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Gossip
In our appetite for gossip, we tend to gobble down everything before us, only to find to late, that it is our ideals we have consumed, and we have not been enlarged by the feasts but only diminished. > > >

The Joy Of You
The Joy of You Have you ever felt such joy in your life one that is so hard to describe For I have felt this joy each time I hear from the love of my life My heart beats faster, a smile crosses my lips whenever we are together For when I am with you, these are just a few of the feelings that I will have forever You are the one person who bring me happiness every time we are close at all With just a phone call, a card, or even a note that reaches me when I could fall Whenever I am with you, I feel so full of like and wonder how I could have lived Without you my love, I would drift in emptiness because you are so willing to give So to anyone and everyone I will tell them for sure You can take everything that I have so near But one thing you can never take away for me is the joy, and love when you are here.

Pass That Shit To Everyone!!!!!!
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#3 Chad
Chad's Humiliation Chad woke up on Monday morning with a headache. What a weird dream, he thought to himself! I can't believe that I would ever dream about anything as gay as that dream. It was so weird - this Master Bob guy, being fucked by a couple of dogs, sucking on Master's cock, going shopping with Christy for new clothes, sucking off the starting guard on Arlington's basketball team and then sucking off Master's cock and sharing it with Christy. Too strange! Even coming home was bizarre. He came home dressed in Christy's pink camisole top and white hot pants that made him look like a fag to begin with. His parents thought nothing of it and he showed them all the new outfits that he had bought. He even modeled a couple of the really gay ones for them and they seemed very supportive of his new lifestyle. Oh, well. I guess even the best of us ladies men have these kinds of weird dreams, Chad said to himself. He jumped out of bed and into the shower. He paid particular attention

Poem 6
© By Brian Williams And though I have kissed her A thousand times a day I would want to make it millions And continuous without delay But she can only smile Because each kiss is of the heart And she knows that the kiss is endless It was this way from the start But in each little touch The lips desire more But what else would they desire When each is unlike before And within the deep embrace The warmth is felt abound And she must forever feel this Even when I am not around For distance is not a problem Or something to cause a pain For she knows the next kiss is coming Again and again and again

Drama
So much drama everywhere u look, everywhere u turn, Think people would actually grow the fuck up, think they would eventually learn, They still wanna talk and talk, playing some fuckin lil ass game, Makin me out to be the bad guy, if something goes wrong, i'm the one to blame, I come on here to try and get away from the day to day drama, But for those who try and rattle me, u can't shake me, ima do what the fuck i wanna, People who dont actually know me, talk the most shit, trying to label me, If it makes you guys feel better about urselves, ill act that way, thas what i'll be, Ima grown ass man, so all these words dont mean a thing to me, I have my own drama to worry about, Im sorry if i dont sit around and cry when people talk shit about me....wait if it makes u feel better....let me pout, To all my REAL friends, u know who i am, what im about, and what ive gone through, I love all you guys and to all u haters out there, i only have 2 words that i can say.....and here the

After Sex
This could be a fun thing...Have a sense of humor and make up any 3 words you can say after sex try not to use what someone else says.. Put your name and the words below and then repost this. Lets see what we end up with... Nick-are you ok? Jen-are u serious? Mark-the condom ripped..lol Kristy- is that it? Jewels-Get a towel.. Brian-Julie Beat It! mark- no means yes barry-wash your mouth Amy- What was that? Annie-That was terrible! John - What's your name? Alicia - that was ........ different Amy~Boy thats small..... Nichole~ Was that it? April- I can*t Move Laura- Don't touch..it Jon- glad thats over Amy- Where's my vibrator? Beth- Where's the remote? Josh-Wheres my sandwich Jessie- Again Again Again lol Jennifer- I know.....Amazing... Michele - yeah...killer pussy!! Kim- I want more! Kim - i'm gonna puke Elizabeth - Fix dinner, bitch. Vennessa-Is that normal? Barry- That was amazing... Rob - You're still here? Amanda - Where's my cigarette? Blackfire

Korn-open Up
What were you thinking I guess I'll never know See your eyes blinking Pupils begin to grow Drilling you softly Pulling you in Making your mind up What's sick or a sin [Chorus] Open up now Let it all go I'm quite certain Say it aint so You're corrupted by Some sick fuck Oh no Open up now Head in the sky Pierce the tongue that Keeps telling lies Feelings in my mouth You breathe in but can't breathe out What you've been taking It makes you talk Real slow How come I'm thinking You'd be the last To know (You'd be the last to know) Choking you gently Gaining control Hand you the shovel To dig your own hole [Chorus] Choking you gently Gaining control Hand you the shovel To dig your own hole Open up now Let it all go Open up now Let it all go Open up now Head in the sky Pierce the tongue that Keeps telling lies Feelings in my mouth You breathe in but can't breathe out You breathe in but can't breathe out Another great by Ko

Erectile Dysfunction Can Signal Heart Trouble
Erectile dysfunction may be a warning sign of serious heart disease, researchers from the University of Chicago report. Recent studies have tied erectile dysfunction to vascular disease, but this study links it with abnormal results on cardiac stress testing. One recent report found that men who had no problems with sexual function at the start of the seven-year study but later developed erectile dysfunction were 25 percent more likely to have a heart attack or stroke compared with those who did not develop erectile dysfunction. The latest study appears in the Jan. 23 issue of the Archives of Internal Medicine. "Among patients with symptoms that require stress testing, we found a very high prevalence of erectile dysfunction," said lead researcher Dr. R. Parker Ward, director of the university's cardiology clinic. "Over 50 percent had some degree of erectile dysfunction." In their study, Ward and colleagues examined 221 men who had nuclear stress testing, a common, noninv

My Baby Girl
the things i never knew... when i lay down next to her i feel like im laying next to an anagel from heaven .. lights of the stars and moon likght up my soul her warm body next to mean make me feel like im a kid all over again . i lay there watching her sleep can this be a dream my dreams are like one ... is this the girl who will be my wife the girl who will be by my side to i died ..... i know she great but how do i tell her that her body is so sexy my figers run over her body like water in a river falling over the rocks under a waterfall.. my angel my love i just want to hold you tho time and wipe always the tears when you hurt kiss your lips who your happy let you yell when you mad i want to slow you the world tho my eyes and heart i want to pull you in my arms and hold you safe ... i love you baby girl and i will always love everything big and little about you smile and dream of me baby i will never stop caring

Im Sorry! :(
This is a very busy time at work for the next two weeks because of factory shutdowns but dont give up on me cause Il be back! Il miss our chats and comments but it cant be helped. Love all of you! :)

Evolution 2
Originally Posted: March 26, 2006 "My Life Is An Open Book... You Read???" ~ Nicole Kidman Batman Forever I used to worry about what in my life got out to other people I didn't want knowing about somethings... But why should I worry anymore... Its over... I don't care what people think about me... I never have... Now I don't care what people can do to me... They can't take anything away from me unless they kil me now... I have what makes me happy and there is nothing anyone can do about it... I don't anything wrong to take this happiness away... So I am no longer closing my blogs... profile... pictures... thoughts... or anything else... My theroy is this... If you want information bad enough you will get it no matter what... So fuck it... Let me make it easier for you... But try to use it against me all you want... Because time is running out that before you end up where you can never do a t

What Element Are You?
You scored as Fire. FIRE! You are spunky yet loyal, and have the heart of a warrior. Though unpredictable and hard to contain, but your best buds always manage to keep you in check. you can have a bad temper but you are not mean. You are however strong and protective, so enemies WATCH OUT!Fire100%Darkness83%Light67%Earth33%Wind33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Why
Why in life there is so much uncertainty and individuals can not make up there mind so there clear to see.. Every answer is a question and every question has no answer.. Is this the way to walk through life with doubts and what ifs.. What the hell is this?? Relationships is a game of give and take.. But in order to establish a relationship you need friendships and trust.. Do you have more then one friend? of course.. But to what extent?? When do you draw the line of who is just a friend or an option for something so much more.. How many times do you allow opportunities walk out the door?? This is my dilemma that I portray.. Why does life have to be this way?? Any answers??

Evolution 3
ORIGINALLY POSTED: March 26, 2006 Some poeple really need to learn some goddamn responibility... I mean... If you say you are going to do something... fucking do it... especially whn it has to do with children... I am pissed... but not just pissed... furious... and what does she dare ask me... "why are you so upset about this?" You Know... I used to get upset when I ran out of Mountain Dew I used to get upset when the shower ran out of hot water I used to get upset when the Yankee won the series and I sed to get upset when I missed a WWE wrestling show... Now if that is what upset is... Tell me something... What emotion am I feeling right now... Cause I'm not exactly sure what it is.... And this isnt the only thing that happened today that was late for or time this has happened... Hell, I'm starting to wonder how much my daughters are late for school in the mornings now... I am starting to wonder how many times she is late for school... and how much sh

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Evolution 4
Originally Posted July 25th, 2006 the following is a blog I was told I needed to read... Monday, July 24, 2006 Fill really pissed off tonight. Current mood: bitchy Category: Life yo lucky in love I know your little game how could you be so low you are kennies little spy you know what you and kenny and michelle and every one else need to grow up and stop playing games you rote me a message and was hateful you have alot of nerve you know what read the real story toots. you will never know what it was like married to kenny I wasn't perfect and neither was he I had stated alittle about my life whoop die doo. It's better then putting you have alot of nerve. for your information alex and meranda will always have a place in my heart and you are a bit,,,, you know the rest how dare you come on myspace and read my blogs for spying on me from kenny or whatever you were doing get over yourself i've been over kenny for a long time but I won't let any one let me make my sel

Inside
My screams for help fell on deaf ears I was alone when i needed you most Instead of bringing me into your embrace I was shoved away and fell on my face. I return to the dark where you once found me. I thought I was set free But was nothing more than a fantasy My heart refuses to give up, but I see no reason to try. My efforts will mean nothing, history has proven that. I stand alone, inside and out the feeling of abandoned hope takes hold I stand by the trashfire but it is no shelter from the cold.

Evolution 6
Originally Posted: July 30, 2006 Back in A.I.T. my Drill Sgt had a saying he used alot... A kicked dog will hollar... Basically saying... That if I saying something negative about someone... only the ones I meant will be so offended as to write a whole blog about it... and yes I know that me doing it back will be doing the same thing... But you know I don't care what anyone thinks about me... Lets look at her blog... The reason stupid poeple right blogs. Is because they have very little friends to talk to. Because they have to deal with the bull shit that other poeple right. I think that Kenneth Strout scince he donse not know how to keep my name off his blogs then a war has just reigned on.He thinks hes gods gift to women which is fine for him to think but with all these women there are the men they been with and the women they been with so on and so on , i'm personaly surprised that he still has a penis. There is STD"S out in the world. Probally he had a few of the feel

Another One....
I'm in a sensual contest this time... Yeah sure! LOL as if?! Me... sensual... *wink* This is the picture! You can click on the picture link to vote and help me out if you like to. With love from Holland!

More New Shit
Two Headed Angels Ludicrous this modern life so boring snooring on the floor innate this curse this vision diverse refusal to implore irreversable piercing anguish festering out from inside the core a rock beneath a raging torrent unmoved amid chaotic flow james c leveroni 12.26.06

Your Kiss
I want your kiss to carry me through the long lonely nights to keep me safe and warm I want your kiss out underneath the stars scattered across a dark sky as a thousand eyes look down I want your kiss in an open meadow filled with clover and daises with the sun caressing our shoulders I want your kiss as we cuddle up close beside an open campfire as the creatures of the night serenade us I want your kiss out on the porch swing as the rain pours down and the thunder echoes our hearts I want your kiss to mingle with mine for all time

Goodbye....
i decided i'm leaving cherrytap after all...i don't get on line as much as i use to, and the time i do get on, i brows sites and look things up. i havn't even been on yahoo, or aim in a while. i'm going to miss all of you, so take care. i hope everyone had a great x-mas like i did, and hope every has a wonderful new years. take care. and for the juggalo family....MMFCL!!!!

New Grandma
proud to say i became a grandmother for the 4th time at the age of 41 to a 8and a half pound 22 inch long baby girl at 5am christmas morning just so proud of my daughter because she did it in 3 hrs completely naturally no drugs no epidural and no stitches and the babys name is jordynne elizabeth

Blah Blah
I'm not quite sure what to write here. I'm never really on CT at the moment, although i'm sure i'll become addicted again at some point when the novelty of CS wears off haha! Anyways, YEY got my new 19" LCD TFT monitor! It's orgasmic!!

A Question
Why is it that parents look down on their grown children, when they finally get to do what they want without having to ask them?? Over the xmas holidays, I had preceded to tell my parents about where I had started to visit church and they weren't pleased with it one bit...I grew up in a strict Church of Christ home, that didn't believe in instrumental music in the church...Growing up, my beliefs in the church changed; and my parents were in disbelief...Like, why is our daughter acting like this? Where did we go wrong?? I think that's what my parents are thinking now... I am an adult, and have the right to make my own decisions about church AND what's right for my kids...The place I visit now, I've become very comfortable with; and I've seen a big change in my children too...They're finally able to understand the Bible stories that they are taught every Sunday compared to the "old church" (as my son put it) did things... Is it right for parents of their grown children to butt i

Before I Was A Mom
¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ¢¾ ¢¾ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ¢¾ I never thought about immunizations. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Pooped on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Chewed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Peed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ¢¾ ¢¾ I slept all night. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ¢¾ ¢¾ Or give shots. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that I could love someone so much. ¢¾ ¢¾ I ne

Silent Biss
In a silent Biss I lay In the grond To where i dream of you forever that when i fall you Help me up and when i bleed you kiss away all the pain when you show your love there you will forever love me .......... Baby its okay i know you really put me in this forever dream of a never ending love And i know...that if i was to ever awaken you would but me back in the grond that you layed me in .....I know your love was never true But to be with you when I was alive was the real dream but nothing in our love was real the only thing real Was the pain the one ture pain you gave to me The hate of my forever love for you By Grace Aka Me

I Fight I Cry
I FIGHT I CRY I fight, I cry, I let it win, But why..? Pain is there I always cry why?.. Can I hide in my closet tonight?.. Don't ask me why Tonight is the night I want to hide away Because that pain Is to much to take I promised something That I must keep So the closet is the place Where I must be To stop it coming to get me.. I fight, I cry, Its not winning tonight...

Liked This One
The Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM " He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules

Work
my god i never thought it would end today... we started to get busy at around 11 give or take.. from then on it just never stopped... then being today the day after christmas.. sales, returns, etc... a tuesday when we normally get our supplys and truck.. well because of the holiday we get pushed back a day so the truck will be there tomorrow.. around 1230 we started running out of shit.. first it was dr pepper, then lids, then coke, then the best one of all was fries.. lol.. how do you tell customers that mcdonalds is out of fries.... ???lmfao luckily our owner owns more the one store and we can borrow from them for our supplys.. so now we had this busy day and in a week it will be a ghost town.. ahhhh well thats just the way it works in the mall... just glad to be home the day is just about over.. shower and bed.. did my studying.. Hubby quized me .. i think i am getting just about everything down for this test for certification in servesafe.. i will have my blue shirt next week..

Food For Thought
if u could meet the person of ur dreams the one person u could love ur whole life n not second guess it but u had to wait two years to meet them would u do it or forget about them n move on? tel me what u think about that n let me know thanx bunches night

Auld Lang Syne
Auld Lang Syne On New Year's Eve, the most common song for most people across the world to sing is Auld Lang Syne. "Auld Lang Syne" is an extremely old Scottish song from the 1700s 'We'll take a Cup of Kindness yet' - translate to a drink shared by men and women to symbolise friendship. Should auld acquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot and days of Auld Lang Syne. Chorus: For Auld Lang Syne, my dear, for Auld Lang Syne, we'll take a cup of kindness yet for Auld Lang Syne. And surely ye'll be your pint stowp! And surely I'll be mine! And we'll tak a cup o' kindness yet, For auld lang syne. Chorus We twa hae run about the braes, And pou'd the gowans fine; But we've wander'd mony a weary fit, Sin' auld lang syne. Chorus We twa hae paidl'd in the burn, Frae morning sun till dine; But seas between us braid hae roar'd. Sin' auld lang syne. Chorus And there's a hand, my trusty fere! And gie's a han

Happy New Year!
hey everyone! another year gone bye! dont forget to make those new years resolutions and follow them til march! after that its all down hill from there! come on ppl can we please be real for a min? it doesnt matter if your fat! at lease the food was good! it doesnt matter if your bald! at least the barber bill will be elliminated from your spending! it doesnt matter if your ugly! theres always a spot in the circus for ya...open road,good food,exotic animals...lol.! it doesnt matter if your if your single! there are tons of single ppl out there looking to stay single!...mingle a bit and get layed once or twice! happy new year friends! ps: vote for everything on my ct page!

Eghaaaddd.....
Have you ever had a day in which you wish you could just curl up in a corner and hide from the whole world?? Or know someone that can step into a pile of dung and forever come out smelling like roses? That person luck just never seems to run out on them! Then there's people like me... if it weren't for having bad luck there wouldn't be any luck in your life at all! And when 1 thing goes wrong it ALL goes wrong... Life truley sucks at times doesn't???

December 16th - 22nd
More controversy with pageant queens. Miss Nevada has been stripped of her crown for illicit pictures of her found on the Internet. People were afraid this could hurt the state’s image. That’s the last thing Nevada needs – an image problem. Partying, drugs, naked pictures with Miss America and Miss Nevada. I can’t wait to see what Miss Universe does! Every year the last two weeks before Christmas I see these commercials on TV for The Clapper. Does anyone know anyone who has this thing? Has anyone ever used a Clapper? They’ve been selling this thing for like 100 years now. Did you hear about this Long Island man who hired someone to kill his wife before Christmas so he could enjoy the holidays? And his wife is standing by him. She doesn’t believe he could have did it. So now Hillary is only the second most naïve woman in New York. Monica Lewinsky has graduated from the London School of Economics. That must have been one lucky class president. Now that she has her degree she

Thinking
**Warning** The following COULD cause you to think. If you don't feel like thinking, don't read any farther... However this is not aimed at anyone in particular. I just had some time to think tonight. I have been thinking of things We say. There are smart things, there are dumb things, there are things that are right and there are things that are wrong. Sometimes the right thing is also the dumb thing. How about the wrong thing being the “smart” thing at the time? Think about the dumbest things you have ever said … When you REALLY look back, they were probably said in the heat of emotion. “I hate you.” “I need another drink.” “I quit.” … “I love you.” If you had one question that would work in almost EVERY situation even where there isn’t a right or wrong answer would you use it? STOP now if you don’t want to see it. Here it is: “Based on my past experience, current situation and my future dreams and goals, is (fill in the blank) a WISE thing to do. “ It works 99.9% of the

Another 3 Post
A celluloid dream on the silver screen Holding my attention with all that is seen Forcing me to acknowledge her heart Playing to my soul the greatest part Pulling me in with a glance and a smile Standing out from all others in her own style Deep sultry eyes that convey feelings so deep Into my soul this vision does leap She holds me and I stand transfixed in time A rapture that thrills and feels so sublime Desire to feel more as time does pass Need to be filled more as I watch the lass Knowing that too short our time will be I will just have to watch again this vision I see By R. Thomas Dinsmore The poetry of beauty She sits and looks at me with eyes that do ensnare my soul I think of her and wonder if her smile she does control This silent siren that leads the heart to thoughts of wildness how would beauty feel if I did hold her in my sweet caress on to the next stop and find if the world does rise on her I sit here and stare into beauty's eyes till all t

Identity Crisis
I'm not good enough for you anymore i onece was someone special but now i'm just a whore, now i'm so easy for you to ignore, would you tell me what i fucking ment to you before! im not worth anything, in my own fucking head! just a fucking disease to be passed on and spread, nothing makes sense, it's all been read, and re-read, nothing fucking matters, not a word that i've said... identinty crisis, i dont think that i like this can you tell me what the differance between wrong and right is, i think that i'm blind, would you fucking rewind this, i finally understand what the meaning of "spite" is... and now that i've been easily replaced i'm so sick of seeing your goddamn face in my fucking head, every mutherfucking day! in my head, i know i'm not worth a goddamn thing and i've no disire to see what my future brings... 'cause nothing is worth a goddamn thing... not a word that i've said, not a thing that i scream... identinty crisis, i dont think that i like this ca

Not That People Give A Shit
Not that people give a shit. But I was in Georgia, and while being raised there I utterly destroyed myself and people around me. SO then I ran to Vegas under the guise that I was trying to find myself. After Vegas was a bust I then moved to Rhode Island. Rhode Island is now a bust and thats where I realized that I am not trying to find myself...but instead trying to run away from the things that I have destroyed. I wan to rebuild and start my life over. But in order to do that I need to first apologize to Morbid (if ya read this girly) because I know on many levels I did take advantage of you. I will be heading back to Georgia on Jan. 2 and there I will be going back to school, and working on myself and helping my family. SOOO thanks for reading..and hope whoever is reading this has a ncie life ! ash.

Hidden Talent;
Your Hidden Talent You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Pre-booty Call Application
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (here and after referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2007, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. No calling each other "friends with benefits". We are not friends, just sex buddies. 8. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be o

Quiz Time----kind Of Kisser/sex Quot.
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeatRomantic Kisser75%Yippy Ki Yay!63%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for50%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com Your Lust Quotient: 61% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

What Is Luv
what is luv but a word... is luv a smile? is luv in a song? is luv somthing someone just says? i though i knew what luv is...but can anyone truly kno what luv truly is? i thought i knew it once before and it tore me in 2 i made the promise not to luv.... but can any one keep that proimse too? we meet soo many different ppl we find friendship we find hope we find happiness...but can we find luv for far away? is luv just lust but in disguise? I HATE luv...but i luv being in luv... WTF im tired of luv...will it find me? will i kno it when it does...somtimes i just kno somtimes i just dont wanna kno..and sometimes u think u can luv again but again it just hurts u what should we do wit luv... ....if it finds u hold it charish it...keep it near and never let it go

People Are Reluctant
It's time to open up our eyes, stop staring at the ground, The only benefit has been the vast loose change I've found. This downcast look as nothing to do with shyness or acting demure- Perhaps time has come to cease brooding and become an active viewer... Slice an apple lengthwise and you will find a star. Watch a lowly creature thrive with just some dirt inside a jar. Look up and spy a bird's nest, against a skyline bleak. Nature's perfect architecture-a nursery made by beak. We humans, we spend so much time in thoughts about ourselves, Accumulating useless things to display upon our shelves. We consume and plan for future, and wrestle with the past, Trade in our spirituality to be superior iconoclasts. Notice the mathematical accuracy in the design of a pine cone. Witness the working society of queen and all her drones. Savor the haunting beauty in the call of mourning dove. Rejoice at blossom from seed dropped by hapless breeze above. We can fret about our m

December 26th
Oh Lord. I went ice skating today and trust me do not ever believe them people who r on da tv skating and making it look easy. that shit is not easy. I fell and busted ma ass a whole lotta times. I was like wat da hell goin on. lol. but it was fun nonetheless. I went with ma friend Tanisha, ma sis Kelsey, and ma friends brotha Talik. Yo we had fun but dam son. wen u hit dat ice it really hurt gotdammit. i should sue them people. if only they didnt have up a "SKATE AT YOUR OWN RISK" sign. lol. let me know wat yall think

1913 - 2006
President Ford is from my hometown of Grand Rapids, Michigan. I always thought of him as Jerry Ford, even after he became Vice President and then President. I had my picture, with my family, taken in his Washington office when he was a congressman in about 1973. In 1976 I was a news director for a tiny college radio station in Grand Rapids and covered his election try versus Jimmy Carter. President Ford lost that election in one of the closest elections in history. Jerry Ford healed the nation after the country was torn apart from Watergate. Ironically, the thing that cost Ford the 1976 election was his pardon of Richard Nixon. He was condemned by many and thought to have made a deal. President Ford did what he felt best to release our country from that cancer of Watergate. Decades later the nation almost universally agrees that the decision was right. In fact he recieved the John F. Kennedy Profile in Courage award and was acknowleged for doing the right thing. Pr

Wow What A Holiday
Man i gotta say this had been a crazy christmas and the whole holiday thing. It started out by me and my girl takin a break. We have been goin out for almost 4 years but i guess things havent been goin all so good we split apart it sucks. I miss her to death. She is my life. We agreed on some things im not gonna get into them but i hope it works out. I dunno when i left to move back I thought id never see her again for a long time. But there is hope i think. I think we just need a break. Got laid off from a job and shit and we was by each other everyday i guess it just got to each other. I dunno if this girl knows it but i want to marry her. Its been in my head for along time i just dont know when to bust the question. I dont want to be rejected. She loves me lots i know she does she always tells me. We just need to get our lives on track. All that i can ask for in the year 2007 is for me and my baby gaby to be happy and live happily ever after. I cant see bein with anyboy else but her

Well...maybe
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Thought Of The Day 12/26/06...first Tat
ok today i got my first tattoo. it is the japanese kanji for the word ninja. why ninja? well first of all ninja kick ass. since i was a kid i have had a fascination with anything asian. artwork, culture, calligraphy, women(had to throw that in there), martial arts, and the ninja. I wanted to be a ninja growing up. I watched all the cheesy ninja movies....still do. that is the first part of why i chose this for my first tattoo. second was the meaning i saw behind the word. when the characters are combined it means "person of stealth and perseverance." Any one who really knows me also knows that i have been dealing with a lot of things especially as of late. i have been through some tough times and have been close to seeing the everafter more times than i would like to say. but even through all this i am here. I have endured these things and perservered. and it is my intent to continue this tradition. so in my darkest moments i have a reminder that i must try to get throug

Christmas Present
My sweetie gave me the most awesome present that I ever wished for. She gave me the most awesome laptop that I could only dream of. I'm still in shock as to the gift I received. This gift is better then any of the desk tops that I've Built for myself. Bottom line I have a go fast that is portable. Thank you sweetie I am really humbled by this gift.

Personal Ad
If I was going to ever write a personal ad, it would be like this. A friend found this on a site and it's awesome!!! ================================================= On a first date: I will not put out, although, upon cessation of said date I will violently rape my Rabbit and envision your hands and mouth all over my body. We may discuss this in the future, if I decide you're worthy of more conversation. In an effort to further my not-putting-out goal, I will not shave and will wear mis-matched socks. Just remember this if you respond to this ad, we go out, and you are having dirty thoughts over dinner. UNSHAVEN/MISMATCHED (just repeat it to yourself. You may be surprised how quickly wood will disappear) I will engage you in conversation, perhaps shock you with hilarious stories of my past. I may use "big" words, and I refuse to dummy down for anyone. I will make you laugh, assuming you have a brain and the personality to "get it". I won't order a salad, no

I Love You
I Love You.i feel this with everypart on my being,but as i say it ,i shiver to the bone with fear,its been so long since i put everything i have into love,been so long since i trusted, but i shout i love you from the moutain tops everymorning,and whisper it in your ear every nightsometimes i think i hear it back,or is it just an echo from my empty heart?

New Years Eve
It was 11PM already and he had not shown up, I could not believe he would stand me up on New Year's Eve, here I was stood alone and only an hour to go before every one would have someone to kiss as the clock chimed midnight, I looked around the room and then from the corner of my eye I glimpsed a figure looking at me, I looked away quickly but cannot resist taking another look, yes he is still there looking right at me with those eyes, I cannot resist looking into them they are so warm and welcoming, the stranger started to walk towards me and as he did my heart skipped a beat, god he was so good looking as well, maybe not a bad night after all? You walked right up to me and stand there still looking deep into my eyes, you asked me if I would like a drink and I say yes, you then order two drinks and offer me mine, I took it and took a sip of it still looking deep into your eyes, god they were so god damn lovely, you asked me if I would like to dance and I responded by stepping onto

Health Education Is Lacking
One day at work, I was in the hallway talking to a colleague about circumcision. You are familiar with this conversation - the health gains, societal standards, and religious laws associated with being snipped. The conversation was a bit one-sided since neither of us ourselves have an anteater. At the height of the conversation, another coworker, we will call him Jiminy Bonerpants, walked by. Jiminy is a 25 year old, college educated, married engineer from a Middle American state. So as Jiminy passed, we inquired as to the state of his foreskin. Very matter-of-factly, Jiminy replied no, he was not circumcised. Being the first person we had come upon who would admit to having a meat tulip, we were intrigued and my colleague started asking him some questions. These questions were about fundamental mechanics of operating an uncircumcised penis, i.e. sex, hygiene, etc. I am no doctor, but Jiminy's answers did not make any sense. Physiologically, the answers did not add up. Upon furth

She Said She's Tired Of Life. Man, She Must Be Tired Of Something.
I want to smash myself to bits. Get swept up in the wind, thousands of miles away from myself. And these thoughts, these feelings. So raw and exposed. Walking on a tightrope with no safety net below. I want to jump. Smash. Explode.

The History Of The Middle Finger
History of the Middle Finger Well, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Giving the Finger Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous weapon was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! "PLUCK YEW!" Since 'pluck yew

25 Sentences About Me
1. I've come to realize that my ex ... is an amazing person who just is totally incompatible with me romantically! 2. I am listening to ... nothing at the moment, since I'm stuck in a basement of a very quiet house with lots of sleeping people. 3. I talk... more loudly than I should. 4. I love... my family, my friends, the smell of good food cooking, roses, small children... and lots more. 7. I lost... an ankle bracelet this year that was once given to me as a gift, and it made me very sad since I've lost touch with the gifter. 8. I hate it when people... are hypocrites. And lie. And don't believe me when I'm completely up-front about things. 9. Marriage is... honestly a wonderful thing if you're with the right person. 11. Somewhere, someone is thinking... happy thoughts. I have to believe that! 12. I'll always be... there for anyone who needs me. Even if it drains me sometimes. 13. I have a crush on... noone at the moment. My crushes keep ditching me.

Collaborating Souls
It was the stupid green shirt I hated How you'd smoke your ciggarrettes in peace You and I so Ill-fated It was that goofy smile that set my soul at ease You couldn't be resisted Take part in the show A role I never knew existed Tell me lies I'm too naive to know Take my hand tell me you love me Away from the truth is where I'll be So many desecrations Too many fabrications Love lost, pain gained Collaborating souls If only it could have been maintained It was you who took me through many tolls Not knowing what will be faced So far away it can't be traced And I tried tried so hard To be what you wanted me to be I loved loved so hard I was blinded and couldn't see Those big blues eyes They took me on a run-around How was I supposed to know they'd be my demise I thought it was me you found It was you I lost So quicky you tossed

Political Science For Dummies
DEMOCRATIC You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. Barbara Streisand sings for you. REPUBLICANISM You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOCIALIST You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor. You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow. COMMUNIST You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk. You wait in line for hours to get it. It is expensive and sour. CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows. BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk the other, and then pours the milk down the drain. AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, lease it back to yourself and do an IPO on the 2nd one. You force the two cows to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when one cow drops d

Emptiness
GOING NUMB,SLAMMING DOORS,SENSELESS WORDS,PAINFUL LOOKS!,....U FELT HER DIE YET SHES NOT DEAD,...WONT LET HER GO YET WONT LET HER IN,...YOU KNOW U LUV HER BUT U WONT ACCEPT THE PAIN!!,...URE KILLING YOURSELF ,DOESNT ANYONE SEE THIS OR IS EVERYONE OUT 2GAIN?!!!,...PUSHING AWAY,EVERYONE NOW,...EMPTINESS IS SO VERY NEAR!

"who Is It"
[ONE of My fav songs by: MICHAEL JACKSON] "Who Is It" I Gave Her Money I Gave Her Time I Gave Her Everything Inside One Heart Could Find I Gave Her Passion My Very Soul I Gave Her Promises And Secrets So Untold And She Promised Me Forever And A Day We'd Live As One We Made Our Vows We'd Live A Life Anew And She Promised Me In Secret That She'd Love Me For All Time It's A Promise So Untrue Tell Me What Will I Do? And It Doesn't Seem To Matter And It Doesn't Seem Right 'Cause The Will Has Brought No Fortune Still I Cry Alone At Night Don't You Judge Of My Composure 'Cause I'm Lying To Myself And The Reason Why She Left Me Did She Find In Someone Else? (Who Is It?) It Is A Friend Of Mine (Who Is It?) Is It My Brother! (Who Is It?) Somebody Hurt My Soul, Now (Who Is It?) I Can't Take This Stuff No More I Am The Damned I Am The Dead I Am The Agony Inside The Dying Head This Is Injustice Woe Unto Thee I Pray This Punishment Would Have Mer

I Dunno
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM80%Sex God70%A Romantic68%Virgin25%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

A Canadian Superstar
CANADIAN@ CherryTAP THIS AMAZING USER HAS ASSISTED US AS WELL AS CT IN GENERAL BY BEING VIGILANT AND WATCHING OVER THE MANY FAKES THAT HAVE BEEN CREATED USING ON OF HIS CLOSE FRIENDS' COPYRIGHTED PHOTOS. THIS IS SAD THAT THIS CONTINUES TO HAPPEN, BUT FOR AS LONG AS THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE LIKE THIS ON CHERRYTAP, IT MAKES IT ALL WORTHWHILE TO KEEP UP THE FIGHT. SHOW HIM SOME OLD FASHIONED CHERRY LOVE.

Tears Burn My Face
Jelly is sick and there is nothing I can do about it. Please pray for her to get better, cause I just can't handel not being able to do anything. I feel so alone and so sad right now... Damn baby please be okay Music Video:LANDING IN LONDON (ALL I THINK ABOUT IS YOU) (by 3 Doors Down)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Omg,what A Night
OMG,what a fucking night,man , first find out that you like someone that you didn't know you did,then you have two others wanting you to answer if your free for the takeing, then you get all fucked up and get into a fight with someone. Then when all is said and done your head is pounding and all you fucking want to do is get lost in a drink or in someones arms and never come back. Fuck me running,to many damn people pushing for answers and can't fucking breath,OMG what a fucking night.

Frustrations
okay..i have decided largly becuase all my real friends say i should think more of my needs and less of others..that i am gonna slow down doing what others want me to do.... and i didn't put this in my video blog..hell i don't know if it will even work in ct...but whatever.. i got to talk to annika today in germany...how awesome is that....she is the most supportive person in the world..and super in touch with god and stuff...awesome...

They Found Her The Same Day.
http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/montoya.asp Tennesee state police have issued a state wide amber alert. There is a missing child named Andrea Montoya. She just went missing at 2:45. and she was last seen in gatlenburg at the River Terrace hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. she is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from florida and is here on vacation with her grandmom and mother. A white jeep cherokee with Florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. please guys and girls repost this...i want to see every single one of my friends repost this because i know you all have a heart! she was kidnapped jsut a few hours ago today. it will take like 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your life to do this

A Guide
I met him on a site like this It wasn't long ago We dated and I trusted him Just why I'll never know Things were great or so I thought I didn't have a clue Till one day when things went wrong he broke my heart in two He lied and kept things from me a snake now plain to see a low life lying coward that's all he'll ever be Since that time I've moved on and my eyes are open wide I think before I jump in now my experience is my guide

So Where Did It Go???
Okay Christmas Eve I was on here and there was a thing on my homepage that said I had a gift from CT...I logged in this morning, first time since then, and the link is gone...so where did the gift go?? LOL...do I not get it just cuz I wasn't on here on Christmas day?? Anyone know, let me know ok??? Just curious so don't take it as whining or crying...

Longing For Love
I scream, I cry, But there is nobody there. Hold me, love me, That’s all I want right now. And I will kiss you, Carres you, And sleep in your arms. I would taste your blood, And feel you pouring, Pouring through my veins. We will love each other, By night and day, sharing our blood and pain. We would go outside, To the woods, Where we would run together. Forgetting who we are, And simply in love, Between the trees. Walking on the seaside, Dreaming our dreams, Hoping it would rain. Kiss me long and tender, Hold me tight and carresfull, My dream...

Meh, I'm Bored.
What Color Rose Are You? (beautiful pix) ***You are a white rose***You are sweet and kind and a loyal friend. Your grades are important to you and you don't like to let people down.Sign your most like-pisces or libraTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Where Your Thoughts Are
Wednesday, December 27, 2006 Where your thoughts are Where are your thoughts going? That is where your life will soon be. On what kinds of things is your awareness most consistently focused? Those are the things that will form the reality of your life. Life is endlessly abundant. The portion of that abundance that you can most fully imagine and embody determines how life will be for you. Every achievement exists first in your mind. Every disappointment also exists first in your mind. So fill your mind with the best you can imagine, as often as you can remember to do so. The possibilities to which you devote your focus and your energy are the ones you will experience for real. Right this moment, your thoughts are setting the direction for your future. Choose the thoughts that will lead you to the life you most desire. -- Ralph Marston

Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ENFP - The Champion(You scored 90% I to E, 26% N to S, 14% F to T, and 89% J to P!)Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and proces

Christmas Gift
we all received a gift box from the people of Chapin, Illinois today. really surprised me to see what was inside. Received a bunch of cookies and snacks and cards signed and colored by children from different elementary schools all over Illinois. Kinda made me smile to see that people take the time to appreciate what we do even though we are far away overseas. Just wanted to say thanks to everybody for sending me their thoughts and letting us all know that we are not forgotten. Happy Holidays

Long Scientific Personality Test
ENFP - The Champion You scored 90% I to E, 10% N to S, 0% F to T, and 89% J to P! Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feeli

What Drunk Are You?
You are a happy drunk When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Clling All Friends
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING TO FIND THAT I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND IN THE 'AVERAGE JOE' CONTEST....I CUD SURE USE SOME HELP. IM NOT THAT FAR BEHIND, BUT CAN SURE USE MY FRIENS HELP. THE CONTEST IS OVER AT NOON EASTERN TIME TODAY! COME ON PEOPLE, YOUKNOW I WOULD BE THERE FOR YOU!!! bONES

Insanity Of The Holidays.....
Somewhere....the idea of christmas turned into yet another commercial holiday where you feel morally obligated to buy gifts for everyone you know. Normally I use this time of year to bake cookies, cakes, breads...and/or pies for those I am closest too. But last year those gift were received with disregard. It kinda hurt my feelings. So, this year, I bought everyone gifts. From racing wheels for their Xbox's to toys for their children....and then I hear...."Oh you didn't have to do that." Pfft, what the hell ever. Had I not bought them gifts, they'd have complained about how I am a grinch....and because I did buy them gifts....they still complain about me spending money on them. It seems to me that people are ungrateful no matter what you do. Next year, everyone is getting a damn chistmas card. I really wish people would remember that the holidays are about coming together....not about gifts. I have always felt that when a person bakes for you, they truly are showing they ca

Matches
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Holds True For Cherrytap As Well
MUST READ!! Anybody happen to catch Nightline last night on ABC? In case you didn't, one of the hot topics discussed was MySpace. It is no secret to anyone who reads the newspaper or watches the 6 o'clock news that MySpace has been in the limelight because of "sexual predators" trying to "abduct and corrupt" the youth of the world. I see dozens of profiles a day showing 14 year old girls dressed like sluts, wearing four inches of make up and 32 layers of eyeliner, displaying their age as 18 years old and profile lines stating "Oh, I'm So Sexy" or "Hey There, Wanna Check Up On It?" Come on! The youth of today's world are already corrupt enough due to the undying need to be "older" than they really are. I seriously doubt there are tons of people on MySpace stalking "innocent young girls" who just happen to have tramped up profiles and ages 4 years greater than their own. On Nightline, there was a story of a 12 year old girl who was a drug-addict and attributed it all to MySpace. Sh

It Has Been The Best Holiday Season Ever
As I am sure most of my friends know, John(my b/f of the past 6 yrs) has been in the hospital for the past 6 1/2 weeks with kidney failure and then a mass of other issues on top of that. So many times in the past 6 weeks, things were looking really good and then within hours it seemed like it would make a huge turn for the worse. Be it the swelling in his neck that closed his wind pipe, the unexplained fevers of 104 for a week or more at a time and the docotrs not finding anything that caused them, several lung infections, a collapsed lung, unexplained raises in his heart rate and crazy low blood presure... just to name a few things... Well after 6 long weeks, we talked the doctors into trying to remove his sedation. In the past when they tried, John would beome very angry and fight to get out of bed, so they would resedate him again. Friday after talking with his doctors we found no reason for him to be sedated any longer and pretty much told them that they are going to have to deal

Making Friends
ok, so just wanted to let ya'll know that this started w/ Myspace...then w/ Cherrytap...& I think it's cool how I have made alot of friends. I have gone through alot of shit this past year, a real roller coaster ride...but I think it was worth it...or I wouldn't be where I am right at this moment...so.....the more friends, the better, right??! If anyone wants to check out my page on Myspace.com, your welcome to....some of ya'll are already on there... my URL is: http://www.myspace.com/lenarose28 c-ya!!!! xoxo

Suspensful Nothing
He isn't real And neither are His feelings. She bleeds a Crimson red liquid That flows from The wound on Her chest. A hole so deep You aren't able To see an end. He filled that Gaiping hole once, Now that he's gone She has nothing left To do but watch The spider webs, Tornados and hurricans Rush through. Like a heart attack Stopping your blood flow. She sets herself on an Emotional journey So far away that No matter how hard she tried She will never Be hurt, Again

End World 1
I was lost on the shore of the end world, the featureless sea on one side, blue and callous, in its wash. To the other side, The featureless onyx wall, fifty feet high if a foot, cold to touch. The sky above was a clear blue, empty of cloud, sun hanging just off of noon. Where was I, where was I? Was I just born here now? Where were my memories? The sand between, wall and sea and just me, it stretched endless in either direction. I started walking.

Hopeful Nothing
There's a time when you know you have to give up. But how do you give up soemthing you've held onto for so long? How do you tell that something or someone Goodbye? He's been gone for Way too long, I feel As if I need to move on But I know his love For me is there. Without him here it makes me Feel so bare, like my Heart is an open sore and vulnerable To anything or anyone who comes near it. I believed everything you told me. I don't know wether to Continue leading myself into everything You've said or to let it all Slip between my fingers like grains of sand. I want to believe you'll be here, I even want to believe that we have a future Together. But how can I believe all of it when you give me Nothing but a phone Call with words of Hope? I don't even know if they're words I can count on anymore.

Why Dont You And I
Since the moment I spotted you Like walking round with little wings on my shoes My stomach's filled with the butterflies...ooo and it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied ooo [Chorus:] Everytime I try to talk to you I get tongue-tied Turns out everything I say to you Comes out wrong and never comes out right [Chorus:] So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever Heads we will and tails we'll try again So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven Cause without you they're never going to let me in When's this fever going to break? I think I've handled more than any man can take I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around ooo And it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If said I

The Bad Things That Happened In 2006
1. I miscarried the baby I was pregnet with. 2. My fiancee left me a week before our wedding. 3. I had to move back in with my parents. 4. My car now has motor trouble and it has to be replaced. 5. My account got overdrawin at the bank(currently owe them $20). 6. My grandmother found out she has congestive heart failure. 7. I had to give up the puppy I had raised from birth.He was eight months old.

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Are My Perscriptions?
The Doctor's perscriptions are short stories I have written. I don't just write music, I am an author as well.....Some of you may find these stories a bit on the bizarre side, but whether you do or not, you certainly will find them interesting!!! Good reading and I hope you enjoy them! The Doctor

Pratical Magick
To some people, the idea of "Magick" is pracitcal comes as a surprise. It shouldn't. The entire basis for Magick is to exercise infulence over ones enviornment. Magick is an interactive process of spiritual growth and psychological transformation. Even so the spiritual life rests fermly on material foundations. Magick is a way of life and must be lived, and not just talked about, and that includes experiencing the wonders, pleasures, and pains of material existance. The material world and the spiritual world are intertwined and it is this very interconnectedness that provides the Magickal link, the Magickal means for the spirit to influence the material, and vice versa. Magick can be used in ones daily life for better living and in opening doors to new worlds of mind and spirit. Each of us has been given Mind and Body, and it is our spiritual oppertunity to make full use of these wonderful gifts. Mind and Body work together, and Magick s simply the extention of this interaction into di

I Hope Today Is The Day
I went to a dr appt this morning and talked to him about what has been happening since taking the misoprostol. He said he wanted me to have some blood drawn to check my hemoglobin to make sure I am not anemic due to bleeding and he wants to check to see if my hormones have finally dropped below 5. He says if they have dropped below 5 then we will let nature take its course and keep dropping it. If its still above 5 then we are gonna repeat the ultrasound and see whats going on. Just wanted to keep my friends updated...thanks to those of you that have been following me through this. It means so much to me.

The Dante's Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

Lost
She lowers her head She should be crying She can't No longer suprized At the constant Lingering of pain Wrong turn again and again But knowing The direction is correct There is no other way Forced to suffer through The mass chaos before her Knowing the struggle To simply hang on All too well

Be Back On Later On.
Due to my severe dislike of the holiday season, I will not be on for a while. Once I start to sober back up (middle of January) I may be back on to visit some. Hope ya'all have a merry and a happy and all that you hope for. Mark

Funny List For Army
Here is a funny list I ran across the other day while attempting to search out information on military boards.... It is hilarious and most of it is quite true May not understand it if you have no asociation with the military, but then again enjoy. The Skippy List Explanations of these events: a) I did myself, and either got in trouble or commended. (I had a Major shake my hand for the piss bottle thing, for instance.) b) I witnessed another soldier do it. (Like the Sergeant we had, that basically went insane, and crucified some dead mice.) c) Was spontaneously informed I was not allowed to do. (Like start a porn studio.) d) Was the result of a clarification of the above. ("What about especially patriotic porn?") e) I was just minding my own business, when something happened. ("Schwarz...what is *that*?" said the Sgt, as he pointed to the back of my car? "Um....a rubber sheep...I can explain why that's there....") To explain how I've stayed out of jail/alive/not

Incubus-shaft
Who am I? I am I. Who are you? You are me! Why can't I get it straight? No! Why can't I see it straight? Shaft! We can't let you, we can't let you go. Shaft! Shaft! Shaft! Shaft! I'll get a new one, then! I take a look, a look around, gas limited. I take a look around, I tell myself I live again! I take a look, a look around, gas limited. I take a look around, I tell myself I live again! Why can't I get it straight? No! Why can't I see it straight? Shaft! We can't let you, we can't let you go. Up until this day; I take a look, a look around, gas limited. Up untile this day; I look around, I tell myselfI live again! Shaft.... where's Lorena when we need her? -------------------- Incubus - ShaftMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Soooo
I finally spoke to Dallas about my feelings towards his Christmas gift because it was bothering me so bad that it was 4 AM and I was staring at the ceiling unable to sleep and it was really really bothering me. I explained to him that I didn't understand why he would get something so impersonal and that a gift card for something like is not something you normally get for your significant other for Christmas. I mean thats something you get your sister-in-law or something because you know what to pick out for them. Now if it had been a gift card to Hot Topic or Spencers I would have been jumping up and down. So we talked about it and he was fine and he told me why he got it and that there were a million things he wanted to buy but of course couldn't and all the things on his list were perfect but unattainable. He actually said he thought about getting a gift card to Hot Topic so I could go in and have a feild day but he finally decided on the other place because he thought I'd like

Love And Other Crunchy Things.
It's not that I don't love you. It's that I'm too damn lazy to express it. Plus I don't love you. And why wasn't I informed that today was Dangerous Old Lady Drive Around Town Day?

My Body!
Who do you think I am I don't play these games Not goin' out like that let me explain Tryin' to save myself don't pressure me My spirit leads me to celibacy I have to just be real and I know it's fair I wanna please my God and I don't care You can just leave now but if you stay There's gonna be no other way If this is love then you can take it If this is not then don't ya fake it My body is the Lord's temple Don't mess with me God's property It ain't that bad if you try to see His perfect will is all that I need My body is the Lord's temple Don't mess with me God's property What part of no don't you seem to understand I just can't move that fast it's not His plan I'm not ashamed to do what I know is right His yoke is easy and His burden's light Momma sat me down and she would say Just trust in the Lord and Him only No disrespect but I can't be with you And try to serve the Lord in honesty too My body is God's body No it ain't your property Jesus died

Christmas Break, Christmas And New Years
Christmas break always goes by super fast for me. Im sooooo glad that I dont have to go shopping for anyone else for a very long time in all that madness. I dont find it hard to believe the stories about how people get shot. I made out this Christmas!! I got basically everything I wanted it was soooooooooo much better than last years Christmas. I got my perfume, iPod, a Dane Cook poster (gorgeous), a playboy necklace, the matching hat scarf and glove set, a playboy purse, a robe, money, a new blow dryer that comes with a diffuser (score), a new venus vibrance razor, socks, an Ohio State hat, 2 Ohio State shirts (since there were no hoodies to be found and the jersey that I wanted was like $50!!(how do those people sleep at night!?!), an ornament with my name written on it(my aunt likes to make random gifts dont ask me why..)an old navy gift card, blank cds and a bunch of other little random things that I said I needed. I LOVE CHRISTMAS!! Everyone loved their presents..I got my mom 2 re

My Christmas!
My Christmas! We had a great Christmas ourselves. We had it on Saturday before Christmas Eve. We wanted to do that because there is always a big hurry when we have it on Christmas Eve. My brother has to have his children back to their mothers the next morning. You know how that goes? So it is just I was a big hurry and we never just get a time to relax and enjoy each other. So this time we move it up one day so that there would be no distractions. It worked out perfectly! My mom went to get my grandmother from the nursing home Saturday afternoon and she took her to see my aunt and my first cousin's three-year-old daughter. Then she brought her to the house and let her eat. Mother had made some dumplings, sweet potatoes, and had fried chicken and other stuff. She was tearing down on all that good food. You know they miss that kind of stuff when they are in a facility like that. They miss the grease! :-) Nothing like good home cooking. And they really good thing happe

Life
so its me and i just want to say that i am sick so if i dont talk then u know why and i havent been on lately bc i have been busy with things and my moms been real sick lately so i have been with her well talk to me anytime

R.i.p My Friend Greg
A friend of mine was stabbed in his stomach on friday the 22nd. After surgery he had died!! He was a bouncer at a bar working and broke up a fight.I will miss him greatly. R.I.P Greg!! I love you!

Its A Contest I Need Entries Please
MySpace Ticker MySpace Ticker MySpace Ticker ITS BEST PET AND KID PHOTO PLEASE CONTACT ME BELOW IF YOUR INTERESTED RULES NO DOWN RATING ITS A COMMENT BOMB AND YOU CAN VOTE FOR YOURSELF JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE PHOTO YOU WANT TO USE THANK YOU AND LETS GET SOME CONTESTANTS

Papa Roach -last Resort
Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces, I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding? Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might Mudilation out of sight, and I'm contimplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on my chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin? It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish

Only I Know December 27, 2006
I know doesn't seem real but the years have passed I am still the same person but yet not so much since I was ill. God gave me wisdom and took my looks. It's ok I had it all once as they say beauty is only skin deep. So never look so far you forget to see the real beauty with in

To: Angel Of The Morning
I thought I saw a river in your soul And by the look in your eyes I know There's a fire a heat that's burning there Closer to you each day feels like our first time Rediscovering you and the way you move Like a wind-child What would I do without your rhythm in my soul I saw you painting through the trees You touched me then The breeze before the heat lightning strikes A dream that I only hoped could come true What if the sun don't shine? I have light from you Open the doors to reveal you Tender notions Clouds racing across the moon I can't promise I can heal you but if you want me to I can try You're the one who showed me worlds I never knew You were there when I needed you In the dark right before I fell At the edge I heard your voice and turned around Captivated By the promise of your friendship Bound to you By the promise of your love And all I saw was your hand Standing there in the shadows Just a look that says "If you want to" It's not about tant

25 Relationship Questions
25 Relationship Questions 1) single? No 2) Are you happy with where you are? YES 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? YES 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YES 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? NO 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? YES AND I HAVE SEVERAL TIMES 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? mARRIED SO YES 8) Do you want children? HAVE SOME 9) How many? 3 10) Would you consider adoption? SURE 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way for them to tell you? JUST TELL ME ITS OPEN AND HONEST AND THATS SWEET 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? SOMETIMES 13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? SOMETIMES 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? YES I MARRIED A WOMAN THAT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SITE 15) Are you a romantic person? VERY 16) Do you believe that you can change someo

What Does A 320 Pound Woman Look Like?
Now, before you look at her pictures, get a mental image of what you think a woman who weighs 320 looks like.... Not what you were expecting, was it!! The tallest and biggest woman in the world lives in Holland . She is 7'4" and weighs 320 What a relief! Now we ALL know we aren't overweight, just too short!

Little Brother
This was written by a friend of our..Yvonne for her little brother Tim. You were once so small with a sweet little smile. But, of course, that only lasted awhile. Now you're getting up and around, Just like a toy that can't be unwound. Sometimes I wish for that cute little boy Who used to hang on to his favorite toy. But I can see you're just as cute, Running around in that cowboy suit.

Fishin
A guy is 81 years old and loves to fish. He was sitting in his boat the other day when he heard a voice say, "Pick me up." He looked around and couldn't see any one. He thought he was dreaming when he heard the voice say again, "Pick me up." He looked in the water and there, floating on the top, was a frog. The man said, "Are you talking to me?" The frog said, "Yes, I'm talking to you. Pick me up. Then, kiss me and I'll turn into the most beautiful woman you have ever seen. I'll then give you more sexual pleasure that you ever could have dreamed of." The man looked at the frog for a short time, reached over, picked it up carefully, and placed it in his front breast pocket. Then the frog said, "What, are you nuts? Didn't you hear what I said? I said kiss me and I will give you sexual pleasures like you have never had." He opened his pocket, looked at the frog and said, "Nah, at my age I'd rather have a talking frog."

A Sensual Story Of Mine
She was sitting in the den with the sun shining through the weather worn blinds. I could smell her sweet floral scent as I walked in the door...tattered and torn from a hard days work. I called to her..."baby I`m home". There was no answer, I proceeded to the den where she was sound asleep and exhausted from her very demanding job. The sun seemed to glow as it danced across her exposed thigh in the floral sundries that she normally slips on after a hard days work. I placed my brief case on the floor and proceeded to pick her up out of the chair, her body limp, she managed to wake slightly and in a soft voice she said"hey baby I missed you" I gently kissed her forehead and proceeded to carry her upstairs to the master bedroom. Where I layed her across the bed she tried to speak I gently placed my fingers on her lips and said in a whisper "don`t speak". I went into the bathroom where I ran a hot steaming bubble bath for my baby. As I came back into the room she was sitting up in anticipa

My Mother...
We missed my dad very much with Christmas, but he is still in our hearts. We will never forget him! Love you dear daddy, where ever you are in heaven... Best friends forever mom and me picking flowers and climbing trees. a shoulder to cry on, secrets to share Warm hearts and hands that really care. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Will I Live To Be 80?
I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you give a shit? ROFL PRICELESS AND TRUE!!!

10 Things
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1)I was fired from a video store (how pitiful I know LOL) 2)I love reading books on vampires, like Anne Rices Vampire Chronicles and Poppy Z Brite. 3)I have a horrible temper and bad mood swings. I take my fiance's paxil when I'm feelings especially hostel. 4)I have to have a cup of coffee if I get up really early. 5)I have a slight eating disorder but I'm working to get past it and be healthy, not just thin. 6)I don't like my brothers even now that we're all adults. 7)I used to addicted to over the counter meds and could stay fucked up for a week straight taking 16 pills at a time. I stopped when I realized one day that I'd missed a week of my

Ladies Come On In!!!!
I will be starting a contest for "sexiest lady in Cherry Tap". ANY ONE INTERESTED CONTACT ME AND I'll give you more details. I will look throughout the night tonight and set it up for tomorrow evening. the contest will last one week. soooo good luck ladies!!!!

Feast Of The Epiphany
OK Folks.... don't get over the Christmas Rush too fast... For those of you who are coming down with Post-Christmas depression.. take Heart.. The Feast of the Epiphany.. marking the coming of the wise men to the Christ child.. isn't until January 6th.. Ummm... that happens to be the 12th day of Christmas folks..

Brain Vs. Bronze
Okay, I have noticed the vast amount of naked males who have asked to be my friend. Weeell of course I'll add them....Right? No. Guys, is there a real point about showing your nudeness??? Hmm??? I mean, it's always nice to see a worked up body, when I'm dating that guy, even as friends...that's not really cool. I want to be friends of the mind, not the dark nipples that are jutting out of your pectrals!! Hahahahaha, sorry, I couldn't resist. Sorry, I got off subject. Please gentlemen, cover that lovely skin of your chest with a shirt, even a bra for those who haven't reached Adonis level.

Listen To Your Heart!!!
Little Aeliyah was killed in a fatal car wreck. Her bulletin went around just a few days ago, but the funeral was postponed until tomorrow due to bad weather in Colorado...please help me by keeping her memory alive by displaying this pic as your primary picture tomorrow... Thank you everyone, Momma Please rip these candles and burn them for her all day tomorrow... And please repost this bulletin so that others can rip the picture too. LEANN RIMES *AMAZING GRACE* check out Singingfool.com

Suggestions???????
Ok, fellow Tap members. What can I do for New years??? I am NOT gonna stay home, so does anyone have any suggestions for me?? Comment , or leave a message with your ideas. Any (ladies) on here who happen to be local get at me, and let me know if you wanna possibly do something!

For Family, Friends, And Fans
I've at best had an erratic presence here at CT. Along with work I've recently opened myself to an old yet new experience. This Blog goes out to her as well. I met someone, here no less, that has turned out to be an incredible person in many different ways. The most important of them being, she gave me a deep sense of self worth. Unfortunately however timing and social conventions prevent her from following her heart. Normally I don't care enough about other people to really concern myself with such thoughts, at least not beyond the surface issues involved. Well this woman, that has the key to my heart, has brought me to a new juncture. I have to let her know here, and hence the rest of the world, because I've cut off all other forms of my communicating with her. For all the light she's brought into my life, knowing that she will not be a part of it has sent me in the opposite direction now. Where once I felt like a super nova, now I feel like a black hole. Because I know my dark natur

Life Is Good.
I'm happy in my life. It seems to be falling into place for me. To be 18 and have my life on track isn't something I expected but it is something I'm grateful for. Well enough of my sunshine and rainbows because that's false advertisement and false advertisement is wrong. Just thought I'd write this as a reminder to myself of one of the light points of my life when I know more darkness is to come. This will help me hold on to my sanity. Idealistic and Romantic I am not on the harshness of life. I take advatage of the good when i can.

Sexual Sign
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Burdens
This poem came to me while fighting with insomnia at 5 in the morning...I don't know I just woke up and my brain got to going...so here it goes... Life seems longer, the harder it gets. We've all got our burdens to bear. All my life I've helped others along simply because I care. I carry my load, my shoulders are strong, so I tell others to throw thiers on top. I'll carry the weight for as long as I'm needed For some unknown reason I just cannot stop. But now here I am In my darkest hour This load's got me trapped under it's weight. I'd cry out in pain, but my voice has been choked, and I hope help doesn't come too late. Alone, on life's highway, my charges, long gone, Thier burdens having been made light. And I wish I could say "Take back your pain!" But they've all passed beyond sight. My back is now broken, My spirit is weak, I can't find the strength to go on. To pick myself up, shoulder these burden

Forgotten, Forlorn
Everytime I see her She brightens up each day Her smile is like a thousand suns So much I wish to show her So much I long to say To tell her she's the only one. The one who's in my thoughts when I lie awake at night The one I hold close in my dreams. These things I tell her not I falter at her sight My tongue a mess of knots, it seems. Rejections, past, still haunt me My own fear holds me back. Yet I feel it's time for someone new. Courage, strength be with me I shall not be turned back I must follow the path I feel is true. If she would only see the light that's shining, From deep within mine eyes, Or felt the warmth flowing from my heart My soul's passion, out of hiding Might take her by surprise, And from there, at last, a chance to start

Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Militar

Are You Dirty Minded???
Are You Dirty Minded? It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Y

Happy
Ok well now that christmas is over we look ahead to the new year and most of all my birthday. Jan 4th 1976 i was bore and damn it its number 31 for me and i have a few things imma try and do this year. 1> Go up to Maryland to see ma friend tink she has been there along time for me and hey she rocks. 2. Have as much fun this year as i can. and 3 got to as many concerts as i can oh and number 4 got to a Washington Redskins Game with Tink. well thats all remember Jan 4th is the day so show me love yall. lol later

Blazing Saddles!
Yay! Among the films newly chosen to be archived by the Library of Congress's National Film Registry are Blazing Saddles, Fargo, Groundhog Day, Notorious, sex, lies and videotape, and The T.A.M.I. Show (a '64 concert film w/the Stones, James Brown, Beach Boys, Chuck Berry, Marvin Gaye, and lots of others). The thought that "Candygram for Mongo!" is ensured to be preserved for future generations will make me sleep so much better tonight.

Complicated
I wish I could change I wish I could change I wish I could stop Sayin the same old things I wish I could be Who u want me 2 be I wish I could stop Being the same old me I wish I could lose All of my blues I wish I could stop Puttin my blues on u I wish I could love Like nobody loves I wish that my goods Outweighed my bads enough Theres no way Theres no way Theres no way I can get back that girl Cause Im 2 complicated And shes not complicated But Im 2 complicated I wish I could change I wish I could change I wish I could stop Placin the blame I cant stop it I cant break down I cant drop it cant see how I wish I could lose All of my blues I wish I could stop Puttin my blues on u I wish I could love I wish that my goods Outweighed my bads enough You know its killin me Baby how can I let u go Suddenly theres nothing I need more Theres no way Theres no way Theres no way I can get back that girl

No More Tears
The tears, they fall unfettered and pure Pouring out pain that nothing can cure Tumbling, cascading like the waterfall The vivid mark of agony's call Those salty drops of feminine curse Trapped under weight, day by day growing worse No one to catch them, no one to see No one else lost in this hell-hole but me Screaming in terror at the walls, closing in Dropping to my knees; my head starts to spin Feeling the rage within growing strong What in the hell have I done that's so wrong? The quickness of breath and the tightness of chest I have endured through it all; gave it my best Fighting needlessly, years upon years Left in the clutches of multiple fears. Fears instilled with the greatest of care To cause me to snap; my soul to lay bare Stuck inside this glass house of mine I stare out at a world that could be just fine Sighing, i realize it will never be me Form this bondage I can't be set free Held tight in the grasp of anger and hate Painfully avoiding the view

Female Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not that far, just kissing 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, nei

Table For Two
I know you like that. Girl, tonight is all for you, a special rendezvous, a table for two. A table for two, dinner room with a view. Your body's on my menu. Let me eat it up Gonna start at your toes til I heat it up, A table for two. Tonight I'm gonna eat on you, but there won't be no I.O.U.s, No teasing you, gonna kiss on your lips where it's pleasing you. Come on in, lay the table, it's your body I wanna feast. Girl tonight, I'll be your waiter, I'm gonna serve a midnight treat. Would you like a little teaser, enough to wet your appetite. A little taste of something sweeter, served just the way you like. I wanna taste your wine, I want your lips on mine. I wanna pleasure you, baby, anyway you want me to. A table for two, dinner room with a view. Your body's on my menu. Let me eat it up Gonna start at your toes til I heat it up, A table for two. Tonight I'm gonna eat on you, but there won't be no I.O.U.s, No teasing you, gonna kiss on your lips where it's pl

-+-butterflies Riding Ravens-+-
she sits staring across storm clouds eyes filling with the grey and rain hoping to wash her heart less visible gathering threads of tattered silver linings weaving them into lost fairytales to veil glistening mercury lashes she only shines when no one is looking she sheds tears in pale lavender petals too small to fall they scatter the sky particles of dreams too long left to chance shimmering like scales from lunar moth wings collecting as dust in lightning strikes it's so easy to fill your eyes with thunder when all you see are the faded reflections she's searching through constellations folded up like a love note read too many times bent and worn along familiar illusions tender whispers and serene embraces slipping through sighs like moonbeams on water gathering every wish into her milkyway locket to tuck away safe for the next starless night she's dreaming across heartbeats in hurricanes hoping the storm will somehow wash he

Karma
KARMA Karma is a mother fucker. If you do dirt, you'll get dirt. There is a difference between doing wrong and being wrong. If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice. Simple play on words. Every day you wake up is a gift. That's why it is called the present. Peace, Bless All and don't do nothin I wouldn't do. (HEHE)

My Brain's Gender
Some parts snipped (one part I didn't take, and other results snipped). From http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml?users=1 Part 1 Angles This task tested your ability to identify the angle of a line by matching it with its twin. This is a spatial task, which looks at how you picture space. Your score: 10 out of 20 Average score for men: 15.1 out of 20 Average score for women: 13.3 out of 20 What does your result suggest? If you scored 0 - 12: You have more of a female brain. Scientists believe that people with a female brain find it more difficult to judge the slope of a line because they're not wired for spatial tasks. In past studies, 65 per cent of people who scored in this range were women. Spot the difference This task tested your ability to identify which objects changed position. You lost points, if you incorrectly identified objects. Your score: 21% Average score for men: 39% Average score for women: 46% If you scored

Ahaaaaaaaaa
yep, got the result of my biopsy: i have helicobacter pylori in my stomach, giving me gastritis and apparently i had it for long time... bad huh? that gives me 10 days of treatment with 2 very strong meds, and 3 months more of a very reduced diet... >:(

Not A Day Goes By
It has almost been 5 months since u left us to go home! Not a day goes by that I dont wish I could hear your voice just one more time to see your smile to be hugged and feel like I was in the most peaceful spot in the world in my bestfriends arms. Some many things I wanted to say and never got the chance. Though I know I am one of the lucky ones for I know what it is like to be loved by you and to know how your smile could warm a room it doesnt take back the fact that I will never be able to see those things again... Christmas was hard this year because I know that Katie and Kylie needed u with them and that Katie felt very alone without you!! I know that it takes time to heal all wounds I just wish the one that my soul is trying to heal from now which is my lose of you would hurry up and mend alittle. I know where u are there is no unhapppiness but for those of us left behind we will forever hurt until the day we can join you.. I try every day to be strong and

About Sex!!!
7 kinds of sex! The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS.

God's Thoughts On Lawns(funny)
: Wednesday, June 28, 2006 12:37 PM Subject: God And St. Franics God's Thoughts on Lawns GOD: Francis; you know all about gardens and nature. What in the world is going on down there on the planet? What happened to the dandelions, violets, thistle and stuff I started eons ago? I had a perfect no-maintenance garden plan. Those plants grow in any type of soil, withstand drought and multiply with abandon. The nectar from the long-lasting blossoms attracts butterflies, honeybees and flocks of songbirds. I expected to see a vast garden of colors by now. But, all I see are these green rectangles. St. FRANCIS; It's the tribes that settled there, Lord. The Suburbanites. They started calling your flowers "weeds" and went to great lengths to kill them and replace them with grass. GOD: Grass? But, it's so boring. It's not colorful. It doesn't attract butterflies, birds and bees; only grubs and sod worms. It's sensitive to temperatures. Do these Suburbanites

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"Welcome To The Black Parade" When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned?" He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made?" "Because one day I'll leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join The Black Parade." When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned?" Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me. And other times I feel like I should go. And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets. And when you're gone we want you all to know. We'll carry on, We'll carry on And though you're dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I can't contain it The anthem won'

My Love Is Like
MY LOVE My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

Lettin Go Is Soooooo Hard!!!
OH my Charlie i want to tell you how much you are missed by everyone.I never thought five months ago that i would ever get that phone call that you were gone, I think that was one of the hardest things that I had to hear. It was as hard as hearing that Joshua was leaving us also. What sucks is that I will never hear a kind word from you again i can't pick up the phone and call just to cry to you about my life going wrong!!! I miss your arms around me when you were hugging me, i miss the loving words that you always had just to let me know that you care. I want you to know that this Christmas was so hard cause I felt so alone not to be able to pick up the phone and say I LOVE YOU and Merry Christmas to you!!! I had to go through all of the thoughts of what happened to me with Joe all over again and this time i could not pick up the phone and cre and this time ypu weren't calling me to see if I was ok. I so want to heal and accept that you are gone but i can't get past the accepitence p

To All My Friends Here:)
HI !!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE:) I WOULD LIKE TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE** AND THANK THE ONES THAT JUST JOIN MY NETWORK OF FRIENDS..I WANT TO TRY AND KEEP UP WITH EVERYONE HERE IN MY LIST AND THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE THE BEST WAY TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE...I DONT WANT TO FORGET ANYONE HERE ** HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS DOING GREAT AND ENJOYING THE WEATHER:) SUMMERS ALMOST GONE FOR SOME OF US...AND THAT SUCKS LOL*) SO AM WISHING EVERYONE OF YOU THE BEST AND HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAVING FUN WHERE EVER YOU MAY BE....GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND GOOD LUCK IN WHATEVER YOU DO*) YOUR FRIEND..MOHAMMAD

The Lords Answer
Where is my life going oh Lord ,I'm so scared it will never be the same is it all my fault am I the one to blame? Why do I feel so thrown upon the shores & waves knock me down more & more. I ask why me oh Lord why am I all alone on these shores.The Lord answers: Your life is going as planned ,dont be scared I have a hold of your hand. Though many waves knock you down upon lifes shores I'm allway's there to pick you up eveytime forevermore.Just because you don't see me does not mean I'm not there,you are never alone my child you are all way's in my care,

Private Pics
Ok i get add me to private pics all the time and for what??? Please iam not naked in them so i pulled all out but one and he will stay put if i make you mad then hey you was not a friend if your cool with it then hey we will be fine~~Nancy

Cool
Look ok iam one hell of a cool lady i sit and say nothing to anyone i do my stash thing and just chill out and of all my friends i have 5 that say hi so whats the deal if you think iam a point player omg you got me wrong you show luv then you will get it back iam here for friends and ones who do say hi time to time SORRY ~~Nancy

Daddy's Day Poem
Daddy's Day Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a ma

I May Loose Friends For This..
The best answer to the joke blog is....... "One day this lesbian was going down on the other. She takes a couple licks and finds a piece of corn then a pea, looks up and says, "Hey lady, are you sick"?

Chili
Ok - I like to cook as well, one of my favorite things to make, not too exotic or hard, but I love chili. Here's my current favorite recipe after tweaking it over the years. Would like to hear yours if you have one, always up to trying new things: 2 lbs of hamburger browned 2 cans of chili beans (you choose mild, medium, hot) 1 medium/large whole white onion chopped fine 2 green peppers chopped fine 3 tablespoons of garlic (I like lot's of garlic) 1/4 - 1/2 cup jalapeno's chopped fine (depend on how spicy you like it) 3/4 or 1 cup chili powder to your taste 1 1/2 tsp of salt 1 1/2 tsp cayun pepper 8-24 oz of tomato juice (depending on how thick you like your chili - I like it thick) Jim Beam hot sauce to taste (I like it spicy so I put in enough to make my lips tingle - but not enough that it can't be ate). The best chili in my mind is one that sticks in the mouth after you have ate, but isn't uncomfortable, kind of sits there in a satisfying kind of way. Sautee on

Precious Tears
No words are enough... to take back the precious tears that your beautiful eyes have shed, the eyes that were once smiling and I... and I made them cry. I'm really sorry for everything I've done or said, It's useless taking back the tears... but returning the smile to your eyes... I'll try with all MY soul and tears.

The Rose Will Grow
How can we trust love, and be sure it will last? We gave our hearts to others, many times in the past. We shed many tears, and built many fears. And now we're afraid to let our hearts go. Because of the pain we've come to know. But if we are to love again, we have to take the chance. And trust our hearts, our only guide, to find that true Romance. So if we hide the Rose from the light, we'll never see it grow. But if we plant it in the sun, we know the Rose will glow. So tear down the Iron Gate you built so high and open up the door. The love you find may be the kind, that you've been searching for. We know that deep within there is a special part. And we know for love to live, there has to be a spark. And when that spark, grows to a flame. The heart we gave is never the same. The days begin and end with songs. And to that newfound love your heart belongs. You walk on clouds of fluffy white. Knowing and trusting that your heart is right. Th

The One I Love
How can I show you The one I love How much I really care You're there for me When I need you most With lots of love to share You always brighten Up my day Every time you're near. Because of you, The one I love, My worries disappear

How Should I Feel
My ex wife fucking let some strange guy that she has been dating for not very long watch my son. and she has only known him for a few days and I call on christmas day to see if my son had a good christmas left a message on her answering machine and this guy calls me back a few seconds later and fucking tells me my son had a great christmas and then has the nerves to call me bud and then she calls that night and starts to tell me what he got and I am pissed because this guy called me then I said bye and then a few minutes later she calls back and askes if I am mad at her and i went off on her and shit and I told her that I wanted to see my son here in ny and she started to hesitate and I said I mean it

101 Things About Me
I AM 1. 5'4" 2. honest 3. working on improving my overall life situation 4. loving 5. fragile 6. often scared, but not scared of most things tangible 7. an aunt 8. a godmother 9. a sister 10. lonely I HAVE 11. 3 closets of clothes 12. more than a few disorders 13. bleached hair right now 14. color change eyes 15. a computer that i can't figure out 16. a DEEP appreiation for art of all forms and the artists who create 17. no kids 18. a sore back 19. beautiful memories 20. a few very awesome diehard friends I LOVE 21. sleeping 22. the ocean 23. rain 24. my family 25. shoes 26. snail mail 27. robin's writing 28. making people smile 29. music 30. those jeans that fit "just right" DISLIKE 31. arrogance 32. drama 33. intolerance 34. fat days 35. being late 36. being alone 37. being perceived as naive 38. cabbage 39. artificial sweetner aftertaste 40. favoritism ONE DAY I WILL 41. be a mommy 42. fly... 43. fall in love with s

The Redhead
~THE REDHEAD~ *wink* ( I like this)SHE WALKS INTO A ROOM, ANYROOM, AMONGST THE GLOW OF THE FAIR HAIRED BLONDE, AMONGST THE MYSTERIOUS DARKNESS OF THE BRUNETTE. STILL, IT IS SHE WHO CAPTIVATES ALL WHO GAZE UPON HER BEAUTY. BOTH MEN & WOMEN ALIKE CANNOT BREAK THE DESPARATE LONGING TO LOOK AT HER JUST ONCE MORE. SHE IS MESMERIZING, A RARITY! SO STUNNING IS SHE THAT THE POUNDING HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHENEVER IN HER PRESENCE. AS THIS MAJESTIC CREATURE LOOKS OUT TOWARD HER CROWD OF ADMIRERS, HER EYES, FULL OF FIRE, ARE HIPNOTIC, ALMOST SPELL-LIKE . AS SHE FLOATS THROUGHOUT THE ROOM, MEN HOLD THEIR BREATH OF HOPES OF CONTAINING THEIR RELENTLESS DESIRE FOR THIS PHENOMENOM AMONG ALL OTHERS. SHE IS A DESCRIPTION OF UNWAVERING PASSION, FIRE & ICE , CAPABLE OF DRIVING MEN INTO LUSTFULL INSANITY & WOMEN INTO UNDISCOVERED REALMS OF JEALOUSY------------------------------- ....SHE IS THE REDHEAD~H. STONE

Our Friend In Heaven
Sheila M. hagerty April 4,1960-Dec.3 1995 We feel like we have just existed and now has passed the tenth year. We miss you so much you touched so many lives of all ages, and you were are Best Friend! Every christmas I think of the time when Eric and I got marrried, only eighteen years old and very poor. I remember you saying where's your christmas tree? I said " Awe we didn't have the money this year to spend we will get one next year". Then you playing santa clause on Christmas eve hearing a knock at the door and not seeing anyone. Then looking down at a box of a 4ft christmas tree and two sack's full of all the pretty toppings to go on it. Not to mention the special ornament you made us that said "Our First Christmas together". I MISS You! You will always be in our hearts! until we met again. Cassandra and Eric Click here to watch 'Passing-of-a-Friend' A song My best Friend and I sang for her at her funeral...

Today Is One Of Those Days
I was having a bad day but after spending time up under the hubby..I feel so much better..its good to just ignore the outside world sometimes and breathe in what you have right there... Now, I'm relaxed

9 Day Deprivation With Sun
ok so the update: i'm going away for 9 days. 9 days without cellphone or internet...meaning i wont be makin an effort to get online if there is. i need a break from drama and stuff...i just need 9 days to soak up sun and read and swim...yea, i'm going to jamaica so why bother with anything but sun n' fun? stories of recent days: xmas was fun. dinner party sucked. too many people i didnt like and their kids. sucked!! last night was the shit tho. hannah's bday party was last night. it was a dinner thing and rachel came with me to the party. then we hopped in hannah's car (after dinner and cake) and stopped by my house so frida could meet my parents and so i could get some money. we went to tenleytown and got into the hookah bar, wit nate appearin soon after. lol i forgot wat he looked like and he was like "hey ace" and i was like "...oh! hey nate" cuz hannah tried to hook us up like 3 yrs ago and it didnt work out (just like me and evan) cuz we never met until then. a

The Illusion Of Impending Doom.
The illusion of Impending doom. Throughout many times in my life I can recall a moment when I had a feeling of impending doom. Do you ever remember a time when you said, "Oh shit, we're screwed." Or even better, did you ever say, "Oh shit, I'm fucked." Or when you where younger, you may have said, "Oh man, I'm a dead man." Or, "I'm in big trouble." No matter how you said it, do you remember the feeling of impending doom. Meaning that you are fine now but you are "totally screwed" later on. I want to emphasize that it was all an illusion. Regardless of how I felt back then, I am fine now. If I can recall back in my lifetime every time I felt I was doomed, I can see that it was never really that bad. When I was a little boy and got lost from home. When I was a teenager and I caused my first car accident. When I first got caught speeding over 90 miles an hour. When I got 7 points on my driver’s license. When three police cars chased me and caught me on my motorcycle. Whe

Maybe Its Just Me
Like the title says,, maybe its just me ,, but im so sick and tired of being nice to people and helping them out and being disrespected and walked all over like a damn door mat ,, let me elaborate .. This friend of hubbies needed a place to stay so because im so damn kind i agreed to it ,, oh big mistake,, see years ago the ass stayed with us before and was atotal slob and seldom showered, well being nice and all i thought,, hey maybe he has changed since n ow he has a 3 year old child to care for ,, lmaoo boy oh boy was i wrong.. one of the main rules when we agreed to him staying here was,, keep yourself and your room clean, buy your own food ect. well few days after the ass moved in he decided he need to have his pc hooked to our cable ,, umm ok,, oh it gets better trust me.. its now been 3 months and the slob has the room so filthy it litteraly smells lik

Kisses
what every kiss means ~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one! If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!!

So You Wanted To Know More Huh?
Name: Joshua Birthday: November 14th Birthplace: Ashland, OR Current Location: Ashland, OR Eye Color: depends on my mood. Hair Color: Auburn Height: 6'2" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Swedish/Scottish/English The Shoes You Wore Today: Dress Shoes Your Weakness: Women Your Fears: Flying, drowning, and needles. Your Perfect Pizza: One with everything on it (except anchovies, YUCK!) Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Take a vacation back east to see friends and loved ones. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Right on. Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh god, 5 more minutes please! Your Best Physical Feature: Depends on who you're talking to. Your Bedtime: Whenever I get tired. Your Most Missed Memory: Dunno, I forgot it. Pepsi or Coke: Beer! MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Depends on the situation. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or Coffee: Dut

Just To Much Going On....
idk there has just been so much goign on.. first the job i liek it but my feet hurt so bad and idk how to keep them from hurting..n then i had an ok day at work..but ppl still bitchin to much.. the movie aint working, cant see this cant hear that.blah blah blah.. i just wanna say u knwo wat shut up all we can do is try to fix it if not sorry get ur fucking money back..god n then say if ur gonan buuy fucking popcorn then when the movie is done throw it the fuck away so tis easyer on us to clean it .. dman.. but then other thing son my mind kinda just sad.. friends,family, n others.. then i get paid next friday.. geta new tat if i can if not then grr..umm idk wat else just so much on my mind right now n im sure u all dont want to hear about it but i had to type it out n let it out.. just cryed n it sucks ass.. but ohh well gotta cry sum time when to much stuff is built up over time n not letting it out but ohh well thats just me keep it in n dont let it out n its not good.. but ohh w

Confused
My knees start to shake, When you're in sight. My mind is filled with wonder, My heart with fright When will this feeling stop? When did it start? How can i listen to my mind, Without breaking my heart? Im so confused What should i do? I cant think of anything, Except you. Should i ignore you, or just give it time? I cant think straight, My heart controls my mind.

Lost Love Of Friendship Beyond Control
LOST LOVE OF FRIENDSHIP BEYOND CONTROL" Have you ever had a friend, Someone who you could tell your darkest deepest dreams, And secrets to? Someone who knows how And when to make you laugh? Someone who cares about you; For who you are and not what you can give? Well, I have a Friend like that, His hair sunshine brown and his eyes are as blue as the sky. Well, I have a friend like that. He has been a part of my life for so long I do not know what I will Or would do with out him in this world or in my life. But, today I got some bad news; And my best close friends has come to pass. I will not lay with him again in the midnight grass As the moon shines down on us , And we talked of things to be . I will never see his gentle eyes look into mine again, I will never feel his caring touch as he caresses my skin. I will never hear his voice again like the first time my best friends said I love you. My hopes and dreams where of one day a baby that would be A apart o

Q-tips
Q-TIPS WHO EVER INVENTED Q-TIPS GETS ALL MY PROPS MMMM THEY MAKE ME GO INTO ANOTHER WORLD WHEN I'M CLEANING MY EARS I NEVER THOUGHT THAT CLEANING UR EARS COULD BE SO MUCH FUN I KNOW THIS SOUNDS REALLY WEIRD BUT IF U KNOW ME THEN IT'S NOT I HAVE TO USE THEM AT LEAST 2-3 TIMES A DAY SOMETIMES I THINK ITS BETTER THEN SEX I KNOW WHEN I'M HAVING A BAD DAY I KNOW I CAN COME HOME AND GET SOME Q-TPIS AND BE AT PEACE FOR A FEW MINUTES YEAH WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS WITH EVERONE ALL I GOTTA SAY IS I LOVE Q-TIPS SO DON'T BE A HATER GO BUY SOME AND YOU WILL SEE. SARAH'S NOTES

Traction
A hole Not very big, but if I dig first my index Then my middle Yeah that should be a good enough grip To pull off a handful of flesh As long as I can grab through the wet The scars should provide traction The lessons that are carved in the scars of my crest Maybe if I bleed out I could rest Is this some kind of fucking test? Because I’ll proclaim now that I’m not the best I profess, I’m a wretch Not a portrait but a sketch Give me leave of this distress Let me flow out of a future stitch Blood spilt will not be missed I am a bitch to my own vice Misinterpret the function of devices That’s not the proper use of a butcher knife And I agree I’m not butchering me I’m just realigning reality Look at my hands It’s the future, can’t you see?

Thoughts
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn To know how you feel and taste your lips To go down and give you pleasure at your hips To make you feel all that is good and true Wild lusty Woman I now long for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

To Be Free
My name is on your lips but i want to be free It is your sorrow That has made a slave of me Forgive me Forgive me But you are all i know Forgive me for leaving The day is breaking now It's time to go away I'm so afraid to leave But more afraid to stay Forgive me For leaving The sadness in your eyes Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Like sand The sky has fallen Now the earth is dry and torn I know you're tired From the violence of the storm I love you I love you But you are all i know Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand memories Wash us all away Like sand

Mind On Overload
ok so today blowed but then tonight my mind starts going on overload on two things.perticularly i wouldnt write blogs on one of these but since thinking to myself without writting it doesnt make it stop perhaps writting it will. so here's the thing: i was watching this porn i downloaded (yeah i know bad girl..ok get over it) and it was a bdsm orgy kinda sences like of this girl who was wanting a job so her agent told her to apply for this director guy who ends up putting her in this red bustie and lets her get off one watching others but then rewards her by partisipating latter under her much idoled mistress. anyways i dont perticularly like such kinda porn but the whole aspect of watching to the point of boiling over and then letting go just kinda put me over the top and im like wow. i mean im not a watcher or anything for god sakes bc id rather be right there in the middle of things. but i think it was the whole aspect of being help back to the point of bust that got me. anyways so i

Oh Dear
my scarybirds site seems to have disappeared so all the links tht are on me page are not working which is a pain in the arse anyway will look into it, its obviously something I have forgotten to do. bollocks i can do without this at this time. Kerry

...a Splinter In The Freaking Eye??
Can anybody please tell me? for this is how I spent my X-mas holiday. Last week, in my infinite wisdom...I decided that I needed to cut some firewood for the cold nights ahead. So I broke out the ol' chainsaw, fueled it up, grabbed my safety glasses and started on the task at hand. Here's some words of wisdom...when the winds are blowing at 30 to 45 mph...leave the chainsaw in the toolshed, because 15 minutes into my work...it happened. The wind kicked up and even with the stupid glasses on, I dropped the saw and started rubbing my left eye. I ran inside into the bathroom and tried to flush my eye in the sink, but to no avail. so I had to suffer through the night in agony and watch as my eye swelled completely shut. The next morning, it was off to the optometrist to get this problem fixed. I could definately feel something in there, and it was freaking me out. (first mistake: I was rubbing my eye the whole night, probably not a smart thing to do.) I took a seat in the wai

Merry Xmas
Well, Im not long into cherry tap, and after the initial flood of randoms adding me for no other reason than to increase their cherry level, things have started to settle down a bit. Ive started to get in contact with some cool people who have something intresting to say, and to those people I say hello and thank you. I see CT like an adult version of myspace, a lot of people desperate to become popular and have a list of friends that they probably never talk to. I'd rather have a dozen people I talk to all the time than a hundred I dont even know. So to all the people Ive already talked with, and to all those still to come I hope you had a great Xmas and I hope your new year party is a blast. When Im running aroung on Hogmanay with my kilt on and a whisky in my hand I'll raise a toast to all my friends that cant be with me and hope your enjoying yourself as much as I am. Happy Hogmanay people!

The Faces Of Christmas
Faces of Christmas It was Christmas Eve at Wal-Mart - I met the faces of Christmas. Panic was frantically looking at toys with Worry. Excitement shopped with her kids, Enthusiasm and Spirit - looking for the perfect gift for dad. Nag fussed at Overbearing for spending too much on Selfish and Greedy. Exhausted shuffled behind an overloaded shopping cart - muttering something about Lazy (who was on a deer hunting trip). Tightwad clinched his wallet while complaining to Thrifty about prices. Shameless took the last three pumpkin pies while Disgruntled watched in utter contempt. Happy whistled a jazzy version of Jingle Bells - much to Depressed's disdain. Fanatic snapped up half-priced Christmas cards, ornaments and other decorations. Grumpy shook his walking cane at Hyperactive - swearing to never shop on Christmas Eve again. Slovenly bought everything but a razor and shaving cream. Friendly offered his place in line to Senior Citizen, but Courteous failed to live up her name. Gr

From The Mouth Of Someone....
THIS IS WHAT SOMEONE ON THE SITE WANTS, THIS IS HOW HE FEELS ABOUT ME, MAKES ME WONDER WHERE IN LIFE, DID I FUCK UP, WHERE DID MY MIND GO, WHAT WAS I THINKING, HOW COULD I LET ONE GUY INTO MY LIFE WHEN HE SAYS SHIT LIKE THIS ABOUT ME.............. OH AND BELIVE ME, I KNOW IT WAS ABOUT ME, HE TOLD ME, AND IF HE REALLY FEELS THIS WAY, WHY NOT COME DOWN TO WHERE I LIVE N DO IT, I'LL LET U BE THE JUGDE OF THAT!................. u know i sit day by day wondering...why did i have to do it...why did that one person come into my life...i hate them...who knew someone u could care about could have such a black place in my heart...the pain the agony is like a dark anthem playin in my head as i walk to her touch her and say in the darkest most feared voice...karma is either a friend or foe...for u it will be ur demise...i start laughing cause i see blood rushing from her body pouring like milk from a carton...then i open my eyes and smile when i see her pic

Goodbye
I'm really getting sick of these fucken little games. First off I didnt do shit to HOLLY TESCH. So now she gotta start shit. All I did was tell her the truth about her man cheating on her with my best friend. 2nd of all, my ex Jake he still dont beleive me that I'm happy for him. He is with someone that he loves an wanna spend the rest of his life with an thats great. He still dont understand the point I just wanna be friends but yet he gotta talk shit about me an my friends. Yea I do find out Its a small little world. For real PEOPLE I am 20 years old and have been raised as an adult since I was 8. I want to find the right guy that I will get along with an we like eachother for who we are. Right Now im really thinking about saying goodbye to MYSPACE AND CHERRYTAP. No one beleives me. Expecally when I put this on my Fathers an Grandpas ashes an my unborn child.

Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: INTP - the Architect(You scored 9% I to E, 47% N to S, 80% F to T, and 52% J to P!)You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more thinking based than feeling based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than have a routine. The single word to describe your type is the Architect, which belongs to the larger group of rationals. You wish to sculpt the world around you. Others often find you arrogant, yet you have no desire to direct others, only to inform them. You must know the structure of things, and have a voracious appetite for knowledge. You are very rational in everything you do, and probably consider yourself smarter than most. As a romantic partner, you can be playful with great energy to get things started, but not quite as good on follow through. You may have a tendency to hurt the more emotional types unintentionally by not sharing your own reactions and feelings as

What I Love About You
love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

The Unseen Battle
Two forces at war for ages Mankind a pawn in their constant struggles And angel and a devil on your shoulder Each trying to influence your actions How many wars fought because of hate and greed? How many lives could have been spared if only for forgiveness? History repeating itself over and over Those of us in the modern times with hindsight 20/20 Each new day brings a new battle to the war People have been predicting the end of the war for centuries But the end is still not in sight If you are a believer then good must win in the end Faith that our older brother will right the wrongs of the past And carry the victory on that glorious day when the serpent will be cast away.

Ment To Be Together
My stomach is aching I think I'm re awakening I never had these feeling before I hope that I will feel more my feeling for you I try not to hide but you make me feel tied up inside I love talking and being around you I hope that you feel the same way to I cry joyful tears when you tell me sweet things your voice to me sounds like a soft tune that a bird sings you make the sadness in me go away I hope that in the end I'll have you every day I pray at night that we will soon mend that you will not just be my friend soon I hope that you see that me and you are ment to be

Poly Minded
When I entered into this "poly" relationship, I thought it was what I wanted. For the most part it is. I was ready to share My husband's body, His mind and even his spirit with others. I did not realized I would also have to share his heart. It never dawned on me that he would fall in love with another. I am not sure I can handle that. I thought that part of him was mine and mine alone, as that part of Me is his and his alone. Shows me where thinking gets me. I guess I am not so poly minded after all. Because I am not ok with this...

No More Eden
Fog, heavy as the winter cloak of charcoal wolf fur, crawled upon the land with boulder legs, hiding the earth within its jealous cover. The moisture lusted for the green leaves of trees which had long before been forgotten by the cold limbs; love before had been stolen from their sun- worshipping branches like indulgences taken from a suicide sinner. The plains, once fertile with grass, lay raped and wasted as a corner from the cities of sin, as Babylon; now home to rocks stained with the last tears of mourning from the sky. The fog had come to replenish those tears and bring sterile hopes for the planting of seeds that will never grow in the heart of this dead, wretched place. The Garden of Eden has been laid to waste. Yes, God had kept his faithful promise to Humanity; the Earth had been reduced to a barren dust bowl, frozen in orbit around a a nickel core of dense matter we had once called the "Sun." Our Eden, Earth, no longer exists as a fo

Forever
Knowing the first time I saw you That we would be together In my heart I know In your eyes I saw forever As you wrap your arms around me And take me far away Each day my love grows stronger Than words could ever say Anytime I feel the insecurities That sometimes we all feel I can look in your eyes and see All that we have is real Not many people find this A love that remains so free Being in love all this time Knowing that you're the biggest part of me I love u today Just as I loved you this entire time In your eyes I see forever A true love that not many find...

2007 Reasons To Hate 2006 (not Really But Sorta)
Tis the holiday season, and the heart is warmed with thoughts of family, Christ, love, happiness, and joy...and as I've mentioned, I humor the thoughts of each of us doing something positive to promote respect for our fellow man this year... But then I see the usual: crazy bitch, pimp420, juggalette, hot4u, xxrazorxx, hottie, cutie, babygurl, playa, xforelornex, morbid darkperson, well hung sexybacks.... and I have to think that the perfect gift this year might actually be a coat hanger. (Well, some of you got it, and that makes you as crude as me.) Then of course, clinging to the giving spirit, it finally meets its' demise when I log in and have 30 messages from bands, rappers, and website pushing models who’ve added me. They’ll want me to join a fan appreciation group that was started by them, not fans (uhhh, LAME), or they will send me a message like: "Hey INSERT NAME HERE, we are cutting and pasting this message to say Happy Christmas, and if you have time be sure to come by

My Seraphim Song
He holds me, immortalized He worships me, deified I wish he understood how I do the same how a love I never knew inhabits me when I speak his name. He never leaves, obsession when I'm sad, depression He knows me in truth sadistic; insane and surrenders me his love in vow and verse to never change. Together, bliss is formed Forever, hell hath no ground Our love brings tears to Satan's eyes and Angels sing of psalms neglected from texts of Bab'lon or mortal conspiring. vV""VIC""Vv

Our Night
Theres a full moon shining The air is blowing gently I lay my head on your chest I want to memorize this night As you hold me so close Our hearts are beating wildly The sky is clear not a cloud in sight The stars are so bright they sparkle And I see the light in your eyes You gently kiss me tenderly I feel a tingle throughout my body And I see fireworks in the sky I look up and gaze up in your eyes We start to dance to the music Playing only in our hearts We dance for the rest of the night And just hold one another In each others arms tightly Not wanting to let go forever You see we were made for one another Our hearts play the same tune We know one another Better than we know ourselves Im sitting on top of the world As long as we're together Im sitting on top of the world

Cleaning The Inside Of Your Monitor:
CLEANING THE INSIDE OF YOUR MONITOR: We all know that you have to clean the inside of your aquarium occasionally. This is usually done with a magnetic brush attached to the inside of the aquarium and it's controlled with a magnetic wand from the outside. Well, now there's a similar tool for cleaning the inside of your monitor, which is controlled by moving your mouse. You may have seen it at a computer store or on TV. Maybe you've even have used it before, but it's time to use it again!! Click below, It really works!! You'll see a lot brighter. GO TO..... http://www.25-88.com/clean_your_monitor/brush.swf

What You Make It
Thursday, December 28, 2006 What you make it Even on the most dismal day there is stunning beauty to be found. Even in the most hopeless situation there is the opportunity for greatness. Life is not merely some arbitrary and random stuff that comes your way. Life is what you make it. Your circumstances are not someone else's fault. They are what you have chosen. Your future is not a foregone conclusion. It is whatever you choose it to be by the way you live right now. The dark, cold, grey days can be just as delightful as the warm, sunny ones. The later decades of life can be even more rich and fulfilling than your youth. Wherever you may find yourself, one thing is always certain. Your life is what you choose it to be, so choose the very best. -- Ralph Marston

Mre Funny Shit
If you are a burglar, then we're probably at home cleaning our weapons right now and can't come to the phone. Otherwise, we probably aren't at home and it's safe to leave us a message. If you are hearing this tape, then I'm not here now. Please leave your name, number, D.O.B, address, social security number, age, height, weight, how many children you have, what sex you are, your mother’s maiden name, and the date and time when you called me. If you are still listening, then whatever you have to say must be very important. Please leave a message after the beep. I'm gone. I'm not at home today, and I might not be home tomorrow. So please leave a message after the tone. I didn't take a shower today, and I might not take one tomorrow. So if you don't leave a message after the tone, you might have to deal with me in person. I'm only here in spirit at the moment, but if you'll leave your name and number, I will get back to you as soon as I'm here in person. I'm sorry but my answ

I Find This Rather Funny, Actually....
... When someone isn't your 'friend' and they rate your photos a three. LMAO. That is good for you, but honestly, I couldn't give a fuck less. You obviously, don't like Manson and whatever. Don't even bother rating it. Because your opinion means shit to me. Got it? Good. Now kindly, go fuck yourself with a chainsaw. And also, perhaps you should leave a comment on said photo(s), that way, I can kindly return the favor.

Italian Boy's Confession
ITALIAN BOY'S CONFESSION Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have been having sex with a loose woman. The priest asks, "Is that you, little Johnny Parisi? Yes, Father, it is. And who was the woman you were with? I can't tell you, Father. I don't want to ruin her reputation. Well, Johnny, I'm sure to find out her name sooner or later, so you may as well tell me now. Was it Tina Minetti? I cannot say. Was it Teresa Volpe? I'll never tell. Was it Nina Capelli? I'm sorry but I cannot name her. Was it Cathy Piriano? My lips are sealed. Was it Rosa Di Angelo, then? Please, Father, I cannot tell you. The priest sighs in frustration. You're very tight lipped, Johnny Parisi, and I admire that. But you've sinned and have to atone. You cannot be an altar boy now for 4 months. Now you go and behave yourself. Johnny walks back to his pew, and his friend Nino slides over and whispers, What'd you get? Four months vacat

Where Life Take Us.
Where Life Takes Us, No One Knows The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Each day a new crisis or a new joy Choosing to chase after or to destroy Face the world with closed eyes and fright The heart blind, the mind creates sight Worries linger from a neighbor's thought And soon grow away from what we were taught Wanting what we want and seeing it too far away That we abscond from reaching and reality stays Dreams are life and life is many dreams Chased through air, words, and little schemes The turning tides - take us in leaping, enveloping strides The beaming moon - shines a warmth of love coming soon The blowing wind - signifies when living life should begin The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Gap your ears to the influence of outside voices For our hearts lead us to the destined choices Christine

Kissed By An Angel
Kissed By An Angel I was kissed by an angel on a mid summer day. I was kissed by an angel who kissed my tears away. I fell to my knees screaming why god why, and I heard a voice from hevan saying every thing will be alright. A light shined down on me that filled me with so much life. I was kissed by an angel that changed me for the rest of my life. I opend up my soul and saw things as a hole. I was kissed by an angel who changed me for the rest of my life... Christine

Your Special
Your Special You are special A gift of love and kindness Showing to all Like a flower in the spring Showing in full blooms Like your smile Warms the heart The touch of your feelings unto others Brings the best into all So in many ways you're special to me and to everyone Even though you don't know the person Just keep smiling You'll be the best christine

When I'm With You,
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." There re many things in ure life which will catch ure eye but only few will catch ure heart pursue those

Never Have I Fallen
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

The Potato King Almost Won
The lady at the bus station asked me where I was going. "Oh, no, no, I'm waiting for a boy," I replied. Delight was to be had in a (mostly) clean apartment. I recieved a King Kong snowglobe, an "I

The Hammer
A football coach noticed that his star tackle, Bubba, had so many women hanging around that he couldn’t possibly handle all of them. So one day he asked Bubba, “Just what the hell is your secret?” Bubba replied, “Well, coach, whenever I’m about to have sex, I always whip it out and bang it on the dresser like a hammer. That numbs it and I can screw ’em forever!” The coach went home early that day and went straight to the bedroom. He heard his wife in the shower and, seeing a window of opportunity, tore off his clothes and started banging his penis on the dresser. His wife immediately stuck her head out of the shower and said, “Is that you, Bubba?”

Waiting For Health To Start...
For some reason, reading Lewis Carroll makes me want to read about serial killers on Crimelibrary.com. It's weird. Health doesn't start for another hour and fifteen minutes. Why in God's name did I decide to take a winter class? Oh that's right, that silly graduation thing. From community college. I think I may be some kind of distorted overachiever sometimes. Or I just try too hard to make my parent's happy. A in Advanced Drawing, A-'s in Painting and Figure Drawing, C- in French. I'm thinking about taking French over again in the summer...I have to see if I'll have the money and talk it over with Nick and Deb, because the only section of French 102 over the summer would make me an hour late to the summer drawing class every day (the summer class only runs for two weeks). Maybe I'll just say fuck it and take something fun for my college language if French doesn't transfer to my master's program...

Killswitch Engage-my Last Serenade
This revelation is the death of ignorance tangled in a state of suffocation slave to self righteousness damnation is on your lips from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head this is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away this is my last serenade from yourself you can't run away it's your choice, point the finger well it's on your head your destination is a choice within yourself will you rise or become a slave to self righteousness open up your heart and gaze within from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head this is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away this is my last serenade from yourself you can't run away -------------------- Killswitch Engage - My Last SerenadeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Killswitch Engage-just Barely Breathing
Decend into hysteria Chaos of mankind but who is listening to the voice of hatred Tortured souls lost so completely lost Weakened in the concept of decline, deception Are we alive or just breathing Don't close your eyes, see the images The sky weeps tonight, our bodies washed away I am waiting for you, deliverance The sun falls through the clouds Hear my cry -------------------- Killswitch Engage - Just Barely BreathingMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Hey Every Body
wats up with you all me i am good just chillin on cherry tap soken up the cherry love. its so greate. well i just wanted to let all the cherry tap females know that i am single and ready to mingle so if you all find me attractive and would like to see about meeting up some time let me know ok talk to you soon nathan.

Totally Blonde
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started. Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a > tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then ..." he sighed......... "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box......."

How Kinky I Am
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky60%A Sicko30%Average20%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Hey All
I've never really done one of these before so let me know if this sucks big floppy donkey dick. Anyhow My wife and I have been on here since march of 2006 I quickly learned that i am missing something to climb the ratings fast(boobs) or to be more specific pics of them. Its not that i dont mind looking at all the boobs and other interesting shit on here. its just harder for guys to climb thru the ranks on this site. There is no way i am the only one to notice that is there? Besides that I've been in the marines for 9 years now and when i'm bored at work (which is alot) I am usally on here. So If you wanna drop by say hi i'm always around at least once during the day. Peace to all the cherries

Sgt Ski's Plea
This is to everyone on my friends list. I don't care what your opinion is on the war, but I would greatly appreciate it if those who post the anti-Bush and anti-American propagande would kindly stop posting it or kindly remove themselves from my friends list. Like it or not, the President happens to be my Commander-in-Chief, and we may not always agree with is decisions but myself and thousands of other military personnel are busting our ass over here and it's not for you to bash our President. Therefore either remove yourself from my friends list and give me all the 1's you want, because I don't care about the rating, I'm here to meet new people to help make the time over here go a lot quicker, so you can rate me low all you want and it won't hurt my feelings. I know what the people who care about me think and that's all the matters. So delete me, give me a bad rating, and tell all your friends how much of an asshole I am, but I will not listen to your stupidity by degrading MY Comman

What's Your Kinky Turnon?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs58%Blind Folds50%Whips33%Biting25%Bondage17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

You Know You're A Ghost Hunter If...
You have more photos of ghosts than you do of family photos. You hang out on a ghost message board more then any other place on the net You talk to an empty room. You know you're a ghost hunter when your car has a bumper sticker that reads: I'd Rather Be Ghost hunting! You are more afraid of the living than you are of the dead You're the only one in the photo shop who gets excited over "bad" pictures Your coolest ghost photo is framed and hanging in the hallway with your family photos 99.99% of your bookmarks on the internet are ghost related. You invite friends over to watch home movies and they see your last three investigations. (Film of an empty room for 3 hours.) Your company stops and stares at the Sony Night cam aimed at the bed in the spare bedroom and you have to tell them it isn't what they think it is. You apologize to the ghost for getting scared because you thought it was a human. You sit at your computer and look at the

Attitude
The 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud lady, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with her hair fashionably coifed and makeup perfectly applied, even though she is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. Her husband of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, she smiled sweetly when told her room was ready. As she maneuvered her walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of her tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on her window. "I love it," she stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mrs. Jones, you haven't seen the room .... just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," she replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged...it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to lo

A Mother's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music; a televisi

A Tribute To Winter
Hi Everyone. With the holidays upon us, and the days getting short. I thought you all would appreciate this superb, evocative, masterfully penned ode to the coming winter season. So, grab a coffee, a comfortable chair, relax and scroll down to enjoy the warm feelings and pleasure that this wonderful poem will bring... "ODE TO WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre * * * * * * * * * "SHIT, It's Cold!" The End

Best Sexual Hidden Talent Quiz
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual I.q. Test
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Carla's Quiz
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot81%Exciting69%Wet56%Violent50%Awkward50%Sweet44%Soft31%Shy31%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

The Questioner
My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test: the Questioner(Thanks for taking the test !)you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX. "I am affectionate and skeptical" Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative. How to Get Along with Me Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is OK between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting. What I Like About Being a Six being committed and faithful to family and friends being responsible and hardworking being compassionate toward others having intellect and wit being a nonconformist confronting danger bravely being direct and assertive What's Hard Abo

Myaskovsky Symphony 6
Listened to Svetlanov's 1991 recording of this work - Nikolai Myaskovsky's sixth symphony in E♭ minor, opus 23, from around 1922 - which (the recording) was broadcast on a syndicated program out of Chicago (Henry Fogel's Collector's Corner) awhile back and released first on Russian Disc, then on Olympia (a now defunct British label). A description of the work and its history can be found here, and a review of Svetlanov's recording here (OCD 736 - Olympia Compact Disc, not Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder). One of the more often recorded works by this less known 20th-century Polish-born, Russian-trained, Soviet composer - I count five recordings:Kirill Kondrashin's,Robert Stankovsky's (which I have, and will talk about),Veronica Dudarova (she did well by other works of this composer but I haven't heard this one...),this one! andNeeme Järvi's, the most recent one. (See also a comparative review here!) This is Myaskovsky's only symphony to use voices, with a brief choral part in th

What An Ass.
So apparently I'm fat... and apparently it's because I eat meat! Some random ass guy that I have never talked to in my life decided to have this conversation with me in my shoutbox... podurtz: yes i wish i wasa girl! ->podurtz: jealousy is a bitch!!! podurtz: im a cook it my job fatty well go head an go eat peace..fatcheeks.. ->podurtz: whatever, i'm done talking to you, i have more important things to do, like actually having a life. because i don't sit there being an ass to people and taking pictures of food podurtz: i think i could get the time of the day form u..but a cake yaa right!.. podurtz: ahahahahah oh.. ->podurtz: your just mad cause you couldn't get the time of day from a girl like me unless your an asshole. podurtz: 105!aaahahah ur so funny sometimes that was a good one ->podurtz: i weigh 105, that is not fat podurtz: im not fatty fat fat.. ->podurtz: why you being an ass? podurtz: huh ->podurtz: your one to fucking talk podurtz: ur not fat! aaaha

Getting Intimate With Death
Getting Intimate with Death Year after year, he waits for me, so calm, so cool, so smug and self-assured, secure in his knowledge that one day I will be his, that he will possess me and I am so afraid that eventually I will succumb, say “yes” to his promises of a world without pain, a place without race or class or religion, a place where happiness is the rule and there are no exceptions. He catches up with me at a party. He puts his hands on my hips. I feel his warm, smoky breath on the back of my neck. I don’t need to turn to know who’s standing behind me. Coolant-coated fingers travel the length of my spine. He whispers softly in my ear and I automatically turn to him. I had forgotten how even a glance at him could make me forget myself. Our eyes connect. He grabs my arm, gripping tightly, making me feel like a delinquent elementary-schooler being marched to the principal’s office. I had forgotten how he could instantly control me. I can’t do anything but s

How To Be Happy And Make Friends ? Any Suggestions
I have fun here reading profiles, writing and making new friends !!!!! So how do you really raise your cherry level ? I have pics and email to offer along with friendship. We all love to have fun right and I would like to open the floor to the ladies, and wish all of you happy new year !!!!!!!! This is a great place to meet people, real people! Im a naturalist by heart ! So if you like what you are reading rate my photos ask to be a friend and we can go from there. Im a down to earth guy and if you read my 8 seconds blog well it is true !!!!!! But the beauty of it all is that friendships are born, because we have the heart to making them no matter what gose through a guys mind ! Hope to hear from you soon and once again Happy new year!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! John

Never Again!!
Keep a book in your own hand of write. Let brothers and sisters copy what they will but never let this book out of your hand, and never keep the writings of another, for if it be found in their hand of write, they will be taken and tortured. Each should guard his own writings and destroy them whenever danger threatens. Learn as much as you may by heart and when danger is past rewrite your book. For this reason if any die, destroy their book if they have not been able to do so, for if it be found. 'tis a clear proof against them. "Ye may not be a witch alone", so all their friends be in danger of the torture, so destroy everything unnecessary. If your book be found on you, it is clear proof against you; you may be tortured. If you are condemned, fear not, the Brotherhood is powerful, they may help you to escape if you are steadfast. If you betray aught - there is no help for you in this life or in that which is to come. If you go steadfast to the pyre, drugs will reach you and you will

Out And Away
well i have been out in vegas for about a week. have around one more to go. so this is why i have not been on or around chatting... i hope you all had a great christmas and have a great new years. ST. Nick was great to me so i geuss i was not that bad.... lol talk to you all soon

For Children Who Were Broken #6
There's alot of digging down to do, To find the child within, To love away the ugly pain, And feel innocence again.... There's forgiveness worthy of angel's wings, For remembering those at all.... Who abused our scared childhood, And programed us to fall.... To seek to understand then, And how their pain because our own, Is to risk the ground we stand on to, Climb the mountain home!!!!!

A Witch's Execution
~A Witch's Execution~ It is always the morning of my execution........ I know they will come for me today. Last night the jailor, pulling up his trousers, Sneered, "Perhaps you'll fancy the pole They give you in the morning more than mine, Stubborn Bitch." I think He liked it better when I had strength And spirit enough to fight him. He is too stupid to lie just to torment me. I will welcome death, though the dying scares me... I was a healer -- how long ago? Oh, Gods, I cannot think straight anymore! And I know That their gross insults to my body will never mend. And the pain is constant, and they have sworn me That I will go to the fire conscious and aware. My Goddess, I am sick to my very soul with shame; At the last I gave them screaming what they wanted, Mouthed any obscenity they asked, I told them What they told me to say. My sanity remains Only because Your names go with me to the pyre, And the grave beyond, and only there. Oh, Bel

Smiles The Happy Jester
Take a walk on the edge And taste my soul The hunger lies well within You underestimate me What a way to go Love's such a dangerous thing Prints leave a cryptic embrace This fire won't burn A personality so physical Such a fluid darkness A kiss marked in blood I take from a smile so sinical

This Is For You
Inspired by the lovely lady here on cherrytap, who was most certainly more creative than I. dear sweet K... O. And this is for you, darling. Without a touch, you Steal my breath, pulling from me What others have not Igniting desires Too long repressed, hidden just Under the surface Making me feel things I’d forgotten I could, you Make me feel alive Without a touch, you Have captured my heart, and touched My soul. I love you.

Asking To Much From Me.
These days I haven't been feeling up to par.Every waking hour I'm in tons of Pain.It started last week.Terrible Kidney Pain.Help with my NA's Narcathon Sunday + Monday,my pain was so bad I missed mondays meeting,overslept.All day Teusday I spent it in the Emergency rm at the Hospital.They refused to give me Narcotic's cause I seem to be very Constipated. So in the meantime,as I writh in Pain.I'm taking what I can to blow out this Dam of shit,which seems to be a Slow ass process.An I'm broke till Jan.3,07.I seem to be a bit of a Miserable bastard lately. I don't mind rateing Pictures,Images,Naughties,etc.When I'm feeling ok.Now the Rest of the Household seems to have the Damn flu,which could be hitting me as well.Just because the on tap display is on. It doesn't mean I'm even near the computer.I realize always some contest to Rate friends,fans,familly,.My point I'm trying to say is I feel Like Shit.I certainly don't feel like Rateing nothing Either.Hopefully I didn't hurt anyones feeli

Can You Remember?
WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU - FOLLOW ME WHEN i POUT MY LiPS - KiSS ME WHEN i KiCK - HUG ME TiGHT WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY - iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN i AM SiLENT - iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE YOU WHEN i iGNORE YOU - i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON WHEN i PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME YOU`LL NEVER LET ME GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG - SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, AND KISS ME iF i DON`T CALL YOU - iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR YOUR CALL WHEN iM SCARED - HOLD ME BY THE WAiST WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNG`S THE MATTER - KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT just remember this stuff for me plez

Thank God
the reason im saying that is because i just spent the last 3 damn days in the hospital and i am ssssssssssssooooooooo glad to be home!!! and thank you so much prostreet for coming to see me it was nice to see a friend.

Nini Says[[ Read This ]]
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Hey All
Just wanted to say hello....I am not leaving again I just haven't been on much in the past few days cuz I am battling this stupid stomach flu that is going around where I live. I am feeling a little better today but not 100% yet and I hate it...but I will catch up with everyone once I am better, I promise. *Tonsa Hugs and Lotsa Luv* to you all!!!!!

Life
Well i aint doing much today but getting on the computer and well that aint much fun either. Cause it gets boring after a while. But that dont change much anyways. And i dont see why i live in this hellish world that i have created for myself. But i guess thats just life. Peace Out Fuckers

The Letter
Hey boy, I know about your new love Yeah the one that makes you smile And while I wish you were still mine You're laughing and holding her tight I'm nothing but lonely blue nights Thinking of how much I tryed to make you happy I tryed with all my might and still you turned away You make her feel she's flying up above While I slowly tilt my head down to my shoulder My time is up more little by little And this pen is giving up on me too You know I'm sick of being lonely Thinking of you all the time My heart is beating slowly wanting to die Trying hard to not say Good Bye I thought you were my true love My angel sent to me from above I wish you knew how I truely feel about you But you're too busy with your new love The sky is calling out to me calling me to leave Yes its God saying come along with me Well good bye my love he's here to get me Sorry I didn't get to tell you what I wanted you to hear

Family And Christmas
christmas, a time for familys to forgive for past wrongs, and then piss each other off again. — Thursday, December 28, 2006 HI, I just been busy with christmas and stuff. I went and visited all my grandparents, and other important family people. I had to go and get presents for people. ( as most people do I guess. ) I got mostly booze for people. People like booze. Or atleast most of my family does. I saw people on my dad's side of the family I hadn't seen in forever. It's weird to see people you remember as kids when they are adults. I didn't talk to people much. I just said hi and bye basicly. " I'll see ya'll next year. " I haven't been around here for christmas in 5 or 6 years. I didn't really miss it. I always came home for the first part of December. I got a lot of time off the end of december, so I didn't want to waste my leave when I had a lot of time off anyway. More time away from work the better. Christmas is just another day, basicly. People just happen

Things About Me
IF YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME BY NOW ITS MARVIN EDWARD JACKSON JR OF FLUVANNA COUNTY, VIRGINIA I'M 24 YEARS MARRIED AND A YEAR OLD SON, I HAVE LIVE WHAT I WOULD CONSIDER A NORMAL LIFE BUT MOST SEE MY LIFE AS NOTHING BUT MISTAKE, BUT I JUST BRUSH IT OFF EVERY TIME BUT THERE IS SO MUCH BULLSHIT THAT ONE PERSON CAN DEAL AND I THINK I HAVE PRETTY MUCH REACH THAT POINT SO AS THE DAYS GO I FIGHT, I STRUGGLE AND I OVERCOME EVER LAST MISTAKE THAT PEOPLE THINK I HAVE MADE AND ONLY TO PROVE THEM WRONG AND THAT MY MISTAKES ARE SOME OF MY GREATEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE NOW I WILL SAY I HAVE DONE SOME DUM SHIT THAT I CAN NEVER LET GO OF BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER BLOG, THE THINGS PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND IS I'M NICE VERY EASY TO GET ALONG WIT AND HARDLY EVER GETS MAD, I LOVE TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES PS2, PS3 XBOX, XBOX 360, SPORTS I LOVE TO PLAY ANY SPORTS BASKETBALL FOOTBALL ANY THING YOU CAN THINK OF DOING I'LL DO IT AND LOVE DOING IT BECAUSE THATS WHO I AM UNLESS ITS SOMETHING REALLY FUCKIN DUM I DOIT AND HAVE

Im Sorry!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your n

I Am Ooo So Hot & Sexual!!!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Soft88%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet50%Sweet50%Shy13%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

The Rules For 2007
The Rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates. com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What'd you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of other men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that w

Boredom....
There still isn't much going on right now in my life, but in the next week to week and a half, I'm gonna be perminantly moving into my first apartment. It's about time I get out of my parents' house finally..haha! That's about the only thing going on right now.

Fan Cards
Fan Cards We found the site to get the fan cards at.. low price too I'm happy to say. We have decided that only 500 cards will be sent out to the fans. What the cards will do: 1.you will be able to buy the merchandise at the same prices we are, 2. At signings, you will be escourted to the front of the line. (basically if someone else has been waiting for hours you get to the front of the line.) 3. Also we plan on starting a Halloween party every year in a different city. If you are one of the 500 card holders, You will not have to pay for a ticket, and you will be able to bring a guest. So in order to do this we will need your mailing address and email address. I understand if you are wary about giving out personal information, and that is your perogative. However, you will be mailing the information to me and me alone. No one else will see this. I can get you that in writing, with a notary signed if you want. Having this information will also let me and my staff (w

Color Quiz
sandy's Existing Situation Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective. sandy's Stress Sources Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered. sandy's Restrained Characteristics An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and she feels she must make the best of things as they are. Feels cut off and unhappy because of the difficulty in achieving the essential degree of cooperation and harmony which she desires. Feels that sh

New Years Celebrations.
Well another year almost over. What kind of celebrating does everybody do for New Years Eve? We like to have a few of our friends come over. We start with a fondue dinner, then play some cards and have a few drinks. Usually around 8 people or so. Nothing too big. Something a little more intimate. And NOBODY drives home afterwards! Please remember.......Don't Drink and Drive!

Single, Dating, And Honesty
After talking to and meeting all sorts of different people and personalities over the past year; I've come to the conclusion that people are cowards. Now, before you go all defensive on me, I just felt that its the best term to describe most people's inability to communicate who they are, what they want, and what they are all about. I'm sure women have dated "That guy" and guys have dated "That girl" that may have jaded you for a while, if you aren't still; welcome to the club. So here is a write up I used on a site, that pretty much describes what I think. I am looking for Friends: OK, there are so many ways this can be taken, but I'll try my best to explain how I feel about "friends". First off, friends are fun to hang out with; I'm definately looking to meet some people who share the same interests that I do, but also different interests that I might end up liking and want to do more once I try them. Friends are people that I trust with anything; sure, friends can be mo

Just Deal With It
Someone will always be prettier someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. SO LET IT GO. AND LOVE YOU AND YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES. THINK ABOUT IT! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes...... Might be lonely. And the word says, " If I have not love, I am nothing" So, again, LOVE YOU. LOVE WHO YOU ARE. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed!"----" Winners make things happen, losers let things happen." Be blessed and encourage other women.

Grown Women Vs. Girls
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you haven't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their mans time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a little bit of space makes the together time even more special and goes to kick

Your Thoughts
If your thoughts could cause things to instantly happen, what kind of thoughts would you think? If your values and priorities were to be continually manifested in the world around you, what values and priorities would you choose? The fact is, your thoughts, your values, and your priorities most certainly have a major influence on the quality of your world and your life. Though you cannot instantly make something appear just by thinking about it, the things that do end up appearing in your life often do so as a result of your thoughts. Your thoughts directly control your actions, and your actions have a major impact on the reality of your life. When you feed your moments with positive, loving, thankful thoughts, your life and your world cannot help but benefit. The quickest way to improve your situation is to improve the way you think about it. Though your thoughts will not immediately change anything outside of you, they can immediately change yo

To All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice Guys!!!
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when you

"practice Days"
well damn it, i found this place where i can download seasons 1 and 2 of south of nowhere, but it puts limits on you. like i can only download 2 episodes on this computer in a certain amount of time. the thing just told me i have to wait 3.5 hours to download more...well that puts me at 9:00...time to go home. oh well, i'll do 2 more tomorrow. in the meantime, i'll just watch some of jeffery's youtube videos. :) i started the atkins thing today. its going really well...not too difficult. i guess you could call today, tomorrow, and saturday "practice days" cause i plan on drinking beer on new year's eve. so i'm using these 3 days to practice how to follow the atkins diet. so new year's day will actually be day 1. i know its like why even bother controlling what i'm eating so much if i'm gonna go and fuck it up in 3 days. well, i think the practice time is good for me. i was once on atkins a long time ago, and it worked. the hardest thing was those 1st few days. so i'll practice

Some Things I Do And Some Things I Dont!
I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! I DO RATE EVERYONES PICS IF I THINK I HAVENT ALREADY (IF I HAVENT LET ME KNOW) I RATE ALL PAGES I CAN GET MY HANDS ON. I DO MORPH PICS AND FLASH PICS AND DABBLE IN EFFECTS. (WANT ONE JUST ASK) I AM A GOOD FRIEND AND GIVE GREAT ADVICE IF EVER ANY IS NEEDED! I REPOST BULLETINS THAT ARE POSITIVE AND FOR PEOPLE THAT SHOW THE SAME LOVE! I DON'T RATE, COMMENT OR VOTE FOR ANYONE WHO DOESNT SHOW THE SAME LOVE. I DONT USUALLY SEND BACK CHAIN LETTERS. I DONT DO ANYTHING PEOPLE BEG FOR IE. RATE MY PROFILE AND SHIT ETC.(IN THEIR NAME) I DONT REPOST BULLETINS THAT ARE NEGATIVE UNLESS IT HELPS IN A POSITIVE WAY IN THE LONG. I DONT TOLERATE PERVERTS. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR CHILDISH HATE GAMES (WE ARE ADULTS HERE PEOPLE!) I DONT FORGET TO SHOW LOVE WHEN LOVE IS DUE. I DONT IGNORE PEOPLE UNLESS I FEEL UR COMMIN AT ME IN A WAY I FEEL THE SPECIAL PERSON IN MY LIFE WOULD BE DISRESPECTED

Monkeys And Evolution
Just a snippet from a mumm about the whole us being descended from monkeys trope. I hate to toot my own horn but I thought this was kind of funny. "They are our very, very, very,very distant special needs group short bus cousins." ---------- End World 3 and 4 (it was envisioned as a 4 parter) the next day or so latest.

My Mind
Sometimes I feel like I am not really living my life. Things are driven beyond my control. I need you to make me complete. Without you I just feel defeat. I need my cross the one in the livingroom where you chain me to for your simple desires. You walk in and out of the room watching me. You see that sweat is dripping off my breast you raise your brow, I know you catch me looking at you, I automatically have the need to apologize because I know better than to look up at you. You walk over and tell me that I am yours somehow that makes me so happy knowing what is about to happen. You lightly blow on my breast making them chill. My mind is wandering all the time what you are about to do to me. The exhaliration you send throughout my being drives me to the unknown sexual powers that you control!

1. Start
So, first boys. I have a huge crush on someone who turned out to be my boss and one of my best friends' cousins. He's way too old, his kids would prolly not like me, and it's just taboo, but I find myself wildly attracted to him. Why is that? I also like this boy that I met a couple months ago. He and I have been texting back and forth for about a week now, and he's adorable. He's a good guy, but I haven't seen him since I met him. Then there's teh ex-boyfriend. He's apparently broken up with his girlfriend and calling me to get together, but not exactly get back together. Whatever. I love him, but will not just be a toy. Ya gotta love it. Secondly, Denver. I planned this trip to Denver to visit my best friend, Jamie Lyn. I then found out a couple people I knew from high school are in a band premiering out there tomorrow, so I thought, hell yeah! Then my ex-boyfriend's (love of my life) cousin emailed me that he's in Denver with family and I should give him a call and

My Life
p>On may 23,2006 im finally getting married this is one day i said i wouldnt do.because life wasnt easy for me but i've learned alot from my life,ups and downs.when I met john 7yrs ago i knew he was the one i would marry.i said when my dad died i wont get get married,But i feel that the time has come to make my life complete and that is to have my soulmate with me for the rest of my life .the day i do died i will still be with john,we will grow old together,He is my true love something I thought i would never find,john completes my circle of life,I thank you lord for giving me the best years of my life...brenda I had a hard childhood one i don't wish on anybody,i've pretty much been abused half of my life started with my mom.then it started in 1989 when i got with this guy i was 17yrs old stayed with him until my kids came along in 90 AND 91 and in 1995 i got out of it and in 1996 got right back into another abusive relationship but this one wasn't right eigther it went on for 5 1/2

My Bf's One Liners....
We are having great sex, at the moment he comes he is screaming: What are we doing now?! I asked him: Why does everyone say that I have pretty eyes? He answers: They are blue! He is in a heavy dream, I wake him up and ask him: What the f*ck are you dreaming of? He answers: You were just giving me a great blowjob! LMAO he's really funny.... sometimes LOL Love you sweety!

What Kind Of Car Are U?
I'm a Chevrolet Corvette! You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

True Friendship
True friends are for life Until the end They\'re more than special They\'re your bestest friends. They\'re the ones you can go to When you\'re in despair The ones that\'ll help you Even when you got gum in your hair! They\'re the ones who\'ll laugh And go laughing with you all through the night The ones who\'ll help you Help you with all their might To have a good friend You have to be one So be nice to one another So you can be friends forever And that\'s how to be the best friend you can be.

Skipping
I got kind of ill after my upbeat post (lemon squares for breakfast IS a bad idea). I went to work anyway, but cut out three hours early. Ha! I feel like a kid out from school for the day... like I am cheating or something. I am going to work on my Book of Shadows and my study plans. I want to build a fine reading list and research binder. My plan is to be very very familiar with the Celtic pantheon and Druidic practices by this time next year (including the Ogham alphabet and knowing the sacred trees). I would also like to branch out with my healing work, candle magic, and work with the fae. Not to leave out divination and colors and picking a topic I am weak at and improving myself... wow. Yes, I am going to heap a lot on my plate. It should be fun.

Uggggg!
I am working through all of this. I don't want the other girl to feel any ill will, or that she can't let this happen. Maybe it is just semantics, maybe I am just insane, and I am prolly making a mountain out of a mole hill.I don't know why I feel the way I do, and it prolly has no rational grounds to stand on, because I do know " Love is". We talked about bringing this girl into our relationship. We both love her, We both care for her. It just never crossed My mind that He would fall "In love" with anyone else but Me. Does that make sense? I really don't even know why Him being in Love with her effects ME this way.Why does it mess with My seance of security? Why does it hurt so much? Rationally I know that it takes nothing away from Me. Rationally I know things will work out as they are suppose to, and rationally I know everything happens for a reason. I do want this to work out for everyone... right now I just don't know how to deal with what is happening. Am I suppose to deal with i

One Day She Hopes
One day she hopes her dreams come true, Not only one but quite a few. For she has went and made a plan, And she'll do it, she knows she can. While she may stop to think it through, One day she hopes her dreams come true. All the struggles that she will face, Will take her to that awesome place. She's bestowed with such ambition, How she longs for recognition. One day she hopes her dreams come true, She's got a lot of things to do. The ends are worth the means she'll see, When she fulfills her destiny. Then she will start with something new, One day she hopes her dreams come true.

Passion
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Saw The Dentist Today
I've been having this major pain in the back of my mouth on the right side...up top. I realized it was a tooth of course...and figured it might be a wisdom tooth. Well, within the last week or so the tooth has been breaking, and is hurting ALOT. So I finally went to the dentist today, and it was confirmed...it's a wisdom tooth that is breaking...and some nerves of the tooth are exposed and that's why i'm in so much pain. And he also told me that i should get the rest of my wisdom teeth pulled b/c some of my gum is covering the top of them, and if food gets under there and doesn't some out, it could get infected. AND he also told me that I have an extra tooth trying to come through behind the one that has been giving me so much pain....so I've got extra pain. The sad part is I'm doing this all b/4 my insurance kicks in with work...but I can't wait til the beginning of march for that. So on Tuesday Jan, 2cd...I'm going for a consoltation with the oral surgen. And as soon as I can, get th

.l.o.v.e.
Love is good, Love is bad, Love is life, Love is death, Love is blind and sometimes tough. But if you have love, You'll have the world. Love can kill, Love can smell. If your in love, thats your world. Attractions are misleading, And break true life's meanings. And thats why love is life, And love is death, to someone's Broken feelings...

Busy
how the hell do ya get that busy around the Holidays?? I am sorry that I have not stopped by and said hello to everybody...need to do some catch up. :) Hope that all my friends out there are doing ok and that everybody is happy. Miss chatting and looking at the pictures I am sure there is going to be a ton of new chritmas pics out there. Happy New Year to all of you!!!!

Trouble In Paradise
a few weeks ago I took a little trip and met up with an old friend of mine... we had some fun, the played a part she's been wanting to play with me for some time... and we had some fun. A lot of fun. The following night after I got there two of her friends joined us for dinner and we all went back to her place. I'd been promised two surprises and these, apparently, were them. I dressed in my collar and cuffs and sarong and nothing else. The three ladies took their turns with various paddles, crops, floggers and a cat-o-nine tails. It was enjoyable, but all the while there is a camera taking pictures of me. A living memory of what happened. Something i can cherish. Then I saw the pictures.... and this is one more reason why this diet means so much more to me... i looked hideous. No really.. HID - EEEEE - OUS So how in the world can I hope to continue, on either side of the flogger, looking and feeling like i do. Oatience and time i suppose

I See The Line Traced Back To My Ancestors
I see the line traced back to my ancestors And I hold on tight to that line Which is before the fear induced religions that separated the world And the one world government and the one world banking system Through the world bank that issued the monetary illusion of ownership And dealt it to the masses which caused a separation from that knowledge That knowledge and that connection to each other and to the earth Justice System. Is there justice in the system? Or is it just us in the system? The love to drag your ass to court. This is the areana for their sick sport. They run for office and make more laws. 100,000 reasons to futher their cause. We get charged, we better watch out. A system of fear, what they make out. Either way it goes - good or bad. The attorneys get paid and they get fat. Is there justice in a world gone crazy? Where it's survival of the fat and lazy? The less you've got they've got you on your knees. You'll cop please, they get fees.... It's all such a

Mistakes Women Make With Men
Subject: The 10 Love Mistakes Women Make With Men... The 10 Mistakes Women Make With Men That Prevent Them From Finding Mr. Right... -------------------------------------------------- The 10 Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Men - And What To Do About It... Here Are The Top Reasons Why Women Cheat Themselves Out Of Living The Love Life Of They're Dreams- And How To Make Sure You Avoid Every One Of Them... Mistake #1) Betting Your Love-Life On His "Potential" Do you know any women who want the man they're dating to behave differently? Of course you do. And just like me, I'm sure you have friends who date guys who don't have much going for them or who don't treat them very well. Somehow these women always have an excuse for the guy's shortcomings. What's going on here? It's actually very simple. Women (and men) don't base their choices of men on how "nice" or "good" someone is to them

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire For Black Folks
Who Wants To Be A Millionaire For Black Folks (Don't cheat and look at the answers at the bottom) For $100: Someone who is jealous is often referred to as what? A Buster B. A Mark C. A Pimp D. A Player Hater For $200: What substance is often found in a container on or near the stove? A. Pickles B. Used Grease C. Jalepeno Peppers D. Mayonnaise For $300: How would you describe someone's skin when it is lacking moisture? A. Ashy B. Musty C. Flashy D. Mushy For $500: Which is not an official Kool-Aid flavor? A. Grape B. Red C. Pink Lemonade D. Orange For $1000: Which civil rights leader can be found on the front of many church fans? A. Malcolm X B. Jesse Jackson C. Martin Luther King, Jr.. D. Al Sharpton For $2000: What hairstyle did the 80's duo Kid 'N Play popularize? A. Jheri Curl B. Finger Waves C. Dreadlocks D. High Top Fade For $4000: In the sitcom "Good Times," what incident prevented the character Keith from entering t

Am I Right Or Am I Wrong...............
So we go through life trying to teach our kids lessons that we think that will be important to them. And we tell them that they have to have respect for others to receive it. But they get that all confused when we yell at them for treating us the same way they treat us and we say that they are our kids and we can treat them the way we want cuz they are kids well that is just not so. and that is when they lose all respect for us as adults. We should treat them the way that we want them to treat us and others. Am I write or am I wrong?

I Bet You Wont Read This
okay, so you proved me wrong. well, at least you have when you finish reading it. Almost always, the best stuff comes to me when i least want it or expect it to. Even more so when im just depressed. the words just flow right in my head and come out here. I wonder why that is. I can't just be naturally an intellectual, it has to come to me. and like i said, it does not come often.most are luckier, but if it comes often, i guess its not meaningful after all. those that are, dont necessarily brag about it either. Take emily dickinson, for example, the last thing she wanted was to be hailed and famous, but after she was dead, her family and friends took her work and publicized it. it was brilliant....but she did not want anyone to know. I wonder if all that stuff just "came" to her too. or if she was one of those ones who could pull it out of the air like it was nothing. maybe this is another one of those "posts" and i just dont realize it. Could be. but if it is, it isnt one i thou

Original Poetry 4
Lost on a concrete island in a cement sea, Day by day nature is lost seamlessly; Where must I go? How far can it be? Just to see, To see just one tree; The beauty of the world, and nature’s glory obscured by the progress of man, Is nature lost or has it been captured, processed, bottled, and placed in a can? Remnants of an industrial revolution lay as a stark reminder of the destruction of god’s work through man’s toil and invention, Will Mother Nature stand for such dissention? And not to mention, the legions of fey, totem, and dragon that guard her ascension? Though nature’s beauty has not passed from sight, The city skyline is still pierced by her light, And if you listen, You can still hear her call in the dead of night...

Sucking And Assfucking At The Video Store
Submitted by Wave I own a video store and I'm the one who hires and fires people. I'm usually the one who opens and closes the store every day, as well. I had the good fortune to have a gorgeous young college student come in looking for a part time job. She had long auburn hair, wore very little makeup, and had the perkiest tits I had ever seen. I probably would have hired here even if she couldn't read, write or speak. Her name was Jill and she asked me to give her as many hours as I could, because she really needed the money. I had her working nearly every night and I enjoyed her company more than I can tell you. Not only was she beautiful, but it turned out that she was very intelligent and funny too. One day, we got a shipment of new porn videos in and they all to be cataloged and labeled, so I asked her if she wanted to work late to get it done after closing. She said yes and within a few hours we were busy getting them out on the shelves. To my amazement, Jill said she had

God Bless The Stupid People Of This World
Alright so I was reading this website for the Westboro Baptist Church and let me tell you THEY ARE SO FUCKING STUPID not to mention bastards but hey now we know why god created birth control so stupid people like that wont procreate and their spawn wont grow up with their HORRIBLE train of thought. I read such things as a female sodlier died in shame not honor and if anyone from that church happens to read this SHAME ON YOU THEY ARE OVER THEIR FIGHTING FOR PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND YOUR STUPID FUCKING IDEALS THEY GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SPEW FORTH YOUR BULLSHIT THEY GIVE THEIR LIVES FOR IT AS A MATTER OF FACT. HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT ANYONE FOR THEIR LIFE CHOICES YOU AREN'T PERFECT NO ONE IS AND TO GO AROUND CALLING PEOPLE NAMES LIKE THAT. THESE SOLDIERS WHO BRAVELY DIED WITH HONOR ARE MAKING IT SO YOUR DUMB ASSES CAN WALK AROUND DOING WHAT YOU DO IN FREEDOM. I THINK IF ANYONE IS GOING TO BURN IN HELL IT'S GOING TO BE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. SHAME ON YOU FOR GOING TO THESE FALLEN SOLDIERS FUNERALS A

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Good Advice
Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe simply because it has been handed down for many generations. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is written in Holy Scriptures. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of Teachers, Elders or Wise Men. Believe only after careful observation and analysis, when you find that it agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it. - Kalama Sutta

What Is Your Hidden Sesual Talent?
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bad Jokes
Q: Why did Sadam Husein want looser pants ? A: He heard some one say he was soon going to be well hung ! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A rabbit one day managed to break free from the laboratory where he had been born and brought up. As he scurried away from the fencing of the compound, he felt grass under his little feet and saw the dawn breaking for the first time in his life. "Wow, this is great," he thought. It wasn't long before he came to a hedge and, after squeezing under it he saw a wonderful sight: lots of other bunny rabbits, all free and nibbling at the lush grass. Hey," he called. "I'm a rabbit from the laboratory and I've just escaped. Are you wild rabbits?" "Yes. Come and join us," they cried. Our friend hopped over to them and started eating the grass. It tasted so good. "What else do you wild rabbits do?" he asked. "Well," one of them said. "You see that field there? It's got carrots growing in it. We dig th

Rain....
the beatles always make me feel better..... dont really care if anyone out there cares,or understands. but every time i feel a little unguided. a little un justified. i can hear the music. close my eyes. and go to another place. in one of those moods tonight. dreary rain drizzles through the gutters. and down the drains. even down the windowpanes. one of those nights. hows that for a senseless blog? you have been enlightened none. and spent another minute or so of your life. thank ya very much?

Franks Suprise - Female Dominant
Frank had been seeing Carol for about six months, and during that time, they'd had some great times. Carol was a lovely brunette with pale blue eyes and a penchant for oral sex. Frank loved the way she looked up at him with those soft blue orbs when her mouth was full of him. She often smiled around his shaft, an impish delight shining in her eyes, while she worked her mouth up and down. Carol's figure is nice, too. Slender, yet filled out with the curves of a mature, sexy woman. Her breasts weren't large, but they were pleasing and wonderful, with large, sensitive nipples that she liked Frank to play with. Carol is a delight in bed, or on the floor, or on the kitchen table. She had a youthful enthusiasm and enjoyed the sensual pleasures, giving back what she received. Carol's behind is firm yet soft, with the oh-so pleasing curves that men find sensual when kneeling behind a woman with her ass pressed against him. Her hips only hinted at her earlier motherhood. And ther

Shattered
I sit here and think and think is life worth this? I think about the past and what has gone wrong...what I have done..what has happen..What I regret..I think about if I can or could have changed anything.I think to myself god giveing up and saying fuck it all is or has to be better then having these flash backs and regrets everyday.But so many people tell me to hang in there it will be better and I think its not better it just gets worse!Is it ever gonna get better am I ever gonna stop hurting and woundering?Maybe if I give up and say fuck it all it will and I wont feel this way anymore...So I think I GIVE UP my whole LIFE IS SHATTERED!!! ~Fallen Angel~ *aka* ~Shattered~

Flat Belly
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Retailer Ban --
Saw the below on a bulletin. Couldn't help to wonder if my friend's son was the one that this letter was directed about (you know -- names changed to protect the innocent, and all that!!) LOL.... ************************************************* Banned from Walmart Dear Mrs. Fenton, Our store is considering banning your family from ever shopping with us again unless your husband stops his antics while you are shopping. Below is a list of offenses over the past few months, all verified by our surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies' restroom. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, "Code 3 in housewares".....and watched what happened. 5. August 4: Went to the service

My Theme Song!!
With all the fakes, all the haters, and all the bullshitters I have run into in my life and on here, I thought the song I have on my profile now was perfect. Anybody who deals with too much bullshit from too many bullshitters, check it out and dance along!!! :)

Sorry For Not Being Around Much
Have had soooo much going on the past couple of months...Even though Im not online as often and sending comments like i used to doesnt mean i dont think of my friends on here...Just life can be full of thousands of trials and tribulations and it just seems as soon as you get over one hurdle you have a ton more waiting on you...I try to send my love as often as i can...Muah Love ya and I hope that you have a safe and Happy New Year

Crazy Sex Laws
Reading Lolita in Tehran I came across one of the laws that said “if a man has sex with a chicken it is unclean to eat for his family and for families next to him, but if a family lives a given number of houses away they can eat the chicken This got me thinking, Iran isn’t the only place where silly sex laws abound. We have enough of them to keep you laughing and cool right here. In Minnesota they love fish…well, some do. However, there are some limits: it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. And in Alexandria, MN no man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions or sardines on his breath. If his wife requests, he must brush his teeth. I don’t think a simple brush will take care of this. This might take some industrial strength mouthwash. Minnesota is not the only place in the Midwest with some strange sex laws. I know we can get excited (am I understating it?) when we have an orgasm. But in Connorsville, Wisconsin,

I Got It
I did end up going back out to the mall to get the Zelda game, and I am glad I did. It's a lot of fun, I love it already. Another new addiction. Not too much time to play though since I'm working all weekend again. HOWEVER, I am so happy because on Saturday I work 2-6. I NEVER get shifts like that. I'm actually happy to work on a Saturday, just go put my 4 hours in, leave, and still have the rest of the evening. Hopefully some friends of mine will have the evening off too. If not, guess I'll just be playing Zelda LoL. I work New Years Eve and New Years Day, but that doesn't really matter since if I can even go out on New Years Eve, I'll be off work in plenty of time to party, and on New Years Day I don't work til later so I'll have time to sleep it off. That's IF any of that goes on, cause since I am not yet 21, if someone I know doesn't have a party, I'm pretty much screwed. I'm more excited about the time and a half on New Years Day than anything else really LoL.

Suicidal Toughts
I wish I could go away ...just fly. If they don't care Then why should I? Sometimes the trigger-- I wanna pull it Die, end it all with a bullet. And just when I'm very close to the edge, trying hard not to lose my head I looked up and say: "God, why? I work hard and I try, to forget all that's happened and move on, ignoring everyone's habits." Then, I hear a voice, That leaves me with no choice. It says: "I know it might be strenuous, and times are hard. Just keep the faith, and believe in God. Plus... you owe it to yourself, And don't forget your friends." That's when I open my eyes And know I'd rather live. Even if everyone takes... I'm gonna give. I'm gonna give of my faith, I'm gonna give of me. I'm gonna give of everything, whatever it takes to make people see- That my emotions aren't a game, they'd better remember my name. 'coz I'm gonna come back And I'm gonna make them respect me. I've learned that sel

Without You
Without you, My world would fall apart. Without you, I would have no love in my heart. Without you, Everything will seem so dark. Without you, I wouldnt have this spark. Without you, I couldnt go on. Without you, There would be no sun. Without you, I would fail. Without you, Ill remain pale. Without you, I couldnt believe. Without you, I'd have to leave. Without you, There will be no tomorrow. Without you, I would be all hallow. Without you, I would have no feeling. Without you, life would have no meaning.

None
Im still waiting for prince charming, well not really but what ever happened to him? Or the princess the white knight the 7 dwarfs and snowwhite? It would seem like our childhood heros do not exist anymore, who is suppose to teach us to be kind and help others just because they need us, who will kiss us and bring us back to life, who will watch over us when we sleep, who will climb the tower and and save us from the evil ?????. This seems like only a child should care but if that little girl or boy never reads the story they grow up not knowing the joy of what it means to freely love and be kind to strangers and fall in love with the sleeping girl that may come to life when you kiss her because she can feel the love. Who will be the one to protect us from the poison apple so we don't take a bite, because lets face it prince charming got erased from history all thats left is selfishness, hurt and unkindness and don't forget the evil stepmom and the wolf that ate ridinghoods grandma wh

Happy New Years Eve Eveyone Almost.....
WELL NEW YEAR'S IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER HERE AND THATS WHEN WE CELEBRATE THE NEW YEAR COMING AND THATS WHEN WE HAVE LOADS OF FUN AND MAKE ASS'S OF OUR SELFS RIGHT....LMAO. WELL JUST BE SAFE AND HAVE A GREAT TIME OUT PARTYING UP THE NEW YEAR BECAUSE I KNOW I WILL BE HAVING A GOOD OLE TIME SOME HOW I MEAN.