o i fineit funny as hell that u think about not tryin to hurt the one u leave but yet i find that u end up hurting them. but yet u try not to say somthing dumb but that take wat as the other way around. oh well life goes on. Even thought u didnt know that it might hurt them. that way. But on the real im still opissed off cause of wat i was told that caused the whole mess in the frist place. Now but urself im my shoes. Ok whay would u do if one of ur ex's calll u out of the blue and tell u that its ur dault that they cheated on u. then found themself pregnant or got someone pregnant. Then they lost or the person they got knocked up lost the kid or kids they was goin to have. But u didnt cause anything to happen like that. and u know dam well that u wasnt around them at the time it happen. but any damn way life goes on. im tried of a lot of things right bout now, im tryin to got my life the way it should be. and then fate throws u a monkey wrench at u over and over. Youi try to deal wit it the best way u know how. Fuck it im tried of it all. im just goin to say fuckit for everthing that happens bad to me.......
i know my life is goin to get better but right now it fuckin sucks. when the one bright spot turns her back on u. You know that shit aint right right now at all. so if anyone has anything to say bout it help a borhter out right now. I need advise bad right now........
HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW THIS MIGHT MAKE ANY DAMN SENCE AT ALL BUT I HOPE ANYONE MIGHT UNDERSTAIND ANYTHING I SAID AT ALL.....
