Fubar Blog Posts 3

Unanswered Questions?
sittin all up in my room with no one but myself to talk to when all of the sudden life hit me in the head i was thinking to myself why doesn't he come back for me? is there love still left does he even care that i'm hurting? or is he with someone else? i wish he was here with me holding me i fear to think the worse! is there cheating going on? or is it just me worring bout nothing, i wish i knew where do i find the answers? only love can tell and time.

Schools Out For Summer!...
So, I was late for orientation. Ten minutes tops, ultimately disqualifying me for the random door prize, meet and greet, activity that everyone was so enthralled with when I walked through the door. Wouldn't y'know it, they were all out of handouts by then and well, I would just have to live with the consequence of arriving late. Doesn't anyone have fucking kids around here? Give a girl some leway when it comes to this on time crap! I walked in and immediately thought "wow!!! are they giving away coach purses? Omg! it was like a parade of handbags, one at every seat! Jackpot! Either that or this is a mexican hairdresser seminar", I thought! Well, to my disapointment, it was neither. Just so happens all the ladies in the room were holding their seats with their purses. Coinkidink that they were all coach. I'm not schooled in the knowledge of "knock offs" but it's my assumption that these ladies were dressed to impress with what they could afford. Oh, I'm such a ju

Live Review: Dillinger Escape Plan And Cavalera Conspiracy
last night, thanks to a friend, i went and saw the Infliktour. the headliners were Cavalera Conspiracy,the new band formed by Max and Igor Cavalera of Sepultura fame, with Dillinger Escape Plan, Throwdown, Bury Your Dead, and Incite. here are my thoughts/experiences of the show at the House of Blues, Hollywood. Incite started the show. while decent and pretty heavy they still have a way to go in the live performance. coming across as wanting to go off, but still afraid to just let loose. expect good things if they ever achieve that ability. next up was Bury Your Dead. i've heard a few songs over the years and have never really been impressed with them. live they came across as confident, but it wasn't really their crowd. still not a fan. third was Throwdown. now, i can't stand their albums and live well....they have spent WAY too much time watching the Pantera home videos. and the butchered cover of Alice in Chains "Them Bones" was just wrong in so many words. nee

What Your Friendship Really Means
Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Red Bull. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I'll pick you up, dust you off, make sure you're ok then laugh at you. 9. This is my oath...I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask -- because you are my FRIEND! Friendship is like peeing your pants, Everyone can see it, But only you can feel the true warmth.

Calamari In A Creamy White Wine Sauce
INGREDIENTS 1/2 pound linguine pasta 2 tablespoons olive oil 3 cloves garlic, crushed 8 ounces squid, cleaned and cut into rings and tentacles 3/4 cup white wine 3 cherry peppers, thinly sliced 2 tablespoons cornstarch 1 cup cream crushed red pepper flakes to taste salt and pepper to taste 1/2 cup shredded fresh basil 1/4 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until al dente; drain. 2. Heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add crushed garlic, and cook for a few seconds until it turns golden brown. Stir in the squid, and cook until it turns white. Pour in white wine and cherry pepper slices; bring to a simmer, and cook until the wine is reduced by half, about 3 minutes. 3. Stir cornstarch into the cream, and add to the simmering calamari. Season with red pepper flakes, basil, salt, and pepper; stir until thickened. To serve, toss pasta

Male Or Female?
A SPANISH Teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. 'House' for instance, is feminine: 'la casa.' 'Pencil,' however, is masculine: 'el lapiz.' A student asked, 'What gender is 'computer'?' Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether computer' should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that 'computer' should definitely be of the feminine gender ('la computadora'), because: 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; 2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else; 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and 4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your

Earthquake Protection
Please read this and pass the info along to your family members; it could save their lives someday! EXTRACT FROM DOUG COPP'S ARTICLE ON THE: "TRIANGLE OF LIFE" My name is Doug Copp. I am the Rescue Chief and Disaster Manager of the American Rescue Team International (ARTI), the world's most experienced rescue team. The information in this article will save lives in an earthquake. I have crawled inside 875 collapsed buildings, worked with rescue teams from 60 countries, founded rescue teams in several countries, and I am a member of many rescue teams from many countries. I was the United Nations expert in Disaster Mitigation for two years. I have worked at every major disaster in the world since 1985, except for simultaneous disasters. The first building I ever crawled inside of was a school in Mexico City during the 1985 earthquake. Every child was under its desk. Every child was crushed to the thickness of their bones. T

I Wish You Enough....
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' May I ask what that means?'

Bernie Mac.................
I HOPE MY BROTHER IS ABLE TO HAVE PEACE IN DEATH EQUAL TO THE LAUGHTER AND COMEDY HE BROUGHT TO SO MANY OF US IN LIFE, HE WAS EVERY BIT THE ROLE MODEL FOR ALL OF US MEN OF COLOR, A VERY POSITVE AND SUCCESSFUL BROTHER IF EVER THERE WAS ONE!!! R.I.P. BERNIE MAC.

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Leaving Fubar
I am leaving Fubar soon. To all that give a shit, I have a website built for sports blogging and I must pay attention to that more than here. It is prosportswench.com. It is my dream and the proceeds that I get from my sponsors go to my charities that I support. God bless and peace.

Im Leaving Fubar For A While
so after a few days of thinking ive decided im really gonna leave fubar for a while im keeping the acount active so if i ever wanna come back i dont have to start over again. this is for the best ive put so much time into fubar that ive neglectided my life so nows the best time to dig myself outa the rut ive been in the last few weeks and to all the people ive pissed off for what its worth im sorry i took my issues out on you and it was wrong. to those i love on here this is hard for me to walk away but in the long run it will be better for the lounge and me i hope to see yall again someday

Blah
In these moments, I feel given in to insecurity. As though the past mocks and lets the future die. In these moments I am without the warmth of her company. Lost in the doubt of her return. In these moments I am gone. Away from comfort conditioned into isolation. In this shame I await for the pain of this new memory. In this shame I am left in my own resolve waiting for her answer. In my shame I stand. I am right I always am. In my own damn self pity I will keep company with every wing of every angel I have given flight from every kiss I gave her. And I will lay her, unmoving in a bed of these wings. Simplistic irony. Or my own stubbornness to realize I am always right.

Everyone Is Doing It! Come See What!
SHOW YOU COLORS It's that time people....Football Season! So root your favorite team on this season and show your colors! For 3k in fubucks I can make you a personalized animated pic with your pic and your team. Below are some examples of ones I have already made for folks..... NFL, College, AFL and if your not a football fan, I can do any sport of your choosing. Just FuPal me 3k and the team and I will Git-R-Done.

Part 2
State Computer Harassment or "Cyberstalking" Laws Law enforcement agencies have estimated that electronic communications are a factor in from 20 percent to 40 percent of all stalking cases. Forty-five states now have laws that explicitly include electronic forms of communication within stalking or harassment laws. State laws that do not include specific references to electronic communication may still apply to those who threaten or harass others online, but specific language can make the laws easier to enforce. Two reports from the U.S. Department of Justice provide detailed information on cyberstalking: Stalking and Domestic Violence: Report to Congress (May 2001) and Cyberstalking: A New Challenge for Law Enforcement and Industry (Aug. 1999). Other related NCSL resources: Enacted Cyberbullying Legislation and Address Confidentiality Programs for Domestic Violence. Last update: December 19, 2007 STATE CITE Alabama Ala. Code § 13A-11-8 Alaska Alask

Solitude
Oh do i think of myself too much maybe i do just for little while but don't we all it was just a blink of an eye here i am thinking on whether to be or not to be when i may be the only one existence is relative in existence of material to be only in my mind private to me only me just a blink of an eye barely aware of anyone else felt shaken and did not respond but did not care not even the rows of lights faded all would do most anything for i was in my mind's eye wallow in my own feelings just a blink of an eye solipsist is this my downfall to be so preoccupied let indulgence to end the only one who exists i have lived this oh i think i did it was like watching from a distance seems like someone else experienced it i am not that person

Just Letting You Guys Know..
We really would like you guys to read our profile b4 sending a request.. On a wkly basis we go through our friends list and delete ppl that we don't hear from.. we are a lil behind on showing you all luv do to the fact we've been busy..so I (MASTER DEE'S slave) will be going to everyone's pg and leaving you comments.. and will try to do this daily if not every other day or whenever I am able to get to ur pg.. We usually give ppl about a wk to at least say hi.. we understand your all busy.. but in all honesty we are HERE to make friends.. not see how many friends we can collect.. but other than that.. we'll try our best to leave or return the luv you show us! Sincerely, herMASTERonly

About "my Stash"
i'm sure most of you notice how often i put new videos up there every single fuckin' day. well, truth be told, i'm using it as my own personal music channel. this is what MTV, Fuse, VH1 would be like IF i programed the fucking channels. the majority of the videos that are on those channels are fucking god awful...when they actually show them and the number of kickass videos/bands not shown is a crime. so if you want to watch some shit that you wouldn't see on tv, stop by "my stash" and rock out with your cock out, or be prepared to watch something totally weird as hell. peace, i'm out.

Aspen Glow,part 3©
We had been exploring the mountains and playing since we arrived. I could never tire of this woman. If you win Love's lottery and find that one person that fits your whole life, you are one of the most lucky in the world. Some never express their wants and desires and live their life unfulfilled and empty. Always share yourself with the one your with. Let them know everything you desire and want,then take their hand and explore it together. They just might surprise you. The acidic smell of a dying fire, the wind caressing the pine bows above, the ghost of the wild rustling the underbrush, the crisp air of night in the mountains. Snuggled in a warm down sleeping bag, held off the cold ground by an air mattress, having the a very naughty dream. Off somewhere we were together. The smell of her hair and the caress of her lips as they travel my body. My dreams have always been so vivid and alive. It was like I was hovering above watching the two of us together. I could see her b

Acs
I am 33 years old. I have a 14 year old son, Brad. Together we will ride across the country on our bicycles from Astoria, Oregon to Ocean City, Maryland. We will embark on our journey the first week in June of 2010 and plan on making it across in 8 weeks. Some may ask, why are we doing this? Well, the truth is we love cycling and this will be something that both of us will remember for the rest of our lives. We figured since this is something we love to do then we should do it as a dedication to all of those who have died or lost someone to cancer. Cancer affects everyone. Both of my grandparents died of cancer. It hit us close to home in March 2007 when my father past away at the age of 50 from rectal melanoma. He lasted 18 months from his diagnosis. Therefore we are raising funds for the American Cancer Society. We would love to see a cure. Our goal is to raise over $35,000. This is only $10 per mile = $35,000.

What Angel I Was
What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Angel of DeathYou were an Angel of death! Before you were sent to Earth to be tested and be a human, you were what brought death upon humans. With a look, you could kill anyone. Your unusal intrest in death and love of blood and gore asures that in heaven, you delt with it very much. You were an angel who brought death to all, and what is and forever will be feared by humans. Your old deathly stare still scares people and you still crave for killing. Angel of Death 36%Angel of Guidance 21%Angel of Hope 14%Guardian Angel 14%Angel of Prayer 0%Angel of Good Fortune 0%

Riddle Me This...
Riddle me this riddle me that How did I ever become this rat So speak your mind I know the truth I spent one too many days in my dealers booth Now i'm broke a penny i can't find Yet all i can think about is getting my next dime Once I was your friend but drugs ruined that in due time. Once again riddle me this and riddle me that I still need to see my dealer I need that sack I see you all laugh instead of concern I'm trying to teach a lesson none will learn Keep turning your back a friend I burned In these ashes I'm still there looking concerned But say your goodbye this one last time I got my final hook up to blow my mind. RWSII

Ghost
slit my throat i keep walking even when i've bled dry nothing inside me worth living for i'm just a shell, hollow inside dead life, no longer a man dead life, not even a monster dead life, no soul left to bleed eyes are just vacant blank stare looking at nothing lungs are black no longer pumping air just a ghost, i'm not even here never lived was born to die dead before i even drew breathe my fate was chosen before i opened my eyes

What The F**k
wtf is wrong with todays mind state why is every time something goes wrong we blame the higher powers and we get stuck with the shyt end off the deal and they wonder why todays youths drink smoke and do other kind of drugs and no one relizes we corrupt our selves because we have no means of control and something eles that bugs me why is it god gave us free will but we are not free we policed and bullied into our existance so how do go about our free will if are prisoners of our on government thats why we need another revolution we the people need to take charge we the people need to rise against our opressors theonly true government is anarchy i say this with pride and destructive intent some day their will be a free world butnot in our lifetimes so i ask all who feel the same to rise up and overthrough this embarasment and political b/s rise up and overcome these war pigs who send our brother sisters moms and dads etc.to wars of monmey and drugs and i for willno longer take it anymore

Why Our Country Is In Trouble
Washington DC airport ticket agent offers some examples of why our country is in trouble! 1. I had a New Hampshire Congresswoman ask for an aisle seat so that her hair wouldn't get messed up by being near the window. (On an airplane!) 2. I got a call from a candidate's staffer, who wanted to go to Capetown. I started to explain the length of the flight and the passport information, then she interrupted me with, "I'm not trying to make you look stupid, but Capetown is in Massachusetts ." Without trying to make her look stupid, I calmly explained, "Cape Cod is in Massachusetts , Capetown is in Africa " Her response - click. 3. A senior Vermont Congressman called, furious about a Florida package we did. I asked what was wrong with the vacation in Orlando . He said he was expecting an ocean-view room. I tried to explain that's not possible, since Orlando is in the middle of the state. He replied, "Don't lie to me, I looked on the map and Florida is a ve

1st Amendment To The Constitution Of The United States Of America
Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the

Crossfade-cold
Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold To you, I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, Never meant to be so cold I never meant to be so cold (quitter solo) I never really wanted you to s

The Curse-distrubed
Marked for demolioton, I'm Just a time bomb ticking inside No hope for the hopeless, I can see the pieces are laid out in front of me No point even asking why Couldn't help even if you try Step inside and you might just be the next contestasnt To feel the Brutality! Devastation, Obliteration Are all in a part of Eccasorbation There's no explaining my situation, Now why does this shit keep happening to me? I've held on too long just to let it go now, Will my inner strength get me through it some how Defying the curse that has taken hold Never surrender, I'll never be overcome! Too dark for forgiveness, I Can't seem to do anything right When I try to rebuild I see my humble shelter Just fall to the ground again Object to the evil, I No point to let anyone try Take heed my friend lest you be torn assunder Like all that's become of me Descimation, Decintagration All being apart of imagination, There's no explaining my situation Now why does t

Tee Is Holding An Auction! Own Me??????
SO heres the deal. I put myself in another auction. For the Love Shack Staff auction! Heres my link go bid! It ends 8/22/08! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1608789&albumid=1165759&i=99622514&idx=6

Death Of Love
What is love like I wonder I thought I had found it several time Yet only to find I was wrong, My parents thought they were in love But after about five years It turned out is was not love, I thought I had the start of love recently Only to come to the realization That it was only Lust, Can I be sure love even still exists Why for all I know It could of died before I was born. Now I wonder When was the Death of Love. Please comment if you read it...Originally composed in 2001....

What Is Happiness?
How will I know when I have found happiness, When I have known only depression, And I have seen only despair, And I felt only lonesomeness. How will I know when I have found happiness, When I have known only distrust, And I have seen only violence, And I felt only sadness. How will I know when I have found happiness, When I have known only hatred, And have only seen indifference, And I felt only unloved. Tell me how i will know happiness When I don't even know what it is.

More Junk
What do the majority of people in your life call you? Loser Is something bothering you right now? Yeah. CRAMPS!! Do you prefer someone taller or shorter than you? Taller Do you prefer being in an actual relationship, or would you rather have the freedom of a ‘friend’s with benefits’ type deal? Love relationships hate whores Would you rather a guy/girl make the first move or do you like a bit of a challenge? ...idk Have you ever been betrayed by someone you trust? EH,Shit happends Are you a heavy or light sleeper? Light sleeper so stfu while im asleep What did you do last Saturday night? played house Which one of your friends is going to have the cutest baby? I have the cutest baby Do you currently hate someone? Sure i do How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over? 1 Who was the last person's voice you heard? Tony's Do you like your life as of now? Yeah for the most part What were you doing 20 minutes ago?

Life
I was looking back on my past life, All the thing's that i hace done to myself and to other's, I'm still looking for the answere, It will take me forever. I'm still searching for the key, The wreackage of my past life keep's haunting me, It just won't leave me alone, I still find it all a mystery, Could it be a dream? The raod to nowhere lead's to me,. Through all the happiness and sarrow, Live for today and not tomarrow, I guess I'll do it all over again, It's still the road that never end's......................................

Yes Love
LOVE IS IMMORTAL,PRECIOUSE,DIVINE....NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE THAT FEELING,THE ALL MEANING OF LOVE WE CAN JUST FEEL IT IN ALL HIS GLORY AND LIVE IT WITH FULL INTENSITY.LOVE URSELF,LOVE UR OTHER HALF,LOVE GOD,LOVE LIFE...LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL IF U LOVE IT,IF U FEEL IT. DREEM ON

Poem 1
The love of two hearts, Makes neither person want to part, A love so true, It seems to be meant for the both of you, Send this poem to someone as their clue, Show them what what it would be like with you, You would never make them feel blue, Tell them how much you love them too, As you dream of their touch, I hope you dont thik its too much, You may find your true love, As it was meant from above, Just dont push nore shove, Be who you are, For that will take you oh so far...

I Get To Go (warning)
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Lost
I have lost my passion Lost to me is the passion of the heart Lost to me is the passion of the mind Lost to me is the passion of the soul Lost to me is all passion I am passionless I am devoid of heart I am devoid of mind I am devoid of soul All I am is an empty void Search as I might I can not find a heart I can not find a mind I can not find a soul I just wander from place to place Yet I know nothing of where I am I was not always thus Once I had a well spring of feelings But now I have none I have lost my passion

Its Time
well the one person on here i actually loved to death decided to disown me so to all i want to say ty for this past year in a half its been ups and down but we had some fun..... to my dads i luv u so much to my mom ure so sweet how couldnt i care to freak ty for being kind alice killer best sis u rock cubby u comment whore kiss philemon was always so sweet then tere drunk 1 u boozer i lubs u welcome back sry i wont be here.... to my estest buddy ever tombstone taz i love u and u know how to reach me to the rest ty so much for giving me a chance and being a friend

Finally Made It Through 2 Tornados That Just Missed My Place By 5 Min
Last night at 1:27am i heard a big boom and howling winds and vibrations sounded like a fright train i was online and all of a sudden a big boom with flashing lights i saw through the window and then the lights and power went off and the cable and internet was down.....for the rest of the night till just now a few min ago just everything came back on...2 tornados hit 5 minutes away from where i live and destroyed a home and a barn with horses in it thank god it didnt reach my place it just missed me by 5 min but felt the effects of it was very scary thank god i am ok...and alive....I was so scared cause of the sounds of the wind last night and all day today thank god my internet n cable lights are on thank god

Tornado Touches Down In Wellington
Tornado Touches Down In Wellington Funnel Cloud Damages Equine Clinic POSTED: 10:47 am EDT August 19, 2008 UPDATED: 3:10 pm EDT August 19, 2008 [NEWSVINE: Tornado Touches Down In Wellington] [DELICIOUS: Tornado Touches Down In Wellington] [DIGG: Tornado Touches Down In Wellington] [FACEBOOK: Tornado Touches Down In Wellington] [REDDIT: Tornado Touches Down In Wellington] [RSS] [PRINT: Tornado Touches Down In Wellington] [EMAIL: Tornado Touches Down In Wellington] WELLINGTON, Fla. -- Residents reported a tornado touching down in the Wellington area early Tuesday morning. The Palm Beach Equine Sports Complex in Wellington sustained a lot of damage at about 1:30 a.m. A three-stall barn at the clinic was destroyed by the tornado, emergency workers said. One horse standing inside the barn was not injured. In the clinic’s tech center, computers, plants and countertops had been blown across the room. Windows were broken and floors were covered with debris. One of the wo

Soul Mates?!?!?
The Perfect Man "The perfect guy would be, he could be anywhere in the world but he chooses to be by her side because life is better with her by his side." Do you ever think that maybe the perfect man is always missing and never to be found? I do. Sometimes I think that the perfect man is a myth, a tale that mothers told their daughters so that they could dream of the perfect prince. When in reality, the perfect man would never truly exist. I mean sure...some women are lucky in love and lucky to have that perfect one for them. So sure there are Perfect Men out there, perfect for the one that he is with. I think that maybe, that when we have yet to be born the perfect one, your soul mate lets say, was chosen for you. If this soul mate was chosen then they do exist. Twin flames, the other half of your soul, the one that was meant to make you the happiest you will ever know, is out there, but where? Could he/she be your neighbor, a friend, or the stranger that you met the other day?

Image
i've seen ugly people live a beautiful life i've seen an ugly man with a beautiful wife i've seen an beautiful woman do ugly things like taking drugs, stealing money, and prostituting her things i've seen beautiful people with an ugly life see that beautiful man with the toothless, obese wife? i've seen an ugly woman do beautiful things revered by the world and descendents for making whole world sing there's no beautiful people with beautiful children AND a beautiful life even if you count celebrities you look at their lifestyles and ugly deaths might convince you what attracts you is not necessarily accurate unless God/love prevails and balance becomes immaculate.

What's Real
"What's Real" You think u know me because I played along Being sum1 I'm not but sum1 u love I end up by myself I don't care there's nothing left I gone to far I hurt too many I search for myself But never could I don't exist I was only what they wanted They never knew what was in my heart I made it to be what was already in their minds Nothing was ever real just what they though was a perfect life then I took away killing their hopes and dreams For some but others They could care less They just forgot and moved on All these lies and broken hearts life is so random One min your in love the next you hate everything My mind plays tricks Confusing my heart I don't know what's right or not There's so much shit going thru my mind Making choices from my heart Is impossible for me I don't know if love is the greatest or the worse thing In life All I do know is I fucked up I cant take any of it back so now I'll leave this place With no more pain no more love

Sunday Morning Sex
I will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling... Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, 'He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning.' Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100-years-old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. 'Oh no, my dear,' replied granny. 'Many years ago, realizing our advanced a ge, we figured out the best tim e to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong.' She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, 'He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along.'

Writing Inspires Me?
There is a freedom in writing that I have not experienced in any other type of medium. Although I am a self acclaimed poet I try to express my self in many other ways and things. Take each experience to whatever level you choose but, be careful cause sometimes there are penalties for things in life that you do and all are not written or in neon lights so obvious for you to see and you just might be caught unaware wich might not be a good thing, in life keep your eyes also your ears open. I am trying out a game that is new to me but not really new called Darkness. Take a look and if you have not tried it maybe you should unless you have weak constitution. You don't have to be a kid to love this kind of entertainment.

Bitch Fest 08!
Why is it that people don't understand, that when school is back in session I wont go out during the week? I'm not gonna take my child to a babysitter, when he gets up at 645 for school ffs! And what the fuck is with people sending me messages, when my status says bored, that say "why so bored go out and have fun" I simply write them back and say "can't" Then the fucking morons write back and say "why not you got your kid tonight?" Um asshat! Why do people ask me that? As if my kid just comes and goes! And why don't people understand that even though it might say that i'm online, doesn't mean i'm sitting at my laptop! It is possible to not x out of the page! I'm so sick of messages like this "I know you're hear it says you're online. Why aren't you answering me?" I got a message on myspace last night, when I was infact sleeping that said "see you're still up, we could have chilled". No asshat, I did go to bed like I said I was going to, I just didn't log out of

Poem 9
From the pedal of a rose, Is how the beauty truely shows, And its fragrence lets you know, That the inner beauty will always show, But a unique rose always shines and glows, When you nurse it- it grows, But if you ever show hate, You will have sealed its fate, I know my search for my heart delight is to late, Being alone seems to be my fate, Will anyone take the chance to see, All the wonderful things i have with in me, Could anyone so true even be a possibility, And could she ever find her way to me....

A Few Moments
Sitting here staring at the computer screen, moments shared flashing across, bringing me to the past, your face resurfaced in my mind. Listening to soft instrumental music, memories built swirling around, tugging at my heart insistently, your warmth and gentleness hugged me. Pausing all my actions in mid motion, images locked unfolding once more, stirring bittersweet emotions, your presence never left me. Shuffling among the good memories, open conversations stimulating my heart, reaffirming my love for you once more, your sincerity kissed my soul. Smiling sweetly at no one, visions created mingling happily, filling me up with hopes and wishes, your future links intricately with mine. Fion Lim

The "twist"
Okay, people are asking me what I mean in my description by "the twist". Did you ever think that perhaps I just wanted to leave it as vague as that because of the intrigue it picques? If I don't tell you but you are compelled to find out, it sort of necessitates that you return and simply learn more about me with time as I continue to add bits and pieces to my page here. For now I will tell you that the "All American Girl" part primarily refers to how I generally present to the world on a day-to-day basis. The "twist" part is the part of me that the majority of people don't see or know about. Of course...by that definition then, don't most people have a "twist"? A shadow side to themselves or more than meets the eye perhaps? A public personna and a private personna? And please (MEN!), don't jump to the conclusion that I'm referring to kink because I'm not. I've been here a few days and will say that this is an amusing site. Most notable are the multitudes of folks that will

You Have Captured My Heart, It Is Yours...
I Promise I Promise to make you laugh I Promise to make you cry I Promise to always trust you I Promise to work with you to resolve our comflicts I Promise to always proud of you I Promise to never let you feel alone in this world I Promise to never say things to you in anger I Promise to cherish you and your love I Promise to compromise with you I Promise to never take your love for grandted I Promise I promise to never lose faith with you I Promise to give you strenght when you are weak I Promise to be your partner in life I Promise to be your shelter from the storm I Promise to be your warmth when you feel cold. I Promise to never let give you reason to distrust me I Promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall. I Promise to make a new memorry with you each and everyday I Promise to be the 1st one say "Im Sorry" even if i was right I Promise to be there for you in all the time of joy and sorrows I Promise to find new ways everyday to ke

Imagining The Taste And Savoring Every Inch Of It
It calls out to her Touch me, taste me and take me in your hand You know you want to Dare she give into its power it has over her Yes yes she hold it gently in her hands She smiles and sticks out her tongue using the tip of her tongue to lick Yummy, she then goes over it and with her flat tongue she licks it again And swallows savoring the taste She uncovers it and proceeds to do her thing Just enough to get to the creamy filling, swallowing in between lick Tasting its sweetness and feeling the thickness against her tongue And this ladies and gentlemen is how she eats a cupcake.

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

Submission From Strength
The following was written as S. Garrett's response to someone's offhand comment that they were surprised to find I (Cerina) am a submissive due to my manner and "attitude". I've held onto a copy of this for months and finally felt that it might be helpful to others in understanding why a strong willed submissive is found valuable. I mostly put off posting this to the site because I was shy about appearing to be tooting my own horn since the article is complimentary to...well......me. I simply want other submissives and dominants to know that subservience and submission are two different kettles of fish. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That curious and thought provoking response to your strong approach to submission in your message box inspired the following thoughts: I am not sure if, before meeting cerina, that strength of will would have instinctively been high on my specification of the 'ideal submissive'. Not because I find the juxtaposition of strength and submission

Simple Rules For The Wise Dominant
1) The submissive's safety is first and foremost. This includes emotional safety as well as physical safety. 2) Communicate. The submissive should always know where she stands, why something is happening, and should feel safe to voice her concerns, needs, and desires. 3) Trust and be trustworthy. If a submissive feels she is not trusted, she will always feel she is failing you in some way. We have the right to be trusted until we prove otherwise. If you have issues with trust, that isn't our fault even though we will do everything in our power to prove to you that you can depend upon our words and actions just as you should do the same. Complete honesty is a must!! 4) Punishment should never be administered in anger. It should always be with a loving hand when you are calm and thinking clearly. Take a time out before you act. Explain why you are punishing and what you expect to happen in the future. 5) Admit that you are a human being who makes mistakes. The relationship wi

What Font Are You?
You Are Arial Black You are bold, over the top, and quite loud. You'll stand up and stand up to get your point across. Subtlety isn't really your thing. You sometimes come off as crass and abrasive. You're not as passionate as people might think. You just enjoy overwhelming other people! What Font Are You?

Split Second
SPLIT SECOND As I feel the blade on my skin The pain all seems to end For a split second I'm drowning in my blood The pain is no longer there cant this just be imaginary? I see in the mirror I feel the need to slice I need a better life It's not you,it's me I'm having problems why cant you see? I'm lonesome I'm scared I want to get away from here I'm sick of all the lies The secrets and everything they hide All of this I feel For only one split second Everytime I cut,My life just seems To fade away,And all of this replaces it Where does it go? I wander sometimes Then I realize It's all in my mind...

Yet Another Concert!
Yay! I'm going to see RED and Shinedown tomarrow night and am sooooo excited! Hopefully I won't make a complete ass of myself but anymore...I don't really give a shit what anybody else thinks! I'm sure I'll be writing about my concert experience within the week! Stay posted...

My Bed
What Your Bed Says About You Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best to look good and have an attractive home. You try to be an organized person, but you often fall behind. Certain parts of your life tend to fall into chaos. You are not very high maintenance in general, but you are high maintenance about a few things. In relationships, you tend to be quite dominant. You enjoy taking charge. You tend to be a down to earth, practical person. You think in terms of what is actual. You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere. What Does Your Bed Say About You?

How Do I Know
Why do I feel as if I will never find The One? I have searched for decades and nothing. Is there really One person out there for everyone? It seems to me that this is not true. And yet I see those that have found that One person. Is it just me? Am I trying too hard? Am I too picky? Am I blind? Did I already find her and let her slip away? Does anyone have an answer to my querie? If so tell me so I will know for sure.

A New Poem That I Wrote
You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone

Is It Necessary To Know How To Kill?
****************************************************** "Violence is not always the answer, but when it is the answer, it's the ONLY answer" - Author Unknown ****************************************************** ********************* NOTE: I realize the subject of this issue is highly controversial but urge you to read through this entire issue before forming an opinion. I will revisit this subject more in the future. ********************* Lets start with a couple of questions: 1.) In this day and age, what could possibly be the reason to teach someone how to kill another human with his or her bare hands? 2.) Do I actually advocate instructing clients in this very specific, lethal material? The answer to the first question is that there are MANY reasons why it is essential one get this lethal knowledge. So, what are my reasons for taking this very controversial position? First off, I'v

An Insomniac Speaks........hmmmmm
Thinking about stuff provokes me to write it down. I am in a state of delirium, at least I think so. Lack of sleep is pushing me to the brink of insanity. Oh wait. Im already there lol. Yeah ok so this is the first blog here I had to try to be funny but yeah Im only ever funny looking. My sense of humor tends to run to the bizzarre at times. My girl freind likes it though and well if someone can get my twisted idea of humor then they are alright in my book. I've been writing poetry again. Organizing some that were mere scratched ideas on a page, to put them as real poems in my notebook. Im going to have to get a new note book Or something I can write all my completed poems down on. A hard copy if you will. Used to have so many more poems but they got lost in the battle for possessions with the ex. I didnt care what I left behind at the time but he sure did care what I took with me. Im sorry but the king size bed with th oak bookshelf head board was sooo worth taking with m

Heaven Sent Keyshia Cole
Sent from heaven. Sent from heaven. Now you can wait your whole life wondering When it's gonna come or where it's been. You may have got your heart broken A few times in the past Never last strong as it used to, Don't feel as good as it used to (before) And all the things you used to say, Things you used to do, went right out the door Oh no more, will you be the one That's what you tell everyone around you But you know they've heard it all before What more can you say When love won't let you, walk away And you can't help who you love And you find yourself giving it away When you think you're in love [CHORUS:] I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) Now

People Are Stupid....
I get a call from a client.... please make ALL the fields required when filling out the forms on our web site. Not just some.. but ALL. I did that a month ago. I get an email today... asking why they had to fill in EVERY field on the form.... saying its annoying. Hello? what did you think requiring it to be filled in meant?

Waiting Sucks...
On Tuesday, I had a doctors appointment for a normal check up. The check up went fine and I got refills for my medications. My doctor had asked me if I had done my blood work test yet. I told her that I didn't get to that yet, so she told me that I should get it done. I decided to get it done after our appointment. So I go to the Lab to get my blood test and off I went. I get a phone call yesterday about my blood test results. She was saying something about my white cells where slightly elevated and something about my sugar. She wanted me to go in again when I can to take another blood test but this time fast. So I go there today for another blood test. They ended up taking more blood than the first time they drew blood. I guess I will find out the result sometime tomorrow during work. I think they were doing a glucose testing or that's what they did the first day. I dunno. So I'm a bit concern about it. The only thing that's really going in my mind is that the diabetes that

Wet Red Hot Liquor Pussy
Birthdays kick ass. You know why? Because I get new shit thats why. Granted, I was spoiled rotten from an early age but I spread it around given my philosophy that children were put on this earth to be spoiled.....rotten. It's also the unexpected teh awesomeness that happens without my knowledge or consent. Like the time we bought the Wii. Not a huge video gamer myself and neither is Megyn but we ARE very big into the American concept of gadgetry. If it's new and it is cool. It will be mine. Because I’m thrilled that Megyn doesn’t look with scorn upon the Wii, the only video game system I’m aware of to have accomplished that feat, I am constantly encouraged to buy more games and accessories for our Wiiner. So we bought Guitar Hero World Tour. Then I hooked it up to my 500 watt Bose sound system and my Panasonic 150 inch. BWAAAAAA. (I love that thing.) This has introduced a number of interesting behaviors that I’m sure will become full-blown OCD tendencies in no time. 1)

Get Your Flag Ready To Fly
Subject: Get YOUR FLAG Ready to FLY Please join us in this FLY THE FLAG campaign and PLEASE forward this Email immediately to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. We have a little less than one week and counting to get the word out all across this great land and into every community in the United States of America. If you forward this email to least 11 people and each of those people do the same ... you get the idea. THE PROGRAM: On Thursday, September 11th, 2008, an American flag should be displayed outside every home, apartment, office, and store in the United States. Every individual should make it their duty to display an American flag on this seventh anniversary of one our country's worst tragedies. We do this in honor of those who lost their lives on 9/11, their families, friends and loved ones who continue to endure the pain, and those who today are fighting at home and abroad to preserve our cherished freedoms. In the day

Sarah Palin: A Dream Come True For Republicans
Sarah Palin: A Dream Come True for Republicans by Marcia Segelstein John McCain demonstrated both political savvy and sheer boldness in selecting Alaska Governor Sarah Palin to be his running mate. Here's what people should know about her, and why Republicans should like her. In her own words, from her gubernatorial website, here is where she stands on the free market, guns, health care and key social issues: "I'm a conservative Republican, a firm believer in free market capitalism." "I'm a lifetime member of the NRA, I suppport our Constitutional right to bear arms...I grew up hunting and fishing in Alaska." "I support flexibility in government regulations that allow competition in health care that is needed, and is proven to be good for the consumer, which will drive down health care costs and reduce the need for government subsidies." "I am pro-life and I believe that marriage should only be between a man and a woman." So

A Little Fun
well i was bored and i was comming up with nursey ryhmes. well this is as far as i got peter, peter, pumpkin beater had a wife and couldnt eat her......... i was wondering if ya can help me come up with more to this nursey ryhme . woop woop mmwfkl

Don't Think I Don't
I left out in a cloud of taillights and dust Swore I wasn't comin back Said I'd had eonugh Saw you in the rear view Fadin from my life But I wasn't turnin round No not this time But don't think I don't think about it Don't think I don't have regrets Don't think it don't get to me Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey Don't think I don't wonder bout Could've been should've been all worked out I know what I felt and I know what I said But don't think I don't think about it When we make choices We gotta live with it Heard you found a real good man and you married him I wonder if sometime I cross your mind? Where would we be today of if I never drove that car away? But don't think I don't think about it Don't think I don't have regrets Don't think it don't get to me Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey Don't think I don't wonder bout Could've been should've been all worked out Yeah I know what I felt and I know what I said But don't

So Much For Being Able To Count On "friends"
Things have been very hectic in my life, and not hectic good... Health Scares and surgery for my dad, betrayed by yet someone else I thought cared about me (Someone that's been part of my life for 20 years), the birth of a son I wanted but who's not mine, I've lost my home to forclosure, and then, this weekend topped the cake. Over the years, I've helped many friends move. The other week, I emailed the ones I felt I could count on to repay the favor, since I'm all alone now. I know the email went out, as I did have a few replies about being out of town for the holiday weekend (As expected). And, I could see in their replies, the names of everyone I sent it to. But, I did not get back a single offer to help... yesterday morning, it was just me, my fathers Tahoe/trailer and a pair of handtrucks. Three loads to storage, and so much more to do. I'm considering making this my new theme song....

Did You Have Any Southern Relatives‏??
This will REALLY test your American English!!! This is one of the most interesting things I have run across, enjoy it! Enter your % in the subject line before passing this on, and don't forget to forward to the person who sent it to you!!! This is fun, give it a try! Click on link below: The Yankee or Dixie quiz >> http://console.mxlogic.com/redir/?kT7bCzBBx4SC-OZtxNcS02S17PTph_BYQGDAEjYY-h7Um-cvmH6u5Jwl_Nl2gvbNkmrAas3zt-LtNZCVEVvd7bxKVKOEGJIiLN1kqWx5K4fzOVIsUDsSyyqerzDSkTS3qrNInc96y0n0l8QgcL3OVEwgZSk9jYQg0vo5vYTfM-u0USyrjdFLILnoj76ZC81TgDU

Not Poems, Just Quotations...
"I believe there ought to be a constitutional amendment outlawing Astroturf and the designated hitter. I believe in the sweet spot, soft-core pornography, opening your presents Christmas morning rather than Christmas Eve and I believe in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days." - Crash Davis "Basically, I'm for anything that gets you through the night; be it a prayer, tranquilizers, or a bottle of Jack Daniels." - Frank Sinatra "All things truly wicked start from an innocence," - Hemingway "I never fall apart because I never fall together" - Andy Warhol "People should fall in love with thier eyes closed. Just close your eyes, don't look." - Andy Warhol "If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt. If you never get hurt, you always have fun." - Almost Famous But I will wear my heart upon my sleeve For daws to peck at: I am not what I am. Othello, 1. 1 "If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems ob

Racism
Racism The common conception is that because you belong to a race that you cannot hold a racial prejudice against that race, but that is far from the truth, and in fact a racist statement in itself because you are guilty of placing people of a said skin color universally in a category in virtue of their skin color. For instance, 'All black people are not racially prejudice against black people, because they themselves are black'. But this makes little logical sense because you are guilty of the same ignorance that a person is guilty of when making a racially bias, or prejudice judgment such as 'All white people are greedy'. I also don't see why racism seems to be restricted to negative or critical statements though. It is equally racial to make a positive statement, or uncritical statement about a race. For instance, 'All black people are good basketball players' is a racist statement. Racism is grounded subjectively about an objective character or feature of a race.

Phenomenal Woman
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breas

Downtown
A man and his girlfriend are having a sexual encounter. He asks her to "go downtown" so, with a sigh, she gets on her knees in front of him and starts peering at his genitals, looking and tipping her head this way and that, studying the whole business. After about five minutes of this, he asked her in a sort of peeved voice, "Well, just what are you doing?" She said, "I'm doing what I always do when I'm downtown with no money!"

9/11
AS LAY HERE THINKING OF MY PAST FREINDS I HAVE LOST THE TIMES THAT WE HAD, A RANGERS LIFE IS ONE OF HONOR IVE BEEN ALL AROUND THE WORLD FROM ONE PLACE TO THE OTHER, A DAY THAT WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME ANGER ON THE DAY OF 9/11 THE CRYS WERE HERD AROUND THE WORLD THEY STILL ECHO IN MY BRAIN ON THAT DAY I SCREAMED WITH VENGANCE DEATH FROM OF ABOVE WILL KILL EM ALL AND LET GOD SORT THEWM OUT......

My Owner
MEET MY OWNER, TOOK THE WORLD BY STORM IN MY AUCTION AND BOUGHT ME FOR A LARGE SUM OF FU LOVIN, SO I HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO TO GET THAT LOVE BACK TO HERE. THIS IS LUCKY, A GREAT WOMAN, AND GOOD FRIEND! GO TO HER PROFILE, RATE HER, FAN HER, ADD HER, CRUSH HER, BLING HER, WHATEVER THE HELL YA WANNA DO JUST DO IT! Lucky@ fubar SHE RETURNS THE LOVE, NOT LIKE OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD AND SHE LOVES TO BE NOTICED, SO JUST CLICK AWAY!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: Drunk1™ **Alison's Overseer**Owned By Lucky**@ fubar Fine Print: "Never try to teach a pig to sing. It wastes your time and annoys the pig." - Proverb

For You Daddy R.i.p..
To the friends and family of Joseph Patrick Haley, My father was a good man, a simple man, a man who enjoyed the smallest things in life. He was a hero fighting in Vietnam, but that’s not what made him a real hero what made him a real hero is the value and love he placed on his family and friends. He lived too short of a life, but there is a saying “the good die young”, but I thank the Lord each day he gave my father to all of us to love and cherish. Yeah maybe he wasn’t around all the time as a father, but he worked hard his whole life to support us girls, and he never complained. He loved his woman, wife, Lisa with all his heart and cherished her with every last breath he took. His sense of humor was straightforward , but silly. He’d make you see his point, but you couldn’t help but laugh. He taught me to never take life so serious. That some things are not as bad as they seem and there is always good in everything. My fondest memory of my father was when we were really little I was

The Real Drift-king ! Us-parts Visit Www.kts.de
I love to watch drift videos;play drifting games. If I could would drift myself. This sport is really addicting to watch, do you know there is radio control cars that drift, so very cool I will post some here as well or anthing I can find. I may post some racing related stuff here also cause I like the racing too!!!

Dont Let Him Go !!
Fellow fubarrians, we are about to lose one of the nicest people any one could ever know, Ozzy. He says as soon as his VIP status runs out he's outa here! I am asking any one who can afford it to buy him more VIP status so his time will not run out! Lets do our best to keep one of the greats right here with us on fubar.

Friends
You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel!if you recieve:-----------------1 - 3 ( Awww, a couple people really care about you! )4 - 6 ( Damn, you are loved aren't you! )7 - 12 ( WOW! Your friends absolutly adore you!!! )Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

I Want To Be Loved Like That
Natalie Wood gave her heart to James Dean High school rebel and a beauty queen Standing together in an angry world One boy fighting for one girl CHORUS I want to be loved like that I want to be loved like that A promise you can't take back If you're gonna love me I want to be loved like that Daddy never gave Momma a diamond ring Momma never worried for anything What he gave her came from the heart A bond that was never torn apart CHORUS I want to be loved like that I want to be loved like that A promise you can't take back If you're gonna love me I want to be loved like that An old man kneeling all alone Plants his flowers in a garden of stone For seven years now she's been gone And his devotion is still going strong CHORUS I want to be loved like that I want to be loved like that A promise you can't take back If you're gonna love me I want to be loved like that Shenandoah

How The Hell Was Your Day????
Posted on May 22, 2008 on MyYearbook Blog Never take 3 teenage girls, sisters at that, an eleven year old boy and a year old pitt on a fortyfive minute drive to the mall where you spend three hours chasing the kids from one end of the mall to the other while the girls try on twenty outfits and one end's up buying two pairs of shoes and a winter formal and the other one buys two shirts and one pair of pants w/o trying them on and gets back home and realizes they don't fit and the boy buys what he wants in five minutes and he is done and wants to sit in the car for two hours and fifty five minutes...and the dog is bored stiff but you can't leave her at home because she will eat your house as retaliation for leaving her home alone...and you order the wrong food at taco bell for your son who has to have everything plain and have to turn around and go back to get one plain burrito and about this time the youngest daughter thinks she bought the wrong size dress so you turn around and go b

Shame How People Are
Thought I write a blog on what was going on over the last few days.Well I wish I could tell you that I had a exciting adventure but really,I caught up on some gorgeous sleep and spend time with my girls.hubby went on a men's retreat. Anyway,yesterday(Friday) I was accepted to a great sisterhood called Gypsy Queens.They are a chapter of women who are are tattooed models, promotional girls, & sisters that promote a positive image of women with ink at events put together or attended by The Gypsy Queens. Meet & Greets, Tattoo Conventions, Bike Shows, Xtreme Sporting Events, Grand Openings, Charity Events etc that don't believe in nudity to get the point across and/or to feel beautiful. Now when I join anything,I like research everything,I don't just dive into things,this was a great group to be apart of and so far I have been greeted by new sisters from the bunch. Most people before they join anything look for the wrong things in my opinion.Like race,gender,disability,etc.Its norm

I'm Back.
I have been gone for some time, and for those few who are still on my friend and family list, thank you. Honestly, i got worn out. I was fed up with this place to make 'friends' being nothing more than a collection of cyber whores and if you weren't one, you got trashed. I have made some lovely new friends since my return and I thank everyone for keeping me or adding me into their lives. As for updates, not too much to say. My home life is still nuts and I have been very blessed to have my heart filled with my soulmate. I hope to be around more but with the crazy day to day, I can't promise any particular time or day, just know I love you and I'm thinking of each of you when I'm away. Be well and take care of each other. Hugs and Many Many Kisses Me

72904
A margarita chillin by the pool Buffett on the radio Gulf breezes blowing across the sand Not a care in the world Your love sets me free in paradise -------------------------------------- There are only three things I really need in life Chocolate to keep me satisfied My family to keep me grounded Jack Daniels to keep me sane!

Hello
Hello! I am new to this site and thought this would be a good way to tell a little about me. I am 28. I have one daughter that I love more than anything. I am recently divorced and newly single. Just looking for something to kill the time. So please feel free to say hello.!!!!

Trying To Get All My Recent Poems On My Blog
MORE Kisses feather light Carresses on soft skin Rope digs in deep Whip cracks the air Body jumps from pleasure Skin stings with the first blow Silence fills the soul Wax hot on tender flesh Soft moans escape dry lips Pain ignites the blood Orgasm builds to the brink One more will push it over the edge Teeth sink into neck so smooth Release comes from deep within I want this again SUBMISSION Temptation Seduction Supplication Binding Carressing Biting Licking Kissing Pinching Scratching Flogging Pain Pleasure Oblivion CONTROL With each blow The pain explodes To set my soul on fire The need and the desire Marking my skin with Roses of passion He sets me free As I surrender my Control BLOOD Dark red Wet Sticky Blood Slow drip Metallic Bitter Blood Sweet elixer Raw Passion Blood Will you bleed for me? COLORS ON MY CANVAS These colors on my canvas mean many things to me Yellow for the sunn

I Don't Understand Friends
I rush to the aid of what I thought was a friend only to find out that after all the time, I'm disposable. I'm like a used fucking razor. Single use i guess. Use once and toss out. And it isn't as thought this is someone I just met. I have known her a long time. She burned someone I have cared about for what seems like forever now. And in doing so, she burned me. Time heals scars. But what about hearts?

Iris-goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you, Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest heaven that I'll ever be, And I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment, And all I can breathe is your life, And sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, Or the moment of the truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive. And I don't want the world to see me, 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And I don't want the world to

Sorry Have Not Been Around Lately
ok everyone i want everyone to know i am very sorry for not being around alot as alot of people know my dad has cancer and today he went for his kemo and he is very sick from it today so i am here for him helping him out and also i am on my moms computer to keep everyone up todate as well but my computer had a virus very bad that started to get all my files so its in getting fixed and will be ready tommorow i will not be on here much tonight so i can help my dad out thou the night..BUT I WANT MY LOVELY FAMILY 25 TO LIFE TO KNOW I LOVE THEM AND I THINK ABOUT THE EVERYDAY ..... THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING WHATS GOING ON

Test
blog for VAMPYRE'S DEN [NSFW] WELCOME TO VAMPYRE'S DEN [NSFW] where you meet people and make friendships & DJS are awesome and love your requests so what ya waiting for come join us if you dare that is!!! Click anywhere on the pic

Life N Heart N Soul
>>>> putting your heart and soul into someone you would die for take care of and promise the world too just to see them walk away out your life like it isnt shit and /or the shit that you said and promised to eachother that you will be together for ever nomatter how good /bad and/or sad life gets us, watching them marry someone else,knowing that the one you loved and cared about is gone n walked away but you somehow feel they same way you did months/and or a years later the same way, is that crazy is that sad? still putting your heart n soul in them nomatter what ,is that crazy or wrong ? willing to take care of them or dieing for them doing nomatter what for them to make them happy with you, yes its life i know is it wrong to still love them and wanting to be with them still ?even after so long you still put there heart n soul in to them...

Stay With You-goo Goo Dolls
These streets Turn me inside out Everything shines But leaves me empty still And I'll, burn this lonely house down If you run with me If you run with me I'll stay with you The walls will fall before we do Take my hand now We'll run forever I can feel the storm inside you I'll stay with you Fooled by my own desires I twist my fate Just to feel you But you, turn me toward the light And you're one with me Will you run with me? I'll stay with you The walls will fall before we do Take my hand now We'll run forever I can feel the storm inside you I'll stay with you Now come in from this storm I taste you sweet and warm Take what you need Take what you need From me Wake up this world Wake up tonight And run to me Run to me now I'll stay with you The walls will fall before we do Take my hand now We'll run forever I can feel the storm inside you I'll stay with you

Some Ofensive Jooks
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The 1ST one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he GOES into a room, ev1 calls him 'Father'." The s2nd woman chirps, "My son is a Bishop. He walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The 3RD says smugly, "My son is a Cardinal. he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well.....?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard bodied stripper. When he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'."

All Truth
HERE'S A STORY FOR YOU PEOPLE. A KID GREW UP AND NOT IN THE BEST CIRCUMSTANCES. HE HAD ALOT HAPPEN TO HIM AND EVENTS THAT CHANGED WHO HE ONCE WAS "YES SHIT CHANGES PEOPLE" SO WHEN YOUR SO FULL OF HATE YOU LOOK FOR ANYTHING TO TAKE IT OUT ON. RATHER THEN JUST WORK ON YOURSELF AND GROW AS A SOUL YOU TURN INTO NOTHING BUT HATE AND TEARS. YEAH THAT'S ME, I HAVE BEEN A ASSHOLE AND BLOWN UP ON PEOPLE FOR SMALL SHIT AND A RACIST FUCK. IM ACTUALLY NONE OF THOSE BUT WHEN YOUR OVERTAKEN BY DEMONS "YEAH THAT SHIT IS REAL" YOU...YOU JUST ARE NOT YOU AND YOUR A DEMON YOURSELF. YEAH I HATE ALOT OF WHAT GOES ON IN THE WORLD BACKSTABBERS AND ALL BUT YOU CANT FIGHT SHIT AND HAVE THAT ISSUE GO AWAY, ONLY YOUR OWN SHIT CAN BE FIXED...NOT THE WORLDS ISSUES YOU WANNA CHANGE. IT'S ALL GOOD TRYING TO BE A MARTYR BUT IT JUST DOESENT WORK WHEN YOUR ALREADY A MESS YOURSELF AND NEED REPAIRS. THIS IS A OPEN APOLOGY TO ANYONE IVE WRONGFULLY HURT AND BS I SAID TO THEM AND ALL, TAKE IT HOWEVER YOU WISH BUT THIS IS R

Episode 9
Narrator Wrote: Today on Popup Xiaolin Showdown.... WHAT?!? Is this right?! Narrator Wrote: D and Kuro go off to find the church and see what evil is being forced upon the people. Narrator Wrote: Meanwhile in another part of town, the potty zombie makes a break for it. Narrator Wrote: Things get crazy in the kitchen as Wolf and Adene realize there's only one cup of coffee left in the pot. Narrator Wrote: Kuro and Maes give an ultimatum to the potty zombie after they wrestle him back into his bathroom prison. Narrator Wrote: It's good to know everything is under control, and once again the day is saved! Thanks to The Powerpuff girls! Oh hell, w

Voting On Mumms.
I think it's a real bad idea to take away the points for voting on MuMMs. Why should people bother to vote? Why should I spend $5,000 FuBucks to post a MuMM if I'm not going to get any points?!!! I think most people like to vote. What do you think?

Generating Maximum Power
****************************************************** "Excellence is an art won by training and habituation. We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence, but we rather have those because we have acted rightly. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit." - Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC) ****************************************************** I was watching the Bruce Lee classic, "Enter The Dragon",the other night. The choreography of the fight scenes and the rapid rate that the fighters deliver the strikes is neat to watch. I remember for much of my youth my martial arts training revolved around speed. I was always trying to punch and kick faster. Often you were judged on how many strikes you could deliver in a given amount of time. In a previous post, we've already discussed the importance of striking a specific target on the other guy's body, so lets talk about speed. Where does it

Life
why is it?!? cars run out of gas..... relationships run out of love.... hearts get broken.... eyes have tears fall..... time will hurt.... love will pass.... hearts will mend.... lies will always be told.... promises will always get broken.... why is it everytime something good starts something bad comes with it???? why is it everyone is saying they love me when they really mean they hate me???? why is it that i'm blind to the truth?????

How Creative Are You?
You Are 72% Creative You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times. How Creative Are You?

United Airlines Flight 93
the first warriors of this war mission accomplished UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 93 United Airlines Flight 93, from Newark, New Jersey, to San Francisco, California, crashed in rural southwest Pennsylvania, with 45 people on board. CREW Jason Dahl, 43, from Denver, Colorado, was the plane's captain. He had a wife and son. Dahl had a lifelong interest in flying, said his aunt, Maxine Atkinson, of Waterloo, Iowa. Leroy Homer, 36, from Marlton, New Jersey, was the first officer on board. He was married and had a daughter. Lorraine Bay was a flight attendant. Sandra Bradshaw, 38, of Greensboro, North Carolina, was a flight attendant. Wanda Green was a flight attendant. CeeCee Lyles of Fort Myers, Florida, was a flight attendant. She reached her husband, Lorne, by cell phone to tell him that she loved him and their children before the plane went down. The couple between them had four children. Deborah Welsh was a flight atten

Hi Everyone
just letting everyone know im deleting this account and focusing the other account i have here on fubbar if you dont have me as a friend theyre please feel free to add me this is my other account naruto club far@ fubar

Teen Love
dude: I love her more than the air I breath chick: well im always here for you. dude: I know. chick: What's wrong??? dude: I like her so much. chick: Talk to her. dude: I don't know. She won't ever like me. chick: Don't say that. You're amazing. dude: I just want her to know how I feel. chick: Then tell her. dude: She won't like me. chick: How do you know that? dude: I can just tell. chick: Well just tell her. dude: What should I say? chick: Tell her how much you like her. dude: I tell her that daily. chick: what do you mean? dude: I'm always with her. I love her. chick: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me. dude: Wait. Who do you like? chick: Oh some boy. dude: Oh... she won't like me either. chick: She does. dude: How do you know? chick: Because, who wouldn't like you? dude: You. chick: You're wrong, I love you. dude: I love you too. chick: So are you going to talk to her? dude: I just did.

Has 9/11 Become Lost To You?
You sit there and bicth, About your life, And that itch you want to scratch, But do you forget, That some lost all, Yet you bitch about, Your job, Your lack of money, Your lack of sex, On a day when thousands died, yet you still bitch, Have you forgotten, Or are you that selfish, That everyday is about you, That you can't set aside 24 hours, To think about others, I dare you to try, And think about your life, Then think about someone, Very close to you, Dying in your arms, Or in a collapsing skyscraper, Or in a war, or by a drunk driver, or by a drive by shooting, Life's too short and unfair, To bitch about the little things, So STFU and remember those, That lost it all, And cherishing those close to you, Because someday they will be gone. And so will you!

3rd Annual Memorial Planting Tomarrow !!!!!
3rd Annual Memorial Planting September 13, 2008 10AM Celebrate the life and legacy of Tupac Amaru Shakur! On September 13th, exactly 12 years after Tupac's death, his legacy lives on through the Tupac Amaru Shakur Foundation's 3rd Annual Memorial Planting. Bring a plant in memory of your loved ones and join us in commemorating their lives. *Bring perennial plants that do well in the sun in Georgia's climate* suggested plants: Evergreens, Purple Cone Flowers, Blue Anise Sages, Lantanas, Pink Dianthus' and GA Blue Veronicas. If you are not able to bring a plant, a plant or seed will be provided for you. A Certified Master Gardener will be on site. Community Businesses & Volunteers please RSVP by September 10, 2008 Tupac ShakurJune 16, 1971 - September 13, 1996The Legacy Continues We Still Need Your Help! This year marks the 11th year of the Tupac Amaru Shakur Foundation as a registered 501c3 non-profit organization and we could not have come this far

Doing Away With Top Friends
I've decided to do away with it...How can I put a number on people that I'm close too...I can't..There are many people on here that I love to hear from and chat with...But to label all a number is completely unfair...Those on my family list...I'm closer too...And..there again...they are not numbered...And won't be...Each one special to me in one way or another...Some more than others for obvious reasons... I apologize if this hurts anyone's feelings...It's not meant to do that...I find that keeping people numbered hurts more feelings...

Poetry
Fear is an understatement when this feeling rises from this pit I call a soul. It starts as an itch in the back of my mind, slowly growing into a chill of unknown sorrow. With confused turmoil I struggle I try and quell these emotions, locking them away in some dark unknown corner of my sanity. Like an eruption of loathing it hits my body with potent force, bringing me to my knees and enveloping me with this saddness. I fall into the memories of the past and see the man I was before. Like a reflextion in the mirror I watch directionless steps at his feet, knowing soon they will bring him to a new path. I see determination in his eyes, and a kind of newborn hunger for life and all the great things that follow. I sink back to myself with a heavy heart, staring now at my true self. A hollow shell of what once was, seeing the same face but a bitter hatered deep down. How did this boy die only to give way to this hell storm of a man. I'm no longer who I once was and have no idea of who stan

Heaven Gained An Angel Today
Heaven gained an angel today as Naomi Dadisman left our world to join her heavenly father. Though I have only had her in my life for 5 years, I came to know and love her very much. She loved me, I know that and I value every moment I was able to spend with her. It's funny the things you think of when you lose someone.... I remember the last time I saw her, not quite a year ago. We were standing in her kitchen getting ready to leave for North Carolina and she hugged me, and gave me a look that I will never forget. I know now that it was because it was the last time I would see her. I will always cherish the relationship we formed, and cherish the love and respect she gave me. If you had known her, you would know how much that really means because she was very picky about who she liked and didn't. I remember too, the first time I met her. I was scared to death because I knew she never approved of anyone Dave brought home. She started talking about the bible, and she was

The Giving And Taking Of Power
The power exchange, Control taken. Not just of ones self, Mind, body and soul. A gift given in trust, Love and devotion. To be cherished, Loved and protected. Knowing ones limits, Testing and retesting. Pushing just a little further, To achieve beyond ones wildest dreams. Dominance and submission, Together as a pair. Both given and receiving, Like a breath of air.

Do U Ever
do u ever wake up and think of me like i wake up and think of u can the days of old be new and better ones between u and me can the stars in ur eyes shine just for me and only me as mine does for u can the fire the burns deep inside ingite to start a blaze of love like an internal flame that can never be put out can our love survive the hardest of times with all the temptaions that is out there in this world can ur heart belong to me for ever and never go away ur smile is wat keeps my life alive ur love keeps my soul intect ur kiss makes my blood boil over i could never ask for any one ore speical then u in my life i love u forevre and always tiffany they will be no one that can replace u in my life in my heart in my mind because i love u more every sec of every day by ira lee moore

Make Up Your Mind
Song lyrics | Make Up Your Mind lyrics Make up your mind and i'll make up mine Don't worry about me i'll be fine Those words that you said to me why was'nt I listening I wish I hadn't met you at all. I started thinking I'll sit back and relax and wait for the morning We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time If we breakup, we'll wind up losing both of our minds So wake up, let's make up and do this for the last time Make up your mind, and i'll make up mine Don't worry about me i'll be fine The last time you yelled at me I swore that I heard you say I wish I had'nt met you at all. I started thinking I'll sit back and relax and wait for the morning We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time If we breakup, we'll wind up losing both of our minds So wake up, let's make up and do this for the last time When will we

Tacked On
I've changed in looks over the years? Well i hope so. That old mullet look wasn't working for me so well. And it doesn't exactly help that i only ever see you once a year there numbnuts. Ya may wanna work on that.

Wrestler "killer Kowalski" Dies At 81
Killer Kowalski, one of Canada's most revered and feared professional wrestlers, died Saturday of complications from a heart attack. He was 81. Between 1947-77, the Windsor native, born Walter Spulnik, fought in a number of wrestling associations, including the National Wrestling Association and culminating in the World Wrestling Federation, where he won the tag-team championship. Upon retiring from the ring in 1977, Kowalski opened an influential training school in Malden, Mass. Among his students were World Wrestling Entertainment (WWE) stars Triple H, Chyna, and Perry Saturn. Kowalski's in-ring persona was typically that of a heel, or a villain, but when not sparring, the six-foot, seven-inch wrestler was known for his affable nature and being a vegetarian. Longtime WWE ringside announcer Jim Ross praised Kowalski for lifetime of dedication to the sport. "Walter was a staunch disciplinarian when he was actively teaching his students but had a heart of g

Untitled
In a great love, a love so strong. I've never let go of how do I myself make himsee it, feel it, touch it, wantit? How do I take all I have inside my heart put it in a box and give it to him? I tried many times andmany times I have failed! I want to melt thehardened shell he has placed upon his lovingheart , I wan to open the flood gates to hissouland drownall doubt fromus both,but I fall short. How do I mend the wounds so many years have inflicted in him? How do I take away his fear and his sorrow? If I could take it upon myself I'd bare it alone for him, but such things are impossible. He is my soft place tofall,my fortress, yet he too needs these things and I try to be his everything,but again I feelI amfailing. How do I change things that I know not of? How do I express the urgency of communication? I cannot aknowledge what I know not of or haven't been told. I grieve inside for feeling of silence when words is allit would take. I wanna fullfill his every fantasy, chase away his

Are You Serious?
Okay people... this is something on females folders that I see a lot .... and this aint much of a rant (Ok maybe it is), but this is a folder I do see on some's profiles. NOTE: THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO EVERY GROUP OF FOLDERS I SEE ON HERE I do take a look at folders, whatever is not marked NSFW. This is a relatively common subject I see for a folder... I see the guys' pics and such... I must say... If this is your definition of sexy.. I may not be a conceited person, but compared to these guys, I look like a Brad Pitt or Justin Timberlake. If you are rating and perving these dudes and not mine... U need glasses. Like I said, I dont think I am a GQ type, but I dont think Im fugly at all!!!! and these guys are level 25 and up a good amt of them??? Really, some people need trifocals thats all I gotta say

Iris
Great Line from City of Angel's and is the begining of a video for Iris. Seth from City of Angels said "I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it." Great Video

"the Department Of Energy
THE ABSOLUTELY FUNNIEST JOKE EVER - On us! What was the reason given for developing the Department of Energy during the Carter administration? We have spent multi-billions of dollars in support of this agency and I am willing to bet not one person who reads this will remember the reason given. It was very simple. "THE DEPARTMENT OF ENERGY WAS INSTITUTED TO LESSEN OUR DEPENDENCE ON FOREIGN OIL." NOTE: IN 2008, THE BUDGET FOR THIS DEPARTMENT IS NOW AT $24.2 BILLION A YEAR. THEY HAVE 16,000 FEDERAL EMPLOYEES AND APPROXIMATELY 100,000 CONTRACT EMPLOYEES.

Come Join The Fun
Come On Into G~SPOT LEVELERS CHECK OUT THIS LOUNGE, I'm also looking 4 LEVELERS, if interested in being a leveler, send me a PM ☠EXCELLENTLUV™©~PROMOTER of HOT SPOT~CONFEDERATE BOMBER~OWNER of G~SPOT LEVELERS ™©~☠

Cigarettes And Tampons...
Two things I'm unable to purchase just by themselves. There always has to be a "buddy" product to go along for the ride. As if, the clerk doesn't already know, yeah, "I'm jonesin' for a smoke" or "I'm on the rag" right at this moment. That 12oz. bottle of coke or that that pack of gum is going to throw them right off their train of thought. What a ridiculous way of thinking! I tell you it's a "learned" behavior. My addiction to nicotine started at the age of sixteen. I had this bad ass boyfriend who thought I "looked cool" whenever I took a drag off of his filtered camel (that sounds dirty but it's not meant that way...) and before you know it, I was inline at the only Shell Station in town that would sell to minors with my bottle of Coke buying a pack of cigarettes! Just like today. Realizing I only had about three smokes left in my pack I thought I'd run to the Cheveron down the street and get a Pepsi and bag of Funyuns to go along with my only vise. I ran in re

#1
1. What is your occupation right now? sex therapist to a local rock star 2. What color are your socks right now? socks?what socks... am I supposed to be dressed too!? :O 3. What are you listening to right now? droll dripping off of my chin hitting the floor as I masturbate to your picture LOL 4. What was the last thing that you ate? is dick a food? lol 5. Can you drive a stick shift? better than your last gf can 6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? well , we didn't exactly 'speak' , is moaning considered talkin ? lol 7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? no I just use him for sex 8. How old are you today? old enough to know what I want, young enough to still get it and wise enough to know what to do with it. 9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? running, u know like when those ppl run from the cops, that's a sport right? lol 10. What is your favorite drink? anything that doesn't have cyanide in it.

Come Inside
Me. Silently: serendipitous one, surreptitious one, tranquility— take my hand, follow my breath across the western sky into the wading sun— bright orange over the land we have already walked upon. vibrant memories like wise clouds clinging to the earth home to secret angels trilling lullabies behind us. a taste of beauty on your tongue settles softly on the garden of flesh waiting patiently for another flower to burst gleefully into bloom. follow the surging sea longing within you, like a breath in a moment a cry of pleasure sailing gracefully to her knees. a sip of serendipity a glance of happiness and the subtle hands of love remember... never a moment shall pass without thoughts of you upon my lips. now and forever

Broken From Broken Bridges
Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Hitting walls and getting scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find its place When you're broken, when you're broken When

Social Skills
Your result for The Social Proficiency Test...THE COOLEST ONE IN THE ROOMYou scored a total of 40 out of 43! You are social brilliance. You never misstep. You never falter. You can divide your attention between many friends at once and never make them feel like they are getting less than your full self. You make people feel good about themselves because you truly listen. No one thinks ill of you because you are never found gossiping or saying hurtful things. You are generally the coolest one in the room and are like a magnet for friends. Take The Social Proficiency Test at HelloQuizzy

Obama's Photo Op For The American Media
HOW TO ASSEMBLE 200,000 GERMANS How do you attract 200,000 Germans to an American presidential candidate's campaign rally in Berlin? A. With the charisma and reputation of the candidate? B. With a compelling political message? C. With lots of advance advertising? D. With the top two rock bands in Germany giving a free concert with the American candidate coming out for a speech between the bands? By the way free beer! Answer: "D" of course. What the American media following and fawning over Obama failed to mention about his Berlin speech was why the crowds were really there. 95% of them could care less about Obama or American politics. They came to see a free concert with the German equivalents of Willy Nelson and Madonna headlining. Obama was an unwelcome and boring interruption giving a political speech in a foreign language between the acts - which is why the crowd only gave lame applause a couple of times - after all, how many of them spo

R.i.p To A Goog Freind
Rest In Peace Wet Kitty WET KITTY~ FANTASIA HEAD GREETER~ Wet Kitty was hospitalized in Florida 11 days ago, she was stricken by a Staff infection which moved into a condition known as Sepsis. Wet Kitty passed away at 9:00 pm Eastern time on Sunday, September 21, 2008 Funeral plans will be announced as soon as they are available Please leave your respects for Wet Kitty on her page, she will be missed by all who know her.

Top 10 Of Things That Are Wrong...
same old stuff, 1.bengals lost to giants in overtime season = 0 wins /3loses next game at home in cincinnait vs cleveland browns, 2.laptop is so fucked up now i have to by a new one,3.my knees are killing me cant stand up to long,4myspace boring =slow=really really boring,5val is getting married this coming saturday not this pass saturday post was wrong,6.power went out last sunday at 1:15pm when i was watching the game and came back on friday at 2:36pm=people cross from use had power days befor we did and it went out all at the say time ?=bull shit!!! 7.fubar n myspace both=suck... 8.trying your best to have a good day and letting people get to u trying to fuck it up for u.9.tv /cable is really fucking boring. and 10.send people emails /comments/other stuff or show love to them and dont get it back is =bullshit...

This Is Gross But Real
This is real. Check your kids and grandkids hair bands and make sure they do not put them in their mouth (or yours!!) while trying to plait or tie their hair. Be cautious of hair bands at open markets around the city too – they are probably from China since they are purchased in bulk very very cheap!!!! Take a good look before buying hair bands in future – specially like the following kind….. These Hair bands were made from used and/or rejected at the factory condoms and threads. See article below… BEIJING (AFP) - Used condoms are being recycled into hair bands in southern China threatening to spread sexually-transmittable diseases they were originally meant to prevent, state media reported Tuesday In the latest example of potentially harmful Chinese-made products, rubber hair bands have been found in local markets and beauty salons in Dongguan and Guangzhou cities in southern Guangdong province, China Daily newspaper said. 'These cheap and colorful rubber bands and hair

Need Some Loven
My vip runs out in a few days .....if u could please get me one or one of the others and ill make u a salute in return.....salutes r only done for vips blasts,happy hours, and fubling packs.....smiles

Freedom Of Speech At Work(video) Like Whoa!
oh alright this guy is sorta I don't know a little emotional at some points.. so his key points get a little obscured. But he hits many things right on point. ha@someone really speaking out on youtube like this :/ ugh@the foul language. But I like his outspokenness, although he rants a lil much. Good tho! McCain Ad : "Lipstick" - Re: "Honor" Ad" - Re: "What Kind" Ad - Palin: Okay, I Didn't Quite Say "Thanks, But No Thanks" - Re: Naked Lies - Re: Original Mavericks - Re: John McCain's ads are LIES. Here's the video proof. - Re: Fact Check McCain and his lipstick on a pig comments-- lolz at double standards.. yup here is a DIFF one McCain using it AGAIN lmao.. ha

Biden's Law Enf. Cong. Badge Of Bravery Act Becomes Law
BIDEN’s Law Enforcement Congressional Badge of Bravery Act Becomes Law Badge Honors Exceptional Acts of Bravery in the Line of Duty August 7, 2008 Washington, DC – U.S. Senator Joseph R. Biden, Jr.’s (D-DE) Law Enforcement Congressional Badge of Bravery Act (S.2565) has been signed into law. This bipartisan legislation establishes for the first time two awards: one to honor federal law enforcement officers and a second to honor state and local law enforcement officers who perform exceptional acts of bravery in the line of duty. ____ Can someone send me one of Palin's Laws please

Cowboy Fans~vote Felix Jones Rookie Of The Week!
TO ALL MY DALLAS COWBOYS FRIENDS IT IS TIME TO VOTE FOR FELIX JONES AGAIN HE IS UP FOR THE DIET PEPSI ROOKIE OF THE WEEK FOR THE SECOND TIME IN TWO WEEKS. HE WON LAST WEEK. WE NEED TO VOTE FOR HIM SO HE CAN WIN IN BACK TO BACK WEEKS. YOU CAN VOTE FOR HIM MORE THEN ONCE SO LETS VOTE AND MAKE HIM THE WINNER AGAIN. GO TO NFL. COM UNDER PROMOTIONS OR CLICK ON THE THIS LINK... http://www. nfl. com/partner?partnerType=rookiesCOME ON ALL MY TRUE BLUE DALLAS COWBOYS FRIENDS LET VOTE FOR HIM. AWESOME 60 YARD TOUCHDOWN RUN!!!!!!!!!! HE IS GOING TO BE THE ROOKIE OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~PLEASE REPOST SO ALL THE DALLAS COWBOYS NATION CAN VOTE THANKS~~

I Need Chat N Love, Seee!!! Lmaoo
Daily Overview: September 24, 2008 LIBRA September 23-October 22 It's an intensely social time for you right now and you just don't feel right if you're not active with other people in some way. You don't need a ropes course, but at least a little chat is essential. Libra is symbolized by the Scales. You're romantic but particular, diplomatic but indecisive, but ultimately happiest when you're in love. You don't really like to be alone, period. You abhor conflict, and have a highly developed sense of objectivity and conflict resolution. The Element of Air is attached to the Signs Gemini, Libra and Aquarius. It also rules the Third, Seventh and Eleventh Houses. It is rarefied air which usually surrounds those graced by this Element, as this is the marker of the intellectual. Airy people are smart thinkers and handle abstract reasoning well. They love to analyze, synthesize and probe. Do you have a dilemma? Hand it over to an Air Sign and watch them go to work. Ai

About Me!!
I am from the TN area. Love to travel, meeting new people, and exploring different cultures. Love to hang out with family and friends, always on the go. I am self-employed: work in the Performance Arts(as a talent) field. I am a very fit, out going, observer, love new and different things. Anyone can drop me a note

Wednesdays Menu
For breakfast today NY strip pan seared in bacon renderings, seasoned with Montreal Steak seasoning, accompanied by mushrooms and onions, topped with over medium egg. Side of breakfast potato's, peppers onions garlic paprika

Each Day Is Never A Waste...each Smile Is A Wealth.
Behind your smile I know there are sorrows…behind your laughter I know there are tears, but I want you to know that behind you, there are friends who always there for you to comfort…families who will support all the way and God who will always protect you from harm. As long as we have memories, yesterday remains;as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have love, each day is never a waste.

Voice Of My Heart....
I've learned this from someone special to me that we should never say sorry for how you feel coz’ that’s like apologizing for being real. Feelings are not to be suppressed...Feelings should be expressed ...Feelings are there just to feel...but admitting it is a good deal. So now I am writing the feelings felt by heart… Feelings meant for you which I'm afraid to show…Feelings that I have for you only both of us know…only us understand! I know meeting you was fate…becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over it.

Calling All Friends!!!
IF YOU WANNA STAY ON MY FRIENS LIST YOU NEED TO LEAVE A COMMENT!! TOMORROW NIGHT ANYONE WHO HAS NOT REPLIED WILL BE DELETED!! SORRY ALL IT”S JUST THE WAY IT’S GOTTA BE RIGHT NOW!! HOPE YA’LL UNDERSTAND!! YOU CAN PERSONALLY THANK THE ASS WHO IS STALKING ME UNDER DIFFERENT NAMES BECAUSE OF THIS!! UNFORTUNATLY FUBAR WON’T DO ANYTHING!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Redneckbabe529**2nd Alarm Hottie Prospect**OWNED by Risky~* OwNeR-FuWiFe & RL GiRl To BoNeS*~and~* M@ fubar

Wow The Nerve Of Ppl...
Well Well.. listen to this.. PukinDog143 was rating my pics.. so I went to his profile and rated his profile like always.. And he comes to me sayin Hmmm you can't rate.. I was like I will after this movie.. he says some shit like eastern time and I have to rate cause of the time and contests are over.. never heard of that before.. and then gets all bitchy with me sayin I should show him more repect.. Umm whatever... I don't even know this guy so i blocked him then he comes back sayin hes going to make a blog about me.. pls who cares......who the hell cares...LMAO Oh yeah.. he is under PukinDog143 and Trickdaddy...hehe

Mourning Brother Mouse
Let me say that I looked long and far for a quote sympathetic to mice to begin this story, but alas, none were to be found. So I will not start this narrative with a witticism born of someone else’s fancy or words. Instead I will leave you to my own… This morning I had to make a sojourn back to my house to await the dreaded delivery man who would bring my new dishwasher – in a timeframe, as he put it, emphasizing his uncanny ability to narrow down said timeframe - “somewhere between ten in the morning and two in the afternoon”. Bored while waiting, I gazed out of our kitchen window into my backyard and scanned the area immediately around my birdfeeder. Why would I do this, you might ask? Well, you see, I recently relocated the feeder from a mount on our fence and reassigned it to a pole sticking out of what passes for soil here in North Texas (which is more a nasty morass of clay and old cotton detritus from some farmer’s field long ago gone to ruin then it is actual earth).

"untitled" One And Two
these next two have no titles. i wrote them months ago, and i still can't think of anything to call them. they're in the same vein so i'm putting them up here for you all to decide what they should be called. "Untitle" #1 you sold me a lie one you though was true but now i realize that you couldn't see through your own false life don't know what you want you wander searching for meaning desperately clinging to anyone who can give you their soul only for you to crush them just another victim of a psychic vampire that disguises itself as another lost soul in this fucked up world i bare the scars of your attack fucked up with no chance of going back my life has changed in so many ways i count down your numbered days i am stronger for having lived was left for dead, but survived but changed into a monster i don't recognize i am the monster we created from your bite and my blindness my soul turned brought this orge to the surface "Untitled" #2

The Explanation
Hey everybody, I'm sorry I haven't been around much on here lately. I finally moved to my new house!!!!! WOOHOOOO! About damn time right! Started my new job, and attempting to get settled into my new life! I don't have the ability to be on fubar very much anymore...but if you leave me luvin' it will be returned! Just be patient with me please! Well gotta get going! If you have my number don't be scared to call :) I don't bite I nibble! Hope your all doing great talk to you soon!

Thoughts To Live By
I asked god to take away my habit. God said NO. It is not for me to take away,but for you to give up. I asked god to make my handicapped child whole. God said NO. His spirit is whole,his body is only temporary. I asked god to grant me patience. God said NO. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations: it isn't granted,it is learned. I asked god to give me happiness. God said NO. I give you blessings,happiness is up to you. I asked god to spare me pain. God said NO. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked god to make my spirit whole. God said NO. You must grow on your own, but i will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things i might enjoy in life. God said NO. I will give you life so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to help me LOVE others as much as he loves me. God said AAAHHH... You finally have the idea.

Feel My Fire
Feel My Fire Your eyes gleam with pure delight As I stand naked in your sight A woman full of fire Wanting to please your every desire Tonight there will be no rest Feel my fire Running along your skin Heating your blood within Pumping so hard and fast through your veins we lay down on your bed In my hands I gentle guide your head Down to my full soft breasts awaiting the softest caress From your warm mouth suckling on each rosy crest Hear me moan and sigh with pleasure My fingers wrap around your manly treasure Stroking and squeezing rubbing the sensitive tip My warm body grinds into your hips My womanly nest wet and ready for the ride As you gently part the hot folds thrust deep inside Now Baby keep your eyes open and see That it is just you and me I grasp your hips drive you in deep Feel my fire wrapping around you completely Hard and fast Breathing coming in loving gasps The fire burning out of control With one final thrust together the ultimate go

Poli Sci
Are you brainwashed? What about some of your neighbors, are they brainwashed? Before you answer that, let us ask you a few preliminary questions: Do you believe that the United States was struck by a terrorist attack on Sept. 11? Do think that the people behind that attack were "Arabs" and that its "mastermind" was this fellow Osama bin Laden, operating from a cave in Afghanistan? Do you believe that the way to stop terrorism is to hit them hard, to hit them at their "bases" in such places as Afghanistan, and to hit the nations who might sponsor them, like, say Iraq? And what about the economy? Do you think that the recent fall of the stock market, and the weakness in the economy, have been caused by the Sept. 11 attacks? Well, if you answered "yes" to any of these questions, you probably are brainwashed! If you answered "yes" to more than one, you are definitely a "goner." "But," you, reply, "isn't that what most people think? Wouldn't they answer those questions the same way

Well, Here I Am!
yeah, i'm new here. looks like i'm gonna have fun here- i've gotten lots of comments and stuff. :D i spent today doing too much housework. grad school really whoops my ass, i swear. i spend all day at school and work and come home, and before i know it the apartment's a wreck. bleh. then i spend all weekend cleaning. when do i get a vacation? lol oh well. here i am, feel free to stop by, say hi, tell me to stop whining about my life, ha ha.

Mondays Menu
Cabernet Savignon candied peach french toast w/peach infused maple syrup Three slices of toast battered with; egg, cream, cinnamon, brown sugar, and vanilla topped with Cab Sav poached brown sugar peaches dusted with powdered sugar, and drizzled with peach infused maple syrup.

Update On Return To The Doctor
So today I had to return to the doctor. They called on Friday to say I needed to make an appointment asap. So today it was. My blood levels are in a good state. Between 50 & 100 is good I think they said & mine was 81. So yay for me no iron pills. The hearts medcine got uped. My cholesterol & triglycerides are high so I'm on medicine now to bring them down. There was something else she said that the medicine for those would help. While it brings those two things down it will bring the other thing up. I can't remember what she called it. I was too busy coughin my head off. Turns out that the other reason why I been hurting in my chest was because I have bronchitis. Go figure so now that I'm done sick this early on in the year as soon as it is where I can, I'll be getting a flu shot. Because if we don't take those precautions, I'll spend all winter in the doctor's office because of being sick. That is the sucky thing about my immune system it only takes one time of bronchitis or anythin

You Are Invited
YOU ARE INVITED To the Fu Wedding of DJ Screamin Demon and DJ East The Ceremony will be performed by our very own Outsider Wednesday October 1st at 8pm EST In Club Threshold Click the banner below and come join us!

Jessalynn
I have to tell you about my daughter, she is the most wonderful little girl ever (even though she makes me want to pull my hair out sometimes.) the other day we went to the movies and she told me on the way home that she was happy. Most parents, the good ones anyway, that is all that they want for children, and when they actually vocalize that, it is the most amazing thing in the world. I live my life for this little one, she comes before anything or anyone else, and i know that this will pay off in the end. I dont like the fact that it seems like only a couple of weeks and then a year has passed. She is growing too fast, i wish that time would slow. I do, however, spend as much time with her as I possibly can. We have a lot of memories, and she talks to me constantly. I dont use the tv or games as babysitters, when she is awake, i am being active with her. I guess that i am just fed up with the way parents treat their kids now a days... (keep in mind that i do not mean all pa

Here With Me
I’m thinking about you again. I miss you badly And wish you were here with me. My soul knows no rest Even when I sleep, Because I dream about you And imagine how great it would be If you were here with me. Without you, I feel like a part of my heart is missing. I’m in dire need of your tender love And passionate kissing… If only you were here with me. Everyday I tell myself to move on With my life, and I try to pretend That I’m happy, But its just not true. I’m alone and blue, Because you’re not here with me. At night I get down on my knees And pray for brighter days. I know that the sunshine I need is on the way, Because someday you’ll be here with me. But until that day, I’ll never stop yearning for you, And wishing that you were here to stay, Because I love you, And I want you here with me. -Author unknown-

Pink Floyd And Drama
If you listen to Pink Floyd long enough you will realize that your life is full of drama that will most likely never end in disaster. Think about all the people on the planet and how they survive every day without hearing one refrain of The Wall. My point is this, as miserable as you might think you are now, just put on any Pink Floyd CD and in a few minutes you will realize it's all drama and you got upset for nothing. See drama is emotions and acting out. If someone gives you a hard time you can either react or release. Release is when you say I'm not going to participate in your mind games. Thus, you are no longer on stage. Go home, drink a cold one, put on Pink Floyd and I promise you will feel better in the morning. Just don't forget to let the cat or dog out! RixRax

More Words On Paper They Go On And On
You are who I am, and who I’ll always be. You are the blood in my veins, the light in my darkness. The more you shine, the more I want to be near you. You have taken a hold of me, and now I refuse to let you go. I will take you any way I can, in friendship or more. I will keep you safe in any way I can. You have broken the walls around my heart, and you don’t even know it! I promise I will break the wall around you, and I’ll never hurt you. You are the one I want to be with. I hope each day you want to be with me to. I wait for the day you come to me with your arms open. That will be the day I close my arms around you.

Drink Up Louisiana... It's Almost Over
IKE DRINK RECIPES For the tea totallers this is great humor. For the real enthusiasts, this is pertinent to your survival: FEEDER BAND 2 oz. Midori 2 oz. rum 1 scoop vanilla ice cream After your home loses power, combine Midori and rum in a cocktail glass. Add a scoop of the vanilla ice cream that is melting in your freezer. Stir, and drink through a straw. ============================================================ MANDATORY EVACUATION 1 1/2 oz. Absolute Ruby Red vodka 1/2 oz. vermouth Clamato Prune juice Combine vodka and vermouth in cocktail glass. Fill remainder of glass with equal parts Clamato and prune juice. Stir. Drink. Ask next-door neighbor whose ficus tree blew over and crashed onto your roof -- even though you'd warned him for months to uproot it -- if you can use his bathroom. Repeat. ============================================================ CATEGORY 5 1/2 oz. vodka 1/2 oz. tequila 1/2 oz. rum 1/2 oz. bourbon 1/2 oz. gin Sweet-and-sour mix

Shine On You Crazy Diamond-pink Floyd
Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun. Shine on you crazy diamond. Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky. Shine on you crazy diamond. You were caught on the cross fire of childhood and stardom, Blown on the steel breeze. Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, You legend, you martyr, and shine! You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon. Shine on you crazy diamond. Treatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light. Shine on you crazy diamond. Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, Rode on the steel breeze. Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, You piper, you prisoner, and shine! Nobody knows where you are, how near or how far. Shine on you crazy diamond. Pile on many more layers and i'll be joining you there. Shine on you crazy diamond. And we'll bask in the shadow of yesterday's triumph, And sail on the steel breeze. Come on you boy chil

Wish You Were Here-pink Floyd
So, So you think you can tell Heaven from Hell? Blue skies from pain? Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade Your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? Did you exchange A walk on part in the war For a lead role in a cage? How I wish How I wish you were here We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl Year after year Running over the same old ground What have we found? The same old fears Wish you were here

Help Me Serve Our Country With Honor
I can probably get kicked off FuBar for doing this, but hey ...it's worth the risk for what I'm asking. Help me hire an attorney to get my right to bare arms back so I can enlist in the Army. Please make a donation of any kind to my PayPal, or offer your legal advice. **Send a donation to: surenden@yahoo.com** ...I know there's people out there that still believe in serving our country is a good thing. *Donations will only be used for the purpose of hiring Glen P. Warren ~ http://www.lawyerintl.com/attorney-286709-Glen%20P%20Warren/) So many people here on Fubar spend or donate real money to buy virtual bling'age, VIPs, and Happy Hours for people they're never even met. If you really care to know the story: Mind you prior to this I've never been arrested. My rights were stripped back in July, 22 2004 when I was arrested for Assault -Domestic Violence lvl 4 (misdemeanor). My mother is a alcoholic and was in my face (literally) yelling belligerent self esteem lowerin

An Opera Singer In Las Vegas And Other Realities
I have to admit I was surprised that Neal E. Boyd won “America’s Got Talent” last night. While the winnings from our dollar bet among Robert, Margaret, Mary, Martha, and me regarding who would win that one million dollar prize as well as a headliner show in Las Vegas remained in our house (since I bet the eventual second-place winner would win), I’m relieved that at least vocal performance will be represented by someone who can not only awaken people to an appreciation of the classics – Boyd’s an opera singer, and I felt THAT wouldn’t go over in Vegas – but also provide the common touch. It’s something politicians (at least, the freely elected ones) shoot for yet all too often fall short of. In my rating of reality-based television – better known to most of my reading audience as “reality TV” – I have to concede a far away second place to “Talent” (analogous to, in terms of great Star Wars movies, “Revenge of the Sith” being a far away second place to “The Empire Strikes Back”) be

Guardian Angel
This morning when god opened a window to heaven, he saw me, and he asked, "My child what is your greatest wish for today"? I responded, "please take care of the person reading this message and their family". Guardian Angels exist but sometimes since they dont have wings, we call them True Friends!

Yep... I Caved... I'm In A Contest
well... not yet... but I will be starting Saturday Morning. So I'm Pre-Promoting! 8P Below is the blog with the rules... but the actual contest won't be open until Saturday, October 4th in the morning. http://fubar.com/blog/249267/888444 I'm traveling on biz this weekend... so won't be able to get on as much to raise awareness. Please keep me in mind. I really don't want to finish last :P

Oneness
The days without you become longer and longer. As MY feelings grow but stronger I can feel you as if youre near. And the sound of your voice I still hear. I feel your presence so close to ME. How much closer could we be? lovely chills go down my spine. Is that your heart I hear pounding or is it MINE? Our hearts are joined as one, never to be undone. Although our bodies are separated, Our love, remains dedicated. We will always be together, even while apart. We shall forever hold the key to the other one's heart.

Mottos To Work By:
Rome did not create a great empire by having meetings; they did it by killing all those who opposed them. If you can stay calm, while all around you is chaos...then you probably haven't completely understood the seriousness of the situation. Doing a job RIGHT the first time gets the job done. Doing the job WRONG fourteen times gives you job security. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines. Artificial Intelligence is no match for Natural Stupidity A person who smiles in the face of adversity...probably has a scapegoat. Plagiarism saves time. If at first you don't succeed, try management. Never put off until tomorrow what you can avoid altogether. TEAMWORK...means never having to take all the blame yourself. The beatings will continue until morale improves. Never underestimate the power of very stupid people in large groups. We waste time, so you don't have to. Hang in there, retirement is only thirty years away! Go the ex

Its Always Good To Be Prepared
Its always good to prepare I found this Article on BBC I thought this could come in handy, I don't think we would ever have Nuclear attack... But just in case heres a report made in the 1970's just released to help to prepare if we ever are in a nuclear attack... Its always good to prepare Pass this to Friends and Family Thankyou Marly ** BBC nuclear bomb script released ** A BBC broadcast script written in the 1970s for use after a nuclear attack is published. http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/em/fr/-/2/hi/uk_news/7648042.stm

The Auto-11 Bomber Group (new Group Forming)
I will be starting a new bomber group on fubar called the "AUTO-11 BOMBER'S GROUP IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP AS there will be a 5000 entry to join as only serious inquirers are needed this is to show support for all those who have helped us and everyone else at one point or another it will benefit you and me and those you help...this is a no drama no bullshit zone if interested please contact. The Cowgirl In Pink-Owner of American Pride Lounge

What A Difference A Day Makes...
Twenty four hours in a day and I spent twenty of them in bed asleep yesterday! The day before that I lay on my couch unable to even make it upstairs to my bed, all the while, holding my right ear in an attempt to comfort myself from the pain to which I can only describe as someone fervently poking a hot needle into my eardrum with much enthusiasm! Oh gawd it hurt so bad! Not to mention the fact my throat was nearly swollen shut! I have not been this sick in years. Sure, I've had a cough and sniffles for a good week or two, figuring it would go away on it's own, not manifest into some grandiose illness that would culminate into me having to miss my first day ever of school, something I was so proud of, the simple fact that I had not missed one goddamned day and there I go, having to get fucking bed ridden sick for two days! Maybe my body finally gave up. I dunno, I guess I've been living on the line for awhile, always up til one a.m. and up again at 7 a.m. running the kid

Help Her Out She Has No Auto-11's
OKAY YALL HERES A TRUE SWEETIE AND A REAL FRIEND TO ALL WHO NEEDS HELP SHE NEEDS SOME HELP TO LEVEL SO PLEASE ALL GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE HAS NO AUTO-11'S AND COULD USE THE HELP:) ~MERCI~EMS/FIREANGEL~CO-OWNER-FIREFIGHTER HALL~@ fubar

You Are The Missing Part
YOU ARE THE MISSING PART YOU'RE THE PART OF ME THAT'S BEEN MISSING FOR SO LONG THE PART I HAD LOST LONG AGO YOU'RE THE PIECE OF MY SOUL THAT I NEED YOU'RE THE TOUCH THAT MY BODY LONGS FOR EVERY DAY MY LOVE FOR YOU IS SO GREAT LONGING FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR BREATH ON MY SKIN WANTING FOR YOUR BODY TO BE INTERTWINED WITH MINE FOREVER KNOWING THAT YOUR KISSES ARE TRUE AND LOVING YOUR LIPS A DREAM GRANTED TO ME FROM HEAVEN ABOVE YOUR ARMS WRAPPING ME UP , KEEPING ME SAFE AND WARM YOUR EYES LOOKING RIGHT THROUGH THE VERY SOUL OF ME WANTING YOU TO KNOW EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY DREAM, EVERY WARM TENDER TOUCH OF MINE NEEDING TO BE WITH YOU, MAKING LOVE AND PLEASING EACH OTHER LIKE NONE BEFORE I FINALLY FOUND MY MISSING PART AND THAT PART IS YOU YOU, SO CLOSE IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART YOU, SO FAR AWAY IN MILES YOU, MY LOVE, YOU'RE THE MISSING PART AND I LONG FOR YOU TO BE WITH ME LIFE SO KIND YET SO CRUEL LOVE SO TRUE THAT NEEDS TO BE FELT WITH EACH OTHERS TOUCH ALWAYS

Yes, Virginia, God Gave Moses The Ten Commandments
Twelve years ago … 1 Corinthians 4:6-21 October 8 We’re picking Dad up today! 9610.08 For who maketh thee to differ from another? And what hast thou that thou didst not receive? Now if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory, as if thou hast not received it? 7 For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power. 20 Sarcasm, when used properly, can either inspire you to repent or mire you in your sin. Like all human interaction, change is the only thing that is a certainty when you confront others. Paul was not as poor a student of human nature as our world often believes, but rather he knew our tendency to go our own way. Paul would give the word to the Corinthians; whether they learned right from it was up to them. Only when we can choose to belong to God can we belong. We brought Dad home from the hospital, much to his relief. It’s the recovery period at home that will be daunting for all of us. With Susan [my stepmother, Dad’s third and final wife]

Love Deep As The Sky..
I woke up at 3 in the morning, phone ringing in my ear, this is the hospital, this is something you need to hear... thoughts were racing through my head, that maybe it was just a friend, but when I heard the name... I said please lord.. dont let it end like this..... I rush out the door keys in my hand, doing 90 all the way there as fast as I can.. when I got there I asked god to pray with me, I said she's to young to go and you cant take her from me, just give me a chance, so I can tell her soooo.... As I went walking up to her bed... a tear rolled down from heaven and this is what I said... Please my darlin, everything will be alright, I will never leave your side I will be here through the night...... SSSSooooo I prayed to the heaven, her time has not come, you cant take her from me, her job here is not done, I will be thankful if you let her stay one more sun... as I held her tight all through the night, my love for her burn ever so bright one week later as I rolled her to th

I Need This-goodnight Nurse
Tell me that we'll be fine Just cover up my eyes For me Tell me another lie You know that I don't mind Fool me I-I-I-I-I-I need this I need this If it is just for show Don't ever tell me so I beg you If it's all a show If it's all a show Then don't you ever tell me so Say what I want to hear Then cover my burning ears From the truth From the truth I-I-I-I-I-I need this I need this So give me something to believe The slightest word is all I need Do all you can to keep me blind And I'll pretend that I'm alright I'm in the dark So let me stay Just tell me to turn away Just tell me to turn away Let me believe in you You know that I want to Hold on I see it in your eyes But I'd rather live a lie Than say goodbye I-I-I-I-I-I need this I need this So give me something to believe The slightest word is all I need Do all you can to keep me blind And I'll pretend that I'm alright I'm in the dark So let me stay Just tell me to turn away I need th

Winsters Road
I cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most apropos For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From d

Ensign: Come Forth!
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 10 October 2008 Jesus raising Lazarus from the dead was not your typical miracle. I know what you're thinking; just what is a typical miracle? Feeding the multitudes, cleansing the lepers, restoring the sight of the blind are also miraculous -- spontaneous cures don't happen every day, and especially around Jesus they flocked and people in their heart of hearts knew this. But the miracle recorded in John 11 was one we can analyze because we who've read the rest of the book know that in the weeks ahead Jesus is going to have the same miracle performed on Himself. Like this one, there is nobody in the story close to either Jesus or Lazarus whom it doesn't affect. The story begins in Bethany, where Mary and her sister Martha li

Could Not Ask For More
Lying here with you Listening to the rain Smiling just to see the smile upon your face These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need Everything you are is everything in me These are the moments I know heaven must exist These are the moments I know all I need is this I've found all I've waited for, yeah And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than this time together I could not ask for more than this time with you And every prayer has been answered Every dream I've had's come true Yeah, right here in this moment Is right where I'm meant to be Here with you here with me Yeah These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than this time together I could not a

Do You Have A Big Mouth?
Your Mouth is a Little Big You're not a total tell all, but you don't hide who you are either. You've struck a good balance between discretion and sharing. People know you fairly well, at least on a superficial level. But you save your most revealing secrets for your best friend... or no one! Do You Have a Big Mouth?

Im So Tired....
....of people pushing my limits. i feel like im being pulled thin...i dont want to be a bitch to anyone...but sometimes...it cant be helped. im not a pushover. never have & never will be. yea...i have so much more i want to write but none of it is nice.

Art Of Noise Bio On Imeem
Paranomia - The Art of Noise Anne Dudley, Gary Langan, and Paul Morley were members of producer Trevor Horn's in-house studio band in the early '80s before they formed the Art of Noise, a techno-pop group whose music was an amalgam of studio gimmickry, tape splicing, and synthesized beats. The Art of Noise took material from a variety of sources: hip-hop, rock, jazz, R&B, traditional pop, found sounds, and noise all worked their way into the group's distinctly postmodern soundscapes. Dudley was the center of the group, having arranged and produced material for Frankie Goes to Hollywood, ABC, and Paul McCartney before forming the Art of Noise. The trio signed with Trevor Horn's ZTT label, releasing their first EP, Into Battle With the Art of Noise, in 1983. The following year, the group released the full-length (Who's Afraid Of?) The Art of Noise!, which featured the hit single "Close (To the Edit)." After "Close (To the Edit)," the group parted ways with Horn and Z

My Fu-family
This will be short, simple and sweet. I have seventeen people in my family. That's too many. It's filled with people who either ignore the fact that I'm around, or generally don't add anything of use to my life. By the end of today, that original number will be cut in half, at the VERY least. Certain of you have already earned a permanent place in my family (and my heart..). If you don't know who you are - I guess I just haven't done a very good job of showing you what you mean to me, and for that, I'm sorry. The rest of you - show me that you belong..I'm growing tired of the brevity of the relationships in this place. Show me you want a place in my life, and vice versa - and I'll do something about it...otherwise - I don't have time for you.

Love Is
Calling in the middle of the night just to say I miss you. You can’t always wait when without them your blue. Holding them close when they don’t want to go on. You know they’re always there for you when all hope is gone. Sharing your past knowing love will still be there. We all have a past and our burdens to bear. Listening to them breathe as they fall asleep. You can’t sleep without them you know the loves deep. Love is the little things that we don’t always say and do. This is love for me now when will it come true.

Lust And Desire
I had a strange desire My love, as you bore down on me... You kiss on my neck was fierce... As you pressed your teeth so hard Against my red-flushed skin, I desired your teeth To push further And draw out the blood That pulses within Driven by a heart That beats only for you... By a heart that beats Next to yours now. But for your cold touch To still my heart That beats within, My desire would not seem so strange... You are beautiful and enticing, But your love is fleeting, Like the shadow of the wind In the dim moonlight, And neither my weak eyes, Nor my weak heart, Could see in the dim moonlight, That your warm, red lips, Were only warm and red, With my warm, red blood on them. I once had a strange desire, But that has waned Like the once full moon That now is dark and silent, Like my heart that once Beat only for you... It beats no more, And the blood that once pulsed within Was soaked up by the moon That hangs like a bloody rag, Silent, dark

Week Starting On Oct 15
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Alone
I walk into the darkness with my eyes open and looking at everything that might be before me in this place. I look and look for you but your nowhere to be found in this place that you said is your home the one place I could always find you but your not there. I walk through this darkness alone and crying out for you and I hear only the sounds of my tears fall on the ground as I walk alone. I start to shake from the chills that this place is giving me and I start to choke on my own breath as I walk a little faster to your front door. I get to your door and try to get my breath back but it comes in slow breaths almost to slow for me to keep breathing. I walk through your door and find you standing in the walkway with a smile unlike any that I have ever seen come from you before and I start to run to you and I see your hand go up and stop me dead in my movements towards you. I get an uneasy feeling that something isn't right as I stand there and look at you wanting to ho

I Know The Story..... A Bit Of Ranting And Raving About Three Diff Friends
Many of you may not realize, The lies that hide behind these eyes, I never tell the truth you make me hold, But you must understand this is getting old. I wanna scream, Get me outta this hell, I know the story, And I'm gonna tell. I see the ring slip of your hand, And you slide in bed with another man, You tell me he will never have to see, But in the end your not lying it's me. I wanna scream, Get me outta this hell, I know the story, And I'm gonna tell. You act like you are hurt within, That dont mean to do these sins, But just tonight you want to fly high, You tell me this is what you do to get by. I wanna scream, Get me out of this hell, I know the story, And I'm gonna tell. I see the way you lie to her face, I love you and it will always be that way, Even though you wont admit it to me, You know in the end where your heart is gonna be. I wanna scream, Get me out of this hell, I promised to keep it, I promised not to tell

Trapped In My Little Corner.... Whats With Me And Corners?? *a Bit Depressing Lol*
Trapped in a little corner, In the corner of my mind, I need some way to leave this place, To leave it all behind, You see I let you go too far, You took away my dream, My smile left my face that night, Even though it doesn't seem, You took away my childhood, You made me grow up fast, You may not even understand, That you won't be the last, It has happened to many people, My heart has been broken in two, You won't be there to comfort me, To help me see it through, So I stay here in my corner, As the tears decide to flow, Because I'm trapped here in my corner, But you won't ever know, You won't be able to find my laugh, I'm hiding far away, Don't even try to find me, You wouldn't know what to say.

Blah
Sometimes i just have to wonder why, even with the issues i have had in the past, I still open up and take people at face value? I am willing to put myself out there, make myself vulnerable, and risk any pain because i believe that thats part of being alive. I dont feel that hiding half of my myself is really living, and i existed in my shell for far to long. I am ready to start living, for good or ill. So climb on board if you want to, or stay on the shore...

Update To Last Blog Entry
finally got my car back todaythe garage i got it towed to got the wrong part..... i worked yesterday from 515am to 430 pm cause they said it would be ready by then.... i could have left at 115pm but i wouldnt have made it back to the shop by that time so i stayed at work....i had called a few times that day and they were like yeah its almost done just got the part in.... at 330 i called and they told me they were just putting it on and all that needed to be done was to bleed them..... when i got there at 430 they were like "we were just gonna call, the part we got was the wrong part"....WTF!!!! turns out that it wasnt my brakes locking up persay...... my brake line collaped while i was driving....today when i got my car back it cost me 185 bucks..... out of the 200 bucks that i had saved up to get my car fixed for the 28th (it passed safety inspection but not emissions) it needs a new cadalitic converter and there is a lean code which will cost 4-500 easy.... FUCK!!! now all i will hav

Happily Unemployed
Finally, it is over. I am finally able to step away from my teaching position at juvie and begin to look for a real teaching job. Woohoo. I know some people may be freaking out if they went from employed to unemployed in one fail swoop but I am going to be honest here, I am not. I was sick of being in the toxic environment. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I AM FREE.

~the Way That I Remember~
~The Way That I Remember~ Remember all the shows we saw, the drives we took Do you remember when you first held me while I cried? Remember telling me it would be alright As I let myself fall back into your arms And back together again Do you remember whispering words that used to be true Remember saying 'I love you' as you looked into my soul And I so far fallen then Had whispered unto you the same Do you remember the friends that we shared? Remember how we didn't have a care outside each other How we let childhood to rob us both of sense As if that were what it was meant to do Remember how we'd put words into each other's mouths And complete unspoken sentences Because somehow, we just knew each other well enough To communicate without the use of words Do you remember? Well... I do. When the day ends and I retire for the night I'm often found dreaming of those days Thankful

More About Me
I am not really sure what to say on here to u but I would consider myself to be philosophical, considerate and most importantly (I reckon) to have a brilliant sense of humour. I am a very positive person and enjoy being challenged in life, makes it a lot fun. Hoping it won't be such a challenge to find someone lol. I enjoy sports especially cycling, swimming, football and cricket, I enjoy going going out and having a good ol chin wag with friends, and love the great outdoors, especially enjoy hiking and camping. I do have a travel bug that is hard to shrug but I have enjoyed the experineces it has thrown at me and learning about different culture.

I Have It Half Done
For about 15 years now I have been turning one of my poems into a song. Well this week I have done the first half of it. I have written the words,and I have half composed the music- well at least I have figured out which instruments will play when. Now all I need to do is learn how to actually compose the music. Does anyone know of any way I can learn to do this if so leave a comment or message. Please Help Me Out.

Random Thoughts Late At Night In The Inland Empire
i'm sitting here desperately trying to write something. i'm feeling creative yet everything that comes to my mind feels so redundant and whatnot. i was looking through the lyrics that myself and my former bandmates had written for our songs. i read some of them and still feel incredibly proud of what i wrote, or what i co-wrote with my bandmates. i actually put our CD on my stero for the first time in a few months the other day. i couldn't help but rock out. even before i joined the band(yeah i was the "new" guy) i fucking loved the music that Ketaset created. i was a fan first and for most. and i was honored and beyond proud that they wanted me to join them as their vocalist in the first place because i respected them as musicians and as family(my brother was the bass player) and friends. one i can say for Ketaset...they never comformed to any popular trend in metal or music in general. EVER. they/we wrote what we wanted to hear and i have yet to hear any band signe

Damn Hot Weather
DAMN IT FEELZ SO GOOD WIT THE SUN BEAMIN ON MY SKIN TURNIN IT DIFFERENT SHADEZ OF MY SKIN COLOR,RELAXIN,NO STREZZ LAYIN OUT,TAKIN A BREAK,SMILIN,LAUGHIN,RUNNIN,SCORIN MORE THEN EVER WAKIN UP 2 THAT FEELIN,WHEN YA KNOW WHAT THE DAY HAZ IN STORE FOR YA A GUY THINKIN ABOUT NEXT 2 NOTHING DRESSIN BY WOMEN SHOWIN LEGZ GALORE,THIGHZ 2 CHEEKZ SHOWIN GRACE & GIRLZ THINKIN ABOUT THE SAME BASKETBALL GAMEZ BY THE LAKE OR JUST AT A PARK ALWAYZ GETZ LIVE SPECTATORZ EVERYWHERE WHEN SOMEONE GETZ DUNKED ON KIDZ & THEIR MOMZ WIT SOME DADZ ON THE PLAYGROUND CHECCIN EACH OTHER OUT NO MATTER WHERE WE GO,WE ALWAYZ WATCHIN EACH OTHER NOT CUZ WE LOOKIN FOR SOMETHING,BUT JUST PEEPIN WHATZ AROUND UZ DAMN HOT WEATHER,IT GETZ YA LIKE THIZ,RUBBIN YA NECC CUZ IT GOT 2 HOT COMPLAININ ABOUT ITZ JUST 2 HOT,BUT WHEN IT GETZ COLD,YA COMPLAIN ITZ NOT HOT ENOUGH THAT SOUNDZ BACCWARDZ 2 ME I ALWAYZ ENJOY ANY HOT WEATHER YA GET,CUZ HOT WEATHER MAKEZ UZ FEEL YOUNG CUZ IT SHINEZ FOR ALL 2 GET,NO MATTER HOW MU

Men
Hmm.. This is so true. if a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. if he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. allow your intuition to save you from heartache. stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. slower is better. never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. if a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then no, you can't "be friends." a friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. dont settle. if you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. dont stay because you think "it will get better." you'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. the only person you can control in a relationship is you. always have your own set of friends separate from his. maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. if something bothers you, speak up. never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

Words
Words don't hurt. The person saying them does. Just seeing where it is coming from is like taking a sword and stabbing it into me chest. Then when I realize the feelings that go along with the words. I picture you turning the sword inside my chest. Then with every drop of blood dripping out, I have to remind myself that they are only words.

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will it always be the end?

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

"the One"
Take my hand. I won't let you fall. Don't be afraid. I'll hold on to you. You're so close to me. Close enough to touch. Will you turn away? Or want me just as much. Am I good enough for you? Or am I just setting myself up? For a broken heart. Just don't break my heart. You're the one I've been looking for. Yeah the one I've been hoping for. I want to give my love to you. Baby I would die for you. You're the one I've been praying for. Yeah the one I've been wishing for. I want to give it all to you. Baby I just need you. Lay your body down. I will hold you tight. Close your eyes and sleep. I can promise you. That I'm here to stay. If you want me to. I will never leave. Just give me the chance to show you.

"reasons To Believe"
This isn't how it was supposed to feel. I can't stand the pain you've caused in me. Thought I found who I was looking for. But I guess I was fooling myself. Chorus: You let me down. Lost all my faith in you. I tried to find. Reasons to believe in you. You lied to me. I'll never forgive you. I couldn't find. Reasons to believe in you. Never wanted to go through a broken heart again. You don't realize the damage that you've done. I dropped the walls around my heart for you. It was the biggest mistake I ever made. Chorus I thought I knew you. But you're a stranger to me. What happened to the person? You were supposed to be. Chorus

Song Dedications...
Why do people say "Hey listen to this song, it reminds me of us." or "This song is how I feel about you.". Why say that if you don't mean it? Some people do not understand, that alot of people take that kind of thing to heart! Like me, when I tell someone to listen to a song, it's because I mean it, not just because. The song may not make sense to that person, but it makes sense to me, or I wouldn't ask you to listen! I am not saying I live my life by music, I AM saying music is a BIG part of my life, and there are alot of songs that can relate to me or my life! So please, next time I ask someone to hear a song, PLEASE know that it is coming from my heart! And not just because, and I hope it is the same with you!

Oversexual Women
I have been going through women's profiles and I hav seen alot of women say that they are tird of men only waning one thing from them. So I done some investigating and most of these women who are writing and wanting this are getting in these lounges(no matter if they are NSFW or not) and they are getting on cam and they are showing their titties, ass, and other unmentionable parts to everyone in that lounge that has the pass word. My question is, "How in the hell do you expect to find a good man when all you are doing is portraying yourself as a fucking whore?" You talk about strippers! Atleast strippers acknowledge what they do and who they are. Plus they get paid for the shit!!! You women get on these cams and show everything you got simply because some guy ask you too and you may not even know them but you do it because you want them to like you. BULLSHIT!!!! You don't want a good man or you wouldn't be putting your business out there like that. Then you no good for nothing whores w

Sacramento Airport B-17, B-24, & B-25 Warbirds
Sacramento Airport B-17, B-24, & B-25 Warbirds from TopFlightTV on Vimeo. McClellanJetServices.com - The Sacramento McClellan Airport hosted the Collings Foundation 2008 Wings of Freedom tour stop at the California Capital city in early June.

Fubar
This isn't against the site... It's against a good portion of the woman on this site. You see I've been living with my boyfriend since July the move was made legally final on October 14th. Well, I'd been in Indiana for a couple weeks and I get back and these girls are all over him here on fubar. Now, I trust him but these fubar whores are really pissing me off and it's leading me to wonder why he's spending time on here. He loves pissin' off the libs and dems so I understand that but I can't make him understand how seeing all these undressed whores posting on his page and sending him gifts. Am I being overly critical and jealous or do I go off on these girls because I do live with him? I find myself in tears alot since October 14th and if I say anything I'll feel wrong.

Do You Believe In...
Helping this wonderful friend making it to GODMOMMA? Honeypots/Regiment Bombers Manager/@ fubar Well I do and I am over there rating everything she has and would love it if yall could stop by and help...this is her very first auto 11!!! She has worked her ass off to get to her level and has helped so many others I feel its time to give back :) So.... Will you go rate her and gather some points for yourself to ?

Bad Dream
I woke up from a bad dream to where I felt myself punching and kicking. That's what woke me up. I laid there thinking about the dream. I was upset. Upset about what was in my dream. No blood this time, but there was something else. I looked at my clock and it was almost time to get up for work. I laid there thinking, should I just get up or lay there. I ended up laying there. It's been a while since I had dreams to where I wake up punching and kicking. One time, I had this bad dream to where I woke up feeling myself kicking and punching, almost hitting Rich when I was sleeping on the couch. One time, I did punch him in the eye, but that was more of a annoyed dream I was having. Luckily he had his glasses on. While I showered this morning, I thought it was odd that I woke myself up that way. I'm used to waking up like that when I take my sleeping pills, most of the time that happens that way, but I've been out of sleeping pills for a while. I thought about my dream. The though

Auction Over
Elevator - Flo Rida Feat. Timberland OK EVERYONE THE AUCTION IS OVER AND HERE ARE THE OWNERS : ?¿ÐÃBRÂT¿.!~~ Fubars Finest Levelers~~~@ fubar ~Blondie~proudly owned by TenderHeart@ fubar Ðå F£ì®T-þÏMþ †ð ThÉ þû$$¥Çã† þ£ÃŸMÅT€§{W.W.S leveler}@ fubar ÐÌÅßLØ...Partner to ?Scarlet?...Owner of DIABLO'S DEN..Fuowned by Angel of the Den.@ fubar

Updates
I don’t know what im going to do right now, The one person that I fell in love with is well leaving he going into the military, I know why he want to do this and I understand completely and I plan on supporting him any way that I can, but its going to be hared for one I have no idea If I get to see him before he goes, even though he told me that he would come down to see one, it kills me knowing that I wont ever be able to be with him in the way that I want, But any ways we were talking one night and he told me that he loves me too but there is no way that we can truly be together, and it just killed me and well all he wants is for me to be happy and he told me to try and find some one new an I just told him ok I will try but I was in love with him and he makes me happy but all at the same time I do know that we wont be together So I did just that. I started to look around granted that I really didn’t want any thing to serious, but I did meet someone who well made me happy an

My Everything
My love My life My heart My joy So many things you are My pain My sorrow My loneliness My hurt When you’re far My friend My cheerleader My groupie My masseuse You’re there to hold me up My blessing My gift My prize My toy You fill my cup My confidante My strength My satiation My king You keep me together My power My fortitude My reason My destiny You are my forever My fight My victory My partner My counselor You have been my guide My passion My romance My pillow-talk My essence I always want you by my side My, My, My, My You are my everything You are the reason my heart always sings

The Rose
Some say love it is a river That drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love it is a hunger An endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, And you it’s only seed. It’s the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It’s the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance It’s the one who won’t be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live. And the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long. And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong. Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun’s love, In the spring, becomes a rose.

I Love Humor
At a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children. A therapist observed, 'You all have obsessions'. To the first mother, Mary, he said, 'You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy.' He turned to the second Mom, Ann: 'Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny.' He turned to the third Mom, Joyce: 'Your obsession is alcohol. This too shows itself in your child's name, Brandy.' At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, quietly got up, took her little boy by the hand and whispered, 'Come on, Dick, this guy has no idea what he's talking about. Let's go pick up Peter and Willy from school and go get dinner.'

What Is The Sexiest Woman
THE SEXIEST WOMAN TO ME IS WOMAN THAT KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS, GREAT CONVERSATION, VERY WELL EDUCATED, AND KNOWS HOW TO TAKE CARE OF HER BODY. ALOT OF THESE WOMEN ON THESE COMMUNITY SITES ARE FULL OF SHIT. THEY EXPLOIT THEMSELVES BUT DONT WANT THE ATTENTION. SOUNDS LIKE THEY NEED TO GET A LIFE. WHY SOME WOMEN EXPOSE THEMSELVES TO GET ALL THAT ATTENTION BUT THEN YOU GO TO THERE PAGE AND THERE ARE 100 THINGS SHE WONT DO. HOW ORIGINAL IS THAT? THESE DUMB ASS FEMALES NEED TO STOP PLAYING GAMES AND BE A REAL WOMAN. THATS JUST MY OPINION.

Almost
Almost I can not Compose our song For it remains On the tip Of an angels tongue I can not Vision our life together For eternity Is too far to see But... Ill gather these years A tumbleweed of fallen leaves Reminders That I am One more day Closer to you.

Hypocrites In The Name Of Christ
so i'm riding my bike down the street as i near the mall and all it's surrounding businesses i'm witness to something that just starts making my blood boil. for about the next half mile there are a ton of surporters of the "yes on Prop 8". for those of you not from california....prop 8 is basically the "right" trying to make it illegal for gays to marry(a law that recently passed out here) and for it to be made to be taught in schools that marriage is just between a man and woman. it's just another one of those laws trying to be passed based on "religious" reasons and nothing else. now...why is this bothereing me? well basically it's a bunch of closed minded religious nuts trying to force their beliefs on others. and as many of you know from past blogs i'm NOT cool with that in any way. as i continue riding my bike behind them i can feel my temper beginning to rise and i'm just starting to get pissed off. i so want to tear into them as much as i can...but there are v

River Of Sweetness
It was a late Thursday afternoon and she was working on some paperwork, trying to lessen the pile, when across her computer screen came the words SWAT. Her soft pink lips upturned immediately as a fantastically euphoric feeling ran through her body causing her skin to tingle from the word and its meaning. She immediately responded, "hello my Master. Hopes Your day has been well so far". He responds, "Yes pet, it has, but knows it shall only get better once I've returned home. For when I return, I shall find my sweet slut waiting for me as I require of her and I'm thinking of giving her a sweet surprise tonight." Her body flushes with heat as her hips unconsciously roll forward slightly. "Yes my Master, Your slut shall be waiting for Your return." She then glowed and smiled brightly at His next words, "Good girl. I'll be home around 6 pm." "Yes my Master, be safe," she replies. "Always My pet." He then ended the message. Her mind races as she looks around to m

Computer Talk/ Videos
This was the first time I saw this video and I am impressed by how young people are really into the technology today. I really like computers and I search the web daily for things about computers or software maybe business which is another thing that excites me. I want to be a writer because I like to express my self but too I always wanted to reach others through conversation;blogging or chat. I try all types of medium to communicate to folks to get my message across. If I can get me a cam I can make a video about the things I find of interest to me but more so to to get in touch with people and find if possible I can make some money to empower everyone to be able to do the things the y really want to do. People can make things happen for themselves through media it is the new wave of the future. Some say it is here but is always advancing or growing at such a fast rate can we even keep up with it.

Waiting
Waiting Echoes of your whisper Resounding in my soul Each moment stretches Distance now takes its toll It feels likes centuries Since I peered upon your beauty Sleepless nights in shadows As your kiss now eludes me The road between us lenghtens Another piece of me withers As a long cold winter sets in I am too frozen to shiver How I long for your touch The Angels kiss I need Upon your fiery passion My heart desires to feed For now I am left behind Hope in a future I am staking I stand here eyes open For My Angel to come home Im Waiting

Anniversary Gift
Oh my gosh!!! H E A D A C H E FORMING.... lolololololololololol (reading things I can literally see this happening, I have laughed so hard that I am crying.... my stomach hurts....I can barely see to read..... have a great day! Tracie Stun gun....... Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. This was submitted by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket Taser" for their anniversary. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000 volt, Pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple A batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing!

Obama Affinity To Marxists Dates Back To College Days!
Obama Affinity to Marxists Dates Back to College Days Barack Obama shrugs off charges of socialism, but noted in his own memoir that he carefully chose Marxist professors as friends in college. By Bill Sammon Tuesday, October 28, 2008 German philosopher Karl Marx, author of "The Communist Manifesto," advocated redistributing wealth in order to achieve a classless society. (AP Photo) Barack Obama laughs off charges of socialism. Joe Biden scoffs at references to Marxism. Both men shrug off accusations of liberalism. But Obama himself acknowledges that he was drawn to socialists and even Marxists as a college student. He continued to associate with Marxists later in life, even choosing to launch his political career in the living room of a self-described Marxist, William Ayers, in 1995, when Obama was 34. Obama's affinity for Marxists began when he attended Occidental College in Los Angeles. "To avoid being mistaken for a sellout, I chose my friends carefully," the

Feel Like Breaking
I feel like going out & getting fucked up, Drinking or whatever. After 13 yrs of being clean. This is the first time in 13 yrs that that thought has crossed my mind. I am hurt and broken beond recognition. My heart aches with a pain i never thought i would feel again, because i wouldnt let any one get close to me again, not close enough to Break my Heart. But I am human and I finally let the walls to my so tightly gaurded heart down and let some one in. Im not blaming any one for what happened, I blame myself for being so insecure, yet stupid enogh to open myself up for the pain that i should have known would come. It always does, hmm so i guess that doesnt say much about me, But as hurt as i am, and as stupid as the thought of breaking my sobriety was, it was just a thought. I am too damn strong and proud to take steps backwards. My Children are too important to me & my Honor is my life. So even tho I thought about it. I WILL not do it. I am better then that !!!!!! I know that, I just

World Series Win
Last night the Philadelphia Phillies won the 2008 World Series. The city has been electric all week, getting ready for this win. I'm 23 years old and none of our 4 pro sports teams have won anything since 1983. If you do the math... that means I have never been alive for a Philadelphia world championship. Nothing. Not in 23 years have any of my teams won anything. It was a celebration. Brad Lidge made the final out with his devastating slider that hasn't lost us a game all season and the place exploded. Strangers were hugging strangers and bedlam ensued. Fireworks were going off... we were dancing in the streets as cars full of Phillies fans drove by honking their horns. Champagne and beer were sprayed everywhere. Sports are great because they are a distraction. With times being so tough in this city the last couple of years, the people needed this. After 25 years of a drought, it finally rained. At least for one season, Philadelphia is #1! PHILADELPHIA PHILLIES 20

News And Updates.
People are getting removed this weekend. I am tired of a list of people that either do not talk or they have so many people on their damn list they would not miss one leaving. It is bullshit. Friends, few people on fubar are friends. VERY FEW. Most I would not even refer to as human. But, wtfe. Friends will stay in family. Others are leaving family. Real life is out there. And I do not have time to keep a list of non-talkers in fubar. Real life is just that. I have VERY FEW on fubar that I would call real life friends. Those who I would call real life friends, do not have to ask me about it. Anyhow, just me being my usual bitch self. If you can handle it, feel free to remove me.

My Immortal
I’m so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave ’cause your presence still lingers here And it won’t leave me alone These wounds won’t seem to heal This pain is just too real There’s just too much that time cannot erase [chorus:] When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I’m bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won’t seem to heal This pain is just too real There’s just too much that time cannot erase [chorus] I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone But though you’re still with me I’ve been alone all along

Happy Halloween
To all my Friends and Family on fubar.... I hope u have a safe Halloween.... Have fun out doors collecting candy.... and futhur more if going out to a halloween party drink up and have fun!!!!! hugs n kisses xoxoxoxoxo your friend Raina

Navy Electrician’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Michael J. Jakes Jr.
Navy Electrician’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Michael J. Jakes Jr. 20, of Brooklyn N.Y.; stationed on the carrier Kitty Hawk, based at Yokosuka Naval Fleet Activities, Japan, died of fatal head injuries after falling off a bunk, on Dec. 4, 2001 in the Arabian Sea. Died: December 04, 2001

Cock-n-pull
Cock-N-Pull Held salvation in hand Soon fear would be gone Held a full pardon Knowing it’s my only one Suffering to fly away Never again to appear A split second decision And so the time is near It’s funny how life can be Answers shown inside Questions that hinder Life gone out with the tide My vessel has many holes I have drifted long enough On my sea of tears The waves are always rough I assume nobody will notice If I no longer walk here They never noticed before For reasons unclear So now this is goodbye Though I say this to myself Nobody else ever listens Only my next action will help Feasted on despair Until I was full Now to release my hell I just Cock-N-Pull

Scene Negotiations
Scene Negotiations One of the most important things you can do to maximize a BDSM scene is to master the fine art of scene negotiation. And perhaps the surest way to make a scene go awry is to bypass them entirely. Negotiating a scene doesn't mean that you approach it as some kind of trade (I'll do this for you if you do that for me!), but rather that you freely and honestly discuss your wants, needs, and expectations with your partner. And it's worth emphasizing that whether you're a dominant top or a submissive bottom, in the context of scene negotiations, you must be equal partners. There might be a lot of ground to cover, or there might be very little. It all depends on the nature and intensity of the scene. If you're doing a flogging, you'll need to set ground rules as to technique, intensity and duration, and you'll need to establish safewords. You'll need to know of any physical limitations the subject of the flogging might have, what their past experience is, how much

The Feasting
THE FEASTING BY:Wayne Wadsworth: Dancing demon’s in the dark, Dancing, dancing to a beat of a heart. Deep in the world all alone, Hides a child with no where to go Lost in a world all fallen apart, Awakened from the sound of the Devil’s harp His sharpen eyes watch and wait Till the time is at hand to Seal their fate Heart filled emptiness Blacker than coal The evil one waits Till hells bells toll Sadness overwhelms Their meaningless lives Lying there crying No one to help Louder and louder The drum’s start beating Soon oh soon The Devil Will be feasting Somewhere in the distance You can hear them screaming Oh god, I wish I was dreaming As voice filled screams Filled hollowed ears This is the time he makes it clear Rising up from their graves The children start weeping The laughter begins As the demon’s starts reaping Filling his basket all with their souls The dead were all his His to control

Toughts Of You
You're asleep on the couch next to me I have never found it more hard to write than now. I want to just sit here and look at you, you are so many things in my eyes. I wouldn't change a thing about you for the world. You have a smile that goes on for days, you have eyes that I get lost in. Your touch gives me chills everytime, your kiss is one I would hate to miss. I love you more than words will ever be able to explain. You have shown and given me so much, you crushed my past. Pushed it aside, don't care about what I did then but what I do now. I see a side of me that I never knew I had you bring out the best in me. I can only dream that I do the same for you. Your voice is warm and tender, you love in one that I could never forsake. Laying in your arms is where I forget about everything and let myself go. I have never known a love like this, I hope you feel the same. You have given me a new view on so many things, things that would ha

My Nsfw Pics
Ok I was thinking the only pic that is really missing from my nsfw folder is a pic of my bare butt. So I was wondering if I should post one. Is it really worth it? Do you guys want to see my butt? I need to get a real good pic taken to post. Sorry I forgot all about my back side. I'm surprised I had enough moxie to post my frontal ones. Oh boy. So anyway just giving a heads up. I would really appreciate any comments. Thanks. XOXO, Amy

4 Days Before Surgery...
Surgery Day approaching fast... Hello everyone, It is Angel here. I just wanted to stop in and let you all know that I am doing ok and that Yes I will be undergoing surgery on Thursday Nov 6th, to have titianium put in my leg. I am a little nervous as expected and as the day approaches it only gets worse...I do however have someone who will be with me just before, during and after surgery for as long as I need them. With so little time left before surgery, I will not be making any appearences. I will be laid up for about 12 weeks afterwards so any appearences will be brief during that time. Hopefully all goes well and the second surgery to repair the ligaments will be performed as soon as possible so that I can finally go home and retire from the army. My girls are all waiting patiently for my return home as they went back to the east coast in july expecting me to be home before now. I miss them dearly and only wish I were with them now. Thank you for all of your prayers and word

Amen!!
Never give up No matter what is going on Never give up Develop the heart Too much energy in your country is spent Developing the mind instead of the heart. Be compassionate not just to your friends but to everyone Be compassionate. Work for peace in your heart and in the world. Work for peace and I say again Never give up. No matter what is happening, No matter what is going on around you, Never give up. -His Holiness the Dalai Lama

Eileen Ann Gaspa Memorial Fund
This is about Donna's mother...Who was also Debbie's *GrlskikAss2* Aunt...This was written by Debbie's brother Bill 3boyz&grl58 Regiment Bomber@ fubar Dear family and friends, As you may have heard by now my Aunt, Eileen Gaspa, has passed on October 30, 2008. Sadly succumbing to her 15 year battle with cancer. You can view/sign her guest book here: http://www.legacy.com/HeraldNet/DeathNotices.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=119676608 My Aunt has been in the excellent care of her oldest daughter Donna Glass, my cousin. As you can imagine the physical, emotional, and financial demands of battling such a disease does not come without immense commitment and sacrifice. Donna has been there every step of the way to help her mom though this difficult time. Selflessness and commitment did not come without consequences however. As an employee of a major electronic company for over 8 years as a Sr assembler, Donna's co-workers support was tremendous. They were very giving o

There Is No Easy Job.
I've been dead lately around most parts of the internet including my job. That's gonna change. Switching to a day schedule. Plans for this weekend: booze, booze, more booze, video games, drunken videos with my also drunken brother in law, more booze, sleep. Lets hope my tiny self doesn't get alcohol poisoning.

Who Should I Be?
I am not sure how I want to write this at all. I've not always been the greatest person in the world. I haven't always been the greatest husband/boy friend. I even haven't been the greatest father. I know no one is perfect, and I am definitely not one of them. I've made my fare share of mistakes like everyone else has. I've done shit that has destroyed parts of my life and my family. I've lost my marriage, and my family unit. I've had to make allot of changes to who I was, the things I do and the thoughts I have had in the past. But all in all, I've been inside my heart & soul a very good person to others. Right now, I don't think anyone could say they have a better friend than I am. I give and give and give and ask for nothing in return. I'm always there for anyone, I call as much as I can. I try to spend time with someone as much as I can. I give money, buy things, do what ever I can to help someone out. I don't lie about my feelings and don't hold my feelings back. I try to expre

Pets
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blow jobs!" "Blow jobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proved but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blow jobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and the frog reading

New Pseudonym
K guys and gals, as signed under a new contract I will be writing under the name, Bonita. As I like to include my friends and readers with some decisions, I've written a bio and tag line and would greatly appreciate your comments and/or suggestions. So come on! Give it to me, baby! lol FYI- Bonita will eventually take over Bonnie Clarke's work. Bonita- Sexy fiction to moan over... "Doors should be left open while having sex" says Bonita, with a seductive smile, clad in a checkered work shirt and nothing else. When discovered by a team of rugged bush workers at her tiny cabin in the woods, one look at her hungry eyes, and a reading of her handwritten erotica, they whisked her away to Bonnie Clarke's house where there is electricity and internet connection. Her life has never been the same since. The men still visit. The erotica is flowing as rampant as an erection, and it's all really damn good. ** please be honest, I can handle it. :)

The Sack Lunches
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Chicago - to Great Lakes Base. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq ' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get

Voodoo Promo
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Obama & The Future
So I am finally getting on the band wagon after all these years. I am considering my blogs strictly my opinions and should someone agree with or disagree with my blogs; then that's your opinion and I have always been taught never, ever argue with someone else's opinion. That said, I know that 51%(+) of Americans awoke on November 5th, 2008 as "happy" hopeful Americans. That said, that means that 49%(+) were very upset; yes I was one of them. As a matter of fact I am sooo upset that I went down this day and applied for a Texas CHL (concelled handgun license) as I believe that America will go to hell in a handbasket beginning January 10, 2009. So President Elect Obama, DO NOT ask me to attend your party as I will definately decline. As a matter of fact, I will be watching ESPN's Best Damn Sports Show Ever since the ability of the next administration will be one of socialism followed by "The Beast". I ain't wearin the mark folks.

He Left His Son He Misses Me But I Dont Care Heres A Pix So All U Ladys No He Jus Wants Some Ass And Has 3 Kids He Does Nothing For
> jnptat@ fubar this is the face of a dad that left his son his son goes around askin for him but i have no answer his son cries for him all i have is comfort his son calls him he dont answer

Evermore
wait just a moment in time freeze the movie in your mind put aside the whispers filter out the doubt look into my eyes ignore the muted shout don't you wish to melt away? into the golden sun? don't you want to whisk away, and have a little fun? aren't you sick of pain and fear inside your life all I know inside of me I want you by my side I'm tired of the race I'm ill with blank disgrace I want the world to leave us be I want the world to set us free take my hand and smile you can let those tears fall I'll make it worth your while and always give it all through good and bad I'll love you through thick and thin I'll stay from the blinking of the sun to the fading of the day and in the night I'll hold you until the sun appears I'll take away your sorrows, and cast away your fears so let our love combine us and let our spirits soar just take my hand within you and I'll love you evermore

Homesick
since retarded questions are constantly asked here is your fucking information so you can STOP asking stupid questions FUCK! -- I am from AZ i miss AZ I don't have a boyfriend in AZ why would you ask an idiotic question like that? I'm fine I just miss my family/friends I am kinda pissed about OTHER THINGS too ... but its ok .. I'm allowed to be a little grrr at times. I really just hate how retarded men are no offense but wtf. Just stop asking stupid questions ... you aggravate me more.. and if I don't talk to you that SHOULD be a clue that I don't want to talk to you so OBVIOUSLY you should give up. "we're all homesick.. is love the reason, my hunger led me to your hope. Until the end of this colder season keep us warm cuz are always eden, the day after she fell. We see good & evil and choose which one to tell"

A Real Man
Any guy can mess around, it takes a real man to find a girl and stick with her. Any guy can call you sexy, hot, and all that.. it takes a real man to call you beautiful. Any guy can call you in tears begging you to take him back, it takes a real man to not have a reason to be in those tears. Any guy can say I love you, it takes a real man to say it and mean it even if all of his guy friends are standing around. Any guy can drive over to your house to hang out with you, it takes a real man to show up unexpected. Any guy can throw back a beer or two, it takes a real man to grab a coke instead knowing he shouldn't do it if you're not around. Any guy can have sex with a girl, it takes a real man to wait. ANY GUY CAN STICK WITH U THROUGH THE BEST OF DAYS, IT TAKES A REAL MAN TO STAND BY U EVEN IF ITS FOR WEEKS WHEN IT SEEMS LIKE UR WORLD IS FALLING APART. ANY GUY CAN TALK NOISE WITH HIS FRIENDS WHEN A SEXY GIRL WALKS BY, IT TAKES A REAL MAN TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY.

11/8/08
Woke up very early to get to a docs appointment for vaccines for my daughter. Then drove 2 hours away to get my computer back which I'm still trying to get hooked back up. Continueing to use best friends comp. Anyway busy busy busy busy is the keyword so I will make this short and sweet.

November 2008 Update
Well folks, it’s been little over a month since I first comed here and have to say it’s a pretty amazing place. Love that chat-box thing and looking at all the beauteous women here. One of them gals sent me a “A Sweet Piece Of Ass”! After three days of tryin to figure out how to collect, Alvin happened to drop in and explained how it was just a drink and a friendly gesture. Later that day I spit in his chili & mixed it around. Not just for that, but for all this hyped up music he’s been puttin on my Playlist. Jenny stopped by a couple of weeks ago and of course I showed off my new stuff here. She really likes some of Alvin’s music and jiggles real good on my lap when listening to it, which is the only reason I haven’t taken a strap to that boy! You might have noticed that I have more color photographs in my albums. Yep, got me a digital camera. I traded Bill Butler (the Bill Butler from Mount Pleasant) my old drill press for this 5.0 megapixle Kodak EasyShare. Not s

Friends In Many Places
imikimi - Customize Your World Hopefully I have included as many friends in this picture as I can - if not rest assured its only cos the pic wasnt big enough - but think about it - does it mean I like you any less cos you aint included in a picture - in my opinion, you have a special place in my heart and that is as good as being included in any pictures. TO CUT A LONG STORY SHORT - A PICTURE MAY BE PRETTY TO LOOK AT BUT BEING IN MY HEART OS MORE VALUABLE LOVE AND KISSES AND HUGS TO YOU ALL COS YOUR (in the words of Dustin;s version of the FIELDS OF ATHENRY - your beautiful love you all)

Slobdom
For the longest time i couldn't figure out how the downstairs neighbor new in advance that i was having guests over. Until today when I was greeted at the door with her usual "I don't mean to scare you..." Shes always sneaking up an scaring the shit outta me! Anyway today my mystery was solved with the neighbors statement of, "I heard the vacuum going, you must have people coming over tonight" Hmmmm i think maybe i need to either clean more or have friends over more often with translates to the same thing lol, im a slob!

Yep Yep
Ten people got laid off at work yesterday. Pretty cold I think, after telling them a few moments before the end of the day. I feel bad for them. Business is going slow again...blah, seems like it's always slow at this time of year. I had a mini meeting with my head supervisor and he was saying that it's going to get a lot slower and not too sure how work will be in a few days. It could either mean, they will lay off more people, they will shut things down for a while or whatever....I dunno. i hope that they dont' shut down work for a while because I don't have much PTO and I'm saving it for vacation next year. Last year or two years ago,I forget...they closed off work for 2 weeks. That sucked. I heard one of my coworkers talking that another place laid off 150 people and my dad worked there. So I gave him a call and he still has his job there. That's good. Anyways..blah blah....I guess I'll see how work is tomorrow.....and rats, I was gonna try to take monday off too ha ha

Love Passes By... Needed A Bit Of Venting After A Hard Night Now I Am Dead To The World Tierd
I’m going crazy, Going completely insane, I can’t take the talking , Can’t take the shame. I can’t feel my fingers, As I type the words to you, I can’t feel my body, It doesn’t know what to do. I talk to her about you, I can’t let her see I still care, I can’t take it that your with her, I can’t take it that she’s right there. Walked into the room and saw you flirting, Just about died inside, Walk away with my head held high, Then came home and cried. Now I sit here thinking What is it that I can do I could simply leave Then I would never see you I think about timing , How I could work while your awake, And then it wouldn’t hurt so much, I do all this for my sake. I look over and see you sleeping, Knowing we will never be, Knowing She’s the one, It’s not me. I am other girl, One more time I cry, One more time I guard my heart, One more time love passes by.

To Leave The Old Me Behind...
A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... When, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out enough!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...Or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither prince charming or cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...And in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. Just as you begin to fathom reality (FathomREALITY is my s/n for a reason) Yo

Clerical Team Member At Target! Is It Meant To Be?
Well ladies and gents! as i said on my pro. i am on an LOA from a certain big-box retailer that starts with a "W". yep thats Wal*Mart. well the reason why is that due to some disabilities i was not able to handle the position for which i was originally hired. and they had no open positions which i could handle. so i am technically on LOA. I then applied at the bank inside Wal Mart. they didnt want me because they could not accomodate. How can a bank NOT accomodate? i was even willing to pay for my own chair that would reach the exact height of their counter! so...This morning I applied for Clerical Team Member at the local Target...if your religious pray for me. Will definitely be appreciated! Anyway...i'll keep yall updated!

Women Over 40
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

Why Can't I Forget?
I Love her. With all my heart, with all my soul. With everything that I am, and I always shall. I think about her constantly, I can't stop. My chest hurts, it's like a constant heartache. I tear up, stare out at nothing, and just remember how great it was and what I have lost. The only time I don't think of her, is when I am working and keeping busy. But even then, when I slow down for a minute, she creeps back in. I've been sent home more than once because I had a breakdown. It's ruining my life. I cry myself to sleep, I become incoherent when I talk to friends. I try to stop, to think of something else, but it never works. I just can't deal with this pain. I will always want her, always wish to be the man she wants. I thought I was, but we had some heated words and I lashed out. I said some things I can never take back, words I meant at the moment..but only at the moment. I want them back, I want her to understand I don't think them, I don't believe them. I trust her, even whe

My Dragon
for 23 years i have walked alone without you to love me and sing your dragon song now that my walls are gone i am hearing you again my dragon love are you here to protect me or to show me who will sing for me in the future will he love me like you? completely and true? how do i know if i can trust again my dragon , my love , my friend guard me well, dragon for my heart is still weak

Audition Time
I have a love/hate relationship with auditions. Its a jungle in there as the saying goes. If you don't walk in prepared or without confidence your doomed! If you come in overly prepared and overly confident you are also doomed. If you come in, relaxed and have a go with the flow attitude, prepared but not overly so, you have a chance of landing your desired role. Now I know my strengths as well as my weaknesses. So I go for roles that fit my body image. Its Beauty and the Beast so what role do I go for, as a shorty bbw?? Mrs. Potts of course. I also go for the Big Wardrobe, but they will probably want someone a tad taller. But really, its a family friendly show so if I am an enchanted object or a townsperson, I would totally be fine with that as well. Because in the end, its all about performing, and doing things my entire family can come enjoy. So this particular audition, I am very chill, confident but not overly so. Prepared but not overly so. I feel proud of it in itse

I Wish
that I understood. it sucks trying to read a mind or heart. I dont mind reaching out or being unreasonably patient even but shoot this is silly. Whats a woman to do when everythings not layed and spelled completely out for her. Just walk away, give up. Sounds easy enough. then wny cant I.

Truth
in the begining adam was first man on earth then eve was created from a rib from adam as a partner so he was not alone they were in the garden of eden and god said dont eat the apples of that tree but one day a snake tempted eve to have a bite of one from the tree and then she passed it to adam which he ate all the apple was of a tree which once eating gave you the knowledge of god that is how mankind is intelegent but with eve being frist women to create polulation over the world i think its time we respect all women and that man should not concentrate on wars power but on love as it was in the begining as its not money that makes the world go round its love for one another amen 1. brothers all amen 2. sisters all amen

How Do You Deal With Death?
How do you deal with death when it is someone very close to you? This blog is about someone that meant the world to me! My father passed away July 24th 2008. This is the man that always was able to make people laugh no matter how bad they felt. For the past 9 years my father and i lived together after him and my mother seperated. For the past 9 years we was so close to each other where he was more than a father he was my best friend. Every day we would go for coffee 3 to 4 times a day. Where i would go he would go and where he went i went. We spent every hour of the day together. He was always there for his grand children too. Any time i ever had a problem he was right there to help me out. Sence the passing of my father i have had alot of emotions going through my head. November 1st 2008 i just bought my new house. Sense moveing in to this house my feelings have real been overwhelming. All i can think about is all the memories that we had together in our old house. I f

Tasting Bullshit
*writing poetry such as this is therapy for me...maybe for you too* Tasting Bullshit Embedded is this curse through my flesh, through my soul of what I am, who I will be I no longer know me anymore. Mutilated thoughts flash before glassy eyes of a past not yet forgotten though I've tried to separate you from the future of my steps It's a nagging symphony of regret. Your still living within me slowly killing the life I once dreamed of care-free ways, timeless days and I still stop and stare wondering if you're waiting there around the corner with your black eyes of hatred. The pleasure of my suffering was your definition of release sated with gnawing sickness of tasting my blood upon your lips when you would kiss me. Strangling thoughts still choke at my throat of unforgettable summers festering in my mind, hazed in smoke and liquor and empty stomachs. Nothing mattered then, everything matters now as I step away from the gates of you lift my scarred fac

Sad
I'M VERY SAD CUZ I WAS JUST TOLD I DON'T GET TO SEE MY BABY GIRL (SAVANNAH) ANY MORE.. BUT HER FATHER GET TO SEE HER AND HE IS THE ONE THAT GET HER TAKEN AWAY FROM US CUZ HE HERT HER WHEN SHE WAS 3 YEARS OLD.. BUT WHAT I FIND THAT IS SO FUCKED UP IS THAT HE GET TO STILL SEE HER.. BUT I CAN SEE HER AT ALL.. BUT ONE OF THIS DAY I WILL GET TO SEE MY BABY GIRL.. YEA I NOW I HAVE TO WHAT UNTIL SHE IS 18 YEARS OLD.. AND SHE IS ONLY 10 YEARS OLD.. BUT I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO JUST SO I CAN SEE HER.. BUT I WILL SAY THIS I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING MY BABY GIRL (SAVANNAH).. AND I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF HER AND MISS HER..

We Owe It All To The Hippies
Forget antiwar protests, Woodstock, even long hair. The real legacy of the sixties generation is the computer revolution BY STEWART BRAND Newcomers to the Internet are often startled to discover themselves not so much in some soulless colony of technocrats as in a kind of cultural Brigadoon - a flowering remnant of the '60s, when hippie communalism and libertarian politics formed the roots of the modern cyberrevolution. At the time, it all seemed dangerously anarchic (and still does to many), but the counterculture's scorn for centralized authority provided the philosophical foundations of not only the leaderless Internet but also the entire personal-computer revolution. We - the generation of the '60s - were inspired by the "bards and hot-gospellers of technology," as business historian Peter Drucker described media maven Marshall McLuhan and technophile Buckminster Fuller. And we bought enthusiastically into the exotic technologies of the day, such as Fuller's geodesic domes

Fubar Flirting Is Getting Irritating
You know what's really irritating and stupid? Online Flirting. I don't get the whole notion of it and something that's really popular on this site is flirting with people who are in relationships or married. I'd say it's more popular with men then women on this site because I've noticed that More women seem to respect the notion of someone being in a relationship then men do. MOST, not all of them, but most women see someone is in a relationship or married and they don't even approach the person let alone begin the preliminaries for trying to hook up online or to get their "Groove" on or to put a "Move" on someone or whatever the hell you call it. I've noticed that on this site, alot of men just don't give a shit. Even if a woman's profile is riddled with pictures of them with their significant other or information stating they're not single and they're not looking for sex in the real world or in Cyberspace, and that they're very much in love with the person they're with, The

Surgery Tomorrow
Surgery On Right Leg Is on Nov 14, 2008 Letting You all know that the surgery on my leg will take place tomorrow. I am scheduled to arrive at 0630 and surgery to get underway around 0730. The proceedure is expected to take about 90 minutes to perform and will consist of placing titianium plates and screws around my fibula. There is also a chance that grafted bone will need to be added but that will not be known until the surgery is underway.. This is now being done on an inpatient basis, so I will remain at Madigan Amry Medical Center for at least one night. I am asking that you keep me in your prayers for a complete recovery so that I can get back out there to perform. Also, this morning there was a death in my family so keep that close to you as well. Thank you for all of your support and prayers. Angel Butler "American Angel" CMA 2007

Momma I'll Never Be Like Him
.... ..... THIS IS A ROUGH BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN ONLY UPLOAD TO SOUNDCLICK & OUR STAGE HOPING TO GET A BETTER RECORDING IN THE VERY NEAR FUTURE Momma I'll Never Be Like Him ©2006 Jody Dickey/Ben Burton/Ric Ledford Momma...it's been awhile, since we talked things through But some memories still haunt me; I had to be near you I was thinking of the bad times, when I used to pray That daddy would stop hurting you, how I wished he'd go away (c) Momma I'll never be like him, that's a promise I will keep I thank you for who I am; that your warm heart is in me In my loving tender arms, my family will always be I will never hurt them, 'cause Momma...I'll never be like him (V) The sad day came when I was ten, I found you lying on the floor You told me not to worry; soon you'd be at Heaven's door He could never hurt you up there and one day soon I'd understand "You'll have a family of your own, be a gentle loving man" (Chorus) (v) I've brought you some dandelions and for

Mistakes Men Make In Bed
Mistakes men make in bed Category: Romance and Relationships Mistakes men make in bed You've got her as far as your bedroom. What could possibly go wrong now? Many things - read these and find out why she never phoned or returned your calls. Not shaving. Like love, stubble hurts. When you drag your chin across her face or thighs, she might not be moaning from pleasure, but from pain. Blowing in her ear. There's a big difference between erotic whispering in someone's ear and huffing and puffing as if you want to blow the house down. Twiddling her nipples. Nipples are sensitive and should be treated gently. They should not be treated like radio dials. Ignoring the rest of her body. A woman is made up of more than two breasts and a vagina. Pay attention to the rest of her. Not disposing of used condoms. This is the responsibility of the person who wore it. Not kissing first. Foreplay starts with passionate kissing. Don't skip this part – she will feel neglected by yo

Cleaning The Tiolet
How to wash a toilet This was simply too much of a time saver not to share it with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off.. 9.. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Since

Kiss Off I Guess
Ok well here is the thing again..... I posted my pics for my pleasure and pleasure of others. If you do not like them, then please do not look at them. It is that simple. Oh and yes someone's man did comment on them so check yourself. So if they were good enough for him then well I don't know what else to say. Will I post anymore? Nah I don't think so. Am I a whore in real life? No I am not. Just proud of the way I look. Because honey I am not embarressed to be myself and to show some skin. Now regardless of how "LOW" it seems. I could post some real skanky ones, like me having sex with someone. Was thinking of that? Maybe a certain someone is just pissed because he got dissed. Oh well, I don't like country music all that much. I say it in my profile. Read it again. Don't be surprised next time. So OMG!!!!! Get a life and get out of mine. Bitch mode is on. HAHAHA. I am so bad. Now don't get any ideas, but just wanted to say something to get it off my chest. Drama in the Fu tonigh

Being Stalked
okay reason i have my profile set on just friends is because iam being stalked by this kid who i really do not get along with he comes in and bugs me about weird stuff and freaks me out so im going to be like this for a while..if it keeps up im going to redo my profile again. i block him and he just starts anew profile over and over again...if this keeps up i will leave

Candi Needs Ur Fubux
Candi needs ur monies...... Her bday is Thursday. And she is wanting a birthday spotlight. So here is the thing. she is real close to getting enough monies.... but she still needs some more. We both have auto 11's right now, and if you rate mine, all proceeds will go to her spotlight fund. thank you candi♥ass~probably hates your p3nis~@ fubar

For My Best Friend
Where has all the time gone? In January it will be 3 years since you moved here to Michigan. We are so much alike and different at the same time. Where one of us is weak, the other is strong and vice versa. The upcoming months are hard for both of us, but we will make it through. Life has made it so we don't get much "girl" time, but always know I am here and always will be. I was listening to music and this song came on and the first thing I thought of was you... *runs before I get slapped*

It All Started On Fubar….
For anyone curious to know why I am 2500 miles away from my daughter’s father and the love of my life…..please read ahead: Last summer I left my cheating asshole of an Ex and moved back home with my parents. He used Fubar to meet other women behind my back and in turn, turned me off to it so bad that I wasn’t sure if I would ever want to come back on the site again. (not to mention the fact that I was practically forbidden to use it and anytime he saw me login we got in a huge fight cuz of course I was planning on finding a new man and cheating on him – ugh) Well after I came back home, I decided that I had made some really great friends on here so I would log back in and get over it. Then I met Chris. He and I just clicked. We talked in the SB constantly and not long after that exchanged numbers. If we were in the same room (or for that matter the same state lol) it would have been considered love at first sight. Maybe it was Lust at first sight but all I know is that it turned int

Looking For Some Peace
So live your life so the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their views, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and of service to your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or sign of salute when meeting or passing a stranger if in a lonely place. Show respect to all people, but grovel to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life and strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies in yourself. Touch not the poisonous firewater that makes wise ones turn to fools and robs them of their visions. When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their

She Knows... Copyright 2008
Deep down you know She'll never be the one Who sparkled Like water in the sun. The sweet young thing Who left your life; Thoughts of her Still make you cry. But she knows Her love isn't enough, Though you're her star That fell from above. And you don't know That her heart cries, Because everyday She tries and tries and tries. She knows you better Than you know yourself, And she knows what's tucked away In your mind, upon that shelf. She's not good enough; She knows she can't compare; No matter how hard she tries, Her love can't hold you there. But she loves you so; Never wants to let you go; Won't let the tears show, Even though she knows...

Do You Have Photos That Are Dark, Need Cropped, Or Are Just Plain Funky?
So let's face it: some digital cameras and webcams take some funky pictures...too dark, weird color shifts, or maybe they just need cropped. And maybe you don't have the software, the skill or the patience to correct them. I have many years of experience in doing these type of digital photo corrections and would be happy to assist any of my fellow Fu-users in making their pictures be all that they can be. Now this doesn't include swapping heads or altering any other part of your body, you'll have to go to someone else for that. But anything short of that I'm game. Just send me a message if you're interested and I can usually turn them around pretty quickly.

Feel Free To Do This For Me If You Are Bored Enough..
"I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. " 1) Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst̴

A Complete Mess
I am at a point in my life that i have no idea what is going on...i spend my days at work, my nights at home, and i feel so unsatisfied. i long for companionship...i long for an intimate friendship that is unlike any other i have ever had. i am so emotionally lost lately...like i am missing something and yet it seems i can never find it...maybe one day it will find me. i have met a new person that has inspired me to look beyond the surface and to see people for who they truly are......and as much as i dont want to admit it....most of the people that claim they were my friends, never were...they were only looking out for themselves....

All I Want To Do Is Hide
i have officially decided that im gonna be single for the rest of my life. the man i loved more then anything broke my heart into a million pieces yet wanted to remain friends which i thought i could do then i find out he's in a new relationship. I did alot of thinking last night and i dont think i can handle being his friend knowing he's with someone else. So i have decided to go back to my old habit and shut him out but the problem is i still have some stuff of his here and he my spare car seat so i know im gonna have to see him again. I sent him a message this morning telling him how i feel. I have a feeling he's gonna fight me on it cause when he dumped me he said he would kill me (figurativly speaking he wouldnt ACTUALLY KILL kill me) if i decided to shut him out but at this point i feel i dont have any choice. My daughter asks for him all the time and im having one hell of a time picking up the pieces. when he calls me i act like im fine cause i dont want to start an argument or

Fairy Tale Hit By Terriorist
Pinocchio, Snow White, and Superman are out for a stroll in town one day. As they walked they come across a sign: 'Beauty contest for the most beautiful woman in the world. ' 'I am entering,' said Snow White. After half an hour she comes out and they ask her, 'Well, how'd ya do?' ' First Place ', said Snow White. They continue walking and they see a sign: 'Contest for the strongest man in the world. ' 'I'm entering,' says Superman and after half an hour he returns and they ask him, 'How did you make out?' ' First Place ,' answers Superman. They continue walking when they see a sign: 'Contest! Who is the greatest liar in the world?' Pinocchio enters. After half an hour he returns with tears in his eyes. They ask, "what happened?" to which Pinocchio replied, 'Who the hell is Obama?'

More Poetry.
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

Life Didn't End
Nov 21, 2008 (Chorus) I never thought that I could love anyone, the way that still I love you I never believed that anyone could hold my heart the way that you used to You were always the one that I had dreamed of for all time, no one but you No, no one but you has ever filled my life the same way that you did (Verse 1) Now I know that the love I feel for you, It may never go away, it may never fade away But there will be others, others that can fill it like you used to They may not be as precious and they may fade away But life didn’t end for me, when you went away (Repeat Chorus) (Verse 2) Now we have drifted apart and I wish it wasn’t so My love will never fade, it will never go away It doesn’t matter what you say or do I’m sorry for all the times in our life that it wasn’t quite right I loved you though the tough times that seem so far away I wish I could change the way and make it all right (Repeat Chorus) (Verse 3) And in the end when our path

Never
Never Never! Never! Never! Never! Never shall I die! Not in this earthly soil Ever shall I lie. But free! Free! Free! When my soul has left this coil; After my flesh and blood Have fed the soil. Fed the worms That twist and squirm Through hollow’d bones – My soul will burn And soar to lands I’ve never known To reap the dreams My soul had sown. 12-12-98

Indian Boy In Usa
It was the first day of a school in USA and a new Indian student named Chandrasekhar Subramanian entered the fourth grade. The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American History. Who said "Give me Liberty, or give me Death"? She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Chandrasekhar, who had his hand up: "Patrick Henry, 1775" he said. "Very good!" Who said "Government of the People, by the People, for the People, shall not perish from the Earth?" Again, no response except from Chandrasekhar. "Abraham Lincoln, 1863" said Chandrasekhar. The teacher snapped at the class, "Class, you should be ashamed. Chandrasekhar, who is new to our country, knows more about its history than you do." She heard a loud whisper: "Fuck the Indians," "Who said that?" she demanded. Chandrasekhar put his hand up. "General Custer, 1862." At that point, a student in the back said, "I'm gonna puke." The tea

Happiness Is You
Monday Nov 24 08 9:58am (My time) Well, as many in my SER family knows what is goin' on with me right now. I believe in 'Things happen for a reason' I don't regret into gettin' married. You live once right. Now I sit here, lookin' out my window and I see tons of snow in front of me. I get what I asked for LOL - eh Maja :) Not to sure why I'm writin' at this moment, but I have been down for a couple of days now. But remained happy on the outside. So much has happened to me this past year, I have quit Alcohol, and have scars on my wrist to show for it - Lost my adopted family all together due to my adopted father who sexual abuse me as a child. Yes, there are times of weakness that I want to pick up the phone and call them. But I can't HE told me to get a life, and dont' contact them ever again. I'm still workin' Full time, and just been doin' okay with my Meds this fall time around. I was feelin' a little down and irrated last week. But, the snow came and my body can ad

Wonderland
Hey brah, Damn, I cannot believe it snowed today. Last winter we had the winter from hell. If it happens again this year I gotta get out of this place. Maybe I'll move to Canada or Alaska where the weather is actually better. I hate Monday's anyway. Don't get me wrong my job is kewl and not too hard. The problem is getting up early...I hate it. I would so rather stay up most of the night and sleep most of the morning. I could be a vampire and not even know it. Plus, and this is true..nothing important ever happens before noon anyway. Unless your in bed with a hot guy like my bf...then it could. Otherwise forget it. Stay in bed sleep well and dream hot. Plus, did you ever notice your best, most sexy dreams are early in the morning hours? Who wants to miss that? So, the economy sucks and is going to for a long time, I think. We have all, me included, lived a lot on credit. Now that that is all dried up we will have smaller houses, less cars, and less kewl stuff to have. So, if that

"something To Be Done."
“Something To Be Done.” I woke my dearest Ethel And said, “Something’s to be done!” We have to kill our Frankie I have to get the gun She begged and then she pleaded She looked about to swoon And promised all would be right again With the changing of the moon But me myself I’d had enough I’d had all that I could take He’s killing all the chickens And he’s keeping me awake With all that God damned howling And the animals in distress No, something’s to be done And I started to get dressed I grabbed my gun with the special slug And headed for the door I had resolved to put an end to this For I could take no more It wasn’t just because of how he looked, After all, he’s still my son Instead it’s all this bloody noise, And I went and cocked the gun I’m a working man and I need my sleep Nights without a sound But I haven’t had a decent rest Since the moon turned full and round So at the barn I found myself The source of all the din I steeled mys

"ten Steel Pins."
“Ten Steel Pins.” I met with the curator, and he showed me around The most twisted machines that ever could be found He showed me the rack, that stretched a soul tight And the old Iron Maiden, such a sinister sight He warmed to his task, and in the telling he basked And I quietly listened, no questions I asked He explained all the manacles, the screws, and the vices The ultimate examples of infernal devices Then I asked his opinion, if he would be willing to share Which was the most brutal device, in all of his care? He led me to a display case by the far wall And showed me the very most cruel of all They did not seem like much, I have to admit I thought I’d seen it all, toured the worst of it Yes, these were just pins, 10 of them all told Coated in rust, no doubt they were old But here my grim terror started to ebb Until again he spoke, and his words filled my head He said, “Yes, they’re just pins, to both you and me.” But their proper application could c

Dumb Q&a's
re u more comfortable kissing a boy or a girl? boy Ever punched somebody in the face because of someone you loved? yes Are you emotional? im like a robot Ever had your heart broken? yes Who makes the best cups of tea? tina Did you want to punch someone today? nope Do you hate it when someone doesn't reply to your text/calls? hell yes What are you wearing on your feet? socks! Do you miss your childhood? what childhood??? Innie or outie? innie ;) What do you want to change about yourself? hahahahaha Do you think relationships ever last? yes if both really want it and aint some fucking asshole that plays with ur heart and emotions and begs to marry you and knocks u up promising you the world just to fucking turn around and leave u and abandon your son making u a single mother barely getting by and enjoys putting a dildo up his ass and chose a guy over u but nooo hes not gay it was for a religion yeah he aint gay he's a fucking whore fu

Girls I Need Your Yim :d
hey girls if at all possible i would love to add u all on Yahoo Messenger!! so that i can ask ?'s here and there and get oppinions and maybe have a few lil meetings to get some ideas from u girls and so i can get to know u... If u were a hottie i need yours again too because i do not use the same yahoo i used to:P.. if u will just put your yahoo names in a private message, i will add u guys :D lol DO NOT put it in the Blog because it is PUBLIC :P thank You

#1 Assholes
i'm sick and tired of people running their mouth. if you have something to say,say it to my face. don't go running off like the pussy you are, to others expecting them to care. you feed off of people's reactions to your stupidity. you're an adult whos acting like a little child. grow the fuck up, and get a life. [this is implaied to a gay guy in my class]

Vote For Me On Tjeforum.com
hey yall iam running for juggalette of the month of the tjeforum.com so g and vote for ninjette jingles666 and help me win iam trying to show that you dont have to dress slutty and show ur tits to be juggalette of the month so any help will do thank luv yall byeeeeeeeeeee