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Working Out And Getting My Butt Kicked!
So I finally decided instead of whining about myself and my weight I would do something! I have joined WeightWatchers and started working out at home! I have a long way to go until I reach my ultimate goal but I will achieve it! So I did an AB ball and Pilates work out tonight and OMG - I have muscles I never knew about! I know when I get up tomorrow my body will be calling me names that no decent person should hear. LMAO But all of this will be worth it in the end! I appreciate all my friends that give me such nice and hot compliments but one day I will truly be hot and sexy! Well at least my body! lol The only thing I'm worried about is my butt won't go away but my boobs will! I LOVE my boobs as some as you might know and I pray they will stay the way they are but I do so hope my butt goes down! lol As usual thanks for listening to my ramblings! PS - MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! YAYYYYYYYY!

Slave Robes Color Codes
Blue - · 100% Sexual Activity can be commanded · Scenes can be expected · Household Chores must be completed · Slave Chores must be completed · Service is expected · Full respect is expected as both a Wife and Slave · Full Protocols must be followed Black - · Sexual Activity (Limited) · No Scenes · Household Chores must be completed · Slave Chores must be completed · Service is expected · Full respect is expected as both a Wife and Slave · Full Protocols must be followed with the following having limitations o Cock Worship will be limited o Punishable Offenses will be viewed with far greater leniency § See Chart A Gold - · No Sexual Activity can be commanded · No Scenes · Household Chores must be completed · Slave Chores must be completed · Service is Limited · Full respect is expected as both a Wife and Slave · Full Protocols must be followed with the following having limitations o No Cock Worship o Punishable Offenses will be viewed with greater lenie

Work
Ok, so I have this temp. government job at he DWS. It's basically clarical work. I'm not supposed to have my tattoos showing, my tongue piercing in, and I have to dress business/casual. I have a BIG problem with not being allowed to have my tongue piercing, because yesterday I had it out for most of the day, and it kinda closed up, so I was pissed off about that. About 15-20 minutes before I got off work, I asked one of the girls I work with if I could try to put it back in, because it was semi closed, and she said it was ok. So I kind pryed it in, and now it's in again. It's not offending anyone for one, and 2 why should I take out my piercing just to kiss ass? That's not me, so today, I left my bar in my mouth, and so far no one has said anything to me about it. I mean if I was playing with it and exposing it, I could see how it would offend people, but I'm not doing any of those, so hey, it stays. Today has been kinda lazy, so not much is going on. I helped staple papers t

Legend Of The Colors
Legend of the colors Based upon a Native American Legend Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel: All claimedthat they were the best, the most important, the most useful, the favorite. GREEN said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees, leaves - Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." BLUE interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without peace, you would all be nothing." YELLOW chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." ORANGE started nex

Shipping Out And Slightly Worried...
So, I am very close to zero hour. It is currently Thursday and I ship out on Monday. Yeah, only a few days. I think I'll be okay for the most part but I am just worried about so many things, mostly having to enter the PCP program for entering too out of shape and the loved ones I'm leaving behind for three months. I know I shouldn't worry too much because Uncle Sam will take care of me and my loved ones will take care of themselves, but it's kind of like sending your only baby off to summer camp and not being able to keep in contact with them. Maybe I'm worrying for nothing but I don't think anyone can really blame me. I'll be gone a long time and all I can do is write. I hope I can maintain my sanity as a jarhead...

Too All My Friends.. Fan Me!!
Ok here is the deal lol.. i have 432 friends and 206 fans soo.. I would love for you guys to check and see I you have faned me or not I would love to have a close number of fans as well the number of friends.. obviously if your a friend of mine, I think you should be a fan as well right? lol.. well that is my opinon and if I havent faned you yet.. plz. let me know and ill do the same.. ty all.. ALL of you have been soo good to me.. :O) TY again... Terminator123!!

Year In Review
---------------10 years ago-------------------- 1.) How old were you? 25 2.) Where did you go to school? colorado 3.)Where did you work? CASHIER AT THE PIER 4.) Where did you live? SANTA MONICA,CA 5.) Where did you hang out? THE PIER 6.) Did you wear glasses? N/A 7.) Who were your best friends? MAVERIK,RAY AND ALEX! 8.) How many tattoos did you have? 2 9.) How many piercings did you have? 3 10.) What car did you drive? HONDA ACCORD 11.) Had you been to a real party? YES SIRR! 12.) Had your heart broken? YES 13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: TAKEN ----------------5 years ago---------------------- 1.)How old were you? 31 2.) Where did you go to school? N/A 3.) Where did you work? MANAGER OF COMFORT INN 4.) Where did you live? SACREMENTO , CA 5.) Where did you hang out? HOME 6.) Did you wear glasses? CONTACTS 7.) Who was your best friend? THE HOMIES:ALEX,RAY,AND JASON 8.) Who was your crush? RAY " DUECE" 9.) How many tattoos did you have? 4 10.) How m

Captured ( Submissive Dream )
Minds met and faces smiled Imagination running wild Eager heart did take control Fascination's mind beguiled Stealthy web is wound around, Familiar vessel ran aground Concealed purpose was not seen Then too late a heart is bound Unseen ties, but bondage still Applied with most superior skill Holding firm I cannot go Alas I stay by my own will

Announcement
Good Monday morning to all of you. I have given it some great thought and with much encouragement from some of the members here and over on my Yahoo group so I have made a decision. I am going to begin writing erotic stories and try to sell them to publishers. Over on my Yahoo group I posted the same stories that posted here but strung them out to make it into 3 parts rather than just the 5 I posted here. The response was overwhelmingly ecstatic from the readers. The guys and the women both loved how I got them so HOT just from reading the story and many were sending me messages asking when the next part will be sent out to my blog. I have already chosen the the subject matter for my first attempt at turning a short story into a full length book. The book will be based on first attendance of a private swingers party at a hotel suite. Plenty of sub story lines possible there and one that is close to my own heart since we wish to go to a swingers party anyway. So obvious

2 Weeks , And Still The Pain Won't Stop =o(
I just got home from the mall , was supposed to get a new tattoo today but alas .. he wasn't there .. Dammit !!.. Oh well guess i'll get it later in the week if i have a babysitter *fuck josh that bastard LoL*...N-E wayz .. Since Edd and i , *broke up, took a break , seperated...what the fuck ever* i've seen him 4 times , talked to him a few times .. and each time its the same thing.. we're all cool and shit then one of us has to be retarded and bring this mess up .. I'm all about lets work it out , u can't do it alone .. blah blah if u love someone u support them no matter what , and yes i'm willing to wait for him as long as it takes i suppose , He on the other hand is saying that .. He's inlove with me and wants to be with me but this is the only way this can work and we can be better in the future .. for him to be on his own , and us to go back to the way we used to be *friends / friends with benefits ...* and then he comes out with the , Theres no guarantees that we'll get back

I Wanna Know You...
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of Cherry? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me one weird fact about you: 8. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down? 9. Do you Trust me? 10. Have you ever kept a

Dated 1/5/03
I wrote this for a start up paper when I moved back to Northern VA from Shephardstown WV With the Washington Monument in view, beer in hand and cops flashing outside I will begin to tell you about life in the burbs of D.C. It’s Friday after new years and I’m without companion at DR Dremo’s tap house in Arlington. I drink dead guy because for the first time in more than a year I have money again. But we can come back to my immediate surroundings when I can stir up some action. When I first moved back, Falls Church seemed like the big city. Shepherdstown is a bipolar cocoon that protects you from the oddities of many worlds. The greater metro area is like commerce on meth with a moment of sitcom like clarity. Many people here feed from and perpetuate the idea of an almost royal corporate pecking order. You are your address, you are your car, you are your connections and absolutely you are how you make money. It should be expected from those with Acura’s and million dolla

Irony Of Love
The IRONY of LOVE is loving the right person at the wrong time and having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you're suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. We all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always “right.” Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a fr

After I Have Sex I Am Usually Cold And Chilly
After his exam the doctor said to the elderly man: "You appear to be in good health. Do you have any medical concerns you would like to ask me about?" "In fact, I do," said the old man. "After I have sex I am usually cold and chilly, and then, after I have sex with her the second time, I am usually hot and sweaty." After examining his elderly wife, the doctor said: "Everything appears to be fine. Do you have any medical concerns that you would like to discuss with me?" The lady replied that she had no questions or concerns. The doctor then said to her: "Your husband had an unusual concern. He claims that he is usually cold and chilly after having sex with you the first time, and then hot and sweaty after the second time. Do you know why?" "Oh that crazy old fart," she replied. "That's because the first time is usually in January and the second time is in August."

Please Read!!
THE LOVELY LIPS CONTEST WILL BE OVER TOMORROW NIGHT I BELIEVE SO BOM THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC TONIGHT AND TOMORROW PLEASE.. AND THANKS FOR ALL THE HARD WORK YOU GUYS HAVE DONE FOR ME IN THIS CONTEST AS IT STANDS SO FAR IT LOOKS LIKE I WILL WIN ON RATING AND COMMENTS.. SO IT WILL BE UP TO THE JUDGES AS TO WHO THE OVERALL WINNER IS... WHO KNOW MAYBE I WILL WIN ALL 3 WHOOOHOOO!!! THANKS AGAIN AND MUAHHHHHHHH!!!! THANKS AGAIN HOOVERGIRL

The Grudge
The flash of distant past, long been a distant memory, chills of agony and pain, like hot needles of rain. The fresh wave of guilt, the new found torture, can i not forget, can u not forgive? the crack of societies whip, seeking my misfortunes, uncovering my sins, and punishing me.... again! old sounds of terror, old faces of yesteryear, clawing at my flesh! burning through my soul.

Sighs
How does one cure a broken heart? How do they find a way out of the dark abyss of their sorrows? I feel so empty inside and I don't know how to shake this depression. I am not talking over any guys, this is more personal, more painful. Those closest to me know what I am talking about. It hurts so bad to not be able to talk to him, hold him, kiss him...HUG him...he was and is my life and with him gone I feel like my world has crumbled around me. Sometimes I don't know why I even bother with anything. Sighs... I miss him so much, I cry myself to sleep thinking about him. I don't know why they are keeping him from me...I didn't do anything wrong to deserve this torture. All I am guilty of is being human and loving him with all of my being...my son was the sunshine in my life and now without him in my life...it is dark and cold.

How To Give A Sensual Massage
If your special lady has had a rough day or you just want to do something nice for her, treat her to a sensual massage. Set the mood by dimming the room's lights and lighting a few candles, scented if you have them. Don't overdo it. You only need a few. Turn on soft soothing music. Instrumental is usually best because it has no words for your partner to focus on and comes in a variety of calming renditions. Make sure the room is warm since your lover will be naked and uncovered during the massage. You'll need oil of some type because your hands will glide across her skin much easier with lubrication. Any kind of massage oil, or even baby oil will work. Before you get started, keep in mind that you are doing this as something special for your lover. Though there will be genital stimulation included, don't take that to mean that sex is a given once the massage ends. This is all for her pleasure. Begin by having your lover lie on her stomach on the surface you have chosen, which wil

All Work & No Play
hey y'all, sorry i've not been on as much as i used to be. i just started a new job at a propane company & there's all kinds of studying i have to do to learn everything i need to know, & i'm studying my arse off for school too, so my time is pretty limited. like it says in my profile, i'm not ignoring anyone, just real busy. stay cool- keith

"i Went To Your Page Today"
I went to your page today. was wondering if maybe you wanted to come and play. It's been so long since i've seen your face I miss your pretty smile I miss your little nose your smell... all I have left are pictures to look at and the tears fall down my face wondering where you are and what your doing and if you even think of me. knowing that at this exact moment we are doing the same thing... I feel at peace I feel your presence. Your Warmth Miles away from my best friend but yet still connected. somehow someway we will meet again. you will see that this love I have for you will never end The feelings will never die. I will love and miss you the rest of my life. Joshua free player from mysplayer.com

Ok Folks I Am Leaving Today...
OK EVERYBODY, I AM LEAVING TODAY ON MY VACATION JUST AS I SAID SO I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO SAY GOODBYE AND ALOHA. I'LL BE BACK IN 11 DAYS. LIKE I TOLD YOU I AM TAKING A WESTERN CARIBBEAN CRUISE. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHERE I AM GOING, THEN READ MY PREVIOUS F.Y.I. BLOGS (I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE TYPING IT ALL OUT AGAIN). JUST WANTED TO SAY HOW I AM GOING TO MISS MY FRIENDS WHILE I AM GONE (I'LL HAVE NO INTERNET ACCESS ON MY TRIP) BUT I PROMISE I WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ALL WHEN I GET HOME ON THE 8TH OF FEBRUARY. PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME. LEAVE ME LOVE ON MY PAGE AND ALSO IN MY CHERRY MAIL. OK IT SEEMS IT IS JUST ABOUT TIME FOR BED NOW AND I PROBABLY WON'T HAVE TIME TO LOG ON IN THE MORNING BEFORE I LEAVE SO I GUESS THIS IS GOODBYE FOR NOW. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITHOUT MY DAILY CHERRY FIX (LOL)??? OH WELL, PARTING IS SUCH SWEET SORROW. SO LONG FOR NOW AND BE SAFE & HAPPY EVERYBODY. BEHAVE YOURSELVES (OR NOT CAUSE THAT'S PROBABLY MORE FUN --- LOL) TAKE CARE MY FRIENDS.

Rewards Given To Helpers
Hello all you cherry Family members. For those that are helping members in contests and are posting several comments. Send me a message with the link and i will buy you a VIC Gift for the help. Thank you Family and have a great day

Sexual Iq Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 130 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Depth Of These People's Stupidity Never Ceases To Amaze Me.
I hate to get woke (woken?) up for any reason. I particularly hate to get woke up for a stupid reason. The following counts as the stupidest reason ever: We have been having some pretty good rain for a few days. 4:30 am I get startled out of bed by my doorbell ringing which in turn sets my dog to barking. The apartment manager's husband is standing there. Apparently he can't sleep because he hears a drip. The first thing to come to my mind, and thus the first thing out of my mouth is, "No fucking shit, it's raining you asshole." As the stupified look runs across his face, the rest of the thoughts are: How is this my problem? Are you planning to wake me up when you hear thunder during a lightening storm too? It's windy too, do you plan to mention that you can hear it moaning through the eves? Those however, didn't get a voice because I was busy trying not to kill the idiot. So, knowing he is jewish, I asked, "Did you wake me up to ask God to make the rain stop?" He

Class Insults
"He has the attention span of a lightning bolt." -- Robert Redford "They never open their mouths without subtracting from the sum of human knowledge." -- Thomas Brackett Reed "He inherited some good instincts from his Quaker forebears, but by diligent hard work, he overcame them." -- James Reston (about Richard Nixon) "In order to avoid being called a flirt, she always yielded easily." -- Charles, Count Talleyrand "He loves nature in spite of what it did to him." -- Forrest Tucker "Why do you sit there looking like an envelope without any address on it?" -- Mark Twain "His mother should have thrown him away and kept the stork." -- Mae West "Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go." -- Oscar Wilde "He uses statistics as a drunken man uses lampposts ... for support rather than illumination." -- Andrew Lang (1844-1912) "He has Van Gogh's ear for music."

Im Sooo Upset
Well today my husband goes to court to see if he goes to jail or not. All I have done theded last two days is cry. Yes he can be an asshole an has treated me like shit in the past but I love him soo much, if he goes go what will i do?? We have never been apart for more than a couple of days!!!and i almost went nuts then!!!! I'm gonna be worrying the whole time I am at work. If he doenst pick me up after work I jnow something will be up.Well this is all im writing for now for the ppl who read this i guess i will keep u posted!

The Battle Between Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his Grandson about a battle that goes on inside of people. He said, "My son the battle is between two wolves inside s all. One is Evil - it is anger, envey, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guild, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego." "The other is good - it is joy, peace, Love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The Grandson thought for a minute then asked his Grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed." This is a story I ran across and thought it would be a good one to share. Peace, Love, and Joy.

I'll Be Here For U....or Not.
OK folks...just thought i would let everyone know....I'm moving from Minnesota back home to florida. I will be offline for a while, I will check in when I can. Just don't for get about me...I love all my friends, family, and fans. Don't not stop by just cause i'm not on-line. Please repost this. Thank you and will talk to all of u very soon. ♦ØŘǺĻ ḞĬXÅŦÏŐŊ™♦@ CherryTAP Blue October Lyrics Blue October Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

The Death...and Possible Rebirth...of The Fairy Tale.
When I was younger I liked stories. Mostly those hokey romance novels...you know the ones, where the heroine is always some amazingly beautiful woman with long flowing hair and sparkling eyes who falls for the hunky stable boy with the disheveled manner, long shiny hair, and big shiny teeth that are so white that when they smile you can see those little sparkly effects they use in toothpaste commercials. The hero and heroine are put through all kinds of turmoil (i.e. the amazingly beautiful heroine, usually named Angelique or something similarly exotic, is kidnapped by the evil warlord who craves her love and the hero has to swoop in to save the day by blinding the evil warlord with his shiny, sparkly teeth) and they live happily ever after, thus proving that in the end love does conquer all. The end. Forever and ever amen. And so on and so on...blah blah blah until the end of eternity. Man, did those books lie to me or what? I mean the people who write those things should seriously co

Without A Valentine This Year... I'm So Sad...
Ii looks like I am without a Valentine this year. Now , you may ask yourself why this matters? Well, this happens to be my favorite time of year/day. Yes I know this is very sad without a doubt. Just wanted to share this with all my Valentine less friends. Lets share the love on this AWESOME Day just for the next 12 days.... Who knows maybe one of us may find a real Valentine.. Wendee

Whenever
it seems as time passes by hearts grown fond fond of memories fond of happiness ups and downs circle around us life as we know it could end today in a second life seems to tell us when we just cant accept our fate is sand in an hourglass dripping away piece by piece everyday we have we should be thankful for lives are torn apart from lies deception whatever it is your looking for hold it embrace it whenever it arrives

Blonde In The Snow
It was snowing heavily and blowing to the point that visibility was almost zero when the little blonde got off work. She made her way to her car and wondered how she was going to make it home. She sat in her car while it warmed up and thought about her situation. She finally remembered her daddy's advice that if she got caught in a blizzard she should wait for a snow plow to come by and follow it. That way she would not get stuck in a snow drift. This made her feel much better and sure enough in a little while a snow plow went by and she started to follow it. As she followed the snow plow she was feeling very smug as they continued and she was not having any problem With the blizzard conditions. After an hour had passed, she was somewhat surprised when the snowplow stopped and the driver got out and came back to her car and signaled for her to roll down her window. The snow plow driver wanted to know if she was all right as she had been following h

Hi Every One
hello everyone..ý dont know use yet cherry..ýf u need to help me pls send me message.ý need help.ýmmm ý m not thýnkýng so much ýmmm yes ý found somethýng...gýrls ý am aloneeeeee..eheh:)

Holidays ??????
DId you ever wonder why holidays are such a big deal????? I mean I would feel like it is more from the heart if something was done unexpectedly. When you only do something cause you have to, it doesnt feel that special to me. If you were dating me would you be mad if I told you to forget all holidays and that you are only allowed to done something special on none holidays?????? I mean I want things done because you want to, not because you have to..... What do you think????

How Bad Am I Wanted L
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships

Alone For Valentines Day Again
Well valentines day is coming and i guess i will be alone again 4 yrs alone,no dating no boyfriend nothing, really and honestly.I just can not seem to meet any good guys and the ones that do ask are, not my type or either drunks, no job just not what i want,please someone send me flowers.....

Mr. November
Do I have it in me to be Mr. November and win a silly Cherry Contest?...lmao.....I think not....but it'll be fun to come by and act a fool and leave all manner of rowdiness about....lol...I'll post the links n wut nots when it opens up. So live, love, and taser all mofos that step outta line....hehehe...peace...

This Ones From The Heart
this ones actually came out better than i hoped Life: Life is beautiful, but shes beyond the door which i havent the key for. I look through the peep hole and see the world outside, as im stuck in my dark room. In life we are stuck in rooms, its up to us to unlock the doors, and which doors we go through. Sometimes i feel as if ive used my keys on the wrong doors in life. You dont get an unlimited amount, you gotta earn these keys. There is no simple task to gain a key either, usually theres sacrafices to be made to gain a key. But, unfotunatly for me, ive used my keys to unlock the black doors in my life. I didnt take advantage of wha i had infront of me, i didnt see what i really wanted. All i ever wanted was to be happy, was to have the nice things in life. I wante what everyone else had, but i didnt see what they had until i lost the chance to gain it. Now i stare out the locked door, as she stands on the other end. Just like a visitor, she knocks, and if the doors unopened,

Legalization.....
Drugs What if any drugs do you do and why? Do you think you are addicted? Why or why not? on a somewhat different course but in the same vein..... I smoke marijuana and I do not believe it is a "street drug" and I feel it should be legalized for the following reasons (partial list).... *Medical cannabis has been clearly demonstrated to be a safe non-toxic medicine, useful in the treatment of some of our most disabling medical conditions including MS, cancer, AIDS, glaucoma, chronic pain, and many more conditions too numerous to list. *Job creation and new tax revenue *Decrease in taxpayer monies to house non-violent offenders convicted of charges relating to the use and sale of marijuana How do you feel about LEGALIZATION of Marijuana? Should it be legalized? join my yahoo group if ya feelin me..... Click Here to Join 420

I Am Not A Sex Toy
To all my friends here on Cherrytap, I am not a sex toy and I do not wish to be oogled like fresh meat because I already have a wonderful woman and she is my life. So if you have any thing sexual to say please refrain from doing so, because I do not need the headache. Thanks. "Joker"

Real Talk Pt.3
Yea i'm back right after pt 2 dammit cuz that's how i do.....problem? Too bad lmao... Whats up wit u chicks that b showin ya ass n tits on this joint...its cool to do that...but if we comment on em n tha way u don't like..then its a problem? WTF...since when it's wrong to speak your mind about somethin...i thought honesty was a good thang lol...folks is gonna say what they want...n by you showin ya shyt...it damn sure ain't helpin tha situation lol...but fuck it...as long as you get cherry points n b in tha top 10....it shouldn't b n e problem right...lmao...i swear some of yall come to places wit tha wrong reasons lol...yall are very funny jo...i'ma need yall to step ya game up..4 real...

To My Sweet Panther
My world was so dark and unforgiving. I longed for a ray of light to guide me through. I prayed for years that it would be given to me. I gave up hope. Then you came along. Holding a lattern that showed me that the darkness was just an illusion. That the colors had always been there, they were just masked by the dark illusions. I am thankful for that day. I am thankful for you. You have blessed me with so many things. Have walked beside me and reintroduced me to all the colors that life has to offer. I love you. From your sweetest, PolarDove.

Trust
I hate that I find it so hard to trust anymore. i hate that I second guess everything. I hate the fact that I really like this guy and I prolly am fooling myself again. I hate that my jealousy is controling how I think, and I hate that my insecurities are ruling my brain. I hate that it may turn out to be right. Does this mean I am a self fulling prophecy or my instints are really good?? I wish I knew??? I hate the fact that I like him so much. And that if he is playing with me, that it will hurt like hell again. God I would just love to live without that feeling of pain for awhile. But im starting to wonder if Alex has the right idea. Cut everything out and let nothing in and u cant be hurt.

So Cold
'Ol Jack Frost what a louse A statue for a waxworks house his gaze alone could freeze a star turn molten lava to a popcycle bar breath so cold he froze my skin his touch produced no warmth within Road a bike in the cold of night now frozen here I must look a sight my strength is gone and in it's place this frozen mask of my face nothing left of what was me pale as death can't you see cold chilled me to the bone riding froze now all alone the shivering stopped a life ago my heartbeat will be the next to go ©Dark

Tired Of Being Hurt!
It happened again....I got PLAYED! I'm getting extremely frustrated with the dating scene. I keep getting built up and then something happens that its broken off. This time "I" had to break it off. The person I was dating was holding back information (so much for being up front with everything). Some info came out this morning, but was the info true? How can I now trust this person? Too many excuses to make it sound "OK". She was blaming it on her meds and offered to take me to her doctor to verify. It was too good of a match (personality, likes, etc). Like they said, maybe "too good to be true". Very possible. There were just too many flags this last week that pointed me away from her. My mom told me today that something just didn't seem right a week ago when they talked, but she couldn't put her finger on it. Since I had started dating her, I had been approached by a couple other people, and had turned them down because I thought I had found my perfect match. I'm

Random Thoughts!
My mind is working overtime these days! I'm journaling so much I need a new notebook already, lol! Trying to make order out of the chaos that is my mind, at times. What is it with these commercials about covering gray hair?! A man is wondering, as he strokes some gray that I can't even SEE, whether people will see the REAL him - if he doesn't cover the gray! WTF!? THAT IS THE REAL PERSON! Will others look deeper, to who he really is inside? That has nothing to do with the gray hair and lots to do with the quality of the people who approach him. Personally, if someone doesn't have the time or the inclination to know the REAL me, I don't want to know them!! On to more random thoughts, Amen! I had the pleasure this morning of being referred to as a wild woman by a friend, lmao! I think that made my day! Thank you, Serene!! I would like to encourage all the women, young and old, out there to aspire to be referred to as a "wild woman" at the age of almost 60. Hell, I want to be referr

What A Weekend...
OMG I won't go into details but there was a hotel & too (WAY) too much alcohol involved..Long story I'm just glad it's over! I am now about to take Sky to the Doc office b/c he has once again broken his collar bone(pretty sure). This seems to be a regular thing with him GRRRR....OK I don't want to start ranting, especialy since I am running on 2 hours of sleep ^.^ So have a good one ya'll :D

Bunk Bed Joke
Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!* !

Torn
...Recently I had my heart ripped out of my chest and stomped on. Since thenI have not been able to act "normal" with people ..... I apologize. I found myself the last few days just sobbing uncontrolably out of no where. People have passed away recently and the anniversary of 3 importants deaths is approaching. Maybe being completely brokenhearted and lied to has made me act the way I have. Someone asked me about my erotic blogs...Most of them are true but some are not. I spend every Saturday night alone for anyone who is wondering..its true before you think I have some "Stable" of men waiting. I also had the weirdest week with exs. A shitload of them contacted me begging for me to be involved with them again. HOW NUTS is that? My 40th Birthday is March 3rd, and I am off about that as well.....What I am torn about is to actually persue a relationship with someone else or not. All I see is myself getting shredded again. i do not think I could handle that again....Especially the men who

Booty Contract!
JESSICA'S PLATNIUM CARD TERMS & CONDITIONS THIS PLATNIUM CARD MEMBER AGREEMENT (HEREINAFTER REFERRED TO AS THE "AGREEMENT") IS ENTERED INTO ON THE _____DAY OF_______2006, BY____________________________________(A.K.A. "BANK") AND _______________________________(A.K.A. "THE BOOTY"). PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU READ ALL OF THE "TERMS AND CONDITIONS" BELOW BEFORE SIGNING THIS AGREEMENT. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES & PRINCIPALS: 1. "THE BOOTY" MUST BE ON CALL 24 HOURS A DAY/7 DAYS A WEEK. *REMEMBER* "THE BOOTY" IS HERE TO SATISFY ME. 2. THERE IS NO SLEEPING OVER--UNLESS IT WAS THAT GOOD AND IT NEEDS TO BE REPEATED IN THE MORNING. 3. NONE OF THE "LOVEMAKING SHIT"---ONLY MIND-BLOWING SEX IS ALLOWED UNDER THIS AGREEMENT. 4. ALL GIFTS ARE ALWAYS ACCEPTED. 5. NO PLANS MADE IN ADVANCE--THAT IS WHY YOU ARE CALLED "THE BOOTY", UNLESS YOU ARE FROM OUT OF TOWN, THEN IT'S ONLY A "ONE-TIME" ADVANCE ARRANGEMENT. 6. NO BABY TALK--BUT PILLOW TALK IS ALWAYS ENCOURAG

Have You Ever Been In This Situation????
(Untitled) What in the world possesses you; To treat me the way you always do? I'm constantly down, feeling like shit, I'm really fed up, I'm sick of it. If it's not one thing, it's always another, Give it up! What are you? My mother? You go on and on, you rant and rave, Constantly telling me to behave. When really it's you who should act your age... You make me so mad, you make me rage! I call you down, I hurt you bad, That's what you get for making me mad. We need to grow up, stop playing charades... Can't you see, there's amends to be made? There's mine, yours, and our sons happiness at stake, Are we going to let it slip away over one mistake? There's got to be a way to fix all of this, Or we could let it go, and stop this shit. We could walk away like we sometimes do, With nothing more than a simple "Fuck You" But you come back, and I let you in... And this vicious cycle starts all over again... It's the worst feeling to be with someone for three years of

Phonies
I hate all these phoney peeps in here. They buy there way to the top or flirt. But when you try to promote they dont even talk to you. Hell half the time you are lucky if they rated your profile and one pic. I am on a full wide attack. If you have peeps in your profile that dont repost or respond to your bullentins. Have not sent you a message in weeks, dont rate your shit. I urge you to delete their dumb asses. Why cause then somewhere down the line they will get the message. I personally think tap should take points away from you if a friend drops u. Yeah a few would do it to be jerks. But most the time you would deserve it. So if you fall into this catagory of uber and only talking to 10 peeps but expecting all of us to rate your shit. Then I say fuck off and get a real life.

The Wedding Ring
This was in a newspaper in the southwest. Subject: The Wedding Ring Recently a man went to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from >his penis. His mistress found the ring in his pants pocket, and she got so >mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his penis while he >was asleep. I don't know what's worse: 1) Having your mistress find out you're married. 2) Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. 3) Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.

Milk Beer
Milk beer called ‘Bilk’ Category: Odd News | TOKYO (Reuters) - Great news for beer and milk lovers: A liquor shop owner in Japan’s largest dairy farming region has stopped crying about local spilt milk and started making beer from it instead. “We came up with the idea after hearing about surplus milk,” said Chitoshi Nakahara, head of the Nakahara liquor shop on the northernmost island of Hokkaido. Milk consumption has been declining steadily in Japan, and Hokkaido disposed of nearly 900 tonnes of milk last March due to over-production, according to the Japan Dairy Association. Nakahara’s new brew, “Bilk” - a combination of “milk” and “beer” - is about 30 percent milk. It also contains hops, and the production process does not differ much from that of regular beer, he said. His shop started selling Bilk, which apart from a slight milky scent looks and tastes like ordinary beer, on February 1 after spending about six months developing the product with a local b

New Immigrants
New Immigrants (An e-mail I received… just passing it on) From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States, people

Exhausted!!!
I am just exhausted! I have worked 14 hour days for the past 11 days straight. Today I have an important conference call to be on and then another late night meeting tonight to probably be my 12 day in a row of 12 hours or more work days. When I can I jump on here and say hi to those who send me shouts and messages. But, I am sure I don't see all the shouts for they drop off the bottom of the list. Well... I need to get ready to get to work. My ebook is coming along but I have not typed anything into it yet for the past 11 days. I have however been dictating the book into my micro-cassette recorder so I can type it later. And it is getting hot. So far my female characther has had an orgasm in the shower in the morning of the party, her husband has fingered into another one on her way to the hotel, she had another orgasm in the elevator on the way up to their room and I finished off my dictation with her having another orgasm on the private balcony 68 floors up... an

~ Being A Mother... ~
Being A Mother... After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nerv

T He Dentist
A man goes to a dental surgeon to have a tooth pulled. The dentist pulls out a freezing needle to give the man. "No way! No needles! I hate needles!" the patient said. The dentist starts to hook up the laughing gas and the man again objects. "I can't do the gas thing - the thought of having the gas mask on is suffocating to me!" The dentist then asks if the man has any objection to taking a pill. "No objection", the patient says, "I am fine with pills". The dentist left for a moment and when he returned, says "Here is a Viagra tablet." The patient says, "Wow - I didn't know the V-Pill worked as a pain killer!" "It doesn't," said the dentist, "but it will give you something to hold onto when I pull out your tooth."

Things That Suck!!
Hi all my friends this is about Things That Suck. number 1. myspace, why because way to many young girls and boys online with profiles that parents dont know about and way to many perves looking for some 1 to get a hold of thats not right at all. number 2. cheaters, as in men and women im not saying all do it but there are some out there that do and it makes it hard to find true love and also trust of course we all want some 1 to love and care for but it makes it hard to love and trust when soo many are messin around. number 3, children, its hard to think that kids can be treated soo bad in school from school mates and even some teachers and also even principles at times when. I went to school wich was many many moons now of course sence im 35 times was tough but not like now these days it seems like its all about money and grades sometimes they even pass students before any 1 else thats not right either school should not be competion it use to be about fun and learning now se

1. Overture
This is a series of poems i've been working on they're styll in progress so i shall post them accordingly enjoy thnx for reading luv always, Anthony Campbell I. Overture I transcribe this now, from the depths of Hell Betwixt her copper thighs I describe it all The devil sits above me, she (Yes, she, for if god is a woman Then there is no doubt Only another woman could slight god In such great amount) Whispered to me, broiling nightmares Her hot breath searing my ear As she reminded me of all that I had lost And urged me to speak of my past But I resisted and instead took my pen Now bonded to my hand Describing out across the paper Transcribing onto it the land Hell truly was a quaint place, rather nice decorum With crochet classes and public speaking forums To tell you the truth, Hell was a lot like Any neighborhood in suburban California There was a Gap, a Starbucks A public courtyard A mall every two miles Where you could purchase Various Goods In Gr

Get On My Level Hoe.......
FUCK THIS SHIT IT'S "OVA" Current mood: annoyed WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AROUND HERE. I AM SICK OF FAKE ASS BITCHES. BITCHES THAT WOULDN'T KNOW A GOOD WOMAN IF THE BITCH WAS RIDEIN' HER HEAD. THESE ARE SOME DUMP TRUCK ASS HOES. AND I QUIT! IF A BITCH IS MEANT FOR ME TO HAVE, SHE WILL COME TO ME. AS FOR YOU DUMP-TRUCKS PLEASE DONT WASTE MY MUTHA-FUCKEN' TIME I CHOOSE NOT TO GIVE HOE-NIGGAS THE TIME OF DAY. YOU HOE-BITCHES WILL BE TREATED NO DIFFERENTLY. THAT'S IT! THAT'S ALL! HOLLA!

Take It To The Dome Piece.......
so this is the last time i fall for something stupid ill tell you that much....My heart may be big but i only have so much i can take...and this is about it...im done trying to believe whut others tell me....its all bullshit...If u feel like i do hit a brotha up cause there should definately be a club for people who get fucked over often....Peace to it

Puppy?
i got a puppy..... but i cant keep her bc of my lease.... anyone near my area want her? she's extremely affectionate. she a mix, her father was a collie and her mother a heiler[spelling?]. please please please. she's fucking adorable.

Read I You Want
lately i have been meetin some really cool ppl on here and have been asked the ssame question by all : what is it about feet i like? or what is it about feet you like? i know everyone has feet and alot of people dont like them but think about this. Women are built beautiful and soft and sexy well thats all that set them a part from men cause we all forget to do something when we get busy. So i feel if a women takes care of her feet like she do her body then that man that she love her whole body and i can love her whole body noone in this world can love some one that doesnt love there self so thats why i love a women with sexy feet cause to be loved starts with you and how you love yourself

Whatever
1. Spell your name without an E,S,H,I,M,A: rn 2. Are you available? no 3. What’s your favorite number? 14 4. Favorite color? dark green 5. Least favorite color? Pink 6. What are you listening to? the theme music from aladin 8. Are you happy with your life right now? hahahaha no. 9. Favorite subject? Anatomy 10. Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?: hahaha no. 11. How do you make money? odd jobs like mowing yards and such 13. Are you outgoing? yes 14. One word to describe you? crazy 15. Do you like Mac's? no 16. Do you own big sunglasses? no 17. Where do you wish you were right now? in bed 18. What should you be doing right now? getting ready to leave 19. Do you have a crush on anyone right now? mmmm maybe THE CANS: Can you blow a bubble?: sure can. Can you do a cart wheel?: yes Can you touch your toes?: yes Can you whistle?:yes Can you wiggle your ears?: no Can you wiggle your nose?: yeah. Can you roll you

Running On The Beach In The Dark
So this evening Jo and I decide to take the boys out for a walk towards Shanklin because they look like they need to burn up some of their energy and because the weather has been getting a lot nicer last couple of days. The esplanade is just two minutes walk and we head past the pier and onto the beach. Beyond the pier, the beach is unlit and with a low tide, there’s a huge expanse of sand leading to where the waves are breaking onto the shore and it’s just possible to see the waves in the darkness. A couple miles away you can see the lights of three or four ships. They are crossing the bay on their way around the Isle of Wight to or from Portsmouth or Southampton. In the darkness the clear night sky is filled with stars. Nice to see them again after all the cloudy weather we’ve had in the last month or so. The boys just want to run on the beach and so we’re all racing each other to see who can get to the next ramp or breakwater. Sammy tries to stay in front of me because he knows t

Boredem Setting In
now i kinda figured this being a boring blog from me just figured i'd do one anyways. Well been sittin here at this computer for awhile now making different pictures as u can see in my gallery and really am wanting thoughts and opinions maybe new ideas.....thanx for the time

Heads-up...
I'm off the 'tap for... who knows how long. leave me a message on my SnapVine box. I'll actually be able to check it ;] also, keep an eye on your own. especially if your name is Matt, Talia, Courtney, or even Trixy or Poison. 'cause I've got your numbers. hee hee hee hee... yeah, I might go work at an Arby's. I need a job. I need some money. and I need to get off this library computer, because my time is up. haha. one♥love MJ one good thing about music when it hits you feel no pain

What I Believe
to see the future would put me in awe i know to see what i have done can be a doom to know what i have become what i am about sure would be a site i hope my future lays among the heavens lighting the world freeing my soul i know i cant be a part of such a grand design i lay on the ground gazing at the stars wishing hoping i know i cant ever have what i desire but i always have what i believe

This Weekend
Well I had a pretty good weekend. The love of my life came over to visit and we had a great time. He is so sweet. We went out to eat and to a concert. He always treats me well. He is still in the process of moving closer to me. It will be so great when he is officially over here. It's just always sad when he has to go back home but I know before I know it, we will be back together again. It seems like nothing can keep us apart for very long. We have had our rough times but we have always made it through. I just hope he knows how much he means to me. I tell him but I don't think he listens sometimes. Well time will prove it to him. Ok, enough about the mushy stuff! lol TTL

What A Kiss Means
WAT A KISS REALLY MEANS *Kiss on the belly-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *A wink ---"Let's get it on" *Slap on the Ass ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *DONT ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

My Poetry
I wrote this poem out of pure love ^_^ Even though im 21 now and i am still a vergin my friends tease me about it all the time but im proud to be one! im not one of those guys who go around sleeping with girls just for the fun of it... anyway heres my poem i hope everyone who reads it likes it ^_^ True Love You’re so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you. You’re the only one who could make me feel like this, Scared to be away for only one second; Scared you’ll cease to care. Your smile lights up your face and I’d die to put it there And kill anyone who tries to take it away. No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved. Not while I’m here to hold you. There could never be another to come close to what you are; So completely perfect in your imperfections. I swear I’ll never try to change you. And you swear you’ll never change. You’ll be there when I’m at the bottom. Though “misery loves company” he’ll have to look somewhere

Opinion V Conviction
There's a difference between opinion and conviction. My opinion is something that is true for me personally; my conviction is something that is true for everybody - in my opinion. - Sylvia Cordwood

One Day
Dusting the cobwebs, from out of my eyes It’s all clear to me now, there’s no more lies There isn’t a reason to cloak the pain Tears still well, flow and fall like rain Clouds slowly now, are starting to part Pain’s releasing, it’s cloak from my heart Occasionally a glimpse, a ray of light Pulling me from never-ending darkness, night Letting the past go, releasing its hold Need to feel better now, it’s getting old Ones that love, have come to surround This mending soul, who’s heart will abound ..One day Chelle - March 2007

Meet Lil Miss Camil.....
Help Me Name her....I never can think of a really cool name for any of the dogs i have had..Her moms name is Sassy...and i jus want a name that is not like an ordinary dogs name...But plz dont leave any stupid or rediculas names that u would not even name yur animal...Leave me a comment on this blog with a name and i'll let ya all know what i have chosen...Thanks to anyone who helps me....XOXO

Headaches, Etc.
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself -- and repeat 'I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache'. And -- It worked, the headaches are all gone!" The husband replies, "Well, that is wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes later -- and jumps into bed and makes pas

R.i.p Aaron (my Brother) Ewart
starting january 31 2004 i got trapped into this nightmare at 9 am in the morning. everything was so stiff and just not the same.. kinda like if u lost something and couldnt find it then stoped looking for it u deside to let it be but its just not the same without. welll if u know wut i mean then this is how i felt for about a year going onto 2. i swear i thought it was a bad dream and my brother would come through the door and say im home from my grad trip or im home from camping.. but almost 4 years now and still no "family im home". been through so much in the passed 3 years.. being a stoner to an alcoholic to being depressed and trying to kill myself to becoming something i wasnt then people making me realize i was doing it then i stop smoking pot and stop drinking alot... just quit down.. didnt stop.. but helped abit.. and the one thing i thought would never happen i even started smoking.. which i quit then started again but now im gunna quit.. maybe a casual smoker but i dunno. s

I Wish U Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?". She

Me Again
well its me ofcourse.it is wow im so bored im in tacoma washington tonight its raining and cold here.nothing going on here.just whanted to show some love to all my friends and family and fans hope you all have a great night

Top 10 Reasons Why Cyber Sex Is Better 10
TOP 10 REASONS WHY CYBER SEX IS BETTER 10. If the date goes bad, changing your Screen Name is easier then changing your real name. 9. Bathing, dressing, supplying atmosphere is optional. 8. If you get drunk and blackout, you only wake up next to a keyboard. 7. You can exercise your offensive habits without embarrassing yourself. 6. Viagra! Who needs Viagra? 5. Your partner could have more of a personality than your inflatable friends. 4. Three words: No shotgun weddings. 3. All guys look like George Clooney and all women like Pamela Anderson. 2. They never have to know you live in your parents basement. 1. If you catch a virus, only your computer dies.

Nation States
Dont know if there are any players on cherry tap who are playing the game Nation States, I started a nation a while back, but had no one to play with at the time, anyway a friend of mine has just started playing and I have set up a forum on the scarybirds site for more info. Set up the Dominion of Elvinir and I am now a corrupt dictatorship, as you vote on issues your economy, civil rights and political freedoms change UN Category: Corrupt Dictatorship Civil Rights: Very Good Economy: Reasonable Political Freedoms: Unheard Of The Dominion of Elvinir is a tiny, environmentally stunning nation, notable for its compulsory military service. Its compassionate, cynical population of 5 million are ruled with an iron fist by the dictatorship government, which ensures that no-one outside the party gets too rich. In their personal lives, however, citizens are relatively unoppressed; it remains to be seen whether this is because the government genuinely cares about its people, or

Do You Believe The Bible Part 2
It is hard to imagine that one day -- the Iraq we are helping to rebuild will burn up in smoke. In fact, even the light of a candle will not shine in Babylon because God will abandon it. In Verse 23, God says: "...and the voice of the bridegroom and the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee." If you study the Bible you will know the "bridegroom" is Jesus Christ. Right now, saved people are the children of God -- but one day, we will become the Bride of Christ and we will partake in the Marriage Supper of the Lamb of God. The remaining part of Verse 23's passage says: "...for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived." helps me to understand that the Antichrist will come from Iraq. It is further clarified that the Antichrist is the one that "deceives the nations" because Revelation, Chapter 20, Verse 3 says: "And cast him into the bottomless pit, and shut him up, and set a seal upon him, that he should deceive the nations

People On Here
I have just been watching things and looking around and noticed a few things. 1)People visit your profile and don't even take the second it requires to Rate it. Cmon people it's not that hard to at least rate a profile. 2) Same things with Pictures if you take enough time to load the picture up at least spend a second to rate it. 3) People on blast want you to come rate them, fan them and add them. but most of them don't even take the time to come back around and return the favor. Hey we came around gave you a rate and a fan the least you can do is return the courtesy. One last thing is shout at some of the people you did take time to make a friend with you might actually find out they can be a friend and not just a number on your list. I have found several on here that are excellent to chat with and are great people. I mean I thought this site was for social networking and meeting people not just a points system. Ok Enough of my rambling for now. Guess I just got a wild

The Best Road Rage!!!
THE BEST ROAD RAGE! An honest man was being tailgated by a stressed-out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman hit the roof--and the horn--screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You see, I pulled up beh

Just Nodd And Smile...
Just nodd and smile... Ahh, boredon, I embrace it knowingly... For it is that which I am so familiar with. Not with an agonizing feeling of unsatisfaction, rather, a desire to be elsewhere, perhaps with others? Granted, an occupation is just as important as the next thing, but no one would protest to the occasional vacation, holiday, sick day(the ones when you're not really sick), and any other excuse one might give to be MIA at the workplace. No, don't lose your job over it, but take a day off, take a week off. Go hiking, skiing/snowboarding, fishing, whatever. Give something back to yourself, the one that should count first. The one you can depend on. Take care of yourselves. I send my love to all my peeps. Strangely inspired while stuck at work, Dizzy D

Calling All Divas, Goddess, Kittens, Queens And Rock Vixens
My friend World Renowned photographer is looking for people to shoot You can email me for more info Sales@BrittanyAndrews.com -------------------------------------------- THE DIVA DOLL SHOOT" CALLING ALL DEVIL DIVAS, GOTH GODDESSES, KITTENS WITH WHIPS CORSET QUEENS & ROCKIN' VIXENS: Now's your chance to shoot with Justice Howard, world renowned erotic art/music/glamour celebrity photographer. For a very limited time her lens is focused on YOU! Make your Fetish Fantasy Come True with THE SEX GODDESS Pin-up Package: $300.00 (All Inclusive) Exclusive Private Photo Session includes: -Pre-shoot consultation & styling pre-prep -Beautiful, Spacious 2500 sq. foot Studio in downtown Los Angeles -50 images (2 perfectly retouched to " Magazine Cover" perfection) -CD of 50 images (You now OWN them and can publish & use them at will) -Make-up and Hair Artists -Wardrobe to suit you -on set Model coaching from Pinup Diva Kim Falcon. Limited Edition Sessions offered May and A

Remix Remix Lol
h geez remixes Current mood: remix remix cierra made 2 different remixes to "Promise" One with busta and the other with R-Kelly.. Depending on where you live and the fan base you get different versions. busta version [Busta Rhymes (Alicia Keys)] (Chew it up, Chew it up, Chew it up) Busta Bus' down somethin Crucial Keys in the spot Flipmode squad, come on (Fall Fall Fall) Rampage talk to em [Rampage] You was with me ma when I first copped my deal Bought you the 5 karats plus the house on the hill The blue escalade with them new chrome-e wheels You told me the other day I dont know how you feel Its been 5 months, I been driving you crazy You told your friend the other day you was havin my baby Sayin I'm acting funny, Ramp I'm so crazy All you wanna do is be my number one lady Fallin Fallin [Alicia Keys (Busta Rhymes)] I keep fallin, in and out, love with you Sometimes I love you, some, times I'm blue Sometimes I glow inside, other times you made me

Just Rambling/ranting
well let's just say that it is cold nasty dreary yucky here i need some sunshine to brighten up my day so come and rate me fan me add me and i will do the same for ya all...ready to have a cold beer and shake my f*kin ass to some tunes..anyone want to join in on the party???

Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk MARINE FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs MARINE FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MARINE FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MARINE FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. MARINE FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRI

Torn
My life is going to be entering another chapter soon, in what way on the scale it will balance im not sure, but hopefully there will be more positive than negative in the near future.... On april 22nd I shall see my mother and family for the first time in six months....im really scared and nervous due to the condition i left them and i left myself in, i dont know how to coop with certain things that went on there but hopefully it will go well {the close friends knows whats going on} The doctors want me to come back after i get my insurance to do a biopsy....they think somethings wrong with my uterus due to the constant heavy bleeding and im really scared.....i havent talked about that with my family yet for fear they want me to come back home, and i dont want to go back....... Also I have fallen for someone really hard, rather this person knows this or not .....I have...but there are certain things going on that are making my mind and heart tell me two different things...m

Why Women Shouldnt Flirt
One good reason not to flirt A couple were invited to a swanky family masked fancy dress Halloween party. The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner hi

R.i.p Rocky
Well, my dog was attacked last night, neck snapped and ripped open, was even 10 feet away from my backyard....whatever it was, prolly a coyote, the same one thats been back there taunting the dogs the past few months.... this wasnt even a kill for hunger, you could tell he lured him out and killed for sport... besides, the coyote is fat from the cats around the neighborhood... well, according to my homies mom, the coyote is out there at 5:30 am like clockwork taunting her dog (they live next door).. so, i love animals and wouldnt hurt one on purpose, but this shit is fuckin personal...that dog may have been my sister, but he was my lil homie... im letting my dad go with his plan of poisoned meat, but if that dont work... imma go sit behind the house and take it on 1 on 1... skull crack the shit out of that coyote... my lil homie was like a human to me so his killer will get beat like i would beat a human... fuck that... i dont give a fuck if it bites me, rabie shot.. not the end of the

My Life
well I am 23 never had a child befor (well of my own but have helped take care of other mens children without hisatation) Now I have the chance to take care of my own but it seems as if the mother does not want me to be in the childs life....how can you deny a father of his rights when he has done nothing wrong but tried to keep the peace...I have no ideal if anyone can help me understand this please do...for I really need help with this it racks my brain how she could deny my of my fatherhood...

Music Made My Day
i've had a helluva a day. almost walked out of my job. almost screamed at my boss (not in that order). and as i finally am able to rest my bones, i put this song on... uberdruck - .... D... and i'm better. thank you techno music. for once again saving my life.

Laugh & I'll Sock Yo A$$ In The Throat
Amongst Pairs and Duets, I do not belong-I do not belong....arranged on this path -lost in a world of ghosts...have I been so damn wrong....To believe in a word or a thought, i've never held or seen.....If I ever did, it was never within my reach....I'm sick with such sadness...I can not see....above this fog or beneath my feet....Astray are my daydreams, admist the ringing in my head...Such innocent belief with which I've been lead...>Surrounded within my walls of fear and discreat, hide my true destiny , so far from me.....Acceptence -go hand in hand.....with Denial and Defeat......So close to suffering and settling-regret nothing and longing everthing with smiles......This is what has been in me all the while.................................................................

:(
you know what if people are going otbe assholes on here and rate peoples pics a one and shit then you need to get real i hate when peopl erate low pics and i sit here and rate there pics 10s and i get 1s and 3s fuck that

And Then There Were Three...
Update: I finally got in to see an OB yesterday. And after a bit explaining walked out of the appointment with a barrage of blood work to do, an ultrasound appointment to make, and a signed consent form for a tubal ligation. At this point that is all the news I have. Until blood work comes back, there's really nothing to tell there. Update: Eliath is back in the hospital as of Tuesday. They finally found the cause of his extreme degradation. He has a sever bowel infection - he can't digest enough of the nutrients from his food to energize his body to help fight off the other infections. The doctor's say not to expect him home any time soon. I'm hoping his quick healing body kicks into high gear soon as proves them wrong.

Ok This Is My Contest Update
my contest ends on the 15th at 8p.m. and it began on the 4th so now i am really needing help to stay up, please stop by and show support thank you to everyone who already has. and thank you to everyone who is!!! much luv to ya "showin"

Nice Guys Finish Last
I found this on the web and thought I would post it: NICE GUYS FINISH LAST By: Garrett Hols It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to prete

Music....
Hey Everyone if you like kim Klines music after checking her site out, I found a couple of links about her that you may be interested in. Here they are http://www.prweb.com/releases/2007/3/prweb514944.htm Kim Klines tapped link. Hey All! just found this review on the web... if you get a chance check it out... Hope you are having a relaxing weekend. http://www.themusicappraisal.net/reviews.sampler.shtml Thank you for stopping by and checking her music out.

Have Christians Become Dupes?
Chuck is a good friend of mine and I decided to share his logical views involving the deceiving world of both politics and religions. Enjoy... DT Have Christians Become Dupes? By Chuck Baldwin April 10, 2007 This column is archived at http://chuckbaldwinlive.com/c2007/cbarchive_20070410.html As I peruse the hundreds of email letters I receive, one observation leaps out at me: in the last few years, there has been a distinct philosophical shift taking place in the reasoning of professing Christians. Somewhere along the way, politicians seem to have been granted a kind of spiritual status. This trend is very troubling and portends great problems for our country. Let me see if I can explain. Whenever I take issue with the policies or actions of President George W. Bush, I am inundated with all kinds of emails from Christians who usually tend to quote Bible passages regarding "spreading gossip" and "not loving a Christian brother," etc. The same is tru

All I Have To Say To You...the Only Way I Can Vent.
All she ever asked " " Was that so hard to do? Now all she can say is " " And I'm wonderin why you don't even care. Is all I ever see in her...all I hear when she cries cuz of how many lies you've promised and how many times you've torn her apart inside. I don't really think so...and if it's true than you got a fucked way of puttin it through. Yeah I know she spits the message right back but maybe just maybe that's cuz you caused her to crack. and the only thing I see you riskin is money and time and the life that you seem to want so badly that you'd do nothing for. and you...you about killed her. But you can't even see that what you did made her stronger and made her realize that she doesn't need anyone...not even you...at all anymore. And I'm so afraid that one of these days you're going to hurt her so bad that she's gunna say "

Love The Little Things
if you loose the little things in your life that you dont know you have until the are gone, then the big things in life are nothing. think of not being able to eat supper at the table, go for walks, or even go to the store with your love ones.life been took right from you, its the little things that mean alot

Smile
I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real.

All Good Things Must Come To An End...
a whole Roasted Turkey breast sour cream mashed potatos stuffing corn on the cob asparagus sauted with garlic and shallots pan gravy breadsticks I just spent the better part of my afternoon making what could easily be considered a Thanksgiving meal...for 2 people. Two people who don't really even eat that much. Which got me to thinking..I really need to get this catering shit up and off the ground. It's pretty much the only thing i love to do I just have to motivate myself to really work on this Which also got me thinking...after tonight..i'm done drinking. till friday night *smirks* lol No more drinking during the week..i can't keep doing that and actually concentrate and get my shit together let's see if i can pull either off. btw dinner was deeeeeeeliscious ^_^

Just A Little Bed Time Story For You
I was just talking with a friend a little while ago and I was discussing with her maybe someday writing short stories. There is a special twist to these that I believe maybe I will keep to myself. Anyway thank you Talon for the wonderful idea, well, here goes. We will start at the beginning of this ordeal, when the first small things should have been a clue, they entered their new house for the first time as a family, smiles on their faces and cleaning supplies in hand, setting everything down mother divides the house into easy sections, thinking this will be a snap. Such a small house really, it's only a two bedroom, just one bathroom, Brandon and Jennifer are given the two bedrooms and the bathroom, and mom takes the livingroom and the porches that is loaded down with stuff someone left behind. Mom got the worst of the deal. After everyone was done with their space then everyone was to meet back in the kitchen

My Bad Day
well today started same as always. got up, got ready for work, picked up friend from work then on way to work it all went wrong. Driving down a road the car in front of me braked to turn right so i, obviously, braked too. Unfortunately at the same time the (male) driver behind decided to take his eyes off road and crashed into back of my car pushing my car into car in front. This shook me up and my friend too. We are both now suffering possible whiplash and other small symptoms. Well i wanted a day off work but not this way...... Thankfully the guy admitted liability so i now have a courtesy car for a few days

What Type Of Girl Are You?
You Are Confident Sexy You're one sexy chica, and you know it. You've got the confidence to strut your stuff... And approach any man who happens to catch your eye. You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

50 Green Tips For Earth Day And Beyond
Earth Day is right around the corner. It’s a reminder to me to start thinking about how I can make an impact (or less of an impact) on our planet. In honor of Earth Day, send us your green tips, shopping suggestions, and earth-friendly green practices! 1. Lower your thermostat. Buy a programmable thermostat. 2. Reuse your water bottle. Avoid buying bottled water. In fact, reuse everything at least once, especially plastics. 3. Check out your bathroom. Use low-flow faucets, shower heads, and toilets. 4. Start a compost in your back yard or on your rooftop. 5. Buy foods locally. Check out Eat Local Challenge and FoodRoutes to get started. Buy locally made products and locally produced services. 6. Buy in season. 7. Buy compact fluorescent light bulbs. You'll find more on energy-efficient products and practices at Energy Star. 8. Turn off lights and electronics when you leave the room. Unplug your cell phone charger from the wall when not using it. Turn off energy strips and surge

How The First Earth Day Came About
By Senator Gaylord Nelson, Founder of Earth Day What was the purpose of Earth Day? How did it start? These are the questions I am most frequently asked. Actually, the idea for Earth Day evolved over a period of seven years starting in 1962. For several years, it had been troubling me that the state of our environment was simply a non-issue in the politics of the country. Finally, in November 1962, an idea occurred to me that was, I thought, a virtual cinch to put the environment into the political "limelight" once and for all. The idea was to persuade President Kennedy to give visibility to this issue by going on a national conservation tour. I flew to Washington to discuss the proposal with Attorney General Robert Kennedy, who liked the idea. So did the President. The President began his five-day, eleven-state conservation tour in September 1963. For many reasons the tour did not succeed in putting the issue onto the national political agenda. However, it was the germ of the ide

Although....
....I love you all, I am feeling like there is no point in staying around. My pics are gone, and when I rate others and goto leave a comment I see where my old account was with my comment on it and it's like a constant reminder that the account here is so fleeting, anything can make it deleted, and so the "why bother" comes to mind when it all can be taken away again....I would love to leave a blast so all my friends could find me again yet then it would just be putting money into the pocket of the person who took all my hard work and alot of my friends away so fuck that...so I will be around once in awhile but not like I used to be. Nothing against any of you, you all have been great and showed me such love to which I try to return. I just get upset when I see my old comments with a pic of "I was here" and when you put your cursor over it it says "N/A".... reminds me of how I got screwed and makes me wonder why I am going through it all again (my page, pics, blogs, etc). If you wan

My Thoughts #2
Every day of my life i thankgod for showing me life can only get better the day i met the women of my life (krysten). I truly beleive that life is a spectalur thing. I have so many goals in life and they are starting to come together. That is truly amazing that i can now breath life clearer, Knowing i have a great start to a life that will be so amazing.

A Hater
This person is going around being rude to pretty much everyone. He has the nerve to call me Shamu...and gave my pic a 1. I blocked it of course. But just as a precaution go and block this person before they get to your stuff. http://cherrytap.com/user/826176

Witch Vampire Clan Do You Belong In
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Freedom And Beyond
A good documentary to watch about Child Slavery in India and people who are making that difference to the kids concerned. It certainly does put in perspective what goes on in the world. http://freetheslaves.net/store/freedom-and-beyond/

Lol Lil Farm Boy
Little farmboy comes in late for school. Teacher asks why he's late. Farmboy replies that he had to take the family cow over to the neighbour's to get her bred by a bull. Annoyed, teacher demands, "Can't your father do that?" Little farm boy thinks for a moment: replies, "Well, sure... but the bull can do it better."

My First Blog
what is there to really know? im a single mom have my up and down days like ever1.i believe live life in the momemnt for this moment is ur life. always fallow ur heart and play by ur own rules. do you realy know what jaded means its a name i think i should have been giving for it fits 90% of my life. having ablast on ct meeting new people....

Stressful Times ... Middle Age?
At some point in the passage of time, the question of aging surfaces. Am I getting older? Am I "middle aged"? Those questions are frequently accompanied by a few shivvers and shakes! The specific answer, of course, is different for each person. As you can see from the Poem below ... it happened to ME ... and I listened to what my Brain was whispering into my ears; it sounded something like this ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ MIDDLE AGE? As I sit and weep and wail, make believing life’s a jail, my mind goes tumble jumble, as ‘thru my gloom I fumble! What the hey is going on? I jerk and twitch. my feelings itch, and no one’s here to scratch ‘em, fast as I can hatch ‘em … Is this ‘mid-age’ change of life? I sigh, I cry, I contemplate my navel, Never really getting started, since wife and love departed, to grow again, to know again, just what I want to do. What do I want to do? , … but wait … hesitate a little longer, for now I’m going somewhere,

Oh Oh Lol
blonde woman was having financial troubles so she decided to kidnap a child and demand a ransom. She went to a local park, grabbed a little boy, took him behind a tree and wrote a note. "I have kidnapped your child. I am sorry to do this but I need the money. Leave $10,000 in a plain brown bag behind the big oak tree in the park at 7AM." Signed, "The Blonde." She pinned the note inside the little boy's jacket and told him to go straight home. The next morning, she returned to the park to find the $10,000 in a brown bag behind the big oak tree, just as she had instructed. Inside the bag with the cash was the following note. "Here is your money. I cannot believe that one blonde would do this to another "

Deal For The Nhl & Nba Playoffs
Just in case you haven't looked. Marketman has added some new gifts to the Gift Shop. They include NHL/NBA Playoffs teams LOGOS. So here is the Deal for everyone. If you leave a Comment on this BLOG telling me which NHL/NBA Playoffs Team you support, I will send them one of these GIFTS. Now lets see how many takers I get? Oh BTW, in case you don't know & want to Return the Favor (YOU DO NOT HAVE TO!!!!!!!) I support the Buffalo Sabres.

Been Down And Out!
I have been very sick for quite a while, in fact I have been on my death bed! It seems I have been a diabetic and never new it. Now I am coming back slowly but surely:) still have problems with too high blood sugar, but it will get better! I have not been in the mood to set on the computer for this reason, hope all my friends and family understand why I have not been responding to you comments. The newly arising fatfire.

Salvation Prayer
If you are like me, your not perfect neither will you ever be perfect. That's why God sent Jesus, because he knew human's would never be as perfect as he. He knew that we would need forgiveness in order to be able to enter into his great reward in the sky, a place called Heaven. What I'm asking you now is going to get personal, Are you a sinner? Are you less then perfect? Do you believe Jesus died upon that cross just to save our souls? If you do I ask you right now to just say this simple prayer, speak it with your mouth and then live it with your heart and actions. Remember if you are ashamed of Jesus, he'll be ashamed of you. I want you to place your hand upon your computer screen right now and say "Lord, I've messed up. I haven't ever been perfect God, I've not always made the best choices in my life. But God I see now that you are right and I was wrong, I've done things my way for far too long God, and I'm tired of having these empty results. Lord I believe that Jesus died up

Dear ******
when we first met i was so excited.i couldnt belive someone so great was interested in me. the slightest touch from u sent a tingle through my body. when you bit my neck, i froze. i couldnt. belive how comfertable i felt with your arms around me.t hat kiss goodbye was so sweet. after that nite i made sure i was online every morning hoping you would atleast say hi. the gift you gave me made me the happiest i had been in a long time. just sitting with you on the couchwas so sweet. i nver thought you would actually ask me. altough it was weird for a min, i was so thrilled to b your g/f. just seeing you ALWAYS made my day brighter. going anywhere with you was always a trip :). that first (& only) nite we spend together was AMAZING. i loved just laying there in your arms. it was so nice to b wanted. but then i started to c and talk to you less and less/ then one day YOUR friend tells me that us beign together is a bad thing. the next day im told your talkin and tryin to fuck soem other gurl

Housewife
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just lay there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling

Who Wants Gifts
Alright folks, come on...get in here and show DJ ~Dawn~ some love...she needs music so she'll be taking requests!AND EVERYONE WHO SUBSCRIBES TO THE LOUNGE GETS A GIFT AFTER HER SHIFT. SO CLICK THE PHOTO AND CLAM UR GIFT NOW!

I Broke My Ankle
well today has been one of those days i broke my ankle in 2 different places and i done it by trippin over a laundry basket and a cat. im learning to walk on cruches and that sucks. i cant do what im use to doin now but it will get better after i see what the bone doctor says so i will go from there it is hard because i have a 3 yr old daughter and her party is commin up so i hope i get a walking cast. well im out 4 now.

Jeannie's Diary 2
Dear Diary, After only a short time with my master, I have found him to be the most wonderful, kind, sensitive and clever master I have ever had. I have known since that first moment when he found me that I was in love. The problem is, he will not tell me that he loves me. Could it be that he does not? When I try to do things for him -- give him great and wonderful gifts, shower him with affection -- he only wants me to: a) take the gifts away and b) "Stop it, Jeannie!" Oh, how can I make my master understand that I do this to please him? Not to annoy him. This morning, for instance, I went to my neighborhood grocer to shop for my master's supper. (A man on television told me to go.) When I returned, my master said he would like to go swimming. So, I blinked him a swimming pool! He did not appreciate it. So, I blinked the pool out. My master was not pleased that I left him buried in the cement. Oh, well... Oh, the most wonderful thing has happened! At the market today, I was remi

Man Of The House
>>>>The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "YOU CAN > >>>>BE THE MAN OF YOUR HOUSE". > >>>> > >>>>"He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, > >>>>you > >>> > >>>>need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. > >>>> > >>>>"You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished > >>>>eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. > >>>> > >>>>"After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will > >>>>have the kind of sex that I want. > >>>> > >>>>"Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You > >>>>will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you > >>>>will massage my feet and hands. > >>>> > >>>>"Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" > >>>> > >>>>The wife replied, "The funeral director would be my first > >>>>guess." > >>

Give Away Blast Contest
GIVE AWAY BLAST CONTEST DO YOU WANT A ONE WEEK BLAST?????????? ENTER THIS CONTEST,IT WILL LAST 1 WEEK ONLY AND THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN I NEED AT LEAST 10 CONTESTANTS TO START 1ST PLACE WINNER:1 WEEK BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIC 2ND PLACE WINNER:3 DAYS BLAST 3RD PLACE WINNER:1 DAY BLAST THE RULES WILL BE 1~ Self commenting is allowed 2~ comment bombing is allowed 3~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 4~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU'RE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT YOUR PICTURE TO THIS LINK: Cherrybomb™~Mystic Tearz of LDC~CT Godmother~Club F.A.R.~B of B~@ CherryTAP HAVE A WONDERFUL AND FABULOUS WEEK Cherrybomb

Renewed
The stars are out and shining brightly tonight. I feel so free when you are not there your glow is suppressive and the stars fade away in your presence. I stand here letting the darkness envelope me stripping me bare until the past is just a distant memory. Only in the night do I feel free, and I welcome the darkness like an old friend long awaited. The cool dry air flows over my skin feeling me with life a new. How I longed to be standing here naked in the darkness, how long I have waited for a night without you, it seems like forever. So I enjoy every moment drinking in the sweet night air, surrounded by the stars dancing in the quit dark I love. I am at home in my skin once more feeling my strength return to me, a sigh of relief leaves my body and I am renewed.

Joining The Guard
I just joined the army national guard. I am excited and yet slightly scared. I dont know why this is... maybe cause i think it will challenge my mind and body past the point that i dont want to go. I do think that it will make me into a better person, more responsible. I think thats what im scared of too... having a responsibility. im not used to it and its something very new.

Loss
i never realized how much i could miss something i couldnt see....i told my boys about their brother/sister that never was. hard to explain to them but they came across the baby book last week..i felt i owed them an explanation of why there are three and not just two. my oldest has the biggest heart of any child i have ever seen...when i told him the story he cried...about broke my heart but i knew one day i would eventually tell them. just didnt want to so soon after divorce they have been through enough without me adding more for them to deal with. today he told me that his sister was in heaven pouring the rain out and putting the stars up at night. i have always believed that about death..so its no surprise he probably got that from me saying it to him when they lost their grandmother (nana). i asked him how he knew it was a girl....he replied "mommy i know the baby was a girl cause you wanted one"....all i could do was hug him....

Only For A Moment
As I sink into the dim grey haze. When we last met is more than days For the time we share now must last years At first sight of you I kiss away your tears As the days draw nearer the haze falls low The deadening feeling comes closer Knowing soon I must go Looking into your eyes Seeing what you see Feeling what you feel As strong as our love is Only a kiss can seal After me, you will love and love again Remember my love for you can only begin I love you more and more as the days go by Moving closer to you I begin to cry Holding your body close to mine Somehow attempting to stop time Holding you in my arms so tight Hoping to make this last all night Feeling your breath hot on my face No one can ever take your place Tasting the sweet tenderness of your lips That special taste of only tour kiss The clouds around us swirl and turn The fire inside me i

Pretty Smile
Hey there pretty girl,I love to see you smile The sunshine can't compare to you And that grin that spreads a mile Your innocence shines brighter then new Turn that pretty smile loose on me Share the secrets of your wonderlust Give me a reason to beleive To let go again and trust I followed her till she came round She turned that pretty smile loose on me She shook her head,said no,it's upside down God blessed me with the ability to fool all who see A frown turned round,is just a pretty smile I swear I tried to love that crazy women Yet she fought me all the way She laughed and said she'd never let me in People live in color,she said"I live in gray", "Some hearts crack,others bleed, I can't give anymore then me I am beautifully broken,I am hurtful words unspoken" Then she turned that pretty smile loose on me again I gave the last of what I had,trying to set her free To reach her broken heart,I'd walk and endless mile God gave her the ability to fool me A fro

To Everyone
Sorry that I have not replied to everyone but I have been busy and it has been difficult. I have to get to work so I will make this short... I have been working and I have been dealing with split shifts which sucks because I have to get up at 3am and then I end up staying out there for 5 hours and then working the second shift. Plus my classes are almost over for this semester and tons of the usual stuff that is going on... Take care everybody and I hope everyone is doing well. :D Jeremy

To Let Go
To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; It means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off... It's the realization that I can't control another... To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try and change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, It is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,

Wish Friday Would Wait!!
So on friday my husband leaves to go back to iraq, i waited six long months to see him and now i have to wait nine months till i get to see him again... he has just got to know his son and just thinking how much it bothers him knowing that when he comes home again he has to redue the relationship he has with him again... his daughter, i know will be very sad to see him go her being six she knows kinda what is going on. Me well ill just really miss him to be honest but to see the look in my daughters eyes when she comes home from school and asks where daddy is and i have to tell her is going to break me down. I think the other thing that is getting to me is that i have surgery on tuesday and i really wanted to wake up from that with him beside me, knowing this is not going to happen bumbs me out and im not going to lie scared. well just thought i would put my thoughts down maybe it will help me.

Goodbye Wolfie (copyed From My Yahoo 360 Page)
The following has just taken place on yahoo 360 and is the reason for my bad mood bear with my please i will be back just give me time! I will however not skimp on my family work i swear! I give up! not something I thought I would ever have to say to someone! But today I have said just that! tell me do you think I’m that bad? YOU don’t know me, ME!?! Fuck you! Don’t think just co sim nice to you and I smile a lot I will just roll over and die!! I tried to be here!....... I will never ask for forgiveness even if I thought you where capable of it! I’m sorry I was a friend, I’m sorry I was kind, I’m sorry I laughed at your jokes, I’m sorry for fucking up your life by being in it! I was there! But I still don’t know what happened! I just logged into my messenger and there where messages from my friends as always but what stoped my heart was my best friend........ I never thought I would ever feel this again! But for the last couple of days I have been getting closer to it! I have

Do You Know What It Feels Like
Do You know what it feels like loving someone thats in a rush to throw you away do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed Love you never know the moment it ends sudenly Im standing on the edge and i dont know what else to give

Scorpio
Scorpio is the sign of regeneration and propagation. Even though scorpios are guided by their genitals, they are actually directed toward business goals. It is true that the Scorpio has a criminal mind, but these individuals can turn it to their advantage and do well in business. You will find that some of the world's greatest leaders have been of this sign. Scorpios are very vital to all forms of business, and they're quite goal oriented. They will sublimate their energy into their goals. For example, you will never see a Scorpio become a real estate agent and stay an agent for long. The Scorpio will become a broker and have their own little company. Scorpios do not like being in a subsidiary position. They always have goals, say to others "Out of my way!" However, they will not step on people to achieve their goal. They simply don't want you standing in the middle of their road when they are on a full roll. Scorpios tend to be very secretive. They're even secretive within themselv

The Road To Universal Slaughter
"How is a military drilled and trained to defend freedom, peace and ahppiness? This is what Major General O'Ryan has to say of an efficiently trained generation: 'The soldier must be so trained that he becomes a mere automoton; he must be so trained that it will destroy his initiative; he must be so trained that he is turned into a machine. The soldier must be forced into the military noose; he must be jacked up; he must be ruled by his superiors with pistol in hand.' This was not said by a Prussian Junker; not by a German barbarian . . . but by an American major general. And he is right. You cannot conduct war with equals; you cannot have militarism with free born men; you must have slaves, automotons, machines, obedient disciplined creatures, who will move, act, shoot and kill at the command of their superiors. That is preparedness, and nothing else." : Emma Goldman, Preparedness: The Road to Universal Slaughter

I Pulled An Older Woman
I pulled an older woman at a club last night. She was a right sort for 55, we drank a bit,had a bit of a snog & she asked if I'd ever had the sportsman's double, a mother and daughter 3-some? I said no. We drank a bit more, then she says tonight was my lucky night. I went back to her place. She put the hall light on & and shouted upstairs: "Mum you still awake?" I have 2 dogs & I was buying a large bag of Pal at Big W and standing in line at the check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Pal Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets wit

How Messed Up Are You????
You are 39% messed up.You are secretly messed up. Most people probably couldn't tell but you are messed up beneath your calm appearance. You are likely to plan elaborate schemes and be the instigator in events - so you can keep your messed up nature a secret. 'How messed up are you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

New Boxer Pups At Critter Crossings Rescue!
Thanks to the alert from Tazzy Animal Rescue Fund we were able to do a late night transport (thanks Leilani & Hubby J) and five new additions to Critter Crossings arrived at 10 pm last night.... needless to say I've been busy ever since!!! Meet... Polo - the one and only handsome boy Hula - gorgeous girl Lily - the bully brat (my favorite) Minnie - sweet little runt Honey - sweetest little lazy butt These pups are the result from an accidental litter and mom was NOT interested in being a mom (Tazzy Fund is sponsoring this dog's spay surgery)... she even attacked one of the poor babies and her thougtful and dismayed owner knew the pups needed out before more damage was inflicted. They are safe in our care, missing their momma, although they're now safe. Will be socialized, well cared for and placed up for adoption when I'm assured of their temperaments and readiness for adoption. Cute huh?! * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Called To Freedom
pastormary2: I find then a law, that, when I do good, evil is present with me. For I delight in the law of God after the inward man: But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. O wretched man that I am! . . . Romans 7:21-24a Rondal James: Verse of the Day “You, my brothers, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature; rather, serve one another in love.” (Galatians 5:13) (Read by Max McLean. Provided by Zondervan.) Powered by BibleGateway.com pastormary2: REST IN THE LORD, AND WAIT PATIENTLY FOR HIM. ( PSALM 37:7 *NKJV ) pastormary2: In this World today patience is hard to find. After all, we have become accustomed to instant everything, from T V dinners to instant mail via computer. Thus patience has almost become a lost art today! It is important to remember that patience

You Ever Notice....
1) bachalor goes to laundrymate to do his laundry, puts everything in one load in the supersized washer... Women in the place look at him with horror.... 2) Women come up to the guy they love and who loves them and asks the question, "Does this dress make me look fat?" Look, no matter how we answer, we are in trouble. 3) There is always the eternal question that women ask, "Why did you ask me out." Guys, piece of advice, do not say anything that includes the words knockers, boobs, butt etc. Unless you are ready to die. Say something about thier eyes, safe, romantic and they will give you a bit of credit. 4) Why do women complain about the toilet seat being left up? a little tap and down it goes. Ladies, this is referred to kenetic energy due to gravity. simple physics. 5) Ladies, baseball is not just a game, the world series is not just another baseball game. They are part of the sacred fabric of this country. 6) Yes, High School football in texas IS a

The Charge Of The Dark God (third Version)
The Charge of the Dark God Heed my voice which will come to you as the thunder on the wind for I am thy Lord of Darkness, The Dark God, the Stag Lord, Whisper my name: Cernunnos. I am the sleeping dawn, the twilight, the dark of night that covers the Heavens above you and beckons the Star Goddess to shine. I am the final end that comes so that life may flourish, Behold, I am Immortality; The living die and the Dead are soon reborn. I can see your inner darkness; the dark side of the soul; The hearts desperate yearning. Step into the Empire of Darkness, and Come to me boldly and without fear; For I am he that protects and leads you; I am the echo of the forest; I am the evening sky and the autumn storm; I am the passion within you. I am the hunter and the seeker of Enlightenment. I stand in Light's Darkness and am called Shadow, I am He whom you have named Death. I call forth to thee and bid you step forward. Come with me into the darkness; Fear me not. Feel my love

Why Do I Bother
I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE LYING TO ME AND MAKING PROMISES THEY KNOW THEY WONT KEEP IT IS SUCH BS THAT PEOPLE DO THIS TO NICE PEOPLE LIKE ME I TRY TO HELP EVERYBODY OUT AND TREAT EVERYBODY THE SAME WAY AND THIS IS WHAT I GET A LOAD OF CRAP AND BS I DONT KNOW WHY PEOPLE CANT LEARN TO BE THEMSELVES AND TELL THE TRUTH

Good Tips I Found
Current mood: amused Category: Life 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the

Another Turn
You say to your self, stop this, I won't go back there again, and knock on the door. Don't look in the windows, you know how you are in there, close your eyes, pretend you were never there. All evidence to the contrary, call your self a liar, don't go back for that, not again, again, again, again. This sort of behavior could be looked on as addiction, it does break one down, as you put you hand on the handle of that door, close you eyes, and open.

Spell Craft
SPELLCRAFT is the art or ability to cast or work spells, also known as "work". "To Work" is also known as performing "magick", which is spelled with a "K" on the end to differentiate this kind of magick from prestidigitation, or sleight of hand performed by stage magicians. Spellcraft uses the vibrations of natural things around you plus your own vibrations to accomplish a desired goal. Colors, herbs, incense, etc, all have vibrations that affect the universe. This has been proven by the physicists of our modern age, but was known to the ancient magicians already. Before resorting to magic, however, you must do everything you can on the practical level first! Magic never excludes you from your own participation. If you light a black candle to lose weight, for example, and then contimue to eat ice crean fudge sundaes, your spell is NOT going to work! This may seem like commonsense, but I have repeatedly heard people complain that their spell did not work, and they did absolutely n

Prose Of Moments
"4 AM Forever" There Are Moments Moments when my heart skips a beat at the sight of you. Moments when my breath catches, unable to escape, in my throat. Moments when every fiber of my being cries out to just touch you. Moments when I question the sanity of my own being in the fanciful notions. Moments when I am alone, sobbing for the loss of your company. Moments when this life seems futile at best with you missing from it. Moments when you leave me, always a petite morte, leaving me afraid. Moments when I need you desperately but I am afraid to reach out. Moments when my body betrays me, yearning to belong to you alone. Moments when thoughts of you ravenously consume my soul. Moments when thoughts of what we can be to one another overwhelm me. Moments when I feel I will never break free from the chains that hold me down. Moments when I wonder where I have taken the wrong turn along the path. Moments when I question my purpose here in this va

I Like
another day at work... went thru pretty fast thanx to lotsa coke-breaks in the sun oglin purrdy girls :p went home.. and there it was... my margarita all cold and lonely waiting for me in the refridgerator. made sum burgers on my balcony (it actually works pretty ood as long as u dont max it... then it kills my fuses) more margaritas! damn its lotsa cute girls on here, maybe i should talk to sumone instead of just lurking around... might be less creepy =P jimmywho rated your photo a '1' 2 min ago well.. ur not really my type either =) and even if i was playing for that team i think i could do better.

What R U Waiting 4 ;) Come Check Out "guilty Pleasures"
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Lost It
need to stop so yeah I'm FORCING myself to walk which may be good or may not be. All I know is now my hip is bothering me as is my back. AHHHH oh well, Rather have physical pain at the moment. Means I have something to keep my mind occupied. So yeah I'm going to bodega tomorrow. Going to hike and then walk on the sand at Doran Beach. awesome place. Best place in the world, Glad its ALL mine and I didn't taint it. Oh yeah before anyone asks I'm going by myself and before you think be careful I will.... if i decided to jump off the cliff I'll make sure I hit a soft patch of water! ha ha ,so yeah.... I do need a hug though, one that would crack my back I think I need it. So anyways just one word of advice to all you who read this.... If you want to end a relationship, have the balls or GROW SOME and do it in person not in a TEXT I mean come on... At least have some respect for the person and give an explanation. (Not dwelling, remembre i only allowed one day and no tears so YAY ME! Ju

For The Next Few Weeks
For the next few weeks I will be on and off a lot. I know, its sad, but for a good reason. :D I move on the 10th, and between doing all the work I need to get done to be able to leave my job, and packing, settling my new apartment, looking for a new job, etc, I havent had much time to be on this past week. And Ive missed all my friends. :( Fear not dear friends, I will be back and it'll be like I never left. :D I hope that I get a shitload of comments and ratings and gifts and what not or I will have to cry, and fat bitches cryin is a sad sight. So dont make me cry. :D

Bayfront Park Is Coming!
1. Welcome Ft Killa-mo 187 2. Why Can't It Be? Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 2 and a half. W-Torture Podcast Commerical 3. What Happend? Ft Tyler 4. U's A Suburb G Feat Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 5. Never Sell Out Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 6. Colorz Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 7. Fuck Wit KM Day Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 8. The World Right Now Ft Killa-mo 187 9. Skisto Ft Killa-mo 187 10. My Reply Ft Killa-mo 187, Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, HALUSiN8 11. Bodyz In Da Bay Ft Killa-mo 187 12. Smoke Break Ft Killa-mo 187 13. Extreme Killaz Ft Killa-mo 187 and DC Sniper 14. Warfare Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler* 15. Lifestylez Ft Killa-mo 187 and Crap* 16. Metal Ft Killa-mo 187 17. Tha Re-Copp Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 18. Shoutouts Ft Killa-mo 187 *-Not Completed yet Keep checking thursday for a download link

Eddie Money In Okc
Hey gang! It's been a busy week! Saturday night Eddie Money was in OKC. My brother called me up and said after visiting mom in the hospital that he wanted to see him. Little story here...First of all, my brother and I have such busy schedules, that it was our FIRST time together at a concert, so KUDO's to us! Second, we have tried to see him SIX different times over our lives only to be denied because of conflicting schedules and work! The show was great and "The Money Man" did not disappoint. He also sang a song with his daughter-"Take Me Home Tonight, " and they were fabulous. Eddie is grayer now, but his voice was still great and did everything his catalog held. Afterwards, he signed autigraphs at the booth and YES, Kat Daddy got to visit Eddie himself!

Lets Help Each Other Level Up.
Whoever on my friends list would like to rate all of my stash, I will rate all of yours. I only get around 1000 rates a day, but will rate until I cant rate anymore than I will bookmark you and start again the next day. So if you want to do this let me know.

I Did It!!!!
well so today was an aweasome day, a little weird but aweasome, i past my training test so needless to say i am now a bill collector! Its Hot!! i had to call this lady today and she yelled at me but it was funny as hell! then i got another man to pay his bills and it was a great feeling Then i got home and i had my first appointment to pierce someones ears and they turned out so freakin cool, i was really impressed, i cant wait til i am a professional tho that would TITS!

The Devil!!
WELL I AM A RECOVERING DRUG ADDICT AND ALSO WAS RECENTLY PARALYZED IN A WRECK..SOOO I GET PRESCRIBED TWO OF MY DRUGS OF CHOICE. WELL I PLANNED TO TAKE MY MEDS AS I AM SUPPOSED TO THIS MONTH... AAAAAAAAAND WELL LETS JUST SAY THERE GONE... IT SEEMS LIKE ONCE YOUVE DONE THE DEED AND BECOME A ADDICT... SEEMS LIKE ITLL NEVER LEAVE.. THATS IT IM A RECOVERING ADDICT FOR LIFE.. YAY HUH? LOL

Spirit Song
Spirit Song The Spirit's song was lost in me, my heart was sinking low, I drifted on the winds of change, I had nowhere to go, But, then you came and with your voice, you spoke in tones of soft, That in my heart, I found my choice, you set this bird aloft. The eagle soared above my head, my spirit guide was free, I felt the pull but could not reach, he was too high for me, But, then you came, and lifted me, with love as pure as light, My feet left the ground, you gifted me, again you gave me flight. I could not say I'd ever reach, the goals I once had held, I knew for me there was no use, my spirit was impaled. But, then you came, and freed my soul, you righted what was wrong, You are my dream, you made me whole, you are the Spirit's Song SpiritWalker

Boy Scouts!!
Three Boy Scouts, a lawyer, a priest, and a pilot are in a plane that is about to crash. The pilot says "Well, we only have 3 parachutes, let's give them to the 3 Boy Scouts. They are young and have their whole lives in front of them" The lawyer says "Fuck the Boy Scouts!" The priest says, "Do we have time?"

4 Leaf Clover
Sometimes the fear takes its toll, when you walk into the unknown and you have no control. Where has this led me, and where is my strength, when i can only go from the words of wisdom that doesnt knw what i think. Will life continue down the road that i chose, or will i take on new obstical meet face to face with new foes.I know there is a light that will embrace me at the end with angels whispering to me, its all over my friend. This test i must endure in life will strengthen parts of me that have need the guide to show this soul, just how to be free. smile, because now you live again and the worst is behind you now.

My Gift To You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

A Soldier's Prayer. By Unknown
Dear Lord I'm just a soldier, a protector of our land, A servant called to battle when our country takes a stand. Pray for strength and courage and a heart that will forgive, for peace and understanding in a world for all to live. My families prayers are with me no matter where I roam. Please listen when I'm lonely and return me safely home

Lovers And Friends!
lovers and friends When you meet the right person, nobody can tell you anything. All you can do is think about the joy and happiness they could bring. You think about their hugs and kisses and just being held in their arms. You think about the stormy and scary nights and how they can keep you safe and warm. You think about the late night conversations that the two of you could have. You think about the jokes she would probably tell and how she can always make you laugh. You wonder if she thinks about you the way you think about her all the time. You wonder and think to yourself, "Will she ever be mine?" You hope that she calls you today because you wanna talk to her really bad. You hope that if she doesn't call, you won't be too disappointed and sad. You hope that she can fill that empty space and give you the affection you think you lack. You hope she loves you too because it's a sad feeling when the person you love doe

Kaleb
If there is truly a "god" then he will take this child (Kaleb) from the pain that he is in. I pray to my goddess that she has mercy. I know the parents will feel pain, but it's not fair that they have a child in pain for the rest of his life, just so they can have their son back. He will never be the same child ever again. Even if he does live. Now I'm not Canadian Stoner, I don't want him die for the wrong reasons.I want him to pass to a better life. In his death will be his new life. He was a child. His only thoughts were to wake and see that man and woman that make him smile. His only want was to play and feel what love is.A feeling that as we grow older we forget.A fucking smile made his day. Now I'm sure I'll get flack for this blog, but ppl remember this is my personal opinion. I don't think it's right to hope and pray that a baby lives in pain, and LEaST OF ALL in a vegetative state. And this is coming from someone that doesn't even like kids. But that's not why I wish him a pea

Life!
Do you ever wonder if the world has a purpose in life or if god is real.....i do every day of my life its so hard to find truth in things every one says to pray and you will find the answer well guess what people im to lazy to find anything so why cant the answer come to me and find me i that would be some much more easier then finding things.....the only sucky thing about that is lifes hard and we have to do everything our selves we have to deal with every thing that happens and doesnt happen it sucks and i dont know you have to relize that every thing sucks and it d oesnt get any better than this....so i guess we'll just have to deal with it it will just habe to work out like it should well here i go again rambling on about my out puts on life but somebodysa got to do right and who knows we will see how the rest life turns out

Happy Father's Day
to all the dad's out there. hope you enjoy your day!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Suicide
Suicide My life without you would be a total waste of breath A life not worth living loneliness invading Sinking deeper into my dark despair Slipping farther away from reality My mind an ocean of tender memories I cannot move forward for fear of regret Loss of the memories that barely keep me alive Hanging, just hanging dangling from a string Fragile and wearing this string is growing thin My life is feeling worthless tired and alone I cannot face the music I cannot carry on Peace come to me softly and pain, please be quick My life without you, Love Was a total waste of breath 1999

A Poem I Wrote "true Friends"
hey everyone, I write poetry an some of you have already read some of them so I decided to post them on here to an let me know what you all think please.......... True Friends By: Ashley I met a great friend Who knew who I was right away It's funny how you understand All I have to say you listen to all my problems you listen to my dreams you give me advice We talk about love and life It seems like you've been there too I've never felt judged by you you know how I feel You seem to accept me for who I am and all the problems I have you don't interrupt me or need to have your say You just listen to me patiently And you don't go away I want you to understand how much this means to me that you are my friend you always tell me the truth Even if its going to hurt me But I know the only reason You do it is because you are my friend I am so glad I met you I don't know what I'd do without you Tha

My Family List
I hope I'm not hurting anybodys feeling, I just don't understand. I've come to your Lounges and pages but I feel a little left out. If your on my family list PLEASE stop by my lounge "Michigan Country Bar" lounge even if it just to say Hello. Sorry if there's any misunderstanding, Just trying to get our lounge going.

Top 4 Adult Jokes
>Fourth Place: > > > A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow >goes into her breast. > >They are both quite startled. > >The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your >breast, I know you'll forgive me." > >She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." > >------------------------------------------------------------------------ >----------------------- > >Third Place: > > > One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing >his wife's arm. > >The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist >appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." > >The husband, rejected, turns over. > >A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. > >"Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" > >------------------------------------------------------------------------ >------------------------ > >Runner Up: > > >Bill worked in a p

And Life Goes On
What do you do when lonelyness hits you and you realize that you have no one? For months,I've waited and wanted to hear those three litle words that I never hear anymore. I've had my share of relationships, but nothing that lasts long enough to get really serious. Love seems to be somewhat out of my reach but that's not what hurts. What hurts is the fact that life feels more empty without someone special. I guess my time will come, but the wait just seems long and lonely.

Application For Service(updated)
I found this on Mistress M's blog... and loved it so much I had to adapt it for My own use.... thank You Mistress M Fill this out honestly and completely if you wish to be considered for servitude to Lady Karmic, send it to Me by email for review at karmas_chyld@cherrytap.com Name: Age: Weight & Height: Bust size (girls) / Penis size (boys): Eye & Hair Color: Which are you Submissive / Slave: Location: Orientation: Email address: Marital status: Able to travel: Education level: Employment: Income level: Skills/talents: Able to tribute (gifts / money) Mistress time is precious, if you want My attention you have to be able to tribute Me for it: Answer the following, should Lady Karmic require you for entertainment. I am available to serve most often at this time and on these days: I have a webcam/digital camera: Are willing to take pics with it to prove you did what I ordered you too: Length of time avail

Life
i am just excited i am 14 weeks pregnant. i am hoping for a boy. things are going great. i am really happy for this. i have finall found the man that can make me so happy i am excited about spending the rest of my life with him. the girls love him and they are looking forward to the baby. we are hoping for a boy. if we have a boy we are naming him jacob aaron hicks jr, if it is a girl we are going to name her hailey isabell hicks. love you all

Band Of Bothers
A NEW group NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option on!The list below is the LINKS to all 71 members click on it to link up with others in our GROUP Please ask me to POST this into BULLENTINS then repost..BUT COPY AND PASTE IT ALL and ADD to your own BLOG t

Game Testing
hi everybody im still kinda new here but jus wanted people to know that so far im lovin it here but yea as i was joining yesterday an trying to test out a video game for microsoft i kept hearing all the lil sounds that come wit this cool site when sum1 does sumthin on ya profile an i was like wow thanx for the love so over a span of a couple of days to everyone an then sum i will show all the love back so dont think i forgot bout u

Pro Wrestler, Family Found Dead In Fayetteville Home
Monday night, the largest wrestling organization in the world grappled with a real-life murder mystery: What led to the apparent murder-suicide of superstar wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and child inside their expansive Fayetteville home? Chris Benoit • World Wrestling Entertainment Web site Officials have not disclosed how the family died, other than to say the deaths did not involve a gun. "The details, when they come out," said Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard, "are going to prove a little bizarre." Deputies checking on the family at the behest of Benoit's employer discovered the bodies of the 40-year-old wrestler, his wife, Nancy Benoit, 43, and their 7-year-old son, Daniel, on Monday afternoon at their home on Green Meadow Lane. Benoit, a Canada native, maintained a residence in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the now-defunct Ted Turner-owned World Championship Wrestling organization. Most recently, Benoit performed as par

Freakin Downraters
I hate the downraters... I got a newbie rate me a one , yeah okay maybe I deserve a one but I was nice enough of to go back and rate her a 10 knowing she didnt derserve it...... DAMN DOWNRATERS ... its all good though.... lol just wanted to vent about something lol...

Still More Stupid Shit!
The people don't understand (the guys) that when you click on the icon I'm bored that the photos are random. If you don't believe me then check it out yourself.It is pissing me off that people (the guys) are getting angery and threating one of my friend (who is a guy) for voting on their pics. You can not move on unless you vote on the selected pic. Oh you can also refresh ,but that takes forever. So my words to these so called people are knock it off and grow up!!

This Is Taking Everything Inside Of Me To Do!
One of the most painful things we have to do in our lives is Letting Go. Sometimes it is Letting Go of things...material things which mean a lot to us, even if only sentimental value. It may mean Letting Go of feelings. When we hold sadness inside, and try to mask it with only a show of happiness, it is better to let it go, to feel the sadness so it washes through us. A good cry can be cleansing. Sometimes, we have to let go of someone we care for very deeply when we realize that person does not care for us in the same way. Maybe it is best to leave them remembering us with whatever kind of feeling they do have for us. It may not be possible to hide our own deeper feelings for that person, which could make their life uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the best gift we can give them because they may realize how we feel, yet care enough not to want to hurt us. Even when we know a relationship is not right, on both sides, or one person has a doubt about it, it is hard to let

Love Less
Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking about on this part

Hmmmmm
Gabriel went to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing problems.... They're swinging on the Pearly Gates, My horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of robes; There's barbecue sauce and picante sauce all over everything, especially their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots and chasing the sheep; they are wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos." "They refuse to keep the stairway to Heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scratching up the halls of Wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and tortilla chip crumbs all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing; and they insist on bringing their horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all of my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." So Gabriel calls the Devil who answers the phone and says, Hello---hold on a minute." When he retur

Suicide
Sometimes i don't want to live, I just want to die. I take a blade to my wrist, Slice and then i cry. I want to see myself bleed, And prove that i am real. If it means i have to die, then my life i will steal. People call me crazy, and say that i'm a nut. But if they saw through my eyes, they'd keep their damn mouths shut. I don't want to feel like this, I don't want the pain. I wanna be like everybody, i wish that i were sane. and now my wrists are bleeding, i made the cuts way too deep. i reflect on all the things i've done, and then i start to weep. i know that i am dying, the bleeding i can't stop. darkness starts closing in, and my ears begin to pop. i wish i hadn't done this, i wish i went for help. but now there is no turning back, look what i've done to myself. i wanted to commit suicide, so i guess i just gave in. but i know if i had really tried, my thoughts could never win. i try to call out for help, from my family and my friends. but i kno

The Dance Of Submission. A Slave Dance
(-Please do not think I am submissive because if you think I am you are utterly wrong.....thank you-) WARNING if you do not like force then this may be a little sensitive to your viewing pleasure Submission dance. lithe form beneath the lightest of robes make her way through the city's darkened streets...veil covering quivering lush lips...the feeling of being followed haunting her tainted heart... troubled soul leading the way...head bowed as she tries to avoid contact with the few that fill the streets...her preoccupied mind not paying attention she bumps into Him.... jaded pools look up quickly...making way passed Him she knows in her mind that she will not escape this Warrior....His maniacal laughter haunting her every step... her futile attempts at escape from Him leads her back...in a last attempt to escape the Warrior, she feels His power reach out to her ....removing by force her robes...the heavy white veil falling as it is stripped...desperate pl

The Only Flag That Doesn't Fly
Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 feet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers.

Just Here.......
...Waiting for you. ...Wanting you to be near. ...loving every word you say. ...enjoying knowing you are there. ...hating not knowing what to say. ...Wondering if I will say something wrong. ...Wanting to know what you are thinking. ...Wondering what you are doing now. ...Wishing you were mine. ...Trying to find the PERFECT word. ...Dying inside! ...Thinking all the wrong things about all the wrong people. ...Being me!!!!! Which means I am just here being lonely because i am alone. Just here wanting so bad to find that person that I push so hard that it pushes them away before I even get the chance. I hate the hurt but thats all I have right now. Till she shows up then WE will be JUST HERE............... More ramblings from Mikey

Final Battle
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Firearms
Firearms Refresher Course - Guns and Citizenship FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safet

Talk About An Angel Working Overtime...
...and the pay may not be money, but something a little more precious in my eyes! Last night after I got home from New York City, I logged into my computer and saw an offline message from one of my best friends. I went to see if she was up, which she was, and I had her call me. After hearing what she told me, I started thinking "And I thought I've had days from hell!" (I can not, nor will not get into specifics, so please don't ask!) After about an hour or so, she tried to go to sleep. An hour later, I found I was restless myself, worrying about her and thinking of another having an MRI done today, so I went on my computer around 3:30 AM and I noticed she was still online. I saw she posted her own blog here and knew she wasn't asleep with the computer on. I hit her up and I said if she needed to call, don't hesitate. Within three minutes, my phone rang - it was her. Still very upset, confused, numb - she had a lot on her mind! For the next three hours or so, we talked -

Needing Advice
Ok this is my delima...... I have 2 very good friends, and they used to be married then date then now again broke up. ( I know they are both gonna read this, but I really think I need the feed back on this one.) Any ways I have this big annual party that I have been having for a few years now( this will be the 4th one) and they both have attended every year. And to really put a spin on it this will also be the very Last one ever due to where we have it is being sold. Anyways... I am very good friends with lets call her Jane.. she is my best friend, and I understand she dont want to deal with her EX there, but on the other hand lets call him BOB, he has done the DJing for this party every year and really knows how to get it going and keep it going, he very fun and out going and alot of people who are coming asked if he was doing it again. Also I am still good friends with him to, Also my mother wants him there to dj. She even offered him Money to come and do it. Ive been honest wit

You Call Me Your Friend, But Are You Relly???
you don't understand thet you hurt me bad when you call me a friend and then push me a way i don't know if you are relly my friend but if you don't help me this friendship wil die

Ban Gas Chambers-horrific Video,plz Sign Petitions & Repost
Ban Gas chambers-Horrific video,PLZ sign petitions & repost Please sign the below petitions to end the Gas Chambers & please give some thought as to where you might get your next pet. There are 10,000’s of unwanted healthy pets being put to death. Please sign all the petitions and repost (Instructions at the foot of this post if required). Please be warned this video is graphic GAS CHAMBERS! VIRGINIA GAS CHAMBERS ! NORTHAMPTON COUNTY GAS CHAMBERS ! STOP GASSING SHELTER PETS! END THE PUPPY MILLS ! STOP PUPPY MILLS! Please also sign the Tortoise Protection Group PetitionSTOP TORTOISE IMPORTATION FOR THE PET TRADE!

A Possible Cure?
A Possible Cure? In 1985, the specific gene that causes cystic fibrosis was identified. That same year, a screening test for newborns was introduced. Laboratory tests of gene therapy have been successful. Small group tests of a genetically engineered enzyme have also been successful. The enzyme, administered in aerosol form, thins out the mucus in the patient’s lungs, making it easier to clear by coughing. Testing on this treatment continues, and the U.S. Food and Drug Administration has approved it. Life expectancy for cystic fibrosis patients continues to increase. With all of the investigations underway in gene therapy, improved drugs, and transplant experience, the future of cystic fibrosis patients appears brighter than ever.

Downrater
->BROKEN&hea...: ne way enjoy ur day! lol Canadian S...: I seeen one picture was more then enough ->BROKEN&hea...: well dont rate ne more thats all i ask Canadian S...: I can rate you anyway I so choose ..isnt your choice ->BROKEN&hea...: if ur gona downrate me, dont rate me at all Canadian S...: means exactly what it means ->BROKEN&hea...: wish i was a 9? what the hell does that mean Canadian S...: wish you were a 9 ->BROKEN&hea...: G thanks for the "8" Canadian Stoner@ CherryTAP

A Heartfelt Wedding
God says let us be glad and rejoice For unto us is a man and womans forever choice God has angels around us that he has sent Not only for love but his present Together you no longer stand as two apart But as one like a beating heart Everyone stands in silence a voice you now hear For they look into each others eyes with warm and care The husband takes his wifes hand and says for everyone to see You are my heart, soul,and every part of me I choose to honor and be true No matter in sickness and in health that you will go through For in rich or in fame I will be yours no matter what I show you no shame With this love I do bring It might not be silver or a diamond ring Its something that you will forever carry I love you and only you your my wife who I do marry The wife takes her husbands hand and says for everyone to see Your my husband my new beginning of a family I choose to honor and be true In sickness and in health no matter what life brings you I will be with

Blonde Cowboy!
The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun, and his boots, so he arrests him for indecent exposure. As he is locking him up, he asks "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says, "Well it's like this Sheriff .. I was in the bar down the road and this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her... so I did." "We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt ... so I did." "Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants .... so I did." "Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts ... so I did." "Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of sexy and says, "Now go to town, cowboy...." "And here I am."

Potato Chips
A coworker of mines told me that he worked at Pringles for about 5 years and Frito-Lay for 3 years. He informed me that Pringles, even though their potato chips are higher than others, use rottened potatoes also to make their potato chips. That means while we are at home cutting the brown spots out of potatoes, Pringles is feeding it to us anyway. On the other hand he says Frito-Lay are some of the cleanest people to work for. I ain't eating not one more Pringle potato chip, just telling you what I heard

Haunted Places In Washington State #13
Vancouver - Fort Vancouver - At Fort Vancouver, the ghost of Dr. John McGloughlin still haunts his old house, they say you can hear his heavy foot steps walk up and down the halls. Some say there are people in the look out tower that can be seen from the ground. Vancouver - The Grant House - The Grant House is a part of Officer's Row. The row is a strip of colonial style houses that was housing for officers of the Vancouver Barracks, which have stood since the mid 1800's. The Grant House was the first built and was once home to President Ulysses S. Grant during his tenure before his presidency. Anyways, a former officer named Sully haunts the house. The ghost is even mentioned in the pamphlet at the front door. (The house is now a folk art museum and restaurant). I used to work in the kitchen and my boss claimed to have heard and felt Sully's presence, as have many others. Vancouver - Hazel Dell - Dark Park - It is said that two little boys haunt the park late at night in the w

Just Shit
There was once a girl named Ashley who had a boyfriend named Jack. Jack was the most popular guy in school. The three most popular girls were Courtney, ASHLEY, and Emma. Jack thought of Ashley as OKAY, but he REALLy liked Courtney. Courtney liked jack also. Well of course she did, everyone did! Ashley and Courtney were worst enemies. Courtney tried to steal Jack away everytime she had a chance to. One day, Courtney asked Jack if he wanted to go to the movies. Ashley heard everything....what movie theatre and what time. Ashley approached the movies that night and followed Jack and Courtney. Ashley sat right behind them. she watched them get close to each other and kiss....not only kiss, but practically get it on in the theatre. Courtney told jack "Do you want to come to my place and skip this boring movie?" He replied "hell yes." Ashley had peeked through Courtney's window. Jack and her were messing around and As

Fergie-big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics
Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown (full grown) Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightening out to do [Big Girls Don't Cry (Personal) (Album Version) lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Thank You Everyone- My Happyhour
Hi everyone thanks so much for the fans, rates , and add request. I went through too each and every one of you (all 120 of you) and gave you a fan, rate, and Then accepted your request, Some of you only got 10's and probly wonder why me being a VIC only gave a 10 and not a 11, I Only had 100 10s and Used up 50 of them earlyer today so I apologize for those who got 10s, I am out of 11's. See being a VIC you only get 100 11's per 24hour period. :). THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR SUCH AN AWESOME HAPPYHOUR!!! my happyhour was my REWARD from Cherrytap (marketman) for having so many people join site. I worked hard and it was a nice reward that was not expected. I hope to continue to get people to join the site and I hope to continue to talk to each and every one of you!. PLEASE DO read my profile though if you have not and also PLEASE do check if you rated or faned me, Im missin alot of fans/10s (or 11s :P). So if you could help those MIA Fans/rats find there way home. AGAIN EVERYONE

Downraters
it makes me sick that people down rate people and then when u look at them they are not perfect either. have the common curtisy to rate people how u want to be rated. come on a 5 bc im fat and then i see your pic and your bigger then me? thats rediculous

Take # 2
Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can

I Am Only Me
“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.” Joss Whedon Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with:

If
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Wednsday July 25 2007 (what I Wish I Could Say To People)
i love how im not needed or wanted to be around till soeone needs something. i really do. go ahead and use me when you want attention or sex or food or money or booze or smokes. its ok. i dont feel used or rejected. im totally fine by this......really

Please Help
Please help us comment bomb Dana. tomorrow is her bday and she would really appreciate it. click here Today is her birthday what better gift could you give her than to help her win this contest.. Please come help us,.

Update On My Heart Transplant...
Hi y'all! An update on the progress of my heart transplant... Mom drove me to my appointment with the cardiologists at the transplant center in Dallas, today...we were chatty cathies all the way there! We had a good ole mommy/daughter time! In case I hadn't shared with you...my CT Scan of July 8th came back BEAUTY-FULL and all my innerds look good (sorry took so long to update that)! As of July 12th it is officially OFFICIAL that I'm on the heart transplant list! YIPPEEE!!! I think...lol ~ I'm in "Zone 2"...there are four tiers to this...here's how that works, and I'm explaining it in very people friendly words! LOL...: ZONE 1A = These are the most critical folks on the list...they are more than likely in ICU with heavy duty meds waiting for transplant. That also means, they cannot do much of anything, except wait! No working...no stress...no walking...nuttin! ZONE 1B = These folks are next to critical...some are hospitalized also waiting, some are at home waiting. Also heavy

A Dedication
i Created this page as a dedication to the men and women of the Armed Forces. AND for those...........i Dearly Love!! please sign my GuestBook on the Site and Hope you enjoy it. Click the Pic To visit the site

Being Alone
It's amazing what it's like to be alone after being married for 15 years. I came home from a weekend trip to have my wife ask for a divorce, She has been out cheating on me with guys she met thru these chat rooms for the past two years and I am the only one that didn;t know. I should be furiously mad, but the fact is I do still love her and can't get her out of my mind. I'm in the process of selling everything I own here in the small town we live in and moving to Miami, Fl where my work is. The only plus is the fact that our two young boys want to go with me. They are giving me the strength to go on, but it still doesn't replace the loss I feel, just to have someone to hold in the middle of the night, or to spend my time with while watching the boys play. I realize I am not the first person this has happened to, but knowing every body elses experiences hasn't helped. They say time is the only healer. Unfortunately time moves very slowly. To all those that read this beaware of what is h

The Rough Draft
There is a misconception among amateur writers. They think that the first version of a story that they write is the best possible draft of it. They couldn't be more wrong. The first version you write is called the "rough draft" for a reason. It's like the sketch an artist goes by when they paint something new. You don't just sketch out what you think it will look like and then try to sell it. You have to add colors, layering them for best effect, until you can't possibly improve it. Storytelling is the same way. You have to root through the muck of your rough draft, bring out the inner value of it, strengthen the weak sentences, correct spelling errors...editing takes a while if you do it right. In the end, you never have the story perfect. You just release it when you can't figure out how to improve it. True art is never finished; just released. -Kaos

Thank You Charry Tap/fubar
thank you staff of this site Iam glad that you approved my salute.it really helps well now that my salute is up my points are going up thank you staff . Ilove this site..... pls answer back i'l buy you a drink... john

A Mother Had 3 Daughters
A mother had 3 daughters. They were all getting married within a short time period. Because mom was a bit worried about how their sex lives would get started, she made them all promise to send a postcard from the honeymoon with a few words on how marital sex felt.The first girl sent a card from Hawaii two days after the wedding. The card said nothing but "Nescafe." >>Mom was puzzled at first, but then went to the kitchen and got out the Nescafe jar. It said: "Good till the last drop." Mom blushed, but was pleased for her daughter.The second girl sent the card from Vermont a week after the wedding, and the card read: "Benson & Hedges." Mom now knew to go straight to her husband`s cigarettes, and she read from the Benson & Hedges pack: "Extra Long. King Size." She was again slightly embarrassed but still happy for her daughter. The third girl left for her honeymoon in the Caribbean. Mom waited for a week, nothing. Another week went by, and still nothing. Then after a whole

Rush In Vegas
I just got back from Vegas where I went down to see RUSH at the MGM Grand...What a great performance. I am a big Rush fan since the begining...if you look at my pics you will see me playing a Geddy Lee signature Fender Jazz bass. In fact, Geddy was my main inspiration to play the bass...and I emulate his style along with a select few other bass players that inspire me. And then there is Vegas! I had such a great time...so much to do....I wanted to check out everything but I was only there four days so I really never left the MGM except for the monorail ride once to see all the new stuff. I actually came home with a profit! Made money at the blackjack tables...you never know...right?! All in all...a great time.

Lost Feeling
Many times, life feels like a journey. Not surprisingly, in dreamland, the journey becomes confused. This may be a simple reflection of a dream that did not make sense or a dream story that did not seem to go anywhere. However, there are two ways to become lost, both of which say a lot about how we view ourselves in waking. First is being lost because you have choices and lack the ability to know which one to make. This may include dreams of driving a car, mall dreams, amusement park dreams, or other dreams where opportunities become uncertain. The other version of feeling lost is isolation, or a sense that motion is not leading to progress. Which image of feeling lost most accurately conveys your awareness in the dream? If you are lost due to choices, you may be at a point in life where you are unsure of what you want. This may include vocational, relationship, or personal values that seem up-for-grabs. It may also reflect an inability to see wher

Sex Questions
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: 3.Would u wanna taste me? answer: 4.Would u want me 2 sex u hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If I gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: 20.Would u tell me the truth no matter what it

Office Sex
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot >>girl in his office... But she was dating someone else. > >One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I'll >Give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." > >The girl looked at him, and then said, "NO!" > >Eddie said, > >I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, >And 'll finish by the time you've picked it up." > >She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her >>boyfriend... so she called him and explained the situation. > >Her boyfriend says, > >"Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He won't even be >able to get his pants down." >She agreed and accepts the proposal. > >Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still! waitin g for his >girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and >asks > >what happened...? Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The >bastard had all qua

Discrimination Of Natives, Officials Same Class As Bush.
This is the Situation.Conversation Blast.Last week I saw a Blast with Tits Showing isn't that NSFW.I have seen Blasts Advertizing Porn Sites.I have seen Blasts by Call Girls seeking Clients.I have seen Blasts seeking Cock to Suck.But my Friend Sexy Goth here paid for this Blast I will Post.Never Recieved.Black Knight Bought her a Gift Blast Never Recieved.She just won a Blast from the Sexiest Cowboy hat Contest.Chances are this Blast won't Blast Off Either.I Think the Officials of Fubar owe Sexy Goth 1 year VIP in my Oppinion,for Discrimination.Of a Native American for one.Her Problems started when she Married a man from Pakistan.Just because Our Horses Ass of a President Decides to Create Wars from that part of the world. Fubar Officials are nothing but a bunch of Hapless Cry Babies.Get a Life Let her have all her Blasts Admit you all are Hapless Jerks an Purchase her a 1 yr. VIP for being Ignorant Bastards. Ok so Cherry Tap says thay dont pick faverits HA HAS FUCKIN HA You hav

It's My Life And I'm Ok With It!
WELL AS ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW ME AND MY HUBBY HAS GOT TOGETHER AGAIN AND WERE BACK FOR GOOD AND DOING VERY WELLL AND VERY VERY HAPPY! HE MIGHT NOT BE PERFECT AT ALL THINGS BUT HE'S WONDERFUL AT MOST AND I LOVE HIM AND HAVE FOR 8 YRS AND WILL FOREVER...I KNOW HE IS THE ONE IN MY DREAMS AND THE ONE WHO SOMETIMES VISITS MY NIGHT MARE'S BUT THAT'S OK BECAUSE WE CAN ALWAYS WORK ON THAT AND I KNOW SOMETIMES I CAN BE A B----...SO I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVE'S ME AND I KNOW SOME PEOPLE WONDER WHAT I'M THINKING ABOUT GIVING US ANOTHER CHANCE BUT THAT'S FOR US TO FIGURE OUT AND WE ARE THE ONE WHO HAVE TO BE OK NOT EVERYONE THAT HAS THINGS TO SAY BAD TO US OR ABOUT US! ANYWAY TY FOR LOOKING AT THIS AND UNDERSTANDING....GRIN ....LIFE IS TO SHORT WHEN U HAVE TRUE LOVE ON YOUR SIDE AND DON'T TAKE IT FOR REAL AND HAVE FUN!!!!!!

Stupid Facts
Wishful Thinking? 80% of Americams say they belive in miracles. A handful of countries have been kicked oof he U.N., but only Switzerland refuses to join. St. Paul in Alberta Canada is home of the world's only (known) flying saucer launch pad. According to one expert, the less you blink the happier you are. What's so special about Elvis's 1957 film Loving You? Both his parents were extras in it. Only person in history to appear on tv Guide's cover 3 weeks in a row: Michael Landon. Vincent Van Gogh was nly able to sell one painting (The Red Vineyard) during his lifetime. Michelangelo drew his illiterate cook a shopping list. Today it's a priceless work of art. The average U.S. family spends $3,900 a year on travel. Famous but forgotten superstition: People with dimpled chins never commit murder. Birds do fly south for the winter, but not to get warm. They do it for food. At one point, 74% of pepsi drinkers said they'd switch to Coke "if it contained oat

Puter Errors Suck
That was what I saw last week when I first called Dell Tech support. There was much run around had, and I spent $40 to try and back up my hard drive (there was nothing left thanks to this blue screen coming up so often.). My hard drive was dead, so they sent me a new one. I was so happy for about 15 hours. And then I called again, and this time they downloaded a patch. That didn't work either. So Dell is now going to send a tech out to install a new memory card. And I am back to the waiting game.

The Raven
There is a bird called the Raven She feels trapped inside herself She feels controlled everytime She tries to fly away She gets put back into her guilted caged She wants to know why she is caged? When she is a free spirit The Raven at one time, Did have her own name But now, it's lost forever Will she ever get it back? She was once beautiful But now, she feels ugly and dirty Sometimes I feel just like the Raven Who is lost I too had a free spirit and a name But now, I feel so trapped inside Like I am inside a guilted cage What is she or I to do about getting it back?

Figuring This Out
I'd be ok if I could figure out this thing.... maybe.. lol once I catch on. wont be to hard I would imagine.. as far as what to put in this first blog. no idea.... guess i'll just ramble on bout nothing.. ok i've bored myself enough..

The Purina Diet.....good One Lol
I have a Golden Retriever & I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog..... On impulse, I told her "Uh No, I am starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms". I told her, "It is essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again". I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was waiting in line, behind her. Horrified, she asked, "Well, if it's an essentially perfect diet, how did you end up in the hospital?" I said "because I'd been sitting in the street

My Name Is Natasha
Natasha ~ Although the name Natasha creates the urge to be versatile and ambitious, we stress that it causes blunt expression that alienates others. ~ This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the liver, bloodstream, and tension or accidents to the head. ~ The name of Natasha has given you the desire for creative, artistic or musical expression in an original way. ~ You strive to be different and have the self-confidence to implement your ideas because you have the perseverance necessary to see something through, despite obstacles. ~ Although you meet new people easily, it is not easy for you to maintain a relaxed, harmonious relationship. www.kabalarians.com

My Dang Computer
This is just to let everyone now that I have not forgot to return the love, but that I am having problems with my Lap top internet. with all the Fires here were I live in MT it has affected the connection, But I will be in Spokane this weekend so I am going to do my best to catch up, so If you have given me some Fubar Love and I have not got back to you just leave me a shout or a message, so it will be easier for me to get back to you. thank you everyone ~COPE~

Lost Son
Days went by without a trace, yet you hoped to see his face. Minutes to hours and days to years. Your eyes filled with tears. You knew he was there but in what place, you close your eyes and see his face. The days has to come see him again, he is with you and knows your kin. A mother like one he has never known, he has put you on a throne. To him you are a queen, and his smile like none i've seen. A mother for him to see, in his life you will always be. Nobody can take him away, he is in your life to stay.

Hey No Fair!!! Lol
No fare you you guys..hehehe!!!!! Everyone has a VIC but me. :( :( :O :( Im sad now:(. Living in New York by myself being single with work and bills. I wish I could afford at least a 1 month VIC. But Dam. Im jealous now. lol. :P

Breast Cancer Awareness
For Belinda Emmett. Keep this one going please!!! In memory of Belinda Emmett, in appreciation of Kylie Minogue, and anyone else you know that has been struck down by cancer A handsome, middle-aged man walked quietly into the cafe and sat down. Before he ordered, he couldn't help but notice a group of younger men at the table next to him. It was obvious they were making fun of something about him, and it wasn't until he remembered he was wearing a small pink ribbon on the lapel of his suit that he became aware of what the joke was all about. The man brushed off the reaction as ignorance, but the smirks began to get to him. He looked one of the rude men square in the eye, placed his hand beneath the ribbon and asked, quizzically, This?' With that the men all began to laugh out loud. The man he addressed said, as he fought back laughter, 'Hey, sorry man, but we were just commenting on how pretty your pink ribb

Photos
Hey everyone.... I just posted a bunch of new pics... Please stop by comment and rate.... This will be the last batch of photos until I level.... So if you comment and rate... I will level and post more... Thanks HarleySportee69

Seether-remedy
Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" Frail,

From Wishful Thinking Thanks Jodi
Ok everyone yoday is this awesome womans birthday...so go give her some birthday spankins!!! LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'wishful thinking' on '2007-08-13 12:42:32')

Locked Up...
I worked at a Maximun Security prison for 2 years. This is the feelings and thoughts that I picked up from the convicts. Locked up I’m trapped! There is no escape, no release, no way out. All there is here is solid concrete walls, fences, and the smallest of a window. The window is my only connection to the outside world. I hate this window! It mocks me! It laughs at my scorn; at my punishment. It does nothing more than give me small glimpses of a world I once knew but am now no part of. It makes me long for the past, as well as for the future. I long for any time but the present; any place but this cell. I am no longer a part of that world out there and I know it. I’m nothing more than a caged animal. Always pacing, always longing for better times. I’m shut away in this hole. I feel like a dark, dirty secret that everyone wants to hide. Perhaps that’s all that I am. I’m secret to be locked in a small, dark closet so everyone will forget me. My routine; it rarely

My Exciting Life!! Lol
So today I finally got my daughter enrolled in Pre-K. Im excited because she already knows someone that is going to be in her class course they fight a lot but thats to be expected. She is so excited to go to school. We went out and got her some new clothes and all the school supplies. It makes me feel all tingly inside..LOL She is only going to gone for 4 hours during the day but hey being with her since day one every day, 4 hours is nice..LOL She will be going to a military school so thats one thing I like about it. The only thing I don't really like is there are a lot of mexicans that go there and don't speak english but luckily I know a lil spanish and she knows some as well. So Im almost done with my pregnancy. I will be 36 weeks soon which is 9 months. I can't wait to have this baby. It has been so hotttt here where Im from and I have been so miserable bec of how hot it is. I found out Im having another c section which sucks bec I wanted to try VBAC but its alright. I kind of

You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2.You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward

Nobody Knows
Noboby Knows Verse 1 I’d run a thousand miles through the darkest storm Just to be in your arms so safe and warm I’d swim a million miles through the deepest sea For everyone to know how much you mean to me I’d climb a hundred miles on a mountain so steep For everyone to know how much my love is deep I’d raft a thousand miles on a raging river Just to be with so we can be together Chorus So tell me why, why no one believes in us So tell me why, why everyone starts to fuss So tell me why, why no one fights for our love Because nobody knows exactly what we’re feelin’ of Verse 2 I’d run a thousand miles on the longest track To prove that I love you and you know that it’s a fact I’d travel a million miles on a speeding train Just to be close to you and be with you again (RC) Why do they always interfere with our hearts Why do they always try to keep us apart Because nobody knows how we feel Nobody knows that our feelings are real Nobody knows abo

A Night Out
I had this dream you came over and I was at the airport with flowers awaiting your arrival, and when we saw one another it was as if we known each other and I was gone for a long time you ran into my arms and I gave you a passionate welcome home kiss. We went out to dinner and we danced to Marvin Gaye and I just held you close and looked into your eyes and told you I missed you sooo much. And we kissed again as we danced then we went to the kitchen and then things got heated up a lil, as you was washing the fruit of choice i was behind you kissing you on the back of your neck, then i was holding you by the waist and was holding you close to me. You could feel the pressure of Sampson growing against your ass but you moved to the rhythm of the beat nice and slow. I turned you around and we began kissing deeply and passionately I then picked you up and placed you on the counter with your legs spread open and i began to massage your wet spot between your legs through your panties, you sigh

Dreaming Into The Ground
Coming onto the golden belly of this mother the earth where the winds talk and the stones cast no shadows i was dreaming my face in the ground belly to belly i wept into the earth a dreaming but when it was there it was a singing my mouth as wide as the heart of the earth into the ground I was dreaming all dressed in hair Tobacco Indian -- Turtle Heart

Your Chill Zone
Great businesses often start from being frustrated from others not necessarily meeting your own needs. A friend's husband has started this Your Chill Zone site as an alternate to MySpace in a sense, although not as populated. Please go check it out sometime and let them know what you think; the more feedback he can get, the more opportunity he can have to improve Your Chill Zone. Check it out by clicking here... Your Chill Zone

Proud
Just boasting a little .. We just got back from A Hockey tournament in Tronto and My sons team won it all. They went 6 - 0. My son played 3 of the games and recorded 3 shutouts!!!!!!!!! Just really proud I had to share

What Sports Car Am I
I'm a Porsche 911! You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Another Update On My Cell...
Okay missed calls aint showing up until an hour later. My voicemail is working off and on. Bare with me if i dont call you back right away you know why. Going to talk to dad tomorrow and let him know. Hopefully nothing else goes wrong with the phone, sheesh

Fight The Good Fight...
To be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing its best day and night to make you like everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight . . . and never stop fighting" ~ E. E. Cummings

I Don't Shave
Okay, so I am outting myself right here, right now. I don't shave my legs or my armpits and I like it that way. It's not gross to me and I think it is stupid when people act like normal body hair that is fine for men is ugly on women. I don't want my adult female body to look like a prepubescent child. I shave my bikini line and I keep it tidy but other than that and plucking my eyebrows, I let myself be natural. It's low maintenance which leaves more time for fun things ((!!))and it's soft and never scratchy like razor stubble can be. I never mind when women ((or men!)) choose to shave, but I also must say that it's just not for me. Cheers! happiness to all, whether you shave or not~

Religious Fanatics
Why can't these Bible-toting Jesus freaks leave me alone?? I. Am. An. Atheist. And I'm happy being one. You don't need to try to shove your faith down my throat. Because I have a God gag reflex. It just won't take. I respect people's right to their religion. The more power to them. As for me, respect my right to a lack of religion. It seems like Christians are the only ones who ever try to "convert" non-Christians. I've never heard of any kind of Jewish Inquisition or Buddhist Crusade... I've never been told by a Muslim or Jewish person I'd go to hell if I didn't believe in God. And another thing, freaks - don't threaten an atheist with hell. WE DON'T BELIEVE IN IT!! So how could it be a deterrent? And why is it the most holy of holy Christians, who spew their beliefs out of their mouths, are always the ones who are pro-capital punishment, but pro-life? Why is life only precious when it's microscopic and not staring at you in the face (like death row inmates or the homeles

Be A Breast Supporter!
Let's be honest, we all love breasts. Straight men and lesbians everywhere love to look at, fell and maybe even have a little nibble on some lady funbags. And everyone else loves to laugh at the ridiculousness of man-boobs. With this in mind we should all be doing what we can to help keep as many breasts on this planet healthy. So with this in mind, I have a favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is still having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please repost this to help keep pert breasts, saggy breast, tiny little breasts, huge breas

I'm Pretty Much Back Now
Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't been here on Fubar for awhile. I have been going thru some shit and I think things are back to normal now lol. Anyways, I hope everyone has been well and I do apologize to everyone for not being around to rate and give comments and such. I will try to get back into that, but I have been busy lately so I will do what I can. Blessed Be!

Good Friends.
This is about a friend I made via yahoo and myspace then we hung out here at times her and I use to talk at times quite a bit then slacked off of course me being soo busy and all well it turns out that she met a guy well thats all cool and of course I was happy for her even told her congrats yesterday I told her hi and said I hope you 2 are doin ok you know just being a friend and she blew up at me and told me to leave her alone loose her number and never text her again . I learned that its never a good thing for a girl to let a guy control her and yes it does happen I know a few guys personaly that are real nasty to there mates and even the kids and it sucks soo bad just because a man is a man dont mean he has the right to control and shut people off from each other or treat there counter parts bad and the kids too. I could never do that to a woman and or evenkids and yes with my bmx hobby of course I know lots of kids and even mothers who are single with kids and even 1 or 2

Agnes Corbett - Tree Lover And Animal Activist...
Birth is a beginning and death a destination And life is a journey: From childhood to maturity and youth to age; From innocence to awareness and ignorance to knowing; From foolishness to desecration and then perhaps to wisdom. From weakness to strength or from strength to weakness and often back again; From health to sickness and we pray to health again. From offense to forgiveness from loneliness to love from joy to gratitude from pain to compassion from grief to understanding from fear to faith. From defeat to defeat to defeat until looking backwards or ahead We see that victory lies not at some high point along the way but in having made the journey step by step a sacred pilgrimage. Birth is a beginning and death a destination And life is a journey; A sacred journey to life everlasting In memory of my dear friend Agnes Corbett – who touched the hearts of many who will continue her light in helping to save the Brazilian Rain Forest – even if it’s one

Men
So, it has occurred to me recently, that though i have mainly male friends, i don't think i get them at all... lol... i know that i am not a supermodel, but i know that i am not ugly. i know that even though i may be a bit of a bitch at times, i am not impossible, and yet the men in my life have thier heads shoved so far up thier ass they can't see straight... is that some sort of genetic defect caused by testosterone? i am just looking for someone that i feel a connection with that loves me as much as i love them, i am tired of being in love and getting nothing in return, so if there any men out there, not little boys, men, that are looking for a real woman, who is honest, and caring, oh and has kids, let me know. at this point i am about to just give the fuck up on love all together.

Get Mad!!!!
Network - Get Mad A scene from Paddy Chayefsky's classic movie "Network" directed by Sidney Lumet. One of two films to win three acting Oscars. Truth is stranger than fiction – but the sad fact is WAKE UP AND GET MAD! Get Mad Video montage to the classic scene of Peter Finch as Howard Beale, newsman, from the film "Network".

What Is This
Is this feeling I'm feeling called love or am I in lust I'm laying here with all types of thoughts going through my head trying to decipher this situation Cause when the morning comes e need to know where we're going Taking this to the next level may be the best thing to happen to us if that's what we want If we're wrong damaging a friendship learning to hate one another So what comes next If I say yes I'm letting go and we both been down this road Always ending with the same outcome What makes you different from the rest as you ask me the same I can say separate me from the rest because I'm not him As you say put me in a different category cause I'm not them Putting down my guard because I'm comfortable giving you my all You share your world letting me in and I'm exploring all of you On this journey called love The sex is like honey coated molasses slow and sweet Tasting the nectar from your cup of life savoring it on my tongue Your humming around the fountain of love

Moving To The South!!
MOVING TO THE SOUTH!! May 30, 2007: Just moved to Murfreesboro, Tennessee from Chicago, Illinois. Now, this is a city that knows how to live! Beautiful, sunny days and warm balmy evenings. What a place! I watched the sunset from a park while lying on a blanket. It was beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here. June 14, 2007: Really heating up. Got to 100 degrees today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun everyday like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper. June 30, 2007: Had the backyard landscaped with western plant s today. Lots of cactus and rocks. The yard is a breeze to maintain! No more mowing the lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love living in Murfreesboro. July 10, 2007: The temperature hasn't been below 100 degrees all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least it's kind of windy, but getting used to

*^*^wharf Rat Rally^*^*
If you have seen my pic's you would have noticed a group called "Wharf Rat Rally" and if you are wondering what that is i'll explain... Wharf Rat Rally is a once a year festival where all biker's from all over get together in my small town to meet up and let everyone look at the bike's and there is many booth's, such as... ~Station's ~Tattoo Artist's ~Piercert's ~Hot Dog Vendor's ~Live Band's ~Activites For Adult's & Kid's ~Draw's ~Gift Vendor's ~Ice Cream Stand's ~Clothes Vendor's ~Lot's & Lot's Of Leather ~Watching People Doing Tricks With Their Bike's Race's This year has been the 3rd year and we have had alot more biker's this year cause last year they broadcast this event in the State's. This year there were anywhere's between 5,000 to 10,000 bike's. They closed the road's thro downtown so that everyone can walk around take picture's talk to people and what not, infact there was a bike here today that was made by OCC, it was an awesome bike and if i had the

X-fest
ok X fest yesturday was bad ass. Nothingface started it all off followed up by Black Stone Cherry. Now those guys picked up the pace of things. Seen a lot of drunks...seen a lot of weed...but didnt see the person I was planning on meeting...got stranded with a bag of clothes for 2 hrs..so I didnt get to see the first two bands because of the person I was supposed to meet didnt show up. So I had to run around like a fucking chicken with my head cut off trying to find someone with a cell phone...which luckily I did..."thanks soo much h3llChild" and had family drive a hour from my house to get to the concert just to pick up my bag of clothes. then finally I get my ass in the concert. first thing right off the bat...I go and get my mind straightend. After killing braincells, I walked my happy ass up to the main stage.there I caught the very last of Black Stone Cherry..within each intermission everyone waited about 20-30 mins between bands to do whatever...needless to say...my feet are sor

My Page And Friends List
Ok guys ive got sick of addin people to my list who are just after points just because you rated my pictures dose not make you my friend wow you looked dose that mean i no you or that you no me i think not now what i have done is redone my page so if you dont mind taking 5 mins to go read whats on my page id really aprecitate that thank you very much

Sept 4th 2007
Just a little tid bit of info as to why we have not been around. It seems my mother has had a heart attack while taken her blind dog out to go to potty. In the process she fell down 13 steps an busted her knee cap all to shit. So I will be gone for a few months. I will pop in off an on to keep ya all posted. And my husband as well. So it has been packen what I need to go stay a few nasty winter months with my mom to help take care of her an get her back up an doing well again. Mind you she is only 65. And all I have left for family since my father died in February of this year. So I will wish you all now a great time. Send all my love. And hope to see you all soon. May the Goddess & God Bless you All this season of fall we enter. Melissa

When I Get Depressed
What Am I: As the cold steel of the blade digs deeper and deeper into my skin and releases the pain held within i close my eyes as all the life flows from my body and everything goes numb. What is this feelin that has come over me is it pain, no, it doesnt hurt anymore i have been released from all the pain of life. I am finally free from the pain in my heart no longer burdened by love only filled with hate. and as i regain control of myself i know that all i have left is hate. A hate for all life. I no longer have feelins in my heart it is as cold as ice and as hard as stone unable to be moved by anything except the pain of others. I have finally found my role in life i am satisfied with what i do now. but there is still that feelin of emptyness but it doesnt burden me anymore i am finally at peace with what i am. but i have yet to figure out what exactly that is yet. but i will before to long. all i know is that i live in the shadows lurkin through them waitin for the moment to s

Ex Boyfriend Problems
ok well here it is my ex is bieng a problem agian and i know that part of it is to get back with me even though i dont love him and never will. but he thinks that im a lost cause because he stills loves me and my daughter. granted that i dont have the same feeling it is ok. i have told him that i understood that because i know that he has loved me since i was 16 years old. but i really think that we are better off being friends. but he is giving me a whole lot of shit about all my faults. which i admit i have alot but not going to get into them now. i just wish that he would deal with the fact that screwed him over and quite throwing it in my face every chance he gets. well that is enough for now.

I Give Up On People
seriously...i just ran across about 3 "white supremacists" pages and i dont get it...how could u stand for the "aryan" race when you have brown/black hair and brown eyes? dumb asses u support a man who would have killed u too. Seriously the so called aryan race [[which doesnt exist]] was suposted to be tall blonde and blue eyes people....hitler him self wasn't any of those things...u people support and follow a man who was a hypocrite. People are going to have sex with other races....GET OVER IT!...some people sicken me.

The Vodka Prayer!!!
**----VODKA-PRAYER----** Our vodka, Which art in optics, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as it is in the pub. Give us this day our thriced distilled, And forgive us our spillages, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is The vodka, The smirnoff and irn bru. Barmen

Brokeback Mountain Ranch Owner
BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN RANCH OWNER A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30 am , and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass

Moving Day!!
Finally moving out of this hell hole of a place on Friday i am so excited. I started working finally again at a cleaning company and i love it. I have only been working for a month and i am dropping my second check friday on my security deposit. The place is huge about 1200 sq ft and it is beautiful. There is a weeping willow tree right in the front yard. I wish that i could move in now. Its just going to be Nathan me Lynn and Shawn. I am tired of Steves lies and all of his other bullshit and hes not working so i don't need him to waste my money. It'll be cheaper for me too so i will always have money when i need it and i'm right next to the mall so its going to be badass!! It hurts to realize that me and steve are no longer together but everyone tells me i deserve better than him because of the shit that he puts me and Nathan through. Nathan deserves better than him he can sit in his grandmas basement for the rest of his life and work to pay child support for his other kid a

Friends
I LIVE FOR THOSE WHO LOVE ME, WHOSE HEARTS ARE KIND AND TRUE... FOR THE BRIGHT HOPES LEFT BEHIND ME, AND THE GOOD THAT I CAN DO. A FRIEND IS A SOLACE IN GRIEF AND IN JOY A MERRY COMPANION If nobody cared just a little about you and nobody cared about me, and we stood alone, in the battle of life, What a dreary old world this would be Life is sweet, just because of friends we have made and the things which in common we share. We want to live on, not because of ourselves, but because of the people who care. It is doing and giving for somebody else on which all of life's splendor depends. The joy of this world, when you've summed it all up, is found in the making of friends.

The Darkest Day Pt.3
..the second plane hit the second building... I don't want to give you the impression that these events occurred back to back because they didn't. There was time. Time to alert whoever needed to be alerted. Scramble whoever needed to be scrambled. But they didn't. And because they didn't fire and death rained down from the sky once more. When the second plane hit, I was virtually right beneath it. The second tower was directly across the street. Every eye, including mine was directed at the first impact zone. That's how we saw it. Because we were looking up. Again we were assaulted by the sheer heat and force of the plane's velocity combined with the impact. Again we were forced to realize with no uncertainty that this was no accident. Real people were in those buildings. Real people were dead or dying. Trapped. And as we ran for cover and hid, in our fear and impotence, I became angry. And the most scared I had ever been in my life. Not for myself. Not because we could have easi

I Am In Love
Yes a week has gone by and here is what has gone on. I have finally come to grips with Jason's death, I have realized he was an addict and addicts are not bad people. I have had to admit 2 friends to rehab this week for addiction issues and I am in the processs of helping my close friend come clean. Also I have a new girlfriend and she is like awesome, I can not describe how she makes me feel. But we talk about everything and we are totally open. My friend The Reverend Ami says we will be married almost any day and that I will be moving in with her in at least 6 months or less which is cool. I have realized for the first time in 10 years what it is like to love and be loved.

Elegant, Grandure Appeal
In my heart, I know what is right My mind retreats to that one moonlit night A night where all seem right with the world And in that moment, I knew, I was your girl Those times I reminisce, everything seems surreal The elegant plans which had marvelous appeal Do I really know which direction is due Pondering the thought, emotion and view As the sun breaks into my thoughts wound taut I try to break free only to realize I can not Trapped inside a world full of gloom Only to realize what I wanted is doomed A love that would last throughout infinity Someone to cherish with all my dignity One who could treasure all that I am and more I feel is left peering behind a closed door What would it take to have it come crashing down To reveal the many enchanting pleasures abound To give clairvoyance of what is to augment A love that will never grow bored, tired or spent In all it's essence, still it grows increasingly parched Waiting f

Voices In My Head???
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Speed Trap Info Worth A Look
I thought it was good FREE info to pass on to everyone. Speed trap ID This is for real.....in much detail. Even to the description of the unmarked cars used for lasering and ticketing in all states. This is interesting. click on what ever state you want and then it will show the city or towns you want to view, click on which one you want to view see if you know any of them. You can see them in the cities in the U.S. or Canada. Very interesting. I had no idea this was available to everyone. Do you know the speedtraps in your hometown? The SpeedTrap Exchange is a site where visitors can post what they believe are speedtraps. The National Motorists Association cannot attest to the validity of these listings. They are individual postings from private individuals who believe a speed trap is in effect in these locations. JUST CLICK OR FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW http://www.speedtrap.org/speedtraps/stetlist.asp

Crazy Day
Crazy homework day... I am loving this term though. It is amazing the things you can learn online. I am impressed at how far we have come as a society with technology before you know it we will be launching people into space......oh yeah we already have LOL..Anyway I hope everyone has a great day!!

Offensive And Indecent Breastfeeding Mothers
I'm thankful for not having boobs thrown in my face all the time by offensive and indecent breastfeeding mothers like the ones below:Wait...Well, this is a bad example. Let's try again.Hmm...Just a minute. I'm sure I can find better ones than these...Eh, still not offensive enough. I'll check one more time.That is better. LOOK AT THAT! I see about a half inch of boob. DISGUSTING.UGH. Look at that indecency! She must be from some third world country to be exposed like that!Now that's just...There are no words to descripe how inappropriate that is. Something needs to be done!But why stop at breasfeeding women? There are boobs everywhere. Beware! If you thought the above photos were offensive, you WILL DEFINITELY be offended by the photos below.Not this one, though. This one was in plain view on news stands and in mail boxes in 19 countries world wide!Not this one, either. This one actually won an award!

My Nsfw Pics Are Closed
I have closed my NSFW pics intill further notice intill i see ppl that actually are my friends to come help me. i want to win this contest to get a vip come on help me out!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=783474&i=3654326554

Family Court Reform
I first posted this entry on another site on October 19, 2006. Family Court Reform Having been divorced 3 times one of my passions has become reforming our family courts. Since retainer fees for attorneys are so expensive I’ve been forced to represent myself all 3 times and argued the cases in 2 different states. Statistically, the majority of Americans will be subjected to this version of our court system for divorce or child custody. Since it is more likely to have an impact on our family than any other version of our courts its unfortunate that we get the least amount of information about it. We see different versions of Law & Order and CSI on television every night, but not one single television series is dedicated to familiarizing us with our family courts. From my experiences with the family courts our legal system is broken. Drastic measures are needed to restore our family courts to a functional entity. Instances of perjury, false allegations of abuse and jurisdicti

R U My Friend
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So........... If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you.

What Would You Do?
Message: If you had me alone ... Locked up in your room for twenty-four hours & we could do whatever you wanted what would you do with me ?? Tell me in my box .. Cause its a secret ""sssshhhh""" Then repost this .. You might be suprised with the responses you get they could make you laugh or even smile...lol If you do not repost this you are a coward and more then likly should be spanked

Happiness
How could life get any better? That is the question I ask myself this morning, I have a great son a wonderful husband that has shown me how much he cares for me in the past couple days. A great job that is slow at the moment but still a good one. Noone could come in and mess up my marriage or happy home even if they wanted to but I am not worried any longer just living one day at a time and being proud to have a husband as wonderful as mine who loves and cares for me and I know now that nothing will ever change that.

Words
If I could find the words That meant the most to you I would write them down And send them off to you But we don't mean everything we say We just go on living our own way So if you see me Standing on my own Just remember baby you were the one who first left home You left home If I could find the words That meant the most to you I would write them down And send them off to you But we all need somewhere to hide We usually find ourselves searching deep inside And if you see me standing all alone Just remember honey you were the one who first left home C'mon home

Perhaps I Was Too Rash...
I previously had a blog stating I wasn't fond of many of the underage guys that seem to think they're porn star material and that I should be interested in such phrases as "I'd hitt that" or "sexxi". I have come to the conclusion that Fubar should come up with a new system of sorts. A flagging system of a new kind. Not the NSFW, if we're adults I find that sad and petty. It's merely a decent system should you be slacking off at work and need the heads up that you may need to exit a screen quickly. I want a stupidity button. As this is supposedly an online pub, I want a "Designated Driver" button. For those that are so inept that they can't spell, use punctuation, or even think. These people should not be drinking imaginary alcohol. I don't think they should even be on the internet, but I think a big "DD" symbol over their name, or anywhere on their page for that matter, is fair to give the rest of the IQ laden masses proper warning that a fucktard extraordinaire

Whatever.
I'm seriously pissed. I was made to take down my primary photo (along with 4 others over my two week life here) because they were NSFW. If you're reading this at work and you get caught, it's not my fucking problem that I'm hot. I'm not naked in any of them, they're tastefully done. I'm a pin-up model and I am irked as hell that my art is being labeled as something somehow dirty or vulgar. FUCK THAT.

There Is A Player In The Midst Of Fubar Beware!
Okay everyone, You all know that I am about safety of women and people in general. Well, I have been talking to this guy on fubar for about a month or so and we got fubar married and planned on getting married. Recently I stumbled upon someone who he planned on have a relationship too on fubar, and we became friends and have caught him up in a lie of playing both of us. He has deleted his accounting when he found out that we found out about eachother, and he probably will make a new one. So, watch out for him. He will play with you too. He is a good liar. The other woman and I are not angry at each other because we didn't do the bad doing, in face we are now friends and want to post this picture of him to warn every woman out there to watch out for him. We are working together to make sure that none of this happens to any of you guys. I beg you not to fall into his trap if he makes another profile. PLEASE REPOST LADIES THERE IS A PLAYER AMONG US BEWARE HIS NAM

Virus Threat
Hello, just sending out this message to everyone on my contact list: If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list don't accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Right click on the group name of your friends' list and click: Send Message to all. This is affecting to the best of my knowledge Yahoo, Skype and MSN. This is not a fake! Peace and Light To YOU

My Kitty
My kitty Mara has been with me for 13 1/2 years now. When I adopted him (yes, he's gender-confused -- long story), he was this scared, timid fellow who spent the first six months hiding underneath my bed. He's come a long way, to the point where now he cowers from strangers on top of the bed, rather than beneath it. :) He's my baby snuggle cat. He sleeps with me every night (and regarded my ex-husband as "the interloper" for ten years). We've developed our own language. He knows when to move so I can make the bed in the morning. I know when he needs me to pick him up and put him on the couch. He still purrs when he's happy (and sad, and scared and...). He's been with me through seven moves and two serious relationships. A few weeks ago, he started having digestive problems, so I took him to the vet last week. They took X-rays and said they thought he had bladder stones (or perhaps pancreatitis), and recommended an abdominal ultrasound. So yesterday we had the ultrasound

Fubar Is Mysace More And More Daily
Can I just say how tired I am of fubar turning into myspace? I feel like it even started with the name change from cherrytap to Fubar[has always meant to me f*cked up beyond all repair]. The site[just like myspace] doesn't work half the time because theres too many people for it to handle, The only time it works properly is at ungodly hours of the morning. Also the mass amount of "sencesters" and highschool kids in the last few months has been driving me crazy. I seriously doubt half of them are even 18 like it says on their profiles[some I believe are, but many, I almost guarantee not].And then this glitch crap? Fubars bringing in enough money[and look, theres more sponsor links now too] that this shouldn't have happened. AND I would have atleast expected a announcement from fubar saying private pics had been opened. But 6 hours later and Im still only seeing it in bulletins about it being passed around by word of mouth. Defiantly never posting pictures that are private again, and

This Is A Recipe For A Lot Of People, So It's Great To Make For A Party...
This is a recipe for a lot of people, so it's great to make for a party... Ingredients: 4-5 lb. chuck roast 1 tsp. salt 1/4 C. brown sugar 1/4 Cup vinegar 1/4 Ccup Worcestershire sauce 1 8 oz. can tomato sauce 2 Cup water 1 onion, chopped Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Place all above ingredients in heavy Dutch oven, cover and bake for 4 hours. Remove from oven and skim off fat, take out bones, gristle and fat. Shred meat with a fork and serve over hamburger buns. Yield: about 25 sandwiches

Relationships
I wrote this several months back but I am actually very proud of it. I love you and I think I always will no matter time or place you have stayed in my heart and cannot be replaced I Love you and wish I didn't sometimes It would be easier to move on without you in all my thoughts thru and thru I love you yet you say you love another I hope and pray that's not true cause in case you hadn't noticed.... I LOVE YOU

Here
just here i guess now like i aid berfore its sad when u cant count on ur friends to be there for u when u have always been there for them time and day of night but oh well, it would b good just to have someoen to talk to who actually listend but yu never know oh well if u kno wmy number call me i could use some advice on some things

Vomit.
Vomity vomity. Ive a bad habit[its been a couple weeks since the last time it happened i think, started sometime around june] of Over eating once a week[maybe twice sometimes], binging I guess would be the proper term. Then I sleep[or attempt some sort of sleep] for a couple hours, tonight it was 3-4 hours; only to wake up to hot flashes[or something similar], dripping with sweat, my stomach curdled, sometimes full of anxiety. For a while Id sit awake, stomach reeling and roaring, uncomfortable to all hell, until i felt like i was going to vomit, where id then get to the bathroom and do my thing. Now I just wake up, recognize the feeling, go into the bathroom, pee, get a hand towel to clean up with, sometimes a towel to sit on, sit on the floor and vomit on command. So here I sit, throat burning, still some vomit in my sinus's, sipping some water and trying to keep my prilosec down[since im sure the vomits not great for my heinal(sp?) hernia.] This cant be a very healt

Rate My Friends Eyes In A Competition!!!
come on all my friends and family, help me to help one of mates out RATE THOS BEATIFUL EYES OF HERS!!!! if ya do, i'll owe ya one!!! (try not to fall in love with them too much!!!) Remember guys,,,, i owe ya one!!!!!!

Gratitude
It's 7:22 am. Another sleepless night. Each bill that I paid was followed either by a groan that was not of the enjoyable kind! or an empty feeling in my pocket. I don't usually complain but when it comes to the problems that keep on coming I can't help but be sad and hurt. Bills, haters, jobless, motherless, a relationship where I don't know what's going on half of the time and no one I can completely trust makes it an accumulation of frenzy and leads me to want to be isolated and shoot myself. And to top it off the money keeps decreasing and then the celebrations of Aidil Fitri (kind of like christmas) are coming up...oh my god..so yea I'm staying alone. I chose not to go back because I have my dad and stepmother waiting for me in the house that my mother used to live in. I'm not exactly chummies with my stepmom since she said to me a lot of hurtful things, and this was when my mom just passed away. I choose to let go yea easier said than done and furthermore I'm li

Lyrics
I can see her now Dancing around, her drink in hand All her baggage in tow I just want to forget and let go Of all the joy, all of the pain I took your guilt and placed it into me And now I kiss it goodbye Our last dance ended fatall Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died There she goes again Another masquerade in false circumstance She'll fuck you just for the taste I just wish I could replace all the memories Of what makes my blood run cold And as your blood flows through me I say goodbye to what we had She came and went I gnawed through my lip Makeup smeared in her eyes Each sob's a reason to say goodbye. Sometimes when you're holding on You'll never see the light With flowers in her hair I gazed upon with dead lovers eyes She never looked so good And I never felt so right - Atreyu

Venting!
Deep in the darkness of the eternal night I live, There is no sleep for me here not even for a moment. I’m wrapped up in the gloom of the coming storm, Unable to move for lest I become unborn, The dust around my astral form is moving, But it does not grant me any peace or absolution, My thoughts are broken in my mind again, The shards of my memories cut me and cause me pain, My heart is splintering in the shadows, Everything that I have loved has faded away, Piles of smoking ash is all that is left of my soul, I have not the inclination now to try and make myself whole, Shuddering in the corner of my suicidal cage, I fear I have reached my final breaking point, Reality has been thrown into distortion, And I have torn down the sign that warns ‘Caution’ I have travelled along my long black road, And the air has turned to smoke around me, Still I keep on walking but I’m going nowhere, I’m going in circles in my own personal nightmare, My voice can n

S.o.w. + K.o.w~ For Bulletin
The Kingdom of the Wolves is growing,and in doing so has elected to start a new bombing platoon known as Spirit of the Wolf.... If you're interested in learning to bomb,have time to spend on contests helping our fammily members to win,have the pack mentality of INTEGRITY,LOYALTY,HONOR,then come join us.... Don't know how to bomb,not sure if you would like it???Come give it a try,we'll teach you how it's done...there's nothing like helping family to win....remember Spirit of the Wolf is a part of Kingdom of the Wolves....it's family... you can contac any of the 3 of us to inquire,just click one of the links below.... *FTW Shredded Heart *Fubar Wife To *Lord Wolf * First Lady To K.O.W.*R.B.W.*Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber@ fubar chrisgrl41~kow~~LONE WOLF~G-SPOTTER@ fubar Honey~Angel*proud subject of the Kingdom of the Wolves*advisor/mediator~ Spirit of the Wolf Pla@ fubar *LORD WOLF*Founder Kingdom of Wolves.@ fubar Ice man K.O.W.~Liaisons Officer@ fu

Halfway To Everywhere
You could be so energy Electricity You could be lightening You could be anything A masterpiece A revolutionary You can see what, you want to see Can you let it be? Learn or teach Im only halfway to everywhere Im thinking positively Positively This is possible They can say right or wrong Never hear this song Or look you in the eye Im getting rid of negativity Lose the loss in me Call it equality Good luck is a frame of mind Call it humankind And say its destiny

My Little World!
Well I live in my own little world for the most part. I have my friends and family around on a regular basis! I enjoy having fun with them all. I have some friends that I enjoy more than others and we tend to find trouble when together. My kids are old enough to tend to themselves whe I decide to go out. That is something that I have sacrificed for yrs......my having fun. I have basically been single for 9 yrs now! Time for me to let my hair doen some!

Be Careful Of The Ppl On This Site
Be careful who you talk to on here they only a bunch of ppl who chat then talk shit in there blogs about you when they started the convo up. If you fo real then act like it.....Dont be a ass bout things Have fun

Bittersweet Times...
Where does a Mother’s love go when she is no longer there to give it? Where does her warmth and kindness end up when she leaves the ground to soar through the clouds on a rendezvous with God? What happens to her strength her passion, her elegance, her grace when her body is planted in the ground like a marigold in the spring? What becomes of those she left behind weak and still in need of nurturing when she can no longer be there to nurture them? Shattered pieces of them go with her. Hearts shrivel and dry from unrequited emotion. Where does a Mother’s love go when she can no longer be there to give it? Perhaps she’ll tell me when I see her on the other side.

Sex Poems (from The Bulletin Board) Lol
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

Dad Comes Home To Mess!
A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a Cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she might be ill, or that something serious had happened. He was met with a sm

I Had Time To Think About It..
Read my last blog, this is a continuation. Entitled My Reputation has been hurt. Recently, my reputation was scarred. I was lead to believe that several people (employed in both lounges) have complained about me for doing or not doing things. Then I had time to step back, breath, and really look at the situation. There were only 2 people employed at both lounges, myself and someone I trust with all my heart and soul, and had nothing to do with it. So no one lied ABOUT me, just lied to me... and made me doubt my friendship with innocent people. I am truly offended and hurt by this. I take my friendships very seriously. I don’t let just anyone in my heart, I don’t trust people easily. And when someone outright lies to me, about why something happened, and covers it up with another lie just to look like the innocent party. I DO NOT TOLERATE LIES! I feel like someone I adored, trusted and confided in, backstabbed me in the worst possible way one friend can do to another.

Do Not Add Me Just To Mum!!!
Well as you all know the price of mums went up to 5K I enjoy rating & commenting...however what is pissing me off at the moment are people asking to be friends just to add to their friend list because that only costs $100(i think...anyway it's allot cheaper)I happen to value friendship & would do most anything for my friends(i have made some awesome friends on here!)So if you want to be friends for only that reason...FORGET IT!! I know this is a site only for fun,but i am irritated & just need a moment to vent...that you for listening & have a great week!!

My Other Life...
I'm a 34 year old Submissive bisexual woman that loves submitting herself to others for their personal or shared entertainment and exploitation. I'm very comfortable being a sexual playtoy and welcome blindfolds and bonds when desired by those I serve. Dress me as your slut or just show me off in the nude if you wish. Being naked even if I'm the only one that way is something i'm use to being presented to others I'm limitless and expect the same from those I give myself to. I'm not looking for your respect ( I get that in my job), I want you to make sure I have your full attention at all times either in private or out in the publics eye. Feel free to contact me to know or see more of me through AIM ( mygeespot3 ) On my knees serving you... DD

Mumm's
MUMM'S WHAT THE HELL ARE GOING ON WITH THEM NOW A DAYS I POSTED ONE AND IT GOT REMOVED BECAUSE SOME JERK HAD FUCKED IT UP ROYALY AND ALL I GOT WAS MAIL FROM SHOP SAYING MY ACCOUNT WILL DELETED BECAUSE OTHER FUBAR USERS CANT HAVE A LAUGH AND WANT TO MESS IT UP FOR OTHER MEMBERS OF THIS SITE SO I SUGGEST YOU DONT POST ONE YOURSELF CUZ THEY JUST CAUSE PEOPLE TO MAKE BULLETINS JUST LIKE THIS ONE !!!!!! JUST BE WARNED ABOUT THIS GUYS !!!!!

Its Called Respect To Ask Before Ripping Stuff I Make For My Friends
'inocent_babygur...' just ripped your 'photo' from 'PsychoBitch Dizzy's FU Wife VIP assistant to Death of special forces'! inocent_ba...: no need i didnt ask for ur thnks ->inocent_ba...: i can make you one if you like ->inocent_ba...: ty ->inocent_ba...: ty inocent_ba...: ok iw will but u should be proud ppl like ur work ->inocent_ba...: out of respect to all here you need to ask the person not take it upon your self to rip ->inocent_ba...: and you need to delete it before i fix you inocent_ba...: then in your option block the rips ->inocent_ba...: excuse me i made it you have no right to it ITS CALLED " RESPECT " BEFORE TAKING WHAT IS NOT YOURS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Horoscope For 10/27/07
Your heart wants one thing in your life right this very minute, but your head knows that it mgiht not happen for a while... The battle between your impatient side and your pragmatic side will rage on today, with little (if any) resolution... The tension could cause you to lash out at unusually at people who try to push your buttons... You will prbably tell yourself it serves them right for trying to get you riled up, but in the end if you add to the animosity you aren't doing yourself any favors...