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"honey, Don't You Think Their Home Decore Looked Like Shit??"
Panda Poop to Be Recycled Into Souvenirs Jul 30, 6:05 AM (ET) By AUDRA ANG BEIJING (AP) - Nothing says "I love you" like a photo frame made from panda poop. The Chengdu Giant Panda Breeding Base has come up with a dung-for-profit scheme that turns droppings from the endangered species into odor-free souvenirs ranging from bookmarks to Olympic-themed statues of the animals, state media and base officials said Monday. The facility in the southwestern province of Sichuan houses about 40 bamboo-fed pandas who produce less than a ton of excrement a day. "We used to spend at least 6,000 yuan ($770) a month to get rid of the droppings but now they can be lucrative," Jing Shimin, assistant to the base director, was quoted as saying by the official Xinhua News Agency. The products will be made at a local handicraft company mostly from undigested bamboo culled from the panda waste through a special process, Xinhua said. An official who answered the phone at the Chengdu facili

Elisha And The Instruments Of Miracles
So far, our SOCS Bible studies through the book of 2 Kings have all been a matter of scale. Chapter one dealt with the miracles of Elijah and the death of King Ahaziah of Israel, chapter two dealt with Elisha succeeding Elisha and some of the first miracles he performed with the power of God, and chapter three dealt primarily with how God worked through Elisha in an international skirmish. All three have had elements of the miraculous appear in the stories which more often than not have affected people Elijah and Elisha did not personally know. Indeed, the only times we see miracles -- in Augustine's words, not contrary to nature but contrary to what we know of nature -- happen to our so-far principal characters in the book is in chapter two when Elisha and Elijah remain together as peas in a pod. It never means God is inactive; it means that miracles, whether they're the changing of water into wine, feeding the multitudes, or raising the dead are always others-oriented. Nob

Fubar Godfather Sent To The Er
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS , FAMILY , FANS PLEASE GO BY AND SHOW THIS LOVELY FUBAR GODFATHER SOME LOVE I HAVE JUST GOTTEN NEWS THAT CORKY 1952 WAS RUSHED TO THE ER LASTNIGHT AFTER COLLAPSING LASTNIGHT HE WAS THEN RUSHED BY PARAMEDICS TO THE ER SO PLEASE GO BY AND SHOW THIS GODFATHER SOME LOVE .. I WILL UPDATE U ALL AS THE NEWS COMES.. Corky1952~Owner of The Global Bombers ~&~Founder of White Tiger Bombers~@ fubar

I Will Be Over Here For Now
Oh no, I won't let it swirl in me and build into a cyst, find the cure and get rid of it just for another day, I must keep going, jumping in between one comma and the next, small moats with hungry beasts, now that I'm at your gate, I want to tell you how sweet your music sounds the way it takes away my frown and makes your men merry, you're all fine citizens except I will stay outside your kingdom, my loyalties lie in some twisted state so I will do you and me a favor and slouch down by the river, live off fish and sand, preach to the crabs, howl at the moon and watch over like a beacon of uncertainty that I am.

The 1st Affair
The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." She looked down at his shoes and said: You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!"

The 6th Affair
The 6th Affair Jake was dying. His wife sat at the bedside. He looked up and said weakly: "I have something I must confess." "There's no need to, " his wife replied. "No," he insisted, "I want to die in peace. I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend, and your mother!" "I know," she replied, "now just rest and let the poison work."

Epiphany
New beginnings are hard to come by. You always expect them, but never accept them. No one ever wants to give second chances, but everyone wants to take them. Why is that? Why is it that you can have a friend for a decade who won't give you the time of day after you've done something as mediocre as called her mom a "bitch." Then you can forgive someone you've known only a year for spreading rumors about you, destroying your name and reputation... I think it's the person...It's all in the person. Me? I'm too forgiving. I forgive everyone, for everything, every time. You want to steal from me? Oh, I forgive you. You want to lie to me? Oh, I forgive you. You want to date my ex? Oh, I forgive you. You slept with my boyfriend? Oh, I forgive you. You wanna talk shit behind my back? Oh, I forgive you. You want to take complete advantage of every aspect I have to offer? Oh, I forgive you. You beat me constantly? Oh, I forgive you. You tell me I'm worthless? Oh, I forgive you.

Guitar Songs
I sit here in the dark As you strum your guitar We're in teh same room But it feels so fucking far Far away-not in distance But far away at heart I feel closer to you When we are apart I don't know what it is but it's killing me inside You want me to choose Which path to follow- I can't decide For not much longer Can we keep living A lie (to ourselves) Or keep on giving I'm not ready to let go But I can't stay- I know. I want us to discover ourselves to soak it up, to learn, to grow A sad song now A sullen, quiet melody A silence, a breath It's a song because of me You ask me what I'm writing Of course I tell you nothing. A rush of confusion Seems to flush my face & thoughts I light up another cigarette the smoke swirls about The silence and the sadness Haunts my dreams- I shout This song- a Dave favorite Makes a small smile come to my face SOME of the little things make the space between us - only space - Not pain, or sadness or

You Ever Dance With The Devil By The Pale Moonlight?
Ok, I will share one of my deepest and most secret desires with you. I want to be a superheroine. Yes, I said it out loud, whew! Now, I don't mean I want to fly like Superman or move like Flash, I mean let's get real I know that can't happen. But, I can do as Batman and be completely human and still save the day, right? I have a book called "The Batman Handbook: The Ultimate Training Manual". And yes, it is for real. None of that, ok make a cape from your curtains and do a few situps and you are ready to go...oh no. First, let me say that Batman is my absolute favorite superhero and surprisingly enough Joker is my favorite villain. I almost could be like either but prefer to try and stay on the right side of good and evil...for now. But I am amazed at how there really could be a "Batman" one day in this world. I mean what does he do that someone(with his financial resources) couldn't do? Yes, it would take dedication, lots and lots of determination, and of course a complete void of

What A Bunch Of Panzies
I cant belive the pussies that are on this site now.I had a picture of a fully clothed girl(a cartoon at that) in my default album and some panty waste complained that it was nsfw,this site has gone to hell.I thought this site was populated by adults,well i guess theres no accounting for mental capacity when people sign up for this site.

I Dreamed Of U And Me..
those times in ur bed.. laying down as i look up to see u over me.. lookin at me with those eyes.. those wonderful eyes looking down at me.. knowing that thats right where i want to be.. how u lay your head on my left shoulder and look at me.. making me smile knowing we are happy in this moment.. then to feel ur lips on mine.. the kiss i cant get enough of.. an as u move all over my body i watch every move ment u make.. then u lay ur head on my chest.. hearing my heart beat for u.. hearing that its happy having u around.. i put my arms around u holding u still for as long as u can be still.. an i pray that u know ur safe in my arms.. i run my hands over ur shoulds and throw ur hair.. u look at me to give a nother kiss.. i dream of moments that have happened.. an i know it will happen again.. but its one of my favorit times with u..

Waxing Poetic
I only cry in my sleep So you will never see the tears I shed... It is for you that I weep How did you get inside my head? I opened my heart My soul lay bared... Yet we are apart How could you have dared? You invade my every thought Rip into my dreams... How could I let myself be caught? Oh God, I want to scream! Do I continue to let myself go? In the hopes that you will be there to catch me when I fall???

Hooked - Chapter 1
Hooked Chapter 1 Yeah, I remember that night we first met. How could any sane person forget it? Even though it was ten years ago, every detail is still crystal clear. When I think about it, it still gives me an erection, every time. It was magic! I was sitting in the back booth in a martini bar in Oranjestad, Aruba. It was 4 p.m. on a Friday afternoon. I had been on the beach since about 10 that morning, watching the women’s bare boobs and thong-trimmed asses, and feeling sorry for myself. This was supposed to be a “business trip” with my fiancé, but she had gotten ill at the last minute and had insisted that I make the trip without her. The business part of the trip had ended on Thursday, but my flight didn’t leave until Sunday, so I had some time to kill. I decided to drown my “sorry ass” attitude in a Black 007 Martini, and this looked like just the place to do it. I half expected to see Sean Connery walk through the door with a patented “007 girl.” It was that k

Rules Of The South!
The "Rules of the South" are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-95 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at

Sorry
I AM GOING TO BE WORKING 80 HRS A WEEK SO I WON'T BE ON AS MUCH AS I WOULD LIKE TOO .ONCE I GET IN TO A ROUTINE I WILL BE ON MORE .SO IF U DON'T SEE ME ON MUCH U WILL KNOW .HAVE A GOOD NITE MY FRIENDS I AM GOING TO BED ..

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Right In Two.....
Whether you have friends family relatives in service or not i feel for those that lose loved ones whether they were killed in another country or not.... I WANT Revenge THE BITTER SWEET TASTE OF IT IN MY MOUTH i had a horrendous nitemare and I NEVER IN ALL MY LIFE HAVE I EVER WOKEN UP from anyone NITEMARE but this was different...i knew it i could feel it i saw death in my dreams whether any of you believe me or not whether it was death or mothman i saw something in my dreams...... and today three men were found dead straggled and beaten to death.... stripped of their clothes cept for interior clothing.....One of them was my brother in law the nicest man ive ever come to meet.... sure he had his faults but we all do.... I FUCKEN WANT REVENGE I WANT WHOMEVER DID THIS TO SUFFER GREATLY AN SEVERLY I WANT THEIR family to feel the pain of losing a loved one an see how they like hearing about it........if possible id seek revenge myself i dont care for gods judgement I WOULD SEEK it MYSELF

Where Do We Go Now But Nowhere - Nick Cave
I remember a girl so very well The carnival drums all mad in the air Grim reapers and skeletons and a missionary bell O where do we go now but nowhere In a colonial hotel we fucked up the sun And then we fucked it down again Well the sun comes up and the sun goes down Going round and round to nowhere The kitten that padded and purred on my lap Now swipes at my face with the paw of a bear I turn the other cheek and you lay into that O where do we go now but nowhere O wake up, my love, my lover wake up O wake up, my love, my lover wake up Across clinical benches with nothing to talk Breathing tea and biscuits and the Serenity Prayer While the bones of our child crumble like chalk O where do we go now but nowhere I remember a girl so bold and so bright Loose-limbed and laughing and brazen and bare Sits gnawing her knuckles in the chemical light O where do we go now but nowhere You come for me now with a cake that you've made Ravaged avenger with a clip i

I Have Become What I've Always Hated.
Holy eyes bring back one Never if you only trust your separation I believe and then I'll try to give in Is one fall already bad? Seems far, but it's true Whoever told you that We will find a way to be this way It's true, whoever told you that It's fine to walk right outta control It's true, whoever told you that That's fine I hope the best for you It's true, whoever told you that We try the best to be the best but look what you've done We are respiratory We take violence in stride We are respiratory We are never to fall We are the only story, intriguing myth We told it twice before and I I believe and then I'll try to give in We owe the attention for Seems far, but it's true Whoever told you that We will find a way to be this way It's true, whoever told you that It's fine to walk right outta control It's true, whoever told you that That's fine I hope the best for you It's true, whoever told you that We try the best to be the best but look what you

I Gotta Shit
Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your hou

Don't Piss This Chick Off. . .
Woman arrested over body parts in fridge Tue Jul 31, 11:05 AM ET Malaysian police have arrested a woman in connection with the murder of a man whose body was chopped into 11 pieces and stuffed into a refrigerator in a posh apartment in the capital. The remains were discovered in black bin bags when a man who bought the apartment at a bank auction went to clean the unit, which had been vacant for more than three months, the Star newspaper said on Tuesday. A strong stench led the owner and security guard to the refrigerator, which had been sealed with masking tape. Newspapers in neighboring Singapore said the victim was believed to be a Singaporean who had been married to the woman and who had been out of touch with his family for nearly two years. The Straits Times carried a photograph of the woman, described as an air stewardess from Sarawak, being led away by police, a scarf hiding her handcuffed hands. It quoted unnamed sources as saying police were hunting for the woman's l

My Daddys Fav Song
The Dance lyrics Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance

****nsfw Crap(oh Yes I Am Pissed
What the hell is wrong with people. I mean this is an adult site right? My primary got marked NSFW. The one that blinked from one pic to the next. One pic in there was from my neck to my waist in a green t-shirt that says Kiss My Southern Roots. I don't even have big tits to really call that NSFW and it means KISS MY ASS YA NOOB'S. I mean come on! To day I saw some overweight chick in a black teddy with her boobs hanging out down to her waist as her primary but I can't use one that covers my boobs? HELLOOOOO! WTF is wrong with that. Ya know what kiss my ass cause I am sick of this sh*t. I have been nice enough, well guess I'll start hitting pics myself...

Loves Not Easy On The Internet
Love's not easy on the Internet. Words alone can be misunderstood. Love needs eyes and lips and hands to let The hurt rest easy when the joy feels good. Lovers can't reach through the opaque screen To underscore a message with their arms, To say with touch exactly what they mean Or give the light caress that anger calms. Instead, they must rely on faith and trust, Loving patiently a fleshless soul, Taking words for kisses 'cause they must, With full communion their elusive goal. Be patient, love, and someday soon you'll see My body tell you what you mean to me.

How Am I Today...
Better than I have been the last few days. Feeling less sick than I have too, so that counts towards the better than I have been. I'm prone it seems to ending up all down and depressed. Being pregnant I find, sure isn't helping in that area. Nor is not sleeping well enough at night, due to various problems, but oh well I'm coping with that as best as I can. Still no closer it seems to working out if I'll let this person come here to Australia and see me. But I guess I'll find an answer to that eventually. He says he doesn't mind giving me time to work it out. After all it's only been a month, although we both agree it feels a lot longer. I of cause worry about all the little warnings you get told about over the years, in not trusting anyone over the net, and anyone could well be anyone. *shrugs a little* If none of us I guess took chances, there wouldn't be the successful meetings I've occasionally heard about. But. I'm just naturally cautious. Anyway. Last doctor's appoint

Too Far Too Quick
It all went far too quickly when We started our romance. We headed for the Broadway stage Before we learned to dance. Naturally, we shared the fear Of being on a limb, And scared to stay while loath to part, We felt our feelings dim. Ah, me! Well, now we're separate, And will be for a while. And then we'll try again, for love Remembers its sweet smile. But this time we'll go slow and ask, Before we go to bed, If we might try some artful grace And dance awhile instead.

Voices
Somethin inside tells me to grab this pen and write it down That very same voice tells me to grab this joint and light it now There must be somethin in these trees that keep me sane Because I got these tendencies to put a bullet in your brain Suicidal tendencies to grab a razor blade Chop a line as long as Thailand and inject it in my brain And it wasn't even Yayo It was crystal Drain-O Fuck Nancy Rea-ho Don't just say no Just say yes And go have sex on ten hits of X Let ten guys cum on your chest Just make sure I'm next I had my aids test and I think I passed Now - go in the room bitch and clean up the mess Give us what we want I want to violate you Why won't you wake up My friend - please let me rape you I hate you - I'll break you I want you broken in half Give us what we want now!!! Something inside of us keeps telling us to not give up Something inside of me says all roads lead to tragedy How can you stay mad at me I'm just a clown A nobody I

Puke
Puke Lyrics » Eminem [Sounds of someone puking] There I go--thinking of you again [Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But from of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a Bout to rattle off some other reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you On my arm, but what do I go and do I go and get another one, now I got two Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again My next girlfriend, now her name's got

Pissed Off!
I just got reported for having NSFW pics and I looked at what they were. THey were me w/ my shirt not on!!! Thats some fucking stupid ass bullshit and I wish I knew who did it because I would love to ask why they are such a fucking MORON! Fucking retarded shit!

So Excited
I do not think I will sleep very much tonight. tomorrow is the big day. yes it is time to get my very long awaited new hair style ... dreadlocks! been growing my hair since 2005 for this day and I am so fucking excited. as I mentioned in a previous blog, my friend Claire will be doing the honors of deadlocking my hair. her fee is simple, much Guinness and Yandi from the candy man hahahahaha!!! all of which is arrangeable, I have a couple of six packs ready and a good supply of Yandi to smoke. a bonus, I will bring along some good tunes to pass the time! cos lord knows we shall be at it for a good six to eight hours tomorrow arvo! started the pre-dread build up earlier in the week, stopped using hair conditioner and using a really nasty residue free shampoo as well as washing my hair with salt water. tonight when I had my shower I washed my hair with the salties water ever! bucket of water and two and a half bags of salt ... fuck that shit is potent lol and I got dared to take a s

How It Starts
I am sitting on the back of this beautiful powerful machine...I feel the power between my legs as the engine revs up harder and faster...my arms around your waist breathing you in until I feel I have to have you. The faster you go the more I hold on and feel myself getting all hot and wet, I know I have to have you soon. I need to feel your hands all over me touching me in places that were once so cold and alone. YOur tongue caressing every inch of me tasting all the sweetness I have to offer. God it feels so good. The look in your eyes as you plunge deep inside me filling me up with every inch of you. The rythmatic motion molds are bodies into one perfect being stuck in a moment of pure bliss. The taste of your mouth on mine the feel of your tongue swirling deeper and deeper in my hot mouth. I love your taste, I want to drink you up and hold you forever. I run my nails down your back, pushing you deeperin me til I feel I will explode with such force I may die. Then I wake....I guess

When Enough Is Enough
i believe that it is time for me to move on now.. i have two jobs and i am trying to get out on my own. and i really don't need anyone holding me down and i think that is what i was letting happen. i love that boy to dealth but i can't deal with the stress and all the drama that goes with it.. so io guess you can say this is a big eye opener....

Ensign: What We Can Learn From Our Kids
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 3 August 2007 Our son Jeffrey turned one month old yesterday, and I'm still floored by that. I'd like to think that my wife Martha and I know some things we need to do raising him (our daughter Sarah turned one month once too) right, but as he gets older we certainly don't expect him to become another Sarah. Heck, we're not even sure what kind of person Sarah's going to become yet! But whatever happens to them or us, we can ultimately rest secure in the knowledge that God is in control even when we don't feel like, ESPECIALLY when we don't feel like, we are! How many of the big "names" in the Bible are ever referred to when they were growing up, when they were children? We don't pick up Abraham's story until he's seventy-fiv

Job Update 5
So, here we go. I had the interview today. This is the way to move around the VISAs issues. Work for this company for one year, abroad. Where???? Bahamas Then my way to the USA will be straight. i'm willing to leave

To All My Friends You Know You Are
OK - I'VE BEEN HIT - NOW YOU HAVE BEEN TOO SO YOU GOTTA PLAY! """"^^^^^^^^^^^^| | | SEXY TRUCK | '|""";.., __. |_..._...______===|==|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@ YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON FUBAR! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOU'RE FUCKIN FINE Send this to all ur sexii friends. Including person who sent it to u ....?SeXy?..?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy.?.....?SeXy? ......?SeXy? ...........?SeXy? ?SeXy?......?S

Severe Thunder And Lightening
WE ARE GETTING SEVERE, thunder and lightening here in CANADA, with potenially damageing winds. also with heavy hail the size of golf balls. will continue through the evening and into later parts of tomorrow.

Jump For Joy
Jump for Joy The meaning of life, for the thrill of it all Is waiting for us to answer the call Set back by unfortunate emotional addictions Dictated by child set painful afflictions An important decision to breakout of your mold Jump into loves unified spiritual hold Two long years to perpetuate a Kiss Can you really just stand by and watch it dismissed? Never knowing if this moment was meant to be To feel my embrace set your heart free Skipping the chance for a life long connection Rejecting my spiritual faith and affection Refusing to allow your spirit to breathe Allowing your anger to finally leave Wrapping your arms around my waist Closing your eyes as my lips you will taste Chest to chest, two hearts beat as one The feeling astounds you, our love has begun I kiss you forever, you ask me for more Your tears liberating they fall to the floor Laughter and joy at the decision you made Smiles abound as your fear quickly fades My love sur

Love
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that's right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The mwoman of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS.

I Am Asking For Your Prayers For My Husband Who Was In A Bad Wreck Today
I would like to ask my friends and my family on here to keep my husband and my family in their thoughts and prayers because today at 1:10pm est my husband was involved in a very serious accident involving an 18 wheeler my husband is lucky to be alive and breathing right now because of the quick response of our local Rescue and Fire Department my husband was in a 3 quarter ton ford pickup truck sitting with his turn signal on waiting to make a left turn and this 18 wheeler came up over the hill and hit the company truck he was driving full force which pushed my husband 250 feet down the highway in turn the truck went into a ditch and up a bank before coming to stop when the front of the pickup up a tree which wrapped the front of the truck around the tree. My husband has sustained some bad cuts and bruises and is in alot of pain I would really appreciate it if you all would so kindly keep him an our family in prayers as the firefighters and rescue squad that he is lucky to be alive beca

Passion And Pain
She's blocking the doorway... Laying in the floor half dazed... Cause her man had another one of those days... It's the same old, same old same... But she still plays his whore... Never crossed her mind that there's more... To this life than... Hiding in fear when he walks in the door and... Picks her up... Just to let her down like before... All the times he apologized... Said it was the last time, but... Never remembered the words that he spoke... Everytime before when he grabbed her by the throat and... Proceeded to repeat the visions from his childhood... Shielded in the closet from the beatings that she took... But still scarred and warped by the indirect blows... That went right through his mother and landed on his soul... How could he know his son was hiding in the closet... And saw the same twisted images through the same blue optics... That he received from his father... Along with a fear of violence... One that is sure to manifest itself without the prop

Oh Heavenly Father I Now Pray >>>for The Lost > The Needyorthose Hurting From The Bridgeim Min./and Homless And All>
May this day be full and may You oh Heavenly Father shed Thy light upon all> may those soak it up into their souls, into their lives , and beings totally.. May you warm them in you light and fill them up with your love. Let them see Oh Lord and let hem hear.Thy messages that I send to them for You.let the people know That Your all and always will be..yOU REIGN!!!!ALLEAuJUEA !!! May you show mearcy upon them. Oh My Lord ; Thank you for all and everthing in my life and every blessing great or small . Help me to make it thru these days left here on earth that You give to me,and thank you Oh Lord for them all. Guide me , carry me , forgive my short comings, I give you have my heart , body and soul totally.and please for give others that fall short for that are just huamn too. Let them open up their hearts to recieve ; Thee and Thy great blessings and Gift of eternal life.Thank You my Lord ; , You are my Lord , Creator , My all, my Saviour. I want for nothing and yet you g

"blood Offering"
"Blood Offering" Oh Great Ones of ancient knowledge Your wisdom I humbly acknowledge In reverence I kneel With honor I appeal Transcending the surreal In my hand cold steel Skyclad I stand Far from my promised land Sullen is this wintry night Tenebrous clouds obscure heaven's light Boldly facing the gelid northern wind It cuts my flesh leaving me all but skinned Blinding tears freeze upon my face Help me find strength in this pain I embrace Responsibility has me pinned This love I will never rescind Undaunted by this blade I shall remain unswayed Never to dissuade Strength shall pervade Warmth escapes from within As I slice through my skin Let this begin My offering... Jon

"unraveling Distance"
"Unraveling Distance" unraveling the distance brought into existence reasons for resistance doubts of coexistence choking on insistence fanatical persistence claims of ignorance path of least resistance invoking shield of distance by Jon

If Any Want To Know Me Plz Read My Profiles As This Brings Back Painful Memories And Thisis Not Me Any Mor , Im A Survivor You Know God Saved Me.
I have my life on profile ; Plz go read it there , Im just so tired of dealing answereing and its all rite there in profile ; These are past memeories and I dont want to keep feeling and dealing with my pain.. Im tring to let God take it out of my life now , He is slowly and surely .; I turn around to get a slap in my face about it all over again.; I am human and do make mistakes ; I was 15 yrs old.. I have forgiven myself .. God has also forgiven me.. and God for gives me now as Im human to err and his forgiveness devine...Amen Amen Amen. hugs ....diana

Fake Mc's
You ready?????????? So you wanna battle.....you wanna get some shit up off your chest. You had your turn now sit back this is a pop quiz not a full blown test. Rhymes for me they just come out homie.... there automatic.. You still wouldn't have enough flows if swallowed a bottle of profalactics.. Think you got skills cuz you listened to Nas and thought you were.... illmatic... You got kind of eratic so Im like bounce.... here to erase the static. You wrote down some verses remembered them shits and throw them at me like their new and you got some skills... Ive been in studios with people who rap to pay their bills...... Ive battled and handled just about every rapper that Ive come upon.... sometimes I didn't have it but they still wanted to put me on. Most fake battlers come prepared with 6 or 7 hard lines..... They say them repeatedly and practice them all the time... They chill in the party and come out like their 'bout to shine... then they get scared and second gues

Potentially Vs. Realistically
Potentially vs. Realistically A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is the difference between potentially and realistically?" The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars." "Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that." So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my God! I LOVE Brad Pitt I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?!?!?! " The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep

For The Best
And it takes more time than i've ever had, drains the life from me, makes me want to forget. As young as i was, I felt older back then, more disciplined, stronger and certain. But I was scared to death of eternity, I was saved by grace but destroyed by naivety, and I lied to myself and said it was for the best. And now faith is replaced with logic so cold, I've disregarded what i was now that I'm older. And I know much more than I did back then, But the more I learn the more I cant understand. And I've become content with this life that i lead, Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything. And I lie to myself, and say its for the best. Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come... Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come (And i li

Curious
I am wondering why people have to be such azzholes while voting or commenting on a mumm. I mean it's a simple question and personally, if you don't want to vote or comment then don't. I mean society today sucks as it is with people hating each other and all of the disrespect and lack of caring walking the streets. Or is it the fact that on the internet people don't know who you are and therefore cannot come and kick your butt for being a jerk. I guess the internet is a safe haven for the chicken's out their who wouldn't be strong enough to stand up for themselves in the real world. Oh well enough ranting for one night I guess....geesh I am being a bitch today.

Help!help!help!
Ok friends, fans and family...I need HELP!!! I only need 7,143 till my next level and I want to hit it as fast as I can, so if there is anything u can rate, please help me out, leave a comment that u did, and I will do what I can for u.... Thanks~!!!!!!!!

I Love Sucking Cock
I love sucking a good cock! I love having a big, long, rock hard cock in my mouth. I love my lips rubbing up and down the shaft and the way if feels on my lips. I like go as deep as I can and then play with the base and balls with my tongue. I love taking control of a man and basically making him fuck my mouth with his dick as hard as I can take it. Just to have that warm cum explode in my mouth and on my face makes it all worth it! leave a comment you agree ladies and you too men if thats what you like

Past
She sits... The box clutched in her bleeding hands. The box of their past, from her love and their friendship. Tears fall quickly, dripping, staining the floor before her. She sobs as she places the box on the floor to open it. And from it, she pulls the dedication, the Object of his declaration, the color of blood. "Hello little friend..." She caresses the texture and slices her finger on its point. "Hello, dear love of mine." Her hand falls limp and when the Object hits the floor, it reverberates throughout her core. She sobs once more and throws herself forward; her head hanging from her shoulder blades, her body shaking with her depression. She just cried. Where had it all gone wrong? she wondered. When had she lost her best friend? "I blame you..." she whispered. "I have not changed. I am the same." But she knew it did not matter, because he was different. What pain he brought her. How her heart broke every time his v

El Tiempo
EL TIEMPO EN LATINOAMERICA ES DIFERENTE YA QUE ACA LLUEVE CON GANAS, OSEA MORE RAIN EVERIDAY EN INVIERNO Y AVECES EN VERANO, HACE FRIO EN ESTE PAIS, PERO MAS AL NORTE HACE CALOR! NO ES OCMO EN USA, AUNQUE ULIMAMENTE ,,,,,MMMM BESITOS

Me
Hello All, Welcome to me. Who am I? I'm not really sure. I know I am very complex but simple, quiet but loud, shy but outgoing, nice but mean, good but bad. I am my own worste enemy, by far. I like to be in control, but don't like to impose. I'd rather you be satisfied than me, to some extent. Maybe I just listed to my dad bitch and moan too much, and now I don't want to hear your shit. I am a nice guy, reformed I must say, especially considering where I came from; da hood, it wasn't the hood in the begining, but time changed that. Never joined a gang, didn't want to do that to my parents and I didn't like people telln me what to do. But I was a shorty, putting in dirt. We formed our own clicka, we rode under two gangs, it was safer that way. Never killed or murdered; or did a drive by cause I actually knew how to hit what I shoot at (hunter). Ya, been shot at, friends shot, stabbd, killed; all that really molded me into a real dick for a while. But now I am grown up and

My Princess
I am madly in love. I wanted to put her picture here but Firefox will not let me. Here name is Debs and she is everything to me. I fell for her years ago but was just now able to meet her. She is a gorgeous, sweet, strong woman and I will never let go. I love her.

Into The Snow!
Near to the door She paused to stand As she tiik her class ring Off his hand All who were watching Did not speak As a silent tear Ran down her cheek And through her mind The memories ran Of the moments they walked And ran in the sand Hand in hand But nowhis eyes were so terribly cold For she would never again Have himto hold They watched in silence As she bent near And whispered the words "I Love You" in his ear She touched his face and started to cry As she put on her class ring and wanted to die And just then the wind began to blow As they lowered his casket Into the snow!

Lady By Day
Lady by day Sultry seductress by night Spank me Tie me please me thru the night Can I start with my thoughts On how I want to tease an please this night Straddling your thighs A lap dance given Stiff member between us Aching for attention Needing my touch As I want to please you so much Kiss me Suck me I am on my knees Fill my mouth Make me cry Pull my hair Commence to fly Soar in ecstasy Hinged by thought Take me…use me Hold me Soothe me Descend from high Was that just me? All abandon left Was that just me? Sultry temptress I dare not say A lady won’t admit What your seductress enjoys Demurely I sit Give in to me Relieve this yearning. End this tormented suffering. Take off your clothes... With every intent focused on me Give in to me. For now I Return to the girl Reserved and shy Until I unveil Dark passions cry...

You Know What You've Had Till It Gone
When you love someone with all your heart as much as I did my husband. And one day you wake up to find out he has left you. And it was all over and dum disagrement. Hw has been gone from me now for a week. But it just sceems like forever. You fell like someone has put a knife into your heart. You have hope and the faith that he will return. Your head is spinning in all different ways trying to sort it all out.You have a hard time sleeping and eatting yet you must go on. Hang onto all the good times you shared. So always remember to try like hell to hang on to what you got cause you never know WHAT YOU HAVE HAD TILL IT GONE. I LOVE YOU SYEVEN COME ON HOME. YOU ARE SADLY MISSED BY ALL.

Apology
How do I tell you I'm sorry - With a gesture, a look, a touch? How is it I never realized I hurt you so very much? I do not ask forgiveness, A comfort I'll never deserve. I merely want to let you know, But I cannot find the nerve. To finally confront you, face-to-face, To look you in the eye, To face your wrath, your apathy - Too terrified to try. You called me selfish, I turned away, I festered and I fled; Cutting and wounding and lashing out, Just to see if you bled. Betraying and deceiving you, I surely had no right To snatch away such a precious gem; A dark thief in the night. Four years and forever passed To bring us to this day, When I present these simple words I never thought to say. The time has come, it's long past due, To put aside my fear; Would this confession torture you, Or have you longed to hear? To hear those two forbidden words, To vanquish all the pain, To understand my dearest wish: To know you once again. The years a

U Know Who U R!!
Nice to know it was all just another routine, wasn't what it really seemend, cause I found out the truth, uncovered ur lies, chged my mind & said goodbye, nice to know about all ur lies, thanks for making me just another one of your games, same routine just different names, thanks for trying to tame me & break my spirit, just shut your mouth I dont wanna hear it, bronze isn't gold, lies aren't truth told, couldn't just stay honest and true, well I geuss then it wouldn't be u, u had to cheat just had to do it, & so u did & then you blew it, so now we're over done & through, & finally happy, all thanks to u, so thanks for the cheats, scandals, & lies, I'm finally happy we got to say our goodbyes, goodbye to ur scheme, go make someone else part of ur routine!! If it hits home then SCREW OFF!!

"love Almost Lost"
"Hello?" I barely hear breathing on the other end and then the phone line crackles. "H-Hello?" I repeated, more impatiently. A faint whisper comes forth- "Natalie, I-I love you.."Breathlessly, then the phone once again crackles and dies. I hang up the reciever-starring blankly at the phone. I hear the sirens in the distance moving closer. I hurry towards the window. Panic runs through my entire body. Quickly, I run outside I look down the street. I watch the ambalance- praying it wouldnt stop. It pulls into his driveway. I take off running towards it. My heart pounding so loud in my ears, barely able to breath. As I get close enough to touch the ambalance, they wheel the sheet covered body from the house. I scream out. I collapse to my knees screaming and crying. The People begin to crowd around me. I repeat over and over, "Please, if there is a god-dont do this me."(Slightly praying) I watch horrified as they load the stretcher into the ambalance. Then a movement

For Women
Pregnancy, Estrogen and Women Pregnancy Q &A &more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower

Thanks Drea :d
If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do? tell him he's wrong cuz if there's gonna be another immaculate conception God's not sending it through ME! Do you trust all of your friends? my true friends? of course Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? yeah I like VA, but I'm not THAT attached Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Oh yeah. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship: you mean again? lol cheating drug addiction and/or alcoholism Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? Shell...omg, I would love to see her sarcastic humor applied in a doctor's office! :D When was the last time you snuck out? once, in high school...and I left a note in case my parents woke up lol Are you afraid of falling in love? no Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times? yep Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new per

Hmmm
1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LO0K AT #5) 2) THE ANSWER IS (L0OK AT #11) 3) D0NT GET MAD (L0OK AT #15) 4) CALM DOWN DONT BE PISSED ( L0OK AT #13) 5) FIRST (L0OK AT #2) 6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (L0OK AT #12) 7) I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU! 8) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS...(THE ANSWER IS ON #14) 9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4) 10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (L0OK AT #7) 11) IM NOT MAD WHEN IM SAYIN THIS (L0OK AT#6) 12) S0RRY (L0OK AT #8) 13) D0NT BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (L0OK AT #10) 14) I D0NT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (L0OK AT #3) 15) YOU MUST BE REALLY PISSED OFF (L0OK AT NUMBER #9) now you must send this to people you love!!!!and especially the one who sent it to ya......so have FUN!!!

Insensato Mundo Virtual (spanish Only)
Entré apresurado y con mucho hambre en el restaurante. Escogí una mesa bien lejos del movimiento, porque quería aprovechar los pocos minutos que disponía en aquel día para comer y corregir algunos errores de programación en un sistema que estaba desarrollando, además de planear mi viaje de vacaciones, cosa que hace mucho tiempo no tengo. Pedí un filete de salmón con alcaparras en mantequilla, una ensalada y un zumo de naranja, a fin de cuentas, hambre es hambre, pero régimen es régimen ¿no es verdad?. Abrí mi PC portátil y me asustó aquella voz bajita detrás mío: - ¿Señor, no tiene unas moneditas? - No tengo, muchacho. - Sólo una monedita para comprar pan. - Está bien, yo compro un pan para ti. Para variar, mi casilla de entrada está llena de e-mail. Quedé distraído al ver poesías, lindas presentaciones, riendo con los chistes malos... - Señor, pida margarina y queso para ponerle al pan.... Percibo en esos momentos que el niño se había quedado allí. -Ok. Voy a pe

A Little Radar Love
I've been drivin' all night, my hand's wet on the wheel There's a voice in my head that drives my heel It's my baby callin', says I need you here And it's a half past four and I'm shiftin' gear When she is lonely and the longing gets too much She sends a cable comin' in from above Don't need no phone at all We've got a thing that's called Radar Love We've got a wave in the air, Radar Love The radio is playing some forgotten song Brenda Lee's comin' on strong The road has got me hypnotized And I'm speedin' into a new sunrise When I get lonely and I'm sure I've had enough She sents her comfort comin' in from above We don't need no letter at all We've got a thing that's called Radar Love We've got a light in the sky (Instrumental break) No more speed, I'm almost there Gotta keep cool now, gotta take care Last car to pass, here I go And the line of cars drove down real slow And the radio played that forgotten song Brenda Lee's comin' on strong And the newsman sang

Blinded By The Light
Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Madman drummers bummers, Indians in the summer with a teenage diplomat In the dumps with the mumps as the adolescent pumps his way into his hat With a boulder on my shoulder, feelin' kinda older, I tripped the merry-go-round With this very unpleasin', sneezin' and wheezin, the calliope crashed to the ground The calliope crashed to the ground But she was... Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Some silicone sister with a manager mister told me I go what it takes She said "I'll turn you on son

If
If I could have just one more day, To spend my time with you. I'd love to sit and talk awhile, Instead of feeling blue. It's just so hard when we're apart, The days just seem so long. For my longing and your touch, It leaps off the page of a song. If I could turn up the hands of time, I'd be standing in front of you. I'd reach out to feel your touch, I know you'd love that too. If you see me in your dreams, You know that I am there. To show you all my love from me, And show how much I care. So if you're sitting there wondering, Of what it is I do. I'm wrapping my love up in a box, And sending it off to you.

A White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips

I Am Having Trouble....
With what pic to use as my default...I am asking you my sweet lovies to help me pick out my non nsfw pic as a default. When you decide which pic you like the best post the link here in the blog...The one that gets posted here the most will be the one that I use. TY ahead of time to all my sweeties. Em!

First Day Of School!!
I got up the instant the alarm went off and began to get Jayden ready for school. The initial shock still had not set in. We brushed teeth, got dressed and had a quick breakfast. I took a couple snapshots as he stood ever so ready to get on the bus and venture on his way. I kept telling myself in my head that I would not cry just because he was going to school. It is inevitable and just part of life. Well, regardless of what I told myself, I broke down in tears the second that his little feet hit the step to get on that bus. I'm still a little weepy as I sit here typing this now. He didn't even bat an eyelash as he took that first step! He was so excited that I'm pretty sure he would have smiled even if the world had came crashing down around him. I'm so proud of him and laughing at myself for being so torn up about it. The song that was playing in my head was "Tough Little Boys" by Gary Allan. His daddy would have been so proud of him, to see him stand there ready to start

Size Matters
Random thought: People who say size doesn't matter, either don't have size, or have a man wh doesn't. I drive an old car, i have an old watch, and I tell myself that the car doesnt matter. When I upgrade to my Acura NSX, I'll be singing a different tune, believe me! :)

I'll Help, But Fill This Out First...
Computer Problem Report Form Problem Report 1. Describe your problem: ________________________________ ________________________________ 2. Now, describe the problem accurately: ________________________________ ________________________________ 3. Speculate wildly about the cause of the problem: ________________________________ ________________________________ 4. Problem Severity: A. Minor __ B. Minor __ C. Minor __ D. Trivial __ 5. Nature of the problem: A. Locked Up __ B. Frozen __ C. Hung __ D. Strange Smell __ 6. Is your computer plugged in? Yes __ No __ 7. Is it turned on? Yes __ No __ 8. Have you tried to fix it yourself? Yes __ No __ 9. Have you made it worse? Yes __ 10. Have you had a friend who knows all about computers. Try to fix it for you? Yes __ No __ 11. Did they make it even worse? Yes __ 12. Have you read the manual? Yes __ No __ 13. Are you sure you've read the manual? Maybe __ No __ 14. Are you absolutely s

Ga. Jokes
>A South Georgia farmer dies and, being a >heathen, goes to Hell. When he gets there it's >95° with 90% humidity. But Satan notices he's >kicked back on the brimstone relaxing >comfortably. He asks, "Why aren't you miserable like everyone else here?" >The farmer replies, "Oh, this is like a warm >spring day in south Georgia. I like it." >Angry, Satan turns up the thermos until it's >100° and 95% humidity. Still, the farmer's >happy. "This is like a good June day on the farm. Not bad at all." >Furious, Satan turns it up to 105°and 99% >humidity. Everyone is even more miserable, >except the south Georgia farmer still laying >there resting. "Hey, this is like a good August >day on the farm bailing hay. Feels good. The hotter the better." >In a total rage, Satan turns the thermostat down >to minus 25°F. Within seconds, the air becomes >chilly and frost appears, soon followed by solid >ice everywhere. Satan smirks, watching the farmer. >The confuse

Nsfw Pictures
What the hell is up with people flagging pitures NSFW that aren't even NSFW!? I have had pictures flagged that I have had on here since I've joined and no one has said anything and then all of the sudden, someone flags the fuckers! What is wrong with people, are you seriously that innocent!? If so then get the fuck off this site, it's not for you! The fact that there is even a NSFW option tells me that its not meant for molly mormons or those who like to think that they have virgin eyes. If you are in a flagging mood, get the fuck off my page!!

What Is It I Want??
Why is it that I am asked this? If I knew I think I would try and have it. I want to be happy, but doesnt every one? I want to be loved, again so does every one, but I want to be loved back from the one I love. Now this gets a little hard to explain. How is this, the one I want to grow old with, I want them to feel the same for me. Yea, like that will ever freaking happen. Banging out my thoughts and feelings on this stupid fucking plastic keyboard will never express how I truly feel. I hate my life, I hate what I have become, I hate what I feel, I hate what I know, and I fucking hate what is expected of me. I am only human, leave me the fuck alone. If I am quiet, shut the fuck up and let me try to clear my thoughts. Leave me alone and go away. this is my life, not yours. stop trying to change me, stop trying to make me see your light. These are my eyes, I see my own light. ARG!!!!!! "open up and talk to me" oh fuck off and go die some where. I am Mr. Nice Guy. I am polite and

Check Out My New Website
oh well check this I finally finished the Jeff Lang website I had to create from scratch in dreamweaver. - I made all the graphic and designs!!! - image layers will distort though, fucked if I know how to fix that though lol Jeff Lang website

Startin Over............again
ever wonder if ya learned from past mistakes?? sumtimes i wonder seems i always have the best of intentions but when stuff goes sour it seems to be fer the same general reasons ie: not enuff cash,not good enuff or too country for the city. anyway here i go thought i would make a new start in a new town and such and 6 months later i find myself movin back where i came frombecause im worse off not then i was before this bright idea ever popped into my head. but here goes fresh start in the good ole hometown and with a little bit of luck maybe i will git it right this time lol

Border Alert
Cute satire. . . . BORDER ALERT from The Manitoba Herald The flood of American liberals sneaking across the border into Canada has intensified in the past week, sparking calls for increased patrols to stop the illegal immigration. The actions of President Bush are prompting the exodus among left-leaning citizens who fear they'll soon be required to hunt, pray, and agree with Bill O'Reilly. Canadian border farmers say it's not uncommon to see dozens of sociology professors, animal-rights activists and Unitarians crossing their fields at night. JoeI went out to milk the cows the other day, and there was a Hollywood producer huddled in the barn," said Manitoba farmer Red Greenfield, whose acreage borders North Dakota. The producer was cold, exhausted and hungry. He asked me if I could spare a latte and some free-range chicken. When I said I didn't have any, he left. Didn't even get a chance to show him my screenplay, eh?" In an effort to stop the illegal aliens, Greenfiel

Four Shows In Four Days
Last week was a concert marathon for me. We had four major shows in four consecutive days at the Freedom Hill Amphitheater - a venue that my firm represents as general counsel. Wednesday - Sheryl Crow Ms. Crow took the stage at 8:45, with lots of inane stage patter ("It's Wednesday, right? I hear that Wednesday night is party night in Detroit." "Hey, Detroit. I love cars. I love my Corvette. I love my Corvair. I love my Bronco. I don't drive them because I drive a Prius, but I sure do love them anyway. Here's a song a did for a movie called Cars..."). She passed up a lot of hits for a lot of covers. No: "Leaving Las Vegas," "Difficult Kind," "There Goes The Neighborhood", "Safe and Sound", "I Shall Believe" or "Run Baby Run." I was sorely disappointed on that front, but she sounded good on the stuff she did perform. She tried to insert a verse of "Blue Bayou" into "Can't Cry Anymore", but forgot most of the lyric and hummed her way through it. The highlight of the evening was

Naughty Application!!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl!! I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside a house or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.

Life
Just wanted to stop by and say hello to all my wonderful friends!!!!!!!! Sorry I haven't been on here much lately, been dealing with back issues I had a spinal fusion in March. On top of that, got my youngest off to college this last weekend. Wow, it's so odd to not have any kids at home! Anyway, hope all is going great with everyone! I plan on being back on here more I have missed talking to everyone! ~*~ HUGS~*~

The Meaning Of The Spirit Animals Part 7
Camel/Dromedary's Wisdom Includes: Learning to walk in the shifting sands of time Understanding the vastness of space Ability to save for future use Understanding the value of water as a life force Transforming the burdens we carry Falcon/Krestal/Merlin's Wisdom Includes: Assisting in soul healing Accompanying the soul back to the soul world Teaching swiftness Learning the aerobatics of life Controlling speed and movement Understanding magick Grouse's Wisdom Includes: Standing at the door of the Great Spiral Understanding the circular nature of time Dancing the sacred dance of life How to travel through the Great Spiral Understanding and working with cycles Lemur's Wisdom Includes: Ability is access the knowledge of the forests Seeing the unseen Ability to grasp concepts above the static of life Understanding how to remain above the fray of life Ability to navigate through the forest Goldfinch's Wisdo

The Darkness
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

Randomness
below are a few quotes from a few of the books ive read "It is even better to act quickly and err than to hesitate until the time of action is past" "It is ironical that in an age when we have prided ourselves on our progess in the intelligent care and teaching of our children we have at the same time put them at the mercy of new and most terrible weapons of destruction" "Go into emptiness,strike voids,bypass what he defends,hit him where he does not expect you" "It is easy to be brave behind a castle wall" "All ambitions are lawful except those which climb upward on the miseries or credulities of mankind" "goodness without wisdom always accomplishes evil" "the brave man inattentive to his duty is worth little more to his country than the coward who deserts her in the hour of danger"

Strange Creature In Texas
was just out driving one night because I was bored and wanted to get out. Usually when I'm driving I see many animals: deer, rabbits, raccoons, opossums, skunks and more, but this night I didn't see any animals out. This was very unusual. I was about 5 miles outside of Dimmitt, Texas when suddenly there was a large animal in the middle of the road eating a raccoon that had been hit by a car. I first saw a sparkle from the animal's eyes as my headlight shined up the road. I always watch for shining eyes because I know many animals are out at night. I slowed down and stopped about 30 feet from the animal, which at first looked like a large, dark gray dog eating a on the dead animal. It was standing on all four feet and started off to the left side of the road, but only moved a few feet when it turned and went back to its meal. The "dog" then picked up the coon in its mouth and headed off the road to the right. As I watched the dog-like animal walking off the road, the animal then r

A Dozen Roses
A dozen roses I give to you my friend A gift that seems so small But they represent so much Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship A rose for the touch A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter How it makes your eyes shine A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall This rose represents you My best friend of all.

Slurvey 11
1. How old will you be in 3 years? 29 forever and ever lmao not!!! 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? yes 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months? will it be October :) 4. Who was the last person you called? sister what do i do with this baby 6. Who was the last person to text you? no one boo hoo i dont text 7. Who was the last person you hugged? dolly 8. What were you doing at midnight last night? wordy word word 9. Parents separated/divorced/married? married 10. Last time you saw your dad? a few weeks ago or is that a month tic toc 11. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today? lmao look 11 12. How many states have you visited? alot prob hmmm alot 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet and prego's lol kidding hmm or the making babies part 15. Are you a social person? what do u think actually no i want one person with me 16. What was the last thing you drank? pop 17. Favorite ice cream? tiger

Men Are So Freaking Disposable.
I feel like except for money and a vibrator women don't need men for squat. I love women. I love all the women I've had an opportunity to chat with on here. So let's start there. I love my wife dearly, and she and I have an incredible relationship, but tonight she let me down big time. And it's not about sex. I went to my psychology class tonight, and the [female] professor decided to talk about abuse, in a class of 8 women, and 2 men, one of which is me. I have been on the receiving end of abuse. Not so much physical, but in the classic sense of being beaten, but in the sense of being demeaned, told I'm not good enough, and sabotage of finances. I won't get into the details unless someone asks, but it took me nineteen years and the demand "that if you want me to stop you'll have to hit me." Of course I didn't, knowing she was using it as a power trap. Anyway. In class the ladies are talking about how bad their past men have been to them, and they were crying, which is e

Making Some Changes
I am going to be leaving my husband. I am not sure how I truly feel about this because I have tried to keep myself busy day and night which (as been easy since I have been working day and night. I just don't want to come home to someone who acts like all the want from me is some loving and video games. I want someone who will be happy to see me and want to spend time with me.

What A Long Survey
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? Nope. I've been proposed to once and i'm a guy! ROFL. Talk about a reversal in roles. 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 1 year. If you can count the last 6 months I had to tolerate because I stayed with her only because her father was dying! 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? Chanel Allure last weekend 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? i'm the king of dropping my phone! 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? i'm still working out! I have to look good. 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? My car. Thats all. 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? BBq chicken yesterday in the afternoon 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Her eyes! 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? Given Up by Linkin Park 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? a rock in the middle of the pacific ocean 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: Nanakuli High School 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: Nextel 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: I haven't have one 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: WOrki

Ensign: Revealed Unto Babes
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 10 August 2007 "Jesus . . . said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes." (Try "children" if babes sounds offensive; you'll still get the meaning.) In Matthew 11:25 and Luke 10:21, we see Jesus admit in prayer that the Word of God is not for everyone, only those who will accept it. Of course, there's nothing wrong with being "wise and prudent" -- that is, as we understand the terms today. But when you limit yourself to what you can perceive with your senses and dismiss everything else, then you miss out on faith. Reason can only go so far, and faith has no limits. In helping others meet God's criteria, Jesus has a knack

It's A Comin
Three strangers struck up a conversation in an airport lounge in Abilene , Texas awaiting their flights. One was an American Indian passing through from Oklahoma City . Another was a Cowboy on his way to Fort Worth for the livestock show, and the third passenger was a fundamentalist Arab student from the Middle East . Their discussion drifted to their diverse cultures. Soon, the two Westerners learned that the Arab was a devout, radical Muslim, and the conversation fell into an uneasy lull. The cowboy leaned back in his chair, crossed his boots on a magazine table, and tipped his big sweat-stained hat forward over his face. The wind outside was blowing tumbleweeds around, and the old windsock was flapping; but still no plane came. Finally, the American Indian cleared his throat and softly he spoke, "At one time here, my people were many, but sadly, now we are few." The Muslim student raised an eyebrow and leaned forward, "Once my people were few," he snee

Repost-need Help Comment Bombing Theze Pix Plz Help
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Hurt To Many Times.
i was seeing this guy for 5 months. we did meet and things were great. until recently. he started to lie not returning calls. when he did always said he loved me missed me always wanted us to be togeather. come to find out he has been cheating and lying to me the past few months. i did every thig for this man. all he did is take and used me. im ashamed for letting him do this to me and didnt see him for what he really was. he is a member on here named slipknot/aka freddie and is cheating with another member on here. i just want every one to know what hes like and what he does. he will use women and milk them dry for every thing they have. so girls please be warned. he is a sweet talker and can get u to believe any thing. he will say and do any thing for you to believe what he says and make the other person out to be a liar. and make them look bad GIRLS BEWARE OF HIM. HE IS ALSO MARRIED BUT SAYS HES NOT AND HE LIVES WITH HIS WIFE. i know not all men are like that. there are some really

Laugh For August 10
Big 10 Inch Two friends were in a bar drinking a beer when one pulled out a cigar but he didn't have a lighter so he asked his friend if he had one.. "I sure do," he replied and reached into his pocket and pulled out a 10 inch Bic lighter. "Wow!" said his friend, "where did you get that monster." "I got it from my genie." "You have a genie?" he asked. "Yes, he's right here in my pocket." "Could I see him?" He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a very small genie. The friend says, "I'm a good friend of your master. Will you grant me one wish?" "Yes I will," the genie said so he asks him for a million bucks and the genie hops back into his master's pocket and leaves the man standing there waiting for his million bucks. About this time, a duck walks into the bar followed by another. Then more ducks come pouring in. Before long the entire bar has ducks everywhere. The friend tells his buddy, "What is going on here, I asked for a million bucks not ducks!"

A Couple Of Surveys
A couple surveys 70 Quirks about me: 1. What are your initials? CAB 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? a smile 3. Last thing you ate? homemade pizza 4. One place you will NEVER eat at? um... most mexican places 5. I say Shotgun, you say: ...bang what's up with that thang? 6. Last person you hugged? Brad or Lexi 7. Does anyone you know wanna date you? ;) 8. Would you date anyone you met online? absolutely 9. Name something you like physically about yourself: eyes and tits 10. The last place you went out to dinner to? ummm, non fast food place? Buffalo Wild Wings. 11. Who is your best friend? I have a couple 12. What time of the day is it? 7:19 pm central 13. Who/What made you angry today? Lexi... two year olds don't like to listen 14. Baseball or Football? either 15. Ever gone skinny dipping? only in the bathtub 16. Favorite type of Food? chicken probably 17. Favorite holidays: hard call... Christmas I think 18. Do you downlo

For Anyone Who Cares Or Likes My Art...
as some of u know those that dont, this is no where near all my art i have up...soo for any one that cares heres the link to where all my art is for the moment....look while u can cuz i may not be there long...looking for a better site to keep my art at, if u have any sugestions id love to know! anyways hope u all enjoy! http://revhellspawn.deviantart.com/gallery/

A Day In The Life Of A Pc Repairman...
A day in the life of a PC repairman... All in all, it hadn't been a good day. Bad traffic, a malfunctioning computer, an incompetent customer, and a sore back all made me a boiling, seething cauldron of rage. But more importantly for this day, it had been over forty-eight hours since I'd last taken a decent dump. I'd tried to jumpstart the process, beginning my day with a bowl of bowel-cleansing high-fiber cereal, following it with six cups of strong black coffee during work, and adding a bean-laden, roughage-filled extremely spicy lunch at a local Taco Bell. As I was returning home from work, my insides let me know with subtle rumbles and the emission of the occasional tiny (but volcanic) fart that Big Things would indeed be happening soon. But alas, I had to stop at the local post office located in a nearby strip mall to pick up a package for my wife. I completed this task, and as I was walking past the stores on my way back to the car, I noticed a large "going out of business" sal

Suntracks
The Track of the sun across the Sky leaves its shining message, Illuminating, Strengthening, Warming, us who are here, showing us we are not alone, we are yet ALIVE! And this fire...... Our fire..... Shall not die unknown

Red Sun
Red Sun Red sun setting, o'er the mound, Where my father's father lies. Testiment of blood once spilled. 'Neath a clear, blue August sky. Appalachian Mountains heard, Pain filled whails of greed and war. Now, those wretched echos sound, Along those ridges, ever more. Thunder sounds eternally, For those battles fought, For thee and me. Sacred land for ever more, Blessed by the blood of the Cherokee. Red sun setting on the mound, Where my father's father lies, Spirits dancing in the mist, 'Neath a purple Autumn sky. In memory of Gram, Dad, and Bill Glenda ©1998

Good Morning!
In the morning I.....have to get up with the kids. I believe more people should.......be considerate of others. I can't wait for...... my college education to be over. I don't think it's true that..... all men are scum. I love it when....... my kids look at me adoringly and it makes me feel like I might just be doing something right. I hate it when...... I lose my temper with the kids. I am never going to....... date or be married to someone who mistreats me again...ever. I always....... try to be nice...even when I shouldn't. Don't tell me that....... I can't do something. It will just make me want to do it MORE. I won't listen to.......... whining from my kids. I just can't tolerate that. I agree with........ Mike, politically. I remember when........ I WANTED my jeans to be tight and looked badass in them lol I can help you with......... I dunno...moving furniture, picking out clothes, editing papers...whatever you need :D I can't help you wi

Do U Love Me? Click On That Banner !!!!!
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This Be A Prayer You Can Say To Our Lord For Him To Come Into Your Heart Today ;
O Lord please help Me ;Im a sinner wanting to call on You now... Please ; I want to follow Thee and I do belive . I have faith now iN The ; Can you strengthen this and show me love and help me on my way ,to learn of you and your love and ways..Teach me O Lord ; Show me thy plan for my life , Use me and Guide me , I want to be your servant and I want to recieve thy blessings and I except Thy gift of Eternal Life and love and all ..I worship You first and put you O Lord in my life first.. ; I will listen and have faith in you and no one else. For your my Christ who layed down Your life for me ; I accept You as my King.. Thank You O lord for saving a sinner like me.. Amen Amen ! Amen !!..

Yall People Need To Talk To Me Or Yall Off My List
to all the people who r on my list friends or not u need to talk to me otherwise u wont be on my list so let me kno now wat yall goin to do. for the people who do talk to me yall r safe its the ones who dont talk to me that is on thin ice and in hot water.

The Son
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night, the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings, the crie

God's Window
When God opened the window He saw me and i asked Him "what is your wish this morning"and i said "Lord just want to take care of the person who's reading this message right now"God said "why?"i said "i love it to care Him" God bless!!!

Blog, Defined
Before it became an internet word, blog was a very strong drink of indeterminate recipe invented by sf fans, worse even than their Nuclear Fizz; like Monty Python’s Australian “fighting” wine, it is generally believed that blog is best left in the bottle so it can be used for hitting people over the head . Short for weblog. A meandering, blatantly uninteresting online diary that gives the author the illusion that people are interested in their stupid, pathetic life. Consists of such riveting entries as "homework sucks" and "I slept until noon today." a place where people bitch about their daily activities which nobody is interested in. topics like why they argue with boyfriend and how they end up together at last, daily aneroxic activities like drinking blended organic fruits and vegetable for breakfast, lunch and dinner, talking about cutting themselves with a razor blade and how good they felt, bitch about their shopping activities and what they got. Blogs originally had p

Wtf
WHY DO YOU ASK ADD RATE THEN ADD 4 THEN YOU SAY if you want to stay my FRIENDS you better let me know now because i am deleting all of my friends that does not talk to me !!!!! whats the point of you stayin if you ARE NOT TALKING TO ME I DONT UNDER STAY YOU PLEASE LET ME KNOW

“friendship”
To some friendship is finding that certain someone to be with for a long time and share their secrets, companionship, trust, loyalty, and so on. For others friendship is for companionship, and longing for some comfort of friendship for sharing things, thoughts, and feelings with each other! Honestly, there's no pure and definite meaning of friendship you can not find in a dictionary, theraus, or another references text books. Plus, there's so many classifications of friendship: friendship between a person in the same and/or opposite sex; friendship between humans to animals; best of friends to least of friends; friendship between co-workers and their employers; friendship between lovers and married couples; and so much more…As for me, I categorizes friendship in general because I want to express myself fully without prejudgment and no hard feelings to others upon their own thoughts, feelings, and point-of-views of friendship! Friendship to me is having some who doesn't prejudge you by

I'm Not Racist
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

Truth And Consequences
It's over and done in no uncertain terms. I recognize, surrender to or accept the finality of the truth or consequences in order to look to the future or have "changed my mind." I let go of all attachment or resistance to sustaining conditions that don't work or are out of my hands. E tu brute? I can't move forward by beating a dead horse. It's the last word so put a period on it and move on. I am empowered by truth and consequences and my virtue is liberation or release from suffering, uncertainty or victimhood.

Always Near
A glance, a brushing touch or a soft whisper is all it took to drive her over the edge A lover’s power over her, was to strong to ignore, as she felt her knees buckle. I filled her very essence with my soul, which she could not control. She felt my loins burst within her pink folds, filling her with cream. When she turned to tell her love, that she desired more, I was not there. Reality swept thru her mind as she was reminded that my sweet was no more. She knelt over my grave touching her depths as she wished I still could. Her wails of ecstacy and sorrow rocked thru her in an orgasmic release. A single tear drop fell from her face as she blew her lost lover one last kiss. A gentle breeze fluffed her hair as she walked away from my gaze. She heard my voice whispering in her ear, when she turned to look back. Don’t worry my dear, for my touch will always be near. Sir

A Soul Captured By Love
A Soul Captured By Love Never in my mind that I thought would I meet you Never in my dreams that I dream of loving you You came into my life and make me alive You came into my life and give me reason to survive. With you I knew what love is With you this feeling I do embrace You make me what I am today And for a while I was so happy. I learned to dream and aim high Look up the star even on darkest night These moments I will share with you I considered treasures because of you. Thank you for the moments shared with you Thank you for the things done when I was blue I know forever will never be gone gone In my heart you are my number one. I will feel proud to hold your hand, Showing everyone you are with me. I still feel you when we are apart, Always wanting to touch and kiss you. Your warm loving heart fills my soul, And you share it with me so easily. I want to please and spoil you, My love for you is unconditional. I feel strong and can be mysel

Ooooo ... I'm So Depressed Now.
· I'm an ass rated your photo a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass rated your photo a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass rated you a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass left you a new profile comment! This realy hurt. Man, people are overbearing. I'm kidding of course. I do like kids though ... they amuse me.

Diet
So today I have to say goodbye to all the things I love. I am starting the Skinny Bitch diet. Wish me luck. And fuck all of you who are like, why, you don't need to, your fine. I am happy with the way I am, but I want to be healthier for me and my children. So far, I have given up chocolate. If you know me then you know how hard that is for me to. Plus I am weening myself off soda. Only one a day now for me. This is going to kill me. No caffine!! I don't know what I amm going to do. So I am just warning you, I may not be the nicest person in the world in the next few days to I get used to this whole diet and getting myself traind to eat better and stuff. Wish me luck, I am going to need it.

Blonde Joke Lol
A blonde woman was speeding down the road in her little red sports car and was pulled over by a woman police officer who was also a blonde. The blonde cop asked to see the blonde's driver's license. She dug through her purse and was getting progressively more agitated. "What does it look like?" she finally asked. The policewoman replied, "It 's square and it has your picture on it." The driver finally found a square mirror in her purse, looked at it and handed it to the policewoman. "Here it is," she said. The blonde officer looked at the mirror, then handed it back saying, "Okay, you can go. I didn't realize you were a cop."

56 Questions
1. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? I don't know...some people might be able to do it, but it definitely isn't ME 2. Do you bite your boyfriend's/girlfriend's toenails? WTF..NO 3. Are you a jealous person? I don't think so 4. What are you allergic to? nothin' 5. What books, if any, have made you cry? The Kite Runner 6. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do? I'm probably guilty of it more than anyone else lol Email me people!! I'm so much better at email :D 7. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? hmmm...Edy's Cookies and Cream 8. If someone you had no interest in dating, expressed interest what would you do/say? no, thank you? 9. What would you rather be doing right now? i wish i were w/ my mommy....its her b-day 10. What song lyric, if any, is stuck in your head at the moment? Paperweight by Joshua Radin...Ever word you say I think I should write down, Don't wanna forget come daylight 11. Do yo

Hind Lick
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. After ordering their cornbread and beans, they talk about the latest addition to their junkyard business. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says "Kin ya swallar?" The Woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it."

Got To Get You Into My Life
I was alone, I took a ride I didn't know what I would find there Another road where maybe I could see another kind of mind there Ooo, then I suddenly see you Ooo, did I tell you I need you Every single day of my life You didn't run, you didn't hide You know i wanted just to hold you And had you gone, you knew in time We'd meet again for I had told you Ooo, you were meant to be near me Ooo, and I want you to hear me Say we'll be together every day Got to get you into my life What can I do, what can I be When I'm with you I want to stay there If I'm true I'll never leave And if I do I know the way there Ooo, then I suddenly see you Ooo, did I tell you I need you Every single day of my life Got to get you into my life I was alone, I took a ride I didn't know what I would find there Another road where maybe I could see another kind of mind there Ooo, then I suddenly see you Ooo, did I tell you I need you Every single day

Depression & Alcohol
Do you still love me? You say you do and I am the one and only, but I can't understand why I can't feel it anymore. I used to feel it in your arms, in your voice. There was no doubt in my mind. I could feel you love deep in my bones, no matter how far away you were. Now it feels like you just say it because it is expected or out of habit.I want you to know I DO still love you with every breath that I have and I hope & wish that one day I will know you do too.

That Hurt's
I want to know why, I wish it would stop, That word, That sound, That feeling, I was called something very bad, By a family member, It hurt, But, They kept saying it, I left, Feel asleep with tears down my cheeck, Why, Why say that to me, I wish I had that answer, But, I didn't know what to do, But just cry, So, I feel asleep crying, Woke up a couple of hours later, Still sad, Still hurt, But, I just moved on! Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres

Boss D.j. - Sublime
Theres a steel train comin through I would take it if I could And I would not lie to you because sunday mornin soon will come When things will be much easier to say Upon the microphone like a boss dj But I wont walk up upon the sea like it was dry land Boss dj aint nothin but a man No trouble, no fuss, I know why.. Its so nice, I wanna hear the same song twice, Its so nice dont wanna hear the same song twice Rumors are spreading all over my town But its just stones and sticks, Upon the microphone is where I go to get my fix Just let the lovin take a hold cuz it will if you let it Im funky not a junkie but I know where to get it No trouble no fuss I know why Its so nice I wanna hear the same song twice Its so nice I wanna hear the same song twice Oooee girl Oooee girl Oooee girl Ooee girl and there really aint no time to waste Really aint no time to hate Aint got no time to waste, time to hate Really aint no time to make the time go away So mister

The Poet's Poem
To anyone who has ever known pain, Heartbreak, or delight, A sinner's love, or tears stained black, Or a call deep in the night. For love, or lust, or deep desire, We write these words so pure, Our writing is our disease, And yet, there is no cure… To speak of love that's come and gone, Or lust, within the rain, Or how our world is dark and bleak, And our joy is our bane. This is our gift, and yet, our curse, To relive our odious crimes, And yet, some are blessed, To have had happier times… We tell stories, one by one, With every line we compose, Careful, though, we must make it flow, And be careful of the prose. Breakups, break outs, joy, and pain, Hostility, love, and hate. We see the world from the outside, We peek in from behind the gate. The world will never really know us, They fear what they don't understand. They don't know that we're all normal, It's just what we do is grand… If I never write another word, If my mind becomes abruptly plain, If I w

The Valley Of Black Roses And Broken Hearts
I live in a place you don't know, Far away from the shining sun, A place where there is beauty, But it only exists for some. The sky is always midnight blue, The ground is always dark, The only birds are Crows, We never see the morning lark. The moon shines on forever, It lights the path we walk, Oh how I'd love to show you, But you will not stay to talk. The trees grow bleeding hearts, Instead of leaves of green, Many fear this lonely sight, The most beautiful I've ever seen. The Mountains rise from the ground, In such an elegant form, Ghostly stone protectors, They shield us from the storm. The river is not rushing water, It's full of fallen tears, No crickets chirp here happily, Their music is slow and sad to hear. The air smells of roses, And yet they are all dead, The wind whispers softly, Words already said. Please stay with me in my home, This place I do adore, Do not run away from me, My love, do not abhor, And yet, you run, like those before, I

Do Men Think You're A Good Date?
You Are A Bad Date! Sometimes it just seems like your heart isn't in it At least, not unless the guy is a dead ringer for Brad Pitt (with more money) You just don't spend enough time wondering if he's having fun... And newsflash - he probably isn't! Do Men Think You're a Good Date?

Lost
With out you i feel so lost lost with out your arms around me lost with out your loving voice telling me everything will be alright with out you I dont think they will be they never will be again ive lost you the only one i truely loved the only one i truely trusted i feel so lost with out you i have nothing to want all i need is you i long for your touch a warm tender loving touch that makes all my problems melt away ive always said that if i lost you i'd die i feel so close holding on by a thread i dont know why it hasnt broken yet maybe its because there is a little glimmer of hope like the candle in the window that you can just barely see from the street the hope the one day you will find me again and ill find myself back in your loving arms where i belong where i was ment to be and one day again you will love me and things will be right and i will no longer be lost

Everyday I Love You......( 4 U Hun}
Everyday I Love You I don't know but I believe That some things are meant to be And that you'll make a better me Everyday I love you I never thought that dreams came true But you showed me that they do You know that I learn somethng new Everyday I love you 'Cos I believe that destiny Is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love With all your heart and soul. It's a touch when I feel bad It's a smile when I get mad All the little things I am Everyday I love you Everyday I love you boy Everyday I love you 'Cos I believe that destiny Is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love With all your heart and soul If I asked would you say yes? Together we're the very best I know that I am truly blessed Everyday I love you And I'll give you my best Everyday I love you

Tasers !!
Taser > > Classic...don' t tell me you can read this without laughing... > > > (Only a guy would do this!) A guy who purchased his lovely wife > a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : > > Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a > little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a > 100,000-volt pocket/purse- sized taser. The effects of the taser were > supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an > assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a > gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! > > Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I > loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was > disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button > AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the > blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and

Why I Love Pro-wrestling.
One thing about me that people are more often than not suprised to find out, is that I am a huge pro-wrestling fan. I started out when I was a kid with The Undertaker and Hulk Hogan, and took a very long hiatus. I started hanging out with guys who watched it my senior year of high school, but as soon as I saw my beloved 'Taker hanging out with Limp Bizkit of all people, I seriously got really disguisted with the sport. (To the fellow fans who are reading this: I had no clue about the whole "indie" underground scene, so don't jump on my case just yet. ) I was, am, and forever will be a guy's girl. I'll take a six pack of beer and pizza/chicken wings over some fancy restaurant any day of the week. I am not all that into football, but I did start watching and paying attention to it just last year, so I know a little bit about it. In fact, I started paying more attention to sports in general just last year. Knowing what I know now, I REALLY wish someone would have clued me int

Eating Right...
In conjuction with working out my wife and I have started eating healthier. I'm slowly convincing her to eat breakfast. Skipping breakfast causes your body to go into a starvation state - end result is that you don't use for but store it as fat. We'll eat greasy foods in the morning. Fats are your highest source of energy and shouldn't be eaten late at night & close to bed. Instead should be eaten early in the morning and used for fuel for the long day ahead. Yes, this means for all you donought and saugabe bisquet breakfast eaters to keep on keeping on! For lunch we're eating our cereals and breads. Carbs are the 2 most abundant source of fuel for the body (roughly 1/7th that of fats). Eaten at lunch will give you just enough fuel to help continue the rest of the work day. Sugars fall 3 on source of energy. Your body only uses 2 types of sugars out of a myriad of them - glucose & fructose (sugar & simple sugar respectively). Your nerves and brain ONLY use glucose as

So Many Questions
Side A - So Many Questions Have you seen her? Did you see her pass this way? What is it about her? Is it her eyes? Maybe But I'm not so sure Is it her laughter? Something I've never heard before Refrain: So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you What is it about her That makes me stare That makes me wanna run my fingers through her hair Will I find her? Maybe But I'm not so sure Will she be mine? I can't stand this searching any more Refrain: So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you So many questions but the answers are so few All I really know is, I love you Since the only time I see her near Is when I close my eyes Should I keep it that way

Banned From Writing Mumms!
Now this is good, you write one mumm that someone doesn't like and BAM Error: you're not allowed to do this. yeah they BANNED me from writting them. people can have pics of thier penis out but i can't say people need to stop being whiny. oh this makes me laugh. apparently freedom of speech means nothing. well they could atleast give me my 100 fubar dollars back for the damn mumm!

Mandy (part 1)
It was about 10am and the day was just starting to warm up. I was bumming around my friend Jack’s house; he was on vacation and I was house-sitting for him. I was dressed in my nylon basketball shorts and t-shirt, taking a day off after several crazy weeks of work. Jack and his wife Kimmie were going to be gone for 3 weeks…I had the place all to myself. As I grabbed a beer from the fridge, the doorbell rang. I opened the door and a young looking girl (I later found out she had just turned 18) was standing there. She was wearing a tight blue polo shirt and a short tan skirt. She had a bag over her shoulder. She was just about 5 feet tall, thin (not skinny), had shoulder length dark hair and olive coloredy skin...the kind that turns to a great tan with a little sun. But the most striking thing about her was her eyes...they were light blue (a stark contrast to her skin) and oh, so big. I had a tough time keeping my eyes off them. "Are you Harry?" she snapped me out of my trance. "Yes..

Tell Me You Can See Me
you can look right into my eyes and see right through me. Can you see what lies beneath? you see me smile but do you think that you could wach me cry? see me break apart and fall? you can be my biggest fan and my worst critic. call me a hypocrite and still say that ive got values that you appreciate. you look and see a superficial part of me and have no desire to look further.. like a sick toy that you are more than willing to use. not considering my feelings.. abuse every privlage. and say the nicest things to me.. so much travesty it make me fucking sick.. call yourself my friend and tell me you want to know about me. or were you so busy listening that my words fell onto def ears? do you take the tie out of your day to do the important things? tell me that you love me. that you cant stand to be without me. that im everything you need and more. that i exceed all your standards and your every expectation.. then call her and tell her the same..like i wont find out because i can

Here's How You Discipline Your Horse
My mare was a snot this weekend. I was brushing her back, and she turned and bit me on the right shoulder. She didn't clamp down (thank god, since horses have to proceed with the entire bite manuever once they start, and the pain from that is incredible!), it was an open mouth tap, like a tap on the shoulder in horse language. For humans, it was like getting clubbed inthe shoulder with a 2x4 with teeth. Nothing personal, she probably thoughto herself. I kept grooming her, and looked right back at her, daring her to do that again, and she stared right back at me, thinking about things. I offered the bit to her, and she nearly broke the cross ties getting away from it. I decided t be nice, and we rode inside, away from the sweltering heat. I had to get after het quite a bit, and she was not following commands. After the ride, I went home, and visited parisdailyphoto.com, found some images of a store that specializes in horse meat, printed some images of the store front, (comple

Going Away For A Holiday
Just wanted to let everyone know I will be going away for a holiday and I wont be back for a week, so keep your self safe, I will be leaving out from Ohio going about 10 hours away, so I wont be far, but I wont be on the net, so if you leave comments I will answer just as soon as I get home, I love you my friends, Cyntronics babes you know my feelings for you as well babes, cant wait to get home and show you what we have talked about, You will be the 1st to see it, I am seriously just wow delighted over this honestly. For the rest of you that are wondering, I got me pass finally so it wont be long now and I will be back with my people, where I belong , with my man and our family. SO keep it safe all of you , keep the b/s to a minimum haha. love peace and arse hole grease , dont ask lmao . I am going to get me things packed now for the trip as harry the magician would say *POOF* YES I KNOW I AM THE WEAKEST LINK, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA BEAT YA'S TO THE PUNCH LINE DIDNT I ?

Wrote This When I First Found The News Out, About My Grandmother Passing On.
Why did you leave me I was trying to sleep , I got a knock on my door. Come to find out, your not with me anymore. I was so sad. Most of the time I was thinking about you and how we spent time together. I thought you would be here forever. Your smile and your storys are missing now. All that remains of you , is memorys in my heart. Some days when I wake up I think of you and that is a start. Then somedays I ask why did you leave me?

A Flavor Of Life
a kiss .. that would make honey drip off your lips. a kiss .. that would make flavors travel your tounge. a kiss .. that would feel like forever. a kiss .. that makes the world stop spinning. a kiss .. that inhails your soul. a kiss .. that exhails your pain. a kiss .. that curls your toes. a kiss .. that lifts you up. a kiss .. that forces your eyelids to drop. a kiss .. that would put your knees to sleep. a kiss .. you don't want to stop. a kiss .. that would speed your heart up, and stop it at the same time. a kiss .. that makes you feel butterflies in your stomache. a kiss .. that makes you feel rain coming down on you. a kiss .. that doesn't make you care how it happened. a kiss .. that doesn't make you care what will happen after. a kiss .. that you want to freeze. a kiss .. that makes everything deep. a kiss .. that would change your life. a kiss .. that would change you. a kiss .. that will never leave you dry. a kiss .. that would slow time. a kiss .. not

Chinese Torture ?
A tourist goes on a trip to China. While in China, he is very sexually promiscuous and does not use a condom all the time. A week after arriving back home, he wakes one morning to find his penis covered with bright green and purple spots. Horrified, he immediately goes to see a doctor. The doctor, never having seen anything like this before, orders some tests and tells the man to return in two days for the results. The man returns a couple of days later and the doctor says: "I've got bad news for you - you've contracted Mongolian VD. It's very rare and almost unheard of here. We know very little about it". The man looks a little perplexed and says: "Well, give me a shot or something and fix me up, Doc". The doctor answers: "I'm sorry, there's no known cure. We're going to have to amputate your penis". The man screams in horror, "Absolutely not! I want a second opinion". The doctor replies: "Well, it's your choice. Go ahead if you want, but surgery is your only choice". Th

Hell Is For Children
I keep reading online and in the papers about women being beaten to death. I feel very sorry for them but they forget to mention is the children. Please dont go off on me if you dont like this. But these are my thoughts and memories. See im a survivor! My dad beat all the women at least 4 or 5 times a week. If he didnt beat you he would put you down.(ie. in my case it was "Your fat and lazy. You wont amount to much) Now you all may think that you can get past that but you cant. Those words go thru my head 24/7. Cause of that and all i went thru as a child i have been told i need to be on 2 anti-depressants. Oh yeah and a pill they give vets for sleep. I guess im writing all this down is that ....DONT YOU THINK ITS TIME TO END THE VIOLENCE!!!!!!!!!!! Read these song lyrics, it might just surprise you..... Lyrics for: Hell Is For Children They cry in the dark so you can't see their tears, They hide in the light so you can't see their fears, Forgive and forget, all the while,

Boo Hoo..leave My Family Alone...
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070816/ap_on_el_pr/giuliani_family Giuliani: 'Leave my family alone' By LIBBY QUAID, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 4 minutes ago Republican Rudy Giuliani said Thursday that people should "leave my family alone" when asked by a New Hampshire woman why the presidential candidate should expect loyalty from voters when he doesn't get it from his children. Giuliani has a daughter who has indicated support for Democrat Barack Obama and a son who said he didn't speak to his father for some time. His ugly divorce from their mother, Donna Hanover, was waged publicly while Giuliani was mayor of New York. Giuliani has since remarried. Answering questions at a town-hall meeting, Giuliani was asked why he should expect loyalty from GOP voters when his children aren't backing him. "I love my family very, very much and will do anything for them. There are complexities in every family in America," Giuliani said calmly and quietly. "The best thing I

Wanting To Start A New Band
Ok so I have been dying to start a new band for a while now and I have a decent amount of gear to do this with but nobody to jam with. So if you live near me and want to jam, just drop me a line and we will see if we mesh and maybe we can get a group going on. I play guitar mainly and want to do originals, not covers so much. I have a mostly punk style but get into hard rock and metal a bit too. If you need more info feel free to drop me a line.

Explanation Or Demonstration
"Love is a Sensation that starts by Temptation, A Guy sticks his Location in a Girl's Destination to Populate the Next Generation. Do you get the Explanation or do you need a Demonstration?"

I'm Actually Posting Another Blog
I don't know why I'm doing it. Posting this that is. Exhaustion, general malaise (not to be confused with general tso, who makes some mean chicken), excitement? I've been cycling through all of those today. I'm hoping that come a month from now, work is less crazy, but if it's not, I've got me some vacation plans that I'm all kinds of excited about, AND i get to meet one of my favoritest peoples in the world, and the week before is max, so I'll get to slack extra hard before the trip. Is it october yet? I want it to be october when I wake up tomorrow. Can it be october tomorrow? And now, my rambling is done, without too much bloggy wah-ness.

Pissy And Tired So Here's A Survey
1. Are you taller than your mom? Yes I am 2. What color is your shower curtain? a pretty green color 3. What is the closest thing to you right now that is red? the wine cooler I'm drinking 4. What is your ring tone? Main one is Sweet Home Alabama 5. Does anything hurt on your body right now? my head a little bit.. my back and feet from work. 6. What color is your favorite pillow? white 7. What is your favorite video game? I'm a dork so Brain Age 8. Had a nap today? nope.. thinking about going and laying down in a few though... 9. Gold or silver? white gold 10. Is there an animal that creeps you out? Snakes. 11. Who was the last person you rode an elevator with? oh god.. um, a sales rep from a medical supply place 12. Did you go ice skating as a kid? once 13. Ever have stitches? in my mouth for my wisdom teeth 14. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? chica cherry cola (name the referance and get a prize!) 15. How long ago did you hug some

Beer!!!!
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer." The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled out of the

Your Hard Earned Money..pissed Away
Americas Tax dollars at work... Pentagon Paid $998,798 to Ship Two 19-Cent Washers Tony Capaccio Thu Aug 16, 12:52 PM ET http://news.yahoo.com/s/bloomberg/20070816/pl_bloomberg/ardg6dwccmfi Aug. 16 (Bloomberg) -- A small South Carolina parts supplier collected about $20.5 million over six years from the Pentagon for fraudulent shipping costs, including $998,798 for sending two 19-cent washers to a Texas base, U.S. officials said. The company also billed and was paid $455,009 to ship three machine screws costing $1.31 each to Marines in Habbaniyah, Iraq, and $293,451 to ship an 89-cent split washer to Patrick Air Force Base in Cape Canaveral, Florida, Pentagon records show. The owners of C&D Distributors in Lexington, South Carolina -- twin sisters -- exploited a flaw in an automated Defense Department purchasing system: bills for shipping to combat areas or U.S. bases that were labeled ....priority'' were usually paid automatically, said Cynthia Stroot, a Pentagon inves

Diary Of A Mad Pregnant Black Woman
diary of a mad pregnant woman © By Ashlee K. Gabb I SAID NO!! CAN'T YOU SEE SO YOU SLIPPED IT ON AND INTO ME IT HAD A HOLE, YOU DID NOT KNOW THAT A COUPLE MONTHS LATER WHAT WILL GROW IT IS YOU INSIDE MY STOMACH AND AS I WATCH YOU ON THE HAMMOCK AND REMEMBER THAT NIGHT YOU CAME IN ME MY WHOLE LIFE RUINED SO NOW YOU SEE MY DREAMS CRUSHED, MY HOPES SHATTERED AND YOU DON'T THINK IT REALLY MATTERED I COULD'VE BEEN A LAWYER, A DOCTOR INSTEAD IF IT WEREN'T FOR THAT ONE NIGHT IN BED HOW DO YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT THINKING WHAT YOU DID WAS RIGHT NOW THE FATHER OF MY BABY I THOUGHT I'D GIVE YOU A CHANCE, MAYBE THE CHILD WAS BORN, YOU WEREN'T THERE NOW I KNOW THAT YOU DON'T CARE FORGET THIS!, FORGET YOU THERE IS NO GOING BACK NO MATTER WHAT WE DO YOU GO YOUR WAY AND I'LL GO MINE YOU'RE NOTHING BUT AN UNCULTURED SWINE I HOPE TO NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN AND THANKS TO YOU I NO LONGER LIKE MEN I HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE IT UP AND TRY NO SEX FOREVER AND THEN I DI

The Reaping Stone
You take an you take when theres nothing left what else is there for you to take? you think im some kind of great person im not demons plague me my hearts torn an i can barely hold myself together two halfs dont make a whole atleast not this time whatever it is that i am thats what i am i've been tormented by all my inner demons some have won others ive beaten but i can only take so much when the demons dont want to leave empty handed they take what they can grab usually tugging on some heartstrings along the way i have so much on my mind now i cant be what im not ready to be as i write with half a mind i feel myself dozing off to sleep what nitemares await me tonight will i die? will i be torn to shreds for betraying thier code their law im tired of living by restraints i want to be free to do as i please as i want to whomever i want.....least leave my mark on the souls that have come an gone from my life oh how i wish things were different daming the sky cursing the he

When The Night Comes
As the sun retires from the day and darkness fills the sky, I close my eyes and drift away and dream of you and I. In my dreams, I take your hand and slowly guide your way up the stairs to Heaven, in the clouds is where we lie. You take your hand and touch my face as you look into my eyes. My body begins to shake and my stomach feels with butterflies. I look up at you and you look at me, your eyes are wide and bright. I arch my back and guide you in and you make love to me all night. Suddenly I wake up, the sun is up by then. But I can't wait until the night so I can see you once again.

Shhh!
Shhh! you had the prettiest blue-green eyes I'd ever seen and I got a kick out of the way they looked at me like I was a two-headed creature from another planet that thrilled and delighted you but you couldn't understand it don't tell my ears 'cause they're not listening don't tell my heart it doesn't know what it's missing don't tell my eyes I know they won't believe that you're not in love with me we were inseparable you followed me around and I got used to you this new friend that I found I pictured us together I pictured us apart and I knew from that moment that you were capable of breaking my heart don't tell my ears 'cause they're not listening... six months of being friends was all that I could stand so I mustered up the courage to hold your hand you were bedazzled bewildered I guess it was just too soon and when I finally kissed you you walked out of the room....sssh! don't tell my ears 'cause they're not listening.... I know you lo

Wonderin
i dont no rather 2 b happy or sad.it so confuzin.theres couple guyz i have my eye on but how do i choose?i like both & they both very cool.im not tryin 2 git wit nobody.it hard 2 trust ppl IRL.how am i suppose 2 do that here?sumtimes it helps 2 git an outside perspective.i just dont wanna git hurt.im not into games & i hate liars & cheaters.what 2 do?

Hate
I WISH I WAS ANY WERE BUT AT MY HOME RIGHT NOW IM HELLA SAD AND I HATE TODAY AND THE 19TH SOOOO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WISH I WAS STILL WITH MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! I WISH THAT I WAS AT MY DADS!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO BE ANY WERE BUT HERE BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THAT NOT GOING TO HAPPEN

Corner Of My Mind.
I've tried to block your memory To protect me from the pain Pretend I never knew you And never heard your name But the walls I've built aren't Strong enough And though I fight my tears The feelings still come creeping Through And the hurt is still the same I wish that I could forget you Or make you see me now I thought you cared But it seems you don't know how The pain will ease with time And all that we had is gone And now that it is over The memories will live forever In a corner of my mind

Poem
For years you thought fame, was the name of the game. That the spotlight would shine on you, if you followed your dream through. However, if that dream should ever stall, I’ll be here, I’ll catch you if you fall. You took those first tender steps, on the treadmill to your satisfaction, walking the narrow line, between celebration and rejection. You posed with the beauty queens, as you climbed towards the top. At several stages, you stalled, teetered on the edge. You recovered to move forward, taking leaps along the way. Then overnight you failed to perform, I shouted from the wings, I‘d catch you if you fall. You merely nodded, moved forward in a rush. The coming months saw your star begin to fade; you began to struggle more each day. Finally, you gave your final curtain call, remembering the words I had always said, that I would be there and, I’ll catch you if you fall.

Fading
I hate feeling like every dream i've had is fading away. I want to get married, settle down, and have my family. I don't want to wait for everyone else to be ready, i'm ready now. I am tired of feeling like i'm babysitting rather than actually engaging in a relationship. I don't know how else to word it. Aaron doesnt listen to the things I say, nor the things AJ says, and all we want in the world is to help him. I know he's helping me out by paying the bills, but if I weren't here he'd have those bills just the same. I want to leave, so desperatly. I have a guarenteed job in Tennessee, Brian said I could start the monday after I got there. Andrew said he's been looking at places, so I'd have somewhere to stay until I got up on my feet, or got my own place. I would be making a little over $300 a week, which isn't much compared to electrolux but since I finished my bankruptcy I could pay off my student loans, and be totally debt free in no time. I don't understand why everyone is so agai

Internet
Do to circumstances that are beyond my control at the present moment in time, I no longer have internet service at home. Thank god for the local library lol. So whatever y'all do, don't forget about me because trolls need to feel loved too!! I hope to be back online by the end of the week. Till then i'll be trying to get online as often as possible by coming here. take care love you all huggles and stuff

Happening Again.................
Guess another blog like this is necessary......... Players, fake friends,and liars STAY OFF MY PAGE! If you think you can play me think again.I am going through my list and deleting anyone fitting those three catagories. To my true friends....love and appreciate ALL of you! Muaaahhh

"time"
The sky slowly darkens around me, The night grows darker with every passing moment, My heart sinks lower as the time ticks by, tick... tock.. tick... tock.. and still I sit here waiting on ur return. Lost in the memorys of you, Lost in restless thoughts of you. Lost in my fragmented peices of time with you. tick... tock.. Will you ever return to me? Can I over come my fears without you? Can I live without you? tick... tock.. Here I wait...patiently.

Here We Go Again
Firefighters die in blaze by ground zero By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer 32 minutes ago A seven-alarm fire ripped through an abandoned skyscraper next to ground zero in Lower Manhattan Saturday, killing two firefighters who were responding to the blaze. Officers at the scene were preventing nearby residents from returning to their homes, telling them that authorities were concerned the former Deutsche Bank office building, vacant since the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks turned it into a toxic nightmare, could fall. Mayor Michael Bloomberg said that fear turned out to be unfounded. Two firefighters were killed, and five or six others were taken to a hospital but were expected to be released, Bloomberg said. No civilians were hurt. Construction crews had already dismantled 14 of the building's 40 stories — reaching the 26th floor on Tuesday. Some firefighters used stairs to reach the burning upper floors of the building, just steps from where 343 firefighters los

Emotional Suicide.
emotional suicide. i came to the conclusion today that i'm dying not that it's news to me or to anyone it's just a fact of life. but i'm not the same as i was in fact, i'm practically skin and bones i don't know where my flesh has gone why my cheeks are so sunken or why my clothes are all too large. every morning i wake up and wish i could stay asleep am i tired? no, not really. slumber is a form of escape. i look in the mirror and my eyes look so tired and the smile has gone from my face and all the tears i've cried do absolutely nothing for me. i thought those little pills i thought they would change all of this i thought perhaps just maybe they'd help me remember how to smile but no they haven't. i'm used to feeling this way the sadness it's not as bad as it seems it's comforting, in a way like rain in the afternoon a sense of security. but i came to the conclusion today that i'm dying a slow emotional suicide. (Unknown author ) But i can tota

Omfg So True
BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE Dear Mr. Thatcher I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core(tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed into what my husband likes t

Deleting More People.
Some of you got added because I liked your page, what was said on your page, some of you I just liked your pics, lol. I try to make an effort to talk to everyone I add, or who adds me, so If I haven't yet, that means either I forgot and overlooked you by mistake, or I just liked your pics and that's all I wanted, sucks, huh? lol. Anyway I am going to be deleting some people within the week probably, so if I haven't made an attempt to talk or you don't make an attempt to talk in some way, shape or form within the week then I will delete you. Have fun! :)

Bakit...........[why]
Cueshe - Bakit Bakit ba hindi na masaya Tuwing kapiling ka, ngiti mo'y wala na At bakit ba bigla ng nag-iba Tunay na pag-ibig ngayo'y malabo na At bakit lahat ay nag-iba Maaari bang sabihin mo na Kung sa akin ika'y mawawala Nasa'n na ang ngiti na kay ganda Buong buhay ko'y umikot lang sa'yo Ngunit bakit ba bigla ng nag-iba Ang kulay ng mundo ko sa'yo At bakit lahat ay nag-iba Maaari bang sabihin mo na Kung sa akin ika'y mawawala At bakit lahat ay nag-iba Maaari bang sabihin mo na Kung sa akin ika'y mawawala Itong awit na tanging ala-ala na lang.

Chocolate Pop Rocks?
They exist, and they are... interesting. An interesting week is coming up for me. Set hours for seven days straight? Hell has frozen over (again) folks! And I even have decent hours too. About 3 from a meeting we had yesterday. Finally got to see and play with the new machines. All in all they don't seem too bad. It will just take a little while to get used to them of course. And it will take a bit longer to get the store set up. Over all the meeting was what I expected, slightly disorganized but kinda funny and a little bit informative. I'm being moved to a different team again. That ends up not meaning much of anything, but I get to gloat a little bit. The team I was on had too many assistants, and the TL was asked who he wanted to have me or this other kid. He said the other kid because the other kid needs more help. So I was put on the team that is mostly newer people who will need more help. Anyways the rest of my week is fairly decent like I said. Tomorrow I have to wait fo

Whats Happens When People Take Mumms To Serious
Comments on this mumm: ~*Ashley*~{Cert... 2007-08-19 11:28:40 #38 of 38 I didnt bash I said " right there saying that you think the theme ghetto cool was lame" thats all I ever said if you cant take peoples thoughts dont post mumms. delete comment please fan and ... 2007-08-19 11:28:40 #37 of 38 u aint liein cuz they aint gonna do nothing to me... all they gonnasay is ignore it! LMAO babythughette 2007-08-19 11:27:57 #36 of 38 ashley just wants to ruin mumms she told me herself thats why i blocked that bitch. please fan and ... 2007-08-19 11:27:55 #35 of 38 Good move on cant nobody stand yo ass "Not Your A... 2007-08-19 11:27:50 #34 of 38 oh boy do we have a tattle tale in the room? honestly....cry me a river. People are people, and this site frowns on racism but allows may other things that are much worse...find something else to do with your time then worry about what other peoples opinions are...geesh please f

Women (a Special Edition Blog)
Hehehehehehe.... If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there are men on base. -- Dave Barry A pessimist is a man who thinks all women are bad. An optimist is a man who hopes they are. -- Chauncey Mitchell Depew When a man talks dirty to a woman, it's sexual harassment. When a woman talks dirty to a man, it's $3.95 a minute. -- Anonymous Wild horses couldn't drag a secret out of most women. However, women seldom have lunch with wild horses. -- Ivern Boyett Women are like elephants. Everyone likes to look at them but no-one likes to have to keep one. -- WC Fields Despite my thirty years of research into the feminine soul, I have not yet been able to answer the great question that has never been answered: What does a woman want? -- Sigmund Freud Women should have labels on their foreheads saying, 'Government Health Warning: women can serious

Kayla
Ok, so Paula got the papers in the mail yesterday showing that David is going to court for custody of Kayla. So her mom calls her Saturday after she got the papers (I know she had the papers by then because we checked when it was delivered by the tracking number.) and she asked Kayla what's up, but didn't mention getting the papers. So today, Kayla didn't want to go home because she thought her mom would punch her in the face...but she said she better get home and get it over with. She called us after she got home and her mom was going off on her about the papers telling her that bad moms don't buy their kids cars and that she's worthless back stabbing daughter and to get the fuck out of her house. She then took Kayla's house keys and locked her out of the house...we heard all of this on the phone while Kayla was crying. So...she hung up with us and called the police...we jumped in the van, dropped the kids at Mary's house and ran out there...well...when the police got there Paula told

Tag
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1 feet 2 liars 3 cheaters 4 women beaters ( should all b shot no questions asked ) 5 child beaters ( see #4 ) 6 child molesters ( see # 4 ) 7 i hate ppl that rnt on time 8 i hate that the 1 i wanna b with forever is so far away!!! 9 i have a habit of playing with my hair 10 i hate it when family reunions turn into country fest ( insert year)

Usher My Boo
There's always that one person That will always have your heart You never see it coming Cause you're blinded from the start Know that you're that one for me It's clear for everyone to see Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh It's the only way We know how to rock I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh It's the only way We know how to rock Do you remember girl I was the one who gave you your first kiss Cause I remember girl I was the one who said put your lips like this Even before all the fame and People screaming your name Girl I was there when you were my baby It started when we were younger You were mine my boo Now another brother's taken over But its still in your eyes my boo Even though we used to argue it's alright I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo I was in love with you when we were younger You were mine my boo And I see it from time to t

Breathing!
I can't breathe! Is that you standing there? It's not your heart. As it begins to beat. Come quick! the waters up to my neck, and I can barely breathe, yet all you say is "Take it slowly!" By slowly I assume you mean that this will be another one, just like before Just like before, I'm on my own. Just like before, I'm on my own. on my own. I can't breathe! Is that you standing there? It's not your heart. As it begins to beat. I swear we're losing ground. So lets say, you've done this all before cause I know you play your games, and I run the same. we've been here now. just like we said. it's breaking out. we're going now. I can't breathe! Is that you standing there? It's not your heart. Cause it's not like before. I swear we're skipping beats. With this heart you take, my pain. With this heart you break, these chains. With this heart you take, my pain. With this heart you break, these chains. I can't breathe! Is that you stand

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Cunnilingus, Or, Tipping The Velvet...
Cunnilingus From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Watercolour painting depicting cunnilingus by Achille Devéria Watercolour painting depicting cunnilingus by Achille Devéria Cunnilingus is the act of performing oral sex, using the mouth, lips, and tongue to stimulate the female genitals. The clitoris is particularly noted for stimulation as it is the most sensitive part of the female genitalia. The term comes from an alternative Latin word for the vulva (cunnus) and from the Latin word for tongue (lingua). Most women achieve orgasm easily from clitoral stimulation as part of cunnilingus.[1] Contents [hide] * 1 Technique * 2 Cultural and spiritual significance * 3 STD risk o 3.1 HPV and oral cancer risk o 3.2 Prevention * 4 In popular culture * 5 External links * 6 References * 7 See also [edit] Technique Cunnilingus Cunnilingus As in all human sexual behaviour, the variety of techniq

~another Beautiful Poem From My Sweet Friend ~easy~
Love is like a butterfly, it goes where it pleases and it pleases wherever it goes. Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight, it'll crush. Hold it too loose, it'll fly. Author Unknown If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies. Author Unknown You can chase a butterfly all over the field and never catch it. But if you sit quietly in the grass it will come and sit on your shoulder

Brokon Up :-(
Writing and Poetry when i have no one to turn to and i am feeling kinda of low when there is no one to talk to and nowthere i want to go, i seach deep inside my heart my angels are there even though we are miles apart a smile than appears upon my face and the sun begins to shine, i hear a voice, so soft and sweet saything everything will be just fine' it may seem that i am alone but i am never by myself at all. whenever i need my angels near, all i have to do is call. an angel's love is always true on that you can depend, they will always stand behind you and will always be your friend, through darkest hours and brightest days our angels see us through, they smile when are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. thanks for being my angel, my friend i will be true for you until the end. the end.

My Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

20th August 2007
My apologies to anyone that talks to me. My Dad passed away on the early hours of this morning so I'm afraid I won't be around much. To those that give a damn, especailly one, I'll make fucking sure I'll keep in contact every second I can. Just know that the next few days I may not be around on here much. It's not anything against you I just, I don't know. Malcolm Cavanagh RIP. The most terrible, horrible Dad that ever lived in some eyes but to me you were always the best person that ever walked the planet. - Aprez

Dr ,s Were Wrong Im Ok . It Was Wrong Meds.
i dont have vasculitis , I have hypertension that is low and hight at times but low for me at others: there is a name but I forget it.. , I have to take diretics and potassium. I was so weak and sick and getting worse so went back and it was a wrong diagonisis. thank you My lord , you are ;always watching out for me. IM so relieved..........I have Dr,s that will follow up with me know. Ekg fine all test today fine.. hugs.. i cried ,,, diana

.am I Attractive.
Fill it out and send it as MAIL! I'll do the same for you. Am I hot? [ ] No! [ ] OK [ ] Fine [ ] Beautiful [ ] Gorgeous! ***************************** Would you hug me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Already did ***************************** Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... [ ]____________ ***************************** I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf or bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] Another somebody ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Have Sex ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8

...just... Let It Go!!!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've go

Guess I Gotta Say It Again
Hey ok, maybe I should type this slower so u really get the point: look...games are for kids people! This site is for entertainment. Do you really think that person you talking to really wants a relationship with you? You really think they being honest to you about their "status"? I can guarantee you that 99.9% of them are not being honest...both men and women. So stop takin everythin on here so seriously. The person you talking to does NOT want to ever meet you/does not want to plan a future with you/does not care about you, so laugh it off ok? Thank you... *Steps off the soapbox*

Love
as planets soar, off into space. and tidal waves, lay beaches waste. as wind and rain, with awesome force, tear at your life, and change its course. as freezing cold, bone cracking ice, rolls through your life, breacks off a slice. its natures way, of waking up. of changing times, her bitter cup. as i look out, on all her wonder. my heart fills up. such awesome splender. i turn within, to read my soul. to track each truth, to pay each toll. my eyes see now, with clearest sight. each winding trace, in darkest night. with head laid back, eyes softly close. i float along, in kind repose. no hurt, no blame, no bitterness. my heart beats soft, her lips to kiss. as nature can, in instant beat. change course of things, with hard felt heat. there's one who can, with flashing eyes, with full rich lips and tongue that ties! turn lfe around, for one like me. whos lived his life on stormed tossed sea. she can become, that calm , warm port. away from wind and wav

Rage
I cannot contain this pounding walls, head, knees with clenched fists, to release the pressure of this pain, this anguish, this anger, this hate. and how I am pissing my life away, unable to feel anything but hurt, hunger for love and happiness, but that idea was a lie, whispered to help little girls sleep at night. just a dream, reality is harsher, either way I am alone so why should I fucking care? just leave leave, it's easier to forget the shit when I'm alone anyway.

Blah
one of those blah fucking blah days when you know as soon as you wake up you should just go your ass back to bed!!! ..... ohhhh well maybe its not to late to go back now or drown in the tub might be an option....blah blah blah

Tuesday 8/21/07
I'm so far behind on blog entries that I've just about given up on trying to catch up with them lol. I haven't done much lately, other than go out with a friend yesterday and make the occasional trip to Lexington whenever my brother has a dr. appointment. He's doing so much better now, he has therapy 3 days a week and has graduated from a walker to cruches and can now put 50 lbs of pressure on his injured foot. I'm in the process of trying to decide whether or not I want to go back to school or find a job volunteering somewhere, even though it's hard to find a good job here. If I go back to school I need to decide what I want to change my major to because Psych was just too difficult for me to get through because of the Math requirements. Anyway, I'm gonna end this here and go do some more mumms or something. Have a good day all.

To My Friends
hello all i am not able at this time to keep my internet connection going but when i do get back on line i will be able to thanks you all for the love that you send my way. My teen son ran up my phone bill and i had to have the service shut down until he can pay me for it my friend tracy will be handle things her for me and i hope to get back on soon Love you all From C&T Stash Club--Seejaykaygee--

Love Is???
Love is a slow kiss goodnight. It's anticipation. Love is flirting outrageously and still remembering that the person at your side is not obligated to do anything. It's respect. Love is an imperfection in yourself not bothering you. It's acceptance. Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet. It's patience. Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the insoles. It's exploration. Love is not having to say "Let's make love," because you know what the other person wants. It's understanding. Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed. It's consideration. Love is both of you remembering protection. It's responsibility. Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles. It's humor. Love is being told "Stop and I'll kill you". It's desire. Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in

K.s.c. Tribal Rules
(RULES) Kindred Spirits Clan 1. No Drama (show respect) to all with in the family and out of the family. 2. We will be choosing individuals close to Leveling during the week for Pimping to try to get them to the Next level. Those needing over 30,000 to level will be Pimped out on the weekend. 3. If at any time you need Assistance contact an Elder in the Clan. 4.Every member depending on there title has a different purpose in our Spirit Clan Family. If you find the title you currently holding isn't what is filling a need of yours at this time feel free to talk to an Elder or with the Chief about a possible change. 5. When there is a contest sponsored by the family no member shall be able to be in the competition or assist with bombing of any person in the contest. This is an opportunity to gain new members. 6. We try to be fair to all members when it comes to contest if there is a contest you are wanting to enter (Be Courteous To Others) check with the Tribal Elders

Downtown
Spent the day with my son downtown. We don't really spend much time downtown San Antonio because it's mostly a tourist place but...it was nice. He recently moved in with me. It's been good really. I like having him around but I think he's bored most of the time. So I decided we should go downtown so I could take some pictures and let him help me and maybe learn some things. He likes taking pictures. He's very creative like me... We sat and watched people walking by down at the river walk. It was fun. Change of Scenery and all that. I have a picture of us that day in my default...if you want to see.

I'm Going Back To School
I'm going back to school in September, I'm going to get a degree in computers. that's after I get me math and writing skills to college level. I hope to do well it will take at least 4 years to finish, but I could not be happier.

This Is What I Call.. The Naughty Survey.
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

Punishment
it had been a while since Master had to punish me and i was starting to really crave some attention. i was wondering what i could do to get myself into some trouble. i remembered the last time He really let me have it was when i broke the rule about masturbation. He was awesome that night! the pain was almost unbearable but so wonderful all at the same time! i started to wonder what would happen if i broke the rule about swallowing. Master said specifically that i am to swallow no one but Him under any circumstances. that sounded like He really meant business with that one! i called up one of the men i knew would be more than happy to help me achieve my goal and he came over to fuck my mouth. my Master's dick is the only one that truly tastes good to me but i was able to fake pleasure enough with this man to make him cum deep into my throat. as i smiled and licked the drops of cum from my lips i knew what i had done would cause me the punishment i desired! the next time i saw Master i

Sick
Things I'm sick of: 1. I'm sick of phony ass people. 2. I'm sick of friends who never call or write when they know I have a social anxiety disorder and can't call/write them first. 3. I'm sick of people who act like my friend but never talk to me about this they just assume they know what's going on in my life. 4. I'm sick of myspace where all my phony ass friends hang out. 5. I'm sick of supposed friends who like to make public blogs on myspace that are twisted versions of the truth. If you don't know everything how can you spout your garbage. There are two sides of every story! And how do you know what I have or haven't been through in my life. I haven't told you my whole lifes story! 6.I'm sick of people who think that *Truth is a subjective concept* 7. Sick of being harrassed about cyber shit by new people who think I want it. *Go eat shit you perv!* 8. Sick of waking up on a daily basis with my gut twisted in knots because I'm so stressed and worried over thinkgs rig

Jimmy Spencer
Last week, I was watching a show called Trackside on Speedchannel. I usyally love hearing comments from J.R., Jimmy, and Kenny, especially Kenny. Well, Jimmy Spencer began to talk about my favorite driver, Dale Jarrett. Basically, Jarrett has not made into very many races this year. He is with a new team with Michael Waltrip Racing, and the team has struggled with this first season. Well, this last weekend Waltrip qualified 11th and David Reutaman (sp.?) qualified 12th. Unfortunately, Jarrett did not qualify. Mr. Spencer basically said that Jarrett doesn't care anymore whether he qualifies or not. He thinks that Jarrett's big wallet is proof that he is just collecting a paycheck. My question is, did Spencer ever have a championship? No. Is Spencer still racing? No. Also, why did Jarrett's sponsor UPS sign on for 2008 if Jarrett doesn't care anymore? Jimmy Spencer is a has-been with a big mouth. Grow up, Jimmy! Sorry, had to get this off my chest! LOL

The Devil Made Me Post This....lmao
Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, the PRINCESS. But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; metal, wood, stone, anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured." The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth. THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted. The prince went away sadly. The second prince brought diamonds. He thought diamonds are the hardest

No Pledge Of Allegiance
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned....A kid in Arizona wrote the following NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We ca

I Hurt...
Ya know, I would love to not get another call from my boss today- but I'm not counting on it. Set schedule this week? HA. Hardly. Got a call last night around 9ish to tell me that I have to be at work at 5 am rather than 3pm. Ok, fine. Makes a bit of sense. Then while at work I find out that I actually have to be there at noon, which is really nice since other wise I'd be at work til midnight. Since that will be my schedule until the end of this run of stores (on the 28th, besides the weekend when I have to be an hour early to get things ready) I can't run the two liquor stores that I was scheduled to do on Sunday. I swear everything about this program is changing on and hourly basis. It's a brand new thing, so I expect some bugs and working things out- but dear lord people. Over all my job has gotten a lot easier with each call for the most part. Worst part about all this shit is having a 10 hour shift (9 hours on the clock) with about maybe... 3 hours of that actually working.

Welcome Back
My warm kisses, playful nibbles and lustful bites on your skin say you’ve been missed and how glad I am to be back in your arms. I enjoy the feeling of your fingers running through my hair, gripping my head tightly as my mouth shows my appreciation for you lick by slowly lovely lick. Your nipples stand at attention to let me know you’re happy to have me back as well. This is the sweet reward for my return. I need to find more reasons to leave and comeback more often. As my hands cup both breasts and knead them with my fingers slowly working them towards your nipples, my warm and waiting mouth falling over the erect points, I come to realize the absurdity of my statement. As my lips close around your soft nipples I know I would never leave this unless I had to. Tonight there will be no leaving. We belong to each other As a coming home present I give you my tongue. Frisky as a puppy, see how it likes you.. haha how it skips up and down your soft smooth curves and happily laps at

To All The Kids Who Survived The 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's And 70's!!
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and no ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight becau

I'm Still Alive
WELL EVERYONE I APOLOGIZE THAT I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE MUCH LATELY & HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING YOU ALL. I HAVENT HAD MUCH TIME TO GET ON HERE AND CHAT WITH ANYONE OR LEAVE ANY COMMENTS ON ANYONE PICTURES OR PAGES. I HAVE BEEN WORKING SOOOOO MUCH & I HAVE BEEN VERY SICK SINCE THIS PAST SATURDAY. I ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL TWICE IN ONE DAY. I AM STILL VERY SICK & MISERABLE,BUT I'M STILL ALIVE IS THE WAY I LOOK AT IT SO THINGS COULD BE WORSE. I HAVE A BAD SINUS INFECTION,MY TONSILS ARE REALLY ENLARGED. I HAD STREP THROAT & NOW I HAVE A HORABLE INNER & OUTER EAR INFECTION WITH SWIMMERS EAR WHICH IS FLUID ON BOTH SIDES OF THE EAR DRUM. YESTERDAY MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS UNABLE TO HEAR OUT OF MY RIGHT EAR AT ALL. I WENT ABOUT MY NORMAL DAY AND WENT TO WORK AND WAS AT WORK AT 8:30 IN THE MORNING BY NOON I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. THE DOCTOR GAVE ME SOME PERSCRIPTIONS TO GET FILLED WHICH I WENT AND GOT FILLED WHEN I LEFT THE HOSP. THEN I WENT BACK TO WORK WHILE AT W

Tailgaters
FINALLY DOT IS HELPING OUT INSTEAD OF HURTING US! Ohio, Kentucky on the watch for truck tailgaters State police in Kentucky and Ohio are taking part in a new campaign asking four-wheelers to give big trucks a little space.The campaign is part of a national program spearheaded by the National Highway Traffic Safety Administration known as Ticketing Aggressive Cars and Trucks, or TACT. The program is aimed at teaching driver awareness around commercial vehicles. The Ohio DOT and Kentucky Department of Vehicle Enforcement are also helping out with the states' respective campaigns, putting up signs that read "Don't get a ticket, leave more space."According to the Ohio State Highway Patrol's Web site, 70 percent of car-truck accidents are not the fault of the trucker, and a leading cause of the wrecks is that four-wheelers don't give trucks enough room.

Confused
The government keeps deprivin us, bribin us into dept and further ingnorance, livin up ourselves but only to be crumbled to death I've been told so many tales till up untill today i've been left confused knowin the shoes of who the man drowned in our sins is just the point of views of ancient men, so i've been told, those who've contradicted the world hurled up tornadoes storms until they got the sea shell's pearl, word! How longer can u hold up a morage? dodgin Gods and God see the sun will always shine after it fogs guards stand in these vacekits keepin the truth from the curious faces, ancient ages ago I figured man interpreted as so when God spoke, go walk to the river he said, he saids when he talks you'll quiver, ohhh ok so he's just livestalk you need his liver. In ancient times one language was spoken but his knowledge is plenty.

Laugh For August 23
Signs that you are too drunk would be... You lose arguments with inanimate objects. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. Job interfering with your drinking. Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. Career won't progress beyond Senator of Massachusetts. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not! Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem! You can focus better with one eye closed. The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you At AA meetings you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..." Your idea of cutting back is less salt. You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep

Done With Love
Im done with trying to love or be loved. I finally find someone who I think is perfect for me even though hes Army and he still breaks my heart. No matter how much I dont want to hurt my heart breaks a lil more every time I think of the fact that hes no longer mine. Some days I wonder why I even try. There must be something wrong with me cuz every time I start to fall for someone I get screwed over. But this time I did fall...and fell hard. I was honestly hopin that when he got done with the Army there would be a future for us that was slowly being built while he was serving. All I know now is that my heart is broken and keeps breakin more and more every time I think of him or listen to certain songs. If your reading this then you obviously care and might know who Im talking bout. If the one Im talkin bout reads this know that I love you with all my heart even though I cant understand why you cant return the feelin anymore. You are my heart and sould right along with Heaven s

Bio
BIOGRAPHY What is your full birth name? Diana What is your date of birth? 09-28 Where were you born? Dianaland What are your parents' names? none of your business How many siblings do you have? How old are they and what are their names? 0 What's your hair color? blonde What's your eye color? green How tall are you? 5'6-7" How much do you weigh? 114.. by the end of this month 107lbs hahah What size shoe do you wear? 7.5 What's your house look like? How many bedrooms, bathrooms, etc.? none of your business How many pets do you have? What are they and what are their names? Sparky.. my fav dog. What's your marital status? not married hahah FAVORITES Animal? dog Color? black/pink/green/blue Sport? volleyball Artist/ Group? varies Movie? the notebook, the lakehouse, the longest yard Actor? Tom Cruise, Mel Gibson, Adam Sandler, the young Dolph Lundgren, and our current governor...he rocks!!! Actress? julia roberts Food? wraps Drink? diet Restaurant? driskill grill Car

Love
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of four through eight year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way." "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love." "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs." "Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings." "L

Shr
Our first idiot to make it to the blog at least is smart enough to get the conversation done and over with by attempting the direct approach. SHR: nice collar Me: Thank you. SHR: do you wanna see my cam Me: I’m not big on cams sorry SHR: I use thikk dildos Me: You really should have read my profile. -USER BLOCKED- I was tempted to ask him if he used them on himself or was he offering to use them on me? And if on me, then I'd have to assume he's got a rather small penis if he needs to mention toys right away. *sigh* I love the delete/block button.

The Worth Of Our Lives..
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200 he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happ

100 Thing You Didnt Know About Me
100 Truths... 1. real name -Jessica 2. like it - not really 3. single or taken -single 4. zodiac sign -scorpio 5. male or female - female 6. elementary - cedar point 7. middle - Washington 8. high - L-P 9. college - none 10. hair color - brown 11. eye color - blue 12. hair length -near middle of back 13. current worry -am i gay? 14. do you do drugs? - no way 15. are you a health freak? - i wish i was 16. height - 5'5 17. do you have a crush on someone? - kinda, but i wont say who she is 18. do you like yourself - yes 19. piercings - a few 20. tattoos - 4 21. righty or lefty -lefty FIRSTS- 22. first surgery - my cancer surgery 23. first piercings - ears 24. first best friend - one that stayed? Renee 25. first award -Vollyball most improved player 26. first sport - volleyball 27. first pet - princess the puppy 28. first vacation - to Texas with mom 29. first teacher - Mrs. Grevetti 30. first crush - Matt Redshaw THIS OR THAT- 31. orange or apple juice

Want Some More Lube?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/bloomberg/20070824/pl_bloomberg/a9fyh_3qsl0 Warner's Call for Withdrawal Met by Plea for Patience Edwin Chen and William Roberts Fri Aug 24, 8:22 AM ET Aug. 24 (Bloomberg) -- Senator John Warner, an influential Republican on defense matters, urged President George W. Bush to announce by Sept. 15 a plan to begin withdrawing U.S. troops from Iraq, a suggestion the administration rejected. Yesterday's statement by Warner, a five-term Virginia senator, combined with a new report by U.S. intelligence agencies that concluded Iraq's political leaders still can't govern effectively, will add fuel to the debate over the war when Congress returns from recess next month. ``We simply cannot as a nation stand and continue to put our troops at continuous risk of loss of life and limb without beginning to take some decisive action,'' Warner, who returned from Iraq last week and met with top administration officials yesterday, said during a news conference at

How Far Would You Go For True Love
If you love someone how much should you do in order to show them how much you really care? If they say they love you; how much should you expect of them to prove to you that they really do? How often should you allow them to fall from grace and still be in your heart? What constitutes an unforgivable sin if you truly love someone? Last Question... When getting your heart broken doesn't even hurt anymore are you beyond the ablity to ever feel true love again? Would love to hear your answers. JBear

I Did This For A Couple
A couple called me today and heard I made a great dinner, they lived by a beach a hour from my house I made me get otu and get my head clear it was their first wedding aniversy . she wanted a romantic dinner for her and husband . So I spiced it up alittle for them tonight.I bought a some round steaks with cooked strawberry sauce over it , with a salad with chives in it and small slice of oranges , made some twice baked potaoes with cheese then I made some choclate moose for them, they love tea and made soem honey orange tea cold ice tea. I turn some dean martin music for them it was romantic, then some journey. they love the taste of music I played for them. Then I sat up awning for them to sit under a white tent like. with white whicker chairs adn they sat out there with a fire made for them. then Then outside I played barry white and some tom jones. they dance to it. I sat up a big tent up for them while they

Lawyers, Judges, And Politicians....
1. COWS 2. THE CONSTITUTION 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS COWS - Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give them all a cow. THE CONSTITUTION - They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it's worked for over 200 years and we're not using it anymore. TEN COMMANDMENTS - The real reason we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse--You cannot post, "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery" and "Thou Shall Not Lie," in a building full of lawyers, judges and politicians -- it creates

Have A Heart And Read
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: KaYlA aNn aka Bunny Date: Aug 24, 2007 2:20 PM Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to trip over your shoes in the middle of the floor. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't i eat?SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.

~~abused Women~~
OLD ETHEL > Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved > to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and > getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. > Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a > picnic the other residents tolerated her and some of them actually > joined in. > One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door > opened and Kooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. > "STOP!," he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that > thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat > wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said, and away Ethel sped down > the hall. > As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, > weird Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got > proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink > coaster and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said "On your way, > Ma'am." > As Ethel neared the

Friends
I just want to say thankyou to the people who visit my site and leave comments and love, for not only me, but for others to see as well. There is a lot of pretending on this site, but I will be as honest as possible with each and every person who wants to be a friend to me. Ask me a question if you have any doubts and I will answer you truthfully. All I ask for is warmth and understanding.....nothing more!!!! Have a beautiful time on here and if you need or want to have a chat with someone......then please give me a yell. Warmth and love to all Ken xxxxxxxxxx

Sylvia H ( From Stash )
This is the same note from stash. Now at this time. You are my only true lover. My heart will always tells u that I love you very fucken much with all my fucken heart.. Dont let the chain release. Hope you love this note. Love you babe..

Wicked Storm Clouds
Took These Yesterday We Had Bad Storm In Michigan. Look Closely At The First Picture, I See Satans Face, Any One Else See This?? It Was The Worst Storm Here In Long Time. Just Glad I Made It Through!

Natural Highs
Natural Highs Please make sure you forward this back to me . . You'll see why at the end. Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good, especially the thought at the end of #44. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard it makes your face hurt. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry).

Catering, Wine, And "bud"
So last night I had to cater. I like catering. It's fun and you get to meet a ton of interesting people. The job last night was for a wedding rehearsal so it was small...about 60-80 people. At about ten to nine, the groom asked the head bartender, Steven, if he could go get more wine cause the amount the groom bought was not enough so he gave Steven $200 to go get more wine. Steven then asked one of the kitchen staff if they could go with him and I immediately volunteered since I was bored out of my mind and needed to get out of there. Well, here comes the fun part. Where the catering job was, it was in the middle of what would be considered the "ghetto" part of Cleveland. It's not bad in the daytime but when it reached nighttime, it's pretty scarry. Well, he and I went to a couple places which we thought would have sold wine but they didn't. We then came upon a store that was called "Beer and Wine". Ok, cool, we found a place. HAHA...no. We got out of the car and started to walk towar

Rant
RANT Veins craw threw an entangled web of branches power lines that give only electricity not power to the world they are claiming A relic of days long ago lies down before me Bud Light inscribed as a tribute to a partier’s once good time The stream that use to flow so wild and cool Now a muddy mess that something used as a stole Grass so fine and soft I dare not walk on for shards of grass grows as weeds What is the wonder of this wonderland we call EARTH Oh I get it now…… Our children are to wonder how…..

Floating
So while I’m floating, sadly doting, Lonely noting, Hoping, quoting on your meaningless words; Nightly sitting, Knitting tightly, Oh so lightly on absolutely nothing; It’s safe to say, in every way, Every day I stay You suck me dry Of every tie That keeps me down to earth. And never have I ever heard of such expensive emptiness. But I guess, we just met under extremely beautiful circumstances. And of course, the chances are That you’ve done this once before. But I can’t vibe, How deep inside You can sleep and hide with knowing How slowly you tore me and my heart apart. And yet, I’m sitting here still waiting; Not resisting your flagrant kissing, Completely missing The complete neat, sweet killing of my faith. What’s sad to see? You feeding me, And Death I’ll eat, Smiling gladly and Thanking you for …murder. Lover’s throws, everyone knows, How they hurt much, much worse. But I suppose, It plainly shows, My dimwit feature

Tee Hee
Well I Got To Talk With One Of My Closest Friends On Here The Other Night, Which Was Awesome But Sadly It Ended Very Quickly Do To The Phone Going Dead, But We At Least Knew What Had Happen. After Talking Here Fer A Few Before We Headed To Bed.

The Arrival
Little fingers curl up tight to make a tiny fist, As fairy lips purse out as if to make a gentle kiss... Eyes wide as kitten's and little button nose, You look like someone's angel---down to your pudgy toes... Although you are so wrinkled and you face is still so pale, And the only song you seem to know sounds like a shrilling When you are here before me, finally, I feel complete I've waited so long, sweetheart... at last, we finally meet. This is a poem that i wrote after my daughter was born.

Monsters
(this one needs a bit of explaining.....This occurred when I was visiting my Mom at Pontiac State Mental Hospital when I was 5 years old.) Monsters under the bed? Mine are in the bathroom. Hands from out of nowhere clawing, grabbing from either side screams like a banshee.... the sound a wild animal makes when it's caught in a trap I was only 5......WTF?????? Did you think it was funny? I'm scarred for life things will never be the same The dreams have stopped but the vision remains Out with my friends gotta pee... can't go like the other girls HAVE to have the big stall they laugh that's ok. I need that wall......

Pet Names
Pig Slut Whore Isn't that what you used to call me? Pet names, you said- years later Pig...because I drank a glass of milk Slut...because I had a boyfriend Whore...because it lasted 3 years You never knew the power you had... 3 little words day after day Never the ones they should have been....

Jetpack Guy
There is a local celebrity here in Seattle. His name is Jetpack guy. Thats his name, it even says so on his drivers liceance. He has a jetpack, and flies around being a complete and utter asshole to everyone he meets. Ironically, everyone loves him for it, simply because they are awed by the fact that he has a jetpack. He will often stand and stop lights and hit people's cars with a baseball bat, until they pay him homeage. It is considered the height of social status to have your car 'customized' by Jetpack guy. Many people have taken bats to their own cars in an effort to be cool, claiming they met Jetpack guy. The only person he calls his friend is a guy named Beard dude. Beard dude hates Jetpack guy with a passion. Jetpack guy will ask him for a ciggerette and when Beard dude hands him the pack, Jetpack guy will take one out, hand it back and fly off with the rest of the pack. He smokes the ciggerettes outside the window of the cancer ward. He was once put in jail, but

Gypsy
So Im back, to the velvet underground Back to the floor, that I love To a room with some lace and paper flowers Back to the gypsy that I was To the gypsy... that I was And it all comes down to you Well, you know that it does Well, lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice Ah, and it lights up the night And you see your gypsy You see your gypsy To the gypsy that remains faces freedom with a little fear I have no fear, I have only love And if I was a child And the child was enough Enough for me to love Enough to love She is dancing away from me now She was just a wish She was just a wish And a memory is all that is left for you now You see your gypsy You see your gypsy Lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice And it all comes down to you And it all comes down to you Lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice And it all comes down to you I still see your bright eyes, bright eyes And it all comes down to you I still see your bright eyes, brigh

Feel My Fire
Feel My Fire Your eyes gleam with pure delight As I stand naked in your sight A woman full of fire Wanting to please your every desire Tonight there will be no rest Feel my fire Running along your skin Heating your blood within Pumping so hard and fast through your veins we lay down on your bed In my hands I gentle guide your head Down to my full soft breasts awaiting the softest caress From your warm mouth suckling on each rosy crest Hear me moan and sigh with pleasure My fingers wrap around your manly treasure Stroking and squeezing rubbing the sensitive tip My warm body grinds into your hips My womanly nest wet and ready for the ride As you gently part the hot folds thrust deep inside Now Baby keep your eyes open and see That it is just you and me I grasp your hips drive you in deep Feel my fire wrapping around you completely Hard and fast Breathing coming in loving gasps The fire burning out of control With one final thrust together the

"if I Only Ask " 4 U Sharon
My Friend loved this poem If I Only Ask "Would you My Brave Knight ; Slay a fire breathing dragon for me tonight ? Would you ride up on your white steed trample my enemies in the ground for their evil deeds ? Would you lasso the stars ride the moon to remove my sorrowful frown ? Would you make love to me in a bed of forget-me-not set my body on fire with passion and desire ? Lay spent in each other's embrace would you kiss me again make my pulse race ? Would you hold me in your arms shield me from harm ? When we grow old and gray can you say " I Love You " everyday ? If I laid near death would you give me your last breath ? Would you pray to God above to save me My Love ? Would you lay your heart next to mine through Eternity and time ? Would you hold my hand when we are called to God's Promise Land ? Would you kiss me My Soul Mate; when we walk through the Heavenly Gate? These

Alter Egos
Everyone has an alter ego. Someone that they are deep down inside. Sometimes, it's right below the surface. Other times, it's much deeper and only comes out during stressful times. It's that alter ego that allows us to do the things we normally couldn't do. From dealing with a troublesome neighbor to handling a very rude CSR, our alter egos are part of us, and aid us as best they can. They are an extention of our true selves, and sometimes ARE our true selves. They can also be used in the most fun ways. During roleplay, whether it be with a loved one, or a simple roleplaying game, it can allow a person to leave their normal life behind and embrace their alter ego and lead a life of action and adventure! I charge each and everyone of you: Find your alter ego! Go have a blast! You won't regret it!

The Island
I am the island Surrounded by loneliness and despair Wave upon wave of misfortune Reeking havoc on my soul My weaknesses are increasing As I struggle with life’s burdens Sharp pains course through me My greatest fears come to light The realization of my failures Ripping through my chest I long to provide for my family Bring happiness to my world The light which I seek is fading Snuffed out by the rolling tides

For A Speical Friend
lost in the dark cant find my way out. then all of a sudden there is a light. as i walk closer to the light i start to see a figure standin there. the closer i get the more i see your face. i seem to know who you are but cant reamember. then you start to walk closer to me and it hits me, i do know you. i run into your arms and hug you and just hold you for the longest time. Just then i realize how much i've misse you. but i cant let you know that. i dont know what horrors you have seen over the years. and as we remember the past and talk about the present, all i want to do is cry. you have been through hell and back and still live your life in the light. i've never even made it to hell and i live my life in the dark. seein you has made me smile and want to keep walkin in the light. and if something should happen and we part lets do our best to find our way back into each others hearts.

Best Friends..........
you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , you're the STAR to my BURST, you're the M to my M, you're the POP to my TART, you're the MILKY to my WAY, you're the FRUIT to my LOOP, you're the MILK to my DUDS, you're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, you're the ICE to my CREAM, you're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND SEND THIS TO 5 OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK YOUR LOVED

Who Am I..?
Patience- Attitude. Music- Being Heard. Writing- Freedom. Reading- Release. Poetry- Expression. These are the Five things that means the most to me. These are the things that set me free. These words makes me who I am. They help me the best I can. ME.

Sad Love Poem
What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

The New Book Of The Law
Preface: In my years of teaching and running a group, I have always had a dissatisfaction with the popular "Book of the Law" available to most Seekers. I felt it to be too archaic in its wording and perspective -- and while it was valuable in the Burning Times, it simply does not deal with the concerns and needs of "modern-day" Witches. Over the years I became familiar with several other sets of Laws. Each of these had many good points, yet they also had their disadvantages as well. Recently, I decided to do something daring -- I took the four different versions of the Laws which I had, and combined and reworked them. I deleted what was no longer pertinent or meaningful, rewording others to make them clearer and more understandable, as well as throwing in a few new ones which I felt had been lacking. I believe that what has evolved out of this work is a set of Laws which are readable, usable, and most importantly, pertinent to the needs of today's Witches and Neo- Pagans. It is wit

What The F*ck?
Okay so my close friend goes MIA for a week, and I find out last night that he is back with his psycho ex. THE SAME WOMAN who physically and emotionally beat his ass. The same woman that, when she cheated on him and dumped him, I was there to pick up the pieces and help him rebuild his shattered confidence and heart. I kinda feel like I got stabbed in the back here. So, instead of wait around for an explanation... I just left him a message of "don't call me, txt me, write me or even come to my house. If this is the way you are going to treat me for all I did to help you.. You're stupid for going back to her. Don't come back to me when she takes what she wants, then dumps you like trash. Go to Hell". Harsh, yes.... but it's the truth in my eyes. History DOES have a tendency to repeat itself. Thanks for readin my rant! Have a great day! :)

What It Means
-Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. -Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. -Kiss on the Lips: I think i like you. ____________________________________________________ WHAT A GESTURE MEANS -Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. -Touching on the Butt: Your fun. -Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. -Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. -Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________

August 27, 2007 (gettin' Naked)
Today I am feeling better. I even feel extremely voyeuristic. Just about any woman that has asked me to show them my cock, I have done it. I dunno, I just like showing it off today. i don't know if it is the showing or seeing the reactions on their faces that gets me going but damn i feel good. I may be alone but some woman out there is missing out on having me and my big ol' friend with them all the time. If you are a lady and you are interested in seeing me and my friend on cam, just drop me a message and ur yahoo or msn screen name and prepare to enjoy yourselves... your very horney friend, Sully McKeehan

The Sensitive Man
Listen: The man you said you wanted is dead because you didn't - trampled, tread-on, never trusted, treated like a trull - soft and surely slimy, sorely lacking. His tongue was forked, he fucked you - what you wanted was impossible: a man in touch, in tune, incorporating salt and sugar - a myth. He cannot cry again - a corpse, afraid, alone. Your baby boy is bitter, baby, blown by you and promises broken of a love, a life, a longing finally fulfilled. Don't pretend it isn't so - it's almost like you're asking for a soft slap - they are all hard or it's a kiss - and you turned the other cheek. © All rights reserved

"tina"
To many times, we look to the past, To find out who we are, Knowing full well, I've been through hell, My hurt is never far, I've worked so hard, to make myself strong, Scared of being seen weak, Because my past, has decided my path, Love is not for me to seek, Love is pain, and always the same, Been that from the very start, I was young, and HE was the first, To ruin my little heart, Every word that left his lips, Cut me like a knife, He broke me down, with names and might, Leaving scars for all my life, The things he said, caused me pain, And soon I lost my worth, I was tossed around and stomped to the ground, Til I regreted my very birth, Lifting myself, off of the floor, Never to look HIM in the eye, His words were cruel, but had to be true, He wished that I would die, Who was this man, with so much hate, That taught me how to fear, I never understood, why his love was never there, For he was my daddy dear. My next taste of love, was m

Dream Encounter
You haunt my dreams nearly every night, Then dissapear with the morning light, Such vivid dreams that fool the heart, About things I wish but will never start, A nervous smile as I pass your way, To shy to say what I wanted to say, You steal my confidence with just one look, Unaware you are, to what you took, That girl that you want, I am longing to be, My desire for you is torturing me, I have never wanted someone so much, That when I dream I feel their touch, An idle ghost, with your handsome face, Heats up my bed with your warm embrace, Teasing and taunting, like a passionate lover, An incubus perhaps, My crush as his cover, Killing me gently, with each deep thrust, Dying for you by way of my lust, Intense the pleasure, Its pure delight, I'll die for you, every night, With the sun, comes the end, No time to let the dream extend, Throughout the day, you'll have no clue, Of all the pleasure I want to bring to you, To timid to say, just how I feel, O

I Dont Get It!!
Ok i was apart of 2 families on here but because one family has become bigger and better. The other one dumped me. I just dont get it!! I guess that just shows you which group is the right one to be in!!! Thank you FU Bombers family! Also i just wanted everyone to know the reason i havent been around is that i have been really sick. I come on when i can. To those that have stuck by me thru this .... Thank you. Or like my fav song goes.... Love me or hate me, its still an obsession. Love me or hate me, that is the question. If you love me then Thank you! If you hate me then F*** you!

The Fine Are Of Not Being Offended
There is an ancient and well-kept secret to happiness which the Great Ones have known for centuries. They rarely talk about it, but they use it all the time, and it is fundamental to good mental health. This secret is called The Fine Art of Not Being Offended. In order to truly be a master of this art, one must be able to see that every statement, action and reaction of another human being is the sum result of their total life experience to date. In other words, the majority of people in our world say and do what they do from their own set of fears, conclusions, defenses and attempts to survive. Most of it, even when aimed directly at us, has nothing to do with us. Usually, it has more to do with all the other times, and in particular the first few times, that this person experienced a similar situation, usually when they were young. Yes, this is psychodynamic. But let's face it, we live in a world where psychodynamics are what make the world go around. An individual who wishes

Crazy Beautiful
Your sugar fix, is all I need it's enough to make me want to bleed your loom in the shadows of my heart I never listened from the start my dense hole kept me from the you and now its hard to make it through tonight I must endure your pain for your reckless favering's drive me insane

Hope...
...Is false. An illusion to fool the senses into creating an even bigger void of despair following the event hope had been created for being removed. There is no reason to feel this. There is no reason to feel anything. Why believe in something so ready to create odds stacked against it? I feel I can nolonger exist within this human society. They disgust me greatly. I nolonger feel as though I'm one of them. For me to stay simply wouldn't work. For my mind to fulfil its desires would simply be incompatible with the laws and rules of such a society and with too many humans I'd be powerless to stop that. I've no doubt in my mind there is what some would call a flaw, this is resulting in hatred toward the living and utter contempt for those of humanity who haven't done anything to deserve my approval and respect. I am a monster, I know this. If I were in a small group lost somewhere with no rules, I could at least show my true face. Life is but a series of masks and I grow tired of weari

Observations On Life!
Funniest email, ever 1. Food has replaced sex in my life, now I can't even get into my own pants. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in school was my blood alcohol content. 3. Marriage changes passion...suddenly you're in bed with a relative. 4. I saw a woman wearing a sweatshirt with "Guess" on it...so I said, "Implants?" 5. I don't do drugs anymore 'cause I find I get the same effect just standing up fast. 6. Sign in a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea..." 7. I have my own little world. But it's OK...they know me here. 8. Money can't buy happiness, but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 9. I got a sweater for Christmas...I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 10. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal? 11. I don't approve of political jokes...I've seen too many of them get elected. 12. The most precious thing we have is life. Yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 13. There are

Please Pass This On
Motorcycle Riders For all who Know Motorcycle Riders or see them on the roads everyday. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves But

Hamburger Casserole
Makes: 6 servings Prep Time: 30 minutes Cook Time: 50 minutes Ready In: 1 hour, 20 minutes This dish is a great budget stretcher. Cajuns love to blend various combinations of foods. Great one-dish such as this one are family favorites and are served at potluck suppers, social and family gatherings where friends can catch up on local gossip. Gossip according to Wikipedia consists of casual or idle talk of any sort, sometimes (but not always) slanderous and/or devoted to discussing others. Ingredients 1 cup packed rice 3 tbsp flour 1 tsp chili powder 1 /12 tsp salt 1/4 tsp pepper 2 tbsp oleo or butter 1 pound ground beef 2 tbsp finely chopped onion 2 tbsp finely chopped bell pepper 1 can diced tomatoes No 2 size (your choice) 1 can whole kernel corn 1/2 cup butter or margarine Directions Grease (Oil) a 2 quart casserole - measure rice from package and spread in an even layer on the bottom of the dish. Mix the flour, chili powder, salt and pepper. Sprinkle 1/3 o

Oh What A Feeling
OH WHAT A FEELING TO LOVE ONE SOMEONE, AN HOPE TO BE LOVED BACK TO PLACE ONE'S HEART IN ONE'S HAND TO HOLD, FONDLE AND ENJOY OR TO DROP AND BREAK, FOR SUCH WISKS ARE WORTH SO MUCH THAT ONE SACRIFICES EVERYTHING FOR THE BRIEF TIME THAT THEY HAVE TO ENJOY- BUT LET US LOOK AT ANOTHER SIDE, FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS IN NEED SO LET US KEEP THIS THIS IN NEED IF YOU PLEASE?

To Have A Kiss
TO HAVE A KISS TO GIVE A KISS, TO FEEL WITH PASSION THE STRANGTH AN THOUGHT OF LOVE AN KINDNESS, OR TO FEEL WITH AN AFTER THOUGHT SUCH UGLY FEELINGS FOR ONE, A KISS SHOULD ALWAYS BE MEANT WITH- FEELING AN SHOULD ALWAYS BEA GOOD ONE AT THOUGHT, SO LET'S KEEP THIS IN MIND SO WE DON'T HURT ONE'S OWN FEELING.

All Around Me - Flyleaf
My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing Take my hand I give it to you Now

Sex All Year
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 t

Bored Or Lonely Cant Tell
you know i really havnt made any friends sence i moved to NC. i am a full time college student and have a full time job. so i dont get out much. i keep trying to meet people on this site but for the most part they dont respond to me. i have spent the the whole today on this site trying to find people around my age around here. sent a few friends request. and so far nothen. I AM SO FUCKING BORED

My Photo Album--military Tribute!!
I am a USAF vet but I still support my bros in arms. Past present and future. Please check out my new photo album- military days and let me know which of those are your favorite. Feel free to to let me know if there are any special interest you may like to see. I aim to please wink wink

Latest News...
So Lets See...Erm Well All I Gotta Say To One Person And He Knows Who He Is After He Reads This...I'ma Miss Ya, Will Always Love Ya, But I Gotta Say Goodbye...In Some Ways.. I Have Finally Gotta My Life Slowly Goin In The Direction I Want. Well Mostly Because I Have The Love Of My Life Now. I Wanna Be With Him Forever And We Plan To Be. Hopefully After I Graduate And Get Things Settled We Can Move In Together :D hehe. Erm. I LOVE YOU!! Haha. Umm I Found My Long Lost Older Sister That Was Taken From My Dad When She Was A Baby And Given Another Guys Name. She Has A 8month Old Son, Named Duante, And Is 5months Preggy With A Baby Gurl. Named Kaiya Arihona Nichole. And Well THAT MAKES ME A AUNT! I'm So Happy. We're Goin To Maine To See Them This Weekend. Erm I Started Classes Again Last Night And Im Workin My Butt Off And Spendin As Much Time As I Can With My Baby. haha I LOVE YOU so Much!

Signs
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck: Yesterday's Meals on Wheels ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "We repair what your husband fixed." ************************** On another Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber.." ************************** On a Church's Billboard: "7 days without God makes one weak." ************************** At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee : "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** In a Nonsmoking Area: "If we see smoke, we will a

My Own Demise
Cramps, headaches, nightmares,and Screams haunt me when I sleep! That is why I prefer to be awake and aware. She gets all my worries, but I keep all my doubts. I give her my love, but I keep all my hate. Split down the middle is where I am at. She gets my all my good and light. I keep my bad and my darkness. My sarcasm has become hostile, meant to lash out in pain. Sorrow is what I offer to you, for right now thats all I know. Suffering with my wounds, and hate being in my own skin. SCARS from so many years ago that I continue to carry as a burden ! Willing to make a change , but why should I! For all I have ever had was nothingness and pain. Begging on my knees for an end to my misery. I cant end it myself, for I am a heartless coward. If there is a GOD above , why cant he hear me? PRAY FOR DEATH !!!

When Im With You
When I'm with you my pain goes away I feel like I can go another day Without feeling all the hurt I felt When I'm with you I forget When I'm with you I can be me I can be myself when I'm with you I know my feelings for you are true I can tell whenever I'm with you When I'm with you my heart sings It sings the song of love Something felt from above When I'm with you everything is perfect When I'm with you and you hold me tight I know everything will be alright Everything in my world is perfect Whenever I'm with you When I'm with you I can't help but smile I haven't felt like this in a while Every minute of every day my love for you grows And it shows when I'm with you When I'm with you I can be free When I'm with you I can be me When I'm with you I know what love feels like Now that I'm with you I can love again

No Lying Quiz
NO LYING QUIZ. 1. last beverage: Raspberry Lipton Tea 2. last phone call: Jamie 3. last cd played: One of Masons Mixes 4. last time you cried: last night 5. last text message to: April SIX HAVE YOU EVERS. 1. dated someone twice? Lol Yes 2. been cheated on? yes 3. kissed someone & regretted it: Lol Yes 4. lost someone special: yes 5. been depressed: yes 6. been drunk and threw up: who hasnt LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS. 1. 2. ALL BLUE 3. THIS MONTH HAVE YOU. 1. Made a new friend? Yes 2. Laughed until you cried? Yes 3. Found out who is your true friend?yes i have 4. Is there something you want to tell someone? Yup 5. How many kids do you want to have? Atleast one since I have none 6. Do you have any pets? Yes a cat! 7. Do you wanna change your name? Sometimes 8. What did you do yesterday? WORK SLEEP WORK LOL 9. What time did you wake up today? 4:45a, 4:50a, 5:00a and then 6:00am 10.What were you doing at 10:30 p.m? Working

Helpless In Its Wake
Slinking along, quietly creeping amidst the shady underbelly Stealthy and calm, untamed with no other chosen course Sleek and dark, it pulls through the terrain It bides its time... waiting… watching… closer Till the moment it shall pounce Helpless in its domination, it commands your attention It shall own you It shall BE you

Marines
Not sure if most know how much of this is actually true. If you know one or are one huggs from one. Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen's. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere. In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PRO

Sorry All
Hi all..Sorry I haven't been around much..Things have been busy since I moved back to Florida and preparing to move into my new place with my best friend..I should be settled by this weekend..I love and miss you all Nikki

Fake Ass Friends(please Repost)
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" IT WOULD BE NICE IF YOU RECEIVE A COMMENT STOP IN AND SAY HELLO AS A COMMENT SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING BECAUSE I WILL DELETE PEOPLE WHO NEVER TALK I AM HERE TO MAKE TRUE FRIENDS NOT TO ADD PEOPLE TO MY LIST TO SEE HOW MANY I CAN GET I LIKE TO TALK AND CHAT AND IF I SEE YOU COME TO MY SITE AND SAY NOTHING YOU WILL BE DELETED AND I DON'T MEAN COME IN AND RATE OR COMMENT PICTURE THATS A BONUS SO PLEASE SAY HELLO OK NOT ASKING MUCH I LEAVE COMMENTS SOMETIMES TWICE A DAY SO I DO SHOW LOVE

"princess Of Power"...another One Written For Me
Princess of Power The chosen day has come. The Royal Highness has unspeakable royal power. The transformation into a delicate sovereign has taken place. She has assumed power, not by force but rather by mental power. To serve her is to love her. Today would become a raw display of her raw, awesome control over minions. The day arrived, and he had been prepared. To violate the most unspoken law was to violate her. The disobedience was to be matched with absolute punishment. This is a vivid display of her control. In the royal throne room, she was prepared. She was to come in simple elegance. Her hair was prepared-a crystal tiara perfectly affixed. Silver reflection covered her beautiful breasts-bound by white lace. Bare reflection followed to her waist. Short denim covered her special place. White lace covered her royal treasures. She sat on a special satin pillow. Her special servant girls positioned her well. Her servants, three total, stood at perf

Have You Ever Seen A Fart
A little boy blows up a baseball sized balloon and starts flicking it all around the house with his finger. His mother tells him to stop it as he's liable to break something, but the boy continues. "Johnny!" Mom screams. "Knock it off." You're going to break something. He stops and eventually Mom leaves for a short trip to the shopping center. Johnny starts up with the balloon again after his mom has left for the store. He gives it one last flick and it lands in the toilet where he leaves it. Mom comes in and while putting away the grocery gets the urge. A diarrhea run. She can hardly make it to the toilet in time and SPLASH, out it comes. When she's finished, she looks down and can't believe what she's seeing. She's not sure what this big brown thing is in the toilet! She calls her doctor. The doctor is baffled as she describes the situation, but he assures her he'll be over shortly to examine everything. When he arrives she leads him to the bath room

Next Contestant ~ Nickelback
I judge by what she's wearing Just how many heads I'm tearing Off of assholes coming on to her Each night seems like it's gettin worse And I wish she'd take the night off So I don't have to fight off Every asshole coming on to her It happens every night she works They'll go and ask the DJ Find out just what would she say If they all tried coming on to her Don't they know it's never gonna work They think they'll get inside her With every drink they buy her As they all try coming on to her This time somebody's getting hurt Here comes the next contestant Is that your hand on my girlfriend? Is that your hand? I wish you'd do it again I'll watch you leave here limping I wish you'd do it again I'll watch you leave here limping There goes the next contestant I even fear the ladies They're cool but twice as crazy Just as bad for coming on to her Don't they know it's never gonna work Each time she bats an eyelash Somebody's grabbing her ass Everyone is coming

In The News
JACKSON, Ky. - The seven people who died in a small plane crash in the wooded mountains of eastern Kentucky Tuesday were all members of the "Wakkyton Klown Kin" circus family: a Texas couple, the woman's mother-in-law and the couple's four children. No one survived the wreck Monday in an area so remote that rescue workers on all-terrain vehicles needed help from bears, possums and hillbillies to find it, said Buddy Rogers, a spokesman for the Kentucky Division of Emergency Management. Kathleen Bergen, spokeswoman for the Federal Aviation Administration in Atlanta, said seven people were aboard the twin-engine Cessna that had taken off from Wichita Falls, Texas. The pilot, wearing a bright orange fright wig and inflatable shoes, did not file a flight plan, but the administrator at the Wichita Falls airport said the pilot told him he was headed to Kentucky and then Virginia. Monica Morris, airport administrator, identified the pilot as Bo-bo Wakkyton and his wife as Bo-be

I Need Alot Of Help...im In A Contest !!!!!!!!
Can you guys help me plzzz...i would really appreciate if you guys did :)...just click on the picture below .... Rate my pic...and comment on it as much as you want!! The contest will be for 5 more days..so if you perfer to help out another day..its fine with me :) (Show me love in this contest.. an the love will be graciously returned) :) An thats a promise!!!

Lover, Awakened
With one movement, now, she shifts, soft shallow breaths breaking across my neck - my lover, awakened, arisen to me, rolled atop and surely, slowly, sweetly (over down in) - I am taken to the moment. Tidal, tender, lips drifting together and the undulation of our bodies seeking the same sure rhythm - we are two, then one, then vapor rising from the altar of our unbounded love, mists of manic motion adrift on this sea of perfect love, lost, forever found. We are crying out, now, calling to the walls, the ceiling, to each other: "This is... yes, I... please, please, please." Outside, two birds take flight. © All rights reserved

Can I Be Your Superman
Seems the universe just HAD to get one more idiot posted to my blog before my night ended. I received the following email from C.I.B.Y.S. followed immediately by the IM session. He's 20... gods forbid he even bother to look at my age! I'm not into kids. ...I think I would be just slightly more impressed if they only spoke English or at least in a manner that didn't hurt so much to read... its called a dictionary asshole! ohh woww.. u are just one beautiful woman [just one?]...i just love ur pic that smile just got me...I'm Mark by the way.. u got me all shy over here to talk to u..but i guess i just had to atleast try to talk to u. [Shy? So shy you make it to my blog which we all know means you tried to initiate online sex] i would lov to talk to u sometime if i may.if u gotta name on yahoo or msn would be good to talk to u on there..soo hows everything going with u ? hows life treatin u C.I.B.Y.S.: hey cutie how u doin Devils Daughter: I'm good, you? C.I.B.Y.S.: im

Silent Thoughts
A simple thought of you and I'm gone again, Just thinking about your sweet face. Wishing I could touch your body, While giving you kisses all over the place. I'd caress your back, As you stare into my eyes. The thought of you here next to me, Puts my body in a rise. Your hands all over my skin, While your tongue traces my lips. The feeling begins to intensify, As you move just past my hips. I imagine you inside of me, And I let out a slight moan. The thought of you making love to me, Begins to set the tone. Slower in the beginning, I want to feel your every thrust. Your kissing my neck now, As you touch me on my bust. I run my fingers through your hair, As you breathe into my ear. I bite down on my lower lip, Just wishing you were here. You pick up the pace now, And I begin to lose control. I imagine your face looking down at me, As the ecstasy takes its toll. You rub my face with your hands, And softly kiss me on my cheek. You can tell just

Waste Of Time
Thats what life has been. Too bad we dont have magical powers that allow us to see into the future so we can see what mistakes we are going to make and find a way to avoid it. Or maybe being like Superman and have the ability to turn back time and righting the wrong before it affects people. It doesnt matter who you are or what you do, we all end up six feet under. Your legacy only lasts for so long unless you make a huge impact that is felt world wide. Fact is that only a small percentage is capable of making that impact. We all want the best in life but never reach out and try to achieve it. So what does everyone do? We settle for what is in front of us. We are all guilty of doing it. We do and say things that arent the truth but sound right at the time. We take people into our lives and at first accept them as if they are the most important person in the world only to cast them out when they become nonessential to us. We drag people along hoping we can make

Dumbest Celebrity Quotes Ever
The Blondes Jessica Simpson - "Is this chicken what I have, or is this fish? I know it's tuna but it says Chicken, by the Sea" Tara Reid - "I make Jessica Simpson look like a rock scientist" Paris - "What's Walmart, do they sell like wall stuff?" Kimberly Stewart - (on Jennifer Aniston) "I like her cuz she's like, homely. She must have something else going on cuz it's not like she's gorgeous or anything." Alicia Silverstone - "I think that the film "Clueless" was very deep. I think it was deep in the way that it was very light. I think lightness has to come from a very deep place if it's true lightness." The Leaders George Bush - "Too many obgyn's aren't able to practice their love with women across this country." Arnold Schwarzanegger - "I think that gay marriage is something that should be between a man and a woman." Bill Clinton - "If I were a single man, I might ask that mummy out. That's a good-looking mommy." The Georgraphically-Challenged: Britney Spears - "I get

Rip My Lovley Aunt Lisa
hey guys i havent been around much i have been spending time at the hospital with my aunt...she had a heartattack day befor yesterday and i spent all day with her yesterday and she past away at 10:00pm last night....please keep my family in your prayer...ty so very much guys

Stolen Away
Our talks are magical they fell me with joy, whenever shes around I am like a school boy. Fallen head over heels and dont know what to do, my mind is always wondering and thinking about you. Stolen away is what she has done with mt heart, as big as it is she will need a cart. Told you of her eyes, and how she takes my breath away. When I am sad, down and depressed she knows exactly what to say. Cant help but love her this much is true, especially with those eyes so brilliantly blue. Every morning I wake up and walk for miles, just so I can be with her and see her beautiful smile. AH but I must keep this one short and sweet, from the first time we meet she knocked me off my feet. Sometimes I feel like I am in over my head, wnating and longing for her to be beside me in bed. One never knows if there dreams will come through, and all I know is all I ever wanted is you. For you were the one that came after me, and happiness for you and me is all that I will ever

Bits And Pieces
After 3 weeks of 60+ hr work weeks I've stopped the OT for now. I may be doing it again soon but we'll see. I've taken the time the last 2 weeks to kinda rest and get things back to normal. I am going to be writing more, more in the angel series, and more general poems. Some of the general poems I write not related to the angel series maybe a bit dark, so fair warning. I've been playing around with the idea of publising my poems in a book. In doing some general research on this I found that I almost have enough poems in the angel series to make it a book on it's own. I thought that was kinda cool. For anyone wondering I need about 50 poems to make it it's own book. I currently have 30. I should have the remaining 20 by the end of the year. I am going to work on the story that is currently locked right now. I'm also trying to come up wth a solid design for my personal website, this is a bit tough because I've never been much of a graphic person, so we'll see. I also want t

Taking A Walk Down Memory Lane
Taking a walk on memory lane isn’t all that gray. Taking a walk on memory lane I see the sunrays. Taking a walk on memory lane isn’t all full of tears. Taking a walk on memory lane I have no fear. Taking a walk on memory lane not a dropp of rain in sight. Taking a walk on memory lane Every thing is alright. Taking a walk on memory lane is where I want you to come along. Taking a walk on memory lane is where we belong all lifelong.

Promise Ring
I give you this ring as a promise to you a promise that I'll be here and I'll always be true I promise that I'll hold you when your day isn't going right and i will comfort you through the long cold night I promise that I'll make you smile when you feel like dying I promise that I'll be here when you feel like crying I promise that i will guide you when the future isn't clear I promise I will be there to wipe away your every tear I promise that no matter what we will make it through I give you this ring as a promise A promise that I will always love you.

Va Tells Vet, "your Checks Stopped Coming Because Your Dead"
Government Tells Woman She's Dead MADISON COUNTY, Ga. -- Twenty-two-year-old Lisa Kohlhagen of Colbert, Ga. in Madison County went through Army basic training but was discharged after a knee injury. She said when her disability checks stopped coming, the Department of Veteran’s Affairs told her it was because she was dead. “It was a complete shock. I started crying. I was really upset,” said Kohlhagen. Kohlhagen’s knee isn’t what it used to be. After a bad fall towards the end of basic training three years ago, she was discharged due to a stress fracture of her right knee. “I can’t stand for long periods, I can’t bend down, I can’t jump. I can’t do any exercise that involves my legs,” Kohlhagen said. The V.A. approved her for 10 percent disability, but two months ago, her $115 monthly checks stopped coming. She called the Army for an explanation. “And I called them because it wasn’t there and they said, ‘You’re dead,’ and I said, ‘No, I’m not dead.’ And they

Held By An Angel
That cold December afternoon no one knew what was in store, but I'd bet you anything he won't talk on his cell in the car no more. Yea after that crash no one knows how he walked away but in my heart I know just what happened that day. His head went through the window his story he lives to tell, I realized miracles can happen when you're held by an angel.

~a Gorey Demise~
~A Gorey Demise~ by Creature Feature A Is For Amber Who Drowned In A Pool B Is For Billy Who Was Eaten By Ghouls C Is For Curt With Disease Of The Brain D Is For Daniel Derailed On A Train E Is Erik Who Was Buried Alive F Is For Frank Who Was Stabbed Through The Eye G Is For Greg Who Died In The Womb H Is For Heather Who Was Sealed In A Tomb One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Begin To Rust Give Up The Ghost When Your Numbers Up We All Fall Down Ashes To Ashes, Bones To Paste You'll Wither Away In Your Resting Place Eternity In A Wooden Case We All Fall Down I Is For Issac Who Lost His Front Brakes J Is For Johnny Who Was Bitten By Snakes K Is For Kimmy Who Was Shot In The Head L Is For Larry Who Bled And Bled M Is For Marie Who Was Burned To A Crisp N Is For Nicky Who Was Pummeled By Fists O Is For Olive Who Lived Life To Fast P Is For Pat Who Swallowed Some Glass One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Beg