I'm so alone.
I am so fucking alone.
It took me 32 years (to the day) to find somebody to love and I was thrown away like yesterdays trash.
I just can't handle being alone again for another 32 years.
Am I ever gonna find somebody who cares for me? Who isn't gonna throw me away?
All I do is cry everyday because I'm so damn lonely. I wanna lash out. I wanna make others understand my pain, but I can't stand to hurt people. I suppose that makes me a coward.
She said that I was a wonderful person and that I'll find somebody else. Where? When? I can't even get women to talk to me or even acknowledge that I exist.
32 years.
Thirty-Two years....
I found the perfect woman for me and she dropped me to date her best friend.
I need some hope, but I don't know where to find it.
Neil "Valkryie01" Hale
