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Another Storm Comming!!
We have another storm headed for us...Sigh!! This one is not supposed to be as bad,but, its supposed to be mixed.Rain,Snow,Sleet...On top of all our 20-22 inches of snow..Yuck I went to town last nite,first I had been out since the blizzard...WOW I havent seen snow piled up like that for quite awhile,wish it had been daylight I would have got pics of it... So if anyone wants snow...see me!!! LOL :P Anyone wanna go to someplace warm with me and snowless? LOL

Another Of My Favorite Songs By The Alan Parsons Project........
If you believe in the power magic, I can change your mind And if you need to believe in someone, Turn and look behind When we were living in a dream world, Clouds got in the way We gave it up in a moment of madness And threw it all away Dont answer me, dont break the silence Dont let me win Dont answer me, stay on your island Dont let me in Run away and hide from everyone Can you change the things weve said and done? If you believe in the power of magic, Its all a fantasy So if you need to believe in someone, Just pretend its me It aint enough that we meet as strangers I cant set you free So will you turn your back forever on what you mean to me? Dont answer me, dont break the silence Dont let me win Dont answer me, stay on your island Dont let me in Run away and hide from everyone Can you change the things weve said and done

Another
Another Night Filled With Sad Despair Sitting Here On My Own Tears Streaming Down My Pale Face Inside The Pain Has Grown. Another Argument, Another Fought I Sit There And Take It All Haven't Got The Strength To Fight Back Now I'm Slumped In This Silent Fall. Another Poem Full Of The Emotions I Can't Bare To Talk About You Would Never Listen To Me You Only Scream And Shout. Another Teardrop Falling Down My Already Watered Cheek Telling The world Of My Pain Inside The words I Cannot Speak. Another Memory Of The Past The Abuse, But I Know Theres More To Come Flashbacks Haunt Me To This day The Nightmares, Too Won't stop. Another Scar Upon My Wrist A Scar That Fails To Heal Blood Has Poured So Many Nights To Show That I'm Still Real. Another Teardrop Slipping Away Falling On To The Floor Can't Stop The Pain even Though I Try Even Though I'm battered And Sore. Another thought Of You Up There That day I Said Goodbye Still I Can't believe You're Rea

Another Day In Paradise
OK...so most of you would not say Alabama is paradise but you have to make the most of what you've got! :) So here I am, posting pics and making comments and I find myself addicted to this place and it's only day 3! LOL

Another Freestyle Without Really Thinking
Life is so short and we fail to see the meaning of being free. It means everything to me. Its how I want to be. A choice was given to live or die I choose life and this is why. I dont want to die or make my loved ones cry. I cant give up, I will go on. Im finding that I am that strong. My road and journey has been so long. But I would rather live right instead of wrong. Ive made mistakes and payed the cost. See I have had my freedom lost. Prison guards became my boss. Thats the path that I want off. Me and life go hand in hand. I wont give up even though I can. I know now that Im a better man. I have the strength to finally stand. Its been a road of ups and downs and still i have true friends around. No longer do i feel like the clown who painted his smile into a frown. My frown has turned the other way and today I know I will be okay. I can back up what I say. Today is a day

Another One
"If your days seem filled with unwanted negative feelings, there is only one cure. When they come, choose them. Don't ask why, don't wonder how, don't fight them and never put yourself down for having them. But most of all never blame someone else for how you feel. If you do, it means you are still fast asleep and your choice is to be a victim. When the feelings come, even big disturbing emotional feelings say, "I choose this feeling" and know it comes because of something you have thought or done in the past, perhaps a certain belief that you have learned or an attachment that is threatened. Choice does not mean you want the feelings, but it does mean you are taking responsibility for them. And that is the beginning of self mastery. It is the first step to the healing and resolving of your emotions. But only the first step. Try this today and then ask yourself what the next step might be. If you are really interested to know, you will come to know!" Brahma Kumaris

Another Attempt Of The Leap Of Faith
In The Hole In the hole i wait and bleed, waiting for my salvation to exceed. I wait as the still air around me consumes my emptiness. Seems as though the hole around me is swelling. As my thoughts linger on it seems as though my mind keeps dwelling. My legs are numb, my arms are feel as though they have left my body. What did i do to deserve such an endangerment. My body can not endure much more of this agonizing pain. The extremities of the pain obliviates my thoughts for salvation. I know my life is at its end. Im going to lay here wait and bleed in the hole.

Another Old Short Story...
chapter--1-- a realization-- Bryton People change it’s inevitable. You grow you get old and suddenly you blow every little thing that happens out of proportion. I have excepted that. The taste of blood in my mouth as I bit my tongue and wait. I don’t know what I’m waiting for as I let the phone rest casually in my hand. It’s one in the morning. Half the room is empty, the phone drops clattering to the floor. I now know why she left. It puts life into perspective. The white dresser is still stuck with her stickers, odd we only lived together for five months. What a bunch of clutter you can have in that amount of time. I pull the cord out of the phone and go back to sleep. I am ripped from my sleep by the phone in the kitchen ringing like crazy. I slowly slid out of the bed and walk down the hall. My bare feet sticking to the cheap floor. I as always have a perpetual frown across my lips. I pick up my phone “Hello?” I spoke into the receiver I am sure however the sadness sho

Another Trip To Atlanta
This was a very exhausting trip! We left the same time as last - around 2:30am. I knew by the way bf's nephew was moving in the house that he was not doing so well. I was going to try to beg off and not go because I was not feeling well, but went anyway. Glad I did or there would have been two funerals to go to. We were trying to race the rains and almost did. Near the Ga border and bf had just started nodding off in the truck, I was wide awake and bf's nephew did the same..starting to nod off to sleep. I had to call out his name loudly several times and just missed hitting a tanker truck. He had to slow down and move quickly to the left to miss the truck. A short while we stopped so he could get a couple hours sleep, which made us have to go through Atlanta's bumper-to-bumper-5 mile an hour traffic,(This is from the time we crossed the Ga border to-and through Atlanta to get to the VA Hosp) which made bf late in getting to the hosp. The hosp chewed him out but treat

Another Xxx Dream
** This one was written quite a while ago as well ** So, I was sleeping earlier, due to this damn headache and I had this dream that I figured I would share it with you . . . I was laying in bed, almost asleep, in the foggy area between sleep and awake, when he grabbed me and flipped me over. I don't know who he was, I couldn't see his face, all I could see was his hair pulled back in a pony tail (oh that narrows it down to only 75% of the guys I know). But he flipped me over and pushed my face down into my pillow and pulled my hips up toward him. Before I even knew what was going on I was moaning with pleasure as he was going deep inside me. I had no control, I was putty in his hands, he had to keep his hands on my hips just to keep me up, else I would be in an orgasmic heap. I recovered myself though, I came back to myself and leaned back enough to where I was then on top of him. He was on his knees and I was moving up an down as fast as I could. I couldn;t see

Another Blog!
As if I really needed another blog. I can't seem to keep up the ones I already have. But, blogging is addicting as are a lot of cool internet sites....including this one. So, here I am with another blog. Maybe I'll even keep this one up....for a while!

Another Poem I Wrote
LET THIS NOT BE THE FINAL GOODBYE As I look into ur baby blues, I can see forever with u. My heart aches, my mind and body shakes. When i'm with u i am certain that life will never be the same. When i'm not i have never felt so lame. You were my hope and my salvation, through u i had life. To live without u i am nothing, I wanted to be ur wife. I have never shed so many tears as i have for u. I never wanted something so much and yet couldn't have, that's true. Life is so unfair they say, I believe it now! If u love something u would do anything, Anything for it somehow! What changed? What have i done? Are u making excuses or have u met someone? I thought we planned on forever, Our lives together as one. We knew each other inside and out, or so we thought. You were the strong one, I was the weak. You lifted me up, Because i was so meak. You gave me ur strength, You gave me ur hand. And showed me how to understand. Where do we go from here? We can't g

Another Day Another Dollar
Why is it that some days in your personal life you wish you could just do over? For me today is one of those days. I'm at work and I really don't want to be. At least it's just after 4 in the afternoon and I've only got half an hour left. I shouldn't be here I'm leaving early.

Another Day Without Him
welland its been a hard one, its been a month sence my man passed on but i know it's gonna get better as time goes on. It's just so hard to come home and he's not here. I have my kids and mom with me but it's not the same as haveing the one ure in love with here. I'm glad for the time we had but only wish it was longer. Dont for get to tell the one ure with how much you love them every day because you might not have them the next day...There will be more yall have a good day.

Another Client :)
Just got another sale :) That gives me 5 complete sites lined up to do plus updates to 6 others. And Dan has several he is working on. If this keeps up I am going to need help. But that means less time to fool around on CT too. :(

Another Poem For My Mom
With my Mothers Birthday Soon Approaching I thought I would take the time to share another poem I had written for her soon after her passing. Talk to me I go to sleep with simple things To see you To hear you in my Dreams Death has taken you to the other side Please Mother notice my simple cries Although I cant see you nor hear you too In my sleep I think of you waiting for that special day When in my dreams the words you Say I love you My child I miss you So To hold to Hug To show theres More I yearn for those words to hear you Say so I can go on and live my days Til the moment arrives Ill pray in my sleep For that moment to come So Bitter Sweet Good night my Mother I love you so May God bless you and make you whole

Another Day Another Blog...
Um...NOt Really Sure What To Write TOday...I Fixed My Pix/Profile. I've Been Seriousely Contemplating Getting Rid Of My CT. My Step Sister's To Be Laid To Rest On A Day I Can't Make It To...Which Is Fine Because I Feel So Judmental When I See Her Family. They Desperately Need A Little Taste Of Jesus. Oh Yea...I'm Thinking About Becoming A Leader Of The Local Youth Group...It Was Offered To Me. Sounds Like Fun Lord Knows How I Adore Children. Well I Guess That's It...I'm Still In Love. And It Still Hurts. However, Still A Firm Beleiver That Love Is Dead And/Or Never Existed. But Good News Everyone!! FRIENDSHIP LIVES. WOot Woot, Can You Feel The Friendship...Whoopaty Doo. Agh. I Guess I'd Rather Have Friendship Than Nothing, He Is An Amazing Man And I'll Always Remember That There Are Men Out There Who Treat Women WIth Respect...But They're Across Country Making It Almost Impossible To Be Together. Damn I Hate Love. I Wanna Curb Stomp It. Feel Me?

Another Contest Lol
Well here I am again In another Contest I said I wasnt getting in anymore But Here I am .. I never ask for Much help ... and I am always helping others So Please Please Please Help me .. I have 200+ friends so I should be able to get plenty of help :o) Please come bomb my pic and rate ... and anyone Ive helped or who is my friend KNows I always return the love ..... Muahhhhh Here is the Link Just click on the pic it will take you there ........

Another Beautiful Day In Missouri
It's finally here!!! We have been so busy with bike sales! LOVE IT! the weather has broke, and everyonw is wanting to ride!! Can't wait until our Big April Fools Day ride, we had over 140 last year and I hope I can make it bigger this year!!!!

Another Poem For Written About My Moms Passing
I wrote this After my Mother Passed away. I wrote quite a bit and always wondered where the words came from. I hope those of you who read them enjoy and find a little bit of yourself in them if youve lost a loved one.. Thank you... Feelings of Sorrow.... My Life has gone down a Twisted Path The Happiness Gone My Days are Sad Some say Change is a Good thing NO one mentions when its a bad thing People say were here for you But no one comforts when you feel blue Current days arent a treat when memories are bitter sweet No one can heal my Deepest Pain No more sunshine just days of Rain I sit and ponder can I see Tommorow As I deal within the deepest sorrow Is there life on the other side again Or is My Life on Earth just the end.

Another Poem For The Heartbroken
Why? Minute by minute, Hour by hour, Day by day. Thoughts of you still haunt me, The wont go away. What happend to our love? When did it end? I thought you was my lover, I thought you were my friend. why did you do all those nasty things to me? Tell me straight up, Clearly make me see. I want to know where we went wrong. Did i say the wrong words? Did i sing the wrong song? The answers may elude me untill the day i die. Untill my last breathe leave me Ill ask myself WHY?????

Another Day....
So then, without a truck, I was left to find something to do. So I surfed the internet fantastic for various time wasters, one of which was cats and things, and basically, the day ended as...well, just as a day. Another day. Which, I know sometimes i'm losing touch with things around me, because it just seems like i'm letting time fly by at a record pace, and for some reason, i'm choosing not to capitalize on things that could be done with time wasted. ...I keep finding out bad news, recently. It's not great for the whole losing-grip-on-some-aspects-of-reality thing. It's like i'm searching for something to use to both bring me back down to earth, and, to allow me to live against reality at the same time. Eh.

Another Friday Is In The Books
So I stayed home again on a Friday night but I did get out during the day...I went to the movies for a matinee double feature...I saw 300 & Ghost Rider...check out the seperate blogs for each of them if you want to know more Now the weekend is upon us and is in full swing...have fun, enjoy yourselves and be safe...I want to see all you little cherries back in one piece :)

Another Poem
In this world. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. No one really cares who you are just what they can take. This is what the world has come to people that are fake. It seems there is no more love in this world to find. No one has love anymore its seems there unkind. If there were more love in the the world it would be a better place. In this world we live this is what we all face. In this world no one is the blame Put more Love in the world there is no shame. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. By native.

Another Very Adult Story - No Title
I hear squishy sounds. Then I feel movement from my body. I am being pounded mercilessly in my pussy and ass, juices continously dripping and splashing about. I feel a tingle sensation on my tits, I look and see straight pins stuck into my tits, 6 or 7 of them congested in my nipples. I see hands using my tits for leverage from below and above me. They grip tightly, burrying the straight pins in even deeper which causes my juices to flow even more. Some men roughly squeeze my tits tightly together and fuck my tits with wild abandon as they worry the needles in my nipples. The constant flow of juices from my pussy is splashing onto the cock pounding my ass, thus keeping it lubed up. I feel something on my lips and I automatically open my mouth and a thick rubbery shaft shoves its way in until I have trouble breathing and feel soft bags bumping my nose. It quickly exits, then enters again, and again. They push more pins into my tits, having difficulty finding a space

Another Year Has Past
Another year has passed And we're all a little older Last summer felt hotter And winter seems much colder I rack my brain for happy thoughts To put down on my pad But lots of things that come to mind that make me kind of sad ? There was a time not long ago When life was quite a blast Now I fully understand About "Living in the Past" We used to go to weddings Football games and lunches Now we go to funeral homes And after-funeral brunches. ? We used to have hangovers From parties that were gay Now we suffer body aches That sometmes lasts all day We used to go out dining And couldn't get our fill. Now we ask for doggie bags Come home and take a pill We used to often travel To places near and far Now we get sore bottoms From riding in the car ? We used to go out shopping For new clothing at the Mall But now we never bother... All the sizes are too small ? We used

Another Cigarette
We go out back for another cigarette and you whisper to me... I wonder what you're really thinking Do you just want something? Or maybe I should just let it be. Dressed eloquently for the nights affair, which maybe more literal than I'd expect. The clouds turn grayer and my mind goes blanker listening to you ramble on. You think I'm not quite aware but on the other hand it's quite the contrary. I know the true meaning of Another cigarette...

Another Night Has Been Silenced
A new day is born. Another night has been silenced. The sun rises and torches the once black sky. Shades of purple and amber shine with a radiance to match almost nothing. The brisk air of dawn brings everything to life. Nothing can escape its tight grasp. Fire cannot burn to compare with that of the scorched horizon. A new day has been born, and another night has been silenced.

Another Survey
Favorite: Gum – Big Red Restaurant – In Lansing, Guerrazzi's and in Toledo, Chet's Drink – French Vanilla Coffee or Mt. Dew Season – Fall Type of weather – 60 and wicked evil thunderstorming lots of rain and thunder and lightening Late night activity – Fucking Sport – I like any sport I don't have to watch Movie – Forrest Gump Store – ANY dollar store When was the last time you: Cried – Last night, but only a little for a minute Played a sport - Uhmmm...does sex count? Laughed – Today Hugged someone – About 30 minutes ago Kissed someone – About 20 minutes ago Felt depressed – I don't know anyone named depressed, so how can I feel them? Felt overworked – Constantly, two babies, a 6 year old and a Tim are hard ass work lemme tell ya What was the last: Word(s) you said – "Be nice to your sister damn it!" to my Sean Thing you ate – Only pop so far today Song you listened to – Du Hast Th

Another Big Oooops
Well, once again I write to you from work with PC issues at home. I had TLC on the tube this morning and they have this hilarious ad for themselves that talks about how they pass out life lessons... they even have these little figurines that represent each one and they list them. One was "Don't mix the computer and Merlot" and showed this woman crying and drinking as she typed away... I had to laugh when I saw it... okay, it was more of a snort actually. Well, it wasn't Merlot, and I didn't send any drunken emails out... but I seriously seriously broke Azura the Magnificent while intoxicated last night. The story is just too... well I guess embarrassing is really the only word... to share, basically I was a drunk dumb ass. Very sad. I'm now heading off to CompUSA with my trusty warranty.... really really praying that I don't have to buy another computer today. Hopefully I will suffer no more than being denied internet priviledges at home for a week or two, and if that's the

Another Error
now it says i am commenting to fast and flooding the servers.i don't know about y'all,but some of the changes "baby jesus" have made to the site recently,have been for the worse.it's getting to where you can't do anything on here.it's bad enuff that he sets limits on how many photos and how much stash you can rate.i reach my limits on a daily basis.i just think this SUCKS.

Another Stream Of Concious
do you want to be me do you hate me like I always knew you did do you want me to take off my clothes on this table in this chair on this plaque there's nothng written only garbage and no one cares what I think despite how brilliant I am hah like I rally believe that you never know who's listening you never know who's watching and I like it when you watch I love it when you think of me when I'm gone because it might be some day soon it might be some day soon it imght be some day soon do you love me i think they do do they dont they hate me please just take it away i don't want to be here anymore i want to be at never thought id make it this far i thought id have give n up or do you think there is a god does he like me im doing all this for him im doing all this for you you are my only all of you need need was it ever real was i ever worth it was i ever the deserving son that they wanted me to be what did love get me in the end what manner of payment have they receive

Another Viagra Joke :)
An elderly gentleman went to the local drug store and asked the pharmacist for the little blue "Viagra" pill. The pharmacist asked "How many?" The man replied, "Just a few, maybe a half dozen. I cut each one into four pieces." The pharmacist said, "That's too small a dose. that won't get you through intimacy." The old fellow said, "Oh, I'm past eighty years old and I don't even think about intimacy much anymore." "I just want it to stick out far enough so I don't pee on my new golf shoes." :Þ

Another Song....
I dont know how many of yall know this song but some gurls in my class were singing it and it has been stuck up in my lil ol head!!! check it Song: S.E.X. Artist: Lyfe Jennings Intro:] Hey yo you, You see most cats would take adavantage of you right now But I aint gon do that, you heard Imma give you the game, right Imma give it to you because I dont want somebody to give my little girl the game So she could find her s.e.x. [Verse 1:] Life's a trip Heard you just turn 17 and finally got some hips Hustlers on the block go crazy when you lick your lips But they just want relations, they dont want relationships (Welcome to the real world) It aint the same Fellas old enough to be your daddy know your name Everybody's talkin bout how much that girl dun changed Cant quite put your finger on it but you feel it's strange Like's it's fire in your vains [Chorus:] Girl it's just your s.e.x. Momma's secret And daddy gon go crazy when he finds

Another One Came And Gone
Well a nother birthday has came on gone and some how i made it through it.At least i can say that i had a good time today and only got emperest wonce today so imdoing good.Hope every one is haveing a good night.

Another New Blog, Its True....
LSR have been rehearsing yesterday & today and the songs are sounding great. The last few weeks we have been hitting it very hard. I can't wait to hit the road. On the radio side of things the song has been doing really well on WNCI thanks to everyone thats been requesting it.& we fucking love you for it. PLEASE keep it up. We can't do this without you. & we will never be able to thank you enough for all that you do. So I woke up a little thoughtful today. I realized that year has gone by, and it has been a fantastic one at that. But how did it fly by so quickly? It seems like a few weeks ago that LSR was just starting to play live, and here we are. A lot of the past 12 months have been pretty hectic, with my schedule (of my own making) getting crammed with one thing after another. Have I missed the beauty of certain things because I have been working my ass off? Have I had my head down so much that the world passed me by? A little dramatic perhaps, but I woke up early this morning

Another Newer Poem
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Another Post I Left On A Forum
Posted by: G - Ky 7:13 AM Mar 14, 2007 I just think this is absolutely Horrifying My Best Friend & I know this child and family Very well & Social Services has been involved with this now for the last 5 yrs at least or longer and You cant tell me if this was going on 5 yrs ago and social services has continued to be called in on this that they didnt know this type of abuse was going on THEY HAD TO KNOW!!!!!!!!! So this was going on 5 yrs ago can you only imagine the Hell this Poor Child has Been living all these Years??? And Now Look?? Because our System didnt do their job and Follow up like they should and take this child out of the home .. Then To give them Full custody of her??? and Listen to these SICK ANIMALS instead of hearing this poor innocent babies cry for help ... They let her Down She had NOONE She could Trust or to believe in her ... and THESE SICK (edited)'S STILL GET TO LIVE ON While Her life has been taken from her WHY SHOULD THEY GET TO LIVE??????????????????? FIRE EV

Another Fucking Fantastic Flick
Went to the sneak preview of Reign Over Me last night...the new Adam Sandler flick. If there was ever a flick that brought me to tears both laughing my ass off and feeling for the characters onscreen, it's this one. Adam Sandler plays a guy that lost his entire family in 9/11. However, the movie was so well done as to not preach on the subject of 9/11 or show any scenes with the towers or a reenactment of anything that happened whatsoever. It was all about the man and his grief. I will say that Adam Sandler has some incredible fucking talent. The man is a goddamn genius. I'll go as far as to say it was his best movie...I know I'll have combatants from all sides, but let me tell you, I dig a flick with intellectual humor. Anyone can rip one and call that shit comedy...while it is funny, sometimes you gotta have some humor that makes you think as well. I've also found myself all Who-ed out. "Love Reign Over Me" is a song I had never discovered (being a Who fan myself),

Another Set Back
Just as I thougght things were getting better, something creeped round the corner and knocked me down again. I got a phone call this morning of my Ex, to inform me that my Son from that marriage has been diagnosed with Cancer, he is only 27 he'will be 28 later this year. Steven has severe Learning difficulties, due to been starved of air when he was born. Here is a photo of him taken last Christmas, he is between my 2 brothers, that is Caitlin and Charlene in the front

Another Freestyle Without Thinking
Today was yesterday at some point of time I woke up tomorrow wondering why My mind is like clouds on perpetual bliss Make love with the sun and the sky gets a kiss Im not writing this down, it comes from my head and im just typing down the thoughts as theyre said I will freestyle a mile and still keep on going Giving up and slowing down, its not showing Come in my mind and find what I find That the story of life has so many kinds My path is a turn for the worst or the best and I will keep going til nothing is left A soldier by nature, surviving the streets Ive been throght it all and Im still not beat. So show me the love as it enters your heart Tomorrow is today and yesterday was the start.

Another Poem
you where the one i ran to for help now your gone and i'm alone not knowing how to do this on my own i'm lost in this maz we call life srtanded and scared you where the only one who cared but i was a dummy and blow it all because i couldn't handle it all i know now that i acted like a kid when all you did was be there i'm sorry i couldn't show you the real me the one who's strong and not so scared my heart call's out but your not there i don' know how to live this way but all i can do is let you be you have a life to live with out me....

Another Beautiful Job By Rosie
APRIL IS CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH!! Friends & fellow cherry tappers, April is "CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS" month, I chose to start this blog/bulletin now so it will get to everyone NOW & WE DON'T WASTE 1 DAY OF APRIL plzzz let's all come together for these little ones who have no one to depend on but a human who gives a damn!!! DO YOU REALLY GIVE A DAMN?? ALL I ASK IS FOR EVERY BULLETIN OR BLOG POSTED WE REPOST THIS WE ALL SAY WE LOVE KIDS I'M ASKING YOU TO PROVE IT!!! If you can't help out the kids THEN TO EVERYONE READING THIS DON'T YOU EVER ASK ME TO HELP YOU W/A CONTEST AGAIN !!!! My wish is for this to be circulated everyday in April, the entire month and I'LL BE WATCHING TO SEE WHO ON MY FRIENDS LIST IS REPOSTING AND HOW MUCH!!!! Concrete Angel VideoConcrete Angel lyrics - Martina McBride lyrics

Another Survey
1. Does anyone have naughty pics of you? :: 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? :: 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? :: 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? :: 5.which leg do you put in your pants first? :: 6.candles or incense? :: 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? :: 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? :: 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? :: 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? :: 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? :: 12. Shower or bath? :: 13. Do you pee in the shower? :: 15. Mexican or Chinese food? :: 16. Have you ever kissed a stranger? :: 18. Do you own sex toys? :: 19. corn dog or hotdog? :: 20. Your favorite restauraunt? :: 21. What did you have for lunch today? :: 22. Which do you prefer, iceberg or romaine lettuce? :: 23. When did you last fall down? :: 24. Have you ever wished someone were dead

Another Hot Story Revised
I SPENT THE DAY WITH YOU,I KNEW I FOUND TRUE LOVE. THE WAY YOU ACT WITH ME AND THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES MAKES ME RELIZE THAT YOU ARE EXTREMLY HAPPY WITH ME. EVERY TIME YOU SAID I LOVE YOU, YOU MADE ME FEEL GREAT. JUST HEARING THE SOUND OF YOUR ANGELIC VOICE SAYING THOSE WORDS TO ME WAS INCREDIBLE. EVEN JUST A KISS FROM YOU IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. YOUR LIPS ARE SO SOFT AND SO SMOOTH, WHILE I HOD YOU IN MY ARMS I CANT HELP BUT, RUN MY INDEXFINGER ALONG YOUR LIPS AND THEN GO IN FOR A KISS. THEN I LOVED TO JUST HOLD YOU,WHILE I REST MY FOREHEAD ON YOUR FOREHEAD AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES, I CAN SEE YOU LOOKING INTO MINE. I WHISPER I LOVE YOU AND I SEE THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE I LOVE AS YOU WHISPER THE SAME. BY NOWTHE SUN HAS GONE DOWN, AND THE MOON CAME OUT. ITSA LIL CHILLY IN THE ROOM SO WE LIGHT A FIRE IN THE FIREPLACE AND CLOSE THE CURTAINS. ITS VERY DARK IN THE ROOM NOW LITE BY ONLY THE FIRE. WE GO AND SIT ON THE FLOOR BY THE FIRE, AND BE

Another What Does Your Name Say About You?
add the letters in your first name using the numbers below, then write it at the bottom! (copy and paste into ur own blog :) ) under 45 points= NOT TOO SEXY...sorry 46-75 points= PRETTY SEXY 76-99 points= VERY DAMN SEXY! 100+ points= SEXY AS FUCK!!!!!! A=23 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=20 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=10 J=11 K=30 L=31 M=25 N=30 O=13 P=2 Q=12 R=9 S=24 T=8 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=20 Z=23

Another Busy One!
Got another busy day on tap! Good morning, everyone! This is Career Day at the Middle School, and I am speaking to two groups about Acupuncture/Oriental Medicine! This should be a hoot. Dakota is in the first group and has volunteered for any demos I might want to do, lol! Note: he has never allowed me to needle him up to this point, lmao!! This could be really good, but I'll try not to pick on him too much! Only brought one of my acupuncture point charts that hang on the wall of my treatment room - was afraid I might get some flack on the lack of clothing on the male model. The Chinese don't seem to have the problems with the male naked body that Americans do! So, back view only, lol! Brought all my "toys" - GuaSha tools, cupping supplies, needles, herbs, linements, books. You name it, I probably brought it with me, lol! Hope they enjoy the presentation! Guess I need to finish getting ready, lol! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to all! Blessings all ov

Another Fucking Nfl Moron
Oakland Raiders running back Dominic Rhodes pleaded guilty to reckless driving Wednesday after prosecutors dropped drunken driving charges against him. The 28-year-old Rhodes, who spent the past six seasons with the Indianapolis Colts, was fined $1,000 in exchange for the guilty plea during a brief appearance in Marion County Criminal Court. He was stopped on Feb. 20. Rhodes also was sentenced to 180 days in jail, but 178 were suspended and he received credit for two days. Rhodes was originally charged with operating a vehicle while intoxicated and operating a vehicle with a blood-alcohol level greater than 0.08. Those counts were dropped due to evidence problems and Rhodes' blood-alcohol level being 0.09, said David Wyser, chief trial deputy for the Marion County Prosecutor's Office. The legal limit to drive in Indiana is 0.08. Wyser declined to elaborate on the evidence problems and denied that Rhodes was given preferential treatment. "This was the proper reso

Another Day Another Tissue...
Ok I have given the heck up..I guess this cold loves me so much it hates to part with me ha ha!!! I have been thru 3 boxes of puffs in a week and a half..Is there a doctor in the house??? I seriously need one..And make him hawt!!! MUAH!!! Chele

Another Dui Loser!
No, this is not a post about Grady Little. Tony La Russa was found at a traffic light, asleep at the wheel, last night. He was charged with misdemeanor DUI. Now, for a public service announcement: hire a car, get a cab, have a friend, hell, pass out on the floor wherever you are. There is no excuse for a DUI. None. Look, I drink as much as the next guy. OK, more. I have also been able to put myself in a position to have a ride or to stay where I am when I am drinking and I haven't got the resources that a guy like La Russa has. You think he couldn't have made a call and some Spring Training flunkie would have driven and picked his drunk ass up? With the jack he's probably making, he could have afforded a stretch hummer while getting a hummer and humming the tune to "Take Me Out To the Ballgame" and not been hurt in the wallet. Seriously, watch out for yourself, because you're really watching out for others when you do.

Another Day
So, haven't heard about Chase yet... but I know it will be this afternoon before I know anything, I just am not patient at all. I woke up to my oldest crying like crazy this morning with his tummy hurting and burning up with a fever. Could this kid's week get any worse? I feel so bad for him, but hell what can I do. I am taking him to the pediatrician at 2pm this afternoon. Luckily heis feeling a bit better right now. He's drawing which is his favorite past time. Come to think of it, I really need to post some pics of his work... he's awesome... Wahoo, my fries are done... gotta love baked fries... ok so I don't do fried food anymore if possible... too much grease...bad for the heart and all that jazz. I gotta let the damn things cool some though... I'm hungry, but scared I'll puke if I eat. I want to go back to bed, but hate leaving others to take care of my child so I'll be up regardless. Can't seem to figure out things lately. I feel like people are tiptoeing around me, but

Another Tattoo Poem... (cheesy)
I wrote this a couple years ago when I got my first tattoo. "A BORN ADDICT" OTHERS SMOKE WHILE OTHERS DRINK I MYSELF PREFER THE INK ADORN THE CANVAS OF MY SKIN THE PAIN BECOMES MY NEWFOUND FRIEND. OTHERS MAY PLACE ART UPON THEIR WALLS OF MAJESTIC MOUNTAINS OR OF WATERFALLS BUT NO MONET OR DA VINCI WILL I INVEST JUST PLACE YOUR ETERNAL ART UPON MY CHEST OTHERS MAY FROWN AT GETTING TATTOOED, THINKING IT'S SOMETHING CRAZY OR LEWD, BUT THOSE WHO DESPISE THEM ARE TOTALLY NUTS, I WAS ONCE AN INK-VIRGIN BUT NOW I'M A SLUT! AS THE EROTIC NOISE OF THE NEEDLE ROARS MY SOUL SUDDENLY BEGINS TO SOAR, FOR THE ART ON MY SKIN IS PROUDLY WORN; FROM MY 1ST TATTOO ON- AN ADDICT WAS BORN!!

Another 43 Things About Me...
43 Things You Never Think to Ask 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Never Imma good girl unfortunately 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? Open eyes and happy 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? LIke 5 years ago I think 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? I'd take the chance to spoon someone in a damn heartbeat 5. Do you believe in ghosts? 100% 6. Do you consider yourself creative? at times yes 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? Without a doubt 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Angelina 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? several of my ex's are friends 10. Do you know how to play poker? yes 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? alot when I was younger 12. What's your favorite commercial? none 13. What are you allergic to? nadda 14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around do you run red lights? Imma good girl no 15. Do you have a secret that n

Another Version Of The Hockey Player's Quote
The Hockey Story This pretty much says it all... The cockiest, dirtiest, most irresponsible group of athletes in the world. Will do anything just to be able to tell his teammates a great story in the dressing room. Live the dream until they are 35 then realize they never made it. Ladies love us, guys want to be us, we are the soul of the universe. You lace up the skates, put on the gloves, strap on the helmet, and walk on to the ice and nothing else matters. It doesn't matter that you failed a test, your girl is being a bitch, or that you got a ticket on the way there...you're world is absolutely perfect for the next couple hours. Here's to face-offs, goals, assists, overtime, living on the road, cold rinks, early mornings, breakaways, going top cheese, countless hours of practice, bag skates, puking, thousands of dollars, dangling d-men, end to end rushes, big hits, broken twigs, new skates, packing bombs, dropping the mittens, wheelin' broads, coaches, adding the letter "y" to the en

Another Friday Stuck At Home
ANOTHER FRIDAY STUCK AT HOME. I'M REALLY SICK & TIRED SITTING AT HOME BY MYSELF. CHARLES HAS TO GO BACK TO WORK AND LEAVE ME HERE. GGGGGGGRRRRRRR I JUST WISH HE WOULD JUST STAY HOME WITH ME. EVEN WHEN I HAD A JOB HE WOULD GO BACK INTO WORK. I JUST WISH HE WOULD GIVE ME MORE ATTENTION & LOVE & AFFECTION. I JUST WANT TO BE HELD AND HIM TO LOVE ME & MAKE LOVE TO ME. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO TO GET IT THROW HIS HEAD THAT I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE. I'M HOME ALL THE TIME. WHEN HE COMES HOME HE GETS ON THE COMPUTER. THATS FINE BUT WHEN HE GETS OFF OF IT, ITS REALLY LATE. FUCK! AM I UGLY? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? AM I TO FAT? WHAT????? I JUST WISH HE LOVED ME THE WAY HE USE TOO. EVERY SENSE HE DONE ME WRONG IT HAS BEEN LIKE THIS. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF BEING ALONE. I WISH I WAS BACK IN MY TWENTY'S & NEVER GOTTEN MARRIED THE FIRST TIME. I HAVE HAD ALOT OF FUN WHEN I WAS SINGLE. WELL, HELL!!!!!!!! I GUESS THAT IS LIFE FOR ME. NO WONDER I'M SUCH A MESS IN MY HEAD! I NEED SOME DAMN FUCKIN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Poem I Wrote
Red hair and deep dark eyes To her I am drawn it is no surprise A smile to make the angels weep Thoughts of this beauty invade my sleep Stunning in so many ways Sights of this beauty make my days With her smiles and looks the clouds do part This incomparable beauty could own my heart Drawn to her like a moth to the flame She alone holds the power to this soul tame Seeking her each and every time I am here I would live to hold such eternal beauty near Heaven in her eyes so dark and deep Such beauty is worth dreams of eternal sleep By R. Thomas Dinsmore I have no girl only dreams

Another Sad Nite
Goodnite Guys... Talk to me softly There is something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin is changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sign Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight An

Another Prayer To Remember The Fallen Firefighters
My Brother has fallen; no, I don't know his name. Have not the same parents still family all the same. He lives in this town, I live in another, It doesn't really matter 'cause this man is my Brother. My Brother I call him, yet I've never seen his face. I have brothers and sisters all over the place! You see I am a Firefighter and our families are one. Around the world, a brotherhood of unity, A closeness, a bond, most people don't see. I'll watch his back; She'll watch mine, "You go, I go," time after time. His family's my family, Her family theirs, We're part of one family where everyone cares, I'll look after your kids, please look in on my wife, Should that day finally come when I laid down my life. We dedicate our lives helping our fellow man, Living day after day doing all that we can, Where ever we're needed whether nighttime or day, To save the life of another we'll step in harms way. My Brother has fallen doing what he loved best, And among the Honored, he

Another Day
another day, another dollar except im off today...lol...anyways just bored today and dont have anything to do..i have a new job as of today, wooo hooo... more money, like 3 dollars more a hour!!! been busy the last couple of days here.. had a lot of fun and good times :-) ac is still broke and the men have been taking their sweet time fixing it..house is dirty and dog hair is coming out the wahzoo...anyways who cares...

Another Completely Ridiculous Statement
Apparently im in some kind of sick ridiculous mood right now so sit tight it will pass soon. Bigfoot critics say bigfoot has been spotted since the 1800's and cant possibly exist because nobody could ever live that long...my response..Dick Clark has. That guy is what? 400 years old? whew ok its passed so sorry

Another Stupid Poem.....someone Shoot Me Now
UNLOVED How can I expect an answer When I'm afraid to ask the question? Hidden fears surround my heart Trapping hopes I'll never mention I lift my voice to query heaven But have no voice to ask for love I fear I will be found unworthy There's a hidden taint laced in my blood Though my mask may seem quite normal I was meant to be unloved

Anotha Contest Fo Me....lol...
Now it is time once again to all come out in full force and show yours truly some luv. The winners showin me luv will get a tasering....The losers showing me luv will get a tasering....lol..So come on out n bust yo jokes and act a fool. Or I shall track u all down n run u ova wit my truck.....lol... [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3624610449 ]

Another Poem
Feed my dreams and show me the truth behind those eyes i'll show you how i finish my words when i spit them and bring these other mother fuckers to a stand still I drop it down truthfuly n straight to ur face i don't go around the lines so yall can get a taste of how i'm feelin on the inside out there ain't no dought that how i bring it it will make ya jaw drop..watch as my fingers snap *snap clap clap snap*i'm bringin it back to that fuckin beat the one that'll make ya sit back in ya seat let me see ya nod ya head to this beat (chours)I can't go on with this i'm feelin way to pissed my brain is in a tie and all i wanna do is fly All this time i called you friend mother fucker you seid you'd be there till the fuckin end where you at now? yea i see ya with my old girl hit it up like i ain't even here what did my mom drink windex?am i clear? am i even fuckin here..alive..breathin shit yea i am and mother fucker we through you turn ya back on me and ste

Another New Look....
The web site I am setting up to unclutter my life and stack like things together, iWIM, took on a new look and feel because the additional page tabs I added got swept under the SEARCH button. I certainly can't have that!! :D Especially, when the tab was for my page on BLUEBONNET HUNTS. That is one of my annual events that I look forward to each year!! At any rate, worked on it quite a bit in between crisis calls -- information about my call with the doctor's office, bluebonnet tours, and many, many more links for spiritual growth, publishers, and so much more. If you can think of some links that I should add in the categories I have thus far, just let me know. :D More later....In the meantime, I am heading home! Kat iWIM

Another Oldie Worth Passing On....
Daddy's Day at School Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher cal led, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to star

Another Day
I ended up just wrenching all day yesterday instead of working at the machine shop. Today I might be doing both but who knows. I hope I can finish putting together the top-end for a 99 HD ultra classic. It has been awhile since I worked on a twin cam and they aren't my favorite to work on but it is still wrenching. Hopefully soon life will start turning around and maybe I can start sleeping again. Stress sucks but oh well, there really isn't anything to do about it.

Another Child
So... Got the news that another child with CDLS passed away. That makes 2 this month. This child lived well past his life expectancy. He was 26. I didnt know him personally, but know what his parents went thru raising him. How much love they must have had for him. Always saddens me when I hear of a child passing. But when one with the same genetic disorder my children have passes it really depresses me. Brings back all those fears and doubts. And memories of being told that my son Devon would not live. Well he showed those doctors didnt he. If you have children, love them like there will not be a tomorrow.

Another Scene Of A Slave Dance... The Chain Dance.
Silver slave bells jingle lightly in the air as she walks into the room and kneels before Master and Mistress. A dancing chain compliments her sapphire dancing silks. The silver chain gracefully runs from bracelet to bracelet covering small wrists and through a slave ring on the collar encircling her milky white neck. The chain only long enough to let the girl rest her hands on her soft thighs or clasp them behind her back. Firey red hair falls into closed hazelblue eyes with head bowed. She can feel her heart beating as nervously she waited for the music to begin. Slowly the music washed over and carressed her very being as it begain to play. The beating of the drum matched her heart as she brought her well towned arms up above her head crossing them at the wrists. Brazen thighs spread slightly as she drops to a bow, forhead touching the smooth cold tiles. Wrists still crossed above her head in the position of obescience. Bringing her arms back up, her firm body follows ro

Another Day Another Friend Made
so here it is another day. I cant say im surprised about how things have turned out. Yet again I am put to the side and made a friend. I dont think it will happen again. I have learned my leason well and am not trusting another man with my heart. any ways have a great day

Another Hard Day
So i have noticed over the past couple of weeks these type of mood swings ive hit in less than an hour ive seen all the way from the happiest happy to the most depressed emptiness inside. yes im going to see help, i did something else that was bad i basicly gave my self a self tattoo with a gerber try to spell my wifes name right, it did relieve the stress i was getting, its hard to live in a world when a idiot can control how you work, how you complete the work and how its done im stressed the fuck out i went off on my wife about another guy in the platoon thats shaming (getting out of work) by saying he has anger issues this guy doesnt have shit and everyone knows it but hes still playing the platoon sgt so we will see what happens send me some love anyone pls pfc mccrea

Another Hospital Stay 3-21-07
Well the hebrew school did it again. They left Petey asleep and unresponsive for almost 15 minutes before they went outside to look if i was there to get the boys. They were told to call 911 after 3 minutes of not being able to wake him up. I had to carry him out to the car, his teachers put his jacket on. Pete argued w/me not to take him to the Er. We got there at 6:15pm wednesday, they took him in 10 minutes later to the triage, he still was not awake from me carrying him into the er waiting room, he had a seizure in the car on the way to the ER. When he finally woke up he was sooo combative that when my brother in law and mother in law got to the ER. When they left Petey finally fell aslepp and he had a seizure in my arms, Pete again fought w/me and wouldnt get a doc. She just happened to walk in and he was still seizing in my arms. The pediatric resident was a total moron, he couldnt hear nor see. I repeated myself 8 times before he understood whet i said to write it down. He could

Another Fallen Angel!
I once had friend/brother; Christian! Truly he was one of a kind! I learned a lot about myself and life through him. I was also accepted into his family by himself, his mom and two sisters. Christian was killed in a car wreck about a year and a half ago. I cried so much, for he was truly an angel and a Godsend. To this day, I miss him and his family is still a part of mine. I learned earlier this afternoon that his older sister, Kirsten, had committed suicide either late last night or early this morning. I have not stopped crying since I got the news. It makes me wish that sometimes I didn't have a heart or just not one my size, because my heart right now is not only broken and aches so much, it's bleeding. To anyone reading this, please keep the McKenna family in your prayers! I would most appreciate it!

Another Fat Slob/alcoholic Loser Sports Star
BUENOS AIRES, Argentina (AP) - Diego Maradona is being treated for alcoholism and excessive eating and smoking. A day after Maradona was taken by ambulance to the Guemes Sanatorium, clinic director Hector Pezzella said Thursday that the former soccer star was under sedation to avoid problems associated with withdrawal from alcohol. Reporters and fans wait outside the Guemes Sanatorium where Argentinean soccer legend Diego Maradona remained sedated for treatment of alcoholism and excessive eating and smoking. (Natacha Pisarenko / Associated Press) He said Maradona's life was not in danger and that he remained in stable condition and was improving. "Alcoholism in Mr. Maradona or in any other patient is not something to be taken lightly. One has to treat it," Pezzella said. Maradona led Argentina to the 1986 World Cup title and the final in 1990. In 2001, FIFA declared him one of the greatest players in soccer history, alongside Pele. But off the field, he has battled

Another Truly Shitty Day
So i went in for my last round of injections. The previous two were horrible and they docs were giving me the wrong kind so today was the right kind. I go in there and they are talking a bunch of stuff about sedating me and i didnt wann go there, been there done that. After everything is ll done the doc starts talking about my neck. WEll he showed me on my mri's the extent of the damamge (first doctor to do so even when ive asked many times)my neck is littered with bone spurs rather nasty herniated disc and a narrow spinal cavity.... meaning the steroid has a decent chance of not helping me. Which means surgery. What makes this way worse is the fact 3 doctors have now said i can no longer wreslte in any capacity. Not even coach. Wrestling was the only thing that i was ever really good at and its gone completely gone. theirs such an empty void inside of me now bnecause of that. So now i cant ven find a job at all because i cant take stress on my neck/spine area. Which means im goign

Another Sex Survey
SEX SURVEY .. MAYBE TO MUCH INFORMATION! 1. What age were you when you first had sex? 2. Ever had sex on a first date? 3. What is your favorite position? 4. Are you Bi? 5. Are you Bi-curious?o 8. On yourself, do you prefer shaved, trimmed, or hairy? 9. On someone else, do you prefer shaved, trimmed, or hairy? 12. Do you like to give oral? 13. Do you like to receive oral? 14. Have you ever gotten someone to cum from oral sex ? 14. Do you like to lights on or off during sex? 15. How often do you masturbate? 17. Have you ever had a threesome, foursome, or moresome? 18. What's the most amount of people you've had sex with within a 24 hour period? 19. Have you ever had sex with someone, but hated yourself for doing it even at the time? 20. What's the most public place(s) you've ever had sex? 23. Would you have sex in front of others? 24. Have you watched porn? 24. Have you had sex while others were watch

Another Year Gone
Well, the other day I celebrated another year, it was wonderful with the three wonderful people I share my life with cake, ballons, streamers, cards and gifts....I am so thankful for all that I have...simple and sweet..oh yeah and once in awhile something shiney....

Another One
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think im cute.................leave a comment on one of my piics If U care about me ....................leave a caring message

Another Update
Just got back from visiting my sister. She's in alot of pain but she is on the slow road back to recovery. She's on a feeding tube and a machine to keep her leg muscles from getting sitff because she can't move hardly. She will be there till the middle of the week we think. She sends her love to all of you and thanks you for your prayers and thoughts. Please keep the prayers going though so she can make a full recovery. love you all and ty for caring Bren

Another Year Older
Well, its the day after my 21st birthday. Had a small party with people I cared about and did the "Campus Crawl". Went to Max's, Taylors, Rennie's Landing, and Fathom's for my birthday drinks. None of the less, I was pretty far gone. My husband was the bartender of the party. He made Peppermint Penguin, Banana Daquri's, Orange Julius Screwdriver. So all the drinks I had last night include: 2 shots of Tequila Peppermint Penguin Banana Daquri Kamakazi Rennie's Lemonade Cape Cod Corona Budwieser Bloody Mary Yep, I was pretty trashed, good birthday.

Another Fine Mess!!
My mind is reeling. This way, that way. Up, down, sideways. It's a scary ass ride. And I must admit, I'm white-knuckling it right now. I can see your hands, reaching out to stop me. I'm choosing to stay on the ride. I have to ride this out. I'll be just fine. I always am, in the end. Just wish the sun would come out.

Another Poem
Love Is Patient with a Life Love is patient with a life That brings its share of pain. We know sometime there is an end To the most stubborn rain. We know the sun comes out again On a world that's fresh and new, And all the gifts we freely give Somewhere, sometime accrue. We know sometimes we have to wait For life to come around, And sometimes that it won't, but still There's some good to be found. And even when things happen that Your soul can hardly bear, Know that I'll be next to you; My love is always there.

Another Rant About Something Meaningless To Most.
You all know what the swastika is...right? that symbol of hate and death that Hitler used to enslave and kill millions. But guess what...IT EXISTED 3,000 YEARS BEFORE THE NAZI'S USED IT!! It pre dates the egyptian Ankh as a symbol. The very word swastika is from the Sumarian for cripe sake! It means Good health and happiness and is used in many cultures as a GOOD Sun symbol. So the next time you see either a clockwise or counter-clockwise swastika being used by a native culture or a hindu holy man and yes even us witches....please don't show your ignorance by yelling NAZI at us....we're not.

Another Random Set Of Lyrics.... That I Really Like...
In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean no nothing at all to me No you don't mean no nothing at all to me But you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Another Test... Hey, It's Something To Do To Kill Time...
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)Take the quiz: WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?Modern SatanistThinking yourself to be a god, realizing Indulgence as your main goal, not believing in a literal Satan, and counting stupidity as your highest sin. You are a proud LaVeyan Satanist! You might enjoy www.churchofsatan.com if you're not already a member.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Another Time-wasting Site
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)At Steve, Don't Eat It!, there's a guy who eats strange things and then reports on them. They're all funny. And here's a little appetizer as to what you'll find:(From the entry on Beggin' Strips) Beggin' Strips slogan is "Dog's don't know it's not bacon!" Newsflash: Dogs are retarded. Mine used to eat his own vomit, and wag his tail while he did it. I'll be the one to decide if this stuff tastes like bacon or not.Anyway, there's a lot more on the site. Sit back and enjoy, realizing that since Steve has tried these things, you don't have to.tag: humor, funny, food

Another Survey...
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:I guess I do! LOL! LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:I am a lover first but I will fight if need be! WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:Failure and being alone for the rest of my life. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:Yup! WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:Most of them are shit! DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:Nope WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:I think so! lol HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:Lonely...... WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:2 different shades of grey. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:Nope HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:Nope ANY SECRET TALENTS?:LMAO!!! You would have to ask someone else! WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Las Vegas! HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:Nope DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:YES I DO!!!!! HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:LMAO!!! It's different every time!!!!! CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:HELL NO! HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:Yep! ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!

Another Shitty Day
Today is going to suck. This day sucks because yesturday suck because Monday sucked. I hope i can get another schol to work at. One that will give me my 8 hours and still give me time to complete my floors without too much hastle or stress. If I stay at my current school, I will probably be fired and will have to job search again. I really hate my job but I need the money. There are no options for low level computer operator. If I can get back into school, I am going to study as hard as I can and eventually work towards getting out of this country and either move to Canada or Austria.

Another Dancing Crime!!
Girl bites Hamburger A German girl who could not get rid of a persistent admirer in a Hamburg disco unzipped his flies, pulled out his penis - and almost bit it in half. Emergency services found the man clutching his blood-stained member in the middle of the dance floor. Natascha Mueller, 23, told police: "I just wanted to dance and he kept coming alongside me and would not go away." Her victim, Andreas Baum, 39, said: "She beckoned me over and told me 'I know what you need'. "Then she unzipped my trousers and I thought it was Xmas, and then she bit me. The pain was incredible. She almost bit it off." The young woman, who was arrested, was six times over the legal limit for driving when breath tested.

Another Sex Quiz
(Originally Posted on May 15, 2006) You scored 66 Heterosexuality, 38 Homosexuality, and 17 Asexuality! You are either straight or bisexual (with an interest in the opposite gender) with a moderate to high sex drive.The higher your score in heterosexuality, the more you are attracted to the opposite gender.A higher asexuality score means that you place a bigger emphasis on the emotional aspects of a relationship and less on the physical. My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on HeterosexualityYou scored higher than 99% on HomosexualityYou scored higher than 99% on Asexuality Link: The 3-Variable Sexuality Spectrum Test written by kitsunechild on

Another Video - People Suck
(Originally Posted on May 22, 2006)Be sure to watch it until the end - We'll see if the "god warrior" can be corrupted...tag: religion, anger, humor, funny, disturbing, evil, villain, jesus, tv, christian, joke, christianity, bible, video, crazy, insane

Another Wendesday
Music Video:IT ENDS TONIGHT (by The All-American Rejects)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone so my wednesday back was busy. i was late cuz it was dark and raining when i woke up so i rolled over and went back to sleep even tho the cd i have as my alarm was playing. i had to get caught up in every class (since i missed yesterday) and that was interesting. i also am beginning to HATE the musical cuz we only have blocked 10 scenes (MAYBE) and the show begins in a little over a month. i dont know how we're gonna do it, normally we would've been giving up our weekends already for extra rehersals but so far nothing. i was talkin to the lead actress oday and we both agreed that the crunch this month is gonna SUCK! so i've been feelin ignored and shit by my friends online cept robert (hannah's ex and my prom date yay!) cuz he goes to college in pennslyvania and we're cool now. but basically i'm gettin sick and tired of being told that someone has a crush on me or loves me

Another Writing On Life
Listen With Your Eye’s Learning as we see what is really in front of us past what isn’t there and coming to realization there is always more than meets the eye if we continually observe what it is that we are not immediately allowing ourselves to see. The past, as we always say should just be that very statement of understanding, THE PAST, everything of remembrance slowly creeps through the shut doors within our minds and constantly scream at our suppressed thoughts to relive what it is we do not wish to reawaken. Somehow, time no matter how long or short, it is immeasurable and holds no mercy. It will poke at us like a tip of a steel spear heated in fire and effortlessly and repeatedly penetrate the vulnerabilities of our flesh to awaken the silent cries of pain we hoped never to relive. Fare blankets our soul, and we shut our eyes wondering if it will make it go away, and relentlessly our mind visualizes those regretful moments of painful scars in the walls of our heart

Another Shitty Day
It's not everyday that I get woke up by the police calling me. They had a paper that needed to be delivered but they couldn't find where I lived at. So when he finally found the house, I was served with a summons to court. I am being sued for $11,000 plus interest and court fees for wreaking a rental car back in September. First of all, if I had that much money then I wouldn't have needed to rent a car in the first place. And another thing, I have absolutely no way of paying them that. I own no property that they can take from me, no car, no house, nothing! Think they can squeze blood out of a turnip? We shall find out.

Another Perv
Read from the bottom up... obviously. lovingman: fine lovingman: can you make some babe? ->lovingman: no lovingman: can you make some? ->lovingman: don't have any lovingman: i want to see some naughty pics of you ;) Eeew.

Another Ex Wife Drama
Wow two days and two problems with the ex wife involving my kids. Besides a school program for my son that I was not told about by the ex my son also had a Special Olympics track meet yesterday that I was not informed of. He won two first place ribbons and I missed it because no one told me about it. I could understand if the ex intended to attend this event but she didnt even go to it either. SO my son had no one there to share his two gold medals of glory. I dont know what else to do. The school has been no help. I went to talk to my sons teacher today about this and this is what I ws told. " Mr. Hollenbeck there, _ _ _ has told us that she doesnt know if the kids will be dsafe with you coming to the school. She said you were abusive! This just blew me away. She had tried to claim this in the divorce and had even taken a restraining order out against me claiming abuse. SHe even swore an affidavit of an incident of abuse but upon cross examination on the stands she could not recall he

Another Morbid Story
he threatened to kill himself again. he told me he was going to. since i was feelin the same, my attempt to stop him werent as zealous as they used to be. then i did the bitchest thing and turned it to me. he knows i have a fear of dying alone and that night, i didnt care anymore which meant i was serious. i told him i wasnt going to shangri-la with him, i was going to hell...it seems suitable and i've always known i was going. he said he'd trade his soul for mine and i'd go to heaven. i basically told him not to bother, i deserved wat i got coming and i could take it. the convo continued and he stopped responding so i went to bed. yesterday he IMed me sayin the gun jammed... i cant say i've completely given up my will to die either...after all...third time's the charm.

Another Day In Paradise
So here I sit in my mother's living room being bored out of my mind, wanting to take a nap, yet knowing I have a million other things to do. How the hell can I get all this shit done... Someone please do it for me or help out. I have surgery coming up in four days, my sons birthday party tomorrow in combination with an egg hunt, trying to move all our shit too. Oh yea, on that update, we are moving back in with my mom and stepdad which is a nightmare. I love my mother but her husband is a pain in the ass... he's an egotistical prick that thinks a woman should wait on him hand and foot and that shit doesn't fly with me... So anyway, we aren't planning to be here more than a month so we'll see how it goes... ok, I give up, going to take a nap.. to hell with it.... I am almost 30, I can nap if I want...lol

Another Sinfest Comic I Like
(Originally Posted on July 17, 2006)Here's another good comic from Sinfest:Kind of explains one of the major problems I have with xtianity...tag: satan, satanic, satanist, satanism, religion, christian, christianity, devil, angel, comic, image, humor, funny, SinFest

Another One!!!
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Another Poem From My Ct Wife
Dance With Me My heart is soaring upon your touch. Come my love. Dance with me upon the clouds of eternal love. Let me be all. See my love as yours. My soul stirs with desire. Come feel my love. Dance with me within the shining light of love. Let go of all. Allow my love to be the gentle wind that brushes away all of your past pain. Come to a heart and soul belonging only to you. Be mine now and forever, like I am too you. Dance with me forever upon dreams coming true for us. Let us be one. Never fear what is meant to be for us. Dance with our song of love. Dance within my love for you. Can you let my love show you the way to dance within light of forever. Dance with me…. For only you can fill these awaiting arms of love. Love me like I love you. Dare to feel and know this love I have for you. Come to a heart and soul daring forever with you only. Dance a endless dance of love with me. Let me be the one to hold you forever as we dance upon the winds o

Another Side Of Me
If only I could leave this awful place and find the tranquil waters of the sea to swim with your abandon and your grace and lead your life so simple and so free. But I must travel through life as a man, as restless and as angry as a storm. I seek out and I find peace where I can but, to my human nature, must conform. What must you think of me out here afloat just looking on, your captive as you play? Upon this large and slow and clumsy boat, if you could speak my words, what would you say? They say you dream of men, perhaps you do. But, in my fondest dreams, I dream of you.

Another One Of Them Nights
I'm tired of when I"m out, getting pushed around and all. If shit keeps up, I'm gonna move. This state I live is is a sorry excuse for the south. That and it's not home. I don't get along with the women here(or so that's how is seems). I've already started to down size. I've sold 2 of my cars. I only got one car and a pickup now (the car is for sell $1700 obo). I just wanted to get that off my chest, maybe I'll actually be able to sleep. I might need the help of the beer cooler. Ya'll take care. Redneck

Another Day Has Dawned
Another Day Has Dawned Current mood: awake Another Day Has Dawned by Timothy Bostick Amidst our chaos and confusion; Amidst our anguish and despair; Amidst our never-ending questions and blame; … Lies a world of lessons. Through our tears and astonishment; Through our hopelessness and depression; Through our anxiety and grief; … Lies a world of shame. For it is our world that is responsible; It is our world that allowed this sadness; It is our world that has lost its youth; … And it is our world that needs to change. It is a warning for those who would isolate it; It is a warning for those who would bury it; It is a warning for those who think it will not touch them; … It is we, who need to address it. For this is the birth of our own generation; This is the birth of our own problems; This is the birth of our own past mistakes; … It is we, who needed to watch over them. A new generation who have hopes an

Another Update
well today wasnt that bad of a day. went up to annies parents house and had easter diner, then went to my families. first time my family actually got along...cant believe it. got some new pics of bubba up. they are all the same pic but i did some different stuff to them. he looks totally differnt thats for sure. rob came down and spend easter with me and my family then left tonight with the baby. im letting him have her for a week. figured it was only fair to let him have her a lil while. but besides that aint much else going on

Another Survey
Just Another survey! 01. YOU HAVE 10 BUCKS AND NEED TO BUY SNACKS AT A GAS STATION. WHAT DO YOU GET? gatorade and churritos 02. IF YOU WERE REINCARNATED AS SOME SORT OF SEA DWELLING CREATURE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? dolphin 03. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE REDHEAD? mmmm I'll get back to this one 04. WHAT DO YOU ORDER WHEN YOU'RE AT AN IHOP? waffles with strawberries 05. LAST BOOK YOU READ? a book of poems 06. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? yes 07. DESCRIBE YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF UNDERWEAR. red panties 08. DESCRIBE THE LAST TIME YOU WERE INJURED. 3 weeks ago my best friend hit me on my boobie, awww that hurt got a bruise 09. OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WITH WHOM WOULD YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN A WELL? :) 10. ROCK CONCERT, OR SYMPHONY? rock 11. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? my niece awwwww 12. SODA? sunkist (orange) 13. FLAVOR OF PUDDING? vanilla 14. WHAT TYPE OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? black 15. PRESCRIPTION ME

Another Virus Going On... Again! Rrrrrrr
NEW VIRUS .....READ IT NOW!!!!.... Get this sent around to your contacts ASAP...we don't need this spreading around. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached filed called "Invitation" regardless of who sent it, It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which "burns" the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list, that is why you should send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it. If you receive a mail called "invitation", though sent by a friend, do not open it and shut down your computer immediately. This is the worst virus announced by CNN, it has been classified by Microsoft as the mostdestructive virus ever. This virus was discovered by McAfee yesterday, and there is no repair yet for thi

Another Day..
nother day without you, here beside me now l still don't know the reason, of what, or why, or how. All l know is how much, l still love you so, without you by my side, my heart is dying, slow. For one time you did love me, and than within a week, your love had stopped, l never knew, it was a girl you seeked. Why is it men, forget a love, so deep and passionate, or is it only women, who are compassionate. How can a man be so distracted, by a young sweet smile, forgetting all the love he has with someone else worthwhile. Another day without you, giving you my love, for ours was made in heaven, straight from God above. Why does our love has to end, l know deep in my heart, that you and l were meant to be, and never be apart. How can you stop so suddenly, returning all my love, you said yourself, that our souls, were joined way up above. l know my heart, my soul, and mind, are always with you, Love we can't deny what God has sent, to us from above. l'm waiting,

Another For Josh
am i to lost to be saved? am i to lost to be found or do you just not care am i dead to you is that the truth or do you lie again best friends forever and now this your slipping away i'm loseing you gone in a heart beat only here for an instant am i to lost to be saved? am i to lost to be found or do you just not care

Another One Of Those
1. My name— you should know it by now..if not ask me..i'll lie to ya. 2.WHY ARE YOU SINGLE -- I guess I haven’t really been throwing bait…or no one is fishing in my direction. 3. WHAT IS MY IDEA OF A PERFECT SOUL MATE? A woman who loves God and has a relationship with him. A simple woman 4. What is my ideal relationship? a relationship where there is an agreement of the minds..where not too much is spoken or gestured.. 5. What makes me the woman/man that I am now? My life experiences. 6. Where do u see yourself in the next five yrs with regard to having a family? i am not sure..what will be will be 7. IF I COULD CHANGE 5 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF WHAT WOULD THE BE AND WHY? my sense of individuality, my procastinating ways, be more spiritual, develop excellent social skills, learn to enjoy life with others. 8. DO I LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY? .... 9. HOW IMPORTANT IS GOD IN MY LIFE? God is essential…nothing else matters if I don’t have Him…and I am nothing without Him. St

Another Cut
TODAY IS A BAD DAY THINKING OF THE PAST I TRIED TO PUSH IT AWAY BUT THE MOMENTS WOULDN'T LAST. I TRY TO DO SOMETHING TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD THE HORRIBLE IMAGES THE TIMES I FELT DEAD. I LOOK AT MY ARM EACH SCAR A MEMORY THE BAD TIMES REPAIRED HIDDEN WITH FAKE IDENITY. AND I TRY TO HOLD BACK THE TIMES I WAS BEAT BUT THE IMAGES POP UP THE ONE'S I ALWAYS TRY TO LEAVE. THE TEARS ROLL DOWN WHEN I THINK OF THE TIMES MOM WAS THERE AND OUR FAMILY WAS RIGHT. SO I TRY TO MAKE THIS DAY A MEMORY OF MINE BY CUTTING MY ARM BECAUSE OF MY USELESS TIME. NOW TODAY IS BETTER AND EVERYTHING IS OK I'LL GO BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOING AND MAKE ANOTHER CUT ANOTHER DAY.

Another Poem I Like....
AIGHT SO I WAS WATCHING THE MOVIE IN HER SHOES. EXCELLENT FLICK I WILL ADMIT. PLUS CAMERON DIAZ IN A THONG IS JUST SMOKING HOT!!!! BUT IN THE MOVIE SHE READS THIS POEM, AND IT ABOUT MADE ME GET ALL WEEPY. CURRENT SITUATION IT JUST SEEMS FITTING. SO ENJOY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOT ME SOME!!!!! The art of losing isn't hard to master; so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster, Lose something every day. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent. The art of losing isn't hard to master. Then practice losing farther, losing faster: places, and names, and where it was you meant to travel. None of these will bring disaster. I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or next-to-last, of three beloved houses went. The art of losing isn't hard to master. I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent. I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster. -- Even losing you (the joking

Another Charity Event
(Originally Posted on August 3, 2006)Supposedly in Great Britain, there will be a Masturbate-A-Thon coming soon. (No pun intended.) According to the article, the idea migrated from the U.S. and will be used for charity for Marie Stopes (a sexual health organization) and the Terrance Higgins Trust (an HIV charity).A couple of paragraphs from the story:Those wanting to take part will have the option of wearing clothes that "they feel hot or erotic in'' and will be able to go into private booths, and male-only or female-only areas, should they wish.Around five people were aiming to break the masturbation record (eight-and-a-half hours for a man and six hours 20 minutes for a woman).What I want to know is, if the idea came from the U.S., why haven't I heard of them? It's definitely news. And it's the kind of activism I'd really be able to hold onto in today's hard world. (Pun intended this time.)Does anybody else know where these are held in the U.S.?Also good god! The world recordss

Another Business Coincidence!
CFO of Menu Foods sold half his shares week before pet food recall BY ROB GILLIES Associated Press April 11, 2007, 3:23 PM EDT TORONTO -- The chief financial officer of Menu Foods sold about half his shares in the company just three weeks before a massive recall of its pet food products, Canadian insider trading reports show. CFO Mark Wiens sold 14,000 shares for $89,900 on Feb. 26 and Feb. 27. The shares are now worth about $54,000. "He feels just awful that this link has been made,'' company spokesman Sam Bornstein said Wednesday. But Bornstein said Wiens faced a restricted window in which he could sell his shares. A blackout period related to the company's fourth quarter results prevented Wiens from trading until Feb. 19, Bornstein said. Wiens sought permission in writing from the CEO to trade then, a standard practice, he said. Wiens currently owns about 17,000 shares. Menu Foods began getting calls about sick cats around Feb. 26, but Born

Another Shift Over, But You Refuse To Go
another shift over, but you refuse to go, want to stay on the job until they are all found, exhaustion takes over, your head is hanging low, you take a nap on a blanket that's on the ground, a nightmare wakes you up, and tears track down your face, wearily, you suit up, slowly rise to your feet, you dreamed it was you caught in that terrible space, that's when you hear the little voice say, "my name's pete," you look down, there's a little boy in a wheelchair, bending down, you rub his head, big tears fill his eyes, "thank you so much for finding my daddy down there, he's now an angel who's looking down from the skies," he says, "do you need a hug, someone to talk to?" a lump forms in your throat, you don't know what to say, you hold the boy close, you softly tell him, "thank you, you don't realize what you did for me today, "i was going to resign, was going to quit, because of what happened, too many lives were lost, we're trained to save li

Another One Worth Saving - Equal Time!
subject: 50 Mistakes WOMEN make during sex ....Hallelujah!! Someone knows lol (repost) date: 2007-04-12 08:07:55 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall aslee

Another Roadside Tradgedy
Kiss me goodnight, shake me awake. The closer I get to you the more I can't wait. Roll on down here; smell my brakes. No time for coffee, just splash water on my face. Kick my tires, count out-of-state plates. Roll down my window, don't the wind feel great. Sunrise my friend, sunset again. The song I keep humming while my four wheels are spinning. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Wind it down and back it up. I might get there sooner than I thought No warranty or no wear and tear It don't matter just as long as I get there. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy. Another road, another road, another roadside tragedy.

Another Deppressed Ass Poem
im fallin apart so easy to die she toys with my heart brings tears to my eyes im the one and only so she says with a smile wants someone beside me should i walk that mile let her do what she pleases let her have another man oh GOD help me JESUS i dont know if i can she wants my permission to be with another should i go into submission pretend theres no bother can my mind stay sane will my heart stay whole can i pretend it didnt happen not bring it up again or will i be nappin in my own pool of sin

Another One.....
Hey yall my friend entered me in his contest Hottest Girl on CherryTap without makeup...I know I am not but I am in it sooo if yall can show some love it starts tonight at 10 whatever comments you can do would be great! Let me know when and if you do so I can return the love! Thanks again all I know im a pain lol http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=618946&albumid=309422&i=756425829 ~ZombieGirl~

Another Day In Paradise
Hello to all, Not alot going on, this is my second attempt on blogging so I am a bit annoyed, I forgot to title my blog and so it didnt take. I have no fucking clue what I typed in the last one, sure it really wasnt all that important. Nothing much going on with me, actually got a bit of much needed rest. I suffer from sleep deprivation so sleep is something I get very little of. I also have arthritis in my knee due to an injury i suffered years ago playing sports, I'm a huge soccer fan and I love american foot ball as well. I cant wait for warmer weather to arrive, I am more of a summer person, I hate the winter because I dislike being couped up in the house, I love the out doors. I love 4 wheeling, racing which i dont get to do alot of any more, and all sorts of other things, Just ask if you want to know more, I'm an open book and I have nothing to hide, Any ways, I was sleeping so good today for once when all of a sudden I was rudely awakened to what sounded like someone tryi

Another Drop In The Bucket......
So I WAS in a good mood today, Until I got the certified letter from my job (UPS) They are threatening to fire me if I don't improve my "misload" frequency......Funny, they usually move you to the unload before they term you. But for some reason I'm not getting the impression they are going to do that with me. Fuck. This really is starting to upset me, I guess monday morning I will go and have a talk with the union rep, and see what can be done about this. I don't think this is being handled the right way, I feel like they are strong arming me somehow.... Maybe I should take a tour of FedEx..... Truth of the matter is, when I started I WANTED to be in unload instead of loading, I'm so ADHD I'm having trouble focusing enough to be able to read each damn package. It's a brain dead job, but I like it, well, I did.......

Another Update
Well I am slowly getting better. I have had to go to the doctor twice within a week. I have had trouble breathing, it hurt to breathe, cough, sneeze, laugh, hiccup, sit, stand, anything and everything you can think of. Thank god for antibiotics. Thank god for my family because I couldn’t take care of my kids so I’ve been staying at my sister Kim’s house all week. My mom has taken care of my babies such as cooking for them and helping me when they’ve acted up. My mom let me sleep of a morning even after my kids got up. She would fix me breakfast. They’re not the only ones whom have looked after me, my boyfriend Jesse has called while I’ve been sick asking and making sure I was ok. He called after my doctors appointments and asked if I had taken my medicine yet. When I would cough he would ask if I was ok. Today (Saturday April 14, 2007) was an amazing day because I finally was able to see Jesse since last week. We actually got to spend some sort of quality time together. It was amazing,

Another Relapse-part 5
4-15-07 Papi RH ( Need Entries For-Sexiest Texan Girl Contest)@ CherryTAP Yet again, I have had anoter relapse 8:30 AM CST, I'm not sure about my levels. Till tomorrow, but please pray that they will be as they should. Ryan

Another Weekend Gone :)...
Cool MySpace Comments It was a great weekend, the sun shining the warm nights...and the dancing at the clubs. :D I hope ya'll had a great time, new memories maybe even new b/f's or g/f's :P. Whatever the case maybe, as long as we all had a great time yes? :) For those experiencing heartbreak...new week coming and eventually a new weekend:D, no worries time moves forward.;) Sit back, chill, listen to your tunes and have a great week! :D PEACE LOVE DANCE, watchingufromthemoon™ AKA lifelover2000 Cool MySpace Comments Cool MySpace Comments

Another Monday! Oh Happy Day!
Today is Taylor's 16th birthday! Hard to believe my baby is 16 years old! How fast the time flies, lol! He has requested "stuff for the guitars" for his birthday - I think we can manage that, lmao!! Happy Birthday, dear Taylor! Strangeness abounded over the weekend, but that's OK. My guess is I need to learn some lesson from all of this - just need to figure out what it is, lol! Sunshine and a high of 65 is on the agenda for the day. Yay! Sent lots of energy out to lots of people this morning! Hope everyone received, lol!! Have a wonderful Monday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, all over the map! It's gonna be a good day - Taylor is listening to GnR! Axl is Knocking on Heaven's Door, lmao - one of my favs!! Later!

Another School Shooting
i just woke up to hear the news there was anohter school shooting down in the states,, 22 dead. what a world we live in when students cant go to school anymore. i wish all those families of the victims a prayor and i hope everyone else does as well.. Write your politceans and tell them we need to stop this violence once and for all.. bedrock

Another Downrater
NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE DOING A BLOG ON THIS BUT I MADE A FOLDER JUST FOR THEM ANYBODY WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT I'M NOT ONE TO DOWN RATE PPL I ONLY GIVE 10S OR 11S SO WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE TO BE RATED A 1 JUST THOUGHT EVERYONE WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WE HAVE ANOTHER DOWNRATER I AM GLAD THAT WE CAN NOW TELL WHO IS RATING US ONES THAT A PLUS AND I GIVE KUDOS TO BABY J FOR THAT ANYWAY NO I DIDN'T GO RETURN THE FAVOR LOL BUT I WILL SINGLE HER OUT FOR ALL TO KNOW sweetbaby_1983@ CherryTAP

Another Place
Peel and strip until the smoke is bare Beneath the tear there is a glare Piston shove plush cries Constrict the conscript from behind Compound carvings, once, twice, thrice slice Line up the wounds and allow the blood to homogenize I’ve got an altar built for two and a sacrifice with my name on it I can shift what constitutes as truth if you want to lie on it The pedestal may make you tall but it is there for praying on And for me to prey on the praying as they’re locked in holly song When you’re upside down blood doesn’t fall It rises above as if to answer a call Cleanse in desecration Breath easy in suffocation Feed the starving medication The blood is sedated but not inebriated The Mac truck is speeding out of control Road blocks are useless I’m in severe need of a wall

Another One.
it seems like i am having bad nights more and more. I feel awful. I know its pathetic and really my own fault and i have no idea why i have the urge to post it on here for everybody to see. I dont need anybody out there knowing my problems. Yet here i am. Spilling my guts to you. I know most of you could give a rats ass about me. Most of you are here for the ratings only and could actually give a fuck about actually being friendly. But I am a friendly guy, and not the type of friendly you have to worry about. I have been seperated (divorce is $$$ i dont have right now) for two years. I have been alone that entire time except for my daughters. Any of the people I talk too will vouch, i am flirty but i do not come one to people or make them feel uncomfortable. I believe only a very small fraction of a percentage of people who meet online, make that right connection. So, while i may flirt i have no intentions of trying to be anyones boyfriend on here. I am here for friends. Wow, got a li

Another Quickie...
I am still looking for a JOB! My boyfriend is still working... and things between us have changed even more... I feel like since stevie moved in his attitude has changed.. sometimes it feel like they gang up on me.. like partners in crime... I wish things were the way they used to be when we started dating... sometimes he acts like he doesnt want anything to do with me... and the sex life... well... lets just say hardly at all... :( I dunno... it seems like the more I try to fix things... I just make everything worse... Anyways... my prayers go out to the Virgina Tech students and their families... How could someone have shot and killed so many people? someone at my school could do the same thing>? we all need to realize what life means to us... everything..

Another Day Passes
What shall become of the day? Yesterday I got to deal with stupid people yelling at me for no reason. I need a break something for me, how I wish I could get some flowers or something but I have no one to send me flowers and I don't have any money to buy my own. Please let something good come of today

Another Survey Bout Me
What would you do if?: What would you do if? The President of the United States called you:Tell him to fuck off and hang up on his ass! You won the lottery:I would take care of my family and get anything and everything i ever wanted You got invited to be on a reality TV show:Hell yeah lets do it! You caught a friend stealing from you:Turn they ass in no one deserves to steal You witnessed a murder:uhm I am not sure n this one A random stranger offered you candy:take it and throw away MySpace and Facebook closed:cry!! LOL A genie granted you one wish:I wish i never ran out of money again You lost your favorite possession:Get over it and move on You found 10 dollars on the ground:pick it shit up .. Your date throws up on you:end the damn thing right then and there Someone cuts off a chunk of your hair:cut theres off too ALL OF IT Your favorite celebrity comes to visit you:

Another Stupid Quiz
(Originally posted on January 22, 2007)I found another quiz that I'd like to share with you... Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your definitely not going to lose it because you sure are using it! Your Motto: "The More I Drink The Better She Looks! Your Sign: "Double Bag It!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Men" is available here***starXtest v2.0*** tag: quiz, slut, mature, adult, humor, funny-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Another Erotic Story
You and I were out one night at a local nightspot we often go to meet friends, and have a few laughs. When we arrived we both noticed a very pretty lady sitting at the bar. I found I couldn’t take my eyes off her. She was about 5’5, with short, very stylish blond hair. She looked to be in her late 30’s with a beautiful lean body. I’ve always felt attracted to some women, especially those that seem confident, in control and yet very feminine. You went up to the bar to get us drinks and I saw you chatting with her. You just can’t resist flirting with a pretty lady. You came back to the table with our drinks and a few minutes later she came over and asked if she could join us. Her name was Lorri. Her perfume was intoxicating and her bright blue eyes were penetrating. When she sat down her short skirt rode-up high enough to show the top of her thigh-highs. Her legs were just perfect and she crossed them to my side of the table so I had the best view of them. I felt a jolt of sexual ener

Another Gracious Thank You . . .
I wanted to thank all of my friends for the support again while I am dealing with another tragic death amongst my friends. I don't know if I would class it as luck, but when out with friends on Friday night, Chay was posing for pics . . . only hours before she decided to take her own life. Am I surprised that you bleached out your hair to platinum before checking out of this flea bag of a motel called life? Nah . . . It was your way of doing things . . . Again, all I am left with is memories . . yes, that is selfish, but you know what, taking your own life was selfish and I have a right to be angry with you!!!!! You had it all, and unfortunately, none of us will ever know why you did this . . . You could have talked to any of us . . . You could have picked up the phone and called me . . . Yes, you were far away, but I was always here for you!!! You could have hoped back on a plane and flew back home . . . I guess, AGAIN, I am left

Another Use For Duct Tape...aaahahahahaaaaaaaahahahah
This is mega funny cuz my ex-hubby's name is Paul and he loves his duct tape....makes me wonder things about him even more now...aaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahaaaaahahah. Jeff walks into a bar and sees his friend Paul slumped over the bar. He walks over and asks Paul what's wrong. "Well," replies Paul, "you know that beautiful girl at work that I wanted to ask out, but I got an erection every time I saw her?" "Yes," replies Jeff with a laugh. "Well," says Paul, straightening up, "I finally plucked up the courage to ask her out, and she agreed." "That's great!" says Jeff, "When are you going out?" "I went to meet her this evening," continues Paul, "but I was worried I'd get an erection again. So I got some duct tape and taped my penis to my leg, so if I did, it wouldn't show." "Sensible" says Jeff. "So I get to her door," says Paul, "and I rang her doorbell. She answered it in the sheerest, tiniest dress you ever saw." "And what happened then?" (Paul slumps b

Another.....
"LET THE PAST GO, lIVE IN THE "NOW AND DON'T PLAN FOR THE FUTURE CUZ IT'S NEVER A GAURANTEE." SO WHEN YOU WAKR UP IN THE MORNING ALWAYS SAY THANKS TO THE LORD CUZ IT IS A PRESENT FROM HIM TO US.. THAT'S HOW WE GET PAST... PRESENT... AND FUTURE...

Another Daughter Poem;"nothing Left Of Me."
Nothing Left of Me. My spirit has finally left me. No more thoughts of you. There is nothing left to see. My spirit has finally left me. I thought you were the one. The one who would finally rescue me. Rescue me from all this pain. But you were the source of all my pain. My spirit has finally left me. No more memories of us. There is nothing left of me. my sprit has finally left me.

Another Try (a Song By Phil Keaggy)
How have You been? Lovely to see You, My how the years slipped by. Won't You come in, Feel free to be You, Give me another try. Because I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I can recall the place where I left You, You gave me no reply. Your eyes said it all, but I'd become deaf to Your tears as I waved goodbye. But now I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I've changed my heart now, I'm willing to go Your way. And I couldn't part now, With You for a single day. For I have missed You, and when I missed You, I really missed You so. If You will have me, I'll be Your's gladly, But don't ever let me go.

Another Daily Dose.....lol
While you were out, I got a call A man sayin' you given him your all When I asked him for his name He spoke these words that began to mame He said he was in love with you And you were in love with him too Is all this true The things he said All I feel is blue When I should see red He began to mention intimate things Even your tattoo that shouldn't be seen I told him to cut it, but on he went He knows way too much, and now I'm spent I said I was in love with you And you were in love with me too Is all this true Is what I say so We can't be through I need to know 12/12/2003 ``` Cory

Another Love Poem
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Another Day Another Disaster
as the northeast flooded, rain falling like the biblical days of noah, a young man killed 33 people at virginia tech, more troops died in iraq and the government grows more foul with every passing moment as more secrets are ousted to the public. these are the disasters that form the bond between people and bring unity as one culture. from fighting the fight in iraq to helping those in need and for some praying for the families of the fallen victims of this weekends tragic events. as people it is in our nature to feel pain joy sorrow and fear and all of wich have been felt alot since the day the towers came crashing down in new york city, but as people and human nature differ so do opinions on the topic. some conspiracy theorist say we did it all while others say it was the work of terrorists any wich way the events in the states are chaning the youth and desesitizing them to future struggles. im not saying the media is bad but when is it time to take a stand and voice as one union of p

Another Song
"Right Here" "by Staind" I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just fo

Another Poem
This was another poem from my archive, from back before my fella and I were together...the good thign is, he still makes me feel this way with every touch of his hands... Making love with you..... is like music for my soul.... the way you make me yours and have all of the control. Making love with you... is like fireworks in my brain.... the way my body responds to your touch and sets my skin ablaze..... Making love with you.... it is like opening the dam to a rushing river the way you make me come alive. Making love with you... is like the ocean washing over me, flooding my body so deep and so strong with a passion as undying as the tides. Making love with you... is beyond anything I have ever known... and everytime we make love... it feels so right....like I am home.

Another "about Me" Quiz..
For Starters... I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok?Awesome, one less redundant question to answer!Instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?When my son, and eventually my daughters call me 'mom'; or when my husband says "I love you"How old do you feel?Sometimes I feel like I'm 10, others I feel like 110How old do you look?I don't know, I don't judge ages in the mirrorHow tall is your best friend?I think my tallest, oldest friend is somewhere's around 6'5 - he has to duck under my ceiling fans at least...What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?I elieve that was Mr.Acosta, and he had wispy receding gray hairWhat color are your father's eyes?BrownWhere do you wish you lived?Oregon, or WalesA Bit Deeper Now...Do you remember your dreams?OccasionallyIf so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most:My son dying, before he was even born. Had me watching close his first year.How about the one that made you feel really good?Befriending and housing a

Another Day No Dollars
Well... I got a job! today is my first day.. its only 8 hours a day! THANK GOD! I work 3pm-11pm.. I am a nurse's aide.. and am working at a nursing home here in town... I am glad for that.. I kept calling the people until they finally gave me a job.. I have been adding *APPLE* stuff to my house.. thanks Bobbi !!! I have been getting along with pooter better.. I think I have stopped being a big bitch.... supposedly it was me/.. I dont think it was just me though//// Pooters mom started a bunch of shit yesterday/// but I am done worrying about them people... they can kiss my ass... I have enough on my plate// I am going to start school again....YAY... I am finishing my nursing degree... YAY I will be an LPN... YAY.. well I need a shower and have shit to do.. later people

Another Heart Felt One
6acc at tha 6ottom again/e'erytime i gain a little/ i lose a little more/god dayum door shut in my face/c'mon 6oogeyman picc up tha pace/move wit haste/cuz i got no fuccn time to waste/most of u cuddnt handle tha stress i go through/6ut i always make it through tha shit no matter how hard it hit/6ut sumtimes it makes me feel like shit/sumone tell me im gonna make it so i can give my kids n wife whut they need wit my music/cuz i wanna use it so bad it makes me sicc to my stomach/sumtimes it leads to heartache/so god tell me its finally time fo me to get down n shine n give all these ppl a tatse of whats goin through my mind/cuz i jus wanna feed to e'ery need that they cud have/this shit makes me so mad i feel like a scum bag/cuz i do anything for them/cuz wit out em i pro6a6ly be toe-tagged on a cold sla6/i think it wud 6e my time to go out this world only reason im still here is 6ecuz they're my fuccn world

Another Year Older
well here goes another year down the tubes. yep friday i'll be another year older , omg. yeah i sit here and wonder what my day will be like, probably like anyother boring as hell around here with nothng to do and no money to do it with. i wonder if my friends will even remember that its my birthday? it will be a greta day i suspose no matter what. as im very lucky to be alive, from the things that have happened in my life i take each dayand treasure it as it were my last. if your reading this then you are probably one of my frineds

Another Update
I just wanted to update you guys on what is going on with my mother on law. After the last entry, she did come off the vent for a day and a half. She was reintabated because of her difficulity in breathing. This Wednesday will be 3 weeks she has been on the vent so they now want to do a trechostomy, for thoes of you that dont know its putting a hole in her neck so that she may more easily come off the vent. Also, on Friday she develoed a severe deadly infection on her leg that required emergency surgury. They are certain that they got all the infection but she will have one more exploraty surgery this week and then a skin graph later in the week. So it seems to be a long drawn out process to getting her better. We are all exausted and trying everyday to cope with the situatuion. Please continue keeping my family in your thought and prayers. Love to all my friends. Thanks

Another Day...
Well well well... another day of the usual.... sitting back and relax for a change... enjoying the fact that the majority of my income is coming from being at home taking care of what needs to be done to have more then nothing. Hopefully this week i should be hearing back about my loans for school. If they dont go through I decided to follow in the footsteps of one of my idols, Hunter S. Thompson, and join the US air force. So.. we shall see how this goes!

Another Day In The World Of A Angel
HEY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS WELL HERE IT IS 12 30 IN THE MORNING ON TUESDAY MORNING AND I CAN T SLEEP SO I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE YA ANOTHER GLIMPSE AT ANGELS WORLD MONDAY ACTUALLY WENT WELL FOR ME AND HUBBY WE WAS ABLE TO MEET A FEW NEW CHERRY TAPPERS AND HAVE FUN CHATTING WITH THEM GRANDMA STILL NOT GETTING BETTER BUT IM SURE IN TIME SHE WILL TOMORROW BEING TUESDAY MY HUBBY AND HIS BUDDY GONNA TRY TO GET SOME THINGS ACCOMPLISHED BUT NOT MUCH ON THE AGENDA WATCHED MY WRESTLING LAST NIGHT AS I ALWAYS DO ON MONDAY NIGHTS NOW ON TUESDAY I WATCH IDOL I AM A BIG REALITY SHOW BUFF LOL AS IF YA COULDNT TELL ALREADY THEN CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY GET TO GO MEET A NEW FRIEND OF MINE AND HAVE SOME FUN SO ANGELS WEEK IS ANXIOUSLY AWAITING THE WEEK END WELL I GUESS THATS ALL FOR TONIGHT STAY TUNED IN FOR TOMORROWS EPISODE OF ANGELS WORLD AND PLEASE ALL IF YA SEE MY PAGE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD YOUR SELF TO MY MAP AS WELL AS MY POST IT BOARD TY ALL MY FELLOW TAPPERS AND I LOVE YA ALL ANGEL

Another Favorite Song Of Mine.
(This blog does not mean I am in a relationship, just that I happen to like this song, and thought others might as well.) Colorblind Counting Crows. I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am Taffy stuck, tongue tied Stuttered shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am covered in skin No one gets to come in Pull me out from inside I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am.... fine I am fine

Another One Gone
I was saddened to hear that one of my journalism heroes, David Halberstam, was killed in a car accident today. He wrote about a great deal of subjects, some historical, some investigatory. My favorite is "The Fifties" - a great book to read about the decade that defined our culture in so many ways. His work will be missed.

Another Blast Of Insanity
Eventually you'd think drama would go away. People always complain about it. but for some reason it always seems to reappear. It kind of started off tonite for me. well it was hump day so i got no lovin so thats what makes me bitter 24/7 :P i mean c'mon.. a man needs his loves anyways Shannon is talking to me about the most bizarre shit i ever heard her say.. she's talking about drugs and weapons being the 2 most influential economic factors for industrialized countries economics. I'm like..why are we talking about this at 9PM? can we just talk about what we are doing or how our day was? I get like that too sometimes but she's never been quizzy like that.. women never cease to amaze me.. i will repeat that throughout my life im sure I'm confused more and more the days roll on by. She starts bitching to me about hair in the sink. Now don't get me wrong it was my hair. I shave and yeah i can't get every single hair off the sink. But why was she so insistent on me g

Another Double, Chris Isaak!
Forever Blue Nobody ever warns you, or tells you what to do. She walks away, your left to stay. Alone forever blue. The stars have all stopped shining, the sun just won't break through. Each days the same, more clouds more rain. Your left forever blue. Forever blue 'cause you love her, but she dosen't love you. You did your best, life did the rest. Your left forever blue. ( Guitar Solo ) No reason left for living, still there's alot to do. New tears to cry, old songs to sing. And feel forever blue. And be forever....Blue ************************************ Baby Did A Bad, Bad Thing Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing. Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing. You ever love someone so much you thought your little heart was gonna break in two? I didn't think so. You ever tried with all your heart and soul to get you lover back to you? I wanna hope so. You ever pray with all your heart and soul just to watch her walk away? Baby d

Another Week
another week Current mood: crushed Category: Life Well it has been a few weeks since I've wrote anything on here. My life has been in turmoil since Feb. My stepmother wants to adopt my daughter that has been living with her for the past 10 years.She has alienated herself and my daughter away from my fathers family since his death last year. none of my aunts or my sister can see or talk to my daughter without mom having something to say about it and than she tell me that she doesn't have to tell what is going on with my daughter just because she has primary custody of her i dont' need to know how she's doing in school or anything.. and this is the women i used to look up to the one that raised me since i was 7 years old... Now the past several years i'm embarrassed to claim her as my mother. I would sooner tell everyone that both of my parents are died and not mention the fact that i still have a stepmother. the women that raised me isn't this women that has torn whats left

Another Contest
I am running a different kind of contest only accepting first five people for each category I am running them for two weeks the one who wins out of each category will have to run against the others for another week to see who is the final winner the final winner gets their pick out of these prizes.. Happy Hour or Month Blast or 7 day blast for each month for three months or a 3 day blast each month for six months straight u decide what u want . The five categories u have to choose from or you can go in all but have to be first five to enter is most drunk pic the nicest dress man pic, nicest dressed woman pic, best cleavage pic and longest tongue pic Shout out or message me what category or categories u would like to be in..thanks I WILL NOT TOLLERATE YOUR FRIENDS HELPING YOU, BASHING OTHER CONTESTANTS OR STARTING SHIT IF THEY DO YOU ARE OUT OF THE CONTEST AND YOU CAN ONLY USE ONE PROFILE TO COMMENT BOMB ANYONE CAUGHT CHEATING OR BEING STUPID IS OUT OF THE CONTEST The fi

Another Hate Life Rant
i read a blog earlier she made me realize how much i hate my life. not much to look forward to except death. oh and my kids milestones but other then that i dont think i'll find the love that was meant for me like in my favorite of all time song: "where is love.? dose it fall from skies above? is it under the willow tree that i've been dreaming of? where is she? the one i close my eyes to see. the one whose kisses and love was only meant for me." that song hurts to sing but it is how i felt ever since i saw the play back when i was 11 i cried then and i cry now. i'll never find it cause i dont think i really want to everything i touch i eventually screw it up. i got an ex that wants me back but its only cause no one wants her. i got a love in oklahoma that i wanted to spend my misserable life with but she lies about everything to keep me as a backup and i know this but like i say alot pain for me is a fettish and all it does is turn into lust. i would date but i hate the uncorfortablen

Another Day...
Well, I'm just in a mood to type so here I go...Well, I know I signed up in late December, so didn't recently come back until about a month ago...Now, I'm on here faithfully each day...I'm learnin' the site, and very much enjoyin' my time on here...I have meet some many amazin' people on here...who are very dear to my heart...I'm a very socialable person, and love talkin' online...I will be postin' more photos in the near future...I know I take a million, and only selected ones make it on here...as for the NSFW pics...I do the best on that part. Well, feel free to rate, leave comments...I will do my best to return the favor...I'm most likely in the Wicked Intentions lounge in the evenin' times...So, if you see me there...give me a shout or come have a dance with me...until than take care...and xoxo from Canada ;)

Another Part Of The Story!!
As he lead her back in to the house he said only this. Don't give up on that guy,he is still very much here,sweet dreams. As they left he went back to talk to the other high men. She headed back up to he room. Thought ahh think it's time for a bath. So she called for the person that gets her bath ready for her. As she slipped in to the hot sweet pea smelling bath, she shivered as her body got use to the hot water. As the water slipped all over her curves. She lay her head back and wonder did he know how she wish the water was him. She closed her eyes and she could remember a night just like this a storm just breaking, they were in a hot bath he was licking her nipples as one had held her breast tight as his other hand found it's way in to her silky core. At that thought ,her nipples became hard,like he was doing it all over again. She shivered all over again, and moan softly. Then she heard a soft voice saying to her,Don't give up on that man he is still very much here. She sighe

Another Weekend Coming Up
Well here is another weekend. Hope everyone is having a good one. I spent all day at work. It was a pretty decent day. We stayed busy pretty much all day.Rained on us for a good bit of the day. Then the sun came out and smiled down on us for the rest of the day. Dont really plan on doing to much this weekend. Gotta work tommorow. Hopefully we might get off work around 6 or 7. Money is tight this weekend so probably will sit at home. Thats ok though. My girl and I went and did some grocery shopping tonight. Could not get a whole lot but we got enough to last till the next paycheck. I know alot of us have to live that way huh. Still we keep on doing what we can. Well I think thats gonna wrap up this lil nugget for one day. Hope everyone has a safe and fun weekend. Peace. Stryker

Another Day At Work
I have had to work alot here lately.We have been pretty busy with the storms and all.I was pleased friday when i got to work and there was a thank you letter from the parent of the little girl.the father praised me for what I did. I called him and told him that it was my duty to do that.I am glad that the SOB that hit her is still in jail.May he rot in jail.Letters like that make it all worth while.

Another Survey
You scored as Emo Kid. You listen to emo. 'Nuff said. You know how to dress. You usually feel as if nobody understands you. Emo Kid80%Punk67%Stoner60%Goth47%Loner40%"Ghetto"27%Hot20%Geek/Nerd13%Prep7%Jock0%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com This is bullshit, where's my fucking razor, aw shit, I am emo then...:(

Another Fucking Survey
The phone rings... who do you want it to be?DennyWhen shopping at the grocery store, do you return the cart?noDuring a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?depends on the people thereDo you take complimets well?yeahDo you play Sudoku?fuck noIf abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?yeahDo you like nipple rings?yesDid you ever go camping as a kid?yesWhat was your favourite game as a kid?I don't rememberIf a sexy person was pursuing you, but you know he/she was married, what would you do?Tell 'em to fuck offCould you date someone with different religious beliefs as you?YeahDo you like pursue or being pursued?I don't knowUse three words to describe yourself.:Annoying, Hyper, StonedDo any songs make you cry?YeahAre you continuing your education?noDo you know how to shoot a gun?yesIf your house caught on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?laptopHow often do you read books?a lotDo you think more about the past, present, or future?futureWhat's your favou

Another Year
Another year older...god I miss being a kid. Today will be uneventful for me. Thanks to all who sent gifts and remembered my bday. I am kinda surprised some of u forgot (hurt face)Not doin anything special today. Have a good one people

Another Insight To Darla's Life.
Ok..so why do I pick guys that there is no chance of a relationship developing?.....Anyone wanna help me out here? Is it fear of commitment? The fact that I never want to get married? The fact that I have seen marriage after marriage end in divorce (3 in fact just for my brother)? I don't know...relationships confuse me to much. I have tried the occational booty call thing...that doesn't work for me either. Sometimes, I think that it is just meant to be this way, other times I think...I am a Big Beautiful Woman, I am very attractive on the outside as well as having a huge heart on the inside. Why is it that I can't find someone just for me...someone that is not interested in sharing me with his friends, someone that is not a cheater, and/or someone that doesn't want me to be with another girl? When I walk down to my campground to relax by myself, I wonder what it would be like to have someone in my life to take that walk with me....

Another Poem
Written deep down inside my mind One captures my lust and left me blind To any other who may have desires For only for her burn the hottest fires Raven hair and eyes blue green and deep Soul that is beauty made me hers to keep And I would never view any other but her And look at her past the world into a blur For she is so sweet to the minds eye And part of me passed on and had to die For lack of this sexy vixen so true Now no other beauty could ever do For one who washed away all other stain Till only my deepest desire remain And to hold her and kiss her sweet lips And join as one both at her sweet hips And see beauty gaze into me deep and long And feel all we have grow all the more strong And get lost together in one soul we share For my sweetest souls beauty is all that I care By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Another Day Another Debt
Why do we work? I have thought about this long and hard since my job started messing up my pay checks, i am now three weeks without a check, and it is finally hit me the answer of all answers, most of us who have our dream job work because we enjoy what we are doing, but those of us who have not yet found it work, to make a living in other words we need money. Well I have thought long and hard and have realized that if money is so damn important why should we continue to only allow the rich to control it, why are we listening to a government who makes us pay for them, when they should pay us for the priviledge of working for us, since that is what they do, but no instead we are forced to pay for wars, former presidents salaries, and convicts to live all live better than comen man, and i am sick of it. I do love this country, but I believe it is time we as citizens spoke out against the wrongs that are committed in our names.

Another Something
You think you have an understanding of me? You think you have even the tiniest idea of what I am? Well why don't you tell me? ------------------------------------------------ I don't want to be just another broken doll. I don't want to be just another one of your memories. I don't want...want...to want. To need. I don't want to bleed for you, scream for you, die for you. I don't want to be just another broken doll. ---------------------------------------------------- God is my Judge...Bitter. -------------------------------- For all that's done, for all that's said, I can't make it change. God will hear....Priceless. Be who you are...not who you think I need you to be.

Another One Written By Poet
Selling The ink of the tat Peeks beneath the opened blouse The soft swell of the breast Demands attention Through perfect symmetry The ankle and calve Is highlighted By the 5 inch heels Each step is a grimace. The hair lightly teased with sparkles That have fallen and Embedded in a bit Too much make up Bright white teeth The best that money can buy The hint of the thong As she bends over to Deliver the drink. All this for the price Of a beer…. Poet 37 years ago

Another Chance To Watch...
If you missed the live broadcast on Sunday, you can still catch it tonight at: 8:30 PM PST Click Here To Watch!!! It starts at 8:30 PM... if you see me once continue watching because I will be singing before AND after the Competition! You can also use the chat room to request me again! Thanks for your support! Also, if you see me there, leave me a comment and I will reply tomorrow... ;) Take care and May all your dreams and wishes come true!!! ~Sarah Marie Klee

Another Damn Survey
1)do you think you are going to hell? Actually I vacation there every year… 2)do you brainstorm while bathing? I’m always Brainstorming 3)which do you prefer? diarrhea or vomiting ? Doesn’t matter to me either way I’m losing weight 4)Altoids? Anything to keep the breath Fresh 5)ever kissed a transvestite German? Me Hell no But I think my Buddy Llyod has… 6)black olives or green? I don’t do Olives 7)did you do the parachute game in elementary gym? Yes till the day some kid let lose with a Vicious fart… oh wait that was me… 8)in the past month have you been skinny dipping in the town water tower? Since there have been no news reports of Chicago water being contaminated nor of A naked black guy being arrested I would have to say No to this one. 9)do you scare children? LOL Hell Yes I’ve been called danh từ which is Vietnamese for Monster 10)ever licked a donkey? Ummm No, But ask my buddy Llyod I’m sure he has. 11)which do you like be

Another One For You All......feel Free To Take Any Of Them
BROKEN SHATTERED BY THE EMPTINESS YOU CREATED TORN APART BY YOUR INSECURITIES LEFT DAMAGED FOR THE TRUE LOVE THAT HAPPENS HOW CAN YOU JUSTIFY THE TREATMENT WHEN THERE IS NO DISEASE ONLY THE SCARS LEFT BY YOUR DAMNED FOOLISHNESS DEEP DOWN I LOVED YOU ONCE NOW, UNSURE OF HOW TO TAKE YOU IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE SOMEONE YOU HATE SO MUCH ONLY TO HAVE THEM RIP YOUR HEART OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN LONELY THE FEELING I GET WHEN YOU ARE HERE LOST AND CONFUSED BY THE WIRES YOU ARE CROSSING YET UNABLE TO CONTAIN MYSELF FROM WANTING YOU BUT ABLE TO STOP MYSELF FROM HARMING YOU AND EVERY PASSING DAY YOU CANNOT SEE THE DAMAGE YOU HAVE DONE BUT NO MATTER THE OUTCOME OF US I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FULLY COMPLETELY 'TIL MY DYING BREATHE AND MY FINAL WORDS 'I LOVE THE WAY YOU HATE ME' *again please feel free to take any of these, but if you can't, i will send them to you!*;) KingDrago

Another Prayer For The National Day Of Prayer
Now, this isn't the prayer I was looking for. (The original prayer had words like "impotent false savior" and the like.) On top of that, it's a day late. However, it's still pretty good. Enjoy!Hey brothers and sisters. The original version of this little rite of blasphemy, I think, was on www.theisticsatanism.com/geifodd. Someone that I used to be friends with revised it to his own liking and I've kept it close to his revision with just a couple of minor adjustments.The Four Crown Princes of Hell that I use are different from Anton LaVey's version because Satan (East and South) is the Chief God and Ruler of Hell and all of the Demons, and Beelzebub (North), Astaroth (West) and Azazel (South) were extremely popular Gods in the ancient Pagan (That's what Satanism was called before judeo-xianity) world. Satan was known as Enki, Ea, Ptah, Neptune, Melek Ta'us and Shaitan (the Creator), Beelzebub was known as Enlil and Baal, Astaroth was known as Isis, Ishtar, Astarte, and Inanna-- ye

Another Relationship
well i thought that i would try dating someone and actually see if people could be real. well that did not last long. i hate dating. i hate when i am told you are so beautiful, why cant they just say hey can i f**k you. i think single is best because i dont want to go through the hassle of figuring out what is a lie toi get in my pants and what is actually from there heart.

Another Part 2
If you have lupus (systemic lupus erythematosus, or SLE), you may be extremely tired, have skin rashes, or have joint pain. If the disease is more serious, you may have problems with your kidneys, heart, lungs, blood, or nervous system. Lupus symptoms depend on what body organs are affected and how seriously they are affected. Fatigue: About 90% of people with lupus have mild to extreme fatigue.4 Even mild cases of lupus cause an inability to engage in daily activities and exercise.5 Increased fatigue is a classic sign that a symptom flare is about to occur. Joint and muscle pain: About 95% of people with lupus have joint pain (arthritis) at some time. About 70% of people with lupus report that joint and muscle pain was their first sign of the disease.4 Joints may be red and warm, and may swell. Morning stiffness may also be felt. Lupus arthritis often occurs on both sides of the body at the same time, particularly in the wrists, small joints of the hands, elbows, knees, and an

Another Survey.
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: Tremain (of Tre for short)Nickname(s): DirtyAge: 30Birthday: 6/12/76Birthplace: South CarolinaCurrent Location: Dalzell, SCEye Color: Dark BrownHair Color: BlackHeight: 6'2"Weight: 200Lefty or Righty: Right (when it comes to writing)Zodiac Sign: GeminiWhat Do You Drive: Dodge AvengerScreenname: Project D.I.R.T.Y.{---Favorites---}Color: Red or BlackNumber: 2Band: The RootsMusic Genre: Hip Hop (not Hardcore)TV Show: HouseMovie: Enter the DragonActor: Samuel J. JacksonActress: Wow...too many to mention...Kind of Movie: ActionCartoon: Fullmetal Alchemist (anime)Sport: FootballFast Food Restaurant: Hardee'sFood: PizzaIce Cream: Turtle TracksCereal: Honey Bunches of Oats

Another Saturday Night
How does that Cat Stevens songs go?... Another Saturday Night and I aint got nobody, I got some Money, cause I just got paid. Oh how I wish I had someone to talk to, I'm in an awful way. Amen brother. Trying to get used to being single again, suck a big fat one sometimes. Oh don't get me wrong, I'm glad to get out of the marriage I was in and I'm happier than I have been in a long time, at least 5 years. There's a lot of things I'm doing now, that I haven't done in a long time. Going hiking, getting back into my photography, tending my garden, hanging out with friends. The dating scene just is becoming a total wash for me and that's what sucks. I can understand some women being a little wary of dating because my divorce hasn't gone through yet. But it's just going out on a date, it's not like I'm looking for sex.....ok, I might be looking some, but that's not all. I just would like to find someone, where we like each other and would like to hang out and get t

Another Hot Story, I Was Bored
you are the sunrise and the sunset. when i see you wake its so beautiful, when i see u go to bed its so beautiful. But unlike a sunrise ur beauty remains through out the day. Ulike the sun setting your beauty remains all night. I love it when i see all of ur beauty and we express something so special. I am so unique because unlike most men i charish each and every second we express that special love. The passion we share for each others nude bodies is so great. Its never to late for this. When my lips touch your lips it is such a fantastic kiss it feels so good, to kiss ur beautiful plump lips. It feelsso good to holdyou in my arms, especially while we r both nude. That feels so good i dont know what you feel. But while we are doin this i can feel my heart warm up so much. My shoulders they are so relaxed, and all i want to do is hold u tighter and tighter until your beautiful breast press against my chest. I want to hold u even tighter though so that you can feel my heart beating.

Another Work Update!
The only thing i like Myspace better for is it has a calender on it!!! Here's my schedual for the whole month of MAY! Tigers May 8th 4:30pm May 9th 4:30pm May 10th 9:30am -------------------------- Disney Store May 11th noon to 6PM May 12 11am to 7pm May 13th noon to 6pm -------------------------- Tigers May 18th 4:30pm May 19th 4:30pm May 20th 9:30am May 22nd 4:30pm May 23rd 4:30pm May 24th 9:30am May 25th 4:30pm May 26th 4:00pm May 27th MY BIRTHDAY TAKING THE DAY OFF!!!!

Another Eerie Horiscope
It's easy to get stressed out, but it's not so easy to do something about it. However, taking a proactive step will help you get out of this morass -- and see what it is that you should do next. Start small and go from there.

Another Day....
another weekend went by as fast as it came and im not happy about it. I'd love to have stayed in bed all weekend cause i felt like shit but that was not happening. Im about sick of spending my weekends in kentucky. dont get me wrong i like me family just i would like to be home to get some things done. Sunday wasnt bad just felt like it went by tooo quickly. spent most of my day cleaning and doing laundry. Last week we got little ot no stock but today it seems the truck only had men's merchandise on it. It really sucks cause half the stuff that came today is new and not on the planner. Story of my life. I've got another doctors appointment this week, so hopefully my dumbass doctor will prescribe me something so im not feeling like shit all day and not sleeping at night cause i cant breath. i've taken to sometimes sleeping in my son's room since he has a humidifier in his room it works but after so many nights on the floor my muscles are about to scream. enough of th

Another One
I got the 1st hassle done, and I thank you guys who posted words of encouragement, it was a big help. I have no idea, if he's going to accept the way I did it, so I'm probably damned if it' right or damned if it's wrong. Next project I have almost finished, emphasis on almost. This project is a major percentage of my grade, but at least this teacher is my friend. The other one has crated an enemy for life;p

Another Survey
1. Where is your mom right now? at home maybe 2. Last time you talked to someone on the phone? On da phone right now w/one my bestest friends, Julianne. 3. Name five things you did today. drove the kids to school, went to work and worked my ass off, played with Sakari my wog, kissed my kids, screamed at my kids. 6. What kind of phone do you have? Blackberry Pearl 8. What are you listening to? Julianne's dream 9. What do you smell like? After derby practice sweat, when I go out 'Angel' no it is not some frilly perfume but has a intoxicating smell, other than those times I guess I just smell like me :) 10. what color are your eyes? Green w/blue rings, the centers are golden. 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? Maybe when I was a teenager and drunk. WHERE IS 12? (maybe in the bathroom snorting a line...who knows. 12 was a loser anyway. Who needs 12. In fact, if I ever see 12 again I'm kicking its ass) 13.Do you have a chair in your room? yes a

Another Sex Poem
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit f*cking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs The guy leaves his solution And you Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!!

Another Book Getting Close
I just finished the first writing of my third book. Unlike the other two, this one doesn't have much in the fitness area. Those of you who like a nice story, those who like animals and dogs in particular and who have had a great dog in your life will love this book. I had a dog like that and he is who the book is about. I'll keep you posted.

Another Night Of Hell
I have had yet another night of hell... My loving stepfather came through the kitchen talking shit about wanting to kill my cat and her kittens. Ok so it isn't my cat, she belongs to Laura, but that's neither here nor there. I don't like people talking that kind of shit. So I told him he would do no such thing... Well, let's just say this led to one helluva heated argument, which he walked away from. When my mother went in her room, he started in on her about me,which pissed me off so I went back there and told him to talk shit to me not her. She tried to pull me away and kept saying just to leave him alone, but my hotheaded ass doesn't know when to quit... We got to argueing so bad that he was in my face and I was in his... I wanted to smash his fucking face in.... What pisses me off is how he'll try to antagonize me by saying something quietly and then it seems to others like I'm just rambling on.. He's a sick fuck... I told him I wish he had died in his numerous motorcycle accidents

Another Blonde Joke
Three ladies all worked in the same office with the same female boss. Each day, they noticed the boss left work early. One day, the ladies decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she know they went home early? The brunette was thrilled to be home early. She did a little gardening spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the spa before meeting a dinner date. The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to see her husband in bed with her boss!! Gently she closed the door and crept out of her house. The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead planned to leave early again, and they asked the blonde if she was going to go wit

Another Day
Hmm another day feeling like im being left behind.. Another day of feeling like im not wanted.... Another time my friends show there true colors.... Another Day Im broke.. Another day i need assistance.. another fried brain cell... Another knot in the Neuce Around my Neck... Another Time noone listens .... Another Time being Used for something Another Day Where Im invisible... Another Fuckin Mindless Young Lost Another Insult.... This is Just Another Blog on my Life... Thank you

Another True Story
Well here is what happened on Wednesday night. Met up with my sister at a bar for Martini night, she was there already and on her fifth, Kim joined her with one, I drank diet (DD), after a while went to another restaurant for dinner, where I proceeded to order for all of us. My sister had forgotten her glasses at the last place so I went to get them for her, while we waited for dinner. When I got back the conversation was a little odd, my sister made the comment that Kim was being naughty and should get spanked, I said to be careful or both would, just joking around. After dinner I dropped Kim off at home and took my sister home, when I got back home Kim was dressed only in her robe, with it wide open, knowing she was going to get spanked. I took Kim by the hand lead her to the bedroom, arranged some pillow wedges to help her rear end be raised nice and high, the started to spank her bottom. It had been sometime since I have been able to correct Kim's behavior so her ass became

Another Day....
Another day to be thankful for. Although the sun is not shining today,it surely is shining within. You see, one does not have to be rich in the sense of material things or even in money, but you can be rich in spirit. You can have all the riches of this world, all the beauty of a star, but without love, do you really have a thing? Surely gives one something to think about. It may be a damp and cool day, but never the less it is a day of joy. One that I am surely thankful for and moving forward with. Take each thing as it comes and then let it go. :)

Another Episode In Washington Dc
WELL MOST OF YOU KNOW WHERE I WORK....SO YOU MIGHT FIND THIS AMUSING. ALLY AND THE KIDS GOT A BIG KICK OUT OF THIS. ON OUR VISIT TO THE PENTAGON THE TOUR GUIDE TOLD US THAT THE ADULTS NEEDED TWO FORMS OF ID. ONE HAD TO BE A PICTURE ID. WELL I HAD MY DRIVERS LICENSE AND I DECIDED TO TAKE MY CAMDEN POLICE DEPARTMENT ID. BOTH HAD MY PICTURE ON IT SO I THOUGHT HEY WHY NOT. WELL THIS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS GUY (I'M A SUCKER FOR OUR SOLDIERS ANYWAY) CHECKS OUR ID. HE LOOKS AT MINE FOR A MINUTE AND THEN LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS "MA'AM ARE YOU ARMED". I THOUGHT ALLY WAS GONNA DIE. I SAID "NO...NO I'M JUST A DISPATCHER" HE SAID " JUST CHECKING". HEY CAN YOU IMAGINE MY RESPONSE IF THE KIDS HADN'T BEEN THERE. ANYWAY I WAS IN HEAVEN ONCE INSIDE...NOTHING BUT SOLDIERS IN UNIFORM AND WE HAD TWO VERY NICE LOOKING ONES GIVING US THE TOUR. SO YA'LL KNOW I WAS DROOLING THE WHOLE TIME. ANYWAY, IT WAS AMAZING . WE WENT TO THE WING THAT THE PLANE HIT AND THE HALL THAT IT ACTUALLY LANDED IN. THEY HAVE A MEMORIAL S

Another Strange Dream
Last night I had a dream that I was in a movie with Jack Black, something set in the forties, and I played his wife, pregnant with triplets, yet! I should not eat a pepperoni and hot pepper cheese roll before I go to bed.

Another Survey (this One I Really Liked.)
Here you go mommies - a different kind of survey for a change - it's all about your first born! 1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED? Hell no. And for the record, neither was the second one. 3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? I was kinda ambivalent. 4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU? While I am Pro-Choice, I don't view abortion as a form of birth control, so no. 5. HOW OLD WERE YOU? Barely 20 6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT? Just had a feeling. Wasn't late or anything, I just knew. So I went and peed on the stick in a WalMart bathroom. LOL I had it confirmed before I was mroe than 2 weeks along. 7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? Angie, she's the one who drove me to WalMart. Hehe. 8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? Didn't need to. I knew she was a girl. 9. DUE DATE: January 17, 2000. 10. DID YOU DELIVER EARLY OR LATE?Exactly 4 weeks early. 11. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS? Nope. I have never been healthier in my life. 12. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE? Watermelon s

Another Day To Remember....
Yet another day has come and gone as I write. The day passed was a day to look back on and reflect. To step back and see where one's life is going and to see what needs to be done to stay on the path. Some times it is not always as easy as we speak it to be. This being a learning once again. I am always in the process of becoming....as we all are...and should the day come that I feel I have learned all I can, I will once again step back and reflect upon things in my life and where I stand at the moment. The day was a blessed one, and tommorrow will be one of great rememberances. To see through the eyes of mom's all around the world and what they stand for and how they taught us. Did we take those teachings with us that we experienced, or did we change them? FOR mother's everywhere.....A MOTHER"S LOVE is unlike any other love there is. HAPPY Mother's DAY to one and all...cause even a dad can be a mom, especailly single parents. God Bless you one and all.

Another Side Of Nico
The splitting of personalities starts with Nico. Alain Delon, a famous actor, denied he was the father of her son, and maybe he was right. Jean-Marc Billancourt claims he is the real father of Ari. He has tried to contact him. There he writes that he was an almost perfect double of Delon. If Billancourt was the father Nico had no possibilty to belive him. He says she left him and instead contacted Delons' parents who took care of the child (they belived Delon was lying when he denied responsibility). After Dylans stay with her in Europe he makes the record Another Side Of Bob Dylan, recorded june 1964. So we have one woman living in a illusion she has a baby with an actor. She has an affair with an artist that next makes an album of another side of himself and in the next year (august 1965) makes a song where he is making illusions of a nightmare-split-personality. Dylan is even taking the most cruel step on the single Positively 4th Street where he is singing with the wo

Another 4 Mother
QUOTATIONS "All that I am or ever hope to be, I owe to my angel Mother." -- Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865) "God could not be everywhere and therefore he made mothers." -- Jewish proverb "Of all the rights of women, the greatest is to be a mother." -- Lin Yutang "The heart of a mother is a deep abyss at the bottom of which you will always find forgiveness." -- Honore' de Balzac (1799-1850) "My mother was the most beautiful woman I ever saw. All I am I owe to my mother. I attribute all my success in life to the moral, intellectual and physical education I received from her." -- George Washington (1732-1799) "By and large, mothers and housewives are the only workers who do not have regular time off. They are the great vacationless class." -- Anne Morrow Lindbergh (1907- ) "The mother's heart is the child's schoolroom." -- Henry Ward Beecher (1813-1887) "Youth fades; love droops, the leaves of friendship fall; A mother's secret hope outlives them all." -- Oliver W

Another Asshole On Ct
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Another 65 Questions About...gah, I Dunno...
1. How's your life going?: It's getting there...parts of it are freakin tanfastic. 2. What is your zodiac sign?: cancer 3. Do you hate getting pinched?: depends on who's doing the pinching... 4. Do you wear contacts?: nope 5. Are you allergic to anything?: not that i'm aware of... 6. What's your favorite basketball team?: do not want 7. Do you like reading?: got anything good? 8. Do you often get writers block?: ugh... i just can't think of anything to put here... 9. Have you ever gotten told you're beautiful?: ummm...no. 10. Do you have plans tonight?: Here in PA? no... 11. Do you own a blue dress?: not too fond of how i look in a dress... 12. Is hockey your favorite sport?: ummm...no 13. What is your favorite state to visit?: Colorado, and I'm going soon... 14. Would you ever want to go to Ireland?: yes 15. Who do you want to be the new president?: Fred Thomson, but he isn't running... 16. Are you interested i

Another Fallin Soldier
on may 3rd we lost more of our soldiers again to cowards who cant face them and fight fair.i know we have lost thousands.but this death stood out.it was someone i acully worked with.i work for a company that he was related to the big wigs if thats what u want to call them.he was supposed to turn 22 next month.he was killed by a ied coming to help the vechicle in front of them that got hit with the ied first as soon as they got to there comrads to help them there lives where taking to.all you people out there that hate the government and the soldiers.fuck off.because they are doing something that u are not.they are protecting our freedom.and protecting other people.please feel free to leave comments and so forth and i got a pic of the young man i knew that lost his life this month.so please check that out.thank you to all of you in the armored forces that are protecting us and fuk the people that hate you.

Another Great Day!
Well I am recovering still from my mothers day. My family and friends all went out and had the best surprise I could ever ask for, which was very hard for moms to keep a secret. I pulled up in my newly detailed car thanks to my friend in joliet and was greeted by my son with a dozen red roses. I went into the house and was then greeted by my dad who gave me another dozen roses, this time white. They then led me to the front room where mom had a box for me and it was a new kimono from my son and a new dress from hawaii. Mom then took me into her room so I could get changed and as i am getting ready I start to get really nervous. My mom, myself and Andrew went to the cemetery to put flowers on Grandmas grave as well as my daughters, I started to get teary eyed and then my son took my hand and told me that god wanted her to be in heaven so pop pop (my grandfather) wouldn't be sad when he went to see him. Anyway enough of the sad stuff. As we head back to the house I notice a lot

Another Year Shall Come To Pass.
GREETINGS, PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. I'M STILL LEARNING ABOUT LIFE AND ANOTHER YEAR SHALL COME TO PASS IN MINE. LIFE HAS WONDERFUL MOMENTS THAT ARE FOREVER KEPT IN ONES HEART AND SOUL. TO BE FOREVER CHERISHED. AND THERE IS ALSO PAIN AND SORROW FOR MANY WITHIN THEIR HEARTS AND SOULS. I HAVE SEEN BOTH. THE GOOD AND THE BAD. ONE OF THE THINGS I HAVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS, IS THAT WE ARE NOT PERFECT NOR IS OUR WORLD. WE FALTER AND ERROR IN OUR TIME ON EARTH. BUT LIFE IS SHORT. PAINFUL AT TIMES, BUT NEVER THE LESS SO BITTER SWEET. I HAVE LEARNED TO FORGIVE AND TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. NOT TO HARBOR HATRED OR ANGER, TELL THOSE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE THEM, YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR NUMBERS GOING TO BE CALLED. LAUGH, CRY, TALK ,HUG AND LOVE. MAKE THE BEST OF THE WORST. JUST LIVE, LIFE AND NEVER GIVE UP UNTIL YOUR LAST BREATH . BLESSED BE. S.F. POWELL/ AKA SCOOTER BLACK MAY 14TH, 2007

Another Mans Fantasy Of Me......
just a thought or two... You come to me wearing a business outfit, nice skirt, blouse, and a jacket. We sit and begin to kiss. Our kisses are gentle at first, reacquainting ourselves...then they become more hungry. Lips and tongue move in time as our hands explore each other. I move down your neck and explore the skin not hidden by your blouse, my hands massaging your ample breasts as you arch your back for me, giving me more and more to kiss. You unbutton the top button of your blouse and pull your bra down while my lips and tongue attack your nipple...sucking your nipples hard and biting them, still massaging one of your lovely breasts with my hand...my free fingers slide up your thigh...feeling the dampness of your sex through the sheer fabric of your panties...I stroke you while sucking and biting your nipples...moving to my knees, I push up your skirt as your legs spread for me...my mouth reaches your panties and I smell the rise in your passion...breathing deeply, I slide my h

Another Day In Cherry Tap Paradise *woot Woot*
Hello all. Not alot going on here.I've been busy today doing alot of nothing here and there, actually I did clean a little, still have alot to go but Rome wasnt built in a day so I think I deserve to take a break. A womans work is never done. you get one job finished and there are 100 more to go, you get the first one finished and before you get started on the next something always still seems out of the sort. I have ocd and I cant help it. I love a neat home. cant stand to live in filth.I wasnt raised in it and I refuse to live in it as an adult. I have heard people say well that person is poor, Well big NEWS FLASH I'M NOT A ZILLIONAIRE MYSELF, BUT I DO BELIEVE IF A PERSON APPLYS THEMSELF THEY COULD BE RICH IN LIFE. No excuse for living like a hog. Ok on to a better subject. hope you all have had agreat start to this new week. Mine was about the same, just another day. I try to do something fun no matter what it is. I'm a bit of a simple person it takes very little to impress m

Another One Of My Lovely Horoscopes, Hmmm Things That Make One Go Hmmmmmmmmmm
It's tough to be around big important types without turning into another person entirely. Don't beat yourself up for the impulse; it's to be expected. Just know that sooner or later, it will be all systems normal.

Another Untitled Poem
This completes my night As I cry Expressing these feelings Become harder everyday You, there I'm here Never does me any justice This hurts I cannot ever control myself You're all I ever think about anymore Just one sound of your voice I wish you knew who I was Just to save me I'm holding this close But it will leave a scar I want to touch, your movement From one to another I'm begging for my existence to matter, To you, To me, To anyone Making the first move It never entered my mind Looking through me As if I was glass Nodding my head Listening to no words They mix well with my mind Just as empty as my heart Everyone is very much afraid So very afraid of the truth No one really knows It just slips through their fingers ~ L.B.~ written Aug 15, 1998

Another One
[] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Date Me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Fu

Another Crazy Arse Horoscope
Fancy creams and ridiculous diets don't keep a person young: curiosity does. So go ahead and explore, initiate and ask questions. The more information you seek, the more you'll gather. Use your resources. Ok I agree to this to a point. I happen to think by a person eating healthy will keep them healthy as well.No one can honestly sit and tell me someone sitting and constantly stuffing their face is healthy. give nsome peiple do have a higher tollerance to certain foods, their matabolism may be higher than some but still eating healthy, good sex and well TLC every now and then is the key to a healthy life woot woot OK I KNOW THIS ISNT ALL THERE IS BUT FOR NOW THATS ALL I WISH T0 SAY. LOVE TO ALL , HAPPY BLOGGINGS N SHIT P34C3

Another Poem
Starlights gentle shining, down on lonliness, everyone can feel it, if they'll just confess. No matter how the crowd moves, or the single stand. starlight, moonlight, lonliness, travel hand in hand. Used to think the lonely, poor saps that they were, ought to all be locked up, nere let themout of stir. They brought their feelings with them, and showered them a far, and even loving couples could see 'the lonely star'. For years I ws so happy, or so I thought was true. This was so long before I met the lovliness of you. I had a lovely lady, or so was in my head, but I found out her thoughts of me had long ago gone dead. So now I'm part of lonely, the moon light and that star, have brought me here to Folkston, and from all I'm afar. I work the days in prison, at night in prison too, these walls, and darkened windows, allow no outside view. I peek into a glowing, lite up CRT, and pray dear lord, do ask someone to sit and talk with me. I know this sounds so morbid, depression soa

Another Bad Night
So its another bad night followed by a bad gut feeling... however that could also be from the lack of sleep in my body. I miss my ex for all that it matters but there is no going back after everything that has happeened.... Suppost to be for the best but how i see it as for the best i have no idea. to top it all off i got one of those bad feelings thats going on , i am kinda hoping its a false alarm and nothing is going to happen... or it could be the fact im completly over stressed. Not sure which one it is. Hopefully just stress and nothing bad because i dont think i could take another stressful weekend. I swear i think i would end up in a mental ward if this is another bad weekend..... god help me... because no one else seems to be able to.

Another Hard Lesson....
Something I've just found out (and something it would appear you have to get used to) is: people let you down. No matter how long you've known them you realise you don't know them at all. Lies... it all comes down to lies. I need to toughen up or wise up or grow up or all three. Do I have MUG written across my forehead? Hey, life is about learning. This has taught me to keep people at arms length and trust no one :)

Another Song I Like
"Save Me" You know the summer time is gone now All the leaves are on the ground Everything is turning Stuck in a rut You know another year is over Add another candle is on the cake I ain't getting no younger Stuck in a rut And only you could get me out of this place [Chorus] Save me Give me what I need I know you can break these chains And set me free Save me Give me what I need I know you can break these chains And set me free Set me free You know the wintertime is here now And my poor heart is freezing up Keep the fire burning, baby Stuck in a rut And only you can melt the pain away [Chorus] Wishing you were here 'Cause I can't hold on calm me down when I lie awake All night long [Chorus] You know the summer time is gone now And my poor heart is freezing up

Another One....
"Mistakes are the portals of discovery." -James Joyce i picked this one just because of a recent mistake that i would have never made if i had listened to my friends. Next time i wont be so hardheaded. But to those of you who advised me against it, ive learned my lesson. Thanks for everything :) love you guys.

Another Horoscope, I Wonder How Many Ppl Actually Believe In These Things
Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Figure out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking

Another Rant
This was in no way meant to disrespect anyone's person feelings or beliefs, this is just how I feel on the subject... First of all, I would like to point out how stupid this bulletin is. I am only reposting it so that I can have my rant. If I remember from American History in 11th grade or even farther back into elementary school you are taught that America was founded by the Pilgims who were escaping religious persecution. Amendment I Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. I understand that the previous posting of this bulletin was an exercise of their 1st Amendment right as well as my rant is showing my belief in my right as an American. I would just like to point out that the people in the United States that DO NOT believe in any religio

Another New Developement
Man! How do I end up with so much work! Must be a gene thing ...lol Now.... somehow I have positioned myself to be one of the leaders of a new internet marketing team. I guess I knew this was happening.. It was one of my goals. I just hope it won't take any more time away from my friends.... seems like theres not enough time now. Any one struggling in Marketing or building a home business, let me know, we will be able to help you. I have started a web site to help, its still in progress, but you can jion now and you will get more personal guidance while the membership is small and the site is growing. Come join me! http://www.hereisyours.com/homebiz/index .php Be back soon......Scott

Another Joke!!!!
IT'S A JOKE ABOUT 3 LADIES AT DIFFERENT TIMES!!!!1ST LADY GETS TO THE HOTEL, AND SHE SAYS TO THE CLERK, I NEED A ROOM, THE CLERK SAYS TO HER,,,,THERE ARE NO ROOMS AVAILABLE AT THIS TIME EXCEPT FOR ONE AND IT'S HAUNTED,,,,SHE SAYS I DON'T CARE IM NOT AFFRAID OF GHOSTS,SO SHE GETS UP TO THE ROOM AND LAYS ON THE BED AND STARTS READING, AND SHE HEARS,,,,RUNNING THROUGH THE WALLS SHAKING MY BALLS BET YOU CAN'T CATCH ME,,,,SO SHE GETS UP AND RUNS OUT OF THE ROOM,,,,THE 2ND LADY COMES TO THE HOTEL AND SAYS TO THE CLERK, I NEED A ROOM, HE SAYS, THE ONLY ROOM I HAVE LEFT IS HAUNTED, WOULD YOU MIND TAKING IT? SHE SAYS, YEAH I'LL TAKE IT, NO GHOSTS SCARE ME, SO SHE GET'S UP TO THE ROOM AND DECIDES THAT SHE WANTS TO TAKE A BATH, SO SHE'S IN THE TUB RELAXING, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE HEARS,,,,RUNNING THROUGH THE WALLS SHAKING MY BALLS BET YOU CAN'T CATCH ME,,,, SO SHE GETS UP RUNNING NAKED AND ALL, FINALLY THE 3RD LADY COMES TO THE HOTEL AND WANTS TO RENT A ROOM, AND THE CLERK SAYS THE SAME THING TO

Another Update/ With Pictures
WELL WE HAVE NOTICED ONCE AGAIN THAT ALAN HAS GOTTEN A LITTLE WORSE. SINCE OUR BIRMINGHAM TRIP BACK IN MARCH. HE IS STILL FALLING A GOOD BIT MORE. WE LEAVE FOR OUR TRIP FOR DISNEY WORLD IN LESS THAN A MONTH, I'M REALLY HOPING HE WILL BE OK FOR THE TRIP. I TOOK SOME NEW PICS OF HIM TODAY. THESE PICS ARE FROM 12-28-06 THEN THE NEW ONES ARE FROM TODAY-5-22-07 BEFORE. 1-FRONT NOW-5-22-07 BEFORE-ON 12-28-06 NOW-5-22-07 HIS ANKLES HAS GOTTEN REALLY BAD. HERE IS A JUST BECAUSE PIC, THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE-5-22-07

Another Poem
This is another one of my poems called Dead Men's Ways. Dead men walk from their shallow graves Their soft silence trails off in waves They hide in the dark recesses of the night Only to catch the first spark of light Than they take their final journey To the cosmos of unforgotten worries Dead men walk from their shallow graves some died heros Some died slaves All that's left are their forgotten names Dead men walk from their sshallow graves Into the realm of serpentine caves Some descend into madness Some sink to shame When their lives were really to blame Dead men walk from their shallow graves Some return to their monotonous haze While others go off in a blaze You may think this writer was crazed But he only knows the dead men's ways

Another Poem, This One's Called "the Muse"
Through fields of green past sky's of blue With passion and love dances the Muse Sharpness and Spirt guide her swift soul Even the man in the moon she will control With only a look she captures your heart Like paint on a canvas she emulates art She carries with her your deepest desire Your lust can not capture this flame O'the fire So let her run freely through your daily life She'll smold out the pain and banish the stife A luminary of Dreams and fantasy is she The Dancer that influences the tides of the sea.

Another Story I Wrote For A "what If..." Contest Online. The Theme Was "what If You Caused The Salem Witch Trials?" I Placed My Own
June 10th 1692 The incessant pounding continued upon the front door. So this is what being agitated by an angry mob is like I realized. I’ve often wondered how I’d react to something as cliché as a lynch mob after my head. I leaned back in my new found host’s rickety old rocking chair, and looked around the room. It was of the crudest of settings that I had chosen to take my stand. I’ve been preparing for this day for a very long time and the fruition of my efforts was close at hand. A log cabin, the interior walls daubed to prevent moisture from seeping in. A make shift chimney and potbelly stove sat in the far corner directly across from the door barring the mob. The doors hinges protested under the strain. “You will burn for your pact with Satan, witch!” called a familiar voice from outside. Ah, that would be the voice of the man that was the main focus of my scheme all along. Poor Tituba, the Indian slave woman I chose as my host. Collateral damage as it were, sh

Another Poem...not So English
In a station in the city a British soldier stood Talking to the people there if the people would Some just stared in hatred, and others turned in pain And the lonely British soldier wished he was back home again Come join the British Army! said the posters in his town See the world and have your fun come serve before the Crown The jobs were hard to come by and he could not face the dole So he took his country's shilling and enlisted on the roll For there was no fear of fighting, the Empire long was lost Just ten years in the army getting paid for being bossed Then leave a man experienced a man who's made the grade A medal and a pension some mem'ries and a trade Then came the call for Ireland as the call had come before Another bloody chapter in an endless civil war The priests they stood on both sides the priests they stood behind Another fight in Jesus's name the blind against the blind The soldier stood between them between the whistling stones And then the b

Another Of The Dark Poems
Beware fair maiden I think it unwise For this man is a demon in disguise Lurking in the shadows and tracing your step Desire of the flesh into it’s soul have crept Drools over thoughts of what he would dare do Seeks to play with your passions and to renew Lust that will consume you and end innocents No remorse will it feel and make no penance For the look in you eyes that is it’s prize It will give it power and then to give rise To a demon that dwells in your lusty soul Two demons bound and becoming whole Giving each other what they most desire To burn in the heat of passions fire feel the rapture of a shared climax born of lust Then to be one till flesh does turn to dust For one soul , one heart, and one mind in torment This lust of the soul was what destiny meant When you and this demon came into this life Married in the sins of lust and now you’re the wife Of a demon that will never let your soul free Give into your lusty desire it is our sweet destiny By R.

Another Old Peom Untittled
The taste of blood fills my mouth, Your life essense flows over my lips and into my mouth, The small insencen apon your skin, As I lick the blood that is pooring from your wound, I stick the blade into my self and I guide your lips to my skin, The taste of blood fuels the wolf in me and the animal insticts take over my body, No longer do I have control over my body or my actions only pure animal instincts I ravge your body, My lips all over your my tounge tasting every inch of your skin my body covering your body, The wolf is incontroll of me as you lay there in ectasy, you can only help to think is this realty or some kind of fantasy, Then you relize it's both neither one is real or false, You say you love this feeling and that you love me and you know your words are true and not false, You tell me you want me and never want me to let you go, But you still wonder if what we are doing is right but you no longer care all you want is for this night to stay forever and n

Another Day,
Ok. Memorial Day Weekend is damn near hear and I can't wait for it to be over. This place is getting crazy. The only thing i have left to rent out is tent sites. Unfortunatly, most of the queens that want to make reservations don't want to sleep in a tent. I honestly wish that more cute bi guys would come here. I would be happier if some straight boys would come out and enjoy the place. But for some reason, they won't. I guess they think that if they come out here, the guys that are here will rape them or something. Hell, they only need to stay long enough for me to have my way with them. I don't want to keep them, I just want to use them for a while and send them on their merry way. Any suggestions on how I could get some action whilst at work? Everyone else around here does.

Another Night
Wounds never heal, as long as you try, but never again should you be able to cry. For just one second it goes away, but once again it tries to sway. I've always wondered what it felt like, just to lead a normal life. A life without stress or hurt or loss, yet one without love, for it is always lost. A thought or feeling of normal, pulled away by the truth of life. Always knowing your caught in the middle of a strife. I always wished to be loved, to be held and to be hugged, but now I find its overreated and so much easier to just be hated. I once loved I trusted and hugged but before long I was betrayed. and forevermore unable to trade. I tried to trust and love again but once I got close once more was I slayed. Even though the cuts have heale They still lay there beneith my sheild. In a sense I've survived only by knowing I must decide. I have ambitions and futures and hopes, and to prove my strength they shall never be revoked.

Another "9/11" Death
Officials: Toxic 9/11 Dust Killed Woman NEW YORK - Felicia Dunn-Jones died of lung disease five months after Sept. 11, and last year her family asked that the city's medical examiner add her name to the death toll. New York City Chief Medical Examiner Charles Hirsch refused, writing back that his office could not link her death to the exposure "with certainty beyond a reasonable doubt." That changed Wednesday, when Dunn-Jones was added to the medical examiner's list of attack victims. It marked the first time the city has officially linked a death to the toxic dust caused by the World Trade Center's collapse. The 42-year-old attorney was caught in the dust cloud while fleeing the collapsing towers on Sept. 11, 2001. She died of sarcoidosis, a disease that causes inflammation and scarring in the lungs, on Feb. 10, 2002. In explaining the reversal, Hirsch cited "accumulated scientific research" that concluded exposure to trade center dust can cause or contribute t

Another Downrater
and yet another downrater for Madeline http://www.cherrytap.com/user/869648 these people make me sick. Downrating people 1 is one thing I can cope with, I mean, I just think those people are sad and pathetic and probably have such a boring life that they need to try to make people feel miserable, but people who downrate a poster for a missing child is just heartless cruel and should be put in cages

Another Day To Remember
So today marks the 12th year after my brother graduated high school. It is also the same day that a very good friend of mine past away because of a drunk driver. I wish i could have been there instead of him. I still say that if i would have been there to stop it he would have still been alive. He was suppose to meet at at the civic center that night because we had planned on it!!! It wasnt like him to miss it. Me and my other friend john had been talking about it later on that night. The next mornin my friend that id known since like the fourth grade called me and told me the news! I was so freaked out that i told my mom to hold my keys so that i would not drive and then i walked out into the sun and walked like the 15 miles to my old school and cried!!! I wish that during my high school years that i would have been a better friend to him but he got new friends and i did as well! We didnt start hanging back out until college!! Now i wish i had more time with him! Im sorry if this sou

Another Day
Well today is another day.. It is Memorial Day weekend.. a weekend I remember my fallen brothers in the service. I also remember those that are still servingI pray that their Families be remembered, that the memories of the fallen not to be forgotten.

Another Poem
You are the shining desire that burns in my heart, Every moment you are on my mind, I feel that gentle embrace, That enticement, That utter devotion lingering in my heart. You are that person that makes my dreams become reality, I thank you for that, I love you for that, You are all that. In my eyes my love, I see only the beauty, The beauty that life has brought back to me, You are that beauty my love, You are everything that is life, You are the reason for my existence. I will always love you, Even after death, For I know the meaning of eternity, That is what I feel in my heart, For you are there always, Even now as you are not by my side, When I close my eyes, I see and feel you near. Until you are here with me, I must say this to you, I am here when you want me. Kisses....

Another Rant
my luck and patience are getting real thin. Granted I live at home and take care of my mom, she is germ-a-phobic (she was an RN for 44 yrs), and insects (those who may land in her hair), shes also parnoid about things she buys in store (cartons of milk, things you put in the freezer) she washes these items before putting them away. Im sick of people saying "Im interested in you" and changing plans on me or lying to me. This is killing me and with the other BS I get by people who judge me on my looks and the other drama. How do I basically "let it go" I need to destress...help me... Note: I am *NOT* depressed or anything else, so dont suggest psychatric counseling. Addendum: Since I moved back when my father died, 99% of the savings I had, went to maintain the house and everything else (which I do; plumbing, electric, mowing the lawn)

Another Survey
ABOUT YOU.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age/location: 3. phone number: 4. Fave Color: 5. Are you a virgin? 6. Do you drink/smoke? 7. Do you do drugs? 8. What do you do for fun? 9. What do you do for a living? 10. Are you single? 11. Do you have any kids? 12.longest relationship you been in? 13. Pet peeves: 14. Turn ons/offs: 15. Reasons you wanna date me: GETTIN PERSONAL... 1. Do you wanna meet me? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. If you could dedicate a song to me what would it be and why? 5. What is your faveorite thing about me? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person?

Another One From Russl
Body: The Most Personal Survey Ever. 1. Who were you with last night? Sean mostly.. Some other people over the course of the night. 2. What woke you up this morning? Sean came in the room. 3. Where are you? My place. 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Absolutely! 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Yes, both! 6. When was the last time you cried? Couple weeks ago. 7. Ever thrown up in public? While I was pregnant I threw up everywhere I went. Every smell made me sick. Especially meat cooking. haha 8. Passed out because of alcohol? yep 9. Who's on your mind RIGHT NOW? My mom because I bought her something today. 10. Would you take a bullet for anyone? If it's a vibrating bullet I'll take 2. 11. Where would you like to live? In Sicily. 13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Healthy, wealthy and wise. 15. Who is your number one? Me!! lol.. And then Sean. 16. Have you kissed your number one? I've kissed me. I taste like c

Another Brick In The Wall
KORN LYRICS "Another Brick In The Wall, Parts 1, 2, 3" [Part 1] Daddy's flown across the ocean Leaving just a memory A snapshot in the family album Daddy, what else did ya leave for me? Daddy, whatcha leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall [Part 2] We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all its just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all you're just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall [Guitar] [Part 3] I don't need no arms around me I don't need no drugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall

Another Turn
You say to your self, stop this, I won't go back there again, and knock on the door. Don't look in the windows, you know how you are in there, close your eyes, pretend you were never there. All evidence to the contrary, call your self a liar, don't go back for that, not again, again, again, again. This sort of behavior could be looked on as addiction, it does break one down, as you put you hand on the handle of that door, close you eyes, and open.

Another Rvised Bulliton
God the narcissist- who really cares? It seems there is an obligation to oppose those who rule by threats of hell anyway. There isn't much or anything wrong with the message. It doesn't really matter how big god's dick is. It doesn't matter much what he does sexually either. Everyone has their own feelings, no one is oblebagated to love anyone, even god. To me, standing up for god by saying whoever wrote this is a bitch, isn't right. It's neutral, and no better or worse than the original message. The only thing wrong with the original message is it implys that the things he says god is and does, are a " good " reason to hate someone. Also, is he really a fag if he fucked martha? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: BabyGirl for life Date: May 28, 2007 3:01 PM whoever wrote this is a beitch! Body: whoever wrote this is a beitch! Body: GOD IS A FAG. HIS DICK WAS LITTLE. HE FUCKED MARTHA. AND SUCKED JOSEPH OFF. GOD CAN GO TO HELL. I HATE GOD. GOD IS DEA

Another Tattoo Party
this one should be interesting cause my brother went to jail and his wife is throwing it because she dosent know how long before he gets out and wants to have some fun before he comes back and puts her back on lock down. you know he's one of those abusive types so she dosent get out much. so when she said she wanted to party i said why not i can do tats and she was like cool so it will probably go on all weekend anyone wanting to come and get inked its five a tat any size but only the outline cause i have to have time for others. if your interested pm me and i'll hit you up with directions

Another Poem By Me...untitled
for all my old friends..and my new ones too, just remember ive always tried to be so true. ive hurt alot of people,including myself,& kids, but i wont anymore cuz im calling it quits. im dying inside and none can help, im putting all my love up on the shelf. its up for grabs for anyone to take, cuz now im gone & noone can wake. the hurt, pain and all the misery, cant anyone really see. im leaving now and think itll be better, take my life and put it in the shredder. ill miss some that have no clue i will, then others that will love me still. my best to all of you,near and dear or not... but my hearts & my loved ones will not deal with anymore knots. BL 6/15/06

Another Random Survey
1. Who were you with Friday night? Home 2. What woke you up this morning? The Ace & TJ Show on the radio 3. Where are you? my office at home 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? I hope so, its Friday 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Luis. 6. When was the last time you cried? Don't remember, probably about a week ago or so. Satuday. 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Cooking, mojarra frita. 10. What were you doing at midnight? Sleeping 12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park? almost 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? I really dont want to go to the store... 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? mi familia. 15. Where would you like to live? the beach. 16. What kind of home would you like? Right on the beach. 17. What do you want to be when you grow up? More active in la revolucion, helping la raza 18. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? working hard, with a kid hopefully 20. Who is you

Another Survey
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90% A Sicko60% Average30% A WUSS !!10% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Another Day.....
Have you ever wanted something so bad that it drives you crazy because you can't have it? Have you ever missed someone so much that it tears you up inside because you can't see them when you want to? It's one of those weeks where all of these things are runnin through my mind and I can't get them out!!!!

Another Reason Why To Leave Ohio....
ok I got this from the local newspaper....... Jillian's clears tables for good Downtown bar, restaurant closes after 9 years Beacon Journal staff report Jillian's restaurant, one of the cornerstones of downtown Akron's renaissance, closed without warning on Memorial Day. By Tuesday morning, many of the furnishings had already been removed from the restaurant and bar on South Main Street. The once-profitable location lost money for the past 14 months, said Chuck Corcoran, vice president of marketing for Jillian's parent company, JBC Entertainment of Louisville, Ky. ``These decisions are always tough,'' he said. ``We hate to leave the city.... We just couldn't get it back to profitability.'' According to an e-mail from a laid-off employee, about 50 people lost their jobs. Akron Deputy Mayor David Lieberth released a statement Tuesday that expressed gratitude for Jillian's involvement in the revitalization of the south end of downtown. ``We're pleased that Jillian'

Another Brush With Pain And Death
I was out of the hospital for two full weeks last time, before having to go back in an emergency. I had a blockage in my stomach that prevented food from passing. With Morphine for the pain, and Phenergan for the sickness I was admitted into the damn hospital again. Where they kept me for over a week, before deciding to once again, cut my stomach open to fix things. I was in so much pain that they were forced to give me a medication that was 10 times stronger than Morphine... and I got it three ways... a continuous drip, a button for "as needed relef", and an additonal shot from the nurse, should I need more. This went on for weeks before I was discharged and allowed to go home, with a small bottle of Percoset. Ahhhhh... withdrawls. So much fun. Since painkillers are opiates, the only thing you can relate this type of withdrawl to is one from Heroine. Not a drug I would ever dream of touching, but here I was, knee deep in shakes, twitches, vomiting, fevers- and nothing could stop it...

Another Dickless Wonder
OK EVERYONE CAN TELL THIS IS A BOGUS ASS PROFILE OF SOME HATER GOING AROUND AND DOWNRATING PEOPLE! I CANT BELEIVE THAT SOMEONE WOULD GO TO ALL THAT TROUBLE TO ACT LIKE SUCH AN INBRED CHILD! THIS PART IS TO RSTORMY66 THE INBRED ONE.... LOOK DUDE GROW THE FUCK UP AND DONT DO WHAT YOUR PARENTS DID!! DO NOT FUCK YOUR SISTER/COUSIN!!!! rstormy66@ CherryTAP

Another Poem I Made!
Waterworks If my heart could hold the tears, of all my friends throughout the years. I'd need a chest 100 feet wide Just to fit the heart inside. I'd need a lake built right below to catch the tears that overflow. The lake would flood..impending doom So I'd shed my tears to make more room. To all of my friends just know I think and care for you all....you are the best!

Another Thought...
It's time to clear the air, or an undercurrent of tension could become a very distinct sense of unease. Examine any ulterior motives. If you're brave and face the situation honestly, you'll see an immediate improvement. This was my horoscope for the day! How in the HELL does it do it? I don't believe this stuff, but damn!

Another Story For You
I picked you up, just like I said I would, we shared a long, deep kiss, and we drove to that old dirt road by the river. No words have been spoken between us, it is just an understanding that we have. I parked the car & we got out. I pulled the blanket out of the trunk, along with the cooler, filled with ice & drinks....I have missed you so much, that I can't even find the words to explain this to you, so I am working on showing you how much....You spread the blanket out & take us a cold beer out of the cooler, I am just so turned on by watching you take charge of the situation that I just cant move, at the moment. I take my beer from you & set it down, you pull me close to you, feeling my nipples through my tshirt, as they harden in excitement at your touch. You pull my tshirt off & all I have on, now is my blue jean shorts, you lean down and take each nipple into your hot, wet mouth, licking each one as if you were tasting something so exquisite, I can feel my pussy just aching for

Another Sad Story....
This is just tooo funny. I wake up this morning, having had a good nights sleep. My best friend, Billie, hung out at my place, yesturday so it was cool seeing her. Then I get on Cherry Tap to see what is going on and my younger sister messaged me and told me about what a certain person was writing about me again in the mumms. But first of all, I want to cover some things. My sister is pregnant with another little girl and for some reason "this person" seems to think that my sister is asking for the hand-me down clothes that she had given me awhile back when my little girl was born. Of course, I intend to give the clothes back to her but that doesnt mean that I don't have any clothes for my daughter that isnt hand me downs. This "certain person" aparently does'nt know anything. Yes, she is concerned that my daughter may not have any clothes if I give these clothes back to my sister. But that does not give her any right to write a mumm about something that she does not know about. I m

Another Monday
Hello world. How are you all today. Its just another day here in Oklahoma.. I was doing pretty good till I got a phone call this morning. See, it all started when I decided to be nice and rent my extra home out to my husbands aunt. I even got her a really good job. Told her she didnt have to give me any money for a whole month. This morning she calls and says that she doesnt have the money to get here. Ok here is the point I am going to make. In life it takes helping yourself out and then other people might help you if u need it. I work over 70 hours a week and I have 4 children, not to metion I go to college fulltime as well. How fucking hard could it be to pay for enough gas to drive maybe an hour and then only have to pay me 200 bucks a month for a 3 bedroom 2 bath home.. Pure lazyness. thats what I call it.. Sorry, i dont like to yell at people, so I had to let it out somewhere.. Oh and lets not forget I got her a job making 11 bucks an hour sitting on her ass...... All I can say

Another Of Kays Blogs
Recently Sir Don gave me permission / requested me to order something on-line and it came today. We had one a while ago but we think we left it in a hotel room on our last trip out of town. Oops, hope somebody is having fun with them. It is a pair of wrist to thigh restraints. Very comfortable but very confining. Imagine not being able to lift your arms, fold them in your lap, etc. while your doing something mundane like watching tv. Keeps the hands out of the way during other activities too, very intense. I also purchased a soft gag and found out right away that this is an evil little toy. The hard ball gags are usually too big and rough on my mouth. I can usually push them out with my tongue too. This little evil toy that arrived today cannot be moved out with the tongue, can be bitten on, fits in the mouth better and overall stays put. Sir Don already has plans for this, probably some kind of punishment for when I get mouthy. As far as today goes, still managing to st

Another Poem.. Do They Need Names?
You gave me your heart, and I put it in the space that was left after I gave you mine. There was a void in my soul, and you filled it with yours. I was losing my mind, and you gave me your sanity. How can we ever be apart again, when we've given so much of ourselves to each other? If I ever lost you, I would never be whole again. I love you with all that you are.

Another Of Kays Blogs
May 06, 2006 - Saturday after Discipline I sit here tonight nude after a Maintenance Discipline with a stinging red butt. This is the normal weekly discipline I receive to remind me of several things. One, to remind me what a real punishment spanking is supposed to feel like. Two, to remind me that I am not the one in charge but my HOH. Third, to remind me and for me to practice being submissive, even while I am being disciplined. Tonight I was able to receive fairly hard swats from both my HOH's hand and from the back of his hairbrush. He spanked me for 45 minutes and after about 30 minutes his hand got tired he switched to a hairbrush. The hairbrush is made of plastic and stings like crazy. Although he brought tears to my eyes I didn't cry and I was able to lay still on his lap for the most part except for the last 5 minutes when he had switched back to using his hand and was giving me pretty hard swats. I wiggled a little but not nearly as much as when we first st

Anothing Blog To Clarify The Nsfw Pictures
Yes its another one. I have 49 people on my family list. Those 49 do not, I repeat DO NOT come off of my family list because 3 of you guys all at the same time want access. If you really want access that bad, wait till a Happy Hour rolls around. If you really want to know when a Happy Hour is supposed to happen, go to http://www.cherrytap.com/happyhour.php and it tells you in Pacific Standard Time when there are ones happening. If a block is filled in with someones nickname and picture, thats when a Happy Hour is being hosted. Thanks again for the time to read this and I hope to talk to everyone soon :) May not be a conversation talk, but small talk is better than none right? :) Just leave me a page comment and I'll try to make sure that I get back to you if the comment is worth trying to talk to you about. So if its like, "You're so sexy" or anything of the sort. Thanks in advance okay? :) Hope everyone has a great Hump Day!

Another Modeling Contest
Ladies...Do you have what it takes? Well, here's a chance to prove it......OMP (One Model Place) and Yahoo have joined forces to sponser a model contest. The winner walks away with $20,000 in cash and prises, and a trip to Miami, Florida for an OMP photoshoot (and who can say what happens after that).....so visit the link and enter this contest... http://bix.yahoo.com/onemodelplace

Another Loss....rip Debbie Ardito
I just found out that another close family friend passed away today. I haven't seen her in years being that she moved to Florida a long time ago. She loved all of us kids sooooo much! She was there from the day I was born and I was close to her kids growing up. I will miss you Debbie!!!! Wish I would have had the chance to say goodbye...I'll love you always!!! RIP... Debbie Ardito

Another Night Without Sleep ^_^
You ever get the sense that you’re falling and for some reason you’re mind just will not except that it is you’re fault in the first place? Well I’m having one of those days right now it’s 4AM and I just can’t sleep I really tried to as well I slept until 3AM then just could not get back to sleep something woke me but there was nothing there but something tells me something was in my room as my dog started to bark just outside my window so here I am writing my thoughts and drinking a shitty tasting RED EYE (POWER) .... I made some very shitty diction lately you know! Mmm first I screw up a friendship I was actually liking and believe me I did the royal screw job this time! there is no way of saving my ass from that one.... but well I don’t know I had a feeling like it was going to end and for the first time I am sorry to see it end there was something there that I just liked you know.. That kind of connection I have yearned for .... (Sigh) ah well its all good I guess... I’m damned an

Another Poem I Wrought Intittled The Darkness In Side
i can not breath i can not hide from the things i keep in side i keep to my self the darkness inside .i see the world there is a warm glow but i feel like iam in the universe's under tow pulling under holding me below iam consumed in the darkness inside of me i feel as if iam the cosmos's prank the gods whiping boy is my fate the tears i have noone can relate to the darkness inside iam alone that i have made that is constantly cold i carode in the darkness inside my fate is sealed i have now soul to steal love is fleeting me evermore because of my darkness inside , i hate my fate this thing that happen to me as of late i can not wait for the long dark sleep to kill my darkness inside and when iam gone i pray that no other one will feel the same with the darkness in side

Another Day
well another day has been and gone, and things are getting easier. When you finially turn the tables on someone who is trying to bring you down and you don't even have to play dirty to get there. Its a great feeling when you can take a bad situation and turn it into a good one with out stooping to thier level. They say laughter makes everything better, and you know what ? I agree. I turned it all into a joke, and with out even trying people are chattin away about how dumb the other person was for even tryin to start issues. Thanks everyone for the advice it did help, I am just a take it on kind of girl, But I played my cards right this time. looked at the whole picture and made notes, collected evidence, and then prevaled at this time. I am sure its not over yet but now I am ready and will continue to keep what I am doing. stay proffesional at work and blog on here lol . thanks for readin.

Another Try... By Phil Keaggy
How have You been? Lovely to see You, My how the years slipped by. Won't You come in, Feel free to be You, Give me another try. Because I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I can recall the place where I left You, You gave me no reply. Your eyes said it all, but I'd become deaf to Your tears as I waved goodbye. But now I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I've changed my heart now, I'm willing to go Your way. And I couldn't part now, With You for a single day. For I have missed You, and when I missed You, I really missed You so. If You will have me, I'll be Your's gladly, But don't ever let me go. I've been waiting for so long to get right with You.

Another Horoscope...
You're feeling adventurous, and with good reason. A possibility that seemed far-fetched now seems more than plausible for you. So go ahead and dream big -- the stars say that the bigger your plans are, the better. Another horoscope! Dang, these things are good! I don't go by them, but seems they go by me so much... do I have a stalker...LOL

Another Tragedy
Well, another tragedy has affected my life. Tuesday before last I was only one of many whose lives were touched by a terrible, freak accident which took the lives of two good people. It happened on a local secondary road. One of my cousins was driving his pickup truck and hit head on into the path of a high school classmate of mine. It happened on a bridge crossing the river so neither had no where to go. How often would that happen that you would know both parties of such a terrible accident? Both vehicles burst into flames and they both died from the fire, not the impact! He was 17 days thereabouts from graduation and had already landed a job. He was a good ol country boy who loved hunting, trucks, family and music. She was a very nice friend and a wonderful wife and mother. Her husband was following behind her and tried in vain to save her amid her cries for help. My cousin made one last phone call on his cell phone to a family member to tell them of his impending fate. Such a tra

Another Thing That Pisses Me Off...people Who Bitch About Cherrytap Not Being Up To **their** Standards...
Ok...Over the last couple of days I've seen soooooo many bulletins about "oh, Baby J has done this, or I don't like the new picture layout, or blah fucking blah...Why don't you people stop bitching about what you don't like, and be THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE. If you dislike CT that much, delete your fucking account. It's that simple...Baby Jesus, sure, he can be a pain sometimes, but he put this site here for your enjoyment...He could delete it if he wanted to...Did you ever stop and think that maybe he sits back at night and reads your complaints and laughs because he ENJOYS watching you piss and moan over a STUPID WEBSITE, which honestly is NOTHING but a GIANT POPULARITY CONTEST...I'm happy with CT, I like the new picture layout, I like the rating system, I like the people here. I love everything about CT...AND I LIKE THE TRAILOR IN THE GIFT SHOP...RATHER HAVE IT THAN THE MILLION DOLLAR MANSION. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........................

Another Horoscope
I like this one, its almost poetic. Impulsively you reached for the stars, only to find that once you get them, you're not sure they were worth the time. Truthfully, though, you learned something in the process that will stay with you forever.

Another One
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

Another Loss
My heart is heavy For you, my friend. Your sorrows just seem To never end. Now another loss Has just occurred; A family member, I just now heard. My tears fall down, As I pray for you And I ask the Lord To see you through. God be with you, my friend

Another Vevsion
Another version user: Dough, the stuff that buys me beer... You're crazy. user: Ray, the guy who sells me beer. jabberwacky: No I don't. user: Me, the guy who drinks my beer... jabberwacky: Yeah that guy, you seem to really like him. user: Fa, a long long way from beer. jabberwacky: That's an amazing leap of association. user: So, I'll have another beer... jabberwacky: Cheers, mate! user: La, I'll have another beer. jabberwacky: La, la la la beer. user: BEEEEEER! jabberwacky: Do you like wine?

Another Mafia Birthday
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Raven Queen is our next Birthday whore...her birthday is the 13th of June......Please go to her page and show her lots of Mafia Love.... Zodiac Images from MSGRAFIXFX.com

Another Celeb Couple Break Up
First it was Joanie and Chachi Then Pamela Anderson and Chachi Then Pamela Anderson and Tommy Lee Then Pamela Anderson and Kid Rock Then Tommy Lee Then Kid Rock Then....well, the list goes on with her. But yesterday, my world came to such a grinding halt, that I needed my seatbelt and massive airbag deployment, to keep me from slamming into the dashboard. Another celebrity couple came to an end. This one so devastating to me that my life may never be the same. Did I believe the rumors of Carol Brady and Greg? Greg and Marsha? Angelina and her brother? Barbie and Ken? Bert and Ernie? Today, it is with a heavy heart, that I break this news. Raggedy Ann and Raggedy Andy are no longer those jet setting siblings that we have grown to love and admire. How did this happen? What caused this rift? The answer is the National Toy Hall of Fame. That’s right, people!! Raggedy Ann was inducted and Andy is left to wallow in the wake of her increased celebrity stat

Another Update, It's Thyme, Eye Say...
Saw the eye doctor- who saw substantial improvement, took me off the goop as I'd taken to calling it, put me on some drops and arranged, unless something came up, for an appointment in a year's time. I probably won't transfer from my main eye doctor on Long Island to him right now, having one here as a backup is a good idea, but will think about it, and about the unevenness of my eyes he says he saw (which however I'm told by people who've known me for longer is more a brain-chemical/psychological issue. Perhaps related to Asperger's, at that, not focusing on a face when I'm listening? That's an idea that comes to mind.)

Another Poem From Andy
I met this very lovely girl, that loved nature , animals , even small ones like squirrels, Let me tell u something new, she has stolen my heart and erased my blue, so believe in fate, cuz it relieves alot of heartache, and heart's weight so i love u and miss u , don't hesitate Love Druid

...another Night Of Insomnia...
What's wrong with me, you ask... I'M ANGRY! Yeah, you know that feeling that's red and unpredictable! For me it is very unpredictable! I don't like anger...I don't want to face it or hear it! I feel betrayed by my body...by my heart. A whole mess of emotions have covered me in the past week. No information about my CT Scan just yet...it will be this week though. I'm always prepared for the worst and hoping for the best...that exam really messed me up. I'm on a low sodium, low liquid diet...the amount of barium I had to drink totally f**ked with my diet and threw me into a roller coaster ride from hell...no joke! I gained seven! (yeah, 7) pounds!!! I couldn't get rid of, no matter what I did...have you ever had your legs or hands swell? It is a VERY uncomfortable feeling...yes, some days it is painful and itchy (that's because the skin begins to stretch) ~ got a stronger diuretic for today and am feeling better!! YAAAY!!! Considering the heat and the crowd at Wally World, I'm sti

Another Down Rater On The Loose
He/she IS Going Around TO many Profiles down rating profiles ... Here Is the Link To this he/she thats doing it Block them Before they get the chance to down rate you... http://cherrytap.com/user/942845 Sweeet Destiny

Another Hot Day..det,mi.
Yeah ..kinda stuck at the moment.. TryN too cool off,so hot already and I wanna Rock Guitar,so forth.. Real Loud to!!...but being in apartment . I keep it down..low sound ..And Rock!! its gonna be exciteing year 2007AD. Summer comeing in few days ..and its Flagg Day..June 14th...Salute!! thankyou Betsy Ross..USA.

Another Hot Story!
In the darkness of the room, my eyes close and I listen to my breathing and heartbeat. The sheets freshly laundered, the slight sweetness of the fabric softener fills my senses. Gradually my body warms the bed and I doze off in the enveloping warmth. The shaft of light from the hallway brings me out of my slumber. Its quickly extinguished as the door closes and the room returns to darkness. Footsteps, familiar with the room, head directly to the dresser. A scrap of a match, momentary flash of brilliance and a candle comes to life. Its followed by a second on the dresser, then a third by the one of the nightstand. The scent of citrus soon encompasses the room and I breath deep taking it in as I wake fully from my nap. The candle light allows me to see you. You are standing in the middle of the room, I can make out your features but not in detail. But I know its you and I stretch out on the bed. Laying on my back, my right arm up under my head. Looking towards you across my body, I ca

Another Poem For My Love
♥You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone♥

Another Senseless
Murder. People are dying on the street and no one seem to care!!! Boston has had 78 Homicide so far and the summer not even here. 78 dead kid! 78 coffin's countless tear's teens killing teens someone's child did not come home. here's one story to think about. (i removed name and places ) A shooting Saturday afternoon in the city's neighborhood left a teenager dead and another man injured. The 17-year-old was shot in the chest in the 4:15 p.m. shooting on Street. He was declared dead at the Hospital, The other victim, a 23-year-old man, was shot in the left arm, shoulder and cheek. He was in stable condition at Boston Hospital. No other details of the shooting were available. There were no immediate arrests. The shootings were under investigation. Things like this has got to stop. Here's a quote from grandmaster flash's song -The message "A child was born, with no state of mind Blind to the ways of mankind God is smiling on you

(another Rant) Wow Mommy Look At Me
Canadian S...: LIFE you qualifed to make that call you uneducated 19 yr old I cant legally drink WHORE ->Canadian S...: whatever...get a life Okay so now Im a whore....hmm didn't know that...considering I cant stand to be around people. I hate people with every fiber of my being. Hence why im on the net all the time BUT still I'm not even a net whore...if i was i wouldn't be soo fucking pissed at men. And uneducated huh? For starters you dont learn CRAP in school. Hell if I relied on school knowledge i'd be screwed. But what ive learned from life on my own I think im pretty damn smart. Now relationship wise...I think I still have my training wheels attached..probaly a good thing too...scraped knees don't hurt as much as broken hearts. Also that guy had the NERVE to say it was cool a baby was dieing....thats heartbreaking that anyone could say that..its another life that doesnt get to say its feelings, to cry, to laugh, or anything. ALSO I dont fucking drink...thats a touchy

Another Ne Smiles
You are 75% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Sad Poem From When I Was A Child
Who am I? When I think I know I dont. When I dont I think I do. Im lost! I need a map My sense of direction is scattered I can no longer walk on my own. Someone PLEASE! PLEASE! carry me to that place thats in my dreams to a peaceful serene sense of stability BY Melissa I didnt realize it at the time, but what I was looking for was god. when i finally found him he did carry me to that place in my dreams. If only I could find him again.

Another Mafia Birthday 6-17-07
COME AND SHOW THIS GIRL SOME LOVE. SHE HAS CONSTANTLY BUSTED HER ASS FOR THE MAFIA.......AND HAS BEEN A FRIEND TO EVERYONE.... DRUM ROLL PLEASE.......... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m DARK ENIGMA JUNE 17....HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....SHOW HER LOTS OF MAFIA LOVE ON HER SPECIAL DAY..... Zodiac Images from MSGRAFIXFX.com OMG ANOTHER ONE NOW THAT EXPLAINS A LOT I AM JUST JOKING I LOVE YOU GIRL...

Another Word For Love
Another Word For Love by Steve Goodier I knew a woman who always found an excuse to love. I met her working at the most difficult job of my life - as a helper in an after-school daycare center. I was completely unprepared for the work; I had no training and my temperament seemed to be particularly unsuited to the position. I reminded myself that I was hired to watch the children, play with them and lead arts and crafts - not fix all of their problems, of which there were many. And my only help was Mrs. Tucker, a 73-year-old retired social worker who worked with me. All that stood between the kids and disaster was me and a 73- year-old woman. And I wasn't that sturdy a defense! But I soon learned that Mrs. Tucker was a master with these children. "Some children just need more love," she always said. A case in point was Timmy. Timmy received special help at school because of his emotional problems. He was developmentally delayed. He ofte

Another Short Story I Wrote
Imagine I'm looking at the little dimples on either side of the base of your spine. How perfect and symmetrical and incredibly sexy. The little dip in the center of your back, which shows the outline of your backbone, rises vertically. Your blonde hair hides your graceful neck, but your bare shoulders are arched backwards, causing your shoulder blades to compress into the middle of your back, creating a small canyon of shadow. I notice the freckles on your fair skin and think how wonderfully they complement blonde hair. The round curves of your perfectly formed ass hover four inches above my stomach. I can see and feel my erect cock disappearing into the wet folds of your cunt. Your legs have straddled me and your feet are on the floor. I’m slumped on the couch, with my feet resting on the floor, knees at a 90-degree angle, making a rock-hard table of my stomach. You are slowly rising and falling, impaling yourself on my manhood. The muscles of your legs extend and inv

Another Job Interview Tomorrow
have another job interview tomorrow at THE Cash Store, for assistant manager..not sure if im even qualifyed but it said they had on the job training soo if this works out this could be a great job even a career for me! and no more worrys about money for me! soo will see what happends... oh i forgot to write about it but i had a job interview at best buy as i told some of my friends, havent heard back from them yet but whatever....

Another Lilypond Status Report. For Me, Really
Showed the as-of-now version of (my PDF transcription using LilyPond of) the finale of Reißiger's 11th trio to my job coach. Several persistent problems including: 1) places where there's only one line (right- or left-hand) of piano music - not really acceptable in a Romantic-era score. I thought I had a solution to this, but no. 2) copyediting. Try twenty-four bars before the end- a mess I've tried solving a few different ways without having to rewrite the entire file that generates the PDF. There may not be one short of, well, rewriting the entire file (and manually changing staves rather than autochanging them at middle C, as now.) It's clear in the score, a G-sharp in the right hand, a G-natural in the left, that are a semitone apart- your hands are right next to each other for just that moment; but- because I chose the "autochange staves when note is below middle C" option for convenience, both notes are in the lower staff, and they run right _into_ each other. I had to put

Another For The Troops
We, Every day regular people, Sit and stuff our faces, Laugh at a movie, Hold our loved ones, He, Barely eats, Listens to the next task, Cries to find out his baby is born, And she may never met him. We, Dance in the rain, Slide into warm beds, Kiss our children good night. He, Fights in the rain, Fights all night barely able to get a hour of sleep, And holds his childs picture tight, Fighting for him/her so that she/he can be safe. We, Take every day for granted, While he lives every day hoping he'll see another. June 20,2007 Author: (Me) Nicolette

Another Downrater
This is a down rater that likes to get to people. I am sorry if me posting this is offensive to some people. It is just the way I am with my friends. I don't like others doing things that aren't nice to them. So forgive me for trying to be a nice guy to my friends.

Another Sbs Case...his Name Is Kaleb Too!!
Another SBS CASE...His name is KALEB too!! This is NOT about Kaleb Schwade, this is another baby whos name happens to be Kaleb as well. BENTONVILLE -- A judge set a $30,000 bond Wednesday for a 19-year-old man who police say shook his baby for two minutes when the infant wouldn't stop crying, then called paramedics after the baby stopped breathing. Brian Eugene Sousley was awaiting transport to the Benton County Jail on Wednesday evening, held on one felony charge of first-degree battery. Siloam Springs District Judge Steve Thomas set the bond. Sousley told police he shook his son, Kaleb, 3 months old, for two minutes when the baby wouldn't stop crying, according to a probable cause affidavit filed by Sgt. Todd Brakeville, a detective for the Siloam Springs Police Department. Sousley also admitted shaking the baby once in mid-May for five minutes, according to the affidavit. Sousley said he became frustrated by financial stress and a lengthy commute to work in Rog

Another Freaky Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For June 22,2007 A potentially life-changing piece of information comes your way, but only when you're not frantically searching for it. Relax and go about your daily routine. When you're ready to hear it, it will arrive. Ok this one I a not sure is a good one because my father is in ICU, I am having to deal with my ex husband in court again after 7 years, and I am working my ass off in my music career and art work..................... Lord be a good life changing information!!!!!! btw I saw a great video blog on Aristotle® blogs so I am defenitly considering doing it also.......what do you think???? ~*~HUGS~*~ Dj Titanium EXPerience

Another Account Of Bbgs
*~Alice in Wonderland™~*@ CherryTAP I DONT GET WHY THIS WOMAN IS EVEN ALLOWED TO BE ON THIS SITE, LET ALONE ALLOWED TO ROAM THE STREETS. SHE IS STILL BASHING "ACHILLES" 1ST SHE TRIED BUSTING HIM FOR USING A BLASTER, AND IT TURNED OUT SHE WAS THE ONE USING IT, THERES BEEN PROOF OF THAT. ON FAKEBUSTERS3 SITE IN HIS BLOGS. NOW SHES MAKING OTHER ACCOUNTS, MAKING FUN OF "ACHILLES" THIS SO CALLED WOMAN IS NOTHING BUT TROUBLE. SHE REALLY NEEDS TO GO ADMIT HERSELF. I MEAN GET OVER IT BBG, DONT U THINK ITS TIME TO GO GET SOME HELP AND GROW UP! UR OBSESSED WITH CHRISTIAN "ACHILLES" AND UR MAD OVER HIM NOT WANTING TO BE UR FAKE CT HUBBY. MY GOD WHAT WOULD U DO IF IT WERE A REAL MARRIAGE? PROBABLY BE IN PRISON RIGHT NOW. U NEED TO STOP WITH UR DRAMA, AND UR MEAN HATEFUL WAYS. I KNOW IM TIRED OF UR BACK STABBING, LIEING WAYS. SHE IS THE CHERRY SPOTLIGHT OF THE DAY, EVERYONE GO LOOK AT THIS PROFILE, SHOWS U HOW "OFF" SHE IS. BBG THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE PERSON WITH THIS PROFILE

Another Tip
Inside Job Instead of pouring fish attractant onto soft plastic baits, use a worm blower or large-bore syringe to slowly inject the scent into the plastic. This will allow the scent to slowly escape instead of washing off.

Another Update For Those That Care
hey all this is williams wife,kristie. just to give an update on him and what is goin on,things are goin ok army life is really,well,stressful. it can change from 1 day to the next.he is dealing with some medical issues sustained from an injury othe then that and missing his family and friends he is doing good. hopefully he will get to come home soon and not hve to go overseas.but he told me to tell everyone hello and hope all is well. take care and support your troops.. thank you, kristie allberry(joes wife)

Another Day At The Church
As the patriarch of a spiritual organization, you learn to accept various events and situations as just another step on your long journey, but occasionally things do occur that cause one to take a step back and reflect upon them. I had one of these lovely reflections recently, and I hope you are able to find the deep meaning in my words that I was graced with in reality. I have a dear friend who is getting married this summer, and I wanted to do what I could to help her get this dream to come true. Cost is a large issue in regard to the ceremony and reception, so I handed her a cost cutting wedding coupon. I volunteered to perform the service for them as my gift. This meant I had to make a few adjustments to my current registration. Yes, I am going to become Rev. Joe, Licensed Minister. I see it as a type of clergy prostitution. I am going to do what I like to do anyways, but I can get paid now. I learned some of what I need to know from the Velvet Jones classic book ‘I Wanna be a Ho’,

Another Day In My Life!
Another chapter in my life. I hope is finally over. My ex hubby is moving... Yeah! I am very happy that now he is going to be 2 hours away unstead of an hour away. I just wish that he would move far far away so I dont have to deal with him. That he will sign over my kids and I can have them to myself. He is only a sperm donor to them. He doesnt take care of them when he has them. He passes them off on other people. I am sick of it. They need a stable place and I know that I am the one that can give it. Not him. He says he wants to take me back to court and fight for every saturday and sunday but the court wont take that I know it.

Another Blonde Joke
Blonde in the Everglades A young blonde woman was driving through the Florida Everglades while on vacation. She wanted to take home a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young Blonde declared, "Well then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of shoes for free!" The shopkeeper said with a sly smile, "Well little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?" The blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper is driving home, he spots the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brings his car to a stop, he sees a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the Blonde takes aim, shoots the creature and hauls it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more d

Another Step Taken
Another step along my 'Path'. More progress is being made. I've done my first rite for the Summer Solstice. That went very well. I've also done my first official spellcasting. What a rush to do and then 'knowing' it had worked! What an awesome feeling that is! The work on my Staff is coming along fine; I'm in the process of attuning it to me. I also have something to attach to it now too. A crow wing feather, from the 'Heartside' and from the evidence, it was a newly emergent feather as well. Also, from all evedence, it was 'gifted' to me from my brother. He always had a thing for crows. He called them his 'minions'. Of course a 'gift' from the Spirit world is always precious. I sacrificed a cigarette (I don't have any loose tobacco) to give Thanks as is proper. It looks like the pace has picked up again. At least for a while.

Another Quiz
You scored as Soft, You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft75% Shy56% Sweet50% Hot44% Exciting38% Wet31% Violent19% Awkward13% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Another Poem
I AM JUST A GIRL... I DONT HAVE THE PERFECT SMILE I DONT HAVE PERFECT HAIR I DONT HAVE THE PERFECT BODY I AM JUST A GIRL... I DONT ALWAYS SAY THE RIGHT THINGS I DONT ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THINGS I DONT ALWAYS FEEL THE WAY I SHOULD I AM JUST A GIRL... I MAY NOT ALWAYS CALL I MAY NOT ALWAYS DO WHAT I SAY I WILL I MAY NOT ALWAYS SHOW UP I AM JUST A GIRL... I MAY NEVER BE THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND I MAY NEVER BE THE PERFECT MOM I MAY NOT BE THE PERFECT FRIEND I AM JUST A GIRL... BUT IF YOU LET ME I WILL BE THE BEST FRIEND I KNOW HOW TO BE I WILL ALWAYS TRY TO BE THE ONE YOU CAN DEPEND ON I WILL ALWAYS LISTEN WHEN YOU ARE IN NEED I AM JUST A GIRL... I WILL SHOW YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME I WILL GIVE YOU MY WHOLE HEART AND IF YOU WILL DO THE SAME I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL THE DAY WE HAVE TO PART BECAUSE I AM THAT GIRL!

Another Legend Gone
As many people are wrestling fans, it has come as a shock to all about the recent passing of Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy and son Daniel. However, before we start laying down the praises of how much Chris Benoit has meant to the fans of the wrestling world, we might want to take a look at what happened on the last day of the Benoit family life. According to police reports, Chris, Nancy and Daniel's deaths were caused by a double homicide - suicide, as in Chris Benoit killed his wife and son, then killed himself. To this day, I still mourn the early passing of Eddie Guerrero to heart failure. If this police report is true, I will not shed a tear for Chris Benoit, but I will mourn the lives he took in one shot, his wife Nancy, formerly known as Woman in the now defunct WCW, and his son Daniel, who did not deserve to leave this world so early. Yes, Chris Benoit was an exciting performer, and seeing him on the screen will be missed by many, but since he chose to kill other people, as

Another Down Rater...
This rude hag rated my default pic a 2. Why don't you guys stop by and show her some love ;). (the following is not clickable...I guess you'll have to do a search) Since, she blocked me afer she rated (what a piece of shit!)I couldn't get a link. alwaysbemybaby29

Another Day And All That...
*stretches* Tonight was an easy night at work. 3 and 1/2 hours in and out. When I walked in the woman running the store got excited. Apparently last time the store went so poorly because they had bad counters. well.. maybe not bad just inexperienced. It went well tonight though, thank god. Tomorrow is an early morning. (And what am I doing? Fucking around CT of course. Hehe.) I have the easiest job though. Aside from the hours of course. I count stuff for a living, and whats more is normally I don't have to count higher than 10 since I have a machine. Why do people find this to be difficult. The keying I can understand. It's a little strange to 10 key on your hip. But it gets easier the more you do it. I dunno... somepeople have smoked themselves retarded. I don't know that its a good excuse though.. I know some people I work with who are down to their last brain cell and yet they can key. Go figure.

Another Year Older
OK just turned 27. I am another year older.. dose that mean I am wiser? I have big plains for the next year. But I am gonna reflex for a min. Its been almost two years since I lost Martin. Sometimes the hurt is so real. Its as if I lost him yesterday. I am a believer that everything happens for a reason. I am not sure what the reason for me losing him was...but I did. I know that I loved him. Maybe I was supposed to learn something for it all. Its hard to believe though that there is a reason for losing someone you love. I wonder at times if I can love again. Did I close my heart after I lost him. Have I not opened it back up ....well maybe not completely. I wanna love and be loved. Maybe I am just scared. I know I care a lot about the friends I have. I wanna believe I love a few of them. But do I? I know that I am not sure I wanna get married again. I was hurt there also. Will I feel again what I felt for Martin. When I think about the events of that July. Him passing my divorce being

Another Lost
As I hide in my corner I am hidden in darkness. Your blood flows over my fangs. It is so overpowering at first, then I quickly pull away. But I already know that I am to late, You're dead. I jump to the other world, hoping to find you. I'm to late. You are gone, gone forever. I, am a vampire. I, am the vampire that took your life. You were alive, but not anymore. I live on though, to see another night, To kill another person.

Another Survey
1. real name:ELIWINE2. nickname:ELLY3. single or taken:IT'S COMPLICATED4. zodiac sign: GEMINI5. male or female:LET ME CHECK..HMMMMM....FEMALE6. elementary:MY DEAR WATSON7. middle:TICKLISH THERE8. high:NO THANK YOU9. eye color:BROWN10. hair color:BROWN11. long or short:JUST PAST THE SHOULDERS NOW12. are you health freak:IM A HEALTHY FREAK...DOES THAT COUNT?13. height:5'2"14. do you have a crush on someone:VERY MUCH SO15. do you like yourself:LOOOOOOOOVE MYSELF

Another Rant
IM SICK OF THE HATERS ON HERE FFS IF YOU DUN LIKE SOMEONE WHY WASTE TIME TRYING TO SCREW THEM OVER JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON FFS WE'RE ALL MENT TO BE ADULTS ON THIS SITE SHEESH I MEAN FFS OPENING AN ACCOUNT TO FUCK WITH THEM IS REAL CHILDISH GOD FORBID I MEAN HELLO!!! ANYONE HOME??? I GUESS NOT SOME PEOPLE HAVE WAY TOO MUCH TIME ON THEIR HANDS I MEAN HATE CAMPAIGNS (i cant spell btw) THIS AINT KINDERGARDEN OR ELEMENTARY OR JUNIOR HIGH OR SENIOR HIGH THIS IS THE FUCKING INTENET WE'RE ALL MENT TO BE ADULTS YEH I SAY MENT TO BE..... STOP ACTING CHILDISH AND LEAVE THESE PEOPLE ALONE ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! this rant was brought to you by DJ Luscious Lucia!!

Another Day
so its the buttcrack of dawn of course the sun is up by 430ish or so here i know because i was awake for i got no sleep...again...sleep deprevation huh...maybe im a functioning walking zombee..thats just a gross thought lol... is my mood better...not likely..do i care less likely but it is what it is. im supposed to find the things that give me joy...find things that help me center...make me feel normal or apart of something. i used to feel connected to everything a sense of oneness yet individual...i have lost that, lost myself, my center, my peace. now im supposed to find it and i have no clue where i lost it. my poor cat is so totally tuned into me he so totally knows somethin is going on with me and has been for some time...he just watches me always close by keeping a protective eye...hes my boy! oh well so much for just another day until next time

Another Non Believer.
No matter how long it takes and no matter if i'm waiting alone or with someone else. I still wait. It doesn't matter if it's a week, a month, or even a year. Fact remains the heart wants what the heart wants and if this girl can please her heart she will. So indulge yourself in the things that make your heart happy. And don't doubt for a second that you're worth waiting for. Because you are.

Another Bast Contest Update With New Rewards For Top Voter!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 100 votes!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette). I'll also rate evrything on your profile with 10's(or until I run out of rates) And You will get a mention in the Blast itself!!! Please repost even if you have atleast read this!! Thank you!

Another Blast Contest Update!!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 203+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10's(or until I run out of rates) And you will

Anotherr Poem
Two souls separated by a distance Two hearts engaged with their own lives Two spirits misplaced in diffrent states Two people shackled by their own destiny Love was introduced breaking the distance Hope brings together the different lives Faith binds two souls together in one state Candles of passion burns the written destiny Only time can tell and erase the distance An eternal flame will burn the rest of our lives Burning intensity you can see across the states The scars of love and tenderness will rewrite destiny For this you must see It is JUST YOU AND ME...

Another Blast Contest Update!! Pc Decided To Work For Now!!
Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! I AM CURRENTLY 160 VOTES FROM TIEING FIRST!! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 400+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything

Another Tragedy
A lot of people don't know about the hellish turn my life took 15 years ago. My best friend, and the man that at the time I considered to be the love of my life, until I found Joe, was murdered and died in my arms after taking a bullet that was meant for me. Anyways, I had reason to think of him today when I found out that his baby brother, the only other child in the family died in a car accident last night. In a way, I'm glad that their parents aren't alive to see this. I don't know if they would be able to take the loss of another child. I know it's going to be hard on his wife, especially since she is pregnant with their first child. I hope that all my friends here on CT will keep my friends in their thoughts and prayers over the upcoming months. I hope that she will realize that I will always be there for her, just like I was always there for Shawn. I know that she is a strong person, but even the strongest people need to understand that they have friends that they can lea

Another Day
so i wake up this morning only to find out quickly that i have a headache......joy so i know right away that my suger must be high... has not been high for quite some time but i believe that i forgot to take meds yesterday so i get the joy of giving my self three shots this morning... give shots....take meds slap myself in the head for forgetting....and then figure out what to make for breakfast.... tell my son fourteen time take the dog out take the dog out.... dont you have to pee in the morning well so does the dog..... he takes the dog out and then shelbie wakes up ......she gets up on the coutch and wants breadkfast well honey just give mommy a sec and i will get breakfsst. shelbie pouts and kris comes in from walking the dog...he is a great son......just a little deaf when not wanting to do something right away get breakfast together and feed hungrey children.......yeah then i look around my house and think god did some tornato come through this place and i slept th