another week
Current mood: crushed
Category: Life
Well it has been a few weeks since I've wrote anything on here. My life has been in turmoil since Feb. My stepmother wants to adopt my daughter that has been living with her for the past 10 years.She has alienated herself and my daughter away from my fathers family since his death last year. none of my aunts or my sister can see or talk to my daughter without mom having something to say about it and than she tell me that she doesn't have to tell what is going on with my daughter just because she has primary custody of her i dont' need to know how she's doing in school or anything.. and this is the women i used to look up to the one that raised me since i was 7 years old... Now the past several years i'm embarrassed to claim her as my mother. I would sooner tell everyone that both of my parents are died and not mention the fact that i still have a stepmother. the women that raised me isn't this women that has torn whats left of my family apart.The women that i used to admire was strong,caring, giving,compassionate and fun to be around.
Now all she wants to do is push my sister and I away and out of her life.So it can just be my daughter and her.. It's like she wants to earse any signs that my father was part of her life.. He loved her with his whole being.he gave her everything and anything that she every wanted or needed. None of us every went with out..He put her up on a petitstool above every one else.. and now all she has to tell people about her marriage is it wasn't a great marriage it was an ok marriage.he built her a huge home with his own hands and died doing it...he made sure that she would be taken care of if something happened to him and now she's telling people that he was mentally abusive to her and that he f**ked her over when he died just because she ended up paying for the house to be finished since dad didn't have it insured.. but yet she sit on a couple million and the house is 1/2 million apraised so you tell me how she was so screwed over????? what would make a person have her daughter served with no trespassing and harassing orders just because she told mom that she wanted to have a family meeting. and mom did it because she didn't like to be told what to do. and now she's going to send the same papers to me because i was asking her ?s about my daughter smoking,drinking, about childeren services being called on her and all of this is true. My mom is serving me with paper just because i won't tell her who is telling my all of this and the point is it should have come from her....all of this and trying to battle cancer tends to wear down a person.. when family should be supportive of each other...
Currently listening :
Not Ready to Make Nice
By Dixie Chicks
Release date: By 08 June, 2006
