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Attention All Men!! And The Women Who Love'em
THINKING OF HAVING 2 CONTESTS ATTENTION ALL MEN!!!!! MENS CONTEST SEXIEST EYES AS OF NOW I HAVE 1 MAN IN THIS ONE NEED MORE FOR THIS ONE, COME ON GUYS! WOMENS CONTEST BEST CLEAVAGE PIC (HAS TO BE SFW) AS OF NOW, I HAVE 5 LADIES IN THIS CONTEST i would like to have 10 contestants in both contest NOT SURE WHEN I WILL START, JUST DEPENDS ON WHEN I GET ENOUGH PEOPLE IN THEM BOTH CONTEST ARE 3 week long contest winner gets 3 day blast if winner receives more than 25,000 comments they get a 7 day blast CONTACT BIGSEXY

The Pitfalls Of Writing Music In The Tub....
So there I was... Happily soaking in water that was likely far too hot for humans. (Thank Odin I'm only half) reading a book I'd read something on the order of a hundred times (Yeah, it's that good) and WHAMMO!!! There's a song in my head... I let it play... Rewind it a bit; listen again... not bad... not bad at all... Did I write it? searching, searching... mmmmmm, seems like i did...can't think of anything i deliberately swiped to create it... Cool. Listen to it again...kind of enjoying it... hearing the different parts, getting them 'locked in'... and even better, it's actually a rock song, with a real beat and everything... Even better... OK...Stoi! Enough of this 'relaxation' nonsense... stand up, rinse off, towel off, put on some shorts and a t-shirt and head down to the studio... crank up the gear, lay in the chords on a piano and put some bass guitar under it. and.... ooooooooooooooohhh, crap the vocals are GONE...not a bit of them left...wel

Saying "thank You"
Saying "Thank You" Two of the most powerful words in any language are "thank you." No group of people more richly deserve those simple, heartfelt words of appreciation more than those who served in our armed forces, and those who are still standing watch this very minute. During National Military Appreciation Month this May, we at Buick, Pontiac and GMC felt strongly that it was important to say "thank you" to those who have sacrificed so much for our country. But, beyond our personal thanks, we recognized that we were in the fortunate position to help others express their appreciation, as well. So, Buick, Pontiac and GMC dealers across the country are partnering with Shauna Fleming and her A Million Thanks organization (AMillionThanks.org) to do just that. We've placed collection boxes in all of our dealerships and, during May, we are encouraging every American to take the time to write a personal "thank you" to a member of the military. The goal is a million thank you note

The Song When She Cries Revised A Little
Yes I cry at night and I try not to let you hear me.I try and hide all the pain I feal inside.So I pray this time you are the man I know I deserve.Yet I die a little each time that I cry.

Doers Of The Word
The James who authored the New Testament book bearing his name could be considered the bridge between Christianity as a Jewish sect (by public perception of that day as well as before the scattering from Jerusalem -- for more details, see the book of Acts) and Christianity as a distinct religion. Four individuals in the New Testament are named James, but the one who authored this general epistle -- that is, a letter meant to be read in every church -- was most likely not James, the son of Zebedee and brother of John, one of Jesus' original twelve disciples who was martyred in Acts 12:2, nor James the son of Alphaeus from Mark 3:18 and 15:40, another of Jesus' disciples, and definitely not James the brother of Judas [Jude] referred to in Luke 16:6. So who was he? James, the half-brother of Jesus first referred to in Matthew 13:55, was uniquely qualified to pen this epistle because he had to make a complete 180 from skepticism about Jesus to belief in Him as Savior and Lord. C'mon, w

Nothingface-ether
Ill never hesitate Because Im too good for that Ill never show restraint Because theres no need for that I know everyone Ive been everywhere I know everything Because Im everybody We came to take control We came to sell you freedom We came to burn you down We came to brainwash children And its not our fault Its just your all new suicide Where we belong Theres no one to hurt Its some place where we cant be found Where we belong Its darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it cant be found Its that time again Can we get it right He wants us to revolt To set the world on fire We wont show restraint Because we like the violence We are security Wrapped in our brutality And its not our fault Its just youre all new suicide Where we belong Theres no one to hurt Its some place where we cant be found Where we belong Its darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it cant be found Find our way through space Well never b

A Little Bit About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jessi Birthday: 11-15-78 Birthplace: Spring Valley Current Location: LaSalle Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'4" Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Your Heritage: German Polak, I hate myself I just dont know why The Shoes You Wore Today: Sandles Your Weakness: chocolate Your Fears: Losing my kids Your Perfect Pizza: Lots of pepperoni and cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get caught up on bills Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh, I wish these damn cats would leave me alone. Your Best Physical Feature: Everyone says its my tits. Your Bedtime: After Ernie goes to work Your Most Missed Memory: Going oh hillbills with the boys. Pepsi or Coke: Coke McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!!!! Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke:

Dominate Me
Bound by leather Unable to move You bound my wrists With skilled hands You expose my skin Cold air kissing my breasts My nipples grow Hard and erect Wanting your lips I feel your fingers Touching me caressing Raising my hips The heat of your breath As you move closer Teasing my spot I moan with pleasure Unable to move Straps holding me taut With me getting near You suddenly stop Prolonging all of my pleasing You left me there Still held by leather Wanting more of your teasing You come back to me After cooling me down I feel your touch Your presence surrounds me I smell your scent Wanting you so much Running your fingers Along my chest You reach for a candle Overwhelmed with ecstasy You brand me with wax Knowing just what I can handle You lower your mouth To suck in my nipple Teasing it with ice Hot and cold sensations All over my skin You’re not playing nice Squirming and moaning From all the teasing My body begs for you Do

Off Center
Ever have one of those days where you just feel completely off center? Well that’s been me today. I had quite a few tasks on my list today and I got some of them done, but the one thing I was absolutely supposed to accomplish today, did not happen. And it’s important… huge even… it doesn’t just affect me, it affects my entire household. My daughter’s father is just about ready to kill me on this one and even my wife agrees that he’d be justified in doing so. It’s fixable. I can fix this early tomorrow morning and I intend to. But, what has me the most worried, is how un-worried I am. I just feel totally disconnected. I can’t seem to get in touch with my own reality at the moment. I can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong somehow. I have no clue what I want or need at the moment, I just know I don’t have it. I’ve cried more than once over the last few days and there’s just been no reason for it. You know what’s going on there? I’m having an utterly

I Dont Get It.....
I dont get it.....a chick or a guy can have shout outs to their partner all over thier page...and in thier SN and even tell the people that shout at them that they are happily in a relationship and yet the people are so freakin hardheaded...they still make perverted comments. I just really dont understand how some people can be so freakin dimwitted to keep tryin after they obviously just got shut down. HELLO...can they only type and not know how to read or what? I just really dont get it.....

Sheltered Dreams
Sheltered Dreams Faith will loft your sheltered dreams Allow me to silence your censored screams Beyond your fears that strangle affection Beyond the point of practical protection Beyond the tears of passionate prayer Beyond the years of tortured despair Believe in yourself as you believe in me Believe in our love that longs to be free Deliver the spark to ignite the fire Exploding elation of unmatched desire Control the destiny that decides our fate Trust your heart, don't let me wait Angels crying tears of bliss Converting cynics with the strength of our kiss The power of fate is ours to explore Forever as one, I’ll always adore The Path of virtue, road of respect Your security I will always protect The honor to share my soul with you Is the dream I wished would always come true For those who doubt my deep devotion A life without faith is like a frozen emotion Open your heart, let God touch your soul Love yourself, let your spirit become whol

Calling All Friends And Family Need Your Help Asap Please
HEY EVERYONE OUR FRIEND NATIVE HUNNY IS IN THE CONTEST IT ENDS THE 31ST AND WE ARE BEHIND. I NEED EVERY0NE WHO CAN COME DROP SOME COMMENTS AND HELP US OUT PLEASE. PLEASE EVERYONE TAKE A LITTLE TIME AND HELP US OUT. WE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE BOMBING IM THER NOW

Horny
Am I the only one who is horny all the time? I feel like such a perv. I find myself running to the bathroom at work a couple times to take care of business and even more at home. I love to show-off on cam and I feel like I am strange for that. Oh well, I guess if it doesn't interfere with real life and it feels good, then I shouldn't worry about it. I stop and think sometimes, think that there is something wrong with me. Oh well, I am sure it will pass. If you are horny, know you always have a playmate in me! xxxooo

Hey Everyone Here's Some New Pics
hey everyone here's some pics you may like, my daughter,son and my husband..and the kids uncle, i will hsve some pics on here of me soon enough, maybe when i get dressed up or something, or maybe this weekend i'll have my husband take pics of me and put on here... you'll will love them...

Love
THE POSTAL SERVICE NO ONE HEARS ABOUT Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. She dictated and I wrote: Dear God, Will you please take special care of our dog, Abbey? She died yesterday and is in heaven. We miss her very much. We are happy that you let us have her as our dog even though she got sick. I hope that you will play with her. She liked to play with balls and swim before she got sick. I am sending some pictures of her so that when you see her in heaven you will know she is our special dog. But I really do miss her. Love, Meredith Claire P.S. Mommy wrote the words after I told them to her. We put that in an envelope with two pictures of Abbey, and addressed it to God in Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith stuck some st

Well Maybe I Am Wrong
See i feel alone all the time but you know there is one person i know is there i just forget it sometimes that is my roomie... She is an amazing person.. I cant beleave i was lucky enough to have ment her... Thanks Trishie Pie Your the Best !

A Sad Day For Me
Well it's a sad day for me.Why may you ask?Well my only best friend,my pet,and my son,passed away.His name was Fernie,and he was the best pet a guy could have.He always follow me around the house.He always was their by my side.He alway went under the door when i was in the shower just to keep me company.He was a little mischief,but what pet isn't.I'll mis you my little boy,my little son.I love you my demon spawn pet ferret.It's not gonna be the same without you Fernie.:(You will always be in my heart my Fernie

A Dream From Pagan Fyre
I seemed to half-wake, stumbling to the entrance of my tent to look out. I had heard a noise that had roused me. At first, I saw nothing in the grey dawn lignt. Then, as I stepped out of the tent, I heard a purred growl, low and to my right, just as I saw the golden eyes of the black panther lying there. I was startled, but not afraid. I moved slowly to my left away from the panther, turning slightly to keep my body towards him as I left the camp. I tensed as he came to all fours and followed me. He walked beside me, not coming towards me, but rather keeping pace with me. He moved slightly closer, and began to tell me things as we walked around the camp. Others in the camp who saw us didn't seem to think it unusual for me to be walking around with a black panther for a companion. I tried to react accordingly, but I was still tense. I could understand all the panther was telling me at the time, but I cannot remember any words at all now. I do know the words were spoken directly into

Everything I Do ,i Do It For You (honey)
(Everything I Do) I Do It For You lyrics Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into my heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

Drácula - Vlad Tepes History
Prince Vlad, or as he was called even in his own time, Dracula (which means "Son of the Dragon") tops the list of Romania's many, many Christian crusaders who, in the transition years between the Middle Ages and the Renaissance, fought to keep the Muslim-faithed Ottoman Turks out of their country. Odd that a name known for stirring nightmares actually belonged to a crusader of a religious cause! Still, Dracula was not a saint. He ruled his military kingdom of Wallachia – southern Romania – with a heavy and blood-soaked fist. To not only the Turks but also to many of his own countrymen he was Vlad The Impaler, Vlad Die Tepes (pronounced Tee-pish). Determined not to be overtaken by the intrigue of an intriguing political underhandedness, in a world in which princes fell daily to smiling, hypocritical "allies," paranoia among the aristocracy was, and probably needed to be, utmost in a sovereign's disposition. Dracula built a defense around him that dared not open kindness nor trust

Top Ten Signs You're A Fundamentalist Christian...
(From Blackrose's MySpace Blog)Top Ten Signs You're a Fundamentalist Christian...10 - You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours.9 - You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from other life forms, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt.8 - You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in a Triune God.7 - Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to Allah, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" including women, children, and trees!6 - You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek claims about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary, who then gave birth to a man-god who got kil

Another Random Survey
1. Who were you with Friday night? Home 2. What woke you up this morning? The Ace & TJ Show on the radio 3. Where are you? my office at home 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? I hope so, its Friday 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Luis. 6. When was the last time you cried? Don't remember, probably about a week ago or so. Satuday. 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Cooking, mojarra frita. 10. What were you doing at midnight? Sleeping 12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park? almost 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? I really dont want to go to the store... 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? mi familia. 15. Where would you like to live? the beach. 16. What kind of home would you like? Right on the beach. 17. What do you want to be when you grow up? More active in la revolucion, helping la raza 18. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? working hard, with a kid hopefully 20. Who is you

Forgive Me
FORGIVE ME Since you have left me Like a lovelorn child I am hopeless, wandered at nights I turned back to you, I know guilt is mine Like a foreigner in my house I climbed the stairs slowly I don't have the courage to knock the door I turned back to you, I know guilt is mine I wanted to see you for one last time I waited this moment for nights Tell me if you don't want me to turn back to you Tell me to go but before still Forgive me, please forgive me I am begging, don't ask any question I have no answer, the guilt is mine Forgive, forgive me *Not mine*

I Agree.
A guy wrote this in his myspace and it should make you think... Stop being so......yourselves. I know way too many beautiful girls who think they don't look good...It hurts...because it's our fault,guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach,huge boobs,round ass,long legs,big lips, and on top of all that,they have to dress like.....,and be one as well....nobody can measure up to that...and it's not fair...because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect,the world would be so boring,variety is what makes life interesting. So guys,stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry,our...deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men...realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them,be nice to them because you want to be their friend,not because you want to hook up with them. Say

Omg....
OK now tell me ladies... what is it U can never buy N E gifts for me? I am a guy and I too love to get gifts as well as give em... so if U wantsome comment me, say hi, and efinately buy some too... I love to give as well as recieve....lol

What Kind Of Person Are You?
You scored as Outgoing, You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100% Fun88% Immature75% Nice50% Shy50% Dramatic25% mean0% what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

Passion
Kiss me brush you lips against my lips Kiss me deeply let me love you tonight passionate kisses in the dark caresses and secret touches soft moans and hurried whispers Kiss me Just there. Let your lips trace over that soft flesh, so tantalisingly close. Let me feel the warmth of your breath gently caress me as you sigh with anticipated pleasure. Kiss me Let me feel the first touch of your tongue wet those waiting petals. Let me absorb that tingle of delight and the tightening of muscle deep within me. Kiss me Oh yes, just there. As the softness gives way, letting you in to that deep waiting heat, full of hot scent and thick texture. Kiss me Hmmm, right there. Where the hard little gist of my womanhood peaks to your ministrations and the soft flutter of butterflies gives way to the pounding of eagles wings. Oh Lord, kiss me Let the waves of uncontrolled ecstasy pour through me, launching my being beyond the physical Yes…Yes, KISS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How Children Who Witness Abuse Are Effected
Obviously it is very upsetting for children to see one of their parents (or partners) abusing or attacking the other. They often show signs of great distress. Younger children may become anxious, complain of tummy-aches or start to wet their bed. They may find it difficult to sleep, have temper tantrums and start to behave as if they are much younger than they are. Older children react differently. Boys seem to express their distress much more outwardly. They may become aggressive and disobedient. Sometimes, they start to use violence to try and solve problems, as if they have learnt to do this from the way that adults behave in their family. Older boys may play truant and may start to use alcohol or drugs. Girls are more likely to keep their distress inside. They may withdraw from other people and become anxious or depressed. They may think badly of themselves and complain of vague physical symptoms. They are more likely to have an eating disorder, or to harm themselves by ta

For You
You made up your mind I fought for you I did just what I could for you I lit the candle and set the flame You blew it out Now things have changed I walk away my head held high With tears rolling down from both my eyes I gave it my all And that fell through So do just what you want to do Be with that girl thats on your mind You'll remember me For I am Genuine I was true to you I supported you In everything you do The battle you fight it ain't with me So I stepped out the insanity Best wishes to you In years to come For you where my number one in my life I hoped our love could make me your wife but it failed and so did I Love again a false prevail

Luscious Mami's Contest #1
YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE THE MOST BLINGED OUT ON CT??!! IF YOU HAVE A PIMPED OUT PIC WITH SPARKLE, SHINE OR IF YOU JUST KNOW YOU¡¯RE THE SHIT HIT ME UP AND ENTER MY CONTEST!!! *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *TOP (3) BLINGED OUT PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST PRIZES: 1ST PRIZE: OR 2nd PRIZE: OR 3RD PRIZE: OR Luscious¢¾Mami of Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL MA SEXI CHERRIES!!! HUGS, SONYA XOXOX

~~ducks In Heaven~~
----- >Subject: Ducks In Heaven > > > >Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. > >When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in >heaven: don't step on the ducks!" > >So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the >place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck, and although they >try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on >one. > >Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. > >St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping >on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" > >The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along >comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another >extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment >as for the first woman.. > >The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained >for >all >eternity to an ugly man

New
Kay made me a new spanking item a Johnny loop, it is very quiet and stings like mad, just a flick of the wrist and the stripes appear. Over the last few months with my page down, work at an insane level, and family, I have let some things slide. Well that is all changing, Kay will be held even more accountable for her actions then ever before, with warmer weather there will be outdoor spankings, skirts for sure everyday, more submission, better attitude, and stricter adherence to the guidelines. Last night when I got home from work, Kay was at the computer doing billing, wearing a pair of shorts with out panties. When I mentioned that she was not wearing a skirt she just said "I know but no panties either", Once our daughter went out to play I followed Kay to the bedroom, bent her over the bed, and gave her a dozen with the new item for not wearing a skirt. Kay then changed into a skirt and we went food shopping, by the time we got home it was after 9:30 and our daughter had

Kama Sutra
Sexuality and lovemaking techniques have been studied in various cultures since ancient times. The Kama Sutra, written in India in the 2nd century BC, is one of the best-known ancient sex manuals. It discusses the spiritual aspects of sexuality and presents many sexual positions and techniques for enhancing enjoyment of intercourse. There is a most beautiful word for sex in the Sanskrit language, and that is Kama, which means sex-love together, undivided and indivisible. If you can learn to be conscious of the body and the breath, you can become conscious of the Universe. The dependency created by habit must be broken, one must master habit. Sexual habits are the most restrictive. The Kama Sutra says: "Love resulting from the constant and continual performance of some act is called love acquired by habit." Habits inherited from parents or through social conditioning are difficult to break; they provide a false sense of security, but restrict entire ways of life and conscious cho

Why English Is The Hardest Language To Learn
1, The bandage was wound around the wound. 2, The farm was used to produce produce. 3, The dump was so full it had to refuse more refuse. 4, There is no time like the present, so he thought he would present the present. 5, When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 6, He did not object to the object. 7, The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 8,The oarsmen had a row about how to row. 9, he was too close to the door to close it. 10, A stag does strange things when the does are present. 11, After a number of injections my jaw became number. 12, The artist saw a tear in his painting and shed a tear. 13,She had to subject the subject to a series of tests. 14, An army chef decided to desert his dessert in the desert.

Made In Hell
From memories of 68 when the wizard shook the world Metal came from foundries where the midlands sound unfurled The bullring was a lonely place of concrete towers and steel The coal mines and the industries were all I had to fell. Something inside took hold of me, I really didn't know But overtime it came to be, I knew which way to go I drove around in search of what would make this all come true From jazz and elecricity and good old southern blues Hell, we're born to raise some hell Hell, we're gonna raise some hell In Henry's and in mother's where I'd go to bang my head The feeling took a hold of me with every word I said The voice was born and came alive from all I saw and heard And now I knew my destiny, I had to spread the word. I took the scream around the world From London to L.A. Unleashed in downtown Tokyo Blew Godzilla away Then on the sound and fury went from Sydney to Brazil It sent the Russians crazy cause they never get their fill. Of Hell,

I'll Be Happy When...
I'll be happy when... We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire. The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with . and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting Until your car or home is paid off.

Bofh #1
It's backup day today so I'm pissed off. Being the BOFH, however, does have it's advantages. I reassign null to be the tape device - it's so much more economical on my time as I don't have to keep getting up to change tapes every 5 minutes. And it speeds up backups too, so it can't be all bad can it? Of course not. A user rings "Do you know why the system is slow?" they ask "It's probably something to do with..." I look up today's excuse ".. clock speed" "Oh" (Not knowing what I'm talking about, they're satisfied) "Do you know when it will be fixed?" "Fixed? There's 275 users on your machine, and one of them is you. Don't be so selfish - logout now and give someone else a chance!" "But my research results are due in tommorrow and all I need is one page of Laser Print.." "SURE YOU DO. Well; You just keep telling yourself that buddy!" I hang up. You'd really think people would learn not to call.. The phone rings. It'll be him again, I know. That annoys me. I pu

If I Didn't Love You ( Found This Its Soo True )
If I Didn't Love You If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Care If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Share If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Fear If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't Shead A Single Tear If I Didn't Love you Such Small things I Couldn't Bear If I Didn't Love You I'd Let You Go As If You Were A Spare If I Didn't Love You I Wouldn't hold You Close so you Could Whisper In My Ear Written By: Blossom Love

Trying To Sell Things
Well hear I am trying to ebay a couple of items and waiting for ebay to set itup. So i thought that i would get on hear and and blog about it. Any one wanting a jeep for parts or a lizard just e-mail me and we will talk.

For The Loved Ones We Have Lost
Always smiling so bright and free, When someone was sad you wouldn't let them be. And although you rest eternally, Your spirit lives on in this family. We will miss your happy carefree ways, But they will be remembered for the rest of our days. In your eternal slumber you will forever lay, But forever you'll be thought of everyday. Gone is something you will never be, Because now your spirit lives on forever free.

You Should Know By Now
Do you remember when You were way back then You held the world inside your hands When you told me love was the strongest stuff Your strength was innocence. You should know by now That the darkest hour Is when your broken heart goes down It's a bitter end when the sweet begins Grace is sufficiency. But, oh dear, we'll never deserve it No dear, we never could earn it Now, here, the choice is yours. Who are you gonna be? When you're on your knees, who do you believe? Oh oh oh Fear is a lonely man You've been given innocence, you've been given innocence again

Phone Sex
As he sits at work, thinking of the last lustful conversation they had, he is distracted by a familiar ring tone. He answers his cell phone anxiously, knowing it is her. She asks what time he takes lunch…noon, he replies. She asks if he has a private office, somewhere that he can lock the door, be alone, be unseen…yes, he replies. She asks him to call her on his break, but not to say a word when she answers….she would tell him what to do next. At precisely 12 o’clock, her cell rang. She could feel the adrenaline race through her veins. She couldn't deny the power of being in control brought her pleasure, as she picked up the phone.. She answered in a seductive, soft voice and merely said…lock your door and have seat; make yourself comfortable. . After a slight pause, she told him to unbutton, unzip, and slowly pull down his slacks. Her voice was instant pleasure to him and he did as he was told. It wasn’t but a few seconds and she then proceeded to give him oral commands ove

Accidental Personal Emmissions
Invention alleviates fallout of flatulence Phew! Now there's a way to mask those accidental emissions. Laura Castellano Columbia News Service May 31, 2007 Brian Conant stood alongside his fellow National Guardsmen during a training session about eight years ago in Hawaii. He was wearing a heavy chemical warfare suit lined with charcoal. "Any time I expelled gas in the suit, I realized nobody could smell it," Conant, 48, says. "It was amazing." According to the American College of Gastroenterology, 58 million Americans suffer from one or more medical disorders that cause excessive gas. To treat it, doctors usually recommend a change in diet. Sometimes they recommend medication, such as Gas-X or Bean-O, which alters the bacteria that may be causing the foul odor. But with Conant's invention, the Flatulence Deodorizer, also known as Flat-D, there is an alternative way to limit the embarrassment. The long, narrow washable pad, lined thinly with charcoal, absorbs chemical

State Of Florida
STATE OF FLORIDA DEPARTMENT OF TAXATION INDIVIDUAL INFORMATION FORM ATTENTION: ALL MALE TAXPAYERS FROM: INTERNAL REVENUE SERVICE SUBJECT: INCREASED TAX PAYMENTS DEAR TAXPAYER: The only thing the Internal Revenue Service has not taxed is your pecker. This is due to the fact that 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is pissed off, 20% of the time it is hard up, and 10% of the time it is employed., but it operates in the hole. Futhermore, it has two dependents, and they are both nuts. Accordingly, after Jan 1 2008, your pecker will be taxed on its size, using the pecker - checker scale below. Determine your category, and insert the additional tax under "other tax", page II, part V, Line 60 of your standard Income Tax Return. ( Form 1040) 10-12 Inches Luxury Tax $50.00 8-10 Inches

Break
Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Let me feel the love that is meant to be I have been so lost in the past its time For me to feel a love that will last So take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear I’ve been a prisoner can’t you see Break my chain and set me free

Blind To Myself...
Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter, Yet you fail to notice, This is your blunder, You've had a rough time, Though now it is over, But yet you continue clinging to what is left over, And in doing this your depression grows deeper, Pulling you apart at the seams, Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees, Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? " To ease your mind of your terrible burden, You bargain with Satan (as if he cares), Giving you a release, in turn for your soul: That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all, When all of your friends have been with you till now, But here comes the crossroads up ahead, They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down." You have your beauty and charm, Your intelligence and grace, Good friends and your health, What more does it take for you? © Andi 2007

The Ultimate Crash
Well, one thing about my life is for sure. One minute you're comfortable with the way things are. Your ballteam is winning, your job is running smoothly, and life is treating you fine. The next minute your laptop hard drive takes a dump on you... a major one. I apologize if I haven't been able to keep in touch with everyone since Thursday, you can understand why at this point. In my defense, all I was doing was checking my e-mail and listening to some music, just like any ordinary day. Then the computer locks up... so I turned it off, and when I turned it back on, I got one of those really bad computer messages in DOS. So I tried reloading the operating system... there was no readable hard drive to load the OS onto. So I'm screwed every which way but loose. I know that this is gonna cost me at least $200 parts and labor. And now, not only am I without a phone (since my computer was one) and an outlet to vent my frustrations and express my opinions, I'm reduced to using a library comput

If I Was A Union Worker's Spouse, I'd Beat The F*ck Out Of Them
Strikers have new gripe--no sex 1 hour, 54 minutes ago South African workers striking over pay and benefits have a new complaint -- they no longer have the energy for sex. Monroe Mkalipi, a regional chairman of the powerful COSATU federations of trade unions, complained that work conditions are so tough workers can't perform in the bedroom. "The harshness that we have in all our workplaces is so severe to such a point that when you get home at night it becomes a problem expanding our families," the SAPA news agency quoted him as saying. Public sector workers are negotiating with the government to increase pay for the first time since 2004.

Training Tonight!
I'll be attending a class tonight towards getting my certification in tutoring. This will confirm my desire to teach. My passion lies in teaching young children, but this first of four sessions will allow me to assist/ tutor in the GED program at my local college. I love to help others! God Bless all who read this blog! ~Libby

Errands
So instead of taking the eMac to the Apple Store to get serviced, I laid around, watched movies, talked my friend Amber and eventually just serviced myself. Now, it doesn't take long for me to get off, but first I have decide what I'm going to watch. I can't just grab the toys and go to town. I need a little visual stimulation. Guys have no problem fantasizing and closing their eyes and picturing some hot chick they want to bang. But with me, and most girls I assume, it doesn't work that way. We need a little something extra. We need porn. We need batteries. So my man's out of town. I'm not flying out until Thursday. I need a little love. Even if it is self-love. My mother always said I can't love anyone until I love myself. And that I did. So now, I'm vedging out until I go up to Lake Forest to hang with Amber, and then we're going to Blue Mondays. Woohoo! Gotta rock some leg warmers tonight.

Ex's
have you ever wonderded why is it that the person you were with is a butthead then they take everything away form you and cheat on you then dump you just so that if you move on and get a new oife they can come into it and fuck it up. i would love for my ex to drop off the face of the earth. but then he is having another baby. cant afford to take care of the two we had. he wont let me have my babies. but now he is having a new one. good luck to him. now if only i can keep it from him that i am jioning ht eifre dept. i will be ok. but he knows everybody and everything i do, say or even think. this really sucks. but who am i to want him out of my life he is hte one who after 10 anf a half years threw me out because his gulit go to him.. i never cheated i dont believe in it. so good luck to him and his it. maybe this will ge thim to leave me alone..(maybe he wont ask me to sleep with him again.) coiuld i ge tthat lucky he wasnt htat good to begin with why would i want him now.

Is Role Playin Good
Is role playing is the coolest thing or is not good To all my friends here on smut vibes do you like the role playing game and live that fantasy game with the guy or women on the other end of the computer. I never have done it. What kind of desire they want. But I just want to ask what you think, does it work. I want to try to be that guy who the lady’s dreamed of or wanted. but me I’m just a normal guy who likes to keep it real.

For Those Who Are Honest And Willing
I would really like to know exactly what response my penis would get if a woman saw it. I know it is strange, but only one woman has so I am kinda afraid to get it back out there but would really appreciate an honest opinion of looks and how it stacks up. I know it is strange request, and I do apologize if I offend you. But for those that are willing to peek for the purpose of helping a nerd out, I woul appreciate it. For some reason the pics can only be viewed if I am added. I appreciate any help you can give me. Thanks

Random Medical Insanity
As if havin kids wasn't enuff to make you lose your insanity....the doctors in this town have pushed me to my limits with their ignorance and greed. Apparently there is NOTHING wrong with me....according to the "doctors" and yet....why am I in the state medically that I am? If nothing was wrong then why do I keep blacking out? If nothing was wrong then why am I not able to eat? If nothing was wrong then why am I totally exhausted and either sleep all the time or don't sleep at all?...hmmm SEEMS TO ME SOMETHIN JUST MIGHT BE WRONG but what do I know....Im just a chick ;) So yea they've now decided to remove their head from their asses and send me to a different doctor...hum bet i get told the same thing....you know what? DOCTORS SUCK

Check Me Out
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Down Under
Traveling in a fried-out combie On a hippie trail, head full of zombie I met a strange lady, she made me nervous She took me in and gave me breakfast And she said, "Do you come from a land down under? Where women glow and men plunder? Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder? You better run, you better take cover." Buying bread from a man in Brussels He was six foot four and full of muscles I said, "Do you speak-a my language?" He just smiled and gave me a vegemite sandwich And he said, "I come from a land down under Where beer does flow and men chunder Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder? You better run, you better take cover." Lying in a den in Bombay With a slack jaw, and not much to say I said to the man, "Are you trying to tempt me Because I come from the land of plenty?" And he said, "Oh! Do you come from a land down under? (oh yeah yeah) Where women glow and men plunder? Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder? You better run, you

You Broke Me
It was painstakingly familiar.. Lying on the floor..temples pounding.. It wasn't the first time.. I lay still..maybe you'd think I was dead.. Maybe you'd stop..maybe you'd pause.. So many maybe's..and no definates.. I always came back.. Tattered soul and a heart left wanting.. We stood there..in the middle of the street.. I held my chest.. breathing heavily against the autumn air You smirked and looked me over.. Soaked to the skin..rain dripping from every pore.. It poured that night..but I never noticed.. I begged and pleaded with you.. all I got was a slap in the face.. You kissed me a final goodbye and headed off into the fog. I wondered at that moment..if I was better off.. better off without you..better off alone.. I lost you that night.. I lost you..but I found a part of me that was broken..bruised.. I picked my heart up from a dark place inside..polished it.. I locked it in chains..held it hostage.. I vowed never to release it.. You broke me..a hundred ti

Only If You Knew
Only if you knew all that i have been through then you would understand why i act the way i do. Only if you knew that your precious touch could heal all the wounds in me that are ever so much. Only if you knew all that runs through my mind then the answers to your questions would be easy to find. Only if you knew my desires for you then you would know that my love is true.

Lol
One day a teenager came home with his girlfriend and his brother slept on the bottom bunk bed, so he had to go on the top, during the middle of the night they started kissing,and then was making love, and the teenager asked the girl if she wanted to go harder say tomato and if she wanted to go easier say lettuce, so she said tomato.... lettuce...tomato..lettuce...tomato...and then the little boy on the bottom bunk said, "Stop squishing sandwiches, your getting manaise on me!"

Lol Odd Thought
why does anyone allow bush at meetings anymore.. i mean haven't we all decided he is the antichrist (lol) pretty much and we don't want to listen to him anymore? i just think its crazy that he's at the G8 summit and people are actually listening to him thats all...

Heart Full Of Hope, Mind Full Of Wonder...
Today as I sit awake during these early morning hours, find my heart filled with hope and curiosity as I prepare for my first day of work. Seeing as I'll be doing two different jobs (5 days a week in all), there is more pressure than normal. One of these positions makes me finacially responsible for a great deal of money. But with this hope and confusion also comes a great relief. At $8 an hour this is just the oppertunity I need to pay back all my debt and start my life over. And with that comes to mind those that have helped me realize what I was too stubborn to see on my own...That minnesota had nothing but broken promises and lost dreams for me. Today is my redemption...

First Official Day At Bru
Well things went all right at BRU today. I felt slow even knowing I didn't know where stuff was and it was my first day on the sales floor. I spent forever in a tiny little area trying to stock it and get it straightened up. It is a good thing I didn't have time to stock the diapers sense they were redoing the diaper shelves. There was a bunch of holes left on the shelves from out of stock items. I hope they get the stuff in tonight. That reminds me I have to take a box cutter with me to work and a pen. I spent most of the morning fighting with taped boxes until someone noticed I didn't have one. I didn't want to bother any body to get me one. I better get to looking for a full time job now. Have a good day.

Vices
Fifteen days ago, I read that smoking can kill you; The next day I stopped smoking. Twelve days ago, I read that too much red meat can kill you; The next day I stopped eating red meat.. Eight days ago, I read that drinking can kill you; The next day I stopped drinking. Yesterday, I read that having sex can kill you; This morning I stopped reading.

Video Action
hey people...i just posted another video. check it out, rate it, comment....look at the others too...AND! go to youtube.com and look...and/or send motherfuckers there by the fuckload...word. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1FuhOrirl4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVY4zBEY7Eg http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fX5FnCFqqaI

People
I thought that cherry tap is suppose to be a community where you make friends. But its seems when you fine people that has the same interest that you do so you send a friends request and you get a reply like this I don't want to be friends w you becuse you are gay and you would proboly not want to be friends w me. Dude I sent a friends request I think that should tell you something. I don't care if you are gay striaght I am going to send a friends request. I have plenty of invites and they have accepted and they don't care that i am gay. So what the hell I don't understand it.

Jagermeister
* * * A Special Word About Jägermeister * * * Jägermeister (German for master of the hunt in the sense of "expert" or "committed" hunter) is a strong (70-proof; 35%) liqueur flavored with herbs (similar to Danish stomach bitters such as Gammel Dansk or the Hungarian Unicum). The exact list of the 56 herbs used is kept secret. Although licorice is a major component of its flavor, it is not as predominant in Jägermeister as it is in true licorice-flavored liqueurs. Contrary to the urban legends, Jägermeister contains neither deer blood[1] nor opium. There has also been a song entitled 'Jagermeister' by a Swedish band called 'AJ & The Gays' (Anton & Julius). Jägermeister is the main product of Mast-Jägermeister AG. The company's headquarters are in Wolfenbüttel, south of Braunschweig, Germany. The company was founded in 1878 by Wilhelm Mast. In 1934, the recipe for the herbal liquor was developed, and the product was introduced to the German market in 1935. The original purp

A Magical Moment
So... where do I start? I just had an amazing two days...It all started driving through boring Nebraska and Wyoming and entering the beautiful state of Colorado... It was gorgeous... watching the sunset behind the mountains....AMAZING.... but the most amazing part was spending time with "him". Everything felt so right the entire time from begining to end. Drank a lil beer, listend to music, watched the traffic drive by... went to sleep, woke up at 4AM and we were both wide awake for no apparent reason.... the next day he made me breakfast that was delicious, drove up by the mountains in his badass car, shared a banana split, shopped for flowers... just everything you can think of and there was not a dull moment the entire time. It was awesome. I had a lot of fun spending time with him and cannot wait until next time! Then there was the boring drive home, having to leave Colorado :( I hated leaving there.... I love it so much there and it was really hard to leave... but I look fo

My Downfall
I HAD SOME FRIENDS ONCE BEFORE, WHO'S NOT MUCH MY FRIENDS ANYMORE. I WAS VERY INFLUENTIAL IN THIER LIFE{SO THEY SAY}, AND WHEN I LOST MY MIND, THEY FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MULTIPLE DEATHS. {BECAUSE}THERE I WAS ON THE FLOOR,SLUMPED OVER, AND SLIDING DOWNWARD WITH A BEER IN MY HAND. I JUST SAID TRUST ME. THEN I SAID THE DESTRUCTION OF A PERSON BUILDS CHARACTER. I JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING ANGER TOWARD GOD{IF THERE IS ONE}DON'T THINK SO ANYMORE. I LOST MY FAITH 2 YEARS AGO. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE. I'M THE SADDEST I'VE EVER BEEN. I'M A MAN, BUT I CRY EVERY NIGHT. THAT'S NOT ME. I MISS MY PARENTS SO MUCH THAT IT IS KILLING ME. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO MY JOB. NO ONE HERE UNDERSTANDS ME AT ALL. I KNOW I'M A MESS. I CAN HANDLE IT, BECAUSE I WAS SO MUCH HAPPIER BEFORE I CAME HERE. I'VE REACHED MY GIVING UP POINT. I'M TIRED. I'M TO LOST TO BE SAVED NOW. MY GIRLFRIEND TOLD ME THAT SAD EYES WILL ALWAYS FOLLOW ME IF I LEAVE REHAB. GUESS I'LL TAKE THA

Why....pt 2
Why do people who are always wrong think they're always right? Why do people who forgive you hold what they forgave you for against you? Why does someone who loves you the most hurts you the worst? Why do we good people say we are sorry for something we didnt do? Why do us good people feel bad when we KNOW we didnt do wrong? Why does love suppose to feel good but the person who loves you makes it feel bad? Why do us good people stay for more when we constantly get put down? Why is it hard for us good people to just walk away? Why does good happen to bad people but bad happenes to good people? Why do us good people try when theres not even hope? PLEASE HELP..ANYONE WANTS TO ANSWER ANY OF THESE QUESTION..ID SURE LIKE ANYONES KNOWLEDGE, INPUT, OR OPINION...MUCH LOVE...

Black Sabbath "changes"
I feel unhappy I feel so sad I've lost the best friend That I ever had She was my woman I loved her so But it's too late now I've let her go I'm going through changes We shared the years We shared each day In love together We found a way But soon the world Had its evil way My heart was blinded Love went astray I'm going through changes It took so long To realize And I can still hear Her last goodbyes Now all my days Are filled with tears Wish I could go back And change these years I'm going through changes

Led Zeppelin "thank You"
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me. Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more. Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by. My love is strong, with you there is no wrong, together we shall go until we die. My, my, my. An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see. And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles, Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one. Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad. If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.

December 21, 2012
Couple weeks back I was watching a program on The Discovery Channel about some Mayan "end of the world" thing. Towards the end of the program this guy comes on (scientist of some kind) and says that "the Mayans might be right" WTF does that mean. So I started poking around, not believing everything I see on TV, and there it was; books, internet data, NASA Information... they even had a time 11:15 GMT, December 21,2012... around 5 years from now there is going to be some kind of solar shift. Gravity is going to flip flop or something. Our sun is going to be lined up with the "Galactic Equator". So on and so forth, there's a lot of theories. Point is that I also found that several nations, including our own, are building underground facilities to protect from solar radiation? I'm not real big on the conspiracy thing but really what is all this... If anyone has further, let me know.

Is It True !!!!!!!
A man has 4 different types of girls... 1. Wifey 2. Baby Girl 3. Side Piece 4. Jump Off 1) Wifey is the sexiest, most successful and most respected of all the women. She is loved, needed and wanted by her man...she is VIRTUALLY IRREPLACEABLE. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, he never wants to see her with another man...BUT he will cheat on her with Baby Girl until he is mature enough to realize that if he gets caught or messes up in any way and loses Wifey, he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again. Wifey gets along with mom, is independent, never nags, loves to dress sexy for her man, can cook and loves to keep a clean house. Wifey gets called 5 or 6 times a day. Drawback of Wifey, she loves public displays of affection...which might interfere with the acquisition of a Side Piece. 2) Baby Girl is ALWAYS just as hot as wifey and usually has a very active social life...she IS replaceable, thinks she's the next Wifey, but will only be Wifey if

I Will Try Not To
I will try not to miss you in the morning sun. I will try not to miss you when the day’s begun As I try I will keep picture of you in my heart Faded and old more precious than gold So it can keep me warm during cold nights Keep me company when I am down and lonely. And wherever I roam so I will never be alone So I will try not to miss you in the morning sun. I will try not to miss you when the day’s begun Knowing in my heart I hold your picture so near Til the day I can come home an be with you dear….

My Wish
As I dreamt you were mine with your long dark hair & your beautiful eyes We lay side by side and heart to heart As we look into each other eyes with our arms embracing each other I whisper that I will love you forever As our two souls become one and our love strengths day by day I will always love you and nevr stray

Rolling Thunder I Love You - Thank You
Rolling Thunder ~ I Love You! Thank you! No Memorial Day weekend in the capital is complete without the ritualistic rumble of Rolling Thunder. For 20 years now, the nonprofit group has led a ''Ride for Freedom'' along the National Mall, a full-throttle demonstration in support of soldiers held captive or missing in action. An unidentified U.S. Marine salutes as participants of the 20th annual Rolling Thunder Ride for Freedom drive in front of the Lincoln Memorial, seen in background, Sunday, May 27, 2007 in Washington. (AP Photo/Caleb Jones) Thunder rolls, tears rain on Vietnam vets' parade The ponytails might have grayed, and they're not as lithe as they were 40 years ago, but for the Harley-riding Vietnam veterans who descend on Washington for Memorial Day, it's a chance to remember and reflect on the war that changed their generation. An estimated 400,000 motorcyclists swarmed the capital at the weekend for the 20th Rolling Thunder event. Many were vete

More Gibberish
The only sign upon her face that anything was happening were the tears streaming from her eyes. Blow by blow the spikes sunk deeper then through her flesh. The weight pressing down as she tried to stand upon the spike through her feet, was a sudden shock. As they pile the wood and kinling around her his eyes never left hers. He was in pure denial as they lit the pile beneath her. He never thought it would go this far. Yet she won't call it off what is left to be done? Finally he has to turn for a moment as the heat over takes him. He begs with her, "Please, stop this, it has gone too far!" She shakes her head and tries to smile. Suddenly the sky breaks forth with rain and lightening. The crowd knows they have done wrong and the gods are not pleased. Their granddaughter should have never been touched. The crowd disperses as he gently brings her to the ground. The fire smolders around them as he tries to pull the spikes from her flesh. He realizes he does not h

Read If You Want
just more words to you Current mood: blah Category: Dreams and the Supernatural Growing tired as I wait my turn in life, cheated this round, happiness not to be found who bestowed this hell upon me, living pain, crying silently not to disturb, light not seen at the end of the tunnel, yet I wait my turn in life, pain a gift, heaven gave, nowhere to run, hide? I cannot. take your blessings, Faith a myth, Life so dark, lost in the fog, not much more can be handled. I close my eyes.

Chapter 29 { The Invisibel Man
THE EPILOGUE So ends the story of the strange and evil experiments of the Invisible Man. And if you would learn more of him you must go to a little inn near Port Stowe and talk to the landlord. The sign of the inn is an empty board save for a hat and boots, and the name is the title of this story. The landlord is a short and corpulent little man with a nose of cylindrical proportions, wiry hair, and a sporadic rosiness of visage. Drink generously, and he will tell you generously of all the things that happened to him after that time, and of how the lawyers tried to do him out of the treasure found upon him. "When they found they couldn't prove who's money was which, I'm blessed," he says, "if they didn't try to make me out a blooming treasure trove! Do I look like a Treasure Trove? And then a gentleman gave me a guinea a night to tell the story at the Empire Music'all -- just to tell 'em in my own words -- barring one." And if you want to cut off the flow of his reminiscences

Simple Words.
Just when you put your gaurd down, just when you give your heart and soul to someone what do they do? just toss you aside like you were yesterdays trash. Classic example with what happens with most relationships. I often ask myself why girls stay in a relationship where their man is either cheating on them in real life, or is playing around on line. Either way if you don't know about it then it is cheating. Whats to hide if it isn't? On here I come along so many men who are in relationships and act like total pigs. First of all, if you dont like the relationship you are in then get the fuck out. What are you doing? fufilling your ego? giving you a boast of confidence? Oh wait, let me guess.. Your relationship has lost that "new" feeling, or lets just say she doesnt put out enough. You have to really ask yourself why. I mean when it comes down to it, if you hadn't fucked up time and time again you could have had everything you wanted in that person you are with. But instead you assholes

~~new Rules For 2007~~
New Rules For 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket. Water, but without that wa

Self Pity And Loathing...
That time again, my birthday is in a month and a half. I will be 40, yeah don't let the babyface fool you. I thank those of you who have made me feel welcome. Take Care and though Im not a religious man, God Bless...J.

If He Only Knew
Never before has a handshake turned into so much If he only knew She can't sleep without him But when they curl up to sleep She dreams of him Her tears have long fallen now For she was never suppose to have a chance Two years later the tide changed She would give anything to make him happy Even if that meant him being with someone else Yet she fears to even tell him how she feels A sparkle she once seen in his eyes about someone else She now knows in her eyes for him He is worse than any drug For happiness and hope is what he gives her When no other can Her entire essence craves him She yearns for his touch Lips quiver in anticipation of his kiss

Friendship
A bridge across the distance Between two souls apart A cliff on witch you can build With certainty in your heart A wish that can come true If only you believe A happiness so fulfilling By the gift that you receive Everybody searching Looking high and low For the mystery of friendship The truth they want to know Someone to speak their mind to Even when they don’t agree Someone to laugh and cry with Share hopes and company Everybody’s travelling Solo along their trail Taking one step at the time Sometimes scared that they might fail Take a look over your shoulder Hopefully you’re not alone Hold on and make it work So that feeling’s never gone Friendship, it’s a riddle Not always easy to reveal An enchanting melody With great power to mend and heal Friendship has so many faces But look around, and you will see You have to search no further Because one of them is me

Cherry Tap Sucks
EITHER THERE ARE SOME SAD WANKERS ON THIS SITE WHO ALLWAYS REPORT US FOR FUK ALL .......... WE CANT EVEN DO ANY MORE MUMMS ........ GOD WHAT A WANK SITE GET A LIFE YOU SAD FUCKERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isn't It Weird
The oddest things give us inspiration to have hope. Have given me the inspiration to write again. Just wanting something I can't have again but just enough to hope for it. I know exactly that which I feel and whom it is about and though there is a man that has given me the inspiration to write he isn't who I write about. Who I write about is a man I lost many a lifetime ago

Sts-117 Atlantis Launch Blog #6
STS-117 Atlantis launch Blog #6 6:00 PM EST 5:05 p.m. - The "go" was given by Launch Control for the Closeout Crew to close and seal the orbiter's hatch. Once sealed, the crew leader will ensure that the hatch is properly pressurized for flight. 5:15 p.m. - Everything continues to go as planned for tonight's liftoff of Atlantis on a mission to increase the International Space Station's power capability and prepare the station for the arrival of the new modules from the European and Japanese space agencies. 5:30 p.m. - The Atlantis crew members continue to perform their preflight checklists. 5:38 p.m. - The "go" was given by Launch Control for the Closeout Crew to close and seal the orbiter's hatch. Once sealed, the crew leader will ensure that the hatch is properly pressurized for flight. 5:44 p.m. - The overseas emercency landing sites have reported that the weather is green. 5:49 p.m. - The Closeout Crew has reported that the crew module is now closed, latc

The Rules Of Drunk Dialing!
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call this same ex

I Am God
L]ord {K}anti says: god.. Liz says: yes>? [L]ord {K}anti says: oh hey there you are...i need gold powers and a large sword of almost a question..bly over confisation nature [L]ord {K}anti says: and a samich Liz says: done and done Liz says: you just have to walk to the farthest reaches of the earth Liz says: and speak to the monkey with the golden handbag [L]ord {K}anti says: done i even stol his hand bag ...he live in hoboken new jersey Liz says: he has a delightful ham sandwich waiting for any who would claim it [L]ord {K}anti says: oh! [L]ord {K}anti says: *checks the bag* Liz says: did you forget the sandwich [L]ord {K}anti says: hey there is!!!! Liz says: told you [L]ord {K}anti says: wow! [L]ord {K}anti says: ok god!..umm hey....is it true pepsi blue was made from babay seals? Liz says: yep Liz says: their feces to be exact [L]ord {K}anti says: ohhh [L]ord {K}anti says: that explains it.... [L]ord {K}anti says: and diet tang is...made from

My Introduction
Hey everyone ... I just wanted to introduce myself .. my name is Griff .. well that is what all my friends call me. I live in Tennessee currently and I am trying my hardest to get to Canada so I can be with my loving feiance cdn_gurl1981 I work at a buffet as a grill cook/meat cutter and I enjoy my job very much I have been living with my mom since my dad passed in December of 05. I enjoy bowling, computers, outdoors ( the mountains are like 20 minutes from where I live), horse back riding, sex, and talkin to my lady .. until the wee hours of the morning Anything else you want to know .. just ask .. Oh yea .. I also do guest appearances on JFL radio ( www.jflradio.com) as DJ NiteHawk see y'all later GRIFF

Rember The Past
AHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES!!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracker jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 stick

I Hate Moving!
Ok after today people I have no idea when Ill be back online. I have my phone I can check messenger with but thats gonna be it. Probably be at least a month before can get internet up and running again! GOD I hate moving! This will be the 2nd time in 6 months! Well I got a crap load of cleaning left so I suppose I better get moving gotta be outta here by flippin 2pm. Get ahold of me thru messenger or if you have my phone # call/text me. Laters!

Save Your Life
Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or love one's life. Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ev

Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman, with time, only grows.

Age Play
Ageplay is a form of regressive roleplay in which a physical adult takes on the role of a child. This may be purely regressive (in order to re-experience childhood in a non-sexual sense), or sexual (the roleplaying of a child/adult relationship in sex, which may be a sexual fetish and is often grouped within BDSM). Roleplaying adult/child scenarios sexually is controversial as it can arouse concern in many people's minds, due to the sensitive nature of its subject matter. However as with other sexual fantasy it is not, by itself, necessarily a problem, and can be for some, a healthy or healing outlet, and for others like any fantasy an exploration of different roles and feelings. Regressive ageplay The term ageplay can be used as a standard roleplay term, but generally ageplay is a form of emotional regression. Some enjoy ageplay because they feel a need to express a childlike side, others may feel they are of a psychological age younger than their physical age, and some have di

I Left My ♥ In New York
He speaks again. He calls again. He steals my heart, yet again. He makes me smile. He makes me cry. He makes me feel, as sweet as pie! (lol corny i know) "Foolish puppy love" i'm starting to agree, after all isn't it fact that "we" will never be? He's not ment for me. Oh how i wish he could be... He's my everything. He's the cause to my effect. He's the ying to my yang. He's the lyrics to my song. He's the Apple, to my New York. He's the Palm Tree to my Miami. He's the only Kermit for this Miss. Piggy. if only it could be a "happily ever after" but he's in new York, where the "gangsta" girls are. and i'm in Texas, where the "cowboys" are. the only thing i really want is to simply hug him , and kiss him again. simply put he's my NEW YORK.

My Profile
Well got my profile up and running the way i want it. Have some glitch with the music player...no big deal i'll fix it tomorrow sometime. If anyone has anything to say as far as opinions or suggestions pls feel free...love the comments.

Sunday 6/10/07
Up until this evening today has been a pretty good day. My brother was just in a jet ski accident that was pretty bad and it severed his spinal cord and part of his foot. He had surgery lastnight for the damage to his back, but they said their will be permanent bladder and bowel issues for him for the rest of his life to a certain extent. He is in ICU at the moment and if he is stable enough from the back surgery he will be flown to Kentucky where they will have a reattachment team to try and fix his foot. We'll know this afternoon whether or not he will be able to be flown to Kentucky or not. I'm going to end this here and go pack some things in case we need to leave quickly. Have a great day all.

My Soul
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Single Woman's Prayer
Now I lay me down to sleep. Please don't send me no more creeps. Please just send me one good man. One without a wedding band. One good man who's sweet as pie. Who brushed his teeth and doesn't lie. Who dresses neat and doesn't smell. And is sexy like my man Denzel. Man, if I should die before I wake, that would truly take the cake; No matrimony or honeymoon. No fancy reception planned for June. No throwing of the wedding bouquet. Please, God, don't let me go out that way. If I die before I meet Mr. Right I won't go out without a fight. But then again with my luck, He'd probably be just some schmuck. The single life is not that bad I know it's just a passing fad. I won't be blue. I will not frown. Besides, I like my toilet seat down. No more makeup, won't comb my hair. So never mind this stupid prayer. The single life will do just fine. So what's up, girlfriend? IT'S PARTY TIME!!!!

Hey Every One Come Help Me Level Up Please Its My Birthday Only Have 5,600 To Go
HEY EVERYONE HOPE YOUR ALL HAVING A GREAT DAY AND YOUR ALL IN GOOD HEALTH AND SPIRITS...TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AND IM NEEDING SOME HELP FROM EVERYONE TO HELP ME LEVEL UP PLEASE...I ONLY NEED 5,600 PTS TO GO SO IF YOU CAN OR HAVE THE TIME PLEASE STOP BY AND HELP ME OUT...HAVE A GREAT DAY AND I LOVE YOU ALL........

Far From Perfect
No one's ever believed in me, thus it's torn my world apart; words have crushed my self-esteem, and broke my tender heart. All my life I have always been, extremely sad inside; searching for the love that I, have always been denied. I never am quite good enough, and I can't do anything right; I am worthless and pathetic, within my loved one's eyes. All I have ever wanted, was to be accepted just for me; I can't be someone I am not, what you get is what you see. The hole in my heart is painfull, for it's empty and hollow inside; and everynight when I go to bed, I pray that I will die. I am not special or worthy, for someone to truly care; I'm a misfit to society, and this truth I have to bare. I have never known success, for I fail at everything; The song that once was in my heart, I can no longer sing. As I ponder upon my failures, which are much too many to count; I wonder why I was ever born, and what is my life all about? ~Unknown

It Has Started
I am doing everything I can to not hate everyone and everything. I am getting severely frustrated with people because not everyone is listening to what I am saying when I say it. It is like they are only taking what they want out of it. When I say my bronco is shot it is shot. I am beginning to snap at people and not meaning to. Could be cause I don't even get 15 minutes to my self. And never can get out of the shop since I don't have a vehicle or anywhere to go or any money to get there or spend.

Home
Hey, I ain't never coming Home Hey, I'll just wander my Own road Hey, I can't meet you here tomorrow Say goodbye don't follow Misery so hollow Hey you, you're livin' Life full throttle Hey you, pass me down that Bottle, yeah Hey you, you can't shake Me round now I get so lost and don't Know how And it hurts to care, I'm Going down Forgot my woman, lost my Friends Thinks I'd done and where I've been Sleep in sweat the mirrors Cold See my face it's growin' Old Scared to death no reason Why Do whatever to get me by Think about the things I Said Read the page it's cold And dead Take me home

Life
It's been a very trying couple of weeks in my family. 1) We moved during a Holiday weekend and 2) I just found out that my grandmother has lung cancer. The move went ok for the most part I guess. We are in a beautiful new home away from all of the bad memories and all of the drug dealers. But it was a little bittersweet to leave the first home that my husband and I lived in. However the bad memories totally out-weighed the good ones as far as my hubby and I are concerned. I just still don't understand how family can do that to family! Today, I was told that my grandmother has lung cancer. It came as a little bit of a shock. We knew the cancer was back but we never thought it would be lung cancer. She is 80 years old and is a colon cancer survivor but I'm afraid that she doesn't have the energy to fight anymore. I'm still numb from the news. I'm trying to proces all the information that has come flooding in. Being in the medical profession is supposed to make me the expert I guess

The Way I See It.
Today I was out and about takeing care of some bills.And as I was driveing along the road I took sometime to look at the sights. I happened to see a little girl out playing out in her front yard all by herself. I had not noticed that there was a parent any where to be seem. The little girl was playing so close to the edge of the very busy highway. It just turned my stomach to think about her wondering off into the traffic and getting hit. Then as I drove even more up the road . I say about 2 miles from where I saw the little girl . There was a little Amish boy pulling a wagon behind him . He was all alone. Lords knows how far he had to go to get to his home. Cause the nearest farm was at least 2 miles from where he was. I do not understand why people let there childern alone like that??? But you know that God is watching over them. And I pray that nothing will ever happen to them.

Volume Xxv - Sadistic Desire
Open your mouth. Wait patiently. Await the taste of me. Your heart beats faster... Your mind races in anticipation. My knife approaches my chest... Tracing Teasing Feeding Your sadistic desire. Bracing Facing Breeding My personal anguish. Open your mouth. Wait no longer. Behold, the taste of blood. You savor every drop With tears to enhance the taste My knife drops to the ground... Escaping Fading Becoming Your sadistic desire. Crying Dying Entwining Into personal paradise.

Pissed Off Ex Wife...
I don't normally bitch about my ex... but tonight I need to... so please excuse me. I found out tonight that my ex who is in Lancaster, Ca is throwing a punk show in his mother's house in order to raise money to open up a venue of his own without any paper trail. Mind you, we just recently divorced and he has been slapped with a hefty child support payment... BUT I know he won't pay anything... and it makes me pissed that he gets away with it because he's so far from Oklahoma. He has no respect for my daughter or me, which murders me every time I think about it. I wish I would've kicked his ass before he left... I would feel better. Money isn't the problem... More so that it always seems like the bad guys get away with murder... and it doesn't seem fair. I've been doing well with not flying off the handle about this stuff... I haven't talked to him in 8 weeks. I haven't seen him in 12. But kharma... does it really exist? Will he really get what he deserves? Or will I n

A Memo From God
To: YOU Date: TODAY From: God Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire s

Sleeping Beauty
Sleeping Beauty has awoke. She's an insomniac now and dreams with her eyes open. Daydreams of sleeping the rest of eternity away. Dreams of her childhood castle, where she never grows old, eternally young and beautiful. Dreams away her suburban split level, her two kids, her good provider, her wide ankles and creative meals with hamburger. Dreams of a prince who will never come to disappoint her imaginings. To sleep eternally and escape realities bitter ironies to escape the waking prison to dream forever

Loss
Loss like Love, deep and profound. Joy found in another's eyes, seen no longer. Tears cleanse but also drip salt into an aching heart. Bittersweet memories, knowing you can't go back wishing for a few more moments but love isn't enough

Vanilla Pudding Robbery
Vanilla Pudding Robbery This is just too funny not to share. Excerpted from an article which appeared in the Dublin Times about a bank robbery on March 2. Once inside the bank shortly after midnight, their efforts at disabling the security system got underway immediately. The robbers, who expected to find one or two large safes filled with cash & valuables, were surprised to see hundreds of smaller safes throughout the bank. The robbers cracked the first safe's combination, and inside they found only a small bowl of vanilla pudding. As recorded on the bank's audio tape system, one robber said, "At least we'll have a bit to eat." The robbers opened up a second safe, and it also contained nothing but vanilla pudding. The process continued until all safes were opened. They did not find one pound sterling, a diamond, or an ounce of gold. Instead, all the safes contained covered bowls of pudding. Disappointed, the robbers made a quiet exit, each leaving with nothing mor

Because Of You.
I've been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light, And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights. I'm glad I'm finally overcome my fear of the other side, Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride. I've never really felt this way about a guy before, You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door. I know it's nothing serious, but surly it's a start, You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance, To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance. We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends, I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong, I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song. The f

Behold
Behold the twilight by which the leaves have written a sonnet singing of laughter. Times when saying goodnight meant seeing you another day, times when my life didn't feel battered by the staring eyes of those who know nothing of the story. Behold the moonlight that shines down, engulfing me in a pale milky brightness that has yet to spread to my soul. Instead, I am forced to stand here, believing that there was a reason for all of it. behold the darkness that seems to slowly inch its way across my soul like a village of pain has moved itself in cottages among all the happy memories, singing macabre songs of death and ruin behold the delight as suddenly, someone sheds some sunlight on it all. a simple kiss brings on light so radiant, so bright that its as if my soul is singing verse after verse of simple happiness. behold the touch you have had on my life. it is as if the fear and loathing in my soul has faded, died if you will. n

Damn Cat
I have 3 cats. One of them is a male and his name is Simba. He is orange and white, fat, and very handsome. I call him My lil man. Simba is not happy that we have a dog. And when Simba sees Macho, he throws a temper tantrum. Today, when I brought Macho in, Simba got all mad, jumped up on my bar and decided to knock stuff off. He broke my Pepper shaker that was a Precious Moments. It was a matching set. Now I just have the girl salt shaker. This is not all he has broken. He has broken quite a few things during his tantrums.

Adopt A Us Soldier
Dear Supporter, Thank you so much for your continued support of the Adopt A US Soldier organization. We are getting more and more soldiers that are signing up to be adopted. As you know, our service men & women are having their tours extended for another 3 months for a total of 15 months of service in a war zone. If you would like to adopt another soldier just reply to this e-mail. Please include in this e-mail your username so we can keep our files up to date. If you know someone else who would like to adopt one of our soldiers, please have them sign up on our site, www.adoptaussoldier.org We know that your e-mail, “snail-mail”, packages and other communications make the soldiers day when they come back to their barracks at the end of their shift. We thank you again for your continued support of our soldiers. Sincerely, ADOPT A US SOLDIER Your Support Really Helps!!!

Life
So I am oin CT a lot so I thought maybe I should do something on the site , so thus here I am. I have talked to a few people and they seem very awesome. I wish I could talk to everyone on my friends list , and by all means I am always open to messages and comments , I love them. As far as my Life goes , as the title of this blog would suggest , its very rocky. would love to find that one girl who will look at me and go "yeah life has beaten him to hell , but hes still amazing and I want him." Yeah I know its good to dream. My wife , whom I have been seperated from for over 6 mons absolutly hates me. very sad acually. And my son , my world. I never get to see him , because until we go to court , his mother my wife , is being uber nazi about me seeing him. in the last 6 mons I have seen him maybe 4 times , about 3 hrs per visit. now tell me what type of mother would keep a son away from his father? really I wanna know if anyone has an answer to that please. I have bee

Good Day
Today was a really good day, I had one of the better morns in a long while. Just felt good all day you know. I continue to open up which is painful in 1 respect because I have revisit the past screw ups and admit that i screwed up, but it's healing at the same time because it shows people I'm being honest with them and with myself. I have never claimed to be perfect and i will make my share of mistakes, but I have always commited to learning from my mistakes and i have grown and am a better person now. I have made the right changes and put the right safeguards in place to make sure the darkness I fel into never happens again. Hopefully by doing all this I will someday get back what I lost. I'll never give up, I will always fight..... Both before and after that healing conversation there were some special moments and things shared that made me very happy and gave me some good energy. After that I listened to music and just relaxed for the day. it felt good, I honestly haven't felt th

Capricorn Information
Capricorn! About Your Sign... Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for. Capricornians make of themselves, resourceful, determined managers; setting high standards for themselves and others. They strive always for honesty in their criticism of self, they respect discipline from above and demand it from those beneath them. In their methodical, tough, stubborn, unyielding way,

No Phones, No Computers
We lost it all here at work. I cant call, cant get calls, out computer drives we need to do our work are gone. The whole call center loss all the phone calls and stuff. This is crazy. But I may get to go home early. That is kinda plus. Maybe. Oh well I guess I can play my cherry tap now. Sweet!!!!!

Well Thoughts For The Day,
Well the first blog on this subject was right . I got the bf he is on cherrytap too it is iracecar21 . And well we have been together now going on 5 months. I have put up with hell . I have had to deal with a lot of shit. I have fallen in love with this man and he tells me he is not with his wife no more. And well since I have had to put up with him running off on the weekends and And then getting emails from his supposedly ex wife . Telling me he is up there banging her. And then he comes back to me. I just dont understand it . when i confront him about it he tells me he is not doing any thing then i get pics of him and her in the email showing that they were having a great ole time together. I thought in the beggining it was great he seemed to be every thing I ever wanted. but then every time I turn around he is lieing to me. So I dont know what to do . well he is home and I must run write more later.

E-v-o-l
Love SurveyLet's jump right in...Have you ever *really* been in love?:i can say i have yes If yes, how many times?:1 truly all the others were time fillers haha Are you in love now?: its nto love yet,but i do like someone*Splash* whoops, deeper than i thought...Do you think you ever stop loving someone once you start?:it depends what happened to make u break up but i do think love is an everlasting feeling What does love feel like?:omg i can admit i love the feeling haha it makes u feel so alive! Is it different with different people?:no love is love. What is you favorite memory about someone you've loved?:long conversations and having so much in common Swimming upwards...What song do you associate with love (happy)?:new slang-the shins What song do you associate with love (sad)?:its been awhile-staind Has anyone ever done anything really romantic for you?:oh yes,i can say that has happened to me What is your dream person like?:not perfect,can make me laugh,loves his family,loves me fo

Me
AbOuT Me: The Best Myspace QuizBasics::Name::Taisha Amber Victoria Rudoski Birthdate::jan 3rd Year In School::ok what? Hair Color::brown/blonde Eye Color::green Favorite music genre::acoustic Favorites::Gum::spearmint Place to be::my room Sport::hockey TV::trailer park boys Movie::house of 1000 corpses City::regina Thing to do::draw,play bass Female artist::courtney love Male artist::jack white Group::led zeppelin Song::wasted time-skid row Music Video::samantha fox-only wanna be with you Type of weather::rainy Emotion::happy Girl's Name::zoe Guy's Name::heinrich Thing to do on a Friday night::movie night Scent::almond Store::vintage vinyl Food::spaghetti Old School Artist::beethoven Color::pink Class (If ur still in school)::n/a Sound::cat purring

My Puppies!! Check Em Out!
Puppies!! Check em out! Hey Everyone, my dogs had puppies 2 weeks ago, (carlito & Sarge ) They are Mastiff x Rottie .. more pics of Carlito in my profile pics, hes my baby! but the Rottie is the mum.. They are so cute!! if anyone in Victoria is after a pup, message me for price info. This was right after they were born Female Male Hey Everyone, my dogs had puppies 2 weeks ago, (carlito & Sarge ) They are Mastiff x Rottie .. more pics of Carlito in my profile pics, hes my baby! but the Rottie is the mum.. They are so cute!! if anyone in Victoria is after a pup, message me for price info. This was right after they were born THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE..

Interesting
A friend asked me this morning how my sex life was, I kind of snickered. Sex life? Umm I barely have a life and well don't see anyone really outside of work. I don't have a sex life, though I am getting to the point where it doesn't really matter. Sex is great I will be the first to tell you that but I have too many people in my life that don't really care what happens to me. I don't need to bring in some guy just to have sex. Knowing me though it is quite ironic, normally I would be the girl to have kind of a booty call list. I have burned my little black book and kind of gave up on it. Oh well it is just sex, worse comes to worse I go buy toys.

My Submissive Heart~wrote By Me~
My submissive heart I gave to you And no one but you. I sit and wait for my Master, To return home each and every day. When you placed your collar around my neck You looked at me and said "Forever More". Your leather cuffs you placed around my wrists And said "Mine till the end". My Master I love you so You took me and made me whole. You said "Trust in me and I'll set you free" and, I'll make you into the woman you want to be" I submit to you freely because you love me and protect me simply said you complete me. Your whips and chains I welcome with pleasure And if I'm good you bind me too. With each strike upon my tender skin I know you give it with sheer delight. You command me to be silent and still For you say my body is your playground. Master loves me and adores me As I love and adore him. The day I met my Master was the day I found freedom in which he set me free. I will always kneel and proudly serve and obey him always forever mor

Today Is Bestfriend Day & Lover's Day
Today Is Bestfriend Day & Lover's Day" Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying.... call me. ! . ! . ! I don't promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one-day u want to run away don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone..... Call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call... and there is no answer..... Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_______

Random Thoughts
At a glance, I know I may possibly give the impression that I may seem different to the a small amount of people that really know me. The reason this may seem to be, is that several things in my life may go right, but then something constantly brings me down, letting me think that I can, by no means get ahead. The explanation for this is that, as a few may know I was saving up to fix my car (blown engine). The week I had an adequate amount of money to buy me another engine, it was towed (the police officer said it couldn't sit more then three days in one spot), but here is the amusing part, he gave me a ticket the day he towed it. Needless to say I sent the money on other things I needed (not wanted), I want another car but will have to wait. But on the brighter side some guy offered to buy my car from me, including paying to get it out, so I might walk away with a little money from this after all. Maybe enough to go vacation, as if I would know somewhere to go, I'm always up for comme

Im Not Gay!!
ok gay guys here is the deal. IM NOT GAY!! never was gay,never thought about being gay,never said anything gay,never looked gay, and never will be gay! im nto dissing gay men by anymeans,.but i am telling those who are gay to stop hitting on me. here are somethings you should know about me,... #1 i think breasts are sexy,not a flat hairy chest. #2 i find the feminine body most dear. #3 i eat at the "Y". #4 im married to a "woman" #5 if i was on an island with 500 gay men dressed as woman and there was only one woman with us and she was 800lbs and had boils and leporsy and just ate tuna on rye,.im picking her!! #6 the thought of doing anything other than a brotherly hug with a man makes me wanna throw up then eat it then throw up agian!! ok ,.now thats pretty "not gay" if you ask me! i have many gay friends,.love them all to death! dont get me wrong. i just dont wanna be hit on! enjoy your day!

Work
I do competive shop for JC Whitney. Which means that I shop other websites for our parts and stuff. Nice job, no big problems except our merchents. There are few merchents that send us our competitors for us to shop that just put the same ones for everything. And half the time the web-sites are stupid and dont carry their parts. I mean really how hard is it to look at the parts and just do a yahoo search for them. It makes Emmy and I laugh sometime as to how stupid these people can be really. Like Mark. I would say like 1 out of the 4 or 5 he sends actually is a valid web address. How did these people get their jobs? Sometimes I just feel like screaming and yelling and driving to Chicago and beat them with a stick. Today we got one back from Shawn, who is just and asshole. He had 10 competitors on their for each group number. We usually ask for like three websites ya know. So I did three of his and none of these web sites he gave carry these parts. NONE! And its always the

Funeral
An old man dies and is gonna be buried. His only son, no matter how hard he tried, couldn't make it to the funeral, so he calls the funeral home and tells the director that he wants his dad to have the best of everything. He does this and the dad had the best funeral money can buy. The son is reading his mail 'bout a month later and gets a bill for $85, he pays it, and a month later, another bill for $85, he pays it, another month later, another $85! The son calls the mortician and asks, what the monthly $85 bill was for, "I don't mind paying, but I just wanna know what I'm paying for." The mortician states that "You wanted the very best for your dad, so I rented him a tux!"

Please Do This For Meee
http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=hofosho86 sign up even if you will never use this site (and frickin make sure you confirm the signing up by putting in your activation code thats sent to you via email) AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR FUCKING EVER - its NEOPETS a website geared towards kids and teens - im addicted to it lol please i wanna buy a paintbrush for my pet elephante

Georgia Cracker Salad
GEORGIA CRACKER SALAD ** Don't make this ahead of time, the crackers will get soggy ** 1 (4 ounce) package saltine crackers 1 large tomato, finely chopped 3 green onions, finely chopped 1/2 - 1 1/2 cup mayonnaise, to taste 1 hard-boiled egg, finely chopped salt fresh ground black pepper In a medium size bowl, coarsely crush the crackers with your hands- you should have big cracker pieces. Add the remaining ingredients, mix well, and serve immediately. Season, to taste, with salt and pepper.

~~what Happened To Personal Pride~~
ORANGE COUNTY ( CALIFORNIA ) NEWSPAPER This is a very good letter to the editor. This woman made some good points. For some reason, people have difficulty structuring their arguments when arguing against supporting the currently proposed immigration revisions. This lady made the argument pretty simple. It was NOT printed in the Orange County Paper................... Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will get published via cyberspace! New Immigrants F rom: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed)

The Game
Umm, I like to write and i usually dont show anyone but i am really bored. “So what else do you want to do tonight?” she asked as she threw back her third shot of Jack. I had convinced her to come over to my house after her boyfriend had changed plans with her again. We went back to my bedroom where I told her I had a bottle with her name on it. I sat close to the foot of the bed while she sat closer to the head of the metal bed. She was about drinking away her anger and frustration. “I dunno, Tiffany.” “We should play a game?” she stated somberly. “I have an idea, if you’re willing to play?” I nervously suggested. “Ohh, anything to cure this boredom.” “Hang on; I need something out of the dresser.” I lean over in a manner so that she has to lean back on the bed as I open the drawer. I pull a set of handcuffs out of the drawer while she was looking the other direction. Before she turns her head back to me, I cuff one of her hands to the bed. While she is staring at one set of cuff

Hotrod
Look at my "Rides" photo album and tell me what you would choose as a hotrod. Keep in mind that I have an 07 Silverado Classic with the 310 hp, Alum block 5.3L.... so there is a lightning killer there if I put a blower on it and buy my wife a new 2.5 Jetta or a Avenger R/T. After making a sales person grab the "oh Shit" handle 6 times in a 4 minute test drive....... I'm leaning to the Trailblazer SS.... and the wife will keep what was my Silverado Classic LT,,,, she feels safe in it

Quote For June 15
No man is so foolish but he may sometimes give another good counsel, and no man so wise that he may not easily err if he takes no other counsel than his own. He that is taught only by himself has a fool for a master. -- Hunter S. Thompson Bonus Quote: This one time, at band camp.... -- Michelle Flaherty, American Pie This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

"heaven"
Heaven You shine like stardust dipped in glamour: ~Diamonds etched within your form~ Your skin is heaven, your lips are clouds …they make me soar through the bluest sky. And as I propel, I feel your spirit brush up against me and I feel as if I have been touched by "God". -You are so beautiful- …you hold the answer to my life's question mark. And when it's dark I feel so safe. Peace holds me tight in your embrace and there's no pain to bring me down. I feel serene as if a dream cradled my sleep: ~Forever oh so gingerly~ And the world revolves a little slower, almost as if time was bound to freeze. But let it all hush impeccably…let gravity suspend its chi. You know me, sweets, always so poetic in my ways: I see the world through ancient eyes, for my soul has been around for ages and I believe that your love is the strength that fuels this long eternity. You twirl around between my atoms,

I Love Roses
Your Spirit Flower - Quiz COMMENTS: 15 comments Add your Comment By Cait Johnson, author of Earth, Water, Fire, and Air (SkyLight Paths, 2003). Our favorite flower may hold secrets about the ways we connect to our spirituality. In this time of blooming, take a walk through our beautiful garden to find out what your favorite flower says about your spirit, then read our suggestions for practices you might like to try. SIMPLE SOLUTION: You can share this with friends and find out what flowers they prefer: all of our spirits together make such a lovely bouquet! Take the quiz here: Which of the following flowers is your favorite? If yours isn’t on the list, pick the one that comes closest. Daisy: This sunny, optimistic type loves to connect with her spirit through service, especially in nature. Take nature walks, or participate in clean-ups in parks or other places you treasure. You will probably prefer the unpretentious simplicity of a Friends meeting to anything elaborat

Keeping Myself Sane 3
Ever wonder why women fantasize or actually engage in lesbian sex? Because men hate to ask directions. Women, they know how to get there without fuss. And they will certainly ask if they're going the wrong way.

Good Joke For Woman!
one day God went up to adam and said, " adam, i have good news and bad news for you" adam asked,"what is the good news God?" God said "well i gave to you two great things for life,one being your brain for thinking and problem solving, and the other a penis for pleasure and reproducing!" adam asked "so what is the bad news God?" God said "well,,im afraid i only gave you enough blood to use one at a time!"

I Like To Know
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (10) i want 2 make u my bf/gf (11) i love u baby GUYS PLEASE

Bathing Booty
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever Bathing Booty Taking a bath à deux can be incredibly seductive: "Just lathering up each other with bare hands is sensual and exciting," says Flemke. So next time you're having a sexy suds-fest with your man, have him lie back, resting his head on the edge of the tub. Facing him, kneel over one of his legs (his thigh should be sandwiched between your thighs), and lower yourself onto him. When he's inside you, wrap your ankles around his calf so you're fully entwined. Then lean forward and hold on to the edge of the tub behind his head to support yourself as you glide back and forth over his body, rather than up and down. The zero gravity of the water gives you a wider range of motion than you'd usually have and lets you experience new sensations every time you alter your movements. "This position creates a slower buildup, which can ultimately lead to an exciting climax," says Susan Crain Bakos, author of The Sex Bible: The Complete Guid

On The Level
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever On the Level This is a perfect position if there's a big height difference between you and your man...but it's pretty hot even if there's not. Stand with your back to the wall, either at the bottom of the staircase or one or two steps up if your guy is taller than you are. (If you're taller, do the reverse.) He stands facing you so your pelvises are at the same level. Get yourselves situated, then lift one of your legs and rest it on the banister that's across from you to help support yourself. Hold on to his shoulders for balance as he enters you. (You both might have to twist your torsos a little to meld the right way.) The angle created by your raised leg will give him a tighter fit, making it more pleasurable for both of you. Erotic extras: By slightly bending your outstretched knee, you'll have more leverage to rub against him, giving your clitoris some extra feel-good friction and boosting your orgasm. "Try flexing your knee and

The Sit 'n' Spin
The Sit 'n' Spin # Erotic instructions: With your guy flat on his back, face him, your knees on the floor or mattress, and lower yourself onto his penis. Have him put his hands on your thighs as you place yours on his torso. Gyrate your hips in a circle continuously in one direction, then switch directions. # Pleasure payoff for you: This easy-to-do pose puts you in the driver's seat so you can control the speed and motion. Moving in circles like a belly dancer makes you feel extra seductive, and you'll get totally tingly with his shaft rubbing against your vaginal walls. # Pleasure payoff for him: Besides the bodacious view of your breasts, he'll love the soft circling motions. And the unexpected twist in a new direction will keep him in a horny holding pattern, so he won't climax too quickly.

For The Ladies!
One for the ladies One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweat-shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma " And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ------------------------------------------------------ "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. --------------

The 1999 Edition, Part 3
BOFH '99. Banana Dictator?!? It's a Tuesday morning and a new boss has started (the old having taken 'early retirement'). The office periscopes are up to see what the new one is going to be like. I bide my time, knowing that he's bound to show his face sooner or later. There are a few potential types that seem likely - the 'hide-in-the-office-and-annoy-nobody' type, the 'tell-me-what-you-REALLY, HONESTLY think' huggy-feely type and, worst of all, the Banana Democracy Dictator type. Hide-in-the-office appears to be on the cards as he hasn't shown his face to the troops yet... A large box arrives in the office with my name on it. I'm not expecting anything - except perhaps the small cheque from the management placement agency that I get whenever they supply us a new boss (about three times a year). A quick recce of the box and its packing slip shows that it's about a company's-worth of client software for a database we don't have.

Survey
20 Firsts SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!20 firsts1. Who was your first love?Aubree2. Who was your first kiss and when?Jessica and I was 103. Who was your first prom date?None4. Who was your first room mate?None5. What was your first job?Gun range in millington6. What was your first car?A geo storm7.When did you go to your first funeral?I was 99. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?1410. Who was your first grade teacher?Mrs duberry11. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?None13. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?Aubree to the inner harbor14. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?Shelly15. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?Danny and yes16. Who was the first person to send you flowers?None17. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?Still live here18. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?Janelle19. Who's wedding were you i

Just Dont Know Anymore
WELL ME AND JASON HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND I DONT KNOW IF HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE. I DONT LOOK THE SAME I HAVE HAD 3 KIDS AND I PUT ON SOME WEIGHT. I HAVE VERY LOW SELF ESTEEM ALREADY. I JUST DONT KNOW. I AM SCARED. I DO LOVE HIM, BUT I DONT KNOW IF HE LOVES ME ANYMORE. I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM. I FEEL LIKE HIS BITCH, I COOK, CLEAN, MAKE HIS PLATE, CLIP HIS TOE NAILS, SHAVE HIS FACE, I MEAN DAMN NEAR EVERYTHING. HELP SOMEONE HELP1!

No More Deadman Inc Here
Just as fast as it came to me, that poor excuse for a job has left me worse off than I was before. I knew I was over-qualified for that job from the start, but I needed some form of income, even if it was only $9/hr. Every day I was working on that job, I knew I was too good to work there. The management knew I was too good to work there, and they found every excuse they could to bring me down to their level. Talk to any of your average IT computer technicians out there, and 99.9% of them will tell you how to get your computer's network card to work again by uninstalling it then re-installing it by rebooting the computer. I helped a customer of the company get her computer back on the connection to DSL by doing just that. I wound up getting my wrists slapped for that because the people that worked there in general didn't know how to do that, and they "didn't want to take the risk of putting the company in trouble for doing something outside of the normal parameters." The compan

Had To Go To The Hospital Today
This is what happened. My sister and I went over to my dads/mamaw Marys house yesterday like we always do on Fridays. Well things were fine. We watched some tv. Then we decided to go to the store. We bought some foods. I got a salad and some jello, and half of a premade sandwich they make at krogers. We we got home, i ate. And about a couple mins after eating. I started getting a upset stomach. I thought it was just heartburn or indigestion. Since i always get that since Ive had my gallbladder taken out. So i just watched tv and didn't think about it. And then i got this horrible burning, and sharp pain. It came on sudden. It hurt so bad. Then nausea hit me, and i ran to the bathroom to throw up. I was throwing up all night. And shivering and shaking. Having cold chills. It got worse and worse and worse, i was throwing up acid. Over and over and over, and i was exhausted. I was crying, and holding my stomach. And my sister went and got some antacids from Kroger at about 4am. I took the

Shows What You Can Do
If I was a petite blonde, I could cut a record right now. shit I got a voice like shirley manson/ fiona apple. It really makes me think if I was just 200lbs thinner, where would I be, Cause I seriously have a voice that rocks. If that skinny beeeitch paris hilton can cut an albumn so can I.... if only I had a few billion to invest in that... yeah the richer gets richer, while the rest of us rots. charming, no??????

Father's Day
Good Things Come in 3's Grandpa, Dad & Me Sitting in a folding chair he'll wait the tip of his pole moves a bit still too soon to set the bait A grin on his face about to split. "Got one!" he says with grandpa-ish pride As me and Dad look up from each side. Covered in grease, all sweaty and hot I go to the shed for a tool I forgot We keep working, Dad went for a part All of hope this heap will start After cleaning up we all sit inthe shade Me and Dad have cokes, Grandpa has lemonade We talked about this and argued about that, We helped build that and demolish this, But of all of my memories, all the best were these. David A. Shorey 1999

Tell Tale Heart - Ghost Legend
Tell Tale Heart TRUE! — nervous — very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am; but why will you say that I am mad? The disease had sharpened my senses — not destroyed — not dulled them. Above all was the sense of hearing acute. I heard all things in the heaven and in the earth. I heard many things in hell. How, then, am I mad? Hearken! and observe how healthily — how calmly I can tell you the whole story. It is impossible to say how first the idea entered my brain; but once conceived, it haunted me day and night. Object there was none. Passion there was none. I loved the old man. He had never wronged me. He had never given me insult. For his gold I had no desire. I think it was his eye! yes, it was this! He had the eye of a vulture — a pale blue eye, with a film over it. Whenever it fell upon me, my blood ran cold; and so by degrees — very gradually — I made up my mind to take the life of the old man, and thus rid myself of the eye forever. Now this is the point. You fancy

Like This Song
KEANE LYRICS Somewhere Only We Know I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? [break] Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna le

Dad
my dad hasn't been much of a dad since i was born and he left me and mom when i was two years old and then when i turned 9 they divorced and then when i was 13 his new wife came into our lives and messed up everthing majorly. she has ruined my family and they turn to me for support and im there back bone that keeps this family a float. my dad married a real loser for a wife. she has tripped me and she has grabbed me and she has just bout smacked me in the face and she is poisoned my grandma my dads mom while my dad was out trucking to make money. my dad that i really call an asshole im sorry to those dads that are dads but this how i feel bout my dad. my dad isn't a dad he would rather be with his wife and let his wife walk all over me. she has done and said some shit that my family isn't very happy for a women who can't have kids she opens her mouth and expresses how everyone should raise there kids i don't believe in that. i don't tell anyone and i wouldn't tell anyone how to raise t

And Again Im Wrong
so i find a guy that is totaly sweet we have been good friends for a while and over time things had turned into something... or so i thaught untill he stands me up. it wasnt on a date or anything just hanging out but still... he doesnt call doesnt show nothing! talk about hurt... well fuck him. i am fragile....... if you dont wanna hang out call me and lie but atleast fuckin call thats all i ask! I AM SO MAD! TWO DAYS OF BEING MAD WILL MAKE YOU DO STUPID THINGS!

Angel
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Faerie75% Mermaid75% WereWolf58% Dragon42% Demon17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmmmmmmmm Wonder What This Could Mean?
Are you ready to bask in some glory? Don't be modest -- you deserve these kudos. The stars say your efforts will pay off in a big way, especially if you don't try and rush the results. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

Some Old Poetry.
"THE PATTERN" The Pattern Break me Hate me Love me …Leave me Hold me Hug me Guide me …Leave me Kiss me Touch me Fool me …Leave me Fuck me Obstruct me Hurt me …Leave me Mock me Shock me Taste me …Leave me See me Hear me Cease me …Leave me Enjoy me Destroy me Envy me …Leave me

Support Kaleb
UPDATES ON KALEB ARE ON HIS MOMS MYSPACE PAGE AND FEEL FREE TO RIP A CANDLE FROM ME TO SHOW UR LUV PLEASE PEOPLE....JUST FOR ONE DAY....PASS THIS AROUND. ITS ABOUT TIME WE USE THIS THING TO HELP SOMEONE WHO REALLY NEEDS HELP......PUT ASIDE THE SURVEYS, POSTING STUFF ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND, PROMOTING YOUR BANDS OR EVENTS....ETC. SPEND THE TIME ON HERE TO DO SOME GOOD. PASS THIS ON AND LETS SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL STEP UP TO THE PLATE AND HELP THESE PEOPLE OUT. HERE IS A GUY WHO NEEDS SOME SUPPORT THIS FATHERS DAY!!!! I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE COULD HURT SOMEONE SO HELPLESS Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos PRAY FOR BABY KALEB ~~ READ AND REPOST ~~ KEEP THIS MOVING!Kristy Reynolds and her husband are parents to a beautiful little baby boy named Kaleb. He is 6 months and 3 days old. A couple weeks ago Kristy picked Kaleb up from home care and noticed something was wrong. She immediately took him to the hos

Member The 90's
This is our childhood to the T!!! 1988 Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ] You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! And who could forget: Clarissa Explains it All You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ." You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You too

Glossary Of Bdsm
This glossary of BDSM (Bondage, Discipline, Sadism, Masochism) terms defines terms commonly used in the BDSM community. BDSM activities are described as play in BDSM terminology. The BDSM term is a portmanteau acronym intended to take in all of the following activities: * Bondage and Discipline play (B & D) * Domination & submission play (D & S) (including "master and slave" role-playing scenarios or ongoing relationship structures) * Sadism and Masochism (S & M) Some BDSM terminology: * 24/7: A relationship in which protocols are in place continuously. * Animal transformation fantasy: Fantasy in which the focus is on the sub entering the altered mindspace of a different species, typically a dog, pony or horse. * Abrasion: Using something rough (such as sandpaper). * Aftercare: The time after a BDSM scene or play session in which the participants calm down, discuss the previous events and their personal reactions to them, and slowly come

If I Had A Million Dollars....
Horrible day….. I show up to work “trying” to be cheerful for all the fucking customers. Yet I find out that I have the lame ass job of begging groceries. OK fine not a big deal, there are 4 other courtesy clerks. So my duties of the day include restocking bags, paper and plastic, restock the ice, clean carts, go retrieve carts and sweep. So I start off as bagging, then go get the bags to restock, then the ice. Well I was interrupted with a plea to go and check for someone who is late. Well the pleas were ignored by myself because I had other duties as my position as a “courtesy clerk”. So I go gather carts for about 45 minutes, because lucky me all the other “courtesy” assholes disappeared. Well I was “conned”, excuse me, “told” to go relieve someone for a break at the check stand. Which with a smile on my face I obligated to the person who really is not in charged but he grabs his balls like he is. So I stood there and took over, so later she arrived and decided that she was not rea

Vacation
Vacation In awareness of God, I am renewed spiritually, mentally, and physically. My vacation today may not be one that involves a suitcase or a passport. Rather, it may be simply a time of going within and reconnecting to the peace of God that is always awaiting me. In the inner sanctuary of my soul, I take a break from stressful or negative thoughts and activities. Away from the distractions of a busy life, I am totally renewed—spirit, mind, and body. So whether or not I am traveling to a new place on a map or experiencing a favorite getaway, I can visit a refreshingly peaceful place in my mind and heart. I spend time lingering in an awareness of God and of my divine connection with my Creator. When ready, I return to my day renewed and refreshed, prepared to experience my world from a fresh perspective. “My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.”—Exodus 33:14

Quote For June 19
Language... has created the word "loneliness" to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word "solitude" to express the glory of being alone. -- Paul Tillich Bonus Quote: I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much. -- Mother Teresa of Calcutta This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

In The Last Few Weeks
IN THE LAST FEW WEEKS,THINGS HAVE BEEN LIKE A ROLLER COASTER.YA KNOW,ONE MINUTE ITS UP,UP,UP,THEN IT GOES ALLLLL THE WAY DOWN....BUT IM STILL HERE IN HIGH SPIRITS.OTHER THAN GASHING MY LEG...WHICH BTW IS GETTING BETTER BY THE DAY,STILL PATCHED UP THOUGH BUT IM DOIN GOOD.OTHER GOOD NEWS,MY 9 MONTH OLD DAUGHTER IS NOW OFFICIALLY WEANED OFF THE TITS!ITS BEEN TWO DAYS NOW.COULDNT BELIEVE HOW EASY IT WAS.NOW I CAN FINALLY ENJOY A NICE COLD ONE.ITS BEEN A YEAR AND SOME MONTHS NOW SINCE I HAD ALCOHOL.I RARELY DRINK ANYWAY BUT I HAVE A TASTE FOR THE GIRLY DRINKS IVE BEEN SEEING ADVERTISED,LOL. THE FAM IS DOIN GOOD,CELEBRATED FATHERS DAY,SOON,MY ANNIVERSARY AND HUBBYS BDAY ON THE SAME DAY...JUNE 20TH,SO I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YALL ON THAT DAY.BIG HUGS TO ALL.TTYL XXOO

Lessons In Logic
I don't personally believe these, but they're pretty funny. . . Lessons in Logic If your father is a poor man, it is your fate but, if your father-in-law is a poor man, it's your stupidity. ......................................................................... I was born intelligent - education ruined me. ......................................................................... Practice makes perfect..... But nobody's perfect...... so why practice? ......................................................................... If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? ......................................................................... Since light travels faster than sound, people appear bright until you hear them speak. ......................................................................... How come "abbreviated" is such a long word? ...........................................

Victim!
Okay I just got back from the worst attempted pick up ever. Guy: Good morning! Me: Hello. Guy: I like your tattoo, for real! Me: Thanks! Guy follows me into corner store. I get my cigarettes and walk out. Guy stops me. Guy: Can I see that closer? Me *ready to smack him in case he got fresh*: Sure. Guy: What's that mean? Me: Libra. Guy: Yeah? I'm a Libra too, that's what's up! Me: Well have a nice day.

Starting Again
As the last tear falls she stands upon the brink Having to decide to walk away from it all or fight Saying goodbye to love Hello sorrow The sun will again shine The world will not stop for her pain Taking the first step from the grass unto the rocky path The pain begins to fade A numbness threatens to take over He will find her again But she won't be the same The change has already begun He won't like what he finds Returning to instinct and power

The First Time We Meet
For some reason, You keep having this dream. You don't know if it is a foreshadowing of the future, or if it's just something your mind has replayed plenty of times because it gives you joy and comfort. Who knows. Anyway..... You're coming to see me for the first time. Flying down actually. The outfit you are going to wear, is that denim sundress you have in one of your pictures. You have matching blue heels, choker and my hair is down and curly. It's longer.....down to the middle of your back. As you sit in coach, an old man sits to your left and beside him is his wife. They are going to Alabama to see their grandson, and we chit chat along the way down. You're so nervous, that you can't sleep although you are tired emotionally and physically, your brain will not shut down from just thinking about meeting me. The woman comments that she likes your perfume, and you two share a smile between us as the plane lands.¨ We have talked for so long, you know me inside and out

The Story Of A Baby
A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life." "But I w

Worried About My Friend
MY FRIEND POSTED A BULLETIN SAYING SHE GIVES UP ON EVERYTHING I CAN NOT GET HER TO TALK TO ME NOR CAN I GET ANY OF HER OTHER FRIENDS TO TALK TO ME IF ANYONE TALKS TO CHEROKEELADY PLEASE LET ME KNOW THAT SHE IS ALRIGHT.

Vietnam Veteran Imposers
The following is from a report from The Dept of Defense, Vietnam War Service Index: > 1,713,823 of those who served in Vietnam were still alive as of August, > 1995 (census figures). > ~ During that same Census count, the number of Americans falsely > claiming to have served in-country was: 9,492,958. > ~ As of the current Census taken during August, 2000, the surviving > U.S. Vietnam Veteran population estimate is: 1,002,511. This is hard to > believe, losing nearly 711,000 between '95 and '00. That's 390 per day. > During this Census count, the number of Americans falsely claiming to > have served in-country is: 13,853,027. By this census, FOUR OUT OF FIVE > WHO CLAIM TO BE Vietnam vets are not.

Magic Of Love
Love is like magic and it always will be. For love still remains life’s sweet mystery!! Love works in ways that are wondrous and strange, and there is nothing in life that love cannot change!! Love can transform the most common place into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, understanding and kind, for it sees with it’s heart and not with it’s mind!! Love is the answer that everyone seeks… Love is the language, that every heart speaks. Love can’t be bought, it is priceless and free, love like pure magic, is life’s sweet mystery!!

How Much Lust Do You Have?
Your Lust Quotient: 27% You are a fairly lustful person, but nothing out of the norm. You usually keep your lust under control, but sometimes it gets the better of you. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Can U See Me Crabby Old Man
Crabby Old Man > >What do you see nurses? .......What do you see? >What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? >A crabby old man, ...not very wise, >Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes? > >Who dribbles his food.......and makes no reply. >When you say in a loud voice....."I do wish you'd try!" >Who seems not to notice .the things that you do. >And forever is losing .............. a sock or shoe? > >Who, resisting or not...........lets you do as ! you will , >With bathing and feeding ....... the long day to fill? >Is that what you're thinking? Is that what you see? >Then open your eyes, nurse......you're not looking at me. > >I'll tel l you who I am . as I sit here so still, >As I do at your bidding, ......as I eat at your will >I'm a small child of Ten......with a father and mother, >Brothers and sisters .......who love one another > >A young boy of Sixteen ...........with wings on his feet >Dreaming that soon now. .a lover he'll meet. >A gro

You Might Hate Me After This One
Here I am again makeing a fuss. But I am getting Tired of some of the things that I do for others but yet thay can't seem to find the time or do not even want to mess this it. I have posted a post and all I asked was for some help from people to do a little bit of praying. It isn't like I an asking for a arm or leg or even money for that matter. But at least repost my post. I am sorry if you hate me for makeing a real big fuss. But come on this is a family matter. I already have a few of my best friends who are doing it for me . But you know that the word of some get out more than others. Please at least do this much for me??? Thank you and I am greatfull for those who do.

Hitching A Ride...
Two Mexicans are riding along Pacific Coast Highway on a motorcycle. They break down and start hitching a ride. A friendly trucker stops to see if he can help and the Mexicans ask him for a lift. He tells them he has no room in the trailer as he is carrying 20,000 bowling balls. The Mexicans tell the driver that they'll pay him if they can manage to fit in the back with their bike. They manage to squeeze themselves and their motorcycle into the back of the semi, so the driver shuts the doors and gets on his way. By this time he is really late and so puts his foot down. Sure enough the cops pull him up for speeding. The officer asks the driver what he is carrying, to which he replies Mexican eggs. The policeman obviously doesn't believe this so he wants to take a look. He opens the back door and quickly shuts it and locks it. He gets on his radio and calls for immediate backup from as many officers as possible. The dispatcher asks what emergency he has that

Not Part Of Your Routine
Nice to know it was all just another routene, wasn't what it really seemend, cause i found out the truth, uncovered your lies, changed my mind and said goodbye, nice to know about all your lies, thanks for making me just another one of your games, same routene just differnt names, thanks for trying to tame me and break my spirit, just shut your mouth i dont wanna hear it, bronze isn't gold, lies aren't truth told, couldnt just stay honest and true, well i geuss then it wouldn't be you, you had to cheat just had to do it, and so you did and then you blew it, so now we're over done and through, and finally happy, all thanks to you, so thanks for the cheats, scandals, and lies, im finally happy we got to say our goodbyes, goodbye to your scheme, go make someone else part of your routene!!

Confusion
pined up against a wall in a house full of confusion is this real or is it an illusion feelings rushing past me as fast as the wind when will i figure it out when will this chaos end pulling me north and south it seems tearing my heart ripping it at the seams everyone telling me someting differnt what to believe my heart so easy to decieve sayings of sorry but are they real im so confused what do i feel words don't mean much compared to actions its true no matter what i do, i must pull through stay strong and win the fight keep my head up and make things right

R.i.p
In memory Okay so today has been exactly a year ago since my mom passed away.. and it sucks and Im having a really hard time dealing with the whole situation of her death and some other pointless shit..... I know she is in a better place and that she isnt suffering.However, that does not change the fact that she is gone .. and sometimes, I feel like it isnt fair that she was took way to young and that I didnt say everything that I wanted to say to her and tell her exactly how good of a mom and friend she was to me ... and I just miss her smile , her character and her scent and how she would be there to help me through everything and so yeah its a really horrid day .... I know shes with me and that she isnt suffering.. thats not even the problem ... Idk anymore..... Life isnt always beautiful..... xoxo RIP xoxox Mom I will forever hold a special place in my heart for you and there will never be a day that I wont speak to you and thanks for everything that you ever did

9/11 Facts
New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.

Father"s Day
It started as a normal Sunday, except we were on vacation visiting family. I got a few "Happy Father's day", there wasn't any big party, or deal made. The day was fun, took the kids to the beach and to the Salem Willows (if you ever been to Salem, Mass.) I watched my oldest Scott (6 yrs old)swim from rock to rock in Marblehead. He's grown up so fast, very adventurous. Felt good to see him have fun with out video games or T.V. Just us at the beach, my boy turning into a handsome little man overnight it seems. I went to bed exhausted reflecting on the day. When I woke up on a couch in a spare room the next morning my David (4yrs old) came in, not to ask for cartoons or something to eat. He crawled up on the couch and cuddled with me, not average morning behavior for him. He fell asleep for awhile and woke up with a smile. He's a cutie with his mohawk he got before we went on vacation. Then of course there is my little girl Ariana (2 yrs old). I nicknamed her "the beast", she

Ct Daddy Got The First
Now CT DADDY sure deserves an award for dumbness. I cleary state that I don't care for rates and that I react rather bad on stuff like 'fan me, rate me, etc' I detest attention whores. And CT DADDY actually managed to send me a friend request, begging me to fan and rate him, since he did the same for me lol. Isn't it a bit embaressing to be caught like that, that you so dont bother to read someones profile and are just after cherry bucks and leveling up? That you absolutly not care for anybody but yourself? Congrats :)

I Want To Be A Rockstar
Make me somebody. Anybody. Someone other than who I am. I want to be a rockstar. A movie star. Catcher for the New York Yankees. If someone were to ask you, "If you could be anybody, who would you be?" You would lie. You would say, "I'd be me, of course." That's what you're supposed to say. That's how you've been trained. It isn't necessarily what you believe deep down inside. If it were true, why would you be here? The truth is we all cry out for love and acceptance on some level; validation of self outside of our own insignificant life. I frequently comment that myspace (and cherry tap and tribe and their ilk) is the worlds largest role play game. Online, most -- if not all to some degree -- use profiles and commenting systems to represent self. Online, you don't have a beer gut or acne. Online, there are no ugly people; no razor stubble and every man has an eight inch penis. We all complain about phonies while we hide the worst parts of self from others in a virtual co

Fuck This Shit!!!
Why is it everytime they do something new here nothing seems to work right? I still have a fucked up bartab that does not tell me at all when others are posting shit and it only has one on there all the time. I can't tell who puts up what to rate or comment it at all. My music has been all fucked up and other shit don't work as well. I deleted my Myspace profile and I just might do it here as well. I have messaged Cherrytap support several times in the last few weeks and nothing has been done to fix it. Yeah great fucking support here. So if I just disappear one day you will know why. FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!

Life Or Death??
As some may know I have Type 1 Diabetes and I need insulin injections twice a day to live. I applied for a medical card several weeks ago and still have not heard a damn thing. Why is it when you need serious help and pay into the fucking system you have to jump through hoops just to get nowhere? Not to sound like a racist but a true fact is if you are other than a white middle or lower class citizen you can basically get everything anyway you look at it. The system sucks ass for people like me. I basically sold everything I worked hard and long for just to try to survive. I have been to so many offices and waited for so long just to keep getting a runaround. Am I supposed to die just because I am white? Why can I not get any help with anything at all? That is all I really want to know. I attemped to commit suicide twice last year and once I came so close to leaving this shitty miserable fucking world just because I couldn't get any help to survive. It was either die slowly or do it qu

Love Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair, opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man, who'll make love to my mind, Knows how to answer "how big is my behind?" I pray this man's love has no discernable end, And that he will always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a sex starved deaf-mute with huge boobs who's father owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a sh*t.

Bound
I see myself reflected in your eyes; in them, I am bound. A smirk, a taunt, a red flush of pride lost- I offer to you everything of me. No control save that which you bestow, no self that is not pleasing to you, hush. Hush, for my words have not been requested. In the satin darkness, I feel your eyes weighing me. Careful balance between humility and humiliation, between my self and Your self which is me, a moment of fear- Worthy? Could I reclaim the unnecessary, to put myself back together? Are those pieces even me anymore? If I lose you, am I lost? What if I'm not- A whisper of soft reassurance, and I swell. I am yours. My self. My self. I am yours. The balance sways and ceases, and I am whole. I am yours. "Pride"

Morphs
Hey peeps hows it going out there in CT land..Hope everyone is having a great day first of all. TYVM to everyone that nailed me on my birthday..i apprecite that. I have a vast collection starting in my default file of morphs created and might have more coming soon....so if anyone wants one created please feel free to drop me a line let me know what ya want and i'll get er done. Im havin a lot of fun creating these... still learning about besides GIFS....making them into different formats. Also stop by anytime and check out my profile and sign my guestbook..... Thanks

But For A Brief Moment, Yes. .. .
Study: Men View Faces in Sexy Photos By Associated Press June 20, 2007, 8:30 PM EDT ATLANTA -- Contrary to popular opinion, men are more likely to look at a female's face before other areas when looking at pictures of naked women, according to a study by Emory University researchers. And women will gaze at pictures of heterosexual sex longer than men, the study found. Both findings, published in the journal Hormones and Behavior, shed light on sexual attitudes that really aren't all that mysterious when considered in a scientific light, Emory psychologist Kim Wallen said. Wallen and his former graduate student, Heather Rupp, showed still photos of couples having sex to 30 women and 15 men between the ages of 23 and 28. Each was rigged up with a high-tech eye-tracking device to measure where his or her gaze went first, and how long it stayed there. Men went straight to the face and lingered awhile, but most of the women were more interested in the sexual activity. How

The Lone Ranger
THE LONE RANGER The Lone Ranger and Tonto went camping in the desert After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see? " "The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars." "What that tell you?" asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the morning. Theologically, the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What's it tell you, Tonto?" "You dumber than buffalo shit. It means someone stole the tent. "

How To Build A Pc Inside Of Your Old Nes.
Okay, so I WAS going ot post this here. Turns out Cherrytap has a REALLY CRAPPY BLOGGING SYSTEM! Because of that, I can't post pictures, so to find out how to build a PC in your NES, go to http://www.xanga.com/ninja_in_pajamas. Feel free to sign up and friend me...or not...dun matter to me either way. Oh yeah, I also put on my MySpace page at www.myspace.com/nes_pc

Where's The Silver Lining?
Unbelievable. I just found out that there is a 99% certainty that I will be losing my job. It may happen next week, it may happen at the end of the summer, but our company is inking a deal that sells everything to a new firm, and we are all going to be out on the street. This explains why we haven't renewed the lease on our office space (which runs out at the end of summer). I’ve been unemployed before, and didn’t care for it much. However, this time, I’m prepared to deal with it. My resume is in shape, I’m seeking new work, and I’m keeping a positive outlook. I will say I am irked (to put it mildly) by the notion that I will be let go with no severance, I will lose all my vacation time, and I would have had no notice whatsoever if our HR department hadn’t directly disobeyed the orders telling them to keep it a secret. I’m also a bit irritated that my direct supervisor has received over $50,000 grand in bonuses this year, while I am working 55+ hours a week and was denied a ra

A Dandelion Breakfast
Dandelion fritters with dandelion syrup. Floral and joyful, it tastes exactly like spring! For the fritters, I made a basic pancake batter (a cup of flour, a teaspoon of baking powder, an egg, a cup of milk, a couple of tablespoons melted butter, and a pinch of salt) with enough extra milk added to make it about as thin as heavy cream. Then I added a nice pile of yellow dandelion fluff*—about a cup or a little more. I cooked the fritters on a hot buttered griddle just like pancakes. *By "yellow dandelion fluff" I mean the yellow parts of dandelion blossoms, separated from the green bits and fluffed up a bit to avoid clumping. Sound like too much trouble? I think you can get away with including a bit of green, but be sure to pinch off the stem end of each blossom, or you might get some bitterness in your fritters Dandelion syrup has a taste of nut and vanilla. It's not medicinal at all, it's just tasty. I use it in fruit salads, where most of my herbal syrups end up these

Bananas Foster (brennan's Restaurant)
1 cup brown sugar 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon 1/4 cup banana liqueur 4 bananas, cut in half lengthwise, then halved 1/4 cup dark rum 4 scoops vanilla ice cream Combine the butter, sugar, and cinnamon in a flambé pan or skillet. Place the pan over low heat either on an alcohol burner or on top of the stove, and cook, stirring, until the sugar dissolves. Stir in the banana liqueur, then place the bananas in the pan. When the banana sections soften and begin to brown, carefully add the rum. Continue to cook the sauce until the rum is hot, then tip the pan slightly to ignite the rum. When the flames subside, lift the bananas out of the pan and place four pieces over each portion of ice cream. Generously spoon warm sauce over the top of the ice cream and serve immediately.

Hey Everyone My Friend Needs Your Help In The Morph Contest
COME ON EVERYONE I NEED YOUR HELP IN HELPING OUT MY FRIEND IN THE MORPH CONTEST IF YOU CAN JUST COME A DROP A COUPLE OF COMMENTS IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED... I WILL RETURN THE LUV THANK YOU ALL AND HOPE TO SEE YA THERE

Atwt
ATWT Emily gets the confirmation she needs from Dusty on Wednesday, June 27.... Cleo puts it all on the line to win back Gwen's trust on Monday, July 2.... Alison finally comes clean to a shocked Aaron on Tuesday, July 3. "She's gotten tired of lying and trying to hide what's happened to her in the past," says Marnie Schulenburg (Alison).

B&b
B&B On Wednesday, June 27, in front of Phoebe, Ridge confronts Rick about the other woman in his life.... On Thursday, June 28, Ridge makes a passionate plea to Ashley, while Stephanie gets down to meddling again.... On Friday, June 29, Bridget confides in Rick about Brooke's plan.

Opening Wounds Of Sweet Honey
Croutching under waxed pearled moon Hunting death before luna fills with gloom In tune with ancient breeds of hate Was this lynx that twisted fate "for where she was born heaven was torn Twain was its semen that rang like bells off Balls for me" And in tune with nightshade It scourged the wretched deep Resound did the horn Too late was it for evil was born Memory of this accursed time haunts me still I am the conqueror of sorrow Born to rebirth and enslaved for time Hell is the fate and is my prize Sieze forth the pounding gates Open wide the l*bia for me to enter Like twisted faith Lost to memory this is faded silver on paper "Oh dreary dread I am filled with fear from the dead To fly sky high and plummet like gabriels failed trumpet It sang me home to see heaven burning Now I hear its call for my head" If vengence is my life then vengence shall be my death In tune with a blade blackened by greed Filtered with pride so now

Return To Innocence
These past two weeks, I have gotten back to me; to my center. More and more everyday. I am resurrected. For two years, I have felt stagnation and the lack of love and growth. I thought I had died. I thought I lacked the manners to lay down. These past two weeks mark my path and my desire, the return to innocence; the return to love at my center. I don't need to intellectualize it, I feel it; I know it, and that is what truly matters ("He who feels it, knows it more" - Bob Marley) The War in Iraq. Bushie and his cronies. Paris Hilton. These things do not concern me. These things have no real bearing on my life. What concerns me is YOU. There are probably less than fifty of YOU in my life at any given time. This my life, my world, my universe. Your sorrow is my heartbreak. Your happiness is my joy. What matters to you, matters to me. I live in a very small and warm universe. YOU are all that matters. Love is my religion.

Fred Flintstone Is My Hero!
Fred Flintstone! He is my hero. I also LOVE Fruity Pebbles and eat them on a daily basis. I feel that consuming this cereal gives me the same superpowers as the Flintstones and the Rubbles combined. I can BAM BAM BAM and knock the heck out of any evil-doer that crosses my path. I'm also a bowling god with my twinkle toes heading towards the alley with my plain white "rock" bowling ball. I also have a special gift of Finding Fruity Pebbles on sale at the local Wal-mart. I am also an Honored member of the Water Buffalo. Just Like my hero. Now all I can do is wait for the Jetsons to come and take me back to the Stone Age! Yab-ba-dab-ba-dooooo!

Wtc Air Is Clean? My Fucking Ass
She died of WTC poison Coating of dust doomed S.I. mom who is ruled new victim of 9/11 BY GREG B. SMITH and TRACY CONNOR DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITERS Felicia Dunn Jones, shown here in a 1991 photo with her family, has been declared the 2,750th victim of the World Trade Center bombing. A woman who was enveloped in toxic dust from the World Trade Center on 9/11 was declared the 2,750th victim of the terror attack yesterday - after the city medical examiner did an about-face and linked the noxious plume to her illness. The reversal means Felicia Dunn-Jones, a civil rights attorney from Staten Island who died five months after 9/11, will be recognized at the World Trade Center Memorial. It also opens the door for the families of others who fell mortally ill after contact with Ground Zero dust to demand they be included on the list of victims and at the memorial. "I would hope they would review all the police who got sick, including my son, and put their names on the mem

Erica Jong - The Long Tunnel Of Wanting You
...on of the most sensual poems EVER! The Long Tunnel of Wanting You From How to Save Your Own Life This is the long tunnel of wanting you. Its walls are lined with remembered kisses wet & red as the inside of your mouth, full & juicy as your probing tongue, warm as your belly against mine, deep as your navel leading home, soft as your sleeping cock beginning to stir, tight as your legs wrapped around mine, straight as your toes pointing toward the bed as you roll over & thrust your hardness into the long tunnel of my wanting, seeding it with dreams & unbearable hope, making memories of the future, straightening out my crooked past, teaching me to live in the present present tense with the past perfect and the uncertain future suddenly certain for certain in the long tunnel of my old wanting which before always had an ending but now begins & begins again with you, with you, with you. © Erica Mann Jong

Jesse Jackson Has A Heart-attack And Dies
One day in the future, Jesse Jackson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. "I don't know what to do here," says the devil. "You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves." Jesse thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing...Such was his fate in hell. "No," Jesse said. "I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long." The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All he did was swing

Night Auditor's Unite!
Rules for not pissing on the desk clerks cornflakes. 1.) If you are traveling a long distance, for pete's sake make a reservation in the place you expect to be tired of drivng in. 2.) When you make your reservation be understanding, you are not the only schmuck that will be tired and cranky when you get there. 3.)When you get to the hotel and your reservation doesn't meet with your expectations, be glad we didn't give your room away. 4.) If you got a discount for your room you had better expect to be treated far less like an individual and more like sheep for the slaughter. 5.) Bitching about your room or the hotel is insane you don't live in a place thats clean and well maintained. How would you react to me coming to your home and thinking you are a fleabag dirt monkey cuz your toilet clogged when I used it? 6.) If you expect to have a perfect stay at a hotel no matter where you go, You are a fucking moron. Shit Happens, and I don't think your day was really destroyed beca

Ásatrú / Odinists
"Some Odinists consider themselves to be Ásatrú, while others do not, nor are all Ásatrúar Odinists. Ásatrú is a polytheistic religion and the gods and/or goddesses that one chooses to worship or dedicate to among the Elder gods is a matter of individual choice and conscience. Odinism is included in the presentation of Ásatrú although not considered to be exactly the same thing. Heathen is another term that you will come across and refers to religious groups which are based on Northern European pre-Christian Pagan beliefs while Paganism is an even more general term. " "Asatru is the modern rebirth of the pre-Christian indigenous faith of the Norse peoples -- the ancestors of the Norwegians, Danes, Swedes, and Icelanders. This faith honored many Gods and Godesses, some of whose names are still familiar to us today, such as Thor, Odin and Freyja. The indigenous faith of Scandinavia, upon which Asatru is based, fell into shadow after the year 1100, with the advent of Christianity in No

Gnosticism
Some may question my inclusion of Gnosticism as a Pagan Tradition, but in truth it's tenets align more with the Pagan path than the Christian one. At least that's how it seems to me. I may be wrong but this is my page so... "Gnosticism is a concept of spiritual experience which has its roots in many religious practices and is not restricted to Christianity. It is also found in the Kabbalah of Judaism, the philosophy of NeoPlatonism, and in modern Iraq a small sect of peasants called Mandaeans (their word for 'knowers') still survives today. It is a belief system which considers the 'spiritual' world to be the real world and this material world but a product of the negative use of that spirituality. This is an obvious oversimplification and I ask your kind indulgence. Approach it openly and perhaps you will find your viewpoints amazingly expanded" "The word "gnosis" is derived from the Greek language, and means "knowledge of an intuitive nature; the intuitive comprehension of spir

Im In A Contest, Help Me
i did forgot that i was in a contest because i was not on for a week already in cherrytap.. for the reason that im not doing well at all.. it did start june 20 and its been a couple of days already.. if anyone wanted to help me, heres the picture..

Witchcraft
Most Wiccans call themselves Witches but not all Witches practice Wicca. There are many, many witches who consider Witchcraft and Wicca to be totally separate religions. "Witchcraft is a broad term used to describe many faiths. Also known as "wise craft" or "craft of the wise", Witchcraft is a peaceful, nature-based faith or path. Practitioners of Witchcraft or "witches" are often accused of devil worship due to the prevalence of misconceptions within the general public." "The witch was usually a midwife, healer, herbalist and/or wise-woman or man who fashioned their way of living around nature and the seasons. Most witches were skilled in the use of herbs and were quite adept at healing those that were ill. Today, modern witches seek the vast knowledge of the ancient wise women and men to return to a nature-focused way of life. " A Witch's Cauldron - http://www.pathcom.com/~newmoon/Homepage.htm Witches' League for Public Awareness - http://www.celticcrow.com/

Church Of All Worlds
Founded in 1962, and legally incorporated in 1968, CAW has a good claim on being the oldest legally incorporated Neo-Pagan organization in American. Taking much of its early inspiration from Robert A. Heinlein's 1961 science fiction novel, Stranger in a Strange Land, CAW now sees its mission as evolving "a network of information, mythology, and experience to awaken the divine within and to provide a context and stimulus for reawakening Gaia," and to create a tribal community that will be dedicated to the responsible stewardship of the Earth and evolution of consciousness. The Church of All Worlds is dedicated to "healing the separation between mind and body, men and women, civilazation and Nature, Heaven and Earth." It presents public rituals, festivals, and other events, and there are more than fifty local CAW chapters or "nests". It also publishes Green Egg, runs a teaching branch, Lifeways, and ecology branch, Forever Forests, and a research branch, The Ecosophical Research Associat

Celtic Traditionalism
This may not be a familiar term to many people, it consists of trying to reconstruct the beliefs and practices of the original Celtic people, as opposed to Druidic learnings, this tradition focuses more on the beliefs of the average Celtic man or woman. *Celtic Reconstructionism. Celtic Religion; what information do we really have? - http://www.unet.univie.ac.at/~a8700035/celtreli.html The Ancient Keltic Church is a religious organization dedicated to the rediscovery and revival of the pagan mystery faith of the ancient Celtic peoples, and the incorporation of this ancient faith into modern 20th century America. It was founded in 1976 by Ann and David Finnin as an experimental group called The Roebuck. The Roebuck: http://members.aol.com/akcroebuck/index.html "The Root Tradition of the Ancient Keltic Church" The Clan of Tubal Cain - http://members.aol.com/CTubalCain/

Green Witchcraft
"The central Green element of all Craft expression is the Goddess as undying, threefold, and associated with the earth, the moon, and the living (sacred) waters, and the God as undying, threefold, and associated with the earth, the sun, and the sky. As God of grain and solar phases, he is also the willing sacrifice who "dies"and is "reborn" in the Goddess in the yearly cycle of the seasons. God the Gatherer, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit is that concept of the Trinity dating back some 30,000 years to Shiva as the Threefold God. He is both the seed and the eternal energy of life. 'Green' is a somewhat generic term for the elements that can be found in herbal, natural, traditional, or family traditional Witchcraft, and it has great flexibility and variety. The Green elements can be adapted to those Ceremonial aspects you find appealing, and it forms the foundationlevel of the Odinist tradition (which is very restrictive on what elements are acceptable - Kabbalah and Tarot not b

Muahahahahahaaaaa Yea Buddyyyyy! Lol Well, Kinda Lol
You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself -- and now you see that lingering with this situation is really a waste of your time. Good for you -- now move on. Horoscope for June 23rd,2007 LOL!

Dj Bear Live In The No Limit Lounge
ADRENALINE MUSIC RADIO COME ROCK WITH MEDJ BEARIN THE HOTTEST CT LOUNGENO LIMIT LOUNGE(CLICK PIC FOR LOUNGE) (repost of original by '†DJ STORMY†~nWo~No Limit Lounge~Adrenaline Radio~' on '2007-06-24 11:21:17') (repost of original by 'Dj bear~Tonya's CT Husband~Adrenaline Radio No Limit Lounge' on '2007-06-24 11:25:00') (repost of original by 'Amber ~ nWo No Limit Lounge Security ~' on '2007-06-24 11:28:07')

Life
Well my life has been having its down more than its up right now. I suffered a major breakdown here last week and had to go to the er. I am ok now, but they put me on some medicines and I have to go back and see a regular doctor. I found out too that my boyfriends ex-wife never sent in the paperwork for their divorce and so we have no idea where she is at and we have to pay $485.00 to refile and not to mention we have to run a 4 week ad in the paper. i just wish this shit would end so that we can get married. if I ever see her, I would love to just slap the shit out of her. I know that isn't the christian thing to say or do and I am sorry, but that is how i am feeling right now. sorry if i offended anyone.

Motortickle Nonsense...
there is nothing like a riding a fast bike on a twisty road to clear the head...nothing... ok...well maybe sex, but since THAT ain't happening... that damned bike, it's a serious rush...better than any drug I've tried (and...well...that would include a fair few) and safer in the long run...now, i'm not going to say i was breaking any of the fine laws of the keystone state, but... ummm... hehehe... nice to know the bike can still do every bit of 160... it is a ticket machine though... ;-) *whistles and looks around...* No tickets today though... :D bike's in the garage ticking away the heat now and i'm back in my studio for another stab at a new song... feeling pretty damned good right now... music time. *cracks knuckles and heads for the drums...then the bass and then... ;D *

Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON

My Little Cousin.
By JOE D‘AQUILA People react after police remove the body of murder victim Ronnie Williams, 19, from the scene of a shooting yesterday on Stuyvesant Avenue in Trenton. (Jackie Schear photo)TRENTON — Police yesterday identified the city‘s 14th homicide victim of 2007 — shot dead in broad daylight in a neighborhood already beset with violence. They said the dead man was 19-year-old Ronnie Williams, but little else in the case was divulged. Williams‘ shooting death was the second in four days in Trenton, each coming only a block apart on Stuyvesant Avenue. Williams was found dead in a driveway between two homes at 2:42 p.m. Saturday, preceeded by the killing of 23-year-old Mickel Coates, gunned down in the 800 block of the street at 10:35 p.m. Wednesday. Police have not said whether either murder is gang-related or if there is a connection between the two, but they are investigating the possibility. One source who asked to remain anonymous has said that Williams was a

6 Signs Your Falling In Love
6 signs you're falling 4 someone: 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind..... Repost this as "6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the one who you answered to those questions will realize how much you mean to them tonite at 11:11

Finally
I know this will put some of you in shock, but I finally made an appointment to get my ankle checked by a second Dr. No, not a specialist, but this is the Dr I normally went to and I trust him. The Dr that handled it the first time was the only one freeat the time. So after all of you bugging me to go get another opinion, I finally am. Of course it was the pain I felt playing ball yesterday that convinced me lol

Love Is A Sickness
LOVE is a sickness full of woes, All remedies refusing; A plant that with most cutting grows, Most barren with best using. Why so? More we enjoy it, more it dies; If not enjoyed, sighing cries Heigh Ho! Love is a torment of the mind, A tempest everlasting; And Jove hath made it of a kind Not well, nor full, nor fasting. Why so? More we enjoy it, more it dies; If not enjoyed, sighing cries Heigh Ho!

Missing Her Today
I know its been over 7 months since she died, but I miss her. I hope you all have checked out the pics I put in of my cousin Sami. She died last November after fighting as hard as she could against cervical cancer. She died the night of her benfit we were having, with only the hospice nurse there to see her go. I made a new web page for my mom and her sisters Relay for Life team. I had to dig through some pictures and I found some of the most beautiful ones of her. I feel like I could just cry. Its not fair that she was taken away. She was only 25. But the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that she is watching over my kids now. They will always have her as their guardian angel. God, Sami, I miss you right now.

Voodoo Child (from The Archives)
VooDoo Child voodoo chld arms stretched to horizon's sun you're calling to him though he can only strain to hear each sound voodoo child elfin child skin pale from the moonlit sun and sof as velvet snow you see the world from a jungle-gym the eyes of a child voodoo child china doll the most chilling day was when the world felt your ice-green eyes, it's strong pillars shook and melted away voodoo child elfin doll until then, the world never loved it calls back to you "i want some more!" you answer, it trembles with fear you've made them mad with your riddle little vooddo child as you shake your head when they beg you to stay t redfearn c. 1984

This Old Soul
This OLD SOUL battled with The Roman Legions on the shores of Africa only to be felled by a Carthaginian arrow during the Second Punic War This OLD SOUL fought at Agincourt, where we were outnumbered four to one. Forced into battle and against all odds, we went on to annihilate the French and slaughter the flower of French nobility. This OLD SOUL stood against one of the greatest military leaders of the time - Duke William of Normandy. To die from archer’s arrows at Hastings. This OLD SOUL, killed by grapeshot, was at Trafalgar defeating Napoleon, ending his hopes of taking our beloved England. This OLD SOUL battled for a New Republic against the Great Empire, to die on the Battlefield of Yorktown, at wars end. This OLD SOUL fought to save that Republic, in The War Between The States. To die with thousands of Brothers at Gettysburg. This OLD SOUL fought and died on Flanders Fields, the slopes of Iwo Jima and a mound of dirt called “Hamburger Hill”. This OLD SOUL

Happiness Shall Be My Escape.....
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

Another Legend Gone
As many people are wrestling fans, it has come as a shock to all about the recent passing of Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy and son Daniel. However, before we start laying down the praises of how much Chris Benoit has meant to the fans of the wrestling world, we might want to take a look at what happened on the last day of the Benoit family life. According to police reports, Chris, Nancy and Daniel's deaths were caused by a double homicide - suicide, as in Chris Benoit killed his wife and son, then killed himself. To this day, I still mourn the early passing of Eddie Guerrero to heart failure. If this police report is true, I will not shed a tear for Chris Benoit, but I will mourn the lives he took in one shot, his wife Nancy, formerly known as Woman in the now defunct WCW, and his son Daniel, who did not deserve to leave this world so early. Yes, Chris Benoit was an exciting performer, and seeing him on the screen will be missed by many, but since he chose to kill other people, as

Askhole
Someone who asks many stupid, pointless, obnoxious questions. God! Jimmy is such an askhole. He won't stop asking me about my favorite [teletubby] and im about to smash him in the grill, kid. (hahahahahaha! i'm sure we all know one of these!)

Profundity
I doubt this is a revealtion But, for me to believe that there is one character trait specific to men ...would be out of character for me save for one... Men suffer from memeory loss They forget everything their spouses tell them relate emote to them Especially really beautiful profound moments Promises... t redfearn c. 1/7/07

Ct Bouncers
TOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS: I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS ABOUT SO DON'T ACT ALL STUPID LIKE YOU DONT. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Boun

Contest
Okay I am having a contest for the ones who rate me the most!!!!!! The winner will get an outstanding chance of a life time. That chance is to send me as many nude pictures as they want. Really the winner gets to be nude for just me. So start the ratings ladies preferred for this contest.

~ The Doors Live - Hollywood Bowl 1968 ~
The legendary rock group, The Doors, were at their musical peak when this concert footage was taken. Filmed live at the Hollywood Bowl in ... all » the summer of 1968, Jim Morrison and the band perform an extended version of "Light My Fire," plus ten of their other most love songs, taking a standing room only audience on an aural journey of mystical worlds and psychedelic experiences. 1 hr 2 min clipped from video.google.com

Undying Love
I got hit with the inspiration for this... Life's been up and down I have faced it all And now I know I'm getting my reward A week has almost passed Since I met you You've been so awesome You're just so perfect I didn't really see it coming Didn't know about the strong feelings But now that I do It's great to be loved I have only wanted one thing Since I've been alive And now I see what's ahead with your undying love

Ummm Something To Read
Our beginnings as a civilized people began before Rome or Athens were even started, or before any part of Europe was even civilized! Our civilization is over 4,300 years old. Anahuac was one of only three civilizations in the world that had their own independent origins and development. Anahuac was the civilization of corn. Sumeria was the Middle Eastern civilization of wheat. China was the civilization of rice. There were no other completely original civilizations in human history. All other civilizations of the world are branches of these root civilizations. We originated our own civilization on our land without the aid or influence of Europe, Asia, Africa, or any other part of the world. Our Anahuac civilization created and developed magnificence in art and architecture out of our own genius. We have so much to be proud of as the Nican Tlaca Mexica people of Anahuac, but we remain ignorant of this glory, or we devalue it by our mental enslavement to the Eurocentric thi

This Is Funny .... Poor Guy Hehe
A man, getting along in years, finds that he is unable to perform sexually. He goes to his doctor who tries a few things, but nothing seems to work. Finally, as a last hope, the doctor refers him to an African medicine man. The medicine man says, "I can cure this." With that said, he throws a white powder into a flame, and there is a Flash with billowing blue smoke. Then he says, "This is powerful healing but you can only use it once a year. All you have to do is say '123,' and it shall rise for as long as you wish!" The man then asks, "What happens when it's over, and I don't want to continue?" The medicine man replies, "When your partner can take no more sex and is completely raddled, all she has to say is '1234', and it will then go down. But be warned, the pork sword will not rise again for another year." The old gent rushes home, anxious to try out his new powers. That night he showers, shaves and smothers himself in aftershave. He slides into bed, cuddles u

Found 'louis' A Home
Got with DOD online yesterday and got 'Louis' into the VA retirment home here in the southern region. Friends of mine from the AF Reserve here in Asheville got him a flight there this morning. Legal action against the county here for the illegal seziure of his property is still pending. A little music for all the Agent Orange vets:

Bored Bored Bored(3 Words)
You have to use 3 words to answer each question. No more or No less. It's harder than you think. 1. Where is your cell phone?: on my desk 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?: uhm.. i'm single 3. Your hair?: in a bun 4. Where is your father? who really cares 6. Your favorite thing to do?: be with ryan 7. Your dream last night?: i dont remember 8. Your favorite drink?: ice cold water 9. Your dream car? already own it 10. The room you're in? the guest room 12. Your fears? heights. snakes. spiders 15. What you're not good at?: too many things 16. Muffins?: double chocolate chip 17. One of your wish list items?: a chocolate milkshake 18. Where did you grow up? Pasadena, California bitches 19. The last thing you did before this survey?: posted a blog 20. What are you wearing? shorts. shirt. panties 23. Your computer?: pisses me off 24. Your life?: is just lovely 25. Your mood? is really indescribable 26. Missing?

Hahaha
Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% p

"about Dragon’s.”
\"About Dragon’s.” The Origins of the Dragon. Webster\'s Dictionary: drag.on \'drag-en n dracon-, Draco serpent, Dragon, [fr.GK drakon; akin to OE torht bright, Gk derkesthai to see, Look at] 1 archaic: a huge serpent 2: a fabulous animal usually represented As a monstrous winged and scaly serpent or saurian with a crested head And enormous claws. Dragon (drag\'-on) n. a fabulous winged reptile Represented as breathing out fire and smoke. Dragons and similar mythical beasts are part of folklore or written Tradition in a wide range of cultures. Chinese traditions of dragons go Back over three millennia; ancient Greek myths have their dragons, as do Norse, European and American. In most cultures the dragon is almost always the embodiment of evil. A powerful beast to be vanquished by the inferior, but resourceful human hero. In particular in Babylonian, Egyptian, classical and Jewish myths dragons were destructive and symbolized chaos, while Christianity identified

You All Hear About This
WASHINGTON - The Senate subpoenaed the White House and Vice President Dick Cheney's office Wednesday, demanding documents and elevating the confrontation with President Bush over the administration's warrant-free eavesdropping on Americans. Separately, the Senate Judiciary Committee also is summoning Attorney General Alberto Gonzales to discuss the program and an array of other matters that have cost a half-dozen top Justice Department officials their jobs, committee chairman Patrick Leahy announced. Leahy, D-Vt., raised questions about previous testimony by one of Bush's appeals court nominees and said he wouldn't let such matters pass. "If there have been lies told to us, we'll refer it to the Department of Justice and the U.S. attorney for whatever legal action they think is appropriate," Leahy told reporters. He did just that Wednesday, referring questions about testimony by former White House aide Brett Kavanaugh, who now sits on the U.S. Court of Appeals for the Distric

The Rising
For many years I lie dormant within my casket Barely living, Breath taken from me each passing day Death is a blessing to some, but for me to rise up from the dead A special woman with understanding,devotion, & utmost honor must come my way. I painfully wait for that day to come, knowing that day will be eternal upon thee Knowing she who wakes me from amongst the ashes, of the blood stained streets will give life to me

Holiday Eating Tips
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It

Chris Benoit
Picture if you will, the last moments of his son's life. The staging area is his son's bedroom. Benoit comes in, and puts his son into a choke hold. The son first thinks that Daddy is playing as they used to do all the time. But, all of a sudden, the grip goes from firm, but harmless to very tight. He begins gasping for air. Terrified, he looks around the room, and all he sees are posters and pinups of his own dad all over his wall. THere are Chris Benoit action figures all over the room. He idolizes his dad, and now his dad is killing him. There is no worse betrayal than this. http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/2007/more/06/25/wrestler.dead.ap/index.html?cnn=yes Here's 2 snips from this article. [quote]When a co-worker who usually travels with Benoit called him later from the Houston airport, Benoit told the co-worker his wife, Nancy, was throwing up blood and that his son, Daniel, also was throwing up. Benoit said he thought it was food poisoning, according to WWE.[/quote]

Vote For Me :)
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=1766651619 OK for some reason the link doesn't work from here, but I find if you copy this and open a new window and past in the address bar...it will take you there. This is my first contest on CT for me so HELP!! :) Vote by commenting many many times on my pic in that link!! THANKS MY LOVING PEEPS!!! MUAH!!!

Strawberry Shortcake
2 cups flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/3 cup butter, cold and cut into chunks 7/8 cup milk Serve with: creme filling, confectioners sugar, strawberries and strawberry sauce, a sprig of mint for garnishing Mix and sift together dry ingredients. Working shortening with fingertips or a pastry cutter as you would make a pie crust or biscuits. Work quickly and keep everything cold. And liquid gradually and blend only enough to make a soft dough. Turn out onto a lightly floured board. Roll lightly to 1/2" thickness.

Abstain
What can I say....paint causes funny things in men!!! A couple wanted to join the church. The pastor told them, "We have a special requirement for new member couples. You must abstain from sex for one whole month." The couple agreed and after two-and-a-half weeks returned to the church. When the Pastor ushered them into his office, the wife was crying and the husband was obviously very depressed. "You are back so soon... Is there a problem?", the pastor inquired. "We are terribly ashamed to admit that we did not manage to abstain from sex for the required month", the young man replied sadly. The pastor asked him what happened. "Well, the first week was difficult...however, we managed to abstain through sheer willpower. The second week was terrible, but with the use of prayer, we managed to abstain. However, the third week was unbearable. We tried cold showers,prayer, reading from the Bible...anything to keep our minds off carnal thoughts. But, one

Poetry I Had To Rewrite Dammit
i became addicted, i faltered, i was weak, i gave into you, that's what you were waiting for me to do, melanchaly replaced love, adoring you turned into hate, playing with my emotions feels like being raped, i ask"why me?" you say"why not" i see red, i won't stop , until i fuck you up

Newst Poems
IS THIS REAL? i've been having such a hard time you were always there but only as a friend what changed u say u love me is this real i feel like i'm dreaming you say u have more to say i want to know now dont make me wait u make me so happy can this be real i'm falling for you will you catch me i dont want to get hurt anymore save me from the pain hold me close keep me safe is this real i feel for u you caught me.... YOU LEFT ME you said you loved me where did you go u stoped saying it now you barly talk to me what did i do i guess i'm not good enough or maybe i'm too good for you should i end it now you left me would you even notice would you care that i'm gone were you ever really there i think its time for me to go WILL IT EVER END i want to be happy i want the pain to end you said you wouldnt hurt me why did you lie i trusted you you wont even talk to me am i as invisable as you make me feel it seems like you don

More On Gypsy (june 28th)
Just thought I'd tell you the latest about Gypsy, I got this from Renate earlier today: Gidday All Here is an update on this long-winded saga of my recently diagnosed, pancreatic cancer Am trying to answer every e-mail each 'letter' well wishes ...A Candle has been lit in my honour and I have to say....I am very deeply touched I started on my Chemo blast on Thursday... The next one is due this coming Friday.... The every Friday for 9 weeks... The a double whammy of a mixture of Chemo & Radio therapies for 3 weeks.... Followed by just radio for another 3 weeks... The entire process takes around 15 wks after which I get to have a 3 week break... Holidays.... Whooooo-Hooooooo... Lmaooooo... Then if the following CAT scan proves that the regime` is doing it's job....I get to start the while 15 week course allllll over again.. I have also done the organ donation thing so that my kids wont be asked that when the time arrives... I'm not being a pessamist... But I am being

Another Survey
1. real name:ELIWINE2. nickname:ELLY3. single or taken:IT'S COMPLICATED4. zodiac sign: GEMINI5. male or female:LET ME CHECK..HMMMMM....FEMALE6. elementary:MY DEAR WATSON7. middle:TICKLISH THERE8. high:NO THANK YOU9. eye color:BROWN10. hair color:BROWN11. long or short:JUST PAST THE SHOULDERS NOW12. are you health freak:IM A HEALTHY FREAK...DOES THAT COUNT?13. height:5'2"14. do you have a crush on someone:VERY MUCH SO15. do you like yourself:LOOOOOOOOVE MYSELF

I Get Scared
I get scared sometimes when men move quick to touch my body before my heart or soul. I know, I know, that’s just the way it is… but sometimes I feel small like a child in a dark closet hoping the boogie man won’t find me. What can I say? I get scared.

I Got My Studio Working Kinda
Ok so I finally got around to getting my studio working, it is not perfect but at least I can get some stuff down. As soon as I get something decent laid down I will upload it here so all of you can enjoy my music....or utterly hate it your choice!

Show My Angel Some Love
Please take a minute to hit up my friend Sonya. She's halfway to godfather so please show her some love. Click her link below to Fan/add/rate her Luscious¢¾Mami of Club F.A.R. @ CherryTAP

Far Away
"Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you

Cradle Of Filth-no Time To Cry
It's just a feeling I get sometimes A feeling Sometimes And I get frightened Just like you I get frightened too but it's... (no no no) No time for heartache (no no no) No time to run and hide (no no no) No time for breaking down (no no no) No time to cry Sometimes in the world as is you've Got to shake the hand that feeds you It's just like Adam says It's not so hard to understand It's just like always coming down on Just like Jesus never came and What did you expect to find It's just like always here again it's... (no no no) No time for heartache (no no no) No time to run and hide (no no no) No time for breaking down (no no no) No time to cry Everything will be alright Everything will turn out fine Some nights I still can't sleep And the voices pass with time And I keep [repeat] No time for tears No time to run and hide No time to be afraid of fear I keep no time to cry (no no no) No time for heartache (no no no) No time to run and hide

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What Are You ??
ody: Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are. JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Eas

Stuff Thats Happened
For those that read this I was in a horrible car accident june 1st.My spine was broken a rib my right hand badly hurt and I had to have surgery.My mom was killed in that accident and I miss her so much.Enough about that cause if I dwell on it to long I will start crying.Yeasterday I took my boyfriend to get a dog.She is a beauty and so sweet.Anyways thats it for now.

I'm Sorry
I’m sorry for what I’ve done I’m sorry for what I tried to do I’m sorry for putting everything on the line I’m sorry for loving you I’m sorry I’m not good enough I’m sorry your days are black I’m sorry I disappoint you I’m sorry you don’t love me back.

Pens Get A Steal In The Draft
PITTSBURGH (AP) - The Pittsburgh Penguins supposedly couldn't get a possible impact player, not in this draft. Not drafting No. 20, a pick so low it usually yields a prospect who requires years of development. So why was first-rounder Angelo Esposito talking Tuesday of possibly playing this season with these Penguins, who already have some of the NHL's best young scoring talent in Sidney Crosby, Evgeni Malkin and Jordan Staal? The Penguins, bad enough for so many years to get a run of early and exceptional draft picks, perhaps got a little bit lucky this time when Esposito fell to them. Esposito, who led his Quebec Remparts junior team to the Memorial Cup championship at age 17 in 2006, was the top-rated North American prospect by the NHL's scouting bureau as late as February. Going into the draft, he was No. 8. But as the draft unfolded Friday night, Esposito became one of those players who keeps falling and falling, for no apparent reason - much like Brady Quinn in this NFL

Cincinnati
bitch i'm from cincinnati bitch i'm from cincinnati bitch i'm from cincinnati we forever thuggin baby x2 i'm well read i'm well toured but i'm from the city where we get in on the floor fuck round wind up dead just ti when he came by 3 of his psc got popped and died tried to make it rain but we showed ya'll who reigned ridin down I75 unloaded dem 45's ya may be the king in da atl but ya ain't holdin the crown down round here i rep for avondale to bond hill glendale to west hills up in da w.c. slaning pills colerain aint' gotta say a damn thing forest park where they make dem guns spark covington n newport short vine to main central to liberty ave it's all the same bitch i'm from cincinnati x4 we forever thuggin baby i rep da 513 lil city with a big mouth reppin da midwest on da edge of the south welcome to o hi o we got our on you 859 to the 812 937 we do this for you we ain't waitin no more comin fully load fixin to pull a kick doe take

Florida Move....
i am moving to florida in about 3 months...i am taking myself and both of my kids...my family is really pissed off at me for the move and are either being totall assholes or they just arent talking to me..i only told one person in my family about the move and that was my mom and she said it was up to me to tell the rest of the family...then my dad jumped to conclusions and told everyone else so i didnt get a chance to tell them in my own way which is beyond being fucked up..i talked to my grams about 2 weeks ago and she had told me that she had bought my 5 year old daughter Kylie an " Eloise" dvd...well when she came up last weekend she gave it to my mom..i mean i can take the attitude and snide remarks at me..but them being assholes to my lil girl..thats fucked up...i mean its not like they arent going to ever see us again...they made airplanes for a reason!!! I just dont understand how they could be like this...its not like them being assholes to me and my kids is going to make me wa

Friday Night...and I Am On The Computer?!?!?
Well...Looks like a fun night. ROFL!!! So I am sitting here on the computer and watching the movie "Clueless"....OMG what a pathetic way to start the weekend. Hit me up people...I am bored!!!

The Unforgiven
Every demon has his/her days... The time in which they've committed so much wrong in they're lives even though they're considered Demons by soul they have human bodies... if god has shunned us who else can we cry out to our hearts our prayers who will hear our cries for hope an love? rightful justice?....are we alone now that god has turned his back on us?..... The dark lord Lucifer king of the underworld lord of destruction has he a job for me? for the fallen Engels of heavens army? if so can he give me what i seek?...Why must i commit so much the hate i endure the pain i ingest promises ive made some ive kept only to have them broken by the other while others i could not keep. I wander looking searching trying to find what ive been missing a part of me? a part fragment of my soul my essence? what are you where have you been? you complete me you fill the void make the pain go away your laugh your sense of humor is it you i was meant to find?...... Ive done so much bad in

Meet Your Master
"Meet Your Master" Bow down in position Against the polished steel This is something different You'll like the way this feels No time for asking questions No time for wondering We've had enough of you now You've heard everything You want to play a new game You put on this blindfold You do what we tell you You do as you're told Used to be the leader Now comes the time to serve Maybe we'll show some mercy Maybe you'll get what you deserve Countdown to the end, but make it go faster This is your disaster Countdown to the end, but make it go faster Come on down, my friend It's time to meet your master You've left quite a mess here under your stewardship You thought you figured it out but you'll find your place in this You think its so convincing, you think you see the truth Give us so many things, now who's got time for you Countdown to the end, but make it go faster This is your disaster Countdown to the end, but make it go faster Come on down, my fr

Kinky Turn On
You scored as Biting, When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100% Bondage67% Whips50% Chains/Handcuffs42% Blood8% Blind Folds0% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Hello People
just wanted to say sorry i havent been on that much, i can only get my computer on the weekends so if i dont reply back that soon please dont b mad. i will as soon as i get on. i miss yall when im not on.

Deathly Demonic
i stand here feeling all neglected was i ever loved? for now i am standing all alone in the midst of all this happiness there is one unhappy soul me with the pain of being forgotten with the humiliation of being left once again but why? why should i feel humiliation and pain? you are the ones who should be hurting, not me for i was always just, always kind never had a hurtful word for anybody but when you hurt me i hurt back keep that in mind for the next time you make such a stupid decision here i am increasing the dose as the days go by for i love i love so much that it hurts to breathe when i wasn't with him as i do now for he loves me unlike you, he cares he takes care of me when i cry he doesn't avoid my gaze like you do he takes me into his arms and waits until the storm subsides he whispers that it's going to be alright because he's here to stay hoave you ever once thought to do anything like that? have you actually ever thought that of you actually c

Poached Apricots With Mascarpone Cream
During the warmer months, I like to serve fruit for dessert, and this recipe will work for almost any summer fruit. In place of apricots, you could use peaches, pears, or plums. I dressed up this recipe with a dollop of mascarpone cream, a drizzle of fresh raspberry coulis and a sprinkling of toasted sliced almonds. For a busy weekday meal though, you could simply serve the poached fruit over a slice of angel food or pound cake. Serves 4 8 Fresh, Ripe Apricots 2 Cups White Wine (I Used Pinot Grigio) 1 Cup Sugar 1 Tablespoon Lemon Juice 1 Cup Heavy Cream 1 Cup Mascarpone Cheese At Room Temperature 3 Tablespoons Powdered Sugar 1 Cup Fresh Raspberries 2 Tablespoons Sugar 1/4 Cup Toasted Sliced Almonds Place the wine, lemon juice and sugar in a shallow saucepan and bring to a boil, then reduce to a simmer. Using a sharp knife, cut a circle around the apricots and then pull apart carefully. Remove the pit, and place the apricots cut side down in the

A Rant From Mbj
I not a Criminal! Maybe a Bank Robber and Jewel Thief, but not a Gas Thief! Gas Stations make me fell like one! I hate gas stations that make you pay before you pump. I'll put the nozzle up and go somewhere else before I get gas from them. They make you fell like a damn criminal! 95% of us are good Americans, why do we have to put up with such crap. If you go in and pay, for instance $30, so you've paid them and you get to $29.50 faster than it takes to go from $29.50 to $30, what the Hell is up with that. Most Stations I let know that I will not give them my business simply because of that reason.

It's The Final Countdown!!!
Omg...I can't believe that song just got stuck in my head. Curses!!!! But it really is. Only a couple more hours guys...and I'll officially be 21...for the second time! ha...right so 22...yeah. My mom laughed at me. She's funny. Hilarious....not I'm just waiting for the boyfriend to get home so we can uh...celebrate. Tomorrow is pretty much for the fam except at night. I have every intention of getting wasted. Not really, I just wanna have fun. ok guys...wish me luck :)