Just got off the phone with Fred. He is doing good just wants to come home. I hope I can lift myself up today. Some say that I will not be able to get out of my depression till he gets home. I just have to keep my mind busy. You would think with four kids I could do that. But it is not working. Man it is cold here. So I cant really get out and walk. Wel the kids need me gotta run for now.
