Fubar Blog Posts 2

Alone
Alone to cry Alone to laugh Alone to smile Alone to frown Alone to live Alone to die Alone to wander Alone to discover Alone to learn Alone to live Alone in pain Alone in hurt Alone in joy Alone in the morning Alone in the night Alone in the afternoon Alone in this life Alone in this world Alone in boredom Alone in knowledge Alone in this state Alone with people Alone at work Alone right now Alone when I was born And alone when I will die Alone walking through life Without any pride How can you be satisfied Living your life like you do When you know there is some one out there Who could really use a friend like you No one will know how I live No one will know who I am No one will ever get to know me Because I am destined to spend my life alone I am always alone. It’s no fun to be alone To do everything on your own To live with no recognition To share my pride with no one Wanting to have someone To live my life with But for now I will continue

Alone
Alone Alone I wake, A half remembered dream, Playing about the corners of my mind. My fears bloom, Overwhelming my faith and hope, There is no respite. In desperation I reach for you, To pull you close to me, And find nothing there. I try to retreat inside, To capture a dream of you, But find only Emptiness. Sleep eludes me now, For I have remembered, Alone I wake.

Alone In The Darkness!
It's dark I'm losing sight of the light. Can this be true might I die? Who will miss me, who would care. I wonder why this happened to me an not you. Not that of course i would wish tis on anyone, but more as a question. So many times I have often wondered especially lately what my family my friends my kids would do without me? I'm faced with darkness but whats so hard is I'm facing it alone, Noone here no one to care. Noone to hold me when I'm scared. So if i have to face it alone i'll live each day like there is no tommorrow. In the darkness.

Alone
All alone, with noone to call my own I travel through the world with noone at my side Nobody is there for me to lean on Nobody is there to comfort me in my time of need Yes, there is noone, noone at all, and my heart yearns for someone There is nobody next to me, with miles around me of empty space All I desire is just one person to accompany me in the dreadful place

Alone And Confusd
I feel so lost and so alone with no one to love or care for me. I sit at night and cry countless tears trying to figure out why i was put on this earth. Was it to be made fun of? Or was it to be used? I don't quite understand why i am treated this way I just wish i had someone to love and care for and take away this lonlyness that i have inside of me. I feel like im ignored and rejected from everyone. At night i sit alone in the dark and think of ways to get away from everyone but every thought i had just wouldn't work out the way i had planned I just wish someday i will have a purpose on this place people call earth!

Alone
I'm just trying to find, the better part of me. I just feel like crying, But all i can do is fall to my knees. It's not easy to be alone, When you have no one to love or care for you. Now i can feel the tears rolling down my cheek, As i dream of a guy to care to care for me. I want a guy who is so true, And wont make me cry or feel so blue!

Alone
Am I always going to be alone? All I seem to find are guys that want to be fwb or want one-night stands. I want more! I want someone to be there for me when I need them, to hold me, love me, and everything in between. Sometimes, I think I might be too picky, because some of the guys that like me, I can see myself being with, and the guys that I like, I think are too good for me and then there are the ones that only want sex. I HATE BEING ALONE! But I also know that I need to try to stand on my own 2 feet because I've never been alone, but I'm scared.

Alone
I hear the ticking of the clock I'm lying here the room's pitch dark I wonder where you are tonight No answer on the telephone And the night goes by so very slow Oh I hope that it won't end though Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone you don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone Alone, alone

Alone
So my parents went out of town for a couple days to celebrate their 40 anniversary(Woohoo Mom & Dad) but that has left me home alone without anything to do. I'm bored out of my mind. I don't have anyone to hang out with, my best friend wont pick up, the guy I was kinda dating blew me off and didn't return my calls and hasn't called me back. So I'm just trolling around on the web looking for something to do. In another note someone that I met on this site got into a huffy with me over the fact that I've decided to be single for a while. I guess that he was interested in me but never said anything. I feel bad but I'm not a mind reader. I was also told that if you tell a man you want to be friends that they read that as a kiss of death regardless of your personal reason for saying it. So I guess since I'm lacking anything else for entertainment I'll go to bed. Woohoo 9:30....

Alone
Today I confirmed I reached a goal I have been working toward for over 2 years. Most never thought I would get there, most thought I would give up on it long before now. But I never gave up I kept after it and I even, reached the goal a month early. It only goes to prove and to show when I promise something to myself and to others I dont give up EVER. I should be happy I should be celebrating but I'm not. Dont get me wrong I'm proud of myself I should be I busted my tail to get where I am. But looking back over the last few months of my life I've lost so much that reaching this goal is bittersweet at best. I lost angel, whatever you believe angel is, and alot of things that go with angel. This goal that I reached starts over each and every month so now that I made it, now it's time to prove it's not a fluke and do it again and again over and over which I know I can do. I guess reaching this goal has just made me think about other goals I have other promises I'm working on, and it's jus

Alone
In that moment deep inside my Heart My world is one of undeniable comfort You are the object of a lifetime of yen However, Desire cannot replace fulfillment For I am mostly left here Alone It is then that I feel the ripping of my soul in two Searing pain, as layers of trust are torn apart My very core of hope dashed to disappointment Such sorrow should never be endured at the expense of rapture Inconceivable loneliness and despair... Muscle into the place where dreams are stored Their evil air choking out the last breath of my heart's virtue I try to hold on to the memory of loves last words My grip loosens and fingers slip one by one I am about to plunged into that place where hearts break and dreams are destroyed As my last finger breaks and I am all but lost I hear the twinkle of an Angel giving me the strength to pause I pull myself up, up to the gates of hope I look into the bright light and see the scripture that is you You are here, and I am saved fo

Alone!!!!
I feel alone… So broken and beaten down It seems as if nothing causes happiness Nothing can lift my spirit, my soul Am I doomed to be left alone, forever? Or is it just me pushing what I have away? Why can’t you hear me screaming? Why can’t you wipe away all my tears? You just don’t care Yet I can’t help myself from caring about you… Leave Me I’m tired of being depressed Sick of all the stress Haunted by your face appearing in my dreams Leave me alone Let me take care of my own Please – Just let me go

Along The Way {{ A Poem}
Along the way copyright by RainStorm We look but we never see , His heart He gives to us is free . We touch but we never feel , the love He gives us is real . We hurt but we never tryed , to see His tears that fell for us the day His son died. We listen but we never hear , His promise to always be near . We think but we never know , the chances He gives us to save our soul . We walk but we never strive , through Him we are alive .We talk but we never say , thank you Lord for helping me along the way .

Alone
Looking through the melting glass As time chooses how fast to pass. I wonder why were even here I'm overwhelmed with sudden fear. I try to speak but only mumble The walls around me start to crumble I look down and close my eyes I cant tell the truth from the lies Is this real or just a dream The voice inside me starts to scream The screaming peaks then fades away Tomorrows just another day.

Alone
A-l-o-n-e S-i-g-h Wind whispers S—i—g—h Time waits S---i---g---h Stripped soul Storming weather S=i==g===n Stretched across horizons Reigning feelings washing emotions Building up the tormented storm inside venting Ranting as a banshee wail nailing the coffin door Quaking vibrating foundation - cracking up so damn alone Alone Solitude Tears Running down creeks Rivers of life lines swept away Eyes sobbing a hidden man’s pride into sorrows Swells rushing down cheeks into waterfall sad hands Alone Alone The word reverberates Across the echoes of the mind Chill that creeps inside stilled voids Terrain that swallows one as a mere spec “A” grain upon a desert beach hearing waves Ledge of never - ever feeling the love of another lover Alone So Alone You sent her off To discover what you Could not give her in real life That she could find success over your fai

Alone Again
I’ve been lonely for about as long as I can remember. It took someone like you to come my way. And inside it felt so right, until you took it all away. Tell me how am I supposed to deal with that lonely feeling again? Still sitting alone, in the early morning rain. Knowing this feeling so well, a familiar friend of pain. Still sitting alone alone again. Been alone for as long as I'd like to remember painful thoughts appear all around. We once hung our hearts so high that they fell to the ground. Is it all in my head or am I here alone again? Still sitting afraid in that early morning rain. Will the storm pass by and will it wash away the pain? Still crying alone alone again. Alone again…..

Alone In The Darkness
not a day goes by that i don't think of you i want to breakdown and cry but theirs nothing i can do your always on my mind oh how i miss your sweet face i feel so left behind in life that seems to be a race just to stand by yourside their's nothing i wouldn't do oh that would be a beautiful ride i wonder if it will ever come true in the shadows is where i am or at least thats how i feel like water stuck behind a dam please tell me this isn't real written by william p.

Alone
Ok, I am sitting at home alone and pretty much about to go into a small panic attack. Nothing too big. I feel completely and totally alone, granted I have my 2 dogs in the room, and a cell phone and a computer in which to communicate to friends with. I already feel my heart racing, my palms sweaty, breathing not as normal. I don't know what brought this on exactly. Maybe it is the friend who never returns my calls and I fear I had done something wrong, and yet the feelings there may lead to heart hurt. WTH. Or maybe the fact that none of my friends are answering their phones or can only talk for a little bit. I know I can get over this it is just I hate being alone. But also tonight was suppose to be a relaxing night. Noone wants to talk to me. I sad. :( I want a boyfriend, I want someone to hold me and cuddle with me. To laugh at my stupid jokes. Play with my hair, watch movies with, go camping, watch drag racing. Damn it. I hate being single and yet I tell people I

Alone
in august of 2006 i started to being all alone i had no friends,familydidnt want me around, the grandchildren that i have as a hurtful way my 2 son stopped me from seeing them then in the month august they stoped me from talking to them on the phone so once again all alone.had a husband still married seperated for 3 years the is with someone now so once again alone.i have two mothers but once again all alone. until i found furbar and now im not alone i have friends.

Alone In The Woods
Alone In The Woods by innocencebroken© It's pitch black as you enter the woods where we planned to meet...slowly your eyes begin to adjust to the lighting and you see me standing there, a dark feminine outline against the surrounding foliage. My back is turned to you and I am not yet aware you have arrived. A gentle breeze carries to toward you the scent of my perfume mingled with the aroma of freshly fallen leaves and with as smile on your lips you sneak quietly up behind me. My body is trembling, my breathing quick and you sense that I am a little bit nervous, perhaps even frightened but you also know that the danger and excitement of us meeting this way turns me on. After all, this is what I asked for. Without warning you are upon me, one hand cupping my breast; the other covering my mouth should I scream. You drag me over to the nearest tree and quickly spin me around so that I am now trapped between the solid trunk of the tree and your hard strong body and before I

Alone Again...
Not sure how long this will be posted but just wanted to share quickly with what has been going on.. For those that know, Carrie was here for a week and just left yesterday, for those that don't, Carrie is my fiance and came down to visit for a week. It has been rocky for a while between us for a while and I figured this week was going to be a deciding factor as to whether it will last between us. It didn't really prove much as the house seemed so empty afterward and I am not sure. I just know there are doubts and I did my best to make her happy while she was here. I could go on and on like I had planned but will stop it here.. Talk to you all later.. Missed you.... William............

Alone
I lie still in the Earth. Awaiting a moment of clarity and hoping that time will open a door into a place of like-minded persons. Where have they gone? What has happened? Is my time no longer of value? The time comes and goes and the Earth lies still waiting... I lie still and wait...

Alone - Edgar Allan Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
all alone inside my head, an empty feeling in my heart not knowing which way to turn or where i could begin to start i truly dont wish to live, i do not feel alive with out the feeling of her love i dont think i will survive the harder i work for affection the more she pushes me away no matter what she says i dont believe she wants me to stay my emotional efforts of support obviuosly dont mean anything she only seems to want me so she doesnt have to do everything i feel without me she'll find someone new, or someone she's always known just so she wont have to sleep by herself or do everything on her own i know i messed up first but i worked hard to learn from my mistakes to keep me requires very little, she wont even try to do what it takes i wish i hadn't failed to provide properly for my family if the first time i had done right, ever after we may have lived happily

Alone
years ago i learned that we come into this world alone and die alone . it is not the hand you hold at the end that matters only that the time comes quickly and swift . for those thet cry dont cry for you they only cry becuase ther is now a hole in ther life that they cannot fill . when my time comes i hope that no one morns for me , for it will be a wast of tears . I hope that eny that loved me will rase a glass to me and get drunk . for when i walk that road it will be alone .

Alone I Hide
I fight this pain But cannot subdue. The amount of strength It takes to get over you Drugged up state of mind Euphoria has come to me Lie alone in these dark halls In infinity it shall be I sit here in my own little world Little by little I slowly die Without you near I begin to cry No one seems close to me No one by my side I close my eyes and sink further As alone, I hide

Alone In The Storm Of Love
Alone I stand in the storm Longing for your warmth Wind brushing against my skin A burning desire for you within Rain drops start to fall See it glistening on my skin You cant see where the rain begins and my tears end When you hold me in the night It feels so right But without you I cant make it through the night because it doesnt feel right

Alone At The Office
Alone at the Office by justachicky © If I had known you were alone at the office yesterday, I would have made a point to stop by and try my hand at distracting you away from the work that has kept you so busy. I envisioned you letting me into the newly re-decorated conference room. I can see, better, I can feel you push me down over the table, and I can feel you nibble on my creases, until I'm begging you to let me cum. You tease me more, I'm gripping the edges of the table, hungry for the release you won't let me have. Then, you slowly, tortuously lick my pussy, and stopping just briefly to tell me how good I taste, you suck on my clit and the orgasm I've been craving slams through my body and I scream incoherently. I smile as I begin to breath regularly again, because I think that the next time you sit at this table for a meeting, or a conference, or just lunch, you'll look down the length of the table, and you'll be able to imagine my face pressed against the cool surface

Alone Tonight
Alone Tonight by vetteman © She was alone under the sheets tonight, she couldn't help but think about his hands moving over her tummy towards her stiffening nipples. The chills and goose bumps she got as she laid there thinking about how good it felt brought her own hand beneath her nighty, her fingers lightly onto her soft belly to trace a sensuous path towards her breasts, trying to relive the past and bring life to her dreams. She wanted to cup her breast as he did, to gently cover it with the same warm pressure, the light circular friction of his palm on her swollen nipple, his finger tips gently kneading the soft skin at the sides of her breasts. The tingling she felt when he would let them drift into her soft sensitive arm pit ran all the way to her clitoris. She opened her legs involuntarily remembering the feel of his knee on the inside of hers and how he slowly parted her thighs. She pushed her other hand lightly down her pelvis and into the curls of her pubic hair

Along Came Julie
Along Came Julie by Lil_kitty © I was home alone; without boyfriend to call (I didn't want one) or a family to hang out with (they were out on a holiday for 3 days) . Normally I really like to stay alone, but not when I'm horny. In such moments you just want someone to get inside you and fuck your brains out. And it drives you insane when there's no one to do it, especially since you can't just relieve yourself on your own. Once you're used to long equipments, short fingers just don't satisfy you anymore (especially when they belong to you). Too bored to stay stuck, I opened the computer and got online. To my luck a girlfriend of mine was also there. She's bi(sexual) and that's the only part of her that's not a part of me. But anyway, we got to talk and I told her that I was lonely and so horny that I could easily insert the largest thing I could find to release it. Afterwards she asked me if I'd like her to come over and help me with this problem, saying she's got exactly what

Alone Again
Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end?

Alone Among Angels
Alone Among Angels ~ by -Ama-Oni-Starslayer- (c) 2007 Why does the darkness seem brighter then the purest of light, People pulling you to do so much, but being only human there is only so much you can do before it hurts. Is it because you think that the light is the right way, who ever said it was so, For all that you may know is that the darkness is the truth, the light may be the liar. Alone I wonder why, Searching in the rain of blood, I think I may have killed the light, but in a way better off alone in the darkness. Leading to the Angels, You come for me from the light, I sink back to my darkness, Don't touch me, I still remember the smile that you destroyed me with, you were never real, you never stayed with me. I may be the dreamer, searching for something in the darkness that I will never fine, but I would rather be able to feel something, then be cold to the heart. I never need the lies, All I wanted was to never drown, So I called out to An

Alone In The Gym (c. Girls)
Alone in the Gym (C. Girls Ch. 01) by WhiteDragon17 © Monica decided to work out in the gym after school today, as she didn't have any other plans. She was one of the top ranked gymnasts in the NCAA. She was best on the floor exercise and the balance beam. She always picked a day during the week to work on her gymnastics in private. She felt comfortable in solitude while trying to better her skills for herself and her team. Monica was an attractive young lady, she wasn't tall nor very thin, but she was muscular and awfully cute. She stood at five foot one and weighed 114lbs, which was a little heavy for a gymnast, but the extra weight, mainly in her butt and thighs, didn't cause her any problems while competing. She had long brown hair and hazel-green eyes, her complexion was fairly tan and her chest was relatively small, but large for a gymnast at the size of 34B. Her best feature was her tight ass, even though it was a tad bit chubby, it was difficult to tell without touching

Alone
do u ever feel all alone, even when there is people around u, well that is how i feel right now, alone and scared, sad part is my dr is actually treating me and i think the meds she put me on r making it worse ... this has been going on for around two months now and god it has to stop soon or i think ill die.

Alone
I have written many lines saying I was alone For many years my actions I could not condone? There was a battle of emotions To me unknown In my mind 'Love' was an emotion undone Many I pushed away with a hidden fear Hidden thoughts I was the one who shed the tears Tears with burning Trails Back to my heart the original place I became a stone I was cold and wanted to be left alone Alone was really True It was a safety for me That's what it came to be Never a smile come across my face Deep in side I was becoming my own mental case Many tears fell over the years Being locked inside Alone was becoming the Reality! I was to be without today's Society? More years passed like the living and dying of the Springtime grass The Reality stung me like a cut from a knife My Heart began to open exciting and new Emotion weren't meant to locked away! For each is like a sunny day Each a new moment in this thing called Life! Alone

Alone In The Dark
Alone In The Dark Alone sits a man in total darkness in a place he can't call home. Tears streaming from his eyes from losing the women who made this house a home; as this man sits in total darkness with tears he remembers a very special day to him, that day for him was the day he asked her to Marry him now he is alone in the dark sitting in tears. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Alone Again!
Alone Again! she finishes her meal, alone again....why? she thinks. putting the dishes in the sink, she does not feel like washing them, still wondering why another evening she is alone? she goes out to the porch and sit on the swing, thinking to herself, i wonder what i do to make men not want me? as she swings, she leans back and starts to wonder, think and ponder. she gets up and goes to her bedroom and starts to remove her clothing, first the shorts - then the blouse. she looks at the full length mirror, she stands in her bra and panties and assesses her body. she thinks 'i have full natural breasts and nice round hips', 'i have a flat firm tummy' and she turns 'i have a nice hard round ass'. she looks at herself up and down, she notices her legs - long and thick , athlete's legs. her painted toes and fingers, her naturally straight dark brown hair. her eyes a little brown and her face not to bad to look at. she reaches behind her and undoes her bra, lets it fall to the floor. she

Alone By Edgar Alan Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Edgar Allan Poe

Alone (now)
From dreary days I have not found As others have-I ran aground As others sang- I could not sing My hopeless gloom was gathering From all the Earthly joy around My lot-intrinsic hell abounds My mental chains forever honed And all I dreamed I dreamed alone Now- Heartache's furrows line the brow Demon's clutches won't allow My sense of self to overtake Rise above all life's mistakes: From being left alone to hide From silent torture that resides From wishes never brought to bear On such a soul so unaware From poisoned bottle's fatal hold As liquid torture did unfold From brief love's ecstasy denied And the cloud that did reside (When Heaven seemed at last to beckon ) With my burden left to reckon

Alone
here i sit in my own little space simply all alone with nothing but my own thoughts struggling to break free I know no bounds to my own immagination yet freely do I dream of a better tommorow and today has truly never ended yet. So I sit to dream. Yet my dreams allow me to walk alone and I see no face to entice no words to help pick me up and no hands reaching out for me to lead me down the right path.I am alone!

Alone
well not really... my dad went today back to argentina, i went with him to the airport i cried and yes i felt sad but i know this is the best for me still looking for jobs, and i know he will help me to go through everything, i just keep praying they call me for work :) that's what i need now ok, my dad just called me while i was writting this :) he's in paris waiting for the next flight that goes to buenos aires i really love my family, and i hope as soon as i get some money, i get them to come and visit me :)

Alone
I feel so alone I feel like I have no one I feel so sad What have I done? I feel so empty inside Does anyone love me? I feel no love None that I can feel or see I feel so empty I am so sad I’m feeling down I feel so mad I want to be loved But I am alone Alone in this world A heart-broken one I don’t feel anything There is no love for me I feel nothing There is nothing I see I want to feel love Ever so true And all I feel anymore Is just so blue Who I want I can’t have And whom I have I don’t want This is why I feel so alone My heart sinks down low I feel so sad and so empty Away is where I want to go Away with someone who cares And with so much love Maybe heaven sent From up above Then I will have someone My life to share And not be alone And have someone to care Being all alone in this world It is so gloomy and so dark I feel as if love for me Has missed its mark I hope that it hasn’t And one day I will find him

Alone
I'm sitting here staring out this window And I'm wondering where you are I write these words down on paper Cuz I'll have a broken heart I'm all alone in this world by myself Seems like I'm cursed everyday I live in hell Smoking on this fine weed trying to ease the pain But nothing ever changes everything stays the same I'm all alone I've shed so many tears for my lost homies dead and gone I'm surrounded but I feel like I'm all alone In this cold world who can I trust? All these bitches around me man they don't give a fuck It's artificial they in love with this rap life Ya I be taking pills just so I can sleep at night I wanna cry, crawl up in the closet and die Got me thinking about suicide, taking my own life All this pain that I'm going through I can't take it I can't face it man I can't erase it God save me I'm down on my knees Don't forsake me lord I'm begging you please Such a strain this rap game brings a lot of pain Take me home this marijuana got me se

Alone
ALONE As I sit here alone, I feel cold inside. I’m broken, I’m torn, and yet I’m still alive. You ripped the heart from my chest and threw it to the floor. And as it laid there bleeding, you walked out the door. So here I sit, just wondering why, the love that we shared had to die.

Alone
Amber Eyes With amber eyes he watches. Over his pack, his family. Strong together as they hunt for survival. With angry eyes he sees. Fences across land, men with guns, and a thrill. He only kills to survive. With sad eyes he looks. At sharp traps, the soft furs of his pups. They didn't run to survive. So he asks, why did he survive?

Alone
I am alone in a place where theres nothing to find I am alone inside my own fragile mind I am alone fighting so many fears I am alone with nothing but the sound of my own falling tears I am alone as I sit in the dark and cry I am alone no matter how hard I seem to try I am alone with a heart thats full of pain I am alone as I listen to the sound of the falling rain I am alone and Im tired of hurting so much I am alone while I long for one simple touch I am alone wishing my heart could once again be free I am alone wishing someone would come and save me I am alone as the time goes by I am alone and afraid that I will be until the day that I die! Storm 10-22-07

Along The Watershore
As she stands alone, near a cave that is so cold, night falls and the moon shines upon her darken soul. Listening to waves crashing below her and how she used to do that years back, getting away from everything but only her thoughts keeps following her. At a distance a castle awaits company that she is not allowing herself to have, a life that is completely different from the safe place she is used to and scared to change. Still she walks the path of the known and enjoys it and tries to make the best of it but another parts of her seems like she is lost and confused. Trying to ignore it is a laugh because she has had a taste of the other life but still afraid to step into it. Why dont someone just take this dagger that she plays with in the sand and sheid some blood instead of tears. Put her out of her misery then maybe she dont have to dwell about this heartache any longer.

Alone
Sometimes being alone is ok.. and often I think I am better off that way. Not sure who could ever put up with me anyway lol. I really question whether I deserve to be anything but alone. I just have so much going on right now that is tearing me apart... especially work. The stress from that, and the other things on my min dkeep me awake at night. The weather change has increased the pain in my ankle too. SometimesI think giving up on certain things would help... but I have never been a quitter. Sometimes I am too stubborn to realize I am the only one who even believes in something. Funny thing... I believe in others.. but fail to believe in myself... Still fighting the urge to run....

Alone
From childhood's hour I havee not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
Cannot go forward, cannot go back, Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks. I know I am leaving something behind, And it is tearing my spirit inside. Choices have always made me aware Of contradictions in me - so unfair! It seems that it all has to come down to me. I wonder if someone my struggles can see? Self-hatred, self-torment - familiar sight! Alone, be alone, and from it all hide - That's my first impulse that won't get me far. Is that way for many, or is it my star? Maybe I should have simply there stayed, And prevented the so unknown fate That chills me and makes me so scared. Who knows how I would have otherwise faired? But my life has passed in change after change, Now in security I feel too strange, And my restless heart does make me go on. Moving and shifting is ever my song!

Alone
I have been through two marriages and several relationships. Each one a failure or something went wrong on my part. The last relationships I have had both guys had me so confused I didn't know which way I was going. I am to blame for my last one ending the way it did my I got rid of the problem, I told the one from before my last one to leave me alone. He ignores me for several weeks and then calls me. Then he uses me and leaves with out saying a word which pissed me off cause I seriously didn't want to have sex with him. But the word no got stuck in my throat. For some reason I got scared and couldn't say it. I think I was more relieved when he left then when showed up. Well the guy I was last invovled with is a friends with benefits so there should be no loyality. But yet he got upset and jealous and next thing I know we are a couple and he makes me feel like shit. Needless to say I was very upset by this. Well Saturday night I was at the bar and he walked in, then he walked to the o

Alone
Here in this solitude I hear my inner thoughts I not only hear, The thoughts in my head But the breath of the Gods Whispering through the trees This freedom is rejuvenating While my spirit floats about me My entity leaks Into the surroundings Providing me with A new form My hair becomes the grass My limbs are now roots and trees My breath mixes with Gods To become the wind I have lost myself completely now To become one with nature

Alone In The Dark
I sit here crying alone in the dark Wishing, hoping that the man she loves was here to comfort her. I lie here staring at the time Wishing, hoping that it would go by faster. I sit in bed holding my wolfie crying into its fur Wondering: Why am I such a fuck up? Why does no one truly loves me? Why did God keep me on this Earth? What did I do so wrong to get hurt like this? Am I being punished for something? I sit and cry a lot alone in the dark With the one person she loves so much not really caring That she is crying. I lie in bed with nothing else to do ‘Cept wonder does he hate me that much to hurt me like this. I sit here watching the candles flicker and smelling the incense burning Trying not to cry no more but can’t Cause wondering what is going to happen Is he going to try what was suggested or is he going to blow it off And hope we forget about it Does he love me enough to do this or is he just saying he will Hoping it will blow over like nothing ever happ

Alone Or Am I?
I sometimes feel that I’m all alone. I know you are there, but you don’t seem very near. It’s as if I don’t exist. It’s as though the only things you see is what is on the screen. I know all I have to do, is just reach out to you. But it’s not that easy you see. You don’t always hear me, you don’t always see. And I can’t tell you how much you mean to me. I can’t put my feelings and thoughts, into pretty words no matter how hard I try. You sit there for hours staring at the screen. Looking at and chatting to people I’ve never seen. I wish we could again chat that way too. And I wish I was as pretty as the ones you watch each night.

Along The Watch Of My Friend Death
how long has it been since i saw what was seen in tuned with emotions that lingered to long and oh how it beckons for more a travesty left just for me... AND I!! wondered why IT COMES FOR ME!!! like moments lost in tragedy when all life left me i see its my body and everythings gone grey am i left to the heavens or will hell take me is this life that i call over or is it just me cant i whisper to heaven or will hell just take me.... (ride the tides of never worlds and come see me...) to emotions of grandeur that has left me... I priced the souls of mortals and sold them all to hell i wished for the hexes and got only love am i ever to find her again I think not!!! The skies above me turn to ashenedgrey the world bellow me calls me today im left to the tempest a storm in my mind and of heaven i see they are blind hell take me free me of life i wish not breath once more .... (and was answered my prayer a demon called lust

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Alone
I don’t think I can take it anymore I’m not as strong as I once believed That happy little carefree image Has now shattered in my mind. This facade I keep is slowly breaking But I can’t let it slip away Cause then everyone would see the true me And that’s not what I want Were you really as scared as me Or did you fake emotions out of pity

Alone
I woke up with a start; what a terrible dream. Dreamt I was alone; no one here but me. The whole life I had was just imaginary. Had no job; my house in ruins. Reached for my wife; she laughed and said nay. Reached for my children, and they faded away. I lie in bed shivering; crying in pain. I jump with a start, as an arm grabs me tight. My wife holds me close, and whispers: “every things alright.”

Alone
alone am i im missin you so now i cry im glad you got your ring cause i woulda been upset if it ended up missing i just wanna be your one and only cause me plus you meens neither of us will ever be lonely i cant wait to make all your dreams come true my lil angel with your sexy eye's of blue i want you i need you you are my fantasy i am your man and baby you are my sexy lady so please never leave me as i stand by your side as we go through life on this crazy ride "tbc" not feelin 2 good

Alone
i sat in my room, seemed the perfect place to stay, i laughed i almost feel like whats his name from the Beach Boys singing "In my Room". all alonce no one to love or be loved back by....i shrugged, and played at the computer for a while longer..thinking what the hell am i doing? i cant find anyone on or offline, im just a lame looking nerd who everyone likes till what they get from me. I stood up and went to the mirror i grabbed my electric razor, and shaved i looke dfor my best clothes and got dressed and made a few phone calls to close friends and went out....unfortunately they were really outdated. Bell bottom pants and beatle boots and well u know a neru jacket and tie-dye shirt. i stepped out into the bright sunshine, i put on my wrap arounds and looked about hearing giggles and laughs from every chic and guy who was outside, sighing went back into the house and felt like hiding...Once again...ALONE

Alone...
i really need to get my head checked... watch/listen to the video on my page and this is what i'm going through right now... he fucked me over, i let it happen again. wtf, i'm tired of putting myself out there, i'm not a fucking doormat youknow... oh well, i gave him another chance, and he shit on that too... oh well.. later

Alone
Confused and alone She tries to find companionship Always afraid of being hurt She draws deeper within herself She protects herself without looking afraid Longing to know when the day will come When she can be happy once more When she can be happy without pain A boy will come to her one day A perfect match for her soul She will be afraid, but come to trust In everything they will ever do He will promise to do everything he can To make her more happy To him, the smallest kiss is the largest reward He wants nothing from her, only love He has finally met her, or at least he hopes And anything will be done To seize her love and hold her heart No matter what the price could be done by christine

Alone For Thanksgiving?
possibly. wifey is talkin about takin the baby out to Tn. for thanksgiving and that leaves the maggster and i here alone. this relationship is getting better and better all the time. soon we'll be taking separate vacations and i'll get my own place in the city, and we wont have to see each other....... i'm kidding of course, but maybe then we could stand each other... i've been drinkin lots of shitty red wine by myself lately.

Alone In This World
Locked up again and playing spades with cellies. Rec time is only an hour a day. Smoke fills the air as the smell of smoke fills the lungs. Baseball is on tv while the guards watch our every move. Someone yells dominoe at the other end of the hall. Underground prison in the capital of the nation. Only thugs and killers are in the section we are in. Guards with guns and batons fill the hall up and down. The tone is set, but not everyone here is sane. This one guy small as can be thinks he is Humphrey Bogart and tries to have his way. The guards call for lockdown as he yells he's the kingpin of this bitch. We all get in our cells but he thinks he's in control. He asks a guard for a light for his cigarette and keeps the lighter. Tells a few words and gets in his cell. The guard looks at him laughing as the cells are on lock. Moments are quiet now as the tv is turned off. Then when the silence is broken a tall man appears. He is 6'8 and about 350 in weight. One cell opens and it's right ne

Alone On These Days
I know I posted this up once before, but for a depressed and lonely soul like mine it fits the mood....now all I need is a bottle of vodka and a way to forget the holidays are anywhere near me. There was New Years Eve But not for me. Valentine's Day But you were away. Saint Patty's green You weren't to be seen. Easter came and went Alone was how it was spent. The Fourth of July You promised but lied. Labor Day was so bad I was the one who was sad. All Hollow’s Eve You were a ghost to me. Thanksgiving Dinner You weren't a winner. Christmas Day.... What’s left to say, You weren't here to celebrate Forgotten holidays, I still wait.

Alone
Im sitting here alone realising your gone i know i cant change things i know i was wrong they all say i dont need you they all say im better off they dont understand i love you yet i never said it enough i regret what i did but i cant take it back wish i could hold you i want you back i know you deserve better i know im messed up but cant go on without you i miss you so much baby im sorry i know i said it before i mean it more than ever knowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i had till i lost you my heart bleeds inside i cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive me love me once again tell me everythings alright tell me its not the end yet i know the end is now i know youll never love me again im sorry baby that i was the one to let you down

Alone
Why must we be alone when others are around .. The hole in my heart getting bigger by the day..they say the holidays are the worst..they are so very right..my sons are gone I am alone..I put around in my house alone..wishing for friends..knowing there are none...wanting a family...knowing I had one...hope is lost...nights are long...pretty soon...with luck I will be gone....

Alone
Had to take David home tonight :( Its so quiet now. I just have to be happy that I had him for a week. He wants to come back Friday. He started saying Sunday how he didn't want to go home. He talked on the way home tonight about how he hopes he gets to stay even longer for Christmas. I just have to remember those things when I miss him so much. I know he was sleepy too. As soon as we got into the car he reached over and twirled my hair (yes I still have enough in the back for that lol).e did that until he fell asleep.

Alone Tonight
As I sit here I realize that I'm all alone tonight. I find myself saying to the cold, dark atmosphere, "This is nothing new. I'm always laying here in this cold bed of mine alone." I'm left alone tonight like every night that has passed before this. I'm wishing he was here to keep me safe and warm, To protect me from from the all the cares of the darkened world. Alas, he is not here, But far away leaving me here to be alone once more tonight. Written by Danielle K.

Alone In The Dark
ALONE IN THE DARK I sit in the dark and cry myself to sleep every night cause people make fun of me and laughs at me nobody cares if me fellings get hurt and I wounder what they will say next about me At night I hear them saying all the things they have said over and over why must I sit in the dark and alone and cry myself to sleep why?

Alone
I walk alone my thoughts are of you I walk alone and you are there I sit alone space besides me I sit alone and you appear I sleep alone bed so empty I sleep alone your in my dreams I eat alone my meal not shared I eat alone your at my table I laugh alone no one to hear I laugh alone I hear you laughter I cry alone my tears not seen I cry alone your arms are there In my thoughts in day and in night Making my path through life complete

Alone
He sits alone, presently, in the dark The only light eminating from the monitor before him His eyes fixated on the screen, watching, waiting Curiously he fidgets in his chair as the silence thickens The bottle feels cold and familiar in his hands He longs for something, anything to break this deafening silence...

Alone In The Sand Looking At The Stars
I love to see the ocean's beauty And the moon that shines above Alone in the sand looking at the stars Wishing someday i would find true love Would it be nice to see the morning With the one you love the most Would it be nice to say goodnight To the one you hold so close To your heart To your heart The wind that blows the dove Is the wind that blows my love Hope it'll find its way to you Wherever you are I love to sit in fields of green Looking deeply through the sky Watching birds as they fly by Hoping someday fate will bring me true love Would it be nice to hold someone So dear, near your heart Would it be nice to hear those words I love you from the one that you love That you love Yeah... yeah.... yeah.... I'd love to see myself one day In the arms of someone Who will share her life with me Selflessly.. someday... You will find your way... to me..

Alone To Die...
Tell the truth but it whispers quietly let your frozen look freeze my mind, to keep my heart in the feather look, I have again lost my own home also out of order at night, I weep over the lace roses to the empty walls which I shout deaf i play been blaind and I look at the ugliness which hurts and they claim that I am not innocent, black butterfly whose wings as fires were torn secretly it was scattered to be the papers in autumn to the country I indeed perhaps earn, alone to die, my sentences suppress air nothing can save any more. I succeed in destroying everything on a couple of words I even do not understand that I am telling which therefore I would feel better quiet perhaps.

Alone
as i sit here alone i think of our good times wondering if u remember our kisses, our hands entwine wanting to make new ones alone with my mind wandering down memory lane alone wishing you were here alone with my thoughts alone alone alone

Alone
Why love? Why care? Why bother? It gets you nowhere, but heartbroken. Why trust? Why Lust? When it always leads to words that should never have been spoken. I knew it without a doubt that my heart was going to be torn out. Why do I keep trying? When all they can do is keep lying? I believed in true love when all hope was gone...... I am meant to walk this world alone.

Alone
Still Alone Yes, I am alone again Isolated and without a friend My heart and pain, at the same tone And all I loved, I loved alone Yes, I am alone, my love in vain No one sees my sorrow nor feels my pain No one to love and no one to hold Experiencing love that's bitter and cold Living life one step behind and one day late Desolation being my ultimate fate When will these lonesome feelings stop? When will the loneliness come to an end? When won't I be alone again? Hear my pleeds, Hear my moans Here I lay, still alone

Alone And Confused
well this is just another one of my rambling sessions cause i have noone to talk to that would even understand whats going on with me. why is it that guys say one thing and act a totally different way. there was this guy i was talking to and he persued me actually has been liking me for a year but the time was never right, finally he asks me for a chance and for some reason i decide what the heck sure why not. well that only turned out to be disasterous cause now supposedly he went back to his ex cause supposedly shes pregnant with what she says is his kid but anyway whatever i dont even care about that. for the last two weeks he has completely ignored me well at least to my face anyway. ive caught him looking at me when he doesnt think im aware and all. well this week with christmas coming and all i decided to be the bigger person and i gave him a christmas card along with everyone else now for the last three days hes been back to flirting with me. i just dont get it. how can he say h

Alone
Alone I am broken an weak it is you I seek take me into your embrace I want you to see my face Is it to late? why is it myself I hate? I am always to blame I feel I am living in shame I scream at my creator wonder if he is even there to him without words i speak it is him I seek i am wanting to leave this world I have known never again having to feel alone regrets have taken my life as I sit here, I look at this knife I am tired of being the fool tired and alone I obey the rules I am living in a haze feeling I am running out of days so I sit here and stare wondering why I even care are these feeling I have even real? or is this how I truely feel? outside i hear the thunder my soul, it starts to shudder I hear the voices mumble so loud I stand and stumble I trip and I fall it is my name they call oh no the knife, it is to late I have met my fate yes its fucked up I know, but at t

Alone
Another long night In a far away city And another conversation that Don't really matter to me I left my heart in your hands And i only think and talk about Is how many days until I'll be with you Because i'm feeling so alone I got my head up to the phone All i hear is voice Sayin' babe come home And i feel like i'm alone Even though people tell me i'm not I know that it's me and myself Alone against the wind Seven more days And seven more nights And a little bit o flyin' Babe stop cryin' i'm coming home soon I'm gonna leave it behind This travellin' life Can't pay enough money To make it worth while loosing you Cause i'm feeling so alone I got my head up to the phone All i hear is voice Sayin' babe come home And i feel like i'm alone Even though people tell me i'm not I know that it's me and myself Alone against the wind

Alone
With the voices running through my head, sometimes I wish I was dead. I'm in serious shit, feeling totally lost. Trying to find love at all cost. I am asking for help because being alone has opened up my eyes. Love will never work if only one tries. I keep asking myself, how did i end up alone. All my hope is gone. As I close my eyes to find why, the emptiness wants me to die. Where did i go wrong, this is my feelings not a song. I'm all mixed up, don't know which way to turn, for the love I yearn. It is too much pain, to be alone is a shame. Who is the blame. Maybe I was a fool, for not trusting you. I tried to pretend it doesn't bother me but when i open my eyes the darkness is all i see. no one here to love me. loneliness brings madness. voices in my head screams my name. loneliness is emptiness of nothing but pain. Death is the end of all the pain. Why should you care, you wasn't there. I was so alone. I'm starting to trip that i'm losing my grip- of reality. Locked in my head alon

Alone...
I am in a crowded world. But still I am alone. People are looking towards me. From what I see in their eyes, They don't truly see me. They make themselves busy talking to me. Never do they take a moment to truly listen. Some do try, but always fail in the end. I am a simple person, not very hard to understand. Yet people fail to see who I really am. Sometimes I try to make them see, to understand me. My tries only end in frustrating me. Why do they fail to see me? I fail in the end, Instead of the friend I seek, an enemy I find. Years spent adrift upon this human sea, Finds me searching constantly looking into eyes, Hundreds upon hundreds do I seek Signs of recognition, only to find none. In this vast sea of human life, I am alone. ~Paulette~ 1-5-2008

Alone
Laying here with another heartache Four long years we played this game Whether we win or lose Who's to blame? My emotions raped I'm left alone Everything's lost Nothing but fear is sown. It's been two months since the day Still no one can see My heart is like burnt clay What will become of me I can't eat My flesh turns to bone But that's okay I've found solace in being alone Everything, now, makes me sick This world I live in Full of cruel, indecent tricks People and their selfish intentions Can't see the real situation Blind to what they've done I will have my day It's gone far enough Now it's my turn to play Alone in me Alone from you These games we play It's your turn to pay It doesn't matter now What you say In solitude I grow strong In this darkness I belong

Alone In My Mind
Alone in My Mind The darkness of night Calms my soul. I wait silently. Listening to the wind. Listening for the sound Of friendship. Hoping it arrives soon. Friendship that comes to me, In the darkness. I wait. I hear footsteps. They are coming closer. I look up, It is my imagination. No friends tonight, I am alone. Alone in the dark. Alone in my mind. Alone. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Alone
Falling apart inside, starting to die No one to save me from the darkness where I hide Never knowing where the truth lies Will this sadness ever, ever become untied Where, once there was light Now there is none Alone, all alone is how you fly

Alone Tonight
~ Alone Tonight ~ Lying on my bed, I look into the skies, Reaching my hand up to your hand, And stare into your eyes. Your sweet face fades away, My arms are still left empty Alone on my bed I lay, Only memories with me I lie alone again tonight In no one I confide, Because of things my hands are tied. I sleep alone again tonight, Thoughts of you fill my mind. Who knew love was dreary? I thought love was lovely. I guess when you’re not near me, Love handles me roughly. At 2 o’clock I wake up from dreaming, Alone still on my bed I get up and start thinking, I don’t want you out of my head, Images of you and I Just sitting together Dance in my head like the night sky I want you for mine forever I lie alone again tonight, Without your body by my side I think alone again tonight In no one I confide.

Alone
alone I feel so alone sitting by myself, Not knowing what to do and not being myself. I want to know love but am still afraid, I dont want to get hurt in any way, I feel for him I dont know why, He was all wronge for me and so I cry, I cant go back to who I was, He changed me into this fuzz, I will stand stronge even alone, For love has no place here among my hold, I will be stronge and not fall again, For a friendly face or a wild weekend, My spirit be strong and my heart be stone, My feelings are no where even in this morn, I will see no other like I saw him, I will be stronger then this from this whim.

Alone
Alone in the darkness, Searching for life, Wanting to be needed, Yearning to be loved, Emptiness fills my heart, I long to feel wanted, No longer to be alone, My soul flies freely searching, For a mate that can never be found, Tears run like a river, As I realize I'm all alone, Forever to walk within the darkness alone.

Alone
Forgotten, left behind alone in a room full of people...screaming insde begging to be noticed. Affection, Attention withheld...emptiness, lonliness these I embrace like an old friend. Wanting love to be truly loved, yet scared to love...fight or flight on edge all senses going Run away, avoid the pain...only physical pain can be controlled....emotional pain is too much pain

Alone
Forever alone in my silence, I feel myself swimming in fear. Consumed by the thought of rejection.. Restless, I do adhere. Cards delt from the wrong deck of decision, I hold my hand high as I cry. Truth be known, This fault is of my own. Life carries no sympathy to buy.

Alone
There was this boy He loves this girl Before he met her, He is a lonely man Meeting her Was a gift of God She bought laughter to his lonely heart Noises in his quiet world Love to his broken heart The girl was a miracle Every night, He thank GOD for his gift He gives her his heart He gives her everything But,Happiness don't last for long Soon,there is nothing left Only death awaits her On her deathbed, He cries Praying GOD for another miracle "Please God, Let her live. Take me instead." His prayers unanswered Her eyes begin to close As his tears roll to the floor Her hands turning cold As night falls Suddenly, all is gone He is alone again Abandoned

Alone
Alone Tonight, I'll struggle with everyday issues alone. I'll close the door and shut out the light alone. I'll let my hair down and crawl into bed alone. I'll cover myself up and pray alloud alone. I'll lie in the dark and stare at the cieling alone. I'll count all of the shadows and block out the sound of cars alone. I'll turn on my side and look at the wall alone. I'll reach out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll call out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll cry out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll love you with everything in me in the cold, hard dark of my room and I'll do it all... alone.

Alone
Alone I sit and ponder..... Alone i wonder.. Why can't I feel the rain? Than i remember all to well the pain.... Pain for the loss of someone so special to me... How could this be? He was there on day... Untill a breeze came and blew him away.... Now all that left is emptyness inside... Knowing I should of been by his side... Than i woulden't have so much left to say... To the one who made me this way..... *****RIP Achraf Nabil Hamze 8/14/72-7/19/05**** i will love and miss u always my dearest fiend life without is just not the same....xoxoxo

Alone
she lies alone. The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is. To one side of hers the phone. Talk. To the other. The computer, chat. Neither is comforting. "It doesn't matter" she thinks. Nothing matters. Nothing ever will. Near her, all around her, is the faint scent of despair. she looks for something to hold onto. There’s nothing. Nothing. Nothing except the silence, the quiet. "I should get up." she thinks. "What’s the point?" is what follows. Her hands tremble. she wants to cry, but she can't. It's almost as if she's immune to the situation. "Stiff upper lip," she thinks "Stiff upper lip" It doesn't help Nothing seems to help. she searches for something more to hold onto. Anything. All she finds are her thoughts. They're no help. All they seem to do is make her sad. shes all alone

Alone For Valentine's Day
for the past three years i have been spending my Valentine's Day alone...not necessarily by choice. this year i'd love to be able to share it with someone else. I don't need flowers or a card or anything like that...good company is good enough for me. maybe we'll stay up and play 10,000 all night or maybe we'll cuddle up someplace and watch DVD's. maybe we'll do lots of making out and maybe more... i just don't want to be alone this V-day. all i want is for whoever i'm with that day/night to treat me like i'm the only person that matters...i can return the favor in spades. hopefully someone out there will be interested...if not, then i guess it's just another year that i'm alone for valentines day.

Alone
Alone Alone is not alone any longer, with so many voices, I must grow stronger. But when I look up from my dreams, I still can hear the screams of tortured souls and mindless men, and when I fall asleep again the torment is a breath away, And so alone, I must stay.

Alone Again
I'd like to see you in the morning light. I like to feel you when it comes to night. Now I'm here, and I'm all alone. Still I know how it feels I'm alone again. Tried so hard, to make you see. But I couldn't find the words. I'd like to see you in the morning light. I like to feel you when it comes to night. Now I'm here, and I'm all alone. Still I know how it feels I'm alone again. Tried so hard, to make you see. But I couldn't find the words. Now the tears, they fall like rain, I'm alone again without you. Alone again without you. Alone again without you. Alone again, without you...

~alone Again Naturally~
You come to me at the Break of Day like the Morning Sun, Bright and Cheerful, and the sound of your voice soothes the hunger that grows within me for more and more of you. Your words ignite Flames of Passion and Desire deep inside my Heart and Soul. You are My Candle and Love is the Flame....it's a Fire that burns thru Wind and Rain. With all my soul I've tried in vain How can mere words my heart explain This taste of heaven so deep so true I've found in you So many reasons in so many ways My life has just begun I Need you forever, I need you to stay You are the one, Shine your light on this heart of mine Till the end of time. Out of my dreams and into my life you have me thinking of love unknown, I drink deeply of your every word, I long to gaze into your eyes, and crave to hold you so very close. As daylight wanes and Sun begins to set...I look to the sky as it becomes filled with the colors of dusk. Pinks and Reds, Purples and Greys and I wish with all my might to hold the Sun fo

Alone For Eternity
The shine of the blade shimmers in you eyes As you sit there yelling at me to stop But your words fall on deaf ears As I tell you that you are free form me No more boundaries holding you back I want to travel the life of darkness Where I will be alone for eternity I see the tears running from your eyes As the blade slices deep into my veins I feel you grab my wrist as I fade away With my last breath I say I love you But my love be free as my soul is watching Over my lifeless body as you weep over me Please don’t mourn for me as this is what I wanted darkness is my partner now

Alon In Big Spring Texas
BIG SPRING - A massive explosion rocked the Alon refinery in Big Spring Monday morning. Residents reported feeling a large blast just after 8:00 a.m. Monday morning. Plant officials reported a total of four injuries. One person has been taken to a Lubbock hospital with burns on his legs. All other employees were evacuated from the plant. Also, a woman passing by the plant in her vehicle was struck by flying debris, however she was treated and released. Alon officials tell NewsWest 9 that the fire is under control, and is no longer a threat to the city of Big Spring. All schools in the Big Spring I.S.D. have been closed. Classes have been cancelled for Monday. Howard College also cancelled classes for the day. The refinery employs about 170 people and produces some 70,000 barrels a day. The number of injuries may have been reduced, because Monday is President's Day, and some workers were not on the job at the time of the explosion. NewsWest 9 has learned that the f

Alone
NOT MANY WORDS KEPT AS ONE PERSON SPEAKS THROUGH THE PHONE AND DAILY YOU WILL ALWAYS CHECK TO HEAR A CERTAIN VOICE AND TONE. ALWAYS LOOKING FIND SOMETHING AROUND AND ABOUT, LLIKE A HEADACH, THAT POUNDS LEAVING YOU RELAXING ON A STRANGERS COUCH GUESSING AND WONDERING ABOUT THAT WORD CALLED LOVE. AFRAID AND CONFUSED NOT KNOWING HOW THINGS REALLY SHOULD BE, AS ONES EMOTIONS STARTS TO BECOME AS COLD AND WEAK WHAT CAN THIS BE! THAT THING THAT CAN EXPRESS A HUMANS DEEPEST GROWNS.. EVEN THOUGH WITH PEOPLE STILL AROUND YOU, YOU STILL CAN FEEL ALONE..

Alone In The Moonlight
beneath the moon there sat I alone alone in my thoughts sweet breezes carrying my cries up to the heavens as i weep weep for the love that i lost the stars shimmer high in the sky as if with the beat of my heart the dew on the grass looks like teardrops to me perhaps i cried them and they're part of me it's silent here almost nary a sound so empty so hollow i let you leave and did not follow i am weak please rescue me lift me up left this suffering cease breathe life into me and my cold broken heart wrap me up in your warmth bring me out of the dark come to me now on a moonbeam on a moonbeam above come to me now lets reclaim our love.

Alone
Your body my temple To worship and adore I am yours to do as you wish I kneel in your presence Succumb to your every desire In darkness I put my complete Trust in you master In this magical land Glistening and naked I descend into your world Lead me firm and unyielding Make me your whore| Alone I am nothing A shadow But with you in control I become whole I beg you Tell me what you want me to be Shape me I am at your mercy Lust Pain Pleasure Release

Alone
I walk into the darkness with my eyes open and looking at everything that might be before me in this place. I look and look for you but your nowhere to be found in this place that you said is your home the one place I could always find you but your not there. I walk through this darkness alone and crying out for you and I hear only the sounds of my tears fall on the ground as I walk alone. I start to shake from the chills that this place is giving me and I start to choke on my own breath as I walk a little faster to your front door. I get to your door and try to get my breath back but it comes in slow breaths almost to slow for me to keep breathing. I walk through your door and find you standing in the walkway with a smile unlike any that I have ever seen come from you before and I start to run to you and I see your hand go up and stop me dead in my movements towards you. I get an uneasy feeling that something isn't right as I stand there and look at you wanting to ho

Alone
So now that the hubby is gone for 3 friggin days, I get to spend 3 days at work. Fun! not. I hate to be away from him, grrr. Esp now with all the stupid ghost rumors at my workplace. They better not mess with the Russkie.

Alone
I'm so alone. I am so fucking alone. It took me 32 years (to the day) to find somebody to love and I was thrown away like yesterdays trash. I just can't handle being alone again for another 32 years. Am I ever gonna find somebody who cares for me? Who isn't gonna throw me away? All I do is cry everyday because I'm so damn lonely. I wanna lash out. I wanna make others understand my pain, but I can't stand to hurt people. I suppose that makes me a coward. She said that I was a wonderful person and that I'll find somebody else. Where? When? I can't even get women to talk to me or even acknowledge that I exist. 32 years. Thirty-Two years.... I found the perfect woman for me and she dropped me to date her best friend. I need some hope, but I don't know where to find it. Neil "Valkryie01" Hale

Alone With My Shadow
Consume the wind of last breathes peace entangle the dove of sweet release sun scattered kisses within sweet dark authentic designs of a walk in the park alone..... centered around a souls disgrace bruises remain upon his face shameless he lurks along a stone wall onlookers stare, watching him fall alone.... rising again to another guilt walk hearing judger's whisper and talk tattered, confused, barely awake turning back, assuming he breaks alone.... alive and well becomes his light sharing one spirits wings of night nothing can break his zest for life except the silver war torn knife held by his shadow standing alone

Alone
I'm on the inside Looking outside I'm on the inside looking out I'm going somewhere Feeling nowhere I'm on the inside looking out I can't be free Till I know what free is I can't be me Till I know who I am Do you believe There's more than what you see All that we need Is some free association Painted pictures in a room of glass Looking through the floor above Don't know what has brought me to this place Ecstasy confused by love

Alone I Stand
A heart wrapped in plastic taped up by the scars, crushed in pieces, lying on thy floor.. Stepped on and smothered, bleeding grasping to be free, no going back, hidden away.. Shadowed paths, calling its name, ending nothing, just leaving everything the same, silence all around even the screams go quiet, slowly turning emotionless swallowing ones sorrows, hidding away.. a choice taken not wanted but taken.. a path a journey an end.. Alone..

Alone
Alone I close my eyes I can picture you in my mind Your lips play against my flesh To my surrender; I respond in kind Commanding kisses greet softened lips Moistened pink meets twin Tiny sounds of pleasure sweet Echo from deep within You press, demanding, into me Silken heat radiates through Fingers whisper over your skin Slowly learning every inch of you No proof against these dreams do I claim As your fingers find my need Back arches in pleasure As for your touch I plead Flames reach higher Raging to fevered heights Bodies quiver against the other Screams into the night Clinging to one another Seeking sanctuary during the thunder Shaking our bodies, souls and minds Faces filled with new found wonder Fire darkened midnight blues flutter Eyes gaze over empty bed Touching over the lonely pillow Remembering once more, its all in my head.

Alone And Broken
In my room, alone and broken, Crying because he said good bye, I look out my window Into the starry night sky. Wondering why, I sit here alone, While the burning hot tears Constantly flow. My heart can't be mended It shattered when he said goodbye. Now, Alone and broken, This is how I will die. It has been only a minute, As I lay in my bed, Alone and broken, Wishing I was dead. My whole room is dark Except for the glow Of the light by the street, Outside my window. A blanket of dark clouds covers the sky And I can't see the moon I see nothing but blackness Like my heart, full of gloom. Rain begins to fall hard, Pounding on the ground, Just like the tears that streak my cheeks; The tears that have not slowed down. Three minutes have passed, It seems like years have gone by, Still alone and broken, As I start to die. You can't help me, S

Alone
Alone Walking beside u With the sky above A smile drifts slowly across your lips. As you walk alone I will be your shadow. I have lost my self Within your heart Knowing my thoughts And dreams are of you. The clouds of sadness Fall apon me as I see u walk Not knowing if your heart Belongs to another. I watch from the darkness Wondering if the day will come. When my wondering soul Will come to you as one. Night and day drift into one Time passes by Like a heart beat in life. I listen to your voice As if a million miles away, Your smile, your eyes Bring back memories of Time gone by. Alone I sit in this darkness Thinking and wondering ALONE……

Alone
Alone Another night , sitting , waiting , wanting desperately to feel a touch . No not a sinful touch , a simple one. An embrace can mean so very much . Sure , I sit tonight( by choice) alone. Feeling a touch of simple pleasure done at any time , for any reason seems to me like a minor treasure . Yet I know that in a loving grasp lies a promise , the goal , eternity . Though , forever , in a lovers arms right now seems like pure fantasy.

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It's been ALONG time since i have written a blog but right now i am crying and i need honest opinion's about myself. I need you to tell me what is it that i am missing to attact and keep a man in my life ?? Ok, i will tell you about myself.... My real name is Samantha. I am 24 year's old and i am living in Nova Scotia Canada. Orginally i was born and raised in Ontario except for 9 month's when i was 9 year's old and my family moved to Alberta hopeing to find more work with it being in the end very disappointing but we moved back to Ontario and in 1998 we moved to Nova Scotia as my father is from here and me only having 1 grandparent left (she live's here of course) and my parent's thought that us moving here would give me one last chance to have a grandparent in my life, that really didn't turn out good, won't get into detail's about that. When i was 14 year's old i met my husband, we were high school sweetheart's and when i was 17, we ended up getting married and loosing bot

Alone I Stand
-Do you love me she asked softly but clear. -If I love you? He looked at her dazzled, then said; -You're my slave, my possession I whip you each day In the night you are chained to my bed. I use and abuse you with pleasure and pride every day of my life. -I know, she said, it is true but say, do say - do you love me too..? Again he turned to her, did not understand lifted her face close to his. Thoughtful he started to play with her hair Wishing to make it all clear. -This morning you knelt at my command I watched you there on the floor - one hour or more. I truly enjoyed every moment and spoke of your beauty, your patience and grace. Again she agreed, it was true - but please, do say - do you love me too..? He watched her a moment in silence. Then his mind seemed to somehow clear as he smiled, relaxed rediscovered her there; -Oh yes, oh yes, I do love you ..to pieces my dear..

Alone Again, Naturally
In a little while from now, If I'm not feeling any less sour. I promised myself, to treat myself, And visit a nearby tower .......... And climbing to the top, Would throw myself off, In an effort to, make clear to whoever, What it's like when your shattered ....... Left standing in a lurch, In a church with people saying ..... My God, that's tough, she stood him up, No point in us remaining ....... I may as well go home, As I did on my own, Alone again, naturally. To think that only yesterday, I was cheerful, bright and gay. Looking forward to, and who wouldn’t do, The role I was about to play. But as if to knock me down, Reality came around, And without so much as a mere touch, Cut me into little pieces. Leaving me to doubt, all about God and His mercy, Oh, if He really does exist, Why did He desert me? And in my hour of need, I truely am, indeed, Alone again, naturally. It seems to me that there are more hearts, Broken in the world that can’t be mend

Alone Again Naturally
--------------------------------------------------- In a little while from now If I’m not feeling any less sour I promise myself to treat myself And visit a nearby tower And climbing to the top will throw myself off In an effort to make it clear to who Ever what it’s like when you’re shattered Left standing in the lurch at a church Where people saying: "My God, that’s tough She's stood him up" No point in us remaining We may as well go home As I did on my own Alone again, naturally To think that only yesterday I was cheerful, bright and gay Looking forward to well wouldn’t do The role I was about to play But as if to knock me down Reality came around And without so much, as a mere touch Cut me into little pieces Leaving me to doubt Talk about God and His mercy Or if He really does exist Why did He desert me in my hour of need I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally It seems to me that there are more hearts broken in the world that can’t be mended

Alone
Standing in a crowd, I knew you were holding my hand. Without a sound you effortlessly let go, tossing me into a sea of people, strange and unknown. If it were ever bright, the sun shown dark this day, cold and unfeeling. I screamed your name in a silent cry, drowned in the murmur of others dreams. Your unfaithfulness has caused my death, ever dreaming in still shrouds of dark. I loved you with all the passion a dead woman could, and you never, not once, thanked me for it. Instead I was left alone.

Alone
To be alone can be good for you or so they say As for me it only makes for a very long day To have no one there as I walk in the door Makes life alone seem such a bore When I go out and meet mew friends The lonely feeling ends But before I know it the night is over The friends that I made go home with one another Leaving you to be as it always has been Walking in the door Alone... again

Alone To Be...
Broke from the tare I will never run, I will lay here until I see the sun. I will let nothing get in my way, no brick walls will stop this me on this day. I will fight the current and wind while you desperately repent your selfish sins. I will walk with my back to the sun ready to embrace what may come. All just to show I'm a man of stone, I truly walk alone. With no place to go nor a place to hide my happiness starts to subside. With this river of emotions that wets my face, I walk with my head pointed to my waist. When all of this adds up I travel like a homeless pup. Wet , cold, hungry, and beat I will live off of scraps of meat. left for me like I was weak and poor, as everyone slowly shuts the door. With no foam in mouth nor red in eye I can't help but wonder why... slowy i become a one man army, waiting for you to try and harm me. show me pain you think you know and I will show you a place for it to go. You know nothing of a broken life, cause you wait for morning every night.

Alone Again
So last night althea and I got into a huge fight cause she was drinking and wanted to go to dennys and I said no fucking way. So i get home from work today and she tells me that she cant live here anymore. So Im alone again. This is just fucking horrible and right on my birthday too. Im so fucking depressed right now

Alone
Sometimes you think you are lost, there is not any hope left, why go on..right? Well this happens to some of us because of things so horrific that have happened it destroys the inner peace we once had. It may be due to the abundance of what seems to be horrible luck. You are getting divorced, lost your job, broke up with a partner, it rained on your laundry. By themselves these things can be bad but combine them all well your body naturally cannot handle that much stress. Some people myself included feel or have felt truly alone ...like nobody cares or knows. Well you are very very wrong. If you take a step back you will see that there are people who do care. There are people who love you very much. Unless you are on a remote island and shipwrecked you aren't alone. If you can read this and are on an island .shame on you. Love conquers all. It is cliche but true. Trying being mad at someone when their only response is "I love you " . Love is not mean, cruel, hateful,

Alone
Lying hear alone, staring through my lonely night, I find my mind is playing with ideas I cannot fight. My skin begins to tingle, where my hands begin to touch, Drawn into the warm invite that beckons from my crotch. I know no one can hear me when the moan escapes my lips, No one can see me lick my sweet cum covered fingertips. And pinching on my nipples makes me quiver, makes me twitch, I writhe and buck my hips alone, a wasted horny bitch. I long to feel the kiss of tongues pushing deep inside, Then gently dancing upon lips, teasing, opening wide. I imagine feeling hot breath falling on my flesh, That first taste of some one else's dew so hot and fresh. I slowly push my digits into my eager pussy; Biting on my lip and groaning like a filthy hussy. Sprawled across the bed I push my ass into the air, One hand working wonders, the other pulling hair. Then the burn begins, slowly starting from the clit, In the dark I smile and tease the juice along my slit. The muscles

Alone
Have you ever been alone? Where no one cares about you? You have to survive on your own Living where you must Eating where you can where no one will help you no one to hear you or to talk to where you cry yourself to sleep out of fear of what tomorrow will bring have you ever truly been alone? I have. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Alone
spinning out of control thoughts crashing down emotions gone crazy smile turned frown lifes not my own love turns to hate confusion runs wild this is my fate alone in this world destiny of my choosing share pain with no one too tired of losing one step at a time how far will i go my future looks empty one feeling i know can't take no more been through it before it doesn't get better just hurts to my core loves just not worth it this pain in my heart when you walk away it tears me apart 4/3/08

Alone
Alone Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Alone I Break
Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready, heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm running

Along The Dotted Line
It is a thin line on which we tread, with our bullet-proof hearts open. Seldom do we see the attack at hand, that leaves our paper thin lives so broken. The weight of the world is pressing down I can feel it breaking my spine. So now upon the wrist of the world I cut along the dotted line.

Alone.
I know its wining and I shouldn't be even talking about it because FUBAR doesnt really care.. but mostly I'm just saying this to get it off of my chest.. No otehr reason.. I'm sick of being alone.. I'm sick of not having someone to hold when i go to sleep.. and I'm sick of having no one to hold me.. I'm sick of waking up alone.. I think im incapable of being loved.

Alone In Love
I've been cheated, I've been harmed, Abused and crushed, Pushed to the ground, I've been told lies, Too many times, Been through the games, And dealt with self-inflicted shame. You've been hurt, Times before, Your heart was locked, I can't open that door, You've been beaten, Trampled down, Been through the bull shit, Many times around. Now we are here. Both of us scarred, Both of us together, Yet alone, in love, We say for forever, However the truth is, That we both know inside, That forever will be too hard to hide, Is that I will hurt you, Before I let you hurt me, And you are the same, And our eyes do see, That because of our pain, Because of our scars, Because of our past, A lock's on our hearts. I can't bring myself to see through my pain, You can't bring yourself to knock off the blame, Neither of us are willing, To sacrifice ourselves, To one another, Because our hearts still aren't ours. They have been shattered, Stripped from substa

Alone
In my life, I've met many people Why do I still feel so alone. In a world, with so many people Why am I sitting here all alone. Walking past, go so many people How I wish that I was safe at home. Looking out at all these people Do they all feel just as alone?

Alone ...........
You left me here to stand alone With broken dreams and a shattered heart The only solace I have to feel, Is your pain was lifted from your heavy heart. I don't pretend to know what you felt I don't pretend to understand But your loss is more than I can handle You were my life and my love for so long I am so angry that you left me here to stand alone You had no idea what you meant to us But I hope you can see now that you meant the world You left so many to grieve your loss So many say you took the cowards way But they just don't understand, your need to clear the pain. I can't pretend that I am not angry or devasted For I will never see your smiling face again Your love will burn inside of me until my dieing day. John Andrew Markey Jr.......RIP 20 Apr 08 I will love you forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alone In The Dark
Alone in the dark I waited so long for a kind hearted spirit that would not do me wrong. Having all but surrendered to a world turned so cold, when I found an angel, with a heart made of gold. The darkness was parted, the sun finally rose, and I thanked the gods for my fate they had chose. Joy was unbounded, the future seemed bright, for I had my angel, my love and my light. She taught me to laugh, to see with new eyes, she made me feel needed with her wanting sighs. She was my soulmate, of this I was sure. She'd have my daughter and we'd be secure. Secure as a family of her's, mine, and ours. With a love burning hotter than ten thousand stars. I thought we'd never be parted, what we had was real, but Destiny's not for the mortal to steal. My Angel, unable to save this lost soul. To love one man completely, and yet still feel whole. She turned and she ran, Fate took her away. Alone in the dark aga

Alone..slave Poem
Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

Alone On A Subway.....
I just came across this article about a New York City columnist who has started an uproar by telling readers they allow their 9yr old child to ride the NYC subway alone!I am just wondering whats wrong with them.... I suppose I won't know for sure until I get there but I doubt my son will be left home alone at 9 let alone be able to travel the city unattended! "Critical parents accuse her of being everything from tragically misguided to engaging in child abuse. Yet, others agree with her that the current generation of parents has become "helicopter parents" who unnecessarily hover around their young children and treat them like fragile and delicate objects that must be watched and protected at all cost. Among those who agree with the columnist, some recall being allowed to run errands at seven and eight years of age without incident. Among those who disagree is a father of three in California, who cites dangerous traffic that makes letting a nine-year-old navigate the streets a

Alone.
It is not easy being alone. Being married means you always have someone there. To rely on. To cry too. To laugh with. To roll your eyes at. I stayed married for that express reason. I am not afraid to admit it. I was being taken care of. In some ways. And other ways I was not. The little girl inside of me who drempt of a tall, dark and sexy husband who chased me and kissed me until I giggled....still lived. Many a night I would stare across the table at my husband. I would just stare at him. My eyes would slide over his face. And while I didn't hate him. I surely didn't love him. Not the way I have always wished to love someone. Butterflies in your tummy and stares off into space. Smiling in the middle of the day, simply because you remember something that they have said to you the evening before. A love that you breathe in and radiate out. Silly little girl, she lives inside of me still. After my husband left I ran out and bought new sheets and a lu

Alone
I know I have people around me that really care but I still feel so alone. I always feel like I have no one to talk to and express my feelings to. There are certain people I can talk to about some things that are going on with me and then the rest I'm just left with. I have so many things going through my head that I can't get out cause I don't have anyone to talk to about them. I'm tried of having everything bottled up inside me just letting it eat away at me. Why do I have to feel so alone???

Alone
untitled.. I feel so alone without a shoulder to cry on I fell like everybody turn their backs on me But yet I want to be free and take these chains off me Can someone reach out and hand for me to grab And stop this hurting of me being so sad I feel so alone with no one to hold and to talk too For life seems so unfair to me and all I want is to be Happy and Free So i don't have to face the world alone..

Alone
Alone, the night closes in Forcing the thoughts inwards Making the choices made questionable; This night time, sorrow time, Crying in the dark time..... Massing up and making all progress an impossibility Screaming alone No thoughts, no lessons Just sorrowful droning To make the heart seem less alive Less hurt, less....... Alone No-one knows, no-one notices The smile becomes the mask that everyone expects Living this lie for all to welcome Sadness is not a welcome sight in the world Of laughter and comradeship Ash in the mouth a sign of life-lies

Alone...
Each day I sit here thinking about the way things were compared to the way they are. It seems better now. Except for the fact that Im alone. No its not a horrible thing but it does get real lonely I miss having someone dear to hold close, someone I can call my own and have it be true. I got my beautiful little angel who is my whole world but I want a good man to share tht joy with me. Im not one of hte single moms trying to find her kid a daddy! My daughter has one already. I just want a man who will accept her and me. Who will be good to us and stick by us through thick and thin. I dont want a man whos going to put drugs, frieds, or anything of the sort before me and the little one. Family and work I can understand coming first to a point. Im not picky on what they look like but I wanta man who wont embarrass me. Being alone sucks but I cant seem to find somebody who understands the baby and school are my major priorities right now. I have to finish school so I can get a de

Alone
When I’m alone, memories of you flash through my mind Everywhere I turn there’s a memory of you The tears start falling and can’t be stopped The pain is too much I don’t want to be alone When I’m alone I try to understand why life turned out this way Will you ever forgive me? Will you ever understand? I don’t want to be alone When I’m alone, I look around and all I see is what life used to be I am now alone

Alone In The Shadows
From the Darkness I watch as the people pass by, Filled with joy and love while I sit here and cry. I am filled with so much pain, I feel lost and alone, But I am just too proud to let it be known. Just once I would like to feel as they do To be wanted and needed; to feel love that is true. But the darkness inside me has consumed my heart. For it has been ripped out so much and torn all apart. Although I seem happy, I am dead deep inside, But I am a soldier, so I just swallow my pride. I must be strong by day so everyone thinks I am all right, And I shall continue to cry myself to sleep every night. For I will be lost forever it seems, But at least I find happiness within my own dreams. Douglas J Griffin

Alone Inside
by Not Bulletproof How many tears must leave my eyes before they are finally recognized? So many days have passed me by, and each day I have hoped to die. Not one soul has asked of me; the pain is there, but they don't see, only the person I pretend to be. I wish someone could set me free. Why do I feel the need to hide? I try to talk. but instead I lie. I bottle all these thoughts inside. Somehow I must've lost my pride. No girl should have to feel this way, yet I live through it every day. The hurt I carry will always stay, it lives within, and will not fade. This shield of darkness is too strong; all who once cared are now gone, and I stand alone, and have for long. If you think I'm happy, you are wrong.

Alone
Now as the darkness surrounds me, I feel as I have never felt before. You look at me like I'm stupid, but you have no idea what I go through. I block your face out of my mind but you don't go away. I cant stand the way you look at me with that fake "I care" look. Bitch, leave me alone you cant change me. I refuse to change. The more you try to get to me the more I will resist your words. Maybe one day you'll see, you can't change someone who is set in their ways Don't send me away it wont help. You're stupid you're crazy. But not as crazy as me. Your thoughts and words will not affect me. I have learned to ignore everything you say. Hopefully you will understand I cant change I wont change I WILL go my own way!

Alone
He lies alone. The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is. To one side of him the phone. Talk. To the other. The computer, chat. Neither is comforting. "It doesn't matter" he thinks. Nothing matters. Nothing ever will. Near him, all around him, is the faint scent of despair. He looks for something to hold onto. There's nothing. Nothing. Nothing except the silence, the quiet. "I should get up." he thinks. "What's the point?" is what follows. His hands tremble. He wants to cry, but he can't. It's almost as if he's immune to the situation. "Stiff upper lip," he thinks "Stiff upper lip" It doesn't help Nothing seems to help. He searches for something more to hold onto. Anything. All he finds are his thoughts. They're no help. All they seem to do is betray him. As if someone has opened the floodgates, Millions of gallons of thoughts come rushing into his mind. He struggles to stay afloat. He looks for his planking, som

Alone
Alone It's late at night and I'm Alone, There is nothing but silence here at home, Friends and family all gone away, Each day that passes they're farther away. Where to go to find one for me, Who will open my heart for me to see, A way for me to escape this pain, Keep me now from going insane. Trying to hide behind the booze and the pills, Wishing one day my heart would still, For I am Alone, No one who cares, An empty life with none to share. Deeper in Darkness I do sink, My life's a cesspool that surely does stink, No way to escape, No where to hide, No one to stand here by my side. Deeper and deeper my soul does slide, Fading away................................. A L O N E DQA

Alone
It's late at night and I'm Alone, There is nothing but silence here at home, Friends and family all gone away, Each day that passes they're farther away. Where to go to find one for me, Who will open my heart for me to see, A way for me to escape this pain, Keep me now from going insane. Trying to hide behind the booze and the pills, Wishing one day my heart would still, For I am Alone, No one who cares, An empty life with none to share. Deeper in Darkness I do sink, My life's a cesspool that surely does stink, No way to escape, No where to hide, No one to stand here by my side. Deeper and deeper my soul does slide, Fading away................................. A L O N E DQA

Alone
..... You're not alone..... When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks.

Alone
life without you at first was dark, my soul so quiet like a single swing at a childless park, my inner self still clutched in your heart waiting to release me as if afraid to be apart only hurting me more being dragged by your string no longer will i hold on time to let myself free so as i fade into the distance that park begins to fill im now not alone although that single swing remains still.

Alone
Once again I sit here and drink missing you, loving you and needing you more than ever. Knowing that the one man I want more than anything I can never have. The distance between us is greater than any distance on Earth. I don't even know the distance between Heaven and Earth. You are the one man who has hurt me most, but loved me more than any ever will. The one man I'll love more than any other. You completed me and I think I completed you. But we broke each other's hearts and you hurt so very much. So many times I wanted to end it all, as you did, but never could, hoping one day that I was wrong with what I've known since the last moment I saw you. Knowing that was the last time I would hold you, touch you, smell you. Knowing that one day you would not be here anymore and I'd be alone, forever. Forever alone, never to love anyone, as I love you. I've tried to love but as always I get rejected. Therefore, noone will have my heart , my love as you. I've lost who I was and who I am, I w

Alone
So i sit here with a house full with family. You would think i would be feeling happy, loved & okay....well sadly I dont. They say boys & friends will come and go but your family will always be there. But its clear, thats not the case here. Left out and lonely, and out of place. Thats what i face Every day and every night. While they plan they're day all together at the same place. I'm just there, Unheard and not noticed. Is that fair? It never is, but i dont say a word. Does it even matter they wont even remember me. Again....

Alone
Now as the darkness surrounds me, I feel as I have never felt before. You look at me like I'm stupid, but you have no idea what I go through. I block your face out of my mind but you don't go away. I cant stand the way you look at me with that fake "I care" look. leave me alone you cant change me. I refuse to change. The more you try to get to me the more I will resist your words. Maybe one day you'll see, you can't change someone who is set in their ways Don't send me away it wont help. You're stupid you're crazy. But not as crazy as me. Your thoughts and words will not affect me. I have learned to ignore everything you say. Hopefully you will understand I cant change I wont change I WILL go my own way!

Alone
I sit and ponder all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own? A love I can trust, A love that's a must? A love without the pain, Such a love--Will I gain? Will he hurt me too, Just like the others do? Will he cheat and lie, Or will he hold me high? Will he appreciate what I do, Or will he laugh and say we're through? Will I ever find Mr. Right, Or will all love be a fight? Will he always make me cry, Or will he care and ask why? Will he want me, as I want him, Or will love, he just pretend? I sit and ponder all alone, Will I ever find a love of my own?

Alone
alone and lost within my own mind.i dont know what to do to make myself feel fine. words that broke me when i was growing up now in bedded in my mind all i every want to do is cry even when i look into my baby boys eyes, the only reason i go on is because of simon logan and jake with out them i would never be awake

Alone
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Alone - Suicidal Tendencies
I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying I'm shyish when I'm shouting out loud I feel so alone in a room full of people I'm loudist when I'm in a crowd I'm alone, and nobody hears me Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me I'm alone, I just need Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down Someone to take my heart and give it a home Someone to be with me and help me through the times when I'm down and lonely Someone to be with me when I'm alone I'm alone, all alone Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it but you know You can't give in, alone is the way I feel, it's so hard to understand Why I've got to be alone If you look in my heart you'd see it I'm trying to be something better If you look in my heart you'd feel it I've got to keep moving on If you look in my heart you'd know it I'm just trying to make my world better If you look in my heart you'd see it I got to do it alone I've been down, I've been down I've been

Alone
I am tired, I am lost, about to cave in. A world that is nothing but stereotypes, I hate being the person that wants some super model figure. Decry! Love my mind, soul, body. Ignore, forgive, humor, hate. Questioning will you answer me? Deidre Grotbo

"alone"
I've been crying out in the dark for my own hand this you know, by the way angry rivers flow, like a blind man I could find my way back here; with open or closed eyes! From where I sit, to where it is you stand a jaw clinched tight... I run my fingers over your faces. I would say rest in peace! The ones who said they love me, the ones whom are Now; NO WHERE to be found. You have been laid to rest; by the way your heart is NO longer beating. I've cried out for the last time, For my own hand like a man scorned, let drinks cascade from my mouth to drain my heart; I turn my tounge to fire. and shoot cupid in the knee cap. I shall die alone... without a bride to hold me with arms so soft; without a home to call me there. Strike me drunk once again, or weed me out from those who do Not wish to be Saved... deliver me; and let the Vodka run dry!!

Alone
Alone in a world thats so cold, Alone wishing for someone to hold, Alone you cry, Alone you wonder why, Alone feeling feeble, Alone yet surrounded by people, Alone you hide, Alone in your mind, Alone in your heart, You've been alone from the start.

Alone With Others
ALONE WITH OTHERS I wake up. I stare at the ceiling. I hear the others stirring around me. I have to make my first decision of the day. Do I get up and face them or do I stay where I am? So, of course, I get up. I go to face the others. I have so many good friends. I have such a big close family. I am with them , yet still alone. We smile and we exchange conversation. The whole time I am with them, I feel separated by my own wall. I can't let them in. I can't let them know how I am feeling. I can't dissappoint them. I only let them see the person I want them to see. Me with a smile. Me with the positive attitude. Me, the one who charges on. Me, who is with the others, yet still so alone.

Alone
As I sit here in my lonely hell No where to go, no one to tell. Feeling silent tears roll down my face, they can't be seen there is no trace. Alone in this world so big, creeping like an ant on a twig. Seeing others that are just like me Then poof; they are gone, wasn't meant to be. Giving my heart, giving my soul Just one last tug there is to pull. Falling and losing myself deeper and deeper Quietly, I go back to becoming a weeper. Does anyone really know me? Does anyone really care? Does it matter that my world is colliding All that is left is pain and despair.

Alone
All my life I’ve been a shadow, nothing more or nothing less and somewhere in that darkness I think I lost myself. I don’t feel pain, happiness, and I’ve never really cried, I must be a zombie cause my soul has already died. People often question me, is this healthy they may ask And tell them no, but it’s a part of me I can’t take off this mask I put up a wall a long time ago and can’t tear it down, Many have tried, but they end put just looking and walking around Can life really be fulfilling when you’re alone until your death I must be crazy because I’m happiest by myself Some say plant the seeds of love, happiness, understanding and you will see, But on this cold barren heart of mine you can’t grow a tree My emotions are like a grizzly bear hibernating in his cave, But that there is no spring for me cause loneliness is my grave

Alone In The Dark
Alone in the shadows he stands tall, Here is kingdom never doomed to fall, His heart he has frozen to keep safe, Just how much of a life can this make, In the shadows he stands cold and armored, He was once handsome till he was tortured, Now he watches those in the light, Hardening his heart for what he knows is right, Alone in the shadows where he will forever Rule, He will use his hatred as a righteous tool, Because in alone he shall never grieve, Because this knight has no heart on his sleeve.

Alone
I am broken an weak it is you I seek take me into your embrace I want you to see my face Is it to late? why is it myself I hate? I am always to blame I feel I am living in shame I scream at my creator wonder if he is even there to him without words i speak it is him I seek i am wanting to leave this world I have known never again having to feel alone regrets have taken my life as I sit here, I look at this knife I am tired of being the fool tired and alone I obey the rules I am living in a haze feeling I am running out of days so I sit here and stare wondering why I even care are these feeling I have even real? or is this how I truely feel? outside i hear the thunder my soul, it starts to shudder I hear the voices mumble so loud I stand and stumble I trip and I fall it is my name they call oh no the knife, it is to late I have met my fate

Alone And Bored.
Yaaa. I actually rolled over. Good Cubby (pants):D I got a few smiles from the nurses, but that's it. Grumpy bishes. (No offense Kit). I was hoping for a congrats handie, or even a scooby snack. Nada, nothing. This place sucks. So after being on my tummy for a few days i began to wonder. How do men sleep on there stomachs? Do you all have a hole in the mattress for the wood? Not that i've had that problem yet, i haven't had wood, or even a poo in almost a week. Damn drugs. But really, it was so uncomfy laying on my stomach. As you can tell they cut my drugs back. Anyone i've talked too in the past few days, i'm sorry. I probably didn't make much sense. Lmao. We did wait to tell my mom. And yes she was upset, but was more upset that she had to argue with my ass when she came to visit. I guess being on my stomach isn't that bad. LOL She came this morning and said she understands why dad and i did that, so i guess where cool again. I'm lying in the bed, eating some

Alone
The sun is warm and days so bright, then why am I so cold? You used to wake to hold me tight, I guess those days grew old. Here I sit alone tonight, With only memories to hold. What happened to our love, My dear? I guess I'll never know. Coz here I am just wondering, And fear is all I show....

Alone Again
Title: Alone Again By: Detox Old abandoned dreams Long since forgot Silent screams From the heart, won't stop Sitting here, lost in thought Searching for something That I'll never find It's illusive Just like time Withered and worn, And left behind Battered and torn, A failure by design I have too much on my mind I can't think Lower and lower Into this void I sink Falling apart And drifting away This pain haunts me everyday I'll be myself I won't pretend Nothing else The end By myself Alone again

Alone
My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Alone
Night after night I sat at home alone. Family and friends Are faraway or all gone. There is nothing to do And no one to hold. Even watching television Is getting rather old. Relationship has ended Years swiftly passed away. My memories are bountiful Wonder how long they will stay. Health is getting worse No energy at all. I am slumped over Instead of standing tall. Maybe I should get drunk Or possibly even stoned. I really hate sitting here Night after night all alone. Written by Doyle Kirkman September 16, 2008

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared your love, Once I was by your side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. His grace so great, His beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe I had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Alone In Darkness
the night falls as if slain by the sun, entwined are we. the understanding for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, swept away by a velvet ebon nothingness. all hope must surely perish. your love no more. how could you cause such hurt? angels surround us, crying, we have lost our way.

Alone
As I sit and ponder through the darkness, I think of memories past and how they reflect me now. Some are a glorious splender while others are of torture and sorrow. What lies in the future for us? Will we grow old or be reincarnated back to our youth to start over? Though I cherish many thoughts, some end up causing me to hold back a tear. We are simply gears to this machine known as life, once we're used up, we just get tossed aside. But what happens if the gears after our time are completely used up? Do we get another chance to keep the machine running? I can't help to think this way because we all live in a society where everybody is doing the right thing for the wrong reasons, but who's to say whats right anymore? Sure, I'm not ashamed to admit when I'm wrong, but I've done the math inside and I've come to the conclusion that 92% of the time...I'm right, but at what cost? Sure this world isn't perfect, thats why I believe with time, this world could be flawless in every way imagina

Alone
Have you ever been in love with someone but they was not in love with you? Have you ever wanted just to be happy with that one guy or woman but it's not going to happen. Your friends and family keep telling you one day it will happen but here you are still alone and unhappy. Or you fall for the wrong guy or woman that is just a loser and get hurt over and over again. Everyone around you is finding that speical someone and you wonder why not me. You tell that person you are happy for them but inside you are saying why them and not me. You go to bed at night and wake up alone you leave and the house is empty and you come home just to relize there is noone there to say hi to you. You eat alone and hang out with friends but you go home alone. The bottom line is I'm never going to fine that guy I can be in his arms at night or treat him like a king so who am I fooling and what is so wrong that I can fine someone. Tell me your story would love to hear from you............

Alone
SITTING HERE IN MY HOUSE ALL ALONE EVERYNIGHT WITH MY THREE WONDERFULL KIDS WHO MEAN THE WORLD TO ME, THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING, MY SO CALLED HUSBAND IS HERE TO, HE SPENDS NO TIME WITH ME AT ALL, HE WAKES UP PLAYS HIS PC FROM THE TIME HE WAKES UP TO THE TIME HE GOES TO BED, HE LEAVES TO GO TO WORK AND THEN HOME AGAIN TO THE ONE THING THAT MEANS ANYTHING TO HIM HIS PC. IM ALL ALONE NO ONE TO CUDDLE WITH WITH NO ONE TO MAKE LOVE TO, IM SAD IN MY LIFE, AND MABYE LOST, DO I STAY WITH MAN WHO I FELL HAS NO LOVE FOR ME, UNTIL MY LAST BABY TURNS 18 OR DO I GO AND MAKE ME AND MY KIDS HAPPY, I HAVE TO GIVE MY KIDS WHAT THEY NEED A MOM AND A DAD TOGETHER? I DONT KNOW ANYMORE, I KNOW WHAT I WANT IN A MARRIAGE AND MY HUSBAND DOES NOT WANT TO GIVE ME WHAT I FELL I WANT, I LIVE IN A FANTASY WORLD AND NO MAN WILL EVER MAKE ME HAPPY, I NEED TO BE AND FEEL LOVED, I NEED A MAN FOR MY KIDS WHO WANTS TO BE A DAD AND A LOVIN HUSBAND, I SHOULD OF THOUHHT LONG AND HARD BEFORE I GOT MARRIED AND DECIDED TO HAVE

Alone
I'd like to see you in the morning light I like to feel you when it comes to night Now I'm here and I'm all alone Still I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you Alone again without you [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/afd ] Alone again without you I said stay, but you turned away Tried to say that it was me Now I'm here and I've lost my way Still I know how it feels, I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you I tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you

Alone......:(
Hate this.....boyfriend is so far away and it will be like 2 years till we can live together. Hate it I am always depressed and always feel alone. I dont what to do to reverse it. I have been trying my hardest to resist temptation to flirt with guys from online sites, but it is hard I miss being told I am beautiful and hearing sweet things. He is used to talking to me so I dont hear things like that often. I just dont know what to do I feel stuck I love him to death but I dont want to wait anymore but I know I cant ask him to move up here right now because he is not mature enough to live on his own. I know he doesnt want to move up here eithier. I feel like I sacrifice everything and he does nothing. I just want to find someone special and I used to think it was him but i just dont know anymore.

Alone
I stand alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me I know the time will come I believe it to be true But time is standing still I’m stuck in the moment I sit alone Night after lonely night Are my prayers being heard? I grow weary of the pressure But I will myself to be strong I lay alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me And I force myself to sleep…

Alone
Be good and you will be lonely. ~ Mark Twain When people are lonely they stoop to any companionship. ~ Lew Wallace There is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream, a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought --a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities! ~ Mark Twain When thinking about companions gone, we feel ourselves doubly alone. ~ Sir Walter Scott Loneliness breaks the spirit ~ Jewish Proverb Strife is better than loneliness. ~ Irish Proverb The eternal quest of the human being is to shatter his loneliness. ~ Norman Cousins Isolation is the sum total of wretchedness to a man. ~ Thomas Carlyle

Alone...together.
If you've perused enough of this blog, you will know that I am pretty much a person without secrets. I don't hold back very much. I figure that the more people know about me, the more informed a decision they can make as to whether or not to associate with me. And...associating with me can be a real chore. The turns my life has taken and the situation that I've found myself in make socialization a difficult thing to say the least. It has taken most of my time and energy. It has changed the person that I am inside. Hardened me. Made me stronger. And weaker at the same time. For the most part, I keep to myself. When I get a free moment from the chaos of my daily routine, I hide in my room, bathed in candlelight. I meditate, I write, I lie in intensely steaming hot bubble baths reading and trying to wash away the dirt that seems to cling stubbornly to my soul, I fiddle around on the computer...whiling away the hours until it all begins all over again. Since Peacey's been

Alone...
alone night is huge I race through it trying to escape it but there is no end to it -- it goes on and on and on darkly and maliciously... but when our bodies are pressed as one oh how quickly night escapes us -- yes, how tiny is night then! come my sweet lover -- let's shrink night to proper size… come my sweet lover -- we still have all morning to play! SR 11/07/08 [for Theaza]

Alone
i feel alone, and on one is willing to find me. i feel left out, and no one is willing to let me in. I feel torn apart, and no one to put me back together. I feel like no one loves me, and no one wants to love me. I feel like someone has stabbed me, and no one will pull out the knife. I just wish i had a friend that would be there for me and to help repair my life. I thought that i had a life lone friend, but now she is gone. i see that a lot of this is I, but when you have loved someone as much as i have and all of a sudden she walks out of your life and doesnt want anything to do with you then you would feel like me. there are time that death seams to be the right choice and but it isnt. I need to find my way back but when the raod is blocked at every turn it is hard to find the right path. some times everyone needs a little help, but if others are not willing to help even just a little it make it really hard to do it by your self. i can sit ne

Alone
Alone Here I sit alone, As the darkness comes to play, Reaching for someone today, But, Everyone runs away, Time goes as it did yesterday, With the fear of death in life, I sit here alone quietly today, Not knowing what to say or do, Alone as I start to hurt, Seeing the darkness slowly creeping up; In this dark cloud I see the Grim Reaper looking at me; Struggling because I know in life I will be standing ALONE, One more taken by those dark eyes, It's been a little over two years sense that dreadful night, When he came in the darkness and toke that life, He left me standing alone that night, So, Here we stand together as two, When in a short time all there will be is one; After the darkness is gone, Someone stand's ALONE suffering agian! By: Jess L. Burris Jr

Alone Again
I'd like to see you in the morning light I'd like to feel you when it comes tonight Now I'm here and I'm all alone Still I know how it feels I'm alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldn't find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain I'm alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again without you I said stay, but you turned away Tried to say that it was me Now I'm here and I've lost my way Now I know how it feels I'm alone again

Alone
i need help. i am told i am loved everyday....but.....he lives somewhere else for work i live in his apartment...but you guessed it my relationship with him out of 3 months is on the phone...do i wait for him? i sit at night most nights waiting for the phone call from him and he always uses the excuse i fell asleep sorry i love you..or he cuts it short when i do get to talk to him...am i waisting my time should i go for someone else be by myself or should i give him the benifit of the doubt and suffer with being alone with a heart that hurts?

Alone In Suicide
Who cares, who weeps? All is lost and the sickle reaps. Blank eyes look deep; love and hope crumble to my feet. I don't care if I've made my mark on this angry world that's left me in the dark! Just cut a message on my stone, "I want to be alone" Feel the knots twisting inside as I look to the bullets to be my guide. In a razor's edge should I confide to open my veins and bleed them dry? The endless pressure, how can I cope? I try to release but the valves are broke. A psychotic grasp upon my throat I wanna hang the rope! Death I feel is my friend as it calls from the black unknown. Voices hounding at my mind echo to the bone... Alone in Suicide I used to honor my day of birth. Cherish life and place it first but now I view it as a curse. Dig my grave and rent the hearse! Every night I take a walk that leads me trapped in an empty box. A liar's face and the voice that mocks, I want to stop the clock!

Alone I Stand
Alone I stand & Breathe Alone I live to fight for my kids Alone I cry, nothing but pain inside Alone at night as I close my eyes to try and fight the pain My heart is hurting and now I cant breathe Silently I lay, the tears I can no longer hide I feel so lost and out of place in a state so far away Alone I breathe at night as I cry myself to sleep For my Four little girls he won’t let me see He says because of me His wife I won’t be. Alone I won my freedom but lost my soul Alone I breathe My heart is broken I don’t have my kids to hold. This is all because one wants control Alone I breathe. To many words he has spoken most of which is untrue. My voice within breaks free, all I can say is I don’t love you. The only love in my heart is for my beautiful girls for whom I am unable to hold. Conform to my ways and you may see them any day I am told. Alone I stand is what I choose for I won’t conform to you! Alone I stand and brea

Alone
You were never there From day one It was me and him But then he turned away too Leavin me to fend for myself Not caring he was all I had I thought I could do it Been holdin my own for years Then you took the only one who cared Got her to betray me Because you screwed up You needed someone to get what you couldnt She did once again leavin me alone Ive gotten used to being alone Not having the noraml family But dont try not Im an adult Have a life of my own Its too late for you Id rather be alone Than let you back in my life At least alone I dont get betrayed

~ Alone Tonight ~
Lying on my bed, I look into the skies, Reaching my hand up to your hand, And stare into your eyes. Your sweet face fades away, My arms are still left empty Alone on my bed I lay, Only my memories with me I lie alone again tonight In no one can confide, I am alone again tonight, Because of things my hands are tied. I sleep alone again tonight, thoughts of you fill my mind. Who knew love was dreary? I thought love was lovely. I guess when you're not near me, Love handles me roughly. At 2o clock I wake from dreaming, Alone still on my bed. I get up and start thinking, I don't want you out of my head, Images of you and I Just sittin together Dance in my head like the night sky I want you for mine forever I lie alone again tonight Without your body by my side I think alone again tonight in no one I confide.

Alone
I often wish i was alone thinking of a place to go bu not realy being there, Impossible you think but i know its possible. In my mind i can make it happen but i dont know if i realy want to be alone. I often dream im alone by a river side feeling my blood run warm down my hands into the water feeling my self-destruction, feeling my body going cold. All alone by the river side i feel im not alone death is near. I start to fall, falling in to the water, i see my self fall, i stand there my body float and my blood starts to slowly turn the water red. My body starts to sink to the bottom of the river,im in my place but not realy there, im all alone in death's world. I'm dead but my soul still lives, see im right here. you can feel me but you can see me, days go by i wish i wasnt alone not in deaths world but in reality. i could be sitting in a dark corner all alone. They found my body in the river, i never been to a funeral before,but being at your own is something different. I watch

Alone
Her thoughts are full of loneliness time thats slipped away Her heart is filled with hurt breaking day by day Dreaming of better days to come thoughts of future near Dreaming of the man she loves she cries a little tear She wonders what the purpose of all this might be She feels her life an open book for all the world to see The sea has taken him away left an empty home The man is ever in her thoughts while waiting all alone

Alone I Break
KornAlone I Break Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Alone I Break Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready Heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this ma

Alone On The Inside
Alone on the inside nothing you can do but sit and feel so lone on the inside the hurt the crying the madder you get the worse it get's ....One day you see the man of your dreams' or is he....You think to yourself hmmmm I think this might be the one I well marry one day.. then on the other hand you say hell no...The madness come and comes..What do you want in your life...Well lets see love family friends ..Then the day comes and you wake up..Holy hell I have all this..What the hell was I thinking..ha ha ha ha....I got you...This is to damn funny to me because I have it all plus some...

Alone
Id like to see you in the morning light I like to feel you when it comes to night Now Im here and Im all alone Still I know how it feels, Im alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldnt find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain Im alone again without you Alone again without you Alone again without you I said stay, but you turned away Tried to say that it was me Now Im here and Ive lost my way Still I know how it feels, Im alone again Tried so hard to make you see But I couldnt find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain Im alone again without you I tried so hard to make you see But I couldnt find the words Now the tears, they fall like rain Im alone again without you

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
Just sitting here Lost in thought Is Love real Or is it bought To some it’s a joke They don’t care who they hurt Threat us bad Our worth, less than dirt But I believe Love is real I have searched all over Just wanting to feel But to no avail I have yet to find Someone who loves me Bring me peace of mind I often think Of just giving in To spend my life alone No heart to win Just wanting to be loved For who I am Finding many people Don’t give a dam A simple man Is all I can be They cant see past my looks They cant see me A big heart Just wanting to love Having so much to give No answer from above A loving, caring Sensitive man Giving all to one All I can To many times I hear women say Where are all the good men Have they gone away I sit back and say nothing Heart covered in fear To say there is one Standing right here But truth be known We are a dying breed Without love We can not feed Looks can fade From the hands

Alone @ Christmas
So its the second Christmas without my brother. I know he is in a better place and I know that its very selfish for me to want him here with me. So here I am crying and alone again. Trying to find the will to make this christmas better for my lil girl than it was last year. Praying that God will give me strength to get out of bed. As many of my close friends know I have been down and depressed over this alot since the holidays and then with various men troubles I have tried to kill myself twice this month. I want to be the lil girl who gets up under the covers and can hide from all the world. SO Im asking God to send me a rainbow and let me know the storms are over. So that I can be happy and have some peace in my own lil world. :( So I m going to bed and I hope you have a Merry Christmas

Alone
Sitting alone in this house I once called home silence surrounding me darkness embracing me feeding the hunger inside my heart satisfying me desire to leave this house and never come back untill it is a home as long as i have silence surrounding darkness embracing I will remain in this house once called home still sitting alone

Alone
Surrounded by people. Friends. Family. And yet, that one little aspect that you crave is missing. And it just makes you feel utterly alone. So you smile. You say the right thing. Do the right thing. You let them see the "happy" that you've worked so hard to perfect. And when you're all alone, you take off the mask. You let down your guard and let it out. So stand there in front of the mirror, eyes red and smeared with makeup. So you reach for the pills to numb the pain. Or you reach for the knife to redirect it. A little booze. A buzz to dull the edges. And then, the next day, the charade starts all over again. When does it stop? When does the pain stop? When do you wake up and realize that what you need is not going to be found in someone else but in yourself?

Alone I Cry
I sit here alone Night after night I try to do what’s proper Try to do what’s right I try to express How I feel each day But I sometimes feel Your pushing me away I try to prove my love Is honest, it’s true But I don’t know what else I can say or do I know you have A lot on your find But a real true love Is hard to find How many people Can put a smile on your face With just a few words That travel threw space I wished I knew If these words touch your heart Make you think of me Doing their part Because it’s your heart I want to win My heart on my sleeve With no safety pin My heart knows to well Often damaged or broke People play with it Like it’s some kind of joke If you don’t want my love Please tell me now I can try and walk away Yet I don’t know how Because over time I have fallen for you deep Sometimes I cant eat Or even sleep Thoughts of you Always fill my mind Your words to me Have always been kind Our paths cross

Alone
People say you are never alone, But I am truly alone. Alone in my life, Alone in my dreams, Alone in the day, And alone at night. I am surrounded by people Yet I am alone. No one to cry with, No one to laugh with, No one to talk to, And especially no one to love. I my life I will travel Within the darkness alone.

Alone Through It All
childbirth is suppose to be special both mother and father there to witness the moment of birth not just mother not alone alone through the whole pregnancy going through everything that's suppose to be special to the mother and father ever kick,every move, everything that has meaning but no life is not like that life is cruel life is so freaked up right now its not funny emotions that i never had are all rushing through me at once feelings that i never experienced are happening at all times of the day and night i got to see my baby for the first time the other day... but the daddy wasn't there i cried cause my unborn child was so beautiful but the daddy was not there to see his child i seen my child's heartbeat it was so magical yet the daddy wasn't there i want him to be here to see all the special moments i want him to be here to witness the birth of our child i want him to be here to hold or son or daughter when the birth takes place but no he doesn't wan

Alone
Everyday I'm surrounded by familiar faces People I know, some of whom I love Yet everyday I feel alone Isolated, deserted, abandoned I know I am loved and needed Wanted Missed But there are times I don't believe it I sink into my darkness I want to be alone Alone is safe No one to care about Nothing to worry about No one to miss No one to love No more heartache No more pain

Alone In My Destruction
Alone In My Destruction 7/20/07 In the dead of night I walk alone, Darkness penetrated only by the silver moonlight, Illuminating the stark emptiness around me, Reminding me so much of the emptiness in my heart, The barren scenery disturbed only by the few trees still standing, In this field of destruction I find my peace, In this field of death I find my contentment, I walk, exploring the carnage of a once beautiful village, And imagine the way it used to be, Children running and playing, Young couples enjoying a moonlit stroll by the river, Surrounded by love and hope for the future, But then I look around me and see the death of those things, Struck down in the blink of an eye, It seems as if an eternity has passed since the golden days, When in reality only a short period of time, I look into myself and see my soul reflected around me, Once so full of love and hope, Now cold, barren, and unfeeling, I think hard to remember what made me this way, Your face ap

Alone In Time
through silent rivers treading among the deep alone in time a whisper of a daybreak end a stance of unimagineable patience broken from the sky delivered upon the shoulders from a dove a glimpse of tragedy the woman across the way flowing in the breeze a kiss has fallen but it never catches me forever and now alone in time

Alone With Everybody
the flesh covers the bone and they put a brain in there and sometimes a soul and the women break vases against the walls and the men drink too much and nobody finds the one but they keep lookin' crawlin' in & out of beds flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh but we can't seem to find the one the city dump fills the junkyards fill the madhouses & prisons fill the graveyards fill nothin' else fills

Alone
No matter the friends I keep It's always alone I sleep No matter the people with whom I talk It's alone I shall be forced to walk When night drops cold across the land and I'm searching for someone's hand I know that none shall be found for their distance does abound With time I've grown so cold I've slipped beyond the edge of my fold and in darkened corner I shall face the night distanced from this evil fight alone alone forever alone

Alone
I have been told that I am a great catch. I am a great person. I have an awesome personality. I love sex. I am sexy. I love to please my man. I know how to cook. Why am I single? Why am I alone for yet another Valentines Day? Are the men in Michigan that blind? I just don't understand. I should have men lined up to get at me. I don't have kids. No baggage. I am just lost. I mean granted I am on the bigger side, but damn. Are men really that shallow that they can't see a good thing beind my weight? Someone please help me out. Help me understand. Men just want to fuck me an not keep me. I know I am worth more then that. GRRRR I don't know. One day my Prince Charming will find me. Well a girl has to hope right? I hope everyone else is having a wonderful Valentines because I am not......

Alone --- Poem
Its so cold and quiet out Quite peaceful yet real dishearting Alot of time to think to ones self Looking over the past Thinking about the present Dreading the future I lay here all alone No one to spend my nights with To curl up next to I am glad for my boy He does keep me sane And for all my freinds who are there for me Just really wish to have more in life A girl to make me laugh and smile Hold my hand and make a jolt run thru me I just feel so alone at times Truely missing that one feeling Maybe I am meant to be alone To help others out in life But I am really happy for my family and freinds I do love you all Be safe and be happy Dont get too far down like me

Alone
Lonliness, a thought, a feeling or an emotion? What is this that haunts me? No one here to laugh at my jokes. No one here to comfort my fears. Bodies all around me talking, stating thier coments. Bodies all around, but no one to hold my hand. What do I do, where do I go? What do I say to the feelings that rain upon? All that is familiar around me, but all that I don't understand. Why, What for, How come must I endure? Another day passes. Another day in my life gone by, all alone. How many days are left? I am right here! Please, make your way and I will be right here waiting for you.

Alone
As I lay here, I sit and think About yesterday, today and tomorrow. All I can do is think. About abuse, love, hope, pain distance and loss. I can't help but feel alone, living in a world of faceless people. You think you see a face once in a while But its a mask. An image of who they want you to see. They look at you and never actually see you for who you really are. Our faces are not even who we are deep inside We are sad, vulnerable, weak, jaded and alone. In the end, that's what we are inside; totally alone. Sure you let people in, but we are vacant and unoccupied. Just an empty vessel of mankind, eager and wanting to be filled with love or any ounce of joy or happiness. Trapped in an empty house with no one around, no family, no love. As I lay here, I sit and think. I think I am alone. By: Rosalinda Solis

Alone With My Thoughts
It seems to be one of those kind of days. Ever do something that makes you slap your forehead and ask "what the hell was I thinking"? It's quiet. At least for me. I'm sitting here looking around my house, trying to find something to do. I am not in the mood to watch a movie. I couldn't stay focused. I don't feel like going anywhere today. I don't want to go through the whole make up thing. I won't leave the house without it. lol Ugh.

Alone Again
Lookin 4 real friends, and hopefully a new gf; tired of bein alone. I need a good listener, sweet, caring girl that I can get 2 know. If ya wanna meet someone cool, down 2 earth, a rebel badboy of the 80's write me.

Alone Forever
AUTUMN LEAVES AND I DRIVE BACK DOWN A LEAFY BACKROAD LANE AND I SAW A WOMEN ALONE PICKING BLACKBERRIES IA THE RAIN HER HOOD WAS UP AND I FELT A PAIN OF LONGING OF INFFINIY TO HER LONELESS OF WHEN I WAS HER FOR THOSE MARRIED MANY YEARS HAPPILY NOW SOMETIMES I FEEL A BREATH OF SOME THINGS I LOST AND THE LONELESS APPEARS AGAIN TO ME ..

Alone
alone i sit here empty and cold the light beckons me it forces me to be ok hidden away my feelings are showing no emotions is how i feel i have to fight to be alive i have to pertend to care the world has crushed my dreams yet it forces me to be ok i once was alive now i just survive

Alone In The Darkness
I see the wind blow outside my window as the moonlight shines down through the trees outside and into my room. I walk over to the light that is falling down on my bare feet now as i stand in front of my window and raise my head slowly to look out of my window. I see you on my street corner watching me in the window and never moving as the wind picks up and blows harder against you. I see your eyes growing brighter as I move closer to my window and press my hand against the pane of glass that keeps you at bay. I turn and unlock my window and gesture unto you for you to come inside and yet you still just stand there staring at me with unblinking eyes of golden brown. I look upon you harder now as I lean forward out my window as far as I can go and reach out unto you and yet you still just stand there. I scream for you and you still stand there staring at me as if not to hear me at all. Then the sudden chill hits me and I fall back into my room and hit the floor with a thud. Now I stare

Alone
use to think that being alone is the best no pain, not having to worry about other. as time rolls along you learn that no painis feeling nothing is just being,careing about other is selfness and not very filling to one self my biggest argument was i could do what i want and no boss to that i find i happy doing for other and dont do much for my self. so i fill i learn that i rather be dump and hurt eery day give my whole life to other have a boss that on me all the time then be alone any longer i dont reget it but glad grew out of it sio enjoy your mate if luck to have one they could be gone tomorrow the fool on the hill

Alone
I wake up staring at the ceiling. I stare into the white paint as I lie there…alone. I get up and get dressed wondering what new things are to come in this day. I try to speak to people around me, but their responses are blank and dull. I realize I should have not spoken at all I should have stayed away…alone. I loved a person once. I loved them so much that I didn’t care what wrongs they did as long as they came back to me, and stayed with me. I thought I had found a person to love and have with me, and in my life. The person left and didn’t look back and they left me…alone. I almost gave up all hope on finding a person, another like my self, and someone whom I could be with. I again thought I found someone. I thought it was true and real. The love, passion, and connection were beyond that of anything I had ever known. As I got closer and everything got stronger I began to get further from them. The more I learned about them the further apart things

Alone
Alone How do you find the will to live When there's nothing more to give Everything has been stripped away Nothing left to hold or save When I look within myself Nothing is there, there's no one else Emptiness is all I see There is nothing left inside of me A gaping wound is all I dream A writhing hell, inside I scream Pain is all I say or do No hope of light to see me thru As day by day I fade away To darkest nights in chains a slave Life itself is killing me each breath I take is agony I once had hope, true love did feel But now it's gone, this can't be real The die is cast my fate is sealed I've nothing left for hell to steal Everything has been stripped away Nothing left to hold or save

Alone In My Room
A very sweet original discourse by RedyFrLuv......Alone in my room tonight, staring at this computer screen full of my sweet thoughts, I truly feel myself close to your heart. I so need you in my heart and life always. I am whispering sweet words of love in your ear....do you hear them? A special desire to share my love with you flows into my words.....do you feel the same desire? A very special warmth and flame burns so bright in my heart......do you feel it? Romance and love in the air surrounds us. Do you want to get cozy and huddle together? I will present you a very special rose just for you. I will kiss you on the cheek and tell you just how sweet you really are. I will kiss you on your soft and warm lips. I will show you just how much I want and need you tonite. It will be like deja vu between us, fulfilling a destiny that is just ours alone. Come to me and share a special love within both of our hearts. Take a chance of a lifetime. Fulfill the special fantasies that only us sha

Alone
Heart beating in my chest, Pain rising from deep within, I push myself to do my best, But i ask myself, why this again?? The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams, Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems, With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive, Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive. Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer, And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer, Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before, I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly, The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore, Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly. Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence, Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump.... With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely, The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely, Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss, Looking up, I see no more happiness, Only the pain that pushed me over the edge, How i wish my f

Alone She Waits
Alone She Waits From deep her light shines An Angel glowing in the dark She waits for her love His voice is love’s spark Patiently waiting here Hoping another second not pass Until his light shines through And illuminates her path Her light does surround her But can not pierce the forest Her beacon may be overlooked Would her patience past the test?

Alone
He once again has forgotten me.Many unreasonably long hours pass,And I am still alone,Not one word heard.Worn out and blue I feel.Haven't done much but still exhausted.My thoughts belonging to himHave distracted me throughout the day.But like always,Great times don't seem to last.One day love, hugs, and kiss.Promises to always be there.The next abandoned.Tight burning words in my throat,Waiting, a lot more patiently,to be burst out.I HATE YOU!It is what I want to scream.I MISS YOU!Is what my heart yells.Such pain isMy punishmentFor falling into loves wings.I am such a fool.Such torture isMy prizeFor falling into his arms.I am only blind.

Alone
i know my freind will bitch at me when she reads this but know i will be alone the rest of my life because i will never get my divorce because i do not have the money she dont understand how much i want my divorce so bad this why this one guy wont ask to to go for coffie ect... because i am still married it hurt me to watch some tv shows you see people kiss ect.. that makes me sad and wish i have someone that why i wish i am divorce because the one guys likes me wont go out with me until then so i stop wishing for him to call me because i know it will never happen so my life is missable mean time but i just want her to know best luck on her man hope he make her happy if not i am here for her like she here for me if a man hurt me

Alone
This just a poem. I wrote this a while back. We all go thru breakups. ITs sorta part of life. lol They can be rough but we all get past these things and move on. I guess my point is not matter what happens in life. It will always get better!!! I am truly alone nowI don’t know what to doThis feeling I have makes me blueI cant understand why we don’t belongWhat you allowed to happen was so wrongTo hold each other in our armsBut I am still bewitched by your charmsAll I have left is memories of a kissI know now there’s no such thing as blissThe rest is nowhere to be foundEvery time I have leave you I feel so downEveryone that I have talked to tell me to move onI still cant believe your love for me is goneOh god why does life have to be so crappyBeing without you make it hard to be happy

Alone
Alone i sit and stare into my soul. A place far from here, far from hurt, far from everyone. In this place i hear no one but me, safe in my world. I suffer no others expectations and wants of me. Alone there i can be just me. No having to live for everyone else,only just me. Locked away in this world i see no pain, only sweet silence amidst the perpetual darkness. For here my soul can roam free to bne that it wishes to be. No need to touch, feel or love another. No talking from those i care not to hear, no nothing, no love, no fear. I would give my all if i could just stay there, to wonder its existance and see myself whole. If i could only stay in this magical place. But i know i must leave. For to stay to long could easily lead to madness. How lovely though it would be to throw away all my cares and stay amidst my silent world. Safe where i can be just me.

Alone And Scared
I sit here in this room alone, as i so often do, as the pain and sadness fill my heart. Longing, wanting, needing to be close to him, wrapped tightly in his arms. His warm breath on my neck as he whispers softly in my ear, " baby it will all be ok, i am here for you always and forever ". Wanting to tell him everything i am feel inside, wanting and needing these things so much it hurts, yet i knowing it will not come. so i sit here alone in this room as i so often do with a heavy heart as the pain and fear continue to grow. How i wish i could tell him i am so scared of the days to come, so unsure of what will become of my life. Wanting to tell him i need him so much yet the fear of being rejected by the one and only i hold so close to my heart, "the love of my life " and so the fear and uncertainty keeps me from reaching out to him. June 06 2009

Alone Again
Alone AgainYou made it endYour reasoning standsAlone in my denCaged like an animalAlmost unforgivableYou're so unbelieveableAlmost nondurableIf I leave this cageLeaving all this rageWill I charge a gateThat's there to debateCan I make it on my ownLeft there to roamSitting as a droneEver so monotoneHow can I be cursedHow can I be blessedAnxious at firstThen later motionless

Alone-downface
It's been a long day At the bottom of the hill They say she died of a broken heart She told me I was living in the past Drinking from a broken glass I'm Alone Now I turn to face the cold I'm Alone Now I turn to travel home I walked down To the other end today Just to catch those last few rays I held out my hands and slowly waved goodbye I turn my eyes to the sky Chorus She'll come back to me I held out my hands to the light and I watched it die I know, that I was part to blame But I've done my time And I Never want to spend my life alone

Alone
Lying, thinkingLast nightHow to find my soul a homeWhere water is not thirstyAnd bread loaf is not stoneI came up with one thingAnd I don't believe I'm wrongThat nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.There are some millionairesWith money they can't useTheir wives run round like bansheesTheir children sing the bluesThey've got expensive doctorsTo cure their hearts of stone.But nobodyNo, nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.Now if you listen closelyI'll tell you what I knowStorm clouds are gatheringThe wind is gonna blowThe race of man is sufferingAnd I can hear the moan,'Cause nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone. Alone by Ma

Alone Again
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry.Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerfulto let me find my way.Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday. Angela Ferrer

Alone
I often wish i was alone thinking of a place to go bu not realy being there,Impossible you think but i know its possible.In my mind i can make it happen but i dont know if i realy want to be alone.I often dream im alone by a river side feeling my blood run warm down my hands into the water feeling my self-destruction, feeling my body going cold.All alone by the river side i feel im not alone death is near. I start to fall, falling in to the water, i see my self fall, i stand there my body float and my blood starts to slowly turn the water red. My body starts to sink to the bottom of the river,im in my place but not realy there, im all alone in death's world. I'm dead but my soul still lives, see im right here. you can feel me but you can see me, days go by i wish i wasnt alone not in deaths world but in reality. i could be sitting in a dark corner all alone. They found my body in the river, i never been to a funeral before,but being at your own is something different. I watch from afar

Along The Twisted Road
Trees enclosed the twisted road, the only light came from the broken branches above were the faint stars tried to shine through. As he walked down the path voices whispered from the trees. “Turn back.” they cried, The voices were childlike, scratchy so full of pain. Deeper along the path the voices got louder This path will surely be your dooms please turn back. Bodies knocking on trees the children who gave him this warning hung from every tree along side of the road. There lips were blue and cracked and eyes were colorless. They swing there little bodies back and forth making the forest around the road blaring with a clock like THUM THUM THUM. Head held high looking in all directions he comes upon a village at the end of the forest. The buildings glow red from the light of fires on the corners of the village blocks. The wind blows the fire gets brighter. A sure sign of dread is in sight. Along a walkway that leads to an office building clowns with blood as face paint th

Alone
Purity once had a name,And beauty once had a face.Life once had a meaning,And once I was safe.Once there was freedom,And once I could laugh.Happiness once was alive,And once I had another half.Once I shared your love,Once I was by your side,Once I felt I fitted,So quickly that died.His grace so great,His beauty so vast,All I ever wanted,Was for it to last.Fate maybe had another plan,Or maybe I had another love,But it all fell apart,The hand too big for the glove.Now it's all died away,Happiness, joy, love; all memories.Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,With no light to guide my way.

Alone...
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me

Alone
Alonealone in an empty world of darkness.With no light I sit by myself with no one to holdno one to share my emptiness I sit herein the darkness staring down the road waiting to see you the peoplepass by and no one cares It just grows darker and darker In myhell I am alone I see it now so alone.

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were -- I have not seenAs others saw -- I could not bringMy passions from a common spring --From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow -- I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone --And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone --Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawnOf a most stormy life -- was drawnFrom ev'ry depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still --From the torrent, or the fountain --From the red cliff of the mountain --From the sun that 'round me roll'dIn its autumn tint of gold --From the lightning in the skyAs it pass'd me flying by --From the thunder, and the storm --And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view --[Poe wrote this poem in the autograph album of Lucy Holmes, later Lucy Holmes Balderston. The poem was never printed during Poe's lifetime. It was first published by E. L. Didier in Scribner's Monthly for September of 1875, in the form of a facsimile. The facsimile,

Alone
Iam walking roundalone no one two talkI feel so alone like piecesscattered around just cantpick my self uplife getting down feeling depressedand alone what did I do so wrongI ask myself is it me did I do something wrongis it me how I look people willnot give me a chanceI keep thinking how can I changemy lifewhere I go which direction I takein my life is question mark

Alone So Alone
A little less human The silent scorn that slowly kills me is making me a little less human, and the truth that taunts me that no one wants me. These scars of sorrow are deafening and no one hears me. Jose Hermosillo

Alone
Burning in the shallows of your swollen heart,You set me a flame with one stolen glance.Tuck me deep inside, let the blackest stars shine in my eyes.Now you want an ending to our fairy tale.She brings in the smell of one thousand decayed hearts,One thousand times a sinner.Love was once safe, kept in a secret midnight.Now you bring a tragic veil to cover my eyes.Drowning in your oiled tears,I can see throughout all time in your arms.Taken so far down I could never taste the moon again.But bleeding from the eyes, I will try.I will not be destroyed by love,I scorn Venus and shun the arrows of crimson.Bring you down softly to lay in my bed.Laid down with only your bruised romances.And when you awaken you will be alone.Be alone.

Alone
I've been doing some thinking, I mean some real thinking. Not some random crap that I usually come up with. It's kind of making me depressed, but it's nothing that I'm not use to. I was thinking about my age, my lack of a man in my life and how that's probably never going to change. It's not like I have to have one, but the idea of having someone around is pretty wonderful. To know there is someone in my life that accepts me for what I am. I always seem to fall for the wrong guy. I even tried to change it up and well, I was cheated on and lied to. So yeah, guess it wasn't all that different. I'm thinking that I must have "fool" written all over my face. I'm really not. I think now I'm even more guarded than I was before. Ugh, I'm getting off what I was thinking about. I don't see how things are going to change for me. I don't ever have a chance to get out. I'm 30 with 2 young children. Men probably see me as "tainted" or something. Seriously, I don't ever get hit on. When I

Aloneness
Aloneness There is a pronounced difference between being alone and being abandoned. Being alone can be an intentional choice by the dreamer. This usually means finding a time for personal reflection and inner growth. The waking equivalent is the cocooning phenomenon. People are staying home more-regrouping and rebuilding their inner strength. Aloneness may herald transition or rites of passage. When we move from childhood to adulthood, there are habits, attitudes, and relationships that are left behind. This void can create an image of aloneness. Dreams like this often present themselves as the dreamer traveling somewhere alone. Who is separating from you, and why, in waking life? Is this mutual, at your initiative, or another's wishes against your will?

Alone Again
Alone AgainYou said you would always love meYou were angered when I did not say itYou bought me flowers to show me you caredHeld me, kissed meAll during the time you "fell out of love" with meI loved you more than anythingI feel the fool for feeling soI thought you were true to meThat your love was eternalYou made me believe that it wasLove is blind, this is trueFor 14 years I believed in youI stood beside yousupported you in your lifeYou were my best friendThe one I felt connected toIn November and again in JuneI said I would wait for youYou asked me to do thisYet with no intentionsto give us a second chanceWhy did you do this to me?Why do you now act like you care?My heart has been broken, twisted, thrown awayLike it was not of any substanceor worthThrough the yearsYou made me feel your inner painsShared your deepest secretsShowed me your weaknessesI loved your laugh, your smileYour funny waysAnd then you took this all awayI miss your presence,Your kisses and touchAll I have now are

Alone
Push back the pain and smile. Push back the hurt and smile Be there for your friends to help them through their hurts, their pain and their struggles, and then smile. Don’t stop to think about you. Don’t stop to see you. If you do, then the wave that you’ve been pushing back comes roaring in. Then you are crushed, drowning, and no one can help you because you are alone. For when it’s all said and done, you are alone.

Alone
FROM childhood's hour I have not been As others were — I have not seen As others saw — I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone. Then — in my childhood — in the dawn Of a most stormy life — was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold — From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by — From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
ALONE, I HAVE WIELDED THE HANDS OF TIME ALONE, I HAVE CREATED THIS WORLD OF HATE ALONE, I HAVE BROUGHT MYSELF THIS PAIN ALONE, I HAVE DRIVEN MYSELF INSANE ALONE, I HAVE BROKEN THIS HEART OF MINE ALONE, I HAVE STOPPED THE HANDS OF TIME ALONE, I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME ALONE, I HAVE GIVEN MYSELF THIS SHAME ALONE, I HAVE BROUGHT THESE TEARS I CRY ALONE, I HAVE LIVED AND NOW I SHALL DIE

Alone
When words are uttered from your fingertipsmy cloudy days go awaysunshine lightens my lifelove, warmth, the impossible happensA smile alights my faceI feel like im floating on a cloudThe impossible suddenly doesnt seem so hardthere is hope in my life once againmy heart overbounds with lovethen the words go awayterms of endearment and words of love no longer spokenuncertainty returns with a vengenceworries fill my mindbut patient i must beif ever there is hope for you and i againso i will continue on with this cloud hanging over me.waiting for the next rays of sunlight to warm my day

Alone As Usual
My breath is void of oxygen My heart a scribble without rythm I don't know what I'm doing Or what I should have done I need someone to hold Instead of only one I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone, The panic sets in As darkness becomes my comfort zone This tired soul is stuck here all alone Wondering what he has done to turn them all away The reason for his lonliness Only he can say I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am alone, I am

Alone
There's a reason we MUST find people to love,people to share our lives with,open our hearts and minds to,people to depend on,cherish,people who'll depend on us when THEY need to know they're not alone.Careing for your friends and family,knowing they care for you-that's what keeps our minds off the void that waits for us al. By loving and letting ourselves be loved,we give meaning and importance to our lives;it's what keeps us from being just another species of the animal kingdom,grubbing for survival. At least for a short while ,through love, we can forget about the goddamned darkness at the end of everything. Love given or love taken is NEVER lost!! Once you've loved someone,the love is always there,even after they're gone. Love is the only thing that endures. Mountains are torn down,built up,torn down again over millions and millions of years.Seas dry up.Deserts give way to new seas.Times crumbles every building man erects.Great ideas are proven wrong and collapse as surely as c

Alone By Edgar Allen Poe
From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were -- I have not seenAs others saw -- I could not bringMy passions from a common spring --From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow -- I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone --And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone --Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawnOf a most stormy life -- was drawnFrom ev'ry depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still --From the torrent, or the fountain --From the red cliff of the mountain --From the sun that 'round me roll'dIn its autumn tint of gold --From the lightning in the skyAs it pass'd me flying by --From the thunder, and the storm --And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view --

Alone??
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. So if you are a loving person, send this to everyone on your list including the person who sent it too you.

Alone
ALONE ©EMBER You’ve left me alone, don’t seem to care I look at the phone you’re just not there. My heart aches, loneliness is real Painful emptiness is all that I feel. I’ve tried so hard to be what you want I guess I can’t do it, I’m just a dumb cunt. I have too many issues, been hurt way too much I’ve got to stop using a man as my crutch. Left on my own to battle my demons No one left in my life that can see them Death a great vision I see behind my eyes Was all that you told me, nothing but lies? When you were around, you kept them at bay Now that you’ve moved they won’t go away Life has given you more, then I had to share The money I couldn’t come up with, no fair. Happiness is what, I wish for you A white knight isn’t real, a fantasy untrue I’ll set here and ache, learn to move on A battle I wage now that you’re gone.

Alone I Am
Alone I go, my fate in sorrow, I leave you with all my emotions but one, in my arms you dwelled, your heart embracing my tears as I fell from grace. I am alone in this endeavor, to suffer with my hate, my dying wishes....please be good, your mind so pure, your soul so warm....I wont forget when that when i broke, atleast you were in my arms.

Alone In The Dark
There was a lonely flower waiting for someone who can accept and pick her up Then savior came to fulfill the emptiness Full of joy, happiness, laughter and pain. One fine dream came true:.. As time goes by:wind blows in a shadow room People know that it's perfect one Living in the iron mask and feel so pathetic Suddenly she became alone in the Dark Feeling of something that unexplainable with grievances and pain:. Deep down inside love became empty Pretending to be happy to escape the fear Living for nothing is not the answer To live alone in the cage of love. WRITTEN BY M DAVID

Alone
Im not the most social person usually unless im with my very few close friends or my other family ("NO REGRETS") and getting to the subject which has to do with Thanksgiving....This year my family planned on going out of town and i was welcomed with open arms by my aunt whose house its being held at and come to find out my dad has told my mom he doesnt want me to go and it seems he doesnt want me around any family when they do things...its like hes holding my injury and lack of work against me and makes me think hes emabarrassed of me which deep down really hurts knowing i already spend 95% of my time alone because of where i live the drama is so high and everyone has to talk shit about everyone including me and the only way i found to deal with it is to not go anywhere and stay home...Im just really confused as why he feels that way and if i were to say anything to him he will fly off the handle and let everyone else have to see it...Im just not sure what to do

Alone And The Holidays.....
Well the holidays are here once again and I am again all alone. This last year has been the costliest year of my life. I lost my family, friends and home. The people whom I thought had my back actually just wanted an excuse to run away from me. For you see, I was their life line whenever they needed money, favors and help. When it was my turn to get some help they bolted. The job I took a year ago not only didn't hold up their end of the agreement but by not doing so cost me my house, dogs and 90% of all my belongings. Needless to say, I have absolutely nothing to hold on to any more. With this said, I am still going to give to help the needy kids who without it will not have a Christmas. Its the least I can do and continue to do.

Alone In This Bed
Waking up without you It doesn't feel right To sleep with only memories It's harder every night Sometimes I think I can feel you breathing on my neck Tonight I'm reaching out to the stars I think that he owes me a favor It doesn't matter where you are I'll hold you again I wish I could hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed Not tonight, not tomorrow I've got the feeling that this will never cease Living in these pictures It never comes with ease I swear that if I could make this right You'd be back by now Tonight I'm screaming out to the stars He knows he owes me a favor It doesn't matter where you are You'll be mine again I wish I can hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed What about the plans that we had We'd been crazy not to go Meet me in capeside I wish I can hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed

Alone In The Darkness
Listen to the Night HawkDive in the evening skyThe howl of a lonesome coyoteSuch a mournful cryWater running down a streamFighting rocks to get byEver looked up to the moonEver asked it whyTogether AloneLife is just survivingSuch a sad sad way to beAlone TogetherTogether AloneWind rustles through the treesGrass waving at my feetCloud drifts across the moonThe darkness happily I meetWalking down a lonesome trailThrough the trees I see the skyHappy for the darknessNo one can see me cryTogether AloneLife is just survivingSuch a sad sad way to beAlone TogetherTogether AloneIn love but not lovingA friend but not a mateMarried without a wifeStuck with my sad fateTrapped in my lifeWnata be wild and freeJust go on livingFeeling sorry for me curt

Alone And Lost
Alone and lost in the world of chaos. One soul is shattered. All this soul wishes for is for the love that so many others have found. Unconditional, wonderful mindblowing love. To find the compassion in another that can see past all faults. Some say these things do not exist but we all long for them. To find the one who can see us for the person we trully are. Alone and lost in a world of chaos. One soul searches for there one match. For each of us has one who will mesh well with our torn and tourched soul. One who can help us to heal and become the one who has been burried for so long. Alone and lost in a world of chaos. Will one true soul step out of the shadows and be seen. To help mend the peices back together to reopen the lost faith the damaged soul has. Alone and lost in a world of chaos. This soul sits alone in the dark corners. Wandering through your mind late at night. Release this soul to the happiness that is so seeks. Allow it to love again and to be free f

Alone
I'm hurt all the time. I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.I just want someone to hold me...I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.Anyone find me! Anyone care!I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak. No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.Someone find me! I'm scared. Please hold me until it all ends.Just hold me that’s all I want.I don't want to be alone in the dark.Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.Just hold me as I start to cry.Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....

Alone
I sit there in the dark all alone it seems, Yet there you are sitting next to me. Why do I feel that I am alone? Why do I feel as my heart is breaking? Questions I ask, I can’t answer. You tell me you love me, And still I am sitting here unsure. You tell me you can’t live without me, And yet I feel as though you’re wrong. It seems that you take for granted that I am here, You expect that I will just always be there. Well truth be told your wrong, I won’t just sit here waiting for you to notice me. I’m not going to have my heart break every time you don’t need me, Because I needed you and you weren’t there. I’ve sat by your side while you ignored me for others, I stayed by your side while your focus was for them not me. Not any more, I won’t take this anymore,

Alone!!
I'm sittin here thinking about where it all went wrong Why it hurts so bad when it hasn't been that long. I know that its you thats missing We have to make it right Niether of us should have to feel this way Being alone night after night. It is you that completes me and makes it all ok Being without you is like the world without air. Drowning in the sorrow and the feeling of defeat I cannot cry tears but ache to be with. I cannot be whole until you are here The sound of my children keeps me sane and lets me proceed on But when you are here it will be perfect forevermore...

Alone
its like no matter what i do i just cant find that some one.....i tought i had it clinched but again i was wrong.........im always wrong......always hurt......no one knows the real me.......i dont even know the real me anymore......i feel so lonely, so hurt......even in a room full of people i am compleatly alone......no feelings ne more.....every time i get feelings for one person they are ripped away and im numb all over again......totally useless....feelings were just ment to be killed.......i dont think i could or will ever love again.....im stripped of all feelings and emotions.....but like a drone i live day to day with that little smidgent of hope that something might happen....but my world of doubt clouds the hope out and it is engulfed by rage...i just dont know what i am supposed to do with my life...if that is what u call it......how depressing...i look at all these people who are fake, i just want to strangle them...they have no idea what it is to be alone....stripped of ev

Alone
alone-you can have people around you but yet feel so alone,you go through the motions talking,laughing,like everything is fine,but yet inside you are crying falling apart breaking,ALONE.no matter what happiness cant be found,it doesnt exist,only despair,sadness,loneliness it surrounds you engulfs you and eventually drowns you.~denyse

Alone
Alone.... crying in the middle of the nightno one to stop the painheart screaming for attentionno one can hear me thoughcuz I am Alone.. Alone.... wanting, needing, desiringto fell the warmth of a touchplaced upon my bodybut reality calls me backcuz I am Alone.. Alone.... knowing that in the endwhen all is said and doneI will leave this world broken-hearted and Alone Alone.... Carla K.

Alone
i walk through this life alone tho there are people around me it seems like a big dark empty world and the walls area closeing in. not just on my body but on my heart and soul i wanna cry for help dont cuss i feel like it wouldnt do any good tho like no matter what. i spent my life trying to be a man now im just this scared little boy cry wanting all the hurt and pain to go away people say im a good person but do they really know me the real me how bad and spoiled i am inside its like i try to be what everyone wants me too me but its like im wrong on what they want and fail i goo soo high and fall soo hard and this time i dont think i have the well to get back onto my feet or the hope tooo like all my reasons have just went out the window and wonder why am i here on this planet

Alone Again
Being alone is one of the saddest conditions for a human being to experience. You may feel alone with your family, if you think that no one understands you. Often people are afraid to share who they are because they think that they will be rejected. However, if you are not sharing who are, you are not truly with the people you love. On the other hand when you share you true self, you risk being rejected. Often individuals seek people out of the family unit with whom they can share themselves without fear of rejection.

Along The Way...from The Scorpion King Soundtrack
im thirsty and weary from the heat, as the sands rinse the hands of time i will suck the venom from your wound, if you will do the same and suck from mine you and i were ruined by this desert between us, i walked thru the valley and stared into death this instance of a distance designed to defeat us, and still her face i cant seem to forget -the war you wage, forever the life that you paint, -something wrong in you, comes alive in your veins, -lose yourself in some kind of hell, a new version of where you are now.... -truths unveiled, you'll never ever get out at a glance, sudden avalanche suffocates me within...... gasping for air i can't breathe paralyzed ive been sterilized and cleansed of my sins....in a state of suspended belief -somewhere along the way...time changes everything....we all disintegrate, ITS RUNNING OUT!!!! taunted by time, imposing its certainty, absolute always, stopping for nothing.... this race cannot be won some days it crawls, while other days fly,

Alone
When the sky fell I sreamed out your nameI looked for you despretly and found no one remainedI searched through the debri and yelled to the godsOnly lonliness swallowed my thoughtsNo love to my left no faces to my rightThe voices I chaced where only echos in the nightRunning and gasping I fell to my kneesEven the cold earth rejected my pleesMy gaze became hollow and glazedNo sound, no mercy no faithI laid down on the cold ground defeatedI didnt leave when I should have retreated

Alone
I didn't write this, these are lyrics to a song by Metallica but I feel it's appropriate because this is how I feel. Life it seems will fade awayDrifting further every dayGetting lost within myselfNothing matters, no one elseI have lost the will to liveSimply nothing more to giveThere is nothing more for meNeed the end to set me freeThings not what they used to beMissing one inside of meDeathly lost, this can't be realCannot stand this hell I feelEmptiness is filling meTo the point of agonyGrowing darkness taking dawnI was me but now he's goneNo one but me can save myselfBut it's too lateNow I can't thinkThink why I should even tryYesterday seems as thoughIt never existedDeath greets me warmNow I will just say goodbye

Alone
I sit alone listening to the silence of my tears as they flow like rivers from blue skies. The sound of my voice just thunder echoing through the hollowness of the empty room. My heart shattering like glass upon the cold hard ground of winter from the hurt that I have inflicted upon a love I have loss. The daylight poison like the venom from a black widow striking its prey. The moon losing its glow as each day comes to an end. The empty space beside no fault but my own. I long to have him near me as my skin grows cold. A love had is now a love lost from words that never should have been spoken. As boxes get packed and lives rearranged nothing said or done can be erased. His love was pure and kind as the rain on summer’s day. I took it for granted and misjudged what was give. In the end I’ve caused a loneliness that I can never explain.

Alone
i told u i was broken. my mind does not function any more. the woman i gave up everything for to provide for her and her kids decide i wasnt worth her time when it started and i asked her for help. drinking was the only thing she cared about and she didnt need some broken down weak warhorse bothering her. its only got worse since then. i try to talk to girls on here and get my mind working again but just like with u i was trying to say something nice i thought and u run away like im an insane maniac. i will leave u alone and try to find my way out of this living hell the way i lived my whole life. ALONE

Alone?
Sitting here I have been trying to think. When have I been truly happy? To the point to where I had no cares or worries in the world..As far back as I can remember, I have always been stressed about something, have always worried about something, had a fear in the back of my mind that something, sometime, somewhere, something bad is going to happen to me and there is nothing I can do about it.Sure I can change things...but my version of changing is not what is needed. My change is chasing everyone that I care about away for me to be left to my own devices and destruction to try to see what will happen on the other side. The depression and anxiety takes me faster than I can realize, faster than I can comprehend.My whole life has been filled with disappointment. Dealing with a mentally abusive, alcoholic father, a mother that no matter how much she showed the front of being a dominant type person, in her own reality, she is afraid of being alone. She will not admit it, but I can see it.H

Alone --- Work In Progress
Ok, this is still a work in progress. I haven't had much time to edit it, but it seems alright at the moment.AloneI see life passing me bywhile I mostly sit around and cryMy dreams are breaking apartwhile my fears are growing. I look in the mirror,but I don't recognize who I see.The girl with the sad eyes is me.Same hair, same face,but none of the laughter is left. What happened?When did I change?I remember being happythough now it seems like a dream.Where are the friends,that said, "If you need me I'll be there"they are never around.It is as though they disappearedlike a memory you can just erase.Reality suddenly dawnsand I realize I am all alone.I realize I am not a very good poet, but I enjoy writing out my feelings. Hope you can enjoy some of my poems

Alone
A star hits and fades As love soon does in my heart Another then another I toss them aside They go back to their computers and video games I find that I'm always second to a machine They buzz and whiz and swirl They don't give the love that I do or can I am still alone with that urge to kill the machine Let it stop and have time for them to know me And me know them I am still here All alone No one to love No one to love me the way that I love in return Spend a lifetime to compete with a machine Spend a lifetime with ones who don't love me I think that I'd rather just be alone

Alone... Written By Me
Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed

Alone
How can you hurt me soyou act like it was nothingwhen you get up and gobut it was really somethingto have left me all aloneI sit here and wonderhow you can be so blindmy mind just pondersIm just too kindwhile you have left me all aloneyou make up these excusesand pretend it is okaybut I can’t take the abusethat you show my wayyou have left me all alonesomeday you will seeall the pain Im feelingbut this really hurts methis is why Im fleeingbecause you have left me all aloneNow I will leave you in the dustwhen you see me walking offyou won’t be thinking about any lustall you can imagine sitting in your loffwhile I leave you all alone

Alone
Alone Sitting by my window looking outA couple runs hand in handlaughing as they get wet in the rain.A young man holds open the car door for his belovedAn older couple walks hand in handoblivious to what is going on around them.Laughter all around, love is in the air…I turn around and look into my homeIts empty…… I am aloneAll that is left are the broken promises of yesterdayAll I see are my broken dreams…I sit down to watch Fubar.Alone again…

Alone Again
Alone Again Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end?

Alone.......not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time

Alone In Darkness
Alone in Darkness the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.the salvation for which you lustflares once, then dies,swallowed by a velvet ebon nothingness.all hope must surely perish.your heart desires no more.how could you not understand?our dark emotions surround us, crying,we have lost our way.

Alone Again
From the time the clock stopped, another break in time the moment's passed like a summer wind from love lost a part of me is empty a break in the cloud's sets a goal sun beaming on the path ahead darkness sets in whisking away everything i've loved another time another place alone again

Al One
Al One One likes smiles One remembers touches Does any one like One One is only One One iikes many One likes other one, and two, and other ones But One is here, other ones are there The light square is between one and others One wants one One needs one One knows of 1 + 1 = 1 One wants to be 1 One spins with arms out One doesn't touch another one Is there one? All One Al One Alone Lone One

Alone
I am broken and weak it is you I seek take me into your embrace I want you to see my face Is it to late? why is it myself I hate? I am always to blame I feel I am living in shame I scream at my creator wonder if he is even there to him without words i speak it is him I seek i am wanting to leave this world I have known never again having to feel alone regrets have taken my life as I sit here, I look at this knife I am tired of being the fool tired and alone I obey the rules I am living in a haze feeling I am running out of days so I sit here and stare wondering why I even care are these feeling I have even real? or is this how I truely feel? outside i hear the thunder my soul, it starts to shudder I hear the voices mumble so loud I stand and stumble I trip and I fall it is my name they call oh no the knife, it is to late I have met my fate DLAbrams

Alone Edgar Allen Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue)

Alone
Alone by Maya Angelou (1828-present) Lying, thinkingLast nightHow to find my soul a homeWhere water is not thirstyAnd bread loaf is not stoneI came up with one thingAnd I don't believe I'm wrongThat nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.There are some millionairesWith money they can't useTheir wives run round like bansheesTheir children sing the bluesThey've got expensive doctorsTo cure their hearts of stone.But nobodyNo, nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.Now if you listen closelyI'll tell you what I knowStorm clouds are gatheringThe wind is gonna blowThe race of man is sufferingAnd I can hear the moan,'Cause nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone

Alone Too
Alone by Edgar Allan Poe (1808-1849) From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were; I have not seenAs others saw; I could not bringMy passions from a common spring.From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow; I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone;And all I loved, I loved alone.Then- in my childhood, in the dawnOf a most stormy life- was drawnFrom every depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still:From the torrent, or the fountain,From the red cliff of the mountain,From the sun that round me rolledIn its autumn tint of gold,From the lightning in the skyAs it passed me flying by,From the thunder and the storm,And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view.

Alone In The Darkness
sitting alone in the dark she waits for something she doesn't even realize for someone unknown but known to her for something, but what? listening to the musical melodies of past lives portrayed as if on a big screen inside her head so alone, yet her past crowds her from within a flood of emotions engulf her very being the air catches in her throat unable to cry out for help just as well since she knows there is no one not one who could mend her heart her life has been decided her fate sealed as she sits alone in darkness

Alone In The Dark
I see you sitting there alone in the dark...you have suffered another loss...a shock to your heart.Wringing your hands and wondering why...go ahead my friend..its OK to cry.Reminiscing alone inside of your mind...wishing right now you could go back in time.We all make mistakes ...we all have regrets...the only thing we can do now is try not to forget.Hold onto the memories beautiful and true... you will find in time ,these memories will soothe you...no one can take them locked deep inside your mind...the only problem is they sometimes fade with time.I wish I could take away all of your pain...just wash it away like a soft gentle rain...bringing that smile back to your face and sending you now to a happier place.I wish that I could wrap you up tight in my arms...protecting your kind heart from the anguish and sorrow...making your forget this regret that you feel.So as you sit there alone in the dark...know that I'm with you...watching over your heart.

Alone
by Edgar Allan PoeFrom childhood’s hour I have not beenAs others were—I have not seenAs others saw—I could not bringMy passions from a common spring.From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow; I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone;And all I lov’d, I loved alone.Then—in my childhood—in the dawnOf a most stormy life—was drawnFrom ev’ry depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still:From the torrent, or the fountain,From the red cliff of the mountain,From the sun that ’round me roll’dIn its autumn tint of gold—From the lightning in the skyAs it pass’d me flying by—From the thunder and the storm,And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view

Alone
Why do I feel alone right now? I have so many people in my life and yet I feel all alone and yet for no good reason. I have some one i love very much in my life I love my fam. and I have some kick ass friends but I fell like I let them all down more than I lift them up and maybe thats why I feel so alone. I have done nothing to help lift them and I know this or maybe I am just empty inside and putting on a front of some body I really am not. I help people every day this I know but what am I really doing for them? Some times I wonder if I am really helping them or hurting them more and thay are just to affraid or to nice to tell me so. Yet here I sit with all I do still for some reason I do not know feeling empty inside, feeling like just a shell of a person that is lost, that has come to a cross roads and waiting for his personal jesus to ask him witch road are you gonna travel the road that is easy but always leads you astray or the hard bumpy road that will lead you to where you nee

Along The Darkened Path
Along The Darkened Path I walked along the darkened path,Not knowing what was beyond,I knew there could be danger, For a place I did not belong.Why had I chosen to follow my thoughts,Which led me far from home, Now off in the middle of nowhere,In the debt of the forest alone.What were the sounds I was hearing, What sights would there be ahead, Why did I follow my instincts, When I could be home in my cozy bed.What was the sound I just heard,Who’s shadow is following me,Too afraid to turn around,I shiver at what I might see.A voice is whispering softly,Not scary, nor frightening at all,Just the sounds of birds rustling through trees,For it’s now coming on fall.Soon they’ll be flying high,Off to the warmer lands they’ll roam,The cold weather here would freeze them,They need the warmth for their home. Now I’ll just turn myself around,Go home to where I belong,For these walks along darkened paths,At this late hour is wrong. By Rose

Alone Now
Alone Now , I have to be alone now to here the sounds of pain in my heart of the darkness of love going a way all around me no one to tell me that they love me or care I will not found my love here in the city lights or in the town walks of the nights all is gone now so I shall go and lay my head on my pillow and sleep for ever and end it for the light will come and take me and I can rest my soul and I will be free of the pain in my heart

Alone
Alone by Edgar Allan Poe (published 1875) From childhood's hour I have not been As others were -- I have not seen As others saw -- I could not bring My passions from a common spring -- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow -- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone -- And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone -- Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawn Of a most stormy life -- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still -- From the torrent, or the fountain -- From the red cliff of the mountain -- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold -- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by -- From the thunder, and the storm -- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view -- [Poe wrote this poem in the autograph album of Lucy Holmes, later Lucy Holmes Balderston. The poem was never printed during Poe's lifetime. It was first published by E. L. Didier in Scribner's Monthly fo

Alone
How can a girl feel so alone? Lost in the depths of the life shes known. Struggling to know whats false and whats true. Lost all color but black white and blue. The kind of hell that makes you scream. So little done, so little but mean, hurtful, demonic, and cruel. Trapped in a kingdom repressed by your rule. Yearning for the life unknown. Why should someone be this alone?

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were -- I have not seen As others saw --I could not bring My passions from a common spring--From the same source I have not taken My sorrow -- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone --And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone --Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawn Of a most stormy life -- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still -- From the torrent, or the fountain -- From the red cliff of the mountain -- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autmn tint of gold -- From the lighting in the sky As it passe'd me flying by -- From the thunder, and the storm -- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my veiw [1829]

Alone
I often wish i was alone thinking of a place to go but not realy being there, Impossible you think but i know its possible. In my mind i can make it happen but i dont know if i realy want to be alone. I often dream im alone by a river side feeling my blood run warm down my hands into the water feeling my self-destruction, feeling my body going cold. All alone by the river side i feel im not alone death is near. I start to fall, falling in to the water, i see my self fall, i stand there my body float and my blood starts to slowly turn the water red. My body starts to sink to the bottom of the river,im in my place but not realy there, im all alone in death's world. I'm dead but my soul still lives, see im right here. you can feel me but you can see me, days go by i wish i wasnt alone not in deaths world but in reality. i could be sitting in a dark corner all alone. They found my body in the river, i never been to a funeral before,but being at your own is something differe

Alone!!!!!!!
Ok here it is... I am confused and I am sooo unhappy... I thought when I divorced my ex wife I would find another woman and settle down and be happy... well that didnt happen LOL.. as you can imagine I did find another woman.. we were together for 7 yrs.. (ex wife has been married 3 times since the divorceLOL) but we were not ment to be together and we both knew it...so I left Albuquerque and moved back to hobbs... and here I am.. lonely... out of work... broke..(I will find a job.. but that just cures being broke).. I can do what I want and all that but I do everything alone.. if i cook... I eat it alone I go to bed and get up alone... I cant just go out and FIND a woman and say hey I dont want to be alonfe LMAO... so I will just write ewat , sleep.. and on and on alone. I have always known I will die alone.. dont ask how I know just that I know.. it really doest bother me that much.. but I dont want to live alone.. there is so much for me to share and I cant because I

Alone
I am alone. The voices will not even visit my minds eye here. I sit at the edge of a world that lies dead. All behind me are battered, and torn. The tools of civilization scattered about like broken toys. Among the wreckage there is sound. Not the sound of hustling and bustling, of comings and goings. The sounds are that of the wind whipping through the shells of what once was. It almost sounds like laughing. LIke ruin has its own voice and it mocks the living. Here at the edge.. all bets are off. Here is not for the weak stomached. It is the tomb of mankind. It sits in memory of man. Looking at the landscape ..I see no light. No beacon. No siren calling me forward. All is lost here. Walking among the debri .. it reads like a story of how man fell. an ever shrinking circle of gunfire. bodies strewn about as the walls collapsed inwards. As the living were turned chaos broke the ranks. The ranks shattered one by one the army of man fell. Bullet patterns become erratic as positions we

Alone
ALONE IF YOU EVER FEEL ALL ALONE LIKE THERE IS NO-ONE YOU CAN CALL ME ON THE PHONE JUST TO TALK OR JUST TO GO FOR A WALK WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HVE NO-ONE WELL JUST REMEMBER YOU HAVE SOMEONE YOU HAVE ME NO MATTER WHEN IT MAY BE I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHERE I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS AND FOREVER TO THE END WHEN YOU THINK ALL IS LOST AND THERE IS NO ONT TO TRUST REMEMBER ME ALWAYS HAPPY AS CAN BE TO MAKE YOU SMILE NOT FOR A LITTLE BUT FOR A WHILE SO WHEN YOU NEED SOME ONE TO TO TALK TO NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH I WILL BE THERE NOT FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT FOREVER

Alone! I Cried
'Alone! ' I cried 'Alone! ' I cried again. 'Alone I am with me! Lonely in a world of mistAlone, I reach to touch your wristAnd see if I am thee.’To be alone beside a soulAfloat, adrift; an empty ghoulAlone in woe; the yearning fleshTo fill a thin, contorted mesh Diffuse atop an icy floor, alone.So much alone in fact, I lackThe tonal vibrancy of life: I am a song without a tune alone; A greying sky in Junealone; The blueness of a sullen moon – waning in a starless night–alone; Coasting down a weedy passalone; The only image in the glassalone; To meet a certain heavy fate– to turn and shut the knurly gate– …alone.

Alone - Edgar Allan Poe
Alone From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were; I have not seenAs others saw; I could not bringMy passions from a common spring.From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow; I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone;And all I loved, I loved alone.Then- in my childhood, in the dawnOf a most stormy life- was drawnFrom every depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still:From the torrent, or the fountain,From the red cliff of the mountain,From the sun that round me rolledIn its autumn tint of gold,From the lightning in the skyAs it passed me flying by,From the thunder and the storm,And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view. Edgar Allan Poe

Alone
I been alone for all my life I never knew my mother or my father until i was 16. I was living with my older brother for a while and his gf they wore the only ones who looked out for me. My old man being the asshole who still walks the earth to this day don't give a rats ass about me. Only wanted 1 thing that thing was my ssi checks I diden't get any thing. I left the house when I turned 18 away from my old man got my ssi check's figured out so i could live on my own & I have been.I can't trust other people even my own 3 friends I see every day & my older brother who comes and sees me every now and then. I don't care If i been called antisocial bc I do play planet side 2 and minecraft and Eve online & diablo 3 and soon animal crossing new leaf with others. I'm who I'm don't like it go away if you do like me we can talk still.

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Alone In My Head (1997)
ALONE IN MY HEAD! Alone in my head,I'm feeling so low,You wont understand,No one can know.My eyes are so tired, I can't sleep at night,A face haunts my dreams,When I turn out the light.It happened so suddenly, It happened so fast,I knew all at once, That none of this would last.Was I just a game?Was this all just for fun?Did my feelings matter, To anyone? "This didn't mean anything",That's what you said,As I was so shamefully,Getting up from the lonely ] bed.I held my head high,As I walked by your side,Tears welling up,I was dying inside.Weeks have passed,Keeping secrets, telling lies, I don't have the strength, To look either of them in the eyes. My heart has been betrayed,Not once, but twice,Once by my best friend,Once by the love I thought I knew.Deep down inside,I know it's my fault,So I'm just going to lock it, Away in my vault. Sometimes I still think I'm in a bad dream,When I'm lying in bed,Still all alone,Inside of my head.

Alone As The Most Successful American Skier. Vonn Punctuated H
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Alone
I SIT HERE THINKING Y ME O LORD HAVE BE ALONE NOT HAPPY . HAVE SUMONE ON HERE . Y DO HAVE BE ALONE NOT FEEL WANT BY ANYONE . IM SO ALONE NOT WANT WHAT DID I DO DESERVE THIS IN MY LIFE . FEEL LIKE NOT WANT ANYWHERE OR WITH ANYONE . FEEL SO ALONE NOW AND FOREVER . I SIT WONDER WHAT I DO WRONG IN MY LIFE DESERVE THIS . MAYBE I GO WAY EVERYONE WILL FORGET BOUT ME . I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN BUT NOT NOW IM NOT JUST FEEL LIKE ALONE AND NOT WANT . BUT I KNOW I HAVE FREE AND FAMILY SAY IM BUT ARE THEY TELL ME TRUTH IDK BUT SOMEDAY I WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN NOT FEEL ALONE ............

Along 3, Group Move For You To Stun Cowboys
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Alook
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com The beauty of a kiss The touch of a hand The heat of the night The passion grows A look in the eye A sentiment of lust A powerful emotion A sense of passion Feelings of fervidness Feelings of affection Feelings of embrace Feelings of desire A burning sense of passion makes the night never end. The love they have for each other, is shown this night.

Alopecia
Yoni Wolf, formerly known as 'Why?, was a member of cLOUDDEAD, and is a founding member of the band that bears his former moniker. 'Alopecia' is the third album the band's released. Mixing hip-hop, electronica, folk and indie-rock, it's got to be one of my all-time favorite albums. If you ever read any of my blogs and think "Hmm, I might listen to that thing kins likes", then I implore you to try this cos it's freaking excellent.

Alora
You never know what each day will reveal. As I watch my daughter sleeping, her eyelashes sweeping her still tender face, I wonder what life is going to hold for her. And I wonder if my dad once had those frightening thoughts for me. Did he wonder about how things were going to be for me? I know he had big dreams for me, and I did, too. He never got to find out whether those dreams came true. He died almost 20 years ago now. He was my age when he found out that he had cancer with no way of knowing that life would be so short. It has made me value the moments in my life, knowing that life is shorter than we think. I see the bright possibilities for my daughter, and the dark struggles, too...I don't think my dad saw the struggles ahead, or he might have prepared me a little better. I would hope so anyway. I want her to achieve her greatest dreams, but I know all is not so easy as it seems in this great big world....Obstacles arise, and how our lives turn out all depends on how we ov

Alora's Seizures Today
As I headed towards my classroom to begin detention, a staff member grabbed me to tell that Alora was having a seizure outside the high school...It doesn't matter how many times I've seen her have a seizure, it still scares me half to death...So I handed my things to the staff member and began to run down the hallway to where I expected her to be coming into the building... I was trying to run with my clogs on, and kicked them off to really run. I yelled for a student to grab my shoes, and continued running full out past my students to get to my daughter. I ran the whole length of the high school, dodging students the whole way.. I found her with a teacher's aide by her side. She was lying on the steps, still looking dazed and pale. She had just begun to come out of the seizure, and was very tired...nothing unusual about that. Alora's seizures are usually controlled by her meds, but occasionally she will have breakthrough seizures when she starts to come down with a bug....or

Alora On Mossy Bluff Trail
It was 72 degrees this afternoon, and we had an early out at school today. I grabbed Debbi and Alora, and we headed to Mossy Bluff Trail this afternoon. Very little is green yet, but we saw the signs of new life beginning. Debbi and I got a bit adventurous on some of the bluffs, while Alora sat back and watched us. She squealed her worry at us, and I really was despairing, thinking I would never get her to learn how to be quiet there. I gave her a task this afternoon. I told her to find 3 things there in the woods to bring home with her. She wanted me to tell her what I wanted exactly, but I wouldn't tell her anything. I just said find 3 things. It didn't matter if it had been litter along the trail, just as long as she found a way to become more aware of what was around her. I coaxed her into crossing a creek with me, climbing on steeply inclined rocks. She squealed again and clung to my hand, but we made it across. LOL....I never realized how afraid she was out there until

Alot Of Stuff
ive not been on here for a while work and cars and people have kept me from relaxing and being me but ive realized that nothing is worth stressing urself out 24/7 money nor "popluarity" so im back ive picked up a new project a 93 jeep cherokee and i am sellin my baby 86 mustang t-top i dont have much to write about but ill think of something at a later time

Alot About Me
I guess the first thing I write should be about myself. So I am a 27 year old female with 4 children. I grew up in a broken household, my parents divorced when me and my sister were 6 and 7 years old. My mother got custody of me and my father got custody of my sister. We had weekend visitation with each other. Worked out sometimes, sometimes it didnt, shouldnt have been our fault. We were like pawns in a chess game to out parents. Used. My mother met someone and he was very abusive to her, we were in and out of that house between there and shelters for 3 years of my childhood, before she met someone else who she thought she would be with for life, and married him after a very short time. He was a coke head and very physically abusive and mentally abusive towards her, and he raped my step sister in my face and told me if I ever tell he would do worse to me. He molested me rubbing noxema all over my body. Saying did it feel good. I never told. They divorced and we went back to the one be

Alot Of Quick Jokes
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a Quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts.... Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, cari

...a Lot Has Happened...
wow...i guess this is my first blog after havin cherrytap for so long...i hate making blogs... but anyways. okay, i've been hurt so much lately, oh well. i am still in love with my ex...dunno what to do, but oh well, i'll be fine. i totally love my best friend of 9 years...as of his birthday, i've known him 9 years. he's like, totally awesome as a friend, and i hope he'll stay that way with me. i love him as just a best friend, but i want the best for him. i want him happy. he needs happiness. i'll never have happiness, not for a very long time. my other best friend...i have feelings for him soooo bad, but he's got a g/f livin with him and he's over 100 miles from me, haha. wow, i'm actually telling a little about myself...creepy!! sorry, i'll stop...ranting. life goes on. love this one quote though, "Mess with the best, Die like the rest" dunno why, but i love it. i'm weird, i know! gamer time!! --LadyDaffney

Alot Going On
Alot going on Well wow things are not easy.. Losing weight is a pain in my ass... I go to the gym at least 5 times a week. I do not exepect less than a hour on the bike alone. I am a previous athletic person so I set high standards for myself. I work too hard sometimes because I feel my knee starting to give out on me.. I use to be athletic so my knees were shot to begin with. Back to the ole' ace bandage and icy hot routine i guess you can say.. Who would believe I was a cheerleader for 8 years , basketball bout the same and softball since i was old enough to play t-ball. And now look where I am at.. Blah... I am starting to get that competive frame of mind or should i say the atheletic frame of mind... There is alot on my shoulders right now.. and it defintly isnt easy not at all... It is draining me emotionally and just my head is not there it feels like it is spining around in alot of circles. I am a full time wife and mom of 2 girls and also a college student.. Blah.. I am s

Alot Of People Are Pissed Off Up Here Its Not In My Hands Now.. Sorry
my ex Randy Andrew Ling and all the shit he put me through hey guys this is for all the women that have been hurt by Randy Andrew Ling a man that should never be trusted.... any woman that goes out with him be careful he will hurt you mentaly and physically.......... some of you know my my ex Randy and how bad he was treating me... All of you told me I should get rid of him....All the abuse of him pushing me around and making me feel worthless... I'm so happy its over no woman deserves that especially with his past criminal record of battery assault robbery and credit card fraud...... I should of been smarter then to go out with a man that has 4 counts of battery charges on his criminal record but like the song says hey it makes me a whole lot smarter and a fighter I have a restraining order on him so he will not come near me I am afraid of him who knows he just might kill me one day. he has to stay away from me and my apartment and my command knows about this so if he does try an

Alot On My Mind, Not Looking For Sympathy Just Had To Get Stuff Off My Chest
Ever feel like your standing in the middle of this world compleatly alone, in some kind of hole crying screaming because you just can't seem to find your way out. People pretend they hear you they look as you talk but never see the pain and never offer a hand to help you climb out. I wan't this i need that oh could you please thats all i ever seem to hear for one moment for one single second could they please just see me and actually see me not just over look the pain and the fear in my eyes. I just need help someone who understands me someone who will help me make my way give me the strength to find the answers within myself someone to show me how. Im more then just some doormat for them to walk all over, i should mean more then just someone to do whatever they need would it be to much for them to call and start the conversation with a how are you or hey would you like to do this not always can you do me a favor can you do this or that. I need family and fri

.a Lot On My Plate.
So, there's been a lot going on in my life over the past month. I hope it explains why I've been somewhat distant. My grandfather passed away, three of my friends from high school were in a car accident together and they passed, my roomie/best-friend has been going through more hell than anyone should, and I may have cancer. There's more, I'm sure, but those are the things that are really affecting me. My grand-father's name was Sidney Edward Partridge. his main reason for living in his later years was to let those that he loved know just that. I'm so happy to say that the last thing we said to one another, not long before he passed away (a matter of hours), was "I love you." He always wanted me to remember that, while I shared my full name with my father, Kenneth Edward Partridge senior to my Kenneth Edward Partridge junior, that I shared my middle and last name with him as well. This was a fact that I could never forget, as I'll be hard pressed to meet another man like him in m

Alot Of Disrespectful People On Fubar
Did a mumms about the toy run we had today and there was alot of people that had no respect so the when I block them they have others coming over telling me to unblock them I don't think I should what do u think

Alot On My Mind
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For October 22,2007 You've got a lot on your mind and your spiritual side may be more fully engaged. Now is a really good time for you to integrate your deepest desires with the mundane reality you navigate every day. THIS IS SO TRUE...I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF ON MY MIND ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY.

Alot On My Mind
I guess I have a lot on my mind . Main reason I say this is because I have been in one of those funks . I have been thinking of just up and disappearing for a bit,I need to re-energize myself so to speak. I have been down for a couple of weeks and the only way I can re-center myself is to vanish for maybe a couple of days at least . For some reason I feel as if my spirit, or for those that understand it my "chi " is out of kelter. This is something I need to do. I am sure that I will be better by Wednesday night. This is something I feel I need to do . Alot of my family do not understand my thinking and logic but oh well.

Alot On My Mind
There's just alot on my mind that i dont know where to begin.. i actually dont even wanna say anythin on here being that this site is more public than myspace... myspace is fuckin pissing me off though.. i wrote 2 different blogs and neither one of them posted....im frustrated because bloggin helps me get my thoughts out in the open but i cant even do that.. fuckin sucks. work is bothering me.. im so bored there.. and i think im gonna start lookin for another job. I just cant take it anymore.. when there are no customers there's literally nothing to do. It's AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ughhhh i just cant say what i wanna say on here so whats the fuckin use... im frustrated.. can't sleep.... i just need to talk to someone i guess.. either that or get my ass to fuckin sleep!

Alot Of Thoughts
I used to be a very independent person needing only myself! What happened? I'm not even sure who I am how am I supposed to find someone to love? I want to feel loved, wanted, needed! I feel like I'm a bother to everyone. No one calls me except my mom and she only calls to make sure I'm up for work. I talk to her about my baby shower she's planning for me only because she has to I don't have anyone else. She's told me over and over " I'm not supposed to be the one planning this" if I hear her say that one more time I'm just going to scream at her that I don't need a fucking baby shower then. She complains about how much everything costs. She doesn't even seem excited about all of this. How am I supposed to be excited when no one else is? The father wont willingly talk to me I mean he has short responses to my text messages. Its as if he doesn't even think about his son unless I call or text him. Maybe it'll change after Jaydn is born. I'm glad his life is going good but the order of

Alot Of Things
This is not a commentary on the issues and sunjects presented here. This is just the things I see in the news and in the world around me. So don't get your panties in a bunch if you think i am supporting or bashing some cause or subject close to your heart. Cause I'm not, my opnions aren't really voiced here.

Alot In Common
A Lot in Common By: Jeff Hardy You're beautiful...but strange...So am I. You're smart...but still slow...So am I. You're impatient...but fast...So am I. You're tired...but still last...So do I. You're hot...but still cold...So am I. You're established...but not old...So am I. You're waiting...but happy...So am I. You're leaving...but staying...So am I. You're amazing...but weird...So am I. You're yourself...but still feared...So am I. We both want to be...A forever seen star. I have to say...a lot in common is what we are

[a Lot Like Homework]
Finishing these Fallout 3 expansions feel a lot like homework for a class I never wanted to take. Don't lock me in a room, corridor, spaceship whatever in a game about exploring the wasteland. I'll get bored and feel taken out of the core element of the game. It also doesn't help that ... Fallout 3 is notorious for bugs. Crashes. Etc. For one stretch I was averaging a game crashing bug every six minutes of gameplay. Not fun. Now I just play in constant fear of it happening. Like it did an hour ago, after a prolonged gun fight (my 4,000 shootout with aliens in 6 hours) and a tedious sequence where I had to blow up some generators (my 30th blown up generator since being abducted by aliens) and it happened RIGHT at the area's exit. There's a reason I didn't run screaming to the store to get these expansions when they came out. There's a reason I haven't finished them in ... 3 years? See above. ... the part about being locked up in a game about

Alotelli Has Often Been Bothered By Right Knee Problems. He Had Meniscus Surgery On That Knee In Sept. 2010 And Was Out For Two Months. The Injury Cou
KRAKOW, Poland -- Italy forward Mario Balotelli injured his right knee in training, putting his availability for Mondays European Championship match with Ireland in question. The 21-year-old striker had to abandon training Saturday because of "a minor right knee problem," the Italian football federation said, adding that he will be re-examined by team physician Enrico Castellacci on Sunday. Balotelli has often been bothered by right knee problems. He had meniscus surgery on that knee in Sept. 2010 and was out for two months. The injury could open up a spot for Antonio Di Natale in the starting lineup. Di Natale replaced Balotelli in the second half of Italys opening two matches, 1-1 draws with Spain and Croatia, and scored against Spain. Italy needs to beat Ireland in its final Group C match and hope for help from Spain and Croatia to advance. Antonio Cassano has been Italys other starting forward, while other reserves include Sebastian Giovinco, Alessandro Diamanti and Fab

Alouettesrunning Back
SAN ANTONIO -- Maybe theyll finally get a challenge this time. J.J. Watt Elite Jersey . The San Antonio Spurs and Oklahoma City Thunder have simply rolled through this post-season. Theres the 18-game winning streak that has the Spurs flirting with history. Seventeen combined playoff games and just one loss. The Thunder sending home the last two NBA champions, and no other playoff teams besides these two that can boast a series sweep. What took the Western Conference finals so long to get here Sunday, anyway? "I think we both deserve it," Spurs guard Manu Ginobili said. Few would dispute that. Its a clear-cut matchup of the Wests best teams without any qualifiers: No what-if speculating because of devastating injuries like Derrick Roses blown-out knee that sunk top-seeded Chicago and reshuffled predictions in the East, nor were there lucky breaks or Game 7 heartbreakers that will gnaw at San Antonios and Oklahoma Citys dispatched opponents and their fans all summer. By and large, the Sp

~~a Love Story~~
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news, she said "Edna, I have good news and bad news.The good news is you're being discharged. Since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved