Fubar Blog Posts 3

Fake!
you don't know me, no one does, you all have this fantasy about what and who you think I am, well i'm not that person. outside i put on this fake smile, this fake personality, it's not me, it never will be. inside i'm dying, breaking down, at night when no one hears, i lie in bed and cry. why do i feel like this? i don't know. i try to explain how i feel, but you don't understand. you don't know me. no one does. Why must everyone be so perfect? So skinny and so pretty, so stereotyped And so FAKE Why must everyone have to have the perfect identity and figure to be beautiful? Why does this world have this one image we should all be? Sheep aren't beautiful Image hunters aren't pretty People who are exactly the same aren't interesting Beautiful people are people who embrace who they really are and can see beyond looks Peoples image comes from their heart - from the truth And interesting people are individuals with real things to say and beliefs of their ow

Kinda Bored
Was just sittin here kinda bored so I thought id write a blog. No idea what the hell Im writing about but Im writing it anyway. Well for me another weekend is over and its almost time for bed. My weekend consisted of shopping LOL. I dont know how I managed to spend $1100 in 2 days but I did it. But money is there to be spent I say. While Im here writing this I would like to throw in a big thank you to all my friends on here. All that have fanned me, rated me or posted comments. Hugs and much luv for you all. Im starting to think CT is an addiction cause I cant seem to close it and Im always checking back in to see whos on and whats going on. LOL its probably cause Im nosey. Oh well I think I might go to lala land and get some beauty sleep. I will write another blog soon. LOL the next one might even be about something interesting. Hugs Nasti.

Engagement...the Real Thing!!!
THE FOLLOWING ANNOUNCEMENT HAS BEEN PAID FOR BY THE NEW WORLD ORDER Ladies and gentlemen. The New World Order is proud to announce the real life engagement of nWo members Ernest aka "The King of Hearts" and Kally aka "The Queen of Hearts." This is not just a CherryTap engagement. This is the real deal. Please stop by and show them some love as begin their new journey...4 LIFE!!! Thank you!!! THE PRECEEDING ANNOUNCEMENT HAS BEEN PAID FOR BY THE NEW WORLD ORDER

Snow (hey Oh)
Come to decide that the things that I tried were in my life just to get high on. When I sit alone, come get a little known But I need more than myself this time. Step from the road to the sea to the sky, and I do believe that we rely on When I lay it on, come get to play it on All my life to sacrifice. Hey oh... listen what I say oh I got your hey oh, now listen what I say oh When will I know that I really can't go To the well once more - time to decide on. Well it's killing me, when will I really see, all that I need to look inside. Come to belive that I better not leave before I get my chance to ride, Well it's killing me, what do I really need - all that I need to look inside. Hey oh... listen what I say oh Come back and hey oh, look at what I say oh The more I see the less I know The more I like to let it go - hey oh, woah... Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's so white as snow, Finally divided by a word so undecid

Let Them Grow Part 10
Part 3: DOES IT? DOESN'T IT? IS IT TRUE THAT? 1) Doesn't marijuana stay in your fat cells and keep you high for months? No. The part of marijuana that gets you high is called `Delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol.' Most people just call this THC, but this is confusing: your body will change Delta-9-THC into more inert molecules known as `metabolites,' which don't get you high. Unfortunately, these chemicals also have the word `tetrahydrocannabinol' in them and they are also called THC -- so many people think that the metabolites get you high. Anti-drug pamphlets say that THC gets stored in your fat cells and then leaks out later like one of those `time release capsules' advertised on television. They say it can keep you high all day or even longer. This is not true, marijuana only keeps you high for a few hours, and it is not right to think that a person who fails a drug test is always high on drugs, either. Two of these metabolites are called `11-hydroxy-tetrahydrocannabinol' and `11-nor

Let Them Grow Part 14
10a) Hey, don't you know that marijuana drops testosterone levels in teenage boys causing [various physical and developmental problems]? Marijuana does not turn young healthy boys into lanky, girlish looking wimps, no. This scare tactic (call it homo-phobic if you will) was a common device used in early anti-drug literature. It attempts to scare boys away from marijuana by telling them, essentially, that it will turn them into a girl. Young men probably should not use marijuana heavily (see the section on amotivational syndrome), but the risks are not horrendous. Anti-marijuana pamphlets used this claim often during Reefer Madness II, but the studies which are cited are mostly faulty or misinterpreted. This is not to say that marijuana use does not affect childhood development at all, just that the effects are not as drastic as some people would like them to sound. In fact they are pretty much unknown. 10b) Doesn't heavy marijuana use lower the sperm count in males? Not by much,

Here Is My Messenger Name On Yahoo
Please all i ask is when adding me is that you tell me your name and a little bit about who you are before adding me to your contact of friends.okay thanks alot kisses here is my messenger: Mistress_Reeni@yahoo.com I will see you there kisses:) love sweet precious angel aka my stage name is Mistress reeni

Dirty Laundry
laundry day... nine months of washing our clothes together underwear thongs silk panties bras of lace and sport all to be washed, but reserved for the shower curtain rod not to unravel in the industrial dryer it was my job ...I had more time you had the quarters thinking back, I complained in my head "I can't wait...till it's just my clothes again!!" Now it is Just my clothes spinning all in the drier... spinning ...none on the shower curtain rod... all in the drier... spinning all alone. t redfearn c. 6/13/07

The Cops Are On To Something
Benoit family tragedy includes a comment from Lt. Pope, speaking for the Fayette County, Ga. Sheriff's Department, saying they have located the person responsible for the controversial Wikipedia posting and have seized that person's computer equipment. Police plan to reveal the identity of the person next week, after they hope to have determined whether he posted a grim but accurate guess as to why Benoit no-showed the PPV or whether he has some connection to someone who knew long before investigators were told to check out the Benoit family residence. If that person did have knowledge of the deaths 14 hours before authorities discovered the bodies, he or she could face criminal charges. The person in question has flatly denied any involvement with the posting related to Benoit and his wife's death. You can read the ABCNews.com article here. Newsvine.com published a picture of who is likely the person in question in all this from his page on Facebook. They managed to track down t

8 Words W/2 Meanings Plus More....
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The greatest express

Elmo
Good Morning All Just a little joke to start your day, your going to love this one Tickle Me Elmo There is a factory in Northern Minnesota, which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's.

Happy 4th Of July
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Amerikanische Psycho Lyriken D12
Chor - B-Real ] Ich bin ein wenig weg von der Kette, rufen Sie mich geisteskrank an, aber des Tatsache Remains Daß ich psycho bin Besser erhalten Sie sie durch Ihr Gehirn, wenn Sie meinen Namen sagen, sagen Sie ihn nie in nichtigem Verursachen Sie mich sind psycho [ Vers 1 - schnell ] Ich bin ein motherfuckin Omen, Ich beugte unten zu keinem Mann, Ich spalte ein geöffnetes ***** auf, Tötungvölker zwingend, ein Soldatesprit ein Motiv, Skrotum groß als Flußsteine, Ich halte es leere dann auf Sie, an gesetzt einem Plakat, also jeder kann beachten, wem Wurde auf seinem pokin, sie riechen in unserem Geschäft fokussiert, hopin, daß ich nicht Rauch' EM komme, Niemand kennt meine Begriffe, oder Gefühle, bin ich ein Geier, Sie niggas sind nah an croakin jeder möglicher Moment, und ich weiß, als, ich die Kultur oben bumsen könnte, Klopfen Sie vermutlich, ein Maniac, Espritangstanfälle, Ich möchte nicht plaudern, spreche wenn Sie gesprochen mit, und ich muß nicht eine f

Subspace (bdsm)
Subspace (also sub space), in the context of a BDSM scene, is the psychological state of the submissive partner. The term is unrelated to the mathematical term subspace. Subspace is a metaphor for the state the submissive's minds and bodies are in during a deeply involving play scene. Many types of BDSM play invoke strong physical responses. The mental aspect of BDSM also causes many submissives to mentally separate themselves from their environment as they process the experience. Deep subspace is often characterized as a state of deep recession and incoherence. Deep subspace may also cause a danger in newer submissives who are unfamiliar with the experience, and require the dominant to keep a careful watch to ensure the submissive isn't placing him or herself in danger. Many submissives require aftercare. Physiological Processes During the scene, the intense experiences of both pain and pleasure trigger a sympathetic nervous system response, which causes a release of epinephrin

Hiding Behind The Mask
Hiding behind the mask Hiding from the world, she takes off the mask, thankful to be alone at last. when out in the world, she pretends to be glad, although deep inside she is very sad. she puts on a mask so her fear won't show, wishing time would hurry so she could go. she looks at everyone and just smiles, she's been hiding behind the mask quite awhile. afraid to tell her true feelings because she is scared, to do something different that no one else has dared. she wonders why people are so hateful and mean, nobody knows what she has seen. going back home now, she takes off the mask, thankful once to again to be alone at last.

By Request, Kinda...
An older draft of Chapter 1 of Godspeed... Most people aren't surprised when I tell them that the first time I encountered God was in Cell 110, Cell Block B of the Attica State Correctional Facility in New York. A lot of people find God when they're in prison because without hope or faith, they wouldn't be able to deal with the violence and indignity that confronts them every day. Some of them find God; some of them find God and call Him, Allah. Mostly, they find God because if they don't, they will find themselves alone; and in prison, alone is the worst thing to be. It really doesn't make a difference why they found God or what they call Him, because at least until the end of their sentence, they believe. How long the faith stays with them on the outside is another story. The second time I encountered God was in saloon on the outskirts of San Diego, California after ending up on the short end of a barroom brawl and having a twelve-gauge shotgun pointed in my face. A lot of

Stop
stop stop throwing it up in my face i know i have no one to call my own you don't have to keep bring it up you don't have to make it where I'm the odd one out that have no one to be with the one with out a friend of my own when every one else is paired is it that hard to include me even in a group of friend i'm still the one the one unpaired it makes me not want to hang out with any one im tired of being alone being the odd one out i don't need you to throw it in my face im quite aware of whats going on what you do just makes me hate you and never want to be around you every one is aware of the fact that im all alone so stop bring it up by JNA

Night Pleasure
By the night of the dark I see my lover with his eyes shining like the full moon … Lust filling his eyes as he walks to me touches me ever so slow with his fingers … Filling me with things I’ve never felt before as I feel his power taking me over … Kissing me with the passion as he rips my shirt off my body lusting after me … Pleasure after pleasure he gives me into in the night as we both become one … Screaming, begging for him to stop but his power so underwhelming …

Parent Definitions
Words that you or I would commonly use for one meaning, have a completely different meaning to parents in a family... AMNESIA: condition that enables a woman who has gone through labor to have sex again. BOTTLE FEEDING: an opportunity for Daddy to get up at 2 AM too. DEFENSE: what you'd better have around the yard if you're going to let the children play outside. DROOLING: how teething babies wash their chins. DUMB WAITER: one who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. FAMILY PLANNING: the art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you from falling into financial disaster. FEEDBACK: the inevitable result when a baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. FULL NAME: what you call your child when you're mad at him. GRANDPARENTS: the people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. HEARSAY: what toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. IMPREGNABLE: a woman whose memory of

Movies I've Seen
holy crap i have seen alot of movies in like the last 2 months started off with spiderman 3 which was kinda good but had alot of spiderman stuff crammed into it. then i saw pirates 3 which was friggin sweet for that series, had all kinds of stuff and its kinda open ended with captain jack so they could make another one if the right story came along. then i saw die hard last week that was cool with lots of stuff blowin up and all kinds of one liners :) then i just got back from transformers and holy crap that movie is cool, i mean sure its all computer generated but still they tell a good story and u should go see it if u like that kinda thing. well thanks for takin the time to read my thoughts.

Never Ending Love
You are there, I am here. No one to help me, No one to guide me. I hold a memory of me and you in my heart, the one that showed me we would never part. Now I see it was all wrong, you lied to me all along. I see you with her everyday, I just wish this pain would go away. It's hard to see that you were mine and now your hers. No one before had showed me the road to love, until you came in my life. But then you broke everything away like it was just a play. Now we are just friends which I wish everyday we were more. I just hope one day you'll realize, how much I loved you and how much I still do. I love you!

Viral Infection
The Virus it consumes me as long as i live it will feed on me if i were to die it would force me back to the world of the living as this parasitic virus lives off of my pain an suffering many have i tried bringing into my world so few remain even now the bond ive shared with those has all but grown weak an frail it is my fault i just wish things would go back to how they were several months ago.... The Virus Spreads every year killing me more inside each moment soon even i will become a Virus feeding on the suffering of others for sustanence then i will mutate into something far worse then before better then what had taken me as its host now i've mutated into something far worse then anything ever imaginable...... Have i left my mark on your soul?

Burning Inside
If you want to know how i feel inside here are the lyrics to a song that gives you a taste of how chaotic my mind is..... [MINISTRY COVER] [Featuring Burton C. Bell of Fear Factory] Will these dreams still follow me Out of dark obscurity? Can't you see it up in the sky As it kicks you in the face and sucks you dry You never had the answers And now you tell me the facts of life I really couldn't be bothered with you Get out of my face and watch me die Burning inside! Burning inside! Absolution and a frozen room Are the dreams of men below I try to grab it but the touch is hot The mirror collapses, but the image came not I'm scared of the darkness in the light I scare myself because I know I'm right I see the evil in your savage eye As it cuts right through the sky Burning inside! Burning inside! Calling a mantra with a blade in the skin For the demons within I feel the pain is the death and decay But the lesson never fades away Too little shadows, turn

Our Love
Our Love Is Different From The Rest, Showing Two Sides,Yours Verse Mine, A Minute To Us,All Time Set For The Best, Seeing That I Was So Blind. Completeing The Right Path For Our Love To Draw Near,Time Won't Stop,It Might Feel Slow, Just Wanting Your Kisses,And Touches,Rubs And Moans We Love To Hear,But We Need Our Love To Grow. This Love Has To Last,We Have Put So Much Into It, If You Ever Leave I Don't Kno How I'd Get Through,Our Love Shall Last Longer Than 60 Seconds,Forced Upon Us Like A Sand In An Hour Glass. Our Love Will Last Like The Earth I Stand Upon, Like The Trees That Stand In The Summer Breeze, And My Heart You Grasp,Telling Me You Love Me.

Thank You Daddy
At times I think I know the words to say, to thank you for what you've done But they go away just as quickly as they come I don't know how to thank you though, the person who helped me grow, I know sometimes I don't tell you, or let my feelings show You were there for me on my first day of school, and spent some sad days alone, But always seemed to give a smile, as soon as I got home There aren't to many words for this I find it just to tough For all the thing I want to say Just doesn't seem enough I don't know how to thank you for all your sweat and tears For taking care of me for oh so many years You never gave up on me When you reached your end You were always proud of me You'll always be my best friend Look at me before you look at you, do you see what I've become Do you see yourself in me? See the job you have done? All your hopes in dreams your strenght no one sees That have transformed over the years The best have been passed to

7/4/07
Happy 4th of July everyone, we actually didn't do anything for the 4th today, so it was kinda boring and I was hoping there would be fireworks somewhere tonight but it's storming now, so that isn't gonna happen lol. I pretty much did the usual chatting and listening to music. My brother is doing alot better now other than with his bowels, but they are keeping him til the 14th instead of the 11th to see if they can't at least improve it a little bit since it may or may not come back completely anyway. He has a new roommate since the other one went home on Tuesday but I haven't heard much about him so I don't know if he was as cool as the other one or not, but Daniel was a really cool guy and I feel bad for him and his wife and daugther that he was hurt so badly and will be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life at such a young age, but at least he is like my brother and is alive. I think my brother's accident was good in that it's changed his life some which is what h

Bloody Branches.....
Distance a form of torture you feel so far yet so close i can feel you almost touch your soft skin oh how badly i wanna put my arms around you to hold you close an look into your eyes.... I dream of the day i can hold you close the day i can just see ur smile an kiss those precious lips. i can feel your love it fills me with such strength to go on to do more with myself so many have tried so many have failed with me but you, your different you've kept my attention you keep me happy an in time i bet you'd control my anger.... your voice already does so much to me it invigorates me fills me with actual happiness something some have given me before but only so much to have lost it within time.... see i know life its a cruel bitch even for me i know im hated i know when i suffer i suffer a great deal and good things in my life hardly last but with you i will do what i can to hold you close nothing will be able to tear me apart from you i will hold on tight till my fingers bloody an t

Diana Oil
Anoint body to invoke the powers of the Goddess Diana. May also be used to call upon the Muse of Tragedy, Melpomene. Frankincense: Protection, Exorcism, Spirituality. Rosemary: Protection, Love, Lust, Mental Powers, Exorcism, Purification, Healing, Sleep, Youth. Ginger: Love, Money, Success, Power. Palmarosa: Love, Healing. Cinnamon: Spirituality, Success, Healing, Power, Psychic Powers, Lust, Protection, Love. Petitgrain: Conscious mind, Protection. Ylang-Ylang: Peace, Sex, Love. Clove: Protection, Exorcism, Love, Money.

Last Song I'm Wasting On You
"The Last Song I'm Wasting On You" Sparkling grey, Through my own veins. Any more than a whisper, Any sudden movement of my heart. And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day Give up your way, you could be anything, Give up my way, and lose myself, not today That's too much guilt to pay Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way You're just so pretty in your pain Give up my way, and I could be anything I'll make my own way Without your senseless hate... hate... hate... hate. So run, run, run And hate me, if it feels good. I can't hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I'm older now And I'm not buying baby Demanding my response Don't bother breaking the door down I found my way out And you'll never hurt me again.

Something That Just Made Me Cry
I was reading my sons book to him titled I will love you forever.A part in the book has this in it I will love you forever I will like you for always as long as Im living my mom you will be.When I read that I started to cry since I recently lost my mom and love her so much it reminded me of how much I miss her and love her.

Sad Story Of A Girl....part 3
We continue with the story of the girl. She sits here wondering what is wrong with her. Wondering why is it that she sits here, feeling like nothing more than something to be used and put away until later. She struggles to still see any beauty in the world. Where once she looked and saw color, is now all shades of gray. Bleak and dismal her world has become. She wonders if she will ever be able to see the world as she once did. Will she ever be able to see the world with the eyes she once had? Will she ever find someone who still believes in the beauty that she once saw? Will she ever stop letting people use her and treat her the way she does? Will she wake up one day and say "no more"? She sits here doubting it. She thinks about her friends. She wonders if they will ever be able to be the people that she knows they can be. Will they ever be the people she needs them to be? She thinks about the boy. She worries about the boy. She wonders if the boy will ever see her as more than a conv

Pennsylvania
You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila." At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their wi

Time Is The Great Illusion
Take every precious moment And spend it well my friend And dwell thee not on discontent To higher forms transcend For life is full of illusions None as persuasive as time Men shall come to their conclusions And few as such sublime For our time is frail and brief Our hearts are a beating clock No matter what our will or belief The ticking hands shall stop Many a man before his hour Answered a call of unknown toll When rang the bells a distant tower His mortal hours stole But time you see is a perception Its tempo an illusion of the mind The clock shall make no exception Save how a man shall reckon time It is here that death has no power Some deeds they echo on forever In another’s beating passing hour The gift of your loving endeavor Sometimes it is just a smile or glace Your gift of a gentle touch or embrace Just never miss that precious chance To do what time can not erase god bless allxxx

Unbeleivable
The temple of love's a sacred trust A place you can go more than just once And once it is broken, it becomes a lie The wings of a dove carry the truth The cup is half full of what you've used And once it is empty, you're confused and cry Unbelievable You still believe in love Unbelievable A heart can be held but not in hand 'Cause it can pour out like grains of sand And it flows away like water can run out But love can be healed by giving back A small gift of love, that's all we ask And love turned around becomes the past, once more Unbelievable You still believe in love Which one has the choice to love or die? Not you or I So, you must take the chance by giving in And love will win I believe in love Yes, I believe in love Ooh, I believe in love SPOKEN: I believe in love, in life; It's eternal; Beyond tomorrow, beyond forever; For love is the giver, the bringer, The first, the last, The power of one. god bless all

Fuck Cliques
Some of you may know that Ive been around CT since back when it was LC. Well, back then there weren't any "cliques". Back then it was every person for themselves. You made friends, and the ones that you really liked went into your family list. Those were the people you helped first. Then people started talking shit. Next thing you know there was one clique. Then suddenly there was another clique that popped up to fight that clique. Then there were off shoots of those cliques. Then more cliques. Now it seems that everyone belongs in some clique. Or feels the need to belong to some group. Im sure you all know someone that seems to spend all their time within that little group. Well, I say fuck that. Im all about helping my friends out, especially those that reside in that special place...my damn family list. If theres other people that want or need help I'll help them out. IF you ask. However, if you beg I will totally ignore you. Look, I'm all for having a preference as

How Exciting!
Kalebs mom posted this on July 5th! I'm so excited for them! Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GRAET NEWS. I hop

Just A Thought
Are you getting what you need from life, from your romance, from work? If not, it might be time to ask yourself why. To fulfill your dreams, you have to identify them. Next, you have to believe that you're worth it.

The Marines Want This All Over The Us
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protest

God's Gifts
Have you ever felt like God was testing you? I'm not a religious type of person but I do believe that He works in mysterious ways. I have met so many good people in my lifetime, but as of lately I have met 3 people in particular that have made the biggest impact on my life and yet we all live hundreds of miles away from each other. All three are my best friends and it's just amazing but I'm saddened at the fact that I cannot share in my friendship with them in person. I mean yes there is the Internet to conversate with them but there's nothing like wanting to show your gratitude and love to that person in real life. Being able to hug them and tell them face to face what they really mean to you. One day I know I will find a way to meet these 3 angels I have in my life and they know how special they are to me. I love you all no matter how far you are from me, your always close in my heart.

Lucky Me
I feel very lucky, I have a great job, a GREAT kid> Life is just going very well. There are always going to be bad days, as for anyone. But at the end of the day. I always have my family and friends to keep me going. Thanks to them for being there for me. And Brandon..I love you buddy. your the greatest.

Update With Jessi
Outtake slideshow! Current mood: bouncy Thought I'd give you guys some outtakes of past photo shoots...its not much, but I thought you might wanna see somethin new until I've got new photos up! Hope you like... ;) See you all on the 23rd I hope!

Poem By Audrey Hepburn
Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness... For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone... People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older,you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Jokes Nsfw
What's the difference between snot and cauliflower? Kids will eat snot. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%5 A man goes to his doctor for an annual check up. The doctor says "I'll need you to come back tomorrow with a urine sample, a poo sample and a sperm sample". The man replies "Right so doctor, I'll bring'em by tomorrow" When he gets home his wife askes "Well what did he say ?" The man replies "He needs me to bring in a pair of your underwear." %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Bad Bernie was in prison for seven years. The day he got out, his wife and son were there to pick him up. He came through the gates and got into the car. The only thing he said was, "F.F." His wife turned to him and answered, "E.F." Out on the highway, he said, "F.F." She responded simply, "E.F." He repeated, "F.F." She again replied, "E.F." "Mom! Dad!" their son yelled. "What's going on?" Bad Bernie answered, "Your mother wants to eat fir

Truth Be Told !!!!! Tuessday July 10th
http://www.bet.com/onblast/ What Up My Cherries Sorry If I havent been online much in the past week, i've been busy with my team Up North Working on the release of our new Project ( K-Banger's Truth be Told ) It will be avalibale on i-tunes This Tuesday July 10th. If you help support the Dirt Department I will send you a Free Copy of our Older Project By Mail just leave me a message that you did Download the Album off i-tunes & I will show you sum luv Aight & Thanks for All the love & Support messages......Amirz Image P.S Plz check out Our Director's Myspace page for more music http://www.myspace.com/kaneusa ......

One Day At A Time...
I waste away the afternoon Feeling sorry for myself Gotta thousand things I need to do But no motivation left All your letters Scattered across my bed Every I love you underlined In red lies remindin' Takin it one day at a time Having her come having her go Tryin to drink you off my mind But im fallin apart One day at a time. I called you up but no ones home Guess your out there on the town, And any other Thursday night I'd be right beside you Just pourin' 'em down. Circle of friends, Hangin out at the city bar Guess they all know now How you broke my heart Said I'm takin it hard Livin one day at a time Having her come having her go Tryin to drink you off my mind But I'm fallin apart One day at a time. Really thought that I was Gonna make you happy I'm such a fool, such a fool I let you in but I guess You didn't like what you seen Love is so cruel, love is cruel I'm dyin' one day at a time Having her co

Jealousy At Two A.m. For The Dead
My title sounds nasty, but hear me out . . . it was our second night last night with our son Jeffrey home and we'd been feeding him and he'd gone to the bathroom quite a lot on his clothes and sheets through the diaper he was wearing. Martha and I right now have a great division of labor (pardon the pun) going; since our daughter Sarah is sleeping upstairs in her crib and Martha can't climb stairs and/or hold anything heavier than Jeffrey for the next six weeks, I get to handle her when she starts to cry and can't get back to sleep. Martha volunteered to take care of Jeffrey as much as she could, partly because she wants Jeffrey to be the "mommy's boy" just as Sarah seems to be acknowledged as "daddy's girl" and partly to let ME get some sleep through the night since I'm the one who has to go to his workplace in the morning. Martha and I went to bed around midnight and between us both slept forty minutes before Jeffrey whimpered and began to cry out because he was hungry. I mixed th

Because Of You
Artist: Kelly Clarkson Album: Breakaway Title: Because Of You I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you

Love Will Lead You Back
The long nights away from you, They drive me crazy, but I make it through. Something tells me not to let go. Seems my heart knows something my head doesn't know. It tells me to hold on to what once was. It will all work out, everything does. Your love made me feel so alive. I thought without it I would surely die. But I'm still here and I always will be. I will never give up on you and me. My thoughts are so scattered and a mess. I'm doing my best to pass this test. I'm waiting for you to come back home to me. Love will lead you back. You'll see.

Yeah Baby!!!!!!!!!!!
iknow im killing you all on blogs and bulletin piost..But i took a challenge to get this level up done.I promise to slow it down some once he levels up. Much love and appreciation for al your help...Big hugs... He needs 5834 to level. Come show him some love to level..Hes been stuck on this level forever and returns all the love. He is at work right now but will return it when he gets back. SARCASM DRIPS FROM MY LIPS, I EPITOMIZE AWESOMENESS, AND I SHOWER MYSELF WITH PURE LIQUID LUST@ CherryTAP

Bbw's
There's nothing like a woman, With some meat upon her frame, But some people like to think so, And shoot us down in flames. We have feelings to you know, Most heart that are made of gold, Doesn't make us easy, So now your getting told. Our bodies big and curvy, But we are no freak show, And for all of those that laugh at us, There is something you should know. There's nothing like a bright blue day, With the Big Beautiful Woman of your dreams, To look into her sweet caring eyes, Nothing else compares it seems. To feel her tender kisses, As she looks at you in a special way, The sparkle in her smile, Oh what a lovely day. So don't judge no books by covers, Have a look inside and see, No matter what is on the outside, There is always more to thee.

The Fall
As I fall from the sky. Will u be there to catch me? Or just let me fall into endless peril and torment? U said our love would stay strong How could u be so wrong? The ill feeling hit me like a bomb that wont go away But I was clueless that u hated me Now I know how the real meaning of love To stick through it throws thick and thin No matter what u say I’ll never change my feelings for u All I am is just I and nothing more

With Crystal Clarity
People don't seem to understand what I say or write how I am what I do the ways I use to express me. They don't look INTO my words or behind them or beyond them or add the ones I left unwritten - between the lines is an unknown wasteland. They just don't FEEL what I feel or felt as I feel or felt when I feel or felt or even after reading without giving voice without inherent emotion without a clue. People want INSTANT comprehension gratification recognition - they want to NOT be challanged to have to think remember question or even pause. What they see has not ever been what they got. Damn... what they've missed.

Sober Tears
It's almost three in the morning and I can't sleep. Amazing how something can change your life forever. One phone call, one moment, one second. Why do we always think we have time? Lose someone, we find how much time we really have. Not enough. What do you do with all the things you left unsaid? Where do you place those memories which keep you up at night? And what are you suppose to do with those things that made that person so real to you? Remember that last joke? That last laugh? That last phone call? Who do you turn to now? What do you do with all the leftovers? I'm not ready to let go, I can't let go.

Can 1 Of My Friendz Help Me Out?
i normally would never be asking for any favorz, but can one of my awesome friendz on here buy me a 1 month VIC status? it mean alot to me if one ya all could, im like on da verge of deciding to delete my accnt i got a couple friendz who have vic and bragged 2 me aboutit witch hurt cuz both them know for the longest time i have been wunting a vic status but i have no way to do it,. all i am asking for is vic for a month, id greatly deeply appreciate it and would never ask u for nething ever again..if u want u can tell ur friendz and family about thiz blog entry form me...who knowz, sumone mite get me the 1 month vic status, never hurtz 2 try right? thanx in advance, sabbycat

Posttraumatic Stress Of "soldier's"
I found this article and I thought everyone should have a chance to read it... Maybe then people would kinda get a grasp of things us soldiers spouses have to deal with... SO WHAT EXACTLY IS POSTTRAUMATIC STRESS? Ther term "posttraumatic stress disorder" (PTSD) didnt ecist 25 years ago. During the Civil War it was "soldier's heart." In World War I it was "shell shock." And in World War II is was "battle fatigue." Today the Surgeons General recognizes PTSD as an anxiety disorder that affects about 7.7 million Americans. Caused by exposure to traumatic events, PTSD plagues its sufferers with a host of problems, from emotional numbness and depression to hypervigilance and flashbacks. Even worse, the lingering effects of PTSD manifest themselves in deadly forms such as substance abuse and acts of violence. As our war in Iraq continues, 18 percent of soldiers returning home bring PTSD with them... WHAT IS PTSD DOING TO OUR SOLDIERS? This August in Arapahoe Country, Colorado, A guy,

Simplcity
As I sit here on the patio watching the waves crash on shore a jooger or two getting in there daily run other than that the beach is empty..I close my eyes and just listen to the sounds and takes deep breaths of salt air and Im left asking myself why can't the rest of life be this simple....And I don't mean just me...I mean for everyone All nations everywhere ....ok done thinking now back to breathing *waves* from pcb xoxo

Why Dont The Fcc Sensor Them??
http://video.aol.com/video-detail/id/1972417565 Video from Faux News Channel has some dude grabbing the phone and saying "Give me the f**king mic. How come the FCC dont sensor them? Not to quote C&C Music Factory and Arsino Hall but... Things that make ya go HMMMMMM

Being To Insecure
well to start this off this a little bit about what i went thru for 7 yrs. my ex-wife was so insecure and over jealous that it pushed me away after a while i tried to make her feel good about herself everyday but nothing ever worked . after 7 yrs of hell i could not take anymore so i got a divorce.we have joint custody of my son which is the best thing i could ever asked for .i have dated 1 lady since the divorce that didnt last but about 3 months because of the same problems i stopped it before it went any further .so i am back to square 1. but i think i will let the lady find me this time and then only after i see that she is comfortable with herself then we can move on. i have accepted who i am and i am happy with that . no not mr america not even close. but i am a true gentleman and i do treat a lady how she wants to be treated but that has not gotten me anywhere. but anyway thanks for your time if you have read this........

Things Bout Me
Rule #1 If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule #3: Only answer True or False Q: Been arrested?--> False Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?--> False Q: You like someone?--> True Q: Held a snake?--> True Q: Been suspended from school?--> False Q: Kissed in the rain?--> True Q: Sang in the shower?-->True Q: Sat on a roof top?--> True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?--> True Q: Broken a bone?-->True Q: Shaved your head?--> False Q: Played a prank on someone?--> True Q: Had/have a gym membership?--> False Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?-->True Q: Shot a gun?-->True Q: Donated Blood?-->True Q: Had your heart broken?-->True ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ just be 100% truthful LAST PERSON. 1. You hung out with?---> Byrd 2. last person you texted?--> I don't text 3. You were in a car with?-->Byrd and my dad 4. Went to the movies with?--

Stole This...but It's True...
Is it really you? What are the warning signs that your CT lover isn't entirely truthful about who they are? A friend and I have compiled a few (obvious but still annoying) problems from our so called "friends" in the past. 1. Their cell phone only works during work hours - no signal at their house! 2. They don't have a home phone (yet they have the internet at home???) 3. You are always on Cam and they don't have one!!!!!! (its broken, have to buy a new one, dog chewed my cord!) 4. They mysteriously hang up during phone sex or serious chat session. Due to a dead battery - Ever hear of a charger butthead!! 5. Your conversations get cut short cause they get kicked out of the IM (alot!) Only to return and apologize the next day -due to (power went off, computer froze up, dog chewed the cord) 6. Other people leave comments on their page about how fucking awesome they are, and how they cannot wait to meet them in person. (aww don't be jealous I'm just a flirt - we're just frie

Poems, Prayers & Promises
"I've been lately thinking about my lifetime. All the things I've done and how it's been. And I can't help believing in my own mind, I know I'm gonna hate to see it end." Many of you may recognize these words as lyrics from the song "Poems, Prayers and Promises" written by John Denver many years ago. I've sung that song many times but recently the words have begun to sink in. I'm at an incredible stage in my life right now. I have two great sons who have grown to be respectable, contributing members of their communities. Sure they fought while growing up but they are very good friends now. They were each other's best man and now their kids are fast friends. Oh yeah I have 4 grandchildren – 1 grandson and 3 granddaughters and I love them all to death. I thought the sweetest word I had ever heard was "Dad", but I have to tell you hearing "Pop Pop" makes my heart dance. And I treasure every little hug. This year, thanks to my company having an early retirement claus

Man Of The House?
A man and his wife were on their honeymoon. The husband took off his pants and handed them to his wife. "See if they fit." "They don't." "Now you see who will wear the pants in this house." She thought a little while, and took off her panties and asked him to try them on. "I can't get into these." "And you won't, either, with that attitude."

War
"It is my earnest hope - indeed the hope of all mankind - that from this solemn occasion a better world shall emerge out of the blood and carnage of the past, a world found upon faith and understanding, a world dedicated to the dignity of man and the fulfillment of his most cherished wish for freedom, tolerance and justice." - General Douglas Macarthur

Hey
HEY TO ALL MY CHERRY TAP BUDDIES/FAMILY/FANS AND FRIENDS PLEASE SHOW SOME LUV TO A VERY SPECIAL PERSON...HIS NAME ON HERE IS ROCK ON CT OR BY EMAIL savage_193@hotmail.com YOU SHOW HIM LOTS OF LUV AND ILL MAKE YA 2 MORPHS...SO HIT ME UP AFTER YOU HAVE RATING ALL HIS PICS AND STASH THANKS LUV YA ALL KISSES...KATIE

9 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, July 9: You spend quite a lot of time worrying that you're not good enough, when what you really ought to do is embrace being bad at a few things now and then. It'll make for a much happier life. No one cares if you suck.

Red Room With No Windows
Hello if you wake up in a red room with no windows or doors DON'T panic......you're just in my HEART!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...today! Send this to all your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Meanwhile In Anchorage...
Anchorage biologists make unusual rescue. Moose calf wedged between retaining wall and a fence. By Lauren Maxwell, CBS 11 News Reporter Article Last Updated: 07/06/2007 06:55:07 PM AKDT It was quite a scene in Midtown Anchorage Friday morning when biologists had an unusual rescue on their hands. It looks like it happened sometime in the middle of the night. A moose calf got wedged between a retaining wall and a fence, with its anxious Mother nearby. "And the cow is on the other side of the fence. And the calf is stuck and it can't get out," said Jessy Coltrane of Alaska Fish and Game. Enter two biologists with a plan: believe it or not, it involved a ski pole, a net and a long canvas strap. As neighbors looked on, the two were able to thread the strap down the hole and around the calf. They were then able to pull the animal to its freedom. It was an operation that took less than 20 minutes. "This was one of the easiest rescues. The cow actually remained really calm.

Apathy For Honor
A 90 some year old woman is beaten nearly to death in a parking lot of a grocery store a couple of years ago.. bystanders do nothing to stop the criminal. An elderly veteran is beaten in the face multiple times while some guy is car-jacking him and no one does anything to help this poor man A woman is stabbed multiple times while shopping.. Many people are around,but just go about their business. The man is only armed with a knife.. And no one helps.. One idiot actually takes a picture of the bleeding severe wounded woman with his camera phone.. on the way to the hospital she dies.. 27 years old.. If someone would have reacted or responded she might still be alive.. what the hell is happening to the people of this country.. Are we that selfish that apathy has set in like a disease? What the heck is would be so hard about grabbing a can of pork and beans or a coke can from the fridge and whipping it right at that guys skull? now i am a bit concerned about how heart

These Are Actually True!
January 2000: Kathleen Robertson of Austin Texas was awarded $780,000.00 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running amuck inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving tyke was Ms. Robertson's son. June 1998: A 19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles won $74,000.00 and medical expenses when his neighbor ran his hand over with a Honda Accord. Mr. Truman apparently didn't notice someone was at the wheel of the car whose hubcap he was trying to steal. October 1998: A Terrence Dickson of Bristol Pennsylvania was exiting a house he finished robbing by way of the garage. He was not able to get the garage door to go up, the automatic door opener was malfunctioning. He couldn't re-enter the house because the door connecting the house and garage locked when he pulled it shut. The family was on vacation, so Mr. Dickson found himself locked in the garage for eight

A Real Look At Modern Immigration
IMMIGRATION (2007) - hilarious - not really, I guess. 2,000 years ago, Moses said, "Pick up your shovel, pack your ass, mount your camel and I shall lead you to the Promised Land." 200-plus years ago, George Washington said, "Get off your ass, use your shovel, clear the land, grow plants for camels and it will be the Promised Land." This year, the Congress of the United States said: "Si, Amigos, throw away your shovel, sit on your ass, light up a Camel, we're giving you the Promised Land!"

Looking Over My Shoulder
Artist: Til Tuesday Album: Voices Carry Title: Looking Over My Shoulder *** verse 1: If i'm calling you out of the blue It's because it's never-ending And if i'm dragging out pictures of you It's because i'm only pretending *** chorus: And if i'm looking over my shoulder It's just because i hope you'll be there And if i'm looking older and older It's cause i know i haven't a prayer *** verse 2: When i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve It wears out after a fashion And i'm finding it hard to believe Your whole-hearted lack of compassion *** chorus: And if i'm looking over my shoulder It's just because i hope you'll be there And if i'm looking older and older It's cause i know i haven't a prayer *** coda: (repeat until fade) And if i'm looking over my shoulder It's just because i hope you'll be there And if i'm looking older and older It's cause i know i haven't a prayer

Hole In My Heart All The Way To China
Artist: Cyndi Lauper Album: Unknown Title: Hole In My Heart (all The Way To China) I've got a ticket, no turning back My destination... The sea of trouble, the land of pain You're sending me where it always rains Oh reconsider, i'm begging you, some hesitation I'm holding on to my sanity I feel the beginning of emergency My hands are slipping, oh please don't let me fall into This hole in my heart that goes all the way to china You gotta fill it up with love before i fall inside of... This empty hole in my heart that goes all the way to china And though you can't see the bottom, believe me it's a long way down I'm on a planet without a plan It's oh so lonely I need to see you to get out of here There's something deadly in this atmosphere I'm in a desert, without a drink of your sweet water You're my oasis in the burning sand I'm out of danger when you touch my hand Throw me a lifeline, i'm standing on the edge of... This deep, dark hole that goes all

Boy Blue
Artist: Cyndi Lauper Album: True Colors Title: Boy Blue You never knew yourself well enough But she never knew you at all And when she put you out on your own It may have stolen your innocence But not your soul Tell me where is little boy blue You'll find him standing always One step ahead Fast a little, shy a little, boy blue Wise blood runs warms and deep On the street ... kids walking, just a kid walking You send a letter with photographs And i'll tuck them under my dreams And if we wake up old beyond our years Not quite as brave as we seem It's just the pain that never disappears Tell me where is boy blue You'll find him standing always one step ahead... Dance a little, cry a little... Where are you boy blue Where are you...

Whisper
wHISper Darkness Befalls a Lovely Lady, Her Sinful Life Consumed, Her Lips as Black as Night, by Moonlight Her Flesh Illumed. Sadistic Maiden, Perchance to Dream Her Days of Sorrow, Her Raven Locks as Wild as Her Heart, to Be Clutched and Pulled Tomorrow. Her Flesh Incomplete without the Shadowy Blanket of Her Masters Form, His Touch Madness with a Chill, Her Mouth Over His Genitals to Keep Him Warm. Chained to His Bedside by Ankle and Soul, Fearful of Her Release, The Silent Fall of Her Masters Chest as He Sleeps, Hypnotic, Her Eyes Affixed in Peace. Her Love Undying, Deaths Door Shut and Sealed with a Kiss, Without Her Masters Attention She Lives No More, His Awakening Gaze Her Own Survivals Bliss. Traumatic Slumber, Her Eyelids a Guillotine that Severs, Ties If They Should Fall, Breathless Ticking a Torture without Tantrum, Her Hands Second Guess Time as Her Crimson Nails Crawl. Careful Not to Disturb His Dreamscape, She Snuggl

Do U Have What It Takes? Bring It On!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> DOES YOUR DJ'S HAVE WHAT IT TAKES? WE WANT 2 OF YOUR BEST DJ'S MALE AND FEMALE FOR OUR CONTEST THIS FRIDAY. CLICK THE LINKS BELOW FOR MORE INFORATION CLICK ON ONE OF THE BANNERS, JOIN THE LOUNGES, ROCK THE FUCK OUT WITH THE GREATEST DJ'S ON CT! ITS ALL ABOUT THE SYNDICATE FAMILY! (repost of original by 'ÐJ TÈMþT¥ ~H.ß.Ì.Ç. §§R ~ ÇÖ-ÖWñÈR THÈ þÌT ~ÐJ VÌÖLÈñÇÈ'§ ÇT & RL WÌ£È ~ THÄT MÈÄñ§ Ì ÄM TÄKÈñ ß' on '2007-07-09 15:28:32') (repost of original by '~Karma in the Flesh~Behemoth's ct Wife~Owner and Founder to THE PIT lounge~SSR' on '2007-07-09 16:05:30') (repost of original by 'ÐJ TÈMþT¥ ~H.ß.Ì.Ç. §§R ~ ÇÖ-ÖWñÈR THÈ þÌT ~ÐJ VÌÖLÈñÇÈ'§ ÇT & RL WÌ£È ~ THÄT MÈÄñ§ Ì ÄM TÄKÈñ ß' on '2007-07-09 16:34:44') (repost of original by '~Karma in the Flesh~Behemoth's ct Wife~Owner and Founder to THE PIT lounge~SSR' on '2007-07-09 16:38:49') (repost of original by 'ÐJ TÈMþT¥ ~H.ß.Ì.Ç. §§R ~ ÇÖ-ÖWñÈR THÈ þÌT ~ÐJ VÌÖLÈñÇÈ'§ ÇT & RL WÌ£È ~ THÄT MÈÄñ§ Ì ÄM TÄKÈñ ß' on '2007-07-09 1

Loving Female Authority
Loving Female Authority (LFA) is a belief system and way of life which combines elements of feminist sociological theories and philosophies with Domination and submission (or "D/S") sexual practices that are rooted in a BDSM type of Female dominance (or "FemDom") emphasis. The author Elise Sutton coined the phrase "Loving Female Authority" as a broad term for FemDom lifestyles which does not have a narrow focus on sexuality, and avoids negative connotations associated with "Female Supremacist". Women and their submissive male partners who believe in "Loving Female Authority" often do have strong beliefs in the natural superiority of the female gender. Men with submissive desires will sometimes use the terminology "Loving Female Authority" when trying to introduce their female partners to the Female Domination lifestyle, has more conventional and less out-of-the-mainstream connotations than the terms FemDom, D&S or BDSM. By emphasizing the word "Loving", the male is conveying to h

A Complete Stranger......
A complete stranger opened my eyes this past weekend. Funny how sometimes it just takes somebody that you don't know from "jack" to do that for ya. lol. It's not like she told me anything that I didn't already know, but, and I hope ya'll know what I'm tryin to say here soon, ...but, what she told me, 'really' made me think more and know that it's really the truth! Anybody that knows me, knows that I'm a very caring person, usually. Sometimes too caring, I will admit.And so I asked her, this stranger, that if a guy, no matter how shy he is, doesn't ask you out, on an actual date, even though he gives you a little attention, what's that mean? ..... Her answer: He's just not that in to you. .....and ya know what people, it's TRUE! lol. I know for myself, with those I care about, even with just online, I'll make sure to let them know that I'm thinking about them, that I miss them, etc. ( little notes or messages, gifts, etc. ) But, I've finally come to grip with REALITY and t

Just When I Thought.
I'm still here, at least I think I am. I have gotten no sleep what so ever the past four days. Sunday, I came home from my trip and told my husband that our marriage is over with and that I've had an affair. The phone was kept beside me, just in case I needed to call 911. Despite this, he wanted to work things out. He stated that he deserved what I did to him, because of the emotional torment and pain that he has put me through for the past 7 years. I knew something about him was off. Any person would be furious if their spouse had an affair with someone. I did it, in part, to drive the point home that I wanted out of the marriage. I thought....okay....besides telling him that I want out...what can I do to have him accept it? The person that I had the affair with, I grew to love. Knowing him for a long time, I kept my distance on purpose so things would not progress as I thought they would. I've known this man for years, and some of you will tell me that it's wrong.

Joke
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself.The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. " Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote!" __________________

Wonder Why This Isn't Making The Major News!!
Sprint ditches customers who complain too much Mon Jul 9, 2007 6:48 PM BST NEW YORK, July 9 (Reuters) - Sprint Nextel Corp , which recently launched an advertising campaign to attract new customers, is disconnecting more than 1,000 subscribers for calling its customer service lines too often and making what the company called unreasonable requests. The No. 3 U.S. wireless provider with 53 million customers said on Monday it started sending service termination letters on June 25. Sprint said the cancellations involved 1,000 to 1,200 customers who had called the company about 40,000 times a month in total. "These customers were calling to a degree that we felt was excessive," said Sprint spokeswoman Roni Singleton, adding the company needed to cull its customer base to improve services. "In some cases they were calling customer care hundreds of times a month for a period of six to 12 months on the same issues even after we felt those issues had been resolved," she said. Singleton,

Right On The Money Today!!
When a certain someone's on the scene, something miraculous happens in your heart. Go ahead and giggle like a schoolgirl. This change in your emotional state makes you notice other moments of magic in your life. (my horoscope for today)

From A Friend
Will the real marriage please stand up? Anyone who thinks that marriage is composed of magic, bliss, and excitement is headed for disappointment. Those marriages and relationships only exist in romance novels, movies or television, wild promises on the internet, and personal ads. In real life, marriage is about reciprocity and power. Reciprocity The husband gets what he wants in the marriage by giving his wife what she wants. The wife gets what she wants in the marriage by giving her husband what he wants. Neither husband nor wife ever gets 100% of what he/she wants in any marriage. Marriage partners provide mutual support and help each other with mundane problems. They compliment each other and both contribute to the marriage, often by compromise. The couple may dance by candlelight but it is after the dishes are washed, the lawn is mowed, and their day-to-day problems are solved. Fantasy marriages take place with perpetual romance in the moonlight. Real mar

Clark Kent
At first I thought, if I were Superman, a perfect secret identity would be "Clark Kent, Dentist," because you could save money on tooth X-rays. But then I thought, if a patient said, "How's my back tooth?" and you just looked at it with your X-ray vision and said, "Oh it's okay," then the patient would probably say, "Aren't you going to take an X-ray, stupid?" and you'd say, "Aw fuck you, get outta here," and then he probably wouldn't even pay his bill. -jh

Lost Memory
I'm scared to tell you how i feel these feelings are so hard to reveal what if you don't feel the same it will put my heart to shame i really want to be with you but I'm scared you don't feel the way i do so do i keep these feelings forbidden all my love forever hidden from you i must hide so i wont long to be that girl by your side i will be ok with reality and take the pain i wont say up at night whispering your name you'll just become another lost memory in my head nothing done, nothing said

"the Sunlight"
The Sunlight Listen to the wind...it whispers through our wings. Let me kiss your skin and feel you from within. I want to lift you up...higher than you've ever been so you can grasp the sunlight and place it in your womb. No more eternal moons...just you and I and this amazing dream where everything chimes and where even silence rhymes- just you and I and the sunlight in our seams. We will never fall apart, I promise you the stars ...even thought at the present time there isn't much that I can give you. This mind of mine is yours to beautify even further than all the galaxies combined. 7.10.07

Losing Me
Losing me, What’s left of my soul, Feeling like I’m slipping away, Losing what makes me feel whole. Losing me, Drifting away from what I believe is right, To a place I’ve never known, Nothing but darkness deep into the night. Losing me, Nothings the same, All I can see and feel, Is undeniable pain. Losing me, What I feel inside of my heart, Nothing seems right anymore, Feel like I’m just falling apart. Written by me...Little Lee

Burning 09/13/03
I stop and did what i thought would be the right thing, I put my boot down on the burning flames that threatened my soon to be family, it made a loud bang and rushed into my eyes and down my throat. Took my legs, arms, neck, face, and eyes. It knocked me down for only a few seconds burning was all i could feel through my whole body, i pulled her out the truck cause the burn had turned into a bigger fire, it was even hotter melting metal objects to the bed. She made it out the truck and so did my son with no harm, i waited forever to get help, nobody offered for what felt like forever... Some lady poured water all over my arms and then i saw my skin drip like melting plastic and the burn became over whelming... Finally aide showed up and they killed me twice with the same thing that took the pain away in air... Woke up and all you could say to me is why you do something stupid like that, all i could think is i did what i felt was right to save them......

Back Home From Surgeon.
Well...Got back home earlier today from having 6 teeth extracted. Went pretty well execpt for one of the wisdom teeth was still under the gum...So he had to split the gum open,remove the tooth in front,and then yank it out....Ewwwww!! Cant eat really....had some soup earlier and some mashed taters for dinner. Face is swollen like a puffer fish and my mouth is hurting. Other than that I can function for like 5-10 minutes before I have to lay down again. Have a great nite and see ya all later on.

Figger This One--appreciation
`~`if old enough read to the "slinky toy" tune`~` What puts down cares, From computer desk chairs, Rolls out the mental fog? Not for putting down airs, But expressing some flairs...?, Everyone knows its' the Blog!(read blah--ogg) Hi-ho everybody. My first mass communication on Cherry Tap is kinda boring, so before you leave: 1.New Video link http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2560440&bl=1 from Storm Large(rockstar supernova fame)- Storm and the Balls "I want you to die" gotta watch the whole thing you'll crack. 2.Shiny new guestbook- SIGN It! 3.New pics(bunches!) to rate -*- rate--*-- fan--*--add me--*--shout at me-*- We all got freaked out the other day if on when the meellionth Cherry fell from the tree, but it reminded me of something so far that I love about Cherry Tap---no spam yet! The other social computer medium I belong to (starts with an my' and kinda spacy) ate least once per day tells me some midwe

Sonnet
If thou must love me... (Sonnet 14) If thou must Love me[Sonnet 14] by Elizabeth Barrett Browning If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only. Do not say, "I love her for her smile—her look—her way Of speaking gently,—for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and certes brought A sense of pleasant ease on such a day"— For these things in themselves, Belovèd, may Be changed, or change for thee—and love, so wrought, May be unwrought so. Neither love me for Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry: A creature might forget to weep, who bore Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby! But love me for love's sake, that evermore Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.

Bored A Questionare
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? i have no clue 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? sat night 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING sometimes 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Turkey 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes, 2 daughters 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yes. I have been told i am a very caring person 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT? NO not me.. not at all 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS Yes 9. WOULD YOU BUNG E JUMP? Yeppers 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Frutie pebbles 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? no 12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Yes 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Chocolate 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Their eyes and smile 15. RED OR PINK? Pink 16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? i dunno.. i am pretty confident.. 17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST my papa

The Lover
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

What The Fuck
you like the 2nd Amendment huh...right to bare arms huh http://www.nydailynews.com/news/crime_file/2007/07/11/2007-07-11_nothing_to_lose_as_con_blazed_away.html Nothing to lose as con blazed away Greasy fingerprint leads cops to alleged partner in crime Career criminal Dexter Bostick was one arrest away from a mandatory life sentence and had nothing to lose when he blasted two city cops at point-blank range in a desperate bid for freedom, sources said yesterday. But he couldn't run away from evidence that tied him to the crime, including a greasy fingerprint on a box of fried chicken that led cops to one of his alleged accomplices. The man, a small-time crook from Queens, confessed and pinned the gunplay on Bostick and another man. "I didn't know they were going to shoot anyone. We were out eating chicken!" Lee Woods, 29, told detectives after admitting he drove the stolen BMW at the center of the Monday shooting of officers Russel Timoshenko and Herman Yan.

Foo Fighters-big Me
When I talk about it it carries on reasons only knew when I talk about it Aries or treasons all renew big me to talk about it I could stand to prove if we can get around it I know that it's true when I talked about it carried on reasons only knew but it's you I fell into (repeat) well I talked about it put it on never was it true ----------------------

The Steeple Of Everything I Need In Life,
The steeple of everything I need in life, Is right before my eyes. Every time I wonder why, I break, Not at first, not till I wait and cant any longer. Trash my self love, And succumb to feel above The dirt turns to mud only to be the remains Of the world I hate. Diluting in the tears of regret. The feelings never change, its always the same. But it feels so nice, for once in my life, To feel content, Running my hand down the edge of your knife. Forgive me god, if I fly too close to the sun. But even if I burn up, Ill never regret it. Because in your grasp you make me feel Something so surreal, Something I cannot contain. For once in my life I feel the eternal cycle in your vein. If everyday is a fight and every suffering vein. Makes me grow stronger. Why do I need you, To tell me I belong here. So I close my eyes, And forget the dismay. Because I am here to stay. Corrupt and contagious,

Sweetwaters United.
hey all u wonderful cherries out there. just wanted to throw this out, My boys and i have created a lounge for all the peeps who like to party and we dont have alot of members yet so come and join and dont for get to check out my page. lots of love ppl

Dont Know What Im Doing....lmao!
So heres a me attempting to do this blog thing... Wat is a blog and wat are you suppose to with them?...lmao! Well i guess 4 my first blog this is pretty boring... I am getting really bored with this at this point....(cant stop laughing) Well to who ever reads this damn blog I hope you werent to bored with it cause cant you tell how much fun i have had writting it.....lmfao!

Boyy Does This Guy Have A Dream Job!!
Doctor G-Spot He says he can find it, plump it, and unleash the Big O By Deirdra Funcheon Published: July 12, 2007 ¨Call Doctor G-Spot!¨ the announcer cries out on radio station Y-100, in an ad sandwiched between uptempo songs extolling the various virtues of bumping, winding, and grinding. • C. STILES Doctor G-Spot knows about girl parts. Doctor G-Spot, otherwise known as Tamarac gynecologist Dr. Michael Benjamin, says he can add immeasurably to the bumps and grinds in your bedroom. His work is all about helping his patients who pine for better sex lives, says Benjamin, who has been practicing for nearly 40 years. Ladies, help is on the way! You see, Benjamin is using a new technique for jolting that mythical source of orgasmic pleasure, the G-spot. Call Benjamin’s procedure G-spot enhancement. He injects a dermal filler a collagen-like substance primarily used to diminish facial wrinkles and laugh lines -- into the vaginal wall, which ostensibly brings the nerve-end

Reigncheck
REIGNCHECK Torrential Reign falls down My Cheek, Pride a Struggle to Admit, Arguably Sweat creases my Every Pore, upon an Uneasy Throne I Inherit. Being Regal is a State of Mine, the Crown Purple as Befits Nobility, The Jewels isolated in a Treasure Trove, Captive Dominion to a Challenged Reality. Do I Deserve This Ruling Body? or Does It Rule over Me by Decree? Sovereign? SOBEReign? Thoughts Concurrent! A Locked Fortress with too Many Skeletons to Find the Key. Servant to No Man! Slave to My Own Castle Keep! Homeless but for Respect, Dignity on the Outside, Chin raised Defiant, a Masters Mind retrained to Be Perfect. Shall My Drawbridge Fall to Unwelcome Entry? Troubled Waters Churn, Lord! So Long I Defy Sensibility, Scepter forced High by Majesty upon a Trembling Sojourn. Iron Grip slipping to Yield Patience, yet Refusing to Release, Eyes rebellious but waning, Focus blurring by Disatisfaction and Unearned Peace. Godhood Attained! Manhood R

Custom Concern
Their custom concern for the people Build up the monuments and steeples To wear out our eyes I get up just about noon My head sends a message for me To reach for my shoes and then walk Gotta go to work, gotta go to work, gotta get a job Goes through the parking lot fields Doesn't see no signs that they will yield And then thought, this'll never end This'll never end, this'll never stop Message read on the bathroom wall Says, I don't feel at all like I fall. And we're losing all touch, losing all touch Building a desert

Do What You Have To Do
Do What You Have To Do What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuous rage created you a monster broken by the rules of love and fate has lead you through it you do what you have to do and fate has led you through it you do what you have to do ... and I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go every moment marked with apparitions of your soul I'm ever swiftly moving trying to escape this desire the yearning to be near you I do what I have to do the yearning to be near you I do what I have to do but I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go I don't know how to let you go a glowing ember burning hot burning slow deep within I'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do and I have sense to recognize but I don't know how to let you go I don't know how to let you go I don't know how to let you g

Random Surverys Im Bored As Hell
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name?kade How big is your bed?its a double whammy What are you listening to right now?rammstein - mein tiel What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?2766 What was the last thing you ate?um.. count chocula Last person you hugged?ooooooo i dunno i was drunk How is the weather right now?muggy and hot as crap Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?jimmy What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?eyes and ass Favorite type of Food.tacos! Do you want children?noooooo not right now Do you drink?every day Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?not the entire night Hair color?brownish Eye colour?greenish Do you wear contacts/glasses?no no no my eyes do the job themselves Favorite holiday?new years Favorite Season?the summer time perfect sk8 weather Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?i wept

Update
I went to the doctor today and they did a bunch of x rays but said I wouldnt get the results until tomorrow.He also put me in physical therapy 3 times a week.I will give you more updates tomorrow when my x rays are back and they tell me what they are goning to do.

Quick Check For Alzheimer's
The following was developed as a mental age assessment by the School of Psychiatry at HarvardUniversity. Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 40 years of age cannot do it! 1. This is this cat. 2. This is is cat. 3. This is how cat. 4. This is to cat. 5. This is keep cat. 6. This is an cat. 7. This is old cat. 8. This is fart cat. 9. This is busy cat. 10. This is for cat. 11. This is forty cat. 12. This is seconds cat. Now go back and read the third word in each line from the top down and I betcha' you cannot resist passing it on.

Unwilling
As I closed my eyes, I believed I was flying When I opened them up, then I knew I was dying I tried to make sense, of the pain I hold within And the torment that followed is of virtue and sin I wish I could claim, that I really do not care But the tears that I cry, I can no longer bear My sorrow weighs heavy, in mind and in Heart I am a demon in love, and it tares me apart To the torment I carry, there will never be an end You're my Angel, my Queen, and I'm not even your friend One you feel safe with, and one that you trust A Heart caught on fire, turned to ashes and dust Love makes me smile, and love makes me cry I am unwilling to live, and I'm unable to die

=)
"Love is when you miss him even before he leaves... when you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice.. when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine and when you see his smile everytime you close your eyes"

*beware Of Scam*
Dear Friends, I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally...but this one is real, and it's important. So please send this warning to everyone on your friends list. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid.

Have We Been Taxed Enough?
Tax time... At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his a.. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Rec

Happy
Smile so I can smile with you. Laugh so that I will laugh too. Can't you see I only want you happy? No more tears should cloud your eyes. You should never have to cry. Can't you see I only want you happy? No more words in anger say. Only love should come your way. Can't you see I only want you happy? Never will you have to fear, Know that I am always here. Can't you see I only want you happy?

When It Rains It Pours
ITS FUNNY THAT SAYING WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS AND OHH DID IT POUR.. THIS PAST SUNDAY A WOMAN WHO IS MY GRANNY AND WILL ALWAYS BE EVEN THOUGH SHE WASNT PASSED AWAY..SHE WAS A STRONG WOMAN BECAUSE THEY TOLD THE FAMILY 2 WEEKS AGO THAT SHE WOULD PASS THEN MY HUSBAND GETS THE WORD THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIS STEP FATHER WHILE WORKING IN IRAQ DOING WATER PURIFICATION..NOW I SIT HERE AND THINK WTF IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT..EVERYTHING COMES IN THREE'S GRRRRRR

Sonnet Edna St. Vincent Millay
Love is not all: It is not meat nor drink Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain, Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink and rise and sink and rise and sink again. Love cannot fill the thickened lung with breath Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone; Yet many a man is making friends with death even as I speak, for lack of love alone. It well may be that in a difficult hour, pinned down by need and moaning for release or nagged by want past resolutions power, I might be driven to sell you love for peace, Or trade the memory of this night for food. It may well be. I do not think I would.

Poem Of The Day
is the easiest way th ebest way? the fastest means to an end? can u believe all this travesty? sometimes these thoughts come unbidden... command my every thought. command me to ur every whim. make your puppet dance to ur tune. and leave no room for thought. the less that i think the better off you are. make your grotesque world the only place i want to be. go ahead and make me believe. when the end comes and you think everything you've done is right. and your world will tumble in around you and you feel so all alone. to cry at everything you have done. a rock in a hard place as you try to be everything that i need. to save me from myself. and yet so scared to be by yourself. watch me break like a payne of glass. help me to pick up the shattered remmants to create comething beautiful. and everything ive become is thanks to you. for all the things you will never realize youve done thank you. vengefull concitedness. everything at the world should lay at your feet. walk on the bac

Laugh For July 13
Staff Meeting The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4.

One Side Of A Phone Call Between James Bond...
Hallo? Is this Giganta? Giganta Crotchetta? Oh, grand! It's Bond. James Bond? O07? Shaken not stirred? Tuxedo? The trunk-sized jet pack? We had a run in with an Austrian terrorist with the overdeveloped reptilian brain and a predilection for man-eating octopi launching bazookas? Well, contacting you took quite a bit of doing actually. You see, first I tried Giganta Crotchetta. I must have looked in every phone directory that MI-6 could hack into. Then I figured out that Giganta might be a code name. I mean, who has the name Giganta Crotchetta? Rather silly, when you think about it? Yes, yes I suppose you do like it. Anyway, I recalled that I kept one of your garments – your knickers actually. And there it was. "Honey Rider" is a much prettier and commonplace name. You should use that. Ah, yes. The, uh... point. Well, it seems that... well, there's no delicate way to put this. I have a rather nasty case of syphilis. And, um, I'm calling all my sexual partners to let th

Guts & Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next."

Thinking Of You
Dedicated to Scott Sarutowski (Committed suicide on 12/8/93) When I first heard that you were gone, I did not believe it. The night I found out, I stayed up all night long waiting... Waiting for you to come visit me. Cause for some crazy reason I thought you would. I kept asking myself why you did it, I never could come up with an answer. You are the only one who will ever know. I kept trying to convince myself that you were just away on vacation or that you moved. For a while it worked until... The funeral. It was then that I realized that you were really gone. I don't think you ever thought about how your family and friends would feel if you left them. You didn't think that you wouldn't be able to do the things a fourteen year old likes to do. you were like a little brother that I never had, Now I still don't have even that anymore. I have learned to deal with your death. All though I cannot say that I am happy with it. I hope you are happy up in heave

I Dream....
I dream of having you all to myself, someday it will happen, only we can hope. I dream of being able to spend every moment of my life with you, touching you, holding you, kissing you, just being with you. I dream of sleeping next to you at night, waking up to you next to me every morning. Being able to laugh with you, Cry with you, enjoying life with you. I dream od snuggling with you on the couch, making love to you all might long, feeling your hands on my skin, your body against mine, your lips all over my body. I dream of looking in your eyes, seeing the love I have for you in return, of hearing you say I love you, saying it in return. This is what I dream... Written on: 8-15-06

Funny Animal Pictures
I was just browsing some Comment Graphic site and found some that sparked My naughty self.. LOL.. hope you like them as much as I did. They are kind of cute :) CBT (Cock Ball Torture) Myspace Quotes ANAL PLAY ANYONE?? Myspace Quotes ASS WORSHIPING Myspace Quotes SCAT FETISH?? Myspace Quotes PANTY SNIFFER Myspace Quotes SISSY MAID Myspace Quotes BESTIALITY Myspace Quotes

Salvation Lies Within...
Watching The Shawshank Redemption. Good movie. Go watch it. I'm bored so I'm writing. Don't have much of anything new to write. Oh well I'll just ramble on and you guys will keep reading on. I'm just that damn good ain't I? Ha. what a load of shit right? False confidence. I've got tons of it... or so I like to think. Put on a good show for all the good people. When truly, anyone with half a brain and some common sense will be able to see otherwise. I wish life was more black and white. I have a hard time thinking in terms of a halfway point. At least in regards with everyone else. I straddle the fence on a lot of feelings and such. But no one else is like that. No one could be as complicated as I am! (/end sarcasm.) So as a result I tend to over analyze and nitpick and drive myself crazy. That is, until I slap myself. So yes, I am probably crazy. It's self imposed though. As result I get to pay some women to listen to me and tell me what? I don't know. I take a pill every m

` : Simple Home Remedies (funny!!)
` 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. You can avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat just by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: Simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use an egg timer. 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the tooth ache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: In life, you only need tw

Gifts
This will be the first of many short, stupid, waste of time blogs... I have 5 gifts thus far, and i noticed three of them are alcohol!!! is that what I am? guys just trying to get me drunk to throw me around the sack? DANG, i thought it would be different in Miami! Okay, totally joking, keep 'em coming lol. I just wanted something to say.

Antidisestablishmentarianism
Succinctly I define this word with great strength which bring the tempest to a whole new length. Stretched beyond normal limits with a mission, we seem to extirpate the proper definition. My suspicion is some cunning reverend-scribe, endowing dictionary fame through diatribe, seized a harmless church-state dispute and affixed it with quantitative ill-repute. Finally established with determined rules; not to stand prosthetic words on limp stools, as their acquired harness' make light of levity. Contemplative, the grace we seek is: brevity. AUTHOR'S NOTES: Let's get one thing straight: While antidisestablishmentarianism is a real word, that has been really used with real meaning, it is mainly known for being an extremely long word.

Men
Men = Dolce and Gabanna sunglasses Have you ever noticed women tend to say "I want to find someone that completes me?" I wonder if they realize when they say that they are not whole?That something within them is missing and they are searching for a man to complete that part of them. it could only be a temporary fix and it will feel good for a while but pieces will tend to break and that part of you will start to expose again until you really trust in God to complete you. become your own person, make sure you are happy with you. make sure you LOVE you! all insecurities are being worked through..... Im extremely guilty for turning to man to help make me whole and not turning to GOD. Im 24 years old, and 8 years after i met my husband and knew he "completed" me God exposed the piece of me i tried to fill with my husband. I never worked through my insecurities, i never allowed myself to become who i was ment to be. i never became my own person with out him. We are no longer tog

Im Listening
im listening I walk through darkness seeking it's comfort. It embraces me while wispering it's saftey, sheilding me from footsteps around me. Im asked not to hide but to go forward with comfidence on a path i do not know.How far im to walk i have not been told. My desires go unknown to me, Im not to ask. Im to learn with each step. Doubt fills me, confuses me. Yet darkness holds me in her arms and i feel safe. i wish to cry out and ask why? But i fear an answer, worse i'll hear nothing knowing im still standing here alone. Please answer me, Are you my friend or are you my prison keeping me hiddon away from where im to go? Im scared for i know not my path and yet you wisper me to go forward

I'm So Sad
Today my 18 year old Brittany spaniel couldn't keep stay standing up... she has been my best friend for 18 years, and now she's gone. I don't cry much mut I am balling my eyes out right now. sorry folks, I just had to let those of you who care know why I am sad.

My Daddy!!!
Well guys u won't be hearing from me for a while...My dad had a massive heartattack at 3 this morning so I'm headed to Ashville. I'm dying inside, this man is my whole life, he raised me by himself when he didn't have to, he has done so0o much for me and now I'm losing him...I really don't feel much like writing so I'mma go..L8RZ..MWAUH!!! *~J~*

To Watch You
I watch you as you bleed with a smile on my face. Nothing makes me happy then to watch you die with grace. To watch the life leave you with every breathe you take. Nothings more greater then pain you feel today. And with your last breathe ……. I want you to scream.

Goodbye Brittany
I lost my dog "Brittany" (a Brittany spaniel) of 18 years today. I had to put here down beause of arthritis, hip displacment and a host of other stuff that happens when dogs get that old. I loved that dog more then ANY friend, wife or GF or person period that I have ever met. she has been with me through most of my whole freaked up life and she has been by my side no matter what, and now she's gone. I have never lost anyone closer to me in my life. But she was the prettiest, happiest most loving dog there ever was. I just had to post this to tell her and the world how much I loved her. I love you Britt and I am going to miss you for the rest of my life.

I'm Haveing A Lousy Month Thou.
Man i ought to quit being a lousy person,and also quit complaining.Anyways i had a bad week thou.I am stress out,and getting depressed all of a sudden.I'm started to feel that nothing matter no more.I mean nothing.I don't care about money,when i was born,or the people i love.I'm completely stress out.I am so sick of it.I need some time off thou.I been feeling like i had just carried a 2 ton elephant on my back thou..My body is about to give up.I can't handle things no more man.I'm sorry i guess i'm going to bed,and never wake up.I can't even finish this blog thou,so later people take care.

Contest Coming To An End Today
HEY EVERYONE THE SALUTE CONTEST IM IN ENDS TODAY AT 5PM EASTERN TIME I REALLY COULD YOU ALL OF YOUR HELP TODAY PLEASE PULL TOGETHER AND LETS GET A VICTORY..RATES ARE WORTH 10PTS AND COMMENTS 1 SO PLEASE COME IN AND HELP ME OUT.....THANK YOU SO MUCH CRAZYLADY http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=513720&i=1484022720

25" Dick
This guy has a 25 inch dick. He goes to the doctor and asks him how to get it smaller. The doctor says .."go down to the islands and look for a witch doctor, he should know what to do..." So he flys to the islands and finds the witch doctor and asks him how to get his dick smaller. The witch doctor tells him to go down the road to find this magical frog ask it to marry you and if she says no 5 inches will come off. He walks down the road and sees the frog. He asks her to marry him and the frog says no. 5 inches come off. 20 inch dick. He says .." oh this is great!.." He goes again, .."frog will you marry me?.." frog says no. 5 more inches off. 15 inch dick. He says .."Cool, I just have to ask the frog to marry me one more time and if it says no I will have a 10 inch dick better then most men and better than what I had. So he goes one more time .."Frog will you marry me?.." The frog says .." How many times do I have to tell you, NO!, NO!, NO!!!!.."

Why Females Should Avoid A Girls Night Out After They Are Married....
The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him "MIDNIGHT"... he didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got away with that one! Then he said "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said "oh shit." Cuckooed 4 more times, cleared its throat, cuckooed

What The Hell Does This Mean
Hold off on making a decision until you hear the other side of the story. Yes, you want to make a decision, but in the end you want to make the right one. A hasty move now could just cause more trouble than it resolves.

My Appoligy To My Mom
I smell your scent yet your not here.I hear your voice but cannot see you.Your prescene is felt although you are gone.At times surronded by your warm embrace even though I know it will never happen anymore.Im sorry it wasnt me that took your place.Im sorry I let you sit in the backseat.

I Love You Just The Way You Are...
Found this on another blog and I had to repost it. I am man enough! I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. ¢¾ If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I lov

Fan Mail & Comments - To My Videos (updated 7-16-07)
These are messages sent to Me about My videos, excuse the grammar but I didn't write them :) I love to get Fan Mail!!! To Divine Goddess! (added 7-16-07) Dear Divine Goddess M. my pathetic name is ali. i'm from Turkey. i think You're Awesome! Adorable! Divine! Your feet are perfect! Let me be Your little poor slave my Goddess! You are The One! I bow and worship! __________________________________________________ filterless2006 oh yeah Madammme M.... gosh..what a thrill to watch you smoke that cigar....mmmm you awesome!! mmmm feeling so dirty and horny right now stef ;-)==~~ __________________________________________________ bobolotty one of the best feet that i have see! __________________________________________________ LiquidJ Sexy __________________________________________________ youngfootsub OMG!!! you are soooo sexy, and your feet... my gosh... they look so soft. I wish I could lick them. I would suck your toes for hours,

Don't Try This At Home
The question is: Do you use bacon grease? We were raised on bacon grease (lard) as kids and even into adulthood. I will never use it again. I hope you will throw yours away whenever you fry bacon from now on. It seems as though nothing is safe to eat anymore. COOKING WITH! BACON GREASE I just threw out my last 2 tbls of bacon grease!! This is what happens when you keep cooking with bacon grease. This is a warning, send this to everyone you care about. It could happen to you... Bacon grease will make your feet small!! Warn everyone!

Something Sweet & Easy For Everyone!
Peanut Butter Pie 1 (8 ounce) pkg cream cheese, softened 1 cup powdered sugar 1 cup crunchy peanut butter 1 (8 ounce) carton Cool Whip 1 ready made graham cracker crust Cream the cream cheese, add sugar and peanut butter. Beat until smooth. Fold in Cool Whip. Place in graham cracker crust. Refrigerate or freeze. its really rich but its good :) Im like a fountain of recipes if theres something u want let me know. ~Lissa

Wonder Why????
wonder why sex is so much better when your *dressed*? lol what i mean by that is last night i dressed up in a sexy alice costume complete with ruffled stocking and blue maryjanes. i got the best f*cking of my life!!!! for some reason it was hotter than the blazes of haites. now can someone tell me why sex is better when youre in costume so to speak

Blog Jr
So what is this all about, i just blurb my day here or what? Well it was ok i suppose, got to go in some houses where the people who live there are pond life and do not know of the word 'soap', 'clean' or 'hygiene'. I did have a damn fine lemon and cracked black pepper chicken baguette for lunch though (And yes, I did wash my hands...oh..and sanitize them) Well, bored and signing out, toodlepip

My Trip So Far
There is so much to say about this trip so far! I don't even know where to begin. This is just something short to let a few friends know what's up. Sorry I haven't been around much guys. Things have been kinda wild. Thursday and Friday we ran around and did a bunch of stuff and had a ball. Been shopping a lot, eating a lot, and we won't talk about other things yet. Saturday was awesome. I was extremely happy with my choices. I will be seeing that person again......very soon I hope. Yesterday kinda sucked because of the goodbye but then last night was awesome. All I'll say for now is jelly shots, sex on the beach, engery drinks and vodka, half naked pretty little goth boys, and the DJ's from Purg. Awesome night, I might be just a little hung over. Still not sure when I'm coming home. There is someone about 3 hrs from here I like being close to. I could live with being a little closer!! I love Charlotte. I swear I have the best sex here!! Anyway I'll be online off and on t

The Breakup
Meanless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But finds themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely more on the signficent other Tougues tied together They no longer know what to stay Argument becomes more and more meaningless In the begining Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal The finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yeild?

Forget
So I feel so blue sometimes I want to die And so I?ve got a broken heart so what They say that time will heal all wounds in mice and men And I know that someday I?ll forget and love again But just between you and me I got my doubts about it But just between you and me you?re too much to forget So I?ve lost the only girl I ever loved And so I?ve never felt so low so what I?ll just tell myself each time I want to cry That someday time will dry the teardrops from my eyes But just between you and me I not so sure about it Just between you and me you?re too much to forget You?re too much to forget

Horoscopes
Today's Horoscope: So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question. Yeah, it is....

Disapointment
disapointment has become my best friend lately. creeping into my heart. empty promises whispered in my ears. fake smiles and real tears. whos next inline to make my cry? tried to turn the disapointment around on them but it just backed fired in my face. no way around it just have to walk stright on through.

X Me...lol
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised. Would you? Will you? [ ] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [ ] kiss me? [ ] let me kiss you? [ ] watch a porn movie with me? [ ] take me out to dinner? [ ] let me drive you somewhere? [ ] take a shower with me? [ ] buy me a drink? [ ] take me home for the night? [ ] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [ ] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [ ] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [ ] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [ ] let me make you breakfast? [ ] help me with homework? [ ] tickle me? [ ] let me tickle you? [ ] stick up for me if i was being put down? [ ] get wasted with me? [ ] instant message me? [ ] greet me in public? [ ] hang out with me? [ ] bring me around your friends? [ ] make out with me? AM i... [ ] smart? [ ] cute? [ ] funny? [ ] cool? [ ] loveable? [

Some People Should Learn How To Spell..........
I wonder what kind of a vase you would use to display them! I wonder if they come in different colors! I wonder about the fragrance! I wonder if it would help to put those preservative packets in the water! I wonder whether they would look better on the kitchen table or in the entry! I wonder if they are cheaper by the dozen! I wonder if they come in long-stemmed!

Germany
so hopefully within the next 3 months or so i am planning a trip back to germany. i haven't seen my brother in like 5 or 6 years now, im hella excited about the whole idea. no need for a hotel or any of that i have family to stay with, and plenty of time then to get drunk and crazy....this fall can't come soon enough.

Feeling Good
I feel good tonight. It's not too hot, i'm guzzling coffe, and i just feel really good. Happy, playful. Life is good right now. Hope it lasts. I really feel that my love life is finally coming together, i'm so in love!!!!! It's a good night to be me!!!!!

Changing
ChanginChanging from one religion is easier said than done. Since Wicca is only around 50 years old it is still a religion that most people will find rather than having been raised Wiccan. A great many new Wiccans are faced with the task of leaving one set of beliefs behind while embracing a new set. Switching religions can be very difficult for some people. Many people expect this to be easy, and when it's not they start to question their new-found faith. Just because your mind may continue to linger on beliefs of your first faith, you shouldn't interpret that as some sort of sign that you have made a bad choice. It can take work and conscious effort to change one's patterns of thinking. And while it can be extremely difficult, the extent of that difficulty has no bearing on whether you are making the right decision to switch. Now, when I gave up Christianity and embraced a Pagan path I had no difficulties changing my perception of Deity from male to female. However, it took mon

Childern
Several years ago, I returned home from a trip just when a storm hit with crashing thunder and severe lightning. As I came into my bedroom about 2 a.m.., I found my two children in bed with my wife, Karey, apparently scared by the loud storm. I resigned myself to sleep in the guest bedroom that night. The next day, I talked to the children, and explained that it was O. K. to sleep with Mom when the storm was bad,but when I was expected home, please don't sleep with Mom that night. They said OK.After my next trip several weeks later, Karey and the children picked me up in the terminal at the appointed time.Since the plane was late, everyone had come into the terminal to wait for my plane's arrival, along with hundreds of other folks waiting for their arriving passengers. As I entered the waiting area, my son saw me, and came running shouting, "Hi, Dad! I've got some good news!" I said loudly, "What's the good news?""Nobody slept with Mommy while you were away this

I Am Not Sorry I Like.....
I AM NOT SORRY I LIKE THE FOLLOWING..... -movies with weak plots and lots of action... -pro wrestling.... -comics..... -science fiction..... -busty women with swords in their hands.... -sex.... -women with curves..... -women...(notice a trend)... -loud motorcycles.... -tattoos..... -being the loud one in the group at times.... -old hot rods..... -weed...(I miss it alot!) -pointless fighting video games.... -Bruce "evil dead" Cambell...old spice ad is funny -wearing black alot..... -strip clubs when the mood hits.... -hanging with my brother and acting a fool.... -Bruce Lee..... -guns and knives.... -cage fights.... -being by myself sometimes.... -unhealthy food.... -speaking my fucking mind!

My Housekeeping Philosophy
My Housekeeping Philosophy 1. I don't do windows because ... I love birds and don't want one to run into them and hurt themselves. 2. I don't wax floors because ... I am terrified a guest will slip and hurt themselves. I'll feel terrible and they may sue me. 3. I don't mind the dustbunnies because ... they are very good company and I have named most of them. They agree with everything I say. 4. I don't disturb cobwebs because ... I want every creature to have a home of their own. 5. I don't Spring Clean because ... I love all the seasons and don't want them to get jealous. 6. I don't plant a garden because ... I don't want to get in God's way. He is an excellent designer. 7. I don't put things away because ... I will never be able to find them again. 8. I don't do gourmet meals when I entertain because ... I don't want my guests to stress out over what to make when they invite me over for dinner. 9. I don't iron be

Dear Tide
I'm writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used it since the beginning of my married life, when my Mom told me it was the best. Now that I am older and going through menopause, I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My unfeeling and uncaring husband started to berate me about how clumsy I was and generally started becoming a pain in the rear end. One thing led to another and I ended up with a lot of his blood on my white blouse. I tried to get the stain out using a bargain detergent, but it just wouldn't come out. After a quick trip to the supermarket, I stopped and got a bottle of liquid Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well that some detectives who came by yesterday told me that the tests were negative and my attorney said that I would no longer be considered a suspect! I thank

Just Song Lyrics
I love this song. brings a tear to my eye everytime I hear it. "Best I Am" by Flaw Long. I`ve Been Running away for far too long Afraid of what Afraid of what I know is soon to come I may not be much of an example right now But I can give you all of my knowledge on how to get along in this place right now all I can say [Chorus] Is that I will do the best that I can to be a good example of man I know one day that You`ll understand you deserve the best that I am you deserve the best that I am It`s So hard so hard to think about when I was child so angry at life I blamed the world for such a long long time But Things happened so quickly some people just go I needed answers to heal me I wanted to know how to get by and now its my turn to say [chorus] This is all for you everything in this world everything in

The Kiss
Before you kissed me only winds of heaven Had kissed me, and the tenderness of rain - Now you have come, how can I care for kisses Like theirs again? I sought the sea, she sent her winds to meet me, They surged about me singing of the south - I turned my head away to keep still holy Your kiss upon my mouth. And swift sweet rains of shining April weather Found not my lips where living kisses are; I bowed my head lest they put out my glory As rain puts out a star. I am my love's and he is mine forever, Sealed with a seal and safe forevermore - Think you that I could let a beggar enter Where a king stood before?

My Fine Is
my fine is What is my fine? What is my fine?well i guess that makes me a hevyweight my fine is$ over $15oo.oo prolly more ! The last person to send this to me was over $640!! I must be boring or truly an angel LOL. This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each 'offence' and added up your total fine. When you are done post this as: "My fine is $..." You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Cross dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some o

Behind Blue Eyes
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes No one knows what it's like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what it's like To feel these feelings Like I do And I blame you No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free Discover... L-I-M-P Say it... No one knows what it's like To be mistreated To be defeated behind blue eyes and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry and dont worry i'm not telling lies but my dreams they arent as empty as my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely my love is vengence that's never free No one knows what it's like To be the bad m

Old Time One Liners
A car hit an elderly Jewish man. >>>The paramedic says, "Are you comfortable?" >>>The man says, "I make a good living." ? >>> >>>I just got back from a pleasure trip. >>>I took my mother-in-law to the airport. >>> >>>I've been in love with the same woman for 49 years. >>>If my wife ever finds out, she'll kill me! ? >>> >>> >>>Someone stole all my credit cards, but I won't be reporting it. >>>The thief spends less than my wife did. >>> >>>We always hold hands. >>>If I let go, she shops. >>> >>> >>>She was at the beauty shop for two hours. >>>That was only for the estimate. >>>She got a mudpack and looked great for two days. >>>Then the mud fell off. >>> >>>The doctor gave a man six months to live. >>>The man couldn't pay his bill, so the doctor gave him another six months. >>> >>>The Doctor called Mrs. Cohen saying, "Mrs. Cohen, your check came back." >>>Mrs. Cohen answered, "So did my arthritis!" ? >>> >>>Doctor: "You'll live to

Much Better This Time
Hey Everyone! Well with the new meds I definitely had alot less sickeness from the chemo and that was a welcome solution. I had a couple little bouts but nothing major like the last time and the worst side effect I felt this time was exhaustion and loss of appetite. Of course Chemo comes with other side effects, like sensitivity to light, sound and touch, almost like having a migraine without the pain. Perry gave me my first shot yesterday and I was so proud of him! It was after that he got weak! LOL But we were both very nervous. I wasn't nervous in him however, just the needle stick. I told you I was a baby! He said with everything we have been through from Natural childbirth to surgery this was the scariest thing he has ever had to do with me...That is because he had to do it! LOL Fortunatley I have numbness from surgery in the area on my belly that I can give my shots so I didn't feel a thing. Although that doesn't seem to relieve me at all! LOL I am feeling mu

Sinner Companion
are you the one whose pain gives me only pleasure are you the one whose stain can make something pure are you the one who unleashes the rain that washes away the cure are you the one who is just as insane and craves to take a hellish tour oh yeah dance to to the whip oh yeah time to brand oh yeah hells our trip oh yeah both a ring and a band oh yeah lose your grip oh yeah crawl in the sand are you that hungry slave begging for another lash that thing which we both crave then next a little slash what else will you brave what is the next moral to crash on our way to an early grave our bodies like a bag in the trash

45 Things A Girl Would Die For
1-Touch her waist 2-Talk to her 3-Share secrets 4-Give her your jacket 5-Kiss her slowly 6-Hug her 7-Hold her 8-Laugh with her 9-Invite her somewhere 10-Let her be with you when you're with your friends 11-Smile with her 12-Take pics with her =] 13-Pull her onto your lap 14-When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15-When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. It makes her feel loved 16-Always hug her and say "I Love You" when you see her 17-Kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST! 19-Tell her she's beautiful! 20-Tell her the way you feel about her! 21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car. It makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman 22-Tell her she means everything to you, but mean it 23-If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her. If she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn't want to talk about it.

Whats It Like?
whats it like to be held tight? does it surround you, and feel right? whats it like, to be set free? can you help, i'd like to believe. what's it like, to kiss her slow? feel her body, do you know? whats it like, to have it all? love and passion, no tear's that fall? what's it like, to feel no pain? please help, before i'm insane.....

To Every Girl
To every girl crying tonight--you know you deserve better than that - To every girl that dresses cute --- not skanky - To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot. -To every girl that will spend her whole day -- looking for the perfect present for you. - To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead. - To every girl that would die to have a -- decent boyfriend. - To every girl who would just like once to be treated -- like a princess. - To every girl that cries at night because of -- another heartbreak. - To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth -- just to get a boyfriend. - To every girl that just wants -- to hold hands. - To every girl that kisses him -- with meaning. - To every girl who just wishes -- he cared more. - To every girl who would just once want a guy to give -- their jacket up when they are cold. - To every girl who just wants -- him to cal

Jay Leno's Letter
Ok let me start by saying this was forwarded to me from a close friend..... keep an open mind and read further..... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the l

Help Find Her Plz
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: JeremyDate: Jul 18, 2007 5:34 PMAmber Alert. Staff Sergeant Rick Williams Rolla Police Department 1007 N. Elm St. Rolla , Mo. 65401 (573) 364-1213 Fax (573) 364-6346 Please look at the picture, read what her mother says, then forward this message on. My 13 year old girl, Ashley Flores, is missing. She has been missing for now two weeks. Maybe if everyone passes this on, someone will see this child. That is how the girl from Stevens Point was found by circulation of her picture on tv. The internet circulates even overseas,South America , and Canada etc. Please pass this to everyone in your address book. With GOD on her side she will be found. "I am asking you all, begging you to please forward this email on to anyone and everyone you know, PLEASE. It is still not too late. Please help us. If anyone knows anything, please contact me at: HelpfindAshleyFlore s@yahoocom I am including a picture of her. All prayers are appreciated!

Suicide Girls!!!!!
I'm am going to desperately try to get as many people as I can to boycott the website Suicide Girls and anything they're affiliated with. Why you ask? Am I just some jealous girl? Nooo... I've always wanted to take pictures and have them on SG. Truth is, one of my favourite photographers, Philip Warner aka Lithium Picnic, who was contracted with them to shoot pics, is now being SUED by SG for breech of contract. There's a rather long explanation to all the details behind this, but let me sum it up. Suicide Girls has within their contract a clause stating that photographers and models under contract with them are ONLY allowed to shoot pictures and place them within their website. They make an allowance for models running their own one person website. One of Lithium's most popular models, Apnea, has one such website, completely run by herself featuring only herself. Suicide Girls claims that somehow they've breached their contract. They're playing DIRTY too! They know th

Confused.
I am lost and confused on things.. its really upsetting me.. Do i come off as the type of person that wants something? that is out for goodies, and gifts? that is a gold digger? If so, then you really don't know me at all.. I can assure you.. its not me and its ot who i am. If it was.. i would never have been with Michael.. when i first met mike and dated him.. he was a broke Bitch lol, well he was.. we didnt have anything.. yes now we do, but thats almost 4 years later.. and things are a bit easier for us. BUT i am not out for gifts or money.. so.. if you think that.. then you can leave my page and never look back.. and if you don't know what this is about.. then its not about you. there is ONE person that will read this.. and leave i am sure.. BUT you know what i dont care. I wont remove them..but they i am sure will remove themselves for actin a fool and me pointin it out to them on here. anyways.. Luv you my friends have a great day and nite

Done
Well this evening I truley got my heart broken.Not by my husband,not by my friends, because I can truley with time mend those wounds.But by someone that I considered one of my BEST of friends.It was by my mentally disabled step brother.We grew up together since we were two & he was the BEST of my BEST friends.I love him with all my heart & every since we were children I would protect him from anything that came his way.But tonight his cruel, habitual lying mother finally accoplished her goal in getting him turned against me in this pitiful fight my fahter & her think they are caring on with me.She got my father turned against me & it took her some time to get my brother but she has finally accomplished her goal with lies.I was willing to reconcile with my father at one time but after tonight ever bit of the bridge that was there that could have made that reconciliation possible has burned to ashes.After seeing what his wife has done & is willing to do to keep me away & he has not said

Moving To Be With My Angel
well lets see im moving to nc to be with my fiance joann and im so exited i wiss it was here but i have to wait till the 2nd oh aug to get on the bus i have never loved anyone as much as i love her she has gave me a light in my heart that has been closed for a while now i hope to be the man that will make her feel special...joann i love u and cant wait to be ur husband

Real Talk
i'm single, but not really looking anymore. hard to explain.. guess i just got fed up with these fake ass girls.. most need to grow up an be a woman on their own, and not wait for someone to swoop them up to happiness or full support, ya dig? same as these dudes out here lookin for some suga momma to drive they car, and spen they money. get a job bro and be a damn man. quit makin us hard workin men look bad. cause real to real, that aint bein hard. makin u look soft like u on mommas tit still.. and quit tryin to be the dudes in the videos.. 50 cent is doin him, he don't need a co-signer.. ya feel me? now i ain't never been one to knock anyone's hustle, but that shit ain't no hustle.. trust an believe.. i've hustled my whole life, from Brooklyn to buckeye city.. as far west as kansas.. been there done that.. fuck the t-shirt.. the flat bill hats.. half ya'll don't even know it's a cali mexican thing from way back.. get off the wagon and start your own shit.. let some ppl follow u.. ever

The Bishop And The Donkey
The Bishop and The Donkey The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT. The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it coul

Things You May/may Not Care To Know
Many people on here think they know alot of things about me, and some do..many only think they do...so let me ask you a few questions..which will be answered momentarily...I'll stat simple My Favorite Color...... My Favorite Book....... My Favorite Movie...... The One Person I Wish Never Existed (ahh now before you go laughing give this some thought)...... My Biggest Regret....... My Most Painful Memory....... My Biggest Pet Peeve......... My Least Favorite Human Trait..... .......................................................... ANSWERS BELOW .......................................................... Fave Color Purple Book Phantom Tollbooth Movie Dream A Little Dream One Person I Wish Never Existed......ME - suprised huh? Biggest Regret Giving Up My Son (which if karma is on my side may just be rectified) Most Painful Memory The Day I Learned Sandi had been killed in a hit and run (which turns out wasn't a hit and run

Issue
Ok in my stupid class I am taking, we are debating that individuals have the right to bear arms and so forth but I stated that if it was a right that we had then how when we commit a crime are we not allowed to bear arms???? Rights can not be taken away am I correct on this or not. Just want to clarify. I see bearing arms as a privelage not a right

Modern Day Version Of The Birds & The Bees
A little boy asks " Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers, "Well son, I guess you will need to find out anyway. Your mom and I first got together in a chatroom in yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to download form my hard drive. As soon as I was ready for upload, we discovered it was too late to hit the the "Delete" button, nine months later a little "Pop-Up appeared and that said: You've Got Male!"

Watever
wen u r thinkin of someone do u wonder if they r thinkin of u as well...the good times and bad times shared...do u ever cross their mind if a song comes on that may remind em of u...Lord knows i do, always! seems no matter how much u try 2 block someone from ur mind a song or someone mite say sumthin that reminds me of that certain person...then the flood of memories starts 2 come about! just makes me wonder if i cross ur mind as u do mine...until we meet again!

Goin Away For A Few Days...
hey all just thought i'd let u guys know that i'm goin on vacation to maryland for the next few days. infact i'm spendin the night at my dad's so that we can get up and leave at 5 in the mornin, i swear he's tryin to kill me. anywayz i won't be back till tuesday or wednesday night. but i'm takin a cam wit me so maybe when i get back i'll have new pics for on here ...a'right gotta go do some stuff i gotta do before we leave tomorrow...laterz all and have a good weekend lol i know i will just think, the beach, guys all around, shoppin, guys all around lol ....get the point? lol good ...laterz

Greatest Compliment Ever
Wednesday I finally went blonde again. When I got home, I put on a white sundress. My daughter told me I look like The Girls Next Door. I know I don't, but it was the sweetest compliment I've ever gotten. I almost cried.

Silence
silence builds a wreckage of a girl, it feeds on loneliness and creates a void, gray shadows haunt and torment and torture, a teenager that is stricken and destroyed. there is no sound of laughter or happiness here, the little one has thrown in the towel today, somber, melancholy moods decay the soul, it is futile to hope and dream and pray. emptiness builds like a home in this woman, in this girl, this child where hollows have bred, a deepening sea of nowhereness consumes, and eats away at every connecting thread. confusion feeds like a savage inside her, leaving nothing considered worthy remains, destined to walk through life less ordinary, alone, exiled, different and distained.

Something Must Be Wrong With Me...
something must be wrong with me, with all this pain inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. something must be wrong with me, if all i do is cry, i can't stop this pain, all i want to do is die. something must be wrong with me, if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does, is make me feel like a lost child. something must be wrong with me, if i can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does, is turn my stomach in knots. something is truly wrong with me, when i think there's only one way out, "let this pain end!" is all my heart will shout.

Giving Into Darkness...
i'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness, and i feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under. i yell for help but no one is there to hear it. i begin to see the water at eye level, and i kick and flail. fighting to stay above darkness, but the darkness wont let go of its hold on me. i slowly begin to give in, to the feeling that lies below the waterline. the water starts to fill my lungs, the lungs that felt with so much life. yet now they allow the murky water to replace that, i know that this path doesn't lead to happiness, but why doesn't someone grab my hand? pull my from darkness's grasp? because no one knows i stand at the boundary, the boundary of light and dark. so i give into the thing that holds me, all of the strength and all of the courage. that i once held in my heart, can't save me from the water, so i slowly slip... slip below the world of consciousness, undetected by the occupants of the world. i don't want to fight anymore... i've given i

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What Are Some Women Thinking??
You know last weekend I went out to a bar and I was dancing with my special someone. When we went back and sat down I noticed this rather heavy set woman. She had a beautiful face, but her selection of clothing for her body width left yet to be desired. You know I was once 235 lbs and I'm not ashamed to say so, but by God I never wore clothing that showed any signs of Flab hanging over my jeans or my boobs busting outta my shirt so bad you could almost see a nipple. This woman was at least 250 some lbs. She wore a orange color spandex halter top...and a jean skirt that looked like a bandaid covering her front and backside. You all know that spandex shows all and the fact that it was a halter top was even worse from my perspective anyhow. She bent over...she had no stockings on nor did she seem to have even a g-string or undies. Rather tasteless of her. Then there was this other young girl, she was wearing those lowrise jeans and they were real tight, her flab was hanging over the sid

Do U Hear That?
Do you hear it? Do u feel it? I can't either,it was taken from me I thought i knew what i was doing, I'm a stupid girl I fell for a stupid boy who's in love with another girl. Thought i could change it, Thought my feels were true, i was wrong i should have never done it I'm a stupid girl Now i have to pretend these feelings aren't here These tears are not real This over pounding of hurt thats in my heart means nothing, Push it away like i had to before. 5 months it take whats another few months. Its only me,this stupid girl..... © 2007 Millsmind

More Sex
Dream Lover Like a thief in the night you stole my heart, Your fingers played my body like a sensual art. Relaxing, submitting myself to you as best I could, You started slow and easy like every man should. Knowing all the right spots and places, Never getting me mixed up with different faces. Knowing you’d had a few more lovers than me, You still experimented just to see. Tried to figure which ways I enjoyed, With my breasts, my pussy, even my clit you toyed. Making me cum and moan real loud, My hair spread on the pillow like a soft cloud. Whispering softly in my ear, “You’re the one I need”, very clear.

Part 3 Peace
from my friend cecil jacob > God’s armour - Part 3: Peace > > " AND YOUR FEET SHOD WITH…THE GOSPEL OF PEACE. " EPHESIANS 6 : 15 > > Roman soldiers wore shoes called caligas, which were wrapped tightly > around their ankles, and studded on the bottom with nails. This > provided them with three things needed to win: (1) stability (2) > balance (3) forward momentum. Can you imagine being in battle without > those? > > “But what does ‘having my feet shod with the gospel of peace,’ mean > to me?” you ask. Two things: (a) God’s peace will keep you standing > when others fall. It’ll keep your priorities in place, as you move > towards your God-given goals (b) You’ll refuse to go anywhere, do > anything, or think any thought, unless it maintains the peace of God > in your life. > > Listen to these scriptures: “Ye shall go out with joy, and be led > forth with peace…” (Isa 55:12). “Let the peace of God rule [decide] > in your hearts…” (Col 3:15). God’s peace is your c

Realize Your In Love
As i am here, Lyin in bed I cant help but to have you in my head I never thought this would be as hard as it is To not be able to hold you, how will i get through this??? Looking at your pictures, I begin to cry. Wanting nothing more than to hold you so tightly. I know at this moment i know how true love feels. And i know what we have, what we share is real. We'll get through anything no matter how hard it may be Hanging on,knowing you will never leave me. We'll always be together in the end, you and I. Now to wipe the tears away from my eyes By being away from you at this time Makes me greatful that you are mine And this just might be a test but just like always, we will let our love do the rest I shall come to you shortly, and you will see Dont think i would let you continue this without me Just keep hanging on and looking into your heart And you will see our love was there right from the start

"big Girls Don't Cry"
"Big Girls Don't Cry" Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS:] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours

Forever
My heart grows ever fonder My love is warmer than the sun I've been saving all my love For I'm certain you're the one… The star in my constellation you’re the one who I adore my feelings run so deep and simply cannot be ignored… With you I am in heaven I feel so alive and free your love flows through my veins into the heart and soul of me… My love can only be measured by the highest mountain peak my life has found new meaning Each and every day of the week… I have found my perfect love such a love I've never known you became a welcome resident when you called my heart your home…

Stuff
These walls closing in on me. Days go by so slow Pain inside I need no more. As the fate that has been handed to me is taken away. Why must my fate change? His face cold as ice. His fingers feel like needles pushing into my body. My back arches Body tingles and I know the pain is true. I lay there still. I can not move It feels as though my body has been parilized I feel my heart as he enters me unwantedly. My heart beats And beats faster and faster. I start to cry. Beg him to stop. My body goes limp. I lay back and thank god he stoped befour he killed me. I lay there and cry. At this point I really wish I could die. Why didnt he kill me befour he scarred me for life.. As I try to move my body just wont allow me to. What did I do to deserve such abuse? I regain the feeling in my body the sharp pain comes back and I slowly get up. As I start to ask why And as I wish that I could just turn back time. Turn back the time and have never let him come over Then

Have A Little Faith In Me!!!!
Have a Little Faith in Me lyrics by Mandy Moore. When the road gets dark And you can no longer see Just let my love throw a spark And have a little faith in me And when the tears you cry Are all you can believe Just give these loving arms a try And have a little faith in me And Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me [ Have a Little Faith in Me lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] When your secret heart Cannot speak so easily Come here darlin' From a whisper start To have a little faith in me And when your back's against the wall Just turn around and you will see I will catch, I will catch your fall baby Just have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me

Top Jokes 22/07/07 No2
irst waiter-"i hate new years eve!" 2nd waiter-"i know- all those tablecloths to change!" diner-"ill have the fish-no, make it a steak!" waiter-"im not a migician,sir!" diner-" may i use your telepghone, please?" waiter-"is it urgent?" diner-"ill say it is-im calling the missing portions bureau!" diner-"i asked for a game bird, but this is just chicken!" waiter-"but that chickens a game bird too, sir- it was playing snakes and ladders when it died!" ist diner-"ill have the steak and chips, and a glass of water,please!" 2nd dinner-"ill have the same-and make my glass is clean!" later... waiter-"here is your order,gentlemen which one of you wanted the clean glass?!" waiter-"can i take your order,sir?" diner-"certainly not! im paying for it, and im eating it!" diner-"why is my cake soaking wet?" waiter-"its a bath bun!" waiter-"im sorry sir, but theres nothing left in the kitchens!"diner-"but youre carring a trayful of food- what do you call that?" waiter-"

Going Away
I see tears roll down your face, makes me feel so out of place. Your hearts beats at a slow pace, wish right now, I were in outer space. I hate to see you cry, makes me feel like I want to die. So please let me wipe you pretty eyes, cant make you happy, but I can try. See goodbyes are hard on everyone, and yeah good people are not easy for some... to let go of and just be free. No I don`t want to see you leave. I know it is better this way, even though I want you to stay. I wish sometimes I would just go away, tomorrow will come and maybe it will be a better day. When we are together, it is truly bliss. All I have to do is give you a hug and a kiss. You know you are someone I will surely miss!!!

I Want To........
I wanna bite, sink my teeth in, deep. Run my wet tongue, over your entire body. Bend your body, like a pretzel, given to me, for my pleasures of pain ... love. Nip that tiny, sensitive spot, behind your knees. Slow slide tongue, guiding its way up, to shaved, engorged cock. Slowly flick, lick your rim. Sloppy wet kisses, till you beg, for more. I shall not stop, till I have tasted, your whole body.

Here Are The Contest
ok family these are two contest that we have. just mee is a good friend of the family. so lets plz help her win. roadie69 is a member so plz be bombing him. well here yall go and have a fun time here on fubar.

Sign Up Bonus
Come join us~ Global Bombers & Family Club Shot at 2007-07-23 so if u are my friend or family or any one looking for a place t0 be, this is a new family cause the other one i was a founder in is gone,The Round Table Bombers Is no more, so this is the home page for the Global Bombers & Family Club check us out join if u like all is welcome. ty this is the home page link corky1952@ fubar

Beige Sunshine
Cheese is the one thing that's indestructible How much is your Blue Cross deductible? Open your eyes to a wicked surprise You'll lose your mind if you just step inside They say even Bambi was corruptible The flu's coming, yes are you susceptible? If only traces of lead were detectable Open your brain to a new kind of pain Just step inside and we'll all go insane Please put your thoughts inside a receptacle You are not one of us Your pipes are leaking You are an ocelot But what are you seeking? Baboons, they say, are quite understanding Ships without rudders aren't worth commanding Open your skull to a world that is dull You'll find it all when you shop at the mall People like you are not worth reprimanding

Mickeys...
beer is kinda gross... and im sick of sitting at home im going to run away again... because im good at it. i went bowling last night and i pretty much broke my hand.... okay it was just my nail but my hand kinda hurts. and i did laundry. i was looking at old pictures today... WEIRD!!!! okay thats enough pictures....

Whargoul
Stalingrad 42, became a living tomb Yes, human souls Profit for the prophet and the creatures who control 46 I got away, from the horrid thing that I did at Malmedy And though I gained strength at the time Still they call for vengeance for the hatred of my crime Then I tried to drink myself to death 40 years went by, and drunken I was left And drunk I was when they caught me Gagged and bagged was right where they got me Taped to a chair feeling sore Knowing all the answers to the question I ignore They burned off my face with a propane torch Then they blew up my porche Then I fought against the USA, trapped in a trench till the bulldozers came Changed sides, and flew the bloody warthog Highway of death and the day of the dog And once again, I died alive, sent home in a box but somehow I survived Maybe you've got my face, I'm the demon of war

The Reasons I Love You
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearin

Men
Ok so I have serveral male friends who just drive me nuts. There is these two, an done thinks the other is tryin to show him up, its frustrating ffs. I am so sick of men and their egotisticalo ways, and when u think that u have met one that sdifferent, well shit, he isnt, hes the same as the others.. ggggrrrrrrrrr I know I am venting, oh well!!!!!! Plz find me a man that aint egotistical..lmfao..ya good luck

I Only Wanna To Be With You
"I Only Wanna Be With You" I don't know what it is that makes me love you so I only know I never want to let you go You started something Oh can't you see Ever since we met you've had a hold on me It happens to be true I only want to be with you It doesn't matter where you go or what you do I want to spend each moment of the day with you Love has happened with just one kiss I never knew that I could be in love like this It's crazy but it's true I only want to be with you You stopped and smiled at me Asked if I cared to dance I fell into open arms And I didn't stand a chance Now listen honey I just want to be beside you everywhere As long as we're together honey I don't care You started something Oh can't you see Ever since we met you've had a hold on me No matter what you do I only want to be with you You stopped and smiled at me Asked if I cared to dance I fell into open arms And I didn't stand a chance Now hear it honey I just want to be beside you ev

Im Turning The Big 3-0
Wow I am soon to be 30...god seems like yesterday ..I was crazy and in college..well im still crazy but we wont talk about that. I dont have to many plans for my birthday ..just some spread out things im going to enjoy. I am getting another tattoo for my birthday. I am choosing a piece on the back of my neck..it will be my son's name, and Im thinking of having my tongue repierced. That was fun the first time..lol. I am really excited about that. Were going to gone on vacation the week of my bday ...will be nice to get away for at least a little bit. When we return my best gal and I are going to check out a club or two in Motown weve been dying to go to...that should prove to be interesting. With her ...for sure! I hope to bring a few friends...hey the more the merrier! And to top it all off....Im going to see my absolute favorite band BUCKCHERRY!!!! in concert the first part of Sept. I was going to PA but they have scheduled a date closer to home....I have so been waiting on t

Free Blogs 20 Cool Cant Rate At Min Sulks
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What Kind Of Soulmate Do I Need??
philosopher your partner will be a very deep thinker. most likely not concerned with fashions or popularity. they care about whats important to them. but one thing is sure the one thing that means the most to them will be their soul mate..you! remember that when their deep in thought, it may be about you! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Bank Of God
BANK OF GOD The Bank of God is an establishment for receiving thanks and praises The Bank of God is an establishment for keeping peace, love, and unity The Bank of God is an establishment for issuing angels; regulatory representatives The Bank of God is an establishment for lending a helping hand; guidance; direction God examines, verifies, approves or rejects my daily transactions God's commandments, ordinances is my overdraft protections I make sure I keep my life, my account in good standing, good condition My account has been open for several years And only can be closed by God and my loved ones will shed their tears

Oh Yes Please
Oh, I only want, yes, to touch you, please, right there, yes, to please you, oh, tonight, tomorrow day, tomorrow night, to take you again and again and give you again and again. I need oh, yes, please, to taste your milky skin and feel the moistened soft - hear the mewling moment as it builds into a cry, caress you, kiss you, cater to your needs. Please say yes and, oh, I will enter you and press you to my chest, charge into you like lightning storms and thunder under you - you are my dream, don't leave before I love you like I know you need and, oh my god, say yes. © All rights reserved Scott Adelmann

Damn...... This Is How I Want It To Be With My Girl
did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 min the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. but if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for 5 years........ --------------------------------------------------------- advice.... WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD -SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU! =] WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET G

No Male Version?? Haven't They Heard Of "desperate Housewives"??
Bikini-Clad Women Mow Lawns in Memphis By Associated Press 10:06 AM EDT, July 23, 2007 MEMPHIS, Tenn. - One lawn care company is showing a little skin to boost business. The women of Tiger Time Lawn Care offer to mow customers' lawns dressed in bikinis -- a service that attracts more attention to the ladies than the lawns. "Oh yeah, they honk and yell. They can do everything you can imagine," said employee Blair Beckman, 21. Beckman said the extra attention is expected, but she looks on the bright side. "You get the attention but you also get a tan, which I need," Beckman said. Owner Lee Cathey said the bikini service makes mowing the lawn a lot more interesting, although the fee is slightly higher. "The yards definitely get more attention when there's a bikini on the lawn," Cathey said. Some customers sit in lawn chairs and have a beer while watching, he said. The three-month-old company is looking for a way to expand the service through the end of summer. "

Harry Potter
So at 12:01am Saturday morning the last adventure for Harry Potter went on sale. Luckily I had my copy on hold & had it in my hands by 12:45am. At 8 am I opened the book stopping only to visit with friends who came to dinner & finishing the last typed word at 11:22pm. OMGOSH it was a wonderful book. I am pleased & saddened with the way it ended. I hate seeing the author ending this delightful series. To everyone who reads Harry Potter, do enjoy this final book as much as I did.

Uh..oh..i've Been Thinking.
Recently as you may know I've been trying to make new friends. Not much luck. One of the things impeding the progress is people that don't like using modern technology. Phones. If you give me your number and I give you mine..the logical thing to do is use it. Don't give me reasons or excuses for something so simple. if you don't wanna call me? why even ask for it? or give me yours? I can't wait to hear from you..literally. I go to work. I can't just wait for some phantom phone call that'll never happen. And do not ask me where I work. I don't want people calling me there or visiting me there, costing me my job. I don't mean to sound crass, but I have had it with excuses. I'm not a lil boy. I'm a man and I'm looking for a friend. Whether that friend turns into something more is unknown, but that's it. But friends call each other. They don't make excuses why they can't even dial a number. Especially if we're in the same area code.

Wtf
Bush Outlaws War Protest - Citizens Face Full Asset Seizure WELL IT HAS HAPPENED. THIS MANIACAL SON OF A BITCH HAS OUTLAWED ALL WAR PROTEST AGAINST THE IRAQ WAR HERE IN THE UNITED STATES. PASSED INTO LAW JULY 17TH. SINCE CONGRESS IS TOO WEAK-KNEED TO STAND UP AND DO THE RIGHT THING, PERHAPS IT WILL BE LEFT TO THE AMERICAN PEOPLE. ----------- WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE!

Chickology 101
1 . Long hair is not the most important factor. Some short hairstyles are bangin', short dicks ain't. Get your priorities straight, stumpy. 2 . Definition of a gold-digger: Former innocent, loyal, sweet, heartbroken girl who has come to the conclusion that men just don't give a fuck about women and have nothing to offer besides dick, and money. Dick disappoints sometimes, money never does. 3. Just cause your loyal girlfriend forgave you for cheating doesn't mean things will remain the same. Newsflash: Any cute male "friend" that she may have has now moved up a few notches, playa. Step yo game up! 4. Big titties can't suck a good dick. 5 . If she's mad cool, the two of you always get along with no arguments, and kicking it with her is like kicking it with your boys, keep up the good work. You haven't pissed her off yet. 6. Girls can fuck and do it movin too. Stop thinkin' that if you fuck with us we're gonna catch feelings. Ain't nobody thinking about you. O

Summit Of The Rock ..poem
A new day just beyond the vista of the Ever clear Myst of the Silver Falls casting a calling that sooths and bends my soul Spreading its mist to embrace and cool a heated Spirit.. A morning of light crowning the Summit of Rocks like a blindingly spectacular silent explosion of a distant Sun.. And I extend you my hand,and open it and all you find sitting on my Palm is simply nothing.. -Azrael Torres-

At First Light
Near twisted sheets you slumber and I think I might slide inside the tangle of your hair and play upon your skin the requiem to last night's frantic frolic - my God, you are (to me) even lovelier in this pale morning light. I fear you may awaken as I dress in dotted darkness and draw me back to touch again your moist and silky skin - but, I must make my way away from you and to the drudgery of daylight alone. I wish to, want to stay and savor every taste, but, sadly, I must settle for a lingering, light kiss. We might never know again the fullness of the darkness of last night as we explored the first full blush of this emotion - so I stand inside the doorway and I wait and watch you stirring as the sun climbs like a ladder up the bed and to the golden fringes of your curls. How can we , will we love each other more than we did through the night last night? My oath to you: I must, I will return again to try... © All righ

What Is Love
Love Is Every "I love you" is a promise. A promise to stand by you, Whatever the odds, Whatever the outcome, Whatever the cost. Every "I love you" is a pact. A sworn oath to stick by each other, To be there for each other, no matter what Personal sacrifice is necessary, and no matter what Consequences may befall. Every "I love you" has nothing to do With touches, Or kisses, Or sweet nothings whispered in an attentive ear. "I love you" is more than all these things. It means loyalty And honor And trust Without the expectation of the same in return. So, my friend, knowing this, Know also that I love you

July 24th
Today.... I'm stuck at work, bored as hell. Today is my last day for the pay period to be stuck in the fiscal dept. Thank fucking god! The fiscal dept. is lame! Last night my fiance Dusty was driving me crazy by teasing me with some Harry Potter tidbits.... The bastard finished the book before me!

My Sincere Apology
Forgive me because I am not that thug brother I mean I could only be that good brother You know that compassionate lover To show that I loved ya Forgive me for not hitting you only hugging ya For kissing you and not shoving ya For holding you and not punching ya Forgive me for treating you as if you had class And for not treating you like trash Or throwing you through that glass Oh, did I mention for not putting my foot in your ass… I thought you were on that other shit when you said that I was too nice But I guess it is us good men who always have to pay price I'm sorry my mouth is not full of platinum and gold My feelings for you are not heartless and cold And I'm truly sorry that the bracelet I bought you Is not worth more than the ring you ex-boyfriend stole I'm sorry that I try to keep the lights on Instead of worrying about how much ice I got on I apologize that I can't bleed the block And run from cops I mean I would, but my time is consumed by this 9 to 5 j

Long, Thick, And Black
She laid across the bed Butt naked from the start Her knees were slightly bent And her thighs were spread apart She recently had shaved And her pussy lips were bare They were moist from her caress And free of any hair Feeling sexy and on fire Satin sheets beneath her back She reached for something hard That was long, thick, and black She gripped it with both hands And slid in deep inside Then moan to its long stroke As she took it for a ride Her body felt the surge From the lust of her black pet The thrill was so intense It made her soak and wet She broke into a frenzy For ecstasy was near Her body heat was rising And the sound of sex was clear She came so many times And swore each was the best Then she turn the dildo off And proceeded to get dress $olo12/07

1st Response
1. Cigarettes: yuck 2. Sex: yes please 3. Relationship: not now 4. Your Last Ex: can he babysit tonight 5. Football: soon! 6. Crack: whore 7. Food: shopping 8. President: election 9. War: sad 10. Vehicles: need one 11. Gas Prices: suck 12. Bon Jovi: like his new stuff 13: Fear: snakes 14. Beyonce: meh 15. Blondes: yay 16. Brunettes: edgy (in a good way) 17. Politics: elections again 18. One Night Stands: not me 19. Cell phones: damn, I need minutes 20. Vanilla Ice Cream: Bryers Vanilla Bean :) memories 21. Porta potties: avoid like the plague! 22. High School: fun 23. Pajamas: mmm...comfortable 24. Wet Socks: eeeewww 25. Alcohol: meh...not for me 26. HATE: is a strong word 27. My best friend(s): Shell, Ryan, Tammy, Courtney, Amy...man the list could go on for a long time :D 28. Heartache: happens 29. Love: it's a VERB..implies action 30. Divorce:inevitable (for me) 31. Parents: next week 32. T

Lovestoned
Like it? Nough said... watch for cars! :) She's freaky and she knows it She's freaky and I like it Listen She grabs the yellow bottle She likes the way it hits her lips She gets to the bottom It sends her on a trip so right She might be going home with me tonight She looks like a model Except she's got a little more ass Don't even bother Unless you've got that thing she likes I hope she's going home with me tonight Those flashing lights come from everywhere The way they hit her I just stop and stare She's got me love stoned Man I swear she's bad and she knows I think that she knows She's freaky and she knows it She's freaky, but I like it She shuts the room down The way she walks and causes a fuss The baddest in town She's flawless like some uncut ice I hope she's going home with me tonight And all she wants is to dance That's why you'll find her on the floor But you don't have a chance Unless you move the way that she likes That's why

.crist Came And Christ Saw I Was In Pain Now Im Not.>>
JESUS has been carrying me.; He came into , my life back iN JUNE 1999.Now I send word,s of love for YOU,from my ; My Saviour and Christ.to Thee. He brote me out of a pit of hell.one I knew, for quite awhile..He gave me love...Whe I knew Not.; He washed me white with-in his blood. He accepted me even though I had sinned. My lord God , ; I say to thee ; I am thy servant, I will do as you ask , ; I will obey,.In thy name any request , keep me strong in faith and help me to do thy best. Cover me oh Lord with your Grace and make me whole. wash away my sins now, Thy sins be gone.. I accept thy love that you have shown.,, ;I take you now into my soul; Oh Lord and put you first for now own.; I be not of this world or worldy things.. ;And Ill do as you ask ,ILL acCept you as my saviour and Christ. yOU OH lORD HAVE OPEN A WINDOW TO MY SOUL.No more darkness do I know,I draw strength from you oh Lord : I pray for forgivness to.Iask in thy name to help with the lost , ab

The Marine
you can keep your army khaki, you can keep your navy blue, I have the world's best fighting man to introduce to you,. His uniform is different The best you've ever seen, the german's call him "devil dog" But his real name is MARINE. He was born on Parris Island the place that God forgot, the sand is 18 inches deep and the sun is blazing hot. He gets up every morning before the rising sun he'll run 100 miles or more before the day is done. and when he gets to Heaven, Saint Peter he will tell, "one more Marine reporting Sir" "i've done my time in hell" He'll hug you and kiss you and treat you like a Queen, there;s no better fighting man than a UNITED STATES MARINE

Love
I always seem to get myself into the crappiest relationships... you know the ones were u get treated like crap and get taken advantage of and taken for granted!! I had been dating this one guy for 2 months and he was a complete prick.. I had enough one day and decided to do away w the whole relationship thing for a while!! I wasn't looking for a guy.. I didnt want one.. and when I had given up.. was when God placed the most amazing man in my life!! He continues to amaze me... and if the Lord allows.. I want to spend the rest of my life learning and getting to know this man!! So all of you ladies and men out there... don't give up!! The one for you is out there looking for you!!

Looking In
As I sit outside looking in Wondering how this day will begin Not knowing what to expect Needing your love, honor and respect Little by little each step brings us closer To the moment in time of deeper enclosure How can something feel so right? I’m hanging on – oh so tight You are the one that makes my heart sings You are the one who pulls my heart strings Wondering what I’d do without you Is something I never want to go through So, my love, listen to my heart And promise me we’ll never more part You and I were destined to be Together, as one, throughout eternity © 2007 Mystical Illusion

Paint Me A Portrait...
Impassioned portrait sketched in words of lust Enticing me to reconsider all. It traces doubt with grey upon my trust And intimations hide behind the scrawl. Relinquish every preconceived intent, And paint my face with violet crystal tears. I cannot take them back, so I relent, And let the brushstrokes cover all my fears. The sharpened edges blur with every hue - Impressionist emotions, tinged with red. I dip my fingers lightly into blue And dare to replicate those things unsaid. Kandinsky never could imagine these Colors of my heart’s geometries. ©RoxyRoxRocker™

The Last Time
I kneel at your feet with my head down. You rest your fingers on my head and slowly stroke my hair. You tighten your grip and slowly start to pull my hair tighter and tighter and you force my head up and back. I feel love, peace, and the slight edge of pain as you pull my head back further and further. I look up and into your eyes. You release my hair and slap my face. "Who told you to look at me? Who gave you permission to take your eyes off the floor?" I quickly lower my face as a tear starts to fall from my eye. You catch it on your finger and I hear you sigh. "You taste of love, pain, and lies." Lies,why do I taste of lies, usually you say I taste of love, pain, and you. I wait to hear more and patiently kneel at your feet. I dare not displease you again. The last time I displeased you twice in a night I found myself tied up and used as a foot stool for your best friend. So with every inch of my body I beg for permission to speak. You ignore me. "I have to talk to you." I just keep

Poetry
I like to pretend that I write... feel free to comment and critque if you wish. love is a fickle master a demanding, torturous being it holds the heart in a grip- so tight it hurts when it beats. love is a fickle master a kind, caring being it dictates the mind- so that it creates instead of destroys. love is a fickle master a confusing, flustering being it causes conflict in the body- so that it doesn't know up from down. love is a fickle master love is simply love complicatedly tempermental- love is a fickle master. On the Verge I sit here on the verge of another heartbreak, I've been down this road before, I brace myself for another fall. Flat on my face, It's a place I'm used to being. The view sucks But it gives me time to think, about my mistakes. But Here I am again Sitting on my ledge dare I go down again? hoping for a different outcome? My heart is put on the line, time after time after time, And here I sit on the ve

News For July 26th
D/S LIFESTYLE Negotiation By Pierre Everybody knows what "negotiation" means. Almost everybody in BDSM accepts the importance and value of negotiation in a relationship. On our website we spend a great deal of time saying that negotiation is the key to all successful relationships. And yet....... Experience has shown us that different people will have different meanings for words and ideas. The scope of this article is to clearly explain what our values around negotiation are. Some of the concepts will probably look so simple and easy that you may be tempted to just click elsewhere on our site without reading the rest, but please, do not! This is an important concept in BDSM and there are important lessons here! Negotiation: According to the Merriam Webster site: "To negotiate: to arrange for or bring about through conference, discussion, and compromise." In any relationship, before two partners will decide to share time together, a certain negotiation takes place, so both

Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 26,2007
Growth spurts aren't just for adolescents. They're actually a little more awkward when they're about internal growth. You're game for just about anything. The new, strange and enlightening seems awfully appealing.

Four Ounce Gloves And One Ounce Of Hope.
someone asked my why i do what we do... I put these gloves on to prove to myself that i am teachable... to prove that i may not be the best, but that i DO my best... so that i can prove that you arent what you think you are... its my duty to prove to these people that you are not what you claim to be... to prove that i have trained harder, and it is my obligation to myself to fully commit to training my mind and body to fulfill that duty. it is my pleasure to bleed for this purpose. i have four ounce gloves and one ounce of hope... if you have to ask, you wouldnt understand.

Days That Never End
There just seems to be days that never end ones that you wish would just go away and become nothing but a memory. Just when you think things couldn't get any worse they do but then something magical happens... People actually call you or get your attention to let you know they care. It makes that bad day seem to turn around and become that faint memory you want it to be. THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO CARED ENOUGH ABOUT ME TO BUGG THE HELL OUT OF ME YESTERDAY AND MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. LOVE YOU GUYS

Poetry
LOVE What is love? Is it the time you feel closes to someone, or when you feel your first kiss? Could it be when you feel the first touch, or the first eye contact made? There are so many descriptions of love, but no one knows the true meaning. Does anyone ever really fall i love, or is love the one thing that only God can give? Is when you finally step into his light, or when you accept him into your heart? Is there really a such thing as love? Does it feel like the first warm drop of summer rain? Does it feel like the warm sun on your face, or is it just plain pretend? Just something else to hide the disgrace.

This 'un Heer Give Me Thu Creeps!
Loardamighty whut next??? 'Dead' woman opens door A Moldovan who claimed his wife had died and borrowed cash to pay for her funeral was exposed when pals went to see how he was coping - and she opened the door. Vitalie Varinca, 38, raised £3,000 in a whip round from workmates at the factory where he was a foreman in the town of Hughnchesht. He told them his beautiful young wife had been tragically killed in a car accident while pregnant. But he was arrested and charged with obtaining money by deception after worried friends dropped by to see how he was coping and his wife opened the door. A police spokesman said: "They were very surprised to see a supposedly dead woman walking around the house fit and healthy. But not nearly as the surprised as the husband when he saw them."

My Friend
My Friend by Sammy Lane Sharp We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

Respect To A Colleague And Friend
Today a friend and colleaugue of mine collapsed at his desk, suffered a cardiac arrest and passed away, aged just 33. Its made me think just how precious our lives are, and that the man upstairs can pull out our card at anytime. I'd like you all to join me in a toast to him, for being a great guy, and to all of our lives, and thank whoever it might be for allowing us to be here.

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Oops I Did It Again,,,,,,
I entered another contest....It's for a happy hour. It just started about an hr ago and I am already 1500 behind. I need ANY and ALL the help I can get. So please come help me out and show me some love.I would greatly appercaite it. Much LOVE TO ALLLLLLLLLL My lovelies.

Grief
could you ever believe it would take 7 years to finally begin to come to terms with my dads death? 7 years....its so hard bein filled with so much pain and hurt and grief over him and not be able to show it. its like a wall of bricks sitting on top of you slowly crushing you till you cant breathe and theres not an escape in sight. thank god for therapy lol

Fiction 666
The candle dances shadows across your body as you lay waiting. Your pulse relaxes a little with each drip of wax from the candle as it hits the floor below. A mild fall breeze enters the room almost like a thief, quiet until it hits your bare skin. Your senses highten with the sound of footsteps outside your window grow closer. The thought of raising your bedsheet over your head to protect you from what is outside races and then exits. Your hands tighten as a shadow slithers into your line of sight. You try and focus on what is now next to you, but all you feel is the grip on the back of your neck and the warm breath on your skin. You want to push away until the blood drips down across your shoulder. The pounding in your chest is only matched by the howling of the wind. The world darkens and the wind fades away from your ears. I lay a white orchid next to you to find in the morning. til the next time......

Life!!!!!
What is it with ex - boyfriends they look you up online and start by sending you e-mails then they get your number from you or in my case a family member and he calls you everyday telling you how sorry he is, and tells you that he shouldn't have done what he has done and didn't know what he had till he lost it. Now he's having a hard time finding someone like me. I asked him why he cheated on me and he says get this. His buddys told him he should be sleeping with more than one women live your life a lil don't just settle on one women. Oh come on you know you can't have your cake and eat it to. Now he has asked me a few times. "Do you ever wonder what it would be like if we were still together?" No Did I have time to sit around for 11 years and wait to see if he would come back Hell No, You make your own bed you have to lay in it. Why can't men just love us women for who we are and not for what they want us to be? Why do we always get the shit end of the stick.. I know men

Comfortably Numb
I Vaguely hear the cries from my soul, Which is quite a stranger to me these days actually, so I pay little attention to the painful sounds, It makes one last desperate attempt to make me feel guilty, But It's not like It was a bet, or a game played and lost, The trade was fair and in my favor, Staring through wide open eyes at an almost mirror image of myself being drug away, She reaches a hand out as though there were something around she could grab onto, Something capable of holding her still, The scene before me gives me slight chills, But they are gone faster than they fell upon me, It's a little alarming watching as she stumbles and falls over the betrayals and misfortunes in her way, But more frustrating for me to see someone so intelligent be so incredibly ignorant, Stupidity causing her to trip over the same types of objects right in front of her face, I decide not to lend a helping hand or call out a warning, The cold air where I

I Ask Of No Man To Make Me Promises He Cant Keep:>>>then There A Prayer Towards The End..
Men alway say things then dont do; ( as they say) : So make me no promises , tell me no lies ; I have had a life time of tradagies and lies and pain .: Oh Ive had abuse and threats and and beatings too ; I need no pain , I give no pain and I want no pain: It sounds a little out of reality to say no more pain ; But Ill Die if Im to endure any more pain.:As a Woman I expect honesty ; respect and positive out look on live : I want to help others , I have a drive a passion ; A need to help others.; If it be Prayers or physical help , or just a kind word, a smile, a touch . I would do all and more with Gods love guiding me on. I would try to do all I could or can do to show compassing to another human being : I dont judge ; To me all people are beatiful , thought they may have a bitterness and a darkend soul or hate in them , ;;;;;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Prayer StARTS HERE : God give me strenght to Endure : Ill show love to thine Enimies as God has instructed me to do so , W

-love-
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

Slippery (storie)
She stood in the kitchen, looking at the aftermath of the "cookout". Most of the mess was disposable and she disposed of it. But all that cut-up fruit needed to be put away, so she resigned herself to the task and started placing it back in containers to be put in the refrigerator. She had spent a couple of hours cutting up peaches, bananas, grapes, plums, and strawberries, so her guests could have daiquiris or sangria, or whatever they wanted to make the party more festive. There was quite a bit left, and she knew if she didn't put it away, it would go to waste. He had been out in the back, stacking up the lawn chairs and picking up wet towels. It had been a lot of fun seeing all their old friends again. But he was glad it was over and they would have some time to themselves before the kids came home tomorrow. As he walked into the kitchen, he stopped short and just stared at her long, tanned legs as she stood near the counter. She was busy tidying up and didn't notice him watc

I Am The Terminator!!!!!!
You scored as The Terminator, The Terminator can be good or evil. It just depends on who's manipulating his circuits. When he's evil, he's a killing machine. When he's good, he's---well, a killing machine. He often comes back in time to protect certain human beings from other Terminators. He has no sense of stealth or subtlety and will do whatever it takes to accomplish his mission. He has a curious penchant for sunglasses and seems to enjoy mimicking human slang. The Terminator83% Maximus75% Captain Jack Sparrow67% William Wallace63% Batman, the Dark Knight58% The Amazing Spider-Man58% James Bond, Agent 00750% Indiana Jones50% Neo, the "One"42% El Zorro

Guano Apes-quietly
Quitely explodes your love Your insecurity is so soft to me I cant let you bleeding We are falling into us I see you dyin in my eyes Just let it all go You left So am i We go insane Just let it all go You left So am i You leave on inside Quietly we arrive Your insecurity is so soft to you You cant let me bleeding We are falling into deep Im dying in your open mouth Just let it all go You left So am i We go insane Just let it all go You left So am i You leave on You leave on inside So you care Leave them on So you care Leave them on with a shine And you cant go on with your life Its a fact we cant deny If you have to go, please go quiet Please go quietly Just let it all go You left So am i We go insane Just let it all go You left So am i You leave on You leave on inside Let it all go ------------------

World More Of Love Or Hate?>>>>>>>>>
Do you think theres a real sence to love or show love to othres in this world stiil ? Not meaning sex either . Im meaning a caring , accepting , respecting , and helping thy neighbor type love. Or is their alot of hate and ruddness and contempt for others and an attitude that no on cares for any one in any regards? You tell me ? God Bless ya all>..xoxoxox diana

Will You Be My Friend?
Will you be my friend? There are so many reasons why you never should: I’m sometimes sullen, often shy, acutely sensitive, My fear erupts as anger, I find it hard to give, I talk about myself when I am afraid And often spend a day without anything to say. But I will make you laugh And love you quite a bit And hold you when you’re sad I cry a little almost every day Because I’m more caring than the strangers ever know, And if at times, I show you my tender side (The soft and warm part I hide) I wonder, will you be my friend? A friend Who far beyond the feebleness of any vow or tie Will you touch the secret place where I am really I, To know the pain of lips that plead and eyes that weep, Who will not run away when you find me in the street Alone and lying mangled by quota of defeats But will stop and stay-to tell me of another day When I was beautiful. Will you be my friend? There are so many reasons why you never should: Often I am too serious, se

Once In A Lifetime
Once in every lifetime, someone comes along, The one special heart You've been waiting for your whole life long. Once in every lifetime, God sends an angel from above, To make your life complete Who you can give you endless love. When a love like this comes, make any sacrifice, For the best things in life Seldon come along twice. There is no love that compares to yours and mine, A love from heaven that only comes "Once In Every Lifetime."

A Little About Me And A Website I Found...
As you may (or may not) know, I am a depressive. The specific type I have is dysthymia (a chronic, low-grade depression). Because of this, I take meds.The specific type I have been on has been citalopram (the generic form of Celexa, available at Wal-Mart for $4 for a 30-day supply). It's one of the weaker medicines, according to my doctor, but it was working.Until a week ago Wednesday.During that time, I got extremely depressed for about 5 days or so. It put me and my wife (and some coworkers) through a small slice of hell.Anyway, what brought this up today was that I found a web site with suicide notes. It can be found here. I was reading through them, realizing that it could have been me if I didn't know what was going on with my brain chemistry.Scary, huh?tag: suicide, web site, suicide notes, mental health, suicide note, depression, dysthymia, medicine, health-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

What I've Learned
What I've Learned: Homer Simpson Nuclear-power-plant safety inspector, 39, Springfield When someone tells you your butt is on fire, you should take them at their word. There is no such thing as a bad doughnut. Kids are like monkeys, only louder. If you want results, press the red button. The rest are useless. There are many different religions in this world, but if you look at them carefully, you'll see that they all have one thing in common: They were invented by a giant, superintelligent slug named Dennis. You should just name your third kid Baby. Trust me -- it'll save you a lot of hassle. You can have many different jobs and still be lazy. I enjoy the great taste of Duff. Yes, Duff is the only beer for me. Smooth, creamy Duff . . . zzzzzzzzzzzzz. You can get free stuff if you mention a product in a magazine interview. Like Chips Ahoy! cookies. You may think it's easier to de-ice your windshield with a flamethrower, but there are repercussions.

Laugh For July 27
Simple Test The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a professional. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All the animals attend... except one. Which animal does not attend? Correct Answer: The Elephant. The elephant is in the refrigerator. You just put him in there. This tests your memory. Okay, even if you did not answer the first three

~~more Protein In Your Salad~~
Now ....even frogs are coming to America illegally....Huuummm Look closely inside the package. Just below the words Fresco Lavado.... Dont forget this brand of fresh lettuce, folks. What probably happened is, the water the lettuce was washed in contained tadpoles and these became fresh new frogs, right in the packages. So if you're looking for salad fixins with a little more body, then be sure and try this brand. Don't forget, it's the extra care that Mexican companies take that makes the difference.

Dark Tryst
He stands again at the end of my bed, Black wings stretched above his head. His pale skin softly glowing, His dark smile, knowing. He slips the chains around my wrist As he bites my lip and twist. I smile as I taste the blood he drew, There'll be more pain before we're through. We've done this so many times And still we continue to push the line. We scratch, bite, pinch, and claw Moaning with the pleasure of it all. The pain means we're still alive. As does the pleasure as I slip inside. We fall into rhythm, he scratches my skin. My teeth draw his blood once again. Pain and pleasure, more than he can take. I feel his body begin to shake. We bite harder as we reach the peak. When it's over we can hardly speak. The pleasure is quickly gone, But for days the bruises linger on. The pain of them when we're apart Remind us we're close to each others heart.

I Give When I Am Hurt.
I Give when I am Hurt. I am giving and yet I am hurt. I wonder if love exists between strangers and enemies. I hear crying children I cant help. I see hurt teenagers I cant heal. I want to save and help people that hurt like me. I am giving and yet I am hurt. I pretend not to care, but in my heart, I do. I feel sympathy for people who hurt like me. I touch a cheek to wipe away tears. I worry more for other people than myself. I cry for them, the people that others avoid. I am giving and yet I am hurt. I understand I cant save everyone. I say to myself, save as many as you can. I dream that enemies will never exist. I try not to be mean, for life is mean anyway. I hope that I can be the kindest, but not perfect. I am giving and am yet I hurt

If Only U Knew
if only things would change if only you knew just how i feel if only u could see my pain If only u walked my shoes If only u could know me If only u cared for me If only u loved me If only u didn't lie If only u didn't make me cry If only u knew what it was like for me to see the pain and stop the hate and calling me names. If only u saw me cry and have me as a friend and to trust and see how it is to be happy again is what i want if only u knew what i'm like in life then you wouldn't be saying the bad things u been saying about me that make me cry so if only it would change so i can smile again. If only u cared it would make me smile in life and i would always help u no matter how mad i am at u. by rachell brink

Hind Lick Maneuver
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a drink, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress,yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to his table. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that thar Hind Lick Maneuver, but I ain't never seed nobody do it!"

The Fool
Cold and lonely as I sit across from reigning kings These days are empty and I feel like this one was written about me Because as I wandered, I felt like she was wandering too Never knew the grass was growing Never knew where I was going I felt alive I felt vivid I fell asleep under the table I don't know why my lip is bleeding I underestimate the need in silent love Should I have lost the love tonight? Are we running out of time? It's dark and cool there tonight I feel fine And if kissing the fool makes it right I feel fine sweetheart There's my story though sad and tragic it is true I've watched the sun set on the hills and lost the ones I knew But that's just me, this is me I'm lonely and aging Now I know where I am going But never knew the grass was growing I'm still alive and still vivid I'm waking up under the table I don't mind that my lip is bleeding Its ok, I just need silent love Should have lost the love tonight, Are we running out of tim

Rude Boy's Prayer
momma said too rude boy so you live so you die , and if you dont come back i hope you drown and then she cry's , but i got to say save me, oh lord say (save me) now that your free c'mon and save me am a weaping soul ; i do what am wanted i 'am wanting so bad i shoot up shanty town & shoot all over town (save me) oh lord now that your free , save me.... ------------------ Mmmmmm unreleased song this doesnt exist no where... so here is lyrics & song from the early years of bob marley and the wailer's recorded 1966... at studio one kingston jamaica ------------------------------

This Is Me
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

Alone
Alone Walking through the halls like it was a lie, As all the people just pass you by. Being convinced every day, That you are invisible in every way. Feeling like you are the only one, In that massive space. The cold floors calms you, As you sit there during lunch. The urge of hurting yourself grows, The sweet kiss of death is ever so close. Thinking that no ones cares, Is the reason that you choose those dares. Wishing that you only had one friend, Then maybe you wouldn’t have to end. Someone that you can trust, That has to be a must. “But no one can see me, They think I’m the cause of all their misery.” Everything gets so dark, As the death angel leaves her mark. Slowly you feel no pain, Thinking that this was my source of relief. The pain you felt just falls away, As the light continues to fade. The smile forming upon your face, Shows them all that its better this way.

The Secret Wars.....
ok ok so yeah alright i have issues with things in life like why freaken chips are broke in the freaken bags an why some not so good looking dood get a super hot chick no im not jealous lol just damn wtf even when i was single i thot to myself what the fucken HELL!!!! im better looking then that mofo wat the fuck? but yeah ok well for some of us ok maybe some guys have been there before but then its one thing to think this an be happy for the guy an its another thing to take his girl away see i question that kinda shit but i dont steal shit from no one as for those that like to steal other guys' girls well damn dunno what to say but yeah random shit thats been on my mind for awhile thanks to friend looopt for not helping one damn bit to clear things ups lol damn mofo an that concludes this issue of the SECRET WARS BITCHES!!!!! lmao im bored outta my fucken mind oh shit forgot to add gonna be working ona comic soon with my good time friend an well those of you that read this shit

Approaching Summer Vacation
Time is ticking and am on my last tour for the summer which will end in about 6 days in vienna.. from there it is summer vacation time... well already have our tickets to Cali... and NY is certainly on the list as it will be great visiting where i live for a while.. but deep south is also somewhere along the plan for the visit that should be a little over 6 weeks..

Bike Accident
... yep as if my luck could get any worse. I had an accident today. I got caught in the rain as I was driving to the shops today. traffic was really bad and I wanted to get out of the rain so I took a short cut which forced me to turn right off the main road. problem being, that road I was on had intersecting train tracks. can you guess what happened next? the rear wheel spun out as I turned on the wet train tracks and I was flung off the bike in the middle of the road. I remember turning, then the next thing, I was laying down on the pavement with a crowd of people around me. someone had taken my helmet off and they were trying to get my leather jacket off to investigate my injuries. I sat up and started to cry, not really knowing what the hell was happening, I was in pure shock at that point. someone wanted to call an ambulance but I said no no no please do not, I am ok, just a little shaken up! I dunno, maybe I should of gone to hospital. oh well whats done is done. seems

Lyrics To New Song
this song has a rather nice chord progression and will be recorded next week. i wrote it about and for my wife katie. it is word for word exactly how i feel about her and what she does to me. and it is simply called,.."my katie" well it seems to me- in a world so cloudy-that i have found a gem. please let me describe her- so you'll know when you see her- shes the sweetest thing thats ever been. her hair like the wheat- blowing in a gentle breeze- her eyes pierce my abyss. her smile brings sun light- to the darkest cave by night- and voice puts stillness in my wind. chorus--shes my everything, shes my lady. and i have noway to repay the god above for giving me my katie. well her touch so it seems- brings forth a peace- it melts and collects in my soul. her skin made with milk- and the worlds finest silk-that any man has ever known. her love for me- reaches endlessly-and with each passing day i find. that i am not worthy- to see such beauty- that has ever sailed befo

~a Father~
Your my father,my protector,and my life. The man in my life is not the same no more. The father is supposed to be their for there daughters an do what's right. The father,"I Love You" but your now who I saw as a child,I miss my old daddy. Dad, please be yourself again. Your not my father who I see anymore. Your not my moms husband no more you changed to much before our eyes. I'm scared to have the new father you are. We want the old loving father back who would agree with things the way they were.

Well, A Bright Side..
Business is picking up! Tomorrow there is a 90% chance that I will sign my first good sized contract in my new business! Ehh if it goes through I may run a Blast Contest or something.. anyways not bad for a Sunday (I think god meant saturday for the day of rest and rest I did, yet im not 7th day adventist either..) Ill keep you posted, hafta tell someone! May aswell be someone who cant hold their hand out at you when you tell them LOL.. best feature of a PC, ability to turn it off.. lolol. hugs, Zera

Dont Let Me Get Me !
dont let me get me why is it we are so hard on are selfs i know i am a good guy but me and only me puts myseld down i can make my self feel worse then anyone elses can and sad part is i do it over and over when one feels love thay feel so compleate when one loses love you feels like part of you is dieing and how can one go back to being friends with someone you love i mean its like every time we talk like part of me is dieing but i want to talk to her i miss the i love you so badly guss becuse no one ever said it and ment it its like when thay do its allways taken from me ripped out my hand guss becuse my parents never said it to me is why it means so much to me i dont know why i rambling on so much just am guss in a weid mood sorry to have bothered anyone but yeah :)

Whos Funnier
Well i asked the question and it was answered. alright the question of best comic in a series and who's funnier Tim Allen or Jerry Seinfeild. 78 votes 272 views 24 comments Tim 79.5% (62 votes) Jerry 20.5% (16 votes)

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Ok Cherrys Positive Things That Make Life Easyer,read It Live It Love It Thx Cheers...........
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call your mom often. 16. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze. 17. When you lose, don't lose the

Liars
One thing I hate is liars. Someone I do not know told a lie about me hoping to benefit from it. Believe me when I find out who you are it will be revealed to the world that you are a liar. You are not bold enough to face anyone. Reveal yourself to me and maybe I will have mercy but for now your childish little ass is going to have a huge problem when I find you.

More On What Attracts Me
What is attractive to me in a woman? 1.) A honest sincere personality one that is sweet and caring. Yet I'd also like a decent sincere sensible sense of humor. 2.)I find a woman that takes care of her body. (That doesn’t mean just personal hygiene.) I mean a woman don’t have to be skinny or perfect small size body. If she is comfortable with her body as it is I will accept her as she is even if she is a plus, plus size woman. 3.) A woman that is not too shy but is able look me in the eyes and tell me how she feels is very attractive. (Note: It is ok to be shy or bashful but don't fear being honest with me.) 4.) A woman that is confident to be herself around my friends, family and me is very attractive. A.) Don't be shy around my friends and family. (Note: What I mean is it is ok being little scared. but don't be so terrified you are affraid to be your self 'who you are always'. If they don't like it is considered tough because I like you and want to be you.) B.

"hate"
Staring into the empty void of lyfe. I have but one conclusion... I fucking hate you. I have but one thought... I fucking hate you. I have but one feeling... I fucking hate you. We all have choices we regret. I will always regret... that I fucking hate you

Forevermore
walk a mile in my shoes and hold my hand and awhile gaze upon my starlit eyes and taste my develish smile hear the sweetness in my voice the spell I cast on you and sing to me sweet melodies of the love I never knew talk to me of destiny the words i long to hear place my ear upon your heart and relinquish all my fears stay a moment longer then you ever thought you could because you feel I'm worth the time and not just full of silly rhymes because you see in me a future there a dream to unfold and want to be all I want and need for forevermore

My Sexual Style Is Soft
You scored as Soft, You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft100% Sweet75% Shy75% Wet50% Hot50% Violent25% Exciting0% Awkward0% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

It Doesn't Matter Anyway.
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway