I go through life always hoping and thinking things can only get better with every turn i take. This doesn't always happen of course. Everytime i think that life has finally turned up for me i find that something has to happen to screw it all up. All we can do is live life day to day. Every night i hope and pray that things will finally change and go my way. Why do things always have to be hard? When will those who go through all the rough paths that life takes us finally get the breaks? Day by day the nights grow longer. Hour by hour every thing seems to turn sour. All i want is to be happy and have that one person to share it with. I thought that i finally found that one person that i could do that with. Things have been great and i thought that this time i was on the winning hand. But as we all know what goes up must come down and it did and landed hard on my heart. My heart has been hurt so many times before you think it would go numb but with each hit it takes it hurts just like the first. My heart cant take much more of the pain. Why do i always let my self fall this i will explain. Some say im to trusting, some say too sweet, I say im too sensitive and eager to please. I fall too fast this ill admit but no im just plain getting tired of it. How will this happen how will it end? Will he still choose me or is it the end? Do i love him already? the answer is yes! But this i know life goes on ready or not ill still try to go with the flow!
