Fubar Blog Posts 3

Poems
THE ENDER its getting lonley its getting cold bread on the counter is getting old the less we think the more we drink drunken on failure regrets as hard as it seems all that we need is to close to be seen behind the mirrior painted on your face the skeloton of lifes discrace feed me this feed me lies cut the wrist watch me die eroded with pleasure leave me were i lay drowning in a puddle of dismay such a shame your pride hidden behind a wall brick by brick you will fall turn your head close your eyes our love today dies Kevin Smith _________________________________________________ WHY IS IT DARK earse my pain leave me sain tie a knot forget me not tie it good leave no slack take my life make it fast why is it so dark why am i alone the thoughts i can not condone i cant handle the torchure the pain leaves me sore eating its self into a scab red comes to the top the pain will ne

Double Edge
at night i try clear my thoughts and leave no trace my mind is twisted but i own this space i dont have to rent my heart is jaded with the looks being sent. metal and ink is what is left of of a broken man shoken and woken up with the winds crying her name drowing my memories with needles of ink and pain every hit of ink goes under the surface telling a story and leaving a purpose , so dont dig me up hell i am not dead im suicide from both sides damnit im double edged

Question
why would my clothed booty b considered offensive? I had all my booty shots flagged as nsfw but my cleavage shot is left alone wow! Who could b jealous? Hmmmmmmmm!!!! lmao wow I guess me being 41 and a grandma with a booty like that someone complained....sucks to be them lol

Real Friends..
You guys are the best! If your wondering who i'm talking about, you, reading this now! Because you care enough to read this, because you may have read my whiny ones I posted before. Because you maybe tracked me down in an instant message. Thank you. The biggest thanks for those select few. Gypsy18519,for putting up with my moods on a constant basis and remaining my friend through it all! Cola, for always being sweet to me no matter what. Dark Corset Beauty, very personal reasons there, but she knows why. And most of all, Dark Angel, without her, my recovery might not have ever began. Love you all! Thanks for being my friend. And you guys I didn't mention, The ones who read my blogs and cheer me up in the lounges, and send me comments, Thank you guys so much, Too many of you to mention! I do have friends. I love you all!

Work
Ever feel so small that no one sees you. Or that no matter how much you do people around you only see the things you don't do. I work in a hardware store and I do everything from placing and checking in orders to mixing paint and cutting keys. Yet all others can see is when I stop to breath for a minute that I am not pricing an order or helping with house accounts. What they didn't see was I just helped a customer with a $300 sale. It pisses me off that people judge yet they don't do or know half of what I do and they been working there twice as long as I am.

Deadlines Have Been Set....
Well to start of with there are lots of different types of deadlines. For school work, project deadlines, all sorts . But there are some wierd deadlines around, like the one i've just been set. The girl i'm currently with has told me that she will break up with me in july. strange eh? i'm not completely sure how to feel with this as its kinda like knowing when your gonna die. its very odd.

Anatomy Of A Storm
The rain drips like sadness down my face An empty collision of a broken heart thunders Lightning flashes through my eyes A storm created as a disguise Within a tornado of lies To demolish these ties.

Does Everybody Understand?
Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Should I talk slower like you're a retard Should I talk slower like you're retarded Yo they think you're dumb I think you're smart No, wait, I lied I think you're dumb They think you're dumb I think you're smart No, wait, I lied I think you're dumb Get it Get it Get it You just dont get it Get it Get it Get it You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfuck Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Ar

Biker Knight
He doesn"t know that I kiss him with my eyes a thousand times each night; From a distance ; At first the kisses are soft as a feather upon his cheek Then warm and tender, for it is not passion I seek, My craving is to be close to him and feel his strength For these kisses on air I ask nothing in return But that he accepts and understands, I never meant to feel this way - It caught me unaware Of course our lips shall never meet ; I seek only to be closer to my personal champion The valiant knight upon his bike; My heart sees him as everything the finest knight should be Strong, handsome, chivalrous, with great skills and loyalty I take him as a friend, but crave him as a lover every time I look at him I know that I am testing my resistance I do not want to hurt him or interfere with his life, So I stay at a safe distance, all the while Knowing he could see into my soul if he only looked into my eyes; He is the temporary foundation of my existe

Daddy's Poem *~* 9/11 Victims*~*
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Mysta Rhyme
Mysta Rhyme I want to tell you bout a friend of mine He’s better known as Mysta Rhyme The man can rhyme all day long He puts those rhymes into all his songs He always has an awesome beat And he’s somebody I'd like to meet He’s also known as Micwheed And my writing he has freed So thanks to you and all your rhyme I’m glad that you’re a friend of mine Now I rhyme all day long I Hope to put them into a song.

The Wallz
I sit up at night, it's at least 3 or 4 Blood drippin' out my knuckles From knocking skin on drywall I see a face like flashlights on they chins The more I blink the more it happens again, damn Victims, from like '89 Floating their faces on the wall like it's the last time I'm gonna see them again The same time every night The wall gets bigger with every flash of day light Are they like venting on me Walls confining me, inside of me There's an emptiness that won't go away I never said that I was right inside of my mind But I'm sure over time I'll learn to climb the walls I'm sure that over time I'll learn to right all of my wrongs Sure it's right, four walls reflecting my life Every night that I sit and watch the replay Tell 'em I can feel them looking at me I can even hear them talking when I'm tryin' to sleep Sometimes they start spinnin' or just closing in And it's just too much to be, I can't win Don't grin, it ain't funny I just set it ablaze I had

This War
Hey there let me ask you a a question, nothing too diverting, does this world make you sad if I may, why are you are hurting? Have you asked it did it come calling, did you go looking, who started this fight? Did you throw the first punch, did it kick you? Why the tears now, down the road, can you stop it can you unload? When you wind it down, no one's around, ask yourself, who started this fight?

Worse Yet Wiredest Pickup Lines, Jokes And Poems Some Might Work Check Them Out
WORSE YET WIREDEST PICKUP LINES, JOKES AND POEMS SOME MIGHT WORK CHECK THEM OUT I like your style I like your class but most of all I like your ass I'm a cool girl, in a cool town it takes a real mother fucker to put me down Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says I love you You believe its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never wouldn't have happened If the rubber wouldn't have torn Guys are like roses, Watch out for the pricks. Smoke a smoke Not a butt Fuck a virgin Not a slut. Sex is bad Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in. Holy mother, full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him safe from all the girls Bless his

Playing In The Rain
Today it rain here and I went out in it with my three old cousin. It was the best time ever. We stood there letting the rain fall on us then she went and had the rain falling off the roof get her all wet. We then picked up her chalk and started to write all over the porch, once we were done we used our feet to erase all we wrote. Then I went and got her scooter and bike out of the rain. Lastly we sang "Sing in the Rain" we laughed and danced around. She stepped up on my feet and we danced some more it was great! I can remember playing in the rain as a little girl I always loved it then and I loved it today. I can also remember watching my babies play in the rain when they were little, I use to laugh at them as they played but didn't join in, the rain was to cold for me. I can say this evening has been very enjoyable.

What Ya Wanna Know??
Hmm, Let me see here, I moved to California in 2005 from a little shithole town in Arizona. I was born and raised in Arizona with the exception of a couple of years here and there. Iam a Massage Therapist in Los Angeles. I am the mother of 4 beautiful children, which you see in my pics, and I live with my loving boyfriend Ben, who you also see. I love life to the fullest. Every day is a blessing. I refuse to give up hope, no matter how bad the situation. Things to remember: 1.God will never give you more than you can handle!! 2.Even when you think you can't take any more remember He is always there!! 3.Everything in life is a test!! 4.It doesn't matter what people think of you, it is about what you think of yourself!! 5.Even though things may be bad remember there is always someone out there who has it worse than you!! 6.when life gives you lemons, make lemonade!! 7.Enjoy every day as if it were you last!! I am

Awesome A/v Stereophile Show & Exhibit
See YOU at HES 2007 from May 11-13 in New York! The 2007 Stereophile Home Entertainment Show is coming! May 11-13, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, 2007 at the Grand Hyatt Hotel in New York, NY. Elusive Disc, Inc. & JVC XRCD will be exhibiting in Ballroom E, Booth 13! The Home Entertainment Show is the largest and most comprehensive collection of products the home entertainment industry has to offer. Check out what is hot and new in digital and analogue for the year 2007! Come see all the booths! There will be over 500 titles on LP, SACD, XRCD, DVD-A and CD, Equipment & Accessories for demonstration at this years Home Entertainment 2007 Show... Don't Miss It!

Cowboy Logic
The Sierra Club and the US Forest Service were presenting an alternative to Wyoming ranchers for controlling the coyote population. It seems that after years of the ranchers using the tried and true methods of shooting and/or trapping the predator, the tree-huggers had a "more humane" solution. What they proposed was for the animals to be captured alive, that the males be castrated and let loose again, and the population would eventually be controlled. This was ACTUALLY proposed to the Wyoming Wool and Sheep Grower's Association by the Sierra Club and the USFS. All of the ranchers thought about this amazing idea for a couple of minutes. Finally, an old boy in the in the back stood up, tipped his hat back and said, "Son, I don't think you understand the problem. Those coyotes ain't f*ckin' our sheep - they're eatin' 'em."

The Real Story And Update On Angela
ok folks....my time to say something...please bear with me bc some of this is hard to say and some of this might hurt some of your feelings...if it does than i apologize in advance. I have to get this out and this is how i really honestly feel about some things i have seen and done. First of all let me get this one off my chest. I totally understand if u are mad at someone that ur first thought would be to bash them on ct If thats what u want to do then thats up to you But be sure if u do it your not just sitting there lying about stuff just to bash someone. There was a recent bullentin about me and one of my friends. This bullentin was very much a lie for the most part. I have know about this bullentin for awhile and i have taken a chance to think about what i should say in response to it or if i should even respond at all. All i can say about the bullentin is if u wanna believe it then u can. But dont go around reposting shit when u dont have both sides of the story. If u were a

Pain Drama Tears Depressions
5/3/2007 Hello Readers: Note: Read this newsletter to the end for the Super Deal. The last New Moon Party went just fantastic, many of my friends, clients and students flew from all over and the "pool party" was a total success. People began arriving around 3:30 PM and the show kept going all the way to 1:30 AM. The next New Moon Party is set for Sunday May 20th from 5 PM until 3 AM and you are welcome to comeback and bring more of your friends. My friends are not only smart but also highly spiritual and you will have a blast with all of us. Dress casually and bring your swimming suit it will be hot by the pool. With a bit of luck I will have my new book "Beyond The Secret" available and you will get your signed copy at a discounted price. I spent hours talking with four Los Angeles movie Producers willing to combine their efforts to turn this book into a movie and a series of documentaries is planned to be produced by my good friend Edmund Executive producer and Directo

My Only Love
I can't run anymore, I fall before you, Here I am, I have nothing left, Though I've tried to forget, You're all that I am, Take me home, I'm through fighting it, Broken, Lifeless, I give up, You're my only strength, Without you, I can't go on, Anymore, Ever again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. I can't run anymore, I give myself to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, In all my bitterness, I ignored, All that's real and true, All I need is you, When night falls on me, I'll not close my eyes, I'm too alive, And you're too strong, I can't lie anymore, I fall down before you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. Constantly

Unconditional
You ae really not smart, to give up on true love. True love is one of the most amazing things in the life. True love is unconditionallove. Even though u did what you did i dont love you anyless. I love you no matter what. True love is what i vowed for you on sept 10 and ill love u the same tillthe day that I die. That goes for even if u dont stay my wife, but im tiered it is your problem. My love for you has always been so strong and u told me u felt the same, but then why do you want to shove me out of your life? My love has always been so true, it stil is. The kinda of love I have for you can only be descibed as a love from above. You wonder why i just dont say the hell with it, well its cause when i tell you i love you they are not just 3 words. When i told you my vows in front of God and our family, thats something i was not joking about. But my love is to good for you right now. You do not deserve my love at all now, but you are very lucky because my love for you is so true.

Mr Vince Neil Has A Nice Head Of Hair, U R A Fukn N00b
Vince Neil has a nice head of hair, Don't Fan me, Don't Rate me@ CherryTAP well anyone who goes around rating ppl's pictures and profiles ones Obviously a) has got a lot of time on there hands & b) must live a very sad lonely pathetic life esp when u block me to return the kind gester makes it even funnier =) - with a name like that and a profile pic to back it up i would say he is out for the kill - so watch out peeps && that is why u get my FIRST N00b of the day award Vince Neil has a nice head of hair, Don't Fan me, Don't Rate me@ CherryTAP

Jacuzzi Sex
A teenage girl called her mom on the phone. She loved taking long, hot jacuzzis every Friday. "Hey mom can I take a bath in the master bedroom?" she asked. "I don't care." her mom replied. "Thanks!" she said and hung up. Grabbing a towel and washcloth she ran into the room. Her eyes held lust as she looked at the large tub. Powerful jets lined the sides of it. Biting her lip she began to let the hot water pour. She began to undress her sexy body. Her double D's bounced as she removed the cami under shirt. Seeing that the jacuzzi was full enough she slid into the tub. The girl did everything she needed to and was now time for her pleasure. Setting her pussy up on one of the smaller jets she began the cycle. The water shoved into her teenage pussy making her moan. Her whole was filled with pulsing water. Wanting more pleasure she shoved herself down to where her cilt was on the jet. Her legs tensed with pleasure and she screamed. Luckily. No one was home until late on Fridays. She s

At Witts End
i fear that i am going crazy, a little each day. nothing seems right. i moved 4 hours away from my home town where i was raised and lived all 22 years of my life... with the promise of a job when i got here. i packed up my son and all i own and jumped at the chance to make a new life for us. i got here, and now i dont have a job. they changed there mind, or hired someone else, or something. i am living off of unemployment which is only $1oo a wk, which only covers my rent.. not my sons diapers, nothing. my son is becoming more and more out of control, whether it be "terrible twos" or missing his dad, i dont know. i have very few friends, but the ones i have are great, yet they dont fill the void i have. i feel like i am drowning in a pool of emotions. slowly, day by day, i am losing a great friend more and more.. and i cant stand this. i dont mean to post to bitch about my life or to make people feel sorry for me, i just need to get this off my chest. sorry guys.

Rated A 4
You know, I can understand someone not liking the way I look. Hell, most of the time I don't like the way I look. And if it had been a picture of me and got rated a 4 I'd have said 'Uh, alright.' and moved on. But the picture of my eyes?!? By a chick who makes me look as skinny as Nicole Richie and as pretty as Nicole Kidman?!? I mean COME ON! I know she was just looking for attention so I didn't give her any beyond looking at her page, which was filled with comments about how she had done the same thing to others. I just don't get it. If I don't think someone is a 10 I just don't rate them. Is that hipocritical? Should I do what she did? What do you guys think? Comment and let me know.

4 Ever Luv
Our love can only be strong with the start of a spiritual bond with the words " I do " Our love can only be true And our hearts will beat as one Our engagement was started on Christmas day So why not start our marriage in a lovers way

Broken Heart
Well today is the day of my surgery. It has finally set in that my babies will be gone forever!!!! I know that they are in a much better place than this terrible inconsiderate world but I wish they here with me. Even though we never met and I've seen them twice through the ultrasound I still love them with all my heart they are and will always be my babies. I'm planning to get tattoos to remember them but I know that this is one ordeal i will NEVER in my life forget. R.I.P my lil jellybeans March 11th 2007- May 7th 2007

Real Newspaper Ads...too Funny
REAL NEWSPAPER ADS FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little dog Bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES... Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat .. been out a while. Better be a reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE . WORN ONCE BY MISTAKE. Call Stephanie. AND THE BEST ONE : FOR SALE ! BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes Excellent condition $1,000 or best offer No longer needed, got married last month. Husband knows everything

T R U E F R I E N D S H I P
Horror gripped the heart of the World War I soldier as he saw his lifelong friend fall in battle. Caught in a trench with continuous gunfire whizzing over his head, the soldier asked his lieutenant if he might go out into the "No Man's Land" between the trenches to bring his fallen comrade back. "You can go," said the Lieutenant, "but I don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your own life away." The Lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway. Miraculously he managed to reach his friend, hoist him onto his shoulder, and bring him back to their company's trench. As the two of them tumbled in together to the bottom of the trench, the officer checked the wounded soldier, then looked kindly at his friend. "I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead, and you are mortally wounded." "It was worth it, though, sir," the soldier said. "How do you mean, 'worth it'?" responded the Lieutenant. "Your f

Falling And Staying In Love..
The three stages of love and Valentine's Day may - or may not - be a heady combination. The three stages of love are the same for everyone: lust, attraction, and attachment. The stages aren't separated by markers like anniversaries or particular actions (like sleeping together for the first time), but rather blend together in a long stroke of love. Alas, not everyone gets to or stays in the last stage. Three Stages of Love Lust or romantic love is the first stage, driven by testosterone and estrogen. Mating is the evolutionary purpose of this stage, creating strong physical and emotional attraction. Endorphins soak your brain and you're immersed in intense pleasurable sensations. Your lover is perfect, ideal, made for you – and you feel exhilarated and even "high" (similar to the feeling you get after you eat really good chocolate or have a great workout). Attraction or power struggles is the second stage, or the love-sick phase. You may lose your appetite, need less sle

Prediction
Julie Location of Death: Herndon, VA Date of Death: 5/11/2021 5:42:19 PM Last Person Called: Bo Last Number Dialed: (703) 376-644* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Suicide See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

How Horny Are You?
You are 69% horny! You have a normal level of horniness and is about average and though u might think that ur a super horny creature, u'r actually not. So enjoy it!How horny are you?Make a Quiz

Adult Only
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BO

Red Marbles - A Story To Touch Your Heart
RED MARBLES During the waning years of the depression in a small south eastern Idaho community, I used to stop by Brother Miller's roadside stand for farm-fresh produce as the season made it available. Food and money were still extremely scarce and bartering was used, extensively. One particular day Brother Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Brother Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure Look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger

Waite A Lil Longer
I stand looking left & then right , Knowing im at a crossroads in life. Wi th your words saying just waite , and my heart saying no. You tell me how long is not much longer? Exspecting me to keep staying stronger.How my tears start and find no end. Do you feel the pain i feel on your end? When i hear your voice over the telephone, It feels like coming home.Then poof your gone have a life to move onto. Where do i go with mine waiting for you time after time. Who left who without looking back ? Not thinking we would lose track. Still you ask me to waite. Is the heart ache i feel from destiny or fate?Love and happiness yet so far away.I still waite feeling i will never be found.With my world closing in on me all around. When i close my eyes your all that i see. Reachin for you at night, no one there,Screaming your name threw my dreams and tears.Only you can take away the lonliness and fears.Is it the distance between a woman and a man. Please tell me what waite a lil longer means? I find

A Must Read Lmao
SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t

Lets Hook Up On Myspace
Hey if you are on Myspace lets hook up there as well. For the main account of The Father http://www.myspace.com/sunshynevideo Or for Sunshyne http://www.myspace.com/sunshyne9602 That way you can stay on top of whats going on with everything!

Truth About Heart Breaks
TRUTH ladies .. read till the end it's worth it !!!!!! Body: Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our pare

Dogs And Wives
26 reasons why I have 2 dogs and not 2 wives: 1. The later you are, the more excited your dogs are to see you. 2. Dogs will forgive you for playing with other dogs. 3. If a dog is gorgeous, other dogs don't hate it. 4. Dogs don't notice if you call them by another dog's name. 5. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor. 6. A dog's parents never visit. 7. Dogs do not hate their bodies. 8. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. 9. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk. 10. Dogs seldom outlive you. 11. Dogs can't talk. 12. You never have to wait for a dog; they're ready to go 24 hours a day. 13. Dogs find you amusing when you're drunk. 14. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing. 15. Another man will seldom steal your dog. 16. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "If I died, would you get another dog?" 17. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 18. A do

Challenges Ahead
i JUST NEED TO VENT A LITTLE BIT...SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE I AM WHINING BUT I AM NOT....I AM VERY SCARED. I HAVE HAD BACK PROBLEMS SINCE I WAS ABOUT 20 YEARS OLD. HOWEVER, I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS TO HELP. TREAMENT, THERAPY AND EXERCISE. AS THE YEARS HAVE PROGRESSED AND I HAVE GOTTEN OLDER MY BACK HAS GOTTEN WORSE. I FOUND OUT WEDNESDAY THAT I NEED TO HAVE BACK SURGERY. ONE OF THE DISC'S IN MY LOWER BACK HAS TOTALLY COLLAPSED AND I HAVE TO HAVE TO BONES FUSED TOGETHER BECAUSE MY ENTIRE PELVIC AND HIP AREA IS SLIPPING FOWARD, AND IF I DO NOT HAVE THE SURGERY I COULD BECOME PARALYZED. IN ADDITION TO THAT WONDERFULO NEWS (LOL) I AM A SINGLE MOM WITH NO FAMILY AROUND AND NO SIGNIFICANT OTHER. MY SPIRIT IS FAILING ME NOW AND I DON'T HAVE THE WILL TO DO ANYTHING. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SEE IF THERE IS ANY HELP OUT THERE, FOR SOMEONE IN MY SITUATION BECAUSE I COULD BE OUT OF COMMISSION FOR UP TO 3 MONTHS IF NOT MORE. SO I AM FEELING SICK ALL THE TIME JUST THINKING ABOUT EV

I Have A Lover
i have someone on here that love me for me and i love her with my hart and soul i hop she love me with all her hart and soul to and will be with me to the end of time r to death come for us. I will be all the man she need in life and she be all the woman i need in my life i do what ever it take to be with her so baby i love love with my hart and soul to the end of time r to death come for me and when death do come i will still love when i'm die love you baby. kenny eckert

Silly Little Trolls....
We all hate trolls but once in awhile, it's nice to use them to let off a little steam. I received the following email on a site where I have posted a really quick blowjob vid (a portion of which you've seen as a gif in my albums). From: tizzmo Sent: May. 25, 2007 09:00 AM Subject: wow Message: home girl u need to learn how t suck a dick. I can tell u never fucked with a man of color b4. U really cant suck dick to good unless its a litttle one and on that i give u a D- To: tizzmo Sent: May. 25, 2007 03:20 PM Subject: Re: wow Message: Well, "homeboy", you need to learn to speak English. And to not judge on almost no information. I've had no complaints on my cocksucking abilities and have even been punished for making one playmate cum too quickly that way. What you don't see very well in that vid is that he is directing the whole thing. He's holding my hair so that basically he is just fucking my mouth. There is only so much a girl can do from that positi

Check Out The Best Of The 80's Music And Have Some Fun Bring Your Friends Along
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

The Difficulties In Being Supes !
Superman was feelin horney one day and need a scr*w desperately..... He couldn't find anyone, so he checked out for some advise with his friend Batman, who had solid connections.... He recommended, Wonder Woman... whom he felt was the best in the business.... Supes rushed to meet Wonder Woman....only to find her lying starkers in the field... He rushed down did his thing.... and flew off satisfied What he didn't know was that.. Wonder Woman was having a go with the Invisible man..... When they were through ... Supergirl asked the Inviz Man...how it was.... he said he couldn't ask for better.... but, But what ?? He just couldn't explain the pain in his back !

Pyewacket
Ok New kitty has a name. Her name is Pyewacket pronounced pie wack it If you are wondering (and I am sure most of you are) LOL the name comes from a show Mike remebers seeing when he was a child. The show is from the 50's and is called the Bell, Book and Candle. ok. just wanted to let you guys know that she has a name now. and she is getting fat and fluffy and doing great. she is so cute

New Drugs For Women
D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. _____ E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. _____ ST. M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. _____ P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. _____ D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. _____ F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers.

Explanations First
This is just a little taste of some of my personal & favorite recipes. Some are used for various medical purposes ... others are just for "chillin" out. I have been asked if i worshipped Satan.. and some are confused by exactly what Wicca is. In this first post i will make an attempt to explain a bit. FIRST -- I DO NOT WORSHIP SATAN I do not even BELIEVE in the existance of the Christian Satan. HOWEVER... i do indeed believe in the presence of darkness or what some may call harmful spirits. I personally believe STRONGLY in the presence of spirits and some call these Angelic or Demonic.. i DO NOT... they are spirits or unseen guides.. not all friendly.. not all harmful but they do indeed exist. Not all are humanoid either. I believe that ALL THINGS have a life force.. even plants and animals. For example.. consider the tree.. it has " blood " .. we just call this SAP. Without the sap.. a plant can not live.. its a different color and consistancy from what we term b

Dust And Bones
One of my favorite songs of all time; so much so that I often wish I would have written it. Besides Izzy Stradlin's great rhythm guitar and Slash's magnificent guitar solo, there are so many profound words in this song, about the past, present, and future; the good and bad aspects of love and relationships; life in general; and what it all comes down in the very end. Dust N' Bones (Stradlin/Slash/McKagan) He lost his mind today He left it out back on the highway On '65 She loved him yesterday Yesterday's over, I said okay That's all right. Time moves on that's the way We live in hope to see the next day That's all right. Sometimes these things they are so easy Sometimes these things they are so cold Sometimes these things just seem to rip you right in two Oh no man don't let 'em get to you She loved him yesterday He laid her sister, she said okay And that's all right. Buried her things today Way back out deep behind the driveway And that's all right.

Me....mmmmm
i luv outdoors, cuddling, romance, music, traveling - mainly road trips, am affectionate, honest, trusting, loving. Part native and love living life to the fullest...luv all animals but prefer cats of all kinds. Have many interests and activities.

The Foggy Dew
American Southerners and the Irish are two strange Breeds. And I say this to you as one,,, or both actually. We are the Only peoples in this day and age that who stop and listen with hearts a weepin', about losses taken over 150 years in the Past. I guess, if anything, the Irish are worse cuz some of those songs are about defeats 500 years ago! I have always loved this woman's voice, but in this tune, it takes my breath. She sings the song as if she had been standing there, but not just watching the events, but having participated in them. BB, Eugene Sinead O'Connor & the Chieftains- The Foggy Dew

Rest In Peace Phillip Morris
well thursday i found out that on tuesday a really good guy by the name of PHILLIP MORRIS passed away. Phil, buddy..... you were one hell of a guy, you already are missed greatly by a great many people. we will miss your laugh..... how it made us all laugh even if what you were laughing at wasnt even funny... miss the way you looked out for everyone, how you put everyone before yourself, how you could cheer everyone up without even trying. its not going to be the same without you bro!! REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND!!

Irish Logic
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. "You disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce!" And Paddy (for it was he) replied "Hang on just a minute luv, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead", she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And Paddy began - "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thing devoured them in moments. Since

Top 30 Things!
30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS: written by a guy. after years of experience. 1.Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't te

I Was Asked To Repost This. Enjoy! A Day In The Life Of Quick
12:00pm - I open my eyes at the butt crack of noon, and light a cigarette. 12:01pm - I realize i have morning breath that could melt the aluminum siding off of a house! 12:04pm - I get my lazy ass out of my overly uncomfortable bed and hobble over to the shower, and get hot water running. 12:08pm - While showering, i stop to admire my own cock, and think of manly names for it....end up settling on "The magical spitting wand of doom" 12:10pm - I have dirty thoughts of a massive orgy including myself and 25 of the hottest women i know handling the magical spitting wand of doom! 12:12pm - I get out of the shower with a massive hard on, which works out good for me....i needed a place to hang my towel while i brush my teeth! 12:30pm - After drip drying, and staring at myself in the mirror for 10 minutes, i start looking for clothes. Have to remember which side of the room was the CLEAN clothes. 12:32pm - I settle on my usual. A pair of levi's, and a corona t shirt, with

Blast
i dont know wats goin with this family but sum of you act like you dont have to bomb , well u dont have to, when your in a contest dont come look for the family to help , so remeber wat you give out is wat youll get in return sum of us worked really hard in the fathers day contest for grey wolf (shadows husband) came in secound not bad for our first contest , come on lets do the same for the blast HERES THE LINK FOR THE BLAST CLICK HERE bbw/bhm/bombers

For Your Reading Pleasure....
Well, as of today, me and the kids have managed to make it thru this month afterall, financially. I just recieved the paperwork for the change of child support situation and will be sending out the paperwork ASAP so that there will be some results in this matter, and changes to be made. Was informed by the CS department though that it may or may not be that I would get the support back or anything...so I do not know in this matter. It is final though, the father of my kids and my ex husband, claims that he will actually wait to see if the kids will welcome him into their lives when they get old enough to understand that they actually have a father. He claims that he will have no contact with them just because of me...he just wants to act babyish and see if the kids will accept him when they are old enough to figure things out for themselves. Our oldest is four and youngest is just two so it will be a few years away for them to understand what is going on...so it is up to me to

Ghost Horses' Journey
In the still darkness of the night while the blue moon shines bright the ghost horses are milling about in the gated pen, where they are held In the woodland lands of the Cherokee A great wind comes about and the clouds begin to move, the moon lights up the night as it is always meant to do one horse he is very strong and brave he is there to always lead the way with his hooves reared up the gate he does crash to lead the others out to search the distance of the earth and be on their way to the great sky land some spirits they do take on their journey home once they return again, they will bring to us the ancestor's home. Ah Ho! Windsong Copyright August 10, 2004

The All Knowing
I swear to this chick i work with gets on my nerves. She knows everything and is never ever wrong. She is Miss. Perfect. I hate when no matter what you do you are nothing but the Fuck up. When all you do is calm the folks down and not stress over every little issue that arises. I hate folks who can't handle the little bit of stress or that they are so pissed off about something from their home life and have to bring it to work... Take a pill and chill out chick. i swear she make me want to somke or slip her a happy pill.

Someone Very Special To Me
well i have been talkin' to someone that has become very special to me and she makes me very very happy. The really good part is she likes me for who i am and the way i am, i haven't met anyone quite as special as she is to me. She also nows that too cuz i tell her everyday how much i like her and that she is very beautiful. I'm hoping this will become a very long lasting relationship between me and her and i have a pretty good feelin' it will. She knows who i am talkin' about and that's all that matters to me is that she knows and is happy too.

Omg Pottery Is Making Me Nuts!
WTF!!! Ok I have been a potter for 20 years hadn't thrown much for the past 10 but was able to pick up where I left off with out much trouble on size and stuff BUT every thing else has fought me every inch of the way! First my kick wheel gets messed up so I get an electric so I thought this is a good thing as I am getting older and don't like to work as hard LOL.. The first glaze load comes out like crap very under glazed so I get the next load ready & on the bisque firing one pot blows up and the kiln under fires so I glaze them and there just ok Ok next load bisque miss fires AGAIN but I glaze anyway MY BAD! The pots are just a little better then ok.. So we replace a burned out heating element wow now every thing should be great.. NOT! I put a load in yesterday for a bisque firing after waiting a week for the element to get here I flip my little switches every hour like I have for the past 20 years and 5 hours later the thing drops like it should, woo hoo I think I'

Midnight Sun
Arrived in Sweden just in time to celebrate Midsumer´s Night. Much fun, food, and drink for all! At midnight the sky was still noticeably light in the west and soon (12:30) it was daylight again as the celebration went on. Now the days get shorter, but I will go north so the effect may not be apparent. Having a great time and hope you are all well and happy. Thanks for all the messages and good wishes, even if I am unable to answer you directly. I will make up for it when I return. Cherry love, J

I Need An I Luv Me Jacket
OK NOW I DONT GET ANYTHING ANYMORE AND I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL FIGURED IT OUT BUT YET IT JUSTS FUCKS U OVER. AND THEN U HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAI JUST TO GET WAT U WANT AGAIN. HOPIN PRAYING THAT U GET WAT U WANT OUT OF LIFE. IT COMES THEN IT GOES. BUT FOR NOW ALL I CAN DO IS HOPE IT COMES BACK AROUND BETTER THEN IT WAS BEFORE. BUT WHO FUCKING KNOWS WATS GOIN TO HAPPEN IN LIFE THAT SHYT AIN KNOW CAKE WALK. BUT IM JUST THAT DAMN CLOSE IN JUST SAYING FUCK IT. AND JUST GIVE UP ON HOPE.AND JUST BE DEAD TO THE WORLD. HATING EVERYTHING THAT WALKS,BREATHES,THINKS,SMILES, LAUGHS, AND LUVS. BUT MAYBE IM WRONG FOR THINKIN THAT BUT I DONT CARE ANYMORE. CAN ANYONE HELP ME OR SAVE ME FORM MY FUCKED UP LIFE. OR AM I DESTAND TO TOURCHER IN HELL. JUST THINKING BOUT IT JUST MAKES MY BLOOD BOILED, AN MY SKIN CRAWL. BUT I BET SUM MAY GET IT AND SUM MAY NOT BUT DAMN I TRIED AND SHYT AINT WORKING. FOR ME AT ALL. SO JUST GIVE ME MY I LUV ME JACKET AND THROW ME IN TO A PADDED CELL. AND THROW AWAY TH

Lonely Soul Wanders
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak She does her duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life She meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

Poetry
GOING INSANE... Category: Writing and Poetry MY DOOR SLAMS WITH THE SANDS OF TIME AND I WOULD KILL FOR A PIECE OF MIND... I'M DOING PUSH-UPS IN A VERTICAL STANCE... WHILE STARING AT THE FLOOR WATCHING DEMONS DANCE.. MY KNUCKLES ON STEEL BARS,ALL FULL OF BLOOD SEARCHING THROUGH DARKNESS I SEE NO LOVE... NOW THE LORD IS ON MY SHOULDER AND SATAN'S ON MY LAP AND IN MY OWN MIND...I CAN HEAR THEM BOTH LAUGH. I'M GOING INSANE.

Castlevania
Ok here is the deal. My friend Will's toughest thing that he has ever thrown us in D&D is having us go through Castlevania. Well on my birthday we are taking a group of lvl 60 characters through it... It will be a blood bath.

Will Science Render Men Unnecessary?
The possibility seems real but don't drop your guy just yet By Brian Alexander |MSNBC contributor I normally don't spend a great deal of time thinking about my sperm. But recently a team of scientists announced they had made artificial sperm from human bone marrow, and media reports abounded with the dire news that my goodfellas (and by extension, me) had been rendered unnecessary. If a woman chose to do so, speculated tabloid journalists, she could make sperm from her own bone marrow, fertilize another woman's egg — and voila! "Men could be completely sidelined," according to Britain's Daily Mail. "Women to Self Create," blared the headline in Australia's Daily Telegraph. "Men beware!" began a story on one U.S. news Web site. There are at least half a dozen reasons why such speculation is silly, some scientific and some practical. For example, as long as sex feels good and remains no more expensive than dinner and a bottle of wine, most people will use nat

The Doctors Visit
The doctors visit A young Native American woman went to a doctor for her first ever Physical exam. After checking all of her vitals and running the usual tests, the doctor Said, "Well, Running Doe, you are in fine health. I could find no problems. I did notice one abnormality however." "Oh, what is that, Doctor?" "Well, you have no nipples." "None of the people in my tribe have nipples," she replied. "That is amazing," said the doctor. "I'd like to write this up for The South Dakota Journal of Medicine if you don't mind. She said, "OK." "First of all" asked the doctor, "how many people are in your tribe?" She answered, "Approximately 500." "And what is the name of your tribe?" Asked the doctor. Running Doe replied, "We're called ..... ; "The Indiannippleless Five Hundred"

I Am Witch
You are 89% Witch or Wizard! You are the Witch or Wizard that sees the entire universe as one thing, using the power you have to create the world for us all. Blessed be!What type of Witch or Wizard are you?Create a Quiz

Found On Myspace-this Was Sent To A Sargeant Of The U.s. Army. It's Horrible.
DON'T LET ME EVER HEAR ANY OF YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!! Body: This was sent to a Sargeant of the U.S. Army. It's horrible. From: Display Name: Brooke http://www.myspace.com/brooke6688 Date: Jun 28, 2007 4:24 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: Just thought you should know... Body: First of all I want to thank you for the friend request. Secondly, you couldn't pay me, torture me, or brainwash me enough to join the military of this corrupt nation. Stop wasting your time and using young, impressionable citizens to your benefit. I'm sorry that you are miserable and you are unable to stand on your own feet. The only people I know who are actually dumb enough to join the military are those who have no direction in their life and are unable to support themselves. They are not individuals. They are pathetic, sorry excuses for a human being who need an organization to tell them exactly what to do and to give them a "security" of some monetary benefit. These peop

Notebook Musings...
Yesterday I was feeling ancy for no apparant reason and took my notebook out onto the porch to watch the kids behind the house going in and out of the Cremeland parking lot licking eachother's ice cream cones. I pondered how simple it was when I was little. You licked your female friends' ice creams, but not the boys, lest we get cooties. I wish it were so simple still. Now I worry about catching mono from sipping the same straw as someone else or squatting above the public toilet seat because someone forwarded me a chain letter about how crabs can jump 3 ft. off a public toilet seat.. And apparantly they don't care that you've shaved off all your pubes, they'll find a home. I don't know where I was going with this, or if it had a destination at all.. I'll just sit here in left field and wait for another fellow writer to join me...

Purpose Of This Blog.
This blog will contain a list of people that have blocked me for no apparent reason at all. If you don't want to end up on here when you block me, tell me why. If you see yourself on here and want to be removed, tell me why you blocked me in an email (the system still lets you do that, apparently) I do not hold a grudge, and when I recieve the explanation you will be removed from it with no retalliation. I only retalliate against downraters. :)

Prequalified?
Ok, now every day I am getting a message that says I am prequalified for a survey. So, I figured I would check it out. I fill in the information on the first page and click 'submit'. What happens? Absolutely NOTHING! I really wish those kind of things were tested to be compitable with ALL browsers instead of just the one with the greatest market share.

Daily Horoscope, July 4
"Secretly you want to know what's at the end of the road before you take the first step. The stars say it's not important to know the exact details about the future -- just trust that it will be there. Now start walking!" Fuck that, I always just start walkin. It usually gets me in trouble.

For Team A
www.hostdrjack.com TEAM A IS BASICALLY DOING THE SAME THING YOU HAVE BEEN DOING ALL ALONG JUST GOING AND RATING OUR MEMBERS STASHES AS YOU HAVE BEEN DOING WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS BUT SINCE YOU ARE A MEMBER OF A STASH CLUB AND WE ARE A FAMILY OF OUR OWN NOW JUST FOCUS ON CLUB MEMBERS NOW MORE. PLEASE GO AND MAKE FRIENDS WITH ALL OF OUR OTHER MEMBERS AND RATE THEIR PHOTO,S AND STUFF JUST LIKE YOU ALREADY DID WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS. WE WILL ALL GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER AND MEET IN THE LOUNGE TO PARTY! OR JUST HANG OUT AND LISTEN TO MUSIC, EVERYONE IS WELCOME IN AND I AM KEEPING IT JUST FOR OUR ENJOYMENT AND SOCIAL PLACE RATHER THAN DISCUSSING ALOT OF CLUB ISSUES THERE AFTER ALL WE ARE ALL IN HERE FOR THE FUN OF IT ANYWAY BUT THERE IS A DISCUSSION BOX ON THE RIGHT INSIDE THE LOUNGE IF YOU WANT TO ASK ANY QUESTIONS OR HAVE ANY IDEAS OR SUGGESTIONS. I WILL TRY TO READ AND ANSWER THEM FOR YOU SO LETS GET OUT THERE AND START MAKING FRIENDS OF ONE ANOT

Me
hi all, im caroline im from adelaide australia. im a newie here at cherry tap and i like the site so far, pretty unique site. so if u see my profile just send me a msg/rate me and ill do the same. hope to talk to you all soon. cheers

A Poem I Wrote Awhile Back
Maybe when you're done fighting for what you think is number one Maybe when you think it through Maybe when you find she's just not the one Maybe if I'm not with someone new I might take a second look at you Maybe if we're through you might see what you've done Maybe if I were you I'd start fighting for the truth Maybe she's thaught it through and you're just not the one Maybe when she's done with you I might be having fun Maybe when my dream comes true I might just find that you're just not the one Maybe when it said and done you might be having fun Maybe when that day comes I won't be here for you Maybe when I love again it might be with someone new Maybe when I breathe again it's because of someone new Maybe when I feel again I might just feel for someone new Maybe when you find what you're looking it might too late to knock at my door

Lv Nv~mercedes Is Still @ Shelter! Rescue Her Today! Repost
Black Labrador Retriever,Pit Bull Terrier MixSize: MediumAge: BabyGender: FemaleID: Kennel 5069 Notes: Mercedez is a one year and five month old black Lab mix. She is good with children and small dogs. Large dogs scare her a little bit.The Lied shelter has an area available to get to know our animals and if you already have another dog, you are encouraged to bring them along to introduce to your new family member.This dog is just one of 150 dogs available at the Lied shelter. Look on our home page for our weekly specials.This pet is up to date with routine shots. This pet is already house trained. This pet has been altered. Lied Animal ShelterLas Vegas, NV702-384-3333 llbe@lvcm.com

Info U Can Use
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Game Over
You might notice that I've been logged in a lot. I'm not, really. It's just that the baby jesus loves me so much he insists on keeping me close to his heart, which means that I have to hit the logout link fifty fucking times before my mug quits glowing. Fifty, five, same fucking thing. It's annoying. So if you see me online and you say something and I don't respond, it's not that I'm ignoring you. Unless I don't like you, in which case, I'm ignoring you. The inability of the mini-god to let me be "off tap" is merely another in a long list of things that are fucked up about the tap. How is it that this place is so thoroughly broken? I've heard any number of apt comparisons... Ed suggested that the tap was constructed from the parts of a junked car, an '87 something. I don't pay attention to car talk. (Unless it's Click and Clack on Car Talk Radio, in which case I'll listen for hours) Cyrus likened the tap to a socialist country where everything's broken, everyone kno

For All My Friends/family/fans
I received this from a dear friend this morning and thought I should share! This is for all my friends/family/fans, although I think most of you know how I feel about your presence in my life, lol! Just wanted to make sure I reached all of you! Love, hugs, and blessings for all of you! Muahz! One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!! Send this to at least 8 people you care about and send it back to the person Who sent it to you Live today to the fullest because tomorrow is not a promise!!! We are Friends

Pain
Intense in it's journey throughout the weakened body it travels. Radiating through the being causing thought to slowly unravel. No relief can be found from it's constant persistence. There is no cure only the body's natural resistence. The source internal, disturbing body and mind. The answer lost somewhere that we have yet to find.

I Just Don't Get It!!!!!
Ok I just don't get why people put pictures up of nothing but females in like bikini's and shit like that when: 1. they are MALE"very disturbing" 2.when the pic is nowhere near what you look like. 3. you only do it for pic rating and comments, so you can move up the ratings. GET A REAL LIFE PEOPLE

Love And Relationships
In any relationship, whether it is a romantic one or just a friendship I try to put as much effort as I can to talk to everyone and show interest. I really hate it when I feel like I am the only one making an effort to be a friend or even a partner. It makes no sense to me. It's so easy and takes so little time to just let someone know that you care and are there for them. All of you who know me well and many of you have known me for years, know that I try my hardest to show and treat everyone as I would want to be treated. I do not discriminate as to who I talk to and who I do not. Many of you know that , even if I am busy, I will still take the time to respond to you whether it is here or on messenger. Maybe I am a bit old-fashioned as I believe in being courteous to others. I believe in only speaking truthfully in matters of the heart and emotions. I never tell someone I like them or care for them if I do not mean it. My life has enough regrets without adding to them by decieving

Save The Tunes!
As some of you know I own Surge.FM I want to continue broadcasting to all of you fine people but big corporation and the government are trying like hell to screw us over. I pay a monthly fee for licensing to bring you the tunes you love. To make a long story short... they wanna pass a bill that will raise our roylty rates so high that we will be forced to shut down. So ACT NOW! Call your congressmen and raise some hell! Internet radio will be paying skyhigh rates compared to satellite radio and AM/FM stations. The following is an email I received from my licensing provider... Sent Thursday July 12, 2007 08:24 AM Subject URGENT Hello LoudCity member, IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED The U.S. Court of Appeals DENIED the emergency stay requested by webcasters. UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, it is the end of the road for Internet radio. This situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and most serious. CALL YOUR SENATORS AND REPRESENTATIVES RIGHT A

Haunting Me
To my angel of darkness Haunting my silent dreams No, not dreams but nightmares Making my blood run cold Until, at some point, you reach out Caressing my very being And all relaxes behind your shadow Then I fight sleep again For fear of it happening But, also I wish for it sometimes Just to see you within One glimpse of your uniqueness And I feel like my heart is bursting But why this beauty in my hell The one hidden deep in my mind Where do you fit in How, in that inner darkness Does such beauty thrive But I have finally found you elsewhere Than just deep within myself Next to my own personal demons I found you the one I truly Love.

Lets See Who Pays Attention/???
I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. .. Re-post if you are a true cherry tap friend

Racism
magnify in an earlier blog, i commented on my paternal grandfather being a grand dragon in the KKK. on the other side of the blanket, my maternal grand father was a black slave, maternal grandmother a frenchwoman. this sparked quite a lively conversation with my friend cheryl, and the similarities between our upbringings from so diverse parts of the country...she from here, and me from the south. what started boiling in my little brain after that conversation, was, wondering if my grandfather knew this little tidbit of information. was that why he was so mean to me? not to say that i didn't feel loved by him, i did... he just picked on me, and laughed. i know i gleaned the information that there was a "nigger in the woodpile" from my father...not my mother, who is, if anything, more prejudiced than my KKK papa. i never felt like daddy held it against me, though, not like she did. i was the butt of her mean little jokes when i was small. when she and my daddy broke up, we were as

Welcome A New Loser
Everyone take the time to welcome "d$money$" ( http://www.cherrytap.com/user/822203 ) to the family of lowlife scumbag downraters. Hi came to My page while I was away and downrated and then when I commented on it on his page (in true Roadie fashion) he sends a message stating, and I qoute, " was obly joking if i said any thing higher u would have thought i was gay and im not plus im bored " - Like that is a good reason to go around downrating people a "1"??? Maybe he and his ilk need to leave this site and join Rasberry Tap? LMAO

A Poem For You (ilu)
A poem for my sweetheart Though we’re miles apart I love you so much And yearn for your touch Compared to the rest There is no contest You are the best And nothing less Each letter per day That you send my way Makes or love fonder And our hearts stronger You make me so proud Despite my raincloud Some day sunny weather When we’re finally together I dream of Joni Our love; Harmony Now this rhymes end… is A poem for my girlfriend

You My Friend
You my friend You don't always show it, but I know that you care. You My friend If I'd ever need you, I know you'd be there. You I'm glad you're my friend. Your smile makes me smile. Your pain makes me hurt. You My friend I want you to know: If you need me--I'm there. make you happy, make you laugh. You My friend Sometimes you make me mad, but I can't stay mad. You My friend Sometimes I want to get away from you. And sometimes there's nothing I want more than: to talk to you, to tell you about my day, to hear about yours, to laugh with you, to tease you, to share an inside joke, that no one else would get, to argue with you, but know we're just kidding.. You My friend Do you remember the time when...? There are so many times. You My friend Don't ever lose the wonderful person you are. Stay happy. Stay healthy. Stay you. You My friend I'll never stop being your friend. Don't ever stop being mine. You My friend Just wan

Crying The Lost Of My Woman's Mom
A mother's love, a Mother's care, A mother's sigh, a Mother's prayer A Mother's work, and Mother's day, Leaves little time for any play. A godly Mother with godly love, Is treasure from God above, A godly Mother with godly above, A godly Mother with godly care, Has God's help when she sighs a prayer. Mother is she who spends sleepless night to make you sleep Mother is she who understands you from the very deep… Mother is she who will laugh and cry along with you…. Mother is she who teaches how to drink, eat and how to chew… Mother is she who scolds you for your good Mother is she who will support you in any mood… Mother is she who accepts you in any situation… Mother is she who motivates you for your every little creation… Mother is she who gives you blessings at every step… Mother is she who is always worried for your fate… Mother is she who can catch you if at any moment you lie… Mother is she who never wants to see her baby cry…. Mother is she w

Godz Joke Of The Day
Godz Joke Of the day Body: A biker walks into a convenience at about 2:30 in the morning. He walks up to the cashier and asks "Where are your tampons?" The clerk goes, "Right down on aisle three, on the end to the left." The Biker disappears down the aisle and finally, about 10 min. later he returns carrying toilet paper and cotton balls. The cashier starts to ring him up and goes, "You know, I know it's none of my business, but I thought you were here for tampons." The Biker goes, "Well, last week I sent my ol' lady out for smokes and she comes back with ziz zags and tobacco, so by God that fucking bitch can roll her own too."

2025
Darkness comes The sun goes down The demons come to play The moon turns red The clouds roll in Satan comes to say Thunder booms Rain starts to fall Death is here to stay Armageddon is apon us But don't you fear It will be over soon 2025 is the year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

G-string?
i really want a fubar g-string! but yanno, there's two reasons i wont buy myself one! 1) i'm too cheap 2) rather spend the money on my kids but wouldnt it be funny if ya were to go out with one of those on, get lucky, guy pulls down your pants to see "fubar" on your undies :P think i would just forget about sex and actually laugh the rest of the night

Behind...
Behind the counter, another eighteen-year-old kid. Both ears-pierced. Both nostrils-pierced. Both eyebrows fucking pierced! And his tongue is hanging out, you know why his tongue is hanging... cuz he has a six-inch steel stud imbedded in the middle of it! That's just one more thing for your dad to grab a hold of when he's pissed off at you. Denis Leary

Cool Summer Camp For Teens
Providing hope and a means of lasting, positive change in the quality of life of our teenage and adult guests, through the challenge of auto racing and Biblical principles (to enter, click on logo) 503-647-7776

Beyond Life
Once there was a destiny that I wanted to fill in my heart, dreaming and a fantasy.. Life is very open and sometimes closed. You share your precious moments with someone you have trust and faith in them.. You bare your tears and a shoulder when you know that person is just a friend. You weep from memories, just to keep you going on the next day. When thinking about the great times you shared when they were always around. Pieces of life will always be there, you put them back in your heart. Beyond Life only gives you strength, No one is here to judge you, nor hate you. Life is away of living, dont take it away from me my love is unfound.

Confucius's Wisdom For Peace - Thank You, Lady Victoria!
Confucius's Wisdom For Peace Through the righteousness in the heart, character is made more beautiful. With the beauty of the character, harmony is established in the home. When harmony is in each home, order is established in the nation. When there is order in the nation, peace is established in the world.

The 5 Questions Most Feared By Men
The 5 Questions Most Feared By Men 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat in this? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that each one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e. tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses. Question #1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: a. "Football." b. "Golf." c. "How fat you are." d. "How I would spend the insurance money if you died." Perhaps the best response to this question was offered by Al

And Just When You Thought I Lost Your Attention...
Well it seems that I have told myself i would write a new blog today before i catch my next ciggerette outside. Not to sure anymore if anything I'm writing is coherent enough to even be taken as anything; or if im yet again just rammbeling away with a point that stretches over more points then most veteran porn stars. Being back on the market after being taken for a little over 3 years should be more of a welcome to the freedom im experiencing... but i seem to just fall back and forget what all i really can and should do. Most of me says wait and dwell... sit and see... pace and absorb the surounding... but why??? I don't want to... I never have... and i sure as fuck hate thinking like that. Could it be just in the nature of acting? Acting on bullshit instead of imbeded impulse from previous experiences. It's as if I'm the mouse latched to the electrified piece of cheese... being shocked over and over again. Starving for the substanance and not caring about the consequence seems to be

Survey 1
Basics Name? Carolyn Age? 20 Current location? NY Place of birth? good question Hobbies/Interests/Favorites Favorite hobby? Web design,chillin,movies Play any musical instruments? Drums Can you sing? no Favorite band/music group/composer? There are alot Favorite type of music? anything except techno Favorite place to hangout? NYIT,penn station Do you like to travel? yup What is the coolest place you have ever been to on CT Favorite movie? too many Favorite song? I dont just have 1 Favorite TV show? Degrassi,Gilmore Girls,7th heaven Views on the world (semi-serious questions) What do you think of politics? dont get me started What do you think of President Bush? Moron, or greatest President ever? fuckinn moron What do you think of the war in Iraq? Brilliant effort by a great leader, or waste of life, time and tax dollars? da second one If the draft was implemented, and you were summoned, what would you do? g

Questions Asked To A Bullet.
The boy asks theses questions aloud, Thinking that he is alone. His mind is playing games upon him, Letting him ramble on and on. It's smiling at what he is thinking, Laughing at his rash decisions, Wondering when to intercede. Why am I here? And who the hell am I? The boy is down too low, His depression mingles with suicide. He grabs his gun, He loads up his lethal friend. Tonight is his night, Tonight he gets what he wants. The boy asks again. Will this stop the madness? The voices in my head? When will I be released from this mental torture? When will I succeed? He is crying now, His tears hit the gleaming barrel of his gun. His mind is urging him on, Saying that it's all done, There is no turning back now, The gun is all that's left. The boy doesn't believe it, His questions are building up. The tears are falling again, His time is up. He lets his questions flow out once more. Is this how I will die? Is this how it's meant to be? Is th

~unconditional~
(written.... once upon a time ago) to have your love no questions asked to know the way you feel and hear it in your laugh.. to see the twinkle you have in your eyes and know its there... without the what's and why's. I'm not a perfect person of my flaws.. I've soooo lost count.. But one thing that makes me feel complete... Is the love in you.. I've found. ~Candyce~

Im Movin!
WOO HOO! IM FINALLY GONNA GET TO GO TO CLASSES. IM GONNA BE ABLE TO WORK ON CARS WITH S DEGREE. AS WELL AS BE ABLE TO MAKE MUCHO MUCHO MONEIES! WOOO HHOOOOOOO! GO ME! ANYWAYS IM MOVIN TO WYOMING. I WILL BE THERE THE END OF SEPTEMBER, BEGING OF OCOTBER! WOO HOO!

August 2th In History
Holy jumpin’ jelly beans! Here it is, Thursday August twoth, 2007, (yes, I am saying August Tooth. What’s the big deal, we say 4th, 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th don’t we?); geeze, it’s hard to believe that it’s been 214 days since I yelled, “Whoopie”, in celebration of the new year. My how time can go into warp speed when you’re not looking. But on the other hand, on this day in: 1990 Iraq brazenly charged across the Kuwaiti border and started something that we are still in the middle of. In 1923 in a hotel in San Francisco, President Warren G. Harding dies of a stroke at the age of 58. In 1934 with the death of German President Paul von Hindenburg, Chancellor Adolf Hitler becomes absolute dictator of Germany under the title of Fuhrer, or "Leader." In 1776, members of Congress affix their signatures to an enlarged copy of the Declaration of Independence. This fateful day in 1987 witnessed the fastest race in Indy car history to that date, when Michael Andretti won t

Beat
What can I say? I've just finished a 11 day - night shify. I went Monday - Friday, from 05:00 - 18:00 then on Sat, started night shift, 16:00 - 06:00, till Friday morning (today). Am I winning? Dame right I am, but it's nothing a few hours sleep and a few german beers can't fix. What do you think? Have a Great and safe weekend. Johnny C

Denied
Empty words, broken dreaming Ghosts of lost emotions Better served to nigthmares Whisper felt kisses fading, that upon awakening bring tears Promises better left unsaid Shattered lies, misleading Tattered and torn was the heart Refilled with passion, desire Lost again to mislead loyalty Compassion died Lies revive.... JewelC

Days Of My Life
Spent the weekend camping and fishing. The lake decided to let me see that there really are fish the will bite. It was too small so I sent it home to grow up. :) At least I have hard evidence that there are fish there now. Got to spend the whole weekend with my husband and his parents. There are times that that really frustrates me. When my mom needs anything he can't do it but if his folks want help he is johnny on the spot. Resentment? Probably yeah. Oh well one more thing to work through. Went yesterday and got my new tat started. This makes 3, only one with a real gun. So far I think it is the absolute bomb. I am to go back in 2-3 weeks and get it finished. Finally one in color, and bold. When it is done I will get a pic and put it on my site. Life is looking up so far. I may start making some money at my job soon. LIke so far $50.00 a week. Oh well some is better than none. :) Hope the doc has good news for me today, like less meds and a way to deal with the n

First Random Thought
I know I am weird but here it goes, You know what I like?? well besides star wars and superman:) I like woman in Satin Bras! I know, what the hell drives this. Well I have been cruisin around Fubar lately looking at user galleries and have found that pictures of woman in Satin Bras are my favorites. I guess i am not a lace see-thru type guy cause those pictures don't seem to spark intrest with me. I know I am a little weird to even be thinking of stuff like this but hey its my blog, your the one reading it, so whats that make you:) well have a great day!!!

Things We Say...habits We Keep
> >Your Tongue is Your Worst Enemy > >If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. > >If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. > > If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or > >just stop operating. > >If you keep saying you're broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. > >If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always > >find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. > >If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. > >If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, > >your very thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs. > >Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more positive and power packed with faith, hope, love and action. > >Don't be afraid to believe that you can have what you want and deserve. > >Watch your thoughts, they become words. > >Watch your words, they become acti

I Miss You Guys
so i read this post that my freind wrote. it made me think about you more.. not just you but a couple other people ive lost in the past couple years. i think about all the things you guys wont be around to see and all the things youve already missed. sometimes im glad thats you guys are gone because i know deep down you were suffering ,but at the same time in my own selfishness i still wish you were around.i miss laughing at silly things you did and i miss your smiles the most and how you were there for me when i was little. i love you guys and i hope wherever you are that your not in pain anymore

Titled Wandering
I wrote this poem on 03/28/2005 Wandering Wandering around from place to place trying to find my special space. Follow my heart or follow my head, believe what I think of what you said. I'm not writing this to make you mad, I am writing it because I am sad. You need always know you are my heart and soul, but some empty promises make little holes. Can you tell me and I first or last in line, do me a favor and give it to me straight this time. I need to ask should I stay or should I go, your hearts the only one that knows.

Opinion
Why does a beautiful girl go on a website half naked and tell people to rate me, add me, fan me? Are we so insecure, and self centered we need to be told that we are important? I don’t get it cause don’t people realize that when you go online your going to get nothing but fake people? If you’re lucky you can find a person who is on the site for friends. I have found that there are so many people on here who are your best friends until they reach the level they wanted, then your lucky if they say hi once a month. It reminds me of high school? What is people big deal with being accepted, I have been an outcast my whole life and im more successful than half the people in the popular cliques in my high school, there either drunken college jocks, or pregnant ex cheerleaders, with dead end husbands, and no future. So here is my question to all of you. Does being a popular person with lots of adoring fans, really get you further in life than someone without them? My opinion ratings are n

Will You Be Just Like Everyone Else?
As I lay bleeding on the floor,does anyone even care? Will you by me like everyone else has and not even check to see if I'm still alive? Why must you pretend that I do not exist? Do I really mean nothing to you that you would let me lay here and die? Does anyone out there care or give a shit? Why must you use me then throw me away like I am nothing to you or noone? Am I really replaceable?

Bombing Contest Im #26 Bomb Away Thanks Appreciate All The Help I Can Get
CONTESTANTS PLEASE READ ALL OF THIS BULLETIN AND PLEASE PASS IT TO ALL OF YOUR BOMBERS OR PROSPECTIVE BOMBERS TO READ. if you are reading the blog... dont forget to rate it. [ click here to see blog and rate ] I will continue random pimpouts and to offer CT Support help for those that are in my friends list over the next ten days. But I will not be promoting any contests other than my own. I will be promoting all the men in Mr. Fubar and my contest photo on DJ House's page. (this is my contest pic on his page... only needs a rate, comments not necessary...) Regarding Mr. Fubar Contest... Someone come to me to make the statement that the only reason I was hosting a contest was to stay in the top scores. True. And false. First.. Yes I am in the top scores. And yes I would like to continue to stay in the top scores. I would like to think that I have true friends that would like to see me stay there as well. For those that would like to see me stay there... Please drop by

Today Was Awesome!!
Well the past few weeks I was debating on my choice to go into the army. Well today I made up my mind ands it's official! So in 3 weeks I leave for boot camp!! I am actually really excited. I had let some bad judgements get in my way but you know what screw it all! I can't wait! My family is actually starting to accept it which makes me feel a lot better about. I called all my family both sides and set up for my graduation!! So of my family I have not seen in about eight years so my graduation will mean so much more to me. Plus this weekend I am going sky diving with two of my friends. They have been trying to talk me into it and I finally caved in. So this next week is going to be very eventful. Well I will post after my jump. Wish me luck!

Links To Help You Add Stash,pictures To Level Up
Wow have I got the goodies for all of you to help you on leveling up. These are some great links to help you go about your search to make leveling easier. So this helps both of us you get more points and Its easier to level with alot pictures and stash. Check these links out. Thank you to The Confederate Bombers for allowing me to share them with you. Please stop by and show them some love. There profile link is at the bottom of these great sites. MUSIC: www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com GAMES: www.jigzone.com www.addictinggames.com www.embedgames.com www.owensworld.com www.sploder.com www.agilous.com www.calculatorcat.com www.albinoblacksheep.com www.flashgamecodes.com www.myspacemodworld.com PSYCHEDELIC ART ANIMATION CODES: www.qualityjollity.com/Psychedelic_Art/Psychedelic_GIF_Embed.htmal YOU HAVE TO REGISTER TO USE IT, BUT IT IS FREE. www.xanga.com IF YOU HAVE PICS THAT YOU HAVE SAVED TO YOUR COMPUTER, YOU CAN CLICK ON THE UP

Come Join Our Army
come Join KIDD 13 PRODUCTIONS's our underground network And help spread the word! ADD KIDD 13 PRODUCTIONS hear some amazing music, or let us help promote your music Kidd 13 Productions add link.check us out here We Have Everything For You To Easily Upgrade Your ProfileGenerators, Layouts, Graphics, Games & Morecheck us out here

Sayings
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get

Show This New Gal What Fubar Friends Are Made Of!
this young lady was wanting to figure out how to get a buncha friends and rates...shes real easy on the eyes to look at and very friendly....any chance any of some friends of mine showing her a lil love?Im sure she will appreciate it and me too...thanks friends (repost of original by 'Metal Ron(lovin you is easy cause your beautiful)' on '2007-08-19 17:08:48')

All About Me
Hi My Name is Trish. Im 17 years old and I live In new york. I have 10,cats,2 dogs,3 birds and 9 horses I got some funny pics of them and lots of those are cute. Anyways i'm am single. I have blond hair and blue eyes. Oh yeah if you see my 15 year old Bratty little sister sarah (i didnt shift it because she not THAT IMPORTIN!)You better run because She the prankster of the house

Poem
This is another poem, written by me.. it's kind of a dark, strange piece of writing, at least that is how I feel about it. I've never been quite sure of why I felt the things I felt, or why I decided to write the poem like I did (ie: words out of place, etc..). I think it just fit my mood at the time, jumbled confusion.. your presence left a cold shadow of doubt this room hasn't been the same since you expressed your dark desires and i listened.. i felt them you said it would be alright.. and i believed i believed you and you said it wouldn't hurt.. it did and i knew you couldn't stay but i did it anyway when you whispered you loved me i was lost and it didn't seem right but i know it wasn't wrong and this room, just isn't the same.

Help Wanted!!!
HELP WANTED UNDERWORLD IS NOW HIRING DJ'S, BARTENDERS, AND SECURITY IF INTERESTED COME ON IN AND JOIN US (repost of original by 'SeleneCorvinous "DJ Lace" Queen of Underworld LDC, CatwomanJLM' on '2007-08-23 04:20:27')

The Wisdom Of The Kings
Removed the stones which hide the cave blind and dark along my way I must go on wise and brave before a last hail At the end of floor stairs of ancient stone lead me to a vision, an unreal hall And they appear in front of me lightened by a mystic flame A new dimension I have to face beyond the gates I cannot believe oh what now I see when the two demons awake from the sleep Holy dragons keepers of time Ride brave the blue skies and spell my eyes Fly beyond these hills ride on the wind The wisdom of the kings Lost in a dream I'm under the spell of the sunny magic land But Aresius said: Become aware! All can hide the hell... Now it's time to go to the mighty sword it's time to follow the kings holy call Holy dragons keepers of time Ride brave the blue skies and spell my eyes Fly beyond these hills ride on the wind The wisdom of the kings ~Rhapsody of Fire

Breast Size
Women With Small Breasts vs. Large Breasts There are advantages to each. DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WOMEN WITH SMALL AND LARGE BREASTS WOMEN WITH BIG BREASTS... ..can get a taxi on the worst days ..have a neat place to carry spare change ..have always been the centre of the arts (art) ..make jogging a spectator sport (a personal favourite of mine) ..can keep a magazine dry while laying in the tub ..have more negotiating power (with men shorter than them) ..usually can find leftover popcorn after a movie ..can always carry a little extra ..always float better ..know where to look first for lost earrings ..rarely lack for a slow dance partner ..have a place to set their glasses when sitting in an armless recliner WOMEN WITH LITTLE BREASTS... ..don't cause a traffic accident every time they bend over in public ..always look younger ..find that dribbled food makes it to the napkin on their lap ..can always see their toes

To A Friend
As I vanish into the mist of my welled up eyes I turn to the vision, that is foremost in the skies It never dawned on me to be a man of hate the patience I give you, is the patience of fate As I vanish into the morning dew of sorrow I turn to the tides, I yearn for tomorrow I would never imagine you as a child of disease I await each sentence as I would wait for cool summer breeze As I vanish into the darkness of the fading moon I turn out in numbers of the trees left to prune I cannot imagine the things in your past I can only whisper the promise of a friendship that will last As I vanish with your cars every mile I'll turn to my children and I'll give them a smile I cannot believe you'll be driving away For tomorrow you'll be gone, my dreams for you will stay (don't need an audition for that one)...

My Yahoo Account!!!! Read
If you have me on your yahoo account DO NOT OPEN ANYTHING FROM IT IT WAS STOLEN THIS MORNING!! I have three other accounts so they can't get them if you want my other account name just yell at me and I'll give you a request thanx, reck

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bebecito te queria decir que te adoro...si necesitas hablar, te estare escuchando si necesitas alegria te ayudare a sonreir, si necesitas caminar ire contigo... pero si solo necesitas alguien serca yo estare alli.. que lindooo si te sientes solo y no quieres nada llamame yo te ayudare...recuerda caminar juntas las expectativas con firmeza agregatse a ese camino un reir un llorar..jiji tu primero despues yo ,nunca me cansare de ofrecerte mi gran amistad y mi cariño si tu dejas claro... pero si te abrazo muy fuerte te sentiras mejor??? solo ten encuenta que miles de persona piensa en ti y que una de hechaz soy yop! Imágenes para hi5

Hmm...
ok, I have to admit, I'm a little lost and confused here at first glance at Fubar. I'll have to make some time to tool around and figure out what's fun. (i'm still a myspace junky) I love the "shot" thing, if I knew how to do it I would give everyone a Jager! So for now, bear with me for awhile, I have alot going on so I'm not sure how often I'll be able to check in. I'll do my best I promise. I'll try not to get as bad as I have with updateing my own websites. I'ts just so fucking hard to find the time when you have 8 hundred million other things going on. ok stop blabering, Pimp says, "YO! to my peeps!"

Give Her Some Help!!
~Savannah~............... I really need help right now.. My VIP runs out on Saturday...I joined a giveaway, and this time it should be easy. I need to get a total of 7,500 comments. Hers the best part.. Comments count as 10 comments.. So if you can at least rate this pic for me, I would love if you could comment bomb but I understand. Please at least rate for me. Thanks!!! Please click the picture below.. It will take you to where I need the help, LadyGray is holding the giveaway I am in. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=837622&i=2448971795 See her comment below for the pic link....

Pupp
PUPP stand for Pruritic(ITCH) Urticardial(like Hives') Papules(Red Pimples) and Plaques(Irritable flakes) of Pregnancy.It is an annoying but benign condition.It is the most common skin condition of pregnancy and is characterised by a typical rash,usually appearing in later part of pregnancy.It occurs in less than one person in a hundred.Therash usually develops on the abdomen near the umbilical area and spreads to the thighs and extremities.Sometimes itching can become very severe.It is more common in first pregnancies and seldomrecurs in subsequent pregnancies.This condition is usually a familial one and can be traced back through the father's side of the family.Treatment can involve cortisone creams in the worst cases,but occasionally simple moisterising creamswork.So can calamine cream.Long,warm sodium bicarbonatebaths can also be relieving.You may needto be treated with oral steroids if the itching becomes intense,butthis is not often the case,and is certainlyactively avoided.Thele

Who Loves Me?????
OK SO IAM IN THIS PICK UR PIC CONTEST ..IT STARTS TONIGHT AT 7PM EST AND GOES TO 9/3 ..SO IF YA REALLY LUV ME BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA ME AND IF YOUKINDA DO WELL THEN ATLEAST HIT ME A FEW TIMES AND IF NOT I WILL SEE..... HEHE THANKS TO ALL MY TRUE FUBARIANS;) MUCH LOVE XOXOXOXOXO HERES THE LINK~~~~~~~~>http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=329694&i=174779977

Sex Application
Name: ______________ Age:__ Sex__ Phone__________ School____________ Occupation_________ Height__ Weight___ Waist___ Breast/Penis size__ Phat ass(Y/N)__ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other__Looking__ Do u like to be Fucked(Y/N)__ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex(Y/N)__ If I cum in ur mouth (check appropriate answer) Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__ OR Neither__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ Or do u just hump like hell__ List three positions u like: 1._______________ 2

In Case You Were Wondering
My mom passed away a few months ago, and that's why I left the internet completely. Please don't ask me how she died. But uh, thanks to my friends on here who still want to talk to me after I left without saying anything.

Feet
Ok so this guy messages me...don't get me wrong i have nothing against people with foot fetishes but if your gonna ask people for shoes and socks maybe you should at least make an attempt at getting to know them :P......If any of Y'all are interested in selling him your shoes or socks hit him up ;) fetishfreak@ fubar CONVO is below....he fanned me, so i guess that would have made it OK to ask me Again to buy my shoes and socks Lmao.

Adventure From My Eyes To Yours..lol
Adventure....... This Adventure began with a ride to Willimantic, Ct. "Only to the Dentist........." Be ready for (9:oo am) lol..... " okay" I agreed.. So.... 8:45 the bell was ringing and off we left.. Post Office, then on to pick up my "Coffee".. & on to the Dentist.... Only to arrive 1/2 hour early.... They took her in.We were out in no time at all out before 10:00am (the real appointment time..) So, Off to BJ's to kill some time & do some shopping ( for nothing).... lol After we walked, shopped, & tried out all the free samples... We leave...Still to early for the lunch we had planned.. We go to Home-Depo..... { you do know what they say about that store} heheheheeee....It is sooooooo..... True*** All you have to do is ask a question and they are all over you like flies to S_it!!! I swear to GOD it is true!! I was warned by my friend to be good before entering the store... lol.. I was.. She was the 1 this time... Who asked for help at the service desk.. NOT M

Roll Of Honor (the Ultimate Sacrafice)
Army Cpl. Kory D.Wiens, 20. Dallas,Ore. Kory D. Wiens 20 and his dog a labrador retriever named cooper trained to detect dynamite, c-4 explosives,detination cords,smokeless powder and mortars became the first military dog team killed in action in either Iraq or Afghanistan they were killed July 6th in Muhammad Sath by an explosive they were assigned to Fort Leonard Wood. the remains of Wiens and Cooper were buried together in Wiens home town. Army Pfc. Le Ron Wilson, 18. New York City Wilson, 18, was killed by a roadside bomb in Baghdad. on July 6th. Born in Trnidad and Tobogo Le Ron A Wilson immigrated to New York when he was 11. even before then he was determined to be a soldier. On the afternoon of his high school graduation last year, Wilson shipped out to Fort Stewart. His energetic attitude continued during his training, Where he Quickly earned two promotions and was twice named soldier of the month. Marine Cpl. Matthew R. Zindars, 21, Watertown, Wis.

Just For Fun
Subject: Dear Jo, Message: Message: I ___ you. You have a nice______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a ______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... This lots of fun!! And you can really make someone's day.

Mike And Roy Present "the Salute The Salute Contest." 9/8 -9/15
The Salute The Salute Contest. 80% of you already have one. So make it work for you. Email us with the link to your fubar/cherrytap accepted salute you want to use for this contest. We will rip it into the contest Folder. That simple. (note you can make one that says Mike And Roy Show and we will accept those as well. (Hint) Oh add us as your friends as well please There are two prizes for this contest. A one month VIP for 1st place and a 7 day blast for 2nd. The person with the most comments at the end of the week will win folded by 2nd. In case of a tie. the person who entered 1st will win the VIP. For questions Shout us or send a message to our Fubar mail box. Photo deadline? There isnt one. If you send us a link on weds that's fine. But if Roy doesn't get it ripped into the folder until Friday that's on you. So sooner is better. Contest Starts when? Sept 7th at mid night. (that's Friday going into Sat Missouri Time) When does it end? Sept 15th at Mid night. (th

Contest Ended
The contest is now over...It took me a few minutes to get back online to close the folder...I have fast access DSL and it is raining, for some reason when it rains my internet farts out, and it did 5 minutes until 7. I will check the scores, post them and award the prizes shortly....:P Peggy Sue

What I Think
Something has been eating at me for awhile now and i think it is about time to get it out. It would appear that there may be a few people among us that think they know everything about me, both the good qualities and the bad ones but today i think we will focus on the bad as it is not the good that is up for debate. Most of you are aware that a few months ago i had the honor of being a guest at a facility that deals strictly with problems of the mind. I am not in the least bit ashamed of this as a matter of fact i think it is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I was only there for a week, just seven days yet when i got home i felt like a changed person. all of the demons that had been hidden for years were now making their way to the surface to be dealt with. i wont say i was cured, i probably never will be. but at least i had a clear idea of what i needed to do. i guess i though that others could easily see the new, changed, and ready to fight me. it has come to my

Chuck Norris
1. Chuck Norris’ tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. 2. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. 3. Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs. 4. The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain. 5. Chuck Norris defines love as the reluctance to murder. If you’re still alive, it’s because Chuck Norris loves you. 6. Chuck Norris isn’t hung like a horse. Horses are hung like Chuck Norris. 7. If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can’t see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death. 8. Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother’s womb. 9. There are no disabled people. Only people who have met Chuck Norris. 10. Chuck Norris can win a game of Monopoly without owning any property. 11. There is no theory of evolution, just a list of creatures Chuck Norris allows to live. Chuck Norris 12. In fine print on the last page of

Military Rating Contest
Alright everyone I'm in a rating contest and I'm hoping all you guys support me, so if you can visit Wicked's page and bomb my photo's I will Love you all!!! :D So here is the link and the rules, and I hope to hear from you all Thanks http://www.fubar.com/user/653457 OK, THANKS SO MUCH FOR WANTING TO BE IN MY CONTEST!! I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR PATIENCE FOR WAITING FOR IT TO BEGIN!! I WILL START THIS CONTEST TOMORROW AND IT WILL GO UNTIL 9-19-07 8 PM EST. THAT GIVES YOU ONE WEEK TO RALLY YOUR FRIENDS AND BOMB YOUR PIC!! SELF BOMBING IS OK AND ENCOURAGED!! DON’T FORGET TO REMIND THEM TO RATE YOUR PIC AS WELL BECAUSE EACH RATING WILL COUNT AS A COMMENT. PLEASE NO DOWNRATING OF OTHERS OR LEAVING NEGATIVE COMMENTS. IF I SEE A BOMBER OF YOURS DOING THAT TO ANOTHER, I WILL HAVE TO REMOVE YOU FROM THE CONTEST. I WILL DO MY BEST TO OBSERVE THE CONTEST AS MUCH AS I CAN, BUT PLEASE DON’T HESITATE TO BRING SOMETHING TO MY ATTENTION AND I WILL TRY AND RESOLVE IT A

Nsfw Pic Inside Girls Welcome To Look
OK FOlKS GUYS AND GIRLS AS SOON AS YOU ALL COME SHOW MY PAGE MASSIVE LOVE AND SHOW ME WHO ALL WANTS NEW NSFW I WILL START WORKING ON NEW ONES NO LOVE NO NEW NSFW ALL THERE IS TO SO COME ON GUYS AND GALS HIT ME UP SHOW ME YOU LOVE MY PICS LEAVE COMMENTS TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT LMAO WELL ITS MORE LIKE HIT TECELOTE UP IN MY FAMILY LIST TELL HIM WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE SINCE HE TAKES THE PICS HE WILL TRADE PIC REQUEST FOR RATES SO COME ON GUYS AND SEXY GALS HIT US UP I WOULD LOVE TO DO ANY AND ALL REQUEST IF AT ALL POSS. NOW SHOW SOME LOVE SINGLE AND BI WOMEN FROM THE WA AREA WELCOME HIT US UP this a request full filled for Cinnamon Pimp i hope you like love you so show me some love hit me and tecelote up for more pics =)OK PPL I KNOW I AM FAT BUT COME ON HIT TECELOTE UP LET HIM KNOW I NEED MORE NSFW SO WE CAN DO MORE AND BETTER ONES LIKE MAYBE ON THE BIKE OR JUST HIT MY PG ALL KINDS OF NEW PICS THERE

Cheating In Sports
so i'm watching espn not too long ago and they're talking about the patriots and being caught cheating. the question was posed as to whether or not it should hurt the legacy of the pats and coach bellichick. mike golic and sean salsbury both were insistent on they're stand of no. both pretty much said if your not cheating your not trying, and that making jerseys slippery and etc. are a part of the game. my only problem with this is that is that i have seen both of these guys vilify barry bonds for cheating in baseball when he's never been found guilty of anything(although we all know he's took something) and when bonds allegedly took steroids or whatever they weren't illegal in the sport. the point i'm trying to make is cheating should be cheating no matter the sport no matter the color of the participants of that sport no matter the feelings we have for the particular players and or coaches. if its okay to vilify bonds and put asterisks next to the records he's accomplished as

My Brothers Grand Daughter
While up in Trenton,Mo remodling my brothers Kitchen,I met his Grand daughter who was 3 at the time .She stole my heart,I fell instantly in love with her as I love children.In June my brother who has raised her since her dad is in Prison and her mom is a drug addicted W____!Informed me that Harly had cancer and was dying.They tried Kemo and it didnt help,They tried again and now she has siezures.Please people I ask that you Pray for her.I answer a lot of Blogs on here and respond to most Mumms,All I ask is that you take a couple minutes of your time and Pray for her. LOL Dave

The Seed
I sit here and think of you. I sit here and wonder what you are doing. I wonder if you think of me at all. I sit here in this room with no windows or doors. I sit in the middle of this prison I have placed myself in because of you. I think of all the things we were going to do. I think of all the things we were going to say. I sit here and think over and over of everything that would have been “us”. As I sit here all these thoughts begin to take shape, they begin to become a solid living thing in front of me. These thoughts shift and bubble and move finally become an object I can understand, an object I can use. All my thoughts and memories, all my happiness and bitterness, all my hopes and fears, all my highs and lows, all my successes and failures, all these things come together to form a seed. I pick up this seed and plant it in the ground at my feet. I will water it with my shed tears, I shall nourish it with my desires, and I will light it with the only

Separation Starts Next Week,.....
Well this is it, what I've been wanting, he leaves next week & moves into his own place. It's been hell here for past few mos & only getting worse & yes it's all my fault but I can't take it anymore...I need my space NOW! Especially after tonight, e were fussing (& I was yelling w/him) & he hit my car w/his hand & put a dent in side that HE has to repair!!He does this crap right in front of kids & I can't get through to him how important it is for them to not be around even if we're just talking b/c they're not stupid & it's affecting them both in different ways!! He apologized as we both said some very hurtful things that I'm not sure can be taken back but only time will tell. Now I have to try & make it here (when I want to go home to TN but want him close to kids & them close to him) financially but do have a room mate & her son, gonna be a lil squeezed in this house but will manage. Anyway, just had to vent!!!

Afternoon Delight
AFTERNOON DELIGHT You pull up in the driveway, as I am walking back toward my house from getting the mail. I turn and look at you and smile. You tip your hat and say,” afternoon ma’m, how are you today?” I respond by saying,” I am great, but it is time for a nice glass of cooled wine.” “Yes that would be nice,” you say. So I ask if you would like to join me? You come closer and say,”Yes, that would be a pleasure.” We walk to the house and I open the door so we can enter. I tell you to make your self comfortable while I get the wine. I come back and pour the wine for us both. We converse about life, everyday things, and our views. As we talk, I feel the underlying currents that are starting to take form. You keep looking at me so deeply, your eyes piercing me. It makes me tremble. Then you send the first signal to me by touching me. I know you want me, and I want you. The tension is mounting. The craving of desire is starting to rise. You are becoming even more beautiful, more enticin

Nightmares And Shadows
NIGHTMARES AND SHADOWS My world is filled in dark shadows A place where nightmares breed The peace that I have found within Has made them take thier heed. A peace that has me in its grip A soft warm blanket tightly wrapped A gentle voice whispers in my ear The calming sensation became apt My thoughts are filled with you Coming at both day and night My mind can feel you there Your touch is gentle and light I have nothing to fear anymore My mind pushes at the shadow I have started breathing again My soul a wide open window The bright sun shines down on me Its warm rays enveloping me solidly The nightmares and shadows run I watch them go and smile gladly

Wallmart Greeter
Wal-Mart greeter > >A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her >two kids, >yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. > >The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly, >"Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are >they twins?" > >The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't." > >"The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think >they're twins? >Are you blind, or just stupid?" > >"I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just >couldn't believe you got laid twice." >"Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart." debi to enjoy have laughter

Fubar Help Map
Fubar Dictionary: http://fubar.com/blog/2111/304483 How to use Fubar Support: http://fubar.com/blog/2111/491164 Fubar Browser FAQ (frequently asked questions) http://fubar.com/blog/2111/15584 Everything you need to know about salutes: http://fubar.com/blog/2111/167225 http://fubar.com/blog/2111/84566 Aol Users read this: http://fubar.com/blog/2111/203614 How to cancel VIP http://fubar.com/blog/2111/334124 How do I notify fubar of copyright infringement http://fubar.com/blog/2111/57623 How do I handle harassment on fubar? http://fubar.com/blog/2111/57629 Referral Point Issues http://fubar.com/blog/2111/40538 How to delete my account http://fubar.com/blog/2111/293979 How can I change my email address and/or password? http://fubar.com/blog/2111/293946 Why am I stuck at 99.99% and not able to level up! http://fubar.com/blog/2111/174332 Information on the Quicktime Plugin Upgrade http://fubar.com/blog/2111/179215 Spam Message http://fuba

A Call Of Solidarity To All African Americans!!!!
Wear all black tomorrow in support of the Jena 6. http://www.bapd.org/n9118.html If you don't know the situation... enlighten yourself http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jena_Six

Yo All My Sexy Peeps!!!! Where All My Friends At????
check it out gotta a friend in a 4 day bombin contest..... need my peepz friend family & fan to give him some extra luvn ... he'll return them.... HIT HIM UP :p:p:pBooooYaahhhh:P:P:P (Spankers members if u hav any extra time plx help him out ) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLease bomb me contest ends sept 22nd at midnight central time contest is for 3 month vip ...ill hook ya up drinks 4 all 100 plus= big pimp gift... thxx in advance .oh and it ends on the 22nd at midnight central time . (repost of original by '¢@NDL3 M@NN (316)`~PLEASE FAN ME' on '2007-09-18 22:17:08') (repost of original by '¶Kéa£aßøÎ' on '2007-09-18 22:19:19') (repost of original by '¢@NDL3 M@NN (316)`~PLEASE FAN ME' on '2007-09-18 23:54:02') (repost of original by '*~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* H.T.A.' on '2007-09-19 00:07:46') (repost of original by 'Riot Girl -KKs Lovah- Spyders Shawty -UG Brat-' on '2007-09-19 01:38:14') (repost of original by '¢@NDL3 M@NN (316)`~PLEASE FAN ME' on '20

Late Night Blogging
I guess I am just use to being single that it doesn’t really faze me anymore. Sure, there are the moments that I wish I had someone special to cling to, late nights when I wish I had the warmth of my loves arms to keep me safe through the darkest hours and their soft soothing voice telling me “everything is going to be alright”; on days when I feel that the world could just collapse below my feet. I have had my share of assholes. One that even left me both physically and emotionally scared. I can just never find the middle with any guy; an even balance. Of course you are want to spend time with the person you care about. Yet, you can’t spend 24/7 with them. There has to be room for your own interest and friends. It’s how you keep the spice in a relationship. I always end up with people that spend too much time with me or the ones that completely blow me off. Let’s not even get started on cheaters and liars…. People tell me that I am to picky; I don’t believe I am picky. I just h

~light In Shadow~
the light within shadow a fragile thing indeed - one that will show itself when in life - there is a need. it's there within the dark hidden just from sight - but know it is always seen when the time is right. take care though as this special gift you touch - for there within its warming glow is a soul that cares so much. this light within shadow has much it's dared to bear - but embraced by that which shows it's true. . will forever - its warmth - than share. so seek you the light that which hides within the dark. . . seek it if you're willing and unafraid - - of the flame that will touch your heart. ~Candyce~

Dolphins
How do Dolphins sleep? Dolphins have to be conscious to breathe. This means that they cannot go into a full deep sleep, because then they would suffocate. Dolphins have "solved" that by letting one half of their brain sleep at a time. This has been determined by doing EEG studies on Dolphins. REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep, usually associated with dreaming has been recorded only very rarely. Some scientists claim Dolphins do not have REM sleep at all. A Dolphin's behavior when sleeping/resting depends on the circumstances can vary within different species of Dolphins, and possibly on individual preferences. They can either: - swim slowly and surface every now and then for a breath which is the pattern for the Hawaiian Spinner Dolphins - rest at the surface with their blowhole exposed - rest on the bottom (in shallow water) and rise to the surface every now and then to breathe. How intelligent are Dolphins? During the past few decades, scientists have intensified their efforts to b

The Beatles, 'i Am The Walrus'
i have just been in the mood for the beatles lately :) this song is dedicated to my friend, gluttin4punishment...anyone who helped me win the contest i was in prolly saw her helping me out. please help me repay her, and go drop a bit of lovin on her for me! shes 100% sweetheart :D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!(rate and comment) I Am The Walrus lyrics I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together See how they run like pigs from a gun see how they fly I'm crying Sitting on a cornflake Waiting for the van to come Corporation T-shirt, stupid bloody Tuesday Man you've been a naughty boy you let your face grow long I am the eggman they are the eggmen I am the walrus Goo goo g' joob Mr. city policeman sitting pretty little policemen in a row See how they fly like Lucy in the sky See how they run I'm crying I'm crying, I'm crying Yellow matter custard Dripping from a dead dog's eye Crabalocker fishwife Pornographic priestess

You Might Be A Redneck Pagan If....
If any part of your invocation of the South Quarter includes any lines from any song by Lynard Skynard....If chewing tobacco is considered a sacred herb.....If part of your rite includes throwing shotgun shells on the fire....If the bell on your alter was ever worn by an animal in a pasture....If the cakes and wine are done with a bowie-knife, a can of Foster's, and a Little Debbie.....If they chose their High Priestess at a wet t-shirt contest....If when your priestess says "Blessed Be" in circle, you respond with "YEEE-HAW!"...If you believe a pentagram is a Western Union message to 5 people....If you bought your chalice at the Piggly Wiggly.....If you buy your incense and candles at Wal-Mart....If you call the God and Goddess by hollerin' "Hey, y'all! Watch me!"....If you call the North Quarter, but what you call it is an inner court secret.....If you can play the "Burning Times" on the banjo....If you carry your ritual sword in your pickup's gun rack.....If you found out your famil

My Fubar Friends
To all you who had so many wonderful things to say and sent so many wonderful gifts, I can never thank all of you enough. I will try to thank each of you individually but that will take a while, training for a new job and I've been crazy busy! Again I am so glad you are my friends!

I Hate Sperm Donors
So basically to sum life up...my son's father and believe me i use that term quite loosely is the worlds biggest douche bag. So this last thursday he was supposed to have him overnight hadn't seen him in two weeks but was too busy being white trash and had to set up for garage sale..so i offered a couple of hours instead of an overnight well he couldn't pull himself away from being such a douche bag to come and pick up his son...so that's the first instance in a chain of events. So i have been reminding him that pictures are tomorrow, i have been calling him everyday for a week trying to get him to give me money so i could order pictures so my son wasn't the only one of my ex's kids that didnt have picture up around there house...i even offered to cover the pictures costs and he could pay me back when he is supposed to get my son for this weekend, while i was reminding him of the pictures and asking which package he wanted to order i reminded him that we had a 28 dollar snack fee for m

To Feel Again
for there few who know me they already know. but i think this is more for me then anyone. i'm a simple person with lots of emotions underneath. life has and is good to me. the few friends i do have have always been there in my hour of need. even if just to lend an ear or a slap upside the head. for that i am truly thankful. you know who you are and how much you mean to me. and i'll never forget it. how does one let go when i know there is no hope. but yet i still hang on. knowing that there are others that are passing by as i grab for hope. i know i'm not the first nor will be the last to have to deal with this. the fears, the needs, the wants and the unknown. how does one open up ones heart again? how can the wall be taken down? to feel again.

Sesshomaru Is So Hot
Hey Sesshomaru A Pimp lol Kagome/Sesshomaru Sesshomaru and Rin Not a fan of this couple because rin is a little kid and it so not right but Rin looks pretty older Sesshomaru and Kagura( My favorite Couple) Sesshomaru and Kouga( Where did this come from) lol I am a Yaoi fan so deal with it I did not mean to but this in the Halloween blog I mess up so do not get mad do anybody know how i can but in the Inuyasha Blog

Why?
Why is it that I always fuck everything up? I feel like I can't do anything right sometimes.... I am supposedly good at cooking and video games... Yet for some reason I can't even do those most of the time... I fuck them up. I try so hard to be a good boyfriend and lover... But yet again I suck at that too. I always end up getting jealous or angry about stuff that I guess shouldn't matter... Well for some reason these things matter to me and I can't shake them. I don't know how this is going to affect my life now but I can't change the way I feel about some things... I believe that if you are in a relationship then you give everything to it. You don't go to other people to get fulfillment. You should talk to your significant other and let them know what you need. Then that person will do their best to help you.... Am I wrong in this? Becasue that seems to be the way my relationships go... I try my hardest to make them happy but they always have to go to someone else to be happy... I am

Blackeys Tonight
Come out and see GITM, State of Konfusion, and Ashes of Eden!! Come and have a shot with GITM!! Tomorrow night during the show, be ready to do a GITM shot( LIQUID ICE ENERGY DRINK and JAGER) with us!! See ya at the show!!!! Here are directions, so no excuses! 3: Merge onto I-85 S toward ATLANTA. 7.9 miles Map 4: Take the SC-153 exit- EXIT 40- toward EASLEY. 0.2 miles Map 5: Keep RIGHT at the fork to go on SC-153 N. 5.5 miles Map 6: Merge onto US-123 S toward EASLEY. 27.8 miles Map 7: Turn LEFT onto US-123 BR / US-76 BR. 1.1 miles Map 8: Turn LEFT onto N CHERRY ST.

Almond Boneless Chicken - Wor Su Gai
Almond Boneless Chicken - batter coated chicken that is deep-fried and sprinkled with almonds - is a specialty in Detroit, Michigan. This particular recipe for Almond Boneless Chicken was posted on our forum by Nerisk. The total preparation and cooking time will depend on what type of cooking utensil you use to deep-fry the chicken. For the batter, use a regular or large egg that has been lightly beaten with a fork. Combine the batter ingredients in a bowl and stir vigorously with a wooden spoon until smooth. INGREDIENTS: * 2 whole chicken breasts, skinned, boned, and cut in half * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 tablespoon dry sherry * Sauce: * 4 tablespoons cornstarch * 3 tablespoons water * 3 cups chicken broth, homemade or storebought (low-sodium is best) * 1 1/2 cups chopped mushrooms (optional) * 3 tablespoons chicken fat or butter * 2 teaspoons soy sauce * 3 tablespoons chicken bouillon granules * Batter: * 3 tablespoons

Nice Knowing You All
It seems as if Fubar is not the place for couples in long distance relationships need to be. Unfortunatley, me and my boyfriend haven't had the best experience here and being that he is closer to the friends on his page than I am to the friends on my page....I think it's only fair that I be the one to leave as opposed to him leaving. I've given my Yahoo to a few and if you've taken the time to get to know me and would like my yahoo or Myspace, hit me up. I will be deleting this account sometime within the next 24 hours....much love and luck to you all!

Come On Guys You Know You Wanna
Come join me and the family in the brand NEW lounge come hear the greatest tunes and my fine ass as a stripper like i said you know you wanna http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50069

Did You Know - October 07
Did You Know - October of 07 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. *October 4th - Actor Charlton Heston (Omega Man, Soylent Green and Planet of the Apes) born in 1924 in Evanston, Illinois. *October 5th - Writer, director, and painter Clive Barker (Books: Galilee, Sacrament, and The Books of Blood) born in Liverpool in 1952. *October 8th - Actress Sigourney Weaver (Films: Alien, Aliens, Alien III, and Alien: Resurrection) born in 1949 in New York City. & Columbus Day *October 9th - Director Guillermo Del Toro (Chronos, Devil's Backbone, Blade 2, Hellboy) born in 1964 in Guadalajara, Mexico. October 16th - Author Oscar Wilde born in Dublin in 1854. He was an advocate of Aestheticism and supported the movement's basic principle, Art for Art's Sake. *October 20th - Actor Bela Lugosi (Films: Dracula, Murders in the Rue Morgue, and Island of Lost Souls) born in 1882 in Lugos, Hungary. *October 21st - Author Ursula K. Le Guin (The Lef

A Financial Secret
There is one thing certain about our economy - it is uncertain . There are periods when "consumer confidence" is high . The United States government presents glowing reports of a reduced national debt. Interest rates are low and unemployment is down . The flip side of the coin is our trade deficit is enormous . The stock market is extremely volatile and the word economy is shaky . {{ Norman Cousins , editor of the "Saturday Review " , made a very perceptive statement about 40 years ago . }} It was true then , but it's even truer now . " We are so busy extending ourselves and increasing the size and ornamentation of our personal kingdom that we have hardly considered that no age in history has had so many loose props under it as our own . " We are so busy buying that we have failed to realize there are some moral screws loose in our society . The foundation is cracking . We might be just investing our money in the wrong places . The Bible presents eternal financial principles that make

Soul Searching
I am at a loss. I don't know peace. I hear noise all the time, I see things that are not real. I smell things from my past. Things long gone. Things I never want to smell again. I suffer silently in fear and paranoia. Now pain. My soul is exhausted. My body is decaying. My mind is twisting, like a spider on a thread. Nothing stops. When I try to shut it out it screams. It yells for me to pay attention. I don't even remember what "it" is anymore. Yet it torments me unmercilessly. Is it my conscience? My instincts? My soul, crying out for mercy? Someday, it WILL stop, and that will scare me even more. Why?

My New Bike And Lease On Life
OK so today my girl friend of 3 years dumps me because she sayd she doesnt love me anymore. I have been saving for a house or a bigger house that she wanted. So today she broke up with me and I went and bought me a new bike. I know I cant replace her with my ride but shit i can get a new girl cause my new ride is alot bette then my old one lol.

Something That Feels Good At Least For Now
yeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo

Family
you know famuily means the world to me and me and sego havent had a family for the last year or so , and now my daughter is 16 months old and were trying like hard to get our family back me and sego are so happy but were not a family with out our friends who mean the world to us, and were now talking to the pple friends that we clam as family and have even when we werent talking to them because of the miss comunication and shit that other pple started and the tempers and att that the others wouldnt give in though they had been friends for years, but anyways we finnally got them as friends again and things are starting to get more relaxing and happy i know it will take time for things to be close to normal and i hope that they accpet us back and call us family again that will mean the most to me and sego when they do and accept us back, i know were friends but i dont just want friends i want family they were the only ones who stuck by us and most the others have betrayed us so badly, i

Ball And Chain
I have these dreams of life and death This body is all that's left Put me in casket or throw me in the sea But whatever you do don't cry over me. Burn the picture's of me to get rid of your pain I can't take it anymore I'm going insane I was held prisoner in my own mind I was chained down through the passage of time. That iron ball at the end of the chain Is slowly but surly driving me insane So throw me in a dungeon and throw away the key Because the world doesn't need anybody, anybody like me. My spirit is slowly floating away My feelings are to hurt to stay The world is through here comes the end The blood rushes out of my veins as I cut myself again. I'm dying, Dying everyday My world is cautiously fading away So I leave you now with the smoke of a gun Death as we know it has now begun.

Very Deserving!!!
Hit this guy hard.......He give love to all each and everyday. What an awesome person and if you dont have him as a friend be sure to add him!!! GONE FOR THE WEEKEND ~!~ BobbyT645 ~!~ TAKEN ~!~@ fubar

Just Blah
I am just really blah today, so i got paid today and i am bout to be broke as soon as a leave my work today...I have to give up basically my whole check for rent which sucks...But i found out that i am getting my God daughter this weekend...I am happy cause i get to spend time with her...I also have to go take my compass test, which is to pass me to get into school for my Stna certfication...So i am bout to have a busy week and weeks to come...Still don't know what i am going to do about the whole boyfriend sitution, it is gettin complicated...But hopefully it will all get better soon...

Why
why are people so full of themselfs why cant everyone be friends why do people hurt others why are people so mean why are they so closed in theyre shells why why why why why do people break our hearts why do we have to suffer so much why isnt life better why do we have to be sad why cant we just be always happy why why why why probably cause everyone just wants to take advantage from each other . i dont know anything anymore , probably we were just meant to be sad and lonelly at the end , like when death comes and takes the ones we like and care for . why why why makes me sad cause the good ones are the first ones to go . why not take the rapers and murderers first and leave the good people behind. why

Live Free Or Die Hard (die Hard 4)
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com OMG! Holy Crap! I don't know where to start,Ok yeah I do,First of all for those of you that might have thought Bruce Willis was too old or lost his touch to play John McClane you have already cheated yourself from one of this years most intense,best action films of the year.Buckle your seat belt for this one,Never a dull moment,This movie is action packed minute one all the way through to the end!Some of the coolest stunts and action sequences I have eve seen,Strong (but scary) plot,great acting and of course the John McClane wit and sarcasm in all the right places,I'm telling you DO NOT miss this movie!!!! 5 stars all the way!!

Healing In The Wind!
Wind screamin in my ears Tell tales of many years The journeys of others of my sisters and brothers Some precious moments in time that clear away the slime of all the troubles I feel part of life's dirty deal My mind is now clear of all that I fear Time to move on until my troubles are gone Its time to go forward with new goals to move toward The payoff will be great For this is my fate

The Omega
Aum Mother, what have they done to you? They have taken everything from you. They have raped and scarred your precious form They have taken it all, there is no more. Mother, what have they done to you? They've torn your Maiden's veil from you Murdered and tortured your children for their cash Buried your beautiful face beneath their trash Oh Mother Mother, their reign of terror soon will end All of your precious treasures soon will mend This sad human race has been run The changer comes soon to make all be one Aum (spoken) And I heard the ringing sound across the land, as the Changer sharpened His blade. The harvesting of all souls, rich and poor, free and enslaved, homeless and enthroned had begun. The seas and the skies trembled. The Fenris Wolf was freed and thus came the splendour of Ragnarok. The blade swept across all nations and all people and once again the Earth was free. All things became one. Death unified them all. And with Death came the step through

Gah
What a freakin day....First off its Monday...I blinked and the weekend was gone...So anyways...was just minding my own business at work when I got a call from Behavioral Health and I had to go upstairs and register a patient...Weeeeelllll...The patient decided to go psycho and I got socked in the face...It hurt like hell..But thankfully I just got a small bruise...The rest of my day went okay..Just was pissy all day...But then..On my commute home I was inches away from being hit...TWICE! Ugh I hate the drivers in this state...And then lol...I get home to find out my dog had shredded a shitload of stuff and had to clean that up when I walked in the door...I walked into my bedroom to change out of my work clothes and one of my cats had puked on my bed..I just washed my bedding last night!!!! And if that wasn't fun enough a fish I had started dying yesterday...Well when I got home he had finally stopped breathing so I could get him out of there...Well my dickhead ex took the fish nets wit

Submissive Me!
Submissive Me the day started out as any other, quiet and still - she looked out the window and saw that his car was gone. every night he came and every morning, the sun would rise and he would be gone. she went to the kitchen to pour some coffee and write up the day's schedule. at the kitchen table, she sees fresh tulips in a vase, fresh coffee brewing and a bowl of fresh fruit. all her favorites and all from him, he always made sure that she was taken care of. she sighs, take a mango slice and starts to suck the sweet juice from it. she bites into the mango and feels the taste burst into her mouth. as always it reminds her of the night before, her lover bursting into her mouth again and again - she smiles. she wonders 'why does he never stay until i wake?', 'why must i always awake to an empty cold bed?', 'there has to be a reason'. she pours a cup of coffee - black and strong - just the way she likes it. cup in hand and another slice of mango, she heads to the kitchen table, sees t

My Girl!
Check Her Out! Now you all know that I like to help others on here, and I have someone I would like for you to meet..:) Show her why I have such an obsession with Fubar would ya? SHow her love like you do me..:) OrangeCloud_1@ fubar

Sigh......
I have been making bears like crazy, only to fail. The damn things are not selling. Sigh. I did sell all my junk at the Flea Market, os now I have room to store the kids bikes, and a little money to boot! The year before last I was close to 400 pounds! I have been dieting for 2 years now. I was a size 36 in womens--that is = to about a mans 62. I am now down to a women's size 24, that is a mans size 46 or 48. I have lost over 175 pounds! I keep dieting even though I am so fucking sick of salad. I want to weigh about 175, and with my big tata's and round bubble but, that is really thin for me! I am a little lonily. I like someone, but I am not sure if he likes me back. How young is to young for me any how? I am 36 and he is 25.

While You Were Sleeping
while you were sleeping and before i got out of bed, i was watching you dream with the angels. the look on your face was so peaceful. i could have laid there staring at you all day. i hope you were dreaming those soothing dreams. you are a fabulous husband (again its not all the shopping you have let me do in the last couple of weeks...lol) the renewal to this depth of our love is mind blowing. love you rob

You Might Ask... What Is The Sox-fanation... Let Me Show You ;)
to me, this is beautiful, we are a breed broken hearted by birth , and yet we find faith in nothing even when there is only defeat to hold on to.. we are, the Sox fan nation. We will rise over come win and have faith in the end. We are the Sox, the fans the team the heart of what makes the New England Red Sox. The Fans, become the team. Go Sox! Pappy you mah boy!@

The Morning Paper!
He came out in his boxers to get the paper, never thinking anyone would be about at that hour. He reached down to get the paper and looked up in time to see her stop and turn toward the street. He could see she was wearing a white t-shirt and boxers, similar to his. She had earphones on and was looking straight out to the street as if searching for something. He watched as she put her arms above her head and stretched - her back arched back and her head followed. He saw the long black hair flowing down her back , blowing in the wind and lightly lifting away from her body. She continued to stretch and he could see the outline of her breasts against the t-shirt as she turned from one side to the other. Her feet rolling up to her toes - her calves, thighs, ass all tightening at the same time. He felt his cock start to get hard just watching as she stretched and harden that sweet small body of hers. He thought what a way to start the day, a hard cock and a beautiful woman - how to get th

Friends List
I am a trying to make a clean up of my list after these almost 5 months I am on here now. There are lots of people I havent heard much from. I think we all have not enough time to get around to everyone, thats a normal thing. So i am just asking you: Do you care to stay on my list? Yes? Just give me a sign.

What Every Kiss Means
~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. If you LIKE

~she Is At Peace Now~
MY BEAUTIFUL SISTER HAS PAST ON. 10~24~07. SHE PUT UP ONE HELL OF A FIGHT DURRING HER BATTLE WITH LARGE CELL NUEROINDOCHRINE CANCER.SHE LOVED COLLECTING WHINNIE THE POOH.SHE WAS A WONDERFUL MENTOR TO EVERYONE.SHE HAD AN ANSWER TO EVERY QUESTION AND SHE WILL BE MISSED GREATLY.I LOVE AND MISS YOU BIG SIS. THANK YOU FRIEND WHO PRAYED AND KEPT HER AND OUR FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS GOD BLESS YOU ALL. Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA "A W'EN YA HO" Mean WE ARE FILLED WITH THE SPIRIT.

Marijuana
Under the Federal Controlled Substances Act of 1970, cannabis is classified as a schedule one substance. Schedule one substances are defined as currently having no accepted medical use in the USA and having a high potential for abuse. Cannabis is the name of the genus to which the plant belongs. Three species names for Cannabis are indica, sativa, and ruderlaris. The preparation made from the stems, buds, and leaves of Cannabis is known as marijuana. Cannabis' psychoactive effects are caused by potent psychotoxins, which are present throughout its various forms (i.e. marijuana). The most well known of these psychotoxins, which is also it's primary psychoactive component, is delta-9-tetrahydrocannibinol (THC). There are many forms of THC; at least eighty derivatives have been synthesized and studied pharmacologically. The effects of THC range from euphoria and relaxation to anxiousness. From the various studies that have been done on marijuana, there has emerged evidence for mariju

Poem
Light vs Darkness Once there was day light when i had you in my arms. When you slip away the shadow of darkness came and hunts me. But wait, end of this darkness there is a light! The same light when I had you. Could it be you? I don't know. I'm scared to know. If it is you I'll hold you tight and never let you go. I don't want the shadow of darkness to hunt me, again. The light we all know is happiness and love. I'm her friend, her love, and her life. She is my Queen, my rose, and my light. Our light is stronger than any other lights. When the darkness tries to come, we just brighten hhim off. Our light is only standing, because we are as one.

~a 2 Your Girl Is Lovely Hubble~
IT COMES FROM AN OLD BARBARA STRISAND MOVIE WHERE SHE AND HUMPHREY BOGART HAVE AN AFFAIR. BUT SHE LOVES HIM SO MUCH THAT SHE WALKS AWAY AND THE MOVIE ENDS WITH "YOUR LADY IS LOVELY HUBBLE (bogart)". Basically means that yll are willing to give up what means most to yll for somene to be happy .... thats the kind of person i want to be with. like in the bible there is a tale of 2 women claiming to be the same childs mother. to find out who the real mother was god said you can each take 1/2 of the baby. when the woman started pulling on the baby one woman let go and said she could not stand to see her child hurt she cared to much forhim so she gave the child to the to the other woman who was clearly not the mother. if that makes any sence..

Suspension
He has a bed at home, which He self-built with me in mind. It has four posts with various metal rings on the posts to tie me up in any position imaginable. Above the bed, is a metal ring hanging from the ceiling... Today, when He came home, He was extra nice to me, He made me dinner and ran me a bath, kissing me and holding me, making me feel so loved and alive. He lifted me into the bath, and carefully washed me, starting with my hair, then picking up a sponge and washing my breasts, my stomach, from the bottom of my feet, up my legs, and between my thighs, with a gentle circular motion. After He finished, He picked me up, wrapping a towel around my shoulders, drying my body. He took the towel of my shoulders, ran it down my chest and stomach, drying in between my legs, and kissing my soft skin. He lent down behind me where there is a cupboard, and bought out two scarves and some rope. He ordered me to close my eyes, and kissed my closed eyes gently, putting a scarf against the

Where Do I Go From Here?
I don't know what to do now? I mean everyone keeps asking me if I am going to stay or leave. And I don't know.... I have no clue what to do. I just still cant beileve this is happening. He cheated on me... he actually slept with someone else... I keep having to tell myself that b/c i just can't wrap my mind around it. I don't understand how this happens. I know it's obviously b/c apparently I dont give it up enough or hell maybe i'm just not good in bed anymore. I dunno. I wish I did though. I wish there was a specific reason why this has happened. But I think it's just one of those things... one of those bad things that always seems to happen to me. I don't think I'll ever be in a happy relationship. I think that is something that is impossible for me to have. How can I stay? How? I mean I can't even stand him looking at me right now... much less touching me. Everytime I close my eyes or even think about him I see him with her. And everytime it feels like some one knocked the

Untemporary Insanity
I AM A LIVING CLOWN, WHO SEE'S THE WORLD AS FALLING DOWN. MAYBE I'M THE CRAZED, I WATCH THE WORLD FALL AND I'M DAZED. IT'S TOO MUCH FOR MY HEART. WALMART RUN'S THE WORLD, FROM HERE TO CHINA AS EARTH DOES TWIRL. THERE'S PEPSI & THERE'S COKE, WE'RE SO ADDICTED IT'S A JOKE. AND WHAT OF MEDICINE? INSURED FOR SHIT, HEART'S THAT ARE TIN. BUT I'M JUST ONE SMALL GIRL, THOUGH WRITE THESE WORDS AS FREE I CAN. I CRY WITH MOTHER MARY, WE SEE OUTWARD, THIS WORLD IS SCARY. AND I TALK TO GOD ABOVE, WE SIT AND WONDER, WHERE WENT LOVE? BABIES BORN ON CRACK, PEOPLE DIE FROM SHOOTING SMACK. SO MANY WHORES NOT FROM THE HOOD, LOOK AT CRAIGSLIST, THE MONEYS GOOD, MONEY'S POWER RULES THE DAY, AS WE MOVE FORTH IN CAESAR'S WAY. I AM A GIRL OF FAITH AND HOPE, I HAVE A HEART SO HEARTS CAN COPE. THERE'S BASEBALL, APPLE PIE, AND OH, THOSE SUNSETS IN THE SKY. I PRAY FOR WHAT'S NOT BAD, TIME MOTHER MARY NEED NOT BE SAD. SO IS IT HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? YOU KNOW WHAT'S TRUTH OR ACCEPT WHAT'S BULL. I'M A

Bored To Death
Sitting here are work bored out of my fucking mind. So while being bored I am wondering WTF, why isnt there someone trying to talk to me? I am attractive funny perverted smart ass, so whats the deal? Come on step up. I can converse with the best of them on tons of subjects, it aint all gotta be about sex. Though that is a good topic lol. Other than that I am bored so if no talk then somone challenge me to a game or something. Come on help a guy out here would ya ladies lol.

I Fu*ked Up
OK well for those of you who don't know my girlfriend and I have really broken up this time for good I'm sure! I really fucked things up and did something I shouldn't have done ! but I did and there is nothing I can do about it now ! I let her walk right back into the arms of the one person in the world I wish she would just walk ayaw from but no cuz just like every other time she has changed and things will be different now I hope she can forgive me like she has forgave her 9 times ... ten now .. elisha if you read this II TRUELY AM SORRY AND I DO LOVE YOU BUT EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES ... !!!!!

A Chapter From The Novel That I'm Writing.
I couldn't figure out which part I wanted to show, so instead, I just uploaded and entire chapter. Please let me what you think and leave comments. SHUT DOWN Kayla was seated at the desk in her room, surfing the internet, and listening to some of mom and dad’s old favorite jazz tunes as they streamed to her computer from the family’s network server. It seemed as if it had been raining periodically for weeks, yet it had only been a few days; thank goodness for air conditioning. The time drug on for what seemed to be an eternity. It was a hot and muggy evening as she sat listening to the music. Without any notice, the song just stopped right in the middle of her favorite part as the artist held the note for what seemed like an eternity. “Now what in the world is going on?” she exclaimed as she realized that she had also lost her internet access when she found herself staring at the infamous white page stating ‘Internet Explorer cannot display the page’, instead of the hom

10 Commandments Of Marriage
Commandment 1. Marriages are made in heaven. But so again, are thunder and lightning. Commandment 2. If you want your spouse to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep. Commandment 3. Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand! Commandment 4. Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen. Commandment 5. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is. Commandment 6. Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; the trouble starts when they try to decide which one. Commandment 7. Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you said. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish. Commandment

Man Law
MAN LAWS 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's c

I'm Smart :p
You Are Dr. Bunsen Honeydew You take the title "mad scientist" to the extreme -with very scary things coming out of your lab. And you've invented some pretty cool things, from a banana sharpener to a robot politician. But while you're busy turning gold into cottage cheese, you need to watch out for poor little Beaker! "Oh, that's very naughty, Beaker! Now you eat these paper clips this minute."The Muppet Personality Test

My Druggie Ex
Ok so I'm kinda pissed off. I used to meet guys on line and they never worked out. So about 6 months ago I get introduced to a guy who is friends with my neighbors. He was definitely a hottie...all american looks, blonde hair blue eyes nice body...an electrician. So, after a couple of months of flirting around we decide hey lets try this dating thing. And we did. Of course we had to deal with his schedule. His company sends him out of town a lot. But he always called me...every night. But things started to change. The first was when he cancelled our date because he was stoned. I knew he drank and smoked pot. Back in the day he did hard core stuff but he cleaned himself up with the exception of pot. Even that he didn't do all the time though. So anyway, he knew I didn't like him smoking pot and he would chose to get high and cancel dates with me. Ok so now my family throws me a surprise 40th birthday party. He's supposed to bring me. He had to work late but he promises me(af

Fubar Crybabies
The last time I checked fubar was "SUPPOSE TO BE" an adult website.It is such a shame that we have adults on here that act like 2 yr olds and mark photos that are funny as nsfw. People grow the hell up and act like the adults that you are suppose to be.

Feelings
I climbed up the door and opened the stairs, Said my pajamas and put on my prayers, Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light, All becuz you kissed me goodnight! * Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes, Picked up my eggs and toasted the news, I couldn't tell my left from right, All becuz you kissed me goodnight! * That evening at last I felt normal again, So I picked up my mother and called the phone, I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone, Even at midnight the sun was still bright, All becuz you kissed me goodnight!

Comfort
I was really all down yesterday and then I remembered this song last night. It helped me out of downs so many times before, I couldnt believe I almost forgot what it means to me. Thanks to Michael Stipe for these wonderful words! PLease take some time to watch this and read the lyrics. Thank you! R.E.M. - Everybody hurts When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) If you feel like letting go, (hold on) When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on 'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone If you're on your own in this life, the days and nig

Trust In Me
Trust in me I may only be seperated but please have faith in me. I promise it will happen Just you wait and see. He treated me like spit, I finally got fed up with it. The Divorce is soon to come, While waiting were having fun But once its said and done. I hope you'll see Baby you can trust in me! Michelle Renee Elston Copyright ©2007 Michelle Renee Elston

Today....
OK, well today started off as a really crappy day. I stopped in Prinn NV to scope out the casinos a lil bit, and take a little nap, before driving the last 4 hours to make my delivery in Riverside CA. When I woke up at 3 A.M. to finish the last leg of our trip, Stephanie was no where to be found. The sad thing is that I knew exactly where she was before I even started looking for her. But I looked anyways... hoping and praying that my instinct was wrong,for almost 3 hours. I scanned the casinos floors, the restaraunts, the bars, and the ladies restrooms of all 3 casinos. I enlisted the help of security, who paged Stephanie over and over. Finally, I had to leave at 5:45 A.M. to make my delivery appointment on time (actually, I was 6 minutes late). I was forced to leave Stephanie's things (most importantly, her insulin) at the security desk at Whiskey Pete's so she could retrieve them when she finally showed up. (Stephanie's mom and dad were convinced I had murdered Stephanie and b

Jihad Jane The Hezbollah Spy
http://papundits.wordpress.com/2007/11/18/jihad-jane-the-hezbollah-spy/ November 18, 2007 -- FBI fraudster Nada Nadim Prouty not only used a sham marriage to get jobs with access to secret terrorist intelligence - her current husband is a State Department employee who has held sensitive posts in Middle Eastern embassies, The Post has learned. Her third hubby, Gordon Prouty, 40, now works for the State Department in Washington, a spokesman confirmed Friday night. He had been stationed at American embassies in Egypt and Pakistan. A Justice Department spokesman, Dean Boyd, refused to comment on Gordon Prouty's job, or say whether he was under investigation along with his criminal wife. "He's not charged with any wrongdoing in this case," Boyd said. But the revelation surprised national security watchdogs. "My God, she's married to one of our people," said Mike Cutler, a former US immigration special agent. Nada Prouty, 37, admitted last week she faked her first mar

Death Come Near Me From Draconian
By day I sleep, at night I weep! O Death, come near me! Be the one for me, be the one who stays. My rivers are frozen, and mischosen, and the shadows around me sickens my heart. O Death, come near me, and stay (by my side). Hear my silent cry! In sadness I'm veiled, to the cross I am nailed, and the pain around me freezes my world. My cold world... In life I've failed, for years I've wailed. Frozen in time... left behind... The rapture of grief is all to find... The rapture of grief is all! Behind the shadow of life the lost hopes are grieving. I seek the night and hope to find love... So I drown in the silence of lifes short eternity. The tears fills the void in my heart astray... Embrace me now, delightful ease! Give me a world of wonderous peace! Calm the desperate scream in my heart! O Death, come near me, save me from this empty, cold world! O Life, you have killed me, so spare me from this couldron of misery! In life I cry, away I fly... Chosen to fall

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't g

Twas The Night Before Christmas Fubar Style
Have a very FUBAR Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas', when all through the site, Not a member was stirring, things didn’t seem right; The Stilletto Girls hung their stockings with care, In hopes that Baby J soon would be there; The bombers were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of bouncers danced in their heads; With Stang in her 'thong, and JD in his cap, Someone heard Scrapper yell Good Lord and Oh snap, When from our speakers there arose such a clatter, We sprang from our beds to see what was the matter. Away to the monitor we flew like a flash, Oh it’s just Achilles updating his stash. So to the mumms did many of us go Nothing but whining from a Fubar point ho, When, what to our wondering eyes came along, A miniture sleigh pulled by eight girls in a thong, With a little drunk driver, so lively and gay, We knew in a moment it must be Baby J. More rapid than eagles his members they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by n

Vengence
You put a darkness in my soul that lives within me everyday, from here until eternity. I have rage, hurt, anger, pain, mistrust, and thrist for revenge. As much as I hurt I want you to hurt more. Everything you took from me, I want to take from you and then more. Vegence will be mine. Vegence and wrath will rain on you and all around you. I release myself from all who care for me, I release myself from all that i love. Hatred has turned my heart cold and black. Never again will I let anyone in nor will anyone come close. Run, run, far away from me for I am tainted! This was my feelings 6 months ago. I told Kyla to leave me alone, get away from me,I told her that I didnt love her or her kids anymore,I wanted her to hurt,so she wouldnt be here to be burdened with my pain. I even told her I hated her just to get her to leave. But, she told me that she loved me more and would never leave me. I never believed anyone before until her and she made me believe because she never le

I Might
I Might be away from the pc for a while and be at a internet cafe for a while because my brother i hope will fix my pc soon i am having problems with it so please understand i am not purposely ignoring anyone i will reply from the internet cafe but i could spend about 2 hours then head home from there so please be patient with me and my replies if my brother is fixing my pc and i promise you all i will get it fixed before and in time for Christmas 2007 so i am just letting you all know in advance if i happen to be online but quickly disappear for a while meaning if i am at the internet cafe for say 2 hours i will be back again until my brother tells me it's ok to pick up the pc again and he fixed it from Bruce PS thanks for your understanding and Patience people.

Ouarrials (friend Wrote)
LET us quarrel for these reasons: You detest the salt which seasons My speech . . . and all my lights go out In the cold poison of your doubt. I love Shelley . . . you love Keats Something parts and something meets. I love salads . . . you love chops; Something goes and something stops. Something hides its face and cries; Something shivers; something dies. I love blue ribbons brought from fairs; You love sitting splitting hairs. I love truth, and so do you . . . Tell me, is it truly true?

What A Nail Biter
What a game... the Seahawks beat the Rams 24-19. It came down to the 29th second left in the game and the QB botched the snap and the Seahawks defense caught behind the line when it was 4th a half yard to beat the Hawks. WE WON!!!!!!

Leaving
I am gonna b leaving Fubar for awhile. I will miss my friends. For those who I chat with on yahoo, I will still b around, well except for the next couple of weeks.........in and out. Hope to see u all soon Melissa

The Only 80's Loung Around All 80's All The Time
in need of bartender's,promoter,bouncer's,and maniagers if you would like to be part of the staff please aply within. Bring your friends on 11/27 till 11/30 from 7pm till 9pm and drinks are on me come and have some fun and meet new people make new friends.

Blast Contest
Who doesn’t love blasts? Here’s your chance to get one!!!! FOR FREE!!! @~@Sydney@~@ is having a kick ass contest!!! You’re gonna want to get in on this one!!! Here’s the deal: You have 3 options. You must tell Sydney BEFORE the contest starts which one you are going for. FIRST PERSON IN EACH LEVEL 30,000 comments = 1 week blast 20,000 comments = 3 day blast 10,000 comments = 1 day blast. Its that simple but here are a few more simple rules: Picture must be of yourself and safe for work. And comments but be safe for work as well. Obviously comment bombing is allowed. You can only win one blast No drama. No bitching and no being mean to anyone involved….Sydney reserves the right to disqualify you if she feels it is necessary no matter where you are at in the contest. Its Sydney’s page show respect. CONTACT @~@ sydney@~@@ fubar

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Ignored
Recently I have had an individual, after months of not hearing a word from them, pop up & ask where have I been. I didn't say that I had removed them from my friends list a month ago because I could never get a response when I wrote. This brings up a point I feel needs to be addressed. I came to fubar to have fun & meet new & interesting people. It seems many people here just want to "collect" friends, but not willing to get to know them. That in itself is their business. But please tell me if you are too busy to respond, I resent being ignored. I now go through my family & friend lists every couple of weeks & remove individuals that feel I am not worthy of their time. Nothing personal, just that there are good people here that I could be chatting with instead of making futile attempts at contacting people that are just hunting for points. Enough said!

The Blood That Runs.
The blood in my veins runs for you and only you. You are the reason that I live day today.You are my hopes, my dreams, my life, my everything. When you say my name I go weak all over. I'm under your spell for you are the one for me. When I dream it's you that fills my mind. When I look into your rich brown eyes all I see is love. The way that your skin feels on mine drives me crazy. all I want is to have you in my life. If I don't then I might just die

School Good, Husband Bad...
Ah, a sigh of relief. I finally got everything straight and I am registered for a full load for next term. Shoosh. I seriously don't have any luck what-so-ever with Georgia colleges. I would blame it on bad luck, but I don't believe in luck really. Karma I do believe in, but not luck. This week has been a bit stressful. Kevin asked for a divorce. I told him he hadn't earned the right to ask for one, since he is the one doing all the online cheating. But no matter. His father says he will change his mind when he gets back and everything will be back to normal. Can you really get back to "normal" after going thru something so heartbreaking. I feel like he has given up. Actually, I felt like he gave up a long time ago. He has always been the kind of guy that if, lets say something broke, like a TV... he would go buy a new one for $500 even if he found out it would only cost $150 to get the old one fixed. I guess our relationship is broken and now he's out shopping for a ne

Never Forget
Never Forget i'll never forget the way your touch felt or the way your smile could always make my heart melt i'll never forget the way your body felt pressed against mine or how when i was with you i lost all sense of time i'll never forget how safe i used to feel when you held me in your arms or how you would never let me suffer from any harm i'll never forget how when i got sick you took care of me or how You were able to help me feel free i'll never forget the way you were there when i was down or how you could always put a smile onto my face instead of that frown i'll never forget how it felt to be truly happy or i'll never forget how good you always were to my daughter or how you were able to show that she does have a man who will not hurt her i'll never forget all the fun times we used to have or how you helped me feel alive again when i was so sad i'll never forget how you treated me with respect and lik

Leaving Fubar
I have met a few nice people on here.. and its been great. But, I have seriously been thinking of leaving fubar. Just to much going on right now. I am not sure yet if I will just close it down.. or just not come on here, but once in great moon. Just letting everyone know.

The Semester Is Coming To An End.
I decided to go back to college late in life. It has been a long hard road. I have finals this week, I am so excited, but at the same time a little sad. I am almost 30 and have never really felt like i accomplished anything in my life. Now that I actually made it through my first semester in college I am excited. I am sad because I will be going to the adult education program, so I will not be able to see some of the friends that I met. School has been hard but it has been the best time of my life and the best decision so far.

Bah Humbug, Or, Why Should I Care....
Look folks, for 11 months out of the year, the human race is hell bent on killing or abusing or taking advantage of each other. The base philosophy of look out for number one, or the other base philosophy of "it looks hostile, lets kill it." runs rampant. Then, comes December, and the world does a complete one eighty, "Peace on earth and good will towards men." I mean, why bother pretending, what is really meant is "peace on earth, goodwill towards men, until next month when we start blowing you to bloody scraps again." I mean when you think about it, ever since mankind became 'civilized,' the race has been doing everything it can to kill off someone else. Actually, it began before that. You see, back in the time of the first humans, Grok got really mad with ugah, and after a few minutes of getting nowhere with his fists and teeth, happened to pick up a heavy tree branch and brought it down on Ugah's head. He saw the skull cave in, brains and blood begin to leak out and

To Taste You
I want to taste you, leisurely like a tantalizing cluster of grapes uncovering the pulp of your secrets absorbing you like a good book read on the patio on a sunday afternoon savoring the unique salty sweetness of each drop of juice on my tongue after the skin of your reserve is broken I want to breathe you in, exhaling slowly the fragrance of your cologne and the scent of sunshine in your hair amid that manly smell of sweat and musk that draws me to taste you, with abandon like a prisoner starved on molded bread invited to a grand feast of rare delicacies and the finest wine... I want to taste you devour you like a starving lioness who has endured six months of famine and thirsted too long for springs of love in times of uninterrupted drought needing to renew her strength I want taste you on my lips, my tongue relish your flavor deep in my heart until you are assimilated into my soul

C Is For Cookie
Harassing Jen with my oh so delectable and pretty cookie... Jealous of my bopper laden elf-y shoes? I hope that the uber mom X-mas squad doesn't expect these back- I have nefarious plans indeed for such striking footwear... I originally had signed up to do face painting, or "tattooing", but upon arrival was relegated to the "cookie" tables. White linen table clothes and green, red & white frosting. Fabulous ;P I started becoming the sprinkle Nazi until Jen pointed out that 1. I didn't pay for the stuff, 2. I didn't have to wash out those stains, and 3. not my problem if the kids start vibrating from devouring mass quantities of frosting smoo-ed cookies encrusted with layerings of sparkling glitter sugar gem shots. *shrugs* When my cookies ran out I helped Julie (who mysteriously evaded costuming- even abandoning the obligatory lame belled reindeer antler headbands) make these crazy complicated 3-D snowflakes in a dizzying array of colors with the kids. Pretty random afterno

Bad Shot Of Reality
I'm qualifying myself for this one. Have you ever caught yourself thinking about someone all the time, about all the promises the two of you made and then have them shattered by a dose of reality? I just did. I knew it was too good to be true but for some reason I wanted it to work even though I knew it never would. I'm just a hopeless romantic *sigh*

Cats N Wrapping
1. Clear large space on table for wrapping present. 2. Go to wardrobe and collect bag in which present is contained, and close door. 3. Open door and remove cat from wardrobe. 4. Go to cupboard and retrieve rolls of wrapping paper. 5. Go back and remove cat from cupboard. 6. Go to drawer and collect transparent sticky tape, ribbons, scissors, labels, etc. 7. Lay out present and wrapping materials on table, to enable wrapping strategy to be formed. 8. Go back to drawer to get string, remove cat that has been in the drawer since last visit, and collect string. 9. Remove present from bag. 10. Remove cat from bag. 11. Open box to check present, remove cat from box, replace present. 12. Lay out paper to enable cutting to size. 13. Cut the paper to size, trying to keep the cutting line straight. 14. Throw away first sheet because cat tried to chase the scissors and tore paper. 15. Cut second sheet of paper to size by putting cat in the bag the presen

The Next 2 Weeks!
Hi everyone! The life of a music director gets very hectic at this time of year. In the next two weeks, I will be involved in 5 evening rehearsals and 6 performances. That means my time online will be somewhat limited. I want you all to know that if I do not get the chance to comment to you or rate any of your items, it's because of those time constraints. I know I have the best friends and family here and I want to keep ALL of you! If I don't get the chance to wish you a Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa or Happy Hanukkah during that time, I wish you all the best holidays possible now. Hopefully things will return to normal during winter break! Peace and love to all of you!!!!!

Berta Needs To Rant!!!!!!!!!
Hello all I hope all is well with all of my friends. For those of you that know my situation at home and for those of you who don't I am going to update all on it now!!! Back in July my mother moved in with us (after alot of bitching from my hubby but that is another story for another time lol) and has been here ever sence. She don't help with the cleaning (cuz she can't clean worth a shit anyway)the only thing she really does is watch the boys and half the time she don't even do that! Anywho the reason she is here is cuz she fell for one of those internet scams from Africa and thinks that this "man" she has been talkin to for the last year is goin to come and marry her and move to California so they can live happily ever after amen!! but I know that this man is not real but she can't get it through her head that he is "FAKE"!!!!! so her father in law kicked her out and she came to live with me (cuz I'm her only child sucks to be me). So now the reason I need to RANT!!! I

Fuckem!
Fuckem all! Fuck all the cowardless, lieing, cheating and childish fucking people in the world. Im sick of them all, all they do is try to make everyone as unhappy as they are because they cant stand up to the truth or face the facts of life! If your reading this and are one of them do me the favor and peacefully exit, if you dont think or know your not one of these kinds of people thank you for being here and reading this and for being my friend. Once again I say FUCKEM ALL! This petty bullshit shouldnt get me upset but im sick of the BULLSHIT, I thought we were fucking adults not children in the damn 5th grade.

My Bar Tab:
why is it that we have to know what our "friends" are giving a profile comment to another person in the bar tab box I don't want to know or care who gives who anything . i thought all comments were private. So come on "fubar " the only thing I want in "My Bar Tab" is stuff for me and who is just walking in the bar. thanx

Update
this is an update on the test i just had run. we are currently playing the waiting game. we have been told it takes from 5 to 10 days to get the results. i have a doctor appt. schedualed for the 21st to get the test results. if at any time between now and then things change I will let everyone know. thanks for all your prayers and support. hugs and kisses, patricia

So Much Love
A new poem I found some old song videos from 1 of my fave movies Xandu. I added them to my profile too If you wanna see them too.It's a movie abut muses,They are magical creatures that Inspired you to be succeed In life when you lose hope on everything.Well anyway I've lost hope before all though out my life but there was always something there to picked me and Inspired me to succeed In life.It took me over 15 yrs to write a book of poems but thats almost done too.I believed my muse to be my online girlfriend,because when I meant her I was stormed with a poetic vortex of Ideals.I clanked out 45 love poems about her In last then 2 months.But the sad thing about a muse Is that they tend to fade away when they do their job that they are sent to do never to to be seen again by the person they helped so much In life.Well I'm getting all mushy again and I need to stopped that.Before It gets to bad for me.Onto the poem: So Much Love My heart have so much love to give y

Going Back To Seattle
Well, I can't stomach any more hardship out here in Chicago, so I've decided to make the move back to Seattle. I gave it a try and just couldn't make things work. There comes a point in every battle in life where you have to realize that you're being beat and if you don't step back and regroup you may step over a line to a point of no return. It's time to relocate and try a new attack. I have made a number of decisions in my life that have turned out pretty poorly and I hope that this isn't another one. I guess we'll see. Wish me luck.

They Missed...
In my day you could count on them thar Marines > >The way it used to be. . . > >I sat, as did millions of other >Americans, and watched as our >government underwent a peaceful >transition of power in January >2001. > >At first, I felt a swell of pride and >patriotism as I watched George W. >Bush take his oath of office. > >However, all that pride quickly >vanished as I later watched >William Jefferson Clinton board Air >Force One for the last time. > >I saw 21 Marines, in full dress >uniform with rifles, fire a 21-gun >salute to the outgoing president. > >It was then that I realized how far >America's military had >deteriorated under Clinton. > >Every last one of them missed.

I Miss You
I miss you. I miss your warm eyes, the way you listen and care. I miss your kisses and all that we share. I miss you. I miss the touch of your hand, so reassuring and sincere, and the moments we spend together, that I hold dear. I miss you. I miss all of the caring things you do, and spending the evening alone with you. I miss you. I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now... I miss you!

My Heart
I can’t give anymore to you. I’ve given and given and given. You’ve used me up and there’s nothing left. Not for you. Not for me. Not for anyone. In a year I’ve given you my heart, my time, my patience, my support, my strength, my money, my life. I have nothing to show for myself. I have no real boyfriend because you won’t commit to me. I haven’t even seen in you 5 months despite you spending 5 or 6 days a week at a job that is less than 30 miles from my home. Sure we talk just about daily but when I have what you consider a moment of weakness and I ask you to tell me you love me and that I’m important to you the only response that you can muster is “I hate it that you are so insecure”. There’s nothing insecure about me. I just want to make sure that you’ve given your heart just as I’ve given mine. You have something that’s mine. It’s clear that you never really gave yours to me. I think that it’s time that we exchange goods. Wait, it’s just my heart that ne

Christmas List
Christmas Naughty or Nice List Christmas Naughty or Nice ListYou are on the The Nice List After checking the North Pole database we found you had : 1,505 nice entries 507 naughty entries Check your name on the Christmas Naughty or Nice List at JokesUnlimited.com

Tag Ur It
TAG YOU'RE IT!! SEXY... YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET ; ) (((HuGs))) xoxoxo me ; )* FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!! ....oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(...)........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ... I WAS ............. .......... HERE ...... ..Leaving my ....... Footprints in your ..............SAND" If you wake up in

Christ Did Not Die On A Cross
A tradition of the Church which our fathers have inherited, was the adoption of the words "cross" and "crucify". These words are nowhere to be found in the Greek of the New Testament. These words are mistranslations, a "later rendering", of the Greek words stauros and stauroo. Vine's Expository Dictionary of New Testament Words says, "STAUROS denotes, primarily, an upright pole or stake ... Both the noun and the verb stauroo, to fasten to a stake or pole, are originally to be distinguished from the ecclesiastical form of a two-beamed cross. The shape of the latter had its origin in ancient Chaldea (Babylon), and was used as the symbol of the god Tammuz (being in the shape of the mystic Tau, the initial of his name) ... By the middle of the 3rd century A.D. the churches had either departed from, or had travestied, certain doctrines of the Christian faith. In order to increase the prestige of the apostate ecclesiastical system pagans were received into the churches apart from

Christmas Love
Well its that time of year again for many of us.. Christmas time.. either were readsy for it or where searching our house for something.. anything to regift that saves us the pain of hitting the shops in this insane christmas rush. I just wanted to take a minute to wish everyone of you a very Merry Christmas. May you enjoy the company of family and friends and santa brings you something you like. For me christmas is a great time, a time where i cn sit on a fat mans knee and tell him what i want while drunk.. and its seems as perfectly acceptable behaviour. haha. So thats about it, be safe, be merry and enjoy. Till next time. Take care.

Everything Seemed So Right
a smile seemed so sweet and now it feels like it has no meaning any more my world and mind shattered today after the thing i saw i was scared,mad and sad at the same time seemed like all my happiness ran away and it feels like it will never come back cuz that image will forever haunt me im stuck in the middle of something i shouldnt be in but thats what life dealt me and now ill always be in the middle my minds now a record player thats stuck on a certain part and it just keeps repeating over and over again and it will never end im lost now i dont know what to do i cant talk i cant smile and i cant laugh like i used to nothing seems to help i wish i could rewind life so i can remove the image but i cant and it hurts i want it to go away

I Was Very Depressed.
Let me start this by wishing you all a very happy holiday and a great new year. I have been knumb for a few years now, as most of you know I lost my child he was two, and its been so very hard for me to live life with a smile, cause it hurt, it really did,I put most of the blame on myself if I was not beating myself up over the littlest things I looked for reasons for people to not like me..in my mind I was not a good person a horrible father a " demon" to the world that spat in my face, the months that have lead me to this year have been good to me and I have a lot to be thankful for, My daughter is a walking talking warm hearted little girl that has shined a light on every dark corner of my life, her smile is what makes me know that there is a higher power and that no matter the trouble , no matter the situation, there will always be hope and promise of a new day, moment by moment and step by step my 3 year old has taught me to walk without falling, and I am blessed with her in this

For Us Moms And Grandmoms
MOMS & GRANDMOMS > > > > > > Somebody said that a child is carried in its > mother's womb for nine months. > > > > Somebody does not know that a child is carried in > its mother's heart forever. > > > > Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back > to normal after you've had a baby. > > > > Somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, > normal is history. > > > > Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by > instinct. > > > > Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. > > > > Somebody said being a mother is boring. > > > > Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager > with a driver's permit. > > > > Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child > will "turn out good." > > > > Somebody mistakenly thinks a child comes with > directions and a guarantee. > > > > Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their > voices. > > > > Somebody never came out the

More Quotes From Antoine-marie-roger De Saint-exupéry
"Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction” “Perhaps love is the process of my leading you gently back to yourself” “I know but one freedom and that is the freedom of the mind.” “True happiness comes from the joy of deeds well done, the zest of creating things new.” “A single event can awaken within us a stranger totally unknown to us. To live is to be slowly born.” “The meaning of things lies not in the things themselves, but in our attitude towards them.” “Love does not cause suffering: what causes it is the sense of ownership, which is love's opposite” “What makes the desert beautiful is that somewhere it hides a well.” “Each man must look to himself to teach him the meaning of life. It is not something discovered: it is something molded.” “What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step.” “Each man carries within him the soul of a poet who died

For Hot Ladies Only! =)
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Otherwise, check my galleries! :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) Below, you can see what to expect:

Ghost Colored Dawn
Ghost Colored Dawn (Written 1998) Her big green eyes moved over me. They would slide along slowly and then suddenly pounce on something, someone, as if there were many beautiful things in the world to watch, to explore. She was sitting on the edge of her bed, blinking her eyes at me, waiting patiently for me to finish. I was looking at a painting that she had completed only a few weeks before. I studied the black brush strokes that varied from intense to gentle against a pale bluish, almost ghost-colored dawn of a background. They merged to create an almost feminine form, so aesthetic, so mutable, so much a function of it’s own motion, the light across it, that any attempt at a static interpretation seemed doomed from the outset. The broad, black strokes began to fade towards the center or the painting, covered by faint impressions of a musty gray, not quite like fog, so much as mist. Not a mist that obscures, but more like one that surrounds, comforts, provides a gossam

What Would You Think ?
OK I LIKED HER COMMENT ON A MUMM SO I FIGURED I WOULD ADD HER (Ms.Cleavage) so I rated and faned her before i added her and she shouted me and here is the rest (The shout conversation ) Ms. Cleavage: so..........................? ->MORE: so ?????/ ->MORE: lol nice Ms. Cleavage: you rate, fan and join... and nothing is stated by you. ->MORE: did i not leave you a comment why i would add you ->MORE: plus had to eat breakfeast lol Ms. Cleavage: yes... Ms. Cleavage: so that is it? ->MORE: what would you like me in a bow Ms. Cleavage: LOL... no Ms. Cleavage: did you know you get points if you leave a comment? Ms. Cleavage: real cute ->MORE: what is Ms. Cleavage: your method of comments ->MORE:what my music comments now i am rateing her and comments on some now these are not dirty one's there my usual comments like (hot legs and good morning beautiful and she had the nerve to block me whats your thoughts ??????? Ms.Cleavage #156363 http://www.fub

Daily Rating Limit
I'm out and not even close to my Happy Hour this afternoon. All photos and blogs have reached the rating limit today. Sorry about that all. I'll have to get back to everyone sometime this week. Happy New Year.

Why Only Good People Suffer
I wrote this before my dad died but think I will keep this the same: I have wondered for years why bad things only happen to good people,if anyone would like to respond,please do. My parents are two of the sweetest people I've ever known,I know that's bias but they really are.My father suffers from Alzheimers and is a shadow of the man he used to be,in a way the man I knew and love died several years ago.Thank God he kept his great sense of humor,it helps us deal with this and if he can smile and laugh through his ordeal,than we can too for him.For those who don't know,I live with my parents and help my mom take care of my dad as well as her sometimes.I wish everyone took care of their parents when they get ill,but I guess nursing homes would go out of business. My mom is by far the sweetest and most dear lady I will ever know.She does so much for those she loves and never gets nearly enough credit.If you are fortunate to be someone she cares about,there is NOTHING sh

Black Rose Of Death
Look into my eyes Tell me what you see Am I really blinded by love Is this really me? Look into my soul Tell me what’s there Is it as dark as the night sky Is it really bare? I see the way you look at me With eyes so brown With eyes so dull When I wear the black gown The black gown of death Is what I wear Because of you My heart is not bare But I shall die soon enough With or without you by my side I shall go to the Underworld And the Undertaker shall be my guide While I’m there I will see That there’s only one love And he’s not beside me When I’m there I shall remain The Black Rose of Death That can never be tamed.

Spanked
I just wanted to take a minute and laugh and let everyone know that OHIO STATE got spanked by LSU..the SEC rocks the house yet another year taking that title chance from ohio state. ALL of you that knwo me know that i'm a GEORGIA fan but i'd rather an SEC team win. And all of you that are TRUE college football fans know that GEORGIA should have really been in this national title game..and OHIO STATE doesn't deserve to be in it at all. Neither team deserves it really but what can ya do? GO SEC FOOTBALL!!!!!! yes i agree mizzou got dicked..i agree georgia got dicked...but Muahahahahah OHIO STATE got spanked. THEY SUCK! hahahahahaha...Ok that's my football rant for the night! GO DAWGS!!!!!

That Special Place In My Mind Heart And Soul!
SERINITY/A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND MIND WHERE THE CONSTANT FLOW OF WATER STIMILATES THE WHOLE BODY WHILE YOUR MIND WONDERS TO A STATE OF "NIRVANA THE EIGHTH FOLD PATH" WERE THE BIRDS CONSTANTLY CHURP A MELODY OF PEACE AND LOVE !WERE WORDS LIKE HATE ,KILL,EVIL,STUPID,DOPE,UNFATHFUL,DECEITFUL,LIER,TERROR,HORROR,HATE,ETC AND ALL NEGETIVE WORDS ARE NOT FOUND IN THE SERINITY VOCABULARY. WERE THE WORDS LIKE LOVE ,PEACE ,HAPPYNESS,HOPE,SHARE,GOOD,ETC ARE UTILIZEDS! A PLACE WERE ONLY THE LOVELY PEOPLE WOULD WONT TO CALL HOME!

Feelings
© By Samantha James Sometimes I sit and stare I think and hope that life would be fair Nobody seems to get it They just have no clue That I can be a friend that is really true Everybody whispers All the laughs, the jokes, nobody cares The way they all make fun of my frizzy red hair If only life could be easy I wish that life could be fun I wish I didn't have to run and hide

Do We Take Love For Granted?
It crossed my mind today that we don't stop often enough in our life to appreciate those who love us most. We just take for granted what they do. We just "expect" them to be there for us. We just "expect" them to know we love them. I am just as guilty of it as anyone else....i try to let those i love know it...and show them in little ways how much i love them in return...sometimes the little things mean the most. It hit me when leaving profile comments today....we get more worried about "showing love" to people we have never met on a computer screen than to those real people in our life. Thats very very sad. As i said i am just as guilty of it as anyone...i "luv" my online friends...but we have to get our priorities straight about what we make most important in our life. So forgive me my friends if you don't hear from me as often...i do care...but its time for me to put "real life" ahead of everything....in the end...thats what counts most of all :) huggzzzzzzzzz.......Brandy

My First ...
Club Naughty N Nice is having an auction! Come bid on these wonderful people! Bids start at 2500 fubucks. Click the pics to see what each person if offering! The auction will run for two weeks starting January 14th start time is 10am est. and will end January 28th 10am est.! Dave- Shoo shoo- Mullet Hunter- Carnie- Pappa- Duke- FknCrazy- BeetleJuice- JuicyFruit- Sassy- Click the link below to come to Club Naughty N Nice!!

Go Check Em Out!!!!!!!!!
If you don' tknow these Awesome People you Should!!!!!!! Christina cottoncandyprincess@ fubar Rose rose@ fubar Missy Missy@ fubar Teena teenckie@ fubar These Ladies are Personal Friends of mine, yes in real life as well as on fubar... they are awesome to talk to and loads of fun... Please Help them with leveling.... Thanks ever so much Carnie Carnie@ fubar

Omg!!! Come Look At This!
Come and take a look at this.. It's SO much fun and you will meet some really cool people.. I know I have.. IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat This is my homepage.. My Room.. My duddies on there! and a few pics of me and my friends.. or just click here

Life
I once thought life was something to cherrish, something that you always wanted to spend wth that special someone, but what happens when you just dont have someone to spend it with, what happens, when you just become indifferent about life and love, what happens when you just stop caring all together, what happens when as far as you are concerned nothing else matters? Life is the one infection that gets us all sooner or later. what matters most is how you live it. for those of you who actually read this, Never give up, Never let life get you down and never let lonliness set in, if those things do eventually happen, then I feel for you. Never throw the best things in your life away and always believe in yourself.

You Know Who You Are
You know what makes you happy and you know what makes you feel good. So why stay in the city when you can come back to the woods again? A place where two people could be one with nature, a place where happiness is understood. You have been there before and why not come back my friend? I will keep the fire burning until I see you again. Each time I think of you, it comes to me over and over again. Why is my love so unhappy, when she can be happy again? So please try to follow the path with least resistance and soon you shall find the path to love and happiness again.

Fall Classes For Men
Fall Classes for Men at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Tuesday, Oct 31, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED! TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM . Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM . Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor--Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 Dinner Dishes--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Dishwasher? Examples on Video. Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday and Thursd

Aloha Fubar
about me? i like girls. with guys coming in a close third. beer always takes second place to a beautiful smile. i'm happily single. i work too much for my own good. i pretty much don't give a shit i wear mismatched socks sleep is not a hobby.

Yes I Really Did It!!!!!!!!!!!!
100. First off, what is your full name? SARAH GRAHAM "last name here" 99. Do you pay with credit cards or cash? CASH 98. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7? IF I REALLY NEEDED TO I THINK I COULD. 97. Do you have any siblings? YUP 2.5 96. Where are you exactly? IN THE LIVING ROOM CORNER... I BEEN BAD... LOL 95. Favorite color(s)? LIME GREEN AND ELECRTIC BLUE.... STARTING TO APPRECIATE BLACK MORE TOO... 94. Who is your favorite NFL team? HATE FOOTBALL 93. What does the 7th message in your [cell] text inbox say? "CALL ME I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT WORK" -CRYSTIAN 92. Your TV is on Tuesday night. What's on TV? NO CLUE... 91. Who sits beside you in 3rd period? I'M IN COLLEGE... WE DONT HAVE "PERIODS"... BUT LORD HELP WHO EVER IS SITTING NEXT TO ME DURING MY OTHER ONES!!!! LMAO 90. Who's the last person that you kissed? FERNANDO, 5 MONTHS AGO, GOT HIM SICK TOO BUT HE DESERVED IT... 89. Who is the first B in your cell phone di

Dedicated To My Good Friend Saint
Okay guys ... My friend Saint is a wonderful guy and a GREAT FRIEND!! He has shown me love since I met him and has been nothing but a respectful ... true friend! Please stop by to say hi to him and show him some FuBar love!! Rate/Fan/&ADD him as your friend...You won't be disappointed! †§åîñτ†@ fubar BIG THANKX TO YOU ALL FOR SHOWING MY FRIEND SOME MUCH NEEDED FUBAR LOVIN'! LOVE YA SAINT...MUAH!!!!!!! HOTTIES LOVE TO ALL OF YOU ON FUBAR!!

Simple Bs Poetry
SEASONS The north winds bring cold and snow like the feelings of some souls. Keeping beauty at bay for most, then others come happiness. Coming from the south warmth flows, bringing life and vitality, tho with a price. Heat and growth, welcomed for a period, then despised like the weeds in a garden. Between these are the rains that nourish the earth and later brings decay from the trees. Seasons change, like life. What is not seen as good has a purpose. What seems drab feeds the magnificent. Look deeper than the surface, for there's much to see.

The Boogy Man
Hes here. To take our soul. To Break our hearts. And steal our bones. He wants us dead. As you see. He will eat you for breakfast. And Then come after me. He wants the blood. From the people that scorn him. He wants the hearts. From the ones who oen him. He has broken his bindings. His chains laid crushed. He wants his reveng. And he wants his lust. Watch out for the Boogy man. Dont turn your back. He will take to your face. A razor sharp axe. He wants the ones. Who made him this way. This psycotic creature. Will walk till his dying day. Now my children rest your pretty heads. Tuck yourself in and lay in bed. Pull the covers up tight. But do not turn out your light. Close the door and leave it alone. Cause if its open you must not be bright. He lays await under your bed. Run and hide from his sight. Your safe under your covers. But he will get you and your lovers. Now im done with the boogy man. He doesnt mess with me anymore. This is a warneing as b

The Dawn Will Come
When all your world is pain and the last tear has long since fallen There is nothing left to do but start your life again When your life of love has long since past and fallen into night All your hopes and dreams are gone they vanished with the light There is always hope the dawn will come. And with the rising sun new love Just keep your eyes to the east and soon you will see the light New love, New hopes, New dreams And yes just wait and see because soon the dawn will come To make the choice is yours to leave the life and the pain behind take those first few steps ahead and look towards the sun and soon you will see that you are strong and nothing is to hard even though you left it all there will be more ahead There is always hope the dawn will come. And with the rising sun new love Just keep your eyes to the east and soon you will see the light New love, New hopes, New dreams And yes just wait and see because soon the dawn will come

Want To Own Me For A Month?
want to own me The winner gets..... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned just click on my pic to link you and place your bid.... Bids include fu-bucks, V.I.P, Blasts, Ticker, and Happy Hours ..... *cash items out rank fu-bucks* this is the link to the pic just click on it

So Things Went Like This........
well lee says he is coming as well a vic so vic shows up then lee then later seth and lance and sean .. yes sean came over and had a good time without alex.... so i am happy i am happy with tonight and how it all went even though we didnt get girls and lee got ditched at the bar things went well.. sean stayed with me and dixie when seth lance and lee and we left bonded him dixie and i awww sooo sweet.... we are getting a family. a group of good people... i love it... and i am in so much trouble with sean like wow he is going to get so under my skin.... and seth i dont know if i should right him... proally wont right away... i have to see what happens to him oh and the pats are so gonna win the superbowl

It's A New Year 2008
Hi to all friend old and new it's been a long time sence my last blog I have made some good one's of course and some that realy opened up people's eyes about alot of stuff but this 1 here will change alot of people's view's on me im sure. I have been on this site now about 2 1/2 years wowe time goes fast when we all have fun and flirtin here and there huh hehe. First off my choice in pets ok well its snakes and its snakes because i work and travel alot soo I dont realy have time for a dog or cat realy my snakes are tame i handle them often and they know me and no they dont bite no 1 or kids even at the bmx races ok. and no there is no fangs or poison either I shop smart when I buy a snake. unlike some people do with buyin a dog or even a lizard or a spider for a kid of any age. and yes they can and do keep me single but in this life its to each there own right? soo im cool with it if buy chance i meet a woman who is ok with snakes then soo be it and if i dont then im still cook wit

Wtf Is This For Real
Ok I just heard about this place on the radio, this doctor was talking about parents conforming to their kids, he even has a site here it is. http://cpi247.com/index.html this guy is from San Francisco his ideas are so far out there that he might need help from a real doctor. i wonder if he even has any kids of his own, and if he would follow his own advice, oh well back to the real world for a few. have a great day people.

The Midnight Beast..........
The Midnight Beast,,,,,,,, In her fantasies she sees him; the creature in the dark. He isn't like them ' so different with the electric spark. His late night visits thrill her; aching ,yearning sensations his touches burn her within. She loves him even though it will never be; The beast within him wont set him free. Keeping the miracle alive ; they give in to the desires that they crave. Lovers entwined, never wanting it to end. They make sensational love as they find the special paradise; in the place saved in the heavens of the mind. Ecstasy takes over; as she moans to her lover. Excitement fills the air ; he grabs her with one final thrust ; pulls her in for their final kiss. Their lost souls will be searching for eternity, Until they meet in life in enternal jubilee. Sapphire aka Valarie A Laboy Copyright 2006

Baby Sister
Baby Sister Watching you from across the room, I see how much you have grown. I seen you as a young woman bloom. Then to see you in your goddess throne. You are my baby sister. I love you very much. Now a message to you mister, take care of her, feed her lots of fudge. The moment you said "I do", you took her in your reins. The big sister has to let go, so she can show us all , she to has the brains. To be a goddess of her own will. To show her own great guidance and soul . I will always be here when needed still, I now hand you your own wings to make you whole. I love you always and forever more. I know now you listened and I was never a bore. Have a happy rest of your life, You are now some mans wife. As Always, Aka Valarie A Laboy Copyright 2006

To All
Hi my name is Michelle ,well i am writing cause i made alot of friends on fubar , but it seems that once i added rated and did the fan thing they did not know me anymore.To me thats pretty sad , i would expect it from a child but not from grown adults ....So this is what i am going to say if u want to be friends and i mean real friends then i will add you ,but i am not going to do the rate thing and i am not going to fan right away so if this stops ppl from being my friend then i will know that it was not friendship they were looking for but a quick and easy boost to level ...sorry but this is how i feel cause to me friends are more imporant then going up to the next level , besides i have only a handful of friends that actually stop by and comment rate and help with the contest i am in and they are the true friends and they are not fake .... cleaned off the friends list went from 140 something down to 31 i gue

Don't Speak- No Doubt
You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Our memories Well, they can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no) Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying...are we? Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause

Sick
Okay so I make plans to go out tonight, I wake up yesturday and I feel like I'm getting a cold then I wake up today and I have a bad cold now...Every time I make plans to go out it gets ruined by something! All that happens on top of my co signer for my trailer I was going to buy got denied...then my checking account gets over drawn...now I owe around 150 in fees! My life cant get any worse can it? It probably will and it really sucks. Anyway I am sick and I am going to go back to bed now I was just blogging cos I was bored..

Auction Opens Feb. 9th Want In?
totallypimpedout.net I'm holding my first auction!!! So who wants in? The entry fee is 30,000 fubucks! It will start on the 9th and run for 2 weeks! I will promote it multiple times everyday! All entries must be in no later than the 8th! If you want to be up for auction then send me a private messagewith the link to your photo and what you are offering! After I rip it you can send the Fubucks! ~*~The Fallen One~*~ Mistress of Daddy Lo~*~Co-Owner of Slaves...and the Masters who own them~*~@ fubar

Won't Be Around For The Rest Of The Day
I just got a phone call from my daughter. During lunch she was told that a friend of hers is dying from cancer. So I will not be around for the rest of the day. I have to comfort my daughter during her sad time. I'm sorry if I don't get back to you right away for I will not be at my computer. My daughter is coming home early and I'm taking her to see her friend. Hope you all understand why I won't be around the rest of the day. Much love to all my friends and the hotties Shell

Doctor Appointment
Well I have my appointment scheduled for the 26th of February so they can run the tests to see if I have cervical cancer or what else is causing my tests to come back abnormal. I am really scared about it because I don't know what to think about all of this. The scary part is, is that it might come back that I do have and I am only 26 years old. I am not ready for all of this to happen. I have 3 beautiful children and a wonderful husband and I am NOT ready to leave them right now.

1st Annual Cure Chiari Walk
I am organizing a walk that will be held on March 22, 2008 @ the sedgwick county park It is to raise money for research to find a cure for chiari malformations. Chiari is a congenital brain disease that afflicts 1 in 1,000 people. It causes memory loss, severe migraines, balance issues, confussion, vision disturbances, and a host of other symptoms. There is no cure! Only pain management and subsequent brain surgeries! Please, if you are in the area of wichita ks, help us out on this! Its really important!

Alex
lol ok so he tells me ma mams family from scotland ! and proud of it ! he allso tells me! ma da's fam from ulster lol and is sooo aparentley he tells me this combination makes him ! british pure bred lol ummm does this pic look fimillar? but no matter how u look at it hes an awsome dj come on in and meet DJ!

Open Bar Tonight! " Lingerie Party " @tiki Bobs 21+ To Enter W/open Guestlist All Night
TEAMROCKSTARPROMOTIONS! TEAM ROCKSTAR PROMOTIONS IS NOW AT " TIKI BOBS " SO COME OUT AND PARTY WITH US! 21+ TO ENTER EACH AND EVERY WED. NIGHT...DO IT FOR THE GROWN AND SEXY! HERES WHATS COMING UP NEXT!! JELLO LADIES?? MMMM.... Wednesday Feb. 20thOn: q Produxions DJ OxXx will be ripping up the 1's & 2's @ Tiki Bob's Wednesday Gone Wild: JELL-O Edition w/ Shot girls & Bartenders wrestling in JELL-O in their Bikinis. The Night will also feature DJ Frankie Punzo, DJ Homicide, & DJ Cuervo. AND LIKE ALWAYS...SAY "TEAM ROCKSTAR GUESTLIST " AT THE DOOR = )..AGAN 21+ SPOT.

Snow
Just a little heads up,i have read many mum's, blog and all other about how people say they have had 1 to 6in of snow well where i live so far we have had 5 major snow storms and about 102.362 in. (260 cm). Just a little something to think about, where u live , there are people who always have it worst!! bbg.

Certainties!
There are few certainties in life. First is your going to die. Second is that sometime during your life your going to fall in love. Third is that your going to have regrets. Fourth is that your going to do what your going to do. Fifth is your going to hurt someone. Sixth is your going to get hurt. Seventh is your going to want what someone else has. Eighth is that you need money to live life. Ninth is that the government is going to tax you for living. Tenth is your going to hate the government for it. One of the things I’ve learned is that you should never regret falling in love. You can regret falling in love WITH someone but don’t regret falling in love. When you fall in love you always fall in love with that one or two things about that person that you find attractive and that’s nothing to regret. Sooner or later all those things that you fell in love with in other people will be found in just one person instead of several different people. You just have to take the time to re

Leaving Is Hard For Him
On yesterday morning, I was awoken by the Mister yelling again about thes same shzt. The same shzt I have been complaining about for over 5 years, so one a month this man choose a day and fuck my day up. He came home yelling getting me upset, I couldn't go to work, my daughters couldn't go schoo. So for 3 or 4 hours, I made my voice heard. I grew up in a household where my father beat my mother, the children, foster kids, I said I would NEVER yell at man, cause when my mom is it she got beat. I never wanted to stand up for myself cause of that fear. However,yesterday, all bets was off. I went at it, I call this man a Bitch. A Bitch, never had a done that to any man, but the Mister was asking for it. I said, how are u going to throw out a woman with no money and two girl out on the street because u want u house clean. I clean this house, but these SOB that stay here think I'm their maid. I told him that enough is enough, 9 1/2 years is long enough to put up with the SSDD. I'm FED

Our Love
Free Glitter Text Maker Comments & Layouts (Mandy) I was browsing on hear which I do not normally do and came across Charles. He was cute silly but cute. I sent him a friend request. The next day Charles excepted my request. Later that night I seen a bulletin from Charles that said "I'm for sale" I opened it, it said if you are the first one to reply to this with an "I own you" you will own this person. I thought it was silly but decided what the heck and replied. A few minutes past and I got an Email from Charles that said " now that you own me what are you going to do with me". We chatted for the next few days into the night I'm not sure we ever sleep. We talked about anything and everything. We loved the same thing and made each other laugh so much our stomachs hurt. we could not wait to talk to each other. We would rushed home to talk to each other every night. We exchanged cell numbers and talk all night long if we where not on the computer we where on the phone during

Been Kept Busy
Lately I have found myself being kept busy by my grand-daughter. Last night ric and I both received invites from her to join bebo. I haven't joined but have checked out the site today. It's not somewhere my ten year old grandchild needs to be. I talked to her mom, my daughter, today about it. It seems when the babysitter is there my grandchildren do quite a few things they aren't supposed to. The babysitter knows that when their mom isn't there the kids aren't supposed to be on the computer but lets them anyway. Time for a new babysitter! But it was daycare, not the babysitter, that helped my grand-daughter set up internet accounts. So lately I find myself spending my online time checking around for my grandchildren. I know my daughter is going to handle the matter in more ways than one. she may even be shutting down her computer completely. I have my three year old still at home with me. And even though several years will pass before he's ready to surf the net I have already installed

Help Me Here Plz Just Rate The Pic If You Cant Bid
=== '$DJ BABY BOY$ @2nd Alarm Hotties(Headquarters)ExPliCt LyRiCs} {ÇØ*OwNeR oF*ThE fU*K sHoP*'{DSC}' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-19 13:43:45'.. > > > alright ladys you know you wanna be the owner of a big time pimp so get your bids in befor its to late if you cant bid just rate the pic and he is the greatest friend that anyone could want so lets do it big time check it out and get them bids in on him and 50,000 fubucks to sticky just let sky know when its sticky > > click the pic below to bid if u cant bid just rate it > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI' on '2008-02-19 13:51:34')

My Day
well for the last fukin week alot of shit been goin on in my life well the past 5 months and well my wife has cme down to see me and it seems its wrong i take personal time to her and spend time with her well if yall dontlike it remove me cause i had alot goin on and im sick of the drama it has the time of my vip is up to end if its not im deletin my fubar cause i cant take the drama and bull crap no more im done and im stickin to it.. i had enough of it and im finished with it

I'm Sorry If I Hurt You.
You know who you are. I never meant to make you regret saying what you did. I never meant to destroy something so young and new. I never meant for things to get like this. I'm just afraid to let myself go. I'm afraid I'll get hurt again. And its not something I'm willing to do right now. I understand if you won't talk to me anymore, or if you cancel your plans to move closer to me...just please don't take away your friendship, your kindness, and I'll try not to damage you again.

Nine Words Women Use......
1) FINE: This is the word women use to end and argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half and hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!! 5)LOUD SIGH: This is actualy a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing) 6)THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most danerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. 7

This Is So How I Feel Amongst Some Of My Lifestyle So Called Friends
A round peg surrounded by square holes, Fitting in each hole but never quite filling it. An almost match but never quite the same. Where do I fit in? Playing a drum in a string quartet, An instrument meant for a different song. I’ve been marching to a different beat all my life. How do I fit in? Painting with words and sculpting with yarn, Needles, hooks, and looms used to create my gifts. Following patterns does not make real talent. Why don’t I fit in? Waiting to hear magic words from those, I love, Thank you, I appreciate you, I love you. To hear those words I must say them first. When will I fit in? Weird is no longer my word, I am now unique, Normal will never be my claim in life. There’s no way they’ll ever understand me. I don’t want to fit in.

More Bull&*^$
Well, I am single, have been since November. After four and a half years and two kids he decides to call it quits and gets married less than three weeks later, when three weeks prior we had finally set a wedding date for March...LOL... Oh well. We're dealing with visitation issues now, not too terrible, the woman he married has two kids from her previous marriage that are three and four...our three year old is not exstatic and proceeds to tell Daddy just what she thinks when she talks to him. Our son just turned a year old in January, he's confused, but atleast he knows who his father is and that won't be a problem when or if I ever find anyone else. Atleast he's not disputing the fact that I'm the better parent for custody. We're trying to deal with issues like adults and not have to go through the court systems. Atleast he's finally paying me the child support we agreed upon. When we were together he couldn't even give me half of the ammount he gives me now. He knows I h

Tribute To Courage
Tribute To Courage Courage is doing what is right Without having to be told Courage is manning up When you know you've done something wrong Courage is looking the enemy in the eye And telling them to just bring it Courage is having fear But still staying strong Courage is facing adversity But being able to overcome it Courage is leaving your family behind To defend the country you love Courage is being a soldier In the greatest army in the world Thank you for this courage That lets us live free May God bless you And come home safely to your families

My Husband Is Coming Home
I don't know how some will feel about this but I am really excited yet a little scared about my Husband coming home.I mean I am sure he is still the man I fell in love with but you know they say they change when they have been overseas.And I can tell in his voice that he has somewhat but I am just a little worried about how much he actually has changed and if its good or bad.He will have been gone 9 months when he comes back for his R&R.Thank God though it wasn't the whole year like first talked about.We plan on having our bigger wedding when he is home this time.My brother is said that whatever he acts like remember he went through alot over there and there just things he can't tell me or just isn't ready to tell me and that I need to understand that he is probably just as scared coming home and not knowing everything thats happened while he has been gone.But either way EXCITEMENT and just a little scared but if we weren't meant to be then we wouldn't have gotten through all the strug

You Know You're A Nurse When (yep Done All Of Them Myself)
You know you're a nurse when.. 1) the front of your scrubs reads 'Nurses... here to save your ass, not kiss it!' 2) you occasionally park in the space with the 'physicians only' sign... and knock it over. 3) you believe some patients are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4) you recognize that you can't cure stupid. 5) you own at least three pens with the names of prescription medications on them. 6) you believe there's a special place in hell for the inventor of the 'call light.' 7) you believe that saying 'it can't get any worse' causes it to get worse just to show you it can. 8) you wash your hands BEFORE you go to the bathroom 9) you believe that any job where you can drive to work in your pajamas is a cool one. 10) you consider a tongue depressor an eating utensil. 11) eating microwave popcorn out of a clean bedpan is perfectly natural. 12) you've been exposed to so many x-rays that you consider it a form of birth control.

Freak Challenge!
Attn FREAKS... Are you up for a challenge? What Freak couldn't use an additional $100,000 FUBUCKS??? SO, I will give $100,000 FUBUCKS to the FREAK that finds me the most F/A/R's today! If you have friends that aren't already my friends tell them to come on by and F/A/R me, PebblesinAZ! Be sure to have them say, "(your name) sent me to FREAK'n F/A/R you!" I will keep running totals in your FREAK SHOW TICKET captions! GET TO IT! REPOST THIS AND BE SURE TO LOVE UP THE NEW FREAKS AT THE BOTTOM! There is still time to become part of the FREAK SHOW! xoxo PebblesinAZ WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary d

Elder
The Elder tree (Sambucus nigra) is one of the sacred trees of Wicca and Witchcraft and represents the thirteenth month on the Celtic Tree Calendar. The thirteenth month was composed of just three days, the last two days of October being the end of the old Celtic year, leading into the 1st of November and the start of the New Year. Today it is celebrated as the pagan festival of ‘Samhain’, more commonly known as ‘Halloween’. The word Elder is derived from an old Anglo-Saxon word ‘aeld’ meaning fire, an association given to the Elder because of its use. The soft pith of an Elder branch pushes out easily and the tubes formed were used as pipes for blowing up fires, later Elder bellows were made for same effect. From this followed the folk names Pipe-Tree, Bore-tree or Bour-tree, the latter still being used Scotland is traceable to the Anglo-Saxon form Burtre. Other early names include Eldrun or Ellhorn, and then later in the fourteenth century it became known as Hyldor or Hyllantr

Indian Prayer
Nesika papa klaksta mitlite kopa saghalie (Our Father Who dwells on High) Kloshe kopa nesika tumtum mika nem. (Good for our hearts Your Name.) Kloshe mika tyee kopa konaway tillikum; (Good you Chief of all people;) Kloshe mika tumtum kopa illahee kahkwa kopa saghalie; (Good Your heart to make our country such as Yours up above;) Potlatch konaway sun nesika muckamuck, (Give us all days our food,) Pee kopet-kumtux donaway nesika mesachie, (And stop remembering all our sins we make to them,) Kahkwa nesilka mamook kopa klasksta spose mamook mesachie kopa nesia; (As we suppose not their sin against us;) Mahah siah kopa nesika konaway mesachie. (Throw far away from us all evil) Kloshe kahkwa. (Amen.)