Fubar Blog Posts 4

The Other Day
I was headed to Midvale on a bus the day before yesterday. The rear wheel hub started smoking, but I made it to our destination safely. Someone cooled the smoking part with a fire extinguisher. We created our own little cloud. My friend suggested that I come up with a joke about it, so I did. Here it is: "Everyone's been trying to get me to start smoking. I got sick and tired of it, so I decided I'd give it a try. I'm a big guy, so... I thought I'd start with a bus. I don't know Why everybody made such a fuss about it; I wasn't even done with it yet!" JDR

Men
Do men on here only read every other word on profiles. They seem to miss the fact that I am a lesbian. Not bisexual, LESBIAN... I have no sexual interest in men. NONE... say it with me class.... LESBIAN. So lets get this straight... a LESBIAN doesnt want to have sex with men, or even cyber sex with men. So being a LESBIAN what makes you think your so special? You dont turn me on.

Why
Why Do Friends Have To Leave You ?? Why Do Love Ones Have To Leave You ?? Why Does It Always Happen To You ?? Why Do You Try ?? Why Cry About It ?? Why Do Any Thing At All ?? Why Do People Keep On And On About It ?? I Ask WHY ?? Please Leave A Comment !

True Love
This is for someone special in my life .... If you can love each other through sunshine and the storm and keep the flame of true devotion glowing bright and warm .... If you can give each other room to grow and change and learn yet still hold one another close in mutual concern.... If you can be both lovers and the very best of friends and face together, hand in hand the challenges life sends... If you can offer patience, comfort, and real understanding, encourage one anothers efforts yet be undemanding.... If you can show true love and faith in everything you do then being together will surely hold much joy for both of you.... This is what true love really means... Ilove you baby!!!!!

Installment 1
she wandered the streets wondering where she should go. where was she now? the girl had no idea. the streets were cracked pavement full of graffiti and telltale spots of dried blood. a war had gone on here. dead bodies, invisible to the naked eye, were sprawled all over the place. the girl was not afraid and calmly stepped over every one. the street signs were broken and faded. there was no way to tell where she was or how much further she had to go. the street lights flickered on a off, lighting her way. a rustle from a bush didnt frighten the girl. she hissed silently and heard a soft answering hiss. "good" she thought. "they're in position". tonight was the last night, a final battle, a final day to the war...but first, the girl needed food. she was an innocent-looking girl of 10 or 11 years old, she couldnt remember anymore. it had been too long... footsteps from around the corner. "excuse me little girl?" a young man said hesitantly when he saw her. "wha

More Lyrics
this one is cute...snow patrol..also always playing haha "Chasing Cars" We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just kno

Today
Today is a big day for manifesting what you want in your life. Manifesting basically means creating. So depending on your energy today if you have negative energy towards something or someone it will reflect negatively in the future. If it's positive energy towards something (like a job or finances or love or anything) or someone then positive will occur. There is no set time as to when the negative or positive can occur just that today is a big day to manifest. Take heed to what is posted here.

Emotions
Wow you know I knew most times I can keep my emotions in check or I'm not very emotional. Just came to be today that I've ignored a big part of me and that is my emotions. Typically I won't care about a lot of things but with today's manifesting day the emotions around me have doubled in how I feel. Whether it's happiness, anger, frustration or everything else I've had today it has been twice what it usually would be in intensity. This has helped me realize that I'm more complex then I thought I was since I ignored and didn't think I could have all these intense feelings. I want to thank all my friends who have supported me recently.

Yeah Ok
I have decided that opening up to people is a stupid idea. No matter how long you've been feeling something or wanted to tell someone something do it right away or not at all. If you possibly find a person that ( wow word's can;t describe the thought's i'm thinking) Don't blow them off just because your not sure how they feel or would feel about something just tell them. I've had a person in the back of my mind that i never told until recently and I didn't know how they felt. But over the past at least two years. I'm sure that i've hurt this person greatly. why couldn't i have realized what was there sooner. Why couldn't i have taken the chance. Yeah my head's getting all jumbled I'm done.

More Little Mark
LITTLE MARK ON GRAMMAR Little MARK was sitting in class one day. All of a sudden, he needed to go to the bathroom. He yelled out, "Miss Jones, I need to take a piss!!" The teacher replied, 'Now, MARK, that is NOT the proper word to use in this situation. The correct word you want to use is 'urinate.' Please use the word 'ur-i-nate' in a sentence correctly, and I will allow you to go." Little MARK, thinks for a bit, and then says, "You're an eight, but if you had bigger t*ts, you'd be a TEN!"

Searching Yourself
Happiness seems so far farther then ever before Trying to feel fulfilled and looking for something more Life must have a purpose life must hold a key a treasure that's more then I know something that will complete me Waking up and feeling down is something I wish would end I want to feel whole I need to be complete I wish that I could figure it out and my heart to fully mend The skies are a shade of blue and the air is so clear I want to smile and take it in, but my mind is so full of fear What does life have in store? Where do I go from here? So many questions and so much to wonder I hope that the answer is near Until I find that path that will lead me to my destiny I hope that I can find the courage to face what is in front of me I walk the road alone no one knows but me what turns to take what speed to go I am strong enough this I know

Because I Said I Would...
i'm supposed to be playing some game where i tell you ten things about myself and then i guess because you read this you have to do it too.. soo lets get this over. 1 i'm only doing this because i love s.a.p :P 2 my favorite band right now would have to be mushroomhead (i'm a big fan of metal) 3 i grew up in little haiti, not far from cherry hill 4 i was raised by a trindadian woman named jesso 5 i seldom follow others paths so i often find myself struggling to get out of the brush 6 i can dislocate my shoulder whenever i want to because of a tree climbing accident as a child 7 i loathe being cold and would rather burn to death than live two years in the arctic 8 sweet tea is my favorite drink, in fact i would say if not for it i would probably have died long ago from dehydration 9 i was an explosive ordanance tech in the marines (not eod) iyaayas means if you aint ammo you aint shit 10 last but not least, i have a 32 oz. carey hart slurpee cup th

Gratitude And Thankfulness
Was doing some reflection and thinking about how as a society we do not appreciate what we have or what we have been given in our lives. In this week of Thanksgiving and being thankful it's time to really think about everything we do have. You can be thankful for something as simple as having a roof over your head, a car you can drive you places or the fact that you have somewhere to lay your head at night. I know I'm not perfect and there will be times that I forget about those things and people that I'm blessed with in my life but I think it's important that we should be aware this week what we are thankful for. Please think about what you are thankful for this week and either say it to yourself or thank someone else that is in your life.

Erotic
Bill worked his way thru the crowd very slowly. He was trying to make it to his seat before the opening ceremonies. His heart raced as the anticipation built. This was his first trip outside the USA. He had always dreamed about seeing the Olympic games. Now he was having the vacation of a life time in Australia. At last he could see his seat, he stopped when he saw a gorgeous woman in his spot. The woman in the next seat was obviously her identical twin. They had long blonde hair, blue eyes, full lips, perfect breasts and long tan legs. Bill felt his cock twitching as lustful thoughts filled his mind. They looked up at him, then gave each other a knowing glance and started giggling. Bill said, "Excuse me, I think your in my seat." One of the twins answered, with a Swedish accent, "I am Svetlana and this is my sister Katja. We came here from Sweden to compete in the 500 meter race." "Really?" Bill asked. Both twins nodded their heads and said, "Ya, ya, we are Olympic competitors.

Mass Destruction
She traced her finger along his face wrinkled photograph that she couldn't bare throw away accepting closing curtains with a tightened fist quivering lip and wiped away the only thing that ever made her feel alive with a tearing sound of an angry ocean washing the seconds away she ripped it up at last giving up maybe the emptiness wouldn't swallow her whole this time if she tried to tip-toe out backward peacefully careful not to knock the vase over too late the shattered pieces collapsed echoing her broken heart in slow motion of course always her favorite view with her feet cemented to the ground his silhoutte appearing in the doorway darkness camaflouging the intentions of a million dollar smile tender hands smell of promise He'd never hurt her no he loves her Feigned resolution in her voice "I refuse to wait for you." we forgot that he was tone deaf to her getaway lines and the car is out of

Ok Just Playin Around
i really dont have a hell of a lot to say, but my browns lost again today, at least they led the whole freakin game till 29 seconds left, but oh well, shit happens! getting really pissed off at my job, they keep changing my schedule every day, so i cant make plans for thankgiving or anything. they usually call everynight around 10 and change my schedule again. but its all my damn fault for not saying anything. but its comming to the point im going to explode soon. but thanks for letting me vent, talk to you all later.

Wicked Bitch Of The 'tap
Come on Girls We are all a Little Evil! Create Your Glitter Text We Have all kinds of contests here on CT. King and Queen, Prince and Princess and lets not forget Gods and Godesses. Well I am tired of the wholesome images these contest promote. So I am holding the Wicked Bitch of the 'TAP. I wanna see who has what it takes to be a supervillianess. I am running the Evil Overlord contest at the same time! Femme fatale – usually a villainous woman who uses the malign power of sexuality in order to ensnare the hapless hero. There are many famous wicked bitches you can aspire to be like: Maleficient, Poison Ivy, Xena(she was bad before she was good), Cruella De Vil and Omarosa (hehe)! So my friends¡¦ Do you have what it takes to be CT¡¯s most successful Super Villainess? Message me if you want in the contest. It will run from Thursday at Noon on 10/23 to Sunday Noon on 10/26. The voting will be total number of comments and rates. Comments can be as many as you can get. I

I Read This Today And Had To Pass It On
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped come s into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the foll

Truckers
> Take a few minutes to read this. Its quite the story. > > I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His > placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But > I had neverhad a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. > I wasn't sure how my Customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little > dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Down > Syndrome. > > I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't > generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and > the pies are homemade. > > The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college > kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their > silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded "truckstop > germ"; the pairs of white shirted usiness men on expense accounts who think > every truckst

Still Need 14 Contestants For Best Dick Contest
I still need 14 contestants for my best dick contest. The contest opens at 9 pm mountain time, 8 pm pacific, and 11 eastern. just send me a private message with the link to your pic that you want me to use. I will not be choosing the pic, you need to do that. The contest will end Sunday November 26 at 9 pm mountain time. The winner will be announced at 10 pm mountain time. The winner will receive a rolex and will have me and 2 of my friends rate and comment their pics. Any questions send me a private message.

Me...endo And Pcos Awareness...
I have had to do something drastic to myself...something that I had hoped that I would never have to do...I shaved my head...well I still have some hair... I have a disease called Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome...One of the main things that it can do to a woman...make her lose her hair...well it is a form of Alopecia. So...last night I had my Mom shave it off! It looks good short...I kinda like it... I would like to let other woman know about this disease...It causes all sorts of other health risks as well. Diabetes,heart disease,high cholesterol,infertility,and alopecia to name a few... Another disease that comes along with it is Endometriosis... Which I have as well! I ended up tying my tubes for it...It is nasty...it hurts like hell come period time...(was on Morphine for it) It can cause infertility as well...along with irregular periods and leaves you feeling like you have been run over by a truck! PCOS also causes women to grow accessive facial hair as well..

My Love
That Kind Of Girl I didn’t know what I was looking for But then you walked in the door, and I knew I’d found it I remember that look about your eyes captivated my senses And I got punch-drunk on your quiet charisma That day seems so bright to me So vibrant here in my long term-memory It makes me almost forget that I can’t give you an ounce of what you deserve What you deserve, for being that kind of girl The kind of girl who can sit here and talk with me Sharing what we both discovered on our separate journeys… Before a single glance was committed Before the very thought of each other was conceived, or conjured up after a maddening, love ridden dream This time away from you has ripped right through me All because I could remember that look in your eyes And I’m not afraid to say… It made me ten kinds of crazy I promise, you’ll see what I mean So it’s just you and me, here and now And more than a few assorted strangers passing by But lean in close to me, while

Three Words
a lost soul wanders about wondering where it will wind up confusion has become a good friend to this soul stress has been there too life beckons decisions life demands choices and life wants them soon this poor soul doesnt want to choose it just wants to live but life screams it reprimands it warns this scared soul that by not doing anything, it has already made a choice so the soul sits back and cries it doesnt want to make the wrong decision but there is no way of knowing til it is too late "I love you." "be with me, i know where young but think about our love" and so this poor soul decides to choose love and to be with its eternal companion "you have your whole life ahead of you!" "Have fun enjoy your self you have plenty of time to grow up!" and so this poor soul thinks about it and decides she doesn't want to rush into life she wants to experience the world but then "but i love you don't you love me?" and this poor soul realizes she can't have both.

In 2's
Two Names You Go By: 1. Chris 2. Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. boxers 2. jeans Two Things You Would Want in a Relationship: 1. Honesty 2. open communication Two of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. play poker 2. travel Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. a blowjob 2. my wife back Two pets you had/have: 1. Cats 2. dogs Two people who will fill this out: 1. Not sure 2. Two things you did last night: 1. worked 2. Talked to people online Two things you ate today: 1. white castle burger 2. pudding pops Two people you Last Talked To: 1. Shawn 2. Tara Two Things You're doing tomorrow: 1. sleeping 2. packing Two Longest Car Rides: 1. New York to Minnesota 2. New York to Florida Two Favorite Holidays: 1. Memorial Day 2. Christmas Two favorite Alcoholic beverages: 1. Vodka & 7up 2. Beer

Guess What!!!!!
Hey, Hey everyone...It has been wild crazy here since I've been home from New Mexico. I got home on friday 11~10, had "family" night with the folks...watched the movie Cars. It was awesome!!!! Then on Saturday, I just kind of vegged at the house until my dad got home from the office so we could hook up the internet on my computer for here at home. Then on sunday we went to church and that evening my grandmother, aunt, brother and his family came over and we celebrated my brother's b~day. It was so great too see them all again. Specially my niece and nephew, b/4 I left my niece would shy away from me when I asked her for a hug...and she practically came running to me when they walked in the door yelling my name...I almost started to cry. Then when they were ready to leave, she came running to me with her arms in the

Me
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Exciting75%Sweet63%Soft63%Violent50%Awkward0%Wet0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Fess Up
I was never even a fan The only thing that makes me smile is your pain If I ever had the chance I'd kick out your chair and watch you dance irrelevant, your vanity prevents change. Sodium pentathol still sounds great to me an invitation of the life buried in theology. A mass delusion, there's no conclusion just a hypocrite who'd never cop to it. Your in total control and your still a liar I can't drink from the cup I question your authority you gotta fess up. Your in total control and your faith is tired I can't drink from the cup where is the truth in the trinity you gotta fess up Cop to it you're in total control and your still a liar you're in total control and your fault is tired I can't drink from the cup so just fess up.

10 Golden Rules Of Cherrytap
ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special Olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you hate other people b/c you are not on in the TOP 10. who really cares, i mean get over it! SIX Who really gives a crap if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?", "Will you

When My Boyfriend Was Struggling With Addiction To Crystal Meth
When we were apart,it seemed my heart was torn open but from the very start you left the poor thing broken. But somehow I still love you and I always will.And words just won't do. You need to see my love is real, I wish somehow I could convey how you make me feel. How I think of you everyday, and how I love you still. It's very hard at most,when I dont know what you think. Just whe I feel we're getting close I'm forced to watch you sink.So I will say in advance for what I'll do " I'm Sorry" as I take you by the hands and ask do you love me too??

What Girls And Guys Think About Bj's
What Girls and Guys think about BJ's Body: WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone

The Voice
You're the voice, crying out in the wilderness, you're the voice that makes my brain burn and my guts go gooey, Yeah you gut me, my insides spill on your altar and tell the future, my steaming gleaming guts spell out your nature I know you, Not your name, but your game, I know the true you come to me, or I'll come to you Got this Stuck in my Head now it wont get out lol

Hot And Bothered, Ya'll
To quote flippin' Cinderella: You got me jumpin right out of my skin You keep it up and Ill be comin on in You start a feelin youre the cream of the crop You gonna break my heart or just make it stop You told me that youd always love me true But then I heard you told another guy too Take a cold shower but the water boils hot The way you twist and shake it girl You tie me in a knot And get me hot Ooo hot and bothered So hot and bothered You get me Hot and bothered Come on now Now listen I pick you up at eight by ten we do the town Empty my pockets just a tryin to get you down Throw in the towel I think your games are such a bore Just when I think Ive lost you pull me to the floor And get me hot Ooo hot and bothered So hot and bothered You get me Hot and bothered So hot and bothered Ooo you get me hot Hot and bothered So hot and bothered Baby baby baby get me hot Ooo hot and bothered So hot and bothered you get me Hot and bothered Hot and bot

My Card...........
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Whattarot Card Are You?
You are Justice Equity, rightness, probity, executive; triumph of the observing side in law. Justice is about cold, objective balance through reason or natural force. You can't keep smoking and drinking without consequences to your health. It is the card that advises cutting out waste and insists that you make adjustments, do whatever is necessary to bring things back into balance, physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually. It is a card of balance and harmony; if there is imbalance, the correction may require recourse to the law. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

A Naughty Little Poem??
A NAUGHTY LITTLE POEM?? I'm sure you can imagine As plain as you can be The place is Picadilly The player He and She She whispered "Will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times. And said it can be sore." Then finally contented Laid back and relaxed a bit Quickly and readily he bent over her And then he started it It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been quite a size "Calm yourself," he whispered His face was filled with a grin "Try and open a bit wider So I can get it in". "It's coming now,"he whispered. "I know."she cried in a bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I am having this.." And with final effort She gave a frightened shout. He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite con

New Here
i have been a member on this site for less than 24 hours and dont know if i like it yet.its kind of confusing..but im sure i will get the hang of it.this will keep me occupied though since im staying away from men in real life.

Hurt
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way JOHNNY CASH

Why
I keep trying to find the answer but I guess I will never know. Why does this kind of stuff happen to me? Why do I always end up in impossible situations? Do I put myself in these problems? Do I open myself up to them? Why is it that I know I will always get hurt no matter what? I keep thinking maybe this time will be different, but it never is. Why is it that i shut everyone out but people always find a way in? I try so hard to not let people see the real me cause then it opens myself up for pain but there are a select few that worm their way in or just come through kicking the walls down no matter how many I put up. Why is it that there is always a few people who know your weaknesses no matter how hard you try to hide it. It takes me months to let people into my heart however there are a few that have gotten through in a matter of days without me even knowing. Then i realize this all too late once they have the tools to hurt me. Why must it be that way? Why can't I keep them, well ma

How Are You In Bed
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God80%A Slave To BDSM80%A Romantic55%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Need More Contestants!
Need more contestants! Keep sending submissions till tomorrow, voting will end friday..Btw new voting rule, only 1 rating and comment per person per day or I will not count them!!! comments 2 points ratings 1 point!! Send me a link or e-mail them to reserved2574@yahoo.com

Genesis
wooooooooootwoooooooooooot HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY It WILL work this time fuck yeah I am a deamer fuck you you little pessimistic fucker in my head I love him I love him I love him THE DREAMER WINS you little pissant pessimistic pussy cant kill the dreamer so die motherfucker die I am going to win this time You bet your sweet little ass I am

My Desk/my Mind
10-28-06 My Desk/Mind By: Travis Smith Sitting at my desk The top is such a mess Papers, books, misc items All these things are scattered about Dust, eraser shavings, and crumbs Lay firmly like a person Whom lies still in sleep on a bed Only moving when disturbed Mirage of pictures float above my screen Friends, family, myself I see this as I sit here looking towards the wall Wondering if they ever thing of me at all Silence.. Thoughts.. Wonders.. Feeling.. Wishes.. Feelings.. Mixed up emotions for wanting everything

My Accent
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The West Your accent is the lowest common denominator of American speech. Unless you're a SoCal surfer, no one thinks you have an accent. And really, you may not even be from the West at all, you could easily be from Florida or one of those big Southern cities like Dallas or Atlanta.The Midland Boston North Central The South The Inland North Philadelphia The Northeast

Hmmmmm!!!
Not quite sure about this site yet...Seems pretty easy till you try to do something and it won't let you...My sister dragged me into this site...I'm more into myspace and yahoo...I'm sure that once I get the hang of this I will love it...

A Lil About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Herbert.... Birthday: November 28... Birthplace: Villa Rica, Georgia... Current Location: Winston, Georgia... Eye Color: Hazel, green, gray...depends on my mood,but hazel at present Hair Color: Bald, but black if I had hair.... Height: 6'1..... Right Handed or Left Handed: Right ...... Your Heritage: Hybrid...lol... The Shoes You Wore Today: Wut shoes?..hahaha Your Weakness: Sweets... Your Fears: Deep water....I drowned as a child...... Your Perfect Pizza: sausage, black olives, mushrooms, pepperoni, n xtra cheese!!! Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pay off more debt and get all A's in my classes...... Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol... Thoughts First Waking Up: Dayum I dont wanna go to work...... Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes..... Your Bedtime: 12am.... Your Most Missed Memory: My kids... Pepsi or Coke: Neither they both suck equally...... MacDonalds or Burger King: A

Want To Know About My Sex Life? Read On!
i was brave enough to post my answers in here are you brave enough to do that same? 1. Are you a virgin? If so, what are you waiting for? hell no!!! > 2. How old were you when you lost your virginity? umm 22 > 3. Sexual preference? depends on my mood > 4. How many different words can you think of for sex? if i sat here for a few minutes i could thik of at the very least 50 > 5.What are your turn ons? girl on girl porn, getting my clit played with, getting my nipples licked sucked and bitten and getting sexually teased. > 6. Do you masturbate? If so, how often? fuck ya i do and usually everyday. > 7. How many drinks before your beer goggles on? im a light weight here i get drunk fast. maybe 2 or three good mixed drinks. > 8. What's you definition for foreplay? anything that gets you or your partner wet or hard. oral, a little hand action, licking sucking biting everything before you stick your cock in lol > 9. How many people have you slept with? 4 e

Friends And Family?
I was away today. I left with less than 200 points until the next level. I figured my friends and family would notice and try and kick me up while I was gone. I came back this evening, I had moved a whopping 30 points. I just decided to thank you all for "caring" so much about me.

Just A Quote
"Grab life by the horns. Live it, share it, breathe it in. Take a walk in the rain, catch the snow on your tongue. Never be afraid to love, take what you want now because tomorrow may be gone. True love is only a heartbeat away, don't be afraid to let it beat."

Something From George Carlin
Growing 20's They call it the "Quarter-Life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you did not know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that maybe those friends you thought you were so close to are not exactly the greatest people you have ever met; and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not recognize is that they are realizing that too. And that they are jsut as confused as you. Look at your job...is it even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realize that you are going to have to start from the bottom and that scares you.Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than ususal because su

Since Alerts Were Down When I First Posted This....
come on, MEN.....send in those sexy chest pics!!!!!!!!!! So, I leveled up. That means it is contest time. Time for the best MENS chest contest.(unless you can think of a better title name for it lol). I will accept the first 15 entries in. Leave a message with a link to the picture you would like me to use! Rules are simple - Most comments wins. Your friends can vote as many times as cherry tap will let them. In the event of a tie - number of actual rates will determine the winner. Winner will recieve a gift from the Please repost this for me! ~*BrattyBytch*~@ CherryTAP

Giving Thanks
What are you thankful for? Me, I'm thankful for: Two wonderful little boys who complete me. A husband who adores me, and whom I adore. The entire makings of my family; mine and my husband's. Great and true friends. A sound mind, and a firm grasp of who I am. Knowing my weaknesses and improving upon them. A house over my head, and food on the table. Good health. The ability to admit when I'm wrong, and to apologize. Loving so much it made me cry. Being alive. There is so much more. So much much more.

Yippee!
I am so freakin excited...My best friend Tracy is flying to tennessee on the 29th to visit me for a week. Its going to fantastic. We are going to sit around in our pajamas all day and get so high we probably wont be able to leave the house. We always have so much fun together and its been years since we have gotten to hang out without other people being around(other people meaning my other friends, which I love dearly, but it seems as though none of my friends get along with each other so it kinda sucks...I cant help it im so cool...sorry) But yeah im happy and time is going to go by so damn slow. On another note im attempting to make my second thanksgiving dinner this year...ALONE. I kinda did it last year but had some help from my aunt. This year it will me mine and andys first thanksgiving as a married couple and it will only be the two of us. I hope it all turns out ok. Thats it for now. Im just waiting for something to piss me off so I have something good to write about

Joke
Good to the Last Drop A guy walks into a sperm bank wearing a ski mask and holding a gun. He goes up to the nurse and orders her to open the vault. She says, “But, sir, it’s just a sperm bank!” “Open it now!” he demands. She opens the vault, and it’s full of test tube samples. “Take one and drink it,” says the guy. “But it’s sperm!” she pleads. “Do it!” So the nurse sucks it back. “That one there, drink that one as well,” he continues. The nurse does as she’s told. Finally, after four samples the man takes off his ski mask. It’s her husband! “See?” he says. “Was it that bad?”

The Room Chapter 1
I finally get it, I said to myself. Sitting in the large stark white bedroom all alone. The room has two doors, one window and a bed in it. It seems so large when you sitting in the room on the bed. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, legs crossed in deep thought when my revelation came to me. It had been a week of much stress and turmoil not just in my personal life but my professional life as well. I was fired from my job which actually was a blessing in disguise as during the same week I was offered my dream job. Being a co-owner of a business was my dream. I wanted to own this business where me and my business partner would visit different clients and give business advice. We would advise them on financial and other business matters. Now finally I get to live my dream. As for my personal life, things were really rough this week. We had been fighting all week long, torn on the direction of what color to paint the living room. As silly as it sounds, we are two passiona

Wet And Windy!
yeah a fun ride home for all LOL. Ok i could do without the wet bit but well we have to make sacrifices at some point. Anyway, onto the technical stuff, i found out why my program wasn't working properly. I went looking at the irc networks homepage and found out something interesting. It seems that you can't send private messages until you register your nick. This was done to stop spam bots and other nasties trying to pretend to be other people. I have no problem with this, just wish i knew before i spent so long trying to find the problem LOL. So I'll have to go testing again. I've also decided to get a new wireless router because there is no way i can connect when i enable any of the security options i.e wpa, and i don't fancy having an open connection to my network. So i'm going to switch to a new one that i know works because I set up a friends and it works. It just teaches me to go cheap LOL

* Violet Flame Meditation *
Violet Flame Meditation PART I: How the Violet Flame Works The electromagnetic spectrum is composed of varying frequencies or wavelengths that include radio waves, infrared radiation, ultraviolet rays, X-rays, gamma rays, cosmic rays, as studied in the Rosicrucian cosmic keyboard. The visible sunlight is but a tiny portion of this electromagnetic spectrum. Of this visible light the violet is the highest frequency of shortest wavelength and is at the limit or point of transition to the other "invisible" spectrum of spiritual inner divine light and as such it transcends to a spiritual, rather than physical phenomenon. In Rosicrucian teachings the manifestation of this violet light in the aura is regarded as a result of high advancement of the student on The Path(1) As the physical sunlight, this divine light is also decomposed or refracts into seven rays, each with its own specific qualities and served by an Ascended Master. This divine light, decomposed in the seven rays, is descr

Some Day My Prince Will Come
some one will love me someday.....and some day some one will keep me and be with me forever......but i dont know how many days i have left.......i was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer......and now the biggest thing im worried aout is never finding my soulmate.....its the truest for of unfairness.....

Telling A Blonde Joke
Telling a Blonde Joke A blind man and his guide dog enter a bar and find their way to a barstool. After ordering a drink, and sitting there for a while, the blind guy yells to the bartender, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately becomes absolutely quiet. In a husky, deep voice,the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, you should know something. The bartender is blonde, the bouncer is blonde and I'm a 6'tall, 200 pound blonde with a black belt in karate. What's more, the woman sitting next to me is blonde and she's a weightlifter. The lady to your right is a blonde, and she's a pro wrestler. Think about it seriously, mister. You still wanna tell that blonde joke?" The blind guy says, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times."

Feel Like Being Bitchy
anyone ever feel like ya just dont give a fuck all of a sudden wellll guys right now that would be me. i got so much goin on so much on my mind and only got a few select number of people who i KNOW are friends that actaully give a shit. not trying to be bitchy cuz everyone that has actaully taken the time out to talk to me knows otherwise but been sittin here the past few days and i all of a sudden a few minutes ago came out of extreme exhaustion and thought ya know what i dont give a fuck about shit right now all of a sudden i feel liek being btichy i am sure everyone has had their days where they feel like being a bitch or feel like being an asshole.but anyway i think i got it all outta my system now so i am goin to bed. to all my TRUE REAL AND LOVING FRIENDS.. I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY AND HEY CHECK OUT THE VOICE MESSAGE ON MY PAGE AND ;LEAVE ME ONE SOMETIME.... PEACE I,M OUTTA HERE

Today I Smiled
Today I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light, And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more and complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.

Internet Pet Peeve
If you can read and write (in English), then you should be able to use at least semi-proper English. My biggest pet peeve with the internet (mainly bulletins like those found on myspace and l33t sp33k) is that it isn't real English that everyone can understand. I bring this up now after seeing a mum concerning a "bulletin" where only a linguist may be able to read it clearly and without mentally adding in or re-spelling certain words to make sense out of it. I see these kind of bulletins all the time on Myspace and I generally don't bother replying to them. Every so often, I'll find someone online that talks to me like that and I'll explain my pet peeve and they'll stop talking to me or will take the time to properly spell things out. Is this really so difficult to achieve? I've seen people misspelling "cat" on myspace...and these are literate people, I've talked with them quite a bit outside of myspace. How painful can it possibly be to take the extra 2 minutes to typ

Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wanted to say to all of you who gave me a great rating thank you all very much for the very warm welcome. I felt like i was welcomed with open arms and was made part of the gang right from the start. I cant remember a time ever when i have felt so welcomed. all my love to each and everyone of you. you put a smile on my face and a warm feeling in my heart!!!!!! Thanks again. i'm looking forward to a great long friendship with you. frosty728(Brian)

Whatever!!
you said when you left that you'd come back. i waited and waited and you never came back. you said that if things every changed you'd let me know. things changed and you didn't tell me,i had to read it on a group message. you said we'd always be friends,well that didn't happen. months after months not a word from you. yet people wonder why i'm not very open well do you blame me. i wear my heart on the outside and all that happens is it gets riped. it's like you don't give a shit about other people but yet other people should with out a doubt care about you. i'm sick of it. find another heart to play with and ripe apart because i'm already the liveing dead. even the liveing dead have hearts to ,so go play with someone eles and leave mine alone.

Menstration
menstration surely you have finshed with your menstration by now..... but still driping your fluids into the mouths of the dead...........and the devastion that it brings is uplifting when your lies are so cleaver that no one would belive the truth . devour your fanstys that the poplous is soo devine ....and why do you where the contrdictions on your chest in my eyes vanity crys.. and the streets sleep alone tonite ....... we all fight the human condition with double edged swords and factory that produce our own damnation......... up and over and down again throught jungles and airports shearching for solitude ......but just put your hands bahind your head the gun as already in the back of your brain relax it will be all over soon......................................BANG!.........that tought was bearly conseved women and children pulsate on the ground opening new door ways

Chicken Soup
keeps me warm soothing to me strengthens me such sweet nourishment holds me tight all through the night takes me in such a sweet friend always there til the end my lover my desire she always lights my fire you mean the world to me you keep me healthy my heart is always your babe

Show That Wild Smile Here Please
John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into the room and asked him to' Bring this note to your beautiful Mummy.' The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to 'Bring this to your silly Daddy.' The note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to 'The lady in the kitchen'. The note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son t

Every Woman Should Know
Every Woman Should Know A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and A black lace bra. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... An airline ticket home, and never have to use it... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY.

Don't Take A Picture Of It!!
FROM MY FRIEND MRS. MCCUNTERSON! (she freakin rocks like no other!) Heres my top ten list of things that should not be photographed...feel free to pass it around, maybe these fuckers will get the hint... 1-If your vagina has a 3 inch piece of skin that looks like chewed hamburger hanging off of it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT 2-If you cant see your clit because of all the excess skin around it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT 3-If your twat hole is as big as your mouth when you open it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT 4-Guys: If you see a vagina and it looks like you will need a hard hat and flashlight to dig your way out of it once your in, DONT STICK YOUR PENIS IN IT, you may never get out alive! 5-If your dick is 4 inches long when its hard, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT 6-Flacid cocks are NOT sexy, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT 7-If you have so much hair on your genitals that it looks like you need a weed whacker to get through the bush, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT 8-If you hav

Chest... O.o
yay for waking up at 4:15 in the morning with the chest thing. yay for screaming for ten minutes and no one hearing you. yay for finally get the owwie-be-gone (don't know the name of the pill) once its already gotten to the real bad part. yay for the person I wanted to talk to signing off a few minutes before I calmed down and was able to come back. My dad heard me screaming. Thgouht I just wanted water or soemthing. Until I started to cry then he started scareming for my mom too. haha. My mom got me my pill went back down stairs and I layed in my position I always lay in when it happens. On my back. Left leg straight right leg bent up. Started to work. Then stopped and went bad. Started to cry again. Dad yelled "Can't you give her a hug?" so mom came up and sat with me. And I didn't notice till after but my sister came in too to sit with me. Charlie too. But all he did was lick my leg. This is more of a self refferance thing... I'm supost to keep track of them. But

Come Home,my Love
As each hour passes you are with me in my thoughts in my actions and in my heart. The time seems so long now since our sad farewell. How could we ever part? You were my light my angel my eternal soul. I was your comfort your haven when times were cold. When we were together there was nothing we could not do. Now, the hours seem endless since I last saw you. Come home my love to my open arms. Where we will comfort each other from this world of harm. Together we are fearless. Together we are whole. My light My angel My eternal soul.

Without You
When I came to you I had nothing. Then you offered me your heart and I had everything. I could feel your soul within mine. My life had meaning. You became my reason for being. You were my dawn in the morning. You were my single star on a clear night. You were the scent of roses in the garden. You made my life as fresh as the air after a spring rain. You made me alive. Without you I feel empty. My morning is without its dawn. My night without its star. My soul has no companion without your love. Together we are everything. Apart we are nothing. Together we have meaning. Together we are one.

Flames Of Inner
Come to me my sweet love I give to you my heart and soul No longer can we Denney this kind of love Please my dear Come more near Feel all of me my dear Covering your lips in full with my sweet caress of love Silky yet so sweet A roaring need to feel one another's soul Growing closer with every breath We can no longer control this magnetic force Completely touching Pulsating pulses Trembling sensations complete each of us Forever through time Now controlling our hearts and our minds I suddenly begin With my bodies silky mist Laminating your in full with all my flesh Inner raptures now explode Now forever ever controlling us with this passion of mystical hold All temptations were all ready won by our souls at first thought we were already one Every day even more deeper than it has ever been No longer can we fight What truly feels so right Cultivating two lives as one All pulsating passions ignite Hidden burning desires once held inside No longer now will we hi

The Beast & The Goddess
Oh Sexy Beast, Oh Sexy Beast Where has your Goddess gone? Is she nibbling on the petals of wild flowers on a sunny day She’s neither here nor there in her sexy underwear Could she be smiling like the cheshire cat waiting for a canary Would you crawl across the floor wearing nothing but your skin Growl her name out in between seductive purrs as she growls back at you Bite the flesh that feeds you nectar and kiss the hand that makes you shiver Let your sharpened claws claim their mark upon her back Watch her back arch as you kiss your name across her stomach Will you bring your sexy mouth upon her pearl hidden amongst her silken thighs Make her tremble like a newborn fawn Would you make her climb the walls of passions castle Push her off the edge as she reaches the peak and screams your name Watch her kiss the drops of love’s sweet embrace from your very lips Look into the eyes of love and whisper her sweet nothings in her ear Serenade her in only a thong with Serenity ac

Red Passions
I look in awe at passions in red Seductive she lays upon the bed A playful glee shines from her eyes Lips that smile and hold a suprise A body beautiful, one to behold As our desires, start to unfold In each others arms, holding tight Ripe breasts and chest meet, in pale moonlight Lips meet each other, gently at first Then more fuller, as we quench our thirst My head moves down and finds a breast Upon your nipple my lips do rest Tongue starts flicking, nipple erect I suck and bite gently, just perfect Your other breast, my hand cups firm Fingers teasing, you start to squirm Feeling you arc, as you reach a peak The first of many, my hand starts to seek Moving down, I find, pleasures delight Your wetness I feel, on this perfect night My fingers start to rub, upon your clit As they find their way in, your moist slit Moving around, deep inside, back and forth Your muscles tightening, you release more froth A second time, you climax and let go Body stiffening as nec

Sweet Spasms
You walked in the room like a breath of fresh air You came to blow away the cobwebs You came as a friend You came to jump start me There wasn’t much talking Before I got your name you straddled me on the sofa Crystal blue eyes and a blonde hair that the wind had taken A finger was put to my lips to quiet any protests The other hand ran through my hair with a need It pulled at my hair until my head was back and my throat to you There you hesitated There you kissed me gently The only gentle thing that came with you I kissed your soft exposed stomach as I grabbed your ass with both hands My hands found their way up your shorts that were just loose enough I felt my way up until I felt your lacy thong Your hands pulled off your shirt and threw it across the room Exposing breasts that were covered with black lace You brought yourself down to my lips to taste my kiss I kissed you as deeply as I have ever kissed a woman Brought you down so I could undo your bra to free th

Sense Of Desires
at a touch of our eyes of a tryst face to face, our glances speak secrets although we are speechless stroking flames of fire exploding will of desire outreaching...awakening soul surrendering...losing control molding fear into submission for there is no contrition our passions yet mounting, these moments we're stealing no limit in sight... only pleasure to excite temptation far from right a quest once in our life starstruck...I dont know how to begin denying the fact, that this is a sin spellbound...an innuendo from within every moment clamoring, anticipating the 7th mountain of this long-awaited dream showering me with feelings of passion I have never been floating in air, no space in between wuthering heights, bursting to cloud 9 the heat of the century, a heaven's bite! my senses reel, I can touch and feel your tongue over me, it moves like an eel I feel your hands deep within my skin from head to foot, ti

Sweet Nectar
This passionate heart, full of desire The want, the need, flames spiral higher Testerone pent up, with burning lust Aching to feel, each others thrust Our love to share, inhibitions shed As each others, desires are fed Feel my hand upon your breast And my lips your body digest As my tongue slithers over you Sweet your nectar, starts to accrue The warmth you feel in treasure zone Losing control, you start to moan Like waves that crash against the shore You release loves froth and beg for more My voice says deep, I love you so As I slip in down below Together now in perfect thrust We shall both release our pent up lust But it's not just lust, this burning love That was sent to us, from heaven above A love so rare, a love so true That's what we have angel, me and you So our feelings let us share This pent up wanting, if we dare

Licking You
Licking your lips Light gentle trace Licking lightly down your throat To trace your nipples With a light trickle of wine Lavishly I lick it up from behind its drip Lower yet further To your belt I come MMMMM Suddenly Hungry I become Letting you free With my teeth A candy sweet treat for me Taking my tongue Tickling so soft Slowly circling with heated wet mist of my tongue Beginning a rhythm With your hand Upon the back of my head Shoving your hardness Yet further in Gently I slide upon you Beginning to ride Deep in Side to up, to side You now go beyond Any highest high Taking my hands Almost as I'm to claw your back Yet only do I use my finger tips Grabbing you closer Sucking you further in To cover you with a wet sticky magical flow Yet, now you can not resist You explode with the deepest most fulfilled moan Shooting your rays Of much heated spray Filling me fuller and full Trembling weak From the pleasures we received

The Welcomed Dreams
Alone in the dark She walks along the path of lonely hearts a warm summer breeze brushes across her cheeks She allows her mind to wander to her dreams How she would love to find one man who would sweep her off her feet Out of the shadows His manly frame appears Approaching this beauty he see's ahead Burgandy hair Radiant lips of red Blue eyes as dark as the sea Petite and slim A brilliant grin He had to have her some how Asking her to join him for a drink She smiles and giggles a yes Around the block they walk Arriving to the small lounge on their left A whiskey sour please, he says And for the lady A pause Stumbling from her lips A chardiney please, she says Endlessly they talk Closer they get Sending each other the hint Suddenly he stands to his feet Extending his hand to hers As he says I believe it is time we leave They walk further approaching her apartment She shyly asks with a grin would you care to come in He responds That w

Isolated
It was a cold winter’s dawn and his shirt was torn, As he staggered upon the beach. Still thinking of what could have been, Only to be isolated within his own dream. He gazed at the sand to see an imprinted hand, Soon to be washed away by the sea. He began to pray why was she taken away, As tears ran down his face. The pain he feels will never heal, for he knows it’s all too real. Replays of time still repeat in his mind. Another love? No, he will never find. Disillusioned by drink he begins to think, Is that her standing upon the shore? He drops to his knees as chest becomes sore, His love to see once more. The weather soon changed and it began to rain, He grabbed his heart as it started to drain. The pain had gone and the sun shone, marking the light of day. He looked down to the sand in complete dismay, As he saw that's where he lay. There two paths crossed, for years they were lost. Happy again, together they could b

Private Folder Of Photos
Listen I really appreciate and am flattered that there are a bunch of you that want to see my private folder. But, Apparently NONE OF YOU WHO ASK FUCKIN READ my FUCKIN Profile. If we dont talk at all dont ask me to see them please. I dont appreciate that if I deny someone to see the nasty comments. If you read my profile it clearly states Im not here to "get your dick hard". Let be real peoople. If you want to get your dick hard and jerk off to naked photos go to a fuckin porn site, get your fuckin wife/girlfriend or a fuckin whore to do it. NOT ME... Now to sum it up. Dont ask me to see my private folder if you have never fuckin talked to me. THanks so much for understanding. Harleysportee69

Take Me Out Of The Dreams
Sitting by the window cold and blue Soft breeze of the night whispering a tune Tiny, soft kisses blown with the wind From a faraway distance I felt on my lips A vision of a man in flashing streams Someone who just exists only dreams I know for a fact he's a mere fantasy An illusion of the mind I cannot live with Distance is a dagger struck in our hearts For people in love from far edges of the earth Wish that the world grows smaller each day Pulling us nearer, cutting miles away Given the chance to choose who I'd be Wish I could fly and sail in the midst A bird who can soar up high on its wings Flying to and from each time that I wish Lasting memories that feed my imagination Hope is a reality that leads your creation Connection we do share is molding no escape The intensity of love slowly taking shape Get out of my dreams and take me for real Secure my fear that at least you exist Boundless by the depths of

My Whispers
Hear my whisper Quietly In your ear Know my love Is always there Feel my lips Upon your cheek Lightly brushing across Kissing lightly Filled of love Taste my taste From your tongue As passion soars From each of us Soft caress Of my touch Deep embrace Of your love Forever deep Completed Happy Joy of the moon Swaying slowly Holding tight Together and forever Will we be through life Both of us Lost in each others eyes Feel me deeply Deeply inside Hearts combine Beat now as one Distance will never change The rarety of our love Forever feel me Feel me there My love for you Is yours forever my dear Hear my whispers Hear them say I love you darling Forever and a day This love you feel Will never fade

Like This....beautifull
If someone will ask me how beautiful love is... Standing firmly, before a crowd and God above, I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!" Gone are those days drowned of doubts and uncertainties I'll not fail to answer this covenant dreamed of If someone will ask me how beautiful love is... I'm not threatened, I'm free of insecurities With you, it's like flying on the wings of a dove I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!" To savor your scent, I will swim your deepest seas In proclaiming this love from far edge of the globe If someone will ask me how beautiful love is... Illusions of visions in multi-colored streams My eyes can't disguise, I will shout the world this love I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!" Mending spaces in between, I'll hold onto dreams Imagining you're near...in these poems I wove If someone will ask me how beautiful love is... I will lean on your shoulder and tell them, "like this!"

I Wanna Come Home
As I sit in this chair looking out into the greater void No matter what I do, I can’t remember why What made me think I’d find the answers out here alone Now I’m somewhere between here and lost amongst the stars I am so far from you that I can’t find my way back home Wish upon a star Call my name out loud Send your love to me Dream a dream of me I want to come home There are things out here that would blow your mind Hollywood hasn’t even come close to my reality Ever place that I’ve traveled leaves me in awe of what exists Each time I hope that I find a clue to send me home I wish I could explain but I wish more than anything I could show you Wish upon a star Call my name out loud Send your love to me Dream a dream of me I want to come home Out here in the universe I’ve found out who I am I’m trading in my spaceship for a brand new life The one where my feet are planted on the earth next to you I’ve lived out all the dreams that lead me to wherever I am

Heart On Fire
Hearts on fire My flaming desire Deeply burning through Chemistry ignites Sparks of heated light I belong to you Melting at your touch No longer is this lust My love for you is true Midnight bliss Sensual kiss Heavenly caress Hypnotized by you Consuming gaze Passions rage My inner flame Burns for you Volcanic blast Eternally to last Inside me deep A part of me Forever to be Heart on fire Flame of desire A burning love For just us two

Days Of Darkness
Just an old poem I wrote a few years back... Days of Darkness No sun shines for me today It rises but shows no ray Memories of yesterday Are all I have today My worlds grown cold No games to play All black and white I'm old and gray I see a light in the distant sky It's calling me A distant cry Come walk with me I am your friend Life there is just pretend It's just a test come see the truth walk with me And join my youth It has just begun John Vincent Mattiuz Copyright ©2006 John Vincent Mattiuz

In Another Life
"In Another Life" Do you love me oh do you love me I say so Do you need me oh do you need me God I hope I get this feeling deep inside That somewhere somehow you passed me by I can't put my finger on it but The more that I see you the more that I know Everywhere you go is everywhere I've been You finish all my sentences before they begin And I know that look in your eyes It's like I've seen you before about a million times In another life, in another life maybe, in another life you must've been mine You make me feel so You make me feel so Beautiful It doesn't matter No it never matters if we're out or home We can make hours into years Wherever you go you're always here It's like I've known you from before But I'm just so happy you walked through my door I'm breathing you in I'm breathing you out You're all around me No matter what we do I wanna spend my life with you Only you Do you love me oh do you love me Say you love me oh say you love me Ever

Life's Journey
written by my dad.. Life'S Journey This is to my family and those who call me friend come take a little walk with me we'll just wander round the bend and as we walk I'll talk with you in lyric and some song I hope you'll say at journey's end you're glad you came along let's talk of thoughts and memories and things we meant to share of times gone by,known just to us,when no one else was there we've read a book or heard a song that touched our soul and heart but failed to share those special thoughts with those so far apart So walk along,come dream with me, it's not far around the bend I want to share these thoughts and songs before our journeys end Ted Mattiuz Copyright ©2006 Ted Mattiuz

Just A Few Questions...
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Dragon67%WereWolf67%Mermaid67%Faerie58%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Lost And Forever
When the snow has melted and the birds begin their song And the summer warmth fills my heart again, I think of you And how you once held me under the June stars. Though it's been many years since I've felt your touch, And your scent has faded from the shirt I wore that night, I still think of you And how you held me by the waterfall. It was just an adolescent dream that we would last Though I always thought somehow we would. Which is why I still think of you When my world seems grim and lonely. I said back then no one would ever know me quite the same way, And that I'd think of your face last on my dying day. And eternally, I'd think of you And the few short years we spent in love. For heaven must consist of you and I as one, Because I couldn't live my life knowing That thinking of you Was the closest I'd ever get to Eden. Someday I'll hold you again - of that I'm certain. And you'll look in my eyes the way you used to, And you'll see life and reality,

Lamont's New Works Of Art ;)
Lamont's done a slideshow - you can view it here: http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=74672 He's also made a cube with some of my photos on it: http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=74548 Enjoy! Melanie http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=420589

Passing Time
Just passing time as the day goes by, some times i laugh sometimes i cry. Sometimes it gets hard, some times at ease, when you get to know me i like to cut up and tease. Time goes fast while on the internet, like talking to my friend paul, wendy and wet. I love to listen to music even in a chat room, got a new subwolfer that goes thump thump boom boom. Go to the movies and sit and eat popcorn, there is one kind of movie i don't like and that is porn. Writing poetry is another passing time, I like to write and make it ryme. Now that it's summer there is so much to do, spending time with my family and having a bar-b-q. Reading a book while laying on the beach, sitting there getting sun and eating a peach. Passing time can be great, like going to clubs and staying out late. Passing time till i fall asleep, setting the alarm clock so it goes beep beep. It may be dark or so it seems , so ii close my eyes and have sweet dreams.

Once Upon A Time, A Fairy Tale For Women.
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~

Fight
As I sit here listening To the fight going on Between my head and my heart I feel numb inside. My head says "I'm a fool;" My heart says, "But you love him so." My head says "He will hurt you again." My heart answers, "But he also makes me happy." My head says, "Look at all the tears he made you cry." My heart answers, "Yes, but he also gives me pleasure." My head says, "You are strong and can get over him." My heart answers,"He makes me feel alive and whole." I need him and I love him. Without him I would only be existing. I slowly shake my head, "No" knowing my heart has won once more.

Finally A Bulletin Worth Reading.................................... (repost)
finally a bulletin worth reading.................................... (repost) ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special Olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you hate other people b/c you are not on in the TOP 10. who really cares, i mean get over it! SIX Who really gives a crap if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me ano

I Would, Would U ????
If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a person u love, repost this. Tonight, your 1 love will call, kiss or ask you out...if you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED if u do love some one that much, repost it. repost with title: Do u love someone enough to do this? (repost of original by 'B( . )( . )' on '2006-11-15 19:23:29') (repost of original by 'loverman187' on '2006-11-15 19:33:36') (repost of original by '♥ Mуѕтιсαℓ Gεмιиι ♥' on '2006-11-15 19:37:24') (repost of original by '~~Nyne~~' on '2006-11-15 19:43:55') (repost of original by 'ElCool43 ~ Wiccan Family~' on '2006-11-15 20:13:32') (repost of original by 'Sex appeal is fifty percent what youve got and fifty percent what people think youve got' on '2006-11-17 21:24:02') (repost of original by 'josh1765' on '2006-11-17 22:03:56'

You Know Your Spanish When.... Lol
You know your spanish when.... You put your clean pots in the oven for storage Your mother keeps a can full of recycled cooking oil on or near the stove Your relatives take photos and videos at a wake. You have to say "bendicion" to your grandmother / mother / aunts when you come in and before you leave Your grandma's couch is covered in plastic even though it's older than you You call all cereal "con flay" You call any sneaker "tenis" You can't leave a party without taking home a plate of food Your grandma makes you put on slippers because walking around barefooted will make you get sick You need that piece of cake before you leave the party You found out about a Saturday party on Wednesday "La Correa" or "La Chancla" were used to discipline you You have those huge wooden spoons on the wall The biggest pot in the house is burned from all the rice cooked in it You blast the music at 8am to clean the house on a Saturday The whole fami

Please Come And Vote For Me
best booty competition copy and paste link below http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=263476&i=3022398641 i will love you for ever if you will come and vote for me and rate me Thanks for being a friend

Morning
I was at the speedway today.. I'm looking out past a school bus.. and I see 2 deer cross the street looking at some kids.. they were pretty young.. the deer I mean.. I know i'm not in the city of indy.. i'm more near the rural part.. lmao.. I still have foxes,deer, racoons (they have a gang) no really! , rabbits, squirrels,cats sleeping on the far lawn.. and i probably forgot the other animals.. hehe Like a zoo near the woods.. lol

I Hate Being Stressed
:[ Everything seems to be falling down on me. The one person I want to care, doesn't care. My friggin mail isn't getting to my address so I have to keep going in and picking it up. I have no money, the job I'm at hasn't given me any shifts since SEPTEMBER. My cell phone broke, and I can';t even buy a new one. :[ Life sucks right now. &I bet my birthday NEXT tuesday is going to suck ass even more.

Bliss
Ignorance 1) is a lack of knowledge. Ignorance is also a "state of being ignorant" or unaware/uninformed. Ex: "In debate class Bill lost the debate because he was ignorant in (without knowledge of) that subject." In such a case the term is not pejorative, and may even be used as a self–descriptive term, as in "I am ignorant of (some subject or topic)". Ignorance can also be more than a lack of knowledge. It can include a deliberate intent to ignore knowledge or facts that conflict with what someone believes or wants to be true. (pejorative definition) Ignorance 2) is the choice to not act or behave in accordance with regard to certain information in order to suit ones own needs/beliefs."I know better but I choose to ignore that and do/say/act in a way that behooves me." In politics, it is almost always used as a pejorative label, but some political movements have raised it to an ideal, for instance some peasant and agrarian movements. This is usually simply a rejection of academi

Hey Friends...
Hope your weekend didn't go too crazy for you. (Bad crazy, we all love good crazy.) I didn't too much but the usual: watch football, drink beer, play my PS2 and study. My fall semester is nearing the end so I have to keep myself from distracted. (Again, bad distracted, not good distracted, I love good distractions...like CT for instance.) Yeah, just thought I'd post this for whoever wanted to listen (or read). I hope that you all have a great week, and to my friends, I'll do all I can to touch base with all your profiles this week. If I miss you, I'll apologize for it right now. Take care everyone and chat with you soon. :)

You Hate Life? Haha... I Hate Feelings! Fuck This Bullshit.
How many of you think.... when someone else points the blame at someone else... That maybe they need to look at how they feel 1st? Saying how something is true and doesn't feel as if.... Well, What the fuck if? I was really for real..... and yet that someone feels as if it's me that is at fault and they are the one. I mean give me a fucking break.... You ever think that maybe you could have done more? I know I have but right now... it feels like was it worth it? Probably not. Sure that person could have done more... By "not" saying all this shit to me... that I didn't do anything to be told this. Fuck it.... I'm not going to let this shit bring me down....

Interesting.....
You scored as Armand. Your the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really areDracula92%Armand92%Marius83%Blade83%Spike58%Lestat58%Louis42%Angel42%Deacon Frost33%Akasha17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

To Remember Me
To Remember Me Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face, or love in the eyes of a woman. Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain. Give my blood to the teenager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play. Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week. Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk. If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses, and all prejudice against my fellow man. Give my sins to the devil. Give my soul to God. If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you. If you do all I have asked, I will live forever...

Catholic School Girls
A train hits a bus load of Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are all in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates pass St. Peter. St. Peter asks the first girl, "Gloria, have you ever had contact with a penis?" She giggles and shyly replies, "Well I once touched with the tip of my finger..." St. Peter says, "Ok, dip the tip of your finger in the holy water and pass through the gates." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, "Catherine, have you ever had contact with a penis?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says "OK, dip your whole hand in the holy water and pass through the gate." All of the sudden there is a lot of commotion in the line of girls,one girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front of the line St. Peter says, "Lisa! What seems to be the rush?" The girl replies, "Well, If I'm going to have to gargle that Holy Water, I want to do it before Stephanie sticks her as

New Photos
For those who missed the upload notices...I uploaded a few new default pics as well as some new ones under Naughty Gurl. You need to be a friend to see Naughty Gurl and....if you send me a request and I add you...I expect ratings and comments on all of the pictures you view. Trust me........its worth it!

About Goddessing
Goddessing is a recent contribution to Goddess vocabulary, following on from Mary Daly's suggestion that Deity is too dynamic, too much in process, changing continually, to be a noun, and should better be spoken as a Verb (following Buckminster Fuller's "God is a verb"). We can refer to goddessing meaning Goddess culture, Goddess way of life, Goddess practice, or 'my goddessing' as in my individual interpretation and experience of Goddess.

Family Trip
Ok so we will be leaving really early thursday morning. and coming home sunday evening Im so exited I get to spend part of thanksgiving with my sister we havnt been able to do thanksgiving or christmas for about 6yrs this year we possibly get to do both together!!!

Tarrot Card 2
You Are Death You symbolize the end, which can be frightening. But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul. You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life. Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be. Your fortune: Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself. Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of. But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them. Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?

My First Blog!!!
Ok, so this is my first blog here.. figured it was high time to pop my own cherry! lol.. soooooooooo nothing to insightful for today... but I'll be sure to keep erryone of you updated.. hopefully I'll get sum more feedback here then in the other spots im normally on.. seems like no one ever answers me anymore.. Ok.. Love yall ~AIG

My Profession
This might be funny if it were not so sadly true. Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school 1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie.

Love Poem
YER BREATH WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU I AM WEAK WITHOUT YOU HELD CLOSE TO MY CHEST I'M NOTHING BUT A FREAK YOU KEEP ME WARM YOU KEEP ME CALM YOU KEEP ME SAFE WITHIN YOUR ARMS YOU CHILL MY TREMBLES AND SILENCE MY SHIVERS ALTHOUGH I AM NOT WITH YOU THRU MORNIN NOON AND NIGHT YOU ALWAYS KNOW RIGHT WHERE I AM YOU CAN ALWAYS FIND YOUR WAY DEEP DOWN INSIDE MY HEART YOU KNOW YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME YOU KNOW THIS ALL SO WELL BUT YET TIME AND TIME AGAIN YOU STOP TO TOUCH IT ONCE AGAIN AND REACH INSIDE MY HEART AS IF TO SAY YOU DO NOT KNOW AS IF TO SAY YOU CAN NOT FEEL WHAT YOU KNOW IS SO DEEP AND YOU CAN FEEL IS SO REAL YOU KNOW MY WEAKEST MOMENTS YOU KNOW MY BREAKING POINTS YOU KNOW WHAT TURNS ME INSIDE OUT YOU'VE REACHED YER HAND INSIDE MY HEART YOU'VE LIFTED ME WITH JUST YER WARM AND TENDER BREATH CARESSING DOWN MY NECK YOU KNOW MY LIFE IS NOTHING WITHOUT Y

Life
Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will. Jawaharal Nehru The geat blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it. Seneca (7 B.C. - 65 A.A.) Govern thy life and thoughts as if the whole world were to see the one, and read the other. Thomas Fuller Life is short, art long, opportunity fleeting, experience treacherous, judgment difficult. Hypocrites After the game, the king and the pawn go into the same box. Italian Proverb Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think. La Bruyere Life is like a library owned by the author. In it are a few books which he wrote himself, but most of them were written for him. Harry Emerson Fosdick The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live. Elbert Hubbard Life's a voyage that's homeward b

The Good And The Ugly
well today is a good day but then again its an ugly day as well.... well iam gonna have to make up a new account on here cause iam blocked from posting bullitens here on this name grrrrrrrrrrr but ill keep this name as well the good for today is that i went for an interview a little while ago and i start my new job tomorrow YAY its ONLY been a year in a 1/2

Poem 1
by Heinrich Heine The pearly treasures of the sea, The lights that spatter heaven above, More precious than these wonders are My heart-of-hearts filled with your love. The ocean's power, the heavenly sights Cannot outweigh a love filled heart. And sparkling stars or glowing pearls Pale as love flashes, beams and darts. So, little, youthful maiden come Into my ample, feverish heart For heaven and earth and sea and sky Do melt as love hath melt my heart. (translated by David Doggett, 2002)

Which Flower Are You?
Which Flower are You? You are a Lily:You are graceful, gentle, calm, and pure and perhaps a little shy (though your shyness is part of your charm). You are a very honorable person who always wants to do the right thing. Your calm attitude has a soothing effect on others.Symbolism: The lily has long been used as a symbol of majesty, honor, chastity, and purity of heart.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Papa Roach - To Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be love

Paradise, Beyond
Crystal creations Luring temptations It's her touch he hungers for Yearning deep A pounding need Feeling his lips pressed upon hers Burning sensation Tingling deeply in each others flesh This moment they have only dreamed of As they begin to make love Finally upon them The time is here All their fantasies become real A dreamy fate Completely embraced As hands begin to explore Clothing drooping To the floor Inner passions begin to soar Flesh upon flesh Sweet gentle caress Teasingly he tickles her breast In between her knees Is where he longs to be As they both fall to the floor Between her thighs He now becomes As his enlarged manly hood Enters deeply into her walls Fires ignite Two souls combine With every pleasing thrust Sensations now peak As they rain the satisfaction of their love Forever together as one

What Kind Of Angel Are You?
What Kind of Angel are you? ANGEL OF WINSDOMYou rule yourself, sometimes hepl, sometimes destroy... but you still have a soulTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Brand New Jones
Some like to keep heat on Some never hot enough See I sleep with nothing on Cuz I'm always burnin up But we all wanna try To see each other's side And I'll try Til she takes my pillow mmm She'll say I'm lucky She'll say I'm the man We'll talk on for hours As long as I understand I'd go on without her see see but everyday ain't the same ain't the same ain't the same I feel like a puppy when I get time to play I've got a brand new jones And nobody even knows When my baby is gone It's my thang, my thang Sometimes I can't let go So I've got to be alone When my baby is gone It's my thang, my thang alone Some like a sweet romance and some wanna travel far but I like a three point stance and I hate to drive my car But I'd go round the world Just to please my girl and I'll fly if she takes my pillow Ooh She'll say I'm lucky Then say I'm the man We'll talk on for hours As long as I understand I'd go on without her but everyday I feel like a pu

~`~ Fever ~`~
Fever Come to me you are my king Touch my flesh With sensual caress A feather like tip Trip your fingertips Igniting inside Fever Heated flames Deeply inner burning need Boiling Is the desire Love filled fire Behind the door is our Backdraft of Fever Rising temperatures Unknown heights Glowing red Shoots through the Night sky Meshed flesh Upon flesh Melting mist Escaping blaze Of sensual haze Scorching treats Of flavorable Fever Darkness of night Climatic fo heights Hot wet lava Pouring freely Covering our thighs Endless is the river Filled of passion Ripling is the current Heat controling plead Fever Pleasure of paradise Exceeding farhenheight Degrees never climbed before Our temperatures raise Thermometers of melting love Eternally welded as one

Sorry
Sorry, i haven't been able to leave any comments or message anyone in a while. I have been extremely busy and haven't had a chance to get on my computer in a while. Thank you every one for the nice comments you have left me and keep it up. You all are great and I will get to all of you as soon as I can.

Native Friends(dont Be Offended)
Native Friends(don't be offended) WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food INDIAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. INDIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. INDIAN FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" WHITE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. INDIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. INDIAN FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. WHITE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. INDIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. WHITE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. INDIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. INDIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I' m home!" WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while. INDIAN FRIENDS

Motley Crue And Aerosmith On 11-12-06
Was by far the worst concert I went to. Not due to the performers of course. I had a series of disappointing events that took place that night. FOR INSTANCE: State decides to do highway work the night of the concert. Closing many exits, freeways, and causing the biggest traffic congestion that I have ever seen. To move 1 mile, took nearly half an hour. Waiting in this line like everyone else. When the worst happend. My car decides of all nights to break down, that was going to be the night. Blew off a new hose to the radiator!!! Great, now I am more reason to hold up this traffic. Desparetly seeking a spot to pull off, or turn around the people did not budge. So I took the dirt road off to the side there, and to my surprise started being attacked by pissed off concert goers. They would take their cars and litterally try to push me into the side walls or hillside there!!! Some cam real close to hitting me. Meanwhile I try to explain my car is breaking down on me and

New Satin Babies!
We have new Satin babies born on November 08, 2006 to Jeana's Rome and VinnyJeana's Rome was a first time mom, and the babies have been through quite a lot! Born on the wire, fell out of the cage, you name it. But we managed to keep 7 of the 9 alive. Mom and babies are all doing great! Rome just loves to dote on the babies now. Here they are!

My Chosium's Prince
A mystical breeze Blowing in my hair The magical scent of the ocean's sea Pale moonlight I now approach your castle Tintagel My Chaosium's prince Opens the doors Awaits for our forbidon love Love that was never meant to be Uncontrolled my soul still traveled to the one I dream of A liquid filled bottle I carry in my pouch Filled with a potion of love for you and me Together we will cheer our souls of meant to be I am the white hands Born of the kings and Queen's of blood Dukes before them A cruel spell of never meant to be Here I am Enchantress of love Claiming my prince who owns my heart and soul For we can not live or die apart Entwined together for life and death Forever a destiny Approaching your wooden castle doors You run to me embracing me in your arms Worlds apart We were never meant to be Strength to remain strong Passion's that are meant to be Unlike Tristan and Iseult Forever together we will be No man can destroy this force filled love betwee

A Bored Diatribe...
Well...Here's some crap I wrote a while back... NOT FOR THE EASILY OFFENDED. Well...Not that it really matters... Have you ever seen the fat guy that'll stand next to the road holding a sign that says "will work for food"??? My old hometown has one now...There for a while he was standing next to the entrance to Wal-Mart, beside Captain D's... Hold up a second, Barrell-Ass...You're what, 6 feet tall, probably weigh twice as much as I do, and dress like white trash in a ratty ass sweat-suit...What's wrong chubs, sell your food stamps for the carton of Newports you've got sitting next to your jacket? Newports cost over $5 a pack...and you've got an unopened carton next to you? That's what...Almost $60 sitting next to your shit? Maybe you should think of your stomach before making sure you've got your daily fill of cancer. That or I'm sure you can sell your sweatsuit...Go find a hesher that's still into the grunge phase, and tell him it's what Kurt was wearing when his brains hit

Brain Teasers
Brain Teasers 1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? 2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? 3. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How could you put all of this water into a barrel, without using the jugs or any dividers, and still tell which water came from which jug? 4. What is black when you buy it, red when you use it, and gray when you throw it away? 5. Can you name three consecutive days without using the words Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday? 6. This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual abo

God?
An 89-year-old man goes for a physical. All of his tests come back with normal results. The doctor says, "Brian, everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?" Brian replies, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof, the light goes on. When I'm done, poof, the light goes off." "Wow, that's incredible," the doctor says. A little later in the day, the doctor calls Brian's wife. "Ethel," he says, "Brian is doing fine! But I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that he gets up during the night and poof, the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done poof, the light goes out? " "Oh my God!" Ethel exclaims. "He's peeing in the refrigerator again."

Random Updates
Blood and Ramen Noodles-Horrible Blood and Chocolate Mild-Bad Blood and Mt. Dew-Tollerable Blood and Ice Cream-Good Blood and Chocolate Syrup-OMG!! I got a tooth pulled...the last baby tooth. Yeah. It sucks. Uhh...random update of my life since...whenever. 11-6-06 Dad got an espresso machine. Yummy!! I had one this morning. Twas much good. Uhhh...Ok...from Thursday. I got my hair cut after Tech on Thursday. Maybe I'll have some pictures up later. I dont know yet. I havent taken any, really. Well, aside from some Signs for some people on Gaia. Sarah had a dance to go to Thursday night. I took her and went to Jeanne's. We talked about a lot of stuff. I even got my palm read! When we got home, I got to play psychologist. It turns out, Sarah's having some of the same problems I did in Middle school: people talking about her, liking the same guy her friend does, and just being a young teen. Also, her English teacher died from Cancer. So I'm playing therapist for Sarah and a

Ok All Listen Up Here
I have a new name on here as well now and will be here and there workin on gettin everything transferred to there but for all my friends and those that wanna add me as a friend and so forth here is the link to the new profile http://cherrytap.com/user/441487

Wake Me Up When September Ends
this is my fav. song from Green Day. Wake me up when September ends Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my fathers come to pass/ seven years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ summer has come and passed/ the innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ ring out the bells again/ like we did when spring began/ wake me up when september ends/ here comes the rain again/ falling from the stars/ drenched in my pain again/ becoming who we are/ as my memory rests/ but never forgets what I lost/ wake me up when september ends/ Summer has come and passed/ The innocent can never last/ wake me up when september ends/ like my father's come to pass/ twenty years has gone so fast/ wake me up when september ends/ wake me up whe

A Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR

The Old Days
The Bigotry of Worn-Out Stereotypes By Suzanne Fields "Americans are too racist for Barack/Americans are too sexist for Hillary." Says who? So says Benjamin Wallace-Wells, an essayist prominently displayed in The Washington Post. The headline makes the case that rednecks, male chauvinists and secret segregationists in the suburbs are insurmountable obstacles blocking the path to the White House for Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama. The Post puts no question marks after his assertions that the American public may not be ready for either of them to lead because of his race and her sex. But, perhaps thinking better of it, the Post added question marks in its online edition. But even as questions, these ideas are remnants of an out-of-date bigotry. They clearly don't apply to the senators from New York and Illinois, and there's growing evidence that they don't apply to anyone else, either. "Recent polls have found that the percentages of Americans who say they would not vote for

Never
Never will I let my guard down for anyone to break my heart. Never will I let my heart feel, for it only ends up broken. Never will I believe just words, when actions speak volumes. So don't try to ambush me and catch me off guard. Don't try to make my heart feel. Don't speak......just do.

A Kiss
An angel came to visit me last night and filled my room with such bright sunlight. This angel bent down and kissed me ever so tenderly upon my wet cheek. This angel came and sat upon my bed she/he whispered such soothing words in my ear and dried my sobbing tears instead. This angel whispered in my ear angel's are always here and they are always near to wipe away your sad tears. Remember when you are sad just call on me and I will come and comfort you and bring to you a smile:) instead....

Who Knows What To Call This One
I feel a storm raging in my soul an angry hunger out of control it feeds upon ones insecurities so intense it brings one to their knees the waves are crashing tossing me around I try to find solid ground then in one single flash a bright light appeared so calming it was you...... then without warning the storm reappeared and left me tattered and my soul shattered so now all that is left is this empty shell and I go back to my living hell

A Hug Means
What does a HUG mean to me oh it just makes my heart dance and sing. A HUG that is given to me makes me realise that I am liked and loved. A HUG makes me feel oh sooo warm inside keeping the chill outside. A HUG makes my worries seem less with other peoples thoughtfullness. A HUG can mean so many different things depending who the HUG is from. It is such a dark and cold world when a HUG is deprived from ME. It makes my world so cold and dark and everything seems so black and stark. So HUG everyone you like and love bringing them the sunlight back in their lives and keep the coldness away outside where it should Always Stay!!!

Prejudice Verses Racisim!!
Our connection to the Earth, each other, and future generations is central in understanding many of the problems we and the earth are facing. Facing Our Future: from denial to environmental action, Jim Cole Facing Our Future Together: a Trainer's Guide, David McMurray One Illness, Many Symptoms: Prejudices and Environmental Denial Might our difficulty with accepting diversity and our failure to respond to threatening environmental crises be related? The problem seems to be rooted in our definition of who we are in this universe. Are we a generation of people with a common language, here only for ourselves, to compete with each other and all other people and life forms for domination of this space and time? Or are we organisms that are deeply rooted in this ever-growing web of life that has been unfolding from the beginning of time? Do we dominate and exploit all those we find an advantage over, or do we accept and cherish all life forms, knowing that we are inseparable pa

Posted Missing...lol
Hi folks....just to let you know that I don't have an I.S.P at the moment, and can only get online by using my mates computer. I am not going to abuse the priveledge, so I will not be on very often. My new i.s.p. will not be active till the middle of december....till then ...keep the faith...hope you will all still be here when I get back online. cheers Adam

Uzume
Uzume, Goddess of Laughter Before the Cave of Heaven where Amaterasu Omi Kami, the Sun Goddess had hidden her radian face where all the assembled Gods and Goddesses had tried and failed to lure her out I stepped up to the Cave with utmost seriousness with grave determination with proper decorum and a lofty mien and with a bump and a bump and bump, bump, bump, bump lifted my kimono and revealed myself in ways that caused the mouths of the exalted ones to water and fall open Then I played puppet with my labia and paid myself a little lip service I heaved my breast over one shoulder then the other over the other and I landed on my backside with a bump and a bump and a bump, bump, bump, bump amidst the explosions of laughter and merriment of the esteemed crowd with breasted tied in a knot my legs spread like a welcome mat I called in the Spirits and offered them my body but they refused to take it The crowd howled and laughed as I continued my dance till Amaterasu Omi Kami couldn't stan

I Got My First Tattoo Today
So...i have been wanting to get a tattoo for awhile...and today i did it...it is so cute and i am so glad i got it...it is a lower back one with a butterfly....it is so cute and i just love it...lol....so take a look...

At A U-2 Concert. . .
At a U2 concert in Glasgow, Bono asks the audience for some quiet. Then in the silence, he starts to slowly clap his hands. Holding the audience in total silence, he says into the microphone "Every time I clap my hands, a child in Africa dies." A voice from near the front pierces the silence; "Well, stop fucking doing it then dude."

What Taror Card R You
You Are The High Priestess You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed. You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light. You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two. Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets. Your fortune: Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward. You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination. And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end. You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open! What Tarot Card Are You?

Yup More Of The Mushy Junk
Sweet desires that draw me in Makes me think sweet thoughts of sin To take you and hold you in my arms You smile and I fall for your charms You lead me into every lasting desire And now my loins burn with the fire For you have caught and held me true And heart and soul I belong to you And give myself freely to you alone You’re the one for whom my love is shown So take me and hold me as your man my dear You are the queen of my heart so never fear For what we have may be heaven it seems You’re the woman of my hopes and dreams By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Im Done
i received a phone call last night from my ex. informing me he was expecting half my family allowance for support for ryan who he has living with him. after i informed him that it was mine to keep til the government got the paper work straightened out on it. i told him they would then tell me i was over paid and and fix the account. well this sent him into a whirl wind of hate. if i were to give it to him now all that would mean is that when it was all said and done he would get the money twice because i know he would never reemburse me he turned very hateful at me. he informed me he was going out west and taking my child with him. i guess he doesnt know the meaning of dont piss a mother off. the threats he made against me blew me away. i am still in shock. he wont allow ryan to come here...the things i have at his house the my deceased sister gave me he will no longer let me have...hes told me i can have brandon until which time i have a man come into my home..then he will come

Snow Job
This is neat... > http://www.star28.net/snow.html > 1. Go to the above web site > 2. Type in your name (just your first name Or nickname) > 3. Be patient and wait a second (watch until the skiier gets to the end >of the run).

Soldiers Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

What Are Witches?
Witches can be many things...they can be loving, they can be terrifying, they can be lovers, healers, daughters, sons, mothers and fathers, brothers and sisters. Witches are not just women...they are men also. Witches are people who believe in the magic of birth and of death and of life inbetween. Witches believe that they are always learning and that they have the power to bend things to their will...in other words...they have the power to understand and make things happen. In a sense we are all witches...only some of us would rather keep it hidden or ignore it and others like myself are not afraid to try it on for size, let it shine, praise it and have pride in it. Most Witches believe in a Mother Goddess and a Father God rather than just one male deity or perhaps they only believe in a Mother Goddess or perhaps they simply believe in an entity that has no gender at all. Witches are as old as time ancient, but as new as tomorrow reborn. I think the most important thing about

Getting Worse
So me getting fed up is getting worse. The "I love you" messages and the "I miss you" messages are to much! When it's now pretty much coming from two people, not just the one, it's time for me to react. It's to the point where I don't know who I can trust around me and the person I'm with. We had such a good week this week and I don't want things to start going down hill because people can't leave the past, well past. So I suggest people do, that's all.

Argh!
I suspect that I am some sort of pond scum. You know, the kind that doesn't feel anything or express any emotion or have any sense of right or wrong. A humorless, stinky, floating mass of goo on the surface of one of those giant pools of raw sewage that you find at the water treatment plant or just off the Jersey shore.

A Witches Resolution
A Witches Resolution May I be as the one who weaves the cloth in a forest deep and hidden. May I sit at work uninterrupted. And may I remain an outcast if that is what it takes. May I know the seasonal procession in my spirit and in my body, celebrate cross-quarters, solstices and equinoxes. May each full moon find me looking upwards at trees outlined on luminous sky. May I hold wildflowers, may I cup them in my hand, may I then release them unpicked to live on in abundance. May my friends be of the kind who are at ease with silence. May they and I be free of pretension. May I be capable of gratitude, may I know that I was given joy like mothers milk. May I know this as a dog knows it in her bones and blood. May I speak the truth about happiness and pain in songs that sound the scent of rosemary as everyday and ancient kitchen herb strong. May I not incline to self righteousness or self pity. May I approach the high earthworks and the stone circles as a fox or moth and d

Some Quotes I Like...
These are just a few quotes that caught my eye (and mind) and I thought I'd share. Enjoy! "Anyone who clings to the historically untrue, and thoroughly immoral, doctrine that violence never settles anything I would advise to conjure up the ghosts of Napoleon Bonaparte and the Duke of Wellington and let them debate it. The ghost of Hitler would referee. Violence; naked force, has settled more issues in history than any other factor and the contrary is wishful thinking at it's worst. Breeds that forgot this basic truth have always paid for it with their lives and with their freedoms." -Robert Heinlein A pint of sweat will save a gallon of blood - Gen. George S. Patton I base my calculations on the expectation that luck will be against me. - Napolean Work fast, learn slow. Work slow, learn fast. - Maestro Ramon Martinez The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing. - Edmund Burke Those who for

A Kiss On Her Neck
this is for the hot and horney Erica i was not real sure what to do so i wrote 2 different things for her A Kiss Behind the Ear You will beg me You will want more You will shudder You will want it hard You will want it fast You will scream my name You will love it You will have multiples You will be flush You will be in exctacy And You will sigh with releif After I kiss you behind your ear

Getting Ready
I'm in the process of getting ready for work. After tonight I have off for a while again. I'll be busy though while I'm off. I'm gunna try to take pics in the forest this time when I go to my parent's house. My mom should be calling me tonight I think.. I don't remember. Anyway, Yea.. I'm excited to go to work. I've been having a lot of fun again. I still need to find another job though. We need the money. I do believe Steavie is spending the night tomorrow.. at least that's what I think she said in her comment lol. I should really call her and just talk to her. I feel weird asking her online in and informal way.. ya know? Ugh.. my hair needs to dry a lil faster. I can't mouse it til it's damp.. and it's still pretty wet. Judy I do believe is fixing my pants. My button flew off at Keeva's head one day lol. I got some buttons for it so hopefully they will work. I don't know if I'm gunna wear my spanx today or not. I love those fucking things. I just feel unmotivated t

Football: Christians Vs Pagans
Football: Christians vs Pagans Heard one night on Between the Worlds Radio, WIKA... Bob: For those of you who have just joined us, this has been one hell of a game! The Salem Witches, led by the ferocious play of Sven Gahrinnson, a huge Asatru defensive end, have taken a 21-14 lead over the Bethany Baptists. Sam:[b/] That's right, Bob. Sven's a force, but Bethany's quarterback Paul Damascus has been throwing passes with all the zeal of an evangelist passing out tracts on Judgement Day. Leading the Baptists' Fire and Brimstone offense, Damascus has been burning the Witches' secondary all evening. [b]Bob: Sam, now that was uncalled for... Sam: Hey, if the Witches hadn't put a spell on the referees they wouldn't even be in this game! Bob: And if the Baptists hadn't soaked the field with holy water, the Witches would still be able to use their running game, not to mention the third degree burns that Salem's tight end received. Sam: His name was Vlad! I'll bet h

33 Things To Do Not To Get Invited Back To Church
33 Things to do NOT to get Invited back to Church 1. During Communion, when handed the wafers, declare loudly: "No thanks, I'm a pagan." 2. When the minister invites the congregation to pray, pull out a drum and start chanting. 3. Make change from the collection plate. 4. During the sermon, keep raising your hand. 5. Keep referring to Jesus as "God's Bastard". 6. Get "the spirit". (This works best in Catholic or Southern Baptist venues) 7. While the rest of the congregation is singing "Michael Row the Boat Ashore" try to start rounds of "Row, Row, Row your Boat". 8. Ask if the communion wafers come with dipping sauce. If anyone answers "No" pull out a bottle of honey mustard. 9. Vomit. 10. Ask to sing in the choir. Pick your nose the entire time. 11. Same as #10, but spontaneously sing The Vatican Rag. (http://www.angelfire.com/ms/storybook14/VaticanRag.asp) 12. Bring the Sunday comics section. Read during sermon. Laugh out loud. 13. Same as #12,

You Know You're An Aging Witch When...
You know your an aging witch when... The ritual feast is puréed. Last Beltaine the coven decided it would be nice to go out to dinner to celebrate. The last time you tried to do a spiral dance your oxygen feeds got tangled. Viagra is kept in the coven supplies. The maiden of the coven is a grandmother. The ritual room is outfitted with defibrillators. The coveners drive their RV's to Scottsdale for Mabon. When you are at a festival you go to bed at sunset. It takes the whole coven to move the cauldron. The high priest still has a vendetta going against Richard Nixon. You find yourself using your pendulum over the stock pages in the newspaper. You tell an initiate that in your day you had to slog through 5' of snow uphill both ways when you did a Yule ritual. You drop your teeth in the ritual cup. At Samhain you see more of your coveners in the Wild Hunt than you do in circle. You put your athame in the chalice

My Monday
one more day...a short day too!! oh thank GOD. we get out at 2 pm tomorrow instead of 2:45 pm. and all i can say is "THANK GOD!!" cept i wont have anything to do when i get home anyway, my reasons for going to wilson are leavin tomorrow (aka hanging out wit reese and her bf...but reese leaves tomorrow) so i dont have a reason to jump the metro and go see zack (if he's there anyway). told rachel about him, she thought it was funny as hell to tell me he is too old. meh, dont have a chance anyway. everyone LOVED my hair! it was so funny to see people's reactions to the blue. my carpool (who didnt pick me up this morning cuz he was late) guy, zack s., stated that he now wants a gf who had her hair the same blue as mine. i laughed when he told me he was gonna make his next gf (whoever she is) call me and i get to dye her hair! it sounds like FUN! we had a class meeting today...i wish i could kill all the people who talk while the grade head is talking. it's so rude and it k

A Letter From A Second Grade Teacher To Pagan Parents
A Letter from a Second Grade Teacher to Pagan Parents By Anne Nonymus Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way. Although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain until then from doing any drawing. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends

Kitchen Bitch Lol
I got this in my e mail i wanted to share it I thought it was great.I hope you enjoy it. A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son say, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now....cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train.... cause we're going on down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two Hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will

Not Here To Pick Up People!!!!!!
Ok people send me shouts wanting to hook up with me alot!I tell them I'm taken already!Just like now someone on here that doesn't even know and not even on my friends list sends me a shout asking me if I like older men.Well yes I do but I'm already taken by one!!I'm not here to pick up anyone!!I'm simply here to make friends.NOTHING MORE!

Philadelphia Sugar Cookies
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 40 min Makes: 1 pkg. (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 cup powdered sugar 3/4 cup (1-1/2 sticks) butter 1/2 tsp. vanilla 2 cups flour 1/2 tsp. baking soda PREHEAT oven to 325°F. Beat cream cheese, sugar, butter and vanilla with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add flour and baking soda; mix well. Refrigerate 1 hour. SHAPE, bake and decorate as directed for each variation. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Enjoy your favorite foods on occasion while keeping portion size in mind. S'More Sandwich Cookies Roll dough to 1/8-inch thickness on lightly floured surface. Cut into 66 cookies, using 2-inch festive cookie cutters. Sprinkle half of the cookies with colored sugar. Place all cookies, 2 inches apart, on ungreased baking sheets. Bake 12 min. or until lightly browned. Cool on baking sheet 1 min. Remove to wire rack; cool completely. Spread bottom side of each of the plain cookies wit

No Bake Chocolate Cream Cupcakes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr 10 min Makes: 2 servings, 1 cupcake each 1/2 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided 2 oz. (1/4 of 8-oz. pkg.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 square BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, melted, cooled 1 Tbsp. powdered sugar 8 NILLA Wafers MIX 1/4 cup of the whipped topping, the cream cheese, melted chocolate and sugar until well blended. PLACE 2 of the wafers in bottom of each of 2 paper-lined medium muffin cups. Cover with 1 Tbsp. of the whipped topping mixture. Repeat layers. Top evenly with remaining whipped topping. Cover. REFRIGERATE at least 1 hour. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Enjoy a serving of this rich and indulgent dessert on special occasions. Jazz It Up Garnish with a sprinkling of unsweetened cocoa just before serving. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 300 Total fat 20g Saturated fat 13g Cholesterol 35mg Sodium 180mg

Easy-as-pie Lemon "meringue"
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 5 hr min Makes: 12 servings 35 NILLA Wafers, finely crushed 2 Tbsp. sugar 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter or margarine, melted 1/4 cup sugar 2 Tbsp. cornstarch 2-1/2 cups water 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Brand Lemon Flavor Gelatin 1-1/2 tsp. grated lemon peel 4 cups JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallows 1/4 cup milk 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Mix wafer crumbs, 2 Tbsp. sugar and the butter until well blended. Press firmly onto bottom and up side of 9-inch pie plate. Bake 5 min.; set aside. MIX 1/4 cup sugar and the cornstarch in medium saucepan. Gradually add water, stirring until well blended. Bring to boil on medium heat. Boil 8 min., stirring constantly. Remove from heat. Add dry gelatin mixes and lemon peel; stir until gelatin is completely dissolved. Refrigerate 1 hour or until slightly thickened, stirring occasionally. Pour into crust. MICROWAVE marshmallows and milk in large mic

Forgive My Fear
Forgive my Fear and the bleeding still as we walk in these moments together that I didn’t take the blows of life that I didn’t stand in the murders that I accepted defeat quit before you found me gave them the victory of breaking the spirit down forgive me m.e.j.

Can You Read This?
Subject: I can read it fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS...

Empty Walls
White Blank Empty Space How it stares at you in the middle of your breakdown The walls speak volumes to you just standing there Memories once filled the humble structure Now it lies there so vacant it hurts The tiles stare back once played upon in your early days People who knows who just people new ones are coming The sun sets on your dreams of having a house How do you fill that solid hollow? Loneliness seeps into the cracks and seals them tight Walk out the door never to return again Closing the pathway to your childhood home

Im Superwoman!
Your results:You are Supergirl Supergirl 90% Green Lantern 85% Wonder Woman 80% Superman 70% Robin 70% The Flash 70% Spider-Man 55% Catwoman 50% Hulk 40% Batman 25% Iron Man 25% Lean, muscular and feminine. Honest and a defender of the innocent. Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...

Relationships And More
for the past couple months a lot has been on my mind. luckily the guy i will talk about in this blog does not have cherry tap, therefore i can truly speak my mind HAHAHAHA btw i want feedback people cuz i am way confused so i was seeing this guy over the summer, from like april til september when he left for school. now... when he left for school all i said to him was "dont hurt my feelings" thinking that maybe hed get the idea right? let me give u a background... we graduated high school together, never really talked, then we hung out at a party, had sex, and there was our relationship.... that whole summer was filled with dates, parties, and sex. mostly sex. i kinda felt used but when i approached him with the thought he said never explained to me why and i felt convinced that he genuinely liked me. back to the problem: so hes at schoool. he called me a couple times, but we havent really kept in contact, i mean he is a deans list student with a very rough academic curri

I Have Butterflies In My Belly!!
Wow Im getting so excited now I feel like running around like a lil kid screaming. You never know what it is like when someone is gone and they finally come back to you and you feel like its your crush or something. Last time he was deployed like this I don't know it was so much different but he has been gone now for a year and last time I got to see him a couple times througout the year. My daughter right now doesn't seem to really understand it all that her daddy is coming home but I think once she can see him she will be thrilled as much as I am. All I know is its the greatest feeling in the world to have him finally come home to me after all this time. Wow I just needed to get all of that out of me!!

Comments
Every time i go to leave comments on my friends pages my computer is booting me from lost cherry so i am working on the problem and as soon as i can i will be leaving comments on your page until then i'm sorry and have a MySpace Comments Graphics

I Will Need A Charge!
Hey all, Well as much as I hate to admit it, my batteries will be running low on blitz Friday. I am working at Wal-mart from 2pm until 11pm Tuesday and Wednesday. Thursday includes a six hour round trip drive to celebrate Thanksgiving and then on that dreaded Friday I work 5am until 10am. I guess it sucks to be me! Anyone else in same boat as me?

Music
In today's reflection which I meant to post the other day I was going over how powerful music is. I've heard this stated differently before but do you have any idea how powerful the words of music are. They can make you think of someone you care about, they can make a bad day better or sometimes it's just a good way to relax and take a step back. I've found I really enjoy just listening to soundscapes when I want to do some deep meditation or some writing. Words are a powerful tool and should never be taken for granted. Of course they should never be used for purposes other than good but this can't be stopped. Just something to think about.

Poem
I’m scaring myself my heart is pounding in my head I’m wishing you were here, im wish I was dead I reach for the cabinet and open the door Take out the pills and spill them on the floor Poor me something to drink my thoughts bursting in my head Remembering everything that happened and all the shit that was said Im sorry for breaking your heart for not always being there Im sorry for always pissing you off and rarely acting like I care I waited all my life just to be with u Did everything I could and finally my wish came true But I hurt you so much it will never happen again Even though I got you, your heart I could never win I scrape the pills up holding them all in my hand Throw them all in my mouth struggling to stand I take the drink and swallows the pills Stumble to my bed and try to lay still I hear the door open and see your face I wish I could cough up the pills but its already way to l8 You rush to my side, you know something is wrong But you have no idea wh

Take The Test
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Moose!
I would always say "I never see Moose! Everyone says they see Moose all the time, and I've seen MAYBE two in my whole life!" You know "Moose"... Like the two "Canadian" Moose in Brother Bear, not the dude from the Archie comics. The other night, on my 12 hour drive from Grande Prairie to an oil rig out side of Grande Cache, I shit you not, I saw 30+ moose! It was like there was a McMoose Family Reunion or they were having their Winter Festivals and the meeting place was "The Highway". I saw baby moose, momma moose and daddy mooses! Some where wandering around the road (Maybe they like the "clicky-click" of their hooves on the pavement?) or trotting along side the road. Some were just hanging out in the ditch, while others were sticking by the tree line. They kinda just sneak up on you when it's as dark as 1 am up North, in the middle of no where. I would break and yell "BASTARD!" (Or the occasional "Shithead") when one was on or really close to the road. (Sorry for calli

Oil Change Instructions
Oil Change instructions for Women:1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change.2) Drink a cup of coffee.3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00 ========================================================== Oil Change instructions for Men:1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00.2) Stop by 7 - 11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home.3) Open a beer and drink it.4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands.5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car.6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it.7) Place drain pan under engine.8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench.9) Give up and use crescent wrench.10) Unscrew drain pl

Another 1 Kinda Short!!!!!................
I pick up the phone and dial his #....I hear his voive " HI baby" he says ...2 small words that can make me feel 3 million things.......we talk nothing special just us talkin..then he whispers baby...I love you.......and thats the beginning of the end for me..........I walk to my bedroom shed my clothes n close my door. I know where this is headed .. I want him as bad as he wants me......I hear him whis[ering tellin me everything I want to hear .. i can feel him doing everything I want him to do.........I can touch myself and I can beg him to make me feel more...Yes baby its your pussy omg and I so mean that everytime i say it........he whispers again i love you baby ......and i know it to be true......time after time he makes me cum screaming his name grasping for one ounce of reality. i begin to cum one more time hes there with me going right over the same edge I do ...its amazing how much i feel how much he feels.........then its like we fall right back into where we fit we talk w

Poem
How do I do this, how can I deal with the pain So many things is going wrong, so many losses with no gain So many mixed feelings, so many dark thoughts A never ending nightmare, with no lessons being taught You clouding my brain, hatred clouding my mind, My love clouding my heart, my hate clouding everything that’s behind What do I do, how can I make this end Do I take my own life, or let it go with the wind The sky is dark now, there is no place to go I don’t know what’s going on, and there’s no way to know I wish this would end, I wish I would wake So many things to wish for, nothing left to take This life is over, time to start a new No one left to start it with…..but wait…now there’s you… Ricky Dale Stone…. One life to live, one way to go No where to turn, y is there two roads No signs pointing, no hints to where they lead Nothing telling us what to do, no blood left to bleed No one here to help, does anyone even care Who thinks about me, who’s thought

Wtf!
It's time do do a spring cleaning a little early. I got people on my list who don't talk to me. I have rated a few people who didn't bother to return the favor. I post bulletins that very few read. If I have not rated u plz let me know and I will do so. If u care to stay and r going to talk to me plz let me know. I'm tired of sitting here trying to help people when I don't get it in return. Anyway I think I'm done bitching for now. L8er

The Kinda Guy Every Girl Dreams Of...........
Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. Im

This Is All About Me...........=o)
A Bitch is a Bundle of Contradiction An angel of truth & a dream of fiction A bitch is a bundle of contradiction She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse But will tackle her man alone in the house She'll take him for better, she'll take him for worse She'll break open his head & then be his nurse But when he's well & can get out of bed She'll pick up the teapot & aim for his head Beautiful and keenly sighted, yet blind Crafty & cruel, yet simple & kind She'll call him a king, then make him a clown Raise him on a pedestal, then knock him flat down She'll inspire him to deeds that ennoble man Or make him her lackey to carry her fan She'll run away from him and never come back But if he runs away, then she'll be on his tracks Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose She'll win you in range, enchant you in silk She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk At times she'll be vengeful, merry & sad She'll hate you lik

I Think I'll
skip my last class tommarrow, so I won't have to stay in this hell hole called marietta. I mean yeah I love the internet here, but its so damn boring other than that. I'll go back to my slow dial up(won't get DSL until next week)...but it's worth it. which means no leveling for me...I'll have to try and do that tonight... along with my 7 page paper.... oh well yay tommarrow hopefully will go by fast.

Where The Hell Have I Been?
Life is busy, and it's not getting any lighter. The girlfriend comes home tomorrow, and hecticness will ensue. I've had no real chance to write much in the past few days because of it, and little chance of anything like that happening over the holiday weekend. Little time to spend here, also. Between work hours, getting ready for the GF's return and other responsibilities I just don't have the hang-out time. Which kind of sucks, as I've met some nice people here and I'd like to meet more of you, or at least get on with the ones on my friend list more. Oh well. It'll all clear up in around a week, I think.

Love
Love...ummm not alot of people now what this means and i am one of them i have never experenced love first hand...and thats not all i havent experenced maybe one day i will fine someone but tell that day i will be all alone... :) *tears*

Someone Was Mentioning....
that all of my blogs are like negative...so who wants a fully boring positive blog.... alrighty then lets see... I'm happy a lot of the time, I just dont' always look like it. I have a wonderful boyfriend named David, and have 2 dogs 2 cats a bunny 2 hampsters fish and things like that. I love life, I couldn't live without my friends that's who sustain me. They make life possible to bear. David drove my car last night, it was funny....he's only driven one other time in his life, so I let him, it was late at night in the back roads, and he let loose. Pretty funny if you ask me. There was a cop behind us, so I made him pull over, I didn't want him driving near any other cars anyway. I went to Karen's house sometime over the weekend, and I jumped in her bed, he sheets are soooo soooo soft, I couldn't get out. And then David left us in the bed to go downstairs to talk to her mom. Sleep is limited for me now, just because I have so much to do without any time. And my

Is It A Full Moon??
Ok well tonight has just been strange at work!!Starting to wonder if it's a full moon out!Well first a guy is going through our dumpster.So we were looking up the number for the cops dispatch.Well I couldn't find it.So we had to call 911 to get the number.This bitch got an attitude with me cause the dispatch number was not in the phone book like it should be!By the time I got the number the guy was gone.So then after that we go to order pizza and I gave them the address and they say they don't deliver on this block after dark.I had to ask "So ya'll don't deliver to the hotel after dark?!?"When I've called several times before and they have always delivered no matter what time it was.So when the delivery guy showed up I had to ask about that.The girl that took my order thought we were the projects that's near us.Which I can see why they don't deliver there.So I guess now we need to say the name of the hotel we're at instead of the address.It's just been one wierd night!!Then a very good

New Blog!
I am excited today!!! I have been doing nothing today but being lazy!!! it is my day off so i can!!! well i really dont know why i am excited i guess i just had to say that to get peoples attention!!! hahaha!! anyways i just had to start a blog!!

1000 Marbles
The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of tho se lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom-ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom

Original Poetry
Your Mark Conventions are the ties that bind, from new sensations keep me blind. Withhold from me no more the pleasure, of this pain I've grown to treasure. Exquisite pain...I seek release, send tremors through my body. Then leave your mark for all to see, that I might be set free. Your nails run deep across my skin, they leave behind their sensual trail. To be followed by your hungry bites, lasting long into the night. So when this night of passions over, and the heat of lust subsides, I'll trace those marks and reminisce, reminded of pains pleasure. Kevin F. Dustin

Original Poetry
Bound and Gagged Bound and gagged on bent knees silent. Her Master’s pleasure she awaits. He enters in, her message sent, that she might try his pleasure sate. Her Master loosens cords tied tight, removes the gag between her lips. He reaches over, turns on the light, that he might see curvaceous hips. She lays back down on satin sheets, caressing hands’ cross silken thighs. Her fingers linger where her legs meet, coaxing out her pleasured cries. He takes her loving hand in palm, then suckles on her moistened fingers. Though lust grown strong he remains calm, entranced by that loving scent which lingers. With one quick move this trance he breaks, he reaches up and grabs her hair. In his mouth her tongue he takes, until her mouth is swollen fair. Kevin Dustin

Original Poetry
Submission Earned Sounds that echo in the night Reminds her of the silence Filtered through her blinded sight And heightened in defense Goose bumps risen, hair on end Shivers up and down her spine Senses on alert ascend Adrenaline rush of fear sublime Flinching in anticipation Of the pain which she so craves Welts rise slowly, one by one Her body, heart and soul enslaved These marks a tribute to submission For a price paid very dear Though falsely assumed to be freely given ‘twas his earned trust which finally conquered fear Kevin F. Dustin

Untitled
Everywhere I look today, all I see is lovers and yes I do take pleasure in the happiness of others but of the people out there, you'd think somewhere there'd be someone out there somewhere who's meant for only me Yes I've had relationships, and from them only pain sorrow and heartbreak time and time again mostly I'm happy for the people deep in love for those who go together like a hand fits a glove but sometimes the loneliness just gets to be too much I lie awake at night dreaming of a lover's touch and sometimes it's so bad I wanna break down and cry if others can find love well then why the hell can't I? It's just not for me is the only conclusion I can come to or maybe everything people have said my whole life is true I'm ugly and I'm worthless, I won't amount to anything I'll spend the rest of my lonely days making fries at Burger King Does she even exist or can there really ever be someone out there somewhere who's meant for only me? Right now I don't think so,

You've Been Tagged
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! ~This is courtesy of MS NYMPHO, so anything for you sweetie!!! 1. I grew up IN A FAMILY OF 8 2 GIRLS 4 BOYS 2 PARENTS AND OFTEN A GRANDPARENT, UNCLE ,COUSIN, FRIEND ~~ VERY CROWDED!!! 2. I have been married ONCE NOW NOT HAS ITS GOOD POINTS AND SOME BAD 3. I HAVE ONE CHILD ~~ I ADORE HER~ THEIR ARE TONS OF PICS OF HER ON MY SITE 4. I have A LOT OF FRIENDS HERE ON CHERRY TAP BUT REALLY KNOW VERY LITTLE ABOUT MOST. THAT IS WHY I AM FILLING THIS OUT~ HOPEFULLY SOME OF MY FRIENDS WILL FILL THIS OUT AND I WILL GET TO KNOW THEM BETTER 5. My biggest pet peeves BULLIES AND JUST ARROGANT ASSHOLES 6. My dream is TO BE RICH ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MY D

Feel Great
Things are turning around for me. Turns out that the hardest part of being here is not being somewhere else. Im starting to accept that fact. All these fantasies ive had in my head for as long as i can remember still haunt me but not as much. I know what i want in my life. Im working hard to get it. Just need to keep a better grip on reality and not this online fantasy.

Some Internal Wisdom To Share
written on my 21st bday the world around us dissolves to the touch of fear, expands to the heart of enlightenment. may the journey be fufilled, the thought of life surrounds a single stepping stone to the expansion of the mind. fear not , fear exceeds all recongnition, all placement and all hope. fear itself is home, the thought our existence, unknown. to master fear, is to understand the contentment of it.

Life Is About
Life is About Some of us wonder what life is about Many question what life can be One has to think what the possibilities are So ask yourself "What about my life" Some not concerned about life Then if so Why so much lying, killing, backstabbing, and cheating Why so much inequality, no unity, so much deceit, and violence If this is how you want life Do it The ignorance of another's Mind only bring more than one can bare The negligence of not wanting something better Some fail to know what life is all about Why you want to live backwards The experience of life is not promise So ask yourself what is my purpose So ask Look deep down inside to know the answer

Leo
Leo I size everyone up when I first meet them I cannot help it must be in my nature Or in my training or in my lifestyle You’ll know it when it happens, it happens of course I heave out my chest and look into your eyes Reach out my hand for a shake A shake that is surely stronger than yours As I wonder what would it take to put you on your ass When it comes to the ladies I am no different After a glance at your chest and a look in your eyes I show a confidence that is surely stronger than yours As I wonder what would it take to get into your pants Competitive nature and confidence for sure On the highway, in the park, or at the store The animal inside me is ready for the chore I was born in August, I am Lion, hear me roar

Hi
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

America
Kudos To Whomever Put The Following Together. " AMERICA !" Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America , we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls. If all of our structures came crashing down; It would still be there, safe and sound. Because pride and courage can't be destroyed; Even if the towers leave a deep void. We'll band together and fill t

A Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step foward now, you soldier, How shall i deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Cant always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasnt mine to keep... Though I worked alot of overtime, When the bill got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at time I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unwomanly tears. I know I don't derserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me here, Except to calm thier fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't

A Christmas Story
Christmas Poem Twas the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight i did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and bagdes, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, once i could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room is such disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Vurled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the familes that i saw this night, owed thier lives to these so

The Class Trip
The Class Trip A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses. When it was time to take the children to the bathroom it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one, holding on to their "wee-wees" to direct the flow away from their clothes. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying not to show that she was staring the teacher said, "You must be in the 5th grade." "No, ma'am", he replied. "I'm the jockey riding Silv

Holidays & Life
Well it is almost thanksgiving again. which means black friday is also real close. I will be on the road to get my son which suites me fine. I will stay away from all stores on that day. I am not crazy enough to go near any store even for those good deals since I am not going to get in the mobs. With black friday near it means christmas and the new year are close to follow. This year again has flown by. Still seeking a job in my Information technology and still doing my Bachelor degree. I know most people like to give thanks around this time of year to their friends, family, and health. I personally like to save my thanks for nature and all the blessign that it give us all year long. I still am working on my own special web page and working as many hours as my job can give me with still doing my schooling. I may be burning my candle from 2 ends at one time but that dont include my personal reading, My web page thoughts/designs, house work, and tryign to find my center. I pe

Is This What Life Is About??
Sorry I haven't been around in a while. Things are rather on the hectic side here. Today was my daughters 15th b-day. I'm still in shock over it!! My baby that about turned me inside out is 15!! This is the same baby that had to decide to be late in being born and had to be huge!! This is the same baby that made me realize that there would be no more children!! My world, and my life is 15 today!! It's just amazing to me. Well, my mom is in the hospital. She's been in ICU for a week now. They intubated her on Monday, and will only keep the tube down her throat for another week, before they have to perform a tracheostomy. They've been trying to wean her off the oxygen, but when they do things go wrong, and they have to cut it back up. This has happened before, and she was able to wean off, but we're just not sure about this time. I've been going back and forth to the hospital every other day for a visit. It's only a 45 minute drive, but the drive back is the hardest. So, I did some r

Nymphomaniac Convention
Nymphomaniac Convention A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Boston." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs. Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well," she explained, "one popu

Thank You Kerry For The Idea
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Why Old People Should Not Have Babies!
Why Old People Should Not Have Babies! With all the new technology regarding fertility recently, a 65-year-old woman was able to give birth. When she was discharged from the hospital and went home, her relatives came to visit. ''May we see the new baby?" one asked. "Not yet," said the mother. "I'll make coffee and we can visit for a while first." Thirty minutes had passed, and another relative asked, "May we see the new baby now?" "No, not yet," said the mother. After another few minutes had elapsed, they asked again, "May we see the baby now?" "No, not yet," replied the mother. Growing very impatient, they asked, "Well, when can we see the baby?" "WHEN HE CRIES!" she told them. "WHEN HE CRIES?" they demanded. "Why do we have to wait until he CRIES?" "BECAUSE I FORGOT WHERE I PUT HIM, O.K" Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

How To Keep From Getting Sick
How to Keep from Getting Sick Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and He could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions s

Signs That You Are Too Drunk
Signs That You are Too Drunk You lose arguments with inanimate objects. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. Your job is interfering with your drinking. Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alchohol stream. Your career won’t progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. You sincerely believe alchohol is the elusive 5th food group. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence? I think not! Two hands and just one mouth.. - now THAT’S a drinking problem! You can focus better with one eye closed. The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. You fall off the floor.. Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. At AA meetings you begin: ‘Hi my name is.. uh..’ Your idea of cutting back is less salt. You wake up in t

More Reasons To Be Thankful
WOW, this was one messed up night... First I get a phone call from my pastors wife telling me that their outside building was broken into last night as they were sleeping, which by the way is near to their bedroom windows. They never heard a thing. Then as she's telling me the details about what happened, I get another phone call from Tishaunda & Sarah telling me they were at Kroger and their car wouldn't start and was stranded and needed me to come get them to take them home....so I grabbed on some decent clothes and got the Girls ready and off we went...... I took them home and on my way back A police cruiser pulled out in front of me with his lights on, nearly causing an accident.....and So I just assumned he was in a hurry (obviously) so I continued heading home. Just as I turned onto the street I take to cross over onto mine there were Cops EVERYWHERE! People were out, running on foot up and down the street, I had no idea what or where they were going. The police officer that almo

A Rare Condition
A Rare Condition A man and woman are seated next to each other on a plane. After takeoff, the woman violently sneezes and excuses herself to go to the bathroom... so the man stands up to let her out. She returns, and 15 minutes later she sneezes again big time, and again excuses herself to go to the bathroom. She returns again, and immediately sneezes, excusing herself to go to the bathroom. The man, a little tired of jumping up so often...asks her: "You keep sneezing, what's the problem?" The woman replies: "I have a rare condition...every time I sneeze I have an orgasm." He says, "Oh... what are you taking for it?" She says: "Pepper." Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

Boo
Boo! Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the smiles and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to (maybe even a chuckle) We all need to smile every once in a while. Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

What A Man Should Know......ladies Dont You Agree?
Do you know what makes a woman special? Well I'm not an expert but let's see if I have the right idea..... > It's not always what you see on the outside... > It's not in the clothes she wears.. > It's not the size of her backside... > Or the what she does'nt wear.... > A woman can be alot of things... > A daughter,a mother,a wife,a friend, or a fling.... But to me what makes a woman special is the beauty that God gave her on the inside and outside....Men spend a lot of time judging a woman by the way she looks....Thank God he made them ALL beautiful....But we should be looking in their eyes to see what they are really made of..They may come off as a b.t.h but deep inside there is the heart and soul of a very special person....I believe that all woman should be adored and loved because they are created with a piece of a man..therefore if a Man treat them wrong they are lacking respect for themselves... Always show every woman the respect they deserve.....because without them you

I'm So Bored!!
I'm so bored!! There is absolutely nothing to do in this sad little town! Good freakin lord it sux here!!! My man and I can't party tonight b/c we have to have our daughter to school in the morning, and we have no sitter, so we're sittin here trying to come up with somethin to do, but i am bored as shit!! any ideas????

Worth Reading
WORTH READING Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your wa

Sex And Love Poem 9-28-06
Sex and Love Sex and lvoe are two diffrent things sometimes people comfuse the two. Sometimes poeple confuse the two. Sex and love can be brought together and make a closer bond between people. Sex is just that sex, nothing more nothing less! Sex is how adults play and have fun. Many people have diffrent views on sex and love. As for me sex is just sex unless it si ment to bring a closer bond, a closer connection. Many people persicute others for their believe in sex is just sex. It is such a shame to see this. Sex and love are just two diffrent things!!

So
so here I am on Cherry Tap. I have to remember th thanks Autum Austin (again) for inviting me. I find the people here ALOT more open and friendly than anywhere else. To those o fyou out there: I am an open kinda guy. I will give MOST anyone a chance to be my friend. Don't play games with me, and I wont play games with you. Fair is fair...lol Well, I wish everyoen here a HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Until I hear from you all again....take care!

Five Random Thoughts
1) If you go sky-diving and your chute doesn't open, at some point between the time you realize that it's not going to open and the time your body smashes into the ground at a high rate of speed killing you to death, you will flap your arms and try to fly. 2) When an unexpected cataclysmic event happens to you, the words "OH SHIT!!!" just automatically jump out of your mouth. It's normal...it's natural...and there's nothing you can do to stop it. When the lookout man on the Titanic saw the iceberg looming in the distance, he said "OH SHIT!!!" and then radioed the captain. The captain looked out the window and said "OH SHIT!!!" and notified the crew. The crew all looked at each other, said "OH SHIT!!!" and headed for the lifeboats. And when the ship hit the iceberg, 2200+ passengers all raised up their voices in a collective "OH SHIT!!!" on impact.It doesn't matter who you are, and it doesn't matter if you've never even used that word before in your life.....you will say it. Trust

To?????
A Woman's Wrath Just think of the last person you hurt Sit back and wonder what she could done to you Hurting her One did not think of the outcome Don't ever underestimate her potential Never know what is hidden inside There could be so much pain Maybe the distrust of others The thought knowing you were the cause of the pain The fury inside the scorned heart Don't try to fix this The damage is already done Sometimes the hearts just won't one to feel the pain suffered The pain which was created by one One meaning the person who reflects the pain suffered Do you want to feel the pain? Maybe it's too much for you Some can't handle it Many don't want to feel it The woman's wrath is not to be played with Be careful the feeling is not wonderful

Thanksgiving
THE 10 RULES FOR THE BUFFET LINE AT THANKSGIVING DINNER 1. If you are allergic to anything, get the ingredients before the buffet table is set. Don't wait until you are in line and ask what everything is on the damn table! You will get punched in the head for that! 2. If you can't walk or are missing any limbs, sit your ass down until someone makes your plate for you. Dinner time is not the time for you to be independent. Nibble on them damn pecans and walnuts to hold you over. 3. If you have kids under the age of twelve, keep them in the basement and bring their food down there. Tell them that they are not allowed upstairs until it's time for Uncle Butchie to start telling family stories about their mommas and papas. If they bring their ass upstairs for any reason except for that they are bleeding to death, I will break a foot off in their ass! 4. There is going to be one prayer for Thanksgiving dinner! JUST ONE! We do not care what you are thankful fo

Total Recall Bs...
..so I go to look at babyj's "work safe" bulletin & my "cropped head shot of TOTAL RECALL boobs" gets flagged, lol..even tho the boobs ain't showin'....what a crock o' horseshit, lol....at any rate, flag ol' bean too, he's one hot mofo!! If he wants to make "Cherry TAP safe"...Bleep THIS out and THAT out, oh and all the TWAT & DICK contests, flag them bitches on the bulletin board! I mean it's ALL ya see on there anymore & by bitches, I mean the contests, lol....you get the picture, hopefully & if not, NeverMIND, lol...ANNNYway CT friends, made a trip home this past weekend up to VA, had a great time and enjoyed seeing my kids. Even ruffled the ex's feathers for a few minutes. He had no clue it was me, thought his ass was in trouble till he realized it was ME, lol..you would've had to have been there! anyhow, just got back in a few hours ago. SO I'm take'n this BUSTED TOTAL RECALL ass of mine to bed, Goodnight my friends....*hugzzz*....

Life
Well what does experiance hold for us as a mass?I personaly dont have the answer to this,but it that very question helps me find my own path.Ok so we have time while we are here to learn experiances personally or learn them from a third perspective,either being a friends input on a situation or a book we have read,or even seeing it happen face value.What ever the lessons are that we need to know,they as in those experiances will teach us the fact of life.Yet I still bring this single topic up to people I know or have just meet.They all have the same response in there own way,which is silence or an unwavering change of subject. Why are we all affriad of the truth,or even more affraid of the train of knowledge that wistles by our sleeping conciouseness.I dont know about you reader but I hope one day I will find myself exploring time and experiance with another sibling as comfortable with the fact that we all have a limited amount of time here.So I hope to find this over romantic soul

Are You: In Love, Lust Or Married?
LOVE......................when your eyes meet across a crowded room. LUST.......................when your tongues meet across a crowded room. MARRIAGE............when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. LOVE......................when intercourse is called making love. LUST.......................all other times. MARRIAGE............what's intercourse? LOVE......................when you argue over how many children to have. LUST.......................when you argue over who gets the wet spot. MARRIAGE............when you argue over money. LOVE......................when you share everything you own. LUST.......................when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. MARRIAGE............when the bank owns everything. LOVE......................when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. LUST.......................when the relationship is over if you don't climax. MARRIAGE............what's a climax? LOVE.................

Not Safe For Work
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity *Images of your butt or chest that do NOT include a face *Drug related Images In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Cherry Stash entries and Blogs. We realize that we may not catch everything right away, and this is where the community can help us all out by flagging inappropriate content when they see it. Let’s keep CherryTAP a fun and clean place to hangout! (from the desk of Scrapper)

Poem
You lick my sack, I’ll lick you clit I’ll rub your back, you suck my dick I’ll slap your ass and pull your hair You bite my neck and kiss my ear I’ll fuck you gently, I’ll fuck you slow Fuck you fast I dunno I’ll make you scream, make you nut Rub your legs and grab your butt You on top, turn around I’ll fuck you up, fuck you down Make you sweat, make you moan We’re both here all alone Lights turn off, you turn on Candles lit, turn off the phone Go up your shirt, remove your bra Unbutton your pants and watch them fall Fuck all day, fuck all night Fuck you hard with all my might Never sleep, no time to rest Kiss your neck and grab your breast Stick it in, stick it deep I’m all your, yours to keep Wear you out, beat it in Sleep tonight and begin again

Code Word For Sex
A husband and wife decided they needed to use "code" to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter. One day the husband told his five year old daughter, "Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter". The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child went back to tell her father what mommy said. A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now." The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewriter, he already wrote the letter by hand."

Be Carful With Your Donkey
> > > > > > An old man, a boy & a donkey were going to >town. The boy rode on the donkey & the old man walked. As they went along >they passed some people who remarked it was a shame > the old man was walking & the boy was >riding. > > The man & boy thought maybe the critics >were right, > so they changed positions. > > > Later, they passed some people that >remarked, "What a shame, he makes that little boy walk." > > They then decided they both would walk! >Soon they passed some more people who thought they were stupid to walk > when they had a decent donkey to ride. > So, they both rode the donkey. > > Now they passed some people that shamed >them by s

Spicing Up Sex Life
A frustrated housewife decided her sex life needed spicing up after 20 years of marriage. After her husband went to work she slipped out and went into a lingerie shop and picked up a pair of crotchless knickers. She went home, tarted herself up and donned the new garment and selected a short skirt to go with it. She greeted her husband when he came home from work and sat across from him after she prepares him a drink. She slowly spread her legs,and in a husky come f**k me voice says "Honey, would you like some of this?" The husband looks between his ageing wife's legs and lets out his breath, looking up at his doting wife replies, "HELL, NO! Look what it's done to your underwear."

Men
how is it men can make u feel like u mean the world like u mean so much then they have a way of smashing ur feelings and throwing them back in ur face and makin u feel like shit i dont get it, u try and give them every thing u can ur affection ur love ur heart every thing u can ur willing to do anything for them but they never do the things u ask then or u wish theyed do. or mabe its just me, im not a person who locks away her feelings im to open i guess, and i set my self up for all the pain, lol i dont know im in a world of hurt and confusion. lol some how ill get over it no worries

Poetry
Well I have this confession you see I have this obsession with which my lover I keep blessin’ I am The Head Master. You know my skills are strong oh yes my tongue is long and you know you won’t go wrong with The Head Master. As your spot I lick and I make it oh so slick with your cum and my spit you’ll know I am The Head Master. When your toes do curl just as your juices unfurl in waves that can flood the world remember, I am The Head Master. So if with posers you are tired of messin’ and your lack of climax has you stressen’ you can receive an orgasmic blessin’ from The Head Master. By: THICKA

Deb Wants To Kill Me Next Semester...
She keeps throwing around words like "huge autobiographical triptych," "graduate thesis," and "graduate show" in regards to my 202 class that'll be more or less an independent study with her next semester. I love Deb. She's my hero. Even if I do tell her to shut up a lot. :)

Sexxi Eyes Contest!!
I am now in a contest fot the most sexxiest eyes contest!! Look in the bullitins and please vote for me!! The more comments the better! I appreciate all the help!! This is my first contest and I need lots of luck! !!Love ya cherries!!

Babydoll
This is for my love. She recently told me that her son broke or messed his one Tickle me Elmo. So I told her I would replace it an she said she would love the new TMX Elmo. Well I did what I could (specially for it being 10 yrs later an it being the hottest toy out again) I did what I could, got my broken ribs an what not along the way (LOL JK). I found one for a fair price (being I heard how high some are going for) on Amazon.com. Ordered it an BAM its sitting in my hands now. Now I just need to get it to her. Now next its onto her gift :P.

My Day
think of this...day off. happy i am. made a new friend. good coffee. good weed. so now, my computer (and oddly my boyfriend) both have some kind of bug. hey, i am new to this cyber world, i still listen to vinyl! why would a window (i.e "my space") close when you try to log in? PLEASE HELP TEACH THE TECH CHALLENGED!!!

Dirty Writting ... Sorry !
We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing you will soon explode... your orgasm is cumming and I taste your juices beg

Please Help Clean Up The Site!!!- Mike's Bullitin!!!
He heard us!!!!!!!!!!!!! please help us keep cherrytap work safe! date: 2006-11-20 16:13:19 i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views. again, please help us clean up the site by keeping the slutty ass/cleavage/underwear/whatever shots out of your primary photos. -mike

Just A Old One
Can dreams come true ? Thoughts and dreams carried on the winds of my mind Desires that stir the soul and my passions for a rare find One who is all things sweet and true I seek who gives my soul a voice and can hear it speak One who knows I am flawed and can be wrong One who is the music in our sweet song One who can make the day bright just with her smiles One who make all distances seem like they go on for miles One I want to draw near and get lost in her eyes sweet gaze One who makes my heart soar on wings with her praise In my thoughts and dreams she waits there for me Can dreams come true ? Some day we will see ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

More New Songs!
Last week I was in a spaced out mood, so I worked out: - Rocket Man (Elton John) - A Space Oddity (David Bowie)* * You know, "Ground Control to Major Tom"... Both of these went over really well the two times I played them out... And just tonight, I broke down and figured out something more contemporary: - Lips of an Angel (Hinder) Cheers, Zepman

Lesson Learned
Desire’s Fires Wild desire’s my mind does seek Temptations of my flesh so weak A soul in torment longing for the unknown Conflicted conscience of all it’s been shown Trust destroyed vows taken in vain Lost in the past the tears do rain Unwilling to tread the cutting path Knowing I face the scorned ones wrath Two who suffer pain they never earned I can’t change the course of one I spurned Hurt is due the one who my affection did alienate Lost is the driven soul so detestably full of hate Never to be at peace in this world or the next A curse placed upon a heart an immortal hex Never loving and never free to love true Cost of the past coming long over due A desire to bring nothing but hurt and pain Torture from one soul driven insane Knowing a love that it can never have in this life Knowing no one wants to call her wife Lies that murdered trust and killed all I held inside A path that was chosen that is long and wide The easier softer way of fleeting desi

Music
"Anesthesia" by Type O Negative Like a flash of light in an endless night Life is trapped between two dark entities 'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun No way to prepare, impending despair Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose" Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret I pity the living, envy for the dead Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch, will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser World reknowned failure at both death and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Opti

Long Gone And In The Past
A Bit Of The Poe In The Poet Once upon and evening dreary I sat pondering thoughts so eery so eery from forgotten days before notions of murder and nothing more suddenly there came a pounding in my head pain so deep and violent it made my vision turn red redder than the blood I longed to spill upon the floor splitting head ache only this that made my head so sore staggering to the bathroom medicine cabinet looking as I searched hard for an aspirin tablet blood red visions in my head even yet that I abhor realizing that I'm punishing myself and nothing more away evil thoughts! I did scream as if caught within a dream unable to extract myself from visions of murder of the whore for a hatred had filled my mind with only this and nothing more who in my thoughts lie there dead red blood pouring from her head satisfaction found at the end of the evil whore whose death I desired only this and nothing more swallowing the aspirin's down with some wate

To A Beloved Friend John Wolver
ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND SOMETIMES IT HARD TO WRITE THE WORDS THAT YOU, MY DEAR, SHOULD SEE. OR SAY THE THINGS THAT YOU NEED TO HEAR. OR BE AS I SHOULD BE, YOU GROW SO FAST AND LEARN SO MUCH ITS HARD FOR ME EACH DAY TO SAY OR DO JUST WHAT IS BEST TO HELP ALONG THE WAY! SHOULD I BE SILENT OR GIVE ADVICE? SHOULD I ANSWER YES OR NO? SHOULD I CONTROL-SET MANY RULES OR SIMPLY LET YOU GO? ONE THING IS CERTAIN-I'LL MAKE MISTAKES AND SOME WILL SEEN HARD TO MEND BUT NOTHING ELSE SEEN CLEAN RIGHT NOW KNOW THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME AS YOUR FRIEND!!! YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME

Another Though Heart Break
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

Sex Poem
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be t

30 Dirty
The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? Saturday LOL gimme a break its winter! 2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? working 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? CherryTap 4. Are you any good at math? Hell No 6. Do you have any famous ancestors? No 7. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? Yes. 8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? Yes 9. Last thing received in the mail? Bills 10. How many different beverages have you drank today? water, diet dr pepper and monster... so 3 12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine? Yes . 13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to? I don't recall 14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? sometimes 15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? I would have said the same as Paul and said all 4 wisdom teeth, but then the dentist cut a hole in my mouth

Another Old One
They say patience is a virtue and I think I have enough I trust in god to take care of you when the going gets tough I can not help but miss the words that you have shared To me it has been like knowing that someone out there cared I so love all the things you write and think your talent great I hope to find some on the computer to which I can relate In all the things that you face I hope this you will know I think of you every day Wishing you well where ever you may go For in this land of cyber space none so ever touch Me the way that you have and came to mean so much I just want to make your world as great as you have made mine Someone like you in this world is truly a rare find The funny thing for me is that for your looks I no longer care I found the greatest treasure is what's inside you there I found the soul that touches mine and makes my spirit sing I can face all there is to come because I know this one thing In you I have found someone who I can't replace I

Survey Of The Day
1. WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT? CHERRY TAP 2. What color of shirt are you wearing right now? TAN KENNY CHESNEY CONCERT SHIRT 4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8? NOPE 5.HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW 'IN REAL LIFE'? 3/4'S 6. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? FYRE, FEL, BUGGIE, BITCH, ETC ETC 5. Do you have a pet? 2 CATS 8. WHAT'S YOUR DAD AND MOM'S MIDDLE NAME? DANIEL AND LESLIE 9. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED? I FORGOT 10. NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES? 1) MONEY 2) ID 3) CELLPHONE 11. WOULD YOU RATHER GIVE OR RECEIVE A FOOT MASSAGE? RECEIVE 12. NAME A TEACHER YOU HAD THE HOTS FOR! NONE 13. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW? NO POCKETS.. IM POOR 14. WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL List? COLTON 15. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE? LEAVE THE PIECES- THE WRECKERS 17. What were you doing at midnight two nights ago? SLEEPING 18. How man

Written Of A Poker Game Gone Bad
ROTTEN LUCK RON They say unlucky in cards, lucky in love ! Well then I better get laid if push comes to shove. For it has long been said of love of this kind . You could get hairy palms and would go blind . I should have known better than to sit down with sharks but then what could go wrong these cards had no marks It's just a friendly game between me and few friends we play just for the fun, We don't count the loses till it ends So begin we did just three of us there to start the rest had not arrived yet lacking the heart twenty five each in the chips to play we took Bubba counted it out and wrote down in the book We antied in and started the friendly game this time it was different yet some how the same the same place, the same people and the cards I brought I'd find out soon that it's not the cards if luck is for naught first play was done and Bubba and I both lost the hand Go figure stone face Sandi to win yet again cool and collected she sits

War On Terror
I have been involved in the War on Terror in some way shape or form for a couple years now. I have seen a number of sides of it and experienced more than most. And here is my conclusion. The United States is committed to fighting War on Terror, just not committed to winning it. We are dumping countless dollars and resources into the War on Terror, but we aren’t making very much headway. Yes, we kill bad guys everyday, and we send out patrols, and fly UAV missions, as well as have many, many boots on the ground. This shows that we are ready for the fight. However, we are not doing what we need to win. Whether it be lack of understanding of the culture, not having the correct training for the mission, making war fighting decisions out of political motives or not eliminating the dead weight we have bogged ourselves down. Most of the problems we experience, we create ourselves. And unfortunately because of the systems in place, it is difficult (and in some ways impossible) to corre

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: I like it rough babyDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Both is goodHow often do you like to have sex?: How often are you offering?Is sex a top priority for you?: It could beDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: Oh hell yeahHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Um, not much any moreHow do you feel about one night stands?: I've had someHow many one night stands have you had?: A fewWhat's your favorite position?: Bent over somethingWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: Anywhere is good with meDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: I wanna fuckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: YeahHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: As long as I wantDo you get off first or do they?: MeDo you like kissing during sex?: Yes I doDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: I moan at all sound levelsDo you p

Stupid Survey
THE PERFECT LOVER by ericbrownhis/her name?: a group of lettershow old would they be?: either around my age or olderwhat would there body be like?: prob a femaleshow tall?: tall enoughhair color?: if she wants towhat race would they be?: 2nd i hope, makes me faster lolrich or poor, or does it matter?: is this 2 questions in onestraight,or gay?: perferd to make me straight where it countsvirgin, or broke in?: there's a difference?big one or little one?: nonesit at home watch movies, or go out to the movies?: bothorder out, or go out to eat?: bothyou pay or they pay?: i paysmoker?: if we move fast enoughdrinker?: i don't want a dried up chickrecreational drug use?: there's recreational drugs?kids or no kids?: they have to be old enough to buy me alckywould they have a college education?: if they graduated college they wouldwhat kind of car should they have?: one with either 3 or 4 wheelsTake this survey | Find surveysPimp My Profile

Funny Little Survey
Just a few crazy questions!!! by ruthyWhat is your name?: JessieDo you go to church?: Sure as hell don'tBurger King or Wendy's?: Ohhhh Wendy'sPiano or bass?: Basscooking or cleaning?: You can do bothDo you believe in God?: Sure don't When is your birthday?: Every damn yearPepsi or Coke?: CokeNike or Reebok?: NikeSteelers or Lakers?: Yeah rightYankees or Boston Red Sox?: HmphhBAsketball or baseball?: Well baseball has men in tight pantsDo you like school?: I love it when the boy goes every morningDo you like singing?: If it is done wellDo you play an instrument?: Depends on what you define instrument asPrince of Bel-Air or Friends?: FriendsGospel or Rock?: RockWho is your favorite band?: Black SabbathDo you play a sport?: Just sex for me thanksAre you smart?: Uh, smarter than most of the people I knowWhat is your nationality?: HeheheWhat is your favorite color?: Black or ChromeWhat is your favorite holiday?: HalloweenWould you rather have a sister or a brother?:

Yet Another Survey
30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: the tv in the backgroundWhat was the last thing you ate?: prob foodIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: candy apple redHow is the weather right now?: freezing my balls off coldWhat color is your underwear right now?: whiteWho was the last person you talked to on the phone?: telemarketorThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: eyesFavorite type of food?: eatable kindDo you drink?: who doesn'tEver got so drunk you dont remember?: how stupid is that, how would i remember to answer, duhWhat color are your eyes?: blue or green, depending onthe time of yearSingle?: perhapsFavorite month?: toss up between oct. and dec.Last movie you watched?: KISS in concertFavorite day of the week?: one i wake up inAre you too shy to ask someone out?: sometimesHugs or Kissess?: depends on the partChocolate or Vanilla?: strawberryWhat books are you reading?: car and bike magsPiercings?: p

30 Things Survey
30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: Jimi Hendrix All Along The Watch TowerWhat was the last thing you ate?: Terriyaki NoodlesIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: ChromeHow is the weather right now?: Cold as hellWhat color is your underwear right now?: What underwear?Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: Phone . . . Drac, Chirp . . . JudyThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: HairFavorite type of food?: Either Mexican or ItalianDo you drink?: Drink What?Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: I can't remember if I have or notWhat color are your eyes?: BrownishSingle?: FatallyFavorite month?: JulyLast movie you watched?: RushFavorite day of the week?: SaturdayAre you too shy to ask someone out?: NopeHugs or Kissess?: KissesChocolate or Vanilla?: VanillaWhat books are you reading?: I just read Wicked not long agoPiercings?: A few, had more lost themFavorite movie?: DogmaAny pets?: A few

More Dreams
Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can do is sit and wait Sit for hours second rate Behind the wall of distant glass It drags on slow and never fast Till in this place I see you near The one I always hold so dear The one who touched my heart and mind The one who is the greatest find Now I see there is more I need my heart for one alone does bleed Loneliness does surely grow I wonder if inside you know The hold you do have on me And how these eyes do truly see One I can never ever hold I think of waiting till I am old It would be worth all to hold one time And feel the joy one moment sublime Where I could gaze into those eyes And know the wonder and surprise But this is just what can not do I need the touch from only you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Friends......................................
2006-11-20 19:28:25 This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your soda drawer with their foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend t

Beats Of Heart
Her mind tries to calm her body. Each mile the plane moves taking her closer to her love. She never expected to find this kind of love, the friendship that grew from a few simple words, had grown into a love, and now it was becoming real. She is so excited, so filled with the passion that grew between them, but so afraid. What ifs keep coming into her mind. What if their meeting fails, could she smile again knowing that she would never see the love he typed to her, or the way his spirit seems to wrap his arms around her when she is lost. What if. The gentle glide of the plane as it lands brings her back from her deep thoughts, only a few hours to keep breathing, until she sees the man she has grown to love. They plan to meet for dinner. Hes told her where, and time, her body grows more excited with each passing minute, does he feel the same, is he as nervous of this, there first meeting. Will he smile the sweetest smilt as she moves towards him, will she know without

The Value Of A Broken Heart
The value is such as it is seen Nothing known when one is green For only the pain can let us know The cost of love that to show A heart that breaks for lack there of Missing the gift from heaven above For nothing does part but love lost The loss is such beyond all cost Only the soul that aches so true Can appreciate a love found new One who knows it may pass away Will cherish the gift each and every day A fragile thing love will always be Something beyond all who can see Dreams may come true not once but twice A miracle when the heart turns to ice Cold and unforgiving what hate did destroy Lost in the pains forgotten all joy What may revive a heart turned to stone When love has fled and left one alone Only another that sparks forth the fire And is held with true deepest desire Longed for and cared for as no other before With love that lost and was no more The value is known through broken heart For only such love is never to part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Words Of Passion
She holds him close, never far from her heart. There love wild and strange, controlled in each others mind. Neither have touched the other, only used words, words of love, passion, friendship. The kind that only they might understand. Each morning they wait to meet, in this place known as cyber space, each dreams of how the other feel, how lips burn in passionate kisses. Friends, but so much more. Over years there love grows, patience and understanding so very important, treated like a real love affair. So very intense, and always filled with a love unexplainable. In sleep, her dreams let her fly to him..let her touch his precious body. In dreams there lips meet, with kisses so sweet.. Their bodies become one, passion flows, but then daylight brings her dreams to a stop. A dream, how can she feel so warm, so full of love if it is only in dream. And she waits, waits to see his name, to see him call her sweetness. Dream, no, never, they are to close to not be real.

Busy Night
Well when i got in, i thought there was a bit f a frosty reception from the new female chargehand because i didn't say yes to covering saturday. Well that soon disappeared but i don't think she was too happy for going to the other depot we have to cover. Still we all get paid the same, so she has no choice. Though the way the night went i think i'd sooner have changed with her and let her stay. Damn did it end up a busy night for some reason, still I'd sooner have it busy that waiting around for work. So the ride home was good, caught all the traffic lights on green and hardly any traffic, just wish it wasn't so cold. Then again it isn't winter yet and it will get colder LOL. I suppose i should get back to programming but i think i'll leave that till later, after some sleep. I am just not in the mood at the moment. Of course if it was a job or i was dependant on it then things would be different. As i don't then i can leave it for a few hours when i will be refreshed and start wi

Quizes
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 137 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to t

Ok My Last One For Awhile
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: offering?Is sex a top priority for you?: depends with whoDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yeaHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: are you offering again?How do you feel about one night stands?: keep it up and i'll take your offerHow many one night stands have you had?: a few, i was a carny lmaoWhat's your favorite position?: a sexual oneWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: with a femaleDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: bothHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: who hasn't, oh yea you, prudeHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: as long as i canDo you get off first or do they?: is this a trick questionDo you like kissing during sex?: biting count?Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: never p

Magick
MAGICK is …… ….“the Highest, most absolute, and most divine knowledge of natural philosophy, advanced in it works and wonderful operations by a right understanding of the inward and occult virtue of things; so that TRUE agents being applied to proper PATIENTS, strange and admirable effects will thereby be produced.” - The Lemegeton of King Solomon ….”the science and art of causing change to occur in conformity with will.” - Aleister Crowley

Questions...
WHY IS SHE SO INTRIGUING? WHY DOES SHE SPARK ME SO? WHAT MAKES ME WANT TO HOLD HER AND NEVER LET HER GO? WHY DOES MY HEART JUMP WHEN SHE NEAR AND SINK WHEN SHE IS GONE? HOW COULD THIS THING WE HAVE EVER BE DEEMED WRONG? WHY IS IT I CAN'T SHAKE HER OR LOOSE HER FROM MY THOUGHTS? WHY DO THEY SAY LOVE IS BETTER GIVEN OVER SOUGHT? I'D LOVE HER UNTIL THE END OF TIME OF THIS SHE SHOULD BE SURE. TO HER, LOVE IS A SICKNESS THEN I SHANT WANT BE CURED. I WISH FOR THE CHANCE TO LOVE HER MY WHOLE LIFE THROUGH. BECAUSE WITHOUT HER IN MY LIFE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO. AT TIMES, I'LL ADMIT, SHE DOES GET ON MY NERVES. BUT THE FACT IS RIGHT AS RAIN, SHE'S MORE THAN I DESERVE. I ASKED HER ONCE, TWICE, TWENTY TIMES WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE HER SEE, JUST HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS, THAT SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

Save Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM ENDING UP AN EMOTIONAL WREK IN THIS HOUSEHOLD....................... PLEASE LADIES I NEED TO GET AWAY FROMM THIS TURMOIL IN MY LIFE

First Day Of The Rest Of My Life.
So I am moving to Richmond once my lease is up in Jan. I need to know if it is truely not ment to be. My Son is in Richmond and I need to live closer to him. I love him. I miss him. I just don't want a large 'what if' hanging over me got the rest of my life. I want to know once and for all. And I am not going to be able to know for 100% certianinty that it is not ment to be unless I talk to Candi and try and work things out. I know we are good together. Atleast we were at one point and I need to find out why/how we got to the point of 5 months ago. I need to know if it is something Candi and I can work through or if it is something that we can't. But I can not find that out if I don't at least try. I am not worried about not having a wife when I move back if we are not able to work things out. And Candi and I have discused this that the main reason I am moving back to Richmond is to be closer to my son. He is my world. Candi and I have a lot to talk about it and our Marriage will no

Loneliness
Chatter, Sneezes, Laughs, All the things that are easy, Even for the daft. This is natural, This is fun, Being surrounded by everyone. Slowly but surely, Your voice becomes quieter, Whislt their laughter gets mightier and mightier. The attention dimmers, The light simmers, And darkness is all around you. "You're no fun" So it's begun, Loneliness has finally found you.

I Just Got My New Car....
at long last the car i have wanted since it came out is mine all mine.. hehehehe well and my hubbys of course but anyways .. i have a focus st 2 in bright orange theres a picture of one the same in my pics if ya wana see .. its so completely gorgeous i love it .. but im also petrified of it because its so fooking quick and the clutch is soooo sensitive ... but i will get used to it . !! and to top the week off im going to see pink in concert on sunday ...cant wait shes supposed to be brilliant live !! huurraahhhh !! xxx hope ya all having a good week loves and hugs xxx

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in th e cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldi

War Time Christmas Story
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty yea

Faithfully Resonate
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 Faithfully resonate When you are fearful, everything turns into something to fear. When you are hopeful, everything becomes a reason to hope. When you are angry, anything that comes along can feed that anger. When you are peaceful, the world around you begins to mirror your peace. What comes from the depths of your being, grows more intense and more concrete as it works its way outward. What you hold in your heart, you will see in your world. Though you may try to hide things inside, they surely come out in ways you cannot even imagine. If you wish to change what you appear to be, then change what you truly are. Hold in your heart a pure and authentic vision of all that you value most dearly. Choose carefully what has priority in your innermost being, for that is what shapes the world you experience. Build a solid, positive and fulfilling life within. And all that you know, will faithfully resonate with the person you choose to be. --

The Slippers
Murphy calls to see his mate Paddy who has a broken leg. Paddy says, "Me feet are freezing mate, could you nip upstairs and get me slippers?" "No bother," he says, and he runs upstairs and there are Paddy's two stunning 19 year old twin daughters sat on their beds. "Hello dere girls, your Da' sent me up here to shag ya both." "Fook off you liar!". "I'll prove it," Murphy says. So he shouts down the stairs, "Both of them, Paddy?" "Of course, what's the use of fookin' one?"

Epicourse!!!!
I am John Lucas, Bassist And Backup Vocals For A New Band Called Epicourse!!! Check Us Out At http://www.Epicourse.net which will redirect you to our myspace page PLEASE ADD US AND HELP US GO BIG!!!! will will have mp3's really really soon but if you cant wait im me at Fyrereigner on Yahoo and i'll be happy to send you a song or two THANK YOU!!!

Cancer
I spent all day at the hospital with my dad. He was found to have a cancer nodule on his left lung. After 4 hours of surgery he returned with 30% of his left lung removed. I got to see my uncle again, havent seen him in 15 years. Hopefully my trip to Virginia will take my mind off of it. I guess i'll see. -c

Free Vs Paid
Well it's not that simple! You might go: FREE stuff for me. Not a penny from my pocket! If i can get that for free, why shouldn't I? I'll take my chances and allow me to have another point of view. Free stuff: +it's free +can do the trick +sometimes you may find it really easy and right away -sometimes takes u couple of ours to find it -not always is what u're looking for. -most of the times, it has a catch. Paid stuff: +does exactly what u're looking for. +the price u pay works like a guarantee +you feel kind of secure, kmowing that u paid for it +you can ask for a refund if you're not satisfied (most of the time) -money out of ur pocket Now go vote on my mumm! if this helped you Bye for now!

Special Thanks...
Special Thanks... To artist Martin Abel must be made for the use of one of his gorgeous pictures in the making of an image for a friend here I say gorgeous, but I don't know that that really covers it.. his art is not the typical style or beauty and grace, but lines are clean, the figures are hot, the pictures are usually a cross between racy and humorous... stylized Disney meets Heavy Metal Magazine or Fangoria Check him out at http://www.martinabel.com/index.htm

Finally Home
Ok.. now that I let that go finally.. the work me.. let him at work.. LMao I'm starting to understand that I really need to do something that I enjoy. Its time for me to do my pc work again.. and program .. doing web type stuff.. read books study for exams. I can afford the exams now that i've gotten a raise. I can fill my days with repair and or software troubleshooting. I'm very good at it. So good that I get to beta test software sometimes. I stopped cuz of 2nd shift.. Now that i'm on 3rd .. I should enjoy more of my day. even if its studying.. I'd enjoy that more than talking about the machines at work.. borrrrrrrrrrring! lmao I can only talk about that kotex machine so long.. hahaha I want to get back into video editing.. and photography.. that was fun.. I made a dvd of my fav show last summer and put menu's on it.. sounds.. hell.. it was awesome.. kinda like when I used to make mix cds.. All that was to see if I was good at it. :) I am! lol N

I Feel Like Shit
Ok so yesterday i started to feel bad after I got home with the kids. I couldn't figure out why. I couldn't keep my eyes open I feel asleep twice. I kept waking up last night and I still feel the same as yesterday which sucks cause I couldn't play with my kids. I hope i am not sick tomorrow for ethans 3rd birthday.

Dear Coward
I don't know who this is actually addressed to and I may never but I feel I must still air my grievance. I wanted my first bulletin to be about something fun and light but instead I must rail against Konservative fascism reaing its ugly head. No doubt by this point you are wondering what I am talking about. You may have noticed that in the last 24 hours my profile picture has changed. This occured under extreme duress. Apparently anyone of your photos can be flagged as abult or inappropriate and you have NO APPEAL PROCESS WHAT-SO-EVER!!!!!! The spirit of this policy is incredibly unamerican but I will address that later. What I would like to do is defend myself since I have been denied this inalienable right by the faceless arbitraters of this website. That photo was not adult! I state this with absolute confidence because there is no were in this country I could not have walked down the street attired as such. Furthermore if there is going to be an adult designation for photographs wh

A Crevis To Cry In
I have found myself back into my hole again, Away from prying eyes, I weep, drowned in sorrow. Nothing can save me from this, Time doesn’t heal all wounds. Some wounds never heal, They bleed and fester, Till you are apart of it. Pain becomes your friend, Sorrow your companion. All alone now, No one to wipe my teary eyes, No kiss of assurance. I’m lonely, I hurt, I want this pain to go away. But it won’t. It never really does. I long for the numbness I once knew, But I can’t find it. You washed it away, And now I long for it desperately. I can’t get you out of my head, Your face is burned into my memory, Your voice is the only one that soothes. I will never be again, You’re so far away, I can’t find you anymore. Saralynne Fox

Poems 2
Is it you? Is it you I've been looking for? I've looked up and down High and low In town and out of town but, never have I found anyone with what you've got Everytime we talk, I like you more Give me a chance a chance to show you the alternative to what you're accustomed to We've both been looking for the same thing for far too long Now, my search is finally over Time will prove this statement to be factual If given the chance All I am asking is for more of what you've already given me More time for us to get to know each other God will take care of the rest. Untitled Your beauty is so evident That all who see you are instantly aware of it The ability to ignore your beauty is something I lack I find myself looking into those eyes, admiring that face Your smile is so intoxication You take me breath away...

I Stink, Therefore I Am.
KMart. I admit it. I was there last night. My reasons are my own, but there was another person there that simply amazed me. He was this rather large and dimwitted gentleman playing with a display of one of those robot dinosaur things. He asked the salesman, "Hey! What is this thing?" Salesman replied, "It's a robot dinosaur." Duh. "Oh. Because it's scaring the living crap out of me." Salesman states the obvious,"Then stop pushing the damn button."

24th Birthday... Yea!!!
I can't believe that my 24th birthday is coming up very soon.. All my friends here are thowing a party for me and wont tell me anything.. Im soo excited.. I can't wait to party it up and get drunk!!! Maybe they will bring me to see some sexy naked ladies... ;) Well have a great day everyone.. Hope to hear from you sooon.. kiss kiss

Her
Your eyes once burned Into my soul Conquring the pain Healing the past My heart in your hands you chose to break Blood dripping from your fingers And onto the floor You mock me as you laugh And tell me of her Your love can not exist with us But lives on with her

Deleted Friends!
Well as you noticed I went from 226 friends to a lower number! Ok if you are a guy it happened for one of four reasons~ ~ you are a perverted fuck that always ask me to fuck you online and I have explained in detail not gonna happen! ~ You drove me crazy to come and meet up with you to get our groove on! ~ You begged to be in my family and that was not gonna happen who is in my family is in my family for a reason and it is not to see me nude I have respect!!!! ~ And lastly it is cause you asked to be my friend and than we never connected! or we connected and things went very wrong! Chics~ ~ I am not bi and tired of being asked that so unless we have a relationship as a friend you are axed as well... Did I mention that yeah I am in a mood today!!!!!!! ~Tina~

2nd Win
Just saying it here, do not ecpect any comments. My team won their 2nd game of the year last night. They only won one game last year as 7th graders they were flying high after the game. I am very proud of them, they have kept playing hard for me and do not complain when I ask them to do things. it has been a fun year and we are not even close the the end yet.

Uninhibited Love...
"It was in this moment that I fell in love with Daisy, surrendering completely, whole-heartedly, and without conditions. No longer was it about self-confidence, or status, or even sex for me, but rather the tenderness of her soul. Can you remember the first time that feeling stirred you, uninhibited love? The phrase may seem a bit childish now that we're all grown up, drained of our youthful desires, dissillusioned and pounded into the mature consumers that society asks us to be. But if you're able to stroll down memory lane and look back at that shelf of stored-up (lost) passion, then maybe you'll be able to peel away the apathy and catch a glimpse of that untarnished ideal, because there can be no better high than the first time it takes you in." Excerpt from Jeff Kozlowski's novel "The One"

Submissions Wanted For Bryant Mcgill's American Review Literary Journal
Without question, millions of Americans have grown disillusioned and dissatisfied with the state of our complex society. Sour faces, bitter complaints, dividing debates, and frustrated hopes have become commonplace in the streets, towns, and media outlets across this Nation. But underneath the anger, confusion, and pain, undeterred individuals continue to press on, strive for their dreams, and perform courageous deeds every day. It is in this gleaming center of faith that the The American Review Literary Journal will focus. The purpose of the journal is to redefine America from the eyes of its extraordinary citizens, to reach into the heart of individuals and expose their self worth. Creator Bryant McGill speaks of Tomorrow's Promise as an opportunity to turn the corner in recovery and change, to help provide future generations a sense of hope, confidence, and fulfillment. (Please visit www.ARLJ.com to review his complete mission statement for the project.) We all come from diffe

No Pity (yet Another Poem Of Mine )
Your pity makes me angry Telling me I need to change Only makes the pain subside for a short while I try many changes From hobbies to sleep habits Your ideas fill my head I try and I try To find that ever elusive "happiness" Yet at the end of the day I stand alone No friends to comfort me simply my computer and booze The names come from all over Alchy and nerd But what do you know Just because you have your happy pills Makes you no fucking better than me Push me and push me But be cautious of my rage Because im sick of the bullshit I will make my life I will make it what I want! Not what you want...

Labels
questions flying now who am I what am I? All trying to place a label Group the masses what do you want from me? Why do you torture me with your questions Fuck you I am not one of your labels I am who I am I am me Play your games Follow your social rules At the end of the day I will laugh As I sit being exactly who I am As you watch wishing to be just like me...

One More Risk
I see the pain in your eyes You hold back in fear of feeling The thought of being hurt again destroys you One chance is all I ask for To restore your faith in the world of love My dear... The thought of you in pain kills me That smile you hide I want it to shine once more Take one more risk for me Let me show you my love for you Be mine always and forever Until our dying day...

How Do You Say Good Bye
I know it is time to let you go but the child in me still needs you here. I am being selfish I know, so I will let you go. With each word I write I set you free so mom please go I will be fine you will see You will forever be in my heart but it's time I made my own start Be happy mom you taught me well even though sometimes you couldn't tell I still hear every word and every laugh and I feel a mothers pain I know you understand what I mean I am sorry for the hard times I put you through But one more thing be for you leave and this is hard to say But the time is over for me to grieve you see there isn't really a need for you to stay because I will remember you each and everyday It's ok mom you are free be happy now it's time to leave

Don't Bet On Laura Lou
A guy was sitting quietly reading his paper when his wife walked up behind him and whacked him on the head with a magazine. "What was that for?" he asked. "That was for the piece of paper in your pants pocket with the name Laura Lou written on it," she replied. "Two weeks ago when I went to the races, Laura Lou was the name of one of the horses I bet on," he explained. "Oh honey, I'm sorry," she said. "I should have known there was a good explanation. Three days later he was watching a ball game on TV when she walked up and hit him in the head again, this time with the iron skillet, which knocked him out cold. When he came to, he asked, "What was that for?" She replied, "Your horse called."

Cj's Rant Of The Day
I have a wonderful idea on how we can pay off our national debt. Recently Saddam Hussein was found guilty and sentenced to DEATH BY HANGING. Being the opportunist I am, I say we put his hanging on Pay-Per-View. Now before you get all jacked and moralistic on me remember that boxing is a common pay-per-view event and that is much bloodier then a hanging. I say you charge 79.99 for the event and along with Saddam's Hanging you also get to witness the hanging of Chemical Ali as well. As an added bonus you will also get the footage of the bomb that took out Saddam's two sons over a year ago. And dont tell me that $79.99 is too high a price because ya know what...im guessing there wont be a house in America that wouldnt have this on. Saddam is partly responsible for our debt so that little fucker can help erase it.

Poetry: "i Am With You"
When your day is a struggle and your life seems so grim, I am with you When your life is full of happiness and you smile that big grin, I am with you Even though you can't see me and haven't talked to me for days, I am with you When you stop for no reason and your thoughts come my way, I am with you On those cold lonely nights and you find yourself missing me, I am with you Because in turn, you are always with me I know that I can't be there for you all of the time. And how desperately I wish I could. Just remember, my heart is your heart and my love is yours as well. Until we can be together in person, my heart and my compassion as well as all of my love are with you.

A Poetry Of Lost Love
Looking out my front window, I could see the sky is trying to snow. I wonder how you are since you left that day, I just wanted you to know what I had to say. When you said you loved me, I thought it was true. You talked of forever like it was me and you. How could you do that to a woman in love? Wasn't the passion we shared from heaven above? When we kissed I could feel my body heat rise, and the urgent need to feel you inside. I can still feel your touch, so strong and yet gentle. I need you with me. I wish it were that easy, that simple. Come back to me where love first began, I will love you and cherish you time and again. Giving you all that your heart desires, keeping the sparks and passion afire. Come back to me I ask you once more, come back to love the way it was once before.

Tonsels Taken Out Yesturday In A Shit Load Of Pain..
ello.. whats up.. not much here sittin at my house alone and in pain.. i cant eat or barely drink anything.. sence they took out my tonsels yesturday.. so im sitting here listenin to Walls Of Jericho cuz im just fucking cool like that.. ya well im out.. hit me up sometime today if you wanna talk cuz im like really REALLY fucking bored!!!

Ladies I Need Your Advice!!!
Hey is that what you like to hear? I am out there stuttering when it comes to approachin the ladies and I've never been like that befor I used to play football in high school so Im not shy Im actually scared of the perfumed warrior ladies Ive been cooped up with my x wife for 7 years I am scared the next one will hurt me too. but good god man. Sex is a misdemeanor the more you mis the meanor you get. I am getting really mean I need help Help me release and I will lick you I mean love you forever.... Hey I couldnt resist

Poem Thingy
I wrote this thing forever ago and never came up with a title, but I'm posting it anyway. I'm all mixed up inside Not sure what to do I look up and see a little ray of sunshine in my cloudy day It's you I don't know if I have what it takes To tell you you how I really feel I'm afraid of getting hurt again I can't take that pain anymore I'm afraid of failure But I just want a chance to give you my heart and soul I want a chance to show you how much I care You are my very inspiration for happiness I want to return the favor I will be yours If you are mine

One Day Left. Can You Help Me
best booty competition copy and paste link below http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=263476&i=3022398641 i will love you for ever if you will come and vote for me and rate me Thanks for being a friend

Birthday!!!
I can't believe my baby girl just turned three years old yesterday! We had such a wonderful day! Karissa got so many gifts! She was surprised! There were a lot of people here wanting to celebrate her special day with her. Karissa requested a Cinderella cake. And it was beautiful! I hated to cut into it! Because it looked just beautiful! My baby girl...She's growing up!

Kiss My Eyes And Lay Me To Sleep!!!!!
This is what I brought you This you can keep This is what I brought You may forget me I promise to depart Just promise one thing Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep This is what I brought This you can keep This is what I brought You may forget me I promise you my heart Just promise to sing Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep This is what I thought I thought you need me This is what I thought so think me Nyeve I promise you a heart you promise to keep Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

My Sister Part 2 =)
So..I'm going to my sisters on Thursday =) I'm excited because I havn't seen her in awhile. And I get to make fun of her boyfriend Because..well..its just hard not too =) And she'll laugh, And so will I.. PLUS I get to see my awesome cute nephew Kilo=D HI ASHLEY:P

Varies By Religion??
Question.... If religion determines the purpose for sex, does each religion have its own clustered views on the rights and wrongs?? If My religion says its to reproduce and therefore i find it "wrong" to be a homosexual..can I still say its wrong if Im a different religion?? How then do I justify my opinion? Or on interracial relationships?? Abortions? Pedophilia?? Im not a religious person, therefore I have no idea if your religion controls your views on everything(im imagining yes) HELP

A Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, in a kingdom far, far away there lived a beautiful princess. Her daddy, the King, was very concerned about her. She had become old enough to be married, and he very much wished her to find a prince to marry as required by the ancient laws of the kingdom. He wanted her to have a child to carry on his name and to keep the monarchy within their family. But alas, the princess did not wish to marry a prince. For she was in love with another, and the one she gave her heart to was a lowly stable boy in the Kings stables. The King was livid upon learning this and tried everything he could think of to disuade his daughter from her folly. He tried to reason with her, explaining that although their family had ruled for hundreds of years, that would no longer be the case if she were to marry this pauper. She told him she was completely willing to give up the throne to be with the man she loved. He brought in handsome Princes from all over the world in the hopes that

Help Find This Soldier
Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is www.myspace.com/jessiahjameson. If anyone has ANY information c

A Bold New Dream, America
A Bold New Dream, America By Jeff Kozlowski The traditional ideal of the American dream resides in the stars and stripes of my earliest memories. This was especially true on the Fourth of July, when colorful blasts filling the sky brought to mind hopes of my future as a war hero, astronaut, or professional ball player. I remember one year when I was four or five, sitting on the back of my uncle’s boat holding a mini American flag, watching the fireworks show late at night. My uncle was a wild one back then, and had decided to entertain the five kids on board by shooting M-80’s with a wrist rocket, causing deafening explosions in the choppy water surrounding us. Being the youngest on board, I was nervous and scared, but excited to be included in the action with my brother and cousins. But time seemed to stand still when my uncle shot one that ricocheted off the base of the slingshot and landed on the engine compartment at the back of the boat. I’ll never forget the terror

Dora Bandaids, Embittered Lesbians And All That Jazz!
It's in the labels, when you go to the grocery store. I've looked, you've seen and we constantly continue to create and recreate the misjudgment. These being based on the caloric intake of what your skin color or your current choice in bodily attire. And to look past all the big worded ingredients to the underlying "flour, water and salt" just seems way too difficult when we can continue to focus on how exaclty to pronounce all the "isms" that are carried around like badges. How much you are willing to pay seems to deem the value of how quickly they are willing to let you die a death in the hands of bad produce managers that can tell if you are ripe by feeling the goods for signs of tenderness or decay. Is it an inherent value brought about by evolution, to ensure the "survival of the fittest"? The aisles become longer and all the merchandise much cheeper these days because we have all succumed to the depravity that is inflation and we subscribe to Vogue an

Pan's Dawn
PAN'S DAWN by Becca Tzigany Oh, cloven-foot god who was known to chase Nymphs and maidens all over the place, But rarely could catch A squeeze or a snatch Repulsed as they were by your form and face. What a rotten hand you were then dealt: Scapegoatting you as the Devil himself! With your hooves and horns And irreverent scorn, The beasty boy was put on the shelf. All praise to the Great God Pan! It's time to lift the ban Let loose the Great God Pan! May notes from your reed pipes resound Over peaks, through valleys, in the town Setting toes tapping And lovers madcapping Turning soap opera victims upside down. Making love can restore and renew It can even happen to you! Goddess of Beauty accepts - Her man supports and protects - Amid blossoms bending over with dew. All praise to the Great God Pan! No more "Wham-bam-thank-you, Ma'am!" Loving ecstasy for the shaggy God Pan! Tempt us away from our worldly pursuits With the succulence of forbidden

What Age Do I Act?
You Are 29 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

Never Ending Search
The alarms in my mind all going off They wont stop not even for a second The pain, desire, and passion I seek that eternal love The passion and truth People tell me they are happy And they ask me why I am not... Why indeed I ask them Do I spend to much time making others happy Or have I simply forgotten how to be happy? Maybe It isnt like riding a bike Perhaps...I simply I have to suffer more before the happiness comes back A pain I will take until I am happy once more...

This Will Warm Your Heart
This will warm your heart, especially if you have lost faith in human kindness. This letter was sent to the principals' office after an elementary school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady had received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize, and was writing to say thank you. This story is a credit to all human kind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift today! Dear Faculty and Students, God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens' luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at an Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and always had her own radio. Before I received this one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was napping. The other day, her radio fell off the night stand and broke into a lot of little pieces. It was awful and she w

My Eyes (take Two)
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com