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Re: Adl Visits Prothink.org
http://www.prothink.org/2008/01/prothink-watching-watchers-v2-adl.htmlRE: ADL Visits Prothink.org ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Prothink Date: 11 Jan 2008, 17:09 http://www.prothink.org/2008/01/prothink-watching-watchers-v2-adl.html

A Poem For Everyone To Read But, Meant For The One I Love...
Somebody Misses You Somebody misses your smile, the hugs and kisses you share. The warmth in your heart, the Love in your eyes, the way you listen and care.. Somebody misses your laughter, reassuring,kind and sincere. The touch of your hand, the sound of your voice, and the comfort of knowing you're there.. Somebody misses the majic of the wonderful things that you do. The secrets you hold, the dreams that you reveal, the way you make wishes come true.. Somebody waits for tomorow; another day closer to when: The hoping is ended. The wishing is over. and somebody holds you again. This poem is for the one Truly Love with all my heart and soul. She knows who she is..

New To The Bar
Ok, so I am just findin my way around the bar, if ya'll read this leave me a comment and I'll show you some love. And always remember a good lover stays on top of things(lol)!!!! Peace out! The Ninja

Bid On Me
=== 'Chris Barker' spewed forth the following at '2008-01-11 18:34:51'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > Auction With A Sweet Twist #2 > (*taking entries until tommorow*) > Entry Fee is 30k.... > > The Rules.... > > 1) Must have a salute unless otherwise stated, if its ok with the person being bidded on that you dont have a salute it will be noted on their picture. > > 2) Please no drama! If the drama is with a bidder you will be blocked, and if its with someone in the auction they will be removed. Since this issue has arisen this time around, this is a warning, there will be no name-calling. People who have previous experience with auctions will try to help those who are new at this. I will screenshot & delete all violations & block them from farther access. This is for FUN!! > > 3) The bidding will start at 50,000 fubucks. Other Items are totally acceptable as bids and please feel free to be as creative as you want to be when

And Now For A Word From Our Sponsor
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No More Pain..
*I'm not actually gonna kill myself. Just how I'm feeling right now.* Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will underst

Relationships
A thousand kisses will never be, Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea, Tommorrow will be the day I love you more, Than today or yesterday or ever before, Words and phrases will never do, What my heart feels so deeply for you, Deeper and deeper my feelings go, My head is spinning too and fro, I want you here, forever and more, For our hearts to join and together explore, Our hearts beat and beat as one, Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun, Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage, My heart feels as though it's within a cage, You are so close yet so far, At times like this I wish upon a star, I wish you were here and not over there, Yet life is hard as well as unfair, All I can do is wish and wait, Until we meet again as that is our fate, I love you more than my words can say, And forever my love will grow each passing day, Until the day I gently hold your face, Kiss your lips within a candle lit place, Hold you close and feel you near, Kiss your cheek and whi

#4
4 - Find your G spot... or not The existence of the G spot (named for German scientist Ernst Grafenberg, who first described it) is as hotly debated as the existence of extraterrestrials. Some sexperts believe this sensual real estate exists; others insist it’s sheer fantasy. Which camp do you fall into? That usually depends on whether you get orgasms from clitoral stimulation or vaginal penetration. Where is this magic place? It’s behind the belly and pubic bone, about two inches inside your vagina. You can locate yours with fingers and some sex positions (being on top is one of the best). Just remember, the G spot isn’t the holy grail of sex. “All women have this sensitive area,”

Eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you don't repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 day

Re: Now That We Can See The Bs, Can We Get Back To Real Issues??
RE: NOW THAT WE CAN SEE THE BS, CAN WE GET BACK TO REAL ISSUES?? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Prothink Date: 13 Jan 2008, 05:07 I was trying to tell people before I was seeing the writing on the wall with Ron Paul but now it should be obvious what he is doing and so I say to people out there lets get back to pushing the truth about 9/11 and stop playing games. I once supported Ron Paul myself thinking he was going to do good for us but realized not to long ago that he was a honeypot for us to spend our time and money on and than forget about spreading the truth about 9/11.. Can we please push the truth about 9/11 for and be independent without looking for a savior. Thats is why I was pushing everyone to start their own website and get active.

He Doesn't Even Wanna Talk
Well, my new love interest doesn't even want to talk. I know he's married and whatever...but he's ignored me for 3 days now. I thought we were on a roll with at least chatting and getting to know each other. He even said it felt good to talk to someone other than his wife! I'm so sad... I really like this guy. I hate it that he's married! She doesn't deserve him...

Very Very Bad.....
so I don't get it, I see all these people bitchin that they can't find a nice guy or nice girl but then I see all of these people on here advertising that they are said nice guy or nice girl. Who defines what a nice girl or guy is? because honestly I know alot of people and they CLAIM to be nice and not be able to find anyone but honestly they are shallow pricks who are only lookin out for themselves.....hmmmm I think im bitter today hee hee hee

Gy!be.
The car is on fire and there's no driver at the wheel, and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides. And a dark wind blows. The government is corrupt, and we're all on so many drugs with the radio on and the curtains drawn. We're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine, and the machine is bleeding to death. The sun has fallen down and the billboards are all learing and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles. It went like this: The building toppled in on themselves, mothers clutching babies, pick through the rubble and pulled out their hair. The sky line was beautiful on fire, all twisted metal streching upwards, everything washed in a thin orange haze. I said 'Kiss me, you're beautiful. These are truely the last days.' You grabbed my hand and we fell into it like a daydream or a fever. We woke up one morning and fell a little further down. For sure it's the valley of death. I opened up my wallet and it was full of blood. Godspeed You! Blac

Cleaning Poem
Cleaning Poem I asked the Lord to tell me Why my house is such a mess. He asked if I'd been 'computering', And I had to answer "yes" He told me to get off my fanny And tidy up the house. And so I started cleaning up... The smudges off my mouse. I wiped and shined the topside. That really did the trick... I was just admiring my work.. I didn't mean to 'click.' But click, I did, and oops I found A real absorbing site That I got SO way into... I was into it all night.< > Nothing's c hanged except my mouse It's very, very shiny. I guess my house will stay a mess... While I sit here on my hiney.

My Heart Is Hurting....
does your heart ever hurt, physically hurt? you know its not actually anything wrong but it feels as though its in a million pieces and there is no one to help you put it all back together?makes me so freakin angry when it hurts like this for no damned good reason that I can see... people have it way worse and they are okay. so what gives? how do you fix something when you can't even find the problem?

Realizations And Acceptance
Realizing things and acceptance. Life can play cruel jokes on you. You can be happier than ever and be at your lowest and so hopless a second later. They say you go through shit and you learn and it "makes you who you are". Sometimes I think I don't know who I am anymore. I have a lot to be thankful for. There is nothing I could ask more for . How ever there is no reason for anybody to make this mistake please listen and listen good. .. LIFE IS TOO SHORT. Don't take a second for granted. Don't take anything for granted. No matter how small or tedious something may seem , pay close attention because the most memorable the most beautiful things , will be under your nose and go neglected for so long and before long they'll be gone. You'd have missed the single most important beautiful memories you could have had. Take the time to smell the flowers. Stop and breathe realize how precious and fragile you and your life really are. You only live once and make it worth it. The old adage

If You Only Knew
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

On The Road Again!
yep gonna be headin out on the road Wednesday and could p[ossibly be gone for a few weeks! To all my family, friends and fans Thank you for all the love and support and please keep it coming! I will try to check in from time to time when I get a chance and will be looking forward to hearing from all of you!

The Ritual Inspection
The darkened walls of His dungeon await me. The smell of incense intoxicates my senses. I enter the room and see before me in the candlelight the instruments that will bring me both pleasure and pain, laid upon a table. Upon the floor, I see a path of rose petals the color of the sun, a symbol of friendship. I know that in order to get to Him, I must follow them. They lead me to a steel basin filled with steaming water and herbs. I remove my clothing and set it aside on a small wooden shelf. Slowly, I submerge myself into the hot waters of the tub. I know that this too, is a symbol. I am cleansing the worries and impurities of life outside His realm from me, making myself clean for His touch. I carefully and precisely cleanse and shave myself, stroking my hands along my skin to make sure everything is flawless for Him. Once completed, I rise and let the water pour off of my heated skin and step outside of the tub and onto a small, warm plush carpet. On another shelf lies a crimson towe

The Pretender
The Pretender Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began Send in your skeletons Sing as their bones come marching in...again They need you buried deep The secrets that you keep are at the ready Are you ready? I'm finished making sense Done pleading ignorance That whole...defense Spinning infinity, boy The wheel is spinning me It's never-ending, never-ending Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays You're the pretender What if I say I will never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? In time our soul untold I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well The page is out of print We are not permanent We're temporary, temporary Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another

Friends Wedding
I am having so much fun helping my best friend set up her wedding..I am so proud to be able to be her Matron of Honor...She is marrying a wonderful man and she so deserves all the happiness she feels at this time.. Love ya Babe

To My Baby Who I Love
I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be a art I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend, I promise you my love I promise you my life, I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life¢ your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM,

Love Is In The Air Lol
A Love As This To love with the spirit, To love with the soul, A love as this, The ultimate goal. To love with the heart, To love with the mind, A love as this, The purest kind. To love each other, To love completely, a love as this, Giveth so freely. To love in life, To love in death, A love as this, With all our breath. blh 1/08 As I Whisper Your Name I listen to the wind And I hear your voice I feel the sun on my face And I feel the warmth of your touch You are everywhere around me You told me you were only a whisper away And as I whisper your name I feel you... your presence Your love of the earth Your beautiful light The simplicity of your honesty All these things I see In all the miraculous world around me And when I look deep within myself I know that when I am sad You feel it and you are there, somehow, To comfort me... I feel your tenderness Reaching out to me from wherever you are In a poem I read In a song I

Friends Vs. Best Friends
Friends VS Bestfriends 1.FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink. BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you aint got any food in your fridge. 2.FRIENDS: Calls your parents by Mr. and Mrs. BEST FRIENDS: Calls your parents DAD and MOM 3.FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail. BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting right next to you sayin "DAMN! We f*ucked up!" 4.FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. BEST FRIENDS: Won't tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore. 5.FRIENDS: Ask you to write down your number. BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial. 6.FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. BEST FRIENDS: Lose your s*hit and tell you, "My bad...here's a tissue."..OR KEEP IT AND DON'T GIVE IT BACK....LOL 7.FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. BEST FRIENDS: Could write a VERY embarrassing biography on your life story... 8.FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what t

Keeping Your Eyes On The Prize
There is an old saying that I hear a lot anymore- "keep your eyes on the prize." It was meant to be a heartening message to all that no matter how bad life gets, its important to keep ones objective or goal in perspective, which gives you the ability to rise above the crap of life and continue down your pathway with your prize firmly within sights. However, it would seem that there are too many people who take this to heart and go above and beyond it to where they focus on the prize to the exclusion of all else. While I am a firm believer in choosing my own path and walking it, choosing my own goals and shooting for them, rarely if ever will I choose something that needs to blind me to all else. Responsibilities need to be met, bills still need to be paid, people still need their friends and other such obligations come first. No matter how important a goal or "prize" is, I can not allow it to eclipse the everyday responsibilities that I need to deal with. Yet there are many peopl

Comarades
What is a true friend. Someone who takes you in no questions asked. The person that sticks bye your side, through the good times and the bad. The person you know you can call any time or day and lend you a helping hand. Someone that travels 450 miles just to hang out. A person in your life that you can ask anything, and they wont judge you. No matter who you are, what you say, or do, or even look like, you or accepted for who you are! Silly with some, serious with others, and never hold back on what you feel. Unconditionally you are willing to give, as long as you recieve also . Sitting around not doing nothing, but still enjoying your time together. Being able to know what to say, to get a smile. But, of all the things I consider a friend, knowing something is bothering them. Knowing when to leave them alone and knowing when to lend them a shoulder to cry on.

Stalkers/haters......
IT'S AMAZING HOW MANY JEALOUS STALKERS/HATERS THERE ARE OUT THERE...NOT TO MENTION HERE ON MYSPACE (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) ! IT'S GETTING TO WHERE PEOPLE CAN'T FEEL SAFE ON HERE ANYMORE ! WELL, I'M CHOSING TO IGNORE THEIR B.S., AS MUCH AS I CAN...AND DELETE/BLOCK THEM IF THEY'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST ( I SUGGEST YOU DO THE SAME ). LET'S KEEP THIS A SAFE,HAPPY PLACE !

Sailing Alberta Clippers And Singing Brahms Lullabies
Last night in my area we were besieged by two Alberta clippers at fifty miles per hour. I really felt it when I got to my car after work last night and heard the winds most of the night at home. An Alberta clipper (I didn’t know this until last night, either) is the vestige of a warm Pacific wind meeting mountains in British Columbia and Alberta – hence the name – which mixes with a cold winter mass and blows southward. No damage in this area that I’m aware of, but it seemed to herald some freezing rain to the east of Minot today and a 60% chance of snow now. So far, though, as I write this I don’t see a flake. But this area IS under a National Weather Service advisory from Thursday night to Friday afternoon, so snow-laden winter might not be far away … At 10 degrees this morning with a windchill of –10, our son Jeffrey let Daddy sleep an extra hour before he clamored and cried to be fed. I felt more rested, so at five thirty this morning I got him and fixed eight ounces which

Better Me
I may hae my streaks of flaws, But it doesn't reflect my morals or cause. In a quest to reach a personal perfection, To cast out an image of my reflection. Listenng and learning yet willing to change, Only for the better to weather the pain. Using my manners and values I've recieved, To subject people to the outstanding me. To stand in a class of my own, Using general information of what i have known. Steadily training to be all i can be, So you can see the better me.

Your Eyes
Your eyes study mine with such desire To discover my thoughts, it feeds my fire My desires you so desperately want me to speak All I seem to manage though is a tiny little peek My feelings run too deep for me to fully share And I feel a little guilt because my soul I just can’t seem to fully bare I try to express it, I know I love you with all my heart I pray everyday that we will never part I want to lay to rest that doubt in your eyes I know it is there because others have told you lies I promise my love that what I say is true I will forever keep trying to show that to you.

I Love You
I love you for who you are. I love you for who you want to be. I have been in love with you for so long that I don’t remember what it is like not to love you. I love you for how you are with my kids. For how you are with me. I love you for the way that you make me feel. I am in love with you and I always will be. I loved you then, I love you now and I will love you forever.

Precious Moments
Precious moments is what I have of the time I've spent with you The length of time is not enough I don't know what to do When I close my eyes at night times end and wake at morning light Its you that I will think of and wish you were in my sight Dreams of our days and nights together tho short and sweet so true Its when my tears will fall down when I really want to be with you But the thoughts of returning in your arms is what keeps me really strong For I know and feel within my heart its with you where I truly belong I wonder at times if you feel this, the same feelings like in my heart And I wonder if your thoughts of us are that we never part I miss you so much already and yet I am still here with you When the time comes for me to go I don't know what I'll do Tears will fall upon my face and heartbreak is what I will feel But time is what it will take to make my hurt all heal I will miss you truly and I hope you will miss me But soon I hope to be with you for all eter

Emptiness
I stood there in the darkness watching you toss and turn adrift in a sea of loss and lonliness you didn't know i was there i watched you agonize over the decision you had come to how you had chosen a safe haven over the risks of a heart still beating with life and all that it carries the good and the ill i listened to you damn yourself as silent tears rolled down my cheeks for you i watched as you shivered in the lonliness of being by a fire gone cold, looking to a pair of eyes that no longer returned your gaze i agonized for the hard unfairness of life and wept when it happened nothing, less than nothing, a single teardrop on your fallen form nothing, more than nothing, a heart caring for another something, more than something, a quiet gentle hand on your shoulder something, surely something, to fill that endless void will i meet you still... or will i too be left behind to... wait...wonder...hope... watching as you scream and purge your lost soul into

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Poem
Tears of the soul that don't leak out Crystalized Stuck for what seems like forever Covered by all the pain Dead bodies bleeding black Through all the madness hope I lack Can you save me from my living never? I'm the picture of broken pieces Shattered by the million The million pieces of this puzzle Am I too hard to figure out? Can you fix my sad eyes? Deep inside the emptiness Though it seems all lost You will find my true self soul Crying out, soundlessly Only hear faintly My truth Still stuck inside the cell of lonely Are you my only key? Once I'm out, I'm out forever Can you keep me safe Eternally? Save me Release me Protect me Let me live Shattering hope

Shane And Rachael's Wolfe Den
Hello everyone! Please come and check out shane's and Rachael's Wolf Den. It's a great lounge to meet people and listen to great music. People can also guy rounds for the people in the lounge and earn points. You will also get drinks when you check out the den. Please and have a howwwllling good time!!

Minnie Me
I sit and watch him as he grow, From aside fo love I've never experienced before. I smile when i look at him and how he reminds me of me, And hope he sees the things that i didnt get to see. Unconditional love no matter the cause, To stand by my training and receive my applause. Teach him manners and how to treat a lady, Be a proud strong man and never be shady. Never trying to force my previsions, Let him mature and make his own decisions. Now I look forward to fathers day, And all i need to do is look at him and receive my praise.

Begin
The fractured starlight keeps me awake and in a midnight shroud I hunt you down. Roving hands and trembling fingers touch your skin so hot and eager. Hot wet kisses rendered your nipples peak. Hands splayed across your chest shards of lightning wielded. The river of fire runs straight as an arrow settling anxiously in your cock. Crested riverbanks overflow the molten wave unleashes its wail. Unbutton your jeans and let’s begin.

Can't Stop
I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch on me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you.

Climax
When you my lady to me are near, When my ears your soft voice I hear, My heart swells full with reward, But to my surprise I grow hard, The love of your touch the sound of your sighs, As closer you pull me between your thighs, The sound of your voice beckons me you see, As I hear the words I want you inside me, I know you are nervous as I slip in, God you are so beautiful, I find you wet within, Your passion so sweet makes me throb, As your sighs turn to moans, I push deeper inwards, You love me, you coax me with I want your load, And as upward you arch we both explode, As we both render a warm feeling so tender, You and I both together Relax in warm surrender, After we have shared The most sensuous Climax

2 More Poems
Mad Girl's Love Song "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade: Exit seraphim and Satan's men: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I fancied you'd return the way you said, But I grow old and I forget your name. (I think I made you up inside my head.) I should have loved a thunderbird instead; At least when spring comes they roar back again. I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. (I think I made you up inside my head.)" Music and Passion and Music Mirrored echoes dance, shades leave behind Upward spiral, circle higher still. Shadow personae played ou

Hunter
As of January 18, 2008, I am the proud Fu-Owner of this sweet guy. Ladies go show him some love, you won't regret it!! HUNTER@ fubar Stop by to Fan Add and Rate this awesome guy!! Clicking on any of these pics will take you to him!!! Go show him some love!!!

Close To You
The Carpenters~ (they long to be) Why do birds Suddenly appear? Everytime you are near Just like me They long to be Close to you Why do stars Fall down from the sky? Everytime you walk by Just like me They long to be Close to you (*) on the day that you were born The angels got together and decided To create a dream come true So they sprinkled moondust in your hair Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue Follow you all around Just like me They long to be Close to you Repeat (*) Repeat (**) Just like me They long to be Close to you Woo... close to you...

B. Daltons, B. Daltons, Say Good Night Like The Waltons
I know the formal name of the bookstore is B. DALTON, but this was the only rhyme I could think of! I’m going for something akin to “Red Rover”. Hmm, this reminds me of another incident, where the smart person I usually think I am had a brain freeze … Thursday night I brought Sarah and Jeffrey with me to our local bowling alley where their mom (my wife) Martha and their aunts Margaret and Mary are on a bowling league. Martha’s current average is 94, and she actually broke 100 her second game of the night! While waiting around with the kids – Margaret’s kids Patrick, Breanna, and Josceline were also there because bowling is almost THE social hangout here if you’re not an average teenager or a heavy drinker – I was playing one of the touch screen games and selected Word Jumble (like the ones you see in newspapers where you have to guess four words or phrases and use circled letters to guess the missing phrase at the end) and got stuck on one of the clues, H- I-S-O-T. I sat down af

My Berry Tree Business
About berry tree business all businesses are a like but the differance is the people. With this company and The Unity Team you will never be left alone and with The Berry Tree, you cant fail because its a team effort and we work as a team. With berry tree there is a free trial and the sign ups are growing weekly, free trial members upgraded to full membership within the first week because they were offered an incentive of one Berry Member Credit upon joining the program. The free trial is a great way to promote this business and everyone benefits from this awesome opportunity. The products are very easy to promote and sell, also we are all over the world and are berry greens will be coming soon it has the same nutrients as 8 servings of vegetables.And it give you a way to make great money also. There are monthly bonus pools Once you have a combination of 10 personally sponsored members plus BMC's you will earn from everyone in the program. If that is not an incentive to become a m

Cold!
I woke up this morning around 6:00 AM and the desktop thermometer on my computer said 5 degrees! At 12:34 pm, it says 13 degrees. Yes, winter has finally arrived. But, thankfully, this is the worse it has been for this winter season. I do not believe there is much room to complain about it here. I am beginning to be the King of the Oven! Why I have not used te oven as much before I do not know. But it is so simple. It does take time, but if you plan it to cook 45 minutes to an hour, it works great. I been tossing in steak fries mostly along with precooked chicken, fish, hot wings, and I am currently trying to figure out what else I would like to eat. It is like putting a whole meal in there and just hit a few buttons and its done and good in and hour. I am kind of liking that. Well, the political races have taken an interesting turn since my initial predictions over a month ago. John McCain is making a come back. I figured he be one step in the grave by now.

Real Conversation - Be Careful What You Wish For
she says i dont want sex i want to take this slow i dont want to be crowded i dont want to be lied to i dont want to be controlled and need space i dont want someone to want me for my looks i want to go where i want the relationship insues... i dont touch her(unless it MUST happen) dont call or just show interest when i feel like it dont call or just show interest when i feel like it dont tell her anything at all dont tell her anything at all dont tell her anything at all dont tell her anything at all 3 years later... she says why dont you touch me? or want this to go anywhere? or hold my hand and cuddle? or tell me how you really feel? or make any decisions, take responsibility for this relationshiop? or tell make me that i'm attractive? or bother to ask me out? i want to go out with my friends 1 year later it's over and she says all those things again and that her friends dont like me i finally answer her question because i did exactly what

5 Euros For A Heineken In Paris
why were u there? why do u hide from them, reveal yerself 2 me then run 2 the shadows? why do i have 2 b Raplh Ellison invisible? why did u come there? are u afraid that your heart was right? are u afraid that i am the man will not betray or run away? and there nothing more than the future..?

Original Writing #4
Monday, October 01, 2007 What Do You Really Want Current mood: confused Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes it goes without saying when you want something you cant have it and when you dont want something its right there for the taking or in some cases forced upon you why is it that when what you want is accessable and virtually attainable its still at a finger tips distance away no matter how hard you try to get it it either slips away or is just a hair short of your reach you spend your entire life deciding on what it is that you actually want you take the necessary steps to set out to achieve it only for it to not happen it seems to just slip right on through your fingers its right there right in your face you can taste it you can feel it you can even smell it yet, as you reach and reach and strain and struggle to finally get it within your grasp poof gone like a mirage in the oasis your left with sand in your hands in place of the cool clear

This Is Cute
So its their 7th month anniversery and the girl calls her boyfriend:: girl: I love you. - Boy: Yeah I know everyone does! -Girl: Really? - Boy: Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday. - Girl: Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy: No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl: So when I say I love you I really do mean it. - Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we got together and i love you more each and everyday. - Girl: ...... - Boy: So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7 month anniversary? - Girl: Yeah...where? - Boy: I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl: Ok. - Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok? - Girl: Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Girl: hey

Sweating The Small Stuff
I worry too much. I overthink and over analyze things to death. I don't just allow life to happen, I agonize over every little thing, and stress myself out. I can't blame anyone else for this. I do it to myself. I get frustrated that I hit a brick wall with my weightloss, and I can't lose the last pounds I would like. I have always had low self esteem, so that just makes me feel even more unattractive. I get frustrated living paycheck to paycheck. I shouldn't be doing that at this point in my life. Again, it's all because of my own choices that I have made in the past. I get irritated that for the most part, my friends suck. That's just a whole can of worms that I won't get into right now. I just needed to vent. Thanks

I've Come To Realize!
I. have come to realize that my butt: I have no butt - it's flat 2. I have come to realize that when I talk: I can piss people very easily 3. I have come to realize that, if I love someone: I should keep my mouth shut and keep my feeling to myself 4. I have come to realize that, I need: my girls more than they need me 5. I have come to realize that, people I lost: are still with me in my heart. 6. I have come to realize that, I hate it when: I'm typiing a story and on page 6 my computer locks up and i haen't saved it yet. 7. I have come to realize that, if Im drunk: I can fuck all night but have a hard time climaxing 8. I have come to realize that, marriage: Is something that I may ever do again 9. I have come to realize that, work: Pays the bills 10. I have come to realize that, I will always be: ME 11. I have come to realize that, I love: If I love it's with my whole heart unconditionally 12. I have come to realize that, the last time I cr

Love And Life
Let life begin with happiness, Let death end all fears. May love eternal, May hate not exist. Let smiles be the beginning Let tears be the end. Don’t break her heart With many words like: Can we just be friends? Show her you love her, Tell her that you care. Make her feel like you need her Let her know you are there! Don’t play her like a game of chess. Treat her like your greatest treasure. Keep her there to impress, Say the words I love you, And say each word with pleasure. She is yours to keep And yours to love forever.

Drugstore Princess
Drugstore Princess Gliding through The mall Acknowledging my Subjects with a Nod & a wave of My umbrella scepter… Lightly stepping (In my Princess Slippers) My eyes admire My shoes, sparkling with Their small inset Mirrors, tasseled Purple – Pier One Dreams of Persian Royalty (in My Princess Slippers) I am draped with my Apron as if it was a Gown of Ermine and Sidle up to My counter, Smiling countenance – “May I help you?” (In my Princess Slippers) Prince Charming will Come, passionate love We make, my Feet pressed tightly To the small of His back (In my Princess Slippers) But I know that I will continue To sell the Ben Gay and tampons Until I change me – for me, Maybe in need to Assert me – for me, Should I trade In my Princess Slippers (for say - Jackboots)? Poet

Make Money While U Blog And Talk To Friends And Post Pictures
So everyone thinks Fubar is so cool what if you could join a site like myspace but make money while you post blogs or pictures or get page views well you can now go check this out and its also free to join thanks http://splashpage.binco.co.uk/?ID=lowlowride523540@aol.com

I Did What?!?
Yea, I am on auction! It is my very first one. If you would like to bid on me, click on my ic below. What I forgot to mention was, the winner also gets a boob salute. It is more of a clevage shot with your name on my breasts! So come on.........you no you wanna!! =) If not, that's ok also, still love all my friends!!!

But Inside Im Crying
But inside I’m crying I laugh, joke and look as if I'm having fun, But inside I'm crying. I smile, chat and act crazy, But inside I'm crying. I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong, But inside I'm crying. I see you almost everyday but you have no idea how I feel, And inside I'm crying. I don't show how unhappy I feel, And inside I'm crying. If a gang of lads were attacking me with bats, You wouldn't try to help, You wouldn't try to take care of me, And you wouldn't even care. If a car hit me one day you wouldn't be concerned. If I died tomorrow you wouldn't be crying, You wouldn't come to my funeral, You wouldn't at all dare. If I committed suicide next week, You probably wouldn't even notice. Even if I was on the front of a newspaper, Splattered on the floor, You wouldn't flinch an eyelid And I'm sure you wouldn't miss me at all. If I was dead, You might realize that you miss me.

The Way The Berry Tree System Works
Hey how are you well my name is Gaylon and this is a home business called berry tree and the great thing about it is its a team effort so you cant lose no matter what everyone helps everyone how it works is you would pay a monthly fee and its very small and that covers your advertising, auto ship of the product an a web site overhead, And the product is o2 corral that mainly works in helping supply the best oxygen to your body. How it works is the month after you get signed up you get 2 credits and then everyday after that you get half a credit but this is how it goes once you get 10 credits which isnt hard to do and you get 10 referals you level and thats called a tier. There are 3 levels silver,bronze and gold for every referal you make 27 dollars so once you get 10 credits that happens fast and once you get 10 referals you level to silver which is 144 dollars a month then you opt to level again you will be a bronze then you level again 10 credits 10 referals you get the point how it

Every Day Is A Struggle
"Every Day Is A Struggle" I was the chapstick in your purse, to keep you smooth. I was the finger in your throat, to keep you cute. My liver hates you for walking out on us. My kidney’s drowning in a pool of a long lost love. I stole your cologne to spray in my room, You will always be here. So Much for the past year, I poured it down the drain with all the alcohol and pain I got from, Your Eyes, Oh Your Eyes. I’m burning out my bedside, And I’m rotting out my insides slowly. I was the hand that held your hair back from your face. Now I must forget the way you taste. I love you so damn much; I’ll even start to pray. I’ll put my faith in all your bullshit if it means you’ll stay.

In Dreams
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Another night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

Just Thinking....
Have you ever felt like you're doing nothing but hurting someone? Cant' stop it cause it's not under your control really? Do they act like everything's fine, but you feel like they're just covering it? Hurting them makes you feel like shit and it hurts too damn much? Just had to get that out.

The Top 15 Euphemisms For Losing Your Virginity
20. Throwing out the First Pitch 19. Biggie-Sizing Your Sex Life 18. Moving out of Palmdale 17. Sending the Boys to Sleepaway Camp 16. Humping the Shark 15. Taking the Missile Defenses Off-Line 14. Ceding Territory by Eminent Domain 13. Learning to Work the Child-Proof Containers 12. Serving Cherry Delight 11. Presenting Mr. Happy the Key to the Furry City 10. Entering Heaven's Gate 9. Dating Justin Timberlake and Saving Yourself for Marriage 8. Finally Having Your Weapon Inspected 7. Removing the Training Wheels From the Piecycle 6. Taking the NasTea Plunge 5. Getting the VIP Tour at Neverland 4. Attending the Bush Inaugural Ball 3. Taking Fornication for $1000, Alex 2. Flunking out of Starfleet Academy and the Number 1 Euphemism for Losing Your Virginity...

Intro Of Sorts
i decided to create a separate blog on here about my training of body, mind, and spirit. i will be posting details of fitness progress (getting back into fighting shape) as well as my journey into what it means to be a warrior in this day and age. this blog will contain a part of me that few ever see and hopefully treated with respect. one might ask why i am posting this for strangers to see and judge me by. my answer is not that simple. in fact i don't really have one. i just feel the need to share my experience and hope that maybe i'll get the push i need when i feel weak or the possibility that what i leave in here will inspire others. with that said...watch out.

The Tail Of The Cat
You don't have to own a cat to appreciate this one. You don't even have to like 'em! The Tail of the Cat.... We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Year's Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, "He's just going upstairs to say Good-bye to my mother." A few minutes later, I get into the cab. "Sorry I took so long," I said, as we dr

Me Me Me Me Me Me
Wanna c wassup w/everyone. Lookin for people who like to chill, take it easy, no drama, tell it like it is. Not lookin for games or bullshit. Need some friends. I don't discriminate. Male, female, black, white, puerto rican, or asian. Lol. Hit me up!!!

My Choice For President In 2008
Note: most of this was written by my friend Ripper of Blood Obsession but i highly agree with his points and i decided to add my own and repost it. I support Barack Obama to be our next President. Here are some key points as to why I support him: - I believe he may be the one candidate able to shake up the Government due to his non-insider status. We need a new direction. - I believe he is sincere as politicians go. - I believe he wants to do well because he is more patriot than politician or businessman. - I do not believe his race is a factor.for fuck's sake it's 2008! Are we really still arguing this shit!? - He is not a radical Muslim. Search snopes.com for details. I welcome intelligent discourse, but do not ridicule my decision. It has been made after several months of clear headed thought and analysis. I belive he is the only presidential canidate that will end this fucking war and bring our troops home! I belive he will make wise dises

My Life Sucks
Hey Guys was up...well not much here i dont guess just thought id make a blog about how tired i am of my life im going through so much fucking hell between my father and brother....i get blamed for everything...nothings right to them me jody(my boyfriend) and my brother went out yesterday and all day i had to hear bullshit from my brother he acts likes im still 5 and i have to mind him and hear him bitch and my father...the same fucking way the only 2 ppl in my life that dont bitch is jody and my mother and thats cause they dont wanna fucking hear it and i know jody does cause he lives with my brother i mean the only day this week i didnt hear bitching is when me and jody went to his home town...and god that made me happy cause i didnt have to hear bitching nor nagging and today i woke up with my ankle hurtin but i have to go with my day without hurting i feel like the fucking slave around this goddamn town no one knows how hard my life is really they dont i mean goddamn im tired of p

Merci Leaving Fubar...pink Is Pissed
Recent readers: MERCI CO-OWNER ... (leaving fu 01-31) F, 34 Warrendale, PA ~THE COWGIRL IN... (Online) F, 31 United States DIANNE ~2ND ALA... F, 97 United States fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! MERCI CO-OWNER ... (leaving fu 01-31) F, 34 Warrendale, PA remove friend subject: LEAVEING FUBAR date: 2008-01-24 05:13:09 FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE TRUE FRIENDS I WILL BE LEAVING FUBAR AS SOON AS FIREMAN185'S CONTEST IS OVER ON JAN 31. THANK YOU ALL THAT HAVE HELPED ALONG THE WAY. I WILL MISS THE REAL FRIENDS I HAVE MADE I CANT TAKE THE B/S ON HERE ANYMORE. MY PROFILE MIGHT STAY UP FOR A FEW DAYS IM HAVING A PROBLEM DELETING IT MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT FM AND I MET HERE IF NOT FOR FUBAR I WOULD NEVER HAVE MET HIM AND MOVED, THE OTHER MOST IMPORTANT MAN TO ME AS MOST OF YOU IS FF JOHN OWNER OF THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL WHO I ALSO MET HERE. MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS STAY SAFE ALL YOU FF'S I WILL KEEP MY YAHOO FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT THAT MAY GO AS WELL IN TIME LOV

The Walk
The Charity walk was about to begin, on what was a beautiful sunshiny day. The breeze was gentle and felt good through my hair and the sun was not too hot so not a bad day for a 5 mile walk. I had been chosen company rep along with a guy from Security, Jack. Wearing some khaki shorts, a tan tank top, hiking boots with white socks, and a bra, I never wear panties. Jack was wearing blue denim shorts, a Chicago Bears t shirt, socks, and gym shoes. We had seen each other many times around the building but had spoken only in passing. He had acknowledged me when he arrived and we checked in together, and went our separate ways. When it was time to walk, I did not know where he was at. A short time later he was at my elbow explaining how it was more fun with a companion and I had to agree. We were a couple of miles in when the terrain went uphill, and the going got slow. We talked about work mostly but we shared a little of ourselves. A person ahead of us fell and Jack rushed to the woman’

Broken
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hanging on to the words

Yup, I'm Back N So R My Rantings!!!
Well, it's official. I'm back n bloggin!!! Most of u are old friends on my list, some r real life friends who never knew me on CT before (Lost Cherry was the original name, then it changed to Cherry Tap, where FUBAR came from is beyond me, but hey.........) Anyway, I'm constantly bloggin n bitchin, but tonight, I had this CRAZY conversation on yahoo. Ya'll know what I do with these guys, so, instead of really bloggin about it n bitchin, I'm just gonna copy n paste!!! Hell, I'm not blockin out names either anymore, fuck privacy. If ya wanna clown n sound ig'nant, then by all means, lemme help ya silly ass out!!! Well, enjoy. Feel free to speak ur mind with a comment. U KNOW I LOVE MY COMMENTS!!! Much Love! whi_guy: hello, please pardon the interruption, just wanted to say you are georgeous..... if you don't mind a white guy saying so.... thanks, Brad 48 thkwhytgrl: thanks....but how do u know this?? whi_guy: your profile pic.... whi_guy: like a blond gretchen wilson

Darkness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DARKNESS!!!!!!!!! THE DARKNESS HAS SET INTO MY HEART COLD & BITTER THAT IT IS..DARKNESS IN MY HEART THAT IT IS SO COLD IN BITTER THAT IT IS,GOING THROUGH MY WHOLE BODY THAT IT IS GROWING OVER MY EYE'S FOR ME NOT 2 B ABLE TO SEE MY WAY THROUGH LIFE ANYMORE..I DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY TO TURN OR WHICH WAY TO GO ANYMORE.. I TRY TO FIND MY WAY BACK BUT THE DARKNESS HAS SET IN..MY BREATH IS SO COLD & MY HEART IS SO COLD NOW THAT MY PULSE IS SLOWING DOWN..DEAR LORD PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY WAY BACK SO THIS DARKNESS DOSEN'T KILL ME..PLEASE LORD HELP ME PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY WAY BACK...BUT IT'S TO LATE THE DARKNESS HAS SET IN & MY PULSE IS SLOWLY FADEING, FADEING AWAY & NOW I'M GONE... THIS IS BYE ME JASON B. 1/24/2008

Sex
So Im not much of a blog guy but im frustrated My wife is Pregnant, yes Im excited! But shes got like no sex drive! Im confused arent pregnant chicks supposed to be HORNY?!? Once a month, thats it, Ive tried begging, Ive tried Not begging, Ive even tried Not asking at all. and just about Everything in between. Im confused, all my friends who have kids said when their wives were pregnant they couldnt give them enough. I dunno Im just pissed and venting is what blogs are for right. any way shes due in april and in her 3rd trimaster and since we found out its been once a month. It sucks even though she doesnt?!?

My Birthdate
Your Birthdate: October 29 You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Perv Alert (posting For Merci)
noyce231@ fubar RATHER YOUR MARRIED OR NOT HE IS A PERVE. WATCH TALKING TO HIM.PLEASE Leave a comment on this bulletin! Comments on this bulletin: ~THE COWGIRL IN... (Online) January 25, 2008 @ 6:29 am I totally agree Merci men and woman like this all over the net they dont read profiles or names they just assume that they can get a piece of the action and when it comes to scum bags like these it's what makes the net bad an makes people want to leave and I am just glad that I was one of the one who stopped you from hitting that delete button...again noyce does not want to piss off the wrong bunch of people because there are a few witches that would be glad to take of his ass lol (inside joke about pagan) hehe I love ya girl just keep giving them hell~getter done~ delete comment MERCI CO-OWNER ... (Online) January 25, 2008 @ 6:23 am NICELY SAID PINK! IM GLAD TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE YOU JOHN HOTPAPA G DOG AND OF COURSE MY MAN FIREMAN185(CHUCK) I LOVE

Musings Of A Fubar N00b
So let me get this straight..3/4 of the people here just fan/rate/add you to get points, they don't give a damn or bother to get to know anyone here or even take a moment to say hello (unless they think they have a chance of seeing you naked).. So..what's the point?

Stop The Bush Spying!
TELL THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION TO STOP VIOLATING YOUR RIGHTS OF PRIVACY. TELL THIS ADMINISTRATION NO MORE WARRANTLESS WIRETAPS ON YOUR TELEPHONES, CELL PHONES, ETC! TELL THEM TO STOP VIOLATING THE U.S. CONSTITUTION! CLICK ON THE BANNER ABOVE TO TAKE ACTION!

I Am Here But Not Reallly Here
I am sorry to all my friends I am not ignoring you I have had trouble with my internet. I had somethings come up and had moved and were I live it ishard for us to have internet. I am also wagingwar on the schools also i am tring toget a law passed for New mexico so i am wearing my self a lil thin I miss and love all so leave me a message and I will try to get back to you. write to me here or my email hugs and kisses to all.

Try To Keep Your Friends Close
"Forgotten Friendship" Empty as the clouded sky I sit around and wonder why Why I'd let this silence consume Why I'd open my heart to gloom How could I let your voice fade away How could I give up my color for gray Left with only thoughts in my head Holding onto past cause future is dead The friendship has stalled,gone mute with the line As months pass on we all seem to be fine But always the memory in the back of my mind Wondering if your memories are frequent and kind Have I faded away like a picture in sand Washed out by a tide, I'm grasping the land Trying to hold tight to the hundreds of thoughts But inside I'm knowing all will be lost You can only keep close to the silent so long You can only recall a few words to the song The melody that brought"us" closer to "we" The tune that opened my eyes and helped me to see Be aware that the road it always turns Sometimes it helps, sometimes it burns But you''ll soon find out the path that grew Was ever so winding

Basic Skinning...fubar Profile...
Basic Skins - Below I have put the style sheet for the skin...what you have to do is change the color codes to whatever desired colors you want...I always cheat and use frontpage from ms office and cut and paste...I'm lazy...anyhow...to change your background input the weblink "http://www.whateveryour urlis here.com" has to be in your background link in the skin...best way to do it...you can also rip skins from others and modify them...but this is a base skin....edit it, open up edit skins under your pic on your home page while on "power setup" and creat a new skin..you can cut and paste the skin below that you have edited... Here's the skin .... .userprofile_links a:link, .userprofile_links a:visited, .userprofile_links a:active { text-decoration:none; color:#FFFF99; } .userprofile_links a:hover { text-decoration:underline; color:#FFFF99; } td.userprofile_links a:link, td.userprofile_links a:visited, td.userprofile_links a:active {

9 Words Women Use..a Must Read.
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard be

Beauty
Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide? And how shall you speak of her except she be the weaver of your speech? The aggrieved and the injured say, "Beauty is kind and gentle. Like a young mother half-shy of her own glory she walks among us." And the passionate say, "Nay, beauty is a thing of might and dread. Like the tempest she shakes the earth beneath us and the sky above us." The tired and the weary say, "beauty is of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit. Her voice yields to our silences like a faint light that quivers in fear of the shadow." But the restless say, "We have heard her shouting among the mountains, And with her cries came the sound of hoofs, and the beating of wings and the roaring of lions." At night the watchmen of the city say, "Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the east." And at noontide the toilers and the wayfarers say, "we have seen her leaning ove

Spiritual Awakening A Poem
A Poem Spiritual Awakening Tired but content he allows his body to relax; slowly he closes his eyes as a smile crosses his face. He is whole, his spirit and soul are as one, given to him as a gift. Quietly it fades to black. Blinding white light! Reds, oranges, yellows and pristine white flood his vision. Slowly into focus a single candle shines. Sweet fragrances fill his senses like those from a garden. He closes his eyes again but for a moment, deeply inhaling, taking in the mixture of smells that fill the room. Hers, his and others swim together in his mind. He opens his eyes again, this time he sees her. This perfect form of womanhood lies before him. Long tresses flowing down her shoulders onto her back. Her soft curves, warm and inviting, beckon him, drawing him in like the current of a gentle stream. Faintly he hears the music, the beats and notes there but not there. He slowly traces her shoulder feeling her skin rise to meet his touch, soft and supple,

Youngstown
You know you're from Youngstown if... -You're more worried about the Brown's quarterback's health than your own. -Your high school football games draw more fans than most college games. -You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. -You say you are from Y-town just to sound cool. -You actually thought the legal drinking age was 18, until you made a trip to the bars in Cleveland and they wouldn't let you in. -Your friends from out of town get scared when you go throught a red light, but you reassure them that it's scarier when you stop. -You find yourself randomly checking on your car while at bar. Who knows at what time you have to report it stolen. -You spend all your money at the bars, just so you won't have to give any to the guy that jumps you. -There are no speed limit signs, because speeding is the last thing on cops' minds. Unless of course you're in Poland. -When someone says their at a "Party on the Plaza" you know where to find them.

Things That We Don't Think Of
Things are never as they seem a veil drawn down as if seeing from a dream. Days pass by into years of fading light. Time slows down and into night. Love comes and goes like fleeting wings with brushes of wind on the cheek. Childrens laughter is heard from afar but now they are grown and left the home. As the morning light fades so do memories of younger ways. By the draw of nights last breath sleep wanders in with its sweet carees. And as slumber takes you away to the land of dreams you once again fade. by Sarah Pruitt 01/27/08

Being Ill
As you suffer from an illness for sometime you wonder when will it be your time to go home, you ask God when my lord when, you wish that you would hear from friends from long ago but you never do, so you just wish the time would hurry and come so that you can go home, and when you know that it is your time you wonder how these friends from long ago would feel, will they care or will they rejoice that you have gone home, I find it really strange to what goes through the mind of somone that is terminal. you wonder if those that were there at one time if they will be there when the time is near, or if they just go on like you never exisited, we never know when our time is, but accept it that you may not have much time left you try to make your ammends to ones that you have hurt you know that you made this effort and just wish to know if those that you try to make amends will accept it and let you know. as i know that all those that i have hurt in my past i have tried to make amends to

That Was
well it all began when i met this gurl at a pub where i was playing music or to say i was a Dj. She was a black lady who had come down from usa fro a holiday in india and was there sitting on the table right in front of the window from where i could see the people in the pub. i saw her after sometime and she was smiling at me and eyeing me and kept walking towards the window to talk to me and request a few songs and since she was wearing a sexy low cut blouse i could see her cleavage , and it was sending chills up my spine n my tool inside my pants which is called little baldy was making moves wink wink.... then after work that is almost 11:30 in the night and i could say she wanted me and yes i wanted her too, and i went to her and asked her if i could leave her somewhere or to her hotel, and she said that's why she was waiting there all this time..i took her to my car and took her to her hotel and then she invited me to her room and i readily agreed...as soon as we got in she rush

Forever
We met in high school Now we will be cool Forever!!! We been thru our ups and down But every time we hit the ground We got back up Not giving a WAT Not what people say? About our strut How we walk With our heads up And standing tall It's hard for us to stay strong, Were we think we belong But we know Even with them We think of each other You say I’m like your bother You're like my sister And that all that matters And we don't care about all that chatter But they know not to step to us Knowing that we won’t ever cuss We won’t get mad Cause that aint us All we do is brush Them off with the dust Off our shoulders Cause aint no one colder Them us we cool So cool so clever With bending the rules And we will be friends FOREVER

On The Wings Of A Dream
On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to heaven, this dreamland we seek... Hop

So Cold
Turn away from the warmth there, You will find it nothing but cold and bare, When once you longed for it, You now despise every last bit, So comforting is the cold inside, It will always be with you on that lonesome ride, Cold is what becomes me where ever i look, My soul is now signed away in the devils book, So back to this cold we all know, and pay back what it is we owe And watch what once was warm, BEcome ice in a hearts winter storm.

Read This Blog Gets You Mega Fu Bucks
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Dreaming Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I'd stay up and think of you And I'd wish on a star That somewhere you are thinking of me too Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Then here in my room, Dreaming about you and me Wonder if you even see me And I wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes Would you see what's inside? Would you even care? I just wanna hold you close But so far, all I have are dreams of you So, I wait for the day and the courage to say How much I love you(Yes, I do) I'll be dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Then here in my room, Dreaming about you and me Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin Late at night when all the world is sleeping I'd stay up and think of you And I still can't believe that you came up to me And said, "I lov

You Bore
You make me feel like I’m a whore Like I’m the one who’s there to bore you now It’s always gonna be this way Get the fuck away ‘Cause I can’t seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I’m sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me You always wanna steal the light By stepping on the ones who fight for you It’s always gonna be the same Get the fuck away ‘Cause I can’t seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I’m sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me I hate what you are I’ll break you and leave you scarred I hate what you are I’ll break you and leave you scarred I hate what you are ‘Cause I can’t seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I’m sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me now Into wanting me now Into wanting me now Into wanting m

Dream Lover
She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet.

Sanity Pt. 1
What is Sanity? Well I suppose it all depends on whom you ask, doesn't it?Merridian-Webster:san·i·tyFunction: noun : the quality or state of being sane.Ok then what is Sane?Merridian-Webster:sane Pronunciation: 'sAn Function: adjective Inflected Forms: san·er; san·est 1 : free from hurt or disease 2 : mentally sound; especially : able to anticipate and appraise the effect of one's actions 3 : proceeding from a sound mindBoth of those came from a medical dictionary because neither word can be found in a standard collegiate dictionary... hmmm I wonder why that is? No worries.My Definition:Sanity- The minds state of delerium as it contrives to understand the current state of being that one is able to comprehend of it's natural surroundings and situations that one has experienced.The state of being sane can only be acheived when ones mental and physical wants and needs are able to see eye to eye and meet a mutual agreement on a level playing field...More to come with further cont

Painful Sorrow.."the Release Of Pain"
Painful sorrows, lost a friend..thought it would be me to be the first to reach the end...hurt me all as you may, i won't even feel it I'm in such dismay. Cover these wounds for they are deep...wanting to pass it along to eternal sleep.

Leave It Be!!!!!
Well I guess I am going to blog a little bit.... havn't in a while and figured what the hell...... Well I float back and forth from a few sites, and read different blogs, bullitens.... and etc...... the one thing I am seeing the most of is people getting into other peoples business and relationships and it just irks the hell out of me...... I mean jeeze people come on and let people handle their own mess....if they come for advice give it to em' and dont go on to get into it further.... just be an ear and let them vent..... WE ARE NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL NO MORE!!!... It is a part of life ..... but anyway...... I guess I just wanted to vent that...... LOL.....

Big Punisher Full Life And Career Biography
Big Punisher (Big Pun for short), was born Christopher Lee Rios on November 10, 1971 and lived through up until his untimely death on February 7, 2000. Pun was a Puerto Rican rapper who emerged from the underground rap scene in the Bronx in the late 1990s. He appeared on albums from Raekwon, the Beatnuts and Fat Joe, and eventually signed to Loud Records. Struggling with weight problems during his lifetime, Pun's career was cut short in 2000 after a fatal heart attack. He was survived by a wife and three children. Born in the Bronx during the early years of hip-hop, Christopher Rios grew up in an athletic tradition, enjoying basketball, boxing, and other sports. At the age of five, he broke his leg in a Manhattan municipal park, which would later (after several minimum wage jobs in New York and Miami, where he briefly relocated) net him a settlement from the city, to the tune of $500,000. At the age of 15, Pun dropped out of Stevenson High School. Sometime during the '80s, Rios be

Black And White
BLACK AND WHITE..Black and White (Under age 40? You won't understand.)........ My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE.. and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have happened because they tell us how much safer we are now. Flunking gym was not an option... even for stupid kids! I guess PE must be much harder than gym. I th

One More Fix?
Saturday night, and you're still hangin' around. Tired of living in your one-horse town. You'd like to find a little hole in the ground, For awhile. So you go to the Village in your tie-dyed jeans. And you stare at the junkies and the closet queens. It's like some pornographic magazine, And you smile. But Captain Jack will get you high tonight, And take you to your special island. Captain Jack will get you by tonight. Just a little push, and you'll be smilin'. Your sister's gone out,she on a date. You just sit at home and masturbate. Your phone is gonna ring soon, but you just can't wait For that call. So you stand on the corner in your new English clothes. And you look so polished, from your hair down to your toes. Ah but still, your finger's gonna pick your nose After all. But Captain Jack will get you high tonight, And take you to your special island. Captain Jack will get you by tonight. Just a little push, and you'll be smilin'. So you decide to tak

Just A Little Help
Hello all my Friends. My wife is in a contest and was wondering if you have a min if you would comment bomb her. I would really appreciate any help you can give her. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your help. Here is the link to her picture.

Thanks
This is a real quick thank you - 2007 was a terrible year for me and right at this moment things are still really tough BUT I don't wanna be all doom and gloom cos I have so many things to be thankful for and have made some wonderful friends on here I want to thank each and everyone of you in my family cos in your own way, whether its you letting me ramble on at you for ages about nothing, or for you making me laugh, or letting me cry. You have helped me in SO many ways Luv ya all

Night Shift
Nigth Shift is cool cause the days go by, but its not living in a normal way. i feel like a vampier at night, sleep in tha day, up at night but, the freaks come out out night!, i see ppl thats adgil at night like a club seen at the jobsite. I been dun late night shifts in my younger yrs. , now its different 2 an older guy. 2day i was thinging it was Monday, its tose days off in betwen those hrs. , dosen't seem like a weekend! Just mind confusing! I'll have 2 adjust the way of having a job as a youngster 2 get this bigger pay than then.

Hysteria
Out of touch Out of reach, yeah You could try to get closer to me I'm in love I'm in deep, yeah Hypnotized I'm shakin' to my knees I gotta know tonight If you're alone tonight Can't stop this feeling Can't stop this fire I get hysterical Hysteria Oh, can you feel it Do you believe it It's such a magical mysteria When you get that feelin' Better start believin Cause it's a miracle Say you will, ooh babe Hysteria when you're near Out of me Into you, yeah You could hide It's just a one way street Oh, I believe I'm in you, yeah Open wide, that's right Take me off my feet Oh, believe in me I gotta know tonight If you're alone tonight Can't stop this feelin' Can't stop this fire Oh I get hysterical Hysteria Oh, can you feel it Do you believe it It's such a magical mysteria When you get that feelin' Better start believin Cause it's a miracle Say you will Ooh babe Hysteria when you're near Come on I gotta know tonight If yo

Life
i sit here and watch you cry.. it only validates the fact that im not right for you.. Can you see that i love you and dont want you to hurt because of me... Should have see it comming i guess i do it all the time.. destroy those arround me ripping them apart. Im sorry that i cannot love you like i should be able to. Things are so screwed up in my head i dont even love me. I want to love you, grow old and talk about the old times.. but you say goodbye! know this i love you now and will love you forever...

Martin Luther King "i Have A Dream" Vid
I am starting off my dedication to Black History Month Early. I hope to keep it going all year. Starting off with my favorite speech of all time. While I do feel we have yet to reach all the goals slated in this speech. I am looking to make a change one day at a time.

Bulimic (for My Favorite Liar, 143 Is Just Another Number)
Bulimic (for my favorite liar, 143 is just another number) from the way that you acted to the way that I felt it It wasn't worth my time and now it's sad cause all I missed wasn't that good to begin with and now I've started you begging saying things that you don't mean it isn't worth my time a line's a dime a million times and I'm about to see all of them Goodbye to you you're taking up my time you call my name when I wake up to see things go your way i'm coughing up my time each drag's a drop of blood a grain a minute of my life it's all I've got just to stay down why the fuck am I still down I'm hoarding all thats mine each time I let just one slip by I'm wasting what is mine I'm about to see a million things I thought I'd never see before And I'm about to do all of the things i dreamed of And i dont even miss you at all Goodbye to you you're taking up my time

Well I'm No Longer A Lazy Bum Now...lol
So I finally got a job (well sort of). I will be babysitting an adorable 2 year old boy for about 25 hours a week give or take. woo hoo. What better job is there than that? I love kids. My boys are already teenie boppers, so it will be nice getting to play with a toddler again (and then come home at the end of the day...tee hee). Anyway, I aint gonna get rich off it, but it will give me some extra spending money and get me out of this house a few days each week. Mission Accomplished. Now if I could just find a house or two to clean on the mornings I am not babysitting... that'd be plenty for me to do. Anyway, for you working stiffs out there....TGIF. I hope y'all have a blast this weekend. Have fun & Be safe! (hugs)

Life
Well, all I know as of now is that I have been studying the best I can with the little bit of material I have right now. I am letting a friend who is also studying for the same test and since she will be taking her test before me. But that is neither here nor there. I am not sure how my mom is I haven't called I have been running around with my head cut off trying to get everything ready for next month. I am not sure how the hell everything is going to work out. I don't know exactly were I am going with this but if you know me then you know this is normal. I am seriously scattered brained right now with all the medical terms and shit that I have beat into my head. All in all consider this my break from all the brain draining medical shit. Oh well I will be back on in a little bit need to get back to all the studying and Medical terms and muscles and oh yea the fun stuff.

Everything ~ Michael Buble Video
MICHAEL BUBLE LYRICS Everything You're a falling star, you're the get away car. You're the line in the sand when I go too far. You're the swimming pool, on an August day. And You're the perfect thing to see. And you play your card, but it's kinda cute. Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do. Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true. Cause you can see it when I look at you. [Chorus:] And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, you make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. You're a carousel, you're a wishing well, And you light me up, when you ring my bell. You're a mystery, you're from outer space, You're every minute of my everyday. And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man, And I get to kiss you baby just because I can. Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through, And you know that's what our love can do. [Chorus:] And in this crazy life, and through these cr

My Valentine
Daily I dream of my Valentine... who he might be, where he might be and when he will come to me to be mine and only mine. My heart longs to be his Valentine until the end of time. To show him unconditional love....to walk this walk of life with him....together. Will you be mine? My Valentine?

Heart Beyond Repair By Harry Connick, Jr
Pieces of a hole Unrequited, not renowned Never sought and never found Through blood Through soul Now unfamiliar Feelings of good being Are light that's not worth seeing Through blood Through soul Restless and distorted Thoughts that underscore my night Being wrong and seeing right Through blood Through soul Heart beyond repair All the edges worn and frayed Magnifying love betrayed Through blood Through soul

How Deep Is Your Love
I feel ur eyes in the morning sun I feel you touch me in the pouring rain And the moment that you wonder far from me I wanna feel you in my arms again. And you come to me like a summer breeze Keep me warm in ur love then you softly leave And its me you need to show how deep is your love. I believed in you,you were the door to my very soul Your the night in my deepest darkest hour Your my savour when i call. And you may not think that i care for you But you know down inside that i really do And its me you need to show how deep is ur love?

Well Im Sol And Have No Life For 10 Days
the girl who's computer i have been using while here in tn is hocking it tomorrow so i wont be home most likely till i get home on or around the 9th im not gone forever thats for sure but GD im gonna miss yall cya when im back ttys love stacy

Wal-mart To Offer Sex Toys
Bentonville, Arkansas - Wal-Mart Corporation today announced that they are preparing to sell sex toys in select stores around the country. The mammoth retailer spent a full year on customer research and reached the conclusion that in select rural markets, where it’s stores are most popular, there is definitely a pent-up demand for sex toys among women. Starting with a rural Iowa location, Wal-Mart plans a pilot operation for this new sales effort over the summer. The new store-within-the-store, referred to as the “Home Pleasure” department, will feature vibrators and dildoes at reduced prices. The store reportedly will offer the wildly popular Martha Stewart “Prison” line of vibrators in addition to its regular offerings. According to Wal-Mart spokesman Edward Kennedy, “While we expect some risk in this venture, our research indicates that women in rural parts of the country have largely unfulfilled desires and needs for these items”. Kennedy additionally pointed to recent stud

Another Thing
I could drop some names here but I sure ain't pissed enough yet so I will save that for another blog, but all I wanna know is what's the point of getting to know someone and becoming friends if it's just gonna be a Fubar thing and the only way your "friend" talks to you is when you hit that person up first?

Warning For The Easily Offended...
These blogs inside the blog entry 'Pagan Humor' are for those who have a wicked sense of humor. If that's not you, then this is not for you. The following items are extremely funny, but are in no way politically correct. So if you are easily offended, turn back now. I gave credit where credit was known. However, the identity of authors of some of these tidbits have remained a secret. Got something funny you'd like to add? Pass it along. Don't forget to include your name!

Charge Of The Gawdess
PRAISE DAH-ANNA!!!!! Praise GAWDESS! Listen to th' words of the Great Mothah, Ah say th' ONE GREAT MAMA OF THEM ALL, this MOTHAH who was of OLD called amonst men Ah-sis, Arty-muss, As-Tarty, Dione Warwick, Melly-sine, Afro-dee-tay, Diana Ross, Aryan-Rod, an' bah many othuh, Ah tell yew, brothahs an' sistahs, MANY othah names! Ah say to yew, Ah tell yew straight from mah evuh-lovin' Pagan heart, whenevuh yew have need of anythin' once in th' month, but better it be when th' Moon is filled up or new, then SHAY-ULL ye assemble in some SECRET place, an' thou SHALT adore me, Queen of All Wicheries. An' there SHAY-ULL ye assemble, oh mah brothahs an' sistahs of th' Pagan path, ye who ain't yet won mah deepest secrets an' who want to learn awll Mah magick tricks, PRAISE DAH-ANNA!!! To these shay-ull Ah teach that which yew ain't discovered yet. Yew SHAY-ULL be free from awll slavery, an' as a SAGHN, a holy SAGHN from th' GAWDESS herself, ye shay-ull be NAKED in your rites, yew shay-ull CAS

Charge Of The Nice Goddess
(As recited by in circle of the Craft of the Non-Icky) Listen the words of the Tasteful Mother, Who of old was called Martha Stewart, Betty Crocker, Miss Manners, and by many other really nice names: Whenever you have need of anything, once in the month (but not *that* time of the month, as that would be icky), and never with your mouth full, you shall assemble in some tasteful place and adore My spirit, I who am Queen of All Plastic Slipcovers. You shall not be icky in your rites, and as a sign that you be not icky, you shall damn well keep your clothes on. Sing Barry Manilow songs, dance real white, make non-funky music and non-sticky love, all in My presence, for Mine is a nice new rug and I paid a bundle. I am the soul of Tastefulness that gives neatness to the universe. I am the Doily on the Great Armchair of Life, the Barcolounger of Respectability. I give knowledge of the Proprieties Eternal, and beyond death I give you John Tesh tickets and My recipe for egg salad. For

Charge Of The Phone Goddess
Listen to the words of the Phone Goddess, who in days of old was called Mama Cass, Ma Barker, Moms Mabley, the last of the Red Hot Mamas, and by many other names not mentionable in mixed company. Whenever you have need to make a call, preferably long distance, and better it be when the rates are high, then shall ye assemble your funds in some convenient place to pay me, who am Queen of all Highway Robbery. These ye shall assemble, ye who are fain to bankruptcy yet have not sent me all your earnings. To these shall I send bills as are yet unheard of. Ye shall be free from bank accounts, as a sign that ye be truly free ye shall be naked from my rates. And ye shall sing, talk, shout, trade gossip and love, all at your own expense. Let your fingers do the walking through my yellow pages. Let none stop you or turn you aside, just call information. For mine is the dial tone that opens upon the busy signal of life, which is the princess phone of immorality. Mine is the poverty of the

Dungeon Fantasy
Today is the day I become a movie star, I’m dressed for success, as I head to my car. I pull up, at a lovely little house of wood, I knock on the door, and there a prince stood. So deliciously brown, and as toned as one can, He invites me in, and we go over the movie plan. The only problem is, his copy is not the same, I read his copy, and get flustered from shame. He leads me to the back of the house out the door, We enter a cold rock room, with a cemented floor. I look around, and see harnesses and hand ties, Confused, but I feel a sensation between my thighs. Never have I felt, intimidated by big man before, A stirring made me stare at his dick, he knew I’m sure. Looking at me he smiles, as he re adjusts for show, As he turns I notice, his dick starting to grow. He takes me to a room, on its own down the end, There’s a camera in the corner, trying to blend. He tells me to strip off, and get on the bed, Nervous of what surrounds me, I do what he said. H

Are There Angels?
Are There Angels? It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

40 Oz To Freedon
You got your hair permed, You got your red dress on, Screamin that second gear was such a turn-on. And the fog forming on my window Tells me that the mornings here And youll be gone before too long... Who taught you those new tricks? Damn, I shouldnt start that talk... But life is one big question when your starin at the clock. ...and the answers always waiting at the liqour store 40oz to freedom So I take that walk And I know that Ooohhh.... Im not goin back Ohhh, not going back Ohh, God knows, Im not going back Oooohhhh, not goin (hey man, anyone wanna make a run down to am/pm with me? its like quarter-to right Now bro. shit, can you like, loan me like, a buck or two dude? jai said he was gonna be Here around 2:00 I havnt even seen him. just totally broke, man owes me twenty Bucks man. get over it, fuck, sorry! Im not dealin with that fuckin chince no more. Take those bottles back eric? ) And you look so fine When you lie, it just dont show But I k

From Our Movie(elizabeth Town)
Claire Colburn: Never met a Mitch I didn't like. Fun, full of life. Like... everyone wants to be a part of Mitch's club. Claire Colburn: So you failed. Alright you really failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You think I care about that? I do understand. You wanna be really great? Then have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them wonder why you're still smiling. Drew Baylor: You know, there is nothing greater than deciding in your life that things maybe really are black and white! And this guy Ben, who clearly takes you for granted, who serially takes advantage of you, is bad! And what I'm saying is good! See what I mean? You shouldn't be the substitute for anybody. This guy should be right here, right now, doing this [kisses Claire] Drew Baylor: . Drew Baylor: Because we have a moment here, let me tell you that I have recently become a secret connoiss

Missing The Hell Out Of Him
You ever have that one love that you can't seem to get out of your heart no matter how hard you try? You know you won't ever get back together, but you know that you both still love each other. I still talk to him, still get along with him, but we both have agreed its best the way things are. But for some reason I can't get him out of my heart. He even gives me advice when it comes to new relationships. Past couple of weeks I've been missing him even more than normal. Maybe it's just cause he comes back from Iraq in a few weeks, I don't know. I thought I had let go and moved on, guess not as well as I had thought. I would give anything to go back in time and change the past, but thats not possible. Maybe i'm just worn down from being sick for the past week or so I don't know. Past few days I think about him or talk to him I start crying. uuuugggg maybe i'm just PMSing.

Ugh, I Guess...
just about every chick on here smokes. Fuggin ridiculous. Whats the point of inhaling poisonous hot gas? Needless, mindless self destruction. The sign of a weak mind. Low rent and trashy. DIE on the next puff.

What Makes Me Who I Am
People like to look at the outside of the person but I look at the inside... If people tok time to get to know the persons heart they would find out there are ALOT better people ion the world...

To All My Friends
I just wanted to say sorry to all my friends on here for not being around much lately. I am in the middle of moving and i havent had the time to get on here, i will be back in the next few weeks like i used to be so stick around if you want. i have been re-rating a few of my friends pics on here when i do get the chance to get on but i dont see anything in return so when i get the chance i will be cleaning out my friends list once again for all those that dont bother coming back to return the rates. hopefully ill see all still around once i get back online take care for now.

She Died Alone
She Died Alone Alone, inside this world; she ran A little girl: afraid Scared to live [to breathe this air!] Stumbling to where her demons laid. Captive in her dreams She cried and hid away Waking in her screams She searched for.. Another way A mist her fearful nights An angel called her name Promised her the world [promised to ease her pain] Awaken in her dream [she runs] To find a world Full of demons and guns She beckoned her demons leave Pleading death; she cried In love with her angel; she sighed Afraid to live; She died.

Better Man
He is a better man because of me. Not a better person but a better man. If it had not been for me he wouldn’t have what he has today. The opportunities he has today. If it had not been for me he would be trying to work for a dead man, or still trying to buy and fix up and old junk truck. He would be a drunk, living in or who knows where, squalor, in a truck? Living off someone, and blaming them for his failures? He would have never understood the joy that children can bring or the joy of grandchildren, the unconditional love of a child. Family. They still would have been a burden to him, an annoyance, and competition for affection. Just something to use to manipulate another. Today he understands the importance of a good job and working daily, to have a comfortable life. But as a person he is no better. He is has not learned the joy of being humble. That it is ok to make mistakes and to admit that he is human and we all make mistakes. He is still mean, hateful, vindictive, will not ta

Equations And Logic
Equations and Logic.... My math and ability to calculate and gauge is just as good as so and so's. For example: APPROACH=CONQUEST x (INSECURITY+EGO=NEG) *This formula dictates the intensity in which the NEG will be compounded based on the PUA's need for a good ego-strokage and his desire to be, well.....desired. Are you with me so far? I could literally sit here all day and teach you how to make a man stick his own dick in his mouth via NEG rebuttals and "wash-offs". First: Lets talk about the psychology of a Neg (Which is by definition, an ambiguous statement that is meant to sexually disarm you and engage your peers.) For example: He says "Ewwww! You just spit on me!" (said while you are talking, and he begins brushing off the front of his shirt). Here is what he is expecting: NEG+CounterNEG=Penetration through the "Bitch-Shield", meaning: he is EXPECTING you to NEG him back. For God's sake, don't give him the satisfaction. I know....I know...it is in our nature

2/12/2008. . .
Next Tuesday is my birthday and I was thinking (I have no idea why I keep doing that.) of going out to dinner with a few of my friends. I never do anything for my birthday, it is about time I do. If any of you are interested send me an email here. I have no clue where and the time is flexible. I hope to hear from you all!

The Bathtub Test!
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

Well...mumms
just sitting here trying to find something to keep my occupied...i really have been getting annoyed with all the people that go on people's mumms and bash them how stupid and or annoying the mumm is...isn't the point of mumms to ask question on what other people think?...then people just critisize the mumm creator for it...makes no sense..who agrees?

Loser By 3 Doors Down
Breathe in right away, Nothing seems to fill this place I need this every time, Take your lies get off my case Someday I will find a love That flows through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away You’re getting closer to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser And sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope, I'm taking the fall Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah This is getting old, I can’t break these chains that I hold My body’s growing cold, There’s nothin left of this mind Or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, The buzz of this poison is taking me higher This will fall away, This will fall away You’re getting closer, to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope and I’m taking the fall Cause I’m a loser You’re getting closer, to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m

Mistakes
No, I don't feel a thing. Life's going by me. And still I say, Oh God! I'm making the same mistakes. Low? I'm on empty. Try to erase all the bad times. Free? I don't seem to be. My soul remains tied to your life. Every breath you breathe deep... I feel you circulating through me. I'll never forgive myself again. I'm so sick and tired of making the same mistakes

Ressurection Of The O.wn.???? Part 2
It seems that relentless radios actions as a lounge & human beings have gone too far!! I have seen them do this long enough!! It is now time to bring back a force to be reckoned with. A force that even relentless could "Never" Beat!! The time is now!! The time is drawing near!! The time for relentless radios end!!! The yneed to be taught a lesson in "ULTIMATE FASHION"!! Therfore- The ONE WARRIOR NATION(O.W.N.) Is returning to be a force once again!!!

Angel Of Darkness
Angel of darkness come with me hold my hand, make me see Child of the night show me your ways drag me beneath to run through your maze Everything not bright nothing of light pull me into your world let me be your girl Cover my eyes led by the blind Just cuts, Just scrapes don't worry I'm fine Our blood blends together, our scars just the same The darkness so beautiful, day so mundane My love belongs to you, take it and make it true Your mystique to angelic, so soft, so deep Take me, make me, hold me, I'm yours Immersed in your esoteric beauty, my countenance pours copyright @ EveningStar

The Tagged Thingy!
Now this came from lex - so I'm sure not all this is right and the rules may be totally wrong!! ha ha I believe the rules are... once you have been tagged, you have to post a blog with 10 random facts about yourself, then hit 5 people and leave a message on their profile saying 'Your tagged, please read my blog', you can't tag the person who tagged you... i think that's how it works lol... now 10 random facts about me??? this could take a while! lol 1: I've just come back from the doctors & she told me I was fat! 2: I have convinced a friend she's a year older than me, even though she is actually a year younger! 3: I love the smell of lemons & limes. 4: My current favourite song is "Memorial" by Pugs Atomz - but that changes all the time so by the time you read this it'll be something else! 5: I'm fat! And now it's official! 6: I'm wearing jeans. 7: I love unintentionally funny people. 8: My fave night out is friends, pub, lots of alcohol and being able to have a pointless

Dj's Notebook Entry 1 - Thoughts On Blue Orion Family, Life As A Dj And More.
I am beginning a new series of blogs. Once a week, I will talk strictly from the point of view of a DJ. I won't be talking about anything going on that outside folks don't need to know, but I WILL share my thoughts on how life affects my DJ career. First topic - Blue Orion itself. I love this place. It's absolutely the BEST place I have been. The owner, Dawn...wow. She is a truly great boss and someone that, if this were a terrestrial radio station, I would jump at the chance to work for in a heartbeat. Then there are my fellow DJ's. DJ Purr...she has a great voice. You can tell when it's her. Everybody loves her voice. There's DJ Direct Imput. He's into the same kind of music as my friend Toni, which of course means she likes him. I don't know how that man can do everything he does. We have DJ Devine. I haven't had a chance to hear her but I believe she has potential. The same can be said for DJ's Hekyll, Hyde, and Iceman. DJ Madcat is from the UK. I like his accent...defi

*facts.about.men*
*Facts.about.men* 1. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. 2. Men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage.They've experienced pain and bought jewelry. 3. Marrying a divorced man is ecologically responsible. In a world where there are more women than men, it pays to recycle. 4. Men are very confident people. My husband is so confident that when he watches sports on television, he thinks that if he concentrates he can help his team. If the team is in trouble, he coaches the players from our living room, and if they're really introuble, I have to get off the phone in case they call him. 5. Men like phones with lots of buttons.It makes them feel important. 6. Men love to be the first to read the newspaper in the morning. Not being the first is upsetting to their psyches. 7. All men are afraid of eyelash curlers. I sleep with one under my pillow, instead of a gun. 8. A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usua

My Birthday Wishlist
friend equests Rates on profile and pictures Comments on pics n profile blog n stash ratings n comments fubucks gifts from gift shop ticker messages blast happy hour any of the above will be thankfully wecomed ty vm rae xxxxx

Tag Your It?!
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. This is actually my second Fu-blog... I think! 2. I have had 4 ear surgeries now 3. I don't have tonsils ( and therefore no gagreflex so to speak) 4. I ride horses.... not in the gross way... but yes, I ride english saddle and currently and training to do jumping. 5. I have been using computers since I was 9! and Roleplaying since I was 8!! 6. I am dyslexic... I don't like reading, but I LOVE writing and roleplaying! 7. I have tried to commit suicide 5 times in my life. 8.I like guys with long hair, strong jaw lines, pretty eyes, talents, mystery, and just a tad of crazy! 9. I'm in love with va

Eternity..
Wandering in darkness grope, Finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each foot fall, my heart betrays The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly the ground is lost, Flailing arms as body's tossed. Splashing down in crimson pool, The warm embrace is much too cruel, I curse this lowly, wretched fool. Floundering in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this, my fate.

You Cant Change Me
OK I AM NOW DONE BEING THE LITTLE SWEET INCCOENT GIRL WHO GETS HER HEART BROKEN EVERTIME SHE TURNS AROUND I AM DONE PLAYING ALL THE GAME'S MEN PLAY, NO MORE WILL I FALL FOR WHAT THEY SAY I AM DONE WITH MEN WANTING ME TO ACT A CERTIN WAY I AM FINISHED WITH EVERYONE EXPECTING ME TO ACT HOW THEY THINK I SHOULD I AM DONE WITH EVERYONE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO I AM ME FOR A REASON, DON'T TRY TO CHANGE WHO I AM..I WILL NOT CHANGE WHO I AM I CAN BE A LADY IF I WANT TO BE BUT DON'T TRY TO CHANGE ME INTO THE PERSON WHO YOU THINK I SHOULD BE..IT WON'T WORK I AM ME FOR A REASON AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHO I AM THEN OH WELL MOVE ON GET A LIFE AND DON'T TRY TO CHANGE ME BECAUSE YOU WILL SEE THAT I CAN'T BE CHANGED AND IF THAT MAKES ME A BITCH THEN SO BE IT A BITCH I WILL BE AND I WILL BE PROUD TO BEAR THE TITTLE OF BEING A BITCH IF BEING A BITCH MEANS I AM A STRONG WOMAN WHO TAKES NO SHIT FROM ANYONE WHO DOES WHAT SHE WANTS TO AND NOT WHAT OTHERS EXPECT HER TO TH

Government Contractors
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House in D.C.; one from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, from Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. 'Well', he says,'I figure the job will run about $900; $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me.' The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, 'I can do this job for $700; $300 for materials,$300 for my crew and $100 profit for me.' The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, '$2,700'. The official, incredulous, says, 'You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?' The New Jersey contractor whispers back, '$1000 for me, $1000 for you, and we hire the guy from Tennessee to fix the fence.'

Pitbull Mafia Fa,mily Auction ( This Bulletin Is Awesome )
We are holding a Family Auction.. Bidding will close 2-15-08 3 PM Central Time.. Cash prizes over ride any fu-buck amount. Highest bidder in auction will need to pay up within one week of auction closing. Come own some of the most amazing people on fubar.. Check them out.. Just click there pic to bid on them.. Most of these people are adding new things daily.. The higher the bids the more they are willing to do for you.

Sweet And Caring
you just appeared kinda as a joke but then it turned out to be a wonderful friendship you are there for me even though you barely know me you honestly care arent afraid to show it either not to many guys are like you instead they only think of themselves and dont care bout others but you are sweet and caring and honestly loving you worry when im down and happy when i smile its like you've known me forever you are one of a kind sweet and caring not often you find that any more (hunni you know who you are and this is the gods honest truth. i dont know how or why you came into my life when you did but im very glad you did. and you are one of a kind....like i said earlier, i dont care bout age either...its nothing but a number. Thank you for everything)

The Heart
THE HEART What pain lies beneath the skin? "tis death it screams" tis death it seems To awaken what was torn apart To feel again a beating heart Is it the breath of love that brings life to me? Or only the sting of love that has been Shall my heart wake from its silent state? Will it be for love will it be a mistake? Is it a risk that I can take? As I sit my mind it does wander In my heart it can love much farther But in my mind shall I even bother To wake from a dream to arise and be seen Shall I go to far shall it be to late? Should I awake to an uncertain fate? And of the dreams will they dissipate What I once did dream Of midnight whispers of love in the night Entangled together in blissful delight Holding each other it all feels so right When one wakes up to dawns first light Leaves but a glimpse of what felt so right In a moment a dre

Bad Fish
When you grab a hold of me You tell me that I'll never be set free I'm a parasite, creep and crawl I step into the night. Two pints of booze Tell me are you a badfish too? Are you a badfish too? Ain't got no money to spend I know the night will never end Lord knows I'm weak Won't somebody get me off of this reef Baby your a big blue whale Grab the reef when all duck diving fails I swim but wish I never learned The water's too polluted with germs I dive deep when it's ten feet overhead Grab the reef underneath my bed Ain't got no quarrels with god Ain't got no time to grow old Lord knows I'm weak Won't somebody get me off of this reef Ain't got no quarrels with God Ain't got no time to grow old Lord knows I'm weak Won't somebody get me off of this reef

I Need You Now! Comment Bombers Wanted!
My First Contest!! Come help make my valentines day better!!! Leave me as many comments as you can, any little bit helps and it will be so appreciated!!!! Contest Started yesterday night at 8pm (fubar time) and will run for 1 week...yes 1 week....most comments wins...please come help me win the first contest I've ever entered!!! Go by and show the host of this contest lots of love too!!! Thanks in advance to all that help me!!! Click the pic below to rate and comment bomb away! LIXXXX YA!!!! ~f@wn~ KOPE Heres the link to the host of the contests page!! ~Dragonphyre~¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾~CertifiedGILF~*QueenTease*FUownedByta-tas@ fubar

The Golden Screw
THE GOLDEN SCREW Once upon a time, a young lad was born without a belly button. In its place was a golden screw. All the doctors told his mother that there was nothing they could do. Like it or not, he was stuck with it. All the years of growing up was real tough on him, as all who saw the screw made fun of him. He avoided ever leaving his house and thus, never made any friends. One day, a mysterious stranger saw his belly and told him of a swami in Tibet that could get rid of the screw for him. He was thrilled. The next day he took all of his life's savings and bought a ticket to Nepal. After several days of climbing up steep cliffs, he came upon a giant monastery. The swami knew exactly why he had come. The man was told to sleep in the highest tower of the monastery and the following day when he awoke, the screw would have been removed. The man immediately went to the room and fell asleep. During the night while he slept, a purple fog fl

Anyone?
Today’s message comes from something Martha said to me at about six thirty this morning. Since Sunday with the exception of one day, Sarah seems to be going through a growth spurt as well as teething and hasn’t slept through the night. She doesn’t even get to bed on time (8:30) but starts a screaming fit when one of us is ready to take her up. The one good thing I can say about this is Martha is going up the stairs with our kids more; it’s not so much I mind carrying Sarah or her brother Jeffrey myself – they’re good for building upper arm strength – but that I’m the one who does it nearly all the time. I understand that Martha rarely gets home from her day care job on time, I hope I’m showing I appreciate her even when everything’s not in its proper place (that’s most of the time) and I feel she’s not listening to me (ditto). I’m not going to let how others respond or how I think others respond to me affect what I do! At first, we had Sarah in bed with us with her three “babie

A Moment
8:09 PM - A Moment Category: Writing and Poetry Warm steamy morning I stand in the shadow.. Just beyond the slightly open door. Rays of sunshine beaming through the window. The water beating against the shower floor. Silently waiting~Taking in this moment. His shadow casts across the door. My heart flutters to this abeyant. Scents of freshness surrounding my core. For a moment he senses me~so close . Slowly pushing the door open~to see. Beckoning to my whim in his repose. A pleasing moan from his lips~to me. His eyes~stealing a moment to take me in. His body,defined~still hot from the shower. MMM~His mind going~to where mine has been. My body~aching~to feel his power. Steadilly he reaches~to touch my skin.. His hand so soft tracing every curve. Down my hip,across my thigh~chills within. Tenderly kissing my neck~willing to serve. Parting my legs to invite himself~in time. slideing my panty~to feel my wetness. His urge~growing m

A Touch
A Touch Our boundaries agreed we move and dance Light and shadow, teasing eyes perception Your movements slow deliberate grace, curves accentuated My eyes appreciate your feminine charms. Our voices low tones touch our desire with gentle caresses, eliciting desired response we express our needs. Blood flows through dilated capillaries skin flushed glowing Our senses heightened to caresses expectation. Modesty dissolves like morning mist. Veils shed like autumn leaves. Musk and jasmine fill the air exotic passions conjured Music vibrates to slow jazz rhythm notes You close your eyes facing the open window The sunset's silhouette exposed skin honey and silk Silk clings to curve and shadow The breeze raises texture as raven locks shiver. My eyes appreciation full, I move towards you I stand close your body radiates warmth, your head tilts A smile curls those silken lips parted in desire I blow softly upon your exposed neck Hairs rise to the sensation lea

Valentine's Day
As I woke up early in the morning, Only one thing i could think of: That is because my mind is aiming, To know something special or suave, That could wipe out our last mourning! It seems like the 8th day of the week, It was barely the 45th day of the year, I could feel that my heart was so weak, Perhaps, the engine of the love got fear But, still, It (my mind) got more to seek! As I'm pondering in a moment, To see the significance of this day Even, yet, there was no movement, This will verily not be a waste away, I'm still figuring out a special present! My mind, which is getting bigger & bigger, Finally decides to celebrate it with you. Like the Sahara is craving for water, This is how Iextremely felt about you, I see: "Be around you" is to feel better! No matter how much the sky is blue, No matter how salty the fussed ocean is, To blossom our love overnight with dew. No matter how refined the sixth sense is, Still, Valentine's Day is much more to you!

Dark Valentine's Fetish Ball - Photos 2
A FRIEND OF MINE SENT ME THE PICS HE TOOK WITH HIS CAMERA.. SO HERE IT IS.... DAMN! MY SNIPPY HAS THE MOST AWESOME ASS DONT' YOU AGREE??... WE HAD SO MUCH FUN... AS USUAL!! please don't forget to rate My blog. thanks

About The Auction
this is what you'll get. 1) Owned by or Fu-Owned by on profile for 1 month. 2) Add to family for the month 3) A personal salute photo to the winning bidder 4) Pimpout in About Me section 5) Pics rated during Happy Hour 6) Fubar gifts 7) custom signature signs 8) I'm learning Japanese so I can make some sort of neat stuff for my owner in japanese. 9) a theme song (it'll prolly be a silly one but it seems like that would be fun :D) click here to rate my auction image and or bid Thanks KISSES

More Info On Hamburg Massacre
Wikipedia: Hamburg Massacre Sponsored LinksHamburg Amsterdam Hamburg Amsterdam Reliable Schedules, Easy Booking! www.RailEurope.com The Hamburg Massacre (or Hamburg Riot) was a key event of South Carolina Reconstruction. Beginning with a dispute over free passage on a public road, this ugly incident concluded with the death of seven men, and launched the Democratic campaign for South Carolina's redemption. About The shots fired at the Hamburg Massacre deflated the Fusionists and crystallized support around the uncompromising 'Straight-Out' faction of the Democratic party (Holt 1979:199-201). The ensuing violent and bitterly contested election campaign gained undivided control of South Carolina for the Democrats. Hamburg, a defunct market town across the Savannah River from Augusta, Georgia, had been repopulated by black freedmen since the end of the War. On July 4, 1876, two neighboring white farmers in a carriage drove down Hamburg's Market Street. They met the local

Things That Make Me Want To Ed Gein You.
At work. What is it that I hate? 1. Baby Talk - Making stupid fucked up, unrecognizable sounds to your baby. Trying to mimic the sounds coming out of your babies mouth pains me about as much as someone kicking a tall milk glass into my asshole sideways. It's not cool. 2. People and Special Coins - People wanting you to search through a register full of coins for the new coolest quarters. You fucking assholes. It's bad enough to be over patriotic for a country born on genocide. Now you stupid sons of bitches need to sit and make someone look for new issued coins while people wait behind you in line. I hope you burn in hell, with a blanket of american flags wrapped around you engulfed in flames. 3. Whistlers - People that walk through a store thinking they have some right to entertain people by whistling full length songs. If there is one time I could ever get away with punching an ear candle into someones eye, this would be it.

Skepticism Can Be The Root For Intelligent Life.
Sometimes I wish I stayed in a world of ignorance. Even if I wanted to grasp onto a faith based system, I would only be fooling myself. I have read, and thought too much in my 31 years of life. I also understand this is why many people of faith are so scared to question. Who want's to come to the conclusion that no one has any idea of what actually lies ahead. Some handle it better than others. Some fear the idea of death as I do. Some fear the idea of death and say they do not. I am also sure there are actually people that are quite indifferent to it. Not everyone's brain functions the same. Death is not something one should dwell upon, as this seems like a way to ruin a life that could be made of more joyous times. I would like to imagine there would be something after death. I can't imagine that all of what we see just appeared with nothing as a creator. I just do not claim to know a definite answer. Most of my blog is filled with jokes and sarcasm. Tonight I am bored and will perha

Cum Join Us..
I am now the new Exotic Dancer at Club SExy! i'm so excited.. finally im going to be recognized for my talented ability to create a vizualization for the readers of Our Lounge.so maybe you can cum and join us or just sit and watch.. whatever you would like. IM usually on Mon-Thurs. from 11-3am So cum check me out and lounge around.. We are all a great group of layed back ,friendly , all around fuckn bad ass people.. so i'll see you there! Siyra aka Vanka Vidalgo ~Exotic Dance 4 CLUB SEXY~

Thank You Misti!
Thanks girl for getting my background and my font colors all changed. Damn Fubar! It looks good without those stupid damn black blocks everywhere! Now if summer would only get its ass here, I would be set!

Journey
Journey I walk in peace through forests open house A guest privileged I breath rainbows gift Winds dances an invisible tango among lofty boughs, I listen to the song and close translucent eyelids. My vision clearing I breathe with the rhythm of the dance Invisible guests punctuate the dance counter point Tiny hearts joys released shrill proclamation I walk the secret paths insulated by clumsy attire. I discard my shoes in favor of liberated toes and discovered textures. I walk through vaulted avenues lit by suns probing fingers. Warm air stirs like the passing of unseen forms, close unseen. Sweat beads on naked skin, I float ever onwards I remove my shirt redundant modesty forgotten, out of context. Moisture evaporates on exposed flesh raising invisible hairs, caressing the breeze as nature welcomes forgotten senses. My goal unclear I move where whispers lead, secure in timeless wisdom Creatures pause and watch my passing, I smile at there harmony They st

Winters Peak
Winters Peak On winters peak I sit, still, subdued Chill harsh winds caress my flesh. Diamonds form on willing skin let winds touch steal my resolve Cleanse my heart, numb the fire within Time to shrug of this mortal coil, be still. Never will she return to warm my heart. Remembered smiles, consuming passion. My eyes close, my soul exhales a last good by I wait on winter’s peak embrace absolution. Yet, I do not leave this realm I remain. A presence awakes me from my self-pity I dark feathered form sits and watches Incarnate darkness fly’s on ebony wings Sun dances her way from despairs clouds, Possibilities illuminated I see life’s purpose Intangible shadows give darkness release. Illuminate despairing souls my gift, my curse Perhaps I will visit her memories, hold them close Would that strengths optimism was my gift To live and love with burdens light as butterflies Dandelion down on summer breezes my cares, Larks triumphant exaltations, sweet refrain

Quickie
The cold metal of the outside door presses against her back Her hands slide through his hair as he growls against her lips She tries to catch her breath but can’t Her mind is racing as the cold wind snakes up her legs She wishes she wore pants but knows he would not have approved He thrusts harder and harder and finally reaches his peak She can’t help but moan as his fertile sperm floods her opening He steps back and fixes her skirt, not caring if his cum runs down her leg They walk hand in hand down the street.

56 Girly Questions
56 Girl Confessions 1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? yes 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? dresses blah......... 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? flattered, someone i know writes me everyday, not really love notes but they still make my heart flutter 4. Group dates or single dates? groups are nice, but i prefer single 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? yes! 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? Nope 7. Is your hair up or down today? down 8. Do you straighten your hair? used to 9. Favorite mascara? black 10. Do you get your nails done? no 11. Small or large purses? small 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? phone, drivers lic, money, insurance cards 13. Jeans or sweats? Jeans 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? no.. 15. Do you text message a lot? nope 16. What would you do if you got pregnant? die!.lol 17.

Tag! You're It!!!!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm allergic to all seafood 2. I'm completely addicted to Family Guy 3. I love porn...seriously hahaha :D 4. I can't stand to have ice touch my teeth 5. I'm very ticklish :D 6. I used to work for a professional hockey team 7. I love thunderstorms, even though they scare the heck out of me, lol 8. Complete coffee addict, I bleed Starbucks 9. I have the attention span of a squirrel on crack, lol 10. I love to read, and I usually have 4 or 5 books going at a time. I am tagging: Ridin Hard EvilLive Tat2Man Styrian Mysery Atoll

Top Grossing Concert Tours Of 2007
The Police reunion tour has pulled in over $212 million dollars so far, making it the highest grossing tour of 2007. According to Billboard Boxscore, The Police have sold an amazing 1.8 million concert tickets this year. The complete Top 10 is below: 1. The Police ($212 million) 2. Genesis ($129 million) 3. Justin Timberlake ($126.8 million) 4. Kenny Chesney ($71.2 million) 5. Rod Stewart ($70 million) 6. Cirque Du Soleil's Delirium ($59.4 million) 7. Roger Waters ($53.2 million) 8. Tim McGraw/Faith Hill ($52.3 million) 9. Christina Aguilera ($48.1 million) 10. Rascal Flatts ($41.6 million) Prince's stint at the O2 Arena in London was the best selling run any artist had at a single arena. He played 21 sold out dates, earning $22 million. Madison Square Garden in New York City was the top grossing arena in the world again this year, earning $76.6 million, while Red Rocks Amphitheatre in Denver, Colorado was the top grossing amphitheater ($18.6 mill

Things That Annoy Me
People who think they have something to prove.Being Blown off repeatedly.When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Screw off. What good is a goddamn cake if you can't eat it? What, should I eat someone else's cake instead?When people say "Life is short." What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What? Are they going to do something that's longer?When you are waiting for the bus and someone ask you "Did the bus come yet?" If the bus came I would not be standing here asshole!Perfect people with thier little perfect lives. You keep living the dream...you have no clue what it is like to struggle.People with so damn many pictures on their profiles it takes 30 minutes to fully load…& then they only have like 5 pictures in their "pictures section." Lmao. People whose "top 8s" include half of everyone on their friends list. ie:Top 24s or Top 50s.Never being good enough. No matter how hard you try or put yourself out there. It's like being invi

I Must Be Asleep...
am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion and a breath of life I thought they were forever lost in an eternal darkness left by lovers gone my eyes smile once again at the beauty before them my lips ache once again to be kissed my hands long to touch your burning flesh my heart pounds so hard it nearly escapes my chest oh, I must be asleep! can this really be true?

In Short
Ice sucks. My mom's boyfriend sucks. Getting up at 4 am sucks. Asking someone to turn down something that is obscenely loud and them ignoring you sucks. Especially when it's twice. Oranges do not suck. In all likely hood- you suck. And I gotta know- is it morbid curiousity or what?

Joy:nilsson
By Harry Nilsson Spoken: The other day, I met a girl named Joy She said, "Come here, I'm going to make you my Joy Boy" Well, things went good, things went bad Now every time I think of Joy it makes me sad It makes me . . . sad The other day, I met a girl named Joy She said, "Roy, I'm going to make you my Joy Boy" Well, she took me for a ride, sort of a joy ride Now every time I think of Joy, I get all weird inside Sung: Joy to the world was a beautiful girl But to me Joy meant only sorrow Spoken: Now, if you haven’t got an answer, you’d never have a question And if you never had a question, then you’d never have a problem But if you never had a problem, well everyone would be happy But if everyone was happy, there’d never be a love song Joy to the world was a beautiful girl But to me Joy meant only sorrow The other day, I met a girl named Joy She said, "Come here, I’m going to make you all clammy inside" Well, things went good, things we

My 2nd Fu-owner
ExtraSpecial Pimp Out!!!ExtraSpecial Pimp Out!!!ExtraSpecial Pimp Out!!! FAN/ADD/RATE/CRUSH THIS AWESOME GUY!!! He is my 2nd Fu-Owner so.....Show him some MAD LOVE!!!!!! If he is not on your friend's list already you are missing out because he is a CRAZY, SWEET, & FUNNY GUY!!! CUTE SEXY AUSSIE...CLUB F.A.R....RATE AND FAN PLZ!!!@ fubar

U Wanna Know?y
place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to your friends (including me). This is for your entire life! (X) Smoked a cigarette - (X) Drank so much you threw up (X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (X ) Been arrested. (x) Gone on a blind date. (X ) Skipped school. (x) Watched someone die. (X) Been to Canada . (x) Been to Florida . ( X ) Been to Mexico. ( X ) Been on a plane. ( X ) Been lost. (x) Been on the opposite sides of the country. EAST, WEST, NORTH OR SOUTH? - All ( X ) Gone to Washington, DC . (X) Swam in the ocean. ( X ) Felt like dying. ( X ) Cried yourself to sleep. ( x ) Played cops and robbers. Also Cowboys and Indians. ( x) Recently colored with crayons. ( X ) Sang karaoke. ( X ) Paid for a meal with only coins. (X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't. ( x) Made prank phone calls. (X) Laughed until some kind o

'searching4u08'
'searching4u08' This little 2x Bitch is handing out 1's like their highly sought after! Beware of this fuckstick coward who doesn't even put up a picture of themself. So just a heads up, the bitch's links are below. View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater

Word-play
This is one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE ELEVEN PLUS TWO: When you

I've Been Gone Too Long
Hi folks, If you haven't been getting replies and comments and ratings from me it's because I have a new job and I don't get on the computer at home too much. I am away quite a bit now and am only home for about a day and a half each week. So you can see how that makes it hard to socialize much. Plus all the computers at work are on a dedicated server with no outside access due to the propriatary information that are stored on them. So don't think I'm ignoring you all, I truly miss my friend here and I will get on when I can. I hope you all have a great year and I'll be talking to you soon

"news Flash"
"News Flash" God Love Fairy Tales, all things told you to pacify you, keep you happy, they don't exsist, if good things happen to good people and the bad get what's coming to them then why isn't that so? This whole thing makes as much sense as why did the chicken cross the road. Folks I'm done. No use ranting, no use stating a case for a battle I won't win. There really is no grey area for me. Either I'm a nice guy or asshole right? Gardens, yup. Enough said on that. I am who you make me to be, if that's still not good enough then what about you makes you so unfitting for this equation? Katt said what about ya pussy keep attractin aint shit niggas, truest words on that subject, and even truer is although he may be your prince charming you may not be his cinderella cause guess what those aint your shoes. I'm tired of being that other nigga but more so when I am that nigga I get treated like the last nigga. You like me for me, so don't compare me I speak in metaphor so I can better e

Goodbye James Levin R.i.p
GOODBYE MY DEAR FRIEND. I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER. YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN NOBODY WAS AND THE PERSON THAT I TRUSTED THE MOST DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ME. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE PERSON THAT PICKED MY SPIRITS UP IN A TIME OF NEED DURING THE PERIOD IN MY LIFE WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO I WAS. AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT. YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND I'LL NEVER FORGET ALL THE TIMES YOU STOPPED MY TEARS WHEN HE DIDN'T WANT TO SEE THEM. I WILL ALWAYS THANK YOU FOR THAT... THERE WERE SOMEDAYS THAT WERE SO BAD BUT YOU MADE THEM BEARABLE. THANK YOU MY FRIEND FOR BEING A GREAT ONE IN THE LIFE THAT I ONCE LEAD. ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND MONICA JEAN

Are U Missing Me
Just wanted to let all of you know that im still alive and kickin not real high but im kickin anyway. WE had a majot ICE STORM on Monday and I have been without power since 11pm monday night thank goodness for generators and good family.The kids and I are making it. Called the Electric Co today and we might have out power back on by monday. I cant access the internet at home so thats why i havent been on i check my messeges at work till then. WEll im at work now so i gotta get busy. Feel free to leave me some love i will return it when i can xoxoxoxoxoxo love all of you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

Victim 2 Choice
desire is, an egarness to be pleased, the assuption, that the ultimate is waiting and when desire is denied it's excitment, it begans to burden the thoughts, forceing its 'right' into consciousness evolving one into the selfishness, created by prisoned wisdom

Erica Belanger Aka 'freakychica27'
erica belanger aka 'freakychica27' Another fucking downrating bitch ass newb. Undoubtedly a fake account. So just a heads up, the bitch's links are below. View Downrater Block Downrater Leave Comment For Downrater

Sometime's You Can't Make It On Your Own
Tough, you think you've got the stuff You're telling me and anyone You're hard enough You don't have to put up a fight You don't have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go in alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own We fight all the time You and I... that's alright We're the same soul I don't need... I don't need to hear you say That if we weren't so alike You'd like me a whole lot more Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own (This is it) I know that we don't talk I'm sick of it all Can, you, hear, me, when, I, sing You're the reason I sing You're the reason why the opera is in me Well hey now, still gotta let ya k

One Day
♥one day u feel like crying♥....♥call me♥. ♥I dont promise that i will make u laugh♥, ♥but i can cry with u♥. ♥If one day u want to run away♥-- ♥dont be afraid to call me♥. ♥I dont promise to ask u to stop♥......♥but i can run with u♥. ♥If one day u dont want to listen to anyone♥.....♥call me♥. ♥I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet♥. ♥But one day if u call♥......♥and there is no anwser♥.....♥come fast to see me♥. ♥Perhaps i need you♥. ♥Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk♥, ♥or how close you are♥, ♥and send it to the person who sent it to you♥. ♥Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will♥

Gluttony
Gluttony Derived from the Latin gluttire, meaning to gulp down or swallow, gluttony is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. In the Christian religions, it is considered a sin because of the excessive desire for food, or its withholding from the needy. Depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. Where food is relatively scarce, being able to eat well might be something to take pride in (although this can also result in a moral backlash when confronted with the reality of those less fortunate). Where food is routinely plentiful, it may be considered a sign of self control to resist the temptation to over-indulge. Medieval Church leaders (e.g., Thomas Aquinas) took a more expansive view of gluttony (Okholm 2000), arguing that it could also include an obsessive anticipation of meals, and the constant eating of delicacies and excessively costly foods.[2] He went so far as to prepare a list of six ways to commit glu

2007 Stella Awards
It's time again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar > > >> with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck > > >> who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the > > >> McDonald's in New Mexico where she purchased the coffee. You > > >> remember, she took the lid off the coffee and put it between her > > >> knees while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get > > >> burned doing that, right? > > >> > > >> > > >> That's right; these are awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and > > >> verdicts in the U.S. You know, the kinds of cases that make you > > >> scratch your head. So keep your head scratcher handy. > > >> > > >> > > >> Here are the Stella's for the past year: > > >> > > >> > > >> 7TH PLACE: > > >> Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000 by a jury of > > >> her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was > > >> running inside a furniture store. The store owners wer

Valentines Dayssucky,or Goodie
During this time of the month i been browseing on Fubar.Watching the mums,blogs,people's status,and the comments,and their some who love this festive love holiday,and some who are very sad,cause they been dump,and stuff.What is love?Well it's a feeling that you feel in your body mind,and soul for someone.Like a friend,or a secret crush,or also family.To me well i used to think it was a hurtful shitty feeling,but love has nothing to do with how you feel thou.deceive,and betray by the one you thought you love.It's the person who miss used the feeling that ruin it,and cause that person to hate being love.During my life i made mistakes by letting women treat me like a guy who will alway be their for them,and then go date another guy.Man to tell you alot of bad sucky stuff has happen to me.I been use,rejected,and dump for no reason what so ever.Yet i gave love alot of chance.Why?cause i had lots of hope,and yet it failed me.Funny thou how life and destiny screw things up,but i'm always good

Thinking
Of all the anythings out there in the world does anyone ever stop and say hey this person is actually trying to do something with their lifes has anyone ever thought to say hey its a good thing what they are doing no NO ONE CAN EVER SAY THAT ANYMORE CUZ THAT WOULDNT BE BASHING A PERSON SO ANOTHER FEELS BETTER LISTEN HERE THERE IS NO REASON TO BASH SOMEONE BECAUSE YOU NEED TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF EVERYONE WONDERS WHY IT IS THAT PEOPLE FIGHT ALL THE TIME AND WE ARE IN WAR NOW WELL SHIT LETS BASH SOME MORE PEOPLE AND TRY TO BRING THEM DOWN AND LETS SEE HOW MANY MORE FIGHTS WE GET INTO.................................... *I AM SO FUCKING EMOTIONAL THESE PAST TWO WEEKS AND I DON'T KNOW WHY ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS GETTING TO ME AND IT FUCKING SUCKS ASS SOME SONGS WHEN THEY ARE PLAYED REMIND ME OF PEOPLE AND IT DEPRESSES ME AND I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE I AM THINKING OF DELETEING THIS ACCOUNT BUT I DONT WANNA LOSE MY FRIENDS I HAVE MADE....I JUST DONT

Missing My Bff
Hi All My Name Is Rebecca I have not been on her long but the people seem nice but the one thing right now is I miss my Bff She is going through a hard time right now and I pushed her to do this and I was put in a spot that I didn't like at all. She needed the help and iam glad I gave it to her and things but if some one wold have told me that she would be not wanting to talk to me right now I would have not done it. She told me that she would forgive me and I was told to give her space right now and Iam not go at that I want her to talk to me and she will not right now I want her to get better and things but I don't like that she is hurting and she will not let me in

People & Their Drinks
A recent magazine survey, interviewed fifty bartenders and they were asked if they could identify a customer's personality on what drinks they ordered? Although interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: If Women Drink ... Beer Personality: Casual, low maintenance; down to earth. Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Cocktails or Blender drinks with umbrella Personality: Flaky, annoying, dizzy, and a pain in the ass. Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabin boy. Mixed drinks - no umbrellas e.g.; Gin and tonic / Scotch and soda Personality: Mature, has picky taste; knows what she wants Approach: If she wants you, she'll send YOU a drink. Water Personality:

My 1st Flying Lesson
I got to take my first flying lesson today. It was so exiting. I had so much fun. I got to help with the take off and I got to fly for an hour. The instructor let me take over the controls completely once we were in the air. If i decide to get my license this will count towards my time. I only need 39 more hours. We flew over downtown Columbus, well, we actually flew around downtown twice. We were only 2,000 ft up when we went around downtown. I seen my house. We were 6,500 ft above sea level most of the time. He explained everything about all of the controls and everything. At times it was like we wasn't even moving. Everything was so beautiful. It was 1,000% better than driving a car. I am hooked. I can't wait till I can go up again. I would tell you what kind of plane I flew but I was so excited I can't remember. I will have pictures of it very soon. I was kinda nervous when i first got into the seat, but after we started moving and we got up into the air, everything was just perfe

Written For You.
Washing the dishes I am lost listening to my oldies playlist. I have to admit feeling nostalgic for a change and allowing myself to indulge! And why not? Its a warm beautiful day in Vancouver and the breeze through the window teases me to stop what I am doing and take a breather. Only I can't. I am busy thinking of you, and the dishes are nicely scrubbed one by one aren't you proud of me? Just earlier I hand washed the floor-- my mother's influence. She says you cant do a good job unless youre up close and personal. Mmm chew on that for bit. ;) It would be a sweet thing to turn around and see you, even just once to plant a memory in my mind perfect as a pressed flower in that old romance novel you keep tucked away...

Love Spell
Love Spell Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Writing
People come into your life for a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime. Maybe you will never know which one it is for a person at the time they enter your life. But in one way or another they will grow to be a part of who you are. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace. Sometimes they force you to take a stand in life. What you should realize is that your need has been met, your desire fulfilled, the work is already done. They may teach you something you never might have known, but are only meant to be there for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: t

No Lacy Black Thong For Him!
Dancing Queen, this song is in my head. I love ABBA! I used to love singing their songs when I was a kid. Muriel's Wedding is one of my favorite all time movies! LOVE IT. It is Friday and a 3 day weekend, wooo hooo! So glad. I think Peter is going to the cabin tomorrow? My boys have informed me that they don't want to go so that quiet weekend looks like it might not happen. I am afraid that they are getting older and wanting to be with their friends and girlfriends is more important than being with Dad at the cabin. Oh well. I can't blame them. Last night was not the Valentines I was expecting. Peter came home empty handed and that kind of upset me. He "forgot" to stop by and get me something on his way home. So those pretty lacy black panties I was wearing....yeah, those he didn't get to see! I was not happy. He was not going to get his Valentines either! I took them off, put on my pajama bottoms, laid the lace panties on the bed and when he walked back in I tol

One Question
true very true 1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is. No catch. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you

Star
wishing upon a star not knowing where you are,no matter what it takes i will go see you that far,you are the candle everytime you smile,thats why i would walk more than a mile,i want to hold you near and it doesn't matter where.

A Dream By Sharmila
A Dream by Sharmila (Rani) At times when I’m alone at night in my room I think and think only of you My mind ponder with dreams of you and me I don't want these dreams to stay only as dreams I want to live them as I gaze through the lonely night tears drip down my eyes the thought of loosing you pierce my very heart I just wanna wake up by your side everyday see your beautiful smile and be with you forever and a day!!

At Last
At Last At last, when all the summer shine That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,— But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,— Though fled is every girlish grace Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face, And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears; They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years; This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate May bring to burden heart or brow,— Strong in the love that came so late, Our souls shall keep it always now!

Beautiful Dreamer
Beautiful Dreamer Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me, Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee; Sounds of the rude world heard in the day, Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away! Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song, List while I woo thee with soft melody; Gone are the cares of life's busy throng. Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, out on the sea, Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie; Over the streamlet vapors are borne, Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn. Beautiful dreamer, beam on my heart, E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea; Then will all clouds of sorrow depart, Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!

The Breeze
As I look outside I see the breeze Caress the leaves from the trees And carry them to all around Gently laid upon the ground I see the birds so high above Their songs sing of our special love And laid upon their soft sweet wing Your love to me they gently bring And as they start their graceful descent Delivering a message that’s heaven sent One thing I know and will hold so dear When I see them fly I will feel you near

H.i.m.
Covered the carcass of time with flowers To send the scent of blame to the grave Set the darkest thoughts on fire And watched the ashes climb to Heaven's gates We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door While the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" Death served wine for lovers Brought from the world where devils reign And intoxicated angels with sorrow They witnessed in the eyes of their slaves We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door While the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door while the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" We hide behind the cri

By Your Side
Sade Lyrics "By Your Side" You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that You think I'd leave down when your down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll do you right when your wrong I-----ohhh, ohhh If only you could see into me oh, when your cold I'll be there to hold you tight to me When your on the outside baby and you can't get in I will show you, your so much better than you know When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again I will find you darling I'll bring you home If you want to cry I am here to dry your eyes and in no time you'll be fine You think I'd leave your side baby You know me better than that You think I'd leave you down when your down on your kness I wouldn't do that I'll do you right when your wrong I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh If only you could see into me Oh when your cold I'll be there To hold you tight to me Oh when your alone I'l be there by your side baby repeat 1x

Im Always My Worst Enemy When It >>>
comes to love and matters of the heart. Me and my thoughts are not always a thinking right or correct. I say things or type things with out given it enought thought process . Then some one(you) takes it worng , from what I meen it to mean.. How will I ever fix this . I didn,t go out on a date , it was a church revival. I stated a date but didn,t think of my actions (words)till I already sent the message. to late . well P O F is a site much like Fubar. I went there ,checked it out , a friend sugested it to me is all... Thought ( You )a person I know , would want to check it out too.. Since this person (You) stated to me , You wanted to look in Your neck of the woods once. . Or at least I thought you,d contact me about it. Well that was my thinking , but I was wrong again.. Im asking can you Forgive me my words and type ; I do make mistakes , but you also ; have said things that hurt me at times and I forgive you . Am I to Not be Forgiven for my Mistakes . I did not do t

A Word To All
UNFORTUNATELY I CANNOT COMMENT PEOPLE FOR A MONTH. IVE BEEN BANASHED B/C I POSTED A NSFW COMMENT IN A NSFW MUMM...ASK ME IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE ANYHOO..I LOVE ALL THE COMMENTS THAT I DO GET SO DONT STOP SENDING THEM..I WILL FIND OTHER WAYS TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE WORLD OF FUBAR EVEN IF NOT IN A COMMENT PER SAY. I WILL STILL RATE /FAN/ADD AND SHOUT AS WELL AS POST MUMMS AND BLOGS TO LET YA'LL KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN UP TO. I APPRECIATE FRIENDS AND FANS THAT HAVE ACTUALLY TAKEN THE TIME TO B.S. WITH ME AND NOT PASS JUDGEMENT. ALSO I ADDED SOME NEW PICS...A STASH AND SUBTLEY REVAMPED MY PROFILE PAGE FOR ANYONE WHO WISHES TO CHECK IT OUT. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. UNTIL MY FINGERS MEET THE KEYBOARD..... GOOD DAY TO ALL

Survey (part 2)
11. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?: I try not to do it anymore. Certain things that have happened has made me shut down. I think the hardest thing I ever had to tell someone was a few months ago. I had to tell my best friend something that was extremely difficult. I won't actually say what it was because I am posting this on the internet. 12. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?: I think telling someone that I didn't love them back would be the hardest for me. I hate the feeling of letting someone down. I hate the feeling I get after I know I hurt someone I care about. Being told that someone doesn't love you back is really hard. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Being the one to do that, for me, is a lot harder than being on the receiving end of it. I could live with r

In The Blood Of Christ>>>
We are saved. God had a devine plan for all who seek him and follow him. Who believes He came here thru body of Christ to walk among us on Earth..To and feel and know our sorrows and conqure death . I believe he does talk to us thru or on our hearts ..He places a tug . Also Our conscious is Him , conecting to us... So if we listen , and feel these things given to us, we will know what to do , in our life and if we proceed and follow where He leads us.., He has a plan for us.. He knew us even before we were born and will know us till we die.. But death isnt the end it is the eternal ever lasting life begining... For we are bought as children of God thuur Christ salvation , The Bloood sustains us , washes us free. it,s in the blood. Dont be sad when a loved one dies , for he or she lives thru Christ >> He was sent to be the sacarifical lamb to save all. I trust in Him and will lay my life on his feet to pray and follow what he has instore for me . I trust Christ toally....

Just For The Corpsman
YOU MIGHT BE A CORPSMAN IF... a.. your peers call you and "old salt" but you've never been to sea. b.. you've ever searched the supply room for fallopian tubes. c.. you pull out a 16-gauge needle, and some Marine passes out. d.. you head to the Golden Corral after an autopsy. e.. you can do the job of any rate in the Navy; and do it better. f.. someone says, "I have IBM." And you ask "What are they treating you with?" g.. you haven't seen your 782 gear since you checked in. h.. you get CHT and CHCS confused. i.. sea duty consists of buildings in foreign lands out of sight of any ocean. j.. you think it's against the Geneva Convention for you to have to chip paint. k.. you think an "all hands working party" means everyone but you. l.. people trust you with their life but not with their car. m.. your dinner conversations would chase away a cannibal. n.. the pattern on your pajama's reads PROPERTY OF USNH. o.. you use sutures to fix your uniform. p.. you use hemostats to

Roach Science
Do you ever feel deep frustration when in the morning, as you arrive to work, you start feeling completely lost, unable to concentrate even on simplest tasks, and generally completely out of sorts? However, once you arrive home after the tedious work day, all over sudden everything seems to fall into places: your memory becomes sharper than cheddar (oh, if only your boss could see you now), your reaction becomes like that of a rattle snake (but please don't forget to wipe that drool streak off your chin), and your IQ increases by 100%, almost dipping into triple digits. Annoying, isn't it? Well, do not feel perturbed or left out, as you are not alone in feeling this way. So do roaches. As it turns out, studies performed at a Cocroach University of TN (actually called Vanderbilt University, but CU has a better ring to it), showed that roaches are just not morning individuals. Apparently, a roach IQ, which on a scale of IQ's sits between that of a mealworm and a member of MoveOn.org, is

Best Of You By Foo Fighters
I've got another confession to make I'm your fool Everyone's got their chains to break Holdin' you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without your noose You gave me something that I didn't have But had no use I was too weak to give in Too strong to lose My heart is under arrest again But I break loose My head is giving me life or death But I can't choose I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh... Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh... Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain yo

Bleeding Love
Leona Lewis Bleeding Love Lyrics Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I

Six Six Six Revealed
(one) Love brings war Love breeds hate Love births peace Love begats death Love blossoms life (two) Life blossoms love Life begats death Life breeds hate Life brings war life births peace (three) Peace births life Peace brings war Peace begats death Peace blossoms love Peace breeds hate (four) Hate breeds peace Hate brings love Hate births war Hate blossoms life Hate begats death (five) Death begats hate Death breeds life Death blossoms love Death brings peace Death births war (six) War births death War begats peace War blossoms life War breeds hate War brings love Misconstrued never ending or beginning One last bringing of war Begatting death of the cycle Blossoming life as it is meant to be Bringing cataclysmic profound love Birthing true peace and tranquility

Pledge Of Love
Pledge of Love I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Peckerhead
Tat-tat-tat Tat-tat-tat-tat I am standing outside. My hair is loose around me. I have not tied it back as of yet. A rainbow coffee cup is cradled in my left hand. Between my fingers I hold a cigarette. The morning holds only a small chill, and I watch the sky pinken and turn brilliant blue. It is spring in California. The buds on the Ash tree that I planted 5 years ago stretch and curl outwards. I smile at them. Ever so proud that my tree is thriving. I imagine it is due to my fingers that brush the bark every morning. Rat-a-tat Rat-a-tata A woodpecker. I look up to the top of the phone pole that sits in my yard. Trumpet vines hug it. Orange flowers. I planted those as well. I watch the small bird hop about. He drills his beak into various spots and as he does his body quivers and shakes. He hops lower and tries again. Every so often his head peeks left and right. down then up. He looks as if he is on crack, and I wonder if he found a sack some

A Former Marines Perspective
Well many times on this very site ive had people ask me why is it that I and many others have joined the military and it got me to thinking. well ill try to explain it from my point of view. Im a people person plain and simple I love humanity and offten times i see thing and think those things just plain suck. well as a bit of a history buff I also know as a whole we as human have offten times have done some very stupid things to one another becuase some people are just plain selfish and could care less about their fellow man. Well heres how all that ties into the military. way i look at it if we as people just sit on our collective asses the world is doomed to keep on repateing the same mistake. and i myself would be very saddend to see that happen so that being said im willing to go to any lengths to change the world not just for me but for everyone even those that hate me becuase isnt life all about making this world a better place for those that come after us. Matt

Sorry For My Delay
HI people. I haven't been on here in a couple of months. I got super busy with lots of stuff online and activities away from home. I'm only on periodically and hopefully I'll be able to chat with you occasionally and still meet some new people. --Jon

The Brick
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared . Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, 'What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?' The young boy was apologetic. 'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn

I Wanted To Share This With You
I wanted to share a poem with you that was written and sent to me about the Casa D'Ice restaurant. CASA D'ICE Over in Pennsylvania, there's a restaurant "Casa D'Ice" It sports a sign that offers good ideas and great advice. When something needs attention, or someone deserves appreciation, The owner, Bill will "Put 'er there", showing allegiance and pride in his nation. These are thoughts that need airing, important things that must be said, but ideas will not be beneficial, if kept locked inside ones head. As you ponder what's on the sign, you might just ask yourself, "How long have I felt exactly this way, but left that idea idle on the shelf.??" Let's give thanks to Bill Balsamico, we need many, many more just like him. If these thoughts were exercised properly, the world would soon be nice and trim. THANKS BILL

Irish Girls Rock!
yeah, so as of late I have gotten pretty big into geneology. You know researching my families past and all that good stuff. It calms me. I have in fact found that I can trace a direct line from my father all the way to Ireland. That MUST explain the red hair and temper huh? So when I say everyone loves an Irish girl, it has nothing to do with posing. It has to do with fact. Mitchell Morris was my grandfather and he was born in 1914 and his fathers name was Joeseph and he was born in 1887 and his father was Lewis and he was born in 1866 and his father which was my great grandfather times four was William and he was born in 1842 in Glasnevin, Ireland. So maybe before the drama llama rears its ugly soul-less head the next time, she will stop to think. Oh hell maybe not, hey at least I made a funny.

Roses
i love skin as silky soft as rose petals...and not just the petals...to gingerly hold a rose bulb in my delicate small fingers and hand...there's something about how full and yet so soft it feels to me...kinda like how first holding a cock can feel when you touch and hold it so tenderly.... it can be really sensual to have rose petals carress my skin and teasingly tickle my sensitive areas...my neckline...trace down my arm to my wrists.....to trickle down between my breasts and flutter at my nipples....a soft touch to follow my spine to the small of my back... to then traverse the ample roundness of my ass....inner thighs... around my ankles and to feel their cool velvety touch between my toes....oh yes.......i'm a girl that loves roses... in my valentines day set i covered my bed with rose petals and was able to enjoy some of that sensual indulgence.....and to wrap up February, the month for love, I posted a set this week using roses in some of my decor....over 80 new pics added.

Uk 'making Terror Flight Apology'
UK 'making terror flight apology' Mr Miliband is expected to make a statement to MPs David Miliband is expected to apologise to MPs and admit two US "extraordinary rendition" flights landed on UK territory, The Times says. The government has previously said they had no evidence of such flights. They have now got US confirmation that the two flights did stop in the UK dependent territory of Diego Garcia. The foreign secretary will tell MPs the government did not know of the flights at the time and would ensure it did not happen again, the newspaper reports. Mr Miliband is expected to make the admission in a statement to the Commons at around 1315 GMT. A Foreign Office spokeswoman confirmed his statement concerned rendition, but would not comment on its content. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk_politics/7256587.stm

Thank You Again!!!
THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME GETTING MY BLAST!I LOVE MY FRIENDS...OLD AND NEW!YOU GUYS ROCK! MY SPECIAL THANKS GOES TO MY HUBBY JUSTIN!BABY YOU ARE THE BEST THING EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE!YOU GAVE LOVE A NEW MEANING!THANK YOU FOR YOU AND FOR LETTING ME BE PART OF YOUR LIFE!!! E§O☣XHMH DJ☣Metal Mafia Crew ☠Married 2 Meine Goettin Sandra☠@ fubar

"love" By Keyshia Cole
KEYSHIA COLE LYRICS Love [Verse 1] I used to think that I wasn't fine enough And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out why you playing games, whats this all about And I can't believe, Your hurting me I met your girl, what a difference What you see in her You aint see in me But I guess it was all just make-believe [Chorus] Oh, Love never knew what I was missing but I knew once we started kissin' I found...... Love never knew what I was missin' but I knew once we start kissin' I found..... [Verse 2] Now you're gone, what am I gonna do I'm so oo empty my heart, my soul can't go on Go on baby without you.... My rainy days fade away when you, come around please tell me baby why you go so far away Why you go... [Chorus] Love...... never knew what I was missing but I knew once we started kissin' I found...... Love never knew what I was missin' but I knew once we start kissin' I found

Re: Spring Offer On Live Bookings!
RE: Spring offer on LIVE bookings! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Ultra-Sonic Date: 22 Feb 2008, 09:09 We are offering venues & promoters in the UK a discounted booking fee for dates confirmed before April 2008!If you are interested in booking Ultra-Sonic please contact us for further details!Be sure not to miss this opportunity for a truly spectacular live act!U-S Crew

Wax Apples...
A friend of mine from myspace/real life wrote this in his blog today. He is a gorgeous specimen of a man, with one quality that not all posses- genuine heart. I thought his blog was so true that I wanted to share it with whomever wants to read it here. "It is very difficult these days to see past physical beauty when we look at people. We would all like to think we can do that but realistically it is the first thing we base our opinions on. However, it is that beauty that can be our undoing as time passes. Finding the inner beauty in people is the most difficult thing to do and the only thing that reveals it is time itself. It is like giving a hungry man a wax apple. He loves the way it looks and it has a shiny coating of red and he is very pleased to have it. After a bit of time looking at it's beauty he takes a bite and realizes it is made of wax. Although he thought it was wonderful at first, now he realizes it is not what he wants and needs. The same holds true for friends an

Age And Dark Pictures
Am I the only one to notice that there seem to be alot of people lying about their age? They try to disguise it by giving us those far away, dark pictures that look as if they're from the 70s. I say be proud of your years on this planet...age is wisdom and experience. Both very intoxicating traits in a person. Embrace your age...don't lie about it. (unless you're going for older and not younger....lol)

Round Three (an Erotic Love Affair)
Touch me Tease me Bite me Please me I know you want to you know you can reach out now and take my hand place it there do you like to watch me? so moist with desire are you tempted to stop me? the warmth of your skin as you slink up my frame a little lick here and there just a taste now there at my neck yes you know the place I feel your desire and I go insane your body so firm I'm ready and wanting all that you give with no signs of stopping our bodies mesh and I am filled with delight so strong and so steady you fuck me just right the curl of your lip as you sigh "you're so tight" the glimmer in your eye as we go to that place your sweat, sweet and salty as is drips in my face the hard pounding rhythm of your body with mine so urgent so hot now, let me stop you so I can get on top your hands pressed beneath your mine for the taking I tease just a little perhaps I nee

Nickelback - Savin' Me
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls Cause iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be And say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth savin' me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh, I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Super Ego *waits For Snide Remarks*
You Are the Super Ego While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all. You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously. Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself. You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them. Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

The Words That Took It All Away :(
2 words that fucked every thing up... The words Fuck YOU... Even if you dont mean it the way the person taks it... Fuck You can be used in so many ways... It can be used sarcasticly, shit that or even playn around... But when u say it make sure the preson you say it to isnt going to get mad and not talk to you any more.. That or make sure if they do get mad they give u a chance to explan what u ment by sayn it...

Difficultie's In Life
I hope you enjoy just something to share with everyone. It is the nature of life that all being's will face difficultie's throughout the course of their live's, that is, until they are wholly submersed, and thus transformed, by life's honey: Love. Opening ourselve's to the wisdom behind the nature of all thing's allow's us to commence transcending the multiple barrier's and misconception's that have bound us to belief system's that do not, nor have ever, served our natural state of spiritual be-ing-ness. Understanding Love, it's philosophic wisdom and it's extraordinary power, is the first key we need to peeling away the dry ego-fiction's that staunch it's easy flow from our live's The practice of Love begin's with self. If we cannot love self, we cannot love other's, nor can we stand to see other's loved. If we cannot love self, loving other's is a very painful and unsatisfying effort with only occasional moment's of comfort. As it is said, we are human "being's", not hum

Weeee
Worked yesterday morning. Was the boss. Worked this morning. Was the boss. Work tonight. Am the boss. Work tomorrow night. Am the boss. Work Thursday night. Am the boss. Work Friday night. Am the boss. ...noticing the trend? :) It's cool though- all the stores are easy stores so no worries. Probably not going to end up with as many hours as they estimated but that's alright. It will still be decent. And next week will be a full week too. It's crazy. Next Wednesday I have another doctor's appointment (glucose test. blech.) And then two weeks after that. And another two weeks after that. Then I think in April I will have another one thats seperated by two weeks- then I goto every week? That's crazy. Anyways I hope Cindy is in the office tonight when I'm there- I need to ask her about March 9th and if she thinks I'll be having to work. A girl I work with is having a baby shower that day and I would really like to go. Here's hoping. I'm still sick- but I am feeling a lo

Life Can Be Like Novel
Life can be like a novel... That makes me believe I want to know, know everything about you Take me there, to your secret place There's a place in your heart Where nobody's been Things nobody knows Is it worth the risk?Should I let you in? Should I let you in, into my far from perfect place Should I let you see where I keep my secrets safe I wonder if you realize I've been waiting for a chance to let you in Can you see it in my eyes? Can you feel it in my touch? Can you hear me calling out to you in fear Every little whisper in the dark fades I never meant to be so cold Are you really the one? I recognize the way you make me feel Just tell how we got this far The whole world fades away As you wrap your arms around me The gentle beating of your heat As I lay upon your chest The kisses you leave on my forehead Melt me from within I can't turn the pages fast enough To get to the end For this is one novel I don't want to end!

Thinking About This
So lately I've been thinking about leaving. I'm totally stoked and yet scared but not scared. I was sitting around with Cory the other day & he asked if I was scared..cuz he was before he left for basic.. idk...its more exciting than anything scary cuz i'm .... embarking on this new journey and I don't really have anyone by my side on this...so its cool and strange. anywho..want me to write? email me your address

Life Explained!
On the first day, God created the dog & said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty y years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and

My Favorite Song Atm
I DON'T THINK THAT IT IS NECESSARY TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, BUT YEAH I AM LESS THAN AMUSED WITH IT ALL. Liberty or death, what we so proudly hail Once you provoke her, rattling of her tail Never begins it, never, but once engaged Never surrenders, showing the fangs of rage Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war So be it Settle the score Touch me again for the words that you will hear evermore Don't tread on me Love it or live it, she with the deadly bite Quick is the blue tongue, forked as the lighting strike Shining with brightness, always on surveillance The eyes, they never close, emblem of vigilance Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war So be it Settle the score Touch me again for the words that you will hear evermore Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war Liberty or death, what we

God Speaking
Have you ever heard a love song That set your spirit free Have you ever watched a sunrise And felt you could not breathe What if it's Him What if it's God speaking Have you ever cried a tear that You could not explain Have you ever met a stranger That already knew your name What if it's Him What if it's God speaking Who knows how He'll get a hold of us Get our attention to prove He is enough He'll do and He'll use Whatever He wants to To tell us I love you Have you ever lost a loved one Who you thought should still be here Do you know what it feels like To be tangled up in fear What if He's somehow involved What if He's speaking through it all His ways are higher His ways are better Though sometimes strange What could be stranger Than God in a manger God is speaking I love you

Wicked Game
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ..with you What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ..with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you,

Senator Obama And One.org
[X] CLOSE Tessa Barnes and Tatia Gibbons dropped off the petitions at Senator Obama's volunteer headquarters in Chicago, Illinois. Chicago, IL -- "The ONE campaign stands as an example of how ordinary people can come together to change the world from the bottom up. I was honored to receive a petition from 75,000 ONE campaign members, and share your commitment to fight global poverty and disease - particularly in Africa. I will continue to fight for bipartisan renewal and expansion of the global HIV/AIDS relief program, and look forward to visiting Africa during my first term as President of the United States. Together, we can deepen engagement between the United States and Africa, and work for a world that advances our common security and common humanity." The "Ask The Presidential Candidates To Visit Africa" campaign is brought to you by ONE Action. Only 501(c)(3) activities are funded by The ONE Campaign.

Ah Bleh
Got home from work at 1:30 in the morning. I slept til 2 pm. It was lovely. Off today. Don't have to work until tomorrow night and I don't have to work until Friday night either. yay for sleeping in. took the last of my Z pack today. I'm feeling a lot better but not 100% yet. I'm still tired. And hungry. Someone come make supper then cuddle with me. Anyways...

Beer Vs. Pu$$y
BEER VS. PUSSY A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming beer, you could barf ~ definitely disgusting. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not driv

Re: Pnac Radio On Now Live New Time Slot 6-8pm Cst Wtprn.com
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Helping Everyone Who Has A Daughter
WE PROBABLY KNOW SOMEONE THAT MAY ACTUALLY WANT TO USE THIS APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. NAME_____________________________________ DATE OF BIRTH_____________ HEIGHT___________ WEIGHT______ ______ IQ__________ GPA_____________ SOCIAL SECURITY #_________________ DRIVERS LICENSE #________________ BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES__________________________________________ HOME ADDRESS_______________________ CITY/STATE___________ ZIP______ Do you have parents? __ _Yes ___No Is one male and the other female? ___Yes ___No If No, explain: _____________________________________________________________ _____________________________________________________________________ Number of years they have been married ______________________________ If les

Surgery
a little more than a day till surgery. (my breast reduction) I'm so excited and so scared all at once. I'm going to be more comfortable, and in a lot less pain, but its going to be a big change. I think it will be a great change though. I'm finishing up my last bit of homework, then tomorrow I'll go drop it off on campus and leave to go home. I cant wait to not have to think about school for 10 whole days!

You........alone
Desperately wanting to just find a way Searching and seeking for someone to say That its alright and its ok Like I know you can I close my eyes And I drift away To a place I remember To a place I feel safe Where its alright and its ok Cause I'm there in your arms You forgive me You accept me Just as I am And you love me And you want me To understand......

The Pentacle
Imagine the perfect apple, ripe and bursting with life. Sliced in half, it reveals a beautiful five-point symmetry-a star formed by the seeds inside. In fact, each of these five seeds may be seen to contain a symbolism of its own mirroring the spiritual aspects of this universal symbol: idea, sustenance, life, secret knowledge and the hidden mysteries within the earth. Why has this beautiful and potent emblem, the five-pointed star or pentagram, become such a misunderstood and stigmatized symbol in these times of re-emerging enlightenment? In the tale of Adam and Eve, the apple signified hidden knowledge which was forbidden to human kind. Other early cultures encouraged holy and learned persons in their search for divine wisdom. For example, the Vedas state that the universe and ourselves are One, and that by realizing this and tapping into that Universal energy and state, we achieve wholeness and bliss. These concepts were known to many ancient civilizations. For most of the wester

This Is Dedicated To The Ones I Love
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath .... I pledge it to the end "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel it's true warmth. Remember: A friend will help you move. A really good friend will help you

Defying Gravity
So last night I went and saw Wicked live. It was amazing. I have never seen anything like it before. The story line was even just indescribable. I was in Awe the whole time. It kept me on the edge of my seat throughout the whole show. It actually pointed out a good question. Are people born Wicked or is Wickedness thrust upon them? I have my own opinion on that subject but others tend to disagree with me. They say that we are born Wicked. I disagree. I think that we have Wickedness thrust upon us. We are born an innocent child. How can we be born Wicked when we are to young and naive? We are just that innocent. But that is my own opinion. But the musical was so good. I want to see it again. I am totally wanting to.

If I Had One Wish
If i had one wish. I think it would be to change the world. I know that i already make a difference with what i do. But I want so much more. I want to make a difference in the lives i touch everyday. I have helped so many people in my so little years, that I have done the work of ten. I know that my purpose in life is to help others before i help myself. GOD's plan for me is to be a bright shining star in someones life that is dark.My intentions are good, my life has been all about helping those who need help. I know that i am appreciated when some one smiles in my presence,who I have extendedmy hand to ,to pull them back to being part of our world,likethose who feel left ehind and alone

Release
Release Daylight fades as darkness falls, Deep in my soul a cry echoes off the walls, It cries out, time and again, Forever searching for the end. Searching for a way to stop the pain, Slowly, oh so slowly, going insane, For once there was a heart in my chest, Now only a bleeding hole is all that is left. For once I gave all my love to you, But your love, I found was not true, And as you walked away I wept, For you ripped out the beating heart from my chest. So I face this night all alone, And from my lips escapes a moan, This night’s the same as so many before, God knows I can’t take any more. So I pray to the Gods to find release, Give me some way to finally find peace, Even if it means my death, Let me finally find rest. DQA

What Do You Think About Sex???
hello people from fubar.i wanted to know what do ya'll think about sex.is it to over rated or is it the shit.i know for me i think sex is great.i dont think there is any think like cuming for a man or woman.when do you think you are having to much sex.i think you never can,but there are so people who dont care for it.i think they just have not found the right person to turn them out.there is always one person thats going to come in your life and blow your mind away when ya'll fucking.i will say one thing.if you not taking caring of your partner or fuck buddy they will fine someone that can handle the job.so when you in the room with your girl/men think about how much you love them and the stuff you wont do in bed with them cause there 10 more people that will do what u wont.beside sex can be real fun if ya'll be your self and dont rush and injoy it.oh to the fella make you your girl cum.dont stop to she get a nut.then your job is dun.leave them comments and tel me what you think about

Never To Late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't bleed us again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong

Thats Fucked..
I got flagged for two of my mumms.. beign not safe for work.. so now i dont get to post mumms..? For how long? Forever?? Whatt the fuck? im soo pissed thats where the majority of all my points were derived from.. aaaaaahhhh NOOO!!!

My America!!!
I am so sick of fucking sick people comming into my country and wanting us to change what we do because it offends them! well FUCK YOU AND GO THE FUCK HOME!! Its bad enough that we let Mexicans stay here and all thay do is keep having kids, on our TAXES!!! FUCK YOU ASSHOLES! So many shore towns in Jersey look like Mexico citys, all standing around doing not a got damn thing why i have to go to work and pay my taxes so thay can have more fucking kids!! Wake the fuck up americans!! We are getting invaded and no one is doing shit about it!!! Thank god my boss is not giving jobs the them, now more bosses should do that. Maybe thay will go the fuck home and try to make there shit hole country better!!!

Up And Running....somewhat.
Well, things have slowed down around here for me. I get one or 2 profiles rates a day,the new computer is fucking awesome and going well beyond expectations, and everything is going good. I have some more art to upload whenever I get more room for pictures and some other nbeat things to post.The playlist was a bitch to get going today but I got it up and running.I hope you enjoy the 80's......lol! I know this blog isnt much but its an update of sorts. Im sure Ill have more to post after my birthday.

First Impressions
I dont really know if any one will agree but I have always said: "YOU ONLY GET ONE CHANCE TO MAKE A GOOD IMPRESSION SO MAKE THE FIRST ONE COUNT....." THINK ABOUT IT IF YOU REAL WITH SOME ONE FROM THE START THEY WILL RESPECT YOU MORE AS A PERSON. AND IF YOUR FAKE THEN YOU HAVE NO CHANCE.. ME PERSONALLY I WOULD RATHER HAVE FRIENDS THAT R GONNA BE STRAIT UP AND REAL THEN USE ME OR TALK SHIT AS THEY TURN THERE BACKS ON YOU. REGAURDLESS OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR THEM..... SO I GUESS THE ONLY QUSTION YOU CAN ASK IS: ARE YOU REAL? (OR) ARE YOU FAKE? REAL: YOUR STRAIT UP AND HONEST, YOU DONT LIE, AND YOU DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO BUT HAVE RESPECT FOR OTHERS. FAKE: YOU JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANY ONE BUT YOUR SELF, AND YOU YOU DONT CARE WHO GETS HURT.. if your reading this can you realy figure out what you are? whats your honest answer?

I Want To Know Your Zodiac Sign So Read This And Tell Me
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A • : The Freak in the Bed Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring

Flyte 3 1 08
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH U

Questions For The Game Of Life #2
If you could change one thing in the world right now, what would you alter? If you had to assassinate one famous person who is alive right now, who would it be, and how would you do it? If you could permanently alter one thing about your physical appearance, what would you change? If you could have stopped aging at any point in your life up to the present, how old would you want to remain? If you could inherit a comfortable home in any city in the world that you could use but not sell, where would you want it to be? If you coul inherit a vacation home anywhere in the world in which you could spend one month a year, but that you could never sell, where would it be? If you could suddenly possess an extrodinary talent in one of the arts, what would you like it to be? If you could be instantly fluent in one other language that you currently do not read or speak, which would it be? If you could have permanent possession of any single object in the world, what would y

Survey
RandomDo you have any pets?two cats christy and patrickWhat color shirt are you wearing?blueName three things that are physically close to you:green goblin figure,bottle of water , an aldous huxley book of essay'sWhat is the last book you read?aldous huxley point counter pointAre you or were you a good student?i think so but i never learned to type What's your favorite sport?none really but i like to watch hockey and basketballDo you enjoy sleeping late?noWhat's the weather like right now?wetWho tells the best jokes?i kinda like nick swardsonWhat was the last thing you dreamed about?honestly do not rememberDo you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?yes i drive , not as of yetDo you believe in karma?only if karma means cause and effect so in a buddhist point of view yeahDo you believe in luck?no Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?i hate breakfast foodsDo you collect anything? If so, what?anything with spiderman on it Are you proud of yourself?yeppersAre you reliable?i t

A Place In My Heart
I saw her today, Oh God I miss her smile. A pleasant memory Of things in life worthwhile. [Chorus:] We used to walk and we used to talk We used laugh and we used to cry And there will always be a place in my heart for her. I thought of her today, Of years together spent. A pleasant memory Of places that we went.

I Hate Him.... :(
Seriously guys dont get better.. doesnt matter their age.. anything.... you do everything you possibly can. try as hard as you possibly can and they dont give a shit. honestly how do you think it makes a girl feel to go on your page.. see comments from a girl he actually talks to on a regular basis saying thinking about you.. and its some guy eating out a girl.. or that he just gave her a diamond ring gift on fubar. ok yes yes its just fubar. but i dont give good gifts unless i give a shit about the person. i dont see anyone giving a way random mansions. give me a break. then to sit and tell me you do like me.. and you do wish you could be with me.. and to pretend to be sad and upset.. cuz im hurt when really you dont give a shit cuz you have a million other girls you are feeding that same shit. fuck jay i thought you would be different.. you arent.. and i just cry and cry thanks.

Lost
It feels like Im losing every thing. I cant hear your voice. I feel lost in all the chaos. your drifting away from me uncontralably. I need you back with me. I need to hear your voice. My world is empty with out you. My sun is slowly fading out with out you here to keep if burning. I still feel your arms around me. But I need to hear your voice. I need to hear I love you from those wonderful lips that are so perfect. This is to you my guardian angel. I love you bill

Blah Blah
I can't wait to go back to the gym tomorrow , it's the only way i can relax and keep myself calm , instead of whiny like i am most of the time cause im bored or just plain lonely cause i never leave the damn house to begin with. I need to get out and make some friends in the worst type of way.

What An Eventful Day!
I had a very busy day yesterday with going here and going there. Peter and I went and bought new towels and rug and stuff for the front bathroom to finish it off. It will look nice when I put it all together today. I went with browns and blues. We were planning on making hamburgers for dinner (something the kids love!) and I was going to make a macaroni salad to go with it but ran out of time. So when we were at Bed Bath and Beyond yesterday buying the bathroom stuff, we decided to go next door to the grocery store to just get a salad. Only thing is, we haven't been in that store since the infamous date of 12/06/07! Why? Because it is the store my son decided to steal a soda from and got caught! When we passed the doors, we thought for sure that alarms were going to go off. When we got to the check out stand, we just new that when we used our debit card that flashing red lights were going to spotlight us! It was kind of funny. We made it out of the store without any harm

Body Language
Body soft skin Moving across the design Of your hands so smoothly And your amazing eyes Cause chaos In my soul And flavors float Into my mouth Sensations of eternal ecstasy Tickle my throat At first and last sight Of you And I hide My heart beat Just to explore How deep Your eyes are To explore if they are the twin to the stars And when I close my eyes I can feel the contours of your face In the dark silhouette of my hands And silky / yet – Night – Collides Slips and slides To the rhythm of our bodies in music.

How Can You Avoid The Guilt Experiences By John Bunyan?
How can I know all the sins lurking in my heart? Cleanse me from these hidden faults. Keep me from deliberate sins! Don't let them control me. Psalm 19:12-13 NLT Now, all glory to God, who is able to keep you from stumbling, and who will bring you into his glorious presence innocent of sin and with great joy. Jude 1:24 NLT A Pilgrim making progress John Bunyan, who wrote the class The Pilgrim's Progress, had been a godless youth with a "great desire to take fill of sin, still studying what sin was yet to be committed, that might taste the sweetness of it." However, while still in his twenties, Bunyan was convicted by the Holy Spirit of his sinfulness and his need for a Redeemer. After this Bunyan's conscience became so tender that he feared he was committing sins that would not be forgiven. Bunyan spent time studying Scripture, at times finding comfort and at other times being weighed down by guilt. Looking back on those turbulent days in his life, Bunyan recognized he

Im Changin Her Name
Im changing the damn kitty girls name from Grace Slick Hunt ... To.. Horny little hissy yelping screeching carpet clawing little bitchy moody cat. Thats what I get for trying to help a friend that moved and couldnt take her whore of a cat to her new apartment.. FUCK ME SIDEWAYS BATMAN... The little bitch has got to go.. The children will be sad...but at least i won't have to hear meeeeeeeooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww rewwwwwwwwwwwwwwaarrrrrrrrrrrrr hissssssssssssssssssssssss meooooooooowwwwwworoooroorroroororoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo all fucking night goodddddamit... knocking over my plants in the middle of the fucking night ugh!!!!!!!!!!!! There's only gonna be one menestrating bitch in this house and that bitch is gonna be me !!!

What Do You Really Look For In A Partner?
it's often that i find people looking for that caring , thoughtful , kind , sincere , truthful, loyal, respectful, honest type of guy/girl that can sweep them respectfully off of their feet. what i have found most interesting is that they tend to end up with quiet the opposite of wht they set out to find in the first place. sure it's all peaches and cream in the begining like any and or every relationship that has ever been started. most of those end up in tatters over guess what? the things that they thought their partner in crime was all about in the begining. some go out to find the hottest women or man that the can find and succeed. only to fail at finding the one that truthfully suits them best. the could have been right next to the " 10" that you were searching for all night and you (generally speaking) would have never known it. i'm sure most of us have been down that path of looking or being over looked in that manner sometime in the past. i know i have.

Westlife - Written In The Stars
"Written In The Stars" [Shane:] Stay with me Don't fall asleep too soon The angels can wait for a moment Come real close Forget the world outside Tonight we're alone It's finally you and I It wasn't meant to feel like this Not without you [All:] Cos when I look at my life How the pieces fall into place It just wouldn't rhyme without you When I see how my path Seem to end up before your face The state of my heart The place where we are Was written in the stars [Bryan:] Don't be afraid I'll be right by your side Through the laughter and pain Together we're bound to fly I wasn't meant to love like this Not without you [All:] Cos when I look at my life How the pieces fall into place It just wouldn't rhyme without you When I see how my path Seem to end up before your face The state of my heart The place where we are Was written in the stars [Mark:] I made a few mistakes, yeah [Shane:] Like sometimes we do [Mark:] Been through lot of h

Your Face
I see your face everyday I see it in the sky Hidden in the clouds I see it in the lake Relfecting off the sun I see it in the night sky Among the stars and on the moon I see it in my mind Every time I close my eyes Now I find it hard to sleep For I fear the only way to be with you Is in my dreams

Earnhardt Back In Top 10 After Strong Run At Vegas
LAS VEGAS -- Las Vegas Motor Speedway has been the scene of some of Dale Earnhardt Jr.'s greatest professional frustrations. In 2004, weeks after winning the Daytona 500, his team never found the setup and he finished 71 laps back with handling problems. The next year he finished next to last, getting caught up in a crash after just 11 circuits around the 1.5-mile facility. But Sunday, the same speedway brought a very different result. The Hendrick Motorsports driver finished second in the UAW-Dodge 400 behind eventual winner Carl Edwards, and climbed to 10th in Sprint Cup points. It's the highest that NASCAR's most popular driver has been in the standings since he placed fifth at the end the 2006 season, and the first time he's been above the Chase cutoff line since he stood 12th after the race at Indianapolis last July. Todd Warshaw/Getty Images Dale Earnhardt Jr. UAW-Dodge 400 Official Results Pos. Driver Make 1. Carl Edwards Ford 2. Dale Earnhardt Jr. Chevrolet

Un Approves New Sanctions On Iran
UN approves new sanctions on Iran The vote had been delayed to allow extra lobbying by its sponsors The UN Security Council has voted in favour of new sanctions against Iran over its nuclear programme. Fourteen of the council's 15 members voted in favour of measures including asset freezes and travel bans for Iranian officials. Indonesia abstained. Western powers suspect Iran may be developing nuclear weapons, but Iran says its nuclear programme is for energy generation only. Tehran has refused to comply with demands that it stop enriching uranium. This can be undertaken for power generation, but may also be a precursor to building an atomic bomb. RESOLUTION 1803 Imposes travel bans on five Iranian officials Freezes foreign assets of 13 Iranian companies and 13 officials Bans sale of dual-use items to Iran Urges governments to withdraw financial backing from firms trading with Iran, inspect cargo going into and out of the country, and monitor the activit

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Release my soul held deep within... I'm ready now, let love begin.

Dont Quit
Don't quit when the tide is lowest, for it is just about your turn Don't quit over doubts and questions, for theres something you may learn Dont quit when the night is darkest, for it's just awhile till dawn Don't quit when you've ran the furthest, for the race is alomost won Don't quit when the hills the steapest, for you goal is almost nigh, Don't quit for your not a failure, until you fail to try

Not Close Enough To Touch
not close enough to touch Melissa Kenyon 2008 i want to lick you up and down till you tell me to stop making you cum till you tell me to stop never wanting to let you go but knowing there will be more tomorrow holding it back till i can't hold it back anymore wondering how i will tell you to stop gawd i can wait to kiss your lips again i can't wait till my Tounge touches yours to make love to you again would mean more to me then anything right now to feel you to touch you to love you to cum on you i wish you where lying nexted to me in my bed caressing me loving me feeling me only to be with me but right now we are so far away but yet so close only miles away but not close enough to touch

#3 Kicked My Butt
Chemo #3 kicked my butt bad!! But I am here and only have 5 more treatments to go!! I had chemo on Thursday and by Saturday I was so sick and hurting. I stayed nauseous all day Saturday. When I wasn't sleeping from the medicines I was laying in bed watching tv. The shot I got on Friday had my legs and hips hurting....this is one weekend I wish I could re-write! I was still nauseous a bit yesterday. I have eat very little. I feel some better this morning and I ate some cereal so that is good. My bones just hurt but I will be ok in a few days. I have missed chatting with my friends. I have some catching up to do. I know I have Cristi's blogs to read and Papi's, too. I'll get to them hopefully in the next couple of days, if not today. Lynn and Ray, thanks for your e mails...you 2 mean a lot to me. love to all~ ~~smooches~~

"about Me"
LADIES, LADIES, LADIES I AM LOOKING FOR SOMETHING AND SOMEONE THAT IS REAL AND NOT INTO PLAYING LITTLE GIRL GAMES!!! I'M HONEST AND I AM ME ON FUBAR AS I WILL BE ME IF WE EVER MEET. I DONT PLAY GAMES OR TOY WITH OTHERS EMOTIONS. I AM LOOKING TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO BUILD A LIFE WITH, SOMEONE THAT WANTS WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE AND THAT IS JUST "HAPPINESS". LOVE HAS NO LIMITS ! ! ! LOVE IS NOT RESTRAINED BY TIME, DISTANCE, AGE ETC....IF YOU HAVE BEEN HURT IN THE PAST PLEASE DONT LET YOUR FEAR OF PAIN OR A BROKEN HEART DICTATE WHAT LOVE HAS TO OFFER TO YOU !!! "DON'T LET FEAR STEAL YOUR JOY". WE WILL RISK SOMETHING NO MATTER WHAT, SO LET GO OF ALL YOUR FEARS AND BEGIN LIVE AGAIN ! ! !FOCUS ON WHAT IS TRULY IMPORTANT TO YOU; IS COMMITMENT, LOYALTY, RESPECT, HONESTY, EMOTIONAL SECURITY FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN A BIG HOUSE, NICE CAR, LOTS OF MONEY AND ALL THAT OTHER MATERIALISTIC BULL CRAP, THEN DONT BE AFFRAID TO LET ME KNOW.I am a simple man!Yes I am willing to relocate for the righ

As A Child
Little Child As a child I rubbed Dandelions on my cheek. As a child I searched for Four leaf clovers. As a child I waited on Christmas eve With youthful anticipation. As a child I ate sweet tarts With screwed up lips. As a child I never looked under the bed at night. As a child I was free to cry When crying was necessary. As a child I laughed when the time called for it. As a child I liked the food I liked And dribbled down my chin That which I didn’t. As a child I feared the unknown And did not know fear. Now I am older What happened? Poet