ever feel lost in your head at times to the point you feel like the world is spinning around you so fast you cant be live the time date or how fast the year has flown by?
Well thats how i been feeling the past few months with life, so many things going on and around my life, this year just kinda flew right by me, i cant be live its already Nov.
I mean its not a bad thing really since my b/f will be going to school in less then 3 months, but man im 26 already, hell i remember my 21 b day like it was yesterday, but also i have grown up a lot and changed for the good, 5 years from to day i was alone single,had moved back in with my mom and dad had a car payment, had no money saved, just started a new job i thought was to hard for me to handle, was still very depresed over my ex and well just pissed alot of my time and money away.
But now im 26 been at my job almost over 5 years, i have a great man in my life that i so cant wait to get married to some day!!
My car is paid off, my car insuince is no where near as high as it was be for, i slowed down on the drinking big time, i still smoke but then agin every one has a vice or two right?
i just now finaly fill like im moveing forword in my life for once and not standing still waiting for something or someone to come and make me move or push me down where i have to get up and try agin.
I so want kids and a home of our own some day, and well theres not much more i could really want, so i guess i have come along way in the past 5 years.
Wow what a ride:)
