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Hey !is It Love?
1. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and your voice caught within your chest? it isn't love, it's like. 2. You can't keep your hand off them, am I right? it isn't love, it's lust 3. Are you proud and eager to show them off? it isn't love, it's luck 4. Do you want them because you know they're there? it isn't love, it's loneliness 5. Are you there because it's what everyone wants? it isn't love, its loyalty 6. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them? it isn't love, its pity 7. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? it isn't love, it's lack of confidence 8. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? it isn't love, it's infatuation 9. Do you tell them that everyday they are the one you think of? it isn't love, it's a lie 10. Are you willing to give up all your favorite things for their sake? it isn't love, it's charity 11. Do you pardon their faults bec

The Most Beautiful Heart
* The Most Beautiful Heart One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very p[roud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly ... but full of scars. It had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in ... but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people starred ... how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? T

As An Illinois Girl I Love This Lol
Three men were sitting together bragging about the duties they had given their new wives. The first man married a woman from Alabama, and bragged that he told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and housecleaning that needed to be done. He said that it took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house, and the dishes were all washed and put away. The second man married a woman from Florida. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, the dishes, and the cooking. He said that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done, and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man married an Illinois girl. He boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, the dishes washed, the lawn mowed, the laundry washed, and hot food on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day

Wooohooo Im Not Easy..
Are you an easy to please girl? I took this quiz- Are you an easy to please girl?My Result Was: You are not so easy to please but you aren't too stubborn either. You like to think a bit and don't act too dumb. Take this quiz- Are you an easy to please girl?

A Lonely Sunday Afternoon
WELL ITS SUNDAY AFTERNOON AND IM ALONE YET AGAIN BUT IF I DIDN'T LET MY FINGERS GET ME IN TROUBLE THIS MORNING I KNOW I WOULD NOT BE LONELY RIGHT NOW BUT I TEND TO LET MY FINGERS DO THE TALKING AND WALKING WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO THE ONE PERSON THAT I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH.....IM JUST HOPING HE CAN FORGIVE ME AND LET ME KNOW THAT HE STILL LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME.........I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! YOU KNOW WHO U ARE.

Christmas Vacation
I will be leavin today for my soldier and wont be back on LC until next week probly. So send me some love i put up some new pics! Love you all leave me a message and ill rate yours too.. I cant wait to see him again!!! Have a nice week everyone!

Here's Another Erotica- Writer's Block
I'm on a roll now...have a total of 12 erotica in various states of completion...gonna work hard on typing up the written stories so I can post them here as soon as I can...don't expect too much for the next couple of weeks though, since I've got both Christmas and my 25th birthday within a week of each other. But I will be posting them as much as I can. For now, enjoy Writer's Block, my newest one online. This one is a little different than the others I've written in that it deals with metafiction, which is a is a type of fiction which self-consciously addresses the devices of fiction. (Click on the link for more info, but for now, enjoy the story.) Writer's Block Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended. Summary: I'm ha

A Brief History Of The Pow/mia Flag
History of the National League of POW/MIA Families' POW/MIA Flag In 1971, Mrs. Michael Hoff, an MIA wife and member of the National League of Families, recognized the need for a symbol of our POW/MIAs. Prompted by an article in the Jacksonville, Florida Times-Union, Mrs. Hoff contacted Norman Rivkees, Vice President of Annin & Company which had made a banner for the newest member of the United Nations, the People's Republic of China, as a part of their policy to provide flags to all United Nations members states. Mrs. Hoff found Mr. Rivkees very sympathetic to the POW/MIA issue, and he, along with Annin's advertising agency, designed a flag to represent our missing men. Following League approval, the flags were manufactured for distribution. On March 9, 1989, an official League flag, which flew over the White House on 1988 National POW/MIA Recognition Day, was installed in the U.S. Capitol Rotunda as a result of legislation passed overwhelmingly during the 100th Congress. In a

How To Change Your Oil
Women: Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 since the last oil change. Drink a cup of coffee. 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Men: Go to O'Reilly auto parts and write a check for 50 dollars for oil, filter, oil lift (AKA kitty litter), hand cleaner and scented tree. Discover that the used oil container is full. Instead of taking it back to O'Reilly to recycle, dump in hole in back yard. Open a beer and drink it. Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. In frustration, open another beer and drink it. Place drain pan under engine. Look for 9/16 box end wrench. Give up and use crescent wrench. Unscrew drain plug. Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil; get hot oil on you in process. Clean up. Have another beer while oil is draining. Look for oil filter wrench. Give up; poke oil filter with Phillips screwdriv

Check Out My Bands New Website
Hey Cherries. My band "Jady Kurrent" has a new website hosted my me. Stop by and check it out. If any of you were ever curious about me, this is just one more aspect of my life. Come by, you won't be disappointed. Here's the address: www.myspace.com/jadykurrent

What Will You Go To Jail For???
Carrie will go to jail for ... Using your dildo as a weapon of mass destruction 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Oh my... This was just toooooo funny.... Had to share it....

Lovable Louise, The Inflatable Love Doll
As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true, because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids stockings were overflowed, his poor panty hose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. Of course, they don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there almost three hours saying things like, "What does this do?", "You're kidding me!", "Who owns that?" Finally I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll suitable for a night of romance that could also sub as a passenger in my car so I could use the car pool lane. Finding what I wanted was difficult as love dolls

Tearing Me Apart
Tearing Me Apart Locked up in this cage I am filled with rage as I lay here bloody and beaten they have taken control I lay here starving, for days I have not eaten No sign of life outside this place Nowhere to go, nowhere to hide I pray that I could have died I begin to scream My breath I need to save this is the time I need to be brave I realized that nothing will change So I lye down Then things become very strange they have decided to set me free I couldnt believe what I have heard They open the cage, I begin to walk I open the door and the air is refreshing I close my eyes, then they open still in the cage, the whole time I was dreaming My mind is tearing me apart!!!

My Love Is Forever True!
My Love Is Forever True! I gaze at your pictures as I go to sleep, I can hear your voice It sounds so sweet, I cannot contain my feelings for you My heart is set free It belongs to you. Your eyes, your heart, your touch Katy you mean so much. If I could just have one wish It would be to be with you, Because I know that in my heart My love is forever true. This is how I feel for you I've known it all along, You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul!

Just Wanted To Add This
I HAVE JUST ONE MORE THING TO ADD ABOUT MY LAST BLOG..HOW CAN ANYONE WHO PROFESSES TO BE A HUMAN NOT CARE ABOUT A LITTLE GIRL THAT HAD GOTTEN KILLED IN A CAR WRECK.. THIS IDIOT IS BITCHING ABOUT REPOSTING A BULLETIN SHOW A LITTLE GIRLS FAMILY THEIR SUPPORT AND LOVE.. NOW DOES THAT REALLY SOUND LIKE A CARING SOUL? DOESN'T TO ME!! I MEAN IF YOU CAN REPOST A BULLETIN ABOUT A JOKE ,A CONTEST OR SOMETHING ELSE,THEN WHY CAN'T HE PLACE ONE TO SHOW SUPPORT TO PEOPLE WHO NEED IT,AS IN THE LITTLE GIRLS FAMILY AND OUR TROOPS!! I KNOW WHO WILL BE GETTING THE BIGGEST BAG OF COALS THIS YEAR!!

Bleh.
My mom's visiting for the first time since I moved here a year and a half ago. It's been nice sorta, but sometimes she's so moody that I can't deal with it. She allergic to our cats too, so that sucks, and I think she considers it a personal offense on her that I got them even tho I know she's allergic. It did prevent me from getting them for a little while, but then I stopped to think about how often she visits, and she *rarely* does (obviously since this is the first time since I moved). If she'd have made an attempt earlier I might have opted to not get them. Actually, even this time she didn't make an attempt, I came up with the idea and flew her down here. I just asked her to tell me when she could clear her schedule (no small task tho, I realize). Anyway, we're driving home Wednesday and I hope it doesn't suck...I thought about staying an extra week after new years but my family is so goddamn depressing, I think I'll come back to where I have control over my life. Farewell

Blah
Im home for a little while. Im laying on my bed just kinda staring of into space i guess you would say. I got way to much on my mind. I cut myself 4 times at work and made my nose bleed a lot cause i couldnt focus or pay attention to shit. =/ I don't know whats wrong with me -sigh- i do but i dont. I do know whats bothering me, and its eating at me. Badly. Really badly. ♥ ♥ ♥ His whole cd is seriously amazing, but that song is how i feel right now. =/ Have a good night.

I'm Obsessed
So I guess... I'm bored so I'm going to babble for a while. Sorry if I lose you or if I bore you. If either occurse you should probably take it up with the managment. Likewise if I insult you, I'd be happy to do it some more if you send me hate mail. Anyways. I like girls. I mean I'm bisexual so I like men too. Actually I like men -more- but I like girls too. and I currently am obsessed with the idea of having one. Except I donno where I find girls that are hot and not crazy. With which I can pretend to build a relationship with. Fuck the shit out of. Pretend to ruine the pretend relationship and be done with. Maybe it's a good thing I donno how to meet women hm? I guess so. But lately... I think about sex with women. All the time. I guess it's cus I'm a lonely lonely girl.

Twelve Days Of Christmas
Twelve Days of Christmas There is one Christmas carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge that will not come out of a pear tree have to do with Christmas? From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious realilty which the children could remember. "The partridge in a pear tree".... was Jesus Christ. "Two turtle doves".... were the Old & New Testaments. "Three French hens"....stood for faith, hope and love. "The four calling birds"....were the 4 gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. "The five golden rings"....recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testame

Thank You
Thank you to all the cool people who have been really cool. I am new to Cherry Tap. I have so far met some kewl people. Ya know how to make a girl welcome. Thank you for the really cool comments. I really want to thank Patrick Donavan for talking me into coming to Cherry Tap. Beats the hell out of Myspace anyday hehehehe. Also to the ones who have commented on my Photos, Thank you :) See Ya"ll Merry Christmas: Kelly

A Ganster Love Story
Message: Message: Baby i love you -Thug: yeah i know everyone does! -Baby: really? -Thug: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday -Baby: oh... but am i only your friend? -Thug: no... youre my girlfriend... why? -Baby: so when i say i love you i really do mean it -Thug: yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz i know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. -Baby: ...... -Thug: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anni? -Baby: yeah... where? -Thug: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner? -Baby: ok -Thug: ill pick you put after i get off and get ready ok? -Baby: ok. what time do you get off? -Thug: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Baby: aye... i thought you didnt have work today... -Thug: one of

The Color Of Crime
The Color of Crime Race, Crime, and Justice in America Second, Expanded Edition, 2005 Download free PDF Print Edition $8.95 If you do not wish to pay by credit card, send checks to: American Renaissance P.O. Box 527 Oakton, Va. 22124 (Price includes shipping within USA. For orders from outside USA, add $3.50 per copy.) Major Findings: • Police and the justice system are not biased against minorities. Crime Rates • Blacks are seven times more likely than people of other races to commit murder, and eight times more likely to commit robbery. • When blacks commit crimes of violence, they are nearly three times more likely than non-blacks to use a gun, and more than twice as likely to use a knife. • Hispanics commit violent crimes at roughly three times the white rate, and Asians commit violent crimes at about one quarter the white rate. • The single best indicator of violent crime levels in an area is the percentage of the population that is black and

A New Light
Insanity lies deep within us all, maturing and designing itself to its own fate. When it's moment comes it knows how to take over, decietful little bastard, moving in and becoming. Thoughts on paper run together to form words unspoken, with more meaning hidden behind the illusion of it's portrayed purpose. Breaking into the tomb of meaning is to become. Become the father or the mother or the god of those words and create with them, a new life. Birth of the unspoken brings new meaning, a new light.

Hangover Ratings Guide
One-Star Hangover: No pain. No real feeling of illness. Your sleep last night was a mere disco nap which is giving you a whole lot of misplaced energy. Be glad that you are able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 10 sodas and still feel this way. Even vegetarians are craving a steak bomb and a side of gravy fries from any truck stop USA. Two-Star Hangover: No pain. Something is definitely amiss. You may look okay but you have the attention span and mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you chug to try and remain focused is only exacerbating your rumbling gut, which is craving a rootie tootie fresh and fruity pancake breakfast from IHOP. Last night has wreaked havoc on your bowels and even though you have a nice demeanor about the office, you are costing your employer valuable money because all you really can handle is surfing internet porn and writing junk e-mails. Thee-Star Hangover: Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are d

Seven New York City Bartenders Were Asked If They Could Nail A Woman's Personality Based On What She Drinks. Though Interviewed Separately, They Concu
Drink: Beer Personality: Casual, low-maintenance, down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying, a pain in the butt. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabin boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, very picky, knows exactly what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her; if she is interested, she'll send you a drink. Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel, see below) Personality: Conservative and classy, sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love to travel and spend quiet evenings with friends. Drink: White Zinfandel Personality: Easy, thinks she is classy and sophisticated, but actually has no clue. Your Approach: Make her feel smarter than she is; this should be an easy target. Drink: Shots Personality: Likes to hang with frat-boy pals and is looking to get totally drunk ... a

So Sorry
i really need to think about my actions towards people....theres so much going on in my life and i feel like i cant do right by anyone in my family, and im always put down, and i sometimes take things people say the wrong way and i guess i did that one too many times...cause i think i lost someone who i held close to my heart and he knows who he is! to you im sorry i truly am i know you may not forgive me and thats fine but know im sorry

Top 20 Ways To Tell Someone Their Fly Is Open
20. The cucumber has left the salad. 19. I can see the gun of Navarone. 18. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 17. You've got Windows on your laptop. 16. Sailor Ned's trying to take a little shore leave. 15. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 14. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 13. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 12. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson... 11. Your pod bay door is open, Hal. 10. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 9. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 8. Ensign Hanes is reporting a hull breach on the lower deck, Sir! 7. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 6. Dr. Kimble has escaped! 5. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary." 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction... 3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones. 2. I'm talking about Shaft, can you dig it? 1. I thought you were crazy, now I can

Excuses Sent To School...
EXCUSES SENT TO SCHOOL... 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please exkuce lisa for being absent she was sick and i had her shot. 3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse gloria from jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse ray friday from school. He has very loose vowels. 11. Pleaseexcuse Lesli from being absent yesterday. Shehad diahre dyrea direathe the shits. 12. Please excuse tommy for being absent y

How To Confuse Santa
Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds. While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket. Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants. While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly. Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit! Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa" Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home. Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chimney. Refuse to let him leave until the strip

Why Couples Don't Have Sex........funny Shit
why couples don't have sex........funny shit Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in

An Actual Job Application ...lmfao (repost)
This is an actual job application that a 17 year old boy submitted to McDonald's in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash. SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate env

With Friends Like These.......
Buried at PhotoCasket.com previous comments: Comments on this posting: ~Love isnt about finding the perfect person, its about seeing an imperfect person perfectly~ 2006-11-26 16:55:07 LMAO! THATS TOO GOOD...DAMN COPYCATS! :P

Christmas Message From Iraq-god Bless Our Troops And Thier Families
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The Meaning Of The Snowman
The Meaning of the Snowman The white snow stands for the purity of souls filled with God's grace. The circular snowballs represent God's everlasting love. The pieces of coal used to make the eyes, mouth and buttons symbolize God's Almighty power. The carrot nose reminds us that God gives us everything we need to live and grow. The scarf suggests the warmth of God's tender care. The top hat reminds us always to keep faith our top priority. The arms are outstretched to us, as God's always are. The broom made of straw and wood signifies that Jesus was born and died to cleanse us of sin. May your heart be ever warmed by the good news of God's great love for you!

Congratulations Lips Contest Winners!
Okay first all I want to thank all the contestants who have entered you are all winners in my book. Thank you to all that have took the time and voted for you friends and family YOU TRULY ROCK!. Okay here are the winning lips as follows... I have posted each of the ladies' link so congratulate them on a job well done... Much love to all of you. Manical Bliss ~RIDER~ THIRD PLACE IS: Moonsong Moonsong@ CherryTAP SECOND PLACE IS Green Eyed Brat ~RIDER~ *GrEeN-eYeD bRaT*~RIDER~@ CherryTAP FIRST PLACE IS: FATTtittykiTTY ~FATtittykiTTy~@ CherryTAP

Adult Fairy Tales
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, . Peter, Peter, something

Mines Fitting, How About Yours? (august=attitude)
JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. #####. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp

On My Grown Woman
Goin into the '07 I figured I try to do some things different. Not that I'm not happy with myself,trust I have no regrets, I just realized that looking back on some situations there were some things that I could have handled in a different manner, but like my mom says and the infamous quote goes "You live and you learn". The end of 05 and beginning of 06 were some good times...I mean college life was great. Yeah classes got the best of me resulting in me taking a semester off, but it was still great. Living on campus isn't as bad as some make it out to be, but I guess if you know your roomate it's cool, but its even better if they leave second semester and you end up with the room to yourself. But aside from that I made some friends, made some memories, and had some wonderful times. The bf situation had its highs and its low but thankfully the good outweighed the bad majority of the time(I still love my boo. And doubt if I'll find another like him). Anyways, things didn't get rocky

Hoorah!
It may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at

Best Friend Contest; Need Contestants
So I know that there are a lot of contests going on, but I wanted to do a best friends contest. Here are the rules: 1. Your pic must be of you and your best friend. 2. No NSFW pics allowed 3. Comment bombing is allowed 4. You may vote for yourself 5. Entry deadline is December 19, 9 am pacific 6. No late entries 7. Voting with alias's is not allowed (if I see that you have a lot of people at roadkill level voting, you will be disqualified) 8. Prizes will be determined later 9. Contest will open December 19, 10 am pacific and close on December 26, 10 am pacific 10. Send the link to your photo to Jeanie Bean Jeanie Bean@ CherryTAP 11. I will not pick your photo, you must send the link to Jeanie Bean This contest is a little different and I hope it will be fun.

I'm Just A Dream...
I'm Just A Dream His smile just a twinkled as he laughed ho ho ho and his belly shook like some JellO in a bowl. He seemed to be laughing with so much esteem that he was really proud of being in my dream. I saw then old Rudolph and Donner and Blitzen making a mess while eating in the kitchen. I saw that round belly that made me agree that if I keep on eating then that will be me. Santa ate the cookies that I had set out in the dream of this moment I knew not about. He then looked up quick and winked and he said "I'm just a dream right there in your head"

Dreams Are Possible Right?
He is Everything I know AND everything I have avoided. Why is it I find what I want; what I could need, and it be so completely unobtainable? I always seem to find that something in the impossible! Oh its possible that I'll fall head over heels. It's possible that I'm heading for definite heart break. But do you think I can just walk away? His dream is my dream; Us together; happy... Is it just a dream or could it be real?

Help
hey everyone that reads this please put your input in ok here it gose i have a friend that i like as more then a friend we have been friends for more then ten years back in hi school i liked her and wanted to ask her out but she was dateing some one and i never said anything then she got merryed and is now going throu a devorse which is almost finle and tho i find myself thinking about her all the time i rout her something to tell her how i feel but now i dont know if i should send it to her am i just being stuped i dont know but anyway i will say that we have always flerted with ecother but i dont kow if it is just friendly ferting or something more this may sound supid but i just dont want to kill a good friendship but i realy dont want tolive life wondering so anyways ill post what i rougt in next blog

Update
I made it through finals, and now am seeing someone new. Its nice. I gave up on the man whom I felt was destined to be new man, he was not worth it. And when I did, I reconnected with a friend and BOOM, we're always talking. things are good, I believe I did well on my finals. been kinda taking me time. Not writing,. Dreaming a lot. Listening to a lot of music. Just sorta getting ready for the holidays and my birthday. Which is Tuesday.

Lost
his mind twisted and distorted throat still numb from the cocaine he just snorted. his mind can focus on nothing but her. she was his life his everything and now shes gone. all thats left of her are fadeing memories. all he can think of anymore is ending it all. he feels so weak and helpless. she was his backbone his reason for being. he now sees no reason for his existance. he feels its a fucking waste of time. he could not possibly go on living. he puts the revolver in his mouth says his prayers and collapsed bleeding onto the couch. M.A.Z.J

Sensual Agony
I feel the darkness engulf me in its eternal fire its wat makes me blind to my hearts true desire the darkness of my past is why im haunted by my own life my soul can barely last as i pull out a knife i see the blood spill cut after cut to stop the pain I fear my holes will never fill as i go completely insane I feel the fire again controlled by the lust now im buried in my own sin as my body turns to dust.

Dark
Dark and deep and ever sinking. Torn and tattered it's ceased its beating. Broken, shattered and torn apart. Blood splattered everywhere, life empty and filled with despair. Hope gone, Light dim. Darkness grows never ceasing, the candle light flickers and begins to fade. Love is just a fable and not for the faint of heart, only jump in if you want to be scattered to the four winds. Its worse than a vampire they just suck your blood , love takes your soul and rips it apart. No its not for the feint of heart. Maybe if you are among the living dead and your heart stopped beating long ago, it might be safe to give it a try. I would say good luck, but you will need more than that. A miracle to start and a whole lot more to see it to its end. Close your eyes and let the darkness takeyou. Better not to feel, then to live this way. Candi Fox

A Soldier Lays Alone
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Reading The Sign Of The Times
Got these photos and blurb in an email the other day ------- This is a real Italian restaurant in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. You have to admit... This guy sure exercises his freedom of speech ! Casa Dice Restaurant signs, CLICK HERE Nothing like speaking of one’s own mind!!

What Your Hidden Sexual Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Zodiac
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

By My Brother
And so the time has come again, when love is passed between the friends, and nothing really matters here, as much as handshakes, hugs, and tears. So call a friend, and let them know, you love them and aren't scared to show, a deeper side, because you trust, that friends will overcome the lust, no money is worth the "Thanks" you get, from the love you give, I'll even bet, that if you showed more love today, you'd get more love in everyway... - Jamiel R. Allen I don't ask for much, but do me a favor. Since I'm not around a computer all day, because I can't be anymore. I don't have a computer of my own in my home... just repost my little poem a few times today. It's just for today... and it's just a favor. you can choose to ignore it, or spread it. but why ignore love...

This Weekend
well, saturday was cool. got to spend a good portion of the day with Harold's twins. Took them to get their portoraits done, they turned out AMAZING! speaking of, anyone know how to make .bmp files copied into .jpeg or such so i can post 'em here? any help would be much appreciated! back to what i was saying. . . .the kids were adorable. and thankfully well behaved. i know it made harold so happy to spend the day with them. and that's a big part of it too. okay, i really don't have much to say, so i'll stop now untill i have more to say. untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

New Os!
after looking at ALL of the freakin linux distributions out there and all the complaints from anti-microsoft/mac/linux people about various things, i decided to make my own OS kernel thus irradicating all complaints from myself about other OS's. blah.

Lol
You know you live in 2006 when... 1. You go to a party, sit down and take myspace pics. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have MSN/Bebo/MySpace/ nor have they joined cheery tap yet 4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV. 6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer. 7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling. 8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this. 9. You were too busy to notice number five. 10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five. 11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity. 12. Repost if you fell for it. You know you did

Little Christmas Poem...not For Little Eyes...well It Can Be...lol
CHRISTMAS GREETINGS >>>> > >> >>>> > >> He laid her on the table, >>>> > >> So white clean and bare, >>>> > >> His forehead wet with beads of sweat, >>>> > >> He rubbed her here and there. >>>> > >> He touched her >>>>neck, >>>> > >> Then felt her breast, >>>> > >> Then drooling, felt her thigh. >>>> > >> The slit was wet and all was set, >>>> > >> He gave a joyous cry, >>>> > >> The hole was wide........ >>>> > >> He looked inside, >>>> > >> All was dark and murky, >>>> > >> He rubbed his hands, >>>> > >> And stretched his arms......... >>>> > >> And then he stuffed the turkey. >>>> > >> >>>> > >> May I be the first to wish your dirty little mind a merry >>>>Christmas.

Living In 2006
You know you live in 2006 when... 1. You go to a party, sit down and take myspace pics. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have MSN/Bebo/MySpace/ nor have they joined cheery tap yet 4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV. 6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer. 7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling. 8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this. 9. You were too busy to notice number five. 10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five. 11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity. 12. Repost if you fell for it. You know you did

Afraid Of Lossing
I KNOW LIFE IS ALL ABOUT CHANGES AND CHANGES ARE SUPPOSE TO BE FOR THE BEST.I HAVE THIS OVER WHELMING FEELING THAT I AM ABOUT TO LOSE SOMETHING THAT IS VERY IMPORTANT AND DEAR TO ME. I HAVENT FELT THIS WAY SINCE MY MOM PAST AWAY AND THIS IS JUST HOW IMPORTANT THIS PERSON IS TO ME. MY QUESTION TO ALL OF YOU WHO READ THIS IS HOW DO YOU SUGGEST TO DEAL WITH THIS.

Making Love To All Of Me
I Love Him He Loves Me I Love the way He makes Love to Me He kisses Me, He caresses Me, He tickles My Soul Make Love to My body, Make Love to My mind Make Love to Me He's a warrior He holds Me in his heart, He holds Me in his arms He holds Me as his sword breaks down My wall A wall that had never been broken Stroking, Stroking, Stroking Slowly, Slowly, Slowly Swimming in this Ocean An Ocean of Love He's drowning--I'm drowning He's drowning Inside of Me His sweat is glistening and rolling off his beautiful body His sweat drips onto me and mixes in with the rest of our Love Juices Faster, Deeper, Faster, Deeper I'm open--He opens His Love pours from him It fills My Heart It fills My Mind It fills My Soul His Love feels My Body He feels Me up-He holds Me tight-We become One He is now apart of ME I- a part of Him Thrusting and Thrusting and Thrusting Until his point is understood His story is complete But this is not the end He Loves Me

I Feel Like Shit
Well I guess I'm just hateful bitch according to Dallas. We've never gotten into a fight or anything until today. It started last night when I realized that he had gone upstairs to get the kids something to eat and give Tara her medicine and hadn't come back and it had been an hour. So I need to wash the color and stuff out of my hair and shower so I went upstairs with my stuff and he's sitting in the den watching Ultimate Fighting or whatever it is and I say "Do you ever watch anything else anymore. Everytime you turn the TV on you watch this stuff." And I was not being an ass, I was just giving him a hard time like we always do with each other. Well he says, not in a mean way but nontheless hurtful way, "I came up here to leave you alone so I could watch this and not hear you bitch so move along." and he kinda shooed me away. Now granted we give each other hell all the time because thats the way we are with each other, but that really really hurt my feelings. So I just

Some People Have It So Damn Easy!!
This is basically a follow up to the You Figure It Out blog that I wrote previously. Well the other day I spotted a former co-worker and was invited to his house. When I got there he told me he had only been back there with his girlfriend for 2 weeks. Previously he had moved out and was living with another gal. He says he was miserable with her and her father came and punched him in the face and told him to get out. So he came crawling back to his old girlfriend. I tried not to shake my head but I let out this little sigh. He said..yeah I have a lot of drama in my life don't I. I thought...you lucky fucker. You fuck around on your girlfriend. Move out and then come crawling back and she just lets you in? WTF. Everyone shoud be so damn lucky. I will never find someone that will do that for me. Here I can't find one person..let alone one person to let me come crawling back to them after I have fucked around on them and moved out. So that shit just makes my skin burn. Some people...men o

Internet Problems
WEll I contacted a hell of a Back door virus today.It totally prevented me from any internet play.I couldn't even get windows to open,Finally did.An I had to do a 2 week system restore.I'm now running unprotected.I know where I caught the fucker at.Friendster I hadn't been there in 3 months.A chick I know from NF. whom also belongs at friendster sent me this Virus.I am so pissed. Today was my 90 day being sober.Tomorrow I'll recieve my last coin from the program, but I don't plan on haveing a drink till my 117 th day. I went 60 days with out pot. But on my 61 st day I just had to get the Ultimate Kind Bud.My 1/2 oz of that lasted 15 days not bad, concidering I had to smoke with ungreatful others,then the Bastards had the nerve not to smoke with me today.I just wish I could meet a new Gal an move away.Nothing left in Massachusetts for me no more,except my damn medical conditions,with all the Cuts the Fuckin Republicans have caused all over the U.S.an the ptiance of my disabilty check pr

My Hell.......
....LET IT WASH AWAY THE PAIN THAT CONSUMES YOU.... .Another little slave and his possession are we....never allowed one little concession...... Tis not just me that has to suffer....for my suffering is but bliss....yours shall be but sorrow... I am afraid for you...should you dare to rest here... this rotten being sees all the lurks...i pray you are worthy of this...your seat of arrangement....... We are trapped...... we cannot leave.... he will forever more deceive...... We will suffer this struggle alone...never for others this to be known..... So much pain and utter despair.....we wonder if he will ever care.....for me i know he shall for eternity...for you ...a shadow...a shroud....doubt.... We hurt so much we do not know....if we will ever go with the flow....and swim within his sulfur... Sometimes it is so hard to bear... life that is an utter nightmare...lives....living under the threat of knives..... Not one friend to call ones own.....

Archeology, Anorexia, And Apes
I went to Carey Perloff's Luminescence Dating at the Magic Theatre at Fort Mason. I greatly enjoyed the play, but I doubt that any who had not suffered through the Classical college curriculum could appreciate the subtler references within the work. Thumbs up to Italy, which has joined the war against stick models, along with Spain and Brazil. There is a plague among the gorillas of Zaire, not unlike the Ebola virus which has effected the humans of that region. There are two possible disease vectors: other gorillas and fruit bats. I am inclined to believe that the latter is the true vector. Ebola acts through contaminated bodily fluids. Gorillas do not gather in large groups, which limits the effectiveness of the disease vector. Fruit bats, however, could fly between tree before perishing, and their corpses would remain in the copse from which the unfortunate primates dined.

Presents And Christmas Balls Plus Candycanes
-sings on song- last christmas i gave yoy my heart but the very next day you it away i forgot the rest of the words but i like that song throws presents at everyone puts them under your trees -hides in one of the presents :) hands them to you hits you in the head with a candycane :) throws a christmas ball in your pants hehe hehehe

Goin Back To Bed
Goodnight everyone! Thanks to everyone who helped comment bomb on my crosseyed picture!!! If theres someone out there that still wants to bomb it - you can find the picture link in one of the previous blogs of mine....just check em =) I am going to bed though, I've had a really long day....and I've got a bad migraine. *hugs n stuff to those that are always helpin me*

A Farmers Advice
* Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. * A bumble bee is considerably faster than a john deere tractor. * Forgive your enemies. It fucks with their heads. * Do not corner something you know is meaner than you. * It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. * When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. * Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen anyway. * Don't judge folks by their relitives. * Timing has a lot to do with the outcome of a rain dance. * The easiest way to eat crow is while it's still warm, 'cause the colder it gets, the harder it is to swaller. * If you dig yourself into a hole, the first thing to do is stop diggin' * It don't take a genius to spot a goat in a flock of sheep. * Sometimes you get, and sometimes you get got. * The biggest Troublemaker you'll ever have to deal with watches you shave his face in the mirror every mornin'. * Always drink upstream from the herd. * Good judgmen

Merry Christmas
This is the time of year were it would be nice to have peace in the world. But, peasce in one's heart is more important to me. It's a time I will be spending it alone. It was my mistake, but I have the most wonderful gift I could ever have. She is 14 years old, a freshman in High School. As well as an honor student. I could never have as for this most wonderful daughter. While she is gone I will miss her. But she will have a great Christmas because she will be spending it with her mother. I am a humble person and her happiness is more important, as well as giving her everything I can. She is the sort of person that I hope one day makes a difference in the world. And my contribution I hope is giving her the chance to spend it with her mother during the holiday's. Yes I will feel lonely know one running around the dog not barking. But sacrifices have to be made. And to all in the world and friends please feel free send this to friends and family if need be. And to all Merr

The Infection Of A Virus
Fingertips, those fingertips Infected by these fingertips Be they stacking words Or dialing digits Or dialing in the pulse on my wrist Feel the blood bursting beneath Take a vein between your teeth Closing mouth down for a kiss A kiss with those lips Those puckered lips Those suckable, bitable, smirking lips That I would stroke With my fingertips And hope to grope at the soul beneath The source of whatever keeps me on the edge of my seat And wants to pet at my neon colored worms and meat Take a stroll into the depths of depravity with me Recline in the decisions of reality Run through the meadows of perversity A beating of the minds when you slam into me Allow you to burrow into my insanity The eyes of digression that stumble me The words of suggestion that defeat me The gently aggressive, the lovingly malicious Touch of those infectious fingertips

Be Gentle, It's My First Time Doing This.
Hey everyone! I don't know if anyone is interested in this, (I don't have tits and well.. that's about it.) but I thought I would make it a little easier to get to know me (or about me, if for some reason you feel the need to.) First off, I'm in the Navy, divorced twice, have 3 amazing boys, and I am a nerd. (... and a sudden vaccum is created by the outgoing rush of whatever women had stopped by.) I read too much and my jokes are really funny if you have the right sense of humor. Currently single, not really looking for a girlfriend, (but am always taking applications...) but if I were, my experiences have taught me that I want someone with intelligence and a great sense of humor. (And it's always good if they have low standards, but to date me, I think you have to have them.) Redheads have always been a weakness of mine, but I never figured out why (they always get me in trouble). I love the Princess Bride, no it's not a chick flick. I'm a big movie and comic book buff. One

100 Have You Evers
100 Have You Evers? 1. Worked at McDonalds? No 2. Ever slept in a girlfriend's bed? Yes 3. Snuck into a movie theater? Yes 4. Made out in the woods? Yes, more than just that! 5. Thought your cousin was hot? No 6. Cut corn off the cob? No 7. Slept upside-down? Uhm.. are you serious?? I'm no bat! Unless you mean sleeping with my head at the foot of the bed ... I've done that a few times. 8. Said hi to a stranger? All the time! 9. Gone over the speed limit? Is this a trick question? Who hasn't???! 10. Painted your room? Oh yes! 11. Drove a car? Boy, you are weird! 12. Fell in public? Uhm... damn it ~ yeah! 13. Watched the TV show Charmed? One of my favs! 14. Been dumped? Yes 15. Stole money from a friend? Hell no! 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? Yes 17. Been in a fist fight? Nah 18. Snuck out of your house? Oh yes! As a teenager late at night 19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?

What Neopagans Believe
What Neopagans Believe or Neopagan Polytheology 101 (Version 5.6.5) Copyright © 1974, 2005 c.e., Isaac Bonewits Introductory Warnings I have rewritten this essay many times over the last thirty-plus years, both as “What (Do) Neopagans Believe(?)” and as “What (Do) Neopagan Druids Believe(?)” — the latter title because I wanted my tradition of Druidism to be rooted in those opinions held by most other Neopagans. While fully aware that there are some in the Neopagan community who resist vigorously any attempt to codify Neopagan beliefs, and that some Neopagans — and many Mesopagans — may disagree strongly with one or more of the following statements, I think it is an accurate synthesis of the majority view in the Neopagan movement. I am also making clear in this version what ideas Neopagans generally don’t believe, an increasingly important element in our interfaith dialogues with non-Pagans. Clarifying our “doctrines” (the things we do and don’t believe) without descending

Songs Of Yuletide Joy
HARK THE NEW AGE PAGANS SING! "Coeis and Morrigant " (Tune: "Hark the Herald Angels Sing") Hark the New Age Pagans Sing, Glory to the Holly King, Peace on Earth and mercy mild, God and Goddess reconciled, Hear us now as we proclaim, We have risen from the flames, Our ancient Craft now we reclaim, In the God and Goddess' names Hark the New Age Pagans Sing, Glory to the Holly King! Herne by highest love adored, Herne the ever-reborn Lord, At all times behold Him come, Offspring of the Holy One, Veiled in flesh, the Godhead see, Hail Incarnate Deity! Our ancient Craft now we reclaim, in the God and Goddess' names Hark the New Age Pagans Sing, Glory to the Holly King! YE CHILDREN ALL OF MOTHER EARTH Ellen Reed (Tune: "It Came Upon A Midnight Clear") Ye children all of Mother Earth join hands and circle around To celebrate the Solstice night When our lost Lord is found. Rejoice, the year has begun again The Sun blesses skies up above So share the season toge

Thirteen Goals Of A Witch
I. Know yourself II. Know your Craft III. Learn IV. Apply knowledge with wisdom V. Achieve balance VI. Keep your words in good order VII. Keep your thoughts in good order VIII. Celebrate life IX. Attune with the cycles of Terra X. Breathe and eat correctly XI. Exercise the body XII. Meditate XIII. Honor the Goddess and God Author Unknown. ---------------------- The Following is the understanding of one single person. Itis also, the BEST I have ever come across. Blessings, Eugene --------------------- With Interpretation By Lady Bridget © 1998 http://www.ladybridget.com/w/w13.html Know yourself. As far back as Socrates, and most likely much farther, this was advice best followed. If you don't know what you want, you are not likely to get it. Consequently if you don't know what makes you happy, you are not likely to find your happiness. You also need to know your own strengths and weaknesses. Know your craft. Wicca is a craft, hence the

The Letter I Cant Send But Needed To Type!
You’re in California for god knows how long. You have only been gone 3 days and we have talked on the phone twice but only for a moment…. Almost every day for over 3 years you have told me it’s all going to be ok… Now I have to tell myself, maybe its all part of the every thing happens for a reason to make me be strong with out you… The other things that are happening all seam to be a part of this wired thing that is going on to show me what I need to do and that I can do it!!! This will be the first Christmas or Christmas Eve in 15 years that I will not get to see you for at least a min… your ornament is on the tree where it has always hung so I can see it every time I walk past. I told him today the tree is staying up till you come back and we are going to have another Christmas then… I don’t think he liked it but he knows I have to do what I have to do when it comes to you… Hey you know more then the breath of life it’s self………..

New Hampshire Soldier
New Hampshire soldier serving his second tour of duty in Iraq was killed Saturday by a roadside bomb, his family said. Army Spc. Matthew Stanley, 22, of Wolfeboro was among three soldiers who lost their lives in the explosion while they rode in a Humvee in Baghdad, his stepbrother said. Details of the attack are not yet known to the family, said James Savage Jr. of Wolfeboro. He said his stepbrother usually was assigned to a Bradley fighting vehicle, not a Humvee. Stanley, a member of the Armored Cavalry out of Fort Hood, Texas, would have celebrated his 23rd birthday the day after Christmas, said Savage, who is two decades his senior. Matt was young, so he was always a little brother to me," Savage said. Stanley was born in Massachusetts and grew up in the Ossipee-Wolfeboro area. In 2002, he graduated from Kingswood Regional High School, where his stepfather, Jim Savage Sr., serves as a security guard. His mother, Lynn, is an aide at the middle school. Kingswood Hi

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Going To Be Out Of Contact For A While...
Hey Everyone Every now and then I get sick and tired of the net and my computer. I'm going to avoid the computer for a little while. I might pop on now and then to check my mail, but for the most part you won't be seeing me much in the next couple of weeks. If anyone needs to get a hold of me, you can give me a call. I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday! Loves ya! Cynthia

Sexual Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 116 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Defining Pagan Leadership
Defining Pagan Leadership (Version 2.1) Copyright © 1997, 2005 c.e., Isaac Bonewits I am so tired of people in our community calling themselves “leaders” when they have a “following” of six or ten people at most, or who claim to be the “Queens” or “Kings” of imaginary Ancient Secret Traditions, the existence of which they can’t, naturally, provide any evidence to support (or it wouldn’t be a secret anymore). Apparently, if someone has a Polish or Swiss last name, and they write a book about Polish or Swiss Witchcraft, we are expected to swallow their claims of expertise and authority, and acclaim them as Pagan leaders. Granted, I’m a curmudgeon, but I’d like to see the term “Pagan leader” limited to people (a) over 35 with (b) at least ten years of leadership involving (c) publicly countable heads in the 100+ numbers, and (d) a track record of sane, sensible and successful public relations and educational work with the general public. In other words, experience (not just int

Chips
Why is it when you get a bag of chips there's always that one "bad" chip. The same goes for sunflower seeds but let's just stick with chips. I'm talking about that one chip wih the awful taste that makes you have to eat like 12 more chips to make that taste go away but that "bad" chip is always near the bottom of the bag so your cramming crumbs in your mouth and/or pouring the remains directly from the bag to your mouth and you chew feverishly because that "bad" chip ruined your otherwise wonderful chip eating experience.

Online Dating, You Gotta Laugh At Some Of It
An Open Letter to the Men Who Message Me Through Match (aka “Why Dating in the South is Hard”) 20 Comments Published by charming, but single on 10.11.2006 at 11:34 AM. Dear Men, Thank you for your interest in dating me. I am truly humbled by your decision to wink at me for free and/or e-mail me to comment on the size of my lips in my picture. I DO have Nice Lips, thanks for noticing! I see that you are from a very small town. I do not really know where that is, nor have I been there by choice, I am sure. Feel free to continue pursuing me; however, let it be known that I am probably not going to drive to Podunkville to meet you at some double wide trailer that’s been converted to a bar so that we can listen to Skynard on the jukebox and drink Budweiser. Read my profile. Does it say anything about Budweiser? If we date for several months and I like you, I may make a trip out to the homestead as part of the give and take of a relationship. But if you’re just casually seei

A Gift From A Friend I Want To Keep Close
MADE BY MY BEAUTIFUL SWEET FRIEND.THANK YOU MA LADY === 'MLady Tina, Sir Forrest Love' spewed forth the following at '2006-11-05 14:10:58'.. > > I made something for you, its not fancy, but Its for you > > > Glittery texts by minutecity.com === 'MLady Tina, Sir Forrest Love' spewed forth the following at '2006-11-09 22:06:41'.. > > Fire My Words > > > Love ya Girl

Our Future
LET'S STOP THIS VICIOUS CIRCLE !!!...... Please let's remember CHILD ABUSE doesn't stop at christmas time .... In fact, due to the money it could actually go up at this time of year. So as you listen/watch this heartbreaking video about child abuse....look at the enclosed pics. Concrete Angel Video - Martina McBride lyricsMartina McBride Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts

Pissed Off
¢¾DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!?

Making Love
Making Love We are alone in this room - just you and I As we stand together I place my hand on your thigh Our passions are buliding - we both know what`s next We are about to make love - hot passionate sex. The room is lit up only by candles And our burning passion, I can no longer handle. The music is playing romantic melodies The sheets on the bed are soft and silky There`s rose petals scattered all over the bed It is the perfect setting for the night ahead. I step towards you and I kiss your neck You throw your head back at the feel of my peck. Then I place a kiss on your cheek As you whisper to me that your knees just got weak. So I lay you down and I just stand and stare You`re now only in your bra and underwear On the silky sheets you tell me it feels so nice So I climb into bed with you and with my mouth I entice

Life Is Hard, Get Over It
we go through life not ever really knowing just what the fuck it is that we are here for. and the sad thing is that people let that get to them so bad that they just take their own life and say to hell with it all. life can be complicated at times but we are never given anything that we cannot handle. hell, even i don't know what the fuck life is all about, but to me life is about my little girls, about my beautiful wife, and about all of the things that matter the most. and when times get rough and everything comes my way all at once, i just sit back, smoke a little reefer and say what the fuck. nothing is ever too hard to handle, we just think that it is. but the next time that something happens that you think is the end of the world, just think of all the little kids who go to bed hungry every night, some who won't even see the next day's light, and realize that your life isn't that fucking hard. so quit your bitching and thank your lucky stars that you have the things that you do,

The Omega Man
... is on some Skinemax channel right now. Boy, I get sucked into it every single time. Between kissing a black woman in this and playing a jew elsewhere, I can see why Charlton Heston had to shoot his way into the country club.

Love
I love you yet you dont understand. I love you and want you to be my man. I love you for the person you are. I love you because you make me smile as bright as a star. I love you the times we share are special. I love you and want us to be together. I love you words cant express how i feel. I love you and believe me its real. I love you your sweet and romantic style. I love you cause you always know how to make me smile. I love you no one else will compare. I love you remember i'll always be here. I love you all day everyday. I love you in a very special way.

When You Have Kids - You Learn These Things
1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and

Flutter Girl
And drinking dust With eyes of rust Tonight my tears might stain your wings So flutter home 'Cause you're better off alone than with me So hide your face And tie your lace And butterflies across your cheek Forget how soon You'll become a fool for words when I speak Flutter girl You don't want to know what I've lived You don't want to take what I give And I give nothing for free You don't want to know what I've lived You don't want to take what I give And I give nothing for free My hands are rough My fingers cold Your heart's so young and so naive To ever feel For a moment that I might let you believe... I'll melt your smile I'll tear your wings I'll color everything you see So flutter home 'Cause you're better off alone than with me Flutter girl You don't want to know what I've lived You don't want to take what I give 'Cause I give nothing for free And you don't want to know what I've lived You don't want to take what I give 'Cause I give nothing for fr

Love Is A Feeling
LOVE IS A FEELING Love is just another feeling, just like happiness and sorrow. Love is just like a cold, it's here today and gone tomorrow. Through all the tears and pain, through all the laughter and joy. Through all the sunshine and rain, you've put up with that man. The one who says he loves you, the one you talk to on the phone. The one you gave yourself to, the one you call your very own. You desire him, you need him, you want him with you always. You cry with him, you sleep with him, you listen to what he says. He wants you, he needs you, he can't live without you. And then you find out he leads you--- On, just like a fool you've been played. I'll never again fall in love, then you forget those words you've said. Those feelings return from above, he's so cute and attractive and he's such a dear. And he thinks the same about you, he says the words you want to hear, And you say--- I love you too.

"essential Love"
"Essential Love" "Essential Love" I'm still thinking of you at day,at night, and I'm not going down without a fight, to have your gentle touch would mean so very much, it doesn't matter if you're far or near, an image of you does appear, just thinking of you gets me through the day and for that I will owe you, just thinking of you when a song comes on makes me feel like I'm going to get lost in you, You're the very best and I wouldn't expect anything less, you caress me and impress me, you're that special kind of guy that will protect me and respect me, when you're in pain, that's what I feel and that's something I just had to reveal, when God made you, God made love from high in heaven high above.

My Life
where to start. first i have done some fucked up shit in my life.used to deal cocaine and do collections for gansters. i guess i was on to. my perception of my self was not always the best. thought i was a failure to my paRENTS, BUT THEY LOVE ME ANYWAY. took care of my mother till she died. went thru a lot of shit with her family. if i could get away with killing most of those pieces of shit i would. i've been at the bottom of the barrel. you know it's time to quit doing coke when your sitting on the couch with shotguns, automatic weapons and variuos bladed weapons and havent slept in 6 days. this was after my mother died. she loved me to the end. on that night i came to realize life is meant to be savored not in torment of one's past failures. we all make mistakes. my demons are pulling at me every minuts of the day and night. but with the help of friends and some family, things will be alright. i know my photos don't show how i was back then. they r the new me. but piss me off i and

My Hair...
im so sad..I HAD TO BLEACH MY PINK HAIR.. at the moment im blonde..but in about an hour i will be back to my natural red.. Its all for a job..i hate it, people shouldnt have the right to tell you how your supposed to look.. im going to miss my pink hair..again.. one day it will be back to pink but til then im a natural redhead... The Very Sad kinky Pirate

To All U Must Go Read
I HAD JUST MADE FRIENDS WITH A TRULY WONDERFUL PERSON. HIS NAME IS JW, HE IS A SOLDIER. YOU HAVE GOT TO GO VISIT HIS PAGE AND READ HIS BLOGS. TOTALLYL AMAZING. I BAWLED LIKE A BABY READING THEM. BLESS YALL http://cherrytap.com/souloproductions7 that is the link to his page.. please if anything just go read them.

Isn't It Funny...
its funny how. one person can have such a giant effect on you and the way you feel from day to day. someone can put you so high up in the clouds, and make you feel invincible; or they can shove you right down in the dirt. its rediculous, its fucking retarded; that the price you have to pay for letting somone in your heart is that they OWN it. they own your emotions and THEY get to pick and choose how you feel at any given moment. they might not mean to, and they might regret it, but that feeling is now etched in your brain. it doesn't just go away after a good nights slumber. you will ALWAYS remember that soap sud fight in the laundry room, that grade 7 pact to be best friends forever, the day they told you they loved you, the day they told you you weren't as special as you once thought, nooks and late night conversations... every single memory, good or bad, is driven right to the depths of your heart.. a little token of what that person has helped you become. because believe it or

Small Pieces
forgotten somethings, left along the side of the road, a shoe, part of a chair, a collection of bottles. All of these things once meant something, had a value somewhere to some one. Now drained, broken, discarded, washed up on the shores this sea of life. Waiting for collection, they vanish from sight, each piece, every little piece, gone gone away.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
You Are Vanilla Ice Cream Your personality is anything but "vanilla" You're a risk taker, who's up for anything new. You go well with anyone and fit into any situation. You are most compatible with rocky road ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

How Much Sloth Do You Have?
Your Sloth Quotient: 19% You're certainly not lazy. If anything, you're super charged, hyper, and always going. Slow down a little. You can enjoy a slow afternoon without becoming a total couch potato. How Much Sloth Do You Have?

Fathers Slave
I was like any other teenager I guess. Outgoing, concentrated on my studies, made a lot of friends at school. Most kids liked me. I had by the time I reached my 18th birthday a wonderful girlfriend, and a prospectus path in life. However one thing bothered me. I was slowly but surley falling for my own father. It sounds wierd and creepy a guy to fancy his own dad, geez it should even be his own mother - surley not his father?! at the very least. I became also to doubt my own sexuality. Did i like guys because of this? I don"t think so purley for the reason how the fuck could something come of it. it"s just the mind playing tricks. However, It drove me literally to dispair that i couldn"t hold it that much longer.Something had to be done. My 18th birthday was coming up soon, and i had joined countless forums and sites discussing problems like this. How to get round it etc. One lad suggested talking to my mum about it. I ended up doing this.. I was ready to go to bed one evenin

Are You A Good Cook?
You Are an Excellent Cook You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire... Are You A Good Cook?

What Group R U?
You scored as Trendy. Your A TrendyTrendy35%Prepy15%Emo15%Skater10%Goth5%Rocker, Mosher5%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

At Least He Has The Young Wife!
An 80-year-old man went to his doctor for his quarterly check-up. The doctor asked him how he was feeling and the 80-year-old said "Things are great and I've never felt better. I now have a 20 year-old bride who is pregnant with my child. So what do you think about that?" The doctor considered his question for a minute and then began. "I have an older friend, much like you, who is an avid hunter and never misses a season. One day when he was setting off hunting, he was in a bit of a hurry and accidentally picked up his walking cane instead of his gun. As he neared a lake he came across a very large male beaver sitting at the water's edge. He realised he'd left his gun at home and so couldn't shoot the magnificent creature but out of habit he raised his cane, aimed it at the animal as if it were his favourite hunting rifle and went 'bang, bang'. Miraculously, two shots rang out and the beaver fell over dead. Now, what do you think of that?" asked the doctor. The 80-year-old said,

I Dont Like My Nights
With my dad tryin to hit my sis after she screamed at him last night, Then getting really sick and being put down tonight i wish my sis was home last night. Dad tried to give mom alcohol, and it wasnt by her choice, he propped her up and and put it in her tube, both me and my sis lost it plus the meds that she was supposed to have for a few more weeks ran out last night. But im not feeling as sick tonight, the kideny infection isnt feelin as any worse this mornin and i still got 30 eps of full moon wo sagashite to watch today while my sis is still at work. wish me luck lol Plus i love my Ct friends, you guys are the best support and friends i've really needed. Hope your christmas is coming up good, and wish i could repay ya guys.

What Color Red Are You?
You Are Crimson Red Down to earth and warm-hearted, you instantly make everyone feel at ease around you. And while you have an understated passion - you lack the uncontrolled passion of most other reds. You prefer to sit back and enjoy every situation life has to offer. You put an optimistic spin on everything. And even when things are going well, you don't get too amped up. You prefer to keep your emotions as steady as possible. What Color Red Are You?

What Do Ur Eyes Reveal About U?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion50%Eyes full of Pain50%Diamond Eyes33%Mysterious25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Which Horror Killer R U?
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger50%Leatherface45%Buffalo Bill35%Hannibal Lecter35%Pinhead35%Candyman30%Michael Myers20%Captain Spaulding20%Jigsaw15%Jason Voorhees0%

What Sign Is Your True Love?
Your True Love Is a Cancer Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Will U Go To Hell?
You scored as Going to Heaven!. Congrats, you going to Heaven!!! See you there! (Oh, and by the way, you'll only be going if you got a 100% :0 )Going to Heaven!17%Going to Hell, beotch!0%Will you go to Hell?!?!created with QuizFarm.com

What Element Lies Within U?
You scored as Fire. FIRE! You are spunky yet loyal, and have the heart of a warrior. Though unpredictable and hard to contain, but your best buds always manage to keep you in check. you can have a bad temper but you are not mean. You are however strong and protective, so enemies WATCH OUT!Fire67%Wind50%Earth33%Darkness33%Light33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Pc Xmas
'Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck... How to live in a world that's politically correct? His workers no longer would answer to "Elves". "Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves. And labor conditions at the North Pole Were alleged by the union to stifle the soul. Four reindeer had vanished, without much propriety, Released to the wilds by the Humane Society. And equal employment had made it quite clear That Santa had better not use just reindeer. So Dancer and Donner, Comet and Cupid, Were replaced with 4 pigs, and you know that looked stupid! The runners had been removed from his sleigh; The ruts were termed dangerous by the E.P.A. And people had started to call for the cops When they heard sled noises coming from their roof-tops. Second-hand smoke from his pipe had his workers quite frightened. His fur trimmed red suit was called "Unenlightened." And to show you the strangeness of life's ebbs and flows, Rudolf was suin

Brutal
But I like it. =) In case you're wondering I just get these bible verses and weekly wisdoms emailed to my job. Remember, I like learning new things. Besides if I sit down and try to read the Bible I'll shoot myself. If you're not choosing to spend regular time with God, then you're choosing to die spiritually.

Cops, Gotta Love Them!
I had a couple of minutes, thought I would share this one with y'all. On my way to another funeral now! IN MOST OF THE NORTHERN STATES, THERE IS A POLICY OF CHECKING ON ANY STALLED VEHICLE ON THE HIGHWAY WHEN THE TEMPERATURES DROP DOWN TO THE SINGLE DIGITS OR BELOW. ABOUT 3 A.M. ONE VERY COLD MORNING IN MARCH 2004, A STATE POLICE OFFICER RESPONDED TO A CALL: THERE WAS A CAR OFF THE SHOULDER OF THE ROAD ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF CASPER. HE LOCATED THE CAR, STUCK IN DEEP SNOW AND WITH THE ENGINE STILL RUNNING. PULLING IN BEHIND THE CAR WITH HIS EMERGENCY LIGHTS ON, THE OFFICER WALKED TO THE DRIVER'S DOOR TO FIND AN OLDER MAN PASSED OUT BEHIND THE WHEEL WITH A NEARLY EMPTY VODKA BOTTLE ON THE SEAT BESIDE HIM. THE DRIVER CAME AWAKE WHEN THE OFFICER TAPPED ON THE WINDOW. SEEING THE ROTATING LIGHTS IN HIS REAR VIEW MIRROR AND THE STATE POLICEMAN STANDING NEXT TO HIS CAR, THE MAN PANICKED, JERKED THE GEARSHIFT INTO "DRIVE" AND HIT THE GAS. THE CAR'S SPEEDOMETER

If'n I Had Me A Dollar....
If I had a dollar for every time I wished I had a dollar, I'd quickly learn to wish for larger denominations. I'd then branch out and start wishing for other things as well. I could wish for you to be covered in boils. Or for your legs to be broken in a really bad fall down the stairs. You know, nice things like that.

News For The Day
Hello all, and happy Monday, or is it? I have enjoyed my time on this site, and meeting to some wonderful people. Unfortunately, I have also met some thieves, liars, and users. I guess just as in real life, the internet is no different, and can be full of drama. One difference is, you can turn it off, as easily as you turned it on. I have deleted all my photos, except for a few. Recently, a man I was friends with, stole many photos. Actually he has done this too many times to count. Never the less, it just happened again, with a friend I have know for years. I was completely shocked. I have never said, that you could not post a photo of me, if you asked. Or if I have mentioned it, to help me win a contest. But to take personal photos and post them is uncalled for. I removed all my web shots pix last week. I am removing my Cherry Tap pix now. I am just burned out, and sick of people taking pix. and costing me money. I work as a model, and have my own web site. There is no use to post

Hello All
Greetings from Florida. Yay. I won't be online much while I'm here (probably once every couple days or so) so thought I'd wish you all happy holidays. It's hot as shit right now and I love it, hehe. Anywho, I've got a couple of little updates for you all: 1. I'll be getting my nose pierced some time within the next few days. I need to call the piercing place and make an appointment 2. will hopefully go to the beach this week and I'll take lots of pics 3. for those I haven't told yet, I broke my toe and it hurts like a mother fucker, but I'm sure it'll be okay in a couple weeks. That's all I've got for now. I'll be back home in Colorado on the 30th. Hope you all enjoy yourselves. :

Love Me?
Comment the hell out of that! Please ♥ Ugh i just woke up. My head hurts and i dont know why. Probably the whole hitting it on the wall thing. Im still listening to Chris daughtrys cd mhmm ♥ Im suppose to go with danielle to get the babys pictures taken today but getting out of bed is taking more energy than its worth. My stomach hurts severly and im not sure why. Probably stress pains. Eh w.e im over it. My fever broke a tad bit but not all the way. I gotta work tonight. I am going just cause itll get my mind off "it". Lets just hope i can focus today and not cause physical pain on myself haha. I wanta go back to sleep i just might do that. ♥

Shut Inside
i closed the door not opening it anymore I dont care about them or him he or she you and I us and we. I locked the bolt secured it shut behind me. I'm not listening if anyone cares to see. I've closed the blinds at the window.. I've locked away myself and threw away the key.

Beyond Positive Thinking
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Options Other Than Ct
Don't know about the rest of you but getting pretty sick of CT getting all parental on us. Now we have to be careful of the comments we post else we get banned. Hey if I post a x rated comment you can be damn sure I know the person and they like that. So I am thinking of moving on. Have tried xpeeps but while it is the perfect adult social network it's pretty lame on abilities. Tagged seems too prudish even more than CT Anyone got alternatives that they have tried?

It Drives Me Insane Puts Me Thru Pain..jamaals Life...
.. width="300" height="290">..> WELL...LIFE JUST GET HARDER AND HARDER DAY AFTER DAY.....FROM FAMILY PROBLEMS TO LOVE LIFE...FROM FRIENDS TO HATERS....IT DRIVES ME SO CRAZY...ALL I TRY TO DO IS BE AS NICE AS I COULD BE....BUT SOMETIMES BEING NICE MAY BE THE WRONG THING TO DO....I ALWAYS TRY NOT TO HURT ANYONE BUT SOMETIMES IT JUST HAPPEN...I LIKE DONT MEAN TO OR ANYTHING...I KNOW HOW IT FEEL IN A GIRL AND GUY POINT OF VIEW...AND I CAN PROUDLY SAY I HAVE DONE WRONG IN MY LIFE BEFORE....I MADE GIRLS LOOK LIKE ASSHOLES I CHEATED I DID ANYTHING YOU CAN DO TO A LADY TO HURT HER EXCEPT FOR ABUSE..NEVER DID NOTHING PHYSICLY TO A WOMEN BUT MENTALLY I HAVE HURT THEM...BUT ONE DAY I WAS ALONE IN MY ROOM WITH NO LIGHTS ON LISTENING TO SOME OF THE MOST EMO SONGS EVER {{ EMOTIONAL }}...AND THAT DAY IS WHEN THE WORLD CAME UPON ME AND TAPED ME ON THE SHOULDER...AND WHEN I TURNED AROUND GUESS WHAT I SAW??....FACES.....SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING FACES YOU'LL EVER SEE...BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRON

Shortly Lived...
Relationship. Like two weeks, I think thats a record. We broke up because I'm "anti-social". But I mean how can you expect someone who is unbelievebly shy to just talk to people you just met as if you known them your whole life? It just doesn't happen. I have to observe the kind of person they are, and its not like they were exactly talking to me either. They all work together, and I just met them. Oh yeah also because I'm a picky eater. I can't help what my taste buds like or don't like.

I Think Not
Not the first, not the last forget the love and everlast not the reason not the rhyme' To think it was just a waste of time not forever not today for a second i thought I lost the way not you not I love wont will surpass these tears I cry

New Cure For A Headache!
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed when his wife complained, as usual, "I have a headache." "Perfect," her husband said. "I was just in the bathroom powdering my penis with aspirin. You can take it orally, or as a suppository.

Mujibar Is Looking For A Job!!
Mujibar was trying to get a job in India . The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it, you cannot qualify for this job." Mujibar said, "I am ready." The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink, and Green" Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister Manager, I am ready." The manager said, "Go ahead." Mujibar said, "The telephone goes green, green, green, and I pink it up, and say, 'Yellow, this is Mujibar.'" Mujibar now works as a customer service person. No doubt you have spoken to him.

The Royal Family
We are a new Family that is just starting up and are looking for new members that are tired of the backstabbing drama BS that has been going on around... Interested please contact me or my Princess... Angel ~ Family ~ Queen of The Royal Family~ Queen of C.T.@ CherryTAP *~Hot Momma 22*~ PRINCESS OF THE ROYAL FAMILY ~@ CherryTAP

Yup! A Cherry Now!
Yessss! am a cherry now ..and gosh...its really great ..i get to do lots now ..and not being stopped as a roadkill! well, after the first cherry ..the going gets easy! :) ahhh....christmas is getting closer by the day and shopping is getting really BAD worse then being a raodkill LOLOL cant get the stuff i wanna get fr my nieces and nephews and the prices are hitting the ROOF! Soon ..i have ta rob the Cherry bank !! heheheh

Idiots Of The Year
Number One Idiot of 2006 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them. It turned out that the chopper was homing in on the emergency loca

He Will Never Be Alone
i stand here waiting he stepped back i stepped with him wasnt sure which way to go feelings got hurt emotions got in the way i love him to much to let go ill fight his demons ill torture anyone in my path make him smile make him laugh like once before ill grab his hand unwilling that he may be ill hold on in case he chages his mind ill stand beside him through it all even if we stand here for all eternity at least he will know that he will never be alone

Just Leave Me A Lonestar
please leave me a lone star leave it right there on the bar well ill play a sad song on my old guitar i don't need no company so please spread the word just leave me a lone star so i can get over her when i came home last night she packed all my clothes had em all in a glad bag thrown out in the road she didn't bother leaving me she just kicked me out hell now i may never know what this is all about please leave me a lone star leave it right there on the bar well ill play a sad song on my old guitar i dont need no company so please spread the word just leave me a lone star so i can get over her we've been together for 9 years 2 kids and a dog and hey things have been rough on her since i lost my job she blames it all on the drinking and hell i cant blame her so just keep em' coming and ill keep em' upturned please leave me a lone star leave it right there on the bar well ill play a sad song on my old guitar i don't need no company so plea

This Says It All
--- Subject: Have a great week! Always take breaks..... Yawn whenever you feel like it... Read books that you enjoy... Play with simple things... Do whatever you want..... Look for affection when you need it... Get serious once in a while... Forget about diets... Get angry once in a while..... Change your look.... Be happy, above all, And remember...... Somebody somewhere LOVES you!! Regardless of what your challenges may be... Have a great week!

How Perfect Is Your Life
Your Life is 52% Perfect Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great. You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize. How Perfect is Your Life?

What Is My Hidden Sexual Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

What Sign Should I Like
Your True Love Is a Cancer Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. What Sign Is Your True Love?

The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Your Rising Sun
Your Rising Sign is Cancer You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security. And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice. Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good. But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be. You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family. For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust. What's Your Rising Sign?

Tired Of This Sh*t
im sorry but what is the point to all those people that use to talk to me i still get on here like i use to and tho i dont send coments like i use to cause i got tired of sendin them out and not gettin any back so what is the piont so if u cared to read this feel free to reply if not oh well it will just be like any other time that no one seems to fucken care about me

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Which American City Are You?
You Are Austin A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick What American City Are You?

U.s. Navy Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron One One Six (vam-116), The Sun Kings
Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron ONE ONE SIX (VAW-116), the Sun Kings! Check out the video below and show them some love. Please send fan letters to VAW-116, encouraging them to continue to share their spirit with Real Americans! Commanding Officer VAW-116 13th St. Hangar #553 Point Mugu CA 93042 Yes, please send via snail mail. It'll be forwarded to VAW-116 wherever they are, and they'll appreciate it more. Thanks! Outkast's "Hey Ya." Well done by U.S. Navy Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron ONE ONE SIX (VAW-116), the Sun Kings! The Black-Eyed Peas, "Pump It!" Another well done by U.S. Navy Carrier Airborne Early Warning Squadron ONE ONE SIX (VAW-116), the Sun Kings!

Holiday Rantings
I am so sick of the politically correct crap that people feel the need to demand being said over something as minimal as a holiday greeting and well wishes. For those of you that are the militant holiday greeting fanatics, get over it. Go look in a mirror. I’ll wait for you to get back. You back now? Ok, did you see a sign hanging around your neck as to what holiday you celebrate? No? Well, nobody else can either. If someone greets you with good wishes but not using the holiday of your choice, you say thank you. You do not write your congressman demanding an investigation into how you should be greeted and what punishment should be handed down from on high if someone doesn’t do as you wish. Especially when you aren’t telling everyone you come in contact with what holiday greeting you wish to hear. Now, if you are wearing a sign saying what holiday you celebrate and someone is still so clueless and brain dead enough to use a different holiday, say thank you and wish th

I'm Good Today, Damn Good As A Matter Of Fact!!
This is for all of you out in CherryTap and Myspace land that cared enough to send me comments or messages during my.....shall we say.......outburst!! Thank you, thank you, thank you soooo much!! You all totally fuckin ROCK!! I am MUCH better now!! I have made peace within myself, and I have made peace with "him." I don't hold a grudge for very long, and I don't do vengeance. So I just needed to vent. You guys and girls were there for me! I love each and every one of you!! I will never forget that. I will always hold that deep in my heart!! Thank you from the bottom of my soul! I love you!! XOXO Silver

A Gift From Heaven.......
A gift from heaven.... I prayed from above.... one day to find my true love.... my soul descends and learns and grows.... and a gift from god.... I received below... A flower so beautiful, it is one of a kind..... only a few, god chooses and blesses to find...

The Date Of Love And Hate......
The date of Love & Hate Love is a gentle wave hitting my legs, Love is the wheat blowing in the feilds, Hate is like a dart pierceing your heart, Hate is the on thing everyone haytes and feels, Love is the dove floating in the sky, Hate is the dead one layin on the road, So its up to u to decide if u feel love or hate on this very date.

Must Have Been An Angels Sweet Spirits.......
Must of been an angel's sweet spirits.... bring me from above.... showered me with lyrics of love.... blessed me over and over again...... so I serenade my song......... my love.... for u and i'll give ... my heart to you....... and I'll give you my heart! my heart oo yay and i'll serenade for u i serendae for u i serendae for u serenade for heaven! You will never be alone cause my heart will be your shelter and keep you warm hey aoooo baby i'll serenade for u baby! serenade....

Meaning Of Love.............
Love is ... Love is a friendly smile, Love is to respect each other, Love is to forgive, Love is to sacrifice for others, Love is to care, Love is to commit yourself, Love is to be loyal, Love is to be kind, Love is to be happy, Love is to be honest, Love is to be faithful, Love is to laugh, Love is to sing, Love is to speak, Love is to listen, Love is to always be there, Love is forever, Love is ...

Top Ten Reasons To Call Yourself Christian
10- You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of your god. 9- You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from lesser life forms, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt 8- You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in a Trinity god 7- Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to Allah, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" -- including women, children, and trees! 6- You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek claims about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary, who then gave birth to a man-god who got killed, came back to life and then ascended into the sky. 5- You

Why Do We Fall In Love...............?
Why do we fall in love? How does it happen, Yells of laughter you hear when your in love, Does it happen because of feelings? Or by the way that we look? Why do we fall in love? Each persons answer is different, Forever you remember your first kiss, And the feeling you get when they put their arms around you, Love is one of the greatest feelings, Love is more than anyone can explain, It dosent just have to be that special person, No-one knows when they find that special person, Love is one of those things that you never really know the answer to, Or if it will happen to you Volume of love can be in different capasities, Everyone finds love in different ways, Will anyone really know the answer?

These Poems.......lol
Ok guys i know many of you have been looking at my poems....YES these are poems i had written myself over these past few days.....Please feel free to tell me to stop or keep going cause i have plenty more to go lmao...also feel free to leave comments on them .....Thanks, Missy

A Little Flab Lmfao
A LITTLE FLAB !! One morning while making breakfast, a man walked up to his wife, pinched her on the butt and said... "If you firmed this up, we could get rid of your control top pantyhose." While this was on the edge of intolerable, she kept silent. The next morning, the man woke his wife with a pinch on each of her breasts and said.... "You know, if you firmed these up, we could get rid of your bra." This was beyond a silent response... So she rolled over and grabbed him by his 'DANGLER.' With a death grip in place, she said... "You know, if you firmed this up, we could get rid of the gardener, the postman, the pool man and your brother!" Have A Good Day!

What Makes A Good Parent?(i've Been Thinking About This Alot Lately)
If you are a parent, have you ever wondered what kind of parent you are? I sure have! I guess now that my children growing up (Do they ever really grow up?!?), I have been thinking about this quite a bit. I mean, what makes a good mother? Is it love? Is it discipline? Is it friendship? Is it the material things you provide for your child? Is it a combination of these and other things or all of the above? What exactly makes a good mother? I look back and realize I have made many mistakes while raising my children. The guilt that I carry with me for those mistakes will never go away. Some of the mistakes were just that...mistakes. We are all human, so that is going to happen. I am not proud of this, but I am being honest. There have been other mistakes that were made because of a lack of knowledge. Some mistakes made because I was so extremely mentally exhausted I didn't think I could go on anymore. Some mistakes caused by fear. Regardless of the reasons, it doesn't take away my g

Thanks Friends For Helping
do wish to thank all the real friends that voted for me in the hottest grandma contest. This is to inform all that i will Not be in any more. When it gets where u got to beg for people to vote, it is way too sad. So, once again, thanks to all that did vote for me and have a wonderful Holiday and Merry Christmas.

Are Women Really Superior To Men?
While doing my search for this idea, I came across something interesting on the web. At a hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where a family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and serious. Surveying the worried faces, the doctor said, "I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news. The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure, very risky, you will have to pay for the brain yourselves." The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, "Well, how much does a brain cost?" The doctor quickly responded, "$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain." The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile; avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. One man, unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask, "Why is the male brain so much more expensive?" The doctor smile

Merry Christmas And A Very Very Happy New Year
i just have emptied my mailbox to see if i had any mail..and there they were..2 postcards..1 of my brother with whom i haven't really spoken in years because of a huge fight..and an other 1 from my ex..with whom i have been broken up with since a few months now..at first i looked at the envelopes, thought i could guess the handwritings..but no..and then i opened the card of my bro..and when i saw it came from him..i started to cry..this time of happiness..it means that he's no longer angry with me..so my heart filled itself with joy..then i opened the card of my ex who wished me all the best for 2007..who can actually believe that the man you have left, sends you such a card? not me! again i started to cry..my wishes for 2007 comes true! i am doing sports now, got my oldest sister and my brother back after 6 years and my ex turns into a good friend. To all the friends and family in my list: i wish you a warm embraced christmas and a very very happy new year!

True Friends Only!
TRUE FRIENDS ONLY! Please all my true friends, and family go vote on these two boys, in the cutest kid contest. These are a real close friend of mines boys. It would mean the world to see there votes go up to the top of the contest. This is the first contest I have asked anyone to vote on, and also the first contest my friend has ever entered on here, so lets make the first one a great one, and COMMENT BOMB these two boys, to the top. Thanks everybody, and your a true Cherry Tap friend for helping out. ITS ALLOWED TO COMMENT BOMB, SO LETS BOMB THESE TO THE TOP!!! PLEASE COMMENT BOMB THESE TWO BOYS WHEN YOUR LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO DO, THANKS SO MUCH!

The Trees
Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said, "Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. I could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty." Then the second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take Kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of the world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull." Finally the third tree said, "I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time and people will always remember me." After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. When one came to the first tree he said, "This looks like a

Bitch
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be it. I emb

Right Brain Left Brain
You Are 55% Left Brained, 45% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

Dreamed Of All The Different Ways I Had To Make Her Glow
These sweet berries these sweet berries tantalize the senses delicate scent vibrant colors tastes of sinful delight let them touch your lips so close yet unnatainable filled by its aroma i work to tease you inducing a frenzy til i give in let you taste of the fruit gently upon your tongue allow me to linger here fingers tracing your lips these sweet berries filling my hands embraceing them tight i coax them to bleed for me juice flows through my fingers rivers of sweet juices passionatly i navigate your curves following the streams covering you tasting every drop of sweetness these sweet berries one waiting here for you resting upon my lips come to me and take yours bearing these fruits for you find me with motives of lust lips lock in the exchange divine ambrosia bestowed upon us keep this euphoric moment never to fade away remembering past the breaking dawn the tastes of sinful delight .....these sweet berries. by john m

Steve Perry-oh Sherrie
You should've been gone Knowing how I made you feel And I should've been gone After all your words of steel Oh, I must've been a dreamer And I must've been someone else And we should've been over Oh, Sherrie, our love Holds on, holds on Oh, Sherrie, our love Holds on, holds on Oh, I want to let go You'll go on hurtin' me You'd be better off alone If I'm not who you thought I'd be But you know that there's a fever Oh, that you'll never find nowhere else Can't you feel it burnin' On-and-on Oh, Sherrie, our love Holds on, holds on Oh, Sherrie, our love Holds on, holds on Oh, Sherrie [Instrumental Interlude] Oh, Sherrie But I should've been gone Long ago, far away And you should've been gone Now I know you'd lie You'll stay Oh, Sherrie, our love Holds on, holds on Oh, Sherrie, our love Holds on, holds on Oh, Sherrie, our love Holds on, holds on Hold on Oh, Sherrie ----------------- Steve Perry - Oh SherrieMusic Code provided by So

Who Need Gift When You Have All This
The Best Thing About Christmas The Best Thing About Christmas Is When Jesus Was Born The Best Thing About Christmas Is Gathering Up With Each Other And Watch Them Open There Presents The best Thing About Christmas Is When We Think We Should Think About Others The Best Thing about Christmas Is When The Carolers Come To Your house And Listen To Them Sing The Best thing about Christmas Is When You Walk Around Delievering Presents And Wishing Them A Merry Christmas, And The Best Thing About Christmas Is When We All Share Our Love On Christmas Eve. With Love Freakylilsnow

Life. Why We Take Everything For Granted???
life. love. choices. friendship. death. drugs. war. peace. religion. politics. sex. thugs. wiggers. gangs. shoot-outs. drive-by.jobs. homeless. rich. famous. unfortunate ones. fortunate ones. all this it basically what makes up our daily life. what does that mean to you. what does it mean to know we all take everything for granted. whar cadegory are you in this. or are you a person that wants to live life as it comes to you and as some put it livestrong. when you die you die. you live till your hair falls out. what does all these thing have in common in your everyday daily living????

My Way...someday...
Daylight breaks through equal bliss, all the reruns consume our history. Falling from grace, I hope you'll come sit by me. All I wish is your hand, it's the entrance to your soul. Each dream I had about you, got lost or thrown away; I can't wait forever, Can't you kiss me now? All the poems that I wrote, died and burned away. You took another man, after stealing my heart; It cracked in two, one for hate the other for you. Didn't I wait long enough? Leaving it for the perfect time. I can't look at you now, Won't you turn away? It's lonely where I am now, but I can't turn away. I think about you all the time, won't you come listen to me? Maybe one day I'll get your kiss, so I'll feel your lips, I won't let the moment pass me by, please stay as the star in my sky; Each day is lost without you. Maybe one day it'll turn out my way! Copyright©2006 Crazee Motherfucker

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life
Your Birthdate: September 28 You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

...why Does Love Hurt
so yeah, me and my hunny bunny have been together a while now but i don't feel that we're as close as we should be and used to be. I know as people grow together (considering we're both still young), sometimes they just grow apart...but this hurts so bad. i look down at my ring and wonder why things are the way they are. Why do i get short tempered with him? why does he get short tempered with me? do we even really love each other or are we together because it's easier than putting ourselves out there to be rejected? i guess i want a notebook romance, a love like corey and topanga, and a story like a walk to remember... is that too much to ask?

Because I'm Too Lazy To Clean Up The Mumm.
I've broken the code on the mumms. 1) If someone else posted it, it must be stupid. 2) If it's a topic I've read a hundred times, my annoyance with it has less to do with the fact that I've spent the last 48 hours straight reading and inserting lame comments into the mumms than it does the fact that the person who posted it is an idiot. (That was a long sentence, you might need to read it more than once.) 3) If a mumm is something I don't like, rather than just moving on it is imperative that I insert some sort of derogatory comment about the one posting, the ones commenting and anyone else who isn't a part of my limited circle of internet "friends". Please to be commenting. I'm not likely to read the comments unless the color of your screen name is of the correct hue.

Psycho(a Poem About Myself For Once :p)
A killer roams in this place of Hell. Corrupting those that are doing well. He bends their souls to his evil ways. His sinister evil fuels flames of hate. The lives of many are in his hands. He is truly PSYCHO, this unknown man. He has wandered through Texas and he's in your home. A psycho killer, his purpose unknown. Feared by many and welcomed by others. He collects souls to become his evil brothers. This evil mystery of unknown origin chills my soul with his every sin. Every word you speak lets this psycho killer in. Now the time has come for all lives to END! Copyright ©2006 Crazee Motherfucker

Baby You Are(the Longest List On Earth :p)
Baby you are: My sunny sky, My favorite high, My bed so warm, My my port in a storm, My sweetest gift, My emotional lift, My best friend, Until the end. Baby you are: My inspiration, My destination, My shining light, My day and night, My heart healer, My anger chiller, My pain reliever, My spring fever, My gem so rare, My answered prayer, My heart and soul, My life made whole, My merry-go-round, My "up" when I'm down, My best chance, My last dance, My best shot, My only shot, My energizer, My morning sun, My evening fun, My dancing partner,

Need Y'all Please
YEPP U GUESSED IT,I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST Y'ALL !! THIS ONE IS CALLED "SEXIEST BODY PART" SO WITH THE HELP FROM ALOT OF YOU I ENTERED MY LIPZ. NEED COMMENT BOMBERS BADLY !!! WAY DOWN !! HELP PLEASE CONTEST ENDS DECEMBER 24,2006 @ 1 PM..JUST CLICK ON MY LIPZ BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE U THERE. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE FOR ALL THE VOTING/RATING ..Y'ALL ARE THE BEST XOXOXOXO

Looking For Cat That Cleans Window
I have the pup that does here. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=204508&albumid=0&i=676017931 I like the cat too. I buy you gift in return If you come across it. send it me Please. God Bless you! Thanks very much ~Mary~

War's End!!!
WAR'S END!!! Oh, how well I know this place darkness is not a nameless face beyond immediate, it dwells within countless sorrows, where do I begin? A warrior once, I fought for light now I am chained, a prisoner of night The bonds secured and held steadfast the race over, hopes in dead last So lost, the tears refuse to fall so numb, I feel nothing at all No strength to defend I surrender, just please let it end No time, no hope, no chance for me no angels, no white knights to set me free Within myself I will retreat at last to rest in my defeat My life is like a broken toy I give nor recieve any joy I am a black hole where despair resides the haven where darkness hides Darkness will not cease or desist and I can no longer resist stalked my whole life as its prey I was caught and captured today.

A Man's Guide To What A Woman Is Really Saying:
I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. .... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. .... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near there; I just want to get this over with. I'M JUST GOING OUT WITH THE GIRLS. We're gonna make fun of you and your friends.

When U Have To Choose.
Where do we go now I'm standing here, wondering how, it wasn't supposed to happen like this, it wasn't supposed to happen at all. So here I stand, in the shower hands against the shower wall, water beating on my back, crying, screaming, just trying to figure out where I am, it's like I'm in a fog, I know exactly where I am, but I have no idea how I got here or whats going on around me. I'm sorry you all must be so confused by all this so OK let me rewind time and start from the beginning. September 15, 2006 - Binghamton was getting slammed by one hell of a late season storm, it had knocked out power all over the city. So being the Delta's we are, we decided to call up the Alpha's (our brother frat) and have a black-out party. You would be amazed at how word can travel on campus even though there is hardly any power or phones. I think by 9pm we had something like 200 people there and by 11pm almost 400, good numbers for a Alpha, Delta party, considering there was no power. I mean

Advice To Women From Men:
...Never buy a 'new' brand of beer because 'it was on sale.' ...If we're in the backyard and the TV in the den is on, that doesn't mean we're not watching it. ...Don't tell anyone we can't afford a new car. Tell them we don't want one. ...Whenever possible please try to say whatever you have to say during commercials. ...Please don't drive when you're not driving. ...Don't feel compelled to tell us how all the people in your stories are related to one another: We're just nodding, waiting for the punchline ...The quarterback who just got pummeled isn't trying to be brave. He's just not crying. Big difference! ...When the waiter asks if everything's okay, a simple 'Yes' is fine

Not Really
So today was a pretty exciting day for me... i got to go the court house and file for a Divorce after beeing married for almost five years.... yeah i know how fun.... well he is getting served his papers tonight and i am really nervious to how he is going to respond to it.... so wish me luck that it will go good....

A Love For One
A loss for one, but a find for another. Still a love for all. Going through 9 months of pregnancy and not really having a feel for it. It's a sad thing, but knowing that you can help someone else by giving them something they could never have. It makes everyone feel good, knowing that your baby will be in good hands, being loved with everything you couldnt give it. Adoption really is a wonderful thing. It may hurt for a while , but you know you did the right thing. I know I did. And I know I made a family very happy.

A Beautiful Thing
A beautiful thing in your eyes. Something you thought you would never see. Something so small, something so sweet, something with the tiniest hands and the tiniest feet. A wonderful mirical, the sweetest joy it didn't matter if it was a girl or a boy. All that matters is the love in your heart, the care in your hugs, the trust in your eyes. Over to you the biggest surprise. A beautiful baby and it's all yours to cherish forever more and more. Written for the adoptive parents of my baby Riley.

Romance Or Realistic
You Are A Romantic You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Can't Wait
My husband is gonna be getting me a digital cam soon, I've been waiting for sometime now for one of these an well it's that time.....lol... I'll be getting some resent pictures up of the family an I, before to long..

Perfct Kisser
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Everbody's Lives Are Just
Everybodys lives are just big old dreams well to me anyways thats what it seems. Even though nothing happens the way you want it to usually dreams do what you tell them to do. Maybe my dreams will go well some day; hopefully soon I just wish today. What is there to do until then? I could just sit here and do nothing ever again. Life is a pain and it always will be; no matter what happens you'll see ! Your life could be good, your life could be bad, your life could be happy or even be sad, but no matter how your life is now, you know it could turn out better! Your friends and family are in your dreams see already it's getting better. Sometimes life can be a scream, that's why they call it a life long dream.

Broken Hearted
My love is gone, my one true love. It is a now pigeon once was a dove. We are now apart which will now be forever he was my boyfriend and also my lover. I will sure miss him the light is now dim, we will never be together again. That is in the mind of most men. He did not die I just lost his love; even though I have someone elses it's just not enough. I love him so much it really hurts my heart, It feels like someone shot me with a rusty dart. He broke his promise by going with someone, now I know our relationship is done. You know who I'm talking about I don't have to say. This is the end of my poem , that was the end of my day.

Sarcasm
You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?

Sword Of Truth
Sword of Truth -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * Wizard's First Rule * People are stupid. ... they will believe anything they want to be true or fear to be true ... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * Wizard's Second Rule * The greatest harm can result from the best intentions. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * Wizard's Third Rule * Passion rules reason. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * Wizard's Fourth Rule * There is magic in sincere forgiveness -- the magic to heal! ... in the forgiveness you grant, and more so in the forgiveness you receive ... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * Wizard's Fifth Rule * Mind what people do, not only what they say. ... deeds will betray a lie ...

Weekend
random thoughts in my head little wishes to be dead through my mind in an instant race too fast to control the pace tangled in reality death to me a fantasy lost within my own pain drowning in the falling rain wondering if what i really crave is to be left alone in my grave

Lonely
Why am I so lonely? Sitting on my bed; in the dark like I was dead. Being lonely is not fun; you should only be lonely when your life is done. But even then you should not be lonely; that is something that most people told me. Being lonely upsets me sometimes, but I guess it depends on what goes through your minds. I'm not lonely my life is just shattered; like big clumps of thunder that have just clattered. Thunder from the storm that is just ending; What kind of message is this sending? Just to tell you I am not a foney, I really am lonely.

Unbelievable - Trips To The Emergency Room... Sad, But True...
Trips to the Emergency Room Unbelievable - TRIPS TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM... Sad, but true... FEMALE SOFA ----- A 500lb. woman from Illinois was examined in a hospital. During the examination, an asthma inhaler fell from under her armpit, a dime was found under one of her breasts and a remote control was found lodged between the folds of her vulva. No Joke! PRICKLY PAIR----- OUCH! In Michigan, a man came into the ER with lacerations to his penis. He complained that his wife had "...a rat in her privates..." and it bit him during sex (not the first conclusion I would have drawn). After an examination of his wife, it was revealed that she had a surgical needle left inside her after a recent hysterectomy. PING PONG ANYONE?----- A 20 year old man came into the ER with a hardened mass in his rectum. He said that he and his boyfriend were fooling around with concrete mix, then his boyfriend had the idea of pouring the mix into his anus using a funnel ?!!. The concrete then harden

It's Almost Here.....
Well Christmas is almost here. I can't believe how fast this year has gone. It's almost over! Christmas is less than a week away. My kids are ready but I'm not. LOL! They are ready to open the gifts. Speaking of, Bucky's last present came in the mail today. I didn't think it was going to come. The place said that I needed to pay first, but I guess they changed their minds. Good for me though. I was really upset that I couldn't get him what I wanted to. Now it's over! I got it! Under the tree and he has NO IDEA that it's there. :D He thinks that I just got my brother something else. Which I did, but he doesn't know that he got something too! I can't wait until everyone opens their gifts Monday morning. I think that everyone will be very happy with what they have. Well, I'm outta here. Time to go and play with the kiddos. Have a great day to you all. Lots of love and peace. Merry Christmas from Ria!!!

Jeff Foxworthy On Alberta
If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 36 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you may live in Alberta. If you instinctively walk like a penguin for six months out of the year, you may live in Alberta. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you may live in Alberta. If you have worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Alberta. If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Alberta. You Know You Are A TRUE Albertan When: 1. "Vacation" means going south past Calgary for the weekend. 2. You measure distance in hours. (That is SO true!!) 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. 4. You often switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day and then back again. 5. You can drive 110 kph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching.

Well Im Bored Thats Subject Enough.....
OMG WHAT A DAY I COULDNT EVEN GET OUT MY OWN DAMNED WAY...YOU EVER HAVE A DAY WHERE YOU JUST WANNA COVER YOUR HEAD BACK UP AND GO BACK TO SLEEP AND FORGET THE DAY???? I MEAN REALY IM TELLING YOU I DIDNT CARE TO GET OUT THE BED TODAY...IM STILL IN MY DAMNED PAJAMMAS...LMAO BUT THAT DOES NOT MATTER BECAUSE IM ALONE TODAY AND IT IS PEACEFUL AND QUIET...AND NOBODY IS BUGGING ME FOR NOTHING AND I CAN CHAT, CHAT, CHAT UNTIL MY HEARTS CONTENT BUT MY QUIET PLACE WILL BE OVER SOON & MY ROOMIES WILL BE HOME SOON BITCHING AND MOANING ABNOUT WHAT A CRAPPY DAY THEY HAD....HA HA HA LITTLE DO THEY KNOW I AM NOT SO HAPPY MYSELF...BUT I WILL BE...I AM A TOUGH BITCH...AND ILL GET THROUGH IT AS USUAL...HOPE YOU GOT THE MEANING HERE............I GOT YOU ALL AND THATS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE GETTING OUT OF BED...........IN OTHER WORDS I APPRECIATE ALL MY INTERNET PALS...AND LOVE YOU EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.....SMOOCHES TAMMY

My Anger
quiet my job got in a fight i dont now whats going to happen? is tierd and was wating on you to get here i dont no i just did wokup with fire in my eyes and ready to take the world down i am righting my frstrasons out trying to main tang trying to make it go away not nowing if i was rone or i was right i sit here crying thinking of god and what he would do not knowing were the devil lerks knowing at ever corner there will be hert not noing were to stop only going farther to the won, the place you seek win you are hert the way out is nere take me take me to the place i do not fear for there only will i be free!

Never Going To Get There
Current mood: depressed So i think i am going to brun for all the shit i did! not nowing were it will end maybe i will wil be spared then agen you neve no were you will end up at you no life is like a big game you play it some times you win some times you loese you never no what life will bring you the only thing you know for sure is that your going to die and win that time comes you well look back and say i am glad i was here for all the pain and all the good but wish that you could do it all over agen so win you think it has ended it hasnt it has just begon!!!

My Heart Is An Ocean Away
Amongst the bullets and the blood There is a man who has my heart Through all the troubles and trials I know that if he just comes home safe All will be fine He is my rock he is my love Even still between the bullets and the bombs He worries about me and how I am doing Yet the only I crave him and only him He has something of mine I just can't get back

The Way I Fell
so i sit here woundering will i ever make it out wiil i ever get there i dont no but i will try liveing to the day i die woundring did i do the right thing thinking was i there anof i will never no but life is here and i will try tell the end of time do you see the light can you here the calling can you see my crys i am lost in this world and i dont no why!!

Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS AND A SPECIAL MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY SPECIAL CHERRY YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE LOTS OF LUV YOU ALL OF YOU HOPE YOUR HOLIDAYS ARE FILLED WITH LOTS OF JOY AND PEACE KISSES AND HUGS

Life
What does this mean to anyone A name floats from the lips of angels Only one's name could draw such power True Love's name Yearning to be known But they are not allowed to linger Waiting ears left unenlightened By their knowledge Yet the fear subsides And the tears no longer well Eyes clear to show the everlasting Pain of betrayal Quietly wince As each stake is pounded deeper Through flesh and bone Not even a whimper escapes as the tears begin to flow With the first touch of tear to blood A song of hope and love seep From sorrowful lips As the cross is lifted With the Kindling set round The torches draw near But even the heavens open To quench the flames with Angel's tears And one doth Step froth from the crowd Returning the cross to the ground As the stakes are pulled From flesh and bone The light of hope, love and faith Show through A crumpled figure rises from the ground Blood soaked and tear streaked Yet the song prevails Struggling for balanc

Past
Does this have any meaning to anyone Standing alone bathed in the blood of the moon Sorrow's tears mix with blood so pure hope is born As the flame ignites one falls to thy knees In awe, because for an instant the weight of the world is lifted With a slight bow of the head the weight gladly returns Though the weight is hefty it is an honor worthy or baring Maybe again will love help carry the burden No matter how heavy, no matter how difficult The honor of the burden will be carried By the strength of sorrow's tears mixed with the blood of the moon Fueled by hope itself Graciously accepting the burden one stands To carry forth into a world that shall never know Nor remember the one who carries Their hopes and keeps their fears at bay Quietly with a slight smile and a remaining tear Upon a cheek of one who alone carries the weight of the world Slips into the unknowing bustling crowd Maybe again love shall come to wipe away That last tear

Wisconsin
Being born and rasied for the most part, much less living most of my life in Wisconsin I was very excited to see how the elections would turn out. Thinking that finally Wisconsin might step out of the narrowminded ways. Well, what do you know I was wrong. I seen a ad against same sex marriages and I was repluse that they used tradition as an excuse to cover their fear and ignorance for same sex marriages. And who's tradition is that, what do you know the church. Though Wisconsin is the beer state and has been going through mass change due to the hardships of the farms they still let fear and blind faith lead them. The worst part is what right does anyone have to say that they can't marry the one they love. I don't want anyone telling me I can't get married. Just because the sex of a couple isn't up to the conformist standards of the church. If you don't get a job because of your sex it is called DISCRIMINATION, and that is wrong and can be dealt with by legal repercussio

Great Song
Amazing Grace, how sweet the Earth That bore a witch like me. I once was burned, now I survive Was hung and now I sing. "Twas Grace that drew down the moon And Grace that raised the seas. The magic in the peoples' will Will set our mother free. We face the East and breathe the winds That move across the Earth. From gentle breeze to hurricane, Our breath will bring forth change. Turn toward the South and feel the fire That burns in you and me. The spirit's flame will rise again And burn eternally. We greet the West, our souls awash In tides of primal birth. Our tears and blood, our pain and love Will cleanse and heal the Earth. Reach to the North and know your roots Down deep ancestral caves. We find the wisdom of the Crone, "Of circles we are made." Amazing Earth, enduring life, From death unto rebirth. 'Tis Earth I am and Earth I love, And Earth I'll always be. Amazing Grace, how sweet the Earth That bore witches like we. We once were burned

A Piece Of A Poem I Wrote
...I think it was Thoreau who said most men lead lives of quiet desperation, and it’s true that I verge on the unseemly in my desperation for you. Never to taste your lips in life, I dream of them instead, So soft. A little gentle touch, nothing more, Lying between cool white cotton sheets, eye to eye, legs tangled slanting sunlight through Venetian blinds, slightly angled betrayed by a thousand floating motes of dust drifting to the floor.

Sex
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To All My Friends
well i want to thanks all my friends that are coming to my site and rating and commenting on my pics . i will have new ones soon. the people that come by everyday are very special people to me and i am trying to get my way down my list of friends to wish them a good christmas and happy new year so bare with me and i will get to u asap. well i am going now but i will be back.

Friends By Kmk
[CHORUS] It don't matter where you've been Just focus on where you're going Most people you think are friends Ain't there when the tough gets going Remember to keep your friends Be wise with those you've chosen 'Cause only your closest friends Are there when the going gets tough When I think about it the definition change Back in the old days it wasn't quite the same Or maybe it was but on another level Still pushing dirt with a different type of shovel Loyalty, trust, unconditional foundation Builds everlasting bonds and relations I've got friends I haven't seen in years I'd die for tonight forget and have a couple beers On the other hand you never know where you stand With certain types of friends they'll sell you out for some ends Or some pussy or some weed or a business transaction Some use words but I prefer action I'm a break you off like an old school playa My x-ray vision helps me see through the layers Of you fakes, phonies, lies and deception Ask Mat

The Soldiers Christmas
~Night Before Christmas~ T'was the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this home did live. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures, Of far distant lands. With medals and badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, Silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A home of a soldier. Was this the hero, Of whom I'd just read?, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families, That I saw thi

Two More Days
okay in two more days i turn the big 21 again for the 18th time guess i got alot of experience on the 21st year of life.....okay so what's everyone gonna get me and if you really do want to send a card via e-mail or smail mail leave me an e-mail here DawnMarie

In Search Of Alternatives (a Somewhat Half-assed Xpeeps.com Review)
The Cherry is wilting. In a nutshell, since I started working nights (and CherryTAP is off-limits at work, being... well, not safe for work), I'm here when most of my friends aren't. I also noticed the lack of visitors' traffic lately, which may mean it's either time for another blast, or it's time to move on. In an effort to decide which to do, I decided to look around at what else was out there in this big, grand old world of social networking. I went onto xPeeps.com and revisited an account I'd actually created earlier in the week. My experiences there were... less than thrilling. Think of xPeeps as CherryTAP without the NSFW policy, the live chat, or the points-starved welcoming committee. Since there's no incentive to welcome new people, it's entirely possible to be there for quite a few days before someone actually gives your profile a view. That leads to my next point. My account's maybe a week old and still has zero views. Now, this leads me to believe I have to a

Talk About Drama
ALL CAUSE THE MUM I POSTED THIS B.I WENT IN TO MY GALLERY AND DOWNRATED ME ALLLLLL 1'S SENT A LETTER TO BABYJESUS BECAUSE I AM PRETTY PISSED WITH THE FACT THAT I EVEN TOLD PEEPS DON'T TAKE ME THE WRONG WAY BY THE MUM JUST CURIOUS AND THEN PEEPS NAME CALLED I DELETED COMMENTS AND LEFT IT AT THAT..... HERES THE ONE THAT RATED ME ALLLLL ONES (BULLSHIT I SAY) luna@ CherryTAP

I Was Told I Am In 7th Place - Need Your Help Comment The Heck Out Of Me Please
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments!!! Contest ends 10pm EST Monday!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

Were Do We End Up In The End
the end a dredful thing we dont think of tell the end we race around back and forth not watch thos we love not worrying of mom or dad tell the end you sould hold the ones you love inbrceing and huging for tho the time will come win you no longer can hang on dark ness falls and cildren weep the black ness takes you deep deeper and deeper you goo searching for the one you no not noing they have falling to end you watch the time race you bye wating for the the moment to pass you bye hope it was all a dreame but ralising it was a dark ness day but fear not the day will get clear and time well race bye tell you and the ones love grow old lossing them as time flys bye in thend you shell see what you were wating on all this time my goush its been so long senes i seen you i miss you and time still flys bye wish i could go back to the time we were happy and fried man i miss you the days are comeing and going summers pass and winters fly bye wish you were here and not in the sky if you wound

Another Two For One Posting !
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore I hear your voice carried on the breeze Silent sweet melody puts me at ease Listening to the spirit that calls from within Wondering if love is ever a sin Now that I have found you no other can be I am so lost in you your all I can see You fill me and are that missing peace You’re the only one who can this soul release I soar upon clouds at the sound of your voice I seek you out for I have no other choice I am drawn to you as a moth to the flame I live for the melody of

Anticipation...
I think about the things we are yet to share, looking into your eyes when you climax, the feel of you entering me. The rhyme we will create together. Will you kiss the center of my back after you have taken me anal? Then collapse on top of me both of us facing down and neither one of us wanting to move, and I certainly won’t want you to exit me. Just a hint: after you have brought me to climax in my pussy, I’m so sensitive I can feel you...for lack of a better word, deflate inside me and I will continue to have smaller orgasms. I wonder if your ticklish just behind your balls where I love to suck? Will I be able to get one of your balls in my mouth, or just part? What will your tongue feel like on my breast, nipples and will you ignore the rest of my breast? Will you bite hard? And if so, on my breast, and ass? I wonder if when I’m finished and go to get a warm wash cloth, a dry hand towel and the baby powder to clean you up afterwards, will you think I’ve left you? Will you be so rus

Together
Together we pass hand in hand leaving our marks in the sand walking along the coast at night under a blanket of stars with the moon shining bright Looking at you I see so clear the kind of love I want to be near if for just a moment you look away I miss what your eyes want to say Touching you gently as I hold you tight to taste your sweet lips all through the night Our body language speaks so loud we could be heard out in a crowd we are so close as you can see that noone else exist but you and me written by: angel

Cat Pics
Ok so over the past few days I have been getting some of the BEST Catwoman, Black Cat, Bad Kitty and all around funny cat pics. Thanks for sending them. I love them all!! So that's my new goal. I want everyone to send me their favorite cat pic. It can be anything involving a cat. The funnier the better. The sexier the Catwoman the better. Anything goes. I would really appreciate it. I'll keep them all in my folder with a little thanks to the people who send them. Thanks!!

Poem: Smashed
This is a bit of free verse I wrote after breaking up with my ex-fiancee. SMASHED A pumpkin smashed in the street; Bleeding, pulsating, still beating; The anguish of your tracks stinging. The seeds of love squashed. It’s core pounded to mush. It’s face carved in your image By the sharp blade of betrayal. Lonely and broken; Fodder for the unfaithful; Rotting, stinking, dying.

Fake Tupac Friend Impersonator...ctfu
http://cherrytap.com/user/434145 GO SEE THIS PAGE THIS GUY IS SUCH A FAKE AND WANNA BE HE EVEN GOT FAKE TUPAC PICTURES IN HIS PICTURE SIDE OF HIS PAGE I CALLED HIM ON IT AND HE TRIED TO PLAY IT OFF SAYIN Lol....HE KNOWS HES JUS TRYIN TO SEE IF OTHERS WILL SEE CUZ HE HATE FAKES..IM LIKE YO UR A FAKE U TRIED TO GET AWAY WITH IT UNTIL I CALLED U ON IT AND SAID ITS NOT HIM...CTFU.....Lol

Jokes
Funny One-Liners 100,000 sperm and you were the fastest? 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. A clean desk is a sign of a cluttered desk drawer. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. A closed mouth gathers no foot. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. A day without sunshine is like, night. A diplomat is someone who can tell you to go to hell in such a way that you will look forward to the trip. A flashlight is a case for holding dead batteries. All generalizations are false, including this one. All men are idiots, and I married their King. Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else. Always try to be modest and be proud of it! Anything worth taking seriously is worth making fun of. Artificial Intelligence usually beats real stupidity. Assassins do it from behind. Atheism is a non-prophet org

Lust Unbound
Grab me with lusty desire Let me light your burning fire take you where we let hands touch Moistness and hardness long so much To feel you grind your ass into me As I let you set my manhood free And I taste you as I long to do And make hot long passion to you Sucking and licking and fucking so fast Like wild animals we make it last And feel the orgasms that make it worth all Your worth the price of humanities fall You ignite me and now I burn hot For I need your sex and others want not As I look at you I drool for your love to be deep inside you as we push and shove And howl at the moon as we cum so hard For you’re the sexual dream who holds the card The winning hand and you’re the winner true And I want to give all sexual pleasure to you Be your love slave and pleasure you sweet To taste you like a fine meal to eat And make you cum hard and moan so loud These are the things that would make me proud To satisfy you as no other one can For you’re the woman who m

What Does Color Have To Do Wit Anything?
i was on here talking to my friend i havent heard from in a long time...well anyway i got this shoutout from a guy named "columbia city rocks"...he said that i could have him for xmas...so i started talking to him.. then he said to me oh never mind u fuck "niggers"...that just pissed me off so i went off on him...i hate people who have to look at the color of the person instead of what that person has to offer...so anyway he kept going on and on about "niggers" maybe he needs to look up what that word means cuz obviously he is one! anyway i was justa lil heated so i thought i would write about what was wrong wit me!!!

Christmas Wishes
Here it is the Christmas wish list. All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you. []Hug []Kiss on cheek []Kiss on lips []Hold hands []Cuddle []Make out []Boom in my bedroom []Sit on your lap []Go on a date with you []Just be friends []Be more than friends []Love me []Like me []Kiss under the Mistletoe []Get to know me more []be with me []just hangout with me []fuck me []rape me []Love me for ever till the day you die How old do I look? [] pre-teen 11-12 [] early teens 13-15 [] mid-teens 16-17 [] late teens 18-19 [] early twenties 20-23 [] mid twenties 24-26 [] late twenties 27-29 [] early thirties 30-33 [] mid thirties 34-36 [] late thirties 37-39 How good do I look from 1-10 (1- ugly/10- hott) [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Do I have nice eyes? [] yes [] no Would you be sad if I moved away? [] yes [] no Would you come visit me? [] yes [] no

Insight
I was read a blog that had a quiz. I decided to take the quiz and I was impressed with the results, enough that I decided to post those results here. What amazed me was how accurate it is, provided you answer honestly. For those who may want to know a littl more about me this will give you a littlee more insight. You scored as Darkness. Darkness! Silent, mysterious and contemplating, you keep to yourself, and maybe a best friend. You are sometimes shunned and sometimes adored. It really depends. you will fight if you have to, but dont take much pleasure in it. You may feel alone, but its really that you just push everyone else away... Darkness100%Wind67%Fire50%Light50%Earth0%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

I Tell Myself That It Will Be Ok, Only If That Were True
killing me now haunted by these thoughts why can't i think straight mind polluted with these fears will they wipe clean wash away with the rain or must i live with this whispers taunting me confusing the reality i see telling me everything is a lie ever questioning my existance watching for the next dagger who will the next enemy be worries killing this life i tighten the noose i have made around this neck of mine tighter it grip grows assuring me this pain is real will you help me cut this rope let me breathe this life again assure me of fears unfounded and of feelings that are true I look to the sky for words of hope to bring me releif and find salvation could a voice sweet as the spring rain wash away these thoughts horrifying me until that day i hide from myself trying to wait out these fears that haunt me, that are killing me now. by john m

Broken Heart
i dont understand why it is happening to me just when I thought things were starting to look up one of the worst things that could have happened to me happened my biggestest fear my 15 year old son after living with me for 7 years since the divorce out of the blue he told me he was going to live with his father omg i have no idea what the hell i am going to do now he was my reason for waking up each day

Nightmare
I'm falling into cloudy darkness As i'm falling i'm screaming But no one seems to hear me As I near the bottom I can see shadows and objects in every corner I pray that there are no jagged rocks But I soon realize What was at the bottom I felt it pierce my whole body Felt it stab my legs and arms But most of all I flt it Go up through my back And out between my lungs And one right through my side My legs and arms go numb As my blood spills out around me I'm just laying there As my breathing is shortening My eyelids start to close And I see my life flash before me Then all of a sudden I see a light And I go towards it But it turns me away And I wake up screaming Trying to take deep breathes

Spit
COWARD!! spit i think i'll spit For all those girls, who speak contradiction The guy who crept through the shadows everyday to clutch his own conclusion Watch all the blood, as it drips from your veins you coward Godspeed, may your death come quickly i think i'll take this hate and , SPIT, SPIT, SPIT Now as it's passed onto the next one I feel a bloodrush come right over me You know you will never be right in the eyes of the ones who know You trusted the devil and she will betray you Low Why do i get shit all the time from you men You are swine You think dick is the answer But its not

Gettin Better
Well, since my last blog entry, I have gotten so much better.....I feel soooo much better too....My car wounds have pretty much healed...the soreness is still there but other than that, I feel great!!! Another month or so, and I will be ready to get back on the dance floor and shake my azz!!!LOL!!! I am back out driving again......Scary huh? I woudl have to say life is pretty good right now........

Winter Solstice
Winter Solstice, or Yule, is held on or around December 21st. It marks the shortest day of the year (in the Northern Hemisphere) and is an important holiday to those who follow the old ways.To the ancients, it appeared as if the Sun and Moon stopped in their flight across the sky—this is the longest night of the year and was a time of both anticipation and rejoicing at the Sun's rebirth out of the Goddess.The Sun's representation as the male divinity, or celestial ruler, predates Christianity. As with other rituals and celebrations, the Church felt that by assimilating this holiday into the Christian beliefs, it would help convert those who still followed the Olde Way.Symbolism of the Winter SolsticeFire and candles are important to many pagan holidays.The Winter Solstice marks a crucial part of the natural cycle. In a real sense, the sun begins anew its journey toward longer days, times of new growth and renewal of the world once again. In a spiritual sense, it is a reminder that in o

Poetry
My life is a story that is untold. But soon the anwsers will unfold. Inside the pages of my book. If you care to take a look. A tale of emptiness, sadness,suspence and love. Truely a tale of a angel blessed from above. She walked into other peoples lives. Blessing them with her light. Fornification was her greatest sin. How she temepted the minds of men. Now she awaits judgement day. A debt she will have to repay. That thought often scares her so. Just enough to dullen her glow. She gets on her knees to pray. That god fogives her everyday. Will he allow her to come home? Or lock the gate and leave her alone. Her life was nothing but one big game. A race for glory to claim the flame. Till the day she met one just like she. To her surprise it was a he. The battle of the sex"es has begain. Her mind races to make her plan. Was he sent as a dream come true? Or for her to save him too. Save him from the things in his head. Wicked thoughts cleared with her in his

Guess What I Did This Semester????????
Ok going to warn you abou this blog. =) So I decided to check grades today online- didnt think they would be posted til later this week... but they were up.. Guess what.. I got a 4.0. *WOOT* Ok yea i know that is really cheesy and nerdy- but i work pretty hard at getting good grades. And managed to get 5 A's this semester. Just letting everyone know, since alot of you message and find that I am doing homework or in class.... I wasnt lying.. i really am a nerd. Well let you go read something not so self-centered... but just wanted to let all my friends know because I really am SHOCKED. Like there is one class that I almost want to email the teacher and ask if there was a curve or if she misgraded the final lol.

California Marijuana Production Almost $14 Billion
From: MarijuaniforniaDate: Dec 19 2006 09:09"A report released today by a marijuana public policy analyst contends that the market value of pot produced in the U.S. exceeds $35 billion — far more than the crop value of such heartland staples as corn, soybeans and hay, which are the top three legal cash crops. California is responsible for more than a third of the cannabis harvest, with an estimated production of $13.8 billion that exceeds the value of the state's grapes, vegetables and hay combined — and marijuana is the top cash crop in a dozen states, the report states." - LA Times, Dec. 18 2006http://www.latimes.com/news/la-me-pot18dec18,0,1029795.story?track=mostviewed-storylevel

Does God Exist?
This is something i came across recently....a group of people were asked to tell us their theory about the existence of God.....this is what everyone voted on as best answer...... Understanding the existence of God: facts and figures... Does God exist? If you are a theist... you already believe in the Existence of God! If you are an atheist... you look forward to clues which would scientifically or otherwise prove the Existence of God. Both the theories are correct. It is only saying that the glass is half full and the other half empty! Belief in the Existence of God stems from extreme faith in the system of God the Almighty Creator. Being on the highest level of manifestation... human beings understand that nothing gets created on its own. If we believe in the fact that the whole cosmos is the creation of God then we believe in the surmise that "God Does Exist". On the contrary atheists desire a proof of Existence of God. As per Jainism beliefs there is no Existence of

Vote For Your Favorite Marijuana Radio Ad!
From: Marijuana Policy Project Date: Dec 18 2006 5:04 PM “Lock up Rush Limbaugh! Or does he deserve our sympathy?” Thus begins one of MPP’s four new radio ads, which you can listen to here. MPP will soon begin airing one of the four ads during national radio personality Jim Hightower's syndicated "Common Sense Commentaries." But we need your help to decide which of the ads to run! Please visit our Web site, listen to all four radio ads, and then vote with your donation for your favorite ad. Every dollar you donate will count as one vote for your favorite ad. The more money you donate, the more votes you get. (Your donation will be tied to the particular ad you vote for. MPP will tally all the donations each ad receives and will run the winning ad.) MPP began a partnership with Jim Hightower’s show this summer, and the previous three ads we ran were huge successes. In fact, because of their provocative content, the ads themselves garnered media attention: They have bee

Bona Saturnalia
(From a bulletin by Bobby black) Long before the coming of Christianity, with which this time of the year has become inextricably linked, people all over the world celebrated the rising of the Midwinter sun and the birth of the gods who held out to them the promise of a New Year with new hopes. The Roman Saturnalia as its name suggests, was the celebration in honor of Saturn, the Roman god of agriculture and time, from whence we have inherited Saturday or Saturn's day. His feast was celebrated from December 17th to the 24th. It is an ancient festival from which we derive many of the traditional celebrations associated with Midwinter. The halls were decked with holly branches and evergreen wreaths. People visited family and attended lavish banquets and holiday parties. Gifts of silver, candles, figurines, and sweets (often tied to evergreen wreaths) were exchanged. It was also customary to light candles and roam the streets singing holiday songs (albeit often in the nude). Even th

Principles Of Spiritual Activism
I got this in a message from another site and felt there was enough good info in it to share The following principles emerged from several years' work with social change leaders in Satyana's Leading with Spirit program. We offer these not as definitive truths, but rather as key learnings and guidelines that, taken together, comprise a useful framework for "spiritual activism." 1. Transformation of motivation from anger/fear/despair to compassion/love/purpose. This is a vital challenge for today's social change movement. This is not to deny the noble emotion of appropriate anger or outrage in the face of social injustice. Rather, this entails a crucial shift from fighting against evil to working for love, and the long-term results are very different, even if the outer activities appear virtually identical. Action follows Being, as the Sufi saying goes. Thus "a positive future cannot emerge from the mind of anger and despair" (Dalai Lama). 2. Non-attachment to outcome. This is di

If You Were A True Friend Or Fan....
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17 Signs You Falling In Love
17 signs you falling in love SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO SECONDS AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM,

Merry Christmas To All ...
Hey ya'll this was just too cute to pass up ... here's my Christmas card to all my friends! Check it out. It's me of course, so I'm sure you'll get a good laugh out of it. Anyways ... Here is the link: http://www.elfyourself.com/?userid=8002bf5c09fdf374d2fc238G06121818 (Note: you may have to copy and paste the link into your web browser.)

Fairy Tale For The Females...
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and

I Feel Better
So we talked today and apologies were given on both sides and we got things straight. I don't like having problems in my relationship and I refuse to fight or argue over dumb shit. I know Dallas and I have been together now for a year and a half but I still sometimes get thrown back into my past and its hard for me to say what I'm feeling or thinking because thats just the way I am. I'm used to guys who turn everything around and manipulate me so that I'm the one who's wrong and shouldn't feel the way that I do. Every guy that I've been with before has been like that. Forcing me to like what they want while my feelings, wants, and needs are ignored. Dallas ha never been like that and he respects me. Its still new to me sometimes. He had no idea that what he said the other night even bothered me because I just walked away and I let it fester in my head and I can't help it sometimes. I told him that it really hurt my feelings and he felt really bad. And of course I felt

Many Cries
The night is long and peaceful with the thoughts in our heads running around. Lay your head down and find the cold side of the pillow, wrap you body to keep warm. Close your eyes and slip away to where your mind drifts, the subconscious at work. The rare time that you are truly alone to really think about the past and future with no regards to the present. In this time your actually happy with yourself, no regrets and no worries.

Night Owl
Sleep is something that I just don't do to often, I have heard I needed it. The night is more comforting then the day. At night I am only to just think in the silence of the dark, in the cold of my heart. I am losing what little sanity I have gained and yet never been so clear. I can't say I am alone anymore cause I am letting you all come and join me on this ride. So who is going to be the one to brave enought to be the first to join me? I know this is a weird request but hey when have I ever been the typical guy. I can't keep shuting everything out just cause I am scared I will hurt someone. Pain is something we all have to live with I'm just going to have deal with mine instead of avoiding it.

My Eternal Love
He is the King of my paradise the man in which I yearn to share everlasting love a man of such enlightenment in which enormous treasures hold the man of my future a man who knows my past a man of great stature whose love cannot be surpassed he is the Keeper of my Kingdom my poetic intercourse at the stroke of midnight my Nubian King for Eternity he holds the key to my heart and my destiny within his hands he loves me to the ends of the Universe and back he is my forever soulmate he loves me not for who I was or who I may be when I am in his company he loves me for the woman within he loves my soul for I am his Destiny his free spirit I am the yin to his yang which he has been searching his whole life for there may have been others before me but I am the only one who matters his Queen for I will be his last his one, his only, forever soul mate for I hold the key to his heart and I know these words are true because he remin

Family
Family, people who you know, Family, that will never let you down, And in case you get in trouble, They will always be at your side. Family, they help me in ways some people wouldn't understand, Family, loves me no matter what the problem is and how impossible the solution should be. My life is like my family in someway, It helps me live and have faith in what I believe. Hey!! I just described my whole Family.

You Know You`re From Louisiana When...
The crawdad mounds in your front yard have over taken the grass. You greet people with "Howzyamomma`an`dem?" and hear back "Dey fine!" Every so often, you have waterfront property. When giving directions you use words like "uptown," "downtown," "backatown," "riverside," "lakeside," "other side of the bayou" or "other side of the levee." When you refer to a geographical location "way up North," you are referring to places like Shreveport, Little Rock or Memphis, "where it gets real cold." You`ve ever had Community Coffee. You can pronounce Tchoupitoulas but can`t spell it. You don`t worry when you see ships riding higher in the river than the top of your house. You judge a po-boy by the number of napkins used. The waitress at your local sandwich shop tells you a fried oyster po-boy "dressed" is healthier than aCaesar salad. You can eat Popeye`s, Haydel`s and Zapp`s for lunch and wa*bleep* down with Barq`s and several Abitas, without losing it all on your s

Broken
Broken Heart Your broken promises stab my soul like a rusted knife I just want to be someone's everything, a part of someone's life But once again, I find that I mean nothing All I've ever wanted was to be something Like a fool I believed that this time would not be the same I was fine by myself, then into my life you came With a mouth full of promises and a heart made of gold Just like with the others I'm left feeling empty and cold Is there something wrong with me? Something no one will say I don't know what it is that I do to be treated this way All I want is to be loved, and feel safe to give love I thought I had an angel cast down from Heaven above I had so many hopes and dreams for this thing that we had But as time goes on, I wake up and see that things will go bad I guess I'm being punished, I try to be good and do no wrong But here I am once again, writing the words of a sad love song I trusted you so much that I put my heart in your teeth And now I see th

Breakfast Internet
Lunch internet Dinner internet Morning internet Noon internet Night internet Write internet Read internet No Off internet I go to internet You go to internet We meet at internet Live by internet Pay by internet Get from internet Dates on internet Elect on internet Select on internet Fresh at internet Grace at internet Crash at internet!!!!!!!!

"i'm Up For Sale"
Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Santa Clause Is Dutch...
Santa Claus is a variation of a Dutch folk tale based on the historical figure Saint Nicholas, a bishop from Myra in Asia Minor (the greater part of modern-day Turkey), who used his whole inheritance to assist the needy, the sick, and the suffering. His charity became legend when a man lost his fortune and found himself incapable of supporting his three daughters, who would not be able to find husbands as they lacked dowries. This man was going to give them over to a life of prostitution; however, St Nicholas provided them with gold, enabling them to retain their virginal virtues and marry. This inspired the mythical figure of Sinterklaas, the subject of a major celebration in the Netherlands and Belgium, Germany (where his alleged date of death, December 6, is celebrated the evening before on December 5), which in turn inspired both the myth and the name of Santa Claus. "Santa Claus" is actually a mispronunciation of the Dutch word "Sinterklaas" by the English settlers of New Amsterd

Another Prayer For Love
Our Lord up in heaven hallowed be thy name they Kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil for thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever AMEN Lord I feel so alone but i have faith in you Lord I feel so afraid but I have faith in you Lord I feel so hurt but I have faith in you Lord I feel so tired but I have faith in you Lord I want to feel love because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel caring because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel kindness because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel healed because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel secure because I have faith in you Lord please hear my prayer because I have faith in you

Lost
Lost I feel it deep inside my bones, A weiriness that grows and grows. I've felt so happy i could cry, I've felt so happy i could die. It ended before it could begin, My love for you my only sin. I yearn to hold you everyday, To gently kiss your tears away. I've travelled through a black abyss, Longing for your softest kiss. The pain i hold and feel inside, Is more than i could ever hide. My love for you has no bounds, But I'm forced to sit and hold my ground. I'll call you friend and smile and laugh, But deep inside my breaks in half. I'll sit and wait; no mater what the cost, For now i know I'm truly lost. Michael B. Reilly

Wow Only 6 Days Till Christmas.
I remember when I was a child, it would take forever for Christmas but now beeing a mom I found ti went super quick LOL probably now I have to buy that's why :P I'm so glad she knows what Christmas and gifts will be. I love shopping for her. She's going to have a blast this year with her close-age cousin Austin. He's 10 months and my little girl turned 13 months Sunday. Anyways... I was away alot last week. I'm sorry if people have commented that I never replied bcause when I got home, I had +65 messaged and I could only see 15 LOL (unless there's a way to view all of your comments) same as picture comments,,, I don;t always go look but I love comments... Keep them coming :P I went to a Christmas party Friday night. I quit nursing my daughter so hense that I thought I would try to have a few drinks. After two I would of thought I woulda been drunk but naw, after 12 drinks nothing either. I don't know if it was because my daughter was away from me for the first time and it was all weeke

Stero-types
I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem. I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a co

Confession
I sit here in the soft candlelight watching you sleep peacefully. My heart sings with joy at the coy smile that plays upon your lips and I long to reach out to caress your face. I dare not for if I do I would wake you from your graceful slumber. I lay my head on your chest hearing the mellow beating of your heart and slowly drift into sweet surrender in your loving and gentle arms. I know in the morning I will have to leave and what I feel will soon become a vivid dream. But I will remember your touch, close my eyes to the memory of your kiss, and drift in time to the nights I spent with you. Just waiting for the time to come for us to be together again. I will always love you for the way you make me feel.

Iraqi Prime Time Television Schedule
MONDAYS: 8:00 Husseinfeld 8:30 Mad About Everything 9:00 Suddenly Sanctions 9:30 The Brian Benben Bin Laden Show 10:00 Allah McBeal TUESDAYS: 8:00 Wheel of Fortune and Terror 8:30 The Price is Right If Saddam Says It's Right 9:00 Children Are Forbidden From Saying The Darndest Things 9:30 Iraq's Wackiest Public Execution Bloopers 10:00 Buffy The Yankee Imperialist Dog Slayer WEDNESDAYS: 8:00 U.S. Military Secrets Revealed 8:30 When Kurds Attack 9:00 Two Guys, a Girl, and a Fatwah 9:30 Just Shoot Me 10:00 Veilwatch THURSDAYS: 8:00 Matima Loves Chachi 8:30 M*U*S*T*A*S*H 9:00 Veronica's Closet Full of Long, Black, Shapeless Dresses 9:30 My Two Baghdads 10:00 Diagnosis: Heresy FRIDAYS: 8:00 Everybody Loves Saddam Or He'll Have Them Shot 8:30 Only Our Will and Grace From God Can Keep Us From Touching Each Other 9:00 Captured Iranian Soldiers Say the Darndest Things 9:30 Achmed's Creek 10:00 Matlock

Dreams Come True
The morning light glistens on the dew drop leaves as the savory wind caresses my face. I turn to see you softly gazing at me with such love in your hazel eyes while holding an impish smile on your lips. I glide gracefully to your waiting arms feeling your warm and tender embrace. Slightly you tilt my head having your lips meet mine. The passion and love between us breaks forth bringing my emotions to surface. I am in love. The emotion is so abundant and joyious my heart seems to waver at the mere mention of your name. Finally, I wake from my slumber realizing it was a cruel dream. I hear your mesmerizing voice on the line but am unable to believe the words I hear as you say "I love you".

I'm This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant.... who loves to end a hug with a kiss... who you can talk to about anything... who laughs at your jokes.... who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one.... who will brag about you to all of my friends... who smells like they just stepped out of the shower.... who realizes that you say things but dont always mean them.... who will listen to you talk... who's heart jumps when you IM them. who really does want to be friends after a break up...not just saying it, but means it... who won't kick you in the balls for fun, we know it hurts you... who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason..

The End Of Life
I sit and watch. A tradgey to say the least. A love that has lasted for so long. Yet it is ended with the lose of a life. One passes on to the next life While one stays behind. Alone and lost not knowing what to do. Is this true love or is this just life.

Guy Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair colour: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? ________

Well Thats Interesting
I have just started to use digg, wow why didn't anyone make me look at it earlier. It'll keep me busy when things get slow on here. Another site i have been looking at is the google code search. Ok its a google labs tool at the moment, but damn can i find some good code to get ideas from. Ok it has its good side and a bad side, but you will get that with everything. One bad side people have mentioned is the ability for nasty people on the net to find exploits that can be used to break systems. Well I think it just makes it easier for them, but they would find the exploits anyway.

Christians Who Have Lost Their Freakin Minds
I just gotta talk about this.....ok, so shoot me. I'm watching CNN tonight, and I see this story on Anderson Cooper 360 about this high school Junior. He's in history class and his teacher is preaching religion. This is in a public school. For one thing, that's against FEDERAL LAW, not to mention state law. He's telling the class that if they don't believe in Jesus, they DESERVE to be in hell. They played this guy, on tape, on CNN. This is the shit he was telling his high school class. Geeez. So the kid, who Anderson interviewed and who came off as very well spoken and articulate, figures, well my teacher saying this stuff isn't right. True, it isn't. He also figures that if he brought his teacher's "preaching" to the principal, he wouldn't be believed. Very asstute of him, since he's right, he wasn't believed. So he had taped the teacher during class, preaching Jesus, fire and brimstone etc. That's the tape that Anderson Cooper played on CNN. The kid goes to the the princi

To My Friend,with Compliments
This poem talks about that friendship. It talks about what a very dear person meant to me and my life, and how knowing her forever changed me. And, yes, it also talks about the pain and fear and hope that are inevitable when friendship crosses that invisible line into love. You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing thr

The Color Of My Heart
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue82%Pink68%Red64%Orange57%Yellow54%Black50%White43%Purple39%Green32%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFar

Want
I do not the title of this or who wrote it. A friend found and I feel at this time it expresses how I feel. It is on my profile. Love is when you shed a tear and still want him It's when he ignores you and you still love him It's when he loves another girl but you smile and say "I am happy for you" When all you want to really want to do is cry.

Reduction
Dehumanize me, make me forget anything that makes me real, destroy me render me surreal. Make me an icon, an oracle collection of what you think is real. Find me in ouija boards and tarot cards, unmake me, and make me your own. Find me anywhere, crossroads or bartops, make me myth, it is where I belong.

If Americans Knew... - Snatch Your Mind Back Zombie
RE: If Americans Knew... - Snatch your mind back zombie ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: -[Doshio]- oishii loops Date: Dec 19 2006 1:11 AM English version of the Italian documentary by Sigfrido Ranucci and Maurizio Torrealta on the US use of chemical weapons against civilians in Fallujah ____________________________________________

The Ultimate Sex Survey
THE ULTIMATE SEX SURVEY This is the ultimate sex survey. The trick is to repost this and see if someone gives u their answers. Name: Age: Current Location: Eye/Hair Color: Height: Ethnicity: Sexual Orientation: Size of penis/breast: WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: Eye/Hair: Height: Ethnicity: Body Type: Whats your favorite part of a guys/gals body?: EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? Have you ever given/received a lap dance? Ever watch a porno? Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didnt? Are you into ass smacking? Are you a Virgin?: When did you lose it? How was your first time? If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? Are you an easy O or hard O? Ever meet someone off the internet for sex? How many dates does it take to get into your pants? Do you like dirty talk? (girls) Does size matter? (girls) Whats the biggest you had? Smallest? How do you wear your pubic hair? How d

Sorry!!
Sorry I've been tardy with my comments and thank you's over the past few days. I spent the weekend laying more hardwood floor (about 300 sq ft this weekend) and then the moldings and retiled the fireplace hearth last evening. BUT NOW I'M FINALLY DONE!! Now I have to get a tree, and finish decorating so my 7 year old won't think we're forgetting about Christmas! :o) Thank God the shopping is done, bar is stocked and the appointment with a massage therapist is made (ohhhh my back and legs are killing me). Christmas cheer and shouts out to you all! Pete

Happy Holidays
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Amadeus
"...he shall be scorched, blackened by the fires of the world. Men and women shall rise against him. Yay, he shall be tortured and burned, and still shall he stand. Upon a rock of limestone shall he sacrifice himself, losing his own life to give unto others the gift of happiness...and then shall he be risen, from out his own ashes, to become a phantom of the winds, and a terrible bane to those whom he died for. From ashes to flames, dust to flesh." -The Oracle of Amadeus, Chapter 14

Heart Shaped Locket (poem)
Hidden in my coat pocket I keep a heart shaped locket Inside is an worn photo Of a pretty girl I know Beautiful in black and white With a star filled sky at night A moment captured in time Taken when she was still mine I remember her embrace Brings a smile to my face Also a tear to my eye So I close it with a sigh I pray we will reunite For just one more moonlit night

Geek Upgrades
Well folks, That time is comming upon us. No not that.. Geek upgrade time baby! lol I decided not to complain so much about overtime and just save part of it and spend the other on some needed upgrades. 1. new cpu AMD Opteron 165 dual core 1.8 ghz Its not the dual fx but It will do. Now if only I had that server mb I could have a quad core system.. mmmmmmmmmmm quad! $155 retail box! boom baby! 2. samsung dvd burner with light scribe.. - don't really need lightscribe but for $31 oem from newegg.com .. woot! lol 3. blue ant bluetooth headset x3 - $80 retail and for 40 off.. woot .. this is one sharp headset easy to setup on my pc.. and its on now.. hahahaha If your one of the lucky ones to have me on yahoo or msn.. prepare to hear my raspy voice .. sounds like chewing ice or something. hahahah 4. soundblaster xfi gamer edition.. at frys for $69 BOOM BABY! I can't wait to set that up.. I also bought xp pro and got a vista coupon.. booya bab

Dear Sweetheart
I'm lying on our bed, pretending to be asleep, but you know that I'm just teasing. You run your hands along my hip and breast, and a heat flash rushes up my body, but I move not a muscle in my effort to feign sleep. You unbutton my pants and fondle my Vag, tweaking my clit until its all shinny and hot Still, my eyes remain closed. You bring your lips so gently to mine that you might be brushing my lips with a feather, and at last I open my legs. I can take the wonderful rush of sweet sensationsno longer. I must have have you. I must feel your hot searing cock inside me. I draw you to me and fuck you, and savor our love as you take me to heights i never knew existed Love Alway, Lisa

A Shower For Two
We lit some candles, turned on some romantic music and got in the shower. After we both got wet, you turned off the water and turned to me with a smile, handing me the soap. I took the soap and lathered it up, then I began to glide the soap along your back skin. I started at your upper buttocks and slowly worked my way down, lingering on your ****. By then, I was whispering and craving for you to do the same , but you urged me to continue, and I did. I slid my soapy hands along your ** and thighs, and up between your , thoroughly lathering your . You sighed, and, seeing the on your face, I could not control myself no longer. I turned the water back on, the warm sensation tingling against my flesh, and after I'd thoroughly rinsed you off, I bent you over the bath tub and made ?guess to you--the same way I intend to this every day of my life. Love, i didnt get right some of the words but i would really love it to have such an opportunity with you

Do Not Call Lists
**ATTENTION** Do Not Call Lists REMINDER…11 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. .....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS OR GO TO: www.donotcall.gov

77 Plz Read
I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind her. One policeman went to her side and the others surrounded the car behind. They

I Am Nothing
I must admit that I have often thought of leaving it all behind and letting everything go I was lost and alone, as I always am, So many people around me, Yet no one seems to care. They say they understand and love me very much, But just when I Trust to love, they forget and move on. I held the knife so close as tears, mixed with blood, Began to fall slowly. Like a foolish child I cried. Knowing that I could end it all now made my mind draw a blank. I put the knife away and tried to wipe the blood, that ran faster than I can describe. I knew suicide wasn't the answer I was looking for. I knew there was a reason for me being alone. So many bad things happening at once - They can make you forget About the good qualities of life. Even though life is hard, and trouble an inevitable part of it. If you decide to leave it all behind, maybe you will, but I can guarantee that others ....Your Mistake will haunt

So Sad
boy- hey, hun girl- hey boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school. boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU. girl- yeah,

To Fly Again
tonight I spread my wings to the horizon.. to the clouds.. to the teardrops of rain.. I could everything up knowing I could have it all again this day, I walk across the land and speak with trees look up to the birds in flight sucumb to my knees if only my wings could reach the highest the furthest the strongest the longest.. i am running with the wind.. to soar with the skies I called out your name but heard only hawk cries tonight, My wings have flight tonight, I fear not the darkest of light.. Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Today Is The Day...becoming A Mommy!
Ok...so I may not be becoming a "real" , but today I am going to the airport to pick up my baby. Thats right...today I get to bring Chloe home. I was supposed to pick her up at the airport last night at 9:30, but she wasn't there. I guess some how the puppy missed the plane. I was soo bummed cuz I was soo excited to go and get her. They told me she'd be coming in on the flight today at 9:30am. Well...that was going to be hard to do cuz I was scheduled to work at noon. I called Chad to see if it was ok to get someone to switch with me (Chad is my manager) and he was very cool about it. Andy was staying in milwaukee with his sister cuz he has school a few minutes away from their house and stays with them when he does so.....they were awesome and allowed me to stay over as well. I did have a hard time sleeping last night though. I kept worrying that the puppy wasnt getting fed or let out to go potty. Well...I'm going to get ready to go now. Have a nice day and come back later!

Bondage
I got this through a friends bulletin and I completly agree on what it has to say about bondage. It puts what true bondage is out very well. Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgement. Bondage is about absolute trust. It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them. Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo. Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage. For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes. These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation. Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable. It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit. We're so busy in today's world, and so used t

Tuesdays Humor
Two buddies, Bob and Larry, were getting very drunk at a bar when suddenly Larry throws up all over himself. "Oh, no... Now my wife will kill me!" Bob says, "Don't worry, pal. Just tuck a twenty in your breast pocket and tell your wife that someone threw up on you and gave you twenty dollars for the dry cleaning bill." So they stay for another couple of hours and get even drunker. Eventually Larry stumbles home and his wife starts to give him a bad time. "You reek of alcohol and you've puked all over yourself! My God, you're disgusting!" Speaking very carefully so as not to slur his words, Larry says, "Nowainaminit, I can e'splain everythin. Itsh snot wha yew think. I only had a cupla drrrinks. But thiss other guy got ssick on me...he had one too many! And he juss koudin hold hizz liquor. He said hes was verrry sorry an' gave me twenn ie bucks for the cleaning bill!" His wife looks in the breast pocket and says, "But this is forty bucks.." Oh, yeah.. I almos' fergot,

Mannequin (remake Version)
Hold it, Touch it, Feel it, but don’t let it ever drop. Don’t drop this long lost forgotten feeling that is letting me grasp your clothes as I am stripping them away. In which our feelings were beginning to lose its essence as soon as I stripped the last piece of her garment. No need to feel the emotion for as soon as the skin was touching another skin we were weaving ourselves in a coarse but delicate euphoric state. A state that we were trembling but when we began holding each other there was a sleight of hand. The hands that we begin to hold in sacrilege were the cause of its sleight. As we felt hope as that blissful moment and ignorance was the new knowledge exchanged for an unclean and impure moment. We know not the consequences between The two because it was ephemeral-that moment that could split the real world and surreal- it was evanescent-moist and blood mingled only to reunite to our garments- and… it was absolute-only between now and later will be

I Always
Now I just had someone not mentioning any names here (Elgotto)say and I quote "Truth in advertising.." I keep telling him I always try to tell the truth.. Free Graphics Layouts CodesWebsite Graphics Myspace Codes Site Generators

Dogs
Dogs... Two dogs were sitting in a vet's office. The bigger of the dogs gruffs, "Whatcha doing here?" The little dog responds, "I'm getting 'fixed'. Whenever I see my master I get so horney I just jump on her leg and start pumping. It's very embarrassing." The first dog says, "Yeah, I know what you mean. One morning my master had just gotten out of the shower, and was sitting on the side of the bed. She leaned down to pick up her clothes from the floor, and I couldn't resist it... I jumped up and starting taking it from the rear!" The second dog exclaimed, "Wow! So you're here to be fixed too?" "Hell no, I'm getting de-clawed."

Best Friend Contest!
so me and Nadya joined in on the best friends contest... i dont even know why, i never even come close to winning... but meH!! so if you could help us out by comment bombing, that would be AWESOME!!!! click this pic... and away you go! THANKS SO MUCH!

The Bad Santa List
16. Show the reindeer who's boss by hosting an annual all-you-can-eat venison feast. 15. Install new candy cane pole for the Private Dance of the Sugarplum Fairies. 14. Stop payment on the check to Salvation Army that was meant to cover the cash I borrowed from the kettle this year. 13. Out Rudolph. 12. Reminder: Don't order the pork chops during brunch with Hanukkah Harry and Ramadan Raheed. 11. William Hung "Little Drummer Boy" ringtones for everyone! 10. Piss off the Elf Union by moving the headquarters to St. Kitts and the assembly center to Mumbai. 9. Put my yule log in Angelina Jolie's chimney. Heh heh. 8. Deliver lots of sneezing chickens to those needy Third World brats. 7. Another Christmas at Oprah's, another midnight delivery of Little Debbies and Ipecac. 6. Crank call the Easter Bunny and ask if he has a problem with shit sticking to his fur. 5. Feed the reindeer their Ex-Lax in preparation for the annual White House fly-over. 4. Keep dow

The Truth
IT TRULY IS A SHAME THAT THERE ARE SO MANY FOLKS IN SUCH NEED OF "FITTING IN" THAT THEY GET PULLED IN TO THE GROUP TORTURE OF ONE WOMAN WHO SO MANY LABEL AS "INSANE", THAT THEY DON'T TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW THE PERSON BEHIND THE LABEL. THE FACT THAT IT REQUIRES A GROUP OF FOLKS TO BATTLE ONE WOMAN SHOULD MAKE PEOPLE STOP AND WONDER WHO IS REALLY MENTALLY DEFICIENT THE WOMAN CAN ENTER THE ROOM AND SAY NOTHING AND BE ATTACKED WITH DEGRADEING COMMENTS, HATEFUL REMARKS AND JOKES REGARDING HER MENTAL CAPACITY UNTIL SHE SPOUTS OFF THE ALL MIGHTY END ALL "N" WORD. THEN FINGERS BEGIN TO POINT AS THOUGH SHE IS OUT OF LINE... ......WTF!! SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHEN THE RULES CHANGED, AND PEOPLE GET TO HARRASS SOMEONE AND THEN DECIDE WHAT IS OR IS NOT POLITICALY CORRECT FOR THE PERSON TO RETALIATE WITH. REGARDLESS OF THE WORDS USED, THE HARASSMENT IS EQUAL. WHEN SOMEONE IS CONTINUALLY ATTACKED THEY WILL TURN TO WHATEVER MEANS NECESSARY TO TRY TO INFLICT THE SAME PAIN THEY ARE FEELIN

Love? : Repost
Sorry for reposting this, but I need to say things differently.Well, I found out that the guy I thought I was in love with is my good friend's ex. He abused her, and hes lying to me about his name, and birthday, even the picture he sent me doesn't look like him in person. Hes also seems a bit off with telling the truth. I been trying ro figure out a way to get all the truth out of him without mentioning my friends name, or giving him any hints that I know her. I would appreiciate any tips. Thank you.

My Plans For 2007
A look at 2007 1. Will you be looking for a new job? my second job I am keeping.. maybe I might transfer departments with the state and get more experience 2. Will you be looking for a new relationship? I am not looking, thats how you wind up with bad relationships 3. New house? I would like a house, new apt. probably 4. What will you do differently in 07? write the date 5. New Years resolution? dont make a resoultion that wil ultimately fail 6. What will you not be doing in 07? reside with a stalker 7. Any trips planned? if i am invited places, I will go, othrwise, i just hang here in the desert 8. Wedding plans? right right, i am gonna marry ..uh... wait 9. What's on your calendar? dec 2006, south park dont have an 07 yet 10. What can't you wait for? My birthday! 11. What would you like to see happen different? Maybe get more financially ahead 12. What about yourself will you be changing? my clothes, i hope everyday. 13. What happ

Loved Ones Missed And Honored
This video is about a little girl who misses her Daddy as a result of her Daddy going to Heaven after 911..... Free Video Hosting however, it is also about honoring those loved ones we all miss - especially, as the holidays are here. May God wrap his ever loving arms around everyone missing a loved one and bring them peace and tears of joy as we share the holidays with the loved ones still around us. May you all have a very Merry Christmas!! :D

Pimped - Submit Your Info For January!
Do you have something you want to see in PIMPED? Many people are messaging me saying "Pimp me." It doesn't work that way. PIMPED will not just go around posting people's profiles for the Hell of it. At the moment, we are accepting announcements in the following areas. Simply click the appropriate link below, fill out the form and press submit. You will be asked to confirm and you must do so or I will never see your request. More will be added in time. PIMP out a birthday, anniversary, wedding or birth! PIMP out the winners of your contest! PIMP out your lounge or radio station! Send a shout out to a member in the military! If you are arfrid or forms, or simply confused just e-mail your info directly to Stixxx at stixxx@pimpedoncherry.com but we prefer that you try to use the forms above. Please remember this is for the January issue. If your birthday is in October, this probably isn't the best time to tell me. A side note about submitting info... This

My Immortal...this Is All Me... :o(
Im so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here And it wont leave me alone These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase [chorus:] When you cried Id wipe away all of your tears When youd scream Id fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now Im bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase [chorus] Ive tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone But though youre still with me Ive been alone all along