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New Baby
Just wanted to let everybody know baby is here, he is a little early but he is very good now. He had a rough start and had to be flown to bigger hospital for NICU. It was horrible 1 doctor would say one thing and another would say something else it was crazy, still dont really know what happen. I am just very thankful to the goddess for him and the fact that he can breath now and I can hold him and walk around with him without tubes and alarms. And the fact he only had to be there a week. I know alot of other babies are there longer. He is truely forth the 14 years I waited for him. His big sister is very happy with him also. I have to fight her for him all the time.

The New Guy
Thought I would start this one and see what comes of it. As you see, I'm new to this site. Just wanted to throw a blog on here, maybe some more people will come and checkout my site because of it. Add me as a friend if you like! ;) Have a great day!

Southen Talk
Collards is green, my dog's name is Blue and I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have some'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead. You ain't mean like those far ants I found in my bed. Cut from the best cloth like a plaid flannel shirt, yo

In Response To Being In A Cult ..lmao
OK SO SOME LIL PISSED OFF BITCH DECIDES CUZ SHE DIDNT LIKE THE WAY CERTAINS THINGS WENT OR WHEN PEOPLE DIDNT GO WITH THE WAY SHE THOUGHT THINGS SHOULD BE RIGHT AWAY SHE DECIDES TO ATTACK.. WELL GUESS WHAT YA LIL BITCH.. FUCK OFF.. U CAN SAY WTFE U WANT ABOUT ME AND MY FRIENDS BUT THE POINT BEING U HAVE BROUGHT ALL AND ANYTHING THAT HAS NOW BE SAID OR DONE TO U ON YOURSELF.. DO NOT ATTACK ME AND MY FRIENDS IN A BULLETIN.. IF U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME COME TALK TO ME... I ACCEPTED YA FRIENDSHIP.. MADE U A FUCKING MORPH U REQUESTED BUT OF COURSE THAT WASNT GOOD ENUFF FOR U.. SO U BUUGED THE HELL OUT OF ME TO MAKE 1 OF YOU NAKED.. SRY CHICK WASNT HAPPENING... SO THAT PISSED U OFF... LIKE I SAID WHEN U DONT GET WHAT U WANT U GO ON THE ATTACK AND RIGHT AWAY SAY PEOPLE R ATTACKING U FOR YOUR SEXUAL CHOICES.. WELL LEMME TELL U RIGHT NOW I COULD CARE LESS IF U SUCK ON A COCK OR A TIT.. THATS YOUR BUSINESS.. NOT MINE... MY BUSINESS IS HOW U TREAT ME AND MY FRIENDS.. AND THATS RIGHT YA LIL BITC

Sexy
You scored as Abs/Stomach. You are attracted to: the abs/stomach. You are a abs/stomach guy/gurl.Abs/Stomach67%Face50%Penis33%Butt17%Boobs0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Its My Birthday
As always,im very thankful to all my friends who is always been there for me especially my Family..I LOVE YOU ALL..Words are not enough to express how much you've done for me and im truly blessed to have been able to stay with you all..However,a lot of trials that comes in our life since we was young and grown up that sometimes even now we still can remember everything when we was young down to the smallest details.Like me,if i think all over again,bringing it back to life,my mind always feel a strange combinations of sadness and joy...(but its not very tough as what u've think too)now im matured enough and i can manage myself in everything i want to do...sadness,joy/happiness are feelings we always have in our lives...I wish i could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away but i have the feeling that if i did,the joy would be gone as well...so i take the memories as they come,accepting them all,letting them guide me whenever i can.THIS HAPPENS MORE OFTEN THAT I LET ON..

Meet My Sissy Sluts
I've noticed that most guys on here don't take me seriously when I talk about my occupation. But when I say the only ones who see me nude are my paying clients I'm seriously not joking. My work website is www.niteflirt.com/JessieKatt is anyone is ever nosy enough to need to check it out. I'm also going to start displaying galleries of a few of my sissy bitches (per their request) so you can see exactly what goes on in a days work around here. The first is one of my favorites, Marissa. She is a sissy faggot from PA and anyone in the PA area looking for a girl like her can let me know. Be warned in advance, I DO NOT put my slaves at risk to if you are some psychotic he man homophobe don't even bother. My girls are my pets and I don't allow them to be hurt by anyone but me. The second gallery is my Utah slave who is sweet enough to send me gift certificates to Fredericks of Hollywood when he isn't licking up his own cum off his girlfriend's boots. Now for the record I also deal in alot of

The All-seeing Eye, The President, The Secretary And The Guru
as found on: http://www.conspiracyarchive.com/NWO/All_Seeing_Eye.htm The All-Seeing Eye, The President, The Secretary and The Guru - by Terry Melanson ©, July 2001 (Updated: March 15th, 2005) “Wallace's reasons for wanting to introduce the Great Seal onto the American currency were based on his belief that America was reaching a turning point in her history and that great spiritual changes were imminent. He believed that the 1930s represented a time when a great spiritual awakening was going to take place which would precede the creation of the one-world state.” - Michael Howard, The Occult Conspiracy, p.95 If you live in the United States of America, then from the time you become conscious of money, the Great Seal becomes a part of your psyche – whether you realize it or not. Moreover, since U.S. dollars are, in effect, standard international currency, this Great Seal infiltrates the minds of men the world over – both free and bond. The centerpiece of this mand

Have You Ever???
Have you ever loved somebody so much, it makes you cry? Have you ever found the one that makes you come out of your mind? Have you ever found the one that makes your heart true? Have you ever felt that you were loved? Have you ever wanted to hear his voice, just because it makes you smile? Have you ever dreamed that you were there with him? Have you ever kissed his lips while thinking that you and him were in heaven? Have you ever thought that you will never be loved from someone else as much as he loved you? Have you ever thought that he might be your one and only? Have you ever felt that you were wanted? Have you ever looked into his eyes thinking of what’s going to happen next? Have you ever needed something so bad, that you can’t sleep at night? Have you ever tried to say words to him, but they won’t come out right? Have you ever been in love, that you will do anything to make it work? Have you ever given up all your love to make sure that he loves you the same? Ha

Airything After But Is Bullshyt
My mother didn't birth a liar; so when I say I perspire no dude, the whole truth I solemnly swear It's not a front or façade, a stunt nor mirage; when it comes to men, I simply don't got it in me to care… BUT… I think I'ma have to make an exception for you… Saw your picture, and heard a thousand words, the old adage is true… Mental ascension, I'm tryin to get to the attic of you… From the ground up, stopping at your heart for a second or two… Don't let the short time spent there misconstrue… That's only part of the connection I'm tryin to pursue… Hypnotized by the aura of confidence you exude Something like a star, so I'm into wishing for an interlude Yeah…I'm rough around the edges, BUT that's somethin I think you can soothe So I Flow my intuition, hoping that I'm not being rude… Bumpin Isley Brothers, thinkin of ways with you I wanna groove Mentally, physically, and spiritually, just to name a few I know you heard it all be

Im Working On It......
Hey to all of you, My fans, Family and Friends.....sorry I haven't been to active here lately, but i think I am back, and rarin to go. You are going to have to be patient with me, I do have a lot of you to get to, but I am going to be makin up for lost time bad here over the next few days now....just remember that Come friday, my mom is going to be home, so I probably won't be on much for a whole week while she is off....but as soon as she goes back to work, I will be back, and that is how it is going to be every week....I only get the pc when she is at work.....Sorry I only have 4 pics, I am working on getting some more on here, but like I said, I have been gone, and it is because I just got done with a bad break up that almost had me ready to leave the Cherry and I would be gone had it not been for a very good friend of mine asking me not to go.....I will work on the pics.....and I promise, all your comments are on the way....be patient and I will get to ya....Love to all my Cherry

A Soldier's Girl
A soldier's girl One night a soldier looked up into the heavens and made a plea to God. "God I'm so alone down here. All I do is fight and face the deamons of the earth. Please send me someone" So God called forth his angels and asked them to help create a soldiers girl. "Boss give her strenght!" cried Michael "So that she can bear the weight and pressure of always packing up and going with her man at a moments notice" God was pleased and added strengh. "She must have patience!" called forth Gabriel "So that she can have the understanding of the stress of the job that is required of her man" God was pleased and added patience. Peter thought about it and said "let her be compasionate, so that she can sooth away the nightmares and horrors that the soldier will see" God was pleased and added compassion. Jesus went forth and said, "Dad give her faith, faith that her man loves her and that no matter what it takes he will get home to her" God was pleased and added faith.

I Am Not!!
You are 70% Bittch! I can't believe it! Your almost a full bittch! I know you just sit there and think of ways to be a bittch! How Pathetic is that! You must be awful lonely! Cruelty hurts! Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

Poor Guy
I'm sorry that I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being the

One Of Those Moods...
I'm having one of those days, a day when songs just seem to be speaking to me in ever little bit and piece. I don't know what has happened, but I have a feeling of one door closing and another opening and I think I have lost something. Something I probably never had. Everything in this life is a game. I'm tired of play. I'm ready to sit on the sidelines, but I keep getting forced back into it. If I just disapper for awhile maybe it will all go away. Not that any of this makes sense, and I'm sorry for that. Sometimes I question my sanity, and apparently so do others. If you are reading this, I'm sorry...it's pointless...

Only You Know How
Sometimes I get so angry, cursing the whole world But you know how to calm me down with a touch and a couple of words Sometimes I get so melancholy and see it all painted blue But you know how to cheer me up and rainbow-color my view Sometimes I get so crazy and mess everything up But you know how to slap me sober and put my fit to stop Sometimes I get so bored and the world is one big yawn But you know how to spice it up and again turn me on And always I get so Me but you still love me somehow through all my turbelent seasons only you know how Sometimes I get so restless like a wild horse in a cage But you know how to saddle me down and tame my raving rage Sometimes I get so weary and feel like breaking down But you know how to lift me up before I hit the ground Sometimes I get so broken and I feel like cryin' But you know how to mend my wings and get me back flyin' Sometimes I get so cocky and forget who I really am But you

One Of Those Days.....
Do you ever have those days when nothing just seems to go right? That has been today through and through. Nothng went well, just feel like going to bed and waking up with a new happy day tomorrow.... ************************************************** One sided conversations with "mother dear". Hello cant she listen to a word i say? No I dont care about the dog. dont change the subject just answer my questions and quit the sidestepping game. Please stop talking about him.... I know he is my brother but pay attention to me too. Yes I told you the date- yes you knew months ago- why act as if today it was all a surprise? **************************************************

Do This And I May Get Naked!!
Ok, all my friends and fans... I am in a new contest...entered for piercings. Please if you have the time head over and vote!! There is no limit to how many times you can vote and its only open 48hrs!! EVERY COMMENT COUNTS AS A VOTE SO COMMENT TIL YOUR FINGERS ACHE LOL There will be a surprise for each and everyone who votes for me *grins* Thanks in advance for your votes!! x0x0x0x0x0x http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=286642&i=2010608003 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...IM ON MY KNEES HEHE

My Zero Is Ever Closer!
My hormone levels dropped to 30 this last week on my way to a zero to be considered back to normal. I know that this is a good thing and all but it hurts a little to know that everyday I am closer to be not pregnant again. I have also noticed that I have started losing some of the baby weight as well. Its great and sad all at once to see my baby tummy slowly going away. Thanks for stopping in everyone.

Episode 14 .. The Chili Cook Off
Did you know that gluttony is a sin? Well duh! lol We had a chili cook off.. It was fun.. I don't eat meat.. gaspp!! lol So, It was interesting to see what I was supposed to eat.. First of all.. you need to know.. I work on 3fd shift now.. aka left over shift.. Meaning .. all you lovely dayshift people get everything! lmao Cake,pizza,pie, subway catored.. u name it u get it.. Me.. and the left over crew.. ok.. It was 2nd shift cuz well I was still on it. Gary.. always has like 8 meals a day! sheeeeeez.. lol

Burning Bright
by: Shinedown I feel like there is no need for conversation Some questions are better left without a reason And I would rather reveal myself than my situation Now and then I consider, my hesitation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be different To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation Here and now I'll express, my situation [CHORUS (2)] There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right Such a cruel contradiction I know I cross the lines its not easy to define I'm born to indecision There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose With no particular rhyme or reason [CHORUS (2)]

Beautiful Days Chapter 12(final)
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TWELVE(FINAL) BEAUTIFUL DAYS 12(THE END) "You are now tuned into the sounds of RADIO ROB here on your F.M. dial. The forecast for tonight...? SNOW! And lots of it. You know what RADIO ROB knows you'll stay indoors for the remainder of the evening. In the next hour we got some of your favorite underground hits, we got The Yo Yo from Little Brother, Musick from Dudley Perkins, everybody's favorite duo Amphibeus Tungs with 4 Siblings. You are tuned in to the station that smacks that eardrum with nothin' but the best, that's 102.7 on your F.M. dial. We gonna kick it all off with Crazie Vizion with...BEAUTIFUL DAYS! BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 12 SWAN SONG SILLILQUY Part two END OF DAYS. John helped Sophie load up the car with the explosives found in the shed behind their former safehouse. Able struggling to hold on to what little life he has left as he lie bleeding in the backseat. Refusing medical attention as usual. But highly understandable at this po

How A 7 Year Old Explain Sex
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pret

Fucked Up Another One
So, another job I didn't get...I don't know why I expect to be hired, I'm clearly unhirable...I didn't get the job at the construction company for the administrative assistant...I don't know why I thought maybe I would have. I got the letter today stating that the position has already been filled. Oh fucking well. I might as well start packing to move back home now because clearly I can't make it on my own here.

To Remeber A Friend I Lost....
Everyone has been wondering what is going on with me and why I have not been online much during the week. Here's why... On monday morning I got to work and got notified that my friend and coworker had committed Suicide on Sunday evening. Which not only was extremely devisitating but also a true shock! He never showed any signs of depression. Always the jokester, and very mellow and laid back. Never seemed to have a care in the world. Very caring about everyone, going out of his way to make sure that you were alright. A true friend. He was always the type of person that you wished everyone to be. On Sunday evening he got into a fight with his wife. Left and went to the bar. Came home extremely drunk, proceeding to continue the fight. Both he and his wife ended up throwing punches and their three kids broke it up. Charlie sat his wife down on the couch, sent the kids off to their rooms and once the kids were on their way out of the room he grabbed his deer rifle and b

Damn Tooth
Yea, this is pretty much a vent/rant. My tooth hurts like fuck, my wisdom tooth is coming in, so i have to get the other one pulled to make room. Unfortunately, i cant get ot the dentist for about 3 more weeks, i have been taking everything from ibprofein to excedrine migraine to even percocet and nothing will kill this fucking pain. God help me, please. or if someone knows another way, please get at me!

Greetings All
Welcome to anyone who views this blog and Merry Meet. I am happy to be here and hope to make lots of new friends soon. Well that's all i can think of to say right now, i am bored so im trying to find things to do, and posting a blog seemed like a good thing to do lol

A Night To Remember!!
What do you do when you are faced with love, like you have never known. A man who has choosen me and shows me things I have never experienced or felt. Last night my boyfriend and I went to the beach, there was the beach, the stars, the moonlight, toes in the sand, and some of the most passionate kisses I have ever felt in all of my life. We held each other on the beach, loving every moment together. Then I started to cry it was like all the sorrow from my previous relationships and all the love I was feeling for this incrediable man had just weld up inside of me and exploded. I have never felt like this. It was a perfect night!! One that willl never be taken away from me and one I will always remember. Now this wonderful man is cooking ME breakfast ME OMG, How did I deserve this man?? What do you do when you are faced with hapiness and love you have never felt before, part of me is scared, part wants to run, and part of me wants to know how in the heck did I make to this point

Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Salutes And Sick
hmmm need to make a salute. lol. actually sat in class and doodled the the paper for the salute. which did cause some curiosty in the guy sitting beside me. (hi ben) He was supposed to get on and check out the site. but came home and just started feeling really bad. so no salute yet- the sick look just doesnt work for me. =) not trying to scare you guys away. so hopefully if i feel better tomorrow i will make one. so far i have laid in bed most of the day- and did get up to go eat dinner but just felt sick when i looked at food ended up taking 3 bites and was sick to my stomach. so now i am back in bed with the laptop... guess i am going to go take a shower and lay down. hope everyone is having a great weekend!

Hmmmmm......
What do you do when faced with happiness you have never known?? What do you do when fear is preventing you from being the happiest you have been in 9 years?? Why do we let let fears keep us from love and happiness?? Well I have found that when this happens you question it, you push it away, you fight it, and almost lose it. Luckily if the person you are fighting against is strong and feels for you what you are afraid to feel for them then more than likely love will happen. Not only love but a friendship, a companion, and a lover unlike you have ever had or experienced. I tried to fight it, I tried to shove it away but I lost and I am so freakin happy now. I have found happiness, inner peace, and more love than I have ever known.

Abuse!
how long can some expect you to deal with physical and emotional abuse! how can some one tell you they love you then hurt you ALL the time. i was watching maury today and these girl were on there and the men physically and emotionally abuse them. it reminded me of everything i have dealt with *HIM*! how can you hit some one you love and then run back say your sorry and do it again! its not right. AND IT NEVER STOPS!

She Loves Him
she loves him its in her words and they were always the map of her heart now brings the whole universe to him in whispers of now and forever he loves her the poet with a reason to write the words he writes are heart at last he has found his place in the world and the purpose for poetry and for breathing he writes her his muse defined I read them both and in the quiet of the night I bow my head and I cry and I to know what love is tjs

4:47 Am And Discusted With It All.
You ever get one of them times when you don't know why but you are just sick with the whole prospect of being alive. I don't mean in a suicidal way but you're just sick of everything you're made of. The fact that you're alive and that you will die and you're just this skin sack filled with bones. Your very place in life and where you sit in it this very day. You have nothing to be upset about. but you're discusted anyways? What is this emotion called? Melancoly? Probably not.... Reminds me of some shitty emo song. I've been looking for my biological father recently, mostly just for information so I can trace ancestry. So far I've found out that he doesn't exist. He is the most illusive son of a bitch to ever walk the face of the earth. Seriously. I can't find one fucking bit of information on him. I only have one single document with his name and any kind of information that should be of help but he doesn't exist. I can't help but feel pissed off about this. I feel like I have no r

~jewel~
Break Me - Jewel I will meet you In some place Where the light lends itself To soft repose I will let you undress me But I warn you I have thorns like any rose You could hurt me With your bare hands You could hurt me Using the sharp end of what you say But I’m lost to you now And there’s no amount of reason That could save me Chorus: So break me Take me Just let me feel your arms again Break me I’ll let you make me Just let me feel your love again Feels like being underwater Now that I’ve let go And lost control Water kisses fill my mouth Water fills my soul Chorus Bridge: Kiss me once Well, maybe twice Oh, it never felt so nice Chorus Just let me feel your love again DEEP WATER When you find yourself falling down Your hopes in the sky but your heart like grape gum on the ground And you try to find yourself In the abstractions of religion and the cruelty of everyone else And you wake up to realize Your standard of livi

Life
Sometimes I feel life just aint worth living times have changed without me they left me behind without a backwards glance a long time ago my heart broke my soul died and my spirit got disheartened my eyes had cried their last tears away before I had cried my last sometimes I feel lifes to hard to battle against its one big struggle from birth to death everyones out to look after themselces but who will look after me me? who time forgot have you ever tried to end it all? but found you couldnt pick up the knife or hold your head underwater long enough the guilt of these thoughts and actions cant even penetrate my dead soul once I tried to laugh but found I couldnt I tried to chase the clouds away but tge colour was gone my world way grey I couldnt laugh, i couldnt cry I'm like a dead ship drifting on a sea of relentless emotions

I`m A New Friend
I`m new to this page and I would like to meet all kinds of new friends.I love to talk and i`m very laid back and most of the time I`m just chilling and enjoy being around my family and friends.I like traveling,but mostly i`m always in New York.Planning on moving there by the summer,but I do love talking to anyone who loves to talk.So hit me up sometimes and rate me to let me know how you see me.I will be keeping in touch with each and everyone of you when I come on to visit this page.I have other pages that I`m mostly on,but I see this page is fun to so you will see more of me.

A Day Early
the guy who is going to have a chat with me about helping with the site is coming round today, thursday 30.11.06 and will be here at 6.30, he couldnt make friday so glad I get to meet him a day early

Only My Real Friends Would!
J. Smith needs your help. Click on the following link to vote for J. Smith. Vote the profile Excellent, play all the songs and vote them Excellent also. The most important song to play right now is 'SpitYoGame.Com(Anthem)'. It's entered into the contest. Thank you for your help, Xuxa

All The Devils Down In Heaven
why do i keep coming back? if not for you, than for me I've tried to be the guy that earns his pride within defeat and worthy of a warm pat on the back, though i was beat burning for another chance, one more crack at victory another shot, another loss, cannot die, if i should lose far too high-priced is the cost, no value can equal you as i drive myself insane, make mistakes already made all of me has been explained, i'm dying to investigate what it is that makes you you, black magic and new voodoo repeat the question all day til it sounds like deja vu i knew the you before you turned your back and walked away used to only speak the truth, now you have nothing to say What happened to the girl who invaded my ribcage to Jumpstart this old rusty heart and start it up again anew That girl's who I need to find to achieve some peace of mind As I ride, I'd like a guide, all I'm asking for's a sign I am not expecting much Just show me where to place the First step and the d

Friends So True
anger and dismay at what others think and say the truth be told there is no game today just a friendship sold with my opinions true tomorrow the sea will be blue there will be a birds song guess some need a clue i see where i belong some friends are real some stack the deal some of them lie none of them know how i feel to them friendship i deny

Please Take A Look!
A Special Thought for the Christmas Season! Please Pass it on . T' WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY, WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO, IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES, OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT, CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR, IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A CANADIAN SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?, CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES

Help My Friend Out In His Contest Please
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND OUT IN THIS CONTEST... leave as many comments you want.. just please go vote leave a 10 and comments.. thanks You all know what to do.. show your cherry luv. Thanks harleysportee69

Protestors.... Come Read This You Idiots
I was in my regular chat room today. we were talking about killeen texas.. home of ft hood.. as most of you know i support my troops 100%... then i mentioned i would like to go see the new Memorial Cementary they have up there.. well come to find out the PROTESTORS, have been there when there is a funeral on the other side of the road, the gates... protesting... what the fuck can you protest to those men and women who have died? what gives you the fuckin right to sit there and do that? OH IT WAS THAT SOLDIER THAT DIED FOR YOU FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. which you abuse terribly.. It is the SOLDIERS who gives you the right to protest whatever. you can agree/disagree with the war... but actually going to the site where they have their final resting place? going to a funeral where people are mourning a loved one to protest the war? havent those people endured enough without you going there starting shit? IT IS THE MOST DISRESPECTFUL THING KNOWN TO MAN. They fight to keep your freedom of speech..

Red Bull Xmas Cake
Vodka & Red Bull Christmas Cake Ingredients: 1 cup water 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt Lemon Juice 4 large eggs Nuts 1 bottle of Vodka 1 can of Red Bull 2 cups dried fruit Method: 1. Sample the vodka to check the quality. 2. Take a large bowl, check the vodka again. 3. To be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and mix with a little red bull and drink. 4. Repeat. 5. Turn on the electric mixer, beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. 6. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. 7. At this point its is best to make sure the vodka is still ok. 8. Flavour with red bull to taste. 9. Try another cup - just in case turn off the mixerer. 10. Break two leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. 11. Pick fruit off floor 12. Mix on the turner. 13. If the dried fruit gets stuck in the beaterers, pry it loose with a drewscriver. 14. Shample the vodka to check fo

Countdown Starts
Music Video:THAT GIRL (FT. CHAMILLIONAIRE & MANNIE FRESH) (by Frankie J)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone good music video. anyway, today was pretty normal. had my test first period, hopefully i passed. i have an oral test in spanish tomorrow (GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER!), wish me luck even tho i know the language (she's grading on verbs which are hard for me). finished "an inconvinient truth" in science and musical theater was reading through some scenes in the script to kill time cuz david and emily have to cast the show (i think we get cast friday). review has started already...our midterms start a week from this friday. hopefully i'll be in tenley town on friday afternoon but i guess it depends on if zack s. wants to drive me and john back to the starbucks. lol, all wat we did was smoke and drink coffee which i ran around being like "omg! i know you!!" to all my friends from wilson. lol. feeling ignored...meh, my fault. i hope to watch "dawn o

Please Go Blast The Comments On This Link Now!!!!!!!!!
HERE'S THE LINK TO MY PHOTO! PLEASE GO COMMENT AND RATE IT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN! LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988

Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'll Be Missing You On Christmas
Trade Martin 'I'll Be Missing You On Christmas' I’LL BE MISSING YOU ON CHRISTMAS……, WON’T BE KISSING YOU ON CHRISTMAS…, SNOW WILL FALL…., FRIENDS WILL CALL…., WHILE I’LL TRY TO SMILE THROUGH IT ALL...., MY LOVE…., MY DEAR…., WITHOUT YOU HERE. I’LL BE MISSING YOU ON CHRISTMAS….., AND ALL WE USED TO DO ON CHRISTMAS…, AS I PRAY UP TO THE SKIES….., TEARS WILL FILL MY EYES…., CAUSE I’LL BE MISSING YOU ON CHRISTMAS. I’LL BE MISSING YOU ON CHRISTMAS….., AND DREAMS THAT WE ONCE KNEW ON CHRISTMAS…., AS YOUR STAR COMES SHINING THROUGH…, I’LL WHISPER, “I LOVE YOU”…., CAUSE I’LL BE MISSING YOU ON CHRISTMAS....., YES, I’LL BE MISSING YOU ON CHRISTMAS. ......Trade Martin,2004. Trade Martin

The Game
I've diguised my feelings Built a wall around my heart I've protected myself yet secretly yearned to tear that wall apart But you've swum the moat and crossed the gate I dont know where we're heading But I'm sure its fate My fear of intimacy has faded away and the only thing left is us everyday I will always be afraid of embarassment a shame but theres no way to win without playing the game I love you

The Healing Begins.
Falling with broken wings. Only a memory there to stop me from plummiting endlessly into an eternal abyss of lost emotion. Cloaked in darkness, the haunting memories of unrequited love. Look through my mind's eye, see things as I do. Know what I know. Lonliness embraces me like a long lost friend, silently inhaling my essence. Asphyxiating itself on the obscurity that dwells deep within my soul. Closing my eyes, allowing the inner sorrow to overtake me. Momentarily becoming one with myself. Taking back all the energy you stole from me. Written By: ME

Dj Hardcore Jeff On Petal 2 The Metal!!! 4pm Est Time
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If I Were Lucky
If I Were Lucky By Avis Drucker If I were lucky in this lifetime, I would learn the art of letting go. I would start with the bathroom scale, that little square joy buster. Gone! Next would be my watch, keeper of rigid rituals and joyless appointments. Gone! Perfection, next big hit. Let the housework pile up and invite lots of friends over. Just put the vacuum cleaner in the middle of the living room and leave it there for six months. Next, get rid of that worry dance I do. The health of my husband, the safety of my children, not enough money, what people think, being alone, not being alone, terrorists, tax collectors, termites . . . get a grip! Let it go. I would travel the world and take lots of black and white photos of all the wonderful faces. I would sit on the beach with my friends and eat junky hot dogs. I would take long walks with my husband through the village to the lighthouse. Sometimes I would sit quietly on m

For The New Year
K, here's the thing, I walk...ALOT (tryin to make my ass smaller so I can be all sexy n shit) and I think ALOT when I walk...well, this morning I was thinkin bout everything that happened in 2006 & how happy I am that this years almost over with. Most people only do resolutions with the New Year...I look back and find the things I learned...so here's some random shit for ya'll... I finally made a resolution and saw it through! It was to lose 50lbs. Well...I lost a lil over 90lbs. and I'm pretty fuckin proud. I have collarbones, OK, well I always had them but now you can see them! Now I'm almost hot n shit lmao... Along with MY weight loss...2 other chicks lost ALOT of weight. And what's funny is even if they wont admit it...the 3 of us did this merely to piss each other off. I'll admit, Toni started losing weight and was about my size at the time, no way in Hell was I gonna let her get smaller than me! LMAO Petty but true! I'm sure Kim saw how lil Toni & I were getting

Hmmmmm
Look at the alerts- no, look closer... and look at the rating section... that bit about anonymity is gone, and it now says "..." rated your profile a '__'! No "someone"- the name is given (retroactively, I think, for the brief while over the border as it were). It's been easy to guess (within a person or three, depending on amount of time and number of visitors, maybe) for awhile, it's true.

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRY FOR ALL WHO HAVE MY SKINS GO BACK TO YUR OTHER FOR NOW I WILL GET IT WORKED OUT SOMEHOW....SO JUST KEEP THEM AND USE YUR OTHER BACK GROUND I WILL SEE WAT I CAN DO GRRRRRRRRRRR.......

New
Hey Whats up everyone!!!Well I use to use myspace A LOT(like who doesn't) but my girl told me about this site and I really like it!!!I'm hoping to meet new friends.So just hit me up if you would liek to chat!!

When You Have Kids - You Learn These Things
1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and

U.s. Navy Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron One One Six (vam-116), The Sun Kings
Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron ONE ONE SIX (VAW-116), the Sun Kings! Check out the video below and show them some love. Please send fan letters to VAW-116, encouraging them to continue to share their spirit with Real Americans! Commanding Officer VAW-116 13th St. Hangar #553 Point Mugu CA 93042 Yes, please send via snail mail. It'll be forwarded to VAW-116 wherever they are, and they'll appreciate it more. Thanks! Outkast's "Hey Ya." Well done by U.S. Navy Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron ONE ONE SIX (VAW-116), the Sun Kings! The Black-Eyed Peas, "Pump It!" Another well done by U.S. Navy Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron ONE ONE SIX (VAW-116), the Sun Kings!

The 18th ~ Don't Know
I don't really know why i am writing this one except out of ure boredum. It's 11PM here and I have nothing to do, but that's okay because I'm leaving town tomorrow, and i'll find stuff to do then. At any rate, I do hope everyone is having a simply wonderful holiday season and everything. What's everyone been up to? also, I would like to make sure that everyone knows something... If you want a reply from me, you're more likely to get one if you send me a message rather than a comment! I get so many comments that it's hard to keep up with them and it's just easier if you send me a message so that I can reply on my leisure. and it's here and now I will say, Thank you everyone for the fabulous comments you leave me! although I don't get to reply to each and every one, I do read them at least! One last thing, if you want me to rate your pictures and such, I will! Just tell me because I don't always get around to everyone. ] Thanks, and happy holidays everyone!

Isn't Life Simple.
Life I as simple as 1 2 3 then why all these men want to play games on me.. I can see through the bs and flattery .. so be a man and be honest please.. I lay in my bed and these thoughts come to mind so I up writing them and trying not to sigh.. my soul just become darken and anger begins to feed.. Why does the mind play tricks on me.. I have been pushed to the dark side of no return.. See things pass me by as I grow old.. learn to see through the black clouds to find a shining light that shows it all not in site.. Things are as simple as black and white as long as you open your eyes you will see it without a doubt.. laying in my bed tossing about.. If this has what become of my life full of sleepless nights.. I turn my soul away from the devil cause he will never have the purity I see in me.. but yet these thoughts and feelings are beginning to consume me.. there darken and evil and full of rage.. There is no particular rhythm or reason it just me.. Isn’t life as simple as one two

To Whom It May Concern!!!
*~*I keep it REAL n dats a PROMISE*~* *~*I may be a BITCH but at least im HONEST*~* *~*Sum say im a BITCH well to u i might be*~* *~*But i dont REMEMBER askin any of you HATERZ 2 like me*~* *~*When i walk around haterz STOP and STARE*~* *~*Well keep on LOOKIN cuz i dont CARE*~* *~*I got my own LIFE and STYLE*~* *~*I aint tryin 2 PLEASE u or make u SMILE*~* *~*Wen it cums to competition u haterz r out*~* *~*I'm da baddest bitch 2 ever cum out*~* *~*YEAH people HATE*~* *~*Knock yourself OUT*~* *~*My name is not a dick so keep it out yo mouth*~* *~*Females who call themselves*~* *~*DIMES/SILVER DOLLARS Can't comprehend that BEAUTY is PRICELESS*~* And *~*COINS get FLIPPED*~* And *~*DOLLARS get RIPPED*~* But *~*DIAMONDS ARE FOREVER!!!*~* Da realest chic stay crunk no matter wat*~ Da realest chic dont take shit from no one Da realest chic keep her nigga in check Da realest chic is da baddest bitch Da realest This goes out to the DEFINITION OF JERSEY!

In The Spirit Of The Season.
If anyone is interested in helping rescued animals this holiday season, you can send PetCo or Petsmart gift cards (in any $ amount) to help purchase food and supplies for animals that have been rescued from abuse, neglect, and abandonment. The cards can be sent to: Helping Mary's Critters PO Box 366 Islip Terrace, NY 11752 Thank you for your support and kindness. Please pass this along and I hope you have a safe and happy holiday season. :)

Family
Hi, everyone on cherrytap my name is Donna I'm 42 years old.I have three kids, my son Eddie is 23 my daughter Diane is 20,& Ember is 16.I have a son-in-law Dave & I have a boyfriend Mike to whom I love very much and would not trade him in for nothing. I have two grandbabies, my son's daughter Alyssa witch is two & my daughter Dine & dave's new little man whom was born on halloween morning of 2006 , was born 1/2 hour after my birthday how cool is that .So bye for now till next time.

Ooo How I Love Rob...haha
*britt*: ok so what time you work tomorrow> *britt*: since you work tarded hours Rob my partner in crime: tomorrow i am gonna work 7am to 3pm instead of my usual 3 to 11 so i can start my vacation early *britt*: LOL k just checkin Rob my partner in crime: hehe Rob my partner in crime: you work *britt*: 4-11 *britt*: again *britt*: till saturday *britt*: i work 1-9 Rob my partner in crime: i knew if ya did it was 4 to 11 lol *britt*: and sunday im posta work 11-8 *britt*: but we are closin the store at 6 *britt*: haha *britt*: walmart closin *britt*: THANK GOD Rob my partner in crime: LOL *britt*: its gonna be interestin tryin to get all the late ass tards outta the store *britt*: i think imma volunteer to stand at the door with a gun *britt*: tellin em ITS XMAS FUCKIN EVE Rob my partner in crime: lmfao *britt*: GO SPEND IT WITH YOUR GOD DAMN FAMILY *britt*: LIKE I WANNA DO Rob my partner in crime: hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha *britt*: GETTIN DRUNK *britt*: CUZ

Damned?
Some nights I lay here and wonder why I was cursed to love. Why was I given a heart capable of so much love when it has no outlet, no one to bestow it upon... Everyone I care for is either taken or doesn't want my affection. I feel as though I were damned...destined to be alone...

What A Shitty Season For Giving...fuck The World!
A food drive, or food bank, accepts food donations and passes the food out to less fortunate families. Perhaps some of you reading this have lived in a less fortunate home. It's not a happy time, especially around Christmas. The Toronto Sun, a newspaper for the Greater Toronto Area (GTA) has an article today with a picture of a little girl holding food planned to be donated. It looks like a sweet thing. It should appear that way, Christmas is the time for giving and this little girl (probably with the money of her parents) was apparently willing to give a lot. Too much, in fact. The smile some people may have from the nice donation pictured on the front page may have, or hopefully has, disappeared soon after reading the article's blurb. This girl's food donation was DENIED. The food was good. Snacks, healthier food. Normal stuff. It was DENIED because the little girl offered TOO MUCH food for a donation. The reason being that it may have made other people feel bad for not being able t

Surgery
I had surgery on Thrusday and they gave me 3 ccs of Morphine, 4 ccs of Tramadol, 4 ccs of Perkaset, 6 ccs of Valume, and 1000 milligrams of Darveset. Tell me if that ain't a cuncostuion or what? Surgery went well. I went in to surgery at 8:30 am and got out and home at 2:30pm. It took over an hour for my pain level to come down and Jess is havein to watch me kinda careful because they said that if my blood pleasure gets too high that I would have to go to the hospital right away so that I could get treated. My knee is nicely swollen and very sore. I have a pretty picture on my thigh. Its a christmas tree and it has my doctors intialts and the doctor that put me to sleep and it also has writen on it FIX THIS BUSTED KNEE. It so turns out that instead of just havin one tear in my meniscus I had two. one on the inside and one on the out side. I had a Double wammy. I havent had any pain killers since thursday and that was only what they gave me at the surgica

Christmas
I have always liked christmas. It has always been the feeling of love and charity that has made it one of my favorites. I Like thinking that maybe during the Christmas season peoples hearts soften just a little to the mundaneness of thier lives and relationships to their fellow men. I like seeing people get out of their little zones and opening their hearts to the people around them, known or unknown. Does it matter? My answer not really. It doesn't matter whether your help comes to those you know or people half-way around the world. It doesn't matter if it is money or your time. It doesn't matter because the reason is the same. To help someone who needs it. Despite situation, class, creed, race, religion, or belief system. Christmas, because of this spirit of giving, now crosses all borders. Christmas lives in everyone whether christian or not. Because, Christmas is not a holiday. It is a spirit of humanity, and that lives in us all.

An Ozone333 Holiday Track..
Hey everyone, Check out my "Happy Holidays" track that I put in my player... To get to it do this: Go to "My trackz" section called "ozone333 / assorted mixes" Click on the link.. for the popup player... The first track in the player is my "Happy Holidays" tune... Let me know what u think! :) thanx! ozone333 [Electronic music] http://www.ozone333.com

Poem 7
© By Bobby G. Blackley Jr. I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Hot For You
A couple had been married for 50 years. They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning when the wife says, "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together." "I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here naked as a jaybird fifty years ago." "Well," Granny snickered. "Let's relive some old times." Where upon, the two stripped to the buff and sat down at the table. "You know, honey," the little old lady breathlessly replied, "My nipples are as hot for you today as they were fifty years ago" "I wouldn't be surprised," replied Gramps. "One's in your coffee and the other is in your oatmeal."

A Guide
I met him on a site like this It wasn't long ago We dated and I trusted him Just why I'll never know Things were great or so I thought I didn't have a clue Till one day when things went wrong he broke my heart in two He lied and kept things from me a snake now plain to see a low life lying coward that's all he'll ever be Since that time I've moved on and my eyes are open wide I think before I jump in now my experience is my guide

Untitled
With the pain that is in my heart as I try not to fall apart.. I once again made the mistake and started to love again.. What was I thinking that it will all work out that all that matters is what is in your heart.. Haaaa I say its all a mystery in so many ways.. Does everyone deserve to be loved?? Or is love like a precious dove.. Things come and things go and once you notice your all alone.. But this time its different and brought me to light.. That I will not longer put up fights.. I will resend and back away yet once again.. Love is no longer on its way.. It cause to much pain and misery.. Leaving me bleeding internally. For once I realize its time for me to stand alone and stay alone as no one can comperhend me until I grow old.. For over 10 years I have waited for that special someone.. But all I got was a bunch of dum ones.. Wasted 7 1/2 years of my life trying to hold on to what was the love of my life.. Haaa I say as he cheated on me day after day.. Was I an idiot to

Contest For Lttle Girls
So as I have received questions about rules for this contest. The comments and ratings will be added together for first prize and second prize. There is also a prize for the little girl with the most ratings. You may comment bomb. Please keep it clean please. This contest is for little girls not grown women. No rude comments for others in the contest. If I recieve word there are rude e-mails being sent to other mothers the contest will be closed and prizes will be giving out at that time. If any questions please e-mail. Remember contest opens Friday 12pm(EST) and rusn till January 5th at 9pm(EST). Good luck to all.

This Is How I Love You
I want to: crawl under your skin baby. make your blood boil with lust. dreams and show you what love is. then crush you. I want to see you cry the tears that deserve to fall. and your heart is cold. I want to shatter it. I'd never dream physical pain on you dear. just mental anguish and oh. how I'd revel in it. no. I'd never wish death on you. I just hope someone that you love dies. I want you to cringe in disgust when you breathe. and I want you to fucking hurt. dear love. I never want you to be happy. and I'd gladly slit my wrists in front of you. if only I'd have the pleasure of seeing your face everytime you tried to sleep. with that on your fragile mind. I want you to die emotionally. but live forever. this is how I love you.

Advices Before I Die
The bright sun is set. The heart beats of my life Is at its ends. It is time to die, Leaving the love, the family, And the friends. The time you will hear, That I am dead, don't shed a drop of tear. thinking it was my destiny, Accept it as it is all fair. The time you will hear, That I am no more. don't cry, so I could leave happily. You can do that much for me, I am sure. Don't feel bad for my death, As I don't wish to live anymore. Let me die, as There is no hope left to live for. Come, And comfort everyone. Join my family, Be around them. Be there, For the final goodbye, As for me, You are one of them. Don't feel guilty, For the times You hurt me, I have already forgave you. Please do the same for me, For the times I bothered you. Whenever you remember me, Take out my poems, As they are all written for you. Read them, Yet don't shed tears, Knowing how much I loved you. Don't let anyone rip them, Or publish them anywhere. Because

The Light Shines
Its a new day and a new light.. I must have slept maybe no more the two to three hours last night.. Waking up to a new day and a new light.. The light is back in my eyes and the heart is closed back to stone.. What a roller coaster that was to rise and fall like the light day.. To be happy to see another star shine so bright.. God has blessed me in so many ways.. Today I say New Beginings are near and the hell with this year.. The past is the past and the future is yet to come.. Who know what that might lead.. But hey don't you all feel me on that one.. May the new year bring more joy to my life as this one has been a struggle that almost consumed my life.. But now I open knew doors and see things in a different light that shines so bright.. Thank god for friends and loved ones.. Thank god for stupidity and ignorance for all of these things I have encountered which made me stronger.. May you all be blessed in the new year and protect your heart from those that try to

Piece Of Trash......glock In The Stash.....
In my closet sits a gat Why am i condemned to this Bitch what blap N you aint want none of that Why cant i find bliss I got these drugs in my hat And a gat on my hip Thats why i dip When i see dem lights Thats why i Crip Cant avoid these fights Confined to flip These drugs....til i reach new heights Thats why i sip On all those painful nights I confide only in the struggle Its the only thing i wish i could strangle I let my life dangle Into a myst of the abyss I clench in my fist a bottle of Crys My childhood missed what the fuck did i miss Now this life i dissed fuck its death i diss And give daps too Too Hell wit this life i stay true After all i escaped I need to go before i get raped Of the life in my breath FuCC this life, the fuCC if death Can take me or you? Walk with me you wont fall I would have fell if it werent for blue I'll give it my all stand tall! Take my hand my help.....so you wont fall...

When You Love Someone
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were

My New Years Survey..yeah Yeah.. Its Lame
.Who was the first person you talked to in 07? i think i was talking to myself honestly 2. The first person you hugged? i havent hugged anyone yet 3. The first person you called? my friend in cali 4. The first person you texted? 10 people, and the messages havent sent yet 5. The first drink you drank? i was working on some parrot bay 6. The first person that called you? friend jesse 7. The first person that texted you? everyone did, like at the same time...my fucking responses havent sent yet. 8. Have you talked to all of your top 8 yet? i want to talk to the cure, and gwar and lords of acid , oh yeah i want to fondle, i mean talk to type o negative...sure 9. Any of them? i wish :O). 10. Who was the 1st person to hang up on you? no one has yet 11. What was the first thing you watched on TV? cops 12.Who was the first person you thought of? myself, naturally 13. What was the first thing you ate? k f c .. and it was bomb diggity 14. What

Taking My Ass To Russia!
Ok, listen up those of you who do not have a life and wish to pretend that you have found the man/woman of your dreams here on CT; get a damn grip! I for one will, shall and continue to flirt, post, sexually harass the opposite sex anytime, every time I log onto CherryTap! OMG! I have only chatted with a few on here and if I so much as chat or add someone to my family or friends list some of you have a duck; which by the way is something I do not wish to see. Look, I am a sexually deprived man and I flirt, cut up and have all kinds of fun and I do it with whom I want and where I want to! I do not have time for someone acting like I am cheating or having an affair on our “Internet relationship”; go purchase a damn dog, giant vibrator or something. When the Good Lord gave out beauty He must have put your brains in the makeup kit purse and you still have not found it! Why in the World do some people get all upset if I, you or the damn ALEINS from Mars flirt with others on

My Love
Ain't another woman that could take your spot my... If I wrote you a symphony Just to say how much you mean to me (What would you do?) If I told you you were beautiful Would you date me on the regular? (Tell me would you?) Well baby I've been around the world But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you) This ring here represents my heart But there is just one thing I need from you (say I do) (Yeah,) Because I can see us holding hands Walking on the beach our toes in the sand I can see us on the country side Sittin' on the grass laying side by side You can be my baby Let me make you my lady Girl you amaze me Ain't gotta do nothin' crazy See all I want you to do is be my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that could take your spot my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that could take your

Hooray
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You

I´m Numb
Today I was numb. I couldn´t cry at all. I could think about it, but I couldn´t feel. I went through her jewelry today. And I am wearing her slippers. It sounds weird to say that. I was just supposed to go on vacation. My family reunion. In the Florida Keys, no less. I was going to have so much fun. But every bit of fun I had was marred by one thing: worry and fear. I chose not to be there while it was happening. I can´t watch someone die. I just can´t. But I was there afterwards. And we made all the funeral arrangements and took care of her things, and held a memorial service. It was overwhelming. And now I am numb today. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Goodbye grandma.......

Quiz 4
Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]grab my ass.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]fuck me ... [ ]Love me.. [ ]Ha

Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!!!!!
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Rip Dad
Dadyy went to heaven, but i need him heare today, my tummy hurts and i fell down, i need him right away, operatoer can you tell me how to find him in this book? is heaven in the yellow part, i dont kno where to look, i think my mommy needs him too, at night i hear her cry. i hear her call his name sometimes, but i really dont know why. maybe if i call him he will hurry home to me is heaven very far away, is it across the sea? he's been gone a long,long time he needs to come home now! i really need to reach him, i simply dont know how. help me find the number please, is it listed under "heaven"? i can't read these big big words , i am only tweelve. i'm sorry operator, i didn't mean to make you cry, is your tummy hurting too or is their something in your eye? if i call my church maybe they will kno daddy said when i need help that's where we should go i found the number to my church tacked up o

A Piece Of Advice From Bill Gates!
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Hate To Death
I just want to sit and cry I just want to ball up and die I hate the way you've made me feel I can't take this way I always feel I hate the way you think of me I hate the way that I think of you! I hate the fact that you came back I hate the way I think of me I hate this life I hate this world I hate that you are here I hate that you are not I see the way you look at me I feel the way you see I see the things you say about me I feel the way you seethe I hate the things that have happened I hate the things yet to come I hate the way you think of me I hate what you've become! I know you will never see these things I know I am saying this to myself I know you will never really be there I know it's just a hopeless cause I need to get these things out of me I need to make you see I need to get this out of my head I need to make this be I no longer want to think of you I no longer want to see I no longer want to wish for you By now you are dead to

Cutie With A Booty
WELL TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FANS...ESPECIALLY CURIOUS DAVE...YOU WORKED SO HARD TO GET ME TO WINNING AND THEY CANCELLED IT...GO FIGURE...LMFAO...JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU ALL...YOUR THE GREATEST...MUAHHHHHH

All About Me!!
Well my name is Ashley. Im 18 and a single mother to a little boy. I live in North Carolina and hate it. I want to get away from this place and want to get away from everyone around here. There's no need to be here so why not go?? I Like to hang out with friends, listen to music,watch movies,meet new people and best of all spend time with my son. Right now I'm attending night classes to get my GED and then afterwards I thought about going for a CNA. I quit school in the 8th grade, thought I was grown and could do it since I was 16. But come to find I wish I would have stayed in school and finished. Cause If I would have I wouldn't be where I'm at today. No job No money and can't do the things I want. I have 3 sisters. Savannah she's 10 Melissa shes 10 and Kimberly she would have been 21 but she didnt make it at birth. Me and Melissa have the same dad but different moms, me and Savannah have the same mom but different dads. I don't talk to my dad and dont care to. He showed me how much

Nfl Coaches
I was really bored and uploaded the current NFL coaches pics. If you know some of them go to try to name them without looking at the comments, (which there are none yet lol) I still need to add about 8 more, but I need to level up or pick some pics to delete to add the rest. I put this on my profile too, but this is for those of you that only read the blogs.

New For 2007
HEY EVERYONE IN CHERRY LAND!!! WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG FOR 2007 AND JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A LATE HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERONE. WELL THINGS ARE GOING ALONG WELL SO FAR. I HAVE YAHOO MESSANGER IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT ME THERE AT THE SAME NAME - NJJIGGA4LIFE. WELL JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I WANT TO FIRST SAY THAT MORE PICTURES WILL BE UP SOON. BEING IN THE MILITARY IS HARD ENOUGH SO THAT IS WHY I AM NOT ON HERE AS MUCH AS I LIKE TO BE, BUT THERE WILL BE MORE PICTURES SOON. ALSO I JUST SEEN PEOPLE COME AND GO ON THIS WEBSITE AND OTHERS. I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I FEEL THAT TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE USING THE INTERNET TO FIND HAPPINESS AND PLEASURE. I THINK THAT ALL OF THAT COMES FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I TRY TO NOT COME ON THE INTERNET TOO MUCH BECAUSE THAT INTERNET WORLD IS A GODD AND BAD PLACE TO FIND PEOPLE. I JUST WISH THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT TAKE EVERYTHING PERSONAL. IF YOU KNOW THE PERSON YOU ARE TALKING TO ONLINE, THAT I WOULD UNDERSTAND. BUT SOMEONE YOU NEVER MET OR KNOW EXCEPT FO

All Men Should Read N Do These :)
*1. Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) *2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *7 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *8 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *9 . Write her notes. (she loves them) *10 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. *11 . Play with her hair. *12 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. *13 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *14 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. *15 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. *16. Carve your names into a tree. *17 . listen to her... but REALLY listen. *18 . Give her piggyback rides. *19 . Bring her flowers just because. *20 . Treat her the same

George Remains Good At Being Bad
Something I read online today brought a memory from about 25 years ago and I thought I would share it with you... Back in 1981 I was lucky enough to spend an early afternoon drinking beer and shooting the breeze with a friend in his Dad's bar/pool parlor. Mike needed to talk with his dad about something, and although the bar really was not opening until 6PM, we went inside. The small name local band who was to play that night was rehearsing their gig for that evening and there was one guy shooting some pool on one of the tables near the back. While waiting for Mike while he met with his dad in the office, I idled my time by helping myself to a glass of tap a beer and shooting a few racks of 9 Ball while the band played in the background. After a few minutes, the guy who had been shooting in the back came up to the bar and thinking I was the bartender,asked me for a beer. I told him I didn't work here, that Gary (Mike's dad) was in a meeting in the office. He looked sorta familiar

How Pure Am I....oh Boy
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Purity Test MY RESULT:Diiiiiirty Didn’t anyone ever tell you there’s more to life than booze and being bad and making out? Maybe you missed that day of school.On the eSPIN Purity Scale (patent pending), you score 2 Purity Points out of 6. Which makes you 33% pure, give or take a couple Irish car bombs. That’s a pretty rough way to go through life, don’t you think? Maybe you should try purifying yourself. Take a couple dozen hot baths, pet some orphaned puppies and call us in the morning. Take This Quiz!

Heaven
What Happens in Heaven I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth. Finally at the farthest end of the

Going Away This Weekend
JUST A QUICK NOTE TO TELL ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT I WILL NOT BE AROUND THIS WEEKEND. MY BOYFRIEND MARK IS TAKING ME TO VISIT HIS MOTHER IN NORTH WILDWOOD, NEW JERSEY. NO COMPUTER THERE SO I WILL BE INCOMMUNICADO AGAIN. SORRY FOLKS. BUT IN THE MEANTIME LEAVE ME SOME LOVE & DO NOT FORGET TO KEEP VOTING FOR ME IN MY CONTEST. (FOR THE LINK SEE MY PLZ. VOTE FOR BLOG). NO TIME TO GRAB MY LINK NOW. SEE Y'ALL ON MONDAY AND I HOPE THAT EVERYONE WILL HAVE A VERY NICE WEEKEND. BEHAVE YOURSELVES (LOL). TAKE CARE EVERYONE ~~~~ MUCH LOVE ~~~~ MZ. PONYGIRLSUE

10 Days
Day 1. Move into new house Day3. Car fails M.O.T so taken off the road Day 5. Electrics blow..... Day 6-9 waiting for electrician I was hoping to get past the 10 day mark before losing my car and getting a huge eletrcians bill....

The Air And The Blood
The Air and The Blood With evry beat of our hearts Cruelty and Fate have kept us aprt Ages of pain through time descend With evry moment wish the hurting would end For a moment I see You Smile on Your face At last You have come to me Through time and space I reach out to touch You And then You are gone With a breath and a beat My heart carries on. Each day I miss You More than the last Til someone brings You to me Out of the past Now that I have found You Ill never let go My love to You You will always know You are the Air And the Blood to me And together we will stay for all Eternity For Rayne I Love You

The Rainbow And Real Fun
The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

I'm Having A Bad Day
Why is it when I thought that everything is going as planned, suddening backfire? I guess that I don't have much to do with it, but deal with it on my own. It hurts to even think of what the people that I'm close to are going to think. They may ask me, What is wrong? At first I may make up an excuse, but then tears will start to fall. Then finally, everything is let loose. All of frustration and my pain is shown. Some may understand, some won't care, and others will get mad and yell at me. I wish I could just run away from my problems, but I can't. So I'm stuck in a world on my own in my own terms. It may seem to be no big deal, but to me.. it is.

Just Stopping In
Just stoppin in to let ya all know that I haven't died or nothing, I have been really busy, we got all this damn snow and ice and it really sucks ass...anywhos, I am still here somewhere, so plz if ya visit my profile drop me a line...Take care all of you and be safe in all you do, I will be back at a later date to maybe update my profile and change it a bit, till then......Laterz

One Day...
We are all time Travelers- as tomorrow will always be our destination--- So---- What have you done to personally make days yet to arrive great ones?? * Did you show a little patience with a loud child in a restaurant or store today?- One of the best ways to teach tolerance and acceptance is to show people that we tolerate and accept them? *Did you offer a family member with young children to--- go shopping for them, to pick up cleaning or maybe visit with them while they have their child/ children with them? People with young children say often, " It's amazing how having a 3 year old makes people not want to socialize with you!" * Smile at children when you get a chance to- it feeds and inspires young spirits to KNOW that they are approved of and enjoyed for just being who they are!

The Twist
When a twister a-twisting will twist him a twist, For the twisting of his twist, he three twines doth intwist; But if one of the twines of the twist do untwist, The twine that untwisteth untwisteth the twist. Untwirling the twine that untwisteth between, He twirls, with his twister, the two in a twine; Then twice having twisted the twines of the twine, He twitcheth the twice he had twined in twain. The twain that in twining before in the twine, As twines were intwisted he now doth untwine; Twist the twain inter-twisting a twine more between, He, twirling his twister, makes a twist of the twine.

K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement Requirements
K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement Review Requirements We have a number of endorsement options for a variety of players. For endorsement consideration, please send a complete profile packet as suggested including not just some but ALL of the following information. NOTE: IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ALL OF THE REQUIRED INFORMATION, THEN PLEASE WAIT UNTIL YOU DO HAVE ALL THE INFORMATION COMPILED TOGETHER BEFORE SUBMITTING IT TO K.G.B. Guitars FOR CONSIDERATION OF ENDORSEMENT. INCOMPLETE SUBMISSIONS WILL NOT BE CONSIDERED. Artist/Band Info & Requirements Artist or Band's latest CD Previous discography DVD (if available) Artist/Band promo photo (preferably agency style glossy) Artist/Band website URL Address List of guitars used & equipment list of artist requesting K.G.B. Guitars endorsement Brief Synopsis - Written explaining why the artist feels K.G.B. Guitars is a good fit for them Please explain any special instrument specification requirements they ma

On Being Me....
On my page its says Im Southren, Im Wiccan and Im a Bitch....I consider myself very proud and honoured to be all three. On bein Southren....No I aint from the deep south Im just a hick from Kentucky but I wave my confederate flag with pride...And no I am NOT a racist! Lets not git thangs confused here. I have taken more than a few ass chewins over my showin of the flag. I am against prejudice of any kind and for many years would not even allow a con. flag in my home, yet when Ga. decided to remove the flag because of the controversy and its connections with the klan I got to thinking how sad that was because the flag has such deep ties with the souths heritage and did have long before the negative connotations with any organizations, it IS after all just a flag, and can only mean whatever mean what meaning we ascribe to it....So instead of seeing it as a symbol of prejudice death and hatred I see it as a symbol of my heritage and roots for which I am proud. So, with that said, Ill k

Women Only
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Detailed Blog On Rewards
We are wanting members in the Angel Family to help eachother out...it's like teamwork where we all get together to help eachtother out. For those that want VIC gifts need to send me a llink or links to where they've been bombing comments. I will be offering VIC gifts every 2 weeks, if i had more bucks i would i would do it every 3 days or a week, but for now it will be every 2 weeks. The gifts are a way of me and maria saying thank you for helping the family out. We now have roughly 15 members and still growing, our goal is to get as big as we can get, and with eachother's help and support, we can do it. Don't forget to pass the word around to your other friends. Happy Trails to all :)

I Dont Know....
I feel like the worst granddaughter in the world. My Grandpa had a heart attack some time last week, the doctors are even sure when it happened. I found out on Friday night when my grandma called to tell me. I tried to be strong and not cry for her sake but I couldn't hold it in for too long. I intended to go visit him on Saturday but all I could see in my head was my grandpa hooked up to IV's and having tubes and machines hooked up and starting to get tearie eyed. It hurts to just imagine him like that. I don't want to see it. So I didn't go on Saturday. I told myself i would go today, but I couldn't bring myself to go again. I Started getting choked up and didn't want to show my weakness in front of him. From the sounds of it he is doing much better than he was when he first went in, but just talking and thinking about what could have happened makes me start to cry. I can't imagine my papa not being here. Or Maybe its that I can see it and I don't like it. I don't know but I feel lik

Poetry
Well here is my first one let me know what ya think--I will ost a new one every other day-- "A Lover'S Wish" May are love bind us Like a lock with no key. May are hearts join In joyous praise of one another. May are minds fill with visions Of the life we'll have together. May are souls unite To form a power never seen before. So when you become my wife I'll promise you my love for life. Dennis Ray Ankrom Copyright ©2007 Dennis Ray Ankrom

Counseling
Well , I guess to start i must say i recieved a phone call yesterday from a friend i see once a month. now he has some issues, he has a loaded gun and a depression problem , he called me to see if i was really his friend . I assured him I am his friend , he wants to end it so his family can collect insurance and not worrie about money. the man is 51 married to a woman that loves him deeply, Adopted his nephew as a son for his brother, I needed a place to stay 2 years ago and no questions, he handed me a set of keys to an apartment, he has a heart of gold and feels with his now financial troubles that if he kills himself his family will be taken care of, but i told him that the money would be spoiled due to the fact his wife and son need him! not the extra money. I suggested a counselor, i dont think he will ever go for professional help, but i know he really dont want to do it.I HOPE! i dont know which direction to go with this , i cant just call the police or a hospital or he will lo

A New Song Or Two To Listen To While Youre Reading Blogs,..
you guys go visit my myspace page,.. www.myspace.com/hymnalzmusic and check out the music ive been workin on and leave me a comment, to tell me what chall think thanks guys =)

A Story On How I Got The Name Jujuangel
As many as you know my name is Julie...Back when I was wayyyyyy younger and babysat. My friends daughter who was 2 at the time couldnt say Julie so she called me Juju..She is now 20 yrs old and still calls me Juju,her kids do too....Dang I feel old now...Just added the angel part cause I am a certified nurses aide,I enjoy helping people.

Here I Am Back And Ready
OMG I am so glad to be ack online however they are calling for bad ice so I hope our power does not go out, but yes I am back and plan on working this thing hard tonight!!!!! Kisses Alyse

My Candy Heart Says
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Memories
I love the music of Sara McLachlin...this song brings back memories of a past time. What is a memory?..you know..whilst somebody lives in our memory..they are not dead..merely around the corner. I refuse to tell anybody I will not remember themmfor to me that is like wishing them dead..and I have not that right ...enjoy the song..and its message..live life..don't let it pass you by... Music Video:I WILL REMEMBER YOU (by Sarah McLachlan)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Ok Hows This Thing Work
Im new here my friend Scott put me up to it. I got tired of hearing about his Girl and thought Id check this shit for myself. I dont know mch about computers and evenless about the net so yall let me know how this shit works. Why it makes noise and how do I get friends? I dont have any pics or a digital camera. So will people still be cool with me or what. Yall holla Peace

Poor Poor Guy!!!!!
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped prisoner, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

My Berth Date
Your Birth Month is June Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

I'm Sorry
I feel horrible right at this very moment. I told a dear frieand of mine that I would hang out with her because today is her birthday. And instead, I went and took more pics for my modeling portfolio with my brother. And I feel horrible because I told someone that I would call them yesterday and I didn't because I didn't keep track of what time it is so I missed the time that I could call him. I am so sorry. I wanted to call him today but I couldn't because I didn't wake up until about one this afternoon. So yeah, I have had a pretty shitty day today.

A Woman Should Have...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to quit a Job Break up with a lover and confront a friend without ruining the friendship EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That she can't change The length of her calves, The width of her hips, or The nature of her parents... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That her childhood May not have been Perfe

Modern Living!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13.

81 Ways To Say I Love You
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M\'bi fe Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T\'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Cree (Plains) - Kisakihitan Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki\' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Minä rakastan sinua French - Je t\'aime, Je t\'adore Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Georgian - Mikvarhar German - Ich liebe dich Greek - S\'agapo Gujarati - Hoo thuna

Have A Nice Day
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Humor For Uniform
Dear Ma and Pa, I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. but I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you until noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route marches," which the platoon sergeant says are lo

~to Realize~
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when

Bomb Him!! Rate Him!!
Hi to all! I am asking for you to show some luv on this bothas page! Yep you got, its my son....and YES he is old enough. He's 19,he;s new on here and needs a little help. chris_perkins@ CherryTAP

Omg
ohhh this bloody snow..i hate it..i just ended up on me backside..made a few teenagers laugh...but i couldnt get up for laughing meself..lmao..gonna have a few bruises but never mind.just had to vent me feelings then.....stoppid weather lol

Can You Believe This!!!! I Can't!!!
Time is running out for me again. I don't have a special lady to give a Valentine to. So here is my love to all of my friends, family and fans. Have a happy Valentines Day. I hope to get a Valentine from each and every one of my special friends, Family and fans. Show me that there is someone out there that still cares. Love ya all. Rock on party hard and run through life naked. Life is short. XOXOXOXOXOXXOXOOXXOXOXOXOXOXOOX

Dj's Are Mind Readers
DJs ARE EXPERT MIND READERS When requesting a song from the DJ, just say "play my song", or "it goes something like this" then hum a few bars! We have a chip implanted in our heads with an unlimited database with the favorite tunes of every patron who ever walked into a bar & all songs ever recorded, so feel free to be vague, we love the challenge. If we do not remember exactly what tune you want, we're only kidding. DJs know every song ever recorded, so keep humming. Hum harder if need be ... it helps jog the memory. If a DJ tells you they do not know a song you want to hear, they either forgot that they know the tune or they are just putting you on. Try singing a few words for the DJ. Any words. It also helps to scream your request from across the room several times per set followed by the phrases, "AW COME ON!" and, "YOU SUCK!" Exaggerated hand gestures expressing disapproval from the dance floor are a big help as well, such as the thumbs down or your middle

What The Hell Is The World Coming To???
its to the point where if you fart in public your ass is getting kicked by the cops. Not all cops are bad but its assholes like this that makes the good ones look bad. fucking pigs

Just Like A Star!
Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Honour to love you Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, You've got this look i can't describe, You make me feel like I'm alive, When everything else is au fait, Without a doubt you're on my side, Heaven has been away too long, Can't find the words to write this song, Oh.,.. Your love, Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, I have come to understand, The way it is, It's not a secret anymore, 'cause we've been through that before, From tonight I know that you're the only one, I've been confused and in the dark, Now I understand, I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, I wonder why i

Democratic Centralism
Democratic Centralism by MC17 & MC11 Published MIM Notes 51, April 1991 "It is, I think, almost universally realized at present that the Bolsheviks could not have retained power for two and a half months, let alone two and a half years, without the most rigorous and truly iron discipline in our Party..." - V.I. Lenin(1) Democratic centralism is a principle of organization that can be used (or abused) by any functioning group. The democratic part of the term defines the equal participation and voice expected from all members of the organization. The centralism refers to the mandate that all members uphold all decisions made by the democratic processes of the organization. In practical terms this translates into real participatory democracy within, but with strict discipline expected from all members. Even if one member disagrees with a decision, s/he is expected to uphold the decision externally while working from within to convince other members that they are wrong. This me

Mother’s Love
Do you remember when I was a baby, crawling across the floor? I was an angel then, a kid you could adore. But as you knew those days didn’t last. I started walking and talking, growing up fast. Then as a kid when I’d scrap a knee, you were always there to comfort me. Then I was a teenager, a young man if you will. Thinking I knew it all but growing up still. No matter what I done or the trouble I found, you were always there for me when I came around. You the streets raised me, but that isn’t true. The good qualities I have, I got those from you. I don’t hit on women or disrespect any other. Those are just two of the qualities that I got from you Mother. You gave me a big heart, you taught me to care. I want to “Thank you” Mother, for always being there. Each night when I pray to the good Lord above, I thank Him for you, and your Mother’s love. Lanny Russell

Rip Cherry Tap Member
http://cherrytap.com/user/570113 THIS IS ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS THAT DIED OF OVARIAN CANCER AND SHE WILL BE MISSED BY US ALL SHE WAS A LOVING AND CARING PERSON I HAVE LOST A GREAT FRIEND SO IF U COULD REPOST AND SEND SOME LOVE THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS For one week of my life, I was touched by a pure love. A love that came from a friend that would steal my heart. To this day there is a hole in my heart. A spot I had reserved for her, she wiggled her way into my life, and I was willing to let her in. But today things are a little less brighter, a little less happier. I lost my friend, my soul mate, my happiness. I am saddened to learn that she has passed away, and I am angered that this world has lost yet another beautiful soul. But she is in a better place now, with no wars, no poverty, no prejudice. I wish I could join her, but I can't so all I have are memories......one week of my life. I love you Ashley Rest in Peace. (repost of o

Hurt On Valentines Day
well i didnt tell him but he hurt me on valentines day. He had the gift he was suppose to get me built up to be untoppable. It would have been a nice gift but it could have been topped. I only wanted on thing ( i wont say it cause he knows deep inside what it was.) but the point is why say and build things up if u arent going to follow through with them. If you forget then its the same as not doing anything IF you have it built up to be something its not. I will admit the gift he told me he had planned to get me was nice. But he knows i wouldnt have had any time to myself to enjoy it. I have 3 kids so where do i get time to enjoy anything dealing with a spa package. Just like at xmas he talked about how he was going to get me a ring and have our daughter give it and a note to me asking me to marry her daddy. I was so looking forward to that then it never happened. Looks like i would be use to him not following through. and something told me when he kept saying how good of a gif

Make No Apologies...
I stare, I can't help it. I love the human form. So much so that I can't not stare. Reveling in the beauty...it's like slipping slowly, sleepily into warm water. I'm constantly feeling like I've been "caught" but I can't make any more apologies for it. It's who I am. Watching someone beautiful do something as mundane as turn the page in a book captivates me the same way leaves do when they're dancing at twilight in the summer breeze. Or fireflies...a little speck of brightness in a sometimes very dark world. I make no apologies. A beautiful friend, who heart I'm connected to by an invisible string of lifetimes, or a sensuous stranger who serves no other purpose but as a masterbatory point of reference. I make no apologies. In the movie "Unfaithful" there is a brilliant quote that banned me from guilt: "There are no mistakes in life. There are things you do, and things you don't do." I make no apologies.

The Seamstress
One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "My dear child, why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with pearls. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a silver thimble ringed with sapphires. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy. Some years later, the seamstress was walki

Hell
Hell Throughout the ages, religion has used a powerful weapon to maintain a chokehold on its believers and attack its skeptics: the fear of Hell. The invention of Hell has done very well. It has been used to manipulate people into maintaining ones faith even though it may do very little to mold behavior outside of pleasant conversation or philosophical discussion. The fear of eternal damnation is very real to people despite the fact there is absolutely no concrete proof of its existence. Once again, the line between reality and fantasy has been purposefully blurred. Hell is less real than the television Town of Mayberry except Hell's imaginary ruler must be an extremely bizarre incarnation. The faithful are led to believe an actual spiritual war is going on right now. Beautiful angels are at constant odds with cunning devils, demons and creatures too horrible to imagine. God and his white-feathered friends on one side are battling Satan and his leather-skinne

Always Wear Underwear
Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle. From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Walmart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underwear turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, rearranged his private parts and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband, who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

So Called Love
Anyone that says that love is a beautiful thing has never had their Heart ripped apart and stomped on. It feels like you just want to tear it out just to stop the pain. This is a pain I put up against any physical pain out there. I digs into your soul and drives you to the brink of insanity. Maybe someday the pain will go away , but I promise you'll never be the same. It will always be there Knawing at the back of your mind sometimes creeping out. For most people they are stong enough to hold it back and I hope for me I am strong enough for right night now it doesn't feel like it.

Change
Well as the seasons change. So does the world. We still have freinds in danger in far away lands and freinds heading to those lands to help, not fully knowing what they are getting into. Relationships start and others end. While some just hang in the balance waiting to see the future. We all as humans wonder about the future while holding on to the past and really not knowing where we are in the present. All I can say is hang on for the ride and brace yourself for whatever comes your way. In the end all we can ask is to survive and come out of it all in one piece. Welcome to life. Good Luck

Bad News Again
I got a call from the Dr.'s office yesterday.. My creatinine is very high right now and I am now showing more symptoms of kidney failure. I guess the steroids didn't work. Don't really know where or what to do from here, but I'm scared. I haven't really talked about it until now. Maybe I think that if I talk about it, it will be real. I'm not ready for this ride. Just when you think everything is getting better life slaps me upside the face again. Guess it's my life and it's not gonna stop slapping me. Sometimes I wonder if this is punishment for something that I've done. Maybe if I was a better person, I wouldn't have to be in so much pain or fear. Maybe then I could live and be happy.

What I Want
OK, I know I'm a hopeless romantic but I love me like that!!! The real question is could you be what I want and if you are then why don't I know it yet??? What I Want I want to brag about you to all of my friends I want to say to them, for her beauty never ends I want to hold you in my arms while you lie on my chest I want to watch you sleep, knowing that you're the best I want to romance you with sweet poetry and song I want to make sure that for my love, you'll never long I want to ensure that you're always treated with respect I want to surprise you in ways that you'd never expect I want to move the hair from your face when we kiss I want to love all of you, and baby nothing would I miss I want to kiss you, be it in the sunshine or in the rain I want to be there to protect you from any and all pain I want to sneak up behind you and give you a hug I want to look at you and on my heart feel a gentle tug I want to cause you to hang up the phon

Don't Mess With Mom. Lol
My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than mind control, And it

Results
THE WINNERS AREEEEEE...... JUDGES CHOICE MJBLETTE ..... 2 OF THE 3 JUDGES PICKED THIS BUTT MJBLETTE ALSO WON ON RATINGS WITH 18 PEOPLE THAT RATED HIS PIC WTG MJBLETTE YOU WILL BE GETTING A 4 DAY BLAST FOR WINNING 1ST AND 2ND PLACE AND BILLY WON ON COMMENTS WITH 1052 WTG U WILL GET A 1 DAY BLAST!! THANKS TO ALL OF YOU GUYS THAT WHERE IN MY FIRST CONTEST AND HOPE YOU HAD FUN!! GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS TO MY JUDGES AND CHECK THEIR PAGES AND PICS OUT... DREAMEYED GYPSY KANDI KANE THANKS LADIES FOR YOUR HELP :-)!!! I WILL GET YOU GUYS YOUR BLAST IF NOT TONIGHT WITHIN THE NEXT FEW DAYS!! THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE HUGS AND KISSES MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

I Fuckin Rock!
I just thought I'd toot my own horn since noone else is going to do it. I've realized that I do alot and so do most people and we should get thanked sometimes for it. I go to work and work 40 hours then come home and clean like a good little maid, pay all the bills, do laundry and dishes, and make dinner, and take care of the animals, and then in my spare time after doing all that is mine time. I know I'm not the only one who does all this but dammit..I'm deserve a little gratitude from the people I live with. So instead of them giving it to me, I;m giving it to myself..I fuckin rock!!

Why I Choose My Perfession
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy. The true neighbor will risk his position, his prestige, and even his life, for the welfare of others." ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

Defeat
I've lost hope... I quit. 4 days till my flight and she has still not called written or reached me in any way. I suppose I should have known better. I know most love is blind and I must be Ray Charles. today is the day. If I hear nothing I cancel my flight. Jesus Fucking Christ!! I did not want it like this. Fuck.

Developer For Imvu
What is IMVU you may ask...well it's a 3D chat messenger where your avi can move around..and well it's fun because you can buy all sorts of stuff with credits...or buy your avi name and start making stuff...you own what you make. So it's really fun. I have products already on my profile selling really well. You can find my page here: http://avatars.imvu.com/0oMysticFabo0 Go check it out sign up and add me too it will be so much fun...and homepages can be customized too :P Mystic

I'm Almost There..
Went to the doctor this am for a one month check and my BP is back to normal so I don't have to go on BP meds..woohoo... I've lost 13 pounds...only 28 more to reach my goal...woohoo... I sill miss my oreos but not as much as I used too...lol. Cutting out the junk food and cutting back on my portions has helped a lot. I won't say it's been easy but I'm not giving up now.. I feel a lot better and after getting on the scale today I feel a lot better about myself.. Woohoo I'm so happy I could cry... It's a beautiful day....

Cognizance
Perhaps it is a certain resonance; a thrumming that blots and blurs rational thought. This and that and then the other; but in what order were they meant? The concepts skew and loose definition whilst they swirl through the sieve of thought, slipping through the whole into an oblivion of never having been.

Another Poem
You broke my heart when you left me, No words could discribe the pain. We never talk anymore. I miss you all the same. Tears been cried and hearts broken. Yet Magic hides where No words been Spoken. Monica Matthews Copyright ©2007 Monica Matthews

Romantic Endeavors
Blissful Sleeping, Joyous Leaping.. (You see all this trash when love's in season) Yesterday i caught myself in love's season it couldnt have any reason, and i was just leavin My friends didnt even relent Even after i swore she was heaven sent but they really dont understand heart matters its too much stress i guess, this i gather i remember when it was too stressful for me and also for the lady named Tiffany. Could it be we found solace in each others words? Can you find compassion within nouns and verbs? either way i found her appealing, in vocabulary lust my days and nights were given to musts! ..dusk was for urges and mornings for surges when my emotions became hard to mask, i asked could this last. then somehow or another we fell out of touch, or mayhaps, perhaps enough was too much. I was given to planning trips to kiss her lips. you cant romance a nick made me come to grips and love became another development arrested. Thus compassion was lost. the love neve

They Can Talk The Talk, But They Can't Walk The Walk
So I haven't heard from DJ I'm An Ass/Haunted Face, and her Man, Swabbie Cannon Fodder.. (You know the Marines do all the work anyways) I guess they decided to crawl back into their holes for good. Of course you know if he tried to make the threats against me as he did another user, well lets just say it would not be pretty. I think people like them and our birdie friend are a bad aspect of the Tap and hopefully everyone out there knows there are more to the Tap than a few bad As. err Apples. I've been discovering how the Tap operates from aspects of Management, Ownership all the way down to the Bouncers. If they even think they can get Myspace investment money, they better think again, especially after the talks I had with them, and their response. As they say, what comes around, goes around. I am glad that I live a good life and have such good friends.

Defination Of Love
Love is a two-way street, one way is back. The other way, a treat. When one goes back, there's no turning round. To go forward, is much better I found. Go forward into love, do not be shy. Follow your heart, try not to cry. Cause when you reach, the end of the street. Your smile will be found, for half a mile.

A Reminder
This is a reminder to myself for my next blog topic: The hypocrisy of being oneself in today's world How the neglect and denial of who a child is can ruin their self esteem and their life. § Jessica § Okay, so yeah, this one took me a while to get back to. I am no longer in the class that lets me get on the computers everday, so that is why I am not online as often as I would like to be. So anyway, here we go. The phrase, "Be yourself." What does this mean to you? To act the way you want, no matter what anyone else says? Or does it mena to be yourself, but limit it to whatever degree necessary in order to fit in? Or does it mean foolishness to you? That those that are themselves and not who people want them to be are freaks? To me, it means the first, though those options are only a few of the countless interpretations of that saying. Damn it... class over again. § Jessica §

Chyeah Yuh
I got woke up at 7:40 this morning because of my gay ass lil brother Mason who's 3. He ran into my room and started jumping on me. I didn't even fucking do anything to the lil brat and he starts crying and tells my parents that i hit him and I get my ass chewed out for nothing. And i'm forced to say sorry. Wtf!?!?!? I feel like crap. My brother probably gave me the flu. I swear to god, Ian has pretty much been spending the night in the bathroom, and when he does go in there hes in there for a good 5-10 minutes. Its pretty bad. He can't get a break from it at all. It started to get better but yesturday afternoon it got worse again. Ya know that song "I wanna fuck you" by Akon. Its soooo overplayed. I hate it. Same with songs like Smack that, irreplaceable. But it may just be me because I can listen to a song 3 times over and get sick of it lol. Skylar (my niece) is going to be 1 on March 28th. Thats a big deal lol. I'll probably have to put up with the whole damn family. Aunts,

Beauty...
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com BEAUTY AND THE POET SAID, SPEAK TO US OF BEAUTY. AND HE ANSWERED: WHERE SHALL YOU SEEK BEAUTY, AND HOW SHALL YOU FIND HER UNLESS SHE HERSELF BE YOUR WAY AND YOUR GUIDE? AND HOW SHALL YOU SPEAK OF HER EXCEPT SHE BE THE WEAVER OF YOUR SPEECH? THE AGGRIEVED AND THE INJURED SAY, "BEAUTY IS KIND AND GENTLE,.. LIKE A YOUNG MOTHER HALF-SHY OF HER OWN GLORY SHE WALKS AMONG US.." AND THE PASSIONATE SAY " NAY, BEAUTY IS A THING OF MIGHT AND DREAD. LIKE THE TEMPEST SHE SHAKES THE EARTH BENEATH US, AND THE SKY ABOVE US." THE TIRED AND WEARY SAY " BEAUTY IS OF SOFT WHISPERINGS..SHE SPEAKS IN OUR SPIRIT. HER VOICE YIELDS TO OUR SILENCES LIKE A FAINT LIGHT THAT QUIVERS IN FEAR OF THE SHADOW." BUT THE RESTLESS SAY, " WE HAVE HEARD HER SHOUTING AMONG THE MOUNTAINS..AND WITH HER CRIES CAME THE SOUND OF HOOFS..AND THE BEATING OF WINGS..AND THE ROARING OF LIONS." AT NIGHT, THE WATCHMEN OF THE CITY SAY " BEA

Last Call For Entering Best Wolf Morph Contest
Hello out there to you Cherries. I'm throwing my first CT contest. It is going to be the best wolf morph contest. So please come and help me out. STILL HAVE OPENINGS. First place prize: Porsche or Corvette Second place prize: Diamond Ring or Rolex Third place prize: Diamond Earrings or Men's Bracelet. Contest starts this Sunday at 1pm EST and ends the following Sunday, March 11 at 1pm. Rules: Comment,rate, bomb yourself, have friends bomb you. Most comments win. One Rule: NO DRAMA, NO DOWNGRADING OTHER PEOPLE. I DO NOT DEAL WITH ANY DRAMA. THIS IS FOR FUN AND PRIZES. ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONTACT ME AT MY LINK BELOW IF YOU WANT SOME FUN: Dove~Member of the Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP

Survey
Name: Adam Date of Birth: 7-10-80 Birthplace: Reading, PA Current Location: Mohnton, PA Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'6" Heritage: Dont know Piercings: no Tattoos: Not yet ( cant decide on what I want ) Favourite: Band/Singer: I like all different kinds of music Song: Who knows Movie: Too many to choose from Disney Movie: Cars TV show: Scrubs Color: Red Food: Pasta Pizza topping: Steak Ice-Cream Flavor: Coffe Drink (alcoholic): Amaretto and Coke Soda: Mountain Dew

New Poem #76
DEEP WITHIN I've done my time in hell Seeking now only a paradise Knowing I can have it with you Always adoring you, always loving you All I can say is don't let go of me There's something so good about you That makes me feel so alive I know its only you who Keeps and holds my soul I searched everywhere, anywhere There's nowhere I can hide How I feel about you Its only you that keeps me living When I watch you leave, I die inside Needing you here with me, next to me Knowing I'll be stronger for it all Seeing you go kills me a little more So scared something will go wrong But I'll be strong deep within I'm always here for you Awaiting your love once again

What Is Submission?
Some Thoughts About Submission by jade What is submission? Submission is a word that we hear tossed around pretty often lately but I often wonder if most people really understand what it means. Being a "submissive" has become very popular in the D/s, BDSM fad that is sweeping the chat rooms and websites. There's even a fashion and cultural trend based on some of the facets of the BDSM lifestyle. You can find collars and leather fetish items being worn by the rich and famous or you can have dinner in one of New York's newest, trendy restaurants that features all the trappings of the lifestyle dungeon, complete with submissive waiters and waitresses. All of these things are interesting and amusing but they are not a true picture of what it's all about. Submission isn't a fad or a role playing game that we see so often online and at clubs, and you aren't a submissive because you like to be tied up and have kinky sex once in awhile. So what is it? Submission is the act of surre

From: The Nice Guy
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

How I Become A Vanpire
tall im about 7 foot2 born as a pure vampire my father was count vladamore from translvania born in the deepest pitts of a carvern by a foreseer that predicted i would RULE THE WORLd and unleash a greater force of evil that anyone man or beast has ever seen. death is just an illusion to really know the story about me, i must take you back, back to where it all began. silence filed the air in the castle as a women screamed in pain. thunder stroke the sky in a powerful embrace as evil breeched the mortal world. "its a boy." a nursemaid whispered. moments later another dreaded scream peirced the silence. " a girl" a voice wispered. "twins, it's a sign the ancient gods have blessed us." seconds later a voice broke the silence. " A girl, my husband would kill her especilly since i have given him a healthy, apparently strong son." the nursemaid nodded "m'lady you must think of something you must not let him kill her. for they are twins and both will die" the mother stops and t

What Kind Of F**k Are You?
You scored as Sexy. You're damn fine and you know it. Call me?Sexy100%Hott!!93%Rough87%Freak80%Cocky73%Sloppy67%Loving53%The Virgin27%Casual27%Akward0%What kind of fuck are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Amy Lee With Seether Broken
wanted u to know, that i love the way u laugh i wanna hold u i am still your man well, i keep your photograph and i know it serves me well i wanna hold u i am still your man cause im broken, when im lonesome, and i dont wanna feel right when ur gone away... your gonnna win, u dont feel me anymore... the worst is over now, and we can breathe again, i wanna hold u i am still your babe well, theres so much love to learn, i know what love to find, i wanna hold u i am still your babe cause im broken, when im open, and i dont feel right, i am strong enough cause im broken when im lonesome and i dont feel right, when youre gone away...[3x's] your gonna win, u dont feel me anymore...

What Rapist Look For In A Target...............
This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one place women are abducted from/attack

Love
please do not need me... for i have naught to give... some days i have to reach... for the will to live... there is a barren wasteland... that used to be a heart... residing deep inside of me... before it was torn apart... was i ever really loved?... or was i just posessed?... a trinket and a plaything... just like all the rest... a "trophy" on a shelf... til u had need of me... my pain is now a badge... for all the world to see...

Happy Saint Patricks Day
Hey happy saint patricks day everybody its gonna be happy for me my middle child is turning four and she is gonna be happy she gets to go to chuckie cheese for her birthday present from mom and dad. I cant wait to see her face.

For My Cherry Tap Friends
ROSES ARE RED, VIOLETS ARE BLUE, I HAVE SO MANY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. YOU ALL ARE SO VERY SPECIAL TO ME, SO I WROTE THIS POEM JUST FOR ALL OF YOU. YOU ALL HAVE POSTED SO MANY NICE THINGS, IT JUST MAKES MY HEART SING. IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO SAY GOOD NIGHT AND GO TO BED, I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE, WHAT THE NEW DAY ON CHERRY TAP WILL BRING!! . IF YOU TRULY KNOW ME, THEN YOU KNOW I'M NOT A PERSON OF PRETEND, I'M HERE FOR YOU SO IF YOU NEED A FRIEND YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT TO DO. JUST CALL OUT MY NAME AND I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.

Good Bye Friends
If your reading this then i finally did it I'm sorry i didn't say bye there was not time under stand i was stressed livingday to day was hard and i gave it my best,but there was nothing left for me in this world to convince me to stay now. I'm long gone away just remember all the time spent over the years never cry never think bad of me.What done is done and that the way it had to be. I need you to be strong for me say your prayer everyday in my memory i'm sure it help me to earn my feathers to get some wings and a heilow and a harp and angelique things even through i'm gone and outta sight never worry about me i'm alright. This is the last people will hear from me peace i see the fam at shangri_la This is Juggalo robert 420 saying good bye.

And The Assholes Of The Day Are...*drum Roll Please*
ASSHOLES OF THE DAY... Please feel free to add to the list... ASSHOLE #1... Maureen McLaughlin...ASSHOLE!!! Central Ohio- FAKE Rescuer- drowns 650 animals!! Demoniac serial drowns 650 animals, pretending to be a rescue. There is a demon in this person's soul, who has accepted its influence to such a degree as to, blindly?, be used for serial murdering animals and keep a little fur from each victim and keep a record of what she did. Serious psychological problems. What has a grip on her with some twisted reasoning that she ought to do this? Why does she feel she should do this? Is it hate that she knows what she is doing but is driven by an evil spirit? Is it a wierd belief out of touch with reality that some demon has gotten a blind person to think is real? What lead to her first time? Was it sudden or premeditated and an obsession? Something is getting her to do this, using some hold, some wound or sinful trouble that she goes and does this, like when Cain

Untitled
Different things are pulling me each way, its driving me nuts inside each day & each night. I hate how it feels, maybe its part of a plan, I just don't know at this point, maybe I'll never understand. Different people are calling me, maybe thats what it takes for the falling of me, or my perspective should change. So much is always calling my name, the difference between ave life and shame. I'll zone in and out again, I hope you choke on bullshit like gimmicks once again.

Please Help Me!
Okay i added you in...you are allowed to comment bomb urself and promote your pic in any way!..there is no time limit..have fun and tysm for entering :) === 'crissyp25' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-15 13:53:28'.. > > /cherrytap.com/user.php?u=482319&friend=482319" target=_blank>crissyp25 @ CherryTAP" target=_blank>crissyp25 I need everyones help in this please!!!!!

None
You haunt me in my thoughts and in my dreams...Youre Unspecific ..Im in denial youre unattainable it seems With an extended hand and bleeding heart I will reach As you walk away leaving me breathless and without capabitiy of speech So random are my thoughts So loud are the voices I had to do this to you I was left without any choices Darkness encumbers the epitome of my soul I fade to black losing all control Sweat beads ..pulse races ..this is how it will all begin I clench my shirt and silently scream from within I gather myself.., wipe my head.., and refuse to cry I deny any further emotion for this is our last goodbye

My Birthday Weekend!
OMG, I had such a great St. Patty's Day weekend, my 2 best friends (the Musketeers, Athos and Porthos) threw me a nice party. I was fortunate that my birthday is St Patty's Day cause it is just one more reason to have a party. I posted the pics and have so many more.. there is just not enough room I guess I need to level up so I can put more up or just give into being a VIC..... hmmmmm noone wished me a Happy Birthday on here, that was kind of depressing but the big party I had this weekend made up for it.. if you are reading my blog, go look at the St Patty's Day pics in my pic folders and rate and comment on them...much appreciated. Geekette

A Tribute To My Dad....
"The innocence slips away." This, for all intents and purposes, is a tribute to the remnants of my Dad and his waning health... He is suffering from Alzheimers and is progressively getting worse as the days go by...Its a rough way to go, especially watching him struggle and strain to make complete sentences and remember all the things he cant...His brain is systematically shutting down and dying and he is losing himself in the process... I have come to terms with the eventuality he will no longer remember who I am and who his granddaughter is...The few times I have gone to see him, he has struggled to recall who I am and has needed help in jogging his memory... I do this simple act, not to release myself from the burdens and suffering I have had to endure over the years at his hands, but to remind myself and never lose the memory of the fact that he was my dad...In simplest terms, he wasnt the best dad in the world but he was all I had... Thru him I have fought the GOOD

Who Is Jack Schitt???
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schi

Ya...it's Like That
A Good Night, The Best In A Long Time A New Friend Turned Me On To An Old Favorite Nothing BetterThan A Dealer Who's High Be High, Concince Them To Buy What's My Drug Of Choice? Well, What Have You Got? I Don't Go Broke And I Do It Alot Seems So Sick To The Hypocrite Norm Running Their Boring Drills But We Are An Elite Race Of Our Own The Stoners, Junkies, And Freaks Are You Happy? I Am, Man Content And Fully Aware Money, Status, Nothing To Me 'Cause Your Life Is Empty And Bare You Can't Understand A User's Mind But Try, With Your Books And Degrees If You Let Yourself Go And Open Your Mind I'll Bet You'd Be Doing Like Me And It Ain't So Bad Say, I Do It Alot!

Hatin
It has come to me there alot of hatin' going around on cherry tap. Likr reporting pic's NSFW when they really ain't NSFW. If u don't like the pic or the person's pic u lookin at makes u feel ugly. Don't report it move on u hatin' ass kid. Yes I said kid cuz thats wut kids do. They "HATE" on others. So stop the damn hatin' and have a hate free day.

Can't Wait Till Saturday Night
Sorry... but, believe it or not the other night when we went to bed, we both were so tired we agreed to postpone any sexual activity until Saturday night. We are both texting each other now as a several day long foreplay and it is so fun to text him and then he tells me a moment later than he can feel pre-cum coming from his cock while he is driving and reading my text messages telling him what I want to do to him. If you have never sent naughty text messages to your spouse, do it. It is loads of fun and can keep your day very interesting while doing it. Better than fantasizing.

Court Results...
Nothing was settled over the boys...she wanted one of them and wanted the other one to stay with us...since we refuse to seperate the boys (since they are all they have had non-stop for years) we have to go back again the end of May.

Friday
Friday, oh yes, it is Friday - and only one more day. I am longing for the touch of his fingertips to be draped across my naked skin. I long for the touch of his tongue across my breasts and he spending so much time tantalizing my nipples. I crave the moment he touches my sweetness with his finger and then probe deep inside of me to discover my moistness. I can't wait to feel the building of the waves of delight as they rattle my inner soul and shudder my core as pounding surf on some far away beach. I want the bliss that follows as I lay silent, catching my breath, as the darkness of night envelopes me into a cocoon of warmth. And... to feel him slip out of me as we both feel the lust for one another come to a close. But just for now, for there will be more to lust over in our years with one another.

Wal-mart Application
This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Wal-Mart in Arkansas.They hired him because he was so funny..... WAL-MART APPLICATION NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place? DESIRED SALARY: $ 185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YO

March 25,2007
well today has been a waste i slept in it has been raining for days! and my backyard is full of water! well hell my son loves it! as for me and my little family is doing good! As for the bulletin board i dont and will not get into reposting all of the stuff that is on there! as for my friends i hope everyone is doing good! Big James is going to have surgery on his shoulder so lets keep him in our thoughts! well that is it for today i hope everyone has a great evening! love kim

Out Of The Shadows
You came to me at the end of my rope Nothing cared for nothing meant anything Out of the shadows and into my heart You stood me up you gave me hope Out of the shadows and always on my mind youve proved to me that love can be real. Is it love im feeling right now? I cant be sure because it is so soon But if this is love im feeling right now Its a feeling that I can grow accustomed to. Dean Dark for shana

Problem Solving For Drinking
PROBLEM SOLVING FOR DRINKING Symptom: Feet cold and wet. Fault: Glass being held at incorrect angle. Action: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling. Symptom: Feet warm and wet. Fault: Improper bladder control. Action: Stand next to the nearest dog and complain about house training. Symptom: Beer unusually pale and tasteless. Fault: Glass Empty. Action: Get someone to buy you another beer. Symptom: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights. Fault: You have fallen over backwards. Action: Have yourself leashed to the bar. Symptom: Mouth contains cigarette butts. Fault: You have fallen forward. Action: See above. Symptom: Beer tasteless and the front end of your shirt is wet. Fault: Mouth not open or glass applied to the wrong face. Action: Retire to the restroom and practice in the mirror. Symptom: Floor blurred. Fault: You are looking through an empty glass. Action

Chasig Dreams
chasing dreams can be a game chasing dream can be a chore chasing dreams can be part of ones life but dont let your dreams dreams slip away from you hold on to them as long as you can if it was meant to be it will be yours if it wasnt meant to be let it go if it comesback it will be yours til you say its time to let go my way of chasing dreams

Coco My Baby Girl....
CoCo my baby girl a message for a friend by Mar 13, 2007 this is a message i sent to my friend here in tagworld..... we both have said goodbye to a fourlegged frined this month and it is painful when you are loved by someone so perfectly! i miss my baby girl CoCo and i know that her perfect love for me and mine for her will live in my heart and memories for all of this lifetime.... I have to share my story with you as i feel your pain and i know what it is like to have to say goodbye to someone you love so much. on the 1 of march i got a phone call from my son he said (mama come home fast ...CoCo is hurt really bad and she wont come out from under the car!!!!!) My son is 10 and he was crying and yelling.... i was freaked out!! i got home and my son said that he and baby girl went out to take her potty and the dog from across the street came in the yard and he grabed CoCo and she got away and then he did it again and again ..a total of three times and when i got her out

Lmao
Five reasons not to be a penis: 1. -------- You're bald your whole life. 2. -------- You have a hole in your head. 3. -------- Your neighbors are nuts. 4. -------- The guy behind you is an ass hole and... 5. -------- Every time you get excited, you throw up and then faint.

Miracle Baby
Everyone remember to give to march of dimes to support research on how to prevent premie's mine is now 2 1/2 years old. He was born at 25 weeks and weighed 1 pound 12 ounces at birth and was in the hospital till he was 38 weeks old. He is now a very active little boy that gets alot of help from a speech therapist and a physical therapist and a teacher so he can catch up to everyone else. His monthly maintaince medicine is around a $1000 a month. I dont wish what i have gone thru and am going thru on anyone in the world. He has had 3 surgerys and 5 hospitalization in his little life and we find out tommorow if we are having yet another surgery.

It's 3:00 A.m.
And what the hell am i doing up?Who am I trying to kidd? Shit if I hit the sheets b4 3:30 a.m. it's an early night for me.I wonder why that is?Maybe it has something to do with the time I have done.I couldn't sleep at all at night inside.It wasn't because I was scared to sleep.Because no matter what you may have heard or even choose to believe prisons are not at all what society portrays them to be.Well let me take that back.The womens prisons aren't.That is because we don't do the politics that the men do.But back to why Ginger keeps late hours....Any how now after not sleeping at night being locked up there were certain ways things were done.Breakfast is at a certain time and in the state of California if you want your lunch you gotta go get it at breakfast time.And seeing how I was in a drug program to boot up early and off to program mon-fri.So now thats how I do it up at night sleep 3 hours and up at 7:00 a.m.Trust me i am pretty sick of it myself.I figured since those who read my

My Blessings In Life 3
Last but most certainly not least are my true friends. These ppl are my blessings in disguise. True friends are one of the greatest things u can have in life. Mine are some of the greatest that anyone could ask for. When blessed with great friends they should never be taken for granted and make sure they know what they mean to you cuz 2morrow isnt promised.

Me And My Job Pc
Hey you guys some of you already know this but to those of you who dont well the pc at my job SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 If we are talking or i am rating and I do not respond to you in a timely manner or if I appear to be on line and I dont respond it is because I have frozen the damn thing up PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not take it personally I wouldnt ignore you guys like that some times I have a customer but then I am right back but mostly it's the pc. It runs REALLY slow. The reason for this blog this morning is that yesterday around this same time this thing crashed and I was in the middle of talking to a couple of people as well as sending birthday wishes to my friend Kandi and i was locked out and I felt bad so it was the pc damn it. Anyway enough bitching for one day hope you all have a MARVELOUS TUESDAY!!!! bites'nkisses gin

Part Two
2) Know for the second the right of Justice. Let us look at the people in Washington dc shall we. There are 535 members of the United States Congress. Out of that number, 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year. Umm no jail time that is not fair is it. Twenty-one currently are defendants in lawsuits; eight have been arrested for shoplifting oh it gets better. Fourteen have been arrested on drug-related charges thirty-six have been accused of spousal abuse. Where oh where is justice. Do you think you could get away with this? Have you ever been told you cannot get the job or any thing else for that mater do to bad credit or no credit card? I will state that I have all too often, no mater how long I have been will my employer. Yet there are seventy-one, I repeat seventy-one cannot get a credit card due to bad credit. They have made it harder to file bankrupted. Never the less one hundred and seventy seven of them have directly or indirectly filled bankrupted on at leas

Model Trains
Have tons of model train stuff needing to be sold. Will be putting items up on EBAY often... name on there is vanima84.. if your interested in model trains check it out.. Also have a Mens Wedding band up has 7 diamonds and is beautiful.

Points
Alright guys, I have been stuck on this stupid level for way too long. I have decided to run a contest. The person who helps me out the most and gets me to the next level will get a a vette for helping.....please guys I am sick of this level...If ya cant help thats kool too.

Severe Thunderstorm Warning For Eastern Lamb County,texas Until 11:15 Pm Cdt
000 WUUS54 KLUB 290331 SVRLUB TXC279-290415- /O.NEW.KLUB.SV.W.0026.070329T0330Z-070329T0415Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE LUBBOCK TX 1030 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN LUBBOCK HAS ISSUED A * SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING FOR... EASTERN LAMB COUNTY IN NORTHWEST TEXAS. * UNTIL 1115 PM CDT * AT 1027 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A LINE OF SEVERE THUNDERSTORMS CAPABLE OF PRODUCING PENNY SIZE HAIL...AND DAMAGING WINDS IN EXCESS OF 60 MPH. THESE STORMS WERE LOCATED ALONG A LINE EXTENDING FROM OLTON TO FIELDTON TO LITTLEFIELD...MOVING EAST AT 30 MPH. * SOME LOCATIONS NEAR THE PATH OF THESE STORMS INCLUDE SPADE... LITTLEFIELD AND OLTON. LARGE HAIL...DAMAGING WINDS...AND VERY HEAVY RAINS ARE EXPECTED WITH THIS STORM. TAKE COVER IN A SUBSTANTIAL SHELTER. A TORNADO WATCH IS ALSO IN EFFECT FOR THE WARNED AREA. TORNADOES CAN DEVELOP SUDD

3/31/07
Man do I hate extacy crashing.... Suicide Tuesday has come, and I am just crashed out on the couch. It wouldn't be so bad, except I was so darned hungover yesterday. What a nice waste of 2 days. (It's still only 9:30am here...) I just spent the last 3 hrs thinking it was Sunday, and how I didn't want to go into work tomorrow. What joy!!! I don't. I think I will go back to being lazy.....Online calendar is updated, dishes are done, laundry is done.... nothing to do.

I'll Stand By You/ Blue Eyed Vixen
Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Dont be ashamed to cry Let me see you through cause Ive seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You dont know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you So if youre mad, get mad Dont hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well Im a lot like you When youre standing at the crossroads And dont know which path to choose Let me come along cause even if youre wrong Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And Ill never desert you Ill stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby Youre feeling all alone You wont be on your own Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour

Bathtub Test
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup. "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Pinch My Nipples,
Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads,

20 Things To Remember...
"20 TRUTHS TO REMEMBER" 1) Faith is the ability not to panic 2) If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray - don't worry 3) As a child of God, prayer is like calling home every day 4) Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape 5) When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still, - so He can untangle the knot 6) Do the math. Count your blessings 7) God wants spiritual fruit. Not religious nuts 8) Dear God: I have a problem - It's ME! 9) Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted 10) Laugh every day; It's like inner jogging 11) The most important things in your home are the people 12) Growing old is inevitable - Growing up is optional 13) There is no key to happiness. The door is always open 14) A grudge is a heavy thing to carry 15) He who dies with the most toys, is still dead! 16) We do not remember days - but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious

The Prodigal Returns...
It's been awhile since I logged onto this site. I don't want to get into the boring details of why I haven't logged on in months. Suffice it to say that a technical problem with my Yahoo ID (Gotta love Yahoo, huh?) combined with a ton of developments in my real life, caused me to not have much time, or ability, to access this account. So, to the three people who noticed I wasn't here, I have returned! LOL Some things are risky to discuss when you are still at a stage where people barely know you. It is way too easy, in our society, to give somebody a perception of you that isn't quite accurate, but which ends up sticking anyway. My next statement or two will fall into this category. Hopefully nobody runs away too fast because of what I am about to say! I spent my night, tonight, watching Wrestlemania on PPV. Damn. It's like I could hear dozens of little, imaginary cyber doors, all quietly closing as I said that! The Wrestlemania thing warrants discussion for two reasons

In The Beginning And In The End
1 Peter 1:24-25 “The grass withereth, and the flower thereof falleth away: But the word of the Lord endureth for ever.” Many centuries ago there was a Roman emperor named Diocletian who was known for his hatred of Christianity. He hated the Bible so much that he took a Bible and burned it, and then on top of that burned Bible he erected a monument. Chiseled on that monument were these words: Extincto nomini christianorum - “The name of Christian is extinct.” Over the years many like Diocletian have sought to eradicate the Bible and Christianity, but for naught. The Bible is the incorruptible Word of God, and the foul breath of time and the gnawing tooth of decay cannot destroy the Word of God! Purchase a Bible this week for the sole purpose of giving it away. Then ask God to show you that special someone to give it to.

Dum Ass
The one time you get enought money to pay off a quter of your bills, and what do you do you take that money and blow it a strip club. $400 pluse dollars given to sexey hot woman who will take it off just to make a little money. How Dum are you You Realy Need A Woman

Lol
fucik her... i already did... dumb cunt thinkin' she's on the shit... couldn't wait to get away from that shit... buried in sin and that's where i begin... got a lisa sized migraine and my wallet's getting thin... fuck you, baby, i'm not lazy, you drove me crazy... then i kicked your door in... i want nothing to do with you because of the shit you put me through... get gone on your own way, cuz i'm happy that we're through... dumb fucking bitch, my daughter needs way more than she can have with a dumb cunt like you

Codes I Am Trying Out
Music Video Code | Nashville Relocation | Beach Rentals M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty M&M and Frosty

Wrestlemania 23!
Wrestlemania 23 from hooters in Davenport, Iowa This may not seem like a romantic gesture to many women, but let me remind you that I love my WWE boys. On top of that, they've got the smallest tittied hooter girls I've ever seen! First match, right off the bat start off the night with "Money In The Bank" ladder match, highlight there being when Jeff Hardy went off the top of a 15 foot ladder into Edge laying across another ladder from the ring to the barricade, Edge taken out on a stretcher. YES!! Winner of the match is Mr. Kennedy from smackdown. Eh ok outcome kinda crappy but at least Edge didn't take it. Back stage party with Cryme Tyme, the booty shakin' girls, Slick, Dusty Rhodes, Ron, Eugene, Lula and Mae Young. "DAMN!" Second highlight of the night, Mr. McMahon is BALD!! It took a stunner or 2 and all 3 men (Lashley, Stone Cold, and Trump) to hold the boss man in the chair, but so be it! Stone Cold being his typical beer drinkin', ass kickin' self. Stunners were also delive

Yhoo Hoo!
YAY! Current mood: happy So we've been doing this weight loss thing at work, who can loose the most by July first. We weighed in two weeks ago. I started out at 215. and when I started weight watchers today I was down to 212... I've lost three pounds in two weeks. YAY! :) Ok all done.!

New Lounge
ok ya'll I made a new lounge feel free to come in and have an open mind talk about anything that teaks your mind bitch and complian and in genral rasie hell but be nice to other users the topic of discussion will not be limited to one subject

I Hate School
ya so i found out that im failing 2 of my 3 classes an i have to gett a b average or im kicked out of my school witch also means im kicked out my house an insurance an have to go back to wi wit my mom an dad woo hoo or find my own place to live which i cant afford to do ahhh i hate life it sucks

My Young Self
I DON’T KNOW BUT IM FEELIN CONFUSED...I HOPE U AINT THA TYPE 2 PLAY WIT EMOTIONS DUDE…I MIGHT B YOUNG BUT I NO WHAT LOVE IS ABOUT… I MIGHT B YOUNG BUT DON’T PUT IN FRONT OF ME DOUBT…I BEEN HURT KILLED WHAT EVER YOU WANNA CALL IT…I MIGHT B YOUNG BUT I SURVIVED 2 B A STRONG BITCH…EMOTIONS CAN B DANGEROUS EMOTIONS CAN B HOT…I CAN SHOW U THAT LOVE WHEN EVERY 1 ELSE IS NOT…THIS LOVE I GOT IS THA LOVE THAT I FEEL AND RIGHT NOW IM JUS BEIN 2 REAL NO RUSH NO HURRY BUT DON’T WAIT TIL U DAMN NEAR 30 I DON’T KNOW WHAT U FUKKED WIT BUT I NO WHAT I FUKKED WIT I AINT INTO PLAYIN GAMES IN SHIT..THAT THIS IS WORTHLESS THA SHIT IS A WASTE WTF I GOTTA LIE TO YOU FOR IN YA FACE...IM MATURE IM REAL BUT BABY U CANT C OR FEEL IM THINKIN TO MYSELF WTF IS THA DEAL WHY WAIT WHY WAIT WHY WAIT THIS FEELIN INSIDE I NO U MY FATE...YOU MOTIVATE ME YOU ENJOY ME YOU TASTE ME BUT IN THA END THIS SHIT SEEMS FAKE TO ME TIMES IT SEEMS LIKE U CARE BUT AT TIME WHEN U IN FRONT OF ME I CANT C YOU THERE I NO THIS SHIT MIGHT B

Dinner With You!
I was really bored at work today. So I thought I'd write something for you all to read. I hope you enjoy! There you were. Our eyes met for the first time and and we both knew the chemistry was stronger than the both of us. The sparks were filling the air around us and the attraction was beyond our control. You invited me to dinner and oh what a dinner. We ordered our meal as the hunger in our eyes was growing stronger,uncontrollable with each passing moment. The passion was rising. We could not wait for our meal to arrive so we left the restaurant with no thought of food. You held me in your arms and your lips were soft and tender on mine as our tongues slowly explored each other. The taste of you so sweetly upon my lips. The passion rising within us like a tiger fighting to emerge. I ran my fingers through your hair so soft and curly as it lay upon your shoulders so broad and strong as I caressed them. You lifted me in your arms and there

Outside Video With George Michael And Brittany
I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at 1:15 making out in the van, 2:07 in the pool, and 3:45 making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cheery tap site now.

To All My Friends
well folks just to let you know i will be off line for a few days maybe a week or two becouse i am moving to Flint Mi but as soon as i get back on line i will let every one know every one have a great timeand i will talk to you later keith

Us Coast Guard On Fubar (updated 8/24/07)
Gunns "Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same! or one day we will spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it was once was like in the United States where men were free." "Unknown Aurthor" Now keep this in mind & take a Moment to Thank the people that have or are servicing and/or making sacrifices to help Protect their Country. If you want to be added or have someone added to any of my BULLETINS and/or blogs; please send me a PRIVATE MESSAGE, labeled MILITARY BULLETIN not a profile comment As always, please message me, if I made any mistakes so I can correct them Thanks, David An USAF Disabled Veteran Served from 1986 to 1995. If you can do me 2 other small favors, I would apprciated it First, Please visit & rate this BLOG: Ou

Attention All Djs!!!!!!!
ATTENTION ALL DJS / MIX SHOWS NEEDEDFOR THE ONE AND ONLY / KLUB HOUSE DANCE PARTYKLUB CITY JAMZ / KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO Hi, Im MixMasterMcStorm and I have an internet radio station and would love to have your mix shows if you make them, We would like to have them added to the station Friday and Saturday night KLUB HOUSE DANCE PARTY radio show!!! Our format is Maintream, Urban, Dance and some Retro!!! Some of you have already got involved and yet we need more to fill up space so we wont have to use repeats more than once a month!!!! We do try to keep up on all new hit jamz and add new music every month like up to 40 or more!!!! The KLUB HOUSE DANCE PARTY runs from 10 pm to 3 am U.S. CST right now but we advertise from 6 pm to 6 am U.S. CST!!! We are unedited and unsensored so dont worry about that part!!! If you are interested in making mix shows for the station, please check out the listed bellow for more info!!!!!MIX SHOW INFOMp3 16 bit stereo at 44100 K

A Soldier's Prayer, Love Ya Troops
~~~ A SOLDIER'S PRAYER ~~~ Dear Lord, Im just a soldier A protector of our land A servent called to battle When my country takes a stand, I pray for strength and courage And a heart that will forgive, For peace and understanding In a world for all to live. My family's prayers are with me, No matter where I roam. Please listen when Im lonely And return me safely home. Amen...come home safely everyone...hugs an kisses to all... Trouble

The Truth Is Out!!!
if you havent checked out my recent pics, please do. some of you have asked why i stick my tongue out so much. well the answer is simple. its for practice! i figure the more i do it the longer i can do it for, and the stronger my muscles will be. i love it lol. mmm im hungry. any volunteers?

Cum Check It Out & Invite All Your Friends!!
The Insane Asylum Lounge Click banner to check it out... This lounge is for everyone & anyone who likes a little madness. If you enjoy life & love to laugh, cum check it out! Invite your friends ;D ~~~~~Moderators~~~~~ H♥llieH♥ttie™ ☣Ste☢ens³☣ Rate me H2 The Man Without Fear ~~~~~Members~~~~~ HELLCAT Luscious♥Mami - Fan before friend, plz ~*Ms New Booty*~ jukeboxOwner & moderate in the Dream Play House Official~80s~Kitten~

Just Say No.. Reflections Of Criminal
So yesterday I smoked some pot.... and today I feel like I'm still just struggling to get my head together, ya know? out for a walk or for something.. I should go... perhaps i should have just said no? Well I don't know.. I usually try to.. well not live in the straight and narrow so much as.. live according to certain priorities to which this seems some how incongruent... and I feel so sleepy and... stuff like...

Bulletins
Just to let everyone know ..I have turned my bulletins off I will no longer see any of them .. it is to hard to keep up with everyone on there because lots of ppl post A LOT of them in one day. So if anyone wants me to know about something send it to me in a message. if you post a blog you want read or whatever ill read it I try to get to everyones pages as much as I can. hope you all have a great day :)

Water Vs Wine
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we will have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli), the bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming one kilo of Poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, or other liquor), because wine goes through the purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.

He Could Have Been My Friend
HE COULD HAVE BEEN A FRIEND. He could have been someone He could have been a King He could have been a poet He could loved to sing He could have been a dreamer He could have had a plan He could have taught another brother How to be a man He could have been a doctor He could have saved a life He could have been a father He could have taken a wife He could have been an athlete He could have won the game He could have been an actor He could have had such fame He could have chosen a different path He could been in a different place He chose instead to make his mark He chose Virginia Tech as the space He could have changed the world He did without even knowing And even though his journey is done His memory keeps on going His name was Ryan Clark And though tears mark his end Of all the things he could have been He could have been my friend. Rest In Peace Ryan, may angels guide you home. Lil-Shaq

Drowning Hopes
Drowning hopes The cold dead earth beneath my feet, the empty hearts that long to beat, twisted minds in search of games, futile thoughts for madness blames. Salty tears that fail to fall, deafened ears my echoed call, finding fear in friendly faces, lost and lured in familiar places. Softened speach with razor tips, the unformed words upon your lips, warming breath a whispered diss, sunken depths my own abyss.

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Lipstick
Found this on Banksy's website under his manifesto http://www.banksy.co.uk/manifesto/index.html An extract from the diary of Lieutenant Colonel Mervin Willett Gonin DSO who was among the first British soldiers to liberate Bergen-Belsen in 1945. I can give no adequate description of the Horror Camp in which my men and myself were to spend the next month of our lives. It was just a barren wilderness, as bare as a chicken run. Corpses lay everywhere, some in huge piles, sometimes they lay singly or in pairs where they had fallen. It took a little time to get used to seeing men women and children collapse as you walked by them and to restrain oneself from going to their assistance. One had to get used early to the idea that the individual just did not count. One knew that five hundred a day were dying and that five hundred a day were going on dying for weeks before anything we could do would have the slightest effect. It was, however, not easy to watch a child choking to deat

Where Only Eagles Dare
I know my heart had formed a shell, To protect itself from this worlds hell. A hardened heart, armored from pain, Steeled to the core, sheltered from the rain. Then a day came along, much to my surprise, Witty chat, long talks and bright blue eyes. This shell is weakening though I know not why, I have been through so much pain to let it reach for the sky. Now it has begun to soar where only eagles dare tread, This heart of mine that was once so cold, heartache has fled. Those shining eyes and warm soft skin, Have made me believe in love again. If I only have this one chance to let her know one thing, You have brought the joy of living back to me again. Know now and for all time this one simple truth, It is because of you My Dear, That I have learned to fly Where Only Eagles Dare. By INXS421 04/21/07

Blah
love = pain. simple as that. unless you're in the beginning of something new. then it's all giggles, butterflies and little heart drawn on pieces of paper. then you get use to each other then you know each other then, and then there's nothing left to learn nothing new for you to see nothing but the same old same old everyday. you make decision in the favor of your relationship they go un-noticed. you make sacrifices. they don't matter. you go to speak to each other and nothing comes out you stop writing letters you stop drawing hearts. you stop feeling butterflies. you have to ask for kisses for hugs, for affection. you cry but to whom? you cry alone. you sit up at night just because just to get fallen asleep on you clean up it goes un noticed you feel unappreciated. you go to speak how you feel attitudes flare and words fly you argue you fight you cry some more you take yourself away from everything you've ever known ever had, ever earned, ever worke

What My Birthdate Means
Your Birthdate: May 21 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Right Now Am So Spitting Mad Ya Can See Flames Comming Out Of My Ears
My mom just told me that my sisters fucken stupid shit ex hubby is kicking her out in May with no job an d no place to go. Has even told her if she, my sister, goes any where near my mom he will make it so she doesn't see either of their girls again. He doesn't want my mom near them because she set boundaries and wont go beyond them. and wont give them any money. I want to go to my sister but it will make matters even worse for my sister if i do go as there is even bad blood between my sister, her ex hubby, and me

Almost Had It All, Or Not
so i have this boyfriend. only one, i've nee been the kind of woman to cheat. i've been cheated on, but who hasn't? i thought that i had found a man that loved me, he asked me to wear his ring and i said yes. he asked if we would have sex everyday and i said yes. but that's not what has been happening. but i'm patient and i understood that he was stressed. but then i decided to make my own cherrytap, and wouldn't you know... i checked out his profile, cause i can. but i guess that's not a good idea, i read his blog. i guess i'm not really what he wants if he's telling people to hit him up if they think that their tight little ass could be what he wanted. I'm hurt and i dont know what to do. should i say something to him, or should i just keep it all inside?

Celtic Signs
You Are A Hornbeam Tree You are a reserved person, looking in from the outside. Naturally attractive, you take good care of your looks. You are not egoistic, and you make life as comfortable as possible. You look for kindness in others - though you are seldom happy with yourself. A bit mistrusting and unsure, you dream of being swept away by someone unusual. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Memories
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face But in reality,your not there And though my fingers transpire the past The feel of your body is real for a moments grasp I still hear the echo of your laughter And words you spoke to me long ago Come back to me,clear as day Your memory is as real as you For I needed something to hold onto I constructed all the ghosts of yesterday Into today,and with me now,you'll forever stay

Remember
Today I breathe Today My heart beats Tomorrow life may no longer be And yesterday is all I see I see a world filled with pain People who hate But you must remember life is about love Remember, it's not about who we love It's not about why we love But more importantly Life is about how we love Remember, it's not about money Or how life is unfair In the end it is only about whether or not you truly care It's about going out of your way for others It's about time, precious time Taking the time to really get to know one another To really feel how they feel To understand To accept And to then move on Remember, it's not about what you get But more about what you give that truly matters When I am no longer here It will not really matter to most whether I was rich or poor Remember, life is about supporting each other Being there when someone needs you It's not about what I possess or what you possess It's about loving and being loved And no one should set

Inspire
Youre a stranger to me But I want to know you you ignite a passion, from deep within you inspire me in ways you dont even know yet youre just a man that Ill yearn hold youve opened my eyes to beauty within you stimulate my mind leave me craving for more I want to know you feel you embrace you I wish I could show you just how amazed I am by you I catch myself thinking wondering where you are are you alone, are you happy, are you thinking of me at all youve touched me in ways I wish I could show you youve inspired a passion I want to burn out of control desire , lust, need and want I feel these all altho we're so far apart a touch a kiss and someday more I want you to know youve inspired my soul!!

Just Reposting This So It Shows With An Update!
The Toughest Woman I know... The toughest woman I know was molested from 7-10 by her stepfather. Grew up from learning to take care of herself and trying to protect herself because no one else would/did. The toughest woman I know buried herself in "fat" to make sure no one would ever hurt her again. Took the jeers, laughs and torments because it was the lesser of the evils that she had been shown in life thus far. The toughest woman I know married a man and had a child at 28. The greatest gift she ever received. She endured this man 11 years while also living with and taking care of parents and grandparents. Working 60 plus hours a week to support all of them. When all the elderly ones had finally passed she took control of her life. Lost 120 pounds in 10 mos and another 170 of a useless man. The toughest woman I know then endured another heartbreak. The man she had shared her life with showed his true self while in charge of her son. Was arrested for indecent sexual interc

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Natures first green is gold her hardest hue to hold her early leafs a flower but only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf an eden sink to grief then dawn goes down to day nothing gold can stay. By: Ricky Todd This was written by a dear friend of mine who passed away. R.I.P Ricky Todd

Major Friends Cuts
My friends cut will be on sunday if you still have commented or anyway on anything i do and told me u wanted to stay on my list then ur pretty f***ed i'm not going to readd you or ur going to have to give me a real good reason to keep u after i make the cut.. i'm fet up of bring friends with people who don't even comment one lil bit on any of my pages i really honestly don't care about ratings i just came here to meet people honestly... u have till sunday to comment or send me a messege or a shout telling me u want to stay... P.S: everybody on my familys list automatically stays Raven

Video Blogs
Okay, my stash is fuckin swamped... It's over loaded, and totally impossible to find anything good. So i've devised this devilish plan to create a separate blog for each type of video. I'll have blogs for: Music Videos Fights Stunts & Pranks(Failures and successes) Cars Porn and whatever else i come up with or you fuckers suggest. make sure you vote and comment on this shit.

Love Sucks Royally
I don’t know why I picked this day of all days to vent this out of my system once and for all. I am a mother of 3 beautiful girls, when I met their father all was wonderful, until he started his drinking and staying out all night with his friends. Then it became his co-workers after work. From there it became some chick he met at work. When he stopped coming home and stopped caring I figured that was probably a good way to say its over. I was with him for 9 years. He is the father of all three of my children and now believe it or not we are pretty good friends..... Don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t be able to live in the same house with him again or even the same state w/o killing him but since e are now 3000 miles apart I figure all is good and move on with my life. Next up would be an older man I met online and had a halfway serious relationship with until he decides to tell me he’s going to stay with his wife and make things better.... well now wasn’t that fun. For a while I k

To View My Nsfw Pics
I decided to change my NSFW album to family only, because new friends would come in and only rate those pics and never look at any of my other ones. If you want want to see this album you're gonna have to rate my other pics first and then PM me and let me know and I'll add you to my family.

U Neva
why do we have to have so much hatred in the world today? we should neva judge a book by it's cover until we can surely get to know whats inside, i know i have been guilty of leaving on bad terms with someone not knowing if it will be the last time that we will see and talk to one another and thats what we all should think about life is too short to pass judgement and to be cruel so lets cherish what we have today for tommorow may neva come~~~~~~

Ok...so I Miss More Than Just My Home Peoples
I lied, for one Im not going to bed, and two I really miss my baby. Naresh, I know your gonna read this.... I MISS YOU!!! TALK TO ME!!! Anyways, this island Princess is out...again.

Ones That Love U With Ther Hart
There someone out there that will do what every it take to let u know that they love u with all there hart and will be there when u need them will there one guy i know that will do this for there love ones that me i have never meet no one like my self and yes i have had my time with god and know that life is not something u want to play with he can take it for u as fast as he give it to u so plz don't play with someone that love u just look and u will see how love u as u r.

Long Time No See/hear/talk/etc?
Well, its been a little while since I've so much as spent much time on the Cherry... my life, to some degree, has felt in shambles.. or it's felt that way lately.. though its possible that's just because of how long I went without .. well hell, lets see if I can just, go on about whatever... So I woke up at 5 AM today.. normally I wake up around 5 PM.. this would be a result of not sleeping for a time.. lol, I suppose you could call getting up at 5 AM sleeping in? I'm still working my butt off on the podcast.. so you know.. check that out.. I think its going well... all and all. But I'm still not entirely secure about it.. and there's been some tensions in the group that I podcast with.. I'm still trying to make sense of my own tensions with the group.... I need a job.. I worked, with the help of my friend Mark, on a new revised version of my resume.. which I think is pretty cool... I just haven't exactly put it out there yet.. which is no doubt a mistake.. I

Lighten And Brighten Tutorial
Here's a picture: Dark, isn't it? Here's how to make it lighter and brighter using IrfanView. ( Download IrfanView for Free from : http://www.irfanview.com/ ) To begin just load the dark pic you want to fix into IrfanView. Now go to the "Image" menu and choose "Enhance Colors..." You will see the Enhance Colors controls. DO NOT TOUCH THE "Brightness" CONTROL! Ignore it completely. You will not need it. Start fixing your photo by INCREASING the "Gamma Correction" value. Either click on "OK" or "Apply to original" to see how your photo has been lightened. Maybe too much? Too much is what you want! Adjusting the Contrast will fix this! So INCREASE the "Contrast" value until your picture looks about right. Then click "OK" or "Apply to original" and have a look at how your fixing is progressing. Of course different values give different result so try out different combinations - - untill you happy

Protecting Your Stashed Items.
Since this is the 4th day of my suspension on stashing items or rating on others stashes, i was thinking that if Ct can add items like the bar tap, should there be a way to make stashed items so that friends and fans can only see, or even give a choice of making them NSFW or not. Let me know what you think and if enough of you respond, maybe we should petition Ct to make some changes there.

70.things.i.stole.from.alvin.
My 70 Confessions 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? la la la 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? not usually...cuz what would the cart people have to do then? 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? nope :D 4. Do you take compliments well? not really.i get all shy and shit.

Bad Company
Formed in 1973, the British hard rock outfit Bad Company was a supergroup comprised of ex-King Crimson bassist Boz Burrell, former Mott the Hoople guitarist Mick Ralphs, and singer Paul Rodgers and drummer Simon Kirke, both previous members of Free. Powered by Rodgers' muscular vocals and Ralphs' blues-based guitar work, Bad Company was the first group signed to Led Zeppelin's Swan Song vanity label. Bad Company's eponymous 1974 debut was an international hit, topping the U.S. album charts and scoring with the number one single "Can't Get Enough of Your Love." Straight Shooter, issued the following year, was another major success, notching the hit "Feel Like Makin' Love," while 1976's Run With the Pack was Bad Company's third consecutive million-selling record. After 1977's Burnin' Sky, Bad Company recorded 1979's Desolation Angels, which embellished the group's sound with synthesizers and strings; a three-year hiatus followed before the release of Rough Diamonds, the group's final LP

Jeannie's Diary 1
Dear Diary, The albatrosses came again today. They are such lovely friends. They bring shells and flowers and trinkets of affection and lay them next to my bottle. They are such lovely... They are my only friends. How long has it been? I have been in my bottle -- in my prison -- for 2,000 years. Cast into the angry seas from the shores of my home in Baghdad by the Blue Djinn. I do not hate easily, but I have had so many evil thoughts of him over the centuries. It is not pleasant to hate. I floated from ocean to ocean until I reached my new home. I could feel the warmth of these waters through my bottle and it warmed my soul. A rolling wave gently tossed my bottle onto the shores of this island and here I have remained for centuries upon more. But the albatrosses have kept me company. I can see them enjoying the freedom of flight around this beautiful island. The greenery is so lush. And what I would not give to walk along this beach and feel the warmth of the sand below my feet.

Here I Am
Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true It's a new world - it's a new start It's alive with the beating of young hearts It's a new day - it's a new plan I've been waiting for you Here I am Here we are - we've just begun And after all this time - our time has come Ya here we are - still goin' strong Right here in the place where we belong Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true Here I am - next to you And suddenly the world is all brand new Here I am - where I'm gonna stay Now there's nothin standin in our way Here I am - this is me Here I Am VideoHere I Am lyrics - Bryan Adams lyricsBryan Adams Music Videos

What Is It? Polyamory Defined
Polyamory (from poly=multiple + amor=love) is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved. Polyamorous perspectives differ from monogamous perspectives, in that they respect a partner's wish to have second or further meaningful relationships and to accommodate these alongside their existing relationships. The term polyamory is sometimes abbreviated to poly, especially as a form of self-description, and is sometimes described as consensual and/or responsible non-monogamy. Polyamory is usually taken as a description of a lifestyle or relational choice and philosophy, rather than of individuals' actual relationship status at a given moment. There is a certain fluidity in its definition, to accommodate the different shades of meaning which might be covered. Polyamorous relationships are themselves varied, reflecting the choices and philosophies of the individuals concerned.

Fucktard Of The Week
I posted this comment on a guy's page & he shouts me when I log on this afternoon... First of all...I get naked girl comments all the damn time, from guys & girls...I don't shout them & say hey don't post that crap on my page. wtf? It's a freaking comment, if u don't like it than deleted it or better yet, u don't like the comments I take my precious time to send than delete me, how's that? Read from the bottom to the stop... ^ That wasn't enough...than he sends me CT-mail & accuses me of blocking him...wtf? LMAO!! Start @ the bottom & read up... ______________________________________________ On 5/10/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> whatever! don't accuse me of blocking u, makes u look retarded...I don't have time for this crap! get over it already! if u didn't like the comment u can delete it...your making a big issue out of nothing! ______________________________________________ on 5/10/2007, catman1972@cherrytap.com wrote: what ever i

Only In America
ONLY IN AMERICA : Only in America ....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.. Only in America .....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara

Today I Challenge You All!
I challenge you to look outside the window of your normal thoughts and explore something other than average and typical. I challenge you to speak on something other than body shape, hair color, sexuality, or hormones. I challenge you to focus your verbal and reflection efforts away from "haters" "players" and "drama" and retune your perceptions towards positive time worthy topics. I challenge you to display your opinions as edification opportunities as apposed to the common force filled tactless mind dumps and verbal molestations. I challenge you to go out of your comfort zone and say hello to someone you think you're too good to say hello to or someone you wouldn't normally say hello to. I challenge you to inquire about someone else's day, their thoughts, their values, their beliefs rather than force feeding yours first and asking questions later. I challenge you to listen, hear, THEN speak. I challenge you to not judge, not blame, not make e

New Car
I got my car yesterday morning, so me and my brother chose to take a road trip to richmond (about 1 and a half away) to see spiderman 3 and meet up with some of his friends. The movie sucked IMO, but the nissan is so fucking fast i got it to about 125 and had to let off cuz i ran outa road. The car handled nice at that speed not much shake about the same as doing 60. Ill take some pics, btw it is a 1989 Nissan 240SX (sports car class)

Mother's Day
Mother's Day Let me start by saying I love my kids. I love them to no end. I would, have and still do more for them than they will ever know. I would not give them up for anything in the world. They are the bright spot in my life. BUT....... Mother's Day for me is just another day of the week, the month, or the year. It's just another day for the kids to fight and pitch fits cause they have to do chores. It's just another day for the "him" to get on my last nerve. What would I like for Mother's Day? The same thing I have asked for for the past ohhhh 5 yrs. Since there is no money for a present...... GIVE ME A DAY TO MYSELF! The most inexpensive, the easiest, the most wanted present they could give me. Can I get that?? NOOOOO. It would be too easy and too nice a gesture for my family. So here I sit, in my room, at my computer..... wishing. Yup, just another day. Just like every other day of the week, the month, the year. Wishing for something different. Hopefully, for

Helping Fuckin Friends
Sorry my friends I'm very pissed right now....Remember a few months back when I said I threw my room mates boy friend out and asked advice?......Well stupit me I let him move back in and nothing had changed so I threw him out again.Thegirl has been letting him live ( day time ) in the drive way ok no biggie or so i thought...She has beenstealing CD's DVD's and anything else thay can pawn ( and for the past month he is woking and NOT pay me ) i dont belive $300 a month is too much to ask for food elc and everthing else....Now that thay are into me for over $4000 and I may lose my house for helping them she gets in my face and starts screaming at me and he trys kicking in my door and saying he is going to kill me ...I threw her out cops wont do shit about the threats or the door or the mail box he distroyed..She even went as far as to clame my dead cat as hers and just took off out of here with the remains ...... What alot of you dont know is i helped raise this child ( yes child at 22

Untitled
Untitled Bells ring in farway land Doom is close. Death at hand Hills rumble Nations crumble Green fire from the sky Super Powers die Why do we live If it's not a lie? Earth shakes at its core Love and life are no more

Pissed Off
If one more male on this site comments about the angle of my damn pictures imma beat him up. OK I take my pics to my liking. TO WHAT I DEEM a good pic. I am extremely self conscious and picky about what I will put up. I had over 500 pics up b4 and they included body shots etc. #1 I am not here to impress you or show you my goodies. #2 I am not gonna show u skin ..I have no NSFW pics....if YOU bothered to read my profile when u added me you would know this. If you don't like the "angle" of mypics then please...just don't look. It is extremely insulting to me when you make comments about how all my pics are at an angle. I am not hiding anything. geez... If you want porn...theres plenty out there!! Its the internet you can pretty much get urself off anywhere(I hear yahoo is good for that) I just a regular girl and I never claimed to be pretty.

You Were There
YOU WERE THERE TO PICK ME UP WHEN I FELL OFF MY BIKE YOU WERE THERE WHEN I FELL DOWN AND I GOT A CUT YOU WERE THERE WHEN I CRIED YOU WERE THERE WHEN I WAS SCARED YOU WERE THERE WHEN I NEEDED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON YOU WERE THERE TO SCARE OFF THE MONSTER FROM UNDER MY BED AND OUT OF MY CLOSET YOU WERE THERE WHEN I HAD A BAD DREAM AND YOU LET ME SLEEP BESIDE YOU YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NOW I LOOK AROUND AND DON'T SEE YOU THERE I CALL OUT TO YOU AND YOU DON'T COME NOW I KNOW YOU WENT HOME TO BE WITH GOD HOW I MIS YOU EACH DAY WHO WILL NOW SCARE THE MONSTERS AWAY AND PICK ME UP WHEN I FELL DOWN AND GIVE ME A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON.

Deep Thoughts By Men When Fishing
Two men are out ice fishing at their favorite fishing hole, just fishing quietly and drinking beer. Almost silently, so as not to scare the fish, Mel says, "I think I'm going to divorce my wife - she hasn't spoken to me in over 2 months." Earl continues slowly sipping his beer, then after a while he says thoughtfully, "You’d better think it over - women like that are hard to find."

Auto-reply
I have an online dating profile that I tend to ignore. But last night I received an email notification that someone had contacted me. I read the message--a smart-sounding, interesting note from an attractive guy who lives in Denver. I read the message, made a face, checked out the profile, and promptly forgot about it. I almost never respond to messages. This morning there was a second message from Denver, thanking me for the auto-reply message that made him feel "singular and special." He suggested that I'd need to travel someplace like Denver to meet someone who shared my familiarity with "French smut-peddlers" (a nod to Story of O, which is not-so-subtly referenced in my profile). I thought, "Auto-reply?" Really? I checked my settings. This is the message I wrote that is automatically sent to anyone who writes to me: "I just the other day got... an Internet was sent by my staff at 10 o'clock in the morning on Friday, I got it yesterday. Why? Because it got tan

Silent Tears
A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

Ancient Chinese Mystery!
Once upon a time in China, lived two Chinamen. One named I Cum, and one named No Cum. No Cum marry pretty Chinese girl named No Cum Tu. For velly oblious reason No Cum and No Cum Tu not have any childlen. One day, No Cum went out of town on business and I Cum came over and spent the night with No Cum Tu. That night I Cum came and No Cum Tu came, too. This make both velly happy. However, about 7 or 8 months later, No Cum see he about to become father but he not know how come, so when baby come he named it How Cum U Cum. Of course, I Cum and No Cum Tu know How Cum U Cum came, but to this day No Cum not know how How Cum U Cum came

Whateva
sitting, spinning silent, I'm screaming a place ever sacred my life what I make it decisions regrets mistakes, don't forget ask myself why pretend not to cry hold in the pain it runs through my veins poison my soul I feel no longer Whole sitting, spinning is this the end or beginning how many more times until I make up my mind what will be enough what will feel like too much shouldn't I be there already on my way to living steady how much will I hurt how many tears must I cry when will I stop having to ask myself why

Doing/means
Yì, "right conduct, morality, duty to one's neighbor," righteousness. Yì may be broken down into: zhong1, doing one's best, conscientiousness, "loyalty", and shù, "reciprocity," altruism, consideration for others, "what you don't want yourself, don't do to others"

Our Whole Marriage Was A Lie.......
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I was asked to get married,,I was so happy! I accepted with my heart! It was all a lie. It was never going to be finalized,,I was setup to look stupid!! It was a setup to make the other person look good. Never understood why he never bought a ring after asking me in front of people in the Lounge,,never was going to be a License. My heart is breaking so bad,,,I will never trust anyone again.

Current List Of Downloaded Vidz
OKay here is a Current list of downloaded vidz I have and can send. It's by Artist, song, and what the file is. I haven't had any requests...so that blog isn't open yet. Evanescence - Call me When You're Sober (WMA) Evanescnece - Bring Me To Life (WMA) Evanescence - Bring Me To Life (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober (Live)WMA Evanescence - Broken (WMA) Evanescence - Everybody's Fool (WMA) Evanescence - Further Away (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - Going Under (WMA) Evanescence - Going Under (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - My Immortal (WMA) Evanescence - My Immortal (Live) (WMA) Evanescence - Zero (Smashing Pumpkins Cover) Live (WMA) Papa Roach - To Be Loved (Edited) (MPG) Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder (WMA) Aaron Tippin - People Like Us (MPG) Chely Wright - Jezebel (MPG) Chely Wright - Single White Female (MPG) D12 - Purple Pillz (MPG) Eminem - Without Me (MPG) Guns n' Roses- Don't Cry (MPG) Guns n' Roses- Knocking On Heaven

Apartment Living.......
ok. i defantly cant waittil my neighbors get the boot.. they are driveing me UP A WALL!!!!!!!!!! it sounded like an episode of jerry springer last night . they were yelling and thumping around last night all night! then they took it out side, and they were doing it infront of my apratment !!!!! not to mention they let their friend park in my parking spot ....im so sick and tired of it. i didnt get hardly any sleep last night... on another note me and my sister are going on about a week of barely speeking to each other. not bad huh? i mean at most we will say to each other at any giving time is like 3 words and then its like it is about my neice. thats it. no real sisterly interaction..... well that is all of my ranting and raveing for now. take care. and if you want to post feed back , go head , im all ears. ummm eyes i mean... giggles!

Here Bored
well i'm sitting here contemplating what i should wear to work, shorts, capri's or jeans. oh well guess it doesn't matter gonna be hot as hell in there no matter what i wear lol anyways it has been a long time since i've been online so i figured what the heck might as well blog something I'm a single mom, work my ass off, and play on the computer what else is there to do in a small town in missouri, not much unless you drink or do drugs which i really don't drink and don't do drugs. yep boring life i guess lol well gotta run time to go to work :(

May 24
Why not ask someone else what they would do in your position? It's even more helpful if your reaction to their comments is, 'Why on earth would you do that?' Now you know exactly what you wouldn't do. That's a start.

Do You Need A Laugh?
One day, Thibodeaux was walking down Main Street when he saw his buddy, Boudreaux, driving a brand new pickup. Boudreaux pulled up to him with a wide grin. "Boudreaux, where'd you get that truck?!?" " BIG BUTT BERTHA BERTRAND gave it to me", Boudreaux replied. "She gave it to you? I knew she was kinda sweet on ya, but a new truck?" "Well, Thib, let me tell you what happened. We were driving out on Parish Road 6, in the middle of nowhere. Big Butt Bertha pulled off the road, put the truck in 4-wheel drive, and headed into the woods. She parked the truck, got out, threw off all her clothes and said, `Boudreaux, take whatever you want.' So I took the truck! " "Boudreaux, you're a smart man! Them clothes woulda never fit you!"

Hmm...
So... I try to stay on top of people that rate and add and fan me. I try to return the love as promptly as possible. I post new pics quite a few weeks ago and only 5 people have rated them all. I'm so stuck on this level cuz for some reason I am not qualifying for surveys as of late. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come HELP HELP HELP!!! :)

Leaving...
I wasn't going to leave Tucson for another week or so, but I'm getting too lonely and I miss hiking in my secret spot. Therefore, I am getting on a bus Friday, and taking the 42 hour trip back to Minnesota. I will be waiting for Eric to come on the 20th, and then we go to Waseca to get our skydiving licenses. This will take us a month. Then we fly to the Bahamas for 3 months. After that we go to Lima, Peru to start our trek across South America. I'm rather sick of all this waiting. I just want things to happen. By the time I get back to Minnesota, I'll have been to 15 states in 4 months. I'm kinda sick of the U.S... Have you ever been so lonely you hurt? And you get sick and want to cry? That's kinda how I am right now. I haven't been able to take any recent shoots and I'm rather disappointed. I would have been working with some very talented photographers. It's a shame really. But for now my vanity will have to be in check. I won't have internet for quite awhile. In the coming week

Ouch!!!
It was fun chasing an illusion.. it gave me a reason to be happy even if it wasn't real... but any chase surely has to end... coz when it did end, I was left with nothing... but a memory of something that never existed.

A Check Up
I started school on the 16th of may and I am still doing a good job. I am getting all A's in my classes so im happy. I am acually paying more attention in my classes then I did in High School. So far its going good But i think i will have to update later into my school year. It could change or it could stay the same. Well thats it for now all.

Come Join The Yankee!!!
Have you joined Excalibur Radio yet? If not... YOU better because your missing the hottest the most loved the sweetest and the hottest! (did I say that already?) Come join us while DJ YANKEE GIRL TEARS UP THE VIRTUAL AIRWAVES !!! Just Bein' Real!!!! DJ Yankee Girl Owner of Excalibur Radio!!! ♪♥♫ÐJ Ýankee Girl♫♥♪Giant's Brat owner of Excalibur radio@ CherryTAP 41 Lounges and still counting!!!

Just Stuff
To start my day, I was walking up the stairs (with flip flops on) to my apartment with my dog and stubbed my toe and fell onto the rail. Killed my arm. It hurts like hell. Just went to brush me teeth and leaned on the counter.... yeah shouldn't have done that. Then I was on the floor playing with my dog when my brother stops right beside me and farts. Thanks bro! So I hit his leg. He's lucky I didn't hit something else. Ass. Thats all the complaints I have for now.

For My Sons
To my Sons: I try to think, so you don't have to break, from being a child, my fathers mistake. I try to be strong and endure any pain, So you don't have to.... just play with your train! The lessons I teach I have no guide, I make the best choices but sometimes I slide. I try to teach you both to grow to be great, to be respectful and appreciate, what life gives to you and all of your friends, to guide you through "the road of lifes" little bends. Sometimes I make decisions, that just don't seem fair, I'm doing my best..just know that I care. To Coty: I love to wrestle with you and watch you play ball, to always be there and catch you when you fall. To see the gleem in your dark brown eyes, as we play football or I hit you pop flies. I am trying my best and please understand, That I will always be there to lend you a hand! To Nathan: I love to hug you and hear your jokes, to hear you giggle at my tickles and pokes. I love your indepe

Hey Ya'll
hey everyone of you awesome people out there i just wanted to say that i am sorry for not being on and showing my support like i use to but i have been working my ass of 6 days a week....but i got mad love for all ya'll.....xoxoxo, c@ndee

Wish I Never Met You...
it starts out great honest and straight forward is the way you talk so here i think this guy is for real he walks the walk days go by so do the weeks i think things are fine i see little signs but i overlook them thinkin hes all mine things progress i think we're closer believing we'll have more you dirty bastard i caught you it all crumbles to the floor i dont care what you say your words dont matter you broke my trust you thought you were smooth and could have two your actions were unjust so i think stupid me you hid it in plain sight so fuck it she can have you you aint worth a fight so be gone disruption in my life its not worth the strain hope shes happy dealin with your shit cuz now you're outta my brain.

First Contest .... Please Help ...
CALLING ALL FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS... I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A BACK TATTOO CONTEST RATES AND COMMENTS COUNT ... CONTEST STARTS TODAY 6/5 AND RUNS THRU MONDAY 6/11 THANK YOU!!! ***HUGSSSS**

Protection Chat..written(by Me)on6-28-06
(slightly revised 7-14-06) Oh Goddess Mother fill me bright, keep me safe through out the night Fill me full of your good charm, keep me safe from every harm Keep me safe on this hour, fill me with your sacred power.

Paris Hilton Hell...
Paris Hilton Hell... OK, seriously...who really cares about Paris "F**kin" Hilton? Huh? Who? If you come home from work and the first thing on your mind is "The Paris Hilton Saga," then you have issues. What the hell has Paris Hilton ever done? What are her accomplishments? What has she done to help better mankind? What college did she go to? The University of Slut & Whore? She has done nothing. She will never do anything. She is famous because of her name...not her wealth, her name. Keep in mind, she didn't make all that money. She didn't start Hilton Hotels. She just lives off it. I can do that. Anybody can do that. Then there's the videos. We've all seen them (don't pretend that you haven't). I've seen two of them, I don't know if there are more. One is an example of night-vision technology at it's worse. I felt like I was in Fallujah. Paris looked like a raccoon. And I've always had this fear of raccoons. I don't know why, but they scare the crap out of me. I don't tru

What Flavor Lipgloss Are You??
You Are Raspberry Chocolate Lip Gloss You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn. You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date. But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too! You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of raspberry and watermelon goes great on your lips. What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

Rules Of Honor
As you know, we welcome, love and respect everyone, but feel the need to set some ground rules and make them clear to all members and anyone who might like to join. Wolves are HONORABLE! As such, these rules are cardinal: There will be NO public humiliation or bashing of ANYONE! Family or otherwise. (if they have done you wrong, block them from you, and send ONE again 1 notification to family that the member and you have irreconcilable differences WITHOUT ISSUING DETAILS!) Do not worry, the family will back you without being involved in drama. NO attack on ANY pack member, present or former will be tolerated.

Did You Know?
a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> DID YOU KNOW? As you walk up the steps to the building, which houses the U. S Supreme Court, you can see near the top of the building a row of the world's law givers, and each one is facing one in the middle who is facing forward with a full frontal view .. it is Moses and he is holding the Ten Commandments! DID YOU KNOW? As you enter the Supreme Court courtroom, the two huge oak doors have the Ten Commandments engraved on each lower portion of each door. DID YOU KNOW? As you sit inside the courtroom, you can see the wall, right above where the Supreme Court judges sit, a display of the Ten Commandments! DID YOU KNOW? There are Bible verses etched in stone all over the Federal Buildings and Monuments in Washington , D.C. DID YOU KNOW? James Madison, the fourth president, known as "The Father of Our Constitut

Bdsm - How To Begin
BDSM. How to begin No matter how long have you been feeling the urge to be involved in BDSM sexual activity, it's never too late to learn this unknown area. But as with the any sex activity, most part of it is left in the dark for a newbie. Find the right one to get involved with It's a common misbeliefe that people who are practicing BDSM or use BDSM toys do harm to each other. In fact many people who feel the urge to play BDSM think that you'd better pick up a stranger who is more or less "fit" for the role of "dominant" or "slave" than say to your partner about your "dirty" desires. This is absolutely wrong approach to the matter. Those involved in bondage activity set particular limits and keep to "Safe, Sane and Consensual". Know the difference between a "reality" and "play" Of course, almost all of us are manipulating the other person in a dominant or submissive manner to some degree. But that doesn't mean that "play" should be ruled by desire someone for a real "sin"

Faith
One day a 6 year old was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain? TOMMY: No. LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today i

All My Bday Gifts And Comments!!
Thanks everyone for showing me all the love on my bday and before it was great to be able to get on line this morning and see how loved I was :-)... sorry I havent been on line i was at hospital starting 6 pm Monday night in the labor room with my little sister and we finally got a baby around noon tuesday ... yeah i was exhausted no sleep till around 4 tuesday afternoon and then it was 3 whole hours so needless to say I was tired on my bday and had to work lol.. but did go out after for a bit last night... So I got lots of gifts from all of you and hubby took me out and also sent me the most gorgeous flowers to work yesterday it has a dozen roses and lillies in it GORGEOUS!! ALSO CANT FORGET ABOUT MY ADORABLE NEW NEICE THAT WAS BORN THE DAY BEFORE THAT WAS A GREAT BDAY PRESENT!! I WILL BE POSTING PICS OF HER SOON COUNT ON IT LOL... GOTTA GO TO WORK NOW... THANKS AGAIN MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

It Will Make You Cry...
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each

Rest In Peice Chris Benoit
my dear friend may you rest in heaven peacefully you will be sadly missed as knowing you both personally and professionally i dont and cant believe you did it but you will forever remain in my heart personally i knew you from where you signed autographs and professionally followed your career all my life may you rest in peace dear friend and know you will always be loved