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Issues
Some of my friends on here have been asking if everything is ok. Some of you really don't give a rotund rodent's rear end. Well I'll tell you what the biggest issue is. I am deeply, and madly in love with someone that I can't even touch, hold, caress, or even hug. She is now 5776 miles away from me. We talk when we can and burn up the email like crazy. We got to spend quite a bit of time together before she had to leave . She actually accepted me for me, not what I could get her, not where I could take her, but me. Do you have any idea how rare that is? She is the reason I am learning to be fluent in Russian. I'm hoping that I can save enough to go see her. We met here In Tx, So this isn't one of those "internet love" things. I have met her family. When we talk the world seems so much brighter and lighter. I might sound stupid with this but old Bill was right "Parting is such sweet sorrow" I look for her emails and I greatly enjoy the times that we get to talk. If I seem moody I apolog

Wow Truths Are Becoming More Apparant
JUST SAW SOMETHIN THAT PROVES TO ME THAT EVERYTHING YOU EVER SAID TO ME WAS NOTHING BUT A LIE....WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT TO ME?? I WISH I HAD NEVER RESPONDED TO YOU WHEN YOU APPROACHED ME...THEN I NEVER WOULD HAVE FALLEN FOR YOU & WOULD NEVER HAVE GIVEN YOU MY HEART & SOUL, WHICH YOU CHOSE TO THROW AWAY LIKE SO MUCH GARBAGE... THANK YOU VERY MUCH & I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT MISERY THROUGH THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. I HATE YOU & HIM

How To Promote My Lounge?...
Can someone please help me figure out how to promote my lounge n get it goin? It's set up n running just dnt have many members... Idk what to do... I dnt have much but I've thought about a karaoke thing like to where ppl sing on cam n stuff but idk what else to do bc I can't bling ppl bc I dnt have credit n I dnt have money right now to do anything else.. Can comeone please help me figure it out? Thanks..

Big Reds Pony Chasing Academy's Policies And Rules
WELCOME TO THE ACADEMY!!! (This blog is under construction and will be updated from time to time as time allows. ) NO MOBILE PHONES for Pony Chasing!!! If u r on a phone u will loose too many ponies. Please inform me if u r on a mobile phone if I contact you to chase. I iwll find another chaser. CHASER POSITIONS: 1. I am the pony whisperer. 2. 1st up: u r the top of the list and the chaser at the moment. It is very important to be at the SB, shout box, if you are first up. If you need to leave the SB for any reason please tell me so I can make sure I have an alternate ready. 3. 1st Alternate: 2nd up 4. 2nd Alternate: 3rd up There are 3 things to do when I send you a dirty pony to polish. 1. Polish 2. Rate the owner. (Polishing of the pony goes by in the live feed of the owner so very quickly and is in the live feed for such a short period of time, most pony owners have no idea who polishes their pony or when it was polished. It is very easy to loose the time on o

A Day To Remember
This day was like none other. A day of retchedness and utter deceit. She felt that things would get better yet little was she aware, Things were soon to become much darker. She lay in her room, a world her's alone. Feeling these dark walls closing in. Suffocated she felt with sheer dispare. "What am i to look forward to in life"? So many questions crept through her mind. Looking inside she saw herself dead and decaying. Her life was a vast barrin nothingness. She thought to herself, "for those who claim they love me, why must they hurt me"?. Laid beside her was a blade, and in her lap lay a gun. For which way she chose to go was a question among many. After some thinking, the way of both worlds was best. She gently grabs the knife and with a swift swipe she slits both wrists and watches the blood flow like a river. Soon after that she picks up the gun places the barrel to her temple, and whispers a small prayer. " God im sorry for the pain that has been done to me and i forgive those w

Installment 3
runing faster, harder. her fur flyin in the wind as she keeps her eyes where she was needed. she moans as she licks the sweet air. she seemed to fly eahc jump and each dive was to her love. seeing his wings seeing his pain seeing his crys she howls behide you she howls behide you glowing green eyes flashing to his dark ones. howling she sents her love her heart. staying in the shadows she slowly moves out and ocomes frward to you like an angel falling from heaven. sliding herfur agest your leg.

A Social Spot On The Web
Can't really do much more than say hello here. I've just joined LC today and am feeling my way around. It's great to receive visitors, but I don't exactly know how to attract them. But I'll be learning. Hope to meet you in my travels around here. Thanks

Sex In Names
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think? (Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!) -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising theualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dine

All In A Days Work .. Part 1
All In A days Work... It started off as innocently enough, me watching and drooling. Him, waving and smiling. I work in a high rise downtown. One of those big glass and steel monsters, wedged in besides another dozen of the same big steel monsters that make up the downtown core. A single street separates the buildings. Im on the 12th floor, and it was there, while I was staring out the window looking for inspiration that I first saw him. His office was directly across from mine, I could see clearly into it, and of course he could see clearly into mine. The first day I noticed him I was just staring out the window in puzzlement, you know that deep in thought kind of stare. Thats when my eyes landed on him. I actually gave myself shit for not noticing him before. I mean he was drop dead gorgeous. Tall, dark wavy hair, wide shoulders, he looked like a wet dream wrapped in an Italian silk suit. His face was clean shaven, his cheekbones high and prono

Taken For Granted
LIEING ON THE HOT SUMMER SANDS OF THE SEASHORE WITH MY HANDS EXTENDED TO MY SIDES FEELING THE HEAT OF DAY POUNDING UPON MY SKIN. THIS DAY AS NO OTHER FOR THERE WAS NOT A KISS OF THE USUAL MISTY WIND. MY LEGS WERE CROSSED AND MY HEAD PROPTED PRESSING MY CHIN TO MY CHEST. I CLOSED MY EYES TENDING TO REST. FALLING INTO A SLEEP THAT BROUGHT PAIN BYE THE SECOND. FIRST MY HEAD WAS ACHING AS IF IT HAD BEEN PUNCTURED WITH A WEAPON. MY HANDS COULD NOT CLOSE NOR MY FEET MOVE. I WAS BOUND TO THE BEACH THE SEEMED TO HAVE CHANGED IT'S MOOD. I AM HANGING IN MID AIR AND THE COMFORTING WATERS ARE GONE. I AM SURROUNDED BYE SOLITUDE AND CONSUMED BYE ANGUISHING PAIN THAT HAS TORE THE FLESH OF MY RIB CAGE. I BECOME FAINT OF IT ALL AND BEGIN TO PASSOUT IN THE SLEEP THAT I WAS ALREADY IN. THEN I HEARD A VOICE THAT CAME SWIFT AS A STORMY WIND. AFTER ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YOU, YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT THE LIFE YOU LIVE! I SUFFERED THESE PAINS FOR YOU SO YOU WOULD HAVE A CHANCE AT SUCH A WONDERFUL GIFT. MIGHT SIGHT BE

Alphabetical You
I GAVE YOU CURVES LIKE THE PERFECT "S" AND BREAST FROM THE SIDE, A CAPITAL "P". YOUR ASS WAS A "B" THAT FIT MY HANDS PERFECTLY. I HAD YOUR ARMS SPREAD TO THE "T" AND YOUR LEGS OPEN LIKE "A" WITHOUT THE DASH; A UPSIDE DOWN "V". YOUR FACE I MADE AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE "I" CAN "C". I MADE YOUR POINT OF PLEASURE THE LOWERCASE "i" OVERLAPPING THE "O". THE DOT IS YOUR CLIT AND THE STICK IS THE OPENING TO YOUR HOLE. YOUR BACK ARCHED LIKE THE "J" THAT IS FACING THE OTHER WAY. AN ALPHABETICAL PICTURE OF BEAUTY IS WHAT I HAVE MADE.

Realization 10/14/2002
i came to a realization today. i don't know why i was thinking about this, but i realized that sexually i am extreamly submisive. now to most this wouldn't seem like much of a problem, but i an not a sub. you see, i am a S/switch which is a topic i will cover at a later date. the reason that this realization is so disterbing is that i also have a sub, whom i love. every time W/we have sex, even when i am topping her, (yes she is a S/switch too) i only want to do what she want's me to do, which bugs her greatly, maybe now she will understand what is going on. lil blue fae *jamie*

Well Here Is Is My First Not So Happy Blog
Have you ever had that feeling that someone you loved didnt really love you back. I get this way sometimes and i dont like that feeling. People just dont understand me and it makes me feel like im the only one who does not exsist. I do everything for other people and i get hardly anything back. Am i selfish for wanting something back or am i just Expecting too much? i find that the only real pupose to life is to die. We live and we make ourselves into this great thing just to meet the ultimate goal of death. No one can avoid it it will come and it will take you. I think that i am starting to understand the meaning of life and i dont like it. Why do we blind ourselves from the truth? Isnt that what we all seek? The truth is we blind ourselves because we are afraid of death. I can honestly say for the first time i welcome death. Im not suicidal at all. If it comes soon im ok with that. I feel that love cannot be held within my heart because im hard to understand. Even for myself. I expec

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Barbecued Chicken Wings
Ingredients Serves Size: Serves 6 (as main course) 4 pounds chicken wings 1/4 cup olive oil 1/4 cup lemon juice 1 Tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 1 Tablespoon spicy paprika 1 teaspoon red pepper flakes 1 Tablespoon curry powder 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard 1/4 cup ketchup 3 scallions, thinly sliced Salt and pepper, to taste Tools Ziploc® Storage Bag with the Double Zipper Seal (gallon size) Bowl Wire whisk Grill Paper towels Brush Directions Prep Time: 10 minutes Total Time: 1 hour 1. Rinse and pat dry chicken wings and place in a Ziploc® Storage Bag with the Double Zipper seal (gallon size). 2. To make the marinade, add all remaining ingredients in a bowl and whisk to combine. 3. Pour this marinade into the Ziploc® bag, seal and toss to coat the wings evenly. Place in refrigerator and marinate for 30 minutes. 4. Preheat grill over medium fire. 5. Remove the chicken wings from the marinade. Save marinade for use later in Step 6. Pat th

These Retarded Dit Daa Deee Skinny Chicks
ok im suck and fucking tired of chicks the can wear my pant leg as a skirt telling me im fat and ugly... well bitch i know im fat but far from ugly im the sexiest fat guy youll ever meet... ya see the vainess and self loathing of others makes me completely hostile to the belief that humans are fucking retarded. ok i see s kinny chick and i say to myself hey nice looking girl maybe an interesting person... i never to a forgone conclusion of wether or not that chick is a vain slut that only fucks guys the can fit her arms around and can out think.... but no a skinny chick sees me and says(on a normal bases not all) hey theres a fat guy i wondering if he can find his dick. ya know i garauntee that if someone gives me the time of day they will enjoy my company and time spent be it as friends or what have you... but this is to all the vain skinny bitches with no heart.... just cause i say hi to you does not mean my FAT ASS IS TRYING TO FUCK YOU.... there are people on this planet that worry

The Saga Of Humanity
You know the story...You know the Hero, You hate the Villain. And you know the story by heart and you've memorized the script . n Why do films appeal to us so much? Haven't we seen the same common theme time and time again? Maybe it's because they all tell a story that has been written on your heart, tales of a conflict that expands beyond a few actors ona screen. They tell the story of a battle for you .. Are you Ready? Are you equipped? Your role in this story is bigger than you might realize.

My Opinion
I accept a person for who that person it. I don't stop being a person friend because another friend doesn't like you. I like that is all that matters. I didn't control no anyone. You are fine the way you are crazy, psycho, or gothic. A person is my friend and I am his or her because I choice to be. I don't stop being a friend because another friend no longer likes you. I like you that all that matters. If I view your photos I comment on the one's like. If I view it, something about the photo caught my eye. I see beauty in all photos that I view. A person's photo are apart of who they are. I don't care what religion you practice that is apart of you and I accept a person for who they are. good or evil doesn't matter. There is good and evil in everyone. Psycho, crazy, gothic, Satanic, christian or athelist that fine with me because I accept you for the person you are and I don't want you to change. I love playing with fire because I see beautiful images an

Just Sending Love Back To All Of Yous
hey just sending me and peters love right back at you,thanks for everything we will never forget how all of yous sent all of lovely comments to us ,still no word on tissues tests well just kept sending those comments peter saids hi that when gets better maybe he can meet you all that show a 10yr old boy love so still kept praying and may god bless for what you have show us love in our hearts for all of yous than you for careing and loveing us

So True
Yeah.... its not wierd at all..at my age ppl would put down the bigger women...i tell them....thats too bad...u just dnt know wat ur missing.... cuz for me....all that ass feels so good....i love it... so for all the bigg women out there...i am a young male lookin for a BBW wit pride..soo get at me im 18 so dnt worry about me not being legal....im fully legal andi know how to use my package....so get at me

September 27, 2006
DANG I AM WORN OUT!!! RAN ALL OVER TOWN LAST NIGHT TO GET THINGS TOGETHER FOR A BACHLORETTE PARTY AND A BRIDAL SHOWER. THE FUNERAL IS GETTING CLOSER....LOL....SHOULD BE ALOT OF FUN THOUGH. HAVE SOME CRAZY GAMES AND DARES FOR SATURDAY NIGHT AND PLANS TO GET HER ON STAGE AT PT'S.... WHEW HOO!!! LOTS OF ALCOHOL TOO...I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO ALL THE FUN! ANYONE OUT HERE THATS FROM THE INDIANAPOLIS AREA...IF YA SEE US OUT...COME JOIN THE FUN OR AT LEAST SAY HI!!! HUGS TO ALL!!

Surrender,part Ii©
I have to admit,being in control thrills me. To have the power but more important,the trust,to be given the control. I sit back and watch my prey recover from her first of many thrills I have in store for her. As her breath returns to normal,I instruct her not to move. I stand from the chair and I watch as she visibly stiffens. I ignore her as I walk over to the "goody" bag. The goody bag is where I keep all my playthings. I withdraw a few....tools. Returning to the room,i kneel down next to her. I place my hand on her back as the base of her neck to feel her damp,cool skin. I begin to slowly rub her back with my finger nails,which I have left just long enough to scratch and tickle. Trailing my fingers along her spine,down to my favorite part of the female body. On the lower back,on each side of the spine,there are two dimples. They are just above her hind cheeks. As with most women,these are very sensitive when treated properly. Being a student of anatomy,I studied

Privacy
4 times today,I tried to leave a comment,an this place wouldn't let me.4 times today I tried to send an IM.The site closed the IM box out on me.What the Fucks going on, here.I toned down my comments on Rate a Photo,others can leave sexual comments but I'm not allowed.The Moderators on this site,need to leave me the Fuck alone.11 Days alcohol Free today.another meeting accomplished. My patience an Tolerance of Insobordanation,is not at a Control Point in my Life yet.I could relapse at any given point.I'm trying my Damnest to better myself,find Happiness again an move on in my life.I might never Love again or find a new gal to love,But meeting new people online is a start for me.Some of u-all like my comments others don't.to each there own.I'd rather Rate just Friends an Familly + Fans.But the Moderaters here seem to think I'm a Perv,which I'm not.I'm Lonely I miss my ex + my Stepdaughter.An I'm trying my Damnest to over come this Flaw.An online friends are helping me with this.Peace + L

Say What You Gotta Say
Do not walk away when the road is rough, It is true what they say; crossing boundaries is tough. Never say goodbye when you have wings to fly. Follow your scheme in the morning light; live your dream through a starry night. Never say goodbye, just give up or cry. It is wise and smart to seek the truth; listen to your heart the leader of youth. Never say goodbye and be deaf to every lie. Pursue your goal though the journey is long; free your soul from all feelings, bad or wrong. Never say goodbye and YOU'LL WATCH YOUR LIFE PASS BY

Who Remembers Making Out?!?!?!?!?!
Who remembers making out? Current mood: naughty Remember back in the day, when we as a people weren't concerned with getting ass, we weren't concerned with how big our dicks were, or how wet our pussy got, or how we were just gonna put it on somebody? Back in the day we looked forward to making out. Yeah, I said it, making out. Remember when you used to kiss your girl until your mouth was dry, your lips hurt, and you could barely breathe? Don't even get me started on how I used to act like I was being slick and accidentally rub up against the titty...haha then put my whole hand on it and hope that I didn't get slapped so I could keep it there. Tell me you didn't get amped the first time you unclamped a bra. Make out sessions were where I perfected my two fingered bra unsnapping technique! Thank goodness I learned then cause it damn sure comes in handy now. Who remembers how you used to take your finger and rub the inside of your girls jeans haha hoping that you didn't ge

Benefits Of An On-line Relationship
Being in an online love relationship is a difficult, but very rewarding experience. Sometimes, as in many difficult experiences, negative thoughts can creep into your mind. If you find yourself wondering why you, or possibly even a friend, are in an online love relationship, take a moment and read through these Lovingyou.com user's thoughts and experiences for a few answers. "I believe that the best part of an online love is that the two people get to bond mentally and spiritually long before they ever make a physical bond. They get to know one another's heart and soul, and that is the most important part of any relationship." -Mary Sammons "Finally meeting them is the best... in person I mean." -Sandy "You both get to have your own space. You're not smothered, and you don't get tired of each other." -Charlene "We know a lot about each other just from talking, but there are still many things that we don't know and that adds a type of mystery to the relationship." -SA

Howdy
Well what a wonderful weekend I had, it just doesn't get much better then this at least not for me anyway. Well except that the Bengals lost, but hey the Cowboy's won, yeah!! I watched a few movies this past week, the first was North Country and then A History of Violence, neither one can I say were all that great. They were ok, but I am looking forward to watching the next movie we have, Munich. I have heard that is a really good movie, so I will let you know what I think. What is your favorite? Anything you care to suggest for me to add to my netflix queue?? Yesterday I did a little bit of shopping and then cleaned and worked on laundry, woohoo! Today I went to the track to see hubby ride his motorcycle, men in leather, how sweet is that, hehe... And then there was FOOTBALL today!! Yes I am a fan if you don't know that already and I did farely well this week in my pool so it has been a good weekend. Tomorrow I go and pick up our shirts for the Race For A Cure which is

Love Questions
1) How will you know when you’re truly in love?? 2) When you’ve fallen out of love, how do you know if you should try to rekindle it or let it go?? 3) When true love walks out the door and shows back up one day… what do you do?? Please feel free to share you experiences. And I understand for those who don’t wanna put they business in the street… “-) Thank you and God bless.

Experiment
So my roomate and I have decided to do an experiment. We have decided that we will only clean up the things we touch, we won't move anything we didn't put there, we won't clean anything we didn't get dirty, we won't do any laundry or dishes that arent ours....and we will see what the apartment is going to look like in aweek if it were only our third roomate living here. this should be fun.

I Wish You Knew
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me?

Holy Fuckin Shit
holy fuckin shit what up fuckers. went to the TRIVIUM show tonight and meet somebody i never expected to see. somehow caught a drumstick during the show, after the concert, meet up with the band. got the stick, stub, and some other shit signed, and a few pics. thats all good, BUT RITA (A.K.A. DIMEBAG DARREL's girlfriend/wife) was there. apperantly now that dime is gone she rolls with trivium now. she was hangin out by the bus after the show. granted she was a LITTLE bit intoxacated but she is one of the nicest and most appreceative people i have ever meet. talked with her for a few minutes and got a pic. HOLY FUCKIN SHIT, i meet dimebags girl. i never thought that would happen but this just proves that metel is good and you never know who can pop up somewhere. -horns up fuckers- i meet dimebags girl. guess thats as close as you can get now -peace-

Firelight
The firelight will change you across the gulf of night, It moves within your vision, It casts a secret light. By the time that it is morning, you wont recall a thing except a dream of dancing figures twisting in a ring. Awake from dusk to dawn again, a sacrifice of rest, give yourself to the ancient ones, the darkness knows the best. Dance and sing, an endless world of mystery. Dance in a ring, shapeshifting your history.

Poem
The taste of dew that sits pressing against the picturesque Daffodils The caress of the emerald blades that stroke my toes The early warmth of the sun that shines upon my face stroking ever- so gently in solace. Passion of the flames that spark and bounce within mid air. The striking of water that thrushes against the stone Anchored in time and weathered to perfection. Hues of pink and orange smear the heaven’s above. The sensual sunset that disappears below the waters deep. A canvas painted of gold, burgundy, coffee and citrus A crisp, yet gentle emotion of the wind upon my cheek. The first frost grazing upon the ground... like ice crystals spread amongst the trail. The stride of a deer flowing within the depths of a forest. The white outlines of snow that rest upon the branches of bare Birch trees. The bitter taste of frigid air pierces my lips as I inhale. Diamonds glitter upon the new fallen white that envelops the ground. The steam that escape

How Dirty Is Your Mind? Part 1 (long Quiz!)
Take the quiz: How dirty is your mind? Part 1 (long quiz!)Skweeky clean!Do you even know why you took this quiz? You're either really clueless or you don't have a dirty mind.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Stuck In Head
Last night I dressed in tails, pretended I was on the town As long as I can dream it's hard to slow this swinger down So please don't give a thought to me, I'm really doin' fine You can always find me here, I'm havin' quite a time.... theni see bruce willis... yummy yummy bruce!

Golf Buddies
Two guys are hitting the links at their local country club. Luckily, it's a beautiful day, and there's hardly anyone on the course, so they've been breezing through the holes. Up around the seventh tee, they spot the first people on the course other than themselves, two ladies who, from the guys' perspective, are having trouble on the green. In fact, they've each five-putted it. The first guy says "Christ. I hope they just had a bad hole, I don't want to follow these broads for the next eleven holes!" The second one goes, "Well, maybe I'll go talk to them, and maybe they can let us pass them. I'll be back in a sec." So he trots off, about to go and ask to let them pass. Suddenly, about a hundred feet away from the women, he stops, turns and runs away from them as fast as he can. When he comes back, he exclaims, "Jesus! That's my wife and my girlfriend! They're both here! Golfing together! I'm sorry, man, but I can't say anything to them. I'm liable to be killed if they saw me.

Pain Inside!
All the lies i've had to face... all the things i miss today... can you tell me why you feel that way... can you tell me what i did that day... I dont know what to do... my whole life is coming unglued... can you help me understand... my heart is dying with every touch of your hand... it hurts most when i catch you in a lie... not to mention when i look in your eyes... do you miss the way things used to be... am i asking for company in my misery... what hurts the most is that i know... its not me you dream of but it is her... am i the only one you hold tight... can u help me understand... because this depression is grabbing my hand... my heart... and my soul... to have my company in its control... it is pulling hard and pulling fast... can you try to hold me back... or will you let me fall freely... until there is no more of me... pain wants company and i am leaning... over the edge while my heart is bleeding... you let go and now im gone... falling fast for

First Entry - Yayy!!!
Uhm - I just realized I never put up a blog entry! So here I am, umm, went to a Rob Zombie/Godsmack concert last weekend - it was pretty badass. This weekend I'm not planning a whole lot - probably going to get drunk and hang around the barracks - since I have nothing else to do. I've got a color-guard ceremony next week, I'm a rifle bearer again - but I get to wear my blues and go to a highschool and look good and what not - so it should be cool. Ahh, soon there will be new pix up - so stop whining! lol Okay - I'm outta here for now. Laters.

Missing You...
You once where here but now are gone. I just wish my car could go that far. Having the time of your life, while I sit here. Yes the jealousy and fear are there. Off in another world learning new things meeting new people, and learning new ways. I am happy for you to say the least. But what about me. I can't eat. It is hard to sleep. The tears keep falling, and there is no one here to hold me. I try to be happy but all I am is sad. My true love is not near me and that is too bad. I know you feel the same. But come November 4th, it will all change. So please forgive me if I seem mad it is not your fault I miss you so bad.

Life
I'm sitting by my window, a cool breeze is blowing in through the window. The air, for once, smells clean - a result of the slight rain, which is always cleansing. I feel like this kind of setting demands to be one of those lazy, relaxing evenings. You know the kind I mean. You sit around in whatever you find to be most comfortable clothing. For me, this means a very soft cotton tee-shirt coupled with a favorite pair of cropped pants that are just as soft - soft material against clean skin has to be one of the best simple pleasures. You surround yourself with whatever you truly enjoy. So I have, as I type this, one of my favorite songs is playing and my favorite candle is lit. It all goes back to enjoying the simple things in life. I was talking the other night, about these kind of moments. I realized that, at some point, these special, simple moments became fewer and farther between for me than they ever were before. Somehow my life, for the most part, became run of

I'm Sick!... Oh Joy
yeppers... I'm finally starting my path of ickyness... I hate being sick this time of year... I always seem to catch the worst shit ... I need some chicken soup or something... but yeah just wanted to let everyone know that's why I haven't been on in forever....

The Abusive Man
"As human beings, we cannot grasp evil so cold. We just cannot imagine this whole part of our lives that was so important, was a big nothing. A big sick lie. When it's over, we will be forgotten like yesterdays trash." "Eventually, you will come to the painful realization that you were nothing more than an instrument of their self gratification, then we're as easily discarded as a piece of gum that's lost its flavor." "I believe I've been to Hell and met the Devil" "Even now I find it difficult to fathom how you can give so much of yourself to a person and have them so totally wipe it all away as if it never happened with no remorse and go on their merry way leaving a path of destruction behind them." "Psychopaths are social predators who charm, manipulate, and ruthlessly plow their way through life, leaving a broad trail of broken hearts, shattered expectations. Completely lacking in conscience and feelings for others, they selfishly take what they want and do as they ple

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Anxious, Screw The Patience
OK for those of you that I haven't updated, let me start off by apologizing. A few weeks ago I had appendicitis and ended up having the appendix out. I would NEVER recommend having surgery while pregnant. Especially not abdominal surgery with morning sickness. Take it from me, it's NOT fun. The baby is OK though, that's the good news. On Oct. 26 I go in to have my first ultrasound of the baby and HOPEFULLY find out the sex. All's I gotta say is it better be a boy. No daughter does this to her mother while in utero. i'm nearing the half way mark and it seems that time is moving slower and slower. I will have to post some pics of my big belly for everyone to see as soon as I can find some. Thanks for everyone that has kept in touch with me while I was away from LC :)

Why Does It Cost So Much To Eat Healthy??
You know, I'm really proud of myself for keeping up with this diet like I have been. I've been on it for about 4 weeks now. Well, this is the 4th week I think. Maybe 5th. I don't know. Anyway....I know I feel so much better now since I've been eating so healthy and not eating so much shit, but wow the price of food is killing me. No wonder I ate shitty foods for so long. I spent around $100 every week on groceries. I guess I'm worth it though. I mean...my life is worth $100 a week. I guess lol. I work out 6 days a week at curves. I have so far lost 6 pounds and some inches....I lost like 4 inches in my hips so far. But thats about it as far as I can tell. I was kinda bad this weekend. I shouldn't have eaten some of the stuff I did. Sometimes its so hard though. Missing all the foods you are used to eating, watching people eat whatever the hell the want to. I just wasn't blessed with that kind of life I guess. I can't just eat whatever. I'm just sorry it took me so long in my life t

Moment Of Clarity
A writer at work. An ashtray graces the corner of a left-handed gentleman's desk. My father's memerobilia hovers in whisps like cob webs and skeletons in my father's closet. I take note of my compulsive utilization of his Office Max swivel chair, like a sailor making his bed a week out from the fantasy of seeing his daughter for the first time. My mind bubbles with comic book quotations, guided with mini marshmallows to either side of my head. floating like a halo or a statically charged balloon. Wham! Zap! shhhhhh! My pops wakes himself up with a ripple of snorts, gurgles, and deep nasal snores. Sleepwalking towards the kitchen (he could find the place in his sleep...wait?) his robotic gestures appropriate his necessities. Wearing my shades inside I conceal the evidence. Venturing into sin, I reach for the mouse.

Went Out Tonite Again
Yeah the girl is fucken cute and all, but seriously needs to pay attention to what I am trying to do. She hugs me like all fast, and runs away all shy. I was gonna fucken kiss her! GAWD fuck it I am not now! I texted her saying ok I get it your not that into me. She is all I wanted to, but you seem so at an arms length with me. I told her thats how I have been my whole life. Doesn't mean I don't like you! GEEZUS!

Life
You've Changed 60% in 10 Years You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

Amazing Power Of The Mind
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg THE PAOMNINEHAL PWEOR OF THE HMUAN MNID Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the ! frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh!!

More Rodney
Subject: The Italian Bride Maria had just got married and, being a traditional Italian, she was a Virgin. Also, neither she, nor her family knew that her new husband was missing some toes on one of his feet. On the wedding night, staying at her mother's house, she was very nervous. Her mother reassured the daughter; "Don't worry, Maria, Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take care of you. Meanwhile, I'll be making pasta." When she got upstairs, Tony took off his shirt and exposed his hairy chest. Maria ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Tony's got a big hairy chest." "Don't worry, Maria," says the mother, "All good men have hairy chests. Go upstairs. He'll take good care of you." When she got up in the bedroom, Tony took off his pants exposing his hairy Legs. Again, Maria ran downstairs to her mother. "Mama, Mama, Tony took off his Pants and he's got hairy legs!" "Don't worry! All good men have hairy legs. Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'l

When I Heard What Had Happened
When I heard what had happened I couldn't believe what they said, When I heard what had happened they said you were dead, When I heard what had happened I felt like I was going to die, When I heard what had happened I just laid down and cried, When I heard what had happened I denied it until the end, When I heard what had happened I said I lost my best friend, When I heard what had happened I wanted you there, When I heard what had happened I felt you tellin' me it was ok, I know everything happens for a reason but why did it have to happen like this, When I hear someone talkin' about it I fell like crying again, When I hear someone talkin' about it I feel you there with me.

My Name In The Mud!!!!!
THERE ARE A COUPLE PEOPLE THAT LIKE TO PUT MY NAME IN THEIR MOUTHS.AND THEY CANT SEEM TO GET A STORY STRAIGHT TO SAVE THEIR SOULS.SO I AM HERE TO TELL YA MY VERSION OF ALL OF IT.AS MOST OF YOU THAT KNOW ME ALREADY KNOW,I HAVE A VERY KIND HEART.WELL A FEW MONTHS AGO,2 PEOPLE THAT I HAD NEVER BEFORE MET IN PERSON NEEDED A PLACE TO LIVE.I OPENED UP MY HEART AND MY HOME TO THEM.IN THE BEGINNING THINGS WERE GOOD.WELL LIL BY LIL THINGS CHANGED.THEY WERE RUDE TO MY CHILDREN,MY VISITORS,AND TO MY OTHER FRIENDS.THEY DESTROYED MY $400.00 COMPUTER TOWER THAT WAS LESS THAN 6 MONTHS OLD.ONE OF THEM TOOK 3 MONTHS TO GET A JOB,WHICH STRAINED THE WHOLE HOUSEHOLD.USING THE EXCUSE THAT HE COULDNT FIND A JOB.WELL LOOKING FOR A JOB WOULD REQUIRE GETTING OUT AND PUTTING IN APPLICATIONS,INSTEAD OF SITTING ON YOUR ASS IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER.HE BITCHED ABOUT EVERY LIL THING THAT MY KIDS DID,SAID RUDE COMMENTS TO MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER ABOUT HER WEIGHT AND STUFF LIKE THAT.THE WOMAN THAT MOVED IN NEVER DONE MUC

Thanks Jai For Tagging Me :)
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I think I'm fat so I watch what and how much I eat 2) I bite my nails to the point of bleeding 3) I love classical music and love to play the panio 4) I pore myself into work way to much 5) I hate cockroaches they are the spawn of Satan they make me scream like a little wussy girl 6) I always wanted to be a ballet dancer Now who to tag.. Unknown Jim Beam Rowdy Stalker101 Dumb Shit Ass Wookie

This Week On Wet Radio Live
Elegant Angel starlets Flower Tucci and Tiana Lynn are heading to Las Vegas where they will host a signing at 5 p.m. on Saturday at the Whips and Chains Car Show at the Sin Gentlemen’s Club, 3525 West Russell Road. “I love getting out there with Flower,” said Lynn. “She’s really a great girl who loves to meet the fans and have a lot of fun.” Known as Elegant Angel’s squirt princess for her work in the Supersquirt and Cum Rain Cum Shine series, Lynn will be joined by squirt girl Tucci at the event’s after party at the club where they will serve as official trophy girls for the wet t-shirt contest. On Sunday, the two starlets will tour several adult stores in Las Vegas where they will also sign autographs and pose for pictures followed by an appearance on Wet Radio Live at 7:00pm along with Sara Jay. The appearances are sponsored by Elegant Angel and Wet Radio. Elegant Angel is online at www.elegantangel.com and Wet Radio is at www.wetradio.net.

Don't You
Don't you just hate when things go so wrong that there is nothing you can do to fix it? Well now I feel that way and the only thing I can do is just say goodbye to her and I did. I'm actually going to miss her. She is a wonderful person but alas I can not and will not live with making mistakes that can cause someone else pain. I should have said nothing and kept to myself. Now I need to make myself a ghost to her......So she can worry about the important ones that won't hurt her. To her all I can say is I'm sorry. If only I knew how to handle things better. Just the fact of knowing that I will never be good enough hurts....I wish I didn't like you in that way. Hopefully you forget me.

Cafepress.com.. Im Not Dead
Hey everyone! im still here and Mayhem is alive and kicking. I have completely scratched me doing it ALL BY HAND! So anything that isnt splattered painted will be sold on cafepress.com/mayhemclothinginc which isnt ready yet. Im still working out the kinks. so bear with me! I'll still have the jeans sold on here. I am also doing my own clothes from scratch! clubbing clothes and comfy clothes! it'll vary! so keep tuned in! xo's Amber

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66% Stability |||||||||| 33% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||| 30% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Work ethic |||||| 30% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict s

Weary Wary Werewolf Dreams
Weary Wary Werewolf Dreams weary the man as he seeks his bed flesh and bone dragging almost dead wary is he of the moon full so white closes the window to block out the bright light shuts his eyes lets his body relax werewolf dreams all set to attack the mares of the night run full speed ahead the hour's at hand werewolf dreams rip deep rifts in his chest long hungry claws shred the peace of his bed far away just like the moon running the night stalking souls to devour lost lonely souls in the full moon hour the eyes of the werewolf deep yellow and bold looking and searching for what he not knows the peace of the night a deep comforting sleep for his bone weary being never finding a rest from the beast down within the dreams all tainted his spirit defiled issues demands the wee hours of dawn well underway werewolf wakens shivering cold and shaken the window wide open

A Couple's Sex Life !!!!
There was this couple that had been married for 20 years. Every time they made love the husband always insisted on shutting off the light. Well, after 20 years the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic session, she turned on the lights. She looked down... and saw her husband was holding a battery-operated pleasure device... a vibrator! Soft, wonderful and larger than a real one. She went completely ballistic. "You impotent bastard," She screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me all of these years? You better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly: "I'll explain the toy... you explain the kids."

Absence
Absence by Matthew Arnold (1822 - 1888) In this fair stranger’s eyes of grey Thine eyes, my love, I see. I shudder: for the passing day Had borne me far from thee. This is the curse of life: that not A nobler calmer train Of wiser thoughts and feelings blot Our passions from our brain; But each day brings its petty dust Our soon-chok’d souls to fill, And we forget because we must, And not because we will. I struggle towards the light; and ye, Once-long’d-for storms of love! If with the light ye cannot be, I bear that ye remove. I struggle towards the light; but oh, While yet the night is chill, Upon Time’s barren, stormy flow, Stay with me, Marguerite, still!

Bedroom Golf
Rules for Bedroom Golf 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to well formed bunkers. 8. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses t

Friends
Are you tired of those "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no little smiley faces on this card-just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry so-and-so who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got lucky. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy butt. 9. This is my oath.....

Bodyscape
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner.

Student Of The Stars
Sedona Astropsychology Course Sub title "Sex, Crimes and the Vatican" 10/29/2006 Dear Readers: The Sedona class was as usual a total success and soon many of you will read some of the feedback received by the new "Teachers of True Light Teachers" pertaining to my knowledge. Sedona is a magical place and by judging of the pictures I took anyone can easily realize that the energy coming from the many healing vortexes in the canyon is simply phenomenal. This class was full with twenty people building cosmic consciousness and everyone graduated with high marks. Many people decided to go back home early and only a few students were left for the final graduation picture. Some students were a bit alarmed by my direct approach and honesty but soon realize it was only my drive and passion for teaching of the higher laws. Many students connected and the girls had a blast shopping for Indian artwork and souvenirs in the village. Sad enough regardless of the highly vibrant natura

Why???
Ok so my son is coming down to cali! i dont understand why i coulent keep him and why he has to be all the way out in another state??? WHY THE FUCK DID I GET PREGNANT BY AN COMPLEET LOOSER why didnt i get a career along time ago i could have kept him ??? why does my heart hirt?? why do i feel like a terrable mom when i suposenly did the best thing for my baby?? some day's i wonder why the fuck i did that shit to myself i mean i could have him here with me and i wouldent be so pissed at myself for fuckin up my heart like that and i would have what once made me feel so hole like my life was compleet and loved me regardless of what i look like or act like I just realy Miss him and LOVE HIM soooooo much! and wish there was a way to cure the pain of the broken heart that dwells inside of me! thanks for reading...

I Like Rough Men
gentle men are fine. i like them as friends. but i only enjoy sex with rough men. i'm looking for a big man who knows how to give me pain and make me cum. r u the one? answer this: ... i'm stipped and tied to the bed posts spread-eagled ... tell me what would u do to my soft white body?

Person Cant Read?
OK HERE IS MY VIEW ON RIPPING PICS, WELL MINE ANYWAY. I COULD CARE LESS IF YOU DO OR DONT ALL I ASK IS IF YOU DO ASK IF THE FOLDER SAYS TO. WELL SOMEONE APPERENTLY DIDMY READ AN THIS PISSED ME OFF CAUSE THE DAMN FOLDER DOES SAY ASK (IS IT THAT HARD TO READ?) I DONT KNOW I COULD BE WRONG BUT DOESNT IT SAY ON MY MARINE FOLDER PLEASE NO RIPPING UNLESS YOU ASK FIRST. THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE AND THEY BITCH WHEN SOMEONE RIPS THERE SHIT BUT WTF!!!! THIS CLEARLY HAS IN IT TO ASK GAH GUESS NO BOTHER NOW CAUSE I SET IT TO ADULT. AND TO THOSE WHO CANT READ I SUGGEST GO BACK TO SCHOOL (AND DONT COME BACK ME WITH PRPPER GRAMMER CAUSE I CAN GIVE 2 SHITS ON THAT RIGHT NOW CAUSE MY ASS CAN AT LEAST READ)

Hurt Hurt Hurt
Mass Destruction You confuse my heart You make me sick with your lies I am silly enough to mask my tears With smiles and giggles For what Worried about hurting you You didn’t worry about hurting me before You make me sick Confusion in which you are the source Has ruin me beyond repair Humorous lies in which you spew I can’t help but laugh at myself Believing you is like trusting Satan No words of wisdom Only turmoil and destruction We failed before Why should we try again? Failure was the only blessing you gave me Leave me be Take your confusion with you

Play It Safe For Halloween
I wish every a Safe & Happy Halloween. For you guys who love to play pranks, Play it safe and don't hurt any one. Couple years back my daughter got hit in the face with a paint ball and almost took her eyes out. That was not cool. But they got there's. Just say Anarchy society !!! P.S. Don't eat to much candy or you'll explode. -Hannibal

Git-r-dun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd.... did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!" (Rednecks know how to 'git-R-dun'!)

Baby Tori Zyana How She Died!!!
To all who read this please feel free to leave me a comment or your thoughts about this my friend is the one who was suppose to adopt baby tori. she needs to get the word out about abuse to children... Baby tori zyana how she died Baby almost got out By LORI PILGER / Tori Stone died of brain injuries from being shaken last week. Her father is charged with abuse leading to her death. But it was a situation the child didn't need to be in, says Tiffany Baloch, a Texas woman who wanted to adopt Tori. By LORI PILGER | Lincoln Journal Star Tori Stone's story is the kind that breaks hearts. The little girl nearly survived the chaos around her, nearly made it out. But it wasn't meant to be. Her short life were filled with court filings, birth parents and a would-be adoptive family. The players in Baby Tori's life: Her mother, Tory Stone, a 22-year-old who had lost custody of a son, now 7, and two girls, 2 and 4. Her father, Peter Sinica Jr., a 31-year-o

Realty
Man I have been getting alot of reality checks lately. And I'm getting pretty damn tired of it by now. REALITY SUCKS! I once asked a friend if he ever felt like just giving up? And he replied,"No. You have to remember that god only gives you as much as you can handle, you can make it through anything that is thrown at you because you are a strong woman!" I'm not so sure sometimes because just when I think I have everything together and it going to be okay, something else goes wrong. Another one of life's little dissapointments. How much is one person supposed to be able to handle before they fall to pieces? Because I am about at that breaking point. This is my nightly prayer: Lord grant me the strength to make it through another day, and help find a way to make a better life for me and my son. Please help his father to realize that what he is doing is wrong, I know he is hurting inside lord, but his son is hurting too. Everyday that he ignores him divides any bond they had further

Waiting
a cold day my gloves are torn the wooden park bench gives me no comfort i wish to be warm newspaper only thing to save me the cold day turns to a cold night that freezes every part of your body i wish i was warm who will save me nobody is there the town is silent blistering cold creeps down my back i feel myself getting numb my heart beats ever so slowly i start to shut my eyes i know its time time to go the great gig in the sky i hope i see you soon

The Morticians Flame
From the Album When the Kite String Pops Hunter of tears, relative pain Half of this world is dark with the stain The stain of unknowing The dead flower buds, On smiling lips is innocent blood The corpse of your god can only rot and grow cold Now promise me you'll kill me before I get old I hear you on the telephone Moaning my doom A cold woman will kill me in a darkened room Just enough, a heart attack Seal up my black body bag Take me home and hate me, love Bite the hand of our lost love Take your time and take your life Amputate with this dull knife Heaven's meat is on the stick Stir my pain with an ice pick Pick, pick, pick Pick, pick, pick Pick, pick, pick The chain-saw smile of the mortician shines I still got all my fingers but somewhere I lost my mind I can smell abortion on you I can see through I take the gun out of my mouth and point it at you

Forever Love
Tell me of the memories ahead Tell me of the Love we will share Tell me of the way you feel Tell me of Forever Love Say you will take care of me always Say you will stay always by my side Say you will share my dreams Say you will Forever Love I need to see your smile I need to be near you always I need to dream my dreams with you I need to be Forever Loved.

Duct Tape ..... Lol
Duct tape Contrary to popular opinion, duct tape IS NOT good for fixing everything! Jeff walks into a bar and sees his friend Paul slumped over the bar. He walks over and asks Paul what's wrong. "Well," replies Paul, "You know that beautiful girl at work that I wanted to ask out, but I got an erection every time I saw her?" "Yes," replies Jeff with a laugh. "Well," says Paul, straightening up, "I finally worked up the courage to ask her out, and she agreed." "That's great!" says Jeff, "When are you going out?" "I went to meet her this evening," continues Paul, "but I was worried I'd get an erection again. So I got some duct tape and taped "it" to my leg, so if I did, it wouldn't show". "Sensible" says Jeff. "So I get to her door," says Paul, "and I rang her doorbell. She answered it in the sheerest, sexiest, dress you ever saw." "And what happened then?" "I kicked her in the face."

****love****
I guess i am wanting opinions on when u love somewone how do u know u do..Question is....what do u love about that person? i need answers and opinions...I was told some time ago my answer was wrong, not good enough..but for all of u who would like to take part let me know if u think my answer was wrong...My Answer was i love the person for the way she makes me feel...not for wat they can do for me ,not for wat they look like,But for how they make me feel . just because shes cute, just because she takes care of me, does not mean i love her i love her for the way she makes me feel ....and the way she makes me feel is confortible,at ease,trust,the lil feeling inside yur belly, the quivers u feel run along yur body when u touch her,missing her when shes not at home, those r the things i feel when i say i love u and u ask WHY DO U LOVE ME? tell me y my answer is so wrong... I DO NOT PICK WHO I LOVE, IT JUST HAPPENS....

Just Because
OK going to vent a little in here tonight so let me get my soapbox... ok ... have you ever found yourself falling in love with someone that you know you shouldnt love?? maybe because you know they will never love you back or that they are with someone else??? Do you lay awake at night and think of them and dream about how things could be? Does it break your heart to know that happiness is just around the corner and you just cant touch it? Fear of rejection is a evil mistress. I find myself sometimes wondering what would happen if I just opened my mouth sometime and let everything I have inside out and see where it gets me... I have been hurt way too many times and I see happiness only a few steps away and yet my feet wont take me there.. so I turn and feel the tears as I walk away leaving the happiness and the better times behind me and I try not to look back.. there will be someone somewhere that doesnt take that much work and that much worry and there will be someone that will com

Zomfg Jj Stole Muh Bambi!!!!
hahaha muh bambi ... muhahhha ;) yes it got a name :P tnx to JJ ;) not gonna say more... last few days lennon has been off work with no computer. been talking to JJ in the afternoons when he wakes up and gets ready for work. been havinbg so much fun talking to JJ .. luv his wkd peronality -muah- the ones u just want to hug. naaw now i went a luvly luvly here.. :P even men$sa cheered me up yesterday morning (nigth in canada) with his kind but odd workd. sending me voice clips instead of typing :P hahaha got one saved that is on my playlist on random :P so now and then i get a good laugh when it come on :) cheers for wonderful ppl. and i got it clear aswell if i ever move to canada i will move to toronto.. just relised there is were all muh friends live why shoudlnt i do the same. :) well eanoght of them .. they can have as much luv they want anytime. today iväe been in Norrköping eating my face resturang.. i got a pair of new earings and a ring :) pretty pretty =) i feel s

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A Poem For Me Mudder
When Me Prayers Were poorly said who tucked me in me widdle bed and spanked me 'til me ass was red? Me Mudder Who took me from me cozy cot and put me on the ice-cold pot and made me pee if me could not? Me Mudder And when the morning light would come and in me crib me dribble some who wiped me widdle bum Me Mudder Who would me hair so gently part and hug me gently to her heart and sometimes squeeze me 'til me fart? Me Mudder Who looked at me with eyebrows knit and had a king-size fit when in me sunday pants me sh*t? Me Mudder When at night the bed did squeak me raised me head to have a peakwho yelled At me to go to sleep? Me Fadder

Bring Me To Your Paradise
Bring me to your paradise a feeling of within, naked to your loving eyes caressing me with love I long to feel your softest kiss upon my dampened skin Bring me to your paradise, and let our bodies meet the trickle of the rain outside would shower us with heat, I wish to be your fantasy and make our love complete.

Cherrytap Princess Contest
> > > > > GREETINGS AND SALUTATIONS TO ALL YOU SEXY CHERRIES. MY GIRL METTE IS IN THE LC KING'S PRINCESS CONTEST VOTE FOR HER AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE IS THE SWEETEST PERSON I KNOW AND ONE BAD ASS BABE TOO. JUST CLICK THE BELOW LINK AND GIVE HER YOUR VOTE. THANKS SO MUCH.... > > > > > > Kiss Videos | Music Code | France Vacation Rentals > > > > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-10 17:55:46') > (repost of original by 'MetteKenzo ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-10 18:08:10') > (repost of original by 'GrEeN-eYeD bRaT~RIDER~' on '2006-11-10 18:30:06') > (repost of original by 'GHOST RIDER ~ Can YOU Handle the Heat ~' on '2006-11-10 18:33:19') > (repost of original by 'MetteKenzo ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-11 11:04:49') > (repost of original by 'Maniac

Whats Your Flirting Style?
What's Your Flirting Style? Too Hot!Whoa, back off girl! There is such a thing as too much attention, and you're about one step shy of actually jumping your Man 'o the Minute in the hall between classes. Ever heard of 'playing hard to get'? Right now, you're more likely to completely terrify your crush than anything else, plus you're on your way to aquiring an...::ahem::....reputation. Try backing off, just a little bit. Kay?Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

A Happy Evening ...
I Saw it, Carwling up the leg of my bed It slinked towards my head. I couldn't move Fear gripping my throat As it began to burrow Through my skin; Through my skull; Deep into my brain. Violence engulfed me And I began to rage The blind killing fury Drove me insane. I began to strike out; Fierce blows at anything, Everything that encountered. There are holes in the walls now, My bed a mass of wood, cloth and metal; My furniture, indistinguishable; Everything I own, ripped apart. I look around me and my fury explodes again, I rage outside with a knife and gun; My vision blurred, my mind reeling. The first man I see Gets and angry slug in the face, Instantly anonymous. The second man's flesh Envelopes my blade; Twelve inches of titanium Between his ribs, Through his stunned heart, The blade twists through his spine. The blade controlling my hand, The gun guiding its own sights, Victim after victim, My rampage of hate continues Until

Your Smile
Your Smile I hold my breath to temper my fear, That I might miss one smile you give. Waiting, hoping, I sit watching, As I will for as long as I live. I would love to explain in words to you, And hope someday that I might, But for now I am at a loss for words, To describe how I feel at your sight. I wilt, grow weak, and warm all at once, And I hope that you can see, The love, the hope, the outright joy, And the passion you ignite in me. In dreams I search and awake I wish, And would walk for untold miles, Through barriers though impossible, And out of love, just to see your smile.

What A Kiss Means
what a kiss means +kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Letter To Senator John Kerry...........feel Free To Pass It On
Awesome letter...especially the last line. > >> > >> > >> > >> This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is > >> currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent > comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it > >> along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! > >> > >> Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if > >> you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your > homework, and you make an effort to be > >> smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get > >> stuck in Iraq" > >> > >> So I wrote him a letter: > >> > >> I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I > >> am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in > which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic > >> and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. > >> I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and > between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. > >> In college I was a member of several academic honor > >> societies, including the Golden Key Honor

Please Play
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1. I am very dedicated to my family 2. Mother of 3 teenage boys ages are 16,18,19 3. Grandmother of 1 handsome lil guy who is 6 months old and 1/2...the 1/2 isn't here yet...not til may07 4. Kinda on the shy side...yes believe or not poetic i am...lol 5. Divorced twice..anyone want an ex husband i have 2 to spare..lol 6. I don't drink or do drugs..only bad habit i have is my cigs. 7. I have travelled some.. 8. I am straight...I do have friends who are bi/lesbian/gay.. 9. I am single as single can be 10. Don't like people who play headgames with ones heart 11. GONNA GET POETIC ANGEL FOR THIS..LOL OK NOW I PICK THESE PEOPLE TO

Blogging On Cherry Tap
Whith few execptions blogging on Cherry Tap is pathetic. It can be boiled down to the following: 1. Reposting shit that was not funny 17 repostings ago. Cut 'n paste is not blogging. No more than Xeroxing a book is writing one. 2. Whining about how dysfunctional your life is, which would be okay if you weren't a dysfunctional person to begin with. This sort of thing is like complaining it is hot in July. 3. Attention whoring of the worst kind. The gosh golly gee whiz I get no love because nobody is commenting on my pics... nobody is rating me... or nobody is talking to me. Shocking news, there is probably a reason as to why this is happening. Either they are dull or haven't been updated since dinosaurs walked the earth. 4. Blogging to beg for more comments and ratigns so you get to gain another level. Here is a quick fact... the levels here mean jack and shit in that order. It is not like you will get a gold plated 2007 Corvette. Shut the fuck up and let you

Those Whispers
Soft whispers always in the dark Thoughts that run through the mind's eye, Sorting out the forgotten fears Feelings from a lost soul, in all of one's tears. Wondering, forever, about all the dreams, You know the ones Deja vue or a figmant of the mind Are they real or a ghost of someone near? Always in the mind's fog, Forever, the moments are slow, Following the direction of the heart's path, So as not to forget about all that was feared. One final day, when the chaos will end, Reality, once more, takes up all that was space, Eyes wide open to see the path one has been, was the dream only a whisper? So hard to tell at day's end.

Wet Tee Contest. Vote For Me!
HEY YALL WET TEE CONTEST VOTE FOR ME PLEASEEEEE..I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT. IM 2 DAYS LATE ON THIS...SO HELP ME OUT...U CAN POST AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WNT ON ME...AND RATINGS COUNT TO. PLEASE HELP. THANKS... http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=78864&albumid=107813&i=162822891 THANKS, FREAK.

Family
Body: I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, Common courtesy you use, But the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, You never saw t

Max's 8th Birthday
Today My little boy would have been 8 years old today. I am very sad today but I will get through this. I am asking everyone with children to show their kids lots of love. Read them a bed time story. Hug them and just be greatful that they are alive. I am going to go tuck my kids in soon. Have a great night everybody. Love you all.

Love
I am sitting here thinking about love. The love of an angel in Germany has taken me in his arms and lifted me high. As in to protect me from all the troubles I am going through right now. The love that shouts out at me the harder I try to push him away. I have never known a man to be so persisitent, any other person would have given up and said the hell with this girl. But not my German, he is an amazing man with amazing qualities. This is the first time in my life I have ever felt a love so strong, a bond that can not be broken or bent no matter how hard I try.

What You Give To Me.....butterflies
When I look Into your eyes I feel so isolated I feel lost in the skies Our ongoing stare Your soul I can see right through Nothing else matters to me But me and you These feelings that I feel I cannot yet explain As if our interlocking eyes Are like our bodies' veins Transferring our feelings To each other’s hearts Love tainted toxins All doing their part Just in case I begin to forget ... You help me realize I have nothing over which to fret Every moment That we share I hope it’ll never end ... This ongoing stare I’ve never felt This way before You truly are special You’ve opened up the door You have no idea How much you mean to me I’m finally on the right path You’ve set my soul free All I wish for Is that you’re feeling the same way I can barely breathe when I’m with you You take my breath away I now begin to realize Staring into your powerful eyes That the incredible feelings I’m getting inside Are real meaningful “Butterflie

Sexy Survey...
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Signs :p
THERE ARE SEVERAL MORE OF YOU THAT I HAVE LINED UP TO DO SIGN PICS FOR...YOU ARE ALL DEAR TO MY HEART AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THE GREATEST FRIENDS IN A PLACE INFESTED WITH SOME PRETTY FREAKY PPL..LOL I WILL ALWAYS HOLD YOU IN THE HIGHEST RESPECT AND IN A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART..MUCH LUV ALWAYS BILLIE

Yup I Am A Virgin
TO THE SITE...HAHAHA. So have patience on friend requests and emails and such. Any points i get i will ALWAYS RETURN! I love gifts...so thx in advanced! If anyone knows how ot make my page hotter...lemme know thx! XOXO, MM

15 Things....
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you w

No Words
There are no words to describe how beautiful she is, or how special she is, or my love for her. To put these things into words would be to define them, To quantify them, which means to limit them. There would be a beginning and an end. There is no definition fitting, nor any limit, nor beginning or end to her beauty, or to how special she is, or my love for her.

Three Men
Three men in a plane crashed into an island full of cannibuls. The cannibuls found the 3 men and took them back to their village, and made a deal with them. They will let them live if complete their task. The men had to go into the forest and find 3 fruit of the same kind and stick it up their ass without an expression. The first guy returned with 3 apples; as the 2nd apple went in he made a weird face. So they ate him. The 2nd guy returns with 3 berries as the final one was going in, he started laughin. So they ate him. He meets the 1st guy again in heaven. The guy asked why did he laugh if he almost won. He said because the other guy had pineapples.

Photo Shoot
if u like these pics. check back on monday i have another shoot on saturday and hopefully they should be through editing by sunday night. and if you want to see more just wait the site www.cyanidedolls.com should be up and running by the new year. i'll keep u posted.

My Nightmare Breakdown
To see a happy, orderly crowd in your dream, denotes assured happiness, pleasant friends and opportunities for advancement. To see a group in your dream, refers to the merging of various aspects of your character and personality. To dream that you are looking through a two-way mirror, indicates that you are coming face to face with some inner or worldly issue. What you see is related to your persona and unconscious. Seeing images through the mirror may be a safe way for you to consider and/or confront material from your unconscious. Mirrors symbolize the imagination and a link between the conscious and unconscious. To dream that you are bewildered, indicates that you are stuck in the middle between two opposing views. It represents your indecision and your inability to make up your mind. Such dreams often reflect your waking state of confusion and shock. To dream that you have been betrayed, represents your suspicions about a particular person, relations

How A Woman Changes The Oil
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00

Do You Really Consider This Sexy
Have been around rating pic today and the finger sign is a favorite with a lot of people. First the finger sign then the person holding a child or something of that nature. What are you going to do when that child is 2 or more and talking really well and gives the finger sign to another person. 1 Laugh and think it is cute? 2 Slap the child up for making the sign or saying the word? 3 Act like you are deaf, dumb, and blind? 4 Change your lifestyle to reflect how you want your child to act? When you child goes to school and repeats your actions what will the child receive for his mocking of Mom and Dad? Children learn from their parents and older people. They watch and copy what we do and then have to suffer for what they have aquired from you. Do you really think giving yourself an outlandish name is the way to influence people? Well you lost this one with me. Ok this is just my opinion and not the general public on this site. However if you a

Freeeeeeeeeeedom!!!!
Tomorrow is my last day at work. No longer will I have to work for some jerkoff, tracksuit wearing, greasy haired, flat faced son of a bitch who shows me nothing but disrespect and unappreciation. Go me. Plus I got Incubus tickets :D woooot!

Lighting Your Way
Lighting Your Way If I was one thing, I'd be a candle Lighting the way so you can handle Your life easier without woes Not having to fight with your foes. I'd help keep you from stumbling over Things blocking your path to an open door. If I light your path, life is easier, Even strong winds, my light will not deter. No matter what, I'm here for you To cheer you up when you are blue. Do not fret when times get tough, If things look down or kind of rough. Just remember, I'm always here, In your heart, close and near. I will help you out in every way, Happiness and love in your heart will stay. Don't blow me out, that's one request Unless it's me you do detest. I do not try to hurt anyone That isn't good or any fun. But one day you may leave me behind You may no longer need my light to shine. If that day comes, go on your way And I will hope to see you again one day. If one day, I don't appear, Do not worry, do not fear I may be gone, but in your heart The li

"private Sin
I have a intimate interest with something special tonight If you want you can join me when the time is right There might just be us two cuddled in the bed or the floor maybe in your favorite chair where we've done it so many times before. If you feel up to it we can add just one more something special thatâ€™s been ordered that Iâ€™ve been keeping in the side table draw.. But Iâ€™m a lady so I wonâ€™t bring this up again what we do in our bedroom is our own private sin.

I Hate Mondays!
Got up at 8 had to go into town, got 5 miles down the road and my water hose blows on my damn truck, ok so I barely made it back home. Had to call a ride. I get to my destination and my daughters vehicle runs outta gas, lol ok so we got gas done more running and my friends house got broken into so she calls me. Man it was just one of those days when I shouldv'e just stayed in bed and watch some good movies. So tommorrow that's exactly what I'm gonna do, lol To hell with even messing with anything tommorrow. Uggghhh I hate Mondays!

A New Day...a New Beginning...
a new day...a new beginning...have been on detour too long...time to get back on track...sometimes i stand in the middle of a crossroad...not knowing which direction to go...so i just sit down and take the easy way out...but nothing stands still...especially not "time"...so yeah...time to pick my ass up and get moving...whichever road it may lead me...i believe i'll overcome all the obstacles...i chose to walk through this world alone...in the name of freedom...but someone once said...freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose... well maybe that's what i feel...it sure beats having the heart broken and discarded...don't know which is worse...to love or to be loved... so yeah...i chose to walk alone...at least for now...

Asked Out
So..like today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that

My Face
What Your Face Says At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

What's Your Chance For Pancreatic Cancer?
Nov 30 (Reuters Health) - Eating lots of sugar and sugar-sweetened foods could increase a person's likelihood of developing cancer of the pancreas, by far one of the deadliest types of cancer, Swedish researchers report. Dr. Susanna C. Larsson of the Karolinska Institute in Stockholm and her colleagues found that pancreatic cancer was significantly more likely to strike men and women who added the most sugar to their food and consumed the greatest quantities of soft drinks. The researchers followed 77,797 men and women aged 45 to 83 for an average of about seven years. Those who reported eating five or more servings of added sugar daily, for example sugar added to tea, coffee or cereal, were 69 percent more likely to develop pancreatic cancer than those who never added sugar to their food or drink. People who consumed two or more servings of soft drinks a day had a 93 percent greater risk of pancreatic cancer compared to those who abstained from these beverages. Eating sweete

It's Time To Rise Up!! Stop The Blame Game
This was in response to a video of an anti-white, racist asshole saying we should eliminate the white people from the planet. Please know!!!!!! Beyond a shadow of a doubt!!!!! This is not the feeling, view or thougt of African American people. These are the ignorant, stupid, divisive, polarizing thoughts of a few rambling big asholes in our communities. I know a lot of white people. And I can look back over my life and really take inventory of the people who have had the most positive impact on my life. Outside of family, most of them are white friends, parents of friends, educators, teachers, bosses, co-workers who have taken a genuine interest in my character and welfare. I am grateful to them everyday. Are there problems between the races?? DUH!!!! But trust when I tell you. There are close to none of us who want to exterminate the white race!! What a dumbass that guy is! But here's a bigger problem stemming from this type of thinking. Baklash! We're already see

Just A Horse
From time to time, people tell me, "Lighten up. It's just a horse." Or they say, "That's a lot of money for just a horse." They don't understand the distance traveled, the time spent or the costs involved for just a horse. Some of my proudest moments have come about with just a horse Many hours have passed and my only company was just a horse, but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by just a horse, and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of just a horse gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day. If you, too, think it's just a horse, then you will probably understand phrases like just a friend, just a sunrise, or just a promise. Just a horse brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust and pure unbridled joy. Just a horse brings out the compassion and patience that makes me a better person. Because of just a horse, I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the fut

Hope And Dreams
Dare To Dream Let nothing hold you back from exploring your wildest fantasies, wishes, and aspirations. Don't be afraid to dream big and to follow your dreams wherever they may lead you. Open your eyes to their beauty; open your mind to their magic; open your heart to their possibilities. Dare to dream. Whether they are in color or in black and white, whether they are big or small, easily attainable or almost impossible, look to your dreams, and make them become reality. Wishes and hopes are nothing until you take the first step towards making them something! Dare to dream, Because only by dreaming, will you ever discover who you are, what you want, and what you can do. Don't be afraid to take risks, For the risk you take may be the dream you desire.

The Season Of Giving...
I took my one and a half year old nephew with me yesterday to do my grocery shopping. This guy who was about my age asked if he could pet my service dog, Hunter. I told him yes. So the man and woman with him asked if they could too. I said yes. While the second couple was petting Hunter, the first guy got his wallet out of his pocket. He got a $10 out of his wallet and gave it to my nephew. He said "It's the season to be giving." Then he walked away. I was in shock. My nephew told the woman thank you, so I asked her to tell the guy he said thank you. I took my nephew over to the toys and let him pick out a couple new toys, then let him ride the ice cream truck ride before we left. I really was not expecting that at all. Especially from a young person. I could have seen it maybe if an older person gave my nephew $1, but for a young guy to give him a $10 was just amazing. It reminded me that there are still good people in the world. Anyway, I want to say thank you to that guy, whoever he

Dear Sweetheart
I'm lying on our bed, pretending to be asleep, but you know that I'm just teasing. You run your hands along my hip and breast, and a heat flash rushes up my body, but I move not a muscle in my effort to feign sleep. You unbutton my pants and fondle my Vag, tweaking my clit until its all shinny and hot Still, my eyes remain closed. You bring your lips so gently to mine that you might be brushing my lips with a feather, and at last I open my legs. I can take the wonderful rush of sweet sensationsno longer. I must have have you. I must feel your hot searing cock inside me. I draw you to me and fuck you, and savor our love as you take me to heights i never knew existed Love Alway, Lisa

Greatest Pic Of 2006
doug needs lots of votes.......Lets help out a fellow CT....They say a pic is worth a thousand words, well this one is priceless....please post where ever you can and comments are very needed.... Thanks M'Lady Tina

Getting Screwed.
Today I am pissed off because two days ago I found out that I will be getting laid off at the end of the year. Here is an email exchange that intiated with the CEO. Ahmet, I have a question about the sale of the company. It was stated that each employee would get some type of percentage based on the sale price of the company after all creditors and liabilities were paid. Nobody here now seems to know anything about what was promised. Are employees going to get what we were promised so that nobody would quit during that furlough period or is all of it just gone away? Also, everyone else seems to have gotten an offer from Brocade and I am the one with the disheartening news and I am basically not told much about what I can expect from the package. I am not trying to be impatient, but it is very frustrating since I stayed around during the acquisition and I am not getting my questions answered. Regards, We’re working in getting your package complete. As of now y

My Curse And Pain!!!
For me Chrismas it the worst. I think I am stuck with the Cristmas curse!!! Every time it is the same every year. I spend thousands of dollars for holladay cheer. The person i am with eather engaged want too be with or married too runs away with fear. I dont know why and i may not understand, Maybe being alone is apart of God's big plan. I hope you'll remeber the good times. Cuz every time that i do it makes me feel bad. i wish that i could just lay down and die. but all i end up doing was to sit down and cry. My life is over I hope that you soon see, on how much you realy ment ot me!! I bend over backwords for everything that you say. Now all you do is push me away!! you took my heart and ripped it in two. Now in my life i dont know what to do. I loved you with all of my heart, but not i feel all torn apart. you will have to prove it to me to even Knock at my door, cuz i dont think i can trust you anymore! I will still talk if you give me a call, but I dont think that

For All Special Friends
your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, your the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND"

Christy Ann
So tell me what it is you are thinking, And I will tell you how I feel. Tell me what you are thinking And I’ll show a man that’s real. Tell me what you want, Tell me your desire. Is it ok if I touch your heart? Will you let me find a way to light your fire? How about kisses from head to your toe? I'll run my hands down to special places? Or is that too much from the start? Close your eyes and tell me what it is that you feel. Are the Goosebumps still there? Is it surreal? What about your muscles? Are they tense? Is your sweet and delicious flower contracting? Or is it slowly becoming relaxed as you become warmer on the inside? Mmmmm hmmm.... daaayum.... TO BE CONTINUED:......

Hey Everyone
I just wanted to say hello, and see what everyone else is up to. Im sittin here at home in my boxers...just hangin out hopin for something to happen. Hopefully i will have a good reason to get the toys out tonight. Take a peek at my pics, tell me what you think, request something if you would like!! Send me a message or a shout if you want to talk!

The Grinch That Thought They Could Steal Christmas
Here it is Christmas eve. I had to stay home from a party tonight because some arses have been breaking into people's houses and stealing presents from the neighborhood. I heard some voices outside my window and I looked out to see 2 kids breaking into my neighbors house. The guy has no money and is very hard up. So I sneak out the back door with no coat or boots on and just walk up behind these clowns. Then I threw one into the other and sure as hell they went to fight. Oh I love me a good fight so I wrestled both to the ground and with my 30 lb butt SAT on them. They were screaming so loud someone called 911. The police arrived seeing me sitting on these kids promptly hand cuffed the asses and off to jail they went. Now the cops just left after taking my statement and they said that the kids copped to the 3 breakins and tried to cut a deal. They give back the stuff and the cops drop the charges. The cops assured me NO DEAL! They are going to pay for this. So anyway Now I see why I h

I Am Me
Truly one of THE most powerful quotes I have ever read... “I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, th

Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Week Sucks
Most of the people are on leave for christmas but I didn't have enough money to go back to the states so I decided that I would save my leave days for when I could realy use them so I stayed here. So because there are so few of us we can't train so they have us cleaning toiletts all day, man it realy sucks.

This I Promise You
1: I promise to do my best to give you all the support you need to succeed. 2: I promise to do my best in putting you first, above myself and all others. 3: I promise to do my best to always be by your side thru good times and bad times. 4: I promise to do my best to listen to all you have to say. 5: I promise to do my best to be loyal to you and to us and all that we are. 6: I promise to do my best to give you the respect you so well deserve. 7: I promise to do my best to give from my heart, the kind of love you need. Not just today or tomorrow but always. 8: I promise to do my best to solve any problem we may face with an open heart and a caring attitude. 9: I promise to do my best to never let you down in any area of our life. 10: I promise to do my best to never disappoint you or hurt your heart. 11: I promise to do my best to stand up for you. Even if it means losing family and friends. You’re worth that much. 12: I promise to do my best not to judge you on what you say or do. 13:

As Most Of You Know...
As most of you know I found out that I was pregnant I haven't been online in awhile and sorry for not writing anyone been kind of busy and didn't want to write all of this till now. I miscarried the baby oct. 29th of 2006 I was in the hospital from 1-6pm at night justin the father of the baby was there the whole time for me every step of the way thank god for him including afterwords to take care of me and make sure i was going to be ok. I kept on blaiming myself for what happened and thinking that I could have done something to make it so it didn't happen or that I did something wrong and he told me the whole time that it wasn't my fault I then found out two weeks later at the hospital (I was in extreme pain) that I had a uterus infection and that they think that is what killed the baby if that is the case i don't know but either way my health is doing a lot better now. When I was at the hospital I was hemeraging a lot and lost a lot of blood and all I could do was cry and hope tha

First Blog!
Howdy, I am here and I am Offically HOOKED! Hook-Line-And-Sinker!! Just wanted to write a blog!... PMS...Really stands for Pass My Shotgun! lol guys! Hope ta see y'all around here! Maybe we can go hang...or something! *WINK* *WINK* Until We Meet! Later Y'all!!

Exclamation Marks
when im excited, i feel the need to use not one but three exclamation marks !!! i do this all the time, im sure im annoying!!! i also pause for a thought... i cant help it!!! i feel the need to type as i talk, and apparently... i speak with many dramatic pauses !!! moral of this story is that i annoy myself

Over Sir John's Hill (by Dylan Thomas)
Over Sir John's hill, The hawk on fire hangs still; In a hoisted cloud, at drop of dusk, he pulls to his claws And gallows, up the rays of his eyes the small birds of the bay And the shrill child's play Wars Of the sparrows and such who swansing, dusk, in wrangling hedges. And blithely they squawk To fiery tyburn over the wrestle of elms until The flashed the noosed hawk Crashes, and slowly the fishing holy stalking heron In the river Towy below bows his tilted headstone. Flash, and the plumes crack, And a black cap of jack- Daws Sir John's just hill dons, and again the gulled birds hare To the hawk on fire, the halter height, over Towy's fins, In a whack of wind. There Where the elegiac fisherbird stabs and paddles In the pebbly dab-filled Shallow and sedge, and 'dilly dilly', calls the loft hawk, 'Come and be killed,' I open the leaves of the water at a passage Of psalms and shadows among the pincered sandcrabs prancing And read, in a shell, Death clear a

African-american Civil Rights Movement Cont.
The Mississippi Freedom Democratic Party, 1964 Main article: Mississippi Freedom Democratic Party COFO had held a Freedom Vote in Mississippi in 1963 to demonstrate the desire of black Mississippians to vote. More than 90,000 people voted in mock elections which pitted candidates from the "Freedom Party" against the official state Democratic party candidates. In 1964, organizers launched the Mississippi Freedom Democratic Party to challenge the all-white slate from the state party. When Mississippi voting registrars refused to recognize their candidates, they held their own primary, selecting Fannie Lou Hamer, Annie Devine, and Victoria Gray to run for Congress and a slate of delegates to represent Mississippi at the 1964 Democratic National Convention. Their presence in Atlantic City, New Jersey, was very inconvenient, however, for the convention organizers, who had planned a triumphal celebration of the Johnson Administration’s achievements in civil rights, rather than a

Please Help Me Out If U Can
Hey :D help me out please if u have the time... im in a contest and i need as many votes as i can get... the address is... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335512&albumid=167667&i=472538728#

Rare
THE RARE WOMAN I know there are plenty of good woman out there. But not too many have those Rare characteristics. This is jus a SMALL list of those that I am referring to that make her: The Rare Woman : ...that will tell u to put your wallet away cuz she got this one. ...that dont mind goin dutch. ...that will drive her car sometimes so u can save gas too. ...that will admit she be just as horny as you. ...that dont mind that u really aint got it right now. ...that will be open minded about why u didnt call her the day after. ...that will admit that your ex WAS cute. ...that will not expect for u to pay for everything. ...that will admit that she goes down. ...that dont mind that u dont have a car right now. ...that will admit she masturbates. ...that dont mind that u left in the middle of tha night. ...that know you aint goin nowhere and dont mind that u look at other woman. ...that will make the first move. ...that admits that she looks at other guy

Thinking
Once upon the shadow of the foreskin of life, deep within the garden in the womb of wisdom, there stands a young man, confused..poking..licking and smelling....searching for suitable soil for the sowing of his seeds. What life is such when love be so elusive? Confusion. Check! Not mate. Hi there--want a taste? Just let it melt on your toungue...dont spit it out! Dont spit! For it's all you get. Now..off you go with love's sweets lingering still on the edge of your tongue. I told you not to eat from the tree. I love, ...oh yes, more than I could have imagined. So beautiful. So frightening. I love still I love

Sexiest Older Male Contest Round 2 Kicking Off
we got another great group of guys and go show some love, contest kicks off at 2 central time and runs til next monday at 2 pm central time katca hootie misterbacon hey you awake Rick void gunbunny cody DJ DIABLO big daddy joecub1963 JMAN JUS SUM HORNY AZZ CLOWN Vinny the Kid Big Horse

Denver News
Subject: Fw: Denver News] -------------- > THINK ABOUT THIS FOR A MOMENT. > > Denver Post: > > This text is from a county emergency manager out > in the central part of Colorado after todays > snowstorm. > > WEATHER BULLETIN > > Up here, in the Northern Plains, we just recovered > from a Historic event--- may I even say a "Weather > Event" of "Biblical Proportions" --- with a historic > blizzard of up to 44" inches of snow and winds to 90 > MPH that broke trees in half, knocked down utility > poles, stranded hundreds of motorists in lethal snow > banks, closed ALL roads, isolated scores of > communities and cut power to 10's of thousands. > > FYI: > > George Bush did not come. > > FEMA did nothing. > > No one howled for the government. > < BR>> No one blamed the government. > > No one even uttered an expletive on TV . > > Jesse Jackson or Al Sharpton did not visit. > > Our Mayor did not blame Bush or any

Dreams.
She says most men her age want younger women. She thinks her self esteem's not quite itself any more. But she sees herself as more than what the mirror shows, Why that's so important, heaven only knows. When the important part for her is, Souls and heart's sayin': Dreams of sharin' a life and a home. (Dreams.) Of never ever bein' alone again. (Dreams.) Not even diamonds, just a little gold. Someone there to hold her hand when she gets old. Dreams, the kind you know will never end. Forever lovers and forever friends. Someone really there, to love and care, and share, Dreams. She swears she won't divorce a third time. She swears the more she knows about love, the harder it is to find. Her perfect picture of her white horse prince, Is now dependenancy and promises, Someone kind and brave. Soemone not afraid of: (Dreams.) Of never ever bein' alone again. (Dreams.) Not even diamonds, just a little gold. Someone there to hold her hand when she gets old.

This I Made For My Mom
My mother’s cry! Our mother’s cry is dear to us as we know it. She is there for us from the day we’re born! She connects, from the first time she looks us in our eyes and says I will never let you down and will always be there for you, as tears stream down her face. Then it begins sleepless nights, restless days and quiet naps cleaning our mess! Wiping our tears! The laughter when we say silly little things that she will never forget. Watching us go to our first day of school and the tears begin again as she heads home and waits for our return. Our Mother's love is something that no one can explain, it is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, it is endless, unselfish and enduring come what may for nothing can destroy it or take that love away. Jehovah made her smile of the sunshine; And He molded her heart of pure gold! Our mother will walk the extra mile just to see her children smile! Thank you for believing in us when we found it difficult to believe in ourselves. Thank

Desert?
after finishing a nice dinner you whisper me a request just as our waitress arrivez asking us about desert.appearantly you answered. i'm pretty clueless as i smirk trying to wrap around the wordz placed in my mind. i turn my head and grin, "your request to cum, will be granted". we're soon in a deep passionate kiss, my arm wrapped around your waist pulling you farther into our booth. my fingerz creeping up your thigh, teasingly raising that hot lil skirt you worejust for me. your kissez moving down my neck as my fingerz slide up and down your bare pussy lipz spreading you open. the tipz of my fingerz swirling and teasing your clit as your hipz slowly rock into my touch. your soft moanz and whimperz are muffled by you biting your lower lip, as my fingerz work firmly between your lipz brushing and slipping around your moist hole. your hipz working harder against them, hoping to get my fingerz inside you. a slight gasp escapez your lipz as my fingerz plunge deep betwe

Blah
I want to kill myself But for some reason I can't I hate feeling this way 'Cause all I do is rant It's stupid; it's dumb Why must I always feel this way? I can't feel now, numb And its starts over every day Whenever it's gone It comes back to bite me in the ass Whenever I feel happy It comes back really fast It's stupid; it's dumb Why must I feel this way? I can't feel now, numb And its starts over every day It's like a phase, I'm happy, then I am sad. I t keeps on going in a circle, But it always ends up bad.

A Vision Of The Apocolypse....
In a sample of sexually active college females, condom use, as an indirect measure of the presence of semen in the reproductive tract, was related to scores on the Beck Depression Inventory. Not only were females who were having sex without condoms less depressed, but depressive symptoms and suicide attempts among females who used condoms were proportional to the consistency of condom use. For females who did not use condoms, depression scores went up as the amount of time since their last sexual encounter increased. These data are consistent with the possibility that semen may antagonize depressive symptoms and evidence which shows that the vagina absorbs a number of components of semen that can be detected in the bloodstream within a few hours of administration. Dr.Drew recently said that 75% of American's have some sort of STD. Suicidal vs. rotting genitalia........ Promiscuous gurls... please take Prozac. Thanks.

Lost
Time moves on as I think of the past, The moments we shared and the times we laugh. My love for you well its hard to explain, But your not here so I'll show it in rain, I'll show it in the sun that lights up your face I'll show it In stars that Guide you to space. I'll show you in love Like a parent to a child, I'll see it in your face every time that you smile, And show me you love me Like I do for you, I know that its hard and you know that its true, Remember those days when you thought it was over. and life was hell with the world on your shoulder. But in that time you stop and you thought of the rain and the sun the stars and a smile, then the time we shared thinking those days were wild. Just push and move and I'll be there, so worries no fears not even a care. So till the day you die we wont be apart But I am right now so keep me in your heart.

My Seduction Style Is...
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Goose Lake
Goose Lake By Paul Mays Its the summer of 1970 and here I stand beside the freeway with my thumb out waiting. I like many others have heard about the concert to be held at a small farm and, like everyone, I just gota be there. So here I stand without a dime in my pockets, no food and only the cloths on my back as shelter for the next few days. But the sky is bright and the smell of wild flowers fill the air. I have figured that like Wood stock that the people would be allowed in and not be made to pay a gate fee or so I hoped. After about 5 hours with my waist long hair blowin in the breeze a pickup truck pulls to the side. The truck is driven by a longhaired radical commie pinko freak with the name of Fuzzy and in the back is a pile of human remains dragged from every exit ramp along the freeway. The smell of pot fills the air around the truck like a small cloud we never quite out run. These are the people, including me, that the news media have labeled Hippies.

What Colour Is Your Heart?
Your Heart Is Orange Love equals unbridled happiness for you. You enjoy the wild ride of falling in love. And while the ride is fun for a while, you always get off once the thrill is gone. Your flirting style: Hyper Your lucky first date: Anything you need your passport for! Your dream lover: Is both daring and well grounded What you bring to relationships: Energy What Color Heart Do You Have?

To Be Loved
she’s like what did I ever do to deserve a man like you your everything a woman could ask for you made all my dreams come true how could I want for more your days are so much brighter now since you feel in love with me everytime i wrap my arms around you it brings you to your knees iam just giving you my heart and my soul and really its totally out of my control darling and give you everything you could possibly dream of and all your fears are gonna disappear everytime we touch and all you really need from me is to be loved your saying things like this cant be real iam gonna get tired of you baby with everything i feel thats something i just could never do all you need to know is everyday iam gonna prove and baby iam gonna show how much i truely love you baby you never have too worry if my love for you will always last baby you can be sure of that

This Is Sooo Like The Typical Females! Lol
Body: A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't do the following, your husband will surely die." "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him, it will only make his stress worse. No nagging. And most importantly, make love with your husband several times a week. If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife. "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied.

Who Am I :)
a freind asked me to fill this out she is a good person who likes to remind me and all her freinds that we need people to get us thrue life and i must say she knows about all of the peeps on her list thats realy kool when you think about it so heres a little about me :) YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU > > > I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. > > JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. > (male/female answer accordingly) > > 1. Can you cook? > yes was going to be a chef > > 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? > lmao > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? > painting > > 4. Favorite place? > tazwell tn. > > 5. Favorite vegetable? > potatos > > 6. What was the last book you read? hary potter all of th

Yet Another Poem Lol
I feel so battered and bruised Tattered and torn, tired and worn Like everything is pointless And there is no meaning Hoping that all I have isn't All that I deserve Not knowing how long I can go on Just existing in a sort of limbo Not really living but yet not dead Does my life hold any worth Or am I fooling myself Should I keep struggling on Or call an end to the game This is the story of my life Do not know how it will end But that is a chapter yet to be written

While In A Bloodlust . . .
I wrote this a while ago, I like it. It's called "Strong Enough?" Is your love strong enough? You are of the darksome night. Is my caress too rough? Like the beating of my heart, Is your love strong enough? Whips sing and blades cut as through butter, Heart's beat screams and echos in my head. Passion rises and passion falls, Pain, sex and blood are eternal. Is your love strong enough? Sweet coppery candy rolls on my tongue, Pretty red candy coats my body and yours. Rivulets flow from red mouths, how beautiful. Wanna lick? Wanna taste? Stay with me throught the night? Is your love strong enough? (c) Surreal Butterfly

Promises!
I'm going to throw this out to the CT Universe! I am a fanatical promise keeper! If I say, " i promise", it is equal to am absolute statement! if I promise to do a silly thing, I promised so...! There is a verse in the Bible that states, "Keep a promise EVEN if it ruins you!" So, I'm wondering, How do YOU view the subject of promises?

What Does Your Birthdate Mean To Your Love Life?
Your Birthdate: July 2 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

From Inside
Would you think me weak for writing poetry, and listening to classical music? Perhaps I am, but in writing poetry my soul becomes free of the burden and restraining confines of the body. I let my soul come forth and breathe with the words that flow from inside my pain and suffering. I see inside the dark places of my soul and shine light deep within to make the horrid creatures go away that lurk beneath the thin layers and I am safe again.

Update 1/31/07
Well, folks, looks like I am gonna meet the man I have devoted my heart to on the 10th of February. He should be stepping off the plane about 2pm central time and has decided to come to me. That means he is coming to me rather than me meeting him at the airport. I think he likes the thrill of actually finding my place on his own...lol Go figure, I am the same damn way. We also have decided to purchase "commitment rings". They are ONLY a symbol of our togetherness. They are NOT engagement rings! They are a cheaper, but still, a classy way to say to ANYONE that doesn't know us, that we ARE taken and love each other very much. The engagement thing, well, let's just say, it personally scares the shit outta me cuz of all the divorces I have seen my friends go through. I am just happy with the cute rings we are getting and that's that for now. His ex-wife is freakin' and thinks we are getting engaged...lmao We think she is a fuckin' joke anyways...haha So we decided to spend Vale

Road Trip,part 2©
WOW! Now that was fun. What a way to end the day. Start off driving through the hill country and finishing it off naked in the middle of nowhere. The sun was beginning to drop in the west and the wind was picking up. Slowly removing ourselves from each other was almost painful. Slowly I withdrew from her and got off the bike. Extending a hand and helping her off as well as allowing her to get her legs again. Reluctanly we got dressed and back on the bike. As we slowly glided along the road the only sound was the rumble of the bike and the wind whistling by our ears. The temprature was slowly dropping and it was getting cold. She snuggled in tighter as we drove along. After what seemed to take forever we made it back to the hotel. We both wanted to get inside and wash the dirt off. Tossing my jacket in the chair the warmth of the room was welcoming. She brushed by me to the heater and turned it on full blast. Hugging herself,her hands rubbing her goosed bumped arms as she tri

What Was On My Mind...
Feelings and such... I have so much in my head right now I don't know what to do with it all....I wish I knew, I wish I could, I wish I did. I came to the point where I was actually happy about how my life was going, and the help I've gotten that has taken me this far. Almost a year ago I might as well have been dead. At least that's how I felt. I was loving living. Waking up everyday thinking, "Alright, a brand new day, let's make the best of it.", but not so much anymore. Something happened that made me think. Made me feel pathetic and like a loser. Broke me down completly. I have a cemical imbalance in my brain that makes it hard for me to be happy without help. And when I don't get that help, I do my best to keep my mood up and not to lose it. It's not easy for me, to feel like I do, like I wish I didn't. I usually say, "You're only as happy as you want to be.", but I get that thrown back in my face pretty much all the time. This might not make any sense to anyone reading it, but

Stay Away From Axia College, Uop!
I'm sooo pissed right now. I enrolled in Axia College of the University of Phoenix in November. They've fucked up my financial aid. I haven't received a reward letter, but completed my first block of classes on Sunday. Many of the instructors do not take the courses seriously, in fact one actually stated verbally to me that it is a "hobby". What serious school do you know that hires people who think it's a hobby? WTF? They will grade you on requirements never stated but "generally assumed". How is a new student supposed to know what "general academic assumptions" are, unless they are stated somewhere... like the syllabus? I had an instructor post 5 days before a 750 word essay was due (I saw it 2 days prior) that there was a list of topics to choose from. Excuse me? I work for a living and started my essay two weeks ago. The instructor debated the validity of my argument that he should have posted the fucking topics weeks earlier, since UOP is a school for busy profession

Tidbits
The longest one-syllable word in the English language is "screeched." "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Almonds are members of the peach family. The symbol on the "pound" key (#) is called an octothorpe. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle. Ingrown toenails are hereditary. The word "set" has more definitions than any other word in the English language. "Underground" is the only word in the English language that begins and ends with the letters "und." There are only four words in the English language which end in"-dous" tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural. The longest place-name still in use is Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateaturipukakapikima

The Weekend Is Upon Us
Yes its here the weekend, a time of fun and frolics. So I hope all you NAUGHTY NAUGHTY Cherry Tappers have a shit load of fun, keep safe be naughty, and make sure you let me know how it went. Littel Minx's The Bow AKA The Naughty Fecking Brit xxxx

Are You A Friend?
"For a Reason, a Season or Lifetime" © Georgios C Paraskevopoulos An Extract of my article I believe that people come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime, sometimes all three. Some people are simply the best and others will drag your ass down. Dream as if you will live forever. Live as if you will die today. Got my back? I got yours. No one will ever have control over me again. Stay safe, stay sober, stay clean, stay healthy, stay happy. What are you??? Are you a Reason a Season or a Lifetime? Pay attention to what you read. After you read this, you will know the reason it was sent to you! HERE IS THE UNKNOWN AUTHOR’S VIEW A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to

If You Don't Wan't To See It Then Don't Look
hey so i put a Danzig music video in my music intrest and it has some brief nudity so if that offends you just don't look don't go and be a dildo about it and try and to get it flaged or any thing and i don't care about nsfw you probly shouldn't be on ct at work so if you do get on ct at work whos more inaproprate thier Hmmm. yea thats what thought so in conclussion don't be a Dbag or a Dildo K thankies

More About Me
*My name is Olivia *I AM STRAIGHT!!! *I'm 16 yr. old 17 in nov. *I'm half black half white *I'm from the bay area *I'm 5'8" *I love to sing, dance, act/perform *I love shoes I have over 200 pairs of shoes from nike dunks 2 charles david I have every type of shoe *I love fashion *I love animals I have a dog, 3 cats and a horse *My fav. place 2 be is on the beach *I love meeting new people *humor is everything to me *I love driving *I'm crazy and loud when I want 2 be....mostly with friends, but I'm quiet and like to keep 2 myself while I observe things....but I still like talking hahaha. *I love piercings I have 5, I use to have my tongue...not 4 that reason that u mite be thinking but I'm getting my bellybutton pierced! *I love tattoos I'm getting one on the back of my neck when I turn 17! *I dont smoke, drink or do drugs I'm not gonna mess myself up. *I spend most of my days in my house in the music studio *My heros are my family and friends *I am single but I am

Let Them Grow
I find myself thinking of you quite a bit. Even when I try I can’t seem to quit. The sparkle in your eyes, the smile on your face. They’re special to me, nothing can take their place. I like the sound of your voice when I hear you talk. And the sway of your hips when I watch you walk. There’s an aura around you when the sun’s in the air. You’re so beautiful then it’s all I can do not to stare. Exactly when these feelings started, I am really not sure. But the love I want to give you is one hundred percent pure. These are my feelings and now that you know, should I stop these feelings or let them grow? Lanny Russell 9/15/00

No Valentine!!
It always seems like, even if ii do have a boyfriend.. i never do anything on valentines day or have sum1 to actually spend it with. When me & daniel was together he would always tell me he forgot & made other plans, and altho he did buy me stuff or whatever it just never compared to how happy ii would have felt to just spend time with him.. yakno?! Ne ways.. enough of that, ii havent been up to much latly.. just hangin out. Went shoppin wit gayle yesterday @ belden mall.. we had sum fun.. she's just a REALLY cheap shopper for sum1 who had 700hun just for clothes.. but thats whatever,lol.. i would have had almost everything ii wanted wit that && she's worried about things bein TOO expensive.. lrl. She said that 20dollar jeans was too expensive.. who does that?! Thats a freakin sale for me!! *LOL* Usually muh jeans are about 24 - 29 bucks.. soOo ii woulda been happy to see sum cute jeans for 20bucks!! lOl.. but u cant tell her that! Umm.. what else?? havent hung out wit katie much becuz

Unanswered Questions
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? 3. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? 4. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters.. 5. If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? 6. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? 7. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? 8. Why do croutons come in airtight packages? Aren't they just stale bread to begin with? 9. Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a racecar is not called a racist?

The Lie
within her heart was the simplest thing a word, a phrase, nothing spoken, only thought and she kept it there for years to come where no one could find it gathering dust but in her eyes upon a second glance was the glimmer of that word's meaning so real, so attainable but guarded just the same "do you love me?", he asks "No" she replies, then she turns her head so he can't see

Playmate Contest *update*
Thank You everyone who voted! Now I ask of any bombers who read this to come by or spread the word for help. I was in 2nd Place, but now I'm in 4th! I was ok with second but, now is the time to sweat... BTW, anyone who is in a contest, Private Message me the link and let me know when it ends. I'd like to return the favor! :)

The Nam Game
Thought this was fun and neat.. 1. YOUR REAL NAME: Shawna 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.) Shaizzle 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) Black pitbull 4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on) Renee Centeridge Drive 5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first) Beash 6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink). Blue Sprite 7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name) Harurae 8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parents middle names) LeRoy Jane 9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets) Black Magic

Layin It Down
This morning i got laid off, im fuckin crushed. Ive only been at this place for a month now, a brand new booming pub. With alot of sexual innuendos in the kitchen, ya see, im a chef by trade (along with others skills)..and the only woman in the kitchen. Now im not saying this is biast or prejudice but alot of it is based on one mans decision..*sigh*. My sous chef is an arrogant bastard who only tones down his tude for the sake of the hot (ex moxies) waitresses, and takes every oppotunity i swear to bend over and show off that lovely hairy crack of his..Man, if i smoked the shit that would turn me off ..*just say no to crack*. I liked working there, mainly for the reason that this was a new start for me, i have lost a number of jobs due to others and NO im not laying blame elsewhre, obviously i have something to do with it. but i dont know what yet. Im at the end of my rope..on the verge of being evicted and i can barely see this screen for the amount of tears i cant hold back becaus

2-20-2007
Sighs. I don't mind my job..I truly don't. My pay is actually pretty damn good for what I do. But you know, this isnt what I want to do. This isnt what I am meant to do and it drives me nuts going there every damn day. I have my goals, I have my dreams..I know what I need to do to be able to make a difference in this life but you know what I dont have? MONEY. It is sad that I am unable to do what I am needing to do...it is sad that I am not being given the chance. I will be 22 in April, I am still young and I still have time, but I am truly beginning to wonder if my time will ever come.

Over Ther Over Ther
werds that have so much meaning to so few . poeplelook at us who have surved and those that do today and ask why we do . well its not for song or country , honour or the respect of those who for lack of a better werd will never know how we feel . poeple dont understand that when one of us dies its a great lose to all of us . for we are brothers in arms and it is for us we serve .

Yet Another Crazy Fucked Up Dream..
this dream evolved three friends here on Cherry Tap and myself... Mmmark, Smokey hazel ice, and Ezra. Poor Hazel.. you're dead in this one, buddy. Trying to recall this dream is a bit hard.. but i do know the entire dream was in a movie trailer.. Because I'm sitting on the couch and watching it on T.V. o.- The couple in this story..was Ezra and Mmmark. They moved into this house that had been abandoned before them.. the last people who lived there went crazy because of some unnamed person. Well Mmmark and Ezra check out this house, and nothing seems particularly wrong with it.. the only thing about it is a stain on the ceiling in the kitchen. They consider it nothing, and move on upstairs.. up stairs in the study was this.. giant pool of blood... and this place is right above the kitchen. Before they turn around and run back downstairs to get shit to clean it up, Hazel stops them in the doorway... and he is like.. demented. he claims he made such a 'mess'. Mark and Ezra

Again The Bastards!!!!
THE FUCKS DELETED MY MUMM AGAIN, THE FUCKING THING HAS BEEN ON SINCE 4 THIS AFTERNOON, AND IT'S JUST NOW GETTING DELETED?!?!? WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!!!! I PUT UP THIS SAME MUMM 3 TIMES NOW, AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IT'S BEEN MARKED NSFW!!!! I'M FUCKING GOING OFF ON EVERYONE WHO MONITORS THOSE FUCKING THINGS!!! I HAVEN'T EVEN LOOKED AT THE DAMN THING SINCE 5 THIS AFTERNOON. NO COMMENTING, NOTHING, JUST LEFT IT UP THERE. IT WAS ABOUT DOUBLE STANDARDS IN RACISM, WHICH PROVES MY POINT ONCE AGAIN THAT IT EXIST, FUCK I'M FUCKING PISSED!!!! OFF TO GET MYSELF BOOTED FROM THE SITE ALL, PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

Nova Scotia And The Internet Access Situation Improvements
So Phoenixes don't like the snow and shit. This Pheonix LOVES CALIFORNIA! Where I belong. Mark is here with me and we are planning to stay here, after he gets done with a degree at home, which he will return to in late April. I finally got decent access to the internet so, I'm back. And everyone I used to know doesn't seem to be around. Oh well, I guess I'll have to make new friends, and hope the old ones log in eventually, so I can say HELLO!!!! That is all... Pheonix

Things That They Say, Things That We Know, Things That I'm Hoping Are Actually So
1.Good things come to those who wait..., but if you really want something bad enough you should go for it with all you have...2.things happen for a reason, but somethings may never happen unless you provide an opportunity /reason for it to..3.treat others as you would have them treat you..enough said..4.everyone has a soulmate...how and when you find that person I think depends on your timing and what you are willing to accept..5.Do all things really happen for a reason??.6.we are all just bunch of fish in a huge sea...soo, how do we find that soul mate again?..7..tell that person how you feel...ask the beauty queen at the prom to dance..go to the frkn dance, for starters..you may always regret not..8.have enough sense to know a good thing when you have found it.9.give me the strength to change the things I can, accept the things I cannot, and knowledge to know the difference..(er sumptin like that, always liked that one)..10.tell ur parents , family and loved ones that you love them,.

Da Joy Of Pussy
PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY DAMN PUSY IS A CRAZY THING IT HAVE US MEN GOIN WAY OUT DA WAY JUST TO GET IT SHIT IT HAVE FEMALES DO IT IT YES IT DO YES I SAID IT LOL BUT MY ???? IS HOW DO U LIKE YOUR PUSSY DO U KEEP IT CUT OR IS IT JUST MAD HAIR ALL OVER OR DO U JUST GOT DA LIL L LOOK TO IT LET ME KNOW

Feb 28th, 2007
I've been hacking away at the new tunes, for about a week, maybe a week and a half. And I think I'm going to be ready to hit the studio on Sat, and hit the college with CDs next week. After that I'll send some new tunes to a few of the Djs on here, Whiskey, Momma & Shroom Guy. After that I'll hit up Christine and see if anyone she knows is interested. Its weird, how we've been fightting when we've talked and if today doesn't change anything, Idk I'll give up on the person. I finally slept enough last night, granted I slept in but still. I'm working on the new me, and so far so good, now if I can keep it up consistently. Blah, thats it for now.

Listening
I'm listening to the Columbus Destroyers-Nashville Kats game via the internet. It tried to snow this morning but nothing came of it. This week has gone quickly - I wish they all went that way. I'm going to see Rev. Horton Heat this weekend in Lawrence. I'm psyched for that. Hopefully the weather cooperates. Then on Thursday, the Dropkick Murphys roll into town. Sweet...

Types Of Women ( Every Man Should Read)
1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement. 3. Ms. Independent Advantages

Addiction
short circuits in nervous symmetry a quick sniff of your scent i breathe it seems a century since i've seen you last i fast, contrast and compare and cast a line out to tease you to the surface to see if i'm worth this, to find the mirth and mayhem in my head, to dread the words i've said and written will be no more to you than empty vowels, drifting vessels consonants in constant chaos fighting what I'm writing, what i'm biting at the chomp to say but can't say plainly enough and mainly what is clearly overwhelming me i depend on your visits entirely too much i think, my veins beginning to itch my nerves twitch and i rock back and forth, checking resetting reshaping the page waiting to catch your eyes to breathe my sighs, to find which flies work where and when, and what philosophies are most at ease to find their way about your knees to curl up and purr to sit at your feet to admire, inquire never tire of your company my blood is rushing, is thumping and pu

Gemini Naughty Horoscope
Gemini (May 21 - June 21) -- Ever heard the saying "Been there. Done that?" chances are it came from a Gemini. They are always changing...they are the eternal Chameleon. You never who you are fucking that day. They have had sex. A lot of sex. Probably because they are in a constant state of flux...always looking for the new high. The biggest turn on for a Gemini is: LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION. Here is just a smattering of places that I know Geminis have fucked: In the elevator of the moseleum of Forest Lawn Cemetary DURING A FUNERAL. Wine cellars in nightclubs. Vip Areas of Theatres. Public Parks. The 18th Hole of a private golf course. In the center of a race track just as the flag was going up. On various Gym equipment at numerous health spas. A football stadium during the SuperBowl. A Balcony railing at Mardis Gras in the French Quarter...just to name a few. If it's shiny...they will want it. They are big on DRAMA so be prepared for them to set the mood for sex no matter WH

Love
if only we were all blind.... a better world it would be... imperfections wouldnt matter... for those no one would see... we'd only see the inner beauty... that resides deep within... not like the world we live in... where imperfections are a "sin"... like hearts would join together... a marriage of like souls... staying youthful wouldnt matter... for hearts do not grow old... but alas its not that perfect world... so perfection is our quest... time stands still for no one... so we just have to do our best... there will always be someone... more beautiful and young... or more muscular and handsome... and even more "well-hung"... but to the one who really loves you... all that matters not... because seeing thru their eyes... you'll always be "young and HOT" !!

I Started A New Yahoo Group
If you would like to be one of the first to join my new yahoo group that I just created today you can join it now. The purpose of the group is to communicate with those who read my stories and to also get possible story lines from members for future erotic stories. I will be posting stories there and testing them with the input from the members before publishing directly to any of the story sites or to the magazine publisher I write for also. So the members will be getting previews of all stories. If you wish to join my new group you can click on the button below and it will take you right to it. Click to join ms_cleavage 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Thank You Cards For The Troops
Regardless of how any of us might feel about the war in Iraq, our military men and women need our support. Please read the following and send a thank you card. I just sent mine. If you go to the web site www.letssaythanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these?

Sorry
Well sorry my friends i thought that i wasnt going to be on here for the next couple of days. Was sapost to start a jop to day but my trailer isnt done geting fixed thet so it mite be wensday or thursday befor i get out of here.But untill then stop bye and say hi if you want if not then thats fine to. Be safe and have a good one.

Need A Sign?
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to call his wife.

Cherry Tap Hubbies And Wives...*rolls Eyes*
What's the deal with these Cherry Tap Online Hubbies and Wifies? I look at this shit and I just roll my eyes. It's completely outrageous & ridiculous..It's almost as bad as those pictures you see...where two people, who have never met each other..kinda morph themselves together and post those silly ass pics online for the world to see..their committed online lust affair. As though...they are some real life couple..who've actually been together. Is it just me...or is it beyond STUPID? I seriously shake my head at this shit. I dunno about anyone else...but take me out to the public square and stone me to death, if i ever get some odd ass inclinations to even think about some shit like that. You can meet some interesting people online that you wouldnt stumble into in your every day life. And as a medium this is a wonderful conduit for just that. Networking and shooting the shit with people from diverse walks of life. But get a grip, folks. These people run through m

Baby Madison Lynn Is Here!!!!
WELCOME LITTLE MADISON LYNN I AM VERY PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY NIECE, MADISON LYNN, HAS BEEN BORN. SHE CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON THURSDAY, MARCH THE 8TH. SHE WEIGHS 4.5 LBS AND HAS TO BE IN AN INCUBATOR BUT SHE IS WELL AND HEALTHY. THIS IS MADISON. ISN'T SHE A DOLL? AT THIS TIME I JUST WANT TO THANK ALL WHO HAVE HAD HER IN THEIR PRAYERS. GOD HEARD YOU AND NOW MY LITTLE MIRACLE NIECE IS HERE. THANKS AGAIN FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS. YOU GUYS ROCK!!! THE PROUD AUNTIE ~~~ SUSIE Q A.K.A. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE

Mourning Poetry
I got online today and found my friend Christine left me an e-mail. So now, I'm sittin here crying again, but I love the gesture. While I was reading it, I was thinking about the time I was watching Christine down here on her webcam. Mama Dru got up and was like "Scott, is that your girlfriend?" I was like "No, that's Christine." Mama was like "well damn. She's beautiful. You should marry that one." Haha. ...thanks Christine. Love you too. Here is the e-mail in it's entirety: *hUgZ* well i know that there isn't much that could be said about your loss...but ehh i figured that IT waz worth a shot: Mama Dru... I'm sorry to say that i will never get the chance to meet you For you are gone... But your memory will live on... In the hearts of your family... Especially thru scotty'z... I wish there waz more for me to do... Cuz i hate to see all the pain and sufferin that your family must go thru... But in the end... All i can be is scotty'z friend... and

When Skies Were Never Gray....
MY DEAR FRIEND...... When shades of night begin to fall And the stars light up the sky, I travel back in time, Remembering days gone by. Happy days of childhood Running free in fields of flowers, Dens we made to shelter in To escape the sudden showers. Such different games we played then, Too many to recall, But in those golden years We were happy with bat and ball. We really had some good times When skies were never gray, I remember you and all we shared My dear friend of yesterday.

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a

Hello To All
I wanted to take the time and tell you all that I have not forgot about any of you.. My life has taken turns for the new year that well lets just say some have been good for the soul and others bad for the pocket.. So lately I have been sending most of my time on the site I administer so it has consumed alot of my time.. I have not forgotten about my Cherrytap friends that I appreciate dearly.. I still check in every now and then and your more then willing to send me a message I try to get to them as quick as I can.. Miss you guys.. Besos...

Long But A Good Read
"Honor never grows old, and honor rejoices the heart of age. It does so because honor is, finally, about defending those noble and worthy things that deserve defending, even if it comes at a high cost. In our time, that may mean social disapproval, public scorn, hardship, persecution, or as always, even death itself. The question remains: What is worth defending? What is worth dying for? What is worth living for?" - William J. Bennett - in a lecture to the United States Naval Academy, November 24, 1997 One Vietnam veteran, an old retired colonel, once said this to me: "Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." This is true. Remember, the murder rate is six per 100,000 per year, and the aggravated assault rate is four per 1,000 per year. What this means is that the vast majority of Americans are not inclined to hurt one another. Some estimates say that two million Americans are victims of vi

Hey This Is All The Names For Weed Well To The R's
The many names of marijuana. Ace Acapulco Gold Acapulco Red Afgani Indica African African Black African Bush African Woodbine Airplane Angola Ashes Assassin of Youth Astro Turf Atshitshi Aunt Mary Baby Baby Bhang Babysitter Bad Seed Bale Bamba Bambalachacha Bammy Bar Bash Belyando Spruce Bhang Black Black Bart Black Ganga Black Gold Black Gungi Black Gunion Blanket Blaze Block Blond Blonde Blowing Smoke Blue de Hue Blue Sage Blue Sky Blunt Bo Bobo Bo Bo Bush Bohd Bomber Boo Boo Boo Bama Boom Broccoli Brown Bubble Gum Buds Bullyon Burnie Bush Butter Butter Flower C.S. Cam Trip Cambodian Red Can Canadian Black Canamo Canappa Cancelled Stick Cannabis Tea Carmabis Catnip Cavite All Star Cest Charas Charge Cheeba Cheeo Chemo Chicago Black Chicago Green

Relationship Crap
ealous Old Fool Just a Jealous,Hopeless Romantic,whom still Desirers the Love of his Life.An this has been going on,off an on for 10 years.Nomatter what,I can't stop Loveing my Nieve'Country Women.Once Upon a Time,I held her high on a Pedalstal,an Cherished everything about her.I still Love her with all my Heart + Soul.An I wish I could Protect her,from all the Evils of the Internet,but I can't cause she's Independant.I'd like to see her Happy an find the right dude,but she won't she will meet married men an players + get a Reputation.Or an Ugley guy for her next rondervu,whom has simularity's to her ex Husband.What she sees in this Latest smuck,I will never no.He's proberly gonna drive 85 miles an acourse he will get Laid.I'd make Love to her not Fuck her.Life it goes on,it must hopefully not to much longer for this Lonesome Wolf.Whom has seen enough for his Life Time. Peace.

Best Morph Contest Help
Ok everyone, heres the deal, im gettin my ass handed to me in a hand basket on this contest, I am asking for your help, i need comments and i mean major comments....so help me out, cuz I sure help others out... Ok, everyone this is my first real contest....its the best morph, and yanno, I think this morph that Buzz made is the best..hehehe (so im a lil biased)...so please comment bomb and rate me and help me out, cuz I would help you if ya needed it..Just click on the pic below...Muahzzzzzzzz Jackie

I Owe Like $825
What do you owe? Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $20 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20 Cheated on your significant other -- $10 Masturbated -- $10 Cheated on your signif

I Don't Have The Answer.
I don't know where some of my real life friends got the idea that I have the answers to all their questions, but I get asked about things I really didn't want to know about. I have a friend, who was asking me about a problem she is having, that not only did I not want to know what it was, I don't know what to tell her. Apparently her husband tried to help with their financial problems by going out and turning a trick with a man. He came home and told her about it and gave her all the money he had made. At first she didn't believe he had done it, because no matter how he complained about how much his ass hurt, he apparently spent all day sitting on it without so much as a single squirm. That being said, however, ever since, he hasn't had an erection. So now she's starting to think he really did do it and that her problem isn't just did he cheat on her or not, but is he even straight. This one is way over my head. Not only will I never look at her husband the same way ever ag

Now I See.....
OK here goes again. i figured if dont write this now i'm gon forget it.You ever fee like your alone no matter who is around and who isn't? See i've some to realize that yeah sometimes things suck and there's nothing else left for you to do,right? We all have fears of almost anything and everything. Some people are scared of being burned alive or being killed, But i think whut everyone fears the most is the fear of being alone. i have been there and one that and i tell you there is nothing worse i can think of than being alone. You know, you meet people and you try to find out as much or as little as you can about people just to see if we connect on some term. Example: in the 70's it was okay to fuck and show "free love", in the 80's it was okay to fuck whomever,so as long as they were the opposite sex,90's everyone was fuckin everyone but couldnt talk bout it if you were gay. Here it is the new millinium and there's nothing more to shock ourselves, nothing is taboo anymore. Jason aint

Ain't Nothing You Can Do About It
Standing here looking at you I catch my breath The day came And you found somebody else It ain’t nothing I can do about it We ran out of love And it’s to late for us to talk about it We use to make love to each other Every day If you hurt I would feel it Want to take it from you You hurt me to many times Now I’ve stood up Ain’t nothing you can do about it It’s to late to talk about it There ain’t any negotiations for us You found out the hard way Your tears fall like mine Like a river Ain’t nothing you can do about it You can’t ever get me back It would never be the same We can’t back to what we were before Long gone, who we were to each other Ain’t nothing you can do about it If you listen to me now Wipe the tears from your brow It’ll all be okay baby boi This is our goodbye Ain’t nothing you can do about it

Get Out (poem)
Sitting alone in this dark gloomy room. I think of nothing but you. How do i get you off my mind. Your voice, your laugh, I wish would exit my head. Late at night thoughts of you surround inside me. I cant lay or even stay in my bed. Every word you evver said cloud every part of me. Life is what you are to me. Your love would be the bright sun of my days. That all can no longer be your lies and desciption laid that path. So calmly i ask you only one more thing, please leave my head so i can go to bed

Bryant Mcgill Forum
I AM A MEMBER, AND YOU SHOULD BE TOO. Please join me in the community meant to help you achieve your dreams. You will not find a nicer more positive group of people anywhere else on the Internet. If you are having tough times, you are sure to find some good advice and support at this community, where there is NO NEGATIVE ENERGY. Also, many industry professionals, actors, professors, singers and other good spirited people are regular contributors to this website. This is the one place you can be your true self, make meaningful relationships, share your work and have fun. Click here to sign-up and to chat with me now: http://www.bryantmcgill.com/community/ Please repost this, or email it to any of your friends would would like to help. Hope to see you there! :) Kat

Ahhh
I wanna be the girl you point to and say thats her I wanna be the girl you cant get to sleep thinking about I wanna be the girl you leave the party to go see I wanna be the girl you call to say i miss you I wanna be the girl you hug just to smell her purfume I wanna be the girl you kiss just to taste her lipgloss I wanna be the girl you tell your friends about I wanna be the girl you touch just to feel I wanna be the girl you cuddle just to feel her breath I wanna be your girl forever ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a piece of my mind --- ..if you see me walking with someone else, it's not because i want to, it's because you weren't brave enough to walk beside me. if you see me smile, it's not because i forgot you, it's because i got tired of crying over you. if you see me living again, it's not because i've moved on, it's because i hate the fact that you can live without me. so if i fall in love with someone else, it's not because i wanted to, it's bec

March 22, 2007: Bipodding
Sharing a single set of headphones attached to one iPod. One person holds the [iPod] and takes the left earbud, the other takes the right earbud. Can be performed while moving. They biPodded down the street; Jane had the left ear-piece, Sarah the right.

About To Lose My Mind
i am about to lose my mind.stress with kids,men,friends,and home...what is a women to do? i am a good women who i feel needs a break from all the yelling and crying and all around bull shit yet.....it all has come my way in the last few months.i know that if i just stay calm things will go my way but it is hard to stay happy when you are always stressed.i have a few friends that help calm me down but unlike me who has no life...thay are always on the go with kids and shopping and so on.i pray that the suffering will end soon so i can be happy with me 3 little boys..

Home Security
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazines. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: "Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim. I went to the gun shop for more ammo. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls --they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it, but it was hard to tell with all the blood. P.S. - I locked all four of them in the house. Better wait outside

Abusive Minister Update
Sorry I had stepped away to talk with her I got her to bathe and drink some juice and eat soem toast I feel like that is a biiiiiiiiig step. FOr those of you who want to know had her husbands church been told yet lets just say come Sunday he will feel the wraths of hell. She doesn't know and I plan to keep it that way don't want to put more on her. I am going to try and talk her into some counseling cause Lord knows I am clueless on this subject. Thank guys for all your help (Mummers)

Only You
THE FRIST TIME I SAW YOU, YOU WERE DRIVING IN YOUR CAR. THOSE EYES THOSE ARMS GOODNESS SUCH A DREAM. WHAT DO I DO NEXT? HE IS TAKEN,SOMEONE SHARES HIS LIFE, ALTHOUGH I HAVE SOMEONE I SHARE MY LIFE WITH ALSO,SOMEONE WHO IS NOONE AT ALL. SO FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS WILL THAT BE ALL YOU ARE IS A DREAM. OR WILL ONE DAY SOON I POSSIBLEWILL BE ABLE TO BRING MYSELF TO JUST SAY HELLO OR EVEN, HI MY NAME IS.MOST PEOPLE SAY I AM THINKING ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE GONNA GET ME SOMEWHERE WORSE OFF THEN I ALREADY AM. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. I KNOW WHAT TIME HE COMES HOME FOR LUNCH. AND WHAT TIME HE COMES HOME EVERY EVENING FROM WORK I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO LOOK AT HIM, JUST BE ABLE TO SEE HIM. I KNOW IT IS WRONG BECAUSE HE HAS ANOTHER, THE STRANGE THING IS I DON'T WANT TO LOVE HIM, I JUST WANT TO TOUCH HIM. AM I SO WRONG FOR JUST WANTING TO ADMIRE SOMEONE THE WAY I DO.......

Cobatives 2 Update
well im finally done with level 2 combatives training. i wal away fro it with a certificate, hurt ribs,2 sore legs,sore back, right shoulder and elbow sore.maybe i need to look into getting a massage.

Urgent
There is a new gang out called The MG. They are a Mexican gang. They go to Target and Wal-Mart to look for black females, young or old. They get into the gang by killing a black female. They are currently in Arundel County , Prince George & Washington D.C. There is no telling when they will be in this area. Therefore, please be aware of your surroundings when going to these locations. Whenever possible take a male or another female with you. This gang is dangerous, they do not hold out, they will not hesitate to take your life or the life of your loved ones. PASS THIS ON TO ALL BLACK FEMALES (AND MALES) THIS IS NOT A GAME! PLEASE BE CAREFUL Mrs. Dora Linscomb-King Houston Police Department Forensic Audio/Video Service Unit (713)308-3083Ofc. (713)817-6782Cell. Willa, Thanks so much for this info . I will pass it to everyone I know. We all shop at Wal Mart and Target, Margaret

Captain America-rip
For you fans out there in case you did not know, on March 7th, Captain America was killed in Marvel Comics. According to the story, he was assasinated on the courthouse steps after a trial. A sad day for America considering what he has meant to a decaying country. I am sure he will eventually brought back considering the same thing happened to Superman. But honestly, it was bad timing for this to happen when we really need him most during our conflict overseas. May God blees our troops over there and may God Bless Captain America, may he rest in peace. He will be missed....

Wait A Minute...
Wait A Minute... by Eirisa I remember holding you for the first time In disbelief God created you as mine Never in this world can I describe this inexplicable joy Giving birth the day I met my baby boy… But time has passed and my baby has grown He has got this personality and mind all of his own He’s starting to eat solids; you should see him walk along Getting heavier by the day as he grows big and strong… Those days of nappies and tears, thought strange I do miss it And think to myself please could you just wait a minute? I remember touching my belly in awe and overwhelmed In fear and excitement at what the future held In his eyes I found a love that I had never known before No one I loved more or was willing to sacrifice everything for… Never want my baby boy to have to struggle through I would sell my soul if that’s what I had to do To show him the world and all its beautiful things Ensure my boy has only the best of absolutely everything… The pride is unc

A Poem Called Life...
A poem called Life... Current mood: Inspired Category: Inspired Writing and Poetry Life is like a riddle, full of twists and turns; Better listen up or end up gettin burned Experience what you will, and think what you must; not understanding life will leave you in the dust I've traveled many miles and have seen many sites; if you value all these things in life, you just might get it right I've encountered many people here, most alright some not; Know your intuition well and you won't get in a spot For everything I've done in life, I've learned something true: this world is full of masterminds, just like me and you Life is full of evil thoughts so stop them when you can, but just remember evil's been here about as long as MAN Life is but a riddle, it's solution never clear; the biggest question in this puzzle is why are we all here? Fraud religeons, form together, believing lies and such; for if they knew life had no plan, the truth is just too much! My

Finally!!!!!!
1 more day to work then i will have 9 days off, cant wait been working 50-70 hrs a week since july thank god for vacation time. tomorrow i have to go in early but will get off early maybe even only have to work 8 hours would be nice to have a short day but i never count on it something always happens.

Words Stronget Dad.. The Full Story
Honestly with some of the crap that gets reposted on here at least take the time to watch and repost this. It's so worth your 10 cherry buckS. This guy is awesome World's Strongest Dad And here's the whole story: [From Sports Illustrated, By Rick Reilly] I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots. But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck. Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love s

When God Made Paramedics
When the Lord made Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform." "He has to be able to lift three times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." "He has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes a medic has to have."

My Day
so i decided to be lazy and get up around noon lol and have now spent most of the day consumed in laundry and errands...at least i got a lot accomplished. hopefully this week will go by fast...im not so much looking forward to the weekend as i am easter...that means i get to go home and see my family since i am still single and don't have someone to share the holiday with really :) anyway....hope all is well with everyone and drop me a line if you read this and feel the need to respond...talk to you all soon...

Allow Me To Vent
I just need to vent, so please don't mind me.. I'm going to MNSC-ST for web design. There's a building here [Winona], and there's a building in Red Wing, about 90 minutes away. Web design isn't actually offered at the campus here, but I can take online courses through Red Wing, so that's what I started doing. I have an online course right now. This semester started early in January and ends around May 11th. I haven't even started the homework yet for it. I've had problems with my computer and the software required, and that's why. I've had many disks sent through the mail by my instructor and it isn't working, so I thought I'd see if I could install everything on my mom's comp. Her comp has the same problems, but it had continued to download anyway. Today I was listening to some recorded instructions on how to do the first assignment, and I realized not everything installed properly, sooo I can't do it. I'm so upset over this, that I just broke down completely. I want to drop this c

Whats Happening With Me
Hi everyone, Well this year has been eventful already but i just wanted to keep you all posted on whats happening etc. This month i have lived in the USA for 3 years. My immigration process is almost complete ....thank god!!!! The next few months for me are going to be crazy but a lot of fun i hope. The next four weeks are my last hurdles of college lol. I graduate in May for Police Science and so far i am graduating with 2 honors and a distinction so long as i do not mess up in the next 4 weeks. So if i dont get back to messages straight away etc please understand that i have worked very hard and do not want to mess up now. Ok lol now for the fun bit lol May 11th i hopefully go to vegas with the girls for vacation woohoooo. I find out for sure tomorrow. June 29th I go to South Padre Island Texas for 10 days . August 8th - 12th Sturgis Bike Rally woohhoooooo August 20th - 29th South Padre Island Texas with the girls again partyyyyyyyy lol So you all know this means lots an

New Job
well i got a new job so that generally means that i wont be on here as much, actually i dont think i will have much time to sleep either, but feel free to leave me some love and i will return the favor as soon as i am able to come back

Feel Free To Visit My Profile And Sign My Guest Book.
I just added a guest book on my profile. Please add your pic and a few words. Thanks for stopping by and signing my guest book. I'll get back with you as soon as possible.

3rd Place In The Lips Contest!!
THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR HELP IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST I DID GET 3RD PLACE AND A DOZEN OF ROSES AS A PRIZE ;-).....COULDNT OF DONE IT WITH ALL YOUR HELP!!! MUCH LOVE ALWAYS TO EVERY ONE OF YOU ;-) STILL IN THE SEXIEST HAIR COLOR IF YOU WANT TO HELP OUT HAVE AT IT IM PRETTY FAR BEHIND IN IT BUT STILL HAVE TILL THE 11TH I THINK BEFORE IT ENDS!! WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Pool Party
A rich man is throwing a party and invites everyone out by the pool. He announces, "I have a challenge, The first person to make it across this pool will have access to everything i own for 2 years. Everyone rushes toward the pool when the man yells out,"Wait! Be warned that this pool has been filled with piranha, alligators and other dangerous animals. As everyone starts backing away from the pool the man asks "any takers?". Suddenly there's a yell and a splash and everyone turns toward the brotha racing across the pool. As he climbs up the other side the rich man grabs him yelling "oh my god you did it!!!! Everything i have is yours. My house, my money, My cars.!" The brotha, Panting heavily says, " Man I don't want any off that shit!!! I want the motherfucker that pushed me in that pool!!!!

Free Dogs To Approved Rescues! We Need You Now
FREE DOGS TO APPROVED RESCUES! WE NEED YOU NOW RESCUES PLEASE WE NEED YOU NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! FREE DOGS TO RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! FOSTER HOMES/ ADOPTERS.. PLEASE HELP THESE DOGS BEFORE THEY ARE GASSED!!!!!!!!!!! This is a very rescue friendly pound but very short staffed. If you interested in any dogs you must contact the pound directly by both phone and e-mail. Please leave a message if you are not able to reach an employee. Sponsored dogs are available at AT NO COST to any approved rescues. Please contact the pound about sponsored dogs. Owner surrendered dogs will be brought in all day on Monday. Please continue to check the site for additional dogs. These dogs will all be scheduled for the Tuesday kill list and must be rescued Monday. All dogs are spayed/neutered and given a rabies and a Duramune vaccination before leaving. Trips for vet work are scheduled each Monday and Thursday morning and you can pick up your new pet between 2:00 and 4

Conversation Starter
If you had to describe yourself as a drink, what would you be and why? I'll start: I'd be a margarita, on the rocks, with salt! Always fun, a little sweet, a bit adventurous and will stay with ya till the end! Now it's your turn! :-)

Crashing Down
Confusion I hear, it's the only sound Like the crest of a wave, Love comes crashing down This feeling in my heart always sustains But now the cold searing in my soul remains I thought I could give you all you needed My heart grew with yours forever seeded I never wanted your past only a future with you Our souls bound together with permanent glue I can now only see our past in your beautiful smile When I touched your lips my heart raced a mile What once was, what we built together All the sweet words, the promise of forever What once seemed so clear has now become clouded The motives of others keep my mind shrouded Why you say "freedom" with your new seperation I cannot tell, it seems like incarceration A person seeks to hold you away from my heart I saw it from the beginning, I knew from the start Your world and mine seem so far away now I want to be a part of you world I just don't know how I cannot live in pain and suppression I feel like I'm slipping into regre

What Really Grinds My Gears!
You know what really grinds my gears? Is when I spend so much time on here showing love to so many people, yet only half return the favor! I mean I know they see it. The comments, becoming peeps fans, gifts, etc. All this & for what? For some of you to not even bother to return the love, let alone come by & say, "Hi" or "Thanks"! Maybe it's Me, maybe i'm fucking with the wrong Cherries, maybe i'm not that cute, maybe i'm not doing enough on here. On the other-hand! Maybe it's You!!! And that's what really grinds my gears!

.:.:. Growl .:.:.
So my sis is now 25, no big but my dad is mad she no work but she can't so he darts at me instead about how i no have one n can. Like i have worked befor but i quit cause te job sucked. So I was like I shall get one after i come back from vacation so that gives me into end of June. FUCK! like idk where i wanna work. any ideas...

Psychopath Test
Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly. If you didn't answer the ques

Love
Well it's finally happened for me. I found a REAL man who enjoys taking care of me and loving me for me and I am so freaking happy I could just shit! lol His name is Sean and I met him right here on CT! I felt so comfortable around him the very first time I met him, like I'd known him my whole life. That in itself never happens with men OR women. So that was the first sign. The second sign was when I went to his house for the first time, he just wanted to talk to me and not take my clothes off like every other man on the face of the earth has. And since that day, I have yet to leave! When I look into his eyes, there is a promise of a new wonderful life that I never saw before. I look at him and see myself sitting next to him, old and wrinkly, and still love him just as much, if not more, than I do at this very moment in time. I honestly did not think that I was ever going to love again, let alone BE loved. The fact that it happened when I wasn't even looking was the kicker. People al

Who I Am
Who I am I am who I am, but who I am can change. I am who I am because of my upbringing. I am who I am because of what I was taught whenI was young. I am who I am because of my past. I am who I am because of all the good things that happened. I am who I am because of all the hell I have been thru. I am who I am because I know that I may be just a little bit different tomorrow because of things learned today. I am who I am, but who I am can change. ~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~

When Do You Let Go
When do you let go When you love something, set it free they say. If it was meant to be, it will return. I think everytime, we let something go. It takes apart of us with it. But when, when do you let go. Do you let go when you see a distance in their eyes? Do you let go when something is different in their voice? Or, do you wait until you are hurt? Do you wait until damage is done that cant be repaired? When do you let go? ~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~

People
Why is that that no matter what i fucking so its never good enough for anybody?? why is that everything i do seems to offend someone, or someone thinks that i did it just to spite them? why is it that some people take everything i do as a sign of weakness when its actually a sign that i am trying to be strong? what the fuck is with people walking away from me when i ask them not to, and people not walking away from me when i want them to? what the fuck is with people trying to bring me down and make me feel like shit?? what the fuck is with people not understanding the words that come out of my mouth? i am tired of people, i am tired of peoples crap.. and i am tired of feeling overwhelmed and exhausted from trying to please people all the time.

For Those Of You That Care About Me...
I will not be on tap for a few days...My dad fell and broke his hip,has to have emergency surgery yet today...I probably wont be back til Fri or Sat...Just wanted to let ya know..... HUgssssssssssssssss

I'm Sorry...
I saw this posted on another website and thought...damn...that is exactly how I feel sometimes. I mean come on, I know I am not anorexic, supermodel skinny, I know I have flaws and I am not perfect. But, I also know I am a great friend, good person, and great girlfriend...and if a guy is too superficial and shallow to see all the good qualities I have to offer just because I may not look like what society says I should, then I do feel sorry for them! I'm sorry...if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to

Rice Pudding
Ingredients 6 cup(s) water 2 cinnamon sticks 1 cup(s) rice 3 cup(s) milk, lowfat 2/3 cup(s) sugar 1/2 teaspoon salt Preparation 1. Put water and cinnamon sticks in medium saucepan. Bring to boil. 2. Stir in rice. Cook on low heat for 30 minutes until rice is soft and water has evaporated. 3. Add skim milk, sugar, and salt. Cook for another 15 minutes until mixture thickens.

Things I Never Knew Plz Read
You Might Not Ever Guess Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 as age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima . There is only one

Time To Breath!
I have takin some time 4 myself! Time to breath! I have a world waitting 4 me and I am ready to fly! My world has come to a cross road! I think its time to fly! In your arms is were I must stay! Thank U 4 giving me My Little Bite Of Time! CT Loves, 'two'

Poem I Wrote To My Best Friend
Hey homie we always been tight Down for each other since day one We've seen some hard times and had a hell of a lot of fun Smoked some herb and other stuff We really don't have it so rough We take the good with the bad Put it together and ride it all out It goes deeper than friends You're more like a brother No possible replacement Man you're like no other We been through shit and both get mad Seen each other happy and hella sad Both moved out of bad situations And I'd be damned look where they placed us We're living under the same roof Just like when we met Ain't that an odd coincidence But hell homie it's the shit I can't express the love I feel for you man But I guess that was all part of a greater plan You're my best friend This I hope you know I've got your back for all time And I know without a doubt that you've got mine From here until the ends of the earth I feel like I've known you since the day of my birth We've seen the rain and had our days in th

To Who It May Concern
To the Asshole who sent this message: "ok do i have to buy u another clue i told u once u dumd aussie go hang urself aint noone wants you ur so damn ugly ur mamma don't even want you" Get a life, if you look in the Mirror, then you will see who is ugly. I do have a right to live & keep my mother out of this. My mother has passed away & it's not because of me, either. You don't even know how to spell dumb. Keep this up & you will lose your account here. You will be reported for abuse. You don't even have the guts to reveal your ugly self. So who ever you are get fucked. I have plenty of friends here & don't you say, they are using me. You can't get rid of me that easy.

Please Forgive Me
To all my friends and family let me just share with you that I have not been feeling good at all for the last several days... this would be the reason behind my lack of participation and comments on Cherry tap... Normal annual Sinus BS that I put up with every year in the state I call home. I will certainly be alive and on time next week so please forgive me for what seemns to be lack of interest. I just have not had the enrgy to do my normal functions. I tend to recluse and be quite pissy when I am sick so .... please understand I will make it up to you. I will not ramble on anymore.. .I will now go stagger to my bed and pass the hell out.. Good nite to all Sweetfox2007

Late At Night
It's late at night and I can't sleep, its too hard so I stay awake and try to think. but when you hold me the way you do, I have no choice but to fall in love with you.. It's late at night. Sometimes it hurts so bad, when I think about all the times we've had.. All the memories, that I've had of us together of falling away.. I'm falling too, I'm falling too. it's late at night. Do you think do you see do you even believe in me.. do you feel the same for leaving me to blame for all you're pain. do you think do you see do you even feel the same for leaving me to blame for all your pain. too late to call you have fallen asleep, and falling out of me do you think, do you see do you even believe in me do you feel the same for leaving me to blame for all your pain...

Welcome Baby Joey!
Please welcome another new family member!JoeyApril 17th 2007 Heres to you Joey, may you never know the kind of life your brother and sister once had to live. Remember antie Shannon Loves you and I love you too katie and rere!

Back
Just wanted to Let you all Now That K@T is back , and i am a Changed Person , all Past from here is Past so don't Bring past Up to me , i came back Cause Somebody took me back here , somebody i whas once her enemy and since recent , we had some meetings and really Got well toghether and became Good Friend , ppl who doesn't Know who this is you will soon know Katerine aka K@T

I'll Be There
The sun will set and the moon will rise You'll wipe the tears that flow from your eyes Remember this now and you will know That I'll be with you where ever you go The sun comes down to touch your face My arms come with it in a warm embrace And in the night you see my eyes As the stars shine down covering the skys The wind will blow and sounds you'll hear With them will come a whisper so clear In the snow you'll see me to As my love comes down to cover you So even though it may seem I've gone You should know you'll never be alone Just look around you everyday And I'll be there in some small way

Good News....
Hey all i FINALLY got ahold of my hubby. His phone was on the charger, and for some reason it wouldn't let him answer the phone! Stupid thing, well anyways thought i would let u all know that he is ok and i feel better now, so have a good one, Hugs

Desires For All To Know
DESIRES.... THAT WHICH IS SEEKING, IS SEEKING YOU....LET GO HOW IT WILL COME TO YOU AND FOCUS ON YOUR HEARTS DESIRE....YOUR HIGHER SELF WITHIN KNOWS HOW TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, SO JUST RELAX AND LET GO....EVERYTHING THAT IS NEcESSARY FOR FULFILLMENT OF YOUR DESIRES IS LOVINGLY AND HARMONIOUSLY DRAWN TO YOU....SO ACCEPT THIS OR SOMETHING BETTER....AND BE READY, RECEPTIVE, AND GRATEFULL FOR ALL THAT IS DESIRED....

Removing Friends From My List
tired of having a bunch of people that never respond back and just want to get rated and commented been writing bulletins about it and tried seeing how many of u that actually payd any attention to it but not a single one seemed to have noticed it so from now on u all will get deleted unless i hear otherwise.

Ty For The Love
ty so much to the ppl that really helped me out in the contest and ty 2 the ppl that did not really help and to the ppl that did not answer me when i tryed talkin 2 u fuck u dont ask me for shit i asked yall nicely 2 help but no u either did not answer me or said no so FUCK U!!!!!!!!!! *ps* 2 the ppl that really helped me out if u need help or any thing ust ask me

A Day In The Life
I started the day by driving into the Shell station to fill up my tank. At the next row of pumps, I could hear someone yelling from inside the cab of a U-Haul truck. "You fucked it up! Get your head out of your ass." I decided to mind my own business, but a heavy set Chicano emerged from the driver's side door, looked at me and said, "Isn't that car a little young for you." "It would be if I'd ever grown up." "Did you add those aluminum wheels?" he asked. "Nope, they're stock on the Nismo race car." "What you got under the hood?" "It's a two point five liter V-tec with forced air and a modified exhaust – about a hundred and seventy horsepower." That seemed to perk his interest. "How fast that thing go?" "It redlines at a hundred and fifty." "You been there with it?" "Hell no." "Why would you buy a fine machine like that if you're not going to give it a chance to run?" Okay, time to throw a little bullshit into the mix. "I didn't actually buy it.

To My Future Hubby, Christopher
My dearest Christopher, Before I met you, I was lost and confused. You came into my life faster than I can even imagine. You told me just how badly you were hurt, and I was there to fix your broken heart as well as to stop the pain. Every time I talk to you, I feel so much closer to you. I love you so very much baby. And with this promise ring around my neck, no one can ever break our bond. It's just you and me baby, and I want this to last forever. If we can take this one step at a time. Time will tell just when we will be in each others arms. Time will tell when we will take the stage together. And time will when we will stand together and unite ourselves, as you my dearest love will someday take my hand in marriage. I love you so much baby, you are my everything. Love always, Tricia aka Baby T

Walmart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, fat, angry woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart greeter says, "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say to him, "Hell no, they ain't. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid", replied the greeter, never losing his calm demeanor, "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice."

My New Energee Drink Video From Youtube!
Check out my new ENERGEE DRINK video... Be sure to leave it 5 stars, if you are kind enough to do so...also...I'd be eternally grateful, if you were to SUBSCRIBE to my videos as well!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MN5cfb3Lt68 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MN5cfb3Lt68

Sorry Its Been Soo Long
but my grandson is in a nationwide babycontest...so to help make his daddy smile(who's in the Navy and don't see him much)we are posting this link so you all cfan help him win(well we hope...lol)http://www.americanbaby.com/photocontest/vote.jhtml?entryId=2065200003 if you could take a few seconds to vote for him that would be great...for those of you who are bored...you can vote up to 5 times a day...lol thank you all and hey if ya want to get in touch with me e-mail me at rhonda1967@commspeed.net or hellsgate1love@msn.com

Bone Marrow
A friend of mines son was diagosed with stage 4 lukemia last week, they have tested all his family and no one is a match. I go tomarrow to have my bone marrow tested. I am askin everyone to please visit this site and just take a second to read over the information. Donating your bone marrow is a wonderful gift. I thank you and I am sure so does the familys of sick people waiting to find their match.. http://www.marrow.org/

My First Blog
Soo, I named this blog my first blog because it is my first and didn't feel much like coming up with some kind of extraordinary name as this is not about anything extraordinary. Maybe I should have called it long sentence blog that might have been fitting. But anyways, last night I changed my default. It's a very nice pic in my opinion. But I guess no-one else finds it interesting. I usually have many people visit my page. But during this happy hour, I have had not one hit. No one even visited. Not 1 person. That makes ZERO. So, now I wonder if I should change it back or laugh at them for not knowing what they missed. I guess that depends on if I plan on leveling up or not. .......not kidding NOT ONE PERSON.... Guess no-one appreciates art these days....... Annoyed

Thank You
I would like to thanks all of those people who vote this past Nov. on passing the smoking law. Now I do not smoke but I work at a place where most of the customers do smoke. This law went active this past Thursday and since than the place I work at has drop in bussiness. If this kepts going I can see my hours also drop and than I will have to get me a scond job. So not only with the price of gas going up but my hours will go down so it will be harder to kept working where I work and I might have to either leave it or find me a second job. I do hope that someone out their sees how this law is just wrong and changes it soon. This is just another reason why I hate ohio and went to move out. If it wasn't for this job which I do like I woudl get the fuck out. OK well I think that is it for now more ranting later

Sleep Realm
Sleep realm Lords and ladies walking the halls Dragons and unicorns hearing a lovers call Blooming flowers as the rains begin And the rainbows as it ends Pixie dust on the rains Making ones heart soar with no pain Making love upon the meadows grass As your ex. goblin walks prudently past A bitter bite for that apple ,a witches brew Making me feel all but ample Twisting and turning in my sleep Wishing that dream times is not the only time we meet. The labyrinth of a sandy, sadistic king wakening one as you get closer it seems. Scott lee baker

Stupid People
yesterday i had to go to the library on post to change my password for my AKO account. while i was there waiting for a guy that was with me to get done, i got a phone call. it was another guy from my unit that was there to do the same thing. he called me to tell me it costs .20 cents a piece to print. i was like im like 75 feet down the hall where it doesnt cost a thing to print. he said im on way way there, not like i cared anyway. just to satisfy my own curiosity, i asked him why he told me about the price of printing. he replied he wanted to borrow the money to print, which confirmed my suspicions. i lokked at him and said u dont have .20 cents. he looked at me with a serious face and replied, i only have 100 pennies. i just looked at him and walked off. it would be one thing if it was a machine u had to put money in, but it wasnt. u pay the lady that sits up at the desk where u pick up your papers.

Just Plain Dumb
ROCKVILLE, Md. (Star Tribune) — Two teenagers were charged with setting fires in suburban Washington after they bragged about the blazes on MySpace.com, authorities said. The 17-year-old schoolmates were involved in 17 fires in Montgomery County, fire officials said Friday. The teens face 22 charges, including two counts each of first-degree arson and four counts of second-degree arson. Their names were not released because they were charged as juveniles. Stores, vehicles, a bowling alley and two school buses were set on fire between Jan. 20 and April 16. Investigators got a tip to check out the online social networking site MySpace.com, where they found photos and descriptions. They posted photos of their crimes. The only way they could have been dumber is if they posted routes to the scenes of the crimes from their houses on Mapquest, sold pieces of the burned debris on eBay and written songs about it and distributed them illegally on Napster. They even wrote about th

To Show Or Not To Show, That Is The Question
Should a woman be able to show her bare chest, or should it be called indecent exposure? Hmmmmm..... That's an interesting question. First of all, I would like to say what is wrong with letting women show their tits? Afterall, humans are animals too. If a woman wants to show off her bare chest, I say why not. It is no different seeing tits on other animals. We don't make them cover us their nipples. I have been to parts of Europe where it is acceptable for a woman to show her bare chest. What's the big deal? Some women have absolutely gorgeous tits. It's not degrading women by having them show their tits at their own free will. It's their body, and their choice. This brings me to my big pet peeve. If a mother wants to breastfeed her child, let her do it!!!!! If she needs to do it in public, leave her alone!!!!! I see no difference between a woman breastfeeding her child and any mammal nursing its young. It's the same thing. Can someone please tell me why it's ac

My Baby Names
IF U DUMB ASS MUTHA FUCKING PPL ON HERE WANNA TALK DIRTY ON THE MUMS AND SHIT THEN TAKE IT SOMEWHERE ELSE AND FOR THOSE OF U ASS HOLES AND BITCHES THAT THINK MY BBAY NAMES ARE UNAPPEALING WELL I DIDNT ASK FOR UR STUPID ASS COMMENTS I JUST ASKED FOR VOTES SO IF ITS NOT NICE THEN DONT FUCKING SAY IT

Wtf!
yes i got rid of a few ppl off my family list a couple by mistake & this is what i get from 1 that i was just goin to put back on: "I really am sorry you feel that way towards me. I have done nothing but care about how you feel and what you were up to. If you feel I am not worhty to be in your family then FUCK OFF. Don't text me either. I don't care to deal with your drama any more. You want to Dis me like this well go ahead. YOU SUCK and remind me of all My CHEATING WHORE EX'S." what the fuck was i thinking!

Woman Beater
Your a big bad man strong and tough you rule by fear your love is not enough You sole is black as you swing your hand to show how bad you are you are the toughest of the tough If your so bad why don't you hit me I hit back why don't you hit me I have no fear why don't you hit me I confront you with an irish fury you cry like a baby You cry "I'm sorry" full of tears I have your life in betweem my fingers how does it feel to be on the other side of fear Why don't you fight back Why don't you hit me Why don't you give me a black eye Why don't you hit me Why is you life worth saving Why don't you hit me. Sometimes being a coward Is using women like a punching bag Sometimes being a man Is knowing when to walk away If you do it in front of me I won't stop until you bleed yelling at the top of my lungs "Why don't you hit me" is what I'd say

A Theory ..
Einstein at the end of his life was trying to prove that time was an illusion. He believed that everything was happening at the same time, past, present and future. So, if he is correct, there are other dimensions, I think he said about 11 of them. Meaning there is a possibility that there are 11 of you spread out in different dimensions living at the same time. Which brings me to the topic of this blog. A theory I have about Deja vu or Deja vecu. Deja vu is explained in Wikipedia as an "experience of feeling that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously" Where as Deja vecu is described as an "experience involving more than just sight, which is why labeling such "déjà vu" is usually inaccurate. The sense involves a great amount of detail, sensing that everything is just as it was before." If Einstein was correct, then maybe deja vu or deja vecu is the present you meeting or connecting to a you in another dimension. When this happens, our thoughts of the past or

~ Best Bombing Family On Ct Contest ~
~ Best Bombing Family On CT Contest ~ Okay we will see who is the Best Bombing Family On CT Contest! Rules are as follows: * Must have a salute on file to comment bomb! * Must be added to my friends list(only with a salute). Folder will be only friends! * If we run into any problems i will stop contest to we find out what is wrong! Contest will be with both Rates + Comments = Total Contest will run from 6/7 thur 6/14 1st Place will be the 7 day Blast! 2nd & 3rd Place will be gifts from the Gift Shop! If uwant to join please send me a pic to your bombing family page or the Founders page And i will add your family! Thank You Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Stupid Names
It's that time again, yes, after my rant on the stupid fucking 'morph' pics, I'm ready to rant about something almost as annoying...The stupid fucking names people have registered on Cherry Tap. Lets start with the name "Baby". Any use of that word in conjunction with ANY other word, is absolutely fucking retarded. I think 1/3 of the girls on CTap are "BabyGirl" or "lilbabygirl" or some facsimile thereof. This is the dumbest fucking thing you could possibly do. You have to be an adult, which is 18+, to even register a page on this site. We're all fucking adults here, so god damnit, ACT LIKE IT. If you have such an infatuation with the word "Baby" then I suggest you go to a fetish site where you can dress up an old man in some diapers and clean him up when he shits himself. Your stupid fucking name has no place here. If I even see a profile and it has 'baby' in the name, I will refuse to click on it. The next one is "Barbie". None of you look like Barbie, and you never wi

Song By Dolly Parton Called Pms Blues
song by Dolly Parton... PMS Blues...Ladies can relate...lol Eve you wicked woman, you done put your curse on me Why didn't you just leave that apple hangin' in the tree You make us hate our husbands, our lovers and our boss Why I can't even count the good friends I've already lost Cause of... PMS blues, PMS blues!! I don't even like myself, but it's something I can't help I got those God almighty, slap somebody PMS blues Most times I'm easy going, some say I'm good as gold But when I'm PMS I tell ya, I turn mean and cold you Those not afflicted with it are affected just the same Poor old men didn't have to grin and say "I feel your pain" PMS blues... PMS blues... You know you must forgive us for we care not what we do I got those can't stop crying, dishes flying PMS blues But you know we can't help it We don't even know the cause But as soon as this part's over, then comes the menopause Oh, Lord... Oh, Lord... We're

Timm And Lisa Forever I Hope
Lisa is going back to Florida with me. We are hoping to start a new life together and to live happily ever after. I have no plans of getting rid of any of my friends, but for now all my romantic and intimate needs and desires will have to do with only Lisa.

I'm Totally It
You're a 90's kid if: You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ] You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -TGIF -Step by Step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not when everyhting was settled by: -rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or -daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky. when cops and robbers was a daily activity. when we played Hide and

Firefighters
When the fire trucks are delayed 40 seconds in traffic, People say: "It took them 20 minutes to get here." When the truck races at 40 m.p.h., it's: "Look at those reckless fools." When four men struggle with an eight-man ladder: "They don't even know how to raise a ladder." When firemen open windows for ventilation to reduce heat in fighting a fire: "Look at the wrecking crew." When they open the floor to get at a blaze: "There goes the axe squad." If the chief stands back where he can see and direct his men, people say: "He's afraid to go where he sends his men." If they lose a building: "It's a lousy department." If they make a good "stop" folks say: "The fire didn't amount to much." If lots of water is necessary: "They are doing more damage with water than the flames." If a fireman gets hurt: "He was a careless guy." If a citizen gets hurt: "It's a crazy department." If a fireman inspects a citizen's property: "He's meddling in somebody b

Friends And More
Just had a wonderful encounter today. It was just what i needed too...There were a few nerves on both sides but omg it turned out to be great. I just want to let him know he is adorable and sweet and made me very happy today.

Homer's Beer Song
[edit] Homer's Beer Song D'oh, the stuff that buys me beer Ray, the guy who brews the beer Me, the guy who drinks the beer, Fa(r), a long long way from beer, So, I think I'll have a beer, La, la la la la la beer, Tea, no thanks I'll have a beer Let's Get together and drink a beer, beer, beer, beer!

So You Know
THIS IS JOES WIFE AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW,JOE WAS DEPLOYED ON SUNDAY 3 DAYS AFTER WE WERE MARRIED HE SAID TO TELL THOSE OF YOU WHO REALLY DO CARE AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE THAT HE PROLLY WONT BE ON MUCH SO HE WANTS ME TO TRY TO KEEP UP WITH HIS THINGS AND HE WILL TRY TO GET ON WHEN HE CAN. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO SUPPORT YOUR TROOPS,THANK YOU SO MUCH . YOUR SUPPORT MEANS ALOT. THANKS TO YOU ALL, SPC WILLIAM AND KRISTIE ALLBERRY

Again I Am An Idiot!!
Its official I am a fucking idiot. I had everything I wanted or needed happening. I have a job, moving into my own place, starting over and have a family on the way. Then I go and do something stupid out of emotional lashing out and udder stupidity and screwed up everything. There is no way of justifying the things that have happened or the things I have done to fuck shit up. Granted I have things that I can be upset about and hurt over but not for the extent that it all went. Then I make it further the worse cuz I cant keep my damn mouth closed when I need to and further alienated the only person I had left on my side. I cant leave well enough alone. NOPE--Gods forbid, but Jeremy is right--I seemingly cant help but sabotage my life when its going good. This isnt what I want. I had what I wanted and I am pretty sure I just got rid of it all with one stupid action and about 5 or 6 stupid sentances. I dont know if I can fix this one or not. Actually I doubt that I can. There is only so

This Is So True
Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right AMEN ANDY ROONEY! Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on "6 0 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE

Level Up
I have been online with Cherry Tap for about one yr... I have been trying to get up to a level 14 since I started ,But it just seems like there is no one online other then maybe a couple people to help u get there..But yet everyone else wants u to rate and comment on their shit ....I just don't see any reason to stay in Cherrytap... So I guess really this is a goodbye letter from me to anyone that reads.....It has been fun for the yr .....

Falling
Does she really get enjoyment out of watching others suffer? Enjoyment out of pushing and pushing you until you find yourself at the end of a cliff, and almost slipping? A few more games and you are pushed back until you do fall, but you are barely able to catch yourself as you grab the ledge you once stood upon. Looking into her face as rocks stumble into your eyes. You try to pull yourself up just to be pushed by your head back down. Try to pull yourself up again and she stomps on your hands with her high heel boots until you finally fall, putting your fate into the hands of every one of the sharp rocks you see on the way down. As you fly past the first rock you think of the last few things she said: “Don’t you care about my feelings too?” or “It wasn’t real” As the second rock narrowly misses its chance to rip your head off you think about seeing her smile just one last time and all the times you were able to hear her say “I love you.” And you then realize that you s

To All The Pitbull Lover Out There
go check out this profile and show him some love he is doin a greeat thing here sign the petition it is in the comments of one of the pic in his default folder tell him mr. nice guy sent u The Great American Pit Bull Terrier~Please help stop the abuse!@ CherryTAP

How To Get Points
TaskGet points HHGet points off HHGives points HHGives points off HH Vote a mumm201020?10? Comment on a mumm0000 Rate a pic21?6 Rate a profile63?5-6* Rate a stash21116 Comment on a stash21116 Make fan002110-11* Accept friend126126 Notes: Posting a mumm now seems to cost 100 cherry Bucks. Things marked NSFW yield no points for either side. ? have heard different than I saw or have not confirmed * seems to vary by profile. Looks like VICs get an extra point. There is a sliding scale depending on your level and if you are a VIC. Above values where seen about level 10 for me. Now at level 14 I get 23 points for voting a mumm on happy hour.

Make Me Forget
She pretended to be drunk when he found her. She was musing over the wedding that would never be, talking to herself, well, more like mumbling… He took the empty seat beside her at the bar and listened to her every word. Abruptly she turned and looked at him and said “Take me somewhere and make me forget every bad thing that has ever happened to me.” And he did.

July 1, 2007
Well, I'm finally a single digit midget (all of you current and former military members know what that what means). My wife's Tahoe is getting picked up on Monday, and the movers begin packing up my house in Ohio on Tuesday. The moving truck gets loaded on Thursday and begins its trek to Sarasota. I close on the new house on Thursday and then I finally get to pick my family up at the airport on Sunday afternoon (a great father's day present for me one week late, but well worth the wait). I am so excited that my family is finally moving down here with me, but I'm also saddened because I think I'm going to have to give up my CherryTap time and redirect it to my family. Single digit midget, what a wonderful thing! I hope everyone enjoyed the pictures of my family and my few blogs...who knows, maybe you'll see me around CherryTap again. I am glad that I joined this community because I met quite a few people and made some good friends (you know who you are). Eight days

Happy Birthday Mmmmm
It was a rainy November nite, when its was JoAnna birthday...and Keith had a few surprises for her. First when she was at work she got 2 dozen Roses, and a love letter attached, "YOU ARE MY WORLD AND WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING"...Later that afternoon she got another package, as she opened it she blushed. Not wanting to pull it out the box but her friends made her so they could see it too, it was a sexy nitey that you could see thru, and that card said "MEET ME AT THE HILTON AT 7PM IN ROOM 865, IN THE BED WEARING THIS". JoAnna blushed even more...not even an hour later when she was to get off work, there was another package for her. She opened it there was only a card there waitin for her to pick it up and read it..."IN BAD TIMES AND IN GOOD, THRU SICKNESS AND HEALTH , YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MY WIFE, YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MY HEART, MY SOUL...."JoAnna looked at the delievery guy and said sorry you brought all of this stuff to the wrong person cos I am not married...The man said you are the

Please Help
christy@ CherryTAP To all my Family, Friends and Fans! My Friend is holding her first contest and it is going to be a pic at work Contest!( pic must be you at work or what you do while at work) P.S to all you domesitc goddess and Mr. Mom's please don't feel as you don't work yall hold very important jobs of taking care of the house and family and that is how we surive . So dont let that stop ya from entering the contest!!!!! RULES !!!!!!!! 1. Comment bombing photos 2. Self bombing allowed 3. Bombers welcomed 4. Have Fun DATES OF CONTEST Contest will start on June the 25th at 8:00 a.m. central time and will end on July the 8th at 8:00 p.m. central time. PRIZES !!!!!!!!! Pic Comments!!!!!!! 1st place: One month Vic or 7 day Blast 2nd place: 3 day blast 3rd place: Big Pimpin Gift Please send her the link to the pic you would like in the contest in private message or in shout box!! Have fun !!!!!!!! Your friend Christy!! Link to my page is belo

Swimming Pool Shoot
Hi, I will be doing a swimming pool shoot the week of July 4th (all week). If any one is interested in shooting with me let me know. My schedule is filling up quickly. The shoot will be from mild to wild, up to you of course. Look forward to hearing from you!

Weekend And The Sca
I had a great weekend - heck I called in today because I was so tired from this weekend. I went to an SCA event called Wastelands and it was fun. I met some new friends, got inducted into a household, Ummm did a bit of payback on another household and got sunburned. What a great way to spend my "I just got done with school" weekend. Back to real life though and I know my work is piling up on me - Argh why can't a girl take a break, have some fun, and not have to stress about the crap she is going to get when walking back into the office the next day?? Is that to hard to ask for? Oh the other hand my ex has not surfaced for over two months now, I don't know whether to be happy or wonder if he is planning something - say like quitting work so I don't get any child support. Waiting to see on that one. Ok back to bed for me - everyone have a great day.

Am I A Fireman Yet??.... Have A Tissue At Hand!!
Am I A Fireman Yet??.... Have a tissue at hand!! (This is a true story.) Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year > old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life? " Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish

Levels
I passed into Level 20 this morning, yea. So now it's a completely new ball game. Instead of the 10s of thousands of points needed to get to the next level, I need hundreds of thousands of points. In a couple of levels, I'll need millions. The surveys aren't going to help as much as they used to. Being banned from the MUMMs is still hurting. So what do you think would be more beneficial, points wise, hosting a contest or sponsering a happy hour? Please let me know what you think. Thanks.

I Am Bi-polar And Im Sorry....please Do Not Rate This...just Read It...please...
The time has come for me to explain something to alot of people and this is gonna be hard for me to do...Im putting my REAL self out here and I fully expect to be ridiculed and made fun of and/or dropped as a friend by alot of people...If thats the case, so be it... Just recently I was diagnosed as having something called Bi-Polar Disorder...Otherwise known as Manic Depression...The definition of Bi-Polar Disorder is as follows: "Bipolar disorder is a psychiatric condition defined by extreme, often inappropriate, and sometimes unpredictable moods. These moods can occur on a spectrum ranging from debilitating depression to unbridled mania. Individuals suffering a bipolar disorder generally experience fluid states of mania, hypomania or what is referred to as a mixed states in concert with clinical depression. These clinical states typically alternate with a normal range of mood, which is termed euthymia. Bipolar disorder can range in severity from a mild annoyance to a serious lif

How Kinky Are You?
You scored as ouch.., hmmm i think you could do better than this, maybe just a bit more and you'd reach your peak..ouch..65% Almost kinky but not quite..40% YES! Fat computer child Molester20% As kinky as it gets10% How kinky are you!?created with QuizFarm.com

The Shocker
Yeah so i didn't know what that was before i joined this group. lol I googled it and then learned all about it on wikipedia. damn was i surprised. my butt is a virgin. that cherry has not been tapped. i just don't get it. did everyone start doing this overnight and i missed that memo? its so gross and it just sounds so painful... i've had this discussion with so many of my friends, and i guess that i can understand the whole trust thing... wow its off the hook. like if its a pregnancy thing, why aren't girls using birth control, then u don't have to worry. i don't know if any of this makes sense but i had to get this off my chest. i really don't get it