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Im Scared Now But I Look To The Heaven, Jesus Loves Me , Always Has.
My friend was right, Jesus loves us and we must let go of all erthly thigs now. I am only human, This is my doing, No anyone else to blame. God know ,s ,I know . I not gona get depressed ,to do anything . Ive been thru sucuides befere . God brought me back for a real purpose in life . I wandered away a bit but , now I trully Have to make myself right with My Lord...he isnt ready to take me home . I just wish he was, but i cant go unless he calls me there . it . I will be ok...Im use to being alone , but im not alone My God is here , my friends are here too. ty all. hugs God bless you all. diana

Disappointing My Dad (for The Billionth Time)
So its Saturday..from Wed on this week has been kinda great, then really crappy then amazing..then suck ass. Wednesday my sister calls to say hey "are you going to the Suns game?" ::ears perk:: "suns...when????" and she is like oh with dad blah blah blah but we'll have to go meet him to eat dinner first..well great, I hadn't seen my dad in awhile..since he's too busy for me, so I'm like "Sweet lets do it!" Well we are eating dinner & talking about guns..weird I know, and I'm like "oh yeah I'm gonna learn how to shoot soon" my dad was like "haha yeah right who'll let you use a gun or even teach you" & my sister goes "OH YEAH so she can use it when she joins the coast guard!!!!!" I'm like..."fucking A KIRA!" and she just does that haha your in big shit so the heat will be of of me forever & ever smile...and i'm like "i'll fuck you up soon" my dad turns around gives me THE WORST look I've ever gotten my ENTIRE life...and says "what?" I'm like "Yup dad I'm joining up" and then he goes

Karaoke Time With J.t And T.i
My Love lyrics Include this widget that scrolls the my love lyrics in your blog, profile, myspace, or facebook by copy-pasting the HTML code below: Justin Timberlake - My Love lyrics Lyrics: Justin Timberlake - My Love lyrics Album: FutureSex/LoveSounds Justin Timberlake Ringtones tip! Watch Music Video hot! Featuring T.I. If I wrote you a symphony Just to say how much you mean to me What would you do If I told you you were beautiful Would you page me on the regular Tell me would you Well baby I've been around the world But I aint seen myself another girl Like you This ring here represents my heart But there is just one thing I need from you Saying I do Because, I can see us holding hands Walking on the beach our toes in the sand I can see us in the country side Sitting in the grass laying side by side You can be my baby Gonna make you my lady Girl you amaze me Ain't gotta do nothin crazy See all I want you to do is be my love My

Life Is In The Shitter
My knee relapsed, I feel like I have lost my girlfriend, and if my knee is fully relapsing I have to have surgery. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck cunt shit fuck

What's Important
I sit here with my son a few feet away, watching him play on xbox with his friends. We just got back from watching a movie. Anyone who knows me, knows when he is not here, I hurt. I hurt a lot. And when he is here, everything changes. I feel like I have a purpose. I had a rough week. A week that left me questioning a lot of things, a week that left me with doubts, a week that made realize some things need to change. But, you know, tonight none of what happened this week matters. Any hurt is gone, the doubts don't matter, the changes can wait. Really I need to remember that every day. All that matters to me, is my son and being a good father to him. I could lose everything else in life, and as long as I have him, everything will be fine.

Lounge
Everyone!! Please come check out my friends new lounge!! Low Riders 80's music Lounge!! Hes a nice guy!! WE have fun in there great music to listen!! meet new people!! Please come and check out his lounge join stay hang out relax and have fun with us in the Low Riders 80's Lounge!! Sweetlips

Dj Attitude's Bf Is A Psychopath...
Lenny (11/25/2007 8:17:14 PM): ? Lenny (11/25/2007 8:17:59 PM): "Stalkers beware, BF Here!"..... What??? lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:18:45 PM): yes, stalker, that mmessage was for u, this is stacys bf, i am asking u very nicely one time to leave her the fuck alone, after this, i will not be so nice. thank you and have a nice day Lenny (11/25/2007 8:19:00 PM): huh?? lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:19:12 PM): can u read? Lenny (11/25/2007 8:19:24 PM): I am not stalking Stacy... lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:19:55 PM): well i say u are, and so does she, take her name off ur list and out of your phonebook, bye, stalker Lenny (11/25/2007 8:20:20 PM): Stacy wouldnt say that... HACKER. Lenny (11/25/2007 8:20:37 PM): Why did you hack into her Yahoo for, you asshole? Lenny (11/25/2007 8:20:58 PM): What did she ever do to you? lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:21:24 PM): actually, dickhead ill go on cam for u if u want, im not a hacker, im at her house, and shes sitting right next to m

What Size Condoms Do You Need??
Straight out of the Bullies and into the Blogs.... A man was in a long line at Walmart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, 'What size condoms?' The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, 'One box of large condoms, Register 5.' The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, 'One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5.' A few customers b

Oral
The sensations vary depending on the angle at which you approach the clitoris. Going in from the side gives lots of scope to stimulate the whole of the clitoris rather than focussing on the tip, which may be good if she's sensitive. Your chin will also rub against her mons in this position, which may add more pleasure. She may like lying on her back while you lie between her legs as this gives easy access to the clit and vagina. If she sits on your face, you can get your tongue deeper inside her – but don't ignore that clit. And you can even approach from behind, reaching her vagina from an entirely different angle while your fingers work their magic. Which leads nicely to… Take a different approach …use your hands Just because it's called oral sex, it doesn't mean you can only use your tongue and lips. Add a finger or too so that you can stimulate her G-spot while your tongue is on her clit. …and all your oral prowess Using the soft underside of your lips to

Ladies Who Disappear
Greetings. I use humor to bring out the happier side of online friendships as we all know this is a difficult situation. Although I write many things to you fubar women to draw attentions to all that is good about this Lifestyle... There are too many judges and no convicts nor guilty while we first get better acquainted. Time is what this takes not criticism or rapid decisions before anything serious has been discussed. Confusion is a way of life... nobody knows more and no one decides who knows less. Experience is what I have to offer and it is the only Guidance I provide to you. I am finding it troublesome here on fubar that so many women offer Me their messenger ID to add so that we can talk more privately and with greater ease than is possible with the shout box... Only to become angered or resentful that I am not like other males they find while searching online such as here inside fubar. READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU PROVIDE MESSENGER INFO ONLY TO DROP OUT OF SIGHT BECAUSE

True Love
true love is when someone holds on to you through good and bad true love is someone that loves ya no matter what true love is when your spouse knows your wrong but doesn't argue with ya true love is someone like us dancing under the moon after every thing we've been through true love is when they don't hit you even when there going through a lot this is true love

Nothing Could Be More Perfectly Said
Now I'm not one to just blog for the hell of it and I'm in one of those FUK IT moods again. Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For November 26,2007 Try not to over think the problems facing you at home -- just deal with them and move on. They aren't going to get any more complicated, but you do need to make sure they are dealt with quickly. NOTHING COULD BE MORE PERFECTLY SAID.

Raising The Hairs On Your Neck
Blowing is something, The shadows know not Its rather quite different Not easily forgot And its floating on down And its flying the same Down to the ground And its growing a name But its nothing we know Its happy yet sad Its landing on earth Yet making them mad To those who are knowing And those who do not It never really known if its easily forgot And you cant hold it close if its too far away If its even agreed that theres no need to stay All Im saying is this You cant wait and wonder When its all coming down Theres no time to squander Yet theres something in it that can easily break Its a dog chasing squirrels or a swan in a lake And when its gone No one will know Alaska's beautiful...under the snow

I Walk Alone
Who am I, And what do I do? I'm a helper of souls, I'm a helper for you. I travel around, I find who is sad, I do what is needed, And in the end they leave glad. But poor lil I, Who's ever there for me?, When ever Im down, Theres no on to see. For I walk alone, And carry the sin, Of each one I help, An the battles I win. But I carry on, And a loner I stay, Its hard to be me, But I wouldn't have it any other way.

Cherished Friends
Cherished Friends God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you! g.w2007

Ten Thousand Fists Faq
DISTURBED RELEASED "TEN THOUSAND FISTS" ON SEPTEMBER 20, 2005. THEME? RIGHT FROM DAVID HIMSELF: "STRENGTH, POWER, UNITY, AND DEFIANCE." “There’s true substance, true passion, true emotion and relevancy to all of these songs,” explains DAVID. “And it’s an interesting record, in that it seems to really effectively fuse elements from our last two records, like the aggression and darkness of the first, with the more melodic and complex nature of the second.” True to his word, TEN THOUSAND FISTS (Reprise) is that rare hard rock album that exists purely in the now, with lyrics that are influenced by both the state of the world and by inter-personal relationships at the midpoint of the decade, and powered by riffs, beats and solos that sear with the fury of the best rock and roll. TEN THOUSAND FISTS boasts a cover by wildly-popular comics artist Todd McFarlane (creator of Spawn), and is spearheaded by the radio tracks “Stricken” and “Guarded.” DONEGAN’s willingness to stre

The Worth Of A Womam
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail

24 Year Old Nfl Star Passes Away
NFL STAR SEAN TAYLOR DIES FROM GUNSHOT WOUND MIAMI (AP) -- Washington Redskins safety Sean Taylor died early Tuesday, a day after the Pro Bowl player was shot at home by what police say was an intruder. He was 24. Family friend Richard Sharpstein said Taylor's father told him the news around 5:30 a.m. "His father called and said he was with Christ and he cried and thanked me," said Sharpstein, Taylor's former lawyer. "It's a tremendously sad and unnecessary event. He was a wonderful, humble, talented young man, and had a huge life in front of him. Obviously God had other plans." Taylor died at Jackson Memorial Hospital, where he had been airlifted after the shooting early Monday, Sharpstein said. Two carloads of mourners, including Taylor's father, arrived at the house Tuesday morning. They remained inside and did not speak to reporters. A single bouquet of flowers was left by a palm tree just outside a front gate. Beside the mailbox, an untouched newspaper lay with news of

The Locker Room - Part 2
The Locker Room - Part 2 The men were returning from the showers... a few with towels wrapped round their waists...but most with the towels around their neck or carried in their hands. They surrounded the area we were in just in time to see him trace his fingers wet with my juices over the head of his cock and then slide his cock all the way inside with one deep stroke. That one movement caused the entire team to begin shouting. He immediately started fucking my pussy with hard, deliberate strokes...each stroke slammed into me, making the lockers rattle with the rhythm of his fucking. His hands held my hips and kept me in place as he continued to ram his cock in and out of me. The increasing banging of the lockers and his mounting groans couldn’t be helped as he cum, spurting into my pussy as his now banged into me harder with each successive spasming jerk of his cock. The team went wild as the cum began to drip out over his cock from inside my pussy and he laughed as he pulled

My Succubus
Rip and tear as I pull on you hair Your shirt falls As you starts playing with my balls You sink to you knees As you ask may I please You lips slide down my shaft But only can fit half Feeling you sexy body next mine Tasting your juices as we 69 Your head slides up and down as I grab your bum You grunt and moan, finally tasting your sweet cum

Depressed 11-02-06
TODAY HAS BEEN A HARD DAY FOR ME. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM FEELING HAS TO DO WITH MY MOM OR WHAT. BEEN HAVING PANIC ATTACKS JUST ABOUT ALL DAY TODAY. THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS I HAVEN'T REALLY FELT LIKE MYSELF. IS IT MY BODY TELLING ME IT IS GETTING CLOSE FOR MY MOM TO GO HOME WITH THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WHO HAVE PAST ON BEFORE US??? I KNOW I AM DREADING THE DAY THAT SHE DOES GO. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITH OUT HER HERE ON EARTH. EACH DAY IT IS GETTING HARDER AND HARDER TO SEE MY MOM. BECAUSE EACH DAY YOU CAN TELL SHE IS SLOWY SLIPPING AWAY FROM US. HER EYES HAS NO LIFE ANYMORE. HER EYES HAVE THE DEAD LOOK IN THEM. I KNOW ONCE SHE IS GONE FROM THIS WORLD SHE WILL BE IN A WONDERFUL PLACE THAT NO ONE CAN TELL US HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS THERE. SHE WILL BE SO MUCH HAPPIER THERE. SHE WON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY, STRESS, OR ANY OF TODAY'S LIFE'S TROUBLES. I JUST PRAY TO GOD TO HELP ME THRU THIS AND GIVE ME THE STRENGTH THAT I NEED TO GET THRU THESE HA

Forbidden
Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels

Obladee
Tomorrow I fly back to Missouri. I'm looking forward to going back to work (which I'm sure I'll regret the first day I'm back.) The past couple of days have been uneventful. Highlight of today? Putting on warm clothes from the dryer then taking a nap with the puppy and one of the kitties. It was lovely. Tomorrow my grandmother wants to come with us to the airport... which is fine... as long as she's ready in time. I'm betting she won't come with. Anyways.. I'm just going to finish burning cds that Jer copied to the computer. XOXO

~~nasty Handbags ~~
: ...I never gave it a thought. HANDBAGS...I never gave it a thought. Who would have thought? Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors - then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know 'will' hurt you"! Read on...Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. Smart Mom!!!It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day."

Online Fears
Greetings. Perhaps you have read through My lengthy detailed information in the profile here... Maybe you stumbled through My blogs or My added postings to My blogs... I get this sense that you are not amongst those who frequent these online "friends maker" sites... Why would a friend maker need a site to make friends... to earn points, fubuckos, and disturb the peace of others who adventure into friend maker sites to... good gosh... Make FRIENDS!!! Oh yes, you post comments but not on My blogs nor My photographs... "Why?" because I don't permit you... that's My way of avoiding your BS. (((NOTE: the term BS does not refer to Bachelor of Science Degree))) I do permit comments on My profile. This is where you get yourself into a perdicament with this Master... "Why?" because I recognize a points grabber or a fool who wants Me to be a man they think I aught to be but My profile, blogs, and all My messages say the same thing about Me... I am Master JerryVG2 not anything a

Wanna Fuck
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

My Baby Girl
i found a new doctor for my girl but he turned out to be a real jerk why do drs think they have the rite to talk to you like you are nothing? i wanted to slit his throat so bad for the way he treated me! you know im tryin to stop my daughter from having seizures not to listen to an asshole all day! Like its not bad enogh that my daughter has these problems you know without a jerk tryin to make you feel like an ass. I dont like the fact that she has to take all these drugs in the first place. I just feel so alone in all this!

Thrash Unreal
If she wants to dance and drink all night then there’s no one that can stop her. She’s going until the house lights come up or her stomach spills onto the floor. This night is going to end when we’re damn well ready for it to be over. Worked all week long now the music is playing on our time. We do what we do to get by, and then we need a release. You get mixed up with the wrong guys. You get messed up on the wrong drugs. Sometimes the party takes you places that you didn’t really plan on going. When people see the track marks on her arms she knows what they’re thinking. She keeps on working for that minimum, as if a high school education offered any other options. They don’t know nothing about redemption. They don’t know nothing about recovery. Some people just ain't the type for marriage and family. No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie. No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to

Hey
hey all just writing this blog to say that i've got some really kick ass friends and i'm really glad for it then two people (who shall be nameless) were very rude to me yesterday and i'll say that i didnt care and still dont cause all they care about is themselves which didnt help my day yesterday, i'm doing a little better but my friend tells me that these things take time, its gonna suck but my grandma would of wanted me 2 be strong so i'm trying 2 be :) there is a memorial service on saturday, so hope everyone has a good day :)

The Serpent
In the day of the marching Israelites The power of their god Failed as he Could not save them and Even Moses turned to Lucifer for succor. His symbol was Raised up on standards And the people were saved. So shall they be again But this time They will understand The power of Lucifer.

Harder To Believe
It's hard to believe that Sarah is twenty-one months old today and Jeffrey will be five months on Sunday! I have to remind myself as a parent (you'd get the impression Martha never does, but I doubt it) that our kids are now developing their coping skills with the world around them. Minor annoyances such as Sarah kicking her boots and socks off the minute we're in the car and Jeffrey not eating when he's evidently hungry shouldn't put me off as much as they have been lately. And if I forget about it, Martha is sure to remind me -- they both want to help, Sarah especially -- that they're both toddlers! It's futile to expect a girl who's not even two to act and react as a thirty-five year old man would . . . pray with me that I'm willing to let my kids be kids and not test subjects for child-rearing. I was off from work yesterday so Sarah and Jeffrey were with me. We headed out after my sister-in-law Mary whose birthday is tomorrow wanted to run some errands before she went to wo

Cooking Dinner
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. "Well," he said, "It's what mommy calls me sometimes." The little girl screams, "Don't eat it, Don't eat it, it's an ass hole!"

The Dance
Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

My Life Lately...
Sorry I haven't been online lately anymore.... with me working at night and sleeping during the day, it's kind of hard. Plus for a few months there I was working a second job site on the weekends. Nice paychecks but it just sucks because I don't have time to talk to anyone I used to anymore. Plus I've been ignoring my house lately, so I've been trying to do some cleaning as well as getting ready for the holidays. For all of you who I did talk to and know a bit about my personal life, things are great. I couldn't ask for anything different in my life right now except to have a few more hours tacked onto everyday. But I do check my email on a daily basis. And I love to email people so if you want to, email me. I'd love to keep in touch. lillythc@yahoo.com Well much love to all and keep in touch. Ciao! Lillyth

Asking God
When I asked God for strength... He gave me some difficult situations to face... When I asked God for brain and brawn... He gave me some puzzles in life to solve... When I asked God for happinee... He showed me some unhappy people... When I asked God for wealth... He showed me how to work hard... When I asked God for a favor... He gave me soem opportunities to work upon... When I asked God for peace.. He showed me how to help others... God gave me nothing I wanted... He gave me all I needed.

Totally Nude
Twelve Irish priests were about to be ordained. The final test >was for them to line up in a straight row, totally nude, in a garden >while a sexy, beautiful, big breasted, nude model danced >before them. >Each priest had a small bell attached to his weenie, and they >were told that anyone whose bell rang when she danced in front >of them would not be ordained because he had not reached a state of >spiritual purity. >The beautiful model danced before the first candidate, with no >reaction. She proceeded down the line with the same response from >all the priests until she got to the final priest, Timmy. Poor Timmy. >As she danced, his bell began to ring so loudly that it flew >off, clattering across the ground and laid to rest in nearby >foliage. Embarrassed, Timmy quickly scrambled to where the bell came to >rest. He bent over to pick it up.... > >..... ..then all the other bells started to ring.

Pagan Blessings
My path is an ancient one, my heart is true and wise... I celebrate the fertile green earth, and see with open eyes... I seek the mysteries of the moon, and dance beneath its gaze... I pay homage to the Goddess, and lift my arms to her in praise.

I Pray
I pray for all the people of the world and that they will have enough food to eat. I pray that they have warmth and shelter and that they have shoes on their feet. I pray that they have hopes and dreams, and they have freedom to strive. I pray that they have a sense of purpose and that they're happy to be alive. I pray that they have love in their hearts and they have that love returned manyfold. I pray they discover the joys of parenthood and their children care for them when they get old. I pray they get to know their maker and that they learn The Universal power. I pray they find deep, genuine happiness and they learn the magic in every single hour. I pray they know the joy of rain, the warmth of sun and they know the feeling of wind in their hair. I pray they have freedom in their hearts and they have more than enough to share. I pray that they know a love as deep as ours and they have a spouse

Introduction To The Old Religion ..lesson 8
I. ON JOINING A COVEN A. Reasons for joining a Coven 1. To experience a sense of community. a. As Crafters, we seem to stand slightly to one side of mainstream society. (1) This setting apart makes us feel as though we are alone and surrounded by people who do not understand us. (a) A coven brings together like minded people who can form a surrogate clan or tribe, which then serves as a support group. (b) Most newcomers to the Craft express their feelings at Covenmeets as a 'coming home' or finding 'their people.' 2. To find religious freedom a. Most Crafters have had a lifetime of religious bigotry with which to contend. b. Consequently they are more willing to tolerate other peoples beliefs. (1) And, because of their emphasis on direct experience with the Goddess, they are not so quick to condemn your experiences as the result of psychosis or delusion.

Definition:minion
min·ion /ˈmɪnyən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[min-yuhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun 1. a servile follower or subordinate of a person in power. 2. a favored or highly regarded person. 3. a minor official. 4. Printing. a 7-point type. –adjective 5. dainty; elegant; trim; pretty. #5...is that Me? LMFAO

Wanna Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa never give in Whoa never give up Whoa never give in And just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa never give in Whoa never give up Whoa never give in And just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa never give in Whoa never give up Whoa never give in And just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa never give in Whoa never give up Whoa never give in And just wanna be, wanna be loved I’ve got another confession I fell to temptation And there

Argh! Fucking Sims!
I am so pissed off right now.I have been trying to get my Sims game to work and everything was going smoothly until some of my discs with all my objects and stuff have decided to give me a cyclic redundancy error. Now all my good stuff are trapped on these discs and I dont have my subscription to Simshost to go and download this stuff anymore. I have no freaking idea how to get these discs fixed or even if they can be fixed. Time to go see what the hell I can do I guess. Blah.

Amy Winehouse-f**k Me Pumps
When you walk in the bar, And you dressed like a star, Rockin' your F me pumps. And the men notice you, With your Gucci bag crew, Can't tell who he's lookin' to. Cuz you all look the same, Everyone knows your name, And that's you whole claim to fame. Never miss a night, Cuz your dream in life, Is to be a footballers wife. You don't like players, That's what you say-a, But you really wouldn't mind a millionaire. You don't like ballers, They don't do nothing for ya, But you'd love a rich man six foot two or taller. You're more than a fan, Lookin' for a man, But you end up with one-nights-stands. He could be your whole life, If you got past one night, But that part never goes right. In the morning you're vexed, He's onto the next, And you didn't even get no taste. Don't be too upset, If they call you a skank, Cuz like the news everyday you get pressed. You don't like players, That's what you say-a, But you really wouldn't mind a milliona

Selfish!
My great grand mother is 94 years old. I know she isn't going to last forever but I just found out some bad news about her health. She recently had surgery on her leg to put in an artificial vein to help with blood flow o her foot. Well now there is a blood clot in the vein and when they tried to do an angioplasty on it, it didn't work. They can't do a similar surgery because now she has an infection in her foot so they want to amputate. But the stuborn old lady refuses to allow them to do so because she refuses to die without her feet! :( I got all upset, crying and told my mother that our family is like a puzzle and if a puzzle is missing a piece the puzzle becomes worthless. Am I being selfish or is it normal to be upset? What should I do?

Another Chance....
Well Richard was nice enough to give me another chance to meet him so I am doing to next Friday if it all works out. We are to have dinner now at Applebees. We shall see how this goes. If nothing there...I may have to say I am officially taken as a slave. I am going over to His house Monday nite to Wednesday nite and so far, I enjoy how he handles me. He doesnt leave me "alone"...he is constantly there letting me kno he is there. He makes me cream my pants when he says certain words. This might be the one. At least I think so. He likes trying new things right then and there...like we are going to try the TENS unit on me. :) Fire play is next...he is just very eager. :) Well I am gonna get for now... ^..^

Searching And The Truth
The truth is sometimes silent Sometimes violent People sometimes fight it Try to deny it I am I and me is me If I deny the truth then who can I be My fists are hard as stone My heart as soft as ice cream cones Don’t take my goodness for weakness Look in my eyes can you see this Truth to yourself Fuck everyone else Words twisted as cyclones Feelings enveloped in hormones I can’t be him them or anyone else I am myself a lone light in the universe My light shines when other fade I stayed true and watched the games you played My eyes never lie I keep me as me until I die The nameless one the indescribable face When will I meet you in a nameless time and place I long of a phantom touch For you I open up like a cabinet hutch Your one touch your one look To my core it will be shook Adrift on this wandering sea Listless as a weed bounded like a tree Looking and only finding the ones who are not you Wandering in this world until the day I meet you

Interesting Slant On Retirement Wages.
If the immigrant is over 65 they can apply for SSI and Medicaid and get more than my mom gets for Social Security, and she worked from 1944 till 2004, only Getting $791 per month because she was born in 1924 And there is a 'catch 22' It is interesting that the federal government provides a single refugee with a monthly allowance of $1,890.00 And each can also obtain an additional $580.00 in Social assistance for a total of $2,470.00/month. This compares very well to a single pensioner who after contributing to the growth and development of America for 40 to 50 years can only receive a monthly maximum of $1,012.00 in old age pension and Guaranteed Income Supplement. Maybe our pensioners should apply as refugees! Consider sending this to all your American friends, so we can all be ticked off and maybe get the refugees cut back to $1,012.00 and the pensioners up to $2, 470.00 and enjoy some of the money we were forced to submit to the Government over the l

Please Oh! Please Ill Do Anything For A Morph
i really want a morph of me and wonder woman .......if anybody out there reads this i will do anything for a morph i have the 2 pics but dont know how to do it .............ill take any pic ya wnat me to take if some 1 makes me this morph pic i want ......................thx again if ya do ti and let me know what i can do 4 u.........

Tg Admirers?
Starr@ fubar It's amazing that all of the guys perusing the supposed female sites on this network don't pay close enough attention to detail or they don't care ... or they know I'm en femme and they really want to care. Can't quite figure them out, but for whatever reasons ... they're TG admirers! TG means transgender, for those of you who aren't into acronyms. That means I'm a chick with a [rhymes with chick] Oh! No! Well ... can't accept that? Don't ask to add then. You won't hurt my feelings. And no, I don't give lip service so don't ask. Hugs, Cherie

When You've Decided Enough Is Enough...
...You've done everything, you've cried, you've screamed, you've yelled, you've gotten on your knees and prayed. You've suggested, counseling, GOD etc.. etc.. to NO AVAIL! You've done things you know your not proud of and people who love you would not be proud of all in the effort to, alleviate stress in your life but your realizing your just adding to your stress, exacerbating your problems. You realize, that it is not GOD'S WILL, that you continue down the path you're going, you have created seeds, that you want more for, but fooling yourself into believing everything will be OK as long as you are there to cultivate those seeds, is as bad as the things you're doing to obtain happiness. When intimacy is almost at a stand still, when the conversation is the same one over and over again. When the arguments are the same and the wheels continue to spin and you look up and your STILL in the same position you were from the VERY 1ST conversation and nothings gotten better.

So Tired
I'm tired. Physically. Emotionally. I'm tired of being the fat, ugly friend that no one wants to dance with when we go out. I'm tired of trying so hard to please people and it never being enough. I'm tired. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of complaining. I'm tired of feeling like I can't talk to anyone. I'm tired of feeling unstable. I'm tired of pain. I'm tired of those days when I'm so happy that make me think that everything is going to be ok followed by a day that takes me back to square one. I'm never gonna not try. *sigh* I can't even say everything I want to say.

Discovering Carlaj
The years are creeping by. Im not sure if destiny has been kind to me. I think if I look at it from a different angle she has. I have most things that I need and want. There is a void and loneliness is filling it. BTW...I dont welcome lonely!!! The other angle. The soul is alot stronger that the things that come my way and break me physically, emotionally, and mentally. Hows come I never remember this stuff when I really need too? Things that I discovered about me... Im a chance taker. I got that from my mother. I used to like my father. The safe way...and the safe way only. So silly the present me were the things that I suppressed, denied, and above all avoided..

Call Me Closed Minded But Hey No Body Is Perfect
This is an Editorial written by an American citizen, published in a local Newspaper. He did quite a job, didn't he?  IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT  I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Americans. However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the "politically correct" crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others.  I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge against anyone who is seeking a better life by coming to America. Our population is almost entirely composed of descendants of immigrants. However, there are a few things that those who have recently come to our country, and apparently some born here, need to understand. This idea of America being a multi cultural community has served only to dilute our sover

Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Breakfast
i decided today that i fucking love oatmeal.... i had some oatmeal for breakfast and i mixed in butter and brown sugar and raisins and almonds,.. and FUCKIN SHIT! i dare you to eat that and tell me you don't love it,.. i fucking dare you,.. i am very passionate about food, i know. but hey it's cold outside for most of us,.. so right away,..hot simple breakfast,.. also simple carbohydrates,.. energy all day,.. it lowers your colesterol,.. iti even helps you go to the bathroom more regularly. plus, you most likely mix in fruit, and we all know we should all eat more fruits and vegitables right,.. it's versatile,. you can have it every day and just mix up the toppings,.. for instance,.. monday i had bananas in it,.. tuesday,.. it was maple syrup,.. wednesday,.. was special,.. i had gummy bears and teddy grams i pretended the teddy grams were dead so i burried them in the oatmeal,.. them the i stirred up the gummy bears and pretended they were zombies rising from t

The Lie
Woke up this morning Trying hard to hide my melancholy I joined you for breakfast And we continued our lie Every day it is similar You are cheery And so am I Our terrible lie Can you imagine a time When we awoke and did not speak Realizing our moods would cause tension Tension caused by too little life? I do wish sometimes As I leave for work sullenly Dreading the day already Weeping far within The lie, terrible and unending Would cease to be And I would know the real you And you the real me But, the lie drags on for now For it is not written in the stars And perhaps it will never be I am my own companion The dreaded truth Gathered in a lifetime Sentenced for an eternity Realized too late

Something Nice For Our Service Men And Women
Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site,www.letssaythanks.com, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Depths
Depths Sitting in the depths of arbitrute, Decisions place to and fro, Steps to bitter ends, never prevail! Depths contribute to the shadows of perception& deceit. Depths invader's of protection in which we mask flaws of deepest embarrassment. Depths keep us peacefulness at bay. Release the entrapments from the depths, so vertues can awaken to the true. Rws II

Fessing Up
Okay, I am going to boar you all to death here. You always hear me talk about my health so here is a run down of what's going on... (please forgive spelling as I can't spell my way out of a wet paper bag) I am a Type II Diabetic I have high cholestrol (who doesn't?) Fibromyalia A metobolic problem with my muscles that causes knots and spasims Neuropothy nerve deafness buzzing in ears Rosacia Two types of arthritis Osto and Rhum I also suffer from depression and panic attacks. And the docs think I have Lupus that doesn't show on the ANA test. Oh and I have dangerously low blood pressure. Enough?

Sweet And Sour Pork
Sweet and Sour Pork 3/4 lb pork tenderloin 2 - 3 tsp soy sauce Pinch of cornstarch Sauce: 1/4 cup cane sugar (or sugar) 2 tbsp tomato juice (or ketchup) 2 tbsp. dark soy sauce 1/4 tsp. salt 1/2 cup water or pineapple juice 1/4 cup dark sweet vinegar (or vinegar) 1 tbsp. cornstarch dissolved in 4 tbsp water Batter: 1/3 cup flour 1/3 cup cornstarch 1 egg white, lightly beaten 1 tbsp. vegetable oil 1/3 cup warm water, as needed Other: 1/2 red bell pepper 1/2 green bell pepper 1/2 cup pineapple chunks 3 cup oil for deep frying or as needed Cut the pork into 1 inch cubes. Marinate in the soy sauce and cornstarch for 20 minutes. In a small bowl, combine the sugar, tomato juice or ketchup, dark soy sauce, salt, water or juice and vinegar. Set aside. In a separate bowl, dissolve the cornstarch in the water. Set aside. Cut the bell peppers in half, remove the seeds and cut into cubes. Heat the oil for deep frying to 375 degrees. For the batter, combine the flour and

My Sat Nite
Well...started out like a normal Sat, but the cousin factor happend..lol I came over to her place and I picked her up and we went shopping cuz she was gonna put streaks in my hair. Well, we got what we needed andthen OMg went to the LCBO an it was like 7pm and they were friggin closed....just not right lol Well, we drove back to her place very disappointed and boozeless sadly to say. Well, then we did my hair which looks pretty darn good I must say lol and watched a movie. Well, after the movie we decided to jump onto fubar and well lets just say that once you enter this world it's a totally different planet. We went and checked out a couple of lounges as we all do. Then we stayed in this one lounge for oh I don't know all nite lol It's now going on 1pm and we haven't slept all nite I'm thinkin that it's starting to catch up on me and I'm probably gonna pass out early tonite as 6am comes mighty early and well damn it's a monday morning so that just makes it all the more special

Real Or Not Real ?
Special Reports Mission For ET: Kill Santa 2005 12 25 By Michael Goodspeed | Thunderbolts.info "Sleigh of Santa Claus UFO 11 October 1998" (Raul took this very unique picture in the north area of Monterrey, Mexico. His wife, Linda, told him that she believes this light cluster looks like the sleigh of Santa Claus! We concur, Mrs. Garza!) Image and comment from: iwasabducted.com Everyone who has explored the UFO phenomenon has at some point been treated to the infamous "Santa Claus" analogy. Self-styled "skeptics" invoke it religiously (no pun intended) in discussions with anyone who believes there might actually be some evidence of alien visitation on planet Earth. "If you believe that a UFO crashed in Roswell, then I'm sure Santa will leave some nice presents under your Christmas tree." Any number of variations of this analogy (unicorns, leprechauns, bogeymen, etc.) are used to dismiss on a priori grounds all phenomena that rely heavily on anecdotal evidence an

Lounge
Hey everyone i made a lounge called the nasty habit it has a couple games in it that you can play. Check it out and let your friends know about it also. Copy and paste this link to go to the lounge. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52309

Home Videos...
so I've been moving our vhs's into the other shelves and found a home video... i sat down and watched it.. and realized we don't know who these people are. it might be my dad's x girlfriends (while he was married with my mom that is) I love my dad to a point i'll never tell him what i think of him. i just do love him. but i swear to god he's one of the stupidest men on the face of the earth... or my mom was just too damn gullible. it's creepy watching someone else's home video lol

Is It Over Yet?
Ok anyone that knows me knows I hate this time of year. Absolutely HATE it! Why, you ask? Well it's simple.....people! Yep that's it. I hate people. Maybe it's not so much people as it is that they get stupid and mean. I hate the selfishness of Christmas. Don't get me wrong, I'm as selfish as the average person, if not more so. And I often live in denial of my selfishness. However Christmas time is the ultimate selfish period of the year and everyone denies it. People will ram you to get a car park at a shopping mall. They push past you desperately seeking the last ham or toy. People are in a rush and they don't care who else they hurt as long as they are okay. It's the selfish gene at its most virulent- everyone looking after their own family at the expense of everyone else. Yet we call it the season of good will. The stores get crowded with loud crying children who seem to be completely unsupervised as they throw all sorts of shit into the isles, old people looking for "the" dea

Yunz Are From Picksburgh If
You walk caefully when it is "slippy"Yunz are from Picksburgh if… You walk carefully when it is “slippy” outside You’ve told your children to “red up” there rooms You’ve gotten hurt by falling into a “jaggerbush.” Your mother or grandmother has been seen wearing a “babushka” on her head. You’ve “warshed” the clothes. You know you can’t drive too fast on the back roads, because of the deer. You know Beaver Valley, Turtle Creek, Moon, Mars, Slippery Rock, Greentree an New Castle are names of towns. A girl walks up to three of her girl friends and says, HEY GUYS” You hear “you guyses”, and don’t think twice. You know the three rivers by name. You remmber the blizzard of 1994 and remember not being able to go outside because the snow was over your head and you would have suffocated. You drink pop, eat hoagies, love perogies and city chicken. You know what a “still mill” is. You expect temps in the winter to be record breakng cold and temps i

Xx
I fear that my keyboard has ants, And I have to admit there's a chance, That it's due to my eating, While surfing and reading... I'll stop that, ere they advance! There once was a vampire called Mabel Who's menstrual cycle was stable One weekend in four She'd sit on the floor And drink herself under the table. There was a young man from Mauritius, who said his last fuck was delicious, but the next time I come, It'll be up your bum, 'cause that scab on your cunt looks suspicious There was a young man from Pitlocherie, making love to his girl in the rockery, she said, "Look you've cum, all over my bum, This isn't a shag it's a mockery."

Surgery Went Fine
All went fine with Dad's eye surgery. Amazing how quick it is, though I felt like I sat there forever waiting lol. Took him home. Have to take him back for a followup tommorrow, but all seems fine.

New Chair
My old desk chair finally broke last weekend... it was so work out that only half the cover on the seat was still there. lol. I used a chair from the kitchen table last week, and that wasn't too comfortable. So today I got a new one. I had one picked out, just like the old one. $49 at Office Max. I saw another one I really liked.. very comfy lol. I figured it was a lot since it reclined and had an ottoman (footstool). On the way to the front of the store I saw a sign... they were only $99. So I grabbed one and went up to buy it. What I didn't see was that it also has a massage thing in the back. I might live in this chair lol

Come With Me
don't expect you soon to love me, Nor are my own feelings clear. Passion is the ornate entrance To a world we crave and fear. We cannot know where this will take us, Nor whether we will ride for long, But pleasure is the overture That flows into the larger song. So come with me with open mind And heart, and we the time will prove With laughter and with joy unfettered, And, perhaps, someday with love.

Santa Is A Fat Bitch
Santa Claus suck my balls Drunk as hell ringin bells at the malls Dancer, Prancer, Nixon and Cupid. I'mma get stupid HA HA HA ugh.. I sit around all night under the chimney Holdin' my sack like gimme gimme I know that he's comin', he's comin' he must Looking up nothin but rust, dust Turn on my tv the very next day I see your gettin paid Leadin the parade I'm that sniper on the building Listen to my nine go click Santa's A Fat Bitch Santa Claus is a fat bitch Another year and I ain't get shit If I hear you land on my roof I'mma bust your ass in the tooth Yeah, I got somethin to say about Saint Nick Fuck that hoe he never brought Salem Shit No toys, candy canes just a lump of coal So I eat it cause there ain't nothin in the cupboard So I'll be quick, quick and brief All I need for Christmas is my two front teeth I got mine kicked, kicked out my mouth I need a few new ones could you help me out?? Should've known I'd get the short end of the stick No kind of gift

Hed(pe)-bartender
Ain't nothing working ain't nothing right There's a whole in me that I can't fill No matter how hard I try Hey bartender hit me with a double And introduce me to that girl with the bubble I'm looking for trouble tonight No momma don't trust me tonight You be the center baby I'd be the quarterback Hike hit the tailback Watch it on playback Jah smash that hitting that redbone Up in the endzone biting on the collarbone [chorus] I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with me Hey bartender hit me with another I just about had to kill this brother Shit I'm looking for trouble tonight You be the beauty - baby I'd be the beast Who gives a fuck take it to the bedroom Take it the streets Take it like a man muthafucker Yo bitch chose me muthafucker [chorus 2x] Take me there take me with you I can't be alone tonight I can't be alone tonight I can't trust myself tonight I can't trust myself tonight Baby please don't trust me tonig

Just Wonder
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in" but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you na

Life Is Short
GirlyTags.com - Girly Comments & Graphics Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2008, even me...."

God Is Busy!
God is busy!! If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence.

Christmas Poem..god Bless The Military
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered f

Kelsey Died :( (from The Bulletin Board)
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

~ghost~
i see you smiling, and yet its genuine I hear your laughter, and it rings I feel your emotions, and they are true I hear your words, as just a memory I see your eyes, yet they look haunted I feel your pain, we share it well I feel your heart, yet torn, its beating I smell your scent, upon my life Once there were giggles Laughter of glee now there are memories Memmories of me. With my life so far away forgotten at night Remembered by day pleasure turns to pain yet its the only way Remember this forever 'cause there will come a day when the dark unfolds onto light and the truth shines forever in a day though I may be gone Nowhere around look into your soul there I will be found

Just Shooting On A Few Things
well well 2 weeks after being on fubar i've gotten to know some of the people i have on my list and damn i gotta tell ya, they're some really good folks. i have to thank everyone that has added me as a friend, and the majority of the ones on my list are ladies. i gotta clarify this because i have been asked quite a bit concerning it so here ya go: i get along with women way better than i do guys because man alot of you guys have some of the shittiest attitudes and views of how awesome you are and really that annoys the shit out of me. be real...be who you are not what everyone else is around you. now having said that to say this, i've ran across some pretty cool guys on here and none that i have any more respect for than RmYDaDof3 and any other soldier out there kickin ass and takin names for this country so that we can sleep at night without worrying if we'll get to see the next day. you guys rock and i'm so proud and thankfull that we have guys like them protecting our country.....s

My Old Play List????
Yea...I put it up and it spit out 2 songs....well I'll get back on it....I think I wrote thate song ??? yea that was V N B days ..if you know me you know!!!But I will update the fuckin player....

Promised Empty Prize
Promised Empty Prize She taking me down Shes fucking crazy Meddling in my mind Raise the mark of love Lace the memory Promise an empty prize Come to me I'll take you back again To fade the line To feel so fine Promise an empty prize Thats where our love lies Shes raking me back again Promised empty prize I believe in our lie Come to me I'll take you back again To fade the line To feel so fine Promise me... Empty prize... That's where our love lies Carry me when loved no more Can't believe it's over Promised empty prize That's where our love lies This is real It's the pain I feel When we left so far behind Where our love did lie It's inside me it will never die I'm growing now while you seem to fade away I need you back in my veins No matter the time or hour Of this I will never feel ashamed Please lay.. Please lay... Me down, While you try to fade away Come to me I'll take you back again To fade the line To feel so fine Promise empty pr

My Ex Husband Is A Fucking Asshole
He is!!! He's just informed me he's taking me to court because he doesn't like how I chose to pay our son's university directly, because it's a bit different from the way it is in the divorce decree. And that's because his stupid company dicked around with getting ME the money from HIM for 7 MONTHS!!! I am trying to be grateful to him for showing me why I left his sorry ass in the first place. He's crazy and I got tired of hearing about how fat, ugly and stupid I was... Sorry to rant, and to use bad language, it's not usually my style, but I'm PISSED!

Playing Games
Why do people feel the need to play games in a relationship? Why waste the time on childish crap? If you know you want the person, you love the person, then why waste time? Why test to see just how much they love you? That should already be known. And if it's not then it needs to be talked about. Not tested. No more games. Isn't there a time when you think you should be too old for that crap? I know I do. Just when you feel yourself getting caught up in it, there should be an alarm that goes off telling you to stop. Not to continue. Enough with the games. We all have our self-doubt from time to time, but there comes a point when you should just shut the fuck up and accept that the person wants you for what ever qualities they see in you. Especially if you see them on a personal constant basis when others aren't around. When you feel you can let your guard down and be completely yourself. Yes, some will still stick around for "comfort" reasons, but if you're being honest

Holidays Reek!
Holidays are supposed to be fun and happy. I need to get up and pack my things and go visiting for the holidays. I made my plans and I still sit here day after day alone not wanting to take the long drive to El Paso. I loathe flying and I don''t think I can take a train. So my sister is mad at me and on her way to pick my but up and make me go with her. I hate it when people won't let you be miserable in peace. LOL This is my first Christmas divorced and I won't be waking up Christmas morning with my lover. I just don't feel like Christmas this year. My new granddaughter is going to be raised Catholic I just found out and my daughter will be going to mass Christmas Eve and will be abandoning our traditions. I'm being told I'm selfish for acting this way. And to top this all off my sister saw my age on here and announced my real age. Thanks Sis! It was easy convincing people I was 38 when I graduated in 1988. So now everyone knows I'm 40 and I just took two years off from school to have

This Guy Is Awesome.....
I know him from MySpace. He's on my Friends List here too. This guy is so cool. I know that you will like him too. His URL for Fubar is below. I recommend you add Jimmy. Read about his interview: http://fubar.com/user/271751 first let me say I love www.AINEWS.com , Steve Nelson is a cool cat and his website deserves major kudos, I just got the pleasure of meeting a new writer (Rebecca Anderson)at that wonderful site and she was kind enough to write a story about me. Now I don't usually use real names but she signs it that way on her article so I guess this should be fine. Below is her page and a link to the article, so add her and read away http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=54865021 article http://www.ainews.com/story/12596/ please check it out and the rest of the site, below is Steve's myspace page for adding as well http://www.myspace.com/readainews now for the long version of story, in question answer format, I rambl

He Didn't Have To Be.....
Brad PaisleyHe Didn't Have To BeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com AS I WRITE THIS UNDER THIS VIDEO..THESE ARE NOT MY WORDS THIS TIME..BUT THE WORDS OF MY DAUGHTERS & SONS..THIS WAS OUR SONG TO THE MAN WE CALLED DAD..ONE MAN GAVE US LIFE AND ANOTHER MAN MADE THAT LIFE WORTH LIVING..WE ALWAYS SUNG THIS SONG TO HIM WHEN IT WOULD COME ON THE RADIO..BECAUSE YOU SEE, HE WAS THE DAD HE DIDN'T HAVE TO BE, AND ALTHOUGH HE HAS BEEN TAKEN FROM US AND IS NOW IN HEAVEN..HE TOUGHT US WHAT LOVE IS AND HOW TO FINALLY BE A FAMILY..WE CAN ONLY HOPE THAT WE WILL MAKE HIM PROUD AND MAYBE BE AT LEAST HALF THE PERSON HE WAS..WE MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU DADDY..R.I.P. BECAUSE YOU WERE OUR ANGEL ON EARTH AND NOW IN HEAVEN...ALWAYS YOUR KIDS... WITH TEARS IN MY EYE'S THIS TIME ( COWGIRL HUGS

The Light (poem)
As I walk through the woods at night, A shadow awaits to lead me to the light, As I sit and prosper what this might be, I start to wander is this really for me. As I walk further wandering what it is, A voice speaks out to me and says put your hand in mine, Before I do I stop to think, Am I dead or will I awake. As I take his hand I start to see, How my life was really meant to be, A lesson is learned as you might see, There really is a GOD for you and me.

Potential Apps
~~Boyfriend Application~~ 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Person

Ashes
There is a long road ahead of me In this life, But still, I'm aware That the road behind me extends Far longer. There are times in our lives When we take stock of those things Which shaped us; Those things which we allowed To create us. I am such a crossroads. I don't like to admit it But I still feel so much discomfort In my Heart For things that seem to be so far behind me. I've grown weary of trying And still, I try. I've grown tired of the distance And still, I reach out my hand. I've grown fatigued at the cold And so, I put on my warmest sweater And I trudge forward through the deepest snows. Is it ego alone that brings me to this place? And what of the other things That life has offered up? Do I face the challenge undaunted? I think so. There is a great purpose In the knowing that I have found. Still, I am left with the ashes. Those scattered reminders Of the fire that once burnt so deeply In my Heart. Now where

Black Testicles
I GET ALL KINDS OF THESE EMAIL JOKES ALL THE TIME. I USUALLY SEND THEM TO THE GUYS WHO ARE OVERSEAS TO MAKE THEM LAUGH OR JUST PUT A SMILE ON THEIR FACES. BUT SINCE I DON'T HAVE MANY OF YOUR EMAILS SO I THOUGHT I WOULD PUT THIS IN A BLOG FOR YOU TO READ. I HOPE YOU ENJOY AND IF YOU LIKE I WILL POST MORE. BLACK TESTICLES Gary is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour, Surgical procedure. A young, student nurse Andrea appears to give him a partial sponge Bath. Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, Andrea replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet. He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one and and his test

I'm Bored As Hell!
There is noone on, at least noone that is currently talking to me. My myspace is all screwed up for some reason, can't get into anything, so I can't talk to my friends on there. So waht the hell am I supposed to do on here today? Stare at the fucking screen? GRRRRR

The Gift Of Friendship
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

Fubar
im going to delete my fubar pretty soon, for my friends i already have that have my messenger and e-mails and shit y'all already know..much love w/e hit me up. but if there is anyone i missed that dont have my e-mails or w/e if u want to talk still or some shit hit me up wit ya e-mails and i'll try to stay in touch.

Morning
Mornings should never start until around noon :P I'm too sleepy to make much sense today. It's a cold day, but sunny. Beautiful with yesterday's snow. :) I love snow.. except when shoveling it lol. I put my pic of me barefott in the snow back up. Off to a meeting this afternoon out near Philly. That means peace and quiet for some of you lol. :) Tried a bulletin with my tree again,, and a blog.. but for some reason they will not load on here. Just go to my profile and leave me presents. :) Saw a really bad movie on Fearnet last night. Made me think of Ruby and Persia... called Drive in or something like that. Was a clown.. named Horny.. going around killing all these people. And I know they hate clowns lol. I guess its time to get some Mountain Dew in me and to wake up a bit. I can't think of anything interesting to say. Hope everyone has a great day. :)

The Budweiser Story
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event!

Where Am I?
My friends on here have been wondering where I have been. Well, it has been pretty busy lately. Plus they have been cracking down on those of us who like to be online while working. Been dealing with a lot of work lately. I also had an interview with the local police department about open positions there. I am going back for an orientation and to start the application process. If I make it through the application process and picked for the job I would begin training in March at the State Police training facility. That is pretty exciting. If I am not picked it will work out okay as well, I start classes for a degree in criminal justice in January. Also being newly single, I have been hanging out with a lot of friends I haven't seen in a while. It has been nice to reconnect with old friends. Hoping to do some traveling to see some of my friends around the country! We'll see. Hope everyone is doing well! Catch me on IM (yahoo,msn,aim)! Have a great weekend!!!

Ha`ppy Birthday Knut!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Knut: Happy Birthday!!!!!!!! He was born on BERLIN! (deutchalnd) today is him happy birthday numbers one!!! He live on a ZOO of Berlin hes a POLAR BEAR! HUGS KNUT! SEE pics on default folder

This Is The First Post To This Area Of My Blog
ok this Blogs purpose is to record all hte slanderous comments and statments from my exhusband (or ex wife if you go look at one pic on his profile). What will be posted here are all blog entries of his about me, comments he posts about me, and emails he sends and any picture links to comments about me. He has 2(TWO) active profiles on here rattpack9s and rattpack He also has two other people spying and commenting for him and there messages will be posted as well rattseyes, and princes of ratt First postings I have recoverd. subject: ratt post date: 2007-12-04 16:50:12 views: 4 comments: 0 ratings: 0 well so the new man of my soon to be ex wife as soon as thay pay for it i never did and messing a round and why did my kid get set on by a 295 pond woman and yeld at a lot and i all most lost my kid to lies but be cases i called state first be fore she left and said all kind of crazy thang and well i keep all paper work so any thang i say i can bring it up when nee

Venting
Sometimes I just think about how I want so much more in life, but I don't understand why. I have all I can ask for and I am very, very thankful for what I have. I dunno if that is a good thing or a bad thing, or maybe just an indifferent thing. Sometimes though, life makes no sense what so ever and it all just seems so meaningless and sometimes it just kinda comes together and things make sense, at least for a brief moment in time. Maybe I just think way too much. I just want a real job, nice things, and to meet this man of my dreams. I would give him the world if I could, but what good would that do? I'll just find something more useful. My thoughts are kind of starting to run together, as you can tell. I am tired, lonely and upset. Anyways, I should stop rambling now. I was just venting my feelings of want. As long as I have God, My family, My love, and my health..I guess I shouldn't complain.

What Did You Expect?
What Did You Expect? You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect?

Our National Anthem....in God Do We Trust!
OUR NATIONAL ANTHEM....IN GOD DO WE TRUST! Unless you know all four stanzas of the Star Spangled Banner you may find this most interesting. Perhaps most of you didn't realize what Francis Scott Key's profession was or what he was doing on a ship. This is a good brush-up on your history. NO REFUGE COULD SAVE BY DR. ISAAC ASIMOV Editor's Note- Near the end of his life the great science fiction author Isaac Asimov wrote a short story about the four stanzas of our national anthem. However brief, this well-circulated piece is an eye opener from the dearly departed doctor...... I have a weakness -- I am crazy… absolutely nuts, about our national anthem. The words are difficult and the tune is almost impossible, but frequently when I'm taking a shower I sing it with as much power and emotion as I can. It shakes me up every time. I was once asked to speak at a luncheon. Taking my life in my hands, I announced I was going to sing our national anthem -- al

Foo Fighters-my Hero
Too alarming now to talk about Take your pictures down and shake it out Truth or consequence, say it aloud Use that evidence, race it around There goes my hero Watch him as he goes There goes my hero Hes ordinary Dont the best of them bleed it out While the rest of them peter out Truth or consequence, say it aloud Use that evidence, race it around There goes my hero Watch him as he goes There goes my hero Hes ordinary Kudos my hero leaving all the best You know my hero, the one thats on There goes my hero Watch him as he goes There goes my hero Hes ordinary ---------------------------------- There goes my hero... ...she's or-di-na-ry

Pushing Away
What is one to do when a friend pushes another away? You know your friend needs you just to be there but she/he won't allow you to be and instead relies on others who could give a shit less about them. You know your heart is true and you can't just walk away from her/him. That person has been there for you numerous times so why would you walk away? What is one to do? Do you keep pushing back until they finally let you back in or do you just keep your distance and wait until that person gets hurt once again and finally realizes that they need you to cry on again?

Christmas
One night I heard a baby cry, and tears began to fall. After all this time - it had been so long He finally got his call. In this little baby's eyes eternity was seen. He had a mission stated clear - on him the world would lean. His burden was a heavy one; not all the world would see. The paths He chose - the way He lived - this was His destiny. To bring to Earth the Gospel Plan Our salvation was His goal. His example was the very best. He loved with all His soul. As unconditional as one could find no matter what the cost. He came to Earth that we may see, existence was not lost. In the garden He suffered for our every sin - He bled from every pore. He opened the doors of Heaven up - It's He who let us in. So remember you, this Christmas morn, It's neither lights, nor gifts, nor food. Remember years before your birth the baby who was born.

Bush-inflatable
Let it slide Overhead When i believe in you My soul can rest But as love It's really love It never fails But fail it does When we shine Like the sun You seem the only one My only friend [Chorus] So pretty in white Pretty when you're faithful So pretty in white Pretty when you're faithful When you're faithful I resigned From myself Took a break As someone else It's like i've come undone And i've only just become Inflatable for you [Chorus] I don't mind Most of the time But you push me so Far inside [Chorus] ---------------------------------- Four years later a movie of the same name would be just as meaningful.

My New Hair Colour ;) Sexy!
I don't think I have stopped much this week. I have been on the go. I guess it is that time of year? I got my computer files all saved and added to the new computer. I never turned off my old computer last night because I know that when I do, it won't turn on again! My new computer is so fast! When I added the pics on the new one from the flash drive, it only took a few seconds! damn! ZIPPY I went and got my hair colored and a tiny bit but. I have been growing it out and don't want anything cut off the length. I wanted to just dye my hair black but my hair beautician freaked out and didn't want to just do black. LOL So I picked an almost black color for the base and a red highlight. I put pictures up so you could see but the flash made my hair look lighter than it is! It is dark. I love the color and so did everyone else there. It is really pretty. I also took pics of my car and posted them on here. The car is dark gray, called Alloy and the inside is black lea

Pleasing,serving And Obeying
Hi I had a Master with whom i would do anything for him.He always had something else to do or didn't have time for his slave.It hurts so much to think about why he did this to me.I always thought that when you give yourself to that person that they would take care of you.thats what i thought.He was a better Master when he was in Tulsa,but when he moved to Abilene he changed drastically.he didn't have contact with me for weeks on time.I was the one who had to call him.He was not being that dominating with me there.He wanted to be a Master but didn't want the responsibility of having a slave. I was with this person for 1 year. Are all Masters this way? I hope not.I have a Master now soon to see.This Master takes the time to contact me and i do have to say this whether anyone cares or not.but i have been told i will soon be punished for not obeying him.Whether anyone reads this or not is up to them.and to each their opinion.Everyone have a great day

Questions
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

You Make Me Feel
2 my baby you make me feel like i am on top of the world cause i am your turd and you are my baby girl im sorry i let him get to me but you should understand he brings out my negativity im just glad we are starting to make things right knowin that you love me meens ill sleep better at night

What Women Need To Know!
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com Listen up, ladies! Men love it when you: 1. Have the ability to tease, be playful and take a joke 2. Know that men are not, in fact, from Mars, and women are not from Venus 3. Wear our T-shirts and boxers 4. Call us out of the blue (if we're dating; not if we're practically strangers) 5. Kiss creatively 6. Have a social conscience and enjoy a good debate 7. Have an easy-going attitude about watching or participating in athletic events occasionally 8. Are comfortable leading the whole way in bed 9. Ask for advice about non-stereotypically male stuff (yes, guys usually know what CD player to buy, but we like to be taken seriously about other things too) 10. Are charming and thoughtful to his mother 11. Can hold up your hair using only a pencil 12. Are sexy and smart at the same time -- for example, you do the Sunday crossword wearing a pair of flirty pajamas 13. Have the ability to remind us what gifts you like, without implying

Midnight Falls
The night is long and ever cold There is an echo within my soul Once there lived an optimistic girl Eyes wide open and ready for the world Today stands someone torn and broken Just a shell of the person that was stolen No bright future, no arms to hold Whispers in the night of love once told Carry my prayers and lay them on his ears Make my voice the only thing he hears Reach in his chest and calm his fears Lift him up and carry him to me Let him drop down to one knee Keep his soul and heart safe To dance with mine in the same place Endless hours when midnight falls Let him hear my every call

Please Write To Him
hey ladies i have a good friend who is corey he is in prison and needs all the letters he can get so write him you wont be dissapointed at all for some contact info his name is corey kitter he is at warden john prelesnik 1728 bluewater highway ionia mi 48846 his mdoc # is 447626 and his sid # is 2037606m you will need at least his mdoc # to write him he is in prison for a few more years and the letters you send him will help make it so he is not bored and it will give him hope he is 26 years old 5 foot 9 inches tall 130 pounds and has a built body for all you ladies who like a ripped chest and abbs he is your man well thank you let me know if you send him a letter ill come rate all pics a 10 and all stashes also well thank you sincerly josh ps. if you want to see pics of him they will be marked under corey

Injured
I was injured at work back November 10th...on Nov 27th they fired me for being injured. LMAO!!! Time off how exciting. Actually I was in drastic pain and I still am. It was a matter of taking out 2 bull mastiffs on my own. Here is what escalated: I'd asked my coworker to help me take them out and she kept making excuses not to. I decided after 2 hrs that I'd waited long enough for her dumb ass. I took the first one out let him go in the yard. Then I went and got the second one. I knew he was the rowdy one. I wrapped the lead around my wrist, hand and brought him through the kennel to the outside yard. I released him..but just as I did, and I wasn't expecting it, he turned around grabbed the lead which was still attached to me and drug me down on the ground dragging me through mud...stomping on my neck, back and shoulder. I called for help but the stupid ass I work with didn't have on her radio. I'd never been hurt on the job before and that was my first mud facial..(lmao)...

Don't Ever Give Up
I'm sure we have all had thoughts of giving up on finding what we truly want in life, whether it be a career, money, or that one special love. I want to remind everyone that no one can do anything or get anything for you but YOU!! Set your mind to what you really want in your life...that thing/things that would really make your life complete, and go after it with all you have. It won't be easy but with patience and determination it will happen, I promise. Believe me, there is that one thing that I want in life as well and I know it will happen soon...as a matter of fact I think it is in the works as we speak I just need to keep pushing and workin at achieving it and it will happen. Don't ever EVER give up on something you really want in life. The best things to complete us are oftn right in front of us and it takes a true person to see that and grab it before it disappears.

Group Says Nbc Refuses To Air Ads Thanking Troops Over Holidays
Group Says NBC Refuses to Air Ads Thanking Troops Over Holidays WASHINGTON — NBC has nixed holiday advertisements meant to thank troops for serving overseas in opposition to the inclusion of a non-profit's Web address. The ads, paid for by the non-profit Freedom's Watch, are a simple thank you, the group says, with people shown paying gratitude to members of the military and the final frame showing the group's Web address, www.freedomswatch.org. NBC is refusing to air the ads as long as the address is included, according to an e-mail exchange between NBC and the group, which Freedom's Watch provided to FOX News. "Per my previous email, the www.freedomswatch.org website will have to be redacted from the commercials for approval. This comes from Alan Wurtzel and Rick Cotton," according to one of the notes. Wurtzel is president of research at NBC. Rick Cotton is general counsel for NBC Universal. Speaking with FOX on Friday, Wurtzel said NBC has no problem with the c

Are You Ready For Christmas?
Friday! Glad it is Friday. Are you? It has been a busy week with getting my car and a new computer and having to transfer everything over. I am glad all of that is done. I still have one thing to add and need to go buy Microsoft Office since any old versions don't work with Vista. I think Vista is cool but I guess the main complaint with everyone is the computability with old software. It sucks to have to buy new stuff! Oh well. Office 07 is actually rather cool. They give you a 30 day trial instead of the entire program like they used to. They don't add many things to new computers any more! I so need to shop for Christmas. I am so behind. I think part of my frustration is not knowing what to buy? My Dad and step Mother's birthday is today and they flew to Los Angeles to see a play that they have been wanting to see. They are spending the weekend there. I bought their birthday presents the other day so at least that is taken care of. It is always a pain to have to

My Fubar And Myspace Account
I think i will be deleting my fubar and myspace account dut to too many people bringing drama into my life when me and my gf are just trying to live our life...I really am looking for feed back and people to let me know if i should stay on both or if i should go through with it and delete my fubar and myspace..

2nd Again
im coming in second again... second in life second in love i come in first only for being not pretty being lonely being stupid being messed up i really messed up more time then i can say so i guess in that i came in first also But in love i come in last.. yet in heartache i come in first.

When You Thought....
When you thought you feel in love with someone and then you find out that hey..they are taken your heart just sinks so low that its hard to find. When you thought that someone special you found that was supposed to be special and find out she/he was taken already, then your heart sinks so low it is hard to find, that you cannot climb back out of the depths of heartbreak. Thats when you try to bring yourself back up and promise yourself never ever to do that again? then you see again someone you like, you talk with her/him and all over again you find out..and you wonder.... WHEN DOES THE PAIN STOP All you can do is heal thyself soldier of love put yourself together once again and be you again.

Gates Calls For Air And Missile Defense Umbrella In Gulf
Gates calls for air and missile defense umbrella in Gulf WASHINGTON, Dec 7 (AFP) Dec 07, 2007 US Defense Secretary Robert Gates Friday called for an "air and missile defense umbrella" over the Gulf region to deter missile attacks by Iran. Gates told Al Hurra television -- a US funded Arabic language satellite television network -- that Iran could resume its nuclear weapons program "at a whim or a moment's notice" despite a new intelligence finding that Tehran halted a secret program in 2003. "So I think it's very important to keep the pressure on and get Tehran to abjure a nuclear weapon in the future, and to bring their enrichment program under control," Gates said, according to a transcript of the interview. Gates, who is in Bahrain for a regional security conference, said the United States enjoyed strong military relations with most of the Gulf states. He said they should "cooperate multilaterally in establishing an air and missile defense umbrella over this region

Pierced Finally
Finally got it done! Been waiting quite awhile but my b/f and I went and got my navel pierced. It stings alittle but going to put pics up tomm!! If you want to seenew pics of me in general go to my myspace page... Myspace.com/sweet4evertaken .... Anyways, contiplating on the whole boob thing but we'll see what happens.

Merry Christmas Where Ever You Are
Merry Christmas Wherever you are I have no reason for shopping this season but I hung your stocking today it makes me feel better though we’re not together you’ll always be in my heart Merry Christmas wherever you are Since it was Christmas I thought you might call or have you stopped thinkin’ about me at all It be a perfect white Christmas a story book picture if I could just share it with you though you’re not here with me I’ve got your memories and you’ll always be in my heart Merry Christmas wherever you are Though you’re not here with me I’ve got your memories they keep me goin’ sweetheart Merry Christmas wherever you are Merry Christmas wherever you are

Untittled 12/7/07
It has been far too long since the last time we spoke. But I have decided it is time so get this off my chest Hiding your problems behind the mirrors and smoke The time has finally come to lay this matter to rest I can no longer go on with our relationship this way Cause I’m tired of giving and getting nothing back I have stayed silent for too long now I have to say I miss seeing how you smile and hearing your laugh Now there is nothing but a shell of what has been The joy that was in your eyes has long since passed I miss that person you that you used to be my friend Always the victim now you’re forever stuck in the role So scared to feel you have become comfortably jaded Depressing to even be around you and your bitter soul Wanting to believe your so evil and by everyone hated Pushing everyone far away by being this angry asshole Now the light of your soul has almost completely faded Your love, warmth, and passion of the past is what I need Without it I ha

My Poetry
Im Sorry Im sorry I made you mad when u were already sad Im sorry I made u upset before sunset Im sorry I cried when i should of stayed by your side Im sorry I let u down when i should've stuck around Im sorry I thought maybe but now i just wish i could still call u baby Im sorry I spent the money for our trip to sammone but i thought instead i would buy your gravity colonge Im sorry I say sorry so much so please don't let that be the last touch By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

If He Wants U
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any

My Mind
I can't get you out of my mind. I keep thinking about how much I enjoy talking with you, how great you look when you smile, and how much I like your laugh. I daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation... laughing again about funny things you said or did. I've memorized your face and the way you look at me... it melts my hear every time I think about it. And I catch myself smilng when I imagine what will happen the next time we're together. You must be something really special, because I can't remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone Even though neither of us knows what the future holds, I know one thing for sure -- you're one of the very best things that's happened to me in a long time.

~woman Aren't Perfect~
~Woman Aren't Perfect~ Woman aren't perfect, what can't men see We Aren't P*e*r*f*e*c*t And never will be.... They lose their tempers, so easy... Woman Aren't Perfect one day they'll see... We have our flaws, most men not want to see.... But Still expect us yet to be Perfect, NO, Not, Me, i'm far from perfect mostly... copywritten@Mira2007

Tortured
Tortured, suffering, living in pain Haunted by my past I write a letter to my family and friends And for unknown reasons I begin to laugh I Thought I was alone and uncared for My heavens a sigh of grief Tears flow freely from my eyes I seek to find relief. Into my room I silently went My parents not to wake Takes the revolver from my drawer My hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house My parents run in dread For on the floor with a gun at his side In a pile of blood their son lay dead.

My Band
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Hot Addiction
Cobra StarshipThe Church Of Hot AddictionMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com The Church Of Hot Addiction ( Cobra Starship ) Just let me ask you: Hey, have you heard of my religion? It's called the Church of Hot Addiction And we believe that God has lust for everything Because now, The time has come for your devotion And you already got a notion Of what I need So give it, just give it, Just give it to me You're willing, I'm waiting. Turn out the lights Tonight I am the drug you can't deny Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high My love is electric My love is electric, yeah My love is electric My love is electric, yeah Just let me tell you Hey, you gotta get the Cobra bless now You're really only selling sex now But I can pay The price you charge for what I need Because I, I've got a nasty new compulsion And you've already got a notion Of what I need So give it, just give it, Just

Nothing Left...
Darkness is my heart. Tears me apart. Swallows me whole. Hell in my soul. These eyes so bright, swallowed up the night. This pain so deep puts hope to sleep. Dreams have run away. Nothing left to say. Never knowing why makes me want to die. Happiness has gone. Where the fuck's my dawn? Trapped in night. Nothing left to fight. Scream in silence with this peaceful violence. Inside broken. Appearance token. Still just running round. Lost and never found. What am I looking for? And where the hell is the door?

Snow Sex
Snow Sex BECAUSE UR FREAKY ASS OPENED THIS U WILL GET KISSED ON SATURDAY BY A PERSON WHO THINKS UR CUTE UR FINE UR PERFECT AND TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN!!! BREAK IT AND U WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS!!! REPOST SAYING "Snow Sex''

Today I Listen Punk Music
i am happy today i listen a punk!!!!!!!! punk never death!! go go go revolution!!! the world is diferent only need a punk music and ur dreams! go go go revolutions!! bye problems, bye stupid president, bye all bad ppl i love music, i love punk! sex pistols, polla records, skape, the ramones, etc!!!!go go go punk!!!

Fyi
Right now giving my kids a good Christsmas is more important than my internet service so I'm not on a whole lot right now. I just want to wish all my friends a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!! XOXO Nigelle

To Far For Me
To far for me, so far to see The woman of my dreams was brought to me. Always talking always planning, But in a year will our love be standing? Falling fast for that emotion, Is strong enough for total devotion? Every day I miss her more, My heart's an ocean that lies upon her shore. Never quarreling on disbelief, To see her will be a total relief, I want her here holding me oh so near, The distance between us, the life I fear. Although my woman is so very far, Our love burns brighter than a shooting star.

A Love Story I Wrote For Someone
We emerged from our shower dripping with desire, our bodies were teased to the point of excitement and expectations on what will happen in the oncoming moments. The look in our eyes foretold our love for each other. How we both would only feel this grand with each other and no one else. We head to the bedroom and I start to kiss on the back of your neck while holding you close from behind. I turn you around so you’re facing me and begin to kiss those sweet heavenly lips. Your eyes call for me and I am more than ready to answer their call. I slowly back you up towards the bed and gently lay you down on your back. I begin to rub my hand slowly up and down your body to feel you soft supple body. At this moment I can’t resist and begin kissing my way up your belly to your lips. I begin licking your lips just lightly, teasing you, making my way to your neck licking harder, whispering nasty thoughts in your ear about how I want to slide my tongue between those thighs first sucking on

Auction Time
Well i am in an auction starting monday and ends friday. so please go check it out and place a bid on me please follow the link below to find out more. thank you http://www.fubar.com/blog/54695/640938

Fubar
whats going down my fubar peeps? this new feature on fubar has promted me to do what i been talking about doing for some time now and that would be deleting my fubar. I was kinda disrespectfully to Baby J bout the whole thing and he blocked me lol. he is a cool dude but idk wtf he was thinking with this one but yeah if i dont have your e-mails or myspaces send me a "PRIVATE" message to my inbox and i'll get ya all added up and what not. by tomorrow sometime my fubar will be gone. much love to u all my friends.

Tree
I bought a pink Christmas tree. cuz I wanted one. It's my Divorce tree and it makes me happy. It started because I went to Target with my sister. "Oh my GOD!" "What?" I looked up from the isles and isles of Christmas cards. I have no idea which kind to get this year. "I saw something that is going to make you happy as hell..." She turned and I followed her. Between the 7 foot tall trees and the tree's decked out all in silver and blue there it was. A tall white tree. Inside of it was hot pink glittery letters pronouncing the owner "NAUGHTY". Pink bulbs dipped from the branches as well as lime green and brilliant blue. Colorful circles shot out from various branches. They reminded me of rainbows, which automatically make me happy...every time I see one. I gasped and clapped and I exclaimed "I WANT THAT!" it made me think of the whovilles christmas. Colorful and happy and each ball doesnt drip with christmas memories. Each one is new and happy and all mine. We

Wow~what A Weekend
I don't even know where to begin~! We left Saturday morning at 6:10 am and finally arrived home last night (Sunday) around 9:30 pm. Saturday morning we left and stopped and ate breakfast and got to the hotel in Myrtle Beach around 10:45 am. We got to our room and then I had to be at a wives gathering at 11:30 while Jeff went to a manager's meeting at 12. Well, you know you are gonna have a weekend when the drinking begins before lunch on Saturday. There was plenty of wine drank by the ladies at this gathering. We exchanged gifts, ate some veggies and cheese, and some drank some wine I drank Sprite...nothing stronger for me. After the meetings were over we rode and watched a Christmas musical at the Alabama Theater. It was a great show. (even though we missed the first 20 minutes of it cause we got lost~long story) After the show we went back to the hotel and Jeff decided he would walk down and chat with the some other managers and the bosses while I get dressed for the din

66 Things I Should Not Tell You
1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with? Marco 2. Where was the last place you went out to eat? turtles bar with my sister 3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? Bottles ( yes plural) of wine before bed 4. Which do you prefer - eyes or lips? Mmmmmm...... Eyes :-) 5. Medicine, fine arts, or law? Fine arts 6. Best kind of pizza? is there such a thing as bad pizza? 7. Is your bedroom window open? No its too cold!! 8. What is in store for your future? I wish I knew 9. Who was the last band you saw live? kymani marley 10. Do you take care of your friends while they are sick? Yep...well, if they'll let me I do. 11. What is your favorite soda? pepsi (diet) 12. How many songs are on your iTunes? to many to count 13. When was the last time you purchased something over $500? last week ... uggg needed new bedding 14. Where is the last place you drove to? Alli's 15. Are you experienced? Is that a nice way o

Unspoken
Never saying what we really mean. Never letting the other one know the truth. Never wanting to be found out. Trying hard to keep our feelings inside. Trying hard to deceive, to dismiss, to deny. Isn't this a form of lying? Words that need so much to be heard. Words that need so much to be spoken. Yet, never knowing how the other will react, Unkind, uncaring, unloving. Do we take the chance to win or lose? I think we will leave the words?

Vick Gets 23 Months For Dogfighting
Dec 10, 1:15 PM (ET) By LARRY O'DELL RICHMOND, Va. (AP) - Michael Vick was sentenced to 23 months in prison Monday for running a "cruel and inhumane" dogfighting ring and lying about it. The suspended Atlanta Falcons quarterback could have been sentenced up to five years by U.S. District Judge Henry E. Hudson. Vick, who turned himself in Nov. 19 in anticipation of his sentence, was wearing a black-and-white striped prison suit. After Vick apologized to the court and his family, Hudson told him: "You need to apologize to the millions of young people who looked up to you." "Yes, sir," Vick answered. The 27-year-old player acknowledged using "poor judgment" and added, "I'm willing to deal with the consequences and accept responsibility for my actions." Although there is no parole in the federal system, rules governing time off for good behavior could reduce Vick's prison stay by about three months, resulting in a summer 2009 release. "You were instrumental in promo

The Man Who Thinks He Can
If you think you are beaten, you are; If you think you dare not, you don't; If you'd like to win, but think you can't, It's almost a cinch you won't. If you think you'll lose, you're lost, For out in the word we find Success begins with a fellow's will, It's all in the state of mind. If you think you're outcasted, you are; You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win a prize. Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man; But soon or late the man who wins Is the man who thinks he can.

Women Should Read This
Are you afraid that you are becoming one of those women men leave? At every turn in your relationship, does he threaten to leave you or do you constantly argue with him about the smallest of things? Sometimes women push men away because; well they just are not good for us. But other times we fall back into bad habits and get left, which just hurts. If you are afraid your man is ready to leave you, rest easy because we a have few pointers to make sure you never become like the women men leave. Believe it or not, there are only a handful of reasons that certain women seem to always get left and with careful planning you can make sure you never become one of those women. Get a life of your own! Independence is one of the major reasons men leave, or lack of as it turns out. Often as women, we get so caught up in our love lives that we lose our independent selves and want to spend every waking minute with our man. Unfortunately, clinging for dear life to a man is not the quickest path to

If Only You Knew,
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

It Ain't Easy
Being a single mother of two boys is NOT an easy job. I struggle each day with making sure I do my best and that my children are happy. I try to make sure they have what they need. THey are at an age now where they need their father and he isn't around the way he should be and therefore the kids are acting out. Is it wrong for me to hit them? I don't think so, especially when I've told them to stop doing something over 5 times. Do you think I like leaving bruises on them? Why do people think I have this easy life? Why do men always ask me "Why are you single?" I want to look at them and say "WOuld you wanna be with a woman with two children?" Come on now...I know that no man on this planet would want that. Why is it that I have to please others and get hurt by it? Everything I do is for someone else...and yet I get nothing in return but sleepless nights full of crying and wondering why. Is it fair? I don't think so, but I deal with it. I'm ok with it. This is my life...and if you can't

Imperfections
So many have them, Very few admit to them. Some see them as what they are, Some to tall or small. Even medium and dull. To heavy or slim. Or even, Of different color skin. The imperfections. Can cause some To be cruel, And mean. Though the fact remains, The one who cares, With heart and soul. Does not see, The imperfections.

Matthew 17:20
He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

I Don't Care
I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran whe

Music
Music soothes the troubled soul, No matter how hurt No matter how much pain it endures. Music is an inspirational tool, Healing the heart, as well as the mind. No matter how deep the wound, No matter how long Music calms the savage beast within The mood of the melody, The very thought of its rhythm warms the body. Open heart and open mind, Open soul and spirit. Music can turn the most terrifying of people, Transforming their entire being inside out. Closed eyes, opened minds united to witness The very essence of its power. Music works miracles. It changes unfaithful and helps them believe. Its very words, melodies, calming Its very notes of tunes brings images to the mind Leading the listener to a message True to the spirit, the mind, heart, and soul. Music takes control of life itself. What else can put beasts into a trance in seconds? What else can heal the wounded mind of a troubled soul? What else can bring us to tears than a song, Reminding us of a once c

Life....
It seems like so much bullshit has gone on recently. I'm not even sure what the fuck to think anymore... Right now, I'm more confused than ever. And, what sucks, I don't feel I can even talk about it because of who all reads my blogs... I am seriously debating deleting my fubar completly.... and then just using myspace or something... except theres a lot of ppl on myspace i don't want reading my blogs, or i could just make it all private... I guess i need to just make a journal, although, I also like having my friends comment and give me their opinion... Ya know whats odd... of all of the friends I have, the two I talk to most, I have become friends with because of MAN drama... God, men suck. I just, don't know... I mean, there is just so much drama going on right now, and no matter what happens, I feel like I've screwed something up... even thought, when I sit and look at the situation, i don't feel i've done anything wrong.... but fuck, I've DONE SOMETHING wrong obviou

My Hero
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field str

Our Lives As Americans.....land Of The Free??? For Who??
TO PEE! OR NOT TO PEE? Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though . . . Something has to change in this country -- and soon!

Leaving Fubar
To all my friends! I have been off fubar for awhile now, and I wanted everyone to know why. I was involved in a relationship for 5 years, and it ended for 7 months. Well, 2 months ago, we started talking again. We decided we could not live without one another, and wanted to try again. We are now engaged and our love is stronger than ever. I can't keep my fubar account, because this site would hurt him deeply, and the last thing I want to do is hurt him. I hope everyone understands. I have in him what we all dream of..true love!! I wish everyone the best, and I hope you all have a Merry Christmas!! I will close this account out in a couple of days! Hugs! Lori

Thermometers
When you have an "I Hate My Job" day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this particular brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized ". Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, I am so glad I do not work in the Thermometer Quality Control Department at Johnson & Johnson."

New Student
When I signed up for school, I was desperate to get the job I had applied for. That's the reason I did it. While signing up, I was lost. I had no idea where to go, how to go about doing it, or hell I didn't even know what the fuck I was supposed to be doing. I just went. And said "I need two early childhood courses." And I closed my eyes and picked. My sister went and stood in line with me the whole time. My first day of class, I had no idea what to bring. I threw some paper and pens into an old backpack of Shanes. My sister drove me and walked me to class. She then proceeded to sit down next to me and wait. "You don't HAVE to stay sister." I said. My tummy was a little bit nervous. (okay alot) "No I will until class starts" She said firmly. I didn't have the books I needed and I wasn't on the roster yet. I had signed up the day before, and I was supposed to ask for an add card. I had no idea what books I needed and as I watched all of the 'professional students' wa

U2-sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own
Tough, you think you've got the stuff You're telling me and anyone You're hard enough You don't have to put up a fight You don't have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own We fight all the time You and I...that's alright We're the same soul I don't need...I don't need to hear you say That if we weren't so alike You'd like me a whole lot more Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own I know that we don't talk I'm sick of it all Can - you - hear - me - when - I - Sing, you're the reason I sing You're the reason why the opera is in me... Where are we now? I've got to let you kno

My Resurrection....
I came back. In the same suit that I was buried in. Similar to the one my grand father was married in Yes... I was still fresh to death. bling, two ear-rings, a chain laying on my chest. I still had it cuz they couldn't find it And the bullets from my enemies sat like two inches behind it. Smelled the Hennesy from when my niggas got reminded and poured out liquor in my memory, I didn't mind it, But... I couldn't sip it fast enough. So the liquor was just filling the casket up, floating down by my feet was the letter from my sister Beautiful hand-writing simply read "I miss ya" Suit jacket pocket held my baby son's picture. Right next to it one of my man's stuck a swisher. I had a notion as I laid there soaking Saw that the latch was broken, so I kicked my casket open............ Not at all nervous as I dug to the surface. Tarnished gold chain is what I loosened up the earth with I used my mouth as a shovel to try and hollow it and when I couldn't dirt spit...I s

Lacuna Coil-within Me
Something about you that makes me feel bad I wasn’t there when a thin line destroyed your soul I search every corner There’s nowhere to hide How I feel ignorance Sacrifice some days it’s harder Let’s face it, it’s all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Life’s crawling and wasting my days Another night gone and I know there will be another way I’m leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye Something about you will make me stronger Now I’m aware when a man falls rebound, my fault I search every corner Just nowhere to hide [Within Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] How I feel ignorance Sacrifice some days it’s harder Let’s face it, it’s all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Life’s crawling and wasting my days Another night gone and I know there will be another way I’m leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye Here I wanna be No more lies! Deep within me Life’s crawling and wasting my days Another night go

Re: Odds Say 2/1 Ron Paul Will Smash $10 Million Barrier
RE: Odds Say 2/1 Ron Paul Will Smash $10 Million Barrier ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Dec 2007, 22:54 Odds Say 2/1 Ron Paul Will Smash $10 Million Barrier In One Day Donations Betting odds on how much money Ron Paul's campaign will raise in one day this Sunday suggest that bookies believe the Congressman could easily break the $10 million mark and stun his constant detractors by raising close to $20 million in the fourth quarter. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/131207Odds.htm

Letting Go
My best friend and roommate moved out tonight... This is for her. You'll never know how much I cried. You'll never know how much I hurt. No more late nights laughing together. No more days of just being us. You're leaving. You are moving on to something better. I'm staying here. I'm going to try to make it work. Nothing is the same without you. Nothing seems as fun. I look at your bed and the pain settles in. You'll never lay there ever again. I'll lay here every night, looking at that bed. You've been with me for so long. Always by my side. My partner in crime. My shoulder to cry on. I haven't been without you since we met. Until I die I'll be here for you. I can't wait to see you on your wedding day. I can only imagine how beautiful you'll be. I'll stand beside you, bouquet in hand and watch you leave me again. I love you more than anyone I know. It's so not easy letting go. One last hug before you leave. I'll see you soon my ve

Dark And Goomy
It's Dark and gloomy - some day's it's a feeling thats hard to get rid of I often feel this way.... but not today so no wories - but thought I'd share this Life overwhelms me. Lost in the chaos. Amuck in the mire. Drowning in life. Lonliness prevails. I have heard it said that the song "Heartbreak Hotel" was written by a maid after she found the suicide note of a poor, lost soul. The note simply read, "I walk a lonley road". A simple sentence. A profound message of epic proportion. Quite easy to suffocate on the emptiness of life. Lungs seizing, chest heaving, heart spasming and mind reeling to cope with the mindless reality of it all. Oh, death come quickly, for this one thing I pray. I see no other options, I see no other way. A lonely road indeed. This one statement sums up my life in entirety. I walk a lonely road. An endless road. No hills or byways to change up the view, no roadside parks to "rest for a few". No scenic wonders, no inspiring views. Just ag

The Jar Of Nothing ......gag Gift
A Jar of Nothing Gift Materials: Empty jar Sticky label paper or Paper and Clear Glue Instructions: For this project all you need is an empty jar. You can print this saying out onto some adhesive label paper suitable for your printer or print it onto normal plain paper. Use some clear craft glue to adhere it to the jar. If you want to go all out you can add some ribbon to the jar and even box it up for a great gag gift. --The Saying--- Did you say nothing? When you were asked what you wanted for Birthday, Anniversary, Graduation or Christmas. Don't you remember saying NOTHING Well this time someone heard you, searched high and low and found this perfect gift for you. Note: These are great for Christmas fund raising stalls. FOR PICS OF THIS....LOOK IN MY "CRAFTS" FOLDER IN PHOTOS!

You Are...
Your hearts on fire... Your eyes tell your desire... Show me your love... Know me like no other... You are... So beautiful... You are... So loveable... You are... Like no other... You are... You are... You are... like no other... Come dance with me... underneath a moon lite sky... Touch my heart hold it tight... Show me what true love means... Let the rest of the world part...

Pretty Good Joke
Sven and Ole are walking down the street and there, lying in the yard, is a large dog giving himself a "very selective and localized" bath. Sven said, "Boy, I sure wish I could do that." Ole said, "Vell, you vant me to hold him for you.?"

Pissed Off
I am in a totally pissed off mood today so, I thought I would blog about it. I am the sweetest person in the world until I get crossed. Certain people are getting ready to make me cross that line to the Queen Bitch. I can go from nice to bitch in .8 seconds. It is getting to that point now that people are seriouly pissing me off. If it's games you want, it's game I can gave you. I can play the game better than what anyone thinks I can. So, bring your weak game on because I am waiting and so willing to play your game. The way I play the game, you want ever forget me. I play those games very well!

Wanna Help?
I only need 2500 comments, plase swing by and throw me some. I'm almost there guys. Thank you everone. Thanks for all the help. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=1639456280 Thank you once again.

Rudolphs' Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas and we were all in a hurry No one had seen Rudolph Santa started to worry. We looked everywhere both high and low and we knew we needed Rudolph for the big show. When he was found he looked sickly and pale He said that he partied too hard and spent 3 days in jail. Santa told Rudolph the big night was here so go take a shower and put down the beer That's when Rudolph told Santa "I don't think I can" and Santa said but you have to, "Cause I love you, man" And if you don't listen to what I'm telling you tomorrow for lunch we'll have Reindeer stew! So Rudolph said "fine, let's pack up and go" but before we do there's something you should know This is the last year I'll pull your darn sled Because after this I'm retiring to bed The day after Christmas Santa threw a big feast we had cakes and pies and even roast beef But then with a sly grin Santa said we should try something new Mrs. Claus has cooked all day a

For All The Moms
When u were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day,

For My Rob...
beautiful weather envelopes life, Love... our kind treasures spilled across the room as the second hand catches up with us. we're chained to the moment, holding fast to breath, fading away in the dark hours. the white is falling, love... our dysfunctional beauty filling the air as we drink each other in. your touch grazes my face, and my reaction to your caress lights the dark with intense heat.

Blogging Turns Ten And Other Bathroom Humor
I finally got to our credit union when the book fair was going on (in their language, that’s “we set the books on a rack and people can purchase them self-serve”) and after I deposited my paycheck as well as one my mom sent me for my birthday I bought “Uncle John’s Curiously Compelling Bathroom Reader”. For those who’ve never read a Bathroom Reader, they’ve been published every year or so for two decades and contain all kinds of little known facts which include trivia about the bathroom as well as nearly everything else. I was reading in it last night (though I have gone to the bathroom reading it before, just then I wasn’t) one article about the history of the blog. I highly doubt anyone here’s been blogging for ten years, but one article which gave the history of some online terms (“Jargon.com”, pp. 87-88) had this to say about BLOG. “Short for ‘weblog,’ a type of Web site where entries are made similarly to a personal diary or journal (or log), covering a wide variety of subje

Erotic Extacy
The touch of a hand around my waist Looking up at your body knowing I wanna taste Feeling and smelling your soft skin Wanting to be wrapped up within Kissing your soft lips Feeling your fingertips on my curvatious hips Caught up in a feeling of fantasy and lust Being like this is a must Caressing me with your hands and toungue Leaving me to admit I'm totally sprung Longing to be making love to the one I desire Every thought of you makes me float higher Feeling you from within My finger nails gripping your skin Heavy breathing and soft moaning Wanting things to last til morning

Hail To The King Baby (evil Dead 4 Kind Of)
i heard about a year ago that there was making a evil dead 4 but the news was wrong in fact there making a kind of spoof of evil dead with bruce campbell playing himself battleing demons the films called My name is bruce dont know when it comes out but the trailer looks GROOVY :)

Merry Xmas
Jingle bell in the air at walmart the aisles fill with the folks. All looking for "who's smarter than a 5th grader" Christmas at walmart is a joke. Deck the walls with drips of beer, As i drink away all my holiday cheer, Because i know i'm not on santa's list I have been a bad boy this year! OH please come the new year fast and quick, for i wanna go piss the night away! ald lang sein for what every that means, with a jager in my hand, Ola' will i say! Make my resolution not to drink again and never pick up another smoke. spend my money wisely and be kind. only to know it was all a joke! Merry xmas to all.. baaaa hum bug!!!

Re: Ron Paul Smashes Record With $6 Million Plus Haul
RE: Ron Paul Smashes Record With $6 Million Plus Haul ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 17 Dec 2007, 13:43 Ron Paul Smashes Record With $6 Million Plus Haul Ron Paul has smashed the all-time record for political donations on one day, beating John Kerry's previous effort as he hauled in over $6 million dollars during a 24-hour period that coincided with the 234th anniversary of the Boston Tea Party. The true figure could even tally up to near $7 million once all donations have been fully processed. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121707_smashes_record.htm

Re: Neo-libs Label Ron Paul Money Bomb "abject Failure"
RE: Neo-Libs Label Ron Paul Money Bomb "Abject Failure" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 17 Dec 2007, 19:37 Neo-Libs Label Record Breaking Ron Paul Money Bomb "Abject Failure" Neo-liberal establishment wannabe e-rag Wonkette and its sycophantic bloggers have dismissed the 2007 Tea Party fundraising event, which set a new campaign record by hauling in a record $6.6 million dollars for Ron Paul's presidential run, as an "abject failure". http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121707_abject_failure.htm

The Murder
Murder of the Butterfly By me In the silence I hear soft and convicting The scream of a butterfly loud and unnerving Caught in a gossamer web layered with dew The spider advances and the terror is new The scream of a butterfly is painfully raw With the sound of an angel, burning in hell No sirens come,no flashing lights, just a spider and a scream Then silence comes and now I know, its just natures vicious game The Murder of a butterfly……. Mrrcp2007

Friendship Poetry
Why is it that we feel pain, we get no warning as with the rain. the loss of someone dearly loved, or the remnants of a shattered love. Moveing on is hard to do when every day you feel so blue. Friends seem distant, so far away, it's hard to take another day. there is it seems no one who cares, one that your heart they can repair. I've been there friend I feel your pain, it's hard to be strong when your soul is strained. so take my hand, I'll lift you up, upon my sholders your burdons' thrust. Now dry your eyes and never fear, and know my friend that I am near.

Re: Rockefellers "joked" About Controlling The World
RE: Rockefellers "Joked" About Controlling The World ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 18 Dec 2007, 19:09 Rockefellers "Joked" About Controlling The World The elitist Rockefeller sons would sometimes "joke" about which parts of the world they would each control according to biographer Peter Collier, carving the world up into different thiefdoms. Collier's admission that there was "something really behind the joke" is an understatement considering the revelations of the late Aaron Russo about what Nicholas Rockefeller told him. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121807_rockefellers_joked.htm

Merry Christmas
today,i wish you a day of ordinary miracles,a fresh pot of coco you did not have to make yourself an unexpected phone call from an old friend(with updated address). green stoplights on your way to work or shop. i wish you a day of little things to rejoice in. the fastest line at the grocery store. a good sing along song on the radio(no fair i pods). your keys right where you look. wish you a day of happiness and perfection little bite size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the lord is smiling on you,holding you so gently because you are someone rare and special. wish you a day of peace,happiness and joy. they say it takes a minute to find a special person,an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them,but then an entire life to foget them. send this phrase to the people you'll never forget.tis a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them

If I Died Tomorrow ?
Subject: IF I DIED TOMORROW... Body: If I died tomorrow, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that u have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me? 11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 13. If I died, what would you remember me by? 14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true feel

Metal Underground Interview
12/06/07 : METAL UNDERGROUND INTERVIEW Widely known for their single Down with the Sickness; Disturbed's frontman, David Draiman, took the morning off to give me a phone call to discuss their upcoming album and future plans for the band. Recording their fourth album, these guys have plans to come out stronger than ever in 2008. Scottydawg: I'm talking with David Draiman, vocalist of Disturbed. Thanks for the phone call. I was checking tour dates but you're actually in the studio right now recording your fourth album. David Draiman: Right, we're just finishing the record. We're gonna start mixing Nov 29th. Scottydawg: Do you have a title for the album? David: Right now we're calling it Indestructible. Scottydawg: Do you have a release date yet? David: We're lookin at the spring of 2008 but don't have an exact date. Scottydawg: Can you tell us a little about the upcoming album such as what it's going to sound like and how will it be different from your last three

I Am Thankful:
FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN

Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year
To all real and unreal fubar people, to all the pretenders, wannabee's and true people. it doesnt matter who you are,what you do, how much money you make, how big your cars is, how big your dick is and how big your boobs are. it really doesnt matter, what matters in life is that you try to respect all eventhough you do not agree with all. try to take care of yourself next year thats hard enough, dont try to control or think for others they are capable enough to do that for themselves. try to be more understanding for other believes,expressions and so for. wish your own wishes for the new year, make sure that they are good for you and wont harm any other!!!! when you keep that in mind your wishes will come true..........and i hope all your wishes will come true. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year......Gerard

What Would Santa Do?
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It

Teacher And Little Johnny
Like the way you think Teacher:- "Right, there are five birds sitting on a telephone line. A farmer comes along with his gun and shoots one of them. How many are left?" Little Johnny:- "None Miss". Teacher:- "Could you tell me why?" Little Johnny:- "Well Miss, when the farmer shot the bird, the sound of the gun would have frightened the other birds away". Teacher:- "Well, the answer I was looking for was four. But I like your thinking." Little Johnny:- "Miss, while were asking questions, could I ask you one?" Teacher:- "Its a bit irregular, but go on then" Little Johnny:- "There are three women sitting on a bench in the park, eating ice lollies. One of them is licking the lolly; one is biting it; and one is putting it in and out of her mouth. Which one is married?" Teacher (rather embarrassed):- "Err... I suppose it was the last one." Little Johnny:- "Well Id have said the one with the wedding ring. But I like your thinking."

To All My Friends...
I'm getting rid of the internet! The internet has been a big distraction in my life in recent years! It's taken me away from my life, my kids and anything important to me! So if you need to get a hold of me, either leave a message and I'll get to it when I get to it, or give me a call! Those that have my number have it for a reason, those who don't sorry! The internet should be off tomorrow! Have a great day and a blessed holiday season! ~Libby

.im.your.drug.
I see you as I shimmer in white, You know I am your only addiction, You lay me down and breathe me in, Now let's make some fiction I come alive in all your senses, The pounding of your steady heart, I know I have your full attention, And for the night we won't be apart. Everything between us is your secret to hide, I hope you'll keep me close, 'Cause daddy wants to keep this going, Go ahead, take another dose. I know you'll keep us going, But I slowly wear you down, You beg me not to leave your head, Saying that without me you'll drown. So go on another dose, Only brings us closer together, Don't fight the temptation, Just give in to me.

Ramblings?
Maybe...maybe I just want to express...to vent.. to get it all out..but damned if I cant. Nope, locked it all up tight, shoved it down deep inside & no one can pull it free. Suck..sometiemes..to be me. Pain...it's life. Joy...if yer lucky.. Loyal? Always & forever. Just ignore me - dont worry about reading this...why? It doesn't make sense...and yet...at the same time...it makes perfect sense doesnt it? I need my Hunter. I'm not complete.

Dreaming Of The Day
I dream of sunsets and stars shineing bright I dream of full moons and waves crashing against the rocks I dream of the longing of your gentle touch I dream of the longing of your lips touching mine so soft so passionate I dream of the day you whisper in my ear as I sleep I dream of the longing of your breathe gentlely grazing my neck I dream of the day we come face to face and look in each others eye I dream of the longing of your hands softly glideing down my cheek I dream of your gentle touch that makes my heart race I dream of everything that could be and hope that will one day be true I dream of the day that all things in these dreams come true I do love you with everything I got with my whole heart and soul I just wish that it was easy to tell you what you mean to me I dream of the day where all feeling are in the air I dream of the day we can look at each other and say I LOVE YOU

Depressed...
Well, I admit it. I am depressed.One of our cats was missing for a few days. When she got back, she was very sick.We took her to the vet on Tuesday (when she came back). The vet kept her overnight, giving her fluids and such. The vet said that she might have feline AIDS or feline leukemia, but since she was in such a poor state he didn't want to stress her with a blood test.Yesterday when we went there, the vet said that she hadn't eaten anything overnight, but that she might eat at home. We brought her home to see.She didn't.We force-fed her a few bites, but truthfully I don't think she's gonna get better.We put her in a little room I made in the bottom of a bureau, giving her an animal heating pad and her food and water. Today at lunch if she isn't better, we're probably going to take her to the vet to get her put to sleep.I wish we didn't have to do so, but I don't want her to suffer either...Be sure to visit my websiteJohn U. Seed's Seeds of Utopia

Elmo Scared Me
Last night when I got home from Christmas shopping I didn't bring all the bags in. I just went out and opened the trunk. As I reached in a grabbed a bag, this little voice said something. Boy did I jump. Then I remember I bought a little talking elmo for my nephew. Thank God its going to someone else's house and not staying here lol.

Christmas? Bah-fucking-humbug!! (work Rant)
Well, the last bit o' Christmas Spirit I had just went down the fucking toilet, and I've officially joined the haters club. Work did it specifically...I, right now anyway, have the boss from Hell. We have a technician that checks patients into the doc's office (I work as an Optician for a local eyeglass place), who's one of the mildest people I've ever met...tamer than even ME at times (and if you know me, that's saying something) and he somehow managed to piss her off! I've never seen Angela angry...never in the 5 years I've worked with her...and now she's in a rant whenever he's around. It's un-fucking-believeable! He's pissy around everyone right now...he's even to some degree on MY shit list (which is short...I don't feel there's a point in keeping one) for an incident involving helping a customer when I was all alone on the sales floor, and I put a phone call on hold. It's funny how philosophies change over a 5 year period...for 5 years he's been drilling me to "stay with

Gingerbread Cookies
1/2 C. butter, softened 1/2 C. honey 1/2 C. black strap molasses 1/4 t. ground cloves 1/4 t. nutmeg 1/2 t. cinnamon 2 inch piece of fresh grated ginger 1/2 t. bakg soda disolved in 1/4 C. warm water 2 and 3/4 C. whole wheat flour Cream the butter honey and molasses together well. Add the spices and mix. Add the baking soda/water mixture. Stir in the flour. Chill the dough at least 4 hours. Then roll on a lightly floured surface to 1/4 inch thick. Use cookie cutters to cut into shapes. Place on greased cookie sheet (or parchment lined cookie shet) at 325 degrees for 15-20 minutes. * To make these vegan, just use soy margerine instead of butter.

In The Arms Of An Angel - American Soldiers Tribute
Remember the ones that didn't make it home for Christmas, they paid the Ultimate Sacrifice for Freedom.. Remember them On Christmas day. LCPL G****** USMC Prior Service

Tender Situation
Tender Situation state this ache as the final break tender situation - create a good illusion feel the grip of your slavation this is indeed a tender situation make a move man state your case taste the waste man taste the waste what is your place in my glorification yeah this is really a tender situation get off the pot man shake and bake taste the waste boy taste the waste pump it up or stray from that old station yeah dude this is really a tender situation

To A Lucky Lady
The Protective Shield To him the Fool that spins The tale as if I ever believed The lines any more than He, who dances the dance, So pretty the male Peacock And he who Never walks the walk Yet talks the talk Yet why would I, why should I Believe him any more Than believing that The songbird Sings for me and Never the reality That he sings only For himself As all men do And I believe Poet

The Big Deal
what is the big deal about bi/gay men/woman. i mean we all are the same. we live in the same world. its just a lifstyle. i dont see anyone(bi/gay)saying any thing bad/fuck up about str8t people. so why does every bodie give them so much shit about who they want to live there life if a guy want to fuck a guy or a girl fuck a girl then that them not you(but most guys think its so sexy see too girls go at it) but not too guys what is the diff. about it wait one sex has a pussy and the other has a dick. if they have a dick and fucking suck some other guys dick, or if they have a pussy and want lick a pussy that what they want in there sex life its not your so fuck off and leave them alone about it ok????

Guns N' Roses - Patience
1,2,1,2,3,4 (whistle) Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you I'm still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now Was a time when I wasn't sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt You're in my heart now Said, woman, take it slow It'll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience Said, sugar, make it slow And we come together fine All we need is just a little patience (patience) Mm, yeah I sit here on the stairs 'Cause I'd rather be alone If I can't have you right now I'll wait, dear Sometimes I get so tense But I can't speed up the time But you know, love There's one more thing to consider Said, woman, take it slow And things will be just fine You and I'll just use a little patience Said, sugar, take the time 'Cause the lights are shining bright You and I've got what it takes To make it, We won't fake it, I'll never break it 'cause I can't take it ...little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah need a little patience, yeah

Swollen
Just close your eyes Ignore my love There is no way it can hurt you more Don’t follow me With hollow words I can’t hide in my swollen tears Some one give me a way out of this mess I got to get out and I really don’t know what happened I tried and I tried to follow you But we both know it’s not how this goes I cried the day I knew I could not die for you Don’t ask me this You can’t hear me When I say there’s a line in the sand I can not cross I will not cross Without swallowing all your fears Some one give me a way out of this mess I got to get out and I really don’t know what happened I tried and I tried to follow you But we both know it’s not how this goes I cried the day I knew I could not die for you

Raider Nation Pledge Of Allegiance
I pledge allegiance to the Raider Nation of America, and to the Republic for which we fight for, one Nation under a God of War, undividable, with vengeance against all haters and justice for those who stand proud! Our Nation's colors are Silver and Black. Our flag is a symbol of the life we lead, and is feared by all those who appose. We are a Nation feared by all other nations and though we may have fallen at times, we have never given up. The day will come when we shall stand and take our place at the top of the world. We are the RAIDER NATION, we have the will, we have the strength and we have great leaders to lead us into battle. We have a commitment to excellence. We are a family of many, that stand as one. LONG LIVE THE NATION!

The Family Members Folder
Good Morning all All the family Member tags are up well not all of them I am still waiting for some to get back to me...If your tag isnt there please send me a PRIVATE email so I make sure that you get yours...Oh and If you arent part of the family yet and would like to be just let me know so I can get yours made up just shout at me or send me a private email.. Love ya all

Greetings From Vegas Mostly
Well Since I've been out here I wrote a few things up and never posted them here so they are all here in one blog instead of like 3 or 4.... Greetings From Vegas ~Just doin it the easiest way! I just want to tell all my friends I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH! :) Love ya guys.... So far while in Vegas I've been sick! STUPID DAYCARE! lol I went to a Bill Engvall show on Saturday. Was AWESOME!!!! I wore makeup too. Will have pictures up of it when I get home, I look retarded but I will put them up I promise! :) SO---- Katrina, Cutie, and Spanky, I miss ya girls! Make sure you tell my Ms Stetnie I miss her too! Only 6 more days and I will be home!!!!! yay! Then I have to make my first payment on my fine! hahah Love ya guys, Off to the shower! Just did a bulletin (figured it was easier to get in touch with EVERYONE at once!) *Oh I have my cell on!!! and with me at all times. so if you got the number, call or text me at any time! Just remember I'm 3 hours behind so if you call

Blood Bond
make sure u r comfortable when u read this.. afterward close your eyes and focus on what the feeling might b... I long to be close , to smell your scent, so distinct in its calling to me... to feel the warmth comeing from you skin,, knowing your blood lies so close to the surface... ur very essence of who u r , ur ansestors,and their ancestors, and their ancestors...right there beneath the surface...one little cut is all i ask... as the blade barly punctures your skin the rush of that smell reaches my nose as a sigh escapes your throat,let me wrap my arms around your heart and keep u safe , while i drink deeply from your soul... strength and love will fill my soul and feed my need for love... slowly i ddrink of your blood my love, savoroing each drop u give, your love and strength, pain and suffering, anger and hate r gone with each drop... slowly, ever so slowly....so warm is your blood, so sweet onmy tounge... can u feel it slowly leaving your body??? in my soul each

He's Back, Old And New Friends Go Welcome Him Back-long Haired Country Boy Wohoooo Daddy Mark
HE'S BACK, OLD AND NEW FRIENDS GO WELCOME HIM BACKrecountry boy@ fubar (repost of original by '~onecrazymomma~(OTS)' on '2007-12-23 07:28:11')

Organized Religion
OK, this one is honestly just to see how many people I piss off (and to let everybody know I'm an equal opportunity heckler). THE TROUBLE WITH ORGANIZED RELIGION Having a personal relationship with God is a wonderful concept that has been absolutely ruined by organized religion. Somehow, over the centuries control freaks have insinuated their own opinions into the Word to the point that their opinions have become Dogma. So, I give you a few observations. Jehovah's Witnesses: Their Heaven has been full since 1978. Buddhism: Right. Just sit there. Everything will be OK. Right. Mormons: Sorry, I take the Black Thing personally. They can kiss my ass. Judaism: Whole religion, half a book. Islam: The phrase Improvised Explosive Device is not in the Quran. Some of you are a little off track. Hindu: Who in their right mind wants to spend the Afterlife as a cow? Catholicism: I cant even say anything w/o sounding like I'm piling

David Called Crying
David called earlier crying and asked if I could come get him. Not sure the whole story, all I know is his little sister bit him, and he was punished for whatever he did in reaction to it.. and she was not punished. I know she does bite him because I have seen the marks many times. I'm hoping my worst fears do not come true. His mother bit me many times in her outbursts. I'm hoping its not really his mother, though the fear always lingers in my mind. But maybe the little girl has just learned from her mother that violence is ok. She is in kindergarten now and should know better. In any case I am just waiting for a call so I can go pick him up.

The Witches' Creed
The Witches' Creed By Doreen Valiente The Witches Creed Hear now the word of the Witches, the secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destinys pathway, That now we bring forth in the light. Mysterious Water and Fire, The Earth and the wide-ranging Air, By hidden Quintessence we know Them, and we will keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all Nature, the passing of Winter and Spring, We share with the life Universal, rejoice in the Magical Ring Four times in the year the Great Sabbat, returns, and the Witches are seen, At Lammas and Candelas dancing, on May Eve and old Halloween When daytime and nighttime are equal, when sun is at greatest and least, The four lesser Sabbats are summoned, again Witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, thirteen is the Covens array, Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, for each golden year and a day. The power has passed down the ages, each time between woman and man Each century unto the

Happy Funking Everything
Funny Pics at pYzam.com To cover all the bases, Happy Funking Everything. I hope y'all recieved at least one thing that you needed and or wanted this holiday season. Specially if it isn't materialistic in nature. May you bask in the warmth that knowing that you are loved brings. Take to heart, that somewhere out there, someone is thinking of you fondly. Be safe in all that you do, and enjoy yourselves.

Ode To My M-16
Ode to My M-16 I signed up to be lean, mean and green a protector of all who have a American Dream, I live each day a constant change in scheme in my hands I hold the action for each scene, this is the Ode to my M-16 Lack of sleep and borrowed time from Sunday to Sunday the bruises and bumps and time when still hungry, Front leaning rest the position most given "need more discipline" the point to be driven, this is the Ode to my M-16 PT once, twice, even three times daily the push-ups, sit-ups, and miles please blue phase me, stand at attention without question or movement get use to yells and screams to relay you improvement, this is the Ode to my M-16 Foot marches with ruck sacks pained on your back the break in formation has now added laps, A creed every solider must believe to recite UAC is today against who will I fight, this is the Ode to my M-16 Weapons fire adrenaline and linger a fog I hope we don't get smoked after this jog, Attention t

Hohoho
im not crazi bout the holidayz.wears me out but im tryin.lol.since i have alot of friendz on here its impossible to send all of u comments individually.so im doin the next best thing.so here u go.enjoy yall. fyi:its meant to b funny lol ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know

It's Christmas.
Well, I finally figured with all my friends, family, and fans on my list, I am not capable of handing out individual Christmas comments. I figured I would do this instead. I wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas in Fu land. It has been a wonderful year of meeting new people, and stayin in touch with the old. I wanted to thank everyone for all the great comments I have received. I am also very thankful for the great friendships I have been able to form with some of you. A lot of us have been threw some major changes in the year passing, and remember it makes us stronger people. All the ups, downs, laughs, tears, and jokes is what life is about. I thank all of you that have included me in these parts of your lives. My wish to everyone this year is to be happy, healthy, and strive for whatever your goals are. I hope you enjoy the holiday season with friends and family and not take it for granted. I also hope that everyone sits back and realizes the real reason we c

Trapped In The Past
Trapped In The Past Shadows of darkness follow me Secrets hide behind my eyes Honesty no longer means anything Living off of the lies Feeling but not expressing Lost for words and still I talk Thoughts lost in tides of emotion Life is a lonely road to walk Hopeful if death is the prize Fearing I'll actually see today Easy to give up and close my eyes Wishing all things would pass away Dreading the prospect of tomorrow Left with a heart that's dead Praying death will ease the sorrow Sadly living and breathing instead Remembering yesterday with remorse Cursing the life that continues to last Wanting it to finish its course Instead of being trapped in the past

Breathless (song)
Breathless baby lingers im a bow round your little finger ive gone and lost my way lead me to water long lost daughter since you can't hide will wash away with the time baby i fall apart you gone broke my heart everything falls away im Breathless at your name how you move me your eyes wound me kill me with every word you dont say secret lovers don't leave me for another stay until nights come and gone all have left to remind me is your song baby i fall apart you gone and broke my heart everything falls away Im breathless so breathless at your name baby i fall apart you gone my broke my heart everything falls away im breathless so breathless at your name Im breathless so breathless at your name

Vampyre Wiccan Flyght 12-25
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN * PROUD MEMBER OF THE SISTER HOOD 1st hh 12-15 Sat 4pm fubar time Thanks Unholy Darkness@ fubar Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@

Another Wonderful Day
Yesterday was better then I could have imagine. Her Folks were so nice and loving. There is no doubt in my mind that I am with the person I was always suppose to be with. How else can I explain everything? We get along so well and the chemistry is so strong. We went for a walk last night when we came home. It was so nice to just walk and talk. Everything was just picture perfect and it felt so good just to talk about how we both feel up to this point, about areas that could use a little polishing, and about the future. My Boo completes me in so many ways. She is my equal and my best friend. I am just so happy right now. Today looks to be another wonderful day.

A Table Set For Two
A Table Set For Two Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

The Letter
There were so many things I wanted to do To let you know today how I feel about you I didn't Know how or where to start So what I will do is just try to write what I feel in my heart. First I want to let you know I forgive you for what you did to me The things you took away from me starting with my memories All the missing years that you have caused me to bury so deep inside For all the days I lived in terror and for all the nights I cried The separation from my family because you always made me choose The friendships I could have had and the ones you made me lose The guilt I felt each time I failed when I tried to do my best And every lie you made me tell so to hide it from the rest The times you told me I was nothing and only you would want someone like me The hell I put our son through because your control had made it hard for me to see The pain I felt when you would hurt me because you said I had done things to make you get upset The way I felt so useless becau

Love By Allison Jane
Love is your friend, Love is your foe, It can bring you happiness It can bring you woe. It can cause you joy As it causes you sadness. So how may I ask Can people put up with this madness? Is it the tears of happiness Or the tears of sorrow, That make people sick If they don't see them tomorrow? Love is a gentle Yet harsh kind of feeling, It will hurt you badly While it works its healing. Love is not a Guy Or Girl kind of thing, It can take things away With the good things it may bring. Love can take forever As it happens so quick, And it makes you so happy It'll make you sick. You can talk forever And still not know what to say. It can change from sweet to sour In the length of a day. But this to you, I must confess, Why can't I be Involved in this mess?

What I Love About You...
What I Love About You... The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much.

I Can't Get You Outta My Head
Why can't I get you outta my head I think of you almost all the time As of the other day When I was on a walk I seen some people that you hang with drive by I wondered what they were up to And if you were with them too So I took a lil drive to see if it was you As I drove down the road I noticed That the party they went to was near by As I drove by I looked over To see if you were there But I couldn't tell if you were there As I went down a gravel road I wished I was there With you having fun If you were there You make me feel good inside Everytime I see you I just start to smile

Lirycs
She buys a new dress for the party, She always looks good in red. Turns around in front of the mirror And disappears inside of her head. She wonders if he'll even remember, She asked him in a casual way. Just incase he didn't want to go with her, In that event she knew just what she would say. She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend, Even though she only has one or two. She's always done much better with boys anyway, So who needs girlfriends? Pacing nervous across the floor of her bedroom, Gripping tight the phone in her hand. Fighting back the rush of emotions, And dreaming of just having a man. [Chorus] It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But underneath she's a broken girl. But It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But she will always be a broken girl. She struggles w

Not Here
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

The Mask
Ever just want to get away? Run away and never think about the place or event that made you want to leave? You fight and you fight and you fight til' you can't swing anymore. Your finally at your last breath and you concede. You just can't resist anymore. Your submission is all that is acceptable. For just one moment you want peace. Your so worn down that you accept what you know is wrong. Your fed the lies, swallow them whole. Your view of truth is so warped, that you can't see what is real before you. Your so far gone, so alone, so deep within the hole that you've dug for yourself. You realize that no one is there to save you. No one has come to your aid. There's no one there. No one can save you. You've pushed them all away. Concentrate, go within to regain that strength you once had. That drive, that desire, that burning passion that once overflowed from you. Break free. Don't let them win. Show them that you are not a fool. Show them that your not wea

The Crashing Wave
THE CRASHING WAVE SHE WALKS DOWN AN ENDLESS PATH BEFORE THE DAWN HAS KISSED THE DAY TO THE WATERS' EDGE SHE MOVES IN HASTE KNOWING SHE'LL NEVER FIND HER WAY HIS CRIES OF LOVE SHE HEARS IN VAIN CRASHING UPON EACH EMERALD WAVE WITH EVERY STEP HER HEART BEATS FASTER KNOWING IT'S HER SOUL SHE GAVE TO THE ENDLESS PATH, THE CRASHING WAVE, AND THE LOVER'S LIFE sHE COULD NOT SAVE

Slave
It hurts when you do It hurts more when you don’t I want you to stop Please don’t stop, Oh god I am numb without you, I need you in me I am empty without you, I need you to fill me You’re buried inside me, I feel you breathing Hard and harder, Dripping, breathing, grinding Moan I am nothing, I am yours I am slave To your cock

Be A Tiger
You ready for this? I play coy and shy. But when I get you alone I'll make you sweat bullets. I know where to press my lips. Push my hips and linger my fingertips. You think this is all fun and games. And your right. Except I have the strategy. And in this game You Lose. I like to scratch nibble bite and growl. And I like to be the dominate one sometimes. If you can get on top I'll make you love it. Don't get me wrong. Fight back PLEASE. Cuz it gets so boring when you just lie there. And its nice when you throw me around. I like it rough and tough, so bite me hard, make a mark and give it all you got

This Ish So Crazy!!! Tired Of It.....
I'm so tired of horny ass mutha fukkas commin on my s/o box talkin bout "wanna play?" "My dick so hard" "I'm so horny".... I really dont care... If u read my profile it say that I dont do cybering. I understand this is a website for adults and I do have really provacitive pictures but as I said b4 I dont mind that kinda stuff as my picture comments but it just get on my nerves when they come on my s/o box talkin dat bull shit. People cannot read no more? honestly... whoeva has to resort to jackin off to someone u dont even know on the internet must really have NO LIFE or just plain perverted. It saddens me in a way... These the type of ppl that ruin it for everyone else b/c I have to keep shuttin my shout out box off to just family only. Its gettin so bad i'm actually considering leaving FuBar. People have no respect for anyone any more.... If u are offended by this then that mean u guilty... If u throw a rock into a cage full of dogs the one that got hit is the one th

Didn't Wanna Do It But Felt I Had To
Ok, I'm not much for sharing my personal feelings in my blog too much. I finally ended up deleting a beautiful woman that I really like from my friends list. I know she (more than likely) could care less because she never comes around to visit, say hi or anything to me. I look for this woman EVERY TIME I come into this site. I say hello to her every day, just hoping she might respond some day. I very rarely get anything from her. I've been asked many times why I like girls considerably younger than me. Why don't I like women around my age? Well, this person IS around my age and she could care less whether I am here or not. Now, I know many people will say that's not the right attitude to have. I'm just being too negative and I'll never find a girl being so negative. If you say that to me, I swear to god your friendship will be deleted and you will be blocked. Looking back on my life, I have every right to think that way and since none of you care to get to know me,

15 Ways To Help Children Like Themselves
1. Reward children. Give praise, recognition, a special privilege, or increased responsibility for a job well done. Emphasize the good things they do, not the bad. 2. Take their ideas, emotions, and feelings seriously. Don't belittle them by saying, "You'll grow out of it" or "It's not as bad as you think". 3. Define limits and rules clearly, and enforce them. But do allow leeway for your children within limits. 4. Be a good role model. Let your children know that you feel good about yourself. Also let them see that you too can make mistakes and can learn from them. 5. Teach your children how to deal with time and money. Help them spend time wisely and budget their money carefully. 6. Have reasonable expectations for your children. Help them set reasonable goals so they can achieve sucess. 7. Help your children develop tolerance toward those with different values, backgrounds, and norms. Point out other people's strengths. 8. Give your child

Romance
Romance With the curiosity of a child she creeps closer In her eyes fascination unexplained Bathed in the gentle light from the moon She watches him He is death Love Hope Life Reaching out She places a tiny hand against an invisible wall See me ~ she whispers Startled by the voice he turns With a raised brow He looks to her Placing his own hand against the wall which divides them The match perfection Love me ~ he answers Nixy

Best Friends Bday
Today is my best friends birthday. We are having a party for her tonight and I cant wait. Of course it happens to fall on the night of the Stars Game, I will live, it will be tough I know. This morning I got to take her 8 year old son shopping so she could by her bday gifts, it was great. He is an awesome kid. So he and I went to breakfast and shopped an now we are wrapping gifts. He came up with the idea to hide the gifts in the house and write up clues for her, so when she gets home she will have to go on a treasure hunt to find her gifts. He is a smart boy.

Fresh Start
Two Buddhist monks were walking one day. Their journey included taking a boat across a river. When they came to the river, a beautiful woman was standing there. She said, "I need to get across the river. Can you carry me Now, monks are not supposed to associate with women, but the first monk chose to help her and said, "Yes, we will carry you." So they carried the woman across the river. When they reached the other side, the woman said "Thank you," and went on her way. The two monks continued on their journey. A few miles down the road, the second monk said "I can't believe you carried that woman across the river. And the first monk said, "I can't believe you're still carrying her." Is there something you're still carrying? As the New Year begins, reflect upon what you may be holding onto from the past. Is it time to let go? Rather than making grandiose resolutions, which will be forgotten by February, liberate yourself from past hurt, confusion or pain. Letting go of

Yay Finally Over Him
IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE A BLOG ABOUT MY EX AND MYSELF... I HAVE FINALLY MOVED ON I AM TOTALLY OVER HIM. YAY LOL... WHEN WE HAD A MISCARRIAGE IN AUG IT DESTROYED ME.. BUT IT WAS PROBABLY WAS FOR THE BEST BECAUSE BOTH OF US DIDN'T HAVE THE FINANCIAL NEEDS TO PAY FOR OUR BABY... AND WHEN I TOLD HIM HE ACTED SO LOVING, BUT IN HIS EYES HE SEEMED RELEIVED.. OH WELL AFTER I TOLD HIM I WENT INTO MY CAR AND COULDN'T MOVE I STARTED TO CRY IN PAIN MIKE PLEASE HELP PLEASE.. HE HAD HIS SON SLAM THE DOOR SO HE COULDN'T HEAR ME CRY... SO I DID A LOT OF THINKING AFTER THAT NO GUY IS WORTH THAT MUCH TIME AND PAIN TO BE INVOLVED WITH... AFTER THAT WE KEPT IN TOUCH WITH EACHOTHER WHEN WE FELT THE NEED TOO U KNOW LOL.... THE LAST TIME WAS IN OCT I THINK HIS B-DAY.... BUT EVER SINCE WE HAVEN'T GOT TOGETHER AND I THINK IT'S THE BEST NOW I WOULDN'T GET BACK WITH HIM FOR NOTHING YES I DID LOVE HIM BUT NOW I WONDER IF IT WAS EVER LOVE BECAUSE I THINK I JUST WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE JUST TO SAY I WAS I

Intro
Figured I would give a litte insight into me. I am 29, live in the Gunshine State am married and have a son. I like long walks on the beach, candlel..wait thats for my personal add. I like all types of music, some more than others. I mostly listen to underground Hip-Hop, Punk, Nu-Metal, and Jazz/Classical. I work Security and am part of the Tactical Response Unit. We do VIP escorts, high risk clubs and housing projects ect. If your lucky Ill post a pic of me all geared up. I love funny movies, dramas and psy thrillers. I enjoy reading, writing and being lazy at times. Well I dont know what the hell else to say. Drop me a line to find out more.

Stuck Up Ppl
all right.i think fubar is a cool ass place 2 have friends and everything but some ppl on here r real assholes.most of the ppl on here just want 2 added u because they need points.i thought the point of this place is 2 meet new ppl,not 2 see who can level up the fastest.Some of the ppl on here don't even say HI or THANK YOU for the add.so for now on if u don't want 2 talk 2 me then not even bother 2 send a me friend request.Because all u are doin is wasting your time.I'm the kind of person who wants 2 meet new ppl and sure i have a lot of girls on my friend list but that does not mean i want 2 fuck them because i sent them a friend request.I just like chatting with new ppl.So in closing thank u for reading this and i hope u have a great day.. Later, BOSS

How F*ckable R U
Your Score: " The Punching bag" You are 79 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should learn to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! Link: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona TestView My Profile(ShizzleBitch)

What Is Wrong With People?
why does everyone have to be retarted, what is wrong with just loving someone for who they are? why do they all have to have a motive for something else, or to backstab each other... this weekend has been the worst weekend ever with friends going crazy over each other and fights brewing....I ask why??? if i love someone, so what.... thats my problem and nobody elses and if someone else likes someone else then thats there problem, and yet everyone seems to but there nose in everyone elses shit....WHY!

Love And Pain
"I LOVE YOU". Those three little words that originally molded me into the man I thought I wanted to be, have become nothing more than a constant verbal reminder that words are only as true as the person using them. For years I've wished, prayed and hoped that one day I would be able to experience this feeling that for so long seemed to be the emotion that to so many, made life worth living. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED...unfortunately. I realized that love, much like anything else worth having, has it's side effects. Two of these hidden by-products are PAIN and TRUST. These two are synonymous with LOVE. I've done so much with so little for so long that I could practically do anything with nothing...except LOVE. I always had faith. I always believed that anything was possible...until now. Obviously this is one of those "She ripped my heart out of my chest with her cold hands and broke it into tiny little pieces so I'll never trust another woman again for as long as I live!" blogs,

Heart And Soul
Heart and soul Heart and Soul I saw you again today, and my feelings, I can't control. The feelings that I have for you, fill up my heart and soul. Every word you speak to me, I treasure deep inside, and I feel my love grow stronger, a love I no longer can hide. Every little touch you give, makes my heart beat out of control, and no one knows these feelings, except my heart and soul.

Good Bye Mi Love
After 10 years of bing with the love of mi life, She was killed. this is so heard for me and Iam tring to take it day by day. You never know just what you have until it's gone. She was everything to me I cant breath without her. All I can do now is cry. I wish it was me. But I know that she would want me to go on. But how can I when I feel so lost. I cant breath without her. Why did she had to leave me alone in this world? R.I.P. Lisa. I love you!

The One
the one thing that piss me off.is when you have a fight with your friends friends, and the true friend or the one that say there you true friend stop talking to you because of the fight and stop talking to you because there friend lives closer to them then you do and they dont want to have to choose the friend they want to side with so there not going to talk to you since your fightting but if you just stop to think about it when you stop talking to one and keep talking to the other friend your really choosing sides. but when you choose side and the person your not taking sides with, and they cant talk to the other people that you hang with because your not talking so they dont because two of your friends arent talking, the other ones dont talk to that person so you dont get mad at them. so really your just get every one not talking so you need to thing about what your doing when you do this. and after reading this if your one of my friends and think what i just said pointed towards yo

Happy New Year
just wanna drop by and wish everybody a happy and safe new year.. i had fun on here for the few months i was on this past year.. and looking forward towards a alot more this coming year.. ill more pics soon and hopefully a salute... and more friends always looking for new friends... well be safe and have fun Tim

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Da bleibt nur zu sagen, dass wir unsere Klagen weiterklagen. Vier Jahre noch? Dieses Partymachen zu Neujahr ist totaler Scheissdreck. Ein weiterer Grund zum profanen rumfreveln. Geht raus und heuchelt! Das können wir alle sowieso am besten. Morgen geht das Leben weiter - verkatert.

Let's Shatter Some Stereotypes
I thought it would be fun for my Fubar friends to list things about themselves that shatter myths and stereotypes about their race, gender, religion or sexuality. I'll go first: My name is well we will say Angel Baby,I am white All though I am white and a blonde does not mean I am ignorant or stupid,no blonde jokes apply to me.Got It!! I am a horrible athlete, although I was / am pretty limber and a good dancer. I took ballet, tap, jazz and modern dance All though I am American: I DO know how to locate things on a map. I DO try to follow foreign politics. I do NOT automatically get annoyed when people from other countries don't speak English well. As long as they are trying to speak to me in English I have no beef with them. English is a terribly hard language that constantly breaks its own rules. Besides, have you heard my French? It's horrible! I would hope that if I ever visit France, Montreal, Martinique or St. Lucia or even Haiti that I run into peo

Xtremefubargurls
Hey all, I've been entered into a contest called ExtremeFubarGurls... do me a huge favor if you have a chance and go to the link and rate my pic... I'd be happy with placing 1st, 2nd or 3rd... gracias, amigos and feliz ano nuevo... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=230680&i=1347609012 Maritza

Test2
Not a contest...but for fun and from my friend Achilles.. I need to have 25,000 comments posted....So maybe you guys can help me out....I get a 30day blast for doing so!!...And he has given me 6 weeks to do it...hehe..So thank you for helping me..Kisses always, Donna aka sexymomma712!!.. Have fun and a Great New year!!! Click on my picture and it will take you where you need to go:)

Loser
In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey Butane in my veins and I’m out to cut the junkie With the plastic eyeballs, spray-paint the vegetables Dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose Kill the headlights and put it in neutral Stock car flamin’ with a loser and the cruise control Baby’s in reno with the vitamin d Got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat Someone came in sayin’ I’m insane to complain About a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt Don’t believe everything that you breathe You get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve So shave your face with some mace in the dark Savin’ all your food stamps and burnin’ down the trailer park Yo. cut it. Soy un perdedor I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me? (double barrel buckshot) Soy un perdedor I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me? Forces of evil on a bozo nightmare Ban all the music with a phony gas chamber ’cuz one’s got a weasel and the other’s got a flag One’s on the pol

By My Side
I've been driving through these nights This road reminding me of all I am As time drags on, these windows fade Reality starts slipping from my mind All I know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say you'll be there for me Please say that you'll be there Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides All these years beneath the skin Everything inside me turning to the shame I was lost, but now I can see This fate is turning deep inside of me All I know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say that you'll be with me Please say that you'll be there Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides

Eh.. Need Some Help.
And no, it's not with a Contest. I was wondering though.. is there anyone out ther good with making Profile Skins? I need a little help with something. Please get back to me.. ASAP. :( :( I really need help.

Jordin Sparks-tattoo Lyrics
oh oh oh No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed The truth is a stranger Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind I can’t waste time so give it a moment I realized nothings broken No need to worry about everything I’ve done Live every second like it was my last one Don’t look back got a new direction I loved you once needed protection You’re still a part of everything I do You’re on my heart just like a tattoo Just like a tattoo I’ll always have you (I'll always have you) Sick of playing all of these games It’s not about taking sides When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver It hurt enough to think that I could stop Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave y

A Ghost Story
Spirits alive in America's ghost towns Posted on Tuesday, 30 October, 2007 | 4:50 | Dusty whiskey bottles line warped shelves. Dog-eared hymnals rest in church pews. Framed black-and-white photos, veiled in spider webs, hang on crooked nails. The ghost towns of the American West recall a desperate era. Located on high plains and open deserts, where sand storms and cold winter nights have embalmed any semblance of life, these towns still whisper their legends to anyone willing to drive through and listen. Pull over and step outside, and you'll hear the stories of the men, the women and the children who abandoned their homes and gave up their claims so fast that they seem to have vanished mid-stride and mid-sentence. As Halloween nears, they seem more than eager to speak. Goldfield, Nevada: Whoever chained a young woman to a radiator in the Goldfield Hotel, leaving her for dead, probably thought she would be silenced forever. Instead, she lives on a century later in this once-f

From A Daughters Eyes
A Fathers touch, A Daddy's kiss, A grieving Daughter, You're greatly missed. An empty house, An empty chair, A fathers love, No longer there. A broken heart, Tear filled eye, Another soul to fill the sky. Many memories in my mind, Some I laugh, Some I cry. The times we shared, The laughs we had, Things I miss when I think of you Dad. Realizing that's all I have to hold on too, Only memories, Of what once was you. Missing your laugh, I will never again hear. That is the reality that fills me with so much fear. No more smile on your face, No more warmth of your embrace. The last hug, The last kiss, The last "goodbye" leaves me with one last wish... To have you Dad, here today, Never to leave your Daughter this way. A Father's touch, A Daddy's kiss, A grieving Daughter, YOU'RE GREATLY MISSED ©Outlaw Productions

It Doesn't Matter.....
It doesn't matter what you think..... It doesn't matter what you feel..... It doesn't matter if you are hurting. It doesn't matter if you are scared.... It doesn't matter if you are alone.... It doesn't matter that you care to much. It doesn't matter when you are sad.... It doesn't matter when you are mad.... It doesn't matter that you care already. It doesn't matter that you cried all night.... It doesn't matter that you just want to be happy.... It doesn't matter that you just want someone there. It doesn't matter when you are filled with joy.... It doesn't matter when you just want o share all you have.... It doesn't matter that you have so much to give. It only matters that you wear a smile.... It only matters that you care and trust.... It only matters when all you want is to be happy.... It only matters when you keep moving on.

My Day
My Day I start my day with coffee in hand to take a break and make a plan. I think of all the friends I have and wonder how to make then proud. I think of what to do today to make me feel like things went my way. I look at my life different now and try not to dwell on things I don't see. I like to think of happy things to make people smile and wonder about me. I think of life and how it can be and try to make it like that for me. I think of all that I have and wish I could share that those that I care for. I look at my life so differntly and I thank the Lord for what I can see. I think life is special and wonderful to for all hat that I can do. I think that my life is worth something everyday and I am thankful for that in everyway. I think that I have changed and became a person who is looking for more. I look at my day differently instead of ho-hum and yuck today I see a rainbow and all my friends and smile at what life has given me.

Dark Mother
I call her forth from darkness her misty visage deepening becoming clearer, separating fog Her tendrils of power shoot forth and I, the darkened child submit and accept her in awe In the silence of the shell She whispers Through the hole in the dark oak She spies and smiles on me knowingly, as I through deep still waters glide No time, no place, no single name for She who lives within and out In dreams of Truth she waits and I, the darkened child draw in her essence Oh, Mother, thou art wise and strong; alone, you stand united Embrace, envelope, penetrate Truth in mysteries, unveiled I love Thee and honor Thee Dark Mother by Dominae

Everything You Need To Know
1. Well to start off there is something seriously wrong with me so im just warning you ahead of time. You either like me or you dont there is no gray area with me, I do think outside the box. I am easy to get along with, but I do have moments where I ramble on about sensless things that noone but me understands and I love it when people look at me with a blank face it just gives me more reason to go into the subject further. I do usually speak my mind without thinking about it and have been known to offend a few but its usually after I have said it that I think about it and its too late, I really do need a rewind botton. I like being me and I think I have a kickass personality once you get to know me. 2. The religous part of me... I do believe in God but I dont believe in the way its taught, There are 46 versions of the Bible and you can verify that, If you will go to a museum and look at the oldest bibles they are nothing like the ones that are in print today. I am sorry but the Go

{{{ripping }}}
I have a section in my Photos called "My Future Ex-Wives" I have pictures there of some of the most beautiful women on FuBar. Some of these ladies have great sense of humor, letting me be thier Fu..ture Ex. These ladies know this is done all in fun and no disrespect is meant by it. Yet other members get offended when other FuBar members RIPs their picture. WTFO? Why the F&&& would people get upset when others RIP their pictures. IF YOU DON'T WANT YOU PICTURES RIPPED... 1. Don't post them on the Internet and 2. You have the option to {{{Wait for it}} ..."BLOCK RIPPING" The RIP function is placed on FuBar because RIPPING is allowed unless, you guessed it... you "BLOCK RIPPING" If you think about it, it's actually a compliment. Why would anyone RIP pic of below average looking people. I know I don't have to worry about my pics getting RIPPed, for obvious reasons. And if they were RIPPED I wouldn't care. Because if I care I would "BLOCK RIPPing

Life
She put him out like the burnin end of a midnight Cigarette she broke his heart he spent his whole life tryn to forget, we watched him drink his PAIN away alil at a time, but he never cud get drunk enuf ta get her off his mind! Until the night!!!! he put that Bottle to his head and pulled the trigger!!!

Space Shuttle Teams Work Out Sensor System Plan
STS-122 Atlantis to launch no earlier than Jan. 24 as NASA pursues parallel ECO testing/hardware replacement Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 1-4-08 NASA managers agreed yesterday to press ahead with work to replace suspect engine cutoff - ECO - sensor connectors on the shuttle Atlantis' external tank on the assumption parallel laboratory testing will confirm the root cause of open circuits that derailed two December launch tries. Assuming the replacement work goes smoothly, the weather cooperates and the lab testing goes as engineers hope it will, Atlantis could be ready for a third launch try by Jan. 24. But John Shannon, deputy manager of the shuttle program at the Johnson Space Center in Houston, told reporters Jan. 24 is little more than a best-case crew training and planning target and that Feb. 2 is a more realistic launch date given the work requir

Tomorrow
ok my bf goes in for tests tomorrow for his heart. im scared shitless. we have been waiting for these tests for almost a month. im afraid they are going to say something that i dont want to hear. at night, im afraid that im going to go to sleep and he wont wake up. his chest is constantly hurting him. and it kills me to know there isnt anything i can do about it. but he wont let me or his mom go with so im really worried. what if he has to stay over night? what if something happens? i dont know maybe im just over reacting but i am seriously scared. someone help me please.

It Just May Happen...
Last night I dreamed I started my own business. It was an advisory service based on Biblical Financial Principles. My boss (today's his last day) is starting almost the exact same thing. I told him of my dream, what I wanted it to encompass and why. Him and I went back and forth on different ideas etc. What he is doing (unannounced to any one else here including upper management) is what I have always thought about and then dreamed of last night. Now him and I are getting together Sunday to get into the nuts and bolts of how it works. Apparently all the vacation time he's been taking (he's had 2months saved up) was to start his business and begin building clientelle. I've as a hobby started working on seminar material which he's seen and loves etc and with my background in helping a small business and a department hear at my present employer get off of the ground it looks like this thing just may happen! As a manager goes he's the greatest I've ever worked for and actually t

Chase Your Dream
"Don't waste your whole life doing jobs everyone else expects you to do and taking roads already paved... pave your own road and do what you want to do with your life. I'm sure that no one says "I wish I would have worked a little harder" right before they die. No, they would wish they spent more time with friends and loved ones and spent time following their heart and pursuing their dreams. Don't ever let anyone think your dreams are stupid or that you can't make a living doing it. And, don't ever let folks convince you that there is too much competition to make it, or that you should just get a "real" job. Do what you want to do." Richard Foley 2008

Re: Scientists Create Machine That Knows What You Are Thinking
RE: Scientists create machine that knows what you are thinking ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 05 Jan 2008, 00:39 Scientists create machine that knows what you are thinkingBy FIONA MACRAELast updated at 14:52pm on 3rd January 2008Scientists have developed a machine which is capable of reading our mind and revealing our most private thoughts. American researchers from Carnegie Mellon University in Pittsburgh, found that, with the aid of a sophisticated scanner and computer programme, they were able to determine how the brain lights up when thinking about different subjects. Using an advanced form of MRI scanner, they analysed how the brain reacted to ten drawings of tools and buildings. They then used a computer programme to work out whether a person was thinking about a tool or a building. The researchers' analysis was found to be 97 per cent accurate but they went on to show that they could distinguish between two similar objects, such a

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Left In The Darkness
You left me in the darkness a little bit too long you would have broke my spirit had i not been so strong. You cast upon me silence cause you chose not to share but little did you know that I at least found comfort there!

Cheaters Never Win
I played fair and lost it all you won because you cheat! No glory in your victory nor shame in my defeat. I may never be a winner but at least I have to say I'd far rather be a looser than a cheater any day!

I Wonder
I wonder if you wonder as often as I do I wonder if you think about me thinking about you. I wonder if you miss me every now and then and feel a twinge of loneliness remembering back when. I wonder if you search for me the way I search for you in hopes perhaps our paths will cross at least a time or two. I sometimes wonder if you knew tho I couldn't tell you so my love for you had grown so deep ....enough to let you go.

Expressions
It doesn't take all that much effort to pick up on whats ~NOT~ said when ones expressions like a story are just waiting to be read. A wealth of information registers across the face everything you need to know in one convenient place!!!

Letting Go
Letting Go How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this w

If Your A Parent Read This. It Is Important:(
Today in Lower Michigan, an innocent is lost. He fought bravely and with all he had in his little body for two days, but death made his call. The boy was 10years old. I don't know him personally, but my heart goes out to you lil one. 2 Days ago him and his little brother was playing. They was playing with daddy's Shotgun. They didn't know better, didn't realize it was loaded. It dropped on the ground and went off...The boy was shot in the face. The Family has my sympathy. I am asking and imploring all you parents who have children and Guns...For God's Sake store them away locked up and get trigger guards on them, please I am begging you don't let another innocent die needlessly. Parents those children have their future in your hands, please do the right thing....

Steaming
great now not only do i have a king size $156 blanket i have to resale but I just had an order for 30 pony tail holders cancled for no reason what so ever this needless to say doesnt make me happy at all. Now i have to resale the blanket AND the pony tail holders. Until I can resale both im out money and I cant raise the price on either orders to break even because it wouldnt be fair to the future owners of the items.

For Wifes And Mothers With Sons In The Service
Every time you go away my heartbreaks I know for you the same thing aches You walk into the sunset uncertain If you will be able to fix those who have been hurting. your love is for more then me its for your country to one day be free the honor you have received may one day be grieved I try to forget your leaving I just lie close to you and hear your heart beating. you're unselfish and mainly caring I'll near forget the love we've been sharing. now its time for you to go I kiss your face in the candles soft glow as you whisper, I love you, Good-bye I cant help but breakdown and cry As the door closes I remember your face Knowing no matter where we are our hearts will always be in the same place...

Erased
i invented him as u denied me and i created him since u erased me he has no past as we have no past he has a future as we have been strangers no one knows him as u do not know me no one cares about him as u dont care about me that makes us one and separate he and i not u and i since we never together in your history

Mr Murphy
MURHPY'S LAWS OF COMBAT . 1. If the enemy is in range, so are you. . 2. Incoming fire has the right of way. . 3. Don't look conspicuous, it draws fire. . 4. There is always a way, and it usually doesn't work. . 5. The problem with the easy way out is that it has already been mined. . 6. Try to look unimportant, the enemy may be low on ammo. . 7. Veterans are predictable, it's the replacements that are dangerous. . 8. The enemy invariably attacks on two occasions: a. when you're ready for them. b. when you're not ready for them. . 9. Teamwork is essential, it gives the enemy someone else to shoot at. . 10. If you can't remember, then the claymore anti-personnel mine IS pointed at you. . 11. The enemy diversion you have been ignoring will be the main attack. . 12. A "sucking chest wound" is nature's way of telling you to slow down. . 13. If your attack is going well, then it's an ambush. . 14. Never draw fire, it irrit

Without You
Without You My tears are flowing for you As my mind wonders and heart beats My body is nothing without you And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry And my thoughts weaken and try to forget I feel like nothing without you The beats within my chest were real, Something that no one will ever steal When there is nothing without you But as I try to forget you more and more My body grows weaker and begins to wear Mind floats, rises to react

Have You Heard Of This?????
"The dark side of the rainbow effect" I heard about this today and was shocked because I have seen "The Wizard of Oz" and listened to "Dark Side of the Moon" many many times. But I have never tried the two things together. It seems that if you watch "The Wizard of Oz" with the sound down and start "Dark side of the moon" the cd by Pink Floyd at the proper moment. Which I am told is by the 3rd roar of the MGM lion. That the movie and the music perfectly sync up. The music swells and falls with the movements of the characters. When the scarecrow flops around in the grass Floyd is singing "The lunatic is on the grass" and the thumping heart beats at the end of dark side come just as Dorothy puts her head to the tin man's chest to hear his heart beat. There are over 100 such instances where the music and the movie go hand in hand. I am very curious to try this and I have been told it is quite awesome to watch... Am I the only one who has never heard of this. I mean in colle

Triple Goddess
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia In ancient Indo-European mythologies, various goddesses or demi-goddesses appear as a triad, either as three separate beings who always appear as a group (the Greek Moirae, Charites, Erinnyes and the Norse Norns) or as a single deity who is commonly depicted in three aspects (Greek Hecate). Often it is ambiguous whether a single being or three are represented, as is the case with the Irish Brighid and her two sisters, also called Brighid, or the Morrígan who is known by at least three or four different names. In most ancient descriptions of Triple Goddesses, the separate deities perform different yet related functions, and can appear as any age they desire. In the Neo-Pagan religion of Wicca, the Triple Goddess is held in particular reverance, along with the Horned God. Overview The term Triple Goddess was popularised by poet and scholar Robert Graves, in his "work of poetic imagination," The White Goddess (1948). Graves believed that an

I See Naked People, They Are Everywhere
So I'm picking up on the minutia and concepts of Fubar pretty quickly I think and I've come to several conclusions. 1) I have a whole new level of respect for people who are willing to put up pictures of themselves either naked, or in some form of a sexual act. The whole exhibitionist / voyeur thing rocks! 2) Having seen the types of women who utlize Fubar I have realized that tons of them seem to fit my ideals about what I am looking for in somebody that I'd date or be with. So, I'm thinking that if I happen to encounter the right person, here, who is local,or semi-local, I might just end up REALLY loving Fubar! As far as my pics go. I have a female friend, in real life, who, strangely, would be deemed a "sub" by the terminology of this place, who has a digital camera. She and I have plans, one night soon, to make use of that camera so that I can update and post LOTS of new pics of me. Hell I might even get a bit drunk and create an NSFW folder. I should, I'm proud of that p

Joke From A Friend! Lmao
Three Hillbillies are sitting on a porch shootin' the breeze. 1st Hillbilly says: "My wife sure is stupid!...She bought an air conditioner. " 2nd Hillbilly says: "Why is that stupid?" 1st Hillbilly says: "We ain't got no 'lectricity!" 2nd Hillbilly says: "That's nothin'! My wife is so stupid, she bought one of them new- fangled warshin ' machines!" 1st Hillbilly says: "Why is that so stupid?" 2nd Hillbilly says: "'Cause we ain't got no plummin'!" 3rd Hillbilly says: "That ain't nuthin'! My wife is dumber than both yer wifes put together! I was going through her purse the other day lookin' fer some change, and I found 6 condoms in thar." 1st and 2nd Hillbillies say: "Well, what's so dumb about that?" 3rd Hillbilly says: "She ain't got no pecker

Dream Sequence 1.0
So what do Jim Brown, Kevin Smith, Kate Winslett, Cheveron, ATM's, King Kong, Ogres, The Titanic, Russian mobsters with Austrailian accents, Arctic Sea, Caves, Africa, and mixmasters all have in common? Well, outside of my disturbing dream sequence I just had...more than likely, absolutely nothing,! But let's try and make sense of this together! K? K! Let's take a little journey into the twisted, dilapidated, mind of a 30y/o troubled youth who let's go of the big stuff but can't seem to shake the small things... Okay, so it always starts of the same way; I'm going to the movies at the same theater I dream of all the time in the same mall I seem to always find myself in. I'm on a date with an unknown (to me) woman and we're going to see King Kong. The theater is pretty much empty but yet we choose to sit at the very top of the theater. We always end up making it late to the movie and it's in mid sequence when King Kong (not Peter Jackson's version either) captures the girl.

Yeah I Posted This Before - But I Love It
Pet Diaries The Pet Diaries.... Dog and Cat Diaries Excerpts from a Dog's diary: 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's daily diary: Day 683 of my captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling obects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength.

Buy Me A Drink! Please!! Lol
OK...This is my second fupage and on the first one I stayed shit faced on it...How come on this one I get all kinds of stuff but hardly any drinks? I can't get drunk on here, damn! lol...help a girl out, won't you?

Guess What I Can Do The Same.....
I'm tired of people singling people out ,I'm going to start marking pics NSFW just for the hell of it ,I'm sorry if you live in the past or are jealous ,you need to get a life. I've had pics where I'm completly clothed not even showing my bra marked nsfw that bull crap. Haters beware...thats all I have to say.

This Was Written For Me
I love that sexy look in your eyes I wanna give you something, yep a surprise I'm gonna rip off your clothes, and give your butt a smack You so damn sexy I don't know how to act I'm gonna kiss you on the neck, and bite it a lil bit Toss you in the bed and start sucking your tits I'm gonna suck and suck till you can take anymore I wanna hear you say "stop it baby they are so sore" I kiss my way down you till I get to your lips Fingering you as I suck your clit I pull my finger out and turn you around I slide my dick in and start to pound I spank your butt and pull your hair I smack your butt harder and you don't seem to care I'm going fast and deep, my balls are beating your clit Your pussy feels so good wrap around my dick Your moans are hot and they make me fuck you harder You are so wet,it feels like I'm being splashed with water I grab your hips and I start fucking you faster and faster until you can't take anymore But I keep on fucking till your

:):):)
Your eyes which first held me captivated where I stood. Your smile to dazzle the sun and warm every corner of my soul. Your voice like a sparkling mountain stream which flows into my heart. Your walk and the way your gracefulness takes my breath away. Your hair about which I dreamed cascading into my face as you leaned over me. Your hands whose caress I crave to hold my face in their tenderness. Your arms I long to have around my neck as you pull me close to your warmth. Most of all everything you are changed the way I feel about my life. I love you.

Verbal Abuse
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! I always thought after spending time being a volunteer victim advocate that I knew all types of domestic violence that there were as I spent plenty of time educating others. I got out of doing that sort of work because seeing the people who were the victims just upset me too much. Especially when some were very intelligent, recognized the cycle, and still fell onto the lure of the honeymoon period. I have found that I was wrong. I did know all types of abuse, but it took learning about them first hand to understand all types fully. I always kinda pushed aside the verbal abuse, and said that if you didn't have a backbone, that would be the only time that it would effect you. But I have discovered that in fact, it gets worse when you do have a backbone, because it takes more of it to break you. The cycle of domestic violence is a simple one, comprised of three parts- the buildup phase, the blowup phase, and the honeymoon phase. My focus was

True Love
Love takes time. It needs a history of Giving, receiving, laughing and crying . . . Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment. Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice. Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment is by-products of dedicated love. Love belongs only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving. Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have. Love involves much careful and active care & understanding. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the others happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes love hurts. Love is a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot say. Love says no with empathy and great compassion. Love is firm, but when deeded, it m

Cizin
Mayan "The Flatuent One" who brings earthquakes and death. Cizin is often depicted as a skeleton who smokes a cigar as he dances. His special death collar consists of dangling eyes connected by nerve cords. He has been accused of ripping up trees planted by the rain god and accepts human sacrifices in the company of the war god. Christians converts identify him with Satan.

I Can't Do It!!
No matter how hard i post bulletins or blogs, it seems i can't get any of my friends to help me out in a contest. Why do i even bother? May be it's the frustration of how many people i have helped in the past. and i mean before this year began, it just goes to show that most people are on here just for the points... (Just so you know, I am not talking about my Fu-Bomber Family... they have helped me more than anyone else.) Love to my Family!!!

Re: Vicious Ron Paul Hit Piece Scrapes The Barrel
RE: Vicious Ron Paul Hit Piece Scrapes The Barrel ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Steve Watson Date: 08 Jan 2008, 23:26 Another hack journalist intent on making a name for himself in the establishment media peanut gallery is the latest to spuriously attack presidential candidate Ron Paul, making completely baseless claims that the Congressman is a racist and a white supremacist sympathizer, going as far as comparing Dr. Paul to Charles Manson. http://prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010808_yellow_journalism.htm

No More Mr. Nice Guy
ok i know its the new year but i have only ONE new years resolution and that is that im not going to be nice anymore, i've been nice for far too long and its gotten me no where so from this day forward, there is no more mr. nice guy its a new me, a me who dont take crap and drama from anyone, im sick and tired of being nice to everyone and i get walked on and treated like shit, so now i have a new motto and it is Fuck the World cause all this world has done is fuck me over thanks Brian

Amongst The Sea
Amongst the Sea To be the silence and beauty amongst the sea, Feeling free of disturbance, O' how lovely it would be; The gentle tides which cast ashore, To kiss the rocks and spread over grains of sand, O' to be the sea in touch with surrounding land; Like wave reflecting skin to ripple with age amongst the wind, To sail into Spring, to set my way, To find freedom, in silence and beauty amongst the waves, For the peacefulness of the wake to gently take me to my grave. -Rod P. Stapleton

I Am Who I Am......get Over It!!!!
I am so tired of my friend Krista( who is white) getting criticized because she is friends with me and I'm (black). That CRAP is really starting to piss me off!!! I love her because she is a good peron, not because of her color. We are there for each other. None of these things have anything to do with color. Why can't people understand? What others think is not going to stop us from being friends. Krista is my "sister from another mother" for life. That won't change. People might as well......GET OVER IT!!!!

~desiderata~
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of a

People Need To Quit!
OK NOW I LOOK AT ALOT OF PROFILES ON HERE AND I SEE LIL BABY SEXYMAMA 2HOT4 U ETC AND THEN I GO TO CLICK ON THEM AND IT LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE BEAT THE HELL OUTTA THEM WITH A UGLE STICK WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE , C'MON IF UR UGLY U KNOW YOUR UGLY STOP WITH THE FASLE ADVERTISING IS ALL I'M ASKING! FUCK!

The Stalker Kid!
My stepmother just dropped by to bring Ashton one of her Christmas presents that didn't make it in time for Christmas. It is a Juicy Couture purse and is so damn cute! I think I might have to borrow that one from her. Since she loves to borrow my car, I might just have to borrow her purse! My stepmother told me that she ordered me the Irobot Scooba finally and it should come soon. Another Christmas present that didn't make it under the tree. I am looking forward to getting that one. No more mopping my floors! I am very excited about that. As I write this, my Roomba is in the kitchen vacuuming up the floors! Gotta love it. My youngest son has a big heart and has a hard time telling people no. He is the kind of person that doesn't want to hurt anyones feelings. He is a lot like my Dad. So this kid that lives in our neighborhood asked him if he can start getting a ride to school with us. Christopher said that I wouldn't mind. So last Sunday, this man shows up out fron

Must Read...kingdom Rules~
First let me start off by saying thank you for choosing to bomb with The Kingdom Of The Wolve's . We are happy to have all new comer's and hope you All have fun bombing with the Kingdom Of Wolve's ...I might add here you might find a few of my rules a little strange or unfair but I assure you there are very good reason's behind each and every one of them and may have more added as time goes on. Please make sure you read them carefully and if you have any question's no matter how big or small you can talk to your leader. List Of Rule's 1.) NO bad mouthing any other bomber..If you have a problem with any other bomber from any platoon please speak with me ( Witoak )..Do NOT try to handel it your self.. 2.) You can NOT do more than one contest a month..We will rotate turn's and each person will have a turn to be in them..Remember a lot of bomber's burn out from too many contest's..If you feel you really want to be in one and it isn't your turn talk with another bomber to change

Re: Federal Police Flock For Operation In Tijuana
RE: Federal police flock for operation in Tijuana ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 10 Jan 2008, 06:03 Federal police flock for operationThey'll be joined by state, local agentsBy Sandra DibbleUNION-TRIBUNE STAFF WRITERJanuary 9, 2008TIJUANA – Hundreds of federal police arrived in Baja California yesterday to join forces with state and municipal agencies launching a new front against organized crime.Members of the Federal Preventive Police swarmed Tijuana's bustling Rio Zone yesterday afternoon, but the agency remained tight-lipped about plans, leaving state officials to explain the purpose of this latest operation.Baja California's attorney general, Rommel Moreno, said about 1,000 officers would be arriving in the state, “and if it's necessary, we could be speaking of up to 2,000.” He did not give a timetable.Salvador Juan Ortíz, a deputy state attorney general in Tijuana, said, “I consider it the response . . . to the requests from the

Thursday November 24th 2004
Chilled today, almost a full moon…. It creeps through the thin blanket of clouds that try to keep it from me, and the madness that skulks about beneath my outer shell. It’s less then deep, tis near the surface, as I for a second time was upset today. The first time when I awoke, as still there is no snow. Past while I have been yearning for it, for I desire to build a snowman and call him Frosty Boo. He’ll have frosty toes and yes a button nose therefore I ask the snow fairy if there be one to let it snow…please? As when it’s glacial like this I rather there be evidence of snowfall then to catch sight of trees without the crystalline epilates blanketing their branches, and shimmering like tiny diamonds equal to that of the stars above. Disappointing really, saddening and depressing. My second upset of the day was disentangling Christmas lights, how is it I ask that no matter how precautious you are at placing them away at end of Holiday Season, by time next Season comes upon you they

Stressed Yet Again
Got so much shit going through my mind it isn't funny. I don't even know where to start. I guess the most pressing matter is that my hubby may be going to Iraq again for a year. Yeah financially this will be a good thing for us but. Some things happened the last time he was there and they won't happen again. Which is not really what I'm worried about. Because of what happened he, oh hell how do I put this, fell for this other girl. Well he's made his choice and wants to be with me. Here's my problem she keeps sending him text messages. It's really beginning to bother me. No it's more than bothering me it's down right pissing me off. I wish she'd get the hint when he doesn't reply and leave us alone. But he won't tell her so, in my pathetic mind I'm wondering. If he goes to Iraq will he contact her and maybe try to get something started again or what. I would like to think he and I have got this all sorted out. But when he doesn't talk to me and shuts me out it leaves me

Pleasure Night Is Back Come Join Us Now!
THE FAMILY IS STILL ALIVE COME SEE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTIES AND AWESOME PEOPLE COME SEE THEM RIGHT NOW I'LL BE MOVING MONDAY TO PA. SO COME HANG WITH ME AND PARTY I'M MAKING ROUNDS TO EVERYONE I KNOW SO SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE INTOXICATION LOCALS THANKS AND PEACE BE WITH YOU ALL ALWAYS... INTOXICATIONS LUCKY MEMBER 69 "ROCKDRAGON" INTOXICATION LOCAL "ANGEL EYES" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ SEX KITTEN" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ RAGE" INTOXICATION WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT WE ARE ALL ABOUT SO HERE IS SOME HINTS .........SEX......... ....GREAT TIMES..... .....PARTIES........ AND ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE GREAT! PLEASURE NIGHT HAS COME BACK TO IT'S RIGHTFUL HOME..... INTOXICATION home to the intoxication locals with great parties and awesome people....... the warrior dj kaijaw is on air right now... for all of you to come in and join him for the pleasure night of a life time music... fu

Half Done??
we had our appt with the doc today about my son.Walked away with the same vague diagnosis as we had when we walked in. Doc suggests Ohio Legal Rights to push the school along in getting the iep. And that we should be getting mr/dd services too. Im very discouraged.. im pushed back to square one again.. and this time with a bigger fight to take on.

The Wiccan Rede
The Wiccan Rede Bide ye Wiccan laws you must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Live ye must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give For the circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind ye spell well every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme Soft of eye and light of touch speak ye little, listen much. Dosil go by the waxing moon chanting out ye baleful tune When ye Lady's moon is new, kiss ye hand to her times two When ye moon rides at her peak, Then ye hearts desire seek Heed the North winds mighty gale lock the door and trim the sail. when the wind comes from the South love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the caldron go burn them fast and burn them slow Elder be ye Lady's tree burn it not or cursed ye'll be. When the wheel begins to turn soon ye beltane fires will burn When the Wheel hath turned a Yule light the log the Horned One rules.

Would I Have Been A Nazi?
Your Score: The SS Officer Achtung! You are 53% brainwashworthy, 59% antitolerant, and 19% blindly patriotic Opportunistic, self-centered and attracted to powerful leadership, you are the SS Officer. Had you lived in Germany in the 30's and 40's, you would've been a stain on the pages of history, a beast. You would've terrorized all who opposed you: not for the Fatherland itself, but for your beloved Nazi party. Sadly, you exceeded reasonable levels on 2 out of 3 indicators on my test. Auf vedersehen! - new test, it rules, take it - The Terrorism Test Link: The Would You Have Been a Nazi Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona TestView My Profile(jason_bateman)

Slapped
My mamma never really said much to me, She was much too young and scared to be, Hell, Freud might say that's what I need, But all I really ever get is greed, And most my friends, they feel the same, Hell, we don't even have ourselves to blame, But times are hard and thrills are cheaper, As your arms get shorter, your pockets get deeper, Not bad kids, just stupid ones, Yeah, we thought we'd own the world and getting used was having fun, I said we're not sad kids just lucid ones, yeah, Flowing through life not collecting anyone, So much out there, still so much to see, Time's too much to handle, time's too much for me, It drives me up the walls, drives me out of my mind, Can you tell me what this means... huh?, I know the things you wanted They're not what you have With all the people talkin' It's drivin' you mad If I was standin' by you How would you feel Knowing your love's decided And all love is real I thought I could live in your world As years all went by W

The Let Down
Once again i am let down once again, i plunge into turmoil once again i feel the sting once again, when does it end is there any good that can come from all this pain, all this hurt i see nothing but agony nothing but fear nothing but the intolerable pain i hate getting hurt do i really believe in what i have sold do i really believe the hurt is worth the risk how do i face the world how do i face you when i am here ready to give up can i be strong can i move past yet another rejection or will i stay and wallow in self pity do i self destruct with this new agony or can i bounce back to what i was will i once again feel empty inside feel alone with the world breathing down my neck will someone save me will someone see past this tough exterior i call me

R.i.p.
It's sad when people you know became people you knew...And when you can walk right past someone that at one part in your life was a big part of your life...And how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life...and now you can barely look at them....It's funny how many people have posted this. Guess we're all in the same boat, missing someone.. be honest...if you really miss someone, a friend, a love, or a family member right now...& can't get them off your mind...then repost this titled as R.I.P. Within 1 minute whoever you are missing will surprise you. If you break this you will have the worst love life starting in 1 hour

Being Homesick At Home.
Since I got to my parents house in VA, I have been feeling homesick for AZ. Some of it is not having cable tv, warm weather or a faster download speeds. Some of it is missing my wife and kids. But the big part of it is that I don't have the freedom or means to get around here like I did in AZ. My parents rarely go out. And there is no real busline near me so I can go anywhere. I am trying to make due, but it is hard.

To You Know Who You Are!
I have given you all the respect you asked for. Stay off my page! Dont read my shit! Guess what I have no desire to read, look, wonder what the fuck you are doing...cause guess what...I dont care! To all the ppl that like the drama.... I have a life! I dont care to know what other ppl are doing! I have shit to take care of and healing to do! Since everyone can say how they feel! This time Ill have a say and let ppl know that "Save the drama fuh yuh Mama!" To the rule makers... Dont instruct me on what to do when you do whatever you want! I do what I want anyways! Stay on your side of the street and control the ppl in your life. To the married men that think they are slick! Dont think that your wife is stupid! I can tell that she is way smarter than you will ever be able to shave off of your brain! I hate liars. Id rather play in traffic! I do not believe in revenge! I am not that kind of woman. Id rather talk something out! If you wanna talk at me you know my em