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Mfkn Redd's blog: "Rants and raves"

created on 07/21/2007  |  http://fubar.com/rants-and-raves/b105707
As some of you know, Blitzed Out had a falling. Things were going good for some time, had a great membership in our lounge.. and alot of people.. But one day, Fubar decided to do a change in the Lounges, and force all the lounges to create new ones. It was that moment in time, when alot of places ended up going into a downward spiral of death, Although, i do not regret the merge with Wet n Wild, because for a while, it was going awesome, The merging from the old lounges to the new (so called) improved lounges.. fucked everything up. A couple weeks ago, i decided i needed to back down from ownership of the lounge. Because i was losing sleep, my health conditions weren't improving along with alot of other stuff that only a few select people know about. Although, i did back down from ownership, I was still helping out here and there, especially with the website, and a few other things. I had left ownership to Kristy, Dess, and tags. Most of all, everything pretty much fell in the hands of Kristy. in which, i felt bad for that. and i deeply appologize. She there for, just yesterday, decided she needed a break as well.. But i was my understanding that she was gonna close everything down, and just merge with another lounge with 2 other people. (and no, i do not, hate them, and i have no problems with them).. But with those thoughts in my mind, i did freak out, and say some shit that i shouldnt' have said. And it wasn't till today, that i actually got to talk with kristy aka pounce, that i found out what was truly going on, and why. I deeply regret the things i have said, and for those who are still standing side by side with me, I encourage all other talks about this, to be done and over with. Kristy and i now have an understanding about things, and everything is now in the past. We both need to tend to our families, and our health, and not be losing any sleep over anything.. because well.. this is a fucking internet site, and yes, we fell victim to its evilish ways. I do thank those though, who did work for blitz, and wet n wild, and all ofthe Wildin Out Crew. You all did a great job, regardless of how things turned out. From this day forward, Blitz and Wildin Out Should not be remembered as the Tower that fell, but should be remembered as a place that didn't go down without a fight. Alot of friends have been made in blitz.. always remember that.. and for those who didn't get to see pounces blog.. here it is... ------------------------------------------------ Ok so for some of you who don't know I used to be an owner in Blitzed out. I decided to stop for a few reasons.. The primary reason being for myself. For this I have been called a backstabber and well I guess that would seem right to some who like to look at a one sided argument. The simple fact of the matter is that I need a break from owning.. any kind of responsibility so I can get my stuff back on track. Did anyone ever bother to ask that? No.. what always mattered what was going on with them.. I'd be there to listen and help people.. So why is it now that I'm a backstabber? Because I'm friends with certain people my friends may not like and the path that I chose was to do my own thing versus trying to keep all my broken family together like I always did? Because I chose option B and chose to do not what everyone else was doing? Well fuck that I'm not going to the lounge "everyone" is in just because its a busy lounge.. I'm not responsible for what everyone else does and I'm tired of shit always falling on my shoulders. Redd you should take responsibility for your actions as well because you weren't the only one stabbed in the back.. I was stabbed in the back the day you stepped down and I was left to run a lounge that me and my friends were trying to put back together. And was that fair to any of us? NO it wasn't.. because when we merged with you we were trying to help you so you didn't quit. But then what happens you walked out on us first.. Yeah you were there here and there but going to another lounge to dj to get your name out there? How's that gonna help any of us.. I don't see how and I never will.. So my question is.. WHY is it not ok for me to have enough? Oh right.. "Pookie" is supposed to have all the answers.. Pouncy can handle it she has nothing else going on in her life. Well guess what? I made the decision for me so whoever thinks it was for other reasons needs to get their head out of their asses and try to see things from my perspective for once.. If you guys even knew how much sleep I lost over all of this you'd quit running your mouths completely. I've done this for a long time and I want to say that deciding to quit was NOT an easy decision for me and yes it does hurt like hell. I'm still going to be around and for those of you who still wanna talk to me and know and are grown up enough to know that I've always been here for all of my friends... feel free to chat.. but for those of you who are knockin me for deciding to take my own path.. I guess I figured out you never really were my true friends to begin with and you can just remove me from your lists/lives/memories whatever pretend i never existed because I will be doing the same. And for my friends who have always been there aka my wildin out friends from the beginning meaning my BEST friend in the entire world Dess, my baby Tagsy, Kitten, Grinch, Lodown, Shock, Narly,Tommy, Katie, Tarin, Becky(aka Mistress) and to my new extended family Romie,Lucky,Kelly,Klyde,Punkie, Dani, MIA, Leigha, Pumpkin, Bounty and whoever else I may have left out I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH and TY TY TY for being my REAL friends. It means alot to me and I know we will all be friends for life and this isn't the end of the journey we all took together as freinds just a new one. I'm sorry I don't have the strength to keep going as an owner. To everyone I'm sorry for that even if you are talkin mad shit about me. I can't do it anymore. My patience for it has run out the luster is gone and I just want to have fun again and come here to enjoy myself and for a long time now.. I haven't because theres always been some kind of drama to deal with. Well this chick is NOT gonna do it anymore... I'm sorry I'm done.. So there it is.. my official explanation take it or leave it.. If you're still wanting to talk to me after this cool if not thats cool too I wish everyone the best in what they do and hope that you all get what you want out of life Love always, Kristy (aka dj pounce or pookie)
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