Sexy Blonde's blog: "My thoughts ...."

So many times people only see the physical beauty. To some that's all that matters. But, to meet someone and know that they are beautiful inside is a rare, yet special thing to find. For it is that beauty that makes you happy, just to see that beautiful smile, or to see the way their eyes light up. To know that when they love you, it's real it's pure. When you have a beauty within, you see people not on the physical, but on an emotional level. When you hurt they hurt with you. When you have joy, they have joy with you. That beauty helps them understand the need to love completely, with their whole heart. To alot of us (myself included) we have that need to be intimate. Sure that closeness can never be replace. But, I'd much rather have that emotional bond to know that when the physical isnt possible, the beauty they care within gives them the will to stay true and focused on you. Alot of people feel that internet dating is bullshit, and use to be one of those people. Not anymore! My best friend the love of my life lives over 2500 miles away, yet we have maintained our relationship, through every obsticale and hardship known to us so far. Through trust, understand and willingness to do so. Never give up on the one that is willing to give up there all for you. Because self sacracfise is the act of true love.
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You put a darkness in my soul that lives within me everyday, from here until eternity. I have rage, hurt, anger, pain, mistrust, and thrist for revenge. As much as I hurt I want you to hurt more. Everything you took from me, I want to take from you and then more. Vegence will be mine. Vegence and wrath will rain on you and all around you. I release myself from all who care for me, I release myself from all that i love. Hatred has turned my heart cold and black. Never again will I let anyone in nor will anyone come close. Run, run, far away from me for I am tainted! This was my feelings 6 months ago. I told Kyla to leave me alone, get away from me,I told her that I didnt love her or her kids anymore,I wanted her to hurt,so she wouldnt be here to be burdened with my pain. I even told her I hated her just to get her to leave. But, she told me that she loved me more and would never leave me. I never believed anyone before until her and she made me believe because she never left my side. I was horrible to this woman and she stood her ground and is still her today. It's nice to know that there are still caring and loving people in the world. When you find yours never take them forgranted!