OK NOW I DONT GET ANYTHING ANYMORE AND I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL FIGURED IT OUT BUT YET IT JUSTS FUCKS U OVER. AND THEN U HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAI JUST TO GET WAT U WANT AGAIN. HOPIN PRAYING THAT U GET WAT U WANT OUT OF LIFE. IT COMES THEN IT GOES. BUT FOR NOW ALL I CAN DO IS HOPE IT COMES BACK AROUND BETTER THEN IT WAS BEFORE. BUT WHO FUCKING KNOWS WATS GOIN TO HAPPEN IN LIFE THAT SHYT AIN KNOW CAKE WALK. BUT IM JUST THAT DAMN CLOSE IN JUST SAYING FUCK IT. AND JUST GIVE UP ON HOPE.AND JUST BE DEAD TO THE WORLD. HATING EVERYTHING THAT WALKS,BREATHES,THINKS,SMILES, LAUGHS, AND LUVS. BUT MAYBE IM WRONG FOR THINKIN THAT BUT I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
CAN ANYONE HELP ME OR SAVE ME FORM MY FUCKED UP LIFE. OR AM I DESTAND TO TOURCHER IN HELL. JUST THINKING BOUT IT JUST MAKES MY BLOOD BOILED, AN MY SKIN CRAWL. BUT I BET SUM MAY GET IT AND SUM MAY NOT BUT DAMN I TRIED AND SHYT AINT WORKING. FOR ME AT ALL. SO JUST GIVE ME MY I LUV ME JACKET AND THROW ME IN TO A PADDED CELL. AND THROW AWAY THE KEY. AS I JUST SIT THERE BANGIN MY HEAD ON THE WALL SINGIN THE DAMN BARNEY SONG. WIT FOAM FALLIN OUT MY MOUTH.
BUT ITS BETTER THEN NUTTIN.
