I wasnt the one who made the phone call. I wasnt the one who talked the early morning whispers of fantasy. I am the one with the new life and a restraining order. But hey...I tried. I tried to warn, to listen, then to step back and let him have the room to hang himself cause he wouldnt listen. And when something went wrong I reach out to comfort and show i care...and i get my hand bitten for my effort. I get cyber attention whores who think they know me talkin shit. I get betrayed for sharing a single feeling with someone i was trying to be a friend too. on his terms. Well no more. I dont have time for this bullshit. yes we had a son together. But LArry has never so much as supported his son with a dime and I guess I only fooled myself he would ever be there as a father for him. So Im done. I will not try to maintain any relationship so that one day larry can contact his son. I dont care about the bail money i spent to get larry out of jail. I dont care what happenes to him anymore. Im done saving him. Want him....?? have him. I feel badly for his wife. I dont know how she has put up with him, but then i feel she is the stupidest person on earth too....just for taking it sooo long. I cant do it anymore. I reached out for the last time. Im not here anymore. I couldnt make enough time for him again and he got mad... Im gone. You have hurt me for no reason for the last time. I have moved on.There is someone here to be the man you arnt....someone to be the father you could never imagine being...we are a family. I have what ive always wanted. And i feel soooo sorry for you. But i cant let you tear my life apart anymore. The song might make me cry...but it doesnt mean Ill take you back. Soon ill replace all the bad shit between us with new shiny happy memories made with my family. Enjoy your lonely road... its you who created it...
