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Darfur Needs Us!!!!!!!
Darfur is experiencing an ongoing genocide and needs our voices to help stop the extreme poverty and dislocation of people. There are many families without homes, children without parents, food and clothes....we need to unite as one and take a stand against this serious problem! please take the time to read this and help even if it is just hosting a banner on your page or signing the delaration. there is so much we can do and every voice counts....visit these sites for more information....just think what if it were YOU in this situation! www.one.org www.standnow.org www.savedarfur.org The ongoing genocide in the Darfur region of western Sudan began in 2003, when the government of Sudan began sponsoring attacks against the people of Darfur. The genocide has claimed 400,000 lives and displaced over 2,500,000 people. More than one hundred people continue to die each day. About the size of Texas, the Darfur region is home to racially mixed tribes of settled peasants, who i

Cancer And M And M's
We have all been touched by cancer , somewhere in our lives, please read below and keep it going. I have been asked to keep this going and hope you will keep it moving too. New M&M colors Pass this on to all of your friends. There are many women out there who have breast cancer. Lets do all we can to support this cause. New Pink &White M&M's The maker of M&M candies has teamed up with the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation to raise funds through the sale of their new "pink &white" M&M candies. For each 8-ounce bag of the special candies sold, the makers of M&M (Masterfoods) will donate 50 cents to the foundation. The next time you want a treat, please pick up a bag (now sold in stores nationwide) - you will be donating to a great cause and satisfying your sweet tooth. Just think...If each of us buy one bag or two.... how much will be donated. Buy a bag for a friend........... Please pass on to all your family and friends. If

Witches
Have witches gone the way of wonders, Asterisks of yesterday? Life restores what reason sunders, Lest we lose our mind for play. Once we knew that what we knew Was like a ship upon a sea. Evil spirits wandered through Eternity, and what was true Never tainted what might be.

To Appear
To appear wise, one must talk; To be wise, one must listen. To appear to do good, one must be busy; To do good, one must know when to stand aside. To appear to lead, one must put oneself first; To lead, one must put oneself last. To appear caring, one must give advice; To be caring, one must give space. To appear to love, one must know how to give; To love, one must know also how to receive. To appear happy, one must smile; To be happy, one must be free with tears.

Good Old William Shakespeare
The Witches’ Spell Act IV, Scene 1 from Macbeth (1606) by William Shakespeare A dark Cave. In the middle, a Caldron boiling. Thunder. Enter the three Witches.1 WITCH. Thrice the brinded cat hath mew’d. 2 WITCH. Thrice and once, the hedge-pig whin’d. 3 WITCH. Harpier cries:—’tis time! ’tis time! 1 WITCH. Round about the caldron go; In the poison’d entrails throw.— Toad, that under cold stone, Days and nights has thirty-one; Swelter’d venom sleeping got, Boil thou first i’ the charmed pot! ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and caldron bubble. 2 WITCH. Fillet of a fenny snake, In the caldron boil and bake; Eye of newt, and toe of frog, Wool of bat, and tongue of dog, Adder’s fork, and blind-worm’s sting, Lizard’s leg, and owlet’s wing,— For a charm of powerful trouble, Like a hell-broth boil and bubble. ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and caldron bubble. 3 WITCH. Scale of dragon; tooth of wolf; Witches’ mummy; maw and gulf

Can't Even Clean
I was off yesterday so I spent the whole night watching "Weeds" and replaying Half Life. Weeds is pretty funny, they gloss over a lot of things but it's still pretty funny over all. So, I come in tonight and hear the bosses voice at the door. I had been in a decent mood but that all died. I walk in a there's a bunch of people standing around, he's giving some dog and pony show. After they leave, he tells us we need to clean up the place and he gets to work cleaning. We tell him we'll take care of it later but nope, we can't even clean properly in his opinion. So... we all sit back, surf the internet, read magazines while the boss is bumping around cleaning up the place. lol It sure it nice to have maid service! This guy is really really twisted. Less than 45 days!! W00T!

April 25~update On Peaches
well i just got off the phone with my mom. peaches will b alright. she cut her eye the whole way through. so now she has tht white thing around her head so she dont play with her eye. she cant walk up the stairs. she cant lay in bed with me. she has two stiches on the out side of her eye. she goes back to the vet in 2 weeks. she has to have tht on for 14 days n the stiches have to stay in for 14 days.we have to give her med. so she dont whine n dont feel the pain. right now the vet has her on drugs n she cant hardle walk.my poor dog went through hell today.well ill update ya in the next feel weeks on how shes doing n shyt.

Vampire.....me!
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Blade100%Dracula100%Akasha100%Armand83%Marius83%Angel83%Spike83%Deacon Frost67%Louis67%Lestat50%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

A Long, Touching Story
I know it’s long, but it’s worth reading. WHAT A WONDERFUL TOUCHING STORY! Two Choices , What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nat

Slayer "spirit In Black"
"Spirit in Black" Lyrics Artist(Band):Slayer (Jeff Hanneman/Kerry King) Welcome to my world Involve yourself within my dream Experience a life Just like your mind thought not to be Take a look through time As past or present words to be I rule this inferno Enthroned for eternity CHORUS Coils of the serpent unwind Buried beneath you will find Deep in the halls of the damned Spirit in black till the journey's end Spirits damned to rot Amidst the brimstone fireballs Eyes of the dead Watching from their living walls Broken glass reflections Show your flesh eaten away Beyond the gates I 'll take you Where the blood forever rains CHORUS Afterlife confessions Tell me who you used to be Looking on in wonder As I show you it was me Burning from within You know one spark is all it takes Hear the piercing cries of all Who found that hell awaits Living nightmare can't you see You really have no choice Faded memories haunt you Listen clearly to my voi

Attitude
Attitude There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today?" So she did ~ and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "H-M-M," she said, ~ "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?" So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in t he mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, ~ "today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up , looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEA!" she exclaimed, ~ "I don't have to fix my hair today!" Attitude is everything. have a life FULL of Attitude

A Contest Within A Contest
Ok, this is how it's going to go down... I want people to submit me a 15 track playlist to be mixed into a mixed CD. I will judge the playlists and mix the 5 I like best. After that I will review them and submit then online to be judged by you the fans. The winning CD while THEN be used as a special giveaway in a few online contests I will be hosting, and their names included within the liner notes. Tracklisting must be any of the following Genres: House, Trance, Techno, or Hardstyle. Please submit your tracklisting to me in the form of a Private Message. This contest within a contest run from 00:00:01 AM EST April 20th, 2007 until 23:59:59 AM EST May 10th, 2007. Good Luck and Thank You for you entry, Optikal Illuzion

Daddy's Little Girl
It's been a long time Seems like you've been miles away Never quite stopped thinking about you Waiting for the day Until I finally knew Looking high and low Been searching across the deserts of time Wondering if your mine Have you seen my little angel? Daddy's little girl Chasin' that old neon moon again Hearts been achin' Tears on my face aren't worth erasin' Just wanna hold you close to this chest Can't sleep until my mind is at rest Looking high and low Been searching across the deserts of time Wondering if your mine Have you seen my little angel? Daddy's little girl Thought I saw you the other day Just another billboard along the way Radio playing that Rocky Mountain High Got the window down wind blowin' my hair All night drivin' until the day I find you Looking high and low Been searching across the deserts of time Wondering if your mine Have you seen my little angel? Daddy's little girl Daddy's little girl Daddy's little girl Daddy's li

Amen
In the midst of finding your happiness You find the one The inspiration The one that makes you feel you can walk on water Climb every mountain It's not what he says or does Ultimately it's his surreal presence That ignites the flame Makes you wanna drive even higher To a place unbeknownst to man Beyond the earth Beyond the clouds Beyond the heavenly skies He's by your side Through your trials and tribulations He guides you Your soul thrives him You can't deny him Trust in him He's your friend Your Lord and savior To the very end Amen BY: William Burton

Forever In Our Hearts
In our times of despair Memories we will always share About the loved ones That we hold dear Whether it's the sun, stars or moon We never forget The ones we cherish Or the ones we lose Hold them close Hold them near Let them know you truely care For when the winds blow We must let them go Forever in our hearts We will love them so! By: William Burton

Bello Donna
I've search my heart I've search my soul I have swam around the emotions That beckon at my door I have come to the end Now I should just let go The times I shared I bare to the world Forever in my heart I say those last three words I love you Now, today and forever more!

The Brilliance Of Journalists
Actual Newspaper Headlines. . . . Read very carefully. . . . -Something went wrong in jet crash, experts say -Police begin campaign to run down jaywalkers -Safety Experts say school bus passengers should be belted -Drunk gets nine months in violin case -Survivor of siamese twins joins parents -Farmer Bill dies in house -Iraqi head seeks arms -Is there a ring of debris around Uranus? -Stud tires out - Prostitutes appeal to Pope -Panda mating fails; Veterinarian takes over -Soviet virgin lands short of goal again -British left waffles on Falkland Islands -Eye drops off shelf -Teacher strikes idle kids -Reagan wins on budget, but more lies ahead -Squad helps dog bite victim -Shot off woman's leg helps Nicklaus to 66 -Enraged cow injures farmer with axe -Plane too close to ground, crash probe told -Miners refuse to work after death -Juvenile court to try shooting defendant -Stolen painting found by tree -Two soviet ships collide, one d

Man Performs Dental Work In Garage
Man Accused of Dental Work in Garage (What they didn't report is that this dude moonlights as an undertaker, so he's got TONS of dentures available) Apr 25, 4:29 PM (ET) WEST PALM BEACH, Fla. (AP) - A man was held Wednesday on charges that he performed dental work on customers without a license in his "filthy" garage, authorities said. Roger Bean, 60, was arrested Tuesday and held on $6,000 bond. Bean performed denture fittings and made false teeth in his garage, charging just $200 for a full set of dentures, a procedure that typically costs more than $2,000, authorities said. But he was not licensed to practice in Florida. Palm Beach County Sheriff's detective Don Zumpano said there were "health risks with operating this type of facility outside of your house," adding that Bean's workspace was "filthy." Neighbors and clients, however, praised Bean for saving them thousands of dollars. Ron St. Mary, 73, head of the neighborhood crime watch, said Bean is no criminal. "

Just Keeps Getting Better "what"
Veterans decry plans to downsize Montrose VA hospital By SUSAN ELAN THE JOURNAL NEWS (Original Publication: April 21, 2007) MONTROSE - More than 100 Vietnam, Korean and World War II veterans converged on the VA Hudson Valley Healthcare System this week with a message for the federal government: Maintain and expand services at the FDR Campus in Montrose to meet the needs of aging veterans and those returning from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. The Department of Veterans Affairs has decided that Montrose is costly and underused. To save money on the maintenance of its 54 buildings and structures dating from the 1940s, the department intends to significantly downsize Montrose, moving most of its programs and services to VA hospitals at Castle Point in Fishkill, Dutchess County, or to the Bronx. The hearing examined several options for doing that and set in motion plans to lease portions of the 189-acre campus, which has Hudson River views. "We are very disappointed," said

Halloween
Dead rotted trees on all hollows eve we come to pray under floral sway midnight wind for we have sinned pagan worship on a boulder,the fire smolders A crack in the sky puzzles our mind We worship the pentagram others say we are damned Beneath the howling stars the moon shimmers on our scars blue lit forests arranged like by a florist the hushed trees creep th over me Listen for the vicious screams Hear the men on Halloween What do they say,they whisper to me prey and worship the black cat Kneel down before the witch's hat October rust in the trees and in the darkened seas Necrobutcher look at him gleam though the sewer grate steam I run afraid to a downtown masquerade In the country the stars are bright living scarecrows are a fright All alone in the alley wish for a lush green valley Manslaughter lycanthropes wish for a new hope Give me the blood of Christ and mute him into night Dig deep in my lucid dreams Hear the wolfs on Halloween what does it sa

'crossing Over' - Harrison Ford
"Crossing Over" -Harrison Ford - Wednesday experience So yesterday, in Los Angeles, we were on the set of "Crossing Over", it stars Harrison Ford and Ashley Judd. Here is the sypnosis: A multi-character canvas about immigrants of different nationalities struggling to achieve legal status in Los Angeles. Explores the border, document fraud, the asylum and green card process, work-site enforcement, naturalization, the office of counter terrorism and the clash of cultures. Anyways, I did not get to see Ashley, don't care about her, but I DID get to see my Harrison, and WOW, he is soooo amazingly beautiful in person. his hair is straight up silver/gray now, but the way he presents himself and carries himself is beautiful. I was about 5 feet away from him and he walked past me and smiled at me. He is a very easy-going person and minds his own business during takes, and YES folks, he IS treated like royalty on sets. The crew takes his jacket off for him, gives him coffee, and yeah.

Quote For April 27
Because of the diverse conditions of humans, it happens that some acts are virtuous to some people, as appropriate and suitable to them, while the same acts are immoral for others, as inappropriate to them. -- St. Thomas Aquinas Bonus Quote: After that my guess is that you will never hear from him again. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he did not exist. And like that... he is gone. -- Verbal Knit The Usual Suspects This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

When I First Looked Into Your Eyes
When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes

I'm Touched.
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All I Wanna Be S A Psycho Cherry
Yea!! I have finally made it to Psycho! Lol. it is all I ever wanted and I can't be more proud he nwhen I had my children. hahahaha...any way just got off work and tomorrow I get to go out and play! Off to the strip joint to see me some girls. Maybe I will bet lucky and find me a little play mte of my own..wink wink. I hope so been a long time since I got to go out and play like this. Wish me luck!!!!

Role Reversal
role reversal - slave & Master by funinthesocal, CA He is in a deep sleep - tired from all the day’s stress, then a pleasant evening of using his submissive ... Now, his naughty little pet wants to pleasure her Master in a different way - one that he has not exactly forbidden, but it’s definitely going to test her strength of will once he realizes what she has planned, well not exactly planned but let's say ... taking advantage of an irresistible opportunity. She wakes up cuddled to his side. He lays on his back, with a hard arm wrapped around her. He does not move as she carefully leaves his side to use the bathroom and moves about quietly so as to not disturb him. Still half asleep, she returns to the bed and looks down lovingly at her Master - blushing as she remembers how uninhibited her screams of passion were earlier in the night. Then she remembers how he prolonged the torture before allowing her to cum, she promised herself that she would share the same sweet agony wit

Demon
The demon inside me is now alive. 20 years of being an angel was all just an act.Now I'm ready to dive. I'm ready to plunge in to the darkness I know, there is no light down below.I'm ready to stand time to fight back. My black wings ready to take flight,my black heart beating dark as night. I feel the demonic power,bad luck is on my side. I'll show you my skill on the battle field, I'll kill you with pleasure as I watch your endless pain. I'll laugh at you as I watch you cry then I'll tell you your going to die. The demon inside me is coming for you

Growing Up
Those Born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dri

This Is To Offend Every Religious Person Out There...so Hit Me With Your Worst!!!
Ok, so I was having a discussion with a friend of mine about the virgin Mary. His point was that an angel came down and impregnated this woman with the seed of god. But there are some very important questions that seems were never answered in the bible. First of which is, how do we know that she was virgin in the first place. According to the bible, Mary and Joseph had been married for a couple of years. And during that time they had never had sex? Hmm thats interesting. For the sake of argument, lets say this is correct. Mary was a virgin at the moment of Jesus's conception. Mary and Joseph had not had any kind of sexual relations during their marriage. My question then becomes, Why? Did Mary know that an angel would come down and impregnate her with the seed of god? If she did know, when did she tell Joseph? Just a point of reference ladies, if you were to tell your soon to be husband that god is going to impregnate you with the savior of mankind, but only if he never ha

"lollirot" (jack Off Jill)
You are insatiable Latex smile peels off your skull Everyone knows you need a piece of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot Hard rock queens in ripped up jeans Everyone thinks they're so obscene Bend them over you get a taste of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot Evil boy still the best Peanut butter smeared on his chest Get real close you'll get a taste of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot We are all candy covered on the outside Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside We are all angry, angry on the outside Peel out your eyes Take my advice Blinded by fear, sugar and spice We are all candy covered on the outside Peel away the shell and we're frightened on the inside We are all angry, angry on the outside Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside You are insatiable Latex smile peels off your skull Everyone knows you need a piece of lollirot L

Rhiannon Starlyte Maclaine
A dear friend of mine became a father to a precious baby girl 6 weeks ago. Rhiannon Starlyte MacLaine has what doctors are calling a viral illness,where her bone marrow is not producing a specific white blood cell that fights bacterial infections.Currently the white cells she has is 250 (some unit), and it should be 10,000. Please join me in lighting a candle for Rhiannon and her family.

Will You Catch Me Then
I thought everything was coming together, To see you falling apart, I thought we were finally in the clear, To find we haven't come that far, In your eyes I use to see the love, But tonight all I see is pain, The words cut me like a razor, when you tell me you're not sure you feel the same, You're not sure if you're ready, Not even sure if you're in love, I must admit the news hit me like an iron fist, Wrapped in your satin glove, Now I'm suposed to sit and wait, To see what you decide, But it's hard to stay open, No matter how hard I try, I try to prepare for whats coming, And I don't even know what that is, A kiss of I love you; A kiss of good-bye, What awaits me on your lips? I understand your feelings, I've been at the crossroads before, Whatever you decide I know will be the best, But I can't wait anymore, break my heart or love me, Please just let me know, Are you staying forever, If not, then let me go, cause everytime I look at you, I

Ugh..i Hate The Pain...
Pain stuffed inside of me Can't let anyone near me Can't let anyone see the real me Can't let anyone even hug me All this pain that's held in me Why can't anyone see the real me Why can't anyone help me Why can't someone just hold me All this pain that's eating me Can't let go of the pain in me Can't get this pain from me Can't get this pain out of me When will the pain stop hurting me Why can't I just feel me Why can't I just be me Why can't someone take this pain from me i seriously just feel like im drowning in it right now..i cant get up...i cant get out....its just attacking me...i can release it...but only for a moment..i can make it not so bad...but it doesnt last long..but i can only do that so many times b4 it hits the end...i only have so much room to work with...i just cant get out from under....i hate this..i really do...how can something hurt this bad?

A Soldier Vs N E 1 Else
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at

Okay, So It's Not Politically Correct...
okay, so it's not politically correct... Appliance department of a Sears store in Chicago . He was at the Sears store to protest the fact that all the washing machines were white. So the clerk called the store manager, who asked, "What's the problem here, Reverend?" Jesse pointed at the machines and loudly bemoaned the fact that all of them were white. The manager replied, "Well, Reverend, it's true that all the washing machines are white, but if you'll open the lids, you'll see that all the agitators are black."

Sex Faces
I wonder if I can get people to read this blog post and post comments with their BEST sex face. I mean the sexiest sex face you have. If youhave to have your other take it while your..... well whatever.... than do it. Let's see how many people actually read this and post a pic. Lets keep the pics from the shoulders up. ;) Ready... Set.... Go!!!

Tired
I am sooo tired of "friends" claiming that they want to help me move and then not even calling to say they can't... I have been moving stuff I'm not supposed to (lifting WAY over my 25 lb limit, bending and stooping, and lifting and moving stuff way over my head) for 3 days... All because it's the only way things MIGHT get done... The only people that have been helping me these past 3 days are my wife and her fiancé... Finally one other person stopped and helped today... but only when I offered cash... And a friend helped last weekend but won't even return calls about stuff of his at my house this week (yes the one I wrote about before in the other entry...)... probably cause he doesn't want to help or he's upset cause he told me he "loves me" and I told him I care for him as a friend... but not "love" love... What was I supposed to do? Lie? I'm honest to a fault when it comes to stuff like that... I want him as a friend... I care about him dearly... But "love" lov

100%
Mathematics From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kiss ing wi ll take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowl

Rocky Bleier
The best comments I've read on the situation in Iraq ...and they're from a former Pittsburgh Steeler, 4-time Super Bowl winner Rocky Bleier. Bleier, who spoke a recent Montana State Bobcat booster banquet in Great Falls, said... "The common feeling now," he said, "is let's get out of Iraq, because we don't agree with the policies and circumstances that got us there in the first place. And the other feeling (that's prevalent) is, 'We support our troops.' So there's a separation between the war itself and the participants, the soldiers." Bleier, whose rugged features and trim waistline make him seem much younger than 61, purses his lips a bit. "But ... you can't support the troops if you don't support the mission," he said. "It's one and the same, whether you like it or not. Those young men and women who are serving today have made a commitment, and if you talk to the majority of them, what they feel that they're doing and the inroads that they're making in Iraq, whet

I'm Back!
Okay, so I have been gone awhile.......Hope I didn't lose too many friends! I have been pretty sick for the past month so I haven't been able to get my CT fix! Hopefully I will be back up to par soon! Much Luv to all my CT friends,,,,,,,, especially my CT hubby Wildmoose!!!! XOXO

Movies I Hate
Titanic- That was pretty cool when the boat sank. 300- I hate this movie because everyone loves it. Grease- The most overated musical I have seen. John Travolta makes me want to shit my pants. 1900- You probably never heard of this movie and believe me, you'll wish you never had. Watch only if you want to see Robert DeNiro get jerked off. Super Troopers- Would have been a great movie if only it weren't for the shitheads who won't quit quoting the movie. God, I just want to kick them in the balls. Star Wars: Episode 1 The Phantom Menace- I would have enjoyed looking at George Lucas' dirty diaper more than this space turd. Some of the most hilarious dialog and acting are contained in this movie. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy- I'm just going to hate these movies to piss everyone off. Date Movie- Hahaha, hmmmmmm...... Dune- The only good part about this movie is that Sting is in it...sadly thats also the worst part : (

That Was Obvious...
What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results] ~*~Result nr 8~*~Your power is: Extreme healing powers Explanation: When injured your body focuses on the wound and heals rapidly, within a few seconds. This makes you pretty much hard to kill and you can help people in danger using yourself as a shield. Almost anything is possible in combat but you prefer looking after others. In bad purposes you can do the same as above but for evil intentions.This power fits you pretty good since you want to help those around you, and when you are pretty much unstopable, that's not an obsticle. You are caring and nurturing and are more a pascifist. Even if you know there are much unfairness in the world you still chose to see from a positive angle because you belive in the good of this world. You are probably friendly and have a soft spot for people who are not accepted. Though to others you come of as naive and gullible. You could be taken advantagde of if the

Work Schedule For This Week, 4-30/5-5
I have to work: Monday April 30th at 4 Tuesday May 1st at 4 Wed. May 2nd at 9:30 Then I'm off until Tigers come home again!!! But I'm going to be busy all this week, getting ready for my dad to come home!

The Clubhouse Cherrytap Is "getting Away With Murder"
WE ARE KICK'N UR ASS !!!!! AND U KNOW WHO WE'RE TALK'N ABOUT BUT WE WONT MENTION ANY NAMES!! WE HAVE THE BEST LOUNGE/FAMILY IN CHERRYTAP!! SO ANYONE WANTING A JOB OR WANTING TO JOIN COME OVER AND CHECK IT OUT. WE BACK OUR FAMILY!!! EXECUTIONER OWNER AND PRESDENT OF CLUBHOUSE CHERRY TAP PLEASE READ PROFILE THEN ADD ME@ CherryTAP JUST CLICK THE UPPER PIC & WE'LL SEE U SOON !!

Irritated
In our age of instant gratification, we've all forgotten to have some fucking patience. I look around everyday and see people acting like three year olds, yelling at minimum wage employees for not getting them their damn (fill in the blank) fast enough and threatening to bitch them out to the manager. Shut the fuck up. You can wait. What better things do you have to do really? Rush home and watch the latest episode of the OC? Go masterbate for the 8th time? Take a deep breath, chill, let your mind wander. Your shit will get to you before you even realize it. And tell that slave-wage earner to have a nice day. They deserve to hear something nice for a change too. And yet..... * I hate the new generation and their sense of entitlement. I had to work at the bottom once too, and for those of you who didn't, you fucking should have. Builds character, and fuck you if you think that's cliche, because it's true. I'm a polite customer, but you had better not be on the phone with a per

The Collar
A little boy got on the bus, sat next to a man reading a book, and noticed he had his collar on backwards. The little boy asked why he wore his collar backwards. The man, who was a priest, said. "I am a Father." The little boy replied. "My Daddy doesn't wear his collar like that." The priest looked up from his book and answered. "I am the Father of many." The boy said. "My Dad has 4 boys, 4 girls and two grandchildren and he doesn't wear his collar that way!" The priest, getting impatient, said. "I am the Father of hundreds" and went back to reading his book. The little boy sat quietly thinking for a while, then leaned over and said. "HMM - - -Maybe you should wear a condom and your pants backwards instead of your collar."

Rough Sex Facts
Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal

Chp 2
Bruthar hissed through his teeth, “That explains much. Horace licks the boots of the Rathgor family, so he is sure to agree to their request and the town priest – damn his converted hide – is in Rathgor’s purse, so you are sure to be found guilty. It is well known that we are the last of the Wolfclan, while Rathgor can put to field twenty able kinsmen. What of it? Twenty new playthings for Hel in the land of death.” “Nay, Bruthar! Guilty of not, this is my problem and I’ll not take the chance of getting you killed for it. Nay, I’m taking to the trail as an outlaw. I need some travel – a bard grows stale if he stays in one place too long. Besides, I’d like once more to see the mountains of home. I’ll pack what I can carry and make my way to the coast, stow aboard a trade ship back home. You stay and take care of your business. Without my hungers to feed, you’ll be that much closer to gaining your bride-price for Thana.” Bruthar leaned his axe against the doorsill and walked over t

Anyone Want To Model With Me?
Photographer Plans Mexico Nude Shoot Apr 29, 6:57 PM (ET) By ISTRA PACHECO MEXICO CITY (AP) - American photographer Spencer Tunick said Sunday he was hoping to draw his largest crowd of nude people for a shoot next month in Mexico City's enormous Zocalo plaza. Tunick, famous for photographing crowds of nude people around the world, said the May 6 shoot could be bigger than one he did in 2003 with 7,000 volunteer models in Barcelona, Spain. "This could be my largest work ever," Tunick told a news conference. "We're really hoping that all eyes will be on Mexico City on May 6 because this could be ... bigger than Barcelona." The historic Zocalo plaza measures about 21,000 square yards - the size of about five football fields - and can fit up to 85,000 people standing. Tunick said last month that 3,700 participants had registered for the shoot. On Sunday, he said more were signing up but declined to give a figure. The Brooklyn, N.Y. artist said he had all the necessary pe

True Friendship
True friendship(with none of that sissy crap).Here are a series of promises that speak of true friendship. You will find no cutesy smiley faces-just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1.When you are sad....I will help you get dunk and plot revenge against the sorry SOB who made you that way. 2.When you are blue....I will do my best to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3.When you smile....I will think you finally got laid. 4.When you are scared....I will rag on you about it every chance I get. BOO!! 5.When you are confused....I will use smaller words. 6.When you are sick....Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 7.When you fall....I will point at your clumsy ass and laugh. This is my oath. I pledge it to the end. Why, you may ask? Because you are my friend. *****And always remember...when life hands you lemons, call me. I'll bring the taquila! I assume you have the salt?*****

Blah
Im tired..I work too much i needed to work tonite and they wouldnt let me...too many hours they say...they dont want to pay me overtime...ok..now i dont understand this...im a server i only make 3.65 an hour...i make my money in tips...how is it paying me overtime is gonna break them???...they pay their cooks ot...why not us?...i think im gonna just start slinging blow jobs on the side LMMFAO

Longing...
Can you feel the longing, the needing in my heart? For I long to hold you close, in my heart I need. To hear you breathe, to feel your touch. The softness of your skin, your gentle way of loving me. I long to hear you talk to me, to say those lovely words... I need you...

Whats Up With Chrys??? - The Dreaded Doc Edition
So, the time has come again. Another What's Up With Chrys blog if you will. I just need to vent a bit, and let some things out. I have so much going on inside my mind right now, that I am not really sure where to begin. I had a doctor's appointment today. Not with the back doc, as that hasn't really been giving me trouble. Tis a good thing, considering. The longer it stays better feeling, the longer I have to put off surgery. I was at my regular doctor today for 3 hours. We had much to talk about, but in the process something new came in to light. For some of you that got an email from me, some of this next part (ok bits and pieces) may seem a little familiar. And that's because I am too frustrated to keep writing the same thing over. Truth is, I just copy pasted some of it. Added to it. Took some away. You get the idea. ~HANGS HEAD~ I am sorry. I know, twas wrong of me. ~sighs~ Ok, my

Choice
The Moment We Begin to Fear the Opinions of Others and Hesitate to Tell the Truth That Is In Us, and From Motives of Policy are Silent When We Should Speak, The Divine Floods of Light and Life No Longer Flow Into Our Souls.

Kinda Early
I'm just sittin here at work. its about 8 in the mornin not really doin much because no one is here but me... Tried to figure out how to get Bit Torrent workin on my computer but no luck there sigh... i dunno its just not makin any sense to me. I'm tired... broke, angry, single, lonely, just a lot of conflicting emotions are flooding my mind right about now and i am not sure how to deal with them all anymore. I mean i like to think that maybe there is someone out there for me but i tell ya heh 6 years without actually having a physical relationship(i've had online ones) and you start doubting that line. i dunno i'm just really nervous about the fact that i'm 25 this year and i've still yet to have a relationship thats lasted more then a year! i dunno what to do anymore...

Bombfest - Update - Updated 05/01/07
The Contest Will Start at 7 PM Central on May 12th Thru May 19th 7 Pm Central The Bombfest Family List are as follows. 1. RAWR Family 2. ALLEGIANCE Group ( Confeds and Patriotics ) 3. TEXAS Bombers 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. There are only 8 Slots for Families to Bomb Their asses off.To win a Prize and Bragging Rights and currently 6 slots open, UNIFIED BOMBERS have decided to pull out of the #3 Slot. Prizes Any family with a minimum of 2000 WILL Recieve a 3 Day Blast for participating, The Winning Family will Win a 30 Day Blast Instead of the 3 Day Blast. REMEMBER anyone wishing to BOMB MUST add me to thier friends list to be able to bomb in this contest THIS CONTEST is restricted to VERIFIED SALUTES CT MEMBERS ONLY and NO FRESHMEAT. This limits to real people bombing and not junk sendary accounts GET THE PICTURE ? As far as I know this is the first Contest on CT that attempts to make the Bombing contest 100% Legit and chokes down the cheating with secondary accounts

The End!!! Week 52!!!
- Booster Gold and Rip Hunter find themselves racing through the beginning of a new multiverse full of 52 parallel Earths, and must stop Mister Mind from eating them all and destroying time itself. - Supernova stops in to help out, and he’s Booster’s descendent/ancestor/whatever from Metropolis that appeared to die when Skeets threw him into time earlier in the series. Apparently the Mister Mind-infected robot had the poor guy trapped in the repeating loop of 52 seconds. - The threesome find themselves visiting dozens of the universes as Mister Mind chomps through time and space, changing each Earth in drastic and unpredictable ways. - The remains of Skeets might be the answer, and may be able to contain Mister Mind once again, but first they need to be retrofitted with suspendium and supercharged. To do that, Booster stops over to meet one last time with his fallen friend, Blue Beetle, shortly before they first met after the original Crisis. - The threesome return to Rip H

Angels Among Us
"Angels Among Us" Today a wonderful thing happened to me. Everything went well it would seem. An unusual occurrence for me. It was almost like a dream. I was unsure as to whether I should merely keep it inside or to the rest of the world it's happy praises scream. God sent me an angel. Of this I have no doubt. Perhaps I still have sum pull left or even a little clout. Whatever the case may be, with pure joy, I wanted to shout. Her name is heavenly and at this time anonomous shall remain. However, thoughts of her constantly, now, pervaid my brain. She brightens my tortured soul and her praises I'll proudly sing for I can't refrain. I can only pray for the day we shall meet again. I already miss her companionship, my heart has accepted and left her in. Her kisses are so sweet if she weren't an angel I'd swear it was a sin. I believe... By: Tim Kern (c) 2006

Do Me A Favor...
Do me a favor.. please stop sending me emails of this person wants you to see this member.. or this person wants you to read this bulletin or any of that shit... I hate to sound like a bitch but my mail is flooded with that shit... SO do me a favor and stop.. If I really wanted to see Id go see for myself.. THANKS!!

Mommas Little Girl
Mommas little girl, your my joy,and your my world, from the moment i first felt you move, to the day i finally saw you in that hospital room, the way you make me smile, the way we cuddle up for a long while, the way you wrap you tiny finger around mine, the way just looking at you makes everything fine, you'll always be mommas girl, mommas joy and mommas world

What You Ask Of Me
Eyes that pierce through to the heart of me sees to the start of me that's what you do peels away all of the layers of me revealing what's left of me that's what you do I and I can't stop your gaze is so demading wants more of me than I can give Cuz I don't usually give myself away like that take me to the grave and then want's me down on my knees to give the best of me What's left of me as your eyes pierce through to the heart of me.

Bitches And Hoes
why is it so fucking wrong to call women bitches and hoes i dont get it i mean i know theres disrespectful ways of doin it but i love you bitches and hoes i mean shit without bitches and hoes the world would be full of these uptight real deal fucking dirty ass stuck up bitches who wants them no one so in short in my little blog lay off ladies i love you bitches and hoes i mean it in the nicest way possiable trust me God Is Love ~FRO~

Poem
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows( here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart(I carry it in my heart) by: E.E. Cummings

Contest For The People Who Pay Attention To Me
i will be havng small contest in my blog next hour u are welcome to join..nothing big just lil vic gifts sometimes pimpin..really for fun easy questions but come as soon as u see my block getting here 1st provides an edge

Expand Your Mind
Little Men with Little Minds and Little Imaginations go through Life in Little Ruts, smugly resisting all Changes which Would Jar Their Little Worlds. Every Human has Four Endowments- Self-Awareness, Conscience,Independant Will and Creative Imagaination. These Give Us The Ultimate Human Freedom...The Power to Choose, To respond, To Change...

Goodnight
HOPE WE HAVE A BIGGER CROWD TOMOROW..3 ROLEXES AND 5 CHERRIES AND MANY SMALL GIFTS GIVEN OUT TODAY.......MORE TOMOROW...PLZ TAKE A 2ND TO VISIT OUR SPONSOR....MAYBE SHE WILL SPONSOR SOMETHING TOMORW...TELL HER U ENJOYED THE CONTEST

Yeah...
---I will remember you--- ---Will you remember me?----- Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories ---Remember the good times that we had?--- I let them slip away from us when things got bad How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories ---I’m so tired but I can’t sleep---- Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard But I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories ---I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose-- --Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light------- And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’

The Mommy Test
I was out walking with my 4 year old daughter. She picked up something off the ground and started to put it in her mouth. I took the item away from her and I asked her not to do that again. "Why?" my daughter asked. "Because it's been on the ground, you don't know where it's been, it's dirty and probably has germs" I replied. At this point, my daughter looked at me with total admiration and asked, "Mommy, how do you know all this stuff? You are so smart." I was thinking quickly. "All moms know this stuff. It's on the Mommy Test. You have to know it, or they don't let you be a Mommy." We walked along in silence for 2 or 3 minutes, but she was evidently pondering this new information. "OH...I get it!" she beamed, "So if you don't pass the test you have to be the daddy." "Exactly", I replied back with a big smile on my face. When you're finished laughing, send this to a Mom.

Blonde In Starbucks
Blonde in Starbucks.... A blonde goes into a coffee shop and notices there's a "peel and win" sticker on her coffee cup. So she peels it off and starts screaming, "I've won a motorhome! I've won a motorhome!" The waitress says, "That's impossible. The biggest prize is a free Lunch.?" But the blonde keeps on screaming, "I've won a motorhome! I've won a motorhome!" Finally, the manager comes over and says, "Ma'am, I'm sorry, but you're mistaken. You couldn't have possibly won a motorhome because we didn't have that as a prize. The blonde says, "No, it's not a mistake. I've won a motorhome!" And she hands the ticket to the manager and HE reads... (YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE THIS !!!!!! . I PROMISE !) "W I N A B A G E L"

Bedtime Prayer (lol)
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man whos not a creep. One whos handsome, smart and strong, Hes not afraid to admit when he is wrong. One who thinks before he speaks When he promises to call he doesn't wait 6 weeks I pray that he is gainfully employed won't lose his cool when he's annoyed Pulls out my chair and opens my door Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind Knows what to say when I ask" How fat is my behind?" One who'll make love till my body's a' itchin'. he brings me a sandwich too when he goes to the kitchen I pray that this man will love me to no end And would never compare me with my best friend Thank you in advance and now I'll just wait for I know you will send him before its too late. AMEN

Where The Wind Blows
Lets sneek away, Where no one knows who we are, just you and me, Taken off in the car, Don't know where we're goin, Don't matter cause we're together, We'll fill up before we leave town, And drive off into forever, We'll coast into the sunset, Time don't matter anymore, We'll drive till the wheels fall off, Or we reach the shore, Liven and laugh'n, Just you and me in love, Baby I could hold you forver, And never get enough, Lets take a drive, Throw the map out the window, As long as we're together, Who cares which way the wind blows.

Friday 5/4/07
Just did the usual chatting and listening to CrushFM until the room went down on Phreik, but they are finally back up now, so after I write this I think I'm gonna go back to the lobby and see if I can get anyone to talk to me lol. We had another rainy day here but at least it was still warm. I've been answering mumms most of the day, and finally was able to level up a bit lol. Well, not much to write about tonight so I guess I'm gonna end this here and either go chat in Phreik or see if anyone's hanging out in the mumms. Have a good night everyone.

Laung And Smile With Me
The Kitchen Bitch > > A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year- old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks."the horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house." "Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little

Writtings 2
I can see it in your eyes the love you have for me I can feel it in your touch your love for me I can tell by the sound of your voice your love for me My love, darling angel of mine. I see it in your eyes every time I look at you How I could spend eternity with you. I know you are right for me by the way you touch me I know by the sound of your voice I made the right choice I know I have made the right choice For you hold my heart for life.

Point In Time
Point in Time Time and date alignments are fascinating and early this Sunday morning there's a doozey: At three minutes and four seconds after 2 a.m. on the 6th of May this year, the time and date will be 02:03:04 05/06/07. Savor that second, because it will never happen again -- at least in this space-time continuum.

Hoodwink
once i used to beleive in this myth called sanity. it turned me out and blasted up all thats left is this little cut. a fucking reminder of who i used to be. you want a rapture of filth and pain from me to those days of the nice ol me...gone the blindfold is still on i just cut little slits for you to see through

Sounds Good To Me
How does this sound, ladies? Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin, whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate approach her pussy slowly. Women, more than men loved to be teased, the inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, and m

For All The Mothers Out There
For All The Mothers Out There MOTHER'S LOVE A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. ~Helen Steiner Rice~ Another Poem I Found For Mothers Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.

Do You Hate Telemarketers? Try Turning The Tables For Once...check This Out - It's Funny!
We all hate 'em...those annoying telemarketers...although they have to make a living too, it's just a pain in the ass and a hassle to have to put up with their calls. Ever think about turning the tables on one? You HAVE TO check out this link. I did and I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF!!!! (If you can't click on the link, copy and paste it into your browser). HowtoprankaTelemarketer.ytmnsfw.com Have fun! ~SWEET T~

Cinco De Mayo Woot Woot
DONT MISS OUT ON ALL THE FUN AS WE PARTY HARD IN FANTASIA! TONIGHT! CINCO DE MAYO PARTY LOTS OF FUN FREE DRINKS, GREAT TIMES DONT MISS OUT!!!!!! (repost of original by 'KERRY~WiFe Of ShAn~~RL G/F of Shan~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER SUPER PIMPETTE' on '2007-05-05 12:29:49')

Update
hey sorry i havent really been on for a while have had a lot goin on. but all is good. i talk to bubba about once or twice a week now. hes doing pretty good. i cant wait until he comes home. i finally got the ring i have been wanting to get him, it came in the mail yesterday. now i just gotta wait until he can actually have it to send it to him. he is gonna get a lil angry with me for spendin so much on him but he is worth it. work has been goin alright, not much different there, the security is getting a lot stronger but thats only cuz the new harry potter is gettin ready to come out. went tanning yesterday and burnt pretty bad. it hurts but is slowly startin to tan. um last weekend i got my hair done, i really like it. and got pictures done on monday they should be here at the end of the month. but besides that there isnt really much new goin on with me. same old shit different day.

Make Believe U See A Picture Of Me On The Floor Bummed Out Asking For Money
i was wondering if u could rate a few items of my stash.....i hold contest out of my blog when there is no hh..so we can have a lil fun..i give away cherry gifts..you are welcome to come whenever u see my blog its a contest...but unfourtunatly the contest funds are being depleted very fast..because i like to give away good gifts.....i was wondering if u are willing to sponsor a contest by giivng the winner a big pimpin.gift..i will place ur ink in that contest.........if not just rate aza few itemss in my stash..as i try to gt 10.000 bux in the nxt hour for some contest tonight....believe it or not if u rate 2 or 3 things it helps..cause i have a lot of friends

Come Down (comment Please!!)
Losing faith in everything, I just dont know, Give me a reason to hold on, I'll give you 10 to let go, everyone has a hold, tearing me in two, I've given all i've got, It dont even matter to you, I dont care if i dont come down, its all too much for me, i dont need you, i dont want you, won't you just let me be, I don't care if i dont come down, no one to catch me when i fall, I dont need you, i dont want you, you were never there at all, you swore you loved me, now who's deal'n with the pain, no you'd never leave me, now I'm a cold dog in the rain, i have to wonder, was this coming to me, I tried like hell i tried, was i just too blind to see, I dont care if i dont come down, its all too much for me, i dont need you, i dont want you, won't you just let me be, I don't care if i dont come down, no one to catch me when i fall, I dont need you, i dont want you, you were never there at all, i'm strong enough to make it, just you wait and see

The Last Time (comment Please!!)
I can't think about your laughter, You could always make me smile, No more thouhts of your warm touch, How it made each day worth while, Its the small things that pain my heart, I have to say goodbye, I have to say goodbye, I can't keep these memories, They keep tearin me apart, I've got to find a way, To heal this broken heart, its the small things that pain my heart, I have to say goodbye, I have to say goodbye, Chorus: Its the last time I'm cry'n The last time I call your name, The last time I say its the last time, I've gotta be on my way, No sleepless nights, No more tears from these tired eyes, Its the last time I say its the last time, I have to say Goodbye, No more thoughts about you, I have to clear my mind, Even though God knows i've tried ten million times, Its the small things that pain my heart, I have to say goodbye, I have to say goodbye, Yes, I'm sorry its over, but its too late for change, Seems to be the one thing, In this cra

Weekend Update With Norm Mcdonald
This is will(amanda's boy to). amanda wanted me to write an update because she cannot get to the computer to blog or anything else for that matter. she's doing well. her surgery was quick, but there's still a long rode to recovery. the pain comes and goes in waves but she's on tough cookie and is not about to crumble. she pretty much has become one with the bed. it's a love hate relationship. they have her on some suped up pain meds that keep her pretty out of it. she goes back to the doctor on monday. i guess that's pretty much it, she's in good hands, her father and i have been waiting on her hand and foot. anyways that's it. in regards to lux's comment about the death toll of knee surgery, amanda want me to clarify that she wasn't afraid of dying from the surgery but from being put to sleep.

Masturbation
masturbation To masturbate is not the perversion, but a means to evacuate the stress and all liquid which accumulates for nothing. Say to a woman or a man that we masturbate by thinking or by looking at his or her photos, I think that it is rather a compliment and not to be perverse. To masturbate opposite in face with the webcam, it is not the perversion but a sensual game except when at once the nasty words are said. Many women say that the men are pigs for it but many of them ask for it and do it. It is better that to deceive his wife or her husband. To masturbate is not the perversion, but a means to evacuate the stress and all liquid which accumulates for nothing. Say to a woman or a man that we masturbate by thinking or by looking at his or her photos, I think that it is rather a compliment and not to be perverse. To masturbate opposite in face with the webcam, it is not the perversion but a sensual game except when at once the nasty words are said. Many w

Deep Thoughts For A Late Night...
The one must sacrafice for the greater good of the all, but thier sacrafice is the world to one other...The best choice is not always the right choice and there is not always a winner...Everything can fall to darkness...with hope there is always fight left...One life can be worth millions...skills mean nothing without heart to back them....

A Favorite Fantasy - Part Ii
He kissed me back and brushed a stray lock of hair out of my face. "Of course, baby," he said gently. "Come on." He took my hand and led me down the hall. I was apprehensive, but also intrigued. I have a personal motto to try anything once, this would be the first time for a number of things for me. I wondered how I'd handle it. I wondered if it would end up being everything I'd always thought it would be, or if I'd chicken out halfway through. He opened the door to reveal a rather innocent looking bedroom. The walls were a very generic off-white, the furniture was dark cherry wood and the bedding a beautifully rich shade of brown. Floor-to-ceiling windows took up nearly all of one wall. The second wall housed the bed, with two nightstands on either side. The third wall had the door in it and his dresser up against it. I noticed a second door and decided that must be where the bathroom was. The fourth wall must have been where is closet was. There were 4 sliding doors on that wall,

A Favorite Fantasy - Part Iii
It was deathly quiet. Only the sound of my own breathing filled the room. I shifted my weight slightly and snuggled down into the bed. I strained my ears, trying to figure out what was going on outside the room. I held my breath, hoping to hear the faintest of sounds, but there was none. I sighed and resigned myself to being in this room for however long my "capture" wished me to be. I paniced for a few minutes, wondering if he would forget about me. Wondering if he'd gone off to run an errand and wouldn't be back for hours. I lifted my arms slightly and pulled on the handcufs as hard as I could. They didn't budge. I tried again, only this time adding some ab muscles as well. Once again I was unsuccessful. I desided there was no point in trying to escape and it would be best to save my energy. It didn't take very long before I was bored with waiting. Not having anything else to do I closed my eyes against the blindfold. Still straining to hear a noise I began running some of my favo

A Favorite Fantasy - Part Iv
"But what I can do," he said, "is help you sit up." "That would be wonderful," I said with relief. "Bend your knees, sweetheart," he instructed as he got out of the bed. Moments later his arms were sliding underneath me. He put one arm under my torso, and another under my knees. In a smooth movement he lifted me up toward the headboard, being sure to keep my legs close to my body. In matter of seconds I was sitting up against the headboard. I heard the sound of a pillow being fluffed before he told me to lean forward a bit and placed it between my back and the headboard. I couldn't help but think how kind of him it was to realize that the metal bars of the headboard hadn't been very comfortable against my spine. "How's that?" he asked. "Much better. Thank you," I replied as I leaned back into the pillow and arranged my legs so I now sat indian style. "How are you feeling? Are you hungry at all?" "Now that you mention it I could use something to eat." "Good," I coul

When Lord Was Creating Police Officers
When the Lord was creating police officers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an Angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec. on this order? A police officer has to be able to run five miles through alleys in the dark. Scale walls, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform. He has to be able to sit in an undercover car all day on a stakeout, cover a homicide scene that night, canvass the neighborhood for witnesses, and testify in court the next day. He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The Angel shook her head slowly and said "Six pairs of hands... no way." "Its not the hands that are causing me problems." Said the Lord, "its the three pairs of eyes an officer has to have." "That's on the standard model? asked the Angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair th

Sunset
As the sun goes down On this lovely town I can't but help To wear a frown Like everyone I live my life With constant battles And major strife The greatness in The scheme of things Is the comfort Realization brings Time is brutal Yet LOVE is great In the middle Are many mistakes To live is to learn To learn is to love To love is to feel To feel is to steal Steal away from anything That makes us feel un-important...

Soul Mate
You know I have been married, I have dated alot of women. And yet I knew someting wasnt right. Then one day not to long ago I was online and met someone. We started talking and it seems as if I had known her my whole life. We could read each other, finish each others thoughts. We have laughed together, cried together, fussed together. And I can say without even thinking I love her more today than I did yesterday. Each day I wake up she does something to make me fall in love with her all over again! It has been this way since the second day of knowing her. Alot of people say it wont ever last, it wont work. But they have no idea the feelings I feel for this woman, this very beautiful angel sent from heaven for me!! I cant explain what I feel inside, there are no words for it. Its like nothing I have ever felt before. I am so greatful that she has come into my life! Baby if you read this, know I love you with all my heart and soul!!

My Pain
My Pain Current mood: crazy Category: Life I sit here shedding distraught tears My mind all out of sorts, blocked with confusion! All the lies and deceat You can not see the blood poor outwith every heart beat My palms clamy, sitting here in complete dismay My body's shutting down Feeeling as if nobody's around ! Scared to death of what is to come of this I want to once again feel that heavinly bliss! I don't understand one bit What is wrong with me that made u do this? Betrayed and played is how I feel Lies and more lies I bought the whole speal Why was it my heart u had to kill? I welcomed u with a smile sitting apon my face Open arms waiting to give u my warm embrace I let you into my pesonal space I thought you would keep me safe from pain I made you my bestfriend We promissed eacother to be their to the very end! Why did u have to do this? You lied about all of it i could not beleive all the

Having A Great Friend.
Having a friend to help u with these things love friends happyness crying depression heartbreak family school boyfriends hate pms problems if its a girl a friend for me is someone that loves me and accepts me for me and never judges me for who i am.

Song
Through to You It must be another one of those days We're on again, off again, just another phase This is becoming all to comfortable to you And im getting tired of waiting for your next move When will you now, when will you show me how you feel Chorus: You push me, you pull me, you make everything about you I love you, i hate you, and im just tryin to get through You need me, you cant see, would you choose already Cause im just tryin to get through, through to you All i wanted was attention from you We're fast, we're slow, i havent got a clue What am i supposed to do when i cant figure you out We kiss, we fight, you scream, i shout You've blown my mind and got me confused at the same time Chorus: You push me, you pull me, you make everything about you I love you, i hate you, and im just tryin to get through You need me, you cant see, would you choose already Cause im just tryin to get through, through to you I hate this tu

All My Friends
To all my friends, i just want to say, i appreciate every single one of you, i may not get round to chattin to u all on a regular basis, but i think of u whenever i can, please feel free to drop by and leave me messages or rate my pictures, and i will do my very best 2 return the favour cheers all

Secrets
Got an IM Saturday from a person from my past, an ex girlfriend. Said she had been thinking about me all day, and was very clear on what she wanted. I said no. But she got me thinking. No not about sex. Thinking about one of the things that was a problem when we dated. She had this habit of disappearing for a few days. She would always say, secrets are good in a relationship. Of course I really didn't feel that way. You know how I am - I always want to know everything and understand everything. What secrets ARE good in a relationsip? Is it better to hide some things? Or better to tell the truth? Is keeping a secret a lie? Her secret on where she was? Was to spend time with an ex bf. Hmmmmm.. might be a pattern here. I'm just glad she isn't my girlfriend now.

Bouncing Back
At one time or another, most of us will encounter circumstances that seem insurmountable: job loss, relationship break-up, economic struggles, loss of a loved one, physical trauma - the list goes on. They are defining moments in life that can either knock us down or make us stronger. While we can't always control our circumstances (life's curve balls are usually out of our control), we can control our responses. Resiliency, or how well you bounce back, is a skill that can be learned and refined. Here's how you can get started: Have Reasonable Expectations The road of life is paved with a few potholes, dead ends, and wrong turns. If you accept that at some point you'll hit bumpy territory, then you're better prepared to negotiate it. But, if you expect to live a life without setbacks, then the first bump you hit is perceived as a failure. Those who are best able to recover from adversity accept that it's part of living a full life. Change Your Question Most people focus on how

A Lullaby I Wrote For My Daughter Autumn.
An Autumn Lullaby An Autumn lullaby, An Autumn lullaby, Sleepily you close your eyes, And drift away into the skies, Spiraling toward's dreamland, Silent rondevouz with the sandman, Action, adventure, and fantasy, All while I'm holding you here close to me, Here you are fast asleep in my arms, More beautiful than any given star, Sitting and wondering where your dreams have taken you to, While singing this lullaby to you, So fragile in your sleep, In my arms is where I'd always like to keep, Your sleepy baby form, I've always loved this time we share ever since you were born, An Autumn lullaby, An Autumn lullaby, I love you and good-night, I love you and good-night.

My Pastor
http://www.FastTrackFundraising.com/donations.index,php?groupZF123 Please GO TO THE WEB SITE ABOVE AND PASS THE LINK ON TO YOUR FRIENDS AND HELP ME OUT THE PASTOR IN THE PICTURE ON IT WAS MY PASTOR AT THE CHURCH WE ATTEND HAS PASSED ON MAY3 2007 LEAVING BEHIND A WIFE AND GRANDAUGHTER PICTURED IN IT WITH HIM TO CONTINUE WITH THE CHURCH BUT SHE HAS NO INCOME COMMING IN SO IM DOING FUNDRAISER TO RAISE MONEY TO HELP HER OUT YOU CAN DONATE ONLINE ON THE SITE OR IF YOU PREFER TO MAIL IT TO ME MY ADDRESS IS LORETTA HINKLE Box 138 Bessie Hollow rd Camden on Gauley WV 26208 And please pass it on to all your friends on your email or at home Thank You

The Perfect Password
Too Cute! Ladies, you will get a kick out of this! Subject: FW: THE PERFECT PASSWORD THE PERFECT PASSWORD A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, the computer advised him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife what he was entering by stating each letter out loud as he typed . P... E.. N... I... S. His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: *** PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH.***

Finally Here
I finally made it to texas got here with one stop in highland california so the kids could see there family on there dads side for a week and it was a week to long. I got to Texas yesturday 6am which on the time i'm use to was 4am so i pertty much slept most of the day. To those friend in grove who think i ain't going to keep in touch i'll call when i get the okay got to remeber i don't live by myself it ain't even my house. i hope we get one soon though. the ride sucked we were about an hour and a half out side san antonio and we hit a lighting storm lasted about 15min or more lighting hiting all around the car it sucked mass bad. well nothing else left to say except if you ever plan on driving from cottage grove oregon to san antonio texas make sure you got a stereo mine got stolen and around arizona we ran out of things to talk about really sucked.

The End Of Time
From fingertip to fingertip, Kiss me with your soft lips, From top to bottom, Touch me with your finger tips, From front to back, Caress me like you would no other, Hold me and embrace me, Like there is no other, Make love to me with your voice, Sweet sentiments of rejoice, Make love to me with your eyes, Cause they would never tell a lie, Make love to me with your touch, Cause it could never be to much, If you are in love with me, Feel me like never before, But if you just love, Leave me cause there can be no more, I will love as you have never known, Cause I want love to forever grow, Know me love me be forever mine, Cause I will be yours past the end of time.

Given The Chance
Given the chance, I'd fight for you, but never will I fight with him. Given the chance, I'd lie for you, but never will I lie to him. Given the chance, I'd cry for you, but never will I cry for him. Given the chance, I'd steal for you, but never will I steal from him. Given the chance, I'd sacrifice everything for you, but never will I sacrifice any part of him. Given the chance, I'd die for you, but never will I die without him. For you are my friend through good times and bad, but he is my savior until the very end. Michelle Lewis......04/12/2007

Don't
Don't ask me my name. We know it doesn't matter. Don't ask how I am. We know you don't really care. Don't tell me you like me. We know why you're here. Don't tell me you need me. We know what you want. Don't call me baby. We know I am nothing to you. Don't call me your lover. We know I'm just a toy. Don't make me believe you. We know you'll be gone. Don't make me love you. I know I won't survive. Michelle Lewis......04/04/2007

Troop Letters & Care Packages
Hi Everyone! Im finally figuring this place out! Still got alot of work to do...Anyway....I see there are alot of military members here on CTap. That is great...There's not enough cherries to go around for all of you...Your all 10's through and through. There are still some people w/o access to the internet, or lack of frequent access. If you, or someone you know, could use a letter, maybe an occassional care pack. hit me up with a reply and the address. I cant always promise a care pack, but I can promise a letter! Everyone should have someone to "give a damn" about them. I will always care and stand behind you all! The hell with those who dont...they can walk in front of you, WEG!!! Much Love and Respect xox...Hrley1day (Bobbie)

Love
you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you're everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this yeah you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can I stand here with you and not be moved

Hello, My Name Is Andrea And I'm Here Because I'm An Addict.
My pillow still smells like him. In fact I can't get the scent out of my head and I keep going over in my mind the way things played out the other night. Now I have had plenty of those "and what was your name again" moments (more than I'd care to share). I have also had those meaningful profound moments where you actually know and love the person. But all those ultimately have ended badly for me. And each time I think I'm cured afterward, that me and my vibrator can handle things alone again for a while. I don't need sex... Why I can be happy with only one guy for long periods of time but get so bored of my vibrator so fast is a mystery to me. Something to do with it being an inanimate object I suppose... Tired of being the one to take charge all the time? Perhaps... So when the moment arises and you start seeing a cute guy, why is always date two or three that my resolve folds and I give in to the tempation? And why do I not ever have any regrets about it? My list is starting

Remember
You left me here remember that You ran and didnt even look back Remember how I cried so much Remember how I missed your touch Remember how you looked away Every time I begged you to stay Remember how you let me go So many nights so all alone Remember how you scolded me To get a life and let you be Remember how I loved you so And swore to never let you go Remember how I needed you Nothing that I would not do....... Remember how you said everything changes...???

Love
I want to be the first thing you think of in the morning and the last thing you think of at night. I want to be the piece that completes your puzzle. I want to be the one you think about when you hear a song on the radio. I want to be the one you crave to touch when your not near me. I want you to long to hear my voice, touch my face, smell my skin. I want to be the one that completes you!©

Wtf Ever You Want
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... LOL. REPOST IT SAYING... WTF ever you want.

To Everyone
well my time here on this site is about over. some of you know my plight. i'd say really no one really knows the people that want to keep in touch away from this site can. if you have yahoo SN is mitzusinhara. to everyone i've ever talked to thanks for the good times typing up random shit to those i never talked to sorry i missed a chance to connect some of you are special and thanks for being here while others whom know who they are thanks for making an impression i'd also like to thank one person in particalr for giving me HOPE. you know who you are. catch me on yahoo. soon this account will be closed

If You Love Me
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call hi

Music... And Writing
So I was in the studio tonight attempting to get some work done on a relatively (within the last six months) new piece of music I've been struggling with for some time now and I got round to the bit where someone like me - a guitar and bass player - starts hunting around for that perfect sound out of one of his keyboards. Big mistake. At times like that I have the attention span of the average fruit fly, I think. Look!... Something shiny!!! and off I go on an ADD fueled tangent. Rather than belaboring the point, let it suffice to say that I didn't find what I was looking for, but I did start a completely new song. That's just terrific. Now I have two pieces of music that will be bothering me at odd hours until I get them out; and I think that that is what this edition of the blog is really about; the frustration inherent in failing to complete art. Oh, man... you just know its there...hiding in that creative spot behind your eyes, the song... there it sits, complet

Despair & Banquet
Despair When the sun sets... On this day... And shadows fall... Across your minds' eye, When the canyons... Of your conscience, cool, As does the desert night.... When your spirit... Cries out, Across the barren plains... Of your soul... (As the coyote... Across the virgin earth), Then, will you know... The depths... Of my despair! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX The Banquet My thirst.... Was like the desert, My hunger.... Deep, as any ocean. My silence.... Filled, with whailing.... At the death.... Of your devotion. My cup.... Hath runneth over.... With your bitter- Sweet deceit. My plate.... Is over-flowing... With the lies... You'd have me eat! My hunger... Hears, the answers.... Your betraying,Lips deny! I sit naked.... In your wake... At the banquet.... Where love died! Ginny ©1998

You
You, you see me You see the me I tend to hide You free the feelings locked inside In you I know I can confide Because, you see me You, you hear me You hear the words I cannot say You kiss my every tear away From you I will never stray Because, you hear me You, you touch me You touch me and my heart grows wings You touch me and my body sings I can't believe it's happening Because, you touch me You, you love me You love me as I've never known You reap the love my heart has sown I know I'll never be alone Because, you love me

I Have Been So Sick
Sorry I haven't been online in over a week. I have been really sick and had to spend some time in the hospital. I'm doing okay physically but emotionally I'm drained right now. Don't want explain in a blog, it is very personal, but I'm doing better. Love you all and will be back to rate, fan, and post comments for everyone again soon.

T's Not What You Say, It's How You Say It...
t's Not What You Say, It's How You Say It... 1. A lady walked into a hair salon with her husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" 2. A lady was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. She was unhappy with the women's type she had been using. After browsing for several minutes, she was approached by one of the good-looking salesman. Without thinking, she looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." 3. My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically. The boy grinned and I turned beet-red and walked away. 4. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any! A female news anchor in Michigan; after it was supposed to have snowed and didn't, turn

Frequently Asked Questions From Women
Why do I like the idea of LDD so much? Because you know deep down that the woman is to be submissive to the man, and that you need to be held accountable for your actions. It is a basic instinct in all women, although most try to suppress it. How can I get my Husband to spank me? Try asking him, hard to do I know, but it works, conversation is the key. Try bratting some to see if he will spank you. Write him a letter explaining why you desire to live LDD, start slowly, be patient, not all men will jump into LDD right off the bat. Another way is to show your submission to him, call him Sir, be polite, ask him to spank you erotically to start. How can I tell him, I am to shy? try the letter approach, write a story and leave it on his chair to read when you are not around, book mark some sites on the computer and "accidentally" leave them up for him to find. How can I make sure this doesn't turn into Domestic Violence? By having guidelines for behavior and by agreeing wi

Conference Time....yahoo!!!
Good day all!!! I was informed yesterday that I am going to be taking part in a Management Conference this summer that involves travelling to the US. I am hopingto meet up with a few CT friends and possibly get some pics I am labeling "Much Fun With Cherries" and will upload them here upon my return to Canada. It is a 2 week conference for me all expenses paid (yahoo) with the conference everyday lasting only 4 hours (so I will have lots of time to kill). The towns and cities are as follows, but may change without notice: El Paso, TX Kansas City, MS Knoxville, TN Topeka,KS *If any of these cities are close to you and you would like to be a part of the "Much Fun With Cherries" group, please let me know. So far that is all of the details I know and will keep you all informed. Thanks.

Poetry
twisted soul, black heart, jaded are my thoughts, memories haunting me, not wanting to go on darkness fills my veins, what have i become?, hell bent on revenge, not caring that it's wrong i cut my wrists, i await my fate, the judgement tolls begin to toll, giving into my pain, the only thing i can control

May 10,2007
It's time to hitch your wagon to a star -- several of them, in fact. Some outlandish, visionary influences are in your astrological sector. They're encouraging you to go crazy, dream big and get a little wild. Why not? Teehee...im one up on that one LOL...been working on goin a lil crazy all week!

Welcome
So, as most of you my very well know by now, I'm new to this particular site. Wont take me long at all to get use to it. I guess I'll start these entries off by welcoming you to insanity and beyond. What will be posted on here? one might ask them selves. Well, I'm going to say, a lot. I'm going to be posting things such as, my random thoughts, my poems, and even sometimes, my DJ set discussions. What are you going to do? WELL RED IT OF COURSE! LOL. Anyways, I'm completely insane, and this world is suited for me. Welcome, to the end of sanity.

The Way He Makes Me Feel
I messed up and (almost) lost him. My mind is a blur cause we don't talk like we used to. I feel he is different now and doesn't feel for me the way he used to. I've told him again and again what he means to me and how I've grown to feel deeper for him. I know I can be complicated at times, but all I want is the real thing. The kind of things you only see in movies. Maybe I am not capable of this. Maybe I am looking for something not real. All I know is I think of him constantly and it hurts to know that he may not think of me the same. We used to talk everyday and laugh and joke. But I messed up and it's hard convincing him I am not what he thinks I am. All I can do is continue to be who I am and hopefully he will see me again for what he knows I can be. I'm sending this to him from thousands of miles away, in hopes that he will continue to stay.

"r-t"
"R" Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays. Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs. Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases. Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand) Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation. Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles. Rupophobia- Fear of dirt. Russophobia- Fear of Russians. "S" Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween. Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia) Satanophobia- Fear of Satan. Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies. Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter. Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars. Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows. Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms. Scolionophobia- Fear of school. Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at. Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field. Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia) Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public. Selachophobia- Fear of sharks. Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes. Se

When I Have Fears That I May Cease To Be
This just makes me happy inside When I Have Fears That I May Cease To Be by John Keats (1795 - 1821) When I have fears that I may cease to be Before my pen has glean'd my teeming brain, Before high-piled books, in charactery, Hold like rich garners the full ripen'd grain; When I behold, upon the night's starr'd face, Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance, And think that I may never live to trace Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance; And when I feel, fair creature of an hour, That I shall never look upon thee more, Never have relish in the faery power Of unreflecting love;--then on the shore Of the wide world I stand alone, and think Till love and fame to nothingness do sink.

Pharmacology 101
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the n

Finding Out Your True Friends
So there comes a time when you find out who your true friends are and who are just your bar buddies. Here is my way of telling you that if you fit in any of the next ten reasons then you are a true friend...If not then you obviosly are just a bar buddy. The way I catorgorize who my true friends are: 1: You call only to say hello or how is your day, not for a need or a certain reason. 2: If I truly look like shit you are gonna be the first one to tell me. 3: You have a pair of jammies for me in the closet for the drunk sleep over nights. 4: When I am pissed off you get me a shot and shoot one with me. 5: You can finnish my sentences and it does not even bother me. 6: We can sit some where together and not have to talk to each other and still have a good time. 7: I don't ever have to worry about the homie hopper sittuation with you. You get yours and I have mine but never the same. 8: When I cry, you may not cry eith me but you will laugh with me after handing me a

This Is Just To Say
This Is Just To Say I have eaten the plums that were in the icebox and which you were probably saving for breakfast. Forgive me they were delicious so sweet and so cold. -- William Carlos Williams

Settle Down ~
Nature is at work Here. Character and destiny are her handiwork. She gives us love and hate, jealousy and reverence. All that is ours is the power to choose which impulse we shall follow. Now I could Be a Real Bitch Here and Say: But I am More about the Peace Love and Aloha thing..so It's all Good

Gone Fishing
Went fishing for the first time this year on port bay on 5/9/07. Bass season don't open for a few more weeks but my stepson, grandson, and I had a hell of a day catching those bucketmouths. 20 largemouth weighing in between 2 1/2 & 3 1/2 lbs. 1 rockbass, and 1 28" northern pike. The pike was why we went out that day. This bay we were in is noted for having some very large pike in it and the mount that I have proves it. I really don't like going somewhere where the pike hit all day. I would rather hunt what I'm after because it's the thrill of finding it that counts for me. I am a sports fisherman. I don't eat what I catch. I toss them back in the hope of catching it again the next year with it being even bigger the next time around. Catch & release is the way to go. I don't use live bait. Lures only. The lure I use the most is spinnerbait. I love those spinnerbaits. I will post my next trip out and share it with you. To all you fishermen and women, good luck and happy

Busted By The Isley Brothers F/ Js And R. Kelly
[Ron Isley] ....Yeah...Bring your ass over here. ..I got something for you... [Verse 1: Ron Isley (JS)] Busted Its 2 o' damn clock in the morning Where you been? (Baby didn't you get my 2-way I was with my girlfriend) You a lie I called Kiesha and Tanya and they were both at home (But I didn't say them though) Well they're the only friends I know Girl you better (Wait! Before you get all upset here's the truth) Talk to me (I was with my girl when she got some bad news) Yeah (Her man cheated had her upset and confused) But baby what's that got to do with you coming in at 2 (I'm telling you. Now she was so upset she asked me to stay with her) Well why didn't your ass just pick up the phone and call me? (I was gonna do that but it slipped my mind I'm sorry) (But I'm telling you the truth) Yeah, well I got something for you Tell me what's her name? (Sharon) Where she live? (Uuummm...) Her man's name? (Billy) She got kids? (I think 1 or 2) She got ki

Shai Hulud
I have to let you die. I have to let you fade. So spare me the male accusations. I would have told you those things you wanted to hear And I would have cared The way you thought no one ever would. And now my heart bleeds cold. I refuse to be caressed by stone. I now live emotionless and free from your pain. My heart bleeds the darkest blood. My heart is cold as stone A rock feels no pain No laughter. no loving. no contact.

Be For Me
Be for Me I need you hear, Right next to me, To hold my hand, And help me breath, To be the wall, Around my fortress, And be the answers, In my distress, To help me think, When my thoughts grow dim, To be the answer, I have within, To catch the rain, As it passes by, And to fly away, Live in the sky, Stop the moon, From giving light, And keep a bird from, From taking flight, Be the voice, That's in my head, To make me think, On what IV said, To find the peace, I have to hold, And share the thoughts, I should have told, To count the seconds, Of every day, To remember the moments, That pass away, Be this my love, And I think you'll find, There is no life, Like yours and mine.

Mother's Day
To Someone so sweet To Someone So True To Someone who is just like you To someone I love as much as you, I just wanted to say... Late at night while I sleep I dream about all the things All the things youâ??ve done for me Sometimes I wish upon a star To be as great, for once, as you are And even though I know Know that I will have to wait I still wonder if I can be as great And on this day, May 13th, 2007 I wonder if when you go to heaven If all the children there will see you See you for who you are You are a wonderful mother, A friend, a daughter The light that guides the way I Love You, Mom Happy Motherâ??s Day

What Really Hurts????
It is onething to hear that a person that you love or know are very sick and maybe dieing ! But it's another to hear it about a very small child or a baby that is figthing to stay alive. I belive that is about the saddest thing to bear on anyone shoulders. Even as a parent it is the most hardest to handle and to live with. You bring a child into this world with the hightest of hopes for it to grow up ,go to school,going off to college, or the armed forces,getting married and have childern of there own.What is so treeifying is to find out that the child has a health proublem and it might not live to see it's next Birthday or even the next day for that matter.People just need to be more careing and understanding about others that are faceing this proublem. I for one have been dealing with this for the last 3 to 4 years now . And yes it does hit you hard core. Yes and life must go on for us. The only thing that you have to hold onto is the memories of what once use to be and no longer is

Friday 5/11/07
I almost forgot to do this again lol. I haven't done anything out of the ordinary today. We got the hot water tank replaced so now we can actually take hot showers woohoo! lol. I also joined myspace earlier because of some friends begging me to lol. I don't know if I'll stay over there or not but thought I'd give it a week or so to see whether or not I liked it. I'm still definitely staying here though. Well, since it's so late I think I'm gonna make this short tonight and get off and go to bed. Have a great night everyone.

Not Really Here...
Can't express all this pain inside Wondering to myself at times If it would be better for all If I was dead and gone. After all I'm only here In the purely physical sense Mind heart and soul Having deserted me Years and years ago. © Andi 2007

I'm Such A Fool
I guess I should be horsewhipped...I seem to be really good at letting the good things in my life go...I'm wrong for that... I noticed how self centered my last blog post was, and I just want to say I'm sorry to anyone I've hurt. I was hurt by something someone had said to me, and I took it out on my blog. I was feeling powerful and full of myself....can't say it won't happen again, but I'm hoping that I'll be forgiven then too...if not, then I really don't deserve it.... New man became clingy man, became suffocating man, became stalker man. 'Nuff said. Y'all have a good day, and remember the grass is NOT always greener on the other side...

Nightly Companions
I sit in the shadows of the darkness that chills Upon the dust covers of the night for to fill But the loss of a look that was caught in the eye Of the tainted crushed words of a death lullaby. I hear the faint whisper of the memories strong The nightly companions that carry the song. Deep in the heart that was shattered by time And the thoughts of a love that escaped from the mind. Too painful a thought of the soul for to keep The nightly companions of memories deep Have all but rekindled the heartache of death That comes in the night on the seal of a breath. It taunts me with hunger that's never fulfilled Upon the dark thoughts of a memory's chill Comes the nightly companions reminder of pain Caught fast in the mind as their song starts again. Their words start to woo me in slumber I fall At last to relinquish my soul to their call They grip to the heart like the arms of a vise Regaling the words in the shadows of night. Sweet dreams have now perished, i

Is Their No Rest For The Wicked
After fatal shooting, officers warned about gang retaliation Incident is second police-involved death in 2 days, fifth this year By Gus G. Sentementes Sun reporter Originally published May 12, 2007 A plainclothes city police officer fatally shot a man who pointed a gun at him while running down a West Baltimore alley yesterday, authorities said, and within hours police were warning officers to watch for possible gang retaliation. A police dispatcher cautioned officers over the radio about "possible retaliation from Bloods gang members in reference to a police-involved shooting on today's date." The dead man was identified as Daquan "Gotti" Moore, 25, of the 2700 block of W. North Ave. Matt Jablow, a police spokesman, said detectives believe he was a member of a local Bloods set. The Bloods, a notorious gang that originated in California, has made inroads into Baltimore in recent years. Jablow refused to elaborate on the radio transmission regarding the alleged thr

Wow
So lately the game of love has felt like a dance -- and not a fun one, either. You can deal with this emotional two steps forward, one step back tango by learning to observe your feelings instead of drowning in them.

Rescued
I had been riding down highway 40 in Tennessee when the back wheel of my motorcycle developed a nasty wobble. I pulled off to the side, under an overpass as the last of the air left the tire. Taking off my helmet and gloves, I swore softly to myself. It was going to rain any minute, and with the amount of semi and bus traffic, I knew I'd be soaked through in no time if I didn't get out of there. I stuck out my thumb, planning to hitch into the next town and get some help. After about 20 minutes, I was starting to get worried. Standing by the road soaking wet was not going to help my attitude Just as I looked down from the sky a car slowed as it passed me, and pulled over to the side. I grabbed my helmet and ran up to the passenger door - That's when I saw her face. I've been with some pretty girls before, but I was dumbstruck. Pretty just didn’t cover it. I looked into her eyes, and nearly forgot what I was there for. She asked me where I was going and I barely got out

Burnt Food
Okay it is official, I really can't cook sweets. I wanted something sweet to eat and instead of letting my husband cook the cinimon rolls, I cooked them. Unfortunately, they are some what burnt and just about hard as rocks. I guess from now on, I will just let him bake the cakes, cookies, brownies, and cinimon rolls.

Shattered~a Million Little Pieces
Shattered. Broken into a million little pieces. I just let them lay there. I don't even have the energy to pick them up. They can stay there for all I care. Right now, I just want to crawl back into my dark little hole. I don't want anyone to offer me a hand. I don't want to be rescued. Hurt. It all just hurts so badly. Anger. I just wanna rain down like lightening on someone. But in the end, does it all really matter? I pick up a handful of pieces. Toss them about. See where they land. They do not fall far from their little shattered family. Maybe it’s a sign. Things do not get better from here. They are what they are and nothing will change. I despise that. Million little pieces. What they hell do they know? Pieces land on the flesh. Cutting it open. Its there for the entire world to see. Want to watch me bleed? I bleed so pretty. No. I will not take the easy way out. Not that it matters.

Serbia - Prayer ( Eurosong Contest )
Marija Ferifovic is new winner on the eurosong contest. she comes from, my country, serbia. we r proud on her. this is lyric: PRAYER I'm wide awake An empty bed drives my dreams away Life melts like ice Disappears in the twinkling of an eye I'm losing my mind, Pushing reality out of sight Our lips are touching softly You're the one I believe blindly I walk around like crazy Falling in love frightens me Days are like wounds Countless and hard to get through Prayer... It burns my sore lips like a fire Prayer... Thy name is something I admire Heaven knows just as well as I do So many times I have cried over you Heaven knows just as well as I do I pray and live only for you I can't lie to God as I kneel down and pray You're the love of my life That's the only thing I can say

The Cut! And Other Various Events!
Well, I have a photo up. I was gonna post the ones of the process of ridding myself of the hair but they got lost. anyways, like it or hate it, it's here to stay. I am officially accepted into the school of telecommunications down in Athens, and I have also scheduled many of my classes. I would like to thank Melissa for spending the day with me and keeping me company on the long drive down and back, and while i got my haircut, and for helping me find a mother's day gift for my mom. i feel revitalized by the events as of late. i feel reborn in a sense, and it couldn't of happened at a better time. i'm back and better than ever people!

If You Love Someone_x ¢¾
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous ... then it"s not love .. it"s ~ Infatuation ~... If you love some one because you think that you shouldn"t leave him because others think that you shouldn"t ... then it"s not love.. it"s ~ compromise ~... If you love some one because you think that you cannot live with out his touch ... then it"s not love .. it"s ~lust~... If you love some one because you have been kissed by him ... then it"s not love.. it"s ~ inferiority complex~... If you love some one because you cannot leave him thinking that it would hurt his feelings .. then it"s not love .. it"s ~charity~... If you love some one because you share every thing with him ... then it"s not love... it"s ~friendship~... but if you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable and you cry for him ... that"s ~LOVE~ = if you get attracted to there people but stay with him without any regret

My Aura
Your Aura is Red You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?

Rules Of Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trous

~blueprint For A Master~
Master Z's BLUEPRINT FOR A MASTER INTELLIGENCE Intelligence is the ability to learn the proper way of playing with the toys inherent in the "lifestyle" before using them on another person. The willingness and ability to research and learn about the "lifestyle" itself. How many times have you admitted you didn't have the experience, or know how to use a certain toy? The ability to take the time to learn their partner outside the roles of Domination and submission, to learn her as the person that she is, her likes and dislikes. The ability to learn what pleases his slave and to remember those things. The successful Master should take the time to know the physical as well as the psychological tools of Domination, along with some basic psychological aspects of his slave (knowledge should grow as people change constantly). There is nothing uglier than seeing an ignorant Master trying to use humiliation as a tool of dominance. Humiliation is a difficult tool that requires maturity, in

Hazel Eye'z
People with bloodshot eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have bloodshot eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you’ve never seen before within the next 2 days. > > > >Blue Eyes >People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If y

If Ya Don't Know, Now Ya Know....nigga
I am all about....ME! Fuck those who wanna talk shit and hate. Fuck cheaters Fuck men who tell you shit then tell another bitch the same shit. Fuck people who fuck with ya heart Fuck men who take all of you and discard you when they got out of you all the needed (ie: love and someone who gave a shit) Fuck men period! Anyhow, I LOVE KELLY... Fact is I don't need your love, his love or the next guys love..I GOT ME!

Hotter Than Hot
You're sitting around a bonfire with your girlfriend, your friends have just left and the two of you are all by yourself. Your girlfriend kneels in front of you and slides her hand into the leg or your shorts, just barely touching your cock. You slide down in your chair, giving her more access and causing her hand to brush against your cock. She wraps her fingers around your cock and continues to massage it, making you moan with need. You slide your shorts down your hips, dislodging her hand from your cock as your shorts slide down your legs to your ankles. You grab her hand anad put it back on your now rock hard cock and she goes back to stroking it up and down. She bends her head toward it and lightly kisses the tip, causing it to twitch with need. She flicks her tongue across the tip and slides it down the shaft then back up where she wraps her soft wet lips around it and slides it deeply into her mouth. She continues to bob up and down on your cock, sucking harder and bobbing faste

Patience Is A Virtue
I have been told by many people that I have the patience of a saint. My job requires patience. Parenting requires patience. Relationships require patience. My fuse is VERY short when it comes to MY kids and relationships. The relationship fuse has run short way too many times.It's now shorter than ever. I never thought I would get to the point to where I didn't care. I am at that point right now. I have someone I care about, but he is just a figment of my scattered brain ( most days ). My patience ran out and now I just don't care anymore. I hurt every day. I love every day. I feel every day... every day without him and I am getting more used to it than I had ever wanted to. Is this a sign of letting go? Possibly. Not out of a lack of love, but out of a lack of patience and understanding. If patience is a virtue. I am only half the virtuous person I would like to be. The rest of me is tired and broken.

Another Great Day!
Well I am recovering still from my mothers day. My family and friends all went out and had the best surprise I could ever ask for, which was very hard for moms to keep a secret. I pulled up in my newly detailed car thanks to my friend in joliet and was greeted by my son with a dozen red roses. I went into the house and was then greeted by my dad who gave me another dozen roses, this time white. They then led me to the front room where mom had a box for me and it was a new kimono from my son and a new dress from hawaii. Mom then took me into her room so I could get changed and as i am getting ready I start to get really nervous. My mom, myself and Andrew went to the cemetery to put flowers on Grandmas grave as well as my daughters, I started to get teary eyed and then my son took my hand and told me that god wanted her to be in heaven so pop pop (my grandfather) wouldn't be sad when he went to see him. Anyway enough of the sad stuff. As we head back to the house I notice a lot

My Profile Song Explained
Ok I have had a couple of request to explain my profile song, so here it goes. And yes the verse is "Sucking to hard on your lollipop". lol. I have always loved lollipops and suckers since I was kid, but found out as I got older some guys like it when I suck on lollipops too. So, much that last year while sitting in traffic with the girls a truck driver next to us who was to occupied staring in the car rear-ended this little porsche in front of him. Now how do explain that to a state trooper? ha. Well my friends found this song and told me to put it on, cause its a reminder that I should be more careful of what I do with my mouth.

Way To Go Boys!!!!
I shall drink a toast tonight. To Team Canada, and Shane Doan, a true Canadian hockey player. I just watched the end of the game, again, when they played our national anthem, the Canadian anthem, O Canada. Our home and native land. You’re damn right it’s OUR home. That goes for you folks from Quebec as well. You’re included in OUR, whether or not you like it. When those people… those wastes of good taxpayer money, spearheaded by none other than the Bloc Quebecois, a provincially separatist party in Federal politics, dared to slight Shane Doan’s name in front of the entire country, it was all I could do not to scream. Although I don't speak French, I am proud that our country is bilingual, for the most part, except for these short moments in time that I wish we could blot out from our history. How dare these politicians put the captain of our hockey team to task, again, for something that the NHL had cleared him of nearly two years ago? I just watched Doan, along with the re

Money Cannot Buy Happiness!
We should bear in mind that happiness is not merely a feeling of pleasure as defined in a dictionary but actually it refers to an ever lasting and true satisfaction, freshness, calmness and joy of the soul which are definitely priceless. It is an indisputable fact that man does not live by bread alone.Having lots of money cannot calm a dissatisfied and restless soul. No bank balance would buy you peace and satisfaction. The power of the money is simply nil when it comes to the matter of buying love. No matter how wealthy a childless couple is, they can never buy their own child. Same is the case of the orphan, he will still miss parental love even if given bagsful of money. Will you sacrifice your friends and family for a million or even a trillion dollars?? can your money replace the love of your relatives and family? In addition, if a person is dying of cancer, what good will his property and savings do to him? Did Pharoah's treasury bring him happiness and success in life? The so

Horoscopes
I don't believe in horoscopes. Most of the time they could apply to anyone,.. no matter what sign. I should listen to mine for today... So door number one didn't work out. What about what's behind doors number two, three, four, five -- you're getting the picture, right? There are an infinite number of possibilities available if you let yourself see them.

We Always Have Someone Watching Over Us
> > > > >>> >> >> > >>A drunk man in an Oldsmobile > > > > >>> >> >> > > > > >>> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>They said had run the light > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>That caused the six-car pileup > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>On 109 that night. > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>When broken bodies lay about > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"And blood was everywhere," > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"The sirens screamed out eulogies," > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>For death was in the air. > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"A mother, trapped inside her > > > > >>> >> >> >car," > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>Was heard above the noise; > > > > >>> >> > > > > >>> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>Her plaintive plea near split the air: > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"Oh, God, please spare my b oys!" > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>She fo

When We Risk It All
We can't blame others when love dwindles away-for we knew from the start it never promised to stay It's just one of those things where the stakes are high-and sometimes it's forever, and sometimes it's good-bye When you love the right way, you will never lose- no matter what path life may force you to choose. You may end up with tears or a broken heart but you knew what you signed up for from the start. You can only give what you've got to give-and if that's not enough, then you must continue to live Life will go on and broken hearts will heal- you must contince on your quest, for that's the deal Throw your heart into life and never stall-for the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all. You see, love is the only thing that we know- the can be divided and divided but continues to grow and life isn't long enough to lock away our heart- just because life may have torn two people apart. We will continue to love and continue to lose- we will continue to pick and continue to ch

Secrets We Live
I hear a rumor There’s someone new You finally told me That it was true Feelings for you Still in my heart Was not my choice For us to part In her bed Is where you are So I’ll love you From afar We have tried To be apart Moving on Ignoring our heart Even though Both with another You want me still As a lover You call my phone Your voice I crave It makes me melt Becoming your slave No matter what We try to do To my heart I must be true Closing my eyes Dreaming you’re here Talking so sweetly In my ear I imagine its you Touching my skin Feeling my body Reacting within My fire building Aching inside Fingers rubbing Gently they slide You whisper my name Within a moan Making me feel No longer alone Wishing you here So I could see As you slide Inside of me Building my fire With such pleasure Knowing the reward Will be your treasure Still on the phone Talking me through I can not help Reacting to you St

For Those, A Name On The Wall...
For those, a name on the wall. Letters in glass. Photos of your face. Tears upon mine. I thank you so, Your name on a wall. Medals in a hall. You are neither forgotten nor lost. Come home to those who love you. Forgive those who left and those who forget. How you died for us. Defending the ideals we all needed to believe. Those who's name is on the wall, the wall of those missing or dead. From a war we cannot forget.

Stabbing Westward "sometimes It Hurts"
STABBING WESTWARD LYRICS "Sometimes It Hurts" Six o'clock in the morning My head is ready to explode I can't believe I made it home alive I don't remember where I went Or what I was drinking And now it's made me sick And I'm not denying That I get this way When I try to get over you I get this way When I try to get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love I tried so hard to hate you But it only makes it all worse I only end up hating myself And as my hatred grows So do the lies It's hard to face the truth sometimes God I feel so useless God I hate myself When I try to get over you I hate myself Will I ever get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love And after all this time you'd think I'd understand the way you feel But no I only think about myself And it's driving you away I always knew it would o

Life
its funny, as long as you play other peoples games you have to play by their rules, I'm starting a new game, it involves everyone, it is similar to the chinese game called Go. Instead of stones though I will use people, and when I have strategically placed my people in the most advantageous positions, I will stike. Be prepared......

Thinking
I am always thinking of you About all the amazing things you do I think about how we love each other And would do anything for one another I think about your gorgeous smile And how this is all worth the while I think about our amazing relationship And our journey on this trip I think about the memories in the past And how all this is going to last I think about our wonderful life together And how I want to be with you forever I think about our love being so real And all of the feelings that I feel I think about you showing me what love is all about And how you're always there to help me out I think about you being the only one And how you shine like the sun I think about the ring I gave to you And how it represents my love being true I think about how He sent you to me And how I love you endlessly I think about giving you my whole heart And how you are a beautiful piece of art I think about how you are my entire life And how I want you to be my wife I think ab

Thinking All The Time
thoughts and sighs Missing one both thoughts and sighs Desire for one left in these eyes Want and need never satisfied Tried in the fires it has never died Longing for one their look and glance Knowing that this is more than chance That one can make all thoughts so fond It is something more and far beyond Anything each had dreamed of A gift from on high in heaven above By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Try And Try
I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb, life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done, and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or give up, you h

Let's Get Out
Rohan Gunaratna told a security conference at Lloyd's of London insurance market that Iraq, like Afghanistan in the 1990s, would become a "terrorist Disneyland" where al Qaeda could build up its strength unchallenged. If U.S., British and other coalition troops withdrew from Iraq in the next year, he said, "certainly the scale of attacks that would be mounted inside Iraq, and using Iraq as a launching pad to strike other Western countries -- countries in Europe, North America - would become such that after two or three years, the U.S. forces will have to go back to Iraq."

To Hell With You.
What do you think I am? Some sort of monkey who exists merely to entertain you? That I'm just here to bring a cheesy grin to your damn face? Well... ok then. Now that we have that settled, smile for the monkey you ungrateful tools.

Queen "somebody To Love"
Can anybody find me somebody to love? Each morning I get up I die a little Can barely stand on my feet Take a look in the mirror and cry Lord what you're doing to me I have spent all my years in believing you But I just can't get no relief, Lord! Somebody, somebody Can anybody find me somebody to love? I work hard every day of my life I work till I ache my bones At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own - I get down on my knees And I start to pray Till the tears run down from my eyes Lord - somebody - somebody Can anybody find me - somebody to love? (He works hard) Everyday - I try and I try and I try - But everybody wants to put me down They say I'm goin' crazy They say I got a lot of water in my brain Got no common sense I got nobody left to believe Yeah - yeah yeah yeah Oh Lord Somebody - somebody Can anybody find me somebody to love? Got no feel, I got no rhythm I just keep losing my beat I'm ok, I'm alright Ain't gonna face no

When Does It Stop Being Worth It?
Sometimes I look at my life and what it has become and I wonder if it is really worth all the bullshit I have been though in the past few months. From losing my daughter, to taking the most awesome job and losing it, to having to make some really difficult decisions...it has all been too much. I have wonderful friends, some much better than others but all of whom bring something amazing and different to the table and yet I feel very alone and very scared of my own thoughts. Nothing in life is supposed to be so difficult to overcome yet I am just having such a difficult time with all that right now. I made a promise to not hurt myself and I have always been true to my promises... I just don't know that I can be when it comes to this one and it scares the shit outta me....badly. So for now I close my eyes and wonder if I will make it through another night to see tomorrow.

Lookin For Models
As most of you know I do adult modeling. I am in the process of starting my own site and am looking for people that are ineterested in becoming a model as well. If you are interested or think you may know someone who would be please send me a email. Thanks Devilishly Cute

Friendship Ball
Throw it back to someone else who means something to you! A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like our circle of friends. But the treasure inside for you to see is the treasure of friendship You've granted to me. Today I pass the friendship ball to you. Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you. When You Recieve This , You're requested to roll it on to at least 10 people, including the person that sent it to you! The ball is in your hands! Don't drop the ball!!

White Friends Vs Italian Friends Lol
WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" WHITE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. WHITE FRIENDS: know a few things about you. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. WHITE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are for life. WHITE FRIEN

Wednesday 5/16/07
I'm writing this early so that I don't end up forgetting again and getting behind lol. It's rainy again so I'm staying inside where it's relatively warm lol, and just waiting on DJ Cracker to get out of bed and get on the radio to do her show. I'm going to be chatting in the lobby afterwhile as well. I joined Facebook lastnight, and have more classmates that I graduated with on their than I had expected, I thought maybe most of them would be on MySpace, but it turns out that only a couple are. I like it fairly well, but the only thing I don't like is you can't design a page with a background and music like you can on here and on Myspace, but oh well, lol at least I'll hopefully be able to be in contact again with some of my classmates, or at least I hope I will anyway. I think this is all I'm going to write for today, so I hope everyone has a great day.

Broken Soul
FORSAKEN DREAMING OF THE NIGHTS WHEN I HAVE YOU ALONE BRINGING JOYFUL TEARS TO MY SORROWED EYES AND A LONGING FOR THE PAST WE SHARED YET THIS CANNOT BE NOW OR EVER FOR AS THE YEARS CONTINUE TO BECOME DECADES I HAVE LOST YOU WHICH HAS BROUGHT ME NOTHING BUT PAIN AND AGONY FOR I CANNOT HAVE YOU AND THE ACHING FOR YOU BURNS DEEP WITHIN ME SHATTERING WHAT IS LEFT OF MY CONSCIENCE WASTING AWAY THE TIME I COULD HAVE WITH YOU NO LONGER FOR THE GODS' HAVE BEEN DETERMINED TO FAIL ME RELENTLESSLY CORRUPTING MY SOUL BUT NEVER GIVING ME THE CHANCE FOR REDEMPTION OR TO WAIT OUT THE FATE THEY HAVE GIVEN ME BUT NOTHING WILL EVER ERASE YOUR MEMORY AND I WILL REMAIN, FOREVER, THIS BROKEN SOUL.

Definition Of A Loser
Man accidentally shoots himself without a gun LAKE LUZERNE, New York (AP) -- A young man shot himself without using a gun. Damion M. Mosher, who put bullets in a vise and whacked them with a hammer to empty the brass shell casings, was hit in the abdomen by one of the shots, authorities said. Warren County deputies said they were called to Mosher's home in Lake Luzerne on Saturday afternoon after one bullet went about a half-inch into his abdomen. He was treated at Glens Falls Hospital and was released. No charges were filed. Mosher, 18, told authorities he was trying to empty the .223-caliber rounds to collect the brass casings for scrap. Sheriff Larry Cleveland said about 100 other rounds that Mosher hit had "fizzled," but one was somehow sent with more force. It was unclear if the bullet ricocheted or hit him directly. An employee of an Albany scrap metal company told The Post-Star of Glens Falls that the business pays $1.70 a pound for scrap brass shell casings. Cleveland sa

I Love You
IF U WERE A TEAR IN MY EYE I'D NEVER CRY CAUSE I WOULDN'T WANT 2 LOOSE U ! SEND 2 EVERYONE U LOVE OR CARE FOR as a friend IF U GET IT BACK, THOSE R UR TRUE FRIENDS!!! I love you i love you I love you I love you ------I love you. ------I love you. ------I love you. I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you ---I love you I love you. --I love you----I love you.. -I love you------I love you.. I love you--------I love you -I love you------I love you.. --I love you----I love you.. ---I love you I love you. I love you----------I love you -I love you---------I love you --I love you------I love you ---I love you-----I love you ---I love you----I love you -----I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you.. I love you I love you I love you I love you I l

.....if You Knew..
If you knew that you were FOR SURE dying tomorrow.. What are the final 3 things you would do and why? My answers -- 1. I would take some sort of something, To enable me to stay awake for the next 3 days..And spend every moment with my children. 2. I would tell my family how grateful I am for them. 3. I would have TONS of sex. ......

Morning Sex
An old classic. .. . MORNING SEX She was in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walked in. She turned and said, "You've got to make love to me -- this very moment." His eyes lit up and he thought, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraced her and then gave it his all, right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, "Thanks," and returned to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asked, "What was that all about?" She explained, "The egg timer's broken."

Do You Really Support Our Troops?
OK! I know y'all are used to hearing me try to be funny, but I have a serious message for ya. I'm done reading tear jerker stories about our fallen soldiers, and how I can support the troops by forwarding a stupid chain letter that our soldiers are not even aware of. The truth is that this war may have some similarities to Viet Nam, but one of the main differences this time is that we ALL support the troops. In fact if you don't support our troops, you're in the very small minority and a fuckin' weirdo. So what is the point of this bulletin? PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE YOUR MOUTH IS!!!!!!! I can think of 2 outstanding organizations to donate to. The USO and VFW have taken care of our boys for a long long time. And if you people really care like you say you do, don't forget about the Vets when they come back in need of further support. I have donated to both in the past and they are both tax deductable. the web sites are: www.uso.org and www.vfw.org I really don't care if you decide

Ehh
oesn't it kill you too? sometimes when you realize that you've spoken too soon or fallen so quickly. you're getting ahead of me, i'm losing will and trying to paint a masterpiece. you said that it seemed to be right, i think that i was trying to impress you, nothing ever works and i'm glad. today we all run for the ocean floors, we all swim through the seas. we all capture our torture whole and fall to our knees. holding my breath, dodging the time, i'd rather drown by myself. i can only remember enough to keep myself in line, i can only forget so much at one time. you said it seemed to be right, i think that i was trying to impress you, nothing ever works and i'm glad. walk to the ocean with me, let's do this right, let's take our time, with longer to breath. float through the ocean once more, we'll laugh and just smile and sink to the floor.

Why Walmart Sucks
I have been sick since Monday and I am starting to wonder if I am going to get better or not. I probably should have stayed home from work today but if I did that, I would have gotten fired. So, I went to work anyway. As for now, I am going to try and get some sleep.

Pick Your Birthday
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... e JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easil

Cherrytap Fakes....
ok not everyone reads it but im gonna put it out there..bout 9 months ago i met a man ( well he was one then) i fell in luv with someone whonlived no where near me he came to jersey to meet me n my kids...gave me a ring n told me everyday how much he luved me wanted me as his wife and spend his life with me ..me bein a dumbass belived him think hey he really cares.well there was an x girl in our picture who i started gettin very jealous over he claimed they were nothin more then freinds but i wasnt convinced i was born at nite jus not lastnit yu follow me so far....so in the meantime i meet this chic started chattin n shit started trustin her and tellin her things bout me who i was diggin talkin bout my ex n shit like that she was always there for me to vent on ....well i find out today from his ex chic that the girl i befriended was actually the ex girlfreind hope yur not lost yet lol......they were both pretendin to be her so they can find out shit i was doin i stayed faithful to a m

"the Actress"
The Actress Be yourself, only then can you be truly happy. She is an actress always playing a part that really isn't her. She plays it well because everyone sees what she wants them to see. She fits in with the crowd; everyone loves her. She's beautiful and funny, with a dazzling smile. But what everyone doesn't see, is the soul that is inside. They don't see the torment she goes through in the day. The agony she goes through in the night. They don't put the facts together at lunch when she eats little bits of food, then excuses herself to the bathroom. No one bothers to follow her to see what is the matter. For all they see, is the act, that the actress is putting on

Love
The statement in this email is so true. I look at the elderly and it is incredible the different state that two people of the same age can be in. One can be youthful and lively and the other worn out. I hope that this hits home to all of you and that you can make many memories that will carry you through. Don't let others rob you of the essence of life. Keep pushing forth with all your might, mind and strength. It is life, love and our experiences along with spiritual guidance that helps us make it through. Make that choice to be happy and your bank account full! God bless and know you are loved by me! Cheltsy Families are forever so hold them dear to your heart and let those wonderful memories be your source of strength and want to continue creating more. Subject: OUR BANK ACCOUNT This might be a good way to open 2007 and live by it. This is AWESOME....something we should all remember. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully d

"never Know When They Are Going To Strike!" Ha Ha!
Spring Thaw Brings Out Brattleboro Raw May 16, 8:52 PM (ET) BRATTLEBORO, Vt. (AP) - Spring has arrived in this southeastern Vermont shire town. The trees are less bare, and some local residents are more so. Brattleboro has no ordinance, and Vermont no law, against public nudity. Some of the people who caused a stir last year when they began appearing downtown as nature made them are back. Not everyone is happy. Resident Theresa Toney said she was dining at a downtown restaurant when she spotted her first naked person of the spring. She looked out the window "and saw a man in his 60s walking up and down Main Street totally nude," she said. "This is indecent exposure where it doesn't belong." Toney was one of the most vocal critics of public nudity when young people first started congregating without clothing in a downtown parking lot last year. This week she was back before the Select Board, demanding to know what the town was going to do "about this behavior." Aud

Because I Love You
Melanie, I can never thank you enough for the joy and the purpose you bring to my life. You are everything in this world to me and I will forever stand by your side. I love you for your faith in God, for the way you love for the sake of loving, for the way you always know how to touch me no matter what mood I am in. I love how your voice can pull any emotion out of me in an instant, how you can calm me no matter how upset i am. how you always know the right things to say. I love how you wake up in the night and crawl around the bed looking for me, then curl up against me and sigh when you find me. I love the way you smile in your sleep, I love they way you move your feet back and forth in the blankets when you are cold and trying to get comfy.... I love they way laugh at the silliest things, I love the way you always find the good in anything and anyone. I love that every night before we go to sleep, I hold you against me, and we thank God for all the wonderful bl

I Have A Friend
I have a friend that is in need of some help, in which I am unable to offer her. My friend is in love with a man, pretty much says it all. Although, she is in love, she feels completely alone. You see she has pretty much lost her best friends, due to events that she can't change. One, a friend that fell in love with a man, that she wants to be a father for her daughter. But no longer wants any of her friends to be around her to ruin her "true" happiness. Two, a friend that has been her best friend since she was young, has fell off the face of the earth. This friend has some issues of her own, but I guess just recently decided that she didn't want to be around my friend at all anymore. Three, a cousin/friend that would still be around as much as she ever could be if it wasn't for her father. You see her father thinks that my friend, is a bad person. Who's only purpose for hanging out with her cousin is to get her in trouble, influence her in bad ways and getting her into drugs. Not o

Germany... The Pearl Of My Heart
I was in Germany for a while... that place has a way of growing on you. I loved the people and, to be totally honest im hooked on the beer! To this day I can taste the sweet nectar of life that flows from the taps in the local pubs. There is a little place off post called Parsburg. Its a quaint little village, not much to it, hell i can't even remember the name of the pub that is there...lol. But, we visited that place as often as we could, taking in all the scenery of the German country side on the way there and the blur of it on the way back. God we had some great times there. And the people are so smooth in the way they do things. Every road paved smooth, every ditch lined in cobble stone. For the people that work for the post they had a saying... "do very little slowly". They have there own ways, and its a refreshing get a way from life. I can still flip through my scrap book and smile looking at the hop, and wheat fields. To look at the country side you can barely notice t

Drop Out
If you try to live your life, someone always gets in your way. Truing you all sorts of lies, never let you have your say. I don`t love their modern world, prisoner of their technology. It`s already wasetd too much of my time and left me- used and abused for so long, when i`ve done nothing wrong, objected to serve the state, rejected for my refusal to hate - one i trusted authority, listened in all innocence. Seeing how life really is, i knew it didn`t make sense. Twist your mind with school, to accept what they call truth. This screwed society i`m stuck in has left me- Feed you a thousand words like liberty and democracy. Their meaning has been lost through all the hypocrisy. Our leaders say so much shit, why won`t they let me be. I don`t love their modern world it`s left me – Why is everyone so uptight? Years of learning to act right. To play the game like a fool, to live your life by established rules. Someone decides if your successful, someone decides if your happy. Don`t play some

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Scam
word to the wise. JURY DUTY SCAM: This has been verified by the FBI (their link is also included below). Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take those summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summons for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your SocialSecurity number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Give out any of this information and bingo, your identity just got stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states, including Oklahoma, Illinois, and Colorado. This (scam) is particularly insidious because they use intimidation over the phone to try to bully people into giving information by pretending they're with the court sys

Hows Your Vibe?
HOWS YOUR VIBE? Life is honestly GREAT Im out of my mind.. Im out of control.. I dont trust anyone but myself Prove me wrong I've yet to find someone who can handle me.. which is probably the best thing.. Bottom Line.. IM an AWESOME BROAD Who isnt gay &keeps things real with great vibes who ACTS her age.highschool is over Fck dumb bitches!!! "Happiness is NOT a destination..but a manner of TRAVEL"

What Nice Words...
In your eyes, I can see my dream's reflections In your eyes, I found the answers to my Questions In your eyes, I can the reason why our love's alive In your eyes, we're drifting safely back to shore And i think I've finally learned to Love you more. I LOVE U !!!!

The Moon Has Inspired Man Since The Dawn Of Time
I am the moon, I set orbits, determine time, command waters, symbolize women, control moods My gravitational hold on the world pulls the strings and coincidence & circumstance, into a masterpiece, woven out of chaos, the fabrics of conformity, sans uniformity I am a giant mirror, the Echo to your Narcissus, I reflect the sun, & only him, for you are the brightest star in my sky, my light depends on yours, stay close, don’t leave me in the dark, cold & alone I become, on the surface I am but a dull color of grey dust & stone, it is your light alone that makes me shine I have lived so many years, a billion for a lifetime, taking beating from asteroids, pounding my skull, shooting stars from blackened guns, my facies worn, battered and bruised, has remained soft, despite the abuse, protecting the earth, & those who fear what I do I change winds, turn tides, guide travelers, save lives, but some of them die I hurt so much inside ore out, beneath grey dust, hard solid rocks, light as f

Well Well Well
Well fuck me running sideways and call me happly laid woman, I was just informed that I have reached my limit on rating photos. That bites donkey balls and blows sheep jizz. What to do what to do. Hmm well shiznits guess I will just have to sit here in my corner of lost and found discontent and optical illusions

Loving Domestic Discipline
For sometime now I have been spanking my wife, when we first started LDD, the idea of taking my wife over my lap and spanking her for her behavior seemed a little odd too me. Like most men I was brought up not to hurt a woman, but with discussions I found out that the pain from a spanking was better than the hurt feelings we were having towards one another. The idea for starting us on this lifestyle came from my wife, she felt she needed to be held accountable, to be taught to respect her husband, and to be submissive to me as her Head of House. The thought of spanking her for her actions, behavior, and attitude may seem very odd to a lot on her, but if you look back through history, and at your grand parents, you will notice that the Husband was in charge, the wife did not decide, but the husband. After a lot of discussion we decided to set guidelines, and punishments if these were not met, The spankings are not done to be abusive, but to correct certain areas that my wife f

Unable Are The Loved To Die, For Love Is Immortality
I found comfort it those words last night. They were said to me by an almost total stranger. (But an awesome guy) This morning I find no comfort in them at all. Got little sleep last night. Cried much. Today starts the paperwork end of things. It is just so hard to know he will not be there anymore. I feel so nauseous today. At first I thought maybe it was somewhere along the lines of a hangover, but I really didn't drink that much, and I stopped like 3 hours before I even went to bed. Tossed there all night. Then after my sadness, I am sad for my family. I don't know how to be there for them. I guess just be there. My mind is all over the place today. Hubby lost his dad too in this and I am starting to feel selfish in a way for needing him to be there for me. The fabulous Steph drove 3 hours for me last night. I am grateful to have such wonderful friends in all of you to help me through this, even though right now, I am torn between my mourning and wanting to bitch-slap myself since

All Star Race
ok people this is dale jr nascars biggest fan here tonight is the all star race at richmond now there r no point awarded tonight but someone could win a million dollars its a shootout on a sat night enjoy this is dale jr see ya next weekend

Kuwait!!!
I made it to Kuwait! W00T! That only took a week. My bag went out on the flight I missed last week and it was laying around for a couple of hours. I'm lucky EOD didn't blow it up. That would have sucked!! So sitting here, sipping coffee, people watching... only 5 more hours until the flight to Germany... weeeeeeeeee

Bill Clinton The Asshole!!!!!
President Clinton and his national security team ignored several opportunities to capture Osama bin Laden and his terrorist associates, including one as late as last year. I know because I negotiated more than one of the opportunities. From 1996 to 1998, I opened unofficial channels between Sudan and the Clinton administration. I met with officials in both countries, including Clinton, U.S. National Security Advisor Samuel R. "Sandy" Berger and Sudan's president and intelligence chief. President Omar Hassan Ahmed Bashir, who wanted terrorism sanctions against Sudan lifted, offered the arrest and extradition of Bin Laden and detailed intelligence data about the global networks constructed by Egypt's Islamic Jihad, Iran's Hezbollah and the Palestinian Hamas. Among those in the networks were the two hijackers who piloted commercial airliners into the World Trade Center. The silence of the Clinton administration in responding to these offers was deafening. As an American Mus

Weekend :)
I thought weekends were for relaxing. When did that change? Last night was the third of David's school concerts in the last 2 weeks. It was chorous this time. They did great. Sang a lot of songs from High School Musical- he loves that movie. Today was soccer. They won 8-0. They all played great again. I'm just worn out from all the driving. But it is so worth it. The ex missed all but the last quarter of the game today. The quarter he sat out. He always gets a big grin when he sees me there. :) I guess tonight I will finish cleaning... Been doing that the last couple hours. Who wants to help? Please? lol Ok.. gotta finish making supper. Hope everyone has a great night.

Just Need 4,700 Pts To Level Up Need Your Help
Hey everyone that get a chance I need some help leveling up please Im almost there just need 4, 700 more pts to make it to level 11 so I would appreciate all the help you can give me and I will return the favor whenever you need it thank you all so much for all your help

Mix It Up With Mma Fighter And Fans
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Memorial Day Quote
Memorial Day Quote "We're getting ready for the Letterman family Memorial Day picnic. Last year Uncle Earl, God bless him, got a little confused. Last year he confused his flask with the charcoal starter fluid." ~ Dave Letterman

Lovelovelove!!!
You sign on to yet another one of these sites and expect the same old stuff but, then you find someone that you never would have expected!!! I found the man I should be with!!! He loves me and adores me and I love that! How often do you think that this happens? I know that this doesn't happen a lot! I'm so happy with him, he makes me laugh, smile, and feel so good that I never thought would happen!!! I hope everyone finds the person that they should be with like i have! To the man I love, you know who you are, you mean everything to me and I love you so much, you make me melt and feel like I've never felt before, I'm so happy to be with you and that you found me!

Tool
&so the TOOL show was damn amazing. tracee & i made our way to the floor where we promptly got our asses kicked; forced our way up to the front, maybe seven feet from the stage. they opened with Stinkfist. i had already lost my cigarettes by the second song & got prettty crazy. we'd downed a bottle of Jack Daniels on the way downtown & i had a small somethingelse. midway through the show i got hit in the face with what i now believe was some kind of glass bottle. threw me off as i was already pretty messed up. the show was amazing. tracee crowd surfed & i couldn't stop moving. so much fun. we were really close.

Random Words
Somethings in this world, in a way make no sence to me. Emotions are one of these things that can drive someone to insanity. Most times emotions are easily dealt with, however what happens when there is a cross of two emotions. Unsure how to act, not knowing what to say, and feeling that each time you talk, you push away what you seek the most. LOL, its interesting. Dont ask why I'm writing this, maybe its just the rain that pours outside the window. Just thoughts from an insane mind.

Vampire (something I Wrote And Its Copywrit.)
Vampire You look around, the street is dark, cold and deserted. Yet you feel someone following you, watching you. You continue to walk, your steps increase speed with your heart rate. You glance over your shoulder, still nothing. Why do you still feel urgency to find a place to be safe? Your feet now hit the side walk harder as you begin to run, the fear swelling within the pit of your stomach. You then come to a complete stop as I appear in front of you with no emotion on my face. You stare in cold and sheer terror already knowing the next thing to come. Before you scream I reach out and grab you long beautiful hair and the other to the slow but still wanting to defending arm. I sink my teeth deep within the vain of your tender and perfect throat. I feel the your warm blood past my lips, and traveling down my throat. You become weak, and cant seem to stand. Your body collapses, and the last think you see is me, with you blood on my lips holding you until your eyes close and you frien

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

The Hands Of Time
The Hand Of Time Tick Tock, Goes the clock. Counting the time As I commit the crime. Looking for a case So that I may be placed. Tick Tock Damn that clock. Free my mind From the restraints of time. I've committed the crime And didn't spend a dime. I just sat here Without Fear. Looking at you. Do you have the clue? The Hand of Time, God I wish it wouldn't bind. Calling your name It wont be in vain. The hand of time, This is our shrine.

Nightmare
Nightmare Fall asleep boy. Dream the nightmares you dream Watch as everything is taken. Taken from your grasp. Your not going to have anything. Your life will forever be empty. HA HA HA Look at your struggling You want to save her AH but the chains of the past They hold you back. Your sorrow internally screaming An everyday fight. Until it consumes you, becomes you. You have no life. And thus I now take it. Maybe, before you die, she might just Save you and bring you back. Breaking point, what will happen. AWAKE UP!

Dead Within
Dead Within Hello Where am I Sitting in this room Crying the tears of pain Wanting to simply ust pass away. Wanting For someone to Take me away from This world that means nothing To me anymore this time again. I Dont want to Be in this pain That you have casued me So let me die alone now. Time To leave this World without you around This way I can be dead Becasue I am Death Within a shell

Rough Sex Facts
ROUGH SEX FACTS Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 c

A Thousand Different Directions...
I worked all day today.. In a hawt ass factory.. but im not complaining.. a job is better than not having one at all.. I bid on a job at work today as a back up QC (quality control) and I am hoping that I get it.. but.. if I dont oh well.. but... other than that work is work... My grandpa's birthday was yesterday.. YAY hes 74 and doing well.. I miss my grandparents.. I am really close to them I guess.. out of everyone else.. My lil brother turned 19 the other day.. GAWD I feel old.. hhaaaahahahaaa... my birthday is soon// Im excited.. lol.. well thats about all im not to exciting I know.. k later homies

Let Me Not Say I Love You
Let me not say I love you Although you know that it is true That phrase has been so much abused. Misunderstood and over-used. Let me say rather " I think you, breathe you, taste you, feel you, dream you." That you help make each day complete. And life has never been so sweet.

Fire!!!!!
Fuck Illness! Jus had a fire erupt in the kitchen! One of the rings was on full blast (without me knowing) and the oven glove (that was sat on it) set alight! By the time i sniffed the fumes, the whole kitchen was filled with smoke! Much coughing n plenty of tears later and the fire is out, smoke still lingers and i am in the safe arms of my wonderful boyfriend.

Under Construction
Hey all! I'm still working on building my profile so check back often to see what new things I've added! I have lots of pictures and spiffy (I love that word!) ideas so let me know what you think as I add more! XOXOXO Minx

Geeze! Lighten Up!!
They'd sell more candy from the dude helping people get the munchies!! That should be his argument in court. Hershey sues man who made pot candy Sun May 20, 9:54 PM ET It was a big enough bummer for Kenneth Affolter when he was sentenced to more than five years in prison for making pot-laced treats and soft drinks. Now he faces the wrath of a candy giant. The Hershey Co. has sued Affolter, 40, for giving his marijuana goodies names like Stoney Rancher, Rasta Reese's and Keef Kat. Each came in packaging similar to Hershey's Jolly Rancher, Reese's Peanut Butter Cups and Kit Kat candies, according to the Drug Enforcement Administration. Hershey's suit, filed earlier this month in U.S. District Court in San Jose, accuses Affolter of trademark infringement, trademark dilution and unfair competition. The company is seeking $100,000 in damages. Papers were served on Affolter on Tuesday while he was in a county jail awaiting transfer to state prison. Affolter's lawyer, David M. M

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 21,2007
Some people need to draw attention to themselves, while others naturally attract the spotlight. Right now, you fall in the latter camp. Bask in the glow of others' admiration. You could definitely get used to this.

'24'
I'm gonna talk about '24' now. For those of you who don't watch it, you may safely move along to the next blog or otherwise continue with your activities. For those who are initiated into the mysteries of the hours of the days of Jack Bauer, read on... I just finished watching the season finale, the sixth of it's kind in the continuing series, and once again Keiffer Sutherland and Co. have outdone previous years by a wide margin. This was edge of the seat, white knuckle, can't look away for a second action, and because of that it was as ultimately intended, FUN. Not going into specific plot points for those of you who have yet to see it, whether by TiVo or due to time zones... What I will talk about is why I enjoy the show so much... I was a Marine for a long time. I belonged to a group within that group that was sometimes ordered to do things that many would find distasteful, though all the orders were 'technically' legal. Trust me, you do that stuff long enough, and

Break Away
Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall down I’d just stare out my window Dreaming of what could be And if I’d end up happy I would pray Trying hard to reach out But when I tried to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I’d pray I could break away I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly. I’ll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won’t forget all the ones that I love. I’ll take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away Wanna feel the warm breeze Sleep under a palm tree Feel the rush of the ocean Get onboard a fast train Travel on a jetplane Far away And break away I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly. I’ll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But

Underwater
The fish swim in the green sea, I want to be them, caught, no, but you I want to, eat me, enjoy every inch. I crave the attention, fins flared, mouth gaping, consume me. I shine along and with you. Catch me in your net, do not release. Take, violate, fill yourself with me.

Poem 5
Child Of OURS Child of ours We dream of you every day and night Child of ours are you here Child of ours we think of you Every day dream and night dreams You are there Child of ours in our dreams Every day and night we dream of you All day and throu the night We talk about you in the Livingroom we talk about you in The kitchen we talk about you in Our bedroom child of ours Who are you come and show yourself To us so we can call you ours From now and forever more Kimberly DOREEN Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Davis

Poem12
A Child I Will Never Get To Know A child I can not have A child I want so bad A child I will never get to know A child I can never hold A child I will never get to burp A child I can never change A child I can not watch Grow up to be a man or young lady A child we will never know togeather A child we wont get to hold A child we can not have A child we can not watch grow up In to a young man or a young lady Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 18
A Mothers Love For Her Doughter A mothers love for her doughter What would a mother do for her Doughter there is no greater Gift to a mother then a doughter A spitten image of her own Self what would a mother do for Her doughter where would she Go for her doughter A mothers love for her Doughter is never done It never leaves a doughter Sad and lonely hurting from Not knowing a mothers love A mothers love is more then Any other can imagen I love you mommy she wants To hear more offten then not I love you my mother My best friend the one I look Up to Kimberly Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 25
Eyes Of Blue You have eyes of blue Blue as the sky up above Blue as the ocean of blue As blue as the blue bird singing As blue as the blue flower I see Out side As blue as the bowl I put your food in But there is only one of you and two eyes of blue as yours Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 26
Hair Of Blond Eyes Of Blue Hair of blond eyes of blue Hair of blond that goes to her butt Eyes of blue as the sky Hight of 5ft 6inches She is beautiful to me She is myself I found peace in My heart for me to love myself I found my good in my soul I found love in my heart I found site in my eyes I found honesty in my mind I found a man to love me in my life Hair of blond eyes of blue I am this woman who are you I am the one you think of from time To time Hair of blond eyes of blue and 5ft6inches and weights about 300lbs But my best is my heart not my looks Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Blah...
Sorry it has been a while. Being as I live in the country, there is no such thing as the internet. Well unless it is dial-up and then it is a long distance call. This is so so frustrating. I HATE it here. I have to literally go into town with my laptop and go to the coffee shop where they have wireless internet access in order to do anything online. I cannot wait until I get the hell out of there. But enough of my bashing country living. Late.

Hypocrites...
So, my friend's wife called me today. Turns out I knew here BEFORE I knew she was married to my friend, back when she was whoring herself out during their six year relationship AND the first few months of their marriage. Please forgive me if in this next bit I sound racist, but I am not and it's just her... Estupida jota had the nerve to call me up and accuse me of sleeping with her man! I said: "Well, he and I haven't seen each other save when he is working, and I have been in GA for the past year. He hasn't been cheating on you, certainly not with me, though I can't say the same about you-" "Que? What are you talking about? You don't know me! "(Though Gods new the rest of my neighborhood did... she was a bicycle! Er... is!)"I don't look like you, girl, so don't judge me!" "Then don't judge me beyond the fact that I am a friend of your husband's. No more, no less." If she had shut up for five minutes I probably could have gotten her to admit that she was indeed cheati

Dreams Come True I Have Been Told
One thought, one heart, one desire One Thought living in a moment set afire One heart that beats to see one face true One desire belonging always to you True dream, true faith, true feeling True dreams of one who is a healing True faith due to one who does renew True feelings for one and only for you Found hope, found joy, found love Found hope a feeling from heaven above Found joy in the sight of your smile Found love in a moment shared for awhile Dreaming free, dreaming desire, dreaming you Dreaming free of a dream that I pray to come true Dreaming desire for the soul who completes me Dreaming you are needing me in time we may see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

What Is It About Sex,that Drives Us To Want It?
What is it about sex,that drives us to want it?you are open, and u love everythingyou are a freak during the act of sex! hands down u got it goin on!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

It Is Our Duty Kinsmen
I hate the fact that we live in a day and age where the true criminals get off scot free and the good guys go down on charges of hate crimes or the willful denial of a person civil rights. We as a people have every right to protect ourselves and our honor, once it’s challenged, no matter what words were exchanged or what we were thinking while in the act of battle. However a Negro is allowed to call us every name under the sun, same with mestizos and chinks, but Odin forbid we actually take a stand for we are the ones who will end up in prison for years on a simple assault case which didn’t warrant such punishment. My belief is, the government is scared of us, they know they have been messing up for the last eight decades or so, and they know that we the few white men and women left who question everything we’re told, who know that the money we spend on taxes each year aren’t going to us but to an alien people who don’t even appreciate the help, and they too know that we are not a p

Passing Dan's Blog Around....
(Cause its a GOOD read) Sucking on a Silicone Titty Living in what you may call the suburbs, I don't really see a lot of women with breast implants. At least… not in my everyday life. When I go to clubs, however, I see them a lot, and yes, I can usually tell the difference. If there is one skill in life that I have somehow managed to attain, it is the innate ability to tell whether a pair of boobs are spun by nature or carved by Dr. Steinberg of Beverly Hills. Okay, I'm sure other people have blogged about this subject before, but unlike them I'm not trying to find a quick cure for insomnia. What I am trying to do, for the most part, is to try and point out that as a man we absolutely detest breast implants. And yes, since I am a guy, and I know how most other guy's think, I know what I'm talking about. But truthfully, I think most women who get implants already know this little factoid. They pretty much know that the opposite sex would rather be holding a pair of

The Last Outpost Of Solidarity
solidarity once stood for the fact that a lot of people shared the same thoughts about a certain thing. solidarity today means nothing. It might do so for a short period in some peoples lives until the mone on to better positions in life and careers. A lot of people find themselves fighting for solidarity within their class in order to find themselves being a genration older than everyone else. It's a scary thought that you one day will wake up to find your friends and the manifest has left you for a better life and that you most likely will die alone...

The Lovers
You scored as The Lovers. The Lovers card is about harmony and most in important love and forgiveness. The Lovers is also about not giving into tempteation and waiting for true love to come your way. It can mean that you had been hurt but have healed yourself and can finally realize love is out there somewhere. You value a good relationship and base it on love not sex. Don't give up on love.The Empress and The Emperor100%The Lovers100%Justice95%The Fool75%The World75%The Magician65%Judgement50%The Devil40%The Hanged Man30%The High Priestess30%The Hier

Road Trip
Oh the excitement is brewing I tell you. Have been planning a road trip with my friend for months now and this weekend we're hitting the road and heading for Pinnaroo !!! 6km from the Victorian border, this dot on a map minuscule town is our destination. Why you may ask? Well one of our friends from university lives in this town. She spends two weeks in Adelaide then goes back up to Pinna' for the weekend. We've always said one day we'll come up and get pissed drunk in her one pub town and meet the local lads. That time has come. Ignoring my circumstances, Ive decided fuck it all, I am not canceling the Pinna' road trip come hell or high water. About the only thing that will stop me though is if I do not finish my HTML and Design assignments by weeks end!

Alcohol Warnings!!!
Due to increasing products liability litigation, beer manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all beer containers: WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you can logically converse with other members of the opposite sex without spitting. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may

Tuesday 5/22/07
Ugh! I'm a day behind in my blogs again lol. Oh well, nothing much happened that was worth reporting anyway lol. Just the usual listening to music hosting in LooneyTuneHangout, and attempting to chat in the Lobby. Well, since I didn't do anything out of the ordinary I think I'm going to end this here and will post again later tonight unless I forget again lol. Have a good day everyone.

Go Look At What New And Fun
ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy BUT I LOVE CHERRY TAP AND ALL OF YOU ON IT HAVE A GOOD DAY :) :)ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its n

Farewell My Friend!
I was just informed by e-mail yesterday that a dear friend of mine Fred Kauhane had passed away this weekend on Mauii while attending his grandaughters sporting event. My heart is heavy right now, and its still hard for me even today to understand why God takes a beautiful man such as Fred Kauhane away from us. I guess thats cause I'm angry because I never got to tell Fred "Goodbye" and "Thank You" for all he had done for me since my freshman year at Chaminade University. The laughing, the conversations, and the ALOHA you gave me is PRICELESS! So Uncle Fred its time for me to let go and forgive myself, but i'll never let you leave my heart. As a tribute to you and our friendship I remember these words you taught me my freshman year 2001 - I hope I spell it right. "AHUI HO MALAMA PONO"! Much Alofa! Brudda Chuck

Changes Are A'comin!
This blog will undergo some changes in the future. I am going to devote it primarily to the journey my sub and I are undertaking. I will post details about what we attempt and the results of those attempts as well. Perhaps we will even incorporate the occasional picture. I will impart her thoughts as well as mine into the blog. We will seek advice/help/opinions from those who read us. This means that I do not expect to post any more fiction here. Nor do I expect to post many of my allegedly humorous musings. If you want to know how and where to find those things, let me know, and I will hook you up.

Please Im Begging For Help
I AM IN A CONTEST FOR FREE VIC AND I REALLY WANT TO WIN! FOR ANYBODY THAT GOES IN AND RATES AND LEAVES ME 100 COMMENTS WILL GET A FREE VIC GIFT RIGHT NOW! IF YOU LEAVE MORE THAN 100 COMMENTS THE BIGGER THE GIFT WILL BE ;) JUST LET ME KNOW HOW MANY YOU LEFT AND I WILL REWARD YOU ;) P.S YOU MUST BEFRIEND THE HOST ~CT DADDY™~THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~Husband Of Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch™~I Love & Adore My Baby Angel~@ CherryTAP

Lace
SLIPPING THROUGH LACE DROWNING IN BLOOD THE PERFECT MURDER IS IN EFFECT NO ONE HEARS HER CRIES MUFFLED BI A SMALL SILK PILLOW THE ROMANCE IN THE ART AT HAND ONLY TO A TWISTED PERSON WOULD APPREICATE THIS MURDER SCREEN WITH CRIMSON AGAINST BLACK SILK A NAIL BITTING EXPERIENCE TO WATCH UNFOLD WITH EVER TWIST THERE ARE PERFECT TURNS HER HAIR LAYS DRAPPED ACROSS HER BREAST HANDS PLACE IN A INNOSENT POSE LEGS EVEN WITH THE SCEEN THEY ARE CROSSED HER MAKE UP IS NEVER DISTURBED NOT A SPEEK IS SMUGING HE WRITES HER LAST WORDS DOWN TUCKS IT AWAY TO READ ON A RAINY DAY TO REMEMBER HIS VIOLENT CRIME HE SLIPS AWAY JUST AS HER LAST BREATH DID SILENT & WITHOUT BEING NOTICED A LOVER WALKS IN TO OUR SCEEN & FINDS HER BEAUTIFUL PLACED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT TELLING A HORRIFIC STORY TO THE LOVER SHE SPEAKS ON VOLUMES THAT ONLY HE CAN HEAR I READ THE PAPER I READ THE WHYS THE POLICE WERE TRYING TO FIGURE THIS ONE OUT BUT IT GOES UNSOLVED THE CORNER RULES IT A SUI

More Poetry.
Of The Night: I am of the night; as the night is of me; Darkness Covers me ; Peacefull,Quite, relaxing and ever so calming; Looking into the night ky and be moved; Hear the words that floast on the night's wings; Feel the extasy of the darkness; Know that I am with you every night and every day; If you ever need just close your eyes's and know I am there; I will alsways be there because I love you more than any one; In your dreams I await you; In my dreams you are there; For you have given me hope ,love and somthing I had given up on; So know when I say I love you , you are the one I love; For I will love you to death... ______________________________________________________________________ How do I tell you; How do i show you how much you meen to me; How do I find the way's to show you for you to see; How can I fight these erges from when we are alone; Wanting to do what ever you want (almost) to show you what you meen to me; Wanting to tell you I love you as

Curves Of A Woman
Soft, sensual and round Mimicking the mother's ground They leave you breathless upon view Making you all wet and your mouth coo Sensitive to the touch of a hand Leaving a lovely impression in the sand Luscious for the eyes to look at While slinking around like a wildcat Knowing you want to take her home So your mouth and hands can roam Across her breasts and deep into her thighs Until the room is only filled with her sighs Those are some words about The beautiful curves of a woman

My Hero Is
Rocky Dennis.Ive loved him since i was about 10 or so and i always will.If u dont kno who he is read his poem and go google him! ~R.I.P~ These things are good ice cream and cake, a ride on a harley, seeing monkeys in the trees, the rain on my tongue, and the sun shining on my face. These things are a drag: dust in my hair, holes in my shoes, no money in my pocket, and the sun, shining on my face. -Rocky Dennis 1964-1980

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Immature People
Today must be the day for someone to piss me off. I hate when people talk shit to me, or about me. I'm too old for the high school bs that goes on around here. If you have something to say to me then come and say it to me. Don't stand across from me and cover you're mouth and stare at me while you are talking to someone else. I'm smart enough to know that you are running you're mouth about me. If you are going to talk shit about me grow a fucking set and come say it to my face!!!!!!!!

Im Tickled Pink!! Whoo Hooo
Sheila, your vibe is Tickled Pink You've got a sweet side that likes nothing better than to be tickled pink. That's why your charming vibe always rubs people just the right way. An affectionate soul like you is always thinking of others, and you find joy in being a generous and engaging part of your community. After all, you know it's much more rewarding to give than receive. This doesn't mean that you won't stand up for yourself when necessary. But you think things through before acting, and you tread lightly when you can. And there's no better way to make a bigger or more lasting impression on people than by leaving them tickled pink too.

To Be Honest....
People who tell you that they are "brutally honest" are typically just idiots trying to distract you from the fact that their "honesty" is nothing more than moronic tripe that they fling around like monkeys and their poo. Sure, it's poo. But do you really benefit from having it flung at you?

~~humor...something For Everyone~~
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a Quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts.... Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest

Talking About The Videos
I know I seem to be on a roll here. I am not a freek that is freeking out on this subject. I am just a Humane Officer that needed to vent. I can't show any feelings out there. But I guess that I can break down here. When I am in the field I have to keep my cool. I have to act like it does not bother me. When I would love to just beat the ever loving fucking shit out of the sons of bitches. OK I am done.

A Littel Bit Of Honesty
This was written by a very good friend of mine, and i wanted to share it. A Little Bit of Honesty I want to be me... I want to be loved for who I am... What I am... The way I am... completely. I am everything that you have ever wanted... Needed... Desired... and I will not be second place...to anyone...anything. I will not compete for your attention... Your time... Your love... If you cannot see my worth it will be your loss... and someday the tears I have cried will be yours. I will not be a conveniant distraction... a temporary amusement... a toy to be put on the shelf until you decide to play again. Someday you will think of the time we spent together... The words whispered in the dark... The promises that you broke... and all you will be left with is the memory of what we had. Someday you will realize that what you really wanted was within your reach... but then it will be

Getting To Know Me....
Ok I got this from a new friend... Im kinda challenged on here.. but hey!!! who cares... Apparently Im suppose to change his answers... put mine in and post.. then someone else does it.. Shesh, how hard can this be huh? 1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT. Right Calf.. Sliced it carrying the garbage out to the bin... 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Brick, three cobwebs and a picture of the beach... 3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE? Orange flip phone. 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Ben Lee, Snow Patrol, Jason Mraz and James Blunt. 5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE? My Grandfather in front of the Sphinx during the war.... 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? Junk Food, warm socks and tomorrow to be Saturday... 8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN? 3.30pm on "Black Friday" 10. WHAT ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP? Dishonesty... 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Sometimes... 12. THE LAST P

Blahhhhhh
This morning sissy came out and went swimming with me. I feel a little better. Lately I feel so blah, more so than being sad about Daddy. I need more vitamins or something. Maybe I will get that detox thing again, it was gross tasting but in the end I did feel slightly better. I just can't seem to drag myself out of bed lately, or get motivated about anything. later this afternoon I will have to go run about and do some grocery shopping for this saturday. I better make sure I eat before I leave or I will buy a pie, crawl back in bed, and get fat. lol thats it for now I suppose, I am sure I will blog later

Beyond Darkness
A scream silences the footsteps. Blood pumps through cold veins. An urge in transparent eyes swallows life. Later on, in a darkened grow, He walks sated and alone. At every corner, loneliness beats with deafening alarms. Behind a window, a sigh whispers of caressed skins. In the moonlight, mortality teases with a thousand kisses. A cacophony of steps unleashes on abandoned pavements. Like a lone wolf, he pierces dark corners for a lingering scent of late venturing mortals. Still, her face tortures his closed eyelids. Human memory knows no Darkness. Once embraced beauty he immortalizes. Racing along sleeping gates, the hunter is haunted By a livid glance. In the backdrop, his drumming Heart spills over with new blood to drown The dreams of a long remembered love

Somedays
Somedays I wonder if it is me am I not good enough am I really all that bad, I try to search my brain for the right answer but I can't find it and it just makes me mad. I look in the mirror and think there is so much I could change about myself to get him to like me, but then I think to myself why should I have to change but if I did change who would I be. I'd be something else I wouldn't be me and that would just kill me inside, If I were to change it would be like part of me has left or died. I can only be what I am and that should be enough for any man that I show interest in, but it's not enough and that's what makes me think I need to change again and again. I guess I should be happy with what I was givin and just do the best that I can, I don't need approval exceptance or anything from any man. I just need to be me and not worry about what other people say or think or do, to be honest I would be happy to look at you everyday I like you for you.

Kidnapped... (4)
STOP YOU SHOULD READ (1, 2, 3)BEFORE YOU READ THIS!!! She almost screamed when she woke up. The memories of things that happened started flooding back to her. She still couldn’t see, but she could hear something in the room. Whistling, that voice was whistling. She could tell it was the man that was there earlier. She could hear things rattling around. What was he doing? He must have heard her wake up because the noise stopped. “Good Morning sleepy head” she heard him say. Where had she heard his voice before? It was so familiar to her some how. As she lay there she noticed that she was not bound as much as she had been. The straps on her wrists were not as tight, and her legs were free. She was so busy stretching her legs that she didn’t realize that he had walked over to the bed. It wasn’t until she felt the bed give way a little that she felt him next to her. All of the sudden that feeling in the pit of her belly was back. Who was this man? With everything going on she

What Every Kiss Means
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

This Dressing Is Kinda Salty. .. . .
Salad dressing semen spawns trouble Thu May 24, 7:25 PM ET A judge has ordered a 17-year-old to pay a $750 fine and perform 120 hours of community service for contaminating salad dressing with semen and returning it to a suburban Chicago high school's cafeteria. DuPage County Judge Terence Sheen also placed Marco Castro on two years probation Wednesday and ordered him to write a letter of apology to Wheaton North High School officials. Castro must complete his community service work for an agency that works with AIDS patients. Sheen called the prank "beyond stupid." "If you prove to me you're worthy of another chance, in two years, then I will give it to you," Sheen said. Castro pleaded guilty to misdemeanor disorderly conduct in connection with the Dec. 6 incident. He admitted taking a bottle of ranch salad dressing from the school cafeteria to the bathroom and ejaculating into it, and then returning it to the cafeteria where juniors and seniors eat lunch. Students reported Ca

Isn't The Question You Ask
"Isn't the question you ask, the same question I always heard while growing up? Don't you want to fit in with them? If it is, the answer is no... I refuse to be a shallow sellout like those others. I am beyond that.

May 25, 2007
There's no better way to disarm an opponent than to lower your defenses. The very idea may make the hair on your neck stand up, but try it. The path of least resistance could just lead to the quickest victory. TEEHEE...everyone knows that is when to be the most cautious of me. Because they are never sure what exactly I am up to when I am behaving LMAO!

First Blog Ever..
Well.. Here I sit.. Wondering what I could ever say on my Very first blog.. What does one say? Tell you what.. How about I tell you a good story. Go's kinda like this.. Hey maybe I could start a book.. HA HA HA HA LMFAO!!! So On to the story.. Titled: These are the people That I Have Worked With.!!! o.0 At where I work. Its a production plant. We use wood and glue's all the time. One of the glue's when it gets on your cloths.. It looks like Dried Blood. So As you can imagine people have a select set of work cloths.. No mater where you are in the plant your cloths take a shit kicking there.. So Anyways.. There is this one guy in the plant.. Scary Beard Fragle rock fluffly long black hair. doesn't weigh 130lbs.. 5'6" tall With these nasty torn up jean jacket and jeans and a shirt with this glue on it that looks like dry blood. He's wearin this nasty dirty work ball cap. So Our production plant broke down on a Wed. 11:30 in the morn. We all got sent

Stamp Out The Virus
Why is it ok for one country to defy laws, use violence and kill innocent persons, yet another country doing the same deeds done to them are considered terrorists or militants? Has the world gone completely insane in their thinking, that we have forgotten all rights and have been led down a path of lies and deceit? I only ask these questions because I have seen on many occasions such terms placed on the Palestinian people and none place on the people of Israel. Honestly if a reader where to look at the atrocities the Israelis commit against the Palestinians they would have no contempt towards the people of Palestine for defending themselves against the Jews. I was under the impression that all countries are held accountable for their actions under the United Nations, however I guess I have been blind to the fact that laws only apply to Gentile and Islamic religions and not the Jews. The Jews are permitted to do as they wish, even if their actions clearly violate all international

Your Angel
Money Angel This is a money angel Pass it to 6 of your good friends, or family and be rich in 4 Days. Pass it to 12 of your good friends or family and be rich in 2 Days. I am not joking. You will find an unexpected windfall. If you delete it, you will never know...

Friends!?
It has been my discovery that not all friends are creaed equally. There are those friends that love you, want to fuck you, hate you, or want to sabotage you. I find that the friends that love you few and far between. those that want to fuck you are a dime a dozen, and most hate you AND want to sabotage you. I am veru glad that I have several of the true friends. Even those who are not right here. You know the ones you can be yourself around.I have found it is easier to ignore all types of friends and the best ones will bug you un til you answer!!!! A good friend will bail you out of jail, your best friend will be sitting in the cell with you laughing about how fun that was!! You must have atleast one of these friends. I am lucky to have found 3. You know who you are and thank you for being there. and by the way.....Boredom is a Bitch!!!

*coldice's Sad But True Story*
* I have put this story here as a reminder to everyone. Play safe.* ColdIce's Story A sad but true story The following article/story was originally found on the Anvil Dungeon International site (which WAS specifically for BBW -Big Beautiful Women- and had an IRC Undernet channel #BBW-BDSM). This non-fiction accounting of a woman's true and horrific IRC-to-'real life' is here thanks to DRKfantasy. MY STORY Some of you know me personally, some only through the computer. Some of you may not of ever heard of me. I am writing this in the hopes of saving someone from going through the anguish and heartache that I and my family have gone through. My nickname on Chat is Cold as Ice1. I am 38 years old. I have a family consisting of three children and three step children. The older two step children do not live with me /but I was very close to them. Living at home are my three children. Lisa is 19. Shelley is 13 and Daniel is 7. My step daughter 18 also lives

Potc 3
Was fucking amazing! I couldnt breathe lmao It was a rush! Cpt. Barbosa looked sexier than ever!!!MMMmmm yeh i bet u all thought i was gunna say Jack Sparrow but nah im all for Barbosa!!!! =D Anyhoo its a must i recommend u all to see it if u dont well ur fuckin lame!

My "buddy"
I just wanted to brag on my garndson..i have pics of him in my photo album on my page..i can't imagine my life without him in it and he has my heart..he is only 4 months old and we already have a special bond..and yes..i have him spoiled!!

How'asyuur Diet?
For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beer and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION: Eat and drink what you like. Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

Saturday 5/26/07
Ugh I keep getting behind on this lol, I guess it's a good thing I don't usually have much to write about lol. I didn't do a whole lot yesterday,but I did finally get the mic hooked up so that I could do Skype with DJ Cracker and that was alot of fun we talked for at least 5 hours lol. I wonder if she got tired of me? lol. Other than that, I pretty much did the same old thing, chatting in Phreik and listening to CrushFM. Cracker was finally on the air for a little while, but had trouble with her page again so had to have andrea finish her show for her. Well, I think I'll end this here, I'll post again later today or tonight. Have a good day all.

27th May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, May 27: A special someone will be the target of your pent up wrath today. Luckily the sorry soul will deserve every witty barb and clobber you can deliver. Fight the coward's fight and catch them off guard.

Back In Time
Close your eyes...And go back in time Before semi automatics and crack... Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... Way back...I'm talking about Hide and seek at dusk. Red light, green light. The corner store. Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch, jacks, kickball, dodgeball. Mother May I... Red Rover and Roly Poly. Hula Hoops. Running through the sprinkler. An ice cream cone on a warm summer night... Chocolate or vanilla or strawberry or maybe butter pecan. Wait... Watching Saturday Morning cartoons... Short commercials. Fat Albert, Road Runner, The Three Stooges, and Bugs. Or back further... When around the corner seemed far away, And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. Cops and Robbers, Cowboys and Indians, Zorro. Climbing trees, building igloos out of snow banks Running till you were out of breath. Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt. Jumping on the bed. Pillow fights. Spinning around, getting dizzy, and falling dow

Three Days Grace "pain"
Pain Lyrics Artist(Band):Three Days Grace Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Depressed
i hate me! i hate my life! i hate that i am fat! i hate everything right now! i just want someone to love me! i want someone that will care about me and what i want! when is it time for me? life sux! i jsut want to be happy! fuck it all! fuck life! i cant say fuck it all! I have a son to think about! i care about him! I love him he is my life but when is it time for someone to love me?

We All Have Skeletons In Our Closets!!
What do you think? We all have reasons to hide from ppl. Either we think were ugly, fat, short, grey, even beautiful ppl hide. Maybe we were abused, raped, do drugs or drink to much. We hide behind things like trendy clothes, cool cars, fake pics......... I do not care about any of your skeletons...I am a true friend...i dont care what you look like, how much money you have or what you drive. If you looking for a "true friend" you have found one. I dont care if your black or white....goth or gay....married or single....as long as your good to me im here for you. Unconditionally!!! Muah xoxo

Just Life It's Self!!!
As I was growing up I was always taught to be faithful to your friends your partner. But sometimes things change in life on how you feel about your friends or partner. You know not all of us is faithful to our friends we sometimes just sit there and let them talk your ear off. But really do you really wanna hear drama sometimes I mean if it deals with your family or you, yourself yeah be there for them but people that you don't know about you know why do you wanna sometimes sit there and listen to it when you have problems sometimes. I go to 2 best friends of mine that I have told them my life to but they sit and listen to you not pop off saying that you should just get a divorce or you don't need those two being friends. My best friends are there for me no matter what you know. I will always love my best friends but I mean if you have drama in your house do you really wanna hear more drama that is coming off the streets about people you don't know? Well its like this I love my to best

Come Home....
I star into your eyes, to see if maybe you miss me the way I miss you, and I fear the worst. It’s been too damn long since I felt you touch, felt you kiss, felt your love, and its making me insane. I hear your laugh and it brings me to tears these past months have seemed like years, without you around. I just need a moment of your time, to say... [Chorus] Baby come home, you have been gone way to long. And when you get back, I'll stop writing these songs, and spend all my time with you. It’s been awhile since I felt your kiss, I didn’t think it would hurt like this, but there’s just no getting over you. I’m stuck in the days you spent with me, asking my self how could it be, that I found the perfect one. I reach out at night but your not there, I find myself embracing air, where you used to lay with me. If you come back, Ill be here, taking away all your fears, I will leave the light on at night. [Chorus] Baby come home, you have been gone

Have A Great Week Phucker, Oops. Think'in Out Loud. :p
Don't waste a minute being unhappy. If one window closes - run to the next window - or break down a door. Live with your whole being all the days of your life. Your reward will be true happiness. - Rebecca Thomas Shane The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. - E E. Cummings LIfe's greatest accomplishments are those that at first seem impossible. I never worked a day in my life. It was all fun! - Thomas Edison When we are present in each moment, the past gently rolls up behind us and the future slowly unravels before us. - Rev Richard Levy Good friends are like stars. You don't always s

For My Son
my dear son i see how you're confused so young you didn't know there was so much to lose just know the love we have for you will never change your sadness i promise it won't last forever you will always have a family even if we're not together dry your eyes and grab your toys so we can play just like you i didn't want what has taken place i don't know what to say when you ask why things can't stay the same one day when you're old enough you'll know the truth i know how hard it is for you to truly understand when you ask me if she will ever be coming back it won't be here but don't worry you'll see her really soon through it all your love for us has been so unselfish your love has given me so much to learn from all this your heart is big and i wish things would have gone your way i know you want things back to how they were it kills me to see how much you really hurt but over time you will grow strong from this all one day you point out familiar places yo

Harrasement
I have had to block this arrogant bastard...he's downrated me constantly and shouted obscenities in the shoutbox... spiralvayn...: hey bitch..wanna facefuck my cock.. That is just one of the things he said to me this morning. People will read this and nearly every one of you will just fob me off but let me remind you of the downrater bulletins that have gone on here....this one is not a downrater bulletin... THIS IS HARRASEMENT. if someone was knocking on my door doing that to me you wouldnt let ithappen so help me out and show this arsehole that he cant get away with terrorising people on the internet. Have wasted my breath but its worth a shot. spiralvayne@ CherryTAP

Lost
Lost Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone?

Heroes
The Heroes Some Heroes obvious, some unsung, their lives and health, tempting fate. Vulnerable in tasks for our civilization, few glories for their life's profession. The Service men in our Armed Forces, the cause be sure for freedom's sake. For their family, strangers, citizens all, few medals show their life's duress. The policeman whose life is in peril, by high-speed chase, gunfight ensued. The simple traffic stop may kill, few medals show the dangers faced. The man who is trained as a fireman, to save our lives, our homes from fire. The first on scene when aid in need, few medals show each hazardous deed. The utilities that keep our comfort whole, power and phone, the men on poles. Sewage, garbage disposed for health, no recognition for the civilian fight. The many others whose work obscure, performing tasks with risks not yours. Construction, or the viral flu to cure, no medals glory for the civilian plight. ©2002 Ro

Memorial Day Rant
Here in Winterset, Iowa, we just had our annual Memorial Day parade. It was nice other than the fact that yesterday we had the 100th birthday celebration of John Wayne, with parade of course. Take a guess which one was bigger, THAT'S RIGHT! John Wayne! There were cowboys, indians, floats, bands, presidential candidates, candy, clowns, big town events, stores open on sunday, THOUSANDS of people buying "Duke" memorabilia, it was spectacular! Now the memorial day "celebration", --- a parade with 10 or 15 vets, and the high school band and a prayer service at the city cemetary. THAT'S IT! WHAT A CROCK OF S@#T! One would think that a day of rememberance of our fallen soldiers, and soldiers still alive and fighting would be WAY more important than some actor that live in our town for 6 months tops when he was a baby, and never acknowleged this town for his whole life, I guess our youger generation just don't get it anymore. I'm only 38, but I was still brought up to remember our fallen

Sex App. If You Want It Fill Out
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play ? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "SEX APPLiCATiON"

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same. He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long.

Erotic Poems
Kiss I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin 'neath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face ---------------------- Heat We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples an

~~the Entrepreneur Spirt Is Not Dead~~
Cops: Ice Cream Truck Sold 'Pot-Sicles' MISSION, Texas (AP) -- Police say the jingle of this ice cream truck meant pot-sickles. Police say elementary school students tipped them off to an ice cream truck driver who was apparently selling $5 and $10 bags of marijuana from the truck. Most customers were in the third, fourth, and fifth grades. "It's a scary thought, but that's the info we received," Mission police Chief Leo Longoria said. Raymundo Flores, a 40-year-old illegal immigrant from Mexico, was arrested Thursday on charges of possession of marijuana. He was transported to Hidalgo County jail after a judge set bond at $30,000. His case will likely be turned over to federal immigration officials, Assistant Police Chief Robert Dominguez said. While police didn't witness any sales, a drug sniffing dog did help them find packets of marijuana alongside the more traditional frozen treats. News video showed the driver may have been doing some subtle advertising. While the

Wtf!!!
I have had three accounts in the past month cause someone forgot to take there meds in the morning and rate a pic like a face shot as NSFW and report it and it has happen again. I got one yesterday for a chest shot of me in a T-shirt and now i got two one a face shot and the other my arm so now i guess my account will be deleted again and if so well i never will return this time. And i don't understand for the life of me why the boneheads at Cherrytap central are not checking out what is being reported and they are not doing so and this could happen to any user on here if you pissed someone off or just don't like you. And i know also it wasn't nobody on my friend list cause i rated 10's and commented on a new user and they visited mine and i get reported for NSFW and that was the thanks i got. So if i am deleted again i want all my real close friends on my list that i really do appreciate all of you. I even marked this NSFW just in case!! Thanks, Jerry

My Angel Part 2
My angel part 2 ~Tony Martinez My angel I'm sorry I expected to have a tough fight I expected to have to fight Darkness I expected the pain to be hard on both of us I never expected to feel your bite too It is my fault though I caused the pain to be too great I understand now Let Darkness drink and get drunk from the cup of arrogance While we drink from the bittersweet cup of patience We will grow stronger While Darkness becomes comfy and forgetful We will find our flow Our rhythm My angel I love you