this ones actually came out better than i hoped
Life:
Life is beautiful, but shes beyond the door which i havent the key for. I look through the peep hole and see the world outside, as im stuck in my dark room. In life we are stuck in rooms, its up to us to unlock the doors, and which doors we go through. Sometimes i feel as if ive used my keys on the wrong doors in life. You dont get an unlimited amount, you gotta earn these keys. There is no simple task to gain a key either, usually theres sacrafices to be made to gain a key. But, unfotunatly for me, ive used my keys to unlock the black doors in my life. I didnt take advantage of wha i had infront of me, i didnt see what i really wanted. All i ever wanted was to be happy, was to have the nice things in life. I wante what everyone else had, but i didnt see what they had until i lost the chance to gain it. Now i stare out the locked door, as she stands on the other end. Just like a visitor, she knocks, and if the doors unopened, she leaves. She walks out the door, never to be gazed upon again, ive lost my chance, i have no more keys. I now lay in my room awaiting the chance to earn it back, i know it wount be the same as if i chose that door first. Theres something else now beyond this door, something dark and clouded, i cant see whats in store for me. Life is beautiful behind this door, yet its unavailable to me for as long as i dont weild the power to turn the lock. Ive lost my will, my way, my light. The truth is, ive givin up on her, ive givin up on the happiness i once thought i could have. Its gone, that door to me ramians locked and i have no timeframe for it to open. Life is beautiful beyond the door i cannot open.
