Fubar Blog Posts 3

Quote For August 28
Music expresses feeling and thought, without language; it was below and before speech, and it is above and beyond all words. -- Robert G. Ingersoll Bonus Quote: What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. -- Aristotle (personal note: be sure to check Chance Encounters Lounge tonight at 9:00 PM CDT)

Important Saftey Tips.. U Should Really Read It!!
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, b

Please Fill Out And E Mail Back
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25.How do ya feel about spankings and/or a little bondage? lol 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Top Ten Signs
Top Ten Signs Your Spouse May Be Having An On-Line Affair 10. Lately she sits at the computer naked. 9. After signing off, he always has a cigarette. 8. The giant rubber inflatable disk drive. 7. In the morning, the computer screen is all fogged up. 6. He's gotten amazingly good at typing with one hand. 5. She makes sarcastic remarks about your "software". 4. Lipstick on the mouse. 3. During sex, she screams "A colon backslash enter insert!" 2. The fax file is filled with pictures of someone's butt. 1. The jam in the laser printer is a pair of underwear.

Da Ex
ok my delima is my ex keeps on reminising on the past and keeps trying to flurt and saying how he still has feelings....Sheesh I left his sorry ass for a very good reason and being friends doesnt seem to be working...Im being polite and telling him hes over stepping my bounderies and its making me uncomfortable,but man he just dont get it, its been over and done with for 7 years, what does he think I am his personal doormat...just because he and I have 3 children together doesnt mean I have to keep in touch with him or contact him to let him know how the kids are, hell no he lost that right the day he decided to become violent...blllahhh just talking to him and thinking of him makes me sick..all the drama and violence he put me through and subjected our children through, Nope no more am I going to allow that bs in my life....Im so exhausted with dealing with idiotic men( no offence to all men)..I dont know what to do with him other then imagine clubbin him over the head lol...ex's can

Charlotte And The Natural Bridge
Sunday we ended up going to Charlotte to check out some of the museums and all. We didn't leave the house until almost 3. The museum’s closed at 5 so yeah.. right on schedule. lol. Ended up going to a Craft’s type of museum, walking around a bit, driving by the old Victorian houses and then down by a lake to finish of the evening. All in all it was quite nice. One funny thing, there was a street preacher hanging out on a corner, playing some gospel music over a little load speaker. This nice looking girl walked by and yeep, dude had to check out her ass. I thought that was funny as hell since he was there to convert others yet he’s obviously drawn by the pleasures of the flesh. Silly me, finding such things in a “man of god”. Hahahah. Oh well. Sue me. Drive home went OK, we stopped by the Natural Bridge in VA. That was an awesome sight to see and I highly recommend it to anyone who goes by the area. I’m at my brother’s for the next couple of days, getting to spend time with m

Crash
My heart frowns My heart sways My heart cries My heart plummets down, down. My heart doesn't know the meaning of happiness. My heart only knows the meaning of pure misery. You may wonder what ails my heart The only answer to that can never be reveled. If anyone knew the pain that surrounds my heart That person may just want to cry, for they would know that the pain is one that can never be healed. The pain is so beyond comprehension The pain is so strong that it will never yield. My heart has become like a plane that has lost all of it's engines The only fate for it to undergo, is to plummet and end in a huge crash Everyone on the flight screams for fear, but their destiny is one that will just end in explosion, no matter the panic they put up. Just like that flight, that's how my heart feels. It screams to be saved, but no savior will save it. Its only destiny is to crash and burn.

Kiss
Sliding under the covers, A slow fingertip stroke. She wakes to my kiss. A kiss that travels her cream skin. Seeking, Exploring. Emploring her responses. Her eyes find mine drinking her. Her love blossoms. Her heart flutters....... In anticipation. As my tongue taste, Her smooth sweet vulva. She shudders. Opens to me, A sunflower in full bloom. Begging her Daddy. Giving all to me, As I feed upon her deep, Soul orgasm. She is gone in the moment. Afloat in my dream world. Only her Daddy could bring her to. Her love has no bottom. Her trust has no end. Her years have no meaning, When I love her. She becomes all .... Lil girl, Women. Wife. But I......... Will always be Daddy. No one could love her more. As it should be As it is.

Everything Happens For A Reason...
People come into our life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When we know which one it is, we will know what to do for that person. When someone is in our life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need we have expressed. They have come to assist us through a difficulty, to provide us with guidance and support, to aid us physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason we need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on our part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force us to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into our life for a SEASON, because our turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring us an experience of pea

We Are Going Backwards..not Forwards
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070829/us_nm/usa_schools_segregation_dc School segregation on the rise: report By Matthew Bigg 1 hour, 15 minutes ago Public schools in the United States are becoming more racially segregated and the trend is likely to accelerate because of a Supreme Court decision in June, according to report published on Wednesday. The rise in segregation threatens the quality of education received by non-white students, who now make up 43 percent of the total U.S. student body, said the report by the Civil Rights Project of the University of California. Many segregated schools struggle to attract teachers and administrators who are highly qualified, do not offer good preparation for college and fail to graduate more than half their students. The Supreme Court in its June ruling forbade most existing voluntary local efforts to integrate schools in a decision favored by the Bush administration despite warnings from academics that it would compound educ

Oh Great.....
As most of you know I live at home, well my mother the bitch thinks I'm online to much and has forced my spineless father to disconnect my internet connection. So I may not be around much anymore. Just a FYI. Lov ya all!!!! So show me love while I'm gone.

"the Whipping"...another Story Written For Me!
The whipping The princess was waiting patiently in the bed chamber. This was to be a celebration of her royalty, her love, her life. She had her personal servant preparing for this occasion. The personal servant-young, increasingly nimble, and disciplined, arrived as raw sexuality. She desired to please. She wanted, she needed it, it consumed her. She had been cultivated over time to be a life being-live to and for the princess. Her young life was filled with hurt. She discovered her own bisexuality at 16, coaxed by the experiences of untrained men. Once she was identified, her potential became obvious, and time was on our side. Tame pornography made her desire more for the obverse and exotic that the princess had to give. Young men of her contemporary bored her. A whip in her hand and her princess’ orders excited her. Obedient in all things, this was to be a valuable asset to her royal highness. Custom leather fit her hands like a glove. She was the ultimate gi

Fight For All The Wrong Reasons ~ Nickelback
This song is for my ex, he was goin thru a hard time with a break up and thought this one was fitting. Well I wanted you I wanted no one else I thought it through I got you to myself You got off Every time you got on to me I got caught up In favorable slavery Was it Wrong? Was it wrong? I guess it wasn't really right I guess it wasn't meant to be It didn't matter what they said 'Cause we were good in bed I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight for all the wrong reasons No, It didn't matter what i tried It's just a little hard to leave When you're going down on me I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight for all the wrong reasons Well you know my friends Well they know your enemies I'd pretend Not to hear what they said to me 'Cause I got off Every time you got on to me Was it wrong To go along with insanity? Was it wrong? Was it wrong? I guess it wasn't really right I guess it wasn't meant to be It didn't matter what they sai

Karma
ROSES ARE RED VIOLOTS ARE BLUE I'M IN LOVE BUT NOT WITH YOU WHEN WE BROKE UP YOU THOUGHT I CRIED BUT IT WAS ALL BECAUSE ANOTHER GUY YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS I WAS A TRICK I TOLD MINE YOU WERE A PRICK YOU THOUGHT I LOVED YOU YOU THOUGHT IT WAS TRUE BUT GUESS WHAT PLAYER YOU JUST GOT PLAYED TOO.

Leave Me Alone!
I remember it like it was yesterday, When I told you how much I cared for you, but now I have moved on to another dude. I apologize because it's all my fault because I told you how I was in love with you. But now you have to move on like I have done because there will never be a me and you. You stalk me every day, that makes me want to go crazy. You are a bug-a-boo ever since I told you it was over. So I'm telling you this right now that you need to get off of me because I'm not on you. One day you'll find someone that will love you the way you loved me to.

Considering Leaving..
After everything that has occured... Everything being: The man I called Dad, dying just over a week ago; and the woman I call Mum, seeming to be following fast in his footsteps. That says enough that I've been crying a whole lot. Unfortunately there is more.. I lost my baby a week ago.. Only was 14 weeks along, and a few days.. it had been an unexpected thing to find I was pregnant.. it took a while to get used to the idea ..... and now.. it just simply isn't. I feel.. crushed.. torn... and as if I'm so missing something.. trying to be strong for Mum's sake, and trying to spend time there to hope she doesn't continue to just give up. But it isn't looking good.. Thus.. I'm considering leaving... my heart just isn't in it.. but then.. my heart isn't up to much of late.. - Emjay...

Stuff...
Hey yall hows it hanging. well this is my first blog on here. not much going on in my life. Im still single. even though i live with a girl, and her daughter. god i need to get laid. so if anyone outhere is reading this and lives in Nova-Scotia, canada. drop me a line. Even if your coming this way for a visit, drop me a line. I will post more on this and the upcommign events in my life. the biggest event that happen is that i celebrated my 26th BDay last friday. i was soooo glad it came and went. so far nothing has happend to me yet. Something allways happens close to my BDay.

Tourists Welcome
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/08/30/nyregion/30tourism.html The Mayor Wants Tourists to Be Welcomed. Hospitably. By PATRICK McGEEHAN New Yorkers no longer pride themselves on being masters of the brusque brushoff, or so Mayor Michael R. Bloomberg would have visitors believe. Yesterday, the mayor kicked off a tourist-welcoming campaign by encouraging confused new arrivals to “Just ask the locals” where to go and how to get around. Visitors should not expect a response like, “What do I look like, a tour guide?” or words more choice, the mayor said at a news conference in American Airlines’ new terminal at Kennedy International Airport. “New Yorkers want to say hello,” Mr. Bloomberg said, responding to a suggestion that the city’s residents might require hospitality lessons. “They want to be helpful. I don’t think we need to teach them anything.” Instead, city officials are casting the locals as the teachers, encouraging them to share tips about their favorite places and past

8-30-07
Your home life could be everything you had hoped for today -- or it could be everything you want to avoid. The good news is that if you're unhappy, it won't last long -- you'll lighten up in just a couple of days. ----------------------------------------------------- Damn I needed this reading 8 days ago!!!!!!!

Dedicated To My Bad Boy! ;)
Swirling in the skies above On clouds of love and joy Three dimensionally taken by love Drifting away in your arms Dancing on my hearts self-made music Listening to my dripping tears No more scared to give you my all Not giving in to my constant fears Goosebumps on my beloved being Feeling your strokes against my back A happy ending is always part of my dream You are climbing deeper in my loving web Warm and safe in your crystal closeness Your wings perfectly wrapped around me Living forever in each other's auras Do you realize what we both can be?

How Was I To Know?
The day you found me, you where not like the rest, you didnt come rude you didnt come crude, you let me know you thought i was sexy but left it at that, we talked for awhile, then you disappeared, at that moment, you became just like the rest, then you came back, we started talking again, the day we finally meet, i about crawled out of my skin, nerves was shattered, like the first time i dated, all over again, but when i saw you, yes i was relieved, you where the man you presented to be, we have been together basically since that day, how was i to know, that you would be here to stay, you have turned out to be the man of my dreams, the joy in my heart, and the light in my eyes for ever will they beam, how was i to know that my heart would run so deep, the first time in my life i am truly in love and can not stay on my feet, cause when you are around i feel like an angel never touching the ground my heart will always be true my soul i

What To Say
Ive never been much of a blogger....... as most of my thoughts are private and personal and arent really for the world to see.... Thank you Christopher for being my best friend ... for allowing me to be myself with you...know matter how extremely dorky I am you taught me it was ok...So many bad days I've had only to come online to have you wipe them away you have always put a smile on my face... People come in and out of our lives to teach us lessons...I want to say im sorry to all of you that try so hard to get to know me and I push you away... Its for one reason and one reason only I let very few into me for fear of being hurt.... same reason I dont share my feelings open and honestly.... So here you go everyone kept telling me what I felt and for a long time I said it wasnt true...But here you go out loud for everyone to see.... Christopher I love you and I thank you for all the things you do and have done for me...you are one of the greatest people ive had the honor to call friend

For Mom
Selma-Remembering never One thousand lifetime coulden't replace what you've given me Cold nights of sacrifice and dedication I love you She moves to the best of her own drum She moves to the sound of her own song She is a mountain with a lion's heart You are not a slave to past mistakes This time you won't be taken for granted Never again I do not own you You owe me nothing You are so much more than given credit for You deserve more than the world So much more You gave me everything I never knew I needed Every nite I close my eyes I'll bless your name She moves to the beat of her own drum She moves to the sound of her own song She is a mountain with a lion's heart I do not own you You owe me nothing You are so much more than given credit for YOu deserve more than the world So much more

Just The Facts
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

Anybody Notice Wow Its Hard To Meet Someone
ANYBODY NOTICE ITS HARD TO TALK TO SOMEBODY ON HERE SOMETIMES,I MEAN LIKE IMPOSSIBLE TO GET AHOLD OF,OR THEY LIKE YA FOR A FEW DAYS THEN ITS OVER LOL COMING ACROSS THAT ALSO,I KNOW ITS GREAT SOME MANY OF YOU LAIDES GOT STUDS U WANT BUT JEEZE SOME OF US THAT ARENT THE HOTTEST LOOKIN ARE STILL NICE PEOPLE I KNOW I WONT MAKE PLAYGIRL BUT I WOULD MAKE PLAYTUBB LOL

Releasing
As His touch brings her alive, sends butterflies to swirl and dance in her bare belly, she gazes with awe into eyes dark with understanding, wondering how He can see so clearly into her soul, know the longings, cravings which go unanswered unfulfilled. Her dreams become reality when His warmth enfolds her offering so much that she has been missing. When He fills her with His heat, rains come searing, soaking soothing freed by her submission to His yearnings and desires. His dominance a sculptor’s pick chipping away fears and oppressions releasing the woman she was meant to be.

Moving Tomorrow
for those that read this and don't no what's going on........... after 10 1/2 years me and my b/f are splitting up for those of you that do........ tomorrow is moving day,not sure how i feel:( my youngest daughter doesn't deal with stress and excitment well.there are other issues around this move and it suxx so much. i'm gunna be staying with family for a bit so that should be interesting.i've never really been alone,it's scary:( wish me luck i start a new journey tomorrow......

April
APRIL = PIMP APRIL means that your really good looking. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Everyone loves to be around you. You always attract attention. You are definately the most sexiest and good looking of them all. You know how to get what you want. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

A Short Story That I Wrote (warning-graphic And Disturbing)
Mya's Longing-A Short Story Somebody is going to die tonight. She's sitting in her rocking chair watching the rain pour outside her window. No time to marvel over the beauty of the summer rainfall blanketing the ground on a cool spring evening. The raindrops batting against the window sill could not distract her while glancing at the nearby window. No time to appreciate the beauty of nature as she stares in an almost hypnotic trance. The soft knitted blanket that covered her lap could not bring comfort or peace to her frightened soul. The home that she kept would soon become a war zone where the only escape was death. One look at her crestfallen face could tell the entire story of what she endures on a constant basis. The long and curling brown hair was the only disguise she had for her left eye-a dark purple aberration that literally hides the gorgeous deep blue pool that a man could lose himself in. It was found in her right eye, but the eyebrows and forehead s

You're A ''keeper'' ..........
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . And so,

The Most Important Thing In The World
Last night I found out what the most important thing in the world is. It's not world peace, it's not air, your love, your pet, your bank account or even your health. Nope. The most important thing in the world is a 16 month olds lost puppy doll. 3 adults and a 4 year old searching heaven and earth!!! lol

Weekend To Ok
Time for a road trip! The good thing about taking this road trip is it will give me plenty of time to sort out a lot of things in my head. This past week has been a roller coaster ride from hell emotionally. Unfortunately, when I get stressed out like I have been I don't get any rest, so now I'm stuck with a freaking cold. Which will make for a fun trip! Normally I will get online when I go to visit my family, but I think I'm going to take a complete break from here for the weekend. I think it'll do me some good to take some time away. Granted, yes, I always have my phones on me and I'm sure some will get messages from me. If you don't hear from me...have a great and safe weekend.

Long Week
Hey (((((((((friends)))))) I have missed you all!! My power was interrupted monday and it crashed my pc! I have been offline all week due to pc being in the shop. I will look forward to hearing from everyone. Take care and have a great weekend!!

Things You Should Really Know
Subject: LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get

Thank You!
I want to thank everyone who had wished me a Happy Birthday! I'm sorry I didn't get to this sooner, but I've been working a lot. Thanx Everyone, it meant a lot to me, mainly becuase I've been having such an emotional time with my family! *HUGS* Ciao! Lillyth

Passions Embrace
Passion Words fill my lips. Desire. The writhing bodies pass through the night, Following the beat playing the dark. Words fill my head. Flesh. Pressing and folding the bounds of pleasure, Flowing into pain, Flowing into fantasy. Words fill my manhood. Passion. Feeling the first thrust, the first penetration. Watching myself pass your lips, finding its way inside. My mind aghast with thoughts of walls pressing in, My body shaking with thoughts of where i go next. Your eyes stop me. Your lips caress me. Your body screams at me. Your sex pursue me to the gates of heaven, and follow me into hell of the end. Its stops, And my body begs for more.

Sucks Balls
So looks Like won't be going to montana after all which basically sucks balls as the subject line had previously stated. I'm actually pretty upset about it even if it is nobody's fault. . .Which also means I need to get a job asap. . . Suck Suck Suck

A Tribute To Mom
One year ago today, my Mother passed away. Below is a poem I wrote and it was published in my first book. I love and miss you Mom. My Mother She comes to me riding the wind. I hear her voice in the trees. I feel her touch on my skin. She blows my hair back out of my face. A lone raindrop hitting my cheek lets me know, she has kissed me. She comes to me during a snow storm. Each snowflake as individual as she was. The beauty of the sun on the snow does not compare with her beauty. The dripping of the melting snow lets me know, she is sad to have left me. She comes to me in the dead of night. A memory, thought long forgotten that brings a small smile to my lips. Looking in the mirror I can see small glimpses of her in me. This lets me know, she has not forgotten. She comes to me when I am sad. She catches my tears in her hands. She smiles that dear smile of my childhood that I so often see on my own face. This lets me know, I was loved. She

Won't Be On Much
Hey guys. I just wanted to let everyone know that we are going to be moving this week and I won't be on much. I don't know how long it will take to get somebody out to the new house to set up our sattelite so after next week I don't know how long it will be before I'm back on. Hope yall don't forget about me. :( Yall have a great Labor Day and drink one for me! *hugs and kisses* ~Melinda

True To Me
I just wanted to let certain ppl know on here that I am going back to being me.. on here .. I am not going to join anything anymore.. I am here to chat with friends not win a contest... or piss people off... I dont like all the bs that is going on.. I dont like all the lies and he said she said crap going on either... If i have something to say I will tell you... there is to much backstabbing going on with certain ppl and im sick of it.... so im done... life is way to short for this chit....

I Know
I know what your gonna say, You say it every time, I'm gonna be rejected again, And I know I wont be fine. I know you like somebody else, I know that you don't care, I know we'll never be together again, I know there’s nothing there. That doesn't keep me from trying, Even if on the inside I'm always crying. You can say what you want, and do as you please, I want you so bad, I'd beg on my knees, I know you only like me as a friend, And I also know that’s the way it will end. I know that I should give up hope, and stop trying, I know deep down on the inside I'm dying. So you can think what you want about me, that wont change my mind about what I think. I know that were over, And I should let you go, If I'll ever be over you completely, Is one thing that I don't know

This Time Is The Right Time
TIMING IS EVERYTHING!!!! Sometimes, well no, most times I get it wrong. Not necessarily my actions....just the timing. In my head I know what I need to do.....but then I begin to obsess about the issue until I talk myself right out of the good sense that was originally there.....then I push forward prematurely and blow the whole kettle of fish. I really am a person of very sound mind under normal circumstances....it's just when the next move needs to be made....I can't relax and let it flow............and BOOM......kettle of fish. Getting the fishy smell out of anything can be very daunting and sometimes downright impossible. Timing....I need to work on this.....because in my heart of hearts nothing is truly impossible. I just have to relax and let it flow naturally. Wish me luck. This time, timing is everything and YES it means that much to me

For September 2,2007
For September 2,2007 You're feeling pretty good about things and now is a great time to let your sweetheart or family know. You don't have to get poetic (unless that's your natural inclination); a few well-chosen words will do fine.

Feeling
I need the feeling of you - I promise my skin will remember, will forever carry the imprint of yours, will cherish your warm breath and the slight brush of your lips. I need to feel surrounded by your whisper as the walls of our room fall away and we become part of one unending night - stars splashed across the ceiling, moonglow coloring our skin. I need to be felt, falling into you, folded into the singleness of two in love. Have I told you that? Have I mentioned that this time so far away from you (yet somehow closer than I have ever been) has transformed this empty being? I am full with you. I am fulfilled. © All rights reserved

*my Dreams Become Nightmares*
Give me a hand up on helping my girl out. *MY DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES* is 26000 points from level, and I want her to get there so fast her head spins... will y'all give me a hand. THANKS if you do...

Nothing Humane About Dogfighting
I did not post this under "Where the penis rules" because dog fighting is strictly male dominated,.. there are women who do it to, however it is more widely recognized in the male community. Dog fighting is wrong,It is abusive, it is inhumane, and i hope that the Vic escapade has shown that. If you go to the link below there are pictures of Vics dogs in the shelter http://www.nydailynews.com/sports/football/2007/08/30/2007-08-30_trained_to_be_killers_vicks_pit_bulls_no.html HANOVER, Va. – As Commander Sergeant Kevin Kilgore led a reporter and photographer through the dimly-lit back room of the Hanover County Animal Control facility today, he warned them not to put their hands or faces close to any of the individual cages holding Michael Vick's pit bulls. Fingers could get chewed off. A face could get spewed with dog saliva. Kilgore said a pit bull from another seizure had chomped right through the heavy gauge metal door and escaped its confines. As Kilgore opened the ma

Southern Gentleman
My friend needs a little nudge in the right direction to get him leveled. if you could spare some time i'm sure he would appriciate it! Thanks. Southern Gentleman ~~ Gotti Family Member~~ You Live An You Learn ...@ fubar brought to you by... ~*J€nn *~ Co-Leader HTA Levelers Crew@ fubar

I Can See The Pain
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

As Long As
As long as there's a breath left in your body, there's hope. As long as mankind has prowled the earth, miracles have happened, restoring life and health. As long as you have a loving heart, God will send much warmth and love to you in return. As long as you've been alive, God has been watching over you and answering your prayers. As long as the heaven and stars exist, God will be there for you.

Lets All Remeber 911/this Comes From The Bullentine Board
I WAS SLEEPING PEACEFULLY WHEN I HEARD THE SOUND A SOUND I WILL NEVER FORGET I THOUGHT IT WAS A BAD DREAM ONLY IT WAS A NIGHTMARE THE SMOKE...THE FIRE... THE SILENCE...THE SCREAMS PLEASE GOD LET ME WAKE TELL ME NONE OF THIS IS TRUE NOT HERE...NOT HOME THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE WE ARE A LAND OF PEACE A LAND OF PLENTY A LAND OF PROMISE THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE THEY ARE ALL GONE NEVER TO RETURN MY HEART IS BREAKING SO THE TEARS WILL NOT STOP THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE (repost of original by '~~M¥Jo¥~~ TÈ×Ä§ TÈÄ§ÈR o£ thê £ÚßÄR þLÚ§ §ÌZÈ þÌñÚþ GÌRL§~ßårtêñÐêr/§hootêr Gµrl £or £Ú§ÌÖñ RÄÐÌÖ' on '2007-09-01 13:56:23') (repost of original by '~~TEXAS GIRL~~DIRTYSOUTHCREW~~' on '2007-09-01 15:00:03')

Untitled
When you leave the stars collapse, space crumbles like a blasted tower, and the void itself is rent of blackness. What remains cannot be processed by the senses. All outward reactions are reversed. My head is filled with tears.

Moments
In that first moment, eyes upon her, I will try to take her - not to have or keep - to take her with me, traveling to other places. I will lead her, follow her, walk beside her to landscapes yet defined, to overlooks along highways we will build. And in the second moment I will take her into me - not just my arms, my body - where the heat of a million fires waits to consume our egos and meld two into one. We shall be a foundry making alloys not invented, from the metals of our separate selves. The third moment remains unplanned - but it will involve her soft, warm skin and clothes in random heaps across a room that echoes with cries of joy. © All rights reserved

Wtc Rules
We Welcome New Members Wankan-Tanka Clan ! The Rules Are Simple: Bring your individuality – There is room in our family for people of ideas and ideals. Enjoy meeting new people, chat, form friendships and have fun! Voice your opinions, and make suggestions as there is always room for improvement to make us better and stronger! Please read and reply/repost bulletins of the clan. Please fan/friend and rate members profiles. NO DRAMA – THIS IS A FRIENDLY SITE ! Respect your clan members during contests by helping them before others. Try to rate family members to help them level up. If you have problems, please let us help you resolve them before deciding to quit, our door is always open. Please try to attend all family functions once we have a lounge

For My Mother
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you...Mom, For being you!

Friendship Is A Gift
Among the great and glorious gifts our heavenly Father sends Is the gift and understanding that we find in loving friends, For in this world of trouble that is filled with anxious care Everybody needs a friend in whom they're free to share The little secret heartaches that lay heavy on their mind, Not just a mere acquaintance but someone who's just our kind. For, somehow, in this generous heart of loving, faithful friends The good God in his charity and wisdom always sends A sense of understanding and power of perception And mixes these fine qualities with kindness and affection So when we need some sympathy or a friendly hand to touch, Or an ear that listens tenderly and speaks words that mean so much, We seek our true and trusted friend in the knowledge that we'll find A heart that's sympathetic and an understanding mind ... And often without a word there seems to be a union Of thoughts and kindred feelings for God gives true friends commu

63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 15. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 16. When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 17. When he puts the handcuffs

I'm Off The Market!!!!
I'm ENGAGED!! It happened yesterday. No big hoopla, just something cute and sweet. We had went over to a friends beach house for Laborday to grill out and stuff and after we all ate, Meagan and I went down to the beach to enjoy the sunset since I haven't goten to enjoy one in months. Thanks to all of our friends for helping me make this one of a kind. I hired a plane to spell out " Meagan will you marrie me". It turned out better than I ever had planned. She cried for over a hour. I've never seen that girl so happy. One of Meagan's brothers that is in the Marines and will probably be deployed to the Middle East later this year. We really want to make sure he and all of her brothers will be there so the wedding (barring any major problems) will be at the end of June. Yeah me.

Right Thing To Say!! :)
>Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's >>Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks >>didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he >>got home from the party. >> >>As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. >>Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he >>sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side >>table. And, next to them, a single red rose! >> >>Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and >>pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect >>order, spotlessly clean. >>So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he >>sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. >> >>Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written >>in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in >>lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove. I

Wonders
i wonder y it seams that my hubsband cant talk to me.. he find ppl on here and on line in general that he things he knows and cares about and then wants out... maybe if he would talk to me or someone close to use that can help it would make things better... he find reason for this in mean that he has nver said... he think that someone from on here or on line. I think its more of the fact he cant be happy... he has never been happy in his life.. I know i havent been the best.. but what can id if i dont know. he says he has said it too many time.. then something will come up that has never been said. He seems to think i am the only one with issues.. well that is nto the cae.. how can i feel like im loved when i am made to feel guilty all the time for lil things.. like goin to the mail baox. I dont know.. maybe im just not seeing the big picuter.. or maybe he just dont want me to.. or maybe he doesnt want to..

Can Anything Else Go Wrong?
WTF! Summer is my slow season, but I never anticipated it would get this slow. After spending 3 months barely keeping my head above water I was hoping things would turn around, stupid me... Thursday I get a $525 charge from one of my vendors for something I never ordered or received, my bank tell me the vendor needs to fax them this, this and that, ok... I call 'em, they apologize for the mistake and tell me they'll fax the stuff over... Bank can't find it, they say the sent it AND claim they issued a refund. Bank says there's no refund posted and could take 7 days to post from the time it's issued. OK, I don't have 7 days... I'm fucking broke, account depleted... I have to wait 7 days (they say 30 days in some cases)! I have commitments to customers, I can even pay for shipping the products that have already been paid for! So I have to take it in the ass for someone else's mistake? "capital must protect itself"... Fucking Jew philosophy! I don't want to engage in "commerce", I'm not

Come And Get It!
Come and Get It! Come straight at me, because that is what works No strategic lines or second guesses Negative thoughts or pastime messes Follow the path your heart has set Reserve your judgment until we’ve met I just can’t seem to get out of the blocks Sometimes I run right out of my socks No matter the amount of praise that I hear It’s always the same unprovoked fear I’m tired, exhausted, deserted and drained I don’t want to give up, or even complain I just plow ahead, a positive force Maybe I need a bigger plow horse Is there anyone out there who wants to be loved? Kissed and cuddled not pushed or shoved Treated like they were the Queen of the Nile With passion so hot it compels you to smile Romanced and excited by the will of my fire Respected with all my heart can inspire Will You step up, for a swing at the plate? What do I need a diamond for bait? I’m waiting for the one I thought I had found The one who wants to be willingly crowned

The Menace Of A Mother
The Menace Of A Mother Pure exuberance and virtue are the core of your conviction God rest his weary eyes upon you, and beauty was born Innocence exploited, you plow through pestilence Never a thought for yourself or a whimper of want Brought to your knees by a Mother seething in sickness Dagger driven into your unsuspecting heart Selfishly misled by a monster that was to be trusted This creature of comfort stole your faith Only the strength of your brazen love could save you from yourself The very thought of anyone harming you coats my lips with bile My heart is crippled by the menace of your memories Cast me no chance to heal your heart and you will wallow in my heart forever Grant me your faith and I will fill your soul with new memories... Of Positive Love, Passion and Security... Forevermore jskins

Bound By Love
Bound By Love Two hearts bound by Love One heals, the other grants dreams with the power of her faith Both gain the love of a thousand lifetimes... Simply because they want the same thing, each other This they will have by the strength of their will May others learn by their example of unconditional love... So they too may know that it exist for all who have the courage and faith to try jskins

If Life Was A Dream
If life was a dream You'd be here with me Laughing, hand in hand Smiling for all to see If life was a dream Together we'd grow old Still making future plans Forgetting years stole. If life was a dream Sun would never fade alone Darkness simply surrenders To love you have shown If life was a dream No tear would fall from eyes No prayer will go unheard True love could never die If life was a dream I'd be back in your arms Kissing your sweet lips Safe from all life's harms If life was a dream I'd never feel alone Pain would not exist For you would be home If life was a dream No plans would be betrayed Love will shower everywhere No need to be afraid If life was a dream Why would I need to sleep? When I have you by my side And your heart to keep

True Friends
A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your successes. Someone who can see through you and still enjoy the view. Someone who knows all about you and likes you anyways. Knows your faults, your joys and your pains and is there for you through your roughest times. It's great to be rich, it's great to be strong and healthy, but it's a better thing to be loved by many friends. In friendships it's not our job to try and straighten each other out but it should be our job to help each other up. True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it's lost. The best way to keep your friends is not to give them away. I like the conversation in the movie Winnie the Pooh; "Are we going to be friends forever?" asked Piglet. "Even longer", answered Pooh. Misfortunes in your life shows you who are really true friends. When disaster strikes you; that's when you find who your friends really are. A true friend will be there in your roughest tim

Garlic-chile Flank Steak
Ingredients * 2 cloves garlic * 1/4 cup white vinegar * 2 tablespoons canola oil * 2 teaspoons ground ancho chile pepper * 1 teaspoon dried oregano * 1 teaspoon ground cumin * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1-1 1 pounds flank steak Cooking Instructions 1. Whisk garlic, vinegar, oil, ground chile, oregano, cumin and salt in a small bowl. Place steak in a shallow baking dish and pour marinade over it, turning to coat both sides. Cover and refrigerate for at least 1 hour, turning once, or overnight. 2. Preheat grill to high heat. Oil the grill rack (see Tip). Grill the steak until desired doneness, 5 to 6 minutes per side for medium. Transfer to a plate, cover with foil and let rest for 5 minutes. Slice the steak very thinly across the grain. Serve warm or chilled.

Sick!!
Sitting here, not feeling good. thinking about going to bed. i would like to feel better and maybe even have some good dreams. this weather needs to make up my mind..one day its cold the next day it is hot. if the weather would stay one way i might actually feel better. oh well...i will just have ot deal with it. after all i do live in NY!!!

You Have Been Licked!!!!!! Yum! Lol
"LICKED!! You have just been Licked all Over your Sexy ASS!!!! If you recieve 1 - 3( ur WET ) 3 - 6 ( ur Soaked ) 6 - 12 ( ur Drowning in a pool of Hot Sex!) so start sending. -------------------------------------- You have been considered ONE of the TEN HOT SEXY FRIENDS on my friends list. Once you have been tagged, you have to tag TEN HOT SEXY FRIENDS!!

11 Signs You're Crazy About Someone
ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

Luck Vampires
I've come to the conclusion that I'm not a very good person to know. I seem to be the only person who ever has good days. Everyday I start talking to someone who either has cancer, or some kind of continuing disease. I have to be a little concerned about the frequency with which it happens. I just get my life together, and suddenly there seems to be a new surge of "sick" going around. It's hard to not take it personally after a while.

Contest!!!!!!!!!!!
Need Rates and Bombers!!!! CONTEST CLOSES FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 7, 2007 12 NOON EASTERN TIME GOOD LUCK AND HAPPY BOMBING The Prizes: 1st place gets 5 morphs 2nd place gets 3 morphs 3rd place gets 2 morphs All entrants get a big pimpin gift at conclusion of the contest. Comment bombing is a must. Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 10 points (rates are used in the event of a tie) A minimum of 1000 comments must given to receive a prize.. Here is the link:

Rendez-voodoo
you'd better shove another piece of what's left into your mouth while the gettin' is good. because you know the highs are running low, and every new is getting old. lord, I've been down since you've been seeing another boy. me and my girl are gonna smoke the cigarettes that we find in another man's tray. we're gonna pick all the meat from the big city bones because the hot is getting cold. lord, I'm not proud. keep you chin up the water will boil, the comet will come for us all. so make amends with anything you've ever loved and open your arms to the swarm. we have salted the earth. raid hell. raid hell. you'd better drink up, get your sorrows in, because we're coming upon where the ending begins. the nickel city's new church says "no one allowed" since all the lights are going out. the end is near. I will be delivered. we've filled our bellies with so much repulsive flair I'll explode if I'm not forgiven. make amends with anything you've ever loved and open your arms to the swar

To Daddy With Love
The day was just like any other day. Trees blowing in the wind, leaves falling to the ground, sun not quite so hot as it has been in the past few months. But this day was different afterall. This day daddy was going on a long trip for a long time to come. Daddy is in the army and has to go to do his job in another country. The days previous we watched him run around the house packing and getting ready for his long journey to a far away place. Even though we don’t quite understand what is going on, we noticed that he has been giving us and mommy more and more kisses and hugs than normal. We load up in the truck and take off for daddys work like so many other days as he tells us again and again he loves us and is gonna miss us. Mommy said she has special plans to do for daddy while he is gone so we can send him things. Daddy asked her what it was but she wouldn’t say because it’s a surpise. Daddy loves suprises. Mommy does it to him all the time and we get to help. I can't wait til

Pagan Party~ Paintings
Pagan Party An early painting this, and a whole bunch of detailed close ups, reflecting some of my roots. The Character in the middle is the pagan god Pan, not the Christian devil as many people think. The image reflects the fun many people experience when they take part in a special outdoor party, where they often cross into the realms of the spirit. This simple pleasure has I believe has been unjustly demonised by our society. Someone is very good with details arent they? I seen this and loved it so Im sharing. Enjoy as I do.

Interesting Thought..read More If U Want
I AM BOMBING A NUMBER OF CONTESTS N A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE ASKED ME A VERY INTERESTING QUESTION.... WHY WAS I HELPING SOMEONE IN THEIR CONTEST WHEN THAT PERSON N A FEW PPL DIDNT EVEN HELP ME MUCH WHEN I WAS IN MY CONTEST>? GOOD QUESTION I STILL DONT KNOW WHY BUT AT ONE POINT THAT PERSON WAS KIND TO ME EVEN THO THEY CONCENTRATED ON SOMEONE ELSES CONTEST EVEN MORE BUT ....KARMA ....I GUESS I DUNNO LOL LOVE TESS

Go Cubs Go
Baseball season's underway Well you better get ready for a brand new day. Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. They're singing ... Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. They got the power, they got the speed To be the best in the National League Well this is the year and Cubs are real So come on down to Wrigley Field We're singing now ... Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Baseball time is here again You can catch it all on WGN So stamp you feet and clap your hands Chicago Cubs got the greatest fans. You're singing now ... Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey, Chicago, what do you say The Cubs are gonna win today. Go, Cubs, go Go, Cubs, go Hey

Older Woman Know How Do It
AFTER BEING MARRIED FOR 25 YEARS, I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID, "HONEY, 25 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 25-YEAR-OLD GAL." NOW I HAVE A $500,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, NICE BIG BED AND PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 50-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU'RE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS. MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 25-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV. AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE YOUR MID-LIFE CRISES. ________________________________________

Here Is A Couple Of Ways To Contact Me If You Want
here is myspace link myspace.com/aprilinokc or yahoo aprilm1972okc right now might be changing this one later . this is the two ways i can be contacted. as of right now

Treasure Hunt.........
So I had an interesting conversation with the hottest man on the f'n planet today and found out what he has in the trunk of his car. A Jesus clock, a trashcan, an Eagles helmet, some shot glasses, a remote control, a speedo and a mask. Now I ask you, wtf? He is a little odd, weird even, but does this scare anyone else? I mean I have girly things in my trunk, clothes, shoes some cd's probably. Is this normal for guys? Just random ass things you come across to be tossed in there? Is it like maybe one day someone will say 'fuck i wish i had a speedo and a Jesus clock' I mean maybe its good, the MacGyver thing and all.....just bored and miss him terribly. I love you and your wacky ass self :D

Whoopie Goldberg Is A Stupid Fucking Cunt
She is defending Michael Vick, saying that dog fights were common where he grew up....it's still illegal you stupid fucking cunt, I hope a dog bites her fucking face off, and I hope Vick gets anal raped over and over then gets shived, fucking piece of shit.

Dragons
glitter-graphics.com Out of all the Dragons i adore, There is but one, i love more. Not the gold, green or blue, Orange, brown, silver too. This Dragon's colour is bright red, apart from black eyes in his head. Mighty, tough and very bold, This Dragon lives till very old. Flying 'round stealing sheep, Keeping gold in a heap. This Dragon does plenty more, Robbing the rich and eating the poor. The red Dragon can be found, high, high, high above the ground. Circling far above the mountian top, until the firey sun does drop. In his mountain cave he sits, spitting bones like fruity pips. guarding his hoardes of pure gold, remembering tales as yet untold. The Dragon i tried hard to save, Is now resting in the grave. No more shall he fly high in the sky. To the red Dragon i say my goodbye. Out of all the Dragons i adore, There is but one, i love more. The red Dragon i like best, He is tougher then the rest.

Another Joke
A little old lady from Sun City Arizona, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop in Phoenix. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she shakily wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, she asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuu hhhave ddddiillldosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies: "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Ddddddddooo yyyoooou ccaarrrryyy aaa pppinkk onnee, ttten inchessss lllong aaandd aaaabbouttt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaaatteriess? The clerk responds: "Yes we do" "Ddddoooo yyoooouuuu kkkknnnnoooww hhhoooww tttooo ttturrnnnn ttthhhh ddddaaaammmmnnn ttthhhiiinng offfff?"

She Said Yes!
We went to PA over the weekend to visit my sister. we got some time away from everyone and I popped THE qeustion.... she said yes! The date is set for Feb. 23 and plans are coming along... After 3 yrs together, we are finally going to make it legal,lol Laterz All ~work~

Endless Sacrifice - Dream Theater
Cold Lying in my bed Staring into darkness Lost I hear footsteps overhead And my thoughts return Again Like a child who's run away And won't be coming back Time keeps passing by As night turns into day I'm so far away And so alone I need to see your face To keep me sane To make we whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Pain It saddens me to know The helplessness you feel Your light Shines on my soul While a thousand candles Burn Outside this barren room The rain is pouring down The emptiness inside Is growing deeper still You're so far away And so alone You long for love's embrace To keep you sane To make you whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Is

How Long?
I am losing myself in the maze of her - giving giving giving; around each new corner - old corners; new turn - old turns. I am uncertain - oh, to find her in the middle at the end somewhere anywhere here. How long? My words are failing me in the brightness of her smile voice laughter - I am mere mortal now, not some artist god king - only a man in love and famished, starved for the touch of her. Am I disappearing in the shadow of this unseemly need? How long? © All rights reserved

True, But Makes Me Kinda Sad. Haha
I am 63% Asshole/Bitch.I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.Take theAsshole/Bitch Test@ FualiDotCom

Bored?
I would be too if I was sitting on my Fubar with nothing to do! Come talk to us on D.E.S.! Right now we're talking about new developments in: evolution, legal rights of unmarried couples, mini skirts, the KKK, Chris Benoit, hockey, and red heads! Don't worry about fitting in or being a certain way. Just be yourself, and try it out. Come talk to me!

Out Of Gas
Out Of Gas A man was driving down the road and ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window. The bee said, "What seems to be the problem?" "I'm out of gas," the man replied. The bee told the man to wait right there and flew away. Minutes later, the man watched as an entire swarm of bees flew to his car and into his gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees flew out. "Try it now," said one bee. The man turned the ignition key and the car started right up. "Wow!" the man exclaimed, "What did you put in my gas tank"? The bee answered........ (I see you smiling)

Sorry
Sorry Ladies, I know I haven't been much of a friend latly. Especially to one very deserving Bonita. Been busy with work and the seperation issues. Hope to have more time soon for you all. Till then enjoy all you can.

Just So You Know...
I'm online and offline so quickly recently that I felt I needed to let my friends know what's up... Ok, so most of you know that I had to move from VT to CT a couple weeks ago. Most of you also know that I had to condense a 13 room house into a small, 2 bedroom apartment (numerous trips to my TWO HUGE storage units). And most of you know that it has been extremely stressful for me and my two kids. Here's what you may not know: The house I moved from was my mom's. So, in addition to packing my things, I had to go through her things...which I had not done in the year since her death. I cannot begin to explain that heartache and the feelings it brought up in me. I also cannot begin to tell you how difficult it continues to be for me to hide my feelings in order to help my children through theirs... We did not elect to move. We were forced out by the executor/lawyer of my mother's will. Yes, it did specifically state that the house and contents all go to the children, but he circ

My Sex Zodiac!! Interesting!!
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Adam And Eve
SouthernSl... September 5, 2007 @ 6:33 pm Lets travel life's journey hand in hand, You be my Girl and I'll be you man. Some may say we're crazy,but they don't realize, I can see forever in your eyes. Just like when GOD made man, and he gave him the world, But saw there was something missing so he made him a girl. That's how it all began, One woman and one man. And just like when GOD made Adam Eve, You complete my world for me. Your all my dreams come true, And I wanna spend forever loving you.

Confetti
Tearing myself from myself like small pieces of paper - confetti falling into you. I am swept away. Becoming much less, so much more and touching your wet skin places I have seen in pure darkness as your sighs define the contour of each warm breast. Adding, subtracting, divided and multiplied by the scent of you - raw and delicious, drawn into me - some internal spoor leading to ecstasy. Dizzy on my back - looking up and into the cause, the effect of this free-fall. Oh, call my name in my desert and I will sow new seeds inside this window to your storm and to the calm of your collapse upon my chest. Let us build tomorrow morning from the ocean and the wind of our sweet collision in this bed. © All rights reserved

Weirdo Kittieh!
My Mikey is too much. He was sitting under me so i could pet him. Then he ran off the porch, jumped thru the railing, circled the front of the house and slid in the gate. Then he came back to me so i could pet him some more. LOL

Is Love Something We Feel Or Is It All Nonsence?
Love is it a real feeling ? Love is it a thing ,that we just think is real? Do we know about love , Or are we taught to love thru actions? Are words about love or, Just words of such? Words to reach out and help, so we dont feel so left out, Whats this love all about. And Life does it respond to this thing called love or do we as people reach out and care and show our love , some how to all that lack it here or about . How will I know love the real one . My God loves me he does ; But human Love, what is this , Ive never had this experience. Oh my Mom and dad loved me but, not the same as a mans love . So I guess God knows my Heart; and keeps me way apart ; fom what will break or torment me ; cause he did love and save me. Why am I to be a certain way , is is a calling to, and a way , to serve my Lord and not doubt, that Im am so loved by him. As day gose by to night , Im to be a starlet in His heaven to show light to other l

The Germ Of New Life
Listen, I wanted to write new poetry, find different ways to say the same thing I have said a thousand times. I wanted to find a way to make you feel the wind, or cool water from a brook between your toes; find a way to make you hear the music from just the proper placement of nouns and verbs. I needed a way for you to see through my eyes the world I have seen, the beauty of tears, the germ of new life held in a woman's smile. But, really, how many words are there, and which of them would work to describe the now of me, my love, my glassy-eyed wonder at this world? How many ways can a man, enamored, tell his love that she is more important than his next breath, when, really, only the emotion will matter to her? We will find infinite ways to touch without vocabulary and my poetry is obsolete when I hold you. © All rights reserved

Riding The Rapids
On Saturday I'm goin on a raft ride down the South fork of the American River baby. I'm not gonna be online all weekend and I have Monday and Tuesday off afterwards. That's 4 days off! I love water fun! I'll take some pictures and junk for all of ya to see me getting all wet. I'm hopin to catch a sacramento sucker to bring back to my pond.

My Friend And Indie Artist Lance Combs Needs Your Votes
LANCE COMBS IS ONE OF THE FEATURED ARTIST ON MY ROUND UP SHOWS ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUSIE DOO Date: Sep 7, 2007 8:44 AM ITS TIME TO GET THEM VOTES GOING, YOU CAN VOTE EVERY HOUR

Lost
Our eyes meet across the expansive room… carrying me to you. With the draw of your gaze I feel the room fade away slowly as in a dream. The hum of other conversations echoes, muffled and meaningless. The depths of your eyes take me to your soul, showing me all to be. I nod insignificantly to my current companion as I slip away in the swirling colors. I am lost now... the depths of your eyes have captured me, taken me prisoner. Our gaze holds for a moment longer. Suddenly addressed by a new speaker, you turn to him. Our contact broken, the noise suddenly is deafening, suffocating, overpowering. Suddenly I feel out of place and empty. I turn back, searching vainly for you, for those eyes, vanished in the crowd.

Ensign: The Singularity And The Second Coming
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 7 September 2007 The title of today's devotion sounds more like a bad science fiction novel, but hear me out . . . I so enjoyed this article I found on Rapture Ready's website that I couldn't help sharing it. Sometimes I read pieces which speak on things better than I think I would: this one with the same title as today's message struck me because I often hear people who say science and Scripture contradict each other. I disagree; they're leading us to the same conclusions. I've excerpted parts of the article by Britt Gillette, whose on his own website examines the interconnections between Bible prophecy and emerging technology, here . . . for the full thing, go to http://www.raptureready.com/soap/ss.html "The singularity is

This Is What It's All About
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

Reflected
Looking, then, across the room - her profile (she could not look at me) and the light reflected in a tear-streak down her cheek and following the outline of that godkissed chin - I could not find her, not with all the words I could invent. She was forever gone - only returned in pieces to me - come this night to try to reclaim a time when every touch and every movement between us defied all reason. A hundred years ago, new in my arms, she grew to me, pressed hard to my chest and kissed so real. The time, the time, oh, the time has slipped beyond us - I will never be the man I was all those days and nights (never poet, prince, priest - perhaps I never was). She stands. She walks across the room and to the door - wordlessly, she slips away, again. © All rights reserved

Dog's Tail
I first saw Madeleine, full of the world and so beautiful, so beautiful, in a house in Pacoima with rubber hose around her arm and a needle hanging there like a dog's tail. She wasn't vacant yet, but emptying slowly without knowing she was sucking a devil's cock. I was a different man back then, melted to brown, bubbling oil slicks - even then I knew something had to give. Last week I visited an old friend - and found Madeleine there, her arms bloomed with dope flowers, naked and curled like a baby in a back room. I swear, I could see right through her. © All rights reserved

We Need You
Stinkeye Radio Is Back!!! Stinkeye Radio is back and looking for people to join our team! If you are intrested in filling the following positions please contact us at the addy below, we currently need outgoing people in the following positions: DJs - Must love music, be outgoing, No Experience needed, We will train you. Also looking for Djs to travel to do live shows as well. Admins - Must have Experience handling stations business. This Also requires Djing. Advertisement - Must be outgoing, Must advertise not only online but in public. Must be able to help set up live shows. Head Of Advertisement - Experience Preffered but will train as this job requires running all of thee advertisement department. Adevertisement Assistant - Experience Preffered but will train, as you will be helping the Head of advertisement. Tech Support - Must be experienced with the SAMS program. Security - Experience Preffered, Must be willing to travel to do live shows. **

Life Sucks..............
If you don't already know this, I lost my job almost two weeks ago. This is the worst feeling in the world, because it makes you feel like you can't do anything right in life. I been doing interviews, which pisses anyone off because you think it went great and then find out that you didn't get the job. I feel like I can't do anything right in life.....................................I need help or a drink!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am just venting right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

70 Quirks About Me
OK.. Can you tell i'm bored?? LOL Fell free to copy this and make it for yourself. ;) 70 Quirks about me: 1. What are your initials? DLH 2. Like to wear the most? SWEATS 3. Last thing you ate? OREO'S 5. I say Shotgun, you say? ROAD TRIP !!! 6. Last person you hugged? RYAN 7. Does anyone you know wanna date you? NO 9. Name something you like physically about yourself? MY EYES 10. The last rumor you heard about yourself in school/work? NONE YET 11. Who is your best friend? I'VE BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE A FEW 12. Why are you still up? CAUSE IT'S 3:26PM 13. Who/What made you angry today? MY MOTHER 14. what is your favorite food? MEXICAN OR JUNK FOOD 17. Favorite holiday? PROBABLY CHRISTMAS 18. Do you download music? YES 19. Do you care if your socks are dirty? YES 20. Who's your favorite celeb? ASHLEY JUDD, MATTHEW MCCAUGHTY, ADAM SANDLER, DENZEL WASHINGTON.. I COULD GO ON... 21. Would you date the person who posted this? N

Engineering
my son get an ibook from school. 5th grade. he doesn't deserve an ibook give him an iBinder like we used to have and an iPencil and an iLunchpail with Spiderman on it like I used to have did you play with your iFriends iDidn't have any Japanese scientists have created a camera with such a fast shutter speed, they now can photograph a woman with her mouth shut. Supposedly from a radio program, a true report of a happening in Michigan. A guy in Michigan buys a brand new Jeep Grand Cherokee for $30,000 and has $400+ monthly payments. He and a friend decide to go duck hunting, but, of course, all the lakes are frozen. These two Atomic Brains go to the lake with guns, a dog, beer and of course the new vehicle. They drive out onto the lake ice and get ready. Now, they want to make some kind of a natural landing area for the ducks, something for the decoys to float on. In order to make a hole large enough to look like something a wandering duck would fly down and land on, it is

Random Funnies
I was sitting in the park the other day, wondering why frisbees get bigger and bigger as they come towards you....and then it hit me. #1 pickup line of all time: "Hey, does this rag smell like chloroform to you? I heard about this guy who broke into a lion's den at the zoo and got mauled. People were talking about how there should have been better defences put up to prevent people getting into the cage. A friend of mine suggested setting up some kind of deterrent.. For example, putting some sort of fierce animal in the cage, which would attack anybody who climbed in.... If my calculations are correct, and I think they are, SLINKY + ESCULATOR = EVERLASTING FUN Online dating...the rule: "Attractive, single, mentally stable: choose two" I had my portable CD player, and took it in the bathroom with me while I went to pee. And the second I whipped my penis out, the theme song to 'Rocky' started playing. I've never felt more manly than in that moment. In a perfect world..

The Shape Of The Moment
She touched him first inside, where his dreams had texture, then, reaching to him, traced the back of her hand along his cheek - this moment had shape, like a balloon filling, like cloudcotton in a clear sky. He moved toward her lips, her breath, her hair, felt the softness of an embrace - and kissed, lightly, then deeper - wrapped arms around, hands now beneath her blouse, warm skin along the definition of her back - she looked plaintively, lifted arms, he lifted her blouse up and over, saw a slight glow where her breasts curved away from her chest - his lip then tasting her, tasting, kissing, calling then for more. She pushed his head down down down, he kissed the downy hairs around her navel, then lower as her skirt her panties fell away... As they danced and dropped onto the rug. He noticed something (she felt it, too) - his heart, their hearts were dancing, too, were touching feeling sharing not just the skin the sweat the heat

My Bday
thank you to all my sweet and cool fubar friends for the comments and gifts. you all put a smile on my face and i appreciate it very much considering that plans for tonight went to hell. much love and respect ladydragonmyst

Italy
The crystal clear blue waters of the mediterranean break upon the eastern shoreline during another cloudless day of cappuccinos and amore while the local vendors close their market booths and leave content from a grueling day of haggling prices. In a dimly lit alley you can see the children take to sport, playing the vastly adored national fan favorite game of "Futball" with anything they might be able to use as a ball whether it be a softball, tin can, rock, or if they are extremely lucky an actual tattered soccer ball that they carried away from some dump site. A typical day from a past memory that I choose to never forget or let linger to long for chance of a sorrowful tear that may travel down my cheek The aroma of a local cafe brewing its morning espresso brings back thoughts of an easier time when you did not have to watch every step your child makes in dread that someone will cause them harm, where I can not recall a single racist remark or fear of walking down the wrong st

Found A Gun.....
was working tonight... decided to clean an area of the building that is rarely used... start down the stairs and see something sticking out of a runner light.... toward the ceiling my coworker said she did not want to know what was in it... i said i think we should get it down so its in a spot not easy to get to so i was using the broom handle... and i could tell it was heavy finally got it up on its side and i realized it was the handle of a gun... needless to say i about shit my britches we immediately exited the building and then realized that we just left the keys inside and there was no way back in unless we call the boss..... oh well... screw it there is a hidden gun in there anyways we don't wanna be in there so we head to the police department and have to deal with that drama they couldn't do anything until we found the boss so we could get inside.... we couldnt find the boss right away then we found the boss she came down to let us in the buildi

Wait
She wants to see him, wants to be the perfect package when she arrives. She wants to twirl around to let him see the perfect shape of dreams-come-true. Circles drawn by human hand are always slightly flawed. He wants to spin her all the way around until her lips are circles locked to his, to wrap her up with arms and legs, enfold her in himself. From this mountaintop, all directions appear as just one very big place. © All rights reserved

Breath-breaking Benjamin
This song about sums up how I've been feeling lately. I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can't win. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. This will be all over soon. Pour salt into the open wound. Is it over yet? Let me in. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. [Bridge] I'm wai

Losing Control
ever feel like you are on the edge of something great. so close but you have no control over it so all you can do is sit and wait and see what happens... helpless, waiting to see which path your future is destined to follow.. you look back and try to figure out exactly when you lost control. was it taken away or did you give it up, in hopes of what you dreamed would come true.. so sitting here waiting to see if i fly or fall..

With The Date Of 9 11 Coming Up I Had To Type The Blog ; Poem . That I Did.
See people are mumming about the day coming up. and all that were killed and such. well we can hold them dear to us in memory ;, and not let them die or be dead in vain. God lets them Live thru him . He holds them close and He carried them home. They aren,t dead thru Christ . He promised them life eternally and they died knowing this and ; He took them home to have a eternal life with him now. . God Almight One Thank you for all you have done , May it be on earth as in Heaven. And may all Come to know you as their Lord for all you have done and can do in their lives .; And are still doing in this world for all of us..Amen!! diana hugs all God Bless each eveyone of you >>>>>Much love to all....

More Of My "racist" Opinions On Illegal Immigrants
. Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, alligators attacking people in florida. not me, i concentrate on the solutions to the problems. 1) Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border. 2) Send the dirt to New Orleans to raise the level of the levies. 3) Put the Florida alligators in the moat along the Mexican border. Mr. President, you couldn't figure that one out yourself? I am sorry but after hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. Nowhere did they sing it in Italian, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written The news broadcasts even gave the translation -- not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone but this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP -- please pass this along. I am not against immigration -- j

What Should I Get For My Birthday?
So I have been calculating my finances for my next paycheck and it looks like I can either get myself a new MP3 player or another Gig of RAM for my puter. I am torn as I want both about equally. It is a matter of feeding either my music geekery or my computer gaming geekery. I will probably wait on the MP3 player since I have one, but I do want one that has playlist support. My Creative Zen Nano Plus 1GB does not have that and I like to make playlists that match my moods. But having 2GB of RAM in my computer would make for teh awesome gaming. Choices, choices.

The Rush
My heartbeat comes in cocaine para-diddles - I am drilled back into my addiction by each familiar scent and sometimes I dream the rush of blood pulses through me, the taste of that old black magic explodes in my lungs, pores bloom, sweat-soaked thumps - kick-bass booms inside my full-body shudder and I can almost forget: I am free now - no more dicksuck crack hell on my hands and knees with a bare light bulb looking for just one more rock. I'm not a hero for putting it behind me - I'm afraid to die alone and no room is emptier than the tunnel of smoke. © All rights reserved

Drifting Away
Drifting away by Jennifer Blakely.(me) As I lay in the darkened room in the house of shame I feel myself, my soul, my past slip away Its slowly dripping, drip drop thru my hands Its dissipating into the air and into nothingness This past year has caused this withering of my soul The things that I have done are the cause of this corruption of innocence I cant change what Ive done, but oh how I wish I could If only I had resisted the sweet elixir u provided If only I had been stronger to deny this so-called gift If only I had walked away instead of staying But I did not and I am paying for the evil deeds My soul is paying for the ungodly sins I committed I no longer know the person in the mirror staring back at me This stranger seems so inexplicably familiar yet so different at the same time So it seems that this drifting away is only expected That this pain is my due for my sins That maybe this will change me somehow But something de

Sex Doctor
Posted on May 22nd, 2006 MILF Hunting Should Be In the Olympics A doctor had the reputation of helping couples increase the joy in their sex life, but always promised not to take a case if he felt he could not help them. The Browns came to see the doctor. He gave them thorough physical exams, psychological exams, and various tests, then concluded, "Yes, I am happy to say that I believe I can help you. On your way home from my office stop at the grocery store and buy some grapes and some doughnuts." "Go home, take off your clothes, and you, sir, roll the grapes across the floor until you make a bulls eye in your wife's 'love canal'. Then, on hands and knees you must crawl to her like a leopard and retrieve the grape using only your tongue." "Then next, ma'am, you must take the doughnuts and from across the room, toss them at your husband until you make a ringer around his 'love pole'. Then, like a lioness, you must crawl to him and consume the doughnut." The couple w

Womens Natural Beauty!
Have you ever felt the rain on your skin The wind in your face smelled the air after a summer rain or after grass is fresh cut Heared the ocean in the still of the night watched the stars or children just playing Tasted pure natural honey The natural beauty of all these Things that where created please and stimulate everyone of our sinces That is what a womens natural beauty is to feel her soft skin or tender touch smell her natural aroma or hint of that alluring perfum to hear her soft voice comforting wispers to taste her soft lips to watch a womens body every sensual move every graceful gesture The natural beauty of all this Was created for sensuality for love of all women and men alike appreaciate the pleasure and the stimulation indured due to a womens natural beauty

I Love This Song ( I Sing This Song When I Go To Sleep In A Whisper)
Let me be the one who calls you baby All the time Surely you can take some comfort Knowing that you're mine Just hold me tight, lay by my side and let me be the one who calls you Baby all the time I found my place in the world Could stare at your face for the rest of my days Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me Warm and alive I'm all over you would you smother me? Let me be the one who never leaves You all alone I hold my breath and lose the feeling That I'm on my own Hold me too tight stay by my side and let me be the one who calls you Baby all the time I found my place in the world Could stare at your face for the rest of my days Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me Warm and alive I'm all over you would you smother me? When I'm alone time goes so slow I need you here with me and how my mistakes have made Your heart break Still I need you here with me Baby I'm here Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and

Statement Of Senator John D. Rockefeller Iv
Statement of Senator John D. Rockefeller IV on the Senate Floor On the Iraq Resolution October 10, 2002 MR. ROCKEFELLER: Mr. President, we are here today to debate one of the most difficult decisions I have had to make in my 18 years in the Senate. There is no doubt in my mind that Saddam Hussein is a despicable dictator, a war criminal, a regional menace, and a real and growing threat to the United States. The difficulty of this decision is that while Saddam Hussein represents a threat, each of the options for dealing with him poses serious risks, to America’s servicemembers, to our citizens, and to our role in the world. It is clear that none of the options that confront us is easy or risk free. For all of us, the upcoming vote on this critical issue will reflect our best judgment on which path will minimize the risk to our fellow Americans -- because we all know that the risk cannot be eliminated. And that judgment will, in turn, depend on a complex interaction of many

Drinking Is Fun!
I am so buzzed right now and enjoying the wine, but I do have to wonder about my friends with the more risque stuff on here, because I'm a chicken shit and am not comfortable with getting nekkid. They have much better sites than I do - check out the Lolita Nymphette - she's a babe!

Protesting Bush Outlawed At Apec
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 04 Sep 2007, 09:16 Protesting Bush Outlawed At APEC Authorities have effectively outlawed protest at the APEC summit in Sydney Australia by refusing to grant "permission" for groups to march anywhere in the city, while quarantining part of the central business district within a 3-mile wide security fence. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/040907_protesting_bush.htm

The Smudging Ceremony
Our Native elders have taught us that before a person can be healed or heal another, one must be cleansed of any bad feelings, negative thoughts, bad spirits or negative energy - cleansed both physically and spiritually. This helps the healing to come through in a clear way, without being distorted or sidetracked by negative "stuff" in either the healer or the client. The elders say that all ceremonies, tribal or private, must be entered into with a good heart so that we can pray, sing, and walk in a sacred manner, and be helped by the spirits to enter the sacred realm. Native people throughout the world use herbs to accomplish this. One common ceremony is to burn certain herbs, take the smoke in one's hands and rub or brush it over the body. Today this is commonly called "smudging." In Western North America the three plants most frequently used in smudging are sage, cedar, and sweetgrass. Sage -------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Women
Why is it that, a woman can go out tell you she loves you. she wants to spend the entire weekend together with you. THen turn around ditch you and then decide that you aren't worth spending the entire weekend together? There are times when she says she wants to spend the entire weekend week end with you and then turns right around in the smae breath and says shes gonna ditch ya for the day. There are days that I wanna tell her to get the hell outta my life and then there are the days that I can't seem to be without her. The days not being able to be with her and it sucks out number the days I want her outta my life. if this is what they call love. HOLY SHIT its fucking confusing. I would rather just be alone and not have anyone around me. then again I long for the human contact of more than just a handful of people. Holy Crap. sometimes my mind can get the better of Me. and it sucks when you have too much free time on your hands. Maybe I need to find a hobby. might take up needle point

History Channel 911-debunking
INN History Channel 911-debunking Sat Sep 8, 2007 17:09 72.201.70.108 History Channel 911-debunking MUCH MUCH BETTER :) Sat Sep 8, 2007 06:04 ANSWERS :) Why WTC 1&2-from top down and WTC from bottom to top part 1 http://www.innworldreport.net/video_launcher.php?2007-08-29i part 2 http://www.innworldreport.net/video_launcher.php?2007-08-30i part 3 http://innworldreport.net/video_launcher.php?2007-09-04i ===================== INN World Report announces that this past weekend’s exclusive interview with former FBI/ATF informant, and 9/11 Whistleblower, Randy Glass is now available ... http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=9%2F11+INN&btnG=Search 9/11 INFO AND LINKS: http://www.apfn.org/apfn/wtc.htm INTERNATIONAL NEWS NET BREAKS STORY ON 9/11 WHISTLEBLOWER RANDY GLASS http://www.sanderhicks.com/glass.html Free Speech TV, Channel 9415, Dish Network, Now Online at http://innworldreport.net/video/2004-07-02/glass.html INN World Repo

Re: Family Guy On 9/11
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 09 Sep 2007, 19:27 Family Guy on 9/11----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: RegimeChangerDate: Sep 9, 2007 6:45 PMWhere do they get this stuff? ;-) Do that repost thing, you do.

Historic Interview With Aaron Russo
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 02 Sep 2007, 10:45 Historic Interview with Aaron Russo----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Paul Canniff - We Are CHANGE (R.I.P. Aaron Russo)Date: Sep 2, 2007 10:41 AMThe interview everyone in the world needs to watch:[url]http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=5420753830426590918&q=aaron+russo&total=412&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=5[/url]Hollywood director Russo goes in-depth for first time on the astounding admissions of Nick Rockefeller, including his prediction of 9/11 and the war on terror hoax, the Rockefeller's creation of women's lib, and the elite's ultimate plan for world population reduction and a microchipped society.Aaron Russo joins Alex Jones for a fascinating sit-down in depth video interview on a plethora of important subjects. Aaron begins by describing how the draconian and mafia tactics of Chicago police woke him up to the fact that America wasn'

A Lakota Story
The Woman Who Lived With The Wolves... Winyan Wan Sungmanitu Tanka Ob Ti... . ..> A Minnekoju camp which had settled down for the winter was raided by Crow Indians. The Crow stole many horses and took a Lakota woman back to their camp. The Lakota woman was unhappy staying in the Crow camp. She missed her people. Some of the Crow women saw this and took pity on her. They gave her food and a blanket and told her to hide by a creek near the camp. Hohwoju oyate eya wani ti pi icuhan kangi wicasa kin sung manu ahi na ota mawicanu pi na nakun Lakota winyan ko akiyagla pi. Kangi wicasa ti pi heciya winyan ki le aki pi ca titakuye wica kiksuye na lila cante sice na ceya ke, winyan ki ableza pi na heya pi ske, "Sina ki le ena, woyute ki lena icu, na wakpala ta inahma ye." She hide herself in the bushes along the banks of the creek. A short time later some of the Crow men came looking for her. While the Lakota woman was hiding,two wolves came upon her. The wolves growled at her and cir

This Weekend........
.....started off very well. I got my first paycheck since March. So I took out my Girlfriend Fridaynight to Sushi, shopping @ Loyd Center, then we went and seen Halloween (the Rob Zombie remake). Had some AWESOME (and I mean fucking AWESOME) SEX, and spent some very much needed Quality time with my Lette. For some reason, lately every time we do anything and I mean ANY FUCKING THING, it seems or atleast is starting to seem that there is a TIFF (a spat). Which ever way you want to say it......there was an argument. No matter how small or big, that does shadow the fact that it is the worst way to end a very nice weekend. Not to mention starting a week. What does someone have to do to show their significant other that they matter? What does someone have to do to not hear (that even when there is a tiny tiff) "well maybe we should just call it quits!?" It is almost like that the argument is started just so I get to hear those words. How many times do you have to hear those words before

Men And Women
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added Vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with real passion fruit. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower and stand on bathmat. Dry w

Breakneck
I guess, at first, the lust was carrying my lips at breakneck speeds around her curves, but then the scent of French perfume and the smooth rhythm of her yes yes yes seduced me. I am enchanted by the mirrors of her eyes and the reflection of surprise I see as she unfolds herself to me - and this may be the why of my aloneness all these years - I'll never know until I touch her (and she touches me) inside. © All rights reserved

Quote For September 10
When we are tired, we are attacked by ideas we conquered long ago -- Friedrich Nietzsche Bonus Quote: Sleep is perverse as human nature, Sleep is perverse as a legislature, Sleep is as forward as hives or goiters, And where it is least desired, it loiters. -- Ogden Nash

Dj Lady Kae
DJ LADIE KAE THE HOTTEST HP NERD DJ ON FUBAR ROCKING THE AIR WAVES IN ThE ToRtUrE ChAmBeR JUST CLICK THE PIC AN UR THERE ThE ToRTuRe ChAmBeR WHERE ALL FREAKS, STONER AND NERD OF ALL KINDS ARE WELCOME JOINED BY OUR KICKS ASS STAFF AND FANS

Not Alone
As you sit there in the darkness of what has become your life Trying to put an end to your pain and strife Realize this- You are not alone! As you fight for what you believe is right As the day turns into night Do not give up hope For you are not alone! When you feel like all hope is gone And you can no longer carry on Hold your head up high Wipe that tear from your eye And realize that you are not alone! When you world comes crashing down on you And you feel that there is nothing you can do When you feel like you are all alone Take a look around you and realize you are not alone! Though there are times that you feel so weak And you try to ask for help but cannot speak Do not give up hope You are not alone! When the ones you love the most are the ones that cause the most pain And they make you feel like your goin insane, Carry on You are not alone! When you find yourself wanting to bring your life to an end Reach out and ask for the help of a friend And reali

Bitch, I'm From Pa
BITCH.....I am from Pennsylvania woo hoo go us Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Pennsylvania came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The d

October 16th
Ok so I'm dreading October 16th!!!!! I mean dreading it! Its coming way to fast! For those that know me closest know that My Pappy Kauffman who I was really close to Died on this day 10 yrs ago this year! I'm taking off work to go to his Grave. I've been goin there alot in all honesty. I went Friday, Talked to his grave stone. which some ppl would htink is crazy but ya know what..... I know he heard me. I know he's been watching down from Heaven and here for me. I had reassurance of that thanks to Aunt Sharon (Andrew's Aunt).... So I'll be taking off work that day.... I'll be buying flowers and prolly spending quite a long time there...... This day is going to kill me inside.... it will be 10 years!!!! I dont even care that my bday will be 11 days after this or that i have a birthday party on the 22nd for me and Maria... I mean i care bout that but that doesn't compare to this day! I'm gonna see if i can get one of my really close friends to go with me or somet

Hush
come to my side hush my thoughts to a humbled silence - nothing can ever feel so right as this - and yet i cry i cry for those who will never feel as much as i - as much as i and then i cry - i cry for me as much as this makes me feel sometimes its too much to take makes me oversensitive come to my side hush my thoughts to a humbled silence - hush

Pic's Comming Soon!!!
As most of you know, Four members of FUBAR got together for a meeting this past weekend. For those of you that didn't know, It was Jen,Shannon,Heather and I (Dave). We had a blast! Pictures of the night will be arriving soon!!!!! Shannon will be posting some and Jen will be posting some too.

I Am Selling My Computer.. R U Interested?
.. if u are interested let me know.. need the cash for an xbox 360 and Halo 3.. i am going to be building another computer so i wont be without one for long.. wooot.. i am asking 500 bux for the computer.. and here is what will come with it... i built this computer from scratch with my own time and sweat.. very powerful computer. i built this computer for very powerful gaming. i made links available for each item, so that u can have a visual of what the system looks like.. the computer color scheme is blue and black as u will see. the case is black with blue lights.. as is the interior of the case because of blue fans on the inside.. if i have more than one person interested i will take the highest offer.. 17 flat panel monitor.. purchased from a friend(125bux)Saitek Eclipse Keyboard(50 bux)Microsoft Wireless Optical Mouse(60 bux)MSI MS-7135 Nvidia Nforce 4 Ultra Motherboard with 4 USB (150 bux)Gigabit Ethernet Card on Motherboard for internetAMD Athlon(tm) 64 Processor 3000+(200 bu

Fubar Friends
omg my fubar friends are freakin amazing! i have a bodyguard i have an old perv man lol mike i have some of the SWEETEST guy friends on here ever i have friends that i can talk to anything about -don :)- i have friends that help me get points all in all this is an awesome site and i love all of yall!!! never forget it!

Shattered
My heart is shattered like broken glass things from present and from the past a love that once was ,will never be thats the emptiness, that is a part of me time has moved on since we grew apart he doesnt even know his place in my heart but now hes moved on for someone else he cares a new woman to love, with his life he will share This woman is lucky to have his love What I would give for just one more hug God I pray for his happiness this day, but please, oh please, take my pain away.

Nights In White Satin
The Night: Nights In White Satin sung by The Moody Blues Nights in white satin, never reaching the end, Letters I've written, never meaning to send. Beauty I'd always missed, with these eyes before, Just what the truth is, I can't say anymore. 'Cos I love you, yes I love you, oh how I love you. Gazing at people, some hand in hand, Just what I'm going through, they can't understand. Some try to tell me, thoughts they cannot defend, Just what you want to be, you will be in the end. And I love you, yes I love you, Oh how I love you, oh how I love you. Nights in white satin, never reaching the end, Letters I've written, never meaning to send. Beauty I'd always missed, with these eyes before, Just what the truth is, I can't say anymore. 'Cos I love you, yes I love you, Oh how I love you, oh how I love you. 'Cos I love you, yes I love you, Oh how I love you, oh how I love you.

I Need Your Help Please
PLEASE SUPPORT ME IN THIS CONTEST ... I NEED YOUR VOTES ... IT'S MY FIRST ONE EVER AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO ADVERTISE THIS ... SO TAKE PITY ON THIS GIRL AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE ... THAT'S ALL THE BEGGING I CAN DO ... THANKS ... SHARKY [ fubar.com photo: 2644642958 ]

What Creature Of The Night Are You Most Like.......
You scored as Black Witch, You are a Black Witch, and a very powerful one at that! Beware he who crosses your way, I sure wouldn't want to be him! Just watch out who you place your curses on, for they may in turn curse you with an even more terrible curse!Black Witch100% Fallen Angel83% You are a Vampiric Elf!58% You are a Demon50% Vampire33% What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Saturday Morning
The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to

One Special Girl.....
So I know this girl for only about 2 months or so. We talk to each other online once in a great while, since everytime i go online, she's offline. Well, to be honest, i really like this girl, but there's not even a chance for me to be with her. She's few years younger than me, and she is absolutely beautiful. I really don't know what to do about this situation. I don't know whether I should keep talking to her, or just completely forget about her. I can't really show my feelings to her, since we don't know each other for that long, but I completely feel like she could be the girl of my dreams. Ahhhh... I'm confused. Thanks for listening to my boring thought!

Raffle
One day, a woman arrives home from work and her husband notices she's wearing a diamond necklace. He asks his wife, "Where did you get that necklace?" She replies, "I won it in a raffle at work. Go get my bath ready while I start supper." The next day, the woman arrives home from work wearing a diamond bracelet. Her husband asks, "Where did you get the bracelet?" She replies, "I won it in a raffle at work. Go get my bath ready while I start supper." The next day, her husband notices she arrives home from work wearing a mink coat. He says, "I suppose you won that in a raffle at work?" She replies, "Yeah, I did! How did you guess? Go get my bath ready while I start supper." After supper, she goes to take her bath and she notices there is only one inch of water in the tub. She yells to her husband, "Hey, there's only an inch of water in the tub!" "Yes," the husband replies. "I didn't want you to get your raffle ticket wet."

Missing Home
A trucker who has been on the road for three weeks stops into a brothel outside Vegas. He walks straight up to the madam, drops down $500 and says, "I want your ugliest woman and a bologna sandwich!" The madam is astonished. "But, sir, for that kind of money, you could have one of my finest ladies and a three-course meal." The trucker replies, "Listen sweetheart, I ain't horny, I'm homesick."

This Week.
So..still no insurance check for a car, yet they want me to give the rental back. I don't think so. And I'm not paying for it. What if I gave the rental back and the check got lost in the mail or they never really sent it? Would they like to pay for my lost wages? Don't think so...it'd cost them more per day than a rental car does. I've found the car I want, I'm just waiting on their stupid asses to send me my goddamn check! Not MY fault they sent it by regular mail and not certified. I UPS'd my title to them, could they not extend the same courtesy for a check worth thousands of dollars? Bastards. So let's see...work's ok, life's ok, I'm surviving. Looking for a job within the company elsewhere though...still. Had a lunch date yesterday, it went very well. :) I refuse to do a bunch of happy posting because every time I do that, I come back a few days later with how said date screwed me over in some way. So we'll just leave this one alone...but, very nice guy, very nice time.

Deliver Me
Deliver me from the anxious moment the aching longing must have of this first last only dance into arms legs skin hair - her, the object, subject and endless adjectives. Deliver me to the moment of consumption consuming consummation - blood flushed to cheeks boiling bubbling buried in each other one beast carnal craving caving into the warmth of her us every moment before leading to this the surrender succoring overload of us we us yes. Deliver me to her and her to me to lie in afternoon light and take this singularity one second one breath at a time one from two separate together for the last first only movement in this choreography this tease this dance. Deliver us. © All rights reserved

Keep Or Delete
Here lately I've really come to understand why so many people end up deleting their "Fubar" page. It's something I've been considering now for over a week. There are pros and cons to both. I've met some really great people on here and value a lot of those friendships. I will in the near future decide the fate of my "Fubar" page.

Mk Ultra Declassified Plus Uther Vd
This is a minifilm entitled "The Most Dangerous Game" about the (once secret) government program, MK ULTRA. These were experiments initially conducted on unsuspecting subjects in the military circa 1950 (conveniently right after ww2 and the nazis.. gee wonder where they got this idea from), and eventually they started using people who were already in mental hospitals and such. After researching this, I've concluded that the reason WHY they thought this was a great ideas is that they were trying to develop a way to turn humans into actual order taking robots, who will question nothing asked of them. The CIA had LSD long before the hippies. They knew this was a very powerful mind drug, but realized after many experiments that they could not use it to control people. Like John Lennon said "They gave us LSD to try and control us but what they did was give us freedom instead".

Ashamed
right now im feeling a little out of place.. not really sure if i have any one i can turn too.. or if any one needs me.. well other then my kids.. im told right now i just need to focus on me, the kids, and work.. an im so trying too.. im also trying to take our lives alone.. with no one els.. i really dont like it, but its some thing that i know will always be there.. im not seeing me ever remarring.. we are suck a hand full.. my oldest has issuse.. he does not like to be told what to do.. an really needs strong ppl in his life that he respects.. my little one is a toodler.. thats all i can say haha.. an me.. i have some big issuse.. im trying to deal with them.. but i see them more now that i am not with my ex.. an i have to say.. more and more i dont like some parts of me.. i can be so mean.. an i dont have to know u.. i get really protective of ppl i care about.. to much i see. i know if i dont change this.. i will never have any one that will care about me.. some months ago i had

..cnn, Abc, Nbc, Cbs, Msnbc
"It appears we have appointed our worst generals to command forces, and our most gifted and brilliant to edit newspapers. In fact, I discovered by reading newspapers that these editor/geniuses plainly saw all my strategic defects from the start, yet failed to inform me until it was too late. Accordingly, I am readily willing to yield my command to these obviously superior intellects, and I will, in turn, do my best for the Cause by writing editorials - after the fact." - Robert E. Lee, 1863

The 18 Cardinal Rules Of Driving In Phialdelphia (why I Take Public Transportation) ...
The 18 Cardinal Rules of Driving in Philadelphia ... A right lane construction closure is just a game to see how many people can cut in line by passing you on the right as you sit in the left lane waiting for the same jerks to squeeze their way back in before hitting construction barrels. Bonus points are awarded for getting out of your car and moving the barrels. Turn signals provide clues as to your next move in the road battle, so never use them. Under no circumstances should you leave a safe distance between you and the car in front of you, no matter how fast you're going. If you do, the space will be filled in by somebody else, putting you in an even more dangerous situation. The faster you drive through a red light, the less your chance of getting hit. The car with the most extensive body work automatically has the right of way (remember no-fault insurance - he might not have as much to lose as you do). Braking is to be done as hard and late as possible, t

Here's To Everyone
Well I can not thank you kids for all of the support you have been showing not only me, but all of our women and men in uniform. 9/11 was the worst day of my life, and scariest all at once. That was when I got my first taste of reality in the Army. I have lost a lot of friends in the War on Terrorism, as I am sure some of you have as well. Unfortunately, I am good at what I do and will continue to do as much as I can over here. Keep all of the families of 9/11 victims in your mind. Never forget soldiers past and present who gave up there lives just so you can have shit like Fubar!!!hhahahahaha...anyway, you kids rule and dont ever forget it. Love, Peace and Chicken Grease. Jake

Totem Animals (power Totem)
A totem animal is different than a birth totem. A birth totem is just that, a totem animal that follows the sign of your birth. A totem animal is your "power animal", one which comes to you in different situations such as: A dream A vision A quest But it must come to you more than once, and never display anger. Its purpose is to guide you on your path. The next time you dream of your power animal, or see it in a vision, talk to it and allow it to guide you. ~Totem Animals~ WOLF - Earth wisdom, protection BEAR - Healing, Inner knowing FOX - Elusiveness, ogility, cleverness HAWK - Perception, Focus, protection MOUSE - Innocence, faith, trust EAGLE - High ideals, spiritual philosophy DOLPHIN - Psychic abilities, initiators HERON - Intuition, organization HORSE - Stability, courage RABBIT - faith, nurturance JAGUAR - shamanic wisdom, focused power DEER - physical pacing, body awareness RAVEN - Inner journeys, dreams OWL - symbolic wi

Shaun Of The Dead
***** Ok before I begin this one I must say I am in love with Simon Pegg!! To me he is the HOTTEST man out there! Ok Shaun of the Dead is what a co-worker of mine calls a ZomRomCom (Zombie Romance and Comedy all rolled into one! Simon Pegg (sigh) co-wrote and co-stars in this brilliant British flick. Simon plays Shaun, an every day man stuck in the rut of life. He lives in a flat with his two college friends; Pete (Peter Serafinowicz)-a successful business type, and Ed (Nick Frost)-Shaun's best mate since primary school and a basically sweet loveable out of work pot dealing bum. Shaun is so caught up in his boring day-to-day routine that he is completely unaware of what's going on around him. Slowly you see zombie's start to appear all around. Now interwoven through this "my life is so dull" bit is a love story. Or should I say a she-dumped-me story? Shaun's girlfriend has grown tired of poor dull Shaun and she breaks up with him. When he realizes that people are becoming zombie

I Wonder...
why do people check you out on a profile then delete it...its happend to me before twice in the last couple days ok i get your checking me out my page it isnt that entertaining and my profile is open for public viewing i dont block people soooo whats the deal?? people are strange...feel free to openly stalk my page if i dont like it you will know because most more than likely ill tell ya to step off haha ne who..... thats the thought for today

The Shape Of Two
Oh, the moon, the touch of skin to skin, and her good eyes looking into me - I am falling into her. Yes, the moment held, the crush of flesh to me, and her warm breath against me as I draw her here to kiss - she will learn the shape of two from the tender push and pull. God, I want her all, want her every, want her complete in the total yes of this moment undressed and hands and legs and breasts pressed to me so near to me. I want to feel her feeling me, the flush of this making love, of this kiss, this giving. And, oh yes, God, I want to cry out a million names for I am yours, a thousand words for we are here, one hundred verbs and nouns and adjectives to say that this is where I want to be right now tomorrow and forever. © All rights reserved

Nikki Sixx
okay you guy's...remember motley crew..but of course you do but do you know nikki sixx? Well if you do his new band is called SIXX A.M and all the songs is about his life and what he thinks about it. this video is one of my fav..please listen to it and let me know what you think

Dark Nights
In the dark of the night when all is still I get the feeling there is someone near, In the dark of the night when I lie in my bed I sense there is nothing to fear. As the darkness envelops me I ponder and think About the time when he was with me, As the darkness envelops me I know I am safe As a presence of love I do see. The dark is heavy as it closes me in But my love waits and watches there The dark is heavy as I pull up the quilt He stands by to show that he cares. The night is a tough time when I lie there alone He will never be far from my side The night is a tough time when thoughts fill my head But he will watch me his time he does bide. In the dark of the night I will always feel safe Because I know my true love is close by In the dark of the night I rest with a smile Although he has passed our love will never die.

Hmmmm
G: YOU NEVER LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO E: AWESOME IN BED N: YOU LIKE TO DRINK E: AWESOME IN BED AND C: YOU ARE REALLY SILLY H: You have very good personality and good looks. E: Awesome in bed R: Easy to fall in love with. Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. L: Everyone loves you. Delete the other person's name and repost this within 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink O: Awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal

Morticians Flame
by Acid Bath. Hunter of tears, relative pain, Half of this world is dark with the stain, The stain of unknowing, The dead flower buds, On smiling lips is innocent blood. The corpse of your god can only rot and grow cold, Now promise me you'll kill me before I get old, I hear you on the telephone, Moaning my doom, A cold woman will kill me in a darkened room. Just enough, a heart attack, Seal up my black body bag, Take me home and hate me, love, Bite the hand of our lost love. Take your time and take your life, Amputate with this dull knife, Heaven's meat is on the stick, Stir my pain with an ice pick. Pick, pick, pick, Pick, pick, pick, Pick, pick, pick. The chain-saw smile of the mortician shines, I still got all my fingers but somewhere I lost my mind, I can smell abortion on you, I can see through, I take the gun out of my mouth and point it at you.

Hey Im Having Probs With My Car Somone Help Me!!!
Hey i am having problems with my 90 honda civic it is turning over but it wont start I am thinking it might have somthing to do with the battery dying right before the problems started (we had to jumpstart it) then the probs started the next time we tried to start it. but after we got it up and running (by letting it sit over night) it was good again but then my hubby unhooked the battery to hook up a cd player and it started doing it again. If any of you have any advice hit me up in my shout out box and let me know because i got to be able to get back and fourth to work so pppplllllzzzzz help me!!!!

September 13th Of 2007
September 13th of 2007 How fitting is it on the day which I would consider to be good luck to me, the worst that could ever happen to me has happened. And it is no ones fault but mine. I am a jealous man. That I admit. I am also a complete fucking idiot. Right when I think that I have the world at my finger tips, I move my hand. I insulted the one woman that I have ever truly loved and I will regret it for the rest of my days. I can only hope that she forgives me. If this is you reading this, I am extremely sorry for what I did. I got over zealous and went way overboard. Please forgive me. I don't know what I will do without you. Signed, Keith Allen Boaz

You Are Beautiful
You are beautiful... when you let friends have their space. when you believe. when you laugh or are moved to tears. when you let it just roll right off your back. when you talk about your dreams. when you help a turle across the road. when you try to do the right thing... even whan it comes out wrong. you are beautiful when you love.

In Rememberence Of Dj Razor,mataya(dj Strykes Daughter),my Best Friend Kai
Today Since The Death Of Dj Razor And Of One Of My Closest Friends Dj Strykes 2 Year Old Has Come About And The Passing Of A Dear Friend Of Mine Who Suffered A Similar Fate To The One That Dj Razor Suffered Only Just 4 1/2 Years Ago...I Decided That Because Of This I Would Like To Do A "In Rememberence" Blog For These 3 Beautiful Souls Who Will Be Missed But Never Forgotten... Dj Razor Dj Razor Was A Sweet Kind And Caring Woman Whom Everyone Loved And Adored She Was Often There For Those Who Needed Friendship And A Mother To A Beatufiul Little Girl Jen...She Was A Beautiful Soul And Someone Unjustly Took Her Away From Those Who Loved Her Just By One Pull Of A Trigger To Her Head And Chest By Someone Who Had Already Harmed Her Once Domestic Violence Is Wrong!! And Something No Woman Should Ever Have To Indure But She Will Be Missed And Never Forgotten So Please Lets Pray For Her Daughter And Her Friends And Family R.I.P Dj Razor You'll Always Be Apart Of Our Lives... Mat

E-card Fraud Alert
E-Card Fraud Alert A fraudulent e-mail flooding the Internet claims to have a link to an E-Card from a family member, friend or neighbor and uses major greeting card company names such as Hallmark. Clicking on the link downloads a virus onto your computer that compromises personal data. What you can do: Report suspicious e-mail to your e-mail service provider so they can take action. File a complaint at http://www.ic3.gov/. Forward the suspicious e-mails to abuse@hallmark.com. (Due to the large amount of e-mail we receive at that address we will not be able to reply to your e-mail, but we will investigate.) Then you should delete the e-mail. If you are unsure if you've received a legitimate Hallmark E-Card, don't click on a link in the e-mail. Instead use our E-Card pickup. If you do click on the link in the bogus e-mail, you will launch a variant of the Zapchast Trojan virus. Zapchast installs an Internet Relay (IRC) chat client and causes the infected computer

Farewell My Friends!!!
I posted this as a bulletin, but apparently no one saw it so I'm putting it here now... Just wanted to let y'all know that I will be deleting my page within the next day or so. I have found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. His name is Mark and he is everything I ever wanted. Thanks for the friendships, the talks, the advice and of course the music! I will miss you! May GOD bless & keep you all. hugs & kisses Stephannie

Dylan Avery Tonight On Revolution Radio!!!
PLEASE REPOST!!!!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!! After almost a full week off, I return live tonight, with my guest, Dylan Avery! I'll also be discussing my experiences up in NYC along with some other news. Plus open lines! 10pm-12am EDT! click here to tune in! http://www.realinsidenews.com PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!

Love
so my baby is locked up and i have 80 days till he comes home and i miss him so much. io love ya baby boy/ i am waiting on u and can twait to get our house together sweet. cant waot to see you this weeken. i love u

Funny
# "My son is under a doctor's care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him." # "Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick, and I had her shot." # "Dear School: Please ekscuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33." # "Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating." # "Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip." # "John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face." # "Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part." # "Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins." # "Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side." # "Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels." # "Please excuse Tommy for being absent yesterday. He had diarrhea, and his boots leak." # "Irving was absent yesterday because he missed his bust.

Romeo And Juliet: An Open Letter
Today is tough for me, a day of anniversary that always reminds me of a day of woe. Five years ago, sometimes still raw, other times I can breathe without the hurt. As I listened to Bryan Adams sing that song again, our lyric: "And when you see your unborn children in her eyes...you know you really love a woman." It may seem strange, such a saying. How can it be that you can look so deep into a person's eyes, almost peering past them, into her soul. There to see, nay, there to dream of unborn promise. She wanted to be called "mommy." She talked about family and children alot as we started to think about marriage. It was her dream, that scared me a little, that we would have a dozen kids, six boys and six girls, though sometimes she trimmed it back to nine for a baseball/softball team.. And in her eyes, I watched all my fears fade away. She was so full of life. That is until ovarian cancer stole it. Tell me, have you ever really loved... Now I could stay in this mood, self-pitying,

Diary Of A Mad Woman
I thought I would tell anyone who was interested some more about me. I was born in 1970 to a single mother in Southeast , MO. I was abandoned at birth and was placed in foster care till I was 6 mths. old. I was then returned to my mother and was with her till I was A year and a half where I was took because all she was feeding me was water from the dirty dishes in a bottle and I had already been molested I was sent back to her at age 3 and at 4 and 1/2, she abandoned my baby sister and myself. I grew up bounced around foster homes till I was 12, where I was returned to her. I was then molested and beaten, till I was 14 where I placed back in foster care. I dropped out of school at age 16, and have been struggling to make it on my own ever since. I did recieve my G.E.D.And I am a licensed cosmotologist. I got married at 17 divorced 2 weeks later married at 19 divorced at 25 he was very abusive and beat me alot. no i fight hm to never see the kids again cause he beat my daughter. I got r

-birth Order Of Children-
1st baby: You begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms your pregnancy. 2nd baby: You wear your regular clothes for as long as possible. 3rd baby: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes. _____________________________________________________ Preparing for the Birth: 1st baby: You practice your breathing religiously. 2nd baby: You don't bother because you remember that last time, breathing didn't do a thing. 3rd baby: You ask for an epidural in your eighth month. ______ ________________________________________________ The Layette : 1st baby: You pre-wash newborn's clothes, color-coordinate them, and fold them neatly in the baby's little bureau. 2nd baby: You check to make sure that the clothes are clean and discard only the ones with the darkest stains. 3rd baby: Boys can wear pink, can't they? ______________________________ ________________________ Worries: 1st baby: At the first sign of distress--a whimper, a frown--you pi

I Dare You To Read This
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired of not hearing the other side of the argument. LOVE this article and agree with it. Challenge to Scientific Consensus on Global Warming: Analysis Finds Hundreds of Scientists Have Published Evidence Countering Man-Made Global Warming Fears Posted on : 2007-09-12 | Author : Hudson Institute News Category : PressRelease WASHINGTON, Sept. 12 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- A new analysis of peer-reviewed literature reveals that more than 500 scientists have published evidence refuting at least one element of current man-made global warming scares. More than 300 of the scientists found evidence that 1) a natural moderate 1,500-year climate cycle has produced more than a dozen global warmings similar to ours since the last Ice Age and/or that 2) our Modern Warming is linked strongly to variations in the sun's irradiance. "This data and the list of scientists make a mockery of recent claims that a scientific consensus blames humans as the primary ca

The Angel Of Depression
The Angel of Depression is a gift of dark and light She understands the core of human plight She doesn't ask permission as she gently takes our hand And guides us through the nadir of our land As we traverse ever deeper -- ever deeper into self A terrain the sultry Angel travels best We endure the utter darkness carried gently by the light As our tired mind recedes into the night As the Angel of Depression skims the shadows in the mist We begin to see the lessons we have missed She illuminates the darkness with the light of new insight And we rise into our strength renewed through strife

"the Mirror Of My Soul"
I almost passed him by, then turned and glanced his way again, drawn by what, the clothes bizarre, yet bleak, or shoes grotesque, that could not help but make me laugh, or could it be the painted face, with nose of red I'd seen so many times before? The hat, askew upon a head of hair so wild, that never could be tamed, and then I looked into his eyes, and saw reflections, mirrors of my very soul. I drowned in pain of loneliness and sorrow. The haunted smile, betrayed, shared, but for brief short moments, as once again, I felt a loss that time could not erase. The nod between us, seen by none, much less understood. A bond between us, that was our alone, yet, never having met, we lived a lifetime. My lifted hand fell helpless by my side, as sadly, we each turned and walked the other way.

Sigh*
Sleeping silent wisdom please answer my soul cries lost in a haze of daydream endless distance beyond my eyes my heart aches beyond reason and compassion words or explanation so short of breath I can’t breathe only exhale twisting clouds of fantasy not floating but suspended I am consumed by speechless beauty by sleeping silent wisdom my heart aches... Lucy~

Just Remembering
I was going through videos on youtube [if you cant tell by my stash] and i went on a kick of watching acoustic versions of songs. I found pressure by paramore and it reminded me of back in the day sitting at dennys. Heres a little background info about me: Im a regular at dennys. Ive been going there with my friends almost every day for the past seven years. Its good to have a place like that where you know everyone and everyone knows you. I walk in and grab my own silverware and menu, then go sit down and before even saying hi to me they bring my my french vanilla cappuccino in a to-go cup. But anyway, back in the day before my mom got sick and before my sister started going into this weird phase shes been in i used to go up there with her and a couple of our guy friends. Since we were so known there they didnt care what we did, so the guys would bring in their acoustic guitars and me my sister and abi would sing. We go during the late shift so none of the other customers cared, in fa

Canada...
Canada, my beloved canada "Canada, my beloved canada From the northern territories, british columbia in the west to the atlantic maritimes, Alberta, Saskatchewan, Manito ba, Ontario and Quebec..... Just the murmur of these provinces fill canadians hearts With love,pride and respect. Canada, my beloved Canada. Majestic mountains climbing upward toward the sky, plains And prairies that spread beyond the eye. magnificent scenery That extends from sea to sea,.....where the best of nature And wild life grow and still roam free. Canada, my beloved Canada. Soaring eagles, roaring rivers, great lakes and cities nestled along the shore,.....where you can view the changing of the guard right on parliaments front door. so, though I wander far and wide,..... I can never really run and hide..... for I have this yearning buried deep inside. To always return to, Canada, my beloved Canada"

Creatures In Me (1994)
Rain showers tear stained pillows a child cowers under the willows birds fly above winds blow past searching for love love that will last broken fences mended shutters flying away my heart flutters tears in the dirt quickly turn to muds as the tiny creatures inside hide from the flood

Finally My First Blog!!!
Well all these frickin years and i'm going to write a blog!! Thinking of the word "blog" just blows my mind as it is and makes me wonder where the work came from. I'm gonna take a wild guess and say it was some random neanderthal and he prob. was just mad at him children for....ummm not putting the fish outside the cave and they got rotten. yeah that sounds about right lol (btw i'm listening to Tool the whole time i'm writing this ROCK ON!!)The whole half a paragraph i wrote bc there is seriously not too much in my life thats worth talking about! Now that i think about it there is a few things i can think of. My grandpa has Cancer and my Dad and i went down to see him last weekend in Chicago....whoever is reading this can pray for him. then there is always wut the crap i'm gonna do for school. I'll prob. go back for a Outdoor Recreation degree and the see wut happens from there. Anyone have any good Outdoor Rec schools hit me up. this blog is beginning to be all about me and there migh

Damnation (2005)
Miscarriage of illusion will i ever be? simple plans fold into the abyss are they forgotten? i never lacked the courage never ran past the goal yet my contentment sneaks by without a trace is there life in this soul of mine or is there just this blackened hole desperation surrounds my temple new chances arise yet i sell my soul for the opportunity i commit the final sin left from my world of damnation i pray he never sees an angel in my presence he lights my path i deny him and blow the candle out i feel his warmth yet turn to the night i hear his breath and continue to drown i live in contempt i walk blindly i hear in the silence of my own mind

Little Boy At Nude Beach
LITTLE BOY AT NUDE BEACH A mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach in Tampa. As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's, so he goes back to ask her why. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean, but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is. "Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach, and the longer he talks, the dumber he gets."

Echoed Remembrance (1999)
A still whisper rolls across the land an echoed remembrance steals the show the solitary day defines the memory and the words fight the flow Radical elements of change occurs and destined unions fight for air a treacherous sound is heard then silenced in it's own lair A silent show begins then thousand cries of pain the deliverance of solitude arrives and brings the coming rain The echoed remembrance is here the crested ritual begins a deliverance of acceptance has arrived and i begin to listen

No Release Of Pain (1999)
Obessesive deliverance of times of old a blight of arrogance an angelicy to behold life's misunderstandings, a simplistic view the tolerance of understanding a very select few tears not cried eyes swollen in vain the dryness of my eyes show no release of pain

Crime (2000)
An angelic hue rises over the land a graceful shadow falls into the night sinful memories fade into the past and the wretched heathen falls from fright Worship my understanding and peace set your arrogance aside caress my everpresent denial and understand that i have cried Repress your juvenile regression and congregate in time feed the rising fires and sanctify my hideous crime Victimization and a hateful plea remains quiet my insane agressions and never forget my pain

The First Resurrection (1999)
a distant foundation of love, hate and joy a single serenity a irresistable boy caressed understanding a delusional way arrogance to beligerance an undescribable way The first resurrection and a thought of suicide past deliverance and a method to decide questionable tolerance and a violated queen serve up the inheritance and design the final scene

Goodnight Sweet Prince (2004)
Tell to me your tale the one about love the fantasy I held for so long Tell me of your triumphs the slaying of the beast and of my rescue Sing to me your lullaby a shanty of honourable lies Bid me Goodbye your armor has tarnished you must polish it for someone new Goodnight my sweet prince I bid you farewell for my dreams have come true

Rules Of The South!!!
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $70,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish &; crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop. 9. The

Fantastical Realities (2005)
I walked into the unseen night and upon the cold, desolate existence I saw a man he was cradled by the wind of the dark and his eyes embraced the moon here he wandered alone balancing between existence and fantasy as he held tightly onto the unforeseen destiny his soul was tortured upon society's rack his heart became withered and his eyes filled with tears his shadowed memories began to fade and the flame dissolved his last breath I never imagined i could understand and yet as I fade into the night my existence is fantastical while my fantasies are so real

Talk To Me Sometime
Ok, Im really not sure what this blog is for but I guess I just made one... So what am I gonna talk about to start with. Hmmm... I guess Id like to say if Im on your friends list, Id like to get to know you. It takes me a while to warm up to people, but I really am a caring and fun person. Granted I can be kinda cocky at times,but its usually just in fun. Im usually to worried about bothering people to shout at you first, but if ya give me a hollar I always answer back. Im getting brave enough to send comments to peoples pages though. I guess I must have a low self esteem or something. Kinda just figure people already have their clicks and I dont wanna intrude. But I would really enjoy getting to know the people I have on my friends list! Ok, thats enough for my first blog....

How (1996)
Recent events remind me restless living remembering the day Eventually all things merge into one events are current earthly ways execution, not delayed Momentarily persuaded missing in action miles away to the nearest memory Ever think of me? even in dreams? excellent in the rain... even in the flood Mortal thoughts mess with your mind's peace mike doesn't even know Banned thoughts break through the walls boats of ecstasy burn into my flesh Enigma is the answer exciting games about to take place ending in spilled blood enough clues? Re-question you, are you aware? ready to answer? reassured your probably wrong resent the game? Drag the mind through turmoil drifting in directions danger is getting closer days go by, got an answer? On the contrary, oldness is not the answer on the the paper it won't say Oh!! How easy this is. Nothing yet? next poem? not a chance... new thoughts... Never get another chance... no way of kn

Silent Legacy (1995)
The darkness evolved into desperation upon thought the shadows were thrown upon the wall this is all I have fought And as i pray in my darkness for wings to set me free I am bound to my silent legacy My vision always becomes blind and my heart seems to cry because the light... it's the light I shall never find And as i pray in my darkness for wings to set me free I am bound to my silent legacy As I reach for reason as original as sin the shadows lay upon the wall and the fear sets in And as i pray in my darkness for wings to set me free I am bound to my silent legacy The memories that bind are now very clear I have broken my silence and the legacy stops here Note: adapted from "Silent Legacy" by Melissa Etheridge

The Cross On The Mountainside (2005)
The cross sits on the mountainside awaiting the freshest of tears the winds blows past the blasphemy and the devil awaits in fears the eve sets upon the starry night and ebony waves crash into the sun it is here that our hope fades and anguish haunts me alone it's a synthetic reminder the coldness of my room it reminds me that we are not so far away yet few can see their own tomb the cross sits silently on the mountainside awaiting the first break of dawn a few cross it's shadows in fear of their own I arise to see the sun setting in the distant lands of humanity I cross the invisible barrier and fall on hardened stone to my knees Forgive me Father for I have sinned this is a first confession I have made I walk not in your path of light yet you guide me in your own celestial fight The earth was warm on that saddened day and even I have never spoke of you in vain yet in my defiance I watched your son be slain I remembe

Forever Dead (1996)
Dissipating Memories or silence in my head the rage within is silent and strangely complete instead Yet in all the noise it seems to be fed as the feeling; the feeling of love is dead My soul is pure yet silently fed for unless written I shall forever be dead Deceased upon the silence the intelligence, instead is upon my arrival I shall forever be dead

Police: O.j. A Suspect In Hotel Break-in
Police: O.J. a suspect in hotel break-inSays he was there on sting operation (Las Vegas - WABC, September 14, 2007) - Investigators questioned O.J. Simpson and named him a suspect Friday in a confrontation at a casino hotel room involving sports memorabilia. The former football star said he went to the room to retrieve property he said was stolen from him but denied breaking in. Simpson told The Associated Press auction house owner Tom Riccio called him several weeks ago to say some collectors "have a lot of your stuff and they don't want anyone to know they are selling it." Simpson, who was in Las Vegas for a friend's wedding, said he arranged to meet Riccio at the hotel and conducted a "sting operation." "Everybody knows this is stolen stuff," Simpson said. "Not only wasn't there a break-in, but Riccio came to the lobby and escorted us up to the room. In any event, it's stolen stuff that's mine. Nobody was roughed up." A message left for Riccio was not immediately retur

Storm......lifehouse
This one is for you, J.... How long have I been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form Water's getting harder to tread With these waves crashing over my head If I could just see you Everything would be all right If I'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everything is alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown So why am I ten feet under and upside down Barely surviving has become my purpose Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface If I could just see you Everything would be all right If i'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I know everything will be alright I know everything will be alright

I'm Sorry
just wanted to say i'm sorry for not getting to some of the pics, stash, blogs, ect for my friends on my friends list. for the past couple of days i've had a real bad toothache. i have a high tolerance for pain but it has been unbarable so much that it had me in tears. vicodin has become my new friend but it makes me loopy and a little forgetful. i truely am sorry and will get on rating and fanning, for some, asap before my time is completely filled up with work and my new nephew about to be born. lots of love and respect

Old Friends
I just got of the phone with one of my best friends from back in the day. She moved away like 5 years ago. It has been that long since I have talked to her. We just spent two hours on the phone catching up and junk. It was so nice. It was like no time at gone by at all. I know a lot of you hate myspace, but its good for one thing, everyone has one, and you can find old friends on there. I have found so many of my old friends on there. I missed Kris so much, out of all my old friends. I she was the yin to my yang. We were such oppisites that we made sense. Its good she moved away tho. She was in so much trouble here and stuff and she needed to get away from all the drama and craziness that kept fallowing her around her. She is doing good and I am so happy for her. Isn't it great when you can reconnect with old friends like that. All we did was catch up on gossip and junk like that. I am just so happy right now I could cry. :)

For A Doll
Nerdy Why do your eyes paralyze me What makes me feel this way Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel I just want to feel this way forever Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you Why have I been given the chance to fly When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone I remember your face / imprinted on angels Your voice as beautiful / as the sounds of waves crashing against my heart Time slows down when you look at me I'm infatuated with this / infatuated with you It's so hard for me to understand why I hadn't found you before don't dull away hold my hand

Wtf Is Wrong With The Kids Today
Ok wtf has gotten into the kids of todayi mean every time i turn on the new or pick up a paper you hear or read about some kid shooting another kid.Hell maybe im just old and behind the times but i remember back when i was a teenager the worst you had to worry about was someone cold cocking ya with a penny roll in their fist or at worst they had a little pocket knife that at worst would make it so you had to get a tetnaus shot.there has to be a way to fix this before they all kill each other i mean damm most of these kids have heard more gun fire than the troops in iraq i think it needs to start with the parents for one the goverment needs to back off and let us do our job if the kid needs a smack on the ass the that should be fine i dont mean beat the kid half to death but come on the new ways of punsihing a child just dont work we need to do something before its too late.

My Friend
My Friend I feel like I've known you forever Although I only met you sometime this past year But our friendship will remain forever No matter what shall cross our paths and hearts The best thing that's happened to me Is finding a forever friend like you You're there to listen, help, and talk to And best of all, I know I can confide in you Some say the best love is one sprung from friendship So I feel this is why we should try Time leads us in this direction Should we follow on down the line? Friendship and love are always intertwined Too close which sometimes causes confusion But if we don't try, we will never know if it was meant to be But forever you will remain my friend I don't know if this is going to work I'm not totally sure we should try But I have all these mixed feelings Bottled up inside I care about you both inside and out as my best friend And I think that you care about me that way too So when I say "best friends forever" That even

Sexual Pleasing
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Soldiers - Drowning Pool
These guys have my ultimate respect. They played for us in the desert, on CJ's birthday. even threw his cake on the crowd...lol. I think it was the wildest concert I've been to. Mosh pit on gravel, and such a small crowd for such a big band, though it lacked no intensity. I was blown away at how much they were in awe at being around us. These guys have so much respect for the troops. They spent hours after the concert taking pictures and signing autographs, just to make sure everybody got one. When they released "Soldiers", I knew exactly what they felt. This is one band that doesn't put themselves before their fans.

2009
Ok, now I'm pissed and elated at the same time. In 2002, Pontiac announced the permanent retirement of the Firebird. Although it was a sad event, considering it had been the longes running line in GM's history alongside the Camaro, I was kind of happy. The firebird has been my favorite car since I was little. It was a proud day in '04 when I finally got my first model. I'm now on my second and to me it is a true american origional. Days back, GM created the new Camaro concept. They held back production to see how the new retrograded model mustangs would do. Obviously with the mustang's success, they started production plans. Unfortunately it looks almost Identical to the new challenger. I think they waited too long. I think it was inevitable with the new Camaro coming out, that it's sister, the firebird would soon follow. I'm not surprised with Pontiac retiring the GTO. It leaves them with no sport concept. It is a sad day to finally see the 2009 firebird. It looks amaz

Military Drills - Military Drills -false Flag Provocation, Attack On Iran?
RE: Military Drills - False Flag Provocation, Attack On Iran? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 15 Sep 2007, 16:38 http://uncensored.co.nz/archives/2007/09/16/military-drills-false-flag-provocation-attack-on-iran/September 16th, 2007News, Politics, Middle East, 911Military Drills - False Flag Provocation, Attack On Iran?Military Drillsby Webster G. TarpleyGlobal Research, September 14, 2007Meanwhile Bush is exploiting the grief of 911 relatives. What a media extravaganza.‘Solid Curtain’ And ‘Citadel Shield 2007,, Military Drills Raise Spectre Of Imminent False Flag Provocation And Attack On Iran By WASHINGTON, DC — US military bases in the continental United States (CONUS) will go on special lockdown between September 17 and September 21 under the auspices of Solid Curtain-Citadel Shield ‘07, a reliable source reported today. Under these exercises, US installations will institute enhanced anti-terror force protection measures, w

For Now It Is
Emily packs more into every word, tells me with eyes I cannot see tonight tonight tonight And I am locked into her. Her light erases all shadows - the soft warmth of her skin against me like flame licking me and I am me (but more) in the glow of this woman as she sees right into me. Tonight tonight tonight I’ll taste, touch, take all every each until the morning and the moment sunlight shows us in the full light of day – for now it is tonight. © All rights reserved

Re: Message From Restore The Republic National Director
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: oPeN yOuR eYeS Date: 15 Sep 2007, 19:08 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Federal Reserve 101Date: Sep 15, 2007 9:02 PMI wanted to get you a message about the U.S. Marshals that movedinto position at the Brown's home. WTPRN is there live coveringthe actions taken by the Men in Black stationed at the bottom ofthe hill.You can tune in live and even chime into the broadcast by visitingwww.wtprn.com or clicking this link:http://www.wtprn.com/listen.shtmlWe need to get the word out! Let the powers that be know thatthe world is watching. If you have a list, please forward thismessage. Otherwise, visit http://www.wtprn.com/listen.shtmlto get the play by play of the Marshal's actions and hopefullydeter them from taking further action.GaryRTR National DirectorAll Your Freedoms, Inc., P.O. Box #1213, 264 South La Cienega Blvd., Beverly Hills, California 90211

A Knight In Shining Armor - 2
In this world of hurt and pain, I need someone to help me through the rain, To comfort me when i'm sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world i need a brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight, A knight who will dry my tears, Telling me to over come my fears, A knight who loves me for who i am inside, With him there's nothing more i need to hide, A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. 9/15/07 S.L.C.

Wow
I've been having major major issues with my net since yesterday afternoon. I have hardly been on at all. Where's all the love? And nobody asked where I was? :( *sniff* *sniff* *tear* lmfao I'm almost glad my net was down. It felt VERY good outside and I spent time with my kid outside for once. He rode his bike lol omg was so funny. Look for him to be the next daredevil is all I'm gonna say lmfao. Homemade ramps are the shizznit lmfao oh btw as I'm typing this...thank you so much The Toz and EMT Taz! lol oh and now...thank you scaryfast27....just sent me a drink to show some love :D lol I'm in a good mood dammit!! I've actually been able to stay online for more then 4-5 minutes now!! wooohooo omg I'm pathetic. I love my computer, all my friends are in it lmfao

Todays Peace March And Rally : Ivaw Kansas City Event
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: soothe Date: September 16, 2007 2:10 AM Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 15 Sep 2007, 23:02 Todays Peace March and Rally : IVAW Kansas City event----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: IVAW KC ChapterDate: Sep 15, 2007 10:44 PMToday's event in Kansas City went really well. We had a good turn out of about 200+ people who came out to support us. Our march was a total of about 3 miles, with exposure to thousands of people going to and from Oak Park mall in Overland Park. I don't think we could have picked a better place to spread the message.2 local news affiliate crews were also there for the event (Fox and NBC) and the event received a few minutes of air time on the evening news, also had reporters from the KC Star and some local radio stations.There was a surprising number of police throughout the whole event keeping close watch..... "for our pr

Re: Military Members Connected To Nuke Incident Now Dead
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: soothe Date: September 16, 2007 12:40 AM Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Toad Date: September 16, 2007 12:38 AM Body: From: Brandon Original Story About Nukes Being Flown Over The US: http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/09/05/loose.nukes/"Airman 1st Class Todd Blue was assigned to the unit that provides security for that bomber wing at Minot Air Force base. He died while on leave in Virginia. No further details have been released."http://cryptogon.com/?p=1299]Cryptogon.com----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: Sieg Kyle! (aka Mr. Cynical Bastard)Date: Sep 15, 2007 9:49 PMREPORT: ALL FOUR MILITARY MEMBERS INVOLVED IN EXPOSING THE "ACCIDENTAL" MOVEMENT OF NUCLEAR BOMBS FROM MINOT AFB TO BARKSDALE AFB ARE NOW DEADIN ADDIT

Friends
At first I never thought it would work I thought it would be just another game But we started to get closer And nothing was the same You're more than just a best friend The meaning is undefined You hold a part of me That I thought I left behind You've given me this re-ability To have faith and hope I thought it to be impossible But you're my way to cope You're like family to me But that seems an understatement too You've filled an empty void That I thought I'd never make through You amaze me so much at times That I don't know what to say You're like an angel without it's wings That happened to pass my way You know how to open up And show that you trust me You make me feel like I'm not worthless And that this was meant to be You listen so much too Days and days about the same thing You never once complain That I'm being annoying You feel my feelings Even the ones I'm not ready to face You hold my hand through it And fill the empty space I

Marching Is Not Enough! Voting Is Not Enough!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 16 Sep 2007, 16:51 Marching is not Enough! Voting is not enough!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Athena 911 Truth spearshakerDate: Sep 16, 2007 4:50 PMMarching is not Enough! Voting is not enough!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ♂ Georgilla Ћe Guerrilla ♀Date: Sep 16, 2007 4:24 PM Time to take it all back. Don't be the last one on your block to Join the revolution!Truth Gangsta: SarahGuinea

"i Want Your #"
i want your number. I bet you won't give it to me.. I don't care if I already have it. Just send it to me in a message. I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years =) Repost as: "I want your #" if i get your number we could have some fun!!!!!!!!!!

Illuminated
Your skin was soft (I remember how it felt) was smooth and warm and my hands wanted you there - your kisses felt like suction drawing me inside and the darkness surrounding us was illuminated by the fire in my heart. It can't be wrong to miss you when it felt so right beside you. © All rights reserved

The Cloud Descending
I'll have a tender moment with you before the day begins and cinch my tie to take the five fifty-two to the city to earn wages while you dress in crisp whites and hang a stethoscope over your neck and into your pocket. Your work means so much more than mine, but you will meet me at the door and ask me how my day has been, bring my gin: "Same shit, different assholes." I wish I had more to offer, wish I could tell you that I thought of you too much today and was late for a meeting with a client I hate while smiling at my desk about the way you looked last night before the cloud of Tanqueray descended and I fell asleep on the sofa. I wish my drink was thinner so I could manage to take you to our room and show all the million ways you make my life, make me better. But, the gin is smooth and irons out the wrinkles in my brow until I waste another night in front of the flickering light of ESPN. © All rights reserved

Poem
one day you decide to take a walk but your feet took you to the forest you say to yourself I would never come here but somehow you are compelled to stay so you shrug your shoulders and walk around your entranced by the beauty the woods create birds singing and the wind sweeping over your face you smile and you hug yourself you sit down on a log and you close your eyes you breathe in and then you open your eyes your smile slowly starts to fade away when you have opened your eyes you noticed you were no longer in those woods you were in a rundown apartment lying on a grungy bed you realized you were dreaming of a place that hardly ever exists anymore and life is slowly losing it natural beauty and life would be nothing without it

You Don't Stop Playing Because You Get Old..... You Get Old Because You Stop Playing.....
As I lay here, I contemplate my life.. Where I have been, what I have done. .. I come to the striking revelation that my life lies dormant. Like a volcano waiting to erupt with a flurry of activity, so is my life in these latter years!!! Where is that spunky girl I used to know? The girl who was spontaneous, exciting, full of life and energy! The girl who was so capable of making lifetime memories, who chose to live life to the fullest, who didn't overly care what people thought, who wore a distinquished thoughtful smile like a soldier wears a badge of honor. What causes a person to slow down, to get into a rut, to not live life but simply choose to endure it. Is it age, different priorities, lack of passion, or simply falling prey to laziness and non-activity. I want that spunky girl back!!! The girl who doesn't choose to sit carelessly by and let her life and years slide by so easily without even a fight for the right to truly live. I want to fight to make my life more fun and excit

Alone
A-l-o-n-e S-i-g-h Wind whispers S—i—g—h Time waits S---i---g---h Stripped soul Storming weather S=i==g===n Stretched across horizons Reigning feelings washing emotions Building up the tormented storm inside venting Ranting as a banshee wail nailing the coffin door Quaking vibrating foundation - cracking up so damn alone Alone Solitude Tears Running down creeks Rivers of life lines swept away Eyes sobbing a hidden man’s pride into sorrows Swells rushing down cheeks into waterfall sad hands Alone Alone The word reverberates Across the echoes of the mind Chill that creeps inside stilled voids Terrain that swallows one as a mere spec “A” grain upon a desert beach hearing waves Ledge of never - ever feeling the love of another lover Alone So Alone You sent her off To discover what you Could not give her in real life That she could find success over your fai

Ask Me Is A Stupid Retard, Too!
The retard tries to hit on me in his shoutbox and when I compliment him on his man titties, he insults me! How dare he! I'm the sexiest biatch in the world! He's just jealous! Here's what the retard wrote to me in my shoutbox!: Ask me: from the size of you, you really shouldint be the one to judge, other than a chili tasting contest Ask me: that a no cause I do find you attractive and I got 11.8 inches that says its a fact that you are attractive Ask me: wanna play with me sexy? P.S. I don't eat chilli, mostly cake. GIMME CAKE GIMME CAKE!

James And Tomi Fowler
Evidence Disputed in Case Against Oregon Corrections Officers Tim King Salem-News.com James Fowler says sexual misconduct allegations against his wife, a corrections officer, were completely fabricated by an inmate. The Fowler family in happier times Photo courtesy: James Fowler (ONTARIO, Ore.) - Two Oregonians who watched over hardcore criminals for a living are in trouble, big trouble, and the fate of these two state correctional officers in eastern Oregon hangs in the balance of a system that has been redesigned to turn on its own, to punish those who oversee criminals. It is a system that may have lost its own direction. The story behind the arrest of Tomi and James Fowler, who worked at the Snake River Correctional Facility near Ontario, has raised a number of questions here at Salem-News.com, primarily through comments left by people who knew this married couple, and say they are being framed. So we decided to look at this particular story more closely.

How To End Your Fear Of Love
Love is a very complicated thing. One word cannot truly describe it with one word. So it is only natural that a fear of love can develop in you. Maybe you're afraid of being loved, or your afraid of falling in love. Whatever the case, and whatever your past experiences that may have caused this fear, you can turn your fear into love. STEPS: 1. Figure out what you're actually afraid of. There is a good chance that you are not afraid of love itself, rather, something more specific. For example, you may think you're afraid of being loved, when in reality, you fear getting to know a person who is interested in you. Or, you may think you are afraid of falling in love, when you are actually afraid of losing control in your life. 2. Identify a cause for your fear. Once you know what you are afraid of, figure out if there is something that caused you to fear it. In most cases, a fear can be caused by past experience. Maybe you got to know someone a couple of years

My State Of Mind.......(at Least For The Time Being)
Daily Horoscope: Cancer For September 17,2007 You're taking care of so much weird emotional business right now that you might be torn between one important person and another. Take a deep breath and try to figure out your priorities quickly!

Playing With The Queen Of Spades
"And when Athaliah the mother of Ahaziah saw that her son was dead, she arose and destroyed all the seed royal." Boy, 2 Kings 11 starts out with a bang -- our venue's changed to the kingdom of Judah, particularly its capital Jerusalem. After Ahaziah was buried according to 2 Kings 9:28 "in the sepulchre with his fathers [ancestors]", which his mother would have definitely seen so this is occurring in conjunction with the beginning of Jehu's reign in Israel. One thing about Athaliah, the daughter of King Ahab of Israel and widow of King Jehoram of Judah; she certainly wasted no time declaring herself queen of Judah -- the only female in either Israel or Judah to reign in her own right -- and made sure there wasn't any possibility of an uprising against her. The "seed royal" would be anyone in the line of succession; but one person did get saved from her massacre. The problem Judah's leadership seems to have had with Athaliah wasn't her gender but her religious views which inevita

Seasons
Here I sit, in the shadows of the evening sun. The light is glowing overhead, but still that isn't enough, so I touch the lamp behind the speaker, and slowly with three taps, it too has a bright shine emerging. My speaker is on, but there is no music playing, which for me, is a first. My life could probably be defined using song titles from 80's hair bands. I've been having a rough time lately, and today I read a blog that really touched my soul, it made me want to write this. So while I am no writer, here goes nothing.. The leaves have begun to fall again. I guess I don't see the beauty in it, the beauty that is death. Sure, by next year those trees will all have new leaves, happy green leaves, that make summer feel even more vibrant, but then they too will die. People stand and stare in awe, walking through the leaves letting them crunch and shuffle beneath their fancy new shoes... Poor leaves. For only one season do those leaves get to have a life. For three wonderful

-to Every Guy-
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

Re: 9/11 Accountability Laid At Cfr Doorstep
RE: 9/11 Accountability Laid at CFR Doorstep ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 17 Sep 2007, 14:20 9/11 Accountability Laid at CFR Doorstep----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Lullaby AcademyDate: Sep 17, 2007 1:02 PM9/11 Accountability Laid at CFR DoorstepJonesReport.com | September 17, 2007A group of 9/11 Truthers gathered outside the elite Council on Foreign Relations to hold its members and the extra-governmental body as a whole responsible for its role in ushering in the September 11 attacks. Countless arms of the Council have called for a 'catalyzing event' to serve as a pretext for transforming America into a New World Order.Part of seeking accountability in 9/11 Truth means recognizing the truly global powers that steer its dark agenda. WeAreChange.org and other truth-seekers took aim at the Council during larger efforts surrounding the sixth anniversary of the September 11 attacks.Most of the members o

Contest At 10est
Please come help me comment bomb and rate this pic its me and this is my first contest the link is http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=695736927 contest starts at 10est tonight

Im Saying A Prayer To My Dear Friend Don < And His Brother
Donald is one of my very best friend ; He and his brother are both God loving men. Him and his brother are needing hugs , love and my support. So Lord Please hear my prayer for them, and know I love all my friends ; Im so wanting this to be turned around , but My friend is ready for thy will . ; Ill also except what is to be . Lord ease their pain now and help them , show them thy will and thy love now , I do ask in thy name.. They need you so. Lord hard time are to follow . But I know your there with them in all .You will do all and have mercy o Lord and show them thy grace. And o they Love you so and have gave your word ..And been thy servants faithful for yrs . Lord open up thy heaven and except them now, if it,s thy calling to take them home .If you can see that they not suffer and take thy pain away, unto you o Lord . Ease their worries and pain. Thou Donald be strong he know the transition from death too life be great and not easly done . Lord my friend is ready

A Friends Greeting
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

I'm Here
Well I arrived in at my duty station in Iraq finnaly. I should be getting to work real so, which I'm hoping will help the time pass by faster than right now. Living conditions aren't terrible but they aren't great either. The food at the DFAC is surprisingly good. The only thing that kinda sucks is the internet access but I have a plan for getting that fixed. For right now things are moving along quickly. I just hope it stays that way. It's just a darn shame about this general order 1 nonsense (No sex, no alcohol, no porn). W00t!

..prayer Now>>.for All Grieving Or All ?
my I say a prayer for all ; that have lost loved ones or are about to loose them . God takes them home, and we keep them in our hearts and memories . they don,t die in vain ; God will give life to those ; He loves us all. He will see we get thru ruff times ;He Sees WE have hope in and thru Him. Dear Lord ; hug us all now in Your loving arms and draw us closer to You, as all these things come about to happen ; into our lives and thru or lives now. We need your truth and light to see us thru ; we need Your love to keep us strong in knowing Christ paid a price for us all; To have eternal life thru Him . May we always remember and walk in faith .of Jesus Christ and know He loved us; to give us this gift of Eternal Life . He loved life ; He gave it up for all us ; to also have a eternal life and His gift of love too. He had to honor thy father and he was sent to do just this , glorify thy father , honor thy father and be a sacrifical lamb to save us all from sin. Amen!!!!

Learned
When I look into the mirror I see lines forming around my eyes (from long nights crying?) and across my forehead - I see the years etched like sad poetry into my face (and I must look away). Love is learned behavior and I am ignorant. © All rights reserved

U + Ur Hand By Pink
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a cock fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dickhead put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it begins Keep your drink just give me the money just you and your hand tonight Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a f**k Wanna dance By myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch Back up I'm not the one Uh,uh, buh bye Listen up it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight [U + Ur Hand lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] A'ight I'm not here

If Only
Is it something I regret? You pass by me every day, and I only think, How can I forget? It's as if your soul and mine Were intertwined and the only thing I can think of Is you... Sometimes it makes me crumble, Sometimes it makes me break down, Sometimes the sorrow is too hard to bear, Oh, if only I could be somebody else, If only I didn't regret, If only I could forget, If only...

I Know It May Be Silly
I am in a fairly good mood...spending time with my Niece and hanging out. Got 2 salutes done and yeah put up a pic of me with a Bat mask on that I made. Just need a bit of a break....granted still checking on things here....but getting out still helps. Am I a nut for the Bat pic???

One For The Girls
One for the girls Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my shape to keep. Please no wrinkles, Please no bags And please lift my butt before it sags. Please no age spots, Please no gray And as for my belly, Please take it away. Please keep me healthy, Please keep me young, And thank you Dear Lord, For all that you've done. Five tips for a woman.... 1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job. 2. It is important that a man makes you laugh. 3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to You. 4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. 5. It is important that these four men don't know each other. Foot Note: One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob: "If we don't get some support soon, people will think we're nuts." Send this to five bright, funny women you know and make their day !!!

New Contest
Hey everyone, Time to start getting your entries in for my latest contest! Since summer is almost over, I know all of you have some great pictures of things you did over the summer. So here is the Contest! Best Summer Picture I have not decided exactly what the prizes will be but I will promise at a minimum it will be 2 months worth of VIP membership to Fubar You can start submitting your pictures now if you are interested! more details will follow soon!

Just A Few Questions...
What is a person called after they find God? If this person was someone who partied with the best of them, drank, smoked, swore and everything else there is to be done, they have done it. Now they have found God... So all of those things above are sins and now that since they are a faithfull church going person everyone else who is not a faithfull church going person is a SINNER!!!!! Why? I dont understand how I can be judge by someone whom has been my friend for 22 years and the last 8 years of her life she has become someone who has been forgiven by the Lord and Savior because she goes to Church on Sunday. Will the Lord not forgive me for my sins becuase I have not been to Church since Christmas..? I think not, I believe that one day I will be taken from this earth and put before the Gates of Heaven where I am to be Judged by the only soul that should ever Judge me,,, The Lord and Savior... He will Judge me, He will ask me how I have sinned while I was on earth, I will tell him

Body, Mind And Soul..written By-gp05 (not On Here)
I've known you for so long now My feelings keep getting stronger The way you make me feel I can hide no longer. Our eyes connect across the room My heart skips a beat My attraction to you is taking hold My mind and body weak. You are the object of my desire The man of all my dreams I feel I could explode with passion My soul breaking at the seams. The fire of temptation Burns deep within my soul A feeling and a yearning I find hard to control. Excitement and heavenly pleasures I feel when in your arms I cannot help but be seduced By your ways, your presence, your charms.

Children
Children They smile. They laugh. They cry. They grow. They walk. They talk. They learn. They love. They hurt. They break you. They make you who you thought you could never be. They teach. Children, they are the light of your life. Love them while you have them. It doesn't last.

Love Or Lust?
Lust or love? Whats to choose? Something gained or much to lose? Love or lust? im game to play or playing a game? Its hard to say Lust has changed my view to this maze, Love just goes through each phase, Lust is like a new found craze, Love is there through all days.. Lust a sin? Why say so? A human pleasure, is not so low.. Love so great? I disagree Hurt and trapped is how it leaves me.. Im dying for your touch now Dying for your love But the vows I swore, what to do? Choose between you and you?

Survival
"You stupid bitch" and she waits for the pain "I told you not to dream" and she wishes he'd just do it "What makes you think this was different?" the hand goes back, she cowers, is it over yet? "You idiotic tramp" she wonders if he'll leave a mark "Didn't i tell you you're not worth it?" closed fist...air leaves her lungs "Why do i even waste my time?" she's on the floor, trying to cover her face is he finished now? "Dumb ass whore" fingers dig into her arm leaving deep indents "You can never be happy" please just hurry, maybe i'll black out again "Open your eyes fool" will you just hurry up and hit me? and she prays he's finally thru "Quit that crying you ridiculous cunt" when are you going to learn? "Didn't i say shut the hell up?" please God, not my face again He pulls back and she barely blinks..... "Wake me when you're finished"

Eden Revisited
Eden Revisited I went back to the garden today To see how things were growing I must admit i was surprised at the progress it was showing Hope for the future's doing well it's blooming bright as ever The faith and trust are thriving too I see them dying never The feeling of family's getting large it's blossoms seeking light The doubt and fear are dying off with the passing of each night The tiny seeds of freedom are growing every day The vines we named contentment are finding their own way The petals of our passion are constantly unfolding The bulbs that hold our quiet times the earth is gently holding The seed of love we planted grows the brightest and the best It's weathered storms and wind and rain Our seedling stood the test The flowers in our garden are the sweetest on the earth Our Eden still remains the place where love has found rebirth

Love Is
love is awesome love is true love is here too comfort you love will take you up so far love will make you rise and soar love can also bring you down love can also turn things around love will hurt love will cut love will bleed love will bring wants and needs love will show and teach so many things love will rise love will fall But love my friend is the greatest feeling of them all

Sacred Wonders
Evening approaches as the young man sits and feels the nearing night. Many thoughts race through his mind. What will this night bring? Will it be filled with fear? He sits by the fire ponders what vision Great Spirit may have in store for him. As he looks around he notices that the sequoia shadows, cast from the firelight, resemble the ancient ones. A sense that he is surrounded comes over him, as if the eyes of the shadows were upon him. He reflects on his long walk to this Sacred land, and remembers what he has been told: "Feel the night, for it will speak to you of many things and brings wisdom." Lifting his eyes from the small fire, he is amazed at the beauty of Grandmother Moon. She is cloaked in orange, and seems so large this night. As he watches her rise from the east, he remembers his Grandfather telling him that greatness rises from there. He recalls the story of the creation, when Grandmother Spider wove the silver strands that connect all living things, and how he too

All You Want
I'd like to watch you sleep at night To hear you breathe by my side And although sleep leaves me behind There's nowhere I'd rather be And now our bed is oh so cold My hands feel empty No one to hold And I can sleep what side I want It's not the same with you gone Oh, if you'd come home I'll let you know that All you want Is right here in this room All you want And all you need Is sitting here with you All you want It's been three years One night apart But in that night you tore my heart If only you had slept alone If those seeds had not been sown Oh you could come home And you would know that All you want Is right here in this room All you want And all you need is sitting here with you All you want I hear your key turning in the door I won't be hearing that sound anymore And you and your sin Can leave the way you just came in Send my regards to her I hope you find that...... All you want Is right there in

I Am Cherokee
The blood that courses through my veins Runs true to the Cherokee. I am the blood of my people. I am Cherokee. The trail that my forefathers walked, Saturated in their tears, The trail has become my trial I listen with their ears. I heard the wailing of the Cherokee Proud of the salty tears, I cry the tears of the Cherokee Even after all these years. I walk the trail that they cried, I hear their voices frail, I bear the blood of the Cherokee. Damn this worthless trail. 'Trail Of Tears' of the Cherokee, Long remembered in shame. I cry out for the Cherokee. I wear the Cherokee name. Hear me loud and hear me clear, No head hung in sorrow... For I am the proud Cherokee Waiting for tomorrow. I will regain what my forefathers lost. I will stand and show my pride. And all the spirits of the lost Cherokee Will be standing at my side. I am the proud Cherokee. You'd do well to remember my name. In the name of all Cherokee

$ 20:00 I Needed This Today How About You
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by:holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter

Another Story
Another Story by learningteach© Another story, another disappointment. She'd been looking for the perfect story—the story that would get her there, all on it's own—for months. She would often think she had found the story she needed, only to find herself dissatisfied with the harsh details or overly emotional characters. Leaving the laptop to finish shutting down, she rolled over and lightly touched herself. Thoughts, ideas, and imaginings swirled in a kaleidoscope, illuminated by the blue glow of the screen. Her mind created brief, nondescript scenarios to help her finish: a slap, a soft touch, a slight movement or a sharp gasp. She woke sometime later, groggy and perturbed. It was only during an irritated stretch that she felt him lying closely behind her. Her stretch naturally turned to a snuggle as she backed into him and smiled. Her sigh triggered a squeeze in the hand he'd rested on her naked hip and she froze. He was really there! His squeeze didn't lesson as he g

Hmm...ignorance...its A Doooooozy!
Ok so Ive been a member of fubar for a while but just today I finally figured out how to work most of it. I am hoping to have a better outcome with fubar than I did with myspace. It is so hard to meet respectable, non-ignorant people these days and I must say that it gets rather tiring dealing with the drama that revolves around them. I am speaking of people who look at what I do for a living as a bad thing. Personally I dont find anything wrong with stripping but bellydancing is nothing like stripping. My clothes stay on.....at all times. So when I hear things or read things in the newspaper that say "I cant believe people would bring their children to see strippers" it absolutely irritates me. I believe what I do is an art. Yes, it is in some ways erotic, but it is also very classy if you are good at what you do. I guess I need to get out there more and show more people about the dance, maybe then they wont be so judgmental.

Friendship And Love
You bring a smile to my face each day, with the little messages you send my way. I hope in the years soon to come, that our friendship will shine like the sun. ~ We share a special kind of love, blessed by that of the Lord above. Forever friends we will stay, never allowing our bond to fray. ~ In my heart you will always stay, as I cherish our friendship everyday. Take my hand my dear friend, and friends we will remain to the end. ~ I will lift you up when your feeling down, giving you a smile to replace that frown. Just as I know you would do for me, without friends where would we be. Alway be happy Author Unknown

Powerfull
The first sentence is pretty powerful. God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go. I need this back. If you'll do this for me, I'll do it for you.... Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they may be needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as they seek to have a closer relationship with you.

Thank You
I just want to thank everyone who has been there to help me thru this time in my life..especially with the accident. I appreciate you and you know who you are. There are a few of you who have been soo sweet..and I want to thank you. So far so good..I'm getting better. I still feel like shit but that's expected. And thanks for the get well cards..they are cute :) Thank you friends and family ~K

Condom Slogans
Cover your stump before you hump. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker. Don..t be silly, protect your willy. When in doubt, shroud your sprout. Don..t be a loner, cover your boner. You can..t go wrong if you shield your dong. If you..re not going to sack it, go home and whack it. If you think she..s spunky, cover your monkey. If you slip between her thighs, be sure to condomize. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter. She won..t get sick if you wrap your dick. If you go into heat, package your meat. While you..re undressing Venus, dress up that penis. When you take off her pants and blouse, dress up your trouser mouse. Especially in December, gift wrap your member. Never deck her with an unwrapped pecker. Don..t be a fool, vulcanize your tool. The right selection! Protect your erection! Wrap it in foil before checking her oil. A crank with armor will never harm her.

Nothing Else Matters
by Metallica. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say, And nothing else matters. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us, something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they say, Never cared for g

Ed Zachary Disease
A woman was very distraught over the fact that she had not had a date or any sex for over 5 years. She was afraid she might have something wrong with her, so she decided to seek the medical expertise of the well known Chinese sex therapist, Dr. Chang. Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Chang said, "OK, take off all your crose." The woman did as she was told. "Now, get down and craw reery, reery fass to odderside of room." Again, the woman did as she was instructed. Dr. Chang then said, "OK, now craw reery, reery fass back to me." As she did, Dr. Chang shook his head slowly. "Your probrem vewy bad. You haf Ed Zachary Disease. Worse case I ever see. Dat why you not haf sex or dates." The woman asked anxiously, "Oh my God, Dr. Chang, what is Ed Zachary Disease?" Dr. Chang sighed deeply and replied, "Ed Zachary Disease is when your face look Ed Zachary like your ass."

This Moment, Forget
This Moment, Forget. The smell of marijuana, Drifts slowly through the house. There is a chill, Hanging on the air outside. I just can't help but be grateful, That I am alive. Forget about the pain, You feel inside. Forget about all the suffering You've dragged behind. In this moment, This one breath. Just be grateful. Just be happy. Oh please be happy. The house is quiet, Except for the hum, Of my computer, Doing its job. Dogs are laying silently outside. This peace I have to grasp. Hold tightly to its silk. It's everlasting harmony. For the moment I need. To forget about the pain. Forget my suffering. Let go of my load. For this moment, This breath. I just need to hold onto, The sweet memories. For this moment, Close your eyes. This one instant in this day. Hold dear what you need. Be happy for this moment. Forget, I'll just forget these past days, 6/27/03

The Bar
The Bar by PurpleGryffyn © The man walked into the bar and instantly his eyes were drawn to a dark haired woman sitting at the far end of the counter. She was dressed as though she belonged in some high society social club, yet here she was, in a dive bar...alone. She was wearing a white, silky blouse and a form fitting knee length shirt. As the door closed behind the man, a cool breeze swept through the bar momentarily pressing the blouse against the woman's breasts. He could see her nipples tightening at the cold. The bar was almost empty, only a few regulars sitting here and there. None acknowledge his presence with even a glance. So much the better for his purposes...Now that he has seen this woman, he will have her...tonight. The man approaches the woman and moving around behind her, places a hand on either side of her on the bar and leans over her right shoulder, giving him a nice view of her round breasts under that sexy shirt. The woman shows no reaction, not even a

Friends???
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy." "A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same." just a couple of my favorite quotes..so think about this.. how many of you have REAL friends..the people that really know you..care about you..I am finding to many FAKES..good for a couple of chats..then GONE..like the wind..well maybe there's a reason..I guess..oh well..life goes on..

Shirley Manson...the Hottest Lady In Music?
Wow...Shirley Manson, what can you say? She may not have the best voice, or be the prettiest of the modern day divas...but she exudes pure, unadulterated sexuality. Leave any thoughts you may have on this subject please. This is purely my opinion of course.

-kisses-
What each kiss means!!!!!!!! -Kiss on the stomach: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear: You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you. -Kiss on the Lips: I love you. _______________________________________ _____________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hand: We definitely like each other. -Slap on the butt: That's mine. -Holding on tight: I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes: I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair: Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. _______________________________________ _____________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Addiction
If you know of anyone or you too are or was an addict of any kind please buy Nikki Sixx's Book The Heroin Diaries http://theheroindiaries.net/ This book touches me more than most people know. If it wasn't for Nikki I would be dead. So reading this book brings back many memories and feeling for myself. I can't begin to explain what life was like for me as an addict. I am so proud of Nikki for being able to tell the world his story and hopefully save someone else like he saved me. Please buy this book proceeds go to his charity Running Wild in The Night with Covenant House. If anything give it to someone who might need some guidance to come clean and start living life. http://www.nikkisixx.net/RunningWild.html https://secure.ga1.org/05/runningwild

How To Become Part Of D&dc
Thank you for showing interest in The Down & Dirty Crew Family! Please follow the instructions below. If you cannot follow these simple guidelines please do not respond to this . We are a NO Drama family. We provide all family members with support/backup and any help needed. We do not ask that you LIKE all members…but we DO expect you to RESPECT all members of our family. 1. Every new member must Fan/Add and Rate (pros only...pics/stash if you like) All existing members of the D&DC family. (This list of members is posted in the “FAMILY” section on our home page.) If you Join and do not follow this step your “family membership” will be deleted. 2. Drama will NOT be tolerated in this family! Any drama seekers/starters or instigators will be banned from the family. 3. We don't expect and bombing or leveling from members, if you choose to do so its by your own choice. 4. When commenting feel free to use your own comments or ours it doesn't matter. 5. You may rate pics and

Beauty
There is no beauty where there is no love you whisper to me the secrets of beauty yet there is no beauty where there is no love To live is to love and to love is to know true beauty the cold hearted are bitter for they know no beauty I know beauty and I know love For me I wish to love And in return be loved Do you love me as I love you?

Nascar And Jason Coley
YOU GO BABE IM BEHIND YOU !!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jason Coley Date: Sep 20, 2007 9:47 AM All fansNascar told us again that it's between me and one other artist for singing the National Anthem on Oct 28 at Atlanta Motor Speedway.Just click the banner to go to the site.God blessjcp.s. please repost this one

I Do Love You!!
We have been through so much Happy moments that felt nothing could go wrong Even the Bad that felt like love would bring us through Even with all the time That we have shared over the years Even all the love can not keep us true Please don't get me wrong I do love you But there are things of need To make a relationship sucseed The biggest that I know of And the one we can not seem to do COMMUNICATION! We can not do this No matter how much we try No matter how many times we go through this It just is not there Please don't get me wrong I do love you But after all this time It is time I must say good bye All the heart ache all the pain I just cant seem to go through It is not good for us It is not good for the kids So our separate ways we must End Please don't get me wrong I do love you made for a dear friend in her time of heart ache. I hope this helps I LOVE YOU HEFFA. MWAH

Beer And Babys
I was outside and my neighbor pulled up to drop sonthing off and was yelling cuss words to a lil girl about 2 years old becuse she didnt want to leave the house. I looked over and he had a beer in one hand and his lil girls hand in the other draging her back to the car and off thay went no seat belts nothing what are people now days thinking? i mean drinking and driving is bad enough but to take a kid along with you!

The Bet
The Bet by starmist © She shook her head and stared at the wall, trying to clear her mind of the fog that was gathering there. His fingers were probing at the entrance of her ass again and she shifted her hips, trying to pull away. The straps that held her arms above her head were secure as was the spreader bar that kept her open for his use. Seeing her movements, he smiled before leaning close to her ear. "This could end. It really would be easy. All you have to do is say the word. But you know what I think? I think you want more." His fingers began to run over her ass, feeling the heat of the earlier strikes. Slowly, he starts pushing one finger into her ass. Feeling her struggles increase, he whispered, "Want something in there, huh?" She heard him walk away from her and rummage around in the drawers. She tensed, her heart beating faster as she heard him return. Her scream echoed through the room, gaining strength as he began to press something huge and hard into

Birthday Surprise
Birthday Surprise by sxy_bi_horny_chick © Kneeling in the middle of a cold, empty room, I'm waiting. Master told me today was going to be special and a day I'd never forget. Of course, every day is like that since I met Him. He's everything I could ever ask for. Strong, smart, caring, sensitive, stern... I love Him so. The room is large and white with only one window. There's nothing in it except for a blue mat, which I'm kneeling on, back straight, hands on my lap and looking straight forward. There is only one light hanging from the ceiling, but it's bright enough to illuminate the whole large room leaving no shadow anywhere. A small tremble comes over me and I can feel my juices drip down my leg as my anticipation builds. Goose bumps cover my naked body from the chill in the air. I hear the door open behind me, but dare not turn around. Footsteps echo in the room. It's hard to tell just how many there are, but I know there is more than just one person. Everything goes

Vibrational Essences
How to Make Flower Essences Flower essences are wonderful tools for self-transformation, especially for working on the emotions, which are key to creating a feeling of wellbeing. Making your own essences from the plants around you can give you a range of personalised tools to lift and change your mood. Flower essences are very safe, they work at a vibrational level, in a similar way to homeopathic remedies. You can take them along with any current medication, even give them to children and pets. You will need: A small, clear glass bowl Spring water- fresh is best, but still bottled water will do if you can't collect from a natural spring Filter paper- coffee filter papers are fine- preferably unbleached A glass jug Brandy- for preserving the finished essence A small funnel A small bottle- preferably with a pipette Labels & pen All of the items should be scrupulously clean, and the glassware sterilised 1. Decide what to make. Take a walk around your garden, or

Only In Florida My Fiends..can You Say Redneck?
BSO: Man Fabricated Carjacking, Missing Child Story Detectives Noted Inconsistencies In Stepfather's Story About Incident http://www.local10.com/news/14159418/detail.html POSTED: 1:38 pm EDT September 20, 2007 UPDATED: 5:57 pm EDT September 20, 2007 POMPANO BEACH, Fla. -- A Homestead man is expected to face numerous charges after he led officials to issue a statewide alert about a 10-year-old boy, allegedly his stepson, being abducted by two armed men during a carjacking. Broward Sheriff's Office detectives said Yuniel Falcon lied to investigators and fabricated a story about a carjacking around 12:40 p.m. in Pompano Beach Thursday. An Amber Alert was issued for a 10-year-old boy that Falcon said was in the vehicle. Broward Sheriff's Office dispatch said Falcon told them that the boy, Louis Gonzalez, was in the back seat of the vehicle when Falcon stopped at the corner of McNab Road and Andrews Avenue. There, Falcon said, he was approached by two males, one of them ar

Poem I Wrote.....
Walking down the street With your heads held high Just waiting for time to pass by Goofing off and having good times This is for the punks, Who have hard lifes Who are trying to get jobs So they could afford cars This is for the punks, Who go to shows Who meet new people And are being steriotyped by their looks This is for the punks, Who are put in the categories of being smokers, drinkers, and steal Who are musicians with artistic lyrics That have been told "You have been arrested,huh" This is for the punks, Who go to school and want to graduate That want to stop roming the street and want to live in harmony Who want to get a home so they can feel warn This is for the punks, That have way much more to say.

~chopper Wired~
I'm a fifties model baby. I got class and I got style, I got chrome and I got rubber, Come ride on me a while. There isn't no fancy wire harness. That runs this slick machine. I'm chopper wired baby, Kick me over, make me scream! Throw your leg across me baby. Where do ya feel my thunder? I'm low lean and mean, I'm a bobtailed lightning wonder I've been stretched and lowered. I've been dropped and rode. It's been fifty years of highway baby, but i ain't feelin old. I'm a fifties model baby. Drop your ass down on my seat. Squint your eyes and hang on tighter, feel my howling blue chrome heat. I'm a hardtail model baby. For your hard riding predeliction. You crave the way I tear you up. High octane fueled addiction. Ride me til your shakin baby. Ride me til we're dry. I'm an old school little badass bitch. So come give me a try!

Thank You
Tear drops streaming down my face; making rings in the river below me; as I sit and watch my reflection; then I notice it turns to the dreams that may never come; the ambitions that will never be; the goals that will never triumph. scream inside my own head let me be give me my space; as I have fallen down to my knees; I let known all my confessions not realizing the detection; gasping thru the sobs, bruised and beaten like a fresh forgotten plum; wishing you could see all this inside of me; The depression eating at my soul creating a black hole. One day I will regain my strenth, stand on the outside looking in, and know i gave it my all until the very end. For the friends that have stood by me and held my hand, and watched over me with a kind word and a sweat little pray, I love you everyday and acknowledge how lucky I am to be blessed, A thank you doesnt justify the grattitude or the happiness I feel inside. Thank You for letting me be myself and allow me to

Another One For My Baby
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best. - Loy Bowman -

Clumsy
Artist: Fergie Album: The Dutchess Title: Clumsy Can't help it The girl can't help it [repeat 3x] First time That I saw your eyes Boy you looked right through me, mmmhmm Play it cool But I knew you knew That cupid hit me, mmm mmm You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love So in love with you Can't help it The girl can't help it [repeat 3x] Can't breath When you touch me, see Butterflies so crazy, mmm mmm Whoa now, think I'm goin down Friends don't know whats with me, mmm mmm You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love So in love with you Can't help it The girl can't help it [repeat 3x] You know, this isn't the first time this has happened to me This love sick thing I like serious relationships and a A girl l

September 21, 2007
Taking Back Sunday- MakeDamnSure [[I put it in the wrong blog]] You've got this new head Filled up with smoke I've got my veins all tangled close To those jukebox bars you frequent They're the safest place to hide A long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses You start shaking at the thought You are everything I want Because you are everything I'm not And we lay, we lay together Just not too close, too close (How close is close enough?) And we lay, we lay together Just not too close, too close (How close is close enough?) I just wanna break you down so badly I trip over everything you say I just wanna break you down so badly In the worst way My inarticulate store bought Hanvgover hobby kit it talks It says 'You, oh, you are so cool' Scissor shaped across the bed You are red, violent red You hollow out my hungry eyes You hollow out my hungry eyes And we lay, we lay together Just not too close, too close (How close is close enough?) And

My Birthday!!
Well, it's not actually until this Monday, BUT I will be gone all this weekend in San Francisco baby!!! I never get tired of going there. I love Frisco like most people love Vegas. I know it's going to be TONS of fun!! I can't believe I'm actually 25! It seems like yesterday I was just in grade school beating up the dumb girls giving me dirty looks and running from the icky boys and their "cooties" ... lol Kind of the same today minus the cooties part. j/k Anyways, I'm looking forward to getting back on here Tuesday... so hit me up with some birthday love and I'll talk to you guys next week! Take care and have a wonderful (and safe) weekend! xoxo

Just Love
Love can be good and love can be bad. Love can make you happy or sad. Love is a blessing and love is a curse. Love can be for better or worse. Love can break and tear out your heart. Love can tear you completely apart. Love can bring happiness to one’s eyes, As he sings joyfully up in the skies. Love can bring torment, agony, and pain. Love can make one go insane. Love can bring happiness, joy, and bliss, Making one want that one simple kiss. Love is unique in its own special way, But love can make someone go astray. Love is a feeling with strength and power, So even the strongest man will offer a flower. Love can get you through all rough times, Love can be a motive for worst of all crimes. Love’s that feeling that makes one be at ease. Love’s that illness that’s the worst of disease. So grab your loved one, and hold them tight. Make them feel the love you feel you might. For some, love lasts not long at all, never, But for others, it lasts for all of

To Steph
Lust or love? Whats to choose? Something gained or much to lose? Love or lust? im game to play or playing a game? Its hard to say Lust has changed my view to this maze, Love just goes through each phase, Lust is like a new found craze, Love is there through all days.. Lust a sin? Why say so? A human pleasure, is not so low.. Love so great? I disagree Hurt and trapped is how it leaves me.. im dying for your touch now Dying for your love But the vows I swore, what to do? Choose between you and you?

Life
My bones are breaking, I spend every waking moment bracing for the impact My life is like a stage from Mortal Combat Trying to escape from the great big death trap Too bad I found her after the fact I tried to scratch the surface of her broken back Situations like this are why I sing the wickedest blues We carry on our conversations like the nightly news Expressing our views and exhibiting fears that are brand new To this level of the surface She tries to find her purpose in this fucked up circus And I just laugh as I explain that I've already found mine I'm like a sad clown tip-toeing through a field of land mines Straight ignoring the signs Of iminent danger I guess it's no suprise when it all blows up in my face I'll just have to run this race one legged And I can't shape the feeling that I'm getting played like Sega If love was the Mafia, she would be the Don Mega, Cold and beaten down from this constant battle ground We both assume the posit

Marriage Expires After Seven Years
Great idea! Glamorous politician wants law to allow 7-year itch By Madeline Chambers Fri Sep 21, 4:00 AM ET Bavaria's most glamorous politician -- a flame-haired motorcyclist who helped bring down state premier Edmund Stoiber -- has shocked the Catholic state in Germany by suggesting marriage should last just 7 years. Gabriele Pauli, who poses on her web site in motorcycle leathers, is standing for the leadership of Bavaria's Christian Social Union (CSU) -- sister party of Chancellor Angela Merkel's conservative Christian Democrats (CDU) -- in a vote next week. She told reporters at the launch of her campaign manifesto on Wednesday she wanted marriage to expire after seven years and accused the CSU, which promotes traditional family values, of nurturing ideals of marriage which are wide of the mark. "The basic approach is wrong ... many marriages last just because people believe they are safe," she told reporters. "My suggestion is that marriages expire after sev

I Have To Express My Feelings
Well I know some ppl might think I'm crazy that I do this but It's the only way I know how to cope with things. If I release some of the way I feel , it makes me feel a little better. I just read a blog my stepmom wrote for my dad and it just brought back so many memeories , the good and the bad! Like you can probably already tell, I loved my dad so much and miss him dearly, he wasn't just my dad, but my true bestfriend! Since he's been gone , my life is just not the same!I've been going through an emotional roller coaster and he was the only person that could comfort me. He's no longer here so it's hard for me to deal with things. I often pray that he would come visit me in my dreams and show me the way. There are things that really bother me that I need answers to. My dad made me promise him 3 things before he died. 1.) To follow my dreams in going to the medical field. He told me that I would make a great nurse. ( Well I graduated from Medical asst last fall and plan on going back t

Add Ms Dallas As A Referal To Help Me In Contest Giveaway Please.
also note you need to send a friend request to her as my referral to help me in the giveaway contes i am in. thank you. have a nice day. MsDallas©~ Gotti Family Don~@ fubar

Meh.....
Not much is new with me. I have started school right now, and that's going fairly decently. It has its ups and downs as usual. I just don't like the studying, but it has to be done though. lol. Moving on, I got a new puppy named Pepper. I still have my other pup Buster, who isn't doing that well. (There are a few friends on my friends that have met my dog Buster, and most of the few know what's going on). But what's going on is that he has congestive heart failure. Poor little guy. My friend (former b/f) and I thought at first when it started that it was that he ate something and choked on it, but that wasn't the case. It's congestive heart failure. So, that's been tough. That's kind of the reason why we got Pepper, to help us during this time. Pepper is also a Cairn Terrier like Buster. They are both basically little Toto's. The rest of my family is doing pretty good. My brother is getting married next weekend. My grandparents (my dad's dad and mother) won't be at the wedding though,

The Window
Whenever things wind down here at work I often turn and gaze thoughtfully out the window. The other day someone stopped and asked my why I was staring out the window what was there to look at. I turned to him and asked what he saw. His answer was the factory and the parking lot. So I told him what I see when I look out the window. I told him that I see the whole world, everywhere I've ever wanted to go and everything I've ever wanted to do. I see everyone I've ever known and everyone I hope to meet. I see the places that I've been and ponder where I'm going. I see my past and guess at my future. Its all out there. Finally I turned back to the window and I said that sadly most people never see beyond the parking lot.... -CM

Is Love All There Is To Have
Is love all there is to have, people use that word like its salve, spreading it like butter, words is all they mutter, the feelings that go with it, most people forget, im not asking for your devotion, or sexual motion, i want someone for who they are, near or far, like a true love song racing through my head, even when i lay to sleep on my bed, love is what i want to find, someone always on my mind, i will be gentle and ever so kind, for i am a unique guy to find, i have hidden for 20 years, have had alot of tears, love greater then the sky, more then any other guy, a heart of gold is what im always told, true romance is the key i hold, i am just a average guy, my poems tell the reason why, but one thing i never try to do is lie, because that makes wonderful people cry, i have the beautifulest friends, to whom my heart dearly tends, so smile and enjoy what you have to give, thats when you truely know how to live, this is a hug and a kiss from me to you

Back In The Shadows Again...
I have been to nice lately... I feel like I have lost my edge.... I want to hide in the shadows for a time.... Watch and take notes... The chain that holds me back is finally breaking....that's a good thing... I am back to wanting to break shit and fuck against a wall until exhaustion....is that wrong? My hands tremble with the thought of violence, not from fear, but, anticipation of the act... I want to be a "nice guy" but that is a lost thought today... Instead I want to..... I don't know... Too many thoughts... He,he....too many thoughts.... madness, depression, anger, sorrow, laughter...my best friends sometimes.... And also my worst enemys.... Friends lost and promises broken.... Too many thoughts.... I want to walk in the rain and scream at the gods... Ask them "when is this test over?...when do I reach the finish line?" I wait in the shadows and laugh....

Saudi
Irishman, Englishman and a German are caught in Saudi Arabia drinking. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" said the prison guard to the Englishman just before lashing him. The English man, being a bit of a cricket fan, asked for linseed oil. When they lashed him on a post and let him go to catch his flight back to London he groaned and crawled to the airport. Next came the German. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" said the prison guard "Nothing" said the German and, after receiving his lashes spat on the ground, called the prison guards Schisers and started off towards the airport. The guards then came to the Irishman. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" "Oh", re

This Love
I have seen you a million times Each time is like the first My love for you swells in my heart Sometimes like it may burst. Your smile is like a new day That is glorious with love abound Like a ray of sunshine A treasure I have found. Our time together is priceless All you ever need to do Is love me dear completely The same way that I love you. One thing I know deep in my heart I love you now and forever A love like ours sets us apart We will always be together. Like a lovely swan in an ice blue lake With so much beauty around Like our rare love my darling Special blessings are always found.

Blah Blah Blah
You are in my world, my life As simple as it may be, I want you near, hand in hand To walk love's journey with me. I cannot not offer you treasures untold Or your days always bright, But I give to you all I am And cherish you day and night. You are wonderful, strong, Everything I have ever wished for, You are here beside me And each day I love you more. Our love is growing Not one single day do I regret, Our love has flourished and bloomed And it started the day we met.

You Might Be A Redneck If You Feed A Cat To Your Pitbull
http://www.wsbtv.com/news/14159984/detail.html Police: Suspect Hunted Neighbor's Pets; Fed Them To Pit Bull POSTED: 2:43 pm EDT September 20, 2007 UPDATED: 6:20 pm EDT September 20, 2007 LAWRENCEVILLE, Ga. -- An animal cruelty investigation against a Gwinnett County man took a shocking twist Thursday. Police accused Tye Hilmo, 21, of hunting and trapping his neighbor's cats, and then letting his pit bull kill the captured animals. LINK: Charges Against Hilmo "It's sick," said Sheiff's office spokeswoman Stacey Bourbonnais. "It's indescribable and sick that people would do this kind of thing to and with animals." Officials charged Hilmo with aggravated cruelty to animals. The charge is a felony that carries a sentence of one to five years in prison and a fine of up to $15,000. Bourbonnais said the evidence against Hilmo includes a picture on his cell phone of a kitten dangling above his pit bull. The caption on the photo reads "Good dog." He already was

Clitoral Stimulation
Every woman prefers different types of clitoral stimulation. Sometimes, the same woman likes different types of clitoral stimulation at different times. What's a guy to do? This article discusses different options for clitoral stimulation that both men and women can take advantage of. Clitoral stimulation options An astonishing array of items can be used to for clitoral stimulation. Women regularly masturbate with water jets (in the shower) and stuffed animals as well as fingers and hands. There are a wide variety of vibrators available for clitoral stimulation as well – learn more at Ways to use a vibrator and Female masturbation techniques. A great way to learn what types of clitoral stimulation work best for you or your partner is to explore. Try new things. And communicate – an open and frank dialogue is better than a top-of-the-line vibrator at bringing you sexual pleasure. Clitoral stimulation guidelines Different women prefer different types of clitoral stimulation

Texan In Ireland
A Texan walks into a pub in Ireland and clears his voice to the crowd of drinkers. He says, "I hear you Irish are a bunch of hard drinkers. I'll give $500 American dollars to anybody in here who can drink 10 pints of Guinness back-to-back." The room is quiet, and no one takes up the Texan's offer. One man even leaves. Thirty minutes later the same gentleman who left shows back up and taps the Texan on the shoulder. "Is your bet still good?" asks the Irishman. The Texan says yes and asks the bartender to line up 10 pints of Guinness. Immediately the Irishman tears into all 10 of the pint glasses, drinking them all back-to-back. The other pub patrons cheer as the Texan sits in amazement. The Texan gives the Irishman the $500 and says, "If ya don't mind me askin', where did you go for that 30 minutes you were gone?" The Irishman replies, "Oh... I had to go to the pub down the street to see if I could do it first."

Thirst
Sooner or later the thirst will win My desperate need to drink you in Having all of you inside No longer will I have to hide My hunger for the taste of you Extreme passion born of need Feeling as though I've been freed From the desire I've hidden so long A craving that burns so strong Aware you are the only one For whom this thirst has begun.

Moving To Texas
hello to all my friends and C&T Stash Club family well i am sure that you have been wondering what my life has been up to my family is planning to move to texas lol my hubby is taking a job there and i couldn't be more excited about it lol i can't wait to leave Arkansas but i will always return home to check on my family i hope to be back online soon just had to leave you with some love from Carla C&T Stash Club-Seejaykaygee--