without the love we once had? again i look in my mirror, only to see what was, and never to see what will be. i've been stripped bare of all inner peace and tranquility, left with nothing but inner pain and torture. just one final question before i go, when you look in the mirror, what do you see? one day i hope it will be me.

Chuckiiboo Is Giving Away Happy Hour !!!
WANNA EARN A HAPPY HOUR, 3 MONTHS VIP OR 1 MONTH BLAST????? LADIES AND GENTLEMEN ITS TIME TO SEE IF YOU CAN BE THE WINNER. IT MIGHT BE YOU OR ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS!!! YOU WANNA KNOW ??? chuckiiboo aka count Chuckula @ fubar CHECK THIS OUT: *chuckiiboo aka count Chuckula*IS HOSTING A ST PATRICK,S DAY GIVE AWAY CONTEST, CONTEST WILL RUN (7 DAYS)IT WILL START ON MARCH 9TH @ 10am PST & WILL END ON MARCH 16TH @ 5pm PST...AND THE PIC WITH MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN CONTESTANTS WILL BE NOTIFIED 24 HOURS BEFORE THE CONTEST BY MAIL. Serious applicants only....and this I mean Serious applicants,meaning you must have people to vote for you and you'll be responsible for advertising your self. PRIZES ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 HAPPY HOUR WITH MIN 25,000 COMMENTS 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP 3RD PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST,1 MONTH VIP OR TICKERS 4TH PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST OR BLING PACK 50,000 FU-BUCKS 5TH PLACE WINNER: 1 DAY BLAST & 2

Fake People
does anyone else get tired of fake people... they say they are something they are not? all they want is sex so they say what ever it is you wanna hear.. get you intrested then you find out they are just out for sex? People need to be open and honest.. if Your a Dom then Dom .. if Your out for sex then say that geez dont pretend to be something your not to get your rocks off.. sorry im ranting agian... just wanna meet real people hello anyone out there lol im so glad to have the friends i have.. they are real and genuine as can be.. so to all my friends reading this thank you for keeping it real..

Dj Metalization Aka Vince Aka Chinzell
METALIZATION IN THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE PLAYING THE BEST IN MAINSTREAM AND UNDERGROUND METAL CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY VINCE ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES EMAIL YOUR TRACKS TO VINCENT.ALCARESE@PODARAMA.COM FOR AIRPLAY CLICK HERE TO CREATE A PROFILE ON PODARAMA .COM BUY OR SELL YOUR MUSIC DIGITALLY

Strappednblack Web Site
For The Subs And Doms! Self-Control If you can't control yourself--your vices, your emotions, your tendency to act out--you cannot control another person. You are too weak and self-indulgent to control another. As mentioned above, all submissives, even the best, resist control at times. Dealing with that resistance in a way that encourages good behavior in the submissive and helps to train her to be a better submissive and a happier person means realizing from the start that your submissive's actions, however you may dislike them, are not about you. They are, rather, about her problems with submitting. Learning not to respond narcissistically--i.e., with anger, personal affront, hurt, or defensiveness--when she behaves in a resisting or manipulative way, is part of self-control. Instead of overreacting, a self-controlled dominant will rationally and over time devise workable strategies based on his intimate knowledge of his submissive that discourage the behavior and attitudes he di

I Know You Are All Excited To See Who Won
Okay thanks you to all the lovely lady contestants who entered my contest without you this would not have been possible! Also thanks to all their friends who showed up to rate and comment, thanks to everyone who participated there were 2,100 rates of all the pics and over 24,000 comments on the 30 pics remaining in the contest. I had booty salutes and booby salutes, fully clothed and halfway naked salutes, color and black and white and salutes from all over the world, okay one from the Orient and I thank you all for the sexy pics! There were nine entries that got at least 400 comments and each of them will get something for their time and effort. If you dont see your name listed in the top prizes you who got at least 400 comments will get tickers or a one day blast. I will put ten of my favorite salutes in a folder for all to enjoy. This has been a very hard decision and I love all my sexy salutes but there can be only one winner. I based my decision on originality, doing something th

The Rose That Grew From Concrete
Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk with out having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else ever cared.

When Boy Makes Girl Jealous
Boy and a Girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school frombeginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew.They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had n her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello" Sh

My Pain And Suffering
I have no one to blame but myself and I cant help but love him.I dont know why he has trouble in loving me but he does. I have no idea why he has trouble talking to me. and yet I still love him. Maybe I'm glutton for punishment . However I think I still deserve a chance .I've given lots why do I get nothing in return. The hatred that grows in me isn't from him but another. I love him and will fight forever. Does he not know this if he does he needs to reconsider.If he doesn't then he should read this!!!

Win An Autographed Copy Of The Last Goodnight's Poison Kiss
WIN AN AUTOGRAPHED COPY OF The Last Goodnight's Poison Kiss Want to win an autographed copy? It can be yours if you can answer this question: "What's the title of the second single off The Last Goodnight's 'Poison Kiss'?"A. "Stay Here"B. "Stay Beautiful"C. "Stay Away" EMAIL US with your answer. A winner will be selected out of all correct entries. You will be notified by email if you won. If you didn't, you won't be, Pretty simple right? Here's a little info on the band: Writing and recording Poison Kiss, their major-label debut, TheLast Goodnight set the bar almost scarily high: “We wanted to write great songs that no one ever heard before,” states singer KurtisJohn. Indeed, while influences and references range from EllaFitzgerald to Richard Ashcroft to Supertramp to Sly Stone to ELO toU2 to Massive Attack, Poison Kiss is impossible to pigeonhole.“It’s about vibe. We keep the spontaneity and adventure in everyaspect,” John explains. “In the studio, we built whole songs usingt

A Real Man!
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN will treat a female with respect. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't as

Virgin Skin!
I have no piercings [nope, not even in the ears] & no tattoos. I've been considering nipple piercings. & possibly a vertical lip piercing [b/c I like to think that I have awesome lips, when they're not all chewed up --i pick at my lips compulsively, lol .. and chew off the skin. Very sexy] Maybe a septum, but idk if a septum would compliment my nose, or make it look ... unattractive? Since I can't make a poll yet, I'd like feedback. &, no offense, but i'm going to make my own decision, regardless of what other people say. But it IS important to receive outside opinions, so let me hear what you think? Yea or Nay? & if there are any typos, erm .. ignore them b/c i don't feel like spell-checking, atm :>

A Teenager's View Of Heaven
A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote.." It also was the last. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted. The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it," Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. "I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him." Brian's Essay: The Room... In that place

Update On My Sergery March 27th.
Well As A lot Of U Know I'm Going In 4 Surgery March 27Th. I Might Not Be Online 4 A Couple Days. I'm Going In 2 Get My Gal bladder Removed, Do 2 The Fact That My Doctor Has Found That I Have 2 Stones The Size Of 5CM Each.

Random Thing I Wrote
i know that im awake but yet the touch of a single object does no justice i am numb numb to the touch my head is still but yet i can not concentrate sitting alone in a cold, dark room seems like the place to be i can see light but i just cannot seem to reach outside there is sunlight and bright blue skies if only i could reach but until then ill sit here til the earth turns dark and grey

I Guess I Should Have Ment It Then
I wasnt the one who made the phone call. I wasnt the one who talked the early morning whispers of fantasy. I am the one with the new life and a restraining order. But hey...I tried. I tried to warn, to listen, then to step back and let him have the room to hang himself cause he wouldnt listen. And when something went wrong I reach out to comfort and show i care...and i get my hand bitten for my effort. I get cyber attention whores who think they know me talkin shit. I get betrayed for sharing a single feeling with someone i was trying to be a friend too. on his terms. Well no more. I dont have time for this bullshit. yes we had a son together. But LArry has never so much as supported his son with a dime and I guess I only fooled myself he would ever be there as a father for him. So Im done. I will not try to maintain any relationship so that one day larry can contact his son. I dont care about the bail money i spent to get larry out of jail. I dont care what happenes to him anymore. Im

--------------for Friends---------
A kid asked Jesus... how much do you love me? Jesus replied," I love you this much." and he stretched his arms to the cross and died for us. If you believe in God, you will send this to everyone on your list. If you delete this, I do not believe you will have a cold heart in 2008 (as they say). I like you because of who you are to me. I treat you as a true friend. But if I don't get this back, I get the hint. Send this to all people in your list within 30 minutes and something good will happen

Limp Bizkit-break Stuff
Its just one of those days When you don't wanna wake up Everything is fucked Everybody sux You don't really know why But you want justify Rippin' someone's head off No human contact And if you interact Your life is on contract Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker It's just one of those days!! [chorus] Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit Lettin' shit slip Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit talkin that shit (Punk, so come and get it) Its just one of those days Feelin' like a freight train First one to complain Leaves with a blood stain Damn right I'm a maniac You better watch your back Cuz I'm fuckin' up your program And if your stuck up You just lucked up Next in line to get fucked up Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker Its just one of those days!! [chorus] I feel like shit My suggestion is to keep your distance cuz right now im dangero

Tears
Tears fall down like pouring rain. Just like before my heart breaks again. Too long without seeing your face, I've gone too long without feeling your love. How can we get through this? How can we survive? I cry myself to sleep every night, And when I close my eyes Your face interupts my dreams. How much longer until I'm in your arms again? How much longer until I'm safe again? I've tried my best to see the good that will come. But right now all I can see is gray skies Pouring rain down like my tears.

10 Things {some} Women Lie About
10. They come over your house and say....''Hey, can I charge my phone...................TRANSLATION........She hasn't figured out if she is going to give you any yet so she doesn't want anyone else to disturb ...moreover, she is actually TURNING off the phone while it's charging...When the phone FINALLY charges, she never turns it on..NEVER....THAT'S WHORE 101... 9. Her phone rings and she NEVER picks it up if it's a dude that she is talking to....Why , she wants you to think you're the only one....take note..dont be stupid fellas....she will pick up when its her girlfriend...THEN if she likes you......she might say ''OH, I'm chilling here with ''JOHN''...like her friend really knows who the fuck you are...FELLAS...THIS IS WHY..when you call your girl...it goes into voicemail....or she jsut doesnt pick up.....I mean think about it... 8. When your with a woman and you are getting intimate...and your ready for her to give you a piece of her mind(meaning sucking dick)...she says...'

This Could Be Trouble...
So I was sitting here thinking. What is this site all about ?? What do we really get out of all of this?? I have talked to some interesting people and have caught a person in a lie that he couldn't get out of..lol. That was funny. But because of this site a met a guy in person and he is really awesome, cool, funloving, all around chill guy. Then as time went on I started seeing all of the people who auction themselfs off to others and live in a fantasy life. So I wonder is this something that you really want but cant have because your not close enough?? Or is there something about this person that hooks you that you would continue to do this ?? Im sure I wont get answers to this, but I thought I would put it out there. Why do people do the things they do in life is it to fill a void ??.... I guess I'll wait to see.

Hello My Friends
Hello I am going to follow your advice and post my auction in a mumm on Sat. The mumm will start early Sat AM and end early Sunday AM. I have had a few people ask that I include some things in my auction like one of my G-strings, a hand written letter from me with my lip prints on it, an audographed picture of me. Do you think this is a good idea? What would you like me to add into the auction?

I Miss You Alexis
Today is my daughter's 11th birthday & also the 11 yr anniversery of her death. It hurts just as bad as it did back then. I thought it would get easier, but it hasn't not really. I know she is in Heaven, but she would've been safe in her Mommy's arms as well. Im not 2nd guessing God, dont misunderstand me, He knows all & I know nothing compared to Him. But I miss her so much. I have another daughter she is actually my step daughter, but in my eyes she is mine & her Daddys girl. Anyways, I am paying tribute to my daughter Alexis, Alexis, Mommy loves & Misses you so much!!!!! Angel Kitten Alexis McKenzie Mann Born & Died April 10th, 1997

A Vampires Kiss
Kindred For Anne Rice He walked out of the shadows reaching out his hand. His eyes were piercing red, his skin like the whitest sands. He said "We'll make a new life, one of the Kindred few". As he sank his teeth in flesh, a last mortal breath I drew. You should see me now, my youth is evermore. A beauty and serenity I never knew before. Come sit at my table, let me tell you of my ways. I'll tell you a secret ending your mortal daze. Brittony Ryona Johnson Copyright ©2008 Brittony Ryona Johnson

I Can Be An Asshole
And i don't think you want that so be cool no stalkers,haters,and nosey mf or ppl that try to make you jealous i'm jus on here havin fun i will block yo ass ;) i'm no snake,hater,manipulator non of that shit jus a friend who tells the truth lol can't handle it GTFO my page translate that lol :P

Male-female Friendships
Why is it so hard to believe that male and females can be best friends? Is it culture, something we were raised with, or just plain ignorance/stupidty? I have no issues with it and truly believe it can happen. That is obvious because my best friend is a male. So I did some research just to make sure I wasn't the weird one here and this is what I found. Please share your feelings on this topic with me cause I am just torn on this whole topic. Below is what a researcher had to say on the topic. "To every action there is equal and opposite reaction"and we find this being followed in daily life today. A gal today wants to know that if her male member of the family can have a female friend why cant she have a male friend? Logically, she is correct. If you want her to follow you don't do any indecent thing so that one can hold his head high while preaching others. The root cause of this is our sick minded mentality which views the women as an object of sex only. We tend to forget the

Hey Everyone
well i havent really been on fubar much. been so freakin busy man. i am lookin for other job i no longer work for fedex they can kiss my fat ass!!!! jerks..ugh but not much has really changed tryin to do big things. i am gettin a tattoo soon on the back of my neck im gettin that done when i get my taxes back. love it. well some brats tried to burn my moms house down with her in it the other day man i get my hands on them i swear. and the office wont do anything about it. my mother is disabled. something happens to my mom it's world war 3 buddy belive that. i mean i cant belive people these days. it makes me sick how stupid they are anymore. whats is this world coming to? matter of fact i dont want to know. wewre gettin a new puppy next week i cant wait!!! its a ankle bitter lol now she will be 8 weeks old and can come home!! i am just afaid of how lucy is going to act. lol lucy protects me as it is. i mean where ever i am is lucy. no lie i feel like she is my child..lol i love my fat d

April Sucks...
This Sunday marks the 2nd anniversary of my brothers death, it seems like just yesterday that he was here. It is so hard to believe that this much time has passed and I still have a hard time dealing with this. So much goes on in this month that brings so much memory, good and bad to me, about Bob. He was a year younger than me and our birthdays were just 5 days apart.He died the 13th of April of 06, that day was Good Thursday, Easter was that Sunday. His passing as also 6 days before my birthday and 11 days before his 49th.I celebrated my 50th birthday by doing his Eulogy, I don't think I can ever get passed that. He was my go to when i needed someone to talk to, when i needed help and an ear to listen he was always there. He was like an older brother, though he was younger. I could always depend on him, damn I miss that and could use his wisdom and thoughts on things going on in my life now. Sometimes I feel like a boat with out an oar and not able to go anywhere. I sure hope this

Hijackers To My Fu Account
Someone i thought i knew, and could trust, has repeatedly hacked in to my account. no matter how many times i change my passy, this has been done. I have lost all trust, and respect for this person, and if you are reading this, you need to stop doing this now. you are only making it worse. i have been a friend to you, kept your secrets, please don't put me in a position to break that trust, even though you have broken mine.

Tribute To The "nice" Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. Current mood: hopeful Before reading this, I have to admit that I stole this off my boy D's page, but I thought it warranted to be spread around. "This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute, beautiful, smart, funny, sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment; because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a gi

Freek N Slim Bully Test 1
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How Do You Know It's Over?
How Do You Know It's Over? Standing before you is a person. You used to know them, but now you do not. Over the years they have changed. Or maybe it was you. You notice they have become detached. Just going through the motions of every day. Wishing there life was better somehow. Feeling trapped, with no room. You pick fights over little things. To you they mean so much more. Why can't they see that? Not everyone is the same. Feeling ashamed, for not being perfect. Crying and no one to comfort you. Wanting to be loved. Even if your not special. If things can't get better, then I guess it is time to find someone else.

Child Abuse Awareness Month!
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Pow Help!!!
Hello Fiesta Tappers, We are writing this blog because we noticed there were a few of you(we won't mention names, you know who you are) that did not help out with the POW. We picked Evonne due to the vote we held and some of you that suggested her did not even go in there to help. That is not fair to the few of us that used multiple accts. Please keep in mind that you can't expect help if you don't help in return. Also, we will pick POW and giveaways according to who helps. Please step up and make sure you are doing your part. Also a few tappers had outside help come in to help level her. with as many that is in our crew we shouldn't have to count on outside help. Also would like to thank everyone that has helped!! Your work will not go unnoticed. Thank you!!

Wonderful Morning
So, I was on my way to school this morning, when I flipped my car. All I remember is driving down my drive way then being upside down. It was the scariest thing I have ever experienced. Nothing seriously wrong. My one arm is banged up, but nothing broken and nothing too deep. I definitely have bruises already. I don't think I hit my head. My car is completely totaled. I don't know what I am gonna do. MY insurance is gonna sky rocket and I definitely cannot afford another vehicle. P.S. I am not asking for any sympathy I just thought you would all like to know what happened. [Edit] So, My one wheel is completely broken and so is my axle. I took off my side view mirror on the drivers side. The roof of my car caved in some. My windshield shattered and so did the window to my driver's side. The head rest of my seat snapped off. My trunk popped open from it. I have a pic as well. I will add more if I think of anything

No Butterfly Today
I sit and wait all alone everyday For the butterfly to again come my way But I guess it was not ever meant to be She is still not anywhere that I can see I guess she flew away to grass much greener Still I guess I was blessed to have once seen her She was such a beauty beyond all belief Yet I should not suffer any pain or grief For butterflies are meant to always fly free And not stuck behind glass in someone’s study Still I wish that I too could go soaring high Floating in the wind’s breeze like a butterfly And not having a single care in the world Just hoping to be admired by some girl Instead I am stuck behind this pane of glass As each day after day slowly comes to pass My case is now sitting here collecting dust Its joints and hinges have all begun to rust Leaving me yearning for the days long gone by When I could go soaring like a butterfly

Fashion Show
Okay the annual Harley Fashion show is tonight, I am working backstage security. How hard can this be? I think I will post myself around the ladies changing area that way if they need any help I will be right there. Seriously though 15 dollars at the door gets ya open bar. How is that for a deal. If you are close to Sandusky State Theater in downtown Saandusky, Ohio come on in, it will be worth it.

Written By My Friend Liz
took this from my friend liz cuz well sometimes i feel the way she's talking about and have the same questions in my head. (fubar name to liz is one sexy honey) WHY? Why do I fall in love? Why do I even try? Why is it so important to be in love? These are a few of many questions people ask themselves almost everyday. These people including myself are the walking wounded, unable to be loved and I all I can ask is why? Why do I put myself up for failure? Why do I believe the lines guys say? I want love.....I believe thats why I fall for anyone that is nice to me... Why do I even make theses mistakes over and over again? Where is this getting me? Everyone says it is just one step closer in finding "The One." Humm, "The One" for as many times I've fell in and out of love I am starting to think that there is no such person as "The One." I know I should look up and ask...Why me?, Why do I derserve this?. Why does no one love me? But instead I hol

In My First Auction
Come bid on me!! In my first auction ever :) Even if you don't wanna bid can you please rate the picture for me. Thanks What I'm offering: 300 11's a week during hh, owned by in my name, rate stash during hh, blog pimp out, keep you shit faced, 3 comments a week during hh, link in my profile While you're there why not fan and rate the host Lauria :) lauria♥Owned by and owner of Hopeless Romantic♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar

Rant On The Annoying Spam Here
Aren't you sick of the same crap showing up at the top of your bartab all the time? I have answers: 1. Are you going to heaven or hell? - no, neither exist. 2. Do you want a pink iphone? No - do I look gay to you? 3. WalMart gift certificate? Not if I have to go through 15 pages of crap and sign up to get on several spam lists in order to have a chance. 4. What superhero are you? None - what are you, 5? 5. House or Greys anatomy? Neither, they both suck 6. Blah balh American Idol? I couldn't possibly care less. Anyone who watches that drivel should officially be considered retarded. I'd rather have pliers taken to my testicles than watch it. 7. What beer are you? I'm not - I drink beer and am not a cannibal. I wish we could opt out of it.

Embarassment...
You ever have your kid embarass you..or anyone else? I have been telling my hubby all this time..about how our youngest has been awesome at hitting/slamming balls..and such. Well tonight was first time hubby showed up.. and was there first game. Brandon was a total embarassment. As it is.. my kid is a comedian..and hes cute..so he gets away with alot...and he knows it. Anyways..today was just awful. He was doing 3rd base..where they been putting him. He kept holding up his glove each time.. without the ball.. pretending to get the other team members out. He wouldn't even let them get on the base hardly. Then a mom on the other team..was tryin to take a pic of her boy. on 3rd..and brandon is there smiling at her..thinking she was taking his picture..while theres a batter up , getting ready to hit. Then hes out there.. hollering.. hey batter , batter..and the moms are thinking hes cute because he has no top front teeth. Then , he got to bat .. 3 times.. and each time.. he sw

Wedding Bells Are Ringing
WEDDING WEDDING BELLS ARE RINGING You are invited to be a part of the wedding between KY-SNAKE & ILLUSIVE ANGEL May 4th 2008 9:30pm in the Tigers Den Click the bells to join the event Reception to follow in DIXIE REBEL Click the cake to get your slice

Real Cyberdyne?
ok i was doing a search on real iron man armor and came across something i find kinda scary and oddly interesting look here to see what im talking about http://www.cyberdyne.jp/english/index.html its a company out of japan and the name they chose is of interest besides the fact that they are working on a exo suit that can help people do a lot of heavy lifting with out straining a muscle. one of the other things they are working on is trying to reconnect the nerves that have been damaged from say a spinal injury or the replacement of lost limbs through adding a chip in the brain and adding an artificial limb to the area of say a leg or arm. now this is where it gets scary they say cyborgs are the wave of the future and that it is easier than doing a full AI construct for robots. this is kinda worrying to me to say the least havent they seen the movie terminator or any number of the anima they have mad over the years on this subject i see nothing but bad things coming from turning peopl

Weather Outlook For Spring Summer 2008 And La Nina
GET READY FOLKS THIS YEAR WILL BE WETTER THAN NORMAL FOR THE SOUTHERN PLAINS AND THE SOUTHEAST REASON MAY JUNE AND PART OF JULY WILL HAVE STORMY CONDITIONS OFF AND ON AND THE REST OF JULY AUGUST SEPTEMBER AND PART OF OCTOBER CAN BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR A STRONG HURRICANE SEASON FOR TEXAS LOUISIANA SOUTHERN MISS ALABAMA FLORIDA SOUTHEAST GEORGIA SOUTH CAROLINA NORTH CAROLINA AND THE VIRGINIA COAST WITH 18 NAMED STORMS 10 OF THEM WILL BECOME HURRICANES AND 5 OF THEM WILL BE MAJOR HURRICANES IF YOU WANT MORE INFORMATION CHECK WITH YOUR LOCAL WEATHER OR GO TO NOAA.GOV

Electrical Shock
Electrical shock and other energy emanations are often associated with trying to cross a taboo line or some other kind of punishment. Sometimes the energy is not from a traditional source (i.e., cattle prod, electric fence, stun gun), but is rather the projection of power against us from another dream figure. Probably because of the paralyzing power of electrical shock and the invisible nature of electricity, we feel invisibly restrained or unable to move. The taboo we are violating may be obvious, such as trying to enter a place that is forbidden or itmay be more general, trying to assume too much personal power in the cosmos. Either way, being confronted by electrical or other energy metaphors can be a jolting dream event. Did you notice where the shock came from, or did it surprise you? Did the shock hurt or disable you, or was it merely a nuisance?

Diary Of Jane
one of my favorite bands is breaking benjamin and this song makes me thing of someone. i thought id share it with the couple people that might actually read my blogs. lol. well its really kinda sad, and depressing but im there, right with it. If I had to, I would put myself right beside you So let me ask, would you like that would you like that And I don't mind, If you say this love is the last time So now I'll ask, Do like that do you like that No! Somethings getting in the way, Somethings just about to break I will try to find my place, In the diary of Jane > So tell me, How it should be! Try to find out, What makes you tick Cause I lie down, Sore and Sick Do you like that do you like that There's a fine line, between love and hate And i don't mind, Just let me say That I like that that I like that Somethings getting in the way, Somethings just about to break I will try to find my place, In the diary of Jane [these lyrics are fou

Gamers Are Creative
Thanks to a few people, and a few games. Gamers get a overall bad vibe when people hear about them. They first think they are not very intelegent to get tied up into a game, when its no diffrent then someone whos hooked on a tv show like 24, or lost. Yet people fail to relise some very cool and important things. 1. Games can help your hand eye coordination. 2. Games can help your creativity and help you to explore possibilitys and use your mind to search out ways to do things not normally within the paramaters of the games design. 3. Games can link you to a culture of people who share a intrest with you, and if you get in with the right groups of individuals known as clans/guilds in games, you can learn alot about solcalization and leading others. 4. Games can also inspire new creations as seen here. See gamers are one type of adventure a person can make, and most often individuals who think gamers are basically geeks or brain dead do not relise gamers are just average peo

Is There A Contest Here?
I have a hard time trying to figure out the thinking of my fellow Americans... On one side, you have a bitch who is a lawyer, married to a lawyer, and a lawyer who is married to a bitch who is a lawyer. On the other side, you have a true war hero married to a woman with a huge chest who owns a beer distributorship. Is there a contest here?"

For James
Lost Without You Lying here alone Staring out the window Wishing on my special star To take this pain away Here I sit and wait Letting the time pass me by Wanting to be where you are I hate feeling this way I am so alone I long to feel you next to me To feel your heart beat with mine I miss you I want you I am lost without you Unable to breathe I can't find my way out of darkness I need you here And to never let me go Everywhere I see you In my dreams, in my head My heart cries out for you To see you To touch you Always on my mind Forever in my heart Longing to be with you To look Into your eyes I am lost without you Unable to think I can't find my place in this life I need you here And to never let me go Come back for me Love and adore me Put your arms around me And take me away I miss you I love you I need you I need you here Because without you I am lost

Mother's Day Story 2
''Troll Daddy," said Troll Sister. "This weekend is Mother's Day. We should do something nice for Troll Mother." "I've got it all worked out,'' said Troll Daddy. "I will need your help, though." "Sure,'' said Troll Sister. ''I'll help you." ''I want to help, too," said Troll Brother, coming into the kitchen. "Me too!" exclaimed Troll Baby, standing in the doorway. ''Okay," said Troll Daddy. ''You can all help." Troll Daddy and the Troll children spent the rest of that week getting ready for Troll Mother's Mother's Day Surprise. Mother's Day finally arrived. While Troll Mother was still sleeping, Troll Daddy woke each of the Troll children up. ''Happy Mother's Day,'' said Troll Baby, gently giving Troll Mother a kiss. ''Oh dear," said Troll Mother, waking up to see Troll Baby standing beside her bed in his pajamas, holding an envelope in his hand. "Here Troll Mother,'' said Troll Baby, ha

Yo Momma So Fat
Yo Momma so fat she has to use a boomerang to put on her belt! Yo Momma so fat, they call her WIDE 2K! Yo Momma so fat, she lays in the driveway to put on her underwear. Yo Momma so fat, when the house burned down we had to use her underwear for a tent. Yo Momma so fat, her picture takes two frames. Yo Momma so fat, when I yell "Kool-Aid," she comes crashing through the wall. Yo Momma so fat, she could sell shade. Yo Momma so fat, her cereal bowl came with a lifeguard. Yo Momma so fat, when she crosses the street, cars look out for her. Yo Momma so fat, people jog around her for exercise. Yo Momma so fat, we ran around her twice and got lost. Yo Momma so fat, I gotta take ten steps back just to see all of her. Yo Momma so fat, when she goes to the circus she takes up all the rings. Yo Momma so fat, when she works at the movie theater, she works as the screen. Yo Momma so fat, when she runs she makes the CD player skip... at the radio station.

Vacation
When I was growing up I was easily confused. I remember seeing posters advertising Vacation Bible School and I knew vacation and school were opposites, so Vacation Bible School was an oxymoron. My solution was to change the spelling of Vatican. To this day I can easily switch those two. Perhaps I am destined to be pope? Anyway, last post for the weekend. I will be off to Ohio to visit some old friends and family. I wonder what drama my mom will invent? sigh. Maybe I can discommunicate her?

My Friend Needs You Guys To Show Her Some Madddd Luv Thanks!
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST OF THIS YEAR I AM IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP,RACE BEGAN YESTERDAY I AM CURRENTLY IN THE LEAD AND NEED TO STAY THERE !!!!!! I PLAN TO USE WINNINGS IF I WIN FOR A CONTEST OF MY OWN NEED TO LEVEL UP BAD BEEN AT MY LEVEL A LONG TIME!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND AT LEAST RATE ME AND IF YA HAVE TIME COMMENT BOMB MY AZZ LMAO! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH!!! AND TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWED ME SOOOO MUCH LOVE ALREADY WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES YOU ARE ALL AWESOME AND I SO APPRECIATE YOU!! IF YOU EVER NEED ME I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS I AM JUST A SHOUT AWAY AND NEVER FEEL BURDENED I LUV TO HELP MY FRIENDS!! WITH MORPHS, ANNIMATIONS, LOUNGE SKINS,KEWL BULLYS, OR JUST AN EAR TO LISTEN. I AM HERE FOR YOU!! DJ "E" LLUSION"

Missing You
MISSING YOU Online you're the one for me and I'm the one for you too and when you're not on the net, I'm missing you I don't really know you, and we've never met but already you've become someone I can't forget I'm so confused about what I can do, if I only knew it is so hard when you're offline, because I'm missing you You're not real to me, just a fantasy a dream that can’t be touched, but I can see As a friend and a lover there so much you can do then when we're done, I'm missing you We can talk, we can flirt, we can make love without shame because here in cyberland that's the name of the game Online, you're the one that's there, you're the one that's true that's why when you're offline, I'm missing you Offline, I know you have a whole different life you're a friend, a mother, and a wife I’m sad because I know at some point we will be through my head bows, a tear falls, because then I will forever be missing you STANLEY HENDRIX

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Should Have Followed My Advice
I should have only been coming on doing my rates and comments although feeling better I must have still been running a fever because its back high again. I have resigned from the lounge and will only be online to do rates and comments. I am going to see the Dr. tomorrow tomorrow at urgent care and am asking for a bunch of blood work to be done. Will update when I know more

Confession
Confessions of life are all around. Can you make a confession to make a piece of your life better to return what you once had or does that confession screw your life more. Your life is based on the sin you made, its in your hands rather you make what you want come true or to let everything slip through the grasp of your hands feeling the pain and suffering trying to to make it as nothing happen but it already has happened

Fix The Trade Balance
Are we Americans as dumb as we appear --- or --- is it that we just do not think? While the Chinese, knowingly and intentionally, export inferior products and dangerous toys and goods to be sold in American markets, the media wrings its hands and criticizes the Bush Administration for perceived errors. Yet 70% of Americans believe that the trading privileges afforded to the Chinese should be suspended. Well, duh..why do you need the government to suspend trading privileges? SIMPLY DO IT YOURSELF, AMERIKA!! Simply look on the bottom of every product you buy, and if it says 'Made in China ' or 'PRC' (and that now includes Hong Kong ), simply choose another product or none at all. You will be amazed at how dependent you are on Chinese products, however you will be equally amazed at what you can do without. Who needs plastic eggs to celebrate Easter? If you must have eggs, use real ones and benefit some American farmer. Easter is just an example, the point is.. do not

Thanks Rogue Bombers
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Lonely
I sit here wondering if things will ever work out for me.. Will my heart get what it desires .. so far i so the answer as no .. my heart aches with the need to love and be loved. My life is in shambles i have not much to offer any one though i ache to be loved .. for some one to show they care .. fighting to do this on my own faces me with endless nights of lonlyness .. The one guy i want to know how i feel shows the same fears that i have .. so it is hard to tell him just how i feel .. The woman i love is there for me when i need her even though distance is a issue with us .. she just wants to see me happy .. and i am not sure that will ever be .. She is on her way to hopefuly beeing blissfuly happy .. wish i was ..

Good Morning Beautiful
Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I didn't see the light I didn't know day from night I had no reason to care But since you came along I can face the dawn Cause I know you'll be there Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I'll never worry If it's raining outside Cause in here with you girl The sun always shines Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day, yeah A good morning beautiful...day Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful day A beautiful day Good morning beautiful

Show Some Love To Friends,they Will Show It Back
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The Disease No One Is Talking About (ty Desa)
Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about http://www.statesmanjournal.com ALAN GUSTAFSON The Statesman Journal The disease is a 'silent epidemic' that is getting little public attention, state official says Ann Shindo takes to task the federal government for failing to confront hepatitis C in Oregon and across the country. "Remember when Reagan didn't say AIDS? That's where we are with hep C," said Shindo, the coordinator of viral hepatitis prevention for the Oregon Department of Human Services. "It's (like) 1988, pal, and no one's talking about hep C. "We have four times as many people nationwide living with hep C as HIV (the virus that causes AIDS) and we have no federal funds and state funds to address this epidemic." The national Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that nearly 2 percent of all Americans, more than 4 million people, are infected with hepatitis C. It kills about 10,000 people per year. Each year, there are anywhere

Look Inside
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What Is Free In This World?
Have you ever heard the phrase "The best things in life are free"? Well,if you think about it there isn't much in this life that is free........ But I will name a few that I know are free.... 1. Love is free 2. Hate is free 3. The air that we breath is free 4. We are free to speak our minds (to an extent) 5. We are free to choose what we want in this life,if it is reachable. 6. Negativity is free 7. Positivity is free 8. Diseases are free 9. Laughter is free 10. Crying is free 11. Friendship is free 12. Ignorance is free 13. Thoughts are free, (but often cloud the mind) There are some of my thoughts any way...so if you read this and come up with some others,please feel free to put them down.

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Comments Back And Forth In A Mumm Titled...men
June 4, 2008 @ 2:40 pm # of Ok.. The fact that a lot of you say you have to "train" a man, is absurd. Its all about how they were brought up. Why are some men afraid of commitment or feelings? Hell if i know. Most of the women I know are scared of that kind of thing. So what now? They're insecure. Ever think they maybe they think youre just saying that to get close to them cuz youre going to hurt them? I allow myself to get close to anyone. Life's too short for regrets. Now trusting someone is a WHOLE different ballgame! ------------------------------------------------- Let me start at the begining of this comment and work down. You just proved that a woman does train a man. It may not be the woman he is with, but if his upbringing did it then he would have been trained by a woman,,,his mother. Men can be afraid for any number of reasons. Just as women can. The human interaction between man and woman seems to be full of fear from childhood till adult hood. Life is

Student With Cancer Not Allowed To Participate In Graduation!!
Leanna Elizalde only has one more course to take in the high school, despite all the time she had to take for treatment. Watch this video or check this webpage. If you think that a young woman fighting against cancer doesn't deserve to be treated like that, here are some contacts (Pacific Daylight time operating hours on phones): Woodland High School website (I love that little scrolly thing that says "THE STRENGTH OF THE WOLVES IS IN THE PACK!" but they're kicking one of the pack aside because she has cancer) Woodland High School's phone number: (530) 662-4678 (Principal: Evelia Genera) City of Woodland's website The city manager's phone number: (530) 661-5800 (Mark Deven) California Superintendent of Schools website Phone number for the California Department of Education: (916) 319-0800 Email form for Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger of California Website for CA First Lady Maria Shriver (whose Uncle Ted Kennedy is battling brain cancer) Phone number for

Want Some Fu-bucks?
A god Friend of mine is in a contest and needs some help to win it and get it over with....Im offering 20,000 fubucks for every 100 comments just send me a private message when your done and ill pay up!!! ty in advance for all yer help!!!

Carnal Dreams --
Carnal Dreams Embraced in these carnal dreams, we indulge, instantly we become rather alert. So alive in this world of deep tantra, yet, we find ourselves wanting to believe. Creating a daring place to endure, temptations allow ourselves to embrace. Artistically we desire to embrace, feeling other spirits, tempts us to indulge. Through consistent times of tests we endure, arousing sensations brings forth alert. Silent orchestra hopes you will believe, the essence of time enhances tantra. Relinquish old times and accept tantra, when witnessed these dreams, you're bound to embrace. Stealth and forbearance makes all souls believe, lavishly living life known as tantra, Erotic impulses make one alert, cautionary, we often still indulge. Until lessons are learned we will endure, remembering the intricate tantra. Profoundly accepting a new alert, intimately longing to be embraced. We may trip and stumble as we indulge, maintaining a strong balance we beli

My Offering -
Offering from my hand in offering a piece of me a slice of spirit to touch unfold MyspaceSpells.com - Free MySpace Graphics from time to time from my heart, ~adagio... unveiled, exposed; i remember you a journey of motion poignant movement private, insatiable i twist, turn in your curves. C@pyrite KristinRD

Welcome To Zac Browser - Zone For Autistic Children
http://www.zacbrowser.com/ You have found the best environment on the Internet for your autistic child. ZAC is the first web browser developed specifically for children with autism, and autism spectrum disorders such as Asperger syndrome, pervasive developmental disorders (PDD), and PDD-NOS. We have made this browser for the children - for their enjoyment, enrichment, and freedom. Children touch it, use it, play it, interact with it, and experience independence through ZAC. ZAC is the zone that will permit your child to interact directly with games (a LOT of games) and activities (focused on MANY interests) that cater specifically to kids who display the characteristics of autism spectrum disorders, like impairments in social interaction, impairments in communication, restricted interests and repetitive behavior. ZAC has been an effective tool for kids with low, medium and high functioning autism. ZAC focuses on the children and their interaction - But we also provide an

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Do you have what it takes to own someone as crazy as me? Well let's find out! I'm looking for a new owner and I'm offering even more stuff than any of my other auctions! I have added even more than is what on the picture! Click the picture to go see what else I'm offering and place a bid!! *Note* Even MORE will be added if the bid gets even higher!!

This Is What David Smith Left Me
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"back From The Dead"
THE case of a man whose heart stopped beating for 1-1/2 hours only to revive just as doctors were preparing to remove his organs for transplants is fuelling ethical debates in France about when a person is dead. The 45-year-old man suffered a massive heart attack and rescuers used cardiac massage to try and revive him without success before transferring him to a nearby hospital. Due to a series of complex circumstances, revival efforts continued for longer than usual for a patient whose heart was not responding to treatment, until doctors started preparations to remove organs. It was at that point that the astonished surgeons noticed the man was beginning to breathe unaided again, his pupils were active, he was giving signs that he could feel pain — and finally, his heart started beating again. Several weeks later, the man can walk and talk. “This situation was a striking illustration of the questions that remain in the field of re-animation … and what criteria can be us

Hummmmm
sometimes in life we make mistakes that we can't fix and some that we can. But those that can be fixed well we try and try and even then they may not be able to be. for example When you love someone and you know that, that person loves you back but has a temper that just needs to be tamed down a bit because you done something that you thought would have made them happy or at least smile but instead it pissed them off, and you try to talk to that person but all they do is block you and erase you from everything known to man. How can you fix it if they don't talk. This is a general perception of mistakes that any one person on GODS GREEN EARTH can make.

Witchcraft On The Go
Witchcraft on the go The latest fad in the realm of witchcraft publishing appears to be 'practicing witchcraft on the go'. At first, this may seem like a sign of the times but, looking back in history, witchcraft has nearly always been performed "on the go." Witches have always traveled to where they were needed, taking with them the barest essentials. There have also been times when witches were away from their home and they were summoned for immediate attendance. In such cases, all they could take with them was their knowledge of the craft. Everything else that they might need would have had to been acquired at the site. Do you, as a witch, have the ability to perform witchcraft at any given place without the need of a kit that you've brought from home? Test Yourself. The next time you are alone in the woods, look around. If someone came to you asking for a spell of protection, would you be able to pe

Punishment.................
As I wake up in the morning, cotton mouthed and achy, I realize that the hangover I expected is much more severe than I anticipated. Groaning, I roll over, only to find your not there. Puzzled, recalling our intense and slightly frenzied lovemaking the night before, I wonder where you had gotten to. I slide out of bed on shaky legs, see my torn and crumpled clothing on the floor, and smile. You were so upset when I got home last night, from an evening out with the girls. I listened with sadness as you told me how worried you were, cried a little when I realized how stupid it was to drive in my condition, and then we went to the bedroom. Your embrace had been passionate, the hurried removal of our clothing the cause of such disarray on my floor. I felt all had been forgotten and forgiven, but as I stumbled to the bathroom to brush my teeth, I recalled the last thing you said to me before I fell asleep. "You worried me terribly tonight. In the morning, we will discuss your punishment." S

Basics To A Relationship
1. Communication- A relationship to me is based on it. If there is no communication there is just feelings, and with out communication there is just no real physical emotional connection. I want to know how my mates day is going. I would love for them to call me and just ask "How was your day?", "Hello", or just "I love you". In return I would do the same for them. Commnication is the biggest part of a relationship, when we argue and or have a disagreement. I dont want to be the one to just run off and hide, and I will stand my ground as much as i would want my mate to do the same. But once stated our points and opinions. I would still want to talk and work it out, and who knows we may laugh about it later.... 2. Feelings- Theses are the second biggest thing in a relationship. I am very emotional person and can be at times. But the feelings need to be mutal, not to fast but also not to slow. But if you feel that those 3words are what u want to say, no matter who, what, when, or

Check Out Passionman71 Hes A Great Guy ...
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Dreams
by LateNiteFantasy© Dreams Night time odysseys Into the Known UnKnown Observe the seen unseen Hear the words unspoken Think the thoughts unthought Conquer the lands unseen The Universe is Yours Till the Morning When Light Sweeps Thought Away.

New Family Member
Being an animal lover, especially dogs, my home has lacked that companionship for quite sometime after losing my last beautiful dog to cancer. The house and office were both quite as My animals always travel with me, from home, work and even sometimes play, providing a wonderful sense of security even in the most awkward and threatening of positions. Today though, was a day in which I didn't expect. Traveling in and out of my local animal shelters, I came face to face with the most beautiful, and unbelievable animal. My newest family member now weighs in a 150 pounds (and is 'underweight' according to my vet) and should weigh at least another 25 pounds or more! He has found himself welcomed, loved and comfortable in his new home, and now I, feel like my life is just a bit more fulfilling by offering this beautiful dog a wonderful home and unconditional love. His breed (and he is full blooded) can go for as much 2K for a puppy, but believe it or not, I rescued this one for und

Come Join The Newest Lounge On Fubar.
Fire My Words Fire My Words VAMPIRESS IS OUR OWNER AND SHE DJ'S SOME TIME TOO LETS SHOW HER SOME LOVE Vampy"Owner" MysticsVampireDen@ fubar DJ GHOST ( ME ) WHAT YOU THINK NOT BAD HUH (LOL)SHOW ME A LITTLE LOVE TOO. HEAD DJ GHOST (RIDER) of Mystics Vampire Den@ fubar THIS IS HAVEN OUR CO=OWNER AND DJ. SHOW THIS LITTLE VAMP A LOT OF LOVE Haven - Co-Owner/Manager of Mystics Vampire Den@ fubar THIS IS RUM HE NEEDS A LOT OF HELP ONE WAY OR THE OTHER NAH HE'S A GREAT GUY AND ALSO CO-OWNER OF OUR LOUNGE Dj rum_tum Co-owner of MYSTIC VAMPIRES DEN@ fubar SO COME ON BY HERE IS THE LINK: YOU WONT BE SORRY http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55234 EITHER CLICK IF IT LETS YOU OR JUST COPY AND PASTE. WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU

The Fog Is Clearing As She Asks...
Alright...I've been on here for like 2 hrs now and I have decide that this is some crazy shit now! I have decided that this online bar is really bass ackwards. Unlike a real bar where you go in sober and clear headed then as the night progress and your there longer things start becoming fuzzy around the edges you know. Well in this place you go into it all fuzz around the edges and the longer your on the more "sober" you get as you are finally able to find your way around and know just what the hell your doing! But I guess that's why we're here...to find a way out of the foggy haze into he morning light...just like a good night of drinking...only without the hangover...what's not to like...right?

You Can Only Type One Word (not Always Possible)
You Can Only Type One Word. (I will prolly choose to ignore this rule) Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Table 2. Your significant other? Wonderful 3. Your hair? Short 4. Your mother? Loving 5. Your father? Understanding 6. Your favorite thing? Toys 7. Your dream last night? Hard 8. Your favorite drink? Dr. Pepper 9. Your dream/goal? Happiness 10. The room you're in? Lounge 11. Music? Classical 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Pilot 14. Where were you last night? Fubar 15. What you're not? Lier 16. Muffins? Yes 17. One of your wish list items? No Debt 18. Where you grew up? California 19. The last thing you did? Game 20. What are you wearing? Cotton 21. TV? Yes 22. Your pets? 3 23. Your computer? iB

Tryin To Get My Very 1st Vip
Ok heres the deal. I am in a giveaway for my very 1st VIP ever. I need 2500 comments on the pic below. Please comment bomb the hell out of my pic for me. If you do thank you so much. If you chose not to thats alright too. Thanks for taking the time to read this!!!

Let's Help Make Sniper A Godfather!
Let's Help him make FU HISTORY!!!!! For those that dont know the story His original account was hacked by an undesirable person. He was at FU KING. That was 10 weeks ago. Saturday at 6 fubar time he is having his very FIRST happy hour and he is at fu king again Let's Get him to GODFATHER Let's Rate him Bling him Comment what ever we have to do to get him to GODFATHER ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by a dear friend of his Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC@ fubar (repost of original by 'Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC' on '2008-06-27 08:07:17') (repost of original by '©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE' on '2008-06-27 08:10:32')

Omg My Hh Was Awesome
Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. You collected 278,137 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor. Cheers! 191 members leveled up during your happy hour: tam_in-ga 'Fu-Fighter' (5) indianizes 'Newfu' (1) Blackwallmonster 'Newfu' (1) Beckett-aka"THUMPER" 'Newfu' (1) Countryboy Superman 'Grasshopper' (3) Don 'Chill Fu' (4) chopperdog25 'Fu-ling' (2) Blondie 'Rock Star' (20) HÊVÑÊÑ ßÁRTÊÑÐÊR & GRÊÊTÊR @ HÊÁVÊÑ£¥ ÐRÊÁM§ 'Friend of fubar' (10) ¢¾ ScOoTeRz GuRl ¢¾SLADES BABY GURL SO BACK YA AZZ'S OFF scooter bar co head bartender 'Assassin' (18) im_me_dont_like_oh_well 'Freak' (9) ~SHAGGZ~ 'Chill Fu' (4) sweet girl 'Wasted Fu' (7) princess 'Henchman' (22) bowlinggod 'Grasshopper' (3) NΞXT → DIDDLES HEART ← ENFORCER @ CLUB FANTASIA 'Fu-Fighter' (5) Angrok76 'Newfu' (1) Wî¢¢åñ~¶®îñ¢è$$ G®èè†è® @ Hèåvèñlý ‡llµ$îºñål Ð®èåm$ ² 'Friend of fubar' (10) dmw63

I've Been Tagged...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Tends to be too forgiving 2. I only have 2 people in my life that I actually trust 3. My heart is made of gold, but people take advantage of that.. 4. I hated school. I want to kick the people's asses that picked on me 5. I drink way too much 6. I smoke too much 7. My best friend is Taylor 8. I cannot stand my truck anymore 9. I have a high ambition to succeed in life 10. I am single and about to give up on love.... I tag: Italian girl 420 Fu-Daddy Willows Moon Take me awayyy DEE

I Don't Know What I'm Going To Do
My apartment complex in Georgia called me today and asked me if I could move in at a later date. I told them there was no way I could change my move it and that I asked for July 11 as my move-in day in early March. Well he told me that the building I'm supposed to move into will not be ready by then. There's been some set backs and the furniture will not be in in time. On top of that the property manager is in the hospital and won't be in until next Monday. So next Monday they will call me and tell me what they are going to do. I'm so irritated. My mom and her b/f are moving me down there and once they're gone the net day, I have no one to help me move. So if they put me in one room and make me move in a few weeks into my apartment, I'll have no help to move an apartment's worth of stuff. They were supposed to put me in building 6 or 7 which are right by the office, but for whatever reason I got moved to building 8 which is now not done. I don't know what they are going to come up with

Me
Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com Fun Quizzes! Fun Quizes | Love Quiz | MySpace Quizzes I'm am the Punisher! I'm a vigilante who considers murder, kidnapping, extortion, coercion, threats of violence, and torture to be acceptable crime fighting tactics. LMFAOROTG

Bouncer Checks!! Some Like Them But Most Dont
so why cant they put them as a security level on our profile settings .. and people who don't want spam and so forth can set it on high and people who don't care can set it low or off and then we would only get bouncer checks on certain peoples pages especially if we pay for the vip's that way its our choice and most people are happy because personally i hate them lol and most agree they drive us crazy what do you think?

New Cellphone
NEW CELLPHONE A young man wanted to get his beautiful "blonde" wife something nice for their first wedding anniversary. So he decides to buy her a cellphone. She is all excited, she loves her phone. He shows her and explains to her all the features on the phone. The next day the blonde goes shopping. Her phone rings and it's her husband, "Hi hun,"he says "how do you like your new phone?" She replies: "I just love it, it's so small and your voice is clear as a bell!" "But there's one thing I don't understand though." "What's that, baby?" asks the husband. "How did you know I was at Wal Mart?"

Rival Brands, As Well As Athletes, Compete At Sporting Events
Ambush marketing Playing the game Jul 3rd 2008 From The Economist print edition Rival brands, as well as athletes, compete at sporting events TAKING your hat off at the door may seem like a throwback to a more genteel age. But the practice lives on at modern sporting events. Dutch buyers of Heineken beer were given green hats to wear to the recent Euro 2008 football tournament. Anyone who tried to enter a stadium wearing one, however, as many fans did in 2004, was asked to remove it. The hats were an “ambush marketing” campaign, in which companies try to promote their brands at sporting events without paying sponsorship fees. Heineken’s rival, Carlsberg, was an official sponsor of Euro 2008, paying $21m for the privilege. A few TV close-ups of fans wearing Heineken hats would have cost very little by comparison. This was just one of 18 examples of ambush marketing at Euro 2008 identified by researchers at Coventry University Business School. Ambush marketers have replaced h

What Chess Piece Am I?
Your result for Which Chess Piece are You Test?...The Queen's Rook The Queen’s Rook is a pensive, analytical individual. They don’t mind spending long periods of time on their own to work through problems. They may venture so far into thought they appear vacant or detached; often they really are oblivious of the world at that moment. These wayward princes are precise about descriptions and by habit correct others (or feel sorely tempted) if the shade of meaning is slightly off. This is annoying to the less concise, but this is what gives the Queen’s Rook a gift for gab, especially in writing. This Rook is relatively easy going until their principles of truth, knowledge and justice are violated. Because of this they hate the formalities of bureaucracy, politics, and authority – which tend to mask the truth of operations. They will respond with a flip of the switch and become outspoken and inflexible. They will eventually drop the issue, because they do prefer a reserve

Stupid People!!
I just logged on to find this in my messages. Do I really make people that jealous of me to waste their time being a douche? Maybe they just wish they were me....What do you think? LMFAO People need to grow the hell up. :D

I Want This Girl!!!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never wants to forget all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a k

Letter To The Editor
Letter to the editor We send our young men and women of all ethnic descents to foreign shores to battle tyranny, oppression and injustice for as Americans we live in the greatest country in the world. We treasure the our freedoms and have fought wars to preserve the our culture and way of life. Many have died because they believe in this. As a veteran and the son of a veteran I must Admit that that I too believe in this with a great since of national pride. I believe in what is written in the constitution the bill of rights and what is written on the statue of liberty. Something that happened a few weeks ago in a small Texas town of Pampa has caused me to be ashamed and Greatly disgruntled. A young hearing impaired girls was riding her bike on a quite little street in Pampa when she was struck by a drunk driver dragged several hundred feet beneath his vehicle that was traveling Far beyond the speed limit. It received a small spot in the local paper. There

Stuff N Things
I will rerate profiles tomorrow with 11s.. in the meantime.. check this bulletin out and get on the bully to have your profile rerated!! http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2424059219 show Perky some lovin too! She keepin track of the bulletin! Perky ♡ Mr.D Owner of the ☠Pіŧßułł МãҒiã☠@ fubar

Top Ways To Know You're A Drunk B*stard
Top signs you're a drunken bastard: 1) You frequently urinate outdoors. 2) You first wake up and you're afraid you're gonna die and a half hour later you're afraid you won't. 3) You fall asleep taking a dump. 4) You believe that spilling a beer is Alcohol abuse. 5) You go to the john to hurl, but you take your beer with you. 6) Find its easier to study drunk 7) You're on a first name basis at the detoxification center 8) Beer ads make sense. 9) You wake up to the sound of your dog drinking out of the toilet, and you are so dry that it sounds mighty thrist quenching. 10) You wake the next moring and start drinking a few of the half empties left sitting around the room. 11) The space on your drivers license that tells your eye color reads "bloodshot". 12) You fall down a flight of steps and DON'T spill a drop of your beer. 14) You need to take witnesses with you to confession because you can't exactly remem

Can You Guess?
You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step). Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! And so is looking at my other blogs. So here's my top 10 of the moment: 1. Time to light the fires and spill the waste 2. Moonlight is about to transform some people into strange creatures 3. My disposition is in a possition for all to see. 4. I secretly crave, crave that scent again 5. pull - steamroller rollin' through 6. And if you see me losing ground 7. Hold it together, birds of a feather 8. Some will learn, many do 9. I dont need your forgiveness 10. Come On, Grab the bull by the horns If you look at the other blog you cheat

There's Still Time To Bid On Me..
Hiya all..hope all is well...There is still time to join in the fun to bid to own me... This first auction is a dual auction and contest...so if you can't bid please just drop a rate. Both auctions end July 31...Happy Bidding :-D Hugs, Silverpixi

3 To Love On!
These 3 people below go above and beyond everyday to show great love to all. You see them rating till they max out to help someone level. You see them helping others bomb in contests and giveaways. So lets all pick anyone out of the 3 or all 3 and let them know how much we appreciate what they do for others!!!! lauria¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by LoneWolf@ fubar MRMostunderated THE Thing of the **JUSTICE LEAGUE** AND **SHADOW LEVELERS**@ fubar RevMichelle~FuWife n r/l fiance to Towman1231~Shadow Leveler~Manager at Klowns Play House~@ fubar THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71@ fubar And {Shadow Leveler Team Leader} ~Yeamon~@ fubar

Just To Say Ty And I Appreciate You All
TO ALL MEMBERS AND STAFF! I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU AND LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.I THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT IN ME AND SOUNTHERN COMFORT LOUNGE! MY LOUNGE WOULD NOT BE NOTHING WITHOUT MY AWESOME MEMBERS AND STAFF.YOU ALL ARE LIKE FAMILY TO ME. I HOPE YA'LL ENJOY YOUR TIME IN THE LOUNGE, SO IF YOU GET TIME STOP IN FOR A DRINK ON ME ! AGAIN TY! FROM THE OWNER REV. GAIL

Tomorrow Can Wait
one day I'll wake and know my life has been worth the trip I've journeyed one day I'll wake and know tomorrow is calling me to hurry hurry to forget the hurts hurry to dismiss the pain the pain thats formed me into Me the hurts that guided me to this day So when I wake in a hurried state I think I'll make tomorrow wait For who I have become in life was worth the hurts and pain

Yes.... Still In The Hospital
Hello everyone... to answer all the questions, yes, I am still in the hospital. Mostly here for some tests and overnight observations. There is no diagnosis and it is very frustrating. It seems to be an issue with my vascular system. But, nobody knows what at this point. I might be having some transfusions soon. I know that I had sepsis earlier this year and was hospitalized for that for a week. It could be a rebound of that but is not going away with any antibiotics. It is very frustrating to be here believe me. And my poor husband is very frustrated too. I am hoping that with the time I have been having in here that I would have some inspiration to write some stories but there just is no inspiration to write at all. I hope to be back soon (boy, do I hope that) and when I do I will be able to say hi to everyone once again. 36d hugs (group hug) to all, Ms. Cleavage

Inspiring Words From Ben Stien
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I a m a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrati ng this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu . If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for bein

My New Owner!!
Have you met my new owner?? You haven't!!!! Well, what are you waiting for??? Go check him out!! Tappinit =FuBaron and Retainer of Her Highness, Linda's, Royal Pleasure Scepter! Rate him! Fan him! Bling him! Ask him to make you one of his cool animations!! *lol* Just go show him lots of luv and tell him Silentlizard sent ya!!

Jet Bling Auction August 2nd (closed)
Master Riggs Presents an AUCTION for a JET BLING Come Bid on a Jet Bling Current bid is 580k. Bidding closes tonight, August 2nd at Midnight Central Time. Click the jet to place a bid. ~Master Riggs~ Proud Owner of ~ Bad Girl~and Fu Hubby 2 ~FunkyMunky~@ fubar

Master Said...........15
Wrists bound to ankles, face down on the bed, her knees spread and stretched apart, hear back cruelly arched, she waited; exposed, naked, helpless; her most tender flesh still stinging from the last wicked blow of the paddle. She gritted her teeth against the great, silent hiccuping sobs that struggled to work their way past the wadded handkerchief in her mouth. Tears soaked the blindfold that covered her eyes. Her body tensed, anticipating the next blow. Fifteen, he had said. “Four,” he said in a steady voice as the paddle honed an even finer edge to the pain that seared her already-bruised and quivering flesh. Her breath seemed caught between sobs, wedged in her chest like a cat fighting its way out of a sack, a madly thrashing thing that could not be controlled. “Five,” he said, bringing the paddle down again. Bright constellations of stars swam across her blinded vision, symphonies of shrieks echoed unvoiced in her ears. She would not cry out, not show her

Motorcycle Wreck
John was in a VERY Motorcycle Wreck on Sat, we were all Riding in Sturgis. A lady messing with her Radio Crossed the CenterLine and Hit John Head-on. John was thrown over the car and was not Breathing, he was revived and airlifted to the hospital, they said he died 2-3 times in the Air. He broke his Neck,Back,Arm,Ribs and Legs. He has Brain Damage and they think he will not have Use below his Waist. He went in to Renal Failure last night, has a lot of Preasure on his Brain. UPDATE We have Decided to take him off Life Support, he would never want to live this Way. He is holding his Own right Now, but the next 48 Hours are going to be tough. Docs have releived the Preasure to a safe point on his Brain UPDATED 8/8/08 John went Down Hill Yesterday, but we still have hope, Preasure is Building up on his brain. UPDATE JOHN PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT, Doc said there was just to much damage for him to over come. he was the BEST little brother I could have had.

I Can Haz A Lease
It's official. As of five minutes ago, I have a year-long lease (at last!). After living in sublets since December, I am heartily sick of moving every four months (college town, pfah!). Fortunately, the new place is in this building, on the first fllor. My move will consist of carrying boxes and furniture down two flights of stair, hooray! Aoife will be sharing the place with me (she has her own room for studying, etc, but will be sleeping - et cetera *wink* - in mine), so I'm actually looking forward to this move for TWO reasons.

My Friends List
IF YOU WANT TO STAY IN MY FRIENDS LIST MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SALUTE!!!! IF YOU DONT HAVE ONE YOU WILL BE DELETED!!!! IF YOU DON'T WSH TO BE DELETED LET ME KNOW AND ILL GIVE YOU A WEEK TO GET A SALUTE APPROVED

Time Bomb
The clock is ticking on the wall the world is spinning while the billions work to justify their lives. They search for meaning in their useless sense of breeding in their quest for recognition when they die. Because ego won't permit belief in our mortality so we manufactured our delusioned lie. We believe with much conviction in our useless superstition that our lives are bigger than life. The man on TV preaches his beliefs to me and says that I am doomed because I don't think like him. He asks for contributions for his sermons convolutions, in return is absolution for your sins. I watch in disbelief as people try and shed their grief because they can't accept the things that they've become. They blindly patronize a dogmatic pack of lies that tell them Jesus is their chosen one. Strictly designed for the weak of mind, not just the working man's opiate anymore. Paralyzed minds all seeking the sublime with all doubt ruled out by their faith in the divine. All of them

Omg She's Covered In Shit!!!
While the adults in the scenerio were carying on their ghetto soap opera, their children were growing up. My grandmother's kids: April, Tracy, Fred, Teresa, Eddie, Brenda (my mother), Little Jackie, Freda, and Frida; were Growing up with my grandfathers kids: Michael, Donnie Jr (my father), Nijea, Nicole, and and Nichelle. My grandmother, due to her affair, was disfellowshiped from the kingdom hall, and with my brutal grandfather gone, Grama Jackies kids, were able to spent much more time with Grampa lamb's kids. As grandma jackie was too consumed with her personal drama to teach her daughters the "birds and the beas" her youngest teenaged daughters, unaware of what a period even ment, Brenda (14) and Teresa (15), both became pregnant. And while it was a shame that the righteous sister jackie's teenaged daughters were pregnant, the bigger shame was that the father of one of her daughters children, was the son of "the love of her life" My mother, had been a track star, an A

Men Are Confusing
i don't get men. They act like they want u but won't commit. Then u got men who are clingy whiney and needy who won't leave u alone. Honestly i would rather have a guy that hardly gave me affection then a guy who smothers me. Can't they just meet somewhere in the middle? I mean come on girls meet in the middle. I just don't understand. I went from a guy who showed very little affection except in the bedroom to a guy who is clingy and sissyfied. I tried to tell him but he just whines its so annoying. Let me know any females opinion on this if you agree disagree or what u prefer

Alzheimers And Senility Are Reversible
Alzheimer's is a common form of dementia (senility) affecting almost 5 million Americans. As our population ages, this is an area that drug companies believe may be quite profitable, so there is heavy advertising being done for the medication Aricept, which has very minimal to modest benefit. The only definitive test for diagnosing Alzheimer's is a brain biopsy, which appropriately is not done. Because of this, and because most doctors do not have time to do a proper 30-60 minute evaluation for underlying causes (Medicare pays poorly for visits over ~ 5 minutes), many elderly folks get a label of Alzheimer's slapped on them and a prescription for Aricept at first sign of confusion, and perhaps a cursory look for other causes of confusion. In addition to the tragic personal costs, the financial cost of caring for someone with Alzheimer's averages from $70,000 to $174,000 (over a lifetime) with global costs for care being $248 billion yearly. It is insane to not aggressively look for

*~my Fav Poem I Have Ever Written~* Trapped*~
TRAPPED, IN A LIFE I DID NOT CHOOSE. EVEN THOUGH, IT WAS OF MY OWN MAKING. I DO NOT FEEL THIS WAS THE LIFE MEANT FOR ME. OH HOW LORD, CAN THIS BE? THAT I HAVE TRAPPED MY SELF. IN MY OWN MISOURY. TRAPPED, IN A BODY, FAR FROM MY CHOOSING. EVEN THOUGHT, IT IS OF MY OWN MAKING. I DO NOT FEEL, THIS IS THA BODY MENT FOR ME. OH HOW LORD, CAN THIS BE? THAT I HAVE CREATED A PRISON, JUST FOR ME... TRAPPED, IN A PLACE, WHERE JUDGEMENT IS GIVEN. FOR EVERY WRONG WE HAVE EVER COMMITED. AGAIN, THIS IS OF MY OWN MAKING. FOR ALL THA THINGS I HAVE DONE WRONG. THAT I'M NOW BEING JUDGED FOR. I KNEW THEY WERE WRONG, AND DONE THEM ANYWAY. OH HOW LORD, CAN THIS BE? THAT I HAVE TRAPPED MY SELF, IN THIS ETERNAL DAMATION. TRAPPED, AND I CAN NOT BE FREED. BY A MERE MORTAL HAND. SO PLEASE LORD, LEND ME YOUR HAND, AND SET MY SOULD FREE... OF ALL THESE TRAPS, I HAVE MADE JUST FOR ME.... WRITTEN BY:WENDY K. SELLARS

Get Your Own Sexy Lizard!!
I am for sale!!! I am hosting my own auction and selling myself in it!! I am offering the following: 1 SFW Salute Fu-owned in name for 1 month Up to 300 pic rates during HH Up to 300 stash rates during HH Pimpout blog Midget on profile More depending on high bid *there is more....go check it out to find out what* Come own your own sexy lizard!! Auction runs til Wed, Aug 27th!! Click the pic to bid on me!!

One Of My Stories
Crimes of Passion The end of September suddenly changed in Colorado Springs. The hot summer days went directly to a cold rainy climate just as Labor Day passed. The trees changed what seamed like light coming on. From the deep greens of summer to the vibrant colors of fall. The warm breeze had but a cold chill with every breath it gave. Streets and lawns were covered with dark brown sheen of remnants of the decaying oak and maple leaves. Tami awoke around 10 a.m. that Saturday morning. Her head and body ached from the night before. She felt a little hungry but she knew there was no way she could eat anything. The dry cotton taste in he mouth convinced her that he needed a glass of water only. She went into the bathroom and took a big glass and began to take slow but decisive sips. Standing naked in front of the mirror she peered at her eyes. They indicated to her that was indeed a long night before. Stepping into the shower the hot steaming water rushed all over her shapely curv

I'm Making Pics.......so Your Pic Made By Me...
I'm making pics I'll make yours if you want me to... Just leave me a message and your pics or whatever you want to put on there or whatever you would like.... 1.... LEAVE YOUR PIC OR PICS... 2... LEAVE WHAT YOU WANT TO PUT ON THERE.. 3..IF WHATEVER I HAVE ON MY PAGE LET ME KNOW THATS WHAT YOU... 4.... LEAVE YOUR NAME AND YOUR FUBAR NAME SO I KNOW THATS YOURS.... 5.... MAYBE COST YOU THE DEPENDS ON THE PICS OR PIC(DEPENDS IF I LIKE YOU I'LL DO FOR FREE FOR YOU) FOR FIRENDS OR FAMILY OR FANS ONLY!!!!!! 6....FRIENDS OR FANS OR FAMILY ARE FREE..... 7..... LEAVE YOUR MESSAGES AND WHATEVER YOU LIKE TO PUT ON THERE.... IF THE PICS OR PIC YOU WANT THATS ON MY PAGE!!!!!! 8....PLEASE TELL ME WHAT ALBUMS THE PICS IN AND WHAT NUMBER IT IS..... ~NEW ORLEANS GIRL~

Chinese Astrology By Sondra Aka Babs
Paul is [Metal] Horse, Sondra is [Water] Tiger The Horse and Tiger make an excellent match. The wild Horse feels an immediate kinship with the fun-loving Tiger. Both share a love of sports, nature and parties. They are also extremely active, and will have no trouble skipping sleep in favor of fun. The Horse will probably follow the Tiger’s lead, but won’t fail to speak up when he or she disagrees with the big cat’s direction. The one thing that could potentially put a damper on this romance is the Horse and Tiger’s mutual love of freedom. The thought of settling down fills both signs with terror. If they can overcome their twin fear of commitment, these two could form a bond that lasts a lifetime. As friends, the Horse and Tiger have tons of fun. These two make ideal travel companions, and will probably enjoy going to far-flung places that involve an element of danger. Since both signs love their freedom, they may want to keep separate hotel rooms, just so they can maintain a com

Things You Might Not Now Of Me
1. What is your middle name? Marie 2. What color underwear are you wearing now? black 3. What are you listening to right now? the cars outside 4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 21 5. What was the last thing you ate? a hotdog, yesterday 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? red 7. How is the weather right now? dull 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? steven 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? personality 10. Favorite type of Food? american 11. Do you drink? once in a blue moon 12. What's your favorite drink? strawberry daquiri 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? nope 14. Hair color? blonde 15. Eye color? blue 16. Do you wear contacts? no 17. Favorite Holiday? christmas 18. Favorite Month? june 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? yes 20. What was the last movie you watched? the orphange 21. Favorite Day of the Year? my birthday 22.Are u too shy to ask someone out? depends on the

Guys, Dating, And Celibacy
There seems to be this pattern to my love life. I meet a funny, interesting, intelligent guy who I can talk and laugh with. The chemistry is great and there's all kinds of sparks. But once sex is involved, the guy becomes crazy or an asshole (or both) and I'm left with nothing but another failed attempt at finding some kind of companionship. It's the story of my life. Before December, I was celibate (by choice) for almost three years. And I can definitely see advantages to going back to not having sex. Because recently I've compromised my own sense of right and wrong, my own moral code. I've let my libido make decisions that contradicted my mind. It's made me question my judgment and I've started to re-evaluate my decision-making paradigm. So I think it's time to just stay away from sex until I can trust myself not to make stupid mistakes.

Good Bye To The Dogs
Today goes into my records as one of the saddest in recent memory. As many of the folks here know we have been trying to adopt two rescued basenjis. We have spent just over a thousand dollars all told to get them carry cages, beds, collars, leashes, food, vet bills, 2 steel "baby gates" and a host of toys and treats. We were as committed to making this their forever home as we could get. We have 2 cats and we made it clear to the shelter and to BRAT (Basenji Rescue and Transport) that we could only deal with cat friendly dogs. We were lied to about this. The dogs refuse to not chase the cats. The gates we got to divide our home into areas in an attempt to give the cats some ability to roam, tho never the freedom they gave up. It has become a bit like living in a state of siege. and the cats are losing. Today Almond Nut, our little girl cat - who has lived huddled on a top shelf of one of the bookcases in my office since the dogs came here, venturing out only if she though they

Ike Pa #37
500 AM EDT WED SEP 10 2008 ...IKE STILL POUNDING WESTERN CUBA WITH TROPICAL STORM FORCE WINDS AND HEAVY RAINS... A TROPICAL STORM WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF MATANZAS...LA HABANA...CIUDAD DE HABANA...PINAR DEL RIO...AND THE ISLE OF YOUTH. AT 5 AM EDT...0900 UTC...THE TROPICAL STORM WARNING FROM KEY WEST EASTWARD HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FROM WEST OF KEY WEST TO THE DRY TORTUGAS. FOR STORM INFORMATION SPECIFIC TO YOUR AREA...INCLUDING POSSIBLE INLAND WATCHES AND WARNINGS...PLEASE MONITOR PRODUCTS ISSUED BY YOUR LOCAL WEATHER OFFICE. AT 500 AM EDT...0900Z...THE CENTER OF HURRICANE IKE WAS LOCATED NEAR LATITUDE 23.5 NORTH...LONGITUDE 84.9 WEST OR ABOUT 125 MILES...200 KM...NORTH OF THE WESTERN TIP OF CUBA AND ABOUT 465 MILES...750 KM ...SOUTHEAST OF THE MOUTH OF THE MISSISSIPPI RIVER. IKE IS MOVING TOWARD THE WEST-NORTHWEST NEAR 8 MPH...13 KM/HR...AND THIS MOTION IS EXPECTED TO CONTINUE ACROSS T

Ike Pa #38
1100 AM EDT WED SEP 10 2008 ...IKE GROWING IN SIZE AND STRENGTH IN THE SOUTHEASTERN GULF OF MEXICO... A TROPICAL STORM WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF MATANZAS...LA HABANA...CIUDAD DE HABANA...PINAR DEL RIO...AND THE ISLE OF YOUTH. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FROM WEST OF KEY WEST TO THE DRY TORTUGAS. FOR STORM INFORMATION SPECIFIC TO YOUR AREA...INCLUDING POSSIBLE INLAND WATCHES AND WARNINGS...PLEASE MONITOR PRODUCTS ISSUED BY YOUR LOCAL WEATHER OFFICE. AT 1100 AM EDT...1500Z...THE CENTER OF HURRICANE IKE WAS LOCATED NEAR LATITUDE 23.9 NORTH...LONGITUDE 85.3 WEST OR ABOUT 225 MILES... 365 KM...WEST-SOUTHWEST OF KEY WEST FLORIDA AND ABOUT 430 MILES... 690 KM...SOUTHEAST OF THE MOUTH OF THE MISSISSIPPI RIVER. ALTHOUGH THE CENTER OF IKE MOVED LITTLE OVER THE PAST FEW HOURS... THE HURRICANE IS GENERALLY MOVING TOWARD THE WEST-NORTHWEST NEAR 8 MPH...13 KM/HR. A WEST-NORTHWESTWARD MOTION IS EXPECTED TO CONTINUE FOR THE NEXT

Gone
No place to feel at home The trap opens its gaping mouth While one knowingly steps into it, There is nothing else. This where you are sure to belong Rather than among who You seek closure to. All of this is in your mind Yet it will not leave The leash has been broken To the once upheld self control To the switchbox, of emotions. The way of life without feeling Was so comforting and now There is no true escape from the mind. A pure void of blackness Is wished in order For clarity to suffice. The brain babbles as A drunken fool Holding onto a dead but lingering hope. Living to run away again Is no mere accomplishment Only a postponement of priorities. Inspiration has been wounded By the constant stagnation of Pure puzzlement proving incoherent With unbalanced meaning. Perhaps it will wander its way Into the direction Needed the most.

Soundgarden - Jesus Christ Pose
Awesome song Artist - Soundgarden Song - Jesus Christ Pose Album - Badmotorfinger Album Cover Song Length - 5:52 Taken From Wikipedia: "Many people believe that this song is anti-Christian, to the extent that the band actually received death threats about it on a UK tour in the early 1990s. In reality, though, it is anything but anti-Christian. The song is actually a criticism of the way rock stars use the image of Jesus and the "Jesus Christ Pose" to try to identify themsleves with the idea of the Son of God. Cornell in particular wrote the lyrics as a parody of Jane's Addiction lead singer Perry Farrell, whose majestic on-stage demeanor Cornell found pretentious." Video: Lyrics: [Music - Cameron, Shepherd, Thayil, Cornell; Lyrics - Cornell] And you stare at me In your Jesus Christ pose Arms held out Like you've been carrying a load And you swear to me You don't want to be my slave But you're staring at me Like I need to be saved In y

Comes A Point
I never write my own blogs i always find good information about the lifestyle and post it...poems that move me or people i give props to....Today I am going to inspire myself! Due time dammit. I like to say i am broken hearted I like to say I feel the burn in my soul, that I am lost, unkept a mess. I am not. I may feel free, in an odd sort of deversion. Lies come forth, realization of reality that I knew was always happening was told to me. Other women come to me tell me I AM THE FOOL. I wont be played, I will be loved, cherished, honored, things you could never put forth to me. no mail ever came, no one showed up at my door, at my hardest times I find out where you really are...thank you to all my girls for showing and telling me things i would have never seen. My heart it may have broke if i let it. But I never hate I just walk away and know I can be loved and cherished, honored, admired, and be someone else's prize possesion......Thanks again girls for all the info

A Glimpse Of Me
Look through my eyes and tell me what you see, i'm no more fucked up than you would be. I want you to walk one mile in my shoes, you'll see the odds are stacked for me to lose.For every breath these lungs take, I thank the lord every time I wake. I'm not bad or a demon seed, just for so long I have been left in need. No one believes the shit I go through, but they don't go through life the way I do. The life I lead makes me stronger every day, my path is uncertain and I don't always know the way. As life keeps sending curve balls my way, I contemplate my while here I lay. Unfair things happen no matter who you are, but God only judges you from a far. Don't get to caught up in the past, the effects of what happened yesterday won't last.

Vip
why is it that people want others to buy their VIP status? Why do dumb ass men pay for it too?? I don't get it, have some independence and buy your own! Come on does it cost that much really? If you answer is yes than get your cheap broke ass off the site! You don't belong here. OK sorry for ranting I guess I just don't get that.

Bulletin By Shawnda
Hey Come help pepsiman get back to where he was.... new profile fresh start.... Please R/F/A..... xoxo Pepsimannc69@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღ* ஐ*ღ~Naughtia*~2nd Alarm Hotties*~Owner of Dago~Fu-Married To Big Sexy**ღ*' on '2008-09-18 13:37:31')

Heart Trouble The Words That Scare
Ok so I am sure most have seen the pics I posted about my trip to the ER in August. I did that not for pitty but as a public reminder to myself that I cant deny health issues and think that will make them go away. I went to my Heart Dr. yesterday as a follow up from the ER visit I have elected to have this surgery as a cure for my "not all uncommon heart issue" On October 28 this year I will be having surgery to burn the extra wiring in my heart that causes me to pass out have tightness in my chest and in August led me to stop breathing for a short while. I am confident that the Dr. that is doing the surgery is very informed just a bit scared and nervous of the "worst case scenarios such as ending up with a pacemaker or bleeding in my brain that will cause a stroke. Should I at 34 with two small children be too concerned or is it good that I also decided to start going back to the gym to hopefully give my heart a some much needed cardio I am sure all will end up ok I

Run Through The Rain
I haven't done a real blog in quite awhile and ran across an email that reminded me I was past due for one. I am pretty sure everyone has seen the email that I am sharing, as I had already seen it several times, but the meaning of it is something that always needs to be reminded. I woke up this morning and ran through my morning routine in a quick state, trying not to be late... hugged my kids and took them to school, drove to work, blah blah, you all know the routines... but did I really get anything out of it? Did I pause to appreciate my kids, to make sure they FELT my love? We live in a fast paced world, that gets faster everyday. I think we all need to be reminded everyday that no matter how bad of a day it seems, or how hard the hard knocks of life are hitting us each day... there is always positives to be found. There are always friends out there we have but may not realize just how much they indeed truly care or worry about us. So everybody please stop an

Get A Clue!
Someone that I love very much is currently being harassed and having his friends harassed by a "person" that he used to call friend. This is the worst kind of treachery and betrayal. She can't let go of him and so she uses deceit and outright lies to cause him pain. Why do people do these sorts of things to those they proclaim to love? Obviously that love was not strong enough to keep her from stabbing in his winged back one of the sweetest, most loyal, loving, wise, wonderful (i could go on for hours here) men that I have ever had the pleasure to have in my heart. I would dearly love to cause this person pain as well. I cannot, as she has blocked my page (nice one) and I do not know her personally. I'm actually quite pleased to be one of the fortunates who do NOT have to know her personally. She has hurt and is attempting to STILL hurt someone that I love, therefore my anger feels vindicated. She truly is a viper. We the wolves, are unable to stand by and let this vicious bitch ha

Come And Comment Bomb, And Rate As Much And Often As You Can!!!
I am in a comment and rate bombing contest and need all of your help. Comments = 1 point each and Rates = 5, and I need atleast 15,000 points in comments and atleast 200 in rates. Heres where you al come in, please stop by and rate and comment bomb this pic: I would appreciate all the help with this I can get, so whore me fubar, pass me around, you do me and then give me to your friends so they can do me too. Everyone that rates and comments will get rates and comments. Come on fubar and show me some luv!!!!

Poem Of Love
Memories, oh sweet memories Make me see you, oh so passionately Not for one day have I lost my faith That sometime soon in your love I'll bathe You make me smile, you make me cry You make me want to jump up and touch the sky You make me dream, you make it seem As though I've been touched by angel's wing I'm flying high, and you're beside me Smiling at me, oh so beautifully We're flying into the future with high speed For anything other feeling no need The best memories are yet to come When both of our lives become one The present will turn into the past The future will make us want to gasp My yearning for you won't ever stop My loving for you won't ever drop The soul in me won't ever let go My body and mind will always love My feet, my hands my everything With your soul and body will make a link So much will come, so much will pass A vision of you and me laying on the grass Everything is perfect, there's a shooting star But nothing could be more bea

Tick Tick
Alright Fu's you know how we do!!! If you're the bomb make it known! Go r/f/a all to be added!! re-rate & comment those you already have! Unbreakable Sweetpeabayba 'T' vitamin de jimmy swagger snoopy70 jezzirae77 pinx2007 ~Tina~ Carrie

Owned For The Rest Of The Year!
Meet My Owner! Missmiss♥R/L wifey to dj mitari~greeter for F.A.M@ fubar She bought me with a year VIP! I usually only do ownership for a month, but because of the price this auction brought I will be owned by my lovely long lost sis until 2009. Here were my offers: Permanent link in about me "Owned by" will stay in my name through the new year I will do one Salute a month for you through the new year (as well as the 2 listed already) After Thanksgiving, I promise 100 11s a week through the new year, and will probably do more All further auctions until this time next year will be Non VIP bids Brought to you by: lauria♥ShadowLeveler♥{{H&L BombersCo-Founder}}♥R/L GF to Vinny☺Owned by Miss@ fubar Please Repost!!

Message To A Cheating Whore
I found the e-mail that I sent to my fiancee when I found out she was cheating on me. The mentioned pictures were screenshots of her profile. Folks, think about this if you're considering cheating while your significant other is in Iraq. Hello Kristal, Before reading the rest of this, check the pictures. I think they'll look very familiar. Rob gave me access to his myspace profile so I could check yours out since you de-friended us. He was a little worried and apparently he had reason to be. I suppose my first real question is "Why?". Was I not good looking or in good enough shape for you? Did I treat you poorly? All in all I thought I was a good guy. Everyone who saw you and I together believed so as well. Apparently we were all wrong. Here I was totally invested in the idea that right now might suck but at least when I got home there would be a fantastic woman waiting for me. I guess I was sadly mistaken. You were my reason to look forward to my time in this war b

Fu-slaves Auction Results
FU-SLAVES FOR SALE!!! Auction is closed! Here are the new fu-masters and their slaves. CONGRATS! Don't get too excited...it's just for 1 month lol BLACK WIDOW owned by LarryB for 25 credits bling pack+1 month VIP+7 days blast TOMME owned by Green Eyed Girl for 750.000 fubucks DIANA owned by LarryB for 70 credits bling pack+30 days blast+3 months VIP KING BLAZE owned by Nushy aka NuNu for 3 days blast+600.001 fubucks DJ SYN owned by DJ Achmed for 650.000 fubucks PONYBOY0827 owned by Carolvision63 for 3 months VIP DJ TORIA owned by Photobug for 250.000 fubucks NY 20 owned by KrazyLilQTX for 120.000 fubucks KARMA'S B

Come Bid On Me
please Bid & Bid Often http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=692584&albumid=1244967&i=2988072333&idx=3 DJ TOHHEAD Click on the Pic link below WHAT I'M OFFERING MY POTENTIAL OWNER All pics rated ( be 10s ) Twice within the month Stash Rated Top Friend Top Family Profile comment twice a week for a month Keep you shit face Big Pimpin gift CLICK THE PIC LINK ABOVE TO CHECK ME OUT REPOST OFTEN PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sexiest Contest I Am In
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=672595&albumid=1232764&i=96955915&idx=0 please do not use dual accounts or i will be disqualified so please respect that.. i need everyone to help me out please i will return the love as fast as i can and when i can ok thanks

Da Bears -was Supposed To Put It Here,
Hoffman's words for the Bears' fight song: Bear down, Chicago Bears! Make every play clear the way to victory! Bear down, Chicago Bears! Put up a fight with a might so fearlessly! We'll never forget the way you thrilled the nation with your T formation. Bear down, Chicago Bears, and let them know why you're wearing the crown You're the pride and joy of Illinois. Chicago Bears, bear down! --

You Didn't See Me
You Didn't See Me I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and

Ur Carnival Is Right Here
Our Carnival Is Right Here Hello Juggalos Today I Want To Share A View Of Things Percent And Past . Juggalos Today Things Are So Different From When I Was Invited In To The Family Today’s Ninja’s Have An Easier Path With The Elder Juggalos To Share There Wisdom With You If You Only Ask Believe Me The Knowledge Is There See When We Were At The Bagging Of Things Just Finding Are Way To Each Other The Insane Clown Posse Was Finding There Way To Us See There Were So Many Of Us We Never Really Had Any One Say Look If They Don’t Want Us Then Fuck Them We Have Each Other Till J And Shaggy Said Look You Ass Don’t Fit In Then Come Park It Right Here We Are More Then A Group Of Misfits We Are A Family We Look Out For Each Other And That Message Spread Like Wild Fire And The Dark Carnival Came To Be And Things Were Good And There Were Six Jokers That Dropped Each Brought Forth A Message To The Juggalos Trouble Was No One Heard What Was Being Said Many Of The Original Juggalos Were Only Down

My Owner Photobug
Music Playlist at MixPod.com Check out my newest owner I know you already know him and be real good friends with him, if not then you are missing out. He is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have him as a friend and as my fu owner. And he is fabulously sweet & cute!!

Leveling Help
Ok so no offense to Hard 2 Handle.... I want to say that first off!!! I ♥ You Michele.... I simply wish to use you as a lil example! Yesterday you got leveled with over 3.5 million point to get there!!! I have 433k to level and i ask for help but no one helps. And H2H isnt the only person I've helped level over the last few days!! So basically I just wanted to vent!! No hard feelings!! But if you get the time and your reading this please help me level.... rate my pics.... rate my stash.... post a bully about me.... bling me.... I don't care just help me out a bit!!! Thanks!!! ~Mel

Surprising...
Why is it I always wake up to some new surprise? Lately I been feeling like I can't do anything right... Someone that I have been talking to and actually respect alot has made me feel somewhat deleted from their life... I have no clue what I did... I always defended them... and no matter what I will always respect them....

Ego Tripping....a Poem I Just Wrote
EGO TRIPPING 5'6" AND CARMEL SKIN THATS SILKY SMOOTH AND YOU KNOW IM FINE SO DONT TRY RUNNING NO LINES ON ME I KNOW BOUT ME AND YOU WISHED YOU DID CAUSE THIS GIRL IS FINE AS CAN BE OH YEAH IM EGO TRIPPING WHICH I DO FROM TIME TO TIME BUT HEY THATS ME THE ONE THAT CAN AND WILL BRING YOU TO YOUR KNEES ONCE I SLIP ON MY RED RUMPS AND PAINT MY LIPS RED ITS ALL OVER CAUSE IM ALL IN YO HEAD YEAH YOU CAN COME CLOSE AS CLOSE AS YOU WANT BUT DONT GET BURNT CAUSE THIS GIRL IS RED HOT

Improving The Welfare System
As a die-hard materialist, I am quite fond of the impact consumerism has had on society. It gives intelligent people the chance to improve their means while idiots cause their own destruction. You can squirrel away funds in a savings account or max out your credit cards; you can pay your bills or go into debt. You are the master of your fate by way of how you handle your finances, and whether you rise to the top or declare bankruptcy is entirely your responsibility. Or at least, ideally it would be. The US is remarkably good in this regard, but imperfect. In many places it is still very difficult for hardworking, determined, worthy individuals to achieve their dreams due to poverty or discrimination. I find this tragic, not out of sympathy, but because it could be holding back some of the greatest and most amazing people of our time from making history. Jacobean economics teaches us that it is small businesses trying to find a foothold in the market that are the most innovative and

Oct. 21 Thought
The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved, loved for ourselves, or rather loved in spite of ourselves. ~Victor Hugo~ You can hardly make a friend in a year, but you can lose one in an hour. ~Chinese Proverb~ A friend's frown is better than a fool's smile. ~C.E. Locke~

My Poem... To Describe My Life..
Can you tell I'm in love By the way that I smile By the way that I say That the pain was worthwhile Can you tell I feel happy By the way that I write No more poetry smeared with tears No more crying at night Can you tell life is finally Becoming better All because He and I are together Can you tell that I dont want him to go away That I dont want him to leave my side Can you tell that because of him Everything is finally alright!!

Advertising? News? Or Something Less?
Interesting ads from the company that now sponsors fubar... So-called news, for instance political and politicized in one category, trivia, gaming-related for a third, film-related for a fourth ... I'm guessing that a VIP who is also the spotlight for the day and willing to pay a bit extra can select to have these things blotted out of the screen while the rest of us live with them, so I will just give my opinion that while the choice of playrag was up to BJ and was his to make, it was a foolish choice.

Abstinence Iz For You!?!?
**No takers for contest that requires abstinence** ATLANTA – A contest that would pay $10,000 to an engaged couple, as long as they abstain from premarital sex, hasn't gotten any takers. The deadline for the Marriage for a Lifetime contest is Oct. 31. The prize includes free flowers, invitations and other wedding treats. So far, organizer Phillippia Faust hasn't gotten any entries. She said, "In our society it's going to be hard to find" a couple that hasn't had premarital sex. Faust has orchestrated mock weddings and other pro-marriage activities through her Marriage Appreciation Training Uplifting Relationship Education program, a nonprofit that isn't church-affiliated. The program is implemented through Rockdale Medical Center. Is this society just a bunch of sex fiends or what? Could you win this contest?

Fall Snabbel 2 (menu)
Here is the menu Mouse from chicken and sundryed tomato's Capochino from fresh wooden mushrooms with some cream Mouse from gammon with port gellie Salat from appel and lardons Clear white tomato soup Mango,appel and pear with his special touche Passionfruit cream Glazed Gammon with spätlaze and fresh vegetabes from his own garden Dessert pallet from mother nature Coffee or tea with friandises

Its That Time Again!!!!
Look who's up for auction! The SEXIEST on the FU and you have a chance to bid on them all! Click the pics below and place your BEST bid. Believe me, they are ALL worth it so get to bidding!!! ☆The Baddest MILF® ☆ ღConfidence Is What Makes Me Sexyღ ĐåКΐđĝФד§ωдĢĞấ *aka Barack O Dolla Wonder_Woman (suggadaddy) ´¯`·->G$Xr_Rïçø

1 Million To Godmother
~~~Blue*Eyed*Obsession~~~Llama leveler~Rating Revolution Crew~~@ fubar 999,000 to Godmother lets show her some love and help her achieve her goal This Pimpout brought to you by: Llama Levelers Home Page@ fubar

Soldier Under Command
We are the soldier under command. We hold two-edged sword within our hands. We're not ashamed to stand up for what's right. We win without sin. It's not by our might. And we're fighting all the sin. and the good book - it says we'll win! Soldiers,Soldiers, under command. Soldiers,Soldiers, fighting the battle plan. Are you a soldier under command. Help fight the good fight, join us while you can. the battle that's waiting is fought so easily. Through Him, without sin there is victory. And were fighting all the sin. And the good book - it says we'll win! writen by PrincessBride

Threesome
Threesome Golf Joke Good Clean Joke Moses and Jesus are part of a Threesome playing golf one day. Moses pulls up to the tee and drives a long one. The ball lands on the fairway, but rolls directly toward a water trap. Quickly, Moses raises his club, the water parts, and the ball rolls to the other side, safe and sound. Next, Jesus strolls up to the tee and hits a nice long one directly toward the same water trap. It lands right in the center of the pond and kind of hovers over the water. Jesus casually walks out on the water and chips the ball right up onto the green. Then, the third guy gets up and sort of randomly whacks the ball. It heads out over the fence and into oncoming traffic on a nearby street. It bounces off a truck and hits a nearby tree. From there, it bounces onto the roof of a shack close by and rolls down into the gutter, down the drain spout, out onto the fairway and straight toward the fore mentioned pond. On the way to the p

Singles Are Walton
Talking about having fun Singles Around Walton I went to this meeting , it was the first one they had . I had fun and met some really nice people there . The kind you can say hey thats my friend, there was great food ,music and door prizes but i loved meeting everyone Now Janna was a great hostess , she did A jam up job Now what we would like to do is get everyone who lives in the area to come and join us in DEC. lets make the next meeting bigger and better PLEASE GO ON TO MY PROFILE FIND MY FRIEND . ITS THE ONE THAT SAYS ((( Singles Around Walton ))) AND ADD YOURSELF I HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE IN DEC. KEEP A WATCH OUT JANNA WILL LET YOU KNOW THE TIME AND DATE for those who are on fubar go to myspace and look up MLR1989CS@HOTMAIL.COM and ask to be added

For All Animal Lovers!
Nothing fancy here but I was just forwarded an email from a friend of mine so I thought I would copy and paste it's contents here. PLEASE DO THIS 'FREE' GOOD DEED - Animal Rescue Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=3 PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS !!!

When..
when your life goes wrong.. dont waste your time looking back in what you've lost.. for the road of life was never meant to be traveled backward... just move on and say.. "things always happen for a reason.."

Disinfectants: Keeping Your Home And Business Environments Safe, Healthy And Clean
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What Is With Women In Ohio??? Or Columbus Anyway..lol
Ok some people may not like what I'm going to write but it's early in the morning I'm bored and this is really starting to annoy me... FAT GIRLS I DON'T HATE YOU YOUR JUST NOT MY TYPE.... AND PLEASE LADIES DON'T START BLOWING UP MY PAGE BITCHING BECAUSE YOU THINK I'M DOWNING YOU PERSONALLY OR IF YOU HAVE A FEW EXTRA POUNDS AND THINK I'M ATTACKING YOU! I ACTUALLY DON'T PREFER REALLY SKINNY WOMEN EITHER. ANYWHERE FROM 125-150 DEPENDING ON HEIGHT....I DON'T THINK I'M THE BEST LOOKING OR PHYSICALLY FIT GUY IN THE WORLD..NOR DO I THINK I'M PERFECT. JUST STATING A FACT!!!If you do a search in zip code 43147 on Fubar even with in 100 mile of that code in women with photo's 98% are FAT or UGLY or BOTH! IS IT IN THE OHIO WATER? Most of the women are HUGE! I think it is in something we put in our meats that come from local farms..Only in Ohio you can see a bunch of FAT inbred UGLY brother fucking women...YUCK.. I mean every time I see a hot woman on Fubar she is either from another part of Ohio

Chicken Shit M F
This is to the balless dumb ass Metal Forever. I have no clue what your problem is. You leave ignorant remarkes on a picture and then block anyone from commenting on you.How dare you use the word stupidity on me. You don't even frigin know me. And you definitly don't know Jack about brain injuries. I don't believe for one minute you are a brain injured peson.I think your just F^cked up in the head. I asked you for nothing.I owe you nothing. And since you don't have the balls to talk to me on here you will get nothing. I think people who comment photo's and have their profile set that no one can comment them are chicken shit asses that can dish it out but not take it.

Im Sorry
I'm sorry that I couldn't make you happy in the ways you wanted to be happy. I'm sorry I couldn't give you everything you wanted as well. I'm sorry for everything that I didn't do as well as everything that I did do. I just wanted us to be happy and settle down and start a family together, but that dream has gone out the window now(unless i get a response, you know who you are and you know how to get in touch with me.) The only thing I can really still say, is that I Love You With All My Heart And Soul My One And Only Love, My One And Only Babygurl. When I told you that for the first time I meant, and I still mean it to this day. I will mean it til the day I am gone out of this world. I wish could hear your voice right now so you could hear me tell you one last time.I just want you to know that I want you to be happy, and I will always be here for you, no matter what. Again, I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. I WILL LOVE AND MISS YOU TIL THE DAY I DIE, MAMI. You are the one person I gave every

My Owner Tomg
This is a Special pimpout for my Fu-Owner TomG ,, As many of you already know he is one awesome friend to have ,,,, Go show him lots of love he deserves it ,,, so go F/A/R him hell even bling him , so what are you waitting for go make yourself a great friend to have ... Click the link below and see for yourself.. TomG707R/L ,B/F , To-Anatomy of a Scorpio~&LoveLiving w/mybaby@ fubar HAHA WE HAVE A HOP-ALONG TOM .. RUN RUN TOM THIER COMING TO GET YOU .... Brought to you by the 1 and only ♥Tsisquo'ga♥ ♥Cherokee God Mama♥Owner of club F.A.R♥R/L Girlfriend to ♥Anubis♥Click@ fubar

Well Damn, No Visit From Santa
You Were A Little Devil This Year You Were 95% Naughty, 5% Nice Not only are you on Santa's naughty list... You kind of scare him - and all the reindeer. So you won't have a full stocking. You couldn't care less! Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

W1ld4ss (closed)
The newest FuberLord He's such a WILD THING!!! So, please go by his page and spank his bottom good... hehehehe... It's not like he doesn't deserves it... W1ld is one of the sweetest men you will ever meet on Fubar... He is kind, caring, funny, and it does have to be said... a bit of a flirt... But what man isn't... He's a joy to spend time with... Rate him Fan him Add him Comment him Spank him hard!! hehe He LOVES it kinky... and he'll return it too... Go and rate his "Wolf pics" folder... Send me a message... And I will make this tag as a thank you... ***************************************** Lovingly Pimped Out By Carrie: *****************************************

Jewels
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Entj
Your ideal mate is known as The Commandant. As a romantic partner, this type is inspiring, but also somewhat challenging. They have a strong desire to be in charge and their clear need for an organized life and home can be overwelming to a partner. They like to confront conflict directly, discuss problems unflinchingly, solve them, then put them behind you both. However, they can be too impatient or unwilling to take the time to listen to their partners and give them a chance to express themselves fully so that their partners also have a sense of closure. They are generally uncomfortable dealing with emotions, so they are apt to dismiss their partner's emotions as illogical. They feel most appreciated when their partners ask for their opinions, take their advice, and rely on them to get a job done right.

How It All Began.
I am starting this blog in lu of my mumm that I created for those of you that don't know my mother or my realtionship with her.. I am not trying to say I was the perfect kid cause none of us are! But I really can't afford therapy so this is the next best thing hehe... Well before I was even born my mother wanted to have an abortion an my grandfather told her no way in hell so thank god for that!! When I was 4 yrs old my mother took me to my grandfather an left me with the words " take her I don't want her she never shuts up!" ( great start right?) so my grandfather took me an basicly raised me till I was 4 yrs old,, he then got sent to prision ( i know not the perfect settin but hey it is all i had) mom had no other choice but to take me at that point.. i don't remeber alot from that point on utill i was like in 3rd grade.. i just remember being really afraid of my mother..i can remember havin the chit beat out of me at one point an being drug around the living room by the hair of my h

Ozone's Graphics For Fu Bucks
If you have some extra Fu bucks and are in need of a graphic, I would be more than happy to help you out. I can make you banners, animated images, Auto 11 graphics and so on. You can check out work in my photo albums titled "Ozone's Graphics For Fu Bucks" and "My Creations." Seriously, what else are you gonna use your Fu bucks on? I also take payment in the form of Blasts, Tickers, Happy Hours, Bling, and VIP's. :-) This blog is brought to you by: http://www.fracturedmirror.net

Beating Sports Anorexia
I knew I was obessed with eating and how much I ate, but i never new what I was reallying doing to my body. my mother is fat and so is my sister and im deathly afraid of being fat. Alot of the time I tell people I would rather kill myself then be fat, but when I look in teh mirror all I see is fat everywhere i hate it. i started taking my workouts more seriously and instead of one hour in the gym is becam two or three hours. This blog is really jsut for myself im trying to figure myself out but your more then welcome to comment on my blogs. Im going to start a food journal on here and i know that none of you are interested in what Im eating at home, but its jsut here to help me remind me what im eating and stayinig on track since all I have is friends to help me and my boyfriend, but my family thinks this is all attention. and really I hate my mother and my father hardly talks to me, but I will save those for later blogs. Nov 21, 2008 breakfast: 2 slices of toast wit PB 8 0z. Oj

An Irving Reinvents Christmas
Irving Reinvents Christmas Washington Irving © National Archives It wasn't until the 19th century that Americans began to embrace Christmas. Americans re-invented Christmas, and changed it from a raucous carnival holiday into a family-centered day of peace and nostalgia. But what about the 1800s peaked American interest in the holiday? The early 19th century was a period of class conflict and turmoil. During this time, unemployment was high and gang rioting by the disenchanted classes often occurred during the Christmas season. In 1828, the New York city council instituted the city's first police force in response to a Christmas riot. This catalyzed certain members of the upper classes to begin to change the way Christmas was celebrated in America. In 1819, best-selling author Washington Irving wrote The Sketchbook of Geoffrey Crayon, gent., a series of stories about the celebration of Christmas in an English manor house. The sketches feature a squire who invited the peasant

What Do I Want Out Of Life
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Mass Deletion
ive had a mass deletion t day and hav deleted over 100 friends as these peeps don know me or evan talk to me so ive raped my friends list lol . If ive made a mistake and deleted sum 1 i shouldnt hav ,emme no . Im a reral person lookin for real peeps as friends :) cheers yall

Here R The Members Of The Auction
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The Club Mystic Family! Woohoo We Rawk!
MEMBERS TO BE RATED OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!! THESE MEMBERS ARE CLOSING IN ON THE NEXT LEVEL, LET'S HELP THEM OUT! WOOHOOO! **TABBY76**@ fubar Fubarlord ----> Henchman 113,683 Points to go! (+107,018) gaigeandmorgynsmom@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 184,699 Points to go! (+76,533) ALSO, ANYONE WHO HAS NOT RATED ALL OF GUNNY'S PICS AND STASH THIS WEEK, PLZ FINISH IT UP! HE DOES A LOT FOR ALL OF US, AND WE NEED TO LET HIM KNOW THAT WE APPRECIATE IT!!! TIME TO RETURN SOME LOVE, AND LOTS OF IT! Gµññý-§ @ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 5,406,482 Points to go! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 235,661 Points to go! (+45,886) Founder CinDragon@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 8,317,856 Points to go! (+76,166) Team Captains Gµññý-§ @ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 5,245,512 Points to go! (+160,970) ~SouthernBaby~@ fu

I Just Got It, Damn I Am Kinda Blonde Sometimes (no Offense Lisa)
March 28th, exactly 8 months ago today, coincedentaly, I found out my husband of 10 years had fallen in love with a woman on the net. ( We met 11 years ago on the net, I mean hell, left his Country for me and traveled 3000 miles to be with me.) He told me that night after much discussion to listen very closely to one of my favorite songs. All Saints, "Never Ever". I know the song by heart, of course. I listened to it, got through the first part of it, burst into tears, and turned it off. Just hearing and remembering the words about not giving enough affection, blaming herself for him not loving her anymore, etc. Only thought of his words a couple of times since then and wouldn't listen to it again. Well the holiday spirit of blues and all, I decided to listen to it today and realized, he was trying to tell me it wasn't really my fault. It kinda made me feel better. That's a good thing for me right now. Ok enough rambling. If you got his far, watch the video :P

Who's Rights Are These Anyway?
Quick thought to start your day. Something I was pondering as I was driving to work this morning. "Liberal America does not negotiate with terrorists; they assign them lawyers and wrap them in the blanket of freedom provided by the Constitution." So...consider what I have said there and ask yourself the simple question of why are some Americans insist that those who would have spat upon and burned our most important document (well, until they were captured and it suddenly became useful to them) be protected by it? Why do we assign legal counsel and Constitutional rights to non-American citizens? Why would the ACLU labor to protect the 1st Amendment rights of individuals bent on our destruction? Is there no line to be drawn? Where is the anger and discussed we possessed back in September 2001? Did we forget? I am defending no administration, no specific person, nor am I attacking anyone in specific; I just fail to understand why we spend so much energy defending tho

For Those Who Are Loved......
For Those Of You Who Are Loved........ For those of you who are loved, don't take it for granted, but cherish it for what it is worth. For there are others who may never have had the experience of knowing how it feels to be loved by someone. That touch that sends shivers down your spine. Or that look which shows you unconditional love for one another. I love you may sound dumb to others, but can make someone else feel like they are on top of the world ! To feel someone's arms around you, the warmth of a kiss on your forehead, telling you everything will be ok and you'll always be safe with them. To receive the greatest gift of love is to know no other. The passion, the strength, the power of that which makes the world go around and another day of happiness only to be followed by another and another and another. The kind of love that will never hurt you, curse you or destroy you. Love comes from deep within and to give or to receive such a gift is more then anyo

The Forgotten Dog's Christmas
This should be posted at all pet stores and puppy palaces FORGOTTEN DOG'S CHRISTMAS Author unknown Twas the nite before Christmas when all thru the house Not a creature was stirring not even a mouse. The stockings were hung by the chimney with care In hopes that St. Nick soon would be there. The children all nestled all snug in their beds With no thought of the dog filling their head. And mamma in her kerchief and I in my cap Knew the dog was cold, but didn't care about that. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash Figuring the dog was free of his chain and into the trash. The moon on the breast of the new fallen snow gave the luster of mid-day to objects below. When what to my wondering eyes should appear But Santa Clause with eyes full of tears. He unchained the dog once so lively and quick Last year's

Tortillas With Cactus And Cheese
INGREDIENTS * 1 (16 ounce) jar nopales - drained, rinsed, and dried * Adobo seasoning to taste * 1 (8 ounce) package shredded Cheddar cheese * 1/2 cup chopped cilantro * 10 (6 inch) flour tortillas DIRECTIONS 1. Season nopales with adobo seasoning. Fold seasoned nopales, Cheddar cheese, and cilantro inside tortillas. 2. Place filled tortillas in a medium skillet over medium low heat, and warm until cheese is melted.

New Profile..pls Add
THE BBW LOVERS NEW PROFILE In order to become a member of the family,you must R/F/A all family members. In friends request state "Joining BBW LOVERS" if you are already friends with someone leave a comment stating the same.Blank request's will not be accepted! If a member has their profile set to private,pass them up.After you become a member they will R/F/A you! You will encounter problems with the bouncer,while trying to add everyone. Just remember to change things up when he appears! Example: Joining THE BBW LOVERS...(3 dots on the end) Bouncer shows up-enter his code Joining THE BBW LOVERS..(2 dots) Everytime he appears add or remove dots! Now let's begin! THE BBW LOVERS@ fubar ~Firerose~PegasusProject~RR~Bartender@NeonMoonSaloon@ fubar TLC BETTER KNOWN AS TINKERTLC!!!!!@ fubar ? Be@uTiFuL DiS@StEr ?@ fubar ???Lucretia??? Proudly FuOwned by SixtyNineMunch@ fubar shortnrealsweetbbw@ fubar ~Mommy 2 be~Hot&Fluffy ~SBG~Shadow Levelers ~ Go