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A Poem Titled : ~is What~
~Is What~ Die is what goes through my mind, Going in all direction trying to unwind, Lonliness is what fills my heart, My soul being torn apart, Love is what I long for, From the one I most adore, Emptiness is what I feel, Turning like spokes of a wheel, Happiness is what I need to see, Joy to fill up the hole in me, Sadness is what I have day in and day out, It hurts so much I want to shout, Depression is what they call it, Death is what I have to take, But no matter how you look at it, Sooner or later that'll be my fate, Oh,why do I have to wait, For a zero is what my life I rate, Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~

Poem:will You Marry Me
What would it take, to make you mine. If I gave my heart, to you and say I do. Darlin' you deserve the, best of my prefect love. That wants to be worthy to, your heart and true to your soul. Where Faith,Trust,Hope, and Sencerity stands above. Nothing in this world, could or would take its place. Its these feelings I have for you, will always be apart of my commitment. with this vow that I've made on this day, so you and I can cherish and will you marry me. Sign: Forever Raymond Starns Dated and Revised: 6/1/07

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The Wizard
The wizard On rungs of gold The wizard does climb With strings unseen The wizard will glide On wings of air The wizard will fly Through the eyes of a raven The wizard will see Casting his spells On you and me With a wave of a hand And a swish of a sleeve The wizard will rise Above it all With words unheard The wizard will start The beginning of the end Of troubles unheard To stop all of the troubles In this wild untamed world This is the task Set to the wizard This the wizard tries With all his might But in the end he gives up his fight For the will of man Is more than he can fight

Lol2
funny This ought to make you feel better about your computer skills! If you >skip any, you have to read the last one! Unbelievable, but supposedly >all true!!!! > > > > ================================= > > > > Tech support: What kind of computer do you have? > > > > Female customer: A white one... > > > > =============== > > > > Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out. > > > > Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button? > > > > Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck. > > > > Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note. > > > > Customer: No, wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet... it's still >on my desk... sorry.... > > > > =============== > > > > Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on to the left of the >screen. > > > > Customer: Your left or my left? > > > > =============== > > > > Tech support: Good day. How may I help you? > > > > Male customer: Hello... I can't print. > > > > Tech support

Happy Saturday
What's everyone been doin' this beautiful Saturday. It is beautiful here in central MO, that's for sure. I normally don't work on Sat. but needed any extra hrs. I could get, and the boss told me he could use me this morning from 9-11. So, figured I'd just do that...Lee has to work anyway. I enjoy my Sat. morning sleeping in, but guess it wouldn't kill me every once in awhile. I was home by 11:05, so can't beat that. Spent some time here in CT, bombing some contest for friends...and my own... (AMAZINGGRACE)... . DON'T FORGET TO DROP BY AND HELP...ALL YOU CAN! My house looked like a bomb has gone off, so figured I'd better do something with that, although it's not my favorite thing to do. My neighbor just got home from work, and is gonna come over in a bit, just to hang out. Her hubby's at work too. She's like me, she normally doesn't work on Saturdays. I was flippin' through the tv...I ran onto "planet of the apes" with Charlton Heston...looooooo

Hmmmm????
AS I PULLED UP TO THE SHOP, I WAS ONLY ANTICIAPTING THE OBVIOUS....I WALKED IN WITH MY CHEERING SECTION. I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT BUT WAS EAGER TO GET IT OVER WITH. AS I SAT IN WAITING, I WAS GETTING MORE NERVOUS. HE CALLED MY NAME AND I FELT MY HEART SINK INTO MY STOMACH. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF "THIS IS IT" I WALKED OVER AND SAT IN THE CHAIR.....AS I WATCHED HIM GET THINGS READY I WAS GROWING MORE ANIXOUS. I HEARD HIM SAY "STICK YOUR TOUNGE OUT" HUH. WHAT. DID I HEAR HIM RIGHT? LOL AS I STUCK MY TOUNGE OUT HE THEN PUT A PURPLE DOT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY TOUNGE, HE THEN PLACED A CLAMP ON IT AND HELD MY TOUNGE HALF WAY OUT OF MY MOUTH. I HEARD HIM THEN SAY "TAKE A DEEP BREATHE........................." I FELT A QUICK POP AND IT WAS OVER! I WAS DONE! AS MY MOUTH HAD SO MUCH SENSATION IN IT AT THAT TIME I THOUGHT I WAS GUNNA LOOSE IT. BUT I DIDNT AND I HEARD MY STEP SON SAY......"UR F-ING AWESOME TRACII" ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT IS HOW I COULD FEEL MY TOUNGE GETING FATTER AND FATTER! TH

A Woman
A WOMAN is many things, earth and fire, fire and water, spirit and heart She is unique and worthly but mainly a woman is BEAUTY within a hidden mystic and a blessed elegance. For she is a sister of all women and the daughter of the GODDESS herself.

Single...
single again... long story...dont want to talk about it... i hate men sometimes... i want to find a guy who when he tells me is wants a long term relationship, he means it... im sick of being used as a temporary bitch... fuck

A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills
A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills......... Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it. As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try othe

New Years Rant
I'm always amazed at the hope the beginning of a new year brings. It's like an excuse for a new start. In actuality January is no different than the December before. Same job, same season, same bills, same chores etc... I laugh at the people who make resolutions to work out and lose weight... if they can't find time to get to the fitness center before what makes them think they'll find time now? I say why wait to the new year to break a bad habit or try to develop a new good one? It's just a procrastinators excuse which in 2 days they will no longer have so they use it as an excuse to get drunk and wallow in the fact that they now have to get off their butts and do what they said they would. By February most have realized that things will not be different and that Santa did not bring them extra hours in a day to be able to work out, nor did he take away the daily duties we call our lives, nor is their will power any stronger to quit those enjoyable indulgences we call bad habits. So to

Pondering
Sitting here pondering once again....I have been back in the states a little over a month now and have been working for the past two weeks. My whole goal was once I started working to put aside most of the money (besides basic living expenses) to go back to Germany at the end of August. Well although I got a job, and work 5 days a week, I am still hitting under 40 hours a week. I may be lucky to get 30. I am staying at my sisters temporarily and she is charging me 50 a week to rent the couch. I spoke to her trying to get her to drop it down because I am making minimum wage, I asked her to drop it to like $25 a week and I mow the lawn or do something else. Well that did not go over, she is very adamant at the $50. I do buy my own food and my own necessities. Really I wouldn't mind this so much if I weren't making so little and trying to save for my ticket. The first time over to Germany my boyfriend bought the ticket and paid for my passport. I have considered getting another job but th

So Lonely In The Lone Night
lonely guy stares at the stars in the cold night There are just tears and past memories. It's the long time night. Your hug never come back again? How much I love you but we far away in the end The empty heart, so lonely in the lone night Must bear in the bad dream, last times stuck in my herat. When morning comes? When will I forgot? The word "bye" when we were far away, you just spoke silently. I listened with tears and hurt heart. How will I forgot? Wanna forgot you but never know when.

Need Sleep......
This is getting ridiculous. I am so tired, but can't get any sleep. I guess I just have too much going on right now. Maybe as soon as the move is done I'll take a week and just sleep. God knows I need it. Haven't gotten more than an hour or two a night for the past two months. I've tried everything I can think of except a hot bubble bath, but that's because I don't have a tub to take one in. Half tempted to go to a friends place to see if I can borrow theirs. LOL. Anyways, August 1st is almost here, so here's to another month of sleepless nights.

Not Having A Good Day
FIRST I FOUND OUT THAT MY OTHER HALF HAS STARTED SMOKING AGAIN. I ASKED HIM WHEN DID HE START AND HE NEVER ANSWERED ME. THEN I TRIED TO CALL HIS CELL PHONE TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE UPDATE ON THE BENOIT FAMILY AND THE PHONE WAS OFF. HE NEVER TURNS THE PHONE OFF. I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I SHOULD TAKE FROM HIM. I REALLY CARE AND LOVE HIM. BUT I CANT TAKE THE LIES AND NOW HIDING THINGS FROM ME. I WILL GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO TELL ME WHY HE IS DOING THAT. IF HE WONT TELL ME THEN I AM JUST GONNA FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. GIVE HIM SPACE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTS. I HAVE BEEN THRU WAY TOO MUCH IN MY PAST TO GO THRU IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT HE IS GIVING ME. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED ON WHAT IS GOING ON. TY

If I Call You Friend
If I Call You Friend " If I call you friend, " You will always share a piece of my heart. I will alwys pride myself, To always be true tom you. As much as I need friends. So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me, I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in Spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you, As saddness overwhelms you. We will cry together, If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you and brush away your doubts, When you think you can't continue I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly. It's my desire,never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet Not be alone. We will sit together in the peace and quiet. When you wish to

Letter To Craig Morgan (artist Who Sings The Song "tough"
I just wanted to write and let you know what effect the song "Tough" had on me. My dad had wanted me to download the song "Tough" and listen to it. Well with a song named "Tough" I didn't know what to expect at all before listening to it. When I had finally downloaded it a few days later and listened to it for the first time...I had to just sit there a bawl. For what I was hearing was my father describing my mother. My mother was always the first one up in the morning making my dads lunch for the day and getting us kids up and off to school. My dad worked long days being a construction worker so my mother was the one to tend to the daily errands and business. When my brother was about 5 he was diagnosed with muscular dystrophy. And so as he lived his life, the disease of course progressed and so did the necessary things like therapy and doctor appointments which had to mean more responsibility on my mom to take my brother to his appointments. And then when I got into high sch

Kind Of Person
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

The Life And Times Of A Single Middle-aged Mom
Okay. So gone are the days when I could throw caution to the wind and conduct myself like there could be no tomorrow. I was single. And I was young. And I had no kids. Now, I am middle-aged (or so they say). I will soon be *gasp* 45 years old. How sad. I don't FEEL 45. I don't even think I look it. I get hit on by men who should be dating my daughter. But she's almost an adult. A sure sign that I am getting OLD. I listen to popular music and like it (sometimes). I don't try to dress like I'm 21...I know my limits. My figure was never built for that even when I WAS 21...LOL. Oh yeah - and when I complain to my mom about getting old, she says "Think how I feel! I have a daughter that's middle aged!" Point taken. As I come to this milestone birthday, I think to myself "Is this it? Is this my existance? Am I to live out the rest of my life wondering where the time went and why I had to be a responsible adult, a good provider, a decent mom, and someone in a profess

Kidnappers Threaten To Kill British Girl, Age 3
Kidnappers threaten to kill British girl, age 3 The mother of a three-year-old British girl snatched in Nigeria said the kidnappers had telephoned her and threatened to kill her daughter. Margaret Hill, the daughter of oil worker Mike Hill, was kidnapped on Thursday as she travelled to school by car in Port Harcourt, in the south of the country. Margaret's mother, Oluchi Hill, has revealed that the kidnappers threatened to kill her daughter unless Mr Hill agreed to take the child's place. She told the BBC they had called on Friday morning and demanded a meeting in a town in the Niger Delta, then allowed her to speak to her daughter who was crying. Mrs Hill, a Nigerian national, said the kidnappers told her to meet them in a town in Bayelsa State but added that neither she nor the police had been able to locate it. "They say I can bring my husband to swap with the baby," she said. "He wanted to go down for his baby but the police commander told him not to." She said

Firefox Issues
For the past few days I've encountered problems with Firefox. I have done everything I could, even got help through support, and still same issue. The problem is as soon as I log into CT, Firefox stops working. This is even after I uninstalled the latest version (2.0.0.4) CT said to download the older version, clear the cache, and up the page MB's. The only problem, still stops. Anyone have this issue, and have you solved it?

Thank You Friends For The Wishes
Thanks guys it showed me who actully looks at my page and who are on here not just for a rating but are well in dought good pen palls, you all brought a smil to my face today after having a really touph 2 weeks you should know right know the little things do count for some people a hole lot thanks again love carlo

Update Everyone:)
Hi everyone:) I just wanted to tell everyone about my profile on my free implants:) Guy's if you sign up and add me i will send you a Sausy pic:) Girls:) if your dream is to get implants but can not afford them thier are great friends on MFI that can help you out:) I have met some of the most wonderful people on thier:) I don't get on cherry tap that much because i am so busy with mfi:) But if you send me a message on here and want to know a little more about it or even if you would just lke to chat I will get back to you asap:) Hope everyone has a wonderful day!

Wwwhhhoooaa!
Man I sm feeling buzzed, I gotta love me RUM. Drinking is fun. I am drunk adn high as hell. i don't even know why I am writing this no one will even read this bullshit or those who read this will probably think I am fucking retarded. LOL bu those who actually know me will know that I am just being drunken self! O well Peace the fuck out! :D

I Hate Mri's
Just got home from having my head MRI'ed. I hate those. It was my first one and hopefully my last but it moved to number one on my favorite things to hate list. I told them there wasn't any thing in there but mush but they wanted to look and see anyway. Sheesh. Well it's Friday. TGIF... I hope all of my "Family", "Friends", and "Fans" have a great weekend. Think of me will you...

Smoky Sugar
I'm supposed to be studying. And, really, I am. Every now and then. I get distracted easily, though, by various and sundry things like wine. And cigarettes. And the kitty. Tonight I decided--wise girl that I am--that food is necessary for my mind to be able to function at its highest capacity. And, yes, I could have just eaten potato chips with sour cream and onion dip like I have for the last week or so, but tonight I decided I should make real food. Because I'm supposed to be studying, I figured the best food would be the most time-consuming food. And so I grilled. I have a baby weber grill--charcoal, of course. I started the coals, topped them with some hickory chunks, then raided my garden for foodstuffs--tomato, zucchini, herbs. I used the herbs to make a flavored olive oil to coat the zucchini. The tomato went on in chunks, the zucchini sliced and slathered with deliciousness. Next I grabbed the veggie burger, blue cheese, whole-grain mustard... and my buttered

Find Your Peace
If you listen to a news broadcast or have a good long read through the newspaper, the road to peace, hope and possibility on this planet appears to be a vertical climb. The terrain is daunting and overwhelming. It's much easier to ignore the hurt and the hunger, the pain and the fear, the hatred and the horrors, than to deal with them. Or is it? It's easy if you stick your head in a hole in the ground and refuse to look at what's happening around you. Easy, that is, if you're happy eating topsoil every day of your life. Simply acknowledging the injustices against humanity that occur every second of every day, is tough. If you own up to that knowledge, you take on the responsibility of finding a way to stop it. If you do nothing, if you look away, if you allow it to continue, you own part of the reason for its existence. That's heavy duty stuff! But how do you, or I, or any one person take on such a Herculean task and expect to make a real difference

My Mythical Creature
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Mermaid75% Faerie58% Dragon58% WereWolf33% Demon25% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Some Entertainment
Hey Fubar People! Do You Like To Read Fiction? Suspense? Then Look No Further! Go To My Profile And Check Out The Trailer For The Story I Am Writing. Please Check It Out And Leave Me A Comment Telling Me What You Think! Just Pause The Fall Out Boy Video. Thanks All!

Life
NO ONE CARE ANYMORE ABOUT WHO THEY HURT. AS LONG AS THEY R HAPPPY AND THAT IS FUCKED UP. WELL IM DONE. IM GOING TO BE ONE OF YA ALL I DONT CARE ANYMORE. I JUST WISH THAT IS EVERY ONE IS HAPPY AND DOING GOOD AND HAPPY. BUT WHO CARE WHO U HURT ON YOUR WAY RIHGT IM JUST THE CRAZY BITCH THAT IS MAKEING SHIT UP. BUT IM NOT ALL ABOUT THAT I DONT LIKE TO SEE PPL HURT.

M.i. A
Hello all Sorry I have not been here but life sometimes gets you. I have been very very busy with personal and Business issues. Hopefully I will be back real soon. For all those who helped me in the contest I want to say thank you so so very much I greatly appreciate it. Congrads to all the winners as well. I will be popping in from time to time when I can and try to catch up on my rates and mums and stuff. I hope all is well with you guys. Much love and respect Ms.Ladee

Lessons 4 & 5
{{7/12/07}} Ok, so it\'s Thursday and I havent written a word since last Sunday! How awful. My first week of work has been okay. Im still in training so Im not getting a lot of hours. After Sunday, I should be getting a full schedule. It\'s not as hard as I thought it would be. I gotta learn what comes with what but for the most part it\'s simple. Dayshift totally kicks ass. Dont get me wrong, I loved my nightshift at Arbys and Subway, but I\'m digging this dayshift. I even get offa work in time to watch my soap opera =] How effin sweet is that? I think its rockin\'....just like me ;) haha I\'m so hardcore..........not! lmao. I had the biggest blonde moment today =/ On the registers at work you have to hit \" dine in\" or \"carry out\" before you can ring anything up... its like a quarter til one pm. Ive been on the register since like 10am. Ive pretty much got it down pat, right? Well I get a customer and I cant get it to let me ring anything up. I just cant get it to work at all, so

Come Join Us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY ALL,,,,COME JOIN US IN THE BEST DAMN LOUNGE ON FUBAR!!!!!!!!GREAT MUSIC,,,,GREAT PEOPLE,,,OUTSTANDING ATMOSPHERE!!!!!!TAKE A LOOK AND YOU WILL SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=7431 The House of Dreams Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Views On Age/life
George Carlin (Absolutely Brilliant) IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key!! You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . you BECOME 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now,

"to Walk That Cold Lonely Path"
"To Walk That Cold Lonely Path" I dream of life I dream of death I dream of that candy crystal meth I dream of that fire running through my vein And lying naked in the cooling rain I miss the rush and exhilaration I miss the burn of the needle's penetration I miss the feeling of being able to take on anything and win I miss looking in the mirror at that tooth grinding grin Strange thing is I don't miss them enough Because I remember when the shit got rough Acking in every joint for just one hit Helplessly wondering if I could ever quit Watching my dream of ecstasy turn into a nightmare Wathing that tooth grinding grin turn into a cold empty stare Destroying more than I would ever realize Slowly extinguishing that flame in her warm loving eyes I lost almost everything that was a necessity for me to live I greedily took everything she was willing to give I was destroying myself I didn't care I was slowly destro

My Vacation
It's so wonderful to be on vacation and come and go as I please and not have a worry in the world...also so nice to not have to worry about getting up at 4:40am! I am gonna sleep til I want to and get up when I want to and chat as long as I want and shop til I drop...wait already did that friday...lol....but on saturday night I will prolly cry for fear that the vacation is near it's end and back to that hell hole I call work for another measly paycheck!

[read*] Before You Talk To Me!
Is it just me, or are most of the men on here a bunch of sick perverted dogs? In my profile I have stated that I do have a boyfriend, and that I am not interested in picking up or hearing what half of you dogs have to say about the way I look. Most of the men who have messaged me are in their mid 40's. My dad isn't even in his mid 40's. What would you say if you found out some sick fuck was hitting on your teenage daughter the way you are hitting on girls. Now about this shoutbox. STOP messaging me saying hi cutie, hey sexy, or anything remotely related to that. I have a boyfriend. I am very much in love with my boyfriend. If I really wanted to talk to you I would do it myself. So before you go and try hitting on me, think again. Regardless of being 18 or not, get a life. It's quite pathetic to see half of you men on here just to pick up females. If you had a life, obviously you'd be able to find someone that is right for you. but do you? No. You sit here online all day and

To All The Fathers
This goes out to all the wonderful fathers of the world. I know that a lot of the time, the good fathers are hiding behind the shadows of the "deadbeat" dads everywhere, and do not get the praise and thanks that they deserve. Well, you need to hear that you are appreciated and that you are doing a good job! This is for all fathers, the ones who get the pleasure of being in their children's lives each and every day, and for the ones that wished they could be, but can't because of many different circumstances. And a prayer goes out to the ones that have to fight with their children's mother in order to see their children, because the mother has an issue with him (and it has no basis about him mistreating his children)… I pray that the mother will realize that she is only hurting her children for this. Fathers Are Wonderful People - Helen Steiner Rice Fathers are wonderful people, too little understood, And we do not sing their praises As often as we should... For, som

Hair
Ok I know this is a stupid question but why the hell does it take hair so damn long to grow back??? Is it so much to ask that after having to chop it all off cause of stupid chemo treatment that it would grow back fast?? I hate it short... ok i'm done I just needed to gripe!

Today Was A Good Day
well today was long and hard. i wnet to my home group and got a new ass hole chewed in my ass by my real friends.. i have about ten ppl on here that i can call my true friends. yall know who u are and i love yall for being there for me when i need yall the most. in the real world i have only a few ppl tat i can call true friends. they are the ones. that will catch me if i fall and they proved it tonight. yes they bitched at me for not calling. but then when all was said and done they gave me the love i need. i come home to find an ass hole wants my woman, well good luck bro is all i have to say to him. im in a good spot today for the first time since friday. i know what i have to do to make my life better.

A Drunken Man......
A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar and orders a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is one fine looking woman!" The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says, "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!" The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks him square in the eyes and says................... "Grandpa,....... Go home, you're drunk!"

Land Lord Cleaning Sink.
our kitchen sink was Cloged up...land lord sticked this stuff in drain...its making house stink like rotten eggs..lol ewwww, I'm going out...catch all maybe later tonight or tomorrow. Have great day. xoxo ~Mary~

No Title Yet - Any Suggestions?
Pain shoots through the heart with each moment of silence Tears no longer fall from their eyes A mouth that used to form hello now is pressed tightly together People go about their daily lives never noticing what is wrong Staring in silence at each other through a wall of pain One always venturing to breach the wall with caring The other turning away from the effort rebuffing without care Like a tiger crouched for the kill one springs on the attack Eyes flash and another brick is laid into the wall between them One sits to wait on the day when realization will set in Waiting for the wall to crumble and lives to be joined again Without hatred or spite to contaminate leaving only love behind Created by SF - do not use or repost without permission

What Do I Do
i moved my current girlfriend out from illionis and now we love togeather. the problem is that i dont love her like i thought i did. I have a lady friend who i love very very deeply and who i think loves me also, she says she does and she says she is falling in love with me again. My ladfy friend and i used to date 7 years ago and becuse of my friends and her family we got broken up, but the world has brought us back togeather. The problem is if i want to be with my lady friend i would have to break up with my gf and if i do that then i wont have a place to live right now, The good news is my lady friend knows about my gf and doesnt care, she considers our relationship a 50/50 partnership and thats great. So my question is what should i do?

Cocktail With A Kick
My Bloody Mary Ingredients: 3 oz V8 Tomato juice Pepper; to taste 3 ea Drops tabasco sauce Season salt 1 ea Lemon; juiced Salt; to taste 1/2 ts Worcestershire sauce 1/2 Lime Celery salt 1 1/2 oz Grey Goose (or your choice) Vodka Preparation: Shake it with ice and strain into chilled glass over ice cubes. A wedge of lime may be added.. Drink a few of these while sitting down. Do not drive, have wild sex instead!! *cheers n smooches*

Lord Wolf + Lost Goth Marriage Announcement,rough Draft
Kingdom Of Wolves Deanna ,FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess + I, Jeff ,Lord Wolf,Will do a Fubar Marriage. There is still much Preperation but we would like for this to take place on Monday.SpiritWolf will Officiate.,This Glorious Affair. DJSeleneCorleone ™QnofUnderworld&DJWolfe-LDC/FW2Bounty/KOW/CatwomanJLM/KOPE/FSFM

If Each One Post 4 Comments
I was thinking if each one that i have on my friend list would post 4 comments my one friend would get where they need to be so fast so come on stop by and post some comments they dont even have to make since stop and think how hard it is for you to do something on your own.

Teen Moms
Ok, so this is my first blog... beware before you read, I’m on my soap box with this one... Last night I watched a programme on TV titled ‘Teen Mom’s’, the programme was a fly on the wall documentary about a group of young girls ranging from 15 to 18 who had recently given birth, they were all being offered help in a unit to help them bond with their babies and learn the art of parenting. As I sat watching my blood began to boil, the girls were all claiming social benefits from the government, in most cases had been given a house/flat by the local council, and they all sat there crying, telling the world how hard it is being a mom and a teen. There were two issues with this programme that really annoyed me, the first being... teen or not... no matter how old you are parenting is hard, not everyone bonds with their children in an instant, people adapt differently, but not everyone is offered the help these girls were given, just because they were teens.. It’s not just teen moms that

The Pick Up Artist
The Pick Up Artist Like a comedian, a pickup artist is also a performing artist. A pickup artist's task is to captivate a small group of people long enough to convey specific personality characteristics which ultimately make him interesting to the one woman in the group that he has his eye on. The material he runs is like a vehicle that he uses to convey his personality to the group — and obliquely, to her. When a comedian tells a joke, people say, "That's a good joke." But when he strings several good jokes together, people say "he's hilarious." It is no longer the matenal that takes the acclaim, but the comedian himself. The Pick Up Artist VH1 http://www.squidoo.com/APickUpArtist

If I Die Before You Wake Lyrics
If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform CHORUS No it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake

Soulmates
soulmates Current mood: chipper life holds so many rare so many beautiful visions, all we must do is open our eyes to the celestrial beauty of the universe as it unfolds all the blessings of nature, people, life and love, we must never settle for love, as to settle from lonlyness is only to become that much more lonlyer in the end, as all our pasts have dictated to us we cannot just take what we can have but we must have what truly makes us whole, anyone can date, anyone can have sex, but not everyone has there soul mate, thats a sad concept for if we do not rush into life with just anyone that sparks our fancy we will be ready and able to except that true love that love that binds with laughter, hope joy, beauty and commitment, soulmates is someone that we have known for ever without even knowing them a moment,the feeling of being in there arms since time has begun, a true soulmate knows life without each other would be at best empty void of all that is and ever would be

This Or That
Food/DrinkMcDonalds or Burger King?Burger KingPepsi or Coke?PepsiSierra Mist or Sprite?SpriteDominos or Pizza Hut?Pizza HutFridays or Ruby Tuesdays?FridaysPancakes or waffles?WafflesHamburgers or cheeseburgers?CheeseburgersMeat or veggies?veggiesVanilla or chocolate?ChocolateClothingAbercrombie or Hollister?AbercrombieBoxers or briefs?BoxersCollar: popped or regular?dependsJeans or skirt?SkirtSneakers or flip-flops?Flip flopsMusic*NYSNC or Backstreet Boys?R u kidding?50 Cent or 2pac?NOCountry or rap?NORob Thomas or Maroon 5?Rob ThomasGoo Goo Dolls or Matchbox 20?Ewwww too close to call Porcupine Tree or Opeth? ;)huh?The Other SexFace or body?BodyChest or heinie?ChestHair: short or long?dependsBrunette or blonde?BrunetteCandy or flowers?um,flowersHugs or kisses?HugsFriends with benefits or date?Friends with benefitsTechnologyMySpace or Facebook?MyspaceAIM or MSN?YahooTV or movie?MovieCell phone or iPod?CellAutomatic or manual?ManualColorsBlack or white?dependsRed or blue?BlueGold or sil

#3...sex Fantasy......part One
PART ONE: I am out for a walk one early hot sunny morning. A car drives by me, I look at you. I thought you looked familiar, but I kept on walking. As you slow down and look in your rear view mirror. I smile, thinking whoever you are, you are a nice looking man. You continue you your way, and I didn't think of it anymore. I keep up with my walking, I get to the bike trail, and I am walking faster now. I go through the openness of it and through the woods. I am gone for a while now and there are barely any houses anymore, and then out of nowhere is this car that I seen about an hour ago. As I get closer he opens the door and out he gets. Wow, I think, a nice looking' gentleman, very tall, dark and handsome. He ask me where I am headed, and I say nowhere really just out walking and trying to clear my head. We start talking about nothing in particular and oh what an attraction I have for this man. He must feel it too, he steps closer, and asks if he can kiss me, and I am like I am a

Ones Peice Of Mind
Ones Peice Of Mind Is something that im takein back and none human man or woman will take from me ever again... I have sat here for days and days on end and got so agervated about the little tinny bullshit that i have had going on that i have snaped at the tinny bullshit. Take whatever u want anymore but u wont take me down with you. I will admit im a fun, loveing, careing, person more than most people out there in the world. Its a gift given to me from my dad. I thank him every day for it (rest his kind soul)...If you cant stand the fact of who i am then im sorry for u but i dont need the bitching and snaping in my life. I dont need people in my life that try to bring me down or bring my fiends down because we are better than that, Oh and a new flash IM A PROTECTOR. I protect all my friends close and near from harm and always there for all of them. If i cant do it then i have friends that are there in my coner to help me through it all, and wont let me down no matter what the cause o

Fuck Em
You are my freak. You are my obsession. The way you tease me and whisper my name. It drives me insane. The way you rip my clothes off and fuck me tell I bleed. Has me thinking of interesting times to come. As you play with my cookie and hear me mone. My insides are cumming undone. While you tie my up and gag me. Ill scream for pleasure. When you free me from my bonds. Ill put you in submission. Whip you and spank you tell you bleed. As our bodies slowly cover each other in blood. I taste you on my tongue while I whisper dirty nothings tell you scream fuck me please. I climb on your penis and grind you tell it hurts. As you cum inside me with a warm smoothe feeling. After its all said and done you know youve been fucked by a juggalo.

Come On Friends And Family I Need Rates Contest Ends Today Please Help Me
Im in a support the troops contest that ends today Im only asking for you to rate my pic and just ask one of your friends to do the same please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] Please tell your friends Thanks so much

Running !
Running wildly though my dreams , both day and night.Wanting so much to share move then just a daydaream with you! Over looking the things we can not change,Trying so hard to remember what brought us together that day! Beamming with happiness as I get to share deep into your deep Blue eyes, Just knowong that with time I will have the chance to wake up next to you for the rest of my Life! write by Norma C.Brooks

Please Read This
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Blessings Of Beauty
Tattoo Girl had this in her stash and it was so beautiful I wanted to keep track of it as well as also share it with others. Stop by and show her some love if you have the chance. She's awesome ~Tattoogirl God.Iris COS A of F A & S ♫ Poison'd Girl Tattoogirl's Demented Nightmare Owner~Fubar & RL Wifey of Dj Pj~@ fubar

Living And Loving
Today my husband surprised me with a ring that I have been eyeing for a while. Lucky he got the size right for my right hand. I laughed because I asked him, okay I have rings on my left on just about all my fingers including the thumb. Now he's starting on the right, so I asked him, "Are you trying to make sure all knows I'm taken?". He replied "Hell Yes"., lolol. We have been enjoying this past week because we have had the grandbaby. He's so precious and we love him so very, much. Life is living and loving the ones in your life, this includes all my buddies and friends also. Thanks for being a part of my life also! Courtesy of MsTags.com

Clay Balls
Clay Balls A man was exploring caves by the seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could. He thought little about it, until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone! E xcited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left. Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had thrown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could have

Being A Emt
Lights Are Flashing, Sirens Are Wailing My Adrenaline Starts Pumping, My Heart Starts Thumping I Can Only Pray God Will Give Me The Strength To Go To Such Great Length I Hope I Am Trained For What This Call Could Be, After All I'm Just An EMT And Just When I Think I've Saw It All, I Have Some Of My Biggest Falls Like The Baby That Was Born Only To Die Moments Later. I Witnessed The 14 Year Old Mother Mourn Like The 102 Year Old Man In Cardiac Arrest, Did CPR Like Practicing For A Test He Was Down Too Long, Did It For His Wife Who Thought It Wasn't His Time To Go Why Am I Doing This? Surely Not Because Of The Bad I Witness I Can Make A Difference, A Change In Someone's Life, But Their Has To Be An Exchange You Can't Save Them All When God's Angels Get A Call They Have To Go, Everyone Has A Time You Know As Long As You Do All You Can And Realize Your Not A Miracle Man

Very........very.......sick!!!
I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I MAY NOT BE ON AT ALL FOR A FEW DAYS OR MORE.. :( I HAVE BEEN SOOOOO DAM SICK WITH THE 1 OF THE WORST LUPUS FLAREUPS IN 4 YEARS FOR ME.....:(:o:o I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN ABLE TO HOLD DOWN A GLASS OF WATER FOR 2 WEEKS NOW..... I HAVE SLEPT ON MY BATHROOM FLOOR FOR THE PAST 2 NIGHTS... AND TONIGHT.... I HAVE GOT SUCH A VERY HIGH PAIN TOLERANCE... BUT THIS IS A PAIN SOO BAD SOO EXTREME, IN EVERY BONE...JOINT.....HIP....BACK SPINE.... FEET HEAD ....EYES STOMACH... EVERYWHERE..... ITS ACTUALLY FEELS LIKE YOU ARE DYING /OR GOING TO DIE.... MY DOCTORS ARE WORRIED BECAUSE THE FLARE UP ARE GOING ABOVE AND BEYOND RIGHT NOW. AND NOT ONE MEDICATION IS TAKIN IT DOWN OR RELEAVING IT....AND I MLOSING MORE AND MORE WEIGHT RAPIDLY..... I AM A REALLY TOUGH GIRL....BUT WHEN YOU ARE THIS MUCH IN PAIN AND IN TEARS YOU TRULEY FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DYING.. AND YOU ARE ACTUALLY PRAYING FOR DEATH....I DONT WANT ANYONE TO THINK I AM IGNORING THEM. OR BEING RUDE.. IF NO

Back From The Beach
Coming home from the beach has been overwhelming. My anxiety and panic was much more manageable away from home, all tho it was defiantly still a problem at times. I find myself now motivated to get some things done, and severely overwhelmed. Since Ive gotten home I've been sleeping a lot more. Generally i get 4-6 hours a night, and now between sleeping at night and naps during the day I'm getting atleast 12 hours. Its not good sleep either, I wake up very tired. Its never restful sleep, I wake up tons and I think Im dreaming alot. I wake up feeling hung over, even after going to sleep sober(as sober as a stoner gets) and i wake up confused and with a heavy head. Its so frustrating, I get up and I start cleaning, or whatever, and i make progress then all of the sudden its all so overwhelming and i have to go sit down and distract myself from thinking about it all. Why cant i just do it. Its like im constantly doing several things to keep from thinking too much about one thing. Thi

A Corpse
Never thought it would happen to me I'm a corpse cant you see? Now Im sitting home alone Wishing you where here Im not suppose to love you Im not suppose to care What happened to the girl I used to be She died a long time ago Wouldnt you agree? A corpse stuck here on earth was this my destiny from birth? To fall in love with someone I could never have Someone who will never share my feelings my secrets and dreams A corpse I am This wasnt suppose to happen Never to me I was always happy and care free What happen to the girl I use to be You killed my soul You let it fly away You gave me nothing but hurt And turned my world grey A corpse I am My mind a complete disarray Im numb and dead I'll just lie here and decay ~KarNi~

I Apologize. . .
i apologize i apologize for thinking that i was a meaningful part of your life i apologize for lookin into your eyes and thinkin that maybe, there could be a you and i i apologize for wantin you next to me i apologize for not thinking clearly a guy like me, can never have a girl like you i apologize for not knowing what to do when i fell for you i apologize once agian, for wantin you so wonderful, so beautiful, how could i not want you im sorry for not seein the signs that was tellin me that you would never be mine sorry for fallin under the illusion that i had a chance but my heart wanted to believe in that chance my mind sometimes told me hey shes too beautiful, it will never be my heart speaks out, maybe if she sees what we have to offer, maybe it could be if we let her know, that we have feelings for her maybe just maybe she will let us come to her let us shower her with love that so true let h

Hubby Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! GiRLS TiTLE iT "HUBBY APPLiCATION" BOYS TiTLE iT "WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you if youcould change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.would you marry me? 23.Would you c

What Women Say & Really Mean:
WHAT WOMEN SAY & REALLY MEAN: CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS? There is no way in hell I'm going to let any part of your body touch any part of mine,again. I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. ... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. ... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. OF COURSE I LOVE YOU. ... just not in that way. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. WE'RE MOVING TOO QUICKLY. I'm not going to sleep with you until I find out if this guy at the gym has a girlfriend. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near the

For Derek!! Nsfw!!!!!
for months now we have been flirting back and forth. derek had asked for my addy .. said he wanted to send flowers.. i was like cool he already new my number so it was cool.we chatted a few more minutes said our loves and good byes..and hung up. it had been two days and i had not heard from derek .. i sent him an email in the early morning hours and finally laid down for bed.. about 10:30 am i heard a knock at the door.. glad i fell asleep in shorts and a sports bra..almost ran to the door hoping it was my flowers.. when i opened the door tears rolled down my face... there he was flowers and all.. i reached out for him and he pulled me close wrapping his arms around me, my arms around his neck.. our lips met for the first time.. soft sweet and passionate our first kiss.. your lips so sweet on mine.. our embrace becoming closer..it felt so good to finally hold him..we slowly broke the kiss and pulled apart.. i asked himif he was crazy and he replied i know he is.. i have always loved hi

How Risky Is Service In Iraq
Service in Iraq: Just How Risky? By Samuel H. Preston and Emily Buzzell Saturday, August 26, 2006; Page A21 The consequences of Operation Iraqi Freedom for U.S. forces are being documented by the Defense Department with an exceptional degree of openness and transparency. Its daily and cumulative counts of deaths receive a great deal of publicity. But deaths alone don't indicate the risk for an individual. For this purpose, the number of deaths must be compared with the number of individuals exposed to the risk of death. The Defense Department has supplied us with appropriate data on exposure, and we take advantage of it to provide the first profile of military mortality in Iraq. Between March 21, 2003, when the first military death was recorded in Iraq, and March 31, 2006, there were 2,321 deaths among American troops in Iraq. Seventy-nine percent were a result of action by hostile forces. Troops spent a total of 592,002 "person-years" in Iraq during this period. The ratio of

Penthouse Forum
Tomorrow morning I will be submitting a few of my stories as featured fiction to Forum (and perhaps Variations) to see if it is worthy of acceptance by them. After emailing the chief editor for the past few days I learned that they do not pay anything for the letters in the magazine... but do pay for the fiction stories. Which of my stories do you think I should submit first?

14 Weeks Today
Today is a huge benchmark for me and my baby! I am officially in my second tri-mester and can worry a little less now that the chances of misscarriage are a lot less significant. Thank goodness! 14 weeks: Head to bottom, your baby's 3 1/2 inches long — about the length of a lemon — and weighs about 1 1/2 ounces. Her body's growing faster than her head, which now sits upon a more well-defined neck. By the end of this week, her arms will have lengthened and will be in proportion to the rest of her body. (Her legs still have some growing to do, though.) She's starting to develop an ultra-fine, downy covering of hair all over her body (called lanugo). Her liver starts secreting bile this week, a sign that it's already functioning properly, and her spleen starts contributing to the production of red blood cells. She's also producing and discharging urine into the amniotic fluid, a normal process that she'll keep up until birth. You still can't feel your baby's movements, but her hands a

25 Signs You've Grown Up
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinne

11 Signs U Are Crazy About Someone
¢¾ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. ¢¾TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ¢¾NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. ¢¾EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. ¢¾SIX: They're all you think about. ¢¾FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. ¢¾FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. ¢¾THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. ¢¾TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ¢¾ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾

The Life Of A Princess
2007 marks the 10th anniversary of the passing Lady Diana; she was an ambassador to the world before during and after her marriage to Prince Charles.She was grace personified whether it was going through a hospital ward or dining at the White House no one can forget her smile when she greeted people or the way people just wanted to be near her. The British royals took a dislike to her attitude because she was the future of the empire and now she's gone but not forgotten in our hearts and minds she's very much alive and will be forever.

9/2/07
A man was driving down the road when his car broke down. He walked down the road till he got to this farm house. He walked up, knocked on the door, and the farmer came to the door. "My car broke down up the road a bit and was wondering if I could stay here for the night til the tow truck arrives?" The farmer replies,"Well that won't be a problem. But you will have to sleep in my sons room." "Opps, sorry mister. I think I'm in th ewrong joke."

Help Our Friend Win
Hi gang. Please stop by this page and comment bomb the hell out of Froggy's photo for us. She is up for winning a contest being hosted at this guys page. Thanks for helping out. Mike And Roy http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&albumid=543692&i=3527943422

Only For Hot Women,, Lmao
Only for HOT Women! If you are HOT; and you know it.... Scroll down... ...There...Isn't that better? Have a Great Day! And remember my motto; Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body. But rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, Mt. Dew in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming .......... "WOO HOO what a ride!" Have a wonderful day!

Phone Calls
I have a lot fo phone calls to make tomorrow. I have 4 businesses to call. 3 I have to call to see if i can setup an interview and the 1 I have to call to see what is going on as far as my drug test and background check are concerned. I will see what each has to say and then go from there. It would be nice if I could get the job at the convenience in walking distance. I will just have to wait and see about that. It would also be nice if i got my drug test and background check results in tomorrow. My patience is gone on that one. This is taking way too long. I should have had that stuff last week.

What's Your Name Say About You ?
B- You like people. R- Easy to fall in love with. I- You are great in bed. N-You are dead sexy K- You're wild and crazy Delete the other person's last name and repost this with the title "what does your last name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N :You are dead sexy O: Awesome kisser. A : You like to drink. P: You hangout with all populer types of people Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people

Letter From Hell
A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night. You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, fool, you are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady for years and I still don't love you yet. As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back. You see, fool, GOD LOVES YOU and he has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living Hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God. Thanks to you, I'm really showing him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had. We have been watching dirty movies, cursing people out, stealing, lying, be

Trophy
hey guys check out the trophy i got for participation! isnt it nifty!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D well, here are the latest #s as of a few minutes ago: 12:30pm central time j-roxx - 41,187 total points lil devil - 40,108 total points yay! im in the lead!!! thanks again to everyone who has helped me get this far. :D love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its still a very close race, and either of us could win. it ends TODAY at 9:30pm central time. :) if you still havent voted...please do!!! i need you!! if you want to help me some more, i would love it!!!! any help i can get today is much needed and appreciated. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again yall! **muah**

Prayers Needed
Hey Friends and Fans, A friend of mine need your support and prayers. Please stop by and read her blogs. She needs all the prayers and help you can give her. Her son is diagnosed with a heart condition called supraventricular tachycardia (SVT). It is a condition which causes your heart to beat at a pace faster then normal. He really needs your prayers. © Sweetcheeks UR NEXT WET DREAM!Bitch to Greeneyed Texas girl!*NO FAN NO ADD SRY!*@ fubar Thanks in advance everyone

Just Look
I Know right now theres a lot of these going around right now everyones making their own but I had to make this becasue I remember where I was when this happened I was in my front room getting ready when I saw the 2nd plane hit the towers my mom came out of the hallway asked if it was a movie when I said no she fell to her knees and began to cry the even worse part for me was that day we had to pick ourselves up and bury my aunt 9/11 was her funeral. So please watch this.

Pictures...
Why is it that people have the time to go on Fubar during work hours? Don't they have anything better to do than to go on here and look for pictures on every other person page, and flag it as NSFW. In my opinion, you shouldn't be on Fubar at that time anyways. Who are you to say that because my face isn't in the picture with my tits, that makes it NSFW? So you're telling me that it's okay for you to look at bikini photos with a full body shot is okay to stare and gawk at? But once you see just a pair of tits, it makes it not okay? Does that mean that I could post nude picture, with my face in them, and that would make it okay? I THINK NOT! The point in which I'm trying to get at, is...if you're afraid to go on a website because it's full of NSFW pictures, maybe you should be on myspace. At least on that site, if you post something nude, or close to that, it'll delete the whole profile. I'm not talking to everyone, who has the luxury of going online while at work. Just the st

Drips
Icy water drips echo falling from point up sliding along point down painting rock rainbow hues drips form a symphony all dance to nature flowing along her melody water drops musical beats faster beats destructive tunes slower rhythm inspire creation life seeps through both breathing life drowning death from deep down beneath nature heats unformed being fires forge primate state dripping waters steaming cooling Cool waters drip down teasing along hidden crevices cooling deep recesses slowly razor edge rugged surface

Where Were You!?!
Where were you the day the Twin Towers Fell..... Heres what you do. Add your name and tell us where you were and what you were doing when you heard about the Twin Towers on September 11, 2001. See how many people really care about the USA. Copy and repost this as Where were you the day the Twin Towers Fell. 1. Sarah--I was in Tyler, Texas on my way to work. I was hoping it was wrong, but it wasn't. 2. Wendy ~ At work , on the ambulance 3. TXCHICA~~I was on my way to work. 4. Smoke Lovers United - I was at work..We were able to watch it on the break room television..It was my co-workers 50th BDAY .. big work party planned but we never celebrated..we just sat stairing at the TV with our mouths open. GOD BLESS THE USA AND THE FAMILYS WHO LOST SOMEONE THAT DAY 5. Earnhardt Country- I was in a U.S Histroy class. i was shocked. 6. REDNECK WOMAN- I WAS IN MY CAR LISTENING TO Z100 AND THEY SAID THAT THE NORTH TOWER WAS HIT BY A PLANE I THOUGHT IT WAS JOKE SO I SHUT OFF MY

Official Diagnosis
Okay today, it is official, i have Pneumonia, but viral so none should be at risk. I am on the mend, but its going to take time. I am getting better day by day. Now to make sure it doesn't go sepsis on me as I am prone to doing with pneumonia. Just keeping everyone updates. Not sure when I might make it back to fest. Miss you all a great deal! all my love

Too Sexy For The Plane? Too Sexy For The Plane!! What? What Do You Think?
Too Sexy for the Plane? Too Sexy for the Plane! A second woman says Southwest Airlines didn’t approve of her outfit; she spent the flight wrapped in a blanket. What does the airline have to say about this cover-up? By David Koenig, AP Related Articles: -=-=- What Do You Think of This Exposé? -=-=- The Best Way to Avoid Hassles: Be Discreet -=-=- See all Air Travel Articles -=-=- See Travel Slide Shows Have airline employees replaced high-school deans as the arbiters of appropriate dress, or have skimpily-clad passengers forced flight attendants to act like Mother? A second young woman has come forward to claim that Southwest Airlines Co. employees made her cover up on a recent flight. Setara Qassim told KNBC-TV in Los Angeles that a flight attendant confronted her during the trip from Tucson, Ariz., to Burbank, Calif., and asked if she had a sweater to go over her green halter-style dress. Qassim, 21, said she was forced to wrap a blanket around herself

Love Gone Wrong
Love gone wrong. By J S Monti I walk alone, in sleepless flight. To face a long and bitter night. Surrounded by my deepest fears, Amid the bitterness and tears Of past mistakes I worry so. The deepness of my winters snow. And in this dark and gloomy sight, I spend another lonely night. In this eternal darkness dwells, The depths of self imprisoned hell. These chains have I the will to break? Echoes from the walls I make. My voice the only thing I hear. Falls amiss on deafened ear. Mumbles from the other side. Of walls becoming petrified. To the wall I press an ear. Straining now a voice to hear. Much like Poe’s once lost Lenore. Speaks the Raven, NEVERMORE! Upon these words I turn on heel. To forge another link of steel. Upon a chain already long, Memories of my love gone wrong

Expectation Hope And Faith
In life we try many times to live upto other peoples expectations no matter how hard they are to achieve, we have hope in our hearts that we will lead a good life and that people may remember us as such, my expectations have always remained the same i know that at some point my life will change, i know this because its happening now, things are starting to move, people are starting to come back and generally things couldn't be much better on a mental scale, these blogs are more about me unbottling my emotions than a serious look at life but there personal experiances that im trying to share, im reaching the peak of what i call progress in my mind, i wanted to marry and im sad that now that no longer seems to be happening, but happy that im still 29 and a whole future of events lies infront of me, i applyed to a soup kitchen today to help out, being told im selfish and whining today made me think twice about somethings, my immense care for the people who matter does lead me to be over s

Go
For all the love we've made Just one thing stays the same The lamp gets dusty The pipes get rusty But I don't want to wash my hands clean You say you love me too Then why won't you go through With the nightly kisses With the hits and the misses If you can make it on your own then Go if you want to go But stay if you want to know The way through the mess we've made And lie in a bed you know Or go I heard your moving van But I didn't take a stand You can't leave with them You can't live without them I never thought I'd want to let you Go if you want to go But stay if you want to know The way through the mess we've made And lie in a bed you know Or go For all the love we've made Just one thing stays the same The lamp gets dusty The pipes get rusty But I don't want to wash my hands clean You say you love me too Then why won't you go through With the nightly kisses With the hits and the misses If you can make it on your own then Go if you wan

Here's Me
Ok so here is a little about me...i am the mother of a wonderful two year old son that sometimes drives me crazy...I live in a trailer just me and him...I have recently had contact with his father and we are friends again and he can see Alex, my son, whenever he gets the chance...I am best friends with his fiance...and we talk everyday...I work at Hobby Lobby and I am the Customer Service Manager...I Like my job in a way but dont like it at the same time...I am talking and getting to know this wonderful guy...I hope that one day we will become more than just friends...I am recently on vacation to get away from the drama and stress of my hometown...I am so far enjoying myself...but that is a little about me...

My Nick....
I was once asked about my nick, how could I claim the title Medicine wolf, implying that I was a healer of some sort. The answer is simple, I am a healer, I am from the wolf clan of the eastern Cherokee. My name was given me by my grandfather, he too was known as Medicine Wolf. A few other thoughts concerning the wolf, wolf totem, wolf clan... There is only one Lord Wolf, the grandfather wolf to all wolves, the first one created by the creator. There can be no other, and anyone claiming the name is really asking for some bad medicine to drop on their pointy little heads. The wolf totem represents the teacher within us all. And finally, those of the wolf clan are descended from the first wolf, who took a Indian wife. We have an affinity for dogs, wolves, and the wild. I have woke up on camping trips and found I was sharing a fire with a pack of wolves. I was not threatened nor did I threaten them. Remember, the wolf has the family first mentality, everything e

I Hate Me Life
i hate the face that i hate my life. i hate the fact that i cant find that one person i'm ment to be with. i hate the fact that my aunt passed aways amd isnt here to spend halloween and xmass with us i hate everything right now. i hate the face that my dad is where is and cant be here with me. i hate the fact that i dont really have anyone i can talk to right now that knows whats going on in my life. but one of the things i hate the most out of everything. is that everything is happening at the sametime. and that there hasnt really been time for it to hit me one thing at a time. i hate the fact that i hate everything and that nothing can go good for me. i hate the fact that i cant sleep because on all this. i just hate everything right now. i hate me life and that thers only a handful of ppl that know why and but most of all i hate the fact the their all to busy to talk to me and clam me down like old times. sorry to everyone that gets mad at me for this but i had to get it out. i'

True Friends
Many people will touch your heart not when you meet them but its a start. Many you will talk to every single day others you may just pass along the way. Those that touch your life in a special way will mean more to you each passing day. There are some that you may never forget and yet there are others that you will regret. Some friends will do things that we may not agree, but if you stick together and work it out you will see. You will see that a true friend is hard to find. One that will be there through the hard times. A true friend will listen to what you have to say, not saying a word as you talk the night away. Those friends that touch your heart. Hold them close and never part.

Yes I Am
I am a lost soul amongst fubar, cause I have no online status and no pictue uploading message, and I think this is the only thing that keep me alive..LMAO Cn you show me some love? Plaese? Love to you all..:) Yes I am desperate..LOL Any one wanna cough up with happy hour and help my situation?..ROFLMAO

Our Dinner Together
i've been cooking all day. i've lost myself in anticipation. dicing each vegetable thinking exactly how it will look as it passes your sensuous lips, seeing the movement of the smooth lines of your jaw as you chew. making sure the steamed clams are moist enough i'm unable to stop myself from thinking about other juices, mine and yours. i'm going to prepare every sip and morsel myself. but i've hired a waiter to serve us. so that we can concentrate on our enjoyment. i've given just as much attention to the placement of things around the room. candles where they'll light enough but also not light other spots. treats for all our senses placed at convenient locations all through the house. chocolates and other tastes, silks and velvets to touch, soft and approachable visual images, incense and scented oils, and music. how many hours have i spent selecting music? lilting string concertos, sultry saxophone solos, occasional island steel drum pieces, all linked so that i merely need to hit st

A Bikers Life
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

1 Contest 2 Girls Show Love !!
I have two girls in the same contest that need some help. I know that Baby Boy and I are always helping people out with their contests. And we don't ask for much in return. But think of it this way.... You get points for bombing too. So, isn't that a win-win situation? I.B.I.C. Sista's Come show your girl some love!!! The B!TCH of VA !! BESA MI CULO And also show this pretty lady love. She's in the same contest and could use lots of help. ;) angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila

Do I Have Reason To Complain? (just Want To Rant!)
Has anyone reading this ever uttered the words, "Life sucks"? Trust me, it's worse when you have to got through what I go through in a day! I wake up to tremors every morning. These suck! I can't stop them! Not as bad as my seizures; I just hate it! Waking up to this every morning from the chemo...I could pick a better way to wake up! Now depending on the day of the week, I am either going to school or treatments if it's Friday. As much as I am enjoying being back and school, not to mention I don't think about being sick or going for treatments because my attention is elsewhere, carrying my books all over campus in my condition is a trip! I can walk from English to Psychology class, which is only a 5 minute walk, and be totally exhausted. Treatments take their toll! Getting the treatments are a bitch, but that's nothing compared to the after-effect. The headaches and nausea are damn near non-stop. It's not too often that I am able to keep breakfast down. Sitting in cl

Its Finally Over
well everyone here it is.....it is finally done with forever and ever...he broke my heart once again...but this time i knew it would happen...i had to learn for myself what love is and what love feels like when its broke... gotta say good bye, gotta pick up the pieces, gotta stop crying... hes with her now... jordin sparks got it right saying... when you put ur hand in the fire sooner or later you get what ur asking for...he doesnt want me...ya i know sucks to realize that ur not wanted by anyone, hurts feeling like trash, misery is my new name and its my game...now i loved you once i needed protection...i loved you twice...i needed a flack jacket, a m-16, and the calvary to back me up...but there you go you win... i put up my white flag...just remember you came back to me...you called me, you texted me... i apologize that i let my guard down, im sorry for the feelings that i had for you and im sorry that i loved and cared about... i was walking away from you and you roped me back in a

Pj's
The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

My Shoutbox
Dear new friends Im normally very kind and love to chat, but I cant chat at the moment. I had a surgery on my right hand for 2 weeks ago and Im right handed... The pain is killing me at the moment. Now Im going to take some rest and I love to talk to you asap. (Took me 1/2 hour to write this blog)

What Do You Do
What do you do when your one true love says she found another. what do you do when you feel like half a person. What do you do when you feel your strength failing. What do you do when you steel a hug to get through the day. What do you do when you want nothing more than to hold her all night. What do you do when you no longer know what to do. What do you do when you can't stop thinking of her. What do you do when life falls apart. What do you do when you'd do anything to make it right. What do you do What would you do What can I do

Bbw Hooker
BBW Hooker... Ingredients: * 1 oz Vodka * 1/2 oz Peach schnapps * 1/2 oz Malibu rum * Fill with apple juice, cold apple cider OR hot apple cider Mixing instructions: Pour first three ingredients in a highball glass. Then over fill with ice. Next, fill with apple juice, cold apple cider OR hot apple cider. Stir well, and serve. (BBW = Big Beauitfull Women/Woman) Please, let us know if you try this and how it turnd out. why or why not? TY. ok?

I Am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa

Question Of Life
So here is a question for all those ladies out there. Why are so many scared away from a single father? Have to be a good person or they would not be the single parent right? Well thought I would start with a thought provoking question and see what I may just get start.

He Is A Keeper--wooohooo I Am Bored To-lol
He's a Keeper! Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal. And as long as he doesn't have three nippples, You should seriously consider keeping him a long time Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend Just make sure you treat him right in return! Is He a Keeper?

Siren Song
Most of the year I live in this sort of translucent shell if you will...people see me, but whats inside is partially hidden. Does anyone wonder why you get chills when you look into my eyes? I do. It disturbs people, so I reel it back. I tone it down. Most of the year...but then summer days fade like sunsets on the Caribbean Sea.Then the days get shorter, the leaves start dying...and the air smells like somethings burning. And then those wicked urges inspire a blood lust in me... And I shed my shell. I am your aggressive daydream with a happy ending... I want to dream, and fight, and fuck, and be FREE... All others be damned...yes that would mean if you don't like it, get the fuck out of my face! If you do like it well... I pity you...I have a book of broken hearts, treasuring every one... But thats my flaw, I feel too much....so much I make you feel... But you love it don't you? The sinful thrill you get when our eyes meet, and you know I see right through

Can Ya Check My ...
hey all, for those of you that know me well enough by now.... i tried to update my about me section of my profile to make it shorter since it seems that most can't be bothered to read that much... those of you that know me know what pisses me off most, can ya tell me if i left anything out? i'm so not thinking straight this afternoon yet, lol much thanks if you do, Sin (p.s. if you don't know me that well or haven't read my profile, please read the about me and let me know if you think anything's missing as well)

Love??
How do you write a poem about Love? It cannot be caught and is beyond words’ power of depiction. It has no place to be, all places are filled with Love. Without Love would anything have any savour? Love is what joins Love is what flows Love is what counts Love is what grows Love is what’s known. Love is all around Love is all about Love is all we ask Love is all we give Love is all I have. Love wants nothing Love needs nothing Love misses nothing Love excludes nothing Love is what this is all about. Joining, flowing, counting, growing, knowing around, about asking, giving, having All is Love, of that I have no doubt.

Dont Waste Your Time Clicking On My Blog Unless Your Really Gonna Read It And Comment
i wanna start with how fucking happy i am with my fubar hubby, u so totally rock! now i can vent i need a drink, or a night out away from the fuckin internet and its motherfuckin bullshit i am 2 seconds away from deleting all of my gay ass internet accounts and just disappearing into the real world i dont know how much more fuckin stress i can take, its gotten so fuckin bad this week that i can hardly sleep at night, and last night i woke up fuckin shaking plus my fuckin anxiety is getting worse than what it was last year so dont be surprised if i land myself in the fuckin ER Ok now i am gonna go back to work and hope that the rest of the day is better, even tho i know that unless i stay away from the computer all together, i will not have a good day

More News On My Dad
Last night 10/12/07 we had to rush dad to the hospital ..they ran some test and decieded to send him to another hospital for more test..Well once they got him to the other hospital they went ahead and put him in the hospice suite ..which means we are now in the final days ...you only go to the suite in the last 7-10 days of life..no one can tell you how long you have to live it is an estimate but he has went downhill rapidly ...I will be spending the next wk or so with him ....I will at times be home due to the kids and them in school so I will try to keep all of you on here updated ..Thank you again for all of your prayers in this time ...MUAH!!! to all of you

Attn: ~~all Bombers, All Families~~ Open To Everyone
Open to Everyone!! MIDNIGHT MADNESS CONTEST TONIGHT AT 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST (East Coast Time) WE ARE HOLDING A MIDNIGHT MADNESS BOMB OFF.IT WILL END AT 2 AM EST. THERE WILL BE DOOR PRIZES GIVEN OUT. THERE WILL ALSO BE A BIG PIMPIN PRIZE GIVING TO THE STRONGEST BOMBER! WINNER WILL ALSO BE GIVEN A PERSONALIZED BOMBING TAG AND DON'T FORGET THOSE BRAGGIN' RIGHTS!!! THIS IS WHO WE ARE BOMBING!! Note: You Must rate/fan/add the host before you will have access to the picture were the bomb off will be held. WE HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE~~ SHOW OFF YOUR BOMBING SKILLS !!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Happy Ending
HAPPY ENDING Love is blind Life is hard Destiny can turn the card There’s a saying Writ of old: “Fortune favors lovers bold” If they’d only Take a chance Risk the heartbreak of romance They could have a lifetime spending Life and love that’s never ending In a place called Happy Ending Millions never Feel the bliss Of passion found in one true kiss Millions more Are in despair Missing out on love so rare When two people Try their best Both of them are doubly blessed Some are searching, hearts are rending Lots of them are never mending They could have a lifetime spending Life and love that’s never ending In a place called Happy Ending Copyrught 2007 Peter Sherman All rights reserved

Broken
SITTING IN A DARK WORLD, WONDERING WHEN I WILL FIND MY LIGHT! WONDERING HOW I GOT THERE? WHEN REALLY IT IS AS PLAIN AS SIGHT! TORN INTO LITTLE PIECES, FEELING BROKEN UP INSIDE... KNOWING I HAVE SO MUCH, BUT THERE IS NO WHERE TO HIDE! PEOPLE USING AND MANIPULATING, WHERE REALLY IS THEIR HEARTS? KNOWING IT IS ALREADY TO LATE, THE WORLD HAS FALLEN APART! CAN'T SEEM TO CATCH MY BREATH, RUNNING OUT OF AIR.... TRYING TO FIND MYSELF AND HEART, BUT REALLY IS IT THERE? I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A CUBICLE, WITH NO WHERE TO TURN... I THOUGHT I LEARNED ENOUGH IN LIFE, BUT WHAT REALLY DID I LEARN? ABUSE, HATRED, PAIN AND SUFFERING IS ALL THAT IS OUT THERE. WHEN WILL IT EVER END, BECAUSE IT IS REALLY TOO MUCH TO BARE! I JUST WISH IT WOULD ALL JUST STOP, SOME ONE MAKE IT GO AWAY! BECAUSE TO ME IT IS REALLY TOO MUCH AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO STRAY... SO SOMEONE TELL ME, WHERE DO YOU GO? WHEN NO ONE REALLY COULD CARE! SOME ONE SPECIAL TO ME BROKE MY HEART TO PIECES, I CAN'T SEEM T

Please! Help My Song On The Charts!!!!!
Hey All, I just found out that my song Martin Miller and Jack has been excepted to clearchannelmusic.com. I need all of your help to move me up in the rankings. All you have to do is go to the link below. Find "Martin Miller and Jack and play it. CLICK HERE TO PLAY "Martin Miller and Jack Thanks to all my friends! Lets get this song moving.

4th Street Records
i gotta do it, my expenses are expensive my soldiers on the move, my clique is aprehensive i got dem blueprints in my mind, so i gotta be on my grind i can't sit back and unwind if i expect to shine i can't yet afford my beats, so i'm acappella in the street these girls want my heat, all they gettin is cold feet just gimme all my props, i already got my rocks i'm claiming south 53 and i'm settin up shop if u got beef i'm gon eat it up and spit u out $1400 in my mouth trust me we ain't gonna talk it out all you'll get is a broken neck, so u best go walk it out my soldiers can bodybag ya, let the 5-0 chalk u out we goin straight up like paula, to the top get at me and my catch 22 boyz holla

Deletin Account Because My Internet Is Gettin Turned Off Soon
i left my husband 3 months ago and have been havin financial problems since then. I just came back from social services and they are gonna help me wit my mortgage but i have to contribute 85%. I have 3 young children therefore i am unable to work at this present time. I cannot afford my internet ne more so i will no longer be on yahoo either. When shit gets better maybe i will be back. If you have my cell number i might not have that any more either.

Without You
My heart has been destroyed Its you I must learn to avoid You have made your choice and she will rejoice But it is I who will lose because its me you don't choose It is her you'll be with its no longer a myth to me you do not belong but my love for you remains strong I can no longer hide From these feelings inside The tears begin to fall I can't stop them at all Freely they flow I must let you go and begin to live anew in a life without you!

Now This Is Truly Messed Up!!
Yesterday, my riding buddy and I were on our way back from a rally, when a pick up truck hit us. Luckily we didnt fall down or get hurt...but it tore our saddle bag completely up and broke off the right blinker. Dude driving the truck took off like a bat out of hell...we drove to catch up to him and he just ignored us...then sped up and took off again...once again we chased him and caught up to him..honkin and yellin u just hit us pull over...once again he sped up n took off...one more time we caught him...yellin honkin...he speeds up and takes off again....what the hell is up with that!!?? Are people really getting that heartless that U hit someone on a bike and RUN!! I hope they hang that punk! Yeah im pissed off....

They Walk Among Us!!
I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I departed the store with the $46.64.....They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door........They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" ...............They Walk Am

~***knief***~
You touched my life With your softness in the night My wish was your command Until you ran out of love I tell myself Im free Got the chance of livin just for me No need to hurry home Now that youre gone Cuts like a knife How will I ever heal Im so deeply wounded Knife Cuts like a knife You cut away the heart of my life When I pretend Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends I wonder if they know Its just a show Im on a stage Day and night I go through my charades But how can I disguise Whats in my eyes Ive tried and tried Blocking out the pain I feel inside The pain of wanting you

/ampires....donotexist
Few creatures of the night have captured our imagination like vampires... What explains our enduring fascination with vampires? What is it about the vampire myth that explains our interest? Is it the overtones of sexual lust, power, control... Or is it a fascination with the immortality of the undead? And what dark and hidden parts of our psyche are aroused and captivated By the legends of the undead The mysteries of the undead will continue to fascinate the living.

Leaving Fubar
Due to me not having internet at home, and being busy with work and my personal life, I am not on the computer as much as I'd like to be. So I am deleting my account on here. If you want to get a hold of me, you can find me on facebook. I've had alot of fun times on Cherrytap. You can still send me emails at emedic95@hotmail.com or super_91189@yahoo.com. Thanks for the memories and I hope everyone has a great year.

For Those Who Care To Know What Happened
As some of you know, Blitzed Out had a falling. Things were going good for some time, had a great membership in our lounge.. and alot of people.. But one day, Fubar decided to do a change in the Lounges, and force all the lounges to create new ones. It was that moment in time, when alot of places ended up going into a downward spiral of death, Although, i do not regret the merge with Wet n Wild, because for a while, it was going awesome, The merging from the old lounges to the new (so called) improved lounges.. fucked everything up. A couple weeks ago, i decided i needed to back down from ownership of the lounge. Because i was losing sleep, my health conditions weren't improving along with alot of other stuff that only a few select people know about. Although, i did back down from ownership, I was still helping out here and there, especially with the website, and a few other things. I had left ownership to Kristy, Dess, and tags. Most of all, everything pretty much fell in t

Fly Little Bird
It was once said that if you love something so much and you felt you had to let it go you should......and if it returns to you then it was meant to be, but if it didn't then maybe it was not true love at all.........I guess if we are all faced with this situation most would be frightened to let go in the fear that it would not return...but I guess it is a chance that you have to take......never easy but all the same you have to take that chance........even the old DragonMaster..........and with this.....the little bird is free if it wishes........

Dogs
Notice When Something Can't Be Controlled Or Understood The Thing To Do Is To Destroy It... You Know What I Mean.. Witches... Burning Of Books... And Now... Dogs? Man's Best Friend... WOW!! What's Next? Help Put A Stop To This Pathetic Injustice! All These Things Being Destroyed Are Because Of Man Made Decisions... Never Too Late To Change A Mind - Except When Life Is Killed. Please Repost (repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2007-10-31 06:18:42')

End Of October...finally..and Some Thoughts....
.....thank god that's over. What a month it's been this October of 2007. I dunno which part to start with the real life part of the fu part. Dunno really. Let's just blah @ it all... ..for those who know, October for the past well, as long as I can remember, has been a disaster. You name it. It goes wrong. You name the life-changing event. Done. So this one well, yeah pretty much followed suit with the rest. It started off bright and early on October 1st with me getting this new job at this lovley prison-esque financial institution, then being sick for most of the first two weeks of the month kinda made for a miserable start. But then, ok, whatever. Let's try to flip script midway through, realize that what you're doing isn't working and try a new, kinder, happier approach. Yup, that really worked out well, rofl. As the nicer and more tolerant I was about certain people and things, the worse things got and eventually well, people wound up leaving and lying altogether and another mons

Ever Feel Lost?
ever feel lost in your head at times to the point you feel like the world is spinning around you so fast you cant be live the time date or how fast the year has flown by? Well thats how i been feeling the past few months with life, so many things going on and around my life, this year just kinda flew right by me, i cant be live its already Nov. I mean its not a bad thing really since my b/f will be going to school in less then 3 months, but man im 26 already, hell i remember my 21 b day like it was yesterday, but also i have grown up a lot and changed for the good, 5 years from to day i was alone single,had moved back in with my mom and dad had a car payment, had no money saved, just started a new job i thought was to hard for me to handle, was still very depresed over my ex and well just pissed alot of my time and money away. But now im 26 been at my job almost over 5 years, i have a great man in my life that i so cant wait to get married to some day!! My car is paid off, my car

Lost My Friend...
We lost our best friend yesterday. My little baby dog Sarge died yesterday. I am so overcome with grief, I don't know how I will ever get over losing him. He was with us for 7 short years, but those years were filled with so much love and laughs. He gave us unconditional love and even in his last days, he didn't let the blindness or diabetes get him down. My friend fell down the steps and broke his back leg in so many places. Because of his illness, they thought it would be best to let him go to God, so we made that horrible decision and I held him as he passed on. I will always love you my little boy and I am in so much sorrow right now as I look around and see your toys and bones. I am so waiting for you to come into the room, but nothing...just emptiness and you are never coming back... I will forever love you Sargie! Love always, Mommy Shot at 2006-03-04 Shot at 2006-03-04

Krueger
Following the echo of screams, Rancid smells of pain and death. Each thought a jumbled mass of fear Dacning on each labored breath. Dare you enter the blood-red door? Only You know what your next move is. Or do you? Killing is His ecstacy, Run now, if you can. Under every surface his evil presence lurks, Eternal times five sharp blades. Give us a kiss, darling, Every breath you take is his. Run now, yes, if you dare. In every mirror is his face, Shadowed with your fear. Bladed fingers caress your cheek And your shrieks are music to his ears. Come, view the face of Death, Himself, and Know your time of life is at an end.

I'm Sorry
i bet NO guys will repost this ; i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with en

My Saying
You may hate the rain for its wind, cold and seeming destruction. But after the sun appears, from behind the clouds, you'll realize, you're as strong as the earth, maybe a few landslides here and there, but still relatively whole. Have faith. You are never to complain of your birth, your training, your employments, your hardships; never to fancy that you could be something if only you had a different lot and sphere assigned you. God understands His own plan, and He knows what you want a great deal better than you do. The very things that you most deprecate, as fatal limitations or obstructions, are probably what you most want. What you call hindrances, obstacles, discouragements, are probably God's opportunities. Bring down your soul, or, rather, bring it up to receive God's Will and do His work, in your lot, in your sphere, under your cloud of obscurity, against your temptations, and then you shall find that your condition is never opposed to your good, but really consistent with it.

Frustration
Well the move happens this weekend....and well....i am not happy...for one the previous tenants left the house a disaster so before i can even move in i have to clean the house....it isn't supposed to be like that is it? and then...they keep moving the date they are going to be coming to get my stuff so i can move in....some ppl have no thought of anyone other than themselves....*sighs* i should be used to it by now but alas i am not....perhaps some day i will learn i can't count on ppl generally.

Submissive Vs Slave
SUBMISSIVE vs SLAVE This distinction appears muddled, misunderstood and generalized by a great number of the people that I converse with. First I would like to make a point. Language at it's best shifts from area to area. Within this one continent we have many variations or dialects of usage. This can be seen in terms like sweeper meaning vacuum cleaner etc. So, many words used within a community can mean different things to different people based on the 'age' of the person, their background and the common usage of the area they live in. The submissive is a volunteer. The slave is not a volunteer. This is the core and substantial difference between the two terms. Within the BDSM community this can be interpreted in this way. The submissive individual may be lightly, moderately or heavily submissive. The submissive has a desire to submit to the direction of another person which in this community we call the Dominant or Top. Their submission may be quite limited in range, for

Alabaster Box
The Alabaster Box Regret. Oh, that we could have done things differently - if we could only turn back the hands of time... How different would life have been if we'd only known then all the things we know now. . . Maybe. Inside every person is something called an "Alabaster Box." It is the most sacred and secret place in the human heart where the precious and carefully guarded truths of your existence are stored. What you believe to be true about yourself and what you hold most dear is kept in there. Memories, emotions, heartache, love, the deepest and most profoundly felt of all your experiences have been distilled into the most potent of all elixers - the essence of you. There's a story of a woman named Mary who brought an Alabaster Box of perfume to Jesus and poured it on his feet. In her desperation and sorrow she washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair as she lovingly poured her most valuable possession on the feet of God. There were those

My Son Is Talented: First Poem
Your Day To Be Queen I'm seventeen now, I'm getting older, that doesn't mean I can't cry on your shoulder, You're still my mother, there is no other, I'll always remember how hard you tried, to make me grow up with dignity and pride. You'll mever know how grateful I am, that you tried to help when I was in a jam. If you don't know how much you mean to me, from now until I die, in my heart is where you'll be. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, LOVE THURMAN

21 Different Kind Of Girls At Bars - And How To Get Into Their Pants
21 Different Kind Of Girls At Bars - And How To Get Into Their Pants -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2004-03-21, 1:00AM PST 1: Top priced pussy - She’s hot, and she fucking knows it. Her last 3 boyfriends where great looking and were fucking rich. If you come up to her with a fake FUBU shirt on and a bus pass your probably not gonna get the pussy. I mean, do me a fucking favor, size up the pussy first, if she looks way to fucking good, you might be onto something. 2: Top priced pussys FAT friend - I hope you brought a wingman. Poor bastard.So, if your up to par with the high class pussy friend, your gonna need someone to take one for the team. He has to be courageous and faithful to the wing man rules. If you know a friend of this caliber, give me his number. I have had too many friends of mine who swore elegances to the wing man code, and then broke for the door on me when I needed them the most. But, besides that, if

Some Things Overheard !!
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of 'empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, "Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return." It became very quiet in the room. ****************** Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying "Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?" A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: "Our carriers have three hospit

Made Me Cry
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ~LIFE IS F***ING GREAT~ Date: Nov 12, 2007 6:51 AM MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE.. if you dont repost you have no heart

Getting My Ass Wooped
well folks...looks like im gettin an ass woopin in this contest. im in third right now, but im over 5000 from the lead. i just dont have the time to bomb like i did b4 :( ahh well...i will keep trying. if any of you guys feel like helping i sure could use it...thanks :) love you guys!!!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!(rate and comment)

What Ever You Can Do
Being in Love? is a question in my heart. Is being in love suppose to hurt? is it a one on one thing? Or you do ur thing and I'll do mine? do you listen, give up things when u dont want to, not criticize, be there for each other no matter what,bite ur tongue? The BIG one is trust..... If the one you love has been hurt in the pass, how can you help them to trust you? These are Questions that I have that are confusing to me. If anyone was any answers blog them. I WILL READ THEM Thank you so kindly

I Found This And Wanted To Share It With My Friends
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

Hmm Friends
Well I am noticing more and more that I can count on the same group of people to talk to me, show love etc ... I am constantly giving love ~ rating, commenting hell you all know the drill and some just choose to occupy space on my list ... Nope not anymore. My profile clealry states I am here for friends Not people that sit under the Title as friends and do nothing. So I am cleaning house If you are one that "peeps in on me from time to time and do nothing (as it seems) you will be deleted. Not that it matters a rats ass to most becasue they wont even read this but .. Good bye to numbers. It may take me 4 years to level here. Who really cares but a thanks or something would be nice!!! Enough is Enough. I dont poor mouth ( lie to men) for VIPS Blasts etc... I just quietly chill and chat and show love , help others when I see they need it ( per blog per bulletin) Bye Bye This is sad and I am sick and tired of being in the race with people who make this "place" contingent o

What Now?
originally dedicated to my ex-girlfriend. WHAT NOW? As I slip the ring on her finger I think about my past All the girls I had And the the few girls I've loved All the bad things I've done And the good things that came of it All the good things I've done And the many bad things that came of it All the places I've seen All the friends I've had and lost All the people I've met The freedom I had What Now? What Now? Will I still have freedoms Or will they be granted to me by things I do for her? Will I still be able to meet people Or will they be those she allows me to meet? Will I still make friends Or will they have to be her friends? Will I still see new places Or will they forever be just in my memoirs? Will I get to reap the rewards of doing good Or will it go all to her? Will I still get to be bad Or must I go all good all the time? As for the girls... no lose.

The Journey Of A Man
The journey of a man When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull, that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I foun

Angels Among Us...
This time of year many people are rushing around buying whatever for whomever... Does society in general ever stop to consider the families going through hard times?? not just the ones with little kids, but those that have faced hardships that seem impossible to over come? I know a few people who could use some help.. Keeping their electric on, paying for meds that are out of this world expensive... Due to health reasons they can't go find another job... due to location it's impossible to relocate or find work... What have we all become? When our own personal gain is more important than the needs of those less fortunate?? The electric gets shut off { no funds available} The phone is Shut off { it's a luxury to most of us, a lifeline to others} They go with out Needed medications... What goes around comes around?... Through out my life I have tried to do all I can to help people in need... for that reason when I have been in the same situation... Angels have smiled upon me a

Passhion Part 2
In the dark of the night I come to you You are heavy with sleep As I slide my body Behind yours. You shift and sigh, Settling in to your curves As I fit myself to you Under cover of night And warm blankets. Slowly you awaken. Every cell aware of my presence. I breathe you in, Your scent, Your warmth, My touch. Your mind floats on clouds of Aroused awareness. As my hands explore Your curves, Your body awakens further. Your nipples tighten With anticipation. Your thighs flex, And your pelvic floor contracts With a rhythmic pulsing that matches The beat of my heart. You press into me, Feeling my hardness against you. You open slightly in Invitation. You are moist with longing. Your breath catches In your throat. My fingers graze your nipples and You Arch and gasp in response. My hand explores ever lower, Enslaving me with its power To bring pleasure. You are

Words Of My Life
I dont know where Im going But, I sure know where Ive been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday An Ive made up my mind, I aint wasting no more time But, here I go again Here I go again Tho I keep searching for an answer, I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on, cos I know what it means To roll along the lonely street of dreams An here I go again on my own Goin down the only road Ive ever known, Like a Drifter I was born to roll alone An Ive made up my mind I aint wasting no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue, Waiting on loves sweet charity An I'm gonna hold on For the rest of my days, cos I know what it means To roll along the lonely street of dreams An here I go again on my own Goin down the only road Ive ever known, Like a Drifter I was born to roll alone An Ive made up my mind I aint wasting no more time

Ok Come Help Me :p
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com yeah yeah i know i have no business in a sexiest woman contest but come help me out guys lmao love u all i need comments and rates lol please n thank u...btw if u think im sexy click the pic n help me out lol Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

More Funnies
A Chinese chef named Chang Made dishes of unusual tang. He stirred his wok With the head of his cock 'Til oyster sauce poured from his wang. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP WITH THE BOY ACROSS THE STREET WONT MY DADDY BE DISGUSTED ONCE HE SEE'S MY CHERRY'S BUSTED AND WONT MY MOMMY BE SURPRISED WHEN SHE SEE'S MY BELLY RISE ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mary had a little lamb She tied it to a pylon 10,000 volts went up its arse And turned its wool to nylon. Mary had a bmx The seat was back to front And every time she pulled the brake The seat went up her cunt ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- A certain young fellow named Dick Liked to feel a girl's hand on his prick. He taught them to fool With his rigid old tool Till the cream shot out, white and thick. ----------------------------------------

Hey Made A Lil Vid
Hi Guys... I made a special two minute video available for a small donation, More details on my profile page. This is my 2nd attempt, so come check it out as this redhead is hot for you. Love ya, Tina aka Jade http://MyFreeImplants.com/index.asp?MOID=31347

Thanksgiving
I hope everyone had a great, safe, fun, enjoyable Thanksgiving! Did you all get your belly's full today? :P Mine was nice...would've been nicer to have been spent with that special someone but someday... As I was driving up the road today (long drives make your mind wonder), during a crazy storm that came through after waking up to a beautiful sunshiny day, I got to thinking about an old friend of mine. He had been through some really rough times over the last year and ended up divorced. He even stayed with me for a little while but the drama in his life took over and unfortunately, I had to distance myself from him completely because I couldn't take it anymore..it was starting to mess with my life! Something I had never done before but had no choice due to stress, I turned my friend away and literally walked away from it all, saddened that I had to but determined to get the drama out! Well, today is not a great holiday for a lot of people, especially those who are alone or lost som

Letters To Leah 7
your all i want your all i need because of you i quit smoking weed it was important it helped me relax it calmed me down as a matter of fact it calmed me down and helped me chill your more important i love you still i love you now and i always will ill love you always ill love you forever when i see you my life gets better and in the army ill write you letters i miss you now ill miss you then i think about you time and again i look to the future i see me and you hope for the best that my visions come true if they dont ill be sad and blue might not survive without my boo Dustin B. Unrath

Evil Pics
Hello family!!! Weekly meeting Saturday night 10 pm eastern time. Just want to remind everybody that pics are due tmw for our first family contest! looking forward to seeing your evilness Should be fun Talk to you at the meeting.We have a couple new members this week please make them feel welcome!! Love RedHotMomma666~DarkVampiress

The Way
> > >Directions > > > > > > > > > > > >1. Start on your drive/street. > > > > > > > > > > > >2. Get to Heathrow Airport. > > > > > > > > > > > >3. Catch flight from London Heathrow to Dallas Fort Worth Airport. > > > > > > > > > > > >4. Hire car at Dallas Fort Worth Airport. > > > > > > > > > > > >5. Start going toward the "Airport Exit" on "International Parkway > > >South" - follow for 0.2 miles. > > > > > > > > > > > >6. Bear left onto the highway toward "Terminal East Parking" - follow > > >for 0.3 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >7. Bear left onto "International Parkway North" toward "North Airport > > >Exit" - follow for 2.9 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >8. Take the "Highway 114 west" exit toward "Fort Worth" - follow for29.2 > > >miles > > > > > > > > > > > >9. Then continue on "US 287 north" - follow for 91.1 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >10."US 287 north" becomes "Interstate-44 east" - follow for 0.7 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >11. Ta

This Is Me
time in my life i think everything is going great.meet someone special in my life.then get afraid and end it all.knowing in your heart thats not what you want.cuz it kills you inside as well as outside.hearts get broking and tears fall.confussion is in my mind cunfussion wish would fly.love will always be in my heart even though we are apart.love is in your eyes everytime you cry.im lost in my head wishing this feeling would end just to let you know my heart will always love you

Help A Fuberlord Out!
Save a horse, ride a Fuberlord! Anyways... lol I'm a mere 74225 points from my next rank and... well I'm a bit impatient. If y'all could help me out, I would most greatly appreciate it. Thanks! ♥ ♥ ♥ Glitter Graphics & Comments

Voodoo Dick
There was this bussinessman going away for a couple of weeks and he was worried that his wife would get horny and screw around on him. So he decided to go to a sex store and buy her a dildo. He arrived at the store and he looked at the toys and ask the store clerk if that was all he had. the clerk replied that he had a special toy he would like to show him. the clerk pulled out this really beautiful wooden box and opened it. the bussinessman said that looks like all the other dildos in here. oh no its very special. i call it the voodoo dick.watch and i'll show you how it works. the clerk said voodooo dick...door. the dildo rose up and flew to the key hole and started screwing the crap out of it. the door was shaking and the glass was cracking. the clerk said voodoo dick ...box. it flew back to box. the bussinessman said i'll take it. the clerk said he didn't want to sell it. so they haggled over it and the clerk finally said he would sell it for $700.00. the bussinessman said he woul

Karma
Don't apologize Dissapear from sight No pain in my eyez These feelings Ill fight And from this I'll grow And so much I'll know No more scars on my arms No more tears on my face bound from doing harm Don't say it was a mistake Don't beg for my forgiveness This time around I'll be happy when I awake Cuz I'll be riden of your vicous path Revenge is the sweetest And in the days to come you'll feel my wrath Poisoned by thoughts of you and me Days without sleep But I swear you get it back times three Karma's a mother fucker Don't expect it now It choices to defer Waits for the moment when your life is just right You won't see it coming It creeps in over night And I promise you'll wish I were there To hold your head up Wipe your tears in your time of despair But my back is turned You had your chance And maybe from this the lesson will be learned

Drink From Me
The moon floods in like a searchlight Seeking to expose my sacred places. I lie on rumpled sheets, spread eagle, Arms thrown up over my head While air from the open window Flows over my moist bare skin Like the caress of my lover's breath. Damp air provides relief only in Movement. If it stills, I am lost. You enter and stop at the foot of the bed. I want to say it's too hot for sex, to touch, But watching your hand descend to your groin Has already caused a cascade of moisture. I let one hand steal down my body And dip a single finger into the spring. You kneel at the foot of the bed as if to Pray, hands on my ankles, pulling me toward you. The tip of your tongue circles and dives in. Drink from me and you will be thirsty no more.

A Big Thank You!!!!
To all of you who helped in the contest that got me my VIP...I reached the 20,000 needed finally... Alot helped and I so appreciate it but one constant person never gave up till it was done... Love you Jer...You rock girl!!! Huggsssss n Kisses to all that were there to help!!!! MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts glitter-graphics.com

Guardian Angel
You never know when your guardian angel will be there for you so I have to try. I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes

38 Things Most Women Probably Don't Know
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong a

Spring Fling
Cool breezes' playful sensations, flowing over each smooth curve. The soft sigh of respiration, reveling in the rewards I observe. Tangy taste of light perspiration, faint gasps tripping an acoustic nerve. Carnal delights' own sampling station, greedily devouring the hors d’oeuvre. As we enjoy our temptations, we get exactly what we deserve.

Benefit
BENEFIT for:: PAUL GERWIG & FAMILY!! Date: December 15-This Saturday!! Admission- $10 per person Doors open at 5 Dinner is served 5-8 Pasta, Chicken, Salad, Rolls, & Dessert Draft beer and Pop provided also B.Y.O.B friendly!! So, Bring ur cooler of whatever u want! Entertainment is also provided :: Road Dogs & Kross Creek & a D.J Chinese auction & 50/50 Raffle --Winner announced at 8 (must be present) WHERE:: >>>>>>>C.I.O Hall>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Prospect Street Salem, Ohio Come on!, It'll be a blast!! And you will be helping a friend of mine!

Welcome Back
I don't know where you are tonight But something tells me That you're not doing all right Well I don't need to hear you say That you love me everyday As long as you're right by my side I promise I won't stay up late I won't get sick, I won't get worried, I won't wait For you to come back in my life Or stop my own to make it right Yeah I won't tell myself that lie But when you come knocking at my door Looking for some slack Don't worry baby wherever you are Cause I'll say Welcome back You never call while you're away Just wanna hear your voice say everything's OK You've got a habit when we shout To stick your foot inside your mouth And you know this is killing me

In Search Of An Angel
I am in search of an angel, Of an eternal life and love. That burns like a candle, That glows strong and intensely. An angel that will be the guardian of my heart, And experience an enjoyable existence with my soul. Igniting an undyingly brilliant torch from the start, Touching every hidden crevasse in my bare life. When we are together, We take flight in a wonderful world. Floating on the carpet of feathers, Soaring in the mystical night sky. Together we adventurer the amazements of true companionship, Dealing with the twisted obstacles that we are faced with every day. To be alive in this world in one of the most utmost desired relationship, Inspired from the boundless frontiers of the endless unconditional friendship. We treat ourselves to breathtaking dreams, Of living in each other's eyes. That enters our thoughts like an endless stream, Gushing smoothly down a mountainside. Living the life like dreams that we each share, In every endless night of ou

A Game Was Played
Sometimes the pain Is worse than you know for nothing replaces the love that was shown. When times were rough that was the guide rope that got me through the day and gave me hope. Trust was given lives were shared but I was fooled you didn't care. A game was played and it seems I lost more than I could endure it wasn't worth the cost.

A - S U N D A Y - Train???
Seasons Greetings Thanks to all the well wishers during this difficult time. I did want to clear something up: It was my ex-mother-in-law who past. The story I told about my kids losing both Grandfathers on the same day - was nine years ago! I'd was referring back because I was thinking about my two oldest children's pains they've endued in Their young lives. I really was feeling for them - More than for myself. (just wanted to clear that up) Thank you all again! Lets face it I LOVE Trains . . . And if I can find a reason to do one, I WILL! So with all the Holiday FX pics I made I figured to put it on a train (instead of the sad 'no Friday' blog) So heres a few of my friends that I made FX pictures for the holiday. If you want one let me know :) Happy Holidays

Click The Pic ~rates = 5 Comments Each.
HEY ALL IF YOU COULD JUST COME BY AND RATE THE PICS THAT WOULD BE GREAT OR COME BY RATE THE PICS AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS BUT I GET 5 POINTS JUST FOR YOU RATING THE PICS SO COME ON HELP US OUT THANKS SYCHO/DISTURBED Rates = 5 comments each. CLICK THE PICS CLICK THE PICS

Little Ol Lady
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? > > Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. > > Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the > night of April 1st? > > Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch > on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch > and sat down beside me. > > Defense Attorney: Did you know him? > > Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. > > Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? > > Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. > > Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? > > Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. > > Defense Attorney: Why not? > > Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died > some 30 years ago. > > Defense Attorney: What happened next? > > Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. > > Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? > > Little Old Lady: No, I did not st

Following The Straight Edge
Following The Straight EdgeStraight Edge is a philosophy based on human self-preservation and the abstinence from the "poisons" (alcohol, drugs, caffeine, cigarettes, and promiscuous sex) that many people choose to consume each day. It is this philosophical frame of mind which is a major part of our Straight Edge belief system and makes each one of us stronger and more self-aware individuals. By being Straight Edge, we discipline ourselves at our own will. It is much harder to reject the popular, indulgent past-times that most adults sadly partake than to just give into temptations and follow the crowd.I know from personal experience that by being Straight Edge, I have avoided learning many of the hard lessons of life. But I have also learned a lot more about myself and my abilities by remaining sober. I am able to concentrate more on living my life to the fullest rather than stumbling through it, unaware of my faults and mistakes. Deciding to become Straight Edge is purely a personal

A Very Good Friend.
I learned this morning that I have lost a very good friend. He passed on Christmas Day. I know he will follow his new path well. He will have a great journey. He lived his life as a human being. He was strong, honest and loved all that lived. My heart cries out to his wife and family. They loved him so very much. I know he is going to a better place and I know his path will be a great one but I feel so sad and will miss him very much. I will always honor him and pass his stories on. You will always be loved Al, loved always forever and ever forever. May you rise from our mother. Follow your path, you will live in our hearts forever. Dark Mountian

I'm In Lestat's And Kyttie's First Auction
I'm in Lestat's and Kyttie's First Auction I am in a new type of contest that is an Auction. The ones to thank for it is Lestat and Kyttie which you will find below. Please show them the luv. The rules of this Auction from Lestat himself is below and also in a bulletin. Please check it out. The Auction will start on the January 1st and will end January 8th....at 9pm. Thank you. ™Nosferatu™Eld?r-£Ø??™?rãculã™£Ø?? £E;?†?†™-@ fubar ~KyttieKat~Owned by sexymedic4u ~Vampyress of Darkened Love of LDCF@ fubar Good eve all my family, friends and fans out there. I have decided to do something a little different this time. Contests are not my thing and haven't been for a very long time. I decided I'm gonna shake it up abit.... Now here's what I been thinking for the first time in cherrytap history Lord Lestat and Kyttiekat together is gonna hold an auction and yes you heard me right an auction...Now you may ask what do I mean an auction? Well let me explain it to you a bit...

Let's Do It People!!
This is my best friend in the world. She never ask for anything and is always there for her friends. She is very close to leveling,,go love her up and bring her New Year in the right way!! :D ¢¾ஐ¢¾{Kimber}¢¾ஐ¢¾@ fubar Have a Happy New Year everyone! Stay safe and enjoy your night!! xoxoxo

Fake Profiles
I've noticed on some profiles lately that some are rather fake. Either by the pics in them. Some serious photoshopping being done. How they just out of the blue send you a friend request. But have never looked at your profile. I see alot are coming out of the Russian Federation. Those are the real dandys. It just amazes me how sad people are. that they have to be fake. By putting thier heads on someone else body. I wish I had kept track of the profiles where I've seen this done. The really sad one I saw. Was the one where someone opened a profile for another person and wrote a bunch of nasty hurtful things in it. Stole a bunch of their pics and did some rather rude and disgusting photoshopping to it. Then added little bits of verbage under it. Just very dispicable. What was really sad about it. Is people actually and them as a fan and friend. Then left all kinds of comments. I just found it very tasteless. Why do people do such pathetic acts? 'Cause someone blocked

Roommate
Roommate John invited his mother over for dinner. During the meal, his mother couldn't help noticing how beautiful John's roommate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his roommate and this only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and the roommate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Joanne and I are just roommates." About a week later, Joanne came to John and said, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle," said Joanne. "You don't suppose she took it, do you?". "Well," said John, "I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying you 'did' take a gravy ladle from my house, and I'm not saying you 'did not' take a gravy ladle. But the fact rem

Life Goes On!
I go through life always hoping and thinking things can only get better with every turn i take. This doesn't always happen of course. Everytime i think that life has finally turned up for me i find that something has to happen to screw it all up. All we can do is live life day to day. Every night i hope and pray that things will finally change and go my way. Why do things always have to be hard? When will those who go through all the rough paths that life takes us finally get the breaks? Day by day the nights grow longer. Hour by hour every thing seems to turn sour. All i want is to be happy and have that one person to share it with. I thought that i finally found that one person that i could do that with. Things have been great and i thought that this time i was on the winning hand. But as we all know what goes up must come down and it did and landed hard on my heart. My heart has been hurt so many times before you think it would go numb but with each hit it takes it hurts just like t

The Birthday Girls
I want to wish a very happy birthday to two of my best friends here at Fubar. As you may have noticed, the birthday alert has stopped at December, so unless you have a phenomenal memory, most of us will have forgotten all about them. I will probably get into trouble for this, but I would consider it a personal favour if you could please pay them a visit, and wish them both a very happy birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH EJ AND LOEY. Big hugs and lots of love. your friend Adam...aka chains301 Ej...1st January Loey...3rd January

Whatever
Why do bitches keep trippin? I'm not tryin to stalk someone...I'm not tryin to take someone's man away from them. If the man wants to leave you, then that's his business. AND, if that happens, maybe you need to take a look inside yourself to figure out what you may have done to make him want to leave. I'm not singling out just one person in my life...as there are actually a couple of people that this is happening to. Oh, yeah...and leave what may have happened in the past in the same spot. It has no business in the present, especially if it happened 15 years ago and has no bearing on your present life. If you want to continue to beat a dead horse, then you need to grow up. If you are unable to do that, then I would suggest psychotherapy, or maybe even becoming a hermit. I am only out for friends...if something else becomes apparent in the relationship, then we'll figure out what to do with it when it happens. If I feel that pursuing anything further than just friendship i

Far Away
Full Heart, Empty Arms Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Sunrise Sunset The Stars And Clouds
I look into the clouds, take a deep breath of fresh air And I think, Wow I feel at peace Then it hink i wish I had someone to share this with I watch the sunset, radiant with color Everyday so different, so unique Just like the thoughts in my head From one to the next, minute to minute I lay in the grass gazing at the stars Shinning so perfectly, twinkling just enough Just like my thoughts provoking me to think what I think To making me so unsure of what it is I think, I think Feelings go thru me as fast as a falling star thru the sky Sunrise is here, as brilliant as the suset was Different in so many ways yet the same in other

Idea's, Thoughts, Suggestions & More
Hey everyone. Like always, Im here to help my friends. If any of you have anything you need help with, or you wuld like to see new How To Blogs, just let me know and I will see what I can come up with. Anything you want... idea's, thoughts, comments, suggestions... put them here. Thanks, DIDDY

Just A Quick Update
Myspace graphics To everyone in my friends,family,fans lists....I am going through a rough time right now and I just wnated everyone to know that I might not be gettin on much in the next week or so. My son is Bi Polar and has been addmitted into the hospital for it. Ii hasnt been an easy road for me by any means. I am not lookin for sympathy I just want everyone to know why I might not be showin the love you all so richly deserve. I love all my friends and family on here and try to help out when they need me,so dont freak out if Im not helping you or showin you love in return. I will get to it when things get back to "normal" here at home. Yeah I said "normal"... My family is by far the farthest thing form "normal" but we try to at least go with the flow here.LOL.. As for my sisters on here... You guys are great! Thank you and hope to be back later but I will get on when I can! Myspace backgrounds Myspace graphics Just to let everyone know my son is now home again. We dont

My Week In The Belly Of The Beast-the Psych Ward
i was hurting myself for a long time--during my recent dark cycle i needed to feel something better than that darkness--so i hurt myself pretty frequently. i went to the doctor -i couldn't hide neither my physical or mental wounds-so she sent me to the psych ward. while i was in the emergency room i went to the bathroom and beat myself bloody cause i was so sad. they upped my meds to a pretty intense level--it takes me a full hour now to--you know. i was not allowed a computer, cell phone, cd player, cigarettes,coffee etc--i needed to 'play the game' to get out on 'good behaviour'and i did just that.i got a big problem with eating in public so i went on a hunger strike the last 2 days. when they asked me why i wasn't eating i attributed it to religious fasting. they put me on suicide watch for some reason the last night there. someone came in and physically removed the belt from my pants. i promised to go to weekly therapy-i played the game-and that hurt-i had to give up my rebel

01-09-08 (darkness)
and a Wednesday Welcome From the enigmatic (darker) side of Greg ... IDK I write that knowing it's not entirely true, I like to stay distance and been told I'm Mysterious - but I'd say more of a ... -R I D D L E- I enjoy the darker side, but really I'm much too joyious to be considered: 'dark' What can I say, lol - I tend to look to see the bright side of things It could be from my up bringing. Being poor (single mother upbringing) I was told if you think you have it "tough" You never have too far to look, To find someone who's far worse off than you! I remember eating mac & cheese (home made could'nt afford the stuff from the box) a couple times a week for dinner. I whined once when I grew tired of it (third time in a week) And was promptly told: "At least you have a meal" followed by the: "think how the kids without food would love to have anything" lol It's true, although back then I didn't know how close to being in the "p

Again How Much Does She Want Him
she excited him she knew and the more she exposed all of her little goodies the more she seen the sweet bead up on his neck and knew i can get this guy off before intercourse so she dance and dance that seductive dance that dance that well.... tellin' about it has anybody hot so she grind out her hips to a thrustin' motion she enjoy every bit of watchin him squirm a sudden occurrence of happen in mind wait just yet oh, "hon' not so fast" and as the lace and satin negligee falls and revealsthat she wants him but he is so in control though he thinks being handcuff that he is going to get the time of his life and she striddles him in bed and puttin those lips on his lips and and she pulls away and ferocious like he raises he head "madam we-we, you taste so goooood tonight" and licks his lips and thinks heavenly and his tongue thank him for this cheri " mon dieu to taste such sweetness breathe takin'... " his saliva of drool of mix juices of only

Im Sorry
for everyone who voted on the blog that i should of posted nsfw i am sorry i didnt mark it, i forgot and i am sorry, but for those who trashed me and made fun of me, thank you, that was rude and crule and just really messed up

Plez My Friends Vote, Rate And Comment On Me :d
HELLO ALL, THANX FOR READING THIS FOR ONE AND PLEASE CAN YOU HELP ME IN THIS AS I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A COMPETITION BEFORE SO CAN YOU GO HERE AND RATE VOTE AND COMMENT FOR ALL YOUR WORTH. THANX SO MUCH http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=950702&albumid=796694 LOADS OF LUV ANGEL XXXXX

Natural Disaster
Natural Disaster Darkened clouds, wind and rain. Left alone with all this pain. It’s winter here without you. Landslides always drag me down Trapped for days, will I be found ? I pray for skies of blue. Flooded plains within my head Tornadoes draw near, leave me for dead. I feel alone without you. Drought from tears I know not for I’ve cried for days, I cry no more. I’ve made mistakes, it’s true Hurricane waves pound on my shore I’m drowning on my bedroom floor. Will we never be together? This natural bridge from heart to heart Collapsed in shreds, fallen apart These seasons last forever.

Beth Crosses Over (part 1)
As a straight woman, Beth wonders why so many girls at her toney, all-women's college seem to be lesbians. In fact, more are coming out all the time. Then she discovers a little secret. Will she be able to hold onto her straight identity? (FF, reluc, 1st-lesbian- expr) *** When she was considering which college to attend, Beth found the elite New England women's colleges especially attractive. An outstanding student, she believed strongly that the single-sex classroom environment was the best pace for a young woman to develop her ability and self-confidence. Yes, it was true that these schools also had a reputation for lesbianism, but that didn't bother her. She knew she was straight; she had a steady boyfriend. There were also other colleges nearby where she could meet guys when the time came to move on to a new relationship. So Beth was delighted to be accepted by W--- College. She began her first year there with great excitement, making new friends and e

Will I Ever Know
Yes I am 39 years old .. and I still can't tell when a guy is being sincere.. I try to give anyone a chance just because I know there are some good people out there.. It just really pisses me off when a guy leads you on .. acts like he really likes you .. spends time talking to you .. Talks about coming to see you .. and what he's going to do with your kids while he's there.. and then there is one small misunderstanding.. and it's like all that is erased WTF ? Then they make you look like the crazy one .. cause he talks to you .. one time.. then ignores you the next.. i get upset.. and i'm over reacting... idk I f'n give up ............

Destruction, Construction Theory
Look around you at all the things that were constructed, houses, cars, trees, people, relationships and more. It took time to make/construct those things months, even years of diligence to make those things what they are, to mold them into what you want. In the same blink of an eye all those things can be destroyed in one, single swoop of misfortune. A grand example of this is an army they are trained and good at what they do, destroying things. Then you have those who try to repair the damage of an army and it's difficult almost impossible to repair what once was fine. Has anybody else noticed this besides me, that it's so hard to make something but so easy to destroy it? It's crazy when you think about it, that things are like that in this world, in some cases it's a pain to bring someone pleasure but a pleasure to bring someone pain. So many people are at such an ease saying bad things and bringing harm a person's way, but on the other end it's so hard for the same person

To Whom It May Concern
TO ANYONE THAT WANTS TO CAUSE ME GRIEF: THIS INCLUDES FAKE FRIENDS, STUPID BITCHES AND ASSHOLES. IF YOU ARE GOING TO CAUSE ME GRIEF, PACK YOUR BAGGAGE AND TAKE IT SOMEWHERE ELSE. I HAVE ENOUGH STRESS AS IT IS AND REALLY DONT NEED STUPID CUNTS CAUSING ME ANXIETY ATTACKS AND ENDING UP IN THE HOSPITAL. ENOUGH HAS HAPPENED THIS WEEK FOR ME TO SNAP AND HONESTLY NOT CARE. TAKE IT ELSEWHERE, I AM TRYIN TO GET MY SHIT TOGETHER BUT THAT MEANS I NEED TO GET THE LOSERS OFF MY BACK. IF YOU OPEN THIS AND READ THIS AND TAKE OFFENSE.... I DO NOT CARE. DON'T LIKE IT, DELETE ME. LOSE MY NAME, NUMBER, DESCRIPTION OF MY FACE... YOU MEAN NOTHIN TO ME AND I HAVE HAD ENOUGH. AS FOR THAT, HAVE A NICE DAY, LIFE... WHATEVER YOU WANT TO ENJOY, JUST DONT INCLUDE ME IN ON IT. SO FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last Beat
With a beat of my heart you were there. Guiding me, Loving me, making me yours. With a blink of an eye you were gone. Leaving me broken, helpless and shattered. With a thump of my heart there you were again. Promising love, shelter, training, and forgiveness. Like a drug you are addicting. I now close my eyes forever. There will be no more heart beating. You and Me can never be. Said Juliet to her Romeo.

01-18-08 -quick
F R I D A Y Just wishing you a great weekend! Sorry, just have had so much to do today ... You all get a break :) Mucho -luv- to all! The Question So Any plans for the weekend I think I'll take Lexy to the movies myself. About the comment Just an oldie, I picked it for the bright colors ... Slightly retooled Here it is: I T ' S Just wanted to drop by Give ya something to 'Smile' about! Enjoy

"test: How Freaky Are You In Bed? - I Got A __66_"
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING!!!!!! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2. I F YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4. WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5. THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6. WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7. HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8. WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS

The Reason I Need A Vip!
I am trying to post the comments I make so that people can use them, I have ALOT of comments, so I need ALOT of picture Space, hence my request for a VIP. So if Anyone can help me out, I would appreciate it, and would do something for them in return. I do personalized Graphics. And we can work out a trade. ~~BW da Reaper

Does Your Chain Hang Low?
OK...I've seen way too many mumms about whether or not cock size matters. Well first off, if you have to ask if size matters, more than likely you feel that your member is a little lackluster so from the get go you're pretty much phucked and in saying that, even if it does matter, what the phuck are you gonna do about it? Go out and buy you a 50 dollar bottle of pills to increase the size of something you probably can't even use properly in the first place? So please, for my sake, for your sake, for the sake of fubarians everywhere, stop asking that stupid question because you are the only one who thinks it matters.

Tribute To Heath Ledger
Stars pay tribute to Heath Ledger Flowers have been left in tribute in New York Ledger's life in film Hollywood stars, family and fans have paid tribute to actor Heath Ledger, who has been found dead aged 28. "He was just taking off and to lose his life at such a young age is a tragic loss," said Braveheart star Mel Gibson. Nicole Kidman called the death of the Brokeback Mountain actor a "terrible tragedy". Ledger's body was found in his New York apartment on Tuesday. The city's medical examiner said an autopsy was inconclusive. Police said prescription pills were found nearby. Officers are reportedly investigating whether he died of an overdose of medication. His father Kim Ledger said the death of his "dearly loved son" was "tragic" and "accidental". Speaking in the actor's home town of Perth, Western Australia, Mr Ledger said his son was a "down-to-earth, generous, kind hearted, life-loving, unselfish individual". Australian Prime Minister Ke

Famous Valentine Quotes...
Entry for January 24, 2008 Valentine's Day: Quotations Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. -Aristotle Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. -Lao Tzu My bounty is as boundless as the sea, My love as deep; the more I give to thee, The more I have, for both are infinite. -William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. -Elizabeth Barrett Browning Young love is a flame; very pretty, often very hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. The love of the older and disciplined heart is as coals, deep-burning, unquenchable. -Henry Ward Beecher Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age. -Anais Nin Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward in the same direction. Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. But if you love and must nee

I'll Be There
When you find yourself on your own, Remember that you are not alone, And when your feeling down and blue, Remember that I'll always love you. When I am not here with you, Remember that our love is pure and true, I think about you every night and day, When Im with you I want to stay. I hope you will always remember me, Coz' I will remember you for eternity I never want to let you go, Coz' I love you more than you could ever know. If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you, You know its well and truly true, I would do anything for you. When your looking at the stars, in the eternal blue Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at all I'll be right in front of you, to catch you when you fall .

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

3rd Times The Charm?
Well here we go again...I've had my profile deleted twice now...hopefully 3rd times the charm. I have a family computer and both me and my husband use it, as well as my mother in law when she comes over...so if i'm gettin deleted due to an IP issue...something needs to be done, because not everyone can afford a computer for every person in the house and pay for multiple IP address...I'm frustrated and very annoyed...so I'm rantin. I decided with some help from a good friend to give this another shot. So Peggy Bundy is BACK!

What?
What? It is such any easy question but so hard to answer. How do you answer it when you mind is going a million miles a minute just trying to comprehend what is going on with your heart? What? It is such and easy question but so hard to answer. I love you! I miss you! I want you! I need you! I can't live without you! You are everything to me! You stole my heart and soul! You make life worth living! You are the most beautiful thing I have ever gazed upon! Will you marry me my love? These are just some of the answers to that simple question. What?

My Baby Girl's An Angel Now
Martina McBrideA Broken WingMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I'm Here In Your Heart Burn your sacred candles, Say your hopeful prayers, Feel the wind on your face, For soon I will be there. Resurrect old memories For in them I shall be to love an visit with Like the whisper of a breeze. For as the stars burn gently And the waves crest on the beach think of me with love you'll see me in your dreams. When comets pass through and the sun burns bright the clouds drifting by I'll be in their light. In the flames of a fire, the hiss of a dragon's tail, in the beauty of a wildflower, wrapped in the coldness of hail. All of these wonderful places Plus a few more besides, is where you'll find my soul the places where it's hides. So if you go looking, and you find it's not there, Just look into your heart My memory is always there. My touch is the wind, a caress apon your face. My warmth is the sun spinning through sp

Pissing People Off
Sing along at the opera. Go to a poetry recital and ask why each poem doesn't rhyme. Holler random numbers while someone is counting. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sex" Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think." Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace." Forget the punchline to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot." Invent nonsense computer jargon in conversations, and see if people play along to avoid the appearance of ignorance. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." Wear a special hip holster for your remote control. Do not add any inflection to the end of your sentences, producing awkward silences with the impression that you'll be saying more any moment. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears. Give a play-by-play account of a persons every action in a nas

Stupid List
well you can add to the stupid list i have messed up the one thing in my life that had made me truly happy and like the idiot that i am i have fu**ed it all up as usual!! so dint mind me here andi dont want you to rate this or leave coments cause it dosent matter what you say or think it is all ready done i have already messed things up so i just wanted to vent so if you dont like it go fly a kite!!!!!!!!!!

Oh God ! Why Me?
Oh god why me ? Staring at my bleeding wrists. I wonder why I deserved to be given this curse. I want to live , I want to breathe, I want to be loved. Oh god why me? The arms that used to save me, now torment me. I need the feeling again, just to feel. I hate the blackened loneliness that I feel. I Want someone just to understand . Oh god why me? It seems like I am everyone else's strength. Why do I feel so weak? I used to love life ,now ,I have to fight to live . Oh god why me ? I want to run in the field of lilies, sip on lemonade on the porch swing. Why do I end up being left alone over and over again ? It just doesn't seem fair! Oh god why me ? Take me home to your paradise, let me feel loved that way . Then I won't have to say. Oh god why me ? Sapphire Jewel aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

First Love
First Love The day we met I was so young and shy; You walked up to me ; I felt my heart begin to fry. You had that glowing stare ; that set my soul a flair. You asked me my name ; I felt nervously inflamed, Butterflies took over as I tried to stutter. My name finally slipped out in a mutter. It was love at first sight; neither of us could deny, You asked me if I might; give you a try. We left hand and hand that day; love or bust come what may. Circumstances happened ,we drifted apart. Twenty years later your still in my heart, Waiting for destiny to come knocking at my door; for you to be standing there once more, I Love you forever until I die; I promise you I will never again say good bye. As Always , Aka Valarie A Laboy Copy Write 2006

Fans-family-friends From Texas
Where are my Texas friends who are on here? I was just wondering what happened to all of you? I have not been on here as much and I thought I would see how you are all doing? I live here in San Antonio and thought I would just send out a hello to you........ miss you all and yes I miss all my friends but hey I live in Texas and I want to really make some friends from Fubar.

Tainted Love
Meet my new Fu~Owner Ronja!!! Please fan/rate/add this wild and crazy lady!! You won't regret it!! *~Ronja~**OWNED BY PUNKS PUNKETTE, OWNER OF SWEET~THING N TERESA**~@ fubar Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

02/05/08 Night New Fu-angels
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ BABY BLUE EYES GIRL **CLUB F.A.

Tag...you're It!
OK..10 things about me you don't know... 1. I despise being called a beautiful Black wonan like there is some hierarchy to beauty. 2. I'm addicted to cheesecake. 3. I love reptiles. 4. I got a dolphin horny. 5. I love 70's music. 6. I am a nerd..completely. 7. Stress drives me crazy..especially expectations without merit. 8. Not everyone knows I'm bisexual..don't do it as a rule..but certain women..ok! This is the first time I've said it publicly..call it my coming out! 9. I like having the remote. 10. If you talk to me when I'm busy, I come off as an airhead Ask all your friends about 10 things people don't know about them!

My Daughters Comes First
My Daughters Come First Please forgive me my love but my daughters come first. Being in love with you and needing you has my heart roaring to burst. But the feelings I have for two little ladies so pure. Wanting their daddy in their lives and nothing more. So if there is a choice that I must make I will not have their lives at stake. I can not allow that to ever happen to them. My emotional feelings will never go dim. In love with you, yes I am. But I can not leave them out on the land. Innocent young bystanders knowing nothing about life. And losing their daddy would be a hell of a price. They are my heart, my joy, my gifts from the Lord. I would rather hang myself with an extension cord! Or rip my heart out and look at it with a stare! Then feed it to a lion, a tiger or a bear.

Addition To Our Family Rules
I NEED TO MAKE THIS KNOWN TO THE FAMILY YES WE ARE A LEVELING FAMILY "WE LEVEL THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON THE PIMPOUT"WHEN WE HELP TO LEVEL A FAMILY MEMBER WE DO IT OUT OF LOVE NOT SELFISH REASONS EVERYONE WILL HAVE THEIR TURN ON THE PIMPOUT IF THE MEMBERS ON THE PIMPOUT DO NOT COME BACK AND RATE YOUR STASH AND PICS THATS UP TO THEM BUT WE DO NOT AND I STRESS DO NOT HELP THEM IN HOPES OF GETTING SOMETHING IN RETURN THE PIMPOUT IS THER SPOTLIGHT NOT OURS . I WAS SENT AN EMAIL FROM AN EX-MEMBER ASKING ME TO REMOVE HER FROM THE FAMILY BECASUE NO ONE THE PIMPOUT RETURN ANYTHING THIS IS NOT WHAT THE PIMPOUT IS FOR THIS FAMILY FIRST AND FORMOST IS ABOUT THE NATIVE AMRICAN PRIDE AND THE RESPECT FOR THE NATIVE AMERICAN HARITAGE .IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS AS TO WHAT ELSE WE CAN DO TO MAKE OUR FAMILY BETTER PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DROP FU-MAIL AND CHIEF AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU ON IT WE WONT TO HEAR YOUR IDEAS .PLEASE IF YOU HAVE NOT HAD A TURN YET LET US KNOW SO WE CAN GET YOU ON THE PIMPOUT WE WANT TO

Saints And Sinners
Good day mates Dj Squeak here from the land down under inviting you to come and join me in HOPPIN HUMPIN ROO CLUB! Where the women are hot and crikey the men are crazy! Click the pic below to enter!!WE MAY HAVE PPLS ON CAM AS WELL HEHE Mention ur having a good time to me and i'll buy u a drink mabye even more if you subscribe

Staff Needed
I am looking for staff, i need bartenders, promoters, and greeters, please come into puma's lair and club life to inquire thank you, times to have fun, any i also need bouncers. we have a great place in both place and please subscribe to both of them as well as Moonlight lounge, club solitude, and the strippers lounge Thank You , Puma

Valintines Day
OK HERE WE GO .. I HAVE BEEN ON FUBAR FOR A YR NOW IN APRIL AND I HAVE MET SOME OF THE KINDEST PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE EVEN IN REAL LIFE.. AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I CAN SAY ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT THERE ARE SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD .IS IT THE NET WORLD? THAT MAKES YOU THAT WAY OR ARE YOU JUST THAT WAY IN REAL LIFE.. WHAT EVER THE CASE MAYBE . ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT U CAN MEET KIND AND GOOD PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD ..VALINTINES DAY IS NEAR AND AND I AM WONDERING HOW THAT DAY IS GOING TO BE SPENT. I AM NOT ON FUBAR TO TO MEET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE JUST MEET WONDERFUL NEW PEOPLE THAT I ENJOY TALKING TO ..SO FOR THOSE WHO READ THESE DAMM THINGS HAPPILY VALINTINES DAY TO THE PEOPLE IN MY FRIENDS LIST ..AND THANX FOR BEING A FRIEND.. SCOTT

Am I In A Living Commedy Show???? Or Do 911 Ppl Like Me???
ooookkkkkkkkk aside from the fact that a few days ago a lady and her husband,both deaf,got locked out of their apt,in the same apt complex I live in, with a baby and a toddler locked inside ,and I had to call 911 and RELUCTANTLY give them my name and tell them what was going on....naturally,after the last 2 accidents where I dialed 911 by mistake, I couldn't be happy about this right? but heck,I was the only one with a cell phone on the place of the accident,and both parents could not talk if not with great difficulty,due to their hearing problem. Aside from the fact that I called them up and we were 20 minutes on the phone for them NEVER TO SHOW UP,they did nothing but tell me to calm down and wait on the phone with me on the line till SOMEBODY ELSE ( wasn't it their job???? ) aka,the new apt manager,was called even though off duty and opened the door. Aside from the fact that they told me to get into the apt once unlocked and check on the infants making sure they're fine ( again

Nothing
Do I feel like it’s worth it? To live the life that I have? To go through the issues I have? The problems I face in my life? Do I feel like it’s worth it? Do I deserve to be where I am? Do I deserve better? Or worse? Do you? As a child, Neglected, beaten, Abused, unloved. As a teenager, Still… Neglected, Beaten, Abused, unloved. And… Blamed. As an adult, Always will be scarred. But the thing is… I have nothing, I am nothing. (C) Angel 2008

Mummers
I always like it when I get into a mumm and see someone with a name like slaveslut giving parenting advice. I tend to actually laugh out loud as I scroll past the five paragraphs of poorly written blather. I find that I don’t even pick at them or point out their stupidity for the most part now. I mean who that calls themselves slaveslut etc… (and usually has a profile picture of themselves tied up being beaten with a riding crop) actually thinks anyone cares to hear what they have to say about parenting?? I often think about why it is the dumbest mummers have the most to say about everything. Do you know the answer?

I Cost... Per Night
Natural hair color: []Brown..$100 []Blonde-$50 []Black-$15 []Bald-$5 [x] Others-$75 Eye Color: [X]Brown-$50 []Green-$75 []Blue-$150 []Hazel-$100 []Other-$5 Height []Over 7..$200 []6'8"to7--$175 []6'to6'7"--$150 []5'4'to5"11'--$85 [x]Under 5"4-$95 Age []50 to 56-$175 []46 to 50-$150 []41 to 45-$125 [X]31 to 40-$100 []26 to 30 -$75 []21 to 25- $50 []19 to 20-$25 []0 to 18-$100 Birth Order [] Twins or more then twins-$750 [] First born-$320 []Only child-$250 [X]Second born-$150 []Middle child-$100 []Last born-$100 []Third born-$550 []Forth born-$300 []Fifth born-$400 []Sixth born-$215 Drink? []I did like once-$400 []Only Holidays-$250 [x]Sometimes-$215 []Yes-$200 []Only weekends-$300 []Every other day-$50 []Once a day-$15 []I live from the bottle-$Bankrupt$ [Back to Zero] []No-$600 Shoe Size []13+-$300 []12.5 to 13-$250 []11 to 12- $400 [x]7 to 10-$500 []Under 7-$450 Favorite Colors(two) [X]Green-$750 []Red-$600 []Blac

My Best Friend
I have this wonderful best friend in the whole world, she is an amazing person who has gone thru some of the same shit as I have and maybe more. She is a strong person an excellant mother daughter and friend! I was able to connect with her over this past summer and now I live with her she has taught me to open my heart and soul again to friends and people in general I have lost alot of happy thoughts over the years and watching her go on in daily activities with a smile on her face has taught me to smile again my boys have never been happier were they are now her kids have taught my to be happy again were I have failed them jess and her kids have taught them. I feel like I am such a burden for her and everytime I have mentioned this to her she says I am wrong. When I am in pain ie my teeth I see her look at me with understanding and thoughts of making it all go away for me. Jess you have made me feel special again I love our freindship and would not trade it for the world. You are spec

Gimpy's Girl For 2/15/08
Today's selection is ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ Owned by: INDRADRAGON and Loving it!. The epitome of blonde bombshell. She was one of my very first Fu friends. She bought me my first & only VIP. She is incredibly giving and selfless. Is always the one to lift others up and give love. Show her some love and you know the drill! Tell her I sent ya! ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ Owned by: INDRADRAGON and Loving it!@ fubar

Unwell
all day staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall all night i'm hearing voices telling me that i should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something hold on i'm feeling like i'm headed for a breakdown i don't know why i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell i know right now you can't tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired i know right now you don't care but soon enough you're gonna think of me and how i used to be see me talking to myself in public and dodging glances on the train i know i know they've all been talking 'bout me i can hear them whisper and it makes me think there must be something wrong with me out of all the hours thinking somehow i've lost my mind [chorus] talking in my sleep pretty soon they'll come to get me they'll be taking me away

Meet Me In The Stairwell
GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN! "MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL" PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! Some of the pictures might be tough, but don't miss the words at the end! "MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL" You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I

Burning You
Slowly fading, crumbling, deteriorating This picture that I see Its edges vibrantly glowing red Destroying a distant memory. Melting away the pain inside Charring up your soul Tearing up the broken words Inflaming the one thing that made me whole. Smoldering, kindling, slowly sputtering out Finally showing a smile on my face at the crack of dawn No more memories, burnt to dust Nothing left of you to haunt me, you are forever gone.

What Friends R
Very Sexy Comments & Graphics Friends are the flowers in the garden of life, They help you throuh times of trouble and strife, There's nothing like friends to make a heart sing, True friends will share with you most everything, They will not abandon you in a time of need, They are'nt overcome by envy or greed, Friends are the icing on lifes great big cake, Real friends will give and allow you to take, I don't know how I would survive without friends, They applaudmy beginnings and mourn my sad ends, Tell me please, what would I do, if I did'nt have a garden of friends just like you.

Songs That Describe How I Feel
These first songs describes how I feel about the guy that I thought was in my life: Lie To Me - 12 Stones Our candle burns away, the ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind No where to run And no where to hide You're scared of the truth I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You're fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end? You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? No where to run And no where to hide You're scared of the truth I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You're fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again A

**dad Makes Prom Dress Out Of Condoms**
**Dad makes prom dress out of condoms** This is just too funny not to share!!! About the time you thought you had seen it all, here's a 'safe sex' dress! Pretty original, to say the least... No virus was found in this message. My computer used one of the condoms...

Dont Know How To Handle This Issues
my wife would like to involve a gf into our sex life but i has been a hard long serch for a female that wants to be spoiled and loved on by 2 people its not like i havent had a 3 way with my wife before but this time we want it to go deeper for all involved not just sex

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Andre Royo And Tristan Wilds From The Wire, New O&a Podcast, New O&a Videos, Animation C
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Anthony and the Tax Man online Now!!) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram we welcome Andre K. Royo and Tristan Wilds from Opie and Jimmy's favorite show, THE WIRE, so that should be some drool-tastic radio. NEW O&A SHOW VIDEO: Thanks to our own Sam, we have some brand-spanking-new-and-awful video of East Side Dave sticking things up his butt...again: What's Up East Side Dave's Butt: Episode 1 The O&A ANIMATION CONTEST Continues! We're looking for you talented bastards to show us how creative you are by ANIMATING your favorite Opie and Anthony bit(s). The best entries will be showcased at a LIVE event in MAY (to be announced), so DO NOT PO

Lost A Friend Not Long Ago...
so here is the poem that i wrote for her!!! Never By Jasen Alan Saltzgiver 2-18-2008 In Loving Memory Of Jennifer Crow For my Tattooed Queen Taken away before your time, The debt paid before the crime, Left but never forgotten, Your soul will forever shine. You’ve been lost to all time and space, Cremated to a world that no longer has a face, Your tormented self is free to go, To travel away from this wicked place. Never going to see the sun set, On a beach so soft and wet, Never going to hear the waves crash, On the break as they reach the shore. Never going to hear your voice, As it says my name, To hear it sweetly said, Was all part of the game. Never going to hear you cry, As you type your troubles to me, Never going to hear my last goodbye, As you have heard before. Sleeping the long dream, The only thing I can’t keep from happening, Is this last goodbye from ending, Because I am afraid to weep. Never again going to experience

A Time Of Absence
Hello everyone its me, Mr RAIDERNATION. The new apartment is great i am loving it. Only one problem...... not internet access!! so i hijacked an internet uplink and posted this to for all to see. I wont be on for a while so for those that know how to get in touch with me feel free to do so. and for the rest of you all that dont know leave me a personal message and i will try to get check in as often as i possible can to see how you all are doing and hopefully chat with you here and there. So untill then may your drinks be strong your women or men (what ever rawks your boat or blows your dress up!!!) be hot and your nights be or days for those people that love the daytime as smokkkin. chris

Suck Ass Pricks
To the so few who think im some game or piece of ass,i don't need you sending me bullshit mail telling me crap & i sure as hell don't need down in the mouth asswipes,you know who you are & i have put up with your shit for years even before this freaky lil sex starved derogative site came about,which yes i find so belittling,thats why my pics are mine if i make them private then thats my choice,i love my body but i choose who sees it & if you don't like it go jump cause i don't give a damn & another thing ask yourself what love is instead of throwing it around like its some game don't tell someone you love them cause your a lonely ass,get a life this is virtual reality at its best,love is real go find it & learn. I am done with my bitch session,i am such a good bitch when i wanna be. Regards Me :p

In Praise Of Midnite Buttons
midnite buttons next to me--i give her her favorite belly rub and everythings bettera bit--although indestructible--my emotions are 100-125 times more sensitive than normal--good or bad-- so you my love ones=please don't be frightened of me-- please send be some kinda love if you still care--ok---and don't worry about me-

Yeah... Soo Not Sure.. ?? Any Ideas?
So I met this realy great guy. we had an amazing first date. (3 days long) talked to him almost ever day for the last 14 days or so. saw him last weekend. My kids love the crap out of him, they bonded realy quickly, kinda freaky but still kinda cool. My demented family and friends have us married off with kids now.. but he seems to take that great. and then there was last night. typical friday is i go and pick him up and we spend the weekend. due to chaos in my life my house was thrashed... my OCD kicked in about 12 noon and when he called at 4 30 EVERYTHING in my house that can be washed was on the floor in the livingroom and my kitchen was not yet clean. by 7 pm he was still on base waiting for me to get my chit together. One of my friends, friends picked him up for me cause she was already at the base. this loud mouth tramp called him everything but white and pissed me off... he showed up with nothing but a toothbrush and his heart burn meds and his deod. he was quiet and

A Poem
The night sky twinkles above The stars mirror the light in your eyes They fill with the look of love And with the bond that ties The eyes are the window to the soul Open to expose the heart's real need What is the payment of the toll? A spark that is planted like a seed This spark is a fire burning within A desire to expand the glow To some, it's simply a sin To others, the heart will know The eyes show the love you feel The heart is open wide My soul has to close the deal Then you walk with me by my side Love is a gift I give to you My heart for you to hold If you feel the love I feel too Our hearts will warm and block out the cold I wrote this (poohbear

Pharmaceuticals Fouling U.s. Drinking Water
Pharmaceuticals fouling U.S. drinking waterA five-month study finds a variety of drugs in water supplies - and growing concern among experts.By Jeff Donn, Martha Mendoza and Justin Pritchard The Associated PressArticle Launched: 03/10/2008 01:00:00 AM MDTWater is seen dripping from a tap in Philadelphia, Monday, Feb. 4, 2008. (Matt Rourke, The Associated Press)RelatedMar 10:Body's absorption rate acts as gatekeeper for pharmaceuticalsLow-level drugs show signs of being harmfulDenver source not so pristineA vast array of pharmaceuticals — including antibiotics, anti-convulsants, mood stabilizers and sex hormones — has been found in the drinking-water supplies of at least 41 million Americans, an Associated Press investigation shows. To be sure, the concentrations of these pharmaceuticals are tiny, measured in parts per billion or trillion, far below the levels of a medical dose. Also, utilities insist their water is safe. But the presence of so many prescription drugs — and over-the- co

In Memory Of
As most of you who have stopped by my page have noticed I write poetry to express emotions. Well this blog isn't poetry but a expression I still have to say. Many of you have asked if I'm okay and all. Yes I am........ just this last month has been emotionally hard for me. So if I have please forgive me for my coldness. As I truely do not mean to hurt anyone of you!!! Now to explain why.......... Feb 17th of 2004 I lost my father...... a man I love and miss dearly......... this week is the anniversary of my mothers death the 14th of March. She passed away in 1997. I miss both my parents very much and when this time of year rolls around I'm on a emotional roller coaster. So please for give me. I do love you all and you all have meant the world to me. Thank you for being my friends!!!!!

Octupus Luau
4 tablespoons grapeseed oil 1/4 cup (4 tablespoons) butter, cut into cubes 1 large sweet onion (such as Vidalia), minced 1 pound luau leaves (leaves from the taro root plant), rinsed 1 cup chicken stock 3 to 4 pound octopus, de-beaked 1 cup coconut milk 1 tablespoon sugar 2 tablespoons cornstarch Salt and freshly ground black pepper In a large pot (which can accommodate luau leaves and octopus) heat 2 tablespoons of the grapeseed oil over medium-high heat and add butter. When it begins to shimmer, add the onion and saute until translucent. Add the luau leaves and pour in chicken stock. The luau leaves will be simmered over low heat for a very long time until tender, about 6 hours. Replenish with water, as needed, during the course of cooking. About 30 minutes before mealtime, brush the remaining 2 tablespoons of grapeseed oil on the octopus and add to the pot of luau leaves with enough water to cover. Combine the coconut milk and sugar in a bowl. Create a slurry in a sep

From The Corner Of My Eyes
From the corner of my eyes,I see you right there.With beautiful eyes and dark colored hair. From the coener of my eyes,you pass me by, like the dew in the morning and the clouds in the sky. From the corner of my eyes,i can see that it`s true,that the love I`ve been missing is being held on by you. From the corner of my eyes I can see you right there and my heart that I am giving,and my love that I share. From the corner of my eyes,I see you leaving my sight,and I cry through the day and into the night, From the corner of my eyes I choose not to look,cus it`s my heart that is missing and my love that you took. I now close my eyes and I no longer see,The love that is missing since you have left me. Jocko 3/14/08

A Poem That Was Written About Me
looking at this lovly lady so defiant so empowered a face so strong yet what really lays within is it a tear of yearning to awaken from where she is or is it a shout of anger a lovly lady sits and she sets her act her lovly grace and lustful power captivates all yet none see whats truly behind the stages curtians

Wooo Skype! (again)
jeezus... where do these people appear from??! [22:33:45] Kdr says: hi [22:33:47] Kdr says: i want to see your pussy [22:33:50] Kdr says: ok? [22:34:19] Mayla Mortis says: er, not ok. fuck off. [22:34:28] Kdr says: plsss [22:34:42] Mayla Mortis says: F.U.C.K O.F.F [22:34:51] Kdr says: ok [22:34:59] Kdr says: bye

So Its Been A While...
Been a while since I was on Fubar, haven't been on since I found out about the change of name from cherrytap. anyways, well i'm on again now...for how long, I have no idea. If I disappear, I guess I lost interest, but I hope the ladies haven't lost interest in me.

Help Level A Friend
shes close to leveling again and im askin for lil help to get her there would u all be so kind and help a friend level up shes at 1,583 Points to go! to level up AngelEyes (-¦-åñğΞŁ♥Ξ¥Ξ§-¦-)@ fubar

Will Homeland Security The Militarized Police State Shock You Into Submission?
Will Homeland Security the Militarized Police State Shock You Into Submission? Karen De Coster LRC Blog March 23, 2008 This is perhaps one of the most kooky and creepy Security State tactics that I have come across: the EMD safety bracelet, which is being billed as the "last line of defence." A company called Lamperd Firearm Training Systems (scroll down) is trying to commercialize this item as an "airline security product." The company’s video that hawks this device talks about the current facial recognition system called biometrics, where cameras capture photos of people and compare those images to the images of "terrorists" in its "terrorist" database. No matter how sophisticated this technology, it can all too often allow a terrorist on board a plane, and, this technology can also have the effect of creating airport bottlenecks. Ahem. The solution? The "viable, workable answer" is an electronic ID bracelet. This bracelet will replace the need for a ticket and cont

Makin' Them
AS YOU ALL CAN SEE THAT I HAVE AN ALBUM OF MAKIN' PICS FOR OTHER PPL, I HAVE NO PROBLEM MAKIN' THEM FOR ANYONE AT NO COST, IF YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU ONE, PLS FEEL FREE TO ASK ME AND LET ME KNOW AND SO FORTH!!!!! ALL I DO ASK IS THAT YOU ARE KIND ENOUGH TO ADD THEM TO YOUR PAGE FOR RATES... ALSO IF YOU WANT ONE PLS JUST LET ME KNOW!!!! AND SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU'D LIKE FOR ME TO USE!!!!

New Pics
Hi to all my friends!! Just wanted to let everyone know I finally took some new pics today. 11 total, but one was marked NSFW, although I am fully dressed, so I didn't understand that one. Anyway, check them out. I have been working really hard trying to work my way up to Godfather/mother and thought some new pics might do me some good. Couple million to go lol. Hope you like the new pics. Also, I wanted to thank everyone for all the rates, fans and friends I got the past week during my 7 day blast, I did my best to keep up with everyone and rate as much as I possibly could. I think I done pretty good. Have a great weekend! Hugs, NCGirlUSA

People Who I Love
i love my baby i love my family n i love my friends that r always there for me n when they need someone to talk to they know that they can come to me with any problem n would try my best to guide them to the right answer but i with me i dont take advice good at all i love u all

Been Sick
I have been sick for almost a week with bronchitis and ear infection, doing a little better still smoke free it has been a week now and yes i am going crazy but i have my mind set to not go back after i feel better, it is funny when you are sick you are willing to give up everything just to get feeling better, but any way I will try to be on tonight or tomorrow.....

Been Awhile
It's been awhile since i posted any of my thoughts, so i felt that it was time. I have been going through alot of change in my life, and i feel like i am going crazy, and at the same time i dont know if i am coming or going anymore. I hope that i have been there for anyone that needed me to be there. I truly feel left behind in many aspects of my life, like i am not wanted by some of the people that i care about and that alot of people dont understand me...i feel like i am missing out on my life sometimes. i have been in a rut for quite a long time, and i have been trying to change it. not been completely successful in that so far, but i am trying, i have great ambitions but at this point i feel like everything i want is out of my reach. and that i am not meant to have anything. life is hard to navigate when you are on your own, and i wish i could enjoy it more. i graduate in may and i dont feel that i am ready, i am excited yes, but so totally scared to death. i am afraid that i am

The Lounge Patrol
FIRST LETS JUST SAY I HAVE MADE THE MOST OF THIS SITE IN 1 YEAR I DJ, PROMOTE, FU-PASTOR, BOMB, RATE......PLZ CONTINUE READING!!!! I HAVE HAD THE OPPURTUNITY TO WORK FOR 2 OF THE BEST LOUNGES ON HERE...with some time off elsewhere...THE ACE CAFE (OTB 4 LYFE) AND CLUB FORBIDDEN...I ALSO BECAME PART OF A BOMB FAMILY THE FREAKSHOW (SHOW MAD LOVE) HERE IS A CHANCE TO PROMOTE N SHOW LOVE N RESPECT WHERE IT IS DUE~~~~CONSIDER THIS A PIMPOUT I GUESS We will say my time was most valuable at ACE CAFE where I learned utilize my R/L DJ skills on this site....not only that I was Promotions MGR, LOUNGE MGR, & ASSNT DJ MGR....much LOVE to LEZKA n HER staff, regardless of our indifferences and stubborn ATTITUDES I am still an OTB at heart(Original Terror Brother).TERROR BROTHERS RADIO IS KNOWN FROM A GROUP OF FRIENDS RIGHT HERE ON FUBAR, THEY R KNOWN AS THE ORIGINAL TERROR BROTHERS, THEY CAUSE MAYHEM WHERE EVER THEY GO. PLZ SHOW THE LOUNGE SOME LOVE Click pic to Ent

Funny Stuff
1. my husband and i divorced, over religious differences, he thought he was god and i didnt. 2. some people are alive only because its illegal to kill them. 3. i used to have a handle on life but it broke. 4. beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 5. earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 6. im not a complete idiot-- some parts are just missing. 7. nyquil: the stuffy, sneezy, why- the heck- is the room spinning medicine. 8.god must love stupid people, he made so many. 9.the gene pool could use a little chlorine. 10. consciousness: that annoying thing between naps. 11. being "over the hill" is much better than being under it.! 12. wrinkled was not one of the things wanted to be when i grew up.

This Could Be A Lifetime Tv-movie If You Add Some Spice & Dramatization.
Here is my Lifetime type story... Heroes are God, my son and my husband. Without God gifting me with my child, I would have been a statistic to cocaine addiction and promiscuity, but I chose LIFE for both of US the day I had two pink lines!!! Smiling Sadly though after about 3 years, I gave my son to my parents(who I love so much). In those years I learned I had Bipolar mix and Borderline Personality Disorder. My son’s real father was not involved and merely paid support. My ex who I was with when pregnant was the decent family man until about 5 months after I gave birth. He became very abusive towards me and my son was a year old one time we had a huge fight and saw it. It was then I made the choice that, although my ex always did his abuse in private and NEVER towards my son..who was to say he wouldn’t turn on my baby one day, or be raised to treat a woman in such a way. So, I stayed afraid to leave and gave m child to my parents. They knew nothing of the abuse so I merely let

If You Had Me Locked In A Room
L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE

If I Do Leave Fubar
For all my freinds here who are being very supportive in my staying. I figured that i woudl leave you some other way to reach me when i am not on here. my yahoo ID is a_rohr7333@yahoo.com. or my AIM is cranfill88. I hope you all will still try to reach me. I love you all

My Accidents
blood blood what a mess, oh well it was for good i think...i was working out and working on my arms and back and some how i fell backwards and cut my toes i laughed it off and went to make a samich upon doing so i cut my finger a little it was crazy i laughed that off....till i reached for another pickle....then it burnt a bit and i wasnt laughing so hard but i still thought it was funny.....

Po Me
Po me I fear you... much like the lion fears losing the jungle to the mass of humans who waste them on trivial pursuits. I lust you... like a pirate lust the bounty of a hundred fleets in vast blue waters they call the sea. I hunger... for the change in the world that I have had in myself the constant yearning for something new and awe inspiring I crave... the man I wanted you to be the one you could be the you we've all seen in the fleeting moments of your innocence.

Stupid People!!!!!
Hey All~ Ya know it is nice when ya receive messages whether its an I'm or Text and it is a nice one. On the other hand once in a while ya get one or two that are not so nice. Today I received several messages that were nasty as in people were pissed at me and saying that I should not do certain things and leave others alone. Now that put me in a very bad place mentally and severly pissed me off! I have replied to these messages trying find out what the hell is going on but get no response. I hate feeling this way cause I get really tempermental, mean, irate etc. But it also depends on who I am talking to if I am that way towards them. Well it is time to find a way to get happy again! Hopefully It will happen real soon!!!

Friends And The Past
Wow, It's been a long time since I have seen some of the people on my myspace account. I have friends from, old jobs, high school, and even from my child hood. Life has been a strange journey and I have been riding it like a roller coaster up and down, this way and that way. But some times I still fell that I am standing in line as everyone passes me by. I don't understand how so many people who are connected together but go in so many directions. Things happen and this person changes and zips' off. I spend a lot of time people watching and have come to see things that still confuse me. Like how we our instinct and consciences conflict. There is one thing I have come to understand is how we like are surroundings to be comfortable. Familiar, close, and friendly. Some times the aggression comes out and we need to let off steam. There are things we turn to alter our personality to relax us or to calm us. Working out, alcohol, sports, drugs, work, there are many things people do world wide

Not On The Computer
hey everyone im just stopping to tell you that i miss you all all my computer is out of order at the presten time but i hope to have it fixed 8n the next few weeks but love everyone miss ya'll bye for now kisses hugs and lots more love

Feeling A Little Guilty
I'm feeling a little bad today, but I don't know who to blame. Last night, I saw some major fashion disasters and I couldn't help it, I laughed. One was an elderly woman wearing a micro-mini skirt, the other was a very heavy woman wearing a mini-skirt and a belly shirt. I just don't know who to blame for these fashion faux pas. Is it the person who bought the item, for thinking the could pull it off? Is it the salesperson, for not being brave enough to tell the customer that the item really didn't look good? Or, is it the friends and/or family of the person for letting them leave the house, knowing they were going to look ridiculous? Please, give me some feedback here so I know where to lay the blame.

Good And Bad News
hello... today i have good and bad news... THE BAD NEWS: I had to release Slavegirl B, she wasn't able to continue with a good service and she realized that she wasn't good enough to amuse and to serve me. I am still in contact with her and she will have the pleasure to talk with me as friend in the future. THE GOOD NEWS: This is a big chance!! for all the girls that contacted me about a trainig and that a curious to be trained as my new Slavegirl B to complete my Slavegirl family with the Slavegirls D, S & M!!!!!! Feel free to contact me and to ask for a conversation about this theme! My new Slavegirl S is doing well, she shows a good usability, is an intelligent and submissive female that is eager to learn and to amuse her owner. It is a pleasure to see her serving as one of my Slavegirls! as you see: she has a good pain endurance! she is wearing her bruises proudly as sign of my ownership! she has well usable holes!

Never Understood
I have never understood. I can not ponder why. I can only contemplate. However even then im at a loss. WHat am i talking about?! Well it is when people you speak with in person, or on the net. People you meet, and talk to and get to know. The people who you are interested in as a friend or more. I have never understood why they would do this. They tell you they want to be friends, so you so ok ect. Weather it be someone you were or were getting interested in deeper then friendship. But they tend to say lets just be friends, and then you try to be a friend. Send them texts, email them, call them to say hi, and see how they are. And they do not respond back. They for weeks fail to contact you to do the same thing. And some even do not return your phone call when you leave a message. I can never understand how a friendship is suppose to be one sided. What gets me even more is those who tell you your so nice, and a great person. Then they ignore you and block your messages, or phone

It's Only A Pineapple............
It's Only A Pineapple............ We are driving back from the city. It's dark and spooky. The road is long, there's tension thick in the air for me. Animals are threatining to run out, in front of us at every twist and turn. As we are driving, we come upon a dead porcupine. My husband doesn't see it in time, we are forced to hit it. It's hard and hit's with, a treacherous thunk! It frightens me so badly I start to to cry, the pit of my stomach is churning. From the back of the car, I hear a little voice. It's okay mommy, it's only a pineapple.

Not What You Wanted
I walk in pass out just the night before, but thats ok you left me for something more, so i cry and try it again, try to hold on to some feelings i cant mend, so say to you, whats the use and why try to find something new, with a heart so blue i cant go on trying to love you...... Chorus, so with blackened hearts and a broken fist, writings this letter to you, probably never send in time, but hey i never could lie, but who are you to waiste my time, like a two pence whore, never trying for more than just a thrill, night after night, but hey ive done my time, but you are still blind So i fall on my face, the alchohol masks the pain if only for a minute, but im in it so deep without a solution, its just polution, causing a hole in my heart, but hey it was there from the start, but who am i to try to hold you, hell i was never there to console you.... Chorus, so with blackened hearts and a broken fist, writings this letter to you, probably never send in time, but hey i never could lie, bu

The Good Husband!
The Good Husband Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make yo

Mom's Cousin
The funeral for Dean C. Wilson will be at Bethlehem United Methodist Church in Hammond, with the Rev. Brenda Johnson officiating. Burial will be in Greenwood Cemetery in Plainview. Mr. Wilson, 78, of rural Hammond, died Wednesday (April 16, 2008) in rural Wabasha County. Dean Clay Wilson was born Oct. 22, 1929, in Beaver, Minn. He attended elementary school in Estherville, Iowa, and the Grub School in Wabasha County. He farmed in Zumbro Township, Wabasha County, for 60 years and lived in southeast Minnesota most of his life. He was a member of Bethlehem United Methodist Church in Hammond and enjoyed having coffee and meals with friends and family.

Niagara Falls
More than six million cubic feet of water fall over the crest line every minute in high flow. But not even Niagara Falls can compete with the flow of emotions I am overwhelmed by when I think about you. ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Just Musing
God placed daily on this earth, lady's fair to bring birth, to the ladys and to the men, who will later gain the ken. So the cycle round it goes, bringing pain or joy to those who can live and love and be part of Gods' great symphony. Some say there are those too old to remain part of the fold; they have lived long past the day they can't be part of the play. I don't know if this is true, long as eyes can observe you. Feelings run so deep and pure, don't think age is part the cure. For a fever still can be caused by sexy sensual thee. Lady always has the right to give a nod or treat as blight. Man can ask and sit and pray hoping to him she will say, I think I can still have pride if we go and share the ride. Then they two will take their place in the cycle of the human race.

Can It Get Any Better?
What a night I felt so happy and I was at work (Like those two go together ) But i got some of the best text messages you could ever have from the most beutifull woman in the world. Made my night even though I could not hear her voice or see her. I could in my mind.. And that meantthe world to me. I can not wait to see her or talk to her again. Even if it is for a minute it would last a life time. I know it will be awhile before this happens but you can pray and dream right? Even if it only for a minute it would last a lifetime....

Reborn
It’s like being reborn each and every day when your life is defined to the point that it becomes self evident. The things we cherish and take pride in are the things that keep us going and help us endure life’s unbearable charms. BY MICHAEL COBURN

Please Read
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R. My nurse friend sent this and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously.. Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall. She assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .....she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die, they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute

What Cereal Are You?
What Kind of Cereal Are You?You're Cocoa PuffsYou've got that contagious level of energy that just drives people ''cuckoo.'' You're always ready to party and you can get pretty wild, which is fun for people around you, but it gets old (and soggy) soon. You need to know how to be more than just the wacky one amongst your group of friends and it'll only deepen your relationships with people. Myspace Quizzes

Melodic Tendencies
Eloquence Silver tongued so she speaks Rhetorical How persuasive she can be Dictative She's the creator of the dreams Devious With her reckless mischief ~ Illusions It only seems to be Reality Is only for the weak Visions Not an imagination of the mind Lunacy Melodic tendencies all the time ~ Lyrical Words dancing in her head Madness Destiny manifest Manipulate She likes to bend the rules Foresee Fantasies oh so true ~ Cautious Foolish she is not Brutal Oh her crazy thoughts Surreptitious In an eccentric way Sublime Is the Wordsmith's way ~ Lisa '08

Club Sizzler Sucks!!!
Well the reason why i say it sucks ..its cause I got banned from it and from what reason???? I dont know why!!! and as for Celtic Pride he luvs to banned people from his club!!! He doesnt want any men in his club ONLY women cause hes a freakin control freak womanizing pig from HELL !!!

Special Requests On Stories
I am now getting guys requesting that I write a special story just for them that includes the two of us as the main characters of the original story and that I read it and record it on a CD and offer those for sale to guys on my new web site. Is that something that would interest any of my friends here? Check out my Adult Bedtime Stories web site at http://adultbedtimestories.tripod.com 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

In A Lifetime
Everything i thought i knew is slipping away Times are changing, I want them to stay As they are, No future just now For once i'm at peace, but fate doesn't allow Me to be stable and normal (not that i ever was) But i still want this place (no loss) To be mine forever, these people i know Want to be with me, not just for show. I am over-reaching, of this i agree But i want people to notice, people to see That i never want change, i'm happy as things are No kick in the teeth, no permanent scar Just peace and tranquillity and know who i am Instead of constant motion, my being a sham: I'm gonna get EMO, it's always the case I just want to know whether this is my place.

Not Your Ordinary Day Of Shopping
Black Friday is supposed to be a day of fighting off strangers for the items you would like to purchase. My Black Friday was a little bit different then that. It started out as a normal work day. I went to work, I left early, around 1. Went to the bank to cash my check for my weekend of shopping, then home to clean my room and get ready to go to the movies with JoAnne and her family. The movie was great and very funny. Movie ended and I hopped into JoAnne's car, and we headed to the mall for some super shopping at the Harford Mall. We left Regal and made the left onto Tollgate RD., the light at Tollgate and 24 was backed up. We took Tollgate up to Wheel RD, where we proceeded to make a left onto 24. If you are familiar with this intersection, you would know there is no turn light if you are traveling on Wheel RD., so making a left is almost impossible. We were in the middle of the intersection and the man who was making a left on the other side of Wheel RD. towards Edgewood flashed his

Helppppppppppp
Let's show them mad love rate 100 pics or send 1 bling & I'll make you a morph rate them both for 2 morphs lets level their sexy asses! robisue ♥ ~•Crazy_Canadian_Angel_4ever_O.~ ♥ Please help!! Message Unbreakable when you are done

Missing - Reachelle Smith - May 16, 2008 Marks 2 Long Years
The poem at the end was written by JMK on 10/25/2007 Reachelle listens to the nickname "Peanut" The last time the family saw Peanut, she was 3. This year Reachelle will be 6. No words can describe how the family still aches for their Peanut to be brought home. Peanut's family asks that if there is anyone who might think they saw her, know they saw her or anything, to please, come forward. Contact the Minot Police Department at (701)340-0998. Any and all help is greatly appreciated to help bring Peanut home. Most of the pictures are from: http://www.myspace.com/bringreachellehome and the rest from news pages. The song can be downloaded free from: http://play.rhapsody.com

Still Sick
OK PPL STILL SICK AS HELL!! THIS SHIT FUCK'N SUCKS!! I CAN'T HARDLEY BREATHE!! Dr says it's bronchotis, but i think it's fucking pneumonia!! Anyway, hope all is well and i'll try to be back on regularly soon. I'll try to keep everyone posted. Leave me some lovins!!

Lee Roy Mercer W/ Tony Stewart - Prelude To The Dream - Live On Hbo Pay-per-view
Click the pic to view video Promos for this year's event and highlights from last year's.A supernova of racing talent will again descend upon the Field of Dreams that is Eldora Speedway in Rossburg, Ohio on June 4th when the dirt that made champions out of A.J. Foyt and Mario Andretti plays host to today's racing stars at the fourth annual Old Spice Prelude to the Dream. And for those not lucky enough to grab a seat for the dirt late model race featuring over 25 world renowned drivers as they battle for dirt supremacy, HBO Pay-Per-View will present the event live to the entire nation. Proceeds from this telecast will support construction of Victory Junction Gang Camp II in Kansas City, as well as the Tony Stewart Foundation.The all-star race will feature such racing icons as Tony Stewart, Kasey Kahne, Kyle Busch, Jeff Gordon, Jimmie Johnson, Carl Edwards, Kevin Harvick, Matt Kenseth, Mark Martin, Denny Hamlin, Bobby Labonte and more. All will pilot 2,300-pound dirt late model stock car

Arbitrary
The arbitrary begining fading into the endless night. The unlinited dawn turning into the forgotten life. The sound of severed hands clapping over the death of a beloved tyrant. Justice served and a hero lost to the winds. The defeted villian that had a crushing victory over nothing. The ruler of a kingdom long past and destined to rise again. Perseverance over all. Reverance unto nothing. What is done is not to be. What is to be is not done. Unheard are the screams of billions that died long ago. To listen and not hear. To speak and say nothing. Visions of visions. Light blends and bends into the heart of the wandering soul. Taunted by darkness and holding ground. Truthful lies told to no one. A heart held in vain. Love lost before it was ever found. The quiet hold no secrets, yet the secrets are there. Waiting for the one who will never come. More than everything and nothing, and less than you and I. Somewhere in the void is a light and a path to somewhere beautiful and ugly all at o

Friends
I know your there ,i know it hurts but i am with u Never could i turn my back ,never give up my hearts hears your call why did you choose this again,why succumb You are stronger then you realize This is killing me,this is heartache how can you still have control I will be there when u call,i will make u believe i will open the door and release you NO MORE FRIENDS

Saints Or Sacred Figures
Saints and other sacred human figures in our dreams often appear as heralds of benevolence or as the morality police. While many times these are positive dream experiences, the dreams can also leave a feeling that perhaps you are not doing all you can to be an agent of good in the world. The dream may be inspiration to involve yourself in a particular cause through hands-on work or financial donations. The moral side of the dream is often a judgment on current lifestyle choices. When your psyche is in conflict between the desires of the id and the restraint of the superego, the superego can marshal symbols of judgment to strengthen its position. Often these will arrive under very peculiar circumstances. A dream of sexual desire may suddenly find the object of its desire cloaked in the garb of a priest, pastor, rabbi, policeman, or a particularly strict third-grade teacher you may have had. If a saintly figure in your dream suddenly turns into a demon of some sort, or begins to reso

I Guess This Is A Little About Me
I guess since this is a social web site I'd try and be social.I guess first off I sould say that I am very married and also love my wife very much. She can be a bitch sometime but i am an ass hole some too ,so it works itself out. I can be a perv some time ok most of the time. Its fubar most here are pervs to some extent thats why we all flock together oh well if i ever offend ya hit that little block button , I dont really give a shit. I come her for more than one reason I love rating pics even the nsfw pics even though you get no points i want you to know i was there. I have met a lot of interesting people and enjoy meeting new people and this seems to be a pretty decent outlet for meet and greet.I like the game aspect dont know why i just know i cant wait to level and the next level will never be enough I'll need just one more then I can take a break. Maybe I need to step away from the FUBAR pipe na i can quit anytime want I just dont want to right now. The most important reason is

Family
My mom, stepdad, and stepmom cant put their problems aside to help my 14yr old sister, and 2 make matters worse im caught in the middle, its drivin me nuts, and i cant say anythin cause it will start an even bigger fight and i dont have the time for it

A Mother's Love (shawn)
I wrapped him up in a blanket a kissed him on the forehead,wiped his tears,and nursed him. I set by his bed,snuggled him in tight and read him about gobblins one of his favorites.I watch him walked to me for the first time,and cried like I was the baby.I wipe his skint knees,and cuddle him close.And never stop letting him know the safety of my arms.We built a snow castle,and played for hours,and it was worth his great big smile.I seen the gleam in his eyes,so many times,but,it was always from the little things. I took him by the hand,and led him through these great big doors,and let go for the first time. And when he sat upon my bed and told me of his days event,I sniffled and cry,but told him I had something in my eye.To watch him struggle with lifes' little moments,and then accomplish all he was trying to be,made me proud.I set in a building,its blue surrounding,waiting for him to receive is diploma,and my heart beat one too many beats,for my baby boy,became a man.I remember the d

50 Dollars Is 50 Dollars
Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, 'Esther, I'd like to ride in that helicopter.' Esther always replied, 'I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars' One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, 'Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance.' To this, Esther replied, 'Morris that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars.' The pilot overheard the couple and said, 'Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and don't say a word I won't charge you a penny! But if you say one word it's fifty dollars.' Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again, but still not a word. When they landed, the pilot

So Disappointed!
I am extremely disappointed in those around me. Whether they be friends, coworkers, family, etc. I've been fundraising for the Relay for Life since March. In the past 3 months, I've collected $20.00. I've literally contacted thousands of people through emails, bulletins, phone calls, invites, blog postings, face to face contact, etc. I've collected $20.00. That is pathetic! I'm so disappointed. I've gotten sad story after sad story about this and that and the gas prices and the economy and people losing their jobs. I too am effected by ALL of these things! I am aware of what's going on in the economy today. I work with people and their money EVERY day! What sickens me is that WE all have the money to survive and live. It's ALL the money that we ALL waste! I see it every day. I work with people on budgeting and expenses. We are a country of gluttony and greed. If every one of these people would have just donated a dollar, just a dollar, I would have more than ma

Quotes
These are just sum Quotes that caught my eye in one book I have called "Think Big" Thot I shud share a few of them with yall.... -If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is. -The road to a successful relationship is always under construction. -Forgivness is the key to happiness. -Love lets the past die by moving us to a new beginning without changing the past. -Don't lead me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend. -A realationship is like a gem; it requires friction to polish it. -Negative thinking is mental malpractise. -If you don't know what direction to take, you haven't acknowledged where you are. -The best way to predict your future is to create it. -If you can't find the time to do it right the first time, when are you going to find the time to do it over? -If you and you partner always agree, one of you is unneccessary! -Therapist a

Too Much Pain, Not Enough Blood
So I took the time to tell the ass exactly how I was feeling last night. I told him how I felt he was neglecting me and the boys, and everything else I felt i needed to say to him. Did it work? No. I feel even worse now. And now I'm doing somethimg I haven't done in years.

Ace Made This Bully For Me I Own Him Lol
MEET MY NEW FU OWNER TSISQUO'GA. She's sexy, sweet, and my Cherokee God Mama. Stop by and show her some love. click the link below ~Cherokee God Mama ¢¾ Owner Of Club F.A.R. Founder of Native American Pride* d.s.c. Brought to you by ♠Ace♠of Spades CLUB FAR Mémoire™ Bdy.guard Owned by Nay-Nay & Tsisquo'ga (repost of original by '♠Ace♠of Spades CLUB FAR Mémoire™ Bdy.guard Owned by Nay-Nay & Tsisquo'ga' on '2008-06-02 21:09:04')

Free Fubux!!!!!
WOW ARE YOU KIDDING ME? IM GIVING AWAY 10,000 FUBUCKS FOR JUST A HUNDRED COMMENTS! SEEMS I CANT GET ANY HELP UNLESS I PAY SO HERE IT IS! THATS MY OFFER! I NEED YOUR HELP IN A BAD WAY! I NEED 45,000 COMMENTS TO WIN MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR, SO PLEASE STOP BY THE PIC BELOW AND DROP ME AT LEAST 100 COMMENTS. WHEN YOU GET DONE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, SO I CAN GET YOU 10,000 FUBUCKS RICHER! THATS NOT HARD TO DO! SHOW SOME FUBAR LOVE! **goin4broke**~proud~MOMMY~of 2~'s baby daddy and r/l lover *F/A/R me, I'll return the luv*@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-06-05 06:30:05')

A Copy Tribulisation. All Writes Not Reserved It Seems.
What a time it has been. I have been doing invoices, posting packets; well I have done the latter before but not in freshly pressed and dressed Jiffy bags. The latter arrived this morning just in time for me to despatch the ordered book to Mrs. S. The horrorscoopers told me to look at the small things and not the big picture and I suppose raising an invoice is a small time thing. It has to be about 15 years since I last got paid for physically raising a dead invoice rather than a live computer generated one. First of all I had to make it up as I went along and then he who knows all came along to jig it about. He did not tell me he had set the printing area in between certain cells so I was not amused having re-jigged it when a lot of it did not print out. I digress. I phoned Charles about his review and was told he had retired. Well, I forgot that so had to ask someone else if it was ok to copy it to send on to my marketing manager. Yes, we are doing really well here. I

Understanding Love
Perhaps we'll never understand each other. Loving doesn't mean that we agree. If that were so, then I would say, why bother? But there are things I know I'll never see. I'm sure your heart knows what I don't yet know: The pain of loving a reluctant one; The anger, coming fast and building slow, Of being helpless to control someone. You want only that I grow up right, But you know what right is, and I still don't. I have to learn to wield my inner light, And if I follow yours, well, then I won't. I'm sorry for the anger in the air; Though we fight, my love is always there.

Update On My Father
Update on my father It's not as good as we hoped it would be My father went to the doctors today he found out that he has a bad heart, he has cancer, the doctor told him there is nothing more that they can do for him. He is moreless a deadman walking. i may not agree with what my father does or did but he is my father and i do care. so please say a prayer for him ..Thanks