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What Do Your Eyes Revel?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes42%Passion0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Old People!
This is TOO good! 5 million of our older Americans have not signed up yet for their Medicare, Part D, drug plan------they are old and confused. We are NOT going to grant them an extension. However, 12 million illegal aliens are in our country and we are going to allow them to stay, protest, procreate, receive support monies, attend schools, avoid paying income taxes, have our teachers take 300 hours of ESL(English as a Second Language) training at our expense, etc. WE MUST REALLY DISLIKE OUR OLD PEOPLE...... OR WE MUST REALLY LOVE TACOS!!! If it ticks you off, pass it on!!

I Don't Know...
It's stupid really. A silly little reminder of what will never be. Oh, I can laugh and smile and pretend it's all ok. In fact, that's exactly what I plan to do. I just need a little time to compose myself. It's getting harder and harder to do. What I want to do is cry. Maybe it's fear. I'm afraid of what will happen if I stay, afraid of what I'll miss if I leave. What if it's true? What if it's another lie? These questions run through my head. I ignore them as best I can. I feel like i'm dying inside. Soon there will be nothing left. It hurts after finally feeling ALIVE after all this time. For so long there was nothing. Then the flood came, now it's gone. Do you notice something different in the way I smile or when I look at you? Do you really notice me at all? Do you see the pain or do I hide it too well? If suddenly wasn't there, would you notice that? You know the truth. If I told you I felt nothing, would you call me on it? If I said goodbye, would just accept accept that? If I tr

Dear Lord
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day I thank You for my being able to see and To hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an Understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing Me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was Not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day With a new attitude and plenty of gratitude Let me make the best of each And every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden My mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong That I may help the weak... Keep me uplifted that I may have words of Encouragement for others. I pr

Surgery
Well guys I found out yesterday I am going to have to go under the knife!!! My breast Cancer has returned!!! This time is worse than last..but I am trying to stay hopeful of the outcome!!! It will be rough concidering I have breast implants that will have to be removed before anything can be done!!! Once again I ask you to keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I fight this battle once again!!! And for all of you who have not had a breast examination,.Men and women alike please do so..early detection is the best treatment!!! love you all Chele

A Guy Named Bob
POOR BOB Bob works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Bob! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh no," says Bob. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Bob if he'd like his usual and Brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "I recognize her, she's the waitress from the golf club. I always have A Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey. " A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Bob, starts to rub herself all over him and says, "Hi Bobby. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Bob's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Bob follows and spots he

"let's Try It My Way..." - New Story
“Baby, are you asleep?” “Unnnhhh…” He mumbled an incoherent response that she took as a yes. “Damn,” she thought, “I so wanted you in me…” She kissed his forehead, trailing her lips down the side of his head to his ear, hot breath escaping to tickle him. “Ohhh, hello there…” “Did you wake up?” She pressed a couple more kisses on his skin, the side of his neck, onto his chest. He made those beautiful little noises for her, the ones that made her so freaking hot. She went back up to his lips, kissing softly. “You’re awake, but are you up?’ “I wish I was, but I’m so tired. I couldn’t do more than just lay here. You don’t want that…” She could hear the truth in his voice, but it didn’t make her any happier. “Fine, I’ll let you sleep, but don’t be surprised when you wake up in the morning…” “I look forward to it. I love my little alarm clock.” His words slowed and softened, his breathing deepened. She stood by the bed, just looking at him until he started making his slee

Beard
I haven't trimmed my beard for over a month, by way of a scientific experiment to discover exactly how fuckin' manly I am (beard length divided by time equals manlyness quota) I'm not sure, but I think it's starting to plot the downfall of man. Or at least the invasion of a small principality. Watch out Andorra. Apologies to anyone expecting anything profound. But then, if you got past the subject title and STILL where hoping for a glimpse of my soul, you got everything you deserve.

Nipple Clamps
I had myself a little freak out last night, and went to bed with a million things clamoring for my attention, one of which was my husband. It’s about That Time of the Month, and hubby wanted to make sure he could slide in *cough* before the deadline.I was so not in the mood. I was exasperated, frustrated, irritated and completely unable to focus. I wanted to. His dick looked marvelous. His lips were soft and inviting. And then my mind would wander off into cranky land, and I’d have to yank it back again. Even THAT started to piss me off. Finally, my brain caught up with itself and said, “Hey, stupid, how about some nipple clamps?” -insert screeching of full brakes here- Oooooooh. Hey, you’re brilliant! Thank you, I try. So Jack applied the agonizing nipple clamps, gloves off, oh yes. Full alligator clips pinching tightly into your nipples gives you AMAZING powers of concentration. I don’t know how well that would work during a college exam, say, but it works really well in

Do You ?
do you know how it feels when youlove a woman with every fiber of your being and she doesn't love you that way? do you?or how it feels to want them so bad that sometimes it hurts only to hear those dreadful words ....i just want to be friends? do you? or do you want to spend the rest of your life with someone only to hear i think more of you as a brother/sister?do you? do you know the agony of loving someone and watching them slowly fall in love with someone else? do you? do you know how it feels to be tired of living?do you? john mellenkamp sang"life goes on after the thrill of living is gone"and when possibly the last love of your lifedoesn't love you that's all life does it just goes on and on and on.but,i won't quit!i will not go quietly!!so if you read this i want you to find a person who is all alone.tell them you love them put your hand out and pull them up and introduce them to another. start a spark you might discover fire,and you just might save yourself too do you know how g

The Backstory
“I like to watch,” my girlfriend Elle said and stuck her chin up and out like she always does when she feels like she wants to challenge me or flirt with me or both. “I’d like to watch you with another man,” she said to me her chin still up, her eyes going all sparkly. We were, I recall, making a late breakfast. Elle held a cantaloupe in her hand. I held a mug of coffee in mine. Elle’s chin jutting and her assertion, “I’d like to watch”; that was how it started. It wasn’t like I hadn’t been with a guy before; it was just that I hadn’t been with one recently. Elle knew my history—the late nights of heavy drinking and minor drugging with my college theatre group that would inevitably devolve into the splintering couples of various configurations and sexes, each of us pairing—or sometimes tripling— with another and traipsing off all tipply into the night. She knew that I’d been manhandled, that I’d done some manhandling, and that I liked it. She knew too that I hadn’t done it in

Only 165 Votes To Go. Please Help Me Out!
Trying to get to 250 votes to get a morph made. Any and all votes would be much appreciated. Didn't realize when I signed up to get this I had to get votes. LOL! So please humor me and help a gal out! Thanks bunches! >

Sanity
Do you ever get the feeling that chatrooms were invented for the insane? I do. Rooms filled with so much dysfunction they make an episode of COPS look normal. Rooms of bitchy people not even talking about the chatroom's subject just ranting on how so and so screwed them over last week by talking to so and so who lives 2,000 miles away.Like Mr. Lost in California is going to be able to help Miss My Life Sucks in Louisiana with her issues with Mrs. I'm a bitch in New York. Ugghhh! Talk about a bad experience. I get this crap everytime I go in the room of my choice,Catholic Chat. Sure,while I have online friends in there,I still find loons who live their life through a chatroom and who hold online grudges for a Century. LOL Get over it! If the room is a religious one,talk about religion or hell,talk about your favorite Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor (I love Chunky Monkey) But for the love of Goddess....save the drama for your mama! Sorry I'm ranting but sheesh! People in chatrooms ne

School And Such
Well, I got enrolled in school, got my classes started, and am busy as shit.... it fucking sucks... Well, not really, just been busy as shit... I have 15 hours.... english comp, computer concepts, organization of law enforcement, and algebra, and juvenile procedures.... SOOO, it's a full schedule, and will be FUN!!! Other than that, dennis and i have been fighting, as usual, but at the same time, we are sorta getting along... And I have been missing my scott, because like, I have been so busy with school and stuff... I have ben at that school like 10 hours in the past two days, NOT for classes, just in admin!!! tis crazyness.... But he has left me some hella sweet messages!!! He is SOOOO sweet!!! It's awesome.... Anyways~ other than that everything is going good~ hope everyone is having fun!!

Why?
Everyone does it. When we get to that point in life where things just suck and are all messed up, we think things can't get any worse. And we always seem to find ourselves asking what will go wrong next. The thing is they always get worse. There is nothing like getting kicked in the teeth when we are down.

The Marine
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the strang

Forgiveness.
The ablity to forgive is the true means to Happiness. Its better to forgive and move on than to sit and let a problem eat away at you. Because once you realize that the problem is not worth your time, the better you will feel....

A Little Side Project!!!
I've decided to do a little research on phobias. Paraskavedekatriaphobia is the fear of Friday the 13th. I wonder how many people are staying inside on this day?! After going through some 15 pages, I've picked some of the more "interesting" ones (with my own comments of course)!: Ablutophobia – Fear of washing or bathing. This could completely explain that odd smell, I smell around certain houses! Seriously, how could you explain it to your boss. Wanna work from home?! Don't shower for a few days, let your boss smell you and then claim ablutophobia and work from home! Agyrophobia – Fear of streets or crossing the street. If this is the case you might wanna locate yourself on the same block as every store you will ever need to go to. Or live in the middle of BFE where there are no streets and have everything delivered to your door-step. Better hope they aren't late or your ice cream is going to become warm cream soup! Amaxophobia – Fear of riding in a car, not so

Who Are We?
Events lately have driven me to ask myself a question. Are we as we see ourselves or actually as others see us.? Actually its a deep question because we know what we believe are our inner thouhts and actuations, whereas others do not. They have what we say and what they observe. I have not come up with a satisfactory answer yet. Anybody out there any ideas or illuminations? Please let m eknow Bright Blessings

Woo Hoo !!!! My Friends Really Rock !!!
THANKS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT VOTED !!! YA JUST ROCK !! NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY !!! When I get caught back up all my friends that vote for me will get a special thank you. The contes isn't over til next Wed. so if ya can get more friends to vote it would be much loved !!!!I started out like 300 and something behind and now I'm a couple hundred ahead. Thanks Friends !!

Die!die!die!die!
FUCK IT! This shit fuckin sucks GIANT DONKEY BALLS!. I'm gonna have to kill something. Good job guns are illegal and I've got a stash of Resident Evils. Zombie heads are gonna muthafuckn ROLL. Chainsaws make me smily.

Love Spell ~ Relationship Ritual
RELATIONSHIP RITUAL Dark Moon Cleansing What you will need: a cup of water cauldron or pot on a trivet or filled with sand or kitty litter parchment paper lighter black candle white candle 1. Take a ritual bath or shower to get in the proper mindset for this ritual. 2. Come into sacred space. For this ritual I recommend casting a formal circle and inviting the quarters to join you. 3. Ask Hecate to join you. Say:"Lady Hecate, dark moon mother,please join us this dark nightas we seek to release the pain and suffering of the difficult period.Please help us to let all this go that we may be refreshed and renewed." 4. Charge the cup of water with fresh, clean energy. Imagine a bolt of white light entering the clear water. Say: "This water is charged that it may renew our hearts with purity and joy." 5. Light the black candle. As it burns, write your troubles, cares, concerns, fears, peeves, angers, and anything else on the parchment paper. Don't edit, just let it all flow

A Magick Poem
A Magick Poem I will keep the magic- The magic that hides in the greens of leaves, In the flight of birds, In the smell of fertile earth. I will keep the magic- The magic that glows in fire, Falls in rain, Blows in wind, Rests in stone. I will remember who I am and what I keep holy, and that all else will pass like frost in morning. I will keep the magic.

Top 10 Unintentionally Worst Urls Ever!
1. A site called 'Who Represents' where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity. Their domain name� wait for it� is www.whorepresents.com 2. Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. Then of course, there's the Italian Power Generator company� www.powergenitalia.com 6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales: www.molestationnursery.com 7. If you're looking for computer software, there's always www.ipanywhere.com 8. Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is www.cummingfirst.com 9. Then, of course, there's these brainless art designers, and their whacky website: www.speedofart.com 10. Want to holiday in Lake Tahoe? Try their brochure websi

Random...while Bearing 7-niner-zero In Sector Alpha
there are three two many monkees in the dish pan...furballs multiply at a cataclysmically astounding rate if immersed for... hold your breath five..four...three...two... with attention spans the length of a four year old's it's no wonder the world is given in to "OOOOOOOO SHINY!!! I WANT IT FIRST!!!" but of course, it wasn't really shiny...just the latest jc penny or american eagle fashion statement with the added flair of a quarter falling out of the back pocket hole. and which is harder to believe? that the state of the world roughly equals the state of a black hole or that it roughly equals the dignity of the ever-amassing trash dumps and land fills? either way...if you give that chocolate you're munching to a dragon he'll take exactly forty-two nano-seconds longer to eat you.

Journalists And Canadians
February 2002 by Dr. William Pierce A few years ago, when I first began describing the lemming phenomenon, I had the naïve idea that lemmings were mostly a pretty dull bunch: grossly overweight couch potatoes who munched snacks while they watched television and believed everything they were told. I thought that intelligence was a reasonably good guarantee that a person wasn't a lemming. Since then I've learned that isn't true. I believe there probably is some correlation between intelligence and the ability to think independently, on the average, but there certainly are many, many intelligent men and women who are just as much lemmings as the dullest couch potato or baseball fan. Talking to journalists helped me understand that. Many of the journalists with whom I've spoken in the past few years have been at least a little more intelligent, quicker witted, better educated, and generally more knowledgeable than the average member of the population. My estimate is that, on the a

Week 4
WELL IT HAS NOW BEEN FOUR WEEKS IM STILL DOING GOOD STILL LOSING AND NEXT WEEK I MOVE ON TO SOFT FOODS I WILL BE HAPPY TO GET BACK TO EATTING STUFF IN REGULAR FORM AND NOT HAVING TO BLENS EVERYTHING I EAT I AM HOPING TO POST SOME PHOTOS SOON THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO IS STANDING BY ME THROUGH THIS IT GETS THOUGH SOMETIMES AND ITS ALL IN MY HEAD THEY TOLD ME I WOULD GO THROUGH THINGS LIKW THIS BUT IM GETTING THROUGH IT SONT BE AFRAIS TO SHOW SOME LOVE OR STOP BY TO CHAT KISSES TO ALL MY GREAT FRIENDS HERE ON CT NYCKI

Which Disney Character Alter Ego
OK......so I guess I'm like my mom!!! LMMFAO....read mine then go look at hers...It's kinda scary....first the combat/medic thing....now this....is that quiz rigged??? Is everyone the same???? You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. Peter Pan100%Goofy75%Donald Duck75%Pinocchio75%The Beast69%Sleeping Beauty56%Cinderella56%Cruella De Ville50%Ariel44%Snow White25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?

Keep Your Dreams
When your heart is broken from pain By one you thought was true And you feel like screaming hard Keep your dreams When sometimes the bridges may be many Hang on tight move forward Never give up my friend Keep your dreams When something tragic happens To turn your life all upside down Like when you lose a loved one Keep your dreams When there is a time you feel so alone You could not see the beauty And you see the rain Keep your dreams When you're trapped inside four walls So few can understand your needs They close off when you call Keep your dreams When darkness shows its face To take your sunshine away Just don’t be discouraged Keep your dreams When your trials are many It comes to you suddenly and you cannot prepare Stand up and learn to live again Keep your dreams When you feel that fates been kind of rough now But life’s not all just pretty stars that gleam Believe that you’ll truly make it somehow Keep your dreams

Our Cause
by Dr. William L. Pierce EVERY DAY, I receive letters from our members across the country as well as from people here in the Washington area who have attended our meetings in the past. These letters and questions indicate that there is still some uncertainty in people's minds as to what we are, what we believe, and what we intend to do. Questions, in other words, as to what it's all about. I want to try again tonight to answer these questions as clearly as I possibly can. I'm sure that one of the difficulties people have in trying to understand us is that they can't figure out quite how to categorize us. They're accustomed to putting everything they encounter in life into little, mental pigeonholes labeled right-wing, left-wing, communist, racist, and so on. And once they've done that, they think they understand the thing. Now the trouble is that we don't quite fit any of the customary pigeonholes. And that is because the doctrine of the National Alliance, the truth for which

Wrong Number
I just have to share the practical joke I just pulled on someone… I run a commercial lotto website and have an 800 number… Well there is a Nissan Dealer in California that has mistakenly put my 800 number on their webpage and I get wrong numbers a lot! Well, usually I do not answer the phone when I see it is from California because I know they want to know where their Nissan is ready… Well I just looked over and my called id said “WARNER BROTHERS” Come on!! I had to answer and I did… HELLO – IS THIS BUGS BUNNY!!!??? Guy says “What?” I said, “ Are you BUGS BUNNY? My phone says Warner Bros so I know it has to be bugs bunny calling me…” He laughed and I then told him I am sure he THOUGHT he was calling about his Nissan and I am just a lotto guy in Michigan…

Until That Wonderful Day
Trying to summon the words To describe this great magnificent Feelings of love I never thought I would feel this But I’m in love His words his advice He’s incredible He’s irresistible There is something His very existence Which surfaces my inner Most desires and emotions There is something about him That something is what I love As I sit here and writing My mind wanders afar I long for his presence I long to feel his softest kiss upon my dampened skin I know his love brings The most delicious emotions And heartfelt sighs It’s like a high voltage Runs up and down my spine I am sure Without a word Without a thought One look at him Sets my soul on fire How many times have I thought of him And the many things I’d like to do I may sound like a fool I can’t help I need him close to me Filling my soul and mind Until that wonderful day He could be mine

One Day Soon
Still though I close my eyes Perchance to sleep Perchance to dream Whenever I think of you Is a heaven it does seem For surely my heart feels you here As the breeze touching my skin And the blanket caressing my cheek If I take my hand And lay it cross my breast I find you beating there Pulsing in my chest Every beat is like a sign The air I breathe The sparkle in my eye Letting me know Love is not far away So a wish in my heart A prayer in my mind One day soon It never takes too long You will hold me In your arms

To Whom It May Concern
to whom it may concern i've got nothing left to say im just a bit confused a little more everyday its not to say im sorry or try to reason why i just had to say my bit and then i'll say goodbye for longer than a decade ive been bentup inside and when i think i'll straighten up more problems do i find the poeple i call friends are few to me indeed but at least i have a few to call on when i am in need i guess im trying to explain what you can now forsee my closest friend to me isnt even me i suppose its true what they say about how we judge ourselves but then again i like to think better than me than someone else so today i begin my journey down the beaten path and see whats in store for me im sure i'll have a laugh if laughter is the brightest side to this life i have to live i guess i cant complain too much for than its me who has to give so for you who sits and reads this i bid you an adoue so long, farewell, goodbye i'll see you sometime soon...

No One
There is no one quite like you No one could touch my heart Quite the way you do You’re unique in many ways When I feel lost and all alone You remind me you are there And when my tears just won’t stop You show how much you care From some place so far away I still hear your whispering I love you I hear you calling my name From all the directions It's something real and special Something solid something pure A message an answer So complete I’ve found my life How it is we found each other But I love you for reasons My mind can’t comprehend

Lord Hear My Cry
Here I am again Lord I pray for direction from you I cannot feel this sadness forever Please help me see this through Loneliness within my soul Hungering for love that’s true I have travelled many pathways And sometime I took a turn so wrong I have cried with bitter tears Because I felt I did not belong Please take away my tears Night is wearing on me Despair from past mistakes Help me stay strong I have dreams I want to come true To the place where bitters unknown Where heartaches And loneliness are all gone Lord hear my cry Hear my prayer Hear my plea

North Carolina
I am considering moving to North Carolina but the problem is that i have accumulated a lot of friends where i am. I don't want to just pack up and leave even though this puts me further away from my xtian family. I would also make sure my brother knew right off that i am not a Xistian nor will i ever have any interest in that religion which is another problem. I have my own particular church that i wan tot attend and that is Unitarian. Plus my grove. I just am a member so that is somethings else i worry about. I have friends here and if i left i would have to make new friends. Problems problems problems ANyways I plan to visit him for a week to check things out. Who knows it maybe nice. But still I want to think this over and talk to friends and gauge their opinions becaus their and my old brother's opinions matter the most to me. I couldn't care what my relatives think about any of this.

Recollection Of My Past
Memories floating through my mind As I turn the pages And each single thought A few bring smiles of happiness And some tears to the eye The view of my childhood Seen clearly at last I remember the house Where I was born I remember where I was used to swing I remember the adventure in the woods I remember with all The includes and excludes I remember my heart Starts to ache And then the tears come When I recall these memories As I go along life's way I find they grow more precious still With every passing day It's funny How some things never leave The corner of my heart When I am happy They are there When I am sad They are there When my spirit soars They are right there When tomorrow comes With whatever it may be I will not regret my yesterday For it belonged to me

Even Though
Even though our time is gonna be hard Even though our lives will change Even though we'll be so far apart Even though times will be rough Together we'll get through Just me and you Even though your leaving Even though we'll be 2 worlds apart Even though I'll miss you And you'll miss me Together we'll get through Just me and you Listen to me Listen to me baby Cause I know Together we'll get through Just dont forget I love you

Behind The Mask
She laughs and dances gracefully Anywhere anytime on stage She brings joy to everyone around In front of a crowd She paints a plastic smile in her face With a blue pencil her eyes twinkle A mask of plastic happiness Often covers her sadness She’s lonely but no one can tell She’s learning to use her mind To control her pain Nobody knows her fake smile Nobody knows she lies awake Nobody knows how much she’ll take As she cries herself to sleep As she prays the Lord her soul to keep When they see her All they see is her beautiful smile But behind a smile living a life in a lie Today she continues to dance She continues to laugh She continues to hope One day there will be no more Mask for her to wear One day she'll know Her place in this place One day this mask will be no more

Enigmatic Love
If you picked one star at a time out of the vast universe and wrote the words "I love you" across each one You could not accumulate enough stars to even put a dent in the immense amount of love my heart has already filed away in a special place reserved just for you If you counted each grain of sand on all the beaches of the world and then multiplied them by a million you still would not have the amount of love I feel for you If you pulled every blade of grass from God's created earth and lined them up end to end you still could not reach the amount of love I have for only you If you plucked every leaf from every tree and piled them up so high you still could not reach the height of my love for you If you added up all the stars in the sky all the grains of sand on the beaches all the blades of grass on this earth and all the leaves in the trees it still would not add up to the amount of deep love I hone

Butterflies...
I love this feeling... There is no way I could fake it Im smiling and laughing And for the first time in a long time I feel truly happy... My heart is doing flips And butterflies are in my stomach From the first time I laid eyes on him I didnt think Id ever like him... But then I got to know him And I felt this spark It lit up my world And now it wont go away... Hes so sweet and funny, Nice and kind Everything I want And hes even cute too.. There is something about him I just feel like I want be with him always I know it sounds dumb... Maybe even a little crazy Perhaps its just another crush But Im curious I want to explore the unknown Tread the dirt path And pray that what Im going towards... Is awesome I want to be his everything The girl he thinks about... The one he brags about The one he says that isnt hott But simply beautiful I want to be his different girl His one girl he cant live without. I want to be his girl But I

Joke Of Da Day!
A guy gets on a plane and finds himself seated next to a cute blonde. He immediately turns to her and makes his move. "You know," he says, "I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger. So let's talk." The blonde, who had just opened her book, closes it slowly and says to the guy, "What would you like to discuss?" "Oh, I don't know," says the guy, smiling. "How about nuclear power?" "OK," says the blonde. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow and a deer all eat the same stuff, grass. Yet the deer excretes little pellets, the cow turns out a flat patty, and the horse produces muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?" The guy is dumbfounded. Finally he replies, "I haven't the slightest idea." "So tell me," says the blonde, "How is it that you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

Dreams
I had a dream last night that upset me. I would post it, but i dont want to raise anything or i really honestly dont wanna talk about it. It wasnt a horrible dream, it was a really nice dream. Its just that it was so unrealistic that when I woke up it was just hard. I wrote it down and i rememeber it. but thats about as far as i wanna go with it. Not that people would actually read this blog or anything i just dont want someone to think that its expected.

I'm New Here!
Seems like this site is really cool. I'll have to play around more here!, hehe, I'm usually stuck in myspace, but I seem to like it more here, people are really to themself on myspace, here people seem to be more socialble, and I like that! -Roger that, Over and Out!

Poor Kid
Today, I witnessed the one thing I never ever wanted to witness and that was... Someone puking. We were all sitting in class when all of a sudden we heard this noise and we all go "What Spilled?" We look at Robert cuz we knew he hadn't been feeling good and realized there was barf all over the floor. Everybody jumped out of there seat and ran out of the room lol. My stomach has been in knots all freaking day! Thats one thing I have never been able to stand, is puking. I don't like to see anything come out of your mouth that shouldnt lol.

Being Bored
Hey im doing ok just bored. Sucks when you are injured and can't work. Well it give me time to catch up with things around the house update my profile on here so if ur reading this rate a few pics and I will get back to you asap thanx.

Bought A New Cd Lately?
You bought a new CD lately? Most of them now have that fancy copy protection on them, with the label that reads: "Warning, may not play on all CD players and devices." Thanks, guys. I just bought this CD, 'supporting the artist and industry' and it doesn't fucking work until I rip it and burn a copy. Now that's some great way to stop piracy. I see that the terrorists have successfully released the airborne retardation virus after all.

When The Net Was Down...
Yes yes, it’s true If you’re reading this then you’re among the first to know that I am indeed back, and that I have posted three blogs. Here’s the deal, I wrote this this morning. This being Wednesday morning. Because I knew there was a slim chance I could skip by my house in between job sites and drop a quick note to the net before skipping back out. So while I AM indeed back, I am also at work and will not be HERE till about 5 or 6 pm EST. In this blog will be just one “black section”. That is to say a section that I myself cannot even read well, and with good reason. It’s explained slightly at the end of this long ramble a little bit. And if you want to know more you must realize…all you need to do is ask. All told I think this “comeback” blog has 10 parts, and I’m going to post them time release because…well…it’s 8 typed pages. Yeah yeah I get bored and I go overboard I understand this. Just as I understand most if not all of you lead lives that you do not want to w

Survey Says 'ding':
1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name? I don't have one.. 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? White ones that I wear around my house when no ones home. .lol 3. What are you listening to right now NIN [in my head] 4. Whats your favorite number? 3 5. What was the last thing you ate? Turkey[the deli kind] sandwiches with hot fries and root beer 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Red 7. How is the weather right now? Sunny/cold 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Circuit city guy about my computer 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Lips, eyes 11. Do you drink? Yes 12. Do you smoke? No 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? Nope 15. Eye Color? Green with yellow spottsssss 16. Do you wear contacts? Nope 17. Favorite Holiday? I dunno anymore... 18. Favorite Month? Every month is the same. 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Yes 20. What was

Parking
I have a theory: Even if I park my car in the outermost reaches of a parking lot — in that secluded space at the end of a row so far away from civilization that logically, no one else in their right mind would ever want to park there when there is a plethora of other perfectly acceptable parking spots to choose from — someone will still decide to park their hulking, beat-up wreck of a car directly beside me. So close to me, in fact, that I am compelled to question their mental capacity (just how many brain cells are they missing?), their eyesight (did they not see the freshly painted, brilliantly white line disappear under their car when they pulled into the space?), and their general road-worthyness (if they don't realize that ten centimeters is not an acceptable distance to leave between two parked vehicles, how much space do they consider appropriate while merging onto the freeway?) After realizing that the situation leaves me no choice but to get in on the passenger side,

Random Survey Lol
TOTALLY FREAKIN RANDOM!!When last did u eat peanut butter?:Years ago, dont like it Was it on white bread or brown bread?:I dont know probably white (lol BROWN!!) What's you're opinion on sun-block?:Does exactly what it says on the tin Do you wear socks often?:yes! If so, how often do you change them?:Daily What about you're underwear?:Lol obviously change it daily :F What colour are you wearing right now?:Red and black Have you ever owned a cat?:I own a cat right now Just answer with whatever pops into your head, don't think about your answePineapple?:Cheese Beer?:Vodka Money?:Yes please Toenails?:Toes Dandruff?:Head and Shoulders Paper?:Cut Diary?:Where?? Secret?:I'm listening Apple juice?:Ewww Floor?:Sleep When last did you...Floss?:Yesterday i think Shower?:Today Eat?:Few Hours ago Kiss someone?:Today, on the cheek talk on the phone?:Few hours ago Swear?:Few minutes ago Are you..Male?:No Female?:Yes Do you like...

What Is Said In Your Eyes!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67%Eyes full of Pain50%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Straight Up!
Straight up. I take this rhyme a grade up G'd up From the feet up I found my place i kept my head up FuCC the dread no more pumpin led up No more death homie im fed up Stop trippin homie now shut up Had to stop before my life was cut up So if you fall cuz get yo ass up You'll get your chance homie dont pass up The opportunity....

A Property Dispute
One evening, after attending the theatre, two gentlemen were walking down the avenue when they observed a rather well dressed and attractive young lady walking ahead of them. One of them turned to the other and remarked, "I'd give $250 to spend the night with that woman." Much to their surprise, the young lady overheard the remark, turned around, and said, "I'll take you up on that offer." She had a neat appearance and a pleasant voice, so after bidding his companion good night, the man accompanied the young lady to her apartment. The following morning the man presented her with $125 as he prepared to leave. She demanded the rest of the money, stating "If you don't give me the other $125, I'll sue you for it." He laughed, saying, "I'd like to see you get it on these grounds." Within a few days, he was surprised when he received a summons ordering his presence in court as a defendant in a lawsuit. He hurried to his lawyer and explained the deta

Part 2 Of Missing The Navy
Courtesy of Bluejacket.com some of the best ways to simulate the navy at home) Have an electrician certify as "safe" and hang a tag on every electrical appliance you own, no matter if the appliance is brand new or if its own manufacturer claims it is up to safety standards. Place fire extinguishers on the bulkheads (walls) of your home at elbow level next to the door openings to conveniently rip your shirt. Stand in your living room with all the lights turned out except for one red light by which you read a small print book. On the hottest day of the year, have yoru local mechanic inspect all the fans and air conditioners per the MIM (maintenance instruction manual) for resistance to ground. When he finishes, have him announce "they failed the xyz and opq tests. I'm required to cut off all the plugs. four hours after you get into bed, have yoru spouse shine a flash light in your eyes and mumble "sorry, wrong rack" SIt in your car and let it run for four hours befo

Goshee
goshee has been going through alot these days. It is not good for the growth of the site knowin that 10-15 of the regs that come in were banned cause of some stupid shit. anyways, im not here to cpmlain about that. hell i dont knwo why im here bloggin about it. if u guys get the chance, then go to www.goshee.com

My Poetry
Little by litle she slipped away,but you weren't there to give her any reason to stay. Always there as she said she would be waiting for you,but you never came thru.Her feelings were honest and true but obviously it wasn't enough for you.You showed her time and again that she wasn't good enough and that she didn't matter to you.All you did was break her heart in two.Now she doesn't believe in love or happy ever afters.The fairy tale has ended those days are gone and she is all alone. written by: Bubbles

Job Application
This is an actual job application that a 17 year old boy submitted to McDonald's in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash. SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment.

For Those Friends That Wanna Know More About Me...
The COMPLETE About me survey!THE BASICSName:Adrienne Gender:female Age:about 21 1/2 Screen Name:it\'s on my profile if you want it Birthday:July 18th, 1985 Race:white School/Grade:struggling college student Job:none currently Status:um...? Hometown:Aurora, CO Current Town:Greeley, CO (ick) Parents Still Together?:nope Siblings:2 sisters Pets:my mom\'s cats Smoker:nope Drinker:yes Virgin:wow that\'s personal...yes I am :P Orientation:straight Drugs:nope APPEARANCEHair Color:brown Is It Dyed?:it used to be Eye Color:green Height:5\'6\" Style:whatever I wanna wear Glasses/Contacts/None?:none but I should get reading glasses for class and since I go online so often Freckles:nope Body Type:normal I guess Shoe Size:8 1/2 - 9

Hmmmm Okay... :)
okay so today I going to post a little note.. one of those things that just kinda hit you here and there... shortly before sitting down to the computer to get on here my daughter woke up from her nap... so I walked to her door and moved the gate for her to come out (she likes to wander out of her room so the gate keeps her out of trouble :) ) and I just watched her stumble out of her room and walk around something on the floor still half asleep and stumbling... it was just adorable.... I have little times like that where it just brings a smile to my face and makes me say man.. I love being a mom :) the little smiles giggles hugs and kisses make everyday worth the road I took to get here :)

Your Sexual Hidden Talent Is
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Old Ladies N Condoms
Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel: You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. "Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel." The pharmacist fainted.

I Am Nature's Greatest Miracle
Since the beginning of time Never has there been another with my mind, my heart, my eyes, my ears, my hands, my hair, my mouth. None that came before, none that live today, and none that come tomorrow can walk and talk and move and think exactly like me. All men are my brother yet I am different from each. I am an Unique creature. I am Nature's greatest miracle. I am not on this earth by chance, I am here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand. henceforth I will apply all my efforts to increases my knowledge of God , mankind and myself. I will see constantly to improve my manners and graces. I am Natures greatest miracle No Beast,no plant, no wind, no rain, no rock, no lake had the same beginning as I , for I was conceived in love and brought forth with a purpose. Nature knows not defeat. Eventually she emerges victorious and so will I, with each victory the next struggle becomes less difficult. GegiCluc

My Angel Of Love
Hey its not frinshed but i need help with it if u can i would love ideas on the poem thanks My angel of love come to me my angel of love keep me safe my angel of love come to my call of love and faith. My angel of love hear my words my angel of love come to me so I may whisper my hearts secrets to you. My angel of love I wish I could have you close to hold me tight. My angel of love I need you to show me the way back to love. My angel of love I need you to help me get out of my heartache and pain. My angel of love come to me and show me that you love me and want me near. My angel of love all i want is to be loved and kept safe. My angel of love i hope to be able to give you my heart and love. My angel of love i hope we may have a future of love and happiness. My angel of love i have one dream and that is that i hope i have found my soul mate at last.

Be My Valentines:)
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted

Story Of Marley
I've tossed a few photos of my dog up, so I figured I'ld tell a little history on him. When I found him he was about 3 months old (only able to guess from his size) and being kicked around by two crack heads on the sidewalk. People walked by, ignored the dog yelling. I'll never recommend it, since it was risky as hell but something snapped inside. I took my entire 4' 11'' foot 110 lbs self straight up to them and demanded the dog or I was calling the cops, waving my cell phone screaming. They were probably afraid of the scene and decided not to risk anyone else calling the cops, so they requested $ 15 dollars to pay for the leash 'since the mutt's not worth anything anyway'. I took the matted and shivering mass home and began the process of rehab. It took 36 hours of slow shaving and trimming over three days to remove all the mats in his hair. His eyes and sides of his mouth were matted shut, his tail was matted to his hip so it couldn't wag and his legs were matted to his be

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY ........... When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's

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True Love Is!!!
True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines.

Destiny?
Destiny where do I find you? Destiny where Can I look for you? Destiny where are you hiding? Why are you hiding from me? Destiny what do you have for me? Destiny what are my options? Destiny which door is open for me? Destiny which door should I go in to find out what you have for me? Destiny does my future looks bright or dark? Destiny do you have anything for me that I might want? Destiny can I get any satisfaction from you? Destiny are you my friend? Destiny can you feel my hearts desires?

All These Friends And Fans..and Still Behind ?? Interesting
OK YEPP I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST AND I NEED BOMBERS !!! NAME OF CONTEST IS "WHO WANTS TO MARRY BEN DOVER" IT'S GUNNA BE A FUN ONE. IT STARTS JAN.10(WED.) AND WILL GO UNTIL JAN.31(WED) SO PLEASE ANY FREE TIME YOU WANNA SPEND BOMBING WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO ME. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA. XOXOX

Attenuating Growth In Children
The case of the “pillow angel” has drawn worldwide attention. The case refers to Ashley a mentally disabled 9-year-old girl with the mental capacity of a 3 month old. She is neurologically and cognitively impaired. To keep her manageable her parents consulted geneticists, pediatricians and many other doctors to decide on available treatments to improve the quality of life of their child. Each treatment was decided upon and discussed with lawyers and an ethics committee of 40 people. A combination of treatments were decided upon including a hysterectomy, breast bud removal and an appendectomy. Then high-doses of estrogen were administered over the course of 2 years to keep her at small stature - 4’5”. Reasoning of Treatments Hysterectomy – To keep Ashley from having menstrual cycle and the pains associated with menstruation and to prevent the possibility of pregnancy. Breast Bud Removal – Big breasts run on both sides of Ashley’s family, the removing of the breast buds will

My Tattoos
I have: Perfectly(right wrist) Flawed(left wrist) celtic knot(upper right shoulder) sun, star, moon(upper left shoulder) broken heart half black(left breast) 3 leaf clover(below belly button Redneck Girl(below belt line) Japanese dragon w/skull & flames(right calf) Devils hand giving thumbs up w/evil carved on the knuckles and smoke curling out(left thigh) Chinese demon(lower left calf) Egyptian Ankh w/tribal(upper left calf) Arch angel micheal holding an angel and someother things meaning no matter how many times I fall there will be someone to catch me(back) Chinese characters sisters of living death for an old friend long gone, meaning no matter how bad things get I will never be alone(lower back) A few crappy ones too. Will be adding to this I am sure

Everyone Needs Someone!!
People need people and friends need friends And we all need love for a full life depends Not on vast riches or great acclaim, Not on success or on worldy fame, But just in knowing that someone cares And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers- For only the knowledge that we're understood Makes everyday living feel wonderfully good, And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need When we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heed The outstretched hand reaching to find A kindred spirit whose heart and mind Are lonely and longing to somehow share Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware That life's completeness and richness depends On the things we share with our loved ones and friends

Beign Nice Does Get You Somewhere
So I ordered a pair of shoes the other night from www.stevemadden.com Got my first pair tonight and I noticed the boot box was all taped and destroyed. Humm I thought that couldnt be good. When I pulled them out of the shoe box they were scuffed in places so bad the leather was actually torn. So I called the 1-800 number and was nice and polite the whole time. They are going to reship me another pair of boots even though the ones I got were clearance and it states no returns or refunds on clearance items. See you do get alot more with sugar and honey than piss and vinegar. I only wish some of my patients could learn this. There is no point in the world for you to scream at the pharmacy staff b/c you dont like the price of your drugs. Its not up to us. We submit claims to your insurance company and they actually print that nifty little label we use to scan your scripts or ring you up depending on your pharmacy.

Daily Devotional 1/10/07
A Cherokee Feast of Day by Joyce Sequichie Hifler Know that you are not the only one to ever feel humiliation and pain. There is nothing new under the sun. Many have been through this valley and they understand what you are having to bear. Never lose faith because you asked and did not receive. We can ask amiss, but more than likely we are edged out by a subtle something we do not recognize as danger. As remote as it seems, this experience will pass. This time and place and reason cannot be stolen when the space is filled with praise, because praise is giving. ~ We always give the Great Spirit something. I think that is good. ~ BLACKFOOT - CROW CHIEF -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 10 "We cannot escape remembering the important things that have happened, and we cannot escape the awareness of the important things that have not happened." --Ralph Salisbury, CHEROKEE There is a M

British Tv Channel Readies Fictional Drama About War-crimes Trial For Tony Blair
British TV channel readies fictional drama about war-crimes trial for Tony Blair Raphael G. Satter Associated Press Writer Jan. 10, 2007 12:00 AM LONDON (AP) - The British TV channel behind "Death of a President" - a drama in which U.S. President George W. Bush was assassinated - is throwing a similar fictional spotlight on its own leader, Tony Blair: After retiring, the prime minister faces a possible war-crimes trial. "The Trial of Tony Blair," which airs on Jan. 15, takes place in 2010: Hillary Clinton is the new U.S. president, and Gordon Brown, Blair's finance minister, has taken over as prime minister. Blair, haunted by the continuing carnage in Iraq, is tormented by an obsession with his legacy that blinds him to the looming threat of an indictment by the International Criminal Court. Blair is played by respected British actor Robert Lindsay. Channel 4, the broadcaster that operates the digital channel More4, said the show was a "comedy-drama," which would have so

Here It Goes
Wow spent all day packing up, yuck, have the tang packed down to take a few things down tomorrow and come Friday we are moving to NC, oh I so hate moving lol. Unpacking is not bad, but packing up sucks, lol. Once we get settled in going to get my dog fixed so he will stop humping everyone lol. But yea so tired and headed out early in the morning, would be great to have 9 big guys to help unload or even load, lol. Kisses Alyse ]

School
well every one I just started colloge and I am finding that I do not have much free time. so this is to let everyone know I am well and I am thinking about you.(you know whom you are) Untill I get some extra time you will not see me about the site. Take care and may the fates be kind to you and yours. Tricko

Confession Of Dumbditude...?
Ok, I won't lie. My neigbor && friend, was a drug lord. And a pimp. He was an awesome guy. Always broke... But always awesome. I hung out with him every moringing before he went to work...his day job anyways. And when he got home, we'd chill. Now this I find fucking unbelieveable. I was titled his 'beer bitch' Cuz when he asked for a beer (more like screamed about wanting one) I was the only one who would always go get it. He kept it in the fridge...top shelf. Now heres the FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE part!!! When he was kicked out...(still miss him) My moms friend found his fridge Absolutely stuffed to capacity WITH COCAINE!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL?????????? I must be loosing my mind. I was in that fridge, EVERY DAY!!! Several times a day being as he was a drunk!! Ta hell is wrong with me??? LOL Moral of the story, When you know a drug lord got evicted, Search his house and steal all the cocaine from his fridge before the cops find it. More apparent moral of the

Nathan
ilost my son Nathan on 15 Dec 06,he was just 17,i want 2 make everyone out there aware that epilepsy can be fatal and to find out more on this condition if it effects u or ur family.jst tap in "epilepsy" on ur pc.these kids need more protection than u think,take care,a heartbroken dad.if i can help,drop in anytime,kieran.

Dean
So the RHA of my hall is a total and complete a**hole. He came up and broke up my room and the girls from across the halls hanging out. I mean we were sitting there eating ice cream, and one of the girls who is going for massage therapy, well she was giving one of the guys from our hall a back massage. But he came up and was telling us to get out of the hall and get back into our rooms. It was only 12:30. It was not late, and we don't have any rules about not hanging out in the halls. But I guess he just made one up. Freakin a**holes.

Wolfgang Fortner
Spent much of today listening to music, napping- needed that- and translating (and adding to :) ) an article about Wolfgang Fortner from German for the English Wikipedia. (My German isn't good and it will need further work, but I decided that of all the biographies I'd identified as "projects", his was among the more needed, with about a dozen students who already have articles on the site, and some 30,000 google hits.)

Pisces And Libra "astrology Match"
Pisces and Libra Pisces and Libra is one of those strange but beautiful combinations, usually brought together by fate, rather than by conscious choice. Pisces, rule by fortunate Jupiter and imaginative Neptune, naturally loves to be of service to Libra, and in turn Libra loves to share creative resources with the appreciative Fish. If your Libran lover resists the temptation to take advantage of you and you learn to trust and respect the airy Scales, you can build a human bridge between the planet of love, Venus, and her higher octave, Neptune. Libra, the Scales, is a Cardinal Sign and Pisces, the Fishes, is a Mutable Sign. This places Libra in a natural position of leadership with the happy-to-follow-along Fish. Yet Pisces is in a hidden position of power with Libra, as Libra can be easily knocked out of balance by your subtle moods and manipulations. People often underestimate the strength of the seemingly fragile and submissive Fish, but you have more strength than any of u

What Type Of Drunk Are You?
You are an insane drunk You tend to lose all inhibitions when you are drunk and just go with the flow. You are highly entertaining to all of your friends, with all of your crazy antics. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Now I'm Getting Nervous......
My harley class starts tomorrow.... shouldn't be too bad.. only bookwork, but the hard work starts at 6:45 a.m. on Saturday... hopefully I will come back in one piece!! I sure hope I don't drop the bike any.. that would be totally embarrassing!!! Wish me luck!

Omgosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i have been wanting to get my hair colored red for a long time...i have a pale complexion, so i figured it'd work out for me. today i went through with it and got my mom to color my hair. not a mistake now mind you. i just didnt think it would turn out the color that it did (cranberry) and i sooooooooo love it. makes me look like a cross between a gothic chick and a punk rocker. lol suits my wild side i spose. kitty will soon take pics and post them and you all let me know what you think bout the hair... *hugz & kissez* to all my friends

Respect
People stop and stare they just don’t understand Where’s the respect and privacy that once we all shared? So what if this girl says Master or Sir to her loved? What business is it of there’s? This girl might wear bruises and keep her head down But no way as she defeated nor doing anything wrong She loves her life and the way he leads her No other would compare Only others in lifestyle would understand. The love and respect as tenfold What vanilla people have Nothing can compare The excitement and sensual aspects Are beyond rival Let us live our lives Like we let you live yours Don’t judge what you don’t understand Don’t point fingers because we all know You don’t care Talking about others And fixing there lives Just makes you feel your Poor vanilla world is Better So judge us if you must Stare all you want Because this girl knows The truth you wish you Could do the things we do…..

Relationships
so right now, im think im with a girl and she is so beautiful and funny and sweet. and i love her. but everytime i get close to someone, they end up hurtin me. i don't know if its going to happen this time, but somethings make me nervous. she said she loves me. i hope its the truth. i love her so much

The Vanir
They are race of gods, who were frequently at war with the Aesir, but later reconciled and dwelt with them in Asgard. The Vanir correspond to fertility, prosperity, eroticism and magic. They are more gentle and concerned with matters of nature and fertility. And they are Aegir, Bragi, Frey, Freya, Heimdall, Hnossa, Holde, Idunna, Nanna, Nerthus, Njord, Ostara, Ran, Skadi, Svol, and Ullr.

Newest Poem Today
Self centered and full of pride Forgotten spirit born and died Bereft of hope unreachable fool Losing the moments greatest jewel Belief to be above all distain Yet alone and left to feel the pain Of erring judgment a living lie Pity the fool who’s spirit did die For lack of knowledge and of love Lost soul seeking answers above Yet living the day with eyes so blind Unable to know the greatest find One moment lived one with all Truly pride leads us to the fall Only in sharing this moment in peace Will life be a joy and salvation release The burden of loads carried beyond due To let go of the past and enjoy the new Free of self and isolation within Without a doubt pride is the greatest sin By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Fuckin Bush.....not What You Think Pervs
so i'm getting ready to watch the new episode of bones where they get buried in a car right......fuckin president bush comes on and just takes up the whole hour long set with his news that he's sending thousands upon thousands of more troops over to iraq to insure that all the troops can come home sooner.........yeah...........um.............BULLSHIT!!!!! fuckin tard not only did he make more mothers,brothers,sisters,children,wives,husbands,friends, and various other family members and people just really pissed off but he also ruined bones for me...........ASSHOLE!!! VOTE DEMOCRATIC OR INDEPENDANT!!!!! thank you for your time brandy

I See It In Your Smile { Kalvin Jones }
I see into your smile And it warms me inside, No fear in my eyes I've no need to hide. I see into your smile It lights up my way, It's a brand new start To a wonderful day. I see into your smile And it's then that I know, Nothing bad comes my way For I live in your glow. I see into your smile And it fills me with life, I then remain focused On becoming your wife. I see into your smile And it's welcoming brush, It's like the soft gentleness Of your warm loving touch. I see into your smile The way it lights up your eyes, I'm so filled with wonder And I then realize... The warmth and the love Found within your smile, Gives me hope for our future And makes the wait all worthwhile. I long to give back The same in my smile, And pray that your soul Feels equally beguiled. For as much as you love me I love you even more... Then any love You've ever known before. Within your loving smile I forever reside, No more running For there's no need to hide. Cow

Code Of The Nine
The Nine Noble Virtues of Asatru: 1.Courage, Bravery, Standing up for what you believe in. 2.Truth- Honesty in all things both to yourself & to others. 3.Honor- To do as you say and to act upon your convictions. 4.Troth- Loyalty to the self, family, friends, & the Gods & Goddesses. 5.DISCIPLINE Self--Rule- Judgment & Self Control to govern yourself by your convictions. 6.Hospitality- To freely share your gifts with others. 7.Industriousness- To work wholeheartedly both hard & intelligently. To keep thinking & growing as a person. 8. Self-Reliance. Rely on others as infrequently as you possibly can. But don’t be afraid to ask for help when you need it! 9.Perseverance- Don't give up at what you do until you feel it is completed & done well. The Nine Charges 1. To maintain candour and fidelity in love and devotion to the tried friend: though he strike me I will do him no scathe. 2. Never to make wrongsome oath: for great and grim is the reward f

For P.i.t.a. Loves Peyton On Cherry Tap
Sharing Sitting I find true peace inside Healing blue water flowing energy a gift to guide... Sharing this feeling Holding gently Letting go Releasing electric blue love to warm and heal every single sentient soul... 1.10.07 James C Leveroni

15 Things You Probably Never Knew Or Thought About
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude r

Lmfao
HAHAHAHAHAH ISNT MY SISTER SUCH A LADY?? ..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ςоооооо мūсн вaвy ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: I have to terd LOL x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: lmfao ..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ςоооооо мūсн вaвy ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: haha these pills make me constaly poop x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: lmfao i should post this in a blog mwhaha ..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ςоооо&#

Thoughts
Why no matter how good life can be can you be so sad?How everything every little thing makes you depressed or sad? Thats me to a T I can't help it like right now I am so sad I just can't take it no more. And yes I do have reason to be like this not having my own home not having my kids here. But also other things have made me sad today just certain things that were said that just rubbed me the wrong way. Things I know better than to let bug me but for some reason I can't stop them from bugging me.

Ratings Please Repost
Hello and Good Evening to all... I was sitting here thinking about all the ratings I have been giving and not getting any in return... I like to help people get there ratings up and I would also like to get mine up as well... I am sure that I anm not the only one who feels this way, If you feel the same way PLEASE REPOST, Dont get caught being the last one to hold this in your hands...DONT LET THE LOVE STOP WITH YOU!!! Take Care my CT Friends and always REMEMBER YOU HAVE A FRIEND when someone is willing to give you the shirt off their Back.. Jim (Taz) Malone Please CUT and Paste and add your name to this list.

Guy Facts
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Go Figure.....
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy81%The Beast81%Ariel63%Sleeping Beauty63%Peter Pan56%Pinocchio56%Donald Duck50%Cruella De Ville38%Snow White38%Cinderella31%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

For You...
for you, i would dance and dance. for you i would romance and romance. for you i would sing and sing for you i would sweetness bring. for you, i wear red lipstick. for you i promise no trick. for you i would bare my soul and expect no gold. for you, i love and love as pure as white doves. for you i give and give and for you, i live. for you i tell my secrets and for you, there are no regrets. for you i give away my heart and i promise to never depart. for you i would die and for you, never lie. for you i would cease to breathe and never shall i deceive. for you i would love for you i would love. for you i would cry and cry if you should ever die. for you i would die with you and no there would not be two, but one ever after and always i would be one with you.......

Kinky Or Not?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Blind Folds83%Bondage75%Whips58%Biting58%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Dreams
It was late in the evening when I finally drifted off to sleep this evening. I had been up late working remotely and lost track of the time. I chose to put my laptop away and curl into the bed for some much needed sleep, around 1:30 am. The evening was fairly still the window was open allowing a gentle breeze to drift in as sounds from the outside world muttered away in the background. The faint sound of the cars off the motorway a good distance away, the pitter patter of the starlings moving around on my porch in search of a snack; all began to lull me to sleep. Before too long, I was sound asleep and beginning to dream of the time I spent with her when we were in Italy. My subconscious mind was feeding off of my emotions, and playing on the fact that I missed having her around so much. It was like losing the other half of my soul and trying to find a balance with her gone. As the dream state took over me completely, having fallen deep to sleep within moments of lying down, I coul

I Thought As I Had Finished Work Early Today...
I thought as I had finished work early today, I would have a hot relaxing bath. I started up the water for my bath, when I heard a knock at the door. It was Sarah. "Hi, I know this is unexpected, but I thought I'd drop by". She looked a bit lost, so I took pity and let her in. I had planned for a nice relaxing night with no interruptions, finally some time alone. It had been such a long week and I was so tired of people. Sarah was nice and hopefully she wouldn't stay for long. I showed her in, feeling a bit of resentment, I couldn't help but want to make her feel a little bad, making her realize she was interrupting me. "I was just looking forward to a nice hot bath". "I am sorry," she said. I sighed, as I do like her, her gentle features melt me every time she smiles. "No, it's all right", it is rude for me to have a bath while you are here. I head for the bathroom, her right behind me and start running the water again. I feel she staring at me. She leans against the sink and

Hey Hey Hey
Well, life is good and busy. I'm hoping to party some tommorrow or maybe Friday night. I think I need to blog more just for fun. I can't say I have money really. I have very weak paychecks, but I've been enjoying the little things in life. I figured going to the gym would be a good investment for the New Year. I really do feel healthier and happier working out. I've stopped drinking so much soda as well. I've actually cut it out all together. I'm not online as much now. I just try to sleep more at night and not so much during the day. Well thank you to all my friends in here. Drop a line if you like.

The Big Five...
Big Five Word Test Results Extroversion (32%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. Accommodation (72%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex). Orderliness (64%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun. Emotional Stability (35%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Inquisitiveness (38%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress. Take Free Big Five Word Choice Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com GUESS I NEED TO WORK ON SOME THINGS!

Nighty Night Folks!!!
Ok, I am peeling my eyes away. I have to be up bright and early...well actually it's always still dark out. So, dark and early. I hope that there will be many more long legged pics in my inbox when I get up tomorrow morning! Like late Christmas! If you have no idea what I'm talking about, see my previous blog "Longest Legs on Cherry". Cheers and many many Beers! BeerQueen

Lovestories!
I believe that the lovestories are like travelling by train, journeys on the train. And when I see all these travelers sometimes I would like to be one of them. Why do you believe that so many people wait on the train in the station. Why you believe people are stressed so much about arriving too late. I tend to think that the best thing about love relationship is the beginning. why do you think people end there lovestories, it's just to enjoy a new beginning.

Teddy's Playhouse
WELCOME TO TEDDY'S PLAYHOUSE THIS IS AN AWESOME LOUNGE http://cherrytap.com/mylounges.php?motd=4992 (repost of original by 'Garrett/TEDDYBEAR/n&n bncr/goondock bncr/Mouth/owner of TP/TIGER' on '2007-01-10 20:10:40')

I Confess
My Confessions.... -I bite my nails -I have road rage...like a soccor mom on meth -I wear my heart on my sleeve -When I'm at home I wear an afro lol -Animal in the the bedroom -I don't let the "man" keep me down -I was called coffee in high school...ask me why? -I'm obessed with Adult Swim -I like to watch cartoons with my kids -I have nightmares about my Mom's cat, diva -There is a ghost in my Mom's house. It always opens the screen door at 9:15 -I hate drama, but it seems to find me all the time -I want, but despise, a "normal" family -I've become what I hate -I can never fall asleep -When I think about the future, I have a panic attack. -I miss the old me -I think I drink too much -I smoke when my nerves are bad -I want a tat and more peircings -I named my daughter after a R&B singer -I HATED grammer in school *explains alot* -And I can't spell -Guys seem to peg me "realtionship" matieral. I fucking hate that!

~~read This If You Are Discontented~~
Discontented? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67% of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69% of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I starting thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4% of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers as we move through each state? Or possibly the hundreds of clean and safe motels we would find along the way that can provide temporary she

Who/what Were You In A Previous Life
Whatwho were you in your previous life? (Many outcomes and pics) You were a musician/composer in your previous life! You filled the world with the powerful emotions induced by your song. As a result, you have most likely retained your interest in music in this life, and will seem to have a strange natural ability. Some may see you as a bit strange at times, but they admire your genius in both the areas of music and of math. Be careful - many musicians end up in a situation of poverty or heartbreak - even after tremendous success.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Just Not My Day!
Have tried to get a pic and phone says it does not have mms! It used to! Will have to check with the service to see what is wrong. Those who require to see a salute before adding as a friend...well *shakes head* so be it! I tried and if you cannot see who is real by the person....! I will keep you folks in my prayers! Read my signature quote in my profile. It just pains me to have to put conditions on a friendship!

Patron Family
BLÅZE•INFAMOUS®¹³ **PATRON FAMILY**' spewed forth the following at '2007-01-10 21:24:31'.. > > PLEASE SHOW EVERYONE HERE SOME LOVE.... > > BLÅZE•INFAMOUS®¹³ **PATRON FAMILY**@ CherryTAP > > ♥Stephalicious♥**Nightshaidd's C.T. Wifey Pew Pew Pew ** ♥PATRÓN FAMILY♥@ CherryTAP > > blahidontlikeyou ok thats a lie i really love everyone~PATRON FAMILY~@ CherryTAP > > OxOxJilliciousxOxO**Nicos CT Wifey**AKA His Anamia**PATRON FAMILY**@ CherryTAP > > Angelique; Heaven's Princess - Nipples-Patron family- add rate fan me please@ CherryTAP > > ChelseaRose*Patron_Family*@ CherryTAP > > Shortii2Sweet - Luciano`s CT Wifey [♥Patron Family♥]@ CherryTAP > > Տтacíє@ CherryTAP > > Babyshoes**PATRON FAMILY**@ CherryTAP > > Jennifers CT Husband !!Patron Family!!

Homesick
Well, I'm just sittin' here feelin' totally sorry for myself... How can I be homesick when I'm at home? I'll tell you. I have no family in this town, other than my two girls who live with me. I have my hubbie, his kids, his mom, and the rest of his family and I have some good friends, but it's just not the same. My nearest relatives are a couple of hours away! Mostly, I miss my old friends from down home. I bonded with them for so many years... there's just no replacing them, and no substitute for the real thing. I remember my past and it's all so far away... A few of them I still talk to via the internet, but that's nothing like kicking back and shootin' the shit with them. Hell, some of them have kids I've never seen in person, only in pictures... Most of my old friends, I haven't heard from in years. I'm a four-year+ sober drug addict. I can't go back. So, some of them I've had to say good-bye to forever. They haven't cleaned up their act, and I can't be around that life

:(
I'm just sitting here wondering what I'm going to do with myself. Years ago... I was in the Marine Corps... and during boot camp... I fell from a rope climb and hurt my back. So, I got a DOG discharge. Needless to say... doctors couldn't find anything wrong with me... so, I've suffered with back pain for years. Within last few months... my back's been getting worse. I've been losing feeling in my left leg and keep falling a lot. My doctor told me I had to stop working so that he could run tests to find out what's going on. Well, here I sit broke and he still hasn't done anything. I'm going to see a new doctor Friday and he's planning on taking new xrays and an NRI. This doctor thinks I might either have a pinched nerve or nerve damage. So, now I sit here and wonder what I'm going to do if it's bad... and doctor tells me I can't work anymore. I mean... I know if that's the case I could get disability or SSI... but, that'll screw up all my future plans. I'd love to own a hous

So Now I'm A Stalker
This is in response to her blong.... I'm a stalker but your the one thats always coming to MY page. Whats wrong TONYA aka ISLAND GIRL,(wait, that name sounds familiar....oh yea you copied your friend's myspace name..How original) You don't want these people to know the real you? Don't you want them to know that your "boyfriend" is really your ex? And Your jealous of ANYONE that calls or talks to him? I want you to try and kill me...You better stay your puney fuckin skank ass down pellegrin st. before you get hurt...how do i show up everywhere you go? you don't go anywhere and I AM ALWAYS WORKING! Wow I went to the same fucking New Years Party as you...Yep I was stalking you I went with my REAL BOYFRIEND (til i dumped him) and My Sister...You need to grow up! I don't do you a fucking thing. And I'm still waiting for the cops to steal my laptop...ticktock ticktock, its been over 5 months now lmao. At least I don't try to overdose when i get into an arguement with someone. Then go drin

Our Computer Friends Poem
I don't know who wrote the poem below -- whether it was one of our CT folks, or they simply put it in a bulletin. It seems that I may have read this once in an email I have received before, but I cannot recall. No matter though. I simply thought it would be nice to share with you. Enjoy!!! :D ************************************************** We sit and we type and we stare at our screens, We can't help but wonder what all of this means. With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze, On an infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we are

Hump Day Blessings
Has everyone had a good Wednesday???? Hosted by CherryTagz.com (Love some of these new comment designs...) :D My day hasn't been too bad. I got some leads on some additional part-time work, although I would love to have one job with all the benefits and the bucks. At least, there are some leads and we'll just see where it all pans out. I count even the small blessings towards to my good days because, if you take all the small blessings and add them all up, eventually, they add up to a huge blessing!! May you also be blessed this week -- even if in very minute blessings that may come your way!!!

Hoboken Needs Dope
So, at work yesterday, Hoboken ordered Dope, pulling lube and 2 cockblocking tools. When I was done laughing, I realized that they didnt order the draincock backseat. These are all actual products, related to plumbing. All day ... all heard throughout the warehouse .. Hoboken needs dope!

Happy Yet Feel Bad.
I have been off and on with a guy since September as most of you know. We both love each other yet have had trouble making things work. Well I went on a date last Saturday. The next day I went out with this guy I have been off and on with. We decided to try once more. He was going to move out of the country but decided to stay for me. He is wonderful with my son and seems perfect for me. So that is the happy part. The other part has to do with the guy I went out with. He is a really nice guy. I really enjoyed being with him. In fact if my boyfriend had moved I think this other guy and I might have had something. I just feel really bad about how it happened. I tried to be nice about it and I was honest with him with out having to give details. I know he is not all heart broke over it as it was only one date but I still feel bad because I do like him. It's just that I am head over heels with this other guy. Ok now I am done venting.

Busy Week
This week has been very busy for us. Adam started school Monday, Monday night was our first parenting class together, and that went well. Yesterday I had a job interview at the grocery store we shop at, and they're looking for a cake decorator with experience (which sux, cuz I wanna work in the bakery/deli section). Today, I met with my case worker so she could place me at a job site, and she is having me do clarical work there at where she's working, and she's also going to find me an actual job as a clarical reseptionest type of person. She's just trying to find me a job that isn't involving much moving around, bending and lifting, because of my injured left knee. Then at 4 pm, I met with my psychitrist Brent Hoppe, and that went well. Trinity found his goodie drawer in his office, and was grabbing granola bars, lollie pops, corn, and all sorts of other things. She was even kind enough to offer her Gerber Graduates Vegtable crackers. We talked about mine and Adam's relationsh

Seducing Myself
my head reeks of you the thick scent of your lush hair twirls around my frontal lobe my parietal lobe my cortex the penguin says, "peck it out peck it out" or maybe "scrah pah raah scrah pah raah" his pointy beak his beady eyes beastly against all the minions of God. the holy words are spoken, "I am the monkey the monkey! that is I! these fingers these thumbs these nose hairs I AM THE MONKEY!" my tongue looks like you the shape of your hips curving around my taste buds my teeth my uvula the penguin says, "peck it out peck it out" his black suit shining in antarctic cold his orange feet tapping the beat on my icey soul the holy words are spoken again, "I am the monkey! the monkey THAT is i! these toes these ankles these boils on my ass I am the monkey!" 11:01 PM -

Porn Producer Gets 15-year Prison Term
Porn producer gets 15-year prison term Niskayuna man also appeared with girls in movies at home studio By MICHELE MORGAN BOLTON, Staff writer Click byline for more stories by writer. First published: Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ALBANY -- A former stay-at-home dad who filmed and "starred" in sex movies with teenage girls was sentenced to 15 years in prison Tuesday. The sentencing of Abraham Pearson, 49, of Niskayuna, follows his June guilty plea to 21 counts of a 74-count indictment that charged he possessed and produced the sex movies. He was one of two Schenectady County men to plead guilty to child pornography this week. Richard Scrom, 52, of 1 Queens Drive -- who traded graphic child pornography images in 2004 with an e-mail buddy who was actually an undercover police officer in Utah -- pleaded guilty Monday before U.S. District Judge Thomas J. McAvoy to one count of possession of child pornography. Pearson, whose Orchard Park Drive home was raided in 2003 after Niskayuna police rec

Chi Town
You see I'm from Chi-Town aka Chicago, where the name speaks for itself. I'm from the CHI where everybody on the move. From the windy city where we talk fast forget chopped and screwed. Where it's cutlass, caprice, chevy or regal. with them nines, tecs mossburg shotties and eagles. speaking of eagles, we the true home of McNabb. Jordan, Ludacris, Dee Brown, Da Brat, Kanye West, John Legand and even R Kelly. And we hit up the WELLS, THE ICKYS and washingtion park for fun. and we so hood, kids can't walk to school without guns. Plus we da only niggas that even mess with mild sauce on chicken eat Jew Town polishes, Remas, maxwells and Harolds chicken. even riding in funeral lines you gotta worry about slugs. The gang origiantors, NO CRYPTS OR BLOODS. Ride wit AMBROSE, GD'S, SD'S, BD'S, FOES, MOES, AND SOULS VICE LORDS, LATIN KINGS, SPANISH COBRAS AND MO' El RUKINS, MAFIAS, DRAGONS, UNKNOWNS AND BREEDS Trust me we got the number of yo' gangs times 3. Lar

Do It Again
Well I'd snap to attention if I thought that you knew the way I'd open my mouth to find something smart to say I bought a stack of books I didn't read a thing It's like i'm sitting here, waiting for birds to sing let's do it again come on, come on, let's do it again please, please, let's do it again come on, come on, let's do it again The hum of the clock is a far away place The azalea air holding your face You're lying down and the moon is sideways (the hearts of the cold, it never gets old) It's like i'm sitting here waiting for birds to sing I spend all my energy staying up right and I like the masking noise quiet of your breathing nearby let's do it again come on, come on, let's do it again please, please, let's do it again come on, come on, let's do it again I want you lazy science I want some peace Are you the future Show me the keys I spend all my energy walking up right and I like the masking noise quiet of your breathing nearby When I

Population Me
Yeah it sucks when you think you are on top of the world and then the rush of feeling important fades away in the blink of an eye. so I'll cut to the chase and say that I am gonna take time off of here until I get the proper respect and attention I deserve.

The Liger
This is a small article about a Liger in a Wildlife institute in Florida. On a typical day he will devour 200 LBS of meat, usually beef or chicken, and is capable of eating 100 LBS at a single setting. At just three years old, Hercules already weighs half a ton. He is the unintentional result of two enormous big cats living close together at the Institute of Greatly Endangered and Rare Species, in Miami, Florida, and already dwarfs both his parents. "Ligers are not something we planned on having," said institute owner Dr Bhagavan Antle.. "We have lions and tigers living together in large enclosures and at first we had no idea how well one of the lion boys was getting along with a tiger girl, then lo and behold we had a Liger." These two cats don't normally have the opportunity to breed in the wild, as most lions live in Africa and most tigers in Asia. He is a 50mph runner... Not only that, but he likes to swim, a feat unheard of among water-fearing lions. In the

Golf Any One?
Rules for Bedroom Golf -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to

Introduce Her To Knky
you like wearing a thong when you go to dinner? Or being tied up and spanked? Well, you’re certainly not alone. The trouble is, in our oh-so-modern sexual era (not!) bringing up fetishes and kinky pastimes with your new lover may not go down too well. At best, she will grin seductively and reveal that she too loves to do those things. At worst, she will think you are a pervy-weirdo creep and unsure if she should see you again. If the former happens, well that’s great. The latter? Read on friend. I don’t want you or your new girl getting your pink frillys in a twist. women like kinky sex Even the most prudish woman can be connivingly convinced to partake in the most lascivious and lewd sex acts. Don’t believe me? It’s entirely possible. Despite rumors, more often than not, women are actually deviant sex goddesses waiting to be released from their good-girl prisons. The main factor when introducing new games to the bedroom is preparation; there should be very few surprises. This mea

Hello
TO ALL MY FRIENDS HELLO THIS GIRL OUT IN THE CONTEST SHE IS SWEET AND SUCH A NICE LADY AND SEXY TO THANK YOU IF YOU CAN HELP HER IF NOT i UNDERSTAND IT IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=284749&albumid=174693&i=4057352042

Perfect
She concentrated on her body, the cool air on her exposed nipples, the bra lifting up her breasts like a proud offering. She focused on the crotchless panties that didn’t quite cover her ass or stop the gush of moisture rushing from her vagina to coat her inner thighs. She felt the thigh-high stockings hugged her in every way, emphasizing the small square of cloth covering her damp curls. Nervous, yes. But far more aroused. And determined not to examine what she and Jack did or judge their actions. If it sounded good and felt good, she’d just do it. That all sounded good, but without any idea what Jack might want—demand—from her, Morgan waited, aware of the ache of erotic fear and need building, building inside her. Jack opened the door wearing black leather pants—and nothing else. His eyes walked all over her, starting at the swollen mouth she’d been chewing on for the past ten minutes, down the pale slope of her breast, gliding over the flat of her bared tummy, then zoomi

How To Save A Life
How To Save A Life The Fray Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose t

Stay There................................................
Jack will want to inspect you before you leave. He won’t let you set foot outside until he’s convinced you can pass the test. He takes protecting clients seriously.” The idea of Jack inspecting her made her stomach jump. Jack was gorgeous, and the fact he was a dominant man only intrigued Morgan more, despite her wariness and fear. Securing the long blonde wig in place, Morgan pushed the thought away. She was just tired. Lord knew she was stressed. She would not be having sex with Jack, so his sexual preferences made absolutely no difference to her. Someone pounded on the door. Morgan started, her heart racing. Had the shooter managed to follow her here? She cut her gaze to the window, hoping it might prove to be an escape route. Then the door opened. Jack entered, wearing a ratty T-shirt and faded jeans, a backward baseball cap, and a false moustache. Those few external changes made him look considerably different. But she still couldn’t miss his pissed-off expression.

You Are The Moon
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

I Never Know Why....
Hear I lay still and breathless just like always still I want some more mirrors sideways who cares what's behind just like always still your passenger chrome buttons, buckles and leather surfaces these and other lucky witnesses now to calm me take me around again drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees anything I'm your passenger I'm your passenger drop these down and put them on me nice cool seats there to cushion your knees now to calm me take me around again just don't pull over this time would you please drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees what tonight roll these misty windows down to catch my breath again and then go and go and go just drive me home then back again here I lay just like always don't let me go take me to the edge

Pirate Poetry: Of Sea And Shore And Nevermore
Feeling a little whimsical, I thought I would try this out...What do you think I should call it? What should the title be? The Crow named it for me! Brilliant Title! Thanks you old Buzzard! Of Sea and Shore, and Nevermore A rogues gallery I walk past, and I, I spied t' mizzenmast. And off I was, in my mind's eye, cast off the lines, that ever try to keep me chained. Come about and then tis time, to prime the guns and then to hail, the sun. And I breathe easy for the race that's done. 'Tis no sight, that's e'er beheld what's better, than the morning to starboard. And as she clears the harbor She rears above and then I hear, The cry of gulls and a lark, who, lonely, tells his tale. My hair, All wet, from the morning gale, Whips me awake. A call from shore, and I look behind, And my heart leaps as I rush to haul, The line. The rogue that I’d walked past, Might have been, my heart’s last Chance. And he waves and calls that He’d never seen a beau

Teardrops Of Blood
Here comes the rain, here comes the pain you’ve got nothing left, your hopes and dreams slain... Reality kicks in, the crying begins, this is your punishment, for all of your sins... You can’t accept it, this doesn’t fit the crime, not in your mind, but it does in mine... Everything’s shattered, all torn apart, your sorrow is my work of art... The teardrops run out, you fall in the mud, dead but still crying... Teardrops of blood....

Why
You were the first to say, "I Love You" I was the first to cry I gave you my heart and soul In return you gave me a bunch of lies And the final good-bye Everytime I hear our song More tears fall to my floor I need to know- why? What did I do to push you so far? Will I ever know? Better yet- will you ever care? One last thing to bother you with... Did you know... I stil love you?

Is This The End
Is this the end... When I wake up in the middle of the night crying. Is this the end... When I find out everyone is lying. Is this the end... When I find the one I love killing my soul. Is this the end... When I find out I don't have a soul. Is this the end... When I take this knife to my arm. Is this the end... When I don't want to live. This is the end When everyone I know Turns into someone I hate. When I cry all night. When I die with all my might...

Evidence For Creation
EVIDENCE FOR CREATION (as compiled by Creation Evidence Museum - Dr. Carl Baugh) THE FOSSIL RECORD Evolutionists have constructed the Geologic Column in order to illustrate the supposed progression of “primitive” life forms to “more complex” systems we observe today. Yet, “since only a small percentage of the earth’s surface obeys even a portion of the geologic column…the claim of their having taken place to form a continuum of rock/life/time…over the earth is therefore a fantastic and imaginative contrivance."(1) “The lack of transitional series cannot be explained as being due to the scarcity of material. The deficiencies are real, they will never be filled.” (2) This supposed column is actually saturated with “polystrate fossils” (fossils extending from one geologic layer to another) that tie all the layers to one time-frame. “To the unprejudiced, the fossil record of plants is in favor of special creation.” (3) 1. John Woodmorappe, “The Essential Non-Existence of the Ev

From The Book: Smoking Saved My Life (well, Not Really)
It was late, I was tired and I was cranky. It was also below freezing and there was “pogonip” in the air. For those who do not know what “pogonip” is, I can’t wait to inform you. You just won’t believe it, but it’s true. Pogonip is the Washoe Indian word for “white death”. It is unique to my area and its what happens when: the temperature drops below freezing, AND, there is a humidity factor nearing 100 percent. That humidity, at below 32 degrees Fahrenheit, crystallizes in the air. And it hangs there. Until you breathe. And then it enters your lungs, melts, and becomes pneumonia. Doubt it? Come live here for the months of December, January, February and March. It can even happen in JULY! So, to make a short story long, I was driving out the Pyramid Lake highway, which, for the Reader’s edification is one of the most desolate stretches of road in North America, at 9pm on a Friday night. I would have much preferred to be sitting in Foley’s Pub warming my hands on a

Livestream Cam 3 De Gouden Kooi ( A Dutch Tv Program)
Now Streaming CAM 3. Pick another CAM: CAM 1 CAM 2 CAM 4 Above the livestream directly from the Villa "de Gouden Kooi" ("the Golden Cage"). It's a TV show from the Netherlands. So please be aware of the time difference (CET = Central European Time). And yes we sleep at night too. ;) It's about 8 people who live in a million dollar villa. The last person who stays in the house wins the villa. Will it last over two years the winner gets the million dollar villa and a million dollar in ca$h... It's a bit like BigBrother only no one knows when this show will end. I'm sure you'll have this show later too. Did you know the inventors of Big Brother where Dutch? Like me... lol

Livestream Cam 4 De Gouden Kooi ( A Dutch Tv Program)
Now Streaming CAM 4. Pick another CAM: CAM 1 CAM 2 CAM 3 Above the livestream directly from the Villa "de Gouden Kooi" ("the Golden Cage"). It's a TV show from the Netherlands. So please be aware of the time difference (CET = Central European Time). And yes we sleep at night too. ;) It's about 8 people who live in a million dollar villa. The last person who stays in the house wins the villa. Will it last over two years the winner gets the million dollar villa and a million dollar in ca$h... It's a bit like BigBrother only no one knows when this show will end. I'm sure you'll have this show later too. Did you know the inventors of Big Brother where Dutch? Like me... lol

Let Me
let me hear your soul breathing, in a sensual whisper in my ear. let me taste the honeys of your soul in full dawn, let me to take refuge in the warm delight of your sensual embrace. let me smell the aroma of your body. let me whisper to you softly my unconcluded symphony of love let me explore your universe in the heat of soft kisses let me enter into your being through the door of your heart let me discover the hidden secrets of your soul.

Elderly Couple
An elderly couple is sitting in church. The woman says to her husband, "I just let out a silent fart. What should I do?" The man turns to her and says, "Well, you can start by changing the battery in your hearing aid."

Grandma's Boyfriend
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated,she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." The minister fainted.

None
For many years I've searched the earth, I have been looking for someone like you. From the very minute of my birth, fate has been at work too. Who knows what the future holds, but I hope you are a part of it. No one can stop how the heart molds, but I bet in your hands it's a perfect fit. From the moment we spoke it was magic, your sweet southern charm set me free. Time talking with you is pure joy with every tick, to touch your skin would be heavenly. I can't wait to see you and look in those eyes, we both deserve so much happiness and joy. I'll promise to never utter any lies, and you'll never be just my toy. To kiss those lips and brush back your hair, that feeling of a connection will live forever. To know that I'm special to you and you care, is something that I've felt.... never

Jumpstart Ur Carreer Now
Eight Resolutions to Enhance Your Career By Jaclyne Badal The Wall Street Journal Online Careers are easy to neglect. If the paychecks keep coming and the boss is tolerable, most people get into a routine and direct their attention elsewhere. While that's an adequate way to put bread on the table, it probably won't win you any big raises or promotions. So, whether you're hoping to stay at your current employer or thinking you'll move to another firm at some point, here are eight job resolutions to help you jumpstart your career in 2007. • Create a board of advisers: Find two or three people you admire, and take each one to lunch a few times this year, says Dale Winston, chief executive of recruiting firm Battalia Winston International. Look to your advisers for counsel, feedback on your career progress and introductions to new people or ideas. The ideal board will include someone at work who understands your company better than you do, someone within your industry who

Day By Day
Day by Day I gaze at you Day by Day I wonder why Day by Day I long for you, Inside my soul would cry. Day by Day I talk to you Day by Day I sigh And Day by day Im without you Day by Day i die. Through the glass i look at you Contemplating why you do what you do My heart telling me it must be you. My heart that speaks to me so true. It tells me, tells me i love you. But i know, I know this cannot be. We are just too differant you and me on differant levels of the status tree I know, I know we'll never be I mourn true love ill never see. Standing outside the place you live, I've nothing but my heart to give. The feeling so strong it makes me sick. My flame of passion already lit. Maybe this time ill cross the street, Or maybe even our eyes to meet. All i know is your the one, My moon my stars, undying sun. Your beauty the wisest could not explain, Your heart i could not hope to tame. I ask only you give me a chance, My heart an overlooking glance

Feel
If I only had words that held enough value to them to explain to you how I feel about you. This is the best way I can portray my feelings and have them truly mean something because it's from the heart. What I feel for you is impossible to put into words, I wouldn?t be able to put enough emphasis in the words "love" or "care." I couldn?t even begin to describe to you what it feels like to be this in LOVE with you, my world is turned around and upside-down. I think of you when I can?t see you, I listen for you when I can't hear you. I close my eyes, feel your smile taking every dream I ever had, and turning it into reality. I would give you the world in your hand if only you didn?t already hold my heart. I would do ANYTHING to make you happy! When I see you close to me I get lost in your eyes such beauty and honesty, I hang on your every word as your voice carries to my ears and makes a mark on my soul. I can feel your hands

*gifts For Men*
Christmas Gifts for Men: these *RULES* will surely be a big help for buying your man a Christmas gift: RULE #1: When in doubt, buy him a cordless drill. It doesn't matter if he already has one. I have a friend who owns 17, and he has yet to complain. As a man, you can never have too many cordless drills. No one knows why. RULE #2: If you cannot afford a cordless drill, buy him anything with the word "ratchet" or "socket" in it. Men love saying those two words. "Hey, George, can I borrow your ratchet?" "Okay. By the way, are you through with my 3/8-inch socket yet?" Again, no one knows why. RULE #3: If you're really broke, buy him anything for his car: a 99-cent ice scraper, a small bottle of deicer, or something to hang from his rear view mirror. Men love gifts for their cars. No one knows why. RULE #4: Men enjoy danger. That's why they never cook, but they will barbecue. Buy him a monster barbecue with a 100-pound propane tank. Tell him the gas

Worry
This pain is too much I can’t take it anymore No longer wanting to live I grab a knife a stab it into my chest The blood spills out My body is going numb And now I’m falling to the ground Everything is going black My breaths are stop'in Now I am dead So now you will no longer Have to worry about me...

Cut
slit my wrist and watch it bleed This suicide attempt I didn’t succeed The cuts may fade but the feelings remain I just want to forget this feeling of pain But the pain never ends and the cuts get deeper When will this end I feel so much weaker I lay there and cry myself to sleep each night I hate how I feel it’s just not right!

Moms Ladies Guys This Is My Thoughts On Life
SUBJECT : Slide Down The Banister Of Life As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember . 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending mac

Inside
Inside the world it is hard to find Someone who cares about you. Even when I made plain mistakes You were here to help me see them through. You helped me with my problems (that all seemed to concern love) You helped when I needed it There is much more I can think of. You have always told me what I was And made me see who I really could be. You showed some aren't worth it And some did not deserve me. You always were there when I was ready to cry. You sat there with your tissues And looked me straight in the eye. You never pushed me away from you You always let me in. Even when I began to change Accept was all you did. You are the reason I am still here And that I am not gone. Without you I would have surely "Fallen" And I would never have the chance to get back up. You are my family. You are my only true friend. And we will always be like this Before and after the end.

Too Late
Too many things happened, Too many things have been told. And when I look at you all everything I do is bad. I tried. It seems like it's not enough. Now you see all I asked was you’re love... Even if you beg on your knees, It won't do me anything, you’re to late... And all the things we did together... It was all nothing... Let me alone You’re too late to help me... You have wasted you’re change forever... It wasn’t the same no more I can't take it no more...it is getting too much It ain’t good if I play this game any longer. I am going my own way. Our path ain’t one no more... Deep inside where I’m going... Don't come there no more. Why are you chasing me? What are you doing to me? I finally was that far that I could say: 'I can let you go' Now you see that you need me... Without me your life is empty Cause I would give everything up for you.. And I know I still love you I just want it that I could come back But you know it's pointless... It's too

Proud Service Men And Women Contest
Proud Soldier ContestLadies and Gentlemen this is your chance to prove to all the Cherries that you are Proud to be a soldier and to represent your branch of Service. Still Taking Nominations the contest has started. Rules Fully clothed...Sorry!!!. Males or females are welcomed. Show your pride. You may comment bomb yourself This will be based on comments because some people do not know how to play fair. Submit link to your picture in a private Message to me RedMex ~THE Dark CHICANA Queen of The RedMex Family@ CherryTAP This contest will begin now and will end 1-18-07 at 12 midnight...(subject to change).... Check here for pics of the Proud Soldiers Proud Service Men and Women If you want to still enter and think you can catch up to the rest message me. Prizes 1st Place 2nd place 3rd place Good Luck to all as always RedMex THE dark Chicana Queen of RedMex Family

Pregnancy Advice Column
Q. Am I more likely to get pregnant if my husband wears boxers rather than briefs? A. Yes, but you'll have an even better chance if he doesn't wear anything at all. Q. What is the easiest way to figure out exactly when I got pregnant? A. Have sex once a year. Q. My blood type is O-positive and my husband's is A-negative. What if my baby is born, say, type AB-positive? A. Then the jig is up. Q. My husband and I are very attractive. I'm sure our baby will be beautiful enough for commercials. Whom should I contact about this? A. Your therapist. Q. I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A. With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q. How will I know if my vomiting is morning sickness or the flu? A. If it's the flu, you'll get better. Q. My brother tells me that since my husband has a big nose, and genes for big noses are dominant, my baby will have a big nose as well. Is this true? A. The odds are greater that your brother will have

Getting Old
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're it. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket. 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the Bald Guy. SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means you don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall

Imbolc
Imbolc Lore (February 2nd) Imbolc, (pronounced "IM-bulk" or "EM-bowlk"), also called Oimealg, ("IM-mol'g), by the Druids, is the festival of the lactating sheep. It is derived from the Gaelic word "oimelc" which means "ewes milk". Herd animals have either given birth to the first offspring of the year or their wombs are swollen and the milk of life is flowing into their teats and udders. It is the time of Blessing of the seeds and consecration of agricultural tools. It marks the center point of the dark half of the year. It is the festival of the Maiden, for from this day to March 21st, it is her season to prepare for growth and renewal. Brighid's snake emerges from the womb of the Earth Mother to test the weather, (the origin of Ground Hog Day), and in many places the first Crocus flowers began to spring forth from the frozen earth. The Maiden is honored, as the Bride, on this Sabbat. Straw Brideo'gas (corn dollies) are created from oat or wheat straw and placed in baskets with

Tear Drop (( Ladies ))
I saw your tear drops and I heard you cry All you need is time, seek me and you shall find You have everything and you`re still lonely It don`t have to be this way Let me show you a better day And then you will see, the morning will come And all of your days will be bright as the sun So all of your fears just cast them on me How can I make you see I`ll be your cloud

Love Is It Really Worth It
Ok this is how i feel when you tell someone you love them your suppose to mean it well i've learned from past relation ships that when you say i love you your just saying it because you think its what the other person wants to hear well don't do that because you don't know how bad you can hurt the other person its good to feel loved but it don' feel good when a person tells you the love you then find out later they was just sqayin it to make you feel good any ways say it if you mean it don't say it if you don't thanks for listening

Who's Moi' ?? ((ladies))
Someone set your world on fire with words too hot to handle and someone got you excited enough you were tempted to take a gamble You read that erotic poetry and wondered if you dared to send a little email and tell the author how much you cared! Someone stroked your ego and a few other important things too Made you feel you were her lover and she just couldn't live without you She plied you with temptation almost more than you could stand until you were tied up in knots and frantic to be her "Sweet Man" She described the feminine physique in detail beautiful and frank gave masculine libido and equipment more than a subtle yank She offered sweet hot kisses and other things you couldn't refuse She made you hot, Baby and expertly lit your fuse She told you love should be fun and you couldn't help but believe that anything she said wasn't meant to deceive It was the most intoxicating stuff you had read in quite a while and t

Repairing The Ozone Hole With Robot Airplanes
Repairing The Ozone Hole With Robot Airplanes Jan 9th, 2007, 10:37pm ***************************************** Since Ozone Breakdown occurs in the upper atmosphere in Ice Crystals it is therefore logical to use tens of thousands of small robot flying machines to collect the ice crystals and bring the ozone breaking chemicals with them back down to earth. Howard Scott Pearlman See This Great Site Please CLICK Below CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today "

I Swallow Online {{ Poetry }} In A Sexy Way !!
Naughty naughty I'm a bad bad lady Got a lover here at home But I want more Oh so much more So when I get online My fingers do start to creep Across the keyboard As I type a kinky invite onto my screen Willing, wet, and ready I'll take any man on Just give me a ring Cos I like to swallow online Between my legs Getting wetter and wetter In sweet anticipation of the night to cum I don't care who you are or what you look like So damm horny I'll give you all a chance To show me What you got waiting for me In your pants I want it all In my mouth and down my throat So smooth and creamy I swallow onlineI know you want me gentlemen And believe me when I say that I want you too Cumming out of your jeans To make all my senses scream oOO yeah lover Give it to me Just like that Don't make me wait Not one minute longer For my delight so delicious Shoot it all over me now! I swallow online Can you take the heat? Can you handle me? Your every wet dream

Mr Good Bar (( Ladies ))
Mr. Feel Good, where are you please You’re the one who has me on my knees Begging you to give me more More of this loving that’s made me sore Mr. Feel Good, tell me please How did you know just how to tease To not be to gentle but not to tough How did you know I like it rough Mr. Feel Good, show me how Push your sex into me, give it to me now Every inch of you right to the end Watch my mind, my soul, my body bend Mr. Feel Good, is it true Do you ache for me like I ache for you Cause if it’s true then come to me Make you feel good too, just wait and see

Passion's Storm (( Women Only ))
Outside, I am unmoving, as still as a summer breeze, maintaining a visage of calmness while inside I am a sandstorm, roaring grains fueled beneath his fiery wind. The core of me whirls, as I yearn the heat of his hands, and seek the quench of his kisses, his mouth pressed gently to mine, our lips mimicking the sand grains dancing along the horizon. His tongue offers honeydew, and I suckle as if tomorrow will not arrive. Soon, he is swept up, consumed within passion's storm, thrusting into the core, a waterfall suddenly awaiting his entry. He willingly accepts the journey, and my sand grains wrap, like silk, around the length of him, clasping, guiding, urging him deeper, leading him along the sand dunes and the red land of the storm's pulsing rhythm. Control is desired, but sensing me near, he grows helpless to resist forging onward, my passionate cries driving him to travel faster, farther, until he and I quake beneath the for

It Is In The Way (( Woman Only ))
Is it in the way that you Thrust so deeply into the very pits that holds delight, or in the way that I feel Secure to allow you? No, It is in the way your eyes Light up when you see me Gasp with pleasure when you do! Is it in the way that your Tongue flick across my breasts To tease me with thrills, or in the way your fingers Trace across my arching back, Sending sexually charged bolts like butterflies to my stomach? No, it is in the way your body rocks against mine in Perfect unison and balance To spill the juice that your cup holds! Is it in the way your body Tense when you greedily drink from My cup that is always overflowing, or in the way that you savor the sweet tastes from a treasured cup? No, it is in the way you know how special this offering is! Is it in the way that your Lips seek out mine for a long, Sensual, lusting kiss. Or is it in the way that you Clutch to my body when You're caught in the throes of release. No, it is in the way that

Take Me ((( A Woman Thinking Of Her Man )))
Take me, like you've done so many times before; Slip inside me and slip out like forgotten lore; Make my womb ache for your embrace; Whip me hard with leather and lace. But when you leave remember how I felt; When you leave remember how I taste; When you leave forever feel me clench around you. Take me until I'm breathless with shame; Lick me until passion is nothing but a game; Caress me until it’s bordering on waves of pain; Make my heart pound through my pretty veins. But when you leave me remember that I screamed your name; when you leave know that your seed remains; when you leave me let the scratches on your back burn. Take me and make me shake to my core; Touch me and make me beg for more; Kiss me like you're eating my mouth; Let your fingers trail down south. But when you leave remember my face; when you leave remember me sprawled naked on my bed; remember it's your sex my body fed. Take me like you have so

Night Music (( 4 Whoever ))
Your fingers comb through my hair as though you are caressing the strings of a harp. Your thighs squeeze me, gently, like a cello you long to draw the perfect note from. Your whisper serenades me, wooing me to the window of desire, so I can see your love. Your kiss mellows my cries, bringing the tone and pitch to the level you long for. You play my body so capably until our souls and our bodies melt together in perfect harmony.

From Theunloved’s Somewhat Twisted Mind.(entry For Jan. 10, 2007)
”I will wipe away the Tears She cries”… And Love Her like there’s no tomorrow… ”But still something stands between Us”… ”And My Desire for a New Life”… ”Bites & Kisses” TheUnLoved® then fades back into the darkness of his life…

Which Horror Killer Are You?
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead100%Leatherface100%Hannibal Lecter90%Freddy Krueger80%Jigsaw70%Michael Myers60%Jason Voorhees50%Buffalo Bill50%Captain Spaulding30%Candyman30%Which Horror Killer are You?

New Solar Powered Energy Source Idea
New Solar Powered Energy Source Idea Jan 9th, 2007, 10:22pm Teraform Desert Lands into parabolic shapes and coat the surfaces with reflective mylar films. The reflected light is then collected at the parabolic focus point and utilized to make electricity. You will need to erect towers and a moveable assembly because the focal point will change due to a changing angle of the sun. Terraforming the landscape is cheap to do and mylar is very inexpensive. In this system you only need one moving part, where with current solar power stations you have hundreds of expensive and small moving mirrors. * If someone does this please include me with a small piece of the action. Howard Scott Pearlman Check out this amazing web page .... Please CLICK Below CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- May We Choose As Standards Those Tha

Today I Thanked A Vet!!!!!
I was going into K-mart this morning and as I pulled in right before me parked a disabled Vet plate. The Man walked in and I right behind him. I followed where he went and asked if he was the Vet he said yes. I then Thanked him for all he did for our country. He thanked me I said your welcome Thank you! I then walked away feeling very proud of what I had just done and for being an Amarican!!!!! origanal post by Lovelaceez69.

Beauty And Foul..........
Love, love, love People say it's wonderful, Genuine and Sincere. They say it's a flower that Never withers. They say it's a melody, Playing sweetly in a lover's heart. I love you, is a beautiful discovery, When it provided someone with The greatest care and compassion. Love, love, love People say it's pain, twinge and blood. They say love is a deadly Sickness without a cure. They say it's a pest and You can never get rid of it. I love you, is the foulest message. It can trick anyone, strike someone And can even kill a young's heart. Love, love, love Until now no one can ever Witness its true meaning, Whether love is a passion Or whether love is a lie All though people judge love Differently from one anothers opinion, I believe it will remain meaningless. Sorry if I said too much. That doesn.t connects anything All I wanted to tell you, All I wanted to say and All I wanted to cry out from The beginning is I love you, And meanings of love won't a

Well......
Well... I am outta here to get ready for my b-day party soon and going to my friend's house to get things ready and get myself prepare for nice longgggggggggg party hardy and two bars in one day woohoooo going to love it hehehehehe ;-) My big thanks to Shellbbw, Simply Me , Jadez and Evilbratybitch for the birthday gift and I will return a favour when I see your b-day comin up soon or later and once again thanks muahhhzzzz ladies ;-)

Polictical
I really hate to become polictical on this web site, but 20,000 more troops to Iraq. Can anyone tell me what are we trying to accomplish. 20,000 troops are not enough to take over a country, its just enough to prolong the war. Thoughts please....

The Darwin Awards
I personally don't believe these are true, but they are funny as shit. The supposed "winner" at the end, was the same dude who "won" like 6 or 8 years ago, b/c I've read that one long time ago. . .SOOOOOO. . if you BELIEVE these, you may be a Darwin candidate yourself!! The Darwin Awards are out, the annual honor given to the persons who did the gene pool the biggest service by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. Last year's winner was the fellow who was killed by a Coke machine which toppled over on top of him as he was attempting to tip a free soda out. This year's winner was a real rocket scientist... Remember that each and every one of these is a TRUE STORY. Semifinalist #1 A young Canadian man, searching for a way of getting drunk cheaply, because he had no money with which to buy alcohol, mixed gasoline with milk. Not surprisingly, this concoction made him ill, and he vomited into the fireplace in his house. This resulting explosion and fir

Ok Lets Get The Story Straight Here
Ok so a good cherry tap friend of mine is a lil down and out. Seems as though (yet another) man has lied. Men do this so fuckin well don't we? Well, some of us don't (those tend to be the ones that get caught up) Ok THiS IS COMING FROM THE REAL MAN THAT I AM. This goes out to ALL YOU WOMEN 1. You are beautiful 2. You are worthy to be cherished, loved and admired (also respected) 3. You dont have to tolerate "game" 4. If it seems too good to be true. IT FUCKIN IS! 5. Background checks are NOT optional anymore! Fuckin do it! Look, I know the dating scene seems dark and gloomy. Some of it really is that way. Some of it isn't. Listen to your heart and your brain AT THE SAME TIME. Do not go against what you think is common sense. Im not saying you have to change yourself. Bring you to the table always, but make that man prove himself worthy of your time.

Support Our Troops
i am joining the army and i salute all of you who support our troops. it wont be easy leaving my wife of almost 3 years and 19 month old daughter for 9 weeks but in the end it will be worth it. my wife is scared that i might get sent over seas, but if that is God's will then i am willing to do it. i want my daughter to be able to grow up in a free country and never have to witness what we have from 9/11. i know our country has its problems but i am willing to die to protect my family, friends and country from anything and everything that trys to take our freedom from us. i would love to hear your opinion on the subject thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts Jai

The Art Of Art
What is this that make you think, feel, and look differently on life What is this that can be worthless to one man and priceless to the next You look at for a minute and you are changed forever or inspired to do the same You wonder how could this come about, how can a mere mortol create something from the gods Whatever it is i call it the art of art

Baseball Is Soon On Us
Now that my Cowboys have crushed my dreams of a Superbowl win I must move my eyes to Baseball. I am a die hard fun of the lovely losers, yes that would the Cicago Cubs. But after this off season, where the Trubine company decied to spend money I have a dreams again. I dream of a last to frist season turn around, and that the Cubs complete what they started in 2003 and win the World Series. Damn it I am tired of What till Nesy Year, damn it The Red Sox's and the White Sox's had there next years happen in the last two out of three World Series, I think it is about time that the Cubs see thier next year also. WTF - you am I kidding these are the Cubs and that damn goat will find away to haunt these Cubs from his grave like every other year. Go Cubbies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gotta Hate A Smart Woman?
A guy got on a plane and found himself seated next to a cute blonde. He immediately turned to her and made his move? "You know," he said, "I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger. So let's talk." The blonde, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the guy, "What would you like to discuss?" "Oh, I don't know," said the guy. "How about nuclear power?" "Okay," says the blonde. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass. Yet the deer excretes little pellets, the cow turns out a flat patty, and the horse produces muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?" The guy was dumbfounded. Finally he replied, "I haven't the slightest idea." "So tell me, then" said the blonde, "How is it that you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

Detailing
The amazing point in a bike shop, wash and detailing a bike. Luckily enough I don't mind doing such things because I think there is a right way and a wrong way to do it. Taking your time and doing everything by hand is the key point. If you want it to look nice you have to treat it right. Detailing a bike is just like when a women really wants to look nice for something. You spend the extra time. The simple was is finally done. Now I am taking a cig. break before I start cleaning and polishing the tires and vinyl. This should take another hour to get the tires looking like new. Then comes the really fun part polishing the chrome and the paint. Which will take awhile I think I will eat lunch before finishing the bike.

Jesus Was Way Cool!
Jesus was way cool Everybody liked Jesus Everybody wanted to hang out with him Anything he wanted to do he did He turned water into wine And if he wanted to He could have turned wheat into marijuana Or sugar into cocaine Or vitamin pills into amphetamines If you were blind or lame You just went to Jesus And he would put his hands on you And you would be healed That's so cool He couldve played guitar better than Hendrix He couldve told the future He couldve baked the most delicious cake in the world Jesus couldve been funnier than any comedian you can think of Jesus was way cool He told people to eat his body and drink his blood Thats so cool But then some people got jealous of how cool he was So they killed him But then he rose from the dead, danced around Then went up to heaven I mean thats so cool Jesus was so cool No wonder there are so many Christians

Cherry Tap Jealousy
Okay............C'mon here we are all adults........there is no place on this site for jealousy. It is incredibly ridiculous to be upset over comments some chic leaves for a guy or vice-versa........ If you have jealousy and possessivness issues, get the hell off the site! GEEZ!!

The Peak Of Pleasure
If she were being honest with herself, she'd have to say it started with them mostly out of convenience. She was lonely and he was available and willing. Maybe he was lonely too. He was an old friend with some free time. They used to say, "Hey want to get together and have a beer?" Sometimes they finished that beer and sometimes not. It was never about the beer. But from the first time she gave in to his question - "Why not? Who's it going to hurt?" - she couldn't stop thinking about him, couldn't stop imagining what they would do the next time they got together. What he would ask for, what she would say, how it would feel, how long she could make him last… That very first time, he'd gotten her off more times than she could count, and she was hooked. On nights when he wasn't around, she'd lie in bed, touching herself with eyes closed and making up scenarios - different places and positions. She'd wonder what it would feel like if he touched her here, like she was touching herself

Two Fuckin Strangers
She was feeling edgy. Pissed to be left alone yet again while Patrick was off at another competition. This was getting old. It was New Year's Eve, for crying out loud! What could be so important about another stupid ski race? He was getting ridiculous, and she was getting burned out on the whole routine. Rather than sitting home alone, moping, she showered and dressed to the nines and headed out to the big party by herself. She looked good, she felt sexy, and she was in the mood to find a little trouble. There were lots of people at the party that she knew, but she was tired of answering the question, "Where's Patrick tonight?" So she drifted off into the sea of faces, looking for someone who didn't even know him - or her. It didn't take him long to spot her there alone - at last! He'd been watching her for months, wishing the boyfriend would evaporate and miraculously give him a chance with her. He felt that his chance had finally come and he wasn't going to miss it. He strode

Peanut Butter And Lipsick
Filth fills the mind of our children. Still we ignore? Lust fills the mind of the church. Still we adore? What choice do you give our fate? Is our faith no longer something great? Is God a war with Arabs and Jews? With America being Hell's Gates to welcome home the few who choose to be the abuse? I like to think of myself as a kind gentile soul with the mind of a genius. But who am I going to fool? No longer am I LordTool. That was a view set to be used. So take this for what it is. Thoughts filled with confused words that rhyme on the third verb. Can you achive this feat or just drag your feet? I like to know because this is my show. So smile in spite of the fight you give at night. Turn off the reasons you breath and re-adjust your treasons you spit in the face of glory. Do me that favor and taste my death flavor. Just for one moment I had you hooked, take a look into my mind and see that I'm not really fine. There is a line you must draw to be sure to fall and I assume you know this

Wonderful Mood
I can't believe what a great mood I am in today. I know part of it is because I got my id back the guy who took it must have tossed it. I didn't get the money back though. I couldn't sleep a wink last night just kept tossing and turning. So what has brought on this mood is unknown to me. Maybe something wonderful will happen today.

Cynical
I know i am cynical but i just don't believe most of the bulletins i see floating around about such and such person needing prayers cuz of some tragedy. There are just too many assholes who for some reason get off starting chains like this for some weird reason. Never understood the thrill they get but i would bet a beer 90% of fake Rant Over

Go And Fuck Her Hard
As he strode toward the door with his little bag of toys slung casually over his shoulder, he felt himself getting hard just thinking about it. He had made the usual request - two girls, in their 20's, one he'd hired before and one new one. He would have them for four hours. He could do whatever he liked as long as no one needed a doctor when he was done. That was no problem - he wasn't into hurting them. The girls were allowed to walk out if they wanted to, but none of them ever did. He opened the door, and saw his girls for the night. Jen, or was it Jan? No, Jen. He was pretty sure. She was familiar from the last time. She gave him a shy smile and introduced Debbie, the new face in the room. He didn't them give his name. He said, "Okay, Jen, you know what I want. Take her clothes off and tie her up." Jen took Debbie's hand, gave her a reassuring smile, and led her to the side of the bed, then began to undress her. Slowly. She knew he liked it slow. When Debbie was naked, Jen as

Broken Record......
I know that I must sound like a broken record..But come on people help out my son and myself by just taking a moment to mention my son and his family when you say your prayer..The Doctors have been working on setting up this surgery for almost a year now and we are getting very close to it..Will have the actual date of surgery on the 24th when he meets the doctor that will do the transplant..I know they do kidney transplants often but this one is differant in being that it has never been attempted on a person with Bartters Syndrome...Meaning his body holds or retains none of the electrolites needed to live..Please leave a comment so I know that many are asking jesus to spare my child...Sorry if I dont get back to you all often but am very busy..sometimes I just need to cry...Knightkitty

Us Forces Have Stormed An Iranian Consulate In The Northern Iraqi Town Of Irbil And Seized Six Members Of Staff.
Please Rate This Blog US forces have stormed an Iranian consulate in the northern Iraqi town of Irbil and seized six members of staff. The troops raided the building at about 0300 (0001GMT), taking away computers and papers, according to Kurdish media and senior local officials. The US military would only confirm the detention of six people around Irbil. Tehran said the attack violated all international conventions. http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/pr/fr/-/2/hi/middle_east/6251167.stm

Well I'm New To This...
I guess writing blogs is just like writing in a diary, but for everyone to see. I was just going to write about myself, and tell you about me and what i'm looking for... I'm a wild man, but a romantic all balled up into one. I love to go to concerts, and i love to go karaoke, i'm crazy about singing, even though i suck big time. I can scream out a song perfectly though ;). I used to be a member of a heavy metal band by the name of Law of the Plague, and i loved it and i miss it alot. If you want to check them out, please do.. www.lawoftheplague.com . I do like to keep an evil facade up, but i do have a teddy bear side of me...i love being a kid at heart and go to amusement parks, water parks, parks in general, and even the zoo, but it's an evil petting zoo lmfao. I do have a perv side of me, hell what guy doesn't. I love pornography, but i'm not like seriously addicted to it. The shape and beauty of a woman's body is like food for me, i want to see it everyday...but i'm controlli

Very Important,inspiration
Need a Good Idea? HERE'S ONE: Pick out some lingerie that you really like. Make a list of everything you'd like your partner to do to you (or for you) while you're wearing it. Order your story and include your full list and a description of the lingerie (and of yourself, if you like). When you get your story, put on the lingerie and read the story to your partner... AND ANOTHER: Doesn't have to be lingerie... Could be a particular meal, or a new perfume, or whatever. The key is that whatever you choose should be very SPECIFIC and NOT THE USUAL. You don't want your partner to miss the cue! OR HOW ABOUT: Create a soundtrack. For each song you put on a CD or tape, give a description of what you want your partner to do during the song. For example, you could include a favorite piece of music and the story could read, "...as the familiar sound of (name that tune) floated through the room, she felt her lover's hands (doing what she wants them to be doing)..." *You mi

How To Put Some Anarchy Into Your Life
How to put some anarchy into your life Think for yourself. Turn off your TV. Write a letter to a prisoner. Grow your own food. Have your neighbors over for dinner. Consume less. Share your car. Go to a rally against the death penalty. Talk to your friends and neighbors about the death penalty and how you can stop it. Advocate that your community spend less money on police. On summer nights, hang out on the front porch of your house and talk to your neighbors. If you don't have a porch, stand out in the yard. Better yet, build a porch, and get rid of your lawnmower. Research your local corporations and find out what they do and how they affect your community. Start your own pirate radio station. Get you friends and neighbors involved. Boycott corporate bookstores like Borders and Barnes & Noble. Support your local independent bookstore, or, if you don't have one, start your own. Don't cross picket lines. Pick up all of the trash

Sigh
today is my stepgrandparents visitation. I am really dreading going. I don't do well with dead bodies. Ive never really had to deal with one. Except one summer like almost 2 years ago when a resident at my work died on my shift. But this is different. This is family. The other familes funerals I've been to, the casket was closed. I guess it's just hard because almost 2 weeks ago I saw them alive. I mean granted I didnt know them very well, they are still family and I should be there for the rest of my family. I know my dad and stepmom really need me right now. Especially my stepmom. Those were her parents that she lost. My dad told me that it would mean alot to Jackie if I was there. He's coming to get me later on today. I have no idea with church is. I don't know Menasha at all. Then hopefully after Brian gets done with work, he'll come there. I hope.

Thoughts To Share While On My Cig. Break
I am always thirsty, I have gotten quite used to the feeling if one can ever be. My thirst does grow and fade some at different times. Yet lately it just isn't enough, the thirst is growing constantly and never ceases.

Zen Stuff
A samurai once asked Zen master Hakuin where he would go after he died. Hakuin answered " How am I supposed to know?" "How are you supposed to know? You're a Zen master!" exclaimed the samurai. "Yes but not a dead one," Hakuin answered.

Crusty Old Sergeant Major
A crusty old Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance , one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." "The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1955, ma'am." "Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously! I mean, no sex since 1955!

New Update On Aimeelynn.net
Hey Everyone, I just put a new update of me with my friends hubby up on my site..wanna come see? Here's a little something to entice you with :D Also, if you feel like it, please remember to vote for me today in the best BJ contest with Brianna Ray....Here is our pic And here is the link to vote for us. http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl 4th row down... Thanks so much for all of your support! XOXO, Aimeelynn

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Tears roll down her cheeks Her tears are oh so silent and meek She's slit her wrist atleast five times tonight Darkness that's where she sits Alone That's how she always feels She hates her life But as they say It's no big deal She's depressed and under stress Her life is a great big mess Danger well to her that is no stranger Blood oops she cut to deep Yeah she's stuck in a hole and it's much to steep Lying She told you she was okay "Why does she have to be this way?" She won't make it to the next day Hope there's none of that She's just sitting there in her chair curled up Broken her body is battered black and blue with blood dripping Strength She has none Hell had just begun She's so dizzy Her mind is going crazy like it began to spin She felt bad so she slices another layer of skin Screaming inside her mind this is all she ever did and heard Death She dreamed of this Give her one last kiss on her scared up wrist

Stick This In Your Love Mound And Smoke It Lol
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks if she can help him find something. He says that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few moments later the man deposit a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string onto the counter. The sales girl says confused " Sir .. i thought you were looking for tampons for your wife?" He says " You see.. its like this, yesterday i sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of ciggarettes and she cam back with a tin of tabacco and some rolling papers cause .. ' its so much cheaper!' So, I figure if i have to roll my own .. so does she..

So There I Was
Well turkey day came and went. My brother and I went to my sisters house and ate and laughed and then went to my place and came up with a new drinking game that goes along with shawn of the dead. went to bed woke up and started the mindless jobs that one must preform after turkey day. Well those tasks lasted all weekned pretty much. Niki and i decided to hit the ol' watering hole called Neros saturday. Fat Randy was doing his karate-okie thing and I bumped into alot of people i havent seen in months. It felt like home in some ways cause well I use to be a pretty big barfly. Well when we got there I saw Mat cool kid i use to play drums with and well he use to play with my ex-girlfriend lol... long long time ago. So said hi to him and them i ran in to Emily right after that. Havent seen her in forever at least not since the tigger suit incedent. We said our hellos and went on to the regular bar stroll. I stopped at the bar and picked up a Jack and Sprite from Krista the bartended. Of cou

Just Makes Sense
FUN TO READ Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why

Monopoly
Well last night my brother came over for dinner and a fun loving game of monopoly. After we ate we watched a little T.V. and laughed at the stupid programs that people are willing to watch. At around 9 we broke out the monopoly board and started playing. Well let me tell you i have played many many games of monopoly and i have never played one as bad as last nights. The game ended up more like the game of life. Fist off i didnt even make it around the board untill every one went around like 4 times cause i kept on getting crappy rolls or ending up in jail. Every chance or community chest i fell on made me pay out. i landed on that damn interest space and luxary tax like every time i went around. well needless to say after my fourth time around the board i had like 5 dollars left and 4 of my 6 propertys morgaged. so i was prety much out of the game. Joey the king of monopoly put up all the hotels he could and finished off Niki in a matter of one time around the board after he had them a

All Me
One Saturday afternoon, I was sitting in my lawn chair, drinking beer and watching my wife mow the lawn. The neighbor lady from across the street was so outraged at this that she came over and shouted at me, "You should be hung." I took a drink from my can of Budweiser, wiped the cold foam from my lips, lifted my darkened Ray Ban Sunglasses and stared directly at this nosey neighbor and then calmly replied, "I am, that's why she cuts the grass."

The Meaning Of Life
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back

Poem
Late at night I think of you I think of lust And of things I'd do I think of passion And of pain And how sometimes There one in the same I think of sweaty Summer nights And your naked body By bon fire lights I think of us In my room On a breezy Afternoon I think of pleasent Passionate pleas As you sqeel out With glee I think of all these things I thought And of all the things I sought And not about the things I've got But about the love you've brought

My Sillyness
guess everyone is to busy to talk to me or angry at me. I see how it is. (weeping)....... All i ask is a little friendship and you all just ignore me. (crying crazy style) I just want you all to know.. I love you!!! (bottle of jack in my hands)...(sob sob) you people are great!!!! all of you that are reading this....(switches to 151)... wait you werent there for my band practice and never showed up at my fancy partys!!!! (lights cig taking a few more big swigs off the 151) Hey !!!! thats right!!!!! you know who you are!!!!(more healthy swiggs) HEY!!!! I SHWEAR THAT YOUSH GUYSH SHOME TIMESH CAN BE A BITSCH!!!(Polishes off the bottle of 151 chasing it with the rest of the bottle of jack)............... . . . . . . . . . . . . . FUCSH ALLSH OF YOUSHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 90 mins later in the hospital getting his stomach pumped!!! (quietly) wait...... wait... doc.... doc... come closer..... send some one to my house and have them press post!!!!!!

Old Ass
How many of you remember the movie "Pump up the volume" with christian slater? I remember seeing it in grade school with my brother and my buddy joe gaffeny. i remember when we got out of the theater we all wanted to start our own pirate radio broadcast. none of us did but i still think it would have been a good idea. Well tahts all i have to say about that. "TALK HARD!!!!!"---Happy Harry Hard-On

Grabbing The Sheets....
Grabbing the sheets Reaching for the headboard Turning to see ur face Uncontrollably in control of the desire of this position The symmetry of my hips The reverberation of the bed The noise of the moment The irresistible force against the immovable object Reaching for my hair U feel the sense of …. Domination Penetration Exhilaration It goes from a sense of enjoyment To ur desire to conquer the essence of this position U shut ur eyes Closing them tighter with each thrust Imagining the look on my face From pressure to pleasure From pleasure to passion From passion to a permanent place within our minds Time after time Pounding, pushing, pressing, pulling raven star: Driving a point that shall not b

Shit The Bed (tool)
So light in his way, Like an apparition, {that} He had me crying out, "Fuck me It's gotta be The Deadhead Chemistry The blotter got {right} on top of me Got me seein' E-motherfuckin'-T" And after calming me down With some orange slices And some fetal spooning, E.T. revealed to me his singular purpose. He said, "You are the Chosen One, the One who will deliver the message. A message of hope for those who choose to hear it and a warning for those who do not." Me. The Chosen One? They chose me!!! And I didn't even graduate from fuckin' high school. It was so real, Like I woke up in Wonderland. All sorta terrifying I don't wanna be all alone While I tell this story. And can anyone tell me why Y'all sound like Peanuts parents? Will I ever be coming down? This is so real Finally, it's my lucky day See, my heart is racing 'Cause this shit never happens to me.... You believe me don't yo

Take The Test And See What Your Made Of !
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

My Deadly Sins..=)
VANITY was always my favorite SIN GLAMOUR was always my favorite WEAPON PAIN was always my favorite PLEASURE BEAUTY was always my favorite CRIME ENVY was always my favorite POISON LOVE was always my favorite HATE FAME was always my favorite MOTIVE

Wiccan Abc's
Wiccan/Pagan ABC's Accept others as they are, we are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill...learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. Goddess/God's are multifaceted - The Lord and Lady take many names and faces. Help others every change you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on the surface. Judge not - what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face, watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening!!! Magick is a wonderful gift, but it is not everything! Nature is precious, appreciate it and protect it. Over the course of time, your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count!!! Pray Quietness both physically and mentally restores the soul, meditate often. Remember to take time for you

Dark-wing-duck..
Burn your Gods of reason Hear the voices of the dying Reaching to breath the treason The land of the defeated Has risen to grab hold & take the poor to competed Now the blind has a sight & the vision is losing control The people are now in the light.....

She's Not That Strong
Staring intently in the mirror She's gettin more and more unsure The Worlds Biggest Mistake Her self-esteem levels really are that low So excuse her for not being the bubbliest of people "Suicide" The word is running through her mind 'How hard can it be?' She thinks Pop a few pills Slit your wrists Take one step too far off a tall building Shaking with tears Her own reflection repulsing her Her confidence is decreasing Scream and pull at her hair Kick and punch her She'll bounce back Better than ever Becuase she's that resistant is she? No-one can hurt her? So why the tears? The scars? The on-going doubts in the back of her mind? She's not that strong She's hurting just like you Insult her and she'll deflate like you She bleeds like you She cries like you She cuts like you Only she cuts that bit deeper You cut to releive She cuts to DIE SHE'S NOT THAT STRONG

When The Literal Meaning Differs From The Implied Meaning...
It's no small coincidence that I'm working towards being a literary scholar.... I love when things are much more complex than they seem. I love digging underneath the surface, picking out details that may typically be overlooked, eating up contradictions, and arguing for the multiple ways a text can be interpreted. I also prefer my narratives to be non-teleological; that is, I don't like being told that there's some unified, orderly sense of "truth" I'm supposed to believe. I revel in deconstructionist thought and love teasing out the "warring forces of signification within a text." I believe that meaning is never inherent or natural, and that it's all produced by the discourses that rely on it. This explains why I'm drawn to movies and books that mess with my sensibilities and why I disdain anything heavy-handed that seems to bonk me over the head with its message. Even as a kid, I always wondered what happened after "happily ever after," and never bought into anything that Catholic s

Posh Man
Posh's man loves kickin' the balls.... Just to get this out of the way before say what I have to say, I grew up playing soccer and I like soccer. (Although paintball and Lacrosse is the greatest sports ever.) Has anyone been watching the news today? Let me fill you in if you haven't. (In other words.....let me give you the 4-1-1.) It appears that David Beckham has signed a contract to play soccer here in the U.S. What team is not important. (It's not as though anyone cares anyway.) If you are totally clueless about who David Beckham is, don't feel bad. You're with the other 95% of the U.S. male citizens who are clueless as well. Just do a little research. He's a soccer "god" from the U.K. who is married to one of the former "Spice Girls". Remember them? If you don't then you're one of the lucky ones. Anywho......The problem I'm having with this "tidalwave" of news that's being shoved down my throat by all of the cable news channels is that they keep bringing up this guys wi

More Thing I Love..=)
MoRe THiNgS i LoVe..=) stupid SurveyS that UnCover So Much! blasting My Music when Im Home Alone danCing Like No oNEs BusineSs! BakinG CookiEs aNd The Smell of Vanilla Candles! DresSing Up All Girly! Hot Pink and Black! Photography * Shopping * Laughing * Dancing * PArtying Summer Days and Pink Night skiEs! Tanning Beach Bumming. Purple SkittlEs! SarCAsm and cLever Letters! QuOtes ANd StickErs ! MY FamiLy! WriTiNg aNd MaKiNg PoUtY aNd KiSsiE FaCes! the Feeling wheN You've Finished SomethiNg Big! CrY FesTs With BEsT FriendS Over NonSenSE! ScaReY MovieS! The SmEll OF DraKkaR! KodAk MomEnts and HallMark CommerCiaLs! Making A GenuiNe ConNectiON with SomeOne! SnOwMeN and TeDdy BeArS! BAllOonS And LeaRniNg! singINg In THe ShowEr And ThiNking Im REallY gooD! REaDing MagAzinEs aNd GoiNG To THe GyM! LaugHing ANd MaKing Other PeoplE Laugh! BEinG Able To CeleBrAte All HoLIdAYs! Being Told im PreTTy aND beinG Eyed From Across A rOom! MYstery an

Foreplay
I learned something about the act of foreplay recently.................. There is something to be said for the hightening of your senses, the arousal of your entire body prior to the actual act of sex!! Anticipation of the next touch, kiss, breath on your skin........................then the tiny chills those acts send up your entire body........it is just about as good as the act of sex! I enjoy the time being taken for that special closeness that only this art brings with it...............intimacy, tenderness, and sheer pleasure...............YUMMY!!

One More
Where there is anger, offer kindness Where there is selfishness, offer generosity Where there is despair, offer hope Where there are lies, offer truth Where there is injury, offer forgiveness Where there is sorrow, offer joy Where there is hatred, offer love Where there is evil, offer goodness

An Update On The Weather Up Here In The Cold.
Yesterday it was raning all day long, and i was sure that the snow was gone when i got up yhis moning. When i went to work 13 hours ago it was + 1 degrees and when i got off work 8 hours later it was - 12 degrees and now it is - 15 dregrees.. i can remember cristmas was the first one i had i 5 years with snow, and it was "warm" only - 3 degrees...

The Difference Between Potentially And Realistically.
Body: A young boy went up to his father and said, "Dad, the teacher gave us an assignment to determine the difference between potentially and realistically. Can you help me?" The father thought for a moment, then answered. "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that." So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my God! I LOVE Brad Pitt I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?!?!?!" The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Wo

I Shall Wear White Flannel Trousers, And Walk Upon The Beach.
My soul has felt her call and facing east I have answered, "I am here now." The light of my reflection is cast in the shadows of the past and the darkness of the future, as the waters wake ripples light and dark into waves rushing upon the sands with foamy fingers caressing my feet and ankles pulling me closer and closer to her. I taste her mist upon my lips. It tastes like the sweat of a lover. Pulling me even closer just as she has been pulled by the unseen forces of the sun and moon, her power has pulled and shaped my whole existence and brought me now here. She whispers her sighs of swoosh and hush she fizzles my ears caressing my skin with foam and with the wind she moves in and has pushed from all horizons, now here, on the sandy shores, letting the senses know I am Alive.

What Makes Me Smile
Oh little things like A Good Morning from my hat guy and A rose from A fellow CTer or just coming on here to shoot the bull Oh and my grandchildrens hugs and when some one sends me a reply i can answer ...Sunny Days When I Can Go Swimming When I make a Big Pot of soup and the pot gets empty Sharing photos Watching A dreamy sunset Gosh I guess pretty much everything makes me smile..... Except A Stinky Arm Pitt hahaha ok I had too ..... Smiling Linda lol

This Was Sent To Me ....it Made Alot Of Sense!!!
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say hi You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown

Lunch Time Thoughts
It is rather funny how the reactions of men seeing a women behind the counter of a bike shop can vary. One man will automatically think that I can do nothing but answer phones. Another will think I am dating the owner, which I am not. There is always a man who can get over how I look. Not to mention the man who thinks the combination of women and motorcycles is sexy. I still can't believe how so many think I don't know a damn think about bikes.

............................
Can you hear me? Sometimes I wonder I'm not ok I'll never be perfect Can you hear me? You ignore me My insides scream I have another scar? Did you see it? No You don't even notice You ignore the signs of Loneliness I feel so useless I play this off so well But deep inside this feels like hell Tear me open and notice me notice my cries I'm not who anyone thinks I am I'm so much more my self-confidence is oh so poor I look at you with another fony smile the one that only last for a little while When I wake up in the morning I put on my face and pretend I'm in a different place I hate myself I hate my life nothing is left but pain and strife Theres nowhere to turn there no where to run Im left all alone softly Im passing Im dying inside Can you hear me now? Will you ever hear me? I'm not the little girl that you once knew she is now gone vanished because of you You never heard never heard one cry Everytime she would try

Bizkit09's Story
I think it's quite nice that you're supporting those who've lost a child/infant/fetus... We've been through two. The second one was hardest on us because it came between our two girls. Once you have a child, you truly know what you've lost. That's not to say that the first one had no effect. With 1 in 5 pregnancies ending before hearing the heartbeat, we knew the odds weren't good. But, we also knew of 4 close friends who were pregnant, who had trouble GETTING pregnant and we felt this was our sacrifice for those friends. written and permission granted by: bizkit09 id#

Crazy Dude Thing In My Gifts (i'm Seeing It All Over Ct)
Ok... here is the picture of the dude I'm seeing in mine (and other's) gift areas. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=305392&i=1027905868 Does anyone have any ideas?

Giving All I Have
I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Closed my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I had for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in the future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all, To hear you say the words I so needed to hear, The word that would heal my broken heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I would give all I have i

Grew Up In The 80's Part 2
You wanted to be on StarSearch. (Come on, we all did) You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth. You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt. You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." You can remeber watching full house and saved by the bell for endless hours. You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock. You hold a special place in your heart for "Back to the Future." You know what "Sike" means. You wanted to be a Goonie ("Goonies never say die.") You ever wore flourescent -neon if you will clothing...(or nailpolish) You remember when ATARI was a state of the art video game system. You know all the words to "ice ice baby". You can still sing the rap to "fresh Prince of BelAir". You were led to believe that in the year 2000 we'd all be living on the moon. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the ONLY female smurf. You wanted to communicate with some being nam

Fortress Sealand Up For Sale
Again I'm just ripping off the news, but if any of those billionaires want to become an evil genius and take over the world... Bill Gates not included, he can just buy the world as is The Principality of Sealand, a self-proclaimed mini-state located on a World War II-era fort off the coast of England, is up for sale as a "country." The Independent reported Tuesday that the turnkey "country" comes with its own passports, currency and stamps and is available for $126 million. Sealand, much like an oil platform, is located some 7 miles off Harwich, a busy coastal town and international port located in northeast Essex. The area has a rich history. The Independent reports that Sealand became an independent state after "Prince" Roy Bates set up a homestead with his family in 1967. However, the story goes that the Royal Navy was sent to get him off the property but the feisty Bates met them with warning shots and the government decide

Oh For The Love Of This Suicide
I've learned to love this lie I call my life Oh I wait for the next time I die Oh for the love of this sick suicide Don't mind me with pouring blood This for me is a dream come true Oh I wait for the next time I die Oh for the love of this sick suicide Baby don't expect me to cry Please only expect me to die You try and console But sweetheart I understand not of this emotion you call empathy Oh I wait for the next time I die Oh for the love of this sick suicide Tears sting my eyes The reason I'm not so sure of anymore Oh I wait for the next time I die Oh for the love of this sick suicide And with every drop of blood that falls to the floor I laugh more and more inside Oh the complexity of it all Just makes me ever more eager to leave Oh I wait for the next time I die Oh for the love of this sick suicide This last entry of this diary I loved So tell me is this the end? Oh I wait for the next time I die Oh for the love of this sick suicide Weaker and weaker I

If Only...
Sorry for the formatting I just dont have time right now to fix it...My aunt sent this to me and I thought it worth sharing... ################################### WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. >> PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? >> >> >> My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has >> been completed. >> >> Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our >> mission in Iraq is complete. >> >> This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American >> forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is >> now to begin the reckoning. >> >> Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries >> which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is >> short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland >> are some of the countries listed there. >> >> The other list contains everyone no

Vote For My Furbabies In The Pimp Your Pet Contest....
OK, this is the first contest I've entered. I ALWAYS vote for everyone who asks me to help them when they are in one. So please return the favor. They are both entered in the Pimp your pet contest. Please vote for them and comment bomb the crap out of them. Thank you! ~Mary

Deeper
The blade slides across her wrist Blood sprays in fine mist Slowly stopping now just a few drops She cuts a little deeper hoping her pain stops Blood splatters to the floor No She can't do that anymore Bandages her arm Can't let him know she does herself harm Hides her pain once more Not allowing him to see the gore The scars on her arm grow deeper each day It never really mattered what he had to say She reaches out in the words she writes Feeling better until the approach of the lonely night Don't write of such things he wants her to stop One day she will stop these lines of pain And on that day the world will gain Fore she will no longer be here Causing that shed tear But for now the blade slides across her wrist blood sprays in a fine mist Slowly stopping now just a few drops She cuts a little deeper and her pain finally stops

3,000 British Troops To Pull Out Of Iraq By May
3,000 British troops to pull out of Iraq by May 11 Jan 2007 Thousands of British troops will return home from Iraq by the end of May, The Daily Telegraph can reveal today. Tony Blair will announce within the next fortnight that almost 3,000 troops are to be cut from the current total of 7,200, allowing the military to recover from four years of battle that have left it severely overstretched. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml;jsessionid=HGJLAQRCU5CTHQFIQMGCFF4AVCBQUIV0?

Hanging By A Moment
Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer where i Started Chasing after you i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you forgetting all i'm lacking completely incomplete i'll take your invitation you take all of me now.. i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you i'm living for the only thing i know i'm running and not quite sure where to go i don't know what i'm diving into just hanging by a moment here with you there's nothing else to lose nothing left to find there's nothing in the world that could change my mind there is nothing else there is nothing else... Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer where i Started Chasing after you i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm stand

Part 2
well after 4 years. i got kinda tired of not being able to keep friends outside of the military, and decided that life was not for me. in 1998 i got out, and moved to Tucson Az where my parents had moved to. While i was in the navy i met a girl on the internet, and had been talking to her for a while.. well after a couple years in tucson (working for microsoft, and running a couple of internet service providers) i moved this girl here to be with me. her and her daughter moved in with me and we lived together for a year before she decided she didn't love me any more and on my birthday, took her daughter and moved in with some guy she met off the net. it took me two years to get over this girl, to this day i still have no idea what i could have done wrong to make her want to move, but i'm over all that. So in thsoe two years. i was alone all the time, living with my parents (she left me with a lot of bills and i had to declare bankruptcy.. ) I even

Ronald Reagan
"Here's my strategy on the Cold War: We win, they lose." - Ronald Reagan "The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the government and I'm here to help." - Ronald Reagan "The trouble with our liberal friends is not that they're ignorant: It's just that they know so much that isn't so." - Ronald Reagan "Of the four wars in my lifetime none came about because the U.S. was too strong." - Ronald Reagan "I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandment's would have looked like if Moses had run them through the US. Congress." - Ronald Reagan "The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but doesn't have to take the civil service examination." - Ronald Reagan "Government is like a baby: An alimentary canal with a big appetite at one end and no sense of responsibility at the other." - Ronald Reagan "The nearest thing to eternal life we will ever see on this ea

Poll
April Made Me Do It NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others

Quiz / Who Are You?
Which Horror Movie Killer Are You? The CreeperYour the Creeper your meant to kill. And 23 is your big number. Your lil gruesome to eating people, using their skin for under tunnel caverns left for teens to find. Your quick too, those massive wings can chop off heads and get you places you need to get, like on top of School Buses. Your also nasty and like bellybuttons, any body part you can make your own for that matter. Your just wierd. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Got To Go For A Couple Days.......
Hey guys, I have to go out of town for a few days. In case your wondering why one of Davids family members died and I have to go with the family that has taken me in and treated me like their own.... I want nothin more thatn to take the pain from everyone I love, I would suffer all their pain for them if I could! anyways I am not going to say that she gone to a better place of that she's not suffering anymore while she may not be suffering anymore,I dont know where she's gone but wherever she is I know they really have a beautiful person coming to them and that place will be a little more beautiful with her there, we will miss her and I really wish i had gotten to know her better but this is the way life works I guess.Anyways, See you guys on the other side of this test of mental stability............................TTYL & MMFWCL!!!

Of You
so as i begin this new day lets wash all old memories away forgetting all the hurt and the pain washing away all that makes me insane then ill be ready to start anew holding only my memories of you they're the only ones that matter anymore so to my past i close and lock the door making sure to swallow the key so that my past is locked deep inside me cause it doesn't matter anymore and i'll lay all my cards out on the floor i'm far from perfect, as i'm sure you can see but i never claimed to be i can seem a little odd or strange and its something i can't change some of my scards are always there but not visible, as you are aware and with all my flaws and all my doubt its always you i'm thinking about and with your help i hope to find a way to put my past behind and in you there's something so strong that i haven't seen in so long and something so beautifule to behold that the like of it cannot be told so as i am starting under i want you by my side becuase wi

Television
On the day of January 23,1977-the greatest event in the history of the world would change the format landscape of television as we know it. Even after years later,it still to this day holds the title of one of the best television mini-series of all time. Under the usual definition of a "series",ROOTS would not be included as a made for television movie-it was really an extended special. But in fact that it was the most-watched dramatic special in the history of television,and its considerable impact on its viewers was outstanding. The overall success of ROOTS was unprecedented. Approxiamately over 100 million viewers saw the concluding installment and it must be considered an event of considerable magnitude when nearly half of the entire population of the United States can be assembled in front of its television sets to watch a single dramatic presentation. No one,not even ABC,was prepared for anything this big. In fact,one of the reasons given for scheduling ROOTS on eight consecut

Hmm..mookie..dying For U :)
everyday is the same as previous one..am so bored..nothing is changig..what should i do?help me..make some suggestion pls..........mean time mookie..am dying for u..help me and rescue me:) u understood what i mean..:)

The Storm Of My Life
Darkness surrounds me Pain is all I feel Like drowning in this air I breath is any of it real? Emotions overcome me I Cut but I dont feel the pain The storm of my life My tears are the rain People all around me Hurrying just to pass me by while im stuck in this moment slowly waiting to die The ones I love always seem to go away Its not fair why do they leave and I stay? Lifes full of joy and happyness or so they say If the world is so perfect then why do I want to leave If everything is expected why do I cover my arms with sleeves? Does it scare you? to see the marks of my fears? when you see these cuts do you realise my tears? Just someone to tell me again That they really do care to say thouse three words I stand in a crowded room yet I stand alone I live in a house but its not a home Does anyone feel the way I do? I Loved you so The thought of your touch The vision of your smile Once again Im wrapped in loveing arms away from reality and harm

For My Friends
Twisting turning spiralling down fading into darkness till I am found. Holding my heart and spilling its love falling from grace from heaven above. Staring out from the darkness around seeing nothing yet everything as a hand reaches down. Hand in mine pulling me free a friend and love someone not seen but who is always there to the top I am dragged. until around me stands my family and friends. This goes out to those that heave stood beside me, helped me, and guided me. for I know without your love I would not be where I am today. Thanks.. I am sure you all know who you are. Becasue you are all close to my heart. I give you all much love. Though they are not here are they may be hopefully those who know me know I adore them and it means alot.. nothing means as much to me as my friends and family.

To Meditate!
The discipline in which we force ourselves by writing things, is the first step towards their realization. We can, in the conversation,avoid to answer the questions by being vague, often without even realizying it. When we write down our ideas, we are obliged to bend over details. It is more difficult to be deceived... or to deceive others.

White Rose
Perfect in every single way No flaws, no imperfections Untainted by the darkness in this world I always admired you from afar Too cowardly to even speak how I felt towards you Unworthy...how could a black sheep such as I even say a word to you Your beauty rivaled by no other Your voice as soft and gentle as a soft summer breeze Calming...soothing You help ease the endless pain of my own existence The way I feel for you the way I feel for non-other Will I ever be able to confess my love to you? Till that day I watch from afar... The perfect white rose

Re: Surveys And Questionnaires
I just wanted to put this out there for those posting surveys and questionnaires. This is not ‘MySpace,’ CT is a site for adults. For the most part I have not answered these items if I did answer I have tried to avoid giving the brutally honest answers that people who know me are used to. After careful consideration I have decided that if you send one of these things to me I’m going to respond. My response will be honest and to the point. If you are easily offended don’t ask me a question that you may not be ready to hear the answer to. I try and respect everyone on CT but these items are getting annoying. If you don’t respond people complain. If you respond, and do so honestly, you upset people. Well… I believe it is better to beg forgiveness than ask permission. So, in saying this keep in mind if you ask, I will answer. Be prepared for anything. Hope I don’t loose friends over this but, if I do, I guess I’ll have to deal with it at that time. Thanks for reading this and please pass i

Nena And Brian Are Watching Porn Together...
Now Streaming CAM 2. Pick another CAM: CAM 1 CAM 3 CAM 4 The above stream is directly from the Villa "de Gouden Kooi" ("the Golden Cage"). Its about 8 people in a house. Like BigBrother but there is no end. The last one to leaves gets the million dollar Villa.

"passive" Thanks Chris!
"Passive" "Dead as dead can be," my doctor tells me But I just can't believe him, ever the optimistic one I'm sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy Wake up and face me, don't play dead cause maybe Someday I will walk away and say, "You disappoint me," Maybe you're better off this way Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been It's your right and your ability To become…my perfect enemy… Wake up (we'll catch you) and face me (come one now), Don't play dead (don't play dead) Cause maybe (because maybe) Someday I'll (someday I'll) walk away and say, "You disappoint me," Maybe you're better off this way Maybe you're better off this way Maybe you're better off this way Maybe you're better off this way You're better of this; you're better off this; Maybe you're better off! Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now), Don't play dead (don't play dead) Cause maybe (because maybe) So

Mother In Law And Friend"s Surprise
It was a weekday noon time. I had arrived at my mother in laws house Sharon. I walked in and didn’t see her so I said Sharon. I did not get a response I thought well she must be in one of the rooms and can’t hear me. I walked toward the back of the house and could hear faint moans coming from my mother in laws room. There was a tiny crack in the door so I peeked. To my amazement she and a friend of hers Joyce were naked on her bed and Sharon was eating her pussy. My mother in law is 53 y.o. blonde 120 small tits nice ass hairy pussy. Joyce is 57 120 black hair taller than Sharon med tits hairy pussy. My cock instantly became hard at the site of Joyce holding my mother in laws face deep into her pussy. I watched for about 60 seconds more than opened the door and said Sharon. They both screamed and covered up. I stood there with a smile on my face. Sharon screamed out you bastard don’t you know how to knock. I said yes normally I do but when I hear moaning I want to be included. Joyc

I Swore I Wouldn't Do This
I swore I wouldn't be one of those shameless self promoting bitches y'all know you complain about on here, but yet here I am doing the same damn thing. I'm promoting myself in the female sexiest eyes contest being held by Luvable Guy. I am well aware of the fact that I have no chance of winning this, honestly I do, but I'd still like to at least get enough votes to make an impression. I appreciate the help that everyone has given me so far. This contest ends on next Wed. the 17th at 6 pm. So there is still plenty of time to go vote some more, oh and folks really don't forget to rate the pic while you are there. Here is the link: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=442273&albumid=180236

The Wedding 1
There were 4 or 5 couples that hung around together in college, but the kinkiest of us all were Jim and his wife. Before they married, they used to try and get one of the other couples to stay at their apartment. This always led to a lot of sex talk, drinking, etc.. My guy would stay at their place whenever he came to town. Gary and I never got to the part where we switched partners with them, but it was obvious to me that Jim really wanted to get into my panties. He would invite me out to his place when Gary was due in town and try to seduce me before he got there. He’d ply me with drinks and rub against me and just leer at me. It used to get me pretty aroused, and I’m sure that he and Adele would watch us fuck later on when we went to bed. We all eventually got married and moved away. Our last friend to get married brought us all back together after a few years. The wedding was in August and it was hotter than usual. Everything was going fine – lots of drinking and partying at

Oooo
...and we ourselves shall be loved for a while and forgotten. But the love will have been enough; all those impulses of love return to the love that made them. Even memory is not necessary for love. There is a land of the living and a land of the dead, and the bridge is love, the only survival, the only meaning.

--corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. --Corinthians 13:4-7 Holy Bible (New Living Translation)

#4: Pamela Rogers
Ok, that name may or may not sound familiar, but it will after you read this. A former teacher who has already served jail time for having sex with a 13-year-old student was sent to prison for more than six years Friday for violating her probation by sending the boy nude photos of herself. When Pamela Rogers, 29, was released after serving 198 days in jail, she was under orders not to contact the student or his family or use the Internet. But authorities say that even after appearing in court on a charge of violating her probation in April, she continued talking with the boy and sending him text messages and sexually explicit photos and video of herself. “You have done everything except show this court that you wanted to rehabilitate yourself,” Warren County Circuit Judge Bart Stanley said. He revoked Rogers’ probation and ordered her to serve the rest of a seven-year prison sentence that had been largely suspended. Rogers, who has been in jail since April, presented evidence

Heartbreak
My life only knows a broken heart. Why i stay around i don't know. Will anyone mend my broken heart??? Will I ever love again??? Will i find my one true love?? My soul mate?? The man that will give me children and make me happy??

Summertime In The Country
Live with me in the country, At least for a little while. We'll pick raspberries Squish them into wine with our feet Get drunk And have sex. * wrote for Lisa in 1999. For those of you who don't know, yes you can make wine with raspberries..you don't need grapes. Lisa was a chick in one of my classes. I thought she was hot.

I'll Catch A Later Bus
The sixth-grade Sunday school class was coming to an end. The earnest teacher had planned her lesson well, and she knew it was time to ask that strategic question. When everyone seemed to be listening intently, she said, "How many of you children want to go to Heaven?" As you would expect, every hand shot up-except for one boy's. He simply stared at her, remaining passive and indifferent. The teacher thought she had either failed with the lesson or he hadn't understood the question. With a kind follow-up, she smiled and pressed the inquiry. "Son, don't you want to go to Heaven?" she asked. The boy quickly responded, "Well, sure, I mean, eventually. But the way you asked the question, I thought you were makin up a load right now!"

Snow Day
Looked up into the pouring snow Til I noticed that tiny hole In clouds that filled the endless sky There ran some brilliant beams of light Light and midnight In our eyes A midnight sun Made to fill our minds With such content Standing in snow I saw your face Glow in this newfound wonder Tiny flakes upon your nose Set my heart aflutter Then just one kiss at midnight made Our hearts take all the power. ** A boyfriend of mine had never seen snow in his life. I'm not much for snow... So when he drove 14 hrs to come visit me and it started snowing in the middle of the night, he had to really force me to bundle up and come outside...I'm glad I did.

Stake And Pyre
The Inquisition was a horrifically dark time for us, as anyone with half a brain might suspect. Kindred elders had swaggered around as undying lords of the night since the fall of Rome. Even the normally not-bothered-with-that-sort-of-bullshit Gangrel got to big for their britches, terrorizing entire towns and marauding off with cattle, children, virgins, etc. In the 14th century the kine finally started to wake up and realized that vampires weren't indestructible or omniscient. The Church waged war on heretics, Satanists, witches,Lupines, Cainites, anything it could get its hands on. The Inquisitio hit the Gangrel no more or less than any other clan. You might think we'd end up on the pyre less often than other clans, since we don't burrow into cities or lord's manors like the Ventrue or Nosferatu do. But Gangrel have a hard time concealing their bestial natures; when Father Jean confronts a woman with clawed paws or spider eyes, he barely takes the time to shout "Demon!" before she's

Cr@wling
i came crawling on my hands and knees, cut open. bleeding from the rough cement beneath me. his hands between my legs. fuck me harder, make me bleed. eat my heart out. torture me make me beg for more. tie me down and rape me over and over, your freinds too. I'll fall in love with you.

What The Fuck Crawled Up Her Ass?!
I just got done with a very dramatic friend, I just want toknow what the fuck crawled up her ass! I don't get why people get all bent out of shape and vent on other people, it's hella fucked up, I didn't even do anything to her. I just don't get it, but I know I might be hella fuckin her ass up saturday!

Need Luv Badly :) Please Do What U Can
I (BOSS LADY WIT DA SEXXXY EYEZ) WANNA MARRY BEN DOVER !! HELP ME OUT PLEASE..IT'S APPRECIATED OK YEPP I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST AND I NEED BOMBERS !!! NAME OF CONTEST IS "WHO WANTS TO MARRY BEN DOVER" IT'S GUNNA BE A FUN ONE. IT STARTS JAN.10(WED.) AND WILL GO UNTIL JAN.31(WED) SO PLEASE ANY FREE TIME YOU WANNA SPEND BOMBING WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO ME. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA. XOXOX

Death Tonight
Voodoo Devil skulls In this mind I'm losing wars Everything is nothing Everything disturbing dreams Gliding roads that never were Eternal never ending blur Dark Dark Road Skies I can feel my death tonight ** There is only so much bad teenage poetry one person can read.

Quotes
Lestat to Marius:: "Vampires don't settle old scores, We harbor them.." Akasha to Lestat... "Behold Our Kingdom" Lestat to Akasha... "An Island of corpses" Lestat to Louis::"All I need to do to find you is follow the corpses of rats." Lestat to Louis::"The pain is terrible for you. You feel pain like no other creature, because you are a vampire. Do you want it go on? Then do what is in your nature to do and you will feel like you did with that child in your arms.Evil is a point of view. God kills indiscriminately and so shall we. For no creatures under God are as we are, none so like him as ourselves. Louis to the Thug in the bar::"You lack the courage of your convictions, Sir" Lestat to Louis::"I've drained you to the point of death, If I leave you here you will die or you can be young always as we are now, Are you willing to come?" Lestat to Louis::"Your body is dying, pay no attention, it happens to us all." Lestat to Louis::"Now look with your vampire eyes."

Dr.pepper
Brand name Annie Rips up her stockings She's told her friends she's gonna cry Brand name Annie Reads a letter Thinks she'll get better If she tries Brand name Annie Sits on the floor Stares in the mirror Waiting for more More to this worthless piece of life More to this strange speckle of strife And Brand name Annie wears a skirt That everyone's seen before And Brand name Annie walks the streets Searching for a different store. ** These kind of poems I wrote in 1998

Another Soldier Lost
Charles gave his life protecting our country and may he and his friend rest in peace. Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. More like his friends. Charles died on jan 11 2007 at 8:00 am. He took over 23 shots to his body and still he fought on. I'm sorry for all your loss in a friend. He left behind 2 little girls back in the USA. His team is on his page right now passing on the news. Please go show his page much love and thanks for all he has done. He gave the ultimate price here ppl!! Charles aka dragon@ CherryTAP

Ct Wife Contest
I WANNA BE GHOST'S CT WIFE. PLEASE COME AND COMMENT BOMB ME!!! IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED. I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR. I will make a Sig tag for everyone who votes for me. Just send me a private message letting me know you voted with the name you want on your tag. THANKS A BUNCH!

Which Horror Movie Stereotype Are You? Lmao
Which Horror Movie Stereotype Are You? You are the First-to-Die!! You come up with crappy ideas that usually lead your friends into a perilous journey of DEATH.You are the one who is stabbed repeatedly and left for dead in the basement. Damn you and your stupidity!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

My Horoscope
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Cry Out In The Night
I toss and I turn....searching for you. I reach over to your side of the bed...and again you're not there. I cry out your name and my voice goes unheard. Why did you leave....my lover, my friend? You used to tell me such wonderful things....professing your undying love for me. But according to you that love did die one day. And when you left...something died in me too. Sometimes I wonder how I'm supposed to go on without you. Your memory haunts me.....always close by. When I think about you being with her....my heart hurts so bad. I gave myself to you......mind, body, and soul....and you threw that away. Like it was just so much trash. Every night I cant sleep any more....there is such an empty feeling within. And....there's that empty space in the bed. Others have tried to take your place....maybe one day I'll meet that special one. Until then....I cry out in the night and my voice goes unheard.

~~when You Are Feeling Stupid Read This~~
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995.) Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," -- Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest. `````````````````````````````````` "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." -- Mariah Carey ```````````` "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life," -- Brooke Shields, during an interview to become Spokesperson for federal anti-smoking campaign . `````

~~feel So Much Better~~
Randy WHY I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER !!! The Democrats new promise "A New Direction For America" The stock market is at a new all-time high and America's 401K's are back. A new direction from there means, what? Unemployment is at 25 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Taxes are at 20 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Federal tax revenues are at all-time highs. A new direction from there means, what? The Federal deficit is down almost 50%, just as predicted over last year. A new direction from there means. what? Home valuations are up 200% over the past 3.5 years. A new direction from there means, what? Inflation is in check, hovering at 20 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Not a single terrorist attack on US soil since 9/11/01. A new direction from there means, what? Osama bin Laden is living under a rock in a dark cave, having not surfaced i

Why?
Why is it that someone who is responsible for my being can hate me so much? I mean really, am I THAT terrible? I'm really about to slap the shit out of him. Now he's gonna complain that I'm typing to loud!!! OMG I'm gonna lose it!!! Ok. Had to let that out...I feel better now. Someone bring me a beer. THanks!

Life
Today I started working YAY WHAT SOME FUN!... I finally got my little sister out of shelter care but I did double thoughts maybe she should have just stayed there til her time was up. But I have my daddys big heart. So its all good. Quitting smoking is going pretty good. I found diffent ways to not have the cravings. Other then that nothing really going on. I hope I have off Saturday so I can sit home relax an drink hehe. Wont know more til tomorrow of course. Well time to take this single women with a migain to bed (Yup thats me)

Good One
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she

Keepin' It Real
I don't know what my real voice sounds like, in fact I never even spoken. Sad but true. I have never said what I mean, and that equates to sitting alone and in the dark, because if no one really knows you- not your external bullshit that everyone wears in the subway, but the real you that listens to the Backstreet Boys and pees in the pool and is afraid of clowns, then what's the point? Tired and disjointed I submit the previous for your snide and clever comments.....Treycephus

Sexaul Zodiac Symbol
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

"our Daily Ration"
"Our Daily Ration" ---------------------- -Succumbing to the Cumbersome, The lids of our eyes arise. From blur to reality, Slowly waking, Beginning to feel alive. Given our daily rations, Written words meant for comfort, Pulling only capitulation and fate. Ride the railways, of this symbiotic relationship, Synonymously in pace and beat. Open your eyes sunshine, And Look around this world. Learn of hipocracy and diplomacy, And Let your wings unfold. Fly far away, From this ego filled land, A place of perpetually neglected everything. Fly far away, To this land of simplicity, A place of an interminably love filled, linguistic community. Welcomed into intellectuality, Minds here for clarity, Helping those whom long to be free, Be FREE!!! -------------------- Still a work in progress, but nonetheless still here for you all to read and judge ;-)

It's Just Life....
It's been one hell of a week, and it'snot even over, nothing has really gone right. and when you're the support beam for people, it gets hard, to deal with stresses of your own and others too, there's so much weight on my shoulders I don't know what to do. Life's tough I understand that, and if I can't cope now how can I when I'm older ya know? but it's hard... hard not to break down, it's hard, so hard right now to just put a smile on my face and pretend everything is okay, but it's just life, and I have to suck it up. But I feel like if i have one more thing go wrong everything is just going fall, I can't hold in one more thing...but Like I said it's just life...

Bye
bye everyone i love all of you and i will never for get about you and you will always be in my heart i promise.i love cherry tap and i think this is the hardest thing i have ever had to do and that is leave all my wonderful friends and i will try to get on as much as prosible i promise i will.you guys have fun and keep it really and if you have my number you can call but other than that i will try to get on okay.keep your heads up and stay cruck okay.bye bye i love you guys and i always will.love for life babygurl lette4life or leah

What Ur Birthday Means
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rare

The Road I'm On
She said life’s a lot to think about sometimes When you’re living in between the lines And all the stars are sparkling, shine everyday He said life’s so hard to move in sometimes When it feels like I’m in the line And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way And I know you feel helpless now, and I know you feel, hold on That’s the same road, the same road that I’m on, yeah He said life’s a lot to think about sometimes When you keep it on between the lines And everything I want and I want to find one of these days But what you thought was real in life Oh, it somehow steer you wrong And now you just keep trying and trying to find out where you belong And I know you feel helpless now, and I know you feel, hold on That’s the same road, the same road that I’m on What you thought was real in life, somehow steer you wrong And now you just keep trying and trying to find where you belong I know you feel helpless now, I know you feel, hold on That’s the same, t

Yup
"You know what? I actually liked you for who you were. And you can't find many girls out there who are like that. But in time she'll screw you over and you'll wish I stay'd around, but this butterfly was made to fly, not to crawl upon the ground."

A Short Story For You Guys/girls To Enjoy!
I A growl enters from the reserve, rolling amongst the gray puffy clouds as a dog would amidst fresh fallen snow drifts. Flashing chaotically, like strobes of paparazzi at the hottest Actors Guild Movie Awards, the storm presents itself with an enigmatic intention. Swollen clouds begin to tear up with their echoed excitement of bellowing thunder. With a climatic explosion of ethereal voice, perfectly accentuated lighting and with the taunting of natures emotions the rain sweeps through like the final draping of a Broadway masterpiece. Leaves, being packed together shoulder to shoulder of the lower thickets, chatter and clap as if an audience were summoning an encore performance of the liquid generational arts. Saturating every granule of the forest floor the flagrant down pour plays a soothing sonnet amongst newly born mirrored puddles. Each droplet plays their own significant sequence, collaborating efforts with pea-size hail which massage their physical audience to pure exh

Aarrrghhh
it's hot, very hot this summer parents are on vacations and till next wednesday i'll be in the afternoon/evening shift if i'm not as much as i was before it's because of that if i dissapear for long time, it's because i'll be in hospital ok? i still need to wait for the appointment next tuesday with doctor but for what my sister saw after blood test, i have an infection and a problem with liver (she's a doctor but other specialization) good night everyone! ;)

I Give Up
well i have made up my mind,i have given up on finding mr.right there is no such thing,at least not for a girl like me.i thought i would find one on the internet but i did'nt.but i have met alot of good friends and thats cool,can never have to many friends.

When A Girl....
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Rimbaud
'A Season In Hell - 1' Once, if my memory serves me well, my life was a banquet where every heart revealed itself, where every wine flowed. One evening I took Beauty in my arms - and I thought her bitter - and I insulted her. I steeled myself against justice. I fled. O witches, O misery, O hate, my treasure was left in your care! I have withered within me all human hope. With the silent leap of a sullen beast, I have downed and strangled every joy. I have called for executioners; I want to perish chewing on their gun butts. I have called for plagues, to suffocate in sand and blood. Unhappiness has been my god. I have lain down in the mud, and dried myself off in the crime-infested air. I have played the fool to the point of madness. And springtime brought me the frightful laugh of an idiot. Now recently, when I found myself ready to croak! I thought to seek the key to the banquet of old, where I might find an appetite again. That key is Charity. - Thi

Rimbaud
'A Season In Hell - 2' From my ancestors the Gauls I have pale blue eyes, a narrow brain, and awkwardness in competition. I think my clothes are as barbaric as theirs. But I don't butter my hair. The Gauls were the most stupid hide-flayers and hay-burners of their time. From them, I inherit: idolatry, and love of sacrelige; - oh! all sorts of vice, anger, lechery, - terrific stuff, lechery; - lying, above all, and laziness. I have a horror of all trades and crafts. Bosses and workers, all of them peasants, and common. The hand that holds the pen is as good as the one that holds the plow. - What a century for hands! - I'll never learn to use my hands. And then, domesticity goes too far. The propriety of beggary shames me. Criminals are as disgusting as men without balls: I'm intact, and I don't care. But! who has made my tongue so treacherous, that until now it has counseled and kept me in idleness? I have not used even my body to get along. Out-idling the sleepy toad

Jealousy
Jealousy is a very bad thing. Is it so wrong to feel jealous when your being ignored and the person your with is so busy helping others. Is it so wrongto feel jealous when hundreds of flighty people flirt with the person your with. is it so wrong to feel jealous when so many people try to break up what ever happiness you have found? I have to say to a degree yes it is wrong to be so uptight and jealous over everything. You can chasse away the person your with. destroy your own happiness with your fears and jealousy. I have been guilty of letting the lil green eyed moster appear myself a time or two. It makes you feel sad and icky. yet making you angry and your eyes glow. when ever i feel the lil green eyed monster coming i get mad at myself for thinking that way. i guess its part of life to have some type of jealousy. as long as you dont let it destroy what happiness you have in your life.

~~the Old Cowboy~~
> >THE OLD COWBOY: >An old cowboy went to a bar and ordered a drink. As he sat there >sipping his whiskey, a young lady sat down next to him. She turned to >the cowboy and asked him, "Are you a real cowboy?" He replied, "Well, >I've spent my whole life on the ranch, herding horses, mending fences, >and branding cattle so I guess I am." She said, "I'm a lesbian. I >spend my whole day thinking about > > women. As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about women; when I >shower, watch TV, etc., everything seems to make me think of women." > A little while later, a couple sat down next to the old cowboy and >asked him, "Are you a real cowboy?" He replied, "I always thought I >was, but I just found out I'm a lesbian."

For Those Who Have Touched My Dark Heart!!
When I came into your lives, Who would have thought, That we would last , That we would be stronge. After all this time, After all that we saw, Wow I never thought. We'd be here now as we are. I've seen you at your worse, Just as you, have seen mine. Thanks to all, We've gone through, We've all grown, Most of all me. I just wanted to say, Thank you for , Everything you've done. I just want to say, A few things to you. I love your laughter, I love your tears, I love your trust, I love your hearts. You have brought, Me to the next level. You have made Me yours and You became mine. You are my laughter, You are my light, You are my home, You are my heart. I just had to Get this out.

Been A While
does seem ages since i did one of these,and things in here seem to be changing,you dont get as many ratings on pics as you did and now its all mum based threads,im not complaing im as bad as the next person just seems to have moved on alittle feeling a bit low at the moment too,works a bitch and im way to worn out to do anything naughty to the wife so im frustrated as well lol

For Me And My Buddies.
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

Rag Doll
You know how to push my buttons. You know how to make me scream. I want to claw your eyes out. I want revenage. Come on baby, pretend to love me. Shower me in your lies. Tell me what I want to hear. Baby, hold me tight. Use me and abuse. You make me want to die. I'm your rag doll. Tossed on the shelf and forgotten.

I Dont Know If Im Better Or Not
well the first med the doc put me on sucked.i was very ill so she put me on 2 different ones.they seem to be working.the head ahces are better but my vision is still getting blurry and things still get very cloudly but im not in no where near as much pain.the one pill is a steriod witch is to open the blood vessels in my brain.im still trying to get back being ablie to type i mean i know what i want to type but what comes out is a different story all togather.i still see spots and flashes and now thanks to the steriods im hot and sweating.i have to speak to my doc tomarrow and tell her how i am.i dontknow tho.How am i? if the headaches are gone cuz my vessels have more blood flow,whats makeing them have less?no one can be on steroids that long esp me. ive taken them MANY times in my life.i dont know i guess is all just a waiting game still.

Realionship Over
Hello all. It has been aloing time sence I hat talked. I am sorry. So much has happend. For startes afer ten years of marege. It is over. It ended December 27ty. I got siced of his lies. His lies to me and the lies to theme who I resecte. I do not like lies. I can not stand them. And he would keep things from me. and thing that I fet were inporant like the fat we were mared away from them who I though should know. A lot of time I would have to tell them myfelf. And it would make them mand. and my husband mad. But I fet like I had to do that. I felt like he did not realy wan t me wen he did that. I did not leave any childen behind. Jut two dogs. But that is ok. Now I am with the one man I hould have been with a long time agao. But I was too busy ting to make things work with my hasband I. I shuld have been gone a long time agao. But now I am. And I am ting to be friends with him. But the lies stell have not stoped. He is ting to get me back. But I am not welling to go and be with somon