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Almost
MY BIRTHDAY.. I GOT 19 MORE DAYS B4 I TURN A YR OLDER... YEP BIG OLD 29. A YEAR CLOSER TO 30. MAN MY PARENTS WERE RIGHTS. ONCE U HIT 21 IT ALL FLYS PASS... MAN DONT I WISH I WAS A TEENAGER AGAIN.. WILL THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE SOMETHING.. ITS BEEN AWHILE... BYE O AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Almond Crescent Shortbread
Makes approx. 7 dozen 1 cup butter 1/3 cup fruit sugar 1 1/2 to 2 cups flour 1/2 teaspoon salt 100 gram package ground almonds (approx.1/4 cup) Put all ingredients into a bowl. Mix together with a mixer. Take by the teaspoon and shape into crescent shapes and place on an ungreased cookie sheet. Bake at 275 degrees for 15-20 minutes. They should not be brown. Roll in some fruit sugar while still warm.

Almost 2 Weeks!
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 13 days, 7 minutes and 54 seconds (13 days). I've not smoked 260 death sticks, and saved $45.54. I've saved 21 hours and 40 minutes of my life.

Almost There Friends Ty For Ur Help Could Use More
OK EVERYONE ITS TIME TO PUT THE METAL TO THE PETAL AND LET IT RIP. I ONLY NEED 8000 MORE COMMENTS TO GET MY V.I.P. SO COME ON EVERYONE AND HELP ME OUT. I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED ME SO FAR. ITS BEEN GOING GREAT AND I COULDN'T ASK FOR BETTER FAMILY AND FRIENDS. SO COME ON OVER AND LETS FINISH THIS THING OFF. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND LETS GET-R-DONE!!!!!!!!!!! Fire My Words Text Image Generator

Almost Done
Well lets see John has passed his basic training for the military and i am very proud of him and his now at AIT training in Maryland he gets to come home this weekend i am really happy about that. I guess on a bad note they will be sending him to Korea in Jan so i guess if you want or care keep him in your thoughts and prayers while he is over there keep safe and have fun everyone oh btw when he comes home i wont be online so i will be back on the 13th mwah

Almost Lover
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left you kissed my lips You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do I cannot go to the ocean I canno

Almost Lover
Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me [Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, ever forget These images Well I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me [Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've k

Almost Made Through 2007
So for those of you who know or actually read my "About Me" you know that I have been in the hospital ever year since 2003. So this year on New Years my New Year resolution for 2007 was to stay out of the hospital and I almost made it Damn It!!!! Until last week for those of you who have been wondering where the fuck I have been I was admitted into the hospital last Wednesday and just got out this past Monday for a root canal that became a deadly infection. And no im not full of shit. My face blew up to three times the size it was supposed to I had a double chin like a 600 pound fat man and after my surgery which was Saturday and now 5 days later my face is still a little swollen not as bad as it was and yes I have lost the second chin but I still have a suture in my mouth which is terribly uncomfortable. So yeah thats been alittle bit of my past week and it sucks. So on that note I hope your was better. Much love talk to ya'll later. me

Almost Married
These two guys meet after not having seen each other for many many years. First guy asks the second guy, "How have things been going?" The second guy speaking very s..l..o..w.. l..y.. tells the first guy, "I w..a..s.. a..l..m..o.. s..t m..a..r..r.. i..e..d." The first guy says in amazement, "Hey, you don't stutter any more." The answer comes, " Y..e..s, I w..e..n..t t..o a d..o..c..t.. o.r.. a..n..d h..e t..o..l..d m..e t..h..a..t i..f I s..p..e..a.. k.. s..l..o..w.. l..y I w..i..l..l n..o..t s..t..u..t.. t..e..r." The first friend congratulates him and than asks again about how he was almost married. "W..e..l..l m..y f..i..a..n.. c..e..e a..n..d I w..e..r..e s..i...t..t. .i..n..g. . o..n h..e..r p..o...r..c. .h a..n..d t..h..e d..o..g w..a..s s..c..r..a.. t..c..h. . i..n..g h..i..s b..a..c..k a..n..d I t..o..l..d h..e..r t..h..a..t w..h..e..n w..e a..r..e m

Almost... (copied From My Myspace Bulletin)
This person is on my friends list in both places. Bet ya cant figure out who lol Almost... Well there is one good thing about being played this year. When a master does it to you, it becomes that much harder for anyone else to play you ever again. You almost had me - you know who you are. Helpful hint for suckering other morons in the future Erase comments on your page. Especially the pic comments that contradict everything you say. Also next time dont keep your husband/boyfriend on you friends list. Big tipoff

Almost There!
Im about 163$ away from meeting my goal of getting half way there...... if i hit the 3k mark tonyte i had a friend pledge 500 tomorrow! help a girl out anything at helps any help there getsadded to family ehre get to see all my pics..... Bucks for Bigger Cups

Almost Over
So...the semester is almost over and I am already about to lose it. All I can think about is getting home and getting laid! A nice, long, hard fuck with some cute, sexy, little 18 year old. God...sometimes college REALLY fucks with you. Out

[almost]
"Almost" [Verse 1] Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say [Chorus] I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take my time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you [Verse 2] I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go I should've went out with you I should've made you my boo boy Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules I should've went on a

Almost Chanukah - Say It With Me Now :p
Blessing over Candles Barukh atah Adonai, Eloheinu, melekh ha'olam Blessed are you, Lord, our God, sovereign of the universe Hebrew asher kidishanu b'mitz'votav v'tzivanu Who has sanctified us with His commandments and commanded us Hebrew l'had'lik neir shel Chanukah. (Amein) to light the lights of Chanukkah. (Amen) Blessing for Chanukkah Barukh atah Adonai, Eloheinu, melekh ha'olam Blessed are you, Lord, our God, sovereign of the universe Hebrew she'asah nisim la'avoteinu bayamim haheim baziman hazeh. (Amein) Who performed miracles for our ancestors in those days at this time Shehecheyanu (first night only) Barukh atah Adonai, Eloheinu, melekh ha'olam Blessed are you, Lord, our God, sovereign of the universe Hebrew shehecheyanu v'kiyimanu v'higi'anu laz'man hazeh. (Amein) who has kept us alive, sustained us, and enabled us to reach this season (Amen)

Almost There!!!!!!
OMG !!!!!!!! im am getting so close. im only 1910 away from reaching my goal i so wan new boobies for christmas!!!! so only a week or 2 left to earn a permenant family member spot! any help greatly appreciated!!!! Help pay for a girls boob job! Invest in my breasts!

Almost Done!
OMG I almost am done with this semester's torture! I feel like a new woman :) Biology exam done, I am never going there again! Monday is history, and that teacher was about the worst I've had yet for a professor, but I can see the light!

Almost Unbelievable..
Precious Moments Chapel Field review by the editors. Carthage, Missouri Plot the population center of the United States from the 1790 census through 1990. It makes a line heading right toward Carthage, MO. And Precious Moments is why. Precious Moments Chapel is what it is all about. It's what we have come to. It is the metaphorical center of the US population. Angel statue.Actually, Precious Moments was built in 1989, but what it has accomplished since then is staggering. Precious Moments figurines, for those of you who don't own any of the number-one collectible in the United States, are small porcelain bisque figurines of big-eyed children. Many of the figurines depict children with robes and halos: dead baby angels. To say thank you for their incredible popularity, creator Samuel Butcher created the chapel, a free attraction. The crowded Precious Moments complex also houses a museum, a convention center, a series of gift shops. But the centerpiece is his life-sized homa

Almost Hitting The 10,000 Mark Woot
almost there i know we can get this done today please come and drop some comment bombs on me you know you want to lol even tho the weather is frightful outside u know you could always come to the link and be snuggle and all cozy with some friends and bomb away we are almost to the 10,000 mark to go so come and have some fun please and thank you

Almost Friends Forever
My friend, I cherish every heartbeat. I walk the floors listening to the sounds of my feet. You're gone away for a couple of days. Please come back; say you're here to stay. I'm never invited; I'm left out. When I ask if I can come you scream and shout. "The answer is no there is not room" But deep down in my heart I know you don't want to be doomed. I wait by the phone for the next call. Then I just get fed up and still I stand tall. It doesn't matter I tell myself, everything is alright. If we don't talk soon I'm afraid it might turn into a fight. Two days later we finally get in touch. You tell me how your weekend went not letting me talk that much. Minutes go by they seem like hours. Much more and our friendship will sour. By...me Stacie Arnold

Almost Back To Norm Wednesday
Hello & Happy Wednesday I hope this finds you all pleased with the gifts you gave & received And relieved as myself that its over ... until next year, that is! I was blessed to have all my favorite girls with me yesterday. My mother, Youngest girl Lexy, Oldest daughter Trisha & her husband TJ along with (of course) my grandbaby Ella. Lexy and Trisha did ALL the cooking and we had a very small satisfying meal and Gift exchange. Love the youngster (Ella) at that age, She loved the boxes more than the gifts. Too Cute! I'll upload a few pics later. I'm hoping in about a week everything will be back to normal ... Tough time of year as far as my stress factor goes & I already feel Every bit of the extra 15 pounds gained. At lease I don't HAVE to add more stress With the resolution of to stop smoking! Its been over two years since I put one Of those things in my mouth. So since I've gave those up - I really haven't made a New Year

Almost Gone!!!!
Yo My Friends! I come to you with grave news..... my VIP is almost gone! I've had so much fun with this, I love it. Sadly, it's ending. Well, I figured since I made so much photo salutes for my friends, I'd ask one of you to renew for another month. ACK. Yea, I'm begging. On the good side, You'd get own folder with more redone jpg's & GIF's and if I find great pic I can make a Morph for ya. There, I'm done begging. Happy New Beer To You!

Almost Gone
Almost Gone By Steve Cook Its five a.m. I’m wide awake Cant sleep with everything on my plate The dreams, the nights I lay and fight The loss of you not by my side Pondering if we’ll make this work The emotions inside start to churn Frantic as my mind can get Lessons learned that I regret Letting go it feels so right But now another lonely night With you there running through my head All the words I should’ve said To make you stay don’t leave today I’ll do anything don’t walk away Just listen to the words I speak I’m sorry if their sounding weak Obsessions of you through out the night How I wish I could hold you tight All my thoughts of such despair Will you ever come back here What will it take to make things right I wont give in I’ll stay an fight My love for you is to damn strong With you is where I belong I’ll be here waiting for the call To surrender my emotions love and all

Almost Destroyed The Tv.
Yesterday I was bowling on my Wii trying to get to pro, which by the way I did. Anyway I like to "throw" the ball with conviction and I kinda threw it at one point with a little too much conviction. I wound up letting go of the remote. THANK GOD I had it strapped to my wrist, otherwise I would've been a sad panda last night when it came to TV time. lol

Almost Time....
I am getting so sexcited...It's almost time for me to go on my cruise. Going to Cozumel, Belize, and the Bahamas. I have been to Cozumel which I absolutely LOVE. Mexico has the best alcohol. LOL And I have been to the Bahamas. It was ok. Not what I expected though. Belize will be a new destination for me and I am looking forward to exploring. It's a seven day cruise and I plan to be drunk for at least 6 1/2 of those days. I've started my shopping already. Damn, it's hard to find summer clothes in January. lol I did find most of what I need on Saturday and plan to wrap up the rest of my shopping this week. Gotts be sure I save plenty of money for the alcohol....my ship tab is usually between $700-$800....and that is for the 5 day cruise. (mind you that doesn't count what is spent on the Islands lol) Well, just thought I would tell ya'll how sexcited I am. Have a great night! Mary

Almost There!!!!!!!
So, it's almost that time! Are you ready to come Scavenger Hunt my page??? I am uber excited! Show me lots and lots of love and I will catch up and get it all back to you! Apparently levelling people up benefits me the most during a happy hour so everybody hit up the newbies too and level as many as you can. Much Love to all my friends! xoxo

Almost A Week... Dieting
Perhaps I should start journaling about My diet, that will be a good therapy :) So I started My diet this Sunday, I spend a lot of money on groceries and fresh produce, My fridge looks like it's going to explode... I stock up on Spinach, Lettuce, Tomatoes, Mushrooms, Sprouts... that is basically the things I like in a Salad, I also got fat free cheese (shredded.... many things can be done with that!!), wheat croûtons with herbs that taste wonderful, fat free dressings ..... I am making yummy salads... I'm also using My grill more often... basically all the meat I'm doing it on the grill.... so far I'm sticking to chicken breast, steak, sea food, veggies and salads... Today I made a shrimp stew.. hmm delicious!!... I made for lunch chicken breast wraps with a tomato tortilla... that was interesting... Do you have a plate suggestion?? full of flavor and low on fat?? I'll be happy to see if I can add many more options to My diet... I hate to get bored from food!!! Tha

Almost
Clever Trick I'm trying not to think about you You just let me be... My Luckless Romance Your back is turned on me, my back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost Lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images and when you left you kissed my lips You told me you'd never ever forget I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me My Lover My Dream I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind so you're gone and I'm haunted and I bet you are just fine Do I make it that Easy to walk right in and out of my Life? I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost Lovers always do

Almond Kisses
1/2 recipe Sugar Cookie Dough, at room temperature 1/4 cup flour 1/4 cup whole almonds, very finely chopped 1/4 teaspoon pure almond extract 1/2 cup confectioner's sugar 2 tablespoons red sanding sugar Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. On a work surface, knead the flour into the dough until well combined. Add chopped almonds and almond extract and knead dough until evenly incorporated. Scoop level tablespoons of dough and roll into smooth balls between the palms of your hands. Place balls about 1 inch apart on a parchment-lined baking sheet and chill for 20 minutes. Bake until set and golden on the bottom, about 12-14 minutes. Let cool 10 minutes on the baking sheet. Stir the confectioner's sugar and sanding sugar together in a shallow dish. While cookies are still warm, roll in sugar mixture with a fork until completely coated, gently pressing cookies into mixture to adhere the sanding sugar. Transfer to a rack to cool completely. Recipe Summary Difficulty: Easy

Almost
i went to bed with nothing on my mind- then sometime during the night, you crept in and filled my dreams. when i awoke, you'd left me, but the images of your caresses covered my skin in softness. the dreams of your kisses touched my lips tenderly. almost as if you'd never left- almost as if you'd truly been here- almost as if we'd once been lovers- almost.

Almost Lover
When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

Almost Godfather/godmother
please stop by wonder womans page and show her lots of love by rating her pics and stash shes a great person to talk to, and my very best friend. as a lot of people know she was my very first slave and and at one point my girlfriend.......but shes now my very best friend and deserves to be godmother. she has a little over 1 million to go i know we can help her get there so please nobody deserves it more. THE_ORIGINAL_WONDER_WOMAN™@FUBAR.COM@ fubar

Almost
Sitting there so handsome Body so masculine Standing before you Heart begins to race The room dimly lit Images from the television Dance light and color around the room Eyes fixated/focused Kneeling before you Sliding between those thighs Muscles tense Moving in close Eyes meet The smell of your cologne draws me in Inches from your neck Eyes closed Inhaling deep to take you in Lips quivering so close to the skin Hearts so close, beating as one Your hand brushes the hair from my face The gentle touch sending shivers down my spine Cheeks so close now Warm breathe across my ear Senses on alert Body excited with anticipation The almost touch of skin on skin Heightens the lust, the desire Bringing heat to the passion within Time stops This moment lasts With skin almost touching skin

Almost A Month You've Been Gone
Oh kitty cat where are you. Why arent you here to help me when i need you the most. My world has become confusing and lost, Nothing makes sence and your the one i always knew i could turn to and your gone. I know you are standing here telling me its going to be okay but its not the same. I need you so bad and you arent here to help me. Why arent you here, i need my kitty cat. I know you are one of my guardian angels but i wish you were still here with us. the tears are rolling down my face and all i can listen to is your answering machine and its not fair because i need you. I'm sorry i know i cant be greedy but i miss you and i still cant believe your gone. It's been almost a month and you arent here with us. I miss you kitty cat i miss you so much. Your wolfie misses and loves you very much kitty cat.

Almost Done
ok the contest i'm in is almost done all i need is a lil over 4,000 comments and i win. can any of you come by and show some love? i'd greatly appreciate all comments.just click the pic and it'll take you there. thanks again

Almond Flavored Tequila Liqueur
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation 8 ounces almonds unpeeled dark, roasted see note 1/2 each vanilla bean split 3 inch cinnamon stick 1 bottle tequila gold 2 tablespoons piloncillo syrup spicy, see other recipe 1/4 teaspoon almond extract Directions Note: Place nuts on baking sheet in 325-degree preheated oven and toast until dark brown, turning occasionally. When done, remove from pan to prevent overcooking. Coarsely chop nuts. Place in jar along with the vanilla bean and cinnamon stick. Cover with tequila and steep for 2 weeks in cool, dark place, shaking gently occasionally (a murky sediment is natural). Strain several times through paper coffee filters. Add syrup and almond extract in small increments, tasting after each addition, until satisfied with flavor. Pour into sterilized dark-colored jar: allow to set for 2 weeks, adding more syrup if needed. Pour into pretty decorative jars for gifts. Serve either poured into hot coffe

Almost 3 1/2 Yrs
It has been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen my little girl. I breaks my heart that two yrs ago this father's day that my own father told me that I'm not a father because I don't see his Grand Daughter. I mean the man shouldn't talk cause that was the first father's day in 17yrs since he has seen me. So what does that mean does it mean that he wasn't a father for 17 yrs come on now. To me he is not my father he's just a long lost friend cause to me my father is the man who raised me. My Daughter knows where I am even though she is only 4yrs old she is very smart for her age. Her mother my ex wants nothing to do with me at all, and dosen't want me talking to my own daughter how messed up is that. At least I know that when father's day come around this yr my siter in-law will call me and put my daughter on the phone :D .... So like it says in the start of this blog it's been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen her.... Where ever you are Princess know that Daddy

Almost Love...
How can you yearn for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem to fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of the fear of running and the urge to let go? But. How do y

Almost Done? Oh Lord Yes!!!!!!!! Lol
Well, still in the moving process, almost done but dang, it's a big ole pain in the big ole hiney! Havin to move two households, 4 dogs and a total of 4 ppl along with gettin rid of things from one person ( deceased )...... I can't wait till it's all over with, cuz it's been wearing me plum out! Reason it's taking so dang long = only had , yes HAD two regular sized vans to do it with, and then went from two vans down to ONE dang van to do it with, cuz MY van ended up havin to sit cuz of what it needs to have fixed on it. : waaaaa : lol lol. I swear right now I should be in bed but I'm hurtin so much that I can't even sleep! Today is gonna be the last day for us to be able to get the rest of the stuff left at the old house, so it's gonna be another very long ass day for sure, don't know if I can take it! Anyhow, just wanted to let whoever cares lol know what's goin on. Hope all is well with all of ya. xoxox's ........Jade

The Almost Worst Thing That Can Happen.
For those of you that haven't heard yet.. and actually care about me, Two nights ago I fell asleep with a candle burning and it set my bed on fire. Within moments the whole room was engulfed in flames. My daughter heard me scream and grabbed the dog and threwher out the window. Then grabbed her brother and made sure that he got out of the window and then dove out of the window. She then ran back around the house to make sure that my parents were awake and that they made it out of the house. (I lived with my parents to help take care of my father since he had a stroke.) The room was so filled with smoke that while I was trying to put out the fire I didnt see that the kids made it out the window. Fearing that my children were still in the roomn ..I attempted to pull the blankets back off the burning bed to make certain that they were alive. In doing so I received second degree burns on my right hand and right leg and first degree burns on both of my arms and my face. I am

Almost Play Time!
I'z excited. Myself, Rubeth, and Chriseth, shall have tons of fun next weekend for three days. Beer Pong Championships. Dodging guys in booty shorts. Making friends with drag queens. Oh yeah and ETID's gonna be there. :)

Almost Back To Fu-queen! Please Help!!
OK so here's the thing I have a HH coming up on Monday night @ 7pm PST BUT I am only about 167K from making it back to Fu-Queen!! Now I know it's asking a lot but I know how awesome my friends are so hopefully it's not too much to ask! I would REALLY LOVE to make it to Fu-Queen BEFORE my HH so that all those points from my HH go towards GODMOTHER! Now I am having a rate-a-thon during my HH so I want you to save your rates Monday for my HH! SO that means today I need my awesome friends to come and help me out!! I need lots of Rates and Blings if you can spare them! Now on Monday if you CAN'T be on during my HH then by all means rate me all you can while you are on! :D :P PLEASE PLEASE help me out!!! I've made soooo much progress since being deleted and I am FINALLY almost back where I was thanks to my WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!! I am doing my best to use all my rates every day to work towards getting back but I need your help too!! I am moving in a couple of days so I am trying to use my rates

Almost Time!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Doc appt went okay and Im dilated to 3! She said since my first she is gonna wait till May 5th and I have a appt at 9am if I haven't had Korin by Monday Morning that she is going to admit me on Tues May 6th, for inducing! Will let you all know by then if any changes have occured!

Almost There!!
BMCC-CUNY FALL 2008 Schedule CIS 455 - Network Security Section: 522 Tuesday & Thursday 5:20pm-7:35pm Room: S175 CIS 445 - Telecommunication Networks II Section: 821 Tuesday & Thursday 7:45pm-8:35pm Room: S175 Break CIS 445 - Telecommunication Networks II Section: 821 Tuesday & Thursday 8:55pm-10:10pm Room: S175 ACC 222 - Accounting II Section 9M1 Saturday 900 AM-12:00 PM Room: s603 I'm almost done. Yes! I graduate spring 2009; after this semester I only Math 150 - Intro to Statistics and CIS 456 Wireless Infrastructure. I still need to take the CUNY CPE but I can do that anything this semester or next semester. Scare part is I want to come back for computer programming and I just looked at the requirements: When go back in Fall 2009 I only need 5 classes: CSC 210 Computer Programming II CIS 325 Systems Analysis CIS 365 Businuss Systems I CIS 420 Systems Implementation CIS 465 Business Systems II ll of my classes from computer Operations carry over.

Almost Two Years ....my Thoughts..
*** Written to my soul-mate Ron who passed away June 28, 2006** It will be two years next month that you have been gone from this world and each day is different- some are easier than others..Is it better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all? I don't quite know how to answer that..my heart still aches because you are no longer here to be with us( me and the boys ) but you touched our lives in such a positive way ..we are all better people because of you....There will always be a special place in my heart for you...Christopher occasionally mentions "Ron is in Heaven with baby Jesus" and if anyone deserves to be so..it is you...I wonder if Christopher being autistic truly remembers...but there is a special glow in his eyes when he looks to the stars and talks about you...He is doing so much better in school now- I know you would be proud!! Robert is working through a difficult time, being a teenager ....I can barely remember those days (laughs)....wow..am I old enough

Almond Joy Beverage
1/2 oz Malibu® coconut rum 1 oz amaretto almond liqueur 1 oz creme de cacao 2 oz cream ice Fill mixing glass with ice, add Malibu, amaretto, creme de cacao, and cream. Shake, and strain into a highball glass filled with ice.

Almost Godfather
SHE IS SO CLOSE TO GODMOTHER NOW!!!! SO LETS ALL GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND GIVE HER THE TITLE OF GODMOTHER... Kris10-izeD@ fubar (repost of original by 'Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Sweetfox2007~' on '2008-05-24 14:01:25') (repost of original by 'robisue(Club F.a.r.)Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Crys~W.W.S.' on '2008-05-24 14:03:08')

Almost.......
I was Almost happy once I was Almost in love I Almost had my fantasy I Almost felt safe You Almost were in love with me You Almost were sincere You Almost held my heart tenderly You Almost kept me safe You promised me forever And you ALMOST meant it I COMPLETELY believed you......

Almost To Godmother! Come Help!!
OK I am only 430K from Godmother!! I AM SO CLOSE!! PLEASE PLEASE help me get there!!! I made this tag below and I'd REALLY like to make it my new default photo but I can't until I get to Godmother!!! So come on by rate my pics/stash bling me! Help me get there PLEASE?!?! ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar

Almond Orange Cookies
Almond Orange Cookies Makes 36 Cookies Ingredients: 1 Cup Shortening (softened) 1/2 Cup granulated sugar 1 Orange 2 Eggs (beaten) 2 3/4 Cups All-Purpose Flour 1 tsp Baking Powder 1 3/4 Cups Ground Almonds 1/2 Cup Confectioner's Sugar 1 tsp Ground Cinnamon Preheat Oven to: 400 Degrees Fahrenheit Instructions: Whisk the shortening in a large bowl until light and aerated. Use an electric mixer if possible. Gradually beat in the granulated sugar. Grate the rind of the orange onto a plate and squeeze the juice into a cup. Be careful to remove any seeds from the juice. Whisk the eggs, orange rind, and orange juice into the shortening mixture and continue for 3-4 minutes after combined. Sift flour together with baking powder in a separate bowl. Stir the flour mixture and almonds in to the shortening mixture until it forms a dough. Lightly flour a flat surface and roll out the dough until it's about 1/2 inc

Almost Legal
ALMOST LEGAL!! IF YOU HAVENT BEEN TO THE HOTTEST NEW lOUNGE ON FUBAR, YOU ARE MISSING OUT!! ALMOST LEGAL IS THE PLACE TO BE!! WHERE ITS NOT ABOUT YOUR AGE BUT THE THINGS YOU DO!!!! WE GOT SEXY MEN AND HOTT LADIES WAITING TO TALK TO YOU!!! ALMOST LEGAL!!

Almond Somali Eyes
I met her Dec,22 two thousand and blah. She was a pretty face on my computer screen with a smile as bright as the mighty Rah. Almond shape somali eyes, her skin had no flaws. I gave her complement after complement cause I was totaly in Aw! We conversated for a while on messanger then off to bed she went. I thought about her almond somali eyes and the pain I saw and ponderd what it meant. I got down on my knees and prayed for Allah to ease the pain a bit. As I thought of her maybe she thought of me because she logged back on to my surprise. We ingaged in coversation so deep we made eternal ties. I knew at that second it last for all our lives We chated so strong for so long the sun began to rise. As birds began to chirp and it was almost time for work we said our goodbyes. Still to this day I often pray for the pain in those almond somali eyes. by Chill KOsar

Almost Over
ok so currently teh high bid is a 30 day blast, by a former owner named Ratto (he's awesome) but there's still time to beat him out of owning me. click the pic to place ur bid!!!! fubucks hold just as much value in this auction as vips and blasts, etc.

Almond Chicken With Yogurt Dipping Sauce
Almond Chicken with Yogurt Dipping Sauce This dish is especially great because of the delicious sauce, which is so easy to make! Serving: 6 INGREDIENTS: 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1 cup soft bread crumbs 1/2 cup chopped almonds 2 tablespoons snipped fresh cilantro 1 ½ teaspoons curry powder 1 egg 1/2 cup milk 1 ½ pounds skinless, boneless chicken breast halves 1/4 cup cooking oil Yogurt Dipping Sauce (recipe follows) 8-ounce carton plain yogurt 2 tablespoons snipped fresh cilantro 1 tablespoon honey DIRECTIONS: 1. Place the flour in a shallow dish. In another shallow dish, combine bread crumbs, almonds, cilantro and curry powder; set aside. In another shallow dish beat together egg and milk; set aside. 2. Cut chicken, lengthwise, into 1-inch-wide strips. Coat strips with flour, dip in egg mixture, then coat with almond mixture. 3. Heat oil in a large skillet. Carefully add strips to hot oil. Cook over medium heat for 10 to 12 minutes or until chicken is t

Almost Sorry
Disrespecting me I feel it to the core You keep dismissing me like I am nothing more Then just another little girl to push around Doesn't matter what I say you're all the same And I've endured more Then your ego could ever survive Confident, I'm in control, and it's my life I'm not sorry for you You don't know what you're getting into You won't know me till you know the truth I'm not sorry for the things I do But I'm almost sorry for you I'm so tired of everything being a fight If you would listen you would see sometimes I'm right Hate the fact that my life is one big defense And it's all because of people like you I've endured more Then you will ever know You make no effort to know me That's cause you're too busy fucking with me Despite what you think I'm not desperate I don't need you, cause I've still got it Give me some respect and you might get it Why don't you try it sometime! I'm almost sorry for you You don't know what you're getting int

Almost The Worst Day Of My Life
well it started off bad we were late driveing to gail tx. . we thought we were going to be slow drilling all night but the tool pusher said it was too slow, so had to do a bit trip well we are only 4.650 feet deep so it wasn't going to be to bad so we thought i was up in the derrick for 7 hours last night then i knew i was going to have to pull a double today thats not to bad i do it all the time lol. well when the daylight crew got there the only had one hand with the driller and he said he needed someone else to stay with us . that put the chainhand off his game plan on the floor . i'm up in the derricks with a short stand of drill pipe trying to tell him that it was short ,but he never looked up at me. so i tried to latch it anyways, i snagged it !!! i don't know why the kid hung on to the pipe but i was yelling snagg !!! snagg!!! at the top of my lungs it drug him across the floor to the other side and was over his chest . i'm still screaming for him to move and he's laughing at me

Almost
Feeling happy and so complete. Having control and theres no defeat. Getting only love and attention. Going through the day without a single restriction. New opportunities popping up left and right. Close friends and family are there to hold you tight. Always confident when you wake up. Plenty of joy to feel your cup. A dream is what this could only be. Excitement makes us forget the reality. The reality hits when we least expect it to. When this happens you don't know what you're going to do. Life isn't progressing as fast. You lose confidence in the plans you made last. Suddenly no one can make up their mind. It feels like you're running out of time. Hoping you won't lose people close to your heart. The ones you loved from the start. Even so, you can still make your dreams come true. Just have confidence in everything you plan to do

Almost Lover
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, ever forget These images Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers al

Almost 1 Year.
I can't believe I have survived almost a year in school. As of October, it will be 1 year and I will be starting my sophomore year. I have been given the chance to add a 2nd major to my degree program and I am stuck between Psychology and PR / Marketing. Oh, I should mention that I started Ashford as a Psychology major, but changed my major to social & criminal justice. Should I stick Psychology as my 2nd major, since that was my initial focus or should I try something else?

Almost Lover- Fine Frenzy
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me [Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, never forget These images No Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me [Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do

Almost Easy - Avenged Sevenfold...dedicated
I feel insane Every single time I'm asked to compromise 'Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways And that's the way it stays So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance? By the look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip I'm not insane, I'm not insane I'm not insane, I'm not... not insane (Mother) Come back to me it's almost easy (Said it all) Come back again it's almost easy Shame pulses through my heart from the things I've done to you It's hard to face but the fact remains that this is nothing new I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories Selfish beneath the skin but deep inside I'm not insane I'm not insane, I'm not insane I'm not insane, I'm not... not insane (Mother) Come back to me it's almost easy (Said it all) Come back again it's almost easy (You'll learn your lesson) Come back to me it's almost easy (But first you fall) Come back again it's almost easy Now that I've lost you it kills me to say (Hurts to say) I'

Almost A Year
well tommorow marks the one year anniversary of the hardest day of my life. I still think about him pretty much everyday, the closer it comes the sadder i get. Its amazing how much something can mean to you. He was my best friend, my child, and the one being that only ever wanted just my love and friendship. Its getting better though i don't really cry when i think about it anymore, just watery eyes. I have his ashes still im wondering if maybe i should take some down to his favorite park and release some of them.

Almost A Disciple!
GamerKitten is trying to get to Disciple. She's only about 595k away from there so what's say we help her out? {GaMerKiTTeN}? *Chriz's Girlfriend*@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! And tell her Persia sent ya. ♥ PLEASE REPOST!!!! Per§ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ? CounterB!tch to Trancy ?@ fubar Walking On Air - Kerli

Almost
Almost I can not Compose our song For it remains On the tip Of an angels tongue I can not Vision our life together For eternity Is too far to see But... Ill gather these years A tumbleweed of fallen leaves Reminders That I am One more day Closer to you.

Almost A Year Later I Go Back To The Hospital
I FINALLY get my follow up appointment at the Naval Hospital for my Enlarged heart tomorrow. I am not sure what will happen but I will keep you all posted. This should be fun! *rolls eyes* Boogeyman

Almond Chicken
1 lb skinned chicken breast 1 cup vegetable oil 5 slices fresh ginger root 3 green onions, chopped to about 1" lengths 1 green pepper, chopped as above 1/2 cup diced bamboo shoots 1/3 slivered almonds (a little vegetable oil to fry in) Marinade: 1/4 tsp salt 1/8 tsp white pepper 1 tsp cornstarch 1 Tbsp soy sauce 1 egg white Seasoning sauce: 1 Tbsp rice vinegar 2 Tbsp soy sauce 1 Tbsp dry sherry 1/2 tsp salt 1 tsp sugar 1/2 tsp cornstarch Deep fry slivered almonds in vegetable oil for 2 to 3 minutes to crisp them up. drain well on paper towel. Let stand for 5 minutes before using. Dice chicken into 1 inch cubes. Combine marinade ingredients, add chicken and mix well. Let stand 1/2 hour. Heat oil in wok, add chicken and stir fry until browned. Remove chicken and drain well. Stir fry ginger, onion, pepper and bamboo shoots for about 1 minute until vegetables are crisp−tender. Combine ingredients for seasoning sauce in a small bowl, mix well and add to wok

Almost Lovers
When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love. By:Shannon Those little things we sometimes do seem to go unnoticed But all the things I do for you you don't just let pass by E

Almond Asparagus
Ingredients: * 3 tablespoons butter, divided * 3 tablespoons bread crumbs * 1 garlic clove, minced * 1/2 teaspoon dill weed * 1/2 cup sliced almonds * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1 pound fresh asparagus, trimmed and cut into 1-inch pieces * 1 tablespoon lemon juice Directions: In a skillet, melt 2 tablespoons butter over medium heat. Stir in bread crumbs, garlic and dill; saute until crumbs are golden brown. Remove from heat; stir in the almonds and cheese. Set aside. Cook asparagus in a small amount of water until crisp-tender. Drain; heat with remaining butter. Sprinkle with lemon juice. Spoon asparagus into a serving dish and top with the reserved crumb mixture. Yield: 4-6 servings.

Almost Been On Here 2 Years!!
**WICKED LETTE** IM COMING UP ON 2 YRS!!! 12/22/06 I SIGNED UP!! NOW 12/12/08 IS AROUND THE CORNER! SO HELP ME!!!!! PLEASE ƒº IM NOT EVEN A GODMOTHER YET BUT IM REALLY TRYING FOR SPOTLIGHT! ALL I EVER DO IS DONATE AND RATE. THIS AND THAT SO I THINK ITS TIME I GET SOME HELP. PLEASE DONATE ANYTHING TO ME THAT CAN HELP ME GET TO SPOT LIKE IT WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. IM REALLY TRYING HARD. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS GETTING CLOSE TO MILLION THEN IT WENT TO 5 AND I WAS CLOSE TO 5 THEN 10 AND SO ON I REALLY NEED HELP I CANT GET THIS ON MY OWN THANKS FOR EVERY THING I LOVE YOU!!!!

Almost 4000 Friends... Help Plz
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > AUTO 11S ARE ON HER PAGE AND SHE WANTS HELP TO DISCIPLE > > > SO FAN RATE AND ADD HER > > > AND IF U FEELING XTRA NICE BLING HER > > > > AUTO 11s ON-JΩL∈Ñ∈♥Irreplaceable♥ViXeN♥@ fubar > > > > BROUGHT TO YOU BY: > ♥ΛΝGΞ|ÐΛWΝK®I§♥Real Life Wife to BarryLicious*Owned By Tappini@ fubar > > > > > > (repost of original by '♥ΛΝGΞ|ÐΛWΝK®I§♥Real Life Wife to BarryLicious*Owned By Tappini' on '2008-12-17 22:11:46')

Almost Home
Everytime I think about you Living this contract just won't do Forgiveness for leaving is all I ask Although the time and distance will be a task Future unknowing, obscured by mist Never forgetting everytime we've kissed In my mind I play this game Chance with you is my only aim Everything about you makes me quake Every dream of you I never wish to wake Something about you I desire so much Just to feel your warming touch Choosing to leave you was my biggest mistake All my relationships after were just a fake Holding you near me makes me serene Marines are only suppose to be angry and mean If only you could be with me here Even if it were for only two years Promise to you you'll never shed any tears Soon we won't be so distant Soon it'll be done in an instant Kisses from you make my eyes shine Call me yours and I'll call you mine

Almost A Year
Yes Bad Girls ...It's Been Almost A Year Since I Started Sarge's Bad Girls.... Started Out With 2 Original Bad Girls... Now Have Over 100... But I Have Noticed That There Are Some That Never Participate In Anyway With The Group...For Some That Means Not Even Returning To This Profile Once They Join... Early Next Year I Will Be Cleaning Out The Bad Girls List ...Those That Do Participate In One Way Or Another Will Stay.. Those That Want To Stay Will Have To Let Me Know Either By Commenting Here Or Sending A PM ... I Will Be Making A List With A Few New Rules .. If Anyone Has Any Ideas For Rules To Get Participation Up Let Me Know.. Thanks For Reading & Being A Part Of Sarge's Bad Girls The Sarge

Almost Here!
Hey ya'll, Well,It's almost time for Christmas and we still don't have nothing up...we don't usually celebrate any holidays like we use to. But three days after that though is my Birthday! I'll be 20 yrs old! Wish you all a Merry Christmas! Wish me a happy Birthday!

Almost Their
well today will be 2 months be4 my little one is here and i cant wait i just that work will not let me work so much right now cuz i been having really bad pains right now sorry if i dont get on line that much but i will be here and my hubby too he is taking care of me when i dont have to work and be4 i go to work too well see your laters

Almond Blue Cheese Fritters
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 3 ounces blue cheese 2 tablespoons heavy cream 1/4 cup slivered California Almonds 2 tablespoons coarsely chopped red bell pepper 1/4 cup flour for rolling dough 1 (15 ounce) package ready-made pie crust containing 2 pie crusts (Pillsbury®) 2 tablespoons slivered California Almonds oil for frying DIRECTIONS Blend blue cheese, cream, 1/4 cup slivered almonds and red bell pepper in a food processor. Sprinkle countertop with flour and unroll the two pie crusts. Cut 8 (2x3-inch) rectangles out of each crust. Place 1 tablespoon filling each on 8 rectangles. Cover them with the remaining 8 rectangles. Pinch small points in the corners, middle and ends to seal the edges. The packet will have 8 small points. Press the remaining 2 tablespoons almonds onto the top of the fritters. Heat oil to 350 degrees F and fry the fritters one at a time for about 1 minute or until they are golden. Drain on a plate lined with paper towels.

Almost A Grandma
Not something I thought I would say at the age of 39. But I found out today that I was almost a grandma. My eldest daughter had a miscarriage. She hadn't told anyone that she was pregnant, except of course, her husband. I'm unsure of these emotions I am feeling, they are unfamiliar to me. Is it grief? Do you grieve for an unborn child? I never had any issues when I got pregnant, every time a child was born. I want to help her, tell her it will all be alright. But, will it? She is the one that wants children, lots of them, and she is the one that is best suited to be a mother. Why is she the one having a miscarriage? So today, I was told I was almost a grandma, and I am sad.

Almost There
SO as some of you may already know. I run my own website. We are almost ready to launch it. There are still a few things I want to add and we ran into a few kinks to work out. But hopefully with in the next 2 weeks we will be up and running.

Almost
Wow, Can this really be true I woke up again reached out and no You? We had such a great time lastnight! laughing joking smoking and the lovemaking so intense I just know we made a baby maybe even twins! my greatest wish! I could so clearly see every inch of you the curve of your hip the shape of my favorite tattoo! the taste of you still fills my mouth and your smell is driving me crazy even at this momment!......I so long to see if it's all true My secret fantasy I almost kept you! You live in myheart and ecscape everynight ! I know this is wrong But damn it feels So right! He can't possibly love you like i do ,he has you everyday and some nights too but i know deep in your heart You want me too! thats why you come to me too bad you can't stay I'm still smiling cause i feel soon i will have mY WAy! And it wil be his turn to wake up and reach out! ok i'm closing this now before i give to much away just wanted to remind you I almost kept u today!!!

Almost An Angel !!!
Crazy's Princess needs our help she needs 24 referrals to become an Angel so if anyone can help her out it will be greatly appreciated, The person who brings in the most referrals will get an Auto 11 or a Cherry Bomb! So come on help her get her wings she deserves it !!

Almost 2 Weeks After Surgery
so its almost 2 weeks after surgery, i'm stuck on crutches for awhile yet, but all in all i'm getting around pretty effin' good. i have the hard core pain meds and some physical therapy exercises that I do 3x a day. sitting at a computer desk is a bit uncomfortable, right now i'm in a recliner with the laptop, but to be honest i miss my damn mouse. this finger pad crap is not for me. evidently i lucked into a great surgeon with my referral from my family doctor. he uses larger hip parts (than most dr's) to replace the originals with, which makes the joint stronger and should allow me to do all of the activities that i enjoy after healing. in fact, he said i have absolutely no limitations whatsoever, as long as i can accept whatever pain comes with an activity, the joint can stand up to that activity. i'm told he also inserts the joint at a different place than is typically used during hip replacements, which results in faster healing time. the dr told me that with the size of t

Almost.. Just Almost..
i so love this song.. :) just wanna share it to you guyz.. :) [Verse 1] Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say [Chorus] I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take my time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you [Verse 2] I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go I should've went out with you I should've made you my boo boy Yes that's one time I should've b

Almost In Awe
The nuisance diminished to that of a ghost's whisper My mind struggles to interperet the difference between you and it My heart is lighter now, unable to love, still my infatuation for you grows Make me whole again sweet beauty...you own me.

Almost Here In Illinois For The Chronically Ill
May 28, 2009: SB 1381 just passed out of the House Human Services Committee!!It seems that the bill is on the fast track to get a vote sometime between now and Sunday on the floor of the House. People are mobilizing to go to Springfield between now and then to give it one last push.SB 1381 just passed the Senate floor vote 30-28 on May 27th, and then on the 28th it was again voted through the House Human Services Committee. It now awaits a full House chamber vote.Hopefully we can get a favorable vote in the House now that the Senate has approved this measure and then send it over to Gov. Quinn's desk. Keep making phone calls and sending emails to State Representatives http://www.ilga.gov/house/ and the Governor http://www.illinois.gov/GOV/Senate Bill 1381 is the farthest that a medical cannabis bill has made it in the legislative process in Illinois and we need to use this momentum to get the bill through the House chamber.Please contact your State Representative and the Governor at21

Almost Lost It.....
Well my damn old PC got too hot n burned the power supply cable which in turn knocked down my hard drive .... that sucked and i had to get a new system but the biggest worry was about my precious data which was on my fried hard drive .... so past few days ive been trying to fix it and finally after a fuckin research on google and a hard disk guy i found on a forum, i got the hard disk fixed and got all my data back .... Yay :) So i am happy now ... got all my pornos back too lmao shhhhh ;) Leave comments ppl :)

Almost Homeless
not much is for sure -except that the sun might shine again tommow. It is now around 100 degress in the shade. All the money this month goes to pay the rent and we are still short of making full payment - thats ok but hole just gets deeper. The breaks on our car went out so my son and wife cannot get work, as we have no money to get it fixed. The reality of that means that next month we might become homelesss people. And stupid us spent money so we can be on fubar and have a cell phone and TV. At least last month we did . life is a bitch right now but at least my cancer might be an excape door. .

Almost Anything
i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can

Almost Doesn't Count, Unless It's Hourseshoes And Hand Grenades!
Now this better work, I slaved over a hot cell phone to prepare it for a selected few... So gander in ahhhh my(oh yeah and his) room. sidenote,I dont know why its so dark, youtube is beyond fuckstick material as of late. Later days!

Almost Level 32 Thank You!
Hey there my friends.=) I want to thank first off the ones who were kind enough to donate to my leveling fund.I need 17 more million fubucks to level.Trying to get 25 mil isn't easy on fubar where people are stingy.Most of the people I have donated to for them to level or get spotlight or just needing fubucks help haven't even tried to return the favor so you people will get nothing more from me.From now on I'm only helping the ones who help me.I do my best to return love here with all the friends I have and I think I do a pretty good job.So just wanted to say the ones who donated if you ever need help please let me know and I'll do what I can to help you in the future.Nice to know there are a few kind people left here still.Being a stingy a**hole won't get you far for the record.

Almost Doesn't Count
Almost made you love me Almost made you cry Almost made you happy, baby Didn't I, didn't I You almost had me thinkin' You were turned around But ev'rybody knows Almost doesn't count Almost heard you saying You were finally free What was always missing for you, baby You'd found it in me But you can't get to heaven Half off the ground Ev'rybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep on lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If you're looking for more Than all that I could give you Than what you came here for Gonna find me somebody Not afraid to let go Want a no-doubt, be-there kind of man You came real close But, ev'ry time you built me up You only let me down And ev'rybody knows Almost doesn't count Maybe you'll be sorry Maybe you'll be cold Maybe you'll come runnin' back, baby From the cruel, cruel world Almost convince me You're gonna stick around But ev'rybody knows

Almost Speechless
I postes a blog yesterday to remind someone that they will never be forgotten and that they would always hold a special piece of my heart. Today I sit here still chuckling from the conversation with that special someone. You made me laugh and cry all at once. You are amazing in so many ways and I will not let you forget it. Smiling is an understatement and that is noteworthy Ms A.L.

Almost A Defeatest Attitude
It would appear as though my decision of no to surgery is almost a defeatest attitude. It is the only logical decision to be reached. Nothing is gained by me what ever is done or not. I took the safe attitude. I may go on another day or month and a day. Who knows a year and a day. Perhaps as long as the surgeon and all said. Ten years or longer? After reaching that decision and actually carried it out, things like to cancell and looking at it now I feel a sense of great Peace as if God is with me. Glory to God Norio

Almost 4 Years...
well, it will be in three days. (Yes, I was here for "lostcherry" and "cherrytap". Etc.) Something in me feels obligated to set down something about spending four years on a website (I don't know why, I've been on LiveJournal for about nine years - though even more irregularly so - even here I've taken long breaks...) but if I have any deep thoughts - thoughts that want to pretend they are - I can wait three days to collect them... Anyhow. Cheers! Ah here we are, July 11. I miss some features that have been gone for awhile now (like being able to email people - e.g.: I'm fubar.com/eschiss1 ; so if you sent an email (email, not fubar message) to eschiss1 at fubar.com, after first going through a spam filter , I would receive it next time I logged in, and I'd be able to respond... liked that :) but I've gotten used to the changes (every one of which has been the source of infinite complaint, and threats to cancel VIP - etc. - etc. - etc.) - and only sort of remember what Lostcherry loo

Almost!!!!
Next week, I'll be going to the court house to turn in the divorce papers. I can't wait! Finally!!! Can't believe the day has finally come, even if it's just to turn in the papers, give them the money..but it's taken sooooo long to get that asshole to cooperate. Finally!!!! The day I'm offically divorced, I'm going to fucking celebrate!

Almost Over You
‎"you were the kind of distraction that i was trying to avoid" butnow,, i promise i'll be back to normal... if i can't be suceesful inlove, at least i should be successful in my dream, in my career,, well,good luck to you Lmaoo..

Almost Lovers-a Fine Frenzy
Your fingertips across my skinThe palm trees swaying in the wind, imagesYou sang me Spanish lullabiesThe sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trickWell, I?d never want to see you unhappyI thought you?d want the same for meGoodbye, my almost loverGoodbye, my hopeless dreamI'm trying not to think about youCan't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romanceMy back is turned on youShould've known you'd bring me heartacheAlmost lovers always doWe walked along a crowded streetYou took my hand and danced with me in the shadeAnd when you left you kissed my lipsYou told me you would never ever forget these images, noWell, I?d never want to see you unhappyI thought you?d want the same for me[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/a-fine-frenzy-lyrics/almost-lover-lyrics.html ]Goodbye, my almost loverGoodbye, my hopeless dreamI'm trying not to think about youCan't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romanceMy back is turned on youShould've known you'd bring me heartacheAlmost lovers always

Almost Done
got 26 days left here. it's been a fucking trip couple days i was on the shitter and incoming gets called and i hear explosion right behind the bathroom. and just other been going on same shitty ass days. like recently got into a vehicle accident just a ft long dent to the top right of the hmmvee door but nothing to serious. but there going to fry me any way possible. and dealing with some other people here who can get on your very last nerves is fucking crazy. now im just hoping I get though the rest of this deployment safely and with out getting into trouble.

Almost Done!
almost done! got just a dya or two depending on the flight and the weather. it's been fun trip but kinda sucked most of the time I rate theis place on a scale 1-10 a 4. it was a 7 but it was downrated to a 4 because of recent event's leadership and getting paper work for stupid shit someone sleeping in my vehicle and the commander caught the guy as he was driving by but HE WASN"T SLEEPING! only his was head was cock back to the left and he had sunglasses on but he eyes where open. but since the preception he was sleeping he got in trouble and we did as well. we all got letter of conceling or LOC. and a few eeks later i got into a vehicle accident and the driver side or the humvee door was dented in the part was driveable but when the TCn moved the T-walls to cut down trees they forgot to move the t-walls back to it's orginally place and the path was a narrow as hell.

Almost
Sunshine beams through the window pane, Waking her from sleep. She rises from her sheets and pillows, She yawns long and deep. She's padding to the mirror, She's looking in disgust. She brushes through her crimson hair, She wipes away the dust. Her friends all say she's beautiful. They say that she's a star, She can't believe what they believe, She envies who they are. She hate's the person she's become, She walks away with a sigh. She grabs the shining, shimmering blade, She softly starts to cry. She brings the knife upon her wrist, Space already occupied by scars. She wants to force herself to feel, Outside, wheels roll on tar. A knock breaks the silence of morning, She tries to hide the blade. She rushes to the front door, Glad to not have stayed. The he stands in the threshold, He holds roses scarlet red. He gives her a defeated look, And fighting tears he said:

Almost Blind.
Whatever it was that happened back then, I do not wish it upon any souls. For as a result I am almost blind, My own reflection I cannot find. Though initially it became all a mess, Realizing I'd live in eternal darkness, With time I found the light, That I could have happiness, Even limited of my sight. It is a challenge I must admit, Though I am no longer bothered, Not even a little bit. Now with every journey that I take, Cautious with each step I make, Each becomes a quest of discovery, Every movement teaching me. The colors of our world escape most of sight, As I exist in my eternal night, I rely on nature to come alive,

Almost Cheese Sausage Pay Via Smartphone
Paying the milk and yogurt in the supermarket via smartphone ? Two large German retail chains offer this service . Each chain cooks like their own pay - soup . Who wants to pay for mobile, needs its own digital wallet for each supermarket. German supermarkets in the fight for digital wallet has begun. The large retail chains to test mobile payment method . Edeka already started mid-May. Since then, customers can pay via smartphone during cheese and sausage Edeka discounter Netto . Rewe is now also jumped on the train towards " Mobile Payment " . Since early November, you can also whip out to pay cash to the Rewe his mobile phones in dubai . App to Pay Paying with iPhone and Co. is simple. The customer downloads previously downloaded an app and logs on to the mobile payment method . At Rewe him the POS indicate the amount to be paid by QR Code , the Successor of barcodes. The code is scanned with a smartphone , and Customer agrees to pay by app . Unlike in the net - app:

Almost/youtube/fight
Ok, so I have a lot to say that has happened in the past 3 days. Tuesday I had to take my husband to his truck so I could go to hand bell choir practice. We play at a different(SISTER)church every other year, and we were supposed to play at my church this year, but since there was a fire at my church last night and the church is closed, we had to practice at the other church. I hate the town that church is in. It's a little shit town that i keep getting lost when I go there. One of my bell members told me Tuesday night that she would be happy if we skipped this program. I just looked at her and said no fucking shit man, no shit. It's lessons AND carols, so I understand that we need to play so it won't be all signing. Well anyhoo, I was driving Matt to his truck Tuesday night, and there was a car in the other lane that was driving funny so I decided to let him pass me. Well, I had no idea that there was a nigger standing in the middle of the road till my husband said something.

Alms...., Alms...., Alms…. Spare Me A Piece Of Bread…. Spare Me Your Mercy…. I Am A Child So Young, So Thin, And So Ragged. Why Are You Staring At Me
Alms...., alms...., alms…. spare me a piece of bread…. spare me your mercy…. I am a child so young, so thin, and so ragged. Why are you staring at me? With my eyes I cannot see, but I know that you are all staring at me! Why are you whispering to one another? Why? Do you know my mother? Do you know my father? Did you know me five years ago? Yes..., five years of bitterness had passed. I can still remember the vast happiness mother and I shared with father. My mother was playing on the piano, while I danced and danced for them. We were very happy indeed. Suddenly, five loud knocks were heard on the door, and a deep silence ensued. Did the cruel Nippons discover our peaceful home? Asked Mother! Mother ran to my father’s side, pleading, “please Julian, hide there in the cellar, they cannot find you there”. I pulled my father’s arm, but he did not move. It seemed as though his feet were glued to the floor. The door went “banggggg”, and before us five ugly beasts came barging in. “

Alms
Eastern haze. Crickets playing frog.The air binds and dragslike wet garments against leatherNo cause for consumptionjust gasps betweenecstatic moansand pleading ransomsTracing the beads of your sweat down the gentle slopes and valleys with the tips of my fingersthe tip of my tonguethe tip of my amplewideintellect.Both faculties in question seriously underestimatedunderappreciatedand certainly under used. Better than a pocket full of beta blockersand a bottle overflowing with tremors, terrors and dreamsThe kind that wakemid resolutionvacant arousaldistinctlingeringsensationThe smell of dry hair and conditionerlaundered linenswet kisses in the best placesthe sharp dig of manicured fingersand the pulsating grind-churning and billowingof yet another mundane dawn without you.Possitively bursting with disappointment

Aloe Vera Gel Relaxed Hair
Aloe-vera relates to the Aloes kind of northern Africa. The actual plant lives on the warm areas of Asian countries and the African continent. It is actually grown largely for the therapeutic qualities built in. Typically the sap from the plant is commonly used in numerous makeup products and medications. It's got a restorative healing and calming influence on dried-out skin and it is used for the treating of all forms of diabetes. Right now, it's widely known as a therapeutic herb and growth strategies give attention to improving succulence. It is to ensure the life of the herb even amongst lower rain fall. The particular herb indicates inability to ice and snow and is resistant against insect and aphid intrusions. The actual herb grows nicely in drained and sand ground and requires a good amount of natural light. Aloe-vera is considered to be really great at comforting burns and abrasions. It actually is used widely within the therapy of injuries and boosts the process of healing. Ex

Aloe Juices, Capsules, Tablets And Other Combination Of Juices
Natural ways to make aloe vera juice is a terrific house plant which doesn't desire a lot of taking care, additionally, the aloe gel could be used on burns, pest bites along with skin breakouts to help relieve the discomfort and help with the process of healing.There are plenty of good things about the usage of Aloevera. When it's used on the outside it shortens the recovery process of our skin. Typically the gel out of this herb possesses an anti-inflammatory compound which is very effective on bug bites, and skin rashes. In case you have a burn, sun burn or breakouts you can easily break off some of the leaves of this unique herb and chop the leaves open and then take out the gel. Use the gel and place it over your injuries for rapid comfort from the ache.Whent it is put on pimples, natural aloe vera will help lower just about any scars that pimples causes by helping lower the soreness of pimples scars. And will easily fade away older scar issues which have been around several years

Aloft
There, among the rising bubbles, forms a hand - reaching, not for me, but for the air around me - then feathers root where once the finest filaments of hair shone - and now wings lift from the tempest, I am aloft. But I am only man within her, at her mercy - I can feel the whoosh of each wing beating and the earth slips away. I know this soft-winged, lifting - it surrounds me each night - the buoyant ether of her desire (and mine). I tumesce at the whisper of her voice into me, ghost song from my yesterday: "I want you, need you, love you." © All rights reserved

Aloha!
Well I hoped everyone missed me....I'm back so dont send out the troops or anything I know I know....you totally weren't going to...thanks btw! So, all I've been doing is working and parenting and msn'ing it up thats my life could it get duller? no? YAY! something to look forward to. But I wanted to say hi and thank you for coming to see !!!! Much love *special shout out to a cute lil pot head i met on here* *pst "subherban" thats u

Aloha
Its Monday night and since I don't want to pay for a cherry blast I just want to say thanks to the friends on my list that have left comments for me and rated me 10 cherries. Makes me feel good. I will try to be good about leaving messages when I'm at my pc and have time. Happy Holidays. Nice and cold in GA.

Aloha To All Of You...
Aloha Everyone! Just wanted to say hello to all my new friends and soon-to-be friends. I really appreciate all your new user comments as well as the photo comments. Please keep 'em coming and I will return the favor... I hope to chat with you all soon! Aloha, Kilana

Aloha!
WELL I HAVE BEEN OFFLINE FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I'M STILL NOT SO SURE I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO STAY THIS TIME AROUND. I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY WITH MY CHILDREN AND GETTING BACK TOGETHER WITH MY EXHUSBAND. ITS BEEN A LONG VERY STRESSFUL 6 MONTHS. I'M REALLY SORRY THAT I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO SOME OF YOU. BUT FOR A LITTLE BIT TODAY, I'LL BE HANGING OUT HERE. TALK SOON. KISSES

Aloha Pork Kabobs
ALOHA PORK KABOBS Prep Time 15 minutes Cook Time: 10 minutes Marinate Time: 30 minutes Serves: 6 ALOHA PORK KABOBS Ingredients 1 cup Lawry's ® Sesame Ginger Marinade With Mandarin Orange Juice 1-1/2 lbs. pork tenderloin, cut into 1-1/2-inch cubes 2 medium red and/or green bell peppers, cut into chunks 2 medium onions, cut into 3/4-inch wedges 2 cups fresh or canned, drained pineapple chunks Directions In large resealable plastic bag, pour 3/4 cup Lawry's ® Sesame Ginger Marinade With Mandarin Orange Juice over pork and vegetables; turn to coat. Close bag and marinate in refrigerator 30 minutes. Remove pork and vegetables from Marinade, discarding Marinade. On skewers, alternately thread pork, vegetables and pineapple. Grill or broil, turning once and brushing with remaining 1/4 cup Marinade, 10 minutes or until pork is done. Serve, if desired, with hot cooked rice.

Aloha To The Captain!
Hellooooo to you if you are reading this. If not, then never mind. I know there are a few people that read my posts, but you just never know if they will be from me or some pearl of wisdom I have found somewhere else to share. This is all mine tonite. Those of you that have read this blog for the past couple of months will remember postings about Captain Sweetheart. For those of you who are just dropping by, the captain is shown in my photo album. She is a fairly young, attractive, and charming woman I have been friends with for a couple of years. We work together at the same mega-corporation. This past spring, the Capn began sharing stories with me about her living situation, point being that hubby was abusive and violent. There is nothing I hate more than violence to children, but domestic violence towards either spouse is a close second. She asked for my help. Being the kind person I am, and believing in her sincerity - she is VERY charming - I agreed to let her stay w

Aloha Fubar
about me? i like girls. with guys coming in a close third. beer always takes second place to a beautiful smile. i'm happily single. i work too much for my own good. i pretty much don't give a shit i wear mismatched socks sleep is not a hobby.

Aloha Dump Cake
Aloha Dump Cake Prep: 10 min, Cook: 45 min. 2-1/3 cups canned crushed pineapple, undrained 1/2 lb. flaked coconut 1 package yellow cake mix 1 cup unsalted butter, cut into small pieces Preheat oven to 350°F. Pour pineapple and juice into a greased 9x13 inch baking pan. Evenly distribute coconut over pineapple. Sprinkle cake mix over top and spread evenly. Cover surface with butter. Do not mix. Bake 45 minutes until top is browned. Cool before cutting into squares. This recipe serves 12 people. Due to the nature of this recipe, it adjusts the number of servings in multiples of 12 only. Per serving: calories 462, fat 32.7g, 61% calories from fat, cholesterol 41mg, protein 3.8g, carbohydrates 42.8g, fiber 3.9g, sugar 37.3g, sodium 299mg, diet points 11.7. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Aloha
Aloha . . the cool early ocean breeze blowing slowly across my mind . sunrise all aglow lighting the land bringing the promise of life and new beginings . the ocean rises and crashes against the rocks playing a soothing melody from me to you . recieve the gift of aloha and smell the plumeria feel the sand warm at my feet as we leave footprints across my heart . come listen to the rythm of my island and see the world like never before join me in the intimate hula of the heart . spend the time feeling the sun warm your body come and swim in the ocean of love i have to offer layback and just relax to a dream come true . taste the sweet fruit of the mango golden and ripened on the tree . glide thru the water with the dolphins on silver and blue waves of pure heaven . this is my world share it with me fed from the ocean we eat the food of kings given life from the land providing everything we need for here I am with open arms ........aloha

Aloha
The smell of the salty air, the sounds of sea gulls cry, and the endless blue sky can only mean one thing, a cruise. We had to get up while it was still dark and board a flight to Honolulu,Hawaii. We were taking a cruise, but not just any cruise. This one lasted 7 days and toured all the major islands of America's own paradise. Sheesh, what is it about airports? The only time there ever seems to be a breeze, is when it's cold, and then it's a gale force Nor eastern. Leaving the car and heading toward the terminal, your hit with the pungent smell of jet exhaust. As fast as you can you make it inside, only to wait in line just a bit shorter than a depression era soup line, but moves SO much slower. Then to make things just a bit more rosy, you get caught behind Abdul la, the only Arab American that still hasn't grasped the concept of indoor plumbing and the new 'Typhoid Mary' who's unknowingly transporting the newest and most deadly strain of Pig Flu. Finally its o

Aloha, Part 2©
Walking arm in arm, we both reflected one what we had just had happened. It was only the first day of our cruise. Playing on the flight over, in the shower in our cabin, and then again out on deck, had been amazing. Here we were on a cruise ship, sailing around the Hawaiian islands, a lover's paradise. Islands to explore, black beaches, hidden water falls, it was going to be ours for the taking. But after seeing that, a whole new world of possibilities had opened up. As we laid together in bed, I couldn't get the image of what we had watched out of my mind. After playing on deck, to look over and watch two other lovers, that had been watching us, enjoy themselves. You know I am all Toy's and she mine, but I could shake those eyes hers from my mind. As we finished our playtime, they were just down the rail. He leaning back, pants open, and his woman slowly making love to her mouth with him. Toy and I stood frozen, our eyes meeting theirs. He just smiled as his lover very so

Alone
Everyday is full of more wishing, and hoping For someone to listen and want to listen To have that person belong in your world All I have is loneliness, that hurts everyday Watching everyone have that one to care for I've gone through to much pain to know truth The pain took over Letting the blood from the sliver blade fall Watching the others around just stare And not care Wanting just one to grab you by the hand Telling you not to Because your loved Soon, the loneliness takes over And all alone in the world Is what I am Just waiting and wishing everyday

Alone Again
ALONE AGAIN When you've loved someone But now he's gone; You feel regrets But the damage has been done. When you hear the grandfather clock, And the only voice becomes your own, When solitaire becomes your friend, Then you know you are alone again. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Alone
All I feel is emptyness an endless pit of nothingness I try so hard, but don't seem to get far. I try to get up, but I just get thrown down. An endless battle I wish it would go away. For some reason the pain just wants to stay. I feel I just can't take it anymore, but I've been down that road before. Please someone help me. I'm starting to go insane, all this pain is hurting my brain. I like to write poetry.

Alone
SHOULD I LET MY SELF FEEL AGAIN? BROKEN HEARTED SO MANY TIMES. UNSURE OF LOVE AND OF ME. WHEN IS IT TIME TO TRUST TO TRUST IN SOMEONE WHO IS SO RIGHT. WHO I THINK OF DAY N INTO THE NITE HOW DO I KNOW WHEN I SHOULD LET MYSELF FEEL CLOSE TO SOMEONE, WHEN WILL I HEAL? FROM ALL THE PAIN N BROKEN HEART SO I CAN GIVE MY SELF IN WHOLE NOT JUST PART. TO GIVE MYSELF TO HIM. TO ALOW MYSELF GIVE INTO THAT WHIM I LOOK TO THE HEAVENS N ASK GOD ABOVE WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN TO FEEL REAL LOVE? BY, SAMANTHA

Alone Time
She removed her gown and panties and then stretched out on the bed. The sheets were cool against her overheated flesh. She was missing her lover badly tonight, wanting him very badly as well. She ached to feel his body against hers, skin sliding against skin. She lay very still, dreaming of being with him, finally being able to touch and taste and tease. The anticipation grew into arousal, and as she moved beneath the sheet, she felt the tingles begin in her stiff nipples each time the smooth cotton slid over them. She lifted her arms above her head, stretching as far as she could reach. Her breasts jutted upwards as she arched her back, her nipples clearly outlined beneath the sheet. Oh, how they ached and begged to feel his touch. Slowly, she closed her eyes and let her mind drift, imagining he was there with her. Her hands slid back beneath the sheet as she relaxed into the softness of the bed and the pillows. They rested on her hips for only a moment before beginning a slow

Alone On An Island
Please don’t misunderstand; I am grateful for all of the wonderful friends I have made on here. Some have become better than others. Everyone is different; they have different likes, dislikes and very diverse personalities. Yet there is one big commonality among all of you, I can’t get to you. I don’t know exactly why but there is only 1 person on my friends list (of almost 800) that lives within a reasonable distance from me. Unfortunately as terrific of a lady as she is, she is unavailable. Granted many people don’t have their locations listed so there could be more people on my list from the Metro St Louis area, but they have not identified themselves as locals, I can only assume there is a reason for that. On an earlier blog, I explained my schedule and for that and other reasons I am severely challenged as far as the opportunity to get out and meet people. 99% of the people I work with are married, therefore they can’t… ok SHOULDN’T go out prowling on a weekend night. Tho

Alone With My Tazer...
I found this on the web a few months ago, i just came across it in one of my folders, i laughed my head off reading it again. Hope you all like it too...lol ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alone with my Tazer. -------------- My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something like "Well, I have FINALLY outdone myself". No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Life Time movie in the near future. Here goes. Last weekend I spied something at a pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled.) I bought something really cool for my wife. The occasion was our 32nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my sweet girl. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two

Alone?
Alone? Sitting here alone the minutes passing by. Sitting here alone, Am I ? Sitting here alone, Mommy play with me! Sitting here alone, Trying hard to move Sitting here alone, Surrounded all the way. Sitting here alone. What did you say ? Sitting here alone. Watching life go by. Sitting here alone All I do is cry. Sitting here alone Forever as it seems Sitting here alone All I want to do is scream Sitting here alone Drowning in my tears Sitting here alone Facing all my fears Sitting here alone Searching for the strength Sitting here alone It seems I have nothing left Sitting here alone Looking for an out Sitting here alone All I can do is silently shout Sitting here alone Wanting to find a way Sitting here alone Will someone take me away Sitting here alone Looking up to the sky Sitting here alone Wishing I could fly Sitting here alone Am I? Sitting here alone I finally sigh. Sitting here alone, With Angels on my side! © T

Alone
I don't understand what you try to say to me so don't even try to explain i sometimes look up to the loft where you once stayed wishing you never went away open up your eyes to see the love that radiates from me when i have freedom in my love then i'll seek wisdom from above under the wide and starry sky dig the grave and let me lye listen to the distant music from far away is it real? or am i just going insane? the question has been asked the answer should be told your love has gone away from me and now i feel alone

Alone
what the fuck is going on. am i being to picky, i just want to meet my best friend, fall in love, maybe have a kid, and live happily ever after in that 2 story house with the white fence. now is that so fucking hard. where is the wish i made on the star. someone help me from my leave it to beaver fanatsy. i can't spell today. i am so sick and i need to sleep. blah blah blah

Alone
She sits alone, on an unusual path. Wondering how, she'll make it back. She got lost, and is so confused. Listening close, and praying for you. She looks to the sky, to find the moon. and wishing that someone, would come and find her. She thinks to herself, you'll hear her prayer. And maybe tomorrow, she'll wake with you there. She has tried so hard, and failed with faith. She has listened so long, and lost her place. She wants you near, to hold her close. She wants to hear, that everything's ok. Her friend until the end, she'll be there for you. She will try and help, and keep you near. Talk to her and let her know, whats going on there at home. Only until then, she'll sit alone. And ponder the things, shes ever done wrong.

Alone In The Dark
My heart aches, the tears flow as i sit alone in the dark I'm the tough girl who can deal with anything yet the one thing i fight to deal with is being alone My guard is up, i tred softly as not to scare anyone away The more i feel comfortable, the guard comes down and i tred loudly only to be once again alone What is about me i ask myself? Am i too open, too honest, too ugly, an embarresment? I ask myself these questions every night as i sit alone in the dark

Alone In Darkness
the night falls with a silent sigh, cold and alone are we. the salvation for which you pine flares once, then dies, devoured by a velvet ebon nothingness. all hope must not endure. your love is no more. how could you abandon me? angels surround us, crying, save us from ourselves.

Alone
ancient monkeys and blue painted shoes how did u know i was never abused she screamed in the moonlight her death was a beuatiful sight we had dinner in the park before dawn my dark prince i am stranglly drawn she cried "ave satanis" before she pulled the trigger our darkest dreams and thoughtless themes my intension was to crush you with the fury of gods wrath my purpose is to love u blood splatter the love that i lost i slit my wrists in the dark no more pain no more sorrow and then ... it was black....

Alone In Darkness
The night falls as if slain by the sun Cold and alone we are the emotion for which you lust flares once then dies crushed by an ebon nothingness all hope must end your soul thrives no more how could you not understand losts souls crying we are fallen mah

Alone?
today i find myself feeling alone in the world. no one is here with me to share the oxygen with my lungs and no one is here with me to watch me breathe. like under a vast sheet of glass that separates me from the others above. looking down at me like a reptile on display in some roadside attraction. they dont hear my words and they cant see my face, only that which they want to pay for will make me worthy of the attention i crave. all i want is to hear the words i never get to hear. all i want is to feel them as they fill my concious path with the feeling i long to feel. it doesnt take much, but today i am alone in this other universe and im not sure that i want to stay. the gray overhead tapistry tells us how to feel so no instructions are needed. why just once cant you stop to read the stupid label and give me what i really want? why is the wall so high that even with the tallest supermax extendo ladder i can barely see over its reaches? i want to climb high and swing from your branc

Alone Inside...
Inside the deep depths of the beholder I shall seek comfort from unseen lending hands Invisible to anything I would ever dare to accomplish Funding on silent strength and courage, making one day through Praying for forgivness in darkened light Shoulders I so desperatly yearn for disapear in haze Aloneness sets the pace of forever guilt I am guilty of your needs to reach out for "Angel" Questioning a name you once loved to call out Craving darkness of the mind just to stop painful crimson visions Closing of eyes crosses to the horror I once and carry on to live Shedding visions of what's needed to carry me through Offerings of help not sought in carefulness Taking on a world, mine not owned Blood boiling into much familiar territory Containing everything with all my Love Feeding on what I have left to give my "Lil Angels" Continuing to be their rock, shedding a much needed light Creating shields forcing them from that craze Experi

Alone
I wrote this like a month ago, I still like it, tough shit if you don't like the concept... it does make me a lil sad tho I was trying to tell myself it was just the weather, But even though it was raining it was actually a warm day. I know what the real problem is. The real reason why I don't go out with my friends, The reason why I don't feel like laughing, or smiling. The reason why I feel woozy, sad, let alone ugly. And it's the same reason why my eyes are gray now. Shivers, I need a better jacket, Maybe even a better scarf and gloves will warm me up. A cup of hot cocoa... A warm fire to sit by... another jacket or blanket... A smile... a hug... by him... It's not so cold after all

Alone With Banana
Alone with Banana by passionmaster © My name is Brenda. I'm 27 separated with a two year old son. My husband the prick moved out when I found out he had an affair with one of his old girlfriends. I don't want him back for with me it was rare and with her it was nightly. My biggest problem is after my son has gone to bed. The angel is a great sleeper and sleeps from 8 in the evening until 8 in the morning. That leaves me with too much time after all the cleaning is done and preparations are made for the next day. I have found the long hot baths usually tire me out and help me sleep but it seems more and more lately that I am lying in my bed with my hand in my pussy. I am 5'6" tall with good legs round bum nice sway back which accents my now (because of feeding) rounded breasts and dark brown hair. My sons last feeding was at 8 just before he went to sleep but even after the bath my nipples are still extended and tingly. I find myself lying in bed rolling my nipples and

Along Time
Ok so I haven't been here in a while.. OMG Im sorry.. BUt there has been a lot going on.. I got a new job.. And started colleged.. And then on October 9th found out that Im expecting a baby.. :) Im excited.. I am going to try and get around here more often but a lot of the time Im sleeping.. :) Take Care all!

Alone
All alone. Sitting in the corner. seeing the two walls join. It hurts to know they can. In a room... None of that silly doom and gloom. The need to rhyme well past its prime. Thoughts are floating. Twisting and turning. Melting to nothing but hopelessness... What do I do? Alone in a world full of people. Screaming at the dark and not even heard. Banging my head the wall gives a damn. Then again it seems it's the only one...

Alone...
I feel very tense tonight, and have an incredibly strong yearning for release. It has been five days of complete abstinence, an entire sexless work week. Sitting naked on my bed, I turn to glance at my reflection in the full length mirror on the wall. I admire my long dark hair, deep green eyes, and creamy, perfect skin. My gaze wanders over my rather large, round breasts and their pink, sensitive nipples: soft globes of flesh that seem to invite caresses and fondling. A smile touches my full lips as I slip my hand down across the front of my chest, lightly passing over one nipple, feeling it harden beneath my palm's passage. I blush with arousal as an electric tingle shoots straight to my clit, which begins to demand attention. I resist, at least for now... I let my other hand drop down past my tummy to caress the top of my bare thigh. My legs are long, made shapely by tennis and biking. White cotton socks adorn my small feet, at the moment my only item of clothing. I close my

Along The Path Of New Beginnings
ALONG THE PATH OF NEW BEGINNINGS I feel the dawning of the new day feel the easy peaceful existence of days gone by Each fallen leave recognizes the fact so often ignored With each new day and each new beginning there is the closing of the old yet it is still the same path the same trees the same life the same you and the same me I smile for the first time in days with recognition of ancient truth I feel the gentle breeze brush my skin my spirtit takes flight high along the edges of the towering cliffs just now rising rising out of the out of the morning mists Many a nature's creature still sleep save those nocturnal ones that just now slowly make way to cozy nests and hidden havens now deeply in forest shadows covered amid vivid greens and earthy browns I let the silence comfort me renewing my desire to fly to be free as my soul demands wind and wing Sometimes freedom can only be found

Alone
No human contact. I stand alone. It's just me and my thoughts. I stand alone. No friends. No fears. No problems. That's not possible. I fear solitude. I crave friends. I question myself. For there are no others. Like I said, I stand alone.

Alone
It is cold today Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone. Thoughts of life and love, meaningless to anyone but myself. I am alone. They watch me, their eyes not knowing, knowing nothing of what they see. I am but another creature, alone. They scurry on the surface, unaware, unaware of the life below when you are alone. Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow, but a time of solace, of deepness never to be shared, never to be understood. They can never reach the place where I am And I know I will never reach the place where they are. I know I don't want to reach that place. True happiness is here, unmisted. Unmisted by smiles or laughter, unmisted by the joys of company. To find true happiness, to know if one is truly happy, he must be happy alone.

Alone!!!
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

Alone
Tonight I sit here thinking about how to approach this business propostition I have to present on Monday, and I feel all alone. I am tired,a nd can not think straight and I wonder how many others are out there just like me? I have to say thank yous o far to everyone on this site who has added me or become my friend you are a great group, and keep up the good work.

Alone And Horny!!!
WHEN YOU HAVE THAT SUDDEN URGE YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKIN' ABOUT (LADIES THAT ITCH THAT WE LOVE TO GET SCRATCHED) AND (FELLAS THAT HARDNESS THAT IS SO HARD THAT IT THROBS) MMMM HMMM YEAH I THOUGHT YOU KNEW WHAT I WAS TALKIN' BOUT WHEN YOU ARE HOME ALONE WHAT DO YOU DO OR HOW DO YOU HANDLE THIS "SITUATION?" KEEP IN MIND THERE ARE OTHER OPTIONS SO FEEL FREE TO USE YA IMAGINATION TO THE FULLEST

Alone
im am offically alone, i have started the no contact part of the break up and its killing me, this is the hardest thing i have ever done, cutting all ties to the one person i truely love yeah im only 19 and that i have my whol life ahead of me. but i already know what i want in a women and she is it. if any of you can help me out on this please it would be very helpful. :(

Alone
Abandoned, forgotten, alone Silence my only friend Yet devoid of words to console This heart that cannot mend Discarded, rejected, disowned Coldness surrounds me now No warm embrace to soothe my soul Hopelessness pins me down Forsaken, deserted, forlorn Darkness my comfort be Let melancholy be no more Quietus come to me

Alone
I’m here alone. To cry on my own. And the only shoulder I have. Is my reflection in the mirror. It shares my pain and all my tears. And everything else. Down to my biggest fears. I listen to my music. And it helps to ease the pain. The soft tone of her voice. Slows down the anger inside. Calms me down, from hitting things. And I just let out the cries. Hopefully one day. I will wake from this dream. In all hopes everything will be ok. ©Sorrow

Alone In The Forrest
walking down a path hand in hand talking to each other as we walk across the land seeing nothing but you hearing your voice on the wind feeling you near to me as we walk across the land finding a clearing setting our blanket down beginning our picnic as i see nothing but you beauty comes an goes but our love is here to stay

Alone
Well I have come to the conclusion that being alone sucks! Being single is really hard! It's like you go from having a "normal" life to being an outsider all of a sudden! You don't really want to go out with your frineds because then you feel like a third wheel but you don't really want to sit at home either!It's pretty boring, too! I mean who wants to just hang at home all alone....AND you have no one to text just to say good morning and wish them a great day or just to tell them that you are thinking about them through out the day! You have no one to pick something up at the store for just because it reminds you of them! AND you have no one to cuddle up to and just be held! No warm arms to hold you, no shoulder to cry on when you need comfort, no chest to lay your head on and listen to the heart of the person you care about beat! No lips to kiss and no eyes to get lost in! I guess the thing that I miss the most is the feeling that someone really cares about me! The feeling that when

Alone At The Jackpot Bar
Alone at the Jackpot Bar I sit at the bar. I watch myself fall. I wait and I wait. Everyone I know is here – captured vividly, a photo, but not quite crystal clear. I sit alone. They all walk by. Not a soul says “hi.” Is it something I did? Is it something I hid? Am I imagining things again? When does this not begin? I’ve got to get out of this place, get rid of your face, forget everything I’ve ever wanted, and just lay waste. It all becomes poison anyway. Everything rots in its own way. I can’t capture, hold, retain. It’s just an old refrain. I’m telling my story but it’s becoming a little fucking boring because everyone here has heard all this shit before. I just have to look at their blank faces and I know they don’t care anymore. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Alone
Every morning starts beautifully with the sound of your sweet voice from a phone call. It's second best to actually embracing you in my arms, under the covers that protect us from the chill that lies outside. Your melodic wake-up laughter over the phone is second best to the overwhelming smile I see in the morning, when I hold you in my arms after having spent another wonderful night with you. Your "I Love You"s over the phone always make me smile and hold the phone tighter, second best to looking into your eyes with those words, and being able to deeply kiss you afterwards, sending a chilling warmth throughout our bodies. But with you... you are my #1. The closest person in the world to me. With you, there is no second best. There is no one close to even being "second" or "best". I hold you, alone, in the most intimate place in my heart. It's a place where I can feel you, still close, when you're far away. Where I can close my eyes, and hear your voice, listen to y

Alona
Hey everyone u r talking or looking at the sexiest girl ever!!!I am relly fun and i am not scared to do things and i have alot of freinds!I love all of my freinds! I have great freinds!! Kyla and hannah r my best freinds i love them soooo much!!!They r fun to hangout with and they both arent scared to do things!!!! well dont be afarid to message me,comment me,or message my comments! Just dont be weirdos then i will block u!!! well thats all for now love u guys!!

The Alone Tree
There’s an alone tree which lives near me, And this alone tree could not agree, That if this tree could ever see, An alone tree it sure would be. There’s an alone tree which topples me, For this alone tree was tall, you see, And then this tree would use its knee, To break in three, the clouds who flee. There’s an alone tree which lives near me, The northern tree, its branches free, The southern tree, no limb to see, For this alone tree, was alone, you see? There’s an alone tree which I can see, And this alone tree (against my plea) Was sent to sea, its roots now free, And now this tree… A ship is he

Alone
Have you ever felt alone like no one is around? I do and i have been feeling like that it fucking sucks like you have noone to be with at night or just to hang out in person with! my life is so fucking sad sometimes i think i need to be dead i just want someone to hang out with and cuddle and cry on each others shoulder? is that ever hard to ask? when im alone i feel like i have nothing like not not safe and god knows i wanna feel like im safe but i feel like im not safe or anything because i dont have anyone and when i do think i found that person they wanna get mad or fuck up one of the 2 it always happens why i cant i find that sos god no one knows how this hurts inside.... i see people everyday and think to myself why cant i be like that? why cant i have that life? am i a bad person or what? this is getting to feel like im gonna be alone all my life i just wanna seadle down in my life and be married and be happy again and have kids and shit

Alone ( Author: Patricia M. Eichler)
Alone in the dark silence of night, you held my thoughts hostage. However, I lived on in my plight. Therefore, I dreamt of us in a cottage. Alone in the tangle of conjecture, you held me, and you kissed me. However, it was a passing picture. Therefore, I dreamt of our love by a sea. Alone in inner recesses of my mind, you held me, and I want to linger. However, there was nothing to bind. Therefore, I dreamt and kissed my finger. Alone in an unfamiliar life, I kill time, you held me in my heart and spirit. However, it takes place only in rhyme. Therefore, I dreamt wishes with little merit. Copyright ©2006 by Patricia M. Eichler Patricia M. Eichler @ Authorsden

Alone In Love
Upon awakening in the morning light I can feel the emptiness surround me. I who profess an undying love have nothing in return but my aloneness. Somehow I have convinced myself of being loved by the one I profess my love to so freely. My reality is lying alone where the only warmth I feel is that of my passion for this forsaken love. As I dream I fantasize of a love I desire to be yet shall never be. I have grown to know that being in love is the loneliest experience one can ever know if its recipient does not nourish that love. In knowing this entire. Why can't I just lay this feeling aside? Why can't I cast it away as it has been so easily by its intended? For I know it is neither welcomed nor wanted. Somehow in knowing this it does not make my love any less a reality to me. Thus, I shall allow this eternal flame of love to burn on within me. As I continue to believe that all things are possible as long as one has faith in love and life.

Alonyda's Lament
I need someplace to Hide away Maybe a cave of silence Where I can wake up The echoes Maybe and echo where I can Wake up the caves She always gave more that she'd take Is still giving to this day Too much living Is no way to die It's been cold since You had to go away I saw your face in the clouds today I'm stuck here feeling The same old way But nothing's been the same All along And I still Can't believe That you're gone

Alone...
Alone... by myself no one around no one to talk to nothing but my thoughts is this the way it will always be? only me but i am free no restraints no ties no bonds now i can do what i please i hear the sounds of nothing pure and silent but yet so very loud i write them down my thoughts the harmonys the melodies forever ringing for the whole world to read singing over and over dancing around like children playing carousels of thoughts spinning round and round My heart is drained I can't keep this in anymore i must pass through the door let it be known my feelings will be shown i can't play these games forever hearing your name i am not a toy to be drug through the mud falling in and out of love like some helpless little boy jo$hua

Alone For New Years
i just wanted to tell everybody that evan tho christmas is around the corner and thats awsome but new years is what this blog is all about one of the best day of the year will go to waste again for me cause for the past 4 years i had no one to be with on that day no freinds to chilll with no beer to cheer me up evan more nothing and its sad and pathetic it hurts thinking about i dont no about the rest of yall but new years is a new begening for all and a ending for others but what im saying is would anybody like to hang out on new years with me i dont have no one to chill with af forgt it this is dumbe anyway

Alone
I hear the ticking of the clock I'm lying here the room's pitch dark I wonder where you are tonight No answer on the telephone And the night goes by so very slow Oh I hope that it won't end though Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone you don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone Alone, alone

Alone
Let me give you a crash coarse about what is wrong with my mother... In Febuary she was diagnosed with terminal 3rd stage lung cancer and about October, she found out that it has spread into her liver. She is back on Chemo... Shr has had a feeding tube in her stomach since Febuary... She celebrated her 51st birthday in March. I celebrated my 21st birthday in January... so there u go... I am open about everything, so u gotta question- feel free to ask. I am about 20-45mins to finishing the "L Word Season 3"... This season has hit home for me closer than any other. I watched as Dana went to the doctor, then started on Chemo, then she started to recover- go out to places, then she started going down hill so quickly. (FYI to plp that have no clue what show I am talking about... it is a Lesbian show based in LA, Dana is a famous Tennis player and she is 34ish gets diagnosed with breast cancer) I am VERY frightened and scared that its gonna happen the same way with my mom. She starts to

Alone
Now I am alone Without you here I'm left only with memories Of the time you were near You left without a word Without an explanation You're gone, nothing to it My heart has no completion You left one day And you never came back So now I'm left With a heart that's black

Alone
"Dreams fade like water out to sea. My love for you will rise someday," she tells her lover as he lays dying from the bomb that his goverment dropped. A soilder he is not, forced to be in the middle of a war he is not a part of. Now he dies from it. Her eyes are like rain clouds, crying from the heavens. She walks away from the land where his body lies, a ghost forced to go through life alone, like she had done before him. Alone, his death on her shoulders, a single mother, alone. "How could I be alone agian?" she yells at the sky. She falls to her knees and says, "You have taken everything now. Why me?" The government comes to her door and says, "Ma'am we have to take your son." She yell and trys to stop them but the goverment takes her son too. Alone and with the goverment taking everything she knows, she tries to leave the country but she is stuck here, for they don't let anyone leave. She is forced to stay in a country that claims to be free when really it is a cage

Alone In The Dark
Please help me get out of this cold dark place. The silence slowly slips me into madness. I need someone to embrace me and make me feel wanted. I am imprisoned in this cone of silence which you can fall forever it seems. It is quiet enough to hear my heart pulsate with life. As my heart beats into the space of nothingness, a tears falls for each guilt that I feel, it eats away at my soul. To be kept in the dark hurts knowing you can't do a damn thing about it. To be stuck in such a place means to me that I am alone.

Alone
Why does it hurt when you feel alone Cutting in deep straight through the bone? Surrounded by darkness and feeling so cold Wanting touch when theres no one to hold Wanting to talk when theres no one to hear Alone in the dark drowning with fear Why does it hurt when you feel all alone Taken from the warm feelings you once had known? With eyes like clouds and tears like rain Drivin inside deep is the pain A broken heart that just won't mend Feelin alone in the world without a friend Why does it hurt when you feel all alone? When you once stood in the light, the sun had shone Hiding within the darkest despair A feeling within thinking no one will care Misery is the only company you got For when you feel alone, you feel it alot

Alone??
the day is over , we all wine down the bubbles in the fish tank, the only sound kids in bed,a couple hours ago tv off, after my show laying here thinking just was i have done to sit alone, be the only one looking bak at all the chaos in just one day i turn over to listen BUT wat does air have to say it says alot in an empty space says so much makes my heart race the clicking of the furnace as it turns on reminds me of all in the day ive dun wrong the fan with its arogant spin tells me tomorrow it all happens again the flickering of the clock i have not set keeps me up to beat with the goals not accomplished yet silence speaks louder then words this is shown i realize this every night as i sit alone

Alone
Alone From childhood's hour I have not been As others were-I have not seen As others saw-I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same sourse I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone. Then-in my childhood-in the dawn Of a most stormy life-was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Alone By: Edgar Allen Poe I've always loved this poem.

Alone
Alone Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I havee not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
ALONE, never involved always stand back SILENT, never a wasted breathe, a better chance of not being hurt or used, WATCH but never an opinion, too chancey keep your distance and it does'nt hurt so much, to be left alone, AGAIN. from a fallen Angel

Alone On Xmas:(
im alone on xmas, 1 year ago today, my ex gf cheated onme last xmas with my brother and best freinds cusin, and came over on newy years and toldme about it, and then a couple years ago, my ex gf cheated on me with my brother 3 times a guy from wallmart and her x bf, , so now i have been single for a year now, and before that i was single for 2 years, im sickof being alone, its not that i cant get a gf, but they wanna use me, and no one ever aproches me and just flat out says i want u, i wish that would happen, also my family disowned me wheniwas 15 my dad droped me off in vermont and told me to have a nice life, and my mom was shot and killed in front of me in california when i was 5 :( so if u wanna make me feel better have any sexy pics, or a cam or just want to get together and think im cute sexy or hot please let me know pce:(

Alone For The Holidays
Christmas? Just another day in the life. Nothing special. The quiet is deafening. It's raining harder now. If I reach out Will you be there? If I call out Will you answer? Sleep doesn't come easy now. Unconciousness would be a far sight better. But only to wake up Christmas morning. I guess Santa missed me.

Alone For Christmas
THIS YEAR FOR CHRISTMAS SOME WILL HAVE A TEAR SPENDING THE HOLIDAY ALONE BECAUSE FAMILY IS NOT NEAR TRY TO KEEP A SMILE AND KNOW THAT I AM HERE TO SPREAD LOTS OF JOY TO SHARE LOTS OF CHEER YOU ARE A VARY SPECIAL WOMAN AND I'M GLAD THAT WE'RE FRIENDS YOU BRING ME LOTS OF HAPPINESS FOREVER YOURS 'TILL THE END SO HAPPY HOLIDAY'S TO YOU YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE MY POEM WELL YOU CAN "KISS" MY BEHIND ~~ DAN ~~

Alone In Darkness
Alone In Darkness The night falls with a silent sigh Cold and alone am I The light for which I pray Flares once then dies Smothered by the all encompassing dark All hope must surely perish My soul thrives no more How could you fail to believe Lost souls surround me Crying we have lost our way

Alone
Cold autumn evenings, looking out a window at the fading light, winter seeping into weary bones, thoughts turn to friends empty, pity filled hugs, wondering if that is all that is left for me. Only wanting to love, to be close to someone but I get only to watch others walk hand in hand, seperated, as if I'm in a glass cage. Helpless, unknowing how to deal with all these pain filled feelings. Trying to keep hope but always losing sight. Looking around and seeing friends full of love surrounding me, seperated, though, by the glass. Constantly alone. Begining to feel like a love predator left with nothing but prey. Like my spider in it's cage full of bugs. I'm doomed to watch over those that could feed me, protect them, that is all I can see unable to be truly loved. Left with empty cold filled nights holding back the rage. Curled in a corner all night. Pain wreaking havoc upon my heart and soul, fighting th

Alone
Alone All alone in a room way to cold for my liking Alone with my thoughts my dark thoughts that run through my head Alone wishing nothing more but to have someone stand by my side Alone in a room that seems like its closing in on me Alone with memory's Alone with pain All alone in a big world that seems kinda cruel in some ways and dark with no light Alone staring at old scars Alone thinking of creating new scars........

Alone
I feel so alone.I feal like you left me.I know this is not true.I can see you at the machine.Yet my arms are empty and my heart is sad.Why is this? I s it something I did that drives everyone I love away?Emotionaly I am torn.I dont feal like I have your love anymore.I feel so alone.........

Alone In My Room
sitting on my bed looking around facing the darkness not making a sound tears had fallen my mind is racing close my eyes find myself spacing why cant he see how much i care i tried to tell him bit its like hes not there day after day i open my heart knowing i shouldnt waiting to part everyone leaves me sitting all alone broken and torn crying on the phone maybe it will change hopefully soon im so over crying alone in my room

Alone
All alone, because nobody understands me. I don’t even understand myself As I sit here alone, alone on my throne All that I have, is all I have known. Lonely night tears, My smallest worst fears Smile and swagger can always get cheers. If you come to me you’d better hold tight. This ride here with me is sure no delight. It’s a ride down the shitsville the lowest of low. In a room full of thousands, I’m clearly alone. Alone in the middle, all eyes on me. I think to myself, “What do they see”. But it’s just who I’ve shown them Who I want me to be. Once the day is done and it’s me and my deception. I think of a new way to stop this depression. I take drugs and drink till my body’s all stink This is last time I do this, I begin to think. Of course it happens again, what break the link? Because this is me in all of my glory And this is just the tip of my story Before you love me or even think that you may Do us a big favor and just run away. I’ll drag you in

Alone & Missing You
Alone and missing you I wonder what you are doing Or if you are missing me I am so alone Alone and missing you I’m remembering all the fun times we had While trying to block out the bad times I wish I wasn’t alone Alone and missing you I really love you And wish to Have you in my arms again Alone and missing you I am realizing all the things I did wrong to Make you leave me Please come back

Along Came Polly Movie Time @ Devine Txrose's
Okay, I need a comedy to balance out the last movie, "The Whole Wide World", with Vincent D'Onofrio and Renee Zellweger. Could certainly use some hugs right now.... NEXT UP!! Today's Venue - "Along Came Polly" Starring Ben Stiller & Jennifer Aniston Basic Synopsis - When two comically mismatched souls collide, Rueben's world is turned upside down, as he makes an uproarious attempt to change his life from middle-of-the-road to totally-out-there! Starting Time - 0:0:30 (better hurry) Snacks - Looking around. Maybe some fruit??? Activities - Continuing reorganization of my desk. If you are you coming over, you better hurry!!!

Alone In The Darkness
Alone in the darkness, I fumble for the light. I wonder why you left me here, just took off in flight. I never thought it would happen, yet here I stand. Alone in the dark reaching for a hand. I'll find my way out, I always do. But I'm tired of finding, men, like you. I'm tired of darkness, lonliness and hate. What hell did I unleash before to bestow on me this fate. Alone in the darkness, fumbling for light. forver entombed in eternal night. A Desa Original

"alone "
" ALONE " ARE YOU ALONE ? I AM ! ! ! I hope that someday that no-one in the world has to be alone again. This happens to the best of us We are alone with nothing or no-one to stop the feeling of lonelines. It seems that all the bad folk in this forsaken world has something or someone to keep these feelings away. All of us good folk keep getting shafted; We end up having everythingor everyone taken from us. We are left with the feeling of being ALL ALONE ! I am all alone ! ! I am lost and afraid ! ! ! The feeling is sad and empty ! ! ! The feeling is sad and empty ! ! ! It's as if no-one really cares ! ! ! No-One tries or even makes an effort to show they even care. It's as if nothing or no-one exsists anymore. I am here in this mass,in this atomsphere where there is no humanity or life of any kind. I am Alone ! ! ! Please ! ! ! Some-One Come and Find Me ! ! ! 1986 By: D.J.B

Alone
Thats just one feeling every one seems to feel at one point and time,right now thats my time.Ever since friday thats how I have been feeling,even though for a brief day(yesterday)I was happy. Yesterday was my sons 13th birthday,I have a teenager!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My son is growing up and it scares me.I am feeling more alone now,knowing that soon he will have a girl-friend and be doing what teenagers seem to know to do or something like that.He was my baby and now it seems like he is growing up too fast. I don't know maybe I am being silly.Or maybe it is a feeling that all parents go through when their first born hits 13 cuz they know that he or she is becoming a young lady or a young man. IS it silly for me being alone and wishing for that baby again and remembering all the things they did when they were little?

Alone
Do I look strange now Somewhat deranged now I'm not that same As I was yesterday now It's hard to play now It's hard to say how I don't want to stay alone anymore Afraid to take my life away I'm not that strong I hate this place I can't believe what's going on Something's gone now I can't stay strong now Something's wrong It must be me Truth is burning Truth is hurting Truth is waiting to be free I hate this place I can't believe what's going on With painted face We walk through life for way too long Falling down again Taking ground again Will I be the same again?

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Alone Much?
For some reason this thing is NSFW. Whatever, I AM NSFW anyway. Smarter than the average whore. Hence why I'm the cuntwhore. But there is one question I get asked all the time and have never really given a complete answer to. What is this infamous question which makes me think and start to question my cuntwhoriness? Wow I love that word, by the way. I mean, you just look at me and go, "That girl has low standards, what the hell is her problem, why is she always alone?" *smirk* So let's for once clear up this mess. I will give exactly 10 reasons why girls like me have no main squeeze in their life. Mysteries make my vagina deflate anyway. 10. I smell like liquor, stale cigarettes, and fear. That is right folks, I totally was going to bottle the stench but after blowing up my room ten times and the cops watching over my house because they thought I was trying to use the substance as a weapon of mass destruction, I has decided to keep the stench to my disgusting self for a lit

Alone
Alone underneath the midnight sky I lift my face to the stars And imagine each one a kiss Sent from you to taste my lips Alone underneath the midnight sky I lift my hands toward the moon And imagine its light as heat Sent from you to keep me warm Alone underneath the midnight sky I close my eyes to feel the wind and imagine its gentle touch Sent from you to caress my body Alone underneath the midnight sky I feel your arms wrapped around me And imagine a whisper in the silence Sent from you to tell me I'm not alone

Alone In Hell...
alone as I torment in my own personal hell.. from past sins or endless months in jail.. i sit here in a darkened room alone why cant anyone hear my endless cries of a love not shown am i to be forever a demon dancing forever into the halls so black alone i sit from this day fourth until the very last... some deep shit i feel right now...

Alone In The Darkness
Dancing alone in the dark, fear no longer a worry, I walk in silence watching people live their lives in a hurry. Loneliness welcomes me into its solemn embrace, my tears used to flood but they no longer race. Moisture never comes to my eyes only sadness, all because I'm used to being alone in the darkness.

Alone
you did not listen you did not dare you didnt love me n u didnt care cus if u did u wouldnt go ud stay with us n watch us grow but god has taken u into his dome hes taken ya pain hes taken u home this is not the end this is not the start im just in limbo till the day we join our hearts e

Along The Way
www.hostdrjack.com somewhere along the way i fell in love with you not expecting to love you so soon i tried to hide my feelings from view i kept my love bottled up inside tring to keep it from you you left me torn and blue from the war you fought just to lose i dreamt that one day you feel it too i sat back watching and waiting until you gave me a clue i staied your friend not care how long it would take you to see the love you had staring right back at you

Alone
Tonight my thoughts are blank. Theres so much I dont understand. I think about what once was real. I thought I knew firsthand. How wrong I was deep in this case for I was weak again. Preparing for this aftermath. When does it finally end? I think about how alone i feel and how I want to cry. It feels like I am falling apart inside. Like something has finally died. My heart is hurting for what isnt close. I have to think about my life. I have to prepare for whats not known. I must focus on whats right. Slowly I begin to see whats left of who I am. A hollow shell of emptiness. The shell of a lonely man. Ive journeyed in pain and back. Its kept me immune to giving up. Ine toughed it out and I dont know how but I still give a fuck. I have this hope so deep inside that will not go away and even though I am alone I know it will become ok.

Alone
Edgar Allan Poe [1829] From childhood's hour I have not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When all the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone, Together
ALONE, TOGETHER We rode along beside us, going nowhere once again. It was dark just like before, and the empty place between us, like the empty space inside, still filled to overflowing with sad tears we both had cried alone, together. And we moved full empty faces as before. gazing sideways at each other hiding loving empty eyes, breathing heavy empty sighs, sharing time and place and motion, searching how to hide the feelings that had died, feeling nothingness inside. Again, alone, together. Alone. Together. To the home we almost loved in, ‘thru the doorway, nothing spoken, sharing separate rooms unmentioned. We could not fill that space: Emptiness is nothing, in every empty place. We could not hide the fullness of our empty love inside, of the vacant gaping wholeness of the love each was denied alone, together. Empty shadows brushed the walls, vague reflections of the past, twisting faces grinned tomorrow – lovely echoes

Alone
Edgar Allan Poe (1830) From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone For Valentines Day Again
Well valentines day is coming and i guess i will be alone again 4 yrs alone,no dating no boyfriend nothing, really and honestly.I just can not seem to meet any good guys and the ones that do ask are, not my type or either drunks, no job just not what i want,please someone send me flowers.....

Alone
I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying I'm shyest hen I'm shouting out loud I feel so alone in a room full of people I'm loudest when I'm in a crowd I'm alone, and nobody hears me Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me I'm alone, I just need Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down Someone to take my heart and give it a home Someone to help me through the times when I'm down and lonely Someone to be with me when I'm alone I'm alone, all alone Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it but you know You can't give in, alone is the way I feel, it's so hard to understand Why I've got to be alone If you took a look at my heart you'd see it I'm trying to be something better If you look at my heart you'd feel it I've got to keep moving on If you look in my heart you'd know it I'm just trying to make my world better If you look in my heart you'd see it I got to do it alone I've been down, I've been down I've been down,

Alone In The Crowd
I sit Alone in the crowd Being told by a many â€œYour beauty amazes meâ€ â€œYour smile lights up the roomâ€ â€œYour hair like fire.â€ I look to the mirror What are they seeing? I see ugliness I see sadness I see much pain I see more ugliness A distorted image of what I once was Pieces of me left for all who wants to take Picking at me like vultures Devouring their undead prey Leaving nothing Not even a piece How can they not see what I see? These walls I have spent many years building Yet they still seem to get through them Why donâ€™t I see what they do? Because I know the truth This will not change Not now Not ever Not ever Â©DGTFB 2007

Alone
i have been in love and been alone i have traveled over many miles to find a home there's that little place inside of me that i never thought could take control of everything but now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does 'cause i only feel alive when i dream at night even though she's not real it's all right 'cause i only feel alive when i dream at night every move she makes holds my eyes and i fall for her every time i've so many things i want to say i'll be ready when the perfect moment comes my way i had never known what's right for me till the night she opened up my heart and set it free but now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does

Alone
I ate dinner alone tonight, in a very nice Italian restaurant in Berkeley, California. My friends Dan and Nadya had a prior engagement for dinner, and left me to my own devices. Faced with cooking someone else's food in an unfamiliar kitchen, grabbing fast food in an wonderfully diverse area full of lovely restaurants, or eating by myself in a restaurant, I chose to eat out. And, honestly, I really liked my evening out by myself. My waitress was both solicitous and lovely. My food was wonderful. And I enjoyed both the people-watching and the few chapters of my book I devoured while waiting on my Capellini Limone. I thoroughly enjoyed watching the lively interaction of a mother and her two adolescent boys, and was able, when overhearing part of a conversation, to contribute (via the waitress) the singer of "Electric Avenue." The couple across from me were obviously on an early date; they were uncomfortable yet eager to converse, and judging from the glances they gave each o

Alone
damn it shit fuck son of a bitch i'm getting sick of this disposable obviouse chump material kiss my ass shit in a hat piss up a tree tkae a flying leap and french kiss my ass is it to much to fucking ask for someone who understands fadelity well fuck me this vent was brought to you by the madman babbling system, in case of an actual vent seek shelter in the nearest bar

Along That Path
in the woods where the trees bend, the leaves move with a soothing wind, It was along that path my breath was taken, there she stood with eyes a'glimmer and hair like the raven, She spoke a tongue far from mine, but still her voice was as sweet as wine, it was along that path i had met this woman, surely this fair lady is waiting for someone, then she spoke again in a tongue of mine, and i soaked up that sweet voice, and at that moment she seemed to stop all time, leaveing me with but that only choice, in a blink she was nowehere to be found, I searched and hunted every place i could find, then i look upon the very ground, to find my soul to this path she did bind.

Alone
Alone I reveal my soul I tell her all But in the end Her heart wont fall I admit mistakes I uncover truth But the way she sees it There is no proof I beg for forgiveness I rip open my chest But what lay there She cannot accept I ask for her trust Not all but some bit I feel no hope given I think this is it Forever alone Doomed I’m to be Forever in darkness Alone, just me. Adam 26Aug06

Alone
I walk alone my thoughts are of you I walk alone and you are there I sit alone space besides me I sit alone and you appear I sleep alone bed so empty I sleep alone your in my dreams I eat alone my meal not shared I eat alone your at my table I laugh alone no one to hear I laugh alone I hear you laughter I cry alone my tears not seen I cry alone your arms are there In my thoughts in day and in night Making my path through life complete

Alone
relationships come and they go 4 me they just don`t last i feel as if everyone in my life just doesn`t care about me at all i feel so alone without anyone to talk to but a select few friends i want a singnifigant other to share my life with i`ve tried in the past but failed.....i feel as though im screaming in a crowded room yet noone hears my cries for help all the pain i have kept inside for years afraid of letting anyone in beacuse i have been hurt too much in the past. i cant take it anymore. but im afraid if i let go i might snap.

Alone At The Beach -- My New Poem
Alone On The Beach The beach is not the same Sunsets we used to watch are not as beautiful The reds and golds are now shades of grey Ever moving toward black Their fire turns to ice before me Sounds of the waves Rhythm to our songs Blend into nothingness Eventually fading into nothing Birds no longer fly above The sky is empty and dead Other people laugh and kiss I watch them as we often did We joked Wondering if they were talking about us My hand reaches out for you Where your hand always was Hand prints we left on so many nights Gone in the cool summer breeze There is nothing left but sand A thousand memories And my tears

Alone
WHY AM'I ALWAYS ALONE I HAVE NO CLUE I 'AM A NICE GUY FROM WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY I'M ALWAYS THE LIFE OF THE PARTY AND YET I'AM STILL ALONE I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO LOVE I HAVE LOVED IN THE PAST BUT ALLI GOT WAS HEARTACHE AND PAIN WILL I EVER BE LOVED BY SOMEONE I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I LOVE THEM BUT THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN I'AM MEANT TO BE ALONE I GUESS IT'STRUE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT NICE GUYS THEY ALWAYS FINSH LAST!!!

Alone With You
Alone with you She spends most of her life with you Alone with you She wants to be with you And to feel your love That love you have for her And for yourself Alone with you For all I know You are her man Alone with you She is happy as she can be Alone with you Loving him is easier than I thought I am being honest to him Alone with you I want to walk And be free I want to be young again And feel young again And never be alone with out no one Alone with you I am a woman Your woman I am yours forever Lean on me Alone with you I rather be I rather see the lake with you Alone with you I rather take a trip to the other side of the universe And see the rest of the world Alone with you Let’s grab the leaves from the grounds And throw it up in the air While the wind is around So the wind can blow it away Alone with you I will always smile And there is a picture of her in your wallet So you can remember her

Alone
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Along The Cobblestone Path...
ALONG THE COBBLESTONE PATH I WAS WALKING DOWN THE PATH ONE DAY MADE OF COBBLESTONE. I DECIDED TO STOP, TO TAKE A BREATH, AND JUST TO BE ALONE... I SAW A BENCH THAT SEEMED TO SAY "COME SIT WITH ME THIS BEAUTIFUL DAY". SO I SAT RIGHT DOWN, TO LOOK AROUND, AND TO GATHER MY THOUGHTS INSIDE... THE FIRST THING THAT I SAW WAS A BEAUTIFUL ROSE. IT SAID "LOOK AT ME IN MY NEW CLOTHES!" I SAID" YOU,RE RIGHT , YOU ARE SO FINE AND I WISH YOUR BEAUTIFUL DRESS WAS MINE". AND SHE SAID "THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL LADY, AND YOU ARE SO KIND". SO I JUST SAU AWHILE, ENJOYING THE DAY... AND THEN A LITTLE BUNNY CAME HOPPING MY WAY. HE HOPPED...THEN STOPPED...AND KEPT LOOKING MY WAY. I KNEW HE HAD SOMETHING HE WANTED TO SAY. SO I SAID " HI LITTLE BUNNY WITH HAIR LIKE HONEY, WHAT BRINGS YOU HERE TODAY?" HE SKIPPED AND HOPPED, AND PEEKED AROUND.. SO SHY HE DID SEEM... BUT IN HES EYES, TO MY SUPRISE..I CAUGHT A WONDERFUL GLEAM... THEY SHINED SO BRIGHT , LIKE GOD,S PURE LIGHT!

Along The Path
Though we have just met You seem like a longtime friend A friend who has always been there for me Through all the pain and happy moments A friend that I care so deeply for And who feels the same way Who is ready to listen And helps whenever possible Someone I can confide in Someone I can be myself around These past few days have been hard And your not here to help me cope I know you will be there for me Helping me find the right path Hoping that somewhere I stop and find you As long as you are out there I will find you And when i do I wont let you go

Alone Hates Walk
walking alone with the dead, no i cant see a thing, feeling gone from my soul. i won't take in the good times, free i don't seem to be, with every breath i keep on making the same mistakes. tortured i seem to be, keep the light of your destruction shinnning through my soul. i will fade into the peices of the shattering moon shadow's hate.

Alone
i live in a self imposed exile. i moved far from the people i know and love. the friendships that grew from years of trust and kindness. why would i do this? my daughter. i was given the chance to be part of her life after 12 years. the offer of a job here was the final piece that made the choice even easier. so i packed everything that was easily moved and left behind my life. now i have a good job and your typical teenager( lots of time for friends but not much for family). but mostly its just me and my cats ( and of coarse my friends online). but i do miss the affection that you can only get from frinds, i miss random hugs for no reason and spur of the moment plans. someone to play video games with. someone to just do random things with for no apparent reason. it takes every ounce of will power not to pack up and move back home. i guess sometimes being as stubborn as i am pays off. lost & lonely and terribly homesick Chronicly Numb

Alone
Alone from childhood's hour I have not been as others were~I have not seen as others saw~I could not bring my passions from a common spring~from the source I have not taken my sorrow~I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone~And all I loved~I loved alone~Then~in my childhood~in the dawn of a most stormy life~was drawn from ev'ry depth of good and ill the mystery which bonds me still~from the torrent, or the fountain~from the red cliff of the mountain~from the sun that round me roll'd in its autumn tint of gold~from the lighting of the sky as it pass'd me flying by~from the thunder, and the storm~and the cloud that took the form.

Alone
Why do i feel so alone in this world? Why is it so hard to find someone that can truely love me and care about me for me? Why can't i just find that one person that makes me like i'm the only one in this world that matters? Why can't i find someone that i can love and hold and cherish and have all to myself? Isn't there anyone left out there that cares more about the small things then always wanting sex? I hate feeling so alone and lost in the world, I hate always being sad and feeling like I have nothing except my kids. I know that should be the most important thing but i miss having someone hold me, someone to come home to, someone to cook for, someone cuddle with, someone to tell me how much they missed me and love me and can't wait to see me or hold me. I just want to be happy and sometimes i wonder if that's ever gonna be possible for me. I'm so badly bruise and tattered that I'd be suurprised if anyone would even want me, to even be able to stick around and help me thru e

Alone
you know i'm sitting here thinking to myself when did i lose my life? when did i lose my heart.. my spirit? once i felt so free and opened and now my life has become such simpleness( is that even a word?) just recycling its self into nothing when did i start feeling this way again? when did i start hateing my self again? when will i feel like me again?

Alone
Awake but barely there Screams resound so clearly You told me you'd never leave Yet here i stand alone You looked me in my eyes Made me cry A life thrown into the void You told me forever Yet now im alone A ghastly hole A dark incision Alone i stand Alone i'll be Alone i am Inside of me Catching what is lost Giving up what i will Allowing myself to slowly FEEL

Alone
Coming down the street she walks alone doesn't matter where she goes cuz no one's home no one's there for her but she does this for herself or did she think too much again? lose a friend find out what she could have been? Is he coming back to her? Baby's mama's love's alright gonna find himself inside this bottle one more night no need to fight there's no feeling's anymore they're given away in both their minds stubborn ways don't ease the times and it's all fine he's not coming back to her Seems like a lover's gone away on an empty train and all I have inside my head is rain can't complain because I did this to myself I didn't think again lost a friend how can this all end? Is he going back to her?

Alone Again
Alone Again By: Dustin W. Dennison Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end?

Alone Again...
ALONE AGAIN I picked the flowers Smells so sweet To find you The one I wanted to meet Thought you were different A one of a kind The lost breed Painted eyes of perfection Over my shade of blue I wake and realize The hurt caused by you Different…no Same as most A liar, a cheater I took my heart Gave it to you You smashed it And handed it back Shattered pieces to see Are all that’s of me Close my eyes Blue day Colors no more They went away Tears on my skin For I am lost Yet another man Scored… Nice win. Alone again…. Written by Melody 3-20-07

Alone In The Room
close to enough not feeling a thing showing off that diamond ring you think you know it all you leave people alone you think you've got it all that new friends on the phone leave everyone behind the ones that are there for you weeks go by you wonder why im blue if you only knew what it was before you blew me off before you met that friend before you thought he was the one you may think you got it all but when you need my support you got nothing at all ~timmy~

Alone Again
Alone Again lyrics Music: Pilson, Dokken Lyrics: Dokken, Pilson I'd like to see you in the morning light I like to feel you when it comes to night Now I'm here and I'm all alone Still I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again without you I said stay, but you turned away Tried to say that it was me Now I'm here and I've lost my way Still I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you I tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you

Alone
i have been alone for so lomg and it seems that i am not good enough for anyone and it just sux i just want to have some one who cares about me and wants to be with me and loves me for me and wants to be wit me i just want to know is there something wrong wit me!

Alone In This Big World
i'm sitting here alone up in my room wondering what am i to do i'm all alone in this big world i have no friends who care for me i am all alone in the big world with nothing else to do i love this world i love this place i just wish these dreams would come true i want to be free to do what i want and be who i wanna be i want someone to care for me i'm sitting here alone up in my room wondering what am i? i just want to be free to be who i wanna and do what i want i just want to be free to live my life the way i want to i want someone to care for me and be my one true friend to be by my side i'm sitting here alone up in my room wondering what am i i just want to be free and be what i want to be noone seems to care for me and what i want to be in my life noone cares for me and i don't care anymore about them anymore i jsut want to live the way i want to i'm all alone in this big world by Melissa Dumler

Alone
i sit in my darkened room alone as my tears come falling down my reddened cheeks i sob and cry for losing the one i found that made me feel like i meant something i screwed up with him just like i have done with all the others to make them walk away alone again and frusterated because alone is how i always end up being and that hurts alone isnt as bad as being lonely and i have never felt so lonely in my life i have people i can turn to, but without him its just not enough for me i cant say the words and tell him how i feel because its too much for him to handle i cant reach out and touch him, to hold him and let him know that i am here for him hes a million miles away and yet it feels like he was just here and left walking away from me from life from everything around him to heal his pain i truly believe i helped cause that pain and thats why i feel so alone and lonely i helped to hurt someone i care alot about my friend, one of the best someone i c

Alone
i hate this! i pull away whenever i like someone i push them away. i need to just leave well enough alone i need to stop expressin feeling i need to stop saying what i think i want but dont want i need to think b4 i talk~ i need to stop makin my ownn heart hurt to satisfy others. i need to stop bein a darn ppl pleaser and b a me pleaser. i need 2 b happy with what i have and not want more!

Alone
feelin alone missin u wishin i could tell u wat u mean to me crying on the outside dyin on the inside just wishin u wouldnt go wanting to tell u everything but i kno i cant not understandin how u could just leave and not come bac one more time to say goodbye so here i stand with a blade upon my hand ......

Alone
Alone Not I... I don't need the sound of mortal man, To keep me company; I hear the whispers of the wind, From these hills they speak to me. I walk these hills both day and night, And I am not afraid, Gods spirit walks beside me, Forever by my side. I think of all the wrongs I've done, I bow my head in shame, For all the times I've turned away, I have only me to blame. The times I walked alone in life, I walked alone by choice, For you would have been with me Lord, If only I had lifted my voice. I now have learned my lesson Lord, I no longer walk alone, For I keep your peaceful presence Forever by my side. If you ask me if I'm lonely, If someone sees me cry, I can answer them truthfully, Alone Not I....

Alone Again
Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end?

Alone
A star hits and fades As love soon does in my heart Another then another I toss them aside They go back to their computers and video games I find that I'm always second to a machine They buzz and whiz and swirl They don't give the love that I do or can I am still alone with that urge to kill the machine Let it stop and have time for them to know me And me know them I am still here All alone No one to love No one to love me the way that I love in return Spend a lifetime to compete with a machine Spend a lifetime with ones who don't love me I think that I'd rather just be alone

Alone "to All That Try Cyber Love And Are Hurt By The Reality Of Loneliness "
Alone In that moment deep inside my Heart My world is one of undeniable comfort You are that object of a lifetime of yen However, Desire cannot replace fulfillment For I am mostly left here alone It is then that I feel the ripping of my soul in two Such sorrow should never be endured at the expense of rapture Searing pain as layers of trust are torn apart My very core of hope dashed to disappointment Inconceivable loneliness and despair, Muscle into the place where dreams are stored Their evil air choking out the last breath of my heart's virtue As I try to hold on to the memory of loves last words I feel my grip loosen and my fingers slip one by one I am about to plunged to that place where hearts break and dreams are destroyed. As my last finger breaks and I am all but lost I hear the twinkle of angels giving me the strength to pause I pull myself up, up to the gates of hope I look into the bright light and see the scripture that is you You are here and

Alone
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL SO ALONE. CUTTING IN DEEP STRAIGHT THROUGH THE BONE. SURROUDED BY DARKNESS AND FEELING SO COLD, WANTINT TO TOUCH WHEN THERE'S NO ONE TO HOLD WANTING TO TALK WHEN THERE'S NO ONE ONE TO HEAR. ALONE IN THE DARK DROWNING WITH FEAR, WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL SO ALONE TAKEN FROM THE WARM FEELINGS YOU ONCE HAD KNOWN? WITH EYES LIKE CLOUDS AND TEARS LIKE RAIN DRIVEN INSIDE DEEP IS THE PAIN. A BROKEN HEART THAT JUST WON'T MEND FEELING ALONE IN THE WOROLD WITHOUT A FRIEND. WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL ALL ALONE? WHEN YOU ONCE STOOD IN LIGHT,THE SUN HAD SHONE. HIDEING WITHIN THE DARKEST DESPIRE AS FEELING WITHIN NO ONE WILL EVEN CARE, MISERY IS THE ONLY COMPANY YOU GOT FOR WHEN YOU FEEL ALONE, YOU FEEL IT ALOT.

Alone
it's amazing how one that is so outgoing at work can be so withdrawn and depressed at home or anywhere else. i have a group of people that i hang out with on breaks, talk to just about everyone, but when i clock out, i'm just....alone. none of the people i talk to at work have any connection to me outside of it. i have no real friends outside of work. i sit at home and play on my computer. then i watch tv. then i get bored and take a nap. why must it be like this? am i destined to live my life all alone, only having contact with real people at my place of work? by all the gods and goddesses, i wish for just one person to see me for who i am, and love me for it. that won't happen though. maybe this is my purgatory. to have tasted love, and to let it slip away to live the rest of my days a bitter, pathetic waste of human flesh.

Alone
So alone in my bed Alone listening to nightly whispers Alone in my thoughts Alone standing in court Alone I stand and fight Alone I pray for rainbow lights Alone in the morning I awake Alone I celebrate my joys Alone I cry out my sadness Alone I voice out my fears Alone in strenght Alone in wealth Alone in good health Alone I try to understand Alone I seek knowledge Alone I share what is mine Alone I try not to be alone Alone when my time has come, I pass away

Alone Again
I wish someone would tell me what I have done wrong. Why I have to stay chined up and left alone so Long. They seemed so glad to have me when I came here as a pup. There were so many things we'd do while I was growing up. They couldn't wait to train me as a companion and a friend and told me how they would never fear being left alone again. The Children said they'd feed me and brush me every day. They'd play with me and walk me if I could only stay. But now the family "Hasn't time", they often say I shed. They do not want me in the house, not even to be fed. The children never walk me, they always say "Not Now". I wish that I could please them, won't someone tell me how? All I had, you see, was love. I wish they would explain. Why they said they wanted me, then left me on a chain.

Alone
For the briefest moment, Quicker than a flash of light. I held you in my arms, And all the world was right. Worry faded from memory, Troubles past from view. It all ended so quicly, Just as quickly I lost you. I guess I will never know, What happines with you truly is. I will never again know the pure delight, Of waking you with a kiss. Now I am left with memories, And hope that are all but gone. I really don't know why life, Can't leave well enough alone. After this I know the truth, That I am meant to roam. And never know the joys of life... To live and die alone.

Alone
have you ever been surrounded by people, yet felt so alone? like the river of tears flowing down your face go unnoticed? like nothing you say or do matters to anyone? why is it that no matter where i am, or who i am with, its as if i dont matter? i am alone and i hate it. i have no one to hold me, to comfort me. i have people who say they are my friends, yet when i need them the most, i dont know where they are... sitting next to me yet not seeing me at all. because i am not important.. its not about me. my son needs a mom that can care for him, unlike me. he needs someone who can play with him and laugh with him, and not push him away. i cant do that right now. i cant be the mom he needs. i cant be the friend that people need, the daughter my parents want, the girlfriend guys need. i am so alone and ready to just hide away and scream at the top of my lungs, and cry like i havent cried in a while. i need to just let it out and feel the feelings i am trying to suppress. i want someone t

Alone
THIS IS JUST ME VENTTING... BUT WHY THE HECK DO I FEEL SO DAMN BAD.... I HATE PPL WHO F'IN SAY ONE THING BUT DO SOMETHING ELSE... IM SICK OF BEING IN THIS MARRAGE WHERE IM NOTHING... IM SICK OF THINKIN I FOUND SOMEONE AND BAMB SOMTHING F'S THAT UP.... IM JUST BBETTER OFF ALONE... SO GUYS IM NOT WORTH THE TIME OF DAY AS FAR AS I SEE RIGHT NOW... PEACE OUT IM NOT GOIN TO GET MY HERAT STOMPED ON ANYMORE.... IM SICK OF CRYING... LATER...

Alone
I am tired, I am lost, about to cave in. A world that is nothing but stereotypes, I hate being the person that wants some super model figure. Decry! Love my mind, soul, body. Ignore, forgive, humor, hate. Questioning will you answer me?

Alone
Is it possible to feel so alone that you just want to crawl up in a little ball and let your brain completely shut down? Possible to feel so alone you want to cry until all the fluids have finally run out of your body? Possible to be incapable of not letting yourself get so emotionless that you go on for years and years not telling anyone what the problem is? Going on not breaking down? Not letting yourself drift into that wide, deep abyss you think you could fall into and never be able to crawl out of? Not even thinking about it because it might drive you insane or to a point where you cant stand life anymore? This is the way i have been feeling. So only some emotions come out. To only let a slip of thoughts such as sadness or lonliness escape from my mind. Well, now you know.

Alone In My Mind By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Alone In My Mind Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see

Alone
Alone one day as i sat by a quiet little pond, a sadness was in me i felt all alone... i gazed out across the water and thought, then wondered aloud why i was distraught... as if it could answer i started to speak, to a lilly drifting near my water soaked feet... i asked the white lilly just what should i think, then , to my surprise it smiled back and winked... it said, "you're never alone if you don't want to be, for the power to change that is inside you, you see.... just ponder each smile that you've ever had, and wear them all now you won't be so sad... close your eyes tight and set your mind easy, then think of your loved one and there you shall be... think of their warmth, think of their skin, think of their cudles, the touch of your friend... think of their smell inside you, you'll feel, they're next to you now just think, and they're real... don't lose them inside they're in you now

Alone In My Mind....
Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see Written By: Cynthia

Alone In My Mind
Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see

Along A Dark Shore
A walk on the beach, sounds of waves caressing the shore, The one I long for, too far away to enjoy this with me. The smell of the salt air floating on the breeze, 900 miles away she is, missing her at times like this. Watching couples walk along the sand hand in hand, Reaching out but her hand is not there. Enviously I look at them, alone here on the dark shore, Listening to the soft murmuring of their voices blending with the night. One I care for very deeply is so far away right now, One day she will take this walk with me, Along a Dark Shore. By INXS421 04/29/07

Alone Again
Here I am alone again, Noone to say I love you too noone to call me up to see how things are going.. I so seek a relationship someone to call my very own. I once had it now its gone. My eyes filled up with tears , my heart bleeds... here i am with empty answers and empty handed. One day I hope my King or prince charming returns..... I hope to find someone to spend time with and return love so freely... Here I am once again picking up the pieces and seeking out the love I once had someday...stuck in my castle... seeking love will it return I hope one day before i am a gray maiden into a crone of dispair. If you are the one to rescue me so please rescue me from the despair and pain I feel and restoreth happiness and love to a joyful Queen.

Alone
A whisper on the wind A promise in the dark A cry in the night A pleading wail A heartfelt scream An endless quest An unending plight A constant search A hopeless dream A pitiful existence A fruitless life Searching for that one They that make us breath That put a beat to our heart Searching for that soul The one to make us whole Never finding them A chasm in our heart An unhealing wound Feelings not shared Dreams unspoken Love is dead And all you are is alone.

Alone In The Night
Alone in the Night He comes to me as I sleep. He enters my thoughts, and my dreams. Who is this man, this man I see? He stands there, looking over me. He speaks to me, his voice so beautiful and sweet. He reaches out and touches me, with his hands....softly. His lips upon mine. I move closer... his heart next to mine. The scent of roses is in the air. I awaken, no one is here. Alone again, in the dark. A hopeless broken heart How I wish to be free, with you next to me. We could soar to great heights, like an arrow in flight. No longer would I be, alone in the night. This moment shall last forever, the day we are together. We will love, we will cherish The feelings will never perish. Until then he is here, In my thoughts, in my dreams. This man, this man I see... Will he ever be a part of me?

Alone
Nothin to do, Nothin to say, Nowhere to go, Nowhere to stay. No One who cares, Everyone just stares. Why is the question? Still waiting for this lesson! When will this life end? Will I find a friend? Or will I spend this life alone? Always alone, forever alone, I AM ALONE !!!!

Alone
I reach my hand out in the dark to find your not there i look and search for you and yet i feel no one there i cry and plea for your comfort and where may it roam ask to only be answered by the silent dawn alone i break for your my drug your my poison i take with greed every moment i must have more of you to keep me sane yet it fuels it more the need when im alone to have more

Alone
Let me tell u my life story in a short version here. I was married for 3 1/2 yrs and had one kid it was a girl which is now 6yrs old. I been alone now for going on 6yrs. I don't get to get out much, i spend most of my time with my daughter. I visit with friends sometimes but for some reason i still haven't found that one. some just use me and only want certain things from me. Then they leave me high and dry with not even a reason why. I am a simple guy who wants to meet a girl that will give me a hundred percent because i'll give her the same.

Alone
Alone Lying all alone wishing You were here Wanting and needing to Feel you near My heart yearns, My body pleads, For tonight to be more Than just dreams If only to hold you close And tight Would be more than Most other nights I miss you, Love And need you, too So now and forever Hold me to you If ever I need you, If ever at all, Would you be there If only I call? I've fallen, my love Please come to my aid For tonight and forever There is great love to be made Always and forever Truly there will be, This magnificent love I have for thee.

Alone......
"Alone, alone, oh! We have been warned about solitary vices. Have solitary pleasures ever been adequately praised? Do many people know that they exist?" -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "The prohibition against solitude is forever. A Carry Nation rises in every person when he thinks he sees someone sneaking off to be alone. It is not easy to be solitary unless you are also born ruthless. Every solitary repudiates someone." -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "It is not good to be alone, even in paradise" -Yiddish Proverb. "Man can will nothing unless he has first understood that he must count on no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no thoer aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny thatn the one he forges for himself on this earth" -Jean Paul Sartre "The deepest need of a man is the need to overcome his separateness, to leave the prison of his aloneness" -Erich Fromm, The Art o

Alone
The night creeps in and brings the loneliness. I feel a chill and look up with a start. This house, this home I know so well, Suddenly seems so surreal. Alone. Parents are tucking children in bed. Lovers snuggle down under the covers Anticipating much needed rest and the sweetest of dreams. So alone I sit here all alone, I dare not sleep. For If I do the darkness may engulf me and draw me deeper into its folds. Always alone I'll stay up and keep watch on the dark. The night is so still and I anxiously await the light. When once again life will hustle and bustle outside my door. Yet I will still be alone, so alone, always alone. Forever alone

Alone...
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared his love, Once I was by his side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. His grace so great, His beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe he had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Alone
they say being alone in life hurts. i am beginning to think that trying to make something work with someone hurts worse then going to bed everynight alone. spending life alone isnt so bad, i mean i have made it so far without going completely insane right? least when i am alone i dont know what i am missing out on. the kisses, the hugs, the holding hands, that wanting feeling, the feeling of actually being needed. i think sometimes i was just put here on this earth for people to play with. afterall sure i have had relationships in the past, but seems i was just a pawn, a passing moment, a you will do for now till someone else comes along better. hmm someone better. yeah i guess i am nothing since someone better always seem to come along. i will admit i am not the best looking, definatly not skinny, i am shy, why would any man in their right mind want me or need me? my views on sex are quite different then others it seems. to me i like to take things slow, to not give it up rig

Alone I Break
"Alone I Break" I will make it go away can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone these feelings will be gone these feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I am ready, Heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm running from? is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?) Is it always black in space? Am I going to take it's place? Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?) I guess god'

Alone Still
LOVE IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER FIND. LOVE HAS CAUSED ME TOO MUCH PAIN IN THE PAST SO I HAVE STOPPED LOOKING FOR IT. ALL THE GIRLS I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH DIDNT RETURN THE LOVE THAT I THOUGHT THEY FELT FOR ME SO AS I TYPE THIS I WONDER WILL I EVER BE LOVED AT ALL I GUESS WHAT THEY SAY ALL THE NICE GUYS DO FINSH DEAD LAST!

Alone
Why let me pass his path? When i'm not supposed to love his heart, Why let me fall so hard? When i don't know how to make it start, Please God, stop sending me signs, When you know he'll never be mine. How did this start? He was never in my chart, I've never cared about somebody so young, Let alone trying so hard to make him mine, But somehow i feel that he doesn't want me that much. Qualities that i've looked up upon, Characterstic that i've never come across, Shoulders that are so broad, Arms that are so inviting, warm and strong, Though i know that i've never felt them before. I know, That he'll never adore me, That he'll never think twice about me, That he'll never want to be with me, And that he'll never be mine, If so,why is this torturng my soul? Signs to keep aways shone like neon, Though he had never been unkind, In fact, he had been at his best at all times, Smart, athletic, charming and fun, A man that had all in one. Dear Lord, Help m

Alone
On the hill over looking the land, Stands the Knight,seeing yet not seeing Dressed in the Armour and Colors of His House,and yet is not comforted. Holding a Staff,scrolled with ancient runes of a long forgotten tongue,yet knows himself. Standing ever alert for what the lands holds for him, yet lets the winds blow by. Hold the Keys to what future still,and is still alone. Standing with staff in hand, looking and hoping, seeing many futures which the staff tells. Time is his realm, holding all things in check and not holding at all. For he waits,Still and all things are what they will be. Alone A solitary figure, yet splended and coloriful, yet is still. A single man raging against Time,and yet winning and losing at the same time. For all things bind within his power,and are let to seek their promise. Alone The Knight waits ever still, in front of his castle, on the land and is. For thr Knight is many things, with many talents and many skills, yet unhoned. I

Alone
All alone she sits in her room Thoughts of work left undone Children sleep peacefully in the night Never realizing who walks in the night Daybreak comes another sleepless dream Stumbling she barely making it through the day Only to face another night alone at the end of the day Tears have graced her pillow and cheek Sorrow abounds with no end in sight The years pass and she gets older Although she is bolder there is no continued lover Night comes yet again and her dreams go unfullfilled She daydreams about her choice of lovers past Reviewing each one and finding flaws she missed Sighing she falls back to sleep to dream of the perfect soul To share her life with never realizing she is not alone No need to have another in her life She is complete by being herself Not by joining with another Physically she is alone But she will never be alone mentally

Alone "to All That Try Cyber Love And Are Hurt By The Reality Of Loneliness That A Long Distant Relationship Can Bring"
ALONE In that moment when you are deep inside my Heart My world is one of undeniable comfort You are the object of a lifetime of yen However, desire cannot replace fulfillment For I am mostly left here alone It is then that I feel the ripping of my soul in two Such sorrow should never be endured at the expense of rapture Searing pain as layers of trust are torn apart My very core of hope dashed to disappointment Inconceivable loneliness and despair, Muscle into the place where dreams are stored Their evil air choking out the last breath of my heart's virtue As I try to hold on to the memory of loves last words I feel my grip loosen and my fingers slip one by one I am about to plunged to that place where hearts break and dreams are destroyed. As my last finger breaks free and I am all but lost I hear the twinkle of angels giving me the strength to hold on I pull myself up, up to the gates of hope Look into the bright light and see the scripture that is you You

Alone
She walks along this lonely street no one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm hier present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she cannot quell Memories never to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day

Alone
Alone by myself No one to talk to Afraid of my surroundings Alone by myself In pain and fiery I miss the happy days Alone by myself In my own little corner Frightened of what will happen next Alone by myself I think about my life And cry until no tears are left to cry Alone by myself But not really alone Only in my heart forever more

Alone
My Friend will you, Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone.

Alone For 7 Days
Alone for 7 days Aside form riding my bike (no, not the kind with pedals) What else is happing this weekend in Dallas? Like at The Church or something/somewhere else? Before you ask why I am posting a half azzed itinerary, I am looking for someone to hang/party with a little, maybe meet at or near one of these locations (marked with *). *Sunday: I may go for a ride with the Dallas Honda Riders Club, but that is up in the air for me. Monday OPEN *Tuesday: I Plan to do Babydolls off 157 in Fort Worth maybe. Wednesday OPEN Thursday OPEN Gotta do the family thing next Friday or Saturday (depends) Anyone in Dallas Area have any ideas of something fun to do? LOL, HELP! Send suggestions to forestrj@forestrj.com if you like (the more private kind of suggestions ;P )

Alone
I don't think that when I sat down tonight, I would be answering one question about myself that I loathe to look at: I am a very loving, caring, considerate person...always there for anyone that needs it, even if that someone is a complete stranger. Even more so for my friends. I go out of my way for everyone when I can, generousity something hidden in my nature, buried though it can be, but there. My true friends have seen it, and others have too. I am full of understanding and compassion towards others and their feelings. I go out of my way to make sure that people are happy. I guess the question I am looking at right now is: if I care so much for making others happy, who's out there doing the same for me?

Alone With My Thoughts
You're a habit I can't kick An addiction I can't truly satisfy A hunger I can't fulfill A need I can't deny But everything you touch, you break Everyone you love, you hurt You've taught me the meaning of regret I hate you more than words can say But I love you with every breath I take And I only have myself to blame

Alone In My Bed
All Alone in my Bed I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can

Alone
Sitting alone, about the to cry The pretty girl sits and wonders why Why did he leave? Where did he go? She wanted his touch but she said no The moment was right The moon was high She loved his kisses but not his hnds on her thigh The more he kissed her, the more she fought He's going to rape was her only thought. When the awful act was complete The perpetrator made himself look clean and neat He never said a word as she cried The pretty girl thought she had died She went home by herself She laid the ring upon the shelf Her true love was no more All we wanted to do was score He told her things that were not true Now the deed was done and they were through No love had grown She was scared and alone

Alone
Alone in the dark i sit here in peace i wait for your touch an your soft sweet kiss i try not to cry while sit here all alone i keep looking around and no one is home why do i do this why do i put myself through pain why do i sit here knowing i have nothing to gain why do i feel all this sadness and pain why cant i let go why cant i just move on please someone help me please help me go on

Alone Again
alone again Current mood: crushed yes i am alone again . alone upset and crying . and why do i feel this way . cause no one and i do mean no one really wants to be with me . idk what is wrong with me . if any of you know please tell me . i mean i dont think it is to much to ask to have someone keep there word and to love you the same way you love them . to have someone that wants to see you . not just in the begining . when someone says that they want you and are so alone when they lose you . and you talk with them and think everything is figured out . yall have a plan . plans to work through things and change the things that werent working . to say that yall are wanting the same things and then they take it all away . why ? why do that . why tell someone everything they want to hear when you dont mean it . cause of course it is going to come out in the end that it was all lies . that you didnt mean any of it . i mean you know what you want and you know what you are willing to d

Alone
Alone I sit same as always eyes stareing blankly at the scene that lay before me. Always they smile, always I cry but no one seems able to save me. Harsh wind slaps into my face, tears begin to fall down my cheeks my fist tightins but still no love no hope do I feel. Why are they all like that? Why do they leave me alone? Ignoring my screams my tears my crys for help and love Alone again Alone forever I wounder how it feels that feeling called love

Alone
I imagined a life, full of promise and hope racing hearts upon clouds we would float Stars at night embracing our minds holding each other for for all of time I made a mistake and thought you cared that you believed, in everything we shared I am but a fool who let you get in to break down my walls, just to rebuild again I know that alone I will forever be why in the world would anyone want me I have nothing to offer but a broken heart I will never believe till death do us part I am a woman, made to be alone in this world of decie,t I call my home.

Alone
Well if any one has read about me they know I have a new Apartment in divorceville.God I hate that word!!!But here I am learning how to Live with myself alone, no kids no husband just me and after raising his kids for 10 years they became apart of me so needless to say I have not only lost my husband but I lost my kids too!!The husband part I dont really miss I guess I am just tired of fighting to keep him happy when no matter what I do or say there will always be someone in his mind that says it and does it better so after yrs of forgiving the affairs over and over I decided I have had enough.I am not forgiving him this time!! I am going to show him that he can not treat me like this any more and think I will always be there to forgive him and take him back!!And he knows how much those children mean to me so I am sure he will hit me where it really hurts by not letting me see them..but I am still going to fight.I feel like I have already lost everything what else do I have to loose.S

Alone
so here i am, at 3 am. can't sleep. I broke up with him for a myriad of reasons, all justifiable. he lied. he got his mom to lie to me, twice, and i caught them. I think about our baby, and how i'm going to have another child, without a dad around. It's probably better this way, who needs a dad that's a habitual liar? one that is only around once a week for a couple hours, only to get what he wants and leave? He used me for sex and what i could buy him. He lied to me about where he was and what he was doing, just so he wouldnt' have to spend time with me. and yet i have guilt issues. I am the one that dumped him. for all that he's done wrong, i love him. I love him the way he was, before he found out we were going to have a child. I never dumped anyone before, and it feels like all this is my fault. I was hoping he'd wake up, and be the one i fell in love with. He said he was going to call me today, even after i ended it.. suprise suprise he never did, as usual. you'd think he'd

Alone And In Need
you left me alone in your dungeon,hungry,horny,and bored. I called out to you not to leave,but you ignored my cry.I had to find a way out of this cage you had me locked in,and find my way away from this dungeon. I managed to free my hands from the rope you had tied around them.I was able to free my ankles you had tied together.there was a latch on the cage that I needed to release,in order to free myself.it took me forever but I finally was able to release the latch and escape.I got dressed and left. I saw mortal life around me and I needed to feed,my body was becoming weak.I selected my mortal soul and began drinking my fill.my body began to awaken and feel alive once more. along came this immortal being calling to me,my body slowly approaching his command.he grabs me and takes me to his home.a place of elegance,fine art and sophistication.rennaisance to be exact.candles surrounding me,sexual art hanging from walls,red silk sheets lacing the bed,violins playing softly in t

Alone
Alone ~Tony Martinez I can't see All I feel is pain Trying to climb But I feel like All of Heaven All the Earth All of Hell Rests on my shoulders I can barely lift my arms Or my legs But I continue to climb Continue the fight Look into my eyes Does it look like I'm going to quit? Hell no! I know my angel is out there I will find my angel I will connect with my angel again You hear me Darkness Yeah I hear you laughing in the background You forgot to kill me Now I fight even harder I promised my angel I would never give up I promised myself I would never give up I never will This feeling of being alone will pass I will heal and be stronger than ever I love you My angel

Alone
So much noise battered her brain. Where was it coming from? Aneeta left the safety of her retreat to investigate. She looked tenderly back at the small bundle laying on the bed, soundly asleep. She eased the door closed slowly, silently, so as to not disturb the sleeper. Moving meticulously down the hall, pausing at the closed doors as she passed, listening, needing to find the origin of the assault on her ears. Part way down the hall, behind her, a door creaked open. Turning, she peered through the semi-darkness, and made out the shape of a large, doglike creature emerging from the room. Its huge tongue hung from one side of its mouth, teeth exposed as its breath rasped in and out. Yellow eyes swept over her, laughed at her. The head turned and the creature sauntered in the opposite direction. Its slow, purposeful steps took it up the hall noiselessly. Aneeta froze in place as it reached the door to her room. As if obeying some unseen hand, the door opened for the creature, and

Alone!
As SOME of ya'll know if u actually take the time to talk to me... my husbands currently deployed and were having problems.. dunno if were gonna stay married.... i dunno what to do.. im here stateside.. waiting... raising 2 kids.. ones 6 and the other is 4 months.. all alone.. nobody to turn to.. no true freinds to turn to.. and being in alaska.. im so far from family... im the type of girl that leaves my thoughts usually to myself and doesnt talk to much about umm or i try to put my mind on other stuff! at times like this.. i feel so alone.. i wanna talk to someone.. im so bored.. my kids r sick and everyones drinkin but i dont feel i should or i dont even wanna cause i dont want something to happen if they needed me or something.. ya know! ok well this isnt really going anywhere.. so i guess thats it for now.. im gonna lay down i guess... im just bored.. feelin alone! **sigh**

Alon In Bed.
I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can only think my chest is caving in, and I can't sleep I cry everytime I hear your romantic voice

Alone
Your touch is warm, like the love I bear for you. But my hands are cold, as I wait alone. I want to hold you, to feel you near me.... Your breath on my cheek. But I am alone. I hear your voice in my head, As sweet as birdsong. If I could, I would whisper in your ear how much I love you. How much I care... But I can't. For I am alone. Whilst I wait, the treetops twist and turn in the wind. They call out your name. My body is cold. But my heart is warm with the memories of what once was. I want to run my fingers through your hair, and hold your body to mine... But I am alone. Alone in this cold. Alone in this life.

Alone Again
well its the fourth, my kids 8th birthday and im alone as i have been many times before. for once i would love to have someone to cuddle and watch the fireworks with. Adult company that is. im feeling betrayed abandoned and just unhappy with my wholelife. maybe i should have stayed in LC.

Alone
Sitting alone wondering why why did it all go awry I've tried my best done all I could gave the love that I should Tried to understand what's in his heart but he won't share or become my equal part So as I sit here, all alone I dry my tears and I try to push away the fears Not sure now where my life is headed but I'll be strong and try not to dread it I'll move on and do whats best for me and hope that in the future a new love will find me.

Alone
the one feeling i can relate to, i don't know why i feel this way, sometimes i wish there would be somebody who stays, but you cant find those kinds of people these days, alone, right know is how i feel, and i am also sick and feel like hell, hold on their is the doorbell, just some person with magazines to sell, okay where was i, oh yeah alone, here with my twisted little mind, yeah i beat myself up all the time, why not it is my body and mind, my friends say come on man sheer up, why should i ,i really don't have anything, not to really look forward too, you know i wish i could really tell you, to go away and leave me alone, but shit,you have already up and gone, feel like a dog chewing on a bone, always did have a problem letting my feelings shown, that`s okay , i have found someone but she is so far away, i do try to talk too her everyday, we even play games at night she will stay, with me when i am alone, and i still have my friends and my family, so i guess i`m not alone , so why

Alone
The emptiness is with me thru the morning, noon and night. I search, I seek, I look for you, but you're nowhere in sight. Your time has come you didn't wait, you journied all alone. So now the day's go slowly by, you'll never again be home But you filled my heart forever and I'll never be alone.

Alone
Sitting here alone tonight, my mind wonders, filling with fright. These thoughts I ponder, are of my past. It makes me mad, cause once I'm happy-it doesnt last. I'm sick of the games, of which I play. They make me mad, and drive me insaine. So please here these words I say. I dont want just a lover. I want to feel the love that I would share with somebody. I want this, and I want that. But most of all, I dont want to be sad

Alone
im alone, in this life. excepting my destiny, as i sigh. im alone, as i walk these streets. knowing ill pass her, yet will not speak, im alone, and want her to come. and try to fix, whats been done. im alone, as tears they fall. i cant remember when, ive stood tall!!!! im alone, and wanting to care. i open my eyes, shes still not there.. im alone, but im dieing inside. hopeing ill pass, as i begin to cry. as i sit here, im still alone. wanting a love, thats never been shown....

Alone
Sitting down watching nothing I daydream as people walk by Oh how I wish I could leave this lonely place Go somewhere new where nobody knows my face I feel as though I have drifted into obscurity and there is no one left to pull me back into the realization there are people all around me

Alone, Hurt, Lonely
Well as I sit here at 8: 31 pm heart hurting, lonely dont feel like I do enough for camden even though in every sense I do. Lonely in my litte world only thing that helps right now is the smile on my sons face which in due reality wont be much longer cause a number of factors which one of them is my own happiness is probley the number 1 reason for it all sad it took me 6 years to relize someone who I thought was close to ended up being a thorn. So my situation with it as it is for my son and tearing at me daily, good for him bad for my heart. On another note being alone is so much harder then I ever expected bad thing about it I been along all my life feels like I have been alone all my life even through the 2 relationships I have had they lacked everythign from cuddling to sex to simple hand holding. Sometimes I just wish I had someone just to hold me without having a relationship and etc. I would cerish the fact someone would wanan hold me just to make me feel better not asking for s

Alone?
So, at 2:47 am, a horrible realization hits me. I NEED to be alone. I havent been 100% completely UNATTACHED from someone since prolly '04. Yes actually, thats right. Now, Im not a slut, but I always seem to have attachments. And with barely anytime betwe en the abusive mentally fucked up one, the emotional rollercoaster of a boyfriend who couldnt "handle" my life ( 2 fucking years goddamnit!), the one who didnt know how to "be there" for me, the two cheating boyfriends, the one that left came back left came back again and used me, I havent had any "alone" time. I am a jumble of emotions ranging from compassion and love, to rage and revenge. I feel like I need to be alone for awhile. No emotional attachments, no trusting anyone but myself, no "love". No nothing. I refuse to allow myself to get into another abusive relationship, whether physically, mentally, emotionally, financially. If I get into one, I will end up hating everyone and anyone, I will die alone. And that is not something

Alone
I stand alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me I know the time will come I believe it to be true But time is standing still I’m stuck in the moment I sit alone Night after lonely night Are my prayers being heard? I grow weary of the pressure But I will myself to be strong I lay alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me And I force myself to sleep…

Alone
I sit here with a list of people that call me friend, needing a shoulder, a prayer for my family, a note that says i'm thinking of you. I post a notice to let these friends know where I am at and watch minutes tick by with nothing from anyone but one person. These are people I visit almost daily when possible, whose pics I have rated a 10 regardless of what I really felt, As a christian some things are not my cup of tea, but to each his own, who am I to judge. I watch bulletin after bulletin of stupid crap get reposted. While mine sits there not even viewed by 77 of the 78 who are on my friends list. While I sit here in tears, worrying about a family member I love who has made a difference in the lives of thousands of people and their children spending the last 39 years as a bus driver. Transporting not just kids but sometimes the kids of kids she carried way back when. She lies in a hospital bed suffering the cruel effects of cancer and now her heart is acting up and they are

"alone"
When all but written; said and done; The blazing sun sinks deep behind A far horizon, she'll make her run As darkness falls; the day refined Clouds roll and thicken, fill the space Stars once shining, have lost their place Faint echoes of thunder stir the air Resonating off this concrete lair Within these musty walls of gloom A sacred hollow, to retreat- Lies way beneath the castle rooms Secluded chamber, a place so sweet Deathly silence; she fills the air The only sound, a faint heartbeat Outside, the sound of pouring rains, Seep through these walls and in my veins Alone; such joy- placed in a sadness To write forever; subdue such madness Alone; as demons watch overhead- Witness words about the dead Alone; such pain- but 'tis a pleasure When verse be done; create such treasure Sweet torture; all I've ever known Tis no place like to be alone

Alone
ALONE by Edgar Allan Poe 1830 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then–in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life–was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
Alone in this room… Silence of darkness moving around me… In this room My shadow is ma only mate… Gonna brk up this world coz No one gonna listen today The judgment will start wid ma melody Flood will go through this house storm will get destructive… Y u cant feel me? Y u don’t listen to me Y u cant’t find me? U cant brk ma heart U cant stop ma rhytm… I’ll brk everything n Make it as new Bt u wont b in my reality U wont b in my dream Go bk to ur room Destroy ur fake reality

Alone
Lying , thinking Last night How to find my soul a home Where water is not thirsty And bread loaf is not stone I came up with one thing And i don't believe I'm wrong That nobody , But nobody Can make it out here alone .... Alone, all alone Nobody , but nobody Can make it out here alone... There are some millionaires With money they can't use Their wives run round like banshees Their children sing the blues They've got expensive doctors To cure their hearts of stone ..... But nobody Nobody Can make it out here alone .. Alone , all alone Nobody , but nobody Can make it out here alone ... Now if you listen closely I'll tell you what i know Storm clouds are gathering The wind is gonna blow The race of man is suffering And i van hear the moan , Cause nobody , But nobody Can make it out here alone... Alone , all alone Nobody , but nobody Can make it out h

Alone
Alone in the eerie fog blind to all around me I wonder where I went wrong. To love to be loved. Though unbeknownst to me evil was upon me. The breath of deceit heavy in the air yet with my tender heart I could not feel it. As the fog thickened all went wrong. I allowed myself to believe and trust in something that could not be seen. And now I feel the loneliness and hatred that I so desperately tried to avoid. When will this heaviness lift? When will I find the clear way to happiness?

Alone I Break
That it im done, yep the justin yall knew is dead, now im a new person.(time for changes again) no longer will i be the nice guy that everyone can count on, nor will i make your lives easier. life shits on people like me, and im sick of it. no one cares what i have to say, no one takes me serious, im a fuckin joke to all of you. so yeah all my friends either, screw me over, forget im alive, die, betray my trust, or just dont care what i say. Im alone in this world, and thats how its gonna be. so Stay the Fuck away. RIP. Mark.. you were a great friend, one of the few i could actually trust as much as myself. you will be missed, see you on the otherside. Music Video:ALONE I BREAK (by Korn)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Alone
Little Johnny nobody sit's in the darkness alone. Shakeing and crying and rocking hidden from the world. His heart is breaking but no one seems to care. "Why do you sit here alone" calles a voice in front of him. He lifts his head as his cold dark eyes meet her's. "I chose to hide here hidden from the world. For it's to painful that my blood curls. They pass me by is if i Don't exist. So why be there I'm nothing more to the world then an unwanted cyst. My heart is shattered I am so numb. Because my way Love will never come. So go about your way don't worry with me. Just like Love the world shall let me be." his words so soft and shivered he trembles as he picks up a knife. He slashed his body for every painful moment in his life. When he is done his face no longer she reconizes for it's twisted with pain and fear. "Leave my darkness this place is only for me. You have a life so my drakness you must leave."

Alone
I sit here feeling all alone. No one knows how desolate this is. Just in this hopelessness and dispair. I have found no solace just fakeness. I mask it with a fake smile and hopeless humor. Behind the mask is hatred, behind the hatred is anger. Behind the anger is rage and behind the rage is my cold dead heart. I need someone to hold and warm me again. Make the loneliness go away. Hold me closeand make the pain go away. Letting go is so hard and the tears are not yetgone. Lie beside me again and tell me things are okay.Alone everynight how come this doesn't feel right? Come back and tell me you still love me. I can no longer fight this fight face it i'm alone.

Alone
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade

Alone
Alone Walking through the halls like it was a lie, As all the people just pass you by. Being convinced every day, That you are invisible in every way. Feeling like you are the only one, In that massive space. The cold floors calms you, As you sit there during lunch. The urge of hurting yourself grows, The sweet kiss of death is ever so close. Thinking that no ones cares, Is the reason that you choose those dares. Wishing that you only had one friend, Then maybe you wouldn’t have to end. Someone that you can trust, That has to be a must. “But no one can see me, They think I’m the cause of all their misery.” Everything gets so dark, As the death angel leaves her mark. Slowly you feel no pain, Thinking that this was my source of relief. The pain you felt just falls away, As the light continues to fade. The smile forming upon your face, Shows them all that its better this way.

Alone Yet Not...
I must admit that I have often thought of leaving it all behind and letting everything go. I'm often lost and alone, So many people around me, Yet no one seems to care. They say they understand and love me very much, But just when I trust to love, they forget and move on. I hold the knife so close as tears, mixed with blood, Begin to fall slowly. Like a foolish child I cry. Knowing that I could end it all now make my mind draw a blank. I put the knife away and try to wipe the blood, that runs faster than I can describe. I know suicide isn't the answer I was looking for. I know there is a reason for me being alone. So I wipe away the blood and tears, And once again put on the facade of being happy.

Alone In The Moonlight
beneath the moon there sat I alone alone in my thoughts sweet breezes carrying my cries up to the heavens as i weep weep for the love that i lost the stars shimmer high in the sky as if with the beat of my heart the dew on the grass looks like teardrops to me perhaps i cried them and they're part of me it's silent here almost nary a sound so empty so hollow i let you leave and did not follow i am weak please rescue me lift me up left this suffering cease breathe life into me and my cold broken heart wrap me up in your warmth bring me out of the dark come to me now on a moonbeam on a moonbeam above come to me now lets reclaim our love.

Alone
Alone Lying, thinking Last night How to find my soul a home Where water is not thirsty And bread loaf is not stone I came up with one thing And I don't believe I'm wrong That nobody, But nobody Can make it out here alone. Alone, all alone Nobody, but nobody Can make it out here alone. There are some millionaires With money they can't use Their wives run round like banshees Their children sing the blues They've got expensive doctors To cure their hearts of stone. But nobody No, nobody Can make it out here alone. Alone, all alone Nobody, but nobody Can make it out here alone. Now if you listen closely I'll tell you what I know Storm clouds are gathering The wind is gonna blow The race of man is suffering And I can hear the moan, 'Cause nobody, But nobody Can make it out here alone. Alone, all alone Nobody, but nobody Can make it out here alone. Maya Angelou

Alone
Alone Alone to cry Alone to laugh Alone to smile Alone to frown Alone to live Alone to die Alone to wander Alone to discover Alone to learn Alone to live Alone in pain Alone in hurt Alone in joy Alone in the morning Alone in the night Alone in the afternoon Alone in this life Alone in this world Alone in boredom Alone in knowledge Alone in this state Alone with people Alone at work Alone right now Alone when I was born And alone when I will die Alone walking through life Without any pride How can you be satisfied Living your life like you do When you know there is some one out there Who could really use a friend like you No one will know how I live No one will know who I am No one will ever get to know me Because I am destined to spend my life alone I am always alone. It’s no fun to be alone To do everything on your own To live with no recognition To share my pride with no one Wanting to have someone To live my life with But for no

Alone I Sit Here
~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ Alone i sit here Wishing you were near Alone i sit here In constant fear Alone i sit here Praying you care Alone i sit here Without cheer Alone i sit here With more than a tear Alone i sit here Wishing for another year Alone i sit here Does anyone care alone i sit here Wishing you were near....

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
Wrote this a long long time ago When your alone every sound is louder, every color darker, the temperature drops, and you can hear your heart beat. You breathe so loud the sound becomes deafening. You want to make it stop, you don't want to hear the breathing. In and Out. In and Out. Noone to turn to when your alone, noone to call. When your alone noone wants to know. All doors have locks and all roads go one way. The breathing gets louder and louder. You feel so empty, not just empty on the inside, but empty to the core. Nothing but vacant space surrounds you. Noone to touch you, listen to you, talk to you. When your alone the wind cries saddly all around you, barely heard in a distant thought. Time is forever but yet isn't there at all. When your alone theres noone to smile at, or laugh with, cry or morn with. Spaces get smaller but nothing; noone will touch you. Walls are smaller, air pulls from your lungs as you try to breathe, if only you could breathe more quietly. When

Alone
Two arms to hold me, a smile to call my own, deep eyes that adore me, yet I lie here all alone. Dream come true, pain fading away, yet alone I awake, to face yet another day. So much love given, sweet words to be spoken of my own, yet I speak in silence, as I am alone. Many beautiful thoughts running through my head, feelings to be shared, as I am alone here in this bed. Tears to be cried, from happiness, his soft hand to be felt in mine, still I am alone with these tears that I cry. Never knew love like this before, never felt so swept away, and alone I find myself with each passing day. Stars to wish upon, promises to be made, so alone within myself, each night, again, for his touch I will pray. Heart so filled with hopes, and dreams, but each time I open my eyes, it is my lonely heart that I see. Alone with the silence as my heart dies inside, all of our love flowing within each tear that I cry.

Alone With You
Alone With You(revised) (Verse One) One day I caught myself questioning, Is it worth it all, Laying by your side, Feeling not a damn thing within, Staring into nothing each night, Just trying to sleep, Evading this emptiness inside, Filling it with dreams (Chorus) Aching for that escape, I'll bend for you, Hurting myself seems so innocent, When I see you smile, I know in my heart, This can't be my home, One day I know I'll break, Until then I'll cry myself to sleep (Verse Two) When I'm alone each day, I feel so alive I can't breath, When you come home, I say I love you how was your day, Lying to myself feeling so numb, Killing myself inside, I'll keep pretending, As long as it makes you smile (Chorus) Longing for that escape, I'll bend for you, Hurting myself seems so innocent, When I see you smile, I know in my heart, This cant be my home, One day I know I'll break, Until then I'll cry myself to slee

Alone Again
its hard to be alone again, no one to come home to and no one to say i love you. its sad to think that when you were with someone for so long that you might not ever see them again. its hard to be alone but its okay because even though your alone there is someone out there who just might feel the same way as you do......alone and sad. who knows you might meet that person who is feeling alone and sad and then both you and them might not be alone anymore and once again come home to the i love you's and feel the warmth of thier body next to yours and happy feelings will be there,.....i hate being alone again and i do miss her

Alone
I’m dying inside Trying too hard not to show you I’ve created new a mask Just for spending time with you It eats at my soul The way you treat me Like yesterday’s rolled up newspaper Teaching obedience to a dog Why do I love you? I tried to walk away But the tears only rolled harder Once I was alone Teach me to hurt you The way you hurt me Maybe I will understand then The power you feel I keep hoping you’ll find The love inside you Growing from the seed Of my hopes and dreams Why do I love you? I tried to walk away But the tears only rolled harder Once I was alone Call me pathetically naïve And I will agree I have no fight left in me To hold to my own opinion You’ve dug me a chasm I can’t seem to crawl out of Just please don’t leave me here All alone

Alone ~ Edgar Allen Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Edgar Allen Poe

Alone
I hear your voice over the phone, and suddenly I don't feel so alone. I just don't know what to do, or how to say what I feel about you. To hear you laugh when we talk, it makes me feel warm and happy inside, how I wish you were here by myside. I miss your touch, how I want to hold you so much.