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2 Hot Moms I Better Watch Out For!
Yesterday I was not in the best mood. Just thoughts and insecurity getting to me I guess? Yes, even I have those days Australia! So for a crappy day, it turned out to be a really good day. After my son yelled at me in the morning and then slammed the car door, about 20 minutes later I got a text from him saying he was sorry and that he had been fighting with his girlfriend and he was mad. That made me happy to no that he was not really mad at me and that he was sorry. I got his progress report on Saturday and none of the grades were a surprise because we have school loop and it tells me what his grades are every day. Also tells me just how many assignments the little shit has been missing too! The shocker grade was a D in p.e. Come on! How the Hell do you get a D in P.E.? Not dressing out I suppose? Although, he says he is. What ever! He came home yesterday after school and rushed in my room to tell me that he is now passing English because he turned in all his writ

The 10 Most Annoying Celebrities Alive Today
10. Pauly Shore As if having to put up with this guy’s annoying antics in the late ‘80s and early ‘90s wasn’t bad enough, and just when we thought we had finally gotten rid of the brainless fucker, now he’s attempting to make a comeback by poking fun at his old image in movies and on television. Hey, did you know Pauly Shore couldn’t act? Did you know he used to be famous for about a year? Did you know he was Jewish? Hahaha that’s so hilarious!! Let’s make an annoying, tasteless reality TV show based around his life with stereotypical Jewish ethnicity jokes! Because after all - when all else fails, it's always funny to make fun of Jews and failed acting careers! However, because he leads such a dull and repetitive lifestyle we’ll simply hire script writers to “spice some of it up” a bit with sex and crudity. Look, Pauly Shore is dead. Gone. Kaput. His career ended when his hairline began to recede – and he’s practically bald now. Stop trying to bring back The Weasel. Let hi

Hip Hop People Only!!!
Lets Play what’s my hip-hop I.Q. part 2 (New Shit edition) Finish the lines B, most new, but I had to throw some Biggie in: 1. Biggie: Left the drugs alone/ brought the thugs along/ with me for all you.... 2. Jay-Z: Ordered some patrizie/ while talking to this breezie/ brushing off my three peice/ I make this look too easy/ so tall and lanky/ my suit it should thank me/.... 3. Kanye: So I roll the good/ yall pop the trunk, I pop the hood (Ferari)/ she got the goods/ and she got that ass/ I got to look (sorry)/ 50 told me..... 4. UGK/Outkast: So I typed a text to a girl i used to see/ saying I chose this cutie pie with whom I wanna be/ and i apologize if this message gets you down/ then I cc'ed every girl that I'd see see round town/ and hate to see yall frown/ but I'd rather see her smiling/... 5. Fabolous: I talked with some of the ballas it's okay to lose your pride over someone you love/ don't lose someone you love though over your pride/ stick with yo

The Saga Begins (weird Al)
A long, long time ago In a galaxy far away Naboo was under an attack And I thought me and qui-gon jinn Could talk the federation into Maybe cutting them a little slack But their response, it didnt thrill us They locked the doors and tried to kill us We escaped from that gas Then met jar jar and boss nass We took a bongo from the scene And we went to theed to see the queen We all wound up on tatooine Thats where we found this boy... Oh my my this here anakin guy May be vader someday later - now hes just a small fry And he left his home and kissed his mommy goodbye Sayin soon Im gonna be a jedi Soon Im gonna be a jedi Did you know this junkyard slave Isnt even old enough to shave And he can use the force, they say Ahh, do you see him hitting on the queen Though hes just nine and shes fourteen Yah, hes probably gonna marry her someday Well, I knew he built c-3po And Ive heard how fast his pod can go And we were broke, its true So we made a wager or two He

Read About My Nsfw Pics.!!!!!!
I hope everyone reads this. I am planning on making some changes to my profile pictures. I took a class last night and they discussed the internet and what can be found on the internet and how your photo's that you think only certain people are seeing could end being the whole world! It made me think, that is for sure. So I have deleted photo's that are too revealing with my face in them. I am only going to post naughty photo's without my face from now on. Yes, it may be too late because who knows what people have done with them once they have seen them? I hope that the men were not rude and doing things like posting them for other's to see. I would have to hunt you down and kill you! lol So no more um....bj photo's. sorry ~~~> ain't going to happen. You will just have to look at a faceless body from now on. I just need to protect myself from the world. That big giant world out there in cyberspace! So just a heads up. I am not doing this to you to punish you but

Do I Need The Hook?
do I need the hook of potential rejection to still my critical eye? do I need the lure of uncertain reception to ensure I don't pass you by? do I need a hood over happiness to light my fire? do I need a cloud more than a silver lining to stir my desire? do I need your gaze to say, maybe at best to tempt my love to arise? do I need the hook of potential rejection to exempt you from my critical eye? do I need distance to stave off my turning from this chance? or is this attraction just a passing phase is this attraction to someone who looks, pulls me near, withdraws bad luck a matter of timing the luck of the draw? I've had enough analysis to have broken old constraints I no longer feel paralysis or frozen with fear yet in the last analysis where have I got? am I an advertisement for what should nor happen with therapy for what inste

Re: Bali Bomber Claims Cia/mossad Involvement
RE: Bali Bomber Claims CIA/Mossad Involvement ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 06 Mar 2008, 13:58 Bali Bomber Claims CIA/Mossad Involvement The ringleader of the Bali bombers claims that the attack on the nightclub district in 2002 was much larger than he had expected and that the only explanation for so much carnage was that the bombers were aided by the CIA, KGB or Mossad. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/march2008/030608_bali_bomber.htm

::my New Goal::
As most of you all know, I'm currently attending a community college...I have been going there now for the past year and a half. But anyways, now that I'm halfway from getting out of there, I have some new goals I want to accomplish. First off, I'm no longer going to major in journalism, but in criminal justice. I know a bit about law thanks to my mom but there were other factors that made me change...especially because a certain someone I consider a hero inspired me to want to enter the criminal justice field. I've also always wanted a job where I can help people as well. Anyways, I went to see a counselor yesterday and I'm actually almost done getting my general ed! The only classes I'll have to take are Social Science and Communication classes as well as a bit of P.E....I'll probably take one of the required classes this summer so that way come fall '08 I'll only have to focus on taking two more classes and then in spring of next year, I can focus on taking classes I'll need t

Deleting My Account
hey i'm deleting my fubar account. so whoever wants my fubucks, it's first come first serve. the first person to get in touch with me about that, i will give it to them. i have over 200k. oh and if anyone on my friends/family list wants to keep in touch with me, just let me know.

Soulmates
When to find find Where to look Its not a matter of time There's no real answer In finding your kind Its knowing who you are being who you can be changing your situation not changing your personality Just be what got you here Continue to seek better And eventually it will be attractive enough for your soulmate to come along Easy for me to say Now that I have found my better half To tell someone to keep waiting Eventually it will come Just improve and seek better and eventually you'll be seeing a smiling face saying the same thing I hear and plan to hear every morning "Good Morning, I love you" ~DragonBoi~~

Now I Am A Drug Dealer....what???
Damn, my arm is killing me and I have taken 2 muscle relaxers so please forgive me if I make some mistakes in this blog. My friends just left. I feel like a drug dealer! My friend Sean called and told me his prescription for his muscle relaxers ran out because he didn't think he would need them anymore so I told him I would give him a few of mine to get him by. Damn, Cristi the dope dealer! I understand what it is like to be in pain though. We planned our next trip to the cabin. We had a blast the last time they went up. So we are going again next weekend. Leaving early Friday, right after the kids get out of school and taking off. Bringing lots of alcohol and food! Party!! When you put the 4 of us together, you never know what's going to happen. Strip poker anyone? My damn arm hurts from doing my 10 key all day long and then typing on the computer right after. Sam motion over and over. So exciting, let me tell ya. So now my arm is like spasming or some shit

This Will Make You Cry!
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys! She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose

Grandfather Time
Grandfather Time, Why aren’t you sleeping When all the world Has fallen still? Grandfather Time Why are you keeping The keys to my cage I have not the will? Grandfather Time Why is the past frozen Yet it still seeps In my every thought? Grandfather Time, Why have I been chosen To live with the pain These memories wrought? Grandfather Time, Why must I lay hidden Inside this cocoon All sealed up in hate? Grandfather Time, Why am I forbidden To move past the hurt And choose my own fate? Written by Cherie Million March 8, 2008

The Real Obama......
Washington Insider with Ronald Kessler | | The Real Barack Obama By: Ronald Kessler Article Michelle Obama’s comment that, for the first time in her adult life, she feels proud of America helps crystallize who Barack Obama is. To be sure, the wife of a candidate is perfectly free to have views that are distinct from her husband’s. But on a matter that is so fundamental to one’s being as love of country, it is difficult to imagine that Michelle Obama would publicly twice make such a statement suggesting disdain for America unless she felt it comported with her husband’s views. Equally important, her statement aligns perfectly with the hate-America views of the Rev. Jeremiah Wright, Barack Obama’s minister, friend, and sounding board for more than two decades. On the Sunday following 9/11, Wright characterized the terrorist attacks as a consequence of violent American policies. Four years later, Wright suggested that the attacks were retr

Different
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn

My Reason
A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out.

Amethyst
Metaphysical Properties- One of the many aspects, however a very important one for Amethyst, is that it works to build your intuition. Amethyst is a good stone for all beginners new to crystal healing. I feel it will not only encourage the opening of intuition, but will also allow us the possibility of change. As we continue to grow personally, the beautiful violet of Amethyst will make the journey a very pleasant one. Become open to the possibilities that surround us! Some like to use the energetic qualities of Amethyst to increase self-worth and spiritual peace. Of course this stone aids meditation, eases stress, and helps insomnia. Use on the crown chakra to facilitate visualization and past life recall. Especially good for addiction issues and headaches. Great for anger issues too. AMETHYST CRYSTALS- Amethyst crystal points are often used by those who are beginning their spiritual awakening. It is used to access the higher dimension of the self through meditation. Use

Linguistic?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convincing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Ha Ha Ha!
You Are 36% Sociopath From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream! Are You A Sociopath?

This Will Only Take A Second... Quite Literally.
Rate this picture pretty please... While you are there you should R/F/A the host if you haven't already. He is an absolute sweetheart and always returns the love. Enjoy the upcoming week fu's! Thanks in advance to everyone that drops by the giveaway. =]

I'm So Angggryyyy Rwwaaaarrrr
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. Could You Be Violent?

Angels
What is an angel ? Defining what an angel is has a lot of people divided in their opinions. ~ Some believe in quite a traditional religious approach whereby angels are defined by a form of angel hierarchy with archangels being at the top of the angelic hierarchy ~ Some people believe in a more esoteric form of angelic energy that takeson various forms when lowering its vibration to accomodate being visible in the earthly realms Angels in traditional Religions and Spiritualities ~Throughout history religions and spiritualities have embraced angelic beings amongst their midst. the genus "Angelus Occidentalis" is a general term used for a number of angelic species within Judaism,Christianity,Islam and Zoroastrianism. ~It is believed that Gods word is communicated through these celestial messengers who serve his will ~ There are lots of angel definitions that people have used to describe these celestial beings or even referring to earth angels lets have a look at a few

Angel Sayings!!
Angel Sayings The sound of an angel's voice can unlock your hidden feelings. Angels are the gatekeepers to the soul. The warmth of an angel's light can comfort and illuminate the whole world. When a child is born the Angels sing. Don't drive faster than your Guardian Angel can fly. While we are sleeping, angels have conversations with our souls. Angels paint with sound and sing with color. Sometimes your best friend is actually a guardian angel in disguise. Smiles are the next best thing to halos. Angels occupy the loveliest corners of our thoughts. Angels don't run away from life, they fly towards it. If you seek an angel with an open heart, you shall always find one

Her
How did she make a cold hearted bastard start getting poetic and feeling again? I will never know. She made me start playing music, writing and drawing again. She has made me see the me i was hiding from myself. I am her dom but she still holds my heart in those gorgeous little hands. When and how did she steal it? Usually when something is stolen from me i fight to get it back, but i want her to have it. She will always have it. I will always love her.

Evoltion Of A Mans Heart......
I often say my life is an open book, so I decided to make the cliffs notes version of it……and highlight what is most interesting to people.........So here is my sex life and emotion growth all in a few scintillating paragraph’s.. I hope you enjoy……..the names have been totally omitted so as not put the people im talking about on blast …… Everything in this blog is true…and with out each of these women……..my eyes may not have ever been open. I want to thank them for allowing me to discover a lot about myself….and im sorry if my maturation process hurt you…..This my story….. I hope you understand…. When it come to my love life the people that know me know that it has been much like the roller coaster ride from final destination 3. I knew that getting on that ride would be detrimental to my life in some way but unlike the young lady I didn’t put up much of a fight about getting on the ride. But unlike those fateful riders I didn’t die. Some where between getting on the ride and hitti

Yeah
"New Horizons" Well I've had dreams enough for one And I've got love enough for three I have my hopes to comfort me I got my new horizons out to sea But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... Where is this place that we have found Nobody knows where we are bound I long to hear, I need to see Cos I've shed tears too many for me But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... On the wind soaring free Spread your wings I'm beginning to see Out of mind far from view Beyond the reach of a nightmare come true Well I've had dreams enough for one And I got love enough for three I have my hopes to comfort me I got my new horizons out to sea But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... So

A Tale Of Two Wolves
A Cherokee elder was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, “A fight is going on inside me… it is a terrible fight between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, hatefulness, and lies. The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, humbleness, kindness, friendship, generosity, faith, and truth. This same fight is going on inside of you, and inside every other person, too.” The children thought about it for a minute. Then one child asked his grandfather, “Which wolf will win?” The Cherokee elder replied… “The one you feed.”

Sts-123 Live: Endeavour Counting Down For Launch
Endeavour is now into the final stages of the STS-123 launch countdown, with the Rotating Service Structure (RSS) finally retracting over two hours behind schedule. Tanking of ET-126 is now in stable replenish - with no ECO (Engine Cut Off) sensor issues reported - ahead of a launch targeting 2:28 am EDT. Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. Image Above: STS-123 crew portrait. From the right (front row) are astronauts Dominic L. Gorie, commander; and Gregory H. Johnson, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Richard M. Li

Stewart, Earnhardt Think Bad Of Goodyear's Tires
HAMPTON, Ga. -- The balancing act between safety concerns and competition that Goodyear Tire and Rubber Co. faces each week was the post-race focus of several top finishers Sunday. It left both sides defensive and fans wondering what happened to the typical side-by-side racing for which Atlanta Motor Speedway is famous. Tony Stewart, who finished second in the Kobalt Tools 500, and third-place finisher Dale Earnhardt Jr. were outspoken in their criticism for the tire compound brought to Atlanta. There were no tire failures reported during the race, but the two agreed that the harder tire made it almost impossible for drivers to run side-by-side. Only thirteen cars were on the lead lap at the finish. "Goodyear doesn't like to hear people bashing them tires and I don't like doing it, but I ain't going to sit here and put up with this." DALE EARNHARDT JR. "That was the most pathetic racing tire that I've ever been on in my professional career," Stewart said. "... Goodyear can't bu

1996...oh So Long Ago!
Your 1996 Theme Song Is: 1979 by The Smashing Pumpkins Shakedown 1979 Cool kids never have the time On a live wire right up off the street You and I should meet What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

Re: Professor: Big Money Behind Global Warming Propaganda
RE: Professor: Big Money Behind Global Warming Propaganda ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Mar 2008, 13:59 Professor: Big Money Behind Global Warming Propaganda A retired physics professor became the latest public figure to debunk the myth of a "consensus" behind man-made global warming when he slammed big money interests for pushing climate change propaganda that was at odds with real science in a speech yesterday. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/march2008/031108_big_money.htm

Moods
Tell me my estranged one How the colors holding crimson change to dawn Why sky is blue sometimes & sometimes Red or Dark Why the same sky is soothing, magical, loving, beautiful, & At times dreamy, scary, Painful or black. Tell me my estranged one why everything that begins on a happy note Ends on a sad note Warming anger, than boiling temper Releasing heat, torching & scorching by mid afternoon Than cooling down gradually as evening comes Showing suddenly from nowhere all of your love & care Turning everything you touch to golden As our kiss sends up flares of colorful rainbows All around showing the world that Love exists As we pass in our paths Lighting up your evening skies. Tell me my estranged one Why We let go off our hands to part ways With tears in our eyes Some shown some hidden As we begin our walk We leave each other in sadness Hurt, in Pin drop silence Thinking that this time & circumstance wants for now One Sacrifice, one misund

Liar Quotes
“A liar will not be believed, even when he speaks the truth.” “No man has a good enough memory to be a successful liar.” “Great talker, great liar.” “A man is never more truthful than when he acknowledges himself as a liar” “The liar's punishment is not in the least that he is not believed, but that he cannot believe anyone else.” “He who does not need to lie is proud of not being a liar.” “The visionary denies the truth to himself, the liar only to others” “The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool.” “"Let God be true but every man a liar" is the language of true faith” “If one is to be called a liar, one may as well make an effort to deserve the name.”

# 001.) Macy's
I saw her at Macys that spring day. She had on a tight ribbed top and a green and blue plaid skirt, bobby socks and her hair back in a ponytail. She was mid-thirties, but she looked about eighteen in that get-up. Her fresh looks and her pert breasts caused me to stop on my way to the cookware section. I picked up a halter from the aisle-side display and glanced at it idly as I watched her shopping for a pair of panties. She already had two pair and was eyeing a third, a sexy thong I noticed. Much to my embarrassment, she looked up and coyly purred, "That's not your size." Red faced I hung the short halter up and smiled back, "Just looking for something for a special lady." Her wicked grin sliced through me, "That's nice, but if I were the special lady, I'd like something from over there," motioning to the bustiers in the corner. "Maybe you could show me one, I'm always getting something too conservative," my cock stirred in my jogging shorts as I sauntered over to h

Reflections
Life If I could have one wish, it would be to be a Big firm executive type deal, something corporate so everyone could kiss my ass... Life can make you wish for death rather than remain here... Life can drag you down worse than your enemies ever could... Life can take your soul and use it as a stress-reliever... Life can take your heart and grind it to pieces... Life can make you think of death... Can death make you think of life?

Remix Addiction: The Number 1 Reason Winamp Hates Me Right Now.
As I sit here in front of my computer,eating my gummy peach rings and listening to music,I relaized something that is quite humorous and yet sad at the same time. Im a remix whore. I think it started back when I used to DJ at clubs.I was always trying to find better mixes and remixes of songs.Surely,I didnt think it became that bad until I realized I have 34 mixes of Coldplay's Clocks.A great tune but for you ravers and other assorted clubbers,it doesnt stand up to well when it comes to dancing. Between the aforementioned tune,I also came across 23 remixes of the classic Rednex hit Cotton Eyed Joe.I recall a time when I had fun playing that one.People would stare at my booth in amazement when the techno drums gave way to the banjo and fiddle.....lol. So right now, Im adding more tunes to my Winamp playlist file and it's been going slowly because I added 6800 songs so far and the number keeps growing. I think I could easily fill up the 250 gig hard drive with songs and th

How Could You
you were the one i gave my heart to, yet you have been so cold to me, you were the one i gave my life to and you ignored me and played me like a clown, when i waited for the rain to clear so that i may beable to love again it was you i saw in the sun light and now so quickly my sun faded into moonlight, you have taken a very big part of me and left me out in the cold, i never thought youd do it, but, baby, you became a remake of past history, why did you just leave me and never even say goodbye? we were friends, lovers and had a special bond, you ripped the very heart of me and threw it on the floor... together we faded and yet i never knew it... you desided someware along this road that you just really didnt love me after all

How Sweet Am I?
How Sweet are You? Sweet! You're an angel come down from Heavn! You care about people, and often you would do anything to help. You keep your friends and family close, and you're completely lovable! Go you! You inspire those around you, and your smile, laughter and overall "happy" aura can brighten anyone's day! You are the definition of "Girl Nextdoor."Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

T;economic Disaster" If Climate Policies Are Followed
RE: "Economic Disaster" If Climate Policies Are Followed ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Mar 2008, 16:46 Campaign Warns Of "Economic Disaster" If Climate Policies Are Followed A national media campaign launched this week warns that following global warming policies would "spell economic disaster" in the United States and "would mean misery, starvation and death on a massive scale" for people in less developed countries. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/march2008/031208_economic_disaster.htm

Ask Your Faith For Help & Not Aanswers.
When looking up to what ever it is that has you and your faith, it is better to ask that they give you help in understanding what it is within yourself to find harmony and not to just ask for answers and/or results. They can't give it, but they can help you to turn the light on within so that you may help yourself. Once I stopped asking for answers and started asking to help me see the answers within myself, I got more results. They are not the vehicle that gets you there but the fuel that helps make it so. The Drive is up to you. •MAH•

Shawn Colvin - When You Know
When You Know by Shawn Colvin When you know that you know who you love, you can't deny it. Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it. When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go Cos you know and you know that you know. When you feel in your skin in your bones and the hollow Of your heart, there's no way you can wait till tomorrow. When there isn't any doubt about it once you come this close Cos you know and you know that you know. You can feel love's around you like the sky 'round the moon This is how love has found you, now you know what to do. When you know that you know who you need, you can't deny it. Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it. When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go Cos you know and you know that you know. And it's time you come in from the cold. Haaa... And you know that you know

Love
Today's Love Poem Today's Poem 'Darling,' he said, 'I never meant ...To hurt you;' and his eyes were wet. 'I would not hurt you for the world: ...Am I to blame if I forget?' 'Forgive my selfish tears!' she cried, ...'Forgive! I knew that it was not Because you meant to hurt me, sweet--- ...I knew it was that you forgot!' But all the same, deep in her heart ...Rankled this thought, and rankles yet,--- 'When love is at its best, one loves ...So much that he cannot forget

Putting ~*sexsi*~ To Rest
yeah after all this time,im putting her to rest and changing my name so if you dont see sexsi i'll still be here just new name and same face hehe look for the pink fuzzy hat and you'll see me lmao xoxo to my sweet friends :) btw not deleting my page just a name change :)

Stay Strong
Empty dreams they fade away, Left alone without a word to say. Grabbing hold to the unknown, Walking alone on cold stones. At times there might be no hands to hold, When you feel alone or when it gets real cold. You become so completely in despair, Walking around without care. Then you realize your left on the ground, Hopeless, and never to be found. Falling into a special comfort zone, Trying to find a place to call home. Crawling around on broken shattered glass, Not knowing which questions to be asked. Pointless years gone so fast, You’re left to think about your past. You might want to die when times get rough, Just remember you’re loved and try to stay tough. Keep your head up when times seem hard, For the good days you remember wont be to far. But try to stay strong and hold on tight, Learn not to give in and put up a fight.

Wrongly Right
Up late again last night and out of bed too damn early this morning. I couldn't sleep, my mind just wondered. I feel like all I do is stay put in certain areas of life, like I don't have enough fun. Well I'm making a deal with myself, from now on I am going to do a lot more things, I'm gonna let it all out and have fun. I'm going to take more risks and just be myself. If that's not ok with someone, then tought shit!

Quote By Shakespeare
WE FEW, LOYAL FEW, WE BAND OF BROTHERS; for whoever sheds his blood with me shall BE MY BROTHER, and those men afraid to go into battle will think themselves lesser men as they hear how WE FOUGHT AND DIED TOGETHER!! ---Shakespeare

It Doesn't Matter
Got this from a Friend... "It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing... It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventures of being alive... It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it..... I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human... It's doesn't interest me if the story you are telling is true. I want to know i

Moving On
I am moving everything to myyearbook.com. I seem to like it better there. I will miss many of you and if you would like to still contact me, you can at... mrwlfgrl@att.net I'll leave this posted until Monday and then I will close the account. Laura

Live - Champions League Draw Uefa Cup Draw
Live - Champions League draw Champions League draw from 1200 GMT Liverpool, Arsenal, Chelsea, Manchester United, Barcelona, Roma, Schalke 04, Fenerbahce Uefa Cup draw from 1300 GMT Rangers, Bayern Munich, Sporting, Fiorentina, Getafe, Bayer Leverkusen, PSV, Zenit St Petersburg

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

How A Real Man Should Act !!!!
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start to cry [ Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ she really does, more than you could understand ] When she grabs at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ] When she bumps into you; [ bump into

Jabberwocky
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he sought-- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One two! One two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. --Lewis Carroll

Cooking
Are You a Creative Cook?My Result: ImproviseThere are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — than those who know the fine art of improvisation. Ad-lib cooks like you cleverly make things up as you go along, whether that's by switching the menu from shrimp to steak or making a four-person stew stretch to feed 12. Improvising demands the cook to be part scientist, part inventor, and part negotiator — all while maintaining a steady confidence that it will turn out fine and taste great when it's done cooking. And the funny thing is, it usually does. That's why your dinner guests never fail to leave happy — even when what they ate wasn't on the menu. Yes, chef!What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=creativecookogt&c=50652 Are You a Creative Cook?Re-take this test Sam, you're a creative cook because you Improvise There are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — t

In The Air Tonight
I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord I've been waiting for this moment, all my life, Oh Lord Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord, Oh Lord Well, if you told me you were drowning I would not lend a hand I've seen your face before my friend But I don't know if you know who I am Well, I was there and I saw what you did I saw it with my own two eyes So you can wipe off the grin, I know where you've been It's all been a pack of lies And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, Oh Lord I can feel it in the air tonight, Oh Lord, Oh Lord And I've been waiting for this moment all my life, Oh Lord, Oh Lord Well I remember, I remember don't worry How could I ever forget, it's the first time, the last time we ever met But I know the reason why you keep your silence up, no you don't fool me The hurt doesn't show; but the pain still grows It's no stranger to you or me

Help Our Nypd 9/11 Hero. Donate Now!
Help Our NYPD 9/11 Hero. DONATE NOW! http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=KcRTDUO9mwQ http://www.chipin.com/contribute/id/96b7a4a6b9313505 Please donate whatever you can to help our 911 NYPD Hero Kevin O'Connor. Give what you because can every little bit helps. Go to http://www. wearechange. org/ and DONATE NOW to the chip in under Kevin O’Conner. Kevin O’Connor is in $17,000 in debt due to medical expenses, as Americans it is our duty to help our hero’s in need. Kevin O’Connor sacrificed himself for this country on 9/11, not only being lied to about the air quality but now ignored by the government for assistance. We as the people of this country need to come forward and help any way we can, I ask you to donate whatever you can to help make a difference. If the government will ignore our 911 hero’s it is our job as Americans to not forget those who sacrificed all. .... Please on behalf of Kevin send this video to all congressmen and women and make them understa

Ron Paul Video From Our Own Nate Evans
Ron Paul Video From Our Own Nate Evans Click Here For Website with High Quality Versions HIGHTIDEPROMO. com Click Here for Article: JonesReport Nate, you did it again! Click Here For Website with High Quality VersionsHIGHTIDEPROMO. com Click Here for Article: JonesReport Nate, you did it again!

Contest
Ok so I am in my first contest and it is an auction. The auction runs until the 28th of March and the highest winner will own me for 1 month and all the goodies I have to offer. Do you wanna fu own me? there is the link! may the best person win :P Thanx y'all

Who Is Fuchsia....
she stands twelve feet above the flood she stares alone across the water the loneliness grows and slowly fills her frozen body sliding downwards one by one her senses die the memories fade and leave her eyes still seeing worlds that never were and one by one the bright birds leave her... starting at the violent sound she tries to turn but final noiseless slips and strikes her soft dark head the water bows receives her and drowns her at its ease... i would have left the world all bleeding could i only help you love the fleeting shapes so many years ago so young and beautiful and brave everything was true it couldn't be a story... i wish it was all true i wish it couldn't be a story the words all left me lifeless hoping breathing like the drowning man oh Fuchsia! you leave me breathing like the drowning man breathing like the drowning man

This Is The Truth About Marines
U.S.Marines are.... Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket

Nsfw......
I was thinking of taking some pix that were adult oriented. Would anyone bother even looking? I have been lucky enough to see some nsfw pics. So I thought I would ask b4 I just went and put them out there. I know guy pix are never very creative or great to look at, but thought I'd ask? Please feedback...

Chapter 5
THE MURDERS .5. The ghost of Matthew grabs Steve with his hands, picking him up off the ground and strangles him. The ghost drops him and Steve falls to the ground gasping for air. The ghost then grabs a knife and stabs Steve in his stomach. Steve looks down at where he’s cut and looks at his hand, which is covered in blood. The ghost grabs his hand and cuts off his fingers one by one. Steve is screaming in fear because he doesn’t want to die. Ryan, Sammy, and I try to help Steve get up, but the ghost pushes us off, making us hit the wall. We all scream, “Stop it!!!” but we were too late. The ghost cut out his heart and threw it at me saying, “You weren’t suppose to find out. Nobody was suppose to find out and because of you all your friends are going to die!!” We ran to a window and tried to break it with a chair. The ghost grabbed hold of the chair and threw it at us. When the ghost did that, it hit Sammy in the leg and she fell. The ghost came after us and we tried

Will Love Knock Loud Enough?
Love sometimes knocks loud at your heart's door while other times so soft it can't be heard above the daily chaos we all endure. Gestures of love may be misunderstood or unnoticed in the midst of our busy day. Easily misunderstood I am sure. Burdens of our work loads take over our thoughts along with things like what's for supper, did I remember to lock the door, will there be new bills in my mailbox, are the kids doing well in school? Why do we allow our lives to be so busy are we playing the role of a fool? Millions of thoughts racing around, no wonder love sometimes can't be found. HOW DIFFERENT OUR LIVES WOULD PROBABLY BE, if we would but step back allowing our worries to flee. If we stop worrying about the small stuff, the rat race we run. Listen for love to knock, allow ourselves some fun! Back to the basics, new appreciation of the simple things, ... a carefree life to enjoy with another This is what I hope for me and for you, my brother!

The Great Help Upheaval
The world then was far more interconnected than we realize. Because they were separated by vast distances and slow communication, it is often assumed that America, and the world at large, emerged virtually independent from each other in the 1790s. But this is a peculiar form of chauvinism of the twenty-first century, an era marked by e-mail, faxes, BlackBerrys, and cell phones; it is also grossly untrue. The late eighteenth century was stitched together in a myriad of ways almost unimaginable to the modern mind. From the French salons in Paris to the young American capital in Philadelphia, from the luxury of St. Petersburg to candlelight dinners in Monticello and Mount Vernon, from the bustle of London and market stalls of Warsaw to the mysteries of the seraglio in Constantinople and the steppes of the Crimea, great nations and leaders were acutely conscious of one another. And year after year, they watched one another, learned from one another, and reacted to one another. The

Color Of My Heart
Your Heart is Blue and Green Your heart is open and dynamic. You are flexible, optimistic, and expressive. You bring honesty and intimacy to relationships. You're good at expressing your needs to your partner. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

This Is Courage Too
A 19-year-old medic from Texas will become the first woman in Afghanistan and only the second female soldier since World War II to receive the Silver Star, the nation's third-highest medal for valor. Army Spc. Monica Lin Brown saved the lives of fellow soldiers after a roadside bomb tore through a convoy of Humvees in the eastern Paktia province in April 2007, the military said. After the explosion, which wounded five soldiers in her unit, Brown ran through insurgent gunfire and used her body to shield wounded comrades as mortars fell less than 100 yards away, the military said. "I did not really think about anything except for getting the guys to a safer location and getting them taken care of and getting them out of there," Brown told The Associated Press on Saturday at a U.S. base in the eastern province of Khost. Brown, of Lake Jackson, Texas, is scheduled to receive the Silver Star later this month. She was part of a four-vehicle convoy patrolling near Jani Kheil in th

This Is My Heart
This is my heart, being poured out to you. i tell you everything. except the fact...... well i think you know. i love you! you've been through thick and thin with me. you talked to me when no one else would. you made me feel loved. the only time you weren't there, was on the weekends that's only cus, you didn't talk on the weekends. those were the times i missed you. you may not think the same about me , but i had to let you know this. if i hadn't written this then i would be sad. i had to let it out! i had to tell you. this is my heart being poured out to you. i hope you know how much i care. for if we do meet i hope you will love me to!

Me Is All I Can Be
Me Is All I Can Be. I don't think i'm popular. I care bout nothing trendy. I am me and that is all i can be. I like to hyper. I like to be punk. I am original. I am me and that is all i can be. My friends help me to be who i am. Encouragement to be me comes from friends. They tell me "I wanna be like you!" I don't feel special cuz they ain't me. I am me and that's all i can be. Believe in yourself. You are original. You are you and that's all you can be!

Poem About My Ex
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR I WONDER HOW FAR YOU CAN FALL FOR I WISH ON THE WHEN I SEE THE, AND NEVER GET ANYTHING MY MISERY IS ALL I GET IN RETURN THE MAN WHOM ENTERED MY LIFE CAUSES ME PAIN BLOOD I WISH SHED PAIN I WANT TO CAUSE WANTING TO FEEL THE STEEL SLIDE ACROSS HE SKIN WATCHING THE DROPS FALL SLOWLY, REPRESENTING EACH AGONIZING PAIN HE CAUSED ON ME TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR, WHAT THE HELL KIND OF WISHING STAR ARE YOU?

Read It Or Dnt I Dont Care
OK so majorrrr shit went down. like big.... and its making me see the real in people. The government is her to help us. But, it's taking them away from their friends and family and putting them in shitty places like Korea, Iraq, Germany, Cuba.... and they are changing. And, not for the better, they are becoming fragile and angry. The face a saw a soldier make yesterday almost made me cry. He left his fiance and daughter, who he didnt even have to take the responciblity for, for a Filipina Juicy on visa in Korea. (A Juicy is a dancer/call girl, solider's pay for "time" with these girls.) What kind of man in is right mind would do that? I'm not very good at this long blog writing bullshit, but I just needed to say it, I don't care who reads it... I just needed to made it there if someone wanted to... K, g'nite.

Reaper
Poetry of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Voices of the Night THE REAPER AND THE FLOWERS There is a Reaper, whose name is Death, And, with his sickle keen, He reaps the bearded grain at a breath, And the flowers that grow between. "Shall I have naught that is fair?" saith he; "Have naught but the bearded grain? Though the breath of these flowers is sweet to me, I will give them all back again." He gazed at the flowers with tearful eyes, He kissed their drooping leaves; It was for the Lord of Paradise He bound them in his sheaves. "My Lord has need of these flowerets gay," The Reaper said, and smiled; "Dear tokens of the earth are they, Where he was once a child. "They shall all bloom in fields of light, Transplanted by my care, And saints, upon their garments white, These sacred blossoms wear." And the mother gave, in tears and pain, The flowers she most did love; She knew she should find them all again In the fields of light above. O, not i

Club Riot
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. COME CHECK ME OUT IN Club Riotmaker JUST CLICK THE PIC AND YOU'RE THERE brought to you by: HadesFury (repost of original by 'HadesFury' on '2008-03-15 12:59:51') (repost of original by 'DJ CHAOTIC {DJ FOR CLUB WICKED PARANOIA, OWNER OF CLUB RIOTMAKER AND HUBBY TO WICCANFAIRY22}' on '2008-03-15 14:06:45')

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes you will see my soul in my soul you will see were a key was placed to hide all the feelings hold all the pain but now in my soul the key is gone it has unlocked the door the door to my mind that wonders the big questions that are never asked the big questions that never have an answer in my soul is my reason for living my reason to keep going if you look into my eyes you will see the soul of a person that has let everything out let everything go so there is room for the love i feel for you to grow

Funniest Blonde Joke Ever
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help Me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get Started." Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a rooster." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over The table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at th e box, then turns to Her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to Assemble these pieces into anything resembling a rooster." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a Nice cup of tea, and then ." he said with a deep sigh, . .. . . . . "Let's put all the Corn Flakes back in the box."

I'm On Facebook..are You
I do log on, but sometimes I just get fu-ed out. So to my friends and fans...join me on facebook... http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1129722213 If you're already there then find me...if you're not then join and look me up. Later Sin

Amazing Story
well i had the most amazing thing happen to me sat night. and i want to share this with my friends. i have a daughter i havent heard from in many yrs we are talking like 10 yrs or so .and just because of the other side of the family had filled her head with so much bullshit. my beautiful daughter is now 27 yrs old and has 2 beautiful kids. i was on my email account sat night when i had a message come in saying i had a message on myspace i went to check myspace and when i did i had the most amazing thing facing me . i had a message from my daughter i havent talked to in all these years she finally found me i tell you i cant even describe the feeling i had it seems like a dream come true . i waited for so long to hear from her i knew in my heart someday she would find me when the time was right. we have been talking everyday on yahoo and on the phone . she is making plans to come and see me and her brothes and her other sister.so believe me this all made my weekend the best weekend i hav

Poem I Wrote On 6/19/07..i Love This One Alot
She felt the pain within his soul seeping out like no one would ever know trying to reach the pain deep inside only to let out a small sigh it was no use trying to reach the pain that he carried with him how could she help him if no one has ever tried the pain he has is from long ago not ever letting anyone know she wanted to tell him that she loved him but sometimes it was pointless he looked at her like she was not even there silence and pain was in his eyes years of sadness in those brown eyes anger and rage if you looked really close his gental soul was no where to be seen how could this all happen what could it mean she was not ready to give up with out a fight she wanted him to get through this she wanted him to surive but how could she help him if she was not even there a voice on a phone was all she was nothing could make her want to give him up but if he didn't soon open up the silence would kill her he loved her she knew but this silence that he som

Dont Listen To Them.....wrote On 5/28/07
there will always be people who try to start drama just look right past them and ignore what they say don't let thing's go their way don't let them get to you no matter what they say you are your own person you are different in your own way for thats how God made us if you really choose to let the drama in then that's your own fault from the start just remember to walk away keep your head high don't let it bother you just let it die away inside for people will always try to get in your way try to bring drama in your life just push it away and everything should be ok

Don't Mess With A Crazy Ass Bitch! Lol
I had a really good time this weekend despite it's start! We intended to leave by 3:00 so we could get up there early and enjoy ourselves. We should have been there around 5:30-6:00pm. Only there were a couple of snafu's! One is that I ran to Long's Drug store to buy me some new headphones for my Ipod since mine were borrowed from my son and somehow broke! Anyway, I had Chris with me because I had just picked him up from school. When we pulled up to our house, there were about 15-20 kids that looked like bad news walking away from our house. I asked Christopher if he knew who they were? He said no. One of Chris' friends was up by our door and told Chris that he thinks they were wanting to beat up my son! I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Peter was at the hardware store and not home. Chris said that a girl likes him at school and he doesn't like her so her male cousin was going to get some gang kids in Middle School to "jump" him. I about flipped out! I started wa

Re: Leading Economist: Financial Meltdown A "gigantic Fraud"
RE: Leading Economist: Financial Meltdown A "Gigantic Fraud" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 17 Mar 2008, 22:56 Leading Economist: Financial Meltdown A "Gigantic Fraud" A leading economic journalist has described the current financial crisis as a "gigantic fraud", the fallout of a deliberate and preconceived profit agenda to enslave the middle classes in a debt bubble. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/170308Fraud. htm

God Is My Refuge
In Psalm 62:5,6 NKJV the psalmist refers to the Lord as "my rock." "The rock" refers to a place of safety, a place of refuge and shelter, a secure and safe place where you can go in time of trouble. When David wrote this psalm, no doubt he was frightened as he was being pursued by King Saul, who was seeking to kill him. Saul at this point had tasted of the Spirit of God, but the Lord had now left him. The psalmist declared his faith, saying, My soul, wait silently for God alone, for my expectation is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation: He is my defense; I shall not be moved. And who is this Rock? He is the Creator of the universe, the Lord God Almighty, the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the One who created you and me. This is the One David sought as he walked in obedience despite the many threats that came against his life. In every instance, David trusted God to deliver him, and in His perfect timing, God did just that. He was his Rock, his refuge, an

~swore I Wouldn't~
Done gone and confuzed myself on a few thangs... Seem to make my life oh, so complicated when it doesn't have to be. Done went and got myself sum feelings for the untouchable and unreachable(my own fault) it's went beyond boy he's cute... For one like the way he can make me smile and be miles n miles away.... Then to beat all pert well told on myself...(I know I know really blonde moment) got caught in a moment of weakness, thank god only I can know my mind on some thoughts n such A Angel can get. I'mma be as uncomplicated as I can as there's only 1 me and no matter how hard they wanna try I am the only 1 so :P Lmao gotta make myself smile, ya know.... Gotta download sum songs this weekend fix up a devil a cd.... a memory maybe to carry on.... life throws you curveballs and I just got slammed!!!

Self Inflicted
You see these cuts and bruises Isnt this all so amusing I feel the emptiness of just another day in hell My life is so confusing Do this to myself im losing I guess im only proving what every one can see but me And i wont let myself be happy I cut myself just to feel the pain And i wont give up anything for you Im going down and noone can save me Im going down and noone can save me I am cold my legs are shaking Theres no hope right now im begging Just one sign to show me someone out there really cares My clothes are soaked up crying Theres no doubt i know im dying I did this to myself and thats the part i cant believe And i wont let myself be happy I cut myself just to feel the pain And i wont give up anything for you Im going down and noone can save me Im going down and noone can save me Im going down and noone can save me These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted These cuts and bruises are all self i

The Cure - Pictures Of You
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you that I almost believe that they're real I've been living so long with my pictures of you that I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel Remembering you standing quiet in the rain as I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close how I always held close in your fear remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger brighter and whiter than snow and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go Remembering you falling into my arms crying for the death of you heart you were stone white so delicate so lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark Remembering you how you used to be so drowned you were angels so much more than everything oh hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but I never see anything If only I'd thought of the right words I could have held onto your

My Screen Name
My name, Quleets, is my Indian name. It's actually spelled Qu'leets, but that looked weird when I had it as my fubar screen name. It came from my Great Grandmother(Victoria, B.C.), given to me by my Grandfather(Nanaimo, B.C.) in a naming ceremony. And no, it doesn't mean anything. Do ya think you could say it?!*smiles devilishly* It took me a whole year to learn to say it right! Coast Salish is not an easy language, but it's so fun to listen to people try!!!

Unforgettable
In the dark your beauty extended in to the room as moonlight With shyness and fear you grabbed my heart, but kept me far Lightning bugs were flying out side like your silent desire Your earrings were glittering like little stars in the night You were covered by roses I couldn't find your sight I felt sleepy, but I didn't know why,then I opened my eyes I saw your blonde hair flying all over my face You held my hand and asked me ' Can I kiss?' I said, ' We have a long night',and my finger held your lips You were so passionate to know how much did I love you I couldn't explain, because, I didn't know how deep the sea was, but I knew My love was deeper than the sea, longer than sky, more numerous than your hair Beloved, I care for you more than me, and my love is fair ' How much do you care?' that was my question You answered; you were unsure, but more than your inhalation Suddenly, we heard birds were singing and the sun was rising Our love

I Am Tired Of Touching People..
So yeah...the wonderful world of day spa ownership and massage therapy. Too..much. LOL..today I'd like to quit..apply for welfare..and sit around in my panties on the couch and not shower or move for at LEAST a month. Stress central. I am tired of dealing with the estrogen poisoning that happens when you have 13 female employees competing for clients. It's like watching badgers fight. Sick. Oh yeah..and naked people...yup..tired of touching them. I love my job...I like helping people to feel better...however there are ALWAYS those who are just a pain in the ass. They all came in TODAY. I want to send them to a different therapist..preferably one that specializes in happy endings..cuz I think these folks need to get some. Eh..maybe not. I'm not getting any..and my angst level is minimal. Maybe I'll suggest masturbation along with water and a healthy exercise regimen.

Read And Listen To The Words In This Song! This Is A Repost For Rico
OK so wiff all tha talk on fu lately about controversy..oppresion..loss of our rights,,etc etc,,i guess ive been in thought mode..i coulda made a fancy ass bully..but theres no need,,all i ask is u take 4 mins to listen to tha song...watch tha video and think... think bout it....a few of us lost our right and freedom on a website...a manner of oppression possibly.. i guess i jus wonder..the ppl in the 3rd world...where r their rights?...funny our rights on here mean..we can comment rate and MuMM...theirs go to where they sleep...what they eat,,,who controls their country....who decides whether or not their children get educated.. i guess my point is....things aint really so bad when u look at it from the flipside.. my 2nd point bein....how ironic it is that the people who make all the decisions...are the ones in fancy suits...behind their desks..with clean hands..not the ones in tha front line.... so anyways....yeah...listen...feel free to repost...or not...and comment tha b

Blues Traveler. The Mountains Win Again
pick up my smile put it in my pocket Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya Ooh can you feel the same Ooh you gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh I feel it comin' in The mountains win again The mountains win again Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand This time in my life I was hurt enough to care I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share Ooh can you feel the same Ooh ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Yeah feel it comin' in The mountains win again A pocket is no place for a smile anyway Someday I will find love again will blow my mind Maybe it will be that love that got away from me Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight Can you feel the same Yeah ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh feel it comin' i

End Of The Barrel
End Of The Barrel The words are every inspiration in the world, My peace in conversations… … Yet the pain lingers so close, Me life in the fairy tales, The ox and the snake, This poison from a creature, no back bone, Just the tough skin and her venoms fangs….. Ruff hide and the look… of a…… faceless….. With …horns and ….. And….a fresh breath…..of……. Slip and splash…. Crash from the fog with a small sprinkle of the cold morning dew. One footed, a climb through the snow, Don’t build me up to the UN foreseen bliss of ……. Round and around through the blind spot of my thoughts I’ll stop this…. Candy from the cruelest steps…. To the bottom…… …this taste always remains the sweetest…. ….from the end of the barrel….

Grace
Warning: This song is a bit of a tear jerker I don't wanna see, I don't wanna see anything I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be lost again I don't wanna walk, I don't wanna walk far from You I just wanna live, I just wanna live like You do As I stumble to the light of grace You said You'd always have a place for me Got a little scared, got a little scared in the woods And everywhere I turn, everywhere I turn nothing's good Then I saw a little light, saw a little light shine for me And I found a little path, found a little path at my feet As I fumble with the gift of my free will He says hush now, listen to my voice, be still My refuge, my Father The only Living Water I'm weary, I'm broken I've cracked my heart wide open Unholy, unworthy And still You reassure me You knew me Before I new myself I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be lost again

True Love
I love you, without a doubt; I love you, inside and out. Without you, I feel like nothing; But when I'm with you, I feel like something. In my heart, you'll be 'til the end; Let's just hope that we won't end. In your hands, my life rests; To me, you really are the best. Please don't let go.. Please never say no.. I'm afraid of losing you I've only had so few -- So few of great guys like you. I want to be with you through it all; So when I die please don't just watch me fall. Come with me to a place where we can be alone -- Come with me to a place to call our own. I love your hair, I love your smile; Please just hold me once in a while. I love your laugh, I love your face; Thinking of you always takes me to space. You may be grumpy at times -- But I love you all the same. I love you, without a doubt; I love you, inside and out. I wrote this Jamie

Hope
You’re apocalyptic in your point of view The stench of death blankets the feeble mind The kiss of destruction lingers along the jaded soul Your words corrupt Your actions diseased But in your need to dominate.. to control You forgot the soul you left behind Where you see the end , it sees only the beginning As your venom poisons~ It whispers words of love In your disease , it shelters but one seed. Hope Nixy~ March 2008

To All My Friends In Fubar
thank you everyone for making this the greatest birthday and thank you all for the kind comments,messages your all very awesome friends anyone could ever hope to have Hot Comments @ CommentHaven.com Hot Comments @ CommentHaven.com

Bitch
when I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustic and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take a little time for myself instead of being everyones maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be who I truely am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. YOU WON'T SUCCEED. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I

From Wishful Thinking....thank You So Much! :-)
Hi everyone! I would like you all to meet this very wonderful friend and owner of mine. She is one of the greatest people you could ever meet! Always there when someone needs help in a contest, giveaway or leveling. Well she is getting closer to godmother and I would like to help get her there. So if all you wonderful fubarians could please go show her some love I would greatly appreciate it! You will not regret getting to know this wonderful person! ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by : Wishful Thinking@ fubar (repost of original by 'Wishful Thinking ~ Owned by LilBamaGirl~' on '2008-03-20 19:21:28')

Questions
Questions How do I know when the right one comes along, The one to whom i will truly belong, One who is the other half of my heart, Tell me please, where do I start. I want to find the one who's right for me, One in who's arms I will finally be free, Tell me please, what does it take, To recognize my one true soul mate. Is the answer found in a book, Will I know with just one look, Or is it something that must develop over time, Tell me please, how do I find the one that is mine. Is there someone who know it all, The do's and don'ts and how to avoid the falls, Or is the answers written in the stars, Why does it have to be so hard. All I had were the questions in my mind, But no answers did I really find, So I was left just to wander around, Alone forever, 'til it was you I found. DQA

Freds
Fred's Dingaling! A local law enforcement officer stopped a car for traveling faster than the posted speed limit. Since he's in a good mood that day he decides to give the poor fellow a break and write him out a warning instead of a ticket. So, he asks the man his name. "Fred," he replies. "Fred what?" the officer asks. "Just Fred," the man responds. When the officer presses him for a last name, the man tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it. The officer thinks he has a nutcase on his hands but plays along with it. "Tell me Fred, how did you lose your last name?" The man replies, "It's a long story so stay with me. I was born Fred Dingaling. I know, funny last name. The kids used to tease me all the time. So I stayed to myself. I studied hard and got good grades. When I got older I realized that I wanted to be a doctor. I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, finally got my degree so I was Fred Dingaling,

Gravity
You gave away the one thing you held dear It just won’t stop the ringing in your ear Through the glass your world looks hazy The thirst has got you going crazy You’re too far gone I couldn’t save you if I tried Your scars they cut you way to deep So now I’ll put this lonely love to sleep You’re too far gone You’ll waste away in Babylon At the time you couldn’t see That no one beats gravity

Medatation
Although meditation has long been an accepted practice in the East, it wasn't until the 1960s that it gained acceptance in the West. Today, clinical research has proven that meditation has positive effects on an individual's overall health and well-being, and many physicians now recommend it as a way of helping their patients learn to lower their blood pressure. Interestingly enough, Edgar Cayce was recommending meditation in the late 1920s and 1930s, long before its craze in the 1960s. His approach to meditation emphasized mental and spiritual benefits as well as physical well-being. These, as we find, are slow, yet sure, if there will be kept, not only the corrections made occasionally, once a month or such, might be the more often but the meditation; and in the meditation, don't meditate upon, but listen to the voice within. For prayer is supplication for direction, for understanding. Meditation is listening to the Divine within. Cayce Reading 1861-19 Meditation promotes c

Prince Charming
We all try to find aur other half but are we been realistic many people stay single because they are still waiting around for that prince charming ... or Mr perfect ... my thoughts there is no such thing as mr perfct as far as i know we all have aur rough edges and as for prince charming... he was inventid for fairy tales kids stories etc are we really expecting a prince in shining armour to appear in a white horse and take us away ??? well i really doubt thats going to happen question is why do we still hang on a hope of that happening ???

I'm Moving!
Hey kids! Keeping you all updated on my crazy life. I am moving to Maple Valley Washington VERY soon to be with my boyfriend. I am interviewing for a job out there starting on April 1st. So get ready! My life just gets more interesting by the minute!

Prisoner Of The Knight
Prisoner of The Knight You know me not by day, The night is my domain, That is where you come for me. I long for your peaceful slumber, When the spinning of your mind ceases, No longer diverting the pursuit of pleasure. I wait impatiently, Lonely for your touch, Until you dream once again. That place beyond is where you find me, Forever there, I am drunk with anticipation, Writhing, ready for your touch. Impale me, That is what I'm pleading for, Pervasion, The surging passion of union, Divine intoxication; Is it ecstasy or madness? Rest in me; calm yourself in my still waters, Raging as a tempest against your shore, Awaken not, once more without me. A prisoner, existing only for your embrace, Reason erases remembrance when you arise. By day it holds me hostage, or is it you bound by this quest? Always retreating, I keep you with iron chains, Invisible, yet strong as spider's webs, That no man can tear asunder. Goddess, granting secret

Sam
i lose myself in anger, drowning in a haze of memories that make me feel like a child again... playing like a movie in my head, sandwiched by a soundtrack i've been collecting for far too long now. i still remember the hospital scene, the confusion, the tears, the blood, the laughter, and you... the tiny wrinkle of skin in my arms that will never be held again. the faces that surrounded me, i just wanted them to leave. i wanted to be so alone in that moment, because the clusterfuck at that time was that i didn't want you to leave. i couldn't stand to see you go when you had just arrived. you may never know my love for you, my sacrifice, my heartache... but it lives in me, day after day, the same movies in my head. six years later and i'm still broken. six years later and i still cry. six years later and the world takes on a different hue.

Be For Me....
Be my blanket tonight. I need your soft weight lowered onto me covering me warming me Be my wine tonight. I want to become lost in the intoxication your touch brings your kiss carries Be my peace tonight. softly as the morning mist rises off a spring lake tranquilize me soothe me Be my song tonight. let whispers, moans and laughter carve the candlelit night exhilarating stimulating Be my lover tonight, Oh, be my lover. Unknown

Intense Desire
I wanted it bad. I asked for it. I begged for it. I could taste it before I could even lick it. I could smell that smell , that creamy, desireable luscious aroma. It came in my view and i knelt down as if to graceously accept what is being given to me. Damn I love Oreos!!!! LOL!! XOXO

Wouldnt Change Ya For Anything In The World>>poem
Your the one I do adore // nothing less or any more ..How can I express , to you how I fell. I know in my heart so deep your the only one for me >... Your words a delicasy to mine tounge and upon my heart as I do put them there... I hold each memory with in and linger thru time with out any end ... For your my love and I know of no other and your always there for me when ever. your real and true as can be and sensitive as such as me. Your fun yet sencere and I get lost in you time and again. Yet There never will be an end to my love over flowing within .For this wonderful.. wonderful man. You Love are the one I speak of no one else there ever was. Xxoxoxo diana

Remembering Omar And Elijah
On April 19, 2007 my 3 and 7 year old grandsons were killed in a fire in Hazleton PA. Many of my friends here supported me during this trying time. Today March 23, 2008 would have been Omar's 8th Birthday on Friday March 28, 2008 Elijah would have been 4. I miss them

First Contest
Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar

Thanks 4 Everything
I guess I just want to say a quick thank you to anyone and everyone who's viewed my page even once or left a positive message to help boost my self-esteem, but I've realized that this is not the way to make myself happy, and for as much as it's nice to hear a compliment once in a while, it's time for me to sign off. I will be deleting my account within the week so like I said, THANK YOU so much to those who showed interest and left the great comments. True or not, they were a temporary confidence boost and made me almost believe I had a reason to feel good about myself. Good luck in life to each and every one of you, and may you some day experience true happiness.

Random Shit
Random shit that has happened within the last 2 hours. I'm eating a mystery popsicle. I don't know what the flavor is..but I dig it..so it's ok. My snake fell off of his branch..into his water..and hissed...as if he wasn't the idiot that fell in. I had some chick pull the "stay away from my man" bit on me for a friend...lol...unnecessary. I changed into my new tank top/girl boxers combo..and it rocks. YAY pink! I found a pic of my twin brother and myself and my son that I'd never seen before..was cool I watched SouthPark in Spanish...Cartman sounded like Cheech Marin. You're excited..I can feel it.

More Quizz
Take this quiz: 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners. Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. 3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. 4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated

Male Or Female ?
A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. - "House" for instance, is feminine: "la casa". "Pencil", however, is masculine: "el lápiz." A student asked what gender is 'computer? Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computadora"), because: 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; 2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else; 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and 4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your p

Questions And Answers
Sometime you think you have all the answers and sometimes the answers only lead to more questions. thats about the way I can describe my life right now. The more I think I know the less I find out I actually do know. Ive started down a path that I thought I knew where it was going only to find myself even more lost. The truth is Im the kind of person the makes up my mind to do something and wont stop until it is done. Ive kind of made up my mind but all ways to get there just seem to not take me where I want to go. That is frustrating me in a ways I never would have imagined. Its like I woke up one morning and found that everything is not what I thought it was and I was trapped going a direction that is completely different from what I want. I sold out and took the easy path for a long time. Now the easy path isn't easy any more and I want to go somewhere else. So now Im faced with having to rethink everything. Ive realized Ive been watching life from the outside instead of l

Fubar Low Raters
I'm not sure what the epidemic is going on around here, but there are some people that just don't get it. If I were to even think of rating someone low, I would rather not rate them at all. Everyone should be very aware of the following person. I will update should others occur! Grim_Reaper87@ fubar

Do You Know How Bad>>aa Lady Wants A Man>>poemt You
Shewant to hold ya or kiss ya or be under the sheets with ya. Dream and dream of ya and long to be close to ya. These are the things a gal wants with a man of her chosing > Lust want , to feel his breath upon her skin , tounge kissing and touching with in , to be endevered more into his arms ,locked as one. Heart on fire , passion and lust ,are the ultimate thrush ofdesires . Oh what it all lead to orgasam for her and something for Him... Screaming out of the most desire is her sounds and her crys. while your so engaged in what ever , and where ever she takes you to, Heaven on high and back down again though you know not why. . Poem But you do reach a heavenly high.. by Diana

Crazy In Love At Love>> Poem
we are at that, Crazy and adorned .. Always wanting so much more . Lust is a powerful thing but love is carzy, we say this again and again. I love you my dear man and you seem to love me < I do understand...Body lauange is starting to show.. Moves we make , as we do let go. Give into temptations that run high, It will go on hours thru the night..Deep breaths of warmth and some of the finest sexy things worn . We disrobe soon to be in the nude , you and I are about to conclude , what our souls bodys longed for . Lust and love forver more. Tantling sighs go on and on thru out the night. As passions are a running high, throbbing sensations and given in to the temptations > Crasy as crasy does, who cares as long as its us , who revolves in this beatiful Lust. Kisses are wet and so is she as her guy inter s thee. Oh a sigh and he is looking now , at her in a reddish heat as he seems to go from head to feet , she on top or under , its about to burst into a thunder of and ending

The Most Romantic Thing
Well I was reading a mumm on what would be more romantic, a special dinner or a walk on the beach. That got me thinking, what really is romantic? I guess, and I don't know this for sure, but I think its when you make a really big effort or sacrifice to show someone you love them. When you show your adoration maybe? When I was a teenager there was this boy who liked me. He was my brother's friend and I did not feel it was right to get involved with him. He was three years younger than me. I felt uncomfortable with that. AND he was my brother's best friend. Me and my brother lived in a house together for a while, with no parents. Yeah it was not normal, my mother moved out and left us there. We were teenagers. I don't get it either. Anyhow, my brother's friend, lets call him Joe, was always there. Always there. And then we wound up working together at a job. Yeah, we were around each other a WHOLE lot. He tried so hard to get to me, and I kept pushing h

More Sex?
~Pervertology~ ~Noun~ ~Pronounced~ {pur-vur-tol-o-gee} The study and experiments with food, small animals, and inanimate objects for sexual pleasure in the name of science. ~Pervertologist~ ~Noun~ ~Pronounced~ {pur-vur-tol-o-jist} An individual who studies and experiments with food, small animals, and inanimate objects for sexual pleasure in the name of science. Also, see MetalGirl_1

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Thinking Of You
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Meet You In My Dreams
Meet You In My Dreams Close your eyes and touch the air For in the breeze, I am there Surrounding you with loving grace Warming your body with my embrace So let's dream together and make it last We can take it slow or take it fast Because the only thing I want tonight Is for you to kiss me and hold me tight Gone is the loneliness from a discouraging day In our own passionate world, everything is okay The closeness of bodies gives warmth to each heart Even though many miles are trying to keep us apart Maybe someday we could be more than this To have and to hold instead of only to miss I'll never give up, no matter how hopeless it seems And until that day comes I'll meet you in my dreams

Firefighters Rescue Child Stuck In Mud
CLARK COUNTY, Ind. -- A boy was rescued from a dangerous situation after getting stuck waist-deep in mud Monday afternoon. Officials said the young boy was walking along a creek when he got stuck. His sister called for help. Firefighter Tony Hughes rushed to the scene. "I started my way, working my way down and finally found him," he said. "When I found him he was already up to his waist in mud and he was sinking." Hughes said it was a scary situation. His first priority was to get to the boy, and get underneath him so he'd stop sinking. Once he was able to do that, firefighters were able to lift the boy out and haul him up the ladder to safety. But the rescue operation wasn't over yet, because Hughes became stuck. "That mud down there, it's unbelievable. It's worse than being in a creek bed that's really swift moving," he said. "It's like dough. Once it's on you, it stays on you." After some shoveling and maneuvering, Hughes was finally able to push himself u

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also

I'm Watching
I took a walk down the street to a common place Don't need a gun to blow my mind Carrying crosses for the longest time Why don't you see me go this way? I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold It seems so very real to leave With scheming ideas to excuse Deserted from Love they used to hang on I started to watch myself with mirror eyes I begin to slip away No one's here to reach the other side with me Why don't you see me go this way? I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold It seems so very real to leave...

Days Off
It really is detrimental for me to have so many days off in a row. Makes it hard for me to want to go back to work. Oh well.. Gotta work tonight, and tomorrow morning, and then again Friday. Shit.. glad I looked at my schedule. I actually don't have to work tomorrow morning, but Thursday morning. That's kinda nice. I'm hungry. But I don't feel like cooking again. Bleh. I start my prenatal classes next week. I'm excited :) :)

Love!!!!!!
No Better Match I could sit, wait, and stare be late for something and wouldnt care because Im sitting there right next to you youve got me under a spell, theres nothing I can do, Give me your hand and Ill show you everything there is to show Tell you everything there is to know And give you piggy back rides Boy I just love those pretty eyes, I see you each and everyday Hoping youll never change and always stay the same I could spend the rest of my life with you thinking it was a dream, a dream to good to be true, Id give you pretty things like this and such And tell you I love you this much So please dont leave and let me be because theres no better match then you and me.

Mistakes
MISTAKES, ARE LESSONS WE LIVE AND LEARN BY EVERYDAY THE OTHER NIGHT I MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE AND I ALMOST LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE BC I WAS BEING SELFISH AND NOT THINKING ABOUT HOW HE WOULD OF FELT... AND I ALMOST LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO COMPLETES ME AND MAKES ME WHOLE. THE ONE PERSON WHO TOLD ME ITS OK TO LOVE AND LOVE WITHOUT PAIN....HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND HE ISNT JUST MY LOVER BUT HE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND HE HAS NEVER MADE ME SECOND GUESS HIM IVE NEVER HAD A REASON TO....AND NOW SINCE I FUCKED UP AND MADE THIS MISTAKE THINGS BETWEEN US HAVE BEEN SO AWARD AND DIFFERENT.....BC UNLIKE MOST FEMALES WHO WOULD OF HID IT I CAME OUT AND I TOLD HIM I DID AND SINCE THEN ITS JUST HARD TO TALK TO ONE ANOTHER BC IM SOO ASHAMED OF WHAT I DID AFTER I PROMISED TO LOVE HIM AND NOT HURT HIM I TURN AROUND AND I DO WITH OUT EVEN THINKING AND NOW ITS KILLING ME....BUT BEING THE GOOD MAN THAT HE IS HE DIDNT PUSH ME AWAY AND DIDNT SLAM THE DOOR ON MY FAC

The Commonwealth
The Hare-Hawes-Cutting Act, passed by Congress in 1932, provided for complete independence of the islands in 1945 after 10 years of self-government under U.S. supervision. The bill had been drawn up with the aid of a commission from the Philippines, but Manuel L. Quezon, the leader of the dominant Nationalist party, opposed it, partially because of its threat of American tariffs against Philippine products but principally because of the provisions leaving naval bases in U.S. hands. Under his influence, the Philippine legislature rejected the bill. The Tydings-McDuffie Independence Act (1934) closely resembled the Hare-Howes-Cutting-Act, but struck the provisions for American bases and carried a promise of further study to correct “imperfections or inequalities.” The Philippine legislature ratified the bill; a constitution, approved by President Roosevelt (Mar., 1935) was accepted by the Philippine people in a plebiscite (May); and Quezon was elected the first president (Sept.). When

A Woman
a Woman She is a woman, a mother sister , daughter and wife the best friend anyone can have yes -she is a woman. Her heart is like an ocean infinite in its depth She carries within her much joy and sorrow sadness and happiness the ability to love, and live laugh and cry and to give up dreams She inspires and protects all she loves Inside she stores her treasures Some are broken, many blessed and in all of it she gives as a mother, sister - brandi daughter and wife And as a woman - brandi March 2008

My Oxymoron Is Mighty Weak
“Last night I was trying to do something and Sarah came over with a light stick and tapped me on the side of my head with it. I tapped back a little harder than I should have, and she fell down and cried horribly. I was sorry and wanted to hold her, but Martha shoved me out of the way like I was some monster ... I probably was then. It hurt then to be ignored and I got angry and smashed a plate against our kitchen doorjamb ... it took about two hours to get all the pieces up. Sarah hugged and kissed me before she went to bed, though. I was just so ashamed I lost my temper like that over something so small!” I told this to a friend this morning; it happened after dinner last night, and I hate to think I’ve got the potential or ever the will to become so disregarding and potentially abusive … oh, screw the doubletalk, I don’t want to hurt my kids! I say this with some trepidation (OK, fear; Martha’s been on me about using these ten-dollar words, and as a writer I should eschew – I

Whatever It Is I Doi'm Always Thinking Of You...
PM Dawn with the lyric... Unexpected days off are really cool when they happen... Just sayin’ How is everybody? I hope this finds you all in good spirits and lovon your lives... I’m still recovering from the first day back on the job last night... My body gave out last night. I didn’t quit, my body did... Wanna take the time to say hey and congrats to Jeremy & Diana... I’m happy for you both and 2 greater people could not have been matched. Who knew Liz could play cupid?? LOL I don’t listen to regular radio thanks to the fine people over at Fubar.com & Blue Orion Radio. Check it out... They play what you wanna hear and I can honestly say that they are the only radio station that truly listens to what their listeners have to say... On that same front... DJ’s bugz, jmos23, direct imput, dream king, and lady purr, and divine, thank you guys for making me feel so welcome over at fubar and on your station when I send requests... I appriceate what you do and if my sc

"a Terrible Tryst Of Fate" Excerpt
Amelia stepped out from under the awning and marched across the asphalt with a determined stride. “Find a nice man, settle down, and raise some kids!” she snarled to herself just under her breath. “Some people have no concept of personal space or privacy!” She moved between a pair of Pontiac Grand AMs and stepped in a large puddle she hadn’t spotted due to her inattention. The water splashed up over the tops of her short, black boots and poured down inside. “Just great!” she swore as her toes chilled from the cold soaking. Amelia emerged from between the two cars watching where she was stepping. Almost too late she saw the pavement illuminate from the headlights of an on-coming vehicle. The car accelerated without regards to her safety. She leaped back between the gap but was still hit with a spray of water as the speeding automobile passed her by. The unexpected face full of water made her sputter angrily as she furiously wiped at her eyes. “Wonderful,” she spat sarcastically as s

The Snake
Snakes are romantic and charming. They are deep thinkers and always mysterious. Snakes are graceful and soft spoken. They love a good book and appreciate all of the arts. They lean towards all of the finer things in life. Snakes trust themselves above all others and are seldom wrong; but behind a sophisticated front,Snakes are very superstitious! Snakes are good with money and don't have to worry about finances. Somehow, when money is needed, it appears. In spite of their good luck with money, Snakes should never gamble. They could suffer big losses if they did, but Snakes learn fast. Once they have made a mistake,they never repeat it. They also never forgive you if you break a promise. By nature they are skeptical beings but keep their suspicions to themselves. They are very private and not concerned with the business of others. Idle gossip is not for them. Snakes can be possessive in their relationships with others.They are passionate but jealous lovers. You can never tell ho

Never Have I Seen
Never have I seen such strength shown Strength from a man I have known Facing adversity seemingly with ease While I stood watching weak in the knees Not once did this man seem to waver Even in his time of need, he was my life saver He seemed to worry more about causing me to cry More worry for me than himself, but why? Never have I seen such compassion shown Compassion from a man I have known I know in this part of my journey I have grown Grown because of the strength and compassion I've been shown

Heroes?
Monday, October 29, 2007 Heroes addition I wanted to add this to my earlier blog. I'm in no way saying that what you do is not brave, it is quite brave knowing that you could possibly die doing your job, but, at the end of the day that is what your job is. It's not called hazardous duty for nothing. 10:36 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Heroes....and what really makes a hero. Current mood: annoyed Category: Life Here we are again.....with me ranting on about something that's bugging me. I am constantly hammered with military, police, and firefighters telling me that they are heroes. I beg to differ, and I am sorry if I "offend" any of my friends that are or were any of these people. To me, a hero, a true hero is someone who does something NOT in their job description. It is a police officer's JOB to help those in need. It's a firefighter's JOB to run into a burning building to save people trapped inside. It is a soldier's JOB to protec

Love Is.............
Love is............. Love is.......................... being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength. Love is............................. being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting, the truth, and never pretending Love is the source of reality. Love is.................... an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else. Love is the source of unity. Love is.................. the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individua

My Heart
A heart that weeps That bleeds as one thousand Pain that is brought over time Given strength of the things that it has endured Pain is there joy is almost not Sorrow and pain fills all but a small part Cold seeps in at night when alone A flicker of hope for joy barely exists Love that is barely given Love that is desperately needed The one thing that is limited by itself Love is the one thing that been denied time and time again Death relives all, pain, sorrow, despair, Heartache, hope, joy, and love

Say It Aint So!
Just wanted to say HI HELLO AND HOW THE FUCK ARE YA!!! i've not really been able to get on much this week due to mass quantities of homework and tests to study for and the need to really study.. It's paying off mummer fuckers! I been getting my homework on ... WERD! Anywhoo... I'll be back....soon.. Lvs 4 evers Fxy

Thus It Begains....
Well well well. Guess who decided to start blogging here. LL Well if you are reading this you must be board! But feel free to read to your hearts content. Life is adventure. And since no-one seems to be writing about my life...I guess it is up to me! :) Happy Reading!

Words To Live By (for My Ladies Friends)
A little something to live by.... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he tr

Tribute
In tribute and in memory of the fallen. God Bless them and their familes. Tribute to the Fallen - Some Gave All -------------------------------------- Tribute to the Americans who "gave all" in Iraq and Afghanistan since the start of hostilities. Pictures of 2,500 of the more than 3,800 military people who died in the service of their country. Mothers, Wives, Sisters and Daughters -------------------------------------- Tribute to the women in the military who died while fighting for us in Afghanistan and Iraq. Includes some pictures of the woman as civilians and includes some pictures of their memorials.

Oh Yay Another Day Of Pms Shits
So a family member so nicely put me down today all because I can't be stuffed dressing up all the fucking time cause I do manual labour as my job. really what the fucking point?. sweating buckets and having makeup on is a bloody waste of time and money. besides I have family members in real life giving me a talking down for putting stuff on my face. yeah hate me I have perfect skin tone when I'm not red in the face from working my arse off. Seriously my body type is classed as amazon woman when in really fit and groovy kinda way.....but that is just way toooooo much fucking work.so I'm tall and I love that fact dwarfing average sized men is sooo bloody amusing. the down side is that I am this tall and I don't like average sized men which there are plently of. why is really tall guys for short women?. my only thought can only be lurd and not really nice, so I won't go there....but the one I know will know the answer to this. So with lack chocolate and not much beer left I am stuck wit

Warning: Do Not Bid On...
Danny@ fubar I won him in an auction & sent the fubucks. He thanked me a few days b4 the end of the auction for bidding on him then today after I paid him last night he decided to back out saying I had too many photos/stash. Sorry but in my opinion either put a limit or be prepared to rate a lot if someone has a lot. He sent the fubucks back but the whole thing is, I won him fairly this shouldn't have happened. Dat Boy@ fubar LOSTFOREVER WHO WILL FIND ME?@ fubar I won these two recently and they have yet to do a single thing lostforever hasn't even responded to any of the emails I sent her! I will never again pay someone b4 talking to them from now on I am sick of this crap!

Ä §låvê'§ þrå¥êr
Ä §låvê'§ þrå¥êr Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete,as he makes mine.

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Differences Between A Slave & A Submissive Many ask if slaves truly exist. In the way a dictionary and history define slavery, no they do not exist in most modern countries. (Though there is some contention that slavery rings do still exist in secret) Most people in civilized countries generally agree that the legal ownership of another human being is immoral and thus make it illegal. However, in the world of BDSM, one will find that some of the people involved call themselves by many different terms; one of these is the term "slave". Of course, this often raises the question of how is a slave different from a submissive. This question often is met with outright hostility, disbelief in the existence of slaves and the thought that the words slave and submissive (as nouns) are interchangeable terms within the context of BDSM. Many will not agree with any of those thoughts, and I am one of them. I have spent a great deal of time talking with slaves in the honest attempt to bette

I Swear To God This Time It’s Gonna Last...
Joshua Kadison with the lyric for the day... When you’re a suicidal mess it don’t take much to set you off and triggers... Well, they can come from anywhere at anytime... Just sayin’ Wanna give a big what up and I hope you feel better to my girl kris (she goes by whisp & I call her whispy at home). I’m thinking of you and prayin for you and your dad. Don’t worry, God’ll take care of you both. Well, I made it through my first week at work and let me tell y’all I earned these 2 days off if for nothing else than having to put up with the shit I had to on my first night. Tiffany will get it... Comming into extra money is so boss, specially when you never asked for it... Just sayin’ one mo gain... Hey Tonia, I’mma steal you, roxxi, your sister, and lady P!! We have terrorizing of a ceartain captan no nuts to do!! All hail the woman of 10,000 purses who can eat, text, and apply make up, all while driving 80mph! :) on the brink of death I still manage livin’ life

Whew...glad My Brain Isn't Manly!
Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! What Gender Is Your Brain?

I Got Owned!!!
That's right I got owned! Bought in an auction by a very sweet woman......LSD's Shell, she's my new owner LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar No go show her sum luv and tell her that her slave sent you!

Free Speech
I posted a mumm about the mini series HBO is showing on John Adams our 2nd President of the U.S. the mumm was simple: are you watching it and what are your thoughts or are you not watching and why. Now i realize this isn't a mumm but most of the mumms posted aren't mumms so no big deal. Fubar admins delete my mumm saying it is either offensive or nsfw in its nature. how in the world is a mumm about a tv show on American history offensive or nsfw in the fubar world? Is Fubar unamerican, maybe British owned? When I inquired about the reason on the 24hr live chat i was directed to a "blog" which explained nothing and then my right to inquire more was banned by the admins who i am guessing would rather discuss the latest non deleted mumms on penis/breast size or should i cheat on my husband/wife. Which of course fubar doesn't consider offensive but American History tv is offenisive I don't mind if they delete my mumm just tell me why in more exact term and allow me the RIGHT

Our Purpose Is Purposeless
The most solid comfort one can fall back upon is the thought that the business of one's life is to help in some small way to reduce the sum of ignorance, degradation and misery on the face of this beautiful earth. --George Eliot

Doing What I Preach....
Well...If you know me Im very into Animal Rights and Against Anything to do with Harming an Animal. I do understand its 'mother nature' But its just not my thing. For several years now All the meat I have eaten has been Chicken, Turkey and Fish! Purticualary Salmon. Ive had alot of issues with all the Extinction of animals and abusiveness Slaughter Houses do and the Illegal Mills/Slaughter Houses out there. Eating any meat would be paying these places so I have sucked it up and admitted Im preaching but Im not doing! I need to talk and walk what i preach! I am not going Vegan...just Vegitarian! Due to the fact... I need Eggs for Protien, and Cheese is a must..Cant give up cheese haha. Since so far to my knowledge cows/goats do not get harmed for they're milk! So in that case... Im Declaring starting today 5pm I am now going on a Vegitarian Diet till I die! No rude comments on this blog please they will just be deleted due to this is a blog my thoughts if I wanted mean comments

Something I Always Like To Remember!!!!!!! And Its True
Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offence. Love keeps no score of wrongs; does not gloat over another's sins, but delights in the truth. There is nothing love cannot face; there is not limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love.

Wrestlemania 24 Results
WWE WrestleMania 24 Results - March 30, 2008 Date Added: March 30, 2008 Story By: Devis Owens John Bradshaw Layfield vs. Finlay [Belfast Brawl] JBL is introduced first, arriving in the limo per usual. Mid intro we are shown the video compilation building up to the match. We cut back to see JBL in the ring and then promptly cut back to the video compilation. Now we have Finlay being introduced as we cut back from the compilation. Finlay comes out with Hornswoggle and they make their way to the ring. Finlay charges the rest of the way as he walks the very long entrance ramp. JBL kicks Finlay as he slides in and the brawl starts outside the ring with JBL throwing punches Finlay sends JBL into the steel steps and rolls him back in the ring and now we have a bell. Finlay drops a seat across the sternum of JBL and goes outside to get some weapons. Finlay slides in and JBL grabs a trash can lid and clocks Finlay across the face then delivers a short-arm clothesline. JBL outside to get the

***my Love Style***
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Hope
It has been a while since things seemed to go right for me. I have been going through a lot recently and been trying to face things that are ending and pick up the scattered pieces and put them back together. Thanks to a couple of really GREAT friends...things are starting to finally look up for me. I know, I know...patience is a virtue and I plan to have just that...but I feel like something is finally going my way!!! It's about damn time...I wanna be happy too...and so far that I am!!!

Put On Your Traveling Sandals!
“As they ministered to the Lord, and fasted, the Holy Ghost said, Separate me Barnabas and Saul for the work whereunto I have called them.” Today’s study of Acts 13 is starting with verse two because Barnabas and Saul are the ones who were given their marching orders in Antioch. As the third largest city in the Roman Empire, Antioch (you can tell this setting from verse one) was a commercial center where a variety of peoples gathered to do business and, in the case of the burgeoning Christian church, fellowship. Verse one refers to “certain prophets and teachers” in Antioch such as Saul and Barnabas along with Simeon called Niger (or Simeon the black, a reference to his complexion and the region of the Empire he was from near the present-day Niger), Lucius of Cyrene in present-day Libya, and Manaen who’d grown up with Herod Antipas, the ruler who met his end in chapter twelve. The call of the Holy Ghost was not to be denied and, unlike the spread of the church up to this point, w

Come Help Out My Friend! She Needs Bombers!!
This is Dragonphyre! She is going for a Happy Hour....Needs 50,000 comments & has only 3,486 left to go to reach her goal!! C'mon...go spank her with comments!! She deserves this...she has worked hard for it....... Click the link to get to the contest pic.... Also, she is on the road to GodMother'ing....Also been working REAL hard to get there...Go spank her with rates...she returns the love... ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar Tell her Mysticfairy sent ya! Thanks Guys...

Don't Understand Ppl
Ok I'm here on my little soap box and i really have to say i don't understand ppl sometimes!!!! Why do you have to be childish and shit when you have a problem with someone instead of just going to the person and saying "hey FUCK you" i don't like you and either you 2 decide to part ways or you figure out a resolution to the problem? Instead of playing the fucking childish ass games of: "oh well i can do this and i'm going to fuck you up"!!! And another things.........why can't ppl just tell how things are? Why oes everyone feel the need to sugar coat things? WE ARE ADULTS PPL!!!! IF YOU CAN"T HANDLE THE TRUTH AND THE BLUNT FORCE OF THE TRUTH...........LIVE WITH IT!!!!!

Names
I just saw one of those stupid name mumms and ofcourse made a nasty comment. Which is what I do, but in reality it is nice that people actually think about what they are gonna call their baby, even though some names are hideous and I wouldn't even name my enemy that. I asked my mom once if she ever picked out a names for me before I was born. Her answer was: "we didn't want to jump ahead in case you were born dead or ugly." I mean, WTF!!! Not only that, but I went without a name for about 2 weeks before they declined my grandpa's advice for a name Alisa because if I turned out ugly, a pretty exotic name would just be a mistake. So they name me the most common name in Russia in the 80s, which is ofcourse Natasha. In school I had to share my uber common name with 6 people in my class alone, including the teacher. Gddammit, now I'm bitter

The 10 Most Important Things
The 10 Most Important Things Are... LOVE The Special Feeling That Makes You Feel All Warm And Wonderful. RESPECT Treating Others As Well As You Would Like To Be Treated. APPRECIATION To Be Grateful For All The Good Things Life Has To Offer. HAPPINESS The Full Enjoyment Of Each Moment. A Smiling Face. FORGIVENESS The Ability To Let Things Be Without Anger. SHARING The Joy Of Giving Without Thought Of Receiving. HONESTY The Quality Of Always Telling The Truth. INTEGRITY The Purity Of Doing What's Right, No Matter What. COMPASSION The Essence Of Feeling Another's Pain, While Easing Their Hurt. PEACE The Reward For Living The 10 Most Important Things.

Inside A Girls Head
: When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and doesnt want to show she still cares ____________________________________ When a girl makes a fool out of herself on purpose She just wants to see you smile _______________________________________ When A girl says "I promise" She means it with all her heart ___________________________________________ When A Girl cant look you in the eye Its because she's afraid that you don't feel the same way as she does ____________________________________________ When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile =) ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug She will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into e

Is.it.true?
hey girls this is the guys and we have something we would like to say to u We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad.... It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel

The Cruelest Prank Of All
So, I've been sick. Not the puking, feverish sick I was last week. The kind of sick that has had me writhing in pain and running to the bathroom so often I should have just camped out my bathtub. I've been occupying myself with Monty Python, "the innernets", books in between trips to the loo. Yesterday I seriously started to wonder what the hell was actually being expelled from my body considering I hadn't eaten in two days. Every time I went I was scared I would find a kidney or something in the toilet bowl. It's puzzling and quite illogical. Is the flu male, perhaps? It's really been awful. On top of everything, I haven't been sleeping. That's been a problem for quite awhile now, though, so I don't hold the flu responsible. I've had a crazy head as well as crazy bowels. Aren't I a lucky girl!? Anyway, when I woke up this morning (yay for FINALLY getting a bit of sleep) I had not one little twinge in the mysterious area that compiles my abdomenical (I don't think that's a real

Damn
Finally landed an art gig that pays pretty well. Currently just kickn back and doing t-shirt designs but if all goes well then ill be looking at my own gallery showing inside of 3 months. heres hop'n kiddies.

Lifes Hardest Test
She's been broken Spirit,body,and mind She cries in her coffee She cries in her wine Hiding in her house Too ashamed to tell The truth of the bruises The pain and of the hell. When they are with friends She is his adored queen When they are alone She is the dirt neath his feet For far too many years She has taken his abuse Battered and bruised She felt...what's the use. She was tired of the pain Ready to end her life Watching her last sunset She asked herself why Why did she stay? Without chains to bind Thats when she left Took back her life. She has been mended Spirit,body,and mind She enjoys life now She laughs all of the time The scars remain Although the pain is past Forever to remind her She passed lifes hardest test. R. Broyles

About Me
I'm me in so many ways to so many people. I consider myself a good person with a good heart, for sure. I'm someone who loves a good laugh, its good to laugh. So you would have to be funny too, gotta have a great sense of humor and be sarcastic. I can be a lil sarcastic at times. I maybe shy at first, and then Ill be good. Can be silly.Love my music. The outdoors. Id like to meet someone who is trusting, honest, caring and knows how to treat a lady. I am a blooming flower waiting to be sucked by a bee to taste my sweet and juicy nectar of life. I am like a bomb shell that melts you down. I am like a sun scorching and flaming with sex appeal. I am like a hot tub that makes you warm and relax. Hold me close so i can feel you hard inside me. Let's talk sometimes, I am teaserbabe101 at hut male that come...

Wanna Own This Country A$$?
WOOOOT WOOOOT AND HOWDY Everyone! HI ALL YOU FU-PEEPS I’M CHRIS OWNER OF COPPERHEADS LOUNGE AND I’M FOR SALE TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!!!!! COPPERHEADS SISTER LOUNGE THE WILD HORSE SALOON IS SPONSORING A AUCTION JUST CHECK OUT ALL THE THINGS I HAVE TO OFFER MY POTENTIAL FU-OWNER CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND BID ON ME!!!! MY PROFILELEAVE ME SOME FU-LUVS (¯`·._«۞ÇØßRÃ Çĥ®ĩ§۞»_.·´¯)♫ ØΨñ€® Øƒ Çøþþ€®ĥ€ãÐ§ £øüÑg€™@ fubar

Stop The Games.
This is to that special somebody. If you are going to call me... then DO it and then talk to me. Don't call me from your RESTRICTED line acting like I don't know whom it is then hang up after I say hello. Stop the DAMN games. -Rafael

Red Is My Fave :d
You Are Apple Red You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun. And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial. Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well. However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you. What Color Red Are You?

Today's Out Of The Womb Report
MINOT, ND – I’m nine months old today! Daddy (I did say “ah, dad” this morning standing in my crib hanging onto the bars as I woke for the second time) loaned me the babyneese translator in his wallet and typed in what I’m saying when I’m not drooling for a few minutes. Nasty habit; I hope I’ll get out of it, but my twelve-year-old cousin Breanna STILL hasn’t! I remember drinking my milk before going to bed (I really like milk, it’s better-tasting than that formula Mom and Dad were giving me for months, but I didn’t have teeth and that’s all I could eat) last night and Dad told me he took me up just as Mom was coming down putting Sarah, my big sister – hey, she’s not that big, only a head taller than me – to bed! Because Dad carries me, I still get to hear the cool lullaby he sings at night. I woke up at five this morning, and I still don’t know why. I was wet and after Dad brought me now and we slept for a bit with Mom and Sarah, who woke up forty-five minutes earlier, he

Opening A Lounge
hey everyone i want to open a lounge but not for sure what kind im a country boy into nascar and football and wwe but i want all my friends to join my lounge and work for me so i need help any ideas thanks

Dj Gemini Live Wednesdays 9-11 Est
The Hocking Radio Lounge is proud to present: The Hump Day Dance Party Live Every Wednesday Night From 9pm – 11pm Featuring: DJ Gemini aka aGEM4life ♫♪♫HockingRadio™♫♪♫@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: "AngelGurl"@ fubar (repost of original by '"AngelGurl"' on '2008-04-02 17:01:17')

Skull Crusher Radio
THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES THEN COME JOIN US IN THE NEWEST STATION IN FUBAR AND ON THE NET WE ARE LOOKING FOR STAFF AND DJS COME JOIN US AND MEET SOME OF THE HOTTEST LADIES IN THE HOUSE ORDER SUM DRINKS OR BEER OR SHOTS WE GOT IT ALL!!

Az Swinger
hey all my peeps on fubar my birthday is cummin up and my wife would like to start meeting people to see if there what shes lookin for bring in for the fun hit use up if you would like to meet us couples females NO SINGLE MEN

Be You.
"Develop who you are and remain true to your higher self and your integrity will be an inspiration to others. Show your strengths when necessary, even if it is in being gentle or humble. Do your best to find the good in all people and stand and speak up against wrong doing. Respect the earth where you stand. Many parts of Mother Earth are also held captive behind concrete and steel. Do your best to recognize inspiration from the Creator. Never be too proud to say you were wrong or too fearful to stand up for what you know is right" ~ Leonard Peltier

Mixed Writings
I fell away what more can I say This evil feeling evolves inside me I won't let it out I can't replace this screaming face Feeling this evil sickness that Flows like cancer inside my veins Why won't you die Your blood in mine We will be fine Then your body will be mine So many words cannot describe my faith This feeling has evolved So soon to break out I cannot relate to a happy state of mind Feeling this blood run inside me Why is everything so hard for me Keeping me down to what you think I should pay Must you temp and provoke me Keep on trying for I will not die that easy I have watched you change And I have looked away Like you never had wings I took you home and set you on your path Ripped off your wings and I laughed Then I have watched the change in you Watching you feel so alive I look at your soul And I look away Wishing you can blow me away Why won't you die Your energy in mine We will be fine Then your soul will be mine You think your smart

Goodbye My Love
Goodbye My Love Thoughts of you fill my head but us as of know I consider love dead For I've shot you dead in the heart Not knowing I've reviewed the worst part The The wound of love so deeply shared Not knowing if you even cared If you return I'll be able to show This love that inside me continued to grow After you had walked out my door Before that love was never in store I've lost you and so it seems That you'll never come back to me again

Miss Me Miss Me Now You Gotta Kiss Me
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Raging Fear
My heart was bound It was shattered and torn While hidden in darkness The hate was born I ran from friends And hid from lovers No one getting close Under covers Felt it bleed Felt the pain Too much hurt Never again No more love No more lust Ashes to ashes Dust to dust Heart is locked Guards never down No more tears I won't drown Scarred for life Burned by fire Careless feeling Empty desire Just one emotion Hate, My dear Forever fed By raging fear

Better Days Ahead
Well, it is Friday. I am glad for that. It was a shitty week to say the least. Yesterday was good though. I decided to send my son a text saying "I love you no matter what" and he sent a text back saying "I love you too". He came home in a good mood despite his girlfriend making him mad. I talked to him about his homework without him yelling at me about it. He told me he really is trying and wants to do good because he really wants his license. I do believe him and think that most of the problems we have been having with him is him being angry at himself for getting bad grades and lying. I think he is disappointed in himself and takes it out on us like it is all our fault. It is just really hard to make him see that he is doing this. It is also very hard to control my temper when he blames us for his fuck ups. But....I did not shed a tear yesterday, not one. That is fantastic considering I have been crying most of the damn week! I also got a call from my friend who

What A Pity
Being force-fed religion while growing up gave me a bitter view of blind faith and religion in general. Consequently this story made me incredibly angry. The autopsy revealed that eleven year old Madeline Neumann died of a treatable form of diabetes. How does an American girl die of a controllable disease in this day and age? It’s a sad case of blind faith in nothing; her parents wouldn’t take her to the doctor because they believed God would heal their daughter. Instead of trusting medical science Madeline’s parents chose to condemn this vibrant young girl to her death by relying on faith. The Mother Leilani Neumann, claims that she and her husband Dale Neumann, did no wrong in neglecting to take Madeline in for medical attention. She also stated that “Our lives are in God’s hands.” I can only hope that God takes equal care of the parents.

Just Wondering?
How many people let someone you want pass you by? Because you are too STUBBORN to admit what you could have, or two egotiscal? To really just want that person so badly; Yet you know damn well you can’t have em, or they won’t tell you HOW THEY FEEL OR WHAT THEY WANT. Then when you do have them, you just don’t know how to treat them. They play games with themselves. Then it is just too late. Just a thought.

Protect Yourself And Others (please Spread The Word) *shocking*
The Silent Killer No One Talks About More People are infected with this horrible disease than with HIV, though all you hear about on the news these days is all about HIV. You are far more likely to be infected with this virus and not ever know it until it's far too late than you will be with HIV, and no one is talking about it. What is it? It is Hepatitis C and you or someone you love may already have it! Who Is At Risk? Since about four million Americans are infected with HCV and most don't know it, you should have a blood test for hepatitis C whether you feel sick or not. About one in ten people infected with HCV have had no identifiable exposure to HCV. That said, here are several standardly known risk factors: * Intravenous (IV) drug users – even IV use in the distant past. * Those with multiple sex partners or sex with partners who have other sexually transmitted diseases. * Those with tattoos or body piercing done with unsterile instruments.

Fuck Love
hey if your a women and you feel like judging as all men are the same fuck you and fuck all of you. none of you fuuckering men or women know what ive been threw. so before you fucking judge someone. put your sorry ass pathetic lives in mine or someone who has it worse. bc ive been abused beat hurt bye women and my family. and have made mistakes and all kinds of things you wouldn be able to ahndle of you were in my shoes. im all real and im me. if you dont like it hers my address 3810 oboe dr 40216 louisville ky and heres my number mother fucker 15023651154. and dont call to scare me. come to my door step. ill blow your fucking head off. and yeah i carry weapons. and knives. im tired of people running their little pathetic mouths online like they know what the fuck their talking about. and women. until you know how all men are fuck you. bc im not all men. i am one of the most loyal and passionate guys there is. i know how to treat a women. and for the ones who read this and want to talk

Rants And Raves!!!!
I have had a bad day. I hurt all over from my illness, now I think that nerve thats runs at your back is hurting very badly. Feels like my hips are on fire!! Cause of that I was unable to get any sleep today or last nite before work. To top that off I have been in a very pissy mood! I just want to rip peoples faces off! My moods have been goin gup and down and all around. Good thing the plant is closed tonite, so that makes things easier on me. Plus I got this number of a little hottie who I want to call but because of all this, I don't want to for fear of making her mad. Its only been close to a week, since I told her I would call, but things have kept coming up!! So today I am sooooo hating things, soooo very much. Also I am bored out of my mind and restless can't sit still, which is a good thing cause the pain is less when I stand and walk around! Well thats all for my s**t, Later All!!!!

Femme Ambrosial
Femme Ambrosial by Me Gently caressing the pedals of you my delicate flower Watching the pedals opening so softly The fragrance of the blossoming silk is mesmerizing As the taste of your nectar so sweet and luring Smelling the powerful sweet odor is overwhelming With you cradled in my hands is where I want you to be

Hopeless Romantic
Hopeless Romantic by Me Hopeless romantic am I thinking how easy love will come Hopeless romantic am I being as honest I could be Hopeless romantic am I giving a kiss to that special one Hopeless romantic am I cause being alone I didn't foresee

Celtic 0-1 Motherwell
Celtic 0-1 Motherwell By Thomas McGuigan Lappin gave Motherwell the lead with a cool finish Celtic's hopes of retaining their SPL title were all but extinguished as they crashed to defeat against 10-man Motherwell at Celtic Park. Despite dominating for long spells, Gordon Strachan's side failed to score. Simon Lappin gave Motherwell the lead in the 33rd minute when he clipped the ball home after Artur Boruc palmed away Marc Fitzpatrick's shot. Bob Malcolm was sent off for a high challenge on Massimo Donati, but Celtic could not find an equaliser. Celtic, with new first-team coach Neil Lennon in the dugout, made two changes from the side which lost to Rangers. Donati replaced Paul Hartley, while leading goalscorer Scott McDonald was restored at the expense of Georgios Samaras, who was relegated to the bench. Motherwell were without suspended striker David Clarkson, while Steven Hammell was recalled and Keith Lasley dropped to the bench. Donat

Just My Back? What About My Front And Sides?
Psst … this is the blog to read to find out what’s up with us! I still feel it a little whenever I sit down. Thursday night I was carrying Jeffrey downstairs to Martha and Mary and on the wider stairs I lost my footing and slid down the stairs on my butt while holding Jeffrey. Our nine-month-old fell out of my hands and bonked his head on one of Mary’s boots instead of the floor it rested on. He cried out more because he was startled, it seems; meanwhile, I took some Aleve for a bad patch of my lower back that has crept up below my left shoulder blade. I’ve also got a skinned right elbow and a bruise on my hip. Nothing serious; in fact, I didn’t even notice the sprain until this morning after I got out of the shower! After breakfast this morning at church, I got home where Martha expected to relax with the kids and hadn’t even changed for the day. I walked to the fridge to pour the kids some milk (Sarah hadn’t even woken yet, and Jeffrey woke shortly after I left at a quart

German Parties
I just stepped outside and I heard a party going on. In Germany the houses are made of concrete block and brick, and the streets are paved with bricks, so sound gets carried and reverberates. I doesn't happen often, but since I've lived here every once in a while someone will have a party and after a certain point when everyone is full of beer, they will start singing. And they will sing loudly. Very loudly. Till the wee hours of the morning. The party I just heard was pretty far away but when it is close to your house you might as well forget about sleeping. But I still think its a nice thing. :)

Point Of No Return
-This is the point from which I can never return -And if I back down now then forever I’ll burn -This is the point from which I can never retreat -Cuz if I turn back now there can never be peace -This is the point from which I will die to succeed -Living the struggle at least I know I’m alive when I bleed -From now on it could never be the same as before -Because the place that I’m from does not exist anymore -I pledge no allegiance fuck all the Presidents speeches -I’m baptized by America covered in leaches -The dirty water that preaches -Washes out your soul and facial features -Downing you with propaganda -That they spit through their speakers -And if you speak about the evil that the government does -The patriot act will track you down to the type of your blood -They’ll try to frame you and try to say you sell drugs -Throw a federal inditement on all the people you love -This shit is run by fake Christians and fake politicians -Look at their mansions and now lo

"a Heart Torn Out"
Sitten and staring at walls, not hearing the music that is being played!! Not hearing what a person is saying!!! Only emotion shown is the flood of tears coming down your cheeks, as you feel cold and hollow, longing for the joyful feeling of being loved!! Made to feel special, beautiful, and just the feeling of being "alive"!! Frozen even though the temp is warm, all cause you are alone!! And hearing the coonstant repeating of a voice in your heard, saying "you are my world, my heart and my soul", but still can't shake the frozen feeling or the blank stare, and even worse, the tears continue to flood down your cheeks! Becoming all too familiar with the feeling of your heart being torn out!!!!

Heed The Word Of The Brutha
This goes out 2 all of you,I have some of the most beautiful women on my page and this allows me to be remarkable myself.The fact is that women make a man who he is.I am here to make a stand for black men everywhere and all men of all color I will be that voice that says what he feels and how he feels,I am so ready to love.If you ever feel bad and you need to be uplifted contact me and I will tell you why you(women) are so important to this universe each one of you.Again I am blessed to be surrounded by so much beauty.This is for you.I have love for you all and I pray that all of you find what you are looking for in this life,because you only get one chance so love no matter what,but be smart and use your mind to in-sync with your heart. This is for the men that are my friends,it is time for us to leave that tough guy act on the shelf and love the women that we become involved with and be true to her and your children.This is how our future as God's seeds will become brighter.

::guardian Angel
NOTE: These writings are 100% written by me and I better not see anyone stealing them and claiming its thier own work!! I doubt it'd happen but you'd never know =/ Anyways, here's a song I wrote from the heart, I guess everyone can relate to it....comments are appreciated!! "Guardian Angel" Angel oh guardian angel, please hear my cry catch every tear that I'll shed tonight As I fall into the darkness, please come catch me Please lift me up and take me under your wings Comfort me into the dark night as I shed my tears tonight Guardian angel, so fierce and so strong guide me to whats right, help me avoid wrong Protect me from my demons that haunt me As you take me under your wings Comfort me in the dark night as I dream peacefully tonight

Model Shoots....2 Upcoming Shoots!
Gonna be shooting again soon...one with the lovely Angel next Sunday, April 13th, and then 4 days later, I'll be shooting once again with the lovely Kimberly Marvel. I'll be sure to post a pic or two here and there. Once again ladies, if you're interested in a bondage photoshoot with me, please hit me up here. Compensation (based on experience level) will be given...ladies in the Tucson area (or willing to travel here) only.

Sex Tips
Sex Tip # 1 - Place an ice cube in your mouth and slowly explore your partners body. Sex Tip #2 - Have sex in a room entirely lit by candles. Sex Tip #3 - Using a peppermint breath mint, let it dissolve for a minute or two. Perform oral sex on your partner using the mint and your mouth. Sex Tip #4 - Have sex with both partners blind folded. Sex Tip #5 - Cover parts of your partners body with whipped cream and slowly lick it off. Sex Tips #6 - Play M&M hide and seek, in a completely dark room one partner hides the M&M's on a part of their body while the other partner must find it with only their tongue. Sex Tip #7 - Have sex in your car or outdoors. Sex Tip #8 - Pour small amounts of champagne over your partners body and then slowly lick it off. Sex Tip #9 - Three minute foreplay. Let your partner do exactly what they want to you for 3 minutes, then you repeat exactly what they did to you. Sex Tip #10 - Fill a room with your favorite scent and have sex. S

The Game
Ok I want to take a minute to introduce my boyfriend...This is Rich. (i wish he was..lol) He is like 135,000 from leveling and to show him a little appreciation for putting up with my ass (very hard job) I wanna get him leveled today. He is a good guy no matter how much of a pain he is! I even made him all pretty for you and put a bow on top! Lol so swing by and ive him all the rates you can stand -·=»‡«=·-†hê Gåmê -·=»‡«=·-R/L ß£ †ð Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê þrðµÐ Öwñêr ð£ §kµllKåñÐïx³@ fubar ALONG WITH ALL THE LOVE HE WILL SEND BACK YOUR WAY I WILL BE THROWING OUT SOME GIFTS AND FUBUCKS AS THANKS FOR YOUR HELP! So go rape him and then send me a pm and tell me you spanked him for me! DJ*CuffedDesire*(FuOwnedByDjPrick!)@ fubar PLEASE REPOST Get your player at Mp3Profiles.com

Thoughts
So Much More Than A Rose I walked through the field laced with silver and gold. I then spot a rose burning and bold. It was a dangerous red a fiery hue. But I was drawn by the heat no better I knew. I reached for the stem green, consistent with thorns I pulled it from the dirt a new pain was born. Vain, self- righteous thorns punctured my hand. On the apathetic rose dark, angry blood ran. Weary of agony and forlorn with turmoil. I dropped the callous ideal on blood dampened soil. I walk on pondering life's seductive misery. I roam on when I spot pure genuine beauty. A radiant red rose luminate mongst a sea of weeds. More than I hoped for but maybe what I need. I gently plucked it from the ground. It made beautiful music without emitting a sound. I held the long, vibrant stem assimilated with me. Incomparable I grip it passionately. To take my rose would be nothing short of iniquity. It would cause grief and eclipse all that I see. As long as t

Confirm The Friend
commentburner.com You go to it,s side the one which in fact had lacked, you again say something you leave next to the path alone one, somebody stays who raises who carries the friend trip common also the one which alone went on the pain falling even though you saw, a brother you stayed in your cold in vain, he waited for anybody to his side raise the fallen carry the ones which had lacked let one at last to melt,ice of your heart confirm the friend go whit you see it,s which power accessible on the road the one which already had lacked on the ones that have been stretched the battles and heart you are able to raise full of love down again the ones which had sunk.....

Outside The Tale...
So they got their fairytales princes got their princesses and cinderellas got their pumpkin wagons and shoes of glass but there's someone still diving in rabbit holes wandering the endless corridors all windows closed she cannot jump she can barely breathe no one in the halls endless row of closed doors no mad hatter showing her the way just following the trace afraid of every shadow listening to the wind sing its melancholy tune of different world where no one is lost no one is left alone outside the tale maybe one day she'll find her way out of the labyrinth and tell her story and they will listen commentburner.com

A Beginning
Imagine if you will another world living right alongside our's. They live among us, creature's of fairy tales and nightmares. Where nothing is ever what it seem's. They have lived here amongst us for eon's. They saw the beginning and some will fight for our survival. This is the tale of a group of these being's and their struggle for a life we take for granted. In a time before time was recorded there lived a being of pure magic. She was the Queen to all who knew or were magic. She was born in what we now call Egypt. The day she was born a young boy by the name of Teclaumes was givin the task of protecting her. Throughout her childhood she came to know and understand her purpose in this world. She was the key, source if you will of all magick and mystical creature's of this world.

Pregnancy
im so sick and tired of feelng sick and tired. I'm 4 months preg and still sick. It will not go away!!!!!! I have tried everything, nothing works. you would think i would be over this by now, im so depressed

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

Where I Am At Now
Ok, this is going to piss off a lot of people. And I am not going to apologize for anything I say here. So here goes. For the past 30 years of my life, I have done nothing but try to be a good friend and keep everyone around me happy. I have gone above and beyond the call too many times to count. Have been a shoulder to cry on too many times to count. Well, having said that I will say this, no more! Seems a lot of peoples idea of friendship is limited to them only whining about all their problems and fuck what the next person thinks. Over the last week and a half, I have had to deal with some serious problems, like losing two people that were close to me, one was an uncle, the other a long time dear friend. And surprisingly, no matter who I call, they all either have something better to do or are too busy to take a few minutes and let someone other than themselves talk. Funny thing is, the only one that has taken the time to talk to me and truly be a friend is my ex, Heather.

The Strongest Foundation
Think of true love as a house on the beach. I believe true love must first start with a strong foundation of true friendship. A storm can roll through and knock the house of true love down to the ground. With a strong foundation of friendship still standing after the storm, the house of love may be rebuilt with assistance. If there is no foundation of friendship there, after the storm has passed, the house will be totally destroyed and most likely the occupants won't want to invest the time or energy into rebuilding the house. Moral of the story: WIthout a strong foundation of friendship, there can never be true love.

Chiron And The Two Lambs Beside My Throne
sad ,depressed,angry distressed shedding bitter tears and weeping softly never wanted second best,only take whats deemed best will not compromise or bend an inch thats better left to the weaker among the flock no time to waste on all these losers and fake today was sunny and hot,steam and alarms and sand and off in the distance a pair of pelicans chattering away the wind is a curse,stinging my eyes as i toil slowly i gain awareness that nature must be ever violent with man to try and compensate for the poison we return to the earth in bulk imagine it,poisoning your source of life so you can drive places. oh well,as long as i get fu bling i can pretend its not my problem

Help Tinkerbell
Check her out!! Her profile was attacked by a hacker and she was a fu-king. She lost a gift HH and everything so lets show her the love she deserves and level her back up and give her some gifts too if you can!! She is awesome and deserves all you can do for her. Rate her pics/stash whatever you can do to help!! TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)@ fubar

My Yearly Love Horoscope
Leo You idealize having a close relationship and spending time laughing, spending time in the moonlight and romanticizing until the wee hours of the morning. You have been going through a lot of changes in your love life, and not so sure you can deal with the ups and downs that you have experienced in relationships in the past. You may want to enhance your playfulness and creativity by exploring cultural experiences where you can enjoy beauty with your partner. Excitement in your love life and enjoying the high life is very appealing to you now. All these fun and creative activities will help you and your partner to strengthen your communication. Being spiritually connected with another helps you to feel the equal energy of sharing. Your intense desire for feeling connected to your love and taking it to the next step will trigger a need to explore whether your dreams are being reciprocated. Discussions of partnerships and marriage are likely and, through these talks, you gain n

Friend Deleting Session
4/8/08 ~ Just wanted to let everyone know that was on my friends list before, if you don't see yourself it's because I started over. I went from about 2000 ppl on my list to 118 and have started adding only those that I speak to or who speak to me...I am not interested in points or how far in rank I can get I want friends. I do help people level by rating there pics or helping my friends in contests and I don't mind that, but don't add me as a friend if that is all you want, just ask me to help. Anyway, that is about it toodle loo

S Korea Ruling Party 'set To Win'
S Korea ruling party 'set to win' Mr Lee campaigned for the presidency on a platform of economic change Polls have closed in South Korea's parliamentary elections, with the ruling conservative party looking poised to secure an overall majority. Exit polls gave the Grand National Party between 155 and 178 of the 299 seats in the legislature. Winning a parliamentary majority would allow new President Lee Myung-bak to pass the wide-ranging economic reforms he has been promising. Official results are expected at around midnight (1500GMT). Low turn-out The parliamentary polls come little more than three months after Mr Lee's victory in a hard-fought presidential election. He campaigned on a platform of economic reform and revitalisation - but needs control of parliament to pass the changes. "I believe the opinion of the people will be well reflected in this election, which will help our nation's development," he said as he cast his vote. The GNP's mai

Doing My Thing...
So many people are so worried about rates and fans and gifts, they forget to worry about who the people around them are. Sometimes I find myself doing the same thing. I get caught up in the 'please fan/add/rate me' thing that I forget how boring that makes this site. People talk about making 'friends for life', but I don't see that happening, either. Simply put, I want to get to know people off of their profile...I want to see their style, their attitudes, and something about them. There are people on here that I'll NEVER have anything in common with, and that's cool with me and probably cool with them. I want to know, though, so I don't have them as friends or fans or such. Other people are so extremely interesting, though! Names that may mean nothing to you...Echo, Kiko, Foxystar...they're great women, and I like how different they are but so similar to me. That's why I'm on this site. I may NEVER meet them, but at least I know who they are. Yeah, they're others that I rea

Who Is The Crazy One...
just this past week my oldest daughter ran away to her dads.(no formal custody established) anyhow today i was insulted big time from a friend i allowed once again in my life,he knew of all the trauma i have been through. regardless he sent me a "chill pill" and told me how he wished i would never see my oldest again and that he hopes i lose the rest of my children to the same aspects. i want to know am i the crazy one for forgiving and giving a second chance or is he the crazy one? i am putting this as a blog because i do not want any bad willed comments for it is an emotional issue and i trust my friends with this

Please Bomb A Sweetheart, Don't Forget To Rate
Jamiie needs our help! PLEASE... Click this picture and rate it for me... She is in a giveaway for a One Month VIP and needs 25,000 comments. RATES count as ten so please at least rate it. The more comments you can leave the better.

Morning
So this morning I wasn't feeling all too well,I got up at 730am. Ate cherrios (multigrain), then finished burning a CD for someone. I also managed to clean up my pc 1.4 gigs. Wow. so now I'm lounging around till I go see my so called bulimic friend Amanda yeah right shes not bulimic. Anyways, catch you later all! It's also good to be ranked today.

Update
1. I have come to realize that my butt... still hurts when I sit too long! 2. I have come to realize that when I talk... he still listens to everything I say! 3. I have come to realize that, if I love someone... he will always love me back just because he wants to! 4. I have come to realize that, I need... to be by his side or in his arms! 5. I have come to realize that, I lost... my way, but am glad to say that I know exactly where I am and where I am going now! 6. I have come to realize that, I hate it when... I have to be without him! 7. I have come to realize that, if I'm drunk... I have had a very very bad day, so just hold me cuz it doesnt happen very often.(not changing yet) 8. I have come to realize that, marriage.... is something I look forward to, and cannot wait until I get to be a wife again! 9. I have come to realize that, work… doesn't have to be something I don't enjoy! 10. I have come to realize that, I will always be... who I am...

Thxxx!!
thxXx sO mUch 2 all of u whO hElped me lEvel 2 piMp!! nOw i'ma fiNd me sOme fU hOs 2 mAke me sOme fu bUcCs!! lOl.. lUv yA'll 4 reAl... i diD whAt i sAid i wOuld: mOved a nAughty piC 2 my rOadtRip fOlder;) enjOy... n thxXx agAin!! smOoches!! ~*~mS. e niGma~*~

Shit
Its shitty outside and I have a fuckin migraine. A second ago my alma mater college called asking me to participate in their focus group. Yeah, right, they can go fuck themselves with a big plastic dick. I didn't say that, but I said I won't be in town the whole May (lie), and the guy asked if I would be available for just 1 hr. Yeah, fuckin douchebag, let me leave whatever the place I'm going to (nowhere really, but he doesn't know that) and attend your fuckin focus group. ARGHH. I hate that place.

Life's A Bitch Ain't It?? Lol
Dear Wife, I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers . You ate in two minutes, and went straight to bed after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your BEST FRIEND and I are moving to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven years, althou

Socio
I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it's gonna be today Everybody came, but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage I don't know how much i can take Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide I know that "normal" is hard to fake BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me into this Why does it have to be like this? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY(x2) I lost again, today... I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS

Top 10 Reasons Not To Trust Vicious Pitbulls
10. They will steal your spot on the couch while you are up getting a soda. 9. They will take the treat you give them and bury in the back yard like a paranoid crack head hiding their stash. 8. They will jump on your bed with muddy feet. Making you do laundry...again 7. They will lick visitors with an uncontrolled passion only they understand. 6. They will cause children to smile. 5. They will make you feel horrible for not walking them by looking at you with deep sad eyes. 4. They will look at you like you committed a crime against them if you don't let them lick your ice cream bowl. 3. They will cause wide spread happiness in large group settings. 2. They will crack you up by shaking their butts so hard you think they are going to snap in half. And the number one reason why you can't trust vicious Pit Bulls... 1. They will steal y

Heaven--poem
I woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead more al

Untitled As Of Yet
Do you know about the stuff dreams are made of? have you ever been to that level of joy? where true happiness is not a dream but a reality? where anything is possible nothing bad ever hapens I have been there many times my spirit rests there I go there when I can I go there when I'm with you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Too Keep The Little Ones Busy
Bug Fun Dough Make this easy and colorful dough for hours of playtime fun. Kids love it! Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:25 min Makes: 13 Ratings 5 Reviews Rate/Review Read Reviews 1 1/4 cups Original Bisquick® mix 1/4 cup salt 1 teaspoon cream of tartar 1 cup water 1 teaspoon food color 1. Stir Bisquick, salt and cream of tartar in 4-cup microwavable measuring cup until mixed; set aside. Mix water and food color in liquid measuring cup. 2. Stir a small amount of colored water at a time into dry mixture until all water is added. Microwave uncovered on High 1 minute. Scrape mixture from side of cup and stir. 3. Microwave uncovered 2 to 3 minutes longer, stirring every minute, until mixture almost forms a ball. Let dough stand uncovered about 3 minutes. 4. Remove dough from measuring cup, using spoon. Knead dough in your hands or on the counter about 1 minute or until smooth. (If dough is sticky, add 1 to 2 tablespoons Bisquick.) Cool abou

Wondering Where I Have Been
To all my friends, For those fo you who have been wondering where i have been i will tell ya. I havent been on lately because i recently started a new job and i have been really busy. I have missed all of you bunches but my new job has taken to me days so im goin in at 7 and not gettin home till 4 or 5 and its been crazy. I took a job on days because that was the best move for me and my kids i need to be home with them at night so this was all for them. I took a major cut n pay for this but did what i had to do its not all about money for me my kids are the most important yes the money was good but i have to do whats best for my family. So to those of you who missed me now you know whats going on if you care. If you dont then oh well i guess i wasnt talking to you all. You can always leave me some love anytime its all needed and wanted. Also i will be deleting ppl off my friends list if you want to stay send me a private messege letting me know that you want to stay and if i d

Sinful Crew
OH NO SEXXII LALA AND HOLLI ARE AT IT AGAIN... WHAT THEY DOING NOW... WHAT TO COME JOIN THE BEST BOMBING FAMILY ON FU BAR COME JOIN THE SINFULS CREW.. WERE U AINT JUST A NUMBER U A FAMILY MEMBER.... IF YOU WANT TO JOIN HIT UP SEXXII LALA OR HOLLISTER FOR MORE INFO make sure u add rate and fan all member's and say new sinflus member and put sinfuls crew in ur name §ë××îí£á£ä Owner@ fubar hollister Co-Owner@ fubar

Mother Denied Daughter's Organs
Mother denied daughter's organs Mrs Leake said her daughter would have wanted to help her Rachel Leake interview A mother who urgently needs a kidney transplant has branded the system which denied her the organs of her dying daughter as "ridiculous". Laura Ashworth, 21, from Bierley, near Bradford, West Yorkshire, died on 2 April, two days after an asthma attack. Her mother Rachel Leake, 39, has kidney failure, but Ms Ashworth's kidneys were given to strangers. Despite her personal wish to help her mother Ms Ashworth's organs went to others on the transplant waiting list. Ms Ashworth, the mother of a two-year-old girl, was on the NHS Organ Donor Register, which records a person's wish to donate organs after death. She had also told her mother she would be prepared to be a "living donor", but had not begun the formal process. Laura's helped three people through this, but Laura would have wanted to help me Rachel Leake How the system work

Europe Rejects Anti-piracy Plans
Europe rejects anti-piracy plans Some record labels want persistent pirates thrown off the net European politicians have voted down calls to throw suspected file-sharers off the net. The idea to cut off persistent pirates formed part of a wide-ranging report on creative industries written for the European parliament. But in a narrow vote MEPs backed an amendment to the report which said net bans conflicted with "civil liberties and human rights". It puts MEPS at odds with governments planning tough action against pirates. Piracy police "The vote shows that MEPs want to strike a balance between the interests of rights holders and those of consumers, and that big measures like cutting off internet access shouldn't be used," said a spokeswoman for the European Parliament after the vote. The amendment was added to the so-called Bono Report on the Cultural Industries. This was written by French MEP Guy Bono to inform forthcoming European parliament policy t

Wow -curious !!
Bizarre complaints! These are extracts from ACTUAL letters sent to various Councils and Housing Associations throughout the UK: 1. I want some repairs done to my cooker as it has backfired and burnt my knob off. 2. I wish to complain that my father hurt his ankle very badly when he put his foot in the hole in his back passage. 3. And their 18 year old son is continually banging his balls against my fence. 4. I wish to report that the tiles are missing from the outside toilet roof. I think it was that bad wind the other night that blew them off. 5. I am writing on behalf of my sink, which is coming away from the wall. 6. Will you please send someone to mend the garden path, my wife tripped and fell on it yesterday and now she is pregnant? 7. I request permission to remove my drawers in the kitchen. 50% of them are damp, 50% have crumbling plaster and the rest are plain filthy. 8. The toilet is blocked and we cannot bath the children until it is cle

Baby Can I Hold You Tonight
I’m sorry, It’s all that you can say Years gone by and still Words don’t come easily Like sorry (like sorry..like sorry..) Forgive me, Is all that you can say Years gone by and still Words don’t come easily Like forgive me (forgive me...forgive me..) Forgive me.. But you can say, baby Baby can I hold you tonight? Baby, if I told you the right words Oooh, at the right time You’ll be mine I love you Is all that you can say Years gone by and still Words don’t come easily (words don’t come easily..) Like I love you, I love you.. But you can say, baby Baby can I hold you tonight? Baby, if I told you the right words Oooh, at the right time You’ll be mine (baby can I hold you...) But you can say, baby Baby can I hold you tonight? Baby, if I told you the right words Oooh, at the right time You’ll be mine (baby, if I hold you..) (baby, can I hold you..) you’ll be mine.. (baby if I told you..) (baby, can I hold you..) You’ll be mine.. (baby if I tol

How Can I Not Love You
Cannot touch, Cannot hold, Cannot be together Cannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love eachother Must be strong and we must let go Cannot say what our hearts must know Chorus: How can I not love you What do I tell my heart When do I not want you here in my arms How does one walks away From all of the memories How do I not miss you when you are gone Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender moments Cannot feel how we feel, Must pretend it's over Must be brave and we must go on, Must not say Wat we no longer long Chorus: How can I not love you What do I tell my heart When do I not want you here in my arms How does one walks away From all of the memories How do I not miss you when you are gone How can I not love you Bridge: Must be brave and we must be strong Cannot say what we no longer long Chorus: How can I not love you What do I tell my heart When do I not want you here in my arms How does one walks away From all of the memories How do I no

Pedophile Alert He Needs Stopped.
i need sum help...... my wife was on fu found a petifile his name{ jaws2481 }this man is very sick in the head ... to put it nice ..pasing it along to u in hope u can pass it along to your friends as well.. tys luke

Memories Are Forever
*dedicated to all the little ones given their wings too early* Stolen moments,irreplacable,they will never be again Just as all the Aprils never give the same soft rain Time it moves without us,should we cease to flow with grace It does not wait,nor hesitate,to put us in our place While here,we're all we can be and we can only hope to give Something precious like fond memories of the time that we did live Nothing is assured for us but we should do our best to stand Stronger with each falling,of knowing heart and tender hand Be guided by the inner voice,that comes to you in restless sleep Listen to the Angels songs for the life they could not keep Dance with sorrow if you must and then let the grief fall by For the Angels given wings too soon,do not want to see you cry Let the memory of their tiny breaths,and their skin all soft and warm Be a reminder that for all the hurt,there's a shelter from the storm They may have gone away too soon,it may n

Remember When They Scoffed At Ron Paul For This ?
Remember When They Scoffed at Ron Paul for This ? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay in rEVOLUTION Part II Date: 11 Apr 2008, 21:58 Maybe now that it has reached the mainstream they might listen (?)Thanks Re~Constitution USA *** On April 15th We Rise***Date: Apr 11, 2008 2:49 PMRemember when they that scoffed at Ron Paul for this? Thanks Stephen du Buis& Third Estate, Second Estate. No, United... States ###

Smith Targeting Old Firm Return
Smith targeting Old Firm return Smith made his return to the first-team against Partick Thistle Rangers defender Stevie Smith says he hopes to feature in Wednesday's crucial Old Firm encounter after spending nearly 16 months on the sidelines. Smith, 22, played in the Scottish Cup victory over Partick Thistle - his first since breaking down with a pelvic problem in December 2006. Rangers hold a four-point lead over the SPL champions with two games in hand. "Hopefully, I'll be involved," said Smith. "I want to show the manager I'm ready to play again." Smith said he hoped his display at Firhill was enough to convince the Rangers manager to play him at Celtic Park. The full-back says helping the club to secure silverware this season will cushion the blow of being sidelined for 16 months. The 22-year-old, who had been absent since December 2006 with a pelvic injury, featured in Sunday's Scottish Cup win over Partick Thistle. After three years without a t

Re: Did China Stage Tibetan "attack" On Wheelchair-bound Woman?
RE: Did China Stage Tibetan "Attack" On Wheelchair-Bound Woman? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Apr 2008, 18:48 Did China Stage Tibetan "Attack" On Wheelchair-Bound Woman? China has been caught using provocateurs to stage violence and blame it on Tibetan protesters after an image of the man who attacked a wheelchair-bound Olympic torch bearer in Paris was uncovered showing him marching alongside friends carrying the red flag of Communist China. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/041408_staged_attack. htm

Time Doesn't Move Fast Enough...
Everybody who is truly a friend on here knows that I am moving to Washington to be with Jimm (Mr. Hott). We have finally decided that I will be there by the end of the month. Some times you want the day to go slower and some times you want the days to go faster. Right now, I'm wanting time to fly so I can be there in his arms. And then when I get there, I want the days to linger. I want the time in his arms to be wonderful and cherished. I love Jimm so much. Many people have questioned me as to how I can pack up and move across the country to be with a man that I've never physically met. To tell you the truth, it's very easy for me. Many people question how well I really know him and am I making a wise decision. The truth again, I know him very well and this is the best decision I've ever made in my life. Many of you know that Jimm proposed to me on April 8th, 2008 and I said YES! Am I crazy for saying yes? Is he crazy for asking me when he hasn't met me? HELL NO!!! We a

Broken
my air is smothered by the way you suffocate me with your painful words, like waves hitting me and taking me for a long ride to hell.you always bring me down. how emotionless can a person be? selecting the next game you will play with me. i try to get away from you but your hypnotizing lies have floodes me again and i am forever in your spell of lies and pain. the more tears fall, the more i see you laughing at me like i am nothing but a toy to you. i am your rag doll. you play with me and throw me around like i am nothing. your treatment towards me is like a thousand needles and pins punching holes in my heart. and the more i cry for you the further apart we become.how could you be so cold to the woman who loved you the most and that will cherish you forever? how could you break me??????

This And That...
Soooo... im really running out of ideas for pictures.. i wish i had some lingere... it would be nice... damn... also looking into getting a Rabbit...lol... and not the animal rabbit.. but i doubt ill be able to because i dont have a credit card and you have to be 21 in indiana to go to the naughty shops. damn.

Bleed The Black 4ever
=== '*AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Onwed By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-15 15:39:17'.. > > > > BID ON THIS GLITTERING DIAMOND > CLICK ON TAG > > WHAT SHE IS OFFERING > 1. owner page for a month > 2. Add to top friends and family for a month > 3. All sfw pics rated and stash rated in HH > 4. Gifts and comments though the month > 5. Added to msn or yahoo > > > > > F/A/R THE HOSTESS WHILE U ARE THERE!! > > *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Onwed By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*@ fubar > > PLEASE REPOST > > > http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2005965613 >

Woman's Rulebook For Dating
Woman's Rulebook For Dating If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you right, then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend . Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have

Odd Thought
so last night it was 4am when i said something a little odd, i looked at my friend and told her that fubar was porn for your soul, lmao. I have no idea why i said that but i thought it was a little funny. Anyways just thought i would share that with you all

Epiphany, By Staind
Your words they make just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention And the words just disappear Cuz it's always raining in my head Forget all the things i should have said So i speak to you in riddles Cuz my words get in my way I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away Cuz i can't take anymore of this I wanna come apart And dig myself a little hole Inside your precious heart Cuz it's always raining in my head Forget all the things i should have said I am nothing more than A little boy inside That cries out for attention That i always try to hide Cuz i talk to you like children Though i don't know how i feel But i know i'll do the right thing If the right thing is in fear Cuz its always raining in my head Forget all the things i should have said

::i'm A Caffiene Addict::
Sooooo long story short, I've been on a diet and since April 4, 2008, NOT ONCE have I sipped coffee, coke, an energy drink or any kind of caffeine...just water, water, water....and I had no idea how much I was addicted and lived on caffiene until I started getting these MAJOR headaches...I'm going through serious fucking withdrawls, my head hurts sooooo badly and I feel so woozy and wierd....its really bugging the crap out of me...I know I'll feel SO much better getting the crap out of my system but the pain sometimes hurts so bad and I hate it =[ But I'm not going to give in!!! Yet I just want to cry because the pain is so much, then just take a bunch of tylenol and curl up in bed =[ *sigh*

Dreams & Destiny
Through the sands of time. Life ever changing, opening the creativity within the innerself inside you Open your heart, open your mind. Let it lead you on the path to hopes and dreams. Let your imagination take you to places only dreams reveal, a place where fantasies live Open your mind and let your fantasies run wild. Let your dreams escape and lead you to worlds and places near and far Hold your hopes high. Dream big and never let anyone take that away. Magic and fantasy comes from within. Only in your dreams can you create fantasy and only you can control your own destiny

My New Toy!
so i got this new toy its long & sleek & black and.... ahaha ! you though it was something good didnt you??? nah I got a fridge up on my profile now .. stop by leave me some fridge magnet love! ~Lissa

Way Back When..
so i have a new photo album. Its from back in the pageant / modeling days. sad isnt it? i was going through pics at my moms & came across them i laughed hysterically so i thought i'd share the giggles! :)

A Blessing From Above
A child within a blessing from above... A feeling of happiness A feeling of love..... Nine months of wondering whats going to be.. Feeling you grow inside of me... Can't wait till you are born to see your pretty face..... To hold you my arms and love you each and everyday..... The day has come and now your here..... Your looking at me and I'm looking at you..... Smiling at your tiny body as I finally get to hold you... Feeling a love I have never felt before..... Thanking God for giving me you A Blessing from above...... As I watch you grow over the years laughing and playing too..... I remember the day God brought you to me....... A wonderful child to love and cherish....... A feeling that will be there forever...... A child from god is truley a blessing....... A wonderful gift that I hold dearly to my heart and I will never forget....

My Bully For Our Wedding!!
Congrats Mark & Nala!!! Yes... You Heard it Correctly....A Wedding @ The HideAway Tonight!!! Details: When? Tonight!!! Time? 8:00p.m Eastern time, Where? The HideAway Lounge Lucky Couple: WildHorse will be marrying off the lucky couple:... Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 12th Prophet~@ fubar he will be joining the folling in wedding bliss.... Mark ~ Tempting Tiger ~~R/L B/F & Fu- Fiancee to ~ NaLa~Da Pimpette~ ~ fu-owned by ** Chell **

I'm Bored...can't U Tell
My JunkTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Name something that made you frown today? not getting to see him What were you doing at 7:00am?. trying to get up What were you doing 1 hour ago? fubar What is something you will never forget? the birth of my son What was the last thing you said aloud? i guess How many different things did you drink today? diet coke What was the last thing you bought? panty hose What color is your room? lots of colors Do you laugh a lot? yes Do you have plans tomorrow? work damnit Are you ticklish? oh yes Are you typically a jealous person? working on that Who's the first person on your received calls list? Donald What's the 5th text in your inbox? "don't know" Do you chew on straws? no What is the next concert you're going to? no clue What's the biggest disappointment to you lately? finances What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping Is success in your future? i sure hope so Do you have a nickname? yes Are you a heavy sleeper? n

People
OK PEOPLE....ITS ME AGAIN LETTING ALL YOU FUCKING BASTARDS KNOW WHATS MAKING ME PISSED. FIRST OFF EVERYONE WHO TELLS ME I'M INSENSITIVE, FUCK THAT SHIT SENSITIVITY WENT OUT THE DOOR WITH SHIVILRY. EVERYONE TELLS ME IM INSENSITIVE, YOU KNOW WHAT IM NOT INSENSITIVE I HAVE A VERY SENSITIVE SPOT YOU CAN PUT YOUR LIPS ON FUCKERS. SO WHAT IF I HURT YOUR FEELINGS I'M GETTING YOU READY FOR THE TRUTH IN WHAT EVER WAY OR FORM IT PRESENTS ITSELF. IF YOUR FAT DAMN RIGHT I'M GONNA CALL YOU FAT, SHIT MIRRORS DON'T LIE WHY SHOULD I. I KNOW I'M NOT ALL THAT BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME CAUSE I DON'T CHANGE. I'LL BE MISERABLE FOREVER. THE SECOND THING, BITCHES THAT TRY TO CHANGE ME. I DATED THESE BITCHES THAT SAID OH HE'S JUST STUBORN HE'LL COME AROUND......ZZZZ WRONG! FUCK YOU AND THE WHORES CUNT YOU CAME OUT OF. I'M NOT CHANGING FOR YOU OR ANYONE. I SEE WHAT YOU BITCHES DO TO GUYS. YOU MANIPULATE AND MOLD MEN INTO BEING YOUR SLAVES AND ATMS AND WHATNOT, USEING YOUR JUICY DOOM H

Re: Ex-nfl Player Tasered For Pointing At Cop
RE: Ex-NFL Player Tasered For Pointing At Cop ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 18 Apr 2008, 14:03 Ex-NFL Player Tasered For Pointing At Cop Ex-NFL player Timothy Worley was tasered by Georgia police for "becoming confrontational" at a traffic stop according to news reports, but the video shows that the extent of Worley's aggression was merely pointing at the cop and raising his voice. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/041808_player_tasered. htm

Going In For The Kill!
I got this bitch reeling now. I went to see navy legal which other then getting a few phone numbers didnt do a goddamn thing. SHE BROKE A RESTRAINING ORDER! I bet you anything the attorney is a hardcore womans right and anyone with a penis is the devil. All she told me to do was continue ignoring her. I'VE IGNORE THE BITCH FOR 3 YEARS IT DIDNT DO SHIT! So I am taking the gloves off. I go on deployment in about 5 days. Im saving every dime I have and Im pressing charges. I replied to the ex telling ehr to contact DHS and start paperwork and Ill do a DNA test, she is still saying there is no baby so someone is fucking with me. Someone brought up the possibility of a snitch. Let me make myself clear right now. If there is a snitch in my circle and I find out who it is. Their soul better go to god because there ass will belong to me. They say hell hath no fury like a woman scorn, fuck that! Hell hath no fury like a pissed off redneck with Irish in their blood called the boogeyman. S

Busy Busy Busy
So far what have I been doing? Well working out alot, Been burning 500-1000 calories a day, by summer I should loose alot of weight. I also been working, and hanging out with my friend Amanda, which I'll be doing tomorrow, we are going shopping WOOO! I had some guy hit on me at the mall other day we flirted for a bit, it was cute. I saw him again two days later, he membered me. I bought this really short skirt but I can't wear it without tights tho, otherwise you'd see my ass and thong LOL, sorry boys no shows. I got paid too which is awesome I'm going more shopping LOL but I won't spend it all.

Written For A Friend Of Mine
I’m home alone and extremely board wishing someone would get a hold of me to do something. I walk back into my bedroom to get a book, because it looks like its going to be a long day of reading. Just as I’m about to leave the room, an instant message box pops up. I think about ignoring it but something pulls me back into the room. When I see that the message is from you, a smile comes across my face. All the IM said was want to hang out. Of course I reply “yes,” you say good! I’ll see you in a bit. Not to long after I hear a knock on my door. I open and you walk in, give me a hug grab my hand and lead me to the couch. You push me down and sit beside me. You grab my face a little less then gently and kiss me hard, your hands grabbing my tits as you kiss me. Not even five seconds after your lips have left mine do you have your pants unzipped. You tell me to cove over and kneel in front of you. I do as you tell me and when I do you tell me to suck your cock like a good little bitch. But I

The Space Between By Dave Matthews Band
You cannot quit me so quickly There's no hope in you for me No corner you could squeeze me But I got all the time for you, love The space between The tears we cry Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more The space between The wicked lies we tell And hope to keep safe from the pain But will I hold you again? These fickle, fuddled words confuse me Like 'Will it rain today?' Waste the hours with talking, talking These twisted games we're playing We're strange allies With warring hearts What wild-eyed beast you be The space between The wicked lies we tell And hope to keep safe from the pain Will I hold you again? Will I hold... Look at us spinning out in The madness of a roller coaster You know you went off like a devil In a church in the middle of a crowded room All we can do, my love Is hope we don't take this ship down The space between Where you're smiling high Is where you'll find me if I get to go The space between The bullets in our

My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.

Stress Needs To Leave My Life!
It is Saturday and I should be in a good mood. Should be. This last week has been pretty much Hell for me. Between pain and my son being a complete jerk to me and his Dad. I haven't been online very much at all this last week. I had it our with Anthony the other day. He went on and on about how we never spent any time with him and never buy him anything. I about flipped my lid! I told him that him always being gone was his choice. He always wanted to spend the weekends at his friends house and when ever we wanted to do something, he never wanted to do it because he thought it was stupid or boring. I asked him how many dirtbikes, bicycles, phones, ipods, clothes and such have we bought him? He has had things stolen or loses his crap. Lets see, I just replaced a laptop computer that he had gotten stolen from having a party at our house! I am just sickened by what he tells us. I told him I take him to school, pick him up, take his friends here and there. Feed his frie

Help
I'm sorry to bother you but I really need some advise. I have only lived in Charlotte for 4 years and my first job here was in the online bankig dept., we ended up in mediation becaue of the harrassment from the employees. I gave them a letter of resignation at that time and for the past three years the black community has gained up against me and I can't make them go away. I have wrote the Senator, I have informed Wachovia on numerous occassions, I have left jobs to to stay away from them. Basically, my entire life has been ruined because of them I have started informing their HR when they start. They know everything about my lfe and I don't even know them. Do you have any suggestions on how to make them go away? I didn't move to Charlotte for this.

In Between
Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between, between My pride And my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way And things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between, between My pride And my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way And things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none The only thing that's worse than one is none And I cannot explain to you And anything I sa

Points Of Authority
Forfeit the game / Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame / Puts your name to shame Cover up your face / You can’t run the race The pace is too fast / You just won't last You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life My pride is broken You like to think you’re never wrong (You live what you’ve learned) You have to act like you’re someone (You live what you’ve learned) You want someone to hurt like you (You live what you’ve learned) You want to share what you’ve been through (You live what you’ve learned) You love the things I say I’ll do The way I’ll hurt myself again just to get back at you You take away when I give in / my life My pride is broken You like to think you’re never wrong (You live what you’ve learned) You want to act like you’re someone (You live what you’ve learned) You want someone to hurt like you (You live what you’ve learned) You want to share

The Origins Of The Vampire Myth
It is certainly no coincidence that Bram Stoker chose the Balkans as the home of his famous vampire. The Balkans were still basically medieval even in Stoker’s time. They had only recently shaken off the Turkish yoke when Stoker started working on his novel and the superstitions of the Dark Ages were still prevalent. The legend of the vampire was and still is deeply rooted in the Balkan region. There have always been vampire-like creatures in the mythologies of many cultures. However, the vampire, as he became known in Europe and hence America, largely originated in the Slavic and Greek lands of Eastern Europe. A veritable epidemic of vampirism swept through Eastern Europe beginning in the late seventeenth century and continuing through the eighteenth century. The number of reported cases rose dramatically in Hungary and the Balkans. From the Balkans the plague spread westward into Germany, Italy, France, England and Spain. Travelers returning from the Balkans brought with them

Lycanthropy Prt 1
Lycanthropy is the ability or power of a human being to undergo transformation into a wolf, or wolf-like characteristics. The term comes from Greek lykánthropos (λυκάνθρωπος): λύκος, lýkos ("wolf") + άνθρωπος, ánthrōpos ("man") The word lycanthropy is sometimes used generically for any transformation of a human into animal form, though the precise term for that is technically "therianthropy". Sometimes, "zoanthropy" is used instead of "therianthropy" The word has also been linked to Lycaon, a king of Arcadia who, according to Ovid's Metamorphoses, was turned into a ravenous wolf in retribution for attempting to serve human flesh (his own son) to visiting Zeus in an attempt to disprove the god's divinity. There is also a mental illness called lycanthropy in which a patient believes he or she is, or has transformed into, an animal and behaves accordingly

Wtf???
Can anyone that reads this tell me what the fuck is wrong with people???? This is why I asked.... ->ryman22003: no problem ryman22003: its cool jus asking ->ryman22003: lmao I don't even know you. I'm not that way....sry ryman22003: do u think u would give me head ->ryman22003: meaning? ryman22003: could we do other stuff besides sex ->ryman22003: no lol that's why I just had a kid ryman22003: would u ever want to be fwb ->ryman22003: yes I am ryman22003: cool hey r u single ->ryman22003: It's dieing town ->ryman22003: lol I moved from there last year ryman22003: i know thats wear i spent the last 21 years lol ->ryman22003: good luck, Poky sucks! lol ryman22003: im good jus looken for somethin to do when i go to pocatello this weekend ->ryman22003: Not much, how are you? ryman22003: whats up

Re: Premier League's Player And Manager Of The Year Award
RE: Premier League's Player and Manager of the Year Award ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 15 Apr 2008, 08:31 Walter Smith and Carlos Cuellar both revealed their intention to stay at Rangers for the long term after picking up an awards double for the Ibrox club.Cuellar landed the Clydesdale Bank Premier League's Player of the Season award, while Smith picked up the managerial accolade.Before collecting their prizes on Monday night, both vowed to prolong their spells at the club amid a remarkable season with Rangers chasing four trophies.The CIS Insurance Cup winners defend a four-point lead in the SPL at Celtic Park tonight and have Scottish Cup and UEFA Cup semi-finals in the following games.Centre-back Cuellar, 26, who signed from Osasuna last summer, said: "I have a contract for three years. I want to stay at Rangers for life."I always liked the idea of playing in a big league with other big players but now I'm very happy her

Latest Ability To Piss Off Everyone
Dumb dee dumb dumb.....What the hell is wrong with this world today?? Why the hell would you go to someone's job and act like a total ass and then make a complaint about the person that has to put up with your sorry ass?? If i take something and i break it or if i solely buy an item to copy it i don't expect to return it! I was taught a long time ago that i had to have respect, that i had to take a breath before i act like a fool, and that i had to act like an adult......did some of you out there forget that?? OMG! I am just pissed off right now i guess...i will calm down in a bit..but damn, why go out of your way and act a fool? I am so....tired of selfish, disrespectful, rude ass people! I now have to go back to cashiering...because someone else wants my position as customer service. Dirty mother......ers.....if you wanted someone else in my position you should have told me...and i probably would have been happier than pigs in shit to give the position to you. People underestimate me

Be Free!
A smile shown in wonderous eyes A glow of Love in a shy disguise a Care free soul set free from a cage That holds it locked up tight... Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes up wide and let me in A gaze upon me from across the room A fiery stare where envy looms a wish of a friendly sould like yours unleashed needs of respect can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in Scared of letting go of secrets never told Ashamed of what my past holds trying to open a gate deep inside To let the waters flow Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in I want to let go of my memories that hurt Still fearing being drug through the dirt As my past has done before Can you unlock my heart? Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in Tell me I can make it my own A

Monster.....
I stop every one never let them get close I just run away from those on my face a war painting behind it I´m hiding like the monster of lochness I´m stranger from darkness I look up to morning sky and wish I could fly Hey, I feel every second I live second I steal I have nothing to give Like the monster of lochness I´m stranger from darkness Just an outlaw runaway asking for place to stay this world of man I can´t understant I´m stranger from darkness like the monster of lochness. I´m looking every where Hoping that someone´s there... commentburner.com

Great Truths
Great Truths GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge..mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that

Gotta Love Dokken.....
I'd like to see you in the morning light I like to feel you when it comes to night Now I'm here and I'm all alone Still I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again without you I said stay but you turned away Tried to say that it was me Now I'm here and I've lost my way Now I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again without you I tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again Alone again Alone again without you you know who you are......

Re: Mep Assaults Activist, Media Reports Opposite In Giant Smear
RE: MEP Assaults Activist, Media Reports Opposite In Giant Smear ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Apr 2008, 19:39 MEP Assaults Activist, Media Reports Opposite In Giant Smear During an attempt to assault activists who asked him a question in Dublin, a European MEP tripped and fell on his face and the entire incident was caught on camera, but that didn't stop the media from reporting that an "anti-EU gang" of thugs had screamed abuse and assaulted Proinsias de Rossa - in a crass attempt to smear opposition to the European Union. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042108_gang_assaults. htm

Why?
I really dont understand men! Maybe its not for me to understand. I wonder if ALL men cheat? Y is it that alot times they dont take a girls feelings into consideration? Y dont they stay single if they just wanna flirt and look at a bunch of nasty whores?! I guess thats why they have the saying, "Date like a man so u dont get played like a bitch!" Ive always been taught to express my feelings but when it does no good should u keep expressing them?! Im tired of being lied to and treated like I'm stupid! God knows my heart and knows what I need and desire. I just gotta keep faith in HIM and HIM only!

Cheating Partners
Cheating partners - How to find out if your partner is cheating 1. Starts working late very often If your partner is normally always home at a particular time from the office and suddenly starts coming home consistently late. It could be a new project that's keeping him/her busy but it wouldn't be amiss to casually ask him a few questions about it. If he/she is evasive or vague about the reasons, the alarm bells should ring. 2. Is against you calling the office If he/she wants to keep work life separate and doesn't want you to intrude, there could be a reason. I know of one such husband who got furious when his wife called the office. It seems he was having an affair with his colleague and was petrified his wife would find out if she got talking to the receptionist/staff. There are, of course, people who don't like to be disturbed at work but they rarely get paranoid about not calling at all. 3. Gets defensive if you ask questions Beware if he/she acts guil

My Birthday Woohoo
WELL TOMARROW IS THE DAY AND I WOULD LOVE IF EACH OF MY FRIENDS COULD LEAVE JUST 10 COMMENTS ON THE GIVEAWAY IM IN SO I MIGHT GET THE BAST IM TRYING SO HARD FOR. IF YOU CAN'T I UNDERSTAND, BUT PLEASE REMEMBER WHEN YOU NEED HELP AND ASK I WILL BE THERE. LOVE YOU ALL

The Hotel (part 1)
The Hotel By Sir Sixx Sir has given Sapphire her task, she is to be at the hotel by 7:30 PM a key will be there waiting. She is to be wearing a short dress, classy but short, and nothing on underneath. She is to proceed directly to the room and upon entering drop the key card on the table, she is to leave the lights off and go and face the far wall. She is to raise her arms above her head and may use the wall to rest her hands on, her legs are to be apart, a standing spread eagle. For what seemed like an eternity Sapphire is there, waiting, listening. I have told her she is not aloud to speak. Then Sapphire hears the door her arms now aching and her legs weak, Sapphire begins to shiver at the fatigue and her heightened awareness that I am now here. She hears me as I walk in and place some thing on the bed. I turn on the lamp and then I pull a chair right up behind her. You hear a click, but quickly pass it off as nothing. Then without warning my lips are at your ear an

Old Man's Story...another By Late Nite Fantasy
Old Man's Story A young boy I, I stood beside the man who was my sire. He spoke to warn of many things, still I burned my hand on fire. A sharp clawed cat, a barbed wire fence, oh YES! I learned, Of this and that. "My tree of Life" he pointed far, I looked yet did not see, The truth of the words he spoke, or what he was telling me. "My Father." he said, touching my head, "Told me about this place," The tree of life is where one puts the Gold of your life's embrace. So young, I did not understand, and the day I said goodbye, The very last words my sire spoke were, "Son, you really have to try!" A grown man now, yes late in life, I stood upon that place, Where my Father spoke to me the words my mind failed to embrace. "The tree of life" is what he said, I looked across the woods, I realized just one didn't fit, from the point of where I stood. I went to the base of that now large tree, I realized what I had found, My Grandfather had buried all his wealth within

Hone Your Kissing Skills
74% of women say bad kissing is a sexual downer, and for very good reason. Women read a lot into a kiss…like how a man will be in bed. No pressure, though. Cosmo Recommends If she's kissing you slowly, she wants more of a sensual experience. Grow your kiss. Start slowly and sensuously, then gradually introduce more tongue action. If she's kissing you with a closed mouth, she's feeling romantic but probably isn't in the mood for sex. To get her fired up, return her kiss with soft pecks, then take her lips between yours to spice up the smooch. If her kiss is passionate, she's ready to play. Match her aggressive style by sucking on her lips a little more forcefully. Also, use the tip of your tongue to play with hers. SOURCE: William Cane, author of the Art Of Kissing

She:kon......greetings
Mitakuye Oyasin... We are all related. Osiyo you honor our lodge with your visit. "Ho! Mitakuye Oyasin"....."We are all related." "Ea Nigada Qusdi Idadadvhni"....."All my relations in creation" "Donadagohvi"....."Let us see each other again." "Wado...."..... "Thank you"

Can You Hear Me
Time passes by so quickly But I guess I thought you'd be here forever I never even had a chance To say goodbye There's so many things to tell you Left unsaid until now Can you hear me when I talk to you? Do the words I say ever make it through? Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I'd give anything if I knew Every night I have the same dream The one where you get to hold me We laugh and talk until the morning And then you vanish,yeah It always leaves me feeling helpless When I wake up and you're not there Can you hear me when I talk to you? Do you know how much I'd love to be with you? Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I'd give anything if I just knew Living in this world without you I constantly search through my memories Hoping that I find some treasures That I passed over,yeah All that I took for granted Means so much now and I won't let it go Can you hear me when I talk to you? 'Cause I never said some things that I meant to Can

Unconditional Love
There’s only one kind of love that can fill us up, make us whole, and give us the happiness we all want: unconditional love or true love. It is unconditional love that we all seek, and somehow we intuitively realize that anything other than that kind of love isn’t really love at all—it’s an imitation of the real thing. Unconditional love—true love—is so different from the kind of love most of us have known all our lives that it deserves both a name—Real Love—and definition of its own: Real Love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. It’s also Real Love when other people care about our happiness unconditionally. It is not Real Love when other people like us for doing what they want. Under those conditions we’re just paying for love again. We can be certain that we’re receiving Real Love only when we make foolish mistakes, when we fail to do what other people want, and even when we get in their way, but they don’t feel

V*i*r*g*o
V • I • R • G • O: The Honest Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser.

The Short End Of It All
Where do we find what we are looking for? and then how do we know when we find it? Is it just the one who is looking or is the other looking for us as well. I see the shortness of it all, why do so many people waste so much time playing the stupid games instead of reaching out with an openess and allowing the love to grow and making the connection that will forever change the way of life. Time is short, I can see it, can’t anyone else, or is it that no one else wants? I am and I can be but I have not the completeness of what life has for me. I’ve noticed the the differences of ages verses the differences of experiences. Some of us have had the experiences that gives us the wisdom beyond our years and I wonder if it is a blessing or not? I wait for the other to catch up to find what has been waiting for them all this time. Now the time is shorter and can we have what was meant for the time we have left?????????????

Ride Or Die
I don´t understand why I'm crazy over you, I don't know what to do, I don't understand why I'm crazy, over you I don't know what to do, If i had to, I would give up everything just to feel and be with you, If i had to, I would pawn the ring you gave to me just to feed you, If i had to, I would give my very last breath just to help save you, If i had to, I would tell a lie just because I know you are the truth, I'd ride for you, Cuz your the truth, I'd die for you, Ooh cuz im a fool inlove with you, And i'll do anything that pleases you, Only you, If I had to I would throw away my only wish just to prove to you, If i had to, I would die all alone, if living meant without you, If i had to, I would go through all the pain again, just to find you, If i had to, I'd surrender all my love, just because I love you, I don't understand why im crazy, Over you i don't know what to do, I don't understand why im crazy, Over you i don't know what to do, I'd rid

Pain
2 go down I feel nothing 5 more go down Still feel nothing 10 more go down Still feel nothing I pick up my phone Dial his number I say Hello He says why are u calling I tell him what I am doing He tells me I am stupid I start to cry harder then I already am He tells me to stop I say I can't He says just shut up Then he hangs up the phone on me I go to my medicine cabinet Find the Tylenol 3 with codeine I hold the bottle in my hand Just looking at the label It says take for "pain" I take the cover off There are 15 left I put them in the palm of my hand I separate them into 3 groups of 5 I take the first 5 Still nothing I take the second 5 Nothing yet Finally I took the last group of 5 Still nothing I go back to the bottle that I started with Which is a bottle of Ibuprofen I started with 200 in the bottle I already took 17 I keep on taking them Until there is 50 left in the bottle At the end I took 150 Ibuprofen and 15 Tylenol with codeine I was fe

None
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Married Life!
Married Life Three women: one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, chatting about their relationships and decide to amaze their men....that night all three will wear a leather bodice S&M style, stilettos and a mask over their eyes .. After a few days they meet again..... The engaged girlfriend said: 'The other night, when my boyfriend came back home, he found me in the leather bodice, 4' stilettos and mask. He said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you, then we made love all night long.' The mistress stated: 'Oh Yes! The other night we met in the office. I was wearing the leather bodice, mega stilettos, mask over my eyes and a shiny raincoat. When I opened the raincoat, he didn't say a word. We just had wild sex all night.' The married one then said: 'The other night I sent the kids to stay at my mothers for the night, I got myself ready, leather bodice, super stilettos and mask over my eyes. My husband came in from work, grabbed the TV controller and a beer

A Shameless Plug.
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I Am An Activist
Dear Mark, Sixty-one years ago today, Defenders of Wildlife was born. As Defenders celebrates our birthday, we’re reminded that it’s really a celebration of people like you. The fact is, you made these victories happen -- just last week, you helped score big victories for Alaska wolves and Yellowstone bison. Here are just a few recent victories we have to celebrate because of you: Your support helped us… Save Alaska’s voice by helping to defeat Governor Sarah Palin’s legislation that would have cancelled a vote this summer on the state’s brutal aerial wolf hunting program -- a program that Alaskans have voted down twice before. Give bison a break in Montana. More than 50,000 activists like you wrote messages to Montana tourism officials expressing outrage over the senseless slaughter of bison outside Yellowstone National Park. Last week, Governor Brian Schweitzer announced a deal to create a much-needed winter corridor for these icons of the American West. Ra

Little Sparrow
Little sparrow, little sparrow Precious fragile little thing Little sparrow, little sparrow Flies so high and feels no pain. All ye maidens, heed my warning Never trust the hearts of men They will crush you like a sparrow Leaving you to never mend. They will vow to always love you Swear no love but yours will do Then they'll leave you for another Break your little heart in two. Little sparrow, little sparrow Precious fragile little thing Little sparrow, little sparrow Flies so high and feels no pain. If I were a little sparrow O'er these mountains I would fly I would find you, I would find you Look into your lying eyes. I would flutter all around you On my little sparrow wings I would ask you, I would ask you Why you let me love in vain. I am not a little sparrow I am just the broken dream Of a cold, false-hearted lover And your evil, cunning scheme. Little sparrow, little sparrow Precious fragile little thing Little sparrow, little sparrow

Why ?
If your lips were made for kissing Why can't I kiss you? If arms were made for holding Why can't I hold you? If a voice is made for talking Why can't I talk to you? Why can't you see, why I need you here with me Why can't my heart be perfect... Why don't you want to be with me? Why do I feel pain, thinking that That you're never thinking of me ! Why does love hurt, when it's suppose to feel good? Not like it should? Why can't you give one chance to prove my love? Cause I'm sure, you're sent, from up above ! Knowing that you love me, would make me so happy ! Cause life is nothing like it's suppose to be, Days are dark , summer is cold Gold is silver and silver is gold Love is hurting , pain is here ... My heart is breaking , you're not near ! You're just in my head , in my heart, in my mind, And I will never be able to leave you behind !

Some Numbers...
2.4 million people die each year from causes directly attributable to air pollution. 5,000 deaths from food borne illness in US * i heard people say "why all the focus on quitting? why not focus on air pollution or food borne illness? *... Around 5.4 million deaths a year are caused by tobacco one person dies every 8 seconds from smoking. now i dare you to count to 16.

Through The Rain
When you get caught in the rain With nowhere to run When you’re distraught And in pain without anyone When we keep crying out To be safe But nobody comes And you feel so far away That you just can't find you way home you can get there alone it's okay once you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down Don’t you dare give in You will arise safe and sound So keep pressing on steadfastly And you’ll find what you need to prevail Once you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And when the wind blows And shadows grow close Don’t be afraid There’s nothing yo

Azure Rider's
Have you recently taken the time to make me velvet or to simply wrap me up in blue and green? I need this, you know. Perhaps I'm not asking in a way that you can understand, perhaps my spider madness gets me tangled in a web of dreams. It's true, tonight I could do with a soothing moonbeam, or two, slowly on my hair, across my face, intimately. A warm and cleansing rain could follow; for desert, I have a purple desert wind full of mystique and miracle enchantment; Arabian nights under bright white stars with unfamiliar music drifting strangely. Before I go, I want to turn and greet the azure riders on their horses, silver flanked and silver armoured, watch them flow in sweeping arch towards my window. Is that too much to ask of you?

Sence Of Chaos
Oh dark mistress of the night Bring forth your fangs And thrist of fright The taste of blood That calls to you Its crimson glow That melts you through That taste that makes You tingle and twitch And makes you feel Sensual and rich The taste of death The stench of decay The smell of blood All you have to do is say.........

Why Did U Drink
Why did you drink why did you drive but in the end i was the one to die, you just you loved you said you cared then tell me why i am so scared, you said just a couple of drinks but now i lay on the cold contrete as my heart starts to sink , the dreams i had will never come true belive it or not its because of you you drank your beer and smoked your pot but now my body is the one that hased to rot as my life flashes in front of my eyes youre my dad and you don't even cry why did i have to die?

Happieness
I realized something today that there is hope for happiness and you daze off dreaming about a life with no more pain and you realize that its my fault that I am still in pain I need to let go look forward to the future there is always hope for better things just keep your mind focused on the thing s that matter and forget the nonsense that goes on around you and you will be successful you will be happy just keep telling yourself that because I used to want it badly just for the pain of my past to go away but I couldn't let go but someone is starting to open my eyes and show me that their is hope and I am thanking that person from the bottom of my heart for being a friend if not more someday but you know who you are and I thank you

If I Could Be Anywhere
If i Could Be Anywhere Now...A Loving Embrace. If i could be anywhere now, i'd be with you. Holding you gently and treasuring the feel of the skin on your bare arms as we slowly danced before the crackling warmth of a chalet hearth. My eyes search yours. Silently mining the depths of your soul for the secrets which lie hidden there. Our left hands clasp together, fingers tightly interwoven. My other arm wraps you in a warm embrace, my open hand resting on the small of your back...holding you close, so close that our hips caress each other with the langorous motion of each step. Can you feel how my hardness grows for you? The tips of my fingers follow the delicate curve of your spine as i slide my hand up your back, cupping the back of your head in my palm and pressing your eager mouth to mine. We feel the heat of each others bodies as i lock you ever closer in my embrace. You are mine now, and i am yours. My fingers gently massage your scalp, and our tongues play their own sec

Religion....what Do U Think?!
does anyone else not see that alot of the worlds hate comes from religion?! i mean i know we are allowed to practice what we wish and thats all well and good. though i have yet to hear of a religion that allows us to be who we are. they preech love and equality, but when you break it down....whites have their's and same for minorities. and so many different types of religions, but they never try and understand the next mans religion other than to say its wicked in its own way. well, wicked by who's standards?! not mine, and i'm sure there are others who feel the same way i do. the only way our world will ever be peaceful is thru understanding other cultures. we fear and tend to shy away like kids to what we don't understand. i would love to know what other people actully think about organized religion today, and when you respond to this keep in mind all the wars, all the innocent lives lost in the name of someones version of GOD.

Peace
Life has hit me hard and in a few weeks I won't be able to be on here as often as I would like, so I just wanted to pass words of wisdom on: Don't ever EVER assume you know anyone without getting to know them for the person that they really are. Don't believe every fukin word you hear come out a females mouth (and yes I know I'm a female but I prove my shit) There's Hoes everywhere u go...even here on Fubar LMFAO If you must meet up with someone from Fubar to fuck...please please please wear protection. I know I'm sounding like Mama now but honestly, we in 2008 and if they that easy to get the pussy/dick from, then a few others from Fubar has gotten the pussy/dick as well! Keep true to yourselves and honesty and loyalty in your hearts and everything else will just mesh together fine. Until we meet again, stay sweet fubarites!!

The Monday After The Lap Chole (by Pet)
Well it is Monday. Good news I survived. LoL. I am doing much better now. The lower 3 incisions have not bothered me. I think it is because I have very little feeling left after my c-sections. I have not noticed them at all. That worried me at first. If I can't feel them what if I open them up, how long until I noticed. Well in the long run I did not have to worry about it. I have, however, felt the incision in my upper abdomen. It hurt a little but now it itches. I have had a type of burning feeling inside on my right side. Most has just been discomfort, nothing big. the worst problem I have faced is the exhaustion. I seem to tire out a lot more quickly. Today I have started working around the house. I clean a little then sit down a little. I promised I would not do too much. Sometimes that is hard for me to knew, When have I done too much? I usually find the answer when I am hurting or all but passed out. I have been wanting to work out so bad. I feel fat and bloated. At first I

Newbie
Well this is my first acctual day here. It seems ok. Just not real thrilled with the money thing. Every time I click on something they want your credit card, upgrade, creditcard, rate above 10 , creditcard, add a ticker, creditcard, add a blast creditcard. It's kind of discourageing you know? I love to be on the internet but I sure as hell don't have money to throw around. I know ppl want to advertise but come on. Besides that i do enjoy the site, its great being able to acctually go in chatrooms. I guess I will give it a couple weeks and see what i think then. I belong to a couple social sites and have tried, geeze, I can't even remember how many. Some are just so boring. Hope my experiance here turns out better!!

Hh Contest Starts @ 3pm Est
I joined my first HH contest and it starts at 12 pst can ne one throw me a few comments on chuckiiboo's page here is the album it's in please comment as much as u can! http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1454585&albumid=865979

Realize
Song lyrics | Realize lyrics V1: take time to realize, That your warmth is Crashing down on me. Take time to realize, That I am on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you C: if you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other And will never find another Just realized what I just realized We'd never have to wonder if We missed out on each other now. V2: take time to realize Oh-oh I'm on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you. Take time to realize This all can pass you by Didn't I tell you But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you. C: if you just realized what I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other Then we'd never find another Just realized what I just realized We'd never have to wonder if We missed out on each other now. V3: it's not always the

Lmaoo New Anti - Love/lust Shot , Check It Out!
MEDICAL BREAKTHROUGH!!IT'S AMAZING!! FIRST EVER TO GET NEW ANTI-LOVE SHOT!!JADE SAYS SHE'LL NEVER GO BACK! A Beverly Hills woman, 40 year old Jade (last name not provided), is the first American to receive a new vaccine developed by Whittier Labs, a Florida research facility. Dubbed "the Marriage Vaccine", Whittier Labs is quick to point out that the breakthrough, whose chemical trade name is "nyetsx4moi", is not really a vaccine at all, but rather a chemical which, when injected intramuscularly, inhibits a person's interest in the opposite sex. "What nyetsx4moi actually does," says company spokesperson Deborah Viccors, "is totally negate the body's automatic responses to the opposite sex. Men can take it, and so can women. In effect, it makes the opposite sex virtually invisible to the user. What I mean is, the user of this drug will view persons of the opposite sex as though they were persons of the same sex---there will be no sexual or romantic interest at all."

I Need To Vent
People in this place are consumed in their self-importance. Seriously, what makes them think they are so important? The New York attitude is overwhelming at times even for some one who lives here. Some of these people walk around like their shit doesn’t stink. People live in a world of pretend. They seem to me as if they pretend to be some body, but they are not. They pretend to live in wealth, and in fact are over their heads in debt. Lets face it any one can drive a Mercedes, Audi, BMW, or an Infiniti if they want to; credit these days affords us that luxury, now being able to afford it and paying it back that is a different story. For those same people: Because I have a sporty car, it does not mean I want to race you Because I have a motorcycle, it does not mean I want to entertain you with it. As much as I love this place I am looking forward to going away.

Chapter 3: He Takes My Breath Away...
After letting Cain live, Leighton knew it was time for her to move on, to follow the voice she hears deep in her heart. She had to leave NOW! So within two days she was packed and on her way south. She planned on making her first residence in Atlantic City, New Jersey. As she drove that night so much crossed her mind. The lives she had taken and the one she left behind to live with the memories of what had happened between them. Cain would forever burn in her mind. She knew she should have taken his life but he gave so much of himself to her that she just couldnâ€™t take more. All these thoughts were still in her mind when she finally reached the lights of Atlantic City. She had to find a motel quick as the sun was coming up. Finding a vacancy and making her way into her room just as the sun was coming up over the horizon. She fastened the curtains so no light could get in and dropped into bed. She intended on sleeping till late afternoon and then making calls to acquire her own place

Too Real For Realtiy (poem)
for those who care iam here iam the doctor i can handle the porblem. mines i do myself i think every moment down to point i dont lose myself. i found myself and might take you a while. my mind plays with what happen the night before i get hold of my mind cause when you let go hard to get back. when i went im go im gone the soul broken it's falls apart. handle it but it will not go away. i call youre stop hurting me. but it's name is love.

A Crown Of Fox Tales
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