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Another Poem I Found That I Wrote
Anyway, Anywhere, Anytime I've been sitting here thinking about you all day about your hair, about your eyes about the way you're so perfect. I guess I'm lucky to have you because you're such a great catch all my friends say there's no other that could match So, I'm just saying thanks for being in my life and I want you to know how much I love you and always will how much I adore you and how my heart can never stand still when you're around or when I think about you If I haven't told you this lately I'm sorry that I've forgotten and I'll try to tell you an awful lot Just remember that I will always love you anyway, anywhere, and anytime.

Another Bit Of A Gothic Poem ??
From the lost dark night he brings to you the power of life as he takes your soul from you each night you fell in to a deep sleep. As he walks away with your soul at night He kisses you upon your lips For your soul to come back each time you awaken So you can tell of the lost dark night To bring others to awaken at the days of life For when he will be at your first Childs front door On their 21st birthday to bring them the power of love from your soul

Another Contest
yea i know alot of people use their blogs for important info etc, but im just tryin to pimp my ass out there and get some votes...sorry ok, i'm only in one contest now. dont know the results of the other 2 yet, but i know they're over.... so PLEASE go vote for me....comment the pic and plesae say the word VOTE in the comment....I'd like to acheive a decent score on here please!!!! (cause i know i didnt in the others) thanks ppl, luv ya xx

Another Commentary On The Nature Of Guys
Guys go Shopping: or "Get Your Hand Off My Melon!" If there's one thing that a guy considers to be a waste of valuable time, it's shopping. The closest thing to a shopping trip that a guy can tolerate is running to the gas station for another six-pack and some slim jims. The concept of spending two hours in a store and leaving with only one pair of pants just boggles the mind of most guys. If he wants pants, he goes in, grabs a pair of blue jeans, pays, and walks out. End of trip. There is no thought put into whether or not they go with anything, because a guy's wardrobe is almost all blue, anyway. For most guys, there are only a few situations where a shopping trip would be considered. Condition one: he is dragged along by a significant other. This is the closest most guys will get to Hell while they are still alive. Wandering through the stores, constantly being asked their opinion on different outfits, when the only outfit a guy is interested in seeing

Another Star Tears Its Bright Heaven!
by Bryant H. McGill, May of 1996 Another star tears its bright heaven, Another dream so shining true, By the hand of God its home was given, Into the night’s heart this star he threw Another star tears its bright heaven, A Celestial beauty of wonder A vision in the night of the soul of dawn, The shards of one brilliance now asunder In the vault of heaven they shine, Like diamonds glistening bright Such as pinholes in the velvet-black curtains, Of the stage, of the play, of the night Our souls do shine like these stars, Some shine bright while some may not be seen Lost in the brightness of another's fury, As a tender dismal gleam Still they shine dim, Singing a whispered song, In tender lulls they whisper to the night, But burn twice as long, Another star tears its bright heaven, Another soul is born From this world we yearn for our home, For from the heavens our souls have been torn

Another Redhead Joke!!
A redhead walks into the drugstore and asks the pharmacist if he sells, x-large condoms. He replies, "Yes, we do, would you like to buy some?" She replies, "No sir, but if you don't mind I'd like to hang out here until someone does."

Another Brain Teaser
Murder in front of the bay window Carrie Marshall had recently joined the Riverside police force, and on the first day of her job, she was sent out to investigate a new homicide case. The murder involved a wealthy bachelor, Steven Andrews, who lived in an expensive, grand oceanside mansion. At the time of the murder, there had been five other people in the house: the cook, the maid, two friends, and his niece. Both the cook and maid had rooms in the mansion, and the three guests had all stayed overnight. When Carrie got to the mansion, the five suspects had all been lined up in front of a large bay window. It was mid-afternoon, and through the window, Carrie could see the beautiful sunset. Her partner, Lieutenant Linda Newton, who had arrived an hour earlier, sketched out the details for Carrie. All the suspects had agreed that Steven Andrews had been found murdered in the morning, shortly before six-thirty am, but he had been alive a few minutes past midnight, when they all

Another One
A kiss so tender a kiss so sweet it only takes one t sweep me off my feet. i fell hard when you kissed me that night under the stars and out of sight. a kiss so long, a kiss so sweet, a kiss so gentle, so complete. How could i fall for you ober a kiss? Funny how things happen, funny how things go. All i want you to know is... that night when you held me tight and kissed me so right i fell in love with your kiss that night.

Another Random Rant From Yours Truly . . .
(Note: Not everything in here applies to people I know. In fact, MOST of what's in here DOESN'T apply to people I know) Ever want to get a clue as to how someone drives? Watch how they maneuver a shopping cart at the store. Honestly. Then follow them out to the parking lot, and follow them out onto the road. Follow them for a few minutes. You'll see how “well” they drive. I know, because I've done it. If you follow a person around a store, and they can't seem to keep control of their cart (and I'm not talking seriously defective carts with wheels that point in every direction that NO ONE could control), they can't keep control of their car. If they swerve in the aisles, they'll swerve while driving. If they take up the entire aisle, they'll take up the entire road. Speaking of grocery stores . . . I despise these people who decide it's quite alright to block other shoppers from getting around them, or believe it's just fine and dandy to stop in the middle of an aisle. This

Another Random Rant . . . (asthma Sufferers, The Bible, And More . . .)
Well, guess what Asthma sufferers? The Insurance Companies don't care whether or not we die! Isn't that great news? Apparently, they're trying to phase out asthma inhalers by 2008. (I heard this from my father earlier today; and since he gets inhalers on a regular basis, and I get mine from him, I trust what he's heard.) Yes, you read that right: By 2008, they will try to do away with asthma inhalers altogether. And, apparently, the “new” techniques they're planning on using . . . will NOT be covered by insurance! Isn't that wonderful! Now, do you want to hear the reasoning behind this? They claim that asthma inhalers are BAD FOR THE OZONE LAYER! What the fuck!? They can still sell aerosol cans in the stores, but ASTHMA INHALERS are bad for the environment. Never mind that Asthma inhalers are not responsible for global warming, and doing away with them isn't going to make the already fucked-up ozone layer start miraculously repairing itself. I can name a few things WORSE for the enviro

Another Vision Of You
Another Vision of You You drift through my dreams Like a sailboat on a placid sea As beautiful As a fresh white rose As stunning As an island sunset You make my heart yearn for you You make my body lust for you You heighten my senses My expectations build And then you disappear Leaving fleeting thoughts of you Like raindrops leaving ripples On a beautiful blue lagoon Thoughts of you hold my imagination Till the next dream comes Another vision of you Bruce J Hoch Copyright ©2006 Bruce J Hoch

Another Funny One
Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could not contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother. Mommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I ! went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane........" At this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such ;an in teresting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving

Another Day In The Us Of A
BROOKLYN, New York -- An angry tug-of-war over a rubber ball ended in tragedy yesterday when a 9-year-old Brooklyn girl fatally stabbed her 11-year-old friend. "She kept hitting me. I told her to stop," the 9-year-old calmly told investigators, sources said. "She wouldn't leave me alone, so I went into the kitchen and picked up the knife, and I stabbed her." Many people have already jumped to the conclusion this type of violence is promoted by television programs which show aggressive behavior toward others and also by video games which depict horribly graphic scenarios including dismemberment and death. “What do you expect when you have television shows which broadcast violent behavior and people shooting each other as the answer to a problem? asked Ms. Donatta Lubner of Schenectady, New York, in response to the stabbing incident. “Television and video games plus rock music are the problem in today’s society stated Mrs. Lubner as she summarized her view of this horrible situation.

Another Poem By Joe Blake
Why can't i find my one true love. I look for some help from the guy above. He says my son sit still please don't fret. It's not time for you to find her yet. I say but father my time my ran out. He than says my son relax please don't pout. If you quit your search you might find what you want. So stop being an old sly fox and stop this hunt. So sit back and relax and stop shedding those tears. Cause i'm telling you my son once she arrives she'll love you for years. So i guess what he's saying is if i give it some time. The girl that i'm searching for will finally be mine.

Another Day, Another Trial
First of all, I'd like to say, to all who visit me and take the time to even read my blogs(cuz trust me, there will be PLENTY)I hope no one get's a false impression of who I am because i spend so much time fussing...i DO have good things to write about too, it's just that this is about the only place besides my mind that i have to go to 'let it all out'...even if they NEVER get read, it makes me feel better just to get it off my chest... that would probably, i guess, just be that vastly large part of me that makes me HUMAN! you'll all discover in the future that my mother plays a LARGE role in making my day to day life MISERABLE... so bear with me and either read on or....not....I am NOT a tottally miserable person. there are sparks of happiness from time to time... unfortunately they're few and far between... i still, however, try to make the best out of every day that is given to me here. what is the point of this blog you might be asking...last night we(me, my son, my boyfriend,

Another One Of My Poems
WHO AM I? I AM THE GUY WHO HOLDS THE KEY 2 YOUR HEART EVEN IF WERE NOT TOGETHER WE'LL NEVER BE APART YOU CAN BE MORE THAN A 100 MILES AWAY BUT IN MY HEART IS WHERE YOU'LL ALWAYS STAY I'LL LOVE YOU TILL MY HEART BEATS NO MORE JUST PROMISE ME YOU'LL NEVER GET MAD AND WALK OUT THAT DOOR I'LL TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU NEED TO BE JUST PROMISE THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME FOR ME SO I WILL LOVE YOU MY DEAR FROM THE VERY START CAUSE I'M THE GUY WHO HOLDS THE KEY 2 YOUR HEART

Another Question
Do you think my dick is a good size, would you want to fuck? And if so, how long would you be able to go if we would have sex? Im just wondering, cause I really need some nice answers cause im so fuckin horny right now its not even funny. Tell me what we would do if we had sex

Another Day
another day has passed you left me why cant u stay i told you i loved you isnt that enough i know its your time your time to fly another day has passed im left all alone i stare at the mirror your reflection behind me i turn around and you are gone did i make you up have you ever existed i tell myself today is the day a gun my only true friend the chamber loaded gun pressed firmly against my head i go to pull the trigger a whisper in my ear not today not this way who was that was it you i understand my day is coming but until then another day has passed

Another Erotic Story....
The autumn night air was cool and crisp. They felt the chill as they disrobed each other. There was only the sound of slightly rustling clothes in the moonlit woods. Though both near thirty, they felt like high school kids. A mixture of nervousness and curious exploration overtook their brains. She slipped his sweatshirt off his head, taking her time to rub his sides and his hard nipples as she removed the garment. She unbuttoned her sweater and let it fall to the ground beside the sleeping bag. Just as smoothly and effortlessly, she removed her bra and stood before him. Her nipples were rock hard. She reached in her waistband and slid her jeans and panties off. The chill and the rush of this moment made her shake visibly. She could see his breath catch quickly at her full exposure. The moon lit her up perfectly. He unbuttoned his jeans and slid them down, leaving everything in a pool on the other side of the sleeping bag. She let her eyes wander down to his hardness. He took a step

Another Military Guy Speaks Out
the words you are about are not exactly my words but are words i beleive to be true and agree with. Subject: ANOTHER MILITARY GUY SPEAKS OUT For those who don't know General Hawley, he's a newly retired USAF 4-star general. He commanded the USAF Air Combat Command [our front-line fighters and bombers]. The Command headquarters is at Langley AFB, VA. General Hawley is now retired and no longer required to be politically correct. His short speech is very much to the point. The following are excerpts: "Since the attack [9-11], I have seen, heard, and read thoughts of such surpassing stupidity that they must be addressed. You've heard them too. Here they are: 1) "We're not good, they're not evil, everything is relative." Listen carefully: We're good, they're evil, nothing is relative. Say it with me now and free yourselves. You see, folks, saying "We're good" doesn't mean, "We're perfect." Okay? The only perfect being is the bearded guy on the

Another Military Guy Speaks Out
the words you are about to read are not exactly my words but are words i beleive to be true and agree with. Subject: ANOTHER MILITARY GUY SPEAKS OUT For those who don't know General Hawley, he's a newly retired USAF 4-star general. He commanded the USAF Air Combat Command [our front-line fighters and bombers]. The Command headquarters is at Langley AFB, VA. General Hawley is now retired and no longer required to be politically correct. His short speech is very much to the point. The following are excerpts: "Since the attack [9-11], I have seen, heard, and read thoughts of such surpassing stupidity that they must be addressed. You've heard them too. Here they are: 1) "We're not good, they're not evil, everything is relative." Listen carefully: We're good, they're evil, nothing is relative. Say it with me now and free yourselves. You see, folks, saying "We're good" doesn't mean, "We're perfect." Okay? The only perfect being is the bearded guy

Another Stop Me Please
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Blood92%Bondage83%Whips83%Blind Folds50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Another Fucking Day In Paradise Lost
Had an evaluation. Cuz you cant do anything in todays society without being evaluated or labeled or stamped. Everything needs a label. Everything needs a number. I've been labeled. I have trouble sometimes, mentally. Apparently I'm bi-polar, severe mood disorders, inabilities to function in groups wheteher its people i know or strangers ...lots. After years of living in my dark dank shitty little place with the dark little man running the ship I asked for help. That was difficult. Now it's musical meds again. Like motherfucking bits and bites...every handfull is different... Apparently anti-depresssents tend to enhance the instabilities...guess what I was on before... Fits of blinding rage, sometimes wanting to cry, wanting to peel peoples faces off with a rusty soup can lid or sometimes just my own. Never any reason...just out of no where it would hit...couldn't think right, had trouble with perspective, hopefully things will straighten out. I look forward to continuous clear thought

Another School Prayer Thing
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bi

Another One For Me!!
add this cool bitch!!! she is soooo awesome! 'Cassandra Lynn' Add her, Fan her, Rate her, Just show her some luv please! (repost of original by 'ChelSmith18' on '2006-11-08 19:48:09') (repost of original by 'CHRIS.S WIFEY ~LETTE~DARK LOTUS~' on '2006-11-08 19:51:37')

Another Brick In The Wall I - Iii
PART I Daddy's flown across the ocean Leaving just a memory A snap shot in the family album Daddy what else did you leave for me? Daddy what d'ya leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall PART II We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers leave them kids alone Hey teacher leave them kids alone All in all it's just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall [chorus at end by pupils from the Fourth Form Music Class Islington Green School, London] We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers leave them kids alone Hey teacher leave us kids alone All in all you're just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall PART III I don't need no arms around me I don't need no drugs to calm me I have se

Another Fine Crisis
Another Fine Crisis is a Very good band, not to mention they are friends of mine. Anyway they are playing @ SE 20th And Division Portland OR. If you live in Portland Oregon I had better see you all there. You do not want me to visit your DREAMS 11/10/2006 8:00pm-10:00pm. No Cover.

Another Quick Update
I went to vist a friend last night who I hadnt seen for ages, her name is Tania. Found out she had set up her own ethical media company so she said once I get the other stuff sorted that she would help me with promotions and advertising. I showed her the artwork and she was just blown away by it, shes also offered to invest a small amount of cash at the end of January to help towards getting the posters printed.

Anothr Friday
WOW, ITS FRIDAY ALREADY IT BEEN A WEEK AND ONE DAY SINCE MY FRIEND PASSED. I CANT BELIVE IT HAS ALREADY BEEN A WEEK A LONG WEKK AT THAT BUT I SEEM TO BE OKAY BESIDE EVRYDAY IS ANOTHER DAY WITH OUT NO MORE BINGO TRIPS TOGHTER, NO MORE CHRISTMAS EVE DINNER TOGTHER,NO MORE SHOPPING TOGTHER. WOW SEEMS YOUR NOMARL ACTIVITIES WE DID TOGTHER ARE NOT THE SAME EVRTHING HAS CHANGED SEE HOW FAST LIFE CAN CHANGE BEFORE YOU EYES SEEMS I HAVE LEARNED SOMETHING FROM THIS EXPRINCE IS THAT NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED ENJOY WHAT YOU HAVE AND WHAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER WELL DARLESS WE WILL NEVER FORGET AND ALL THE TIMES WE HAD WITH YOU AND YOU WILL ALWASY BE IN OUR HEART AS A MATTER OF FACT YOU WILL BE AT MY HOUSE FOR CHRISTMAS EVE AND THANKSGIVING YOU SPIRT WILL BE THIER CSUE WE WILL BE THINKING ABOUT AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE WATCHING OVER US R.I.P DARLESS

Another Song For Ya Chamillionaire - Ridin
They see me rollin They hatin Patrolling they tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty My music so loud I'm swangin They hopin that they gon catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty [Verse 1 - Chamillionaire] Police think they can see me lean I'm tint so it ain't easy to be seen When you see me ride by they can see the glean And my shine on the deck and the TV screen Ride with a nooche, she like hold up Next to the playstation controller is a full clip and my pistola Turn a jacker into a coma Girl you ain't know, I'm crazy like Krayzie Bone Just tryin to bone ain't tryin to have no babies Rock clean itself so I pull in ladies Laws of patrolling you know they hate me Music turned all the way up until the maximum I can speak for some niggas tryin to jack

Another Nice One
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Wife.

Another Song(lets Keep The Ninety's Going Week :) ) Toad The Wet Sprocket - All I Want
ah what the hell I'm on a roll here's another one :) remember this song from 1991?? what a good one! nothing's so loud as hearing when we lie the truth is not kind and you've said neither am i but the air outside so soft is saying everything everything all i want is to feel this way to be this close, to feel the same all i want is to feel this way the evening speaks, i feel it say... nothing's so cold as closing the heart when all we need is to free the soul but we wouldn't be that brave i know and the air outside so soft, confessing everything everything and it won't matter now whatever happens to me though the air speaks of all we'll never be it won't trouble me and it feels so close let it take me in let it hold me so i can feel it say...

Another Lonley Saturday Night
Just another saturday night blown off I go cosmic bowling (Really fun by the way) I pay and everything, and then no one shows up that I invited...so I spend 40 min bowling and then leave...it was a total waste of time. Damn I wish I just had one good friend or even girlfriend or something just anyone that would be there for me. ~Ethyn

Another Untitled
Not much left of her heart It has been torn apart In the darkness she will live She has nothing left to give A broken soul she holds Each day it grows a little more cold She listens to the pouring rain Her heart dying in pain A little more each day Wanting to just find her way Not able to understand why Or wanting to give it another try She is lost in her mind She is lost inside The life that she once knew Never again to be true Waiting to find her way Not wanting to go astray

Another Untitled One
She sits in the pouring rain Her heart filled with pain She sits outside all alone Wanting to one day know Why her heart shatters in pieces And her life once again ceases Crumbling down around her she sees No room left to breathe Letting go of the past Not wanting the memories to last She looks back to try to make sense And figure out why so tense Everything comes crashing down And she tries not to frown Never shedding a tear Because she will not be filled with fear So hurt, tired, and used Not wanting to be abused Trying to follow a new path As she faces her final wrath She will not go down without a fight Because she knows, this time, her heart is right She knows what she needs to do And she guesses she always knew Now realizing the pain that was caused And starting to feel a little less lost Taking a good look of what is inside And finding a little girl terrified A broken spirit lingers to find Something a little more kind Not ever giving up hope Just

Another Quiz
You scored as Nyx. Your Nyx! Night time is your favorite. Your the controler of dreams and nightmares. You are also a sign of mystery and darkness. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Nyx81%Inanna69%Diana38%Freyja25%~Which goddess of the moon would you be? (sweet pics)~created with QuizFarm.com

Another Adult Story Dont Forget To Let Me Know What U Think
Pam stood at the refrigerator, trying to find something interesting to drink, something more enticing than grapefruit juice. With a sigh, she resigned herself to water. A large cloud had moved in front of the sun, so she decided to take a break from sunbathing to get a drink. The bright, hot sun had made her skin toasty warm, and was turning it golden brown. The air conditioner made the air inside the house significantly cooler than the hot air outside. It was almost like walking into a freezer. She had been inside only a minute, and she was already shivering. She smelled of coconuts. Her skin was covered with cocoa butter oil and she was slick and shiny like her skin was made of plastic. She filled a glass with water and drained it in one big gulp. The cold water dripped on the bare part of her chest and dribbled down between her breasts. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. The water felt good on her skin. She turned the empty glass upside down and sprinkled the last

Another Chance Passed By,,,
I went into a small Shopping mall that is not far from me,and was sitting down resting and Out of nowhere,comes this tall security guard. Didnt quite reconize him At first until he got closer, and then i Seen who it Was...and then I knew. It was He who makes my Heart skip a beat each time I see him!! oh how badly I wanted to reach out and touch him.. feel his touch..like i once did,..You had to be there to see the flirting going on! He flaunted around In front Of Me, AS he KNOWS i have a thing for Men in uniform. If We could have had a moment... just the two Of us!! I Better Stop here.. As He and I have shared some Very Intimate Moments together,.. and they Are My Memories. guess you could say we still feel the same way about each other.

Another Adult Story
"Come here," you say in your sultry, sexy voice beckoning me towards your waiting body. I step forward and you reach up pulling me down onto the bed with you. your lips find mine as your hands roam my body frantically, stripping me of my clothing. I taste your tongue as it slides between my lips, twirling and writhing in my mouth. Your hand finds the bulge in my pants, and you give me a gentle squeeze as I pull your panties down your legs. "What's gotten into you?" I ask as you unbutton my fly, and begin to fish my cock out of my pants. "I had a dream." you say simply as you pull my pants down around my ass. "And that made you call me up at three a.m.?" you pull my face to yours once again as you guide my hand to your waiting pussy. I thrust a finger into your damp hole, causing you to moan into my mouth. "Eat my pussy," you hiss into my ear. I lay you back on the bed and place my lips on your neck. your hands claw at me as I suck your tender flesh. Working my way

Another Profile, Another Site
Well, I guess I'm the new kid on the block. I tend to blog a lot in many other places. I don't think my story is unique- I'm 22, I'm a college student, I'm going to graduate in the spring. I like pubs and bars, I smoke like a chimney, I'm an HIV test counselor. Dark beers are my favorite. Nothing watery and girly for me, except maybe a cold PBR but that's a classic. I love hot classic cars and I go to shows whenever I can. I really want a '55 or a '57 cherry red Bel Air to call my own. I love vintage clothes. I wish I had more. But I'm sad and broke. Pass the ramen, thanks.

Another Day
WELL IT'S ANOTHER DAY BIG WHOOP...LOL. TURKEY DAY IS NEXT WEEK AND THEN CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS. I HOPE NEXT YEAR IS BETTER THEN THIS YEAR HAS BEEN. I'VE MET A LOT OF COOL PEOLE SINCE JOINING LOST CHERRY WHICH IS KNOWN BY IT'S NEW NAME CHERRY TAP.

Another Sooooo Me
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Another Side Of Me
What Is Self Harm? We take 'self-harm' to mean a mechanism for those who use self-injury as a way to deal with or express their emotions, self-harm has specific psychological traits and is about the condition not the action. Self-harm brings about desired effects of pain, release, punishment, feeling substitution, freedom from inadequacy and many other effects that self-harmers require that they find in self-harm. Self-harm can also be a way to gain control in an out-of-control situation, or a way to make internal pain visible on the outside which puts the pain of negative emotions into a more easy to understand context. The knife as it slices brings blood of red, as I sit there with thoughts of death in my head. It happened quite often, the freedom and release that was felt with every cut a little of the pain did release. I would not say for what although some did ask I was too ashamed to tell...... They wouldn't understand What it was like to

Another One
I have found a new torture hidden within my living hell. I can’t seem to escape the pains of something I can’t control. The life from which I can’t escape is that of my own, torn to pieces, broken and bruised. A harden heart has become dead within incapable of caring for the body it lies within. Destroyed by the ones that took advantage of the owners’ compassion. I do not know if it is my subconscious or my brains, self defense mechanism that has turned me so cold. I just want to be found by the light, to be allowed to heal by its warmth and love. Here I’ll hang, by this emotional noose, on display for those to play with my structure plagued with decay. TTW 041606

Another One... Www.thehungersite.com
as found on:http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/charity/hungersite.asp Claim: You can direct money to hunger relief simply by clicking a button on a web site. Status: True. Origins: Over the last few years we've seen a plethora of altruistic appeals circulate on the Internet, each one claiming that you could donate money to a worthy cause or right some terrible injustice — at no cost to you — merely by taking some simple action, such as forwarding an e-mail message. (See our Jessica Mydek page for one example.) All of these messages were hoaxes — until The Hunger Site came along. At The Hunger Site, you can "donate" money to hunger relief simply by clicking a button. How? The Hunger Site, the creation of John Breen, a 42-year-old computer programmer from Bloomington, Indiana, was funded by various companies who sponsored the site for a day. Every sponsor donated the approximate cost of 1/4 of a cup of food to the United Nations' World Food Program for each user who

Another Encounter
It was a hot sunny day and the bright sunlight was making Jessie squint as she looked around for a cool place to duck into away from the rays of the sun burning sun. She hurried across the road and went into the first inviting shop, entering the glass doorway. She savored the cold air that hit her exposed skin and gave her tiny goose bumps all over the back of her neck and arms. She shivered with delight as the sensation continued down her back chasing the rivulet of sweat that had formed earlier. She sighed softly as her body rapidly cooled down in the powerfully air-conditioned shop, and thought to herself, Ah that's more like it. She gazed around at the shop she had walked into; it was a fine shop with highly polished marble floors and wall-to-wall mirrors. Racks of exquisite evening dresses filled the center of the shop. Jessie headed to the nearest rack and idly ran her hand through the fabric of the dresses feeling their sensual caress on the back of her hand. The sensu

Another New Prophecy Given By Kim Clement On Nov 2
November 2, 2006 - Phoenix, AZ I will begin with this city. I will take the salt of forgiveness, the salt of unity and the salt of grace and I will take it to the source of the water supply of the cities of Arizona and I will pour it into it and the waters that were meant for revival and the waters that were meant for breakthrough and the waters that were meant for restoration that became impure because of religion are going to be purified in these cities. I will begin with this city and when I do says the Lord the soil shall no longer be barren and a revival and a restoration and a breakthrough of salvation and deliverance shall take place and multiply and multiply in your schools, universities. It shall go into your legal system, it shall go into your political system and God said they will look at Arizona and say what has happened? God says you shall say, our waters have been purified says the Lord. I have watched over you Arizona and I remember the days of your covenant. I

Another Poem
Bang! I wanna see the walls covered in red,letters to friends and loved ones in a stack.A corpse on the floor without a head.But no matter how much they pray and cry I won't come back. Atleast I'm free from all the pain. Now the tears won't forever fill my eyes. My brain is now on the wall, nothing but a stain. I sorry to say that everything dies,and though this is just a rhyme I must bid you farewell cuz I decided it was my time.

Another One
I Am I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am your daughter hiding her depression. I am a sister making a good impression. I am your friend acting like I'm fine. I am a wisher wishing this life wasn't mine. I am a girl who thinks of suicide. I am a teenager pushing her tears aside. I am a student who doesn't have a clue. I am the girl sitting next to you. I am the one asking you to care. I am your best friend hoping you'll be there.

Another Weekend, Ksex And Psk...
Can't complain about the weekend one bit. It was the clam I needed after a tense week at KSEX. It wasn't tense for any drama but everyone seemed on edge at the studio this past week for various reasons. I chalk it up the stress of the holidays approaching. Hopefully this week will be a bit smoother and everyone (including myself) will be in a better head space and mood. I spent most of the weekend working on finally making my apartment's living room look like Konnie and I actually live there instead of looking like we just moved in. IKEA and Target were the stores of choice as I picked up a coffee table, side table and various little decorations. Once I get a bit of extra money, I need to pick up some artwork for the walls and another a small table for the stereo to rest on. I have a feeling the employees at both stores will get to know me quite well before Iâ€™m done. The other half of the weekend was spent getting the P4 1.3 computer rebuilt and set up in the living room. M

Another 1 Kinda Short!!!!!................
I pick up the phone and dial his #....I hear his voive " HI baby" he says ...2 small words that can make me feel 3 million things.......we talk nothing special just us talkin..then he whispers baby...I love you.......and thats the beginning of the end for me..........I walk to my bedroom shed my clothes n close my door. I know where this is headed .. I want him as bad as he wants me......I hear him whis[ering tellin me everything I want to hear .. i can feel him doing everything I want him to do.........I can touch myself and I can beg him to make me feel more...Yes baby its your pussy omg and I so mean that everytime i say it........he whispers again i love you baby ......and i know it to be true......time after time he makes me cum screaming his name grasping for one ounce of reality. i begin to cum one more time hes there with me going right over the same edge I do ...its amazing how much i feel how much he feels.........then its like we fall right back into where we fit we talk w

Another Short One.........by Me
Angel sat at home alone on another Saturday night. She was completely bored so she booted up her computer . She had no idea turnin on that computer was going to completely change her night.................. When she finally got online she hopped into a chat room just to see if she could find someone to talk to . She had a lot of perverted offers n al ot of flat out "lets Fuck" offers ..None that appealed to her @ all. Then she started talkin to this guy..such a great guy SO FAR she was thinkin....They talked n talked n talked ..every subject you can think of they talked about. The more they talked the more comfortable they both got n the conversation took a more sexual course. On and on they talked deeper n deeper in description of what they both wanted and needed. Then he began tellin her how hed love to lay her down kiss her gently as he stroked her nipples til they were hard pebbles. he told her how hed love to suckle those nipples as his fingers slid inside her hot wet pussy

Another Short One.......=o)
He came home the house was cmpletely quiet. Where is she he wondered. He walked slowly down the hallway ....then he heard her moaning soft he crept up to the bed room door and slowly peeked in . there she was on the bed beautifully naked sliding her favoite toy in and out of her wet pussy. Moaning breathing hard and callin his name. while standing in the hall he slips off his clothes n walks silently into the room..Her head is thrown back her eyes are closed she never sees him .. but hwen he slips his head btween her thighs and his tongue touches her clit she knows he is there. Her hands entwine in his hair pullin him closer into her beggin for more of his touch . His tongue flicks her clit then slowly slides in side her....she has dropped the toy all she wants now is him. as he moves his tongue teasingly in her and she begs for more his hands slip up to her breasts he teases her nipples until they are hard pebbles in his fingers .. she maons louder...his tongue still workin her clit

Another Though Heart Break
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

Another Old One
The Holes Bottom Some times I wonder at the depth I had sunk some times I think it would be better to be drunk some times I feel all the hurt so damn deep some times I just want to fall down and weep some times I want to scream out in my pain some times I watch my dreams go down the drain some times I see the things I held to me so dear some times I wish just to give up the sweet fear some times I wonder do we really have a soul some times I feel so damn lost in this hole some times I pray for my life just to be at a end some times I get hope from the kindness of a friend some times I see that things could be much worse some times I see that it is all not a curse some times I find that I have something in life to give some times I find a new reason just to live some times I talk with the spirit who dwells inside me deep some times I find I have sown a greater harvest to reap some times I laugh and find a joy that makes me whole some times I see t

Another Old One
They say patience is a virtue and I think I have enough I trust in god to take care of you when the going gets tough I can not help but miss the words that you have shared To me it has been like knowing that someone out there cared I so love all the things you write and think your talent great I hope to find some on the computer to which I can relate In all the things that you face I hope this you will know I think of you every day Wishing you well where ever you may go For in this land of cyber space none so ever touch Me the way that you have and came to mean so much I just want to make your world as great as you have made mine Someone like you in this world is truly a rare find The funny thing for me is that for your looks I no longer care I found the greatest treasure is what's inside you there I found the soul that touches mine and makes my spirit sing I can face all there is to come because I know this one thing In you I have found someone who I can't replace I

Another Old One
THE MESSENGER When all around is chaos and the world is upside down when all we do looses its luster and we tend to wear a frown when the task at hand are too tall an order to fulfill when the best we can hope for is a tie and there is no time to kill when the whole of lifes a burden and we are ready to give up hope well hang on to it tight my friend and tie a knot in your rope in times of trouble we all can use a hand to life our spirits high there is no shame in asking for help only in failing to try we need each other in this world to make it through the day all we need is divine guidance to help us on our way god works through people in our life that's why he put them there so seek the answer from our god and accept it without care for in this vast expanse of life the messenger may be the one you least expect to hear from one you can not see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Another Of The Same
Hidden inside unseen by you alone Seek deep within the truth unknown Silent scream chills to the bone Mystery to thy own self Keep your feelings on the shelf Cutting through sharp and deep Lay in the dark and silently weep Shades of gray texture of stone Beats the heart a deafening tone Minds journey through pain Deep madness known by the sane Appearance of respect and normality Living a life as obscenity Untrue to who you are and all you feel Slapped in the face by all that is real Lost in the tide of lies we live Pray for the reaper’s gift to give Peace inside the insane shell Rest of the dead after life of hell By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Another Bulletin Copied And Posted Here So Peeps Friggin Read.
: Guys this is your lc too sto posting crap about see my pics. for once in ya life think about everyone here not ya fucking self....Dear Lost Cherry Staff. Please Read this is about pics of liz NOT nake date: 2006-11-22 08:45:57 Hello Mike. My name is Ray. I have to tell you right off the bat that when i found this place via Mr Cuervo I fell in love immediately. awesome awesome place. NOW........... Not so. Please before I get flamed or you delete this message allow me to explain myself. First off, I 100% agree with wanting to clean it up a bit. ONLY for main pic and front page. Censorship my friend sucks ass bad. 2. NSFW? WTF man. lol work is work not surf the net time especially on an adult site. thisis an adult site. It allwasy has been and allways will be until you trip the breaker to the servers face it. Work is work. NOT surf the lost cherry site. Come on man, for real. I saw it written that this palce was created for your friends or something like that at work? HUH? W

Another Love Poem
Captured with thoughts that fill my brain Wonder of one who see through life’s pain She seduces me with her smile and Eyes She is the one who does hypnotize And in her spell I long to be Sweet bliss for all eternity I think of sweet kisses to fan the fire I think of two who share the desire Passion sweeps us off our feet Never to part once we do meet Two bodies grind to the same pace Two souls share one common place Tongues that dance in heated embrace This flaxen haired beauty I can’t replace Faster we pound out the rhythm of love Her eyes hold me as she looks from above And keeps me held longing for more Makes me ache for what is in store As she rides me in waves that feel so sweet I feel her climax as we grind to our beat Yes use me you blue eyed angel with horns None can compare as each rose has it’s thorns I long for your orgasm deep and so strong I long to make loves passion all night long To taste you and bring you wave upon wave It is your sweet love ma

Another Update =)
Sorry, I didn't get a chance to write sooner, I've had to work late the past two nights. My papaw is finally back home, he came home Monday night actually. He won't be able to get out and go to Thanksgiving dinner with us, but at least he is home, and hopefully he won't have to be put back into the hospital. Thanks for all your well wishes..you guys are the greatest!! Happy Holidays...Later gators =)

Another One...
*Pleasantly Owned*I belong to Master I am whatever he desires me to be.His fantasy to use anyway he chooses.pushing me farther than I ever imagined.He makes me want to please him.He makes me want to do very naughty things.His desires guide my thoughts.I Cravehis touch, his taste, his slap.His power, control and confidence overwhelm my sensesand bring me to my knees.I tremble from his passionas his warmth settles over me.

Another Year Alone :(
this Sucks alone again this year, this state sucks no one here that is even nice that is not way out of my league :( not even some one to spend thanksgiving with sorry for the depressedness just alot of reason to be I never let myself get depressed so I think I kind of deserve to be any way just blurbing cause there is nothing else to do just been feeling sick to my stomach and I cant eat cant keep my mind off my brother every one is gone this Holliday I figure it will be the same on Christmas but will see if the ex lets me have my daughter at all I am praying but I doubt she will I have not had her on a Holliday in almost 2 years not even on her B-day its just been a lot of sad nights :( anyway just had to get it out just hurting and needed to say so :(

Another Holiday Passes
This year has gone by so fast. I cant believe christmas is right around the corner. Time flys huh? Well soon it will be 2007. 2006 wasnt a great year so it needs to go. Here's hoping everyone has a great 2007.

Another Fantasy Of Mine!
I decided to go fishing and camping for my vacation. Theres quite a few lakes within drivin distance but i wanted to really get away, so i headed way north. Picking a small lake by random, i drove for a day and most of the first night before pulling in to a motel. I started out early the next day and arrived early afternoon. I drove the small dirt raod with potholes big enuff to place a stadium in them, and eventually bounced my way thru the woods to a secluded cabin rental office. I paid and headed for lucky number 69. ANother half hour of driving the edge of the lake brought me to "My Place". I had noticed that there was probably the length of a good school soccer field between the cabins, so there was no shortage of privacy. Exactly what i was looking for... or so i thought! As soon as i pulled onto the driveway, the neighbour from the next cabin arrived and waved as i rolled to a stop. They introduced themselves as Bob and Lily Tucker. He was late 40's, she was early 30's

Another Sad Day For Me.
Inmate dies in Gordon County Jail 11/24/06 Email this story to a friend The GBI is investigating the death of an inmate in the Gordon County Jail on Thanksgiving Day. Gordon County Sheriff Jerry Davis said that Jerrell Dwane Brown, 42, was found unresponsive in his cell just before 5 p.m. on Thursday while dinner was being served. On-staff medical personnel was immediately summoned and made desperate attempts to revive brown while E-911 had dispatched an ambulance to the jail. Once arriving at the jail, the med-unit continued to work with Brown and in the process, transported him to Gordon Hospital where he was pronounced dead. Davis stated that preliminary indications reveal that Brown had attempted to cause harm to himself. The Georgia Bureau of Investigation has been called-in to assist in the investigating of the incident, as is the case with all investigations of this type. “This is a very unfortunate that has taken place. Our sympathy goes out to t

Another Day In Las Cruces
Well we've been out shopping, swimming, coloring, and looking at animals and it's only 11AM. Can anyone tell me what there is to do here? We are here for one more night. The hotel is 'eh.. the people are nice. Karsen has befriended a little girl so hopefully I wont have to remain the entertainment committee. Turns out someone else staying at the hotel is on CherryTap as well... So there are at least 2 of us here. It's a bit chilly here... but I live in Houston where it still hits in the 90's somedays. You know us Southerners we complain if the temp gets below 60... we're whimps when it comes to cold weather! Well I need to get back to the Queen. I left her in the pool with the little girl she met and her parents but I don't want to be gone too long. Have an awesome day all ! MUAH

Another Life Lesson #8796
Jeff's Rant on Love, Life et al It was once said, "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I say BULLSHIT! Love is great, losing sucks ass. Unfortunately if you love you inherently have to lose. Trust me you will lose….something. Below is a personal list of things I have lost. Compare it to yours and see how we stack up. LOST Sleep, Self-respect, Identity, Self-Worth, Ideology, Friends, Self-Esteem, Good Habits, Family, Myself, Bad Habits Well, the list could go on but I am starting to get depressed. Just suffice it to say that you WILL LOSE SOMETHING. Now, to be fair not everything lost is negative. I have to say that b

“another Love Song”
“Another Love Song” Yeah... I mean I hear what you're saying, I mean You got carried away in the moment And I could forgive you I could do that I could do anything, if I want to [1st Verse- Violent J] I could buy you a Lexus truck with a white leather interior I could kill off some bears and dogs and shit just to make you a fur coat I could love you and treat you with class And have babies falling all out your ass But thinking about that... I feel I'd rather kill you ('Cuz I got you in my car, and you ain't going nowhere bitch, you're dead) [Chorus x2- Violent J] I'd rather cut that neck in half I'd rather choke out that bitch-ass I'd rather chop and never stop Because you fucked my homies [2nd Verse - Violent J] I could take all the face paint off and get a real job working for Dad I would rather take a ten-pound axe and stick it in your daddy's forehead I could let you move into my house You'd fuck the neighbors every time I'd go out And wipe his nu

Another
A Playful Sprite By: Molly Deshazer A mischief sprite I am likened to. Laughing as I go through the day. More playful am I at night, when The moon is full and bright. This playful sprite will show her light. But upon first light, The playful spite will take flight. For fear of being seen, by the mortal eye. For a shy sprite I am in truthful sight. And can only show the playful side at night.

Another Day Here.
another day of fussing with kids *pulls hair out* Well, it's another day of fussing and fighting with the kids. They are in bed but they don't want to go to sleep. I swear I can't keep doing this every afternoon and night. I really wish that they would listen to me. It's just getting worse and worse every day. Nothing that I try really works. I just want to pull out my hair and scream really loud!!! Anywho, I go back to the lab tomorrow for another day of clinicals. I'm excited really. I like this and want to keep doing it. So far it's been pretty fun and actually cool. I get to see all of the machines that you all don't see when you're going for lab work. They are really cool! Learning how they use them to test for different things is great too. A lot of the tests I can't see though. I could if I had time just to stand and watch the Techs but I don't. It's my job to gather the blood that they need for the tests. So far the women in there are pretty nice. I have attached myself to

Another Year Older
Today I turn 35.. not so sure how I feel about it... kind of bummed.. but dont feel old... just lonely, guess i just need to have some fun... thats what birthdays are for, right? This is the prime of my life! Definetly the best sex I've ever had.. guess that happens when your older and more mature and really know what you like.... ok enough of me ramblin... see ya

Another Offer....
What to do? Second band in a week that has contacted me then got upset I won't record for free...I won't join a band that wants me to do their recordings right off the bat and they don't want to pay me..They want me to join then after I finish recording for them they get their old drummer back and I get my walking papers..This happens because their drummer usally can't keep time well and it takes too long in the studio to get a desent recording. But they don't want a musician for hire because they don't want to pay for it...Average rate is 200 a song but I can usally get it in one take..So as far as studio time its not as costly to hire me then have their own drummer do it. I have been doing this for years Im wise to this one...But Im still amazed as too the many that try to pee on my leg and tell me it raining....I had a guy call me about a tour that would cost more to be on the tour then I was getting paid for the tour.. When I asked him a few questions about it he freaked and tol

Another Thursday Done N Gone Wandering Thoughts
Well it has been a week since i heard from david. yes i have checked the DoD and his name is not there. I am gettin alittle worried. i read yahoo news yesterday and the town where he is at they closed it down cause of the intense fightin Even tho his name is not there, it still makes me sad to see the ones that are on there. (bows head, says alittle pray God Bless each n everyone of em) I talked about a few on yahoo 360 page that are deployed over there. i know ken is in afgan, i see him online more than i do david. i still dont understand men period. yes i dated ken a long time ago. he just couldnt show me affection so that is why we ended.... we are still go friends. I dont understand why he keeps asking me if i am dating someone. NO i have NOT dated since August. I talked to his sister in law last night and told her he keeps asking me that and she was laughin.. i dont think it was that funny. I must be missing something cause i sure in the hell dont get it. I read that Bus

Another Paper I Have Written For Soc Class Opinions And Critiques Are Welcomed
My Affluenza project for this term was, to stop buying bottled water form the store and just install a filter on my sink tap at home. I would then fill the empty water bottles from that. I chose this because I had been reading up on the “purifying” techniques used by bottling companies. I did not anticipate what the monetary amount of my savings. I had not thought that I, and my family, spent such a large amount of money buying water each month. My conclusions are as follows; Point one; I noticed a change in my spending habits almost immediately. This may come as a shock to some, but I was spending on average more than $90/month on bottled water. This far exceeded my original figure. I went back over an entire year’s receipt that included bottled water and calculated an average for each month. I was very surprised. I thought that trying to take the time each week to fill bottles would have been too much of a hassle for me. After all this has been a very bust trimester

Another Day
T.G.I.F. first off let me wish u all a great weekend. now down to more pressing matters.lol does anyones computer but mine get the friday blues and dont wont to act right? its gonna b a toss up if this one makes it through the day and doesnt get tossed out the window......lol any bets on if it does or doesnt.

*another Sex Iq Quiz*
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Uplifting Poem
Another Uplifting Poem It was another uplifting poem, Masquerading as the meaning of life, And those who took little sips from it Felt a little better during the day Because the poem was their friend Like a get-well card or a call from That special someone with its Huggy--poo and lovey-doo Type of fuzzy nonsense, But it felt good anyway, Like you were standing in a parking lot Filled with cheery people, getting All sickly christmasy, And the huggy-poos and lovey-doos Kept ringing loud in your head and You felt that you wasted all of your Goddamned motherfucking life Just to hear some cheerful Obnoxious moron tell you sickly Sweet platitudes--hugs and kisses And sunny wishes, and babies and Puppies and kittens, and horrible verse About someone's granny And how she made it all better, While you were holding a gun to your head, Wanting to end it all, sick of all the love And the hugs and the greetings, And the Christmas spirit, and saving The whales, and

Another Song I Wrote
I got a little pissed off at work and decided instead of murdering someone I would write a song. Seemed more productive (and less illegal). Now my song is stuck in my head. Hollow Just Stop Don't wanna hear it anymore It's all those things that you say, everyday, go away and never question why I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed Just stop I can't take your voice now Bring the negative vibe, now you lie, deep inside, close my eyes and I picture in my mind How I'll make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you bleed Can't Hear it, can you feel it? Never again Cause I made you bleed Cause I made you hollow And I made you scream out in pain now you'll never say anything more I wanna make you bleed

Another Poem
Emily Dickinson (1830–86). Complete Poems. 1924. Part Three: Love XX I HAVE no life but this, To lead it here; Nor any death, but lest Dispelled from there; Nor tie to earths to come, 5 Nor action new, Except through this extent, The realm of you.

Another Lonely One
They say patience is a virtue and I think I have enough I trust in god to take care of you when the going gets tough I can not help but miss the words that you have shared To me it has been like knowing that someone out there cared I so love all the things you write and think your talent great I hope to find some on the computer to which I can relate In all the things that you face I hope this you will know I think of you every day Wishing you well where ever you may go For in this land of cyber space none so ever touch Me the way that you have and came to mean so much I just want to make your world as great as you have made mine Someone like you in this world is truly a rare find The funny thing for me is that for your looks I no longer care I found the greatest treasure is what's inside you there I found the soul that touches mine and makes my spirit sing I can face all there is to come because I know this one thing In you I have found someone who I can't replace I

Another Korean Tale
Dump Me and I Deport You! By T. Evans Chatting on the internet is great, in fact it¡¯s one of my favorite wastes of time, but whilst I have previously heard that loose words can start wars, I have recently learnt that stray conversations can get you in serious shit, I mean proper, ¡°might get you deported¡± kind of shit. The problems began when my girlfriend of 3 months had found 3 weeks worth of reasons to be unable to see me. This lead me to a not completely unreasonable assumption that in the near future her main reason to see me would be to announce that she was now going to start seeing someone else. In hindsight I can see that I had jumped the gun and started to believe it was over even before it was. I am not cheating type, so I didn¡¯t start seeing other women, but the plethora of internet sites did encourage some premature window shopping (the equivalent of buying next years Christmas presents in the January sales, prudent, but wholly unnecessary). In Korea, the

Another 10 Things You Dont Know
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1)I'VE HELD A JOB SINCE I WAS 8 YEARS OLD 2)I LOVE TO READ I HAVE OVER A 100 BOOKS THAT I'VE READ 3)I HATE MY MIDDLE NAME...DONT ASK CUZ I WONT TELL! 4)I HAVE TO HAVE A PEPSI AND A CIG WHEN I 1ST WAKE UP 5)I STARTED SMOKING WEED WHEN I WAS 13 6)I HATE BEING AROULD MY FAMILY AT ALL! 7)I ONCE WAS HOOKED ON PILLS....BUT I GOT PASS IT 8)I STARTED COOKING WHEN I WAS 8 AND SAD TO SAID I CAN COOK BETTER THEN MOST WOMEN 9)I BELIEVE THERES LIFE AFTER DEATH! 10) I FINALLY KNOW WHATS ITS LIKE TO BE TRUELY LOVED OK MY 10 PEOPLE ARE........because I would love to get to know them better and this will truly help me! Everyone should do this. It is real

Another Old Favorite Written By Me
I Would Like! I would like to have romantic evenings at home or out on the town. I would like to give you massages starting at the shoulders and going down. I would like to take you on trips when you feel you need a break. I would lke to make you dinner or breakfast when you awake. I would like to tell you I love you as you gaze into my dark brown eyes. I would like to make you my wife and never hurt you with lies. all these things I would like but i'm unable to do; because sadly i'm only I and to do them I need You! written by Some1special2k

Another Contest!
I need moms for "Most Beautiful Mom Contest" One winner will be for most comments and one for most ratings. You can bomb the hell out of someones pic with comments and down ratings wont do anything except give them an extra vote. If you want to enter send me a PM with the link to the pic you want in the comtest. Vamp

Another Year
Another year has come and is almost gone. It’s that time again to reflect back and see if I have accomplished anything this year. From what I feel inside I would have to say NO. There are others out there that would probably say other wise but deep down I know I haven’t really done much but try and atone for something I shouldn’t feel guilty of doing. Those that know me personally know that I have a very giving heart, and will do anything I can to help out a friend in need. Normally I can keep this in check and within reason, but after looking back upon this year, there have been quite a few instances where I should have held back. Then there is also a few that I helped that were not worthy of it. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ve been doing all of these things because I’m trying to atone for turning my back on a friend when they needed me. Earlier this year I cut lose a close friend because I had help them all I could and they felt it wasn’t enough. I had been friends wi

Another Untitled Poem
Untitled You are beautiful. Wont you believe this? A color, a shade that doesnt exist. My existence is greater, By your existence. Just when I think I know you, Completely I find out there is so much more, To learn. Could you shine any brighter? Are you of this world or are you simply A dream? Your book is written in a language called Love. Cant you see that I am here, For you. You make the sun burn Brighter. Colors more Vibrant. If you are lost, Let me guide you. If you are losing your grip, Give me your hand. For I will never, ever let you down. I just want to be there With you. Because I believe In you. For you are a rose in a garden of daisies.

Another Good Joke
lmao gotta love kids. > >Why parents drink... Too good NOT to pass on! > > > >A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had > >not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main > >computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted > >with a child's whisper. > >"Hello." > >"Is your daddy home?" he asked. > >"Yes," whispered the small voice. > >May I talk with him?" >> > > >The child whispered, "No." > >Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your > >Mommy there?" > >"Yes." > >"May I talk with her?" > >Again the small voice whispered, "No." > >Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, > >the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" > >"Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" > >Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's > >home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" > >"No, he's busy", whispered the child. > >"Busy doing what?" > >"Talking to D

Another Lost Friend
WELL ANOTHER VERY VERY GOOD MAN HAS DIED TODAY... THAT'S 2 IN ONE MONTH. ...WHY THEM? THEY SHOULDN'T DIE CUZ I STILL NEED THEM. BUT THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO LIVE ON THIS HELLHOLE WE CALL EARTH. ONLY PERSON WHO CAN DESCRIBE IT IS THIS PERSON.... I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start agai

Another Son Is Slain
My cousin was murdered Thursday of last week. I loved him eminsly. It is time for me to take a stand. The man who shot my cousin has been labled a good samaritan by the media. Where is his justic? I am on a mission now to make sure the world knows how wonderful he was. I hop-e no one in this world has to feel the pain and lose I do right now. God bless.

Another Quizz
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Another Wasted Day
I find it very hard to believe it is already December 6. The years are zooming by like telephone poles alongside the interstate at 85 MPH. Can't even find the brakes for this anomoly! I am at home today nursing a very sore foot and a slight fever. I hate being idle, but this requires me to keep it elevates, which is nearly impossible at work. I must be a totally sick puppy, I don't like to miss work except to have fun, and this is truly no fun at all. Home alone sucks! So it seems, that since I do have time to kill, I have discovered that wasting time is so much better with CT around. So many new faces to check out, a little time to catch up on friend's pages, just take a little time to look around. My fellow Cherries, you are all just plain old fantastic! It's like having another family, complete with all the usual suspects! Sweet! Finally, my brothas and sistas, it is times like these that I become slightly teary-eyed with gratitude. No, not the Xmas season. No, not the meds

Another Battle At Home
Another battle at home for Iraq war veterans By Brian MacQuarrie, Globe Staff | December 5, 2006 For Iraq veteran Scott Hayes, a car salesman from Norwood, even the Ford dealership where he works can be a minefield of reminders of danger and death. Last week, after an American flag had been taken in during bad weather, Hayes passed the place where the banner had been placed carefully over a row of boxes. But what Hayes saw, in a searing flashback to his friend's military funeral, was a flag-draped casket instead. "That gave me a rough few minutes," Hayes said. Hayes, a former US Army staff sergeant deployed twice to Iraq, is being treated for the nightmarish effects of post-traumatic stress disorder. For Hayes, 29, even a drive down a traffic-free highway can revive fear of roadside explosions. He is not alone. A 2004 study of combat units found that 17.1 percent of returning Iraq war veterans showed evidence of post-traumatic stress, outstripping the 10.1 percent

Another Great Bulletion Thank You
but this little story kinda touched me and it's definitely fitting for Christmas time :) I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadl

Another St. Louis Blackout
Another St. Louis Power Outage Due To Another Bad Storm, Of Course Last summer in the month of July I blogged about a bad storm that rolled into Missouri leaving over 700,000 Missourians without power on a site called TagWorld. It was the worst storm in St. Louis history and some people were without power for up to a week at the least. Well, we just had our first Winter storm of the season and it was devastating. It rolled in last Thursday,Dec.lst, leaving over 500,000 Missourians without power and some still are to the tune of about 68,000 people. This was due to ice forming on power lines and trees causing power lines to snap on their own or after limbs or whole trees fell on them. Trees also fell on many homes as well. The clean up of damaged trees will not be over till at least Spring of next year. Oy! God help us if another bad storm hits behind this one. It might send us back into the Stone Age. My power went out last Friday morning and was restored sometime Tuesda

Another Angel Blah Blah Blog
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures! Your a Dark Angel...and hey, you probably knew it. Dark angel are in truth, very malicious, but a sign of one also is very sad. Dark Angel all used to be pure angels, but something went very wrong with their life. Either it was the sudden, murder of a loved one, betrayl, or pure torture to them, dark angels have commited their life to Satan himself. They are silent, and their wings are dark black feathers, or blood red. Dark Angels appear when there is someone dying, or a murder. If you see one, it means the death of a loved one is expected. Dark Angels cannot actually harm a human, but they love to see the suffering of one.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Another...
You scored as Fire. Sometimes people are afraid to approach you, either because of your reputation, how you look, or how you act. People under the \"Fire\" category often tend to stand out from the crowd. Either being very loud and bossy, or dressing extremely. Either way all Fires make excellent friends and would stand up for them no matter what. At first you may seem hard to approach but everyone who knows you, would hate to lose you. You can be posessive and clingy but a lot of people like it that way! You often prefer touch, like hugs or using your hands while you talk. You feel it expresses what you feel better than words. (I totally agree with you on that!)Please Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it! :) Fire69%Darkness63%Earth63%Light44%Ice44%Air31%Water31%What Element Are You? (BOY+GIRL ANIME PICS & DETAILED ANSWERS)

Another Tattoo Contest I Am In!
Ok people,I am now in 2 Tattoo contests,and this 1 started 2 days ago so I am wayyyyyy behind! go rate n comment me if you will! much thanks! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=16218&albumid=133763&i=3852942310>

Another
Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can do is sit and wait Sit for hours second rate Behind the wall of distant glass It drags on slow and never fast Till in this place I see you near The one I always hold so dear The one who touched my heart and mind The one who is the greatest find Now I see there is more I need my heart for one alone does bleed Loneliness does surely grow I wonder if inside you know The hold you do have on me And how these eyes do truly see One I can never ever hold I think of waiting till I am old It would be worth all to hold one time And feel the joy one moment sublime Where I could gaze into those eyes And know the wonder and surprise But this is just what can not do I need the touch from only you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Another Thursday
Music Video:BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS (by Green Day)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i was on a hunt for emo songs, and i found one. the one that made me cry was "wake me up when september ends" by green day. i suggest you go watch it...it takes awhile for the music to start but it's good. so, yea...*wipes tears away* sorry, the music video was really sad...to me. maybe not to others....ok anyway, today was good. i went thru all of it fine. it went by pretty slow tho. hopefully i'm gettin some high heels tomorrow...hopefully! i need some that will actually stay on my feet. well, zack is takin me and john back to tenley town for starbucks and i can run into payless and get them. john will have to deal wit it...and he can smoke while i go get the shoes. i hope to finally watch "dawn of the dead" tomorrow cuz i dunno when else i'll be able to. mara and i are gonna go ice skating in like...two wednesdays...hopefully everything works out.

Another Rant From Yours Truly
I just don't really understand somethings and I would like some answers...but it's just me....No one has to. 1) Why is it that everyone has "The Fear Of God"? Isn't that a contradictory phrase? I mean god is supposed to be all understanding and forgiving. Why is he wrathful and vengeful? Someone has to make up my mind here. He's either a big teddy bear or a Saddistic, coniving, pompus ass? You damned bible thumpers are all about telling us that god has a double standard. He's supposed to be all forgiving, yet if you make a mistake and "worship", "revere", hell! even "Like" another god, You're going to hell to BURN!!!!! Now, let me deviate... Oka, if you study up on your Bibliography, you will see that "HELL" was a completely different place. At the begining of Catholocism hell was a place for people to do what they would. It was NOT, I repeat, NOT, a place of brimstone and fire. It wasn't until much later,

Another Ct Complaint
Does anyone ever type actual messages on Cherry Tap? (yes, I know there are a few), but I am sooooo tired of the huge flashy graphics that overload my eyesight. I prefer to quietly and personally greet my friends and talk to them without the help of a flashy graphic made by some unknown person. Everyone is just too lazy to personalize it. Boom, insert graphic (I rated you a 10) - Boom, insert graphic (Here's some hot chick with cherries) - it's OLD. I want to see some ORIGINALITY!! People, actually be personal with your friends. I am guilty in that when I am greeting all the new folks, I send the same pasted greeting message, but I still personalize it in *some way* - and if they want to become my friend or respond back, it's always personalized from there. Ehh... Just another one of my little annoyances :)

Another Poem!
forgotten again left behind, as your car pulls away, trailing tail lights. left... in a pool of golden lights with the anxiety of a singer on stage... and just as many nerves. "dead to me" you said that's what i am... dead to you. left behind for the last time, there is no noise only a pool of pain.

Another Year
ANOTHER YEAR Another year is winding down and I sit back and reflect of the year gone by. Did I do my best to help others along their way? Did I even try? Was I so concernened about my load they escaped my eye? As I look back to the year that's past, how it's went by so fast. Did I take time to count my blessings? Was I so busy counting sorrows? Not living today but for my tomorrows? So, I start my New Years resolution today. No longer am I an actor alone in a play. Everyone I meet from now on, plays a part.What better time then now to start! Today, I count the minutes in each hour. Knowing that after the snow of winter will soon bring springs flower. I'll no longer grumble about the freezing cold, nor, will I complain in the summer of feeling old. Today I begin my new year, and every day I arise from my bed. I'll give thanks to what lies ahead. No looking back and wishing instead. Today, I'll give thanks for the colors of the sunr

Another Weekend Down The Tubes...
So, another saturday night has come and gone. Another party over. As I quietly (becuz of my hangover) cleaned up this morning I had time to reflect on the previous nights events. As I threw bottle after bottle away it also made me realize what a bunch of lushes my friends and I are! lol Anywho..seems like "Ex Bashing" was the theme of last nights soiree'. We all had our stories to tell, our advice to give. Along with being drunks, my friends and I all seem to have that uncanny ability to wear our hearts on our sleeves. Probably the biggest reason why most of us are where we are today. I know Im the worst person to be giving advice on love..to me "I love you" is an eight lettered word...just like "bullshit"! So my advice is probably best un-followed..lol Many bottles later, the shots were downed, I think we killed an entire lime grove lastnight;)..comments were given...suggestions made (some of which I kinda wish I hadnt made now *sighs*)...no one really made any progress...lol al

Another
as i watch you drown standing on the shore alone, desolate i watch as you drown my hand ever outstretched offering you a way out begging you to escape these turbulent seas but you turn away deny my hand again what have i done where has hope gone how can i walk away so here i will stay as i watch you drown praying to days' end that you'll call out my name and i pull you ashore til we're hand in hand you'll fight the undertow as i watch you drown.

Another Fantasy That I've Hoped For !!!
When someone moves into a new neighborhood, sometimes your new neighbors will stop by with a basket of goodies, or a bottle of wine with some snacks. Just to make you feel welcome. Occasionally, they will leave you alone for months at a time before you even see them, let alone talk to them. This is one such case. I moved into a new townhouse/condo based with mostly an adult group. There were children in the complex but i was told they stay near their end of the units. As i unpacked my random boxes, I decided a 5 minute beer break would do nicely. I stepped onto the deck and surveyed the common. A pool, in full operation, a hot tub big enuff for probably 10 to 15 people gurgled away quietly. Thinking to myself, i had decided that was just the ticket once i had finished for the day. My energy was slowly dwindling, and the hot tub called to me thru the doors and walls. I had had enough for one day and at 9 pm headed for the hot tub. I sank in and felt the dirt and sweat peel off

Another Old Love Letter
I think of you every morning, every night. I see you in my mind all the time. I recall you standing beside me strolling at the beach. I hear your sweet voice in each of my heartbeats that makes each phrase poetry. I feel your soft lips under mine. My life is so different because of you. You are with me every day. I feel you with me in everything I do. I feel your smile. Every day is a joy to me. You alone make each day bearable. I have truely been blessed by God. I could have asked for anything but he gave me the one thing I truely needed. You are it, without a doubt you're by blessing. Thank you for being you and being with me.

Another One Of My Own
Love's dried bed It's bank overwheeled with emotions Thoughts white current brakes Her memory is a fleeting light Unfree to travel Unfree to trust Unfree to see clear Unfree to express Daily quick stops Palms wet, breath heavy Titillation of today first glimpse Can I still recall words Her eyes so soft Her lips so pure Her cheek so radiant Her tency so profound Those beautiful deep eyes clouded I take her in my arms and all be right What can I say for no more pain No don't allow her to deny Only life's experence will grow Only faithful's disappointment will build Only love's comment will show Only Time can heal What can I do? I must wait Take life simple pleasure to heart

Another One
Have you ever had a dream that was so real that when you woke up you thought it had actually happened? Even worse it was about someone that you would normally not be interested in? Well that happened to me last night. I woke up with a hard on and wasn’t sure I had been dreaming. The woman it was all about is a nice lady but not at all my type. She is a waitress that I see almost every week but I have never had any sexual interest in her at all. Lets call her Joan, not even close to her real name. Joan is a very nice looking woman but way to thin for my taste. She is also a smoker, I don’t mind smokers, but I don’t smoke so they aren’t my first choice in playmates. I happen to know that she is in a relationship with a nice guy and they are both happy. So what triggered the dream eludes me. I have lots of sexual dreams but usually about someone that turns me on while I’m awake! Anyway here is the dream. The entire thing starts as I’m having Friday night dinner where Jo

Another Writing
kill the controversy still trying, lost in yesterdays news i dare you, try walking in my shoes never knowing who's mad at me next im living this life called perplexed but i still try so hard to get to the next part i see the cliff ahead, i feel like im gonna fall but this note is a protection, keeping far me from ill i see now, you did this with a deal deals with the devil will never get you far everyday; grouchy; alone in your new car spending money just to keep some friends never knowing what true life really is break your addictions, kill the controversy off to war, why? it seems like the best choice standing stong, lead with your commanding voice soon theyll listen, stopping with the anti-this noise but i bet if you knew it was going to be this hard you wouldnt have been the leader of us at all deals with the devil will never get you far everyday; grouchy; alone in your new car spending money just to keep some friends never knowing what true life rea

Another Poem
A Soldier's Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep in perfect contentment, or so it would seem. So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled,

Another Paper Written For School
Another assignment was to read "Dante's Inferno" and write our own journey in Hell using the concepts that Dante used. Well, you know me... my passion is music, so I wrote another paper based on music. My instructor liked it, so I was happy. Enjoy. My Journey Through Hell As I woke from a dream I realized I was in a forest, and a figure was standing above me. He said to me, "Come, we must go now." I recognized his voice, but my vision was still blurred from sleeping. He held out his hand to sturdy me as I rose to my feet. The sun was rising, and shone on his face. It was the face of Jim Morrison, the Lizard King. I could not believe who I was seeing because he had already gone on to the afterlife. He said to me, "Are you ready for your journey to Hell?" I realized I was about to embark on a ship leading to a place of eternal punishment. We would travel though a region of sadness, a region of the pleasure, and a region of tranquility. Due to motion sickness, I had los

Another Spectacular Group Of Indiviuals (sarcasm Noted)
So last night im driving home from work in my wrap car (one of these days ill include a picture of it), but i digress. SO while i was talking to a ery close friend of mine, I look out my passenger side window at the care next to me. Im not sure what it is with the area that i live in but apparently mullets are still in. So i look out my window at this thing sitting next to me. Let me first describe the wonderful car that they were driving it was a combination of light blue, sealer grey, cherry red, and ground to the steel silver. It was an older model Chevrolet, Ford, cavalier, escort, with a luggage rack on the trun and the roof, 2 donut tires on the front and two fat tires on the back complete with hubcap spinners from walmart. IT was nice night so i had my windows down, the thing in the car next to me moved the plastic that covered her passenger side window and said "HEEEEEEY!" This striking beauty was carry at least 400lbs, had not shaves yet today and had her mullet in corn rol

Another One For Jake
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Another Little Johnny Joke
In school the students were learning about gardening tools and little Johnny, Jennifer and Daniel raise their hands when the teacher held up a picture. She called on Jennifer. Jennifer said that is a shovel. The teacher said " very good”. The teacher held up another picture. She called on Daniel. Daniel said “ that is a hose". The teacher held up another picture. This time little Johnny was the only one raising his hand, so she had to call on little Johnny. Little Johnny said that is a rake. “No” said the teacher that is a hoe. Little Johnny was kind of upset and said, That’s not a hoe cause my sister is a ho and she looks nothing like that!!

Another Sleepless Night
you tease and its not fair. to get a girl's hopes up then act like you don't care. to treat me like gold and then pretend I'm not there. if you saw the look on my face you just could not bare. i fell for you, yes and this i can swear, that the bond that we have is special and rare. that tone in your voice, and that look in your stare. but its so hard to save something that hasn't a prayer. so many sleepless nights spent in a room alone where i prepare for the pain from the heart that you tear.

Another Reason Yahoo Can Kiss My Ass!
I had a reaffirmation tonight that the only fucking reason I deal with yahoo is because I talk to some of you cool ass people and a few others from Myspace. Tonight I go to add some pics to my yahoo album only to find out that my shit has been flagged as an 18 and over album. That's right, I got flagged on yahoo, those cocksuckers! What I have in my yahoo albums are kindergarten refrigerator pictures in comparison to what I have posted here on CT. Hell, I have the same images on myspace and my textamerica photoblog Not only was that damn thing flagged but I'm unable to share the photos, post them on my 350 or even e-mail the album. I've had to send it to have it reviewed. Fuck....yahoo can review THIS!!! Dammit.........grrrr. Maybe they should concentrate more on the kid touchers on yahoo than a bunched of clothed pics and head shots (the one one my shoulders, don't get cute). Now that I've blown off steam, yahoo should write you all a thank you note. You all are the re

Another Idiot Strikes Against Our Troops!!
I SWEAR I DO NOT UNDERSTAND PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE NERVE TO SAY SOME OF THE STUFF THEY DO!! I KNOW EVERYONE HAS A RIGHT TO FREEDOM OF SPEECH,BUT I STILL SAY IF THEY ARE GOING TO LIVE IN OUR COUNTRY THEN THEY SHOULD SUPPORT IT!! THAT INCLUDES AND ESPECIALLY OUR TROOPS!! THEY ALONG WITH OUR FIREFIGHTER,POLICE,EMS AND ALL ARE THE ONES THAT PUT THEIR LIVES IN JEOPARDY EVERYDAY SO THAT WE CAN LIVE THE KINDS OF LIVES THAT WE DO!! NOW I'M ALL FOR A GOOD TIME..BUT NO MATTER HOW GOOD A TIME YOU MAY BE HAVING ALWAYS TAKE TIME OUT TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE ONES THAT DESERVE IT THE MOST!! I TRY TO DO THAT EVERYDAY AND IF I DON'T THEN I'M SAYING IT NOW!! THANK YOU ALL WHO HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST,PRESENT AND THE FUTURE IF IT WASN'T FOR YA'LL WE WOULD BE LIVING IN A NIGHTMARE HERE!! AND THIS IS WHAT I THINK OF THE IDIOT THAT POSTED THAT MUMM!!! HERE'S THE CODE FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T READ IT!! http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=13173

Another Two For One Posting !
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore I hear your voice carried on the breeze Silent sweet melody puts me at ease Listening to the spirit that calls from within Wondering if love is ever a sin Now that I have found you no other can be I am so lost in you your all I can see You fill me and are that missing peace You’re the only one who can this soul release I soar upon clouds at the sound of your voice I seek you out for I have no other choice I am drawn to you as a moth to the flame I live for the melody of

Another Prayer For Love
Oh LORD in heaven please hear my prayer I listen to you everyday I have faith in you I stayed with her for 10 years because I have faith in you I never cheated because I have faith in you I stuck it out because i have faith in you well no LORD because i have faith in you I need love because I have faith in you I need companionship because i have faith in you I need caring because I have faith in you I need kindness because I have faith in you I need understanding because I have faith in you Please LORD because I have faith in you

Another Prayer For Love
Our Lord up in heaven hallowed be thy name they Kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil for thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever AMEN Lord I feel so alone but i have faith in you Lord I feel so afraid but I have faith in you Lord I feel so hurt but I have faith in you Lord I feel so tired but I have faith in you Lord I want to feel love because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel caring because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel kindness because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel healed because I have faith in you Lord I want to feel secure because I have faith in you Lord please hear my prayer because I have faith in you

Another Long Day!
Off I go to another long day! Not as long as yesterday, but long, just the same! I did make it to my Belly Dancing class Holiday gathering - late, but I made it! I got to watch videos of famous dancers. They are so good at what they do! I'm very interested in Cassandra in Minneapolis. She's quite famous and is in her late 50's. There's hope for me yet!! Have a great day, everyone! Love and hugs go out to all of you! Blessings to all, as well!

Another Storm
Preparing for another storm that is supposed to come in on Sunday. This one is not suppose to be as bad, only 35mph winds, but ontop of the mess this last one left, I don't see this one not leaving even more damage. It may well be our first Christmas by candlelight. BBQ'd turkey? No matter the circumstances, we will always make the best. We watched Pulse last night. The movie itself seemed like a twisted mutation of the Matrix regurgitated but if you think about how our society has become so dependant on mass communication infostructures, you should pause to contemplate the possibilities of something going horribly wrong. How much is too much communication? Losing the human touch is one thing, but what would happen if something other than humanity took control of our very lives? Identity theft is just a surface scratch I believe. I think it is only human nature to ponder where it will all end. If I can read, shop, talk in virtual, do everything accept

Another Poem From My Man
a sign of peace for love by: michael harrell there comes a time in life your story is told amongst the sands, a day is coming for us both to hug or just hold hands. when you say i love you it fills my heart to no amount, theres a number of i miss you's in my mind but i lost count. a time to reflect for both of us cause no one cared, and there's enemies everywhere and im not scared. i think alot and often wonder why, through all the shit our love wont die. a thought that runs through my mind all day, cause life is the thought, love is the pay. a love so bright its like the suns morning glare, they hate it so much they wont even stare. a rare gift from that of god above, the sign of peace a trial for love.

Another Scary Movie... Hurry Before It Starts
hmm going to watch a movie i believe. all the shows are reruns. so looking like "the hills have eyes" or "silent hill" Scary.. so going to need a pillow, and a arm to grab.... guess popcorn would be good too. so let me know.. there plenty of room on the couch. I can scoot over... Just took a shower. Other than that not done much. Its my break. taking advantage of it. I believe i might get sun, mon, tue off work. i am thrilled- but that means that the other place will call me and ask me to work those days lol.

Another Poem
Make It Alright Here it comes again them gloomy clouds and the pain again. No I'm not talking about the clouds up in the sky,my heart is overwhelm and is in tears cause love not here to wipe away the tears of pain, so my heart cries out to love to come and make it alright. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Another Poem By Blackie
I'll Hold You in Heaven From the very beginning I loved you, As I made plans to hold you and rock you: You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb, But something went wrong and soon you were gone; My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain, I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was long, long ago and I still miss you so, Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday, When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you, I know you're waiting for me; I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye", But I'll hold you in heaven someday. By: Blackie@ CherryTAP

Another Busy Christmas?
"Just as being too busy gives you nightmares… Ecclesiastes 5:3 NLT " Christmas slippers "While we are called to work hard, we must make sure that our work doesn't so preoccupy us that we endanger our health, our relationships, or our time with God.1 A woman died, leaving behind her husband and one daughter. The little girl soon became the very apply of her daddy's eye. He loved to spend time with her, but because he had to work, they had only their evenings together. After diner each night they would talk and play games; sometimes she sang for him. He treasured every moment. One night the little girls announced, "Daddy, I need to go to my room early tonight. I have something I have to do!" He felt very disappointed, but he let her go. She continued this pattern for a solid month. Finally, Christmas Day arrived, and early in the morning she burst in on her daddy and proudly displayed a pair of crude crocheted slippers she had made for him. It was this project tha

Another Day
Yeh just another day another Pound as the english saying goes lol......Ive been working quite alot recent which im glad off as its money and i like money. Christmas is upon us again as quick as it comes is as quick as the next 1 reeps in. Hope you all have a great christmas and a happy new year and when you make a resolution MAKE sure you STICK to it :)) and dont give up. Anyway ill catch you all around when i get spare time....Peace xxx

Another Family Trip
Yes another one lol we do most of the traviling around this time ..and a little in the summer. So far the roads look great I am hoping they stay that way. We leave on the 23red and I still have all the packing to do and I work the next 2 nights so I hope I can get it all done in time.

Another Day In The Shit
well i just got in from shoping for x-mas presents.what a freaking mad house makes you whant to go postal the people in the mall are getting so rude you just whant to slap them in the head and the traffic is so unreal id like to find a great womman and run off to the beach till its all over.but i cant got to do the dad thing spend time with them while i can they are getting to big and got there own things going on there the only reason im here.got to hit the road again on the 26 th.head to cal.by for now got to go to walmart what the hell...

Another New Blogging Spot
how many times am i gonna change my place of blogging?? well hell, its not my fault that my work blocked myspace, and its not my fault that LJ is kinda lame...but shit, i MUST blog. i start getting pissed if i havent done a blog in awhile. so this site seems pretty cool...it actually is way better than myspace. and of course its better than LJ. i wonder how many places people will follow me to read my blogs?? we'll see. i cant wait to go home and eat tacos, cause i swear to god i'm STARVING.

Another Day, Another Life...
Having issues with my family, which, around Christmas, is never good. Needless to say, I am in contact with a certain person, whom I love dearly, and this time she will not be left on her own. No matter what anyone says. in other news, I dyed my hair the other night, and it looks funky as hell :) Its Pink. Bright Pink, Hot Pink, In yer Face Pink :) and I love it :D dunno what work will say tonight, but they won't mind. Its my other job that I'm concerned about, though I don't go back until January, so all should be ok :) And if they don't like it, they can always tell me to change it :) Anyway, wishing you all a very merry christmas/happy holidays, and hope that, whatever hassles and issues your family are having, you can put them aside for just one day, and enjoy the warmth and happiness that having your family around you can provide. :)

Another Funny
Three Wise Men... Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle," he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates," Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said, "You may pass through the pearly gates." The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's glasses. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "They're Carol's."

Another By Lord Byron
Loves Last Adieu The roses of Love glad the garden of life, Though nurtur'd 'mid weeds dropping pestilent dew, Till Time crops the leaves with unmerciful knife, Or prunes them for ever, in Love's last adieu! In vain, with endearments, we soothe the sad heart, In vain do we vow for an age to be true; The chance of an hour may command us to part, Or Death disunite us, in Love's last adieu! Still Hope, breathing peace, through the grief-swollen breast, Will whisper, ÒOur meeting we yet may renew: With this dream of deceit, half our sorrow's represt, Nor taste we the poison, of Love's last adieu! Oh! mark you yon pair, in the sunshine of youth, Love twin'd round their childhood his flow'rs as they grew; They flourish awhile, in the season of truth, Till chill'd by the winter of Love's last adieu! Sweet lady! why thus doth a tear steal its way, Down a cheek which outrivals thy bosom in hue? Yet why do I ask?---to distraction a p

Another Check In
I will probably not be on line near as much as I used to be. A lot of things have changed in my life and I don't have the time to get on line the way I did before. But I wanted all of you to know that I have not forgotten about you just because I don't get to see you as much anymore. You are all never far from my thoughts. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and a safe one! Love to you all! Rayne

Another Story I Wrote For Y Writing Class.
One Snow Makers Story The sun was shining through my window when I woke that fateful afternoon. I laid in my bed as I wiped the sleep from my eyes. The alarm on my clock started screeching a couple of seconds later, which I promptly silenced with a click of the switch on top of the clock. Then lazily I rolled back over and closed my eyes for a few seconds thinking to myself it‘s time to get up already, the night had gone by to quickly. I would have laid there longer in my nice warm bed if it hadn’t been for the protest of my bladder, which forced me to get up. As I walked down the hallway to the bathroom the thought of another bone chilling night didn’t appeal to me. The spray of hot water felt wonderful as it landed upon my back. The cool air upon my wet skin sent a chill through out my body as I stepped out of the warm confines of the shower stall. Once I had finished drying myself, I quickly threw my t-shirt and sweats back on and walked back to my room. Back in my r

Another Day To Add To The Year.......
So here we are again with only ourselves to talk to. I have waited for you to come home and as always you do. You take me to new hieghts every time you touch me. Your kiss is the softest thing to me but it can be hard as a rock and make my head swim. Your touch makes me come back for more and never want to leave. My body yearns ffor you always and never does it look at others for all the things that you can give me. And ever night when I lay with you my body is over come by the most wonderful explotion of passion that it is all I can do to keep from crying as I call out your name. And as you wisper the words of youur language to me my body goes into a convulsion once again. You are my heart, my soul, my mind, and my forever.

Another Day For Druccee
It is a rainy evening and Dru is loving it..She has been walking in the garden enjoying the smell of the newly wet ground. It now starts to pour like being dumped from buckets. Dru takes her clothes off, enjoying how the pelting on her skins feels, cold and stinging…Watching her nipples harden with each drop of rain, Drus’ blood seems to quicken. She is caressing herself, watching the water drip from her. Getting aroused she then places one nipple in her mouth, sucking it while pinching and pulling on the other. Now giggling to herself..she looks around to see if anyone is watching from the towers. The rain starts coming down harder as she lays on the ground. Spreading her legs she takes her hands and opens her pussy wide and lets the rain pelt it..with each drop on her clit and labia..Dru starts moaning with wild abandon..She strokes her labia, pulling and stretching it, making it so sensitive that even the smallest breeze would probably make her cum like an animal. Now flicking and p

Another Topic For A Jackass
I TRIED TO REPLY TO A MUMM THIS JACKASS WROTE ABOUT IMPEACHING OUR PRESIDENT AND VICE PRESIDENT..I GUESS I WROTE TO MUCH BUT THIS IS WHAT I HAD TO SAY TO HIM!! ALTHOUGH HE LIKES TO PRETEND THAT HE'S A WOMAN!!! THE NAME ON THE PROFILE IS "FAN ME THEN ADD ME" I JUST SEEN ANOTHER BLOG THIS PERSON DID.. THE THING THAT I AGREE WITH WHAT HE HAD TO SAY WAS THAT THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT FOR THE TROOPS WOULD BE ABLE TO COME HOME!! BUT EVERYTHING ELSE WELL AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED IS A LOAD OF CRAP!! OK HERE IS THE DILL FOLKS FOR ONE THING IF YOU HAVEN'T CHECKED THIS PERSON PROFILE YOU NEED TO!! YOU SHOULD ALSO GO TO MYSPACE AND CHECK IT OUT!! THIS PERSON IS NOT EVEN FIT FOR THE HUMAN RACE!!FOR ONE THING ON MYSPACE IT SAYS HE'S A 63 OR SOMETHING OLD MAN!!NOW PERSONALLY IF HE CAN'T BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO ADMIT WHAT HE IS WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO HEAR WHAT HE HAS TO SAY? NOW ON THE MATTER OF OUR PRESIDENT..THERE IS THIS LITTLE THING CALLED VOTING..IF YOU D

Another Untitled ! Lol
Torn shreds and glass shards strewn Material passes into trash and ruin No thing of what was to ever remain Not even the touch of evils stain Never to prevail and live on in deed Wasted effort in the name of need Legacy of torment and futile taint All behold the patron mediocre saint One who postulates for lack of love One desiring that touch from above One who feels too much pain and doom One who has let his passions consume One who lost all in battles of hate One who lost much now does wait For the time that comes where one redeems The lost and torn shattered hopes and dreams For longing and fulfillment fed the fire That left only ashes in the heat of desire Till all that was left was a soul ,body and mind Eyes now open and no longer blind To what this world does truly hold dear Only the loves that we know while we’re here For no other legacy will we ever leave Than those who will miss us and truly grieve The loss of seeing us and our smile, our embrace Th

Another Bottle, A New Jacuzzi, Can You Do The Math?
Ok, anyone and everyone knows anytime you mix alchohol, a hot tub, and 2 sexy ass people. Some things are going to happen. It doesn't help both people do not mind being nude in public areas. Well tequila is the drink of choice, clothes are on the fence, and the kids are to bed. Or so we thought. Don't you love the sixth sense of the oldest child? It seems that everytime mommy is in the middle of SOMETHING, the oldest will always make their way out of the room to beg for something that is pointless. The first time was ok she wanted to see her mom before she went to bed. When you hit on a mom, you expect it. An hour or two passes, things are beyond heated in the jacuzzi. The oldest peaks around the corner. Luckily, we were not out of the water. So , to the kid everything seemed normal. Wanting to be in the middle of things, she comes outside and ask for some cheetos. We send the girl back inside, and her and I continue to entertain each other. 30 minutes later she(the kid) comes out to s

Another One....
I'm in a sensual contest this time... Yeah sure! LOL as if?! Me... sensual... *wink* This is the picture! You can click on the picture link to vote and help me out if you like to. With love from Holland!

Another 3 Post
A celluloid dream on the silver screen Holding my attention with all that is seen Forcing me to acknowledge her heart Playing to my soul the greatest part Pulling me in with a glance and a smile Standing out from all others in her own style Deep sultry eyes that convey feelings so deep Into my soul this vision does leap She holds me and I stand transfixed in time A rapture that thrills and feels so sublime Desire to feel more as time does pass Need to be filled more as I watch the lass Knowing that too short our time will be I will just have to watch again this vision I see By R. Thomas Dinsmore The poetry of beauty She sits and looks at me with eyes that do ensnare my soul I think of her and wonder if her smile she does control This silent siren that leads the heart to thoughts of wildness how would beauty feel if I did hold her in my sweet caress on to the next stop and find if the world does rise on her I sit here and stare into beauty's eyes till all t

Another Day
well we had another hell of a day at work today.. not so much busy as yesterday but busy yet the same.. i felt like i wasn't working much cause i kept running places.. mostly to the other store to get stuff we kept running out of. Our truck didn't get to the store till it was 3/4 of the way through lunch.. we were on our last bag of fries.. and the damn driver wouldn't let anyone have any fries cause he was past his hours.. then you come in and tell all the customers waiting for fries that you won't give them to us cause you have to call work first and make sure you can.. the manager on duty was livid about this.. but she was able to get the box of fries... lol well as for other things.. right now till friday i have no phone or internet.. but yeah wi-fi is a good thing when you have a laptop.. our neighbor across the street .. campground.. has wi-fi and i get a signal in the house.. though it is a weak one i am still able to get on to check mail and cherry.. thank god.. friday our

Another App.
BASIC INFO: Name: Age: Location: Hair Color: Eye Color: Height: Weight: Single? (If not then you have no business applying): Heritage: Birthday: Piercing: Tattoos: Best feature: Do you like to cuddle: Are you controlling: Do you like to be controlled: Would you like to have sex all the time: Would you like to have sex every now and then: DO YOU: Smoke: Drink: Do Drugs: Drive: Have a Job: Prefer tall or short guys: Like going to the beach: Like playing pool: Get along with your parentals: Have a sense of humor: Think you are attractive: Like PDA (public display of affection): Like videogames: Enjoy sexuality: HAVE YOU: Cheated on anyone: Been Cheated on: Had a one night stand: Been in a relationship longer than 6 months: Been drunk: Dated someone b/c you felt sorry for them: ARE YOU: Self-Conscious: Confident: Shy: Outgoing: Outspoken: Opinionated: Cocky: Spontaneous: Happy: Laid Back: ABOUT ME (respond in more than

Another Jackass Embarassing Himself
wow i guess since its so obvious to me all balls here it must be true lol. ->IDK RATE M...: weeeeeee thanks for the comments again weeeeeeeeeeeee i really love the " i win you lose" lmao ->IDK RATE M...: dude youre a typical online loser oh if i dont give you a salute youre gonna tell everyone im fake LMAO. yeah ill give you a salute so you can copy and paste it do some photoshop work to it use my pics as yourself to get some girls. YAY! that will almost happen. you'll not leave me alone? yeah you amost effect my life its called being blocked IDK RATE M...: back jingle cunt .. looking thru your pics gave it away that you're at least 3 other people on her list.. and where's your salute? where's her salute? show proof and i'll leave ya'll the fuck alone its me against you and you'll lose stupid whore NO Faul Pl...: jingle cunt .. what no comments.. oryou on you other .. accoutns.. lol... did you understand my name.. faul play ? lol winks . you lose =i win NO Faul Pl...: it hi

Another Painfilled Night
Well here I sit wondering about my life while my body is raked with pain. I wonder why I was born. Why do I have to endure so much pain, weither it be physical or other pains that I have endured. I think back to when I wasn't in so much pain and cry. Like I am sitting here crying now and hating the fact that I am crying. Don't get me wrong I love my life here and everyone in my life they mean the world to me!! I just wonder why I have to have a body that is always in pain and constantly get sick. Why I have to endure so much heartache and abuse through my life. Why I have been chosen to endure so much pain and sorrow. Then all I have to do is listen to someone in the military or who has had it worse than me. I am very empathetic person and since I have been through so much hell in my life can easily relate to many people. I am starting to wonder where my lot in life is taking me. I always new my lot in life was to endure many forms of abuse, pain and suffering. I start to think back

Another New Years Eve At Home
Yep.. i am at home with the kids New Years Eve. Whoopdie doo. It's been this way for me for the past 4 years now I think. I wait up til midnight and then I am in bed by 12:05. Exciting isnt it? Tomorrow I am spending the WHOLE day and night alone with my oldest daughter. We never get any time alone together so this should be fun. Fair warning to those keeping track... My diet is off tomorrow. My daughter and I will be feasting on carbs and comfort foods galore while watching movies and playing games on the puter and game cube. On Sunday we will go back to our regularly scheduled diet. I am looking forward to this time with her not only because we need it, but to help me keep my mind off of other things and focused on something really great. My brain needs a break. My heart needs a break. I need a break.

Another One Of Those "get To Know Me" Post
TEN FACTS 01. Hometown? i dont care to share that... but i am in the big state of texas :) 02. Natural hair color? golden blond 03. Initials? SJDO 04. Hair style? usually pulled back into a clip or just naturally tossled 5. eye color? blueish greenish hazel 06. Height: Five Nine and a half 07. pet: i don't have any pets, but my kids have 1 dog, 2 cats, 2 donkeys 08. Mood: at the moment... upset 09. Where would you rather be? i love where i live.. 10. Last thing you drank? water TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE: 01. Have you ever been in love? yup 02. Do you believe in love? yes i do 03. Why did your LAST relationship fail? hmmm.. i don't care to share that 04. Have you ever been heartbroken: Yes...so allowing my heart to feel again scares the hell out of me 05. Have you ever broken someone's heart: yes, and i regret that, he was a good man 06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend? nahhh.. 07. Have you e

Another One.
“Cloud of Darkness” Darkness clouds the mind Fiery breath exudes from the Soul Breathing out pain of knowledge Hidden costs of wisdom Pulling from its depths The obstructed path To escape To free itself Wanderlusting on the inside Unseen Frozen Masked by the roar of silence Spiraling into the Abyss Having brushed the face of Oblivion Now gifted with the knowledge of nothing Surrounded by many Alone Withdrawn from sight Engaging the torrential currents of the mind Emerging scathed and worn Blissful pain cascading to sullen existence Molded Shaped by being Seeking resolution Repeating the Cycle Over and over again.

Another Year Has Come To An End
TODAY BRINGS THE END OF A YEAR I WOULD LIKE TO SOON FORGET . NOT ALL OF IT , JUST A BIG PART . I WISH ALL MY FRIENDS ON TAP A HAPPY NEW YEAR AND I HOPE THIS YEAR IS AN AWSOME ONE FOR YA !!!! EVRYONE HAVE FUN AND BE SAFE ! TO MANY SOBER PEOPLE ON THE ROAD TONITE !

Another Happy New Year
Well, here we are again. December 31 and most people are getting ready or have already started their partying. Some are making their last minute purchases and some have other obligations, such as work, family, etc. And some stay at home alone. Count me among these. This year, unlike many others however, it is by choice. At this time last year, I was in a deep depression, feeling very sorry for myself and all that. Hell, I felt that way 6 months ago. But then I decided to go where I'd always been warned not to. First it was MySpace. That didn't matter because I was just using that to keep an eye on my kids. Amazing what they don't want you to know once you separate fact from fiction. Then I joined up with a few amateur cam ladies. Then a couple of online communities. Then here. So while most of you are doing your thing, I'll be a moderator in one of the online community chat rooms. I'll spend time in here sending wishes, maybe a chat or two, and an IM or two wit

Another Love (jason Talking To Cassie)
“She was my lover once but did I love her? No I didn’t love her and wont ever. She never stirred emotions within me like you do…..damn it Cassie I’ve loved you since the day you first kissed me, whether it was just a friendly kiss on the cheek or not. But I knew I would never have a chance with you. I’m not some young man who’s untouched or has never touched a woman. Cassie I’ve touched but I’ve never loved. And by god you deserve someone better then me.” Jason took hold of Cassie’s shoulders, turning her around to face him. He didn’t want to hurt her, he wanted to love her, to prove that someone actually wanted her as a woman, a lover, as herself…..as an equal. She was a wonderful woman but no one truly saw that. “Jason please don’t joke around with me…….don’t be like everyone else, be my friend tonight and every other night. Don’t tell me you love me, enough people do. Prove it to me because for once I don’t wanna be just a body a person wants to ravage. I want to be seen as a wo

Another Year
There is something about the new year that i just cant seem to figure out if i should be happy or sad. Its one hell of a party but lets face it its just another rub in the face that we are all just another year older.

Another Questionnaire Hehe
Three Names You Go By: 1. Mummy 2. CareBear 3. Mistress Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Gimp Mask 2. Drunken perverted grin 3. Leather Thong Three Things You Would Want in a Relationship: 1. Total Obedience 2. A marital sound-proofed basement 3. A shared love of Bumble Bees Three of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Failing at being amusing 2. Laughing like Donkey from Shrek 3. Laughing like Donkey from Shrek when I fail to be amusing Three Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. Coffee Cake 2. Viggo offering Coffee Cake 3. Bugger the Coffee Cake, just Viggo Three pets you had/have: 1. A Bumble Bee called Eamon (sadly he died 2 days into my ownership but it was 1978 and veterinary care for suicidal insects was scarce) 2. Puppy Beast 3. A Manatee named Doris (ok so it's not a REAL Manatee, but she counts dammit!) Three people who will fill this out: 1. Pffffft.....erm Kaytie! DO IT! 2. Viggo Mortensen

Another Reason You Should Do Your Salute Today!!!
A new bulletin has been circulated and reposted by me, entitled Important News About Pts, Salutes, and VIC, to be reposted, I am sure, by others. The gist of the body stated: "hey cherries, just a heads up-- people with a salute now receive a 10% point bonus everytime they're awarded points/cherry bucks. vics also receive a 15% point bonus. these bonuses stack, so if you're a VIC with a salute, you get 25% extra points everytime. one last tweak for today, in order to move beyond level 10, you'll need to have a salute. if you don't have a salute, you'll keep gathering points, but your level won't go any higher. this tweak is not retroactive, so if you're already over level 10 without a salute, you'll stay there.. you just won't move up anymore. hope everyone had a great new year! -mike" as originally posted by ~Fyretygress~ CT Bouncer ~@ CherryTAP I guess this is all the more reason to become a V.I.C. :D and for the folks to get busy doing their salut

Another Controversial Post . . .
This is going to be a multi-part post, concerning several thoughts; some connected, some not. I'm not going to put it under an LJ cut, because I actually want people to see it. And chances are, this is another one of those posts that will cost me friends. Christmas and the Holidays: I'm so tired of how commercialized Christmas has become. (Never mind all the OTHER 'holidays' businesses use as an excuse to have some sort of stupid sale or another.) I mean, yes, granted, stores are going to market Christmas because of how many customers the approaching holiday brings in. That is completely understandable. People are going to want to buy gifts for other people; again, this is understandable. What isn't understandable is the one-upping people and businesses seem to want to get into. I have watched, sadly enough, people knocking each other down, getting into violent fist fights, TRAMPLING upon other people . . . just because THEIR kid wanted that toy FIRST and no one else should

Another Day In My Life
hmmmm How should I really start this.... Yes I am married, but not buried. As my Grandfather always said, "The Day I quit looking is the day I either die or turn Gay." Well I'm not Dead and I'm not Gay so I am still looking. I am 38 and re-entered the Army after being out for 12 yrs. Why you may ask...1)to provide for my family. 2)to travel. 3)to provide medical benefits for my family 4)hey medical for me, I'm not getting any younger. Children:4 Oh yes 4, the oldest, my son joined the Airforce this year (Got married..This could make me a grandfather.) Why I am on CherryTap? To see if I still got what it takes to turn heads. SO far , so good. Thanks for all the love. Also always eager to make new friends. Ok enough about me!!!

Another Day, Another Dime
Well, it is the end of the 2nd day of 2007…. Once again it looks like my coworkers have not gained any knowledge during the past year. More of the same stupid questions that any entry-level person should be able to answer…. But alas, the stupidity remains…OK, to be honest, if they actually gain some smarts, I would be out of a job… New company motto, KISS – Keep It Stupid Stupid. The grandkid is getting the idea of what a pet bird is. Danny’s pet parakeet, Petey, is keeping the grandkid entertained. He has learned to let the bird sit on his finger, (I’m waiting for the shit on his finger part, lol), shake your hand so the bird flies off and splats on the floor, chase the bird around the kitchen, step on the bird, and kick the bird. Wonder what he will learn next, prolly, buy uncle Dan a new bird… It is official, Christmas is over. That means all the decorations down and stored away til next year… I caught the hint that the wife wanted them put away… And try to figure out

Another One From M Y Myspace
On the outside.. i may look perfectly happy on the outside.. i may be laughing..... on the outside.... i may smile.... on the inside..... i am dying to feel your touch one last time ... on the inside.... i am screaming out your name for you to come back to me... on the inside... i am crying because i know it will never happen..... you have no clue for how far i would go and what i would do just to feel your arms around me for one last time....

Another Year..........
HI CHERRY TAPPERS, Well,here we are at the start of another year,unfortunatly all this means to most people is that they are going to make a newyears resolution that wont last a minute,not to mention a week!I was asked what my newyears resolution was going to be by a good friend of mine down here on the border and I told him,"I wont ask anyone what there newyears resolution is!" So far I have been doing a really good job on my newyears resolution, and the only reason is that I really dont give a damn what kind of promises people make to themselves......they arent going to follow through with them anyway!They are not going to stop smoking,they arent going to lose weight,or start eating healthy!But I tell you what they will do,they will forget about what ever stupid resolution they made within 1 day, because they dont have the willpower or they guts to actually follow through with a promise made to themselves.....making a newyears resolution is a complete and total waste of breath and t

Another Day In Oz
Howdy Folks! Hope everyone is doing fine today… Not much going on in the Wonderful Land of Oz, er… I mean Texas. The lovely people at work are all concerned over an option we did not pay for, but are able to use, to satisfy a customer. But they fail to realize there are problems with his service that prevents it from working at all. Come on guys, lets get the customer working 1st, then we can worry about the option that is not on… Hell, we only paid for the option in 4 locations, but we are using it in 13 anyway…. Kinda like trying to ride a bike without any wheels. They can always find 20 reasons something should not work, but never look at the reason it is not working…. Anyhow, quite evening here. No grandkids making noise. Kinda miss my daily dose, ‘Hey Ampaw!’ The wife had a coworker over to the house today. She kind of invited herself to visit for a couple of hours (5 to be exact). Talk about wearing out your welcome…. The damn weather here can’t make up it’s

Another Poem
i love writin its a great waY to express urself so herses more recent If i told you i was sorry, for all the things i've done For every time i let you down, for everytime i run. Would it make a difference, If i said i don't know why. I do the stupied things i do, that sometimes make you cry. If i told you i was sorry, If i said i was wrong. Would it fill this space between us, thats been there for so long. The reason may not matter now, perhaps they never will. The words won't justify the deeds, of the story i would tell. If i told you i was sorry' what difference would it make, but perhaps it's all that i can give, and hope that you will take. So when i tell you that i'm sorry, please belive it's true. Because right now it's all i have, from me to give to you

Another Naughty Survey
ANSWER HONESTLY OR DON'T BOTHER!Age/Sex:23 female :)Are you a virgin?not for a very long timeIf so you can stop now, If not how many people have you slept with?lol 10Dated?probably.... 8Kissed?more than i can countBeen in love with?2Told you love?3Told they loved you?3How many relationships?i have no ideaLongest? Shortest?longest was 5 years, the shortest was 3 weeksBest and worst?the best ive had was with another woman, him and i are really good friendsInfo about your first girl/boyfriend?lol he called me his queen in 6th grade, it was cuteInfo about your first love?he was amazing, everything i wanted at the timeLast girl/boyfriend?hes a really nice guy, he encourages me so much, makes me feel like a better personLast love?he dicked me over and cheated on me, and got engaged 6 months after we broke upHow many people you dated seen you naked?lol ummmm 5Ever have a one night stand?yepEver slept with someone and regretted it?definitely, it will never happen again no matter how many ti

Another Day In Paradise...
...at least thats the nice way to think about it! Its only 6:45 and I feel like I have put in a full day already... I have been up and down since the early morning thunder woke the girls-I dont think Joanne ever actually went back to sleep since she had me back up at 4. Thank goodness Elizabeth fell back out...at least this way one of them will be decent to be around! Add to the morning chaos the fact that the dog started having puppies around 5 and gettting ryan up for school at 6 and you get one tired Torri...too bad theres no way I can get a nap today, lol... Oh well such is the life of the mommy/aunty/dog nurse...hehehe, please forgive me if I am getting loopy by mid-morning (I am a silly silly woman if I dont get enough sleep-that is until the grumpies set in!!) Back to the dog and the new puppies (four of them so far and shes still going! Anyone want a puppy? LMAO)

Another New Feature - Custom Glitter Text
Ok I need to stop workin but I just added a new feature for you guys! Bling your profile at CherryTagz.com Glitter TEXT say what you want TONS of fonts and more coming!!!! Here is the quick link: Glitter Text Let me know what you think! PLEASE SPREAD the WORD and PLEASE PLEASE visit my sponsors thats how I can keep adding new stuff !!! Vlad Bling your profile at CherryTagz.com

Another Funny One
This is funny...............> > > > > > > > > >President Bush, First Lady Laura and Dick Cheney were > > >flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, > > >chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 > > >bill out of the window right now and make somebody > > >very happy." Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, > > >"I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and > > >make ten people very happy." Cheney added, "That being > > >the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of > > >the window and make a hundred people very happy." > > > > > >Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and > > >said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. > > > > > >Shit, I could throw all of ya'll asses out of the > > >window and make 56 million people very happy." > > > > > >If you're one of those 56 million, repost this joke.

*another Cool Survey From Karen's Stash!!!*
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Great One
Native Commandments Jasper Saunkeah, Cherokee Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right. Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. Let us greet the dawn of a new day when all can live as one with nature and peace reigns everywhere. Oh Great Spirit, bring to our brothers the wisdom of Nature and the knowledge that if her laws are obeyed this land will again flourish and grasses and trees will grow as before. Guide those that through their councils seek to spread the wisdom of their leaders to all people. Heal the raw wounds of the earth and restore to our soul the richness which strengthens men's bodies and makes

Another Quiz
1. Who were you with last night? My sister, and my dad 2. What's the first thing you did when you woke up? think god my lip hurts lol 3. Where are you? in the study 4. Who are you with? Im by myself duh 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? I hugged 6. Do you love anyone right now? Naw 7. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope 8. When's the last time you cried? Last week The PAST round ---------- 10. Ever thrown up in public? No 12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? How fit Jared Leto actually is The FUTURE round ---------- 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Yeah but only about 5 or 6 people 14. Where would you like to live? Finland, fit men there lol 15. What kind of home would you like? a normal size one 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? photographer 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? No idea 18. In 10 years? Same as above The MYSPACE round ----------- 20. Look at your top 8 list, who is

Another One Bite's The Dust
So I finally made it through another year and OMG has it been long, so I have set a few goals for myself and hope by the end of the new one I will acomplished the few things on my list. I hope everyone else has too. So her It goes. 1. Start Praying more often ( Which that is probably what got me through last year) 2. Make a difference in Some People's Live's ( I have already done I'm sure) 3. Start working out more and getting more in shape ( I love to jog) 4. Get comfortable and be a strong mother ( Braxton is a handfull Todd was right) 5. Start going to church more often ( Spirituality is essential 2 my kids live's, needs 2 B mine 2) 6. Quit Smoking ( I did for 3 weeks almost 4 and my mother drove me back to it literally) OK for M-max seeing the kids was great could've done w out my mom going along. 7. Spend more time with my family ( Afterall I have been gone for 8 years) 8. Make a trip or 2 to see Kyah and Collin ( They r still my life 2 and always will be)

Another Poem Of Mine And A Quiz
I wonder in time what other will say When it comes my time to pass away Will there be said more good than bad Will it ever be mentioned that I’m a dad Will my daughters over me smile or weep Will they in their souls a fondness keep Will anyone know about or of me care Will there be any knowledge I was ever there Will this soul find peace and blessed rest Will those left behind think of me the best What is the sum of my life I wish I knew I leave the epitaph up to all of you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Another One.
One that I always listen to when im working. Awesome. Ive always wanted to peform...and i do with my violin from time to time. One of my dream goals in life that i have achieved in life so far. Vanessa Mae has always been one of my Idols in performance. I hope that one day i will be as good as her.

Another Week Begins!
Good morning/good afternoon, Everyone! I hope everyone has a wonderful day. I have a busy day on tap; actually, a busy week, by the look! I'll be online when and where it fits into the daily routine, lol! But I'll be thinking and sending positive energy out to all my friends and family here at CT. To the individual/individuals who sent me that lovely warm energy this morning, thank you! I appreciate it more than you know! (You know who you are, lol!!) Much love and hugs! Blessings, one and all!

Another Prayer
Oh, Great Spirit, our Creator we come to you today to ask for healing upon and through-out Mother Earth , so that Peace and tranquility may reign through-out this vast Universe that we live within. Please Oh, Lord our Savior bless all mankind and lead us to a peaceful unity as One Family to live out a tranquil life as One, we ask this in thy name. Aho, Amen, e-men.

Another Year
Well another year has come and gone...I dont know about any of you, but I am sure glad that it is over. I particularly hope 2007 is better for me than 2006...any way I was just wondering what thoughts any of you had...or if you happen to have a funny story of 2006....let's see how you all do?

Another Weird Dream
This one was really weird. I was with matt but we had a baby and we were teaching him to swim at this really different place. All my old friends from school were there. but towards the end of the dream Matt wasn't anywhere to be found, I don't even remember thinking about him. Our baby wasn't around either. It was just me, and my old friends in the commons of our high school doing homework and eating pizza. What could that mean? I kinda think that the beginning was about me wanting to have a baby. I know Im only 19 but they are so cute that I want one myself. Or it could mean I miss hanging out with all of my friends. I really do miss that. What do you guys think?

Another Day In Oz
Good evening, and welcome back to another day in Oz…. Well, it seems that my wife’s Christmas present was not the only one stolen. Our Office Admin got Gift Cards for her boss, me and another co-worker, (prolly a couple of others but she didn’t tell me who). We were out for a smoke and talking about coworkers, how some are really nice people, but complete morons at their jobs… I was telling her about 1 in our department that is the nicest lady, but a box of rocks has more common sense, and she is the only one to ever buy me a present for Christmas. This is when the Admin said, ‘I got you something!’ Ummm, no you didn’t. ‘Yes I did, I left it on your desk.’ I didn’t get it. ‘Are you sure, you’re kidding, right?’ Nope… She got me a Visa gift card, wrapped it in a small bow, with a bow even, and left it on my desk. She also left one on the desk of the guy I share my office with. Neither of us got them. Her boss actually got his and left it on his desk, and the next day

Another Soldier Lost
Charles gave his life protecting our country and may he and his friend rest in peace. Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. More like his friends. Charles died on jan 11 2007 at 8:00 am. He took over 23 shots to his body and still he fought on. I'm sorry for all your loss in a friend. He left behind 2 little girls back in the USA. His team is on his page right now passing on the news. Please go show his page much love and thanks for all he has done. He gave the ultimate price here ppl!! Charles aka dragon@ CherryTAP

Another Little Johnny Joke!
Little Johnny walked into his dad's bedroom one day only catch him sitting on the side of his bed sliding a condom onto his dick in preparation of fucking his wife. Johnny's father in attempt to hide his full erection with a condom on it bent over as if to look under the bed. Little Johnny asked curiously "What ya doin' dad?" His father qiuckly replied "I thought I saw a rat go underneath the bed.", to which Little Johnny replied "What ya gonna do, fuck him?"

Another Week Ending
It's Friday and I am happy the weekend is here. now I can kick back and relax and get some DDO in *lol* It's not a bad thing to want to go home and play computer games is it? It's cheap and you get hours of entertainment. I have been in a down shifted mode for awhile now ever since I finished my degree, I am not been in the mood to do anything constructive or anything meanful *lol* It does drive people nuts, but oh well. These things happen, learn to live with it. I am what I am and that's an important lesson someone taught me. It's not worth changing for others, as sooner or later it will catch up to you and you will have to stop *lol* JJ 'the Axe'

Another Poem
this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorrow i sit alone in a crowded room it's lonely as a tomb i speak so often of being alone i don't realize the fault is my own who would want to be around a laughterless clown it is easy to be me all you have to do is flee reality my life is a facade how strangely odd my own worst enemy is me

Another Way To Contact Me
if you would like to chat with me, you can contact me on yahoo messenger if you have it my screen name on there is mswilsonsmc. since my computer runs slow on here sometimes it is easier to chat with me on there. hope to hear from you all soon.

Another New Option.......crush.........
What is a crush? A crush is an anonymous infatuation with another CherryTAP member! You may only have a crush on one member at a time, but you can change or remove it whenever you like. If anyone has a crush on you, it'll tell you how many on your homepage and public profile page, but it won't tell you *who* they are! You'll need to find that out on your own... :-) When you have a crush on another member, they'll receive an alert that someone has a crush on them, but it won't say who....

Another Ct Game!
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next year of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real friends are. ---- Ok... If you love me back, post a comment here! Much Love, Andrew

Another Weird Dream
Last night I had dreamed That I was going to make a bowl of Bread with warm vanilla milk. So I got out the milk and it had soured, Ants found the sugar and the bread had mold on it so I then went out to the store to buy more Bread, Milk and Sugar. I stopped to a convenience store and went inside, It looked more like a bar but with people sitting around drinking soda instead of beer. I got my milk, sugar and bread and started home. By the time I got home it had snowed about a foot and I was freezing. I went inside and cut the bread up into 1 inch squares and put it into a bowl then I got a sauce pan out and put some milk into it and started to heat it and then I added a dash of vanilla. I put some sugar on the bread and poured the milk over it and ate it. I think it was good.

Another Day...
there really isn't anything going on. thought that would write in here, mostly b/c there isn't anything else to do. i went out the other night to a club with my neices...didn't know until they took me there that we were going to a gay club. i was the only straight person there...felt a tiny bit awkward. i usually go to the bar/club to have a couple drinks, dance and maybe meet a couple cuties...so this was definately something i've never done before. i didn't enjoy myself, i was surrounded by "women on the prowl" and i was just there b/c my neice's girlfriend begged me. for some strange reason she thinks i'm fun.

Another Oneeee
1) What side of the heart do you draw first? right 2) Can you dive without plugging your nose? yes 3) What color is your razor? silver 4) What is your blood-type? i don't remember.. i think A negative 5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? hmm.. Anna!.. rawrrrr 7) How do you feel about carrots? CARROTS rock!! 8) How many chairs at the dining room table? 4 9) Which is the best Spice Girl? o.O Rofl!! if i had to choose.. sporty was my favorite.. >.> 10) Do you know what time it is? 5:29pm 12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? depends on who's stuck with me lol/ if i was stuck by myself, probably sleep 13) What's your favorite kind of gum? sugarless - the rest hurts my teeth 14) T or F: All's fair in love and war? False 15) Do you have a crush on anyone? yes 16) Do you use words that you don't know the meaning to? sometimes... 17) Do you like to sleep? yarly 18) Do you know which US states don't use

Another Great Cause Like Mine...worth Some Notice!
Please stop by and leave a rate on my friend PoeticAngel's blog. She has devoted it to domestic violence awareness and its survivors as well as a close friend who was not lucky enough to have been a survivor. (RIP Grace) This is something that touches people EVERYDAY and people need to be more aware of it and supportive to the men, women and children that live with this. I have not touched on this but I am a survivor as well. I support her cause 110% http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044

Another Day In Paradise (i Wish!)
I am not looking forward to tomorrow! To bring you up to speed as to why, for the past year or so, I have been battling cancer, more specific, Central Nervous System Lymphoma - a brain tumor if you'd like. Since that time, I have been going for chemotherapy and radiation (the gamma implants) to battle it. Tomorrow will be my last chemo treatment, and albeit it will be the last one, I'm still not looking forward to it. After all, who looks forward to visiting a doctor, much less getting something that's gonna make you physically sick and extremely fatigued? So this happens tomorrow afternoon. So if anyone sees me tomorrow night or the days following, stop in and talk to me. Don't worry about whether or not I am up for it, because I will tell you now, I am not only gonna be up for it, I'm gonna need it! I could use the cheering up! As for tomorrow, I know I'll be fine when all is said and done, but wish me luck anyway!

Another Middle Of The Nighter...
I know I'm not what you once envisioned to be the one you'd spend your whole life with... I know I'm not the "girl next door". or the rich girl up the road... But what I am, is the woman who fell in love with you. If love is endlessly caring for one another, talking, sharing, feeling alive and wanted... Then who cares about the looks, the money and what everyone thinks?? I want to be me and YOU are part of me! You're my everything...

Another Survey
Finish each sentence ..... erase my answers and put your own in ..... 1) My ex -- is someone i rather not talk to again 2) Maybe I should -- go get some Pepto.. my stomach hurts 3) I love -- my family and friends 4) I don't understand -- a lot of things 5) I lost -- one of my cds.. damnit! 6) I found -- another freakin survey 7) People say that I am -- outgoing but sometimes annoying 8) Some People are -- shallow 9) Love is -- the best thing ever 10) Somewhere, someone is -- working 11) I'm always -- thinking about someone 12) Forever is -- how long i will spend with whoever i marry 13) I never want to -- be alone 15) When I wake up -- i fumble around for my glasses to see the clock, and usually go back to bed 16) When life gives you lemons -- throw them at the people who annoy 17) My past -- is the past.. just that. I usually don't dwell on it too much, but if asked i usually will share. 18) I get annoyed with -- mean/shallow people,

Another Dies...
Again, another dies....I thought I would say though to all my friends in the good old US, (insert name) he hasn't been named yet was killed in a battle.during which he and the troop flew in via helicopter, hit and run affaire, then got airlifted out. Except (insert name) didn't make it. In an Unbelievable "saving Private Ryan" move,15 British chums then, realising they're a man short, strapped themselves onto an Apache chopper(cos there was only room for 5) AND WENT THE FUCK IN! Alas, (insert name) had already perished, however the body is on its way to a blighty cementary. Thank you for listening, I know most of you are American, but even you'll agree thats better than "ROCKY RETURNS" or whatever its called. Kissy kissy, Rich.x

Another Funeral...another Friend
Today i learned a good friend i went threw basic with was killed. I am to escort his body the rest of the way home and explain to his family how he died with honor. This will be the 24th funeral in 6 years... How do i face his parents and tell them he died for a cause that not even i am sure i believe in any more? He died doing what he loved and what he felt he was required to do... But is that acceptable? IS IT! Why just god damn fucking tell me why, why anymore why for the love of god he was only 20. Not even god damn fucking legal age to drink but old enough to die for his country??? Where the hell is this fair ? He had his whole life infront of him , he got good grades, never did drugs and was always their for his friends when they needed him and now he is gone. The world has lost an amazing person and i have lost a true friend. I mean i knew we all knew what could happen when we all joined up together but for the love of god this is not fair. We arent even f

Another Headache....
Okay for some of u, u know that I have had some problems in the past which have led me down the wrong roads. I have made decisions that were not well kept and it seemed like I did a lot wrong. Well, I guess i am making up for that now being that I do not have a job right now and I am struggling to make ends meet. But that does not mean that I am giving up on myself and what I hope to do in the next few years to come. For starters, my ex husband and I agreed that he needed to spend some extra time with the kids and I needed to make a new change in my life.. a new job that is stable and an apartment that I can keep. So as of now my ex has the kids and once he got them he automatically thinks that they are unhealthy and that i was an unfit mother to be taking care of these kids. Well, actually, this is not my ex that I am talking about...it is his fiance that seems to be all of the talkn because she thinks that she is the most perfect mother of all and that I am not taking care of

Anothe Quiz ... Is It Me ?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes50%Eyes full of Pain33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Another Cherry Blast
OK... I am hooked. I just bought another blast for 7 days this time. The first one was phenomenal for 3 days. I have met many great people on here and do appreciate all the compliments and photo comments that they leave.

Another New Cherry
Ok Ya'll .. We've got Another New Cherry and Those of you Who are From the Ol' Yahoo rooms May know this Sexy Man .. Gene .. He's Finally gotten himself over here with the rest of us . So Stop by and Welcome him show him some Luv motleyman@ CherryTAP

Another Day In Paradise
SHE CALLS OUT TO THE MAN ON THE STREET SIR CAN YOU HELP ME? IT'S COLD AND I'VE NO WHERE TO SLEEP, IS THERE SOMEWHERE YOU CAN TELL ME? HE WALKS ON.. DOSEN'T LOOK BACK HE PRETENDS HE CAN'T HEAR HER STARTS TO WHISTLE AS HE CROSSES THE STREET SEEMS EMBARASSED TO BE THERE. OOHH THINK TWICE, CAUSE IT'S ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU AND ME IN PARADISE OOHHH THINK TWICE... CAUSE IT'S ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU, YOU AND ME IN PARADISE (bridge) THINK ABOUT IT (bridge) SHE CALLS OUT TO THE MAN ON THE STREET HE CAN SEE SHE'S BEEN CRYING SHE'S GOT BLISTERS ON THE BOTTOM OF HER FEET, SHE CAN'T WALK BUT SHE'S TRYING OOHHH THINK TWICE...CAUSE IT'S ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU AND ME IN PARADISE OOHHH THINK TWICE..IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU..YOU AND ME IN PARADISE (bridge) JUST THINK ABOUT IT (bridge) OOHH NOOO IS THERE NOTHING MORE ANYBODY,, CAN DO? OOOHHH OHH NO THERE MUST BE SOMETHING YOU CAN SAY YOU CAN TELL FROM THE LINES ON HER FACE, YOU CAN SEE THAT SHES BEEN THERE. PROBABLY BEEN MOVED

Another Doc App Today
well, i went back to the doc today so we could go over how the new meds worked.well they did work a lil BUT i was still seeing things that i know arent there and im dizzy i mean really dizzy.everytime i walk,its like im doing the drunk walk.i can sit on the couch and be ok but i cant sit on like a stool or anything becuz i will fall off.And i just cant seem to be ablie to say or make my hands do what i want.So I told her all of this and now its time for me to go see a neurologist.First I have to get a MRI and then she said that other test will follow. So when do I worry?Im not sure. See i am a worrier/stresser.I have been that way my whole life. I worry and stress so bad i break out in hives.my husband always knows somethings up when im all itchy.So then shouldnt this be a worry/stress hive kinda thing? i think so but maybe im not cuz no one will let me.my mother took me to the doc app so she could watch my son for me. after would i told her and she took us to eat.she wouldnt even l

Another Kissing Quiz
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Another Of Brians Poems...
Heaven......... When I go to heaven I'll look down upon you and smile When I see you laugh I'll be laughing with you When I see you wonder I will place my hand on your shoulder, And send you warm thoughts When I see you cry I'll hold you in my arms Until all the tears are dry When I feel you remember Only happy thoughts of me will surface When I see the days wearing on you I'll make you take a deep breath When I see you sleep I'll hold you and be in your dreams When your sick and feeling hopeless I'll take care of you with love When your time has come And this world you leave behind I'll be waiting in Heaven with my arms stretched wide And when your by my side I'll show you eternity Where all pain and suffering subside Together we will be at last For this is God's great plan Written by Brian Douglas

Another Vonage Alert
when u pay your vonage bill whether u are a lil behind on payment or not watch your bank acct closely especially if you have talked to them and told them u can only pay a certain amount because they will take the full amount causing your bank acct to overdraft...they just overdrafted my acct with my bank and when i called to talk to them i was put on hold for 15 min and then they hung up on me.

Another Intense Day
They deserve the upmost respect. Doing the job others bitch about. All the Bull Shit that is written about how they treat the enemy. Fuck that. You seen early in the war what them SOB due to our men and women when they have them. But name me someone other then the one or two countries that would give Medical aid to the man your chasing that shot at you and is now shot himself? There is only one that does it so well. Thats right it is OUR Amercian Men and Women, Just as you see here. The Good never remembered, the Bad never forgotten ~ Ben ~

Another Random Quiz
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? i really don't pay any bills, but i just had to start paying for insurance.. and that sucks lol 2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? somewhere quiet and peaceful, too much of a crowd can kill things 3. Last time you puked from drinking? never 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? never that i know of lol 5. Name of your first grade teacher? Mrs Smith!! 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? anything aslong as it was with a certain person 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? a cop at one point, a videogame designer, soemthing to do with graphic design 8. How many colleges did you attend? none yet 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? because it was the first thing i grabbed lol 10. GAS PRICES? suck, but i don't have to pay them HA 11. If you could move anywhere where would it be? Closer to Anna of course 12. Fi

Another Year
Another year has almost closed. A new one is about to begin So as we take the time to reflect kick back relax enjoy. The Wheel of the year has come to a close. I have learned many things this my personal year That I am realy a girl even if trapped in the wrong body. And this new adventue has made me strong. Funny how things happen in a year. For the Wheel keeps on turning. So as I start this new year with more leassons more adventures Life rolls along and I along with it! Caty

Another Blog
Okay well I've been posting alot more then usual but writting helps me get the stress out of my body as i have no other way that i can without getting myself in a serious amount of trouble and i dont really want to do that. I've been sitting here thinking about this dream i had about my friend. About how him and i talked and i cant help but pray that i really did talk to him. It was kinda weird but it was good at the same time, We stood there on a golf course and talked and he asked me why i was being like i was, why was i letting everything get me down why was i letting insignifisent people bring me down when i was better then that. All i could say to him is that i couldnt believe he was gone after all we had gone threw as we had gone threw a previous tour together and survived it. he told me hey it happens we knew the risks getting involved with the service in the first place. And i just looked at him and i couldnt get the words out of my mouth i just felt like i wanted t

Another Quiz
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage83%Blind Folds58%Whips58%Chains/Handcuffs33%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Another Tgif
Some may think that owning a business is a slice of pie. It's more like you have to go shopping for the stuff, bake, sometimes burn, clean up the mess, have everyone comment on it and then expect it for free. Hoping to get some extra snooze in this weekend. But hubby has informed me that its work weekend cause he wants a Halloween Party. Yipeee! What fun for me. He wants a haunted house. I informed him on the liability. His words to me were " Ahhh Dats Nottin ". Don't get me wrong I'm all for having some fun also. Just trying to avoid the mess. lol So off shopping I will go tomorrow. Cause if I don't go he will go. I do not like shopping with hubby. He has to have a cart everytime we go to any store. I'm like NO NOT THE CART! If they had those hand carts in gas stations I am positive that he would be the one with it in his hand. Kid in a candy store 24/7. Only thing is the bigger the boy the bigger the toys. We went to dinner at a local diner and the owners name is CHEEZE. I asked him

Another
Passion pulls me and sweeps me away I feel the tug each and every day To live life shared with my sweet dream To face things together as a team And never let fear rule our hearts and minds Nor to the worlds onslaught close the blinds And pretend that things will just go away For things we don’t deal with come into the day And to handle the challenge a live free to love Peace then rules our life when push comes to shove For united we stand and loving so true I will always be there standing by you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Another Friendship Rose
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Another Of My Writings
I hear your voice carried on the breeze Silent sweet melody puts me at ease Listening to the spirit that calls from within Wondering if love is ever a sin Now that I have found you no other can be I am so lost in you your all I can see You fill me and are that missing peace You’re the only one who can this soul release I soar upon clouds at the sound of your voice I seek you out for I have no other choice I am drawn to you as a moth to the flame I live for the melody of your sweet name I feel you I think you inside my skin There is a joining beyond flesh’s sin You are that one I sought through all time The rapture of love living ever sublime Perfection in all that I ever had dreamed The one I would kill for and die if so deemed The hand of god is seen in the working of things I will wait another life time and accept all it brings For I will never be whole till I hold you near My muse and mentor the one I hold dear By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Anotha Poem "like Right"
Like Right 8/8/05 12:55 a.m. ...and it feels like wonderful hectic expression explosion of soul synergy hoping that this feeling is far from a farce it feels like hearts skipping while my breath exhales love like and things like it and it just feels like lusty passion and sweaty desire nearly to points of explosion with these thoughts and it feels like when our skin touches... electricity unspoken and felt cuz it feels like it feels like good erotica of the mind fucking each other without touch, without taste but these orgasms ooze from my and I love the way my dreams look entering yours penetration is my antagonist cuz it feels so much like potential pain pleasurable to points of yea....damn and it feels just like those feelings of b4 who what where and why don't matter he doesn't matter, I don't matter neither do you... nothing does except that feeling... cuz it feels like bungee jumping with strings of your heart attached to min

Another Song I Like - The Way
There's something 'bout the way you look tonight There's something 'bout the way that I can't take my eyes off you There's something 'bout the way your lips invite Maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around And I want you to be mine And if you need a reason why... (Chorus:) It's in the way that you move me And the way that you tease me The way that I want you tonight It's in the way that you hold me And the way that you know me And when I can't find the right words to say You feel it in the way Oh, oh You feel it in the way There's something 'bout how you stay on my mind There's something 'bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh girl Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes Oh, baby, it's the way that It makes me feel to see you smile And the reasons, they may change But what I'm feeling stays the same (Repeat chorus) Oh, oh You feel it in the way (Bridge:) I can't put my fingers on Just what it is That makes m

Another Something I Learned Today
I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. I've learned that just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, And only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that we don't have to change friends If we understand that friends change. I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. I've learned that a good friend is better than a therapist. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line Between being nice and not hurting people's feelings And standing up for what you believe. I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, Th

Another Convo With My Sis
..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: mom made rice crispy squares and the bottoms of them are greasy LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: wtf x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: i want some x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: UGH ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: lol yeah but there not supposed to be greasy lol x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: LOL ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: I think this rice crispy is gunna make me vomit lol x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: eat a tiny cookie then ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: I already did LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclea

Another One For My Girl, Get Well Soon!
My last thoughts are of you before I go to sleep my first thoughts are of you when I wake up I think of you every hour in between. I will stand by you in sickness and in health I would for go all the money in the world for your love is my greatest wealth though we are both scared for the same and different reasons It is my greatest hope that when we get through this You will walk with me through the seasons.

Another Kick In The Teeth
I just found out today that my dog is really really sick and might be dying. The vet is doind everything they can but he needs a shot that they can't give him cause it could shut down his kidneys since they are so weak. He is my daughters best friend, I have had him for 7 years. I don't know how to explain it to Angel she is only two and they are inseperatable. Can nothing go right in my life?

Another Sexy Survey
I found this, and added some:How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?:manyHave you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?:yes twice I married one & the other left me=(Are you crushin' on anybody?:lusting isnt the same as crushing is it?Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?:yesHave you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?:I am sure I did but not intentionallyAre you happier single or in a relationship?:singleHave you ever been cheated on?:yesWhat is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?:eys smile ass lipsHave you ever had your heart broken?:completely shatteredHave you ever broken someones heart?:I think I may haveTalk to any of your ex's?:yes If you could go back in time and change things with your ex's, would you?:I wouldnt change a thingDo you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?:I believe that I would beHave you been in an abusive relationship?:yesHave you dated someone older than you?:yesYounger?:nopeDo yo

Another Lesson
Another Lesson Honesty, dignity, love and pride All these qualities we should never hide It doesn't matter how many times you fail It is not important how often you'll get hurt Just make sure that whenever you'll flirt That you might pay some bail. That your encounter is playing He is playing with charm. And your only weapon Is to close your eyes To not see the harm. Curiousity kills the cat They say. It killed me twice But I chose that way. The stamp on my forehead Was easy to read. It said * Let me feel you* It said * I am in heat* The fire was close And I got burnt Another lesson That I have learned. ( this is not about no one personally just wrote it i think it kinda good)

Another Day, Another Series Of Random Thoughts
We have had frost here these last few weeks, that have played rough with my gardens. The tender Death Angel Trumpet has died bacl after finally blooming after three years since being grown by seed. The lemon verbena isn't very pleased either, LOL, but it tends to appear dead every year anyways until it buds. The tender herbs of sage, marjoram and lemon balm have decided to put up a fight to live, although the a few others have decided to go on. The rose geranium won't croak it seems, no matter what. But the mugwort doesn't seem to mind, and the peppermint never does. The cats are lounging, as cats do, and the scent of nag champa fills the air as I sit here. A sister of mine goes to surgery tomarrow and I will take her there since her biological fam appears to not be able to wake up early enough, which saddens me for her. It matter not one bit, although my sister complained at how far I live from her, it doesn't matter. All that matters is that she has need of me. I will make sure n

Another Day Another, Well, Spanking Session
I came home with a new box of cane rods, sent to me by a friend in Hawaii, he said tht they would be the best thing since saddle leather, well Slave stephanie thought that they were wonderful she kept asking for another after another, her back side was as red as a fire enging light when I finally let her up, she just smiled and thanked me for a wonderful time as she always does needless to say that she was grateful, and I was spent, it takes alot out of you to weild a four foot slender cane for two and a half hours of whisteling swats, Jameswas right the cane I used was still as supple as when I pulled it out of the box, Slave Jessica and slave Hanna are due to arive this evening, I wonder if they will like the cane as much as Stephanie?, I need a nap, I guess slave hellenne will have to suffice for a pillow until this evening, she is such a faithful slave, and she never questions but oh the sounds I coax from her as she hangs from the rack by her wrists and ankles, I should record the

Another Poem By Me
Darkness is all I see It is all I've ever known Never knowing an easy day Or a spectacular life Every day a challenge or test That I may overcome or fail Knowing no different than to carry on Until I can fight no more To tired and worn to care Waiting for Death to take me Into its sweet and gentle embrace And to grant me a final respite

Another Little Poem
Emptiness is all I feel Everything else is gone All that had made me human Has fallen to the wayside In the wreckage of my life Forward I stride into the great unknown Uncaring and unrelenting in my path Nothing to hold me back And impossible to deny I will find my way regardless the cost All who stand in my way Obstacles to be ground underfoot Those who walk with me welcome and wanted For too long have I toiled Slaved and groveled to no avail Living proof that nice guys finish last So now it is time to take what is mine My destiny into my own hands And of my own making Thanks to all who have helped along the way And a prayer of mercy for those Who have tried to bar my path

Another One...
This is another old written poem/lyrics of mine, from out of my head, feel free to leave your opinion. .:Beating:. You beat me when I tell you to You beat me when I don't want you to So why do I take it and not fight back Cause you lied and stabbed me in the back Do you love me? Really?... NOT!... HATE ME!!! When I tell you to Hate Me Cause I make you too I'm going to Make you BLEED!!!! You broke my heart And hurt my friends Then told me that I am worthless From end to end So I Killed You

Another Poem
ACCEPTENCE WHY MUST U PLAY PLAY WITH MY HEART LIKE THIS IS SUM GAME ALL I EVER WANTED WAS FOR U TO UNDERSTAND I KNOW ITS HARD IMAGINE HOW I FEEL WALKING AROUND DAY BY DAY LOOKING FOR SUMONE ANYONE TO JUST ACCEPT ME AND NOT TURN THE OTHER WAY LIKE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE HAS JUST TO SEE ME FOR ALL MY LUV AND MY DARK I'M NOT A BAD PERSON I'M JUST AFRAID SO AFRAID I LIVE WITH ANXIETY EVERYDAY SO PLEASE IF U CAN LUV ME LUV ME FOR ME THE SWEET ..KIND PERSON I AM THE ONE WHO WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR SUMONE PLEASE BY WANDA

Another Day..............
Every once in awhile you have one of those award winning days or weeks depending on how much life is enjoying making you miserable. It would seem that I have been life's little rag doll for sometime. Now normally I would throw my hands up in disgust and say a few colorful phrases before resorting back to my fairly shy self. But these past few weeks have been so bad that it has now become rather funny in a rather sick demented way. I am amazed at the human ability to crawl out of whatever hole life has tossed it into and ask for more. Anyway my rambling aside here is a small recap. There was a incident with my youngest daughter and neighborhood girl we had taken in last weekend. Alcohol seemed to play a big roll in the recklessness of these two causing one to be admited into the hospital and the other to be put into another placement. Now I am furious with the two of these girls for the obvious reasons as well as a few I cant bring myself to say at the moment. But in the end th

Another Vivid Fantasy
He wrapped his arms around my body. both of his hands sliding down to cup my ass cheeks as he lifted me so I could wrap my legs around his body. His arms crept up my back, and pulled me tightly against him. " He knew exactly how to fuck me, and I knew exactly how to fuck him. Once inside the door, he slammed it shut, and laid me to the floor, and quickly began to throw off his shirt, as I quickly took my shirt off. He grinned when he saw that I was without a bra on. He moaned as he took a nipple in his mouth. I let myself get lost in the sensations he was giving to my nipple. I was about to slide a hand down my shorts, but his hand pinned my hand to the floor. "Oh, you're getting it rough today, so keep your hand away" he ordered as his mouth pressed up against mine. His tongue quickly stroked mine, with force. I could feel my pussygetting wetter each time his tongue stroked mine. I wanted more. Reaching around his body, I pulled him closer against me, his hot flesh agai

Another Quiz!
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious83%Passion50%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Another Disgustin' Perv On Ct..
People like this.. jimmy He sent a disgusting 'i want to #$%^ you' shout to my fiancee. I'm not asking you to do anything to him, except for my lady friends, don't associate with him. That's all. I already took the liberty of defending my Bella. -Jaha

Another Long Survey
Name 4 things in your purse/wallet: 1. State ID 2. Senior Year ID card 3. picturs 4. Movie Gallery Card Name 3 favorite fruits: 1. grapes 2. strawberries 3. cherries Three names you go by: 1. dustin 2. penguin 3. dusty Three things you are wearing right now 1. gray bugle boy shirt 2. black shorts 3. gray boxers The WHOS: Who was the last person to IM you? Anna What are you thinking about right now? wondering if everything's ok, work Who did you last talk to on the phone? Mikey i think Whose birthday is next? Allen's daughters' is tomorrow, and then Anna's is Monday The WHERES: Where is your phone? fuck if i know lol Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? i don't remember Where is the last place you took a ride to? wal-mart The WHATS: What was the last thing you ate? grilled cheese sandwich last night What color pants are you wearing? i'm wearing black. shorts. What kind of cell phone do you have? virgin mobil

Another Confusing Day.
So i have since been to the funeral of my friend, and the day after had our general asembly. It was revealed to us that the estimated number of troops that the government wants to send over is 20 thousand. The house is against it but who will win it is really undecided. The funeral was well... As good as i think it could of been for a funeral, 21 gun salute the last call done folding of the flag... Choice words spoken, On his head stone they wrote, wonderful son, beloved father and loved husband. Along with the normal things they would write, I wonder how many more will end up being put up before this god afwel thing ends. I pray no more of my friends end up dying too. It was hard to give the uligy considering how close of friends we were, I had it all written out only to stumble on my words and fight off tears. What angered me is outside the gates of the cematary were those Damned protesters. How do we let people like that exist? it took everything everyone had to ignor

Another Multi-part Post . . .
Another multi-part post. Well . . . I'm 31 today. Yes, today is my birthday. I'm both happy and a bit down about it. It's not necessarily the growing older that bothers me, it's all the problems with my stupid body that seem to come along with it. At 31, I have more freaking health problems than most people I know OLDER than me. I hate it. I have problems at 31 that I shouldn't have until I hit my 40's or 50's. But, I won't go into it. So far, I'm still alive, and that's what counts. I have friends, not many of them close, but I still have them. I'm thankful for that. I'm living my life with a beautiful, wonderful woman. And that is what I'm thankful for most of all. No matter what I go through, what happens to me, I still have her. And that, perhaps, is the greatest birthday present I cold ever receive - that I still have her in my life. ~ ~ ~ I believe everyone should get a daily dose of cartoons. I don't mean most Anime either (not to knock Anime, since there a

Another Stupid Joke
Indecision 2007... Warren was sitting alone in his office one night when a Genie popped up out of his ashtray. "And what will your third wish be?" Warren looked at the Genie and said, "Huh? How can I be getting a third wish when I haven't had a first or second wish yet?" "You have had two wishes already," the Genie said, "but your second wish was for me to put everything back the way it was before you made your first wish. Thus, you remember nothing, because everything is the way it was before you made any wishes. You now have one wish left." "Okay," said Warren, "I don't believe this, but what the heck. I've always wanted to understand women. I'd love to know what's going on inside their heads." "Sheesh! I wish you'd make up your mind," said the genie as it granted his wish and disappeared forever, "That was your first wish, too!"

Another Song
Sucked deep into the void No time to be annoyed What I was has been destroyed Yet I remain the same Life happens hard and fast The dice roll once their cast Things I love aren’t meant to last Yet I can not be tame Wonder why I feel lost Was it ever worth the cost Run from love emotions tossed Yet I still wear the blame Do the fears consume the soul Is this why I can’t be whole Ask not for whom this bell does toll Yet I always feel the shame Try hard to give up the fight Try to live what is right The line blurs within my sight Yet unaware of what I became Unsure of what to do I just can’t let go of you All this is something new Yet I burn within the flame How you scare me so deep When you call me yours to keep And yet for you my heart does leap Yet I remain the same By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Another Random Poem
Tainting everything with my touch You’re the figment of misconceptions Lost the elusive calm inside The veil drops to the ground Alone we’re nothing Can’t ease the pain I put us through Severing the nerve Can’t see I need anything A twisted passion Whips and leather are all you bring Non-motion sickness Static is the only sound

Another Emo Episode Of Emotion
been feeling like shit today and yesterday. i hate the fact thati have to snoop to find things. i hate how the person i can trust the most can still stab me in the back and not expect me to find out. i hate how i can run off someone who's been there for 3 years and stood with me thru thick and thin (the backstabber and the one who stood with me arent the same people). i hate my life, i hate not being able to eat without wanting to gag, i hate not being able to pay attention in class no matter how hard i try...i hate questioning and second-guessing everything that's said to me. i hate wanting romance and only gettin used. i hate feeling like i'm pushing myself on someone. i hate feeling like the loner. i hate being the fool, i hate this pain, i hate crying late at night. i hate being me... i hate being bitter and being this way...

Another Untitled Poem
These memories, these faces are all faded. It makes me feel kind of jaded, its kind of hard to say, its almost hard to speak. I waited to feel good, now I sit and listen, its like noone knows me. Could you teach me these lessons or can you see through me? We're all running round in circles. For who does this bell ring? Why does it ring, why does it change anything? My road calls me closer as it gets closer to the end, I can see the apocalypse coming. Its not scaring me, I'll send myself into the darkness, sacrifice myself and save everyone else from meeting the same fate as me. Your face is cut,I'll watch you bleed, my vision is red,soon I'll see visions of the dead.

Another Peom From Me To You
my sunshine, my sunshine is someone who, is there at night, there in the morning, who puts there feelings aside, to make other people happy, who makes work happy, who makes life happy, its not the sun shining bright, its your smile on a cloudy day, is someone worth living for, someone i could care for, my sunshine is someone like you.

Another Nice Poem
In My Dreams by lildevlangel © Tonight as I close my eyes to sleep You'll be there in my dreams. Just as you were the night before, Waiting for me----it seems. You take my hand and brush your cheek, To wipe the tears away. And then I see you smile at me, In that very special way. I feel the tenderness of your touch, The sweetness of your kiss. I see in your eyes the happiness That each night---I always miss. I feel the warmth of your body, The soft beating of your heart, I taste the love you so freely gave To me---from the very start. And tonight as I close my eyes again, You'll be there in my dreams, Just as you were the night before Waiting for me

Another Poem
well this one i wrote for a friend while he was in iraq--he asked me to help him describe in words his love for his wife--he told me how he felt and i came up with this poem --hope you like it as much as his wife did! Separation The days are short and the nights are long since I have been gone. My love for you is still growing strong even though I am alone. I left willing to take on all now I feel weak and ready to fall but the love and courage you send will help me make it to the end. Our hands will meet again real soon and our hearts will sing a sweet tune. Then our minds will be at rest for we have passed this trying test. The test of separation and time and I thank GOD he made you mine. Dennis Ray Ankrom Copyright ©2007 Dennis Ray Ankrom

Another Poem
Lake of Drowning Souls Journey into the darkest recesses of your mind Far off chants signal eternal doom You try to get away Swimming through a dark, poisonous substance Which seeps into your skin A million drowning souls claw at your body You desperately head for the shore And scramble out Onto an island you know not where Witches and goblins stare back at you With a hideous intensity in their eyes You are their prey A soul for the taking An inner awakening Onto a whole new world Of evil and torment Again you run The sky is dark And the shouts and screams are close at hand They are ready to pounce You must get away You wake up Safe for another day But when you sleep They will enter your dreams Oblivious to your screams One night they will take you away To their world And untold evil and torment Will be your daily toil “Sweet dreams!”

Another Blog
Haven't got allot of action lately prolly due to this sucky page of mine but no biggies. But it would be nice to find a true bisexual woman in the Jacksonville area that is wanting to be with a couple and not just for one night either. I'm 29 now and my wife is 26. we both have a couple of pics on here. I don't add people to my friends list just to add them. i only add people that actually converse. we don't have time for game players. if you wish to be rude then thats is your freedom of speech right but also be prepared for the repercussions that will soon follow. any way looking for local female friends only for right now. hit me up at either myspace dispaly name of K9 or on yahoo.

Another Quiz
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Another Day Of Sitting.
Since this is my first blog here let me explain: I am an OTR (over the road) driver for the past 7 years. If you don't understand my terminology just ask will be happy to explain. And sorry for any typos get in a hurry and don't always spell check. Well I am outside of Lafayette, La today and am sitting till monday till I can deliver this load in Baton Rouge, La. I hate these 34 hour restarts but makes it nice next week when I have my full 70 hours to run on. Came out of Los Angeles area with this load. Nice miles. But to much time to get it to destination. Tried to drop but no one in area monday to deliver so am stuck with it. Will try to write as often as I can when I get a WI-FI signal.

Another Lifetime
You are...... my morning breeze my summer rain my rainbow's gleam You are..... my every thought my every hope my every dream You are.... my sun my moon my star above You are.... my world my passion my love

Another Test I Took For Vanentines Day
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Another Stupid One
Taking Life By The Horns... An Army Ranger was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana and he wanted a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle" attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the Ranger shouted, "maybe I'll just go out and get my own alligator so I can get a pair of shoes made at a reasonable price!" The vendor said, "By all means, be my guest. Maybe you will run into a couple of Marines who were in here earlier saying the same thing." So the Ranger headed into the bayou that same day and a few hours later came upon two men standing waist deep in the water. He thought, "those must be the two Marines the guy in town was talking about." Just then, the Ranger saw a tremendously long aligator swimming rapidly underwater towards one of the Marines. Just as the aligator was about to attack, the Marine grabbed its neck with both hands and s

Another Day - Another Chapter
I hope to do a chapter a day for my new ebook. So it should be done by Valentine's Day. Then I need to put a web site together and figure out how to sell the book online. Open to suggestions on how I can accomplish that. Also waiting for the editor from www.literotica.com to get back to me to accept my story as one he can critique and edit before I submit it. February will be an exciting month.

Another Poem By Me
Death for renewal The arise of a star Guides me and you over paths into war Where we seek for salvation and freedom to come And in lustful embraces we shall be as one I pick up your roses and drink all your wine You hide deep inside me where pride is declined In knowledge of every chance to eclipse you poison my senses with your dimming kiss Unseen in your hand a dagger appears It flashes unnoticed in my fragile tears While you caress me with a silvern sword My screams will reward your arduous efforts...

Another, But Never ......
When your lips kiss him do you think of me? When eyes close in passion who do you see? Who do you embrace while you're holding him? Whose face do you see while the lights are dim? Sometimes a question is better not asked... Sometimes it's better when heartaches are masked... Souls that are linked by eternity's fate Suffer sometimes through a smile so ornate. But dreams do come true and fantasy's real Breathing a name can profoundly reveal Beautiful thoughts and your feelings so true Because you felt I was thinking of you I know your heart now belongs to just me I know this great romance was meant to be.

Another One From My Mom. Lol
Another One from My Mom. LOL Mildred, 93, was despondent over the recent death of her husband Earl,so she decided to just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out Earl's old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart since it was so badly broken in the first place. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to learn her heart's exact location. "Since you're a woman," the doctor said, "your heart is just below your left breast.. Why do you ask?" She hung up without answering. Later that night, Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

Another Day, Another Joke
you know what im tryin to forget about the things that r happening to me, but soon as i forget, some unknown factor throws me right back in the mix. why is this happening? what did i do to deserve this. i spend more time making others happy besides myself. i dont know what being happy feels like. i never know what n e thing exciting is like. its like im the acceptor of bad news. and just when something good seems to happen, it becomes a joke, or a game. im sick of being played by people. worst i just found out most of my family has been using me since the death of my mother in 1991. just say they got it coming to them, just not from me. and no they r not gonna die, but they will suffer for using me to get what they want, my so called friends will too. and i thought i was finally gonna experience what having a gf felt like, but that became a joke too. DAMN!!!!!!!!!! See what i mean, i will never be a happy person in life. Too long this has been going on and I sit and do nothing about it

Another Day In Paradise
You know I have really been trying to understand how everything has ended up so wrong. I feel that everything I have believed about people to be completely and utterly wrong. I actually thought that being a marine wife meant that the other wives that I met would be decent and caring individuals that understood how I felt and gave me someone to relate to. I come to find out that is nothing but a lie. I truly believed these women I had come to know were my friends and would stick by me. I have found out that they are quick to save there own behinds and lie to keep themselves out of trouble. The sad part about it all is when you bring my family in to this garbage and make false allegations when the consequences of these actions can bring devastating affects. Now I am stuck in a place that I can't get out of. I must be patient and the truth will prevail! I just hate having to watch all this havoc go on for no reason. I must say to the people this pertains to, I feel so sorry for you and th

Another Lawyer Joke - Cute
A lawyer trying to get tickets to a Broadway show, finally settled for a couple of seats a year in advance. When the exciting night arrived and he sat down in his seat, a woman in front of the lawyer noticed the empty seat next to him and asked why such a valuable commodity was unused. The lawyer replied that his wife couldn't make it. The woman asked him if he didn't have relatives or friends who could have used the seat. He replied, "Oh, they're all at the funeral."

Another Shitty Night
Just when I was comfortable and getting used to my friends. I now am more confused than ever. You know valentines day comes up. I fucking hate it and this year isn't any different. Actually this has got to be the worst valentines day ever. You talk to people and they don't want to talk to you. You try to be nice to people and they can't even give you the time of day. I'm really tired of it. Its fucking annoying. If all you gotta do is pick up a phone and say hi. than how come i'm the one always doing it to people? how come when I actually meet a wonderful girl she lives in china. How come when I give a girl my heart she goes.. oh idk thats not what i want. Why me? do I have a target on my back? ~Timmy~

Another One
into the fires i have went and found nothing gained, Only parts of my mind and soul twisted and stained, Mine own sword has become twisted like my soul, But unlike the rest my heart is still whole, Now in the armor of the night i am the loyal knigtht, Where once i fought these demons of the night, Now i am the knight that protects them, A woman of the night has stolen my heart with her eyes and i swim in them happily. This is Reasonening of a loyal knight , this is the oath this knight makes to always be where his lady of the night needs him most. I am the knight that was once true and just for the good now i am the protecor and loyal knight of a Vampiress....

Another Thought
Its an insane life we're both living Always taking, always giving Into the feelings we have for each other Look at me with those bedroom eyes Suddenly makes me realize That I've always wanted you in my life To hold me and love me and squeeze me tight You need the love that I give I crave the life you live

Another
Breathing in lifes last breathe, cold your blood turns. Gasping for the last time, your heart & soul no longer burns. Let go the hold to this monotanous life, your mind whirls with sleeps last dreams. Darkness sucking lifes last light, tripping into oblivion head first it seems. Allow the numbness it's consumption to your very core. Feel the hurt of this foul world nevermore.

Another Day At Work
Another Day at Work By Angel Tits Cindy stood waiting for the elevator. "Hurry up", she said impatiently. "God, this is the slowest elevator in the world!" She had 5 minutes to make it up to the boardroom before the meeting started. She hated being late to meetings. She'd just as soon not go at all, then to walk in late!! She ran her hands over her suit skirt, smoothing out the wrinkles. She smiled to herself when she felt her front garter buckle. Underneath her very professional suit, she wore a black demi bra, thong & matching garter. Attached to the garters were very sheer black stockings with lace tops. "If those old farts I work for only knew how I dress under my conservative business suits!!", she thought to herself, laughing. To them she was just an old married woman. "If they only knew", she said softly, smiling. Ever since turning 40, she had become obsessed with sex and couldn't seem to get enough! She certainly needed more than her husband was offering these

Another Day At Work, Part 2
Another Day at Work, Part 2 By Angel Tits Cindy stepped into the elevator and pushed the button for the sixth floor. That was where Tony & Larry were working. She hadn't seen them since their little "incident" in the elevator a few days ago. But it was all she could think about! And she wanted a repeat performance!! The elevator stopped and Cindy stepped off. She looked around to see where they were at. She heard the faint sound of drills and followed the noise down the hall. She rounded the corner and there they were. Tony looked up and saw her. A big grin crossed his face as he nudged Larry in the side. Larry looked up and smiled widely. "Well, look who's here." He said. "And looking as hot as ever," said Tony. Cindy was wearing a light pink business suit - jacket & mini skirt. Underneath, she had on a light pink lacy bra & matching garter with white stockings. She had foregone the underwear that morning. Something had told her she wouldn't be needing them. She

Another Genius Calls Me
I had another one yesterday. Geez people are amazing you know. An elderly lady called the dealership and said she "heard" where Kia had $8000 in rebate and 0% on a Kia Sorento. After I told her it was $4000 in rebate, and told her that I just looked at www.kia.com and that found out. She huffed and scoffed. Then asked me what was her trade in really worth, over the phone just give her an idea. She wouldn't hold me to it, since I would need to see it. Well shit, we all know where that one is going. No matter what I say it will not be good enough, and if it is a wild guess out of the blue you can bet the farm she would hold me to it. So I told her about www.kbb.com (kelly blue book) and that would give us a good guide, but not be exact. I asked her why was she wanting to get out of her 2006 Buick Lecrosse with only 11,000 miles on it so soon? She began telling me her mother died and how she is the executor of the will. And her brother lives in N.C. and she doesn't want to ship a bench/

Another Valentine Day Alone...
Yes, is my second consecutive valentine day alone... is so sad this life when u have nobody to share with your life. I know someone of u my friends is in the same place, as i know someone have one or more (LOL) valentine. So for that Happy Valentine Day for all of you, i know need 3 more day to have it but, i will leave from my house tomorrow and i will be not able to tell you that in the 14th. So lots kisses for all of you, and i will pray the good Lord, for all of you have no one, to send to you a very special Valentine.... Ciao... Luigi

Another Photo Tagged As Nswf
What the fuck? This is really starting to piss me off. I thought this site was a site for 'NSWF' photos and content. . . Did I miss read when I signed up? All my photos with my stomach, or booty ( covered ) is marked NSWF. Now how is that not safe for work? I mean come on, your at work you shouldn't be online anyways. Do your job. If I was your boss I'd fire your stupid ass for not doing your work and playing online. If their stupid enough to get on this site at work then they know what goes on on this site. Why do we have to mark our photos that????? If you ask me it's fucking retarted. You block people from under 18 from being on this site because of the material and now 'babyjesus' is blocking us from using pictures as defults because their NSWF? I swear one day he's going to illimanate all photos like that and be another MySpace kid bopper site. What's the point of having a site like this if all your photos are going to be marked nswf even if their not? It's just jealou

Another Cryptic Scripture
Lead hand over fist to the source of the rift A raft led adrift as the paddles split Midnight sea mist clings to supple skin The chill burns crisp An untriumphant trumpet sounds as an appendage cries goodbye You can’t get messy until you’ve cleaned the sty Reach for the stars choking on sky The atmosphere is thin and the sheets are single ply Cut on the whiskers and purr of a pale feline Begging tooth and nail to take flight The swing will go wrong from right Eye opening blinding siren screaming maligned stagnation Mutual hazing of a single nation with varying and opposing forms of satiation Battle of the insane versus status quo pushers Nine out of ten mental heath professionals agree And one out of ten may be as crazy as you and me Let’s talk about sex baby Let’s mutilate our reproductive abilities Resurrect them on an altar of divinity It’s rude not to clean blood out of the sink I could really use a drink

Another Day, Another Site
ok fine, it's not another day another site. I've been on a few of these types of sites. I'm also R8RFAN on www.swydm.com. So here I am, yabbering on. Basically procrastinating. I hate studying, got lots of it to do. What fun! Hi Mel.

Another Survey
1. Name one person who made you smile yesterday? Akira 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? being sick 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? in bed with a fever 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? Crashed my motorcycle 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? I need food 6. How many different things did you drink today? Water 7. What color is your hairbrush? Blue 8. What is the last thing you bought? Cell Phone 9. What was the last gift you received on your birthday? A Kiss from Akira 10. What color is your front door? white 11. Where do you keep your change? Give to the kids for their piggy banks 12. What was the weather like today? Overecast and cold 13. What is the best ice cream flavor? Mint and chip 14. What is something you are excited about? Love 15. When was the last rainbow you saw? Last month, took a pic of it too 16. What size shoe do you wear? 11 17.What color are your eyes? Boring Bro

Another Lovely Lady To Check Out!
Just A Figment, is super cool! I love her to death, she needs to be checked out and shown some love! I will be adding more of my great friends you should check out! Thanks! Just a Figment of your Imagination@ CherryTAP

Another Day At The Office(nsfw)
A story written by me, now posted on literotica by me. steal it and I will punch you in the head several times because I took me weeks to write this. The alarm on the clock buzzed in the normal tone, just like it did every other day. However, some how, today felt different. Pushing the bed sheets off her scantly clad self Michelle made her way to the bathroom. Her bare feet softly padding on the plush carpet beneath her feet. Entering the bathroom she turned on the water to the shower, tested it, and then proceeded to undress. Bending at the waist she pulled down the pastel pink colored the material slipping from between her ass cheeks with little resistance. Flicking them off to the side she pulled off the black cami she had on letting her perk round breasts hang free. Finally she reached up and pulled the hair tie from her ebony hair. Holding that pose she turned to look at herself in the mirror. Her slender figure curvy in all the right parts and her long hair bunched in he

Another Week Is Gone By
I've decided that the best thing for our Little Pest Tweety is just to let her FOAD.. I'm sure her mother is ashamed of her actions, on the web and in life. So this weekend I cooked some Turkey Chili. My way is to use kidney beans and Trader Joes Mariana sauce.. This time I used the Beans in Chili Sauce.. However I find that the Mariana makes a good tasty sauce on its own. Next dish to last me a few days will be my Crab Noodle Salad. I've been looking for a few dishes that are lower in fat and helpful to the heart.. I use Olive Oil and Lemon Juice with the Good Seasons Italian Mix (along with some Balsamic Vinegar) to make a healthier dressing. Next weekend I'm looking for Taco Meatloaf. I'm currently addicted to Grapefruit.

Another Lost Soul Moves On
Vickie Lynn Hogan died last week,Better know as Anna Nichole Smith.Awoman i never really respected ,but am saddened by the passing of her life,and the tragidy it was.Just like her name,i think she stumbled threw life never knowing who she wanted to be.and lived and died in the role she found esiest to play,she followed marilyn and all the sadness and loniness that life brings,not being loved ,but only sought after for your body,fame ,and fortune.today 1 more so called lover comes crawling outta the cracks to lay claim to your baby girl ,and all the weath she brings now,i feel sad that she will never know her brother or mother, but her mother really never knew her self.finding out the hard way ,love and happiness can never be bought only earned.so good bye Vickie Lynn i hope you find yourself as you journy on.as we put your story on the shelf with the label another hollywood tradgety

Another Marriage Joke
>>> A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had >>> shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no >>> secrets >>> from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the >>> top of >>> her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her >>> about. >>> For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but >>> one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would >>> not >>> recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took >>> down >>> the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. >>> She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. >>> When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money >>> totaling $95,000. >>> He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she >>> said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to >>> never >>> argue. She told

Another Chapter Of The Journey
so i'm walking home from the bus stop today (a whole nother gripe, i'll get to that later), and i decided to cut through the parking lot behind the strip mall across from my hose. as i was passing the dumpster, i heard a rustling, and instinctively sidestepped; because, of course, you want to avoid the rats. i looked over, and noticed that the rustling was just a plastic bag blowing in a desert night breeze. i actually had to stop for a moment and think about how much my life has changed -- i haven't seen a rat since i left NYC, over a year ago. not even a mouse, nevermind those subway rats the size of cats and small dogs. yeah, i get bored here, and i miss my life and i miss my friends, but every so often i notice something small and realize 'wow, thank GOD for how far i've come.' even something as small as not having to give right of way to rats.

Another Family Member In Need!
I am again asking for the help and prayers of my family and friends. Dustin has had a serious setback in his health. He is usually the first one to give the prayers and the love when others are hurt or ill. Could we please show the same respect and love that he would offer you. I will let the others inform the details...I only ask for the prayers and strength of you, my family and friends. Prayers can and do create miracles!!!!! Thank you again in advance. The Link to Dustins profile: GeminiTwin1@ CherryTAP Again.......Pray hard for him! He needs it! As does his family that is helping him through this time.

Another Love Poem
The Pain of Loving You Each time I hear your voice and know you're not mine, It's just like a million suicides. Every time I think of him lying there next to you, I die a little more inside. I see pictures of you and I start to cry, Because being without you makes me want to die. I have tried to be firm and tell you how it is, But, the thought of losing you makes me give in. You tell me of his kisses like I want to hear, And, expect me to believe you hate it when he is near. Life is getting harder all the time in different ways, And, Loving you is like committing suicide everyday. You say things you do not mean and get inside my head, It makes me feel like crying but I chuckle each time instead. You make my heart skip quickly through a million beats, Just to crush it cruelly beneath your selfish feet. Loving you is like a million slow and painful breathes, But, I know you are worth every rise of my chest. I have faith that someday you will

Another Day Older!
Seriously...just another year older. I may have thought that this would just be a new start, kind of like a new year! You know. Things will be different than yesterday. Maybe I would be wiser maybe a little more aged! I guess not. Same ride to work, same bull once I get to work, same people being assholes. Oh well guess change is getting a slow start! But I like when it's my birthday. You get reminded of the people that care about you the most. I do plan on this year being a productive one though. I have a lot of goals and if i accomplish half of them I will be proud of myself. I know you don't see an overnight change but it would feel good to have a sense of accomplishment every once and a while. It's hard when you have to fight for everything you get. I don't plan on slowing down at all though. New year, new plans, new hopes, new goals, new me.

Another Wacko Libertarian Rant
I was watching my stories from last night, "Heroes" and "Studio 60" - I love my DVR. It and I are bff, for sure - and I saw a promo for a news story that was going to air on the 11 o'clock news. The story was about the American Medical Association's urging of the MPAA to change the rating system to make movies that feature a character smoking "R." In the words of the AMA, they want 'smoking' in movies to be treated in the same category as the word 'fuck.' As you may know, there can only be one instance in of the word 'fuck' in a movie, used exclusively in a non-sexual manner, in a movie rated 'PG-13'. No 'fuck' in PG. Any further uses of the word will result in an 'R' rating. Any use of the word in a sexual manner, i.e., "Hey, hottie, let's fuck," automatically earns an 'R' rating. Now, I am all for guidelines. They help some people to decide which movies they want to see or what movies their children to see. My parents were a big fan of them. I didn't see an 'R' rated movie unti

Another Day In The Freezer
Snow wasn't bad enough, today it rained most of the day and then the bottom fell out of the temperatures making ice everywhere. I was a good guy and only bitching a lot but then the damn electricity went off for about 4 hours. Now my sense of humor isn't quite what it normally is. Please send me something warm, hot or just wonderful to bring me back.

Another Poem
I'M SO HORNY i'm so horny i need cunt in my mouth ill be blunt suck my cock drink my cum stick my boner in your bum lick my balls and my dick get on top then ill stick my cock inside your warm vagina panacakes with aunt jamima pussy pops bondage chains pleasure pains ride the horsey grab the reins drive it in with doggystyle on your tongue i let it spill if you spit it i dont care at least i know that i was there if you swallow im in love your vulva fits me like a glove

Another Truly Badass Danzig Tune.
"Mother" Mother Tell your children not to walk my way Tell your children not to hear my words What they mean What they say Mother Mother Can you keep them in the dark for life Can you hide them from the waiting wolrd Oh mother Father Gonna take you daughter out tonight Gonna show her my world Oh father Not about to see your light But if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's like Till your bleeding Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's Mother Tell your children to hold my hand Tell your children not to undesrstand Oh mother Father Do you wanna bang heads with me Do you wanna feel evrything Oh father Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's like Till your bleeding Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's Yea Not about to see your light But if you wanna find hell with me I

Another Riddle...lol
I saw a wonderful creature carrying Light plunder between its horns. Curved lamp of the air, cunningly formed, It fetched home its booty from the day's raid And plotted to build in its castle if it could, A night-chamber brightly adorned. Then over the east wall came another creature Well known to earth-dwellers. Wonderful as well, It seized back its booty and sent the plunderer home Like an unwilling wanderer. The wretch went west, Moved morosely and murderously on. Dust rose to the heavens, dew fell on earth-- Night moved on. Afterwards no one In the world knew where the wanderer had gone.

Another, For The Ladies. Lol ;o) Kisses N Hugs To Yah! :o)
The Good Fairy? hehe ;oP A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary. On their special day, a good fairy came to them and said that because they had been so good, each one of them could have one wish. The wife wished for a trip around the world with her husband. Whoosh! Immediately she had airline/cruise tickets in her hands. The man wished for a female companion 30 years younger... Whoosh...immediately he turned ninety!!! Gotta love that fairy!

Another Good One!
"Teardrops On My Guitar" Taylor Swift Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some s

Another Cold Night
Looks like another cold night here in STL. I have become the man my ex wanted me to be; work, sleep, wash, repeat. Fucking sad eh? It won't last forever and I shouldn't beat myself up over it. So much for 'being lucky for being single'. There is nothing lucky about going home to nothingness, but it beats going home to things that don't care about you, that is for sure. 'Sitting on a park bench...'

Another Poem
collared by threads silken gold, by flowers sweetly wild; unicorn dips spiralled horn, bows to Dragon, bows to Lion. old wolf bitch woicing song with Twilight's rhythm, unicorn dances in Sun's Lastlight, then moongleam, then starglow; Dragon, Lion Smiles.

Another Empty Photo
I want to write Something Just for you But I’d rather Say it I can rewrite A thousand words But I don’t want To delay this See, I’ve got This thought One of those BIG ideas I think about Procrastinating But I would hate To leave you waiting If you hear it You won’t need To wonder What it’s all About You’ll hear me Read it Out loud

Another Day
I woke up this morning to the sound of a buzzing. Being rushed once again for a long day of slaving just to live. I thought the night before maybe I'll wake up early tommorrow and have a good breakfast to start off the day good. Have a good day at work while I continue to imagine a better life where I can enjoy what I love to do and make a good living at it too. I woke wishing for a day of easy going minutes where people would walk around with happy thoughts of spending time with family and enjoying life to the fullest. They just want to be able to survive as if the world was back when people killed eachother for food and food alone . This world so far describes how far the earth and its creatures have gone. I woke with the idea of having a good day. Running to work not to be late , then later to serve the flock of human beings while they let their greed comsume everything that their lives had meaning for. Rubbing sleep out of my eyes and staggering around from lack of sleep, Wishing

Another Lonely Saturday Night
you would say with all the women on CT, flirting and posting that you could find a good playful partner for on line chat, flirt and fun, but Alas, no, the moment i mention that i am looked down like a perv. I guess i am, but I am a NICE perv. So I will just take a short nap, take a shower and go and have a drink at the bar.

Another Story Published
Here is another one of my stories that was just published on another erotic story web site. Here is the link to that site and directly to the story. The story is called THE LIMO and it is about a couple in the back seat of a limo who end up having sex with the limo driver and the female on the hood of the limo in front of all on a traffic clogged street in a large city. http://www.eroticstories.com/my/story.php?id=35730 I hope you enjoy it. Be sure to vote for it and give your comment at the bottom of the page after the ending.

Another Fragmentary Thought (heading Out Soon For A Few Hours)
Recently read a very fine biography of about the first half of Stravinsky's life ("Stravinsky: A Creative Spring: Russia and France, 1882 - 1934" by Stephen A. Walsh) - hearing so much by Stravinsky I hadn't before and talks by people in his circle, etc., in this BBC program - all definitely "fitting together"... More later, to breakfast :)

Another New One...
Do NOT call Keep your distance Bite your tongue Uninvited in my space You will not crowd my breath of life or force your lack of self control upon this spirit in union with the mighty one... 2/18/07 James C Leveroni

Another One
My life is judged by those I know, Who helped me love and fully grow, And raised my spirits when lost at sea, But loved me most... for being me. My friends are those who always cared, And know my faults and always shared, The good- the bad and all the grey, And held my hand and showed the way. But, I love them most for the times we've spent, The laughter, tears, and for what they meant, To me- my life and things we've shared, But I loved them most because they cared.

Another Lawyer Story
Another Lawyer Story The United Way realized that it had never received a donation from the city's most successful lawyer. So a United Way volunteer paid the lawyer a visit in his lavish office. The volunteer opened the meeting by saying, "Our research shows that even though your annual income is over two million dollars, you don't give a penny to charity. Wouldn't you like to give something back to your community through the United Way ?" The lawyer thinks for a minute and says, "First, did your research also show you that my mother is dying after a long, painful illness and she has huge medical bills that are far beyond her ability to pay?" Embarrassed, the United Way rep mumbles, "Uh... no, I didn't know that." "Secondly," says the lawyer, "my brother, a disabled veteran, is blind and confined to a wheelchair and is unable to support his wife and six children." The stricken United Way rep begins to stammer an apology, but is cut off again. "Thirdly, did

Another Story
Those who have read my blog know I faced a lot through my marriage. It left me wondering who I was. I was broken and without so much of what made me who I was. I had to find that again. I went through counseling, to help find that. Most therapists ask you to journal, to write your thoughts down. I preferred to write stories and poems. I took part of the ending away on this one, and will rewrite the ending someday. The Walls I am a coward behind my walls Alone I sit among the rubble of the walls that once protected me. My castle lies in ruin. My world lies in desolation. The daily battles have left me exhausted. I am battered and broken in body, mind and spirit. Today was like any other day. The air was filled only with my cries of terror, and those of my enemies as they come to torture me and slowly wear me down. The day was dark, no sun shone through the gloom. No sun ever comes, and the night sky is void of stars and moon as well. The day was long,

Another Day Another.... Well Another Day!
Feb 20th '07 it's 51 freakin degree's out and they say there's no such thing as global warming. Riiiiiiiiiight! That and 50 cents will buy you a cup of coffee, in some third world country I expect. Spent alot of today trying to figure out this Cherry Tap business. I think I managed to add a friend and replied to a few people. Wow, that's about it. Also had some depressing personal business to deal with but let's not discuss that, it seems that this is not the place for heavy duty thoughts. It seems like CT is more lighthearted and that's OK too. We all need to forget about the heavy shit in life once in a while and just have some fun. So they're fighting over Anna Nicole's body and selling Brittney Spears hair, what's next for this world? Any thoughts on this people? Leave me a msg or just pop me off a smile or something to let me know you took a minute to read my blog. Love to my Sis' Deb and Bobbie as always Beanie

Another Poem
Your eyes are like two emerald stones Your lips are unlike any taste Ive ever known Your body is like a heated blanket over me Your smile is all I need to be free Your arms make me strong everyday Your touch makes me weak in everyway Your love is all I need to get by When you're not with me, I want to cry I will love you more tomorrow than I do today But I love you more today than I did yesterday I will love you forever, of this Im sure For symptoms of you, there is no cure Words cannot express my love for you All I can say is I know its true My heart skips a beat when we're alone Ill do my best for my love to be shown Ill be faithful and honest and loving too Whether we fight or not, I will always love you

Another Hump Day In Key West
Ahhhhhh To Live in Paradise.....Just sittin on my back patio catching a few rays naked and writting what ever comes to mind...Right now is that it's Feb 21st and It's 72 degrees out at 10 am and I am not shovelin Snow.....No I am gettin a tan.....Yea I am spoiled....but I am Happy...Naked and Free....So here is my simple thought fpr the day...."Be Happy....Smile....Laugh....and get Naked when ever you Can".....Fun in the Sun In Key West.....

Another Day
hey everyone who reads these things.. btw who does??? not much going on n Georgia .. ssdd.. now it's done raining yeehawwn.. when ya got big dogs thats n side ITSSSSSSSS MESSSYY .. anyways for the ones who havent signed my guest book ( shame on you ) and for the ones who have.. TY MUAHHH!! ... i even got music on my page now ( i know my taste sucks ) but if ya dont like it u can hit the mute button lol.... hump day.. so whos getting lucky cause it sure AINT ME!! damn Lmao... JUST KIDDING.. had too throw that in ya know.. right now im freaking bored out of my mind ( what mind i do have )... its quiet here.. kids are actually watching tv and not fighitng ) shhh LETS NOT say that too loud they may hear me lol...already got dinner layed out.. cube steak and tators.. and sweet tea and for me lemon water sence im outta beer :( OH WELL lifes a bitch but someones gotta swollow haha... welp gonna close i dont wanna bore ya ... so SIGN MY DAMN GUEST BOOK AND SEND ME SOME LUVVVVVVVV!! XOXOX

Another Day
between the lines can you see what i do another day passes by life indeed is death and taxes love has not engulfed me in its splendor deadly minds devise a plan a plan of good a plan of evil carrying me along like a log in a river i flow through life never knowing what will come when will it end im not afraid im tired of being a pawn lifes cruel games taunt me over and over another day another time

Another You Know Your Old When....
I was talking with a friend earlier and we were laughing at some of the antics that our kids have done, that we did, but our kids think we didnt do anything but be grown up and adults all our life. Our kids think we were never 16, wanting to drive, going to those infamous boy/girl parties and coming home trying to hide the fact we just "tried" pot and got high. HELLOOOOO . we werent always old ya know lmaoo Remember when you were a teenager and chomped at the bit to be "adult" and "grown-up".. now after days of daily monotony, laundry, kid rearing.. work work and more work.. we long for the days of our teens when the most we had to worry about is if the guy/girl we liked was goin to the party on friday, and money grew on a tree our parents seem to hide from our view. Now, as adults, instead of making out under the stars, we stare at them wondering if there is life out there lol.. if there is more to life than work, kids and falling into bed exhausted everynight. The grass

Another Night Of Passion
Last night I knew I couldn't sleep in my clothes so I took off my clothes and climbed in bed. The covers felt cool to my skin as I snuggled under the covers. Sleep wasn't far from me and off I drifted with thoughts of you again playing on my mind. Again you visited me . You took off your clothes and felt your way under the covers. Your hand found my naked flesh and I pressed my back into your hand. I felt you pull me more towards you as your hand explored my flesh. You kissed my neck and my arm and then your hand found my breast. I moaned as your hot hand caressed my flesh. I rolled onto my back as i started up at you. I tried to look at your face but all I saw was darkness. You never spoke and neither did I except for burst of passion no other sound came from us. I kissed your chest and let my hands roam over your back down to where you bottom was. I grabbed you and pushed you into me. I heard you hold your breath and it excited me. I reached between us and cu

Another Day In My World...
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Naughty Jokes One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to be naughty and have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me fo

Another Poem I Wrote
The Perfect Pair United as one, parted as two Seperately walking away Love gone terribly wrong No giving, no taking, a broken bond Horrible secrets never to be told Crushing, devestating, heartwrenching pain The destruction of the united two Can't go forward, no looking back No one to tell you they care Empty heart, searing pain, what went wrong Tears streaming down as you watch The perfect pair..Now going seperate ways

Another Cherokee Vampire Myth
U`TLÛÑ'TÄ ~ A VAMPIRE FROM CHEROKEE FOLKLORE Among the Cherokee there is a legend of a terrible bloodthirsty ogress who slaughters people and eats their livers. Known as the U`tlûñ'ta, this she-creature can adopt any shape or appearance to suit her purpose, but in her right form she looks very much like an old woman, except that her whole body is covered with a skin as hard as a rock that no weapon can penetrate. On her right hand she has a long, stony forefinger made from hard bone, shaped like an awl or the head of a spear. She uses this ghastly weapon to stab whomever she encounters. Because of this fearsome weapon she is called U`tlûñ'tä, or 'Spear-finger'. Some people call her Nûñ'yunu'ï, or 'Stone-dress' because of her stony skin. By whatever name she is called, though, this vengeful and bloodthirsty creature is to be deeply feared.

Another Bad Day
A guy walks into a bar and quickly says to the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having a bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my brother is gay!" The bartender, feeling bad for the guy, says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. A week later the same guy comes into the same bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having another bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my other brother is gay too!" The bartender says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me again." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. The next week the same guy walks into the same bar and says, "Bartender give me 10 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him confused and says, "Damn buddy, doesn't anyon

Another Stranger Me
Have you noticed that you and most of us two sides of us? One we show in public and one we keep to ourselves? Maybe you do show it in public..I doubt it. I know I don't. I can't put my finger on it but I do know somethings about the stranger me. I tend ..(should I say I?)to say really meanful meaningless things. (How is that possible? Simple at the time it has no mean but later on it will) I don't know...that's all I can say about the stranger me, some of you will just have to stick around for the rest

Another Weekend Lost
I feel like another weekend is lost. Its going on Midnight and i'm just adding people to see what everyone is doing. Pretty quiet or im just missing the party. Felt like typing. Getting whatever I feel off my mind. Anything that people seem to think or feel they keep it to themselves. I feel like writing it down. I'm not really tired right now. Wonder what lies in the future. The snow was a bitch but it seems to be gone. How much will be frozen. Since I slipped the last time I am extra cautious. I'd like to pretend that everything is good. Put on a happy face and all. Oscars is so slow.. I felt like it was grasping for straws. Nothing really going on. Not any movies.. I know I appeal for those "commercial" movies rather than the artsy ones. Never really got into that art crap. Don't get me wrong..I like to draw but it seems something epople with a lot of time can do. Hence starving artist..hard to find a CeO of a company involved in art. but anyways ill go t

Another Great Conversation.
->WhereMyHos...: Really? Well, I am less than impressed with you, and will be abandoning this conversation starting now. WhereMyHos...: like ur attitude already :) ->WhereMyHos...: And the wonderful question of the day is: WHY? WhereMyHos...: lol I read it right but said what I said anyway :) ->WhereMyHos...: Need to go back to first grade and learn to read? WhereMyHos...: hey need sum cum to put the fire out,lol.

Another Great Fight Night - Pride Fc 33 !!!
This time we arrived there late and missed the intro and 1st fight. (Traffic on Tropicana sucks!) But we had great seats thanks to NSG Inc. http://www.nazilsports.com/ We sat among celebs such as Nicolas Cage, Harrison Ford, and Chuck Norris! Check out my new pics for some of the fight highlights!

Another Poem
You broke my heart when you left me, No words could discribe the pain. We never talk anymore. I miss you all the same. Tears been cried and hearts broken. Yet Magic hides where No words been Spoken. Monica Matthews Copyright ©2007 Monica Matthews

Another
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Face? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some Face? []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we make love to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Another
Here's the rules Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow

Another Ct Wedding
Mandy & Xero CT WeddingPimp My Profile | View Show | Create Your Own Your invited to the CT Wedding of Mandy and Xeromancer666 this Friday March 2nd. It will be broadcast LIVE on Cherry Rock FM @ 9pm est. Come and join in the fun and to congratulate the Happy NEW CT Couple. Music Codes - MySpace Layoutscustomized bulletin by ~Mystikal~

Another One That Fits Me!!
You scored as cherry's. Your kisses are sweet and Hot just like cherry's people love bein' kisses by you, just because you bring out pasion, obbsesion and Love when you kiss....You must be a warm and open minded person with a very big heart.cherry's100%strawberry's75%Candy25%taste like tongue13%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com