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Love And Men
How is it that a man can ask me to marry him and say that my and I are his world and then turn around and leave me so suddenly? Then tell me that I never meant anything to him after I go out to the bar and have some fun. I mean I was dancing with another man but at that point he had already left me a week earlier. I have been trying to pretend that I am ok but I'm not I'm so far from being ok. I went from planning a wedding one second to being single the very next second.

Cellar Father Refuses To Explain
Cellar father refuses to explain Mr Fritzl will undergo a series of psychiatric and psychological tests. Josef Fritzl, the Austrian man who is accused of keeping his daughter captive in a cellar for 24 years, refuses to answer further questions, police say. They said he had signed a statement admitting imprisoning and raping his daughter and fathering her seven children, but refuses to explain. The daughter, Elisabeth, has told police she was sexually abused even before being incarcerated. The case of the 73-year-old Josef Fritzl has drawn world media attention. Describing the "abominable events" as linked to one individual case, Austria's Chancellor Alfred Gusenbauer said he planned to launch an image campaign to restore the country's reputation abroad. Psychiatric tests Franz Prucher, head of police in Lower Austria, said police would be investigating whether Mr Fritzl had committed any further crimes. "We have to bring light to every aspect of

Open Letter To Witches
I do not know what tradition you follow. That does not matter. Indeed, for all I know, you may not follow any of the traditions. You may be one of those that, for whatever reason, must worship by "feel' rather than through any formal coven training or participation. But whoever you are, and however you worship, all that matters to me is that you hold true to the Goddess and the God. My purpose in writing this letter is to enjoin your aid in destroying that which cripples our Craft. Dissension is the disease. It is not a cancer, for it can be cured; and, as with most herbal cures, the best treatment is that administered internally. Friend, help spread the Brotherhood and Sisterhood of the Craft. Do not seek to establish a scale of Wicca purism, (for no two Witches will ever agree on the relative positions on the scale of even their own tradition.) There is no one religion for all people, and THERE IS NO ONE TRADITION FOR ALL WITCHES! Let this be understood, and accepted. Choose

Re: Check Out Zappa Plays Zappa On Kpbs-tv...
RE: Check out Zappa Plays Zappa on KPBS-TV... ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dweezil Zappa Date: 30 Apr 2008, 21:13 Hello Friends,As you may or may not be aware, we here in "Zappaland" are busily preparing for another exciting Zappa Plays Zappa tour filled with new material as well as some old favorites. Before we hit the road again we will be releasing the Zappa Plays Zappa DVD from the 06 inaugural tour. The DVD is available at last in stores now and will be available as a 2 disc set and as a special fan pack that includes both DVD discs plus audio (3) CDs of the same material. A single compilation audio CD will also be available separately. It's in stores now!Another exciting development is the fact that public television affiliates will be airing a special One Hour show from the ZPZ DVD as one of their highly acclaimed pledge shows in dozens of markets across the US. The first market to take the leap will be Southern California. On May 3rd I

Re: Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11
RE: Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Apr 2008, 13:53 Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11 An Arizona state Senator who went public with questions over the official government version of events on 9/11 has provided further details of her position and why she chose to make her views known. http://www. infowars. net/articles/april2008/290408Johnson. htm

Breast Cancer
APRIL 24, 2008 (Day 19) I am feeling so much better today than yesterday. I felt like such a dope yesterday, had about 4 breakdowns at work. I just couldn't help it. My mind was racing all over the place. It's that unknowing again. Just tell me straight up good or bad. Waiting I found out, just isn't my cup of tea. But, on a good note...the guys at work bought me flowers to cheer me up. It was so unexpected and so greatly appreciated. I suppose I needed those breakdowns to gain some headway and strength. I slept well last night and my breast for the first time didn't ache when I got up this morning. Relief.... Dr. Mudge's office called last night and moved my appointment up from 2pm to 11:15am tomorrow which makes me feel alot better. The faster I know and can tackle this, my mind will be alittle more at ease. (amazing how the mind can get the best of you, emotionally and mentally) Feeling: I feel decent, well-rested and it's going to be a good day.

Goodbye My Love
Love, what is love? Love is the smile on his face Love is the twinkle in his eyes Love is the way my heart skips a beat whenever he’s around Love is the way he’s always on my mind Love is my need for him, my passion, my hunger, my desire. He came into my life like a feather on the wind So quiet and unassuming but a picture of beauty He shared with me his thoughts and dreams We laughed and joked and flirted and teased He fell for me and I fell for him Two hearts wanting each other but miles apart. He not only meant the world to me but when he was close he was my world My sun, my moon, my stars. In my sleep I held him close, kissed him, loved him, comforted him In those moments neither time, nor distance nor the world could tear us apart It is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all That’s what they say. To have felt love to have been able to taste it, feel it That feeling where every moment shared is more precious than the last Where time stands s

Payback Time Family
IT'S PAY BACK TIME MY GIT-R-DONE FAMILY THE CONFEDERATE FAMILY ONLY NEEDS 3,500 COMMENTS TO GET A BLING PACK I TOOK IT UPON MYSELF TO PIMP THEM OUT THEY BEEN THERE FOR US...LETS GIT-R-DONE FOR THEM CLICK THE PIC U KNOW WHAT TO DO! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original@ fubar

Love Is A Sickness
Love is a sickness It infects your entire heart Your whole being The smallest infirmity of all time The very essence of you Transforms as the disease takes Form within Mass multiplying The hand that cradles your heart Tenderly as it may hold it Can grasp tightly enough to never let go Too tight, and your heart will break Love is freedom Love is chains, looped and linked You are free to kiss, feel, hug Yet are bound to your soulmate with unearthly ties Love is a sickness An infection With no antedote No cure May I never be relieved of love!

You All Are Wonderful
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE QUICK RESPONSE TO COMING TO MY SIDE AND HELPING ME LEVEL. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND EVERY TIME I LEVEL WANT TO CRY WITH JOY BECAUSE I HAVE FOUND SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS ALL MY LOVE LilBabyBi@ fubar

Fiorentina 0-0 Rangers (0-0)
Fiorentina 0-0 Rangers (0-0) Rangers win 4-2 on penalties By Clive Lindsay Kevin Thomson (right) was back from suspension Ten-man Rangers edged into the Uefa Cup final after a dramatic penalty shoot-out victory over Fiorentina. The Italians dominated and Sasa Papac cleared Mario Alberto Santana's clever backheel off the goalline. Adrian Mutu and Christian Vieri also went close, while Steven Whittaker forced a good save at the other end. Daniel Cousin was sent off in extra time, but the tie ended goalless and Nacho Novo fired the vital winner after Vieri fired over the crossbar. And that took Rangers to their first European final since they lifted the Cup-Winners' Cup in 1972. The scene had been set for Rangers to follow Dick Advocaat to the City of Manchester Stadium on 14 May, the former Ibrox boss having earlier led Zenit St Petersburg to their first European final with a 4-0 hammering of Bayern Munich. Signs were good at the Stadio Artem

Re: Fiorentina 0 Rangers 0 (rangers Win 4-3 On Pens)
RE: Fiorentina 0 Rangers 0 (Rangers win 4-3 on pens) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 01 May 2008, 23:27 Rangers are through to the UEFA Cup final after an astonishing penalties win over Fiorentina in Italy.The 10-man Light Blues were battered for 120 minutes at the Stadio Artemio Franchi and mustered barely a handful of chances to score themselves.Even after sub Daniel Cousin was sent off, they hung on to draw 0-0 and take the match to spot-kicks against all the odds.They fell behind when Barry Ferguson's effort was saved but Neil Alexander stopped Fabio Liverani's shot to make it 2-2 with two kicks left.And after Christian Vieri then fired over the upright, Nacho Novo rolled in the winner to seal a place at the City of Manchester Stadium on May 14.It was one of the most incredible nights in Rangers' history and right up with the very best of them.Zenit St Petersburg lie in wait now for the Ibrox club in their first European fi

I Am So Tired And Worn Out.
OMFG, I am so tired and sore! I have been moving my daughter all day long and then moved my office into her old bedroom. I am about to get in the shower and crash in bed. I have had a very long day. I am heading to the cabin tomorrow afternoon and probably won't be on here tomorrow and through the weekend so enjoy people! Good night! kisses and love ~ciao~

Thank Freaking God
I thank God that this week is over and that there is only one more week left pf this class. I'm so fucking irritated at people in my class it's killing me. Certain people can't handle an observation that was made about the class as a whole and suddenly I'M the one with issues. I so want to tell this bitch to kiss my ass but I can't because of school policy. And thanks to the dissent that is going on among he ranks, we get to take our midterm in class instead of online and it isn't going to be easy. All because of some fucking drama that was caused last night. I love what I have learned in this class but am SO done with most of the assholes that share the school. Ugggh I hate stupid people!!

Sex Slave Application
SEX SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: PHONE NUMBER: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? TOYS? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

Help Me Level Because Liz Loves Me
SHOW SOME LUV FUBAR!!! Dj Army Medic Purrfect Sin/Fu Luv Bomb Squad Please stop by and FAN, RATE and ADD my sexy friend. He also needs help leveling!!! He is a terrific person and a great friend!!! So come on FUBAR show him some love and he and I will both return the favor!!! Lots of Love from your Family!!!! Fu Luv Bomb Squad Purrfect Sin Lounge PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* Chief of GD@Purrfect Sin-OWNED BY TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -ICY&@ fubar

The Week That Was.
Well, let's see. Think it's time for an update. Life is still hectic. Next week is going to be another really hectic week. Got some VIPs coming in, and guess who gets to play chauffeur. Yeah, you are right, me. This week was kind of interesting weather wise. Monday and Tuesday, it was over 100 degrees Fahrenheit, but with sandstorms. Wednesday, we had personnel who were supposed to fly out, but couldn’t leave post due to a sandstorm. Thursday, the high was only about 85, but had a MAJOR sandstorm. At one point, I was getting ready to walk to a meeting, walked out of my section, and out the hallway, turned around and walked back in. My supervisor, the one who just took over being my supervisor, asked me why I was back. I told her, because I couldn’t see but about 15 feet. Well, someone in my section was brilliant, and opened the backdoor to look out, and the entire room filled with sand in about 2 seconds. The storm was the worst one I have seen yet. Then Friday m

Take Note...
THE RULES: 1) I am not your hunny, cutie, babydoll, or sweetie. 2) My name is AMO, please use it. 3) I don't want to watch you jerk off to me. If you want to do it, that's your business, but that doesn't mean I have to, or even want to watch. 4) What pictures are up, are the pictures you get. 5) Do not, I repeat, DO NOT lie to me. I'm smart and observant and more often then not, I WILL FIND OUT. 6) Respect goes a long way. Try it sometime. 7) Talk to me. I love new friends. I won't turn you away unless you give me a reason. 8) Of course mistakes and misunderstandings happen and that's just fine, but don't repeat the same ones over again. 9) I'm a Class A bitch, model, ego maniac, beauty, blah, blah, blah. 10) If you have a Myspace, you should ask before adding me, I accept most requests, if I feel you are worth pressing accept. At least say hi.

Take A Wide
Now that fur is starting to become fashionable once again, a lady donned her full-length mink and went to the Mall. She was stopped by an animal rights activist, "Look Lady, do you know how many animals had to die in order to make that coat?" she demanded. "And do you know how many animals I had to screw to get it?" sneered the fur wearer back. Bill's friend Harry went into a nightclub and saw a gorgeous honey sitting by herself at the bar, so he asked her to dance. She agreed and they took to the dance floor for a slow one. While they were cheek to cheek, Harry said, "You really smell terrific. What's that you have on?" The flattered girl told him it was Channel #5. Then wanting to return the compliment, she said, "You smell good, too. What is it that you have on?" Honest Harry replied: "Well, I've got a hard on, but I didn't think you could smell it." The following scenario took place in a courtroom, and the questioning was of a

Phantom Pain
Around, all around, the storm clouds gather. My dread grows as the headsman's axe falls against my naked soul. It wounds me, and darkly my essence drips to the cold, uncaring tombstones. In agony I fall limply while the Reaper surrounds me. Now alone, my cascade of tears falls upon bleeding eyes This is your love

My Oath To You
"MY OATH TO YOU" Dear Friend, When you are sad, ...I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. When you are blue, ...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile, ...I'll know you finally got laid. When you are scared, ...I will rag you about it every chance I get. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. When you are confused, ...I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have. When you fall, ..I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath, ..I pledge 'till the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend! Send this poem to ten of your closest friends (or else you will have bad luck and go to hell) and get depressed because you realize you only have two friends, and one of them is not speaking to

Itchy Chesticles And Random Thoughts....
I have no idea what the chuff is going on, but I've broken out in some sort of hive-type thing around my chesticle/neck area. It's quite perplexing really. I've never been allergic to anything and I don't believe I've come into any brand new substances today. Maybe I've become allergic to myself. Isn't that just lovely. I have to admit, I have no idea what the sweet hell I'm doing. Not just some of the time, but ALL of the time. I think I do a pretty good job of faking it though. It seems a lot of people find me incredibly competent at most things, but little do they know that I am completely clueless and terminally confused about 97.4% of the time. Either I do a REALLY good job, or everyone else is just colossally stupid. I'm leaning toward the second choice.

Watch What You Say It May Come Back To Haunt
so... earlier this week i had announced i was "killing off family" i meant it. but i didn't mean real life family. Jay... i'll miss your grumpy snarl, wit and wisdom. noone could ever cultivate mushies like you did, bud and other stuff. you stinkin hippie. i'll miss your crazy big fat suspenders (you said theyre not braces) lol you're back with your bonnie now and forever. sleep well

Men
This makes so much sense whether you are single, dating or married..... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregn

Getting Out
Actually got out of the house for awhile last night... amazing I know. Spent a few hours at the park with a friend just talking about anything and everything.. then we went to get a bite to eat. Was a really good evening. :) Hopefully there will be lots more of them.

Cats Are Away, Mice Will Play
“OK, honey, see you then,” Samantha says sweetly. She pulls the cordless phone from her right ear and holds it with one hand, hitting the “off” button with a thumb. “He won’t be home for at least an hour,” she whispers to me and throws the phone on the bed. She bends down and kisses me, long and hard on the lips, then begins to ride my cock again. She had it in her the whole time she talked with her fiancé. Sam’s a brown-eyed beauty with medium long luscious brown hair. Her mouth is soft. Her taste is sweet. Her hair teases my chest. Her smell overwhelms me even after she has gone. Sam told me that at night when she gives in to her fiancé, she thinks about me fucking her. To the point of biting her lip before calling out my name… I laugh to myself and give in to the lust, grabbing her hips and pushing back up against her down thrust, sinking my shaft deep into her steaming hole. “Ughhhh,” she moans. From this position, at headboard of the bed Sam shares with her fiancé, I ca

Witnesses: Sox-yankees Spat Preceded N.h. Killing
NASHUA, N.H. -- After a Red Sox-Yankees argument spilled outside a bar, a Yankee fan aimed her car at a group of people to scare them and didn't brake, hitting and killing a man, authorities and witnesses said. The Yankees fan, Ivonne Hernandez, was arraigned Monday on reckless second-degree murder and drunken driving charges and was held without bail. She did not enter a plea. Hernandez, 43, was speeding early Friday toward a small group that included the man, Matthew Beaudoin, 29, and never hit her brakes, a prosecutor said Monday. "She accelerated at a high speed for about 200 feet. She went directly at this group of people," prosecutor Susan Morrell said. "She indicated to police that she wanted to scare this group of people. She thought they would get out of the way." Beaudoin died of massive head trauma at a hospital, Morrell said. Hernandez, of Nashua, was arrested at the scene. She said she had been drinking and refused to take a breath-alcohol test, said Morrell

A Poem Of Mine
DREAMER,,,,,,,I WAS ONCE A DREAMER NOW I FEAR MY DREAMS ARE JUST DREAMS TO WISH TO DREAM IS NOT MEANT FOR ME I FEAR MY HEART MY SOUL WILL BE LOST AS I DREAM ALONE IN THIS WORLD TO ROME ALONG ,NO DREAMS FOR ME ILL DREAM ALONE I SEE NO LIGHT TO GUIDE ME THROUGH THE LONG DARK NIGHTS JUST MY FEAR OF DREAMING MY DREAMS ALONE TO TAKE THIS PATH I KNOW I WALK IT ALONE TO HAVE A DREAM AND TO FEAR THE UNNONE ALONE ,ONE DAY I HAD BIG DREAMS AND NOW THERE GONE I CRAVE THE LIFE TO BE LOVED TO BE FREE TO DO WHATEVER ,AND NOW IM SO ALONE MY DREAMS FADEING FAST AND I SEE THEM CRASH AND BURN DREAMERS DREAMS THE UNKNOWN THE PATH WERE DO I BELONG IN MY DREAMS THE WIND WISHPERS TO ME YOUR NOT ALONE BE STRONG DREAMS COME TRUE AND YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE .

Last Button
Hate flowing into my bones I want to hurt you so bad keep throwing sticks and stones all you do is make me mad The end is near for you my foe And soon you will be gone Im about to let my anger show Gonna take you one on one Pack your things and move away Lincoln isnt a safe place But should you feel you want to stay Prepare to meet your ultimate disgrace Im not the one who runs and hides you cower like a bitch I just want to remove your insides get rid of this fucking itch Days have numbers as do yours dont know when youll see me But I ALWAYS do my chores a promise you will see Its not that I care what you think because to me it all means nothing after some time the body will stink because you pushed my final button

Living And Learning...
you meet someone on line and you think, wow that person is nice, you im them for awhile and then you are talking on the phone. they say everything that you want to hear, know all that you desire. they give you this nice little nickname that when you hear it it makes you smile. then one day you meet them, already half in love, then you look into their eyes and you know that you are beyond help. they treat you so nicely, act as if they really care. and when you separate from each other after spending time you feel as though you are drifting on air...eagerly you await word from them, surely they care? so finally you break down and call them and you feel as though you are only bothering them. as the days pass by you hear less and less, the conversation isn't hardly there, and finally you see someone else where you used to be on their page, so when you become upset and ask them about it they blow up on you and quit talking to you completely, only to reappear out of nowhere just a few days l

I Promise
Will I always be there for you When you need someone Will I be that one you need Will I do all my best to To protect you When the tears get near your eyes Will I be the one that's by your side Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night Will i keep the rain from fallin down into your life I promise, I promise I promise I will Will I take tender care of you Take your darkest night And make it bright for you Will I be there to make you strong And to lean on When this world has turned so cold Will I be the one that's there to hold Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life I promise, I promise I promise, I promise I promise I will, yeah (Repeat 1) And I love you more every day And nothing will take that love away When you need someone I'll promise I'll be there for you There for you Will I be there when you call me in the middle

Somtimes I Wanna..........
Sometimez when I'm alone I Cry. Cause I am on my own. The tearz I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form. I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. I would cry amoung my treasured friend. but who you know that stops that long. to help another carry on. The world moves fast. and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see whut makez one Cry. so painful and sad. And sometimez... I Cry and no One carez about Why..

Rules For Women Motorcycle Passengers
Rules for female passengers. 1. If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your going to go for a ride go with the nicest bike he's the one who is least likely to crash and kill you. If he has a nice bike he's probably been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all going to laugh at you. Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If you're FAT! Save yourself some embarrassment and save us the aggravation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz "YOU'RE FAT BITCH!!!! We can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5. If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsibility to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! We have to go first. No one else knows how to get where we are going... (Right guys?) 7. Showing

Motherfucking Ding!
THAT'S RIGHT! I GOT ARAEA TO FUCKING 70 LAST NIGHT! Phil grinded the last 4 bars with me =] it was like when we were courting and he helped me to 40! I went to the island of Quel'danas, too! and did dailies! Now i need gear and a flying mount =P

A Book Of Memories
Hidden in the attic, all the way upstairs, is something very special, that I would like to share. My hopes, my dreams, old photographs, of good times and bad times that make me laugh. The joy of a hug, the thrill of a kiss, leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss. I cry for the fun, and giggle for the pain, I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain. The thoughts and wishes, they all stay with me, all of these contained in my book of memories.

Just Whats Going On
I have made a lot of friends here on and I really look forward to hearing from everybody. I don't always get the time to respond so please don't think Im blowing you off because I am really not. I just doing alot of running around so I just go to my page for a minute or to just to see who is around. I have been going through a pretty rough period in my life and I have really been able to kinda escape here and I think it has been really good for me. Ive kinda been feeling that the cards have been pretty much stacked against me and so Ive let things kinda push me around but I think I am putting an end to all that. I had an instructor in the military who used to say "Its time to get the stick back" If you don't have it then your going to get hit with it . So thats what I plan to do. Im planning to take this weekend to really think about things and kinda of reflect on the last few months, which will probably involve a bottle of teguilia and my boat!

The South
The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right; your head isn't crooked. And always remove it @ the dinner table no matter where that may be. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of ducks are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You just better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season. It's a religious holiday, held the closest Saturda

This Is Fucking Sick
http://www.wkrg.com/news/article/10_year_old_girl_gives_birth/13679/ 10 Year Old Girl Gives Birth A story out of St. Anthony, Idaho is sure to leave people angry, frustrated, confused and even saddened. It involves a 10-year-old child who police say was raped by an illegal immigrant and who just gave birth to a child. The 10-year-old girl gave birth at Madison Memorial Hospital this past weekend, making her one of the youngest children in the United States to become a mother. Police say 37-year-old Guadalupe Gutierrez-Juarez, who is an illegal immigrant, is behind bars in the Fremont County Jail on other rape charges. The criminal complaint filed against Gutierrez-Juarez says the rape of the girl happened between November and January. As for the little girl and her little baby, not much information is known other than they are doing well physically. Other questions being raised are what happens to Gutierrez-Juarez? He could spend the rest of his

What Its About
This blog will be more about my feelings on things I observe in life. I hope to have a lot to add to it soon and will try to add to it daily. Hope you will all get a deeper insight in to who I am and what I am all about.

Wild Mountain Thyme
O the summer time has come And the trees are sweetly bloomin' And the wild mountain thyme Grows around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go? Chorus: And we'll all go together To pull wild mountain thyme All around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go? I will build my love a bower (summerhouse) By yon cool crystal fountain And round it I will pile All the wild flowers o' the mountain Will ye go lassie go? (chorus) I will range through the wilds And the deep glen sae dreamy And return wi' their spoils Tae the bower o' my dearie Will ye go lassie go? (chorus) If my true love she'll not come Then I'll surely find another To pull wild mountain thyme All around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go?

The 343 Lounge Invites You To Join Us
The 343 I want to tell yall about the 343 and what this number stands for...on September 11,2001 the day the twin towers were hit and fell to the ground...many firefighters and emt and police officers were killed...on that day 343 firefighters left this world all because they gave their life for what they love to do. The 343 lounge was created in honor of those fallen firefighters to honor and respect them for doing the job most men wouldn't do. We here in the 343 reconize the hard job it is to be a firefighter and what it means to save a life. People all over the world are saved everyday by some unknown firefighter that will probably never get the respect that he/she deserves but we here in the 343 want to give that unknown firefighter a place to come to when he/she needs a friendly ear to listen to them or just to laugh with them we believe it is important that all firefighters have some sort of support system if they don't have time to go out and join these types of

Moral Of The Story
The teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment: Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. There were all the regular type stuff, spilled milk and pennies saved. But then teacher realized that Ernie had not shared a story. "Ernie, do you have a story to share?" "Yes ma'am. My daddy told a story about my Aunt Karen. She was a pilot in Desert Storm and her plane got hit. She had to bail out over enemy territory and all she had was a flask of whiskey, a pistol and a survival knife. She drank the whiskey on the way down so the bottle wouldn't break and then her parachute landed right in the middle of twenty enemy troops. She shot fifteen of them with the gun until she ran out of bullets, killed four more with the knife, till the blade broke, and then she killed the last Iraqi with her bare hands." "Good Heavens" said the horrified teacher. "What

Gimmie 1's!!!!!
OK, here's the deal... I need 1's! I need you to go rate this pic a 1, yes a 1... Then go rate all the others a 10 or an 11! The point of this contest is to see who can have the lowest rating. No bombing required, just a few clicks.

Pullin Out My Hair
As I sit here listening to some music my mind is full of thoughts. So much that needs to be said but can’t seem to think of the right words. If there was even somebody who would want to listen I wouldn’t even know where to start. So much I have just pushed aside & said another day too. Now that I want to get it all out I can’t I don’t have the words. The only thing that sticks out in my mind the most is people always leave. That is what sticks out in my head the most. It seems with all that is going on lately that the only time I feel alive is when I’m with my baby girls. I love those two little girls so much. I was so down Friday & wasn’t feeling good then Saturday rolled around. The minute I saw my babies sleepy little faces light up when they saw me. I felt so much better . Just being with them and watching them play made me feel so good. Hearing them yell Aunt Heather was all I needed. All my problems & all my pain goes away the minute I see those two beautiful faces.

Little Johnny
Little Johnny's neighbor had a baby. Unfortunately, the baby was born without ears. When mother and new baby came home from the hospital, Johnnie's family was invited over to see the baby. Before they left their house, Little Johnnie's dad had a talk with him and explained that the baby had no ears. His dad also told him that if he so much mentioned anything about the baby's missing ears or even said the word ears, he would get the smacking of his life when they came back home. Little Johnnie told his dad he understood completely. When Johnnie looked in the crib he said, 'What a beautiful baby.' The mother said, 'Why, thank you, Little Johnnie.' Johnnie said, 'He has beautiful little feet and beautiful little hands, a cute little nose and really beautiful eyes. Can he see?' 'Yes', the mother replied, 'we are so thankful; the Doctor said he will have 20/20 vision.' 'That's great', said Little Johnnie,'cuz he'd be fucked if he needed glasses'.

Year Of The Horse
You Were Born Under: You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam. You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing. Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long. Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word. You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger. What Year Were You Born Under?

Our First Weekend Together
Hey everbody! Jimm and I had our first weekend together...It was absolutely WONDERFUL! Every single day I fall head over heels in love with all over again! Yesterday being Mother's Day, and he knew I was a little down, he took me to so many beautiful places...Probably the best Mother's Day I've ever had...I have fallen so head over heels in love with him, and his family! They are the most incredible people! My family should take lessons! LOL The area here is so gorgeous...so much to see...so much to do...and he wants to show me everything...He is absolutely the most wonderful, loving, caring, romantic, sexy, handsome man I've ever met in my life...There are times we catch ourselves just staring into each other's eyes...We finish each other's sentences...He can even read my mind...Thank God they are all good thoughts...LOL...There are still people in my life trying to make me feel guilty for being happy...for being in love...for moving away...I don't care anymore...Aren't we all

An Internet Stage
Why do I always see scantily clad women taking pictures of themselves on the 'blast' section, and in the text thanking a third parts, usually a masculine sounding name? I wonder if these people regard their activities as 'harmless' fun, or adult adolescence? Most probably wouldn't do this if they thought if was bad, and I mean universally, not relatively, and not the 'cool' bad either. This is just plain weird. Some of these people would do well to not dress so provocatively.

Re: Fox News Caught Flashing Mccain Tv Subliminal
RE: Fox News Caught Flashing McCain TV Subliminal ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 May 2008, 12:04 Fox News Caught Flashing McCain TV Subliminal Fox News has been caught placing a subliminal image of presidential candidate John McCain during its TV intro sequence in what appears to be a deliberate, criminal, and underhanded propaganda ploy. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051308_mccain_subliminal. htm

Re: Eco Group Calls For "voluntary Human Extinction"
RE: Eco Group Calls For "Voluntary Human Extinction" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 May 2008, 21:16 Eco Group Calls For "Voluntary Human Extinction" An environmental group says it's sole purpose is to recruit volunteers and educate enough people to eventually realize that the human race needs to completely die out in order that the planet can survive. http://www. infowars. net/articles/may2008/120508Extinction. htm

As Stubborn As The Rest Of Them
I have been extraordinarily generous with the so called 'love' around here, by playing up to the rating system, and handing out '10's' to 5's and 10's alike. Still, I rarely seem to get back the same in return, and therefore am no longer becoming a fan of anyone, but only a friend, or better. I'm sick of this fan thing. It sounds arrogant. Sorry for that little rant. More of a bodily function, or compulsion.

Its Almost Been A Year
Monday it will be a year that Curt killed himself. It has been a trying and tough year, not only for my son, but for me as well. I have to help my son through this he cried himself to sleep last night because he realized its been a year, to me it seems like its been a lot longer than a year, why I don't know, but it seems like he has been gone forever. The ex wench who got married only a few weeks after Curt died, is getting a divorce, she used him like she used Curt, they are now moving to Pennsylvania, Brandon, will never see his other brother and sister again. She has made it clear she will not allow the children to come back and visit! What a bitch she is! Well I dunno, Monday will surely be a hard day for both my son and I. Brandon has already asked me to take him to where his dad is buried so that we can leave him flowers and so that Brandon can talk to him. I think now it has finally sunk in that his daddy is dead and never coming back. He is very angry at him which

Slow Dancing With My Papabear :x( I'll Repost This A Millions Times If Need Be)
OUR wedding song.. never knew such a day could come And I never knew such a love Could be inside of one And I never knew what my life was for But now that you're here I know for sure I never knew till I looked in your eyes I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life And I never knew that my heart could feel So precious and pure One love so real Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes Can I just feel your heart beating beside me Every night Can we just feel this way together Till the end of all time Can I just spend my life with you Now baby the days and the weeks And the years will roll by But nothing will change the love inside Of you and I And baby I'll never find any words That could explain Just how much my heart my life My soul you've changed Can you run to these open arms When no one else understands Can we tell God and the whole world I'm your woman, and you're my man Can't you just feel how muc

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Presidential Politics
No doubt a sore spot for me is the toleration, and patience that I must endure, rather rely on to calmly attend to the shallow, and groundless, yet oh so popular, destruction, and charachter defamation that our current US President, has had to endure. I myself, do not seek to be unpopular in this sentiment, however, I would rather be honest, and seek truth, than to be popular by any means. I still find it odd that most people dislike President Bush. There is very little, that when asked about, these people seem to actually know. I did a case study on this with several entirely unrelated subjects from completely different backrounds, and parts of the country. All of them self professed Bush haters. With a simple Socratic dialectical method, and completely unprepared questions, it was a matter of seconds that I was able to really punch large holes into their deeply defended ideas. Most are reluctant to let go of the positions that either accomodate them personally

Sex
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me? 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15. Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT "Naughty Application"

Three Bible Problems
Three Problems True believers who wish to put all their faith in the Bible are faced with three problems: (1) How can one know which books are "inspired" and should be part of the scriptural canon? (2) How can one know which one — if any — of the existing contradictory manuscripts (MSS) of a given book preserves the "true" wording? (3) Assuming that one has the correct manuscript (MS) of a given book, how can one know what the particular Greek, Hebrew, or Aramaic words mean? As we shall see, there is no way these questions can be answered with absolute certainty. At best, believers must trust to the probabilities — not certainties — that arise from a scientific investigation of the facts surrounding the biblical texts and traditions. Believers will have to face the fact that there is no way at all to know which Bible to believe — let alone what to believe in it. Believers still have to put their "faith" in other human beings. Which Books? As just mentioned, the first problem b

Things Are Funny
It is really funny that sometimes when life gets you down, you end up with a renewed faith...maybe not in people, but in yourself or in God. I have had a lot of things thrown at me lately with work, family and friendships. I have learned who I can trust and who I can't. I have learned to pray more, hope more and trust my judgment. I have learned that actions speak volumes over words. I have also learned that maybe I won't always be the fat girl. I am at a point where I am realizing that I am as beautiful on the outside as I am on the inside and that anyone who makes me question that is not worth my time. That doesn't mean that I am a stuck up bitch, it just means that I am still me, I just have a new confidence that I deserve. I have a job at which I am very good. I have an intelligence that is growing. Despite having many dreams taken away, I have hopes for the future and even though some I won't achieve, some I will. I don't give up on people that I love. I have new opportunitie

Mirage
Veins pinned down by a stuttering mind Blood spills out Always pumping in time Voices cry harmoniously The haunted sound of melancholy, Then fast and furious A glimmer of wisdom An epiphany, A lyrical mystery Like all things The end comes too soon All that’s left behind is a vague memory Floating unconscious A melody that glides A beat to the soul Hidden in our minds Never quite escaping Confined by reason Inspiration slides in this Mirage of rhythm.

Tgif!
I am so glad it is Friday. I have been working very hard all week and my fingers are hurting from the typing on the computer! I am trying to get my house clean, with the help of my robots ;) so I can enjoy the weekend. It has been very hot the last few days. My pool is at like 88 degrees, does that tell you how hot it has been? I would like to spend my weekend in my pool or near my pool. Naked? Probably! I have a wedding of a coworker I am supposed to go to tomorrow evening but am trying to find an excuse to not go! Maybe I will have a migraine headache tomorrow afternoon around 3:00 and just send Peter with a gift. hee hee hee. I am so bad. I would love to just not have to deal with anything this weekend. That would just be lovely. I need to go shave.....down there. I am trying to stay on top of that. I don't like too much hair! No thank you. I have so much to do today and little time to do it. I was just trying to get some comments out there to my "fubar

How Do You Get Rid Of Someone
ok my roommate Alex wont leave i ask the manager if i can get him off the least but right now iam fucked i cant kick him out tell he sign the papper saying he wants his name off the least how do i go about doing this he does nothing but pay rent i take out the trash do the dish's clean the house iam tire of him just geting high and go with his wannabe friends and not doing nothing for the apartment HELP

Friendship..
The Journey of Friendship The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anythig in common and hear thier words as they speak. They soon realize tha they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves. The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obsticales for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are. In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning thier backs on you. And some will try to lead the way, acting as if they know how to get you through the difficult times. While a true friend will stand beside you take you by the hand to help you take the rough road ahead step by step with you. It is during this process you realize what friendship is, because those who stop or turn

This Is The Objective Of Life!!!?
this is my opinion of what you are supposed to do when you are born with your death sentence you are required by the law of life to have as much fun as humanly possible before you die we are all sentenced to at least 70 years in this prison we all call life so the only option you have is to either come to terms with the situation and have fun with it or to just ignore it and try to beat it but in the end we all give in to the inevitable but i am one who beleives as long as i have a good time knowing i dont have long on this rock and i dont do anyone wrong that i can have a good time on another rock when my stay here is over there is a little guy up there wherever there is with a big hat full of names and when he pulls yours thats it you are no longer in hell or you leave heaven behind however you think about it there is a heaven and there is a hell but i think it is different depending on what religeon you are and who you talk to i think we are in hell right now can you ever get used t

" Friends, Family, Love "
Time can always be, and always helps to see. If patience is present, then times a friend to me. To wait, or rush can decide so much. It can help to succeed, or place you in your crutch. A memory made by a lover or friend, can sometimes have the power to mend. Even the most devastating pain can be followed by joy... just a matter of time, and willingness to heal. Overcome all that stains you innermind. Never letting someone take you down, stay above the drama. The drama that everyone so easily gives into. Its so sad to see all the people that are taken under by the simple little aggrevations of everyday life. Just say " I dont care." Sometimes its ok not to care. Its just a matter of knowing when not to. I wake up everyday wondering whatys next, not worrying about who is talking about me. Talk is what it is, and nothing more. A word or sentence in the matter of opinion. So, dont let it tie you down.

Update
Just a little update. I have been very busy with what has always been the love of my life which is following the weather. I plan on going to college in 2009-2010 for Meteorology , so I have been busy putting together my forecasting team, blog etc and tracking the storms that have been occurring. I hope everyone on my list is having a splendid spring and hope everyone has a good weekend... Respectfully Yours, Matt

Introduction...
Well for anyone who doesn't know, I am Reohoko, and I have been online for years, but I just found Fubar. A friend told me about it. It is such a sweet community, that I thought I would come and play here. Sometimes, I am going to post things that stay under the NSFW tabs, and other times, it won't need to be there. So, it works like this - if you don't like adult content, you won't like me. I'm Reo, and well, that is what Reo is about. Let's see, other than that, I am a writer - published everything from gaming articles through short stories. I work with Hopigalerin in RL, she is s sweety - check her out! Make her a friend and help her get points!!! Ok, so that is all, I guess, for now....Everyone have a wonderful day and HAPPY DRINKING!!!! Check back tomorrow, I'll post the newsletters here too so everyone can see them and enjoy them ;). HUGS Reo

Episode 2 The Cake Of Cheese And It's Gophery Doom
this is just gonna be my blog where i goof around (in otherwords the voices are returning)Tweak,Tin,Mode,Dice,Spec and yours truely Kage Bushin No Jutsu(just called KBNJ for now.) are back and ready to warp your sainty into madness ask them something if you want or even ask me we are here to show you just how strangely funny a guy can when he has the abilty tomake pointless stuff. without further delay here is the mind of the not so sain me and cast Node: hey my name is Node.you know that dose of crazy everyone has but try's to hide...that is what i am KBNJ's looney side wrapped up in a 6 foot tall robot don't worry i'm sure KBNJ'll draw me for you sometime...but i have to ask you something...have you seen my arm...it seems to have gone missing.again... KBNJ:Node your arm is trying to play DDR you better get in here before it breaks my controller Tin:Tin here if i could guess what part of the mind i came from it'd probably be the part that keeps his sanity intact I am actually a l

Band Merch 2
Hey All, Our band finally has some new merchandise for sale. T shirts, mugs, stickers etc. Just go to cafepress.com/davesapparel ..... Our Cd (2 for the road) will be released late next month and we will put the link for that up as well. So show some support and stop by.... Thanks, Dave and all of Absoloot Agony

Kim....
[Eminem] Aww look at daddy's baby girl That's daddy baby Little sleepy head Yesterday I changed your diaper Wiped you and powdered you. How did you get so big? Can't believe it now your two Baby you're so precious Daddy's so proud of you Sit down bitch If you move again I'll beat the shit out of you [Eminem] (Eminem as Kim) (Okay) Don't make me wake this baby She don't need to see what I'm about to do Quit crying bitch, why do you always make me shout at you? How could you? Just leave me and love him out the blue Oh, what's a matter Kim? Am I too loud for you? Too bad bitch, your gonna finally hear me out this time At first, I'm like all right You wanna throw me out? That's fine! But not for him to take my place, are you out you're mind? This couch, this TV, this whole house is mine! How could you let him sleep in our bed? Look at Kim Look at your husband now! (No!) I said look at him! He ain't so hot now is he? Little punk! (Why are you doing this?)

Free Concert...
Going to go see Carrie Underwear tonight..oops..I meant, Carrie Underwood. Is that even right? Shit, I don't know! I only know the "cheating" song that she sings and maybe she might of been on Idol or something...anyways...my "no show" friend must of felt bad because she invited me to go with her and bought the tickets, so it's a free ride for me...k..so, I'm going! Hell, even if I don't like the music, there's bound to be alot of wrangler wearing eyecandy for my viewing entertainment this evening! I'll probably be back tonight to write about how it goes! :)

I Miss You
Song lyrics | I Miss You lyrics Sha la la la la Sha la la la la You used to call me your angel Said I was sent straight down from heaven You'd hold me close in your arms I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holding me [CHORUS:] I miss you I miss your smile And I still she'd a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you, sha la la la la I miss you You used to call me your dreamer And now I'm living out my dream Oh how I wish you could see Everything that's happening for me I'm thinking back on the past It's true that time is flying by too fast [CHORUS] I know you're in a better place, yeah But I wish that I could see your face, oh I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me I miss you I miss your smile And I still she'd a tear Every once in a while And even t

Maybe Im To Open
LOL, i dont know how many times I have been called a whore or even a slut today. Mainley more in the past 3 hours. I by no means am mentioning any names, but apparently im a whore because I have nsfw pics. What the flying hell. So im guess me along with everyone else on here must me whores because there are definitly a l of people with nsfw pics. Then the idiot asked me a question which was sexual, and i answered it. Which apparently the idiot didnt like my answer and once again i was called a slut. Im a slut because i answer all questions and definitly aitn afraid to flaunt what i have. Im not even embarrased about what i have. Not to mention not every person who comes to my page sees those photos i have to personally add you to my fam to see them and there are only 6 people on there. LOL im a slut, a whore. It just makes me laugh, because people are just plain fricken dumb. Who fricken cares im comfertable in my own skin, or even who cares about what i say and talk about.

You Can Let Go Now
Ever since my father passed away, I have searched high and low for a song to play as I scatter his ashes. It's been more than 4 years now and I have not been able to let go of what it left of him. While he remains in my thoughts and memories and the few pictures that I have of him, there has always been something holding me back from scattering his remains. My mom told me a few months ago that I needed to get on and do it and I told her that I would...but when I was ready to do it. Jason's grandmother has called it creepy that I have held onto them for this long. And while it may be easy for them to let go, it hasn't been for me. I think I have always felt guilt about making the decision to take him off life support. There is always that question of " was it the right thing to do?" or "what if he really could have gotten better?". No matter how many times people have told me that he was never going to get better and that I did the right and the ethical thing, it doesn't take away the p

Thank You ♥dragonphyre
This is a pimp out!!! JONLEE74 wants to be an Insider! He needs 95,000 points to get there! Show him lots of FUluv! Please help him level! JONLEE74 (repost of original by '♥Dragonphyre♥ Owner of 2MUCH' on '2008-05-20 12:45:08')

Dream Lover
She wakes up every morning With a smile on her face She felt his love in her sleep Dreamed of his embrace Although she's never met his body His heart she does feel Anytime shes loved before Has never felt so real There is no explanation for it No one has she yet found But what a feeling she gets When he is around Although it may end tommorrow The memory will not fade For in her heart a life long friend She feels that she has made She hopes it lasts forever She prays that they do meet She dreams of the day her online love Sweeps her off her feet sorry i just thought this was beautiful so i thought i would post it... let me knw if u agree with me

Volume Xxxv - Nature's Beauty And Fury
Tonight I was again a witness to the power of Mother Nature. It has manifested and demonstrated itself to me over and over again in the past few months. Back in March, a tornado has touched down in downtown Atlanta, causing much damage and destruction through the busiest portions of the city. The Georgia Dome was damaged, where the SEC basketball tournament was held. The CNN Center was damaged, as was the World Congress Center, and most of the skyscrapers. Glass and debris littered the streets for weeks afterwards. Thankfully, only two prople died....but not in Atlanta, but in other storms around the metro area. Then, two weeks after that, another instance of the violence that nature (or god or whatever you wish to call that force) crashed literaly atop us. My father, my friend James, and myself were spending the night in a small cabin (that we call the Dawghouse) located in Crawford County, just west of Macon. Late at night, about 5am, the sirens wailed...the rains fell...t

What Do You Think
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOMEONE SHOWING NAKED PICTURES OF THEMSELVES ON HERE,OR OF THEMSELVES HAVING SEX ? I PERSONALY THINK IT IS UP TO THE INDIVUAL .NOT FOR ME,THOSE THINGS ARE PRIVATE ,NOT FOR SHOW ON HERE TO WHOMEVER WANTS TO SEE THEM .... I MEAN SOME OF THESE ARE BETTER LEFT COVERED FOR REAL ,LOL I WAS ASKED BY A LOT OF MEN TO SHOW NAKED PICTURES, WELL CERTAIN PARTS ///THOUGH MY BODY IS NICE ,AND I THINK AT MY AGE IT STILL LOOKS GOOD ,I DON'T WANT TO GO AROUND SHOWING IT TO EVERYONE... DOESN'T ANYONE WANT A WOMAN WITH PERSONALITY,AND BRAINS ,AND LOVE ANYMORE ? DAM !

Good, Bad And Ugly
1. Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: it's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago. 2. Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer. 3. Good: Your youngest son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the woman next door. Ugly: So are you. 4. Good: Your wife and you agree, no more kids. Bad: Your wife can't findher birth control pills. Ugly: Your 13 year old daughter borrowed them. 5. Good: Your oldest son understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than your wife. 6. Good: You give the 'birds and bees' talk to your 10 year old daughter. Bad: She keeps interrupting. Ugly: With corrections. 7. Good: Your son is dating someone new. Bad: It's another man. Ugly: He's your best friend. 8. Good: Your 15 year old daughter got a new job Bad: As a hooker. Ugly: Your co-workers are her best clients. Very Ugly: She makes more money than you do

Cleaning Out" Friends" List
IM NOT GOING TO BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AND BEG FOR EVERYONE TO LET ME KOW IF THEY ARE STAYING ON AS FRIENDS OR NOT..IM JUST GOING TO START DELETING I HAVE 166 ON MY LIST AFTER GETTING RID OF SOME OF THE DRAMA NOW IM JUST GOING TO START GETTING RID OF THE ONES THAT ARE ONLY THERE FOR THE #'S AND POINTS MOST OF YOU HAVE SAID HI OR NOTHING AT ALL JUST RATED PROFILE AND GONE YOU AER THE ONES IM STARTING WITH

A Question ?
should people who get fu drunk on here be given fu cars ? I mean really .... the fu cops could give them a fu dui and take them to fu jail.... then i guess they would be fu....cked ! do fu friends let fu friends fu drive fu drunk ?

Fishing Trip
Four married guys go fishing. After an hour, the following conversation took place: First guy: 'You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I would paint every room in the house next weekend.' Second guy: 'That's nothing, I had to promise my wife that I would build her a new deck for the pool.' Third guy: 'Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I would remodel the kitchen for her.' They continue to fish. When they realized that the fourth guy has not said a word, they asked him, 'You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?' Fourth guy: 'I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her butt and said: 'Fishing or Sex? She said: 'Wear sun-block

We Are All Like Computers I Guess...
We Are All Like Computers. Accessing The World On Our Own Terms.Connecting In Ways That We See Fit, We Present And Share What Information We Deem Neccesary. No Matter How Much We Show, Or How Much We Share, We Always Harbor Secrets Well Hidden, Under Secret Names And Set In Secret Stores Within Ourselves. To Protect Ourselves We Put Up Walls To Prevent Just Anyone Gaining Access To What We Want To Keep Hidden, What We Hold Sacred, What Would Shut Us Down If Gained Access To By The Wrong Hands. Hackers Come And Using False Promises Or Sly Tricks, Attempt To Gain Entry beyond The Facade. Sometimes We Fall Prey To The Empty Promises Believing Words For Their Face Value, And Never Knowing The Reprecusions Until Its Too Late. Today Has Been A Weird Day. The Weather In NYC Has Changed More Times Than My Emotions And That Is Saying Something. There Is Lots On My Mind, And Had To Sit In The Park Off Of Baxter And Bayard To Collect My Thoughts. So Much On My Mind And Not Enough Time Or Pa

Memorial Day Weekend Plans
This weekend there will be tons of people out of town.. and I will finally be one of them. I don't have money, nor gas, but fuck it I am doing it. I am tired of always being home on Memorial Day weekend. It is always beautiful (watch it turn really shitty, my luck) and I always miss it! I am always working or sick! This time I am going out, getting a boat, getting some poles (yes that kind too :P) and getting my fun on! I hope ya'll will join me in celebrating life. Memorial Day is a day to remember all the soldiers and sailors past, present and future. I will do just that.. as I believe they would not want us to wallow in pity, shame or regret! Live life to the fullest! Hopefully I will be back in a decent time, to do some not so decent naked fun.. as I will continue my tradition of masturbating for our soldiers on Rude! I hope to see you there Monday night!

That Special Someone.
okay, so i guess it is about time that i specify what i am looking for in a woman. first of all, i am attracted to down to earth and easy going type women. i can't deal with drama. i like small petite women. no drugs, is a must, and so is romance, and affection. no, that doesn't mean sex, 24/7. i love to snuggle up on a cold winters night, holding hands, and lots of hugging and kissing, and unlike most men, i have the balls to admit it. lol oh yeah, i tend to swear like a trucker, but very rarely in anger, most of the time it's to get a laugh. ;o) i don't take life to serious, i much rather be happy go lucky. i think communication and friendship are key in a relationship, so we'd have to be able to talk about anything and everything. i would like to be in a relationship that is so strong, that the woman i am with would realize that, even on her worst day, [if she were mad at me, it was that time of the month, and she was sick], that i would still be a million times better off than my b

A Must Read From A Website Some Truth In It
5 Sure-Fire Ways to Spot a Player The first step to spotting one is to decide you will keep your eyes open, pay attention to the signals and believe what you see. Players get away with their actions because we let them and choose to disregard all the red flags they send up, so decide for yourself that you will spot him early in the relationship and you have won half the battle. Follow these tips for recognizing him, and as soon as you do, run the other way. 1. A player gives off lots of body language if you know what to look for. You know how guys look when they are out to pick up girls; the typical guy will puff up, stand up straight and strut his stuff with an open and honest air. Not so the player. He will roll his shoulders forward, strut with a swagger, and often roll his head to the side looking at the room sideways, at an angle. He will always check himself out in any mirror that is around. If he has his eyes on your, he will often face you and stand with his legs wide op

Sadness
I can only with you from a distance I can’t be a part of your world anymore I can’t be there when you need me Will you ever understand why it had to be this way? When I hear your voice, my heart breaks into a thousand pieces I miss you more than anyone can ever understand I’m not sure how to go on without you I smile and pretend I’m okay No one hears my cry’s for you I’m dying inside and no one knows my pain I’ll always have my memories of you in my arms Will you ever have any memories of me?

Seductin Of An Aries Women
Aries is a cardinal fire sign characterized by its impulsive behavior. Do first, think later is their motto.... If you want to seduce a female Aries, you too will have to do something, take action. But be careful: don't give Aries the impression that you want to conquer her. Initiatives should come from her. You will have to provoke action... Female Aries needs a challenge. Always! So, challenge her! Seduce Aries by taking her out for some adventure: take her out to a rally invite her on a trip on your motorbike (if you have one) do some physical work-out together Mind though, female Aries can be quite commanding too, so don't tell her what she should do! Just ask her to go with you. Tease her -- in a gentle and friendly way -- (this will challenge her...). But don't forget: she wants to be in control. Try to be sensitive and caring and respect her independence. You can also seduce Aries by amusing her. Yes, your female Aries needs to be amused (like

For My Mom..or Any Mom
HEAVEN IS UNDER HER FEET They say angels cannot bee seen But I see one every day You may not understand what I mean But listen to what I have to say I've been lost so many times More than I could remember Feeling weak and confused Willing to surrender But the angel was by my side Guiding me to the right path Helping me in the worst problems To the simple things in math By my side From the early start Before you could ever hear The small beats of my heart Her wings lifted me And taught me how to walk Her wings held me And taught how to read, write and talk By my side In my dark nights of fear Whispering in ear "Go to sleep my dear" By my side Ridding me from the pain I feel A single touch from her Made my wounds heal It is you mother, my angel Who never left me astray Shaping me to The man I am today It is you mother, The one who kept our family intact You're an idol to the world And that is a true fact You were there for me Alwa

Re: The Scottish Cup Final
RE: The Scottish Cup Final ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 24 May 2008, 18:45 Rangers have ended the season with a cup double after beating Queen of the South 3-2 in the Scottish Cup final.Just as he was when the Light Blues won the League Cup against Dundee United in March, Kris Boyd was the man whose goals made the difference.He gave his side the lead, which was then added to by DaMarcus Beasley, before Queens scored two quick goals early in the second half to draw level again.Gers weren't to be denied, however, and Boyd struck again 20 minutes from the end to make sure the trophy would head back to Ibrox for the 32nd time.Walter Smith's men went into this game just 41 hours after their shattering 2-0 loss to Aberdeen, a result which spelled the end of their SPL title dream.Despite having so little time to prepare, they were still expected to see off their First Division opponents.Manager Smith chose an attacking line-up, wit

Covered In Smoke
The entire city of Santa Cruz is covered in smoke from the fires in the Santa Cruz Mountains. The fire is in Corralitos which is south of where we live but the smoke is every where. I saw Arnold Schwarzenneger yesterday. He has been in the area discussing the plan of attack that the fire crews have. I will keep you guys posted if the fire starts coming our way.

A List Of All Who Were Entered In The Sweetwater's Live Auction!
HERE'S A LIST OF THOSE THAT WERE ON THE AUCTION BLOCK FOR SWEETWATER'S LIVE AUCTION AND WHO BOUGHT THEM ALONG W/ HOW MUCH THEY WERE BOUGHT FOR...YOU CAN ALSO CHECK OUT MY LIVE AUCTION ALBUM TO SEE PICS OF THOSE LISTED....THANX TO ALL!! IRISH PRINCESS - DOUBLE A w/ 100,000 FUBUX SHADOW WOLF - CAT w/ 70,000 FUBUX JOHN JOHN - BABIES W/ 350,000 FUBUX I'M SMUT - JADE W/ 50,000 FUBUX BILLY - QUEEN W/ 60,000 FUBUX SUNSHINE BABY - BILLY W/ 165,000 FUBUX ASMO -SP 110,000 FUBUX TATT2LADY4U - JOHN W/ 130,000 FUBUX TENDER HEARTED - SMUT W/ 85,000 FUBUX SUNSHINE PRINCESS - ASMO W/ 110,000 FUBUX AND A 30 DAY VIP BETTY BOOPS - BLUGAMOON W/ 50,000 FUBUX, A BLING PACK AND 7 DAY BLAST SIR LICK A LOT - DRUGLIKEROMANCE W/ 170,000 FUBUX DOUBLE A - IRISHPRINCESS W/ 50,000 FUBUX AND A 1 DAY BLAST BUSTER HYMAN - MISS ANDI W/ 200,000 FUBUX AND 1 MONTH VIP CATWABA - SHADOW W/ 160,000 FUBUX SINGLEMOMNOK - BADMAN W/ 200,000 FUBUX AKSFARMBOY - SINGLEMOMNOK

Upcoming Fight Wec
June 1, 2008 LIVE on Versus! WEC™ ANNOUNCES FABER vs. PULVER 03/26/2008 WORLD EXTREME CAGEFIGHTING®ANNOUNCES URIJAH FABER vs. JENS PULVER SUNDAY, JUNE 1, 2008 LIVE FROM THE ARCO ARENA IN SACRAMENTO, CALIFORNIA Tickets Go on Sale Saturday, March 29 at 10am PT Las Vegas – One is a legend in the sport of mixed martial arts; the other is an established star on his way to greatness. But when MMA pioneer Jens Pulver challenges WEC Featherweight Champion Urijah Faber on Sunday June 1st at ARCO Arena in Sacramento, California, only one of these 145-pound fighters will emerge with the victory in the most important featherweight bout of all-time. The World Extreme Cagefighting® (WEC™) organization is pleased to announce WEC: Faber vs. Pulver, a card which not only features the epic clash between the two best featherweights on the planet, Faber and Pulver, but a WEC bantamweight title fight between Mexican warriors Miguel Angel Torres and Manny Tapia, and

The Oregon Coast...
I hadn't been there since I was a kid. I was about ten years old when my mom took me to this wonderous place full of desolate beaches to roam and discover. I remember the feeling of freedom from everything, being able to comb the beaches for agates and crabs, going along as I wished, for miles of endless sand and water...just absolute solitude....and that feeling still exists there...I found out. I'm so glad that I went this week. I hesitated upon taking this vacation because for one, we couldn't afford it in the immediate terms. I was being responsible in that thought, not the carefree, spontaneous person that I so gravitate towards...but in the end, my spontaneity won out and I gave in to the thought of just leaving for a couple days. I secretly wanted my kids to experience the free spirit of the Oregon Coast as I did at such a young age...and they did! We saw and experienced everything I did as a ten year old little girl and their minds were in awe of the beauty of the la

Here's Another Poem I Wrote Look It Up And Just Give Me A Quote.
The World. God made us for a reason, To give life and hope. To respect and love. The life that we create The memories we make. The love we should always give. Respect we need to give. The wisdom in our hearts, We always cry alot. We all made the same We have our heads and we think with the brain. So why we always judge and give that big old grudge. Who's pretty or ugly. Who's nicer or bad. We shouldn't take things for granded. We should make our lives very happy. Look what the world came to The hate, the rape and the killing we do. Look what the world has to give and we always take, but we dont give. We need to change the world, Since we the people can bring back the only hope. The war, the hate we have. It's not gonna get us anywhere. We need to start to fight. Other wise will regret it for life. For the things we do. They not aways will come true. The world has given us. Alot of hate and loss. Why do we have so much hate? The drama that we always

Car Trouble
A car gets a flat on the interstate one day. The blonde driver eases it over onto the shoulder of the road, carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. She takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The life like cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies and private parts to approaching drivers. Not surprisingly, the traffic becomes snarled and backed up. It isn't very long before a police car arrives. The officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, 'What's going on here?' 'My car broke down, officer' says the woman calmly. 'Well, what the hell are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?' he asks. 'Helllooooooo!!!!' says the blonde. 'Those are my emergency flashers!'

New Boots
An elderly couple, Ray and Bessie, recently moved to Texas. Ray has Always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale One day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife, "Notice anything Different about me?" Bessie looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated, Ray storms off into the Bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked Except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different Now??" Bessie looks up and says, "Ray, what's different? It's hanging down Today, it was hanging down yesterday , it'll be hangin g down again Tomorrow." Furious, Ray yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT IS HANGIN G DOWN, BESSIE? IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!!" To which Bessie replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Ray...shoulda bought a Hat"

My Opinion
Any boyfriend/girlfriend or spouse cheating on their significant other while they are deployed to Iraqe or some other God forsaken country fighting for us deserves a fate far worse that death. That goes for my sorry ass cousin Megan too as her hubby is in Iraqe she’s fuckin around on him. Such a piece of shit.

You Were Wondering....
Alot of you were wondering why I'm so emotional lately and why I'm moving to Leavenworth, KS (no not the prison). 1. I'm getting out of the navy on reasons I don't even want to. Wouldn't you be emotional? 2. Why am I drinking so much? Because it numbs the pain and it numbs all my feelings. 3. Why am I moving out there because family/jobs/etc. Anyway also alot of you have been wondering what I'm doing right now. Why I'm typing so slow, why I'm not my normal self. You know I use music to express myself in ways that I can't say.

A Heart Lost In Darkness
DISCLAIMER: THIS IS NOT A LOVEY DOVEY STORY THIS PROSE IS BASED ON REALITY THAT HAPPENED TO ME AT 15 YEARS OLD. HER REAL NAME IS GRACE LOPEZ AND HER NAME HAS BEEN BURNED DEEP WITHIN MY HEART AND SOUL. IF YOU HAVE NOT LOOKED DEEP WITHIN YOURSELF AND WALK THRU YOUR OWN DEMONS YOU MAY NOT WISH TO ENTER HERE. FOR BEYOND THESE DOORS ARE MY DEMONS THAT I LIVE AND FIGHT WITH EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE. IF YOU ARE PRONE TO DEPRESSION OR CANNOT FACE THE DARKNESS WITHIN YOURSELF THEN WALK AWAY NOW! IN THE LIGHT MANY THINGS ARE REVEAL AROUND US BUT WITHIN THE DARKNESS THE THINGS WITHIN US ARE REVEALED. REQUEST: IF YOU DO NOT CHOOSE TO READ IT PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER RATING IT. COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME. TO THOSE WHO HAVE THE COURAGE TO WALK INTO THE MY DARKNESS AND SHARE THIS LITTLE BUT VERY IMPORTANT PIECE OF MYSELF. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO YOU AND YOU HAVE MY BLESSINGS. IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY FIRST CRUSH & LOVE SHE TAUGHT THAT YOU CAN LOVE SOMEONE AND NOT ABUSE THAT LOVE EVEN THO YOU CANNO

To Me Its Funny As Hell
Cool Ways to Kill Yourself Life Got You Down? If you've been a little depressed lately and have contemplated partaking in the bliss of death, here are some suggestion on how to kill yourself. Even if you don't use these exclusive royalty free suicide methods, remember to do it as creatively as possible. Don't be boring and just take sleeping pills, go out with style and flare. All these methods require some planning but don't let that dissuade you. Your life must be pretty pathetic if you're killing yourself. Why not leave a legacy? Jumping Here are a couple of great ways to kill yourself by jumping off a tall building, or cliff, or basically anything really high. The thing about these is that they generally work best if you can get a big crowd watching before you jump. Don't do it when there is no one around. There's just no bloody point in that. Explosives Strapped to Your Body Difficulty level: 7 1. Get a LOT of explosives. The more the better. 2. Ho

Vacuum Cleaner
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. 'Good morning,' said theyoung man. 'If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners. ''Go away!' said the old lady. 'I'm broke and haven't got any money!' and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed it wide open.. 'Don't be too hasty!' he said. 'Not until you have at least seen my demonstration. ' And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure onto her hallway carpet. 'If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, Iwill personally eat the remainder. 'The old lady stepped back and said, 'Well, let me get you a fork, 'cause they cut off my electricity this morning.'

The Purpose Of Mumms
In fact when a man makes a tool, he has for it already an end of which it is to help achieve. This tool is merely a means to it. Other means may be employed perhaps, but that is the job of the crafter of tools. To make the tool as satisfactory in having to do with an end as possible. What then it the purpose of a mumm? Are they merely tools or ends in themselves? For even the tool itself is an end, but is to be a tool, and therefore a means as well as an end. Certainly the only thing that ought not be a tool is a human being for they are not means, but ends in themselves unequivocally. If a mumm is a question with which the users may answer in the form of a vote, then why do so few of them make comments having not to do with the mumm itself? For some people use this as a way to without merit, reason, or legitamacy, launch verbal attacks on others, most likely the mumm writer themselves. But this makes no sense, for many reasons, but the most immediate reason is that

Insert Cool Title Here
Our Memorial Day weekend was not one involving a lot of travel. The Monday morning service at the Veteran’s Memorial Walkway, a bridge that’s just a block from our house, and at eight that morning I went with my in-laws Robert and Sharon to a brief program where the color guard of Minot’s veterans’ organizations marched and the president of the Veterans of Foreign Wars Auxiliary spread flower petals on the lake beneath the bridge. Symbolizing those soldiers and sailors lost at sea and therefore unburied, this scattering of the flowers happened on a cold, overcast, but not rainy morning – for which we were plenty thankful! Martha and the kids were home sleeping on our bed; Jeffrey started to cry at two-thirty Monday morning, and after I’d brought him down and fed him he was still a little on edge. He’s also growing quick too … already he snugly fits into a size six shoe and he’ll be eleven months this coming Monday! Sarah came down about an hour later while Jeffrey and Daddy we

7 Year Old Takes Six Bullets To Save Mother's Life
Seliethia Parker always saw her role as protector for her 7-year-old daughter, Alexis Goggins. But it was Alexis who ended up saving her mother's life by using her little body to shield her mom from a fusillade of bullets. Doctors told Parker that her heroic little daughter, who was shot six times, would never walk or talk again. But Alexis has surprised people with her gritty toughness. She's not only walking and talking, she's expected to have a full recovery! Read here http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/story?id=4646774

Passionate Plaything
my passionate plaything with blindfold adorned flesh so pale and perfect just begging to be torn i do bask in this beauty that is tied to my bed draw my nails down her back leaving traces of red then come the sweet sound of the cracking whip again and again until the blood starts to drip the sight of the crimson drives my senses wild and across my face slowly forms a twisted smile i lower myself down to have a taste of her flesh i fill my mouth and feel as though im blessed i now realize my purpose is to be within her to make her my beloved immortal sinner bound to me and for me there is no escape our sickness has been decided by fate i dig my nails deep into her soft shoulders and my manhood grows bolder and bolder slowly i penetrate her oh so very deep

New Week!!!
This week - SE News has more changes going on as the site is rebuilt and added too... So, in the meantime, one of our adorable artsts made us some sexy new banners, I'll be posting them there - that site is on the banners. We won't put them in here because it would be NSFW, and this isn't NSFW today... I have some cool new Dragon pics from my friend Retrotek, he is soooo adorable. Let's see, that is all for now.... don't forget to come and say hi! HUGS Reo

Because
Poem I wrote some time ago but still valid today Category: Dreams and the Supernatural May you be inspired Insanity, is My INSPIRATION Pain, my cause Evil surrounds me I can feel the demon’s claws Ripping @ my flesh The pain grows strong Blood leaving my body Still I go on Because my love holds so vary strong These words I can say I shall embrace my evils For now and the rest of my days Written by: Dale Foreman (AKA Glitch)

Just For The Women..
Have you ever experienced someone so loving and wonderful and found out that it was all a lie? Well, my dear sis needs your help. She has evidence that her man is not being faithful. She loves him so much and she doesn't want to leave him. She was told that it's not a big deal when a man cheats on a woman.. do you agree? I don't. I've been cheated on and it's a BIG ass deal to me. I mean, the man I'm having sex with and spending quality time with is fucking someone else.. hm! BULLSHIT!! That mothafucka will know what the fuck is up. Do you have any ideas on what she should do? I told her to let his ass know. FUCK HIM!! They have been together for a long time, but it's still not right no matter what men say. They wouldn't want their woman doing that shit to them.

The Flower Garden Of The Woman Who Could Conjure
But how fared little Gerda during Kay's absence? What had become of him, no one knew, nor could any one give the slightest information, excepting the boys, who said that he had tied his sledge to another very large one, which had driven through the street, and out at the town gate. Nobody knew where it went; many tears were shed for him, and little Gerda wept bitterly for a long time. She said she knew he must be dead; that he was drowned in the river which flowed close by the school. Oh, indeed those long winter days were very dreary. But at last spring came, with warm sunshine. Kay is dead and gone, said little Gerda. I don't believe it, said the sunshine. He is dead and gone, she said to the sparrows. We don't believe it, they replied; and at last little Gerda began to doubt it herself. I will put on my new red shoes, she said one morning, those that Kay has never seen, and then I will go down to the river, and ask for him. It was quite early when she kiss

Sex Is One Of The Nine Reasons For Reincarnation...
This was stolen from a friend because its so very true and needs to be passed on. "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other 8 are unimportant." -Henry Miller I love sex. I do. Not in the sense that I like to have it a lot (though I do). Its the fact that, with sex, you have so much room for exploration and experimentation and just... choices. I mean, think about it. You can approach it from any number of different attitudes, whether it be angry, happy, sad, passionate, tender, fierce, laughing, violent, desperate, loving... its endless. Any emotion you have can be put into it and its NEVER bad. NEVER. It is the single most beautiful thing you can DO in this world (all assuming you dont abuse it) Anyone whos ever had angry make up sex knows how great it can be. Its a vent. An outlet. Unleash your anger, let it out with your bodies until youre both dripping with sweat, panting, and spent. Bet youre not angry anymore (though you may be tempted to pick a figh

How A Marriage Works
How a Marriage Works (all men should read this!) A newlywed couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies . So, he said to his new wife, 'Honey, I'll be right back.' 'Where are you going, coochy cooh?' asked the wife. 'I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I'm going to have a beer.' The wife said, 'You want a beer, my love?'

Anti Lied To Me
Anti told me he really loved me. I believed him. I have loved him for a year and half, ever since I first joined Cherry Tap. I thought he was my soulmate..I planned on spending my life with him after my son was 18.Everytime I got jealous of a girl he would say he would never fuck anyone of them especially fubar. Until I came across this lady. My Shoutbox ->Spooky.DeM...: we have..I have asked him if he is afetr anyone else and he says he only wants me..he only loves me and stuff. but apparently he has been lying to me for a year and a half Spooky.DeM...: Maybe you and him need a talk... ->Spooky.DeM...: I know where he stands now..I will walk away. Spooky.DeM...: Then he gets pist because he feels woman think they own him and bullshit ->Spooky.DeM...: thanks..sorry for calling you names Spooky.DeM...: He referred you as a freind..and I qouted that ->Spooky.DeM...: I have loved that man for 16 months..he has said the same to me..I am giving up eveything here to be

In Love With Death
Oh darling wrap your arms around me tight, Hide me from the blinding light, Take this bleeding heart in your gentle hands, Let it seep threw like grains of sand, And let me feel your breathe taking embrace, Let me caress your pale moon face, Let me taste those tender lips, Our souls in-twine with each precious drip, Take me from this world so cold, To forever rest in your longing hold.

Volume Xlii - In Sin, Do I Dwell?
Doctrine expressed Yet to those less than receptive. Theory explained to those who see it deceptive. A priest enthroned To manipulate the minds of men A death condoned Never to return to earth again Wait...and wait... Patience is virtuous indeed Wait...and hate... Wage war on those who reject your creed To the sword you will be The heretics, the blasphemers, the free Cast aside ye shall be The ones who dare to speak against thee Love thy enemies, twas said Why should I love who craves my pain? Rather I smash them dead Than to suffer eternally for their gain. "Accept me and live... For none shall go beyond but through me." For what you give, 'tis not impossible, without you, to be. A faith understood A cornerstone of trickery and treachery Befonre once it stood Now devoid of ceremony and pleasantry. The father, the son The spirit, so holy, sacred, and pure They hold on me none Of the grandeur in which once they were. In sin do I dwell? 'T

A Keeper
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, work shirt and a hat; and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things: a curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, re-heating leftovers, renewing; I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But when my mother died, and I was standing in that clear morning light in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it, it's best we love it... And care for it... And fix it when it's broken... And heal it when it's si

You
I often sit and wonder about you and the times we shared, the way you hold me and the way you touch me, they way you look at me with your brown eyes, is only a few ways to show how much you really care. We been through alot together, I've always pictured you and I together, I never imagined such a dream could come true, Until the first night I spent with you. My first night with you, all my dreams came true. At night I gaze into the stars, dreaming I'm with you wherever you are. You're a distance from me physically, but we're always together emotionally. I love and care for you so much, I can't begin to explain. It's like your the king, and I'm your kingdom. You have complete control over my heart, Nothing or nobody can ever tear us apart.

Story Of My Life 3
Story of my Life part 3 Current mood: angry Category: Life Well one year ago today they gutted me and ripped out part of my insides. And then they took those parts they ripped out and sent to a few diffrent places to get tested to find out what the fuck it was they just ripped out of this 19 year old girl. I don't remember much of my surgery that day. Morphine was my best friend that day. I remember how nervous I was that morning, how I got no sleep the night before. The 6 days I spent in the hospital are kinda blur to me right now even. I know my friends and family were there, and how much I apprciated having them there for me. I think that day we kinda new that it was cancer. They hinted around to it a bit, but didn't say yes or no. I remember coming out of recovery and Dr Farley telling me what they took out of me (the overy, tube and some odds and ends). I remember my staples popping and them having to stitch me up. It just makes me think. I can't believe how quickl

To Quit Or Not To Quit....
What would you do if you were offered a job making more money but meant you had to be away from the people you love for 6 weeks at a time. My husband has this choice, we both hate where we work, but it works out good for us, as far as the hours we work, we don't have to pay for daycare. So you tell me!! Should he go with the job that pays more money and be away from family or should he just stay where he's at right now.

The New Look Of The Southernpride Bar 2
Every one is welcome to come and check out my new look of the SOUTHERNPRIDE BAR 2 come and relax and make new friends and listen to some good music and have fun in my bar.

Friends.....
I have gotten on here and just went buck ass crazy sending friend requests and accpeting them. I am gonna trim down the list because there is no way in hell i talk to 500+ people. So please if you feel the need to speak up and want to say hi or want to chat sometime, please let me know and I will keep you on for that. I dont need nor care to have a Ga-jillion friends on here just for points... Have a great day... Keith

People With Issues
Well this week I am in the process of getting rid of people with issues from my profile. Last night I made me first move to remove someone he was offended because a friend of mine checked hi out, and he wanted me to go ask him why. I told him it was between them tow, and he blocked me cuz I told him we (my other friend and I) had never discussed him. Guess I bruised his ego. He thought this friend checked him out because he was jealous of him (LMAO) the guy that blocked me never had a shot at me to begin with. Let's get this VERY straight. I am in LOVE and that is my personal business, do not come here to create drama. I also removed a girl who wanted to talk to me, because she thought we were similar. UUMMMM... Not by a long shot are we even the same. I love my BF, and I do not post status such as " I want to play", or "I'm wet". that sends out the wrong signal to men, and it is sick really. Hope all is well with u my friends.

How Will You Die?
Take the quiz below. Here's mine. Yikes! I just wish I knew when, so I can be prepared. Grr! How will I die? Your Result: You will die from a terminal illness. My apologies. In the future, there will be more effective medication to help absolve the pain and discomfort. Do not fear pain or hospitals. To endure illness is divine and will reap many rewards in the next life.You will die in your sleep. You will die in a car accident. You will die in a nuclear holocaust. You will die while saving someone's life. You will die while having sex. You will be murdered.

Bliss
Your touch is electric I felt it the first time you held me The way we connected So easily I’ve tried to define it Searched for the perfect phrase I’ve tried to describe it In a million different ways (Chorus) It’s joy, it’s ecstasy, it’s truth it’s destiny And even love is not enough To tell you how you make me feel There’s only one word for this I’ve got to admit it You took my heart by surprise Don’t know how you did it But baby, I’ve never felt so alive (Chorus) It’s joy, it’s ecstasy, it’s truth it’s destiny And even love is not enough To tell you how you make me feel There’s only one word for this I already know what the future holds As long as you are here with me It’s joy, it’s ecstasy, it’s truth, it’s destiny And even love is not enough To tell you how you make me feel It’s faith, it’s honesty, it’s life, it’s everything To say “I love you” is not enough To tell you how you make me feel… It’s in your smile, it’s in your kiss It’s the

Tragedy
Sorry I'm only Human you know me Grown up oh no guess again My days always Dry up and blow away Sometimes I could do that too But make no mistake that When you need a friend You could count on anyone But you know I'll defend The tragedy that we knew as The end Progress, changing Growing then giving up Somehow we're never quite prepared But I understand it When you need a friend You could count on anyone But you know I'll defend The tragedy that we knew as The end So taking you with me would be like Taking all your money to the grave It does no good to anyone especially The one you're trying to save But it's so hard not to save When you need a friend You could count on anyone But you know I'll defend The tragedy that we knew as The end

The Assignation Of Quinton
Ok so I’m not going to kill him but I was really thinking about it this morning. Quinton is our newest addition to our family. He’s a wire haired terrier that I saved from the PH pound. He’s a cute little guy still a pup really with lots of energy. Well I spent most of last night keeping him off of my bed & out from under my feet. Well my favorite leather sandals were on the table to keep them save and this morning I found them chewed to itty bitty pieces with just the wooden soles left. It was almost back to the pound for that puppy. Now I just have to find a pair of sandals that go with my dress for Alabama. Wish me luck I have to find them by Thursday before I leave that evening.

To Be Collard
Collaring is when a Dom/me claims a sub as their own. This can be literal--actually placing a collar around the neck of the submissive--or it can be figurative and be an understanding between the people involved. Often the literal option is chosen, because the collar is recognized within the community as a mark of ownership. Collars are, again, a mark of ownership. Collars mean that a Dom/me has exclusive rights to the sub that is wearing their collar, and that he or she makes any decision that affects that sub. In some communities it is accepted that a person will check with the Dom/me before any interaction, even conversation, with the submissive. Most communities are not this formal, but that doesn't mean that the Dom/me does not have complete control over what is done to the sub that is wearing his or her collar. To touch, molest, use, or require something of a collared submissive by someone who is not their owner and is not acting under the owner's instruction is considered unfor

Cyberpaths
Exploitation is easier to accomplish on-line. The level of exploitation is all over the place. Clearly the most dangerous are the Cyberpaths. These sociopaths, psychopaths -- unwholesome, psychologically scattered individuals -- can exploit you in truly damaging ways. Despite common belief, a cyberpath is not always very easily identified, especially since you cannot see the person "in person." The more clever, the more intelligent the cyberpath is, the more you will not become aware of what you are dealing with, until it is too late. What he (the psychopath) gets he spoils and wastes... A psychopath, in this instance, the cyberpath, is merely looking for a way to fill in his time with empty exploits. They are highly narcissistic, and the internet provides fodder for them. I have known various cyberpaths, and they move from victim to victim, seeking people to feed their endless need for narcissism. When you've found them out, or they tire of you, they move on to the next victi

This Is It
well did you ever feel like everything was as bad as it could get and nothing could make it better... well I've been like that for awhile now.... over the last month I have changed my state of mind due to a special person in my life.... some people know... others don't need to.... but I've waited so very long... just as she... and now it all works out... right now I could not ask for more.... just today she called me this morning and dedicated take me there by Rascal Flats to me and said it makes her always think of me... so right now nothing can bring me down.... everyone have a good day....

Advice To Women
You don’t have to listen to me but I have come to the realization most women don’t know much about men. It isn’t that they are complicated creatures; far from it. WE make it complicated. So, what do we do now; maybe just read and learn. I will admit, these don't apply to all men and it is only my opinion. These are easy and shouldn’t be a surprise. 1) Men only need 3 (a-c) things but want 6 things to keep them happy; give them this and you are golden: a. Sex b. Sleep c. Food d. NO Nagging (oh my gosh don’t do this) e. Man Time (sports, gaming, fishing, hanging with the boys; whatever) f. Trust (it’s a two way street, remember that) 2) Make love to your man: Men need sex more than 3 times a year and if you are a women who isn’t into sex; well I feel for you but remember this HE WILL GO ELSEWHERE. It doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you anymore but give me a break. 3) YOU AREN’T HIS MOTHER!!!!!! He wants his lover NOT his mother; so stop acting like her 4) YOU CAN’T CHA

Blings Or Blasts
ok i have 1.3 million fubucks and id like to get either blingpacks or blasts for them if it all possible. if ne1 is interested in this leave a comment or shout me. ty very much to all who take the time to read this

Compromise
led astray like a horse to poison water head upon the chopping block finality coming to this life of chaos and disorder no prayers or confessions the words have all been said one simple act remains to happen before i rest my head in a basket i stare up with cold eyes one step from peace im haunted onelast moment at what i despise and then im free

Why Boys Go Out With Girls....
Why Boys and Girls Go Out...So True did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 min the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. but if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for like 5 years........ advice.... WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD -SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU! WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST - TELL HER S

To Whom Ever Cares
Maybe I shouldnt be writing this but you know I honestly dont give a fuck what people think of me anymore. I am who I am. I say what I want to say. I do everyhitng to try and please others but in the end nothing even matters unless its pleaseing myself. I work all day and I bartend 4 nights a week. Have my own place my own car and everyhitng is for nothing. I have no life. Noone likes me I have no friends, and they only call me when they want something. I get hit on by guys who are 50 years older then me um no. just no. Everytime I go out my friends get all the guy attention, all the drinks bought for them and I get shit on, like im nothing like im a ugly fat girl. I cant help who I am. I'm me Im tired of being and pretending to be happy when I'm not. All I want to do is die. I put a smile on my face even when im not happy. I drink myself to sleep, and when i have the day off i drink from the time I wake up till i pass out. I dont do drugs and i get made fun of because i dont. I'm not

Happyiness
i think i am starting to feel happiness in my life the last few days have been good and i am going to get to see my son this weekend and i do talk to the girl i love even if i dont get to see her or hold her i still see her face every time i close my eyes i hear her voice and feel her touch taste her lips on mine i am looking for a job it is time to get my life on track and i know it must start with me i feel that the time of darkness is comeing to an end.

Day To Your Night
Day to Your Night by Me You so careless and free Me just as you see I never hold a grudge Nor do I ever judge Your beauty so subtle and true I can't help not to love you If I wasn't your day to your night Only to have you near to me Makes my life complete If your eyes could only see What you mean to me My love so strong only if you knew It's so honest and so true I just wanted you to know I would never ever let you go If I wasn't your day to your night

Waiting
Waiting by Me Like a lone wolf on a cliff looking down at the pack I stand silently watching everybody walking by Learning from mistakes others are making Still holding my head high Waiting for that one to give me that chance I will never waver from how I feel For lonely will always be my nightmare Living in a void so cold and still Missing the warmth of another's gentle voice Wanting that moment for one's touch

"broken Heart"
"A Broken Heart" "There's nothing like a broken heart. Two pieces that fall apart. Each going its own way. Is this really the right way? Does it solve a single thing? Or is it a way of being? A broken heart, Is it really better together or apart?" Copyright ©2006 Dale F. Barker

Sigh...
well me and my girlfriend had a really bad fight last night and caused her to hang up on me this morning... and almost caused us to break up.. it was really bad... telling me that she doesn't really think that I care for her and want to be with her... and that she doesn't want to be with me really anymore... so I don't know what to do anymore... I really like her and I want to be with her... however its really really hard right now... and I just need to be with her... but anyway that was my night last night it sucked royally and also I have to move out of my apartment by july 14th... so yeah... oh well... I need a hug...

Sensual Serenity
Sweet abandon, inhibitions nil Sensual attraction, bended will Anxious anticipation, revel in the awe Unsaid words, unwritten law Intoxicating scent, intense sense of touch Ravaging appetite, hunger for so much Given so little at a time, such a gentle tease gained hold, contained totally, unbridled ease Lady waits, man desires His heart races, wanting rises higher Knowing he has no control, bows to her will She sighs in fulfillment, her game, her thrill Drawn ever deeper into the passionate abyss Arched back, heat builds, sensual bliss In time they move, slowly building Fighting back the inevitable, yet it's unyielding Nature takes over, motions increase Wave crash, mountains move, Before the torrid storms cease Tender touch, aftermath sustained In lovers arms, gentle rest remains

Your Kiss
Thumbs press me open. Intimate eyes caress my secrets. Hot breath scorches my insides As you bow to drink my dew. Your growth teases my softness While your lips and lapping tongue Set my copious juices aflow. I squirm against your hungry mouth, Hands slide to seize my hips And your teeth nip on my aching clit. Oooh, the exquisite torture Of your rapacious mouth, Has me moaning helplessly, As I stretch my legs wider To take your thrusting fingers. They press that special place inside, Until I’m floating in ecstasy. My body tightening, I pour all over you, Screaming out my love. Your lips take mine As I bathe in the aftermath Of your fiery touch. And I know it’s just begun…

Marriage Vows
Do you take [Name] to be your wedded [husband/wife] to live together in marriage. Do you promise to love (he lied), comfort (he lied), honor (he lied) and keep [him/her] For better or worse (he is searching for a replacement), for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health. And forsaking all others, be faithful only to [him/her] so long as you both shall live?" (his biggest lie of all)

This Sucks, What Should I Do
Its been the same old story for the last 6.5 years. His girls, his story to the girls, too get what he wants, and he does because you are all stupid and immediately send out the tits and twats pics to him. Some of you even say you dont do that shit, yeah right, whores. He tells me one story, you girls another. Which one is true? Probably yours. Mine is the lie. I know it. I knew it before. But I guess I am stupider than you girls. The last year and a half I have tried to ignore it, saying it doesnt matter. Its just words. It doesnt effect me, but it does. He always says that it doesnt mean anything, he comes home to me everynight. But what good does that do me when I am still alone even when you are there next to me. You girls get his emotions, his wants, his desires, his sex life. You get it all, I get nothing but empty kisses, automatic I love yous and husbandly duty fucks or mercy fucks if you will. He thinks his life is hell and he wants to escape it.

I Love When Losers Try And Step To Me
bitch suck my dick wit yo bald head ass ---------------------------------- Sent by: Olivia WTF CK YOU WTF FUCK URSELF ---------------------------------- Sent by: will dumb ass fucc ---------------------------------- Sent by: Olivia k ---------------------------------- Sent by: will how u doin ---------------------------------- Sent by: Olivia hi ---------------------------------- Sent by: will hey cutie who the fuck does that? try and mess with me shit!!!!!!!

I'll Be Gone
Today my family has been destroyed by the loss of my father. Such a young man at 69 yrs old is now gone. I will be offline for a minute while I bury him and grieve. Please keep my family in your prayers and know that life is too short as there was no warning that this was gonna happen to us and now I must explain to my son on his 6th bday why his pop pop is not around anymore. Please tell those that you love that you love them every chance you get cuz you never know when their time will be up.

Whoever Composed This Should Run For President.
Whoever composed this should run for President. WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENTAL CANDIDATE, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN,GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? "My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this even

Mark Harmon See I Can Spell His Name Right
On Chicago Hope: Plays a doctor whose life changed after he treated Oklahoma City bombing victims. Beer spokesman: His 23 Coors commercials in the late '80s were classics. Does he still drink it? "Not unless they're paying me." Family: Married to actress Pam Dawber. They have two sons, ages 9 and 5. The popular Chicago Hope actor saved a life offscreen when he rescued a teen from a burning car. "You make the effort. You get involved." That's what TV's Mark Harmon learned from saving a boy's life. Sometimes, when actor Mark Harmon hugs his two sons, he thinks of how he almost left them fatherless. He pictures his wife, actress Pam Dawber, raising them as a widow. "There's a fine line between heroic and stupid," he says. Last year, he chose to walk that line when he rescued a 16-year-old boy from a burning car. Harmon's sons, ages 9 and 5, learned something on that awful night: "You make the effort. You take part in life. You get involved," he says. Harmon, 45, is retic

The Cowgirl In Pink Has Been Asked To Be...
Good morning yall..I have some wonderful news to share with you all...and I am very proud to annouce that the Fireman185 an Merci Lynn have asked me to be the god mother to their beautiful baby daughter that is due to be born in Oct of this year...and it is an honor to me that they would think so highly of me to give me this title..and I make them both the promise that I will love her an think of her as my own and be there for you all when ever you need me...she is a blessing to you both and blessing come from the heavenly father above as he saw fit to bring her into the both of your lives for some unknown reason....and with this being said I'll not sit back anymore and watch anyone disrespect Merci or Chuck they have each other and a child to think about...and the drama stops here so anyone on this site has a problem with them any of what I have said..you come talk to me...because I've been there for the both of them since the begining they got together....they are having a child wit

Substance
There is more to life then being “really, really ridiculously good looking” –Derek Zoolander- I laugh and smile a lot to some of the things people say. I am a critical thinker and I analyze everything from music to jokes to find the root of it, I tend to “get it” quickly. I do not follow the leader (specially the blind man who is leading), I like to be the leader more often then not, even if that means going into on charted territory. Judging a book by its cover, something I try very hard not to do, it is a reality in our materialistic and shallow society. Often who you are, is not as important as who you appear to be. Therefore people attempt to portrait themselves in the most appealing manor to this society, this is visible not only by those of us who display proudly our attractive body, but also by those of us who take a picture from above or only display photos of their face on the perfect light, all trying to hide our bodies because it does not meet what is socially appealing.

Venting.
I am shut down inside, and have been for so long...yet there is this pain that I feel now, that concerns me. I know who is the root of it all. I have chosen to remove his importance from my life, belittle him in my mind by turning him into a useless factor, a toy. It not working. The next step would be to remove this factor all together. Remove any chance of contact, which is a step to be taken soon. I cannot figure out, for the life of me...how in the hell I let this worm into my brain. There is no heart, but there is a fire. Maybe it was the moments of familiar touch...wothless embrace. There is tomorrrow...there is a moment where this too shall pass...I am stronger now... Strength built from pain...I did this to myself for a reason. The importance I placed in this individual was to move on from another. It's worked.

Kids Survey
Kids SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Do you have children? Yes How many? 6 What are their names? zack,nickie,douglas,jessie,ronnie,brittany How old are they? 13,10,7.5,4,3, Do you want to have any more? No we have enough How many? Naw Would you prefer the next ones to be boys or girls, or do you care? i have 4 boys and 2 girls What will the next ones' names be? none Do your kids live with you? All but to will soon though Do they get along better with you or with their other parent? Me :] The First Kid How old were you when you had your first kid? 18 How long were you in labor? 23 hours Did you have the child naturally, or by c-section? naturally What were the first few months like? good Tell me a funny story from when that child was a baby? wow idk lol to many What is the most embarrassing thing that child has ever done to you? lmfao which one Whats the worst thing that child has ever done? nothing i can think of What is the one word that best describes thi

Why Do Good Byes Hurt The Most
When the sun goes down it’ll be the end, When the stars fade away it’ll be the last time, We’ll look at each other. Deep down in the silent ground, I’ll look up and see your face, See the tears falling down on me, Where will I be tomorrow? Will we ever meet again? We will never really know, But for now I know that we have to say goodbye. There will be a memory of me left behind, But soon that memory will fade away, I’ll be the wind passing through your fingers, Everyone will forget me, But for now I hope you won’t cry, Because I don’t want this to be a sad goodbye, But how can I stop you from crying, When you know that we will never be able, To see each other face to face in the morning, At night, The dinner table will be without me, The bed will be without me, We will forever meet without seeing each other face to face, What will you do tomorrow without me? What will I be doing? Does anyone know? Does anyone really know what will happen?

On The Road Again
it's 330 am Saturday morning and I am trying my best to stay up all night so I can sleep on the road. Don't think I will make it though. I am looking at a 9-10 hr car ride to KY with the ex husband and 2 kids. The trip is bittersweet. No better time to go home then Father's day weekend. My dad will need me. His only daughter. We just hit four month's since Brian's death. He won't be there to greet me as he normally is. Well no I take that back. Mom and dad have his urn in their bedroom so he will be home in a sense I suppose. It will be nice to hang with my parents as long as we can avoid talking about me getting back together with my ex. I think he just wants to be with me out of pity since he knows I have Parkinson's syndrome and I am a type 1 diabetic. Truth is I am owed in real life and I adore my Master so I don't need my ex to take care of me because I have someone to watch over me now. Not to mention I can still take care of myself. Anyway to those of you who know me,

Entry For May 19, 2003
Ok, well, I spent an hour and a half typing tonight's entry up and, wouldn't ya know it, it didn't take. Well, needless to say, I am not going to sit here and retype it...... especially since I really can't remember half of what I typed. (LOL) All I can really say is I suppose this is one of the drawbacks of today's technology. It sucks, but oh well, what can you do? The basics of tonight's entry was that Alan and I are getting better and John is becoming more of a "momma's boy" and Chris and I are still having our ups and downs. It's funny really, we have absolutely nothing in common with each other, but yet, we seem to be completely and totally in love. Yeah, we bitch and moan about how difficult the other is, but we never talk of leaving one another and still do things for each other. I guess it's like having that one friend that you can't live with, but you just can't live without. Once, again she is sick, gassy and puking like crazy. I don't know what to do for her. I f

Need Or Want
What does it mean to want? Dictionary.com defines want as: - to wish, need, crave, demand, or desire. That leaves alot open to interpretation. I could say that I want you, and I could mean that I want you emtionally...or physically.....or mentally. I do not however agree with dictionary.com on one word they used.....NEED.....a need and a want are 2 completely different thing. NORMALLY a need is something you can not live without, a necessity like food or water, a place to live, electricity, water. AND NORMALLY a want is a luxury like brand name clothing, luxury cars, an expensive car and so on. And that is where I get stuck, i can not seem to determine if you are a NEED or a WANT. I think about the space in my life you would fill.....not only as a ccompanion/lover but as a friend....I often wonder if you could step up and be the kind of man I need in mine and my daughter's life. I NEED a strong, independent, trustworty, affectionate, loving, caring man. I NE

A Man I Wish To Emulate
These are champions who have shattered records, pulverized pole positions and fast laps and faced all kinds of challenges. They live in our memories, remembered by the races they ran and the cars they drove. However, there are exceptions: when we think of Ayrton Senna, we do not remember him by the symbols of his success; we see the portrait of a man. We see the image of a champion in a league of his own, who not only won three world titles (1988, 1990, 1991) and 41 Grand Prix, but who was also able to carry us on the wave of his emotions like no-one else. This is because Ayrton defied speed -not just his opponents. He was attracted by the beauty of velocity and challenged it with unswerving faith. Close to the less fortunate, fair to his adversaries, Senna always drove with his heart, always allowing the man to cross the finish line before the champion. "Ayrton was a star in a league of his own, both as a man and as a pilot; a champion at the steering wheel and a lover of speed, bu

Tired Of Losing Friends
I am so tired of losing my friends to: ADDICTION DISEASE HOMICIDE SUICIDE AND THIS CITY.. I have watched as so many of my friends lose themselves. It is hard to watch and harder to accept. I have seen the turmoil that others endure, have lived the tragedy which is pain, and I have survived. I carry with me the pain of others on my back and it is a very hard burden to bear. I love my friends each and all of you and as I sit back and watch you suffer and die is much harder to deal with than anything I have ever experienced. R.I.P Donnie Katie Jay Traci John Debbie T Dethy Andy William Shane AND ESPECIALLY VAL(he is severely missed) I miss you all and where ever you are right now, whatever life you are living.. I HOPE IT IS BETTER THAN THE LIFE YOU LEFT BEHIND

Choice
I have made a choice and I have to live with it. I have reached a turning point in my life and I am slowly making the transition . I have re-entered shadows so to speak , it is my choice I know but I needed to do it . I lost focus on where am heading and need to keep to myself for a bit . I know there are people/ friends who will tell me that this is a mistake but they do not have to live with it . I do

Shes Amazing !!!
Ok i want to take the time to pimp out one of my friends whom i have became close to through my hubby :] Dj.Hott she is a wonderful person and im glad i got the chance to meet her and become her friend!! Go show her some love she will return all love givein to her lets get her leveled and show her that fu love she really needs even if u just need a friend shes the one u can go to and shes one who will always be there to help u in anyway she can:] f I were a memory I’d hold you there forever Reminding you of the good times we shared together If I were a smile on your face I would stay Never to let sadness chase me too far away If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown If I were feet I would stay inline with you So I could be with you in all that you do If I were a shadow I would always follow We’d face thi

Atascadero Camping
We were camping in Atascadero. The campsites were well separated and lots and lots of big tall trees. There was even a little creek. It was just him and I, lots of wine and some good food. The days all started the same, waking up sleepy-eyed and not wanting to get out of the warm sleeping bag, then long, leisure morning sex sessions. He was so great and always got up and made me coffee, serving it to me 'in bed'. The leisure lasted as long as my coffee did because he always rallied me to get up and go for a run with him. We explored while we ran, it was such fun; sometimes we'd find spots that we'd visit later in the day. The afternoons were spent by the swimming hole, laying in the sun, splashing and goofing off. He usually red the newspaper or a book while I floated topless on my little floaty thing and tried to splash him. Once I'd had enough sunbathing, it was back to camp for a 'nap'. Our naps consisted of getting naked and enjoying another round of afternoon sex. Th

Advent
Advent Sometimes the hardest thing to do Is the easiest thing to say Everytime I think of you I can't help but feel this way Why I have to suffer Why she has to watch I can't help but love her On my heart she's left a blotch No one can see what I see Even if you copied me No one can even start to comprehend How compassionate to her I can be Or the sacrifices I begin I will claw my way to the top My sickness is my weapon I refuse to stray, I will not stop I will pass all dissension I wait to see what He has meant I refuse to stop until I'm dead I will await her advent

Imprison Me
Imprison Me by Andrew Harris ©2002 Your eyes remind me, cold and dark A midnight stroll, the strangest mark Felt the need to beckon you Knew the constant pressure grew Moving even closer, still Know my weakness, drain my will It seemed so real, I can’t believe Ignore ideas that I conceive Sunshine helped my anger fade Heated flesh beneath the shade Bought the lies you sold to me My soul still caged, it can’t break free Thoughts of you imprison me, Memories controlling me Unknown life I wish to see Thoughts of you imprison me. There was a time my heart was strong Look to the clouds where we belong You roam that land, a gallery Filled with lovely sights to see I can’t quite reach your warm embrace Or feel the rays upon my face Seems I’m stuck, I can’t get through To lay beneath the stars with you A layer of filth between these planes Prevents our minds from playing games Thoughts of you imprison me The agony that you can’t see Dreams about where we sh

For My Friend
across the miles you touched my life, opened my eyes, and filled my empty heart- strangers, yet friends, our spirits reach out, always touching, never apart- - you in the east, me in the west, never together, never apart- - Carol Miller

Another For Me...
Connection Soul stirring Deep and breathtaking Awakened from slumber Words touching dark places unknown Emotions in turmoil Aching for that which never ends Invisible bindings Phantom caresses Needs whispered on the wind Fire spreads across the distance Swirling heat pools between milk white thighs Tendrils of flame lick nerve-endings raw The struggle for power The fight for surrender Control is lost Regained in a moment Control is given Submitted unto One His Dominance now her home

A 4 Letter Word..
LOVE - People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of my dying days. I was given one life to live and that is exactly what I plan on doing......living my life to the fullest! Filling it with positive things and doing my best to heal those who are also lost and broken....just as I once was. There is always enough room for love and hope in everyone's life. You just have to have faith that it is there........you don't have to search for love wh

Perception
Do not judge me by my outer appearance. But look deep into my soul. For it is there that you will see who I am. Our bodies are but cases that protects our heart from physical pain. But it cannot protect us from words. Think before you speak words that will cause a heart to hurt. And if you love someone, surround that heart gently with caring. A loving heart is given completely, in trust and faith that it will be guarded for all time.

Untitled
What steals the warmth of a soul's embrace But the icy grip of Death's disgrace The stains will spread the purest rage Placing your heart in the Devil's cage No light to save, no God to call No faith to grasp, no hope at all.

Mercy Forgotten
The death toll is tallied Blue fires still rage As the killers rally Turn the dead man's page See his memory beaten The happiness we stole His heart has been eaten And spat over the coals His being now seared By the flame of mankind Our hatred so severe Humanity - left behind

Didn't We Almost Have It All
Remember when we held on in the rain The nights we almost lost it Once again we can take the night into tomorrow Living on feelings Touching you I feel it all again Chorus: Didn't we almost have it all When love was all we had worth giving? The ride with you was worth the fall my friend Loving you makes life worth living Didn't we almost have it all The nights we held on till the morning You know you'll never love that way again Didn't we almost have it all The way you used to touch me felt so fine We kept our hearts together down the line A moment in the soul can last forever Comfort and keep us Help me bring the feeling back again (Chorus) Bridge Didn't we have the best of times when love was young and new couldn't we reach inside and find the love of me and you we'll never lose it again cause once you know what love is you'll never let it end Chorus: Didn't we almost have it all The night we held on till the morning You know you'll never lov

Jack
I seen him at the gas station near my house Wednesday morning after work, he works there now I guess. He was always a good friend until we started seeing each other, mind you I was around 15-16 when the shit really started. This was the guy that used to beat me and I watched sleep with another chick because he told me to sit and I was too afraid to get up and leave. He burned me with a cigarette once where he thought no one would see, right about my pubic area. It's pretty sad that a 15 year old had to go through that. I was young and naive and didn't know any better. I've told a few people about it but never really told them who it was that did it all. After my brother, Josh, started living with my family it all ended, they were friends and I knew that he wouldn't ever do that shit around my brother so I finally got the backbone to break it off. After my brother moved out he started talking shit and all I could think was everything that he had done and everyone was looking at

Dhsdhds
A da blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I hate going to bed early. Stupid work. I wanna stay out and play.... Hmmmm just another random post....bloggy thingy or whatever. I like the feeling of my fingers dancing on the keyboard. I am molesting the keyboard. It's liking it very much. Oh oh oh oh ya ya ya tap tap tappy tap I think i'm going to go lay in bed with my cats. They loves me...I loves them...blarg a blarg de darg. Be jealous..... I fart in my sleep.... dun dun dun dun DUN bleh...blah...bleh....blow....blow me? yadda yadda yadda como da cheese wrinkle butt manicure cheese maple donkey butt.... okay..that is all.....

My Truck!!!!
TODAY JUNE 20TH, 2008 AT 3:00 P.M. MOUTIAN TIME MY TRUCK CAUGHT ON FIRE I BEARLY GOT OUT, SOME WILL BE SORRY TO HEAR THAT I GOT OUT, BUT MY KID'S ARE HAPPY I'M ALIVE! I DON'T THINK THE GODDESS IS DONE WITH ME YET!!!!!!!! (YOU THINK?)

Liars And Backstabbers
It never ceases to amaze me how some people who call you their "friend" can turn around and back stab you so quickly and easily, without even blinking an eye. It's amazing how you can invest so many years into a friendship and accept someone for who they are - forgive and forget more times than you can count, and still be treated like you are nothing in the end. But I think that the most upsetting thing is how someone can be so jealous of your happiness that they will do anything to try and sabotage every relationship you get, and they call themself your "friend"? BULLSHIT. Friends don't treat friends that way. The person I am talking about knows who they are, and let me say once and for all - after 12 years of standing by you through everything - being there for you when nobody else was, in spite of what others thought of me for remaining a true friend to you - I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH. I wish you well in your life, but I will no longer be a part of it. I'm NOT the person yo

You're A Hooker And You Know It.
Okay, so I was drawn to look at a page recently where the page owner stated that they were going to give everyone what they wanted last time. I assumed they were deleted before, so off I ran expecting to see some grand display of stupid behavior. I was NOT disappointed. This "person" offered the chance to look at their NSFW pics for a blast, a VIP, or a donation of 100,000 fu-bucks. This young lady was willing to strip nude and show off her body for pretend money and fleeting low rent internet notoriety. I found that incredible. Why would anyone prostitute themselves for something that wasn't tangible? I mean to say, if you are willing to show off your body, then do so. But don't do it for levels, points, VIP's, or Blasts. You can't take that shit home. You can't pay the bills with it. And guess what? You can't buy back your self respect with it. Just because its pretend money doesn't make you less of a prostitute. Its does however make you a stupid one. And to those who are willin

Pantie Raid! Yikes!!!
It's... ...for the NERD in all of US! Some good clean FUN AND FANS FOLKS! Rate, Fan and Add Request each of the FUs on this Bulletin to take part in the fun! Be sure to show everyone lots and lots of love and give everything you get back! If someone is already on your list, be sure to leave them a comment! For the Guys... Your add request or comment should say, "GIMME UR PANTIES!" or if you try to keep the nerdy perv in ya on the low say, "I'm a Panty Raider!" I suppose if you are FAR'in a DUDE YOU CAN SAY...ummm...whatever you are comfortable with. HAHA! For the Girlies... Your add request or comments should say, "HE TOOK MY PANTIES!" or if you are a little shy say..."My Panties were Raided!" So, join the silliness and show me the NERD that lives inside you! Be sure to private message me when you are done! ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar AND REPOST THIS BULLETIN! Now, go get them Panties and make some new FRIENDS! *Pink0828

Why Is It? Question For The Guys...
Why is it I get a shit load of compliments from men. Especially those local to me...and they make it seem that they want to meet to get to kno each other then when I step up to the plate and say well we should meet soon how about tomorrow or something to sho that I am willing to meet them, they are like...uh well I cant, uh well I am taken, uh well I dont have a car, uh well....uh well why are you hinting to me you want to meet to see what happens AND saying I am all these words like sexy, beautiful??? Your not honest about your status...especially when I talked to someone for an hour! They said damn wish I could meet you...ok...well then lets meet...uh I cant...well why cant you...uh i dont have a way and i am married. OMG! Then fuk off! I am sick of men who do that shit. OK yea I like the compliments thats fine....but dont use the phrase "we should meet" or anything close to it. Your leading me on. And its bullshit. Yep...I am venting lmao...but its true just tired of the

Important Info....
Ok to all my friends ill be leavein fubar myspace and yahoo for awhile.... Have some personal things goin on that need to tend to...Thanks for all u whom i got to know and was able to become friends with... ill be back just dont know when thanks again all...

45 Things To Do For Her
45 Things To Do 01- touch her waist 02- talk to her 03- share all my secrets 04- always give her my jacket 05- kiss her oh so slowly 06- hug her oh so tightly 07- hold her like she has never been held before 08- always laugh with her 09- invite her anywhere 10- let her know she was my #1 friend and always be the focus of my attention around any other friends. 11- smile with her (Cheezie Smiles Too!) 12- take pics with her (Cheezie Pic's Too) 13- gently pull her onto my lap, but only if she liked it! 14- deny it if she ever said she loved me more, I would tell you couldn't possibly love me more Huni! 15- Love her more then anything in the world and make dam sure she knows it!*My Favorite* 16- always hug her when you see her 17- kiss her unexpectedly 18- hug you from behind around the waste 19- always tell her she's beautiful not sexy! 20- tell her the way I feel about her and show you it too! 21- gently kiss her on the lips 22- never ask her to buy me stuff. I

How Do I Love Thee? Let Me Count The Ways.
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,—I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life!—and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.

Hotel
I thought I spotted her across the hotel foyer - she was average height, and she had a pretty smile. She seemed to recognise me immediately and walked over. I stood up and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She smiled and said "are we ready?". I assured her we were and led her over to the lifts. We got into a lift with no-one else in there. She smiled at me again and said she had a little surprise for me. I felt something in my trousers give an involuntary twitch. When we got to the hotel room, she simply told me to "strip completely". This I did, not quite knowing where we were headed. She undid her skirt and removed it. There, standing before me, was this incredibly sexy lady with the most gorgeous panties on. They were a pale creamy silk, and they had some lacy edging on them as well. She was also wearing black stockings - the contrast between those and her skin was beautiful. "Do you like them?" she asked. I just nodded dumbly - they were so pretty -

Losing A Friend
Soooo...today has really been a hard day for me...sunday my dad called to tell me some bad news...one of my coworkers had gone in to have his appendix removed and while in the hospital had two major heart attacks...and fell into a coma...well i got a phone call later that night from one of my coworkers saying that they had done some tests to check brain activity...and NONE...well today i recieved a really bad phone call...my friend and pal Federico Acosta had died... Im not sure how i feel right now...so many things...sadness...first off...and then the rest is all just confusion...im sure eventually things will all sort out...

Letter For One Angry Woman‏
I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful Words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not Started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally Murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our Nation's' capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning Or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an Overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I Don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for Incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the

Mike And Leeann
JUNE 25, 2008 We are gathered here today to join Michael Glidewell and Leeann Reaves in Marriage before God who will watch over them and keep them together as one until these two can be placed with one other for the rest of their new lifes together. If Michael or Leeann has any reason to doubt this marriage let them speak now. Michael do you have vows you would like to say to Leeann now? I love u so much u are my world u have meant the world to me since day 1 u bring so much sunshine in my life ur the air I breath the happyness in my life ur the reason I get up in the moringings you are what keeps me going with out u im nothing I know im not ur first love but I would love to be ur last ur love I wouldnt miss for the world. Now Leeann will you say your vows to Michael. Mike from the day we met, the beginning of our relationship you've amazed me, suprised me and enchanted me in a way that no other human being ever has. Before I knew you, I wasn't living.

For Stang
imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World For Stang hope you like them hun ! Go show Stang some Proper Love & Respect ! ADD , Rate & Fan ! ♡STANG®♡FU BAD B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡FU WIFEY 2 MY GAT DAMNED SELFϖ@ fubar Love & Light, Anti

Anger & Love
ANGER & LOVE... While Dad was polishing his new car, his four-yr old son picked up a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In his anger, Dad took the child's hand & hit it many times, not realizing he was using a wrench, At d hospital, his child said, "Dad, when will my fingers grow back?". Dad was so hurt. He went back to the car and kicked it a lot of times. Sitting back, he looked at d scratches. child wrote "I LOVE YOU DAD". ANGER & LOVE have no limits ...............we never realise when we hurt some one...its easy hurting ...n its easy forgiving but its very hard to forget.....at for the one who's hurt...!!!! When ever you are angry remember this story.......................

It's True…love Hurts
My life is falling apart And you go and break my heart Just when I give a little more It isn’t enough and I don’t know what for How can you go hide behind lies Since I don’t know' I’ll go cry That’s all I seem to do And I do it because of you I know nothings alright Since all I do is stay up all night How could I even go back After feeling all that You can’t think that I’m "emo" But you don’t even fucking know You don’t know what its like to cut Well you do but..... I just hate you so much But as you give a fuck And why do you care what they say I guess you didn’t love me anyway You don’t even know me And you know I mean that literally I can’t tell you and you can’t see And if you did we could be I don’t really think I want that Cuz I don’t think I’m going back

Command
Jake looks at His beloved slave, Emma, as she lay on their big bed, arms above her head, legs spread slightly apart, just the way He wanted her. she was wearing the corset He had bought for her. It was a dark dark blue lace. Making her dark blue eyes glow. The corset was the under the bust kind, the kind that didn't cover her small, but beautiful tits, instead, it pushed them up. Already perky, they were pushed even higher with her nipples hard as little pebbles. she wore no panties as was His rule but she did don a pair of thigh highs that were held in place by garter straps that were attached to the corset. A vision of loveliness He thought as He looked her over. she lay perfectly still, an order from her Master. He had made her promise not to move until He told her to. He remembered their words, "No moving, my dear." "Yes Master." "That's My girl". He knew it was eating her up not to be able to spread her legs wider for Him. He had placed her on the bed just so, just

A Deafening Silence
sitting here with nothing but the sound of my own breathing total and utter isolation trying to break me down trapped and so far from those i love yet so close as to be even more tortured this silence is deafening and when i scream it is lost in the void there is nothing keeping me here, and still i'm trapped and don't know how i can free myself from this prison beating my head against the wall which isn't there

Poems
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true.

Less Drama
When I left myspace, it was due to so much drama, now after being on here for just over 2 months, I find there is just as much fekkin drama as there is on any other site - yet again I feel the need to air my views and I am free to say exactly what I like SO HERE WE GO - PLEASE READ THIS CAREFULLY COS IM NOT IN THE HABIT OF REPEATING MY SELF PLEASE KEEP DRAMA TO YOUR SIDE OF THE PC - DONT BRING IT TO MINE thanks I love you all you are all the muttz nuttz

Midgets
What are Midgets? A fubar midget is a mini version of your profile. You can embed it anywhere... your blog, myspace, etc. It's updated in real time, so whoever see's it can find your current fubar status, level, fans, photos, etc,. One of the best things about the midget is that you also receive points everytime someone looks at it!

Gummy Express Train
GUMMY EXPRESS TRAIN COME RIDE THE GUMMY EXPRESS...THERE'S ONLY A FEW BUT HOPEFULLY WE GROW AND GROW. I'M STARTING THIS TRAIN TO HELP OTHERS WITH ALL DIFFERENT NEEDS. WHETHER IT'S A BULLY THAT NEEDS REPOSTING, LEVELING, RATES, FANS, ADDS, ETC. YOU JUST CALL ON ONE OR ALL OF THE TRAIN AND WE WILL COME RUNNING. HERE ARE A FEW RULES: 1. HELP ANOTHER TRAIN MEMBER IN NEED, OR A FRIEND THEY ASK U TO HELP 2. YOU ASK FOR HELP WHEN U NEED IT AND OTHER TRAIN MEMBERS AND THEIR FRIENDS WILL HELP YOU. 3. HAVE A GREAT TIME GETTING NEW FRIENDS, ETC. 4. WHEN U NEED HELP LEVELING DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY POINTS YOU HAVE TO LEVEL EVERY LIL BIT HELPS. DON'T LET A HAPPY HOUR GO TO WASTE!!! 5. MUST FAN ADD AND RATE ALL MEMBERS...THEN PM ME THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED.. the person below gummy express is the person to Private message to add to the train! lots of hugs and kisses! fan rate and add me too! *GUMMY*EXPRESS*ssǝɹdxǝ ʎ

Evil Mutant Attack Squirrel Of Death
I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car; a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals and I really hate it on a motorcycle but a squirrel should pose no danger. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Harley with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mouth opened and at the

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.love ruff sex 2.loves to give oral 3.am bbw and proud 4.loves to make new friends 5.i smoke 6.i love my computer 7.watches kids to much 8.text messages peoples to much 9.deals with everyone elses drama 10.i swear to much 1.dragonslayerlrd 2.lostsoul 3.cubsfan 4.fzy69m 5.kranie0561

Schism
I know the pieces fit because I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing, Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication. I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame it doesnt mean I dont desire to Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over. To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication. The poetry that comes from the squaring off between, And the circling is worth it. Finding beauty in the dissonance There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away. Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting Ive done the the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication Cold silence has a ten

Moving
July 1st i am moving and i will be offline cable company told me they can not get to me until july 8th or 9th so that is when i will be back online so i will miss you all and show me some fu love and i will return when i come back..muaaaaaaaaaaaah

100 Things About Me
THIS IS THE 100 RANDOM TRUTHS ABOUT YOURSELF LIST. 1. I WAZ BORN IN Yonkers NY 2. I was born at the end of the year. 3. I have a son that's 6 4. I have another son that's 4. 5. I am reaching that ultimate age of 30 :( 6. I am adopted 7. I am the baby of 9 children 8. I have lost 90 lbs in 2 1/2 years 9. I smoke cigs 10. My mother is Puerto Rican 11. My dad is Irish 12. I watch porn alot 13. I love to watch porn with a man 14. I love anal sex 15. I can get aggressive in bed lol 16. I love walks on the beach AFTER anal ;) 17. I write 18. I've been published a few times 19. Tho I'm not famous for my writing YET 20. I wear a size 10 pants 21. I play poker 22. One day I will be good enough at bluffing in poker to play in a real tournament 23. I love sex 24. I love sucking di*k 25. I love to ride ;) (use your imagination) 26. I sing a lil 27. I've done some background vocals for a producer friend of mine 2

Empty Me ~ Chris Sligh
I've had just enough of the spotlight when it burns bright to see how it gets in the blood. and i've tasted my share of the sweet life and the wild ride and found a little is not quite enough. i know how i can stray and how fast my heart could change. Empty me of the selfishness inside every vain ambition and the poison of my pride and any foolish thing my heart holds to Lord empty me of me so i can be filled with you. I've seen just enough of the quick buys of the best lies to know how prodigals can be drawn away. i know how i can stray and how fast my heart could change. Empty me of the selfishness inside every vain ambition and the poison of my pride and any foolish thing my heart holds to. Lord empty me of me so i can be filled with you. Cause everything is a lesser thing compared to you, compared to you. Cause everything is a lesser thing compared to you so why surrender all? Empty me of the selfishness inside every vain ambition and t

Please Show Support For Mya Rose
Please show support to the families that are going through a really hard time right now. This family has gone through so much in the last few months and things got a lot worse here lately. Please stop by the mother's page Crazy Mylf♥AKA Mya & Brooklyns Mommy@ fubar and show her your support along with the grandmother Noexquz™Please Pray For My Granddaughter Mya Rose**Shadow Leveler**@ fubar There's a little girl that really needs all the support she can get. Please read their blogs and such and you will understand their pain right now. Thank you all so much for any and all support you can give.

Blossoming
every word every day love for you grows in every way finding new planes of intimacy to lay down and find our peace upon seeking comfort in each others arms,safe from the hatefilled world and all its corroded charms love blossoming like the flowers on top of your television and blue skies captured in your eyes every stare conjuring feelingfrom deep within my soul come to me i beckon my darling,complete my circle and make me whole theres nothing softer than your fragrance in the air and if the worlddissolves around us,i doubt id even care as long as you were safe in my embrace lookingup and smiling at my smiling face

To Know
I ache for your touch. I long for your tender embrace, I want to feel that one kiss, To feel you holding me, Feeling your lips against mine, To know your heart beats in time with mine. I want to know if you care, If you love, If you dream, If you long for a kiss as well as a touch, I want to know if your heart longs for mine. Deborah Grijalva

"mother To Son" By Langston Hughes
Mother to Son Well, son, I'll tell you: Life for me ain't been no crystal stair. It's had tacks in it, And splinters, And boards torn up, And places with no carpet on the floor? Bare. But all the time I'se been a-climbin' on, And reachin' landin's, And turnin' corners, And sometimes goin' in the dark Where there ain't been no light. So, boy, don't you turn back. Don't you set down on the steps. 'Cause you finds it's kinder hard. Don't you fall now? For I'se still goin', honey, I'se still climbin', And life for me ain't been no crystal stair. -Langston Hughes

"phenomenal Woman" By Maya Angelou
Phenomenal Woman Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm

Fall On Me
Fall on me this time I will keep you dry Through the rain And back again Fall on me this time Lay your hand in mine I can too Be strong like you Rest your heart You can always start Again Follow me this time I will be your eyes I can see If you let me chorus And all the things you taught me And all the things you braved I kept them all inside me They’re with me everyday With the things I didn’t say Fall on me this time I will keep you dry Through the rain And back again Rest your heart You can fall apart chorus And all the nights you held me And all the times you stayed I kept them all inside me They’re with me everyday With the things I didn’t say

This Is Me Abc's
A- AMAZING B- BEAUTIFUL C-CRAZY D-DARING E-EXCELLENT F-FABOLOUS G-GIRLY H-HOTT I-ICY J-JOKER K-KISSABLE L-LOVER M-MEMERIZED N-NICE AND NAUGHTY O-OUTGOING P-PARTY GOER Q-QUIVERING QUEEN R-ROMANTIC S-SASSY AND SPOILED T-TASTEFUL U-URBAN CHICK V-VANITY W-WONDERFUL X-XCASTY Y-YOUNG Z-ZESTY

Love
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

This Is A Site The Net For Christs Sakes..
ok people this is a fucken site its the godamn net learn that its not real life....so wut if a person gets fuengaged or fumarried its for fucken amusment.. every fucken time i get fuengaged or fumarried some dumn ass lame fuck gets mad at me..GROW THE FUCK UP ITS FU DUMN ASSES..One more thing to add even the immiture fucken lil girlS get pissed if a guy is in a differant state you stupid cum bucket bitches y do you get mad if he is friends with someone in real life? thats fucken silly ass kid shit.. GROW THE FUCK UP YOU WINEY HATEN LIL GIRLS THERE IS NOT CHANCE YOU CAN FUCK HIM WAY ACCROSS THE COUNTRY..STUPID LIL HOES...THIS SITE IS FOR FUN YOU DUMB BITCHES GROW THE FUCK UP..!!!!AMUSMENT IF YOU THINK ITS REAL THEN GROW THE FUCK UP GO SEEK HELP FOR SOME FUCKEN PILLS CUZ YOU SURE NEED THEM!!!!!!advice for the lil girls on fu any time a man talks sex to you he dont want you he wants the pussy...so dont think your special cuz he talks sexual shit to you k...same for the lil boys..as well..

The End
Her tears fall down her cheeks, As she sits in the darkened corner of her room. Everyone is asleep, As she reaches for the bag. The bag of pills, Holds her future, OR the end of life, As she knows it. She reaches for the whiskey, On her vanity, And opens the bag, Removing a bottle. She pours a handful of pills And opens the bottle. As she puts the pills into her mouth, She allows a long shot of whiskey to follow. She feels the burning, As the end goes down her throat. She closes the bottle And sits it back on the vanity. She goes, And lays next to her sleeping boyfriend. With a note in her hand, She closes her eyes and sleeps

The Story
The marks on her wrists Tell a story Of all her life's troubles. Of how her drunken father beat her, Of how her cheating boyfriend left, Of her mother's drug addiction, And of her death. She was lost, In this dark, cruel world, Blinded by the light, At the end of the road. She never cried, Or talked about her pain. No one cared about her, In her eyes. She left, Full of hate and sorrow. NEver seeing the glass, As half full. But the marks on her wrists, Told the story.

Be Thankful..everyday
I Am the Flag of the Of America SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy

Happy 4th Of July To All You Americans And People All Around The World
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SWELL 4TH OF JULY GOD BLSS TO ALL YOU AMERICANS MEN AND WOMAN WHO ARE FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM AND OU PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU IN OUT HEARTS COME HOME SAFE AND SOUND. BCOMMENTED.COM] BCOMMENTED.COM BCOMMENTED.COM BCOMMENTED.COM BCOMMENTED.COM BCOMMENTED.COM

Shame
The ugly word given strength by the facts we try to hide but have already accepted and embrassed, yet rejected You can’t help what you like, you can’t supress what you fight cause truth is the fight ain’t that quiet. Ya life ain’t that righteous. But people think you to be what you’d like them to see The illusion of all that you wish you could be or can’t help but need. We are sane yet crazy, Innocent and lazy. "I don’t want people to know that...." "Its none of their business..." "I’m embarrased cause.." It all comes down to one thing self image is always lacking, but that will never matter if you want to be happy. Nor should it matter to those who so calld care or the lovers and friends who said they’d be there, but they laugh and they joke, they join crowds to stare. They care for you they prove it with out the green eye’d monster whispering in their ear, but with an angry tone pissed that you can’t conquer your fears. Hold on at the cliff when the end is near even when

When
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You.

A Note About What Is Happening With Me
Well, its been so long since I have been on here I don't even know where to start. Some of you may have known that my elderly cat had health issues. Around the beginning of the year she developed diabetes. It required me to give her shots 12 hours apart and to feed her at least a half hour before. Her general health condition made her so sensitive that I had to give the shot between 7:00 & 7:30 every time or she would get spasms and even convulsions. In the mean time, work had gotten intense but, thankfully, not cut throat as it was last year. We had a complete team change over that caused us a lot of time settling back into the schedule. There have also been project after project that had me working my butt off but I constantly had to leave and take work with me so that I could keep Millie's schedule. Well, the last few weeks have been hell. The project hit us with a high profile task that needed to be done by the end of this month and at the same time Millie seemed to get

Is This How It's Supposed To Be?
May 30th I reached a milestone in my life... With grace and style and the coolness god granted me I turned 30 years old :-) In the 36 days since my birthday i have: Fallen down the stairs... Spraining my left hip knee and ankle simulatenously cut all my hair off again...because it keeps falling out chipped my tooth cap Went to the gynecologist and was told maybe i should think about a mamaogram and oh yea you might have endometriosis because your periods are so horrible and oh yea we are gonna probe around in your uterus with the penis ultrasound thingie...(Does that mean I just cheated on my boyfriend?) I've run into the coffee table twice... have a really nice bruise on my knee I've lost 10 lbs (trust me i'm not complaining about that) Ive got this ear infucktion that won't quit for whatever reason and it's getting hard to hear I've lost my voice twice so no karaoke for me :-( I think thats about it other than the fact I've been so horny I've cont

Tagged
I thought this was cool, took it from luxious, hope ya don't mind! Here is what ya do.... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have been to Australia. 2. I grew up in Queens, NY. 3. I was just in Queens, NY for 7 weeks. 4. I live in Europe now. 5. I like music and poetry a whole lot. 6. I drive a pickup truck. 7. I have a crush on someone for 26 years. 8. I saw my crush in person very recently. :) 9. I am a Youtube-aholic. 10. I'd rather be in Ireland drinking Guiness by the sea than pretty much anywhere else. So, please send this around!!

Fight
"And when you rest upon your knees in chains of slavery, set not yourself with me, for I wish the world to forever forget that you were my countrymen. Neither the lazy, nor the cowardly deserve liberty. If you value safety more than freedom, you shall have neither." This is from an inspirational blog by a friend. It got me thinking as most of his writings do..thinking about the message he's trying to get across and also just how lucky I am to have such passionate, intelligent people in my life.

Update
Just thought I would let you know I am back now, well I'm back home, but not fully back to normal yet... There has been alot of things happening, not all good, hell none of it has been good, but that's life I guess. Give me a few days and I'll be back online once again like before, until then, have fun & love one another, life is to damn short!

The Lily Maid
Good sir, I now present myself before you. With velvet robes and lilies in my hair, My ladies do their best with what they're given, And I only pray that you will find me fair. I ask you leave a penny for the bargeman And one in penance for the heart you will break. And keep these words forever as reminder Of what sends a dying Lily to the lake. Dear dark one, my sorrow clad in silver, You see my thoughts return to you again. You came to me as others come a-courting But nothing is with you as other men. I ask you leave a penny for the sermon And another as penance for the errors that I make. And keep these words forever as reminder of what sends a dying Lily to the lake. With trembling hands I held your life inside you But failed to earn your favour for my own. Your coppers were an empty consolation, For my needs are met by you, and you alone. I ask you leave a penny for the water And another for the liberties you take. And keep these words forever as re

Hh
Umm.. I was just wondering is there a trick to gettin the HHs on here.. I see that alot of ppl have TY beside them all the time.. lol Anyway.. if anyone has any ideas pls let me know.. I've been here since 2006 with my first account, but it was deleted so I had to start over.. yeah I was pissed... so umm I would love some tips to get back where I was... Muahz to everyone..

Passion
Passion You know that look in her eyes, The look that brings you alive, The look that stirs the depths of your soul, The look that makes you ever so bold. The look that leads you to a caress, Sending shivers up your spine no less, The touch of her lips set you on fire, Burning you up with such a desire. Pulling her close your body responds, Hating the clothes that you have on, Popping a button in all your haste, Hating the time you have to waste. Quickly now you fall on the bed, Only thoughts of her fill your head, Each of you knows where this Passion will lead, Neither satisfied 'til you fulfill all your needs. Harder and faster the Passion does drive, Letting you know that you are alive, Closer and closer you draw to the end, But neither really wanting this to end. Together you both explode in the night, Feeling that the whole world is now right, Collapsing together, both of you spent, Happy with how well this night has went. And there you lay

Sex Survey
1. Do you like it rough or sensual? There's a time for each. 2. Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite 3. How often do you like to have sex? more often 4. Is sex a top priority for you? no 5. Do you have sex face to face with your partner? usually 6. How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? Never... lately 7. How do you feel about one night stands? I don't have any regrets about the ones I had... good memories, mostly, but that's for younger people 8. How many one night stands have you had? a few 9. What's your favorite position? depends on who I am with, honestly 10. Where's your favorite place to have sex? my bed 11. Do you prefer to make love or fuck? Again, each has their time and place 12. Have you ever watched porn while having sex? yes 13. How long do you usually participate foreplay before having sex? depends on the situation. i'm sure it is never long e

1 Minute Of Your Life..
The most beautiful rainbow As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Myspace Comments Take a minute..share this blog with your friends..

You Know
>MY family lives in Utah and i was raised in utah what your about to read was sent to me from my cousin who is serving a mission in Africa. And this hit me so hard i could not stop laughing every thing about this is true and those of you reading this that are from utah can relate those of you who are not Know how bad the utahns can be please enjoy this :) You might be a > 'Utahan if.... > > You keep your clothes in 'Chester Drawers' > > You don't > pronounce T's in the middle of words. (Moun'n, Lay'n) > > If there is a > G at the end of a word you treat it as if it were silent. > > You know what > Fry Sauce is made of. > > You go to the > duck pond to feed the Seagulls. > > Green Jell-o > with cabbage mixed in doesn't seem strange. > > You can pronounce > Tooele. > > The U is not > just a letter - neither is the Y. > > You have > actually eaten funeral potatoes. > > You've gotten > both heat and frost burns FROM your car's door

Ugh! I'm A Moron!
so. me and my bff just drove an hour to see a band play. some of our friends. yeah. the show was yesterday. Laugh and i will kill you. p.s. johnnie walker red is going to be my friend toniit.

Booboo Is Having A Happy Hour!!!
This lady is having a Happy Hour Sunday at 1:00 p.m FU TIME (4:00 p.m. EST) and she needs some MAJOR luvin She is ALWAYS here for everyone else so I think everyone should make it a point to stop by her page and luv her up! If she isnt leveling she is off somewhere leveling (LOL) and we can ALL appreciate her and her efforts! So go by her page and RATE, FAN, ADD, and BLING this lovely lady I dont have to say it, we know she returns all the luv! Thank you in advance...XOXO ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar Brought to you by.... The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar (repost of original by 'The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™' on '2008-07-10 17:18:20') (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl' on '2008-07-10 17:27:19')

Cruelty To Ex-boyfriend
Or ex-girlfriends, whatever your take on it. You have a horrid relationship AND breakup, and that person is to blame for most of the problems that happen. If 6 months later you see things in their life are shit, is it cruel to laugh at their misfortune? Just a ?????

What Happened To Being Involved?
A few weeks ago my son (5 years old) had his last Tee Ball game of the season. I was excited to see him up at the plate swinging at the ball, running around the bases, out in the outfield running enthusiastically for any ball that appears to be going in his direction. Next sport for him....soccer. Now I admit I am not the biggest fan of Tee Ball, baseball, or soccer, but as a proud an encouraging father, I feel it is necessary to be involved into any sport or activity my son shows interest in. I am sad to say that other parents now a days do not feel the same. About half the kids on his team did not show up. The other team had a full roster. Then some of those that did show up were just dropped off while their parents went off to who knows where. The "coach" comes strolling up all nonchalant AFTER the game had started. The spectators were just as disheartening. Tho I must say one family did make me proud because mom, dad, sister, grandma, and grandpa were there cheering on the

How Religious Are You?
I was just reading an article where a Christian group was slamming the new movie The Golden Compass. They are siting that it promotes Witchcraft. So I got to wondering is it possible that there is TOO much religion? Now I know some religious people will call me blasphemous or anti-religious and all that jazz, but hear me out for a second. I grew up in a VERY RELIGIOUS Baptist family. Everybody was in the choir or on the usher board and spent at least 4-5 times a week attending some type of church function (Choir Rehearsal (one of the 15 different type choirs there was), Deaconess Meeting, Deacons Meeting, Prayer Meeting, Usher Board Meeting, Revivals, Vacation Bible School, as well the many Sunday worship services). And I was attending some of those. I have never shouted out to the Holy Ghost or spoken in tongues or what not but sometimes the pastor says some things that hits close to home. But a lot of days I question the validity of religion. And the worlds current events is wh

Sweet
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For Those That Didn't Know....
This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to...5 really important Questions: Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know!

You Could Hear A Pin Drop
YOU COULD HEAR A PIN DROP When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of 'empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, "Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return was enough to bury those that did not return." You could have heard a pin drop. Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying, "Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intend to do, bomb them?" A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly, "Our carriers have three h

Live And Learn
always a lesson to learn in life. some things suck and people go threw hard times all the time. i always try to help my friends out the best i can. thats what good friends do. have to enjoy life to its fullest. stand strong to your convictions and go get what you want instead of sitting around doin nothing. not always easy for some but as long as you have goals and something to attain you tend to do better in life. don't let people get you down beat your ass. people who do that have issues they need to deal with. not always easy to get out of a abbusive relationship. if you see your optertunity get out. you will feel better when those people are out of your life.

I Love My Wife
Secondhand SerenadeFall For YouMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com MY DARLING RAYNE I LOVE YOU YOU ARE MY LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS THAT SEE'S ME THOUGH MY YEN TO MY YANG THE OTHER PART OF MY SOUL THAT MAKES ME COMPLETE I WAS A FOOL WHEN I WALKED AWAY THE FIRST TIME I LEFT YOU TO BE HURT AND I GIVE YOU MY PROMISE YOU WILL NEVER BE HURT AGAIN I LOVE YOU YOU ARE MY HEART MY SOUL EVERY BREATH I TAKE I AM YOUR EDWARD YOU ARE MY BELLA AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF ME I LOOK FORWARD TO GETTING UP EVERYDAY N SEEING UR SMILING FACE I LOVE CHANGEING THE DAYS WITH YOU AS WE TALK I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF ME AND I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU AS MY WIFE AND SHARE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU I LOVE YOU MY DARLING WIFE RAYNE

Tired Of Being Sorry
I don't know why You want to follow me tonight When in the rest of the world With you whom I've crossed and I've quarreled Let's me down so For a thousand reasons that I know To share forever the unrest With all the demons I possess Beneath the silver moon Maybe you were right But baby I was lonely I don't want to fight I'm tired of being sorry Chandler and Van Nuys With all the vampires and their brides We're all bloodless and blind And longing for a life Beyond the silver moon Maybe you were right But baby I was lonely I don't want to fight I'm tired of being sorry I'm standing in the street Crying out for you No one sees me But the silver moon So far away - so outer space I've trashed myself - I've lost my way I've got to get to you got to get to you Maybe you were right But baby I was lonely I don't want to fight I'm tired of being sorry I'm standing in the street Crying out for you No one sees me But the silver moon (lalalala till end

The Road We Take
Travel the road never finding what we are looking for. Standing still makes us lose our place. Changing the path we take lands us in a new place. look forword and never looking back makes us forget who we are. Looking in someones eyes there we are.

My Day In Hell In The 909....
THIS IS MORE OF A RANT/MUMM So I had been waiting months for the Rockstar Mayhem show. I thought my friends and I were going to go have a great time and ROCK. Well that did not happen.. all my friends flaked out due to being poor (the tix were 7 bucks) anyway.. So I ended up getting a email from these kids who needed a ride to the show. I figured what the hell, I know what it's like wanting to go to a show but no way to get there. So I said sure I'll pick ya up. BAD BAD BAD IDEA..... These kids not only got me lost from their house to the show (and I asked if they knew how to get their from their house, they assured me, yes they did) SO.. 40 minutes later he says "have you seen any signs) I was not looking for the signs mind you, I was driving... I said "you were not looking' and they say " NO WE WERE SPACING OUT". That should have been a warning since they both weighed maybe 150 together....and I was in the 909....I found out laterthey were carrying drugs in my car the wh

Guardian Angel Or Luck.....you Tell Me...
For those of you that don't know what one is......It's a bell that a friend gets for someone who rides and they tie it on their bike with a piece of string and it's suppose to protect you from harm while riding on the rode. I had a strange experience with this on my trip down south.I didn't used to believe in it but I sure do now. I was traveling down south and met a fellow fubar friend i never net before.We hung around for a bit and got to know each other.As we were talking he must have realized that I didn't have one of these bells hanging from my bike.As the day went on,we were hanging out with some other friends and we went into this biker type shop and he was looking at these bells.I knew about them and told him that you're not supposed to buy them for yourself.Well you can but they don't work as well from what I was told. So he continues looking at them and he picked one up and I said.Hey that's a pretty cool one.Him and his wife looked at me and said.Ya think so.I sa

Everyone.
okay well first off i have the best thing in my life and that is john....someone hit me up yesterday telling me things about him. if he was really messing around trust me i have my ways of finding out anything i want to know about him. but i actually believe him over some little bitch. im tired of ppl being jealous of him. like h said i dont mind being friends but thats as far as its going to get. i am very happy with john. n none of u r gonna change that shit. i love u john n u mean the world to me baby

Rules
Guys...your not hearing me..when were in the shout box..remember..there could be 5-6 other peeps in there with u..I NEED TIME 2 RESPOND BACK 2 YOU...I CAN ONLY GO SO FAST...I KNOW U WANT MY ATTENTION..THAT'S KOOL....BUT SOME OF U R GETTING MAD CAUSE I DON'T GET BACK 2 U IN ONE SECOND. IF I HEAR 1 RUDE COMMENT..OR WHAT I EVEN THINK IS RUDE...OF ANY SORTS....YOUR GONE.....DELETED....FINISHED..THAT FAST...THAT APPLIES NOT ONLY 2 ME..BUT TO ALL OF MY STILLETO GIRLS AS WELL. THERE'S PLENTY OF OTHER GIRLS ON HERE U CAN TALK TO I'M SURE. KISSES..jenny GUYS....DO NOT HOUND..ANY MODEL U TALK 2 ON HERE..& ESPECIALLY ME..BY HOUND I MEAN KEEP ASKING 4 ME 2 BE YOUR GIRL WHEN U LIVE 3000 MILES AWAY & KEEP ASKING WHY NOT 10 TIMES. IT TAKES TIME 2 TYPE U A RESPONSE & ONCE I CAN SEE..BUT 2 ASK ME THE SAME QUESTION OVER & OVER.. I WANNA BE NICE 2 U & FLIRT & MAKE U HAPPY..SO KEEP ME HAPPY... July 15 2008...Today I just blocked 2 former fans 4 being rude.. I was on my si

The Basics Of A D/s Lifetsyle And Relationship
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other person that is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple as so

Just Cant Understand..
why does anyone care what they famous stars are doing? who they hooked up with.. where they live.. what does there baby look like.. are they pregnant? who's in rehab again? omg its so annoying to hear this crap on t.v. everyday and its even in the regular news now.. why.. i want the news.. like whats going on in iraq or afganistan.. who really cares what she or he wore to the dam oscars or any of those other stupid award ceremonies. why are people obessed on this.. to me its just insane how much our minds are being worped to believe we must know, inorder to become important in this world. if we dont know or follow we are outted out. so what.. i am not going to max my credit cards, in thousands of dollars indebt just b/c i must have that or i will not be.. i'd rather know my bills are paid and i can provide food and shelter for my family than how many shoes are in my closet or are my clothes in style.. is my tv big enough.. does my car got leather seats and the best system. what

Strategy For America
Strategy for America (Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York" in Arabic ) You gotta love Robin Williams.... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with his logic!) 'I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan.' 1) The US will apologize to the world for our 'interference' in their affairs, past and present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those 'good ole boys'. We will never 'interfere' again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East, and the Philippines . They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one all

Every Other Weekend
This song right here really express why I'm kinda sorta scared of commitment. Reba McEntire LyricsEvery Other Weekend Lyrics [Reba:] Every other Friday It's toys and clothes and backpacks Is everybody in, Okay, let's go see dad Same time in the same spot Corner of the same old parking lot Half the hugs and kisses there are always sad We trade a couple words and looks and kids again Every other weekend [Kenny:] Every other weekend Very few exceptions, I pick up the love we made in both my arms It's movies on the sofa, grilled cheese and cut the crust off "That's not the way mom makes it, daddy," breaks my heart I miss everything I use to have with her again, Every other weekend [Kenny:] I can't tell her I love her [Reba:] I can't tell him I love him [Both:] 'Cause there's too many questions and years in the car [Reba:] So I don't tell him I miss him [Kenny:] I don't tell her I need her [Both:] She's(He's) over me, that's where we are

Why
I'm not saying I want my EX back but I would like to have someone in my life to share funtimes with besides my children. I love my children very much but there are times I long for the adult interaction and conversations. You get used to having someone around and then when your alone it hits you like a brick wall and it can get pretty damn lonely when you don't have a special someone in your life.

Sittting Here
Right now I am sitting here trying to keep myself busy. I am taking a trip here soon. I am going to check out the town and state I am moving to. It's nothing like starting over in a place you dont know anyone really. I am MOving from PA to WI. This ios the hardest thing I have ever done but its what is best for me and my children. Half the time I feel all alone in the world. But the are a few who make me relize that I am not. My best friend is helping me with everything. He is the greatest guy I know. I am very thankfull to have him in my life. He has helped me with alot in my life. And he has always been there. I am leaving my whole family behind when I move. It sucks but half of them arent the nicest people in the world. and the other half dont talk to anyone at all. I have been through hell in the past and now I am changing it all around. My youngest son had heart surgery this year and I think thats what really opened up my eyes to what I was going through. My other son well he is a

Pathetic...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Wow outta 275 friendz on my list i only got one bday wish sum friendz i got!!!!! Not like it matterz but outta 275 now 98 remain ;) so if ya still on my list then i guezz ya got a second chance to be a friend laterz!

Memories Of Him
I Hope... Down your pride, you will swallow I hope that soon you will feel hopeless and hollow I hope that you burn at the gates of hell And I hope that the devil will do you well I hope that you choke on your apologies to me And I hope that the darkness will make you forever unable to see I hope that your broken wings never mend And I hope that your recklessness comes to an end I hope that you are stripped of all your bliss And I hope that you are broken by satins sweet kiss I hope that you feel all the pain you've dealt And I hope that you feel the way I felt I hope that you bleed away tonight And I hope that you never again see the light I hope that your sickness gets worse And I hope that you are forever cursed I hope that you loose everything that you would miss And I hope that you drown in the abyss These are some of the things you deserve And now the punishments you will serve

I Really Really Hate People
i just called my father's doctor to get the results for his catscan and the rancid bitch that answered the phone decided i was the lucky caller she was going to give attitude to. why do people feel the need to f*ck with me today? I really REALLY hate people today.

Trisha Yearwood: I Can't Understand
If you could read my mind You'd know how hard I tried But losing was not my plan And I can't understand With all those tears I cried I should have realized That I'd never hold you again And I can't understand I can't understand Why you left my love behind I can't understand But I'll love you 'til the end of time I search my memory For the reason you don't love me You're passing right through my hands And I can't understand If love wasn't meant to be Then why have this hold on me I tried to be strong, but then I can't understand If you could read my mind Then you'd know how hard I tried Losing was not my plan And I can't understand So when we meet as friends My heart will break again If that's how the story ends Then I can't understand If that's how the story ends Then I can't understand

Confused... Yes Thats Me...
Why do guys have to be so complicated? I can never figure them out.. One moment they are happy to be with you, and the next they dont talk to you? Maybe I should just give up, cuz everytime I try it just makes things worse... Seems like everything is all happening at once... I just want a guy who likes me for me, not my looks, or my accent, but for who I am... A hard working person, with dreams and hopes... Who want to be successful in life... Because life is so much more than just looking at a person and saying that he/she is hot... Right now im just confused... Everyone wants me, but no one seems to stick around to be actually with me... Any suggestions?

Wanna See Some Angels
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Someone Sent Me An Anonymous Gift....kinda Neato!
Folder: from: fubar Gift Shop San Francisco, CA subject: fubar Gift Shop sent you a Hershey Kiss received: 07/20/2008 07:21 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Someone has sent you an anonymous fubar gift! "you turn me on i think about you when i am playin with my kitty " Reply | Delete meet us terms of service feedback

Help This Soulja Boy To Level People !!!
PLEASE MAKE HIM FU_GEE kidpsycho1337,058 Points to go! HEYA EVERY ONE A FRIEND OF MINE NEED TO BE LEVELED AND HE JUST NEED A LITTLE OVER 14K, CAN YOU HELP HIM PLEASE?????? STOP BY RATE HIS PIX AND STASH ALSO DON'T FORGET TO FAN, RATE, AND ADD HIM ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED THANK YOU IN ADVANCE HUGS TO ALL With Much Luv: ψDark Dreamψ Taken By [†]♫EDlokiEN™[†] & 'T'@ fubar SOULJA BOY - Soulja Girl (ft. I-15) - SOULJA BOY, I-15

True Friends
ONE DAY One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . .it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And

Batman: The Dark Knight
Plot Summary: Set within a year after the events of Batman Begins, Batman, Lieutenant James Gordon, and new district attorney Harvey Dent successfully begin to round up the criminals that plague Gotham City until a mysterious and sadistic criminal mastermind known only as the Joker appears in Gotham, creating a new wave of chaos. Batman's struggle against the Joker becomes deeply personal, forcing him to "confront everything he believes" and improve his technology to stop him. A love triangle develops between Bruce Wayne, Dent and Rachel Dawes. My Comments: Heath Ledger's acting as the Joker kept this movie together. He was hauntingly amazing. If I didn't know better, I wouldn't have even known it was him. Pretty solid movie, I enjoyed it! Rating: 8/10

The Tenth Circle By Jodi Picoult
The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult Plot Summary: Bestselling author Jodi Picoult's The Tenth Circle is a metaphorical journey through Dante's Inferno, told through the eyes of a small Maine family whose hidden demons haunt every aspect of their seemingly peaceful existence. Woven throughout the novel are a series of dramatic illustrations that pay homage to the family's patriarch (comic book artist Daniel Stone), and add a unique twist to this gripping, yet somewhat rhetorical tale. Trixie Stone is an imaginative, perceptive 14 year old whose life begins to unravel when Jason Underhill, Bethel High's star hockey player, breaks up with her, leaving a void that can only be filled by the blood spilled during shameful self-mutilations in the girls' bathroom. While Trixie's dad Daniel notices his daughter's recent change in demeanor, he turns a blind eye, just as he does to the obvious affair his wife Laura, a college professor, is barely trying to conceal. When Trixie gets raped at a f

Is There In Truth No Beauty?
Thirteen years ago … Derek Smith – Jamie Hutchings Paul Falk – Diane Heritage – married! What a black man in a straw hat told me (in essence, I gotta learn to relax!) and Shipra in her words and life tells me (in essence, to live for God and His guidance) is what I need to hear. I’ve said that I felt empty over the last few days and I’ve been working myself to exhaustion – not physically, but toward an exhaustion of spirit. Shipra used an analogy which fits the way I feel right now – she said I was a man who kept running back and forth, filling a glass with water and giving it to others to drink it dry, while I grow more and more exhausted not drinking and always running. I have sinned, and I have been too proud to accept grace. I didn’t get to attend Paul and Diane’s wedding [see above, both Stetson 1995 graduates], but I am a better person because of it. I never would have listened to You – I never would have been quiet enough to. But You are my God too. Lord, be

7th Heaven By James Patterson
7th Heaven by James Patterson Plot Summary: At the start of the gripping seventh Women's Murder Club thriller from bestseller Patterson and Paetro (after 2007's The 6th Target), San Francisco is still haunted by the disappearance of Michael Campion, the much-adored teenage son of a former California governor, three months earlier. Following up on a tip that Michael was last seen entering a prostitute's house, homicide inspector Lindsay Boxer and her new partner, Rich Conklin, are shocked when the hooker immediately confesses that Michael, who had a heart defect, died during sex and she disposed of his body. Lindsay's ADA pal, Yuki Castellano, is sure she has a slam-dunk case, but the trial soon takes a bizarre turn. Lindsay and Rich also scramble to track down a serial arsonist responsible for murdering a string of wealthy couples. Lindsay races to put the pieces together before the fires hit too close to home. In true Patterson style, the reader is privy to Lindsay's thoughts as we

This Is Me Your Talking Too !!
This was bound to happen It was just a matter of time This town is just too small for Us to really say goodbye You're smiling that smile that You get when you're nervous Like you don't quite know what to do But this is me you're talking to This is me you're talking to I've heard you met somebody It didn't take you very long And I'll admit it isn't easy Knowing you've moved on But I can see how you could make any woman Fall deep in love with you This is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken Me, the one who was still hopin' You might be missing me We don't have to do this We don't have to act like friends As much as I would love to I really just don't think I can You don't have to tell me that you really love me After all we have been through 'Cause this is me you're talking to Me, the one who really knows you Me, the one whose heart you've broken Me, the one who was still hopin' You might be mis

Drown Me
We both know it's been over for a long time You're afraid to look me in the eye Let's order up a bottle of the good stuff And drink until we don't know how to lie So won't you give it to me straight I got a lot of heart to break And a lot of love for you that needs to die Won't you hurt me and hurt me good Let the truth burn like it should Don't just pour it on Drown me Ooh Lord drown me When you say it won't you say it with conviction Hey when you leave don't leave no room for doubt It won't be easy kicking this addiction If there's one ounce of hope left to be found So won't you make it something strong Till everything we had is gone I know you've got it in you if you try Won't you hurt me and hurt me good Let the truth burn like it should Don't just pour it on Drown me So won't you give it to me straight I've got a stubborn old heart to break And a lot of love for you that needs to die Won't you hurt me and hurt me good Let the truth burn like

????????????
i'm bored. what's everyone doing? talk to me. i like talking. sometimes you can't get me to shut up. ask Ruby. Did i mention she's close to leveling? But seriously. Talk to me. ♥ Here a gift from me to you: P.S. i know. I'm an effin weirdo. P.S.S. You love me for it. lol

Just A Thought......
“Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day."

My Personality Test Results
My Personality Test Results Introverted or Extroverted You scored more Introverted than Extroverted on this personality test. This means that you enjoy spending time alone and actually gain more energy from quiet, calm times than you do from being around people. Abstract or Tangible Your thought patterns and reasoning are more Abstract than Tangible. This means that you draw your conclusions from looking at the big picture and are able to believe in something even without demanding proof. Empathetic or Logical You are more Empathetic than Logical when it comes to making decisions. You tend to focus on the humanity of the situation and how your actions will impact those around you. You are always searching for a way to do the right thing and help someone else out. Disorderly or Conscientious You are more Conscientious than Disorderly in your life. You are aware of how your actions reflect on you as a person and are always trying to follow

Scarecrow
putting on this smiling mask to cover up the screaming soul inside smile and wave at the world while i crumble and become undone inside a scarecrow of a man miles of stitches and patches hold the flesh together as my insides rot away going through the motions but not really alive i have no heart i have no brain soul is just dead and rotted away what the hell is there that's keeping me here when everything in my world has been torn away from me?! is there no end to this fuckin' misery?! i breathe but i don't feel alive i feel only hatred and pain want to put a bullet in my fuckin' brain! just tired of being a puppet in this comic tragedy someone please cut my strings so i can be free

Yeehaw Ruby Cairo!
Funniest thing I've heard in a few months: "If I have to drive all the way down there and sleep in the car, I'm going to be pretty pissed." hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! p.s. i know no one gets it. she said it to me on the phone 2 seconds ago.

What A Rip Off....
The 8, the 19 and the 29 Yes, Donna, here are the many ultra positive events that will be revealed to you through my consultation, As soon as I have received your application, I will begin to act on the information you have given me. I will be frank with any information that concerns you. I will be conscious of the utmost urgency in your case: that which I have discovered about you and your future has struck me as being truly amazing. These Sensational Events of primary and exceptional importance will change your life in the coming days. I am going to reveal the first important dates that I see for you: First, Monday, July 28, 2008, you are going to have an unexpected encounter, which will bring you great joy, Then, around Saturday, August 02, 2008, you will receive a very important sum of money, which you were not expecting. I also see that you are going to become RICH! Finally, Wednesday, August 06, 2008, an incredible stroke of luck such as you have never encoun

Love Is A Fairy Tale Gone Wrong
so do you think there really is someone for everyone? i used to but have stopped believing and stopped looking. why even try when all you find is liars and people that want just sex and to play head games with you? and then there is the ones who say they are your friend but when life gets shitty they just disappear or are to busy to be bothered. why is it that i can put my all into friendships and relationships and still end up on the losing side of things? I keep asking myself is it really worth it? why do i keep going? why do i hang on? and some days there is no answer. doesnt anyone take the time to get to know someone anymore or do they just see an image or a pic and decide yep thats what i want without even knowing anything about you? I am a very loving compassionate generous honest and devoted woman who has a strong belief in God and old fashioned values and morals but it seems like no one wants the good girl the nice girl the one you would be proud to take home to mom. it doesnt

Friends
You know what. Before I was on here and really didn't like it but then a lot of people saw my profile and I started getting a lot of friend requests also a lot of questions about the info posted on my profile. I want everyone to know that everything posted on my profile is nothing but the truth!! I strongly believe in what is said on my profile! Thank-you! I would also like to ask everyone what they think of me? Answer truthfully! I can handle the truth!

Life
LIFE AND A CAN OF BEER... When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar ------and the beer. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began,wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into thejar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and poured the entire c

Should've Known Better...
K folks...heres my soapbox..imagine that! I believe we all have friends that are worth the world over, friends we share dark secrets with, friends we have beers with, work friends, we have best friends-forever friends, "special" friends, friends we can tell stupid stuff , okay...you get the idea then. I can count on one hand who my friends are and what they mean to me..then, now, and tomorrow...5 years from now that accept me for what I was, who I am now, and even more what kind of person I'm becoming in life. Those are the friendships I value, desire, and must have and guard with all I believe in and it is reciprocated back to me because I know what it is worth to me and how they make me feel...safe and comfortable. I don't mind if it is 1 day or 7 before we talk to one another because we see each friend in our minds eye, feel each friend in our hearts and then we reach out to them and its like we became friends for the very 1st time all over again! That feeling is like almost

My New Owner R770770
I'm owned again…. Meet my new owner r770770.. r770770 If you don't know him yet you should. He's such a sweetheart. So, get going to his page, F/R/A him! Bling him! Rate his pics! Show him lots of fu love!

How Can People Be So Blind
How can people be so blind All you have to do is open your eyes & heart The one you're truely looking for is right there The one place you don't expect, People search far and wide But not close and narrow If they do they refuse to believe it And believing is just that, Usually the ones that stay by your side no matter what They trely believe in you And that is where love starts Reguardless if the love is just friendly or intimate.

Moving Out :-(
So, the thing is....I want to move out and get a place with my boyfriend. But, I think my OVERPROTECTIVE parents are going to stop me in any way that they can from making this happen. I'm so angry right now and I can't even think striaght. I'm like being rude to the people I love, because of this. I feel like I'm trapped and I can't even get out. I just want to give up and forget about everything, but I want this to happen. I want my freedom and my own life. I don't even have a clue on what to do. I need to get proof of my income from my parents, but I totally don't think they will give it to me. I already ask them for it and they yelled at me. I didn't tell them the real reason why I need it, I just told them I needed it for college. What should I do????

Do Want Fubucks
I wanna make the Impossible Possible My man just got to Godfather...... But He have 2 Years on here and I wish I could get him to Disciple Soon and that gonna be hard, Yes I know you may be thinking (THIS WOMAN IS CRAZY!!) Yes I'm Crazy in love for this man!! Well my whole thing here is I have seen people go down over 300k in one day without a Happy Hour...... I have Been trying to get one of my AUCTIONS to give to him or go and Exchange them for Fu-Bucks but I have Found nothing...

The 12 Laws Of Karma
The 12 Laws of Karma THE GREAT LAW As you sow, so shall you reap. This is also known as the Law of Cause and Effect. Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us. If what we want is happiness, peace, friendship, love... Then we should BE happy, peaceful, loving, a friend. Negative energy sent out to others will come back to you 10 fold. THE LAW OF CREATION Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation. We are one with the Universe both inside and out. Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state. BE and DO yourself what you want to have in your life. THE LAW OF HUMILITY What you refuse to accept, will continue for you. If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative, then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence. THE LAW OF GROWTH Wherever you go, there you are. For us to GROW in Spirit it is WE who must change and not the people, places or things around us.

Things Happen
things never seem to happen just how they are planned with me..i feel like im in this spinning world..and everything around me is in fast forward..and im stuck..im not sure whats going on in my life right now...i have alot of things going on...a guy i care about..a guy i cant quite get rid of..just so many things haunt my soon to be future...and its a long dark road im set to travel i know..its just finding the way that im so unsure of...not sure if putting him through what im going through is really something that i want on my shoulders...i know i can take the pain..but he's not me..and he's not used to my cold dark world..i feel like im sinking back to what i was..nothing will ever be the same again..im just not sure where to go from here at alli love him to death thats no doubt just dont know if he is really ready for the things im about to have to endure..

Just A Thought..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you thin! k "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always hav! e your own s

Club Voodoo ....face Off
Club Voodoo is having a face off of their djs ....so please stop by and listen and check us out .....oh and make sure u vote on the djs....i wish them all luck and i hope to see yall there

Survey
....How big is your bed? Futon ....What are you listening to right now? The fan and snuglz meowing ....What is your favorite number? 21 and 2 ....What was the last thing you ate? Snickers Candy Bar ....Last person you hugged? Carrie ...How is the weather right now? Sunny and Hot! ....Who was the last person you talked to on the phone or text? Devin ....What do you find sexy in the opposite sex? eyes, and well he's Hot lol ....Favorite type of Food? Taco's ....Do you want children? I have 2 ....Do you drink? once in awhile ....Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? Use too.. ....Hair color? Red like always ....Eye color? Green ....Do you wear contacts/glasses? glasses ....Favorite holiday? None ....Favorite Season? Fall ....Last Movie you Watched? What happened in vegas ....Wh

Ode To The Single Parent
Ode to the Single Parent Thanklessly you do your job day and night. You weren't ready and it's been an uphill fight. But you've never known a stronger love than this. You are reminded of that with each sweet kiss. You go to work, the sitter, dinner, and off to bed. Seventeen hours later you get to lay down your head. You are the first to rise and the last one to sleep. Sometimes you have to lay there a minute and weep. You never planned to travel this road by yourself. And you sigh as you put that last toy on the shelf. Even though it's been rough your child is healthy. He loves you so much you almost feel wealthy. With his first spoken word you almost started crying. You are so proud of him and that keeps you trying. It takes a person with tremendous strength like you; You're one person working hard to do the job of two. So this is dedicated to all of the single parents out there. I wanted to tell you that I included you in my prayer.

The Love Of My Life
hey, if you havnt noticed my man is in the army! along with my my sisters husband, they are both in 4th id just different units! anyways my man tim is thebest thing that has happenend to me and i plan on marrying him someday he is my drea come true, my hero, my everything....tim baby i luv you **muahz**

Ugh I Can't Deal
i love RPGs but i DETEST doing the walkthrough part of it. i mean that's what my sister is for. so here i am staring at the Nintendo DS wondering if I want to turn Castlevania back on and rewalk all of the stupid castle to see what the hell it was that i missed.... I'm much happier when it comes to killing and/or destroying bosses. *sighs*

I'm So Annoyed
I hate drama. i hate people who create it, live in it, and bring it to me. WHat the fuck is the need for one friend to get made at me for talkign to another friend? a mutual friend?? im lost. this blog is stupid but im so fuckign frustrated and i dotn get it. at all. what the hell? block me from texting you? yuor suppsoed to be my best friend. but thats fine. i'll move on, no need for the drama class here. i mean UGHHHH!HH!!#**(#$&*(&$*&*(#&($^&(6^&$^(&*#^(Q#*#$&*(&Q#*)%*^$*)^*Q$^*)$*(%^*( I HATE drama!

A Message To The Unknown
by Blessthefall Turn me on, let me feel you Turn me on, let me taste you Boundaries are starting to fall Conceiving has already started Kissing, caressing, indulge Is this really what you wanted? No, I just don't know If I can No, I just don't know If I can Is this really what you wanted? Is this really what you, yeah Even though, I don't know you I know for sure, I love you Anything that you'll ever need I'll try my best, to give everything I tell myself its nothing I tell myself its nothing, almost nothing Close your eyes, and take my hand We will rise, once again Close your eyes, and take his hand We'll be home, once again That's my father A Message To The Unknown - blessthefall

Your Scared
I know your scared, To let me in, Your afraid of getting hurt again, But you can't live your life in fear, Because if you do, You'll live a life of solitude, Because if you do, Your life wont be worth, Looking forward to. I know you've been hurt, Your afraid of getting ripped in two, I promise I won't bite, And if I do, I won't bite hard, And if I do, I know it wont last that long. I know you dont think I care, But this is me saying that I do, I can say there's no one as beautiful as you, Even though you dont believe it to be true, I wish that I could have one day with you, And if I do, I'd kiss and lick all over you, And if I do, I'd promise not to betray you.

This Is Not Just Another Fubar Lounge! This Is The Firefighters Hall
OK ALL JOHN AND I ARE REOPENING THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL AND I NEED SOME HELP.I NEED SOME GOOD "STAFF" I NEED ALL THE NEW OLD OLD FRIENDS THAT USED TO BE IN THERE TO COME BACK IM WORKING ON A LOT OF NEW IDEAS IT'S GOING TO TAKE A LITTLE TIME BUT I KNOW WE CAN DO IT AGAIN.RIGHT NOW WE ARE WORKING ON NEW DJ'S AND ALOT OF OTHER THINGS BUT YOU HAVE TO COME IN TO SEE IT ALL. CUM JOIN ME FOR FREE DRINKS AND DANCING CLICK ON THE PIC TO TAKE YOU TO ME just click on pic to join us

Touch My Body ~ Mariah Carey
MC, you're the place to be Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah I know that you've been waiting for it I'm waiting too In my imagination I'd be all up on you I know you got that fever for me Hundred and two And boy I know I feel the same My temperature's through the roof If there's a camera up in here Then it's gonna leave with me When I do (I do) If there's a camera up in here Then I'd best not catch this flick On YouTube (YouTube) 'Cause if you run your mouth and brag About this secret rendezvous I will hunt you down 'Cause baby I'm up in my bidness Like a Wendy interview But this is private Between you and I Touch My Body Put me on the floor Wrestle me around Play with me some more Touch My Body Throw me on the bed I just wanna make you feel Like you never did. Touch my body Let me wrap my thighs All around your waist Just a little taste Touch my body Know you love my curves Come on and give me what

Insert Title Here
I’d brought Sarah and Jeffrey to their aunt Margaret’s (she’s the single parent with their cousins Patrick at sixteen, Breanna at twelve, and Josceline at four) and was anticipating leaving them there for the day while Martha, her sister Mary, and I were at work. We went outside so the kids could jump on the trampoline and Breanna got a call on her (you read that right, HER) cell phone from our number. She handed the phone to me, and it was Martha; apparently so few children had shown up for day care today that one of the workers needed to take the day off. Martha volunteered, and she was at home when I had to stop to get some nails. I need to replace some items on the wall from where I painted the outer office Tuesday, so I stopped in and saw Martha when I got the nails and tried to arouse her … hey, some of us have to go to work! Last night Mary kept Sarah and Jeffrey outside while I was making them dinner. They also got to enjoy an appetizer of breadsticks from Little Caesar

Change By W.greer
change Change the poem, change the line, change the meaning, change the rhyme, change the outcome change the plan, change the mood, change the man. Change your looks, change your smile, change your going, stay awhile, change your past, change your time, change your future, stay be mine. william greer It starts off how I am feeling right now, but then it changes and says what my heart truly wants and feels. We all get mad, insecure, jealous and we react with our heads. My head tells me to quit ties and run, but my heart is his and I cant help that...He has had it since the day we talked.

My Dad
AS most of you know my father is a fire fighter, hence the name. He has been gone since sunday night, he is one of the thousands fireman fighting the mariposa fires. I guess a part of me is proud and a part of me is selfish because I want him home. He has been a fireman for over 30 years and he knows what he's doin. I am scared for my dad and for all the men out there. To top it off Im alone. I thought I had a friend to help me deal with this but when it came down to it I was wrong. To get to the point of this blog is that I miss my dad, just like the thousands of other family members who's father, grandfathers, uncles, brothers wives, mothers, sisters, aunts and daughters that are out in this mess of fires that are burning right now.

Part 1
My hunger unsated Liking my lips nervously Pacing about the room My thoughts return to you As I see you come through the door Tired from a long days work and school too and all the other stresses My throat is so tight words try to come forth When they do, it is but a whipser, "I want" My eyes meet yours and you know what I mean You can tell by the uneasiness I portray Pupils dilated, my breathing is ragged The words, "I want", are all I can sayI watch you undress from your side of the room My heart races watching you expose your flesh I pace, like a caged lion about the room Watching my prey, while preparing for our coupling A coupling like no other we had before We make the rules todayI move in close to you without touching Whisper in your ear what I want today No negotiation, no deviation from my plan Today I am in a mood, not for sweet innocent sex But for the kind of sex the lion in me demands and so are you Deliberate, fulfilling, passionate, forceful, and com

Hiatus
Gonna be takin a long ass break or I might just delete my profile once my VIP wears off by the end of the month i hope. If you see me online, I'm just cleaning up my profile or deleting pics. If it's urgent I'd suggest you drop me a line on ym if u have it.

Naughty Applaction
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Random 2
Love means the warmth of the sun, the aroma of a rose, the breeze of the sea, but as you can see it never means the same for anyone. Love acquires its true meaning by experiencing it for the first time because only then can you define it. Love, The key that unlocks the bars of impossibility Real love is feeling like being a part of that person's life almost isn't enough. It's more like a feeling that you would live in the same skin with them if you could and share every thought, heart beat, and emotion as one. I wait for you, anxious to see your face. I stand and watch, looking for the first sign of your arrival. I finally see you, I take a second look to make sure you're really there. My pulse races and I crack a smile, this is what I've been waiting for. You begin to approach, you say, "Sorry, I'm late." I say, "No problem." But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.' You'll not forget the day you wed

Take One Step Forward .. Three Steps Back
Well as per the course life always happens when you least expect it .. and its happening to me with its full gumption .. as my friends know i took a lil nap from Fubar due to things goin on in my life and i decided to come back after my vacation which was amazing just to get away .. and since then i really havnt been on here that much .. and there is a reason for that .. not that im just being a snob or anything ...since ive been back my body has decided to go into battle mode and give me one hell of a fight .. after giving in and going to my doctor its been found that ive got something called Forester disease .. basically whats going on is all the calcium my body makes its turning into bone and then decides to take root to my spine can we can a big YOUCH ! . ive been living on several pain meds and muscle relaxers all of which are helping a lil bit but not like they should be .. im currently on Naproxen, Flexerel..Oxycoton ( spelling) and Vic's at diff times in the day by the time my

Like A Bad Case Of Crabs...
blogging this for Fornicates could you share me with your friends?? maybe pass me around? hahahaha ;) i'm trying to level but its taking forever. a few reposts would really help me out alot. pretty please rate my profile and be my fan i'll do the same..even buy you a few drinks :P fornicates™ ¤ §AMANTHÅ®™ and The Baddest MILF®s wifey¤ ★FU BAD BiTCH★@ fubar (repost of original by 'fornicates™ ¤ §AMANTHÅ®™ and The Baddest MILF®s wifey¤ ★FU BAD BiTCH★' on '2008-08-03 11:31:06')

My Fines Are $780.00
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex