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The Silence Of Pain
Right now, my heart is in my bone hands. I am not asking you to move. But right now you could save my life. It was so simple. I left it wide open for you. And then it fell. Shattering at my feet. The devistating sound of my tears. All done with a sigh and an "I don't know" Green eyes look at you, and I am left as I was before, lied to , hurt, and only myself to blame. You could have saved my life tonight. Instead you listened to the radio, Left me alone with glass shard tears. Each one screamed your name. All to the silence of my pain.

Dreamer
Who I'd like to meet: My someone!!!! I want a someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy.. But not so pretty that I feel awkward. Someone who would think I was beautiful if I dressed so trashy it was classy. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. Someone who is more goofy then romantic. Someone who is the smile on my face the life in my heart and the light in my life. Someone who I can be my stupid self around and when I say something so dumb he would kiss me to make me shut up, but knows the right thing to say and do at the right times. A guy who would beat the crap out of someone if they called me fat. I want someone who would call me three times a day if he went away. He would apologize for calling to much, and no matter how many times I tell him it's okay, he still does it-and I don't get sick of it. We would bet kisses on who could

There Isnt One..
OK.. im Only going to Make this short!! Why Is it Everytime i meet someone,things go good for a week or so and then it gets all fucked up?!! guess when i mess things up with someone i do it good... Dont you agree?

Fucking Mania!
I cant stop spending money.. its on stuff that we *need* but I can tell its manic shopping....Im going to end up spending money we dont have to spend...feck... Im back to doing the ... dot thing too much...I bought blood red hair dye...and stuff to sell on ebay... and jeans for me...and jeans for felix...gah make the mania go away! I'll give you a cookie!

To The One I Hurt.. And The One I Love...
Most days as a joke to day was a day my life changed for the worse as i droped a comment and kill my man.... I wrote something as a joke .. NOT thinking.. not knowin.. IT wouldn't be a joke... I kill the one i love so much.. that has my heart up into my throat... Not able to breath not able to live.... I can't help but, feel like a stupid bitch.. when all i should have seen ... What i got. was to good to be true.. MOST GURLS would have died to just have a piece too... I'm lucky i guess i still get to chat.. but, i feel so bad.. SMACK SMACK**.. To everyone there don't loose your sight.. when you love someone dear and close to your heart.. MAKE sure you shut up and Keep on track.. Don't fuck you.. and NEVER look back... Keep your head high and remember to keep straight... FORGIVE me babe... I don't know what to do.. I turn to you to make me laugh, and wipe my tears, hold me close and say im forever yours.. I know i hurt you.. and i say to day.. FUCK EVERYTHING... I'm yours till the end..

For Those Who Care
Yeah well except for one or two of you, I'd thought I'd give you a heads up.. Dragon ain't doing so hot at this moment.. I have been dealing with the fall out as my parents head down the road for divorce.. And it looks like unlike mine this one is going to get ugly... So I just kind of ask that my friends keep me in thier prayers and thoughts, like I'd do for you if asked... Well to those I care about. Love you.. To those that are my friends, Big Hugs.. I am here, and I will servive.. But I thought there where some that deserved to know what was going on and why I maybe acting funny and where to afraid to ask.

Motherless Weekend
friday night and thomas has SAT tomorrow. lol a bunch of kids were freakin out about it today and all i could do was just sit there and laugh at them (i'm not takin it again). i got a 1070 the first time i took the SAT (not the PSAT). i didnt even call brittany cuz i didnt feel like dealin wit deciding when to leave and havin to shower and stuff. PLUS my cell died at the beginning of the day. everyone is talkin about college. it's the only thing i'm ever asked about, or am talked to about. this one girl in my grade, hannah has gotten to be a real bitch about it. she's drivin everyone crazy; me, thomas, zack...as far as our group goes, that's all i know. she sees me and doesnt even say hi anymore but gives me some useless info that i dont care about. the past couple of weeks, she's walked by me and said something like "i got a 25 on my ACT!" and "wheaton is my fallback school." not to be mean, but honestly, i dont give a flyin shit about it and i shot her down a couple of t

Poor Man's Stones 4/7/06
the game of lies is often played with cunning and wit polish the stones of a poor man's life with a cloth and spit ive seen many things both good and bad ive never had anyone care about anything ive had am i a beast or am i a devil or am i just me time heals old wounds that soon cannot be seen its now mid day and i smile as i walk toward the sun I turn my head and never look back and now i just move on

Bedtime Release
My honeybaby's birthday has now come and gone. I still wish I could have spent it with him, but I do at least take comfort in the fact that I know he enjoyed himself. He has had a very good time with Nikki and Bill and I am so glad that he got to go meet them in person though I have truly missed him so much this week from all the hours he had to put in in such a short time. What would I ever do without him? I never ever want to know........... It has been a long stressing week here. I imagine they are only going to get more stressful as my time to leave creeps slowly closer. It just seems like the closer to November we come the harder it is for DJ and I to even be able to speak to each other without a confrontation of some kind. I had agreed to wait for 6 months before filing our divorce papers, but I truly don't feel there is a point. We both know it is over. I just wish he could accept it better than he seems to be. God knows I wasn't trying to hurt him I just have to get out.

Dirty Old Men.
just to let you know - i'm new to this. if you can't tell, then that's good on my part. i'm dead tired & it's the middle of the night. but once again i've been awoken by the screaming cries of an infant. finally got him fed & now he's refusing to go back to sleep, so i must sit here & keep myself awake by hanging out on lost cherry getting added to lists of dirty old men. didn't think i could still be so attractive after stating that i was engaged & had 2 children. :: sigh :: i guess that's what i get for hoping. & apparently realizing that some people are just that desperate. anyways - just really wanted to test this out. so for now, i'm done.

W.t.f.
well holy shit its only the second week into october and it snowed here, hard at times. there was one fatality in a single vehicle rollover close to where i live. from what i heard it happened around 4 am, the guy was driving in the passing lane, not sure how or what happened, but his van ended up on its roof in the middle of the north and south bound lanes, he was driving south, the van laid to rest facing north. he was 35 years old. i feel for his family and friends. the roads where slippery enuff to make the truckers slow right down, and blowing snow reduced visability and the truckers had there 4 way flashers on. not a sight you see everyday. but the snow is almost melted now, mother nature is just being cranky, shes saying im about to go for my beauty nap and old man winter is gonna take over. my job consists of driving a courior truck 5 days a week, some days in the winter, we wonder why the hell are we out on the rds when the school busses have been cancelled, freezing rain ha

I've Been Tagged Lol
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. i love to listen to music in the dark 2. i'm afraid of dying from an asthma attack or being left alone in this world with on one to love. 3.i write my thoughts in a journal, then the following yr read them and rip them up 4. can't drink dark soda, hurts my stomache 5. can't sleep without my snuggles laying next to me (lol) 6.i love to use johnson and johnson products, cant use anything else... now i will tag babydragon, bowbe4me21, big j, dusty rose, nightowl, papiwow88

Weird Shit!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I rub my earlob when I am cooking up a lie 2. If I drink a lot (alc - about the amount of 1.5 L smirnoff) my eyes turn yellow and glow 3. My DVDs are in MY kind of listing, anyone messes with it gets a beating... It's MY logic, don't question it! 4. Shoes off AT THE DOOR!... you get a slipper if you wish... socks more like it... 5. Only touch my blades if you want to die without asking me first and hearing for sure I said yes you can touch ..... 6. Don't ask me where I know things.. I KNOW! and thats that.... 1. Syd 2. Xaph 3. Ember 4. Nem 5.Skarlett 6.Bella

Getting Older
Sitting here i started thinking back to the days when i was young and dumb and i thought hell im gonna live forever i have all the time in the world to do what i want so why worry well now here i am 33 years old and my body has started to give out on me.Between the dieabetis and all the shit that goes with it im not able to get around as well as i used to hell some days it's a fight just to get off the couch.When you cant walk without pain its hard to do alot i used to love walks in the woods and stuff like that till i this happened i took it for granted now i wish i hadnt In a way the words from an old school song fit "you ask if ill grow to be a wise man and i ask if ill grow old" For those of you too young too know the song its from bon jovis blaze of glory the moral to all this is dont take good heatlth for granted dont wait get out there and ride the wave life live to its fullest dont wait cause if ya do it may be too late sooner than you think

Tra-la-la
I can't deside if I'm hyper or if I'm tired. And that is a weird state to be in. Too much caffeine and too much valarian root makes me all loco. It isn't helping that I put in something like 57 hours this week, let me add it up: Saturday 3.5 hours, Monday 9, Tuesday 11, Wednesday 11, Thursday 11, Friday 11. You do the math, but yeah, that's round about how much time I put in. I"m married to that place. Missing someone right now.... Tra-la-la. I want to sing, that's random, but I really want to go karoke. But I'll probably chicken out since I get shy rather quickly and freeze in front of large audiences. Actually, I just freeze when I get up to speak. I used to never be that way. My friend and I used to make an ass out of ourselves in public all the time, but I've slightly calmed down. But only slightly. I want to go hiking, I have this insane urge to climb something. And I"m scared of hights, so this might be interesting. As long as I don't freak out, I will be fine. I real

Bored
WELL! this is like the 7th blog i have XD things are going well i'm posting in here instead of working as always. and i'm in alot of pain from circus work last week T-T but i was ontop of a human pyramid and taht was very cool! XD

College
For the past couple of months, exactly about 3 months my parents and oldest brother has been telling me to apply for college. I am a senior highschool and I do want to go to college seriously. It's my next challenge out there after highschool. It's a complete resolution that I need to go there and get my degree and such. I tell my parents that I want to study out of state but then again they're telling me that I should either stay here or go home back in the Philippines(where I came from). So how am I supposed to face that resolution if they would limit as to where I am going for college. I also am aware of the fact that I need to go get my credentials fixed. Truth is even though I am performing mediocre I can rise above from it and get beyond or on par with my other friends that have more than 4.5GPA. As for SAT I got it under controlled as to where my oldest is assuming that I might Christmas Tree or even Crystal Ball it. I know that the word reviewing for SAT doesn't go

Friday The 13th!
I have never been superstition at all so I didn't think much of it when I had a black cat cross my path this morning, or yesterday when we had a rain storm and one of the kids was running around the house with an umbrella that I took from them to close. I called my doctor in the morning as I have been having stomach problems and intense pain which she believed to be my gall bladder. My aunt also had an ear infection and my sister a sore throat so she told us all to come in as soon as possible (it was 10:48) and she would see us before lunch. So we decided we would eat lunch after we left the doctors since we all skipped breakfast. We decided to take Kaitlyn, Michele's(my aunt) oldest and I took Jakob because I didn't want to leave him with my grandmother and felt a ride would do him good. Now, my car is currently in the garage getting fixed as my windows would no longer go up and down so we were going to use Michele's car. When we went to start Michele's van, it wouldn't sta

Read This
Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then u are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love by the one u like, because that person who u like will leave you by the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of ur life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love by the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who ur real love is! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I pr

Tag Yo
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can make my eyes shake from side to side, gives people the hibbie gibbies 2. No idea why but I sleep in the fetal position, there must be a weird study about that...Luckky me it would be something bad 3. I lam very shy around people I just kinda close up unless im with friends and them watch out it gets inane. 4. When I was 5 my cousin and i stole my grand dad's cigarettes and smoked them in the garden at the summer house. We tried to make smoke rings until my aunt caught us and grand dad gave us a spankin, I think that traumatized me cause i never touched a cig since 5. I usually dream that I speak languages Italian one night Spani

A Small Introduction
So here's the skinny... I work for a large corporation, a publicly traded company on the NYSE. It's a chain restaurant, you may have heard of it...but it's no different than working for a pimp. You work long hours with no break, stand on your feet waiting for the next customer, and basically grin and bear it when you fuck up and get the smack laid down on you. I am a Food Industry Whore, and these are my stories...check back soon for updates on my attempt to move up to pimpstress status.

*an Anthem 4an 18month, Long-distance Relationship*
++3DOORS DOWN: HERE WITHOUT YOU++ A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I dont think I can look at this the same And all the miles that separate its so clear now when I'm dreamin of ur face Im here without u baby But your still on my lonely mind I think about u baby and I dream about u all the time Im here without you baby but u're still with me in my dreams And tonite, its only u& me.. the miles just keep rolling as the people even wait to say hello I heard this life is over-rated but I hope that it gets betteras we go Im here without you baby But your still on my lonely mind I think about u baby & I dream about u all the time Im here you without baby but ur'e still with me in my dreams & tonite girl, its only u & me... Everything I know, and everywhere I go it gets harder when u've take away my love and when the last one falls and when its all said & done it gets harder when u take... away..

Ten Husbands
10 Husbands, Still a Virgin A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought

Friday's Nebulous Top Ten. . . Movies
Welcome to the first installment of my Nebulous Top Ten list. I call it nebulous because it is not set in stone, by any means. These just happen to be the movies that came into my head when I was making the list. I'm sure that if I did it on a different day, I'd come up with some different results. Anyway, this week I chose to share my top ten favorite movies of all time. Enjoy! 1. Star Wars I actually lump all six of the Star Wars films into this slot. But, it's the first one, which is really the fourth one, that has the most sentimental value, for me. I was seven years old when it came out, and it was the coolest thing ever. 2. Batman Begins This is the newest movie in the list. I was a big fan of Tim Burton's Batman movie with Michael Keaton. When I heard that Batman Begins was greenlighted, I was just hoping that it would be as good as Burton's. I was actually shocked by how good it was. The first time I saw it, I felt like I had just witnessed a historic event

*bloo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo*
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Friday The 13th
Dudes today was a good day... so good that i had to write about it lol. I have clinical depression right and normally im all like blah and unhappy but today i was like bright and bubbly and stuff :D it was great yay lol but yeah bunniesssssssssssssssss lol im random im gonna go now and be bubbly elsewhere lol

Here One You Need To Read If You Have Kids
i am back.ok when i was a little bratt my mom and dad took me and my sisters out for holloween i was sitting down having my cup of coffee that i never get to drink,when on the news comes on a note anyone who was or is a child molster has to have ther porch light out and can not hand out candy to the kids ????????WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING!!!!!!ok if i know someone like that lives by me my kids arent out playing by his house at any time.now here it comeswho the fuck lets there kids go out by them selfs any way.with the way people are today i am with my kids any time they go out .and for the people who say my kid is to old to have me with them then they need to stay there ass at home its for little kids not for your 13 year old to try and take candy from the little ones. as the mom and dads we need to look out for them and hope we are doing well thanks for reading WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING love you all bratt

Thoughts
hmmmm...some say stay some say go but do any of them really understand? my love for him is strong and i belive his is for me our families simply complicate things his hates me mine hates him but is any of really any of their business? i mean shit as long as we are happy together even with problems isnt that all that matters shouldnt they respect that instead of tryin to destroy what we have i know he messed up but shit dont we all no a single one of us are perfect so why shouldnt i forgive him and move on we only live once so why not be happy? just some thoughts ive had

Martial Problems
ok so this is the story, i have been married since july 7 2005. i lvoe my hubby to death but here recently after i had the baby he has been jealous about how much attention the baby is getting and how he is really not getting any at all, so he resorted to getting online and talking in chat rooms with women that he knows nothing about, telling them that me and him are getting a divorce and that im a bad person and he looks at cams of females showing their stuff to them and then he lies to me about talking to them and lieing to them and says that im just jealous and that im always thinking that he is doing something wrong but the proof is right there in front of me in his message archieve. WHAT SHOULD I DO, HOW CAN I GO AND MOVE FORWARD ABOUT HIM PUTTING MY THROUGH ALL THIS??????

Contest
OK so I am going to do a new contest! This one is for guys in Hats. It will be limited to 10 guys. The prize will be A mens ring or a rolex. Winners choice. It will Begin on Monday And run til Saturday at Noon. So all you sexy guys with baseball caps...think about it!! Just message me with the link to the pic I can rip. If theres enough interest I may allow 15 guys! Good Luck:) Immortal Love

Saturday
Good Moring Ya'll.. Hope this Blog finds everyone welll.. Im doing ok... already got supper done... well almost lol.. other then that notta is going on... its about 40 degrees here so dont wanna go outside lol.. Im n the middle of burning waterboy... and Im bored haha... its nice and quiet here... kids and the other half are gone too the archery range.. will be back n a few hrs then there leaving again... so my day is gonna be nice and quiet ( I hope ) then the race comeson tonight... I wont stay up for all of it... but its all good... anyways just wanted too wish everyone a super day.. btw thanks for reading my bloggss and sending all the comments I get.. ya'll ROCK! Be good or Be good at it! Bec

The Flight
He gets off the plane in the early morning light. He walks into the airport. She had been standing at the window watching the plane land. The trip started for him in Australia two days before. He had a layover in NYC, NY. Both legs of the journey saw him sleeping. Trent wanted to make sure he was fully rested when he landed. Trent intended to call her as soon as he got to his hotel. Trent walks into the concourse. He is so focussed on getting his luggage that he almost misses the eyes centered on him, and the emotional tug on his heart/psyche. He glances around; his gaze slides over the beautiful models, which are devouring him with their eyes, waiting for their outgoing flight to be announced. His eyes landed on a gorgeous, sexy, shy angel sitting alone by the window. Trent walks right past the models; the models follow his path to see what or who could be more enticing than them. He strides right up to his angel. He whispers for confirmation, “Sabrina”? Sabrina nods.

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.i don't like spicy food 2.i sleep without undies 3.always read something, whatever i have, before i sleep, otherwise i can't 4.i don't smoke before noon 5.i lay on bed with my laptop, and my laptop is the best bf i ever had 6.i sleep around 5-6 hrs per day but in the weekends around 10-12 lol Celticzen Misanthropic Angel Dead Venus Blue ~~ColdRedRains_Sassy_ Woman~~ taz $t3w T3h Po.O

People
it really gets me when people act like im just another sexy chick....like they dont care if they know me they just want me....i want someone thats into me like everything about me...not just my looks someone who will take the time to get to know me things i like what i wanna do what i've done what i've been thru someone who really truely cares and when they talk to me or are around me it makes them feel like there everything and knows they wanna be with me someone who can't keep their mind off of me and not just sexually....sex really dont matter to me just things like the silly things i do and everything....i wanna be with someone who knows they truly care and wouldn't hurt me someone i can trust someone to laugh with and goof of have fun hangout i want something real.....im sick of games and being hurt i wanna be loved and i wanna love again

I Think Ima Fuckin' Kill Someone
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! I am so pissed right now. Well last fuckin week right my brother wreaked my car my dad had given me before he died well ok I just got home with my mom and my fuckin' mustang is gone and so is my brother. He just fuckin up and took it while I wasnt even here. I'm gonna fuckin' beat his god damn ass when he fuckin' gets back. It's fuckin' on now! GOD DAMNIT!

Worry
I HAD TO DO THIS! Worrying is defined as… Mental distress or agitation caused by concern. So concern in its extreme position leads to worry. Obviously we are far too concerned…or are we? Is it our concern or is it the things we concern ourselves with? “Control the things you can” a diluted version of the SERENITY mantra that a fellow peer of mine always used. I heed those words diligently. The past is a faction of our lives we cannot undo yet the majority of our worry is there. Now here is the one I’m more susceptible to, the future. What will I do with this part of my life and that part of my life? The incessant ramblings in my head can cause a heart attack. Now lets look at the “REALITY”, my past is just that, long gone and never to get back…THANK GOD! I have no future, today is all I have nothing more nothing less. Can I plan for the future? Of course. But worrying gets me nowhere. Can I check myself and not repeat the mistakes of my past? I had better. But in the end its just m

I Want To Be With You
I couldn't comprehend how, but We met Out of nowhere. Don't ask me why, there is no point I just wanted to hug you. I couldn't help myself, and I came to you. I see now, it was you I have been looking for all my life Is there anyone who won't open the door when it's love knocking... It is hard to live alone, but it is even harder to wait I suffered enough, come and stay with me. Reason, determination, strength... They just don't work when you are in love I want to be with you. I used to not believe in love I used to laugh at other people I used to say, one will create his own destiny But words are vain when you are in love My heart goes crazy whenever I see you Reason, determination, strength... They just don't work when you are in love I want to be with you.

Why Do Girls Say No
So it's pretty clear that women aren't enjoying sex - but why!? The reason is simple: some women don't enjoy sex because they aren't having regular orgasms! How often would you want to have sex if you never got off? So what it comes down to is this: If you want to please your woman, you have to learn how to give her orgasms! There's no getting around that fact, unless you want to risk losing her to someone else who knows how to! After all, if you aren't keeping her satisfied then who will? The truth is, nobody was born a perfect lover - and very, very few men even know how to give their woman an orgasm, let alone consistent mind-blowing, earth shattering orgasms (which are just as easy!). So don't think you're alone if your lady has gone off sex. your just not doing for her.

I Love You
I love you like dipping bread into salt and eating Like waking up at night with high fever and drinking water, with the tap in my mouth Like unwrapping the heavy box from the postman with no clue what it is fluttering, happy, doubtful I love you like flying over the sea in a plane for the first time Like something moves inside me when it gets dark softly in Istanbul I love you Like thanking God that we live.

Okay I Gave In
as i get sick of explaining that the html is not enabled on my page I have decided to turn the comments off, if you want to send me a message or a shout please feel free. and if you are on me friends list and get upset that you cant post picture tags can you let me know so that you can remove me and I can remove you from my list

What's Inside That's Odd!
FOR ALL MY NEW FRIEND'S: IF YOU'D LIKE A FURTHUR LOOK INTO MY ODD BRAIN, GO TO www.oddcomix.com AND CLICK ON STORIES; THERE YOU'LL FIND SOME AMUSING SHORT STORIES SUCH AS 'ATTACK OF THE KILLER HASH BROWNIES','KING OF PAIN' AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE:'THIS IS THE STORY OF HOW EVERYONE SUCKS' A REAL LAUGH-OUT -LOUD STORY!!! SEND ME COMMENTS AND LOVE AS I AM A VERY LONELY MAN!!! ENJOY!!!

...someone Will Pay..
SO I WOKE UP AROUND 11 AM... yesterday and i went into my car...SOMEONE went into my car...I KNOW SOMEONE DID CUZ ALL MY CRAP THAT WAS IN MY MIDDLE CONSOLE WAS ON MY PASSENGER SEAT..hmmm..either im on something or somebody really did.I KNOW THOUGH CUZ I HAD MY IPOD CHAGER BEFORE I LEFT MY CAR..AND ITS NOT THERE ANYMORE.WELL I HOPE WHO EVER WENT IN MY CAR KNOWS..THAT THERE VERY LUCKY.. I DIDNT SEE.. CUZ NEXT TIME I WILL BE WATCHING AND I WILL CHOP THERE FINGERS OFF.NO JOKE. OUT OF ALL CARS PARKED ON THE STREET IT HAD TO BE MINE. WOW I FEEL LUCKY HAVE A GOOD DAY.

Teenage Dirtbag
Teenage Dirtbag Video - Wheatus lyricsWheatus Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts Her name is noel I have a dream about her She rings my bell I got gym class in half an hour Oh how she rocks In Keds and tube socks But she doesn't know who I am And she doesn't give a damn about me Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me Ooohoooooo Her boyfriend's a dick He brings a gun to school And he'd simply kick my ass if he knew the truth he lives on my block and He drives an Iroc but he doesn't know who I am And he doesn't give a damn about me... Cause i'm just a teenage dirtbag baby yeah i'm just a teenage dirtbag baby listen to Iron Maiden baby with me Ooohoooooo Oh yeah dirtbag No, she doesn't know what she's missing. Oh yeah dirtbag No, she doesn't know what she's missing. Man I feel like mold It's prom night and I am lonely. Low and behold She's walkin

Love 4
I hate this feeling of being so sad.I just want to feel glad just once in my life I want to feel loved and not make the same mistakes over and over and having to be hurt in the end. It sucks ass and all I can do is pick myself up off the ground. I have been cheated on three times, been hit, shit thrown at me, been put down and been basically choked by my ex wife. Been wished on that I was dead. Been kicked around when I was in school. I just want to feel loved by someone so tired of all this shit.

Fbi Job Opening .....lol
FBI Job Opening For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Kill Her!!!" The man said, "You can't be serious, I could never shoot my wife" The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shots were heard, one after another. They heard screaming, crashing, banging on the walls. After a few minutes, all was quiet

Tag Your It!!
player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1 I have a ghetto booty, and hate it... 2 I treat my dog like a kid. 3 I have lived with 3 dif men. 4 I am constantly cleaning, I cant stand for my house to be messy. Some people think I have O.C.D 5 I have drank so much that I lost my friend at the bar, then drove to her house and couldnt find it...then puked on the side of my car door and drove home...oops!! 6 I cant cook...and won't!! I burn EVERYTHING!! Jenlyn Phantom Spike J.Boogie Havik Kell

Friend Requests? So The 2,000 You Have Isn't Enough?
So I have been receiving friend requests... from people who have 2419 friends. Or some other high number like that. 90% of the time, I have no idea who this person is, or why they'd want to connect to me on here, and usually they won't say hi or view any of my photos, blog, etc... It's like that game... you might have played it as a kid... Ding Dong Ditch! You know... I am not trying to be a bitch but come on... I don't just add people just for the sake of adding people. I will add those who actually took the time to try to at least say hi and who I share something in common with. Or maybe someone who lives in Washington state which is where I live. If you're 52, married with kids my age and you have 2000 friends all of which are women who's main picture is a them in a thong or their boobs.. Sorry I'm not going to add you. If you can't at least say hi and tell me why you want to be friends... I probably wont add you. If I have the feeling you are just cruisi

My Fright
I walked threw the house and i thought I would be fine but how the dark can play tricks on the mind.Suddenly there is a bump and a breeze across my knee oh no something is going to get me!My heart is pumping faster I start to scream and just when I cant take no more Im in the woods almost safe and free,but no.Oh my god he has a chainsaw and I am scared as can be I dont even realize I have ran into a tree.Yes it is going to be ok no it wasnt a dream it was a awesome ass theme park named edgeofmadness.

Joke
A man walks into a restroom in an airport and goes up to a urinal. A man with no arms comes up to him and says "Hey, can you give me a hand?". Though he feels uncomfortable, he agrees to help. He unzips the man's pants, takes a deep breath, and reaches in and takes out his penis, which he is horrified to discover is all green and moldy. Imagining the bonus he will get come judgment day, he continues to hold the man's moldy unit as he urinates, gives it a shake, and zips it back up in his pants. "Hey, thanks a lot man." The man says "No problem. But there is one thing I have to know, what is wrong with your Johnson?" Then the man pulls his arms out into his sleeves and says "I don't know, but I sure as hell ain't gonna touch it!"

Who Is A Friend And How Are They Defined?
This is my first and quite frankly may be my last blog. Particularly in LC. I can appreciate the theory behind LC. It's intent is good but it's approach is off base in terms of what it's trying to promote. A few months ago I came onto LC, naive and somewhat ignorant as to how this all works. I went ahead and "set up shop" albeit small and insignificantly at first. My goal was quite innocent at first in that I simply wanted to meet someone. A person I'd seen before in another chat format but hadn't been able to actually converse with her. As the days went on, she finally made it clear that she wanted to talk, become friends or just see who each other really is... Well days turned into weeks and well... We've yet to have that talk, and I'm getting replies "comments" "ratings" from people asking that since they checked out MY site that I do the same to theirs... I did of course. Mostly because I was flattered that anyone would be interested to have ME as a friend... I thoug

10.14.06
what made you like all the others? bearing a heart that serves self be the hero if it takes you away be the savior for all the others and to leave your friend fallen between these spaces and lost all but mostly the only thing that mattered

101 Dots!!!!!sign My Map!!!!!!!
Hey everybody! I just created a map of my friends on myspace. Go add yourself! The picture below shows all the people who already have. Click the "Add Yourself" button to put yourself on there! Buddies Around the World BuddyMapping.com - Create your own map. Click here!

A Special Story
A SPECIAL SOMEONE In this life we all Need a Special someone To Wipe our Tears When We Cry,To Hug us When We are Sad and to Share Hapyness when We are Happy. Lately i Been in a town Named '' Lonelyness'' Were Everyone Else has a Special Someone and im alone Walking The Long Road Trying to Find the Next Town'' Happyness'' But its a Long way There Because i cant Find my Special Someone so The Road becomes Bigger. I Remenber once When i had a Special someone but She Turned me Down Because it was time for her to Go and i was Tossed in the town of '' Lonelyness'' Theres Nothing Worse than Walking a Long Road Wightout knowing were it Leads.asking for Help and Everyone Giving their backs to you. If you have a Special Someone Hold on tight to that Person Because You dont know how Much she or he is Important until u loose it. So Ill Continue Walking this Town Hoping to Find My Special Someone in a Town Named ''Lonelyness along side Hope. By joao Paulo Queiroz i made th

Broken
u know when u r in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye Don't say you love me unless u really mean it, cuz I might do something crazy like believe it... When I look at you my heart skips I beat, But later that beat could mean a life time of tear wasted on something I know I could never have... Love is a feeling that lives deep inside it starts out small and grows in size. It makes you smile,it makes you cry. Sometimes love can be a lie, but most of all, if love is true, it lives on forever, inside of you....

When I Was Growing Up....
I'm 39 years old. Not too old by most standards. However, when I was growing up things were so different. What has happened? When I was growing up... if I had a fight with someone, we got out the fists and commenced to fighting. I was never one of the hair-pulling, slapping, girly fighters.. I had a brother and I had to learn to fight or he would always get the best of me. I wasn't having that. And though I was always one to take up for myself (and most around me, lol), I have probably only been in about 6 fist fights in my life. Nowdays, people don't use their fists, they use guns or knives. What used to end in a shaking of hands, now ends in death and incarceration. What has happened? When I was growing up, we had really kewl Saturday morning shows like He-man, The Hall of Justice League (Aqua-man was my fave) and Thundercats (HOOOOO). We had Fat Albert, who showed you could live in the ghetto areas and still find fun, constructive things to do.. and learn a life le

Just A Quick Update
The reptiliana picture is going to be finished in the next week or so as Stu is painting her scales and working his magic and he does like to faff till its perfect. Just thought I would tell you that we have a new character that is just coming into being. The seed was planted for him on the 16th July 2006 on the L in chicago. In a conversation I had with Brandon Sanders from Portland. His name is Convergent Flux - Liquid Life and will be what connects the stories between the other immortal egos. Originally we were brainstorming at the train station for a business name for Brandon he liked the name but decided not to use it. Anyway when I went looking for what convergent flux actually meant I liked what I found and so after reptiliana is done me and Stu will get together to work on him we have some ideas already but its been a bit of a long wait for me to have an aha moment. So cant wait for this one as this will complete the first web of allegiance and so we can get on with

Wish I Had The Picture
I wanted to take a picture of a sign I saw earlier today, it read: "Parking and Dumster for 1522 only" 1522 was the house number. Here's the caption I would have added: "(they must be annoyed with their dumB neighbors)"

Shake Up Her Chakras:
The methods below were recommended by experts in tantric sex, accupressure, and Oriental body work. To do the techniques properly, you need to know a few things. First, all the types of touch described below should be slow, soft, and gentle. Change the way you touch her every 30-60 seconds. Alternating sensations--from touching to kissing, lighter or harder touches--builds the sexual charge. Another tip: Look for areas which feel cool to the touch. When you softly stroke the spot until it warms up, you release energy that enhances her arousal. Eastern medical traditions define arousal as an increased energetic state with corresponding physical changes. By stimulating strategic points you increase her overall energy and awaken every inch of her body, making her ready and eager for orgasm. Now, a short glossary of the lingo. Yoni (pronounced yo-nee) refers to the female genitals. The "lingam" (lin-gum) refers to male sex organs. Meridians (or energy channels) are tributaries

Wtf Dude??
omg.. ok, most of the time i can deal with all the dumb bullshit... but lately it has been way too much! i mean give me a damn break! i can only take so much before i blow up!! why would someone do that?? what is the point? it makes no sense at all and they have absolutely no consideration for anyone else! (don't worry... this isnt any of ur doing! it's an asshole i decided to be stupid over!) lol but yea.. c'mon....

Sex
To My Dearest Wife, During the past year, I have attempted to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of only once every 10 days. The following is a list of why I didn't succeed more often: We will wake the kids - 54 times It's too late - 15 times I'm too tired - 42 times It's too early - 12 times It's too hot - 18 times Pretending to be asleep - 31 times The neighbors will hear - 9 times Headache or backache - 26 times Sunburn - 10 times Your mother will hear us - 9 times Not in the mood - 21 times Watching the late show - 17 times Too sore - 26 times New hairdo - 6 times Wrong time of the month - 14 times You had to go to the bathroom - 19 times Of the 36 times that I DID succeed, the result was not always satisfying because 6 times you just laid there, 8 times you reminded me that there was a crack in the ceiling, 4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with, 7 times I had to wake you u

Step Town Play
she rests underneath ascending steps with erect veins expects outgoing men to step in smiling muscles intact for any person that might happen to pass got a flower stashed inside of an hourglass , and every man since dad has gotten petals from her wind blown in the wrong direction still wilted feel quilted patterns on her tattered clothes feel the thin textile kill her noise look for that smile . honey child . . . who keeps those vintage style pictures in your cookie jar quit singing " share my world " and swim in my continent, selfishly . with a governed state of mind unzip my codes , stroll thorugh my district collect citations and tickets in my city life . get inside this ghosttown saloon, miss saigon . hang your coat up,sit down . strip down . come sit

First Service
I would like to thank everyone for stopping by, I am by no means religious but everyone calls me Pastor Troy so I guess I can play the role. I could care less what you really think if you like me then thank you and if you don't then don't come in my service is free but my time is not. Dont tell me that what i do with my life is wrong because again I dont care I love to drink and I love to be crazy but as long I only hurt myslef it is ok. more to come thanks again

Solitude
Single once again after four years. Not sure what to make of it. Still in denial I suppose. Some things you just grow accustomed to I suppose, but nothing is eternal it seems. Still trying to find a "Dating For Dummies" book on eBay, but it's not looking good. ;) -Robert

Video Updates
See Mistress Jezebel Domme 3 ppl in my new vid now up for sale on www.clips4sale.com/store/7768 Watch as I domme 1 woman and two men... lots of fun to be seen in this one. Don't hesitate to check out my Forced Orgasm and Bondage vid's as well.

Rose
YOU'VE BEEN HIT BY THE SEXY ROSE !! > > > > > > ........@............@ > > > ......@.@.@.@..@.. > > > ....@........@..........@ > > > ...@............@....@@ > > > ...@..............@@..@ > > > ....@..............@...@ > > > ......@...........@..@ > > > .........@......@..@ > > > ..............@..@ > > > .From...........@ > > > ......Me..........@ > > > ............TO.....@ > > > ................You.@........@@@ > > > ......@@@@..@....@..........@ > > > ...@.............@@@......@@ > > > .......@@@.......@..@@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > ........................@ > > > .......................@ > > > > > > ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT , YOU HAVE TO HIT > > > 15 OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU GET THIS BACK > > > IT MEANS YOUR SEXY AS HELLZ , SO START > > > SENDIN

Rich/way Upperclass
1-22 =ghetto 23-33 =average 34-44 =spoiled 45+= rich/way upperclass PUT AN x BY THE THINGS YOU HAVE THEN ADD UP YOUR TOTAL [x] Mother [x] Father [x] Sister [x] Brother [x] Nephew [x] Niece [x] Cell phone [x] Own bathroom [x] Own room [x] 3 story house [x] Swimming pool [x] hot tub [x] Guest room [x] Computer, Laptop or desktop in your room [x] TV in your room TOTAL: 15 [x] full or bigger bed [x] More than 5 pairs of shoes [x] Sunglasses [x] Watch [x] mp3 player/iPod [x] Ps2 [x] Xbox [x] Nintendo DS or PSP [x] Gameboy Advance [x] Gamecube TOTAL: 10 [x] Basketball hoop [x] air hockey table [x] Pool table [x] Ping pong table [x] pinball machine [x] Fooseball table [x] trampoline [x] Own a surfboard/wakeboard/snowboard/skateboard etc TOTAL: 8 [x] Nightstand [x] Stereo in bedroom [x] DVD player [x] have something from abercrombie and fitch or hollister [x] get 100$ a month [x] shop at AE [x] Owns a gucci, dooney & bourke, louis vuit

This Is An Important Survey For My Research Class Please Help!
Okay guys….I need some help I am conducting a survey for a class essay and I need some feed back from all of you will you guys help me out? Here is a questionnaire please fill it out and e-mail it back to my in box please. And guys please be serious...this class is important to me. Thanks guys. Topic is: Teen Birth control 1.Do you have children? If so what are their ages? 2.Would you take them to get birth control? 3.Do you feel birth control should be provided to minors with out parental consent? 4.Should our kid's schools provide birth control? If yes, what birth controls should be offered? -Condoms -Female condoms -Spermicides -Sponges 5. Do you think that you health department or free clinics should parents be notifed if a minor request birth control? 6. Do you think by schools providing birth control they are promoting promiscuity in teens? 7. What do you know about the risks of teen pregnan

Bag After Bag
How out of groceries were we? Granted, I drive a Corrola, but my trunk isn't that small. It was full. It took me four trips up the stairs to unload everything... and that does not include the pumpkins, which are still in my backseat. Goodness knows I needed three more. Five is okay... maybe I need another. Six is good. Seven is a magic number. I shall contemplate this more. I only missed five items on my page-and-a-half long grocery list. $7 for a thimble-sized jar of ground cloves? I think not! I also need pizza crusts and would like a wrist-cushion mousepad and some whole wheat flour for baking. The printer paper? Fuck that, I'm taking a pack from work! :) Watch out for me on the roads... I'm the girl driving with her elbows while trying to floss the incredibly painful popcorn hull out of her gums.

The Party That Never Stops
DJ ANIDEX, THE HOTTEST DJ EVER! SPINNING THE HOTTTEST BEATS ON TEMPTATION X RADIO > TURN UP YOUR PLAYER FOR ONE AMAZING SHOW WITH DJ ANIDEX > > DJ ANIDEX LIVE ON TEMPTATION X RADIO! > > TEMPTATION X RADIO > THE TOP MUSIC WITH THE MOST APPEALING DJ’S AND THE SEXIEST CROWD EVER.

Vanity
In the mirror so vain She smiles Her lips curl beautifully. Touch of perfume Here there Finally almost ready. Makeup bag tipped Upside down scattered helplessly. Mirror shattered To the ground Now she can't see. Crawling feeling Touching glass Lying lifelessly. She had taken That one last look And gave into vanity. Hahaha. I should stop writing today, I think I am in a morbid mood. Again Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Of The Children
Daily Heart Break That time of day is here again and I go through it all again I hate this most and have no choice, for I must feel the pain I wonder if it would be better if I left and went away from here It is a selfish thought I know but I miss them both so dear My heart it breaks everyday and I've lost count how many times I am sure I would be a rich man if for everyone I had the dimes Of all that keeps me going and facing this travesty of life It is the love of those two angels, held hostage by demon wife How one who professed eternal love inside her hatred stirs Could live with the hurt she causes as if the right was hers I have lost all the pity I once felt for this bankrupt soul She has authored my greatest pain and left me with a hole The hole I can not fill with all the distractions in a day I fight with the madness in my mind and look for a new way I seek in prayer and talk to god and ask for mercy please I have done this in all earnest while

Profiling...
History Quiz, Please Take History Quiz, Please Take Please pause a moment, reflect back, and take the following multiple choice test. The events are actual events from history. They actually happened! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by: a. Superman b. Jay Leno c. Harry Potter d. A Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by: a. Olga Corbett b. Sitting Bull c. Arnold Schwarzenegger d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by: a. Lost Norwegians b. Elvis c. A tour bus full of 80-year-old women d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by: a. John Dillinger b. The King of Sweden c. The Boy Scouts d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 5. In 1983, the US Mar

Written In Divorce
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

I Love You N Miss You Dj Rip
Yesterday marked the 4month anniversary since my baby brother passed away and sometimes I wonder is it ever going to get any easier?? I love and miss him so much he had a full life ahead of him....He passed away from a drowning accident that he had June 10,2006. He spent 3 days in emmc in Bangor PICU then he passed away June 13,2006. I layed my head on his chest when they unplugged him from all machines and his heart beat for the last time.....It was the hardest and worse day of my life...I am thinking about him alot lately and wish that I would just wake up and find out this is all just one really bad nightmare and hes not gone....I love you and miss you so much DJ. He graduated on June 4,2006 from MCI high school and may 25th from skowhegan regional vocational school for carpentry I am was so proud of him he made something of his life and yet he had to go I guess atleast hes not here on this cruel and hateful earth...I enjoy this site everyone seems to be really friendly and it helps

Anti Love Poem
This Was Wrote By a girl Who, Is On my List In MY space, Who Saw Just How BAD i was hurting.. sent this in a Bulletin..i Loved It.. Hope you Do to.. The Anti Love Poem My heart a broken vessel, my emotions a wreck. The next guy who hurts me, I'll break his fucking neck. I've heard all the excuses, the bullshit, the lies. If I have to hear another, I'll gouge out my eyes. "You're such a great listener, and such a great friend" You know what? Fuck it! I give up! That's it, that's the end! So screw all your somedays, and the "It's just not your turn" Because "love" is a fantasy, and in hell shall it burn!

Vanity Edit
Vanity In the mirror so vain she smiles, her lips curl beautifully. Touch of perfume here then there, she’s finally almost ready. Makeup bag tipped Upside down, scattered helplessly. Mirror shattered to the ground, now her face she cannot see. Crawling feeling touching glass, lying so lifelessly. She had taken that one last look and gave into vanity. This is an EDIT of my original Vanity poem, I changed some things and now it runs a little smother and makes more sense. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Witches Reed Of Chivalry-bullitin
Witches Reed of Chivalry -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Insofar as the Craft of the Wise is the most ancient and most honorable creed of humankind, it behooves all who are Witches to act in ways that give respect to the Old Gods, to their sisters and brothers of the Craft, and to themselves. Therefore, be it noted that: Chivalry is a high code of honour which is of most ancient Celtic Pagan origin, and must be lived by all who follow the Old ways. It must be kenned that thoughts and intent put forth on this Middle-Earth will wax strong in other worlds beyond, and return... bringing into creation, on this world, that which had been sent forth. Thus one should exercise discipline, for "as ye sow, so shall ye reap." It is only by preparing our minds to be as Gods that we can ultimately attain godhead. "This above all...to thine own self be true...." A Witch's word must have the validity of a signed and wit

Male/female Definitions
Important Definitions THINGY (thing-ee) n. female: Any part under a car's hood. male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. male: Playing football without a helmet. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the boys. BUTT (but) n. female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes "look bigger." male: what you slap when someone's scored a touchdown, homerun, or goal. Also good for mooning. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. female: A desire to get married and raise a family. male: Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. female: A good movie, concert, play or book. male: Anything that can be done while drinking. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. female: An

Leveling Someone Is Much Easier Than You Would Think... Take A Look (repost)
Anyone else know if these statistics are right? --------------------------------------------- orginal message Okay heres the deal, Im starting the push to my next level. I need a little over 9600 pts. I have done some research and have found the following 1. Photo Comment is 5 pts. 2. Photo Ratings is 5 pts. 3. User Comment is 7 pts 4. If you become my fan is 10 Pts. I have 948 friends... and 78 photos, I will be adding more shortly. I know not every one of you has rated all of my photos. I not asking everyone to rate and comment every one of my pics that takes a long time and a lot of effort to do. Keep in mind that a rating and comment is worth 10 points together. 960 of those will put me over the top. so if each person on my friends list rated and commented on one photo, that would be enough... 450 people rate / comment 2 etc... each comment / rate you do brings down the number required. Also take into consideration 7 pts for a user comment. One photo rate

The Next Contest
ok, Many of you are wondering what new and wild contest I am planning........... If those of you are familiaer with San Francisco's "Exotic-Erotic Ball", that will give you your answer ! I am Holding Lost Cherry's First "EXOTIC-EROTIC" photo/video contest. The rules are very simple. There are NONE ! ANYTHING GOES ! You may post as many pics/vidoes as you like. I will group the entries into the following sub-catagories: 1: Individuals 2: Couples (M/F and F/F) 3: Groups 4: BSDM/S&M This will start next week so get your shit together and email me your pics/videos to jafo_online@yahoo.com I will keep this contest going for as long as possible to give each entry as much "internet airtime" as possible. I will give notification on when this contest will end about 30 days prior to final voting. Voting will be judged by ratings AND comments ! If you have any questions, send me a message hear or at my yahoo email address! Good luck to all ! Sean, the Contest GURU !

Anxiety Stare
Anxiety Stare Walkin' the street something told my Feet if you walk this greed the grief well cover your Sheets In heavy Dark ashes That covers the Flash's of blind red gashes, filled with this fashion. So i lifted my eye, my Feet in a cry. yelled out my sights been given a blight. Then as i sat There ready for flight a man Walked up to Give me a knife Askn' this man, why you have sent me this here. This rusty old knife with Nothing to fear It gives me small reason of things with out treason when something so Vile comes to my reason. So he got up and left, with nothing to guess vanished to dust, The air left him to rush. sitting to stare, looking to glare. this knife i held with nothing to fear. Moving to go, i left it with flow with Things in its past of some absurd show. So now i sit here, walking the streets as nothing here now talks with my feet.

I Need A Hug
Some People think just because as we get older that we do not need the love and affection that you younger people take as your due because of your age, but let me tell you that just because there is snow on the roof that does not mean that there is not fire in the furnace and when you have lost your husband many years it seems as if life has cheated you out of the better part of your golden years. The time when you can go and do what ever you want to do. Just having someone hold your hand and help you to set down and get up, open the door for you to go in or out. To hold your hand walking, to pat you on the butt or give you a kiss on the cheek or neck or any kind of touch to let you know that they are there with you, it means a lot. Remember that you younger guys as your time is just ahead of you. If you wanat your gal to stay in tune to you you ;have to stay i9n tunke to them.

Poem
i think I love him... I cant stop thinking about his lips touching my dying need for his kiss I cant stop thinking how nice it would be to hold him in my arms I wish he was mine I wish I could put him in a little chocolate box and eat him up let him melt down my throat mmmmm so wonderful this feeling I cant really describe it Its a burning flame in my spine Its a desire to be loved like I should I think I love him

First Impressions
Well here it is.. I finally dived into the world of 'Social Networking' here @ LostCherry. And so far I'm not really clear on what to think about it.. Within seconds after joining, I was receiving add requests for new 'friends' and being given an outlandish rating of 10 for my profile photo. Now.. wow.. I'm far more popular then i could have ever imagined.. But how is that so.. I have not even posted a word about myself. Well I quickly discovered the truth behind all the attention. It was nothing more then a ploy to fulfill a hidden agenda. All these new 'friends' were all just seeking to earn a new level of 'cherrism' It seems it's just common practice to pounce on the new arrivals and 'welcome' them. Well that seems like a great gesture, a friendly welcome to the community, but again there seems to be an alterer motive to all this 'friendliness'. Personally, I'd much rather people welcome me without then rating me.. and please don't consider yourself a friend you

I Love Eddie Izzard!!!
Which Eddie Izzard Joke Are You? THE SQUIRREL JOKE!Just because youre profane doesnt mean youre not hilarious. Youre the unique kind of joke people remember for a long time.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Winners From The Last Contest
in the Bootie contest: 1st place All my Soldiers Love me 2nd place Angel by day...Devil by night in the Perkiest nipple contest: 1st place Illuminaughty 2nd place All my Soldiers love me in the Sexiest Redhead on LC contest: 1st place All my Soldiers love me 2nd place Sexypirate13

Swervevs.underwear=roto-rooter!
Ok..as some of you may remember, and surely couldn't care less, Swerve was gonna fulfill her New Year's resolution, and purchase some underwear. I claimed I was goin' to Vicky's Secret and buyin' girly, lacy unmentionables...but my Scottish frugality got the better of me and I decided that before I spent all sorts of money on undies, I'd do well to test drive a pair before I bought expensive ones. Only makes sense, does it not? Right. Sooo...I did what any self respecting girl in the south does when she wants something cheap. I went to Wal-Mart! I had high hopes of findin' cheap undies; and with visions of a shopping cart with four working wheels burning feverishly in my brain....I sashayed ( Yes, I sashayed. Swerve would never do something so mundane as "walk"!!) past the Nascar T-shirts and boxes of laundry soap printed in Spanish, took a right at the giant display of scrubble puffs ( 97cents! ) and found myself in some sort of pret-a-porter labyrinth of spring fashio

Chapter 6 - His Side - This One Makes Me Wet...
MSD: Night Twelve What a freakin’ night… he leaned against the door frame of his second-floor walk-up, not sure if he had the energy to finish the walk through the opening, even if it was Sara Evans on the video channel he had left playing. It had been a shitty day at work, “one of those days,” and he had decided at 3 o’clock that Happy Hour at the bar down the street from his house sounded like something he couldn’t pass up. Even the idea of running home to spend the evening in deep contemplation of the past two weeks’ worth of dreams, those hot, sexy, erotic, steamy, obscene, sensual dreams, mmm, dreams… wasn’t enough to keep him from a pitcher or three of something domestic, light, and cold. Despite his crappy day, and despite the alcohol in his system, or maybe a little because of both, he sat down at his computer to continue the list of details from those incredible dreams he’d started working on after, like, the seventh consecutive night. He thought it might help him figu

Too Funny, And Maybe A Little True? (porno Of Your Life Title)
The porno of Nicole's life will be called ... "10 Things you always wanted to do with a vibrator" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com

Some Things About Me
More to be added at a later date.. but to start:: 1. I am from NY but dont live there now... I have a slight east coast/NY accent 2. I hate stuffed animals and refused to wear pink unitll i was in my mid-20's 3.I am right handed but wear my watch on that hand as well 4. I broke my femur when i was 14 and was in traction for 6 weeks, and started HS in a wheelchair 5. I took Latin for 5 years, Romainian for 1 and Spanish for a few months 6. I can swear and make a few sentences in sign language 7. Im scared shitless of big spiders... but dont mind snakes... my Brother is the opposite 8. I used to cheat at Candyland when I was a little girl against my brother..heehee 9. My 1st word was MORE and my second was Chandelier 10.I've had some " paranormal" abilities since i was a small child 11. I used to be wiccan, was rasied a Jew and almost converted to Catholisism 12. i cant spell.. but my vocabulary is ecellent 13. I knew about a womans period before

Acid Mind
a vision in my world of black telling a tale of things unseen and bleeding along the cracks if you can forgive yourself and let it go I can feel it slipping away a little bit more each day never to return again and nothing you can say will bring you back to me forcing it away again i see acid minded blackened eyes spitting poisonous lies time slots uneven siding with the devil's eyes a begger for love a sign from above done throwing stones from my garden time to watch it grow

"memories" By Mally
Memories There is some times where I sit and thinkthink about what has happened and what couldve happened. Think about how Ive been treated and how Ive treated others. Caring for people who could care less if I were dead and neglect to notice those who really do care. Think about how people who say theyre my friends can go and hurt me so bad. All the smiles and laughter from those I hold dear to my heart. Think of how a song can remind me of certain things that have happened in my life. Wishing at time that I could turn back the hands of time and make things like they were. Take back some of the awful things Ive said but let the good things be known. Wishing I could be stronger and not fall so hard for the words but for the actions of others. Hoping that one day the feelings I have will fade and I can move on even though the memories will remain. Hoping you know that what Ive said is sincere and came from my heart. My life has changed in so many ways and it seems at times

My Demons
Demons They exist within my head and verbalize memories of those that are lifeless. I loved you as a child loves her mother craving to be the hero in your eyes but never discovering the time. I despise myself more than you ever could and I try to drink the demon away to a area I cannot find. I journey with the demon close to my side ready to pull the trigger and wipe away the soreness. Stroll in some dismal shadow where I cannot be touched. Laugh at those who fall madly in love cause I wonder what is love. So I tilt my glass back and drink even if its hard to swallow away the misery. I let the demon pull the trigger and I think of you and hope you wake up tomorrow.

*sigh*
I'm having a hard time, man. I'm so sick so the shit I get from guys. This guy is trying to make me feel bad because he keeps canceling dates on me. I crack jokes that we'll never see each other again, as long as we live, and he says I'm being negative. I'm not being fucking negative, I'm being fucking realistic. 1 date he stood me up, the next date he cancelled last minute, today's date he just never called. I'm done making an effort. I'm done being the one to call, just to get the voicemail, and no return call. I don't care if he's sick. You say you're going to call, you fucking call! Even if it's just to say, "Hey, I can't go out tonight, I'm too sick." Common courtesy, man. That's all I ask. We'll I'm not contacting him anymore. If he wants anything to do with me, like he says, he can call me. He can text me. He can find me online and talk to me. He can ask me to go out. He can set a time, and actually get his ass there. I don't need this. I'm not going to go chasing after if you a

More Poetry. :)
Wilt thou love me, sweet, when my hair is grey And my cheeks shall have lost their hue? When the charms of youth shall have passed away, Will your love as of old prove true? `A B Banjo Paterson~ Bare Glitter Silhouettes frolic as phantom hands along curves of bareness they course over the pigments of my skin. Moonlight quivers copulating with my naked neck----- my mirror films the age of beauty. Wilt thou love what time transfigured into maturity. Midnight showers my belly-- embracing my bare backside like the hands of an ancient lover. Spinning I inspect the shades on my tan thighs where my gaze wanders to my lengthy flexible legs. Wilt thou love me even when beauty diminishes to nothing when I'm bare of everything--- but skin and bones. I survey what time had transformed a sluggish smile grazes my lips----- that part with a heavy sigh. Wilt thou love my nakedness till thy bitter end when I am bare glitter.

Loveeeee
Heh tomarrow is mine and Blayne's 4 month anniversary =) I love this boy. Im so lucky to have him. Its amazing how my day can be totally shitty and then I talk to him and he can turn it around to be a great day. funny how things work anyways just wanted to say I love you baby

Dead And Bloated
It's not alright the way you left me beaten and raped heart broken my identity lost stripped from me what has been left for me my life desimated as you walk away heartless in your ways unscathed and uncaring leaving me here to face the setting sun fate lies over the horizon desolate and consuming

Another Song
Lonely is the toughest thing to do Lonely is the toughest thing to do And just sit around this place missing you I wish we had back that day When we threw every thing away Cause lonely is the toughest thing to do I think about a time when we were young and free My ache grows thinking how you looked at me And we walked around both hand in hand Your were my woman I was your man Now lonely is the toughest thing to do Some days I lay awake in bed and shedding tears Feeling time pass slower than the passing years I think of vows that we did say And how I felt upon that day Knowing lonely is the toughest thing to do In a perfect world you would not have told me to go And I would have done all that did not then know But you went and found someone new All I’m left is missing you Dear god lonely is the toughest thing to do Lonely is the toughest thing to do Now you have your perfect life with him too Do what it take to make love grow Take it from a man wh

Dedicated To Jase And Jeremiah
I sit here and wonder why, Its all I can do not to cry, I guess I am selfish cause I want you here, Even though I know you are safe and loved there, I wish everyone could look into my heart and see, How so very much you both mean to me. By Angel Meadows 04/22/2005

One More And This Is Erotic
FOR ONE SO LOST IN THE HEAT OF DESIRE LUST FORGED SO STRONG IN PASSIONS FIRE KNOWING THE THINGS I LONG TO DO DESIRE ONLY TO DO THEM WITH YOU FEEL THE CARESS AS WE DRAW NEAR GIVE IN TO OUR LUST LET GO OF ALL FEAR KISSING OUR BODYS AND TASTE THE SWEET JUICES TOUNGES DANCE IN PLACES OUR FIRE SEDUCES LICKING AND SUCKING AND GRINDING IN HEAT TO US WE SEEK THE GREATEST TRESURED TREAT CUM IN MY MOUTH AND LET ME DRINK YOU IN MY NEED FOR THIS IS NOT BORN IN THE SIN I TASTE YOU AND LOVE THAT SMELL SO TRUE MY DESIRES ARE ONLY TO BE THERE WITH YOU TILL TIME IS A MEMORY AND ALL PASS AWAY GIVE YOU MY HEART AND ALWAYS TO STAY KNOWING MY PLACE AND THIS LUST WE SHARE THE FEELING KEEPS GROWING NONE CAN COMPARE BY R. Thomas Dinsmore

Dedicated To April Kelly Watters
As kids we may not have seen eye to eye, But its still so hard to say goodbye, Talking on the phone and visiting were never enough, telling you goodbye Was still very tough, We may have had some years, But because you are not here, the memories do not help stop the tears. When I heard your voice and you were so sad, I couldn't help but get so very mad, But when I heard your giggle or laugh, I just had to smile, even if its by half, I just wanted to make sure you know, that no matter what life has to throw, You meant so much to me, if I may be bold, more than you could have ever been told, for you are and were the BEST sister and the BEST friend, to that there is never an end, So I wanted you to know and feel the love, I am sending on the wings of your two Angels above, I wanted you to feel their kisses in the breeze, I will stive to remeber and know that life is to be seized, even if its day by day, As you my dear sister will know my love is there to stay. By Angel Meadows 04/22/05 De

What The Heck Was This About?
Someone couldnt make up their mind? From my alert box: someone re-rated your profile a '10' from a '4'! someone re-rated your profile a '4' from a '10'! someone rated your profile a '10'! -------------------------------------------- T***a16 left you a new user comment! bourb****oe left you a new photo comment! someone rated your photo a '10'! T***la16 left you a new user comment! bourb****oe left you a new photo comment! someone rated your photo a '10'! friend 'S*****h' updated their photos! *and i astericked my friends names so that they couldnt be reconized :P

- Life Is Kicking Me In The Ass Yet Again
I dont even know where to start it all started yesturday in the bathroom my aide asked for a millionth time If I had aked anything wheither or not if they know of anyone who cleans carpet I said the people I asked said they would get back to me she goes it really needs to be done now to clear the air If and when I get the carpet cleaned I have to pay for it myself because certain people not naming names are going to be talking about lack of $$$$$$ so yeah I have to here all the time that the carpet needs to be cleaned its frustrating for many reasons. Since my aides don't want to rent a machine because they dont wanna get hurt this that and the other etc) I have to find someone really cheap that will clean carpet. Its really sad because I have no one around me to anything much like clean my carpet I have to ask my friends for favors I mean its ok to do at times but I dont want it to be a habbit because lets face it no ones gonna do anything for you for free especialy for me because

Lost Cherry And Utah
I've been on lost cherry for about a month. I have over a hundred new "friends". I been in utah since march, I've talked to a couple people I haven't before. If I show my ass on lost cherry I get ratings, and mostly positive comments. I show my ass in utah, Well I'm not sure. But I'd imagine a negative response, maybe even indecent exposure, or public nudity charges or something like that. Tell everyone about my day here, and well about no one cares, so about the same. lol. I haven't come across too many mormons trying to get me to see the light here. Many of these people have found me in utah. People on lostcherry don't seem to be afraid of me, many people in utah and other people seem to be. There's real strict liquer laws in utah. Here, you can buy shots for minors. Alchohol is more expensive to buy alchahol than most states due to the mormons taxing the shit out of it and makeing lots of money off it. But on lost cherry, it's $300 a shot atleast. Here, it's m

Megalodon Lineage Information
The Carcharocles megalodon shark (AKA Giant white shark) was the largest shark to ever roam the ocean. This shark ate what ever it wanted. Sevral times a year I find fossil whale bones with Megalodon bite marks on them. The serration marks on the bones line up with different size meg teeth. with a detailed bite mark I can judge the size of the shark with in teen feet of length. The given theory is for each inch on a tooth = ten feet of shark. This idea does not work on all of the teeth. the further back in the mouth the teeth become shorter compaired to it's width. The linege of this monster started 65 million years ago with Otodus obliquus. The teeth of this species is much more slender than the megalodon. the blade has no serrations and is sharp as a knife. Where the blade meets the root on each side of the tooth there are side cusps. It looks like two smaller teeth sticking out of the root. BEWARE many of these teeth come from Morrocan phosphate mines and are repaired, poorly. Te

I Wont Will You
Never forget my brothers who are in Afghanistan. They are fighting and shall Never Be Forgotten. Please take time to read this, and repost. As you all know I am a squad leader, currently serving in Afghanistan. Been here for 6 months now, but this is by no means my first combat tour. In a span of 3 days, I saw 4 soldiers fight, and loose their lives in combat. A lot of people like to say that they were fighting for their country. While I agree with that, there is also more to it than that. People always seem to overlook the rest of that statement. These soldiers died so that their brothers next to them could live. At the time of their deaths they were not thinking that they are helping a nation fight terrorism, rather they died knowing that they were protecting the rest of us who fought beside them. One man died reloading one of our heavy weapon systems. He knew that the operation of that weapon was vital to the safety of the rest of the platoon. At that moment, self sacrifice was w

To All My Friends
SEXY BITCH TRUCK '|""";.., ___. |_..._...______===|= _|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@)(@ )*****(@) ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 sexy bitches, IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOURE REALLY a sexy bitch! PASS IT... HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS a sexy bitch

Support
ppl support our military and troops and if u dont support them then at least support me if we dont have ur support then what the hell am i fighting for honestly please tell me this????? i cant make u support all i can do is ask i leave for basic in 3-4 wks so cmon ppl support the ppl who protect this fine land we live on.

I'm Tired...
I'm tired of the lies I'm tired of the shit I'm tired of being me All I get is lies That's what I hate the most How can I be free When I keep getting trapped in these webs Webs of distorted facts and "truths" I'm tired of it I can't keep living around it Living though it I'm tired I want to just give up I do give up I'm so far gone I'm done I don't want to do it anymore How am I supposed to trust How am I supposed to love How am I supposed to live life Know that what I get is lies It hurts too much How can I How can I I'm so tired of this life My life I just never seems to be right... No one bother No one bother to care It's not worth it I'll drag you down too I hate lies I hate those who lie I dispise them with all my heart How can one lie to protect themselves? Or to just make someone else believe what they want them to believe To get what they want... It's wrong So wrong

Flat Back Or Bootylicious?
You scored as Not Quite Apple Bottom. Nelly just might hire you if you show it off a little moreNot Quite Apple Bottom64%Flat Booty President29%Junk in The Trunk14%Flat Back or Bootylicious?(Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Growing Wild
There was a man who really took care of his body. He lifted weights and jogged 6 miles a day. One day, he took a look in the mirror and noticed that he was tan all over except his 'thing.' So, he decided to do something about it. He went to the beach, completely undressed himself and buried in the sand, except for his 'thingie,' which he left sticking out. Two old ladies were strolling along the beach, one using a cane. Upon seeing the 'thing' sticking up over the sand, she began to move it around with her cane, remarking to the other lady, "There's no justice in the world." The other lady asked what she meant. When I was 20, I was curious about it. When I was 30, I enjoyed it. When I was 40, I asked for it. When I was 50, I paid for it. When I was 60, I prayed for it. When I was 70, I forgot about it. Now, I am 80 and the damn things are growing wild on the beach and I'm too old to squat.

10-14-06
well I went to Harley Davidson today to check things out. They were having a "Garage Sale" and I was just going to see what they had. Well I ended up adding more to the total of my Bike. I got my Leather Jacket, a Leather Vest, Leather Chaps, and a Helmet. Total was just over $1100... I know... !!! But look at it this way. I will have this bike forever... Why not get the best stuff no to complete the package. Well, the last couple of weeks at work for the most part have been uneventful. Things are settling down a bit. There are days tho that do get busy like last Thursday... I sign in to radio, (its a Field Day) and get a call right off the bat. Armed Robbery/Home Invasion.... I clear that call... and get #2, a burglary up near the city. When I clear that call I go to the County City Building to drop off my evidence off and BS with the boss for a few. Clear there and they are calling for me for a burglary out south of Spanaway. As I am on that call I get paged to ANOTHER call up i

What Do I Want In Myself
10-29-05 "What do I want in Myself" ~*~*~*~*~ I want to make someone feel cared for By sharing what I have by walking that extra mile To share a simple hug or two or even just a smile ... I want to be able to share what I have learned To help someone along the way before they take a wrong turn .... I want to help those who hurt Who only want a friend I want to make someone happy before they reach their end I want to share myself with others and not just in a bed I want to be someones companion not someone to be led I want my life to show Just what this world needs A WHOLE LOT OF LOVE & PLENTY OF UNDERSTANDING ~*~ Peace and Love ~*~ Pixie ~*~

Friends
10-29-05 Friends ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A friend is someone who cares for you shares your hurts your joys & sorrows too Someone to lean on In a time of need Someone to understand to be there for you when you need a hand Someone to talk to Someone to listen Advice to give or a smile to share Someone who wants only happiness for you Someone who wants to always pick up Whatever your've dropped upon yourself .. A friend is someone who stands behind your to the end And asks for nothing back but to be be Your Friend ~*~ Peace N Love All ~*~ Pixie~*~

Im Angry And Im Tired Of Games!
Right now im angry! I just want to rip someones throat out and make them eat it. seriousely, I dont understand people and why they have to be so damn stupid and ignorant. Why everyone has to push my buttons and make me more tence then I already am! I mean for Fucks sake just leave me alone and act your fucking age. Im tired of the bullshit lies and games! I want it all to stop! NOW! Your Fucking 25 and when your drunk you act like your 2 and your girlfriend says she has kids of her own and that shes not being immature but yet that Bitch doesnt know me and still has the Fucking nerve to call me out of my Mother Fucking name? That doesnt make any sence at all. Grow the Fuck up! Shit im younger than you and I dont even act like that. I tried to tell you im sorry, which is something I hardly ever do and mean it, and what happen? I get shit on by you and your bullshit and your girlfriend! Im tired of it and Im tired of you, your girlfriend and both of your crap. I should have know when you

Will The Sun Never Go Down?
I watch the silent glow fall over the world Wondering if this is all there is My mind spins and blinds me Carelessly I wonder what I missed Did I forget something? Was there a moment left behind? Her voice has gone away Leaving me bleeding deep inside I try to tell myself that she's gone But I can't just forget the times I stared out of my broken dream And found hope within her eyes Ah my fallen angel, where have you gone Why does your face haunt my dreams Why can't you be here beside me Why can't you hear my screams It seems now that you never were Just a dream I've crafted into being Did I really ever know you? Were you ever really seen? I'm all alone now, in this As dead as the soldiers I see behind me Though there is still breath in me I can't see what the point could be I remember that I told you That I couldn't just exist That life simply to remain living Is a heart given to the mist I can't survive this way battling myself in a war I ca

In Case You Didnt Know.......
Insanity is Hereditary and Contagious. Those of you with Disfunctional Family and Friends will understand. Those of you who "Think" you dont might wanna read the first line a few times. I got the Martinis, somebody Bring the Readi-Whip.

Trueeeeeee
"CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Translated:* "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR" Translated:* Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Translated:* "I have no idea how it works." "TAKE A BREAK, HONEY. YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." Translated:* "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." original blog by seana, she's on my friend list so drop by an say hi, she's funnier than me!! Translated:* "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Translated:* "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop,' the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned... but I forgot your birthday." "OH, DON'T FUSS, I JUST CUT MYSELF. IT'S NO BIG DEAL." Translated:* "I have actually severed a limb but will bleed to death before I admit that I'm hurt." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M

First Time We Met Pt 2
The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, Were what made my hea

Deep Inside
Deep inside my soul is aching Longing for your touch Inside my chest my heart is breaking I'm missing you so much You just don't know how much I love you How much I really care My feelings are strong and oh so true This kind of love is rare A life without you is not complete I'm so empty inside I long for the day we will be together And no longer have to hide.

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.

A True Friend
We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my friend and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years, To find something to hold so dear. And now I know I'll never be Blue, For I have found a true friend in you.

What You Mean To Me
I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on yahoo Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

Two Couples Playing Cards
Two couples were playing cards. Bill accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed that Doug's wife was not wearing any underwear! Shocked by this, Bill hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, Bill went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Doug's wife followed him and asked, "Did you see anything that you liked under there?" Bill admitted that, well, yes he did. She said, "You can have it, but it will cost you $100." After a minute or two, Bill indicates that he is interested. She tells him that since Doug works Friday afternoons and Bill doesn't, Bill should come to her house around 2:00pm on Friday. Friday came and Bill went to her house at 2:00 pm. After paying her $100 they went to the bedroom, had sex, and then Bill left. Doug came home about 6:00pm. He asked his wife, "Did Bill come by this afternoon?" Reluctantly, she replied, "Yes, he did stop by for a few minutes." Next Do

Lil Over 9 Hrs And Counting!
by 6pm tonight you will feel the running of 4 huge beasts run on the ground. the fowl stench in the air for the time is short.time for words and treatys are over for they have risen from the grave and the Horse men will ride and death carys a new face that fase is of BIG time.. so let he have hed of the time for whne you lest exspect tit you will here the 4 hourse man ride.. "The Four Horsemen" By the last breath of the fourth winds blow Better raise your ears The sound of hooves knocks at your door Lock up your wife and children now It's time to wield the blade For now you have got some company The Horsemen are drawing nearer On the leather steeds they ride They have come to take your life On through the dead of night With the four Horsemen ride or choose your fate and die You have been dying since the day You were born You know it has all been planned The quartet of deliverance rides A sinner once a sinner twice No need for confession now

Days 11, 12, 13, And 14
Hey All, Okay well I haven’t blogged in a few days because I’ve been busy as hell!!! Thursday and Friday consisted of more testing, programming, and preparation for shows. It was fun, and pretty cool. Jim thinks he'll have our robot ready for kickboxing in no time!! He wants to have it kick Azimo’s ass (Honda’s robot). Saturday we went to down town Toyota for the Koromo Matsuri festival. That was really cool!!!! People pull HUGE wooden floats around by hand, with several riders on top of it. The riders play music and throw tons of strips of paper with kanji (Japanese writing) on them out. The kanji states different proverbs of luck, fortune, and stuff like that! Then there are pushers, they steer the floats… We also walked around down town Toyota, and went to the stadium, a very cool place. It has a huge retractable roof, and was built for one of the world cup soccer games (unsure of which year). Afterwards we came back to the hotel and had a few drinks. Then today (Sunday), I w

Anger
Overflowing inside you Trying hard to escape This feeling controls you As you try to pull away. It knows what you're thinking It knows how you feel Its burning inside you As it waits to be revealed. It's words you are hearing Trickling down from your head You instantly abhor it For what its caused to be said. Those words have hit places You hadn't meant it to find, All because your anger Could not be held inside. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Thank You...
to all of you who have reached out your hand to me in my time of need! I knew it would be my friends on here who would help and support me the most but I had no idea just how right I was! You guys have been great to me and have helped keep me pushing through each day with a positive outlook on everything even if that doesnt seem possible to me at times. Some of you understand what Im saying and some of you understand what he is saying but either way you have helped me because you have opened my eyes to see things in a diferent perspective and I will never be able to thank you guys enough. You have no idea how much all the love and support you all have shown means to me! I love you guys! And thanks again!

This And That
No new fun stories about my nephew but I'm sure before he leaves there will be more lol. Watch for updates here and there. He is just a bundle of laughs, when he isn't being evil and that is pleanty of times. In case I didn't mention it I'm feeling alot better now. I really think that the blues are tied in with Aunt Flow lol. I am still very tired though. I think that is because of the weird shift known as third. Anyone who wants my shift and I'll take yours I accept. Now if you can just tell my boss that they shouldn't work me so hard lol. Or tell customers it's not yet Chirstmas and to NOT shop so much. I have this horrible cough right now and I can't seem to shake it. I've done the cough syrup and cough drops. I'm looking for any other suggestions. I am really hurting because of this cough so please help me out here. I know if I get sick it will clear alot of the problem up. I just really hate throwing up is all. Oh well time will tell how it'll clear up. I hope you all hav

Perfection Is A Dream
Perfection is a dream Without an end. It yearns for naught but the Stars to bleed their Light to his Moon, it mourns Its own despair— He speaks of the Starvation of the Arts. In tongues they speak to him, In dark they laugh, Followed by dancing flames In growing fear. Run not at their coming, For winter’s nigh. A laugh is not a laugh But a romance… Carry your own worries In a sword with Growing stems of laughter And dreams of day. No one will come for you As this night dawns. Forever they will seek Your own end.

Life , Kids, And Leaving Home
i feel sad today because my son is leaving home despite all the bad things they do in life and to you it's hard we've had our moments alot just lately being bad but i love him and will miss him i just wish he wasn't the way he is and would respect himself and others i never brought him up to be like this and just don't know what went wrong but i do love him so much why do our kids do what they do. 1 is the law and goverment have taken perentle rights away to adiquitly disaplin our kids.

My Test Results...yea !!!
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What A Kiss Means
What a KISS means *Kiss on the belly----"yes im on my way down" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"i want to keep you forever" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"lets fuck" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"she/he is mines" *A wink ---"wanna go somewhere else?!?!?" *Slap on the Butt ---"wanna hook up" *Playing with the Ear --- "I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I wanna be with u" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"Your mine and I'm never letting go" *Laughing while Kissing --"I am completley Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

Naughty Quiz
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Yes I have 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Spooning, side by side 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?Maybe once a month

How's Your Karma?
You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?

Who Knew...
Love actually can exist. I am so amazed right now that someone loves me for me. For once! Some of my friends don't approve of him but who cares. I am falling for him more and more each time I see him. So, this excites me very much. I hope my heart will let me love him. I hope I dont get hurt from him. I just damn...too many thoughts running through my head right now. In other news, I can't get online very much after today. I have like three test on the same day. This is gonna bite. I have math, writting, and english. Grrrr....! Writing I can do its the English and Math I am woried about. Well, finally my room is done. yay! Well, there is some things that neeed to be added but its good for now. It's still a working process. At least I am out there now. LoL Anyhoo, have a great weekend and week everyone.

Hehe
ok so, I used to be like a serious pothead but,Im a good girl now...anyways so, every once in awhile when Im like stressed I dream that Im smoking...well last night I dreamed that I was smoking but, the funny part is I was smoking with the skateboarder BAM magera....let me tell you I love him!!! OMG!!!! granted if I had to deal with him on the daily basis I would end up hurting someone but, isnt that the way it always goes....I just thought I would share that because I thought it was really funny and it made me wake up smiling for a change....

Wave Of Light Candle Ceremony October 15th
On October 15th we remember our babies we have lost due to miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, infant death and other pregnancy complications. As a memorial I am asking you join the worldwide Wave of Light ceremony where we all light a candle at 7pm no matter what time zone you are in and keep it lit for 1 hour. This will create a wave of light that will travel across the earth. This is VERY personal to me. If you dont have a family member or friend to do this for whom it has touched...please do it for me and the love of my life and our baby who is gone. Thanks And do this for all the friends that have lost a child

What Is The "fucking List?"
I wanted to commnet POSITIVELY to a blog but was denied (blog did not exist message) and then ended up seeing this when I tried to see the blog again: "Error: you just made the fucking list." WTF? What list? Leave me wondering LC! Is this a good thing? A bad thing? Am I bad Cherry? WTF? There is still some stuff I obvioulsy do not understand about protocol. Guess I will just go sit in the back row and shut up so I don't keep putting my foot in my mouth. Grrrr.

My Heart
My heart is so lost It beats with no rhythm My mind is so raw It thinks with no actions Time has stopped yet once again No where to go, nothing to hold Scared to death of what might be Is it me, all that you need My limbs are stuck No feeling of touch My eyes do not see They act out so desperately My life is just on pause, till the end Nothing to do, Nothing to feel Reacting reactions out of control Kept inside no one will know My soul is beaten down again Nothing left but my glow Forgetting the past, brightens the future No one can tell, no one can judge Soon end will began, I will see you again Time will tell, I can only cope The distance did not loose us Forever we may live in hope.

Ok, I'm Outta Here For A Bit.
Right. I have a ton of crap to do today, and I can't get it done sitting here. Must get groceries. Priority one. My fridge is SO lonely, and I must fill it with goodness like ice cream, hamburger (making a lasagna later) and other errata for the tummy. Then, I must get some writing done. I haven't come up with anything for AC in days, plus I'm due for something up at Britannia!. I also have to post on the personal bloggage, so as to include linkage to this joint. Then, some time with the guinea pig, and on the phone with the GF, and maybe some housework. Big fun, eh? Sure. This place needs to put 'writer' in the interest catagory. I'll shoot that up later.

Somebody,please Shoot Me, Lol
Ok, yesterdays game w/OU and Iowa State was very nice-32 to 9(shoulda been 32 to 7 but we got a freakin' safety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So last night we find out that my baby, Adrian "AD-all day" Peterson broke his collarbone and will be out for the season. Bad enough. Now we here rumors Stoops is moving on and "AD" is gonna go pro when he heals, so he is done as a Sooner. I love my team, I am loyal even when they are losing, but I can't take it if all I have left of my baby is my wallpaper on my 'puter......tears falling, please let me go blow my nose..........unless someone wants to volunteer to take my mind off my woes, then we might talk another kind of blowing!!!!!!!!!!

Lost Soul
My life gone, my world turned upside down I sit lost waiting to be found I cry for help, nobody hears My life torn from my mind, All those years Gone, Erased from existence Where am I now Buried deep underground My soul lost, Wondering, Unable to rest Searching for the body it once possessed Will I be alright, Will I be lost forever I guess only in due time we’ll know that answer.

Sex Facts
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. .. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones

Earthquake Details Magnitude 6.3 (strong) # Date-time Sunday, October 15, 2006
Here's the info on it folks, so YES the earthquake is real and CONFIRMED by the United States Geological Survey or USGS. Information as follows: Magnitude 6.3 - ISLAND OF HAWAII, HAWAII 2006 October 15 17:07:49 UTC Versíon en Español * Details * Summary * Maps * Scientific & Technical Where can I find...? Earthquake Details Magnitude 6.3 (Strong) # Date-Time Sunday, October 15, 2006 at 17:07:49 (UTC) = Coordinated Universal Time # Sunday, October 15, 2006 at 7:07:49 AM = local time at epicenter Time of Earthquake in other Time Zones Location 19.878°N, 155.935°W Depth 38.9 km (24.2 miles) set by location program Region ISLAND OF HAWAII, HAWAII # Distances 10 km (6 miles) SW (231°) from Puako, HI # 16 km (10 miles) WSW (245°) from Waikoloa Village, HI # 19 km (12 miles) NNE (23°) from Kalaoa, HI # 91 km (56 miles) WNW (282°) from Hilo, HI # 253 km (157 miles) SE (129°) from Honolulu, HI Location Uncertainty Error estimate not available Parameters Nst=271, Nph=271, Dmin=23.3 km, Rmss=0 se

Back To The Empty
Back to the Empty open eyes that see nothing you are lost and i am dead the last tear to fall was one of hope, deceased empty but for the stains of love and cruising into endless ache this nightmare of living came at too great a cost back to the numb confines of a drugged mind when you don't love anything it hurts to lose nothing

Read This
Month One Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy

I Owe My Mother!!
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE .. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION . "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC . "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. " If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY . "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA .

What House Of 1000 Corpses Character Are You?
What house of 1000 corpses character are you? BabyThis sexy blonde is just like her mother, Mother Firefly. She is cute, funny, and evil. She seems to be "murder buddies" with Otis. Oh and, her favorite movie star isn't Marilyn Monroe.

A Quick Note !
There is no word to discribe or show you.. How much i care and love You... There will never be enough time in the world to show You...Ill never stop caring, and i'll never stop loving you.. For your the only one..that my heart beats along with . I love you hun.. kisses

Can't Believe The Injustice!
I just want to get this off my chest... My son, who lives in Tucson, was in the middle, turning lane, last week, when a car wanting to make a left hand turn in the opposite direction hit him, head on. The guy who hit him, backed up and took off. Another motorist who witnessed the incident chased him down and the driver returned to the scene about 10 minutes later. He apologized for the incident and exchanged info with my son who insisted they both wait for the police to arrive. (He called 911 when the guy took off.) It took over 2 hours for the police officer to arrive. During which time my son remained in place, out of the flow of traffic. The officer was seemingly upset about being called to the accident, as he immediately stated that someone was going to get a ticket over this. He wrote down the incorrect license info for my son, and then had thegall to issue him a citation for illegal use of turning lane. (He was stopped waiting to make a left hand turn! How was

God In School (not By Me)
>>>>New Pledge of Allegiance! >>>> Since the Pledge of Allegiance >>>> and >>>> The Lord's Prayer >>>> are not allowed in most >>>> public schools anymore >>>> Because the word "God" is mentioned.... >>>> A kid in Arizona wrote the attached >>>> NEW School prayer. >>>> I liked it. >>>> Now I sit me down in school >>>> Where praying is against the rule >>>> For this great nation under God >>>> Finds mention of Him very odd. >>>> If Scripture now the class recites, >>>> It violates the Bill of Rights. >>>> And anytime my head I bow >>>> Becomes a Federal matter now. >>>> Our hair can be purple, orange or green, >>>> That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. >>>> The law is specific, the law is precise. >>>> Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. >>>> For praying in a public hall >>>> Might offend someone with no faith at all. >>>> In silence alone we must meditate, >>>> God's name is prohibited by the state. >>>> We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks

Stupid Woman
bloody heffa! .. i hope she gets the chair or something...i can't believe a mom will use her own infant son as a weapon in a domestic dispute..stupid woman..anybody from erie pa on here..some shic from erie pa was in a fight with her b/f/husband/ babyfather whichever one applies to him..the crazy woman decided to use her infant son as a weapon. she used the baby to attack the guy, the way u would take a baseball bat to a person...fractured the kids head and i believe she broke a rib or two..what person will do such a thing.. she deserves whatever is coming to her. i'm done ranting!

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29years And Holding
29 AND HOLDING Back in 69’ was when I first felt your presence. I can still see you coming through the door, And suddenly your presence came over me, I never was the same anymore. I’ve carried you with me As though you were mine to keep, Unaware of the years and tears That I’d have to weep. Through the years I’ve had heartaches, They passed with time they’re put to rest. But in my quietest moments, Our memories put me through the test. But only in my quiet moments Can I think these thoughts. For I know the heartaches That can be bought. I’ve always loved you And I always will, But since you left me My heart can’t be still. My heart still feels the warmth Though left out in the cold. My hands still reach out for yours, As though they are there to hold. 29 Years and holding Onto a gift from up above Given but just a moment To capture

Brian`s Essay
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for aclass. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his fatherBruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I everwrote.." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found itwhile cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School. Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He wa

New York Sucks, Even If You Like Saxophones - Part 2
Just got back to CA a few minutes ago. We had the whole wedding shebang in a big old Catholic church with the goomba Italians and an Indian priest. Everyone gets up to take communion and I bite my tongue to keep from laughing - "aren't you Catholic?"....."no, I actually have a brain and use it. Besides, Mary spread for the cock..." The wedding goes off without a hitch and onto the reception. Billy the Groom hires a super stretch Hummer. Everyone thought it was just great. I was so fucking embarrased to be in this huge redneck-mobile as everyone is getting shitfaced drunk. More pictures at the reception, yet no dinner and it is approaching 10PM and I have a 4:30AM wakeup call. Fuck this. I head out to the hotel solo and hit the sack at 11PM. Then at 11:45PM some fucking loud-ass techno hits the entire building. I call the front desk and complain. Nothing happens. 30 minutes go by and I call again. Nothing happens. 45 minutes go by and I get my clothes on and head downstairs only to find

I Been Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I can crack my neck on demand. 2) Anything i create must be a masterpiece. 3) I am about to become the godfather for a 6th time. 4) I have no pity for lack of motivation. 5) I can mimic the angelic sound you hear on LC when someone rates you. 6) I have no tolerance for drug users and the people who associate themselves with it or them. And least see who do I pick Ms. Lady (Denele) Broken Halo American Cherry Tazzy Froggie Sprinkles (lol) Your Dream Maker (rick )

99 Random Facts??
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Anna Jane Warrington 2. Nicknames: Johnny/Crazy Eye Johnny 3. Birthday: 29th Jan 4. Place of Birth: Burton On Trent 5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: I dont technically have one anymore but its the same as year 13 8. School: Burton College 9. Occupation: Student 10. Residence: Barton 11. MSN Screen Name: Crazy Eye Johnny!!! AFI Kicked Ass!!! OMG You Have A HUUUUGE Pen!! __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: Dark Blonde 13. Hair Length: shortish 14. Eye colour: Blue 15. Weight: 7 stone 10 16. Height: 5ft 5 ish 17. Braces? Yup 18. Glasses? Yes 19. Piercings: Nope 20. Tattoos: Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Oh man i cant remember Hayley possibly 23. First Award: Bravery Award in hospital 24. First Sport You Joined: Does Country Dancing count?? 25. First pet: Dishy!!! the fish lol 26. First Real Vacation: I think it was Spain somewhere and

Broken Hearted Shattered Dreams Why??
I don't understand what happened. I thought everything was fine. I was in love, never happier than any other time I believe. I had the best thing in the world, my babe, my love, my one my only. Yea long distance is a bitch to deal with, no warm hand to suddenly grab your hand. No wet lips pressed against your cheek. No cuddleing in eachother's jackets when its cold. No funny faces that make you laugh till your stomach hurts then a tight hug and an "I love you" whispered into your ear. No, none of that. Your lonely as fuck. Everyone else has their person with them, doing all of those things that make me swoon. I stand against the wall ignoring them, waiting for a phone call, waiting to be happy. When your friends ask you to party with them, you don't, just because they want you to go with a guy, or they know someone will like you. " I'm happy with mine." Of course they'd always say that's ok, but really they hate the idea of me being alone, against the wall, waiting for a phone call, n

Antifamily Seal Of Approval!!
A FRIEND HAS MADE A NEW ANTIFAMILY SEAL OF APPROVAL FOR ME. HOPE YOU LIKES. THE ANTIFAMILY IS WHAT LOST CHERRY IS ALL ABOUT, HAVING FUN, JOKING AROUND, AND EXCEPTING ALL. I'M NOT PICKY, BUT IF YOU CAN'T TAKE BEING PICKED ON, I BELIEVE YOU IS ON THE WRONG SITE. SPREAD THE WORD, RIP THE LOGO AND DECLARE HAVING FUN IS THE BEST. DOWN WITH DRAMA, UP THE ANTI!!!-BILL. P.S. WEARING A THONG...LOL.

A Big Thanks!!!!!
I AM NOT ONE TO USUALLY PLAY THE CHERRY POINT GAME, BUT AFTER SITTING AROUND 200 POINTS AWAY FROM THE NEXT LEVEL. I THOUGHT I WOULD POST A BULLETIN TO SEE IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS TO LEAVE ME A COMMENT TO HELP ME GET THERE. IN 4 HOURS TWO PEOPLE OFF MY FRIENDS LIST HAD READ THE BULLETIN AND ONLY ONE HAD ACTUALLY OFFERED TO HELP. HE DIDN'T, SEND A COMMENT. SO, I POSTED ANOTHER BULLETIN, A BIT PISSED OFF AT MY SO-CALLED FRIENDS! THIS IS A BLOG TO THANK NASHIEBOO ( STEVEN) FOR HIS BIG HEART. HE HAS LEVELED ME UP THREE TIMES NOW BY FLOODING MY PAGE WITH ROSES! WHICH HE KNOWS I LOVE! HE KNOWS THE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP AND 97 OF MY OTHER FRIENDS SHOULD TAKE LESSONS FROM HIM. I LOVE YOU STEVEN, YOUR THE BEST! IF I COULD HAVE A TOP FRIEND HERE YOU WOULD BE THERE ON A PEDESTAL! THANK YOU MY TRUE FRIEND! PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME LOVE BACK! HERE'S HIS PROFILE LINK. http://lostcherry.com/user/194421

Philosophy Of Life In Stages....
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1)No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2)When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3)If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4)Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5)You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6)Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7)Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8)You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9)Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10)The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1)Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2)Wrinkles don't hurt. 3)Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4)Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5)Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6)Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fi

I Love You Means.........
I Love You Means I Love You means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I don't wish to change you into someone else. It means that i do not expect perfection from you, just as you dont expect it from me.... I Love You means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I Love You Means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let you go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me. I Love You means forever.

Some Of My Drama
I have been hurt badly in life and my past is hard to explain and hard to hear also but it has happened and I dont feel sorry for myself but what happened makes me who I am.In 1997 I got prgnet with my first child but when I did my boyfriend at the time left me and I never heard from him again I married my first husband in my third month I didnt really get to know him before I married him which I regret now.July 14 1998 my son was born by emergency c section I almost died having him after he was born my husband wanted a child of his own.I couldnt concieve.He eventually beat me and would tell me how much of a fat ugly bitch I was.I believed him I couldnt even look myself in the mirror anymore.I took his abuse for almost two years.One day my son was crying and wouldnt stop and my husband hit him.I knew I could not stand up for myself but I could stand up for my son.I left him and got divorced.Unfortunatly this story doesnt end with divorce but I will tell more another time.

Passionate And Unforgettable Dreams
Passionate And Unforgettable Dreams As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as

Women
Yup, I got ya attention just by posting this as "women" didn't I? Ha ha ha, well it is my subject so bear with me. First, I congradulate the women I have met on LC. Yes, I have met many, and those I talk to I am glad to know. I bring this up as I sit here thinking about a stripper I met that wants some of my massuse services. I guess she was impressed with my hand abilities. Funny how she does not answer her phone now. Ya know, next time she sees me, I bet the questions shall arise. Why didn't I call? Why didn't we hook up? I personally would rather chat with a few certain women on LC than go meet this broad. And ya'll know who ya are. If ya don't know, ask me. Anyway, felt like rambling and no one to ramble too right now, since I talked to one person before typin this. Hope to chat with yas sonn. LAter.

Another Bondage Sex Song...more Straight To The Point
The Daily Grind Spread on my bed Legs and arms tied The knife The blood dripping From shoulders, chests, arms (chorus) Ramming to pink and raw The moans and screams The smashing, grinding, bleeding What's ripped must be torn End it with pain and sores Mindblasting pain Cinching the cuffs tighter Groaning your name as I cringe at your touch I am so yours, your whore (chorus) Beat me abuse me Tie me tease me Bang me slap me Twist and twitch I need your filthy itch

For Those Born 1925-1979
Those Born 1925-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made wi

Another Lame Song On Love Lol
Choked Beyond Relief Tin broken marred as I fall off the crutch Crashing to the darkness enveloped in your eyes So why? Why has this happened to me? Crying as I fall off the face of the earth But you never knew (chorus) You have Choked me The relief Dissipated To look Beyond your Eyes Impossible I never thought this would be me Never thought that I would be so dumb But numb and dumb draw a thin line The blind heart, the fleeting cries The savior exited stage left (chorus) Can I return or am I just going to burn? I'm clinging for your hand But its slipping I'm falling I can't...no This is my end (chorus) YOU MOTHERFUCKER! YOU DID THIS TO ME Helpless sod of mankind I am now

My Friends...
Every person I consider a true friend fits everything that is on this list and more!! Those who know me know that I don't do superficial friendships. My friends mean the world to me and I personally don't have time for people who aren't going to be real. Some know me better than others...but all should know that I don't play games, and I don't have conditional relationships with ANYONE!! If someone in your life tells you that they don't want you to be my friend...well that would be a choice you would have to make, but I know where I stand, how I feel and what I want in my life! To those of you who are true friends..Thank you, you all mean the world to me!! A REAL friend entails everything on this list!! I wouldn't give anything less than all of it, and I deserve friends who would do the same!!**HUGS** Be Well!!~Manda~

Song About Coping While Missing A Girl
Shattered "Mind Of My Own" The pain distraught The mind has had a meld Broken to the floor Crushed In time (chorus) Its the shattered mind The broken home The life of one Who's looking for the one You had her in your arms Your breath was choked away Blatz and Filth to fill my end Jawbreaker to strain the pain *chorus* The childhood gone The misery remains He fucked a choice y? Cause he's a fucking dumbass (chorus) An L for the pain An H for the heartache A tab for the mind And an M for the death of it all

Memories Of You
A tender smile, a gentle touch, a loving laugh, softly whispered words in to the night, These are the things I remember when I close my eyes. Memories of you drift through my mind, taking me back to a night spent in your arms. Troubles and worries forgotten when you hold me in your arms, the world stands still and all that matters is you and I. Not use to the way you treat me or how you make me feel, slowly getting use to what it means to be with you. Hating the time that we spend apart, but constantly knowing no matter where you are, you are always with me in my heart.

Deep Thoughts/worries
well i have deep thoughts boutme love life... its like everytime i get in a relationship im either not ready or my relationship per longers like iwanna break free for awhile cuz i don't want anybody to hurt me at all..but surely to kno that now i have somebody that i can really trust and doesn't just think of himself he thinks of meand loves me the way i am i don't consider me sexy and hot at all im just str8 and fine in this case..im basically me and im not tryna impress nobody not at all.. im already going through bad times in my life already wat else do i need? so more drama? well i have more thoughts just too many to share check this out hope ya seem to read it byezzz...

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1} I never brush my hair when it's wet 2} I don't show emotion well 3} I hug the tree in my yard daily 4} I am a coffee addict 5} I have to drink coffee to go to sleep 6} The color purple is my feel good color Jim Raven Tony Sarah Reaper Big Smiles

Questions
Why? Did you leave? Why? Did you have to? Why? Didn't you tell me? Why? Do you love him? Where? Did you go? Where? Will you live? Where? Will you be? Where? Did you go? When? Will you come back? When? Will you leave him? When? Will you ever love me again? When? Will you come to your senses? How? Could you do this to me? How? Could you leave? How? Is he good for you? How? Do I go on?

Friends
very soon im gonna start going through and removing people from my friends list that dont ever rate pics or leave comments or messages most of them have never even looked at my site. So if you wanna stay drop me a message

True Beast
"ENOUGH!" came the voice to his ears. It froze him almost instantly. His sword in mid swing. He had the dragon in front of him dead to rights. He didn't want to give that up. But the voice was one to command all that heard it. "Why do you hunt us, human?" it said again. He turned his head and looked around for the voice. Everything seemingly slowing down. The voice could only have come from Ostra, the leader of the group of Dragons that he had spent most of his life searching for. The ones he had obsessed about since his childhood. "Your kind killed my father," he said in a cold voice. "Our kind?" asked the voice. "Dragons killed him. Burnt him to a crisp. Leaving Mother and I to fend for ourselves in the world. Taking a great man from his family. We lost our lands our titles. Our hope of a good life." he said as moisture formed in his voice. The largest of the dragons deftly moved to what looked like a large chair. It slumped onto it and seemed to make itself co

Civil War
The sky is a pale blue. Wisps of smoke flying up into the sky. The only irritation is the ringing in my ears. It whistles away, almost forcing me to stand up to get the hell away from what ever is making it. My feet feel shaky, just like they did when I first stepped off the Victoria upon arriving a few months ago and I hadn't quite gotten my Land legs back. I stumbled over something but I was too intent to get away from the ringing that I didn't even bother to look around. Then I thought, "Where am I?" I didn't know. I was lost in a place that rang in pain filled with smoke that was burning my eyes and making my body numb. Where the hell was I? I stopped myself. I needed to get my bearings. I looked but I didn't like what I saw. There was a lot of red; everywhere there was blood, broken only by the intermittent bodies strewn across the valley we were in. The grey coats, blue, red. There was no discrimination in the death I saw before me. It brought tears to my eyes. More for t

V.i.b. (very Important Blog)
yep, i sure am getting deployed next year to go overseas to that wonderful sandbox...I get our new uniforms, ACU's (army combat uniforms) in december of this year. we did qualifications on the ranges this month...I PASSED IT with a 38 out of 40!! i passed my physical fitness test!! the next couple months my unit is going to be really busy with trying to get ready to go over there!! I need a lot of prayer on this situation!! Thank you very much!! SPC. Felicia A. Laffin

4-h Awards
September 07, 2006 was the 2006 4-H Awards Banquet. We were honored enough to have 2 members of our family received awards. Sarah received the Junior Award for the Crochet, Poultry, Rabbit, and Shooting Sports projects. We are very proud of all Sarah's accomplishments! Kelley received the Outstanding 4-H Leaders Council Member Award. Congratulations to all the 4-H Members, Leaders, and Partners that received awards last night!

Learning
Hey everyone, I just want everyone to bare with me while I try to learn this site. I thank everyone for their welcome notes and votes and everything else. I still havent figured out to return the favour or do anything else on here and honestly havent had the time but Im trying so bare with me! Thanks! Take Care Everyone!

Meant To Be...
I have been in love before But nothing compares to this You've touched my heart and soul In places others have always missed There's so much peace and comfort Your whole being brings to me This love is so complete I know we are meant to be Many nights I lay and wonder How can I love you this much Without ever having seen you Or having felt your touch But your love has touched me in more ways Than your physical touch ever can It's a feeling of such magnitude and depth That no one could understand We've connected on every level The way we think and feel The things we want, the things we do It all seems so unreal It's a feeling of really knowing Our love is meant to be I know without a single doubt That God sent you to me

Phone Call
tell me how i just text messaged my friend 1-who is a girl 2-who is spanish and some GUY calls me back talking in SPANISH wtf? LoL yea my weekend went ok kind of uneventful but ok still since i barely get any sleep during the week days anymore i like totally depend on getting a ridiculous amount of sleep during the weekend today i woke up around 4 in the afternoon no lie haha well that's about it any cool people get back to me

So Far So Good
hi guys, well, i made it thru texas in 2 days. boring as hell but a bit of fun, took me 12 hours a day to get thru from tuscon,ar to fort stockon my 1st night. then another 12 to get to lake charles,la the next. its been raining non stop thru texas, i pulled over at one area and hit a pocket of water and went off the side of the embankment, thank god it was a small drop, lol. car is ok, nerves a little frazlled, but ok. only damage is my alingment is now off from the 2 foot drop, lol but other tyan that, everything is going great. please lisa if u read this, im fine and nothing broke, lol well the next 5 days i will be here in lake charles, la and will jump on my friends puterr every so often. so yall stay safe and will have a few good pics later. duck

I'm Learning..
Hello everybody.Hope everyone is doing good.Well slowly but surely I'm learning how to do some things on here.LOL.Still haven't figured out where everyone gets the cool photos at photo bucket.I have looked and looked and can't figure it out.LOL. I think I learned how to rip a skin.LOL.Not real sure if I have it on the profile or not.Well time to go mess around on here and try to figure out how to do some more things on here.LOL..

20 More Points
Uh yah. so right now I have 20 points left. all my "friends" hear a noise when this gets posted. I wonder who all will read it? Thanks to all who have stopped by and left me comments and ratings. Basicly going up a level means I don't have a life. lol. But I get to put up more pictures..

Souls On Wall Street
Souls on Wall Street For what ever strange reason, some people touch us in certain ways that others simply can't. Even if you have hardly done much with that person or had as many laughs and good times as you would like, you feel that you know that person better than you really do. That person, in a way, becomes a part of you. It's almost as if that person had bought several shares of you on Wall Street which gives you a great unforgettable feeling. However, if that person were to sell the shares they'd bought, you'd lose that happiness and added esteem that they unknowingly gave you. And it doesn't have to be someone of the opposite sex; just someone that has more meaning than one ought to have in your life...someone who surprised you...someone that, even if he or she does decide to sell their shares, you'll never forget. Joey Carlton

The Real Me
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see

Lol Ha Ha Ha!!!
IT'S OFFICIAL, I HAVE NOW RECIEVED 47 MESSAGES TELLING ME I WAS AN ASSHOLE, OR A PATRONIZING BASTARD!! MAN, TALK ABOUT SOME UPTIGHT FUCKERS. TELL YOU WHAT, GIVE ME YOUR ADDRESS, AND I'LL SEND YOU GUYS SONG TONGS AND K-Y JELLY TO REMOVE WHATEVER IS STUCK IN YOUR UNGODLY TIGHT ASSHOLES. IT WOULD BE A PLEASURE TO ME TO EXTEND THIS SERVICE TO YOU. P.S. NEKKID.-BILL.

Hi Everyone!!
HI everyone, sorry been off line for a while...would love to hear how things are going for all of you! I started a catagory to add some of my friends to if they want. I rip their pic and put a link for you if you want or not link either way is cool..Hope everyone has a great week!! Lots of love to all my friends on LC!!!!

Yes, I Am A Bitch.
But I'm an honest one, so get over it. I've been criticized for giving people ratings less than 5 on their photos. So? You put yourself out there, you put your photos up. If someone thinks that your photos stink, you did technically ask for their opinion. Besides, way to take people from the internet way too seriously. Right? Look in the mirror and ask yourself where your self confidence is. If you need the internet to validate yourself somehow, you have issues and should have your computer smashed in with a baseball bat. Give me your address, I'll do it for you. I've just been dying to break in my favorite bat, it is gathering dust right now. Seriously. I don't need the internet, and I don't need other people to love myself or feel in any way fulfilled. I encourage you to give me low ratings. Don't like me? I don't give a shit. Take it out on my points and leave me bad notes. Talk shit. Rate my pictures low. But if you give me a 3 on my profile pic, you aren't being

That Feeling
THIS IS A POEM OF MINE THATS ON WWW.LOVEPOEMS.COM THAT FEELING by MICHELLE RAYE YOU ARE THE FIRST THING I THINK ABOUT IN THE MORNING, AND THE LAST THING ON MY MIND AT NIGHT. I CONSTANTLY THINK OF THE THINGS YOU'VE SAID TO ME, LIKE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME, AND HOW YOU'LL DO ANYTHING FOR ME. YOU SAY THIS WHEN YOU HOLD ME TIGHT. I KNOW THAT ALL THE THINGS YOU TELL ME ARE TRUE, I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES, YOUR SMILE, AND FEEL IT IN YOUR TOUCH. WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER OUR LOVE IS SO MUCH. I KNOW WE'LL BE TOGETHER FOREVER, AND THAT'S A MIGHTY LONG TIME, 'CAUSE IN MY HEART I KNOW THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS... BE MINE.

How To Pick Up Chicks.
First, you take the chicks and toss them on the floor. Then you have to pick them up. Without moving any of the other chicks... or something. I'm still not sure how they got all the chicks in the box in the first place.

Blah
Well so I just got really depressed. A friend told me he got a gf and they are talking about getting married. Don't get me wrong I'm happy they are thinking about it and all. What made me depressed is everyone I know is getting married. And I don't even have a bf. Sure I'm seeing someone but he isn't my bf. Then this is what one of my exs said to me...who is suppose to be a friend "You stop showing you care. You arn't romantic, you arn't lovable after a while. You're great, and people love you, and you're very pretty, but you just seem like you get bored." He told me that was my problem. The truth is I only stop showing it when I have reason to. I mean everyone tells me Im nice and caring. And Im attractive..but then...why can't I get a bf? Or keep a bf? I just hate being the only single person I know and getting married...well I dont want to be really old when I get married! Sorry its just how I'm feeling today.

Another Contest (my Arm Was Twisted!)
Ok, ok....I have had lots of people asking me to run another contest in conjuction with the EXOTIC-EROTIC contest starting next week...... The masses have spoken and I will run the HOTTEST,SEXIEST BBW on LC ! I hope that you who wanted this are happy ! I enjoy doing the contest, dont get me wrong...but its alot of qork ! believe me ! Anyways...ALL contests start tomarow (16 OCT 2006) Good luck to all ! sean

Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. i love driving fast with music loud 2. i love long bubble baths 3. i love doing things at the spur of the moment whatever it might be i take in my head 4. i knocked out 2 boys in grade 7 at the same time 5. im the girl the b/fs mothers loved...boy were they all fooled 6. my moter once took my clothes so i couldnt sneak out so i went in my pjs The 6 people Im going to tag is 1.tazz 2.rx8bear 3.barry 4. twistedredneck 5.fordman 6.jovi chick64

Life!
Well Thats about straight... Its pretty simple until you find something you really like and its hard to get them to act the same way, when they say they feel the same... Acting and telling completely different things... Tamara

I Have Been Tagged!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall in love to easily, usually with the wrong guy! 5. I hang out at the beach in the early morning and try to figure out the meaning of Life! 4. I only have one friend (besides LC friends)in real life. Depressing huh? 3. I like raw onion and ketchup sandwiches. 2. I am addicted to Cherry Pepsi. 1. I hate talking about myself! I tag these 6 people. stilllookin Desperado Ancient 1 British Terry Toyman Texas Freak

Ignorant Parent From The Wifes Point Of View A Continuing Drama Of Ignorant In Laws Parts 1-7 Found At Ericdaddys Page
OK i have a question to ask you everyone if your kid finger was bleeding and you couldnt find anyone at all to take you to the hospital and even thought you do not talk to your mother and your only hope is to ask her and you leave a messge and she doesnt to return it that means she doesnt care at all about you and your family your grandkids at all but she is her to cause prombles for everyone AND THE family she even tryed to brake up my married but it is not happen when you deal with drunk iorant parents she also runs around her house but naked and doesnt care who all lives thier at all my husband was going to make a sandwich one night and she was standing in the kitchen but ass naked he came and told me like i said she doest care.Here is a question for the ladies thats say your husband is at work and your husband newphew came over and stay thier the hole day well your husband is at work how would that look and then you have the husband bother you have to go and pick up from work and

Tag
I was chosen by Nyne....Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: 1. On most things there is no in between with me there is either right or wrong no grey area. 2. Lie to me once and you are done I HATE LIARS 3. I can hold a grudge til the day I die 4. Once a good friend always a good friend no matter what I am there for my friends 5. Bad habit I take things way to personally 6. Sometimes I get too involved in helping other people at risk to myself Ok I choose Nix, KrazyKilt69, Autobhom, DrkDragon, Drk Dragons Goddess, and Giles

Tag!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! oh and you can't tag the person who tagged you!! enjoy 1) i have to have at least 1 cup of coffee every day 2) blue and purple are my feel good colors 3) i brush my hair at least 3 times a day 4)i'm on the computer everyday just like most people 5)i go for a drive once a day 6)i wear sweat pants all the time kira shelliebelly good little girls make some mighty wild women southernwytch karen marie love 2 swing

Oh Just Kill Me Now
i'm sick and all drugged up and feeling like hell. if someone owns a mace, come on over and whack me in the head so i can sleep. or maybe in my throat, my throat hurts like hell too...my voice is all fucked up. anyways..good night, sweet dreams, cuz i know i won't have any. i had one of the weirdest dreams i ever had today. real weird and not one i'll post on here :P

Homework
Now I remember why I loved being out of school...HOMEWORK.... 2 essays 1 on on how your apperance afects the patient's perception of your abilies and 1 on communication barriers in a medical place. and a shit load of medical terms.....man I forgot what the homework was like and this is for medical billing specialist A.S shit I just look for the reward in the end......money....well time to finish the last essay..keep ya posted..

6 Things.
This game is called 6 weird things u state six wierd habits or things u do or like and then comment on 6 people and ask them to go to your blog to read your wierd things and ask them to make a blog and create 6 wierd things for u all to read.. 1. cleaning out the link trap in the dryer grosses me out it i wasnt the last person using it. ( i live in a apt so lots of people use them.) 2. i live in wisconsin and i hate all pro sports teams from here. 3. one of my favorite movies is the sound of music. 4. i am afraid of fire large amounts of water and clowns and big dogs. 5. i still to this day hate talking to guys on the phone. 6. I want a tatoo of a scarub beatle endorned it jewels over my heart. smokeyhazelice #1 regect dior just another victim( my LC husband) ezra valentine shroomz

Attractive Test
"Attractive Test" This is the "attractive" test. Reply through a message with your answers. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy as hell [] fine [] pretty [] hot [] cute [] okay [] ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] yes [] no [] dont know! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] man/women of your dreams [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me [] love me [] kill me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] girl friend/boy frien

Tagged... Who's Next
I was tagged by the kind and handsome Nomad, if you haven't seen his page check it out. Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: Er geez there are a lot of weird things about me. 1.) I like peanuts in coke, peanut butter and mayo... eh.. 2.) I am a lexicon of metaphysical and pagan trivia and info 3.) I can look at two different things with each eye. (Two.. different directions..) 4.) I have little points on my ears. 5.) I'm married but not monogamous (but not cheating, I have permission, thats the odd part haha) 6.) I have a bearded dragon lizard as a pet. I tag Cicisunflower, Ravez, Faerie Majik, Druo, Oakdragon, Eugene

Tag Game
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I blush very easily 2. I am rather shy and reserved 3. I don't like crowds (Stay at home quiet type person) 4. I was 31 years old before I stepped into my first bar. 5. I have a hard time with compliments 6. I don't like being put on the spot, I clam up. The 6 people Im going to tag are; 1. WowieZowie (Bill) 2. SugarDumplin (Sandie) 3. ZEBRAfan (Chris) 4. HogMan (Brad) 5. Ree (Tookie) 6. SweetGuyBri (Brian)

For Kimberly.
In gods grace, he touches you. You’re free. You’re an angel, with beloved wings. A halo, a hold on life. No matter what, its all alright. The smile upon your face, makes the sunlight shine threw. Only someone like you, can make peace in the world the way you do. You’re precious. You’re a gem, something to treasure. Our friendship I treasure. God is sure, that you’re the one. The one he chose, the one he wanted you to become. Love is something you showed me in my heart, the love of a friendship. You made me learn, you made me care. I’m thankful. One morning you came from heaven, and one day you’ll return there. And whether it be now, or 100 years from now. I’ll see you again some day. You’re an angel. The one who’s loved. In gods grace, he holds you. He keeps you close, protects you, the way no one can. He bless’s you, with love, life, and sometimes evne pain, its an experience. You’re grateful, as I sure am for you. In gods grace, he knew you were the one. As th

Number
Your Love Number is 4 You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart. An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be. But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic. You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure! What Is Your Love Number?

Monday Is Waaay To Close..
Well its almost Monday. Work starts again. I am soo not lookin forward to that. See my job deserves its own reality show. I am a manager of a "low-income" apartment complex. We have a variety of people. They range from families just trying to make it by, to people I would really not like to live around. The people you know what they do, but there really isnt a whole lot you can do about it. Not unless you actually see whats going on, or they are stupid enough to get busted. Its really a shame. I personaly am a woman, just trying to get by with her family. You want to know the most depressing part? I work 45 hrs a week, and I only make a quarter more than minimum wage. How effin sick is that?

You Been Tagged Read Here For Details
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.If I Tell You Iam Gonna Do Something And I Don't Do It Right Away Don't Nag Me About It Cuz Then It Won't Get Done At All 2.No matter What Iam Doing Don't Tap Me You Just May Get Slapped 3. I Hate For Ppl To Stand To Close To Me , behind Me, Next To Me Breathing down My Neck With Hot smellie Breath 4. I Hate To Get Interrupputed While Watching Tv Eatting Or Reading A Good Book 5. IF ME AND YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE ELSE DON'T TELL ME NOT TO SPEAK TO THAT PERSON BECUZ YOU DON'T SPEAK TO THEM And don't Ask Me If They Are Talking About You Behind Your Back Iam Not Into He Say She Say And CHANCES ARE ME AND YOU M

What Bra Are You?
You Are an Animal Print Bra! Wild, zany, and even a little crazy. You make every date an unpredictable adventure. You want a guy who will constantly surprise you. A relationship that's the most insane ride of your life. What Kind of Bra Are You?

Update!
earlier i posted a song video of DLG called La quiero a morir (i love her to dead) i told this guy wrote it for her daughter, because of all the love he has for her :) here is the translation i did, not the best but it's all that i could do play the song and read the lyrics!!! (ps. i'm very sick, it's official lol so keep sending greetings to me) I was a lazy man And today I am the guard of her love dreams I love her to dead she can break every thing she sees Because with a blowing breathe she fix it like nothing, like nothing I love her to dead She stops the hours of each clock And she helps me to paint the pain in transparency With her smile And she raises a tower from the sky up to here And she put me wings and she helps me to go up As quick as possible, as quick as possible I love her to dead Choir: She knows well each war Each wound, each thirst She knows well each war of the life and the love also Ehhhh (3x) Quiero (4x) She draws a lands

Muse
Your Inner Muse is Melpomene You are most like this muse of tragedy. While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness. Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side. And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others. What Muse Are You?

To The Ones I Care....
ONE WISH: DONT FORGET ABOUT ME ONE LIE: I DON'T LOVE U THE TRUTH: I MISS U A LOT... ______*#######* ____*##########* __*##############_____________*#### __################__________*####### _##################________*######### __##################_____*########### __##################___*############# ___#################*_############### ____################################# ______############################### _______############################# _________########################## __________######################## ___________*##################### ____________*################## _____________*############### _______________############# ________________########## _________________#######* _________________###### __________________#### __________________### ___________________# ~~~~DONT FORGET TO SHOW THE LUV TO THE ONES U HAVE IN UR HEART...~~~

The Carny
And no-one saw the carny go And the weeks flew by Until they moved on the show Leaving his caravan behind It was parked out on the south east ridge And as the company crossed the bridge With the first rain filling the bone-dry river bed It shone, just so, upon the edge Dog-boy, atlas, half-man, the geeks, the hired hands There was not one among them that did not cas an eye behind In the hope that the carny would return to his own kind And the carny had a horse, all skin and bone A bow-backed nag, that he named "sorrow" How it is buried in a shallow grave In the then parched meadow And the dwarves were given the task of digging the ditch And laying the nag's carcass in the ground And boss Bellini, waving his smoking pistol around saying "The nag is dead Meat" "We caint afford to carry dead weight" The whole company standing about Not making a sound And turning to dwarves perched on the enclosure gate The boss says "Bury this lump of crow bait" And thean the rain came Everybody running f

Sleepng Position Lol It Actually Exists
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Dirty Default Pics!!!
I'm not quite sure what people are thinking when they put dirty filthy pics up of their private parts!!!! If I was interested in seeing your penis....I would ask!! And i'm sure that everyone else on LC would agree!!! Do you have such low self esteem that you need to put up (un-private)pics of your shit as your DEFAULT PIC~(THICK69)?????? Well this is the wrong place for you then!! Because you obviously don't have enough respect for yourselves let alone anyone else!!! If anybody is reading this && agrees with me....thank you!!! && if you don't agree with me...then i'm sorry!!!!! I personally happen to be on here to meet new peeps/friends!!! I won't ever ask to look at your private pics,,,nor will I ever put up private pics of myself!!! But, to each there own!!! That's not what my problem is!!! My problem is when i'm scrolling through new members && I come across some man(THICK69) with his dick hanging out of his pants(as his default)....put it in a private album!!!! It should be our

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

Life
god give us a purpose for being in this world u take life one day at a tine and see what happens i found a wonderful amn and taking it slow to see where it might go.enjoy ur family and friend make the world go round so enjoy everyday because u never know when it is gonna be ur last

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Well...my life really does SUCK in a big way...I was asked tonight by someone close to me if I was doing drugs...DO I LOOK LIKE THE KIND OF PERSON TO DO DRUGS???? GET FUCKING REAL PEOPLE...I DO NoT DO DRUGS AND I am sorry for my language here but I am getting so fed up with all of this shit. Ive got my feelings hurt very bad tonight...WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO????

Tagged.....who's Next
I was tagged by the kind and handsome Morven, if you haven't seen her page check it out. Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: Er geez there are a lot of weird things about me. 1.) I sing in a Barbershop Quartet (Baritone if you must know) 2.) I have been a college student foe the last 2 years after being out od any type of schooling for 28 years 3.) I have been faithfully married for 20 years with only one SHORT bout of any cheating 4.) I have a little hole near the top attachment of my left ear. (was born with it) 5.) I do not look right dressed in causal clothes but dress up in a suit quite well 6.) I am a member of a druidic group (OK that is not that weird, but I am draing a blank at the moment. I am sure there are other weird thinks about me that I will think of as soon as I finish this I tag Dragon's Lair, Pam

Truth (poetry)
Like a whisper and like a rainfall. Short but yet so pleasing. Like the sun and like the rays. So warm yet so radiating. Like the seasons, maturing day by day. Changing yet so beautiful. Walking and talking. Knowing that there is more out there. Trying to find oneself... simply to get held back. Asking all the right questions, just to get all the wrong answers.. Making each day better from what you learned from yesterday. I dont know how to love, yet I see doves. Knowing that you and me are here and so devoted. and yet I find that the lies and mysteries commenced. Do I have any sense, I wonder sometimes. By: Jeannie (Just wrote it here and now!!!)

I'm For Sale
Here's the rules of Lost Cherry Adoption.... Put in the subject "i'm for sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send u a COMMENT sayin "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you P.P.S New rule added by the repostie, the person can only be owned for 1 week :) (repost of original by 'angel~lette~' on '2006-10-15 18:14:16') (repost of original by 'smokey1701' on '2006-10-15 18:31:19') (repost of original by 'sexii' on '2006-10-15 18:37:23') (repost of original by 'Tally Ho Boy' on '2006-10-15 18:43:28')

Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I read in the bathroom 2.I cant think of anything weird(Thats weird) 3.I am sitting here confused trying to think of something weird 4.I am filling out this weird game..lol 5.I am weirdly obsessed with the movie Four Brothers 6.I have a irrational fear of mice hey I did it...I think..lol

Back To The Heart Of The Matter
Last week I got a call from my family on the Kalispel Reservation north of Spokane Washington. They called to tell me my grandma wasn't doing very well. Her health was fading fast. So the great tribe that they are, the Kalispel's sent for me and family to get there as soon as possible.I got to spend a few days with my grandma before she left this world. I was heartbroken when I found out the bad news and I didn't think I was going to get another chance to hold her again. I was very fortunate to make it to her side in the last few days of her life. I love her very much and anybody who really knows me has heard me speak of her. She was truly a great woman and I looked up to her a great deal because of the person she was and everything she did for everyone who ever met her. I miss her so much but I'm glad that her long battle is over and she is in a better place.In Loving Memory of My Grandmother Alice Ignace.While we were there I couldn't help but take pictures of the beautiful country t

Perchance To Dream? Sooo Sappy...
I should be in bed, because work is booty early tomorrow. "Booty early" being a technical term. But instead I am procrastinating sleep. The three cups of strong British style tea probably do not help. Why do I do this? I love sleep. Once I'm asleep, I have no desire to be concious again. It was easier at the Dollhouse, when the girls would get together for wine and sometimes cigarettes on the porch before bed. I love Oregon, though. It is a dream accomplished, and now I can rest. My short stories have stymied, but my screenplay treatment is going well... now to utilize my time... se la vie, Tonks.

Up In The Lake District
if i aint on here or Myspace,chances are im on NPOC.CO.UK,the car club im a member of.Brought a few parts etc for my car off another member and i had to fetch em,so a trip to a meet the club had sorted seemed the best way of fetching them.The Lakes are a lovely place full of rolling hills and great views and this place was on top of hill,it was beautiful apart from how windy it was,those in the UK know about here but to my foreign friends,just look at the back drop to these pictures Only about 150 miles north of me this place and my best mate lives close by so nipping in for a cuppa was good as well,worn out after getting up at 6.30 to meet the others to drive up but had a cracking day out this should link you the pics ? (if ive done it right) http://s5.photobucket.com/albums/y171/naughtynorm/hart/

Friends?
My life has been such a roller coaster ride, it is unreal. If I had a way to tell it, I'd probably start here. No one knows a thing about me here. I guess you could call it my safe zone. I've been thinking alot lately about my friends and what they mean to me. See only a hanful of people know the drama in my life that has made me into who I am today. Most of my friends have moved away, that left me sad and lonely. I moved on, went back to work and tried to make positive changes in my life. I made friends with the girls that work with me. I say girls and they are both more than ten years my senior. We hung out at the bar and soon I realized that I am a scape goat for they're sexcapades. I would honestly be ready to have a good time and before you know it, I'm the babysitter while they sneak away with the new toy of the moment. I swear they are more immature then the people my sister hangs out with. Some bad stuff has happened as a result of this. And now I feel it is myt duty to

Boredom
i wish... lol some guy on here would buy me the romantic dinner gift , a diamond ring, or any other gifts in the VIC ( very important cherry) section lol or just a gift..cuz its not like i have that many.. thank you.. : )

Vicariously I Live While The Whole World Dies.
someone else recently posted this same song as a bulletin with a similar video, but I found this video and its the whole song. It makes a lot of sense. Its sad how true this song really is if you just listen to the lyrics. When did our society become so full of hatred that we all feed on tragedy? We watch and hear about nothing but war, murder, rape, and genocide, yet we all continue to live our lives. It truly digusts me how the world is today. It makes me ashamed to be one of those people who watch the destruction of the world, but we all do it...why cant we just admit it like the song says? (the lyrics to the song are posted on the bottom of the page) Eye on the TV 'cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavor It happens to be Like: "Killed by the husband" "Drowned by the ocean" "Shot by his own son" "She used the poison in his tea [and / he] kissed [him / her] goodbye" That's my kind of story It's no fun til someone dies Don't look me at like I am a

How Decisions Are Made
How Decisions are Made President George W. and Colin Powell are drinking in a pub close Old Town Square in Prague. A guy walks in and asks the bartender,"Isn't that Bush and Powell sitting over there?" The barman says, "Yep, that's them." So the guy walks over and says, "Wow,this is a real honor. What are you guys doing in here?" Bush says, "We're planning WW III," and the guy says, "Really? What's going to happen?" Bush says, "Well, we're going to kill 40 million Iraqis this time and one blonde with big tits." A little perplexed the guy exclaimed, "A blonde with big tits? Why kill a blonde with big tits?" Bush turns to Powell, punches him on the shoulder and says, "See, smart ass?! I told you no one would worry about the 40 million Iraqis.

Live Webcam Cumshot : Looking For Spectators
I will add content for my Sperm Gallery soon, I will do it live on my webcam. I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and probably do what you ask :) Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with: - Your Yahoo Messenger ID - The link to your Lost Cherry profile. Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy

My Birthday
is coming up and i dont know what to do =/ my bday is in 5 days =) yay. i wanna do something that i ll remember the rest of my life and something that i'd share with my childern and grandchildern when i get older and when they are about my age.well still no ideas on what to do on my birthday any ideas? oh well ttyl.tina

More Updates On Me
Saturday was a really big day on me.. I went with my cousin to go help on the haunted house, and we end up in the kichten helping his mom out.. I did dishes and cooked in there.. My feet was killing me.. But we earned it.. I got a tip and I got five dollars.. I did worked my ass off.. Sunday, well we did worked on a little on the haunted house and hang somethings up.. I told tom that I will not do the haunted house on Fridays because of my Show Ghost Whisperer.. I just can't missed it just like I did last year.. Well I kind of got sick.. My head was hurting badly and I am starting getting a score throat.. if this keeps up than I can't do nothing Saturday.. it is kind of getting worse to me.. Not feeling right now but I am trying to hurry and check my email and get off and go back to bed.. Well I will give you all update on me how I am feeling ok.. Virgo24

Down With The Sickness
Well after a hellish day at work and another day completely to myself..I still haven't done a damn thing...why? Well as the title suggests, i've come down with something inbetween a heavy handed cold and the flu. So, basically, I've been knocking myself out with pills and sleeping some very odd hours...I actually just woke up and hope to be able to go back to sleep til a semidecent hour soon enough but no guarantees there. Anyways, just updating for those who get bored and wonder what I'm doing on here at all hours of the day.

Where I Am
Where I Am When does it all begin, this life that I am in, Always giving everything, trading all of my desires. I will never learn more if I can't find my way Out of this place, this emptiness that is home. I am vacant of any dreams, Never seeing anything, of my own. I give and give and give, I give so much, I'm dry Left here lookin' at my empty hands Wondering what I'll never try, This can't be the end, Lonely where I stand. So I'm leaving here today I'm going to find my way To who I am, never looking back. I'm never looking back to you. I'm leaving everything today. In this world that I have lived, The people that I knew, I never thought would change. My hope is done and through, Where was I going with you? I'm never coming back, Too far I've already gone, You never knew just what I thought, You never tried to understand So I'm never looking back, I'm thinking, never once of you. Driving on and on, my life in my hands This person that I am,

My Life Is A Threat
My Life is a Threat Looking about, wandering with an empty soul, wondering when I put these blue shades on Isnt it true how love kills hopes, my dreams Faltering in the sun, yet darker by the moonlight. Ive found many things recently, like how life is truly evil. That a smile hurts more than the pain of heartache. Sparkling eyes lie more than you standing right outside my door. My soul is priceless until I give it away, it rotten to the core. Im the burden I feared Id become, a torment to the public. As I walk these silent streets, I have the rain trying to cleanse me. The stench of my existence prevalent to the passer-byes. How did I find my way to this point in life, this threat to everyone. Im a sad, sad example of how life gives the decrepit to the healthy. Im proof of how life can play tricks on the hopeful and give them nothing. My eyes become blind as I look for an answer to your troubles in me, My heart blacken

Being In The Void
Being in the Void My life has become a void, Drawing in those who are pure and innocent Them none the wiser as to who I am Than that of who I know myself to be. With the winds of change, I am there, Never staying long enough to learn. Truths of myself hidden behind my eyes, Even in the mirror of reconciliation. What does it take to know mysefl? Who has this answer, I seek, if not me? When will I surrender to that person And accept the gift I ask for? I fear that I will no longer grow Into the person I have always been. I will dwindle down to the root of insanity, Long enough to devour my heart with bloodied teeth, I shall end my reality. My soul sores about it all, With nothing to grasp, The abstract Idealisms within my fading body Remind me that Im still lost among this concrete Void that my mind creates of my being.

6 Werid Things
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. Day Dream all day, and end up thinking about something that I never did think before.. 2. I will day dream and end up laughing my ass off and people ask me what is so funny.. 3. everytime I dream about something that is really bad, it really happens and I don't know why.. 4. I will go up to people and talk to them, that I don't know and I think that is really werid too.. 5. I will dream about a guy and end of thinking about that person all day.. don't know why and it is really werid.. 6. I will talk to my food and the computer and some many things and it is really funny as hell.. lol.. I Am A Proud Father! Taste Of Heaven Harmles

Fuck Life
Well I hate to be so harsh with this blog but I dont even care if you guys take it down. I just ended it with my xgf of 6 years this weekend because she is a straight bitch. I would bend over backwards for her do anything for her. Yes i fucked up but so did she. She does shit and does not care about how anyone else feels and shit like that and then the pics that i tell her to take off of here and she dont but she made me take down a blog about her. She is also going around telling all my friends that are girls that we are working it out so i dont get close to anyone else. She does it everytime so she can shit on me and use me. I worked my ass off for my kids and put alot of shit off like going back to school in 2000 and shit like that for those kids. She tells me we are working it out then tells me saturday night that Iam going to fuck and it ant you. Iam always Mr Nice guy and then i get shit on and used so u know what I always say "YOU FUCK ME I FUCK YOU" so i told her to go fuck he

"train Of Thoughts" Part 1
Eric was a man who did not think highly of himself. He did not consider himself a man of any great talent or ambition. He didn't believe he possessed a keen intellect. His wardrobe was functional, but not stylish. He was a man of few hobbies. Eric enjoyed reading, but didn't believe himself to be well read. He liked music, but really didn't know alot about it, other than he knew what he liked. Eric's taste in food was basic, simple. One downfall he did not believe he posessed, however, was insecurity. Eric was a confident man, because he was a creature of habit. He wore routine like a suit of armor. Eric's sword and his shield were the knowledge that he knew what he was going to be doing virtually every second of his day. If ever anything of an unpredictable nature somehow penetrated his serene existance, he comforted himself with the knowledge that he had a contingency for every possiblity. It wasn't any kind of gift, he believed, it was just his nature. That it might also be mun

New Life
NEW LIFE She sets off to find her self, alone on a old run down road, not a branding mark in the dirt and mossy grass grows down the center schrubs drapeing over the once called roadway. for this is a quiet little pathway left behind for her self discover, looking back at what she had. a light is burning bright like a sailers wife in her lighthouse setting the pathway for her loves return a pathway i will steer around, and never return too looking down at this once unbranded road my footprints are left in the soil this is a sign that it is time and things around me are changing and it is time for me to change with it too. BY: Dynielle J. Brennan 07-28-2006

Aphrodisiacs
1. What is the most expensive aphrodisiac? The herb ginseng is revered as an aphrodisiac in the Orient. Roots that resemble the human anatomy in any way are the most valuable - selling for between $100 and $500 a pound. The age of the root is also very important: the older the better. The record price paid for a root of perfect shape and age was $180,000! Another expensive aphrodisiac fancied in the Far East are North American bear gall bladder. They fetch between $400 and $600. Seahorses and deer antlers are also quite popular. 2. What aphrodisiac used to be picked with a dog's tail? In days gone by, a plant could develop a supernatural reputation if its attributes were sufficiently bizarre. One such plant is mandrake, or Mandragora officinarum, which is a small perennial herb found in the Mediterranean region. Related to the deadly nightshade, it is a toxic plant. The roots are said to resemble a little man, including penis. (This resemblance to a little human is used

Just In Case You Missed My Bulletin
Some of you people need to seriously get lives or pussy out in the real world or some shit. Im sick of reading stupid ass bulletins and blogs about the drama on LC. NEWSFLASH! Its a fucking website. If you dont like what bithes have to say, click the mother fucking X in the corner and shut off your computer. GO read a book or something, lord knows some of you need a better education. There is a life outside of this website. Go fucking do something productive, stop your whining, stop spreading rumors. FOR FUCKS SAKE, JUST FUCKING STOP THE BULLSHIT. Ive talked to some really cool people on here, but most of the shit I read is just dumb. Stop being a bunch of whiny ass pussy bitches and grow the fuck up already.

What Does Your Birth Sign Mean
Your Birth Month is October You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Tagged.....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I was once a youth minister. 2. I only wear thongs. 3. Recently pierced my belly button and left nip. 4. I Sleep in the nude cause I hate restrictions from cloths, and a midnight snack is easier that way,, if you get my idea..lol 5. I love true crime stories, and TV shows. 6. I love fruit snacks..lol. Im gonna tag.... 1. Smoke20rda (Dean) 2. Midnight Enchantment 3. Mandrake 4. SirJim 5. Nomad Come on ya'll keep it goin will be fun!

The First Nirvana Rock Cafe (page 1)
History of Nirvana Rock-Cafe. The Early Years 1st page History: April 2005 The front yard of a small house in Villa Hermosa's sector 3 is turned into a Coca Cola stand with computer spakers plugged into the "caseta" (name given to a tin metal concession stand which Coca Cola supplies to people who wish to sell their products). This stand is usually supplied under a users contract together with a Coca Cola display fridge. The need for a place to go and listen to music other than the local run down "cantinas" (small eerie looking bars) was satisfied. fliers were spread around the area with a name for it. Nirvana Rock-Cafe such place to hang out quicky attracted people and customers who everyday showed up to request songs, contribute with music, purchased Coca Colas and snacks and mingle with others who shared their same interests and musical taste. Soon spanish guitars appeared on the scene brought by enthusiastic customers looking for a

It Is Morning...
Just got off the phone with Fred. He is doing good just wants to come home. I hope I can lift myself up today. Some say that I will not be able to get out of my depression till he gets home. I just have to keep my mind busy. You would think with four kids I could do that. But it is not working. Man it is cold here. So I cant really get out and walk. Wel the kids need me gotta run for now.

Me And A Colorful Pic.
Your Personality Profile You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! The World's Shortest Personality Test

Shattered Dreams...james H. Marrow, Jr.
I watch you from afar I see a broke heart with no where to go Your eyes swollen from when you cry I know you wish to die He broke your cheekbone This I know He dislocated your shoulder Is this how you want to go? Is your life worth so little you need to be broke Let me tell you your beauty stands apart I look past the betrayal of his love I know god is watching from above Walk out and come with me I will take you down that dreamy path of freedom Your path will be painted with greens and blues You will know I was sent from heaven to save you Hold my hand and let me hold you up These broken bones he has given you is all that he has left Your time is now Your beauty will shine through Trust in me I will show you The love of a woman is not skin deep Their passion burns for those they meet I can show you the life of a queen He will never touch you while you believe in me Shattered dreams is what you thought you only knew Time has come to stop the abuse Turn you

Hell On Earth
hell on earth that is a question that i now know the meanig of having spent the last 2 and half years of my life in iraq in the us military i have seen many things that i can only hope to forget and done many more that i know i wll never forget but one thing remains constant even in the darkest of hours there is hope hope for every one all they need to do is find some one they truly love and hold on to them fight for them live for them and even if it comes to that die for them many people ask me why i do the things i do and my answer is simple and corny its not for me its not for my family its for every one else so they and thier families dont have to go through all the stuff that us mltary people do its not a hard job or any thing like that its just the stuff u have to see or do sometimes will always affect u nomatter what it will afect the way u look at things and make desicions even when we are old and grey but life will go on and we as people will prosper and grow with a litle bit

Same Ole Stuff
hello all... still sitting in Kuwait. Should move on soon. Time drags here... no privacy and huge lines and very little LC LOL. Hope all is good with everybody. I really do appriciate the support. Take care all.. more to follow. String Tiemedown36@yahoo.com

Cybersex
I can feel him move His body on mine We have only spoke a few times We chat at the drop of a hat He makes love to me through the internet line I know his love is deep for me and so is mine I can see him now in my dreams A man with all the peace He is big and strong I know I cannot go wrong I tell him lets meet This will be a lasting love to meet He tells me to come over My heart is in a flutter I know this man of my dreams Is more than it seems He is a master of my heart Nothing will tear us apart I come to his door I knock so carefully I know what is behind and it makes me happy He opens it up Looks just like what I saw on my cam Wow what a man He welcomes me in He tells me to have a seat in the den He offers me a drink and I know i am on the brink of true love He sits next to me He sees into my heart We start to kiss This man I will never miss He takes me to his room This is better than i imagine I knew he was good but he makes me feel like a ful

Love Me .... By Hazem Al Jaber
love me,love me more... love me as i did and still do... love me love never never felt before... love me love,never even thought about before... love me love never any one in this world,had as it before... love me love,with all you can... love me love,with all you had... love me so strong, and be so special to me... love me love,that make me always feel the passion which came from you... love me love,that make the craziness crazy because of this love... adore me,as your loving to your God... adore me,as a kid when it loves his mother's` breast... kiss me,as a bees` kissing to its primrose... kiss me,and be drunk... kiss me,and let me drink your saliva to be drunk too... hug me,a hug never felt before... hug me,strong even destroy me between your arms... and take me to your hidden world.... where no one there, only you and me... there where we can give each other a desires... the desire which we dreamed and waited from a long..

I Fell In Love With You...by David A. Doolan
Now with the still night gathering spirits' power It's time this Wizard made chants with winged words, With love and motion made intense this hour. Tell me Moon, pilgrim higher than cloud birds May love, want and more love prevail at will If whispered to the weary wind wandering Hence meeting sister spirit with her thrill Flowing curved lines mingling in their flowing Who glides and glows with sweet eyes known to me? Can love be so sweet it cannot last long? Please smile on my love as she hears chants from me 'Love and more love with wanting can't be wrong, Your Wizard wants all wants intensely felt; Love, want and more love - and wickedly melt.' 1. I sought a woman to find love you are; The same surname, same shape, no longer you; Now you have become my love from afar And fill my heart daily with poems to view. Seems that beauty which you hold in lease there, While I'm over here wanting miracles, Is love's way of making us increase our care Bu

Keeping Love Alive
I was reading through some blogs this morning and read AUNIX's blog...I strongly believe this is true and had to ask him if I could use it in my blogs also...so here goes :) 1.Talk to each other. Best friends talk!!! Once the initial passion dies down, you are left with conversation. If there is no conversation then the relationship may only be built on the physical, and thus, not likely to last in the long-term. Find new things to talk about every day, even if it is just reporting your day to your loved-one. Talk about current events in the news, the plot of your favorite movie or just discuss plans for the next time you go out. Talking is the key to longevity…don’t forget it! 2.Get away with each other. Take a trip together, whether for a night, a weekend or a week - it will breathe new life into your relationship, as well as test the waters by forcing you out of your ‘safe" environment. Plus, you will be creating memories to last throughout your relationship. (Be sure to t

This Year
This year has really not been nice to me at all. I am going to make this long story as short as possiable. I was going to get a divorce early part of this yr.He and I got back together to try and work it out,things werent working out after two months and I was going to leave again, he had no idea of my plans.A week before I was planning to leave,he was told by his doctor to get to the hospital because he might have a blood clot in his lungs, so we went to the hospital, he was admitted in June. Not only did he have a blood clot we also found out he had a huge tumor growing on his Right kidney, it took the doctors 2 weeks to figuar out what they planed to do about it.They all decited surgery was best.They removed his right kidney, both his adrenal glands and his spleem. He came through the surgery just great, all seemedto be going well. In August the chemo doctor was suppose to start him on chemo or radation but decited to give it 2 more months,said he had a spot on his 7th rib on h

How Do You Know Its Love?
When you love some1 you feel it deep down inside you. You know beyond a shadow of a doubt that what you feel is real. When you love some1 you feel there pain there wants and needs, Cause you feel it to. When you are in love your souls are connected and there is nothing that will ever break that bond but, You! When you are in love you will sacrafice life and limb for that person, so they wont have to feel 1 ounce of sadness or pain. When you love some 1 you wake up early just to see them, or you stay up just to watch them sleep. Cause you know 1 day they might not be there. Love is like the deep ocean, you dont how deep it really is. You dont know what it is but it just wont quit ever. When you are in love you just Know. There are no words and there are no expressions. What you feel inside nothing can explain it, you Just KNOW. No gold rubies or diamond can buy it or bargin for it.. It is totaly free. Most ppl in there life will never see this kind of love, they only see other

You Have Been Tagged
I was tagged by my buddy "Becky".... Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. hmm lets see here lol gee thanks babe lol 1] I tend to become way to emotionally attached to people. (have the whole fix it syndrome) 2] I am a little crazy about people being upset with me (bothers me greatly) 3] Hate to clean house (yes the house is clean I just hate soooooooo bad to clean it) 4] I will do anything for anyone of my friends but dont usually do for myself 5] nuts about my kids wouild kill to protect them and i mean that 6] I have a nasty habit of believing that if things go wrong its probably my fault lol ok lets see, I will tag ummm.... Sweet; debbie sue; Cassie~juggalo's homie~ ; jr; green bat and csadprincess

Love Used In Vain
There seems to be an inherent disconnect with one another. Time after time we just go into relationships where we know exactly what it is we want, yet the choices we make in a mate is the antithesis of our wants. For the life of me I could not understand the reasoning of this. Then it hit me...EMOTIONS. Why do we believe that "LOVE WILL KEEP US TOGETHER"(that is for you LALA) when we havent felt loved. Logic dictates that in order to feel love or feel loved there has to be an act(A GOOD FUCKING DOESNT CONSTITUTE AN ACT EITHER) that precedes the feeling. You just cant go into a relationship without relating, there has to be satifaction thet breeds the sensation of love. Yet when we are feeling that something is missing in the relationship we look to ourselves that should fill it. You already know that the choice you made in your mate is flawed, so why not admit that that person is NOT FOR YOU! If love is a feeling, you know an effect, what you s

I Took Your Place
One day, a man went to visit a church. He got there early, parked his car, and got out. Another car pulled up near and the driver got out and said,"I always park there! You took my place!" The visitor went inside for Sunday School, found an empty seat and sat down. A young lady from the church approached him and stated, "That's my seat! You took my place!" The visitor was somewhat distressed by this rude welcome, but said nothing. After Sunday School, the visitor went into the sanctuary and sat down. Another member walked up to him and said, "That's where I always sit! You took my place!" The visitor was even more troubled by this treatment, but still He said nothing. Later as the congregation was praying for Christ to dwell among them, the visitor stood up, and his appearance began to change. Horrible scars became visible on his hands and on his sandaled feet. Someone from the congregation noticed him and called out, "What happen

Thinking A Few Stray Thoughts
1 HOW COULD ANYONE POSSIBLY WANT TO PUT AN INCUMBENT BACK IN OFFICE. THE GOP LIE, OFFISCATE AND CORRUPT EVERYTHING THEY TOUCH. THE DEMOCRATS ARE SO DYSFUNCTIONAL THEY COULDN'T SAY SH*T IF THEY HAD A MOUTHFUL OF IT~~ WHICH THEY USUALLY DO~ THE RICH GET RICHERER THE POOR GET POORER THE MIDDLE CLASS IS SHRINKING FAST AMERICANS ARE HATED ALL OVER THE WORLD THE CURRENT ADMINISTRATION HAS BAMBOOZLED THE RELIGIOUS RIGHT. OUR KIDS ARE IN TROUBLE WITH DEBT AND NO JOBS AND POUROUS SECURITY. 2 TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING THERE ARE TOO MANY DISEASES HEALTH CARE IS A MESS WE HAVE GREAT DOCTORS AND NURSES BUT A A PISS POOR SYSTEM. 3 WE HAVE SOME GREAT KIDS~ WHO BRING US JOY AND HAPPINESS AND ARE GOOD 4 BUT WE HAVE ALSO TOO MANY KIDS THAT SEEK ATTENTION IN THE WRONG WAYS~COLUMBINE, THE AMISH SCHOOL, ETC ETC ETC 5 ARE HEROES ARE OFTEN MAL-ADJUSTED ATHLETES. THERE ARE GOOD ONES BUT WE NEED OUR PARENTS TO BE OUR KIDS HEROES. 6 THERE ARE MANY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD AND

I Feel You... Hmmmm... (part 1)
You hear my footsteps behind you. You turn around, and you see me - I am wearing a silk dressing gown, untied, drifting open as i step towards you, a lustful, inviting smile on my face. I am naked underneath. And I am very, very wet. "I want you." I whisper, "I want you to f*** me. Right now." It's an offer you can't resist. You get up and move towards me, slipping out your clothes. Your c***, i've noticed, is already very, very erect. You pull me close, and kiss me, sensually, passionately. I feel your hands, touching me, your fingers teasing, caressing, exploring. Your c*** is hard and warm, pressing against my belly, wanting my attention. I am so wet now. I know you want me, I know you're going to f*** me. You pull me closer, our bodies pushing and moving together now. You need to be inside me. I want you. I want this to last, but I know I could cum very, very easily. I slide your hand down to your c***. It's so warm, so hard, throbbing in my hand as i stroke it

Ok Guys
what the fuck are you thinking i know julie is hot i see her all the time but i am not her so if you want to talk to her or date her please let me know so i can put her on and you can ask her things your self i dont mind if you want her but please this is my site for god sake.i will tell her to set one up so you can have her site.now if you want to talk to me then please do thank you bratt WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING !!!!

Things Ive Learned......
I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and th

Yo
are you sexy? are you a blood? are you a crip? um you might not wana tell me if your a crip cause if you are your getting fucked up are you gangsta you single you think im sexy im respectful im an honary blood if you realy wana know if im sexy i got shawwna tara molly juila and amanda here shawwna i love his eyes there sexy i give him a 10 tara i just love his smile and how he spikes his haire i give him a 9 molly um i would have to say his eyes to and how good he can kiss i give him a 10 juila i love his eyes and his smile i give him a 10 amanda i just love his big dick i give him a 100 well i guess its true i am sexy if 5 girls just said it

Song Of The Day Dispatch - Mayday
I saw you yesterday Your eyes were the color of some kind of grey, I hear what you're saying Please, don't let me go I've got all these people down below. They rush to talk; They rush to say Man overboard... May Day...May Day...May Day... Troubles are brought back by you Funny how we, we go down We go anywhere, but to the ground. (woman:) So I hear that you're doing fine You've flown all those planes that have been on your mind. I can't understand. I don't need to know I'll speak to you through this radio. They rush to talk; They rush to say Man overboard... May Day...May Day...May Day... Troubles are brought back by you Funny how we, we go down We go anywhere, but to the ground. Troubles are brought back by you Funny how we, we go down We go anywhere, but to the ground. They rush to talk; They rush to say There's a man and he's overboard.

Making Of Video Video
Click the photo to read more Mr. Right Now: PNH & Big Ben Make A Video PREMIERES on WQED Friday, October 20th at 7:30pm RE-BROADCASTS: Saturday, 10/21 at 12:00 am Sunday, 10/22 at 6:00 am, 1:30 pm and 10:30 pm Monday, 10/23 at 12:30 pm Sunday, 10/29 at 10:30 pm Mr. Right Now: PNH & Big Ben Make A Video What does a Super Bowl-winning quarterback do on his summer vacation? He makes a music video with one of the hottest country breakout bands in America!! And, of course, the POVERTYNECK HILLBILLIES just happen to be from Pittsburgh! And who better to play the title role in their brand new video, than MR. RIGHT NOW himself, BEN ROETHLISBERGER - quarterback of the 2006 World Champion Pittsburgh Steelers! We’ll take you behind-the-scenes of this madcap two-day video shoot, from the Poverty Neck farm in rural Pennsylvania (yes, it’s a real place!) to the gridiron at Heinz Field. Who gets the girl? Who flubbed their lines? And what was the one thing

Random Thoughts
If we as americans are so smart why do the people of the U.S. follow their leaders so blindly? I can see what our leaders are doing,can you? If we dont stop the BS in Washington we will have no freedoms or liberties. Anyone who belives in Bush is a total idiot. I support our troops, not our president. He never should have been alloud to be president,he is a total idiot. The worst part is americans are going along with his dictatorship.He says do it congress jumps.I'm sorry but I thought there was supposed to be separation of powers.Not ok dugh!

Tag Your It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I've recently started wearing thongs. 2. I peirced my ear cartilage last week. 3. I'm begining to be known as the cat Lady. 4. I love paranormal romance.(Christine Feehan rocks!) 5. I flirt online all the time. 6. I love Xena, Dark Angel, and Buffy! Im gonna tag.... 1. Buck 2. Goddess Dark Star 3. Juice 4. Tiger Spirit Goddess 5. Howling Wolves Come on ya'll keep it goin will be fun!

Poem
You go away to a far away land Your always there with a helping hand You fight for people you will never meet You fight for people who have the power seat You leave your love ones at home alone You hope and pray you can get to a phone You see things but you will never tell You tell your love ones you are doing well You have a job that has to get done You are a MARINE GET SOME by bratt thank you guys from the bottem of my heart

Playing A Kobold (d20-style)
I've always had a thing for Kobolds (get yer mind outta the gutter!). they're these adorable little lizard-men who are "primitive" and highly skittish. In my systems, I have a similar species called Cobalts, but that's something for another post. Kobolds in d20 are now geniuses at creating traps and tend to be sorcerors. Really bizarre for the species, but then d20 has a habit of doing things backwards. This is an account of what happens when an inept cat burglar rescues a level 15 kobold sorceror... The thief, Vikuka, had just rescued a Kobold and returned its little snake familiar when he discovered a sack in the corner containing the Kobold's posessions. He dumps it out, takes a few items, and walks away, leaving the poor NPC alone with the corpses of his tormenters. Next door, Vikuka discovers a room containing ten augmented greater basilisks. He realises he's in trouble when they start doing damage, so after slicing into one of them, he activates his cloak of etherialness

A Bit Peezed
So I was on one of my boards (this one about Adoption) and was alittle peezed to find out that Madonna has adopted a baby boy from Africa and SOME PEOPLE ARE MAD!! I don't get it?? Why is it a bad thing?? I was reading an article that was stating that the "powers at be" would rather a child grow up dirt poor in an orphanage than to be adopted out of country!?!?!? HUH!?!?!? Well if they don't get adopted forget about growing up dirty poor most of them probably wont' make it past the age of 5. Yeah that is a good way to solve the problem. I am SICK of hearing about race. A child needs a home End of story. Screw the politics of it all. A child shouldn't go hungery, suffer.. a CHild needs loving arms to hold them and protect them. A child is a child. End of story. A child suffering shouldn't EVER be allowed... When did race become more important than a child's life. I say good for you Madonna. GOod for you for using your celb statues to save this little boy from a terrible fate. Good f

Credit Card Fruad
Be sure to read 'Scene 3' SCENE 1. This is a new one. People sure stay busy trying to cheat us, don't they? A friend went to the local gym and placed his belongings in the locker. After the workout and a shower, he came out, saw the locker open, and thought to himself, "Funny, I thought I locked the locker. Hmmm." He dressed and just flipped the wallet to make sure all was in order. Everything looked okay - all cards were in place. A few weeks later his credit card bill came - a whooping bill of $14,000! He called the credit card company and started yelling at them, saying that he did not make the transactions. Customer care personnel verified that there was no Mistake in the system and asked if his card had been stolen. "No," he said, but then took out his wallet, pulled out the credit card, and yep - you guessed it - a switch had been made. An expired similar credit card from the same bank was in the wallet. The thief broke into his locker at the gym and switche

Raenae's World Of Enchantment
I like to role-play- Do you? Imagine walking in a business meeting, only to find yourself greeted by a hot business women. At first she acts very confident and work oriented, (knowing that she is lusting the fantasy of you throwing her on the table and going at it) she begins to take the pin out of her hair and tossing it around, rubbing her neck with anticipation, getting hot so she starts to take off layers of clothing-down to a see thru white top and a black skirt with slits to show off her thigh highs. The more she moves around in her chair,(with crossing and un-crossing her legs) the more you notice that she is not wearing any panties. She wants it so bad now so she comes on the other side of the desk and asks you-"you can have the deal you've been waiting for- if you can make me cum in multiples"? Both people being so turned on already- they start having sexual relations on the desk, by the window,in the chair and up against the wall. So hot,passionate,strong, and cumming multi

Leroy
A woman walks into the downtown welfare office, trailed by 15 kids... "WOW," >the social worker exclaims,"are they ALL YOURS???" > >"Yep they are all mine," the flustered momma sighs, having heard that >question a thousand times before. She says, "Sit down Leroy." All the >children rush to find seats. > >"Well," says the social worker, "then you must be here to sign up. I'll need >all your children's names." "This one's my oldest - he is Leroy." "OK, and >who's next?" > >"Well, this one he is Leroy, also." > >The social worker raises an eyebrow but continues. One by one, through the >oldest four, all boys, all named Leroy. Then she is introduced to the eldest >girl, named Leighroy! > >"All right," says the caseworker. "I'm seeing a pattern here. Are they ALL >named Leroy?" Their Momma replied,! "Well, yes-it makes it easier. When it >is time to get them out of bed and ready for school, I yell, 'Leroy!' An' >when it's time for dinner, I just yell 'Leroy!' an' they al

Love's The Greatest Gift Of The Ugly To The Beautiful
Blame the random subject heading on a song from Nip/Tuck. I hate work. I mean really really really loathe it with every fiber of my being. I don't like the new manager at all..she's a twat. But last night she was messing stuff up and acting flustered and I was happy about that fact and reveled in it...I'm such a horrible person sometimes lol. But she makes my life a living hell most of the time so I'm allowed right? I'm not the only one who doesnt like her and I'm glad I've been able to work with someone the past few nights who shares my distate of her. I really hope she doesn't work tonight because I will not be held responsible for my actions if she does. *innocent smile* On another note, I really need some alcohol..scratch that.. A LOT of alcohol. Drinking by yourself is never fun but I've resorted to it almost every day last week..but now that it's all gone I need more damnit. Wow I kinda sound like an alchy. I'm not I promise..I've just been under stress lately and it helps me

Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. i love to read a good book 2. i collect dead lighters 3. i collect all v.c. andrew books 4. i love law and order 5. i love charmed 6. i love eating cookie dough The 6 people Im going to tag is 1.erik 2.cute bi girl 3.jarhead 4. mountain man 5.jr 6.rah rah

Poem
Fury accompanies what little is futile in a fertile land of fertile stones, wrought in the fashion of old kings bent on providing a bounteous future for their unbound cattle made of bottomless greed and insatiable hunger-- in the style of him which will forever tinge what little can be with less-- that flocked and flanked the sanity that encompassed the people's hearts, what little could be accredited to sorrow was left up to the hands of bounteous bludgeons, such as one could find in the hands of a killer whose life has been threatened by the Merciful-- the ones who carry Light in their hearts and have sought Beauty over gore-- offering their ever-growing Love to his soul, which stares blindly downward, where his grave should be forgotten, since his life has been meaningless and his Love Empty, full of a deep Void as was once written in a forgotten tongue that spoke valiantly of what could be offered by an extended hand and a heartfelt grin of desperation tha

Dale Jr
I'LL SAY THIS ONLY ONCE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!! DALE EARNDAHRT JR IS A PANSIE HE THINKS HE IS LIKE HIS DAD WAS WHEN IN FCT ALL HE DOES IS CRY AND HE ISN'T WORTH A HAIR OFF THE CRACK OF HIS DADS ASS!!!!!!!

Romance
It seems to me that rolling over and saying, "You can have sex if you want to," is not very romantic. But what do I know about romance? Precisely nothing. Also, you really can't roast marshmallows over a candle. They end up tasting like some sort of wax product that has been scented and then lit on fire.

Passion...
I've come to the conclusion that people don't really look at me cross eyed because of what I do for a living. I'm more and more beggining to think it is because I love my job! I have two reasons why I love my job. First, I love working with personal finances. Being an investment planner, I get to do it all day long and get paid well for it. Second, when I go home @ 5pm, there's so little stress that when I walk out the door, I don't have to worry about work. I can leave it behind me. It's the remodeling of the house that I'm moving into that is the stress in my life!

Bf Application
BoyFriend Application! Name: Age: Phone Number: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Drink/smoke: WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MY Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Manners: Friends: l Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... Go out with me: Give me your number: Kiss me: Let me kiss you: Watch a movie with me: Drive me somewhere private: Be my bf/gf: Take me home to meet your family: Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one: Tell me the truth no matter what: Lie to make me feel better: Hold my hand: Keep in touch: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Ditch me: Use me D0 Y0U... Think I'm cute: Want to kiss me: AM I... Smart: Hot: Funny: Cool: Interesting to talk to: HAVE Y0U EVER... Thought about me: Thought there might be an "US": Found yourself wanting to kiss me: Wished I were there: Wanted to ask me out: WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF... I said I liked you: I kissed you: I touched your ass: I was hospitalized: I got in a fight and

Puppet
the eternal sea rises the seed of existence doesnt grow in the world of lies you reap what you sew never in control and never living again seven lies and january fires sent far away so freedom will ring forgotten , discarded angels will sing and dance on his grave for he wont be mourned eleven times before he was forewarned he chooses not to listen and chose not to hear circumstances always differ they led him to be here he tries so hard to do the right thing he leaves it behind until the bells ring then back like a slave he takes himself and ruins everything and is put on his shelf like a puppet on a string he dances for you he puts on a show in control by you

2007 Si Or Scion Bus!!!
The decision is hard and i need your input. My friends say im crazy if i want a Scion Bus but i think they are tight. I can hall hella people around, go on trips and pack it to the max, but it lacks the power all men need in a ride. The other choice in a car that i want is the new 2007 Civic SI! I will probably slam it to the floor, tweek the engine like i have done with my last import, and zip around in it. So my what do you think? Go with convience and gas mileage, or go with a lil more luxury and power! Keep this in mind, the scion price is about 10,000 dollars less...

A Real Man
Real MEN!!!!! and it's so damn TRUE!!! 1.) A REAL MAN, respects his mother and family first 2.) A REAL MAN, raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN, supports his woman to develop herself so she doesn't have to go the route of ..13 below. Young ladies, please learn to chase paper in the form of diplomas and degrees, not just being a paper chaser (dollar bills) 4.) A REAL MAN, doesn't worry about what others depicts as a real man, walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. (see ..15 below) 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss & tell. 6.) A REAL MAN notices your hair & nails. 7.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful.. not hot, sexy, or fine. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS!!!!..!!!!..!!!!!!!! 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you, & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN

~ Calling All Family, Friends,& Fans !!!
Please help out my daughter below she's down and blue let's show her lostcherry love and that we all care for her!! her page is below.... sexxiifemm@ LostCherry ~ Thank you to all who care ~ ~ Maria ~

Vengence(poll)
This is 4 all my female friends, N any others who feel the same way I do. Do U think UR ex is such a idiot that he will go 2 great lengths 2 CU suffer? Mine vowed 2 put me in jail. PLEASE CAST UR yes or no vote here: 1) yes

Some Love ...
Dear Friends of Lost Cherry , Thanks so much for being my friend , my fan's and giving me some love ... I enjoy meeting new faces every day on this site and i have met many nice and sweet people on here and i am glad to call you all my friends... I love ya all and thanks for the kindness and also just stopping by my page to show me that you care ..... Hugs n Kisses A speacial thanks to my closest friends on LC Malibou Stacy Skeleteton Ice Dragon and you know who you are there's too many lol

Fun (haha) Little Survey
Name: Ashleigh Nicole Legette Birthday: 03-04-1987 Birthplace: RIGHT here in the capital city! Current Location: home Eye Color: blue Hair Color: brown with highlights Height: about 5'9 Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHTY Your Heritage: what the hell does this mean? I guess American The Shoes You Wore Today: i'm in my slippers Your Weakness: my man..i love you baby! Your Fears: bugs Your Perfect Pizza: cheese (extra) Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a car and work on getting my own place Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol, yep, and yeppers Thoughts First Waking Up: i wanna go back to bed Your Best Physical Feature: my opinion, none Your Bedtime: around 11pm or midnight Your Most Missed Memory: that one week..god I loved it! Pepsi or Coke: pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: mickey d's for sure Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee:neither Do you Sm

Off The Top Of My Head! Three Things! I'm Not Playing With Anyone!
alright simply put here are the three things. -I'm single -yes im looking -I am not playing games with anyone i find someone i let everyone know. get it got it good.

You've Been Tagged!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I am deathly afraid of the dark. 5. I won't let people watch me put contacts in. 4. I am deathly afraid of flying. 3. If you have socks on, you're not sleeping in the same bed as me. 2. I am allergic to scented lotions. 1. I tryed out for american idol when I was 20. =X 1.Six 2.Danny 3.Sexual Disorientation 4.Ronny 5.Dave 6.Tricia

Weapons Of Love
Love ya baby ... thanks so much for this I have no umbrella here to shelter me from pain. can't handle another downpour, still flooded out from the last wave of storms. Keeping all out and everything in, so high and thick, nothing can penitrate this fortress like wall I have constructed. Enjoying the security and comforts and detesting the loneliness brought with it. A dark knight armed only with love, encircles my castle like walls searching for a weakness to liberate his dark angel from her self imprisonment unleashing his arsenal of heart felt loving words, knocking only some dust away determined sending his words aloft, sending with more force than before dismantling blocks of this wall With a smile, he lets loose his largest and most destrutive of all weapons, his heart. Fearful, being alone so long, Don't know how to repel this assault Falling around at my feet, this wall has started coming down through the smoke walking slowly torwards me, this knight in black hands me a

Excellent Day!
thanks everyone that were leaving comments to get well.... yes i'm feeling well, kicking the sinus infection with strong medidine (yes, the ones that you better eat something before taking them or you'll get a hole in your stomach) today is a very sunny day! you cam smell spring here so i went to my garden and took few pics, and uploaded them in a new album... wanna see? click here in My Garden leave some comments if you want! for the ones that asked me before, yes, this is my real garden, yes me, my dad and my mom worked in it not someone else, and yes, we have fruits too, that i'll take pics as soon as the fruits are ready :) lots of love for everyone Maria

Watch Me Play Tonight (episode 5)
I will add content for my Sperm Gallery in 15-20 minutes, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with Your Yahoo Messenger ID (I will do it on Yahoo Messenger) (and no, you don't need a webcam, but if you have one it's better, I 'd love to see you face or anything whil I do it)) I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and probably do what you ask :) Otherwise, comments are always wecome: - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be over 18) - Tribute album (must be over 18) Thank you in advance, kisses. Nice boy