I just want to sit and cry
I just want to ball up and die
I hate the way you've made me feel
I can't take this way I always feel
I hate the way you think of me
I hate the way that I think of you!
I hate the fact that you came back
I hate the way I think of me
I hate this life
I hate this world
I hate that you are here
I hate that you are not
I see the way you look at me
I feel the way you see
I see the things you say about me
I feel the way you seethe
I hate the things that have happened
I hate the things yet to come
I hate the way you think of me
I hate what you've become!
I know you will never see these things
I know I am saying this to myself
I know you will never really be there
I know it's just a hopeless cause
I need to get these things out of me
I need to make you see
I need to get this out of my head
I need to make this be
I no longer want to think of you
I no longer want to see
I no longer want to wish for you
By now you are dead to me!
