This Sunday marks the 2nd anniversary of my brothers death, it seems like just yesterday that he was here. It is so hard to believe that this much time has passed and I still have a hard time dealing with this. So much goes on in this month that brings so much memory, good and bad to me, about Bob.
He was a year younger than me and our birthdays were just 5 days apart.He died the 13th of April of 06, that day was Good Thursday, Easter was that Sunday. His passing as also 6 days before my birthday and 11 days before his 49th.I celebrated my 50th birthday by doing his Eulogy, I don't think I can ever get passed that.
He was my go to when i needed someone to talk to, when i needed help and an ear to listen he was always there. He was like an older brother, though he was younger. I could always depend on him, damn I miss that and could use his wisdom and thoughts on things going on in my life now. Sometimes I feel like a boat with out an oar and not able to go anywhere. I sure hope this passes soon cause it sure is not how I like to be..
