What do I want out of life?
I want my kids to grow up confident and self assured
to have them be loving caring people who show the world they are someone very special.
I love with everything I have and expect nothing in return except be loved back the same way.
I want the man in my life to love me unconditionally and to be the first thing he thinks of when he wakes up in the morning and the last thing he thinks of at night.
And to be thought of thru out the day.
I want a man to put my needs and wants above his own.
Not because you have too but because you want too.
To be treated with dignity, respect and love at all times.
To not be made to feel as if I only exists when they have the time for me.
Though I may not admit it I do want a modern day Prince.
I want the little things in life that most forget to take time to see.
I am strong yet I need a safe place to fall when I am tired and can’t be strong anymore.
I want someone that is my equal yet different.
Strong, loving, caring, confident, selfless, independent, with dignity and self respect, that has goals and ambition to reach your goals, opens doors for me, holds my hand, holds me when I cry and let me know that this too shall pass, shows me that I am his everything.
I guess most would say that I want it all.
I do! Because I give my all and I deserve to be loved back the same way.
I have been blind in the past and gave up a lot of who I was chasing a dream that never was.
I fooled myself thinking “someday” maybe he will be able to give me what I give him and be able to see who he truly has been and what he has done to me. But that takes a strong person to take a good deep look into the mirror and their soul to see that they have not been a good person.
I know I did that and did not like what I saw coming from me. So I made choices to make me who I am today.
I have found myself again and will not “settle” for less than what I deserve
