Each day I sit here thinking about the way things were compared to the way they are. It seems better now. Except for the fact that Im alone. No its not a horrible thing but it does get real lonely I miss having someone dear to hold close, someone I can call my own and have it be true. I got my beautiful little angel who is my whole world but I want a good man to share tht joy with me. Im not one of hte single moms trying to find her kid a daddy! My daughter has one already. I just want a man who will accept her and me. Who will be good to us and stick by us through thick and thin. I dont want a man whos going to put drugs, frieds, or anything of the sort before me and the little one. Family and work I can understand coming first to a point. Im not picky on what they look like but I wanta man who wont embarrass me. Being alone sucks but I cant seem to find somebody who understands the baby and school are my major priorities right now. I have to finish school so I can get a decent job. I will make time for my man though. Its hard to believe its so hard to find a good guy. I dont play with a guys head or heart and cant a man taking care of me. All I want is a campanion. Someone to care for and to care for me. NOt understanding why thats so hard for men to grasp and handle.
