I got online today and found my friend Christine left me an e-mail. So now, I'm sittin here crying again, but I love the gesture. While I was reading it, I was thinking about the time I was watching Christine down here on her webcam. Mama Dru got up and was like "Scott, is that your girlfriend?" I was like "No, that's Christine." Mama was like "well damn. She's beautiful. You should marry that one." Haha. ...thanks Christine. Love you too.
Here is the e-mail in it's entirety:
*hUgZ* well i know that there isn't much that could be said about your loss...but ehh i figured that IT waz worth a shot:
Mama Dru...
I'm sorry to say that i will never get the chance to meet you
For you are gone...
But your memory will live on...
In the hearts of your family...
Especially thru scotty'z...
I wish there waz more for me to do...
Cuz i hate to see all the pain and sufferin that your family must go thru...
But in the end...
All i can be is scotty'z friend...
and lend him my ear...
for i am alwayz near...
In his heart...
& him in mine...for we will never part...
Til the day that we may all meet...
even though this may be bittersweet...
you will be missed...
& i know that you will forever treasure that 1 last kiss...
From your precious grandson's lipz...
As you watch from above...
Just know how much you are loved...
R.I.P ,Mama Dru
Hope that you liked it!! =.. and soo i'm soooo sorry that i wazn't "THERE" for you!! but ehh i'm here for you NOW...and alwayz!!!!!! tho k?? soo i love you scotty-o!!!!! your family is in my thoughtz and my prayerz!!!!!!! *HuGz*
Love alwayz,
ChRiSTiNe =P
I thank Christine from the bottom of my heart. She's great. Amy also sent me a poem. She said it's from her great aunt's funeral yesterday. My heart goes out to her also, because I didn't know she had lost anyone. I'm not sitting here just wallowing in my own sadness because of my grandmother's death, but in fact as always, I'm asking everyone about their own problems, and still want to help. If anyone needs to talk, I'll lend you my ear as always. Thank you Amy. Much love to you. *hugs tight and kotc*
God saw she was getting tired,
and a cure was not to be;
So he put his arms around her,
and whispered, "Come with Me."
With tearful eyes we watched her suffer,
and saw her fade away;
Although we loved her dearly,
we could not make her stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
hard working hands to rest;
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the Best!
"A Consolidation Meditation"
