You say to your self,
stop this,
I won't go back there again,
and knock on the door.
Don't look in the windows,
you know how you are
in there,
close your eyes,
pretend you were never there.
All evidence to the contrary,
call your self a liar,
don't go back for that,
not again,
again,
again,
again.
This sort of behavior could be looked on as addiction,
it does break one down,
as you put you hand on the handle of that door,
close you eyes,
and open.
