You put a darkness in my soul that lives within me everyday, from here until eternity. I have rage, hurt, anger, pain, mistrust, and thrist for revenge. As much as I hurt I want you to hurt more. Everything you took from me, I want to take from you and then more. Vegence will be mine. Vegence and wrath will rain on you and all around you. I release myself from all who care for me, I release myself from all that i love. Hatred has turned my heart cold and black. Never again will I let anyone in nor will anyone come close. Run, run, far away from me for I am tainted!
This was my feelings 6 months ago. I told Kyla to leave me alone, get away from me,I told her that I didnt love her or her kids anymore,I wanted her to hurt,so she wouldnt be here to be burdened with my pain. I even told her I hated her just to get her to leave. But, she told me that she loved me more and would never leave me.
I never believed anyone before until her and she made me believe because she never left my side. I was horrible to this woman and she stood her ground and is still her today. It's nice to know that there are still caring and loving people in the world. When you find yours never take them forgranted!
